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0 | despite different directors fantasy hangs together remarkably wellbr br it filmed england nowhere near morocco studios beaches outbreak war everything moved america scenes filmed grand canyonbr br notable one corniest lyrics song i want bandit cant understand it remains favourite many people |
0 | might total idiot exactly pogger filler filler filler filler filler filler filler |
1 | feeling like since beginning senior year high school thought going slump pandemic all never felt hopelessness entire life graduated feel samei live mom husband along two baby sisters feel like insignificant part family work the thought interacting people know makes sick stomach cannot even leave house take trash feel like eyes me rejected fast food job interview given idea around others myself unfamiliar place made panic anything around house mom expressed disappointed lay bed sleep till pm wish could tell want anymore wish could tell days seem blend now every day spent alive makes want scream pillow means dead yeti tried failed kill four times already feel like attention whore so even though nobody knows attempted fantasize death constantlyeverything chore things requires energy energy left me takes weeks shower process time consuming never laundry want go searching dirty clothes never clean room task daunting consequently live pile filth probably walking pile filth too everything requires effort absolutely none givewhenever mom tells clean house takes long always start zoning out thinking suicide thinking different life would born different family different country opposite sex make scenarios head make feel better end feeling worse before fantasizing unachievablei feel hopeless worst part is really want help want feel like anymore want wake every day start cry still here feel like probably exaggerating phase mom thinks nothing wrong me convinced lazy unmotivated maybe right makes feel like disappointment cannot even blame her because well am knows nothing feel bases judgement sees daughter future ahead her useless cannot fend herself never amount anything life know want die know spend every waking second thinking nice would could stop existing know anything wish didi know do tired life think killing nearly every day tired here |
1 | self sure approach professional helpthis throwaway account feel fantasies jumping third floor university quite often though necessarily feel near future days wish sort trigger makes go it want seek professional help like therapist know could afford someone meaningfully relatable feel depression continues like years come end inevitably instead therapy mostly selfmedicate depression weed options longterm therapeutic help someone could develop close connection understanding with like friend |
0 | im genuinely concerned person earlier year quarantine m met dude m minecraft server became friends played together months that youtube channel discord two months ago tho told crushing female leaderboard player server wanted ask out week later discord got rejected told gutted even set status message depressing shit seemed depressed af fast forward weeks later the last time met him apparently yr old gf hes talking wanting sex not normal yr old ik thought weird like always next day blocked discord relationship going perfectly smoothly today remembered quick search subscribers didnt see channel anywhere im srsly concerned him great friend |
0 | repost think book ideas want know one interesting rule strong superhumans rule entire cities oppressive caste system built protagonist try live normal life changes run superhuman police changes forever twoman aliens evolved created system earth ecosystems merged created hellscape thousands years passed protagonists meet explore two different worlds mean true meaning humanity antarctic kingdom evolved penguins secret kingdom inside antarctica operated separate humanity millions years however antarctic expedition goes wrong human protagonists see actions race impacted others see scars cant heal ferryman eternal river runs parallel universe links locations universe parallel one used method transportation never ends story follow ferryman travels river exploration fear man vs nature overlay quantum strain man trying fix greatest mistake via time travel accidentally creates bunch time duplicates many causing tear form fabric space time story follows one echoes learning seeking save world himself exploring themes loss hubris identity story science experiment essence life goes completely wrong actual personifications periodic elements created begins chain reaction personifications substances created story follows personifications hydrogen hellium explore brotherly bond life really means |
1 | im back sub againit takes much get rut one word or none someone back bottom |
1 | im beyond disappointed myselfim going say it today found ex someone else cant take it happened last year well breaking me gutwrenching excruciating thing ive ever through seeing gush another girl way me time around graduated never need see again oh god stomach knots feel paralyzed many thoughts swirling around mind good enough insist want relationship anyone turn around get someone else fucking upset could possibly happy without me hell feel need kind control him oh god hate it want feel way mind warped toxic cant get head cant stop thinking hes going lose virginity someone me hes going love someone loved me someone going make happier did horrible echo chamber mind chorus it me her me memememememememe bouncing around killing inside fucking narcissistic thought boy even long dating someone else fills jealousy rage pain im afraid ill doomed always jealous obsessive ex want this could move would long time ago even want make post im fucking ashamed still fucking obsessed bitter hate it really do cant move one stupid piece shit dragged hell fucked over living really worth it |
1 | dead endi feel life cant get better everything feels like reached dead end kill self end all |
0 | experienced weebs dream turned park friend colin sitting picnic table talking random crap hot pink haired girl walks us said either guys want make im bored said nah lmao |
0 | want cry want cry please send videos make cry hard cry please need this |
0 | crystal city group mormons hire horse traders travis ben johnson sandy harry carey jr wagon masters lead caravan san juan river along journey meet first broken wagon without water quack dr a locksley hall alan mowbray prostitutes denver joanne dru fleuretty phyffe ruth clifford sadistic outlaws clegg boys decide join mormon caravan disguise patrol leaded sheriff crystal city chasing them navajos cross path invited visit hamlet dancing party wagon train near destination clegg boys threaten settlers forcing sandy travis take attitudebr br wagon master another great western john ford sequences wagon train crossing desert hills impressive adventure group mormons funny entertaining songs fit well plot despite dated vote eightbr br title brazil caravana dos bravos caravan braves |
1 | dont wanna wake hospital dont wanna wake all wanna jump campus week never feel anything ever againplanning jump building university campus kill week ill go night one sees looking forward killing myself |
0 | happy scared math finals make board game math questions |
1 | everyday every minute every second suicidal thoughts attempted before stopping now try happy already given life want end tonight successful try given already |
0 | guys school like how get ttv viewers apparently said loud dudes like selfpromo tiktok since nothing better said sure also tik tok likehungry bitches karma whores reddit swear |
1 | boyfriend hour please keep occupied kill myselfi want badly please |
1 | one cares audience not would kill would celebrate stupid am stupid liveno ever care anyway suffer silence guess |
1 | care lazy trying restart life years life shittier excercised dieted got hobbies gone therapy things drones constantly drone forums insipid generic platitude never succeeded always failed time stepped face dirt more believe myself zero self esteem since kid nothin proud of horrible hand eye coordination always picked last sports ooor academic performance socially clueless hate myself that despise everyone else want go msss shooting massacre bunch retards feel terror pani maybe would cathartic lucky able get gun license poisonously envious anyone something want intimate notredflag friendships money degree independence respect charisma beauty youth one things best feign indifference cannot pretend happy tlothers longer wish worst care fairness care earned what thing deserve deterministic universe repeat would love horribly injure ruin peoples lives deserve it would cathartic me would especially love stab every cunt ever yttered phrase pull bootstraps normie fucktardstion interested fitting society want every single person die come afterwards ah would antnatalist paradise done fighting |
0 | whats rebellious illegal stupid thing ever done teenager fake tickets i print countrys tickets dollars look stores serve children if country small stores and bought things forged total dollarsin country worth more even money wanted feel adrenaline also stole expensive pens supermarkets next week stole backpack worth dollars karma bitch know anyone done stupid things |
0 | ur girl kiss best friends girlfriend kissed best friend another girl yall find problems that doesnt sit right idk try overreact bc ik friend tbh dont like bc think best friend bi dont like anyway bc shes kissing someone aint me texted earlier like wanna tik tok like one thats fucked yo bitch fat mutha fucka song biggie basically asked cheat tik tok dont really care like bothers little yall think |
0 | adapted sam shepards play movie retains many playlike elements relatively fixed setting a roadside s motel southwest extensive intriguing dialogues woman may hounded man eddie played sam shepard tries hide outoftheway motel finds her film explores history relationship mainly childhoods led point easy feel sympathy characters understand dysfunctional present relationship result past events control mainly watch fight make up fight make on one image stands mind eddie hauling may shoulder kicking screaming taking somewhere want gobr br the soundtrack also perfect soulful country vocals lesser known artist sandy rogers country doll voice almost yodels points album kind movie stay lodged part brainsoul words go see it |
1 | normal yesterday full breakdown involved smearing blood cuts hands face say hour looking self wondering fuck done this ive done lot smaller time smothered |
0 | abc news youtube channel recorded kids zoom class made comment there ask like comment abc knows never again httpswwwyoutubecomwatchvgprncomzvgamplczfdxaqfpjzhvqtaokgjanhdhtaxzmzrirkhhttpswwwyoutubecomwatchvgprncomzvgamplczfdxaqfpjzhvqtaokgjanhdhtaxzmzrirkh comment student worst nightmare cannot imagine zoom call broadcasted entire world even enjoy turning camera all furthermore doubt kids really choice whether aired unfortunately likely parents made decision please again |
0 | im diagnosed ocd couple years ive suspected ocd want visit psychiatrist kinda went it days ago finally decided visit psychaitrist appointment today yeah ocd take antidepressants yaaaaayy |
0 | got death threat ppls pretty scared ngl hey whatcha gonna |
0 | many cultured weebs know holy relic blue haired demon best winter animeno exeptions change mind |
1 | get monthly subscription something anythingmy ipsy subscription given something look forward to yes days shit bad cut but stop going far want get ipsy monthly makeup surprise items glam bag lot crates meal boxes many things one could buy give something help want hold longer hope helps |
1 | breaking pointim seriously close tipping fucking shattering everywhere cant much longer even know im going stop im afraid whatll happen break up much else reason |
1 | dont energy explain dont energy anything anymore want overlife pointless maybe all mine is reason gone losing made realize worthless rest life is been want done im ready call quits now posting least say something somewhere guess thats |
1 | dont want locked medicated else besides redflagbeen depressed nearly years tried everything give up im going die dont know else do thats psych drug pushers people threatening lock up anything im missing depressed since divorcedrinkingfailing school time hospitalized weeks getting drunk threatening hang myself depressed ever since never friend isolated alone zero self esteem whole life end first time opened family bad felt everything except suicidal encouraged move home unemployed hated home friends got even worse paid thousands see therapist got temp job quit drinking not ever major issue patient program weeks tried two antidepressants exercised ate better self help books fucking everything sertraline days gave horrible reaction begun hear thoughts night hypnagogia wellbutrin gave tinnitus symptoms still stopping drugs doctor doesnt give shit wanted take try new ones spinning wheel picking random drugs toy sensitive nervous system got accepted college program september got summer job started week eight hour shift work hour rest time even boss smokes makes stupid jokes government job see family weekends im alone every night cottage woods friends fucking depressed despise every way always hate breathing air im losing mind cant handle alone theres one therapist hour radius tried week kind sucks already doesnt listen wants take drugs almost hospitalized me everything feels fucking pointless dont give shit anything cant connect anyone totally hopeless future dont understand people live people kids people work honestly feel like barely anyone happy people trapped biology force live stupid im going keep working manual labour crummy jobs whole life alone forever always feel much shame guilt self hatred man feel sicking breaking back cold barely skimp overpriced gouging economy barely hour going bed wake pointless boring stupid fucking job this dont want alive fact literally thing keeping alive past year dont want destroy family fuck do seriously need big change cant talk anyone shotgun taken ill locked up lose job shamed everyone miss college forcefully injected drugs even could talk anyone anyone wants put everyone drugs it youre treated though youre delusional rejecting treatment give up really want destroy family never wanted here fucking fault get hurt never wanted here least know tried least years good times them thing care about thing feels real yet dont even get along anymore think im better dont talk personal stuff going come shock still ive taken care affairs spot picked out know exactly aim shotgun ill drunk it phone home dad amd gf weekend thats time fill disgusting brain lead |
1 | honestly really point staythey say redflag permanent solution temporary problem thats really true it life permanency us know thing want really end me everyone else keep living fuck it wanna live see anyways |
0 | define dark humour also guys opinions black people go church father could guys take dark humour offensive af |
0 | mom believes masks work tells without backing evidence except fact smell fart someones jeans catch disease someones mask never went college ive taking college classes since junior year high school im live person knows many years somebody please prove wrong |
1 | want kill self tonight say every night want everim failure im horrible person find enjoyment life forced here |
1 | traumai school weeks cant ever bring feel way times tried end crying front people trying to zone entire lecture learn nothing im able finish school hold job months save money depression trauma still makes suffer everyday ive therapy meds since nothing changes traumatic shit things seem get worse matter hard try person kind makes feel like staying alive ex gfmy friend completely cant feel anything anyone else family abusive toxic hate im pain everyday years years often find daydreaming restarting life able rewind back time past hurts anything wanted get chest |
0 | girlfriend tips tricks girlfriend cant leave one first place |
1 | wrote notei wrote redflag note short explanation anything apology dont know going use it wrote case need to promised partner would check psych anything would talk someone see nurse pull stiches thursday dont think im going kill myself maybe maybe wont dont know dont know anything really know miles away love cant get world collapsing around me partner said maybe come home cant go back living parents cant partner lives halfway house eating disorders cant live her cant live one friends couches tiny apartments schools open back job love dont know do im hoping pass im sure will mind hell years dont know take much longer |
1 | want human interactionits months since ive even touched another human days since ive spoken face face one outside work interaction get texting people occasion same want interact person want fucking hug im lonely hard stay alive im already struggling wish someone real life loved cared would talk could see real talk wanted to feel like ill die lonliness point sounds dramatic guess true im lonely maybe ill kill spare pain mixed everything else |
1 | london life living torturing without realising it way think messed stemmed early child regretful fixing since last year realised something severely wrong me sense child friends self isolated whole life without knowing affecting kid never went high school remember primary high school came home straight school even go weekends totally warped perspective school took seriously realise anything wrong year haunting me more grew quickly young went far left mum passed life hit hard anything bad life exaggerated due this like poor got head insecure clothes go clothes saddened could experiences buy things like kids lack support system parents fully care overprotective never showed love like growing never gave advice tips take anywhere like shops normal parents get really jealous friends talk experiences playing sports dad going shopping mum know neglect cannot balme parents care end day abusive also got addicted porn young age sure started remember trying quit years old remember trip school redflaged watching porn scared going die well yrs idk dying probably started obviously probably indirect attempt brain soothe pain time vicious life think worst part first half life lost mum dad worked hard himself stepmom came worked hard eventhough know me hard part nd half loved blindly torturing myself grief childhood never felt like child cannot remember memories high redflag feel like lived negative thousand years feel like year old going counselling since beginning year barely helps whole life feels like illusion never understood school was never social life recently started developing one realised way lived thought normal hurt teenagers actually psychological torture cannot help keep thinking lived yet even though hurts want live anymore |
0 | free award guess favorite music genre u get award |
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1 | im scared death way outand ive constant panic days weeks months need die need fucking die cant take god |
0 | expecting much movie given ticket advanced screening gotten work hot tired wait movie line minutes seemed cool air flowing hallways theater complexbr br once seated theater tired frustrated movie started recognize actors beginning flow movie perfect right beginning became consumed movie getting excited minute passing think movie destined fantasyfairytale classic actors fabulous pace perfect ending magical |
0 | niggas like using ppls stolen credit card bad reeeeee u morels like shut pussy want money ion rly anymore tho cause annoying companies put million security systems cant even order shit real card know balance like using bullshit dumb broke fucking idiots card annoyingly hard yea |
1 | aight imma head outanyone need something im gone |
0 | specific memories things never happened time theyre delightful even make playlists make vivid also arent recent like probably mid late s child im still sure never happened |
1 | people laughed redflag attemptyeah |
1 | donei wanna end it want take shit ton pills done im tired feeling way im tired people treating like dont matter dont im trash im better gone one cares hate every moment spend alive |
0 | one girl responded comment pog no patrick tf pog idea pog done guys abroad seem kinda obsessed him everywhere go see him scared feeling safe anymore |
1 | drug arrived takes couple sniffs even know dying ideal way go day goes getting tempted use it feet away makes feel comfortable it months cycle anhedonia looking forward nothing suicidal purpose life like that none want feel need to stopping |
0 | interesting rant ok make clear im homophobic anything like rant pride month veteran week vote listen rant fuck veteren get week aprecation make feel nice shit like that gay people get whole fucking month make feel special sexuaility wouldnt happening veteren fight wars keep country safe rights gay fact everyday respect do call stone cold killer killing people life line could die blink eye benefit gay people nothing sure guy fought rights cool veteren fought country ensures right gay rant rant apply canada usa countries kill gay |
0 | year year since last mental hospital feel happy ive making strides progress cant help feel scared feels like time going fast im completely control feel unimportant everyone around me matter many friends still feel completely alone dont want die tho want change know last year ive gotten much better ed addiction still cant stop deep feeling dread want mean something someone im suicidal lost |
0 | problem sex girl school im shes didnt use protection need ideas parents dont know parents dont know wont talk im bot lost |
1 | whats pointim sure common question here wanna kill myself find lack answers depressing everyone rushes wake up go work exercise fill time somehow whats point activities useful thought last weeks would lottery honestly know would buy bunch shit guess go bunch places actual seconds day would occupied way many would spend luxurious vacation walking around meals used drink would make happy good get hangovers now sustainable happiness how believe anything point world palm hand would probably still watch tv want eat fuck sleep thats all whats point anymore im ive seen much world think want see see realize want live least care living shit composted recycled keeps getting refined wanna die ive lost live im afraid im gonna get scared something impulsive |
1 | dead luckyi cant help think died lucky theres pain stress depression family friends homework work nun bliss want dont wanna wait anymore |
0 | one right minds would give others ternion apparently theres new award called turn something would anyone right minds spend random stranger never met life |
0 | help analyzing instagram world record egg english help saw memes english teachers analyzing everything jesus something else let meme meme world come months horror |
1 | lostits year since mom died since then proper sleep get anxious stressed littlest things feel like waiting something bad happen break way happened already suicidal thoughtsideations never diagnosed though never courage to mother special never would deserve her one knew one confided in guess now know exactly know feel sometimes hits me fear fear feel like thing stopping thought grandmother might make finally get courage listen impulses guess fake well sometimes wish someone would notice care funny it one really cares pretend do guess im sad angry tired past days feeling time stronger |
1 | theres nothing lefti want anything life offer path contains anything worth traveling for race rules follow track take shortcut lifes way deal it redflag valid way that like id miss anything people dont want anything anyone one want anything back were miserable objects taking pain existence pretending were fine cant life something better massive waste time |
1 | feel like piece shiti thought control this pretty long time since cut myself again felt overwhelmed everything love him want hurt him want hurt anyone want feel pain redflag thoughts came across mind im afraid them want someone tell going okay |
0 | lot year olds wouldve intimidated age honestly guys still kinda even years old cause pretty damn cool typing like damn moron thought quirky random funniest shit ever props |
1 | extremely depressed struggle feel sense importancealways knew id post here cant deal life anymore work hours week go home alone big heart feel nobody ever interested try offer support support ever given back feel like try try try nobody ever wants try me im done |
1 | cant even kill myselfi tried hang myself put rope up around rafter around neck jump off fuck wrong me cant anything right even arrange funeral wanted it over want alone thats fate |
0 | someone message im bored wanna talk anyone anything play numbers game youd like to dm pls |
0 | fucking bored dad going take shopping stuck workplace got work seriously people that sooo bored |
0 | life game would procrastination stat be ill edit post later tell guys mine |
0 | live system servitude freedom propaganda prevalent ive probably made post like past care important word freedom word servitude definitions teenager truly wish adult looked eyes explained simple truth me adult im going explain whoever reading this definition servitudehttpswwwmerriamwebstercomdictionaryfreedom a condition one lacks liberty especially determine ones course action way life definition freedomhttpswwwmerriamwebstercomdictionaryfreedom the absence necessity coercion constraint choice action every human ever met lives capitalism taking part else this definition means system servitude opposite system freedom free choice im making argument im simply explaining words mean things definitions like it agree again argument like said wish teenager adult told truth never happened would helped lot know least someone grasp going able explain simple way instead truth was like many us lied economic propaganda victims propaganda never sat told no live free country likely lifetime really really wish someone would told that hate fact learn adult someone tells live free country accidentally lying you special country special less free anywhere else live system economic servitude north koreans someone tries convince live free country would take life advice them im saying treat poorly victims propaganda feel bad try educate attempt break spell let lies win let propaganda win tell truth tell kids truth tell many people young old truth know uncomfortable accept fact important many people know truth possible otherwise world continue way is care humanity know cant allow that |
1 | love life earth beautiful people too want die sometimes braini cant seem hold job bipolar severe case adhd feel hopeless gets better feel like shouldnt exist love family beautiful fianc dont think make world nature beautiful find beauty little things feel like demons back head get close much handle dont want exist anymore want commit redflag existing painful lot time filled positive happy energy lows intense dont want anymore exist |
0 | friend continues call old name even came trans told new one sad wish better friends yall |
0 | shootin shit better act like u heard drivin xannies might hit curb tee hee |
0 | one lines trailer film publicists exaggerate six featured players screen time goodbr br its always fascinating certain plot premises worked either highballing comedy deadly serious situation mary boland ditzy charlie ruggles henpecked play usual characters planning motor way california share expenses advertise someone share ride get burns allen monster dog premise deadly serious one several generations later kaliforniabr br of course traveling gracie allen know going going absolutely nuts trying figure monty pythonesque reasoning whole world aint enough get run wc fields part time sheriff full time pool hustler whos living sin alison skipworth back delve thingsbr br a real classic comedy thirties missed |
1 | like feeling like thisso im last year college lost close relative feels like want work course work anymore let alone think hardships college like getting job find place stay again idk guess im really tired forging ahead wish take care things anymore commit redflag want siblings little cousins say wish couldve known like guess question would be get motivation go get need get done done thank input greatly appreciated |
1 | ive thought lots ironically im scaredive considered taking life several occasions reason im scared would effect children ill married father beautiful children love dearly love same fought depression awhile even knowing st years call it dealdealt basic problems life money amp drugs lead relationship issues lost mombest friend almost yrs ago everything im self proclaimed mommas boy things got worst second family fell apart dad brother sister aunts uncles stop seeing eye eye cause resent ppl reason gone kids know end day wrong thing do phase better days ahead situation mold comparison others get constantly go backwards life matter hard try try stay positive comes point feel like alternatives deep know wanna this feel im running fight even know im making post think ive heard every solution try fix problems zero percent success rate thus far figured cant get worst posting this tldr ive considered redflag lots times never attempted it suffer depression led financial relationship drug family problems |
1 | think im scared idk whyi never met someone bigger loser myself left girl job friends come florida dad brother moved pipe dream said needed help pay bills always thought cant turn back family ive year friends im working two shit jobs living life bottle time go college im living parent age im always broke im awkward shy cant make conversation friends all ive never felt alone im options drive uber eats go bring reason cant know need never happy moved im happy now carry know stop pain fear wanna free cant i |
0 | well boys it shaved nuts without nicking skin third time always charm |
1 | everything prepared done less hour left lifeall letters written written money transfered help want help good quality meter rope bought noose already made location chosen waiting everyone go sleep ill finally free goodbye |
1 | people attempted hangingdid hurthow long passed outdid leave physicaly disabeled sorrt asking questionsif much answer im curious want |
1 | problem lack loveweve heard get therapist go professional thing least once know therapists psychiatrists etc supposed help us whatever making us feel bad but guys lets honest ourselves times professional drug therapy solve problem origin comes lack love caring tenderness of yes love frustrating many people see supposed help feel better whats supposed help overcome pretty dark moments work find horrible professionals honest pacients keep talking shit keep prescribing drugs keep promising bright future never comes etc never say hey im sorry cant help this theres nothing fullfill empty space got so since honest ever tell truth opportunity pay expensive holidays want exist find cant help problem im going tell need hear therapy professional kind drug kind replace need never had thing love may hard hear know truth need know it start talking shit theres someone waiting there youll find person promise shit professionals do thats say |
1 | see next week even tomorrow morning point im empty want anywaysim sitting room alone dark kitchen knife pressed neck feeling empty scared im honest im fucking scared point tonight ill jam knife hope die alarm goes classes morning want keep going like this smiles fake everything fucking far away pointless feel empty im scared im going want live little end tonight |
1 | someone please talk meeveryone hates me feel like already dead help whole world shit hole one cares me hyperventilating somebody please tell care seriously believe die soon |
0 | words seriously enough convey emotional power film one wrenching ever see yet ending one loving tender emotionally fulfilling could hope for every actor every role terrific especially wise understated jamie lee curtis tightly wound anguished ray liotta heartstopping turn tom hulce every award book hes pick s best actor danny pearys alternate oscars last half hour borders melodrama film earns every one tearsand unless made stone plenty them |
0 | kinda sad yesterday someone said theyd delete account cuz stuff regret seemed cool wanted stay away reddit yet made post it seemed like cry help theyre gone im kinda bummed trying |
1 | even try going diei never understood people would work hard life life waste time willing hold onto going die rather like not dont care anything anymore want die get hell with reincarnation real it ill kill again again hell real it real hell alive growing up life crystal stair dad physically abusive mom wouldnt shit it im teen expects us happy healthy fatherson relationship fuck past right okay school now im complete failure parents never content bs high cs gave completely never felt sense accomplishment them never felt like genuinely made parents proud sure tell make proud everyday world knows doesnt come bottom hearts nothing hire c right lots ds fs times would try improve avail intoxicated procrastination deprivation wanting live longer born government suck money us parents getting pennys worth want us incredible debt beg loans debt want schools encourage college burn hundreds thousands dollars relive high school get degree something never truly interested in successful people smacked face leave real good red mark feel like shit every god damn time reflect yourself cant get better anything damn tired lifes bullshit life isnt worth it really isnt sure go ahead start multibillion dollar company buy mansions studios lamborghinis hell it know going lose die im social introvert embrace it hate talking people hate people talk me hate everyone hate society hate mainstream media news hate everything hate world hate myself hate life everything terrible god sent hell amuse watching suffer expects get knees bend pray mercy fuck that let die already whats hold up im right god look now created image right wanted no fuck you kill right now even writing waste time god nows im depressed sociopath dad tried open several times fucking hate people try getting head fuck off would never understand even halfassedly opened clearly stated felt depressed correlated fact need friends fuck dad fuuck friends never trust people fuck people world filled backstabbing rats hate family brings girlfriend bullshit look straight god damn eyes say chance woman fucking it even ever looks would never date piece shit filth like me everyone says looks maybe do fucked teeth dont anything goimg me god damn dentists orthodontist arent jack shit never called next appointment saying lets wait years teeth grow settle its five fucking years since said that fucking long take teeth fucking grow fuck shit fuck god damn backstabbing sons bitches thieves dentists fucking kill today sure fuck hope make deal devil fucking demon kill entire fucking family cry shitty god mercy life waste time nothing going me ive online friend recently killed himself lived different countries strong anonymity wasnt shit could help since never took advice seriously hope meet soon peter |
0 | jimmy jimsonweed update seed pod opened seeds look little premature im going see successfully grow anything it datura stramonium toxicityhigh careful |
0 | online learning horrible kids abusive families home time dad got laid hes home time too hes really stressed drinking lot im bothering anytime talk class take space books schoolwork school care computer wifi were required keep cameras on everyone school see live dump microphone on everyone hear dad watching tv neighbors yelling background dad careful anymore visible bruises are im losing weight cant get lunch school get evicted probably will itll mean ill drop out obviously get covid big deal going school option get everyone sick still people really thinking awful kids shitty home lives know im supposed do |
0 | mardi gras made china provides wonderful intricate connection popular culture nudity globalization making tossing beads saw film international film festival boston expecting dry introduction globalization got riveting visual display shocking footage china united states eyeopening film humorous indepth serious nonpatronizing leaves wanting credits role worth comparing murderball simply well done young women workers china various points view owner amazingly open discipline revelers carnival highlight excellent film provides indepth context inside factory china without narration bravo filmmaker getting inside finishing film would never thought connection beads china new orleans think human connection almost every object also role globalization inequality fun importantly make connections without feeling sense guilt watching film unlike films globalization ive seen |
1 | theres little hope left herethis reddit seems dead now nobody left encourage cries help now |
0 | gimme unpopular opinions go go go mens rights activists dumb abortion wrong only pregnant person decide whether abort people confuse cancel culture accountability way often superiority complex religion dumb probably unpopular judging amount people think theyre better christian something idk bragging reading books makes look like complete idiot people bad parents hate alexaok google etc |
0 | yall actually talk like this subreddit real ive reddit entirety teen life im unsure sub started popping up entirety subreddits existence cringe fest teens better humor this every post reads like year old pretending teen subreddit needs investigation |
0 | went dennys today server asked wanted white wheat toast responded white wheat looked weird got nervous said nevermind ill bread im currently posting flight brazil |
1 | people keep saying itll get better better isnt happening amp want die everydayidk itll get better even means tbh like sure ill go therapy still want kms therapist sucks constant state |
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1 | soul go one committs redflagpart reason im still im afraid going heaven believe hell earth theres nothing worse that soul stays forever form punishment never get see loved ones gone may seem like silly thing think you really wanna rest peace im gone |
1 | getting worsedue recent problem girl date or dated dont even know anymore added pain already feeling leaning towards idea ending life planning goodbye letter feeling slight urge jump rd floor shopping mall subway tracks nownow looking painless ways die sleeping pills currently leading damn damn |
1 | names joey ever since th grade redflag teacher total prick would yell class mentally abusive fuck us sure part trauma ik strong people def added part trauma anyways developed social redflag generalized redflag disorder hindered ability make friends like friends max talked sometimes too even close friends redflag lack motivation would spend day playing laptop bit younger escape me could avoid life play video games day parents lenient started developing depressive disorder probably also started smoking weed gram day strong dispensary weed year brain fucked could think all could concentrate anything like minute hell could even concentrate remember like anything like past day two contemplating starving death know fuck realized ways time now got nurse practitioner gave citalopramantidepressant ssri recommended counselling accepted counselling time declined later got phone call receptonist make counselling appointment whatever thought feel better was side effects sucked sex drive really insomnia started smoking gram day days went psychosis got extremely anxious agitated panicky even yelled parents told mom fuck thought redflag knew not anyways broken inside redflag disorder could handle it psychosis looking antidepressants something help sleep think weed combo sorry wasting time r reading ik lot writing story m |
0 | guys upvoting pretty much anything heres first scene shrek man upon time lovely princess enchantment upon fearful sort could broken loves first kiss locked away castle guarded terrible firebreathing dragon many brave knigts attempted free dreadful prison non prevailed waited dragons keep highest room tallest tower true love true loves first kiss laughing like thats ever gonna happen paper rusting toilet flushes load somebody told world gonna roll aint sharpest tool shed lookin kind dumb finger thumb shape l forehead years start comin stop comin fed rules hit ground runnin make sense live fun brain gets smart head gets dumb much much see whats wrong takin backstreets never know go never shine glow hey allstar get game on go play hey rock star get show on get paid glitters gold shootin stars break mold cool place say gets colder bundled wait till get older meteor men beg differ judging hole satellite picture ice skate gettin pretty thin waters getting warm might well swim worlds fire bout thats way like ill never get bored hey now allstar shouting get game on go play hey rock star get show on get paid glitters gold shootin stars break mold belches go go record scratching go gogo hey now allstar get game on go play hey rock star get show on get paid glitters gold shootin stars break mold |
0 | movie intelligent is movies transcends least common denominator stupid people probably appreciate it story also relies heavily dialogue parallels lost translation although sunrise much brighter somehow less abstract simply lot betterbr br the script characters even slightly surreal atmosphere feel totally realistic actors play absolutely brilliantly rarely seen movie script acting melted perfectly togetherbr br the dialogue moves personal issues risk becoming little top does however stay right side almost time although found moments little awkward embarrassing balancing fine line demands outrageously talented actors sometimes yields great results overall movie simply stupendous very rarely love films depicted way find trustworthy realistic every time achieved result fantastic think stunning apparently timeless beauty female lead actress helped quite bit respect still looks stunning film years afterbr br this simply gem movie cant miss one best movies seen s |
1 | tampai moved tampa fl good job moved becalms last job stressful cant take more want impress parents sister cant anymore decideded end it sorry spelling errors im give upn im drunk give up rthanjks reddit great time |