diff --git "a/data/en004/text/00000038.txt" "b/data/en004/text/00000038.txt" new file mode 100644--- /dev/null +++ "b/data/en004/text/00000038.txt" @@ -0,0 +1,11032 @@ +QQskwDcSrQy-00000-00000124-00000546 Oh man...we are in the neighborhood filming and we found this chocolate shop TOUT CHOCOLAT. +QQskwDcSrQy-00001-00000546-00001032 Apparently it's owned by a world renowned chocolatier Chef Luis Robledo. +QQskwDcSrQy-00002-00001032-00001538 We got invited to his super awesome chocolate factory, I am incredibly excited to see how +QQskwDcSrQy-00003-00001538-00001735 chocolates are made and learn more about chocolates. +QQskwDcSrQy-00004-00001735-00001930 So, come on, let's go. +QQskwDcSrQy-00005-00001930-00002163 I don't know if I know everything there is to know about chocolate. +QQskwDcSrQy-00006-00002163-00002281 It's an art. +QQskwDcSrQy-00007-00002281-00002399 It's a science. +QQskwDcSrQy-00008-00002399-00002499 It's complicated. +QQskwDcSrQy-00009-00002499-00002672 It's mysterious. +QQskwDcSrQy-00010-00002672-00003311 But something about eating chocolate ignites something in my soul that I can't describe. +QQskwDcSrQy-00011-00003311-00003979 And I am incredibly excited to be here today with chef Luis Robledo as well as his friend +QQskwDcSrQy-00012-00003979-00004492 Jason Licker, world renowned chocolatiers and pastry chefs that have worked all around the world +QQskwDcSrQy-00013-00004572-00004748 And they are just the best of the best. +QQskwDcSrQy-00014-00004826-00005218 when it comes to chocolate, I am so fortunate to be able to have chef Luis talk to me about +QQskwDcSrQy-00015-00005218-00005318 chocolate today. +QQskwDcSrQy-00016-00005318-00005598 So let's go. +QQskwDcSrQy-00017-00005598-00005717 I am so excited. +QQskwDcSrQy-00018-00005717-00005898 It's smells just amazing in here. +QQskwDcSrQy-00019-00005898-00006287 Yeah, it is one of the pet peeves of having a chocolate factory. +QQskwDcSrQy-00020-00006287-00006781 We pop a piece of chocolate into our mouth and it transports people into a whole new place. +QQskwDcSrQy-00021-00006781-00007381 As a chef and as a food scientist, how would you describe the effect of chocolate on our +QQskwDcSrQy-00022-00007381-00007492 minds and our souls? +QQskwDcSrQy-00023-00007492-00007943 Luis Robledo: It well known that chocolate has antioxidants, vitamins, +QQskwDcSrQy-00024-00007943-00008620 not only connected to the actual solids of cocoa but also to the fats of cocoa which +QQskwDcSrQy-00025-00008620-00008720 is the cocoa butter. +QQskwDcSrQy-00026-00008720-00009557 We are learning so many new things like, it helps, not cure, but to delay the effects of +QQskwDcSrQy-00027-00009558-00009780 let's say Alzheimer's. This is something that is being well-documented. +QQskwDcSrQy-00028-00009798-00010369 I think the more we understand about chocolate and its process, and it's origins, and its +QQskwDcSrQy-00029-00010369-00010982 fruit and all the components of the whole equation, the more we know about it, the more +QQskwDcSrQy-00030-00010982-00011552 we will get more healthy products, more flavorful products. +QQskwDcSrQy-00031-00011552-00012046 And the only thing and the only question that I ask myself is how far can we go? +QQskwDcSrQy-00032-00012046-00012357 Because, in the end, it's an agricultural product. +QQskwDcSrQy-00033-00012357-00012702 So, understanding agriculture is also a super important issue. +QQskwDcSrQy-00034-00012702-00012959 Because let's face it, cocoa tress only grow in the Equator. +QQskwDcSrQy-00035-00012959-00013322 It's not like we can grow them in the North Pole or Antarctica. +QQskwDcSrQy-00036-00013322-00013540 It's just on the Equator belt. +QQskwDcSrQy-00037-00013540-00014047 We have to be very careful on how we actually promote the consumption of chocolate +QQskwDcSrQy-00038-00014047-00014719 because we can actually kill the whole industry or there will be a shortage of raw materials +QQskwDcSrQy-00039-00014719-00014819 to produce chocolate. +QQskwDcSrQy-00040-00014819-00015378 So it's really important that we understand how we process, how we eat and how we sell +QQskwDcSrQy-00041-00015378-00015478 chocolate. +QQskwDcSrQy-00042-00015478-00015956 Because if it becomes like a super massive industry, which it is already, but even more +QQskwDcSrQy-00043-00015956-00016156 massive and bigger than it is right now. +QQskwDcSrQy-00044-00016156-00016541 We are going to get in trouble and there's going to be a shortage of chocolate in the +QQskwDcSrQy-00045-00016541-00016664 world, which we don't want. +QQskwDcSrQy-00046-00016664-00016814 Of course, we don't want. +QQskwDcSrQy-00047-00016814-00017283 Sam: When people are enjoying your chocolate creations, what can they expect? +QQskwDcSrQy-00048-00017283-00017459 Luis Robledo; We have a variety of products. +QQskwDcSrQy-00049-00017459-00017788 We have, for example, chocolate bonbons that are here behind us. +QQskwDcSrQy-00050-00017788-00018269 We have some confections, the panning stuff, we have chocolate covered everything. +QQskwDcSrQy-00051-00018269-00018827 I would say if you want to really indulge and to really go into having a chocolate experience, +QQskwDcSrQy-00052-00018827-00019269 I would say go with the bonbons that would just blow your mind right away. +QQskwDcSrQy-00053-00019269-00019793 Because there is a complexity to it that took us literally 10 years to achieve, getting +QQskwDcSrQy-00054-00019793-00020273 to the right balance, the right textures, the right recipe to have at least 30 days +QQskwDcSrQy-00055-00020273-00020381 of shelf life. +QQskwDcSrQy-00056-00020381-00020904 You can have really interesting and something really complex like the bonbons or the chocolate bars. +QQskwDcSrQy-00057-00020908-00021243 We can explain to you the origins and where it came from and everything. +QQskwDcSrQy-00058-00021243-00021646 But you can also have a simple snack, you know, and that is also valid. +QQskwDcSrQy-00059-00021646-00022176 I love to have some snacks once in a while and so that is what you can expect. +QQskwDcSrQy-00060-00022176-00022736 You can expect a whole range of products that will satisfy you, I would say, almost anyone's +QQskwDcSrQy-00061-00022736-00022846 cravings. +QQskwDcSrQy-00062-00022846-00023080 That's how it is. +QQskwDcSrQy-00063-00023096-00023764 [*music playing] +QQskwDcSrQy-00064-00023784-00024340 Teresa: So now, I can to taste the delicious creations from Chef Luis that my husband brought +QQskwDcSrQy-00065-00024341-00024440 for me. +QQskwDcSrQy-00066-00024441-00024678 So let's just dig in. +QQskwDcSrQy-00067-00024678-00024778 Mmmmmmmmm. +QQskwDcSrQy-00068-00024778-00025128 Look how delicious this is. +QQskwDcSrQy-00069-00025128-00025434 There is so much punch of flavor. +QQskwDcSrQy-00070-00025434-00026013 There's something spicy, sweet, but there's this enchanting magical explosion of flavors +QQskwDcSrQy-00071-00026013-00026132 in my mouth at this moment. +QQskwDcSrQy-00072-00026132-00026427 On this special day, it's really about appreciation. +QQskwDcSrQy-00073-00026427-00027022 I am so appreciative of the thoughtfulness, passion and techniques, attention to create +QQskwDcSrQy-00074-00027022-00027122 this powerful punch of a bite. +QQskwDcSrQy-00075-00027122-00027791 I am appreciative of my husband for thinking of me, of wanting to share this experience, +QQskwDcSrQy-00076-00027791-00027891 this bite. +QQskwDcSrQy-00077-00027891-00028152 It goes beyond chocolate, it's about the thoughtfulness. +QQskwDcSrQy-00078-00028152-00028670 I think that when we replace expectations for appreciation, we really get access to +QQskwDcSrQy-00079-00028670-00029200 what love is all about and how we occupy that thoughtfulness in other people and being appreciative +QQskwDcSrQy-00080-00029200-00029300 for that. +QQskwDcSrQy-00081-00029300-00029627 So, a bite of chocolate, a bite of love, a bite of thoughtfulness. +QQskwDcSrQy-00082-00029648-00029914 [music playing] +QXe34n7CoSA-00000-00000000-00000536 Hi friends! It's Monica and today I'm going to be sharing my top five books from 2021. +QXe34n7CoSA-00001-00000872-00001328 First off, happy New Year and I just wanted to say despite current world events; +QXe34n7CoSA-00002-00001328-00001823 I hope you all had a good one. My 2021 reading year wasn't really the best +QXe34n7CoSA-00003-00001823-00002304 but I did manage to read 25 books, despite multiple reading slumps last year, +QXe34n7CoSA-00004-00002376-00002632 and let's just get right into it! At number five, +QXe34n7CoSA-00005-00002632-00003279 I chose Luck of the Titanic by Stacey Lee. So this one is a YA historical fiction novel. +QXe34n7CoSA-00006-00003336-00003888 It's set back in 1912 around the time when the Titanic first set sail. +QXe34n7CoSA-00007-00003888-00004400 I rated this one a 4 out of 5 stars. Luck of the Titanic is loosely based around the +QXe34n7CoSA-00008-00004400-00004992 true stories of six survivors from the Titanic, who are of Chinese descent and in this book, +QXe34n7CoSA-00009-00004992-00005424 we are following British Chinese twins Valora and Jamie Luck, +QXe34n7CoSA-00010-00005424-00006000 who happened to be aboard on the Titanic. Jamie and Valora have been separated for two +QXe34n7CoSA-00011-00006000-00006431 years after their parent's death and Valora has managed +QXe34n7CoSA-00012-00006431-00006823 to talk her way onto the ship in order to be reunited with her twin brother. +QXe34n7CoSA-00013-00006823-00007223 She does need to keep her head down as she navigates the first class cabins. +QXe34n7CoSA-00014-00007223-00007688 She does try to convince a circus owner to hire them as acrobats. +QXe34n7CoSA-00015-00007688-00008112 All of this comes to a breaking point when the titanic hits the iceberg, +QXe34n7CoSA-00016-00008112-00008592 and then the story becomes of one of survival. So what I did love about this book was the +QXe34n7CoSA-00017-00008592-00009056 atmosphere of the 1912 world based on the Titanic +QXe34n7CoSA-00018-00009056-00009696 including the Edwardian fashion styles and the distinctions between the classes so that +QXe34n7CoSA-00019-00009696-00010184 we followed Valora with her first class accommodations and +QXe34n7CoSA-00020-00010184-00010696 with Jamie in his third class laborers area. But the strong bond between the +QXe34n7CoSA-00021-00010696-00011048 siblings Jamie and Valora was really the focal point +QXe34n7CoSA-00022-00011048-00011320 and the star of the book, in my opinion, because it +QXe34n7CoSA-00023-00011320-00011744 really just showed their sibling love, even though they have been separated for +QXe34n7CoSA-00024-00011808-00012168 a few years and you really do see their bond really shine +QXe34n7CoSA-00025-00012168-00012560 throughout emotional scenes, especially when it comes to +QXe34n7CoSA-00026-00012560-00012760 the climax of the book. What i personally struggle +QXe34n7CoSA-00027-00012760-00013168 with historical fiction books is that sometimes it's a little bit slower paced +QXe34n7CoSA-00028-00013256-00013536 and this book was a little bit slower paced at the beginning, +QXe34n7CoSA-00029-00013536-00013968 but it does pick up. Overall, Luck of the Titanic is a gem +QXe34n7CoSA-00030-00013968-00014447 in the historical fiction genre and I do think the really +QXe34n7CoSA-00031-00014447-00014919 deep research and depth that this book goes into really shows the +QXe34n7CoSA-00032-00015024-00015640 skill and style of Stacey Lee and how it makes for a really entertaining read. +QXe34n7CoSA-00033-00015640-00016104 At number four, I do have Chain of Iron by Cassandra Clare +QXe34n7CoSA-00034-00016104-00016464 and this is the second book in the Last Hours trilogy. +QXe34n7CoSA-00035-00016520-00016976 I think this is like the fourth main series in the Shadowhunters world. +QXe34n7CoSA-00036-00016976-00017400 There's just dozens of books but I do have to say with each book +QXe34n7CoSA-00037-00017400-00017872 that I read from Cassandra Clare, you could tell her writing improves compared +QXe34n7CoSA-00038-00017872-00018272 to City of Bones of the first book in the Shadowhunters world, +QXe34n7CoSA-00039-00018272-00018520 but you do become really attached to the characters. +QXe34n7CoSA-00040-00018520-00019192 And in this series the Last Hours trilogy, it's set in regency in London around late +QXe34n7CoSA-00041-00019192-00019800 1800s and early 1900s. We're following Cordelia Carstairs and other supporting characters. +QXe34n7CoSA-00042-00019800-00020264 And i really did love this regency London backdrop because you're you're watching your characters +QXe34n7CoSA-00043-00020264-00020792 fight against demons and monsters, and trying to navigate proper society +QXe34n7CoSA-00044-00020792-00021208 and all the mischief and fun all the characters manage to get themselves into. +QXe34n7CoSA-00045-00021208-00021536 So in this series, we do have multiple point of views, +QXe34n7CoSA-00046-00021536-00021808 which I think is quite typical from Cassandra Clare +QXe34n7CoSA-00047-00021808-00022280 Shadowhunters books because there is quite a large cast of characters. +QXe34n7CoSA-00048-00022280-00022952 But I did love them all and we do continue progression on following the Merry Thieves, +QXe34n7CoSA-00049-00022952-00023264 which is a group of four boys that includes +QXe34n7CoSA-00050-00023264-00023784 James Herondale and his friends and all their dynamics and what they get up to +QXe34n7CoSA-00051-00023784-00024128 is really interesting to read about. And in this book, we do see +QXe34n7CoSA-00052-00024128-00024592 Cordelia finding her way to be more of a badass warrior and +QXe34n7CoSA-00053-00024592-00024992 trying to find her place in this London society. +QXe34n7CoSA-00054-00024992-00025272 There's also something I refer to as ghost mayhem in this book +QXe34n7CoSA-00055-00025272-00025496 because there are a lot of interactions with ghosts +QXe34n7CoSA-00056-00025496-00025872 and I really like that storyline. Of course, we do have a lot of +QXe34n7CoSA-00057-00025872-00026127 secrets and tiptoeing around in the Shadowhunters books +QXe34n7CoSA-00058-00026127-00026768 because we're trying to uncover mysteries and try to solve the huge arcing problem +QXe34n7CoSA-00059-00026768-00027032 throughout the trilogy and that's really entertaining. +QXe34n7CoSA-00060-00027032-00027512 Chain of Iron is an intense journey filled with demon slaying, +QXe34n7CoSA-00061-00027512-00028000 emotional dramatics, and you do get some elements of Jack the Ripper. +QXe34n7CoSA-00062-00028000-00028592 Overall, it's just a really nice fun installment and I always love seeing these beautiful covers. +QXe34n7CoSA-00063-00028704-00029080 I can't wait for the third and last book in this trilogy. +QXe34n7CoSA-00064-00029080-00029344 Let me just say this: it can be really intimidating to start the +QXe34n7CoSA-00065-00029344-00029800 Shadowhunters books, but i just want to say it is quite worthwhile +QXe34n7CoSA-00066-00029800-00030183 for you to see all the progression of all the characters +QXe34n7CoSA-00067-00030183-00030495 and how all the series interconnect with each other. +QXe34n7CoSA-00068-00030495-00031176 My next book at number three is A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J Maas. +QXe34n7CoSA-00069-00031176-00031512 So I *didn't read a bunch of adult books last year but +QXe34n7CoSA-00070-00031600-00032224 this is one of the few that I've read and I loved. So i did rate this one a 5 out of 5 stars. +QXe34n7CoSA-00071-00032224-00032464 I'm sure a lot of you already know about the series. +QXe34n7CoSA-00072-00032464-00033056 The ACOTAR series and it's quite beloved or hated upon +QXe34n7CoSA-00073-00033128-00033336 on the internet. In this book, +QXe34n7CoSA-00074-00033408-00034096 we are following Feyre's older sister Nesta and we're seeing the after effects of a giant war +QXe34n7CoSA-00075-00034096-00034584 that happened in previous books so I'm not going to say much about that if you haven't read it. +QXe34n7CoSA-00076-00034584-00035112 And with Nesta, she's quite a strong and stoic character. +QXe34n7CoSA-00077-00035112-00035440 Most people would call her cold that kind of does show +QXe34n7CoSA-00078-00035504-00035752 through her actions towards her sisters, and especially, +QXe34n7CoSA-00079-00035752-00036304 towards Feyre, but throughout this book, she experiences quite a lot. +QXe34n7CoSA-00080-00036304-00037072 So she goes through her own emotional journey and how the war affected her really personally +QXe34n7CoSA-00081-00037160-00037656 and pretty much I would say she goes through and tries to recover from PTSD. +QXe34n7CoSA-00082-00037712-00038160 During this journey, it's not easy for her, she takes a +QXe34n7CoSA-00083-00038160-00038632 lot of back steps, but she does make progress towards her +QXe34n7CoSA-00084-00038632-00039408 healing. And she learns how to fight for herself. So going into this book, with Nesta and Cassian - +QXe34n7CoSA-00085-00039408-00039888 I'm quite biased with them ever since I saw them interact with each other. +QXe34n7CoSA-00086-00040088-00040568 There's just something with them. Sorry about the lighting; sun's coming out so. +QXe34n7CoSA-00087-00040568-00041072 With Nesta and Cassian, they do progress in their romantic relationship +QXe34n7CoSA-00088-00041072-00041528 and there are quite a lot of steamy scenes so that was really fun to read. +QXe34n7CoSA-00089-00041680-00042312 I think this book is a little bit more slower than the other ACOTAR books because it is mostly +QXe34n7CoSA-00090-00042312-00042848 character driven and dealing with the after effects of the big war. +QXe34n7CoSA-00091-00042944-00043384 And it does establish more storylines for future books as well. +QXe34n7CoSA-00092-00043384-00043704 Another aspect of this book that I really really enjoyed was +QXe34n7CoSA-00093-00043704-00044320 learning more about the dynamics of Azriel and Cassian so their +QXe34n7CoSA-00094-00044320-00044840 bromance as I call it and especially, with Azriel in previous books, +QXe34n7CoSA-00095-00044840-00045392 he wasn't really a standout character to me but with this one; with A Court of Silver Flames; +QXe34n7CoSA-00096-00045392-00045800 he was really funny and I really liked his antics and +QXe34n7CoSA-00097-00045872-00046504 getting to know him more as a character And this book is massive, it's around 750 pages +QXe34n7CoSA-00098-00046504-00047112 and I did think it did drag at some points. Going forward I do want to see Sarah J Maas +QXe34n7CoSA-00099-00047112-00047336 elevate her writing in terms of her +QXe34n7CoSA-00100-00047336-00047824 adult books since she's seems to be focusing more on her adult writing. +QXe34n7CoSA-00101-00047824-00048288 So I really did love seeing Nesta's journey and I cannot wait for Azriel's book. +QXe34n7CoSA-00102-00048288-00048840 So, the next book and number two I have here Grown by Tiffany D Jackson. +QXe34n7CoSA-00103-00048840-00049344 When I first read the synopsis of Grown, I knew I had to pick this one up. +QXe34n7CoSA-00104-00049344-00049928 It is a contemporary - YA contemporary - with elements of mystery and really +QXe34n7CoSA-00105-00049928-00050176 hard-hitting topics. So Grown is a +QXe34n7CoSA-00106-00050176-00050752 whirlwind of a book and we're following a young black teenager called Enchanted +QXe34n7CoSA-00107-00050816-00051136 and she is trying to pursue her dreams to become a singer. +QXe34n7CoSA-00108-00051240-00051624 So, one morning, she wakes up in a in a pool of "beet juice," +QXe34n7CoSA-00109-00051624-00052112 which is blood and she sees the body of Korey Fields, +QXe34n7CoSA-00110-00052167-00052824 who is a top and charting R&B artist and he's obviously dead. +QXe34n7CoSA-00111-00052879-00053479 But she has no previous memory of the last nights and last moments +QXe34n7CoSA-00112-00053479-00054079 of what could have happened with Korey and why he's now dead and she's there. +QXe34n7CoSA-00113-00054152-00054479 From that point on, after that chapter, we do follow +QXe34n7CoSA-00114-00054479-00055136 the past events leading up to the murder scene, and we do follow how enchanted is offered +QXe34n7CoSA-00115-00055136-00055576 a golden opportunity that seems too good to be true. +QXe34n7CoSA-00116-00055576-00055879 But Enchanted herself is a very enchanting character. +QXe34n7CoSA-00117-00055879-00056376 There are metaphors relating to the little mermaid and the ocean and those particular messages +QXe34n7CoSA-00118-00056376-00056952 added to the story kind of reiterate the fact that that young women are ultimately the ones to save +QXe34n7CoSA-00119-00056952-00057528 themselves along with help with their loved ones. And Enchanted does have rose-coloured glasses +QXe34n7CoSA-00120-00057528-00057936 on what she thinks what becoming a singer is all about, +QXe34n7CoSA-00121-00057936-00058255 but of course she did not want to get roped into anything +QXe34n7CoSA-00122-00058255-00058864 more other than trying to pursue her dreams and it is absolutely not her fault for +QXe34n7CoSA-00123-00058864-00059088 that [being in a relationship w/ Korey]. This is not an easy book to read. +QXe34n7CoSA-00124-00059088-00059679 So this book is not really about the relationship; it's more about how the victim's story +QXe34n7CoSA-00125-00059679-00059928 is not really taken as seriously +QXe34n7CoSA-00126-00059928-00060464 in the media versus the celebrity's story and especially on social media, we see nowadays +QXe34n7CoSA-00127-00060464-00060912 a lot of cancel culture and how really toxic that can become. +QXe34n7CoSA-00128-00060912-00061279 So Grown does really highlight this aspect of the media: +QXe34n7CoSA-00129-00061336-00061655 not listening to women, especially young Black women, +QXe34n7CoSA-00130-00061712-00062216 and how their stories of and their voices are not actually heard in the media and that was +QXe34n7CoSA-00131-00062216-00062600 one of the aspects of this book that I really appreciated. +QXe34n7CoSA-00132-00062600-00062912 So, Grown is an intense and unputdownable book +QXe34n7CoSA-00133-00062912-00063312 that covers this important topic that is going through +QXe34n7CoSA-00134-00063312-00063720 the music industry and Hollywood as a whole. It does need to be talked about; +QXe34n7CoSA-00135-00063720-00064167 no matter how hard or ugly it is, and it happens and should not be buried. +QXe34n7CoSA-00136-00064167-00064640 I think Tiffany D Jackson did a wonderful job at portraying this in this book +QXe34n7CoSA-00137-00064640-00065040 and I really do recommend Grown. I did tear up in some moments with +QXe34n7CoSA-00138-00065096-00065455 Enchanted and her family and how things aren't always +QXe34n7CoSA-00139-00065455-00065816 what it seems at the surface level. So, if you do want a hard-hitting book +QXe34n7CoSA-00140-00065816-00066336 and quite an impactful one as well, I recommend you to pick up Grown. +QXe34n7CoSA-00141-00066336-00067104 So for my favourite book of the year of 2021. I did cheat a little bit on this one, but it's +QXe34n7CoSA-00142-00067104-00067976 the whole, it's this whole trilogy with A Good Girls Guide to Murder trilogy by Holly Jackson +QXe34n7CoSA-00143-00068224-00068680 I didn't read the first book last year but I'm just including it +QXe34n7CoSA-00144-00068680-00069232 in this video because it's just the first book. And I did read the second +QXe34n7CoSA-00145-00069232-00069736 and third book this past year so the second book is called Good Girl Bad Blood +QXe34n7CoSA-00146-00069736-00070368 and then the last book is As Good As Dead and I rated all of the books 5 out of 5 stars. +QXe34n7CoSA-00147-00070368-00070600 Just to let you know a little bit more about this series, +QXe34n7CoSA-00148-00070600-00070840 I'm going to describe A Good Girl's Guide to Murder. +QXe34n7CoSA-00149-00070904-00071384 So we are starting off in a fictional town called Little Kilton set in England +QXe34n7CoSA-00150-00071384-00071752 and we are following Pippa, who is doing her final year project. +QXe34n7CoSA-00151-00071752-00072304 Pip decides to focus on a local closed murder case that happened five years ago +QXe34n7CoSA-00152-00072304-00072728 in her small town and this is about the murder of Andie Bell by Sal Singh. +QXe34n7CoSA-00153-00072728-00073296 This case is really close to home for Pip and the entire small town believes +QXe34n7CoSA-00154-00073296-00073848 that Sal did commit the murder. However, with some evidence and snooping around, +QXe34n7CoSA-00155-00073848-00074184 it was confirmed through a text message that Sal committed suicide +QXe34n7CoSA-00156-00074240-00074840 and Andie's body wasn't actually ever found. So Pip decides to do her own investigation. +QXe34n7CoSA-00157-00074840-00075208 Throughout the investigation, she does find out that her little town +QXe34n7CoSA-00158-00075208-00075560 has a lot more secrets than she first thought it did +QXe34n7CoSA-00159-00075560-00076072 and as she's trying to uncover the truth; there's someone in town that does not want +QXe34n7CoSA-00160-00076072-00076440 her to find out the truth. So the results of book one +QXe34n7CoSA-00161-00076528-00076880 and of Andie's investigation; she's quite smart and +QXe34n7CoSA-00162-00076944-00077128 she's like a real detective even though +QXe34n7CoSA-00163-00077128-00077480 she's still I think at the end of her high school years. +QXe34n7CoSA-00164-00077480-00078032 So that revelation continues to be carried on throughout books two and three +QXe34n7CoSA-00165-00078032-00078584 I forgot to mention one more aspect of this book is the podcast that Pip +QXe34n7CoSA-00166-00078584-00079104 creates alongside her investigation - she attracts a lot of attention +QXe34n7CoSA-00167-00079104-00079616 on the internet and in her small town and that puts more of a target on her back. +QXe34n7CoSA-00168-00079616-00079984 There are really fun small case file notes throughout the book +QXe34n7CoSA-00169-00080104-00080480 that we see like text messages, documents, and such +QXe34n7CoSA-00170-00080584-00080976 and of Pip's own notes that she makes on the case. +QXe34n7CoSA-00171-00080976-00081360 The writing style is really quite easy to follow in book one. +QXe34n7CoSA-00172-00081360-00081688 We do see a lot of small details are carried out throughout books +QXe34n7CoSA-00173-00081688-00082352 two and three and how large of an impact that these small insignificant things turn out to be. +QXe34n7CoSA-00174-00082352-00082784 Case in point, all the books on this trilogy were amazing +QXe34n7CoSA-00175-00082784-00083128 and I really cannot wait for what Holly Jackson writes next. +QXe34n7CoSA-00176-00083208-00083680 So if you really want a good YA thriller mystery series, +QXe34n7CoSA-00177-00083752-00084168 I highly recommend this and this was my number one pick of last year! +QXe34n7CoSA-00178-00084224-00084624 In conclusion, that was my small list of top reads of 2021 +QXe34n7CoSA-00179-00084680-00085184 and I would like to mention, I'll be uploading weekly either on +QXe34n7CoSA-00180-00085184-00085600 Thursdays or Fridays. I'll be sharing my upcoming reading goals +QXe34n7CoSA-00181-00085600-00086000 in a later video this month and I do hope to hold myself +QXe34n7CoSA-00182-00086000-00086392 accountable to be more active on Youtube/Booktube +QXe34n7CoSA-00183-00086392-00086560 and my other social medias too. +QXe34n7CoSA-00184-00086560-00087136 Comment down below what your favourite top 2021 read was. Don't forget to give me a big thumbs up, +QXe34n7CoSA-00185-00087136-00087656 hit that subscribe button and ring that notification bell to not miss any future uploads. +QXe34n7CoSA-00186-00087656-00087771 See you all soon! +QYuMMB9n1TQ-00006-00050208-00053048 fOO"e _M-5LM W1MQ ~OS| "{b' e6Pe 5<0C KW.WU4 F"b1 G1Ld ^R.|N 4hE:) rO+c Msg^j 7Ci} mP[-4 +QYuMMB9n1TQ-00013-00106675-00109213 Scqo z<Z: -e$- *uEsUW D9ypj E}Mk WM1{ ;v/'. KtxQ K/c]4~ 2TO$ aj%| Q"w.3 [m4SWV lQ7?o 5_DC +QYuMMB9n1TQ-00036-00279741-00281095 GWXj[T NG5= nZ*y jUgw |z!w ^,b{P 2RXwAu] W9~j DDO#< *~N4r IA[[ 1hr~ RR&Q M{Ia njQi +eDk0 +QYuMMB9n1TQ-00037-00281095-00281217 H`e; T2Ec9 \4o6 7"~o AsWaj EkY^ R"/w _DF .:WQ gSqY :[j= W;-G GQ^i 1mDcW (T3( wE_{ 'UStw +QYuMMB9n1TQ-00038-00281217-00283050 ;9q{ mMmm qEYm r**|L rbkV w]+s 9IUG= PIM<J _Y5T ebKH JtHS UR7q +u<u| =5'#[ bdL& UkU; +QYuMMB9n1TQ-00039-00283050-00284326 KEi= k%kov R2nY gncw dv7m eMbU =imC3 Wz+Q2y kjiU U5Fi :krw 6zwI Dk|< 5s3=Z7[ >wR5 n}Jn +QYuMMB9n1TQ-00040-00284326-00284804 SaoT 4OiG/ 6Nm( b#~g >Z*Tb"" kk>^ +QYSsC3PCOFI-00000-00000006-00000321 We're here today because metal matters. What that actually means is we want +QYSsC3PCOFI-00001-00000321-00000656 people to recycle more in their blue bins. So not only just recycle your baked beans +QYSsC3PCOFI-00002-00000656-00001029 tin or something like that, aerosol cans from the bathroom too, that's so +QYSsC3PCOFI-00003-00001029-00001446 important. The reason being that we need to up the amount of metal. Metal can be +QYSsC3PCOFI-00004-00001446-00001757 endlessly recycled and that's what we need to do. +QYSsC3PCOFI-00005-00001768-00002150 With regards to these items, who knows what they could go into. They could be made a coat hanger, +QYSsC3PCOFI-00006-00002151-00002541 they could make up a jumbo jet, but more importantly what we're trying to do is +QYSsC3PCOFI-00007-00002541-00002925 recycle it. So it keeps out of the countryside and keeps out of being +QYSsC3PCOFI-00008-00002925-00003240 thrown on the side of the road and made into new products. +QYSsC3PCOFI-00009-00003244-00003792 Wash it all out, put it in the blue bin nice and clean, then we can reuse it. +QYUIUKRDN40-00000-00000000-00000104 oh no no no laugh +QYUIUKRDN40-00001-00000104-00000208 oh no no no laugh +QYUIUKRDN40-00002-00000648-00000776 laugh sound effect +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00000-00001596-00001792 Welcome to the Argonaute youtube channel, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00001-00001802-00002012 today we aren't talking about cars, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00002-00002012-00002312 we’re not talking about boats, but Coral, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00003-00002312-00002428 and coral is cool, I like coral! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00004-00002872-00003500 "NIGHT DIVE with corals" +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00005-00003750-00003886 This vlog is a load of nonsense, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00006-00003979-00004166 I know that everytime I start a video +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00007-00004166-00004432 I always start with “Today is a special day… +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00008-00004432-00004548 “Today’s going to be unique…” +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00009-00004648-00004812 But today we are going to talk about two things. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00010-00004836-00005148 First I’m going to take you on a night dive, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00011-00005150-00005476 Which is going to be great fun, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00012-00005498-00005744 But the real reason we’re making a video today, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00013-00005744-00005990 is because we are trying to capturesomething very special. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00014-00006078-00006290 Night dives are always fun. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00015-00006290-00006628 But tonight there may be something rare, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00016-00006628-00006934 perhaps, hopefully, with a little chance, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00017-00006994-00007278 we may get to see the coral spawning! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00018-00007278-00007602 It’s the moment in the corals life cycle where it releases all it's eggs, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00019-00007666-00007820 and the next generation of corals. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00020-00007850-00008066 And that’s something I’d love to film. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00021-00008066-00008348 For me it’s a big project I’ve been working on for about a year, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00022-00008348-00008568 I’ve managed to accumulate a few small videos, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00023-00008568-00008746 Including this one of spawning in a laboratory. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00024-00008746-00008862 And it looks like this +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00025-00010600-00010766 Isn’t that cool? +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00026-00010766-00010910 So here we are on Saba island, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00027-00010910-00011194 and tonight that’s what we’re going to try and film! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00028-00011194-00011384 Worse case scenario, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00029-00011384-00011590 we get to do a night dive! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00030-00011604-00011856 I’ve always enjoyed night dives, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00031-00011918-00012252 as usually people are all a little nervous and excited, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00032-00012270-00012596 but tonight we don't really have any guests, but a group of scientists. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00034-00013210-00013441 And today I’m in good company I’m diving with… +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00035-00013496-00013596 [Casey & Jill] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00037-00014130-00014541 Me, I like to have all my hair going this way! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00038-00018490-00018754 I think my computer is telling me to shut up! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00039-00018754-00018894 In any case this intro is too long, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00040-00018894-00019188 what I’m trying to say is that tonight we’re doing a night dive, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00041-00019188-00019636 and get some footage for the next video on coral. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00042-00019652-00019868 Because dead coral I’ve seen everywhere. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00043-00019882-00020472 But the cool thing about coral, is it can come back to life. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00044-00020870-00021332 AND that on Argonaute, biodiversity, we like it! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00045-00021390-00021652 And i will introduce to you the scientists +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00046-00021652-00021808 Do you wan't to meet them ? +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00047-00021814-00021964 I'm waiting for them.. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00048-00021964-00022112 Let's go! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00049-00024074-00024534 Ayumi here, is one of the marine biologists joining us. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00050-00024864-00025230 I’ll leave that there, because even as an instructor +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00051-00025230-00025524 I still have to sign paperwork. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00052-00026004-00026104 [French annoying guest] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00053-00027642-00027816 I broke all of my lights... +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00054-00027818-00028027 The last one stay with my camera, so i need another one... +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00055-00029016-00029206 No ! it's not made for that naughty person! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00056-00031339-00031804 Enough talking, I’ll see you on the boat! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00057-00031845-00032045 [Microphone malfuction] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00058-00032045-00032518 [next time, sir dive instructor should turn he's microphone on] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00059-00038804-00039024 We’ve finally arrived at our dive site +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00060-00039024-00039210 and as you can see it’s night time! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00061-00039314-00039626 There’s someone talking behind me? +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00062-00039626-00040040 Anyway we’re at Quiet bay, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00063-00040044-00040492 remember the site we dove during the coral nursery video last week? +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00064-00040512-00040826 And we’re gonna see if we can catch our little coral having SEX. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00065-00040826-00041164 Worst case, if it doesn’t happen at least we’re doing a night dive! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00066-00041180-00041386 And personally i love it! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00067-00041582-00041884 It's time to go... +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00068-00042036-00042398 Already diving at night, there’s a big change in atmosphere +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00069-00042480-00042580 Getting ready, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00070-00042684-00042950 We are finally in the water, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00071-00042954-00043212 and I feel like I’m on a different planet +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00072-00043338-00043744 And this adventure is about to start in the worst way possible... +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00073-00044522-00044716 You see this little red light? +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00074-00044716-00044902 That’s Ayumi’s light marker, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00075-00044902-00045336 and as we start our dive, we see it drop out of frame +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00076-00045438-00045920 My GoPro on the other hand has decided to go on it’s own adventure to the underwater world.. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00077-00045970-00046130 Alone... +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00078-00046354-00046710 And in those few pitch black moments, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00079-00046710-00047492 is a diver desperately searching for his camera +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00080-00048012-00048338 The light you see approaching, that’s me +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00081-00048400-00048712 And guess where I find the GoPro +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00082-00048790-00048926 Right there, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00083-00048926-00049268 caught by one of our artificial coral trees +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00084-00049274-00049440 we saw during last weeks video +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00085-00049442-00049844 Staring back at me from it’s little domed lens as if nothing happened... +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00086-00050038-00050318 That’s really embarrassing, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00087-00050414-00050590 Luckily for me, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00088-00050590-00050984 the GoPro didn’t damage anything except my dignity! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00089-00051080-00051736 And now we can make the most of our dive with Ayumi! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00090-00052582-00052848 [Acropora] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00091-00052910-00053450 Unfortunetly, no spawning today... +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00092-00064705-00065062 [Time to eat] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00093-00065394-00065494 [This animal will die] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00094-00066224-00066622 [This coral projects a mucus] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00095-00067584-00068002 [No spawning tonight...] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00096-00068412-00068692 [Time to go up] +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00099-00071128-00071400 I think they’re making fun of me! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00100-00071400-00071732 We didn’t get to film what we wanted to, but that’s okay it’s happens. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00101-00071732-00071968 We had a nice little dive. +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00102-00072008-00072229 And remember that every time you watch a video +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00103-00072230-00072490 there’s around 30 or 40 dives to get the footage! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00104-00072614-00072880 We’re gonna leave that here on the boat, +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00105-00072892-00073308 have a look at my other videos and maybe I’ll make you guys some more! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00106-00073308-00073512 But now it’s time to get back to the island +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00107-00073512-00073730 as I’ve got to work tomorrow and it’s getting late! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00108-00074036-00074128 They’re all so cuuuuuute ♥ +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00109-00074156-00074370 I hope you enjoyed this little night dive! +Qc39PWDwFrQ-00110-00074370-00074938 It was a pleasure, even if we didn’t see what we wanted! +QcjCow0l8cg-00000-00000164-00000305 I see a half-track, stop! +QcjCow0l8cg-00001-00000319-00000416 Tank on the right. +QcjCow0l8cg-00002-00000423-00000546 Kolya, you’re being seen! +QcjCow0l8cg-00003-00000570-00000700 You’re so fucked, Kolya! +QcjCow0l8cg-00004-00000706-00000848 It’s not me they’re seeing. +QcjCow0l8cg-00005-00000914-00001119 Oh no! Get back, Roma! It’s us they see! +QcjCow0l8cg-00006-00001121-00001281 Run! Get into the house! +QcjCow0l8cg-00007-00001459-00001701 It’d be fun to say “I see a half-track” when you actually don’t. +QcjCow0l8cg-00008-00001710-00001903 Just to cause some chaos. Yeah, that would be neat. +QcjCow0l8cg-00009-00001957-00002104 Damn it, I’m fucked! +QcjCow0l8cg-00010-00002402-00002502 Roma? +QcjCow0l8cg-00011-00002553-00002650 Good throw! +QcjCow0l8cg-00012-00002675-00002781 Who did I even get? +QcjCow0l8cg-00013-00002817-00002882 The tank. +QcjCow0l8cg-00014-00002909-00003043 Oh, did I actually get it? +QcjCow0l8cg-00015-00003066-00003166 Damn, I’m good! +QcjCow0l8cg-00016-00003264-00003364 Fucking hell. +QcjCow0l8cg-00017-00003372-00003471 Let’s go, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00018-00003485-00003638 More to the left, Kolya! +QcjCow0l8cg-00019-00003737-00003930 Get to the left! To the left! +QcjCow0l8cg-00020-00003737-00003954 Wait! They’re gonna fire at us! +QcjCow0l8cg-00021-00003993-00004169 Get out! Quick! +QcjCow0l8cg-00022-00004181-00004281 No, no! +QcjCow0l8cg-00023-00004181-00004281 Fuck this, I’m out. +QcjCow0l8cg-00024-00004294-00004407 Ok, we’re good. +QcjCow0l8cg-00025-00004294-00004395 I’m going around. +QcjCow0l8cg-00026-00004546-00004652 Fuck, I’m stuck. +QcjCow0l8cg-00027-00004678-00004825 What the fuck happened? +QcjCow0l8cg-00028-00004916-00005147 There’s a fucking tank right here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00029-00005161-00005315 I’m stuck in this shit! +QcjCow0l8cg-00030-00005387-00005487 Oh no! +QcjCow0l8cg-00031-00006092-00006192 Got him! +QcjCow0l8cg-00032-00006204-00006375 Managed to drop it at my feet. +QcjCow0l8cg-00033-00006944-00007062 What the fuck is this? +QcjCow0l8cg-00034-00007073-00007260 You scared the crap out of me,Savv! +QcjCow0l8cg-00035-00007269-00007433 I’m stuck behind some textures! +QcjCow0l8cg-00036-00007444-00007565 You still up, Alex? +QcjCow0l8cg-00037-00007572-00007636 Am I in the building? +QcjCow0l8cg-00038-00007645-00007723 Yes, I am. +QcjCow0l8cg-00039-00007733-00007978 It’s Roma running around. He’s trying to help me out. +QcjCow0l8cg-00040-00007989-00008108 Help me, Roma! I’m stuck behind textures! +QcjCow0l8cg-00041-00008130-00008388 Just stay there, Andy! It doesn’t matter! +QcjCow0l8cg-00042-00008439-00008652 It doesn’t work like that! I’m stuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00043-00008663-00008713 Oh. +QcjCow0l8cg-00044-00008722-00008928 But at least you’re in the cap! +QcjCow0l8cg-00045-00008957-00009083 Watch out, Roma! I’m gonna spot for you! +QcjCow0l8cg-00046-00009092-00009238 There’s an enemy here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00047-00009281-00009361 Roma, wait! +QcjCow0l8cg-00048-00009373-00009442 Be careful! +QcjCow0l8cg-00049-00009457-00009650 He’s right around the corner! +QcjCow0l8cg-00050-00009661-00009770 Right there! Shoot him! +QcjCow0l8cg-00051-00009789-00009889 Shoot, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00052-00010170-00010219 Great! +QcjCow0l8cg-00053-00010230-00010358 Oh, it was you, Sasha. +QcjCow0l8cg-00054-00010372-00010604 I’m right next to you! On the other side of this texture! +QcjCow0l8cg-00055-00010615-00010749 Turn around and look at the building! +QcjCow0l8cg-00056-00010762-00010895 No! I don’t want to! +QcjCow0l8cg-00057-00010905-00010984 I’m right here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00058-00011006-00011109 Shoot at the building! +QcjCow0l8cg-00059-00011131-00011223 It’s me! +QcjCow0l8cg-00060-00011480-00011678 Sasha the fucking tank driver. +QcjCow0l8cg-00061-00011692-00011790 I can’t fucking get out! +QcjCow0l8cg-00062-00011805-00011907 Let me outta here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00063-00011916-00012081 I’m in the doorway, yeah! +QcjCow0l8cg-00064-00012098-00012198 Let me out! +QcjCow0l8cg-00065-00012218-00012318 Wait, come closer! +QcjCow0l8cg-00066-00012334-00012434 Right here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00067-00012334-00012458 Your hand is sticking out! +QcjCow0l8cg-00068-00012474-00012542 Get some! +QcjCow0l8cg-00069-00012560-00012660 Great! +QcjCow0l8cg-00070-00013628-00013756 Sasha helped me out! +QcjCow0l8cg-00071-00013778-00013920 Fucking thank you! +QcjCow0l8cg-00072-00013937-00014032 You’re welcome. +QcjCow0l8cg-00073-00014078-00014275 You’d spend the rest of the game there if it wasn’t for me. +QcjCow0l8cg-00074-00014459-00014647 Why is there a smoking tank on the left? +QcjCow0l8cg-00075-00014667-00014871 I see a half-track on the left. +QcjCow0l8cg-00076-00014895-00014948 It’s us! +QcjCow0l8cg-00077-00014971-00015038 It’s us! +QcjCow0l8cg-00078-00015094-00015209 It’s us, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00079-00015229-00015276 Stop. +QcjCow0l8cg-00080-00015356-00015513 Get ready, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00081-00015559-00015701 Hold on to your butt, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00082-00015711-00015868 Oh nice! We’re alive, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00083-00015884-00016083 Get ready, Roma! We’re getting out in a sec! +QcjCow0l8cg-00084-00016097-00016200 You ready? Move forward. +QcjCow0l8cg-00085-00016217-00016290 Roma? +QcjCow0l8cg-00086-00016316-00016373 Roger that. +QcjCow0l8cg-00087-00016392-00016499 Roma, get ready! +QcjCow0l8cg-00088-00016531-00016626 Roman, go! +QcjCow0l8cg-00089-00016636-00016766 We’re getting out now. +QcjCow0l8cg-00090-00016787-00016887 Come with me! +QcjCow0l8cg-00091-00016952-00017091 Quick, quick! Over here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00092-00017105-00017205 Follow me! +QcjCow0l8cg-00093-00017274-00017395 Good job, Roma! Keep going! +QcjCow0l8cg-00094-00017402-00017523 They’re gonna try and blow us up. +QcjCow0l8cg-00095-00017540-00017687 Good! Let’s stay here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00096-00017725-00017784 Dig in. +QcjCow0l8cg-00097-00017799-00017925 Fuck, there’s two in the cap! +QcjCow0l8cg-00098-00017943-00018042 It must be them in a tank. +QcjCow0l8cg-00099-00018049-00018157 We’re probably fucked. +QcjCow0l8cg-00100-00018168-00018328 But don’t worry, I’ll get ’em! +QcjCow0l8cg-00101-00018453-00018573 Where are you, guys? +QcjCow0l8cg-00102-00018596-00018702 Roma, stay here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00103-00018750-00018984 Watch out, Roma! We’re under fire! +QcjCow0l8cg-00104-00018992-00019109 Yeah, it’s them alright. +QcjCow0l8cg-00105-00019222-00019357 The barrels are in the way. +QcjCow0l8cg-00106-00019450-00019499 They are. +QcjCow0l8cg-00107-00019503-00019603 Roma, stay put! +QcjCow0l8cg-00108-00019616-00019743 Fucking hell, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00109-00020361-00020427 Oh fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00110-00020433-00020599 You’re alone in there, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00111-00020612-00020792 Getting some fresh air, eh? +QcjCow0l8cg-00112-00020805-00020932 Yeah, accidentally. +QcjCow0l8cg-00113-00021033-00021147 Maybe I’ll drive? +QcjCow0l8cg-00114-00021184-00021232 Nah. +QcjCow0l8cg-00115-00021246-00021346 Fine, let’s go! +QcjCow0l8cg-00116-00021395-00021586 I could use some driving practice. +QcjCow0l8cg-00117-00021608-00021749 OK, let’s go! +QcjCow0l8cg-00118-00021762-00021995 Get into the riverbed! +QcjCow0l8cg-00119-00022205-00022428 This is the half-track we used last time, by the way. +QcjCow0l8cg-00120-00022437-00022591 Stop, turn to the left! +QcjCow0l8cg-00121-00022437-00022565 There's a tank on our right! +QcjCow0l8cg-00122-00022583-00022642 I know! +QcjCow0l8cg-00123-00022653-00022731 Fucking turn to the left! +QcjCow0l8cg-00124-00022743-00022819 Roma’s in there! +QcjCow0l8cg-00125-00022837-00022879 Stop! +QcjCow0l8cg-00126-00022891-00023117 Alright, we’re getting out here. +QcjCow0l8cg-00127-00022891-00023130 Shoot at the doorway! He’s peeking out! +QcjCow0l8cg-00128-00023163-00023297 Roma, get back in cover! +QcjCow0l8cg-00129-00023306-00023419 Don’t fight them! +QcjCow0l8cg-00130-00023565-00023771 They have tanks, don’t fight them! +QcjCow0l8cg-00131-00023786-00023892 Tolya, get over here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00132-00023910-00024006 Get in the building, Tolya! +QcjCow0l8cg-00133-00024018-00024118 It’s Roma. +QcjCow0l8cg-00134-00024146-00024246 Kill Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00135-00024319-00024410 It wasn’t Roma. +QcjCow0l8cg-00136-00024424-00024522 What the hell? +QcjCow0l8cg-00137-00024534-00024704 “Get in the building” says Klumba. +QcjCow0l8cg-00138-00024765-00024994 Yeah, but they have a fucking MG there! +QcjCow0l8cg-00139-00025005-00025093 Alright, we’re good. +QcjCow0l8cg-00140-00025103-00025455 “Get in the building!” And I immediately get pumped full of led. +QcjCow0l8cg-00141-00025495-00025636 OK, check this out… +QcjCow0l8cg-00142-00025663-00025784 Who’s on the MG? +QcjCow0l8cg-00143-00025961-00026054 Is that you, Oleg? +QcjCow0l8cg-00144-00026058-00026132 Yeah, it’s me. Fine. +QcjCow0l8cg-00145-00026142-00026220 Check this out! +QcjCow0l8cg-00146-00026228-00026334 Are you looking? +QcjCow0l8cg-00147-00026777-00027024 I take it that was a Yoko impression. +QcjCow0l8cg-00148-00027064-00027157 Yeah, something like that… +QcjCow0l8cg-00149-00027164-00027233 He got out. +QcjCow0l8cg-00150-00027253-00027366 Yeah, he got out. +QcjCow0l8cg-00151-00027400-00027566 Run, Roma! Save yourself! +QcjCow0l8cg-00152-00028035-00028289 Roma, don’t! What are you doing? +QcjCow0l8cg-00153-00028325-00028505 Stay put! You fucking sit tight, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00154-00028547-00028767 They must be up to something! +QcjCow0l8cg-00155-00028804-00029051 There’s more of us in the cap anyway. +QcjCow0l8cg-00156-00029381-00029507 You son of a bitch! +QcjCow0l8cg-00157-00029522-00029625 Out of ammo! +QcjCow0l8cg-00158-00029644-00029692 Superb! +QcjCow0l8cg-00159-00029712-00029751 Fuck off! +QcjCow0l8cg-00160-00029770-00029845 Get him! +QcjCow0l8cg-00161-00030113-00030213 MVP! +QcjCow0l8cg-00162-00030399-00030471 How?! +QcjCow0l8cg-00163-00030484-00030677 How the fuck did this happen? +QcjCow0l8cg-00164-00030709-00030809 How in the fuck? +QcjCow0l8cg-00165-00030892-00030992 Fuck me! +QcjCow0l8cg-00166-00031000-00031149 I didn’t fucking have a shot loaded! +QcjCow0l8cg-00167-00031160-00031276 Otherwise you’d be fucked! +QcjCow0l8cg-00168-00031292-00031419 You’d be so fucked! +QcjCow0l8cg-00169-00031436-00031653 If only I had a shot loaded. No idea why I hadn’t! +QcjCow0l8cg-00170-00031715-00031855 My gun wasn’t loaded! +QcjCow0l8cg-00171-00031869-00032108 I clicked and I started working the bolt instead. +QcjCow0l8cg-00172-00032397-00032435 Fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00173-00032445-00032546 Oh, nice! +QcjCow0l8cg-00174-00032557-00032657 What was that? +QcjCow0l8cg-00175-00032668-00032795 How did this happen? +QcjCow0l8cg-00176-00032860-00033063 I’ve just saved you from an enemy tank. +QcjCow0l8cg-00177-00033102-00033318 We got enemies at South Approach. +QcjCow0l8cg-00178-00033352-00033475 Tolya, look at me! +QcjCow0l8cg-00179-00033506-00033606 Follow my lead! +QcjCow0l8cg-00180-00033650-00033706 Tolya. +QcjCow0l8cg-00181-00033731-00033885 Look at me, follow my lead. Let’s go! +QcjCow0l8cg-00182-00034125-00034382 I almost forgot I have a little souvenir for them. +QcjCow0l8cg-00183-00034539-00034603 Stop. +QcjCow0l8cg-00184-00034657-00034769 Tolya! +QcjCow0l8cg-00185-00034773-00034839 Over here! +QcjCow0l8cg-00186-00034847-00034947 Here you go. +QcjCow0l8cg-00187-00034958-00035125 Is that you, Nani? Nice. +QcjCow0l8cg-00188-00035968-00036068 We got it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00189-00036124-00036184 Nice! +QcjCow0l8cg-00190-00036195-00036340 Where did they go? I don’t get it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00191-00036475-00036749 They must have got out through the back door. +QcjCow0l8cg-00192-00036766-00036899 Ran off in disgrace. +QcjCow0l8cg-00193-00037105-00037205 Klumba! +QcjCow0l8cg-00194-00037221-00037282 Stop. +QcjCow0l8cg-00195-00037432-00037509 Like hell I will. +QcjCow0l8cg-00196-00037519-00037690 Are you trying to fight the fucking tank?! +QcjCow0l8cg-00197-00037704-00037783 Fucking run! +QcjCow0l8cg-00198-00037806-00038002 What do you mean “run”?! There’s a tank coming this way! +QcjCow0l8cg-00199-00038017-00038138 Run! We’re fucked! +QcjCow0l8cg-00200-00038153-00038253 Fucking run! +QcjCow0l8cg-00201-00038907-00039032 Those fags, they’re… +QcjCow0l8cg-00202-00039045-00039109 There it is, fuck… +QcjCow0l8cg-00203-00039116-00039154 Stop. +QcjCow0l8cg-00204-00039309-00039408 Stop! +QcjCow0l8cg-00205-00039441-00039541 Done. +QcjCow0l8cg-00206-00039662-00039782 Hah, they’re nading us… +QcjCow0l8cg-00207-00039906-00040060 Fuck off, you bastards! +QcjCow0l8cg-00208-00040308-00040405 Not bad. +QcjCow0l8cg-00209-00040604-00040688 lol, Roma. +QcjCow0l8cg-00210-00040705-00040999 You sacrificed yourself, but I fucking got them! +QcjCow0l8cg-00211-00041441-00041555 South Village, guys! +QcjCow0l8cg-00212-00041570-00041739 It’s crucial that we cap it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00213-00041757-00041854 I’m trying to cap it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00214-00041880-00042006 Don’t use the half… +QcjCow0l8cg-00215-00042170-00042270 Stop here. +QcjCow0l8cg-00216-00042428-00042528 Let’s go. +QcjCow0l8cg-00217-00043238-00043331 For fuck’s sake. +QcjCow0l8cg-00218-00043346-00043541 So how come you didn’t stop? Didn’t you say “stop here”? +QcjCow0l8cg-00219-00043594-00043793 We slowed down enough to make a shot. +QcjCow0l8cg-00220-00043801-00044001 Oh, I didn’t see you stopping… +QcjCow0l8cg-00221-00044314-00044368 Oh shit! +QcjCow0l8cg-00222-00044378-00044453 That’s ours! +QcjCow0l8cg-00223-00044464-00044658 OK, OK. I thought that’s an enemy tank. +QcjCow0l8cg-00224-00044673-00044790 Another one up ahead. +QcjCow0l8cg-00225-00044936-00044991 Oh no! +QcjCow0l8cg-00226-00045062-00045120 Fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00227-00045711-00045834 It’s good. It’s good. +QcjCow0l8cg-00228-00045928-00046048 Great shot, Kolya! +QcjCow0l8cg-00229-00046262-00046389 They’re in the cap! +QcjCow0l8cg-00230-00046442-00046602 How are you doing, Roma? +QcjCow0l8cg-00231-00046636-00046859 They’re in the cap! Behind you, Sasha! +QcjCow0l8cg-00232-00046868-00046953 Behind us. +QcjCow0l8cg-00233-00047020-00047146 Sasha, you’re being fired at. +QcjCow0l8cg-00234-00047156-00047265 Did they get Roma? +QcjCow0l8cg-00235-00047275-00047375 At the gun. +QcjCow0l8cg-00236-00047384-00047643 I shot at them 9 times, didn’t hit once, obviously. +QcjCow0l8cg-00237-00047658-00048033 Because this piece of shit is useless for firing at moving targets. +QcjCow0l8cg-00238-00048042-00048213 What the fuck, Roma? +QcjCow0l8cg-00239-00048278-00048378 What happened to you? +QcjCow0l8cg-00240-00048427-00048482 Sasha? +QcjCow0l8cg-00241-00048492-00048592 Satchel out. +QcjCow0l8cg-00242-00048670-00048748 What the hell? +QcjCow0l8cg-00243-00048773-00048903 Get on the bike, Sasha! +QcjCow0l8cg-00244-00048920-00049020 Satchel out. +QcjCow0l8cg-00245-00049104-00049200 Let’s go get ’em! +QcjCow0l8cg-00246-00049219-00049352 Oh, fuck. I can’t get in! +QcjCow0l8cg-00247-00049367-00049463 Satchel out! +QcjCow0l8cg-00248-00049505-00049652 Fuck this! Oh fuck, I’m sorry! +QcjCow0l8cg-00249-00049696-00049817 No problem, it’s OK. +QcjCow0l8cg-00250-00049832-00049946 Now I can get in! Thanks! +QcjCow0l8cg-00251-00050264-00050355 Why? +QcjCow0l8cg-00252-00050369-00050449 Just why, Sasha? +QcjCow0l8cg-00253-00050462-00050670 I don’t know! I was trying all the fucking keys! +QcjCow0l8cg-00254-00050706-00050870 And I accidentally shot you. +QcjCow0l8cg-00255-00051051-00051110 Sorry. +QcjCow0l8cg-00256-00051290-00051390 What the fuck?! Thank you. +QcjCow0l8cg-00257-00051435-00051523 Good fucking shot. +QcjCow0l8cg-00258-00051540-00051629 I’m sorry! +QcjCow0l8cg-00259-00051645-00051861 You just solved two problems with one grenade. +QcjCow0l8cg-00260-00051912-00052252 I figured it wouldn’t explode until I throw it! +QcjCow0l8cg-00261-00052408-00052581 What?! What is this? Why? +QcjCow0l8cg-00262-00052649-00052749 Fuck, I missed! +QcjCow0l8cg-00263-00053044-00053277 Who did I nearly run over just now? +QcjCow0l8cg-00264-00053971-00054032 Seriously? +QcjCow0l8cg-00265-00054042-00054105 Yes. +QcjCow0l8cg-00266-00054270-00054358 Roma, stay put. +QcjCow0l8cg-00267-00054367-00054594 They’re gonna be coming for you. +QcjCow0l8cg-00268-00054367-00054614 Fuck me, reloading takes forever! +QcjCow0l8cg-00269-00054711-00054907 We’re falling back, hold the gate. +QcjCow0l8cg-00270-00054941-00055041 That was close. +QcjCow0l8cg-00271-00055273-00055375 Who’s driving that tank? +QcjCow0l8cg-00272-00055386-00055545 No MG on this thing? Oh, it’s Skai. +QcjCow0l8cg-00273-00056563-00056729 Kolya, get to the church. +QcjCow0l8cg-00274-00056785-00056925 If only I knew how to fucking get there… +QcjCow0l8cg-00275-00056939-00057039 What the fuck?! +QcjCow0l8cg-00276-00057063-00057162 I was right next to you. +QcjCow0l8cg-00277-00057186-00057285 Shit! +QcjCow0l8cg-00278-00057319-00057419 God damn it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00279-00057453-00057593 I was trying to pick it up! +QcjCow0l8cg-00280-00057606-00057746 What the fuck was that? +QcjCow0l8cg-00281-00057878-00058000 Nice fucking job, guys! +QcjCow0l8cg-00282-00058006-00058148 I already pulled the pin. +QcjCow0l8cg-00283-00058234-00058299 Ah, fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00284-00058328-00058403 Shit… +QcjCow0l8cg-00285-00058492-00058706 “I was trying to pick it up” That’s greed for you… +QcjCow0l8cg-00286-00058720-00058946 How are those hot little potatoes? +QcjCow0l8cg-00287-00059083-00059212 Are you capping the Mayer House, Oleg? +QcjCow0l8cg-00288-00059222-00059419 Yes, but there’s someone in here. +QcjCow0l8cg-00289-00059672-00059837 Where did you come from?! +QcjCow0l8cg-00290-00059921-00060004 I don’t get it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00291-00060012-00060149 That‘s just the way it is. +QcjCow0l8cg-00292-00060243-00060356 You hesitated for way too long… +QcjCow0l8cg-00293-00060371-00060674 But there was no one in the cap! Just like there was no Alex and then bam! He’s there! +QcjCow0l8cg-00294-00060686-00060919 I stayed out of the cap on purpose. +QcjCow0l8cg-00295-00061297-00061436 Why can’t I jump off this ledge? +QcjCow0l8cg-00296-00061452-00061592 Shot him in the hand. +QcjCow0l8cg-00297-00061782-00061963 This map was designed by retards. +QcjCow0l8cg-00298-00062179-00062290 Fucking “shot in the hand”! +QcjCow0l8cg-00299-00062298-00062388 Good job, Skai. +QcjCow0l8cg-00300-00062397-00062621 I saw you peeking from those sandbags! +QcjCow0l8cg-00301-00062638-00062840 OK, I get it. This rifle doesn’t cut it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00302-00062987-00063233 Someone just opened a door at Mayer House. +QcjCow0l8cg-00303-00063280-00063514 I’ll give you a hint, it was Nikolai. +QcjCow0l8cg-00304-00063546-00063626 Why? +QcjCow0l8cg-00305-00063657-00063853 The Mayer House is on you, Oleg. +QcjCow0l8cg-00306-00063905-00064004 Roger. +QcjCow0l8cg-00307-00064735-00064810 Fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00308-00064821-00064894 Son of a bitch! +QcjCow0l8cg-00309-00064907-00065088 Man! You did manage to get away! +QcjCow0l8cg-00310-00065106-00065502 That grenade bounced off my helmet and dropped right at my feet! +QcjCow0l8cg-00311-00065516-00065749 Barely managed to get out of there in time. +QcjCow0l8cg-00312-00065959-00066091 Hentai, I think it was me. +QcjCow0l8cg-00313-00066162-00066234 Fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00314-00066278-00066378 Reloading. +QcjCow0l8cg-00315-00066475-00066575 You son of a… +QcjCow0l8cg-00316-00066782-00066937 I’ve almost stabbed you, Sasha! +QcjCow0l8cg-00317-00066957-00067057 Almost! +QcjCow0l8cg-00318-00067250-00067345 Nice reflexes! +QcjCow0l8cg-00319-00067356-00067605 That new mouse you have is really paying off. +QcjCow0l8cg-00320-00067632-00067817 Fucking well done, Sasha. +QcjCow0l8cg-00321-00068022-00068302 We gotta get rid of Klumba first and then charge. There’s no other way. +QcjCow0l8cg-00322-00068328-00068428 Definitely. +QcjCow0l8cg-00323-00068445-00068589 I can see him, there he is. +QcjCow0l8cg-00324-00068600-00068759 Kolya? Pop out for a second, will you? +QcjCow0l8cg-00325-00068774-00068817 Wait! +QcjCow0l8cg-00326-00068828-00068947 There you fucking go! +QcjCow0l8cg-00327-00068955-00069129 Wait, was that you firing? +QcjCow0l8cg-00328-00069323-00069490 There! I see some fucker. +QcjCow0l8cg-00329-00069593-00069648 Nope. +QcjCow0l8cg-00330-00069660-00069731 Nice! +QcjCow0l8cg-00331-00069744-00069814 Indeed. +QcjCow0l8cg-00332-00069872-00070045 You immediately realised it was me, right? +QcjCow0l8cg-00333-00070054-00070186 I was trying to get back! +QcjCow0l8cg-00334-00070201-00070395 Yeah, I saw you trying to wiggle your way out of it! +QcjCow0l8cg-00335-00070408-00070533 Oh no! Grenade! Fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00336-00070546-00070693 Go fuck yourself, you… +QcjCow0l8cg-00337-00070831-00070938 Whoever you are. +QcjCow0l8cg-00338-00071058-00071236 He’s out! We smoked him out! Get him, quick! +QcjCow0l8cg-00339-00071248-00071374 You son of a bitch! +QcjCow0l8cg-00340-00071470-00071561 Ah fuck! +QcjCow0l8cg-00341-00071569-00071647 Nice one, Oleg! +QcjCow0l8cg-00342-00071657-00071797 Oleg! Don’t go there! +QcjCow0l8cg-00343-00071826-00071926 Good one. +QcjCow0l8cg-00344-00071955-00072037 Why not? +QcjCow0l8cg-00345-00072067-00072178 There was a nade there. +QcjCow0l8cg-00346-00072190-00072328 Whatever. It didn’t explode anyway. +QcjCow0l8cg-00347-00072340-00072503 So we’re capping something, right? +QcjCow0l8cg-00348-00072523-00072676 We're trying to, at least. +QcjCow0l8cg-00349-00072690-00072830 I doubt we’ll get it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00350-00072855-00073049 None of your grenades got me. +QcjCow0l8cg-00351-00073106-00073293 There’s someone else, right? +QcjCow0l8cg-00352-00073335-00073593 There’s Oleg on the left. I’m not going back there. +QcjCow0l8cg-00353-00073825-00073964 Shit! Didn’t make it to cover! +QcjCow0l8cg-00354-00073979-00074159 You son of a bitch! We’re good. Thanks. +QcjCow0l8cg-00355-00074186-00074403 You see Roma, Kolya? +QcjCow0l8cg-00356-00074436-00074501 Yeah, yeah. +QcjCow0l8cg-00357-00074525-00074625 OK, good. +QcjCow0l8cg-00358-00074891-00075071 I shot through the bush, didn’t even see you! +QcjCow0l8cg-00359-00075084-00075223 I didn’t even see where it came from! +QcjCow0l8cg-00360-00075241-00075496 I was running down the road and I dropped dead suddenly. +QcjCow0l8cg-00361-00075618-00075687 I got Wan. +QcjCow0l8cg-00362-00075701-00075840 Behind you! Behind you, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00363-00075847-00075974 Fucking shoot them! +QcjCow0l8cg-00364-00076129-00076255 Partyzant, strelaj! +QcjCow0l8cg-00365-00076498-00076714 Quit aiming at me, Savv. +QcjCow0l8cg-00366-00076815-00076922 I know it’s you. +QcjCow0l8cg-00367-00077186-00077253 Easy there! +QcjCow0l8cg-00368-00077264-00077457 Fuck off, Oleg! +QcjCow0l8cg-00369-00077473-00077709 Roma, this way! Over here, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00370-00078007-00078162 No, no! You should’ve stayed there! +QcjCow0l8cg-00371-00078185-00078265 He’s moving that way! +QcjCow0l8cg-00372-00078281-00078471 Get back there, Roma! Behind you! +QcjCow0l8cg-00373-00078482-00078578 Behind you, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00374-00078593-00078766 He’s gonna peek through that hole! +QcjCow0l8cg-00375-00078803-00078903 Good, good! +QcjCow0l8cg-00376-00078930-00079030 Stay put, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00377-00079078-00079178 Get fucked. +QcjCow0l8cg-00378-00079217-00079350 So you decided to stay there, huh. +QcjCow0l8cg-00379-00079361-00079419 Yeah… +QcjCow0l8cg-00380-00079434-00079696 What, you think I’m gonna leak all the info? Like hell I will! +QcjCow0l8cg-00381-00079791-00079866 On the right. +QcjCow0l8cg-00382-00079877-00079998 Enemy in the field to our right. +QcjCow0l8cg-00383-00080009-00080107 Watch out, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00384-00080120-00080220 Roma! Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00385-00080471-00080566 He’s getting in. +QcjCow0l8cg-00386-00080571-00080666 Oleg’s getting in. +QcjCow0l8cg-00387-00080677-00080857 Oleg killed me from the breach in the wall. +QcjCow0l8cg-00388-00080877-00080977 Roma, Roma, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00389-00080992-00081089 What the hell?! +QcjCow0l8cg-00390-00081117-00081219 What is this? +QcjCow0l8cg-00391-00081234-00081334 What the… +QcjCow0l8cg-00392-00081364-00081450 Get down, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00393-00081464-00081590 Get down and shoot! +QcjCow0l8cg-00394-00081868-00082140 Come on, get him! Hentai! Shoot him, for crying out loud! +QcjCow0l8cg-00395-00082235-00082332 I just saw that. +QcjCow0l8cg-00396-00082346-00082480 What the hell, Oleg? +QcjCow0l8cg-00397-00082547-00082769 Oh, the fucking bulletproof hedge! +QcjCow0l8cg-00398-00082791-00082948 What the fuck is this shit? +QcjCow0l8cg-00399-00083048-00083255 They’re in! Throw nades at the… +QcjCow0l8cg-00400-00083361-00083494 …at the fucking garden! +QcjCow0l8cg-00401-00083505-00083611 Fucking nade it! +QcjCow0l8cg-00402-00083697-00083810 Blast these fags! +QcjCow0l8cg-00403-00084291-00084391 Great job! +QcjCow0l8cg-00404-00084291-00084491 Fucking fantastic. +QcjCow0l8cg-00405-00084691-00084820 Good nade there. +QcjCow0l8cg-00406-00084828-00084988 Get in the garden, Roma! +QcjCow0l8cg-00407-00085052-00085284 To the garden, everyone! +QcjCow0l8cg-00408-00085560-00085697 Fuck me, they’re taking it. +QcjCow0l8cg-00409-00085710-00085857 I call gg on this one. +QcjCow0l8cg-00410-00085970-00086077 Sure enough: gg. +QcjCow0l8cg-00411-00086129-00086313 I’d say we could’ve won this, but… +QcjCow0l8cg-00412-00086321-00086381 “пп” +QcjCow0l8cg-00413-00086402-00086716 It’s fine for Roma, he’s been playing for a total of 1.5 hours. +QcjCow0l8cg-00414-00086827-00087173 And even then he managed to get Oleg and Hämis a couple of times! +QcjCow0l8cg-00415-00087177-00087392 Check out the scores of everyone else on my team. +QcjCow0l8cg-00416-00087403-00087503 What is it? +QcjCow0l8cg-00417-00087521-00087734 14, 2, 1, 0, 3, 1… Oh, come on! +QcjCow0l8cg-00418-00087758-00087858 Yeah, yeah… +QclGrPEFVEA-00000-00000064-00000248 In 2014 there was a Bug +QclGrPEFVEA-00001-00000248-00000392 that allowed you to make a account +QclGrPEFVEA-00002-00000392-00000536 which contained space +QclGrPEFVEA-00003-00000536-00000656 the bug was immediatly +QclGrPEFVEA-00004-00000656-00000768 fixed by Mojang +QclGrPEFVEA-00005-00000768-00000919 but they never did something about +QclGrPEFVEA-00006-00000919-00001048 the bugged accounts +QclGrPEFVEA-00007-00001048-00001192 an example for this bug is +QclGrPEFVEA-00008-00001192-00001328 a guy named GreenArrow +QclGrPEFVEA-00009-00001328-00001504 an his name contains a space at +QclGrPEFVEA-00010-00001504-00001604 the End since you can +QclGrPEFVEA-00011-00001604-00001696 not add a space +QclGrPEFVEA-00012-00001696-00001848 after a name in command line +QclGrPEFVEA-00013-00001848-00002032 you can not bann the player +QclGrPEFVEA-00014-00002032-00002240 these account still exist and are even +QclGrPEFVEA-00015-00002240-00002432 one of the rarest names in minecraft +QclGrPEFVEA-00016-00002512-00002736 Subcribe for more facts +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00000-00000000-00000589 Some of your students will need extra time on time quizzes. The process for +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00001-00000589-00001017 adding extra time is a simple one but remember that it must be done on each +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00002-00001017-00001627 individual quiz that you give for the semester. To add extra time to a quiz go +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00003-00001627-00002135 into the course. Click on the submission review tab and then click quizzes from +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00004-00002135-00002825 the drop-down. Locate the quiz for which you would like to give extra time. Click +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00005-00002825-00003500 on the down arrow for that quiz and then click on Edit. Click on the restrictions +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00006-00003500-00004282 tab. At the top note that this quiz has a start date and end date also noticed +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00007-00004282-00004871 that the general settings for this quiz is a time limit of fifteen minutes. To +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00008-00004871-00005364 add extra time for specific students to this quiz we're going to scroll down to +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00009-00005364-00006246 the bottom and click on add users to special access. We're going to enter that +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00010-00006246-00007688 same start date and end date into this special access properties page +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00011-00007688-00008246 and then scroll down click on enforced time limit and in this case we're going +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00012-00008246-00008793 to double the time allotted for these particular students so instead of the 15 +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00013-00008793-00008902 minute time limit +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00014-00008902-00009317 we're going to give these students thirty minutes. +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00015-00009317-00010259 Scroll down and then check the box next to the students names. Once you're done +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00016-00010259-00011125 click on Add Special Access at the bottom. We were returned to the +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00017-00011125-00011692 restrictions tab on our page. If we scroll down we can see the two students +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00018-00011692-00012234 with the starting and end date as well as the amount of time their allotted on this +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00019-00012234-00012754 quiz. If you'd like to delete this setting click on the red X to the right +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00020-00012754-00013247 of each student if you would like to edit the Senate click on the pencil to +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00021-00013247-00013798 the right of each student once you've got your settings correct just click on +Qd0VbcOGkvQ-00022-00013798-00013937 save and close at the bottom. +Qfj1sbcxgI4-00000-00000000-00000200 AMAZING CASHIER +Qfwcd28VkbA-00000-00000069-00000957 [ Music ] +Qfwcd28VkbA-00001-00001227-00001548 >> I sort of get to know a part of these students +Qfwcd28VkbA-00002-00001548-00001791 that they might not have shared if we had been +Qfwcd28VkbA-00003-00001791-00002055 in a face-to-face lecture class. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00004-00002055-00002268 So it feels much more intimate. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00005-00002268-00002439 So I feel very lucky for that. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00006-00002439-00002846 >> It's just so amazing the relationship +Qfwcd28VkbA-00007-00002846-00002986 that you can build with students. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00008-00002986-00003266 A lot of times it's bigger than what you can get in a classroom. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00009-00003266-00003403 They open up. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00010-00003403-00003626 The fact that you can sit in your recliner in your pajamas +Qfwcd28VkbA-00011-00003626-00004033 and teach your class, and you have more time +Qfwcd28VkbA-00012-00004033-00004234 to compose your answers and go +Qfwcd28VkbA-00013-00004234-00004407 and get them things to help them. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00014-00004407-00004527 >> There's a lot of opportunity +Qfwcd28VkbA-00015-00004527-00005018 for self-driven competency based stuff. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00016-00005018-00005221 There's a lot more flexibility. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00017-00005221-00005385 Adaptive learning styles. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00018-00005385-00005515 Gamification. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00019-00005515-00005652 There's so many things, really. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00020-00005652-00005962 So it's going to be, but for me, I suppose it's just being +Qfwcd28VkbA-00021-00005962-00006176 on the precipice of it all. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00022-00006176-00006476 That's really what's exciting about it is it's almost +Qfwcd28VkbA-00023-00006476-00006643 like a singularity event happening +Qfwcd28VkbA-00024-00006643-00006756 where we're not quite sure +Qfwcd28VkbA-00025-00006756-00006883 where things are going to go in the future - +Qfwcd28VkbA-00026-00006883-00007003 >> One of the things I'm most excited +Qfwcd28VkbA-00027-00007003-00007353 about with online learning is synchronous sessions, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00028-00007353-00007540 synchronous teaching and online. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00029-00007540-00007734 I think that's a really neat opportunity +Qfwcd28VkbA-00030-00007734-00007947 to make those social connections with students +Qfwcd28VkbA-00031-00007947-00008374 in an online environment, and at MCC, we're looking to play +Qfwcd28VkbA-00032-00008374-00008478 around with that pretty soon. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00033-00008478-00008581 It's going to be exciting. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00034-00008581-00008788 >> I always learn from the students. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00035-00008788-00009065 I'm always surprised by the students. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00036-00009065-00009546 I find out about new tools that I didn't even know existed +Qfwcd28VkbA-00037-00009546-00009773 that they're always telling me about. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00038-00009773-00010016 I always feel like I'm much more hip +Qfwcd28VkbA-00039-00010016-00010290 after I complete teaching a course. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00040-00010290-00010443 >> Working for the help desk, the main thing +Qfwcd28VkbA-00041-00010443-00010620 about the online learning +Qfwcd28VkbA-00042-00010620-00010854 that it's our favorite part is actually helping people. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00043-00010854-00011164 Really, that's what we're here for is to support everyone +Qfwcd28VkbA-00044-00011164-00011424 that calls us, contacts us via e-mail, chat, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00045-00011424-00011568 anyway they want to, right. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00046-00011568-00012102 So that's the favorite part is indirectly helping people +Qfwcd28VkbA-00047-00012102-00012338 that we never see or, you know, face to face, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00048-00012338-00012585 but we know that we have a large impact with. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00049-00012585-00012715 >> The excitement that I find +Qfwcd28VkbA-00050-00012715-00013002 in online learning is just getting the people together +Qfwcd28VkbA-00051-00013002-00013223 that normally can't be physically together +Qfwcd28VkbA-00052-00013223-00013476 and getting them to think and share +Qfwcd28VkbA-00053-00013476-00013680 and understand from each other. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00054-00013680-00013977 >> The opportunities really also to start +Qfwcd28VkbA-00055-00013977-00014220 to engage faculty members, to start to think very differently +Qfwcd28VkbA-00056-00014220-00014384 about how they deliver instruction +Qfwcd28VkbA-00057-00014384-00014571 because it's not just about online. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00058-00014571-00014711 When you start to have the conversation, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00059-00014711-00014961 everything opens up, and you can really start +Qfwcd28VkbA-00060-00014961-00015315 to engage the faculty about, hey, it's the 21st century. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00061-00015315-00015495 How should we really be conducting teaching +Qfwcd28VkbA-00062-00015495-00015625 and learning today as opposed +Qfwcd28VkbA-00063-00015625-00015885 to what we were doing twenty, thirty years ago. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00064-00015885-00016473 >> For me, it's an opportunity to interact and engage +Qfwcd28VkbA-00065-00016473-00016860 with students in a way that is not possible +Qfwcd28VkbA-00066-00016860-00017140 in a face-to-face environment. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00067-00017140-00017540 It just, there are affordances to that environment +Qfwcd28VkbA-00068-00017540-00018211 where you are able to interact and engage and present content +Qfwcd28VkbA-00069-00018211-00018631 in innovative ways, and facilitate collaborations +Qfwcd28VkbA-00070-00018631-00018862 and interactions between students in ways +Qfwcd28VkbA-00071-00018862-00019082 that are not possible in the face-to-face classroom +Qfwcd28VkbA-00072-00019082-00019646 and to give feedback that is also creative +Qfwcd28VkbA-00073-00019646-00020110 and to assess students in ways that are more engaging +Qfwcd28VkbA-00074-00020110-00020373 and more personalized to them and to their interests +Qfwcd28VkbA-00075-00020373-00020483 and to the work that they do. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00076-00020483-00020687 >> My favorite thing about online learning is +Qfwcd28VkbA-00077-00020687-00021301 that it gives the flexibility to students to collaborate online +Qfwcd28VkbA-00078-00021301-00021638 and talk to each other and have that discussion, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00079-00021638-00022232 and it gives the teacher a sense of freedom to be able to do it +Qfwcd28VkbA-00080-00022232-00022492 at their own pace and the students to be able to do it +Qfwcd28VkbA-00081-00022492-00022632 at their own pace as well. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00082-00022632-00022999 >> My favorite thing would be the accessibility for students +Qfwcd28VkbA-00083-00022999-00023259 who maybe don't have the opportunity to come +Qfwcd28VkbA-00084-00023259-00023496 to campus or work full time. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00085-00023496-00023706 >> Just the access that we can give +Qfwcd28VkbA-00086-00023706-00023963 to so many other students this way. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00087-00023963-00024404 >> That you can do it anytime, anyplace, anywhere, and it, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00088-00024404-00024774 again, it gives you access, gives people access +Qfwcd28VkbA-00089-00024774-00025281 because of the flexibility to information and courses +Qfwcd28VkbA-00090-00025281-00025682 and hopefully degrees they would otherwise not have access to. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00091-00025682-00025945 >> The main reason we started online courses is +Qfwcd28VkbA-00092-00025945-00026489 to provide those people who cannot come to class and want +Qfwcd28VkbA-00093-00026489-00026696 to learn the ability to learn. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00094-00026696-00026873 So people who work all day, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00095-00026873-00027293 raise their kids all day now can learn things +Qfwcd28VkbA-00096-00027293-00027520 that they were not able to do before. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00097-00027520-00027817 >> It's allowing all of my students to find the best way +Qfwcd28VkbA-00098-00027817-00028114 for them to learn what they need to learn at the level they need +Qfwcd28VkbA-00099-00028114-00028348 to learn it in the pace that they need to learn it. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00100-00028348-00028601 >> The freedom it gives the student, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00101-00028601-00028972 to find that they can do their things at their own time. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00102-00028972-00029145 >> A lot of it you can do it at your own time. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00103-00029145-00029486 What's convenient to fit your schedule, and I think, you know, +Qfwcd28VkbA-00104-00029486-00029682 for me, too, I have a very hard time sitting +Qfwcd28VkbA-00105-00029682-00029852 in a classroom myself. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00106-00029852-00030206 So that allows me to kind of interact with the lessons +Qfwcd28VkbA-00107-00030206-00030383 and just do it at my own time. +Qfwcd28VkbA-00108-00030383-00030970 >> It gives students a way to take their education in the way +Qfwcd28VkbA-00109-00030970-00031438 that fits their lives, and if we can give them what they need +Qfwcd28VkbA-00110-00031438-00031868 in the time that they can do it, they're going to succeed. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00000-00000064-00000429 Controlling Mixamo Animation with Rigify. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00001-00000064-00000429 2/3 +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00002-00000226-00000622 In this part we'll finish up the metarig and generate the rig that will store actions. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00003-00000622-00001322 With the metarig selected, make sure you've, tabbed into edit mode. Start snapping the leg +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00004-00001322-00001809 Press the dot key [.] to snap our view to this joint, and mouse wheel out a bit +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00005-00001827-00002527 Again, be sure we snap to the base of the joints, and not the mis-oriented tail ends +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00006-00002527-00003227 We're going to box select the foot group, and then the heel joint as the active element +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00007-00003227-00003481 G, Y and Ctrl drag to snap +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00008-00003481-00003727 G, X and ctrl drag to snap +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00009-00003766-00004322 Click JUST the top joint. G, Z and control to snap the joint. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00010-00004322-00004846 Now that we've aligned everything, the rest is just snapping like before +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00011-00005346-00005694 The metarig is ready. Tab back to object mode +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00012-00005694-00006149 Shift-D to duplicate the metarig and rename it to 'offset' +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00013-00006149-00006704 The mixamo rig will drive this offset, and that will drive the rigify rig that we make. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00014-00006781-00007251 We have to edit a few changes to ensure the offset can convert the motion properly. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00015-00007276-00007602 Tab into edit mode. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00016-00007602-00008367 Select these two breast bones, these two hips bones, and the metacapals on the hands +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00017-00008449-00008977 The offset will not need these. Press X, and select 'bones' to delete +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00018-00009016-00009549 Select the mid neck bone, and press control, X to disolve +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00019-00009549-00010142 Select the head and tail joint of the base spine bone. Shift-S, Cursor to selected. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00020-00010142-00010664 Then with just the base joint, Shift-S, ' selected to Cursor' +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00021-00010664-00011417 Press E, and Y to extrude a bone from the new joint position, then name it 'spine.tail' +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00022-00011557-00012384 Rigify needs a root bone position offset like this, and this setup solves that problem. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00023-00012384-00012927 We also need to solve a similar issue in the foot but this time to fix orientation +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00024-00012927-00013452 Select the base of the toe bone and press E, Y, control to extrude and snap it to the heel. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00025-00013452-00013974 X and select 'bones' to delete the heel from the offset, as we don't need it here. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00026-00013974-00014912 Name the new bones: foot.L.heel... and foot.R.heel +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00027-00015169-00016107 Press A to select all the bones. B, control, and drag a selection to exclude these bones +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00028-00016107-00017027 Control click the heels as well to deselect them. Press Alt-P and 'Clear parent'. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00029-00017029-00017451 We broke these bones apart because it makes motion conversion more flexible up the chain +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00030-00017451-00017624 (Of each limb) +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00031-00017629-00018311 The final thing we address is the difference in direction of spine hierarchy to Mixamo. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00032-00018346-00018837 Press P, 'Keep Offset', to re-parent the base of the spine to the one above. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00033-00018837-00019529 Parent offset the tail to the bone above it as well, and now the offset rig is complete. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00034-00019831-00020682 Create a new collection and store the offset into it. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00035-00020682-00021507 If you want the rigify A frame compatability, let's disable offset for now. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00036-00021509-00022011 Disable the rig mixamo collection too. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00037-00022211-00022677 Select the T posed metarig and go to pose mode. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00038-00022677-00023001 Turn on X symmetry and snap to 'Y' +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00039-00023001-00023711 R to rotate each bone into place from your view space... +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00040-00023711-00024359 We're just rotating it roughly from eye +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00041-00024609-00025044 The hand has many bones, so we'll block the pose in. Box select the thumb. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00042-00025047-00025582 Set the Transform Pivot Point to Individual Origins. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00043-00025669-00026204 Now rotate the bones roughly into place +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00044-00026361-00026942 Select all the other fingers and we'll rotate them all at once +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00045-00027522-00028416 view by view we will angle each finger bone into place. Using the viewport gizmo and R key +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00046-00030259-00030562 It's not essentially to get them all in the right position. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00047-00030562-00030907 Rotation is what really matters. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00048-00031152-00031704 Here I align the shoulder bone positions by angling the clavical. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00049-00031704-00032859 To be honest it would have been better to maintain a parralel offset of angles +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00050-00032859-00033579 You can experiement a little with the angles as long as the lengths are the same as mixamo +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00051-00033579-00034472 We won't mess with the lower spine and legs because it's going to cause root motion issues +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00052-00034472-00034826 So focus above the chest, and snap the view to the X axis +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00053-00034826-00035719 Rotate the neck and head bones into similar angles. Rigify has a little bit of a slouch +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00054-00035736-00036451 And now we can apply the new bind pose. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00055-00036451-00036812 Pose, Apply, Apply Pose as Rest Pose +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00056-00036812-00037422 Now it's compatible with Mixamo's bone lengths and positions AND rigify's A frame pose +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00057-00037422-00037667 Jump back to object mode +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00058-00037669-00038434 Now let's isolate the offset rig and the mixamo rig in the outliner here. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00059-00038786-00039504 Select the Mixamo rig, then control click the offset rig, and activate pose mode. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00060-00039504-00040167 For the offset to follow the mixamo rig, we'll add a child constraint between the rigs. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00061-00040531-00041102 Select spine one of rigify and then Hips of mixamorig. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00062-00041102-00041277 Control-shift-C, 'Child Of'. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00063-00041277-00041959 These constraints will take the first bone selected and make them stick to the last bone +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00064-00041922-00043237 x3 +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00065-00041959-00042677 Repeat on all overlapping bones. Click, control click, Control-shift-C, 'Child Of' +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00066-00042819-00043431 The order the bones are selected is determined by how we selected in object mode. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00067-00043521-00044402 x3 +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00068-00043576-00043939 This is useful where bones are hard to pick apart, unlike the feet, head, or ... +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00069-00043939-00044277 Finger bones which are splayed in different directions. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00070-00044531-00044937 Don't forget the other side as well +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00071-00044947-00045789 With the offset rig fully constrained, go back to object mode. Let's test this out. +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00072-00045789-00046074 In the workspace menu, select the Animation Tab +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00073-00046074-00046572 Change the dope sheet to be the action editor +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00074-00046572-00047036 ...and select one of these actions +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00075-00047036-00047584 Drag the timehead to scrub through the action +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00076-00047584-00048089 It seems like we've constrained the animation correctly to the offset rig +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00077-00048089-00048654 Now we need a rig to constrain to this, so we will need to unhide our metarig +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00078-00048654-00048827 Select the metarig +QhM2MEZl8Sc-00079-00048827-00049306 In the armature section of the properties panel, select 'Generate Rig' +QjBWZnWl1fy-00000-00000392-00001008 the one thing i love about this camera is that it pops up it's nice makes me look +QjBWZnWl1fy-00001-00001008-00001848 good and it has the feature of taking a photo while you are filming which is pretty standard +QjBWZnWl1fy-00002-00001848-00002808 now but that's about it okay so this is regular 1080 not full screen so i am not using my full +QjBWZnWl1fy-00003-00002808-00003664 screen to its full advantage but i am still filming in 10 80 30 fps which is exactly the same +QjBWZnWl1fy-00004-00003664-00004352 the only difference is that it's not a full screen so with that it actually changes the +QjBWZnWl1fy-00005-00004352-00005352 way you see it and the way it films despite it actually being different so this is 1080 hd +QjBWZnWl1fy-00006-00005432-00006224 30 fps okay so now i'm filming at 720 it may look different it may not +QjBWZnWl1fy-00007-00006224-00007048 and it says this is the recommended mode i was using 10 80 30 fps the highest full resolution +QjBWZnWl1fy-00008-00007048-00008584 i could get with this phone so can it zoom in it cannot that is something that i do not enjoy +QjBWZnWl1fy-00009-00009080-00010432 so this is being filmed at 1080 30 fps and it also is using the flashlight mode because i am using +QjBWZnWl1fy-00010-00010432-00011400 the open camera the open camera i love this camera because it actually uses your own camera and it's +QjBWZnWl1fy-00011-00011400-00012056 just really good it's really nice and it gives you some good highlights and another thing that i love +QjBWZnWl1fy-00012-00012056-00012856 about this is that it's fully customizable unlike stock camera stock camera can be good do not +QjBWZnWl1fy-00013-00012856-00013640 get me wrong but if you really want to be using this camera to your full ability you should use +QjBWZnWl1fy-00014-00013719-00015584 that because you can zoom in and you cannot zoom in with the stock camera so that's good +QjBWZnWl1fy-00015-00016640-00016690 you +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00000-00001019-00001187 Jim: My name is Jim Logsdon +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00001-00001187-00001878 Jim: I'm the director of grounds custodial and events at physical plant management here on campus at California State University Northridge. +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00002-00001878-00002274 Jim: I manage approximately 124 people +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00003-00002296-00003056 Jim: In both custodial grounds departments, we have about 91 custodians 25 people in our grounds Department +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00004-00003084-00003838 Jim: An assortment of managers an assistant director an assistant that helps me with everything imaginable and we support about +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00005-00003838-00004362 Jim: 350 events a year through custodial and grounds support personnel +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00006-00004446-00004712 Jason: I'm Jason Wong. I'm the senior director of physical plant +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00007-00004842-00005496 Jason: Umm one thing that I would change about the pond is trying to structure it for what it has become not what it +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00008-00005496-00006176 Jason: What it was originally designed to do, a lot of people use the pond on a regular basis and as a result bring food and +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00009-00006176-00006376 Jason: The animals that have here become very +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00010-00006404-00006724 Jason: Used to having people around as a result +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00011-00006782-00007195 Jason: They don't leave so a lot of migratory birds that live in the area and never leave +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00012-00007259-00008122 Jason: And people feed them. So it has a lot more life in it than the pond was originally designed to to hold +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00013-00008122-00008226 Jason: As a result +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00014-00008234-00009216 Jason: If we didn't known that years ago, we would have built the pumping filtration system to be much more robust to be able to support, the amount of life. It's here now. +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00015-00009232-00009358 Jim: Umm, and of course +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00016-00009359-00009518 Jim: We have a lot of folks that +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00017-00009518-00010057 Jim: Whenever they get a duckling or whatever for Easter and it gets a little big and they don't want it they bring it here and +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00018-00010057-00010618 Jim: Sort of dump it off and and you never know what's gonna happen with those creatures and I worry about their health +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00019-00010658-00011182 Jason: Two things one enjoy the pond love it. But also please don't feed the animals +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00020-00011214-00011526 Jason: Because that actually promotes an artificial food source for them +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00021-00011568-00012242 Jason: And and actually multiplies their breeding rate and for the domestic waterfowl, or the waterfowl that never leave the migratory birds +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00022-00012276-00012720 Jason: It ends up causing problems with their breeding patterns and then +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00023-00012738-00013046 Jason: We end up with too much life here to be sustained. +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00024-00013097-00013380 Jason: I am Jason Wong the Senior Director or physical plant. I love my job +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00025-00013390-00013486 Jason: I love what I do +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00026-00013486-00013958 Jason: I work with the staff that oversees the pond as well as the our campus infrastructure and +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00027-00013968-00014168 Jason: I could not be happier doing what I'm doing +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00028-00014272-00014982 Jim: Hi, my name is Jim Logsdon. I'm the director of grounds custodial and events at physical plant management here at Cal State Northridge +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00029-00014982-00015357 Jim: I love this university. I've been a part of it for 29 years +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00030-00015357-00015947 Jim: I knew the day of the earthquake why i was one of seven people that showed up that day from physical plant that +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00031-00015976-00016176 Jim: One or two things is going to happen +QjEMbZmr3UQ-00032-00016188-00016661 Jim: Either my job was done or I was going to have a job for a long long time +QjLBrAfLpo0-00000-00000106-00000423 (singing: To destroy the works of the evil one +QjLBrAfLpo0-00001-00000430-00000834 and the kingdom of darkness with light +QjLBrAfLpo0-00002-00000844-00001284 and to rescue men from the law of sin, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00003-00001294-00001664 this is The Gospel of Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00004-00001674-00002035 To proclaim the news unto the poor) +QjLBrAfLpo0-00005-00002045-00002332 Narrator: The Gospel of Christ +QjLBrAfLpo0-00006-00002342-00002642 spreading the soul-saving message of Jesus. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00007-00002649-00002846 And now: Ben Bailey. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00008-00002852-00003173 (singing) This is The Gospel of Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00009-00003223-00003817 The Bible says, "God is not the author of confusion +QjLBrAfLpo0-00010-00003827-00004310 but of peace," 1 Corinthians 14:33. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00011-00004327-00004861 In a world filled with conflict, disagreement, and war and chaos, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00012-00004871-00005218 how wonderful it is to know that the God of the Bible +QjLBrAfLpo0-00013-00005228-00005545 is the true source of peace! We hope you'll get your Bible +QjLBrAfLpo0-00014-00005555-00005675 and stay tuned with us +QjLBrAfLpo0-00015-00005685-00005952 as we're going to think about the powerful message +QjLBrAfLpo0-00016-00005962-00006132 of the peace of God today. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00017-00006239-00006386 The peace of God +QjLBrAfLpo0-00018-00006396-00006773 is clearly seen throughout the Scripture. The Bible says +QjLBrAfLpo0-00019-00006783-00007020 in Luke 2:15 that, when +QjLBrAfLpo0-00020-00007030-00007474 Christ Jesus came into the world, the Angels proclaimed, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00021-00007484-00007767 'Peace on earth, goodwill toward men.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00022-00007777-00008074 In Philippians 4:7, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00023-00008084-00008348 the Scripture says, "The peace of God +QjLBrAfLpo0-00024-00008358-00008655 that even surpasses all understanding +QjLBrAfLpo0-00025-00008665-00008875 can guard our hearts and minds +QjLBrAfLpo0-00026-00008885-00009169 in Christ Jesus." And so throughout Scripture, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00027-00009179-00009452 the peace of God is a wonderful subject +QjLBrAfLpo0-00028-00009462-00009713 that every Christian can take comfort in. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00029-00009723-00010176 But what exactly is the peace of God? How do we +QjLBrAfLpo0-00030-00010186-00010507 obtain that peace, and what does that peace do +QjLBrAfLpo0-00031-00010517-00010630 in our lives? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00032-00010640-00010734 These are the questions +QjLBrAfLpo0-00033-00010744-00010950 that we're going to look to the Scripture +QjLBrAfLpo0-00034-00010960-00011154 for an answer for today. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00035-00011164-00011514 Let's begin by asking; what exactly is +QjLBrAfLpo0-00036-00011524-00011704 this peace of God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00037-00011714-00011918 We first know from Scripture that +QjLBrAfLpo0-00038-00011928-00012465 God is the source and the author of all peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00039-00012475-00012966 Peace comes from God himself. Notice 1 Corinthians 14, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00040-00012976-00013226 and I want you to notice what the Bible says +QjLBrAfLpo0-00041-00013236-00013419 in verse number 33. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00042-00013430-00013720 The apostle Paul writing to the church in Corinth +QjLBrAfLpo0-00043-00013730-00014384 says this, "For God is not the author of confusion, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00044-00014394-00014808 but is the author of peace as in all the churches +QjLBrAfLpo0-00045-00014818-00014931 of the saints." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00046-00014941-00015281 In a congregation that was facing a litany of problems +QjLBrAfLpo0-00047-00015291-00015555 related to worship, related to morality, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00048-00015565-00015799 Paul says 'I want you to remember this, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00049-00015809-00016129 the confusion, the chaos, the problems that are existing- +QjLBrAfLpo0-00050-00016139-00016272 those don't come from God. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00051-00016282-00016496 God's not the author of confusion. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00052-00016506-00016820 God is the author, originator, and source +QjLBrAfLpo0-00053-00016830-00016933 of peace.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00054-00016943-00017233 When we think about that peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00055-00017237-00017514 which surpasses all understanding, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00056-00017524-00017957 friend, let's realize the true source of peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00057-00017967-00018121 is Almighty God. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00058-00018131-00018441 The conflict that occurs because of sin, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00059-00018451-00018655 the conflict that occurs between +QjLBrAfLpo0-00060-00018665-00018888 man and God and man and man, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00061-00018898-00019299 doesn't occur because of God. God is the remedy +QjLBrAfLpo0-00062-00019309-00019706 for that conflict, and He is able to bring peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00063-00019716-00020036 into the lives of all men and women today. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00064-00020046-00020163 He's the true source. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00065-00020173-00020370 When we talk about 'what is peace', +QjLBrAfLpo0-00066-00020380-00020530 God's the source of peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00067-00020540-00020897 The Scripture says this in Romans 15:33. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00068-00020907-00021411 The Bible says, "Now the God of peace be with you all." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00069-00021421-00021694 You know there are a lot of titles, a lot of descriptions +QjLBrAfLpo0-00070-00021704-00022005 that are attached to God: love, kind, mercy, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00071-00022015-00022362 the God of compassion, but here's a beautiful one- +QjLBrAfLpo0-00072-00022372-00022635 the God of peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00073-00022645-00022726 as the source of it. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00074-00022736-00022852 If I want to have that peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00075-00022862-00023009 I want to know what it is; +QjLBrAfLpo0-00076-00023019-00023139 I've got to have God in my life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00077-00023149-00023650 Listen later to Romans 16:20 where the Scripture says, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00078-00023660-00024130 "And the God of peace will crush Satan under your feet +QjLBrAfLpo0-00079-00024140-00024324 shortly." Again that title +QjLBrAfLpo0-00080-00024334-00024661 being attached to our God and our +QjLBrAfLpo0-00081-00024671-00025004 Lord and Savior as well, Jesus Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00082-00025014-00025261 Now, as we ask and answer the question from Scripture: +QjLBrAfLpo0-00083-00025271-00025445 What is the peace of God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00084-00025455-00025662 We know that God himself is peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00085-00025672-00026156 but let's also realize that our Lord Jesus Christ is +QjLBrAfLpo0-00086-00026166-00026553 the Prince of Peace. He also is a big part of the reason +QjLBrAfLpo0-00087-00026563-00026760 we can have peace. I want you to notice +QjLBrAfLpo0-00088-00026770-00027040 the words of Isaiah chapter 9 +QjLBrAfLpo0-00089-00027050-00027297 prophetically speaking about Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00090-00027307-00027644 In Isaiah 9:6 the Scripture records this, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00091-00027650-00027984 "For unto us a child is born, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00092-00027994-00028301 Unto us a son is given; +QjLBrAfLpo0-00093-00028311-00028605 and the government will be upon His shoulder. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00094-00028615-00029005 His name will be Wonderful, Counselor, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00095-00029015-00029379 Mighty God, Everlasting Father," notice this, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00096-00029389-00029696 "Prince of Peace." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00097-00029706-00030183 No wonder in Luke 2:15, when Christ came into the world, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00098-00030193-00030563 the angels proclaimed 'Peace on earth.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00099-00030573-00030944 Jesus is the bringer of peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00100-00030954-00031281 The division, the war, the enmity +QjLBrAfLpo0-00101-00031291-00031541 that existed between God and man, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00102-00031551-00032008 Jesus bridges that gap and makes peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00103-00032018-00032278 between God and man. And so, He truly is +QjLBrAfLpo0-00104-00032288-00032389 the Prince of Peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00105-00032399-00032529 Now, as we think about peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00106-00032539-00032922 what else do we know about peace and the peace of God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00107-00032932-00033349 Friend, peace is something that must be made. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00108-00033359-00033690 It's something that must occur; something has to +QjLBrAfLpo0-00109-00033700-00034107 to help bring peace. What is it that makes peace? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00110-00034117-00034377 James 3:18 teaches us this. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00111-00034387-00034621 "Now the fruit of righteousness +QjLBrAfLpo0-00112-00034631-00035064 is sown in peace by those who make peace." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00113-00035071-00035348 In Matthew chapter 5, we're referred to as +QjLBrAfLpo0-00114-00035361-00035585 the 'peacemakers.' Peace doesn't just +QjLBrAfLpo0-00115-00035595-00035708 automatically occur. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00116-00035712-00035822 It's not just something that one day, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00117-00035835-00035952 you wake up and it exists. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00118-00035962-00036409 Peace is made and ultimately that peace is made +QjLBrAfLpo0-00119-00036419-00036569 by the blood of Christ +QjLBrAfLpo0-00120-00036579-00036983 and by the truth that we obey where peace occurs +QjLBrAfLpo0-00121-00036993-00037407 when forgiveness of sins is made, Acts 2:38. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00122-00037417-00037741 Now as we think about the peace of God, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00123-00037744-00037961 I also want you to realize this with me, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00124-00037971-00038351 the Scripture teaches there is a correct way +QjLBrAfLpo0-00125-00038361-00038705 to receive and obtain God's peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00126-00038715-00039212 I want you to notice Luke 1:79. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00127-00039222-00039539 The Bible says prophetically speaking about Christ and His +QjLBrAfLpo0-00128-00039549-00039909 ultimate coming into the world, that 'He would give light +QjLBrAfLpo0-00129-00039919-00040123 to those who sit in darkness +QjLBrAfLpo0-00130-00040133-00040346 and the shadow of death' (Now watch this) +QjLBrAfLpo0-00131-00040356-00040860 'to guide our feet into the way of peace.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00132-00040870-00041124 Friend, not every way, not every avenue, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00133-00041134-00041344 not every method or approach +QjLBrAfLpo0-00134-00041354-00041671 that man takes, even when he tries, brings to peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00135-00041681-00041838 that leads to peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00136-00041848-00042245 Sometimes it actually will lead to further conflict. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00137-00042255-00042465 But what about the peace of God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00138-00042475-00042776 What is the peace of God? There is a way +QjLBrAfLpo0-00139-00042786-00043019 that brings one to the peace of God +QjLBrAfLpo0-00140-00043029-00043393 and that way is centered around Jesus Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00141-00043403-00043556 Are we on the correct way? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00142-00043566-00043933 Do you remember the words of Jesus that tie directly to this? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00143-00043943-00044734 In John 14:6 Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, the life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00144-00044744-00045088 No man comes to the Father except by me." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00145-00045098-00045285 We talk about the way of peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00146-00045295-00045588 and then we notice Jesus is the way +QjLBrAfLpo0-00147-00045598-00045855 we're told from Scripture clearly +QjLBrAfLpo0-00148-00045869-00046219 that the only way to have the peace of God in our lives +QjLBrAfLpo0-00149-00046229-00046479 is to have Christ in our lives as well. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00150-00046489-00046649 And so, what is the peace of God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00151-00046659-00047010 Friend, as we look to Scripture, we also learn that +QjLBrAfLpo0-00152-00047020-00047257 our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ +QjLBrAfLpo0-00153-00047267-00047497 actually preached peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00154-00047507-00047740 I want you to think about the message of Jesus: +QjLBrAfLpo0-00155-00047750-00048194 a message of hope, a message of joy, a message of forgiveness, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00156-00048204-00048468 and a message that through Him, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00157-00048478-00048782 men and women could obtain and access +QjLBrAfLpo0-00158-00048792-00049245 God's peace. Listen to Ephesians 2:17. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00159-00049255-00049532 The Bible says "And He, Jesus, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00160-00049542-00050009 came and preached 'Peace to you who were afar off +QjLBrAfLpo0-00161-00050019-00050140 and to those who were near.'" +QjLBrAfLpo0-00162-00050150-00050426 What what did Jesus preach? He preached the good news. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00163-00050440-00050593 He preached the gospel. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00164-00050603-00050840 He preached the message of salvation, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00165-00050850-00051047 a message of obedience to God, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00166-00051057-00051237 and salvation in His name. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00167-00051247-00051644 And friend, that message is peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00168-00051651-00051978 It brings peace between God and man. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00169-00051988-00052212 Paul said virtually the same thing. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00170-00052222-00052602 In Acts 10:36 the Bible says, "The word, which +QjLBrAfLpo0-00171-00052605-00052886 God sent to the children of Israel," listen now, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00172-00052886-00053366 "preaching peace through Jesus Christ that He +QjLBrAfLpo0-00173-00053366-00053593 is Lord of all." And so, there's a way. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00174-00053600-00053940 There is a message that's preached and that message is +QjLBrAfLpo0-00175-00053950-00054194 the message of our Lord and Savior +QjLBrAfLpo0-00176-00054204-00054671 Jesus Christ and the hope and joy of Christianity in Him. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00177-00054677-00054858 You know, when we hear about sin, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00178-00054867-00055165 that's a negative and discouraging message. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00179-00055175-00055465 "The wages of sin is death" Romans 6:23. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00180-00055475-00055805 "All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God", +QjLBrAfLpo0-00181-00055819-00056172 Romans 3:23 and and that that brings conflict, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00182-00056179-00056432 that brings chaos, that brings separation +QjLBrAfLpo0-00183-00056439-00056559 between God and man. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00184-00056566-00056769 But when we hear these words, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00185-00056776-00056986 "He, Himself, Jesus +QjLBrAfLpo0-00186-00056993-00057347 Himself, bore our sins in His own body upon the tree +QjLBrAfLpo0-00187-00057350-00057567 that we through Him might be made the rights +QjLBrAfLpo0-00188-00057574-00057891 the righteousness of God," 1 Peter 2:24. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00189-00057897-00058294 That brings peace and conflict is resolved +QjLBrAfLpo0-00190-00058298-00058588 in our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Now, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00191-00058595-00058765 let's realize this as well: +QjLBrAfLpo0-00192-00058771-00059142 the Scripture says that Christianity is +QjLBrAfLpo0-00193-00059145-00059369 the way of peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00194-00059375-00059939 I want you to notice Romans 3:17. As Paul talks about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00195-00059946-00060233 the power of the gospel, Romans 1:16, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00196-00060236-00060426 I'm not ashamed of the gospel of Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00197-00060430-00060747 And he shows that both Gentiles and Jews +QjLBrAfLpo0-00198-00060750-00061124 and all men need the gospel, need Christianity. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00199-00061134-00061384 Here's what he says in Romans 3:17 +QjLBrAfLpo0-00200-00061391-00061881 "And the way of peace of the Jews," he says, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00201-00061888-00062225 "they have not known." What is that way of peace? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00202-00062235-00062562 That way of peace is Christianity. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00203-00062572-00063049 It is the good news that the gospel saves men and women +QjLBrAfLpo0-00204-00063052-00063279 from their sins. In fact, the gospel +QjLBrAfLpo0-00205-00063283-00063606 and its powerful message, it's the core +QjLBrAfLpo0-00206-00063613-00064013 of what peace is. Listen to Ephesians 6:17, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00207-00064013-00064294 "and having shod your feet," Paul says, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00208-00064300-00064691 "with the preparation of the gospel of peace." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00209-00064701-00065261 The good news: God sent His Son to a sinful world +QjLBrAfLpo0-00210-00065271-00065769 to live a perfect life to be a prime example of how to live +QjLBrAfLpo0-00211-00065772-00066035 to make that ultimate sacrifice +QjLBrAfLpo0-00212-00066045-00066359 on Calvary for the redemption of sins. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00213-00066369-00066656 That gospel message is +QjLBrAfLpo0-00214-00066666-00066923 the peace of the gospel, the peace of God +QjLBrAfLpo0-00215-00066933-00067033 in a nutshell. And so, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00216-00067043-00067257 when we talk about the gospel and peace being +QjLBrAfLpo0-00217-00067267-00067440 so uniquely tied together, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00218-00067450-00067904 it is indeed a beautiful image found in the gospel +QjLBrAfLpo0-00219-00067914-00068174 of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00220-00068184-00068358 Now think with me about this for just a moment. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00221-00068368-00068545 When we think about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00222-00068555-00068828 the question: What is the peace of God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00223-00068838-00069259 Let's also realize that peace, in its basic +QjLBrAfLpo0-00224-00069269-00069742 idea; peace in its basic principle is a bond +QjLBrAfLpo0-00225-00069752-00070163 between God and man. It is a binding together +QjLBrAfLpo0-00226-00070173-00070887 of God and man as seen in Scripture. Notice Ephesians 4:3. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00227-00070897-00071184 The Bible says that 'Christians are endeavoring +QjLBrAfLpo0-00228-00071194-00071421 to keep the unity of the spirit' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00229-00071427-00071835 'in the bond of peace.' Here's a very unique idea, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00230-00071845-00072342 peace is that which bonds, which holds, which ties together +QjLBrAfLpo0-00231-00072352-00072659 God and man and brings peace. When we think of a bond +QjLBrAfLpo0-00232-00072669-00072986 maybe think of something that attaches two pieces of +QjLBrAfLpo0-00233-00072996-00073163 another item together. For example: +QjLBrAfLpo0-00234-00073173-00073386 we might think in the sense of a welder. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00235-00073396-00073606 A welder has two pieces of metal. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00236-00073616-00073903 He wants to weld those two pieces of metal together, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00237-00073913-00074284 and he takes a welding rod and heat in the process and by that +QjLBrAfLpo0-00238-00074294-00074561 he binds two pieces of metal together. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00239-00074571-00075058 Those pieces of metal are now uniquely tied to each other. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00240-00075068-00075341 We've got God. We've got man. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00241-00075351-00075745 Sin made a separation between the two. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00242-00075748-00076025 What is it that binds them together? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00243-00076035-00076413 The peace of God binds them together. They're bound together +QjLBrAfLpo0-00244-00076423-00076880 by God's amazing peace that is found in the sacrifice +QjLBrAfLpo0-00245-00076890-00077133 of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Now, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00246-00077143-00077427 what else is peace? How else will we define peace? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00247-00077433-00077550 Friend, the Bible and +QjLBrAfLpo0-00248-00077560-00077827 naturally, as we think about the definition itself, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00249-00077837-00078007 peace is the absence +QjLBrAfLpo0-00250-00078017-00078384 of conflict. When I think about peace, I think about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00251-00078394-00078598 tranquility. I think about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00252-00078608-00078915 nobody disagreeing or fighting, not having any conflict, or +QjLBrAfLpo0-00253-00078925-00079426 chaos, or war in one's life. And in the spiritual sense, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00254-00079436-00079706 the Bible also uses that definition. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00255-00079716-00080056 Look at what Jesus said in Matthew 10:34. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00256-00080066-00080350 "Do not think that I came to bring peace on earth. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00257-00080363-00080760 I did not come to bring peace but a sword." And so, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00258-00080770-00080927 here we've got the idea that there is a +QjLBrAfLpo0-00259-00080934-00081177 certain amount of conflict that is created by +QjLBrAfLpo0-00260-00081184-00081457 obedience to the gospel, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00261-00081467-00081714 but also peace is the absence +QjLBrAfLpo0-00262-00081724-00082011 of that conflict. When Jesus brought peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00263-00082021-00082368 He wasn't trying to create peace between governments. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00264-00082378-00082802 He wasn't trying to create peace necessarily in wartime. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00265-00082812-00083179 Jesus brings the absence of conflict +QjLBrAfLpo0-00266-00083189-00083489 spiritually. 'Don't think that I came to bring peace on the earth +QjLBrAfLpo0-00267-00083506-00083796 in a physical sense.' He came to bring peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00268-00083806-00084027 spiritually speaking. As Christians, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00269-00084037-00084467 we can have that peace by obedience to the gospel. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00270-00084474-00084737 Friend, as we think about the meaning and definition +QjLBrAfLpo0-00271-00084747-00085024 of peace in the Scripture, let's also realize that +QjLBrAfLpo0-00272-00085034-00085505 we will define peace as a as an absolute state of calm +QjLBrAfLpo0-00273-00085515-00085879 spiritually speaking an absolute state of calm +QjLBrAfLpo0-00274-00085885-00085975 in our lives. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00275-00086009-00086232 Let me give you an example of that from the life of Jesus. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00276-00086242-00086523 I want you to think to Mark chapter 4 for just a moment. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00277-00086533-00087000 And Jesus is now out on the Sea of Galilee +QjLBrAfLpo0-00278-00087010-00087350 with His disciples. A great storm arises. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00279-00087360-00087690 Jesus is asleep in the ship as the text tells us, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00280-00087700-00087891 and the disciples are worried. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00281-00087901-00088037 Looks like the boat's going to sink. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00282-00088047-00088264 The waves are going to crash over the sea. And so, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00283-00088274-00088511 they say to the Lord, 'Don't you care that we're about to +QjLBrAfLpo0-00284-00088521-00088915 drown in the sea?' in essence, suffer shipwreck, and die. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00285-00088925-00089419 The Bible says in Mark 4:39 "then Jesus arose, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00286-00089429-00089719 rebuked the wind, and said to the sea +QjLBrAfLpo0-00287-00089729-00089993 'Peace, be still,' now watch this, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00288-00090003-00090350 'and the wind ceased, and there was a great calm.'" +QjLBrAfLpo0-00289-00090360-00090547 When we think about peace, we think about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00290-00090557-00091044 having that great calm in our lives spiritually speaking. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00291-00091054-00091347 There's a lot as we said of conflict, chaos, war, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00292-00091357-00091694 disagreements, fighting in the world around us. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00293-00091704-00092105 But spiritually speaking, as a child of God, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00294-00092115-00092659 we can have that serenity and that calm in our life +QjLBrAfLpo0-00295-00092669-00092789 through the Lord Jesus Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00296-00092799-00092936 That doesn't mean there's not to be problems. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00297-00092946-00093036 That doesn't mean that +QjLBrAfLpo0-00298-00093046-00093189 there aren't going to be things that arise +QjLBrAfLpo0-00299-00093199-00093349 to try to sway us off the +QjLBrAfLpo0-00300-00093359-00093586 straight and narrow, off the path of peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00301-00093596-00093710 and the way of peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00302-00093720-00094160 But I can possess that great calm that Jesus +QjLBrAfLpo0-00303-00094170-00094564 caused to occur miraculously on the Sea of Galilee. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00304-00094574-00094731 Spiritually speaking, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00305-00094741-00094984 I can have that calm, that tranquility, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00306-00094994-00095248 and that serenity in my life +QjLBrAfLpo0-00307-00095258-00095615 by obedience to the gospel of our Lord and Savior. Now, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00308-00095625-00095805 let's ask another question. We kind of see +QjLBrAfLpo0-00309-00095815-00095999 how the Bible defines peace and +QjLBrAfLpo0-00310-00096009-00096192 what are some of the characteristics of it. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00311-00096202-00096462 Let's now ask: How do I obtain this peace? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00312-00096472-00096676 What a wonderful attribute peace is! +QjLBrAfLpo0-00313-00096686-00096796 I want peace in my life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00314-00096806-00096963 You want peace in your life, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00315-00096973-00097163 especially spiritually speaking. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00316-00097173-00097540 How do I obtain the peace of God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00317-00097550-00097754 Friend, the wonderful news is this: +QjLBrAfLpo0-00318-00097764-00098081 that peace that can be obtained +QjLBrAfLpo0-00319-00098091-00098551 is available for all men everywhere to obtain it. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00320-00098561-00099062 Listen to Luke 2:14-15. The angel said, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00321-00099072-00099529 "Glory to God in the highest and on earth, peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00322-00099539-00099836 and goodwill toward men." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00323-00099846-00100180 The peace of God is now on earth +QjLBrAfLpo0-00324-00100190-00100386 through the sacrifice and life +QjLBrAfLpo0-00325-00100396-00100723 of our Lord and Savior. And all men upon the face of the earth +QjLBrAfLpo0-00326-00100733-00101107 can have that peace that comes through Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00327-00101117-00101284 I want you to think for just a minute also +QjLBrAfLpo0-00328-00101294-00101734 about the words of John 14:27. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00329-00101744-00101965 Look at what Jesus said to His disciples. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00330-00101975-00102242 'Peace I leave with you. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00331-00102248-00102428 My peace I give to you; +QjLBrAfLpo0-00332-00102438-00102672 not as the world gives do I give to you. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00333-00102682-00102852 Let not your heart be troubled, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00334-00102862-00103052 neither let it be afraid." Jesus said, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00335-00103062-00103229 "I'm going to leave my peace with you +QjLBrAfLpo0-00336-00103239-00103366 that peace I'm going to give you." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00337-00103376-00103580 And He says 'I'm not talking about worldly peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00338-00103590-00103703 I'm not talking about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00339-00103713-00103960 resolution conflict in governments and +QjLBrAfLpo0-00340-00103970-00104140 and problems like unto that.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00341-00104150-00104597 Spiritual peace is available from God, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00342-00104607-00105048 from Jesus and is here for all men everywhere +QjLBrAfLpo0-00343-00105054-00105164 to access. Friend, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00344-00105171-00105348 here's what we're talking about, knowing +QjLBrAfLpo0-00345-00105358-00105638 that a person has been redeemed of their sins, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00346-00105648-00106009 knowing that the consequences of those sins +QjLBrAfLpo0-00347-00106019-00106222 cannot hurt us as a child of God, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00348-00106232-00106442 and knowing that we have God +QjLBrAfLpo0-00349-00106452-00106666 and His power and His might on our side +QjLBrAfLpo0-00350-00106676-00106880 ought to bring peace into our lives. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00351-00106890-00107080 I can lay down at night and know +QjLBrAfLpo0-00352-00107090-00107363 and have a certain sense of serenity and tranquility +QjLBrAfLpo0-00353-00107373-00107694 knowing that I have, as a child of God, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00354-00107704-00108061 obtained access to God's peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00355-00108071-00108384 by Christ and by living the way God wants me to. Now, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00356-00108394-00108628 we mentioned again, as we think about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00357-00108638-00108915 obtaining this idea of peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00358-00108922-00109215 let's realize that Jesus is +QjLBrAfLpo0-00359-00109225-00109449 that peace. If I want to obtain this peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00360-00109459-00109969 I've got to have Jesus in my life. Listen to John 16:33. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00361-00109979-00110306 Jesus said "These things I've spoken to you, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00362-00110316-00110773 listen now, "in me, you may have peace. In the world +QjLBrAfLpo0-00363-00110780-00110964 you will have tribulation or trouble. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00364-00110967-00111110 Be of good cheer +QjLBrAfLpo0-00365-00111114-00111357 I've overcome the world." Jesus said, 'I've told you about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00366-00111364-00111718 all these things, My life, My death, My resurrection, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00367-00111724-00111958 about sending the Holy Spirit, about My word, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00368-00111961-00112148 and in Me you can have peace.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00369-00112155-00112285 He says, 'don't worry, in the world +QjLBrAfLpo0-00370-00112288-00112445 yes, you're going to have trouble. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00371-00112448-00112839 But in Christ, one can have true peace.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00372-00112842-00113323 Ephesians 2:14 puts it this way: of Christ it says, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00373-00113336-00113813 "For He Himself is our peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00374-00113823-00114057 who's made both one Jew and Gentile +QjLBrAfLpo0-00375-00114067-00114390 and has broken down the middle wall of separation." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00376-00114400-00114664 Friend, as we think about obtaining this peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00377-00114674-00114978 it's a process that is very unique. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00378-00114988-00115195 But it's a process that's tied to Jesus. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00379-00115201-00115345 How do I obtain peace? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00380-00115355-00115622 Friend, I've got to have Jesus in my life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00381-00115632-00116065 I've got to be in Christ to obtain that peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00382-00116075-00116449 Friend, the Bible clearly teaches +QjLBrAfLpo0-00383-00116459-00116633 how I get into Christ. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00384-00116643-00116960 Galatians 3:27 says, "For as many of us +QjLBrAfLpo0-00385-00116970-00117393 as were baptized into Christ have clothed ourselves +QjLBrAfLpo0-00386-00117403-00117707 with Christ." And so, we think today about the +QjLBrAfLpo0-00387-00117717-00117994 powerful peace of God, what it is, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00388-00118004-00118344 how it's obtained in our Lord Jesus Christ. You know, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00389-00118354-00118905 the Bible actually mentions the exact moment in time +QjLBrAfLpo0-00390-00118915-00119045 when peace occurred. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00391-00119055-00119419 Did you know that peace occurred at the very moment +QjLBrAfLpo0-00392-00119429-00119539 of the cross? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00393-00119549-00119889 I want you to listen to the words of Colossians 2:14. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00394-00119893-00120106 The Bible again says of Christ +QjLBrAfLpo0-00395-00120116-00120496 "And by Him, by Christ, to reconcile +QjLBrAfLpo0-00396-00120506-00120980 all things to Himself by Him whether things on earth +QjLBrAfLpo0-00397-00120980-00121424 or whether things in heaven," now listen, "having made peace +QjLBrAfLpo0-00398-00121437-00121754 through the blood of His cross." Where's the moment in time +QjLBrAfLpo0-00399-00121764-00121925 where peace was made? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00400-00121935-00122305 When the blood of Jesus, now friend, you think about this, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00401-00122315-00122665 when Jesus is taken up that hill to Calvary +QjLBrAfLpo0-00402-00122675-00123022 on Golgatha there, and they take His hands and His feet, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00403-00123032-00123363 and they nail Him to that cruel Roman cross. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00404-00123373-00123836 And He hangs there in agony and the precious blood of Jesus +QjLBrAfLpo0-00405-00123847-00124117 flows down freely from the cross. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00406-00124127-00124517 The Bible says that Jesus, at that moment in time, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00407-00124527-00124871 made peace through the blood of the cross. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00408-00124881-00125238 What a beautiful idea. That in itself is about +QjLBrAfLpo0-00409-00125248-00125522 the peace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, and +QjLBrAfLpo0-00410-00125532-00125882 how we can have access to that peace. And so, friend, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00411-00125892-00126095 here's what we ask you to think about today, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00412-00126105-00126299 we've seen the power of God's peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00413-00126309-00126553 We've looked at the Scripture to define +QjLBrAfLpo0-00414-00126563-00126786 exactly what that peace is. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00415-00126796-00127273 Now we ask ourselves, do we really have +QjLBrAfLpo0-00416-00127283-00127500 that peace in our lives? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00417-00127510-00127727 Friend, you can be sure +QjLBrAfLpo0-00418-00127740-00128071 the devil wants you to have discord, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00419-00128081-00128434 disunity, and chaos and war in your life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00420-00128444-00128658 In fact, he's going to do everything possible +QjLBrAfLpo0-00421-00128668-00128858 to create that through sin. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00422-00128868-00129078 He is like that roaring lion +QjLBrAfLpo0-00423-00129088-00129479 seeking to wreak havoc in my life and yours. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00424-00129489-00129849 The Bible says in Luke 22:31 Jesus speaking to +QjLBrAfLpo0-00425-00129859-00130003 Simon Peter there He said, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00426-00130013-00130266 'Simon, Simon, Satan's desire to have you +QjLBrAfLpo0-00427-00130276-00130440 that he may sift you as wheat.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00428-00130450-00130683 It is absolutely the case +QjLBrAfLpo0-00429-00130693-00131014 that the devil wants to wreak and create havoc +QjLBrAfLpo0-00430-00131024-00131234 and disunity and discord and +QjLBrAfLpo0-00431-00131244-00131548 and the absence of peace in my life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00432-00131558-00131995 But the good news is this: by obedience to the gospel +QjLBrAfLpo0-00433-00132005-00132462 and through the marvelous sacrifice of our Lord, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00434-00132472-00132665 I can have that peace. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00435-00132675-00133079 Friend we ask you to stop and think about your own life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00436-00133089-00133560 What's it like right now? Do you really have that peace? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00437-00133573-00134000 Do you have the the absolute calm spiritually +QjLBrAfLpo0-00438-00134010-00134147 that God wants you to have in your life? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00439-00134157-00134517 Do you have that serenity and tranquility +QjLBrAfLpo0-00440-00134527-00134707 that only comes +QjLBrAfLpo0-00441-00134717-00134884 through our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00442-00134894-00135178 Maybe you're thinking right now that's the opposite of my life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00443-00135188-00135492 Right now, spiritually speaking, my life's a mess. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00444-00135502-00135682 My life is not where it needs to be. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00445-00135692-00136246 I have doubts. I have worries. I have concerns. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00446-00136252-00136609 I have anxiety, and spiritually I'm a wreck. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00447-00136619-00136836 Friend, the good news is that you can today +QjLBrAfLpo0-00448-00136846-00137213 have the peace of Christ in your life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00449-00137223-00137297 How we do that? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00450-00137307-00137600 Remember to have the peace of God; +QjLBrAfLpo0-00451-00137610-00137784 you've got have Christ in your life. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00452-00137794-00138031 Maybe you don't have that peace, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00453-00138041-00138381 because you have never really obeyed +QjLBrAfLpo0-00454-00138391-00138641 the gospel message of salvation. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00455-00138651-00138791 If Jesus is the way, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00456-00138801-00139088 the truth, and the life and that way leads to peace- +QjLBrAfLpo0-00457-00139098-00139352 then friend, we've got to obey the gospel +QjLBrAfLpo0-00458-00139355-00139646 that Jesus clearly teaches us. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00459-00139656-00139926 And so, we ask you today to consider, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00460-00139936-00140066 have you obeyed +QjLBrAfLpo0-00461-00140076-00140343 the gospel of Jesus Christ? Maybe you're thinking, 'Well +QjLBrAfLpo0-00462-00140353-00140567 what do I do to obey the gospel?' Or maybe I +QjLBrAfLpo0-00463-00140577-00140850 thought that I have, and I'm wondering about that. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00464-00140860-00141247 Friend, here's what the Bible says one must do +QjLBrAfLpo0-00465-00141257-00141641 to become a Christian: First, you've got to hear +QjLBrAfLpo0-00466-00141651-00142031 the all-powerful message of our Lord and Savior. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00467-00142041-00142542 The Bible says in Romans 10:17 "Faith comes by hearing +QjLBrAfLpo0-00468-00142552-00142972 and hearing by the word of God." I know faith is essential +QjLBrAfLpo0-00469-00142982-00143263 for Hebrews 11:6 says 'without faith, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00470-00143273-00143449 it's impossible to please God.' +QjLBrAfLpo0-00471-00143459-00143686 Whatever way by which I get faith +QjLBrAfLpo0-00472-00143696-00143813 is also essential. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00473-00143823-00144227 Faith comes by hearing the word of God. Have you listened +QjLBrAfLpo0-00474-00144237-00144514 to the message of the New Testament? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00475-00144524-00144801 If so, are you willing to put faith in that +QjLBrAfLpo0-00476-00144811-00144954 and believe in Jesus? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00477-00144964-00145174 Jesus said "Unless you believe that I'm He, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00478-00145184-00145545 you'll surely die in your sins," John 8:24. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00479-00145555-00145892 Have you really believed that Jesus is the Savior +QjLBrAfLpo0-00480-00145902-00146049 of the world? If so, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00481-00146059-00146436 are you willing to repent of sin in your life +QjLBrAfLpo0-00482-00146446-00146699 turn from it, do your best to stop doing it, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00483-00146709-00146863 and turn to God? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00484-00146873-00147240 Jesus said in Luke 13:3 "Unless you repent, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00485-00147250-00147420 you will all likewise perish." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00486-00147430-00147757 Having repented would you do what the Ethiopian eunuch did +QjLBrAfLpo0-00487-00147767-00147927 and confess with your mouth +QjLBrAfLpo0-00488-00147937-00148428 that Jesus is Lord and Savior, Acts 8:37-39? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00489-00148438-00148955 And having done all that to get into Christ, where peace is, +QjLBrAfLpo0-00490-00148965-00149158 would you be immersed in water +QjLBrAfLpo0-00491-00149169-00149425 for the forgiveness of your sins +QjLBrAfLpo0-00492-00149435-00149656 which bring war and fights? +QjLBrAfLpo0-00493-00149666-00150016 The Bible says in Acts 2:38, "Repent +QjLBrAfLpo0-00494-00150026-00150513 and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ +QjLBrAfLpo0-00495-00150523-00150747 for the remission of your sins." +QjLBrAfLpo0-00496-00150757-00150887 Maybe you've never done that. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00497-00150897-00151117 Maybe you've never obeyed the gospel and +QjLBrAfLpo0-00498-00151127-00151324 contacted the blood of Jesus +QjLBrAfLpo0-00499-00151334-00151671 which brings peace, Colossians 2:14. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00500-00151674-00151851 You can do that today. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00501-00151855-00152031 You can become a Christian. +QjLBrAfLpo0-00502-00152041-00152432 You can remove all the doubt and the worry +QjLBrAfLpo0-00503-00152442-00152845 and the discord in your life that Satan and sin brings +QjLBrAfLpo0-00504-00152855-00153162 and have the peace of God- if you will simply +QjLBrAfLpo0-00505-00153172-00153483 obey the gospel. 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know even though it hasn't been +R8e7mQZ86cu-00054-00043744-00044192 confirmed but we we we all know that richard donald will be taking over like this is it's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00055-00044192-00044576 not surprised but yeah guys those as well for tuning in as well big up to you member let me +R8e7mQZ86cu-00056-00044576-00045224 share the screen let's go straight into that that statement that ed woodward himself made because +R8e7mQZ86cu-00057-00045224-00045800 there are some suspect things that he said that just truly contradicts yourself and of course +R8e7mQZ86cu-00058-00045800-00046272 this was released on a manchester united website guys you could score on my night.com you have to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00059-00046272-00046904 scroll down if you want to see it for yourself um you'll see it's titled success on the pitch +R8e7mQZ86cu-00060-00046904-00047472 is our priority says woodward even they put it as a title you know they wanted us to see it so +R8e7mQZ86cu-00061-00047472-00047888 we can read and be like you know what the admin they wanted us to see it so we can react you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00062-00047888-00048592 to make us feel like get outraged and be like are you pissing me off ed you really pissing me +R8e7mQZ86cu-00063-00048592-00049288 off but of course ed woodward has issued a running cry too fast about retreat rating that manchester +R8e7mQZ86cu-00064-00049288-00049792 united's commitment to deliver footballing success which of course guys you probably think +R8e7mQZ86cu-00065-00049928-00050552 you're committed to commit in your committing to deliver football and success we ain't seen that +R8e7mQZ86cu-00066-00050552-00051152 for god six seven damn yes you know we we really want to believe this but a lot of men united fans +R8e7mQZ86cu-00067-00051152-00051752 right now guys do you not believe in in this nonsense that edward was saying right now in his +R8e7mQZ86cu-00068-00051752-00052455 statement let me big up to everyone as well that i'll wave in as well you know let me just wave +R8e7mQZ86cu-00069-00052455-00053176 back on instagram live as well guys you know i'm out here doing some true tremendous work right now +R8e7mQZ86cu-00070-00053176-00053760 so yeah man bigger to the guys who are tuning on twitch as well we'll throw up your emotes as well +R8e7mQZ86cu-00071-00053760-00054304 but as you can see guys he says it says in a statement accompanying the club first quarter +R8e7mQZ86cu-00072-00054304-00054928 financial result woodward said in the club was emerging from the pandemic in a strong position +R8e7mQZ86cu-00073-00054928-00055448 of course no surprise there edward wood you know the club was always going to do well +R8e7mQZ86cu-00074-00055448-00056200 during kovid you know because merchandise make money their name sells everything sells birthdays +R8e7mQZ86cu-00075-00056200-00056808 they sold their naming rights for their training ground for almost 300 million that's not normal +R8e7mQZ86cu-00076-00056808-00057344 that is not normal who wants to sponsor someone's training ground people want to sponsor manchester +R8e7mQZ86cu-00077-00057344-00057879 united's training ground so yeah i'm not surprised with that mentioned doing well during the pandemic +R8e7mQZ86cu-00078-00057879-00058488 you know keeping this strong i know we made some loss but it's not as bad as other teams were guys +R8e7mQZ86cu-00079-00058552-00059088 teams like liverpool couldn't even spend in the summer to attract players you know we spent 75 +R8e7mQZ86cu-00080-00059088-00059591 million you know that says a lot you know we spent 75 million we bought for random that's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00081-00059591-00059967 over 100 million you know and and of course during the pandemic here that's a lot of +R8e7mQZ86cu-00082-00059967-00060520 money but of course as we was reading guys the result shows a rise in overall revenue driving +R8e7mQZ86cu-00083-00060520-00060967 driven by increased match day and commercial income following the return of fans to old +R8e7mQZ86cu-00084-00060967-00061616 trafford this season however this executive vice chairman stressed that the most important result +R8e7mQZ86cu-00085-00061712-00062472 with those on the pitch i wish he believed the things his secretary or his admin writes for him +R8e7mQZ86cu-00086-00062472-00062912 so he can read it out to the guys i wish he really believed in him but even he read him +R8e7mQZ86cu-00087-00062912-00063616 reading out to the guys to the to the to the the board um the shareholders all the investment guys +R8e7mQZ86cu-00088-00063672-00064160 you know he don't believe in it do you believe in it do you believe that odor believes in the things +R8e7mQZ86cu-00089-00064160-00064808 that he reads regarding the football side of the of the matter no he don't like he really don't but +R8e7mQZ86cu-00090-00064808-00065560 us let's just highlight his quotes the ed woodward quotes ed said while these financial results today +R8e7mQZ86cu-00091-00065560-00066408 demonstrates our resilience through the pandemic our top priority is success on the pitch says +R8e7mQZ86cu-00092-00066408-00067200 mr ed woodward edward wanted success on a bit he said the close priority guys is success on the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00093-00067200-00067896 pitch when i beg to do for have we been successful for seven years on the pitch hell no we've been +R8e7mQZ86cu-00094-00067896-00068448 trying to find ourselves it's been finding nemo with bench united it's been jackie chan who am +R8e7mQZ86cu-00095-00068448-00068864 i you know we've been trying to find ourselves for seven years the type of football that we +R8e7mQZ86cu-00096-00068864-00069360 want to play and etc the manager that we want the type of players that we want we've been trying to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00097-00069360-00069968 find ourselves to gain success on the pitch after a manager after hiring the wrong manager of the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00098-00069968-00070672 net coaches and et cetera you are now saying that boy your top priority is success on the pitch +R8e7mQZ86cu-00099-00070792-00071320 what a load of [ __ ] honestly speaking guys that is a load of [ __ ] there that edward +R8e7mQZ86cu-00100-00071320-00071728 thinks he can just clearly tell us manchester united find a priority success on the pitch +R8e7mQZ86cu-00101-00071728-00072216 if brian was successful in the picture why haven't you sat only got a social of the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00102-00072216-00072656 poor results if you was if your priority was successful on the pitch why are you accepting +R8e7mQZ86cu-00103-00072656-00073216 mediocrity from the manager why accepting defeat terrible defeats such as liverpool five nil two +R8e7mQZ86cu-00104-00073216-00073784 no to man city four two to leicester began being by younger six defeats in 12 games um +R8e7mQZ86cu-00105-00073864-00074296 of course not keeping a clean sheet in old trafford in the premier league since april last +R8e7mQZ86cu-00106-00074296-00074784 year not winning the europa league in the final if if it's success on the pitch that will make you +R8e7mQZ86cu-00107-00074784-00075536 more money guys because success on the pitch makes you more money why is that not a priority how is i +R8e7mQZ86cu-00108-00075536-00076080 mean how is that priority how is that top priority this is not top priority so when edward says that +R8e7mQZ86cu-00109-00076080-00076456 you just know it just makes you want to cry because you know that this guy absolutely knows +R8e7mQZ86cu-00110-00076456-00077048 nothing about football in it and it really really hurts my feelings like it makes me want to cry it +R8e7mQZ86cu-00111-00077048-00077872 makes me quiet it's as bad as seeing those glazes giving a motivational speech to americans in the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00112-00077872-00078704 us talking about cristiano ronaldo the day he joined his did he he he was talking about what +R8e7mQZ86cu-00113-00078704-00079528 is his drive to pursue excellence he said that when cristiano ronaldo joined us at the age of +R8e7mQZ86cu-00114-00079528-00080264 16 you know we knew that he wanted to do xyz from the moment i heard at the age of 16 knowing that +R8e7mQZ86cu-00115-00080264-00080768 wait a minute wait a minute wait a minute even the person who wrote these lyrics for you got it wrong +R8e7mQZ86cu-00116-00080840-00081416 guy joining us at the age of 18. it makes me want to cry it's like god damn these guys don't watch +R8e7mQZ86cu-00117-00081416-00081840 much you know these guys don't give a damn it just says it all your heart stops pouring your +R8e7mQZ86cu-00118-00081840-00082336 heart smell and you're thinking now what done out here well done our owners are telling us that they +R8e7mQZ86cu-00119-00082336-00082944 sang christian or not at the age of 16. it's well documented that he's 18. but hey okay i said it +R8e7mQZ86cu-00120-00082944-00083424 is what it is but ed thinks the main top priority is success and pitch so the magic again as ed was +R8e7mQZ86cu-00121-00083424-00083784 saying the manager the players that everyone at the club are determined to achieve that +R8e7mQZ86cu-00122-00083784-00084264 objective they're really determined to ensure that only succeeds because they don't want to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00123-00084264-00085072 sack him they're keeping him in a job in a big up to everyone that's true anyway see i i've got some +R8e7mQZ86cu-00124-00085512-00085848 i see a different language i see user i feel like that you're spanish +R8e7mQZ86cu-00125-00085912-00086320 you need to translate that into english so i can you know of course +R8e7mQZ86cu-00126-00086560-00087184 relate to you but i i enjoy the fact that i've got spanish viewers right now you know it is it's nice +R8e7mQZ86cu-00127-00087184-00087704 to know that big ups to you spanish viewers right now solo says that during covid they took out +R8e7mQZ86cu-00128-00087808-00088488 i think 12 million alone i said 100 oh so it's a 120 million loan from the bank the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00129-00088488-00089104 minute everyone was lifted the glaciers took out 120 million out of our of the club that is +R8e7mQZ86cu-00130-00089104-00089584 crazy but that is crazy for you to think that um edward i mean the glazers took so much money out +R8e7mQZ86cu-00131-00089584-00090104 the club during the pandemic you know alone but again the money's probably made up from signing +R8e7mQZ86cu-00132-00090104-00090520 christian another big office do you guys who are tuning in on instagram as well of course +R8e7mQZ86cu-00133-00090520-00090912 i always encourage you guys if you guys want to see exactly what i'm reading up you might want +R8e7mQZ86cu-00134-00090912-00091424 to come on to the youtube channel reggienet tv subscribe to the channel smash that like button +R8e7mQZ86cu-00135-00091424-00092000 and obviously drain us as well of course you know but yes as i was saying guys back to reading ed +R8e7mQZ86cu-00136-00092000-00092416 woodward's statement because it made me laugh i chuckled 500 times when i read everything and +R8e7mQZ86cu-00137-00092416-00092816 you know what guys i had to read the whole situ the whole statement again and again and i said +R8e7mQZ86cu-00138-00092816-00093472 no did this guy really say that he really said this his main priority is success on the pitch +R8e7mQZ86cu-00139-00093472-00093872 i don't know what's been happening last seven years i don't think he's been watching i don't i +R8e7mQZ86cu-00140-00093872-00094456 don't really think main priority is successful on the pitch but of course again he says +R8e7mQZ86cu-00141-00094648-00095464 i'm gonna i'm gonna move on because of course i as you can read there they left it sure they +R8e7mQZ86cu-00142-00095464-00095936 didn't even want to give you the rest they didn't even want to give you the rest of the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00143-00095936-00096608 information the managers players and everyone at the club are determined to achieve that objective +R8e7mQZ86cu-00144-00096608-00097392 well i don't know about the managers and also the players and also the coach to determine because +R8e7mQZ86cu-00145-00097392-00097952 i can see that they are nowhere near determined to to get where they need to get you know the players +R8e7mQZ86cu-00146-00097952-00098584 are fed up with this shenanigan that's been going on for a very long time they got solo says +R8e7mQZ86cu-00147-00098584-00099144 make sure you hit the subscribe button guys he's tuned in he's in he's enjoying so probably got +R8e7mQZ86cu-00148-00099144-00099592 his drink at the back you know probably at work or just chilling right now but yes it's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00149-00099592-00099992 a good time guys i love saying that's a good time to be tuned in as well guys because it's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00150-00099992-00100552 it's thursday it's it's you just finished work because well you're on your way home make sure you +R8e7mQZ86cu-00151-00100552-00101208 tune in that's what i've got to say man but yes as i was saying as i was saying with um ed woodward +R8e7mQZ86cu-00152-00101352-00101688 i've had enough and i can't wait for edward to leave guys i don't know what you guys +R8e7mQZ86cu-00153-00101688-00102432 thinking about i can't wait for ed woodward to leave but it is what it is regarding that man +R8e7mQZ86cu-00154-00102432-00102952 i can't complain anymore man as a manchester united fan like there's no point battling there's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00155-00102952-00103496 no point fighting anymore these these people don't we don't give a damn they never ever cared about +R8e7mQZ86cu-00156-00103496-00104200 anything apart from them their pockets and also their interest which is not manchester united +R8e7mQZ86cu-00157-00104200-00104824 unfortunately but yeah guys let's move it on to dean henderson of course as you guys heard +R8e7mQZ86cu-00158-00104824-00105440 yesterday dean henderson himself is looking to move on from manchester united permanently as +R8e7mQZ86cu-00159-00105440-00105983 he's had as he's fed up with life at old trafford he's fed up with the lies that's been given from +R8e7mQZ86cu-00160-00105983-00106624 our manager oligarchy telling that he'll be given game time you know right now rightly so +R8e7mQZ86cu-00161-00106720-00107159 to be fair to be honest with you guys um dean henderson don't really deserve number one place +R8e7mQZ86cu-00162-00107335-00107759 if he's ambitious he should be looking to move on because i still feel like david has got a +R8e7mQZ86cu-00163-00107759-00108392 lot to offer i feel like david himself can end up retiring at manchester united and prolonging his +R8e7mQZ86cu-00164-00108392-00108832 career as as always with manchester united i just don't see david here leaving i feel like he loves +R8e7mQZ86cu-00165-00108832-00109352 his club his wife may not love this club which is true his wife may not love it but i don't give a +R8e7mQZ86cu-00166-00109352-00109856 damn your wife want him to come to spain come to madrid but it never happened i don't give a damn +R8e7mQZ86cu-00167-00109856-00110311 he works here like let the man work in it like you you women out here always always want a man to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00168-00110311-00110824 work where you want them to work like let the man work where he makes the mullah you know he's rich +R8e7mQZ86cu-00169-00110880-00111328 he's feeding you he's putting money in your pocket but you're complaining that we should move to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00170-00111328-00112408 madrid i can't believe this selfish selfish that his wife is selfish the man has 350 000 pound a +R8e7mQZ86cu-00171-00112408-00112935 week even if you do in fact you can't even follow him to england match and live with him you're in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00172-00112935-00113624 spain yo today you need to check a woman bro no check your wife um check your wife properly see if +R8e7mQZ86cu-00173-00113624-00114200 she really loves you but that really pissed me off big up to of course official blood world that says +R8e7mQZ86cu-00174-00114256-00114624 why isn't it only a social sword i mean i mean why isn't social sacked +R8e7mQZ86cu-00175-00114728-00115280 they got to him that's truly ig live as well he's also shaking his head i don't know why +R8e7mQZ86cu-00176-00115280-00115711 ollie gonna search himself is not sex guy he's supposed to be sad the fact that we're even i'm +R8e7mQZ86cu-00177-00115711-00116216 hearing news that manchester are now contemplating on getting rid of social and speaking to other +R8e7mQZ86cu-00178-00116216-00116688 managers and all that kind of stuff this shap of [ __ ] should have been done two weeks ago +R8e7mQZ86cu-00179-00116688-00117128 when when we lost against man city the moment the final whistle went +R8e7mQZ86cu-00180-00117128-00117759 the very next day was supposed to expect sky sports breaking news yellow um banner flying +R8e7mQZ86cu-00181-00117759-00118288 around that holy connor social has been released of his duty if you are meant to be a serious club +R8e7mQZ86cu-00182-00118288-00118832 if your priority is success on the pitch he should have been set but he did not get sat +R8e7mQZ86cu-00183-00118888-00119600 you kept him he made him go on annually four weeks take a break go on holiday cool down i noticed the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00184-00119600-00120080 kitchen right now is full of heat and smoke i know you can't handle the heat in the kitchen +R8e7mQZ86cu-00185-00120080-00120640 so go on holiday ollie rest take your kids you know think about life and all that stuff and come +R8e7mQZ86cu-00186-00120640-00121152 back refresh yourself rejuvenate yourself and come back yourself stronger which i've never done is i +R8e7mQZ86cu-00187-00121152-00121696 don't expect that to happen when it comes to all the goodness of him to come back stronger you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00188-00121808-00122264 but yes with dean henderson guys i kind of referred on about dean henderson as you can +R8e7mQZ86cu-00189-00122264-00123432 see i'm going to share my screen with you guys once more big up so you guys who are tuned in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00190-00123432-00123792 so dean anderson of course i said dean anderson +R8e7mQZ86cu-00191-00124008-00124480 has told mention now that he wants to move on but manchester united himself have told dean +R8e7mQZ86cu-00192-00124480-00124983 henderson that they're willing to let him go out on loan until 2023 but as you can read here the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00193-00124983-00125576 play himself rather leave on a permanent deal henderson of course has been batting out for +R8e7mQZ86cu-00194-00125576-00126159 the number one place with david here as i was heading up saying earlier on last season but of +R8e7mQZ86cu-00195-00126159-00126624 course the english international has made just one start this season of course in the efl cup that +R8e7mQZ86cu-00196-00126624-00127159 which we got knocked out of let's not forget about that we got not that in the competition our first +R8e7mQZ86cu-00197-00127159-00127616 competition that we played i mean in one of the competitions that we played in the season the the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00198-00127616-00128272 the efl cup the carabao cup where we thought we could win because the league is far fetched to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00199-00128272-00128888 be honest with you the league is nowhere near for us to even grasp or get anywhere near to so yeah +R8e7mQZ86cu-00200-00128888-00129200 whenever fought was going to win the league never thought was going to win the champions league i +R8e7mQZ86cu-00201-00129200-00129808 was 44 is going to win something it will be the fa cup and or the carabao cup we really +R8e7mQZ86cu-00202-00129808-00130296 got knocked out but some people be like oh no it's only the carabao cup you know we're still in the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00203-00130296-00130856 premier league student championship speaking like they can win it no we can't win it no the most +R8e7mQZ86cu-00204-00130856-00131296 realistic competition was the carabao cup let's do the smoke trophies first before we get to the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00205-00131296-00131760 big trophies because these men don't know how to win them don't even have the winning spirit the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00206-00131760-00132184 winning mentality so let's start winning the small things then we move our way to the big things you +R8e7mQZ86cu-00207-00132184-00132608 know baby steps but people don't want to do that they don't want to go for the big things when +R8e7mQZ86cu-00208-00132608-00133216 look at our team now struggling struggling to make to get free points and etc when winning at home +R8e7mQZ86cu-00209-00133216-00133848 starting to keep you in sheets with a world-class team like that is unbelievable i'm so shocked guys +R8e7mQZ86cu-00210-00134016-00134576 but yep of course the 24 year old has of course grown increasingly frustrated since the start +R8e7mQZ86cu-00211-00134576-00135008 of the season and is worried about his free land place of course the world cup is coming +R8e7mQZ86cu-00212-00135008-00135464 next year and he wants to be involved in the england team he hasn't been that's the thing +R8e7mQZ86cu-00213-00135464-00135824 about paying for manchester united you used to be an england international you used to be an +R8e7mQZ86cu-00214-00135824-00136352 international you're no longer one you know you're no longer one anymore because this guy can ruin +R8e7mQZ86cu-00215-00136352-00136816 your career man this manager can ruin your career you look cut basically what hasn't been selected +R8e7mQZ86cu-00216-00136816-00137240 uh mark rashford took some time out joining us jesse lingard that don't the most minute +R8e7mQZ86cu-00217-00137240-00137608 he's played this season is for england and then you can understand why he's frustrated +R8e7mQZ86cu-00218-00137672-00138072 you know but henderson of course he's spoken he has spoken to united was only gonna talk +R8e7mQZ86cu-00219-00138072-00138552 about his future and he's unable to make any guarantees to him but he has confirmed +R8e7mQZ86cu-00220-00138552-00139120 to him that the club will allow him to leave on a loan on a long-term loan again which he +R8e7mQZ86cu-00221-00139120-00139792 was at sheffield united for two years guys um given they have him under contract until 2025. +R8e7mQZ86cu-00222-00139792-00140416 do you think when he comes back gravity here will be gone no why why are you doing this to him let +R8e7mQZ86cu-00223-00140416-00140888 the guy breathe let the guy leave and go alone or not even go on let the guy leave permanently +R8e7mQZ86cu-00224-00140888-00141264 because you guys out here thinking that dean henderson is the [ __ ] he's not the [ __ ] bro +R8e7mQZ86cu-00225-00141360-00141752 you know what i mean the toilet doesn't look at him and say dear mr dean henderson you're +R8e7mQZ86cu-00226-00141752-00142288 the [ __ ] take a [ __ ] inside me no no i don't don't look at him he's like in fact +R8e7mQZ86cu-00227-00142288-00142672 i ain't taking any of your [ __ ] i ain't sort of none of this [ __ ] now in fact your [ __ ] is +R8e7mQZ86cu-00228-00142672-00143072 worse than [ __ ] breath get your [ __ ] out of here bro that's what the toilet tells the tendency +R8e7mQZ86cu-00229-00143072-00143520 most of the time so i'm like i never thought dean henderson can be number one in anything right +R8e7mQZ86cu-00230-00143608-00144112 they got two men who are tuning in being throwing up your twitch emotes you know loving it right +R8e7mQZ86cu-00231-00144112-00144824 now big ups to you guys but yeah regarding that news we move it on to the next news of course +R8e7mQZ86cu-00232-00144824-00145512 you've got van the beak future who's looking at who peek out here you know big up to my night +R8e7mQZ86cu-00233-00145512-00146296 fan page that says david here clear off of hendo absolutely david here is clear off of hendo by far +R8e7mQZ86cu-00234-00146296-00146960 you know handles know that he's not really all that from what i saw last season you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00235-00146960-00147280 especially the season before the premier league i said to myself let him have a two or three +R8e7mQZ86cu-00236-00147280-00147712 seasons in the premier league as a first team and he can probably make up your mind whether +R8e7mQZ86cu-00237-00147712-00148128 he's ready to play for manchester united there are time he made mistakes last season +R8e7mQZ86cu-00238-00148232-00148624 and i just wasn't impressed i didn't see what people were saying i didn't see what the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00239-00148624-00149264 british media was seeing i just saw british media looking up a new another talent just to just throw +R8e7mQZ86cu-00240-00149264-00149752 him in there so he can play for the england team and go euros and try and win sign like just big +R8e7mQZ86cu-00241-00149752-00150288 enough their own but he's [ __ ] to me my opinion man dean anderson is not all that as i also want +R8e7mQZ86cu-00242-00150288-00150992 to say again guys let me just share my screen with you regarding don't need van the bass future +R8e7mQZ86cu-00243-00151352-00151408 where is he +R8e7mQZ86cu-00244-00151776-00152592 boom there this of course coming out from the sports review um of course if you see my kieran +R8e7mQZ86cu-00245-00152592-00153040 it says that raw imagery i moved to sign donny van der beek for my night in the cop price deal +R8e7mQZ86cu-00246-00153096-00153696 of course as you know coming from fabrica romano software tweeted the other day that vani big +R8e7mQZ86cu-00247-00153696-00154264 is looking and pushing for a move away from manchester united in january you've also read +R8e7mQZ86cu-00248-00154264-00154784 that everton are also interested in the donnie van impe which is practically normal you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00249-00154856-00155320 yeah a lot of players would be interested in donnie van impe man he's been doing so well man +R8e7mQZ86cu-00250-00155320-00155944 so far this season man and and i match i mean no he hasn't been doing so well sorry i'm sorry guys +R8e7mQZ86cu-00251-00155944-00156432 i got lost in there bro i got lost in the source you know he hasn't been doing so well because +R8e7mQZ86cu-00252-00156432-00156888 hasn't been playing but of course they've been interested in before around madrid but as you can +R8e7mQZ86cu-00253-00156888-00157448 really use guys it says i remember contemplating on a potential offer for manchester united manager +R8e7mQZ86cu-00254-00157448-00157888 don't even i mean manchester united midfielder donnie van g if the netherlands international +R8e7mQZ86cu-00255-00157888-00158384 is available to sign in a cop price deal according to a report in spain +R8e7mQZ86cu-00256-00158520-00159096 because this is the report outlet it also says that some articles state that ramadrid are hoping +R8e7mQZ86cu-00257-00159096-00159648 to offer vanilla an escape route from manchester united seen as the neverland international has +R8e7mQZ86cu-00258-00159648-00160192 been out of favor on the early golden social he's a scrub how he find the peak out of +R8e7mQZ86cu-00259-00160192-00160928 our favor i mentioned that someone that was listed in in ballon d'or 2019 or 2020 you know fairy men +R8e7mQZ86cu-00260-00161016-00161536 short list you know the man that helped knocked out real madrid school have gone into semi-finals +R8e7mQZ86cu-00261-00161536-00162024 against real madrid you know very influential player that's probably better than any of our +R8e7mQZ86cu-00262-00162024-00162600 players man definitely i don't let me just post that on pause i don't know what this is for but +R8e7mQZ86cu-00263-00162600-00163064 yeah but yeah it says again well as you're saying according to the same story vanity +R8e7mQZ86cu-00264-00163064-00163584 lack of first team football action has reduced from the dutch midfielder evaluation since he's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00265-00163584-00164088 moved to manchester united in a 40-minute deal from is in 2020 the report goes on to state +R8e7mQZ86cu-00266-00164088-00164656 that real madrid would be prepared to submit a low offer from the former acts playmaker in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00267-00164656-00165192 the hopes that manchester united would have set a loss on vanity we've we've already caught a loss +R8e7mQZ86cu-00268-00165192-00165664 on van der beek guys we already have so i that one there i can't really i'm playing of course +R8e7mQZ86cu-00269-00165912-00166192 and of course he also read that um +R8e7mQZ86cu-00270-00166328-00167160 from forbidden romano which i can show you right now rich romano do i tweeted 10 hours ago +R8e7mQZ86cu-00271-00167432-00167536 let me just change +R8e7mQZ86cu-00272-00167888-00168376 let me share my page with you guys right now +R8e7mQZ86cu-00273-00168672-00169104 as you can see it says for british romano you can see that donnie van impe has never been offered to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00274-00169104-00169688 real madrid which which already quests that well i just read with you guys there you see there's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00275-00169688-00170232 never been officer there are many clubs interested but no talks proposal or negotiation ramajit +R8e7mQZ86cu-00276-00170232-00170920 as things stand the plan is still to leave maynard in january if he ain't gonna be involved in social +R8e7mQZ86cu-00277-00170920-00171488 team in the next weeks and i've read some stuff that they might throw vanity in the game against +R8e7mQZ86cu-00278-00171488-00171952 watford you know give them a chance to play but it's a bit maybe too late you know what if i was +R8e7mQZ86cu-00279-00171952-00172664 by the bigger i'll just try to say i just want to leave want this guy gone you know i really do +R8e7mQZ86cu-00280-00172792-00173336 but yeah let me just stop sharing this with you guys wait moving on to that as well we've got news +R8e7mQZ86cu-00281-00173336-00173800 on jesse lingard's future which i've just been speaking to you guys about earlier on on the show +R8e7mQZ86cu-00282-00173800-00174120 those are you guys who are watching us remember smash that like button remember to subscribe +R8e7mQZ86cu-00283-00174120-00174520 to ready night tv for those who are watching on instagram live those who are watching on facebook +R8e7mQZ86cu-00284-00174520-00175040 subscribe to regular tv on youtube those are watching on twitch make sure you follow as +R8e7mQZ86cu-00285-00175040-00175528 well we got to see you guys as well because as we coming close to the end of the show we would like +R8e7mQZ86cu-00286-00175528-00176128 to touch on jesse lingard's future and this came out from the bbc guys because this was interesting +R8e7mQZ86cu-00287-00176128-00176920 read right now let me go straight into it it says here of course this is coming from simon stones +R8e7mQZ86cu-00288-00177152-00177904 big up to matt miller of course it is sad it's hard as a match united fan right now in his head +R8e7mQZ86cu-00289-00177904-00178464 man i'm goddamn sad because i i can't believe that a scrubs up managing our club i don't care +R8e7mQZ86cu-00290-00178576-00178880 i don't care about our feelings do you just like to take our money +R8e7mQZ86cu-00291-00178880-00179368 yes it is what it is like taking our money and doing whatever they want to do with it +R8e7mQZ86cu-00292-00179368-00179816 probably go las vegas you know as you guys do you know spend it on the american football team +R8e7mQZ86cu-00293-00179896-00180400 you know buy another superstar like you know like how they got tom brady with our +R8e7mQZ86cu-00294-00180400-00180968 money our profits and etc it's sad man i i've had enough man the fact that they haven't sat +R8e7mQZ86cu-00295-00180968-00181376 only right now it's just stressful man it's like i'm thinking that mention i themself +R8e7mQZ86cu-00296-00181376-00181872 don't want to improve don't want to be focused on success on the pitch more like success off +R8e7mQZ86cu-00297-00181872-00182408 the pitch their main priority is having success of the pitch but again with jesse lingard's future of +R8e7mQZ86cu-00298-00182408-00183008 course guys this came out i saw this came out tweeted again with um simon stone tweeted out +R8e7mQZ86cu-00299-00183192-00183680 um fabricio romano tweeted out as well it says that contract talks have broken down +R8e7mQZ86cu-00300-00183680-00184272 you saw simon stone tweet out that the fact that jesse lingard himself has had more minutes for +R8e7mQZ86cu-00301-00184272-00184760 england this season than he had for manchester united as you remember guys there was a game +R8e7mQZ86cu-00302-00184760-00185144 earlier on the world cup qualifiers during the start this season where jesse lingo started +R8e7mQZ86cu-00303-00185144-00185640 you know he's had more minutes playing for england than he's had playing for manchester united so +R8e7mQZ86cu-00304-00185640-00186168 he's frustrated right now you don't want to sign a new contract but according to of course bbc sam +R8e7mQZ86cu-00305-00186168-00186760 stone he says that the 28 year old present though that expires next summer and united hope to extend +R8e7mQZ86cu-00306-00186760-00187256 the england midfielder's time at old old trafford following an excellent notebook at west ham +R8e7mQZ86cu-00307-00187256-00187784 in the second half last season lingard opted to stay out manchester even though six club talks +R8e7mQZ86cu-00308-00187784-00188272 about his services which he should have went why'd you want to stay here believing that the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00309-00188272-00188656 manager only got a social would provide him with more game time well guess what +R8e7mQZ86cu-00310-00188760-00189216 early is a liar they say the devil is a liar but have you met oligonus talk show +R8e7mQZ86cu-00311-00189280-00189704 only got a social is also worse than the devil that there was a liable oligarchy is +R8e7mQZ86cu-00312-00189704-00190232 worse and then that was beyond the devil he's more of a liar he plays politics +R8e7mQZ86cu-00313-00190232-00190744 which pisses me off he will tell you is going to give you more game time just for you to stay but +R8e7mQZ86cu-00314-00190744-00191160 we didn't truly he's crossing his fingers behind his back when he's talking to you he's probably +R8e7mQZ86cu-00315-00191160-00191624 telling you i promise you i really do promise you that you'll play more games but that's just rude +R8e7mQZ86cu-00316-00191624-00192032 he's crossing your fingers behind his back while he's talking to you that guy can lie to you man +R8e7mQZ86cu-00317-00192032-00192416 the same thing you didn't find the big he promised him more game time don't leave you'll be playing +R8e7mQZ86cu-00318-00192488-00193048 unfortunately not has vanity beat played hardly no i've had more game time than him i keep saying +R8e7mQZ86cu-00319-00193048-00193560 this again i've had more minutes in the bedroom my woman then van der beek has had more minutes +R8e7mQZ86cu-00320-00193560-00194144 on the pitch this season you know you get me i'm out here in the bedroom where i perform you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00321-00194200-00194776 on my pitch that's my pitch you know but the bait can't even perform on each pitch but at least +R8e7mQZ86cu-00322-00194776-00195344 he's got his wife pregnant though that's the good thing at least he's performing elsewhere you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00323-00195344-00196024 big up to vanity congratulations to him on his i believe his first child got his mrs pregnancy +R8e7mQZ86cu-00324-00196024-00196528 got busy outside the football pitch in it you know gonna put some work in you gotta sweat somewhere +R8e7mQZ86cu-00325-00196600-00196968 luckily he's sweating on the on the bed in the bedroom instead of the football pitch +R8e7mQZ86cu-00326-00197064-00197544 yes again back to lingard instead of lingard has started just one game all season which was +R8e7mQZ86cu-00327-00197544-00198240 the efl defeat by west ham in september which was horrible he also made seven substitute appearance +R8e7mQZ86cu-00328-00198240-00198912 total in 76 minutes it means he has had more game time for england during the current campaign than +R8e7mQZ86cu-00329-00198912-00199368 united even though he lost his place in gareth southgate's squad for the world cup qualifier +R8e7mQZ86cu-00330-00199368-00200080 victory against albania and some sam mourinho yeah of course one of our players shined there slapping +R8e7mQZ86cu-00331-00200080-00200792 maguire he was shining you know but i don't give a [ __ ] big up to mr easter that's tuning big up to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00332-00200792-00201296 you my bro you know like that you know what it is me know what time it is man it's always gonna be +R8e7mQZ86cu-00333-00201296-00201864 olly out man you know what i mean man those guys are tuning in on a friday i mean on a thursday i +R8e7mQZ86cu-00334-00201864-00202368 wish i was a friday night and those who are tuning in on instagram tv big up to you guys as well +R8e7mQZ86cu-00335-00202368-00203088 but yeah man as i was saying lingard's one of of the number of players left confused by socialism +R8e7mQZ86cu-00336-00203088-00203608 not to give more players a chance as the club looking to arrest a terrible run of results +R8e7mQZ86cu-00337-00203680-00204296 which has included a five new home defeat by liverpool and a two no loss to manchester city +R8e7mQZ86cu-00338-00204296-00205192 guys sorry manchester shitty i i i pronounced it wrong i do apologize i really do and i got +R8e7mQZ86cu-00339-00205192-00205696 the name wrong you know and united of course play watford on this weekend so let's see what happens +R8e7mQZ86cu-00340-00205696-00206240 we play villarreal and we also play chelsea next week sunday as well so it's going to be so damn +R8e7mQZ86cu-00341-00206240-00206816 interesting man yeah but with that article guys you know it says it all about our shitty manager +R8e7mQZ86cu-00342-00206816-00207288 man he doesn't he's a liar he's worse than the devil if there was a ladder as a number but he's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00343-00207392-00207800 the devil you know you know there's there's the devil and then there's ollie you know the devil +R8e7mQZ86cu-00344-00207800-00208223 is scared of all he gonna source himself you know he's like you think i'm bad +R8e7mQZ86cu-00345-00208223-00208928 you think i'm the worst have you met are you gonna social he's more evil than me anyway let me know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00346-00208928-00209696 let me know trash from my manager like that it's it's not cool it really isn't cool but yes +R8e7mQZ86cu-00347-00209696-00210256 again guys jesse lingard has broken down contract talk so it looks like he might leave in january +R8e7mQZ86cu-00348-00210256-00210832 he definitely will be leaving at the end of the season i reckon on a free transfer if his contract +R8e7mQZ86cu-00349-00210832-00211312 does expire next summer or the summer before i meet other somewhere after whichever it is +R8e7mQZ86cu-00350-00211367-00211864 it is what it is man i'm tired man that because i thought jesse [ __ ] should have left a long time +R8e7mQZ86cu-00351-00211864-00212367 ago you know just to save his crew because i love the guy i genuinely love the guy and i feel like +R8e7mQZ86cu-00352-00212367-00213032 um he can do better and and play more football elsewhere bigger to you guys for tuning +R8e7mQZ86cu-00353-00213032-00213616 and of course we've got news regarding brendan rodgers again coming from the bbc +R8e7mQZ86cu-00354-00213696-00214376 once more of course brennan rogers doing what typical manager would do after you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00355-00214376-00214984 you've been um linked to manchester united you know turn that i'm fully committed to my club +R8e7mQZ86cu-00356-00215040-00215671 lester you know i'm hearing this the speculation for manchester united i'm so damn flattered +R8e7mQZ86cu-00357-00215671-00216264 you know it is what it is but professionally i'm committed to leicester i'm on the contract +R8e7mQZ86cu-00358-00216264-00216752 you know you know i can't talk about any other things but you know what he really wants to say +R8e7mQZ86cu-00359-00216752-00217423 yo i want this man's united job you know i just have to be respectful for exactly my club +R8e7mQZ86cu-00360-00217423-00217752 because i can't be saying i want the job even though that everyone knows i probably want it +R8e7mQZ86cu-00361-00217808-00218584 you know i do want it but of course i have to show some respect it is what it is of course as you say +R8e7mQZ86cu-00362-00218584-00219256 here in quotes guys um rogers is rumored to be united numbers one target in replacing on the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00363-00219256-00219767 pressure only gonna social or traffic however the 48 year old has branded the speculation as +R8e7mQZ86cu-00364-00219767-00220392 disrespectful i am here at the last the i'm here as the leicester manager proud to be +R8e7mQZ86cu-00365-00220392-00221000 here privileged to be here and fully committed roger he also added that i can't comment on it +R8e7mQZ86cu-00366-00221112-00221728 because it's not something that is real all the other noises around it is something we can't +R8e7mQZ86cu-00367-00221728-00222576 control you know fair enough he also said that it's frustrating for out no no wait wait sorry +R8e7mQZ86cu-00368-00222576-00223240 back there he said that it's really disrespectful to ask the questions when you have a manager in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00369-00223240-00223792 place a good manager a good man who is working hard at the club you see what i'm saying overall +R8e7mQZ86cu-00370-00223792-00224167 managers want only to be in a job this is really the way it is because why because they want +R8e7mQZ86cu-00371-00224167-00224584 their free points they want their guaranteed three points they're all saying that ollie's a +R8e7mQZ86cu-00372-00224680-00225296 decent man great man good manager uh a good man that's working on even pet was speaking highly off +R8e7mQZ86cu-00373-00225296-00225688 to open his ass he said are these a great manager and all that kind of stuff but they want him in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00374-00225688-00226200 the job so they can continue to give him them else so they can just continue getting their free press +R8e7mQZ86cu-00375-00226200-00226704 everyone wants to have a go out with ollie like just like the jezebel the local slack everyone's +R8e7mQZ86cu-00376-00226704-00227216 taking turns out here you know everyone wants to bust their knot on ollie you know that's what +R8e7mQZ86cu-00377-00227216-00227776 it is right now how can you tell me he's a good manager he's a [ __ ] manager he's got you've won +R8e7mQZ86cu-00378-00227776-00228360 more trophies in him and you're telling us you're telling me and the fans that he's a good manager +R8e7mQZ86cu-00379-00228360-00228800 you're even much more on a higher pedestal than all you're going to search himself but +R8e7mQZ86cu-00380-00228800-00229184 you're out here giving him credit it's how you know you want magnetic to just suffer in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00381-00229184-00229567 life you know people want us to just suffer a lot people don't want us to see or shine +R8e7mQZ86cu-00382-00229567-00230200 they don't want to see you sharing my friends my peeps don't want to see the team shine but back to +R8e7mQZ86cu-00383-00230256-00231208 le brennan rogers words of course he also said that of course it doesn't frustrate me because +R8e7mQZ86cu-00384-00231208-00231719 my focus is always looking for the next game the only club i'm thinking about is chelsea +R8e7mQZ86cu-00385-00231719-00232216 and getting ready for that it's frustrating for our supporters and also my players if anyone is +R8e7mQZ86cu-00386-00232216-00232928 to read anything that is out there then that could destabilize it's something that is the modern game +R8e7mQZ86cu-00387-00232928-00233344 lots of speculation and gossip it's all part of the modern game but it's nothing +R8e7mQZ86cu-00388-00233344-00233840 it's not something that i have any focus on you know obviously i believe he's playing it down it +R8e7mQZ86cu-00389-00233840-00234296 is what it is man's playing it down it's cool play it down but i know you want to dream manchester +R8e7mQZ86cu-00390-00234296-00234728 united it's an opportunity of a lifetime oh it changed your life guy you'll put money in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00391-00234728-00235288 your pocket you see the car that you currently have now you can end up buying a lamborghini +R8e7mQZ86cu-00392-00235288-00235816 with manchester united widget you know because ollie gets paid to do jack [ __ ] you feel me +R8e7mQZ86cu-00393-00235952-00236576 they got m's who tune in he says fax early out i'm tired of this crap ollie's the worst manager +R8e7mQZ86cu-00394-00236576-00237328 in the league which he is they got to know guys go go up humpy psychic with the emoji big up to you +R8e7mQZ86cu-00395-00237328-00237960 man of course and of course and also says you see people say you're only as good as your player but +R8e7mQZ86cu-00396-00237960-00238736 i don't know about that because ollie got a great squad don't know how to use it which is true he +R8e7mQZ86cu-00397-00238736-00239400 really doesn't know how to use it got a fantastic squad but you really don't know how to use it like +R8e7mQZ86cu-00398-00239400-00239976 it's sad man it really is sad man how how do we cope with this man how do we live like this that +R8e7mQZ86cu-00399-00239976-00240600 time i'm out there i'm drinking my drink looking through the sky and i asked myself god is this +R8e7mQZ86cu-00400-00240600-00241208 is this really life as a match united fan must i suffer because my team is called the red devils +R8e7mQZ86cu-00401-00241280-00241656 it'll be different we will call the red angels because god will definitely be that help us +R8e7mQZ86cu-00402-00241656-00242064 but god is probably thinking you're talking to the wrong guy you need to speak to the devil +R8e7mQZ86cu-00403-00242064-00242456 do you guys your minds are called the red devils you're not called the red angels discuss it with +R8e7mQZ86cu-00404-00242456-00243080 the devil why humans are not doing anything do we need to make more sacrifices is this what it is +R8e7mQZ86cu-00405-00243080-00243736 do we need to sacrifice some blood for us to get our success back do we need another airplane this +R8e7mQZ86cu-00406-00243736-00244152 last or something like that sorry that's a bit wrong that's really that's wrong i do apologize +R8e7mQZ86cu-00407-00244152-00244552 but you have to get my what i'm trying to say here like you get me that do we need something like +R8e7mQZ86cu-00408-00244552-00245080 that do we need sacrifices out here to something that's bloody to be shed on all traffic picture we +R8e7mQZ86cu-00409-00245080-00245704 can get our success back so we can get our juju back you know what i'm saying you get me do we +R8e7mQZ86cu-00410-00245704-00246352 need to visit our wish.com is that what we need to do do we need to go to some kind of ceremony you +R8e7mQZ86cu-00411-00246352-00246800 know what's going on with bench united now since ferguson left he took the juju away the shine away +R8e7mQZ86cu-00412-00246800-00247464 you know the sick stop coming the stick don't come no more all sorts of things changed man like they +R8e7mQZ86cu-00413-00247464-00248008 don't even show us first on bbc honest we got packed in five new or matched the day like this +R8e7mQZ86cu-00414-00248008-00248471 how life has been from my united fan that's why i taunted my mouth there and i'm praying to god i'm +R8e7mQZ86cu-00415-00248471-00248928 looking in the sky and i'm like god this is really life like is this is this it as a nationality fan +R8e7mQZ86cu-00416-00248928-00249367 i was enjoying i didn't even enjoy my 20s guys you know i enjoyed my teenage years because +R8e7mQZ86cu-00417-00249367-00249896 imagine that was doing so well and after my 20s meant to go to uni we went uni you need to have +R8e7mQZ86cu-00418-00249896-00250576 to do that but may not we're losing and not doing well after yeah it hurts ever since it's just been +R8e7mQZ86cu-00419-00250664-00251392 failure of the failure of the theory of the theory of the theory of it extremely sucks and it hurts +R8e7mQZ86cu-00420-00251392-00251960 i can't take this [ __ ] no more i've never been able to take this [ __ ] man i cry sometimes i +R8e7mQZ86cu-00421-00251960-00252592 wake up at three or four o'clock in the morning saying only needs to go you know your deep prayers +R8e7mQZ86cu-00422-00252688-00253392 you fast sometimes but it's not the fasting is not working the fasting don't work you know you get me +R8e7mQZ86cu-00423-00253392-00253744 you told god you know you'll change this you do what you want to change +R8e7mQZ86cu-00424-00253744-00254136 you do that nothing's happening you know you're offering sacrifices to god as well +R8e7mQZ86cu-00425-00254136-00254680 like god i will stop doing this i'll stop doing that or you still have to go i'm like yo god yo +R8e7mQZ86cu-00426-00254680-00255128 man gave up certain things for you for this and all these two other will like what's going on +R8e7mQZ86cu-00427-00255184-00255623 make something happen we don't know you know question the almighty you know the whole +R8e7mQZ86cu-00428-00255623-00256064 match he knows best you know he knows exactly when he's going to get rid of oligonus social +R8e7mQZ86cu-00429-00256064-00256752 you know but it is what it is man big up to one touch tv who's locked in as well on instagram +R8e7mQZ86cu-00430-00256752-00257264 tv when i'm just about to almost call it a day guys for you guys who are tuning in +R8e7mQZ86cu-00431-00257264-00257832 of course last but not least a couple of transfers um a couple of news i'm sorry against dalo dalo +R8e7mQZ86cu-00432-00257832-00258376 himself is hoping to get more first team football um roma is interesting jose mourinho is interested +R8e7mQZ86cu-00433-00258376-00258992 getting him alone or buying him on permanent but he wants to see if he can get his opportunity +R8e7mQZ86cu-00434-00258992-00259416 at manchester united of course iran besik has been in terrible form and this is the problem +R8e7mQZ86cu-00435-00259416-00259848 with our manager like players are in trouble for me we don't want to try other players you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00436-00259848-00260312 this is why you you'll suffer in life this is why you won't go far only got a social you will +R8e7mQZ86cu-00437-00260312-00260919 never reach success you'll never go far in life honestly speaking you will never go far +R8e7mQZ86cu-00438-00260919-00261328 you know i'm moving like an ex-girlfriend you know when you dump your ex-girlfriend +R8e7mQZ86cu-00439-00261328-00261928 they tell you never go far in life you will never be successful just because you broke up with them +R8e7mQZ86cu-00440-00261928-00262440 you know just because you dumped them they stopped throwing bad [ __ ] on you bad luck are +R8e7mQZ86cu-00441-00262440-00262960 you gonna say i'm doing that same thing because i want to break up with you i want to dump you +R8e7mQZ86cu-00442-00262960-00263544 i want to kick you into the curve you will never be successful in this in this in this in this job +R8e7mQZ86cu-00443-00263624-00264104 at manchester united in life because why you don't check yourself you don't give yourself a +R8e7mQZ86cu-00444-00264104-00264608 reality check you go against everything that you believe in sometimes you don't have a principle +R8e7mQZ86cu-00445-00264608-00264976 you don't have philosophy you don't have good cultures you can't call that [ __ ] you're too +R8e7mQZ86cu-00446-00264976-00265672 nice nice guys finish lasting life this is why the the nice guys don't bang the finest woman you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00447-00265672-00266152 nice guys finished off it's the guys who are bad who bagged the bag the finest babes in life the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00448-00266152-00266536 finest women that have they're the one that i get for they don't want to get what they want in life +R8e7mQZ86cu-00449-00266536-00267008 you know they get the good jobs you know they're [ __ ] they can't say life called for but nice +R8e7mQZ86cu-00450-00267008-00267632 guys mr smiley look at you smiling off the defeat out here onto you because we want you out you're +R8e7mQZ86cu-00451-00267632-00268216 gonna finish last because you smile too much be ruthless man be ruthless like sometimes behave +R8e7mQZ86cu-00452-00268216-00268656 like an african parent you know that don't show love to their kids you know stop showing these men +R8e7mQZ86cu-00453-00268656-00269304 love stop it stop showing these guys no no don't even tell them you love them you know some of us +R8e7mQZ86cu-00454-00269304-00269816 have never heard of paris said i love you for us africans you know growing up black and african +R8e7mQZ86cu-00455-00269816-00270296 our parish has never told us that they love us you know they only tell us when they're probably +R8e7mQZ86cu-00456-00270296-00270752 in their 40s 50s your grown men they're right let me tell you that they love you because all of a +R8e7mQZ86cu-00457-00270752-00271168 sudden they want to start um start a relationship with you know that kind of stuff stop calling me +R8e7mQZ86cu-00458-00271168-00271592 and telling you oh i miss you when you're going to come to the house you've got letters in the house +R8e7mQZ86cu-00459-00271592-00271856 sometimes you don't even try to miss you just ah when you're going to come you got less than us +R8e7mQZ86cu-00460-00271856-00272224 because that's their way of telling them that they miss you they want you to come home you know they +R8e7mQZ86cu-00461-00272224-00272760 can't even tell you that oh i miss you my son come home i want to see you and etc no they don't do +R8e7mQZ86cu-00462-00272760-00273312 that stop behaving like an african parent and stop showing these guys love stop being nice you know +R8e7mQZ86cu-00463-00273368-00273880 you know even when you're so when you do things wrong they don't even apologize to you because why +R8e7mQZ86cu-00464-00273952-00274464 you're the child but i need to approach you you're out here you bump into one of the guys +R8e7mQZ86cu-00465-00274464-00274864 in the in the changing me telling him sorry like you know don't don't talk i'm sorry bro you're +R8e7mQZ86cu-00466-00274864-00275440 the manager the captain of the ship man stop behaving like a man bro i've had enough for the +R8e7mQZ86cu-00467-00275440-00276136 scrub guys that is it guys as always remember to subscribe to red united tv as well and of course +R8e7mQZ86cu-00468-00276256-00276816 follow me on instagram of course on i've already spotted the school spice and also the official +R8e7mQZ86cu-00469-00276816-00277592 instagram account already knight tv one follow me on twitch reunite tv as well i've got like eight +R8e7mQZ86cu-00470-00277592-00278104 or nine followers so make sure you follow me on twitch to get that up as well follow me on twitter +R8e7mQZ86cu-00471-00278104-00279000 i 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next week I won't be here. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00019-00006648-00006951 Right now I do not have a flight. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00020-00006951-00007416 I haven't, I haven't booked anything I know I need to do that. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00021-00007695-00007864 Olive oil would be quite good. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00022-00007864-00007952 Where it's a bit crummy +R9HBr8ieBO0-00023-00008159-00008736 only having one sink because here I am doing my laundry in it first thing in the morning. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00024-00008736-00009388 Now I'm tipping the brine out of the, out of the tin of tuna I'm using. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00025-00009388-00009838 I think that the wraps here are actually cheaper than the wraps in New Zealand. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00026-00009838-00010016 This is the lettuce that I got +R9HBr8ieBO0-00027-00010072-00010420 the accidental delivery the other day, +R9HBr8ieBO0-00028-00010420-00010736 and it's actually kept surprisingly +R9HBr8ieBO0-00029-00010880-00011069 surprisingly okay. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00030-00011069-00011263 All right here's my lunch. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00031-00011263-00011445 Now onto the new water. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00032-00011445-00012072 I just think having work at the same time means that this time is just kind of flying by. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00033-00012072-00012486 And it's like a regular week it's just that I'm not going outside. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00034-00012486-00012792 Today would be nice I don't know if I'm actually... +R9HBr8ieBO0-00035-00012976-00013497 I don't know if I've really shown what nice Shanghai weather can look like. +R9HBr8ieBO0-00036-00013497-00014263 I know it's still behind these filthy windows but at least the smog, fog isn't as bad as it has been. +RqQwu_4sQyc-00000-00000000-00000200 this game is inspired by many experiences +RqQwu_4sQyc-00001-00000200-00000400 this game is inspired by many experiences +RqQwu_4sQyc-00002-00000400-00000600 this game is inspired by many experiences +RqQwu_4sQyc-00003-00000600-00000800 this game is inspired by many experiences 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Today I want to talk about this land of the Essence called Luminouse Matte. I have the color 02 Sun Glow and promise to be a dull, opaque, light-emitting ground. It is a compact product made up of two colors, one darker, completely opaque and one lighter in shimmerer shades. First, the package did not handle the various uses because the cover broke up shortly but it is not a big deal unless you want to carry it around. The package is 9 grams and costs Euro 4.95. The colors are quite natural, and taken together with a large brush give a touch of color to the face without, however, seem fake as an effect. I find it more than a valid method for the summer, because in winter I prefer completely opaque lands. The colorings are a bit miserable because I am the 01 which is very clear, and the 02 is the one that I get slightly darker, but it just came to me just fine and I'm not one that tune a lot. For a skin a little darker, it would not be good if not stratifying the product but I do not think so. In addition to coloring, I have to say that this ground did not satisfy me much because during the day on my mixed skin tended to polish the area very much and create color spots in the area t, which with other lands of Essence does not had ever happened. Definitely a product that not only does not recommend but that I find myself in a categorically avoided shop. It says it is a damp earth, but it is not the opposite. I have to admit that every time a product says to be indicated as opaque or suitable for mixed skin I always feel bad, it will be a case but I prefer other products that are not specially formulated to opacify but that behave much better. For example, in the lands of Essence the Sun Club is spectacular also used in the summer Let me know if you have tried this product and how you found it. As always I hope to be useful to you and if you liked the video, put me in love and subscribe to the channel so I will not miss my next low cost reviews. Also remember to click on the bell so you will be notified whenever you public a new video. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00012-00001970-00002170 Hello everyone ! +RIOmKmI9jeE-00016-00002530-00002580 Today I want to talk about this land +RIOmKmI9jeE-00020-00002780-00002980 of the Essence called Luminouse Matte. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00024-00003180-00003379 I have the color 02 Sun Glow and +RIOmKmI9jeE-00028-00003750-00003800 promise to be a dull, opaque, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00032-00004000-00004200 light-emitting ground. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00036-00004576-00004626 It is a compact product made up +RIOmKmI9jeE-00040-00004808-00004858 of two colors, one darker, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00044-00005016-00005066 completely opaque and one lighter +RIOmKmI9jeE-00048-00005264-00005314 in shimmerer shades. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00052-00005514-00005714 First, the package did not handle +RIOmKmI9jeE-00056-00006114-00006314 the various uses because the cover +RIOmKmI9jeE-00060-00006492-00006542 broke up shortly but it is not +RIOmKmI9jeE-00064-00006694-00006744 a big deal unless you want to carry +RIOmKmI9jeE-00068-00006923-00006973 it around. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00072-00007176-00007376 The package is 9 grams +RIOmKmI9jeE-00076-00007536-00007586 and costs Euro 4.95. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00080-00007786-00007986 The colors are quite natural, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00084-00008380-00008430 and taken together with +RIOmKmI9jeE-00088-00008580-00008630 a large brush give a touch of color +RIOmKmI9jeE-00092-00008790-00008840 to the face without, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00096-00008998-00009048 however, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00100-00009198-00009248 seem fake as an effect. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00104-00009448-00009648 I find it more than a valid method +RIOmKmI9jeE-00108-00010016-00010066 for the summer, because in winter +RIOmKmI9jeE-00112-00010220-00010270 I prefer completely opaque lands. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00116-00010470-00010670 The colorings are a bit miserable +RIOmKmI9jeE-00120-00011070-00011270 because I am the 01 which +RIOmKmI9jeE-00124-00011456-00011506 is very clear, and +RIOmKmI9jeE-00128-00011674-00011724 the 02 is the one that I get +RIOmKmI9jeE-00129-00011724-00011924 slightly darker +RIOmKmI9jeE-00133-00012112-00012162 , but it just came to me just fine and +RIOmKmI9jeE-00137-00012354-00012404 I'm not one that tune a lot. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00141-00012598-00012648 For a skin a little darker, it would not be +RIOmKmI9jeE-00145-00012841-00012891 good if not stratifying the product +RIOmKmI9jeE-00149-00013090-00013140 but I do not think so. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00153-00013290-00013340 In addition to coloring, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00157-00013524-00013574 I have to say that this ground did not +RIOmKmI9jeE-00161-00013766-00013816 satisfy me much because +RIOmKmI9jeE-00165-00014006-00014056 during the day on my mixed skin +RIOmKmI9jeE-00169-00014252-00014302 tended to polish the area +RIOmKmI9jeE-00173-00014463-00014513 very much and create color spots +RIOmKmI9jeE-00177-00014663-00014713 in the area t, which with other lands of +RIOmKmI9jeE-00181-00015124-00015324 Essence does not had ever happened. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00185-00015691-00015741 Definitely a product that not only +RIOmKmI9jeE-00189-00016141-00016332 does not recommend but that I find +RIOmKmI9jeE-00193-00016572-00016622 myself in a categorically +RIOmKmI9jeE-00197-00016946-00017056 avoided shop. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00201-00017276-00017422 It says it is a damp earth, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00205-00017646-00017696 but it is not the opposite. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00209-00018008-00018116 I have to admit that every time +RIOmKmI9jeE-00213-00018382-00018516 a product says to be indicated +RIOmKmI9jeE-00217-00018792-00018916 as opaque or suitable for mixed skin +RIOmKmI9jeE-00221-00019190-00019316 I always feel bad, it will be a case +RIOmKmI9jeE-00225-00019558-00019700 but I prefer other products that +RIOmKmI9jeE-00229-00019958-00020094 are not specially formulated +RIOmKmI9jeE-00233-00020336-00020386 to opacify but that behave much better. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00237-00020562-00020612 For example, in the lands of Essence +RIOmKmI9jeE-00241-00020998-00021048 the Sun Club is spectacular also used +RIOmKmI9jeE-00245-00021248-00021344 in the summer +RIOmKmI9jeE-00249-00021584-00021682 Let me know if you have tried this +RIOmKmI9jeE-00253-00022012-00022082 product and how you found it. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00257-00022372-00022482 As always I hope to be useful to +RIOmKmI9jeE-00261-00022694-00022824 you and if you liked the video, +RIOmKmI9jeE-00265-00023058-00023108 put me in love and subscribe to the +RIOmKmI9jeE-00269-00023442-00023510 channel so I will not miss my next +RIOmKmI9jeE-00273-00023844-00023930 low cost reviews. +RIOmKmI9jeE-00277-00024206-00024330 Also remember to click on the bell +RIOmKmI9jeE-00281-00024676-00024730 so you will be notified whenever +RIOmKmI9jeE-00285-00025050-00025156 you public a new video. +RJJjqhmSkGE-00000-00000000-00000200 sipping the soup first (slurpp~) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00001-00000200-00000278 (not quite sure) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00002-00000278-00000341 why? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00003-00000462-00000546 this is the one +RJJjqhmSkGE-00004-00000546-00000896 Let's Eat with Kimi! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00005-00000896-00001027 Hello guys it's Kimi Writer +RJJjqhmSkGE-00006-00001027-00001127 and JJerbie PD +RJJjqhmSkGE-00007-00001127-00001212 so today, (What are we having today?) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00008-00001212-00001286 for real +RJJjqhmSkGE-00009-00001286-00001408 what I've really wanted to try +RJJjqhmSkGE-00010-00001408-00001491 is on the table +RJJjqhmSkGE-00011-00001491-00001654 you always get to bring whatever you wanna try +RJJjqhmSkGE-00012-00001654-00001804 giving you a chance to try something new is... (making an excuse) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00013-00001804-00001854 is.... +RJJjqhmSkGE-00014-00001854-00001904 fun +RJJjqhmSkGE-00015-00001904-00001972 okay (I'll let her fool me) (made a good excuse) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00016-00001972-00002082 it's another famous +RJJjqhmSkGE-00017-00002082-00002316 Ramyeon, what I brought Today's menu: Ramyeon +RJJjqhmSkGE-00018-00002316-00002437 Ta-Da! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00019-00002437-00002585 Dakgaejang-myeon *Dakgaejang: chicken hot stew myeon: Korean for noodle +RJJjqhmSkGE-00020-00002585-00002749 It's from Ottogi +RJJjqhmSkGE-00021-00002749-00003021 RaMyeonBiChack Dakgaejang-myeon +RJJjqhmSkGE-00022-00003021-00003285 If you buy a bundle of 5packs of Jin Ramyeon +RJJjqhmSkGE-00023-00003285-00003460 it costs 2,750 Won Jin Ramyeon 5 pacs 2,750 Won +RJJjqhmSkGE-00024-00003460-00003621 Can you guess how much this one costs? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00025-00003621-00003725 well I guess you asked me that because it's more expensive Q. Answer according to the intention of the speaker +RJJjqhmSkGE-00026-00003725-00003887 around 4...4...4,000 Won? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00027-00003887-00004087 It's 5,480 Won 1 Bundle (3 pacs) 5,480 Won +RJJjqhmSkGE-00028-00004087-00004182 why is it so expensive? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00029-00004182-00004297 so that means 1 pac costs... (let's calculate.... 5480/3) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00030-00004297-00004382 1,820 Won +RJJjqhmSkGE-00031-00004382-00004439 Ohh~ +RJJjqhmSkGE-00032-00004439-00004637 you think I'm an idiot? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00033-00004637-00004800 'RaMyeonBeChack' means +RJJjqhmSkGE-00034-00004800-00005193 Ottogi's secret Ramyeon Recipe +RJJjqhmSkGE-00035-00005193-00005343 it feels like they're planning on +RJJjqhmSkGE-00036-00005343-00005507 putting out more premium lined Ramyeon +RJJjqhmSkGE-00037-00005507-00005662 we'll open it now +RJJjqhmSkGE-00038-00005662-00005856 1 2 3 +RJJjqhmSkGE-00039-00005856-00006062 this came out quite recently +RJJjqhmSkGE-00040-00006062-00006365 it came out on January 14th and it's 2021! Released on 2021 January 14th +RJJjqhmSkGE-00041-00006365-00006600 so it came out 10 days after my birthday? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00042-00006600-00006696 unknown error found +RJJjqhmSkGE-00043-00006696-00006778 why can't you say something? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00044-00006778-00006888 he's acting that way and why can't you talk? (giving a T.M.I speech) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00045-00006888-00006941 why can't you say something +RJJjqhmSkGE-00046-00006941-00007037 why are you just standing there? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00047-00007037-00007173 guys, we'll open this up +RJJjqhmSkGE-00048-00007173-00007317 hello! Dakgaejang-myeon +RJJjqhmSkGE-00049-00007317-00007367 oh?! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00050-00007367-00007445 It's Kalguksu typed noodles! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00051-00007445-00007558 Ta-Da +RJJjqhmSkGE-00052-00007558-00007790 inside, you can find 3 different sauce 3 different sauce +RJJjqhmSkGE-00053-00007790-00007922 the white one's +RJJjqhmSkGE-00054-00007922-00008005 liquid typed sauce +RJJjqhmSkGE-00055-00008005-00008108 and this one's just +RJJjqhmSkGE-00056-00008108-00008196 powder typed sauce +RJJjqhmSkGE-00057-00008196-00008362 and this is BeeChack powder *BeeChack: Korean for secret solution +RJJjqhmSkGE-00058-00008362-00008564 you put this at the last step after you finish cooking +RJJjqhmSkGE-00059-00008564-00008912 inside you can find big chunks of chicken and veggies +RJJjqhmSkGE-00060-00008912-00009043 (admiring it) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00061-00009043-00009148 isn't this really fancy? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00062-00009148-00009391 it's like it's been designed by the chef himself +RJJjqhmSkGE-00063-00009391-00009600 so we'll pour the water in +RJJjqhmSkGE-00064-00009600-00009725 and start boiling it! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00065-00009725-00009893 I'll put 2 powder typed sauce in (for 2 people) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00066-00010045-00010259 this one has nothing but greens inside +RJJjqhmSkGE-00067-00010259-00010470 there seems to be a lot of green onions inside +RJJjqhmSkGE-00068-00010470-00010654 waiting for the water to boil +RJJjqhmSkGE-00069-00010654-00010841 now adding the liquid typed sauce +RJJjqhmSkGE-00070-00010841-00010958 cause the water's boiling +RJJjqhmSkGE-00071-00010958-00011129 it looks a lot like pepper paste +RJJjqhmSkGE-00072-00011129-00011283 does look like a paste +RJJjqhmSkGE-00073-00011283-00011391 now add the noodles +RJJjqhmSkGE-00074-00011528-00011735 careful careful +RJJjqhmSkGE-00075-00011735-00011878 the pot's real small +RJJjqhmSkGE-00076-00011878-00012051 the noodle's dancing right now (high class wave) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00077-00012051-00012219 and today's main... +RJJjqhmSkGE-00078-00012219-00012436 BeeChack powder sauce +RJJjqhmSkGE-00079-00012558-00012653 inside this +RJJjqhmSkGE-00080-00012653-00012757 you can find all the Yukgaejang stuffs +RJJjqhmSkGE-00081-00012757-00012831 we'll put it in +RJJjqhmSkGE-00082-00013723-00013858 adding the BeeChack sauce +RJJjqhmSkGE-00083-00013858-00014164 it looks similar to Yukgaejang +RJJjqhmSkGE-00084-00014164-00014400 How's the Dakgaejang-myeon? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00085-00014400-00014566 you know we always ate simultaeneously? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00086-00014566-00014658 so one by one, +RJJjqhmSkGE-00087-00014658-00014819 why don't we eat it seperately this time? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00088-00014819-00014941 yeah we need to start eating now +RJJjqhmSkGE-00089-00014941-00015009 cause they're getting mushy (getting overcooked) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00090-00015009-00015116 I'll start eating first +RJJjqhmSkGE-00091-00015116-00015216 then hurry up and start +RJJjqhmSkGE-00092-00015216-00015363 cause I'm Kimi Sang-Goong Yoon Hee-Na/Kimi Writer (doing her job) *Kimi Sang-Goong: high class maid who ate king's dish first to check for poison +RJJjqhmSkGE-00093-00015504-00015662 (ok hurry up and eat...) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00094-00015662-00015881 it's like we're playing a frienship game +RJJjqhmSkGE-00095-00015881-00016029 hurry up and eat~ +RJJjqhmSkGE-00096-00016029-00016099 first spoonful +RJJjqhmSkGE-00097-00016099-00016192 (looong) second shpoonful +RJJjqhmSkGE-00098-00016192-00016341 how many shares are you taking? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00099-00016341-00016395 yeah?? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00100-00016395-00016583 how much are you gonna take? (it means stop taking the food) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00101-00016583-00016638 I'll give it a taste +RJJjqhmSkGE-00102-00016638-00016692 Yeah! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00103-00016692-00017071 starting with a sip of the soup (slurpp~) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00104-00017071-00017175 not quite sure +RJJjqhmSkGE-00105-00017175-00017239 why? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00106-00017239-00017550 one more sip of the soup (slurp) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00107-00017550-00017624 (gulp) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00108-00017624-00017730 (another gulp) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00109-00017933-00018331 now the noodles (it's hot!) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00110-00018591-00018786 (hurry up already) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00111-00018900-00018962 go ahead and try +RJJjqhmSkGE-00112-00019063-00019156 (gulp) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00113-00019156-00019264 a LOOOOTTT +RJJjqhmSkGE-00114-00019264-00019382 slurp~ +RJJjqhmSkGE-00115-00019382-00019534 (gulp) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00116-00019534-00019621 uhm? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00117-00019621-00019683 JJub- +RJJjqhmSkGE-00118-00019683-00019854 I know why he's acting that way +RJJjqhmSkGE-00119-00019970-00020087 slurpp~ +RJJjqhmSkGE-00120-00020147-00020260 protecting your eyes +RJJjqhmSkGE-00121-00020353-00020403 it's hot!! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00122-00020403-00020518 my eyes watered as well +RJJjqhmSkGE-00123-00020518-00020657 because it was too hot +RJJjqhmSkGE-00124-00020657-00020793 Kimchi/not fully fermented (Ramyeon's friend) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00125-00020793-00020976 JJerbie PD's having it with Kimchi +RJJjqhmSkGE-00126-00020976-00021122 I also should've had it like that +RJJjqhmSkGE-00127-00021122-00021300 human fan (am I annoying you yet?) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00128-00021300-00021400 I'm looking at him eat +RJJjqhmSkGE-00129-00021400-00021539 and it's quite hard +RJJjqhmSkGE-00130-00021539-00021592 (having a hard time watching?) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00131-00021649-00021826 (then look closer) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00132-00022006-00022102 slurp +RJJjqhmSkGE-00133-00022271-00022330 oh it's hot +RJJjqhmSkGE-00134-00022330-00022442 ha~ +RJJjqhmSkGE-00135-00022442-00022802 (can't wait) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00136-00022941-00023087 this was it +RJJjqhmSkGE-00137-00023087-00023221 BeeChack powder's chicken +RJJjqhmSkGE-00138-00023221-00023358 I'll try the chicken +RJJjqhmSkGE-00139-00023358-00023826 slurp +RJJjqhmSkGE-00140-00024154-00024271 we cooked 2 pacs right? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00141-00024271-00024414 Kimi Writer/Mukbang beginner (eat quite a lor these days) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00142-00024414-00024545 having hangover food? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00143-00024545-00025004 Ottogi's brand new Ramyeon RaMyeonBeeChack Dakgaejang-myeon How does it taste like? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00144-00025004-00025292 JJerbie PD's choice is? Eat it VS Ditch it +RJJjqhmSkGE-00145-00025292-00025478 Eat it! Ohhhhh +RJJjqhmSkGE-00146-00025478-00025612 you also considered the price this right? (price and quality is always important) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00147-00025612-00025677 yeah I did +RJJjqhmSkGE-00148-00025677-00025789 Oh Wow +RJJjqhmSkGE-00149-00025789-00026010 in the end, when I had it with the big chunk of chicken +RJJjqhmSkGE-00150-00026010-00026100 ah? the texture! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00151-00026100-00026285 the texture of the chicken was really good +RJJjqhmSkGE-00152-00026285-00026482 and it got a bit too mushy because we were filming +RJJjqhmSkGE-00153-00026482-00026756 so I was worried that it might taste bad +RJJjqhmSkGE-00154-00026756-00026901 but compared to other overcooked Ramyeon +RJJjqhmSkGE-00155-00026901-00026983 this one tasted different +RJJjqhmSkGE-00156-00026983-00027065 yeah yeah +RJJjqhmSkGE-00157-00027065-00027325 it was a whole new texture +RJJjqhmSkGE-00158-00027325-00027454 so I liked it +RJJjqhmSkGE-00159-00027454-00027680 Kalguksu typed noodles +RJJjqhmSkGE-00160-00027680-00027966 absorb noodles more easily +RJJjqhmSkGE-00161-00027966-00028195 is it worth using 5,480 Won on it? +RJJjqhmSkGE-00162-00028195-00028449 ohh~~hoh~~ +RJJjqhmSkGE-00163-00028449-00028522 wel..I. +RJJjqhmSkGE-00164-00028522-00028572 no more +RJJjqhmSkGE-00165-00028572-00028687 dude no second thoughts +RJJjqhmSkGE-00166-00028687-00028848 Kimi Writer +RJJjqhmSkGE-00167-00028848-00029183 Kimi Writer's choice? Eat it VS Ditch it +RJJjqhmSkGE-00168-00029183-00029406 Eat it! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00169-00029406-00029556 when I went for the soup +RJJjqhmSkGE-00170-00029556-00029904 it was really bland +RJJjqhmSkGE-00171-00029904-00030159 but as soon as I went for the noodles +RJJjqhmSkGE-00172-00030159-00030347 the spiciness and freshness +RJJjqhmSkGE-00173-00030347-00030500 kicked right in +RJJjqhmSkGE-00174-00030500-00030723 I really like that type of a spice +RJJjqhmSkGE-00175-00030723-00030890 as a hangover food +RJJjqhmSkGE-00176-00030890-00031020 this one's perfect Perfect as a Hangover Food +RJJjqhmSkGE-00177-00031076-00031343 the only downside is the price +RJJjqhmSkGE-00178-00031343-00031426 but even with the downside +RJJjqhmSkGE-00179-00031426-00031583 the reason I shouted 'Eat it' +RJJjqhmSkGE-00180-00031583-00031773 is because +RJJjqhmSkGE-00181-00031773-00032029 it feels like a proper meal, it's better than I thought +RJJjqhmSkGE-00182-00032029-00032141 I feel quite nice right now +RJJjqhmSkGE-00183-00032141-00032233 feel great +RJJjqhmSkGE-00184-00032233-00032362 we really enjoyed +RJJjqhmSkGE-00185-00032362-00032591 our meals today! Bye! +RJJjqhmSkGE-00186-00032591-00032688 Cookie Vid(JJerbie PD Mukbang) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00187-00032688-00032850 slurp +RJJjqhmSkGE-00188-00032850-00032924 (gulp) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00189-00032924-00033216 it's not easy to drink all of this at once +RJJjqhmSkGE-00190-00033216-00033365 it really stings your throat +RJJjqhmSkGE-00191-00033365-00033458 that has to sting +RJJjqhmSkGE-00192-00033458-00033717 there's tons of chicken on the bottom +RJJjqhmSkGE-00193-00033717-00033933 slurp (I'll eat you all) +RJJjqhmSkGE-00194-00033933-00034113 *eating sounds* +RJJjqhmSkGE-00195-00034113-00034333 Dakgaejang-myeon Clear +RL9XxkmHt9M-00000-00000021-00000354 hello good morning good afternoon good evening here's another coffee with C +RL9XxkmHt9M-00001-00000354-00000894 if you want to know more what it's like to have no social media for five years +RL9XxkmHt9M-00002-00000894-00002967 keep on watching number one I get to wake up in the morning without having to +RL9XxkmHt9M-00003-00002967-00003477 spend two more hours in my bed check my notifications and my messages I go +RL9XxkmHt9M-00004-00003477-00003957 straight to the things that I need to do eat breakfast and shower number two I +RL9XxkmHt9M-00005-00003957-00004569 get to wake up very early in the morning to do my routine hike run meditate or +RL9XxkmHt9M-00006-00004569-00005348 pray number three I get to have more meaningful interactions with the people +RL9XxkmHt9M-00007-00005348-00005744 that I truly care about because if I want to get in touch with them I either +RL9XxkmHt9M-00008-00005744-00006252 call them text them or even visit them I get to do more things that I could have +RL9XxkmHt9M-00009-00006252-00006840 not possibly do when I was still actively doing social media because even +RL9XxkmHt9M-00010-00006840-00007383 if it's only an hour or two every single day spent on social media they add up I +RL9XxkmHt9M-00011-00007383-00007965 was able to use them to do other things such as YouTube I don't compare myself +RL9XxkmHt9M-00012-00007965-00008415 to others or anything that I see in social media because I do not have that +RL9XxkmHt9M-00013-00008415-00008961 I cannot see them I do not stalk any other people because I do not have that +RL9XxkmHt9M-00014-00008961-00009510 channel there's nothing wrong with social media it's a great tool it +RL9XxkmHt9M-00015-00009510-00010071 connects people it improves businesses but it's the way how you use them it's +RL9XxkmHt9M-00016-00010071-00010518 the way how it affects your life most of us do not know where to put the boundary +RL9XxkmHt9M-00017-00010518-00011013 and I am one of them that's why I created and what you see in social media +RL9XxkmHt9M-00018-00011013-00011592 these are not really accumulation of of beautiful and positive things that the +RL9XxkmHt9M-00019-00011592-00012164 account owner want you to see it's their escape from the reality they do not look +RL9XxkmHt9M-00020-00012164-00012663 like that in real person all the filters all the things that you see all those +RL9XxkmHt9M-00021-00012663-00013128 all the photoshopping that's going on these are not real these have negative +RL9XxkmHt9M-00022-00013128-00013495 effects to younger girls because they cannot distinguish between +RL9XxkmHt9M-00023-00013495-00014098 fake and reality they are idolizing the unachievable beauty because these are +RL9XxkmHt9M-00024-00014098-00014470 not real these are edited these are Photoshop I +RL9XxkmHt9M-00025-00014470-00015128 do not have any of those I live my life I run my own race and if I need to come +RL9XxkmHt9M-00026-00015128-00015800 back to social media again because my work or my purpose in life need it then +RL9XxkmHt9M-00027-00015800-00016204 I would love to so let me know down below if you want me to talk more about +RL9XxkmHt9M-00028-00016204-00016622 this topic if you want me to tell you my journey how I started quitting social +RL9XxkmHt9M-00029-00016622-00017066 media what I have done for the first months of it it was 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+RLFTwDeMzaU-00010-00003814-00004332 I want to live in a country that values my life, my personal liberty, and my +RLFTwDeMzaU-00011-00004332-00004683 happiness, regardless of religion or race. +RLFTwDeMzaU-00012-00004755-00005178 I would truly enjoy being in a land which is inclusive of everyone. +RLFTwDeMzaU-00013-00005235-00005483 Including immigrants and refugees. +RLFTwDeMzaU-00014-00005553-00005997 I want our leaders to appreciate and respect those serving in the armed forces. +RLFTwDeMzaU-00015-00006057-00006431 I am thrilled when I see glorious landscapes, which are protected +RLFTwDeMzaU-00016-00006431-00006843 by guardian federal agencies and shielded from poisonous waste. +RLFTwDeMzaU-00017-00006936-00007314 It is vital to have clean air to breathe and pure water to drink. +RLFTwDeMzaU-00018-00007471-00007885 I would love to live in a nation which is trusted by its international allies. +RLFTwDeMzaU-00019-00007891-00008365 A country which is a beacon to all lands because of 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+RLQY6FXq1zQ-00001-00000353-00000613 and the COVID-19 pandemic may have them as well, +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00002-00000613-00000914 says Emily Godbey, professor of art and visual culture +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00003-00000914-00001117 at Iowa State University. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00004-00001117-00001374 In general, plague monuments are not always +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00005-00001374-00001618 as grandiose as those dedicated to wars +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00006-00001618-00001755 and more visible tragedies. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00007-00001755-00002042 The Bubonic Plague spurred a flurry of monuments +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00008-00002042-00002322 and paintings to persuade the heavens to spare lives. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00009-00002322-00002679 Churches were raised as thanks to God for lifting the plague, +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00010-00002679-00002842 as in Venice’s Redentore. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00011-00002842-00003423 Klagenfurt, Austria installed an impressive plague column in front of a church. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00012-00003423-00003807 In 1835, Sheffield, in the UK erected a monument, +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00013-00003807-00004064 adjacent to the burial pits in which cholera victims +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00014-00004064-00004377 were hastily buried during the outbreak there. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00015-00004377-00004828 The devastating 1918 influenza pandemic has very few monuments, +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00016-00004828-00005215 perhaps because it was overshadowed by the tragedy of WW1. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00017-00005215-00005732 One small cross marks the burial of 200 victims in Wales, Alaska, for example. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00018-00005732-00006156 Perhaps the most unusual monument to disease victims is the “Soul-Consoling Rock” +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00019-00006156-00006369 at the Chinese Academy of Medical Sciences. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00020-00006369-00006873 It’s dedicated to the research animals who were sacrificed in the lab during the SARS epidemic. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00021-00006873-00007250 Hong Kong has one to commemorate frontline workers. +RLQY6FXq1zQ-00022-00007250-00007490 Memorializing victims of disease outbreaks 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add some glitter +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00058-00022616-00022710 (Mady)- That's good Rye! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00059-00022778-00022900 Ok, we are going to need that in! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00060-00024304-00024432 Ok, are glitter is in +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00061-00024462-00024798 Now, we are going to add are filler beads, fish beads, whatever you want to call it +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00062-00024828-00025084 So, go ahead, add a little bit Riley! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00063-00025522-00025716 Ok, so there is some +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00064-00026939-00027074 Let's add some more! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00065-00027342-00027442 That's good Rye! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00066-00028270-00028408 Ok Riley, you can add some more! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00067-00028632-00028726 Good job! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00068-00029266-00029430 It's starting to get crunchy! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00069-00029466-00029708 You can pour a little bit in to be a finishing touch. +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00070-00029770-00029910 Pour the rest in Rye! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00071-00029933-00030008 All of it? +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00072-00030044-00030124 Go ahead! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00073-00031154-00031372 What's really cool about the slime is the crunch! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00074-00033234-00033778 Guys, this is probably the crunchiest and best slime I ever made! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00075-00033782-00034080 It's super stretchy! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00076-00034120-00034304 And, I just love it! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00077-00034370-00034786 Hope you guys liked the world's largest slime vending machine! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00078-00034820-00034934 Please hit the like button! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00079-00034966-00035306 And comment down below what you think of the world's largest slime vending machine +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00080-00035308-00035492 We love seeing your feedback! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00081-00035510-00035608 Bye!!!! +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00082-00035628-00035810 Guys, if you watched the video this far +Rpe6OUNh91Y-00083-00035840-00036138 You might as well, Subscribe! +RQHvgsJxPuE-00000-00001301-00001767 hello everyone and welcome back to cinema this week what we're gonna cover are the 1970s now 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On +RRGfsjYxiz8-00001-00001524-00002093 demand CEUs are still available for this presentation through ALLCEUs. Register +RRGfsjYxiz8-00002-00002093-00002611 at ALLCEUs.com/CounselorToolbox. +RRGfsjYxiz8-00003-00002913-00003382 I'd like to welcome everybody to today's presentation. Today we're talking about a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00004-00003382-00003856 strengths-based biopsychosocial approach to recovery from panic. We talked about +RRGfsjYxiz8-00005-00003856-00004405 anxiety yesterday. Generalized anxiety, which is ongoing worry about a lot of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00006-00004405-00005134 things. Panic is more time limited. You know, people have panic episodes and it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00007-00005134-00005530 not as enduring. But we're going to talk about what may trigger those. Some of the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00008-00005530-00005796 stuff we're going to talk about obviously it's going to be very similar +RRGfsjYxiz8-00009-00005796-00006408 to what we talked about with anxiety but some of it may be a little bit different +RRGfsjYxiz8-00010-00006408-00006955 I know it's a little different we're going to define panic and examine how +RRGfsjYxiz8-00011-00006955-00007420 the fight-or-flight reaction can be corrupted to prompt panic attacks hint +RRGfsjYxiz8-00012-00007420-00007881 overgeneralization examine the cognitive emotional behavioral and biological +RRGfsjYxiz8-00013-00007881-00008443 sources of the stress reaction which may be underlying the panic situation and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00014-00008443-00008896 explore a variety of interventions that may assist people encounter conditioning +RRGfsjYxiz8-00015-00008896-00009319 the panic response so I'll give you an example you know think about if you're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00016-00009319-00009775 out driving and you get cut off in traffic and it's a real close one it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00017-00009775-00010240 not dumb you know one of those where somebody just cuts in too close but you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00018-00010240-00010732 have to swerve maybe off the side of the road I've had that happen a handful of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00019-00010732-00011221 times in my years of driving but when that happens you know I have this +RRGfsjYxiz8-00020-00011221-00011661 adrenaline surge and my legs get all shaky and you know I can feel the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00021-00011661-00012186 adrenaline rush in my in my larger muscles and my heart's beating and you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00022-00012186-00012715 know all of the symptoms that you would associate with fight or flee so thinking +RRGfsjYxiz8-00023-00012715-00013395 about how something that happens an an event could cause trigger a panic attack +RRGfsjYxiz8-00024-00013395-00013903 and for some people when they feel that anxiety they don't know what's causing +RRGfsjYxiz8-00025-00013903-00014425 it or they don't know how to stop it or they just get overwhelmed and they can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00026-00014425-00015057 start feeling or thinking that they're going to die you know I've worked with a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00027-00015057-00015610 lot of people at different traumatic scenes whether it's been a car accident +RRGfsjYxiz8-00028-00015610-00016144 or a house fire or something where somebody has experienced a trauma and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00029-00016144-00016512 they're hyperventilating they're having a hard time catching their breath they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00030-00016512-00016837 feel nauseous they don't really know what's going on because they haven't +RRGfsjYxiz8-00031-00016837-00017398 felt anxiety or panic to that level before so they're not sure if they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00032-00017398-00017805 having a heart attack or if they are experiencing a panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00033-00017805-00018381 episode panic attacks can feel very overwhelming to people they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00034-00018381-00018856 exhausting and can leave people feeling out of control of their own body and one +RRGfsjYxiz8-00035-00018856-00019138 of the things we're going to talk about when we get down to interventions is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00036-00019138-00019690 looking at how to help people feel like they're more in control recognizing what +RRGfsjYxiz8-00037-00019690-00020191 their body's doing and just working through it when I was pregnant with both +RRGfsjYxiz8-00038-00020191-00020523 of my children but it was worse with my son because I didn't realize what was +RRGfsjYxiz8-00039-00020523-00021088 going on I had something called super ventricular tachycardia which basically +RRGfsjYxiz8-00040-00021088-00021695 meant that when I was sitting down especially blood according to my my OB +RRGfsjYxiz8-00041-00021695-00022189 blood would kind of pool down in my in my feet and not get up to my brain and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00042-00022189-00022623 my and my heart like it was supposed to so as a result my heart would start +RRGfsjYxiz8-00043-00022623-00023050 beating a lot faster and you know it freaked me out and when that would +RRGfsjYxiz8-00044-00023050-00023566 happen everything would start to go gray and I would get tunnel vision and then +RRGfsjYxiz8-00045-00023566-00024190 after that you know I could get myself all worked up once I had that diagnosed +RRGfsjYxiz8-00046-00024190-00024751 and you know by my second OB when I had my daughter he's like oh you know all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00047-00024751-00025257 you need to do is start moving those big muscles and get the blood flowing again +RRGfsjYxiz8-00048-00025257-00025932 and 99 times out of 100 that worked so I felt more in control the doctor was like +RRGfsjYxiz8-00049-00025932-00026494 this is the problem this is what you do bottoming and he also pointed out that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00050-00026494-00027070 the problem would resolve itself as soon as I was not pregnant anymore so and he +RRGfsjYxiz8-00051-00027070-00027649 was right so moving on to an understanding of what's causing the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00052-00027649-00028057 problem but until you understand it can be really freaky if all of a sudden your +RRGfsjYxiz8-00053-00028057-00028597 heart starts doing flip-flops or beating really fast for no reason and or no +RRGfsjYxiz8-00054-00028597-00029109 reason that you won't understand people can avoid things they have phobias of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00055-00029109-00029561 but panic attacks often seem to come out of the clear blue so if they're in a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00056-00029561-00030088 situation whether a phobia triggers it and then they get worked up from there +RRGfsjYxiz8-00057-00030088-00030697 or they just have a panic attack out of the clear blue you know we want to look +RRGfsjYxiz8-00058-00030697-00031199 at what led up to it and some people tend to be more prone to panic attacks +RRGfsjYxiz8-00059-00031199-00031808 in certain situations like large open spaces or you know like I said when I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00060-00031808-00032213 was pregnant when I was especially when I was driving because I'm sitting there +RRGfsjYxiz8-00061-00032213-00032584 and I'm really not moving much when I'm a passenger when I'm just sitting on the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00062-00032584-00033050 sofa I'm a little bit Restless you know I move around switch positions +RRGfsjYxiz8-00063-00033050-00033668 heck I even do that while we're talking so blood doesn't pool as much so I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00064-00033668-00034058 became more aware that if it was going to happen it was more likely to happen +RRGfsjYxiz8-00065-00034058-00034525 either during unfortunately a clinical session or when I was driving so I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00066-00034525-00034972 needed to figure out ways to deal with that people with panic attacks often +RRGfsjYxiz8-00067-00034972-00035630 restrict what they do superstitiously to avoid panic triggers if people go to the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00068-00035630-00035984 mall and they have a panic attack well then they might start avoiding the mall +RRGfsjYxiz8-00069-00035984-00036440 because they think that's what triggered the panic attack if they have a panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00070-00036440-00036932 attack when they're driving they may start avoiding driving because they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00071-00036932-00037263 think that is what's triggering the panic attack +RRGfsjYxiz8-00072-00037263-00037888 unfortunately people with panic disorder often have panic attacks and they start +RRGfsjYxiz8-00073-00037888-00038411 having them in different situations so they become less and less able to go +RRGfsjYxiz8-00074-00038411-00038941 about normal life awareness of what a panic attack is and what triggers them +RRGfsjYxiz8-00075-00038941-00039328 for each individual is crucial to recovery so people really need to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00076-00039328-00039833 understand what is it that triggers it for them +RRGfsjYxiz8-00077-00039833-00040594 another example I'm really sensitive to stimulants especially sudafed caffeine +RRGfsjYxiz8-00078-00040594-00041084 you know it'll make my heart race like nobody's business I know this so if I'm +RRGfsjYxiz8-00079-00041084-00041693 sick and I take you know a night dayquil or something I know that my heart's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00080-00041693-00042088 gonna race and I just kind of work with that if I have to take something with +RRGfsjYxiz8-00081-00042088-00042674 the decongestant so what's going on in the body of someone with +RRGfsjYxiz8-00082-00042674-00043241 panic well that primitive response system that protects us from danger we +RRGfsjYxiz8-00083-00043241-00043874 talked about the HPA axis or the threat response system whatever you want to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00084-00043874-00044563 call it it tells the body to fight flee or freeze and freeze is usually +RRGfsjYxiz8-00085-00044563-00044999 unfortunate but think about you know a rabbit out in the woods you know if it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00086-00044999-00045541 hopping along and it senses danger it may freeze because you know if it's not +RRGfsjYxiz8-00087-00045541-00046034 moving it's less likely to be noticed by a predator so freeze actually does make +RRGfsjYxiz8-00088-00046034-00046952 sense from a you know evolutionary perspective if you will so to prepare to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00089-00046952-00047396 take on a threat the body for whatever reason whether it's a cognition they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00090-00047396-00047912 think something's gonna go wrong a situational trigger a physiological +RRGfsjYxiz8-00091-00047912-00048334 trigger something happens and they start getting shaky or their heart starts +RRGfsjYxiz8-00092-00048334-00048659 beating too fast and they're like oh here it comes +RRGfsjYxiz8-00093-00048659-00049366 you know I'm gonna lose control of my body and this is gonna be awful so the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00094-00049366-00049840 person starts experiencing that the increase in heart rate increase in +RRGfsjYxiz8-00095-00049840-00050258 respiration the body's going okay this is not normal you know for you we need +RRGfsjYxiz8-00096-00050258-00050744 to take a look at it there must be a threat they may have numbness or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00097-00050744-00051131 tingling in their hands because blood is going to their core to prepare them for +RRGfsjYxiz8-00098-00051131-00051707 fight or flee sweating because an increase in temperature helps them helps +RRGfsjYxiz8-00099-00051707-00052114 their muscles stay warm and actually one of the articles I read it was kind of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00100-00052114-00052616 interesting that said sweating especially on the palms they hypothesize +RRGfsjYxiz8-00101-00052616-00053066 might actually be a evolutionary response because it's harder to hold +RRGfsjYxiz8-00102-00053066-00053639 something that sweaty and slippery pupil dilation you may have blurred vision +RRGfsjYxiz8-00103-00053639-00054161 spots in front of your eyes or see brightness bright flashes and muscle +RRGfsjYxiz8-00104-00054161-00054698 tension now thinking about these you know again what increases heart rate +RRGfsjYxiz8-00105-00054698-00055226 well panic attacks do anxiety does stimulants +RRGfsjYxiz8-00106-00055226-00055894 do getting cut off in traffic what if if something makes you angry there are a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00107-00055894-00056238 lot of different things that can cause an increase in heart rate +RRGfsjYxiz8-00108-00056238-00056736 that don't have anything to do with dying and may not even have anything to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00109-00056736-00057216 do with the panic attack you can have an elevated heart rate and respiration +RRGfsjYxiz8-00110-00057216-00058149 without having a panic attack there are different degrees so the minds response +RRGfsjYxiz8-00111-00058149-00058536 to panic oh crap something Bad's gonna happen or I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00112-00058536-00058958 wouldn't be feeling this way and in most people with panic disorder they've +RRGfsjYxiz8-00113-00058958-00059405 experienced it before and it is a horrible feeling and when they start +RRGfsjYxiz8-00114-00059405-00059922 feeling that way regardless of what caused it then they start anticipating +RRGfsjYxiz8-00115-00059922-00060383 the panic attack and can actually work themselves up into a full-blown panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00116-00060383-00060816 attack by worrying about it they start having catastrophic thinking I'm gonna +RRGfsjYxiz8-00117-00060816-00061404 pass out I'm gonna die I'm gonna throw up I'm going to lose control right here +RRGfsjYxiz8-00118-00061404-00062022 and right now and I want people when they start trying to address their panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00119-00062022-00062604 attacks to identify what types of things they tell themselves at the first signs +RRGfsjYxiz8-00120-00062604-00063060 that they might be getting ready to have a panic attack you know that's one of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00121-00063060-00063564 the first things to do is to address those catastrophic thoughts that they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00122-00063564-00064002 having you know what's the evidence for and against the idea that you're going +RRGfsjYxiz8-00123-00064002-00064545 to pass out die throw up what can you do you know what are some steps you can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00124-00064545-00065030 take so you feel safe and and help people walk through and develop an +RRGfsjYxiz8-00125-00065030-00065607 action plan because panic attacks aren't going to go away right away when you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00126-00065607-00066036 know I was pregnant I would drive to work but I knew where every fire station +RRGfsjYxiz8-00127-00066036-00066527 was along the way and I always took a route that had plenty of other like +RRGfsjYxiz8-00128-00066527-00067052 convenience stores and stuff to stop off at if I needed to because I knew if I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00129-00067052-00067419 started having an episode you know I'd lose my peripheral vision I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00130-00067419-00068187 wasn't safe to drive so I pull off once I understood what was going on when I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00131-00068187-00068720 was pregnant with Hayley I knew I just needed to start moving those muscles but +RRGfsjYxiz8-00132-00068720-00069189 I still took the conservative route just in case because that kept my anxiety low +RRGfsjYxiz8-00133-00069189-00069585 going into it so new when I was driving if there should +RRGfsjYxiz8-00134-00069585-00070191 be a problem you know I had an outlet so helping clients develop a plan helping +RRGfsjYxiz8-00135-00070191-00070583 them understand what might be causing for them and addressing catastrophic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00136-00070583-00071118 thinking are some of the first things that we can do so the panic cycle +RRGfsjYxiz8-00137-00071118-00071633 there's an anxiety provoking situation physiologically we have the increased +RRGfsjYxiz8-00138-00071633-00072129 heart rate muscle tension sweating dizzying nausea or stomachache +RRGfsjYxiz8-00139-00072129-00072723 now sometimes yep when people do something like maybe go over and try to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00140-00072723-00073088 talk to someone of the opposite sex or try to talk to their boss they may +RRGfsjYxiz8-00141-00073088-00073607 experience these feelings and because they're feeling anxious but feeling +RRGfsjYxiz8-00142-00073607-00073944 anxious that's just your body going you know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00143-00073944-00074325 again there might be a problem doesn't say there is but your body is telling +RRGfsjYxiz8-00144-00074325-00074991 you to check it out and helping clients understand what that response means it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00145-00074991-00075441 that they don't have to hold on to it they can do something to move past it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00146-00075441-00076101 and improve the next moment is important anxiety provoking situation also causes +RRGfsjYxiz8-00147-00076101-00076713 cognitive what if I pass out what if I die what if I'm having a heart attack +RRGfsjYxiz8-00148-00076713-00077154 they start worrying about physiological symptoms and then they start worrying +RRGfsjYxiz8-00149-00077154-00077764 about the anxiety provoking situation so there's this worry on top of worry +RRGfsjYxiz8-00150-00077764-00078429 people will have emotional reactions to whatever that is fear dread panic you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00151-00078429-00078873 know and that'll start after they have a panic attack in a certain situation that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00152-00078873-00079610 fear dread or panic may start long before they even approach that situation +RRGfsjYxiz8-00153-00079610-00080124 think of public speaking some people really hate public speaking so if you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00154-00080124-00080604 had to go up and give a speech in front of twenty or thirty people or more you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00155-00080604-00080997 know three days before or maybe even long before that you might start +RRGfsjYxiz8-00156-00080997-00081617 dreading it and kind of getting your worried worked up frustration anger +RRGfsjYxiz8-00157-00081617-00082104 disappointment and sadness can also accompany the anxiety because it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00158-00082104-00082567 frustrating to feel like they can't control their anxiety feel like they can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00159-00082567-00083029 control their own body and they can get angry with the situation with other +RRGfsjYxiz8-00160-00083029-00083638 people with themselves with other people for not understanding what's going on so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00161-00083638-00084127 all of these things can also contribute to reduced performance due to anxiety +RRGfsjYxiz8-00162-00084127-00084670 and avoidance of a lot of situations and this is you know we start to see this in +RRGfsjYxiz8-00163-00084670-00085123 people who become a Gore phobic they start limiting themselves to where they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00164-00085123-00085477 can go and what they can do until all of a sudden they don't feel like they can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00165-00085477-00086419 leave the house wonderful first step let's get a handle on what's going on so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00166-00086419-00086878 encourage clients to log their anxiety episodes not just the panic ones the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00167-00086878-00087295 anxiety episodes because a lot of times you know if somebody has an underlying +RRGfsjYxiz8-00168-00087295-00087933 level of anxiety it doesn't take long to kind of push them into the stratosphere +RRGfsjYxiz8-00169-00087933-00088417 so we want to start thinking about what is triggering your anxiety if we can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00170-00088417-00089077 lower that then you know it's going to take more potentially to trigger your +RRGfsjYxiz8-00171-00089077-00089569 panic so let's get that heart rate down let's get that respiration down quiet +RRGfsjYxiz8-00172-00089569-00090100 that HPA axis so encourage them to identify what their symptoms are +RRGfsjYxiz8-00173-00090100-00090676 physically so we know that way when they have those symptoms at another point in +RRGfsjYxiz8-00174-00090676-00091156 time they can identify well is this a panic attack +RRGfsjYxiz8-00175-00091156-00091825 or is this just anxiety or is it low blood sugar you know there could be a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00176-00091825-00092485 variety of reasons for why they're shaky cognitive what are your thoughts when +RRGfsjYxiz8-00177-00092485-00093106 you start having symptoms and sometimes thoughts are the first thing to happen +RRGfsjYxiz8-00178-00093106-00093679 you know they get ready to go out and do a presentation or do a performance and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00179-00093679-00094066 they don't even have physiological symptoms yet they start talking +RRGfsjYxiz8-00180-00094066-00094744 themselves into being anxious and fearing the worst and emotionally what +RRGfsjYxiz8-00181-00094744-00095179 are your symptoms you know some people will say I was anxious beforehand other +RRGfsjYxiz8-00182-00095179-00095793 people will may say you know I wasn't but it's important to know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00183-00095793-00096222 identify for that particular for each situation what triggered it what +RRGfsjYxiz8-00184-00096222-00096714 triggered this anxiety was it talking to your boss driving to work being in a big +RRGfsjYxiz8-00185-00096714-00097139 crowd whatever it was because we're gonna start going back over the log +RRGfsjYxiz8-00186-00097139-00097820 after a week or so and look for themes look for commonalities that might help +RRGfsjYxiz8-00187-00097820-00098222 us understand this trigger and better deal with it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00188-00098222-00098967 have the person speculate why did this situation trigger your anxiety my +RRGfsjYxiz8-00189-00098967-00099597 daughter has a little bit of social anxiety she doesn't like to be in large +RRGfsjYxiz8-00190-00099597-00100176 crowds you know it's exhausting for her she's an introvert but it's past that it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00191-00100176-00100644 actually really stresses her out to be in like if we go to Walmart and it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00192-00100644-00101385 really busy so we talk about bad anxiety and you know she knows that being in +RRGfsjYxiz8-00193-00101385-00101864 crowded places triggers her anxiety so we talk about why it triggered it and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00194-00101864-00102600 you know is that whatever she's thinking what whatever her thoughts are are those +RRGfsjYxiz8-00195-00102600-00103290 actually accurate at this point in time identify what may have made the person +RRGfsjYxiz8-00196-00103290-00103767 more vulnerable to their triggers so you know maybe things don't bother them too +RRGfsjYxiz8-00197-00103767-00104159 much unless they haven't had enough sleep or unless they forget to take +RRGfsjYxiz8-00198-00104159-00104604 their medication or there's a whole bunch of things they had a fight with +RRGfsjYxiz8-00199-00104604-00105090 their spouse sir you know there's a lot of stuff that can make people more +RRGfsjYxiz8-00200-00105090-00105659 vulnerable to panic triggers so then once you've identified the triggers and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00201-00105659-00106053 what makes you more vulnerable have the person identify how they can prevent +RRGfsjYxiz8-00202-00106053-00106559 those in the future and some things are just not preventable but if we can look +RRGfsjYxiz8-00203-00106559-00107250 and say you know what it would have been probably a better step when I was going +RRGfsjYxiz8-00204-00107250-00107652 through to do this if I would have prepared ahead of time you know I'm one +RRGfsjYxiz8-00205-00107652-00108035 of those people I get really anxious before I get have to go to a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00206-00108035-00108380 presentation if I don't have everything printed out and I did the same thing for +RRGfsjYxiz8-00207-00108380-00108813 final exams if I don't have everything print it out and stapled and collated +RRGfsjYxiz8-00208-00108813-00109355 and ready to go two days before why two days because that gives me time if +RRGfsjYxiz8-00209-00109355-00109857 my ink cartridge runs out if my printer breaks if I have any sort of mechanical +RRGfsjYxiz8-00210-00109857-00110328 issue that gives me time to drop back and punt so I'm not up against the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00211-00110328-00110907 eleventh hour where you know I'm not going to be prepared going in that's one +RRGfsjYxiz8-00212-00110907-00111732 of my little things but that helps me prevent a trigger for high anxiety so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00213-00111732-00112094 encouraging people to look at what are some of their triggers and how can they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00214-00112094-00112610 intervene at least mitigate them ask them what they've done in the past that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00215-00112610-00113040 might have helped in this situation so they were getting ready to go do +RRGfsjYxiz8-00216-00113040-00113679 something or they were in a situation they got had a panic attack okay +RRGfsjYxiz8-00217-00113679-00114138 you know you may not have had a situation exactly like this before but +RRGfsjYxiz8-00218-00114138-00114588 when you've had panic attacks before or when you've gotten anxious before what +RRGfsjYxiz8-00219-00114588-00115130 have you done that helps you deal with your anxiety start building on those +RRGfsjYxiz8-00220-00115130-00115425 things and this is where the strengths-based comes in you know if +RRGfsjYxiz8-00221-00115425-00115848 they say you know when I get anxious usually I just go out and I have a walk +RRGfsjYxiz8-00222-00115848-00116274 around the building or something okay well let's start thinking about how you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00223-00116274-00116892 can do that a little bit more and if it's raining what do you do and the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00224-00116892-00117507 answer is stairwells hopefully you've got some not always available but in a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00225-00117507-00118128 pinch you know people can go walk in stairwells if they can't get outside and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00226-00118128-00119070 they just need to take a break for a second let's see ask them to review +RRGfsjYxiz8-00227-00119070-00119510 their log each week to identify particular situations that might trigger +RRGfsjYxiz8-00228-00119510-00120066 panic and begin to address those and to identify times when they're not panicky +RRGfsjYxiz8-00229-00120066-00120594 and increase those so think about the times where they're just blissful and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00230-00120594-00121065 you know what's going on are they relaxing with family or they hit the gym +RRGfsjYxiz8-00231-00121065-00121596 what are they doing and let's increase those periods and whatever triggers the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00232-00121596-00121989 panic let's start addressing those you may not be able to eliminate them if +RRGfsjYxiz8-00233-00121989-00122260 you've got +RRGfsjYxiz8-00234-00122291-00122723 if you get panicky when you're driving for example and I know a lot of people +RRGfsjYxiz8-00235-00122723-00123050 get panicking when they're driving or when they're flying maybe they can't +RRGfsjYxiz8-00236-00123050-00123494 eliminate that so how can you start addressing those issues and we're going +RRGfsjYxiz8-00237-00123494-00123847 to talk about that in a second +RRGfsjYxiz8-00238-00123999-00124310 so the question comes in I've had a couple people tell me that they do not +RRGfsjYxiz8-00239-00124310-00124790 have any stress or anything to be anxious about but have panic attacks how +RRGfsjYxiz8-00240-00124790-00125180 can i rephrase that to help them recognize their triggers well we want to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00241-00125180-00125898 look at you know it may not be cognitive let's look at what else is going on we +RRGfsjYxiz8-00242-00125898-00126590 talked yesterday for example about hormones when women are in perimenopause +RRGfsjYxiz8-00243-00126590-00127248 and you know the hormones are starting to get all wonky there are times where +RRGfsjYxiz8-00244-00127248-00127730 because of the changes in estrogen levels that heart their heart can start +RRGfsjYxiz8-00245-00127730-00128216 to race and it feels really weird and it feels really scary until you realize +RRGfsjYxiz8-00246-00128216-00128708 what it is sometimes it accompanies a hot flash other times it's kind of just +RRGfsjYxiz8-00247-00128708-00129132 a symptom that's right out there all by itself so the first thing I would do is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00248-00129132-00129962 encourage them to look at okay what is your body trying to tell you it's trying +RRGfsjYxiz8-00249-00129962-00130358 to tell you there's a threat of some sort it doesn't that you need to fight +RRGfsjYxiz8-00250-00130358-00130745 or flee from so we got to figure out what that is now it could be +RRGfsjYxiz8-00251-00130745-00131201 environmental but if the person saying they don't have any stress and can't +RRGfsjYxiz8-00252-00131201-00131586 identify any triggers I would certainly refer them and make sure they've had a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00253-00131586-00132212 good blood work done in the past you know three months or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00254-00132212-00132692 whenever the panic attacks started in order to rule out anything that could be +RRGfsjYxiz8-00255-00132692-00133395 like hyper thyroid hormone changes as I said before and the same is true to a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00256-00133395-00134049 lesser extent for testosterone so it's not just estrogen that can make your +RRGfsjYxiz8-00257-00134049-00134792 body do kind of funky things also have them people start keeping a log of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00258-00134792-00135374 what's going on so you can start spot-checking or not spot-checking but +RRGfsjYxiz8-00259-00135374-00135839 investigating and think about when you're driving a car and I hate it when +RRGfsjYxiz8-00260-00135839-00136289 I've got an intermittent problem because you take it to the to the mechanic and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00261-00136289-00136667 you say it makes this squeaking sound and they take it out and they drive it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00262-00136667-00137204 around and they say not hearing it and then you're like well it makes the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00263-00137204-00137565 squeaking sound some times and then the mechanic says well +RRGfsjYxiz8-00264-00137565-00138048 what are you doing when that happens and so you start keeping track of what's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00265-00138048-00138728 going on when that happens I usually try to phrase it as an investigatory tool to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00266-00138728-00139224 have them start keeping track of things see if they can identify what trigger it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00267-00139224-00139764 see if they can look at what they were eating and if they smoke if they were +RRGfsjYxiz8-00268-00139764-00140240 smoking if they were drinking we know that alcohol has a depressant +RRGfsjYxiz8-00269-00140240-00140814 effect initially but then as it wears off the body can't balance out the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00270-00140814-00141228 neurotransmitters quickly enough so people tend to have an anxiety reaction +RRGfsjYxiz8-00271-00141228-00141720 or any feelings of anxiety when the alcohol is getting out of their system +RRGfsjYxiz8-00272-00141720-00142425 about two hours and or two hours into it so it's important for them to just be +RRGfsjYxiz8-00273-00142425-00142800 aware that there may be certain things that they're sensitive to that they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00274-00142800-00143342 eating that they're doing and then we can start exploring and if I'm wrong +RRGfsjYxiz8-00275-00143342-00143784 okay cool let's mark that off that's not what's causing it but at least we know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00276-00143784-00144138 we've addressed the physiological issues and we're starting to look +RRGfsjYxiz8-00277-00144138-00145190 biopsychosocial e at what might be triggering the panic some people may +RRGfsjYxiz8-00278-00145190-00145812 have a lot of repressed stress and anxiety if we look at PTSD and and it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00279-00145812-00146352 the true Carl some people will have emotional numbing they just kind of shut +RRGfsjYxiz8-00280-00146352-00146946 down and they can have panic attacks that feel like they kind of jump out of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00281-00146946-00147215 nowhere because they're they're emotionally numb and then all of a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00282-00147215-00147687 sudden they're in this terror state so that's totally true the other thing to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00283-00147687-00148401 recognize is with hypo cortisol ISM too little cortisol which can be caused by +RRGfsjYxiz8-00284-00148401-00148879 PTSD brain injury a variety of things +RRGfsjYxiz8-00285-00148903-00149460 the body is holding on to cortisol it's saying you know what we're not gonna get +RRGfsjYxiz8-00286-00149460-00149895 stressed about some of the mundane stuff because there's no point we're not +RRGfsjYxiz8-00287-00149895-00150246 winning this battle so I'm gonna get served my energy for when there's a real +RRGfsjYxiz8-00288-00150246-00150663 threat but then when there's a real threat the floodgates just like open +RRGfsjYxiz8-00289-00150663-00150918 wide you know it's kind of like opening a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00290-00150918-00151146 fire hydrant you know how they clean those out +RRGfsjYxiz8-00291-00151146-00151710 periodically and it's just start spewing water so that could be something else +RRGfsjYxiz8-00292-00151710-00152145 that's going on so you want to look at what's going on for the person if they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00293-00152145-00153036 have a history of PTSD or if they may be experiencing extreme fatigue and some +RRGfsjYxiz8-00294-00153036-00153450 people will call it adrenal fatigue whatever you're comfortable looking at +RRGfsjYxiz8-00295-00153450-00154086 but when you have hypo cortisol ISM you can have that zero to 200 reaction +RRGfsjYxiz8-00296-00154086-00154457 especially with with stressors +RRGfsjYxiz8-00297-00154543-00154973 Danyelle suggests asking people to track and log times they feel anxious or have +RRGfsjYxiz8-00298-00154973-00155384 panic attacks and make note of various situational factors that occurred prior +RRGfsjYxiz8-00299-00155384-00155921 to them feeling anxious to see if the patterns emerge so yeah any any kind of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00300-00155921-00156440 anxiety log you can have them do will help you get a better handle on if +RRGfsjYxiz8-00301-00156440-00156836 there's something that they're missing because when we start having a panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00302-00156836-00157358 attack what happens we get whether it's literally or not we tend to get tunnel +RRGfsjYxiz8-00303-00157358-00157847 vision we tend to focus on what's going on with me right now and there's you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00304-00157847-00158387 know all this other stuff going on out here that we need to take a look at so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00305-00158387-00158915 we want and we might not pay attention to as much we're solely focused on my +RRGfsjYxiz8-00306-00158915-00159446 heart was racing what was causing that instead of you know what else was going +RRGfsjYxiz8-00307-00159446-00160121 on life threw panic colored colored glasses and if you're hyper vigilant +RRGfsjYxiz8-00308-00160121-00160568 about panic triggers you're going to find them if I get up in the morning and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00309-00160568-00161099 I look for reasons to be stressed out if I look for signs that I'm getting ready +RRGfsjYxiz8-00310-00161099-00161522 to have a panic attack guess what I'm probably gonna create a self-fulfilling +RRGfsjYxiz8-00311-00161522-00162140 prophecy so encouraging people to review their anxiety logs identify their +RRGfsjYxiz8-00312-00162140-00162545 triggers too and make a plan to deal with them identify their vulnerabilities +RRGfsjYxiz8-00313-00162545-00163133 you know poor nutrition lack of sleep lack of quality sleep drinking too much +RRGfsjYxiz8-00314-00163133-00163831 excessive stimulants etc make a plan to prevent start preventing vulnerabilities +RRGfsjYxiz8-00315-00163831-00164627 this can really help people get started on the way and remind them to really +RRGfsjYxiz8-00316-00164627-00165209 look at their cognitions because you know when something happens they need to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00317-00165209-00165728 check the facts and we're we're gonna get their body awareness and this is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00318-00165728-00166202 encourages physical mindfulness for people who say this panic attack came +RRGfsjYxiz8-00319-00166202-00166754 from out of the blue okay well have them go through and identify what are they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00320-00166754-00167207 experiencing what might be causing it so they can run through a list of things +RRGfsjYxiz8-00321-00167207-00167642 one of the good things about having them run through a list of things is it gets +RRGfsjYxiz8-00322-00167642-00168023 them into their cognitive mind and out of that emotional mind to give +RRGfsjYxiz8-00323-00168023-00168563 their HPA access a break for half a second so thinking about could it be +RRGfsjYxiz8-00324-00168563-00168865 blood sugar you know if they start having this shaky feeling or tightness +RRGfsjYxiz8-00325-00168865-00169310 in their chest when was the last time I ate could my blood sugar be low +RRGfsjYxiz8-00326-00169310-00169942 have I had too much coffee or stimulants did you know and you probably do if +RRGfsjYxiz8-00327-00169942-00170542 you've been coming to this class that most sodas most carbonated drinks like +RRGfsjYxiz8-00328-00170542-00171209 dr. pepper root beer have caffeine in them and some you know depending on the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00329-00171209-00171817 maker some makers put caffeine and root beer for example where others don't so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00330-00171817-00172357 it's important to be aware even if you're not drinking coffee Coke Pepsi +RRGfsjYxiz8-00331-00172357-00173048 Mountain Dew dr. pepper all of those have caffeine in them and other things +RRGfsjYxiz8-00332-00173048-00173605 can cause that rush in addition to just caffeine you know if you look at the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00333-00173605-00174158 side of an energy drink it actually has a very limited amount of caffeine +RRGfsjYxiz8-00334-00174158-00174604 there's more caffeine and a Starbucks Coffee but they have a bunch of other +RRGfsjYxiz8-00335-00174604-00175058 herbs in there that can also increase heart rate and blood pressure so we want +RRGfsjYxiz8-00336-00175058-00175579 to look at those things did I just have an adrenaline rush for some reason you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00337-00175579-00176239 know we all have them occasionally if you wake up and you know in the middle +RRGfsjYxiz8-00338-00176239-00176834 of the night for example I woke up when my husband was out of town and I heard a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00339-00176834-00177407 noise upstairs and for half a second I had this what in the world is that and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00340-00177407-00177707 then I realized it was the dogs getting a drink +RRGfsjYxiz8-00341-00177707-00178042 so you know I was good with it and I went back to sleep but that initial +RRGfsjYxiz8-00342-00178042-00178724 flush of oh my gosh can throw people for a loop if they have that they feel like +RRGfsjYxiz8-00343-00178724-00179432 oh no here we go again orthostatic hypotension which is we've all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00344-00179432-00179951 experienced it probably when you get up too fast and you get dizzy some people +RRGfsjYxiz8-00345-00179951-00180287 have it because their blood pressure is too low some people have it when they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00346-00180287-00180710 pregnant there's a lot of different reasons for it obviously want to get it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00347-00180710-00181167 checked out by an MD but this can cause dizziness +RRGfsjYxiz8-00348-00181167-00181665 and shortness of breath for just a second hormones we already talked about +RRGfsjYxiz8-00349-00181665-00182187 that people need to check and say you know are my hormones okay um an +RRGfsjYxiz8-00350-00182187-00182760 excitement or panic you know there may be something going on where the body is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00351-00182760-00183224 truly responding to some sort of stimulus with excitement or panic and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00352-00183224-00183783 excitement and panic both trigger excitatory neurons so it's how you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00353-00183783-00184344 interpret what's getting ready to happen that decides whether it's anxiety or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00354-00184344-00184821 excitement so having them go through this list can be helpful they can keep a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00355-00184821-00185379 list handy you know especially once they start identifying some other things that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00356-00185379-00185922 it could be when they have a panic symptom they can start identifying well +RRGfsjYxiz8-00357-00185922-00186435 for me I know these different things cause it did any of these happen it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00358-00186435-00186903 helps them get into their cognitive mind it's only a false alarm +RRGfsjYxiz8-00359-00186903-00187380 by mindlessly attending to panic we can help people feel the sensations and ride +RRGfsjYxiz8-00360-00187380-00187824 the wave without getting tied up in them and go oh I need to control this it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00361-00187824-00188304 gonna come that's gonna go it's gonna be okay 10 to 15 minutes it'll crest and go +RRGfsjYxiz8-00362-00188304-00188784 out encourage them to initially focus on their breathing because the first thing +RRGfsjYxiz8-00363-00188784-00189108 a lot of people do is start hyperventilating you know when they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00364-00189108-00189642 start feeling anxious their breathing gets rapid and shallow so focus on long +RRGfsjYxiz8-00365-00189642-00189933 slow breaths you know they don't have to take ten deep breaths +RRGfsjYxiz8-00366-00189933-00190485 most people won't do that just have them focus on breathing in and breathing out +RRGfsjYxiz8-00367-00190485-00191121 so they can get focused on something that's calming because when respiration +RRGfsjYxiz8-00368-00191121-00191610 slows heart rate will slow encourage them to use positive self-talk instead +RRGfsjYxiz8-00369-00191610-00192096 of I'm going to die I've been through this before it'll be over in ten minutes +RRGfsjYxiz8-00370-00192096-00192777 at the most so encourage them to develop a script encourage them to then you know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00371-00192777-00193233 all this happens really quickly they feel the sensations that focus on +RRGfsjYxiz8-00372-00193233-00193812 breathing all right I got this use positive self-talk and then distract you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00373-00193812-00194154 know you don't want to sit there and go okay now how am I feeling now how am I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00374-00194154-00194460 feeling now it's kind of like the kid in the back of the car there's goes +RRGfsjYxiz8-00375-00194460-00195054 there yet seventeen timesand dad's like uh you know no we're not there so we +RRGfsjYxiz8-00376-00195054-00195531 want to have people distract themselves and again I encourage people when +RRGfsjYxiz8-00377-00195531-00195885 they're having a panic attack or highly anxious they're not going to think of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00378-00195885-00196305 their options very easily because that's not where their brain is their brain is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00379-00196305-00196881 in that fight or flee mode so having a list of things that they like to do to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00380-00196881-00197430 distract themselves whether it's praying singing calling someone listening to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00381-00197430-00198032 music all four of those things are things I do so having them brainstorm +RRGfsjYxiz8-00382-00198032-00198642 what works for them can be really helpful and it helps them get through +RRGfsjYxiz8-00383-00198642-00199377 that ten to fifteen minute period when the body's on high alert because it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00384-00199377-00199605 getting stressed signals but you're sitting still +RRGfsjYxiz8-00385-00199605-00199947 there's disconnect you know you're sitting still your heart's racing you're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00386-00199947-00200307 breathing really fast you're starting to get sweaty you're feeling hot you know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00387-00200307-00200724 all the ways you feel when you're exercising well but you're sitting still +RRGfsjYxiz8-00388-00200724-00201105 and your brain is going okay this doesn't make any sense here so that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00389-00201105-00201558 causes an increase in stress chemicals your body's going hello I told you to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00390-00201558-00202134 get up off your butt and do something because there's a threat which also make +RRGfsjYxiz8-00391-00202134-00202548 trigger catastrophic thinking so they're like well I'm not doing anything that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00392-00202548-00203091 should make my heart rate go faster so I must be having a heart attack or I am +RRGfsjYxiz8-00393-00203091-00203574 gonna die or whatever they tell themselves so one way to get the mind +RRGfsjYxiz8-00394-00203574-00204249 and body back in sync is to move helping them provide a reasonable explanation to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00395-00204249-00204681 their brain for the increased heart rate and respiration think about times when +RRGfsjYxiz8-00396-00204681-00205161 you've de-escalated a client who well if you've worked in residential you've +RRGfsjYxiz8-00397-00205161-00205662 probably done this a lot when clients get really upset you know one of the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00398-00205662-00206262 first things I usually do is obviously separate them and then take them out so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00399-00206262-00206757 they can move around and move those big body muscles and then the heart rate +RRGfsjYxiz8-00400-00206757-00207258 kind of gets in sync with whatever physical activity they're doing and it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00401-00207258-00207632 helps reduce anxiety +RRGfsjYxiz8-00402-00207728-00208358 sir size also releases serotonin so if people start to exercise when they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00403-00208358-00208790 feeling stressed out when they're feeling panicky it can have a calming +RRGfsjYxiz8-00404-00208790-00209081 effect now that serotonin doesn't kick in until +RRGfsjYxiz8-00405-00209081-00209432 you've been exercising for twenty or thirty minutes so it's not a cure for a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00406-00209432-00210098 panic attack but it can help reduce underlying anxiety and we lower that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00407-00210098-00210671 threshold or whatever you want to say lower it so people aren't starting at +RRGfsjYxiz8-00408-00210671-00211256 the 50-yard line they're all the way back on the on the opposing 10-yard yard +RRGfsjYxiz8-00409-00211256-00211673 line nutrition stimulants medications and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00410-00211673-00212282 certain supplements can trigger a stress response information is part of the key +RRGfsjYxiz8-00411-00212282-00213106 for clients caffeine decongestants guarana which is a common supplement in +RRGfsjYxiz8-00412-00213106-00213719 not only workout supplements but I've started to see it creep up in vitamins +RRGfsjYxiz8-00413-00213719-00214130 that are supposed to help you have more energy and you think well it's a vitamin +RRGfsjYxiz8-00414-00214130-00214505 it's not gonna have anything in it and since guarana is not technically +RRGfsjYxiz8-00415-00214505-00214862 caffeine if you look at it you're like okay you know you're thinking ginseng +RRGfsjYxiz8-00416-00214862-00215336 lauranna all right whatever but it can have a really strong stimulatory effect +RRGfsjYxiz8-00417-00215336-00216125 on some people hot peppers can trigger indigestion and a stress response two +RRGfsjYxiz8-00418-00216125-00216557 years ago I grew ghost peppers which are supposed to be like the hottest peppers +RRGfsjYxiz8-00419-00216557-00217367 around and of course I was being silly and I picked one I'm like I bet it's not +RRGfsjYxiz8-00420-00217367-00217898 that bad it can't be any worse than the habaneros I've been been growing so I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00421-00217898-00218444 picked it and I bit into it and initially it wasn't too bad but once the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00422-00218444-00218821 juice got in you know it wasn't the flesh it was the juice once the juice +RRGfsjYxiz8-00423-00218821-00219548 got in I couldn't breathe I literally could not breathe for you know 15 or 20 +RRGfsjYxiz8-00424-00219548-00220229 seconds I was just like and it felt like my chest was tightening up and you know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00425-00220229-00220616 it was not a pleasant sensation I learned not to do that again so hot +RRGfsjYxiz8-00426-00220616-00221033 peppers can actually trigger it and if people have indigestion you know a lot +RRGfsjYxiz8-00427-00221033-00221435 of times end jes tchen is mistaken for a heart attack +RRGfsjYxiz8-00428-00221435-00221765 and heart attacks are mistaken for indigestion so when people get +RRGfsjYxiz8-00429-00221765-00222206 indigestion they can start worrying that they're having a heart attack and work +RRGfsjYxiz8-00430-00222206-00222673 themselves up into a panic attack not to say to ignore symptoms of a heart attack +RRGfsjYxiz8-00431-00222673-00223238 definitely not but helping people become aware and you know kind of check in and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00432-00223238-00223736 go did I eat something really spicy that might be upsetting my stomach and what +RRGfsjYxiz8-00433-00223736-00224033 other symptoms am I having am I having radiating pain +RRGfsjYxiz8-00434-00224033-00224756 down my arm encourage them to look for multiple symptoms to help them feel +RRGfsjYxiz8-00435-00224756-00225461 calmer low blood sugar can also trigger Coldhands dizziness and trembling those +RRGfsjYxiz8-00436-00225461-00225887 signs indicate to your person that it might be an impending panic attack then +RRGfsjYxiz8-00437-00225887-00226565 when their blood sugar gets low they may become overly concerned and not know how +RRGfsjYxiz8-00438-00226565-00227078 to control it if they identify that it's low blood sugar then they can do +RRGfsjYxiz8-00439-00227078-00227576 something to intervene so encourage people to keep their blood sugar steady +RRGfsjYxiz8-00440-00227576-00228041 and this is something between them and their doctor but ideally they minimize +RRGfsjYxiz8-00441-00228041-00228467 processed sugars and carbohydrates which are really hard on the blood sugar +RRGfsjYxiz8-00442-00228467-00229042 levels you know there's a spike and then a crash and if appropriate having a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00443-00229042-00229838 protein with their carbs if you eat fiber protein fat with carbs it helps +RRGfsjYxiz8-00444-00229838-00230231 slow down the absorption of the carbohydrates so you don't have as much +RRGfsjYxiz8-00445-00230231-00230801 of a spike encourage people to drink enough water dehydration can cause a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00446-00230801-00231353 racing heart can also cause shakiness and have them consider exploring +RRGfsjYxiz8-00447-00231353-00232130 decaffeinated green tea which is thought to have anti-anxiety effects breathing +RRGfsjYxiz8-00448-00232130-00232648 meditation and guided imagery are other things people can do mindful breathing +RRGfsjYxiz8-00449-00232648-00233015 you know combat breathing whatever you want to call it where they breathe in +RRGfsjYxiz8-00450-00233015-00233513 4/4 and breathe out 4/4 can help slow that respiration it gives them something +RRGfsjYxiz8-00451-00233513-00234026 to count and something to focus on aware breathing is really just sitting there +RRGfsjYxiz8-00452-00234026-00234448 and being aware of your breath how does it feel coming into your nose +RRGfsjYxiz8-00453-00234448-00235042 what temperature is it feel your belly expand fill your belly contract you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00454-00235042-00235594 noticing all of the feelings and maybe even anything you're smelling can help +RRGfsjYxiz8-00455-00235594-00236104 people again get out of that emotional mind and into something more concrete +RRGfsjYxiz8-00456-00236104-00236726 they can also do a body scan and the rain' acronym is used for that recognize +RRGfsjYxiz8-00457-00236726-00237292 what's happening I might be having a panic attack allow life to be just as it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00458-00237292-00237686 is it is what it is this is going to come and go there's nothing I can do to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00459-00237686-00238267 stop it investigate inner experience with kindness so instead of looking in +RRGfsjYxiz8-00460-00238267-00238636 and getting upset because they can't control it or because they got up and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00461-00238636-00239225 anxious about something recognize it is what it is and be compassionate and say +RRGfsjYxiz8-00462-00239225-00239660 you know I need to figure out how to deal with this maybe but right now I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00463-00239660-00240292 just need to get through this moment and N is for non identification so instead +RRGfsjYxiz8-00464-00240292-00240878 of starting to try to focus on all the you know I'm having a heart attack or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00465-00240878-00241529 I'm gonna die or or whatever encouraging them to just let it go and be in the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00466-00241529-00242132 moment relaxation techniques and biofeedback can reduce stress symptoms +RRGfsjYxiz8-00467-00242132-00242494 by slowing the heart rate and respiration lowering blood pressure +RRGfsjYxiz8-00468-00242494-00242990 reducing activity of stress hormones increasing blood flow to major muscles +RRGfsjYxiz8-00469-00242990-00243346 you know if you're not all knotted up the blood can get through a little bit +RRGfsjYxiz8-00470-00243346-00243950 easier reducing muscle tension and chronic pain which not only makes people +RRGfsjYxiz8-00471-00243950-00244454 irritable but can interrupt their sleep improves concentration and mood lowers +RRGfsjYxiz8-00472-00244454-00244925 fatigue it can reduce anger and frustration think about it if you're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00473-00244925-00245332 relaxed then you can't be angry and frustrated at the same time they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00474-00245332-00246061 mutually exclusive so if somebody is practicing relaxation they're increasing +RRGfsjYxiz8-00475-00246061-00246425 their GABA and their serotonin and they're calming hormones and those +RRGfsjYxiz8-00476-00246425-00247115 excitatory North hormones have to go down there's just no other way and it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00477-00247115-00247538 provides a sense of control over bodily responses so how do we do biofeedback +RRGfsjYxiz8-00478-00247538-00248150 it's not hard you know you don't even need anything to do it where people just +RRGfsjYxiz8-00479-00248150-00248663 can focus on slowing their breathing and focusing on their breathing and they can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00480-00248663-00249296 put their hand on their belly and maybe feel their heart heartbeat they can also +RRGfsjYxiz8-00481-00249296-00249950 take their pulse if they want to I do it with a my Fitness watch you know I can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00482-00249950-00250369 breathe breathe in and breathe out and I can watch my heart rate go back down to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00483-00250369-00251039 closer to what baseline is and just practicing that getting used to being +RRGfsjYxiz8-00484-00251039-00251446 able to calm your breathing and calm your heart rate can help people feel +RRGfsjYxiz8-00485-00251446-00252173 like they've got more control over what's going on physical conditions that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00486-00252173-00252689 may increase anxiety and when we have high anxiety we're more likely to get +RRGfsjYxiz8-00487-00252689-00253232 upset and panicked over things that may not normally cause us so much +RRGfsjYxiz8-00488-00253232-00253935 consternation exhaustion diabetes especially hypoglycemia hypertension and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00489-00253935-00254525 hyperthyroid so high blood pressure and too much thyroid can cause you know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00490-00254525-00255302 symptoms of increased anxiety PMS pregnancy postpartum hormones are all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00491-00255302-00255857 over the place in all three of these situations anemia bronchitis or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00492-00255857-00256294 emphysema if the person and cardiac issues if the person's not getting +RRGfsjYxiz8-00493-00256294-00256865 enough oxygenated blood throughout their body they could potentially have a panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00494-00256865-00257548 reaction and side effects of medication including SSRIs so even the things that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00495-00257548-00258002 like zoloft and some of your other selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors +RRGfsjYxiz8-00496-00258002-00258778 that are supposed to help with reducing anxiety sometimes they increase anxiety +RRGfsjYxiz8-00497-00258790-00259283 so I asked you earlier what are some common issues or thoughts that may +RRGfsjYxiz8-00498-00259283-00259742 trigger panic in people now when you're thinking about yourself your friends +RRGfsjYxiz8-00499-00259742-00260044 your clients +RRGfsjYxiz8-00500-00261171-00261811 people may say I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind if this is going on it's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00501-00261811-00262592 going to be absolutely untenable or I'm going to embarrass myself by saying +RRGfsjYxiz8-00502-00262592-00263003 something wrong or doing something foolish when I'm in the middle of this +RRGfsjYxiz8-00503-00263003-00263767 panic episode and all of those or both of those are true +RRGfsjYxiz8-00504-00264372-00264871 if they have to do something they dread that can increase anxiety levels and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00505-00264871-00265351 panic for some people they can get really worked up think about when you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00506-00265351-00265783 took your qualifying exams you know I don't know about you but I was a little +RRGfsjYxiz8-00507-00265783-00266275 stressed when I went in there and you know read over the questions the first +RRGfsjYxiz8-00508-00266275-00266848 time ours are qualifying exams were essays and I read I think it was the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00509-00266848-00267253 third question I read I was like I have no idea how to answer that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00510-00267253-00267691 you know thankfully it came to me later but I had this flush of panic for a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00511-00267691-00268263 second and I was like oh boy so encouraging clients to be aware of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00512-00268263-00268813 things that are going to trigger it loud noises can trigger panic for people even +RRGfsjYxiz8-00513-00268813-00269572 if they don't have a PTSD history think about being in a situation where you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00514-00269572-00270232 hear a car crash right next to you or something that you don't understand even +RRGfsjYxiz8-00515-00270232-00270646 from the time you come out of the womb loud noises are startling they're scary +RRGfsjYxiz8-00516-00270646-00271182 and your body sends out a stress reaction when they hear it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00517-00271182-00271783 so if you're predisposed to that figuring out how to best handle those +RRGfsjYxiz8-00518-00271783-00272242 situations so challenging questions worksheet can be used for any of these +RRGfsjYxiz8-00519-00272242-00272887 so we'll use the example if I'm going to embarrass myself the challenging +RRGfsjYxiz8-00520-00272887-00273367 questions worksheet you will have people just go through these questions again if +RRGfsjYxiz8-00521-00273367-00273832 they keep it with them on their mobile device they can look at it and they can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00522-00273832-00274276 go through it and it helps get them into their cognitive frame of mind or their +RRGfsjYxiz8-00523-00274276-00274816 thinking mind what are the facts for and against this belief what are the facts +RRGfsjYxiz8-00524-00274816-00275239 that I'm going to embarrass myself I don't know what's gonna happen in five +RRGfsjYxiz8-00525-00275239-00275548 minutes have I been in similar situations and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00526-00275548-00276025 embarrassed myself maybe does it mean I have to embarrass myself in the future +RRGfsjYxiz8-00527-00276025-00276490 no you know what are the facts that are telling me that this is going to happen +RRGfsjYxiz8-00528-00276490-00277129 probably not going to find a lot of those is your belief a habit or based on +RRGfsjYxiz8-00529-00277129-00277597 facts sometimes we just expect something to be awful like getting a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00530-00277597-00278152 shot you know I just expect it to be awful so my habit is getting anxious +RRGfsjYxiz8-00531-00278152-00278832 before I've got to go get a shot where if I look at the facts of it you know 7 +RRGfsjYxiz8-00532-00278832-00279214 out of every 10 shots I've had haven't been a big deal the other three were +RRGfsjYxiz8-00533-00279214-00279772 pretty miserable but it balances out encourage people to look at what way +RRGfsjYxiz8-00534-00279772-00280267 their feelings are their belief is based on feelings rather than facts so this +RRGfsjYxiz8-00535-00280267-00281034 can be habit or feelings since they felt anxious getting ready to do this doesn't +RRGfsjYxiz8-00536-00281034-00281644 mean it's scary doesn't mean it's dangerous maybe maybe not but they need +RRGfsjYxiz8-00537-00281644-00282115 to check it out in what ways is your belief not including all of the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00538-00282115-00282769 information so if you think you're gonna go out and embarrass yourself what's all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00539-00282769-00283116 of the information you know you've got to go up in front of people +RRGfsjYxiz8-00540-00283116-00283738 true you know why do you think you're going to embarrass yourself have other +RRGfsjYxiz8-00541-00283738-00284269 people had to do this before and gotten through it probably so let's look at all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00542-00284269-00284681 the information you know maybe eight other people have to go up and speak to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00543-00284681-00285268 okay well those eight other people may risk embarrassing themselves as well so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00544-00285268-00285691 getting out of your own head and looking at all of the information other parts of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00545-00285691-00286305 the information if you're getting ready to do a speech for example if you're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00546-00286305-00286663 afraid you may embarrass yourself think about what's the other information did I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00547-00286663-00287149 prepare do I have my note cards have I rehearsed it you know did I do +RRGfsjYxiz8-00548-00287149-00287631 everything I needed to do to be ready for this so I wouldn't embarrass myself +RRGfsjYxiz8-00549-00287631-00288421 and if you did then cool you're probably on the right track examine if the belief +RRGfsjYxiz8-00550-00288421-00288927 uses all or nothing extreme or exaggerated terms I am going to die if +RRGfsjYxiz8-00551-00288927-00289557 this doesn't go well I am going to be mortified if I forget where I'm at in my +RRGfsjYxiz8-00552-00289557-00290235 speech in what ways is your belief focused on just one piece of what's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00553-00290235-00290744 going on and some of these questions may not apply to every single situation +RRGfsjYxiz8-00554-00290744-00291065 but it encourages people to look more broadly +RRGfsjYxiz8-00555-00291065-00291710 you know I'm focused on I'm going to embarrass myself but other people may +RRGfsjYxiz8-00556-00291710-00292088 not even notice you know they don't know exactly what's written on the note card +RRGfsjYxiz8-00557-00292088-00292496 are you confusing something that's possible with something that's likely +RRGfsjYxiz8-00558-00292496-00292940 now this is true with embarrassing yourself it is possible to embarrass +RRGfsjYxiz8-00559-00292940-00293492 yourself and I've done some doozies in my day but is it likely you're going to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00560-00293492-00294068 embarrass yourself probably not how does this belief protect you or help you move +RRGfsjYxiz8-00561-00294068-00294668 toward what is truly important in your life so if I'm terrified of going out to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00562-00294668-00295180 give a speech and embarrassing myself how does that protect me from +RRGfsjYxiz8-00563-00295180-00295796 embarrassing myself well if I get too scared then I may flee instead of you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00564-00295796-00296189 know go through it so my brain may be trying to say you don't want to put +RRGfsjYxiz8-00565-00296189-00296609 yourself out there all right but is it helping me move towards what's truly +RRGfsjYxiz8-00566-00296609-00297190 important in my life so if running away from this and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00567-00297190-00297653 avoiding it is that going to help me move toward what's important in my life +RRGfsjYxiz8-00568-00297653-00298124 and a lot of times the answer's no you know I I'm here because it's something +RRGfsjYxiz8-00569-00298124-00298609 I've got to do in order to move closer to things that are important to me and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00570-00298609-00299171 look at how does hold on holding on to the belief keep you from doing things +RRGfsjYxiz8-00571-00299171-00299915 that are important in your life so maybe you want to be a singer and but you also +RRGfsjYxiz8-00572-00299915-00300383 are afraid of embarrassing yourself and going to tryouts well if you want to be +RRGfsjYxiz8-00573-00300383-00300842 a singer if that's really important then you're gonna have to go and do tryouts +RRGfsjYxiz8-00574-00300842-00301616 so how can you address that fear of embarrassing yourself thinking patterns +RRGfsjYxiz8-00575-00301616-00302027 that increase anxiety all-or-nothing thinking you know this is gonna be the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00576-00302027-00302597 worst thing ever or I'm going to die if encouraging +RRGfsjYxiz8-00577-00302597-00303317 people to look for exceptions and not use always and never egocentric thinking +RRGfsjYxiz8-00578-00303317-00303743 the center of attention if I embarrass myself I'm never going to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00579-00303743-00304115 be able to show myself my face here again because every +RRGfsjYxiz8-00580-00304115-00304670 is gonna remember forever what I did know most people are probably gonna +RRGfsjYxiz8-00581-00304670-00305180 forget in 30 minutes but if you may hang on for a couple weeks it just depends on +RRGfsjYxiz8-00582-00305180-00305720 what you do but generally we are not that important to other people we notice +RRGfsjYxiz8-00583-00305720-00306395 a lot more what we did then you know everybody around you catastrophic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00584-00306395-00307162 thinking the world is going to end if this happens so we want to increase +RRGfsjYxiz8-00585-00307162-00307541 people's knowledge and realistic thinking instead of thinking +RRGfsjYxiz8-00586-00307541-00308069 catastrophic ly you know what's likely to happen and a need for approval can +RRGfsjYxiz8-00587-00308069-00308714 also increase anxiety if my goodness is a person and okayness depends on your +RRGfsjYxiz8-00588-00308714-00309077 approval then that's going to increase anxiety because I'm always going to be +RRGfsjYxiz8-00589-00309077-00309812 afraid of rejection or or failure which may lead to rejection which means that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00590-00309812-00310136 there are a lot of situations that are going to trigger high levels of anxiety +RRGfsjYxiz8-00591-00310136-00310967 if I can learn to separate what I do from Who I am it's hard then it becomes +RRGfsjYxiz8-00592-00310967-00311471 a little bit easier remembering that I'm a good person even if I fail at this or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00593-00311471-00312038 I'm rejected by somebody one activity you can have people do is write down +RRGfsjYxiz8-00594-00312038-00312584 five things that cause them anxiety such as annual evaluations going to the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00595-00312584-00313124 doctor going to a new place especially a big city I don't like driving in the big +RRGfsjYxiz8-00596-00313124-00313547 city so I always put that one in there um and when I say to big city I mean +RRGfsjYxiz8-00597-00313547-00313936 Nashville and not even talk in New York +RRGfsjYxiz8-00598-00313945-00314468 you know those things are anxiety provoking identifying the underlying +RRGfsjYxiz8-00599-00314468-00314978 thoughts that trigger your anxiety in those situations and the dispute those +RRGfsjYxiz8-00600-00314978-00315362 thought patterns so when I'm getting ready to go to Nashville you know I'm +RRGfsjYxiz8-00601-00315362-00315749 worried that I'm gonna get lost I'm gonna get into a car accident because +RRGfsjYxiz8-00602-00315749-00316186 there's lots of one-way roads and stuff that I'm gonna get pulled over +RRGfsjYxiz8-00603-00316186-00316690 well I Drive like a granny so it's unlikely I'm gonna get pulled over I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00604-00316690-00317198 have Google on my phone so it's unlikely I'm gonna get lost and as long as I'm +RRGfsjYxiz8-00605-00317198-00317388 careful I'm not going to turn the wrong way +RRGfsjYxiz8-00606-00317388-00317877 a one-way street so disputing those thought patterns those apprehensions +RRGfsjYxiz8-00607-00317877-00318390 that I have and then planning ahead sometimes if I'm going to a really +RRGfsjYxiz8-00608-00318390-00318852 important meeting I will drive there ahead of time like the day before to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00609-00318852-00319269 make sure I know how to get there and where to park other times I just leave +RRGfsjYxiz8-00610-00319269-00319809 with plenty of lead time and if it means I have to go you know stop by McDonald's +RRGfsjYxiz8-00611-00319809-00320241 or something for a few minutes so be it but at least I got there in plenty of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00612-00320241-00320604 time so I wasn't stressed that oh my gosh I'm gonna be late for this +RRGfsjYxiz8-00613-00320604-00321216 appointment emotions that increase anxiety shame and embarrassment a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00614-00321216-00321810 feeling of inadequacy a sense that you're going crazy or even anxious +RRGfsjYxiz8-00615-00321810-00322254 anticipation if you're getting nervous getting worked up waiting for something +RRGfsjYxiz8-00616-00322254-00322779 whether it's a job interview or a performance or a test it can increase +RRGfsjYxiz8-00617-00322779-00323463 your anxiety exponentially so have people identify what causes that emotion +RRGfsjYxiz8-00618-00323463-00323934 what causes a sense of embarrassment and what does the emotion mean to you and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00619-00323934-00324447 encourage them to look for themes of loss of control rejection and failure so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00620-00324447-00324876 if I'm embarrassed that means you know I don't have control about what other +RRGfsjYxiz8-00621-00324876-00325350 people are thinking about me or maybe saying behind my back so what does that +RRGfsjYxiz8-00622-00325350-00325947 mean why is that important to me why is that anxiety provoking if I'm +RRGfsjYxiz8-00623-00325947-00326625 embarrassed maybe it means I failed at something or got rejected okay so what +RRGfsjYxiz8-00624-00326625-00327084 does rejection mean and in different situations it means different things +RRGfsjYxiz8-00625-00327084-00327459 whether you're being rejected in a relationship or for a job or you know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00626-00327459-00327950 heaven forbid you know I am NOT good at sales so you know when I had to do +RRGfsjYxiz8-00627-00327950-00328479 marketing for a clinic that I worked for I would get sick to my stomach every +RRGfsjYxiz8-00628-00328479-00328860 morning because I don't cold call that's just not me and when I would cold call I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00629-00328860-00329130 would always feel guilty like I was bothering people +RRGfsjYxiz8-00630-00329130-00329790 and then when they'd be terse with me because I was bothering them you know I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00631-00329790-00330285 would feel bad and feel rejection that increased my anxiety for calling the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00632-00330285-00330819 next person because it was unpleasant which is you know one of the reasons you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00633-00330819-00331394 don't do things that you're not exceptionally skilled at sometimes but +RRGfsjYxiz8-00634-00331394-00331863 identifying what was causing that anxiety and then disputing it so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00635-00331863-00332394 recognizing you know when I called that person and they were terse with me it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00636-00332394-00332724 had nothing to do with me as a person it had to do with the fact +RRGfsjYxiz8-00637-00332724-00333228 that I was bothering them when I called them at work okay well that was my job +RRGfsjYxiz8-00638-00333228-00333897 so moving past it behaviors that increase panic can include poor time +RRGfsjYxiz8-00639-00333897-00334404 management when people take on too much or they procrastinate then they feel +RRGfsjYxiz8-00640-00334404-00334773 overwhelmed and when they feel overwhelmed they can get themselves all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00641-00334773-00335199 into a tizzy and and panic because there's not enough time in the day they +RRGfsjYxiz8-00642-00335199-00335658 can't focus they can't get it done the less they focus the more overwhelmed +RRGfsjYxiz8-00643-00335658-00336336 they feel and it spirals out of control type-a personalities may be more prone +RRGfsjYxiz8-00644-00336336-00336774 to panic if they have because they have perfectionist tendencies +RRGfsjYxiz8-00645-00336774-00337317 so we want to explore why do you have to be perfect why do you have to be perfect +RRGfsjYxiz8-00646-00337317-00337809 at this or at everything and and what does that mean what happens if you're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00647-00337809-00338400 not perfect weak and how many people do you know that are perfect I always try +RRGfsjYxiz8-00648-00338400-00339119 to get some perspective on it another question if you're not perfect you know +RRGfsjYxiz8-00649-00339119-00339543 what does that mean what would it mean if your child wasn't perfect +RRGfsjYxiz8-00650-00339543-00340035 is your child perfect you know maybe ask that question first and we all think our +RRGfsjYxiz8-00651-00340035-00340572 kids are the greatest but I wouldn't say my children are perfect I'm not perfect +RRGfsjYxiz8-00652-00340572-00340869 so then you say well if your child's not perfect +RRGfsjYxiz8-00653-00340869-00341565 and you love them anyway you follow that out to its conclusion the overachiever +RRGfsjYxiz8-00654-00341565-00342045 often takes on too much feels like they need to excel at multiple things or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00655-00342045-00342516 everything which again can increase panic so why do you feel you need to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00656-00342516-00343083 overachieve what does it mean if you can't be everything to everybody all the +RRGfsjYxiz8-00657-00343083-00343542 time and you know look at why their self-esteem is wound up and that where +RRGfsjYxiz8-00658-00343542-00343911 they got those messages from start talking to that internal critic and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00659-00343911-00344301 getting to be quiet people who are overly +RRGfsjYxiz8-00660-00344301-00344766 conscientious and this kind of goes with perfectionism but if everything every +RRGfsjYxiz8-00661-00344766-00345284 eye has to be dotted and every T has to be crossed it can cause them to feel +RRGfsjYxiz8-00662-00345284-00345576 panicked when they're coming up on a deadline or they've got to turn +RRGfsjYxiz8-00663-00345576-00346211 something in if they have a phobia of wasting time they need to get everything +RRGfsjYxiz8-00664-00346211-00346671 done and they don't have a good time perspective you know they may rush +RRGfsjYxiz8-00665-00346671-00347070 through things and feel like they're always time pressured when they there +RRGfsjYxiz8-00666-00347070-00347579 really is plenty of time to get it done and Type A personalities often have +RRGfsjYxiz8-00667-00347579-00347895 difficulty falling asleep because their mind is kind of racing because they're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00668-00347895-00348327 worried about whatever they're doing that they need to be perfect at and all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00669-00348327-00348798 of the different things that they need to achieve at which keeps them from +RRGfsjYxiz8-00670-00348798-00349401 falling asleep and getting good restful sleep which can increase anxiety stress +RRGfsjYxiz8-00671-00349401-00349839 and time management you can feel time stressed when you're over committed or +RRGfsjYxiz8-00672-00349839-00350340 if you've procrastinated it's important to remember that sometimes +RRGfsjYxiz8-00673-00350340-00350810 procrastination is caused by anxiety when I took philosophy you know I was +RRGfsjYxiz8-00674-00350810-00351288 always anxious about turning in my my papers because for some reason I had a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00675-00351288-00351852 mental block with it but it would come up to the eleventh hour and then I would +RRGfsjYxiz8-00676-00351852-00352382 all of a sudden have this breakthrough and write my paper but I procrastinated +RRGfsjYxiz8-00677-00352382-00352909 getting into it I had this mental block because I was afraid of beginning +RRGfsjYxiz8-00678-00352909-00353418 working on the paper so helping people identify why they procrastinate and how +RRGfsjYxiz8-00679-00353418-00353861 they can start working towards it and how they can set good boundaries and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00680-00353861-00354581 time management and manage their time better one activity we do for time +RRGfsjYxiz8-00681-00354581-00354923 management is to have people list all the things that they have to do and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00682-00354923-00355340 whatever they think they have to do start writing them on index cards +RRGfsjYxiz8-00683-00355340-00355931 separate the cards into three categories must do need to do soon or I'd like to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00684-00355931-00356343 do it you know I must pay but pay the electric bill +RRGfsjYxiz8-00685-00356343-00356933 I need to go grocery shopping sometime soon and I'd like to go to the gym you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00686-00356933-00357520 know nothing hugely horrible will have if I don't go to the gym so separate +RRGfsjYxiz8-00687-00357520-00358069 into those categories prioritize and delegate the must deuce you know paying +RRGfsjYxiz8-00688-00358069-00358522 your bills whatever it is that has to be done or there going to be significant +RRGfsjYxiz8-00689-00358522-00359052 negative consequences delegate where you can you know some people can help +RRGfsjYxiz8-00690-00359052-00359631 simplify where possible if you can simplify paying your bills by paying +RRGfsjYxiz8-00691-00359631-00360064 them online so you don't have to get out the the stamps and the envelopes and all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00692-00360064-00360660 that stuff well so much the better if you can you know order in for dinner +RRGfsjYxiz8-00693-00360660-00361498 instead of making a five-course meal so much the better and combine things when +RRGfsjYxiz8-00694-00361498-00362109 possible a lot of times when I'm calling to check in with my family or my friends +RRGfsjYxiz8-00695-00362109-00362464 I will call when I'm on the road from one place to another because I spend a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00696-00362464-00362883 fair amount of time in the car going between meetings sometimes and that way +RRGfsjYxiz8-00697-00362883-00363378 you know I'm not wasting that time just kind of watching the birds and I'm +RRGfsjYxiz8-00698-00363378-00363967 accomplishing something that's important to me fears of failure rejection and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00699-00363967-00364515 abandonment can trigger high anxiety or even panic for many people +RRGfsjYxiz8-00700-00365095-00365528 panic can be triggered if people feel like their needs are not going to be met +RRGfsjYxiz8-00701-00365528-00366026 or if they engage in mind-reading so think about relationships where one +RRGfsjYxiz8-00702-00366026-00366653 person where a relationship ends and one person says gets panicked about it and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00703-00366653-00367064 feels like they're gonna die they can't live with that without that other person +RRGfsjYxiz8-00704-00367064-00367895 and they are just completely overwhelmed with their anxiety and panic well why is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00705-00367895-00368333 that why can't you live without that person what is it that they're providing +RRGfsjYxiz8-00706-00368333-00368963 for you so encouraging people to try to figure out you know and use those +RRGfsjYxiz8-00707-00368963-00369416 challenging questions what are the facts for and against this that I can't live +RRGfsjYxiz8-00708-00369416-00370004 without this person am i confusing high likely with am i confusing what is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00709-00370004-00370553 likely with what is probable etc have them develop effective assertiveness +RRGfsjYxiz8-00710-00370553-00370973 skills so they can state what their needs are that way they're not afraid of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00711-00370973-00371423 not getting the met if you put them out there then it's easier to get a met as +RRGfsjYxiz8-00712-00371423-00371906 opposed to if you hold them inside and just hope people can read your mind stop +RRGfsjYxiz8-00713-00371906-00372359 mind reading you know because a lot of times people can get themselves all +RRGfsjYxiz8-00714-00372359-00372770 worked up and in a panic because they think somebody else is thinking +RRGfsjYxiz8-00715-00372770-00373225 something it's important to communicate and not +RRGfsjYxiz8-00716-00373225-00373804 just try to interpret stop looking for the other shoe to drop if you're in a +RRGfsjYxiz8-00717-00373804-00374308 good relationship and things are going well you know if you're waiting you're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00718-00374308-00374653 keeping that person at arm's length waiting for that other shoe to drop it +RRGfsjYxiz8-00719-00374653-00375148 can cause panic because you're always looking for things to go wrong you're +RRGfsjYxiz8-00720-00375148-00375691 looking for those panic clues address abandonment issues develop self-esteem +RRGfsjYxiz8-00721-00375691-00376498 and self-acceptance so if somebody else rejects you or something you do it's not +RRGfsjYxiz8-00722-00376498-00376897 a big deal nurture supportive relationships and use +RRGfsjYxiz8-00723-00376897-00377536 the challenging questions worksheet so at the end of group you know we go +RRGfsjYxiz8-00724-00377536-00377944 through this this group and usually it takes me to group sessions to go through +RRGfsjYxiz8-00725-00377944-00378694 the panic activities I have clients look at what they've learned and identify +RRGfsjYxiz8-00726-00378694-00379018 three ways they could have used the information in the past week so three +RRGfsjYxiz8-00727-00379018-00379729 times they got panicky in the past week or whatever what was the situation what +RRGfsjYxiz8-00728-00379729-00380202 did they do how effective was it for them in the short term in the long term +RRGfsjYxiz8-00729-00380202-00380578 if they would have had this new information what could they have done +RRGfsjYxiz8-00730-00380578-00381049 differently how would it have changed the outcome and how can they start +RRGfsjYxiz8-00731-00381049-00381541 integrating this knowledge into their routine so they start looking at you +RRGfsjYxiz8-00732-00381541-00382201 know I didn't really think about lack of sleep making me more prone to panic or I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00733-00382201-00382744 didn't really think about all the different things that supplements that I +RRGfsjYxiz8-00734-00382744-00383329 take might be interacting with my meds and causing anxiety or whatever so +RRGfsjYxiz8-00735-00383329-00383665 hopefully they picked a couple nuggets out of it and that's all I want is +RRGfsjYxiz8-00736-00383665-00384022 nuggets but I want them to pick a couple nuggets and figure out how they're going +RRGfsjYxiz8-00737-00384022-00384645 to apply those panic is caused by the fight-or-flight reaction many things +RRGfsjYxiz8-00738-00384645-00385219 mostly benign may cause symptoms of the stress reaction so you know low blood +RRGfsjYxiz8-00739-00385219-00385516 sugars generally benign is it's not a big deal it's not going to +RRGfsjYxiz8-00740-00385516-00386140 kill you but it can cause shakiness for example cognitive interpretations of +RRGfsjYxiz8-00741-00386140-00386368 these symptoms can lead to a full-blown panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00742-00386368-00386977 attack so we need to help people address those cognitions early on as soon as +RRGfsjYxiz8-00743-00386977-00387456 they're having a symptom check for any possible explanations other than a panic +RRGfsjYxiz8-00744-00387456-00387901 attack that might be causing it encourage them to do a body scan and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00745-00387901-00388546 focus on breath awareness to help regulate their stress reaction rain and +RRGfsjYxiz8-00746-00388546-00389031 distraction may work better for others and encourage all people to eliminate +RRGfsjYxiz8-00747-00389031-00389457 vulnerabilities so they can eliminate low-grade chronic stress that can 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FOR THIS WEEK'S GOLDEN APPLE IN BEMIDJI, HAYDEE CLOTTER LAKELAND +RSTiZpGjoZU-00000-00000000-00000500 Hello everybody.Welcome to this tutorial on Symmetrical Transformation in Geogebra +RSTiZpGjoZU-00001-00000600-00001000 In this tutorial we will learn Symmetrical transformations such as +RSTiZpGjoZU-00002-00001100-00001200 Line symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00003-00001200-00001213 Rotation symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00004-00001300-00001600 and also learn to Enlarge figure with scale and position +RSTiZpGjoZU-00005-00001700-00002000 We assume that you have the basic working knowledge of Geogebra +RSTiZpGjoZU-00006-00002100-00002500 If not, For relevant tutorials, Please visit our website +RSTiZpGjoZU-00007-00002600-00003000 To record this tutorial I am using Ubuntu Linux OS Version 11.10 +RSTiZpGjoZU-00008-00003100-00003400 Geogebra Version 3.2.47.0 +RSTiZpGjoZU-00009-00003500-00003600 We will use the following Geogebra tools +RSTiZpGjoZU-00010-00003700-00003800 Reflect Object about Line +RSTiZpGjoZU-00011-00003900-00004100 Rotate Object around Point by Angle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00012-00004200-00004400 Dilate object from a Point by Factor +RSTiZpGjoZU-00013-00004500-00004600 Semicircle through Two points +RSTiZpGjoZU-00014-00004700-00004800 Regular Polygon and +RSTiZpGjoZU-00015-00004900-00005000 Perpendicular bisector +RSTiZpGjoZU-00016-00005100-00005200 Definition of Transformation +RSTiZpGjoZU-00017-00005300-00005600 Symmetrical transformation of a geometric figure is - +RSTiZpGjoZU-00018-00005700-00006100 A change in its position, size or shape on a coordinate plane +RSTiZpGjoZU-00019-00006200-00006300 Original figure is called Object +RSTiZpGjoZU-00020-00006400-00006600 Transformed figure is called Image +RSTiZpGjoZU-00021-00006700-00006800 Reflection symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00022-00006900-00007000 Is also called as Line symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00023-00007100-00007400 A type of symmetry where one half is the reflection of the other half +RSTiZpGjoZU-00024-00007500-00007900 You could fold the image and have both halves match exactly +RSTiZpGjoZU-00025-00008000-00008300 Line of Symmetry is the line over which the figure is reflected. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00026-00008400-00008600 Let's Switch to GeoGebra window +RSTiZpGjoZU-00027-00008700-00009600 Look on Dash home &gt;&gt;Media Apps&gt;&gt;Under Type &gt;&gt;Choose Education&gt;&gt; and Geogebra +RSTiZpGjoZU-00028-00009700-00009900 For this tutorial I am closing the Algebric view +RSTiZpGjoZU-00029-00010000-00010600 Click on Close button on Algebric view +RSTiZpGjoZU-00030-00010700-00010900 Let's start with Line of symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00031-00011000-00011200 First let's construct an equilateral triangle. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00032-00011300-00011600 Select “Regular Polygon” tool from the toolbar. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00033-00011700-00012700 Click on drawing pad points A ,B, and enter 3 for the number of sides. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00034-00012800-00013000 An equilateral triangle ABC is drawn +RSTiZpGjoZU-00035-00013100-00013400 Let's draw a perpendicular bisector to one of the sides of triangle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00036-00013500-00014500 Select Perpendicular Bisector Tool and click on side AC +RSTiZpGjoZU-00037-00014600-00015000 Select the Point tool and create a point inside the triangle. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00038-00015100-00015700 Move the point D towards one of the vertices . +RSTiZpGjoZU-00039-00015800-00016200 Right click on point D and select Trace ON +RSTiZpGjoZU-00040-00016300-00016700 Select Reflect Object about Linetool from the tool bar +RSTiZpGjoZU-00041-00016800-00016833 Click on the point D +RSTiZpGjoZU-00042-00016900-00017100 This will highlight Point D +RSTiZpGjoZU-00043-00017200-00017400 Click on perpendicular Bisector +RSTiZpGjoZU-00044-00017500-00018000 This will produce reflected image D' on the other side of perpendicular bisector +RSTiZpGjoZU-00045-00018100-00018300 D is mirror image of point D +RSTiZpGjoZU-00046-00018400-00018700 Set Trace On for the point D +RSTiZpGjoZU-00047-00018800-00019000 Let us move the point D along the triangle using Move tool +RSTiZpGjoZU-00048-00019100-00020100 Click on the first option under Move tool from the toolbar +RSTiZpGjoZU-00049-00020200-00020400 Click on figure with the mouse. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00050-00020500-00020700 Drag it tracing the triangle . +RSTiZpGjoZU-00051-00020800-00021000 Now release the mouse button. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00052-00021100-00021166 What do you notice&#160;? +RSTiZpGjoZU-00053-00021200-00021500 Here perpendicular bisector is the line of symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00054-00021600-00021800 D is the object and D is the image +RSTiZpGjoZU-00055-00021900-00022200 Let's reflect a semicircle about a line +RSTiZpGjoZU-00056-00022300-00022353 Let's draw a semicircle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00057-00022400-00023500 Click on the Semicircle through Two points tool Mark point E and then F +RSTiZpGjoZU-00058-00023600-00024100 Click on segment Between two Points +RSTiZpGjoZU-00059-00024200-00024500 Mark points G and H A line is drawn +RSTiZpGjoZU-00060-00024600-00024700 Let's change the property of the line +RSTiZpGjoZU-00061-00024800-00026000 Right click on the line Object properties Click on Style change Style +RSTiZpGjoZU-00062-00026100-00026600 Select Reflect Object about Line tool from the toolbar +RSTiZpGjoZU-00063-00026700-00027000 Click on the semicircle EF +RSTiZpGjoZU-00064-00027100-00027300 Click on line GH +RSTiZpGjoZU-00065-00027400-00028400 This will produce the reflected image E'F' on the other side of line GH What does the figure look like now&#160;? It looks like a circle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00066-00028500-00028600 Let us save this file now +RSTiZpGjoZU-00067-00028700-00028900 Click on File>> Save As +RSTiZpGjoZU-00068-00029000-00030400 I will type the file name as Line-symmetry and click on Save +RSTiZpGjoZU-00069-00030500-00031100 Next, let us learn to Rotate the Object around a Point by Angle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00070-00031200-00031400 Definition of Rotation +RSTiZpGjoZU-00071-00031500-00032000 A rotation is a transformation that turns a figure around a fixed center by an angle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00072-00032100-00032800 If the figure appears unchanged, then the figure has rotation symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00073-00032900-00033800 You can rotate object at any degree measure Rotation can be clockwise and counterclockwise +RSTiZpGjoZU-00074-00033900-00034000 Let's open a new Geogebra window +RSTiZpGjoZU-00075-00034100-00034600 click on File >> New +RSTiZpGjoZU-00076-00034700-00034800 Let us construct a square. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00077-00034900-00035400 click on Regular Polygon tool from the toolbar +RSTiZpGjoZU-00078-00035500-00035600 Click on the drawing pad +RSTiZpGjoZU-00079-00035700-00035800 Mark points A and B +RSTiZpGjoZU-00080-00035900-00036000 A dialog box opens +RSTiZpGjoZU-00081-00036100-00036200 Click on OK +RSTiZpGjoZU-00082-00036300-00036400 A square ABCD is drawn +RSTiZpGjoZU-00083-00036500-00037200 Click on Rotate Object around a Point by Angle tool +RSTiZpGjoZU-00084-00037300-00037500 Click on the Square ABCD +RSTiZpGjoZU-00085-00037600-00037700 This will highlight the square +RSTiZpGjoZU-00086-00037800-00037900 Next Click on any one of the vertices +RSTiZpGjoZU-00087-00038000-00038200 I will click on A +RSTiZpGjoZU-00088-00038300-00038400 A dialog box opens +RSTiZpGjoZU-00089-00038500-00038900 Type 60 in the Angle field +RSTiZpGjoZU-00090-00039000-00039400 Select °(Degree) from first drop down list +RSTiZpGjoZU-00091-00039500-00039900 Select the option clockwise Click on OK +RSTiZpGjoZU-00092-00040000-00040300 This will rotate the square clockwise at the point of selection with the angle of 60° +RSTiZpGjoZU-00093-00040400-00040800 The rotated image 'A`B`C` 'D' is formed +RSTiZpGjoZU-00094-00040900-00041900 Let's move this figure aside using Move tool +RSTiZpGjoZU-00095-00042000-00042800 Next, let's Dilate or enlarge object from point by factor +RSTiZpGjoZU-00096-00042900-00043000 Dilation +RSTiZpGjoZU-00097-00043100-00043300 Dilation or enlargement is a transformation +RSTiZpGjoZU-00098-00043400-00044200 in which a figure is enlarged using a scale factor +RSTiZpGjoZU-00099-00044300-00044700 Let's draw a triangle Using the Polygontool +RSTiZpGjoZU-00100-00044800-00045500 E , F , G click on E again to complete the triangle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00101-00045600-00045900 Click on New point tool and +RSTiZpGjoZU-00102-00046000-00046300 Mark a point H +RSTiZpGjoZU-00103-00046400-00047000 Click on Dilate Object from Point by Factor tool +RSTiZpGjoZU-00104-00047100-00047300 Click on the triangle EFG +RSTiZpGjoZU-00105-00047400-00047513 This will highlight the triangle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00106-00047500-00047600 Click on the point 'H' +RSTiZpGjoZU-00107-00047700-00047900 A dialog box opens +RSTiZpGjoZU-00108-00048000-00048300 Type value of 2 in the number field +RSTiZpGjoZU-00109-00048400-00048800 Click on OK +RSTiZpGjoZU-00110-00048900-00049500 This will dilate or enlarge the object twice +RSTiZpGjoZU-00111-00049600-00051200 Click on Segment Between two Points, join points H,E,E' +RSTiZpGjoZU-00112-00051300-00054000 join points H,G,G' +RSTiZpGjoZU-00113-00054100-00055400 join points H,F,F' +RSTiZpGjoZU-00114-00055500-00056000 Here you can see that H is the point of dilation +RSTiZpGjoZU-00115-00056100-00056700 You can enlarge object as number of times as you wish, by typing the value of Factor +RSTiZpGjoZU-00116-00056800-00056900 Let us save this file now +RSTiZpGjoZU-00117-00057000-00057200 Click on File>> Save As +RSTiZpGjoZU-00118-00057300-00058700 I will type the file name as Dilate-triangle +RSTiZpGjoZU-00119-00058800-00059400 Click on Save with this we come to the end of this tutorial +RSTiZpGjoZU-00120-00059500-00059700 Let's summarize +RSTiZpGjoZU-00121-00059800-00059900 In this tutorial we learnt +RSTiZpGjoZU-00122-00060000-00060100 Reflection about a line +RSTiZpGjoZU-00123-00060200-00060400 Rotation of an object at a point +RSTiZpGjoZU-00124-00060500-00060800 Enlargement of an object by a scale factor +RSTiZpGjoZU-00125-00060900-00061000 As an assignment I would like you to +RSTiZpGjoZU-00126-00061100-00061200 Draw a Pentagon +RSTiZpGjoZU-00127-00061200-00061600 Use Regular Polygon tool to draw(Hint:sides=5) +RSTiZpGjoZU-00128-00061700-00062000 Draw a Perpendicular bisector to one of the sides of the pentagon +RSTiZpGjoZU-00129-00062100-00062400 Create a point in side the pentagon +RSTiZpGjoZU-00130-00062500-00062600 Set trace On for the point +RSTiZpGjoZU-00131-00062700-00063000 Get reflection of the point about the perpendicular bisector +RSTiZpGjoZU-00132-00063100-00063300 Set trace On for the image point +RSTiZpGjoZU-00133-00063400-00064300 Trace the pentagon to see if you have selected the correct line of symmetry +RSTiZpGjoZU-00134-00064400-00064800 Rotate the original pentagon counter clockwise in 135° at a point +RSTiZpGjoZU-00135-00064900-00065500 Dilate the pentagon at a point by the factor of 3 +RSTiZpGjoZU-00136-00065600-00066200 The assignment should look like this +RSTiZpGjoZU-00137-00066300-00066500 Watch the video available at this URL +RSTiZpGjoZU-00138-00066600-00066800 It summarises the Spoken Tutorial project +RSTiZpGjoZU-00139-00066900-00067100 If you do not have good bandwidth,you can download and watch it +RSTiZpGjoZU-00140-00067200-00067600 The Spoken Tutorial Project Team: Conducts workshops using the spoken tutorials +RSTiZpGjoZU-00141-00067700-00067900 Gives certificates to those who pass an online test +RSTiZpGjoZU-00142-00068000-00068500 For more details, please write to contact@spoken-tutorial.org +RSTiZpGjoZU-00143-00068600-00068800 Spoken Tutorial Project is a part of the Talk to a Teacher project +RSTiZpGjoZU-00144-00068900-00069400 It is supported by the National Mission on Education through ICT, MHRD, Government of India +RSTiZpGjoZU-00145-00069500-00069800 More information on this Mission is available at this link. +RSTiZpGjoZU-00146-00069900-00070400 This is Neeta Sawant from SNDT University Mumbai signing off. Thanks for joining +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00000-00000106-00000490 This is one way you can remember the normal Gunn schedule. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00001-00000491-00000797 Focus on the periods before lunch first. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00002-00000797-00001255 Fill in the periods A through E in order, going back to A after E. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00003-00001255-00001584 Brunch is after the first period of each day. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00004-00001584-00002020 For the first four days, F and G alternate after lunch. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00005-00002020-00002290 There is both F and G on Friday. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00006-00002290-00002784 On the even number days, or Tuesday and Thursday, or the days starting with T, or the days with +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00007-00002784-00003425 the last two A periods or the first G periods, or however you want to remember it, flex goes +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00008-00003425-00003572 right after lunch. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00009-00003646-00003696 Psych! +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00010-00003726-00004282 Gunn only wants the most attentive students, so they swapped A period with flex. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00011-00004282-00004721 They also flipped E and flex on Tuesday so people don’t get hungry before lunch and +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00012-00004721-00004792 eat food. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00013-00004888-00005407 On weeks with only four days, just take the Monday and Tuesday schedules, remove the Tuesday +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00014-00005407-00005710 A period, and repeat it twice. +RV9lRpXK4nQ-00015-00005710-00005819 Down with SELF. +RXMI5ThZiyU-00000-00000792-00001868 Shin Chan in Hindi #Prank Troll Orion Cake with Shinko chan & Shiro w/ Best Shin Chan New Episode +RY0exvr5WQI-00000-00002683-00003767 lunch time +RY0exvr5WQI-00001-00003767-00005190 apples &corrts very healthy food +RY0exvr5WQI-00003-00023050-00024600 giraffes are tall +RYkx7PPutUo-00000-00000462-00000686 5000 ton hydraulic forging press +RYkx7PPutUo-00001-00003534-00003584 power +RZEJMZlVpQE-00000-00000000-00000384 all right here we go here we go two minute drill are you ready you ready i'm ready let's +RZEJMZlVpQE-00001-00000384-00001256 do it oh man all right here we go favorite food pizza what kind of pizza pepperoni okay +RZEJMZlVpQE-00002-00001528-00002488 what's the what's the last book you read i'm reading uh um uh man's man search for me by victor +RZEJMZlVpQE-00003-00002488-00003224 franklin classic classic what's your what's your go to netflix show of preference last chance you +RZEJMZlVpQE-00004-00003479-00004384 what's your favorite podcast um all the smoke it is a good one okay um +RZEJMZlVpQE-00005-00004536-00004992 what's what's one tip that you want to give to a student athlete um +RZEJMZlVpQE-00006-00005608-00006112 do your homework that's fair do you humble +RZEJMZlVpQE-00007-00006368-00006816 and then last question it's just bonus is a bonus but who would you like to see me interview next +RZEJMZlVpQE-00008-00006816-00007480 on beyond the ball uh uh get joe on here uh hit joe up see what joe's talking about joe has a +RZEJMZlVpQE-00009-00007480-00008095 joe has a tremendous story and something to share with the people so good job boom there it is man +RZEJMZlVpQE-00010-00008095-00008488 there there it is there it is deshawn i appreciate you man taking the time to hang +RZEJMZlVpQE-00011-00008488-00008896 out with us and rock with the you know rock with the faithful bothers on the show and really really +RZEJMZlVpQE-00012-00008896-00009400 add a lot of value like you did so my brother i appreciate what you're doing and uh man just gonna +RZEJMZlVpQE-00013-00009400-00009984 be continuing to cheer you on thanks man thanks for having me most definitely most different +RZEJMZlVpQE-00014-00011568-00011576 you +RcqAuvcy3OM-00000-00000100-00002565 ♪ ♪ +RcqAuvcy3OM-00001-00002635-00002689 >> HELLO, AND WELCOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00002-00002689-00002696 >> HELLO, AND WELCOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00003-00002696-00002852 >> HELLO, AND WELCOME TO "JOY IN OUR TOWN". +RcqAuvcy3OM-00004-00002852-00002859 TO "JOY IN OUR TOWN". +RcqAuvcy3OM-00005-00002859-00002952 TO "JOY IN OUR TOWN". I'M GEORGE COPE, AND I JUST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00006-00002952-00002959 I'M GEORGE COPE, AND I JUST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00007-00002959-00003109 I'M GEORGE COPE, AND I JUST WANTED TO INVITE YOU TO COME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00008-00003109-00003116 WANTED TO INVITE YOU TO COME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00009-00003116-00003259 WANTED TO INVITE YOU TO COME ON IN AND SIT DOWN AND RELAX +RcqAuvcy3OM-00010-00003259-00003266 ON IN AND SIT DOWN AND RELAX +RcqAuvcy3OM-00011-00003266-00003600 ON IN AND SIT DOWN AND RELAX AND LET' TALK FOR A LITTLE BIT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00012-00003600-00003606 AND LET' TALK FOR A LITTLE BIT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00013-00003606-00003757 AND LET' TALK FOR A LITTLE BIT. I'M SO GRATEFUL THAT TBN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00014-00003757-00003763 I'M SO GRATEFUL THAT TBN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00015-00003763-00003943 I'M SO GRATEFUL THAT TBN IS CONCERNED ABOUT PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00016-00003943-00003950 IS CONCERNED ABOUT PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00017-00003950-00004157 IS CONCERNED ABOUT PEOPLE AND THE ISSUES THAT WE HERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00018-00004157-00004164 AND THE ISSUES THAT WE HERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00019-00004164-00004264 AND THE ISSUES THAT WE HERE IN CENTRAL FLORIDA DEAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00020-00004264-00004270 IN CENTRAL FLORIDA DEAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00021-00004270-00004457 IN CENTRAL FLORIDA DEAL WITH ALL THE TIME, AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00022-00004457-00004464 WITH ALL THE TIME, AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00023-00004464-00004624 WITH ALL THE TIME, AND SO AS A RESULT, WE TRY TO BRING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00024-00004624-00004631 AS A RESULT, WE TRY TO BRING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00025-00004631-00004808 AS A RESULT, WE TRY TO BRING TO YOU EACH WEEK AND ISSUE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00026-00004808-00004814 TO YOU EACH WEEK AND ISSUE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00027-00004814-00005008 TO YOU EACH WEEK AND ISSUE, A SITUATION THAT THERE'S BOTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00028-00005008-00005015 A SITUATION THAT THERE'S BOTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00029-00005015-00005375 A SITUATION THAT THERE'S BOTH MAYBE SOME CONCERNS OR SOME NEED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00030-00005375-00005382 MAYBE SOME CONCERNS OR SOME NEED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00031-00005382-00005485 MAYBE SOME CONCERNS OR SOME NEED OF KNOWLEDGE AND THEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00032-00005485-00005492 OF KNOWLEDGE AND THEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00033-00005492-00005595 OF KNOWLEDGE AND THEN TO BRING TO YOU THOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00034-00005595-00005602 TO BRING TO YOU THOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00035-00005602-00005692 TO BRING TO YOU THOSE INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00036-00005692-00005699 INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00037-00005699-00005955 INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE THAT INFORMATION THAT CAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00038-00005955-00005962 THAT INFORMATION THAT CAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00039-00005962-00006122 THAT INFORMATION THAT CAN HELP YOU TO BE ABLE TO KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00040-00006122-00006129 HELP YOU TO BE ABLE TO KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00041-00006129-00006309 HELP YOU TO BE ABLE TO KNOW HOW TO BETTER LIVE YOUR LIFE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00042-00006309-00006316 HOW TO BETTER LIVE YOUR LIFE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00043-00006316-00006409 HOW TO BETTER LIVE YOUR LIFE, HOW BETTER TO SERVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00044-00006409-00006416 HOW BETTER TO SERVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00045-00006416-00006529 HOW BETTER TO SERVE OUR COMMUNITY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00046-00006529-00006536 OUR COMMUNITY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00047-00006536-00006653 OUR COMMUNITY. THAT'S WHAT "JOY IN OUR TOWN" +RcqAuvcy3OM-00048-00006653-00006659 THAT'S WHAT "JOY IN OUR TOWN" +RcqAuvcy3OM-00049-00006659-00006770 THAT'S WHAT "JOY IN OUR TOWN" IS ALL ABOUT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00050-00006770-00006776 IS ALL ABOUT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00051-00006776-00006916 IS ALL ABOUT. WELL, I AM SO DELIGHTED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00052-00006916-00006923 WELL, I AM SO DELIGHTED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00053-00006923-00007063 WELL, I AM SO DELIGHTED TO INTRODUCE TO YOU A LADY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00054-00007063-00007070 TO INTRODUCE TO YOU A LADY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00055-00007070-00007150 TO INTRODUCE TO YOU A LADY THAT IS GOING TO BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00056-00007150-00007157 THAT IS GOING TO BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00057-00007157-00007317 THAT IS GOING TO BE A HELP TO ME TODAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00058-00007317-00007323 A HELP TO ME TODAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00059-00007323-00007440 A HELP TO ME TODAY. IT'S NICE TO HAVE SARA WOODARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00060-00007440-00007447 IT'S NICE TO HAVE SARA WOODARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00061-00007447-00007574 IT'S NICE TO HAVE SARA WOODARD WITH US TODAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00062-00007574-00007580 WITH US TODAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00063-00007580-00007657 WITH US TODAY. SARA, WELCOME TO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00064-00007657-00007664 SARA, WELCOME TO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00065-00007664-00007774 SARA, WELCOME TO "JOY IN OUR TOWN". +RcqAuvcy3OM-00066-00007774-00007781 "JOY IN OUR TOWN". +RcqAuvcy3OM-00067-00007781-00007964 "JOY IN OUR TOWN". WE'RE GLAD THAT YOU'RE HERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00068-00007964-00007971 WE'RE GLAD THAT YOU'RE HERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00069-00007971-00008224 WE'RE GLAD THAT YOU'RE HERE. SARA SERVES AS THE DIRECTOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00070-00008224-00008231 SARA SERVES AS THE DIRECTOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00071-00008231-00008341 SARA SERVES AS THE DIRECTOR OF OPERATIONS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00072-00008341-00008348 OF OPERATIONS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00073-00008348-00008571 OF OPERATIONS FOR NEWPORT SENIOR LINK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00074-00008571-00008578 FOR NEWPORT SENIOR LINK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00075-00008578-00008631 FOR NEWPORT SENIOR LINK. SO, TELL US. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00076-00008631-00008638 SO, TELL US. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00077-00008638-00008825 SO, TELL US. IS THAT AN ORGANIZATION? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00078-00008825-00008832 IS THAT AN ORGANIZATION? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00079-00008832-00009005 IS THAT AN ORGANIZATION? IS THAT A BUSINESS? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00080-00009005-00009012 IS THAT A BUSINESS? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00081-00009012-00009175 IS THAT A BUSINESS? IS THAT A DEPARTMENT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00082-00009175-00009182 IS THAT A DEPARTMENT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00083-00009182-00009459 IS THAT A DEPARTMENT? WHAT IS NEWPORT SENIOR LINK? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00084-00009459-00009466 WHAT IS NEWPORT SENIOR LINK? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00085-00009466-00009636 WHAT IS NEWPORT SENIOR LINK? >> NEWPORT SENIOR LINK IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00086-00009636-00009642 >> NEWPORT SENIOR LINK IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00087-00009642-00010016 >> NEWPORT SENIOR LINK IS A SENIOR PLACEMENT COMPANY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00088-00010016-00010023 A SENIOR PLACEMENT COMPANY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00089-00010023-00010206 A SENIOR PLACEMENT COMPANY, AND WHAT WE TRY TO DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00090-00010206-00010213 AND WHAT WE TRY TO DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00091-00010213-00010493 AND WHAT WE TRY TO DO IS CONNECT THE NEEDS OF SENIORS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00092-00010493-00010500 IS CONNECT THE NEEDS OF SENIORS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00093-00010500-00010650 IS CONNECT THE NEEDS OF SENIORS WITH A NEW PLACE TO CALL HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00094-00010650-00010657 WITH A NEW PLACE TO CALL HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00095-00010657-00010784 WITH A NEW PLACE TO CALL HOME WHICH IS TYPICALLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00096-00010784-00010790 WHICH IS TYPICALLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00097-00010790-00010827 WHICH IS TYPICALLY ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00098-00010827-00010834 ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00099-00010834-00011157 ASSISTED LIVING, AND IF ASSISTED LIVING IS NOT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00100-00011157-00011164 AND IF ASSISTED LIVING IS NOT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00101-00011164-00011381 AND IF ASSISTED LIVING IS NOT THE APPROPRIATE PLACE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00102-00011381-00011388 THE APPROPRIATE PLACE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00103-00011388-00011541 THE APPROPRIATE PLACE OR THE APPROPRIATE SOLUTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00104-00011541-00011548 OR THE APPROPRIATE SOLUTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00105-00011548-00011664 OR THE APPROPRIATE SOLUTION TO THEIR ISSUES, WE TRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00106-00011664-00011671 TO THEIR ISSUES, WE TRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00107-00011671-00011841 TO THEIR ISSUES, WE TRY TO CONNECT THEM WITH RESOURCES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00108-00011841-00011848 TO CONNECT THEM WITH RESOURCES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00109-00011848-00011925 TO CONNECT THEM WITH RESOURCES IN THE COMMUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00110-00011925-00011931 IN THE COMMUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00111-00011931-00012082 IN THE COMMUNITY THAT CAN HELP THEM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00112-00012082-00012088 THAT CAN HELP THEM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00113-00012088-00012268 THAT CAN HELP THEM. >> WELL, AND THE REASON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00114-00012268-00012275 >> WELL, AND THE REASON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00115-00012275-00012399 >> WELL, AND THE REASON I SAID THAT SARA IS GOING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00116-00012399-00012405 I SAID THAT SARA IS GOING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00117-00012405-00012559 I SAID THAT SARA IS GOING TO BE A BLESSING TO ME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00118-00012559-00012565 TO BE A BLESSING TO ME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00119-00012565-00012672 TO BE A BLESSING TO ME IS I HAVE A MOM THAT'S 94 +RcqAuvcy3OM-00120-00012672-00012679 IS I HAVE A MOM THAT'S 94 +RcqAuvcy3OM-00121-00012679-00012946 IS I HAVE A MOM THAT'S 94 AND A DAD THAT'S 88, AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00122-00012946-00012952 AND A DAD THAT'S 88, AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00123-00012952-00013236 AND A DAD THAT'S 88, AND SO AS LIFE AGES AND AS WE ALL AGE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00124-00013236-00013243 AS LIFE AGES AND AS WE ALL AGE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00125-00013243-00013369 AS LIFE AGES AND AS WE ALL AGE, WE'RE FACING THESE KINDS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00126-00013369-00013376 WE'RE FACING THESE KINDS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00127-00013376-00013490 WE'RE FACING THESE KINDS OF DILEMMAS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00128-00013490-00013496 OF DILEMMAS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00129-00013496-00013590 OF DILEMMAS. NOW, I UNDERSTAND, YOU KNOW, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00130-00013590-00013596 NOW, I UNDERSTAND, YOU KNOW, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00131-00013596-00013810 NOW, I UNDERSTAND, YOU KNOW, FLORIDA IS A RETIREMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00132-00013810-00013817 FLORIDA IS A RETIREMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00133-00013817-00013937 FLORIDA IS A RETIREMENT COMMUNITY, THOUGH ORANGE COUNTY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00134-00013937-00013943 COMMUNITY, THOUGH ORANGE COUNTY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00135-00013943-00014214 COMMUNITY, THOUGH ORANGE COUNTY IS NOT THE NUMBER ONE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00136-00014214-00014220 IS NOT THE NUMBER ONE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00137-00014220-00014294 IS NOT THE NUMBER ONE RETIREMENT COMMUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00138-00014294-00014300 RETIREMENT COMMUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00139-00014300-00014464 RETIREMENT COMMUNITY IN OUR STATE, WE DO HAVE PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00140-00014464-00014471 IN OUR STATE, WE DO HAVE PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00141-00014471-00014681 IN OUR STATE, WE DO HAVE PEOPLE OVER THE AGE OF 60 WHICH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00142-00014681-00014687 OVER THE AGE OF 60 WHICH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00143-00014687-00014771 OVER THE AGE OF 60 WHICH I'M A PART OF, AND WE WON'T +RcqAuvcy3OM-00144-00014771-00014778 I'M A PART OF, AND WE WON'T +RcqAuvcy3OM-00145-00014778-00014904 I'M A PART OF, AND WE WON'T GO ANY FURTHER FROM THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00146-00014904-00014911 GO ANY FURTHER FROM THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00147-00014911-00015011 GO ANY FURTHER FROM THAT. SO, LET'S TALK A LITTLE BIT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00148-00015011-00015018 SO, LET'S TALK A LITTLE BIT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00149-00015018-00015201 SO, LET'S TALK A LITTLE BIT, SARA. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00150-00015201-00015208 SARA. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00151-00015208-00015412 SARA. I TALK TO MY PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00152-00015412-00015418 I TALK TO MY PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00153-00015418-00015515 I TALK TO MY PARENTS EVERY MORNING JUST AS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00154-00015515-00015522 EVERY MORNING JUST AS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00155-00015522-00015635 EVERY MORNING JUST AS A COURTESY CALL TO LET THEM KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00156-00015635-00015642 A COURTESY CALL TO LET THEM KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00157-00015642-00015829 A COURTESY CALL TO LET THEM KNOW I LOVE THEM AND CARE FOR THEM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00158-00015829-00015835 I LOVE THEM AND CARE FOR THEM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00159-00015835-00016162 I LOVE THEM AND CARE FOR THEM, AND I KNOW MY PARENTS HAVE ISSUE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00160-00016162-00016169 AND I KNOW MY PARENTS HAVE ISSUE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00161-00016169-00016259 AND I KNOW MY PARENTS HAVE ISSUE THAT THEY TALK TO ME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00162-00016259-00016266 THAT THEY TALK TO ME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00163-00016266-00016372 THAT THEY TALK TO ME ABOUT AND CONCERNS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00164-00016372-00016379 ABOUT AND CONCERNS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00165-00016379-00016529 ABOUT AND CONCERNS. I'M INTERESTED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00166-00016529-00016536 I'M INTERESTED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00167-00016536-00016619 I'M INTERESTED. WHAT DO PEOPLE OVER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00168-00016619-00016626 WHAT DO PEOPLE OVER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00169-00016626-00016953 WHAT DO PEOPLE OVER THE AGE OF 65 WORRY MOST ABOUT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00170-00016953-00016960 THE AGE OF 65 WORRY MOST ABOUT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00171-00016960-00017153 THE AGE OF 65 WORRY MOST ABOUT? >> THE TOP THREE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00172-00017153-00017160 >> THE TOP THREE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00173-00017160-00017637 >> THE TOP THREE THINGS THAT FOLKS 65 AND OVER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00174-00017637-00017644 THAT FOLKS 65 AND OVER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00175-00017644-00017734 THAT FOLKS 65 AND OVER WORRY ABOUT ARE THEIR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00176-00017734-00017741 WORRY ABOUT ARE THEIR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00177-00017741-00017921 WORRY ABOUT ARE THEIR PHYSICAL WELL-BEING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00178-00017921-00017927 PHYSICAL WELL-BEING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00179-00017927-00018054 PHYSICAL WELL-BEING. THEY WORRY A LOT ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00180-00018054-00018061 THEY WORRY A LOT ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00181-00018061-00018214 THEY WORRY A LOT ABOUT GETTING DEMENTIA, AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00182-00018214-00018221 GETTING DEMENTIA, AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00183-00018221-00018344 GETTING DEMENTIA, AND THEY WORRY ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00184-00018344-00018351 THEY WORRY ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00185-00018351-00018488 THEY WORRY ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH AND BEING ABLE TO COPE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00186-00018488-00018495 AND BEING ABLE TO COPE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00187-00018495-00018621 AND BEING ABLE TO COPE WITH ALL OF THE ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00188-00018621-00018628 WITH ALL OF THE ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00189-00018628-00018778 WITH ALL OF THE ISSUES THAT COME WITH AGING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00190-00018778-00018785 THAT COME WITH AGING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00191-00018785-00018932 THAT COME WITH AGING. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00192-00018932-00018938 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00193-00018938-00018995 >> OKAY. SO, LET'S TAKE THEM ONE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00194-00018995-00019002 SO, LET'S TAKE THEM ONE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00195-00019002-00019135 SO, LET'S TAKE THEM ONE AT A TIME BECAUSE I'M ASSUMING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00196-00019135-00019142 AT A TIME BECAUSE I'M ASSUMING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00197-00019142-00019302 AT A TIME BECAUSE I'M ASSUMING THAT WE'RE SPEAKING TO PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00198-00019302-00019309 THAT WE'RE SPEAKING TO PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00199-00019309-00019429 THAT WE'RE SPEAKING TO PEOPLE RIGHT NOW THAT ARE IN THIS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00200-00019429-00019436 RIGHT NOW THAT ARE IN THIS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00201-00019436-00019656 RIGHT NOW THAT ARE IN THIS 65 PLUS CONVERSATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00202-00019656-00019662 65 PLUS CONVERSATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00203-00019662-00019749 65 PLUS CONVERSATION, IN THE MIDST OF IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00204-00019749-00019756 IN THE MIDST OF IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00205-00019756-00019826 IN THE MIDST OF IT. SO, THE FIRST ONE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00206-00019826-00019833 SO, THE FIRST ONE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00207-00019833-00020053 SO, THE FIRST ONE. THEY ARE CONCERNED ABOUT ONE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00208-00020053-00020060 THEY ARE CONCERNED ABOUT ONE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00209-00020060-00020170 THEY ARE CONCERNED ABOUT ONE? >> THEIR PHYSICAL HEALTH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00210-00020170-00020176 >> THEIR PHYSICAL HEALTH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00211-00020176-00020300 >> THEIR PHYSICAL HEALTH. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00212-00020300-00020306 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00213-00020306-00020390 >> OKAY. SO, THEY'RE ON THE COUCH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00214-00020390-00020397 SO, THEY'RE ON THE COUCH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00215-00020397-00020500 SO, THEY'RE ON THE COUCH RIGHT NOW, AND THEY'RE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00216-00020500-00020507 RIGHT NOW, AND THEY'RE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00217-00020507-00020653 RIGHT NOW, AND THEY'RE THINKING ABOUT THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00218-00020653-00020660 THINKING ABOUT THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00219-00020660-00020997 THINKING ABOUT THAT. WHAT WOULD YOU HELP THEM TO DO? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00220-00020997-00021004 WHAT WOULD YOU HELP THEM TO DO? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00221-00021004-00021074 WHAT WOULD YOU HELP THEM TO DO? HOW DO THEY DEAL WITH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00222-00021074-00021081 HOW DO THEY DEAL WITH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00223-00021081-00021181 HOW DO THEY DEAL WITH THAT ISSUE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00224-00021181-00021187 THAT ISSUE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00225-00021187-00021327 THAT ISSUE? WHAT ARE THE PROACTIVE WAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00226-00021327-00021334 WHAT ARE THE PROACTIVE WAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00227-00021334-00021484 WHAT ARE THE PROACTIVE WAYS THAT THEY COULD STOP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00228-00021484-00021491 THAT THEY COULD STOP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00229-00021491-00021668 THAT THEY COULD STOP WORRYING BY DEALING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00230-00021668-00021674 WORRYING BY DEALING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00231-00021674-00021798 WORRYING BY DEALING IN THE APPROPRIATE WAY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00232-00021798-00021805 IN THE APPROPRIATE WAY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00233-00021805-00021965 IN THE APPROPRIATE WAY? >> THEY NEED TO GET MOVING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00234-00021965-00021971 >> THEY NEED TO GET MOVING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00235-00021971-00022035 >> THEY NEED TO GET MOVING. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00236-00022035-00022042 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00237-00022042-00022108 >> OKAY. GET UP AND GET ACTIVE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00238-00022108-00022115 GET UP AND GET ACTIVE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00239-00022115-00022172 GET UP AND GET ACTIVE? OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00240-00022172-00022178 OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00241-00022178-00022245 OKAY. >> YES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00242-00022245-00022252 >> YES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00243-00022252-00022322 >> YES. >> GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00244-00022322-00022328 >> GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00245-00022328-00022455 >> GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. >> GET OUT OF THE HOUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00246-00022455-00022462 >> GET OUT OF THE HOUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00247-00022462-00022539 >> GET OUT OF THE HOUSE OR EVEN IF THEY'RE IN THEIR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00248-00022539-00022545 OR EVEN IF THEY'RE IN THEIR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00249-00022545-00022615 OR EVEN IF THEY'RE IN THEIR HOUSE, AND THEY DON'T HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00250-00022615-00022622 HOUSE, AND THEY DON'T HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00251-00022622-00022809 HOUSE, AND THEY DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO TRANSPORTATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00252-00022809-00022816 ACCESS TO TRANSPORTATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00253-00022816-00022959 ACCESS TO TRANSPORTATION, THEY NEED TO GET UP AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00254-00022959-00022966 THEY NEED TO GET UP AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00255-00022966-00023226 THEY NEED TO GET UP AND WALK LAPS IN THEIR HOUSE OR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00256-00023226-00023233 WALK LAPS IN THEIR HOUSE OR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00257-00023233-00023460 WALK LAPS IN THEIR HOUSE OR THEY NEED TO GET SOUP CANS AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00258-00023460-00023466 THEY NEED TO GET SOUP CANS AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00259-00023466-00023630 THEY NEED TO GET SOUP CANS AND DO SOME ARM CURLS WHILE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00260-00023630-00023636 DO SOME ARM CURLS WHILE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00261-00023636-00023897 DO SOME ARM CURLS WHILE THEY'RE WATCHING YOUR SHOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00262-00023897-00023903 THEY'RE WATCHING YOUR SHOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00263-00023903-00024117 THEY'RE WATCHING YOUR SHOW. THEY JUST NEED TO START MOVING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00264-00024117-00024124 THEY JUST NEED TO START MOVING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00265-00024124-00024217 THEY JUST NEED TO START MOVING. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00266-00024217-00024224 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00267-00024224-00024347 >> OKAY. >> AND THEN THE SECOND ISSUE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00268-00024347-00024354 >> AND THEN THE SECOND ISSUE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00269-00024354-00024467 >> AND THEN THE SECOND ISSUE? >> THE SECOND ISSUE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00270-00024467-00024474 >> THE SECOND ISSUE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00271-00024474-00024844 >> THE SECOND ISSUE IS THE ONSET OF DEMENTIA, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00272-00024844-00024851 IS THE ONSET OF DEMENTIA, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00273-00024851-00025008 IS THE ONSET OF DEMENTIA, ALZHEIMER'S, MEMORY LOSS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00274-00025008-00025014 ALZHEIMER'S, MEMORY LOSS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00275-00025014-00025168 ALZHEIMER'S, MEMORY LOSS. >> IS THAT - - I MEAN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00276-00025168-00025175 >> IS THAT - - I MEAN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00277-00025175-00025391 >> IS THAT - - I MEAN, WHEN WE TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00278-00025391-00025398 WHEN WE TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00279-00025398-00025485 WHEN WE TALK ABOUT ALZHEIMER'S AND DEMENTIA, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00280-00025485-00025492 ALZHEIMER'S AND DEMENTIA, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00281-00025492-00025558 ALZHEIMER'S AND DEMENTIA, IT'S NOT THE SAME THING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00282-00025558-00025565 IT'S NOT THE SAME THING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00283-00025565-00025625 IT'S NOT THE SAME THING. IS IT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00284-00025625-00025632 IS IT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00285-00025632-00025698 IS IT? >> NO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00286-00025698-00025705 >> NO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00287-00025705-00025825 >> NO. IT IS NOT THE SAME THING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00288-00025825-00025832 IT IS NOT THE SAME THING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00289-00025832-00026052 IT IS NOT THE SAME THING. THERE ARE MANY, MANY TYPES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00290-00026052-00026059 THERE ARE MANY, MANY TYPES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00291-00026059-00026322 THERE ARE MANY, MANY TYPES OF DEMENTIA AND ALZHEIMER'S +RcqAuvcy3OM-00292-00026322-00026329 OF DEMENTIA AND ALZHEIMER'S +RcqAuvcy3OM-00293-00026329-00026436 OF DEMENTIA AND ALZHEIMER'S IS ONE TYPE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00294-00026436-00026443 IS ONE TYPE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00295-00026443-00026526 IS ONE TYPE. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00296-00026526-00026533 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00297-00026533-00026599 >> OKAY. SO, THAT'S GOOD TO KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00298-00026599-00026606 SO, THAT'S GOOD TO KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00299-00026606-00026750 SO, THAT'S GOOD TO KNOW BECAUSE I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00300-00026750-00026756 BECAUSE I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00301-00026756-00026950 BECAUSE I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE THINK, WELL, I'M SORT OF +RcqAuvcy3OM-00302-00026950-00026956 THINK, WELL, I'M SORT OF +RcqAuvcy3OM-00303-00026956-00027110 THINK, WELL, I'M SORT OF LOSING MY THINKING AND, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00304-00027110-00027117 LOSING MY THINKING AND, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00305-00027117-00027160 LOSING MY THINKING AND, THEREFORE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00306-00027160-00027167 THEREFORE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00307-00027167-00027213 THEREFORE, I MUST HAVE ALZHEIMER'S. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00308-00027213-00027220 I MUST HAVE ALZHEIMER'S. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00309-00027220-00027280 I MUST HAVE ALZHEIMER'S. SO, THAT FEAR CAN SUBSIDE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00310-00027280-00027287 SO, THAT FEAR CAN SUBSIDE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00311-00027287-00027397 SO, THAT FEAR CAN SUBSIDE. >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00312-00027397-00027404 >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00313-00027404-00027474 >> RIGHT. >> WHAT WOULD THEY DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00314-00027474-00027480 >> WHAT WOULD THEY DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00315-00027480-00027654 >> WHAT WOULD THEY DO TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00316-00027654-00027660 TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00317-00027660-00028088 TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE? >> WELL, MEMORY ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00318-00028088-00028094 >> WELL, MEMORY ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00319-00028094-00028358 >> WELL, MEMORY ISSUES ARE A FACT OF LIFE AS WE AGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00320-00028358-00028364 ARE A FACT OF LIFE AS WE AGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00321-00028364-00028578 ARE A FACT OF LIFE AS WE AGE. THE BIG DIFFERENCE WITH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00322-00028578-00028585 THE BIG DIFFERENCE WITH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00323-00028585-00028825 THE BIG DIFFERENCE WITH REAL MEMORY LOSS AND JUST BEING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00324-00028825-00028832 REAL MEMORY LOSS AND JUST BEING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00325-00028832-00029219 REAL MEMORY LOSS AND JUST BEING A LITTLE FORGETFUL IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00326-00029219-00029225 A LITTLE FORGETFUL IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00327-00029225-00029339 A LITTLE FORGETFUL IS IT'S OKAY TO FORGET WHERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00328-00029339-00029345 IT'S OKAY TO FORGET WHERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00329-00029345-00029429 IT'S OKAY TO FORGET WHERE YOU PUT YOUR KEYS OR THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00330-00029429-00029436 YOU PUT YOUR KEYS OR THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00331-00029436-00029569 YOU PUT YOUR KEYS OR THAT YOU WALKED INTO A ROOM TO GET +RcqAuvcy3OM-00332-00029569-00029576 YOU WALKED INTO A ROOM TO GET +RcqAuvcy3OM-00333-00029576-00029682 YOU WALKED INTO A ROOM TO GET SOMETHING AND YOU CAN'T REMEMBER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00334-00029682-00029689 SOMETHING AND YOU CAN'T REMEMBER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00335-00029689-00029863 SOMETHING AND YOU CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00336-00029863-00029869 WHAT IT WAS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00337-00029869-00029999 WHAT IT WAS. WHEN YOU MIGHT NOTICE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00338-00029999-00030006 WHEN YOU MIGHT NOTICE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00339-00030006-00030150 WHEN YOU MIGHT NOTICE THAT YOU'RE HAVING SOME PROBLEMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00340-00030150-00030156 THAT YOU'RE HAVING SOME PROBLEMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00341-00030156-00030363 THAT YOU'RE HAVING SOME PROBLEMS IS WHEN YOU FORGET WHAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00342-00030363-00030370 IS WHEN YOU FORGET WHAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00343-00030370-00030580 IS WHEN YOU FORGET WHAT THOSE KEYS ARE FOR. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00344-00030580-00030587 THOSE KEYS ARE FOR. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00345-00030587-00030837 THOSE KEYS ARE FOR. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY DO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00346-00030837-00030844 YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY DO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00347-00030844-00031057 YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY DO. IF YOU GO TO THE GROCERY STORE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00348-00031057-00031064 IF YOU GO TO THE GROCERY STORE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00349-00031064-00031197 IF YOU GO TO THE GROCERY STORE IN THE SAME PATH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00350-00031197-00031204 IN THE SAME PATH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00351-00031204-00031421 IN THE SAME PATH EVERY SINGLE WEEK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00352-00031421-00031427 EVERY SINGLE WEEK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00353-00031427-00031551 EVERY SINGLE WEEK AND YOU GET LOST ONE DAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00354-00031551-00031558 AND YOU GET LOST ONE DAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00355-00031558-00031721 AND YOU GET LOST ONE DAY. THOSE ARE RED FLAGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00356-00031721-00031728 THOSE ARE RED FLAGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00357-00031728-00032031 THOSE ARE RED FLAGS THAT SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00358-00032031-00032038 THAT SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00359-00032038-00032318 THAT SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT. >> AND SO, AS A FAMILY MEMBER, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00360-00032318-00032325 >> AND SO, AS A FAMILY MEMBER, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00361-00032325-00032502 >> AND SO, AS A FAMILY MEMBER, I AM DEALING WITH SOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00362-00032502-00032509 I AM DEALING WITH SOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00363-00032509-00032609 I AM DEALING WITH SOME OF THOSE THINGS WITH MY OWN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00364-00032609-00032615 OF THOSE THINGS WITH MY OWN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00365-00032615-00032869 OF THOSE THINGS WITH MY OWN PARENTS, AND I FIND THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00366-00032869-00032876 PARENTS, AND I FIND THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00367-00032876-00033059 PARENTS, AND I FIND THAT WHEN I CHOOSE TO STEP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00368-00033059-00033066 WHEN I CHOOSE TO STEP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00369-00033066-00033226 WHEN I CHOOSE TO STEP IN SOMETIMES THEY GET +RcqAuvcy3OM-00370-00033226-00033233 IN SOMETIMES THEY GET +RcqAuvcy3OM-00371-00033233-00033373 IN SOMETIMES THEY GET A LITTLE IRRITATED ABOUT THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00372-00033373-00033380 A LITTLE IRRITATED ABOUT THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00373-00033380-00033506 A LITTLE IRRITATED ABOUT THAT. IN FACT, I REMEMBER MY DAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00374-00033506-00033513 IN FACT, I REMEMBER MY DAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00375-00033513-00033623 IN FACT, I REMEMBER MY DAD SAYING TO ME NOT LONG AGO, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00376-00033623-00033630 SAYING TO ME NOT LONG AGO, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00377-00033630-00033757 SAYING TO ME NOT LONG AGO, HE SAID, YOU'RE NOT GOING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00378-00033757-00033763 HE SAID, YOU'RE NOT GOING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00379-00033763-00033967 HE SAID, YOU'RE NOT GOING TO TAKE MY KEYS FROM ME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00380-00033967-00033973 TO TAKE MY KEYS FROM ME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00381-00033973-00034160 TO TAKE MY KEYS FROM ME. YOU KNOW, IN THAT PROCESS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00382-00034160-00034167 YOU KNOW, IN THAT PROCESS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00383-00034167-00034297 YOU KNOW, IN THAT PROCESS, AND I WASN'T ASSUMING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00384-00034297-00034304 AND I WASN'T ASSUMING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00385-00034304-00034461 AND I WASN'T ASSUMING THAT I WAS GOING TO DO THAT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00386-00034461-00034467 THAT I WAS GOING TO DO THAT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00387-00034467-00034597 THAT I WAS GOING TO DO THAT, BUT THERE WAS THAT REACTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00388-00034597-00034604 BUT THERE WAS THAT REACTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00389-00034604-00034721 BUT THERE WAS THAT REACTION THAT COMES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00390-00034721-00034728 THAT COMES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00391-00034728-00034801 THAT COMES. I THINK MOST PEOPLE WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00392-00034801-00034808 I THINK MOST PEOPLE WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00393-00034808-00034938 I THINK MOST PEOPLE WANT TO PROTECT THEIR DIGNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00394-00034938-00034944 TO PROTECT THEIR DIGNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00395-00034944-00035031 TO PROTECT THEIR DIGNITY AND THEIR RIGHT TO LIVE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00396-00035031-00035038 AND THEIR RIGHT TO LIVE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00397-00035038-00035148 AND THEIR RIGHT TO LIVE. IS THAT CORRECT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00398-00035148-00035155 IS THAT CORRECT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00399-00035155-00035238 IS THAT CORRECT? >> THAT IS CORRECT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00400-00035238-00035245 >> THAT IS CORRECT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00401-00035245-00035442 >> THAT IS CORRECT AND THAT IS INDEPENDENCE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00402-00035442-00035448 AND THAT IS INDEPENDENCE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00403-00035448-00035615 AND THAT IS INDEPENDENCE. PEOPLE JUST WANT TO HOLD ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00404-00035615-00035622 PEOPLE JUST WANT TO HOLD ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00405-00035622-00035728 PEOPLE JUST WANT TO HOLD ON TO THE ABILITY TO BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00406-00035728-00035735 TO THE ABILITY TO BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00407-00035735-00035955 TO THE ABILITY TO BE INDEPENDENT, AND AS CHILDREN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00408-00035955-00035962 INDEPENDENT, AND AS CHILDREN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00409-00035962-00036396 INDEPENDENT, AND AS CHILDREN, IT'S VERY DIFFICULT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00410-00036396-00036403 IT'S VERY DIFFICULT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00411-00036403-00036699 IT'S VERY DIFFICULT SOMETIMES TO BE RESPECTFUL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00412-00036699-00036706 SOMETIMES TO BE RESPECTFUL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00413-00036706-00036953 SOMETIMES TO BE RESPECTFUL OF WHAT YOUR PARENTS WANT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00414-00036953-00036960 OF WHAT YOUR PARENTS WANT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00415-00036960-00037133 OF WHAT YOUR PARENTS WANT, BUT YOU SO CLEARLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00416-00037133-00037140 BUT YOU SO CLEARLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00417-00037140-00037297 BUT YOU SO CLEARLY SEE WHAT THEY NEED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00418-00037297-00037303 SEE WHAT THEY NEED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00419-00037303-00037444 SEE WHAT THEY NEED. >> OKAY, AND SO, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00420-00037444-00037450 >> OKAY, AND SO, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00421-00037450-00037897 >> OKAY, AND SO, WHAT BECOMES THE MOMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00422-00037897-00037904 WHAT BECOMES THE MOMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00423-00037904-00038108 WHAT BECOMES THE MOMENT WHEN A CHILD HAS TO STEP IN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00424-00038108-00038114 WHEN A CHILD HAS TO STEP IN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00425-00038114-00038334 WHEN A CHILD HAS TO STEP IN AND BEGIN TO DEAL WITH THAT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00426-00038334-00038341 AND BEGIN TO DEAL WITH THAT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00427-00038341-00038541 AND BEGIN TO DEAL WITH THAT? HOPEFULLY, THAT'S NOT TOO MUCH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00428-00038541-00038548 HOPEFULLY, THAT'S NOT TOO MUCH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00429-00038548-00038668 HOPEFULLY, THAT'S NOT TOO MUCH OF JUST A DIAGNOSIS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00430-00038668-00038675 OF JUST A DIAGNOSIS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00431-00038675-00038795 OF JUST A DIAGNOSIS, AND I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00432-00038795-00038802 AND I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00433-00038802-00038988 AND I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT, BUT WHEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00434-00038988-00038995 IS DIFFERENT, BUT WHEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00435-00038995-00039175 IS DIFFERENT, BUT WHEN YOU BEGIN TO SEE THAT HOW DOES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00436-00039175-00039182 YOU BEGIN TO SEE THAT HOW DOES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00437-00039182-00039449 YOU BEGIN TO SEE THAT HOW DOES A CHILD, AN ADULT CHILD BEGIN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00438-00039449-00039456 A CHILD, AN ADULT CHILD BEGIN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00439-00039456-00039536 A CHILD, AN ADULT CHILD BEGIN TO TALK TO THEIR PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00440-00039536-00039542 TO TALK TO THEIR PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00441-00039542-00039689 TO TALK TO THEIR PARENTS ABOUT THOSE ISSUES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00442-00039689-00039696 ABOUT THOSE ISSUES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00443-00039696-00039776 ABOUT THOSE ISSUES? >> WELL, I'LL GIVE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00444-00039776-00039783 >> WELL, I'LL GIVE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00445-00039783-00039863 >> WELL, I'LL GIVE YOU AN EXAMPLE OF A CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00446-00039863-00039869 AN EXAMPLE OF A CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00447-00039869-00039993 AN EXAMPLE OF A CALL I HAD YESTERDAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00448-00039993-00039999 I HAD YESTERDAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00449-00039999-00040156 I HAD YESTERDAY. I WAS SPEAKING WITH A DAUGHTER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00450-00040156-00040163 I WAS SPEAKING WITH A DAUGHTER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00451-00040163-00040336 I WAS SPEAKING WITH A DAUGHTER WHOSE FATHER IS 92, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00452-00040336-00040343 WHOSE FATHER IS 92, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00453-00040343-00040533 WHOSE FATHER IS 92, AND HE WAS LIVING AT HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00454-00040533-00040540 AND HE WAS LIVING AT HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00455-00040540-00040667 AND HE WAS LIVING AT HOME WITH HER, BUT SHE WAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00456-00040667-00040673 WITH HER, BUT SHE WAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00457-00040673-00040824 WITH HER, BUT SHE WAS WORKING ALL DAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00458-00040824-00040830 WORKING ALL DAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00459-00040830-00041084 WORKING ALL DAY. THE GRANDKIDS ARE ALL RAISED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00460-00041084-00041091 THE GRANDKIDS ARE ALL RAISED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00461-00041091-00041221 THE GRANDKIDS ARE ALL RAISED AND OUT, AND THE DAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00462-00041221-00041227 AND OUT, AND THE DAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00463-00041227-00041367 AND OUT, AND THE DAD WAS FALLING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00464-00041367-00041374 WAS FALLING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00465-00041374-00041544 WAS FALLING. HE WAS IN HIS PAJAMAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00466-00041544-00041551 HE WAS IN HIS PAJAMAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00467-00041551-00041648 HE WAS IN HIS PAJAMAS ALL DAY LONG, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00468-00041648-00041654 ALL DAY LONG, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00469-00041654-00041771 ALL DAY LONG, AND HE WAS FALLING FREQUENTLY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00470-00041771-00041778 AND HE WAS FALLING FREQUENTLY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00471-00041778-00041958 AND HE WAS FALLING FREQUENTLY. HE WASN'T EATING WELL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00472-00041958-00041965 HE WASN'T EATING WELL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00473-00041965-00042102 HE WASN'T EATING WELL. AND SO SHE SAID TO HIM, DAD, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00474-00042102-00042108 AND SO SHE SAID TO HIM, DAD, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00475-00042108-00042365 AND SO SHE SAID TO HIM, DAD, I REALLY THINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00476-00042365-00042372 I REALLY THINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00477-00042372-00042712 I REALLY THINK THAT WE CAN DO BETTER FOR YOU, AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00478-00042712-00042719 WE CAN DO BETTER FOR YOU, AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00479-00042719-00042972 WE CAN DO BETTER FOR YOU, AND SO LET'S TRY ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00480-00042972-00042979 SO LET'S TRY ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00481-00042979-00043199 SO LET'S TRY ASSISTED LIVING, AND SHE TOLD ME THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00482-00043199-00043206 AND SHE TOLD ME THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00483-00043206-00043373 AND SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE CRIED EVERY DAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00484-00043373-00043379 SHE CRIED EVERY DAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00485-00043379-00043500 SHE CRIED EVERY DAY FOR TWO WEEKS GOING TO WORK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00486-00043500-00043506 FOR TWO WEEKS GOING TO WORK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00487-00043506-00043670 FOR TWO WEEKS GOING TO WORK AFTER HER DAD MOVED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00488-00043670-00043676 AFTER HER DAD MOVED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00489-00043676-00043837 AFTER HER DAD MOVED INTO THE ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00490-00043837-00043843 INTO THE ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00491-00043843-00044107 INTO THE ASSISTED LIVING, BUT NOW HE DOESN'T FALL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00492-00044107-00044114 BUT NOW HE DOESN'T FALL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00493-00044114-00044260 BUT NOW HE DOESN'T FALL. HE PLAYS DOMINOS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00494-00044260-00044267 HE PLAYS DOMINOS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00495-00044267-00044491 HE PLAYS DOMINOS. HE HAS FRIENDS HIS OWN AGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00496-00044491-00044497 HE HAS FRIENDS HIS OWN AGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00497-00044497-00044641 HE HAS FRIENDS HIS OWN AGE. >> SO, HE HAS RELATIONSHIP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00498-00044641-00044647 >> SO, HE HAS RELATIONSHIP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00499-00044647-00044778 >> SO, HE HAS RELATIONSHIP DURING THE DAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00500-00044778-00044784 DURING THE DAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00501-00044784-00044858 DURING THE DAY. >> HE HAS A COMMUNITY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00502-00044858-00044864 >> HE HAS A COMMUNITY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00503-00044864-00045081 >> HE HAS A COMMUNITY. >> SO, SOMETIMES LETTING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00504-00045081-00045088 >> SO, SOMETIMES LETTING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00505-00045088-00045248 >> SO, SOMETIMES LETTING OUR PARENTS GO IS AS HARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00506-00045248-00045255 OUR PARENTS GO IS AS HARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00507-00045255-00045465 OUR PARENTS GO IS AS HARD AS DIAGNOSING THE ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00508-00045465-00045472 AS DIAGNOSING THE ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00509-00045472-00045562 AS DIAGNOSING THE ISSUES THAT ARE GOING ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00510-00045562-00045568 THAT ARE GOING ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00511-00045568-00045635 THAT ARE GOING ON IN THE MIDST OF IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00512-00045635-00045642 IN THE MIDST OF IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00513-00045642-00045752 IN THE MIDST OF IT. SO, IT CAN BE A TWO-WAY STREET. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00514-00045752-00045759 SO, IT CAN BE A TWO-WAY STREET. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00515-00045759-00045999 SO, IT CAN BE A TWO-WAY STREET. RIGHT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00516-00045999-00046005 RIGHT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00517-00046005-00046142 RIGHT? >> IT CAN, AND I THINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00518-00046142-00046149 >> IT CAN, AND I THINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00519-00046149-00046302 >> IT CAN, AND I THINK THAT A SENIOR'S DESIRE TO STAY HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00520-00046302-00046309 A SENIOR'S DESIRE TO STAY HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00521-00046309-00046659 A SENIOR'S DESIRE TO STAY HOME IS REALLY STRONG, AND I THINK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00522-00046659-00046666 IS REALLY STRONG, AND I THINK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00523-00046666-00046893 IS REALLY STRONG, AND I THINK AS ADULT CHILDREN OUR DESIRE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00524-00046893-00046900 AS ADULT CHILDREN OUR DESIRE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00525-00046900-00047023 AS ADULT CHILDREN OUR DESIRE TO DO WHAT OUR PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00526-00047023-00047030 TO DO WHAT OUR PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00527-00047030-00047263 TO DO WHAT OUR PARENTS WANT IS EQUALLY STRONG, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00528-00047263-00047270 WANT IS EQUALLY STRONG, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00529-00047270-00047410 WANT IS EQUALLY STRONG, BUT IT'S NOT ALWAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00530-00047410-00047417 BUT IT'S NOT ALWAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00531-00047417-00047617 BUT IT'S NOT ALWAYS IN THEIR BEST INTEREST TO STAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00532-00047617-00047624 IN THEIR BEST INTEREST TO STAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00533-00047624-00047874 IN THEIR BEST INTEREST TO STAY AT HOME BY THEMSELVES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00534-00047874-00047881 AT HOME BY THEMSELVES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00535-00047881-00048011 AT HOME BY THEMSELVES. >> AND WHAT WAS THE THIRD? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00536-00048011-00048017 >> AND WHAT WAS THE THIRD? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00537-00048017-00048234 >> AND WHAT WAS THE THIRD? YOU HAD THE THIRD ISSUE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00538-00048234-00048241 YOU HAD THE THIRD ISSUE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00539-00048241-00048354 YOU HAD THE THIRD ISSUE. >> THE THIRD THING THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00540-00048354-00048361 >> THE THIRD THING THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00541-00048361-00048414 >> THE THIRD THING THAT SENIORS WORRY ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00542-00048414-00048421 SENIORS WORRY ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00543-00048421-00048558 SENIORS WORRY ABOUT IS THEIR OWN MENTAL HEALTH, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00544-00048558-00048565 IS THEIR OWN MENTAL HEALTH, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00545-00048565-00048945 IS THEIR OWN MENTAL HEALTH, AND I THINK SOMETIMES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00546-00048945-00048952 AND I THINK SOMETIMES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00547-00048952-00049025 AND I THINK SOMETIMES THE ISOLATION THAT THEY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00548-00049025-00049032 THE ISOLATION THAT THEY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00549-00049032-00049379 THE ISOLATION THAT THEY EXPERIENCE CAN REALLY IMPACT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00550-00049379-00049385 EXPERIENCE CAN REALLY IMPACT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00551-00049385-00049536 EXPERIENCE CAN REALLY IMPACT THEIR MENTAL HEALTH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00552-00049536-00049542 THEIR MENTAL HEALTH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00553-00049542-00049676 THEIR MENTAL HEALTH. DEPRESSION IS WELL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00554-00049676-00049682 DEPRESSION IS WELL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00555-00049682-00049883 DEPRESSION IS WELL UNDERDIAGNOSED IN THE SENIOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00556-00049883-00049889 UNDERDIAGNOSED IN THE SENIOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00557-00049889-00050056 UNDERDIAGNOSED IN THE SENIOR POPULATION, AND WHEN I WAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00558-00050056-00050063 POPULATION, AND WHEN I WAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00559-00050063-00050266 POPULATION, AND WHEN I WAS PREPARING TO MEET WITH YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00560-00050266-00050273 PREPARING TO MEET WITH YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00561-00050273-00050413 PREPARING TO MEET WITH YOU TODAY, I ASKED MY OWN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00562-00050413-00050420 TODAY, I ASKED MY OWN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00563-00050420-00050553 TODAY, I ASKED MY OWN 86-YEAR-OLD MOTHER, MOM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00564-00050553-00050560 86-YEAR-OLD MOTHER, MOM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00565-00050560-00050750 86-YEAR-OLD MOTHER, MOM, WHAT DO YOU WORRY ABOUT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00566-00050750-00050757 WHAT DO YOU WORRY ABOUT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00567-00050757-00050937 WHAT DO YOU WORRY ABOUT? WHAT THINGS IMPACT YOU? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00568-00050937-00050944 WHAT THINGS IMPACT YOU? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00569-00050944-00051084 WHAT THINGS IMPACT YOU? AND THE FIRST THING SHE SAID +RcqAuvcy3OM-00570-00051084-00051091 AND THE FIRST THING SHE SAID +RcqAuvcy3OM-00571-00051091-00051244 AND THE FIRST THING SHE SAID WAS LONELINESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00572-00051244-00051251 WAS LONELINESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00573-00051251-00051311 WAS LONELINESS. >> LONELINESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00574-00051311-00051317 >> LONELINESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00575-00051317-00051414 >> LONELINESS. WOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00576-00051414-00051421 WOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00577-00051421-00051658 WOW. AND WE ASSUME THAT BECAUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00578-00051658-00051664 AND WE ASSUME THAT BECAUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00579-00051664-00051998 AND WE ASSUME THAT BECAUSE WE LIVE IN A THRIVING REGION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00580-00051998-00052005 WE LIVE IN A THRIVING REGION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00581-00052005-00052105 WE LIVE IN A THRIVING REGION AND THERE'S ACTIVITY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00582-00052105-00052112 AND THERE'S ACTIVITY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00583-00052112-00052212 AND THERE'S ACTIVITY THAT THERE'S NO ONE THAT COULD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00584-00052212-00052218 THERE'S NO ONE THAT COULD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00585-00052218-00052355 THERE'S NO ONE THAT COULD POSSIBLY BE LONELY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00586-00052355-00052362 POSSIBLY BE LONELY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00587-00052362-00052732 POSSIBLY BE LONELY, BUT THAT'S TRUE AND THAT'S TRUE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00588-00052732-00052739 BUT THAT'S TRUE AND THAT'S TRUE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00589-00052739-00052852 BUT THAT'S TRUE AND THAT'S TRUE OF YOUNGER PEOPLE AS WELL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00590-00052852-00052859 OF YOUNGER PEOPLE AS WELL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00591-00052859-00053039 OF YOUNGER PEOPLE AS WELL IN THE PROCESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00592-00053039-00053046 IN THE PROCESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00593-00053046-00053256 IN THE PROCESS. WHAT ARE SOME OF THE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00594-00053256-00053263 WHAT ARE SOME OF THE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00595-00053263-00053453 WHAT ARE SOME OF THE SERVICES THAT YOU PROVIDE AT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00596-00053453-00053460 THAT YOU PROVIDE AT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00597-00053460-00053620 THAT YOU PROVIDE AT NEWPORT SENIOR LINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00598-00053620-00053626 NEWPORT SENIOR LINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00599-00053626-00053847 NEWPORT SENIOR LINK THAT AN INDIVIDUAL THAT MIGHT BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00600-00053847-00053853 AN INDIVIDUAL THAT MIGHT BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00601-00053853-00054023 AN INDIVIDUAL THAT MIGHT BE VIEWING MIGHT SAY, YOU KNOW, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00602-00054023-00054030 VIEWING MIGHT SAY, YOU KNOW, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00603-00054030-00054147 VIEWING MIGHT SAY, YOU KNOW, SHE'S TALKING MY LANGUAGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00604-00054147-00054154 SHE'S TALKING MY LANGUAGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00605-00054154-00054404 SHE'S TALKING MY LANGUAGE. I'M ONE OF THE THREE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00606-00054404-00054411 I'M ONE OF THE THREE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00607-00054411-00054731 I'M ONE OF THE THREE. I'M THERE, AND THERE'S ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00608-00054731-00054738 I'M THERE, AND THERE'S ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00609-00054738-00054918 I'M THERE, AND THERE'S ON THE SCREEN IS THE INFORMATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00610-00054918-00054924 THE SCREEN IS THE INFORMATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00611-00054924-00055011 THE SCREEN IS THE INFORMATION THEY CAN CONTACT YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00612-00055011-00055018 THEY CAN CONTACT YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00613-00055018-00055248 THEY CAN CONTACT YOU. WHAT WOULD YOU PROVIDE THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-00614-00055248-00055255 WHAT WOULD YOU PROVIDE THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-00615-00055255-00055445 WHAT WOULD YOU PROVIDE THEM IF THEY GAVE YOU A PHONE CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00616-00055445-00055452 IF THEY GAVE YOU A PHONE CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00617-00055452-00055585 IF THEY GAVE YOU A PHONE CALL OR IF THEY CHECKED IN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00618-00055585-00055592 OR IF THEY CHECKED IN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00619-00055592-00055732 OR IF THEY CHECKED IN ON YOUR SERVICES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00620-00055732-00055739 ON YOUR SERVICES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-00621-00055739-00055822 ON YOUR SERVICES? >> IF THEY CHECKED IN ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00622-00055822-00055829 >> IF THEY CHECKED IN ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00623-00055829-00056075 >> IF THEY CHECKED IN ON OUR SERVICES OR GAVE US A CALL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00624-00056075-00056082 OUR SERVICES OR GAVE US A CALL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00625-00056082-00056266 OUR SERVICES OR GAVE US A CALL, WE WOULD FIRST AND FOREMOST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00626-00056266-00056272 WE WOULD FIRST AND FOREMOST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00627-00056272-00056523 WE WOULD FIRST AND FOREMOST LISTEN BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00628-00056523-00056529 LISTEN BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00629-00056529-00056803 LISTEN BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH THE STORIES SEEM UNIVERSAL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00630-00056803-00056810 THE STORIES SEEM UNIVERSAL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00631-00056810-00057073 THE STORIES SEEM UNIVERSAL, THEY ARE UNIQUE TO EACH FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00632-00057073-00057080 THEY ARE UNIQUE TO EACH FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00633-00057080-00057287 THEY ARE UNIQUE TO EACH FAMILY. SO, WE REALLY TRY TO LISTEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00634-00057287-00057293 SO, WE REALLY TRY TO LISTEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00635-00057293-00057517 SO, WE REALLY TRY TO LISTEN AND MINISTER TO THE EXPERIENCE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00636-00057517-00057524 AND MINISTER TO THE EXPERIENCE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00637-00057524-00057670 AND MINISTER TO THE EXPERIENCE THAT FAMILY MEMBER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00638-00057670-00057677 THAT FAMILY MEMBER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00639-00057677-00058021 THAT FAMILY MEMBER IS HAVING RIGHT AT THE MINUTE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00640-00058021-00058027 IS HAVING RIGHT AT THE MINUTE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00641-00058027-00058091 IS HAVING RIGHT AT THE MINUTE AND THEN WE TRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00642-00058091-00058098 AND THEN WE TRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00643-00058098-00058228 AND THEN WE TRY TO DO A FULL ASSESSMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00644-00058228-00058234 TO DO A FULL ASSESSMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00645-00058234-00058545 TO DO A FULL ASSESSMENT OF EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SENIOR, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00646-00058545-00058551 OF EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SENIOR, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00647-00058551-00058782 OF EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SENIOR, WHAT PART OF TOWN THEY LIVE IN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00648-00058782-00058788 WHAT PART OF TOWN THEY LIVE IN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00649-00058788-00058935 WHAT PART OF TOWN THEY LIVE IN, WHERE THE CHILDREN LIVE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00650-00058935-00058942 WHERE THE CHILDREN LIVE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00651-00058942-00059189 WHERE THE CHILDREN LIVE, WHAT THEIR FINANCIAL OUTLOOK IS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00652-00059189-00059195 WHAT THEIR FINANCIAL OUTLOOK IS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00653-00059195-00059399 WHAT THEIR FINANCIAL OUTLOOK IS, WHAT THEIR NEEDS ARE SOCIALLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00654-00059399-00059405 WHAT THEIR NEEDS ARE SOCIALLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00655-00059405-00059512 WHAT THEIR NEEDS ARE SOCIALLY AND MEDICALLY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00656-00059512-00059519 AND MEDICALLY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00657-00059519-00059626 AND MEDICALLY, AND THEN WE TRY TO COME UP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00658-00059626-00059632 AND THEN WE TRY TO COME UP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00659-00059632-00059886 AND THEN WE TRY TO COME UP WITH A GOOD FIT FOR THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-00660-00059886-00059893 WITH A GOOD FIT FOR THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-00661-00059893-00060100 WITH A GOOD FIT FOR THEM AND IF ASSISTED LIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00662-00060100-00060106 AND IF ASSISTED LIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00663-00060106-00060383 AND IF ASSISTED LIVING IS THAT THEY'RE NOT READY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00664-00060383-00060390 IS THAT THEY'RE NOT READY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00665-00060390-00060513 IS THAT THEY'RE NOT READY OR IT'S NOT IN THE IMMEDIATE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00666-00060513-00060520 OR IT'S NOT IN THE IMMEDIATE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00667-00060520-00060637 OR IT'S NOT IN THE IMMEDIATE PLAN, THEN WE HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00668-00060637-00060643 PLAN, THEN WE HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00669-00060643-00060940 PLAN, THEN WE HAVE TRUSTED PARTNERS IN ALL SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00670-00060940-00060947 TRUSTED PARTNERS IN ALL SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00671-00060947-00061257 TRUSTED PARTNERS IN ALL SERVICES SENIORS THAT WE CAN REFER THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-00672-00061257-00061264 SENIORS THAT WE CAN REFER THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-00673-00061264-00061444 SENIORS THAT WE CAN REFER THEM TO SO THAT THEY CAN GET +RcqAuvcy3OM-00674-00061444-00061451 TO SO THAT THEY CAN GET +RcqAuvcy3OM-00675-00061451-00061718 TO SO THAT THEY CAN GET BETTER EDUCATED ON THE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00676-00061718-00061724 BETTER EDUCATED ON THE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00677-00061724-00061831 BETTER EDUCATED ON THE SERVICES THAT MIGHT BE NECESSARY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00678-00061831-00061838 THAT MIGHT BE NECESSARY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00679-00061838-00062031 THAT MIGHT BE NECESSARY FOR THEM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00680-00062031-00062038 FOR THEM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00681-00062038-00062128 FOR THEM. >> I'VE HEARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00682-00062128-00062135 >> I'VE HEARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00683-00062135-00062322 >> I'VE HEARD THIS TERM RECENTLY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00684-00062322-00062328 THIS TERM RECENTLY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00685-00062328-00062408 THIS TERM RECENTLY. I'VE HEARD IT BEFORE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00686-00062408-00062415 I'VE HEARD IT BEFORE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00687-00062415-00062522 I'VE HEARD IT BEFORE, BUT MOST RECENTLY BECAUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00688-00062522-00062529 BUT MOST RECENTLY BECAUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00689-00062529-00062749 BUT MOST RECENTLY BECAUSE OF MY FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00690-00062749-00062755 OF MY FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00691-00062755-00062996 OF MY FAMILY. WE CALL IT SENIOR DAYCARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00692-00062996-00063002 WE CALL IT SENIOR DAYCARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00693-00063002-00063199 WE CALL IT SENIOR DAYCARE. EXPLAIN SENIOR DAYCARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00694-00063199-00063206 EXPLAIN SENIOR DAYCARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00695-00063206-00063409 EXPLAIN SENIOR DAYCARE. >> ADULT DAYCARE IS JUST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00696-00063409-00063416 >> ADULT DAYCARE IS JUST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00697-00063416-00063580 >> ADULT DAYCARE IS JUST WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00698-00063580-00063586 WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00699-00063586-00063756 WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE. IT IS FROM SEVEN IN THE MORNING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00700-00063756-00063763 IT IS FROM SEVEN IN THE MORNING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00701-00063763-00064020 IT IS FROM SEVEN IN THE MORNING USUALLY UNTIL SIX AT NIGHT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00702-00064020-00064027 USUALLY UNTIL SIX AT NIGHT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00703-00064027-00064180 USUALLY UNTIL SIX AT NIGHT, AND IF YOU'RE A WORKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00704-00064180-00064187 AND IF YOU'RE A WORKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00705-00064187-00064277 AND IF YOU'RE A WORKING INDIVIDUAL AND YOU DON'T +RcqAuvcy3OM-00706-00064277-00064284 INDIVIDUAL AND YOU DON'T +RcqAuvcy3OM-00707-00064284-00064387 INDIVIDUAL AND YOU DON'T WANT YOU PARENT TO BE HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00708-00064387-00064394 WANT YOU PARENT TO BE HOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00709-00064394-00064617 WANT YOU PARENT TO BE HOME ISOLATED ALL DAY WHILE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00710-00064617-00064624 ISOLATED ALL DAY WHILE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00711-00064624-00064751 ISOLATED ALL DAY WHILE YOU'RE WORKING, YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00712-00064751-00064758 YOU'RE WORKING, YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00713-00064758-00064934 YOU'RE WORKING, YOU CAN DROP THEM OFF TO THE SENIOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00714-00064934-00064941 CAN DROP THEM OFF TO THE SENIOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00715-00064941-00065031 CAN DROP THEM OFF TO THE SENIOR DAYCARE, AND THERE ARE OTHER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00716-00065031-00065038 DAYCARE, AND THERE ARE OTHER +RcqAuvcy3OM-00717-00065038-00065185 DAYCARE, AND THERE ARE OTHER SENIORS THERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00718-00065185-00065191 SENIORS THERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00719-00065191-00065288 SENIORS THERE. THEY HAVE MUSIC. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00720-00065288-00065295 THEY HAVE MUSIC. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00721-00065295-00065391 THEY HAVE MUSIC. THEY HAVE GAMES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00722-00065391-00065398 THEY HAVE GAMES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00723-00065398-00065575 THEY HAVE GAMES. THEY HAVE MEALS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00724-00065575-00065582 THEY HAVE MEALS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00725-00065582-00065812 THEY HAVE MEALS. A LOT OF THEM HAVE BARBERSHOP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00726-00065812-00065819 A LOT OF THEM HAVE BARBERSHOP +RcqAuvcy3OM-00727-00065819-00066062 A LOT OF THEM HAVE BARBERSHOP AND HOUSEKEEPING SERVICES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00728-00066062-00066069 AND HOUSEKEEPING SERVICES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00729-00066069-00066386 AND HOUSEKEEPING SERVICES. SO, IT'S A GREAT ALTERNATIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00730-00066386-00066392 SO, IT'S A GREAT ALTERNATIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00731-00066392-00066629 SO, IT'S A GREAT ALTERNATIVE TO PERMANENT PLACEMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00732-00066629-00066636 TO PERMANENT PLACEMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00733-00066636-00066876 TO PERMANENT PLACEMENT IN A SENIOR LIVING COMPLEX. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00734-00066876-00066883 IN A SENIOR LIVING COMPLEX. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00735-00066883-00067073 IN A SENIOR LIVING COMPLEX. >> WELL, IT'S CLEAR THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00736-00067073-00067080 >> WELL, IT'S CLEAR THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00737-00067080-00067183 >> WELL, IT'S CLEAR THAT THESE ISSUES HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00738-00067183-00067190 THESE ISSUES HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00739-00067190-00067337 THESE ISSUES HAVE TO BE ADDRESSED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00740-00067337-00067343 TO BE ADDRESSED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00741-00067343-00067444 TO BE ADDRESSED. IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00742-00067444-00067450 IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00743-00067450-00067594 IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. IT'S EVITABLE TO ALL OF US +RcqAuvcy3OM-00744-00067594-00067600 IT'S EVITABLE TO ALL OF US +RcqAuvcy3OM-00745-00067600-00067757 IT'S EVITABLE TO ALL OF US AND ESPECIALLY THOSE OF US +RcqAuvcy3OM-00746-00067757-00067764 AND ESPECIALLY THOSE OF US +RcqAuvcy3OM-00747-00067764-00067967 AND ESPECIALLY THOSE OF US THAT HAVE PARENTS THAT ARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00748-00067967-00067974 THAT HAVE PARENTS THAT ARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00749-00067974-00068081 THAT HAVE PARENTS THAT ARE THAT WAY, AND I THINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00750-00068081-00068088 THAT WAY, AND I THINK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00751-00068088-00068204 THAT WAY, AND I THINK THAT THERE'S ONE THING I WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00752-00068204-00068211 THERE'S ONE THING I WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00753-00068211-00068364 THERE'S ONE THING I WANT TO JUST SAY BEFORE WE GO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00754-00068364-00068371 TO JUST SAY BEFORE WE GO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00755-00068371-00068531 TO JUST SAY BEFORE WE GO TO A BREAK IN FEW MOMENTS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00756-00068531-00068538 TO A BREAK IN FEW MOMENTS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00757-00068538-00068832 TO A BREAK IN FEW MOMENTS THAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00758-00068832-00068838 IS REALLY IMPORTANT THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00759-00068838-00069042 IS REALLY IMPORTANT THAT SO OFTEN WHEN YOU GET TO 65 PLUS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00760-00069042-00069048 SO OFTEN WHEN YOU GET TO 65 PLUS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00761-00069048-00069139 SO OFTEN WHEN YOU GET TO 65 PLUS THERE IS THE FEELING THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00762-00069139-00069145 THERE IS THE FEELING THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00763-00069145-00069345 THERE IS THE FEELING THAT I'M NO LONGER USEFUL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00764-00069345-00069352 I'M NO LONGER USEFUL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00765-00069352-00069512 I'M NO LONGER USEFUL, AND I WOULD ASSUME THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00766-00069512-00069519 AND I WOULD ASSUME THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00767-00069519-00069826 AND I WOULD ASSUME THAT WE ALL CAN FIND PLACES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00768-00069826-00069833 WE ALL CAN FIND PLACES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00769-00069833-00070190 WE ALL CAN FIND PLACES WHERE WE CAN FIND OUR USABILITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00770-00070190-00070196 WHERE WE CAN FIND OUR USABILITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00771-00070196-00070370 WHERE WE CAN FIND OUR USABILITY AND THAT PURPOSE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00772-00070370-00070376 AND THAT PURPOSE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00773-00070376-00070520 AND THAT PURPOSE. WHAT I LOVE ABOUT GOD IS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00774-00070520-00070527 WHAT I LOVE ABOUT GOD IS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00775-00070527-00070680 WHAT I LOVE ABOUT GOD IS THAT HE CREATED US ALL FOR PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00776-00070680-00070687 HE CREATED US ALL FOR PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00777-00070687-00070890 HE CREATED US ALL FOR PURPOSE AND UNTIL THE DAY WE DIE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00778-00070890-00070897 AND UNTIL THE DAY WE DIE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00779-00070897-00071017 AND UNTIL THE DAY WE DIE, I'M ABSOLUTELY CONVINCED THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00780-00071017-00071024 I'M ABSOLUTELY CONVINCED THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00781-00071024-00071177 I'M ABSOLUTELY CONVINCED THAT WE HAVE A PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00782-00071177-00071184 WE HAVE A PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00783-00071184-00071284 WE HAVE A PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD AND A PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00784-00071284-00071291 IN THIS WORLD AND A PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00785-00071291-00071414 IN THIS WORLD AND A PURPOSE IN THE LIVES OF THOSE PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00786-00071414-00071421 IN THE LIVES OF THOSE PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00787-00071421-00071538 IN THE LIVES OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT ARE AROUND US, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00788-00071538-00071544 THAT ARE AROUND US, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00789-00071544-00071825 THAT ARE AROUND US, AND SO IF YOU'RE VIEWING TODAY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00790-00071825-00071831 AND SO IF YOU'RE VIEWING TODAY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00791-00071831-00071908 AND SO IF YOU'RE VIEWING TODAY, AND YOU'RE THINKING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00792-00071908-00071915 AND YOU'RE THINKING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00793-00071915-00072038 AND YOU'RE THINKING, WELL, THIS LADY IS TALKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00794-00072038-00072045 WELL, THIS LADY IS TALKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00795-00072045-00072168 WELL, THIS LADY IS TALKING ABOUT ISSUES WITH ME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00796-00072168-00072175 ABOUT ISSUES WITH ME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00797-00072175-00072402 ABOUT ISSUES WITH ME. I MUST JUST BE OLD AND I'M -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-00798-00072402-00072408 I MUST JUST BE OLD AND I'M -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-00799-00072408-00072465 I MUST JUST BE OLD AND I'M -- NO, NO, NO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00800-00072465-00072472 NO, NO, NO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00801-00072472-00072579 NO, NO, NO. LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00802-00072579-00072585 LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00803-00072585-00072812 LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING THAT THE GOD OF THIS BOOK, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00804-00072812-00072819 THAT THE GOD OF THIS BOOK, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00805-00072819-00072889 THAT THE GOD OF THIS BOOK, THE GOD OF ABRAHAM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00806-00072889-00072896 THE GOD OF ABRAHAM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00807-00072896-00073069 THE GOD OF ABRAHAM, ISAAC, AND JACOB. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00808-00073069-00073076 ISAAC, AND JACOB. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00809-00073076-00073203 ISAAC, AND JACOB. THE GOD THAT GAVE US +RcqAuvcy3OM-00810-00073203-00073209 THE GOD THAT GAVE US +RcqAuvcy3OM-00811-00073209-00073326 THE GOD THAT GAVE US JESUS CHRIST IS THE GOD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00812-00073326-00073333 JESUS CHRIST IS THE GOD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00813-00073333-00073416 JESUS CHRIST IS THE GOD THAT LOVES YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00814-00073416-00073423 THAT LOVES YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00815-00073423-00073516 THAT LOVES YOU, AND HE'S GOING TO BE WITH YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00816-00073516-00073523 AND HE'S GOING TO BE WITH YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00817-00073523-00073696 AND HE'S GOING TO BE WITH YOU. IF YOU FEEL LONELY TODAY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00818-00073696-00073703 IF YOU FEEL LONELY TODAY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00819-00073703-00073810 IF YOU FEEL LONELY TODAY, JUST BE ASSURED THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00820-00073810-00073817 JUST BE ASSURED THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00821-00073817-00073930 JUST BE ASSURED THAT THERE'S A MINISTRY HERE THROUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00822-00073930-00073937 THERE'S A MINISTRY HERE THROUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-00823-00073937-00074144 THERE'S A MINISTRY HERE THROUGH TBN, AND IT'S PRAYING FOR YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00824-00074144-00074150 TBN, AND IT'S PRAYING FOR YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00825-00074150-00074297 TBN, AND IT'S PRAYING FOR YOU, AND THERE ARE AGENCIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00826-00074297-00074304 AND THERE ARE AGENCIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00827-00074304-00074514 AND THERE ARE AGENCIES THAT ARE SO OUT THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00828-00074514-00074521 THAT ARE SO OUT THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00829-00074521-00074607 THAT ARE SO OUT THERE THAT ARE WAITING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00830-00074607-00074614 THAT ARE WAITING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00831-00074614-00074721 THAT ARE WAITING FOR YOUR PHONE CALL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00832-00074721-00074727 FOR YOUR PHONE CALL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00833-00074727-00075051 FOR YOUR PHONE CALL. SO, AGAIN, LET ME ENCOURAGE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00834-00075051-00075058 SO, AGAIN, LET ME ENCOURAGE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00835-00075058-00075308 SO, AGAIN, LET ME ENCOURAGE YOU TO GO TO THE INFORMATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00836-00075308-00075315 TO GO TO THE INFORMATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00837-00075315-00075448 TO GO TO THE INFORMATION ON YOUR SCREEN AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00838-00075448-00075455 ON YOUR SCREEN AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-00839-00075455-00075642 ON YOUR SCREEN AND IF YOU ARE AT HOME BY YOURSELF +RcqAuvcy3OM-00840-00075642-00075648 IF YOU ARE AT HOME BY YOURSELF +RcqAuvcy3OM-00841-00075648-00075912 IF YOU ARE AT HOME BY YOURSELF OR YOU ARE A CHILD THAT HAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00842-00075912-00075919 OR YOU ARE A CHILD THAT HAS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00843-00075919-00076085 OR YOU ARE A CHILD THAT HAS A PARENT AND YOU DON'T KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00844-00076085-00076092 A PARENT AND YOU DON'T KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00845-00076092-00076252 A PARENT AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, PLEASE REACH OUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00846-00076252-00076259 WHAT TO DO, PLEASE REACH OUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00847-00076259-00076439 WHAT TO DO, PLEASE REACH OUT TO NEWPORT SENIOR LINK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00848-00076439-00076446 TO NEWPORT SENIOR LINK +RcqAuvcy3OM-00849-00076446-00076696 TO NEWPORT SENIOR LINK AND ALLOW THEM THE OPPORTUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00850-00076696-00076703 AND ALLOW THEM THE OPPORTUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00851-00076703-00076833 AND ALLOW THEM THE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE THE PRIVILEGE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00852-00076833-00076840 TO HAVE THE PRIVILEGE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00853-00076840-00077010 TO HAVE THE PRIVILEGE TO SERVE YOU IN A WAY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00854-00077010-00077016 TO SERVE YOU IN A WAY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00855-00077016-00077230 TO SERVE YOU IN A WAY THAT WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE PRESSURE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00856-00077230-00077237 WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE PRESSURE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00857-00077237-00077387 WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE PRESSURE OFF OF YOUR LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00858-00077387-00077393 OFF OF YOUR LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00859-00077393-00077607 OFF OF YOUR LIFE AND NOT ADD PRESSURE TO YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00860-00077607-00077614 AND NOT ADD PRESSURE TO YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00861-00077614-00077787 AND NOT ADD PRESSURE TO YOU. I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00862-00077787-00077794 I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00863-00077794-00077941 I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT IN THE COMPLEX WHERE MY PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00864-00077941-00077947 IN THE COMPLEX WHERE MY PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00865-00077947-00078164 IN THE COMPLEX WHERE MY PARENTS LIVE THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00866-00078164-00078171 LIVE THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00867-00078171-00078324 LIVE THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE THERE THAT LOVE THEM FOR WHO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00868-00078324-00078331 THERE THAT LOVE THEM FOR WHO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00869-00078331-00078508 THERE THAT LOVE THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE, AND MY MOTHER SAID +RcqAuvcy3OM-00870-00078508-00078515 THEY ARE, AND MY MOTHER SAID +RcqAuvcy3OM-00871-00078515-00078655 THEY ARE, AND MY MOTHER SAID YOU BETTER WATCH OUT, SON. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00872-00078655-00078661 YOU BETTER WATCH OUT, SON. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00873-00078661-00078738 YOU BETTER WATCH OUT, SON. I THINK THEY LOVE ME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00874-00078738-00078745 I THINK THEY LOVE ME +RcqAuvcy3OM-00875-00078745-00078922 I THINK THEY LOVE ME SOMETIMES MORE THAN YOU DO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00876-00078922-00078928 SOMETIMES MORE THAN YOU DO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00877-00078928-00079115 SOMETIMES MORE THAN YOU DO. SO, WE'RE GOING TO TAKE A BREAK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00878-00079115-00079122 SO, WE'RE GOING TO TAKE A BREAK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00879-00079122-00079225 SO, WE'RE GOING TO TAKE A BREAK. WE'RE GOING TO COME BACK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00880-00079225-00079232 WE'RE GOING TO COME BACK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00881-00079232-00079315 WE'RE GOING TO COME BACK. THERE'S STILL A WHOLE LOT MORE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00882-00079315-00079322 THERE'S STILL A WHOLE LOT MORE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00883-00079322-00079422 THERE'S STILL A WHOLE LOT MORE TO TALK ABOUT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00884-00079422-00079429 TO TALK ABOUT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00885-00079429-00079582 TO TALK ABOUT. IF YOU'RE OVER THE AGE OF 65, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00886-00079582-00079589 IF YOU'RE OVER THE AGE OF 65, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00887-00079589-00079746 IF YOU'RE OVER THE AGE OF 65, THEN THIS CONVERSATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00888-00079746-00079752 THEN THIS CONVERSATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-00889-00079752-00079853 THEN THIS CONVERSATION IS FOR YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00890-00079853-00079859 IS FOR YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00891-00079859-00079966 IS FOR YOU. IF YOU KNOW SOMEBODY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00892-00079966-00079973 IF YOU KNOW SOMEBODY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00893-00079973-00080023 IF YOU KNOW SOMEBODY THAT NEEDS TO BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00894-00080023-00080029 THAT NEEDS TO BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00895-00080029-00080099 THAT NEEDS TO BE IN THE CONVERSATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00896-00080099-00080106 IN THE CONVERSATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00897-00080106-00080176 IN THE CONVERSATION, HEY, GIVE THEM A CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00898-00080176-00080183 HEY, GIVE THEM A CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00899-00080183-00080263 HEY, GIVE THEM A CALL AND TELL THEM TO TURN ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00900-00080263-00080270 AND TELL THEM TO TURN ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00901-00080270-00080490 AND TELL THEM TO TURN ON "JOY IN OUR TOWN", +RcqAuvcy3OM-00902-00080490-00080497 "JOY IN OUR TOWN", +RcqAuvcy3OM-00903-00080497-00080610 "JOY IN OUR TOWN", AND WE'LL BE BACK IN ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00904-00080610-00080617 AND WE'LL BE BACK IN ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00905-00080617-00080924 AND WE'LL BE BACK IN ABOUT 30 SECONDS TO TALK MORE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00906-00080924-00080930 30 SECONDS TO TALK MORE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00907-00080930-00081161 30 SECONDS TO TALK MORE WITH SARA ABOUT HOW YOUR LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00908-00081161-00081167 WITH SARA ABOUT HOW YOUR LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00909-00081167-00081321 WITH SARA ABOUT HOW YOUR LIFE CAN HAVE PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00910-00081321-00081327 CAN HAVE PURPOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00911-00081327-00081471 CAN HAVE PURPOSE OVER THE AGE OF 65. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00912-00081471-00081478 OVER THE AGE OF 65. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00913-00081478-00081541 OVER THE AGE OF 65. STAY WITH US. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00914-00081541-00081548 STAY WITH US. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00915-00081548-00081911 STAY WITH US. WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00916-00081911-00082852 >> MOM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00917-00082862-00083059 ♪ ♪ +RcqAuvcy3OM-00918-00083069-00083379 >> DEAR. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00919-00083389-00084290 ♪ ♪ +RcqAuvcy3OM-00920-00084290-00084300 ♪ ♪ +RcqAuvcy3OM-00921-00084300-00084420 ♪ ♪ >> VISIT AARP.ORG/CAREGIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00922-00084420-00084430 >> VISIT AARP.ORG/CAREGIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00923-00084430-00084567 >> VISIT AARP.ORG/CAREGIVING FOR INFORMATION ON HOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00924-00084567-00084577 FOR INFORMATION ON HOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-00925-00084577-00084664 FOR INFORMATION ON HOW TO PROVIDE EVEN BETTER CARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00926-00084664-00084674 TO PROVIDE EVEN BETTER CARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00927-00084674-00084747 TO PROVIDE EVEN BETTER CARE FOR THE PERSON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00928-00084747-00084757 FOR THE PERSON +RcqAuvcy3OM-00929-00084757-00085064 FOR THE PERSON WHO ONCE TOOK CARE OF YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00930-00085064-00085422 ♪ ♪ +RcqAuvcy3OM-00931-00085492-00085562 >> WELCOME BACK TO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00932-00085562-00085568 >> WELCOME BACK TO +RcqAuvcy3OM-00933-00085568-00085698 >> WELCOME BACK TO "JOY IN OUR TOWN". +RcqAuvcy3OM-00934-00085698-00085705 "JOY IN OUR TOWN". +RcqAuvcy3OM-00935-00085705-00085852 "JOY IN OUR TOWN". I'M GEORGE COPE, AND IT IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00936-00085852-00085859 I'M GEORGE COPE, AND IT IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00937-00085859-00086015 I'M GEORGE COPE, AND IT IS A PRIVILEGE TO BE ASKED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00938-00086015-00086022 A PRIVILEGE TO BE ASKED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00939-00086022-00086146 A PRIVILEGE TO BE ASKED BY TBN TO HOST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00940-00086146-00086152 BY TBN TO HOST +RcqAuvcy3OM-00941-00086152-00086262 BY TBN TO HOST THIS PROGRAM AND TO BE ABLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00942-00086262-00086269 THIS PROGRAM AND TO BE ABLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00943-00086269-00086422 THIS PROGRAM AND TO BE ABLE TO SIT WITH YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00944-00086422-00086429 TO SIT WITH YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-00945-00086429-00086543 TO SIT WITH YOU ON A WEEKLY BASIS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00946-00086543-00086549 ON A WEEKLY BASIS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00947-00086549-00086633 ON A WEEKLY BASIS. I'M BEGINNING TO HEAR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00948-00086633-00086639 I'M BEGINNING TO HEAR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00949-00086639-00086749 I'M BEGINNING TO HEAR FROM VIEWERS THAT ARE BEGINNING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00950-00086749-00086756 FROM VIEWERS THAT ARE BEGINNING +RcqAuvcy3OM-00951-00086756-00086886 FROM VIEWERS THAT ARE BEGINNING TO WATCH WEEK AFTER WEEK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00952-00086886-00086893 TO WATCH WEEK AFTER WEEK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00953-00086893-00087053 TO WATCH WEEK AFTER WEEK. THEY'RE INTERESTED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00954-00087053-00087060 THEY'RE INTERESTED +RcqAuvcy3OM-00955-00087060-00087227 THEY'RE INTERESTED IN THE CONVERSATIONS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00956-00087227-00087233 IN THE CONVERSATIONS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00957-00087233-00087340 IN THE CONVERSATIONS THAT WE'RE HAVING BECAUSE THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00958-00087340-00087347 WE'RE HAVING BECAUSE THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00959-00087347-00087574 WE'RE HAVING BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME INCREDIBLY GOOD THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00960-00087574-00087580 ARE SOME INCREDIBLY GOOD THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00961-00087580-00087744 ARE SOME INCREDIBLY GOOD THINGS THAT GO ON IN OUR TOWN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00962-00087744-00087750 THAT GO ON IN OUR TOWN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00963-00087750-00087881 THAT GO ON IN OUR TOWN. OFTEN TIMES, THE NEWS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00964-00087881-00087887 OFTEN TIMES, THE NEWS +RcqAuvcy3OM-00965-00087887-00088141 OFTEN TIMES, THE NEWS ONLY CARRIES THE BAD STUFF. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00966-00088141-00088148 ONLY CARRIES THE BAD STUFF. +RcqAuvcy3OM-00967-00088148-00088271 ONLY CARRIES THE BAD STUFF. WE HERE AT TBN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00968-00088271-00088278 WE HERE AT TBN +RcqAuvcy3OM-00969-00088278-00088438 WE HERE AT TBN WANT TO GIVE YOU THE HOPE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00970-00088438-00088445 WANT TO GIVE YOU THE HOPE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00971-00088445-00088668 WANT TO GIVE YOU THE HOPE AND THE JOY AND THE RESOURCES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00972-00088668-00088675 AND THE JOY AND THE RESOURCES +RcqAuvcy3OM-00973-00088675-00088788 AND THE JOY AND THE RESOURCES TO KNOW THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00974-00088788-00088795 TO KNOW THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-00975-00088795-00088945 TO KNOW THAT THERE'S A REASON TO HAVE JOY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00976-00088945-00088952 THERE'S A REASON TO HAVE JOY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00977-00088952-00089162 THERE'S A REASON TO HAVE JOY IN OUR TOWN IN CENTRAL FLORIDA +RcqAuvcy3OM-00978-00089162-00089169 IN OUR TOWN IN CENTRAL FLORIDA +RcqAuvcy3OM-00979-00089169-00089302 IN OUR TOWN IN CENTRAL FLORIDA BECAUSE OF GOOD PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00980-00089302-00089309 BECAUSE OF GOOD PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00981-00089309-00089522 BECAUSE OF GOOD PEOPLE LIKE SARA WOODARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00982-00089522-00089529 LIKE SARA WOODARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-00983-00089529-00089789 LIKE SARA WOODARD WHO IS WITH US TODAY, AND SARA, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00984-00089789-00089796 WHO IS WITH US TODAY, AND SARA, +RcqAuvcy3OM-00985-00089796-00089896 WHO IS WITH US TODAY, AND SARA, SHE IS THE DIRECTOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00986-00089896-00089903 SHE IS THE DIRECTOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00987-00089903-00090163 SHE IS THE DIRECTOR OF OPERATIONS AT NEWPORT SENIOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00988-00090163-00090170 OF OPERATIONS AT NEWPORT SENIOR +RcqAuvcy3OM-00989-00090170-00090286 OF OPERATIONS AT NEWPORT SENIOR LINK AND THAT IS AN AGENCY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00990-00090286-00090293 LINK AND THAT IS AN AGENCY +RcqAuvcy3OM-00991-00090293-00090370 LINK AND THAT IS AN AGENCY THAT CARES FOR PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00992-00090370-00090376 THAT CARES FOR PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00993-00090376-00090740 THAT CARES FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE OVER THE AGE OF 65 +RcqAuvcy3OM-00994-00090740-00090747 WHO ARE OVER THE AGE OF 65 +RcqAuvcy3OM-00995-00090747-00090924 WHO ARE OVER THE AGE OF 65 AND THEY ARE BEGINNING TO DEAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00996-00090924-00090930 AND THEY ARE BEGINNING TO DEAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-00997-00090930-00091307 AND THEY ARE BEGINNING TO DEAL WITH THE ISSUES OF LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00998-00091307-00091314 WITH THE ISSUES OF LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-00999-00091314-00091394 WITH THE ISSUES OF LIFE IN A DIFFERENT WAY THAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01000-00091394-00091401 IN A DIFFERENT WAY THAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01001-00091401-00091568 IN A DIFFERENT WAY THAN SOME OF US ARE DEALING WITH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01002-00091568-00091574 SOME OF US ARE DEALING WITH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01003-00091574-00091774 SOME OF US ARE DEALING WITH. I'M OVER 60, BUT I'M NOT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01004-00091774-00091781 I'M OVER 60, BUT I'M NOT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01005-00091781-00091928 I'M OVER 60, BUT I'M NOT DEALING WITH SOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-01006-00091928-00091935 DEALING WITH SOME +RcqAuvcy3OM-01007-00091935-00092038 DEALING WITH SOME OF THE SAME ISSUES, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01008-00092038-00092045 OF THE SAME ISSUES, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01009-00092045-00092178 OF THE SAME ISSUES, THANKFULLY, AT THIS POINT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01010-00092178-00092185 THANKFULLY, AT THIS POINT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01011-00092185-00092362 THANKFULLY, AT THIS POINT. WE TALKED IN THE FIRST SEGMENT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01012-00092362-00092368 WE TALKED IN THE FIRST SEGMENT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01013-00092368-00092779 WE TALKED IN THE FIRST SEGMENT, SARA, ABOUT SOME OF THE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01014-00092779-00092786 SARA, ABOUT SOME OF THE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01015-00092786-00092849 SARA, ABOUT SOME OF THE THINGS THAT SENIORS WORRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01016-00092849-00092856 THAT SENIORS WORRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01017-00092856-00092962 THAT SENIORS WORRY ABOUT THE MOST, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01018-00092962-00092969 ABOUT THE MOST, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01019-00092969-00093186 ABOUT THE MOST, BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT BELIEVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01020-00093186-00093193 BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT BELIEVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01021-00093193-00093323 BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT BELIEVE BECAUSE WHEN I TALK TO MY MOM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01022-00093323-00093329 BECAUSE WHEN I TALK TO MY MOM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01023-00093329-00093523 BECAUSE WHEN I TALK TO MY MOM AND DAD THE ONE THING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01024-00093523-00093530 AND DAD THE ONE THING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01025-00093530-00093786 AND DAD THE ONE THING THAT THEY OFTEN WILL SAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01026-00093786-00093793 THAT THEY OFTEN WILL SAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01027-00093793-00093957 THAT THEY OFTEN WILL SAY IS ARE WE GOING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01028-00093957-00093963 IS ARE WE GOING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01029-00093963-00094187 IS ARE WE GOING TO HAVE ENOUGH MONEY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01030-00094187-00094194 TO HAVE ENOUGH MONEY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01031-00094194-00094304 TO HAVE ENOUGH MONEY? SO, I BELIEVE THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01032-00094304-00094310 SO, I BELIEVE THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01033-00094310-00094564 SO, I BELIEVE THAT THERE'S AN ISSUE HERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01034-00094564-00094571 THERE'S AN ISSUE HERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01035-00094571-00094794 THERE'S AN ISSUE HERE IN ECONOMIC SECURITY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01036-00094794-00094801 IN ECONOMIC SECURITY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01037-00094801-00095014 IN ECONOMIC SECURITY THAT YOU'VE GOT TO BE BOMBARDED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01038-00095014-00095021 YOU'VE GOT TO BE BOMBARDED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01039-00095021-00095221 YOU'VE GOT TO BE BOMBARDED WITH PEOPLE THAT CALL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01040-00095221-00095228 WITH PEOPLE THAT CALL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01041-00095228-00095371 WITH PEOPLE THAT CALL. THEY DON'T KNOW IF THEY CAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01042-00095371-00095378 THEY DON'T KNOW IF THEY CAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01043-00095378-00095468 THEY DON'T KNOW IF THEY CAN AFFORD TO LIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01044-00095468-00095475 AFFORD TO LIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01045-00095475-00095648 AFFORD TO LIVE AND THAT'S A TRAGIC PLACE TO BE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01046-00095648-00095655 AND THAT'S A TRAGIC PLACE TO BE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01047-00095655-00095742 AND THAT'S A TRAGIC PLACE TO BE. LET'S TALK A LITTLE BIT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01048-00095742-00095748 LET'S TALK A LITTLE BIT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01049-00095748-00095819 LET'S TALK A LITTLE BIT ABOUT THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01050-00095819-00095825 ABOUT THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01051-00095825-00095939 ABOUT THAT. OKAY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01052-00095939-00095945 OKAY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01053-00095945-00096172 OKAY? SO, WHAT IS ECONOMIC SECURITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01054-00096172-00096179 SO, WHAT IS ECONOMIC SECURITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01055-00096179-00096356 SO, WHAT IS ECONOMIC SECURITY FROM YOUR POINT OF VIEW +RcqAuvcy3OM-01056-00096356-00096362 FROM YOUR POINT OF VIEW +RcqAuvcy3OM-01057-00096362-00096573 FROM YOUR POINT OF VIEW AND HOW DO YOU HELP SENIORS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01058-00096573-00096579 AND HOW DO YOU HELP SENIORS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01059-00096579-00096796 AND HOW DO YOU HELP SENIORS WITH THAT CONCEPT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01060-00096796-00096803 WITH THAT CONCEPT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01061-00096803-00096970 WITH THAT CONCEPT? >> ECONOMIC SECURITY IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01062-00096970-00096976 >> ECONOMIC SECURITY IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01063-00096976-00097453 >> ECONOMIC SECURITY IS TO DEFINED AS THE ABILITY TO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01064-00097453-00097460 TO DEFINED AS THE ABILITY TO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01065-00097460-00097604 TO DEFINED AS THE ABILITY TO BE ABLE TO COMFORTABLY PAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01066-00097604-00097610 BE ABLE TO COMFORTABLY PAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01067-00097610-00097827 BE ABLE TO COMFORTABLY PAY FOR HOUSING AND FOOD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01068-00097827-00097834 FOR HOUSING AND FOOD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01069-00097834-00098081 FOR HOUSING AND FOOD AND MEDICATIONS AND YOUR +RcqAuvcy3OM-01070-00098081-00098087 AND MEDICATIONS AND YOUR +RcqAuvcy3OM-01071-00098087-00098208 AND MEDICATIONS AND YOUR HEALTHCARE AND NOT HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01072-00098208-00098214 HEALTHCARE AND NOT HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01073-00098214-00098598 HEALTHCARE AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ONCE THOSE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01074-00098598-00098605 TO WORRY ABOUT ONCE THOSE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01075-00098605-00098761 TO WORRY ABOUT ONCE THOSE THINGS ARE PAID FOR COVERING UTILITIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01076-00098761-00098768 ARE PAID FOR COVERING UTILITIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01077-00098768-00099018 ARE PAID FOR COVERING UTILITIES OR CABLE TELEVISION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01078-00099018-00099025 OR CABLE TELEVISION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01079-00099025-00099329 OR CABLE TELEVISION AND KEEPING THE LIGHTS ON, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01080-00099329-00099335 AND KEEPING THE LIGHTS ON, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01081-00099335-00099512 AND KEEPING THE LIGHTS ON, AND THERE ARE ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01082-00099512-00099519 AND THERE ARE ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01083-00099519-00100023 AND THERE ARE ABOUT 34% OF SENIORS 65 AND OVER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01084-00100023-00100029 34% OF SENIORS 65 AND OVER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01085-00100029-00100140 34% OF SENIORS 65 AND OVER WHO LIVE BETWEEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01086-00100140-00100146 WHO LIVE BETWEEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01087-00100146-00100403 WHO LIVE BETWEEN ECONOMIC SECURITY AND POVERTY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01088-00100403-00100410 ECONOMIC SECURITY AND POVERTY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01089-00100410-00100560 ECONOMIC SECURITY AND POVERTY, AND THERE ARE 19% +RcqAuvcy3OM-01090-00100560-00100567 AND THERE ARE 19% +RcqAuvcy3OM-01091-00100567-00100723 AND THERE ARE 19% OF OUR SENIORS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01092-00100723-00100730 OF OUR SENIORS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01093-00100730-00100864 OF OUR SENIORS THAT ARE LIVING IN POVERTY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01094-00100864-00100870 THAT ARE LIVING IN POVERTY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01095-00100870-00100970 THAT ARE LIVING IN POVERTY. >> WOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01096-00100970-00100977 >> WOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01097-00100977-00101237 >> WOW. SO, IF THOSE TWO PERCENTAGES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01098-00101237-00101244 SO, IF THOSE TWO PERCENTAGES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01099-00101244-00101341 SO, IF THOSE TWO PERCENTAGES ARE TOGETHER ALMOST HALF -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-01100-00101341-00101347 ARE TOGETHER ALMOST HALF -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-01101-00101347-00101488 ARE TOGETHER ALMOST HALF -- >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01102-00101488-00101494 >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01103-00101494-00101634 >> RIGHT. >> OF OUR SENIORS ARE THEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01104-00101634-00101641 >> OF OUR SENIORS ARE THEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01105-00101641-00101748 >> OF OUR SENIORS ARE THEN LIVING EITHER UNDER THE STRESS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01106-00101748-00101754 LIVING EITHER UNDER THE STRESS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01107-00101754-00101941 LIVING EITHER UNDER THE STRESS OF ECONOMIC POVERTY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01108-00101941-00101948 OF ECONOMIC POVERTY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01109-00101948-00102111 OF ECONOMIC POVERTY OR THEY ARE ACTUALLY IN POVERTY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01110-00102111-00102118 OR THEY ARE ACTUALLY IN POVERTY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01111-00102118-00102218 OR THEY ARE ACTUALLY IN POVERTY IN THAT PROCESS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01112-00102218-00102225 IN THAT PROCESS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01113-00102225-00102318 IN THAT PROCESS, AND SO THEREFORE, WHEN THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01114-00102318-00102325 AND SO THEREFORE, WHEN THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01115-00102325-00102629 AND SO THEREFORE, WHEN THAT HAPPENS THEN THE EXPECTATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01116-00102629-00102635 HAPPENS THEN THE EXPECTATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01117-00102635-00102742 HAPPENS THEN THE EXPECTATION FALLS ON THE CHILDREN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01118-00102742-00102749 FALLS ON THE CHILDREN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01119-00102749-00102829 FALLS ON THE CHILDREN. >> RIGHT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01120-00102829-00102835 >> RIGHT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01121-00102835-00102976 >> RIGHT? >> CORRECT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01122-00102976-00102982 >> CORRECT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01123-00102982-00103136 >> CORRECT. >> SO, LET'S SAY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01124-00103136-00103143 >> SO, LET'S SAY THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01125-00103143-00103303 >> SO, LET'S SAY THAT YOU GOT A PHONE CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01126-00103303-00103309 YOU GOT A PHONE CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01127-00103309-00103523 YOU GOT A PHONE CALL FROM A PERSON WHO IS IN THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01128-00103523-00103530 FROM A PERSON WHO IS IN THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01129-00103530-00103813 FROM A PERSON WHO IS IN THAT MARGINAL LOWER SIDE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01130-00103813-00103820 MARGINAL LOWER SIDE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01131-00103820-00103897 MARGINAL LOWER SIDE. HOW WOULD YOU GO ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01132-00103897-00103903 HOW WOULD YOU GO ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01133-00103903-00104057 HOW WOULD YOU GO ABOUT HELPING THEM TO UNDERSTAND +RcqAuvcy3OM-01134-00104057-00104063 HELPING THEM TO UNDERSTAND +RcqAuvcy3OM-01135-00104063-00104210 HELPING THEM TO UNDERSTAND AND DO YOU MEET? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01136-00104210-00104217 AND DO YOU MEET? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01137-00104217-00104377 AND DO YOU MEET? ARE THERE AGENCIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01138-00104377-00104384 ARE THERE AGENCIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01139-00104384-00104644 ARE THERE AGENCIES OR IS THERE CLASSES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01140-00104644-00104651 OR IS THERE CLASSES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01141-00104651-00104831 OR IS THERE CLASSES? THINGS THAT COULD HELP THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01142-00104831-00104838 THINGS THAT COULD HELP THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01143-00104838-00105034 THINGS THAT COULD HELP THEM TO BE ABLE TO BRING ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01144-00105034-00105041 TO BE ABLE TO BRING ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01145-00105041-00105175 TO BE ABLE TO BRING ABOUT SOME SENSE OF DIFFERENCE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01146-00105175-00105181 SOME SENSE OF DIFFERENCE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01147-00105181-00105238 SOME SENSE OF DIFFERENCE. >> YES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01148-00105238-00105245 >> YES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01149-00105245-00105522 >> YES. THERE ARE MANY PROGRAMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01150-00105522-00105528 THERE ARE MANY PROGRAMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01151-00105528-00105705 THERE ARE MANY PROGRAMS OUT THERE THAT WILL ASSIST +RcqAuvcy3OM-01152-00105705-00105712 OUT THERE THAT WILL ASSIST +RcqAuvcy3OM-01153-00105712-00105999 OUT THERE THAT WILL ASSIST SENIORS IN LOWERING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01154-00105999-00106005 SENIORS IN LOWERING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01155-00106005-00106206 SENIORS IN LOWERING THE AMOUNT OF MONEY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01156-00106206-00106212 THE AMOUNT OF MONEY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01157-00106212-00106483 THE AMOUNT OF MONEY GOING OUT FOR SERVICES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01158-00106483-00106489 GOING OUT FOR SERVICES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01159-00106489-00106809 GOING OUT FOR SERVICES. FOR ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01160-00106809-00106816 FOR ASSISTED LIVING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01161-00106816-00106923 FOR ASSISTED LIVING, FOR EXAMPLE, THERE IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01162-00106923-00106930 FOR EXAMPLE, THERE IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01163-00106930-00107140 FOR EXAMPLE, THERE IS A V.A. BENEFIT CALLED AID +RcqAuvcy3OM-01164-00107140-00107147 A V.A. BENEFIT CALLED AID +RcqAuvcy3OM-01165-00107147-00107403 A V.A. BENEFIT CALLED AID IN ATTENDANCE FOR THE VETERANS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01166-00107403-00107410 IN ATTENDANCE FOR THE VETERANS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01167-00107410-00107584 IN ATTENDANCE FOR THE VETERANS AND THEIR SPOUSES WHO SERVED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01168-00107584-00107590 AND THEIR SPOUSES WHO SERVED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01169-00107590-00107814 AND THEIR SPOUSES WHO SERVED DURING WARTIME, AND IT'S +RcqAuvcy3OM-01170-00107814-00107821 DURING WARTIME, AND IT'S +RcqAuvcy3OM-01171-00107821-00108021 DURING WARTIME, AND IT'S A PRETTY GOOD AMOUNT OF MONEY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01172-00108021-00108027 A PRETTY GOOD AMOUNT OF MONEY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01173-00108027-00108158 A PRETTY GOOD AMOUNT OF MONEY THAT CAN BE APPLIED TOWARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01174-00108158-00108164 THAT CAN BE APPLIED TOWARD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01175-00108164-00108238 THAT CAN BE APPLIED TOWARD ASSISTED LIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01176-00108238-00108244 ASSISTED LIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01177-00108244-00108631 ASSISTED LIVING OR COMMUNITY-BASED CARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01178-00108631-00108638 OR COMMUNITY-BASED CARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01179-00108638-00108818 OR COMMUNITY-BASED CARE. THERE ARE HOME CARE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01180-00108818-00108825 THERE ARE HOME CARE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01181-00108825-00108942 THERE ARE HOME CARE SERVICES THAT ARE COVERED UNDER MEDICARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01182-00108942-00108948 THAT ARE COVERED UNDER MEDICARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01183-00108948-00109052 THAT ARE COVERED UNDER MEDICARE WHERE IF YOU'RE HAVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01184-00109052-00109058 WHERE IF YOU'RE HAVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01185-00109058-00109142 WHERE IF YOU'RE HAVING A PERIOD OF ILLNESS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01186-00109142-00109149 A PERIOD OF ILLNESS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01187-00109149-00109262 A PERIOD OF ILLNESS, YOU CAN GET A NURSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01188-00109262-00109269 YOU CAN GET A NURSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01189-00109269-00109506 YOU CAN GET A NURSE THAT COMES IN OR A HOME HEALTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01190-00109506-00109512 THAT COMES IN OR A HOME HEALTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01191-00109512-00109612 THAT COMES IN OR A HOME HEALTH AID WHO CAN PROVIDE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01192-00109612-00109619 AID WHO CAN PROVIDE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01193-00109619-00109756 AID WHO CAN PROVIDE BATH SERVICES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01194-00109756-00109762 BATH SERVICES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01195-00109762-00109969 BATH SERVICES. IF IT'S AN ISSUE OF HAVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01196-00109969-00109976 IF IT'S AN ISSUE OF HAVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01197-00109976-00110193 IF IT'S AN ISSUE OF HAVING AN EXPENSIVE MEDICATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01198-00110193-00110200 AN EXPENSIVE MEDICATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01199-00110200-00110406 AN EXPENSIVE MEDICATION, YOU CAN ASK YOUR PHYSICIAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01200-00110406-00110413 YOU CAN ASK YOUR PHYSICIAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01201-00110413-00110510 YOU CAN ASK YOUR PHYSICIAN TO WRITE A PRESCRIPTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01202-00110510-00110517 TO WRITE A PRESCRIPTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01203-00110517-00110700 TO WRITE A PRESCRIPTION FOR A GENERIC OR SOMETHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01204-00110700-00110707 FOR A GENERIC OR SOMETHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01205-00110707-00110844 FOR A GENERIC OR SOMETHING THAT'S BEEN ON THE MARKET +RcqAuvcy3OM-01206-00110844-00110850 THAT'S BEEN ON THE MARKET +RcqAuvcy3OM-01207-00110850-00110960 THAT'S BEEN ON THE MARKET FOR A LONG TIME THAT DOES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01208-00110960-00110967 FOR A LONG TIME THAT DOES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01209-00110967-00111080 FOR A LONG TIME THAT DOES THE SAME THING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01210-00111080-00111087 THE SAME THING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01211-00111087-00111210 THE SAME THING. PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01212-00111210-00111217 PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01213-00111217-00111384 PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES HAVE FOUNDATIONS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01214-00111384-00111391 HAVE FOUNDATIONS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01215-00111391-00111541 HAVE FOUNDATIONS WHERE IF YOUR MEDICATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01216-00111541-00111548 WHERE IF YOUR MEDICATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01217-00111548-00111841 WHERE IF YOUR MEDICATION IS JUST ASTRONOMICALLY PRICED, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01218-00111841-00111848 IS JUST ASTRONOMICALLY PRICED, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01219-00111848-00112068 IS JUST ASTRONOMICALLY PRICED, THEY OFTEN TIME WILL GIVE IT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01220-00112068-00112075 THEY OFTEN TIME WILL GIVE IT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01221-00112075-00112235 THEY OFTEN TIME WILL GIVE IT TO YOU FOR FREE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01222-00112235-00112242 TO YOU FOR FREE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01223-00112242-00112358 TO YOU FOR FREE. SO, THERE ARE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01224-00112358-00112365 SO, THERE ARE SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01225-00112365-00112465 SO, THERE ARE SERVICES OUT THERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01226-00112465-00112472 OUT THERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01227-00112472-00112649 OUT THERE. THERE ARE RESOURCES OUT THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01228-00112649-00112655 THERE ARE RESOURCES OUT THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01229-00112655-00113052 THERE ARE RESOURCES OUT THERE FOR PEOPLE TO HELP TO HELP THEM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01230-00113052-00113059 FOR PEOPLE TO HELP TO HELP THEM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01231-00113059-00113239 FOR PEOPLE TO HELP TO HELP THEM. >> IS THE SYSTEM EASY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01232-00113239-00113246 >> IS THE SYSTEM EASY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01233-00113246-00113433 >> IS THE SYSTEM EASY OR IS IT CHALLENGING, HONESTLY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01234-00113433-00113439 OR IS IT CHALLENGING, HONESTLY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01235-00113439-00113803 OR IS IT CHALLENGING, HONESTLY? >> THE GOVERNMENT SYSTEMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01236-00113803-00113810 >> THE GOVERNMENT SYSTEMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01237-00113810-00114010 >> THE GOVERNMENT SYSTEMS TO HELP PAY FOR SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01238-00114010-00114017 TO HELP PAY FOR SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01239-00114017-00114294 TO HELP PAY FOR SERVICES FOR SENIORS ARE CUMBERSOME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01240-00114294-00114300 FOR SENIORS ARE CUMBERSOME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01241-00114300-00114447 FOR SENIORS ARE CUMBERSOME. >> NOW, THE REASON I ASK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01242-00114447-00114454 >> NOW, THE REASON I ASK THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01243-00114454-00114554 >> NOW, THE REASON I ASK THAT IS TO SORT OF LEAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01244-00114554-00114561 IS TO SORT OF LEAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01245-00114561-00114734 IS TO SORT OF LEAD TO THE NEXT AND THAT WOULD BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01246-00114734-00114741 TO THE NEXT AND THAT WOULD BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01247-00114741-00114888 TO THE NEXT AND THAT WOULD BE IS THAT PART OF WHAT NEWPORT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01248-00114888-00114894 IS THAT PART OF WHAT NEWPORT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01249-00114894-00115078 IS THAT PART OF WHAT NEWPORT SENIOR LINK DOES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01250-00115078-00115084 SENIOR LINK DOES? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01251-00115084-00115221 SENIOR LINK DOES? IT HELPS TO SORT OF WITH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01252-00115221-00115228 IT HELPS TO SORT OF WITH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01253-00115228-00115338 IT HELPS TO SORT OF WITH THESE FOLKS NAVIGATE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01254-00115338-00115345 THESE FOLKS NAVIGATE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01255-00115345-00115485 THESE FOLKS NAVIGATE AND KNOW HOW TO DO THAT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01256-00115485-00115492 AND KNOW HOW TO DO THAT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01257-00115492-00115698 AND KNOW HOW TO DO THAT? >> THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT WE DO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01258-00115698-00115705 >> THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT WE DO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01259-00115705-00115902 >> THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT WE DO. WELL, WE DON'T PROVIDE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01260-00115902-00115909 WELL, WE DON'T PROVIDE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01261-00115909-00116099 WELL, WE DON'T PROVIDE THOSE SERVICES, BUT WE KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-01262-00116099-00116105 THOSE SERVICES, BUT WE KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-01263-00116105-00116319 THOSE SERVICES, BUT WE KNOW WHO IS TRUSTED AND VETTED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01264-00116319-00116326 WHO IS TRUSTED AND VETTED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01265-00116326-00116449 WHO IS TRUSTED AND VETTED. >> THAT'S MY POINT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01266-00116449-00116456 >> THAT'S MY POINT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01267-00116456-00116563 >> THAT'S MY POINT. >> IN OUR COMMUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01268-00116563-00116569 >> IN OUR COMMUNITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01269-00116569-00116719 >> IN OUR COMMUNITY OF HEALTHCARE PROVIDERS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01270-00116719-00116726 OF HEALTHCARE PROVIDERS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01271-00116726-00116896 OF HEALTHCARE PROVIDERS, AND WE CAN GIVE THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01272-00116896-00116903 AND WE CAN GIVE THEM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01273-00116903-00117016 AND WE CAN GIVE THEM THOSE RESOURCES, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01274-00117016-00117023 THOSE RESOURCES, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01275-00117023-00117180 THOSE RESOURCES, THE NAMES AND THE PHONE NUMBERS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01276-00117180-00117186 THE NAMES AND THE PHONE NUMBERS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01277-00117186-00117320 THE NAMES AND THE PHONE NUMBERS. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01278-00117320-00117327 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01279-00117327-00117420 >> OKAY. SO, AGAIN, FOLKS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01280-00117420-00117427 SO, AGAIN, FOLKS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01281-00117427-00117597 SO, AGAIN, FOLKS, PLEASE GO ON THE SCREEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01282-00117597-00117604 PLEASE GO ON THE SCREEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01283-00117604-00117707 PLEASE GO ON THE SCREEN IS THE INFORMATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01284-00117707-00117714 IS THE INFORMATION, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01285-00117714-00117951 IS THE INFORMATION, AND THEY ARE THERE TO SERVE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01286-00117951-00117957 AND THEY ARE THERE TO SERVE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01287-00117957-00118067 AND THEY ARE THERE TO SERVE YOU AND IF YOU'VE GOT QUESTIONS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01288-00118067-00118074 AND IF YOU'VE GOT QUESTIONS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01289-00118074-00118258 AND IF YOU'VE GOT QUESTIONS OR ISSUES OR CONCERNS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01290-00118258-00118264 OR ISSUES OR CONCERNS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01291-00118264-00118448 OR ISSUES OR CONCERNS, THEN MAKING THE PHONE CALL IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01292-00118448-00118454 THEN MAKING THE PHONE CALL IS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01293-00118454-00118638 THEN MAKING THE PHONE CALL IS SO IMPORTANT SO TAKE ADVANTAGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01294-00118638-00118645 SO IMPORTANT SO TAKE ADVANTAGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01295-00118645-00118791 SO IMPORTANT SO TAKE ADVANTAGE. THAT'S WHY WE'RE WITH YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01296-00118791-00118798 THAT'S WHY WE'RE WITH YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01297-00118798-00119035 THAT'S WHY WE'RE WITH YOU AT THIS HOUR OF THE DAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01298-00119035-00119042 AT THIS HOUR OF THE DAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01299-00119042-00119175 AT THIS HOUR OF THE DAY BECAUSE WE WANT YOU TO KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-01300-00119175-00119182 BECAUSE WE WANT YOU TO KNOW +RcqAuvcy3OM-01301-00119182-00119365 BECAUSE WE WANT YOU TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND LIFE DOESN'T HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01302-00119365-00119372 AND UNDERSTAND LIFE DOESN'T HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01303-00119372-00119522 AND UNDERSTAND LIFE DOESN'T HAVE TO GO ON THE WAY IT IS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01304-00119522-00119529 TO GO ON THE WAY IT IS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01305-00119529-00119702 TO GO ON THE WAY IT IS. THERE'S HELP OUT THERE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01306-00119702-00119709 THERE'S HELP OUT THERE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01307-00119709-00119829 THERE'S HELP OUT THERE, BUT YOU'VE GOT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01308-00119829-00119836 BUT YOU'VE GOT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01309-00119836-00119946 BUT YOU'VE GOT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01310-00119946-00119953 OF THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01311-00119953-00120049 OF THAT. >> AND, GEORGE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01312-00120049-00120056 >> AND, GEORGE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01313-00120056-00120203 >> AND, GEORGE? >> YEAH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01314-00120203-00120209 >> YEAH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01315-00120209-00120256 >> YEAH. >> OUR SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01316-00120256-00120263 >> OUR SERVICES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01317-00120263-00120326 >> OUR SERVICES ARE COMPLIMENTARY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01318-00120326-00120333 ARE COMPLIMENTARY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01319-00120333-00120376 ARE COMPLIMENTARY. >> OH, WOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01320-00120376-00120383 >> OH, WOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01321-00120383-00120543 >> OH, WOW. >> I DON'T THINK YOU SAID THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01322-00120543-00120550 >> I DON'T THINK YOU SAID THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01323-00120550-00120633 >> I DON'T THINK YOU SAID THAT. >> WELL, SHE DIDN'T SAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01324-00120633-00120640 >> WELL, SHE DIDN'T SAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01325-00120640-00120707 >> WELL, SHE DIDN'T SAY THE WORD FREE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01326-00120707-00120713 THE WORD FREE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01327-00120713-00120857 THE WORD FREE, BUT WE ALL LIKE THAT -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-01328-00120857-00120864 BUT WE ALL LIKE THAT -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-01329-00120864-00120944 BUT WE ALL LIKE THAT -- THAT'S WONDERFUL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01330-00120944-00120950 THAT'S WONDERFUL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01331-00120950-00121207 THAT'S WONDERFUL. THAT'S PERFECT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01332-00121207-00121214 THAT'S PERFECT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01333-00121214-00121451 THAT'S PERFECT. THIS -- IT MAY SOUND MORBID, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01334-00121451-00121457 THIS -- IT MAY SOUND MORBID, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01335-00121457-00121624 THIS -- IT MAY SOUND MORBID, BUT I WANT TO BRING IT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01336-00121624-00121631 BUT I WANT TO BRING IT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01337-00121631-00121741 BUT I WANT TO BRING IT TO A POSITIVE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01338-00121741-00121748 TO A POSITIVE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01339-00121748-00122021 TO A POSITIVE. YOU KNOW, MY PARENTS DID +RcqAuvcy3OM-01340-00122021-00122028 YOU KNOW, MY PARENTS DID +RcqAuvcy3OM-01341-00122028-00122325 YOU KNOW, MY PARENTS DID A PRE-SERVICE DEATH WHERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01342-00122325-00122332 A PRE-SERVICE DEATH WHERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01343-00122332-00122458 A PRE-SERVICE DEATH WHERE THEY PLANNED THEIR FUNERAL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01344-00122458-00122465 THEY PLANNED THEIR FUNERAL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01345-00122465-00122649 THEY PLANNED THEIR FUNERAL. THEY PAID FOR THEIR FUNERAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01346-00122649-00122655 THEY PAID FOR THEIR FUNERAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01347-00122655-00122769 THEY PAID FOR THEIR FUNERAL AND ALL OF THAT AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01348-00122769-00122775 AND ALL OF THAT AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01349-00122775-00122912 AND ALL OF THAT AND SO WE EARLY ON SAT DOWN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01350-00122912-00122919 WE EARLY ON SAT DOWN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01351-00122919-00123309 WE EARLY ON SAT DOWN, AND WE TALKED ABOUT GROWING OLD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01352-00123309-00123316 AND WE TALKED ABOUT GROWING OLD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01353-00123316-00123563 AND WE TALKED ABOUT GROWING OLD AND THE DIFFICULTIES OF IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01354-00123563-00123570 AND THE DIFFICULTIES OF IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01355-00123570-00123860 AND THE DIFFICULTIES OF IT. HOW OFTEN DO YOU FIND FAMILIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01356-00123860-00123867 HOW OFTEN DO YOU FIND FAMILIES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01357-00123867-00124167 HOW OFTEN DO YOU FIND FAMILIES REALLY DEALING WITH ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01358-00124167-00124174 REALLY DEALING WITH ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01359-00124174-00124480 REALLY DEALING WITH ISSUES LIKE AGING IN A PROACTIVE WAY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01360-00124480-00124487 LIKE AGING IN A PROACTIVE WAY? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01361-00124487-00124714 LIKE AGING IN A PROACTIVE WAY? IS IT COMMON OR UNCOMMON? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01362-00124714-00124721 IS IT COMMON OR UNCOMMON? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01363-00124721-00124871 IS IT COMMON OR UNCOMMON? >> IT'S FAIRLY UNCOMMON. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01364-00124871-00124878 >> IT'S FAIRLY UNCOMMON. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01365-00124878-00125008 >> IT'S FAIRLY UNCOMMON. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01366-00125008-00125014 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01367-00125014-00125165 >> OKAY. SO, THAT'S WHY I THOUGHT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01368-00125165-00125171 SO, THAT'S WHY I THOUGHT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01369-00125171-00125265 SO, THAT'S WHY I THOUGHT BY ASKING THE QUESTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01370-00125265-00125271 BY ASKING THE QUESTION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01371-00125271-00125385 BY ASKING THE QUESTION IT MIGHT BE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01372-00125385-00125391 IT MIGHT BE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01373-00125391-00125572 IT MIGHT BE. SO, IF IT'S UNCOMMON, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01374-00125572-00125578 SO, IF IT'S UNCOMMON, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01375-00125578-00125732 SO, IF IT'S UNCOMMON, LET'S NOW TALK TO PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01376-00125732-00125738 LET'S NOW TALK TO PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01377-00125738-00125895 LET'S NOW TALK TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND I THAT HAVE KIDS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01378-00125895-00125902 LIKE YOU AND I THAT HAVE KIDS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01379-00125902-00126072 LIKE YOU AND I THAT HAVE KIDS. SO, WHAT WOULD YOU RECOMMEND +RcqAuvcy3OM-01380-00126072-00126079 SO, WHAT WOULD YOU RECOMMEND +RcqAuvcy3OM-01381-00126079-00126419 SO, WHAT WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR US IF WE HAVEN'T HAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01382-00126419-00126426 FOR US IF WE HAVEN'T HAD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01383-00126426-00126589 FOR US IF WE HAVEN'T HAD THE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT DEATH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01384-00126589-00126596 THE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT DEATH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01385-00126596-00126973 THE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT DEATH OR AGING OR HEALTHCARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01386-00126973-00126980 OR AGING OR HEALTHCARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01387-00126980-00127076 OR AGING OR HEALTHCARE AND KNOWING THAT THEY CAN'T LIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01388-00127076-00127083 AND KNOWING THAT THEY CAN'T LIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01389-00127083-00127220 AND KNOWING THAT THEY CAN'T LIVE BY THEMSELVES FOREVER. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01390-00127220-00127227 BY THEMSELVES FOREVER. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01391-00127227-00127320 BY THEMSELVES FOREVER. HOW WOULD WE GO ABOUT THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01392-00127320-00127327 HOW WOULD WE GO ABOUT THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01393-00127327-00127483 HOW WOULD WE GO ABOUT THAT CONVERSATION AND WHAT -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-01394-00127483-00127490 CONVERSATION AND WHAT -- +RcqAuvcy3OM-01395-00127490-00127644 CONVERSATION AND WHAT -- ARE THERE SUPPORT SYSTEMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01396-00127644-00127650 ARE THERE SUPPORT SYSTEMS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01397-00127650-00127774 ARE THERE SUPPORT SYSTEMS OUT THERE THAT WOULD HELP US +RcqAuvcy3OM-01398-00127774-00127780 OUT THERE THAT WOULD HELP US +RcqAuvcy3OM-01399-00127780-00127887 OUT THERE THAT WOULD HELP US TO KNOW HOW TO HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01400-00127887-00127894 TO KNOW HOW TO HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01401-00127894-00128027 TO KNOW HOW TO HAVE THAT CONVERSATION? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01402-00128027-00128034 THAT CONVERSATION? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01403-00128034-00128268 THAT CONVERSATION? >> THERE ARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01404-00128268-00128274 >> THERE ARE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01405-00128274-00128488 >> THERE ARE. IF WE ARE LUCKY, WE WILL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01406-00128488-00128495 IF WE ARE LUCKY, WE WILL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01407-00128495-00128805 IF WE ARE LUCKY, WE WILL LIVE TO A GRACEFUL, OLD AGE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01408-00128805-00128811 LIVE TO A GRACEFUL, OLD AGE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01409-00128811-00129065 LIVE TO A GRACEFUL, OLD AGE, AND SENIORS ARE LIVING LONGER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01410-00129065-00129072 AND SENIORS ARE LIVING LONGER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01411-00129072-00129309 AND SENIORS ARE LIVING LONGER AND LONGER WHICH THEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01412-00129309-00129315 AND LONGER WHICH THEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01413-00129315-00129782 AND LONGER WHICH THEN NECESSITATES NEST EGGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01414-00129782-00129789 NECESSITATES NEST EGGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01415-00129789-00129853 NECESSITATES NEST EGGS AND PENSIONS HAVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01416-00129853-00129859 AND PENSIONS HAVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01417-00129859-00130049 AND PENSIONS HAVING TO LAST LONGER AND LONGER. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01418-00130049-00130056 TO LAST LONGER AND LONGER. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01419-00130056-00130286 TO LAST LONGER AND LONGER. IN THE LAST MONTH, I HAVE MET +RcqAuvcy3OM-01420-00130286-00130293 IN THE LAST MONTH, I HAVE MET +RcqAuvcy3OM-01421-00130293-00130553 IN THE LAST MONTH, I HAVE MET A HUNDRED-YEAR-OLD WOMAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01422-00130553-00130560 A HUNDRED-YEAR-OLD WOMAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01423-00130560-00131050 A HUNDRED-YEAR-OLD WOMAN AND TWO 104 YEAR-OLD-WOMEN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01424-00131050-00131057 AND TWO 104 YEAR-OLD-WOMEN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01425-00131057-00131257 AND TWO 104 YEAR-OLD-WOMEN. NONE OF THEM EXPECTED THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01426-00131257-00131264 NONE OF THEM EXPECTED THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01427-00131264-00131407 NONE OF THEM EXPECTED THAT THEY WOULD CERTAINLY BE LIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01428-00131407-00131414 THEY WOULD CERTAINLY BE LIVING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01429-00131414-00131574 THEY WOULD CERTAINLY BE LIVING THIS LONG AND HAVING TO PROVIDE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01430-00131574-00131581 THIS LONG AND HAVING TO PROVIDE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01431-00131581-00131708 THIS LONG AND HAVING TO PROVIDE FOR THEIR SECURITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01432-00131708-00131714 FOR THEIR SECURITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01433-00131714-00131855 FOR THEIR SECURITY AND WELL-BEING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01434-00131855-00131861 AND WELL-BEING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01435-00131861-00132258 AND WELL-BEING. SO, MY BEST ADVICE WOULD BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01436-00132258-00132265 SO, MY BEST ADVICE WOULD BE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01437-00132265-00132445 SO, MY BEST ADVICE WOULD BE HAVE THOSE CONVERSATIONS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01438-00132445-00132452 HAVE THOSE CONVERSATIONS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01439-00132452-00132892 HAVE THOSE CONVERSATIONS. MOM, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01440-00132892-00132899 MOM, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01441-00132899-00133206 MOM, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IF YOU CANNOT TAKE CARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01442-00133206-00133213 IF YOU CANNOT TAKE CARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01443-00133213-00133299 IF YOU CANNOT TAKE CARE OF THINGS THE WAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01444-00133299-00133306 OF THINGS THE WAY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01445-00133306-00133446 OF THINGS THE WAY THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01446-00133446-00133453 THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01447-00133453-00133576 THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO? AND IF THE ANSWER IS I WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01448-00133576-00133583 AND IF THE ANSWER IS I WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01449-00133583-00133663 AND IF THE ANSWER IS I WANT TO STAY AT HOME WHICH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01450-00133663-00133670 TO STAY AT HOME WHICH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01451-00133670-00133810 TO STAY AT HOME WHICH FOR MOST PEOPLE THAT'S +RcqAuvcy3OM-01452-00133810-00133817 FOR MOST PEOPLE THAT'S +RcqAuvcy3OM-01453-00133817-00134020 FOR MOST PEOPLE THAT'S THEIR DESIRE, THEN YOU NEED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01454-00134020-00134027 THEIR DESIRE, THEN YOU NEED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01455-00134027-00134300 THEIR DESIRE, THEN YOU NEED TO COME UP WITH A PLAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01456-00134300-00134307 TO COME UP WITH A PLAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01457-00134307-00134497 TO COME UP WITH A PLAN ABOUT HOW TO ACCOMPLISH THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01458-00134497-00134504 ABOUT HOW TO ACCOMPLISH THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01459-00134504-00134677 ABOUT HOW TO ACCOMPLISH THAT BECAUSE IT'S NOT INEXPENSIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01460-00134677-00134684 BECAUSE IT'S NOT INEXPENSIVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01461-00134684-00134944 BECAUSE IT'S NOT INEXPENSIVE ONCE HEALTHCARE ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01462-00134944-00134951 ONCE HEALTHCARE ISSUES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01463-00134951-00135121 ONCE HEALTHCARE ISSUES START ARISING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01464-00135121-00135128 START ARISING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01465-00135128-00135248 START ARISING. >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01466-00135248-00135255 >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01467-00135255-00135341 >> RIGHT. >> WELL, THAT'S THE ONE THING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01468-00135341-00135348 >> WELL, THAT'S THE ONE THING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01469-00135348-00135465 >> WELL, THAT'S THE ONE THING WE'VE DISCOVERED IS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01470-00135465-00135471 WE'VE DISCOVERED IS THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01471-00135471-00135655 WE'VE DISCOVERED IS THAT IT CAN BE EXPENSIVE OUT THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01472-00135655-00135662 IT CAN BE EXPENSIVE OUT THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01473-00135662-00135755 IT CAN BE EXPENSIVE OUT THERE IF YOU DON'T PLAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01474-00135755-00135762 IF YOU DON'T PLAN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01475-00135762-00135912 IF YOU DON'T PLAN IN THAT PROCESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01476-00135912-00135919 IN THAT PROCESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01477-00135919-00136102 IN THAT PROCESS. IS THERE SOME KIND OF +RcqAuvcy3OM-01478-00136102-00136109 IS THERE SOME KIND OF +RcqAuvcy3OM-01479-00136109-00136219 IS THERE SOME KIND OF A WORKSHEET +RcqAuvcy3OM-01480-00136219-00136226 A WORKSHEET +RcqAuvcy3OM-01481-00136226-00136386 A WORKSHEET OR WHAT WOULD YOU TALK ABOUT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01482-00136386-00136392 OR WHAT WOULD YOU TALK ABOUT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01483-00136392-00136496 OR WHAT WOULD YOU TALK ABOUT? WE'D TALK ABOUT FINANCES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01484-00136496-00136503 WE'D TALK ABOUT FINANCES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01485-00136503-00136626 WE'D TALK ABOUT FINANCES IN OLDER AGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01486-00136626-00136633 IN OLDER AGE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01487-00136633-00136703 IN OLDER AGE. WE'D TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01488-00136703-00136709 WE'D TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01489-00136709-00136809 WE'D TALK ABOUT LIVING ARRANGEMENTS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01490-00136809-00136816 LIVING ARRANGEMENTS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01491-00136816-00136876 LIVING ARRANGEMENTS. WE WOULD TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01492-00136876-00136883 WE WOULD TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01493-00136883-00136996 WE WOULD TALK ABOUT DEATH ARRANGEMENTS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01494-00136996-00137003 DEATH ARRANGEMENTS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01495-00137003-00137066 DEATH ARRANGEMENTS. I MEAN, JUST TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01496-00137066-00137073 I MEAN, JUST TALK ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01497-00137073-00137126 I MEAN, JUST TALK ABOUT THE GENERAL THINGS OF LIFE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01498-00137126-00137133 THE GENERAL THINGS OF LIFE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01499-00137133-00137193 THE GENERAL THINGS OF LIFE. RIGHT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01500-00137193-00137200 RIGHT? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01501-00137200-00137233 RIGHT? >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01502-00137233-00137240 >> RIGHT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01503-00137240-00137363 >> RIGHT. >> ALL OF THOSE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01504-00137363-00137370 >> ALL OF THOSE THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01505-00137370-00137443 >> ALL OF THOSE THINGS AND PAY FOR THOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01506-00137443-00137450 AND PAY FOR THOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01507-00137450-00137530 AND PAY FOR THOSE DEATH ARRANGEMENTS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01508-00137530-00137537 DEATH ARRANGEMENTS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01509-00137537-00137764 DEATH ARRANGEMENTS. PAY FOR THEM NOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01510-00137764-00137770 PAY FOR THEM NOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01511-00137770-00138031 PAY FOR THEM NOW. YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01512-00138031-00138037 YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01513-00138037-00138131 YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN. SO, YOU SHOULD BE PREPARED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01514-00138131-00138137 SO, YOU SHOULD BE PREPARED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01515-00138137-00138324 SO, YOU SHOULD BE PREPARED AND THEN ASSIGN SOMEBODY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01516-00138324-00138331 AND THEN ASSIGN SOMEBODY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01517-00138331-00138561 AND THEN ASSIGN SOMEBODY A DURABLE POWER OF ATTORNEY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01518-00138561-00138568 A DURABLE POWER OF ATTORNEY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01519-00138568-00138761 A DURABLE POWER OF ATTORNEY. SOMEBODY THAT YOU TRUST. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01520-00138761-00138768 SOMEBODY THAT YOU TRUST. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01521-00138768-00138905 SOMEBODY THAT YOU TRUST. GO TO THE BANK AND SIGN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01522-00138905-00138912 GO TO THE BANK AND SIGN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01523-00138912-00139118 GO TO THE BANK AND SIGN THE FORMS WHERE IF SOMETHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01524-00139118-00139125 THE FORMS WHERE IF SOMETHING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01525-00139125-00139289 THE FORMS WHERE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO YOU, THERE'S ACCESS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01526-00139289-00139295 HAPPENS TO YOU, THERE'S ACCESS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01527-00139295-00139732 HAPPENS TO YOU, THERE'S ACCESS TO YOUR FUNDS, TO YOU KNOW, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01528-00139732-00139739 TO YOUR FUNDS, TO YOU KNOW, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01529-00139739-00139826 TO YOUR FUNDS, TO YOU KNOW, PAY YOUR LIGHT BILL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01530-00139826-00139833 PAY YOUR LIGHT BILL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01531-00139833-00139973 PAY YOUR LIGHT BILL AND THOSE SORTS OF THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01532-00139973-00139979 AND THOSE SORTS OF THINGS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01533-00139979-00140129 AND THOSE SORTS OF THINGS IF YOU END UP IN THE HOSPITAL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01534-00140129-00140136 IF YOU END UP IN THE HOSPITAL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01535-00140136-00140400 IF YOU END UP IN THE HOSPITAL. IT'S A MATTER OF COMMUNICATION. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01536-00140400-00140406 IT'S A MATTER OF COMMUNICATION. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01537-00140406-00141007 IT'S A MATTER OF COMMUNICATION. >> I GUESS THINGS ARE CHANGING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01538-00141007-00141014 >> I GUESS THINGS ARE CHANGING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01539-00141014-00141201 >> I GUESS THINGS ARE CHANGING SO AS A RESULT OF THE OUTLOOK +RcqAuvcy3OM-01540-00141201-00141207 SO AS A RESULT OF THE OUTLOOK +RcqAuvcy3OM-01541-00141207-00141534 SO AS A RESULT OF THE OUTLOOK FOR SENIORS CHANGING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01542-00141534-00141541 FOR SENIORS CHANGING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01543-00141541-00141761 FOR SENIORS CHANGING, SOCIAL SECURITY AND ALL OF THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01544-00141761-00141768 SOCIAL SECURITY AND ALL OF THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01545-00141768-00141985 SOCIAL SECURITY AND ALL OF THAT -- HOW SHOULD WE BE LOOKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01546-00141985-00141991 -- HOW SHOULD WE BE LOOKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01547-00141991-00142051 -- HOW SHOULD WE BE LOOKING AS WE PREPARE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01548-00142051-00142058 AS WE PREPARE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01549-00142058-00142115 AS WE PREPARE, YOU AND I PREPARE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01550-00142115-00142121 YOU AND I PREPARE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01551-00142121-00142202 YOU AND I PREPARE, TO GET OLD? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01552-00142202-00142208 TO GET OLD? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01553-00142208-00142305 TO GET OLD? >> WE SHOULD BE SAVING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01554-00142305-00142312 >> WE SHOULD BE SAVING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01555-00142312-00142428 >> WE SHOULD BE SAVING. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01556-00142428-00142435 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01557-00142435-00142498 >> OKAY. THAT'S NOT AN EASY WORD. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01558-00142498-00142505 THAT'S NOT AN EASY WORD. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01559-00142505-00142589 THAT'S NOT AN EASY WORD. >> NO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01560-00142589-00142595 >> NO. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01561-00142595-00142749 >> NO. IT IS NOT AN EASY WORD, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01562-00142749-00142755 IT IS NOT AN EASY WORD, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01563-00142755-00143076 IT IS NOT AN EASY WORD, BUT ONCE YOU'VE WATCHED PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01564-00143076-00143082 BUT ONCE YOU'VE WATCHED PARENTS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01565-00143082-00143346 BUT ONCE YOU'VE WATCHED PARENTS OR OTHER SENIORS GO THROUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01566-00143346-00143353 OR OTHER SENIORS GO THROUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01567-00143353-00143613 OR OTHER SENIORS GO THROUGH THIS IT BECOMES VERY CLEAR +RcqAuvcy3OM-01568-00143613-00143620 THIS IT BECOMES VERY CLEAR +RcqAuvcy3OM-01569-00143620-00143743 THIS IT BECOMES VERY CLEAR THAT YOU HAVE TO PREPARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01570-00143743-00143750 THAT YOU HAVE TO PREPARE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01571-00143750-00143927 THAT YOU HAVE TO PREPARE FOR YOUR OWN RETIREMENT AS WELL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01572-00143927-00143933 FOR YOUR OWN RETIREMENT AS WELL. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01573-00143933-00144113 FOR YOUR OWN RETIREMENT AS WELL. I HAVE ADULT CHILDREN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01574-00144113-00144120 I HAVE ADULT CHILDREN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01575-00144120-00144344 I HAVE ADULT CHILDREN WHO ARE 68, 70 YEARS OLD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01576-00144344-00144350 WHO ARE 68, 70 YEARS OLD +RcqAuvcy3OM-01577-00144350-00144677 WHO ARE 68, 70 YEARS OLD WHO ARE STILL WORKING TO HELP +RcqAuvcy3OM-01578-00144677-00144684 WHO ARE STILL WORKING TO HELP +RcqAuvcy3OM-01579-00144684-00144824 WHO ARE STILL WORKING TO HELP WITH THE EXPENSES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01580-00144824-00144831 WITH THE EXPENSES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01581-00144831-00144934 WITH THE EXPENSES OF THEIR LOVED ONE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01582-00144934-00144941 OF THEIR LOVED ONE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01583-00144941-00145034 OF THEIR LOVED ONE. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01584-00145034-00145041 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01585-00145041-00145151 >> OKAY. SO, THERE SUPPLEMENTING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01586-00145151-00145158 SO, THERE SUPPLEMENTING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01587-00145158-00145311 SO, THERE SUPPLEMENTING. THEY'RE HELPING SUPPLEMENTING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01588-00145311-00145318 THEY'RE HELPING SUPPLEMENTING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01589-00145318-00145488 THEY'RE HELPING SUPPLEMENTING THE LOVED ONE IN THE PROCESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01590-00145488-00145495 THE LOVED ONE IN THE PROCESS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01591-00145495-00145642 THE LOVED ONE IN THE PROCESS. SO, AGAIN, IF THEY CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01592-00145642-00145648 SO, AGAIN, IF THEY CALL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01593-00145648-00145849 SO, AGAIN, IF THEY CALL NEWPORT SENIOR LINK +RcqAuvcy3OM-01594-00145849-00145855 NEWPORT SENIOR LINK +RcqAuvcy3OM-01595-00145855-00146165 NEWPORT SENIOR LINK AND THEY SAID COULD WE TALK? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01596-00146165-00146172 AND THEY SAID COULD WE TALK? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01597-00146172-00146369 AND THEY SAID COULD WE TALK? WHAT WOULD YOU DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01598-00146369-00146376 WHAT WOULD YOU DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01599-00146376-00146543 WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF THEY MAKE THIS CALL TO YOU? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01600-00146543-00146549 IF THEY MAKE THIS CALL TO YOU? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01601-00146549-00146643 IF THEY MAKE THIS CALL TO YOU? WILL YOU DO IT ON THE PHONE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01602-00146643-00146649 WILL YOU DO IT ON THE PHONE? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01603-00146649-00146733 WILL YOU DO IT ON THE PHONE? WOULD YOU INVITE THEM IN? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01604-00146733-00146739 WOULD YOU INVITE THEM IN? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01605-00146739-00146900 WOULD YOU INVITE THEM IN? >> BOTH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01606-00146900-00146906 >> BOTH. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01607-00146906-00147026 >> BOTH. WE INITIALLY OPEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01608-00147026-00147033 WE INITIALLY OPEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01609-00147033-00147213 WE INITIALLY OPEN THE CONVERSATION ON THE PHONE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01610-00147213-00147220 THE CONVERSATION ON THE PHONE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01611-00147220-00147387 THE CONVERSATION ON THE PHONE AND THEN WHEN WE REALLY LIKE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01612-00147387-00147393 AND THEN WHEN WE REALLY LIKE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01613-00147393-00147640 AND THEN WHEN WE REALLY LIKE TO GO AND MEET WITH THE FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01614-00147640-00147647 TO GO AND MEET WITH THE FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01615-00147647-00147794 TO GO AND MEET WITH THE FAMILY. TYPICALLY, IT'S EASIEST TO GO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01616-00147794-00147800 TYPICALLY, IT'S EASIEST TO GO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01617-00147800-00148044 TYPICALLY, IT'S EASIEST TO GO TO THEM, SO THAT'S WHAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01618-00148044-00148051 TO THEM, SO THAT'S WHAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01619-00148051-00148241 TO THEM, SO THAT'S WHAT WE SPEND A LOT OF OUR TIME +RcqAuvcy3OM-01620-00148241-00148248 WE SPEND A LOT OF OUR TIME +RcqAuvcy3OM-01621-00148248-00148338 WE SPEND A LOT OF OUR TIME MEETING WITH FOLKS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01622-00148338-00148344 MEETING WITH FOLKS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01623-00148344-00148418 MEETING WITH FOLKS AND THEIR FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01624-00148418-00148424 AND THEIR FAMILY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01625-00148424-00148491 AND THEIR FAMILY. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01626-00148491-00148498 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01627-00148498-00148601 >> OKAY. SO, YOU WALK THROUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01628-00148601-00148608 SO, YOU WALK THROUGH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01629-00148608-00148758 SO, YOU WALK THROUGH MY FRONT DOOR, AND I INVITED YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01630-00148758-00148765 MY FRONT DOOR, AND I INVITED YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01631-00148765-00148892 MY FRONT DOOR, AND I INVITED YOU TO COME AND TALK TO ME ABOUT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01632-00148892-00148898 TO COME AND TALK TO ME ABOUT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01633-00148898-00148982 TO COME AND TALK TO ME ABOUT. SO, YOU WOULD LISTEN TO ME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01634-00148982-00148988 SO, YOU WOULD LISTEN TO ME. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01635-00148988-00149212 SO, YOU WOULD LISTEN TO ME. THAT'S WHAT YOU SAID, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01636-00149212-00149219 THAT'S WHAT YOU SAID, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01637-00149219-00149509 THAT'S WHAT YOU SAID, AND THEN YOU WOULD TRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01638-00149509-00149516 AND THEN YOU WOULD TRY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01639-00149516-00149702 AND THEN YOU WOULD TRY TO HELP ME TO FIGURE OUT THE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01640-00149702-00149709 TO HELP ME TO FIGURE OUT THE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01641-00149709-00149973 TO HELP ME TO FIGURE OUT THE MOST IMPORTANT PATH THAT MAKES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01642-00149973-00149979 MOST IMPORTANT PATH THAT MAKES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01643-00149979-00150310 MOST IMPORTANT PATH THAT MAKES MY LIFE MEANINGFUL THE DAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01644-00150310-00150316 MY LIFE MEANINGFUL THE DAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01645-00150316-00150423 MY LIFE MEANINGFUL THE DAYS THAT I HAVE HERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01646-00150423-00150430 THAT I HAVE HERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01647-00150430-00150560 THAT I HAVE HERE AND HELP MY FAMILY WORK TOGETHER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01648-00150560-00150567 AND HELP MY FAMILY WORK TOGETHER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01649-00150567-00150680 AND HELP MY FAMILY WORK TOGETHER IN THE MIDST OF THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01650-00150680-00150687 IN THE MIDST OF THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01651-00150687-00150857 IN THE MIDST OF THAT. >> THAT IS EXACTLY RIGHT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01652-00150857-00150864 >> THAT IS EXACTLY RIGHT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01653-00150864-00151037 >> THAT IS EXACTLY RIGHT, AND I WOULD TRY TO FIND OUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01654-00151037-00151044 AND I WOULD TRY TO FIND OUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01655-00151044-00151254 AND I WOULD TRY TO FIND OUT WHAT THE DEFICITS ARE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01656-00151254-00151261 WHAT THE DEFICITS ARE, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01657-00151261-00151401 WHAT THE DEFICITS ARE, WHAT THINGS YOU'RE LACKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01658-00151401-00151407 WHAT THINGS YOU'RE LACKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01659-00151407-00151628 WHAT THINGS YOU'RE LACKING IN YOUR CURRENT ENVIRONMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01660-00151628-00151634 IN YOUR CURRENT ENVIRONMENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01661-00151634-00151724 IN YOUR CURRENT ENVIRONMENT THAT COULD MAKE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01662-00151724-00151731 THAT COULD MAKE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01663-00151731-00151824 THAT COULD MAKE YOUR LIFE FULLER. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01664-00151824-00151831 YOUR LIFE FULLER. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01665-00151831-00151908 YOUR LIFE FULLER. >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01666-00151908-00151915 >> OKAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01667-00151915-00151981 >> OKAY. SO, IF THEY ARE THINKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01668-00151981-00151988 SO, IF THEY ARE THINKING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01669-00151988-00152108 SO, IF THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT CALLING YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01670-00152108-00152115 ABOUT CALLING YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01671-00152115-00152178 ABOUT CALLING YOU, AND WE JUST HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01672-00152178-00152185 AND WE JUST HAVE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01673-00152185-00152275 AND WE JUST HAVE A COUPLE OF MINUTES LEFT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01674-00152275-00152282 A COUPLE OF MINUTES LEFT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01675-00152282-00152358 A COUPLE OF MINUTES LEFT. THEY'RE THINKING ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01676-00152358-00152365 THEY'RE THINKING ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01677-00152365-00152565 THEY'RE THINKING ABOUT CALLING YOU, AND THEY'RE SAYING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01678-00152565-00152572 CALLING YOU, AND THEY'RE SAYING, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01679-00152572-00152906 CALLING YOU, AND THEY'RE SAYING, OKAY, WHY WOULD I CALL SARA? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01680-00152906-00152912 OKAY, WHY WOULD I CALL SARA? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01681-00152912-00153016 OKAY, WHY WOULD I CALL SARA? WOULD YOU JUST LOOK IN THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01682-00153016-00153022 WOULD YOU JUST LOOK IN THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01683-00153022-00153196 WOULD YOU JUST LOOK IN THAT CAMERA AND JUST TELL THEM? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01684-00153196-00153203 CAMERA AND JUST TELL THEM? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01685-00153203-00153463 CAMERA AND JUST TELL THEM? WHY SHOULD THEY CALL YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01686-00153463-00153469 WHY SHOULD THEY CALL YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01687-00153469-00153693 WHY SHOULD THEY CALL YOU, SARA, AND WHAT WILL YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01688-00153693-00153700 SARA, AND WHAT WILL YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01689-00153700-00153893 SARA, AND WHAT WILL YOU DO IF THEY CALL? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01690-00153893-00153900 DO IF THEY CALL? +RcqAuvcy3OM-01691-00153900-00153967 DO IF THEY CALL? >> YOU SHOULD CALL IF +RcqAuvcy3OM-01692-00153967-00153973 >> YOU SHOULD CALL IF +RcqAuvcy3OM-01693-00153973-00154217 >> YOU SHOULD CALL IF YOU ARE THINKING THAT YOUR LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01694-00154217-00154224 YOU ARE THINKING THAT YOUR LIFE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01695-00154224-00154417 YOU ARE THINKING THAT YOUR LIFE COULD BE FULLER AND THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01696-00154417-00154424 COULD BE FULLER AND THERE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01697-00154424-00154584 COULD BE FULLER AND THERE ARE THINGS IN YOUR CURRENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01698-00154584-00154591 ARE THINGS IN YOUR CURRENT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01699-00154591-00154844 ARE THINGS IN YOUR CURRENT SITUATION THAT JUST ARE NOT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01700-00154844-00154851 SITUATION THAT JUST ARE NOT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01701-00154851-00155151 SITUATION THAT JUST ARE NOT RIGHT FOR YOU, AND WHEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01702-00155151-00155158 RIGHT FOR YOU, AND WHEN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01703-00155158-00155315 RIGHT FOR YOU, AND WHEN YOU CALL ME, I'LL LISTEN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01704-00155315-00155321 YOU CALL ME, I'LL LISTEN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01705-00155321-00155535 YOU CALL ME, I'LL LISTEN, AND I'LL ASK YOU QUESTIONS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01706-00155535-00155542 AND I'LL ASK YOU QUESTIONS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01707-00155542-00155755 AND I'LL ASK YOU QUESTIONS, AND I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01708-00155755-00155762 AND I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01709-00155762-00155872 AND I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT YOU, AND WE WANT TO KNOW ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01710-00155872-00155879 AND WE WANT TO KNOW ABOUT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01711-00155879-00156032 AND WE WANT TO KNOW ABOUT WHAT'S IMPORTANT TO YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01712-00156032-00156039 WHAT'S IMPORTANT TO YOU, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01713-00156039-00156172 WHAT'S IMPORTANT TO YOU, AND THEN WE WILL DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01714-00156172-00156179 AND THEN WE WILL DO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01715-00156179-00156306 AND THEN WE WILL DO OUR VERY BEST TO CONNECT YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01716-00156306-00156312 OUR VERY BEST TO CONNECT YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01717-00156312-00156432 OUR VERY BEST TO CONNECT YOU WITH THE RESOURCES THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01718-00156432-00156439 WITH THE RESOURCES THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01719-00156439-00156686 WITH THE RESOURCES THAT ARE AVAILABLE WHETHER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01720-00156686-00156693 ARE AVAILABLE WHETHER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01721-00156693-00156906 ARE AVAILABLE WHETHER IT'S FINANCIAL OR SOCIAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01722-00156906-00156913 IT'S FINANCIAL OR SOCIAL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01723-00156913-00157116 IT'S FINANCIAL OR SOCIAL OR EMOTIONAL OR HOUSING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01724-00157116-00157123 OR EMOTIONAL OR HOUSING. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01725-00157123-00157310 OR EMOTIONAL OR HOUSING. WE'LL DO OUR VERY BEST +RcqAuvcy3OM-01726-00157310-00157317 WE'LL DO OUR VERY BEST +RcqAuvcy3OM-01727-00157317-00157473 WE'LL DO OUR VERY BEST TO TRY TO SERVE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01728-00157473-00157480 TO TRY TO SERVE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01729-00157480-00157630 TO TRY TO SERVE YOU AND YOUR UNIQUE SITUATION. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01730-00157630-00157637 AND YOUR UNIQUE SITUATION. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01731-00157637-00157770 AND YOUR UNIQUE SITUATION. >> THAT'S WONDERFUL, AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-01732-00157770-00157777 >> THAT'S WONDERFUL, AND +RcqAuvcy3OM-01733-00157777-00157944 >> THAT'S WONDERFUL, AND YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01734-00157944-00157951 YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01735-00157951-00158107 YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO MAKE THAT CALL BECAUSE YOU JUST CAN'T +RcqAuvcy3OM-01736-00158107-00158114 THAT CALL BECAUSE YOU JUST CAN'T +RcqAuvcy3OM-01737-00158114-00158284 THAT CALL BECAUSE YOU JUST CAN'T WRITE THE NUMBER, WHATEVER, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01738-00158284-00158291 WRITE THE NUMBER, WHATEVER, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01739-00158291-00158374 WRITE THE NUMBER, WHATEVER, BUT MAKE SURE YOU TELL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01740-00158374-00158381 BUT MAKE SURE YOU TELL +RcqAuvcy3OM-01741-00158381-00158678 BUT MAKE SURE YOU TELL YOUR CHILD, YOUR SON OR DAUGHTER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01742-00158678-00158685 YOUR CHILD, YOUR SON OR DAUGHTER +RcqAuvcy3OM-01743-00158685-00158838 YOUR CHILD, YOUR SON OR DAUGHTER THAT CHECKS IN ON YOU THAT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01744-00158838-00158845 THAT CHECKS IN ON YOU THAT, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01745-00158845-00158975 THAT CHECKS IN ON YOU THAT, HEY, I WATCHED THIS PROGRAM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01746-00158975-00158982 HEY, I WATCHED THIS PROGRAM, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01747-00158982-00159225 HEY, I WATCHED THIS PROGRAM, AND I WANT SOME HELP, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01748-00159225-00159232 AND I WANT SOME HELP, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01749-00159232-00159312 AND I WANT SOME HELP, AND I CAN GET IT FROM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01750-00159312-00159319 AND I CAN GET IT FROM +RcqAuvcy3OM-01751-00159319-00159602 AND I CAN GET IT FROM NEWPORT SENIOR LINK, AND YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01752-00159602-00159609 NEWPORT SENIOR LINK, AND YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01753-00159609-00159799 NEWPORT SENIOR LINK, AND YOU JUST WRITE DOWN THAT INFORMATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01754-00159799-00159806 JUST WRITE DOWN THAT INFORMATION +RcqAuvcy3OM-01755-00159806-00159913 JUST WRITE DOWN THAT INFORMATION OR YOU TELL THEM TO CALL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01756-00159913-00159919 OR YOU TELL THEM TO CALL, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01757-00159919-00159989 OR YOU TELL THEM TO CALL, AND WE WILL DO THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01758-00159989-00159996 AND WE WILL DO THAT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01759-00159996-00160266 AND WE WILL DO THAT. SARA, I WANT TO THANK YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01760-00160266-00160273 SARA, I WANT TO THANK YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01761-00160273-00160423 SARA, I WANT TO THANK YOU. I KNOW THAT I'VE HAD SOME CRISES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01762-00160423-00160430 I KNOW THAT I'VE HAD SOME CRISES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01763-00160430-00160637 I KNOW THAT I'VE HAD SOME CRISES WITH MY FAMILY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01764-00160637-00160643 WITH MY FAMILY, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01765-00160643-00160823 WITH MY FAMILY, AND IT WAS PEOPLE LIKE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01766-00160823-00160830 AND IT WAS PEOPLE LIKE YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01767-00160830-00161027 AND IT WAS PEOPLE LIKE YOU IN THAT PROCESS THAT REALLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01768-00161027-00161034 IN THAT PROCESS THAT REALLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01769-00161034-00161321 IN THAT PROCESS THAT REALLY GAVE ME A SENSE OF SECURITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01770-00161321-00161327 GAVE ME A SENSE OF SECURITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01771-00161327-00161477 GAVE ME A SENSE OF SECURITY AND HOPE THAT CARED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01772-00161477-00161484 AND HOPE THAT CARED. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01773-00161484-00161648 AND HOPE THAT CARED. NOT EVERYBODY APPRECIATES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01774-00161648-00161654 NOT EVERYBODY APPRECIATES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01775-00161654-00161951 NOT EVERYBODY APPRECIATES SENIOR ADULTS, BUT THANK YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01776-00161951-00161958 SENIOR ADULTS, BUT THANK YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01777-00161958-00162045 SENIOR ADULTS, BUT THANK YOU FOR BEING ONE OF THOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01778-00162045-00162051 FOR BEING ONE OF THOSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01779-00162051-00162141 FOR BEING ONE OF THOSE THAT DO IN OUR CITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01780-00162141-00162148 THAT DO IN OUR CITY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01781-00162148-00162292 THAT DO IN OUR CITY AND THAT'S THE REASON WHY TBN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01782-00162292-00162298 AND THAT'S THE REASON WHY TBN +RcqAuvcy3OM-01783-00162298-00162412 AND THAT'S THE REASON WHY TBN INVITED YOU TO COME BECAUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01784-00162412-00162418 INVITED YOU TO COME BECAUSE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01785-00162418-00162592 INVITED YOU TO COME BECAUSE YOU BRING JOY TO OUR TOWN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01786-00162592-00162599 YOU BRING JOY TO OUR TOWN. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01787-00162599-00162772 YOU BRING JOY TO OUR TOWN. YOU ARE THE REASON WHY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01788-00162772-00162779 YOU ARE THE REASON WHY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01789-00162779-00162882 YOU ARE THE REASON WHY WE CAN CELEBRATE, AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01790-00162882-00162889 WE CAN CELEBRATE, AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01791-00162889-00163042 WE CAN CELEBRATE, AND SO AS WE'VE GOT TO SAY GOODBYE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01792-00163042-00163049 AS WE'VE GOT TO SAY GOODBYE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01793-00163049-00163159 AS WE'VE GOT TO SAY GOODBYE IN JUST A COUPLE OF MOMENTS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01794-00163159-00163166 IN JUST A COUPLE OF MOMENTS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01795-00163166-00163416 IN JUST A COUPLE OF MOMENTS, BUT BEFORE WE DO I JUST WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01796-00163416-00163423 BUT BEFORE WE DO I JUST WANT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01797-00163423-00163573 BUT BEFORE WE DO I JUST WANT TO REMIND YOU THAT NOT ONLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01798-00163573-00163580 TO REMIND YOU THAT NOT ONLY +RcqAuvcy3OM-01799-00163580-00163877 TO REMIND YOU THAT NOT ONLY DOES THE SENIOR LINK, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01800-00163877-00163883 DOES THE SENIOR LINK, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01801-00163883-00164053 DOES THE SENIOR LINK, DO THEY CARE, BUT JESUS CARES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01802-00164053-00164060 DO THEY CARE, BUT JESUS CARES +RcqAuvcy3OM-01803-00164060-00164210 DO THEY CARE, BUT JESUS CARES FOR YOU, AND YOU JUST NEED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01804-00164210-00164217 FOR YOU, AND YOU JUST NEED +RcqAuvcy3OM-01805-00164217-00164440 FOR YOU, AND YOU JUST NEED TO KNOW THAT HE'S ALWAYS THERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01806-00164440-00164447 TO KNOW THAT HE'S ALWAYS THERE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01807-00164447-00164567 TO KNOW THAT HE'S ALWAYS THERE. YOU'RE NEVER ALONE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01808-00164567-00164574 YOU'RE NEVER ALONE. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01809-00164574-00164704 YOU'RE NEVER ALONE. HE SAID I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01810-00164704-00164711 HE SAID I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01811-00164711-00164827 HE SAID I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU. I'LL NOT FORSAKE YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01812-00164827-00164834 I'LL NOT FORSAKE YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01813-00164834-00165004 I'LL NOT FORSAKE YOU. HE CARES ABOUT YOUR GOOD DAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01814-00165004-00165011 HE CARES ABOUT YOUR GOOD DAYS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01815-00165011-00165088 HE CARES ABOUT YOUR GOOD DAYS AND YOUR BAD DAYS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01816-00165088-00165094 AND YOUR BAD DAYS, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01817-00165094-00165328 AND YOUR BAD DAYS, AND HE'LL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01818-00165328-00165335 AND HE'LL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01819-00165335-00165435 AND HE'LL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU. SO, DON'T YOU EVER GIVE UP +RcqAuvcy3OM-01820-00165435-00165441 SO, DON'T YOU EVER GIVE UP +RcqAuvcy3OM-01821-00165441-00165662 SO, DON'T YOU EVER GIVE UP ON HIM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01822-00165662-00165668 ON HIM. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01823-00165668-00165869 ON HIM. I WANT YOU TO KNOW JESUS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01824-00165869-00165875 I WANT YOU TO KNOW JESUS +RcqAuvcy3OM-01825-00165875-00165992 I WANT YOU TO KNOW JESUS LOVES YOU AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01826-00165992-00165999 LOVES YOU AND SO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01827-00165999-00166172 LOVES YOU AND SO IN JESUS'S NAME I SPEAK BLESSING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01828-00166172-00166179 IN JESUS'S NAME I SPEAK BLESSING +RcqAuvcy3OM-01829-00166179-00166346 IN JESUS'S NAME I SPEAK BLESSING AND ENCOURAGEMENT, STRENGTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01830-00166346-00166352 AND ENCOURAGEMENT, STRENGTH +RcqAuvcy3OM-01831-00166352-00166573 AND ENCOURAGEMENT, STRENGTH AND FAITH TO YOU TODAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01832-00166573-00166579 AND FAITH TO YOU TODAY. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01833-00166579-00166823 AND FAITH TO YOU TODAY. WELL, I WANT TO THANK YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01834-00166823-00166829 WELL, I WANT TO THANK YOU +RcqAuvcy3OM-01835-00166829-00166910 WELL, I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR JOINING US ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-01836-00166910-00166916 FOR JOINING US ON +RcqAuvcy3OM-01837-00166916-00167036 FOR JOINING US ON "JOY IN OUR TOWN." +RcqAuvcy3OM-01838-00167036-00167043 "JOY IN OUR TOWN." +RcqAuvcy3OM-01839-00167043-00167113 "JOY IN OUR TOWN." IT'S JUST BEEN ANOTHER GREAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01840-00167113-00167120 IT'S JUST BEEN ANOTHER GREAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01841-00167120-00167283 IT'S JUST BEEN ANOTHER GREAT 30 MINUTES OF BEING ABLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01842-00167283-00167290 30 MINUTES OF BEING ABLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01843-00167290-00167477 30 MINUTES OF BEING ABLE TO CELEBRATE FOR GOOD PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01844-00167477-00167483 TO CELEBRATE FOR GOOD PEOPLE +RcqAuvcy3OM-01845-00167483-00167690 TO CELEBRATE FOR GOOD PEOPLE LIKE SARA WOODARD AND THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01846-00167690-00167697 LIKE SARA WOODARD AND THAT +RcqAuvcy3OM-01847-00167697-00167750 LIKE SARA WOODARD AND THAT ARE HERE IN ORLANDO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01848-00167750-00167757 ARE HERE IN ORLANDO +RcqAuvcy3OM-01849-00167757-00167834 ARE HERE IN ORLANDO HELPING THE SENIORS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01850-00167834-00167840 HELPING THE SENIORS. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01851-00167840-00167957 HELPING THE SENIORS. WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01852-00167957-00167964 WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01853-00167964-00168007 WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT WEEK. UNTIL THEN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01854-00168007-00168014 UNTIL THEN, +RcqAuvcy3OM-01855-00168014-00168094 UNTIL THEN, DON'T EVER FORGET IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01856-00168094-00168101 DON'T EVER FORGET IT. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01857-00168101-00168174 DON'T EVER FORGET IT. HE LOVES YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01858-00168174-00168181 HE LOVES YOU. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01859-00168181-00168278 HE LOVES YOU. JESUS DOES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01860-00168278-00168284 JESUS DOES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01861-00168284-00168361 JESUS DOES. HE REALLY DOES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01862-00168361-00168368 HE REALLY DOES. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01863-00168368-00168428 HE REALLY DOES. BYE FOR NOW. +RcqAuvcy3OM-01864-00168521-00170303 ♪ ♪ +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00000-00000035-00000515 What a great welcome. I don't know if I can keep up with that level of energy. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00001-00000515-00001216 I really like that demonstration of the cognitive and statistical biases in selection. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00002-00001216-00001580 Are you familiar with survivorship bias? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00003-00001580-00002091 It happens when you do a poll like, "How drunk were you at the party yesterday?" +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00004-00002091-00002616 The only people here are the people who didn't go to the party [last night]. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00005-00002616-00003070 [Laughter] Your results are skewed. Where are the people who are hung over? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00006-00003070-00003546 They are [certainly] not here, so they can't participate in the poll. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00007-00003546-00004248 Those results are not scientifically accurate. I love little statistical tricks like that. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00008-00004248-00004414 I am so happy to be in Berlin. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00009-00004414-00005334 I am so happy to be back at 'We Are Developers,' speaking with you today about trust and security +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00010-00005334-00005998 in this new model that we have using open public blockchains. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00011-00005998-00007109 When I say "security," what comes to mind first? Is it a lock? A door? A wall? A safe? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00012-00007109-00007556 You think of physically restricting access. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00013-00007556-00008452 If you are an information security professional, you probably think of firewalls and inspection devices. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00014-00008452-00008856 Systems that control access. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00015-00008856-00009514 When I say "trust," you probably think of friends and people dear to you. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00016-00009514-00009902 Someone you have a personal connection with. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00017-00009902-00010562 We associate "trust" with people who are in our local surroundings. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00018-00010562-00011304 When we try to engage with more people than our local surroundings, our brain starts playing weird tricks on us, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00019-00011304-00011756 like the statistical bias I talked about before. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00020-00011758-00012518 We trust people who have the same background as us, people who look like us. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00021-00012518-00013213 Evolution has taught us to trust our tribe because that is a mechanism for survival. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00022-00013213-00014054 In our modern society, that type of cognitive bias can lead to horrible outcomes: racism, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00023-00014054-00014685 sexism, ageism, ableism, and other forms of discrimination. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00024-00014685-00015733 [This informs your] judgements about trustworthiness because your brain is wired to use these short-cuts. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00025-00015733-00016084 It is an efficiency machine that does pattern matching. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00026-00016084-00016550 These patterns are easy, obvious, and you learned them from birth. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00027-00016550-00017040 It is a very bad model for trust, but it is the only model we have. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00028-00017040-00017658 When we operate in a society that is greater than one hundred people, we must find new models +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00029-00017658-00018124 for trust and engaging with others. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00030-00018124-00018659 We must extend trust to a bigger circle. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00031-00018659-00018931 How do we do that? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00032-00018931-00019451 We use intermediaries, trusted third-parties. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00033-00019451-00020076 We rely on our bank to protect us from someone else's check or payment bouncing. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00034-00020076-00020630 We trust authorities, organizations, and institutions. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00035-00020630-00021524 We expect them to operate through a series of rules and policies. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00036-00021524-00022394 That model is flawed too. It scales a bit better, but it does something very dangerous. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00037-00022394-00023142 It gives power to the intermediary that acts [on our behalf]. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00038-00023142-00024022 It gives power to financial services companies and banks, but I'm Greek, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00039-00024022-00024478 so that trust doesn't go very far in my country... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00040-00024478-00024735 And my country is not unique. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00041-00024735-00025320 I can name two dozen countries where, if you say "trust your bank" to an audience this size, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00042-00025320-00025836 the laughter would go on for ten minutes and I wouldn't be able to finish my talk. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00043-00025836-00026262 "Trust your government." Germans can say, "Ja, voll!" +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00044-00026262-00026689 But 80% of the world will say, "Haha, I don't trust my government." +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00045-00026689-00027314 "They are a bunch of crooks, probably worse than the bankers they appointed." +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00046-00027314-00027697 Trust in intermediary institutions doesn't scale [enough]. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00047-00027697-00028147 It doesn't allow us to solve the global problems we need to solve. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00048-00028148-00028833 Each of these institutions has a narrow jurisdiction; it usually operates within the confines of one country. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00049-00028833-00029386 Norms are different in each country. So trust hasn't scaled with the models we have. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00050-00029386-00030120 They afford too much power to the intermediaries, power that corrupts and leads to abuse. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00051-00030120-00030488 Ask someone in the United States how they feel about trusting the police. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00052-00030488-00030989 You don't call the cops in the U.S., because they are more likely to shoot you "accidentally" +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00053-00030989-00031254 than to the solve the problem. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00054-00031254-00032054 Trust in power is a dangerous thing in a modern world and globalized economy. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00055-00032054-00032724 Think about the models of trust and security we have become used to over the years. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00056-00032724-00033505 If you visit European cities, a common tourist attraction is some kind of gate. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00057-00033506-00034474 The Brandenburg Gate, or the ring of gates on the outskirts of Paris. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00058-00034474-00035300 Those gates used to be part of the medieval wall that surrounded the city. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00059-00035300-00036180 In medieval society, a wall was security. That was how you kept the barbarians out: you built a wall. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00060-00036180-00036356 The Great Wall of China. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00061-00036356-00036874 The not-so-great wall on the U.S. / Mexico border that will never be built, and thank God for that... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00062-00036874-00037540 Walls are the model of trust and security we've had for millenia. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00063-00037540-00037755 But walls fail. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00064-00037756-00038872 They fail not just because of ladders, catapults, or airplanes, but because of the need for trade. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00065-00038872-00039519 If you build a wall, you still need gates that open most of the time, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00066-00039520-00039792 so people can come in and out of the market to sell their wares. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00067-00039792-00040146 If you are under siege and close the gates, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00068-00040146-00040548 it may be a matter of days or months before everybody inside starves. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00069-00040548-00041310 If you close the gates because you don't like the people outside, the interesting and vibrant market +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00070-00041310-00041828 will emerge ad-hoc right outside the wall. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00071-00041828-00042372 Your marketplace is now outside, not inside. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00072-00042372-00042812 Walls in our modern society have failed because of trade. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00073-00042812-00043624 We need to constantly move people, goods, and value in and out of our globalized cities. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00074-00043624-00044113 What happens when we create an information economy on the internet, a new environment... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00075-00044114-00044470 for us to trade ideas, goods, and value? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00076-00044470-00045234 We still try to build walls and imbue them with fire, and we call them "firewalls." +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00077-00045234-00046142 It sounds very impressive until you actually see one: a black box with one LED. What does it do? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00078-00046142-00046792 It creates a [digital] barrier to entry, replicating the model of a medieval city onto the internet. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00079-00046792-00047630 There is an inner core, a trust center, where corporate data lives and dies as stale, useless content. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00080-00047630-00048413 Uncollaborative and unshared. But there is a very nice firewall protecting that core data. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00081-00048414-00049300 You won't use it [for anything interesting], because in order to do so, you would need to open a gate. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00082-00049300-00049918 As soon as you open a gate, "bad things" could flow through the gate. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00083-00049918-00050330 Who has gone on a vacation and taken their work laptop with them? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00084-00050330-00050882 You might have come back with seventeen trojans, three viruses, and a porn toolbar. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00085-00050882-00051584 Did you bring that laptop back inside your corporate firewall? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00086-00051584-00052178 The barbarians are now inside. What should you do now? Close the gate? No. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00087-00052178-00052829 Build concentric circles: an inner circle, a medium circle, and an outer circle. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00088-00052829-00053638 The inner circle has the confidential corporate data. The intranet has your wiki, with broader access. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00089-00053638-00053966 Then you have the open public systems. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00090-00053966-00054676 Just like in a medieval city, when you close the gates, the market ends up growing outside the walls. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00091-00054676-00055982 All of the interesting work, value creation, content, and code is open-source and outside your firewalls. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00092-00055982-00056579 It is happening on GitHub and Wikipedia under open licenses. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00093-00056579-00056910 It is happening on the [wild] spaces of the internet. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00094-00056910-00057655 Maybe your company isn't participating in any of that, because you are too busy hiding behind the wall, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00095-00057655-00057982 scared to connect to the broader internet. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00096-00057983-00058345 When I started consulting companies about the internet in the 1990s, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00097-00058346-00058700 this concept was the biggest challenge to explain. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00098-00058700-00059100 They would ask me, "Why would we open ourselves up to the internet? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00099-00059100-00059696 "It is full of pornographers, criminals, terrorists, and scammers!" +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00100-00059696-00060396 Today, we have a new model for trust and security. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00101-00060396-00061026 This model is not closed. It doesn't use walls or gates. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00102-00061026-00061841 Open public blockchains creates trust by developing a platform that can mediate without being... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00103-00061841-00062158 under the control of any one organization or institution. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00104-00062158-00062554 It can allow individuals to scale operations to people they don't know, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00105-00062554-00062944 because they can trust the rules of consensus. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00106-00062944-00063636 They will have settlement of transactions and verification of data on an open, public, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00107-00063636-00064252 neutral, transparent platform. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00108-00064252-00065495 It is also censorship resistant, which totalitarian states hate because they cannot shut it down. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00109-00065495-00066130 You can't take Bitcoin out of your country, but you can take your country out of Bitcoin, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00110-00066130-00066360 and miss out on the benefits. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00111-00066360-00067054 This applies to every open public blockchain that is resistant to censorship and control. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00112-00067054-00068070 Platforms where we can build trust between individuals and collaborating organizations. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00113-00068070-00068350 They enable new forms of collaboration. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00114-00068350-00068936 Ad-hoc companies, decentralized autonomous organizations (DAOs), +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00115-00068936-00069582 and charities that are truly transparent because we can track their spending across the world. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00116-00069582-00070174 They enable international payments across any borders, without needing the privileges +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00117-00070174-00070368 that all of us in this room share. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00118-00070368-00070818 I don't just mean having a bank account, but more importantly to have an identity that +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00119-00070818-00070996 is well-documented. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00120-00070996-00071858 We can be full members of a society rather than a hunted immigrant, refugee, or oppressed minority +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00121-00071858-00072486 in a country that prohibits them from owning property. The blockchain sees none of [those differences]. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00122-00072486-00073028 These characteristics are invisible to these open platforms, therefore they are neutral. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00123-00073028-00073404 Rather than a model of closed concentric circles, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00124-00073404-00073902 we have a model where everything is open and auditable by everyone. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00125-00073902-00074489 Security emerges not through control by one institution, but from the collaboration of +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00126-00074489-00075274 tens of thousands independently checking each result, and then coming together in consensus... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00127-00075274-00076174 to say, "This is the truth... of the last ten minutes." I can't control it, but I can verify it. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00128-00076174-00077074 This model will change how we handle trust, security, and collaboration across the world. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00129-00077074-00077698 It will change the nature of the modern corporation, commerce, and trade. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00130-00077698-00078366 For the first time in human history, every human being on the planet could have access to financial services +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00131-00078366-00079136 without asking for permission, without showing identity, or needing to belong to a certain class. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00132-00079136-00079413 It doesn't matter if their government doesn't want them to have it. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00133-00079413-00080242 Through the simple installation of an application. Software is the new form of banking. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00134-00080242-00080868 A lot of you may have heard that these open blockchains are about making a one-world currency. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00135-00080868-00081120 There could be nothing further from the truth. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00136-00081120-00081852 Or [you have heard that they are about] banking everyone, to bank the unbanked, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00137-00081852-00082068 those who did not have access. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00138-00082068-00082884 I'm here to tell you that these platforms give us a choice to engage in [decentralized] consensus, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00139-00082884-00083813 trust in many, to scale our social organizations to massive levels, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00140-00083813-00084186 to the whole international population of humanity without barriers. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00141-00084186-00084700 It is not about "banking the unbanked," it is about unbanking all of us. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00142-00084700-00085398 It is not about creating new trusted institutions, but creating trust without them. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00143-00085398-00086466 Trust through software. Trust as a protocol. Trust-over-IP (TIP). +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00144-00086466-00086739 What do the companies say when you tell them this? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00145-00086739-00087442 That you can use this new platform and configure trust parameters, through a protocol that... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00146-00087442-00087825 is open, public, transparent, and neutral? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00147-00087825-00088143 The same thing they said to me in 1995. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00148-00088143-00088946 "Isn't that the platfrom being used by drug dealers, terrorists, pornographers, and scammers?" Yes, it is. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00149-00088946-00089606 Just like the internet. It is also being used by two billion people sharing cat videos. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00150-00089606-00090126 It is being used by thousands of people today, hundreds of thousands of people tomorrow, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00151-00090126-00090394 and millions of people the day after. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00152-00090398-00091184 It will help them provide sanitation, education, and a future that cannot be confiscated from their children. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00153-00091184-00091840 [Bitcoin] cannot be seized, currency controlled, or shut down by every totalitarian government. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00154-00091840-00092138 It gives people voice and freedom of expression. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00155-00092138-00092744 Because without the freedom to transact and associate, your vote and freedom of expression +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00156-00092744-00093044 mean absolutely nothing. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00157-00093044-00093640 If we go to a world where digital cash is the only cash that exists... if we eradicate cash, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00158-00093640-00094244 as so many governments are trying to do... if we eradicate the ability to transact anonymously, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00159-00094244-00094514 individual to individual... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00160-00094514-00095256 Every government controlling that system could turn off your economic life with the flip of a switch. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00161-00095256-00095648 Did you go to the wrong protest? Did you vote for the wrong party? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00162-00095648-00096102 Did you talk to the wrong person on the internet? You will no longer exist. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00163-00096102-00096323 You will have no income. You won't be able to buy food. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00164-00096323-00096654 You couldn't travel on the trains or take a plane. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00165-00096654-00097350 If you think I'm exaggerating, this system already exists today. It is called Sesame Credit, being trialed in China. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00166-00097350-00098172 It has excluded 100 million people from public transportation and flights across the country. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00167-00098172-00099072 It denies people access to fundamental services, by virtue of how they politically engage with others. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00168-00099072-00099752 Every citizen of a country that empowers their government like this, is one bad election away... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00169-00099752-00100126 from losing their freedom forever. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00170-00100126-00100692 We have a choice. We are at a crossroads. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00171-00100692-00101361 We must pick between a future where trust is a decentralized open protocol that everyone... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00172-00101361-00102148 can participate in, or a future where trust is controlled by a narrower and narrower set of interests... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00173-00102148-00102583 that use it to control our lives. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00174-00102583-00102870 They want to prevent us from engaging with each other. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00175-00102870-00103630 They want to create tiers, not just of citizens and non-citizens, but of human and sub-human. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00176-00103630-00104155 They want people to be judged by their credit score, [to figure out] whether they are worthy +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00177-00104155-00104784 to participate in the global economy. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00178-00104784-00105721 Do you know what open public blockchains like Bitcoin say to that? Everyone is worthy. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00179-00105721-00106327 You don't even need to be a human to participate; software agents can do it for you. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00180-00106327-00107052 There is no requirement for identity, or to prove you even have a heartbeat. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00181-00107052-00107720 "On the internet, no one knows that you are a dog." Remember that expression? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00182-00107720-00108222 On Bitcoin, no one knows that your dog is a millionaire. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00183-00108222-00108791 Maybe not, but it is a really interesting future we are building here. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00184-00108792-00109564 For the first time in history, we have the ability to scale trust and security to a global level. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00185-00109564-00110154 It will be based on an open protocol that no one can corrupt, co-opt, take over, or control. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00186-00110154-00110494 With that model, we can seek freedom. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00187-00110495-00111159 We can build tremendous applications, software that is unstoppable, speech that is uncensorable, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00188-00111159-00111767 and commerce that cannot be deplatformed. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00189-00111768-00112466 We will take back the internet from companies who think they can decide that hate speech is okay, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00190-00112466-00112913 but female nipples are terrifying to our children. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00191-00112913-00113648 Do you know what is actually terrifying to children? Fascism. Not nipples. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00192-00113648-00114938 [Applause] They have an intimate and natural relationship with nipples for the first years of their life. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00193-00114938-00115268 We should be terrified for the future of our children, +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00194-00115268-00115894 not because they will be exposed to nudity, but [violent] radicalism. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00195-00115894-00116326 The same companies, which have adopted a puritanical morality... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00196-00116326-00117051 that you didn't vote for and doesn't match your interests, don't give a shit about environmentalism. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00197-00117051-00117528 They don't give a shit about LGBTQ issues. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00198-00117528-00118276 They will only put up a giant rainbow sign that says 'MasterCard' on it. Are you fucking kidding me? +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00199-00118276-00118800 Those companies are selling fake morality that has been focus-grouped, packaged and delivered... +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00200-00118800-00119620 as a dopamine engaging algorithm that tweaks our brain until we are mindless drones. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00201-00119620-00120075 We will take back the internet. We will take back our data. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00202-00120075-00120448 We will take back our privacy, which is a fundamental human right. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00203-00120448-00121506 We will do all of that by building unstoppable platforms and protocols for the next frontier in trust and security. +RcKkPIe4Vj8-00204-00121506-00121809 Thank you! [Applause] +Rd5CEK6A4TQ-00000-00000000-00000168 SETHDVideoFreeFootage +RdCj0MPwyQE-00000-00000000-00000200 SUBSCRIBE +RdHSpSOMm_E-00000-00001943-00002221 Now that we've cut off the bulk of the rock chip from our slides +RdHSpSOMm_E-00001-00002221-00002524 we are ready to initiate the final stage of the thin section making +RdHSpSOMm_E-00002-00002531-00003007 process which is to grind away the remaining material on our slide to a thickness of 30 microns. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00003-00003007-00003580 I will warn you right now that this is the step in the process where most thin sections are ruined and go badly, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00004-00003580-00003780 so you want to proceed with extreme caution. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00005-00003830-00004564 Rushing this part of the process can result in fracturing of your sample or an uneven thickness on the thin section. Even worse, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00006-00004564-00004975 it's remarkably easy to grind away the entire section off of the slide. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00007-00005000-00005467 This is a great reason to prepare multiple chips and slides from your rock samples whenever possible +RdHSpSOMm_E-00008-00005467-00005986 so you have them as a backup should you accidentally ruin a thin section during the final grinding stage. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00009-00006032-00006472 As we've done before I'm gonna go ahead and turn on the vacuum pump and the GEOFORM. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00010-00007083-00007621 Once the equipment has been powered on I will inspect a vacuum check to make sure it is clean and free from debris. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00011-00008161-00008826 It's going to be important to maintain a tight vacuum seal on our slides during the grinding process or else we risk damaging our slide. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00012-00008860-00009423 Take a moment to inspect the surface of the glass slide to make sure it is also clean and free from any dust or debris. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00013-00009502-00009720 Once you've verified that everything looks clean, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00014-00009747-00010323 I'll turn on the water on the grinding side of the GEOFORM and wet my slide to create a better vacuum seal, just like +RdHSpSOMm_E-00015-00010323-00010587 we did when we frosted our slides, and when we used the cut-off saw. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00016-00010654-00011280 Use the beveled off corner to orient the slide on the vacuum chuck in the same position that was used when the slide was frosted. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00017-00011317-00011877 This helps ensure that the rock will be ground away from the slide evenly and parallel to the surface of the glass slide. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00018-00011953-00012267 When the slide is in position, go ahead and turn on the vacuum. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00019-00012367-00012999 Before proceeding, make sure there's enough pressure to hold the sample chip securely on the vacuum chuck and adjust if necessary. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00020-00013093-00013718 Next I want to make sure that my slide is clear of the grinding wheel before starting so I'm gonna turn on the micrometer and +RdHSpSOMm_E-00021-00013726-00013982 move the vacuum chuck away from the grinding wheel. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00022-00014053-00014250 Recall that when I frosted these slides earlier +RdHSpSOMm_E-00023-00014250-00014711 I set the micrometer to zero at the point that the slide was in contact with the grinding wheel. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00024-00014711-00014945 I can now use this micrometer as an +RdHSpSOMm_E-00025-00014985-00015437 estimate to determine when I'm approaching a thin section thickness of 30 microns. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00026-00015456-00016166 If you're unsure whether the micrometer was set to zero during the frosting stage or have concerns that the settings may have been altered, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00027-00016194-00016667 you can advance your slides so that the glass is in contact with the grinding wheel, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00028-00016667-00017006 not the rock, and set the micrometer to zero at that time. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00029-00017205-00017723 In my experience, this is not as accurate as setting the micrometer to zero during the frosting stage +RdHSpSOMm_E-00030-00017723-00017972 so care should be taken if you use this method. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00031-00018063-00018692 However, depending upon the setup that you have and the equipment you have you may not even have a micrometer such as this, and that's okay. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00032-00018708-00019166 You can still do a thin section. The micrometer simply serves as a guide to help us +RdHSpSOMm_E-00033-00019197-00019535 estimate when we're approaching the appropriate thin section thickness. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00034-00019578-00020120 In fact, we won't even be taking our thin sections down to the 30 micron thickness on the GEOFORM, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00035-00020120-00020450 We're far more likely to destroy our slide that way. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00036-00020450-00020825 Rather, we'll get it down to a thickness of a hundred microns, maybe a little bit less, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00037-00020844-00021625 then we'll pull the slide from the equipment and we'll finish the remaining grinding and polishing by hand using glass plates and powdered grits. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00038-00021725-00022378 With the vacuum chuck and slide clear of the grinding wheel, we can go ahead and close the splash guards start the equipment. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00039-00023005-00023619 At this point, slowly advanced the slide towards the grinding wheel while gently rocking the arm back and forth. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00040-00023659-00024018 Take care to keep the rock positioned over the grinding wheel as you advance. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00041-00024166-00024606 You will be able to hear and feel when the rock on your slide makes contact with the grinding wheel. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00042-00024751-00024978 Continue to carefully advance the vacuum chuck, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00043-00025000-00025230 gently rocking the sample back and forth across the +RdHSpSOMm_E-00044-00025240-00025779 grinding wheel, until you can hear and feel that the wheel is in constant contact with the surface of the rock sample. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00045-00025825-00026178 Do your best to keep only the rock in contact with the grinding wheel. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00046-00026233-00026433 Rocking the slide too far in either direction, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00047-00026446-00027063 such that the rock moves on and off of the grinding wheel, may create an uneven surface or damage your thin section, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00048-00027063-00027462 so do your best to keep the grinding wheel in contact with the rock sample only. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00049-00027592-00027758 During the chip polishing process +RdHSpSOMm_E-00050-00027758-00028274 there were some subtle differences in the amount of time it took to polish down our samples of aplite, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00051-00028274-00028688 granodiorite gneiss, and Catoctin greenstone due to differences in the mineral composition. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00052-00028761-00029183 The aplite and granodiorite gneiss took a little bit longer to polish down +RdHSpSOMm_E-00053-00029183-00029747 whereas working with the greenstone went a bit more quickly. The same will hold true during this part of the process as well. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00054-00030355-00030978 As I mentioned at the beginning, your thin-sections are most likely to fail during this stage, usually because of grinding too fast. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00055-00031018-00031524 When using powered equipment such as the GEOFORM it can be very tempting to rush this part of the process +RdHSpSOMm_E-00056-00031524-00031724 so do your best to stay patient. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00057-00031759-00032397 Keep this in mind, if the grinding wheel is making noise against your rock sample, it is removing some of your rock sample. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00058-00032407-00032847 You don't have to advance the slide at all to remove a small thickness from the slide. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00059-00033339-00033719 The greatest care should be taken as the rock material becomes increasingly thin. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00060-00033738-00034466 It's surprisingly easy to go from too thick, to too thin, to completely ground away, without even advancing your slide at all. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00061-00035062-00035758 Grinding away your entire rock sample is only one concern. If you grind too fast, the minerals in your sample may become cracked or fractured, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00062-00035778-00036140 or the sample may become too thin at the edges and too thick in the center, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00063-00036156-00036566 either of which will produce an undesired result. The key to success. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00064-00036588-00037060 Go slow! Go slow! Go slow! +RdHSpSOMm_E-00065-00037499-00037826 You will get a better feel for this part of the process the more often you do it. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00066-00037860-00038219 Just keep in mind that different rock types will grind away at different rates +RdHSpSOMm_E-00067-00038219-00038756 so you will need to adjust your pace accordingly. As you continue rocking the slide back and forth +RdHSpSOMm_E-00068-00038760-00039152 you will begin to feel less resistance of the rock sample on the grinding wheel +RdHSpSOMm_E-00069-00039152-00039671 which is usually an indication that you can advance your slide. In the beginning of this process +RdHSpSOMm_E-00070-00039671-00040406 I'm only going to advance my slide in 100 micron increments until the slide is at an approximate thickness of 200 microns. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00071-00040406-00041120 I want to make sure that I've removed as much rock material as possible and that I maintain an even surface on my rock sample +RdHSpSOMm_E-00072-00041136-00041336 Before I advance the slide each time. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00073-00041757-00042484 Continue this process of grinding and advancing your slide in 100 micron increments until you've reached an approximate thin-section +RdHSpSOMm_E-00074-00042509-00042709 thickness of around 200 microns. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00075-00043798-00043957 From this point forward, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00076-00043957-00044397 continue the grinding process but advance your slide in 20 micron increments instead. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00077-00044446-00044682 Your rock sample will be getting quite thin by now +RdHSpSOMm_E-00078-00044682-00045291 so you want to proceed even more slowly and carefully, especially if you're using powered equipment such as the GEOFORM. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00079-00046007-00046423 It's probably safe to continue grinding your sample down to a thickness of 100 microns, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00080-00046475-00046948 but in my experience with this equipment, you're taking your chances if you decide to proceed further. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00081-00047018-00047296 This is the part of the process where trial and error and +RdHSpSOMm_E-00082-00047330-00047881 over time experience will help you best judge when it's time to stop and pull your sample from the equipment. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00083-00047939-00048307 For harder rock samples such as the aplite or granodiorite gneiss, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00084-00048307-00048826 it may be possible to continue grinding until you approach a thickness closer to 50 microns, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00085-00048826-00049013 but even if you're taking +RdHSpSOMm_E-00086-00049013-00049600 extremely great care, your entire sample can be lost in an instant, along with all the time and hard work +RdHSpSOMm_E-00087-00049600-00049799 it's taken you to get to this point. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00088-00050005-00050523 You will not be alone if you ruin a thin section during this part of the process, it's happened to all of us. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00089-00050581-00051081 Again, this is why I prepare multiple sample chips and slides whenever possible, so I have a backup +RdHSpSOMm_E-00090-00051081-00051435 should I ruin or damage one, especially during the grinding stage. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00091-00051691-00052305 Once your sample has been ground down to a thickness of 100 microns or less, it is time to pull the slide from the equipment. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00092-00052351-00052896 Using the sidearm, carefully move the sample away from the grinding wheel before turning it and the water flow off. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00093-00052954-00053490 Make sure you have a grip on your slide before turning off the vacuum and carefully pull it from the vacuum chuck. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00094-00053980-00054420 If you have additional samples to grind, simply repeat this process for each one. +RdHSpSOMm_E-00095-00054748-00055149 Once all of your samples have been ground down to a thickness approaching 30 microns, +RdHSpSOMm_E-00096-00055159-00055593 they are now ready for the final grinding stage using glass plates and powdered grit. +Re5OU65tXxE-00000-00001100-00001800 Krishna Janmasthami Pics: Shah Rukh Khan and son break Dahi Handi, wife Gauri Khan looks on +Re5OU65tXxE-00001-00001900-00002860 KrishnaJanmasthamiPics: ShahRukhKhan and son breakDahiHandi, wifeGauriKhan looks on. All the followers of Lord Krishna are drowned into the festive fervour of Janmashtami 2018 today and, our Bollywood Badshah Shah Rukh Khan is also celebrating the occasion in full swing. +Re5OU65tXxE-00002-00002960-00003940 The Raees actor was spotted at his residence along with son AbRam Khan and wife Gauri Khan. While SRK was wearing a red and blue striped shirt with caprishorts, Gauri was spotted in a casual look wearing jeans and top. +Re5OU65tXxE-00003-00004040-00005060 From greeting his fans to waving, Shah Rukh Khan wished everyone on the occasion of Dahi Handi. Both Shah Rukh and AbRam participated in the traditional Dahi Handi ritual – they were photographed breaking Dahi Handi in the garden area of Mannat. +Re5OU65tXxE-00004-00005160-00005860 KrishnaJanmasthamiPics with Shah Rukh Khan and family. +Re5OU65tXxE-00005-00005960-00006659 Photos of AbRam attempting to touch the handi will really make your day. So adorable! Meanwhile, the paps also got a glimpse of Gauri Khan, who joined Shah Rukh and AbRam for the celebrations. +Re5OU65tXxE-00006-00006759-00007459 ShahRukhKhan. +Re5OU65tXxE-00007-00009160-00009860 Shah Rukh Khan Dahi Handi. On the auspicious occasion of Janmashtami the devotees of Nand Lal sing and dance and enjoy the day with utmost happiness. Festivities continue even after the day of Janmashtami. +Re5OU65tXxE-00008-00009960-00010660 One most important activity or sport during Janmashtami is ‘Dahi Handi’. Dahi handi simply means ‘curd in an earthen pot’. +Re5OU65tXxE-00009-00010760-00011460 Dahi handi is mainly celebrated in Mumbai and Pune where Janmashtami is also called as Gokulashtami. Let’s decode what is the significance of dahi handi and why it is celebrated. +Re5OU65tXxE-00010-00013160-00013860 KrishnaJanmasthamiPics:. +Re5OU65tXxE-00011-00013960-00014660 On a related note, Shah Rukh Khan was last seen in Jab Harry Met Sejal, which failed to woo the audience like his other films. +Re5OU65tXxE-00012-00014760-00015460 But now the actor is gearing up to treat his fans with his upcoming movie Zero alongside Katrina Kaif and Anushka Sharma. +Re5OU65tXxE-00013-00015560-00016260 The movie has already acquired a lot of buzz and Salman Khan's cameo in the film has taken to further high levels. The film will hit the screens in December, this year. +Rffc4x8-WoM-00000-00000076-00000919 The Team of Sodor , Around the World Team and Journey Beyond Sodor Team will determine +Rffc4x8-WoM-00001-00000919-00001707 which one of them is the best one at the jump and blast challenge! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00002-00001707-00002308 Lexi and Hurricane will show us they skills now! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00003-00002548-00002623 Yay! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00004-00002624-00003020 That was an impressive blast! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00005-00003247-00003454 Bust my buffers! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00006-00003456-00003800 What an incredible jump. +Rffc4x8-WoM-00007-00004152-00004728 Oh, we see Hurricane is stuck in the tunnel - and he gets only 3 points. +Rffc4x8-WoM-00008-00004892-00005296 Now let’s take a look what Lexi can demonstrate us! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00009-00005420-00006014 The engines get 1 point for each blasted tunnel and the team getting maximum number of points +Rffc4x8-WoM-00010-00006014-00006241 gets the victory! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00011-00006241-00006348 Whoo! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00012-00006348-00006528 I am simply speechless! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00013-00006528-00006744 That’s just awesome! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00014-00006940-00007223 And… that’s the finish! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00015-00007223-00007652 Lexi has managed to get ALL 6 points for her team! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00016-00007652-00008228 So, Journey Beyond Sodor Team gets 9 points. +Rffc4x8-WoM-00017-00008228-00008459 Toby and Emily! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00018-00008460-00008874 Let’s welcome these engines from the Sodor Island! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00019-00009088-00009444 So far, Emily is being very cautious. +Rffc4x8-WoM-00020-00009444-00009828 She knows - speed is not the most important thing here. +Rffc4x8-WoM-00021-00009896-00009996 Whoo! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00022-00009996-00010160 That was awesome! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00023-00010160-00010440 Come on, Emily, come on! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00024-00010716-00010896 Oh, she is stuck! +Rffc4x8-WoM-00025-00010897-00011213 And that means she gets only 4 points. 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visit will be safer and cause fewer adverse impacts if you practice the following principles: +Rg97ur1_GAY-00030-00015112-00015726 Plan ahead and prepare Dispose of waste properly +Rg97ur1_GAY-00031-00015726-00016293 Leave what you find Respect wildlife by observing quietly from +Rg97ur1_GAY-00032-00016293-00016393 a distance. +Rg97ur1_GAY-00033-00016393-00016712 Never feed wildlife. +Rg97ur1_GAY-00034-00016712-00017181 Be considerate of others. +Rg97ur1_GAY-00035-00017181-00017604 Wilderness provides a sense of wildness, which can be valuable to people whether or not those +Rg97ur1_GAY-00036-00017604-00017982 individuals actually visit wilderness areas. +Rg97ur1_GAY-00037-00017982-00018495 Just knowing that wilderness exists here in Zion National Park can produce a sense of +Rg97ur1_GAY-00038-00018495-00018957 curiosity, inspiration, renewal, and hope. +Ri8ICHgBFN8-00000-00000000-00000200 រឿង៖ ហួងហ្វីហុង ភាគទី 0៧ +RimK4wJyr2Q-00000-00000003-00000519 so a young woman was just put on in-school suspension in high school for +RimK4wJyr2Q-00001-00000519-00001041 writing a poem about suicide prevention and anti-bullying so we need to talk +RimK4wJyr2Q-00002-00001041-00001707 about it stay tuned and well we virus these words are all reasons you see a +RimK4wJyr2Q-00003-00001707-00002450 doctor sicknesses depression is a disgusting disease that haunts your soul +RimK4wJyr2Q-00004-00002461-00003229 welcome to Lebanon High School pride spirit tradition spirit I understand +RimK4wJyr2Q-00005-00003229-00003839 pride you tell me where we should take pride in this god-awful situation that +RimK4wJyr2Q-00006-00003839-00004302 we have all been thrown in and tradition let's talk about tradition tradition +RimK4wJyr2Q-00007-00004302-00004734 means something that happens over and over I cannot let this happen +RimK4wJyr2Q-00008-00004734-00005369 over and over this will not happen over and over what is up everybody this is +RimK4wJyr2Q-00009-00005369-00005807 Chris from the rewired soul where we talk about the problem but focus on the +RimK4wJyr2Q-00010-00005807-00006330 solution and that clip that you just saw was from a poem by Emily Gibson and it's +RimK4wJyr2Q-00011-00006330-00006897 titled welcome to live at Lebanon High School all right so long story short is +RimK4wJyr2Q-00012-00006897-00007467 that Emily wrote this poem after a young woman at her school committed suicide +RimK4wJyr2Q-00013-00007467-00007959 now the school has put in efforts for anti bullying and suicide prevention +RimK4wJyr2Q-00014-00007959-00008597 things like that and basically this poem was about how people aren't taking it +RimK4wJyr2Q-00015-00008597-00009011 seriously and even a little bit about how maybe this anti-bullying campaign +RimK4wJyr2Q-00016-00009011-00009479 that this was that the school is doing is it really succeeding and by the way I +RimK4wJyr2Q-00017-00009479-00009847 will link to the full poem down below so you can check it out for yourself +RimK4wJyr2Q-00018-00009847-00010415 anyways what ended up happening was this video started getting a lot of traction +RimK4wJyr2Q-00019-00010415-00010959 the last time I checked it was at about 2 to 15 thousand views like a ton of +RimK4wJyr2Q-00020-00010959-00011460 views and first off it makes me so happy that this video is getting fused because +RimK4wJyr2Q-00021-00011460-00012096 as soon as I saw it I was like yes girl yes she's almost 16 years old and you +RimK4wJyr2Q-00022-00012096-00012549 know first and foremost I'm sorry for everybody's loss in the situation +RimK4wJyr2Q-00023-00012549-00013056 suicide is is terrible especially at such a young age but since this video +RimK4wJyr2Q-00024-00013056-00013490 got so much traction the school found out about it and Emily ended up +RimK4wJyr2Q-00025-00013490-00013945 receiving two days of in-school suspension which is crazy which is crazy +RimK4wJyr2Q-00026-00013945-00014381 to me first and foremost because there was a story that just came out of +RimK4wJyr2Q-00027-00014381-00014981 another state where a young woman was bullied and she has an illness where she +RimK4wJyr2Q-00028-00014981-00015365 loses her hair and she has a wig that slid onto her scalp these kids bullied +RimK4wJyr2Q-00029-00015365-00015781 her ripped it out and kept bullying her and these kids received in-school +RimK4wJyr2Q-00030-00015781-00016141 suspension so it's like looking at the way our school system is handling these +RimK4wJyr2Q-00031-00016141-00016451 things I know these are completely different schools completely different +RimK4wJyr2Q-00032-00016451-00017051 school systems but our priorities are messed up so anyways Emily received two +RimK4wJyr2Q-00033-00017051-00017504 days of in-school suspension and it's crazy and if you want more details on +RimK4wJyr2Q-00034-00017504-00017854 that I'll also link to the philip defranco video below that's where I +RimK4wJyr2Q-00035-00017854-00018268 found out about this story but what I want to talk about in this video is just +RimK4wJyr2Q-00036-00018268-00018729 teenagers mental health and kind of the way that we're handling it like +RimK4wJyr2Q-00037-00018729-00019223 something that I haven't gotten into enough on this channel and I apologize +RimK4wJyr2Q-00038-00019223-00019795 about that but I haven't talked enough about mental health for young people by +RimK4wJyr2Q-00039-00019795-00020338 I know that a huge huge huge audience is out there for young people who are +RimK4wJyr2Q-00040-00020338-00020828 watching YouTube and they need mental health help so I need to step up my game +RimK4wJyr2Q-00041-00020828-00021319 and start doing this and one of the reasons people like myself or my buddy +RimK4wJyr2Q-00042-00021319-00021697 Charlie over at authentic mental health the reason why we need to start doing it +RimK4wJyr2Q-00043-00021697-00022120 is because they're not doing a good job of it at school like school systems like +RimK4wJyr2Q-00044-00022120-00022475 they just they don't do a great job those of you who watch my channel you +RimK4wJyr2Q-00045-00022475-00022870 know that I talk about my addiction and recovery and stuff like that like the +RimK4wJyr2Q-00046-00022870-00023381 DARE program he's failed completely failed right the mental health stuff we +RimK4wJyr2Q-00047-00023381-00023866 have in schools it's terrible you know and the fact that these kids are trying +RimK4wJyr2Q-00048-00023866-00024203 to do something proactive and getting punished for it is absolutely bananas +RimK4wJyr2Q-00049-00024203-00024668 the principal's excuse at first was that it was inciting violence like absolutely +RimK4wJyr2Q-00050-00024668-00024884 not you can watch the poem like I said it's +RimK4wJyr2Q-00051-00024884-00025253 linked down below not inciting violence at all basically she's telling these +RimK4wJyr2Q-00052-00025253-00025700 bullies how about you chill the heck out you know what I mean because kids are +RimK4wJyr2Q-00053-00025700-00026122 brutal and by the way I just put up a video over at authentic mental health +RimK4wJyr2Q-00054-00026122-00026507 about online bullying okay so I'll put it up in the info car +RimK4wJyr2Q-00055-00026507-00026933 if you want to go over there and check it out but anyways the other issue that +RimK4wJyr2Q-00056-00026933-00027431 I take with this and the way that Emily got in trouble for this poem like the +RimK4wJyr2Q-00057-00027431-00027920 teachers were upset they say they were upset because she filmed it on school +RimK4wJyr2Q-00058-00027920-00028199 grounds which Emily says that she actually had permission from two summer +RimK4wJyr2Q-00059-00028199-00028772 teachers to film it on her phone well in the mental health field I'm a mental +RimK4wJyr2Q-00060-00028772-00029156 health professional in this field we call this processing okay +RimK4wJyr2Q-00061-00029156-00029681 people need to process their grief their traumatic experiences their their mental +RimK4wJyr2Q-00062-00029681-00030230 illnesses they need to talk about it right Emily by performing this poem in +RimK4wJyr2Q-00063-00030230-00030629 front of people and then even putting it out on the Internet I is extremely +RimK4wJyr2Q-00064-00030629-00031043 powerful extremely powerful not only was she going through some healing herself +RimK4wJyr2Q-00065-00031043-00031424 but the other students who heard her recite this poem it's actually helping +RimK4wJyr2Q-00066-00031424-00031988 them to and she had a very strong strong powerful message you know so anyways I +RimK4wJyr2Q-00067-00031988-00032333 just want to bring light to this and hopefully you know you guys start +RimK4wJyr2Q-00068-00032333-00032756 thinking about that with your children or nephews or nieces or cousins or +RimK4wJyr2Q-00069-00032756-00033107 whoever it is young people need to start talking about this stuff and be more +RimK4wJyr2Q-00070-00033107-00033434 proactive about their mental health so anyways +RimK4wJyr2Q-00071-00033434-00033890 Emily Gibson if you happen to see this video you keep doing your thing girl and +RimK4wJyr2Q-00072-00033890-00034358 you know what in the info card I'll also put a link to Emily's channel she's just +RimK4wJyr2Q-00073-00034358-00034778 started to gain some traction get some subscribers go support her because she's +RimK4wJyr2Q-00074-00034778-00035150 doing a lot of stuff about mental health see has two poems up right now but it +RimK4wJyr2Q-00075-00035150-00035624 sounds like she's gonna keep going and I hope she does because young people do +RimK4wJyr2Q-00076-00035624-00035984 need a voice and more young people need to get together and start talking about +RimK4wJyr2Q-00077-00035984-00036524 how serious mental health actually is all right but anyways if you like this +RimK4wJyr2Q-00078-00036524-00036872 video please give it a thumbs up and if you are new here click that little round +RimK4wJyr2Q-00079-00036872-00037184 subscribe button I'm always making videos to help you out with your mental +RimK4wJyr2Q-00080-00037184-00037559 and emotional well-being and if you want to check out some more videos click or +RimK4wJyr2Q-00081-00037559-00037961 tap on one of the thumbnails right there thank you so much for watching I'll see +RimK4wJyr2Q-00082-00037961-00038224 you next time +Rl4a8ih8c8o-00000-00000000-00000196 Finds from the garbage dump 19 Marh 2016 +Rl4a8ih8c8o-00001-00000196-00000628 Hello,I start recording,we'll see what we can find interesting today... +RmqTcRpr4mk-00000-00000176-00000768 hi everyone i'm Dr. Anke al-Bataineh, welcome to the lifejacket online language +RmqTcRpr4mk-00001-00000768-00001224 course i'll start by telling you a little bit about myself and then about this course +RmqTcRpr4mk-00002-00001224-00001688 and i want you to take this video somewhat as a welcome and somewhat as a warning +RmqTcRpr4mk-00003-00001688-00002368 because this course will surprise you and challenge you and that's why it's here so first +RmqTcRpr4mk-00004-00002368-00002864 about me i'm currently the program chair of the masters in language education at wgu as well as an +RmqTcRpr4mk-00005-00002864-00003776 adjunct professor in language teaching methods at the encitinacion de long si civilization in paris +RmqTcRpr4mk-00006-00003776-00004416 and concordia college in moorhead minnesota my specialty is in the teaching of endangered +RmqTcRpr4mk-00007-00004480-00005144 heritage and minority languages i specifically work with languages where there's a risk that that +RmqTcRpr4mk-00008-00005144-00005664 language could be lost and i work on something called revitalization of those languages and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00009-00005664-00006296 training teachers to use the most effective methods to revitalize those languages so that they +RmqTcRpr4mk-00010-00006296-00006808 can live on so that people fall in love with them begin using them become fluent in them and then +RmqTcRpr4mk-00011-00006808-00007304 ultimately raise their children in them so that those language languages languages can live on +RmqTcRpr4mk-00012-00007359-00007872 and our world can preserve its beautiful diversity and wealth of cultural knowledge +RmqTcRpr4mk-00013-00008016-00008800 this course is a way of exploring those methods through your own experiences um i have designed +RmqTcRpr4mk-00014-00008800-00009336 this course to be sort of a framework that teachers could use for any language so +RmqTcRpr4mk-00015-00009408-00009976 i'm working on it in arabic french dakota and western armenian but you can design this course +RmqTcRpr4mk-00016-00009976-00010464 for any language and just simply tailor the culture and the linguistic structures +RmqTcRpr4mk-00017-00010464-00011056 to your particular context and the needs that you anticipate for your learners so +RmqTcRpr4mk-00018-00011056-00011536 there's a double purpose with this course and that's why i'm so glad that you're here +RmqTcRpr4mk-00019-00011536-00012112 one purpose is that you can learn the language and that's great i'm definitely working in every +RmqTcRpr4mk-00020-00012112-00012640 way that i can to promote the revitalization of the dakota language which is the language of +RmqTcRpr4mk-00021-00012640-00013319 the land that i live on of the indigenous people who have the rights to this land and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00022-00013319-00014144 it has been truly an honor and a gift to me to be able to learn that language and of course i'm +RmqTcRpr4mk-00023-00014144-00014856 i'm still learning but i'm able to share some basics with you and this is something that um +RmqTcRpr4mk-00024-00014856-00015400 i hope will spread is it is a commitment to learning the languages that our ancestors should +RmqTcRpr4mk-00025-00015400-00015936 have learned when they settled on the lands of indigenous people in the first place because those +RmqTcRpr4mk-00026-00015936-00016688 languages should be nourished and should live on and have a lot to teach us so i'm very excited +RmqTcRpr4mk-00027-00016688-00017152 that you're here to learn the basics of dakota and to prepare yourself for further learning of +RmqTcRpr4mk-00028-00017152-00017584 that language that's one purpose of this course and one thing you will definitely get out of it +RmqTcRpr4mk-00029-00017688-00018104 the other side of it is that this course is meant to be a model for teachers +RmqTcRpr4mk-00030-00018176-00018752 so this course um could be adapted for children but this particular incarnation that i'm putting +RmqTcRpr4mk-00031-00018752-00019312 online here and then that you're experiencing is for adults it's a little bit accelerated +RmqTcRpr4mk-00032-00019312-00019880 and it's meant to be a model for you of some of the key methods that allow us to revolutionize +RmqTcRpr4mk-00033-00019880-00020704 our language teaching to create unbelievable effectiveness in our courses such that your +RmqTcRpr4mk-00034-00020704-00021304 students will blow your mind with how quickly and how accurately proficient they become +RmqTcRpr4mk-00035-00021304-00022032 in the language you teach as well as the experience becomes humanizing empowering +RmqTcRpr4mk-00036-00022096-00022816 and joyful for you and for your students and it stops being about controlling and directing +RmqTcRpr4mk-00037-00022816-00023344 and instructing and forcing and blossoms into something that they are passionate about engaging +RmqTcRpr4mk-00038-00023344-00024024 in and that you have fun doing every day that's what the idea of revolutionizing language is about +RmqTcRpr4mk-00039-00024104-00024672 and and by doing that we can create my ultimate goal which is multilingual futures meaning a +RmqTcRpr4mk-00040-00024672-00025304 plurality of futures a plurality of world views because we have embraced a new perspective with +RmqTcRpr4mk-00041-00025304-00025864 love and joy and not because it was required of us or we were told that we had to or we +RmqTcRpr4mk-00042-00025864-00026504 were bored so we are just kind of playing around but because we fell in love with a new world view +RmqTcRpr4mk-00043-00026504-00027295 and with a new group of people's heritage that we can have some access to through language learning +RmqTcRpr4mk-00044-00027448-00027936 that's the double purpose of this course i will be offering activities to help you get +RmqTcRpr4mk-00045-00027936-00028336 both benefits of the course and i'll be asking for your feedback on both +RmqTcRpr4mk-00046-00028336-00028895 benefits of the course learning the language and experiencing the methods these methods are then +RmqTcRpr4mk-00047-00028895-00029448 explicitly taught and explicitly supported and structured for you to learn as a teacher +RmqTcRpr4mk-00048-00029512-00030016 in my course language to live in which you can find on the same platform i hope you will +RmqTcRpr4mk-00049-00030016-00030448 enroll in that course especially in tandem with this course it's extremely effective +RmqTcRpr4mk-00050-00030448-00031000 in helping you revolutionize your language teaching and get those benefits that i mentioned +RmqTcRpr4mk-00051-00031000-00031616 so this is meant to pair with that course because while you will experience a lot here you will be +RmqTcRpr4mk-00052-00031695-00032168 caught up with learning the language and so taking the language to live in course +RmqTcRpr4mk-00053-00032168-00032695 allows you to really reflect on what you got out of this course and turn it into something that you +RmqTcRpr4mk-00054-00032695-00033320 can use in your own context operationalize it for yourself and and i offer coaching to help +RmqTcRpr4mk-00055-00033320-00033912 with that as well and an advanced workshop to help you with the sort of advanced challenges +RmqTcRpr4mk-00056-00033912-00034368 that come with implementing a whole new revolutionary approach to language instruction +RmqTcRpr4mk-00057-00034520-00035104 so a few notes about this course that i want you to know i want you to know that the sequence of +RmqTcRpr4mk-00058-00035104-00035832 this course meaning what we learn on day one day two day three day four will surprise you it is not +RmqTcRpr4mk-00059-00035832-00036472 going to follow the sequence that you see in a lot of textbooks and it's not going to result in you +RmqTcRpr4mk-00060-00036544-00037176 talking about how your favorite hobby is soccer and you know you like to go on vacation to the +RmqTcRpr4mk-00061-00037176-00037984 beach or these kind of things there's a whole lot of thought research and evidence that has +RmqTcRpr4mk-00062-00037984-00038576 gone into the sequencing of this course it is very intentional and because it is intentional +RmqTcRpr4mk-00063-00038576-00039152 it will surprise you there is a deep purpose to everything that we learn and when we learn it +RmqTcRpr4mk-00064-00039152-00039552 some of that is language specific meaning you have to know certain language structures in order +RmqTcRpr4mk-00065-00039552-00040080 to be able to learn the next language structure but a lot of it is also purpose driven meaning +RmqTcRpr4mk-00066-00040168-00040616 the outcome of the life jacket course and the reason it's called life jacket is a bit of a joke +RmqTcRpr4mk-00067-00040616-00041176 because you are headed the theory of the courses you are headed to an immersion environment we are +RmqTcRpr4mk-00068-00041176-00041696 going to throw you into the water we are going to immerse you in this language and i hope that +RmqTcRpr4mk-00069-00041696-00042080 everyone will have that opportunity to go to an immersion school or an immersion environment in +RmqTcRpr4mk-00070-00042080-00042464 a language because of course it will be the most effective way for them to learn +RmqTcRpr4mk-00071-00042536-00042968 but what is the biggest barrier to getting into an immersion environment it's the intimidation +RmqTcRpr4mk-00072-00042968-00043472 it's the fear it's the not knowing where to begin i don't know how to ask where the bathroom is +RmqTcRpr4mk-00073-00043472-00043944 i don't understand what the teacher is saying to me and that makes it scary and inaccessible +RmqTcRpr4mk-00074-00044040-00044800 lifejacket is a tool to keep you afloat in immersion lifejacket is a very quick very +RmqTcRpr4mk-00075-00044800-00045344 intensive course that means that you can walk into an immersion environment whether it's a school +RmqTcRpr4mk-00076-00045344-00046152 in a classroom or a country or a community and you will be able to get around you will be able to get +RmqTcRpr4mk-00077-00046152-00046672 done what you need to get done in order to stay there and stay motivated to learn that language +RmqTcRpr4mk-00078-00046672-00047280 so lifejacket is just a short intervention it's very intensive but it's very very targeted to +RmqTcRpr4mk-00079-00047280-00047832 that purpose and everything has been backwards planned everything has been planned from the goal +RmqTcRpr4mk-00080-00047832-00048472 back to the beginning so that sequence does change with each language because there are +RmqTcRpr4mk-00081-00048472-00048992 certain cultural imperatives that you need to know up front when entering certain cultures +RmqTcRpr4mk-00082-00048992-00049640 that don't apply in another culture but please know that most of the work of this course +RmqTcRpr4mk-00083-00049640-00050056 is in the planning the structuring the sequencing everything has a reason +RmqTcRpr4mk-00084-00050232-00051016 also know that this course is what i call spiral sequenced meaning you will not learn something +RmqTcRpr4mk-00085-00051016-00051576 just once you will keep learning it again and again and again and applying it in new ways and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00086-00051576-00052240 and using it in different contexts until it sticks so it will have a chance to stick you do not have +RmqTcRpr4mk-00087-00052240-00052767 to memorize everything you are introduced to on the very first try that is not an expectation +RmqTcRpr4mk-00088-00052879-00053536 many adult learners struggle with this because they are very very programmed after +RmqTcRpr4mk-00089-00053616-00054360 18 to 25 years in the european model of factory schooling that everything is going to flow by +RmqTcRpr4mk-00090-00054360-00054920 them in a linear fashion and if they don't grab it and then pass the test then it's gone and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00091-00054920-00055648 they've failed and they're somehow a bad student that is not true here so part of your discomfort +RmqTcRpr4mk-00092-00055648-00056152 will be moving away from that model things are not perfectly linear here things go in circles +RmqTcRpr4mk-00093-00056152-00056976 things go around and around and around and they come back and so it's understood it's assumed that +RmqTcRpr4mk-00094-00056976-00057591 you will forget things after the first day they're introduced that's normal that's how the brain +RmqTcRpr4mk-00095-00057591-00058336 works that's not you being bad at languages or you being dumb or my favorite you being too old no +RmqTcRpr4mk-00096-00058488-00059096 nobody can remember everything in a new language the first time they hear it that's insane it is +RmqTcRpr4mk-00097-00059096-00059520 expected that you will struggle it is expected that you will forget is it expected that you will +RmqTcRpr4mk-00098-00059520-00060152 have to ask for help and we will teach you how to do that in the language so please take it easy on +RmqTcRpr4mk-00099-00060152-00060728 yourself and please understand that the need for repetition the need for reminders and the need for +RmqTcRpr4mk-00100-00060728-00061248 reteaching is built into the course and it should be built into your courses for your learners too +RmqTcRpr4mk-00101-00061528-00062248 the next thing that's going to make people nervous is that i am going to discourage you strongly +RmqTcRpr4mk-00102-00062391-00062808 from getting a notebook and writing down what you learn in this course and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00103-00062808-00063384 there are a couple of reasons for that and again your training in the european model of factory +RmqTcRpr4mk-00104-00063384-00064008 schooling is going to hate this you're going to hate me for this and you will not be the first +RmqTcRpr4mk-00105-00064008-00064552 learner to hate me and you will not be the last and yet i tell you that it is my strong strong +RmqTcRpr4mk-00106-00064552-00065272 strong recommendation that you do not take notes in this course and here are some of the reasons +RmqTcRpr4mk-00107-00065272-00065784 one is that if you are taking notes you are not engaged you are not listening you're not looking +RmqTcRpr4mk-00108-00065784-00066408 at people's mouths you're not analyzing slight differences in pronunciation you're not watching +RmqTcRpr4mk-00109-00066408-00067000 what happens in the interactions you're busy filling your notebook instead of filling your mind +RmqTcRpr4mk-00110-00067088-00067800 they're not the same thing two is that you have been trained to read and write in a language +RmqTcRpr4mk-00111-00067800-00068456 perhaps several languages but you have a a system for what letters mean and how you write down +RmqTcRpr4mk-00112-00068456-00069184 sounds that system does not apply to this language if you write this language down and then try to +RmqTcRpr4mk-00113-00069184-00070080 read what you have written your pronunciation will be wrong it will be wrong and we will not be able +RmqTcRpr4mk-00114-00070080-00070688 to understand you you will not be able to keep up with your classmates because your pronunciation +RmqTcRpr4mk-00115-00070688-00071360 will be wrong and oftentimes it will be unintelligible and that's because you are using +RmqTcRpr4mk-00116-00071360-00072040 a previous system that doesn't apply here and it's very tempting to do that but it slows down +RmqTcRpr4mk-00117-00072040-00072776 your learning i'm speaking from experience my very most studious students my very best note +RmqTcRpr4mk-00118-00072776-00073512 takers are my worst speakers please don't do that to yourself and please don't allow your students +RmqTcRpr4mk-00119-00073512-00074040 to get lost in this idea that it's linear and we have to write it all down because they will lose +RmqTcRpr4mk-00120-00074096-00074832 the potential that's being offered to them in the course the other reason is that your your +RmqTcRpr4mk-00121-00074832-00075448 your notebook doesn't actually help you remember and so what happens is that um you capture things +RmqTcRpr4mk-00122-00075448-00075920 but you don't capture the context and then when you get into the lived context you'll say +RmqTcRpr4mk-00123-00076016-00076656 i need my notebook and you won't be able to apply them and often the way that it gets represented in +RmqTcRpr4mk-00124-00076656-00077088 your notebook because you either didn't quite understand yet or you rushed to write it down +RmqTcRpr4mk-00125-00077088-00077544 and didn't catch all the details or whatever the case may be will be wrong and so you will +RmqTcRpr4mk-00126-00077544-00078280 be reteaching yourself incorrect language and incorrect community education strategies +RmqTcRpr4mk-00127-00078280-00078816 and so what we need from you in this course is to viscerally experience the communication scenarios +RmqTcRpr4mk-00128-00078816-00079448 and to allow that to take root in your mind and your body and not have it take root in a notebook +RmqTcRpr4mk-00129-00079520-00080008 because the idea is that you will then walk into an authentic communication situation and your +RmqTcRpr4mk-00130-00080008-00080528 mind and your body will know what to do your notebook which is back in your hotel room or +RmqTcRpr4mk-00131-00080528-00081080 your notebook which is back underneath your bed somewhere knowing what to do +RmqTcRpr4mk-00132-00081080-00081496 first of all it's probably wrong second of all it doesn't help you in a real situation so you're +RmqTcRpr4mk-00133-00081496-00082080 missing out if you're focusing on notes notes take away from your learning they do not add to it +RmqTcRpr4mk-00134-00082136-00082784 please please try to embrace the oral nature of language you learned your first language +RmqTcRpr4mk-00135-00082912-00083336 by just talking and listening to people talk that's how your brain is made +RmqTcRpr4mk-00136-00083392-00083792 you did not learn your first language by having a notebook in your crib and taking notes on +RmqTcRpr4mk-00137-00083792-00084352 everything your parents said so don't expect that to work here if that kind of approach worked +RmqTcRpr4mk-00138-00084416-00084744 everyone who takes a language in high school would be fluent in that language +RmqTcRpr4mk-00139-00084992-00085536 that is not the case so if we keep doing the same thing over and over we should expect the +RmqTcRpr4mk-00140-00085536-00086096 same result if we want a different result we need to do a different strategy so this will make you +RmqTcRpr4mk-00141-00086096-00086680 uncomfortable but try to embrace it some other things that might surprise you here is that this +RmqTcRpr4mk-00142-00086680-00087240 course is based on what's called construction grammar meaning we learn things in phrases so +RmqTcRpr4mk-00143-00087240-00087664 you will be expecting me to hand you a set of flashcards with a bunch of single words on them +RmqTcRpr4mk-00144-00087720-00088328 and you are expecting to memorize those single words and then blurt them out of course you'll +RmqTcRpr4mk-00145-00088328-00088824 have no idea how to put them together what order do they go in what are the conjunctions how does +RmqTcRpr4mk-00146-00088824-00089560 the grammar connect them and so that's why i won't do that because it's important that you +RmqTcRpr4mk-00147-00089672-00090368 experience uh the the the utterance we call it the utterance the construction +RmqTcRpr4mk-00148-00090432-00091024 as a whole and you see how it is learned and as we go through some examples you'll notice +RmqTcRpr4mk-00149-00091024-00091584 that you do this in your first language as well there are whole phrases that you blurt out in +RmqTcRpr4mk-00150-00091584-00092032 a scenario because you know that they belong to that scenario and you don't actually think +RmqTcRpr4mk-00151-00092032-00092456 about the grammar and you don't actually think about why do i say it that way you just know +RmqTcRpr4mk-00152-00092456-00092952 that in this context this is what i say and we're going to be using that brain function +RmqTcRpr4mk-00153-00093008-00093512 so we will be learning things as whole phrases and that might mean that you have some questions about +RmqTcRpr4mk-00154-00093512-00093888 like well why why is this letter here and why does it sound like that and what's the grammar +RmqTcRpr4mk-00155-00093888-00094504 here be patient we will get to that what we're going to do is give you a bunch of phrases to use +RmqTcRpr4mk-00156-00094592-00095048 in the context that you use them and then we're going to do something called pivot schema pivot +RmqTcRpr4mk-00157-00095048-00095616 schema means how can i take this phrase that i know and slightly change it so that it gets +RmqTcRpr4mk-00158-00095616-00096088 something else done and then slightly change it again so that it gets something else done and then +RmqTcRpr4mk-00159-00096088-00096512 slightly change it again so how can i maximize the usefulness of something that i already know +RmqTcRpr4mk-00160-00096608-00097040 and just apply it in different scenarios the course has been very carefully planned +RmqTcRpr4mk-00161-00097040-00097624 to allow you to do that so you'll be getting utterances constructions and you'll be learning +RmqTcRpr4mk-00162-00097624-00098072 how to apply them with slight changes in new situations and this is what you can also do +RmqTcRpr4mk-00163-00098072-00098592 for your students it will avoid the scenario where they've memorized a long list of words +RmqTcRpr4mk-00164-00098696-00099128 but then they cannot put those words properly into a sentence they don't know when to use them +RmqTcRpr4mk-00165-00099128-00099480 they don't know how to use them with the right tone or attitude or in the right context +RmqTcRpr4mk-00166-00099536-00100008 we're not going to do that we're going to give you phrases in context and then help you change them +RmqTcRpr4mk-00167-00100008-00100800 as needed for new contexts and and leverage them for maximum usefulness of a minimal vocabulary +RmqTcRpr4mk-00168-00100800-00101424 that you'll have all of this adds up to one of the most important lessons in language learning +RmqTcRpr4mk-00169-00101600-00102112 language learning is not about intelligence there's a +RmqTcRpr4mk-00170-00102112-00102632 very big myth going around that it's about being smart or being smart for languages people are +RmqTcRpr4mk-00171-00102632-00103311 constantly telling me that i'm smart for languages that is not true there is no evidence to support +RmqTcRpr4mk-00172-00103311-00103783 that there is some kind of particular intelligence or brain function for languages that is not true +RmqTcRpr4mk-00173-00103911-00104304 the other thing is oh well people can only learn languages until they're 12 or people can only +RmqTcRpr4mk-00174-00104304-00104648 learn languages until they're two or people can only learn languages until they're 15. or people +RmqTcRpr4mk-00175-00104648-00105072 can only learn languages until they're 35. all of that has been debunked none of that is true +RmqTcRpr4mk-00176-00105152-00105744 none of that is true there are cognitive diseases and cognitive decline that affect all of our +RmqTcRpr4mk-00177-00105744-00106200 learning but not that affect language learning specifically so barring a physical brain injury +RmqTcRpr4mk-00178-00106272-00106800 or malformation everyone has the same potential what is different is the method that they +RmqTcRpr4mk-00179-00106800-00107264 encounter and most of you will have encountered very poor methods for most of your experiences +RmqTcRpr4mk-00180-00107359-00107959 as well as the attitude with which they come and we don't train people on attitude a lot so i'm +RmqTcRpr4mk-00181-00107959-00108592 going to give you a quick preview of the attitudes that help you maximize your learning the first +RmqTcRpr4mk-00182-00108592-00109008 thing and this is kind of a personality thing for some of you this is really challenging but +RmqTcRpr4mk-00183-00109008-00109688 it's something you want to cultivate it's called tolerance for ambiguity tolerance for ambiguity +RmqTcRpr4mk-00184-00109768-00110064 just like it sounds it means that when something isn't quite clear +RmqTcRpr4mk-00185-00110128-00110559 or you're not quite sure what the answer is or you're not quite sure what someone means +RmqTcRpr4mk-00186-00110559-00111704 that you have enough emotional control to wait just wait and see what happens next wait and see +RmqTcRpr4mk-00187-00111704-00112416 if it becomes clear if it doesn't become clear note it look for another instance in which the +RmqTcRpr4mk-00188-00112416-00113111 same thing arises see if it becomes clear if it doesn't then you might decide okay i'm going to +RmqTcRpr4mk-00189-00113111-00113711 ask about this because i've noticed it a few times and it's not becoming clear to me that +RmqTcRpr4mk-00190-00113711-00114159 is good language learning what is bad language learning what is ineffective language learning +RmqTcRpr4mk-00191-00114264-00114824 is you is you hearing a word you you don't know and immediately saying wait stop what does that +RmqTcRpr4mk-00192-00114824-00115504 word mean you cannot learn that way i want you to ask for help i'll teach you how to ask for help +RmqTcRpr4mk-00193-00115504-00115983 people ask what does that mean how do i say this we will do all of that but you can't stop every +RmqTcRpr4mk-00194-00115983-00116368 conversation you can't stop every interaction and say why i didn't know that word what is that why +RmqTcRpr4mk-00195-00116368-00116976 did you do it that way because if you do that you're blocking the chance to just see it and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00196-00116976-00117408 learn it like you did when you were a baby when you were a baby you didn't stop your parents every +RmqTcRpr4mk-00197-00117408-00118032 half a sentence and say now why did you conjugate that verb that way you just watched and you waited +RmqTcRpr4mk-00198-00118088-00118504 and you figured it out over enough examples it kept coming back in you and you got it +RmqTcRpr4mk-00199-00118600-00119024 that's what will happen with language learning now you're an adult and we don't have as much time as +RmqTcRpr4mk-00200-00119024-00119480 when you were a baby so we will do some asking and some explaining yes but if you demand an +RmqTcRpr4mk-00201-00119480-00119896 explanation for every single thing that you don't understand there won't be room for you to learn +RmqTcRpr4mk-00202-00119968-00120400 and sometimes there isn't a clear answer that's one of the beauty of language learning and also +RmqTcRpr4mk-00203-00120400-00120911 exploring other cultures is that sometimes there isn't a translation or there isn't an easy way for +RmqTcRpr4mk-00204-00120911-00121408 me to tell you what this word means you just need to see it happen in a few contexts and realize oh +RmqTcRpr4mk-00205-00121464-00121904 this word does this in this context and this in this context and this in this context +RmqTcRpr4mk-00206-00121904-00122535 that is its meaning so i don't like to talk about meaning as much i like to talk about function +RmqTcRpr4mk-00207-00122535-00123159 what's the function of this word or this phrase that you're hearing what is it doing because the +RmqTcRpr4mk-00208-00123159-00123552 meaning implies that we're going to break it down to its roots and do an analysis and every once in +RmqTcRpr4mk-00209-00123552-00124056 a while we will but that doing that all the time will not make you fluent in a language it will +RmqTcRpr4mk-00210-00124056-00124456 not it will make you very knowledgeable about a language and if you want to study linguistics like +RmqTcRpr4mk-00211-00124456-00125032 i did and get a sense of the scientific building blocks of this language by all means go ahead +RmqTcRpr4mk-00212-00125032-00125576 but that doesn't lead to proficiency and so we're here we're working on proficiency we're focusing +RmqTcRpr4mk-00213-00125576-00126272 on the vitality of the language the use and the use doesn't depend on analysis the use depends on +RmqTcRpr4mk-00214-00126328-00127128 patience observation curiosity wondering lean in to that curiosity lean in to that feeling +RmqTcRpr4mk-00215-00127128-00127632 of being a little bit unsure the better that you are at embracing that the better you will be at +RmqTcRpr4mk-00216-00127632-00128072 language learning generally and that's something that we as language teachers want to cultivate +RmqTcRpr4mk-00217-00128072-00128688 in our students it's not always clear there's not always a perfect answer to our questions +RmqTcRpr4mk-00218-00128840-00129592 that is the reality that is what we are doing here there's also something called instrumental versus +RmqTcRpr4mk-00219-00129592-00130168 integrative motivations and so instrumental motivations this is a much bigger discussion but +RmqTcRpr4mk-00220-00130168-00130848 very quickly instrumental motivations means i just want the to learn this language so i can pass this +RmqTcRpr4mk-00221-00130848-00131272 course or i want to learn this language so i can make more money or i want to learn this language +RmqTcRpr4mk-00222-00131392-00131848 so that i can be qualified for this job for example i want to do this so i can +RmqTcRpr4mk-00223-00131848-00132320 get something out of it and what happens with instrumental motivation is that people +RmqTcRpr4mk-00224-00132320-00132784 are really really motivated for a little while then they get the basic that they need +RmqTcRpr4mk-00225-00132784-00133208 you know i need to be able to go to the market and buy food you get enough that you can kind of +RmqTcRpr4mk-00226-00133208-00133728 stumble through a market transaction and then you stop you give up because you got what you needed +RmqTcRpr4mk-00227-00133832-00134264 what we hope to cultivate in ourselves and in our students is something called integrative +RmqTcRpr4mk-00228-00134264-00134752 motivation meaning i'm curious about these people i'm curious about this culture i want to be a part +RmqTcRpr4mk-00229-00134752-00135272 of it i want to participate in it i want to be accepted by them i want to i want to show myself +RmqTcRpr4mk-00230-00135272-00135776 to them and i can do that by learning how they understand things and by communicating with them +RmqTcRpr4mk-00231-00135776-00136200 and so i want you to focus on yourself even though you're in this course probably because you're a +RmqTcRpr4mk-00232-00136200-00136752 teacher and you're trying to learn about teaching methods and that's okay i want you to focus on +RmqTcRpr4mk-00233-00136752-00137296 imagining yourself communicating with speakers of this language in this case with dakota speakers +RmqTcRpr4mk-00234-00137352-00137824 and and how can i be appropriate and how can i be how can i put them at ease how can +RmqTcRpr4mk-00235-00137824-00138592 i explain myself how can i be accepted um and not alienate people not be too aggressive or too rude +RmqTcRpr4mk-00236-00138592-00139064 um how can i make sure that that i can socialize with these people in a healthy way +RmqTcRpr4mk-00237-00139144-00139536 if you have that as your motivation you get a lot further with language learning +RmqTcRpr4mk-00238-00139536-00140072 and your proficiency is much higher so you want to cultivate that integrative motivation in yourself +RmqTcRpr4mk-00239-00140168-00140776 and in your students and that means being tolerant of things that aren't necessarily your favorite +RmqTcRpr4mk-00240-00140880-00141584 it means embracing things that aren't necessarily cut and dried it means continuing to try +RmqTcRpr4mk-00241-00141704-00142232 to adjust to their worldview even though you are still being yourself +RmqTcRpr4mk-00242-00142488-00143144 finally i want to make a note that i'm teaching the dakota language here partly because this +RmqTcRpr4mk-00243-00143144-00143560 course is very effective when the people taking it don't actually know the language at all +RmqTcRpr4mk-00244-00143640-00144336 and um this course was co-developed with my own teacher of dakota who's called shishokoduta and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00245-00144336-00144896 he teaches at the university of minnesota in the twin cities and i'm very very grateful to +RmqTcRpr4mk-00246-00144896-00145448 him not only for helping to develop this course and helping to correct my errors and guide me +RmqTcRpr4mk-00247-00145520-00146296 but also just for his generosity and welcoming of me as a washi to white person settler person +RmqTcRpr4mk-00248-00146352-00147016 to his language course my ancestors the white settler people have done unspeakable +RmqTcRpr4mk-00249-00147128-00147792 evil and damages to the dakota people and that is why in the state of minnesota we currently have +RmqTcRpr4mk-00250-00147792-00148584 about two living people who grew up speaking dakota and still speak it +RmqTcRpr4mk-00251-00148664-00149240 immense violence was done and trauma was inflicted to make that number be so low +RmqTcRpr4mk-00252-00149392-00149968 i want to help reverse that i want to make that number higher i want there to be a new generation +RmqTcRpr4mk-00253-00149968-00150416 of people who are raised speaking dakota and who continue to speak it their whole life and i want +RmqTcRpr4mk-00254-00150416-00150856 to see that language flourish and become a dominant language on the land of minnesota +RmqTcRpr4mk-00255-00150912-00151696 again however it's understandable that many dakota people do not trust +RmqTcRpr4mk-00256-00151784-00152384 settler people white people because of the trauma that they have experienced and because no one has +RmqTcRpr4mk-00257-00152384-00153040 ever apologized to them no one has ever said we were wrong no one has ever given their land +RmqTcRpr4mk-00258-00153040-00153648 back or reimbursed them for what was stolen so it's understandable that there's not much trust +RmqTcRpr4mk-00259-00153760-00154328 so i'm deeply grateful to my two main teachers shishokoduta and chante maza +RmqTcRpr4mk-00260-00154480-00155216 for their openness for trusting me to teach me their language for helping me with this course +RmqTcRpr4mk-00261-00155216-00155752 to make it effective and correct as much as possible there may still be errors all +RmqTcRpr4mk-00262-00155752-00156272 of which will be my fault and i also want to say that i don't necessarily +RmqTcRpr4mk-00263-00156336-00156984 feel that it's okay for white folks to um take the dakota language and teach it however they want +RmqTcRpr4mk-00264-00157096-00157600 there should always be communication with the community there should always be an analysis of +RmqTcRpr4mk-00265-00157600-00158200 the potential harms of doing that and and how it should be done so because this course has +RmqTcRpr4mk-00266-00158200-00158800 a double purpose we're using the dakota language i treat that a quota language with great respect +RmqTcRpr4mk-00267-00159000-00159752 i have deep respect for the dakota people and they have welcomed me as a guest to their language i am +RmqTcRpr4mk-00268-00159752-00160272 sharing that with you and i expect that you will have us the same reverence and respect +RmqTcRpr4mk-00269-00160272-00160680 some of you may be dakota in which case welcome and thank you for sharing your language with us +RmqTcRpr4mk-00270-00160856-00161568 but most of you will not be duck put up and so i want you to understand that +RmqTcRpr4mk-00271-00161568-00162184 this language is a gift that it must be treated with respect and treated with great value +RmqTcRpr4mk-00272-00162280-00162904 this is a precious resource that we have access to i hope that you will approach every language +RmqTcRpr4mk-00273-00162904-00163608 that you teach with respect for its value and its meaning to its people but in this case it's just a +RmqTcRpr4mk-00274-00163608-00164192 special circumstance and so i want to say that i'm deeply grateful and honored for this opportunity +RmqTcRpr4mk-00275-00164328-00165000 and that i will make mistakes and that i would like to be told about my mistakes and +RmqTcRpr4mk-00276-00165000-00165528 i will try to improve and that we should always be very thoughtful and careful +RmqTcRpr4mk-00277-00165608-00166272 when we learn or teach indigenous languages to minimize the harm that we do and maximize the +RmqTcRpr4mk-00278-00166272-00166832 benefit not just to ourselves but to the people who are the true owners of those languages +RmqTcRpr4mk-00279-00166832-00167544 so i thank you for understanding that and i'm excited to go through this intense uncomfortable +RmqTcRpr4mk-00280-00167648-00168992 challenging fascinating exciting revolutionized experience with you thank you for being here +RmVNTx3vH00-00000-00000016-00000495 Welcome to the Elizabeth A. Sackler Center for Feminist Art at the Brooklyn Museum. +RmVNTx3vH00-00001-00000495-00000953 My name is Lian Sifuentes, and I am the academic programs coordinator here at the Education +RmVNTx3vH00-00002-00000953-00001271 Division of the Museum. +RmVNTx3vH00-00003-00001271-00001919 Today, we're very happy to present Courtney Martin, coeditor of the anthology, Click, +RmVNTx3vH00-00004-00001919-00002476 When We Knew We Were Feminists, leading a panel of pretty phenomenal women in a discussion +RmVNTx3vH00-00005-00002476-00002721 of how they discovered feminism. +RmVNTx3vH00-00006-00002721-00002983 So, I'm really hoping this will be a good conversation. +RmVNTx3vH00-00007-00002983-00003579 So, I'm going to introduce Courtney Martin, and then Ms. Martin will be introducing the +RmVNTx3vH00-00008-00003579-00004048 rest of the panelists. +RmVNTx3vH00-00009-00004048-00004453 Courtney Martin is a writer, teacher, and speaker living in Brooklyn. +RmVNTx3vH00-00010-00004453-00005137 Her first book, Perfect Girls, Starving Daughters, How the Quest for Perfection is Harming Young +RmVNTx3vH00-00011-00005137-00005546 Women, led her to speak at over 50 colleges and universities across the nation. +RmVNTx3vH00-00012-00005546-00006089 She's also an editor at feministing.com, the most highly read feminist publication in the +RmVNTx3vH00-00013-00006089-00006645 world, and a senior correspondent for the American Prospect. +RmVNTx3vH00-00014-00006645-00007079 She has had an ongoing collaboration here with the Sackler Center for several years +RmVNTx3vH00-00015-00007079-00007302 and has moderated several panels. +RmVNTx3vH00-00016-00007302-00007815 We're very happy to have her here, so thank you very much. +RmVNTx3vH00-00017-00007815-00008179 Please help me welcome Courtney Martin. +RmVNTx3vH00-00018-00008179-00008421 Thank you very much. +RmVNTx3vH00-00019-00008421-00008707 Thanks so much for being here. +RmVNTx3vH00-00020-00008707-00009121 It's very exciting to see that a panel on young feminism gets a crowd like this. +RmVNTx3vH00-00021-00009121-00009757 So, I'm going to introduce each of these talented people right before they talk, but I wanted +RmVNTx3vH00-00022-00009757-00010200 to first give you a bit of an introduction about how Click came to be. +RmVNTx3vH00-00023-00010200-00010890 Courtney Sullivan, who is right here to my left, and I are friends, and she's a novelist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00024-00010890-00011459 She was writing a scene where she had to figure out, she had a contemporary young woman character +RmVNTx3vH00-00025-00011459-00011675 who was going to have her feminist click moment. +RmVNTx3vH00-00026-00011675-00012068 So, Courtney decided, I'm going to email a bunch of my young feminist friends and say, +RmVNTx3vH00-00027-00012068-00012192 what was your click moment? +RmVNTx3vH00-00028-00012192-00012486 to make sure this is kind of authentic and interesting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00029-00012486-00013088 So, what emerged was this email thread where people sort of owned up about, Oh, it was +RmVNTx3vH00-00030-00013088-00013897 this documentary film, It was this academic experience, It was when I got raped, It was, +RmVNTx3vH00-00031-00013897-00014402 this is mine, when I saw someone wearing fishnet stockings. +RmVNTx3vH00-00032-00014402-00014594 Longer story, I'll explain later. +RmVNTx3vH00-00033-00014594-00014972 So, we read all of these threads, and I said to Courtney, I think we were having lunch +RmVNTx3vH00-00034-00014972-00015524 at the time, and I was like, That was really interesting, because if we had sent that same +RmVNTx3vH00-00035-00015524-00015934 email, for example, to a group of my mom's friends, I think we would've gotten a very +RmVNTx3vH00-00036-00015934-00016149 different list. +RmVNTx3vH00-00037-00016149-00016693 And maybe we would've actually gotten some of the same items, but it's sort of expanded +RmVNTx3vH00-00038-00016693-00017112 in terms of the entry points that people have to feminism. +RmVNTx3vH00-00039-00017112-00017659 And wouldn't it be cool to actually anthologize that in some way, to create some sort of document +RmVNTx3vH00-00040-00017659-00018256 that goes beyond our very exclusive email chain and helps people understand that the +RmVNTx3vH00-00041-00018256-00018728 contemporary feminist movement is both incredibly diverse in terms of the way people engage +RmVNTx3vH00-00042-00018728-00019264 it, different kinds of activism, writing, blogging, community organizing, changing institutions +RmVNTx3vH00-00043-00019264-00019747 from the inside out, but also, that's mirrored by the way people come to feminism these days. +RmVNTx3vH00-00044-00019747-00020104 There are so many amazing different entry points. +RmVNTx3vH00-00045-00020104-00020220 So that's how it came about. +RmVNTx3vH00-00046-00020220-00020816 We also want to pay homage to the woman who really coined this idea, the feminist click +RmVNTx3vH00-00047-00020816-00020927 moment. +RmVNTx3vH00-00048-00020927-00021256 Does anyone know, who has not read the anthology, where that comes from? +RmVNTx3vH00-00049-00021256-00021464 Anyone in the audience? +RmVNTx3vH00-00050-00021464-00021619 Raise your hand. +RmVNTx3vH00-00051-00021619-00021719 Really? +RmVNTx3vH00-00052-00021719-00021819 Come on. +RmVNTx3vH00-00053-00021819-00022181 There were some Ms. Magazine readers in here from the 70s. +RmVNTx3vH00-00054-00022181-00022378 I see you ladies. +RmVNTx3vH00-00055-00022378-00023165 All right, so Jane O'Reilly in 1971 wrote an essay in Ms. Magazine about the click moment. +RmVNTx3vH00-00056-00023165-00023534 And I want to read just a little bit of that to you to give you a sense of how different +RmVNTx3vH00-00057-00023534-00024032 it might be from what you're going to be hearing in a second. +RmVNTx3vH00-00058-00024032-00024859 So, Jane O'Reilly reclaimed the click for the ladies in her 1971 Ms. Magazine cover +RmVNTx3vH00-00059-00024859-00025277 story entitled The Housewife's Moment of Truth. +RmVNTx3vH00-00060-00025277-00025567 Not a lot of housewives on this stage, but you'll see that soon. +RmVNTx3vH00-00061-00025567-00025952 Appearing in the inaugural issue, it opened with a group of women lying on the floor in +RmVNTx3vH00-00062-00025952-00026529 Aspen, this is a quote, floating free and uneasy on the indoor outdoor carpet, eyes +RmVNTx3vH00-00063-00026529-00027147 closed, being led through the first phase of a workshop in Approaching Unisexuality. +RmVNTx3vH00-00064-00027147-00027614 The women, quote, recognized the click of recognition, that parenthesis of truth around +RmVNTx3vH00-00065-00027614-00027958 a little thing that completes the puzzle of reality in women's minds. +RmVNTx3vH00-00066-00027958-00028455 The moment that brings a gleam to our eyes and means the revolution has begun. +RmVNTx3vH00-00067-00028455-00028914 The backdrop of O'Reilly's story is distinctly early 70s, and the realizations that occur +RmVNTx3vH00-00068-00028914-00029332 on that, no doubt shag, carpet seem somewhat fixed in time, too. +RmVNTx3vH00-00069-00029332-00029699 One by one, the women O'Reilly describes realize that they can no longer tolerate the sexism +RmVNTx3vH00-00070-00029699-00029799 all around. +RmVNTx3vH00-00071-00029799-00030152 She writes, In Houston, Texas, a friend of mine stood and watched her husband step over +RmVNTx3vH00-00072-00030152-00030507 a pile of toys on the stairs, put there to be carried up. +RmVNTx3vH00-00073-00030507-00030864 Why can't you get this stuff put away? he mumbled. +RmVNTx3vH00-00074-00030864-00030964 Click. +RmVNTx3vH00-00075-00030964-00031269 You have two hands, she said, turning away. +RmVNTx3vH00-00076-00031269-00031576 Last summer, I got a letter from a man who wrote, I do not agree with your last article, +RmVNTx3vH00-00077-00031576-00031860 and I am cancelling my wife's subscription. +RmVNTx3vH00-00078-00031860-00032581 The next day, I got a letter from his wife saying, I am not cancelling my subscription. +RmVNTx3vH00-00079-00032581-00032719 Click. +RmVNTx3vH00-00080-00032719-00032991 Last August, I was on a boat leaving an island in Maine. +RmVNTx3vH00-00081-00032991-00033284 Two families were with me, and the mothers were discussing the troubles of cleaning up +RmVNTx3vH00-00082-00033284-00033422 after a rental summer. +RmVNTx3vH00-00083-00033422-00033639 Bob cleaned up the bathroom for me, didn't you, honey? +RmVNTx3vH00-00084-00033639-00033900 she confided, gratefully patting her husband's knee. +RmVNTx3vH00-00085-00033900-00034198 Well, what the hell, it's vacation, he said fondly. +RmVNTx3vH00-00086-00034198-00034652 The two women looked at each other, and the queerest change came over their faces. +RmVNTx3vH00-00087-00034652-00035063 I got up at six this morning to make the sandwiches for the trip home from this vacation, the +RmVNTx3vH00-00088-00035063-00035163 first one said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00089-00035163-00035554 So, I wonder why I've thanked him at least six times for cleaning the bathroom. +RmVNTx3vH00-00090-00035554-00035833 Click, click, click. +RmVNTx3vH00-00091-00035833-00036412 So this is sort of the 70s era version of what we tried to do in our anthology. +RmVNTx3vH00-00092-00036412-00036929 As you'll see, it sounds very, very different, but we wanted to express our gratitude to +RmVNTx3vH00-00093-00036929-00037255 that article and to sort of this continuum of that conversation. +RmVNTx3vH00-00094-00037255-00037690 The other really modern, wonderful thing is that we've become Facebook friends with Jane +RmVNTx3vH00-00095-00037690-00038197 O'Reilly, and so she loves to comment on our stuff, and we're all buddies now. +RmVNTx3vH00-00096-00038197-00038665 So, yeah, she's into Click, so that's a great tribute. +RmVNTx3vH00-00097-00038665-00039147 In any case, what you're going to be hearing, so Courtney and I created this anthology, +RmVNTx3vH00-00098-00039147-00039501 that's the punch line, with Seal Press. +RmVNTx3vH00-00099-00039501-00040084 It's really, it was our attempt to, as I said, represent the diversity of this movement and +RmVNTx3vH00-00100-00040084-00040469 all the different ways in which women enter into it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00101-00040469-00040969 And it was incredible for us because we really weren't terribly proficient about getting +RmVNTx3vH00-00102-00040969-00041321 the call for submissions out into the world because we've never done this before. +RmVNTx3vH00-00103-00041321-00041486 We posted on Feministing, etc. +RmVNTx3vH00-00104-00041486-00041857 We had a flood of amazing work. +RmVNTx3vH00-00105-00041857-00042261 So the challenge was really narrowing it down to fit into this one book. +RmVNTx3vH00-00106-00042261-00042721 I mean, there could be volumes of the ways in which young women and men are entering +RmVNTx3vH00-00107-00042721-00042821 this movement. +RmVNTx3vH00-00108-00042821-00043275 But we're so proud of the work that's in here and the voices that are represented and even +RmVNTx3vH00-00109-00043275-00043822 more proud that three of them, four of them, counting Courtney, are here today to really +RmVNTx3vH00-00110-00043822-00044190 give you a piece of their essay in their own voices. +RmVNTx3vH00-00111-00044190-00044724 And Dr. Sackler, who obviously endowed this Center, specifically requested this panel, +RmVNTx3vH00-00112-00044724-00045171 requested these voices, because she read the anthology and was so moved by it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00113-00045171-00045688 She's actually ill today so she couldn't be here, but that was something that I was incredibly +RmVNTx3vH00-00114-00045688-00046165 touched by for a woman who's such a hero of this movement to really hear these voices +RmVNTx3vH00-00115-00046165-00046489 and say, I want to hear them myself in person, was really exciting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00116-00046489-00046613 So we will start. +RmVNTx3vH00-00117-00046613-00046985 Without further ado we're differently going to have time for questions which will really +RmVNTx3vH00-00118-00046985-00047513 make this interactive, but we'll start out by hearing an excerpt from each of the essayists. +RmVNTx3vH00-00119-00047513-00047988 We're going to start with Miriam Perez who is a writer, blogger, and a reproductive justice +RmVNTx3vH00-00120-00047988-00048133 activist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00121-00048133-00048638 She's an editor of feministing.com and the founder of radicaldoula.com, which is a really +RmVNTx3vH00-00122-00048638-00048865 awesome site if anyone hasn't checked it out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00123-00048865-00049266 Her work has appeared in Bitch Magazine and The Nation and Alternet, and the American +RmVNTx3vH00-00124-00049266-00049366 Prospect. +RmVNTx3vH00-00125-00049366-00049722 She had a piece in this week's Colorlines Magazine, and it's really provocative and +RmVNTx3vH00-00126-00049722-00049891 interesting, so you should check that out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00127-00049891-00050544 Perez was named one of the Lambda Literary Foundation 2010 emerging LGBT Voices and she's +RmVNTx3vH00-00128-00050544-00050670 a dear friend of mine. +RmVNTx3vH00-00129-00050670-00050821 Thank you Courtney. +RmVNTx3vH00-00130-00050821-00051324 Hi everyone, thanks for being here and feel free to file in and sit on the floor if you +RmVNTx3vH00-00131-00051324-00051520 don't want to stand in the corner over there. +RmVNTx3vH00-00132-00051520-00051933 So I'm going to read a short excerpt from my essay which is called, Pillow Dancing and +RmVNTx3vH00-00133-00051933-00052435 Other Failed Hetero Experiments. +RmVNTx3vH00-00134-00052435-00052906 After a big family dinner, my dad and stepmom were settled into the couch watching Crossfire, +RmVNTx3vH00-00135-00052906-00053064 a favorite conservative political show of Pop's. +RmVNTx3vH00-00136-00053064-00053432 My brother and I call him Pop, short for Poppy. +RmVNTx3vH00-00137-00053432-00053870 Fourteen and full of angst I walked into the living room and blurted out, But what if I +RmVNTx3vH00-00138-00053870-00053970 got pregnant? +RmVNTx3vH00-00139-00053970-00054280 I was so burning out from our debate during dinner about teen pregnancy. +RmVNTx3vH00-00140-00054280-00054729 You wouldn't get pregnant, first of all, but if you did, Pop stated, Definitely I think +RmVNTx3vH00-00141-00054729-00055035 you should be sent away as a punishment. +RmVNTx3vH00-00142-00055035-00055260 This was not a typical exchange for us. +RmVNTx3vH00-00143-00055260-00055563 You name a political wedge issue and we probably debated it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00144-00055563-00055907 His challenges and talking points taught me how to hone my arguments and make them as +RmVNTx3vH00-00145-00055907-00056113 apposition ready as possible. +RmVNTx3vH00-00146-00056113-00056252 Want to talk about abortion? +RmVNTx3vH00-00147-00056252-00056627 I could run down the list of typical anti choice arguments and come up with my standard +RmVNTx3vH00-00148-00056627-00056727 responses. +RmVNTx3vH00-00149-00056727-00056977 Want to debate about biological differences between the sexes? +RmVNTx3vH00-00150-00056977-00057229 I had a retort for all the standard challenges. +RmVNTx3vH00-00151-00057229-00057511 What about sports, muscle definition, intelligence? +RmVNTx3vH00-00152-00057511-00058024 It's not easy, but for me, to admit that conversations with my conservative father, most of which +RmVNTx3vH00-00153-00058024-00058510 put him on the decidedly anti feminist side of things, were a large part of my feminist +RmVNTx3vH00-00154-00058510-00058610 formation. +RmVNTx3vH00-00155-00058610-00059016 While I no longer have the patience for these kinds of debates with Pop, I do have to give +RmVNTx3vH00-00156-00059016-00059387 him credit for making me feel respected during our back and forth. +RmVNTx3vH00-00157-00059387-00059769 Just the fact that he was willing to engage me, beginning as early as eleven or twelve +RmVNTx3vH00-00158-00059769-00060214 years old, showed me that my ideals did matter, regardless of how wrong he thought I was. +RmVNTx3vH00-00159-00060214-00060692 I wish I could point to a day when one of these arguments really crystallized my feminist +RmVNTx3vH00-00160-00060692-00060792 identity. +RmVNTx3vH00-00161-00060792-00061157 I wish I could say one night over our rough emporium I declared to my family around the +RmVNTx3vH00-00162-00061157-00061316 table, I'm a feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00163-00061316-00061823 Unfortunately I can't, and that's because I didn't come to feminism in any one single +RmVNTx3vH00-00164-00061823-00061923 moment. +RmVNTx3vH00-00165-00061923-00062270 I pretty much rejected the term for a long time, afraid of connotations that come with +RmVNTx3vH00-00166-00062270-00062566 it, not wanting to differentiate myself from my peers. +RmVNTx3vH00-00167-00062566-00063150 But long before I embraced the term, my experiences slowly shaped my feminist perspective. +RmVNTx3vH00-00168-00063150-00063369 Skipping around a bit so I apologize for that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00169-00063369-00063719 My friends and I spent the majority of social through high school trying to perfect the +RmVNTx3vH00-00170-00063719-00064038 art of relating to and understanding boys. +RmVNTx3vH00-00171-00064038-00064629 From a really young age, I had my first boyfriend in first grade, boys were all I talked about +RmVNTx3vH00-00172-00064629-00064855 with my circle of friends, boys were our world. +RmVNTx3vH00-00173-00064855-00065351 From elementary school until the day I graduated high school, dating boys is what we talked +RmVNTx3vH00-00174-00065351-00065555 about and breathed. +RmVNTx3vH00-00175-00065555-00065730 When we were young it was pretty innocent. +RmVNTx3vH00-00176-00065730-00066002 Take for example my third grade boyfriend, William. +RmVNTx3vH00-00177-00066002-00066506 He and I only had one face to face conversation during the entirety our relationship, before +RmVNTx3vH00-00178-00066506-00066814 I decided it was time to end things. +RmVNTx3vH00-00179-00066814-00067230 I used the 1990s version of the text message breakup, avoiding any direct contact with +RmVNTx3vH00-00180-00067230-00067712 him, by asking my friend to tell his friend to tell him it was over. +RmVNTx3vH00-00181-00067712-00068044 This was standard practice, my friends and I went through multiple boyfriends this way +RmVNTx3vH00-00182-00068044-00068386 and it kept things feeling light and inconsequential. +RmVNTx3vH00-00183-00068386-00068749 As we reached middle school, things turned slightly more racy and stories of friends +RmVNTx3vH00-00184-00068749-00069036 hitting the bases with their boyfriends were common. +RmVNTx3vH00-00185-00069036-00069786 Actual sex was still rare but the other bases, french, feel, finger, the four F's we called +RmVNTx3vH00-00186-00069786-00070025 them, were fair game. +RmVNTx3vH00-00187-00070025-00070437 I was really into hearing about my friends' escapades, even when my streak with boys ended +RmVNTx3vH00-00188-00070437-00071017 after it was no longer acceptable using the telephone game. +RmVNTx3vH00-00189-00071017-00071373 Each day there was a new object of my affection and choice about who danced with whom at the +RmVNTx3vH00-00190-00071373-00071757 middle school dance, complete with the full report at the twenty girl sleepover at Katherine's +RmVNTx3vH00-00191-00071757-00071857 house afterwards. +RmVNTx3vH00-00192-00071857-00072344 I remember one such clearly, because after not being asked to slow dance at all, I usually +RmVNTx3vH00-00193-00072344-00072844 spent those songs consoling some crying friend in the girls' bathroom, I initiated a new +RmVNTx3vH00-00194-00072844-00072968 game, dancing with pillows. +RmVNTx3vH00-00195-00072968-00074283 After making up a dance to Montell Jordan's, This is How We Do It, 10 of us grabbed pillows +RmVNTx3vH00-00196-00074283-00074679 from the living room couch and slowed danced with them, pretending they were our imaginary +RmVNTx3vH00-00197-00074679-00074779 boyfriends. +RmVNTx3vH00-00198-00074779-00075141 I didn't see much more action than that pillow dancing for the rest of middle and most of +RmVNTx3vH00-00199-00075141-00075241 high school. +RmVNTx3vH00-00200-00075241-00075468 I like to joke that I peaked early with boys. +RmVNTx3vH00-00201-00075468-00076042 I had more boyfriends before the fifth grade than the rest of my dating career combined. +RmVNTx3vH00-00202-00076042-00076379 It wasn't for a lack of trying, that's for sure. +RmVNTx3vH00-00203-00076379-00076657 I was the girl who the boys never liked, at least not in that way. +RmVNTx3vH00-00204-00076657-00076997 Friends would all explain that they couldn't possibly understand why. +RmVNTx3vH00-00205-00076997-00077445 They all liked me so much, they'd tell me after yet another rejection by one of my crushes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00206-00077445-00078044 I'll skip over my story of how I lost my virginity and all sorts of things that you'll have to +RmVNTx3vH00-00207-00078044-00078144 pick up the book. +RmVNTx3vH00-00208-00078144-00078566 And then also talk about going to college and coming out as queer and reflecting back +RmVNTx3vH00-00209-00078566-00079047 on a lot of those relationships with guys and why we were doing it pretty badly and +RmVNTx3vH00-00210-00079047-00079354 pretty unauthentic, and having negative experiences. +RmVNTx3vH00-00211-00079354-00079839 So all those experiences growing up were fundamentally about pushing up the way gender roles were +RmVNTx3vH00-00212-00079839-00080144 shaping my life and those lives of the people around me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00213-00080144-00080514 I constantly argued about these limitations to my dad, why did girl sports have different +RmVNTx3vH00-00214-00080514-00080630 rules than boy sports? +RmVNTx3vH00-00215-00080630-00081023 I question with my friends now, are doing with the boys in the backseats of our cars, +RmVNTx3vH00-00216-00081023-00081260 why was it so different from what we said we wanted? +RmVNTx3vH00-00217-00081260-00081712 It wasn't until later that I found support for this questioning through my feminist community, +RmVNTx3vH00-00218-00081712-00081857 on my college campus and beyond. +RmVNTx3vH00-00219-00081857-00082064 I no longer feel alone in these critiques. +RmVNTx3vH00-00220-00082064-00082419 I benefit from a community of people who share a similar desire to break down the gender +RmVNTx3vH00-00221-00082419-00082866 categories of limit and who question the structures that promote stereotypes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00222-00082866-00083298 I won't argue with my dad about politics anymore, and I'm miles from those high school backseat +RmVNTx3vH00-00223-00083298-00083994 moments but I know they landed me here and for that I am grateful. +RmVNTx3vH00-00224-00083994-00084731 All right, thank you Chris. +RmVNTx3vH00-00225-00084731-00085395 Next, we have Doctor, I want to say that because I'm so impressed she said I didn't have to, +RmVNTx3vH00-00226-00085395-00085830 Mathangi Subramanian, who is an Indian American writer and educator. +RmVNTx3vH00-00227-00085830-00086173 She's currently the director of content in the Department of International Education, +RmVNTx3vH00-00228-00086173-00086683 Research, and Outreach at, get ready for this, Sesame Workshop, the nonprofit organization +RmVNTx3vH00-00229-00086683-00087237 that produces Sesame Street, where she manages educational aspects of Sesame's initiatives +RmVNTx3vH00-00230-00087237-00087480 in Africa, South Asia, and Haiti. +RmVNTx3vH00-00231-00087480-00087580 How awesome is that? +RmVNTx3vH00-00232-00087580-00087680 Thank you. +RmVNTx3vH00-00233-00087680-00088118 She is active in the South Asian American community and currently serves on the board +RmVNTx3vH00-00234-00088118-00088414 of the South Asian Women's Creative Collective. +RmVNTx3vH00-00235-00088414-00088917 Her children's fiction has appeared in Kahani Magazine and her scholarly work has appeared +RmVNTx3vH00-00236-00088917-00089500 in Penn GSE's Perspectives on Urban Education, Current Issues in Comparative Education, and +RmVNTx3vH00-00237-00089500-00089757 the Encyclopedia of Women and Islamic Cultures. +RmVNTx3vH00-00238-00089757-00090237 I love that, from academia to Sesame Street to everything in between. +RmVNTx3vH00-00239-00090237-00090611 She currently lives in New York City with her pet rabbit who shares her love of crunchy +RmVNTx3vH00-00240-00090611-00091011 vegetables and afternoon naps. +RmVNTx3vH00-00241-00091011-00091335 And she is nobody's wife and nobody's mother. +RmVNTx3vH00-00242-00091335-00091542 All right, Mathu. +RmVNTx3vH00-00243-00091542-00091763 So I didn't realize I left that line in. +RmVNTx3vH00-00244-00091763-00092187 The line about the rabbit is for the children's magazine, so we had to have bios up, so I +RmVNTx3vH00-00245-00092187-00092374 put the rabbit in because kids. +RmVNTx3vH00-00246-00092374-00092522 I do have a rabbit though. +RmVNTx3vH00-00247-00092522-00092738 They would have loved it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00248-00092738-00093051 Thank you so much for being here. +RmVNTx3vH00-00249-00093051-00093214 It's such an honor to be on this panel. +RmVNTx3vH00-00250-00093214-00093531 So, I'm going to skip around in my essay as well. +RmVNTx3vH00-00251-00093531-00093842 I was actually planning on reading different parts than I'm going to read right now, but +RmVNTx3vH00-00252-00093842-00094383 my little brother is here and he's actually in the essay so I can't not read his part. +RmVNTx3vH00-00253-00094383-00095147 So, my essay is called, The Brown Girl's Guide to Labels, 1998. +RmVNTx3vH00-00254-00095147-00095570 When they heard that I had been accepted at Brown University, friends from my suburban +RmVNTx3vH00-00255-00095570-00096141 high school filled my yearbook with dire warnings and heartfelt advice about the cosmetic consequences +RmVNTx3vH00-00256-00096141-00096388 of my potential liberalization. +RmVNTx3vH00-00257-00096388-00096782 Don't forget to shave your armpits, was a popular one. +RmVNTx3vH00-00258-00096782-00097237 Don't let me see you burning your bra on CNN next year, was another. +RmVNTx3vH00-00259-00097237-00097618 When I got to Brown, I was told that getting a degree was important, but that the real +RmVNTx3vH00-00260-00097618-00097916 reason we were in college was to find ourselves. +RmVNTx3vH00-00261-00097916-00098413 I soon discovered that the most common way to find oneself was to adopt a label. +RmVNTx3vH00-00262-00098413-00098993 Among my white girlfriends, the most popular of these labels was, feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00263-00098993-00099383 I'm not saying that men and women shouldn't be different, they told me, I'm just saying +RmVNTx3vH00-00264-00099383-00099557 they should be equal. +RmVNTx3vH00-00265-00099557-00099892 This sounded about right to me so I decided to investigate. +RmVNTx3vH00-00266-00099892-00100366 In between my highly practical science classes, I listened in on spirited conversations about +RmVNTx3vH00-00267-00100366-00100743 the need to move away from the image of bra burning, pierced heretics with hairy armpits, +RmVNTx3vH00-00268-00100743-00101241 this sounded familiar, and toward embracing and celebrating our desire to wear lipstick +RmVNTx3vH00-00269-00101241-00101418 and short skirts without judgment. +RmVNTx3vH00-00270-00101418-00101888 Other than a modicum of knowledge I had gained in 7th grade, which is the year I spent wearing +RmVNTx3vH00-00271-00101888-00102399 foundation and designer skirts in a desperate attempt to cover up my acne and naiveté, +RmVNTx3vH00-00272-00102399-00102604 I didn't know much about fashion. +RmVNTx3vH00-00273-00102604-00102914 Then there was the whole battle to reclaim the word, sexy. +RmVNTx3vH00-00274-00102914-00103354 A battle I couldn't join simply because I couldn't bring myself to invest in reclaiming +RmVNTx3vH00-00275-00103354-00103775 a word I had never claimed in the first place, and probably never would. +RmVNTx3vH00-00276-00103775-00103964 White girls were sexy. +RmVNTx3vH00-00277-00103964-00104467 Bespectacled Indian girls who took AP physics and ran for president of a debate team were +RmVNTx3vH00-00278-00104467-00104567 not. +RmVNTx3vH00-00279-00104567-00105025 Of course the whole Indian thing presented another option. +RmVNTx3vH00-00280-00105025-00105427 Released from the white washed suburbs, I discovered a contingent of South Asian Americans +RmVNTx3vH00-00281-00105427-00105910 who embraced their ethnic identities by labeling themselves as either Dacy or Brown. +RmVNTx3vH00-00282-00105910-00106311 I occasionally ate lunch with them before lab or spent late nights with them working +RmVNTx3vH00-00283-00106311-00106457 on problem sets. +RmVNTx3vH00-00284-00106457-00106976 The girls ironed their hair, wore huge earrings, and lusted after South Asian boys who shortened +RmVNTx3vH00-00285-00106976-00107348 their names to Jay or Ace and wore too much cologne. +RmVNTx3vH00-00286-00107348-00107499 Oh, my God! +RmVNTx3vH00-00287-00107499-00107607 Did you hear that D.P. +RmVNTx3vH00-00288-00107607-00107707 likes Jay? +RmVNTx3vH00-00289-00107707-00107908 went a typical conversation. +RmVNTx3vH00-00290-00107908-00108377 Seriously, you know she's just trying to snag a husband, it continued. +RmVNTx3vH00-00291-00108377-00108716 I totally saw the perfect wedding story online yesterday. +RmVNTx3vH00-00292-00108716-00108854 Wanna see it? +RmVNTx3vH00-00293-00108854-00108991 it usually ended. +RmVNTx3vH00-00294-00108991-00109297 Well, clearly this wasn't going to work. +RmVNTx3vH00-00295-00109297-00109725 It wasn't until years later that I discovered that these girls were the minority and that +RmVNTx3vH00-00296-00109725-00110163 there was a whole subset of Dacy women who fantasized about political activism and artistic +RmVNTx3vH00-00297-00110163-00110441 fame rather than elaborate weddings. +RmVNTx3vH00-00298-00110441-00110835 At the time, though, I thought that Brown was not the label for me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00299-00110835-00111273 By the end of my freshman year, I had picked out several potential majors and no potential +RmVNTx3vH00-00300-00111273-00111373 labels. +RmVNTx3vH00-00301-00111373-00111894 So then, the next year is 1999 and I end up going to India, and at the beginning of this +RmVNTx3vH00-00302-00111894-00112266 section there's a conversation with my mom and my grandmother in which my grandmother +RmVNTx3vH00-00303-00112266-00112425 says, You're getting old. +RmVNTx3vH00-00304-00112425-00112799 You better get married, and my mother says, She can do whatever she wants. +RmVNTx3vH00-00305-00112799-00112972 She can find a choice. +RmVNTx3vH00-00306-00112972-00113357 And then I walk into the main room out from the balcony and my brother is looking at the +RmVNTx3vH00-00307-00113357-00113626 Want Ads for me, trying to find me a husband. +RmVNTx3vH00-00308-00113626-00113955 So this is that section of the paper. +RmVNTx3vH00-00309-00113955-00114433 So I walked inside and found my brother huddled beneath the ceiling fan, reading the paper. +RmVNTx3vH00-00310-00114433-00114533 What are you doing? +RmVNTx3vH00-00311-00114533-00114633 I asked him. +RmVNTx3vH00-00312-00114633-00114904 Finding you a husband, he said, without looking up. +RmVNTx3vH00-00313-00114904-00115028 Seriously? +RmVNTx3vH00-00314-00115028-00115128 I said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00315-00115128-00115355 Yeah, he said, pushing his glasses up against his nose, But you're doomed. +RmVNTx3vH00-00316-00115355-00115845 He said doomed the way my family always said the word to each other, with a thick Indian +RmVNTx3vH00-00317-00115845-00116085 accent, rolling our tongues around the D's. +RmVNTx3vH00-00318-00116085-00116281 Basically they want someone to cook them curry. +RmVNTx3vH00-00319-00116281-00116381 What? +RmVNTx3vH00-00320-00116381-00116481 I said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00321-00116481-00116659 I make a damned good curry. +RmVNTx3vH00-00322-00116659-00116847 It's not about how good the curry is, he said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00323-00116847-00117036 It's about focusing your skill set. +RmVNTx3vH00-00324-00117036-00117389 As in only being able to make curry. +RmVNTx3vH00-00325-00117389-00117773 In this market, autonomy and independent thought seem to be discouraged. +RmVNTx3vH00-00326-00117773-00118030 But hey, if you drop out of college you might still make the cut. +RmVNTx3vH00-00327-00118030-00118425 I mean, if you finish you'll be over qualified, so. +RmVNTx3vH00-00328-00118425-00118841 My grandmother slid up beside me and placed her gnarled hand on my shoulder. +RmVNTx3vH00-00329-00118841-00119134 Her wrinkled brown skin always reminded me of walnuts. +RmVNTx3vH00-00330-00119134-00119413 Mathangi, she said, Men are useless. +RmVNTx3vH00-00331-00119413-00119574 Your mother is right. +RmVNTx3vH00-00332-00119574-00119674 Don't get married. +RmVNTx3vH00-00333-00119674-00119813 Oh, I said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00334-00119813-00119944 OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-00335-00119944-00120076 Thanks. +RmVNTx3vH00-00336-00120076-00120469 Good, she said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00337-00120469-00120843 She nodded, adjusted her sari, and walked resolutely into the kitchen. +RmVNTx3vH00-00338-00120843-00121016 My brother tapped the paper excitedly. +RmVNTx3vH00-00339-00121016-00121263 Hey, this guy wants someone with a master's degree. +RmVNTx3vH00-00340-00121263-00121592 I bet he'd settle for someone with a bachelor's, he said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00341-00121592-00121692 This is it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00342-00121692-00121792 This is your man! +RmVNTx3vH00-00343-00121792-00122089 Be still, my beating heart, I said. +RmVNTx3vH00-00344-00122089-00122714 So then the rest of the essay is about my journey to find a word for feminism that reconciled +RmVNTx3vH00-00345-00122714-00122961 being Indian and being American at the same time. +RmVNTx3vH00-00346-00122961-00123936 But, if you want to find out you have to read the essay. +RmVNTx3vH00-00347-00123936-00124373 Bro got called out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00348-00124373-00125280 All right, so next up we have Joshunda Sanders, who is a religion reporter at the Austin American +RmVNTx3vH00-00349-00125280-00125624 Statesman, a journalism instructor at the University of Texas, and my personal favorite, +RmVNTx3vH00-00350-00125624-00126033 a part time reference librarian at the Austin Community College. +RmVNTx3vH00-00351-00126033-00126275 I have a big thing for librarians. +RmVNTx3vH00-00352-00126275-00126664 She's contributed half a dozen essays for Seal Press Anthologies including, Cliques, +RmVNTx3vH00-00353-00126664-00126816 Secrets, and Confidences, P.S. +RmVNTx3vH00-00354-00126816-00127029 What I Didn't Say, and Homelands. +RmVNTx3vH00-00355-00127029-00127432 Her work has appeared in Bitch Magazine, Vibe, and several national newspapers. +RmVNTx3vH00-00356-00127432-00127886 And she lives in Austin, Texas with her adorable assive shepherd, Cleo. +RmVNTx3vH00-00357-00127886-00128088 Thanks for being here, everybody. +RmVNTx3vH00-00358-00128088-00128629 I said I wouldn't yell and use my outside Bronx voice, so I might be too soft. +RmVNTx3vH00-00359-00128629-00128901 I'll try to keep it up. +RmVNTx3vH00-00360-00128901-00129458 The name of my essay is, What's the Female Version of a Hustler, Womanist Training for +RmVNTx3vH00-00361-00129458-00129574 a Bronx Nerd. +RmVNTx3vH00-00362-00129574-00130306 It basically talks about, I never really identified as a feminist because I thought it was associated +RmVNTx3vH00-00363-00130306-00130528 with white women. +RmVNTx3vH00-00364-00130528-00131072 For me, making the choice between becoming a rapper and being a writer ended up being +RmVNTx3vH00-00365-00131072-00131669 about making this choice between being a womanist and being a feminist, which I try to explain +RmVNTx3vH00-00366-00131669-00131933 in the essay. +RmVNTx3vH00-00367-00131933-00132166 I have loved stories since I was a little girl. +RmVNTx3vH00-00368-00132166-00132603 I ordered florid romances by mail, and stole Sweet Valley High books from the Doubleday +RmVNTx3vH00-00369-00132603-00132883 Bookstore on Fifth Avenue. +RmVNTx3vH00-00370-00132883-00133269 Before I knew better, the stories I enjoyed were mostly escapist literature for me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00371-00133269-00133737 Tales of white women that involved lounging in bikinis, falling in love, or doing what +RmVNTx3vH00-00372-00133737-00133837 they wanted. +RmVNTx3vH00-00373-00133837-00133951 This was novel to me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00374-00133951-00134395 I did what was in front of me, what was accessible. +RmVNTx3vH00-00375-00134395-00134859 Black girls did not lounge by Crotona Pool, for example, where the water was shallow and +RmVNTx3vH00-00376-00134859-00135082 there were likely to be dirty needles around. +RmVNTx3vH00-00377-00135082-00135413 In the inner city, relaxation was not an option. +RmVNTx3vH00-00378-00135413-00135832 Still, in seventh grade, when I was a skinny, introverted girl who checked out piles of +RmVNTx3vH00-00379-00135832-00136247 books from the New York Public Library, I read everything from academics bell hooks +RmVNTx3vH00-00380-00136247-00136585 and Cornell West to Jackie Collins' Lucky series, still one of my favorites. +RmVNTx3vH00-00381-00136585-00137330 I believed some version of a plentiful intellectual life was possible, but it looked, white. +RmVNTx3vH00-00382-00137330-00137752 My private junior high school was full of black nerds just like me, so I felt encouraged. +RmVNTx3vH00-00383-00137752-00138186 Then, we all graduated, and my closest friends went off to boarding school where financial +RmVNTx3vH00-00384-00138186-00138554 aid and academic scholarships had catapulted them. +RmVNTx3vH00-00385-00138554-00138943 Without either of those things, I was left behind without a supportive intellectual community, +RmVNTx3vH00-00386-00138943-00139331 and as a freshman at Aquinas, an all girl's Catholic school in the hood. +RmVNTx3vH00-00387-00139331-00139776 Instead of studying, though, I decided to shut down emotionally, and to become the meanest +RmVNTx3vH00-00388-00139776-00139918 chick ever. +RmVNTx3vH00-00389-00139918-00140570 Specifically, I wanted to be a gangsta bitch, like the Apache rap song of the same name. +RmVNTx3vH00-00390-00140570-00140998 You can see how improbable this is, right? +RmVNTx3vH00-00391-00140998-00141111 OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-00392-00141111-00141477 I started dating John, who was a few years older than me, and worked in the locker room +RmVNTx3vH00-00393-00141477-00141878 at the Boys and Girls Club where I went after school with my home girl Anelle. +RmVNTx3vH00-00394-00141878-00142214 After work he and his friends would rap outside of his apartment building a couple times a +RmVNTx3vH00-00395-00142214-00142635 week, and this inspired me to start writing my own raps, and there are none of them in +RmVNTx3vH00-00396-00142635-00142735 this essay. +RmVNTx3vH00-00397-00142735-00143217 There's always Q and A. Don't you threaten me with that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00398-00143217-00143317 OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-00399-00143317-00143986 One day John asked me to spin a rhyme for him, and after he heard it he was so excited +RmVNTx3vH00-00400-00143986-00144287 that he deemed me Lady Raw and Intelligent. +RmVNTx3vH00-00401-00144287-00144991 He was Raw and Intelligent, so I was the Lady version. +RmVNTx3vH00-00402-00144991-00145432 My heart wanted something different, something that seemed impossible. +RmVNTx3vH00-00403-00145432-00145776 I wanted to be a writer, but I thought that dream was impractical, and definitely out +RmVNTx3vH00-00404-00145776-00145881 of my reach. +RmVNTx3vH00-00405-00145881-00146376 The writers I emulated were black women like Audre Lorde, Nikki Giovanni, Zora Neale Hurston, +RmVNTx3vH00-00406-00146376-00146719 and Alice Walker, but none of them had come from where I had come from. +RmVNTx3vH00-00407-00146719-00147100 They were also years older than me, and in my generation black girls who were smart got +RmVNTx3vH00-00408-00147100-00147354 teased and beat up for it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00409-00147354-00147901 I was tossed into a dumpster in the schoolyard of CS 67, for instance, after getting 100 +RmVNTx3vH00-00410-00147901-00148073 on too many spelling tests. +RmVNTx3vH00-00411-00148073-00148576 How, I thought, would I get from the trash bins of the Bronx to bookstores like Doubleday? +RmVNTx3vH00-00412-00148576-00149050 Besides, it seemed uppity to John and his friends, and later to me, to think that to +RmVNTx3vH00-00413-00149050-00149387 be a real writer I needed to write essays or books. +RmVNTx3vH00-00414-00149387-00149607 In my generation, I would need to become a rapper. +RmVNTx3vH00-00415-00149607-00150016 It required courage as a brute force decision, one that looked brave, like the rest of the +RmVNTx3vH00-00416-00150016-00150206 women and men in my hood. +RmVNTx3vH00-00417-00150206-00150586 I was striving for some kind of mediocrity, some way to fit in with what I was supposed +RmVNTx3vH00-00418-00150586-00151309 to become, instead of alienating myself from my friends, my homeboys, and yes, my man. +RmVNTx3vH00-00419-00151309-00151639 There's a description of womanism, if you guys are not familiar with it, that I won't +RmVNTx3vH00-00420-00151639-00152269 read here, but it's basically about being a black woman who also believes in the equality +RmVNTx3vH00-00421-00152269-00152852 of women, but also feels womanish. +RmVNTx3vH00-00422-00152852-00153843 It's from a black folk expression, it's about outrageous, audacious behavior and being grown +RmVNTx3vH00-00423-00153843-00154374 up and acting grown up, which I wasn't at that time. +RmVNTx3vH00-00424-00154374-00154633 Feminism to me was a Manhattan brand of freedom. +RmVNTx3vH00-00425-00154633-00155031 Being valued as feminist required cash, a fly crib in a borough where people mattered, +RmVNTx3vH00-00426-00155031-00155242 and a sense of entitlement. +RmVNTx3vH00-00427-00155242-00155664 I had nothing but pride and no time to be pissed off at John or any man who appreciated +RmVNTx3vH00-00428-00155664-00156186 me as I was, when the rest of the world, a world in fact that included feminists, ignored +RmVNTx3vH00-00429-00156186-00156286 me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00430-00156286-00156808 But, I've also always loved words and wrangling with sentences more than bravado, essays and +RmVNTx3vH00-00431-00156808-00157028 thoughtful styling, more than lyrical barbs. +RmVNTx3vH00-00432-00157028-00157541 In the rap game, with all of its posturing, I was being more of a girl, not a woman. +RmVNTx3vH00-00433-00157541-00157947 I was immature, regressing by embodying the stereotypes others had threatened to render +RmVNTx3vH00-00434-00157947-00158116 me invisible. +RmVNTx3vH00-00435-00158116-00158576 Walker's definition of womanism revised a space for me in a larger worldly context. +RmVNTx3vH00-00436-00158576-00159005 I had believed as a rapper, that to be like feminists I had to be a woman who was equal +RmVNTx3vH00-00437-00159005-00159310 to or even more aggressive than any man. +RmVNTx3vH00-00438-00159310-00159754 It sounds stupid now, even as I admit it to myself, but that's the problem with youth, +RmVNTx3vH00-00439-00159754-00160192 you have lots of energy and time to come up with lots of half baked theories about things, +RmVNTx3vH00-00440-00160192-00160505 but not a lick of sense to really make it all come together. +RmVNTx3vH00-00441-00160505-00161026 Thankfully, the second time I applied to boarding school I got in, and when I left the Bronx, +RmVNTx3vH00-00442-00161026-00161427 when I was around more white women who more frequently used the word feminism, I carved +RmVNTx3vH00-00443-00161427-00161840 out in my mind a space for myself as a newly branded womanist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00444-00161840-00162278 I stopped rapping and started to sing, this time as a hobby, and this time it was songs +RmVNTx3vH00-00445-00162278-00162529 written by bands like Extreme, and the Indigo Girls. +RmVNTx3vH00-00446-00162529-00163119 Claiming my voice gave me room to write, too, which I have been doing passionately ever +RmVNTx3vH00-00447-00163119-00163238 since. +RmVNTx3vH00-00448-00163238-00163396 Most women don't use the word womanist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00449-00163396-00163815 As a journalist, writer, and bookworm who reads avidly, I have yet to see the word enter +RmVNTx3vH00-00450-00163815-00164128 mainstream discourse on a consistent basis. +RmVNTx3vH00-00451-00164128-00164243 Not that it matters. +RmVNTx3vH00-00452-00164243-00164771 As Sandy Banks, a writer for the Los Angeles Times wrote in April, The newest generation +RmVNTx3vH00-00453-00164771-00165263 of would be feminists, or womanists, is the beneficiary of the work of women before us. +RmVNTx3vH00-00454-00165263-00165656 But it's more than a question of terminology, she wrote, It's the evolution of a movement +RmVNTx3vH00-00455-00165656-00166036 that succeeds by making itself obsolete. +RmVNTx3vH00-00456-00166036-00166498 Thank you. +RmVNTx3vH00-00457-00166498-00167472 All right, thank you so much. +RmVNTx3vH00-00458-00167472-00167916 I am so honored by how talented everyone is in this anthology. +RmVNTx3vH00-00459-00167916-00168235 I wish you all could hear them longer, but we are going to do Q and A, so you'll hear +RmVNTx3vH00-00460-00168235-00168352 their voices more. +RmVNTx3vH00-00461-00168352-00168850 My partner in crime next to me is L. Courtney Sullivan. +RmVNTx3vH00-00462-00168850-00169214 She's the author of the New York Times' bestselling novel, Commencement, which, if you haven't +RmVNTx3vH00-00463-00169214-00169786 checked it out, is amazing and is largely based on Smith College and these young women's +RmVNTx3vH00-00464-00169786-00169930 friendships. +RmVNTx3vH00-00465-00169930-00170314 For this crowd, I'm sure it's the perfect novel, so check it out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00466-00170314-00170670 Her writing has appeared in the New York Times, Book Review, The Chicago Tribune, New York +RmVNTx3vH00-00467-00170670-00171064 Magazine, Elle, Glamour, Men's Vogue, and the New York Observer, among others. +RmVNTx3vH00-00468-00171064-00171499 She's the contributor to the essay anthology The Secret Currency of Love, and obviously +RmVNTx3vH00-00469-00171499-00171649 the coeditor of this anthology. +RmVNTx3vH00-00470-00171649-00172112 Her second novel, Maine, will be published by Knopf in June 2011. +RmVNTx3vH00-00471-00172112-00172592 So definitely look out for that, and she lives in Brooklyn, New York, thankfully. +RmVNTx3vH00-00472-00172592-00172701 Here she is. +RmVNTx3vH00-00473-00172701-00173272 Does everyone in the room know that Courtney did a TED Women talk this last week in front +RmVNTx3vH00-00474-00173272-00173386 of 700 people? +RmVNTx3vH00-00475-00173386-00173638 So I'm just basking in the glow of her right now. +RmVNTx3vH00-00476-00173638-00174019 Just wanted everyone to know about that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00477-00174019-00174689 One of the themes that really kept coming up in Click, the Click essays, was the fact +RmVNTx3vH00-00478-00174689-00175261 that mothers loom very large for women as they are claiming their identities. +RmVNTx3vH00-00479-00175261-00175784 And when it came to feminism, half the time it seemed, like in the case of Jessica Valenti's +RmVNTx3vH00-00480-00175784-00176290 essay, that her mother was this proud Second Wave feminist, and as a result, she was like, +RmVNTx3vH00-00481-00176290-00176497 I want nothing to do with feminism, get me away from that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00482-00176497-00176881 But eventually she came around, which is good for all the readers of Feministing. +RmVNTx3vH00-00483-00176881-00177526 I was the opposite, so that's what my essay is about. +RmVNTx3vH00-00484-00177526-00178021 One of the sounds I associate most with my childhood is the click clicking of high heels +RmVNTx3vH00-00485-00178021-00178427 on the front walk sometime after dusk each night. +RmVNTx3vH00-00486-00178427-00178946 Through the window I'd hear my mother coming home from work and feel a little jolt of excitement. +RmVNTx3vH00-00487-00178946-00179414 When the door opened, she'd often be loaded down with grocery bags and the smell of her +RmVNTx3vH00-00488-00179414-00179764 perfume, it was called Creation, filled the hallway. +RmVNTx3vH00-00489-00179764-00180173 She worked in television, and later had her own public relations firm. +RmVNTx3vH00-00490-00180173-00180559 She won two Emmy awards before she turned thirty. +RmVNTx3vH00-00491-00180559-00180987 Some years she outearned my father, a lawyer who worked from home, when both me and my +RmVNTx3vH00-00492-00180987-00181214 sister were small. +RmVNTx3vH00-00493-00181214-00181698 In some ways, he has always been the more stereotypically feminine of the pair. +RmVNTx3vH00-00494-00181698-00182011 He is sweet and sensitive and gentle. +RmVNTx3vH00-00495-00182011-00182296 When they got engaged, my mother told him that she didn't do laundry. +RmVNTx3vH00-00496-00182296-00183083 To this day, all dirty clothes at 32 Garden Street are the province of my dad. +RmVNTx3vH00-00497-00183083-00183488 As a little girl, I went to the office with my mother from time to time. +RmVNTx3vH00-00498-00183488-00183929 She set me up at a desk, where I worked on various imaginary projects, and treated her +RmVNTx3vH00-00499-00183929-00184246 indulgent assistant as my own. +RmVNTx3vH00-00500-00184246-00184674 But for the most part, my mother's professional self was a mystery to me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00501-00184674-00185227 The clothes she wore to work, dark skirt suits and silk scarves and three inched pointy toed +RmVNTx3vH00-00502-00185227-00185827 heels, were like a uniform for that other part of her life, the part that existed offstage. +RmVNTx3vH00-00503-00185827-00186369 They suggested something bigger and better, and more exciting than our suburban existence +RmVNTx3vH00-00504-00186369-00186596 had to offer. +RmVNTx3vH00-00505-00186596-00187046 After bedtime, while my parents watched the news downstairs, I would occasionally snoop +RmVNTx3vH00-00506-00187046-00187521 about in their room, sneaking one of my mother's scarves out of her closet and wrapping it +RmVNTx3vH00-00507-00187521-00187848 around my head Marilyn Monroe style. +RmVNTx3vH00-00508-00187848-00188352 I'd breathe in the scent of Creation and imagine who I might become. +RmVNTx3vH00-00509-00188352-00188841 I liked boys a lot, but unlike many of my friends, I never planned a wedding. +RmVNTx3vH00-00510-00188841-00189260 When we played house, I was always the mom, the working mom who walked in the door at +RmVNTx3vH00-00511-00189260-00189642 seven and kicked off her stilettos before starting dinner. +RmVNTx3vH00-00512-00189642-00189844 I thought a lot about my career. +RmVNTx3vH00-00513-00189844-00190351 I wanted to be a writer, an actress, a hairstylist, a lawyer, and a fashion designer. +RmVNTx3vH00-00514-00190351-00190725 I saw no reason why I couldn't be all five at once. +RmVNTx3vH00-00515-00190725-00191168 Instead of stickers, I collected while you were out notepads on which my imaginary secretary, +RmVNTx3vH00-00516-00191168-00191829 Denise, this is true, left me dozens of urgent messages. +RmVNTx3vH00-00517-00191829-00192314 Without discussing it in any sort of academic way, without discussing it at all really, +RmVNTx3vH00-00518-00192314-00192754 my parents taught me through their actions about the possibilities of gender balance +RmVNTx3vH00-00519-00192754-00192890 in a marriage. +RmVNTx3vH00-00520-00192890-00193341 They taught me that a woman can be powerful, opinionated, and strong willed and at the +RmVNTx3vH00-00521-00193341-00193509 same time, be maternal. +RmVNTx3vH00-00522-00193509-00194051 That a man can be simultaneously masculine and nurturing, and he might just know things +RmVNTx3vH00-00523-00194051-00194531 about fabric softener that his wife could never guess. +RmVNTx3vH00-00524-00194531-00194989 Mostly because of what I saw in other people's homes, I knew that our life was atypical for +RmVNTx3vH00-00525-00194989-00195517 both our town and our traditional extended Irish Catholic family. +RmVNTx3vH00-00526-00195517-00195872 Sometimes playing at a friend's house, I'd hear her mother threaten, Just wait until +RmVNTx3vH00-00527-00195872-00196004 your father gets home. +RmVNTx3vH00-00528-00196004-00196315 In my home, there was no such threat. +RmVNTx3vH00-00529-00196315-00196800 My mother could be silly and fun and tender, but if she got mad, look out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00530-00196800-00197278 Another common remark from kids around the neighborhood, We get to have pizza tonight, +RmVNTx3vH00-00531-00197278-00197443 Dad is babysitting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00532-00197443-00197621 I thought this was strange even then. +RmVNTx3vH00-00533-00197621-00197986 How can your parent be babysitting you? +RmVNTx3vH00-00534-00197986-00198498 In my family, Dad was just as likely as Mom to stay home with you if you were sick, or +RmVNTx3vH00-00535-00198498-00198867 bring your lunch to school if you forgot it on the kitchen counter. +RmVNTx3vH00-00536-00198867-00199258 This is not to say that we lived a life of egalitarian bliss, or that I ever gazed out +RmVNTx3vH00-00537-00199258-00199824 over my Tyson chicken nuggets and complimented my mother on being a perfect model of modern +RmVNTx3vH00-00538-00199824-00199924 woman. +RmVNTx3vH00-00539-00199924-00200532 I was fiercely proud of her, and in my precocious way, I might remark to a schoolmate, Oh, your +RmVNTx3vH00-00540-00200532-00200672 mom's a teacher? +RmVNTx3vH00-00541-00200672-00200772 That's nice. +RmVNTx3vH00-00542-00200772-00200952 Mine's V.P. of communications. +RmVNTx3vH00-00543-00200952-00201414 Even so, I was often jealous of the fact that other kids in my neighborhood didn't come +RmVNTx3vH00-00544-00201414-00201922 home to babysitters after school or have to go to day camp in the summertime. +RmVNTx3vH00-00545-00201922-00202449 Their stay at home moms effortlessly made French braids and brownies or decorated sweatshirts +RmVNTx3vH00-00546-00202449-00202810 with ironed on Easter Bunny appliques and puffy paint. +RmVNTx3vH00-00547-00202810-00202983 My mother didn't have time for that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00548-00202983-00203305 Our Christmas lights were usually still up in March. +RmVNTx3vH00-00549-00203305-00203780 If I begged her for a puffy paint sweatshirt, she'd make me one, but her letters were off, +RmVNTx3vH00-00550-00203780-00204025 the iron ons were slightly lumpy. +RmVNTx3vH00-00551-00204025-00204461 I'd let her know that her handiwork was not up to snuff by cruelly choosing to wear the +RmVNTx3vH00-00552-00204461-00205089 perfect shirt my friend Katelyn's mother made me instead. +RmVNTx3vH00-00553-00205089-00205602 In middle school, the word feminism was just beginning to make its way into my consciousness. +RmVNTx3vH00-00554-00205602-00206055 Like a lot of women from her generation and mine, even though my mother embodied what +RmVNTx3vH00-00555-00206055-00206353 it meant to be a feminist, she never called herself one. +RmVNTx3vH00-00556-00206353-00206823 If anything, she grew embarrassed and self conscious when I tried to engage her in a +RmVNTx3vH00-00557-00206823-00207324 conversation about what it meant to be an independent, professionally successful woman +RmVNTx3vH00-00558-00207324-00207463 like her. +RmVNTx3vH00-00559-00207463-00207898 As if I were really just criticizing her for being lousy on the home front. +RmVNTx3vH00-00560-00207898-00208198 She came from a no frills working class family. +RmVNTx3vH00-00561-00208198-00208480 She was the first one of them to go to college. +RmVNTx3vH00-00562-00208480-00208953 She seemed to think there was something negative or self indulgent about calling oneself a +RmVNTx3vH00-00563-00208953-00209053 feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00564-00209053-00209473 She once told me only half joking that the women's movement might be a ploy to get females +RmVNTx3vH00-00565-00209473-00209791 to do more work, both at the office and around the house. +RmVNTx3vH00-00566-00209791-00210242 And that's when I began to realize that my mother was overwhelmed. +RmVNTx3vH00-00567-00210242-00210691 She seemed to suspect that feminism, if it applied to her at all, was part of what had +RmVNTx3vH00-00568-00210691-00210901 gotten her into the jam in the first place. +RmVNTx3vH00-00569-00210901-00211474 As it is with many girls, my relationship with mother quickly went from idolizing her +RmVNTx3vH00-00570-00211474-00211982 as a kid to misunderstanding and disliking her as an adolescent. +RmVNTx3vH00-00571-00211982-00212511 I had a high school English teacher named Maxine, a writer who understood the importance +RmVNTx3vH00-00572-00212511-00212869 and also the limitations of words. +RmVNTx3vH00-00573-00212869-00213442 She seemed different from my mother in most every way, and I adored her at once. +RmVNTx3vH00-00574-00213442-00213953 Maxine had long tanned limbs and dark hair with flecks of gray mixed in. +RmVNTx3vH00-00575-00213953-00214221 She always wore pants and sensible flats. +RmVNTx3vH00-00576-00214221-00214406 She had no children. +RmVNTx3vH00-00577-00214406-00214894 My freshman year, she married an artist in a wedding ceremony officiated by Howard Zinn. +RmVNTx3vH00-00578-00214894-00215166 How cool is that? +RmVNTx3vH00-00579-00215166-00215750 Most important of all, she was a loud and proud, card carrying feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00580-00215750-00216235 Maxine was the rare sort of teacher who I just wanted to be around all the time. +RmVNTx3vH00-00581-00216235-00216533 Who, more to the point, I just wanted to be. +RmVNTx3vH00-00582-00216533-00216917 I spent many after school hours sitting at her desk, talking about literature, life, +RmVNTx3vH00-00583-00216917-00217126 and love. +RmVNTx3vH00-00584-00217126-00217717 Feminism always made its way into the conversation, and she spoke the language with passion. +RmVNTx3vH00-00585-00217717-00218151 By junior year, my bedroom door was plastered with bumper stickers that said, In Goddess +RmVNTx3vH00-00586-00218151-00218798 we trust, and, Feminism is the radical notion that women are people, which, I think Katha +RmVNTx3vH00-00587-00218798-00219034 Pollitt is the first person who said that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00588-00219034-00219517 Katha Pollitt's daughter, Sophie Pollitt Cohen, has an essay in our anthology, which is very +RmVNTx3vH00-00589-00219517-00219617 interesting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00590-00219617-00219717 You should read it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00591-00219717-00220174 My bookshelves were crammed full of Susan Faludi, Catharine MacKinnon, and Andrea Dworkin. +RmVNTx3vH00-00592-00220174-00220707 I attended rallies and lectures, and attempted to engage my uncles in debates about abortion +RmVNTx3vH00-00593-00220707-00221152 while they were trying to watch Notre Dame football on the couch. +RmVNTx3vH00-00594-00221152-00221559 I decided to attend a women's college known for its fierce feminist underpinnings. +RmVNTx3vH00-00595-00221559-00222223 My parents mostly seemed amused by all of this, viewing it as byproduct of teenagehood, +RmVNTx3vH00-00596-00222223-00222706 something rough and overly intense that would be tamed in time, like the blue streaks in +RmVNTx3vH00-00597-00222706-00223198 my hair or the oxblood Fluevog boots that I wore even in August. +RmVNTx3vH00-00598-00223198-00223517 You're a feminist, I would tell my mother over and over again. +RmVNTx3vH00-00599-00223517-00223641 No, I'm not, she'd say. +RmVNTx3vH00-00600-00223641-00223949 Well, why, what do you think it means anyway? +RmVNTx3vH00-00601-00223949-00224146 Oh please, not this again. +RmVNTx3vH00-00602-00224146-00224688 And it goes on, and eventually my mom did start calling herself a feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00603-00224688-00225188 You'll have to read to find out why. +RmVNTx3vH00-00604-00225188-00226398 All right, well, we'll start with a follow up to Courtney, because you just invited it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00605-00226398-00226665 Does that mean your dad has admitted he's a feminist? +RmVNTx3vH00-00606-00226665-00226815 Where does he stand? +RmVNTx3vH00-00607-00226815-00227098 Well, I have to say, I'm not sure. +RmVNTx3vH00-00608-00227098-00227546 I still don't quite know, do we call men feminists? +RmVNTx3vH00-00609-00227546-00227913 Or do we call them feminist sympathizers? +RmVNTx3vH00-00610-00227913-00228273 When I was in college, I thought the latter, but now I think the former. +RmVNTx3vH00-00611-00228273-00228585 So I don't think I ever bothered to ask my dad, and it seemed clear that he was already +RmVNTx3vH00-00612-00228585-00229041 on the page, whereas my mother, probably having been asked, later in the essays we're going +RmVNTx3vH00-00613-00229041-00229631 to talk about ways in which my mother probably, she never changed her name but people always +RmVNTx3vH00-00614-00229631-00230154 called her Mrs. Sullivan to the point where even when she had her own company it had Gallagher, +RmVNTx3vH00-00615-00230154-00230283 which was her maiden name, it was called Gallagher Sullivan Communications. +RmVNTx3vH00-00616-00230283-00231014 So she in some ways, really embodied it, and I think my father does as well, but in some +RmVNTx3vH00-00617-00231014-00231489 ways, the culture isn't always ready for it or wasn't, especially where we lived. +RmVNTx3vH00-00618-00231489-00231880 And it sounds like she was actually more defensive about the label in some ways because it was +RmVNTx3vH00-00619-00231880-00232169 something that was put on her. +RmVNTx3vH00-00620-00232169-00232300 My father would probably say, Sure, I'm a feminist, great, whereas my mother was kind +RmVNTx3vH00-00621-00232300-00232465 of pushing back against it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00622-00232465-00232584 That's really interesting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00623-00232584-00233061 So Miriam, I've wanted to ask you, some of what you talked about arguing about with your +RmVNTx3vH00-00624-00233061-00233576 dad, because I know you now, it's so touching to me because it's essentially essentialism, +RmVNTx3vH00-00625-00233576-00233994 this idea that men and women are inherently different in various ways. +RmVNTx3vH00-00626-00233994-00234544 And I know now that that's a lot of where you're drawn to write and sort of argue both +RmVNTx3vH00-00627-00234544-00235151 of folks who are not feminists, but also really within the feminist movement. +RmVNTx3vH00-00628-00235151-00235765 We've got a large swath of people who talk about feminism in very essentialist terms, +RmVNTx3vH00-00629-00235765-00236164 these are people who would say, If women ruled the world, there would be no war. +RmVNTx3vH00-00630-00236164-00236384 That's the most obvious and common example. +RmVNTx3vH00-00631-00236384-00236815 So I wondered if you could talk a little bit about the fact that that was in your heart +RmVNTx3vH00-00632-00236815-00237098 at such a young age and it's still part of your work. +RmVNTx3vH00-00633-00237098-00237416 Do you see that as a continuum for you or? +RmVNTx3vH00-00634-00237416-00237930 Yeah, it started with just a lot of questions, asking questions about the stuff I saw around +RmVNTx3vH00-00635-00237930-00238030 me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00636-00238030-00238213 I grew up with a brother, so and in, you know. +RmVNTx3vH00-00637-00238213-00238366 Is he here? +RmVNTx3vH00-00638-00238366-00238481 Can we embarrass him too? +RmVNTx3vH00-00639-00238481-00239056 He's not, but my mom is here though, and I do want to say that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00640-00239056-00239271 My mom is here. +RmVNTx3vH00-00641-00239271-00239415 Hey hey. +RmVNTx3vH00-00642-00239415-00239515 Yes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00643-00239515-00239846 Miriam's mom is here, actually. +RmVNTx3vH00-00644-00239846-00240298 Yes, she is in the essay, and I just talk about her as a feminist role model for me, +RmVNTx3vH00-00645-00240298-00240778 because she did, my parents divorced at a very young age and she raised me as an independent +RmVNTx3vH00-00646-00240778-00241098 woman and that was a very big feminist model for me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00647-00241098-00241584 A big contrast to my conservative anti feminist father. +RmVNTx3vH00-00648-00241584-00242040 I feel like these questions about gender difference are at the root of feminism, and they are +RmVNTx3vH00-00649-00242040-00242477 certainly at the root of my coming to feminism in just asking very basic questions of, Why +RmVNTx3vH00-00650-00242477-00242673 do we treat boys differently than girls? +RmVNTx3vH00-00651-00242673-00242925 Why are boys sports rules differently than girls sports? +RmVNTx3vH00-00652-00242925-00243286 What do we think about the differences between boys and girls in that way? +RmVNTx3vH00-00653-00243286-00243741 And I think what for me has evolved is feminism has evolved. +RmVNTx3vH00-00654-00243741-00244085 The questions are still there, but the answers are different and the realities are different +RmVNTx3vH00-00655-00244085-00244374 because feminism has come so far. +RmVNTx3vH00-00656-00244374-00244841 In many ways, my life is very different from my mom's life because of the work of the feminists +RmVNTx3vH00-00657-00244841-00245117 who have come before us, so I think the questions we ask are different. +RmVNTx3vH00-00658-00245117-00245564 So now, the question of, Is a man a feminist? to me shouldn't be a question anymore. +RmVNTx3vH00-00659-00245564-00246071 I think that feminism shouldn't be about women versus men, and women's equality, and women +RmVNTx3vH00-00660-00246071-00246428 can do everything that men can do, it should be about creating a world where people aren't +RmVNTx3vH00-00661-00246428-00246621 limited by their gender identity, period. +RmVNTx3vH00-00662-00246621-00246836 Whatever it may be. +RmVNTx3vH00-00663-00246836-00247202 So, and that's because feminists have come so far. +RmVNTx3vH00-00664-00247202-00247553 So I think there's a lot of that, that's what I'm invested in, is that conversation. +RmVNTx3vH00-00665-00247553-00248067 How is feminism moving around the tissue of gender identity because of what's come before +RmVNTx3vH00-00666-00248067-00248167 us. +RmVNTx3vH00-00667-00248167-00248706 It also seems like a real kernel about the performance of gender because in your essay, +RmVNTx3vH00-00668-00248706-00249148 there's this whole thing of you kind of performing heteronormativity and all the girls are performing +RmVNTx3vH00-00669-00249148-00249581 it because no one even wants to date boys yet, but we're all pretending that we do. +RmVNTx3vH00-00670-00249581-00249984 It's interesting that part of the continuum is also recognizing that gender is a performance, +RmVNTx3vH00-00671-00249984-00250238 so that you can then perform it in the way you want to. +RmVNTx3vH00-00672-00250238-00250536 Like you kind of reclaim the performance in a certain way. +RmVNTx3vH00-00673-00250536-00250663 Would you talk a little about that? +RmVNTx3vH00-00674-00250663-00250763 Right. +RmVNTx3vH00-00675-00250763-00251192 I talk about, I sort of followed in line as a kid, because the only models I had were +RmVNTx3vH00-00676-00251192-00251684 sort of very straight, very gendered model of, girls wear this and boys wear that, and +RmVNTx3vH00-00677-00251684-00252051 you buy whatever's on the rack at Abercrombie & Fitch and only in the girl's side, never +RmVNTx3vH00-00678-00252051-00252178 on the boy's side kind of thing. +RmVNTx3vH00-00679-00252178-00252604 And then going to college, and sort of starting to meet role models and friends of mine who +RmVNTx3vH00-00680-00252604-00253254 were in less gender conforming, kind of like tomboys, just sort of dressed more boyishly. +RmVNTx3vH00-00681-00253254-00253667 I talk sometimes about this experience of going with a friend of mine to American Eagle +RmVNTx3vH00-00682-00253667-00253965 and she immediately went over to the left side of the store where all the guy's clothes +RmVNTx3vH00-00683-00253965-00254065 were. +RmVNTx3vH00-00684-00254065-00254165 And I was like, What are you doing? +RmVNTx3vH00-00685-00254165-00254265 What are you doing over here? +RmVNTx3vH00-00686-00254265-00254569 And she was like, What are you talking about? +RmVNTx3vH00-00687-00254569-00254691 I buy guy's clothes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00688-00254691-00255117 I was like, and I had this moment of like, Oh my God, you can do that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00689-00255117-00255589 There was this fence that you couldn't cross and if you tried to buy something, they would +RmVNTx3vH00-00690-00255589-00255774 frown at you, which you know, that could happen. +RmVNTx3vH00-00691-00255774-00256010 So I had this moment of, Oh my God, there's this whole other world. +RmVNTx3vH00-00692-00256010-00256453 I have a whole other way of being, a whole other way of presenting myself, gender wise. +RmVNTx3vH00-00693-00256453-00256735 Yeah, there's this idea that gender is a performance. +RmVNTx3vH00-00694-00256735-00256882 There's a piece of that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00695-00256882-00257332 But I sort of was like, OK, here's all these other role models that I have now for what +RmVNTx3vH00-00696-00257332-00257772 it means to be a woman, to present yourself to the world, and that was a big piece of +RmVNTx3vH00-00697-00257772-00257899 my own coming out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00698-00257899-00258116 I think I bring that to feminism, definitely. +RmVNTx3vH00-00699-00258116-00258216 Awesome. +RmVNTx3vH00-00700-00258216-00258316 Thank you. +RmVNTx3vH00-00701-00258316-00258714 Mathu, I was thinking a lot about, there's a piece in Mathu's essay where you didn't +RmVNTx3vH00-00702-00258714-00259102 read, which is about discovering the work of Chandra Mohanty which, for those of you +RmVNTx3vH00-00703-00259102-00259542 who don't know, is just this incredibly gifted, academic feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00704-00259542-00259922 I recently heard her at the National Women's Studies Association meeting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00705-00259922-00260332 I was sitting with Samhita Mukhopadhyay, who's the coeditor with us at Feministing, and by +RmVNTx3vH00-00706-00260332-00260978 the end I was so alienated because she's just so smart and it was so academic that I couldn't +RmVNTx3vH00-00707-00260978-00261439 even, and I have a master's degree, I could not wrap my head around it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00708-00261439-00261859 I was thinking about the contrast between being able to find, OK, there's all these +RmVNTx3vH00-00709-00261859-00262417 incredible South Asian feminists writing this stuff, but, and particularly since you work +RmVNTx3vH00-00710-00262417-00262831 at Sesame Street and also do academic stuff, I wondered if you could talk about that academic +RmVNTx3vH00-00711-00262831-00263514 continuum and the tension between the potential alienation of very academic writing and then +RmVNTx3vH00-00712-00263514-00263973 the power of, obviously, seeing someone like Chandra Mohanty writing the kind of stuff +RmVNTx3vH00-00713-00263973-00264073 she writes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00714-00264073-00264329 How do you deal with that struggle? +RmVNTx3vH00-00715-00264329-00264891 The essay that I actually referenced in my essay is Feminism Without Borders, which is +RmVNTx3vH00-00716-00264891-00265254 one of her more accessible works. +RmVNTx3vH00-00717-00265254-00265927 For me, the thing is, I come from a long line of women who I think are considered feminists. +RmVNTx3vH00-00718-00265927-00266699 My grandmother, who's in this essay, she was one of the first female doctors in India. +RmVNTx3vH00-00719-00266699-00267176 My family's very politically active and very politicized, but because we're Indian I never +RmVNTx3vH00-00720-00267176-00267433 thought we could be feminists. +RmVNTx3vH00-00721-00267433-00268093 To me the power of someone like, or Chandra Mohanty is actually, it's not even just reading +RmVNTx3vH00-00722-00268093-00268418 their essays, it's the fact that here is a woman who looks like me, who thinks like me, +RmVNTx3vH00-00723-00268418-00268842 who's from my part of the world, who looks like my mom, who looks like my grandma, and +RmVNTx3vH00-00724-00268842-00269065 she's a feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00725-00269065-00269855 The other thing that comes to mind to some, there's this great TED talk by Chimamanda +RmVNTx3vH00-00726-00269855-00270522 Adichie, who writes Half a Yellow Sun, she's a Nigerian author, and the talk is about the +RmVNTx3vH00-00727-00270522-00270919 danger of a single story, and for me feminism was always the single story. +RmVNTx3vH00-00728-00270919-00271082 It was always Gloria Steinem. +RmVNTx3vH00-00729-00271082-00271214 It was always Naomi Klein. +RmVNTx3vH00-00730-00271214-00271634 So, just seeing these other women, and just seeing these other stories, and feeling like +RmVNTx3vH00-00731-00271634-00272041 my story fit with theirs and not with the way that these same women who were writing +RmVNTx3vH00-00732-00272041-00272447 about India. +RmVNTx3vH00-00733-00272447-00272916 Even if it's easy to read a Naomi Klein or a Gloria Steinem, neither of whom writes about +RmVNTx3vH00-00734-00272916-00273260 India, the way that they write about it didn't feel accessible. +RmVNTx3vH00-00735-00273260-00273790 This, all these women are oppressed, they have 100 babies. +RmVNTx3vH00-00736-00273790-00274392 I'm related to a lot of really loud, domineering women. +RmVNTx3vH00-00737-00274392-00274796 I don't know anyone like the women in Brick Lane. +RmVNTx3vH00-00738-00274796-00275118 My aunties are in charge, and there's no question about it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00739-00275118-00275783 For me, it's just seeing that in the world and seeing someone like that in the academy +RmVNTx3vH00-00740-00275783-00276230 getting called a leading academic and a scholar, for me, is the most important piece of it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00741-00276230-00276808 It's interesting you'd say that, because part of your job now is to create stories on this +RmVNTx3vH00-00742-00276808-00277026 international level for children. +RmVNTx3vH00-00743-00277026-00277401 How does your feminist sensibility come into that work? +RmVNTx3vH00-00744-00277401-00277804 Are you really conscious on a regular basis of trying to present all these different stories +RmVNTx3vH00-00745-00277804-00277904 for kids? +RmVNTx3vH00-00746-00277904-00278353 Yeah, and I think it goes into my work as a writer, and my work on Saucy, and on the +RmVNTx3vH00-00747-00278353-00278495 board of this organization as well. +RmVNTx3vH00-00748-00278495-00279316 I think it's just about, kids learn gender, and this is my doctoral hat on, kids learn +RmVNTx3vH00-00749-00279316-00279673 their gender roles at the age of two and three, is what psychologists usually say. +RmVNTx3vH00-00750-00279673-00280025 That's very early to know that girls are supposed to play with dolls and boys are supposed to +RmVNTx3vH00-00751-00280025-00280500 play with trucks, and it happens in families where parents are very consciously not trying +RmVNTx3vH00-00752-00280500-00280664 to do those things. +RmVNTx3vH00-00753-00280664-00281247 A lot of my job is distilling those things down and making them easy for kids. +RmVNTx3vH00-00754-00281247-00281592 Also, the children's fiction I write is like that, as well. +RmVNTx3vH00-00755-00281592-00281920 It's not easy, but I think a lot of it is the mindset you come at it with. +RmVNTx3vH00-00756-00281920-00282499 Just the idea that the protagonist in a story can be a seven year old Indian girl and that +RmVNTx3vH00-00757-00282499-00282727 it doesn't have to be a story about India. +RmVNTx3vH00-00758-00282727-00282838 It could be a detective novel. +RmVNTx3vH00-00759-00282838-00283019 She just happens to be Indian. +RmVNTx3vH00-00760-00283019-00283547 I think it's understanding the concept, but it's also shifting your mindset, I think a +RmVNTx3vH00-00761-00283547-00283648 lot of it is. +RmVNTx3vH00-00762-00283648-00284088 That seems like a really awesome moment we're at. +RmVNTx3vH00-00763-00284088-00284583 Diversity used to mean you have the person on the panel representing their particular +RmVNTx3vH00-00764-00284583-00284892 location of diversity. +RmVNTx3vH00-00765-00284892-00285367 I feel like there's a new consciousness about having people of diverse background who are +RmVNTx3vH00-00766-00285367-00285864 not there to represent the entire population of those they're identified with. +RmVNTx3vH00-00767-00285864-00286358 It does seem to be that we're starting to get there, to some degree. +RmVNTx3vH00-00768-00286358-00286913 Joshunda, I wanted to ask you, the quote at the end you read is so provocative, the idea +RmVNTx3vH00-00769-00286913-00287422 that, if the movement becomes obsolete, that's the point, the movement should become obsolete. +RmVNTx3vH00-00770-00287422-00287786 Do you feel like the movement is moving toward being obsolete? +RmVNTx3vH00-00771-00287786-00288455 Do you feel, because it's so fragmented, right? +RmVNTx3vH00-00772-00288455-00288590 Even the people on this panel. +RmVNTx3vH00-00773-00288590-00289119 We all do such different kinds of work even though we have this anthology in common. +RmVNTx3vH00-00774-00289119-00289614 It's certainly not the movement of either womanists or feminists that we've seen before +RmVNTx3vH00-00775-00289614-00289750 in terms of the cohesion. +RmVNTx3vH00-00776-00289750-00289945 What do you think about that? +RmVNTx3vH00-00777-00289945-00290344 That's a really hard question, also, let me just point that out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00778-00290344-00291081 I almost would have rather you'd ask me to rap. +RmVNTx3vH00-00779-00291081-00291472 Oh, it's a total option if you'd prefer to rap. +RmVNTx3vH00-00780-00291472-00291898 No, no, no, I was just joking. +RmVNTx3vH00-00781-00291898-00293046 Well, I wish that it was on its way to becoming obsolete, but I think that it's kind of like +RmVNTx3vH00-00782-00293046-00293165 anything else. +RmVNTx3vH00-00783-00293165-00293632 My favorite thing about December is that it's a time of reflection as you get ready for +RmVNTx3vH00-00784-00293632-00293732 the new year. +RmVNTx3vH00-00785-00293732-00294049 So, I think of that as my time to revise my dreams. +RmVNTx3vH00-00786-00294049-00294540 Because I've achieved some of them and some of them are still out there in the universe. +RmVNTx3vH00-00787-00294540-00294685 I think that's how it is for feminism. +RmVNTx3vH00-00788-00294685-00295021 I think there are some things that have been achieved but clearly women still don't make +RmVNTx3vH00-00789-00295021-00295598 as much as men, there are women who become CEOs and then opt out, and there's like this +RmVNTx3vH00-00790-00295598-00296048 odd discussion about that, so they become mothers, so they're not the same, they're +RmVNTx3vH00-00791-00296048-00296341 not as valuable to some people. +RmVNTx3vH00-00792-00296341-00296698 I think there are all these other kinds of discussions that have started to happen that +RmVNTx3vH00-00793-00296698-00297330 mean that the movement still has life in it as a movement, but it is maybe going to look +RmVNTx3vH00-00794-00297330-00297561 like something else. +RmVNTx3vH00-00795-00297561-00298061 The question is how to keep that conversation going in any kind of cohesive way because, +RmVNTx3vH00-00796-00298061-00298776 as women achieve some of their dreams, and maybe male feminists, if we want to add them, +RmVNTx3vH00-00797-00298776-00299286 as they see those things shift, the question is what are your new dreams going to be, what +RmVNTx3vH00-00798-00299286-00299658 is your new vision of feminism going to become? +RmVNTx3vH00-00799-00299658-00299867 I don't really know that anyone knows. +RmVNTx3vH00-00800-00299867-00300382 It's such an important question because I feel like many of us do the kind of work where +RmVNTx3vH00-00801-00300382-00300514 we are constantly in response. +RmVNTx3vH00-00802-00300514-00300938 At Feministing, when we're blogging, we're like, what's the news of the day, what do +RmVNTx3vH00-00803-00300938-00301538 we need to say in response to all the shitty stuff going on as opposed to what do we want +RmVNTx3vH00-00804-00301538-00301795 to envision, what can we put out there that's new. +RmVNTx3vH00-00805-00301795-00302198 We could try to do that in our leadership, obviously, or other ways, but that's a really +RmVNTx3vH00-00806-00302198-00302355 important, vital point. +RmVNTx3vH00-00807-00302355-00302461 Thank you. +RmVNTx3vH00-00808-00302461-00302863 Courtney, I'm going to throw one more at you and then we'll let the audience. +RmVNTx3vH00-00809-00302863-00303267 So Courtney occupies an interesting space in that she's a novelist, and I think a lot +RmVNTx3vH00-00810-00303267-00303898 about this, because her novel, when I read it, my first reaction was, Oh my gosh, fictional +RmVNTx3vH00-00811-00303898-00304204 heroines can be just like me! +RmVNTx3vH00-00812-00304204-00304576 It was one of the first things I read about young women that I really identified in a +RmVNTx3vH00-00813-00304576-00304741 contemporary novel. +RmVNTx3vH00-00814-00304741-00305395 Because it seems like the world of the novel is a fairly male world still, or a world that +RmVNTx3vH00-00815-00305395-00305657 just didn't feel anywhere close to my experience. +RmVNTx3vH00-00816-00305657-00305932 My experience wasn't romantic enough to be in a novel. +RmVNTx3vH00-00817-00305932-00306366 That was my first reaction to Courtney's novel. +RmVNTx3vH00-00818-00306366-00306978 And of course people tried to target it as chick lit, like in this respectful way. +RmVNTx3vH00-00819-00306978-00307288 Like it was, Oh, it's a smart woman's chick lit. +RmVNTx3vH00-00820-00307288-00307634 Which is a really bizarre thing to say, because you're like, What are you saying about people +RmVNTx3vH00-00821-00307634-00307745 who like chick lit? +RmVNTx3vH00-00822-00307745-00307850 And what is chick lit? +RmVNTx3vH00-00823-00307850-00307995 It's a very complicated question. +RmVNTx3vH00-00824-00307995-00308571 But I wanted you to just speak to what it's like to be a feminist and a novelist and write +RmVNTx3vH00-00825-00308571-00308730 about young women. +RmVNTx3vH00-00826-00308730-00309457 Do you feel that pressure to be fit into a particular kind of box around those labels? +RmVNTx3vH00-00827-00309457-00309569 Interesting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00828-00309569-00310332 Well, Commencement, in many ways, that's the name of the novel, does deal with feminism. +RmVNTx3vH00-00829-00310332-00311022 One of the four main characters ends up working particularly on the issue of sex trafficking, +RmVNTx3vH00-00830-00311022-00311230 which is something that is very important to me. +RmVNTx3vH00-00831-00311230-00311696 I had worked for four years for Bob Herbert, one of the op ed columnists at the New York +RmVNTx3vH00-00832-00311696-00311903 Times, and did quite a lot of research on that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00833-00311903-00312527 And I think being a newspaper researcher and writer, especially with the kind of shrinking +RmVNTx3vH00-00834-00312527-00312997 word counts that you're allowed to have these days, sometimes the most interesting parts +RmVNTx3vH00-00835-00312997-00313203 of a story end up on the cutting room floor. +RmVNTx3vH00-00836-00313203-00313441 And fiction is such a wonderful place to use those. +RmVNTx3vH00-00837-00313441-00313636 So in some ways, I loved that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00838-00313636-00314219 And I wanted to explore feminism in that very direct way, and also what happens to a campus +RmVNTx3vH00-00839-00314219-00314460 activist when they go out into the real world. +RmVNTx3vH00-00840-00314460-00314628 What is it like? +RmVNTx3vH00-00841-00314628-00315121 And then, how does feminism fit into these characters' lives in smaller ways? +RmVNTx3vH00-00842-00315121-00315271 In the beginning of the book, one of them is getting married. +RmVNTx3vH00-00843-00315271-00315733 And no one can believe she's going to change her last name and she's registered for a KitchenAid +RmVNTx3vH00-00844-00315733-00315845 mixer, and all of these things. +RmVNTx3vH00-00845-00315845-00316091 So you went to Smith, how the hell did this happen? +RmVNTx3vH00-00846-00316091-00316596 But at the same time, this is a character who works for now, and is very interested +RmVNTx3vH00-00847-00316596-00316798 in embracing feminism in her own way. +RmVNTx3vH00-00848-00316798-00317451 And so, they're all trying to make sense of it in that sense. +RmVNTx3vH00-00849-00317451-00317602 And the chick lit thing. +RmVNTx3vH00-00850-00317602-00318228 In some ways, I feel like it's a little bit like that Jessica Seinfeld cookbook where +RmVNTx3vH00-00851-00318228-00318620 she puts the spinach in brownies or something, because a lot of women have told me, Oh, I +RmVNTx3vH00-00852-00318620-00318979 thought your book would be a fun beach read, but I really did learn a lot about the women's +RmVNTx3vH00-00853-00318979-00319318 movement and women's issues from it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00854-00319318-00319494 So I think in a way that's kind of good. +RmVNTx3vH00-00855-00319494-00319720 But the descriptions and definitions of fiction are so odd. +RmVNTx3vH00-00856-00319720-00320204 My book has been described as literary fiction, it's been described as chick lit. +RmVNTx3vH00-00857-00320204-00320666 And I was in a bookstore in I think Ann Arbor, and they had a little write up, like Staff +RmVNTx3vH00-00858-00320666-00321103 Recommends, and they said, This thriller will keep you up all night. +RmVNTx3vH00-00859-00321103-00321328 And I'm like, Thriller? +RmVNTx3vH00-00860-00321328-00321554 OK, I'll take it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00861-00321554-00321976 But actually something that you said to me really put me at ease, which was that my book +RmVNTx3vH00-00862-00321976-00322196 had the first feminist villain you'd ever seen, and you liked that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00863-00322196-00322993 And that made me happy, because with fiction, unlike writing a newspaper piece or a magazine +RmVNTx3vH00-00864-00322993-00323255 piece, you really don't know where the characters are going to go. +RmVNTx3vH00-00865-00323255-00323864 And there is a character in Commencement who's not based on any one sort of Second Wave feminist, +RmVNTx3vH00-00866-00323864-00324046 but she's very radical. +RmVNTx3vH00-00867-00324046-00324441 Personally, I would identify as a MacKinnonite. +RmVNTx3vH00-00868-00324441-00324550 I think Catharine MacKinnon is an absolute genius. +RmVNTx3vH00-00869-00324550-00324750 And not everyone necessarily does, but I do. +RmVNTx3vH00-00870-00324750-00325253 And I think that in some ways this character is radical in the sense that some people in +RmVNTx3vH00-00871-00325253-00325482 the movement have kind of pushed her away. +RmVNTx3vH00-00872-00325482-00325585 And she's not based on Catharine MacKinnon, nobody write that on a blog or anything. +RmVNTx3vH00-00873-00325585-00326044 I don't want to get an email from Catharine MacKinnon. +RmVNTx3vH00-00874-00326044-00326524 But just that idea of a radical feminist and people even within her own movement not being +RmVNTx3vH00-00875-00326524-00326636 quite sure. +RmVNTx3vH00-00876-00326636-00327027 At the same time, she's a person who creates massive amounts of change. +RmVNTx3vH00-00877-00327027-00327435 But this character wasn't a villain initially, but in the end, she did become one. +RmVNTx3vH00-00878-00327435-00327863 It's not like a message thing, like, This character has to turn out to be good! +RmVNTx3vH00-00879-00327863-00328521 So that was something I worried about, but then you put me at ease by telling me that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00880-00328521-00328621 Well, that's good. +RmVNTx3vH00-00881-00328621-00328850 All right, so let's hear from the audience. +RmVNTx3vH00-00882-00328850-00329033 This is such a big group. +RmVNTx3vH00-00883-00329033-00329222 We really appreciate everyone coming out. +RmVNTx3vH00-00884-00329222-00329905 Anyone have questions about the essays you heard specifically, about women's perspective +RmVNTx3vH00-00885-00329905-00330022 on young feminism in particular? +RmVNTx3vH00-00886-00330022-00330122 Yes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00887-00330122-00330520 You mentioned earlier that you went to a college that seemed more feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00888-00330520-00330843 What college was that? +RmVNTx3vH00-00889-00330843-00331003 Smith College. +RmVNTx3vH00-00890-00331003-00331166 I'll repeat. +RmVNTx3vH00-00891-00331166-00331457 The question was where Courtney had gone to school. +RmVNTx3vH00-00892-00331457-00331614 Courtney's a Smith grad. +RmVNTx3vH00-00893-00331614-00331808 I'm a Barnard grad. +RmVNTx3vH00-00894-00331808-00332266 All women's colleges are definitely in the house. +RmVNTx3vH00-00895-00332266-00332853 For me at least, I had grown up in this fairly traditional Irish Catholic family, and I was +RmVNTx3vH00-00896-00332853-00333529 constantly waging war on my uncles in particular, who were very conservative about everything. +RmVNTx3vH00-00897-00333529-00333816 All issues, but mostly women's issues. +RmVNTx3vH00-00898-00333816-00334111 And they're lawyers, and they're really good fighters. +RmVNTx3vH00-00899-00334111-00334506 So, many times in high school, I would be fighting them and I would end up in tears, +RmVNTx3vH00-00900-00334506-00334619 and I would end up tongue tied. +RmVNTx3vH00-00901-00334619-00335111 And the first time that one of them said to me, Good point, just, Good point, Oh, I got +RmVNTx3vH00-00902-00335111-00335215 so full of pride. +RmVNTx3vH00-00903-00335215-00335402 I could not believe it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00904-00335402-00335932 And so I was so used to fighting, fighting, fighting, and when I got to Smith, in a way, +RmVNTx3vH00-00905-00335932-00336222 it was almost disturbing, because it suddenly felt like everyone agreed. +RmVNTx3vH00-00906-00336222-00336329 I'd be like, Wait a minute! +RmVNTx3vH00-00907-00336329-00336695 So then I started playing devil's advocate just because I felt, Well, now I have to. +RmVNTx3vH00-00908-00336695-00337357 And in a way, I think it helped me be more fully formed, that I came from that. +RmVNTx3vH00-00909-00337357-00337920 I mean, Miriam, your piece is similar in a way, this sort of idea of pushing back, pushing +RmVNTx3vH00-00910-00337920-00338035 back against a family member. +RmVNTx3vH00-00911-00338035-00338438 But then, sometimes I'll just remember what they said and bits of it seep in. +RmVNTx3vH00-00912-00338438-00338777 It's funny, I didn't go to a women's college, because when I was looking at colleges, I +RmVNTx3vH00-00913-00338777-00338877 was like, Well, I can't go to a women's college. +RmVNTx3vH00-00914-00338877-00338977 I want to date men. +RmVNTx3vH00-00915-00338977-00339077 Any other questions? +RmVNTx3vH00-00916-00339077-00339177 I thought I saw a hand back there. +RmVNTx3vH00-00917-00339177-00339277 Is everyone shy? +RmVNTx3vH00-00918-00339277-00339377 Yes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00919-00339377-00339477 I don't really have a question, but I just want to say it's really great to hear what +RmVNTx3vH00-00920-00339477-00339577 you guys have to say. +RmVNTx3vH00-00921-00339577-00339677 I have a daughter who identifies as a Third Wave feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-00922-00339677-00339777 She's probably a handful or so years younger than you guys and I sort of wonder what's +RmVNTx3vH00-00923-00339777-00339877 going to happen and how she sees it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00924-00339877-00339977 I know how she sees it. +RmVNTx3vH00-00925-00339977-00340077 She grew up with feminist parents. +RmVNTx3vH00-00926-00340077-00340177 But it's cool to hear what you're doing and what you're thinking about. +RmVNTx3vH00-00927-00340177-00340277 Thank you. +RmVNTx3vH00-00928-00340277-00340377 Thank you! +RmVNTx3vH00-00929-00340377-00340477 Thank you! +RmVNTx3vH00-00930-00340477-00340577 That's really sweet. +RmVNTx3vH00-00931-00340577-00340677 Yes. +RmVNTx3vH00-00932-00340677-00340777 I just wanted to know, you brought up Chandra Mohanty, and I've been working here for three +RmVNTx3vH00-00933-00340777-00340877 or four years, and this is like the second time her name has come up. +RmVNTx3vH00-00934-00340877-00340977 And for me personally, reading her work, I had the total opposite experience that you +RmVNTx3vH00-00935-00340977-00341077 had. +RmVNTx3vH00-00936-00341077-00341177 It was the first time I could really go, That makes sense! +RmVNTx3vH00-00937-00341177-00341277 That deals with my mother in an African village and what she's doing. +RmVNTx3vH00-00938-00341277-00341377 And having never heard of feminism, but taking care of orphans and doing tons of other stuff. +RmVNTx3vH00-00939-00341377-00341477 So I'm curious as to how concepts like Feminism Without Borders was seen right at the center +RmVNTx3vH00-00940-00341477-00341577 of what needs to happen for the movement to come to the next level, is the one thing I +RmVNTx3vH00-00941-00341577-00342771 continually watch, sort of a racial stratification of stuff all the time. +RmVNTx3vH00-00942-00342771-00344418 How do you guys work to bring that more into the center of the conversation? +RmVNTx3vH00-00943-00344418-00345272 Because it kind of scares me to hear that a lot of that had blown over your head, cause +RmVNTx3vH00-00945-00349710-00349810 Yeah. +RmVNTx3vH00-00946-00349810-00349910 Well I should be very clear. +RmVNTx3vH00-00947-00349910-00350057 I was at the National Women's Studies Association meeting. +RmVNTx3vH00-00948-00350057-00350504 So it's a place, the context is such, I think that's where someone like Chandra Mohanty +RmVNTx3vH00-00949-00350504-00351091 feels like she can give out her most sophisticated, potentially esoteric ideas cause these are +RmVNTx3vH00-00950-00351091-00351238 academic feminists. +RmVNTx3vH00-00951-00351238-00351753 I don't happen to have a lot of academic feminist training, so perhaps it was more, I've read +RmVNTx3vH00-00952-00351753-00352085 her stuff and not been alienated, but hearing her speak I was like, whoa. +RmVNTx3vH00-00953-00352085-00352629 And the other Mada thing, where she was speaking about sort of beyond borders, speaking about +RmVNTx3vH00-00954-00352629-00353165 how do we create this accessibility, but her language is so inaccessible that my mind was +RmVNTx3vH00-00955-00353165-00353363 sort of being blown. +RmVNTx3vH00-00956-00353363-00353606 Does anyone want to speak to that idea? +RmVNTx3vH00-00957-00353606-00354121 One of the things I hear her talking about is this intersectionality idea, right. +RmVNTx3vH00-00958-00354121-00354797 So, feminism is not about, as we have repeatedly said here, women's equality necessarily, but +RmVNTx3vH00-00959-00354797-00355259 about race, class, gender, ability, sexual orientation, all of these things coming together +RmVNTx3vH00-00960-00355259-00355630 and forming our experiences as men and women. +RmVNTx3vH00-00961-00355630-00356105 And how do we sort of create a liberation around people getting to truly be who they +RmVNTx3vH00-00962-00356105-00356547 are in the world without these prescriptive rules or these systemic inner qualities that +RmVNTx3vH00-00963-00356547-00356665 hold them back. +RmVNTx3vH00-00964-00356665-00356979 And that's the lens through which I try to write my work. +RmVNTx3vH00-00965-00356979-00357361 It's the lens through which we at Feministing try to do our work. +RmVNTx3vH00-00966-00357361-00357919 Does anyone else want to speak about how you see those intersections coming together? +RmVNTx3vH00-00967-00357919-00358358 Sure, OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-00968-00358358-00358674 I think it's a hard question, but I completely agree with you. +RmVNTx3vH00-00969-00358674-00359143 And actually Chandra Mohanty led me to Patricia Hill Collins and a lot of black feminists. +RmVNTx3vH00-00970-00359143-00359557 This was kind of my entry point into this whole women of color type feminism that really +RmVNTx3vH00-00971-00359557-00359991 resonated with me in a way that white feminism did not. +RmVNTx3vH00-00972-00359991-00360319 And actually the woman who gave it to me, she's one of the most amazing professors I've +RmVNTx3vH00-00973-00360319-00360460 ever had, and she was white. +RmVNTx3vH00-00974-00360460-00360617 And she was like, I think you'll like this. +RmVNTx3vH00-00975-00360617-00360770 I know you're feeling alienated. +RmVNTx3vH00-00976-00360770-00360941 This is what. +RmVNTx3vH00-00977-00360941-00361604 But I think that, at least when I was in grad school and now being out in the world, there's +RmVNTx3vH00-00978-00361604-00362090 not a lot of panels like this where there's conversation between the two worlds, particularly +RmVNTx3vH00-00979-00362090-00362256 at academic panels. +RmVNTx3vH00-00980-00362256-00362589 When I present at academic conferences and I present my work on South Asia, the room +RmVNTx3vH00-00981-00362589-00362796 is full of South Asians. +RmVNTx3vH00-00982-00362796-00363095 And when I happen to go to a panel that's about African Americans, the room is full +RmVNTx3vH00-00983-00363095-00363482 of African Americans. +RmVNTx3vH00-00984-00363482-00363918 Those spaces are really important, and they're very important to me in particular because +RmVNTx3vH00-00985-00363918-00364328 I grew up in the Midwest where I was the only brown person for miles around other than my +RmVNTx3vH00-00986-00364328-00364478 brother, right. +RmVNTx3vH00-00987-00364478-00365043 So, you have a great tan, was a very common thing that I heard growing up in Wisconsin. +RmVNTx3vH00-00988-00365043-00365593 So those spaces where you have people, I think there needs to be space for both, those safe +RmVNTx3vH00-00989-00365593-00366109 spaces where you can all, like, when you read Commencement, that was a space for you where +RmVNTx3vH00-00990-00366109-00366449 you felt like, Oh, this is me, this is somebody I can see. +RmVNTx3vH00-00991-00366449-00366549 Right. +RmVNTx3vH00-00992-00366549-00367056 But I don't think that there's a lot of conversation happening between the people that it needs +RmVNTx3vH00-00993-00367056-00367156 to happen. +RmVNTx3vH00-00994-00367156-00367278 That was completely incoherent. +RmVNTx3vH00-00995-00367278-00367729 But I think there needs to be more conversation between people who come from different places +RmVNTx3vH00-00996-00367729-00367890 in order for solidarity to happen. +RmVNTx3vH00-00997-00367890-00368570 And I think, at least in my experience, these movements are just coming together, at least +RmVNTx3vH00-00998-00368570-00368670 in my judgement. +RmVNTx3vH00-00999-00368670-00368961 A lot of us are just finding our feet within the spaces, and so there hasn't been a lot +RmVNTx3vH00-01000-00368961-00369168 of movement between spaces. +RmVNTx3vH00-01001-00369168-00369821 Because Chandra Mohanty's essay came out in what, 98 maybe, 2001, so that's not very long +RmVNTx3vH00-01002-00369821-00369942 by academic standards. +RmVNTx3vH00-01003-00369942-00370042 Uh huh. +RmVNTx3vH00-01004-00370042-00370472 I do think it's a direction things need to be going in but, even writing my dissertation, +RmVNTx3vH00-01005-00370472-00371032 I think I found four authors, maybe, who I could use who were from that movement. +RmVNTx3vH00-01006-00371032-00371406 So I think it's a combination of building it up and also starting to realize where we're +RmVNTx3vH00-01007-00371406-00371506 coming from when we're talking to each other. +RmVNTx3vH00-01008-00371506-00372126 One last point is just the idea that the moment of connection that you had with her novel, +RmVNTx3vH00-01009-00372126-00372994 I think that, within the world of writers of color, that's happening more now than ever. +RmVNTx3vH00-01010-00372994-00373101 Mm hm. +RmVNTx3vH00-01011-00373101-00373391 Between, I think, Denny Cass and Jeya Mohand, I could go on and on and on. +RmVNTx3vH00-01012-00373391-00373589 And young adult fiction, too, which I think is really key. +RmVNTx3vH00-01013-00373589-00373689 One of the. +RmVNTx3vH00-01014-00373689-00373873 It's not just Sweet Valley High anymore, right. +RmVNTx3vH00-01015-00373873-00375026 And I'm wondering, is it possible, because I'm a person of color, that I feel that experience +RmVNTx3vH00-01016-00375026-00375739 with that stuff, and is it necessarily that you wouldn't feel that same experience with +RmVNTx3vH00-01017-00375739-00375908 that stuff if it was on the palette? +RmVNTx3vH00-01018-00375908-00376008 Yeah, a different experience, yeah. +RmVNTx3vH00-01019-00376008-00376223 My brother is here as well, and you can ask him. +RmVNTx3vH00-01020-00376223-00376744 At the age of 11, I think, I declared my favorite book was The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison which, +RmVNTx3vH00-01021-00376744-00377056 for a little white girl in Colorado Springs, is slightly strange, looking through these +RmVNTx3vH00-01022-00377056-00377180 identity politics, right. +RmVNTx3vH00-01023-00377180-00377753 Why does the blue eyed blond, at the time, girl so moved by Toni Morrison's work? +RmVNTx3vH00-01024-00377753-00378293 So I think obviously I had a different experience than a young black girl who's reading that +RmVNTx3vH00-01025-00378293-00378411 at the same time would have had. +RmVNTx3vH00-01026-00378411-00378710 But I think there's all of these entry points. +RmVNTx3vH00-01027-00378710-00379128 And I think one of the elephants in the room around this conversation is, white woman have +RmVNTx3vH00-01028-00379128-00379674 to deal with white privilege if we are going to show up to these meetings and if we are +RmVNTx3vH00-01029-00379674-00379774 going to have these conversations. +RmVNTx3vH00-01030-00379774-00380345 So that's such an undone piece of this whole conversation is, the majority of us who grew +RmVNTx3vH00-01031-00380345-00380766 up with white privilege still don't even know to talk about that, how to think about it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01032-00380766-00381123 For my generation, we grew up listening to hip hop music, so that complicates. +RmVNTx3vH00-01033-00381123-00381843 There's just this whole huge, to my mind, very unhad conversation about white privilege +RmVNTx3vH00-01034-00381843-00382315 that needs to happen in order for that piece of it to get done. +RmVNTx3vH00-01035-00382315-00382415 Yeah. +RmVNTx3vH00-01036-00382415-00382759 I was going to just mention the post racial moniker that I hate very much. +RmVNTx3vH00-01037-00382759-00383296 Because I think it lets us off the hook as a society about things that we have not talked +RmVNTx3vH00-01038-00383296-00384042 about and that we are not usually brave enough to talk about outside of our circles of power +RmVNTx3vH00-01039-00384042-00384336 and privilege and influence. +RmVNTx3vH00-01040-00384336-00384841 And so, I think it's very much about having the courage to tell your story, cause there's +RmVNTx3vH00-01041-00384841-00385414 not just one story, and also to bring up stuff like white privilege in company and to have +RmVNTx3vH00-01042-00385414-00385522 a conversation about it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01043-00385522-00386119 But there just aren't that many opportunities across races and genders, I don't think, to +RmVNTx3vH00-01044-00386119-00386219 have those authentic conversations. +RmVNTx3vH00-01045-00386219-00386319 Mm hm. +RmVNTx3vH00-01046-00386319-00386452 Perez, you were going to say something? +RmVNTx3vH00-01047-00386452-00386944 Yeah, just add that, I think part of the core of this is that an intersectional feminism +RmVNTx3vH00-01048-00386944-00387171 is a decentralized feminism. +RmVNTx3vH00-01049-00387171-00387516 Because it's really hard to think about an intersectional feminism with one leader, right, +RmVNTx3vH00-01050-00387516-00388011 cause that one leader, they're never going to embody every single piece of the identities +RmVNTx3vH00-01051-00388011-00388120 people bring, right. +RmVNTx3vH00-01052-00388120-00388705 So, for me I feel the way to centralize different communities' voices and perspectives is to +RmVNTx3vH00-01053-00388705-00389116 bring feminism to those communities and to those movements. +RmVNTx3vH00-01054-00389116-00389434 And this is a debate I've had with prominent older feminists a lot. +RmVNTx3vH00-01055-00389434-00389642 Like, What work is feminist work? +RmVNTx3vH00-01056-00389642-00389925 Can you do immigration work and do it as a feminist? +RmVNTx3vH00-01057-00389925-00390208 And I think immigration work can be feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01058-00390208-00390543 And the key is bringing the gender analysis to the immigration work. +RmVNTx3vH00-01059-00390543-00391090 And so in that way, you're no longer centralizing the experience of necessarily white cisgendered +RmVNTx3vH00-01060-00391090-00391446 straight feminist women, but you're bringing feminism to immigration work, which inherently +RmVNTx3vH00-01061-00391446-00391604 has these roots in all these different movements. +RmVNTx3vH00-01062-00391604-00391781 So I feel like that's the struggle. +RmVNTx3vH00-01063-00391781-00392305 The media wants to see a centralized feminism with one leader, and everyone rallying with +RmVNTx3vH00-01064-00392305-00392493 the same signs, saying, This is what a feminist looks like. +RmVNTx3vH00-01065-00392493-00392907 But actually, feminism is infiltrating in all these different movements, across class +RmVNTx3vH00-01066-00392907-00393078 and race and issue boundaries. +RmVNTx3vH00-01067-00393078-00393432 And so we don't know how to see it in the same way, but I think it's there if we look +RmVNTx3vH00-01068-00393432-00394021 for it, and that's a success of intersectional feminism, bringing it away from this one central +RmVNTx3vH00-01069-00394021-00394640 piece about gender or pay equity or whatever the key central feminist issue was. +RmVNTx3vH00-01070-00394640-00395033 And we've also, at Feministing, struggled with this in super practical ways, because +RmVNTx3vH00-01071-00395033-00395819 we are technically a collective, but the two white cisgendered women, myself and Jessica +RmVNTx3vH00-01072-00395819-00396184 Valenti, are the ones to get the majority of media calls, get the majority of speaking +RmVNTx3vH00-01073-00396184-00396388 opportunities at this point. +RmVNTx3vH00-01074-00396388-00396704 And so we've tried a lot to figure out, How do we buck this system? +RmVNTx3vH00-01075-00396704-00397060 Because even when we would say to CNN, I'm actually not the right person to talk about +RmVNTx3vH00-01076-00397060-00397676 that to, Perez is writing about birth politics and far more of an expert on it than I am, +RmVNTx3vH00-01077-00397676-00398424 we find that they're reluctant, because this is their paradigm, the young, pretty white +RmVNTx3vH00-01078-00398424-00398646 feminist girl talking about feminism. +RmVNTx3vH00-01079-00398646-00399180 So one of the things we try to do is declare Samhita Mukhopadhyay the executive editor +RmVNTx3vH00-01080-00399180-00399309 of Feministing. +RmVNTx3vH00-01081-00399309-00399694 And she actually has taken a leadership role, because she's totally bad ass and amazing, +RmVNTx3vH00-01082-00399694-00399894 but that wasn't our intention. +RmVNTx3vH00-01083-00399894-00400294 Initially we were like, Let's give her this title that the rest of the world understands +RmVNTx3vH00-01084-00400294-00400422 as the leader. +RmVNTx3vH00-01085-00400422-00400795 And then when they call, we can say, Actually, you should interview the executive editor. +RmVNTx3vH00-01086-00400795-00400943 And then they're like, Oh, yes! +RmVNTx3vH00-01087-00400943-00401247 Put us on the phone with the exec! +RmVNTx3vH00-01088-00401247-00401353 Thank you! +RmVNTx3vH00-01089-00401353-00402053 It hasn't been terribly effective, I have to admit, on that level, but it comes down +RmVNTx3vH00-01090-00402053-00402522 to even the most practical things for us of trying to be so conscious of it that we can +RmVNTx3vH00-01091-00402522-00403104 figure out how to even manipulate outsiders' perspectives of what a feminist looks like, +RmVNTx3vH00-01092-00403104-00403204 etc. +RmVNTx3vH00-01093-00403204-00403304 So it's complicated. +RmVNTx3vH00-01094-00403304-00403404 Yes. +RmVNTx3vH00-01095-00403404-00403504 My question is for, but I was particularly impressed by Courtney's essay about talking +RmVNTx3vH00-01096-00403504-00403604 with your dad, and realizing whether you wanted to call him a feminist or a feminist sympathizer, +RmVNTx3vH00-01097-00403604-00403704 it's a fascinating thought there. +RmVNTx3vH00-01098-00403704-00403804 But has there been a conscious effort of the women, to reach out to the other side and +RmVNTx3vH00-01099-00403804-00403904 engage men more actively? +RmVNTx3vH00-01100-00403904-00404004 And I'm just curious in terms of your data on the sales of books or, even just in terms +RmVNTx3vH00-01101-00404004-00404104 of feminists. +RmVNTx3vH00-01102-00404104-00405879 Is it still, the movement, mostly other women or is there an opportunity to go across the +RmVNTx3vH00-01103-00405879-00407124 board and is there more men engaging in this conversation? +RmVNTx3vH00-01104-00407124-00407579 And is that going to change the paradigm, meaning can we get the, fabric softeners because +RmVNTx3vH00-01105-00407579-00407752 that would be really cool, right? +RmVNTx3vH00-01106-00407752-00408343 I think that, in addition to men doing the laundry, which is fantastic if that's what +RmVNTx3vH00-01107-00408343-00409194 they want to do, I think that more and more you are seeing women within the movement understanding +RmVNTx3vH00-01108-00409194-00409708 that the involvement of men is so crucial. +RmVNTx3vH00-01109-00409708-00410330 The thing that keeps me awake at night and makes me sure that I need to call myself a +RmVNTx3vH00-01110-00410330-00410827 feminist and claim that word, for me personally, it's around the area of sexual violence, sex +RmVNTx3vH00-01111-00410827-00411243 trafficking, all of these issues. +RmVNTx3vH00-01112-00411243-00411675 You go to a women's college, they're going to give every woman a rape whistle that you +RmVNTx3vH00-01113-00411675-00411838 can blow if someone's attacking you. +RmVNTx3vH00-01114-00411838-00412157 That's great, but why don't we also talk about the male side of the equation. +RmVNTx3vH00-01115-00412157-00412472 Who are the men who are going to be chasing me through Smith campus and what do we do +RmVNTx3vH00-01116-00412472-00412572 about that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01117-00412572-00413083 How are they raised, what are they taught about sexuality, about women versus men. +RmVNTx3vH00-01118-00413083-00413304 I mean, it's not just sexuality, of course. +RmVNTx3vH00-01119-00413304-00413613 It's all through housework and everything up and down the spectrum. +RmVNTx3vH00-01120-00413613-00414162 But I think there are a lot of incredible men's groups that have formed in the last +RmVNTx3vH00-01121-00414162-00414262 several years. +RmVNTx3vH00-01122-00414262-00414729 There's so many, but Robert Jensen, who's at UT, particularly talking about pornography. +RmVNTx3vH00-01123-00414729-00414908 Oh, you probably know him, right? +RmVNTx3vH00-01124-00414908-00415085 Oh, he's such a genius. +RmVNTx3vH00-01125-00415085-00415185 He's good. +RmVNTx3vH00-01126-00415185-00415346 I want to meet him. +RmVNTx3vH00-01127-00415346-00415446 He's amazing. +RmVNTx3vH00-01128-00415446-00415838 Jackson Katz, who I think is in Boston? +RmVNTx3vH00-01129-00415838-00416072 And he talks particularly about men in groups. +RmVNTx3vH00-01130-00416072-00416700 That one individual man might act very differently and think very differently than he might in +RmVNTx3vH00-01131-00416700-00416800 a group. +RmVNTx3vH00-01132-00416800-00417268 And so he looks at the stereotypically male groups, like sports teams, men in the military, +RmVNTx3vH00-01133-00417268-00417904 fraternities, and talking to them about their ideas of masculinity and how to turn it on +RmVNTx3vH00-01134-00417904-00418004 its head. +RmVNTx3vH00-01135-00418004-00418639 And I think, particularly within sex trafficking, a lot of the focus in the last few years has +RmVNTx3vH00-01136-00418639-00418872 turned to the demand side of that equation. +RmVNTx3vH00-01137-00418872-00419002 Who are the men? +RmVNTx3vH00-01138-00419002-00419192 What makes them think this is OK? +RmVNTx3vH00-01139-00419192-00419292 And what do we do about it? +RmVNTx3vH00-01140-00419292-00419616 So I think that more and more men are becoming involved. +RmVNTx3vH00-01141-00419616-00420330 And as I said, in college, I didn't think a man could call himself a feminist, but now +RmVNTx3vH00-01142-00420330-00420580 I absolutely do, and I think it's crucial that men do. +RmVNTx3vH00-01143-00420580-00420743 I'd also like to throw out Byron Hurt's, Beyond Beats and Rhymes, which is an incredible documentary +RmVNTx3vH00-01144-00420743-00421221 film about masculinity and hip hop, and heteronormativity and a bunch of stuff. +RmVNTx3vH00-01145-00421221-00421657 And just add that I think one of the most interesting things, from my perspective, happening +RmVNTx3vH00-01146-00421657-00422114 with male feminists is this notion of, How do you try to end violence against women? +RmVNTx3vH00-01147-00422114-00422377 Which is the entry point for a lot of men into the movement. +RmVNTx3vH00-01148-00422377-00422852 How do you get past that, keep doing that, but get to the idea that this movement is +RmVNTx3vH00-01149-00422852-00423026 liberating for you? +RmVNTx3vH00-01150-00423026-00423301 It's not just about stopping violence against me. +RmVNTx3vH00-01151-00423301-00423797 You get to be a more realized, authentic, fulfilled human being if you're not being +RmVNTx3vH00-01152-00423797-00424184 repressed by notions of what appropriate masculinity is. +RmVNTx3vH00-01153-00424184-00424562 I don't feel like we're quite there in the public conversation yet. +RmVNTx3vH00-01154-00424562-00425214 I feel like actually Gloria Steinem and Eve Ensler both in the last year I've heard say +RmVNTx3vH00-01155-00425214-00425676 that they are encouraging men to just picture, what would it be like if you didn't have all +RmVNTx3vH00-01156-00425676-00425989 these structures telling you, This is what a boy does. +RmVNTx3vH00-01157-00425989-00426125 A boy doesn't cry. +RmVNTx3vH00-01158-00426125-00426259 A boy likes sports. +RmVNTx3vH00-01159-00426259-00426360 Whatever it is. +RmVNTx3vH00-01160-00426360-00426834 Imagine the freedom you would feel if we didn't have this binary structure in place. +RmVNTx3vH00-01161-00426834-00427179 And we do have a man in the anthology, I just wanted to say, who writes about becoming a +RmVNTx3vH00-01162-00427179-00427524 feminist via these two wonderful, totally different things. +RmVNTx3vH00-01163-00427524-00427964 One is his incredibly strong African American mother and grandmother, and Martha Stewart. +RmVNTx3vH00-01164-00427964-00428064 You're like, Whoa! +RmVNTx3vH00-01165-00428064-00428164 OK, that's interesting. +RmVNTx3vH00-01166-00428164-00428264 Mary? +RmVNTx3vH00-01167-00428264-00428364 I wonder how you guys see the term gender studies. +RmVNTx3vH00-01168-00428364-00428772 I've heard about it kind of supplanting women's studies at colleges. +RmVNTx3vH00-01169-00428772-00430656 How do you guys feel about that shift towards that term gender studies? +RmVNTx3vH00-01170-00430656-00430766 Is that an opening or is that like something you can take away from them? +RmVNTx3vH00-01171-00430766-00430866 You guys want to take that, anyone? +RmVNTx3vH00-01172-00430866-00430980 I think it's a good thing. +RmVNTx3vH00-01173-00430980-00431080 I think it's not enough. +RmVNTx3vH00-01174-00431080-00431180 Did everyone hear the question? +RmVNTx3vH00-01175-00431180-00431433 So the question was about women's studies to gender studies. +RmVNTx3vH00-01176-00431433-00431737 And a lot of campuses are also going women and gender studies. +RmVNTx3vH00-01177-00431737-00431952 This idea of trying to be inclusive. +RmVNTx3vH00-01178-00431952-00432127 This connects to the last conversation. +RmVNTx3vH00-01179-00432127-00432462 I like to talk about it as feminism's gender identity crisis. +RmVNTx3vH00-01180-00432462-00433120 I think it's both a question of, think about that for a second, both a question of the +RmVNTx3vH00-01181-00433120-00433537 role of men but also the question of, What's the role of a women's movement in today's +RmVNTx3vH00-01182-00433537-00433683 era? +RmVNTx3vH00-01183-00433683-00434201 For young women, especially, I think, there's less of an immediate relationship to a women's +RmVNTx3vH00-01184-00434201-00434301 movement than maybe there was. +RmVNTx3vH00-01185-00434301-00434751 It also depends on what type of woman you are and what identities and what labels you +RmVNTx3vH00-01186-00434751-00434968 prioritize. +RmVNTx3vH00-01187-00434968-00435300 I think what's happening on college campuses is sort of reflective of that question, What's +RmVNTx3vH00-01188-00435300-00435900 the need of a women's movement and what's the role of men in feminism or the conversation +RmVNTx3vH00-01189-00435900-00436000 about sexism? +RmVNTx3vH00-01190-00436000-00436393 I think, like Courtney's saying, we're getting to this point where we understand that women +RmVNTx3vH00-01191-00436393-00436596 are not the only ones affected by gender oppression. +RmVNTx3vH00-01192-00436596-00436852 This isn't just about women's equality. +RmVNTx3vH00-01193-00436852-00437049 It's about gender. +RmVNTx3vH00-01194-00437049-00437523 It's sort of about how gender affects all of us in our lives? +RmVNTx3vH00-01195-00437523-00437739 I think we're seeing it in the mainstream conversation now more when we're starting +RmVNTx3vH00-01196-00437739-00438021 to see things like, boys are falling behind. +RmVNTx3vH00-01197-00438021-00438533 A lot of that is BS kind of use of statistics, but there are all these places in which, not +RmVNTx3vH00-01198-00438533-00438910 as many men on college campuses, and, boys are doing worse in elementary school than +RmVNTx3vH00-01199-00438910-00439029 girls now. +RmVNTx3vH00-01200-00439029-00439139 And the recession. +RmVNTx3vH00-01201-00439139-00439239 The recession, right. +RmVNTx3vH00-01202-00439239-00439625 Men are losing their jobs and women aren't, and all that kind of stuff. +RmVNTx3vH00-01203-00439625-00440070 This idea that the recession is affecting men more than women. +RmVNTx3vH00-01204-00440070-00440170 Hesession. +RmVNTx3vH00-01205-00440170-00440797 People are starting to understand that, oh wait, boys are being affected by these bigger +RmVNTx3vH00-01206-00440797-00440907 pieces of things, too. +RmVNTx3vH00-01207-00440907-00441105 It's not just women's oppression. +RmVNTx3vH00-01208-00441105-00441760 There are obviously gender differences in the way that people live their lives and are +RmVNTx3vH00-01209-00441760-00441992 treated and what things they're able to do. +RmVNTx3vH00-01210-00441992-00442422 So, I think that it's good if we can kind of broaden our perspective to talk about how +RmVNTx3vH00-01211-00442422-00442914 gender affects everyone, how boys are limited by gender, how girls are limited by gender, +RmVNTx3vH00-01212-00442914-00443043 how trans folks are limited by gender. +RmVNTx3vH00-01213-00443043-00443650 Across the spectrum how gender kind of structures our world and limits our world and lays out +RmVNTx3vH00-01214-00443650-00443896 the path for us in many ways. +RmVNTx3vH00-01215-00443896-00444285 The problem on the college campus side is that the name might change, but is the study +RmVNTx3vH00-01216-00444285-00444396 changing? +RmVNTx3vH00-01217-00444396-00444589 Academics takes a long time to catch up. +RmVNTx3vH00-01218-00444589-00445138 I think it's important that saying it's, gender studies, makes it a little bit easier for +RmVNTx3vH00-01219-00445138-00445543 a guy who wants to study it for people not to be, Why are you a women's studies major? +RmVNTx3vH00-01220-00445543-00446181 So there's an opening for non female identified people, and it also tries to reflect this +RmVNTx3vH00-01221-00446181-00446567 question that it's not just about women's oppression anymore. +RmVNTx3vH00-01222-00446567-00446789 It's a bigger conversation. +RmVNTx3vH00-01223-00446789-00446889 I think. +RmVNTx3vH00-01224-00446889-00446989 Oh sorry, go ahead. +RmVNTx3vH00-01225-00446989-00447185 I was just going to say that I think it's also important to talk about where we locate +RmVNTx3vH00-01226-00447185-00447460 the accountability for the problem. +RmVNTx3vH00-01227-00447460-00448001 You can't expect the oppressed to overturn everything without the help of the oppressor +RmVNTx3vH00-01228-00448001-00448101 changing. +RmVNTx3vH00-01229-00448101-00448521 So the idea of doing gender studies and anti racism studies, it's not just up to women +RmVNTx3vH00-01230-00448521-00448682 to change the world. +RmVNTx3vH00-01231-00448682-00449018 Men have to be involved, too. +RmVNTx3vH00-01232-00449018-00449472 I was going to say something slightly off topic, but something that you said makes me +RmVNTx3vH00-01233-00449472-00449572 think this. +RmVNTx3vH00-01234-00449572-00450008 One of the reasons we wanted to do this book in the first place was because it's a very +RmVNTx3vH00-01235-00450008-00450300 popular media message, Feminism is dead. +RmVNTx3vH00-01236-00450300-00450503 There's no more feminism, blah, blah, blah. +RmVNTx3vH00-01237-00450503-00451142 Gloria Steinham also went to Smith and I had this glorious opportunity to interview her +RmVNTx3vH00-01238-00451142-00451242 for our alumni magazine. +RmVNTx3vH00-01239-00451242-00451924 It was a long, long, long interview that probably got condensed down to this, but I don't care +RmVNTx3vH00-01240-00451924-00452306 because I got to hear all the answers and now I can just regurgitate them all the time. +RmVNTx3vH00-01241-00452306-00452683 I said something to her, Do you find it concerning that so few young women identify as feminist? +RmVNTx3vH00-01242-00452683-00452864 She said, Compared to what? +RmVNTx3vH00-01243-00452864-00453109 It was never all women are feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01244-00453109-00453479 It wasn't like 1970 and every single woman in America's a feminist! +RmVNTx3vH00-01245-00453479-00454176 So, I think there's this important question which we're trying to get at in this book, +RmVNTx3vH00-01246-00454176-00454680 but I also think about a lot, what does bring young women and young men to this table and +RmVNTx3vH00-01247-00454680-00454864 how do we do that? +RmVNTx3vH00-01248-00454864-00455475 Courtney and I did an interview when we were doing some publicity for Click with Cosmopolitan, +RmVNTx3vH00-01249-00455475-00456097 the website version of Cosmo, which in a way is great exposure because so many women read +RmVNTx3vH00-01250-00456097-00456389 Cosmo, so many women who probably wouldn't identify as feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01251-00456389-00456854 But at the same time, it's frustrating because you're being asked kind of, Explain what this +RmVNTx3vH00-01252-00456854-00456954 does for us. +RmVNTx3vH00-01253-00456954-00457196 What can we get out of it? +RmVNTx3vH00-01254-00457196-00457296 It's frustrating. +RmVNTx3vH00-01255-00457296-00457753 Literally, they asked, with this anthology full of these fascinating voices, they're +RmVNTx3vH00-01256-00457753-00458104 like, So, tell us, do you pick up the paycheck at the end of the day? +RmVNTx3vH00-01257-00458104-00458289 And I was like, Really? +RmVNTx3vH00-01258-00458289-00458579 This is what we're gonna talk about? +RmVNTx3vH00-01259-00458579-00459177 It's hard, because you do want to infiltrate those spaces, obviously we were very happy +RmVNTx3vH00-01260-00459177-00459278 they were writing about it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01261-00459278-00459688 On the other hand, it's so frustrating the quality of the kinds of engagement in those +RmVNTx3vH00-01262-00459688-00459788 spaces. +RmVNTx3vH00-01263-00459788-00459888 It's like, OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-01264-00459888-00459988 There's one in the back, I can't see her face. +RmVNTx3vH00-01265-00459988-00460088 Going off that question, they're talking about gender, but sometimes I believe that Third +RmVNTx3vH00-01266-00460088-00460188 Wave feminists, I'm not allowed to be against a lot of things. +RmVNTx3vH00-01267-00460188-00460288 I know it sounds strange but, for example, when you're talking about sex trafficking. +RmVNTx3vH00-01268-00460288-00460388 A friend of mine gave me the book Sex in the Margins. +RmVNTx3vH00-01269-00460388-00460488 It talks a lot about how people tend to ignore women's agency. +RmVNTx3vH00-01270-00460488-00462489 I think that's really important when talking about a lot of different sex work. +RmVNTx3vH00-01271-00462489-00462684 But then, it didn't seem like there was a space for me to lament that this is still +RmVNTx3vH00-01272-00462684-00462784 the only option that women had. +RmVNTx3vH00-01273-00462784-00462901 That in championing their agency, I can't be against it at all. +RmVNTx3vH00-01274-00462901-00465368 I won't date a guy that goes to strip clubs, but I find myself in conversations defending +RmVNTx3vH00-01275-00465368-00465468 women, which is fine, being against self shaming, but it just seems to get confusing to me. +RmVNTx3vH00-01276-00465468-00465947 That's a really good question, and I think that this is part of what's sort of difficult +RmVNTx3vH00-01277-00465947-00466467 about identifying yourself with a word and wishing that other people will also identify +RmVNTx3vH00-01278-00466467-00467012 themselves with the same word, and finding a sense of community with those who identify, +RmVNTx3vH00-01279-00467012-00467191 but also sometimes there's friction. +RmVNTx3vH00-01280-00467191-00467312 There's, This is what you think feminism is. +RmVNTx3vH00-01281-00467312-00467526 Well, this is what I think feminism is. +RmVNTx3vH00-01282-00467526-00467860 Personally, as I said, I think Catharine MacKinnon is a genius. +RmVNTx3vH00-01283-00467860-00468083 I really don't believe that pornography is empowering. +RmVNTx3vH00-01284-00468083-00468602 I really don't believe in the idea of sex work. +RmVNTx3vH00-01285-00468602-00469330 I think that, in this culture, pornography is a more lucrative industry than Hollywood. +RmVNTx3vH00-01286-00469330-00469828 So the message they have, the power to send a message, that this is empowering, that this +RmVNTx3vH00-01287-00469828-00470060 is fun, that this is whatever, is huge. +RmVNTx3vH00-01288-00470060-00470160 It's strong. +RmVNTx3vH00-01289-00470160-00470522 There are probably people sitting right here with me who disagree. +RmVNTx3vH00-01290-00470522-00470622 See? +RmVNTx3vH00-01291-00470622-00470950 But when you have the average age of entrance into prostitution in this country being 11 +RmVNTx3vH00-01292-00470950-00471404 or 12 years old, I find it very hard to think of it as an empowered choice. +RmVNTx3vH00-01293-00471404-00471947 Going back to the issue of race, Rachel Lloyd who runs GEMS, who is this amazing woman, +RmVNTx3vH00-01294-00471947-00472591 told me a story about how she works with young girls who are in prostitution and how. +RmVNTx3vH00-01295-00472591-00472972 It stands for Girls Empowerment Mentoring Services. +RmVNTx3vH00-01296-00472972-00473460 If you haven't checked it out, you should totally check it out and give them money and +RmVNTx3vH00-01297-00473460-00473576 give them attention. +RmVNTx3vH00-01298-00473576-00473676 They're amazing. +RmVNTx3vH00-01299-00473676-00473776 Yeah, they're amazing. +RmVNTx3vH00-01300-00473776-00474346 She told me about how Oprah had come to them and wanted them to be on the show so she was +RmVNTx3vH00-01301-00474346-00474618 really excited and they said, OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-01302-00474618-00475435 She has certain girls who are trained to speak to the media and sort of savvy and in a place +RmVNTx3vH00-01303-00475435-00475535 where they can. +RmVNTx3vH00-01304-00475535-00475735 And so they said, OK, we want basically three white girls from suburbia. +RmVNTx3vH00-01305-00475735-00476020 She's like well those aren't the girls who are trafficked into prostitution. +RmVNTx3vH00-01306-00476020-00476531 You know how a lot of teenage girls come from pretty bad family situations. +RmVNTx3vH00-01307-00476531-00476909 Most of whom are black, who grew up in Harlem, which is where she's based. +RmVNTx3vH00-01308-00476909-00477175 Well no they don't want that, they want the three girls from suburbia. +RmVNTx3vH00-01309-00477175-00477522 And often you see the story on the news that's like, this could be your neighbor. +RmVNTx3vH00-01310-00477522-00478154 You know the white girl has been trafficked, well that doesn't really happen. +RmVNTx3vH00-01311-00478154-00478443 So it's hard for us when we live in a media culture that's sort of so interested and, +RmVNTx3vH00-01312-00478443-00479018 like you said, having you on the panel, or you on the whatever, or Rachel Lloyd's nonexistent +RmVNTx3vH00-01313-00479018-00479333 white 15 year old prostitute who you know ended up going to Harvard or whatever. +RmVNTx3vH00-01314-00479333-00479699 It's very frustrating because those aren't really the stories. +RmVNTx3vH00-01315-00479699-00479799 Right, right. +RmVNTx3vH00-01316-00479799-00480057 Perez do you want to jump in? +RmVNTx3vH00-01317-00480057-00480297 Well, we're all about respectful disagreement. +RmVNTx3vH00-01318-00480297-00480477 So I'm glad you brought up this question. +RmVNTx3vH00-01319-00480477-00480817 Well not to get into the dynamics of sex work and sex trafficking. +RmVNTx3vH00-01320-00480817-00481133 I think it's a complicated issue that you know feminists have disagreed about for a +RmVNTx3vH00-01321-00481133-00481233 long time. +RmVNTx3vH00-01322-00481233-00481450 But I think it's never simple enough. +RmVNTx3vH00-01323-00481450-00481831 We can't just be anti porn or pro porn or anti sex work or pro sex work. +RmVNTx3vH00-01324-00481831-00482410 I think it's really complicated, based on the context, based on the people involved, +RmVNTx3vH00-01325-00482410-00482572 based on the political situation. +RmVNTx3vH00-01326-00482572-00482925 So that's what I think you're getting at, is that it's never easy, it's never simple. +RmVNTx3vH00-01327-00482925-00483460 And I think sometimes the sort of historical positions, feminist positions have been too +RmVNTx3vH00-01328-00483460-00483560 simple. +RmVNTx3vH00-01329-00483560-00483934 And to sort of like, blanket like, we're totally anti this and totally anti that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01330-00483934-00484393 And this is always, always impressive to win, period. +RmVNTx3vH00-01331-00484393-00484538 And so it's not that simple. +RmVNTx3vH00-01332-00484538-00484664 Our lives our not that simple. +RmVNTx3vH00-01333-00484664-00484957 We live in a capitalist system, we can't avoid that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01334-00484957-00485388 So I think that's the challenge, is trying to have a nuanced position on some of these +RmVNTx3vH00-01335-00485388-00485847 issues and what really matters, what region you're talking about, what people you're talking +RmVNTx3vH00-01336-00485847-00486029 about and the context of it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01337-00486029-00486435 And I find that the sort of black and white positions are just, it's too simple. +RmVNTx3vH00-01338-00486435-00487060 So I think that's the challenge, is both sitting in a room of feminists and knowing that you +RmVNTx3vH00-01339-00487060-00487509 disagree vehemently with someone about a big issue like this one of porn and sex work, +RmVNTx3vH00-01340-00487509-00487821 or another issue, and still feeling like we still have something in common. +RmVNTx3vH00-01341-00487821-00488210 And then to take an extreme example, it's like Sarah Palin is a feminist, right? +RmVNTx3vH00-01342-00488210-00488376 And what does that mean to share? +RmVNTx3vH00-01343-00488376-00488980 So there's bigger questions about who is a feminist even now that we're asking that are +RmVNTx3vH00-01344-00488980-00489245 bigger than the sort of more nuanced disagreements about certain issues. +RmVNTx3vH00-01345-00489245-00489743 It's like our whole feminist platform is sort of being co-opted and who gets to do that? +RmVNTx3vH00-01346-00489743-00490055 So I think it's a challenge and not, I don't have an answer for it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01347-00490055-00490435 I think Camille Paglia said that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01348-00490435-00490703 That Sarah Palin's a feminist? +RmVNTx3vH00-01349-00490703-00490914 Yeah, she said in an article talking about. +RmVNTx3vH00-01350-00490914-00491014 Camille Paglia. +RmVNTx3vH00-01351-00491014-00491585 Who many feminists don't think is a feminist, but she calls herself a pro sex pro art feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01352-00491585-00491685 Camille? +RmVNTx3vH00-01353-00491685-00491785 Yeah. +RmVNTx3vH00-01354-00491785-00491885 But so she said Sarah is a feminist? +RmVNTx3vH00-01355-00491885-00492420 And then she named, after naming Madonna a feminist, it was in the context of naming +RmVNTx3vH00-01356-00492420-00492533 Madonna a feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01357-00492533-00493187 And then now it's moving forward and saying yes, I see Sarah Palin as a feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01358-00493187-00493342 So, which is interesting because she is herself. +RmVNTx3vH00-01359-00493342-00493442 Right. +RmVNTx3vH00-01360-00493442-00493642 So especially if you're going to draw a line in the sand and say if you're on this side, +RmVNTx3vH00-01361-00493642-00493922 you're a feminist, if you're not, you're not. +RmVNTx3vH00-01362-00493922-00494099 And what issues would be in that line. +RmVNTx3vH00-01363-00494099-00494306 And like I don't know, I doubt we could come to agreement on that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01364-00494306-00494456 That would be really hard. +RmVNTx3vH00-01365-00494456-00494903 Well I'd even like to bring it back to the womanist feminist question Joshunda raised. +RmVNTx3vH00-01366-00494903-00495093 Because I think that that's a really interesting one. +RmVNTx3vH00-01367-00495093-00495663 I mean at this point are you, like you said, you don't see the word womanist used regularly. +RmVNTx3vH00-01368-00495663-00495875 Do you want to see it used regularly? +RmVNTx3vH00-01369-00495875-00496099 Do you want to be someone who used it regularly? +RmVNTx3vH00-01370-00496099-00496451 Like how do you interact with those terms at this point? +RmVNTx3vH00-01371-00496451-00496879 I think it's complicated because I'm a person who resists labels, I don't like boxes, and +RmVNTx3vH00-01372-00496879-00497491 I think that most feminists, most people who would consider themselves feminists or womanists +RmVNTx3vH00-01373-00497491-00497618 are like that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01374-00497618-00497984 They are complex and so they resist being in a box. +RmVNTx3vH00-01375-00497984-00498347 But you can't build community by being individual in that way. +RmVNTx3vH00-01376-00498347-00498814 So you can't really have an alliance or a movement where you are saying, I resist being +RmVNTx3vH00-01377-00498814-00499258 associated or affiliated with you by the use of this word. +RmVNTx3vH00-01378-00499258-00499779 At the same time I think it's important to not, it's like living in a colorblind society, +RmVNTx3vH00-01379-00499779-00500057 or a post racial society, that is the ideal. +RmVNTx3vH00-01380-00500057-00500932 We would like to not necessarily discriminate or classify people specifically according +RmVNTx3vH00-01381-00500932-00501210 to race or color. +RmVNTx3vH00-01382-00501210-00502025 But at the same time, when you do that, you make them sort of this monotonous group of +RmVNTx3vH00-01383-00502025-00502125 people. +RmVNTx3vH00-01384-00502125-00502285 Where you don't see any difference at all. +RmVNTx3vH00-01385-00502285-00502385 And that's not the point. +RmVNTx3vH00-01386-00502385-00502700 So if you don't see the difference then we can't have a conversation because you don't +RmVNTx3vH00-01387-00502700-00503204 know what's different about me, and how it makes me feel that you don't see me if you +RmVNTx3vH00-01388-00503204-00503327 just call me a feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01389-00503327-00503795 If I could be something else and also be in allegiance with you we agree and we overlap +RmVNTx3vH00-01390-00503795-00504183 in some places, then that's a really powerful place to come from. +RmVNTx3vH00-01391-00504183-00504510 So I don't really necessarily call myself a womanist or a feminist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01392-00504510-00505150 I try to live my life as a woman as someone who you know both appreciates and loves feminism +RmVNTx3vH00-01393-00505150-00505293 and the work that it does. +RmVNTx3vH00-01394-00505293-00506060 And also can see where Audre Lorde and Alice Walker, and other people, have been at the +RmVNTx3vH00-01395-00506060-00506250 margins of feminist work. +RmVNTx3vH00-01396-00506250-00506853 And this idea of a movement where black women were just kind of, you know, we always worked, +RmVNTx3vH00-01397-00506853-00506956 we always worked. +RmVNTx3vH00-01398-00506956-00507092 I mean we always worked. +RmVNTx3vH00-01399-00507092-00507855 So feminism as a movement became this thing about working outside of the home. +RmVNTx3vH00-01400-00507855-00508071 So where do I fit in that? +RmVNTx3vH00-01401-00508071-00508418 There wasn't really a pathway that I could see. +RmVNTx3vH00-01402-00508418-00508964 And when I found a word I was like, Oh my god, I can totally understand. +RmVNTx3vH00-01403-00508964-00509243 And it became my path to feminism. +RmVNTx3vH00-01404-00509243-00509753 That way it's not only race based but also class based, which is a huge basis of all +RmVNTx3vH00-01405-00509753-00509853 of this. +RmVNTx3vH00-01406-00509853-00510443 Because when Betty Friedan was writing about the oppression of being home and having to +RmVNTx3vH00-01407-00510443-00510688 play tennis and having. +RmVNTx3vH00-01408-00510688-00510789 A lot of women you know white and black were saying, Screw you! +RmVNTx3vH00-01409-00510789-00511010 I mean, I work my ass off. +RmVNTx3vH00-01410-00511010-00511193 What are you talking about? +RmVNTx3vH00-01411-00511193-00511739 Not that it wasn't valid, what she was writing about, because for her, for a lot of other +RmVNTx3vH00-01412-00511739-00511839 women it was. +RmVNTx3vH00-01413-00511839-00512393 But there's a long legacy of women of all races working in this culture and many others +RmVNTx3vH00-01414-00512393-00512493 going way, way back. +RmVNTx3vH00-01415-00512493-00512593 Pre Friedan. +RmVNTx3vH00-01416-00512593-00512693 Yeah, brother. +RmVNTx3vH00-01417-00512693-00512793 I have a question about that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01418-00512793-00512893 When you were talking before about having the kind of society where you have every freedom +RmVNTx3vH00-01419-00512893-00512993 to define your identity, you don't have to worry about race, you don't have to worry +RmVNTx3vH00-01420-00512993-00513093 about gender. +RmVNTx3vH00-01421-00513093-00513193 Everything is your defining your own identity for yourself in every way. +RmVNTx3vH00-01422-00513193-00513293 And that's something that came up a lot in the book, especially in 60 percent of this +RmVNTx3vH00-01423-00513293-00513393 group, that about learning to be feminist and be Indian. +RmVNTx3vH00-01424-00513393-00514613 Learning to be feminist and support African American rights or your rights, or there are +RmVNTx3vH00-01425-00514613-00515410 all these stories about hunting in the book. +RmVNTx3vH00-01426-00515410-00516143 Learning to not define yourself over what you're not allowed to do. +RmVNTx3vH00-01427-00516143-00516793 Do you feel like you're still kind of fighting this, for everybody, do you feel like you're +RmVNTx3vH00-01428-00516793-00517763 still fighting between the areas where there's a clash between trying to be feminist and +RmVNTx3vH00-01429-00517763-00518191 trying to be something else? +RmVNTx3vH00-01430-00518191-00518960 Trying to be Indian or queer or anything else? +RmVNTx3vH00-01431-00518960-00519558 He's my brother, I'm not answering that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01432-00519558-00519658 I think it means you should have to answer it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01433-00519658-00519758 It's a great question. +RmVNTx3vH00-01434-00519758-00520133 Yeah, that's a great question, thank you. +RmVNTx3vH00-01435-00520133-00520752 First of all, you read the book! +RmVNTx3vH00-01436-00520752-00520852 Why? +RmVNTx3vH00-01437-00520852-00521195 Courtney told me so. +RmVNTx3vH00-01438-00521195-00521743 I think it's a hard question, and I think all of this panel is making me think about +RmVNTx3vH00-01439-00521743-00521866 what are these words for? +RmVNTx3vH00-01440-00521866-00522028 Why is it important to be called a feminist? +RmVNTx3vH00-01441-00522028-00522268 Why is it important to be called these different things? +RmVNTx3vH00-01442-00522268-00522456 The idea of intersectionality really helps. +RmVNTx3vH00-01443-00522456-00522817 The idea that you can be lots of things at once, and you experience oppression and privilege +RmVNTx3vH00-01444-00522817-00523009 in many places at once. +RmVNTx3vH00-01445-00523009-00523378 I'm not really answering the question, though. +RmVNTx3vH00-01446-00523378-00523701 An intersection should be a harmonious intersection. +RmVNTx3vH00-01447-00523701-00523878 No, not necessarily. +RmVNTx3vH00-01448-00523878-00524478 Not the way that intersectionality is defined. +RmVNTx3vH00-01449-00524478-00524947 For me, it's about having words like this, is about moving beyond the individual, moving +RmVNTx3vH00-01450-00524947-00525297 to the structures in society that keep you from being all of those things at once. +RmVNTx3vH00-01451-00525297-00525570 Even the question before about sex trafficking. +RmVNTx3vH00-01452-00525570-00526196 The big point you made in that question was, why aren't there other options for women? +RmVNTx3vH00-01453-00526196-00526573 Why is this considered a viable life choice? +RmVNTx3vH00-01454-00526573-00526840 One of the things that I did when I was in grad school, was that I taught in this school +RmVNTx3vH00-01455-00526840-00527222 for kids who were, it was an alternative sentencing program. +RmVNTx3vH00-01456-00527222-00527657 These kids got sentenced to this program where they had to go to school and things like that +RmVNTx3vH00-01457-00527657-00527757 instead of going to Rikers. +RmVNTx3vH00-01458-00527757-00528065 These were some of the smartest kids I have ever met in my life. +RmVNTx3vH00-01459-00528065-00528592 And for them, they had gone to prison because selling drugs on the street was more interesting +RmVNTx3vH00-01460-00528592-00528798 and more rewarding than going to school. +RmVNTx3vH00-01461-00528798-00529157 That's a problem, that there's not a school in their neighborhood that they can go to +RmVNTx3vH00-01462-00529157-00529301 and that they have these options. +RmVNTx3vH00-01463-00529301-00529859 For me, it's a lot about changing the structures that keep you from doing all these things +RmVNTx3vH00-01464-00529859-00530023 at once and being all these things at once. +RmVNTx3vH00-01465-00530023-00530553 Also, just going back to the idea of a single story, having more voices like this out there, +RmVNTx3vH00-01466-00530553-00530989 where you can proudly say, I am more than one thing, and the rest of the world just +RmVNTx3vH00-01467-00530989-00531296 has to deal with this, because that's who I am. +RmVNTx3vH00-01468-00531296-00531396 I agree. +RmVNTx3vH00-01469-00531396-00531562 I don't necessarily think of myself as fighting. +RmVNTx3vH00-01470-00531562-00531989 I mean, I definitely do a lot of different things because I feel like I want to resist +RmVNTx3vH00-01471-00531989-00532621 the classification of black women as being one thing or another. +RmVNTx3vH00-01472-00532621-00533369 I feel like I enter spaces with the thought in mind that I can live what I believe instead +RmVNTx3vH00-01473-00533369-00533836 of having to be a part of a label or a box. +RmVNTx3vH00-01474-00533836-00534402 At the same time, and I actually hate semantics, women have done this, whatever, I just want +RmVNTx3vH00-01475-00534402-00534638 to live whatever it is that I believe. +RmVNTx3vH00-01476-00534638-00535154 At the same time, I think that it's really useful because there's so much silence about +RmVNTx3vH00-01477-00535154-00535367 expectations of women. +RmVNTx3vH00-01478-00535367-00535467 Still. +RmVNTx3vH00-01479-00535467-00536167 I think that is my biggest fight, if there is one, is that there is silence around women +RmVNTx3vH00-01480-00536167-00536679 who resist being mothers, women who resist being wives, and if you don't do that, then +RmVNTx3vH00-01481-00536679-00537037 you're basically not normal, still. +RmVNTx3vH00-01482-00537037-00537459 Now that I'm 32, I know this because most of my friends are getting married and having +RmVNTx3vH00-01483-00537459-00537559 babies. +RmVNTx3vH00-01484-00537559-00537916 I don't judge them for that, but there is judgment in the other direction. +RmVNTx3vH00-01485-00537916-00538214 So, to me, that's still problematic. +RmVNTx3vH00-01486-00538214-00538350 Anyone else? +RmVNTx3vH00-01487-00538350-00538567 We'll do one more question. +RmVNTx3vH00-01488-00538567-00539679 I know that's always a lot of pressure, to be the last question, but, no one feels. +RmVNTx3vH00-01489-00539679-00541331 I have a question. +RmVNTx3vH00-01490-00541331-00542158 All right. +RmVNTx3vH00-01491-00542158-00544375 I got to think about how I'm going to phrase this one. +RmVNTx3vH00-01492-00544375-00544475 OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-01494-00547563-00549076 a certain point. +RmVNTx3vH00-01495-00549076-00550622 One of the things I've been curious about. +RmVNTx3vH00-01496-00550622-00552880 My parents are from Africa, so I come from a history that sits outside of the slave history +RmVNTx3vH00-01497-00552880-00553025 in America. +RmVNTx3vH00-01498-00553025-00554101 One of the things that fascinates me is I often wonder if the debates around, let's +RmVNTx3vH00-01499-00554101-00554800 say, selling bodies in America, how does one ever trust himself having a debate around +RmVNTx3vH00-01500-00554800-00555698 selling bodies when you come from a history of selling human beings that hasn't been talked +RmVNTx3vH00-01501-00555698-00555944 about in a real clear way. +RmVNTx3vH00-01502-00555944-00556227 What do you mean, how do you trust? +RmVNTx3vH00-01503-00556227-00556364 Impact that idea for me. +RmVNTx3vH00-01504-00556364-00556819 We'll have conversations about sex work, or we'll have conversations about pornography, +RmVNTx3vH00-01505-00556819-00557915 but we forget that we come from a society that, at some point, went into other societies, +RmVNTx3vH00-01506-00557915-00558749 be it Native American societies, African societies, plucked human beings out from those societies, +RmVNTx3vH00-01507-00558749-00559642 pulled them into this society, sold them as chattel, breeded them, made family and intimacy +RmVNTx3vH00-01508-00559642-00560536 and everything totally devoid of meaning, not just for those people, but for the people +RmVNTx3vH00-01509-00560536-00560834 who inflicted it upon them. +RmVNTx3vH00-01510-00560834-00561422 Now we come to this stage, without ever having clearly ever worked that out. +RmVNTx3vH00-01511-00561422-00561697 It just becomes very hard for me to imagine trusting myself saying, Oh, sex work, I think +RmVNTx3vH00-01512-00561697-00561797 someone should be able to sell their body that way. +RmVNTx3vH00-01513-00561797-00561897 Coming from that particular history, that doesn't seem like it comes up in conversation +RmVNTx3vH00-01514-00561897-00561997 much, these conversations happen without a Native American view addressed. +RmVNTx3vH00-01515-00561997-00562097 How do we even know we have the right to be having some of these conversations? +RmVNTx3vH00-01516-00562097-00562197 Can I start that? +RmVNTx3vH00-01517-00562197-00562297 That's a deep question, that's big, so I'm going to try to get to it a little bit. +RmVNTx3vH00-01518-00562297-00562397 I think a lot of the ways in which you see, especially, it's mostly young girls in prostitution, +RmVNTx3vH00-01519-00562397-00562497 there is this shocking, and you can totally disagree with me if you want, just say so, +RmVNTx3vH00-01520-00562497-00562597 but in my opinion, there are these shocking similarities to exactly the way slavery occurred. +RmVNTx3vH00-01521-00562597-00562697 A lot of these girls are branded by their pimps, for example, so that you know who the +RmVNTx3vH00-01522-00562697-00562797 owner of the girl is. +RmVNTx3vH00-01523-00562797-00562897 That, to me, is a direct thing, that is a form slavery. +RmVNTx3vH00-01524-00562897-00562997 Recently, I was in Nashville for a book conference. +RmVNTx3vH00-01525-00562997-00563097 This was a very bad idea, but my boyfriend and I were at Best Buy, for goodness sakes, +RmVNTx3vH00-01526-00563097-00563288 and on the way back, we're driving and there's Andrew Jackson's homestead, and you can go +RmVNTx3vH00-01527-00563288-00563388 do a tour. +RmVNTx3vH00-01528-00563388-00563488 I'm like, hmm, that might be interesting, let's go do that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01529-00563488-00563588 It was one of the most disturbing and upsetting things I've ever seen in my life. +RmVNTx3vH00-01530-00563588-00563688 Because here was this president of our country, and he was one of the most massive slave holders +RmVNTx3vH00-01531-00563688-00563788 at that time, and the way in which they describe him as a slave holder, even now, is so creepy. +RmVNTx3vH00-01532-00563788-00563888 Has anyone ever been there? +RmVNTx3vH00-01533-00563888-00563988 Do not go. +RmVNTx3vH00-01534-00563988-00564088 Like innocuous, maybe? +RmVNTx3vH00-01535-00564088-00564188 They also charge a bloody fortune, so his family is still making money off slavery. +RmVNTx3vH00-01536-00564188-00564288 They have a hayride you can do in a frickin slave car. +RmVNTx3vH00-01537-00564288-00564388 I could talk like this for a whole other panel. +RmVNTx3vH00-01538-00564388-00564488 Even the descriptions of, he was kind of paternal to everyone around him, his slaves and his +RmVNTx3vH00-01539-00564488-00564588 children. +RmVNTx3vH00-01540-00564588-00564688 He could be very harsh. +RmVNTx3vH00-01541-00564688-00564788 For example, if he thought a slave had done something bad, he might take their child away +RmVNTx3vH00-01542-00564788-00564888 and sell them to someone else and they never saw them. +RmVNTx3vH00-01543-00564888-00564988 But, he could also be warm and paternalistic. +RmVNTx3vH00-01544-00564988-00565088 It's like, What? +RmVNTx3vH00-01545-00565088-00565188 No, no, those two things can't coexist. +RmVNTx3vH00-01546-00565188-00565288 Some of the girls who Rachel Lloyd has helped out of prostitution, I interviewed quite a +RmVNTx3vH00-01547-00565288-00565388 few of them when I worked for Bob Herbert at The Times, they would describe to me the +RmVNTx3vH00-01548-00565388-00565488 men who paid for sex. +RmVNTx3vH00-01549-00565488-00565588 The men run the gamut, from married men to single men. +RmVNTx3vH00-01550-00565588-00565688 This one girl talked about this frequent customer she has who will come in and show her photographs +RmVNTx3vH00-01551-00565688-00565788 of his children and his wife. +RmVNTx3vH00-01552-00565788-00565998 She's a child herself, but his mentality is that I pay for this, therefore I get it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01553-00565998-00566435 There's something to me very disturbing and very direct about the connection between slavery +RmVNTx3vH00-01554-00566435-00566550 in this country, and how sex trafficking occurs in this country. +RmVNTx3vH00-01555-00566550-00567423 I think it's our modern day form of slavery, that's what it is, and around the world, not +RmVNTx3vH00-01556-00567423-00567523 just in this country. +RmVNTx3vH00-01557-00567523-00568306 I feel like I have to defend myself, because I didn't clarify, it sounds like I'm for the +RmVNTx3vH00-01558-00568306-00568707 sex trafficking of 11 year old girls. +RmVNTx3vH00-01559-00568707-00569276 The point is what we believe in theory, what we think should happen in theory, and the +RmVNTx3vH00-01560-00569276-00569511 other part is reality of the life that we live. +RmVNTx3vH00-01561-00569511-00569673 Or not the life that we live, but people live. +RmVNTx3vH00-01562-00569673-00569773 Right? +RmVNTx3vH00-01563-00569773-00570206 The realities of our world, our capitalist system, our history of slavery and how that +RmVNTx3vH00-01564-00570206-00570306 plays out. +RmVNTx3vH00-01565-00570306-00570696 I think the disconnect for me sometimes is the theoretical beliefs of what should and +RmVNTx3vH00-01566-00570696-00571085 shouldn't happen and what girls and women and people should and shouldn't do with their +RmVNTx3vH00-01567-00571085-00571487 bodies, and what the realities of their lives are, like your example about Rikers. +RmVNTx3vH00-01568-00571487-00572004 There's a reason why those kids are selling drugs rather than going to school. +RmVNTx3vH00-01569-00572004-00572480 Does the criminalization of the drug trade and the fact that they were criminalized themselves +RmVNTx3vH00-01570-00572480-00572748 for selling drugs, do anything to change the reality? +RmVNTx3vH00-01571-00572748-00573250 So I think that's part of where I come down, this idea of criminalization. +RmVNTx3vH00-01572-00573250-00573753 How criminalization effects the girls and women who do sex work and whether it improves +RmVNTx3vH00-01573-00573753-00573864 their situation at all? +RmVNTx3vH00-01574-00573864-00574157 I think a piece of it has to do with criminalization. +RmVNTx3vH00-01575-00574157-00574618 I'm not condoning the sex trafficking industry obviously, but I think there's points, again, +RmVNTx3vH00-01576-00574618-00575097 where the nuance is lost in our theoretical attempt at saying, This is OK, and this is +RmVNTx3vH00-01577-00575097-00575314 not, versus the reality. +RmVNTx3vH00-01578-00575314-00575842 To give an example I've seen written about recently, that brings it up in a less extreme +RmVNTx3vH00-01579-00575842-00576040 way, is this idea of surrogacy. +RmVNTx3vH00-01580-00576040-00576657 Which is a not very talked about debate, but it is something that is coming into more fore +RmVNTx3vH00-01581-00576657-00576875 as the science and technology change. +RmVNTx3vH00-01582-00576875-00577428 It has an international piece, with India being a center of the surrogacy market. +RmVNTx3vH00-01583-00577428-00577807 Even places like California and Washington State trying to legalize surrogacy in certain +RmVNTx3vH00-01584-00577807-00577907 contexts. +RmVNTx3vH00-01585-00577907-00578501 So, again, it brings up these questions about the market, women's bodies, and what's OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-01586-00578501-00578869 Even when you believe that there's consent, when someone is an adult who is consenting +RmVNTx3vH00-01587-00578869-00579285 to do something, like, for example, carry a child for someone else, when is it OK, and +RmVNTx3vH00-01588-00579285-00579390 when is it not OK. +RmVNTx3vH00-01589-00579390-00579822 There's absolutely no consensus, feminist or otherwise, around this issue. +RmVNTx3vH00-01590-00579822-00580473 So for me, it comes down to what we believe we would want in a theoretical, beautiful +RmVNTx3vH00-01591-00580473-00580836 universe where everyone gets to choose and have access to lots of types of employment, +RmVNTx3vH00-01592-00580836-00581393 and then what is the reality of the not at all ideal world that we live in, completely +RmVNTx3vH00-01593-00581393-00581667 stratified based on race and class. +RmVNTx3vH00-01594-00581667-00582170 What's best for improving those conditions while that's the reality of it? +RmVNTx3vH00-01595-00582170-00582511 That's sort of lofty. +RmVNTx3vH00-01596-00582511-00582669 That makes a lot of sense. +RmVNTx3vH00-01597-00582669-00582783 I totally agree with that. +RmVNTx3vH00-01598-00582783-00583363 If you want to look at an amazing model in terms of the legalization, dealing with prostitution, +RmVNTx3vH00-01599-00583363-00583833 I think the Swedish model is absolutely incredible. +RmVNTx3vH00-01600-00583833-00584320 The women are never dealt with in a legal way, except given services. +RmVNTx3vH00-01601-00584320-00584880 But the pimps and the johns are the ones that are prosecuted. +RmVNTx3vH00-01602-00584880-00585433 Which is not what happens in United States at all. +RmVNTx3vH00-01603-00585433-00585657 No, it's so the opposite. +RmVNTx3vH00-01604-00585657-00585993 In fact, in New York, now we have the Safe Harbor Act. +RmVNTx3vH00-01605-00585993-00586167 I don't know if that's made a big difference, but before that it was a much lesser crime +RmVNTx3vH00-01606-00586167-00586578 to be selling a woman on the street then selling drugs on the street. +RmVNTx3vH00-01607-00586578-00587361 So, a lot of men, who'd been brought in for drugs once or whatever, would turn to pimping +RmVNTx3vH00-01608-00587361-00587487 because it's a lesser crime. +RmVNTx3vH00-01609-00587487-00587828 It's also a hidden crime, especially now with Craigslist and all of this stuff that most +RmVNTx3vH00-01610-00587828-00588123 of the pimps are not on the street, the girls are. +RmVNTx3vH00-01611-00588123-00588344 So, they're the ones that end up criminally responsible. +RmVNTx3vH00-01612-00588344-00588761 I think the Swedish model is interesting to look at if you're interested. +RmVNTx3vH00-01613-00588761-00588944 Any final words? +RmVNTx3vH00-01614-00588944-00589230 I actually don't know that much about sex trafficking, so I don't feel comfortable talking +RmVNTx3vH00-01615-00589230-00589330 about it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01616-00589330-00589838 I will say that, again, not to go on a tear about the post racial word, but I do think +RmVNTx3vH00-01617-00589838-00590626 that part of that discussion and that narrative since Obama became president has silenced +RmVNTx3vH00-01618-00590626-00590765 people around slavery. +RmVNTx3vH00-01619-00590765-00591295 And I think that the narrative basically now is, we have a black president so we don't +RmVNTx3vH00-01620-00591295-00591432 have to talk about slavery anymore. +RmVNTx3vH00-01621-00591432-00592067 Or, that it's not permissible for black people to consider it, a legacy of being cattle in +RmVNTx3vH00-01622-00592067-00592167 this country. +RmVNTx3vH00-01623-00592167-00592716 That's part of the reason why I actually hate it so much because I feel it completely obscures +RmVNTx3vH00-01624-00592716-00593226 the conversation and represses it when it comes to the sexualization of black bodies +RmVNTx3vH00-01625-00593226-00593458 in America, specifically. +RmVNTx3vH00-01626-00593458-00593974 I think the only way you can trust any kind of narrative that you see around black bodies +RmVNTx3vH00-01627-00593974-00594569 in America is if you investigate the source of those narratives and determine whether +RmVNTx3vH00-01628-00594569-00595191 you trust them to accurately and authentically reflect that story. +RmVNTx3vH00-01629-00595191-00595611 To contextualize any other kind of trafficking that you see. +RmVNTx3vH00-01630-00595611-00595930 Any other comments? +RmVNTx3vH00-01631-00595930-00596301 I would just say to bring it together as we're closing here. +RmVNTx3vH00-01632-00596301-00596867 I think one of the things you're talking about is the sort of amnesia about what has gone +RmVNTx3vH00-01633-00596867-00597318 on, but also invisibility about what's going on right now as we all sit in the pristine +RmVNTx3vH00-01634-00597318-00597645 atmosphere of the Brooklyn Museum. +RmVNTx3vH00-01635-00597645-00598165 Part of the most radical work of feminism is getting those narratives, not the post +RmVNTx3vH00-01636-00598165-00598574 racial boot strap narrative, not the, Women don't need feminism anymore because everything's +RmVNTx3vH00-01637-00598574-00599232 equal narrative, but the narratives that honor our history's both incredibly disturbing and +RmVNTx3vH00-01638-00599232-00599779 beautifully positive, and kind of bring those threads with us as we continue to do this +RmVNTx3vH00-01639-00599779-00599879 work. +RmVNTx3vH00-01640-00599879-00600391 It's a heavy legacy we've got on our backs up here, but I think that's part of the effort +RmVNTx3vH00-01641-00600391-00600491 of this anthology. +RmVNTx3vH00-01642-00600491-00600659 It gives people some more narratives. +RmVNTx3vH00-01643-00600659-00601150 I hope there are many more anthologies like this that reflect even more voices that I +RmVNTx3vH00-01644-00601150-00601723 see emerging and really shaping how people think about what feminism is or could be. +RmVNTx3vH00-01645-00601723-00602500 The kinds of lives we could all lead liberated from our specific identity boxes as Joshunda +RmVNTx3vH00-01646-00602500-00602600 puts it. +RmVNTx3vH00-01647-00602600-00602704 So, thank you for being here. +RmVNTx3vH00-01648-00602704-00603089 A quick note, I wrote a book called, Do it Anyway, The New Generation of Activists. +RmVNTx3vH00-01649-00603089-00603282 The postcard is up here if anyone's interested. +RmVNTx3vH00-01650-00603282-00603558 Perez, do you want to explain a little bit about this postcard? +RmVNTx3vH00-01651-00603558-00604086 This is an anthology coming out in the spring that I have a piece in called Persistence. +RmVNTx3vH00-01652-00604086-00604209 With a really awesome cover. +RmVNTx3vH00-01653-00604209-00604359 Please come up and grab postcards. +RmVNTx3vH00-01654-00604359-00604721 Thank you so much for being here. +RmVNTx3vH00-01655-00604721-00605683 You guys have been awesome. +RnOClhkCy1U-00000-00000006-00000408 Y'all ready Y'all ready Y'all ready? welcome to the Upside Down Smilie show +RnOClhkCy1U-00001-00000408-00000737 where we talk about real life but we don't take life too seriously and we hear the +RnOClhkCy1U-00002-00000737-00001140 stories of everyday people my name is Shereene and we have Seejo here +RnOClhkCy1U-00003-00001140-00001350 and today we're talking about drugs +RnOClhkCy1U-00004-00001350-00001428 cue the intro +RnOClhkCy1U-00005-00003062-00003116 I am not here to judge +RnOClhkCy1U-00006-00003117-00003596 anyone this is not directed to anyone specifically I just want to +RnOClhkCy1U-00007-00003596-00004022 talk a little bit about drug use in society and how it's just kind of gotten +RnOClhkCy1U-00008-00004022-00004428 normal we were thinking about DARE and how we were introduced to DARE +RnOClhkCy1U-00009-00004428-00004658 when we were kids and all I +RnOClhkCy1U-00010-00004658-00005050 remember about DARE is say no to drugs that's it and that dog +RnOClhkCy1U-00011-00005414-00005906 nowadays drugs have just become the norm and at a kind of young age +RnOClhkCy1U-00012-00005906-00005994 your brain is +RnOClhkCy1U-00013-00005994-00006464 developing so much at a young age and when you're taking these pills and +RnOClhkCy1U-00014-00006464-00007008 cocaine all these crazy things that I think maybe our generation is +RnOClhkCy1U-00015-00007008-00007533 just not used to we were not exposed to these things at that age +RnOClhkCy1U-00016-00007533-00007973 that I'm just thinking about how you're just messing with your mind while +RnOClhkCy1U-00017-00007973-00008640 you're so young I think the whole concept is drugs were +RnOClhkCy1U-00018-00008640-00009195 never were a new thing when we were growing up but like I guess based on how +RnOClhkCy1U-00019-00009195-00009765 we were growing up just start with marijuana right and then as people +RnOClhkCy1U-00020-00009765-00010131 progress they got harder and harder maybe it's like people are trying +RnOClhkCy1U-00021-00010131-00010518 marijuana younger and they say weed is the gateway +RnOClhkCy1U-00022-00010518-00010803 drug I always was like I know plenty of +RnOClhkCy1U-00023-00010803-00011238 people that just smoke weed and so weed is kind of a tricky thing +RnOClhkCy1U-00024-00011238-00011718 and I think that the whole other video but you know is that a drug is it not a drug +RnOClhkCy1U-00025-00011718-00011975 I mean for me personally I've never taken a drug in my +RnOClhkCy1U-00026-00011975-00012568 life right so whole concept of weed though as I've learned about it as I +RnOClhkCy1U-00027-00012568-00013072 have friends that tried it it's become normal and I feel like this is not gonna +RnOClhkCy1U-00028-00013072-00013797 cause issues that other hard drugs can possibly cause the addiction or the +RnOClhkCy1U-00029-00013797-00014095 overdose aspect of things are very rare +RnOClhkCy1U-00030-00014096-00014294 if possible +RnOClhkCy1U-00031-00014294-00014401 we talked about in +RnOClhkCy1U-00032-00014401-00014929 the alcohol video in social settings it being just kind of a normal +RnOClhkCy1U-00033-00014929-00015382 thing like people just like popping pills and doing coke and I just didn't +RnOClhkCy1U-00034-00015382-00015877 even realize how normalized cocaine has gotten it's about just being present in +RnOClhkCy1U-00035-00015877-00016255 the moment for me personally you know obviously you were speaking on this +RnOClhkCy1U-00036-00016255-00016768 scenario where it was like a wedding right and my whole thing about +RnOClhkCy1U-00037-00016768-00017185 especially those harder drugs it's like you should be in the presence of +RnOClhkCy1U-00038-00017185-00017704 where you're at obviously something like cocaine or whatever hard +RnOClhkCy1U-00039-00017704-00018225 drug it might be it's gonna be influencing of your state of being +RnOClhkCy1U-00040-00018225-00018763 and I think the important stuff just being present and then also not +RnOClhkCy1U-00041-00018763-00019170 doing things behind a closed door when you go to be go to parties all +RnOClhkCy1U-00042-00019170-00019698 the time you see people smoking a bong, drinking or you just least see +RnOClhkCy1U-00043-00019698-00020029 a bong in the corner you're like whatever but that's there +RnOClhkCy1U-00044-00020029-00020413 let him be him or her be her like I don't care +RnOClhkCy1U-00045-00020413-00020812 but people doing like cocaine with friends are doing it like in a closed +RnOClhkCy1U-00046-00020812-00021226 door they're not gonna open or environment doing it with a trusted group of +RnOClhkCy1U-00047-00021226-00021892 individuals right the whole idea of I know this is wrong but I'm gonna +RnOClhkCy1U-00048-00021892-00022360 make sure if I do it not everyone in the world knows I'm doing it so like this +RnOClhkCy1U-00049-00022360-00022789 idea of being present right if you are doing drugs you're likely in the clouds +RnOClhkCy1U-00050-00022789-00023398 you're not like grounded not there mentally and so think about +RnOClhkCy1U-00051-00023398-00023776 is that how you want to experience life is that how you want to experience +RnOClhkCy1U-00052-00023776-00024282 events all the time and you know no judgment +RnOClhkCy1U-00053-00024282-00024784 if that's what you want to do but think that through then this idea of being behind +RnOClhkCy1U-00054-00024784-00025226 closed doors I hear all the time guys doing cocaine with +RnOClhkCy1U-00055-00025226-00025688 their friends but you know their girls don't know about it and so what is +RnOClhkCy1U-00056-00025688-00026054 the reason why you're not being open about it is it because you have a +RnOClhkCy1U-00057-00026054-00026480 problem or is it because you know she you know that she's not going to approve +RnOClhkCy1U-00058-00026480-00027017 it and so you know recreationally if that's what you want to do then you +RnOClhkCy1U-00059-00027017-00027524 should be able to be open about it I'm not saying that everything about your +RnOClhkCy1U-00060-00027524-00027899 life you're going to be like super public about but the close people in +RnOClhkCy1U-00061-00027899-00028244 your life if this is something that you're into I don't know I think if +RnOClhkCy1U-00062-00028244-00028691 you're okay with it they should be aware of it I truly think this is an internal +RnOClhkCy1U-00063-00028691-00029114 thing nobody can tell you you have a problem I mean I think the loved ones +RnOClhkCy1U-00064-00029114-00029639 can basically can watch your behavior and watch your lifestyle and maybe +RnOClhkCy1U-00065-00029639-00030208 advise you in that situation but truly it's you do right so if you feel like +RnOClhkCy1U-00066-00030208-00030605 you have a problem if you feel like I can't function if you're +RnOClhkCy1U-00067-00030605-00031045 not proud of who you are or if you're not proud of what you're doing that's on +RnOClhkCy1U-00068-00031045-00031227 you you know that's this idea of just +RnOClhkCy1U-00069-00031227-00031937 escapism and not being present and that is just something I want people to +RnOClhkCy1U-00070-00031937-00032339 think about right what is the reason why you don't want to be present +RnOClhkCy1U-00071-00032339-00032912 what is the reason why you don't want to be here right now in this moment +RnOClhkCy1U-00072-00032912-00033272 is that something in your mind is that something because you're not happy +RnOClhkCy1U-00073-00033272-00033569 with this this space are you not happy with yourself +RnOClhkCy1U-00074-00033569-00034103 are you not happy with where you're at as I said no judgment on why people do +RnOClhkCy1U-00075-00034103-00034535 it or people do it regularly whether they be marijuana or any other drug but +RnOClhkCy1U-00076-00034535-00034862 one time to do it like okay let me experiment with this thing and I think +RnOClhkCy1U-00077-00034862-00035270 life is full of experiences and experiments to decide is this something +RnOClhkCy1U-00078-00035270-00035576 I want to do in the future but we're also not telling you to try drugs +RnOClhkCy1U-00079-00035576-00036272 don't do that but we just understand the reality of the world +RnOClhkCy1U-00080-00036272-00036470 and the reaity of life a lot of people are +RnOClhkCy1U-00081-00036470-00037109 experimenting with things but think through why you're doing that and what +RnOClhkCy1U-00082-00037109-00037517 is the reason why you feel like you need to be in another place and +RnOClhkCy1U-00083-00037517-00038054 then also understanding that these things are not regulated and so you +RnOClhkCy1U-00084-00038054-00038591 don't know what exactly is what you are intaking you are not invincible +RnOClhkCy1U-00085-00038591-00038957 you are not in control this is a substance you're putting into your body +RnOClhkCy1U-00086-00038957-00039362 and like that's what scared me about trying anything is because I don't +RnOClhkCy1U-00087-00039362-00039779 want to get addicted I don't want to die I have no idea what I would do if +RnOClhkCy1U-00088-00039779-00040025 something bad were to happen to me or someone I knew +RnOClhkCy1U-00089-00040025-00040574 and so I just don't mess with that stuff and I just want people to just think it +RnOClhkCy1U-00090-00040574-00041177 through you don't know exactly what could happen and so please just be +RnOClhkCy1U-00091-00041177-00041669 mindful be mindful of what you're doing and why you're doing it and you +RnOClhkCy1U-00092-00041669-00042182 know understand that there are consequences and bad things can happen +RnOClhkCy1U-00093-00042182-00042683 and just please just be careful don't use that as a way +RnOClhkCy1U-00094-00042683-00043091 to escape either ultimately I think some of the best thing to do is +RnOClhkCy1U-00095-00043091-00043355 just having conversations with someone you trust and opening +RnOClhkCy1U-00096-00043355-00044072 up if you feel like you need to escape don't escape deal with it deal +RnOClhkCy1U-00097-00044072-00044621 with what you're going through in a productive way and if that is doing +RnOClhkCy1U-00098-00044621-00045293 something with yourself like meditation, prayer, journaling, exercise, or what I +RnOClhkCy1U-00099-00045293-00045728 think is more helpful is leaning on the people that are in your life but I +RnOClhkCy1U-00100-00045728-00046076 think when we're in those kinds of places we are scared to burden other +RnOClhkCy1U-00101-00046076-00046418 people we're scared of judgment we're scared of what people will say to you +RnOClhkCy1U-00102-00046418-00046832 but truthfully that is the most important time where you need people in +RnOClhkCy1U-00103-00046832-00047333 your life there are services I will do the research because +RnOClhkCy1U-00104-00047333-00047630 someone actually gave me feedback that I need some do a little bit more +RnOClhkCy1U-00105-00047630-00048044 research and and put a link or a phone number that you can call there are +RnOClhkCy1U-00106-00048044-00048374 people that care trust me there are people that care even if they don't even +RnOClhkCy1U-00107-00048374-00048821 know you they care because your life is valuable your life means something you +RnOClhkCy1U-00108-00048821-00049265 mean something you are here so let's make the best out of +RnOClhkCy1U-00109-00049265-00049575 life and let's do what you're supposed to do you have +RnOClhkCy1U-00110-00049575-00050115 something amazing to do you're not here to just escape life you're here to +RnOClhkCy1U-00111-00050115-00050611 experience it so I hope this was productive I enjoyed my time +RnOClhkCy1U-00112-00050611-00050937 here I really appreciate it I know this is a touchy +RnOClhkCy1U-00113-00050937-00051294 topic I appreciate you coming and being brave enough to talk about this because +RnOClhkCy1U-00114-00051294-00051846 it's gonna be on the internet and I appreciate you guys all listening +RnOClhkCy1U-00115-00051846-00052302 I appreciate you sharing and thank you so much for watching thank you +RnOClhkCy1U-00116-00052302-00052652 thanks for having me thanks 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Today is August 15th +S4uJbYrjktU-00001-00000498-00001024 Welcome, this is first cup. My name is Jeremy and this is my first cup of coffee +S4uJbYrjktU-00002-00001673-00002286 Starting the show a little bit later this morning. I was up late last night with some friends had a couple beers +S4uJbYrjktU-00003-00002380-00003138 There goes notifications fromr my tablet. And so I slept in a little bit. It's like 7 o'clock now +S4uJbYrjktU-00004-00003138-00003188 So I'm like... +S4uJbYrjktU-00005-00003447-00003872 To most of the world that's not terribly early... late +S4uJbYrjktU-00006-00003911-00004368 I'm generally up during 5:30 to 5:45. So it's feeling a little late +S4uJbYrjktU-00007-00004584-00005390 Yeah, it's a beautiful morning nice and cool last night crickets are going crazy you might be able to hear them on camera. I don't know +S4uJbYrjktU-00008-00005932-00006132 Oh that's good. That's good coffee +S4uJbYrjktU-00009-00006501-00006701 So yesterday +S4uJbYrjktU-00010-00006745-00006945 Yesterday +S4uJbYrjktU-00011-00007402-00007618 Got a... got a good amount of work done yesterday +S4uJbYrjktU-00012-00007662-00008098 Well, that was too big of a drink of coffee. Coffee ever sit in your stomach? And you're like... +S4uJbYrjktU-00013-00008238-00008440 You know sometimes that happens to me +S4uJbYrjktU-00014-00008616-00009268 What was I saying? I think to tell you about the day yesterday. Man, yesterday +S4uJbYrjktU-00015-00009727-00009972 I did some work at my desk it was good +S4uJbYrjktU-00016-00010181-00010458 There wasn't anything terribly exciting yesterday nothing really fun +S4uJbYrjktU-00017-00010594-00010914 Did official pay for some new samples +S4uJbYrjktU-00018-00010946-00011202 And new product they should be +S4uJbYrjktU-00019-00011266-00011670 it'll be a question of timing whether this product or +S4uJbYrjktU-00020-00011756-00012326 Another product is the first one to market. It's kind of a race at this point, but I'm super duper excited +S4uJbYrjktU-00021-00012530-00013200 You know one of the things that's a challenge in developing new products is +S4uJbYrjktU-00022-00013288-00013922 How many different boxes you have to check, you know, we're looking at looking at quality and we're looking at function +S4uJbYrjktU-00023-00014119-00014319 We're looking at +S4uJbYrjktU-00024-00014426-00014744 How many companies in the market are making them? +S4uJbYrjktU-00025-00014824-00015136 You know the level of competition we're looking at +S4uJbYrjktU-00026-00015319-00015864 The price point and there's so many things in between what you pay for and what you sell for +S4uJbYrjktU-00027-00016010-00016432 things that you would never consider, online advertising +S4uJbYrjktU-00028-00016802-00016898 Shipping +S4uJbYrjktU-00029-00017054-00017238 Cost of returns +S4uJbYrjktU-00030-00017306-00017548 things like that, you know, it's no secret that +S4uJbYrjktU-00031-00017600-00018175 a large portion of our sales happen on Amazon. So we have to consider things on there as well as our own website +S4uJbYrjktU-00032-00018566-00018832 So we're looking at you know, there are products that we've looked at +S4uJbYrjktU-00033-00018956-00019158 Even products that we've had that we've abandoned +S4uJbYrjktU-00034-00019247-00019447 Because by the time all was said and done +S4uJbYrjktU-00035-00019604-00019818 They just weren't cost-effective +S4uJbYrjktU-00036-00020046-00020246 And that's really unfortunate +S4uJbYrjktU-00037-00020400-00020938 Because it's the bigger things the more complicated things the things that are gonna have higher +S4uJbYrjktU-00038-00020976-00021214 Expense load that are more fun to develop +S4uJbYrjktU-00039-00021756-00021980 You know, I'm not gonna name anything in particular +S4uJbYrjktU-00040-00021980-00022435 But I'm sure if you consider the landscape of martial arts products you can think of some big +S4uJbYrjktU-00041-00022515-00022701 expensive stuff +S4uJbYrjktU-00042-00022701-00022851 that +S4uJbYrjktU-00043-00022851-00023051 Has room for improvement +S4uJbYrjktU-00044-00023250-00023638 Oh and the cost to develop it, you know the cost of multiple samples and +S4uJbYrjktU-00045-00023706-00023906 Testing those samples. Those are a big deal, too +S4uJbYrjktU-00046-00023991-00024499 So we got two people watching. Maybe I should start the show a little later people will watch +S4uJbYrjktU-00047-00024570-00024723 I don't know +S4uJbYrjktU-00048-00024723-00024900 I'm considering doing the show +S4uJbYrjktU-00049-00024900-00025156 On Facebook as well +S4uJbYrjktU-00050-00025190-00025390 curious what people think about that +S4uJbYrjktU-00051-00025536-00025812 Possibly with a second phone so I'd have two +S4uJbYrjktU-00052-00025916-00026195 That would be super tough to look at +S4uJbYrjktU-00053-00026327-00026408 I don't know +S4uJbYrjktU-00054-00026418-00026952 Good morning, Scott. Yeah, so that was yesterday +S4uJbYrjktU-00055-00027212-00027622 Hey Scott says Facebook could be a good idea. Yeah, we're gonna explore we have +S4uJbYrjktU-00056-00027736-00028372 Well over 6,000 fans on Facebook and we have like 17 1800 on YouTube +S4uJbYrjktU-00057-00028439-00028754 And more people are on Facebook more of the day +S4uJbYrjktU-00058-00028962-00029500 Up to try it at one point and see what happens. Yeah, gotta get some more feedback from people first. +S4uJbYrjktU-00059-00029839-00030164 Should rename this show to watch Jeremy yawn and drink coffee +S4uJbYrjktU-00060-00030512-00030858 I'm wearing nothing to do with Whistlekick. It's a Superman shirt +S4uJbYrjktU-00061-00030948-00031266 But it's like half a size too small. So it makes me feel jacked +S4uJbYrjktU-00062-00031824-00032139 Should make a line of martial-arts uniforms that +S4uJbYrjktU-00063-00032338-00033096 Make you look attractive to make your arms look bigger something or your butt look good +S4uJbYrjktU-00064-00033348-00033806 That's mostly a joke, I'm sure that'll go on the idea list at some point +S4uJbYrjktU-00065-00034130-00034306 Coz people will buy things +S4uJbYrjktU-00066-00034390-00034842 People buy strange things. Think of all the strange things that you've imagined in the world +S4uJbYrjktU-00067-00035110-00035494 Wrong words, think of all the strange things in the world people have purchased +S4uJbYrjktU-00068-00035520-00036026 someone had to imagine that and that other people said yes, I want one and then they bought them +S4uJbYrjktU-00069-00036369-00036569 So today what's happening today? +S4uJbYrjktU-00070-00036591-00036995 Today I might get on the motorcycle. I might be able to travel around +S4uJbYrjktU-00071-00037062-00037841 To things on the motorcycle. I got a bunch of work this morning record a couple Thursday episodes. It looks like +S4uJbYrjktU-00072-00037920-00038080 and then +S4uJbYrjktU-00073-00038080-00038432 So something that's I don't think ever come up on any show that I've done is +S4uJbYrjktU-00074-00038445-00038873 That I am on the State Board of Directors rule for the Vermont Small Business Development Center +S4uJbYrjktU-00075-00038970-00039117 at the SBDC +S4uJbYrjktU-00076-00039117-00039794 If you don't know is a national organization with I want to say like 58 chapters or something +S4uJbYrjktU-00077-00039794-00040025 There are a couple states that have more than one because they're big +S4uJbYrjktU-00078-00040246-00040702 And it they're pledged to help small businesses grow +S4uJbYrjktU-00079-00040738-00041094 In whatever way is needed helping them find funding +S4uJbYrjktU-00080-00041172-00041372 advice and +S4uJbYrjktU-00081-00041430-00041765 My first business my IT business would not have happened +S4uJbYrjktU-00082-00041766-00042344 this plane would not have happened without the advice of the Small Business Development Center and +S4uJbYrjktU-00083-00042436-00042636 Then an opening came up on the board +S4uJbYrjktU-00084-00042658-00043380 And they said hey, you're a business owner. We would love your feedback. So I'm on there. I give them some feedback +S4uJbYrjktU-00085-00043488-00043688 Most of the time. I'm the only +S4uJbYrjktU-00086-00043746-00044446 Active business owner sometimes I'm the only ever business owner in the room which feels like a lot of responsibility +S4uJbYrjktU-00087-00044694-00045164 I'm a big fan of entrepreneurship. If you didn't know that I've spoken about entrepreneurship to +S4uJbYrjktU-00088-00045270-00045441 schools and +S4uJbYrjktU-00089-00045441-00045734 Been on podcasts about it. I've written about it +S4uJbYrjktU-00090-00045933-00046247 I've blogged about it. That's the same thing. That's writing +S4uJbYrjktU-00091-00046320-00046660 So I think entrepreneurship is important. I think everybody should have +S4uJbYrjktU-00092-00046684-00047160 Some aspect of their life that they're where they're bringing in money on their own +S4uJbYrjktU-00093-00047236-00047624 You know a side hustle if you want to call it that another the hot term right now +S4uJbYrjktU-00094-00047676-00047942 And I think that's important because it helps you understand +S4uJbYrjktU-00095-00048045-00048509 Money and helps you understand the way the world works it give you some... gives you something that in theory +S4uJbYrjktU-00096-00048509-00048728 You're going to enjoy more than working for someone else +S4uJbYrjktU-00097-00048819-00049019 You know if you haven't +S4uJbYrjktU-00098-00049030-00049174 read +S4uJbYrjktU-00099-00049174-00049344 Rich Dad Poor Dad +S4uJbYrjktU-00100-00049344-00049524 Which ironically? +S4uJbYrjktU-00101-00049524-00049724 despite dozens of people +S4uJbYrjktU-00102-00049800-00050158 Telling me to read it. I just never read it. I finished it yesterday +S4uJbYrjktU-00103-00050244-00050482 It's a great book and people should read it. +S4uJbYrjktU-00104-00050628-00051010 I think that's probably the most approachable book on +S4uJbYrjktU-00105-00051048-00051476 Finance and money and understanding that aspect of the world that I've ever read +S4uJbYrjktU-00106-00051510-00051967 And as an audiobook, it's a pretty good production. So you might wanna check that out. +S4uJbYrjktU-00107-00051990-00052604 But anyway, I've got a meeting for that organization. We'll be able to ride there on the motorcycle. It's about 30 minutes away +S4uJbYrjktU-00108-00052668-00053057 And i'll ride back this way. Keep going and +S4uJbYrjktU-00109-00053188-00053379 coach CrossFit +S4uJbYrjktU-00110-00053379-00053505 Coach +S4uJbYrjktU-00111-00053505-00053655 CrossFit classes +S4uJbYrjktU-00112-00053655-00054334 Looking forward to being done with the CrossFit so I can do some martial arts training. So yeah +S4uJbYrjktU-00113-00054384-00054540 All right +S4uJbYrjktU-00114-00054541-00054875 My suggestion to you today, other than get that book read that book +S4uJbYrjktU-00115-00055054-00055402 Do something on the side to make some money other than those suggestions +S4uJbYrjktU-00116-00055758-00056105 I want you to let me know in the comments +S4uJbYrjktU-00117-00056351-00056551 How we can improve this show? +S4uJbYrjktU-00118-00056590-00056850 Tell me what you think. How can we make this show better? +S4uJbYrjktU-00119-00056878-00057126 one of the things that I've come to realize is that +S4uJbYrjktU-00120-00057158-00057708 We're not getting the views that really justify the show. I had a long conversation with a friend about this +S4uJbYrjktU-00121-00057986-00058412 But I liked doing the show it helps me set the tone for the day +S4uJbYrjktU-00122-00058591-00058791 It forces me to +S4uJbYrjktU-00123-00058822-00059170 Be a little bit awake. 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We have roughly the same viewers on +S4uJbYrjktU-00134-00063391-00063529 Instagram +S4uJbYrjktU-00135-00063626-00064270 The same followers, I guess that we do on YouTube and it's probably roughly the same number of fraudulent accounts +S4uJbYrjktU-00136-00064328-00064539 You know, I would estimate roughly a third +S4uJbYrjktU-00137-00064619-00064808 on there +S4uJbYrjktU-00138-00064808-00065008 Somewhere around a third of any accounts are fraudulent +S4uJbYrjktU-00139-00065075-00065275 On Twitter Instagram, etc +S4uJbYrjktU-00140-00065438-00065910 And I know we have some on Facebook I don't know what the ratio is over there +S4uJbYrjktU-00141-00066170-00066750 So we'll we'll figure it out, you know, this is something I'm actively thinking about and I'm actively soliciting feedback +S4uJbYrjktU-00142-00067076-00067590 But what am I sending you into your day with what is the idea the idea is I want you to look for +S4uJbYrjktU-00143-00067784-00068456 An opportunity something you could do to make some money it could be as simple as selling crap. You don't need on eBay +S4uJbYrjktU-00144-00068482-00068774 It could be as simple as... +S4uJbYrjktU-00145-00069190-00069362 What's another simple thing? +S4uJbYrjktU-00146-00069806-00070164 I don't know. That's all I got cuz I'm not awake yet +S4uJbYrjktU-00147-00070272-00070712 I just sold a bunch of stuff on eBay I didn't need. They're hundreds of dollars +S4uJbYrjktU-00148-00070904-00071574 Just... I feel like the world changes when you start to see the opportunities you have to generate +S4uJbYrjktU-00149-00071600-00071800 income for yourself +S4uJbYrjktU-00150-00071808-00072204 Versus always being tied to someone else paying you +S4uJbYrjktU-00151-00072300-00072500 We'll talk more about that tomorrow +S4uJbYrjktU-00152-00072504-00073212 So, alright. I'm gonna go finish my coffee and get going with my day. Hope everybody has a great day. I will see you tomorrow. 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address of your router into +SqqJwFTtVZo-00018-00011711-00012218 the address bar: 192.168.0.1. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00019-00012218-00012689 Then fill in the login and password: admin and admin. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00020-00012689-00013078 The IP address as well as the default login and password used to access the settings are +SqqJwFTtVZo-00021-00013078-00013618 usually printed on a special sticker you can find on the bottom side of the router. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00022-00013618-00014134 I’d like to draw your attention to the firmware interface of this D-Link router. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00023-00014134-00014397 In my case, this is how it looks like. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00024-00014397-00014687 However, its appearance could be different. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00025-00014687-00015293 Nevertheless, the structure of the settings menu and names of menu items are very similar. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00026-00015293-00015716 When you find your way around the router settings with the example of this D-Link device, you +SqqJwFTtVZo-00027-00015716-00016351 will be able to configure another D-Link router - even with a different firmware interface. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00028-00016351-00016945 I will show you all the settings with the emulator of the router (D-Link DIR-615) firmware +SqqJwFTtVZo-00029-00016945-00017261 and its configurations. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00030-00017261-00017559 For starters, you can change the language of the menu. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00031-00017559-00017990 To do it, click “Language” and select the one you prefer. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00032-00017990-00018454 You can configure a D-Link router manually by opening the advanced settings, but it could +SqqJwFTtVZo-00033-00018454-00018740 be too difficult if you are a novice user. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00034-00018740-00019362 That’s why I recommend using D-Link’s featured quick setup menu, known as “Click`n`Connect.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00035-00019362-00019751 You can find it in the section “Net.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00036-00019751-00019869 • Click on “Click`n`Connect.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00037-00019869-00020420 • Plug the cable from your Internet provider into the WAN/Internet port of the router and +SqqJwFTtVZo-00038-00020420-00020520 click “Next.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00039-00020520-00021109 • IN the next window, choose the connection type, static or dynamic IP. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00040-00021109-00021726 You can find out which one you have by contacting your Internet service provider. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00041-00021726-00022187 Further steps in configuring your router will differ depending on the connection type. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00042-00022187-00022943 First, I will describe settings for a static connection, and then for a dynamic one. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00043-00022943-00023356 If your Internet service provider assigns you a static IP address: +SqqJwFTtVZo-00044-00023356-00023554 • Choose it and click “Next.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00045-00023554-00023842 • Then click “Expert” button below. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00046-00023842-00024337 • In the window that opens, enter the data you have received from your provider. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00047-00024337-00024833 If the Internet is connected directly to this computer, click on the button “Clone MAC +SqqJwFTtVZo-00048-00024833-00024940 Address.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00049-00024940-00025562 If the Internet is connected to another computer, enter its address into the MAC field and click +SqqJwFTtVZo-00050-00025562-00025714 “Next.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00051-00025714-00026355 If the Internet connection was never provided by this cable before, you need to give the +SqqJwFTtVZo-00052-00026355-00026689 MAC address of the router to your Internet provider. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00053-00026689-00026936 How can you learn the MAC address for your router? +SqqJwFTtVZo-00054-00026936-00027044 It’s very easy. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00055-00027044-00027373 Take the router and have a look at the sticker on its bottom side. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00056-00027373-00028037 You will see the MAC address there. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00057-00028037-00029110 • Check its settings and click “Next.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00058-00029110-00029533 If your provider assigns you a Dynamic IP address: +SqqJwFTtVZo-00059-00029533-00029663 • Select it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00060-00029663-00030075 • Check the box next to the item “Obtain DNS server address automatically.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00061-00030075-00030783 • Click “Next.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00062-00030783-00031008 • Apply the changes. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00063-00031008-00031445 In this case, things are way easier. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00064-00031445-00032586 Then go back to the main settings menu and select “System” to save and reboot it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00065-00032586-00032834 After the restart, check the network information. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00066-00032834-00033320 If there is a green light on, it means the WAN (Internet) is working properly. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00067-00033320-00033897 Now let’s move on to configuring Wi-Fi on the router DIR-615. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00068-00033897-00034290 To do it: • Go to the Wi-Fi menu. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00069-00034290-00034627 • Select the “Access point” mode for the wireless network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00070-00034627-00034983 • Enter the access point name. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00071-00034983-00035295 • Set the security mode as “Protected” or “Open.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00072-00035295-00035685 • When the network is open, setting a password is not required. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00073-00035685-00036081 • If you choose “Protected,” you will be asked to set a network key, that is, the +SqqJwFTtVZo-00074-00036081-00036539 password to access the Wi-Fi network broadcast by this router. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00075-00036539-00036968 • Make sure the settings are correct and apply them. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00076-00036968-00037384 • Then go back to the main settings menu and select “System” to save and reboot +SqqJwFTtVZo-00077-00037384-00037583 it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00078-00037583-00038233 When the router restarts, your network is ready to use. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00079-00038233-00038655 This was the quick setup menu for the router D-Link DIR-615. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00080-00038655-00039101 It will come in handy for novice users, or when a new router has to be configured. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00081-00039101-00039555 But if you need to check, correct or fine-tune your router settings, you should open the +SqqJwFTtVZo-00082-00039555-00039781 Expert menu. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00083-00039781-00040193 I will not cover every menu item in detail, because There’s so much information that +SqqJwFTtVZo-00084-00040193-00040441 it might be a good topic for a special video. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00085-00040441-00040921 Let’s have a closer look at basic router settings: connection, Wi-Fi, and DHCP. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00086-00040921-00041448 That is, we will focus on the “Net” and “Wi-Fi” sections. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00087-00041448-00042116 So, to configure the router’s connection to the Internet, go to Net / WAN. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00088-00042116-00042468 To create a new connection, click the “Add” button. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00089-00042468-00043024 If you need to check settings of an existing connection, just click on it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00090-00043024-00043540 This menu is very similar to the one you saw when using the quick setup feature. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00091-00043540-00043962 If your Internet service provider assigns you a static IP address: +SqqJwFTtVZo-00092-00043962-00044447 • Select it and give it a name, • Then enter the data you have received +SqqJwFTtVZo-00093-00044447-00044578 from your provider. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00094-00044578-00044969 • In the filed ‘MAC,” enter the MAC address assigned to the access point by your +SqqJwFTtVZo-00095-00044969-00045069 provider. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00096-00045069-00045519 If the Internet is connected directly to this computer, click on the button “Clone MAC +SqqJwFTtVZo-00097-00045519-00045619 Address.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00098-00045619-00046562 • Enter the IP address, net mask, gateway IP address, and primary DNS server - +SqqJwFTtVZo-00099-00046562-00047449 all this information you can receive from your provider. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00100-00047449-00047913 • Check the settings and click “Next.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00101-00047913-00048289 If your provider assigns you a Dynamic IP address: +SqqJwFTtVZo-00102-00048289-00048440 • Select it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00103-00048440-00048859 • Check the box next to the item “Obtain DNS server address automatically.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00104-00048859-00049227 • And apply the changes. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00105-00049227-00049686 Then go back to the main settings menu and select “System” to save the changes and +SqqJwFTtVZo-00106-00049686-00050529 reboot the router. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00107-00050529-00050910 If you’ve done everything right and you have an active Internet connection, you can +SqqJwFTtVZo-00108-00050910-00051367 go on to set up your Wi-Fi network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00109-00051367-00051688 To create and configure a wireless access point: +SqqJwFTtVZo-00110-00051688-00052071 • go to Wi-Fi main settings and tick “Enable Wireless.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00111-00052071-00052670 • Select “Hide Access Point” if you don’t want others to see it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00112-00052670-00053122 • Set the wireless network name in the line “SSID.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00113-00053122-00053289 • Specify the country. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00114-00053289-00053938 • In this case, leave the channel option as “Auto.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00115-00053938-00054274 • I recommend choosing the most compatible wireless mode. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00116-00054274-00054855 If you choose only a specific one, there may be conflicts with devices working in other +SqqJwFTtVZo-00117-00054855-00054955 modes. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00118-00054955-00055258 • You can restrict the maximal number of connected clients. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00119-00055258-00055687 0 – means there are no restrictions. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00120-00055687-00055913 • Apply the changes. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00121-00055913-00056475 The next step is to configure wireless security and set a password for your Wi-Fi network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00122-00056475-00056968 To do it, go to the tab “Security settings.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00123-00056968-00057387 You can choose one of the following security options or disable it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00124-00057387-00058099 If it’s disabled, wireless devices can connect to the router without encryption and password. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00125-00058099-00058520 It is strongly recommended to select one of the variants below to protect your wireless +SqqJwFTtVZo-00126-00058520-00058749 network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00127-00058749-00059213 You can choose any option you prefer, But the best choice would be the fullest and most +SqqJwFTtVZo-00128-00059213-00059530 compatible type of protection. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00129-00059530-00059929 In the field “Encryption Key” set the password you want to use for connecting to +SqqJwFTtVZo-00130-00059929-00060291 your Wi-Fi network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00131-00060291-00060812 Save the settings and reboot the router. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00132-00060812-00061283 If you connected any devices to the wireless network before you have configured Wi-Fi settings, +SqqJwFTtVZo-00133-00061283-00061754 you will have to reconnect them after changing the password and restarting the router, and +SqqJwFTtVZo-00134-00061754-00062112 log in again after entering the new password. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00135-00062112-00062547 MAC Filter In this menu, you can allow or restrict devices +SqqJwFTtVZo-00136-00062547-00062891 with certain MAC addresses to connect to your wireless network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00137-00062891-00063122 I’ll be brief. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00138-00063122-00063424 To block a certain device from your Wi-Fi network: +SqqJwFTtVZo-00139-00063424-00063716 • Go to the MAC Filter menu. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00140-00063716-00064000 • Set the MAC Filter restrict mode to “Deny.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00141-00064000-00064561 • In the tab “MAC Addresses”, specify the MAC addresses of the devices which should +SqqJwFTtVZo-00142-00064561-00065074 be denied access to the network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00143-00065074-00065460 • After the changes are applied, such devices will not be able to connect to your Wi-Fi +SqqJwFTtVZo-00144-00065460-00065797 router even if they have the password. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00145-00065797-00066348 • If you set the filter to “Allow” then only the devices with the specified MAC addresses +SqqJwFTtVZo-00146-00066348-00066879 will be able to connect to your wireless network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00147-00066879-00067311 In this video, I also would like to describe one of the router functions which is not an +SqqJwFTtVZo-00148-00067311-00067610 essential one - it’s DHCP. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00149-00067610-00068018 Although it is enabled and running by default, I’ll try to explain the principle it’s +SqqJwFTtVZo-00150-00068018-00068427 based on and the settings you can modify. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00151-00068427-00068883 As a rule, this option is usually enabled for network devices, though some users may +SqqJwFTtVZo-00152-00068883-00069186 have it disabled, for a variety of reasons. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00153-00069186-00069856 To enable or configure it, open the router settings and go to the menu Net / LAN. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00154-00069856-00070431 In this page, you can enable or disable the DHCP server mode, and set the start IP and +SqqJwFTtVZo-00155-00070431-00070850 end IP for the local network in the corresponding fields. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00156-00070850-00071476 Start IP should be given with consideration of the router’s net point, so give the IP +SqqJwFTtVZo-00157-00071476-00071597 address following it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00158-00071597-00072557 For example, if the main gateway is set as 192.168.0.1, the start IP address can be 192.168.0.2; +SqqJwFTtVZo-00159-00072557-00073016 192.168.0.3 and so on. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00160-00073016-00073482 By setting a certain end IP address, you set the number of addresses the router can assign +SqqJwFTtVZo-00161-00073482-00073655 to connected devices. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00162-00073655-00074376 For example, by setting it like 192.168.0.100 I allow the router to assign addresses to +SqqJwFTtVZo-00163-00074376-00074580 98 devices. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00164-00074580-00075443 And all these addresses will fall within the range from 192.168.0.2 to 192.168.0.100. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00165-00075443-00075887 All other settings are not obligatory, but if necessary, you can reduce the address lease +SqqJwFTtVZo-00166-00075887-00076341 time - the amount of time a network user will be allowed connection to the router with their +SqqJwFTtVZo-00167-00076341-00076639 current dynamic DHCP address. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00168-00076639-00077045 When the lease time expires, the device that has been assigned the IP address will ask +SqqJwFTtVZo-00169-00077045-00077200 to prolong it. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00170-00077200-00077600 This dialogue takes place in the background so you don’t see it, and if there are many +SqqJwFTtVZo-00171-00077600-00078041 clients in this network, such option is very useful because it prevents the table from +SqqJwFTtVZo-00172-00078041-00078249 being overflown. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00173-00078249-00079027 You can see the address lease time, MAC and IP addresses on the DHCP Clients List. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00174-00079027-00079562 With DHCP, the router assigns IP addresses to devices which are connected to its network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00175-00079562-00079802 Every time, it will assign the addresses one by one. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00176-00079802-00080450 In our case, the first connected device will be assigned the address 192.168.0.2, and the +SqqJwFTtVZo-00177-00080450-00080918 following devices will get 3, 4 and so on. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00178-00080918-00081469 However, there is a way to reserve a static IP address for a client. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00179-00081469-00081949 If you do it, the router will give the connected device the same IP address every time such +SqqJwFTtVZo-00180-00081949-00082225 device connects to the network. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00181-00082225-00082675 To do it: • In the Static DHCP section, click on “Select +SqqJwFTtVZo-00182-00082675-00083184 IP/MAC address” and choose one of the devices currently connected to the router. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00183-00083184-00083838 • Otherwise, click “Add” if the device you need is not connected to the router yet. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00184-00083838-00084339 • Enter the MAC address for the device and give an IP address which is not used for other +SqqJwFTtVZo-00185-00084339-00084733 devices from the available range. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00186-00084733-00085124 • Click “Apply” and this device will always connect to the network with this IP +SqqJwFTtVZo-00187-00085124-00085447 address only. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00188-00085447-00086131 How can you learn the MAC address of a certain device to reserve an IP address for it, or +SqqJwFTtVZo-00189-00086131-00086444 to restrict its access to your Wi-Fi network? +SqqJwFTtVZo-00190-00086444-00087219 • For example, with an Android smartphone you need to go to Settings / About phone / Status. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00191-00087219-00087630 The address you are looking for is given in the line “MAC Address.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00192-00087630-00088443 • In Windows, go to “Network & Internet settings” / “Change adapter options.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00193-00088443-00088877 Right-click on the wireless adapter which is used for the Internet connection and select +SqqJwFTtVZo-00194-00088877-00089249 “Status” / “Details.” +SqqJwFTtVZo-00195-00089249-00089789 Physical address is the actual MAC address of the computer's network adapter. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00196-00089789-00090351 Other router settings are rather overspecialized and hardly necessary for average users. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00197-00090351-00090625 We will show them in another video. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00198-00090625-00091120 By the way, we have already covered all these functions in a series of videos about TP-Link +SqqJwFTtVZo-00199-00091120-00091220 routers. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00200-00091220-00091511 You will find the links in the description. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00201-00091511-00092111 The settings we have just configured are enough to use the router at some basic level. +SqqJwFTtVZo-00202-00092111-00092512 If you have any questions while you are configuring your router, you can leave a comment to ask +SqqJwFTtVZo-00203-00092512-00092612 one. 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+SwXbEWgt-ey-00001-00001073-00001536 what's up everybody this is Chris from the rewired soul where we talk about the +SwXbEWgt-ey-00002-00001536-00001926 problem but focus on the solution and you know what you know what a big +SwXbEWgt-ey-00003-00001926-00002294 problem is you know what the problem is that we're talking about today is that +SwXbEWgt-ey-00004-00002294-00002958 we do not tell people enough how much that we appreciate them and today I +SwXbEWgt-ey-00005-00002958-00003579 wanted to let you all know how much I appreciate you so here's the thing so +SwXbEWgt-ey-00006-00003579-00003854 like this morning like you know I'm going to work a little bit later on +SwXbEWgt-ey-00007-00003854-00004311 Wednesday so I uploaded a video and like there's like this thing we're like I +SwXbEWgt-ey-00008-00004311-00004730 upload a video and it I've gotten to a size where I instantly get some views +SwXbEWgt-ey-00009-00004730-00005178 right I honestly get some views and like I get comments I get notifications I do +SwXbEWgt-ey-00010-00005178-00005562 my best to like reply to as many comments as possible or at least hard um +SwXbEWgt-ey-00011-00005562-00006207 you know sometimes I just don't know what to say I've got me some ride-or-die +SwXbEWgt-ey-00012-00006207-00006684 people like there's so many of you out there who are like loyal subscribers +SwXbEWgt-ey-00013-00006684-00007106 we're like every time I upload like you've watch it like you check it out +SwXbEWgt-ey-00014-00007106-00007500 right and then some of you go even further and you leave a comment and like +SwXbEWgt-ey-00015-00007500-00007961 I appreciate these comments so much for a multitude of reasons one of them is +SwXbEWgt-ey-00016-00007961-00008346 like I appreciate you giving me feedback whether it's positive or negative or +SwXbEWgt-ey-00017-00008346-00008747 letting me know your thoughts it helps me understand more about what you're all +SwXbEWgt-ey-00018-00008747-00009045 going through what you want me to talk about maybe I didn't touch on something +SwXbEWgt-ey-00019-00009045-00009411 correctly like I appreciate all the criticisms as well as all the +SwXbEWgt-ey-00020-00009411-00009747 compliments too but the other reason I appreciate it so much is because part of +SwXbEWgt-ey-00021-00009747-00010268 my mission here at the rewired soul is to like create this community of support +SwXbEWgt-ey-00022-00010268-00010656 and spread awareness and help educate people and help encourage each other and +SwXbEWgt-ey-00023-00010656-00011036 all sorts of stuff and by some of you just posting comments like I don't think +SwXbEWgt-ey-00024-00011036-00011484 some of you realize how you're impacting other people's lives right so you just +SwXbEWgt-ey-00025-00011484-00011799 leave a comment like yo I struggled with this - here's what I did here's how I +SwXbEWgt-ey-00026-00011799-00012231 got through it better not like that is huge and like I appreciate you I +SwXbEWgt-ey-00027-00012231-00012828 appreciate you so so so much like this kinda late gripe or pet peeve I've +SwXbEWgt-ey-00028-00012828-00013204 always had always had by the way it's maybe you +SwXbEWgt-ey-00029-00013204-00013431 know the last five or six years since working on my mental health +SwXbEWgt-ey-00030-00013431-00013770 I hate when there's like a national tragedy right or even a global tragedy +SwXbEWgt-ey-00031-00013770-00014254 right there's so much wrong going on daily in the world and then you hear +SwXbEWgt-ey-00032-00014254-00014691 like news outlets and stuff and like I always watch Philip DeFranco Philip +SwXbEWgt-ey-00033-00014691-00015048 defranco's like my number one news source and whenever a tragedy happens +SwXbEWgt-ey-00034-00015048-00015406 and thank God we haven't had one in a little while but he says like these are +SwXbEWgt-ey-00035-00015406-00015720 the types of things that remind you to tell the people in your life that you +SwXbEWgt-ey-00036-00015720-00016156 love them and I'm like heck no please tell these people every single day tell +SwXbEWgt-ey-00037-00016156-00016528 people that you love and appreciate what they do and who they are in your life +SwXbEWgt-ey-00038-00016528-00016993 like I challenge you all I challenge you all to just like pause this video or at +SwXbEWgt-ey-00039-00016993-00017406 the end of this video pick up your cell phone and just text somebody text +SwXbEWgt-ey-00040-00017406-00017698 somebody in your life who you appreciate who you're grateful for +SwXbEWgt-ey-00041-00017698-00018012 maybe they helped you out like when you're at a low point maybe helped you +SwXbEWgt-ey-00042-00018012-00018420 move maybe they just came over and I don't know just let somebody know what +SwXbEWgt-ey-00043-00018420-00018834 you appreciate about them like we don't do this stuff enough we don't do it +SwXbEWgt-ey-00044-00018834-00019300 enough we just need to tell people on a daily basis like you never know like I +SwXbEWgt-ey-00045-00019300-00019719 have been surrounded by so much tragedy in my life like some of you who have +SwXbEWgt-ey-00046-00019719-00020082 been here for a little while you saw my video about how I've had like over 70 +SwXbEWgt-ey-00047-00020082-00020538 deaths in the last year right like life is such a precious thing and I never +SwXbEWgt-ey-00048-00020538-00020826 know who's gonna be here today who's gonna be here tomorrow I gotta let +SwXbEWgt-ey-00049-00020826-00021268 people know like I appreciate them I love them Chris you're not doing a great +SwXbEWgt-ey-00050-00021268-00021478 job letting your audience know this so I +SwXbEWgt-ey-00051-00021478-00021853 appreciate it love all of you and here's the thing too I hope some of you can +SwXbEWgt-ey-00052-00021853-00022254 show some self compassion to yourself in life love yourself like I think you +SwXbEWgt-ey-00053-00022254-00022678 should think yourself for dedicating time to educate yourself more about +SwXbEWgt-ey-00054-00022678-00023100 mental health by just watching my videos like thank yourself for taking that time +SwXbEWgt-ey-00055-00023100-00023454 out of your day and I thank you for spending your time your time is so +SwXbEWgt-ey-00056-00023454-00023815 precious it's so valuable and the fact that you want to listen to me talk about +SwXbEWgt-ey-00057-00023815-00024216 mental health like that is something that I am forever ever grateful for but +SwXbEWgt-ey-00058-00024216-00024618 also give yourself some things for like giving yourself a chance for not losing +SwXbEWgt-ey-00059-00024618-00025050 hope for clicking on a video that might be able to help you like that is huge +SwXbEWgt-ey-00060-00025050-00025453 and like last but not least I want to be thankful for like my YouTube community +SwXbEWgt-ey-00061-00025453-00025833 support group right like there's so many people like I have like s videos from +SwXbEWgt-ey-00062-00025833-00026405 life you know bipolar pug okay okay well actually is K aka bipolar pug 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and I really wanted to +SwXbEWgt-ey-00072-00030267-00030689 make this a quick video but anyways back to you all I love you all I love you all +SwXbEWgt-ey-00073-00030689-00030927 so much that's it that's it I just want to let +SwXbEWgt-ey-00074-00030927-00031305 you all know that I love you I appreciate you I also appreciate you for +SwXbEWgt-ey-00075-00031305-00031650 sharing my videos and trying to increase awareness and decrease the stigma and +SwXbEWgt-ey-00076-00031650-00031926 all that kind of stuff so if you didn't learn anything else +SwXbEWgt-ey-00077-00031926-00032387 today just remember chris loves you okay +Sy05RL78wZo-00000-00001877-00002353 ♪ Itsy-bitsy spider climbed up the water spout ♪ +Sy05RL78wZo-00001-00002353-00002833 ♪ Down came the rain and washed the spider out ♪ +Sy05RL78wZo-00002-00002833-00003254 ♪ Out came the sun and dried up all the rain ♪ +Sy05RL78wZo-00003-00003254-00003754 ♪ And the itsy-bitsy spider climbed up the spout again ♪ 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like the order that I thought +SBW6vzKaQUE-00006-00003048-00003846 number one is confidence slash Independence getting on the plane for study abroad is a lot +SBW6vzKaQUE-00007-00003846-00004338 scarier than you may initially think it's gonna start to hit me until about two weeks before I +SBW6vzKaQUE-00008-00004338-00004908 was like gonna move to Scotland but I was like oh I have to move to a whole other country by myself +SBW6vzKaQUE-00009-00004908-00005430 once I start packing up that suitcase and getting anything in there you really just start to realize +SBW6vzKaQUE-00010-00005430-00006012 how ill-prepared you feel even though you may be very prepared even just making the step to get on +SBW6vzKaQUE-00011-00006012-00006642 the plane and go there by yourself is it's a big deal and it can feel you know this thing that's +SBW6vzKaQUE-00012-00006642-00007098 it's really the thing that just everybody goes through so you shouldn't have any feelings about 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oh why do you feel that way or like that's kind of odd why why are +SBW6vzKaQUE-00021-00015516-00016134 you like that and I definitely have been able to make up my mind in a more challenged Viewpoint +SBW6vzKaQUE-00022-00016134-00016626 also exploring things by yourself so there may be days where people have class and people are +SBW6vzKaQUE-00023-00016626-00017094 busy or some of your friends are gone for the week or the weekend you can really build up a +SBW6vzKaQUE-00024-00017094-00017562 lot of confidence if you're not somebody who feels comfortable doing things alone to you know test +SBW6vzKaQUE-00025-00017562-00018072 humanists go to a cafe by yourself go to dinner by yourself go to a movie by yourself that's one +SBW6vzKaQUE-00026-00018072-00018600 that I did this year and you know two I'm a little introverted so like honestly some of these things +SBW6vzKaQUE-00027-00018600-00019056 that's just a regular Tuesday but if you are not that type of person I challenge you to you know +SBW6vzKaQUE-00028-00019056-00019608 go to a museum by yourself it definitely creates a new context for you to view the world just through +SBW6vzKaQUE-00029-00019608-00020016 your own eyes and make up your own thoughts and feelings about the thing that you just did +SBW6vzKaQUE-00030-00020112-00020550 number two is going to be the ability to sympathize with a new experience it +SBW6vzKaQUE-00031-00020550-00021114 definitely grows your perspective just in a very natural way when you go somewhere and you live in +SBW6vzKaQUE-00032-00021114-00021492 a completely new place there are just going to be things that people say or the way that people are +SBW6vzKaQUE-00033-00021492-00022068 or things that they do that are going to make you you the the world from that angle maybe it's not +SBW6vzKaQUE-00034-00022068-00022656 an angle that you particularly agree with but it definitely can open up your scope of understanding +SBW6vzKaQUE-00035-00022656-00023124 of the world and that's just something that naturally happens when you and I also have to +SBW6vzKaQUE-00036-00023124-00023844 say I have such a deeper appreciation for people that do go abroad or move abroad because it is a +SBW6vzKaQUE-00037-00023844-00024588 challenging experience a very rewarding one but I definitely have gained a much like deeper like +SBW6vzKaQUE-00038-00024588-00025236 more than like a surface level appreciation of like what actually goes into that decision your +SBW6vzKaQUE-00039-00025236-00025727 actual day-to-day life number three is going to be Avenues to explore who you are outside of your +SBW6vzKaQUE-00040-00025727-00026238 context so I do talk about this in my four-part series about study abroad but just to elaborate +SBW6vzKaQUE-00041-00026238-00026874 on it a little bit more there are certain social structures in your country that maybe you're like +SBW6vzKaQUE-00042-00026874-00027389 kind of aware of or you aren't I mean it just kind of depends on the people that are around 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don't know if anyone else has had this experience if you know what +SBW6vzKaQUE-00051-00031530-00032045 I'm talking about please comment down below I was like bounce ideas off because that should just be +SBW6vzKaQUE-00052-00032045-00032700 a me thing I don't know number four is listening skills one thing I will say about going to Europe +SBW6vzKaQUE-00053-00032700-00033450 as an American is you can definitely feel like you know less than a lot of people about the world in +SBW6vzKaQUE-00054-00033450-00034098 general and what I mean by this is our country is very very big and there's a lot of news going on +SBW6vzKaQUE-00055-00034098-00034644 around it all the time a lot of our news is just sort of national when you go over and people speak +SBW6vzKaQUE-00056-00034644-00035196 you know different languages or they know about different cultures and obviously geography my +SBW6vzKaQUE-00057-00035196-00035658 geography skills have gotten exponentially better since I studied abroad and that is something that +SBW6vzKaQUE-00058-00035658-00036102 I will only admit to you guys um because I would be in conversations with people and they'd be +SBW6vzKaQUE-00059-00036102-00036816 saying like oh in this city and you know but I would leave the conversation make a mental +SBW6vzKaQUE-00060-00036816-00037206 note and Google it later because there are some times where you're just keeping your mouth shut +SBW6vzKaQUE-00061-00037206-00037788 because they use some embarrassment or you can be brave and just ask the question depending on like +SBW6vzKaQUE-00062-00037788-00038202 the social situation if you feel like people are going to judge you or not my geography +SBW6vzKaQUE-00063-00038202-00038808 skills were actually pretty good in terms of Americans I would say however they definitely +SBW6vzKaQUE-00064-00038970-00039360 we're taking moments where you feel like you are in a safe space or you're with friends who will +SBW6vzKaQUE-00065-00039360-00039960 understand ask questions and listen I think that this is one of the most underrated things that +SBW6vzKaQUE-00066-00039960-00040482 happens on study abroad because just by being around other people like besides class I really +SBW6vzKaQUE-00067-00040482-00041058 learned the most about life and culture from experiences outside of the classroom so really +SBW6vzKaQUE-00068-00041058-00041616 like living a life in the city rather than just you know gaining Knowledge from a museum or from +SBW6vzKaQUE-00069-00041616-00042168 a textbook or a reading you just get first-hand experience of culture in action number five is +SBW6vzKaQUE-00070-00042168-00042942 going to be travel experience I had been to the UK and I had been to Iceland before but before I +SBW6vzKaQUE-00071-00042942-00043422 actually came to Scotland I hadn't been to that many countries in Europe now by the end of it I +SBW6vzKaQUE-00072-00043422-00044208 have been to Ireland Italy where did I go the Czech Republic Spain Portugal I've been to all +SBW6vzKaQUE-00073-00044208-00044760 of these different countries that I would not have otherwise had the chance to go visit I feel really +SBW6vzKaQUE-00074-00044760-00045132 lucky to have those experiences to look back on and and I definitely have just more general +SBW6vzKaQUE-00075-00045132-00045624 knowledge about the world pretty broad about these different countries but I can definitely have a +SBW6vzKaQUE-00076-00045624-00046116 surface level conversation about my experiences you know going to Italy or my experiences going to +SBW6vzKaQUE-00077-00046116-00046596 Portugal and I think that's really cool number six is going to be the ability to make casual friends +SBW6vzKaQUE-00078-00046596-00047268 I went for a year on study abroad and I had friends who were only there for the semester and +SBW6vzKaQUE-00079-00047268-00047766 then I had friends who were there for the whole entire year and it's definitely odd making friends +SBW6vzKaQUE-00080-00047766-00048300 in that sort of space you're like I'm temporary all this is temporary pushing past that I made +SBW6vzKaQUE-00081-00048300-00048738 friends with people who were only there for the semester and I had a really nice time with those +SBW6vzKaQUE-00082-00048738-00049380 people our friendship is really short lived but we got to go travel together or go explore everywhere +SBW6vzKaQUE-00083-00049380-00049800 together and I will honestly I'll always cherish those memories and those friendships even though +SBW6vzKaQUE-00084-00049800-00050226 they were just for a short time it's kind of fun to reach out to people now and just see how with +SBW6vzKaQUE-00085-00050226-00050682 you know their experience coming back is and you have this nice shared life I keep saying the word +SBW6vzKaQUE-00086-00050682-00051336 experience experience number seven is the ability to see things in your culture that you couldn't +SBW6vzKaQUE-00087-00051336-00051996 see before leaving the US and going to Scotland I now realize how odd things are not odd but how +SBW6vzKaQUE-00088-00051996-00052686 specifically American things are sometimes like pep rallies and school spirit that's just really +SBW6vzKaQUE-00089-00052686-00053226 not something that happens over there college sports isn't really a thing and honestly a lot +SBW6vzKaQUE-00090-00053226-00053729 of our College systems and like social life are kind of around not actually not at my school +SBW6vzKaQUE-00091-00053729-00054288 but at some schools like going to football games and pep rallies and overall school spirit there's +SBW6vzKaQUE-00092-00054288-00054816 definitely not a whole lot of school spirit over there nobody really wears College merch except I +SBW6vzKaQUE-00093-00054816-00055350 they do wear American college merch which I think is kind of funny but not actually to the school +SBW6vzKaQUE-00094-00055350-00055872 that they are pretty much the only people that I saw wearing University of Edinburgh merch were +SBW6vzKaQUE-00095-00055872-00056304 other Americans who were studying abroad there just like kind of a funny little fun fact number +SBW6vzKaQUE-00096-00056304-00056844 eight is going to be being able to travel in the European system you have so much more free time +SBW6vzKaQUE-00097-00056844-00057467 in the week so your well your lecture schedule may not be flexible your actual learning schedule +SBW6vzKaQUE-00098-00057467-00058164 is going to be very flexible usually I only had one big paper and then one exam at the end of the +SBW6vzKaQUE-00099-00058164-00058805 term you have a lot of time to if you wanted to take off a Friday and go for a weekend trip you +SBW6vzKaQUE-00100-00058805-00059334 can because there's not all of these assignments that you constantly have to sort of keep up with +SBW6vzKaQUE-00101-00059334-00059844 you can sort of budget your time in a way that's very convenient number nine getting free time to +SBW6vzKaQUE-00102-00059844-00060552 explore hobbies and interests study abroad is a lot of free time you do have the opportunity to +SBW6vzKaQUE-00103-00060552-00061062 to study and travel and I can keep you really busy a lot of the people I knew had just hours +SBW6vzKaQUE-00104-00061062-00061572 in a day where they really weren't doing much so if you have a hobby that you want to explore it +SBW6vzKaQUE-00105-00061572-00062136 can be a really great time to get into something like I personally got into weightlifting which I +SBW6vzKaQUE-00106-00062136-00062532 got to challenge myself in a new way and that was really cool and I also had more time to +SBW6vzKaQUE-00107-00062532-00063240 work on the YouTube stuff so whatever you are interested in you do so and number 10 is going +SBW6vzKaQUE-00108-00063240-00063690 to be making memories and friends I kept a journal the whole time I was there and I tried to take as +SBW6vzKaQUE-00109-00063690-00064170 many pictures as I could now looking back I'm so glad that I wrote all these things down because I +SBW6vzKaQUE-00110-00064170-00064650 didn't want to forget and I knew certain things that happened I I will forget just because you +SBW6vzKaQUE-00111-00064650-00065076 know human error so anyway thank you guys so much for watching if you like this video please +SBW6vzKaQUE-00112-00065076-00065640 subscribe give it a like and comment down below if you've studied abroad what was your biggest +SBW6vzKaQUE-00113-00065640-00066108 takeaway what did you like the most what you know challenged you the most so thanks for watching +SCzoS7YwF0k-00000-00000000-00000387 So is it Lieutenant? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00001-00000387-00001008 Officer Hopps! +SCzoS7YwF0k-00002-00001008-00002184 I was overhearing ... but I'm ok, right? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00003-00002184-00002535 I'm rushing right now to get into line for +SCzoS7YwF0k-00004-00002535-00002742 the main entrance of Disneyland because +SCzoS7YwF0k-00005-00002742-00003092 I need to get to Peter Pan's flight. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00006-00003092-00003605 The longest line in Fantasyland and you +SCzoS7YwF0k-00007-00003605-00003839 cannot get on it unless you wait like +SCzoS7YwF0k-00008-00003839-00004146 an hour or unless you get into the park +SCzoS7YwF0k-00009-00004146-00005152 first thing. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00010-00005152-00005344 So I went around the park +SCzoS7YwF0k-00011-00005344-00005848 to do this opening and Goofy has just +SCzoS7YwF0k-00012-00005848-00006061 planted himself right behind me but +SCzoS7YwF0k-00013-00006061-00006313 that's okay. We can deal with +SCzoS7YwF0k-00014-00006313-00006589 Goofy. In fact, I might get a picture. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00015-00006589-00006948 For a dark ride it has humongous lines every +SCzoS7YwF0k-00016-00006948-00007138 day of the year. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00017-00007138-00007291 I don't understand why. I don't think +SCzoS7YwF0k-00018-00007291-00007579 anybody understands why. It's pretty +SCzoS7YwF0k-00019-00007579-00007690 basic. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00020-00007690-00007993 Today I'm going to +SCzoS7YwF0k-00021-00007993-00008140 bite the bullet ...I'm +SCzoS7YwF0k-00022-00008140-00008404 gonna wait the hour the hour-and-a-half +SCzoS7YwF0k-00023-00008404-00008608 it takes to get into Peter Pan's flight, which +SCzoS7YwF0k-00024-00008608-00008803 literally last three minutes long. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00025-00008803-00009013 Let's see if I missed something +SCzoS7YwF0k-00026-00009013-00009217 the first time I went on it. i don't know. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00027-00009217-00009595 i'm very curious. You know who worked at +SCzoS7YwF0k-00028-00009595-00009832 that magic store - Steve Martin. That's a tip +SCzoS7YwF0k-00029-00009832-00010000 for you a little secret that something +SCzoS7YwF0k-00030-00010000-00010129 you probably didn't know. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00031-00010389-00010584 Now i'm distracting myself I got to get +SCzoS7YwF0k-00032-00010584-00011371 to Peter Pan's Flight. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00033-00011371-00012931 If we don't get the Peter Pan +SCzoS7YwF0k-00034-00012931-00013347 now, it will be a few hours. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00035-00013347-00013923 I just got in from rope drop and this is +SCzoS7YwF0k-00036-00013923-00015738 the line for Peter Pan flight. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00037-00015738-00018357 The ride uses force perspective to make +SCzoS7YwF0k-00038-00018357-00018513 you feel higher than actually are. At the +SCzoS7YwF0k-00039-00018513-00018720 highest you're only 17 feet off the +SCzoS7YwF0k-00040-00018720-00019984 ground while flying from the attraction +SCzoS7YwF0k-00041-00023825-00024713 It's Ariel! I'm all for nostalgia, I really +SCzoS7YwF0k-00042-00024713-00024758 am. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00043-00024758-00024911 It's everything for me when it +SCzoS7YwF0k-00044-00024911-00025463 comes to Disneyland but Peter Pan that I +SCzoS7YwF0k-00045-00025463-00025637 just don't understand ...that I don't +SCzoS7YwF0k-00046-00025637-00025922 understand why that ride gets so much +SCzoS7YwF0k-00047-00025922-00026039 appeal. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00048-00026039-00026383 It's beautiful. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00049-00026641-00027700 What's this? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00050-00027700-00027931 It's a cover for the wind. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00051-00027931-00028501 I thought it was a mustache. Why is that line +SCzoS7YwF0k-00052-00028501-00028977 Always so long. I just waited for about an hour. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00053-00028977-00029248 What is the reason? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00054-00029308-00029497 Well I think people want to spend a +SCzoS7YwF0k-00055-00029497-00029686 little more time in Neverland you know? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00056-00029686-00029857 Once in a lifetime opportunity. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00057-00030244-00030574 But also we're just popular. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00058-00030574-00030745 I don't have a ride ... +SCzoS7YwF0k-00059-00030745-00031077 I think it should be renamed. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00060-00031077-00031324 Maybe Tinkerbell's flight. I'm the one with the wings. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00061-00031567-00031843 You know peter pan wasn't in the ride originally. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00062-00031843-00032200 Well that explains it. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00063-00032449-00032722 The line would be even longer if they name it +SCzoS7YwF0k-00064-00032722-00032965 after me. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00065-00032965-00033118 She was not in the best of moods, I don't think. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00066-00033118-00033310 I could be reading into a little bit too much and +SCzoS7YwF0k-00067-00033310-00033559 i gotta stop that but princesses and +SCzoS7YwF0k-00068-00033559-00033820 fairies mean a lot to me. So I'm going to +SCzoS7YwF0k-00069-00033820-00033955 ask somebody else +SCzoS7YwF0k-00070-00033955-00034087 this person has to be special this +SCzoS7YwF0k-00071-00034087-00034249 person I have to know +SCzoS7YwF0k-00072-00034249-00034501 I have to know this person is going to give me a truthful +SCzoS7YwF0k-00073-00034501-00034635 answer. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00074-00034635-00035013 Nice to meet you. I have a quick question +SCzoS7YwF0k-00075-00035013-00035517 about Peter Pan's Flight. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00076-00035517-00036030 Why is that line so long? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00077-00036030-00036270 I'm doing a show on Peter pan's flight, and we need to know that line is so long. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00078-00036522-00036861 Because it's timeless, right? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00079-00036861-00036942 One of Walt Disney's timeless classics. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00080-00036942-00037131 That's what I say to these people right? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00081-00037131-00037386 Thank you so much! +SCzoS7YwF0k-00082-00037386-00037689 I'll see you +SCzoS7YwF0k-00083-00037689-00037893 later okay bye-bye! Main Street Electrical Parade! +SCzoS7YwF0k-00084-00037893-00037989 Tonight! Oswald!! +SCzoS7YwF0k-00085-00038799-00039009 I'm asking about Peter Pan in this program. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00086-00039009-00039189 My audience wants to know and they want +SCzoS7YwF0k-00087-00039189-00039387 to see if you know the answer to this. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00088-00039387-00039807 Why on earth is Peter Pan's flight's line so long? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00089-00039915-00040209 You have any idea? I asked Mickey Mouse +SCzoS7YwF0k-00090-00040209-00040527 And he said it's because it's nostalgia. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00091-00040527-00041468 What do you think? +SCzoS7YwF0k-00092-00041468-00042095 Exactly! +SCzoS7YwF0k-00093-00042254-00042500 But we all love it. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00094-00042500-00042725 We all love you very much. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00095-00042725-00042936 Say everybody bye-bye! +SCzoS7YwF0k-00096-00042936-00043136 I love Oswald, but I don't think he helped +SCzoS7YwF0k-00097-00043136-00043247 out much. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00098-00043247-00043499 Look at these guys here. reminds me of +SCzoS7YwF0k-00099-00043499-00043961 Mr. Rogers neighborhood. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00100-00044306-00044549 Sso much +SCzoS7YwF0k-00101-00044549-00044696 nostalgia today. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00102-00044696-00044969 Look at that guy relaxing on the rock. No +SCzoS7YwF0k-00103-00044969-00045131 cares in the world. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00104-00045131-00045473 No bills to pay. Just him and his thoughts. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00106-00049538-00050024 No more holiday. We still have +SCzoS7YwF0k-00107-00050024-00050453 these guys over here. They did not get +SCzoS7YwF0k-00108-00050453-00050767 rid of Jack Skellington completely. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00109-00050767-00051148 Little Sally Minnie Mouse. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00110-00051148-00051499 Four o'clock in afternoon, and the line for Peter Pan keeps growing. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00111-00052252-00052534 Meanwhile Pinocchio and Snow White dark rides - no lines at all +SCzoS7YwF0k-00112-00052834-00053401 But Peter Pan ...unstoppable. +SCzoS7YwF0k-00113-00053401-00053667 So is it Lieutenant? 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+SpUuy5omRkc-00010-00004611-00005160 well I'm starting now so nobody knows me so I need to run an ad so people can +SpUuy5omRkc-00011-00005160-00005689 know me so I can sell my products and it's it's it's really kind of backwards +SpUuy5omRkc-00012-00005689-00006084 because what happens is you need to get people following you +SpUuy5omRkc-00013-00006084-00006458 let me just this just for a second there we go we need to get people following +SpUuy5omRkc-00014-00006458-00007083 you before you build the brand and then once people are following you you can +SpUuy5omRkc-00015-00007083-00007476 use ads to promote your brand and all that so that the the big question is how +SpUuy5omRkc-00016-00007476-00007770 do you get a bunch of people following you when nobody knows you that's the +SpUuy5omRkc-00017-00007770-00008168 tough part and you know if you think about it you know why is this brand so +SpUuy5omRkc-00018-00008168-00008532 important well it's it's so important because if you build a brand and people +SpUuy5omRkc-00019-00008532-00008961 know you and after time you know it becomes like second nature you know they +SpUuy5omRkc-00020-00008961-00009285 associate out junior Fisher with you know learning how to make money online +SpUuy5omRkc-00021-00009285-00009672 then when junior Fisher comes out with a course they're gonna go oh I know that +SpUuy5omRkc-00022-00009672-00010056 guy you know I watched a bunch of his videos and I saw a lot of stuff he did +SpUuy5omRkc-00023-00010056-00010497 the course must be good so in the beginning let's say I had a course and I +SpUuy5omRkc-00024-00010497-00010821 had never done any content I'd never done any training did any groups nothing +SpUuy5omRkc-00025-00010821-00011025 was going on and they come out with a course they'd +SpUuy5omRkc-00026-00011025-00011385 be like well let me find something on him let me look him up let me let me put +SpUuy5omRkc-00027-00011385-00011718 his name into Google see if I can find anything and there's nothing there the +SpUuy5omRkc-00028-00011718-00012150 odds are they're not gonna buy what you got so really the first step is the free +SpUuy5omRkc-00029-00012150-00012618 stuff you got to do you got to do free stuff and you need to get this following +SpUuy5omRkc-00030-00012618-00012872 and how you gonna get this following in the world there's a couple ways there's +SpUuy5omRkc-00031-00012872-00013220 couple really great ways to do this and I want to share both of them with you +SpUuy5omRkc-00032-00013220-00013506 because you can do them too don't cost you anything and that's the +SpUuy5omRkc-00033-00013506-00013968 great part about it the first one is Facebook groups okay +SpUuy5omRkc-00034-00013968-00014475 Facebook groups is frigging awesome now you got to be careful with Facebook +SpUuy5omRkc-00035-00014475-00014888 groups because a Facebook group is not a page a page is the page that you're +SpUuy5omRkc-00036-00014888-00015222 gonna run your ads from that is associated with your business no man a +SpUuy5omRkc-00037-00015222-00015822 group is a group of people interested in a particular subject so you know I have +SpUuy5omRkc-00038-00015822-00016275 my you know a little celebrity page fan page whatever you want to call it Junior +SpUuy5omRkc-00039-00016275-00016887 Fisher but I also have a group called the art of e-commerce success and in +SpUuy5omRkc-00040-00016887-00017196 that group we don't talk about Junior Fisher it doesn't matter about Junior +SpUuy5omRkc-00041-00017196-00017601 Fisher what we talked about in that group is ways to make money online how +SpUuy5omRkc-00042-00017601-00017886 can I help you you know with your Shopify store how can I help you build +SpUuy5omRkc-00043-00017886-00018273 your list how can I help you find products how can we help you start to +SpUuy5omRkc-00044-00018273-00018585 advertise if you have an advertise and in that group there's a lot of people +SpUuy5omRkc-00045-00018585-00018957 that all have those same interests they're all interested in that thing and +SpUuy5omRkc-00046-00018957-00019512 that thing in there is narrated by me but that thing in there is an interest +SpUuy5omRkc-00047-00019512-00020100 in making money online so if you were I don't know into golf you would want to +SpUuy5omRkc-00048-00020100-00020484 have a group that talked about golf and how to improve your swing and you know +SpUuy5omRkc-00049-00020484-00020856 lower your game and I don't know anything about golf so be careful here +SpUuy5omRkc-00050-00020856-00021156 before I start naming all this stuff you'd want to learn but you would know +SpUuy5omRkc-00051-00021156-00021681 all those things and in that group your whole focus of that group would be to +SpUuy5omRkc-00052-00021681-00022083 help people improve their golf game and get better at golf and you know cut +SpUuy5omRkc-00053-00022083-00022593 strokes off their game and all that good stuff and that group every now and then +SpUuy5omRkc-00054-00022593-00023045 write somebody in that group who runs that group could say hey we've got a +SpUuy5omRkc-00055-00023045-00023361 course or we've got this knick-knack or we've got this training thing whatever +SpUuy5omRkc-00056-00023361-00023874 it is that is related to you know whatever that group is talking about +SpUuy5omRkc-00057-00023874-00024204 same thing with the art of e-commerce success though I don't really sell much +SpUuy5omRkc-00058-00024204-00024654 in there people know me from the group so when I go to send out an email and we +SpUuy5omRkc-00059-00024654-00024930 have a course or something like that so yeah that's the guy from the group that +SpUuy5omRkc-00060-00024930-00025323 I got the free information from so yeah that's useful so that's that's the first +SpUuy5omRkc-00061-00025323-00025695 way you can do this you got to have a Facebook page to run your ads from if +SpUuy5omRkc-00062-00025695-00026120 you're gonna run ads which you probably will on down the road and you have to +SpUuy5omRkc-00063-00026120-00026574 have a Facebook group to you know support the interest of whatever it is +SpUuy5omRkc-00064-00026574-00026814 that niche that you're in okay and don't be +SpUuy5omRkc-00065-00026814-00027100 selling than that group much I mean you you can every now and then say something +SpUuy5omRkc-00066-00027100-00027495 but for most part you've got to educate you got to do this for free the second +SpUuy5omRkc-00067-00027495-00027931 way you can do this is through YouTube videos we just really started working on +SpUuy5omRkc-00068-00027931-00028291 my YouTube video probably this past year I mean it's been there but didn't really +SpUuy5omRkc-00069-00028291-00028699 take a whole lot interest in it and you know we've got a few thousand +SpUuy5omRkc-00070-00028699-00029145 subscribers now and starting to get some traction on it and in that particular +SpUuy5omRkc-00071-00029145-00029836 channel all I do is free training on how to make money online how to improve your +SpUuy5omRkc-00072-00029836-00030292 Shopify store how to do e-commerce how to do courses how to sell digital +SpUuy5omRkc-00073-00030292-00030835 products and it's all geared around helping people and giving them free +SpUuy5omRkc-00074-00030835-00031333 information now understand that both of these groups can be taken away from you +SpUuy5omRkc-00075-00031333-00031810 in a bat of an eye you know Facebook can say to you you know we don't like you +SpUuy5omRkc-00076-00031810-00032272 anymore you violated one of our and I've run into this I know you violated one of +SpUuy5omRkc-00077-00032272-00032788 our rules and you know your groups closed it's done you know so if you had +SpUuy5omRkc-00078-00032788-00033139 two hundred thousand people in your group and they closed your group you're +SpUuy5omRkc-00079-00033139-00033412 done you're out of business same thing with YouTube you know they +SpUuy5omRkc-00080-00033412-00033655 can shut down your channel if you have three-strikes-you're-out +SpUuy5omRkc-00081-00033655-00034147 and youtube so the second step to this is yeah you need a Facebook group you +SpUuy5omRkc-00082-00034147-00034591 need YouTube channel you have to build a list off it you have to have those names +SpUuy5omRkc-00083-00034591-00034993 and emails now how are you going to have names and emails there's only one way to +SpUuy5omRkc-00084-00034993-00035329 do that and that's to get people to give them to you and the only way they're +SpUuy5omRkc-00085-00035329-00035797 gonna want to give them to you is if you give them something of value so the next +SpUuy5omRkc-00086-00035797-00036091 thing I'm going to tell you is you're gonna need some type of PDF downloads +SpUuy5omRkc-00087-00036091-00036469 you're gonna need a course to give them and the higher the value of the item +SpUuy5omRkc-00088-00036469-00036688 that you're gonna give them like if you give them a one-page sheet with four +SpUuy5omRkc-00089-00036688-00037066 things on it yeah you're gonna have some people opt-in but not that many +SpUuy5omRkc-00090-00037066-00037501 if you give them a course that has ten videos that teaches and the stuff they +SpUuy5omRkc-00091-00037501-00037954 want for free all they have to do is opt-in then of course you're gonna have +SpUuy5omRkc-00092-00037954-00038464 a whole lot more people up then and by the way by the way in the description of +SpUuy5omRkc-00093-00038464-00039046 this video is a free course hmm yeah you know see there see what I just did and +SpUuy5omRkc-00094-00039046-00039448 all you got to do is opt-in and put in your email put in your name don't have +SpUuy5omRkc-00095-00039448-00039724 to buy anything you have to give me a credit card number or any of that but +SpUuy5omRkc-00096-00039724-00040200 I'd like to have you on my list in to do that I will give you free training +SpUuy5omRkc-00097-00040200-00040605 not bad you know if we've sold millions of dollars of products online both +SpUuy5omRkc-00098-00040605-00041028 digital and physical and you know been around for 10 years we know what we're +SpUuy5omRkc-00099-00041028-00041259 doing you can punch my name into Google and +SpUuy5omRkc-00100-00041259-00041568 you can look me up and say yeah he knows what he's doing there's a bunch of stuff +SpUuy5omRkc-00101-00041568-00041973 there there's hundreds of videos there's a lot of training you know I see he owns +SpUuy5omRkc-00102-00041973-00042558 a survival food company so you know what I did before I did these videos is I +SpUuy5omRkc-00103-00042558-00042969 built my brand right I went out there and did the stuff first and did the +SpUuy5omRkc-00104-00042969-00043320 training first and sold the products first so that when I'm doing a video +SpUuy5omRkc-00105-00043320-00043656 like this you know that I know what I'm talking about because I've already done +SpUuy5omRkc-00106-00043656-00044055 it so if you're starting now and you want to build your brand and you want to +SpUuy5omRkc-00107-00044055-00044418 make some money you're gonna have to do some free work +SpUuy5omRkc-00108-00044418-00044910 that's all there is to it you cannot go out there and just say hey I'm Junior +SpUuy5omRkc-00109-00044910-00045390 give me money because you have no credibility you have no credentials +SpUuy5omRkc-00110-00045390-00045759 there's no reason for two people to give you money but here's the flipside of +SpUuy5omRkc-00111-00045759-00046170 that if you build let's say a Facebook group or YouTube channel and you get +SpUuy5omRkc-00112-00046170-00046604 some followers and you get people on your list you can then offer them your +SpUuy5omRkc-00113-00046604-00047064 products and make money I mean you think about it you know there are Kardashian +SpUuy5omRkc-00114-00047064-00047415 right if she comes out with a blouse or a tube of lipstick +SpUuy5omRkc-00115-00047415-00047741 she's got millions of people it will automatically buy it she can +SpUuy5omRkc-00116-00047741-00048369 automatically chi-ching right because she's built a brand so that's really all +SpUuy5omRkc-00117-00048369-00048633 you have to do you don't need money in the beginning money doesn't really do +SpUuy5omRkc-00118-00048633-00048981 you that much good in the beginning in the beginning you know you need to build +SpUuy5omRkc-00119-00048981-00049293 your brand and you're gonna build your brand my helping people giving them what +SpUuy5omRkc-00120-00049293-00049707 they want you know doing something of value and asking for an email address +SpUuy5omRkc-00121-00049707-00050109 give it a more value and at some point you can sell them whatever your product +SpUuy5omRkc-00122-00050109-00050526 is your service or your course or whatever it is so I hope that helps you +SpUuy5omRkc-00123-00050526-00050943 out you don't need money what you need is a Facebook group a +SpUuy5omRkc-00124-00050943-00051624 YouTube channel and get people to opt-in for a free thing 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Raven say Hello... +SU-dI8dXGr8-00001-00001070-00001115 Hi +SU-dI8dXGr8-00002-00001115-00001392 She's going to be running the camera +SU-dI8dXGr8-00003-00001392-00001544 so you can follow along +SU-dI8dXGr8-00004-00001544-00001972 on this tutorial. Thanks Raven for all your help. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00005-00001972-00002084 Hi there, Cenay here with another gardening vid. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00006-00002084-00002436 Today we're going to have an really quick tutorial on how to build a +SU-dI8dXGr8-00007-00002436-00002543 tumbling composter +SU-dI8dXGr8-00008-00002543-00002872 I'm going to use wheeled trash can +SU-dI8dXGr8-00009-00002872-00003254 with a locking lid mechanism and turned this +SU-dI8dXGr8-00010-00003254-00003632 into a tumbling composter in about 20 minutes, so if you're ready +SU-dI8dXGr8-00011-00003632-00004032 let's get started. So for this project really in a few simple tools +SU-dI8dXGr8-00012-00004032-00004510 I have my tape measure, which I'm gonna use to measure the distance between +SU-dI8dXGr8-00013-00004510-00004611 the holes. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00014-00004611-00004919 I have my drill motor, which I'm going to drill the holes. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00015-00004919-00005276 I have paddle bit, 3/8 inch wide. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00016-00005276-00005710 However if you have these kind of drill bits, this is acceptable as well. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00017-00005710-00006097 I have my exacto knife which I'm gonna use to trim the surplus +SU-dI8dXGr8-00018-00006097-00006508 around the whole and I have a Sharpie that I'm gonna use use to mark where the holes go. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00019-00006508-00006906 I'm a little bit anal retentive, so I'm also going to use my +SU-dI8dXGr8-00020-00006906-00007443 drywall speed square to mark a straight line so that my holes are all in alignment. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00021-00007443-00007744 So if you're ready let's get started. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00022-00007744-00008156 As you know there are three main elements to good composting. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00023-00008156-00008551 A good Carbon to Nitrogen mix (which you'll see below this video), +SU-dI8dXGr8-00024-00008551-00008901 aeration, which is the introduction of airflow, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00025-00008901-00009314 and moisture. Those three things, in combination, create +SU-dI8dXGr8-00026-00009314-00009671 compost out of organic material. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00027-00009671-00010117 So, we're gonna need a bunch of holes in this. I'm gonna put them about four inches apart +SU-dI8dXGr8-00028-00010117-00010514 all the way up and down this trash can. I'm also gonna put some here in the collar. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00030-00010649-00010965 And a couple in the lid as well, Now this locking lid +SU-dI8dXGr8-00031-00010965-00011293 keeps it from rolling, keeps the +SU-dI8dXGr8-00032-00011293-00011685 compost from falling out when I roll it. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00033-00011685-00012195 And to use this tumbling composter, I don't need any complicated +SU-dI8dXGr8-00034-00012195-00012517 frames or anything like that. I'm just gonna tip it over +SU-dI8dXGr8-00035-00012517-00012884 roll it along the ground a couple or three times, and then stand it back up. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00036-00012884-00013328 With it being on wheels, I can take it directly to where I need it +SU-dI8dXGr8-00037-00013328-00013745 to pick up leaves or garden material or grass clippings. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00038-00013745-00014058 So, what I'm gonna do is take my tape measure +SU-dI8dXGr8-00039-00014058-00014644 and I'm gonna mark 4 inches down from the bottom, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00040-00014644-00015344 several times. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00041-00015683-00016072 Okay, that's a pretty good run. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00042-00016072-00016548 I'm also gonna take my speed square and I'm gonna draw a straight line. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00043-00016548-00017176 Just again because I am really anxious to keep all this in a line. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00044-00017176-00017626 Okay so that's my line. These are my marks, I'm just gonna drill +SU-dI8dXGr8-00045-00017626-00017984 holes in the side of this. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00046-00017984-00018420 Now, using a paddle bit means its gonna pop really fast. I'm gonna leave the lid on to give me a +SU-dI8dXGr8-00047-00018420-00018548 little bit the stability +SU-dI8dXGr8-00048-00018548-00019162 and I'm just going to pop, pop, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00049-00019695-00020017 K, that's it. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00050-00020017-00020337 Now I'll take and spend a few minutes marking +SU-dI8dXGr8-00051-00020337-00020712 all the holes, and I'll be back with you in just a moment. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00052-00020712-00021070 What I've done is I've gone through and made a series of marks, every four inches +SU-dI8dXGr8-00053-00021129-00021495 I'm gonna use my speed square to just mark +SU-dI8dXGr8-00054-00021495-00021721 straight line for each one of those marks. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00055-00021721-00022136 This should help it go a little bit faster. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00056-00022136-00022530 Straight line, turn it. Straight line, turn it. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00057-00023036-00023384 Okay, that's it so. So I've gone through and marked my lines +SU-dI8dXGr8-00058-00023384-00023763 up and down, all the way around. And I mentioned to you, every four inches... +SU-dI8dXGr8-00059-00023763-00024154 ...you know what that there's not an exact science. The purpose is this is just to +SU-dI8dXGr8-00060-00024212-00024558 introduce air into the composter when it turns, so I'm just gonna +SU-dI8dXGr8-00061-00024558-00024986 eyeball the rest these. They'll be on my line and I'm okay with that. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00062-00024986-00025296 So, I'm gonna take and drill about five holes +SU-dI8dXGr8-00063-00025296-00025645 on each one of these lines, just eyeballing it. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00064-00025645-00026179 I'll be back with you just a moment. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00065-00027270-00027720 Cool, just a few more here.. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00066-00027720-00028405 and that collar will be done. Then I'm gonna switch to a different drill bit +SU-dI8dXGr8-00067-00028405-00028772 3/8ths is a little bit too big for the +SU-dI8dXGr8-00068-00028772-00029174 five or six holes I need on the bottom of the composter. Now the one's on the bottom +SU-dI8dXGr8-00069-00029366-00029716 of the composter are to release some of the moisture that is going to accumulate +SU-dI8dXGr8-00070-00029716-00030133 both from your compost that you add from your kitchen, which is sometimes wet, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00071-00030133-00030597 and the water that you are going to be adding +SU-dI8dXGr8-00072-00030597-00031138 because, again, compost needs moisture. But we don't want it to sit down there and stagnate. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00073-00031138-00031253 We don't want to create +SU-dI8dXGr8-00074-00031253-00031718 a moldy, murky bottom. So, I'm going put a few small holes down the on the bottom of this, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00075-00031718-00032172 using a much smaller drill bit, just to allow that moisture to evacuate the composter. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00076-00032172-00032485 Okay, as you can see, I finished the collar here. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00077-00032485-00032863 Now, because the collar is little bit thicker material in a little bit more sturdy, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00078-00032863-00033327 I can put quite a few more holes up here to get me my additional aeration. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00079-00033327-00033647 Now, I've taken my 3/8 inch bit off and I've put on +SU-dI8dXGr8-00080-00033647-00034132 a 7/16th inch smaller bit here. I'm gonna lay this down +SU-dI8dXGr8-00081-00034132-00034446 and drill five or six holes here in the bottom. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00082-00034446-00034756 Now as you can see this is a locking mechanism +SU-dI8dXGr8-00083-00034756-00035065 see, I've pulled it down, now the lid will come off. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00084-00035065-00035486 Give this a little tug. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00085-00035486-00035928 So, I'm gonna turn it upside down and lay it on the ground and I'm just gonna hit this +SU-dI8dXGr8-00086-00035928-00035991 in a few places, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00087-00035991-00036494 particularly here in these low spots. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00088-00036494-00036966 Now, this a bit more work. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00089-00036966-00037370 This is not quite as effective as the paddle bit. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00090-00037370-00037675 But I don't need giant holes, I just wanna let +SU-dI8dXGr8-00091-00037675-00038052 a little bit of moisture out. I want to retain +SU-dI8dXGr8-00092-00038052-00038409 as much as possible for the compost to get +SU-dI8dXGr8-00093-00038409-00038838 its benefit from it but I just don't want it to stagnate. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00094-00039218-00039644 Okay, that's it. We've got holes now to aerate the bottom, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00095-00039644-00039981 to allow moisture to escape. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00096-00039981-00040325 So basically what I've got, instead of spending two hundred dollars +SU-dI8dXGr8-00097-00040325-00040638 on a aerating composter, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00098-00040638-00041055 a tumbling composter, I have created one for the $12 to +SU-dI8dXGr8-00099-00041055-00041376 $15 or $20 that you spend on the +SU-dI8dXGr8-00100-00041376-00041724 trash can. I've got it we're you can just +SU-dI8dXGr8-00101-00041724-00042170 put your material in here, lay it down, spin it across the yard +SU-dI8dXGr8-00102-00042170-00042574 a few times to introduce air, stand it back up and drag it where you need it. +SU-dI8dXGr8-00103-00042574-00042927 So, this is Cenay for GardeningVids.com signing off with this "How To" +SU-dI8dXGr8-00104-00042927-00043377 The next video will be how to put your compost material in here, +SU-dI8dXGr8-00105-00043377-00043689 what you need and what the good ratios are to +SU-dI8dXGr8-00106-00043689-00044091 get the best break down. So, till next time this is Cenay, signing off. +SWINisatwlA-00000-00000184-00000776 it's what i do i love being creative i love right i go there and i encounter we +SWINisatwlA-00001-00000776-00001192 it the markets is just a medium it's just my instrument +SWINisatwlA-00002-00001408-00002120 right it's a vehicle so in many ways i've invented many different investment concepts +SWINisatwlA-00003-00002120-00002744 that had never been invented before because they just made sense right +SWINisatwlA-00004-00002808-00003360 so um it's not just the making the money in the game as it's structured it's inventing +SWINisatwlA-00005-00003360-00003896 how the game should be played that's fun that's interesting it's just a natural extension of that +SWINisatwlA-00006-00003896-00004440 so that's my instrument the markets are my instrument somebody else might have medicine +SWINisatwlA-00007-00004440-00004992 might be somebody else's instrument you know computer technology is somebody else's medium 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works they all have a a passion a determination so you were you're hitting on it +SWINisatwlA-00016-00011072-00011792 that they will drag themselves through um anything basically because they they just have a need +SWINisatwlA-00017-00011792-00012496 to do that um they learn by making mistakes they they mistakes are part of the process +SWINisatwlA-00018-00012600-00013200 they have a love for ambiguity not a fear of ambiguity right in other words some people love to +SWINisatwlA-00019-00013200-00013991 go into the unknown some people hate the unknown right uh so it's it beca and it's that constant +SWINisatwlA-00020-00013991-00014863 process that they're that they're pursuing that act of they can go from the um very um conceptual +SWINisatwlA-00021-00014936-00015576 to the very granular right so that they will be very granular and then come back to the conceptual +SWINisatwlA-00022-00015576-00016176 and they operate in that way back and forth what's interesting about your your website is that it's +SWINisatwlA-00023-00016176-00016848 the closest to being able to see these things in other words okay so what do they value you +SWINisatwlA-00024-00016848-00017520 could probably organize it if you say okay so now what did they value most i'll bet you that +SWINisatwlA-00025-00017520-00018128 they valued most the things that we're talking about right the things of um in other words +SWINisatwlA-00026-00018208-00019072 reality looking at reality appreciate the view the beauty of reality the understanding of reality +SWINisatwlA-00027-00019152-00019976 a passionate desire to understand how it works right the determination then the shaping the the +SWINisatwlA-00028-00019976-00020688 desire to affect it okay so if you categorized went through the interviews tagged them +SWINisatwlA-00029-00020872-00021816 you probably could say okay what did they value and then how did they go about it right what +SWINisatwlA-00030-00021816-00022464 was necessary for example people are running in a group of people you could distinguish between them +SWINisatwlA-00031-00022464-00022824 people who are running a group of people like steve jobs is running a group of people +SWINisatwlA-00032-00022824-00023320 some people can do it in a lab and not run a group of people einstein did not have to run a group of +SWINisatwlA-00033-00023320-00023952 people okay so he would do it his way but then if you you can categorize them let's say general +SWINisatwlA-00034-00023952-00024456 powell if you take general pal he had to run a group of people okay now how did he run a group of +SWINisatwlA-00035-00024456-00025048 people the people who ran a group of people would not let people stand in the way of their goals so +SWINisatwlA-00036-00025048-00025600 they were a certain way with people they were they would tough they would cut through people meaning +SWINisatwlA-00037-00025600-00026127 recognize people's strengths and weaknesses and deal with those strengths and weaknesses so unlike +SWINisatwlA-00038-00026127-00026727 a lot of people who would who may be worried about um i don't know offending people they wouldn't +SWINisatwlA-00039-00026824-00028183 they won't stand let offending people were cutting through it stand in the way of getting to the goal +SXDzVMmPGUU-00000-00000776-00001400 Hello everyone! Welcome back to Super Science Saturday brought to you by NCAR and UCAR. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00001-00001400-00001855 This is an annual event that we usually hold at our NCAR Mesa Lab in Boulder, Colorado +SXDzVMmPGUU-00002-00001855-00002304 that we're bringing to you virtually this year. We're getting really close to +SXDzVMmPGUU-00003-00002304-00002752 lunch here in the Colorado front range and I don't know about y'all but all this talk of science +SXDzVMmPGUU-00004-00002752-00003192 has certainly been working up my appetite so we're about to head into the kitchen with Tim +SXDzVMmPGUU-00005-00003192-00003776 and Chef Nancy to make a little snack. Now we love all science questions here at NCAR so as +SXDzVMmPGUU-00006-00003776-00004224 Tim and Chef Nancy are cooking up a storm in the kitchen definitely submit any questions you have +SXDzVMmPGUU-00007-00004224-00004712 for them using either slido which i'll put a link to in the chat or right in the zoom q and a +SXDzVMmPGUU-00008-00004792-00005088 and with that let's get cooking with Tim and Chef Nancy! +SXDzVMmPGUU-00009-00005304-00005984 Oh my goodness, Dan, thank you so much for transferring us and for bringing us in. It's +SXDzVMmPGUU-00010-00005984-00006512 definitely getting time to cook and Super Science Saturday, like what would Super Science +SXDzVMmPGUU-00011-00006512-00007423 Saturday be without super food and our wonderful Chef Nancy. I'm so excited to be here and I even +SXDzVMmPGUU-00012-00007423-00008031 know what's gonna happen. I'm still really super excited to be here and hear from Nancy about +SXDzVMmPGUU-00013-00008104-00008680 cooking and science. I don't think you're ready for this everybody. Here comes Nancy. Are you there? +SXDzVMmPGUU-00014-00008776-00009528 I'm here! Hi everybody. Thanks Tim. Hi friends and welcome to cooking up a storm. I am Chef Nancy +SXDzVMmPGUU-00015-00009528-00009976 from the Mesa Lab home kitchen here today on this Super Science Saturday while Tim +SXDzVMmPGUU-00016-00009976-00010368 and all of the other wizards are at all the different labs around helping to keep things fun. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00017-00010432-00011160 Okay so let's talk today about the stuff that falls from the sky. You know rain, snow, hail, and +SXDzVMmPGUU-00018-00011160-00011904 slush, right? It's actually called precipitation and you and I are going to make some great homemade +SXDzVMmPGUU-00019-00011904-00012560 snacks while we learn about precipitation and how it develops and how it can change. So I want to +SXDzVMmPGUU-00020-00012560-00013304 start today with what I personally think is the coldest precipitation. Snow, right? So did you know +SXDzVMmPGUU-00021-00013304-00014016 that snow is actually affected by dust? I didn't know this. The way the dust blows through the air +SXDzVMmPGUU-00022-00014016-00014672 and lands on everything. So let me show you this way. I have a bag here of oyster crackers. They are +SXDzVMmPGUU-00023-00014672-00015391 perfect in their own imperfect way so we're going to use these today for our snow. I'm going to put +SXDzVMmPGUU-00024-00015391-00015776 them back in the bag here and I'm going to make a little bit of noise and a little bit of mess +SXDzVMmPGUU-00025-00015776-00016263 but that's half the fun of the kitchen, right? so first thing I'm going to do is I'm going to add a +SXDzVMmPGUU-00026-00016263-00016960 quarter of a cup of oil. I'm going to close my bag up tight and shake it up. What i'm doing is making +SXDzVMmPGUU-00027-00016960-00017384 my snow wet, you know wet and crunchy kind of like the colorado snow can get out of here sometimes. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00028-00017536-00018232 Now i'm going to add some dust because who knew that this looks like it's snow right? My +SXDzVMmPGUU-00029-00018232-00019240 combination is cumin, coriander, chili powder, garlic and a little touch of oregano. I'm going to put it +SXDzVMmPGUU-00030-00019240-00019864 back in my bag and I'm going to shake it up and shakeit like crazy. Now i'm not sure if you can tell yet +SXDzVMmPGUU-00031-00020024-00020696 but look at what's happening to my snowflakes. Let me show you my snowflakes here +SXDzVMmPGUU-00032-00020696-00021184 are starting to change because the dust is starting to attach to them and grab on. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00033-00021616-00022136 Oops I'm making a lot of noise aren't I so my snow is actually changing because of the dust. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00034-00022136-00022616 The dust is starting to grab onto the wetness and it's starting to attach to my snowflakes +SXDzVMmPGUU-00035-00022616-00023264 and it's changing it in a way that i actually can't undo. As a matter of fact the dust is even +SXDzVMmPGUU-00036-00023264-00023760 changing the color of our snow so here's the crazy thing that you need to remember. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00037-00023856-00024640 Real dust on real snow has a real impact on our water supply and here's how. When dust lands +SXDzVMmPGUU-00038-00024640-00025368 on snow it's kind of like putting a sweater on top of the snow right and it causes the snow to melt +SXDzVMmPGUU-00039-00025368-00026064 way too quickly and instead of the snow slowly melting and going into the ground and adding +SXDzVMmPGUU-00040-00026064-00026632 water to the rivers and streams it melts faster than the soil can actually absorb it. Just like +SXDzVMmPGUU-00041-00026632-00027176 the dust on my snowflakes here. My snowflakes can't really absorb all of the dust that's hitting them. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00042-00027264-00027895 Let me tell you another way. So I took this glass of water earlier. I had some cornstarch in it +SXDzVMmPGUU-00043-00027895-00028576 and what I did was I poured my water slowly into my cornstarch. When I did that, because +SXDzVMmPGUU-00044-00028576-00029288 it just took its time, the cornstarch was able to absorb the water but when i poured the water +SXDzVMmPGUU-00045-00029288-00029992 quickly into the glass the cornstarch could hardly absorb all of the water and you can see +SXDzVMmPGUU-00046-00029992-00030576 there's none of the water on the bottom of my glass there. Well, get this though, here's how far +SXDzVMmPGUU-00047-00030695-00031512 dust can actually travel in Colorado. We often find dust on our snow that comes from New +SXDzVMmPGUU-00048-00031512-00032104 Mexico and Utah and even Arizona. The scientists can actually see the dust +SXDzVMmPGUU-00049-00032104-00032664 that comes from those states because it's so red and colorful and actually really pretty I'm sure. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00050-00032744-00033296 But it's amazing how far dust can travel because in my example here I coated my snow with a little +SXDzVMmPGUU-00051-00033296-00033928 bit of Mexican spices and believe it or not there is dust from Mexico's Chihuahuan Desert that has +SXDzVMmPGUU-00052-00033928-00034608 been found in the Colorado snow. A powerful wind from a ferocious storm blew it right up here +SXDzVMmPGUU-00053-00034608-00035176 which I couldn't even believe. Can you believe that, Tim? How does that work? Oh yeah, great, it's crazy. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00054-00035176-00035760 Like it reminds me of this atmospheric river which is all this water in the atmosphere that +SXDzVMmPGUU-00055-00035760-00036288 last week blew a whole bunch of moisture into California. You might have heard about +SXDzVMmPGUU-00056-00036288-00036984 the really, really intense drought started to get mitigated by all that moisture coming +SXDzVMmPGUU-00057-00036984-00037680 in as rain and in the higher elevation snow and that's a river of moisture in the air. The +SXDzVMmPGUU-00058-00037680-00038376 dust that comes up off of the Chihuahuan desert comes right in as wind right off of Mexico +SXDzVMmPGUU-00059-00038376-00039056 but there's also another river of moisture that can come right off the Gulf of Mexico called the Maya +SXDzVMmPGUU-00060-00039056-00040384 Express. So this is definitely something that happens in our atmosphere. Wow, okay, that's unbelievable. I truly did not know that dust flew that far and had such an impact on our snow. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00061-00040512-00041128 Crazy! Okay here it is but here's what my snack looks like now. I baked this off for +SXDzVMmPGUU-00062-00041128-00041784 just a little bit in a 250 degree oven. I put my oily snow in an oven at 250 degrees for 15 minutes and +SXDzVMmPGUU-00063-00042000-00042488 delish! I highly recommend it for a good popcorn movie snack but I'm going to +SXDzVMmPGUU-00064-00042488-00043000 set this over here because the next thing we're going to talk about is how rain forms. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00065-00043128-00043584 Do you know what it starts with? Something really simple. It needs something like a particle of +SXDzVMmPGUU-00066-00043704-00044464 dust! Who knew. It's amazing how much dust affects things. Now once reinforced it actually can change +SXDzVMmPGUU-00067-00044464-00045080 into a lot of other things. It can change into sleet and slush and snow and even graupel. There's +SXDzVMmPGUU-00068-00045080-00045720 a goofy word. Now we're going to start by cooking up a storm today making homemade marshmallows. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00069-00045720-00046528 You will definitely need some help from an adult to make these but wow they are so so worth it. Now +SXDzVMmPGUU-00070-00046528-00046912 here's actually what you need to do to make your own marshmallows. You need to find a pan. It doesn't +SXDzVMmPGUU-00071-00046912-00047592 really matter what size and you spray it down really good with some pan spray and then you fill that +SXDzVMmPGUU-00072-00047592-00048456 pan with a layer of plastic wrap and you actually spray that plastic wrap one more time with your +SXDzVMmPGUU-00073-00048552-00049232 pan spray. Once you get that done you make sure you start with three packs of gelatin. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00074-00049232-00049760 I use unflavored gelatin here and put three packs over a half a cup of cold water and +SXDzVMmPGUU-00075-00049760-00050240 let it sit for a few minutes because it needs to just start changing a little bit and make +SXDzVMmPGUU-00076-00050240-00050848 itself a different kind of dust. But at the same time you're going to have a pan on the stove +SXDzVMmPGUU-00077-00050848-00051552 that you add some sugar, some white corn syrup and extra cold water. Make sure you bring it up +SXDzVMmPGUU-00078-00051552-00052096 to temperature over medium heat. You're not going to do it too hot and it doesn't take too terribly long. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00079-00052096-00052848 It'll all melt together and maybe in about five minutes before you know it that starts to boil. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00080-00052960-00053512 Once your marshmallow mix starts to boil that's the point that I add vanilla and salt. You just +SXDzVMmPGUU-00081-00053512-00053920 want to make sure that you add that to give it a little flavor. A marshmallow has got to have a +SXDzVMmPGUU-00082-00053920-00054688 little flavor. Remember we started with unflavored gelatin which now is looking kind of squishy and not +SXDzVMmPGUU-00083-00054688-00055176 exactly what you would expect maybe. Now what you can't see is I've taken my hot mixture and my sugar +SXDzVMmPGUU-00084-00055176-00055720 mixture from the stove and I'm pouring it into my gelatin on the side of my pan here and I'm going +SXDzVMmPGUU-00085-00055720-00056464 to let that go whip around, gosh, for 12 minutes you guys. It takes a few minutes to really form +SXDzVMmPGUU-00086-00056464-00056952 but once you get it good and formed you're going to end up with the best marshmallow rain ever. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00087-00057048-00057600 Let me show you what I've got going on here. Let me tell you a couple of crazy tricks when +SXDzVMmPGUU-00088-00057600-00058079 you're dealing with anything candied. Two really good ways to handle things: spray your own hands, +SXDzVMmPGUU-00089-00058272-00058728 that keeps you greasy and goopy too sometimes you just gotta do it. The other way that I like +SXDzVMmPGUU-00090-00058728-00059320 to do it is with butter and we're going to do butter later. This time my tools +SXDzVMmPGUU-00091-00059320-00060128 and my hands all, look at this, have a little pan spray on them so that I am +SXDzVMmPGUU-00092-00060128-00060567 able to work with everything. Now here's something you might not actually know. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00093-00060640-00061367 Rain needs the little particle of dust to form just like my marshmallows did here and believe +SXDzVMmPGUU-00094-00061367-00061912 it or not they need the speck of dust and they also need the temperature of the storm to be +SXDzVMmPGUU-00095-00061912-00062384 just right. Just like the temperature I needed to have for my syrup coming off the stove needed to +SXDzVMmPGUU-00096-00062384-00063055 be just right. When it stays just right that rain stays wet and splashy when it hits the ground +SXDzVMmPGUU-00097-00063055-00063591 and hits you and in the face but until that happens those small droplets that are in the cloud +SXDzVMmPGUU-00098-00063591-00064312 they grow larger and larger and they get heavier and heavier until rain pours out of the sky. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00099-00064504-00064808 Kind of like our crazy marshmallows pouring out of our sky here. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00100-00064936-00065488 I've used the gelatin here to make my dust to make my marshmallows form +SXDzVMmPGUU-00101-00065600-00066376 and you'll be able to do that too. Now, goopy, huh? Here's some other thing that I want you to know. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00102-00066432-00067088 Do you know that real raindrops are not actually tear dropped? That's how I like to draw them. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00103-00067176-00067928 I think that real marshmallows are teardrop shaped? Just to be clear, Chef Nancy, +SXDzVMmPGUU-00104-00067928-00068584 did I hear that real raindrops are not teardrop shaped like we see in books all the time? +SXDzVMmPGUU-00105-00068728-00069120 You guys, now you're trying to pull my leg. You tell me all the time that real +SXDzVMmPGUU-00106-00069120-00069720 raindrops are not teardrop shaped and let's see what happens. You know what? they actually, +SXDzVMmPGUU-00107-00069896-00070344 okay, I don't know if this is like a real raindrop but that almost looks like a hamburger bun shape +SXDzVMmPGUU-00108-00070432-00071032 and I'm guessing somehow that real raindrops are closer to hamburger bun shapes than they are +SXDzVMmPGUU-00109-00071032-00071776 teardrop shapes. Is that right Tim? Absolutely, yes they start out like little spheres when they're +SXDzVMmPGUU-00110-00071776-00072320 tiny and when they grow and get bigger then they kind of flatten out on the bottom like a hamburger +SXDzVMmPGUU-00111-00072320-00073136 shape. I think it's got some hamburger bun shaped droplets there. I think i'm getting close. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00112-00073136-00073784 If nothing else I'm definitely sticky. Which is, if nothing, the best way to have fun in the kitchen. So, +SXDzVMmPGUU-00113-00073960-00074376 I need to spread out these marshmallows. While I'm doing that does anybody have any questions? +SXDzVMmPGUU-00114-00074376-00074784 Is there anything that Tim can help us with? is there anything that you need to know about +SXDzVMmPGUU-00115-00074784-00075536 marshmallow rain? Nancy, there's a question from Nicholas about how hard is this to make? +SXDzVMmPGUU-00116-00075752-00076312 Actually, this is really easy to make and it's a little messy and I gotta confess I'm having way +SXDzVMmPGUU-00117-00076312-00076992 too much fun. I'm not usually this messy but it's fun and really easy to make. Probably, in total, it'll +SXDzVMmPGUU-00118-00076992-00077760 take you about 20 minutes or less and maybe five ingredients. You need to have some regular sugar. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00119-00077760-00078224 You need to have some cold water. You need to have some unflavored gelatin. You might need to go to +SXDzVMmPGUU-00120-00078224-00078904 the store to get that but you heat everything up on the stovetop, you pour it into your pan, in +SXDzVMmPGUU-00121-00078904-00079432 your mixer or if you pour it from your pan into your mixer and then you let it set so once this +SXDzVMmPGUU-00122-00079432-00079896 is done I'm gonna let this sit here and we're gonna use it this afternoon to make more snacks. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00123-00079896-00080320 So that's how easy they are to make and that's how fast they are and let me show you once you +SXDzVMmPGUU-00124-00080320-00080968 get them done here and you have them set I pour them into powdered sugar. I cut them into squares. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00125-00081024-00081664 Definitely, definitely, definitely not a teardrop shop but look, I can also squeeze it into my +SXDzVMmPGUU-00126-00081664-00081984 hamburger bun shape. Nicholas, these are really easy to make +SXDzVMmPGUU-00127-00081984-00082448 and they're fun to make and they're sticky to make and when you're done you will +SXDzVMmPGUU-00128-00082448-00082864 have the best marshmallow you would have ever had in your life to go into your hot chocolate. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00129-00083176-00083496 And Violet's wondering as soon as you bite into that marshmallow +SXDzVMmPGUU-00130-00083496-00083928 how really sticky is that? You said it was sticky but how really sticky is it? +SXDzVMmPGUU-00131-00084040-00084416 If you play with it too much, like I'm doing right now, really sticky, but let me tell you a couple of +SXDzVMmPGUU-00132-00084416-00084888 tricks when you're playing with something sticky. I always have a wet towel nearby +SXDzVMmPGUU-00133-00084984-00085352 and this one I wish was a little wetter but look at how fast I'm gonna get this off my hands. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00134-00085488-00086368 So yes it's sticky but it's that easy to get undone and here's my pan so in my bowl you can see +SXDzVMmPGUU-00135-00086560-00087432 I've got kind of a sticky mess here. If you keep it in the pan no problem, Cleanup is a non-issue. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00136-00087432-00087888 If you get it all over your hands and your face like iIm doing then you got a little +SXDzVMmPGUU-00137-00087888-00088576 bit of a mess to clean up but it's fun, well worth it, and remember that is how some of the raindrops +SXDzVMmPGUU-00138-00088576-00089080 are formed. The raindrop needs the particle of dust. My marshmallows need a particle of gelatin. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00139-00089488-00090144 Wow, that looks so good and there aren't any other questions in the chat that I see. +SXDzVMmPGUU-00140-00090144-00090640 Thanks a bunch, Nancy, for showing us all this stuff. I know you'll be back this afternoon +SXDzVMmPGUU-00141-00090640-00091144 for some more snack ideas so everybody better make sure they tune in for that because it sounds +SXDzVMmPGUU-00142-00091144-00091624 really good. I hope so and you guys keep an eye on the storm because I'm expecting the storm +SXDzVMmPGUU-00143-00091624-00092176 in the kitchen here. I'm expecting it to pick up a little bit and I think that we might see our +SXDzVMmPGUU-00144-00092176-00092792 rain turn into something else like maybe some graupel and we might get some hailstones. Uh-oh, +SXDzVMmPGUU-00145-00093024-00093848 you know how unpredictable that Colorado weather is. Exactly! 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+SbjNNtLLhSM-00000-00000280-00000612 30 seconds in and you’d be forgiven for thinking you’ve accidentally started +SbjNNtLLhSM-00001-00000612-00000888 up a Marvel movie, such is the similarities with the +SbjNNtLLhSM-00002-00000888-00001160 introduction sequence to the Hollywood juggernaut. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00003-00001200-00001492 But thankfully, that’s where the similarities end. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00004-00001512-00002060 This 2006 classic injects the late 80’s, early 90’s Hong Kong cinema vibe, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00005-00002060-00002436 with a smattering of CGI for the most complex details. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00006-00002448-00002532 And the result? +SbjNNtLLhSM-00007-00002560-00003000 90 minutes of stylish action you’d expect from the likes of director Wilson Yip +SbjNNtLLhSM-00008-00003004-00003180 and lead actor Donnie Yen. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00009-00003232-00003724 Hi I’m The Arty Dans from Asian Film Fans and welcome to this review of the +SbjNNtLLhSM-00010-00003724-00004096 modern day Hong Kong classic – Dragon Tiger Gate. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00011-00004472-00004908 Three martial artists, two who grew up training in the Dragon Tiger Gate school +SbjNNtLLhSM-00012-00004908-00005296 and another a nunchaku expert who joins the school to train alongside +SbjNNtLLhSM-00013-00005296-00005464 Master Wong Xianglong, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00014-00005464-00005924 team up to defeat an almighty foe, Shimubi, who has killed both their master +SbjNNtLLhSM-00015-00005924-00006272 and the leader of one of the largest crime syndicates in Hong Kong. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00016-00006312-00006716 This movie is based on the popular Hong Kong comic series Oriental Heroes, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00017-00006716-00007120 whose Chinese name roughly translates to this movie’s title. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00018-00007700-00008023 Different audiences will watch this movie for different reasons, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00019-00008023-00008196 but the result will be the same. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00020-00008212-00008572 If you like fun movies, that are more about style and entertainment +SbjNNtLLhSM-00021-00008572-00008972 then complex storylines, then this should be on your “must watch” list. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00022-00008988-00009364 Joining Donnie Yen, who sports an annoyingly long fringe that frequently +SbjNNtLLhSM-00023-00009364-00009772 hides the right side of this face, is Hong Kong heart-throb Nicholas Tse. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00024-00009776-00010208 This well known Hong Kong singer and actor has starred in a long list of action +SbjNNtLLhSM-00025-00010208-00010724 and comedy movies and will be reuniting with Yen in the upcoming 2020 film Raging Fire. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00026-00010780-00011128 Alongside them is yet another Hong Kong heart-throb in Shawn Yue +SbjNNtLLhSM-00027-00011128-00011516 who plays the nunchaku hero Turbo, who was busy in the 2010’s starring +SbjNNtLLhSM-00028-00011516-00011896 in mostly average comedies after his stint in the Infernal Affairs trilogy. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00029-00011932-00012292 There’s even more talent in this film with Mr Cool Louis Koo providing +SbjNNtLLhSM-00030-00012292-00012476 the voice of the main bad guy, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00031-00012476-00012808 the criminally underused Xing Yu as the sai-welding Daemon +SbjNNtLLhSM-00032-00012808-00013163 and the beautiful Jie Dong as Ma Xiaoling, who bares more than a +SbjNNtLLhSM-00033-00013163-00013408 passing resemblance to Liu Yifei. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00034-00013932-00014232 There are many vigorous and energetic fighting scenes in this film, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00035-00014232-00014544 that seamlessly blend wirework and CGI together. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00036-00014580-00014872 Being a movie about characters with supernatural levels of strength, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00037-00014880-00015272 the wirework is used to accentuate the powers that each character wields. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00038-00015284-00015660 Unlike most modern wirework that can cause the actors to float in the air, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00039-00015663-00016076 wirework in this movie is used to pinball our characters around the screen +SbjNNtLLhSM-00040-00016076-00016496 with impressive flair, no doubt improved by a liberal use of CGI. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00041-00016512-00016840 Bad CGI and wirework can really ruin a film like this, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00042-00016848-00017124 but luckily for the audience that’s not the case. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00043-00017148-00017456 While the CGI is obvious: from the bright neon city lights +SbjNNtLLhSM-00044-00017456-00017908 to the seemless room to room transitions in the sushi restaurant at the start of the film, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00045-00017928-00018344 to the mixture of CGI and practical effects with in the final three on one fight; +SbjNNtLLhSM-00046-00018360-00018604 it’s all blended in rather well. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00047-00018624-00019032 It’s not Hollywood level, which works in its favour as it has a more gritty and grainy +SbjNNtLLhSM-00048-00019032-00019568 feel rather than the over processed and over coloured mess of all modern Marvel films. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00049-00019584-00019808 And on top of that, back at the sushi restaurant, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00050-00019808-00020228 the top down shot that swings the camera room to room to follow the action adds +SbjNNtLLhSM-00051-00020228-00020688 an authentic comic book feel to the movie, as does the multi-shot montage of +SbjNNtLLhSM-00052-00020688-00021072 Ma Xiaoling collecting the prayer beads at the steps of Baiyun pagoda. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00053-00021656-00021984 It must be said, but there isn’t much of a story here. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00054-00022000-00022396 It’s essentially good vs bad, bad guys gets redemption after a +SbjNNtLLhSM-00055-00022396-00022796 tragedy and teams up with the good guys to defeat the ultimate baddie. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00056-00022848-00023296 This is a comic book movie and it works to a formula that’s all too familiar. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00057-00023308-00023600 That just doesn’t necessarily mean its good. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00058-00023640-00024156 It’s the action and eye candy that save the film and kicks it to the must watch level. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00059-00024200-00024652 Personally, as a fan of Louis Koo, I found him to be wasted as just a voice. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00060-00024672-00025016 But worth noting this movie was released just as Koo was going from +SbjNNtLLhSM-00061-00025016-00025228 supporting to leading actor. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00062-00025732-00026108 Comic book movies are usually not my personal taste, but when you mix +SbjNNtLLhSM-00063-00026108-00026616 in some of my favourite actors, inject some unique Hong Kong personality and humour, +SbjNNtLLhSM-00064-00026624-00026976 and throw in the director of some of the most influential modern Hong Kong +SbjNNtLLhSM-00065-00026976-00027316 action films, then this instantly gets my attention. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00066-00027348-00027839 It’s unfortunate that it’s a sad reminder of how exciting and brilliant the Hong Kong +SbjNNtLLhSM-00067-00027839-00028052 movie industry used to be. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00068-00028072-00028395 At least we will always have this movie to remind us. +SbjNNtLLhSM-00069-00028439-00028608 My recommendation is: +SckEJiltNEE-00000-00000950-00001480 How do current perspectives on teacher careers differ from those of the past? +SckEJiltNEE-00001-00001520-00002090 I think a teacher’s career has changed over maybe the last years or over the last decades +SckEJiltNEE-00002-00002120-00002670 because teaching in general and education has become more flexible, +SckEJiltNEE-00003-00002695-00003135 and that means that teachers’ profession also has to be more flexible. +SckEJiltNEE-00004-00003163-00003620 So maybe in twenty, thirty years’time, it could be considered that +SckEJiltNEE-00005-00003640-00004050 a teacher would be a subject teacher just doing the class and that’s it. +SckEJiltNEE-00006-00004063-00004503 Nowadays, we talk a lot about collaboration on a school level, +SckEJiltNEE-00007-00004550-00004903 collaboration on a national level, collaboration on international level, +SckEJiltNEE-00008-00004950-00005375 which adds up different responsibilities and tasks for teachers. +SckEJiltNEE-00009-00005420-00005740 We have quite a lot of people in the labour market +SckEJiltNEE-00010-00005760-00006475 who are ready to step into school and do a class or two, maybe offer an elective course, +SckEJiltNEE-00011-00006509-00006950 but they’re not ready to fully commit themselves and do a full-time job as a teacher. +SckEJiltNEE-00012-00007000-00007395 Which means that we have to allow these people, +SckEJiltNEE-00013-00007409-00007930 – who are ready to come and be part of school life and be part of education – +SckEJiltNEE-00014-00007950-00008115 we have to allow them to do so. +SckEJiltNEE-00015-00008123-00008645 What is a typical trajectory for a teacher’s career? +SckEJiltNEE-00016-00008665-00009020 Teaching definitely is not a career or a profession +SckEJiltNEE-00017-00009060-00009300 where it would be just moving upwards. +SckEJiltNEE-00018-00009320-00009600 It could be moving in or about, +SckEJiltNEE-00019-00009630-00009923 it could be moving back and around, +SckEJiltNEE-00020-00009940-00010185 it could be different perspectives. +SckEJiltNEE-00021-00010200-00010718 And also, very often, teaching is a profession where the career change +SckEJiltNEE-00022-00010740-00011080 or the career ladder actually is happening within the teacher. +SckEJiltNEE-00023-00011120-00011500 So it’s not vertical and it’s not even horizontal, +SckEJiltNEE-00024-00011555-00011870 it’s maybe, in a way, a hybrid or a kaleidoscope type. +SckEJiltNEE-00025-00011885-00012305 But it’s some kind of a change in career within the person: +SckEJiltNEE-00026-00012380-00012955 getting new competences, being acknowledged for these new competences, +SckEJiltNEE-00027-00012980-00013465 and then also, through these new competences, being able to do new kinds of... +SckEJiltNEE-00028-00013480-00013840 taking on new kinds of tasks and doing all kinds of things +SckEJiltNEE-00029-00013855-00014219 that are needed at school or even on a system level. +SckEJiltNEE-00030-00014230-00014750 What are some of the challenges and opportunities for teacher mobility? +SckEJiltNEE-00031-00014765-00015219 When talking about teacher mobility, it depends on +SckEJiltNEE-00032-00015300-00015610 what are the language skills of the teacher who’s ready to go. +SckEJiltNEE-00033-00015625-00016110 It also brings out issues of: who would be the replacement teacher? +SckEJiltNEE-00034-00016130-00016620 Who would be the substitute taking the classes while the teacher is somewhere away? +SckEJiltNEE-00035-00016663-00016993 At the same time, it brings out all kinds of nice collaboration +SckEJiltNEE-00036-00017020-00017580 if there is collaboration already beforehand and schools already trust each other. +SckEJiltNEE-00037-00017625-00018160 It’s seen kind of as part of professional development and not as a mobility, +SckEJiltNEE-00038-00018180-00018601 which maybe sounds a little strange and maybe a little intimidating. +SckEJiltNEE-00039-00018635-00019043 It’s very important when we talk about mobility to find the reason for it. +SckEJiltNEE-00040-00019063-00019165 What is the purpose? +SckEJiltNEE-00041-00019180-00019540 What do we have in mind when we talk about teacher mobility? +SckEJiltNEE-00042-00019580-00019820 Is it only to show the teacher a different country, +SckEJiltNEE-00043-00019860-00020400 or is it seen as a professional development where teachers can set themselves goals, +SckEJiltNEE-00044-00020430-00020615 can collaborate with the other teachers... +SckEJiltNEE-00045-00020640-00020880 And if we view it like this, if we present it like this, +SckEJiltNEE-00046-00020900-00021400 if we expect it from our teachers, it will become not something strange and awkward +SckEJiltNEE-00047-00021420-00021890 – it will become something exciting and awarding and needed. +Sdq4uyxqBau-00000-00000105-00000502 Let me ask you some questions: Do you often feel overwhelmed when new 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+Sdq4uyxqBau-00041-00018074-00018540 As usual, we look forward to presenting a new video in our series next week. +SdQujolo_Z0-00000-00000000-00000296 [music] +SdQujolo_Z0-00001-00003152-00003424 [crowd noise] +SdQujolo_Z0-00002-00003500-00003847 (Joe) It's important for alumni and families to come to this because it really connects +SdQujolo_Z0-00003-00003847-00004282 them with the university. It's not some vague institution that they send their kids off to +SdQujolo_Z0-00004-00004282-00004604 and you know or you attended decades ago. +SdQujolo_Z0-00005-00004968-00005444 (Joselyn) I get to socialize with people who have been at San Francisco State +SdQujolo_Z0-00006-00005444-00005664 and were walking the halls that I am walking. +SdQujolo_Z0-00007-00005664-00006050 And I am always inspired to see where they go after graduation. +SdQujolo_Z0-00008-00006504-00007062 (Pam) I just encourage people to come back and see what their institution, +SdQujolo_Z0-00009-00007062-00007568 what their college experience is turning in to for current college students. +SdQujolo_Z0-00010-00007584-00008058 (Robert) So having alumni come back as students who graduated from the programs, +SdQujolo_Z0-00011-00008058-00008368 it's important to kind of re-connect and figure out what they are doing in the field, +SdQujolo_Z0-00012-00008368-00008646 what they kind of took from the graduate program they are in, +SdQujolo_Z0-00013-00008646-00008870 and how they are applying it to the workplace. +SdQujolo_Z0-00014-00008870-00009238 (Meryln) Well I haven't been back since I retired, so that's 2007. +SdQujolo_Z0-00015-00009242-00010208 And, I have a real emotional connection with the campus and I just thought I'd like to come. +SdQujolo_Z0-00016-00010676-00011038 (Ryan) So I think it was a great opportunity to collaborate the dodgeball tournament with +SdQujolo_Z0-00017-00011038-00011510 Alumni & Family Weekend, just because it's an opportunity not only to get students +SdQujolo_Z0-00018-00011510-00011997 involved with activities, but a chance to bring hopefully alumni and the families of students +SdQujolo_Z0-00019-00011997-00012463 on to campus. Let them know what they are doing on campus not only with their academic +SdQujolo_Z0-00020-00012463-00012697 experience, but outside the classroom as well. +SdQujolo_Z0-00021-00012698-00013281 [Music]... (Josephine) What's really wonderful with the alumni weekend is that there are so many activities, +SdQujolo_Z0-00022-00013281-00013981 everything from going to sporting activities, receptions, music events, +SdQujolo_Z0-00023-00014069-00014700 and it's an opportunity for alumni to come back and enjoy beautiful San Francisco. +SdUHeMSf2b4-00000-00000020-00000397 In this month's alumni in your community we talk to a local woman +SdUHeMSf2b4-00001-00000397-00000913 who stay close to home and used BCC to further both her professional career +SdUHeMSf2b4-00002-00000913-00001613 and her personal interests +SdUHeMSf2b4-00003-00002620-00003042 hi i'm Kathy Oldrid BCC class of 1990 +SdUHeMSf2b4-00004-00003042-00003346 after high school I decided to go right to work because +SdUHeMSf2b4-00005-00003346-00003693 my aunt had always worked in a bank and it seems like a great job +SdUHeMSf2b4-00006-00003693-00003994 and then I was offered this position here at Fall River municipal +SdUHeMSf2b4-00007-00003994-00004457 and I loved what I was doing I also didn't really want to go away to college +SdUHeMSf2b4-00008-00004457-00004811 so it took me several years and when +SdUHeMSf2b4-00009-00004811-00005235 my younger nephew decided that he was going off to college I kinda thought my +SdUHeMSf2b4-00010-00005235-00005279 gosh +SdUHeMSf2b4-00011-00005279-00005658 I've missed out on so much so that's when I decided I was going to go back to +SdUHeMSf2b4-00012-00005658-00005721 BCC +SdUHeMSf2b4-00013-00005721-00006072 and I started taking a few classes +SdUHeMSf2b4-00014-00006072-00006447 at that time a I didn't really think it was going to help my +SdUHeMSf2b4-00015-00006447-00006850 job here at the credit union but I thought it would be a fun thing to do +SdUHeMSf2b4-00016-00006850-00007306 when I first got to BCC I took a couple of business classes I took an accounting +SdUHeMSf2b4-00017-00007306-00007370 class +SdUHeMSf2b4-00018-00007370-00007814 to community in class those were fun I started to take a marketing class but +SdUHeMSf2b4-00019-00007814-00007950 I didn't really enjoy that +SdUHeMSf2b4-00020-00007950-00008250 I switched over to and medieval history class +SdUHeMSf2b4-00021-00008250-00008721 and I fell in love medieval history is one of my absolute favorite +SdUHeMSf2b4-00022-00008721-00009159 subjects and I just like reading about it and I found going to those particular +SdUHeMSf2b4-00023-00009159-00009333 classes I became a life +SdUHeMSf2b4-00024-00009333-00009649 it was a fun thing to do I look forward to each week +SdUHeMSf2b4-00025-00009649-00010097 and at that point I came back to work and I said to my manager I really don't +SdUHeMSf2b4-00026-00010097-00010291 I don't want to study business anymore +SdUHeMSf2b4-00027-00010291-00010755 and I started to take as many history classes and as many literature classes +SdUHeMSf2b4-00028-00010755-00010825 as I could +SdUHeMSf2b4-00029-00010825-00011214 in the beginning they were a little bit confused but this was going back several +SdUHeMSf2b4-00030-00011214-00011361 years and not too many +SdUHeMSf2b4-00031-00011361-00011797 of are employees were actually going to college so they felt that as long as it +SdUHeMSf2b4-00032-00011797-00011920 was going to help me +SdUHeMSf2b4-00033-00011920-00012302 and was going to make me feel more confident and more comfortable +SdUHeMSf2b4-00034-00012302-00012650 they work they were fine with that they allowed me to continue taking those +SdUHeMSf2b4-00035-00012650-00012759 particular courses +SdUHeMSf2b4-00036-00012759-00013216 and there was no problem from that point on after I graduated from BCC +SdUHeMSf2b4-00037-00013216-00013540 I decided they did want to further my career in school +SdUHeMSf2b4-00038-00013540-00013876 and so I moved over to umass dartmouth and I had +SdUHeMSf2b4-00039-00013876-00014234 receive my degree in liberal science and I moved over there +SdUHeMSf2b4-00040-00014234-00014581 and I will when into communities and social services again it was a +SdUHeMSf2b4-00041-00014581-00015013 continuation of the classes that I felt were going to help me grow as a person +SdUHeMSf2b4-00042-00015013-00015543 again lot literature lot of history on things and sociology some psychology +SdUHeMSf2b4-00043-00015543-00015976 some fun classes what I learned specifically at BCC +SdUHeMSf2b4-00044-00015976-00016448 was the fact that I could build up my self-confidence +SdUHeMSf2b4-00045-00016448-00016811 I could then stand in front of a group of people I could talk +SdUHeMSf2b4-00046-00016811-00017246 I could express my opinion in a business meeting and not be afraid that I was +SdUHeMSf2b4-00047-00017246-00017370 saying something foolish +SdUHeMSf2b4-00048-00017370-00017845 or that the other managers would perhaps cut me down and say no that just doesn't +SdUHeMSf2b4-00049-00017845-00017915 make sense +SdUHeMSf2b4-00050-00017915-00018262 I also learned how to write and be able to present +SdUHeMSf2b4-00051-00018262-00018618 my ideas in writing so one of the positions that +SdUHeMSf2b4-00052-00018618-00019034 I did take on was writing procedure and policy for the credit union's retail +SdUHeMSf2b4-00053-00019034-00019098 department +SdUHeMSf2b4-00054-00019098-00019559 which was a very important job the fact that my self confidence grew +SdUHeMSf2b4-00055-00019559-00020031 and that my writing skills increased meant that I was promoted first to an +SdUHeMSf2b4-00056-00020031-00020196 assistant loan manager position +SdUHeMSf2b4-00057-00020196-00020585 then to the branch managers position and now I am the training manager for the +SdUHeMSf2b4-00058-00020585-00020651 credit union +SdUHeMSf2b4-00059-00020651-00021035 that itself is a brand new position we never had a training manager +SdUHeMSf2b4-00060-00021035-00021542 so I am now responsible for talking to the new employees who come in +SdUHeMSf2b4-00061-00021542-00021985 I do some interviewing but I actually conduct all their training as far as how +SdUHeMSf2b4-00062-00021985-00022121 to work with the teller system +SdUHeMSf2b4-00063-00022121-00022473 how to work with compliance how to follow all of our regulations +SdUHeMSf2b4-00064-00022473-00022809 I also conduct all the mandatory training here at the credit union for +SdUHeMSf2b4-00065-00022809-00022904 the whole staff +SdUHeMSf2b4-00066-00022904-00023492 on its is very rewarding that I now have the confidence in the ability to do this +SdUHeMSf2b4-00067-00023492-00023742 type of work why would not have been able to do that before +SdUHeMSf2b4-00068-00023742-00024209 if I hadn't going to BCC I have actually lived on the same street my whole life +SdUHeMSf2b4-00069-00024209-00024598 I came home from Charlton Memorial Hospital and I plan to stay there until I +SdUHeMSf2b4-00070-00024598-00024681 move to +SdUHeMSf2b4-00071-00024681-00025201 the next spot I've lived on summerfield Street I absolutely love the city of +SdUHeMSf2b4-00072-00025201-00025265 Fall River +SdUHeMSf2b4-00073-00025265-00025590 one of the reasons I was so glad to be able to go to BCC +SdUHeMSf2b4-00074-00025590-00025902 is because it was close it was +SdUHeMSf2b4-00075-00025902-00026291 a warm campus it was a welcoming campus +SdUHeMSf2b4-00076-00026291-00026647 and it was also community-based so they were people there that I +SdUHeMSf2b4-00077-00026647-00027072 actually knew from the community and I enjoy that a lot I am NOT married I am +SdUHeMSf2b4-00078-00027072-00027133 single +SdUHeMSf2b4-00079-00027133-00027439 I do have the most fabulous dog who shares my life +SdUHeMSf2b4-00080-00027439-00027832 but I have decided that I would like to be involved +SdUHeMSf2b4-00081-00027832-00028133 in different areas of the community so what I have done +SdUHeMSf2b4-00082-00028133-00028459 is started to teach Junior Achievement classes I've been doing that for about a +SdUHeMSf2b4-00083-00028459-00028602 ten year period +SdUHeMSf2b4-00084-00028602-00028988 and I love going into the classroom pretending that I am a teacher for an +SdUHeMSf2b4-00085-00028988-00029133 hour a week +SdUHeMSf2b4-00086-00029133-00029545 and I go over the lessons with them I think it is a great way to get children +SdUHeMSf2b4-00087-00029545-00029920 on their way to have a better career and a better life +SdUHeMSf2b4-00088-00029920-00030349 one of the things I also do his part JA is in stress on them how important it is +SdUHeMSf2b4-00089-00030349-00030588 for them to continue with their education +SdUHeMSf2b4-00090-00030588-00030909 and always tell them about my time at BCC +SdUHeMSf2b4-00091-00030909-00031312 other things that become involved in is the south coast opera club I have been +SdUHeMSf2b4-00092-00031312-00031499 the treasurer and the president +SdUHeMSf2b4-00093-00031499-00031811 I am also involved in the greater Fall River Symphony society +SdUHeMSf2b4-00094-00031811-00032202 which as you know is host at BCC that's where they perform +SdUHeMSf2b4-00095-00032202-00032737 that is where they arm rehearse and it's great to be part again more community +SdUHeMSf2b4-00096-00032737-00032856 activities +SdUHeMSf2b4-00097-00032856-00033269 I love to bring BCC up in a particular conversation especially when I'm +SdUHeMSf2b4-00098-00033269-00033441 interviewing new employees +SdUHeMSf2b4-00099-00033441-00033825 many of them are just coming out of high school and then not sure what they want +SdUHeMSf2b4-00100-00033825-00034109 to do with their life they think they'd like to go to college +SdUHeMSf2b4-00101-00034109-00034536 I immediately tell them about BCC explain how the classes are so easy to +SdUHeMSf2b4-00102-00034536-00034744 take how they will fit into the schedules +SdUHeMSf2b4-00103-00034744-00035065 I also like to let employees know who are here now +SdUHeMSf2b4-00104-00035065-00035446 think they would like to perhaps move up within the organization +SdUHeMSf2b4-00105-00035446-00035868 but 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+SeTMQLmFcqy-00014-00004846-00005134 The mission sets and the challenges are incredibly unique. +SeTMQLmFcqy-00015-00005134-00005703 We are looking for motivated and hard-charging female Sailors from other communities to join +SeTMQLmFcqy-00016-00005703-00005848 the submarine force. +SeTMQLmFcqy-00017-00005848-00006136 For more information please visit our website. +SeTMQLmFcqy-00018-00006136-00006614 If you have further question don’t hesitate to reach out to your command career counselors, +SeTMQLmFcqy-00019-00006614-00007128 the women in submarines coordinator, or submarine non-nuclear enlisted community managers. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00000-00000366-00001346 ♪ [Say it Loud, I'm Black and I'm Proud - James brown] ♪ +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00001-00004776-00004880 I think maybe I just wanted to be a DJ in another life. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00002-00004880-00005046 I just like playing clips. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00003-00005046-00005430 The--So this is an excerpt from James Brown's "Say It +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00004-00005430-00005600 Loud, I'm Black and I'm Proud." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00005-00005600-00005790 It's released in 1968. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00006-00005790-00006066 You know, we aren't quite there chronologically yet. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00007-00006066-00006256 I'll be coming, coming up to it in the course of the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00008-00006256-00006409 lecture though. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00009-00006409-00006609 And it becomes an immediate hit, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00010-00006609-00006800 a popular hit, and a political hit. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00011-00006800-00007290 It's played at rallies to rev up the crowd and call +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00012-00007290-00007456 and response, certainly. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00013-00007456-00007740 Brown actually distances himself from the song after +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00014-00007740-00007920 a handful of years, saying, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00015-00007920-00008146 "Look, we needed it at that moment. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00016-00008146-00008330 We needed it to develop pride in the black community +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00017-00008330-00008590 to understand who we were as a people, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00018-00008590-00008780 but, you know, things are more complicated now." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00019-00008780-00008930 This is something he's saying in the 1970s, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00020-00008930-00009250 as his politics start going off in, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00021-00009250-00009586 in a variety of different directions. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00022-00009586-00009950 But we are at this moment, for the purpose of today's +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00023-00009950-00010316 lecture, essentially '66 through the end of the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00024-00010316-00010506 six--through the end of the decade. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00025-00010506-00010956 We're at this moment of profound fascination with +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00026-00010956-00011150 blackness in a different, in a different kind of way. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00027-00011150-00011380 It's being articulated in different ways than it was +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00028-00011380-00011950 at the moment of SCLC's being established or SNCC's +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00029-00011950-00012050 establishment. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00030-00012050-00012336 We're at a moment of incred--sort of in the wake +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00031-00012336-00012560 of incredible successes with the Civil Rights Act and the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00032-00012560-00012900 Voting Rights Act, a moment of incredible ambiguity: +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00033-00012900-00013036 what are we going to be doing next?; +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00034-00013036-00013260 what's the next step in the journey?; +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00035-00013260-00013430 and a moment of profound rupture. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00036-00013430-00013660 I already talked a little bit about this last week +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00037-00013660-00014130 with--calling attention to a tone shift and a strategic +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00038-00014130-00014296 shift as far as black freedom movements are +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00039-00014296-00014660 concerned in the late--mid to late 1960s, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00040-00014660-00014790 and we'll deal with it a little +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00041-00014790-00015030 more explicitly today. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00042-00015030-00015396 One more clip, this one a +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00043-00015396-00016420 video clip, as a way to get another, well as a way to +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00044-00016420-00016780 get more traction on what's happening in this +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00045-00016780-00017170 particular moment. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00046-00017460-00017690 It's a very short one. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00047-00017690-00017990 Eldridge Cleaver, who had gained fame from his +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00048-00017990-00018310 writings in prison was the chief spokesman for the party. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00049-00018310-00018640 We feel that the police must be brought under control by +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00050-00018640-00018836 any means necessary, including through force of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00051-00018836-00019166 arms, and we have never bit our tongue about that. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00052-00019166-00019306 We say it now, loud and clear, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00053-00019306-00019550 we will always say it and we're not afraid to say it, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00054-00019550-00019920 that the racist Gestapo pigs have to stop brutalizing our +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00055-00019920-00020120 community, or we're going to take up guns, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00056-00020120-00020486 we're going to drive them out. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00057-00020486-00020776 I think he made his point rather clear. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00058-00020776-00021110 This is a period of also incredible +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00059-00021110-00021330 rhetorical hyperbole. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00060-00021330-00021570 I mean, I'm not saying that he didn't mean these things +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00061-00021570-00021810 certainly, but, but the, the scope of what's actually +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00062-00021810-00022110 going to happen, the violence and the rhetoric, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00063-00022110-00022370 is palpable and we are certainly past that moment +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00064-00022370-00022730 of the beloved community, with Martin Luther King and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00065-00022730-00023030 his dream in 1963. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00066-00023030-00023290 And we'll talk, depending on how far I get in today's +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00067-00023290-00023510 lecture, might start talking about King's final years +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00068-00023510-00023900 today, or we'll certainly pick it up on Wednesday. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00069-00023900-00024140 But you'll see the unraveling of this beloved +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00070-00024140-00024540 community, especially when we start talking about King. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00071-00024540-00024776 Now you saw a clip there about Eldridge Cleaver, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00072-00024776-00025020 Minister--Minister of Information for the Black +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00073-00025020-00025120 Panther Party. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00074-00025120-00025390 Let's back up a few steps, overlapping where we were +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00075-00025390-00025570 last Wednesday, make sure we're all on the same page +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00076-00025570-00025760 about the Black Panther Party's establishment in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00077-00025760-00026076 this moment of the Black--the Black Power +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00078-00026076-00026296 moment in general. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00079-00026296-00026480 You remember that I talked about the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00080-00026480-00026789 Lowndes County Freedom Organization in, in Alabama, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00081-00026789-00026989 the Lowndes County Freedom Organization, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00082-00026989-00027330 the first group to embrace the black panther as a +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00083-00027330-00027560 symbol. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00084-00027560-00027856 Stokely Carmichael, a veteran of Mississippi +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00085-00027856-00028189 Freedom Summers and freedom schools, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00086-00028189-00028410 just out of college essentially, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00087-00028410-00028739 SNCC activists--activist, goes down to Lowndes County +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00088-00028739-00029026 where he discovers these farmers and helps them +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00089-00029026-00029186 organize into the LCFO. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00090-00029186-00029566 Becomes a radicalizing moment for Carmichael, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00091-00029566-00029900 one that is on sort of a steady pace for him, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00092-00029900-00030160 one radicalizing moment after another, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00093-00030160-00030550 that eventually leads to his exile from the United States +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00094-00030550-00030889 in just a handful of years. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00095-00030889-00031330 So we're in 1966. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00096-00031330-00031739 James Meredith, young man, a civil rights activist who +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00097-00031739-00032020 had integrated Ole Miss, the University of Mississippi, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00098-00032020-00032286 the bastion of state privilege in that particular +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00099-00032286-00032386 state. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00100-00032386-00032520 If you wanted to become a leader in Mississippi, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00101-00032520-00032730 you went to Ole Miss, and this was a place that was +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00102-00032730-00032900 unavailable to African Americans, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00103-00032900-00033206 and James Meredith wanted to change that. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00104-00033206-00033380 He integrates Ole Miss a few years earlier, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00105-00033380-00033756 and in the process, residents of the area riot +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00106-00033756-00034040 and actually kill federal marshals who are there to, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00107-00034040-00034396 you know, ensure the place gets integrated. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00108-00034396-00034610 James Meredith is an iconoclastic character if +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00109-00034610-00034830 ever there was one, and actually comes out very much +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00110-00034830-00035056 against civil rights later on in his life, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00111-00035056-00035246 saying it was demeaning that we, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00112-00035246-00035660 that African Americans had to still cling to these +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00113-00035660-00036090 notions of civil rights heritage and battles. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00114-00036090-00036380 James Meredith decides that he wants to call attention +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00115-00036380-00036780 to the changes in Mississippi that have been +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00116-00036780-00037220 very real, certainly, and he decides he's going to march +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00117-00037220-00037480 across Mississippi in June of '66, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00118-00037480-00037640 a March Against Fear. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00119-00037640-00037790 "No one's going to tell me what to do. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00120-00037790-00038126 No one's in control of my life." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00121-00038126-00038326 He's marching by himself. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00122-00038720-00039060 Civil rights leaders, people on the ground, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00123-00039060-00039316 friends of the movement, are el--all telling Meredith, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00124-00039316-00039426 "This is crazy. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00125-00039426-00039620 You cannot do this. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00126-00039620-00039770 Okay, you've done a lot of great things for the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00127-00039770-00040030 movement, but the idea of actually trying to march +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00128-00040030-00040240 across Mississippi by yourself without, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00129-00040240-00040410 without protection is a suicide mission." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00130-00040410-00040786 It turns out they're almost right. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00131-00040786-00041090 Meredith starts off on his march and before you know +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00132-00041090-00041296 it, he's laid flat by shots, someone driving by with a +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00133-00041296-00041496 shotgun. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00134-00041746-00041846 He's hospitalized. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00135-00041846-00042000 He survives, of course, he's--but, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00136-00042000-00042206 but it's not clear at that moment what's actually going +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00137-00042206-00042310 to happen. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00138-00042310-00042496 Leaders of the Student Nonviolent Coordinating +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00139-00042496-00042990 Committee, SCLC, CORE decide, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00140-00042990-00043216 "Well we're not going to let--Now we're not going to +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00141-00043216-00043376 let this march fail." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00142-00043376-00043600 So they set out to complete Meredith's march against +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00143-00043600-00044026 fear, so they're going to march across the state. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00144-00044026-00044326 At a stop in Greenwood, Mississippi, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00145-00044326-00044546 Stokely Carmichael, now the leader of SNCC, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00146-00044546-00045170 been thrown in jail for I think the eighth time, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00147-00045170-00045380 I believe. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00148-00045380-00045616 They'd done the jail, no bail strategies. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00149-00045616-00045760 The march is still going on. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00150-00045760-00045946 Stokely Carmichael gets out of jail and tells an +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00151-00045946-00046380 assembly out on the lawns, "The only way"--excuse me. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00152-00046380-00046590 "The only way we're going to stop them white men from +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00153-00046590-00047190 whipping us is to take over. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00154-00047560-00048160 We've been saying 'Freedom' for six years, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00155-00048160-00048260 and we ain't got nothing. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00156-00048260-00048560 What we're going to start saying now is 'Black +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00157-00048560-00048760 Power.'" And it's call and response. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00158-00048760-00048860 You know, "What do you want?" +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00159-00048860-00048960 "Black Power!" +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00160-00048960-00049060 "What do you want?" +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00161-00049060-00049160 "Black Power!" +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00162-00049160-00049260 starts going through the audience. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00163-00049260-00049516 Now Carmichael wasn't the first to start calling for +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00164-00049516-00049680 Black Power, using that phrase, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00165-00049680-00050020 but he popularizes it, and so it becomes attached him. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00166-00050020-00050376 People had been ruminating over that phrase and sort of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00167-00050376-00050736 throwing it around for months at that point, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00168-00050736-00050996 but this is one of these sort of lightning flash +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00169-00050996-00051350 moments, where it captures the national attention and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00170-00051350-00051650 also scares the nation. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00171-00051856-00052120 King heartily disapproves. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00172-00052120-00052320 It's like, this kind of, you know, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00173-00052320-00052740 calling for this kind of militancy is misplaced. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00174-00052740-00053070 The country is at sea, and we're going to alienate all +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00175-00053070-00053296 those people who might be fellow travelers in this +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00176-00053296-00053640 journey with us, by this kind of--with this kind of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00177-00053640-00053740 anger. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00178-00053740-00053840 I mean sure, we can be angry, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00179-00053840-00054040 but this is not the path. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00180-00054216-00054436 So you take together the Lowndes County Freedom +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00181-00054436-00054860 Organization and its rising profile, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00182-00054860-00055079 Stokely Carmichael being on the ground there, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00183-00055079-00055326 Stokely Carmichael and others taking up the March +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00184-00055326-00055690 Against Fear after James Meredith has been shot. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00185-00055690-00055846 Carmichael essentially snapping, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00186-00055846-00056020 saying, "The hell with this! +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00187-00056020-00056400 You know, trying to do things through the system is +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00188-00056400-00056826 only getting people shot without retribution. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00189-00056826-00056926 We need Black Power. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00190-00056926-00057140 We need to stand up on our own." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00191-00057140-00057516 You remember whites had been now thrown out of SNCC. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00192-00057516-00057716 They no longer have a place in the movement. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00193-00058046-00058336 In October of that same year, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00194-00058336-00058696 two college students at Merritt College in Oakland, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00195-00058696-00059079 California, Huey Newton and Bobby Seale, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00196-00059079-00059476 formed the Black Panther Party for Self-Defense. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00197-00059476-00059646 The Black Panther Party for Self-Defense. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00198-00059646-00059960 They'd been hearing about the LCFO, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00199-00059960-00060100 thought it was a fantastic idea. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00200-00060100-00060260 They'd been seeing this radicalizing moment +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00201-00060260-00060446 happening in SNCC, and they say, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00202-00060446-00060690 you know, "It's time for us to take our stand on our own +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00203-00060690-00060890 terms. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00204-00061010-00061296 We need to embrace Black Power as well." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00205-00061296-00061600 Huey Newton declares himself the Minister of Defense of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00206-00061600-00061810 the Black Panther Party for Self-Defense, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00207-00061810-00061940 and Bobby Seale is its chairman. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00208-00061940-00062540 And I just realized, [laughs] I left what I was +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00209-00063016-00063446 going to read at home. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00210-00063446-00063590 Anyway, it's a good thing it's in your reader. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00211-00063590-00063870 The, the, at the moment of their founding, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00212-00063870-00064029 the issue of the Black Panther Party platform, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00213-00064029-00064520 it's a couple of pages long in your reader. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00214-00064826-00064960 I can't read the points I was going to read, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00215-00064960-00065146 but the fact is essentially this. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00216-00065146-00065360 I want you to look at that particular document, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00217-00065360-00065540 and look at the kind of things that the platform is +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00218-00065540-00065640 calling for. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00219-00065640-00066220 It's calling for the kinds of fundamentals, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00220-00066220-00066480 for lack of a better phrase, that I've been calling your +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00221-00066480-00066700 attention to from other freedom organizations since +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00222-00066700-00066986 the Niagara Movement in 1905. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00223-00066986-00067100 Now it's calling for more than that, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00224-00067100-00067410 of course, but it's still calling for fundamentals. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00225-00067410-00067690 This is the state of the conversation. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00226-00067690-00067936 It seems to not have changed in some ways. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00227-00067936-00068130 Now it has changed in the sense that the Black Panther +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00228-00068130-00068530 Party is, through, through the, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00229-00068530-00068706 the platform, and then what you're going to see later in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00230-00068706-00068886 the Executive Mandate Number One, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00231-00068886-00069086 talking about in a few moments here, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00232-00069280-00069686 is connecting African American freedom struggles +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00233-00069686-00069836 to what's happening on a global scale. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00234-00069836-00070270 It's clearly Marxist in its ideology, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00235-00070270-00070520 in its political--its, its understanding of political +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00236-00070520-00070716 economy. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00237-00070716-00071060 It's viewing its struggle in the light of what it +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00238-00071060-00071436 considers United States imperialism in places like +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00239-00071436-00071536 Vietnam. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00240-00071536-00071870 It's being motivated by the kinds of militancy that you +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00241-00071870-00072330 see black soldiers coming home from yet another war, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00242-00072330-00072540 still being denied their citizenship, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00243-00072540-00072860 but now the ground has shifted enough that they can +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00244-00072860-00073070 articulate themselves in a different way that, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00245-00073070-00073466 that is calling for armed self-defense. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00246-00073466-00073680 It's not about, you know, trying to get in the front +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00247-00073680-00073990 door of a bus or the front door of a restaurant. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00248-00073990-00074160 It's about something much larger than that, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00249-00074160-00074360 about being a global citizen. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00250-00074516-00075220 Well, as the Panther Party is organizing itself and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00251-00075220-00075440 delineating in the, in the program, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00252-00075440-00075710 in the platform the ways it shall be organized--no +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00253-00075710-00075856 you're not going to drink, you're not going to do +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00254-00075856-00075980 drugs, you're going to, you know, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00255-00075980-00076190 be respectful in all different manners of life, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00256-00076190-00076366 and whether they succeeded in that or not is a whole +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00257-00076366-00076690 other kind of conversation. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00258-00076690-00077330 The Panthers start looking for a way to grow, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00259-00077330-00077580 and they hear about this guy named Eldridge Cleaver. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00260-00077580-00078176 Eldridge Cleaver, thrown in jail--I'm sorry. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00261-00078176-00078840 My notes seem to be all over the place today. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00262-00078840-00079440 It's fascinating--thrown in jail and then writes this +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00263-00079650-00079790 book Soul on Ice, and becomes, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00264-00079790-00079976 you know, is incredible--incredibly +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00265-00079976-00080240 charismatic and quite brilliant as well. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00266-00080240-00080510 The Panthers realize they can actually tap into +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00267-00080510-00080810 Eldridge Cleaver and his charisma, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00268-00080810-00080990 and they use him as the Minister of Information. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00269-00080990-00081356 That's how you saw him speaking to the public in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00270-00081356-00081660 his position as the Minister of Information, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00271-00081960-00082236 trying to spread the narrative of what the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00272-00082236-00082436 Panthers were all about. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00273-00082536-00083010 Now the popular notion of the Panthers is highly +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00274-00083010-00083440 masculine, these young men representing the, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00275-00083440-00083550 you know, manhood of the race, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00276-00083550-00083650 they're very virile. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00277-00083650-00083960 They've got their black leather jackets, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00278-00083960-00084350 they've got the berets, their turtlenecks, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00279-00084350-00084450 very fashionable. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00280-00084450-00084750 There are some women in the Panthers as well, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00281-00084750-00084976 but, you know, where they fit into the movement at the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00282-00084976-00085176 early stage is really a little bit unclear. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00283-00085620-00085730 Panthers are armed. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00284-00085730-00086120 They're going to take back the streets under their own +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00285-00086120-00086440 terms and take control away from the "racist pigs" as +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00286-00086440-00086640 they refer to the cops. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00287-00086920-00087270 The Panthers would do--the bases they were in Oak--in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00288-00087270-00087600 Oakland at their founding--decided to take +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00289-00087600-00088080 control of that community first, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00290-00088080-00088380 and very contro--controversially, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00291-00088380-00088626 one of the tactics they decided to pursue is +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00292-00088626-00088870 monitoring the police. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00293-00088870-00089060 Just as you see people in Los Angeles in, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00294-00089060-00089376 at the flashpoint of the L.A.--the Watts riots, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00295-00089376-00089810 excuse me, people frustrated by the years of police +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00296-00089810-00090060 brutality, unmarked, unchecked police brutality; +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00297-00090060-00090330 Oakland residents felt the same way. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00298-00090330-00090550 And so the Panthers start to patrol the police, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00299-00090550-00090886 it's the famous Panther Patrols. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00300-00090886-00091300 They studied the California laws to the letter, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00301-00091300-00091710 and they knew that they had a right to carry guns, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00302-00091710-00092300 and they knew that they had a right to watch the police. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00303-00092300-00092630 And they knew that if the police arrested somebody, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00304-00092630-00092890 they could stand witness, as long as they kept say twenty +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00305-00092890-00093160 or thirty feet, I don't know the distance. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00306-00093160-00093316 As long as they kept distance--the proper +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00307-00093316-00093460 distance from the police, they could observe +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00308-00093460-00093680 everything that's happening. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00309-00093680-00093860 Now as you can imagine, if you're a police officer, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00310-00093860-00094120 whether you are a racist pig of an officer or not, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00311-00094120-00094700 you're not going to be too thrilled about angry men +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00312-00094700-00094936 with guns following you around when you arrest +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00313-00094936-00095176 somebody, whether they deserve to be arrested or +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00314-00095176-00095276 not. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00315-00095276-00095390 You're not going to be too happy about that, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00316-00095390-00095496 because the guns are loaded. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00317-00095496-00095800 It creates incredible friction, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00318-00096016-00096260 and creates a crisis at the state capital. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00319-00096260-00096950 The Panthers--the state legislature, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00320-00096950-00097160 very unhappy about these Panther Patrols, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00321-00097510-00098060 entertains a bill that makes it illegal to carry weapons +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00322-00098060-00098260 in urban districts. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00323-00098380-00098610 Well, the Panthers were exclusively urban. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00324-00098610-00098830 Now it didn't mention race, didn't mention the Panthers, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00325-00098830-00098976 but it clearly was targeting the Panthers, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00326-00098976-00099286 trying to kill these Panther Patrols. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00327-00099286-00099760 So the Panthers decide to go up to Sacramento, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00328-00099760-00100100 the state capital, and challenge the bill, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00329-00100340-00100540 and while they're there, something of a circus +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00330-00100780-00100880 happens. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00331-00100880-00101116 I want to play to you--for you a clip of that circus. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00332-00101116-00101310 The boldness of the Panther actions attracted young +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00333-00101310-00101436 blacks, many in their teens. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00334-00101436-00101630 Carrying loaded firearms in public was a well-protected +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00335-00101630-00101730 legal right in California. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00336-00101730-00101930 But with the emergence of the Black Panthers, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00337-00101930-00102080 state officials introduced legislation to outlaw +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00338-00102080-00102226 carrying loaded firearms within city limits. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00339-00102226-00102420 May 1967, in protest the Panthers traveled to +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00340-00102420-00102520 Sacramento, the state capital. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00341-00102520-00102746 We arrived there, all these black men and women, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00342-00102746-00102870 twenty-four males and six females, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00343-00102870-00103066 with guns and Ronald Reagan, then the governor, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00344-00103066-00103309 was on the lawn with two hundred future leaders of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00345-00103309-00103509 America, you know, twelve and thirteen and fourteen +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00346-00103509-00103609 year old kids. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00347-00103609-00103806 And these kids started leaving this session on the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00348-00103806-00103956 lawn and coming to see us. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00349-00103956-00104226 And these young white kids thought we were a gun club. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00350-00104226-00104370 Knowing the media would be there, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00351-00104370-00104620 the group of men and women then entered the capitol +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00352-00104620-00104720 building. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00353-00104720-00104820 They're heavily armed, whether their weapons are +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00354-00104820-00104990 loaded or not, nobody seems to know. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00355-00104990-00105090 Wait a minute. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00356-00105090-00105190 Am I under arrest? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00357-00105190-00105290 Am I under arrest? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00358-00105290-00105390 Am I under arrest? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00359-00105390-00105490 Am I? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00360-00105490-00105659 Get your hands off me if I'm not under arrest. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00361-00105659-00105806 If I'm under arrest, I'll come. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00362-00105806-00106030 if I'm not don't put your hands on me. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00363-00106030-00106226 Is this the way the racist government works? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00364-00106226-00106420 Don't let a man exercise his constitutional rights? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00365-00106420-00106670 I'd like to make a statement now with this respect. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00366-00106670-00106840 Statement of the Black Panther Party for +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00367-00106840-00106940 Self-Defense. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00368-00106940-00107066 On the Mulford Act now pending before the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00369-00107066-00107240 California legislature, the Black Panther Party for +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00370-00107240-00107436 Self-Defense calls upon the American people in general +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00371-00107436-00107580 and the black people in particular, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00372-00107580-00107780 to take full note of the racist California +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00373-00107780-00107930 legislature which is now considering legislation +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00374-00107930-00108126 aimed at keeping the black people disarmed and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00375-00108126-00108350 powerless at the very same time that racist police +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00376-00108350-00108520 agencies throughout the country are intensifying the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00377-00108520-00108696 terror, brutality, murder and repression of black +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00378-00108696-00108796 people. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00379-00108796-00108966 A nation that had grown used to the nonviolent civil +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00380-00108966-00109159 rights movement was now confronted with new images +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00381-00109159-00109259 of black protest. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00382-00109259-00109386 Later, at a Sacramento service station, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00383-00109386-00109580 news cameras documented the continuing debate over law +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00384-00109580-00109680 and gun. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00385-00109680-00109830 Ain't no sawed off, that's a riot shotgun, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00386-00109830-00109990 just like yours. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00387-00109990-00110480 Do you all know the constitutional rights? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00388-00110480-00110740 Sure we do. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00389-00110740-00111536 We're well aware of the constitutional right -- You +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00390-00111536-00112136 have no right to take my gun away from me. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00391-00112416-00112859 You breaking the constitutional rights. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00392-00112859-00113650 The pamphlet says that the Black Panther Party for +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00393-00113650-00114356 Self-Defense calls on the American people in general +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00394-00114356-00115059 to take careful note of the racist California +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00395-00115059-00115159 legislature. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00396-00115159-00115856 Why do you believe the legislature is racist? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00397-00115856-00116120 Don't you know? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00398-00116120-00116720 You're a part of it and obviously this is a white +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00399-00117090-00117190 system. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00400-00117190-00117706 This is obviously where we at. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00401-00117706-00118409 Do you believe everything that's in that pamphlet? +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00402-00118409-00118940 The pamphlet speaks for itself. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00403-00118940-00119306 As you see, people didn't know what to make of these +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00404-00119306-00119506 young men and young women. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00405-00119780-00120300 The Panthers go national immediately following this +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00406-00120300-00120500 run-in at the state capitol. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00407-00120706-00121140 People are attracted to the charisma of its +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00408-00121140-00121380 representatives, its members. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00409-00121380-00121576 They're attracted to the cleverness in the way +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00410-00121576-00121859 they're handling, you know, the police and authorities +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00411-00121859-00122070 that don't know what to make of these folks. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00412-00122070-00122540 But they're also responding to the agenda of the Black +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00413-00122540-00122820 Panthers, and certainly in, in no small measure, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00414-00122820-00122940 internationalism. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00415-00122940-00123140 I want to read to you an excerpt--and you heard part +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00416-00123140-00123366 of the Executive Mandate Number One being read. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00417-00123366-00123646 This is what they came up to Sacramento to, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00418-00123646-00123790 to announce. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00419-00123790-00124166 I want to read to you a, a longer excerpt. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00420-00124166-00124380 "At the same time that the American Government is +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00421-00124380-00124659 waging a racist war of genocide in Vietnam, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00422-00124659-00124916 the concencra--concentration camps in which Japanese +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00423-00124916-00125159 Americans were interned during World War II are +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00424-00125159-00125386 being renovated and expanded. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00425-00125386-00125620 Since America has historically reserved its +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00426-00125620-00125880 most barbaric treatment for non-white people, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00427-00125880-00126130 we are forced to conclude that these concentration +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00428-00126130-00126359 clamps--camps are being prepared for black people +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00429-00126359-00126570 who are determined to gain their freedom by any means +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00430-00126570-00126670 necessary. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00431-00126670-00126880 The enslavement of black people from the very +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00432-00126880-00127120 beginning of this country, the genocide practiced on +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00433-00127120-00127350 the American Indians and the confining of the survivors +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00434-00127350-00127609 on reservations, the savage lynching of thousands of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00435-00127609-00127870 black men and women, the dropping of atomic bombs on +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00436-00127870-00128146 Hiroshima and Nagasaki, and now the cowardly massacre in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00437-00128146-00128486 Vietnam, all testify to the fact that toward people of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00438-00128486-00128709 color the racist power structure of America has one +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00439-00128709-00128959 policy: repression, genocide, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00440-00128959-00129200 terror, and the big stick. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00441-00129200-00129340 Black people have begged, prayed, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00442-00129340-00129570 petitioned, demonstrated, and everything else, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00443-00129570-00129790 to get the racist black power structure of America +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00444-00129790-00130006 to right the wrongs which have historically been +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00445-00130006-00130286 perpetuated against black people. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00446-00130286-00130496 All of these efforts have been answered by more +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00447-00130496-00130716 repression, deceit, and hypocrisy. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00448-00130716-00130920 As the aggression of the racist American government +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00449-00130920-00131190 escalates in Vietnam, the police agencies of America +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00450-00131190-00131386 escalate the repression of black people throughout the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00451-00131386-00131526 ghettos of America. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00452-00131526-00131700 Vicious police dogs, cattle prods, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00453-00131700-00131936 and increased patrols have become familiar sights in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00454-00131936-00132070 black communities. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00455-00132070-00132290 City Hall turns a deaf ear to the pleas of black people +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00456-00132290-00132570 for relief from, from this increasing terror. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00457-00132570-00132800 The Black--The Black Panther Party for Self-Defense +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00458-00132800-00133070 believes that the time has come for black people to arm +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00459-00133070-00133250 themselves against this terror before it is too +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00460-00133250-00133350 late. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00461-00133350-00133570 A people who have suffered so much for so long at the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00462-00133570-00133816 hands of a racist society must draw the line +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00463-00133816-00133946 somewhere. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00464-00133946-00134160 We believe that the black communities of America must +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00465-00134160-00134516 rise up as one man to halt the progression of a trend +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00466-00134516-00134830 that leads inevitably to their total destruction." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00467-00135090-00135330 Again, an era of heightened prose, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00468-00135330-00135690 certainly, but there's no doubting that the Panthers +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00469-00135690-00136026 are tapping into a nerve that's reverberating +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00470-00136026-00136520 throughout America, deepening anxiety of what +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00471-00136520-00136990 exactly is going on over in Vietnam, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00472-00136990-00137186 deep concern about what's happening to the young men +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00473-00137186-00137670 who come back shell shocked, if not in body bags. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00474-00137870-00138470 Now so much of the Panthers is about this bravado, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00475-00138880-00139120 so much of the Panthers is about actually doing real +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00476-00139120-00139266 work on the ground. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00477-00139266-00139446 And over the course of the, of the, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00478-00139446-00139676 sort of the, the heightened moment of the Panthers' +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00479-00139676-00140120 existence, which is really about '66 to about '74 in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00480-00140120-00140540 terms of its greatest coherence, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00481-00140540-00140836 the Panthers are doing other things as well. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00482-00140836-00141110 Yes, there's no doubt that there are many Panthers who +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00483-00141110-00141440 are violating the, the Panther program because they +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00484-00141440-00141650 were using alcohol and using drugs. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00485-00141650-00141830 They were also selling drugs and, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00486-00141830-00142396 you know, en--engaged in all kinds of things that are +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00487-00142396-00142496 illegal. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00488-00142496-00142740 There's no doubt about that. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00489-00142740-00142910 This is part of the thing that infuriates white +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00490-00142910-00143010 America. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00491-00143010-00143230 It's like, "Why are we going to let these thugs have guns +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00492-00143230-00143620 for goodness' sakes, and, and tell our police, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00493-00143620-00143960 our right-minded citizens, what to do?" +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00494-00143960-00144150 But the Panthers were also doing things on the ground +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00495-00144150-00144370 that people really didn't hear about, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00496-00144370-00144680 or if they heard about it, they ignored. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00497-00144680-00144850 Looking at a city like Oakland, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00498-00144850-00145096 with essentially a ravaged social services system, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00499-00145096-00145396 the Panthers saw the need for after-school programs +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00500-00145396-00145820 for black children and for hot breakfast programs, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00501-00145820-00145960 things that they just weren't getting through the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00502-00145960-00146106 school system. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00503-00146106-00146400 So as the Panthers get a little more organized +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00504-00146400-00146720 towards the late sixties and early seventies, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00505-00146720-00146880 you see hot breakfast programs starting, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00506-00146880-00147066 after-school programs starting, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00507-00147066-00147316 you know, basic education, literacy kind of programs +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00508-00147316-00147570 starting as well. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00509-00147570-00147800 You also see, not just in Oakland, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00510-00147800-00147986 but in places throughout the country, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00511-00147986-00148290 with a ranges of success, Panther health clinics +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00512-00148290-00148390 opening up. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00513-00148390-00148730 These are medical underserved communities. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00514-00148730-00148940 And even though we're the era of the Great Society, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00515-00148940-00149556 when, when LBJ is trying to prop up the poorest people +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00516-00149556-00149780 in the country across the board, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00517-00149780-00149960 the quality of healthcare in black communities was +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00518-00149960-00150166 abysmal. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00519-00150166-00150320 So the Panthers organized health clinics, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00520-00150320-00150420 free health clinics. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00521-00150420-00150646 You come in--and very successfully organized +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00522-00150646-00151230 sickle cell anemia tests, a disease that afflicts +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00523-00151230-00151590 African Americans disproportionately in this +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00524-00151590-00151840 country, and the Panthers would test for it. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00525-00151840-00151980 And try to find, to help these, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00526-00151980-00152240 these people who get tested positively, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00527-00152240-00152606 to get the medicine they need to live a life without +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00528-00152606-00152806 so much discomfort and pain. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00529-00152806-00153146 So the Panthers were doing social service work, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00530-00153146-00153376 community organizing work, certainly. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00531-00153376-00153670 They were, in their way, trying to enforce law and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00532-00153670-00153850 order, follow the constitution, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00533-00153850-00154300 state constitution as well, and they were also doing +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00534-00154300-00154660 those things that terrified so many Americans, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00535-00154660-00155190 in terms of representing this kind of angry, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00536-00155190-00155790 violent, hyper-masculinity and also being involved in, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00537-00156070-00156270 in gun and drug trades. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00538-00156410-00156680 Now Eldridge Cleaver had a particularly important role +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00539-00156680-00157060 in cultivating support for the Panther Party and does a +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00540-00157060-00157250 lot through Soul on Ice, the book I've asked you to read +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00541-00157250-00157470 this week, or read most of this week. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00542-00157470-00158226 Cleaver is, was, a petty criminal, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00543-00158226-00158370 and if you've already started the book, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00544-00158370-00158610 it's, you know, shocking that here's a person who +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00545-00158610-00159066 admits to rape and justifying by prac--or not +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00546-00159066-00159410 justifying, explained that he practices on black women +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00547-00159410-00159610 before his plan to start raping white women. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00548-00159610-00160316 He is, to be as polite as possible, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00549-00160316-00160416 rather homophobic. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00550-00160416-00160870 He goes after James Baldwin in most aggressive ways. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00551-00160870-00161070 But he's also, he's also quite brilliant, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00552-00161290-00161440 certainly as a cultural commentator, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00553-00161440-00161540 cultural critic. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00554-00161540-00161856 And I want to read a passage from the book that actually +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00555-00161856-00162290 helps you understand, or gives you a sense of the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00556-00162290-00162500 ways in which that Cleaver, through Soul on Ice, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00557-00162500-00162996 really fascinated a certain well-heeled part of black +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00558-00162996-00163290 America--excuse me, of America, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00559-00163290-00163460 that really helped the Panthers onto the road of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00560-00163460-00163746 success, at least for a time. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00561-00163746-00164260 And I believe this is from about page one hundred and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00562-00164260-00164360 seventy-eight. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00563-00164360-00164616 It's essentially, I think, maybe three sentences I want +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00564-00164616-00164816 to read, but it's one heck of a series of three +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00565-00164816-00165016 sentences. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00566-00165160-00165420 "In the swift fierce years since the 1954 school +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00567-00165420-00165730 desegregation decision, a rash of seemingly unrelated +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00568-00165730-00166020 mass phenomena has appeared on the American scene, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00569-00166020-00166280 deviating radically from the prevailing hotdog and malted +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00570-00166280-00166420 milk norm of the bloodless, square, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00571-00166420-00166660 superficial, faceless, Sunday morning atmosphere +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00572-00166660-00166920 that was suffocating the nation's soul. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00573-00166920-00167120 And all of this in a nation where the so-called molders +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00574-00167120-00167250 of public opinion, the writers, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00575-00167250-00167480 politicians, teachers and cab drivers are willful, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00576-00167480-00167720 euphoric liars or zip-dam ostriches and owls, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00577-00167720-00167876 a clique of undercover ghosts, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00578-00167876-00168100 a bunch of Walter Jenkinses, a lot of coffee-drinking, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00579-00168100-00168270 cigarette-smoking, sly, suck-assing, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00580-00168270-00168400 status-seeking, cheating, nervous, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00581-00168400-00168786 dry-balled, tranquilizer-gulched, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00582-00168786-00168886 countdown-minded, out of style, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00583-00168886-00168986 slithering snakes. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00584-00168986-00169086 No wonder that many innocent people, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00585-00169086-00169186 the manipulated and the stimulated, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00586-00169186-00169380 some of whom were game for a reasonable amount of mystery +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00587-00169380-00169590 and even adventure, had their minds scrambled. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00588-00169590-00169810 These observers were not equipped to either feel or +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00589-00169810-00170100 know that a radical break, a revolutionary leap out of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00590-00170100-00170296 their sight, had taken place in the secret parts of this +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00591-00170296-00170396 nation's soul. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00592-00170396-00170700 It was as if a drive--it was as if a driverless vehicle +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00593-00170700-00170866 were speeding through the American night down an +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00594-00170866-00171466 unlighted street toward a stone wall and was boarded +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00595-00171896-00172176 on the fly by a stealthy ghost with a drooling leer +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00596-00172176-00172450 on his face, who, at the last detour before chaos and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00597-00172450-00172630 disaster, careened the vehicle down a smooth +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00598-00172630-00172830 highway that leads to the future and life; +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00599-00172830-00173086 and to ask these Americans to understand that they were +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00600-00173086-00173290 the passengers on this driverless vehicle and that +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00601-00173290-00173520 the lascivious ghost was the Saturday night crotchfunk of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00602-00173520-00173670 the Twist or the "Yeah, Yeah, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00603-00173670-00173770 Yeah!" +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00604-00173770-00173870 which the Beatles high-jacked from Ray +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00605-00173870-00174026 Charles, to ask these Calvinistic profligates to +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00606-00174026-00174230 see the logical and reciprocal links is more +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00607-00174230-00174430 cruel than asking a hope-to-die Okie music buff +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00608-00174430-00174610 to cop the sounds of John Coltrane." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00609-00174610-00174760 It's a heck of four sentences, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00610-00174760-00174960 and really one of the sharpest cultural critiques +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00611-00174960-00175140 that I've seen in quite some time. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00612-00175140-00175406 Now, taking back to the very beginning of this course, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00613-00175406-00175650 when I talked about the ironies of John Jack's +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00614-00175650-00175750 existence. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00615-00175750-00176020 Remember, the, the charcoal rubbing of the headstone, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00616-00176020-00176170 saying that you couldn't understand, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00617-00176170-00176376 you know, American freedom without understanding +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00618-00176376-00176476 slavery. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00619-00176476-00176676 You might remember, I forward--I, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00620-00176676-00176880 I shot forward two hundred years to talk about +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00621-00176880-00177060 Eld--excuse me, Ralph Ellison, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00622-00177060-00177296 saying that southern whites could not talk, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00623-00177296-00177576 sing, walk, make love, or make war without thinking of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00624-00177576-00177760 blacks. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00625-00177760-00177940 Eldridge Cleaver is doing the same thing here, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00626-00177940-00178270 in a very different voice, very different voice, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00627-00178270-00178370 mind you. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00628-00178370-00178640 But he's telling about this moment of fascination of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00629-00178640-00178960 white America, progressive, left-leaning, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00630-00178960-00179360 white America especially, with blackness. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00631-00179360-00179590 Part of that fascination grows out of the martyrdom +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00632-00179590-00180120 of folks like Malcolm X, of course, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00633-00180120-00180800 Medgar Evers, Emmett Till, but it also grows out of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00634-00180800-00181150 this anxiety about what we are as a country during the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00635-00181150-00181250 Vietnam era. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00636-00181250-00181650 It grows out of an anxiety that you see reverberating +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00637-00181650-00181966 through radical left groups, largely white groups like +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00638-00181966-00182166 the Students for a Democratic Society. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00639-00182416-00182616 So the Panthers are tapping into a nerve. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00640-00182860-00183210 In fact, a lot of their funding comes from white +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00641-00183210-00183820 progressives, who are just completely enthralled by +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00642-00183820-00184030 what they see as the brutal honesty of the Panthers. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00643-00184316-00184740 Now building off the Executive Mandate Number One +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00644-00184740-00184936 incident in Sacramento, building off of the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00645-00184936-00185280 popularity of Soul on Ice, the Panther Party goes +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00646-00185280-00185440 national, starts building itself, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00647-00185440-00185640 its, its social service organizations, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00648-00185640-00185750 its clinics. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00649-00185750-00186060 But this is not to say that things go smoothly. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00650-00186060-00186456 In fact, the Panthers are one car wreck after another, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00651-00186456-00186676 in a sense, as far as its organization's concerned. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00652-00186880-00187426 In October of '67, Huey Newton is arrested in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00653-00187426-00187990 Oakland, during a dispute over which a cop is shot and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00654-00187990-00188090 dies. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00655-00188090-00188750 He's thrown in jail and you start having "Free Huey" +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00656-00188750-00189060 rallies popping up all over the country. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00657-00189060-00189310 The phrase "Free Huey" is in response to this, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00658-00189310-00189626 knowing he's been thrown into jail. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00659-00189626-00189916 The facts about the case were murky at best, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00660-00189916-00190256 and actually in three years, he's released from jail, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00661-00190256-00190820 with the charges dismissed, something that horrifies +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00662-00190820-00190930 law-and-order types. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00663-00190930-00191310 But while Huey Newton's in jail, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00664-00191310-00191470 the Panthers want to see, they need to feel, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00665-00191470-00191720 they, they, they recognize the need to build upon this +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00666-00191720-00192110 trajectory, upward trajectory of popularity, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00667-00192110-00192646 and they reach out to SNCC, Stokely Carmichael in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00668-00192646-00192746 particular. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00669-00192746-00193316 And they offer Carmichael the position of Prime +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00670-00193316-00193460 Minister of the Black Panther Party. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00671-00193460-00193920 You know Carmichael's got this magnetism that's got +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00672-00193920-00194120 people excited about Black Power. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00673-00194270-00194616 He is being seen by many people across the political +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00674-00194616-00195050 spectrum as the heir apparent of Martin Luther +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00675-00195050-00195450 King and Malcolm X, although of a different kind of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00676-00195450-00195790 politics, but the heir apparent. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00677-00195790-00196246 The Panthers see SNCC as a great resource, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00678-00196246-00196426 because of Carmichael's charisma, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00679-00196426-00196716 certainly, but also because SNCC has proven its chops. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00680-00196716-00197000 It has organized and organized and organized and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00681-00197000-00197176 has a national structure already in place that fans +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00682-00197176-00197376 could, you know, build into that structure. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00683-00197590-00197780 SNCC, through Carmichael's thinking, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00684-00197780-00198100 sees that they can tap into this sort of this heady +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00685-00198100-00198626 moment in the Panthers, and their international agenda, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00686-00198626-00198896 and build something great. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00687-00198896-00199220 The problem, however, is that Stokely Carmichael, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00688-00199220-00199516 in a sense, violates the premise of SNCC that had +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00689-00199516-00199820 been there for so long, of group-centered leadership. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00690-00199820-00200030 He was the head of SNCC, but you just, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00691-00200030-00200256 you know, he didn't actually consult anybody in SNCC +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00692-00200256-00200576 about this affiliation. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00693-00200576-00200770 So other SNCC leaders and people on the ground are +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00694-00200770-00200936 really, you know, angry. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00695-00200936-00201070 Yeah, they kicked whites out of the movement, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00696-00201070-00201200 so you might think they're really on, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00697-00201200-00201580 in, online, in line with the Panther ideology, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00698-00201580-00201810 but there's no consultation, so they're upset about that. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00699-00201810-00202150 And, as it turns out, because the Panthers were so +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00700-00202150-00202470 open about courting white support--through cocktail +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00701-00202470-00202610 parties, where Eldridge Cleaver would come up and +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00702-00202610-00202830 tell, you know, all the whites in attendance about +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00703-00202830-00203240 how bad they are, essentially--because the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00704-00203240-00203440 Panthers courted white support, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00705-00203620-00203820 SNCC militants said, "We have--We've left whites +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00706-00203820-00203920 behind. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00707-00203920-00204036 We don't want anything to do with it." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00708-00204036-00204260 So the irony is, you know, the way we historicize a +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00709-00204260-00204480 group like the Panthers who we hear a lot about, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00710-00204480-00204650 is that, you know, they're the most militant, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00711-00204650-00204890 you know, race nationalist group on the scene. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00712-00204890-00205490 And SNCC, whom less is well known about the group, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00713-00205776-00205960 of course, but it turns out that SNCC, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00714-00205960-00206126 which starts out as this, as this, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00715-00206126-00206469 you know, very polite, respectable group of college +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00716-00206469-00206786 kids, white and black, committed to voter +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00717-00206786-00206916 registration drives and leadership +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00718-00206916-00207169 organization--leadership development, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00719-00207169-00207386 they says, "To hell with all of that. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00720-00207386-00207510 Whites are out. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00721-00207510-00207800 It's about a black agenda." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00722-00207800-00208160 So the coalition collapses, and in, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00723-00208160-00208316 and in short order, Carmichael is essentially +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00724-00208316-00208706 forced out of SNCC because he's now gone far afield of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00725-00208706-00209306 what SNCC has actually--has become. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00726-00209750-00210260 So the Panthers--now we're in early 1968--are trying to +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00727-00210260-00210610 make sense of themselves as an organization. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00728-00210610-00211110 Over the course of the next five or six years, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00729-00211110-00211360 they implode time and again. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00730-00211360-00211716 Huey Newton develops an incredibly damaging drug +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00731-00211716-00212040 habit and as the nominal leader of SNCC starts +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00732-00212040-00212140 purging people. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00733-00212140-00212410 He kicks out Bobby Seale; that's one of his first +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00734-00212410-00212510 targets. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00735-00212510-00212686 Huey Newton, you know, coalesces power around +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00736-00212686-00212800 himself. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00737-00212800-00212910 He's purged people left and right. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00738-00212910-00213136 It's almost like, you know, these stereotypes of this, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00739-00213136-00213406 of a demagogue gone a bit crazy. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00740-00213690-00214080 Eldridge Cleaver leaves for exile. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00741-00214510-00215040 Seale is disillusioned; he's left the Panther Party. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00742-00215040-00215400 You have battles developing with other grassroots +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00743-00215400-00215816 groups, like the group called US, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00744-00215816-00216030 based out of--essentially based out of UCLA in Los +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00745-00216030-00216200 Angeles, under the leadership of Maulana +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00746-00216200-00216480 Karenga, a cultural nationalist group that wants +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00747-00216480-00216669 to align with the Black Panther Party, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00748-00216669-00216919 but the Panthers are internationally, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00749-00216919-00217340 politically nationalist, not culturally nationalist. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00750-00217340-00217766 And there's a gun battle in Westwood on UCLA's campus +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00751-00217766-00218066 between the radicals and US, the group called US, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00752-00218066-00218419 and the Black--members of the Black Panther Party. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00753-00218419-00219019 And then seeding discord this whole time as well are +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00754-00219250-00219519 external forces, like especially an FBI program +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00755-00219519-00219836 called COINTELPRO, Counterintelligence Program, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00756-00219836-00220036 COINTELPRO. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00757-00220219-00220660 COINTELPRO started, I think, in the fifties or so, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00758-00220660-00220946 as an anti-counter--anti-radical +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00759-00220946-00221256 group, but really gets focused on the Black +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00760-00221256-00221436 Panthers more than anybody else, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00761-00221436-00221680 any other organization in the late sixties. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00762-00222076-00222390 The task of COINTELPRO was to infiltrate the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00763-00222390-00222680 Panthers--they were trying to infiltrate everybody, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00764-00222680-00222996 but really focused on the Panthers--infiltrate the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00765-00222996-00223176 Panthers, spread lies, rumors, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00766-00223176-00223810 and discord and watch the Panthers destroy themselves. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00767-00223810-00224340 It turns out they were awfully successful at it. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00768-00224340-00224616 The Panthers, as they uncover one informant after +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00769-00224616-00224910 another, or one suspected informant after another, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00770-00224910-00225236 start to implode in places, in, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00771-00225236-00225630 in Detroit, in Chicago, all throughout the country. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00772-00225630-00225786 No one could be trusted. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00773-00225786-00225966 It didn't help that Huey Newton is sort of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00774-00225966-00226166 drug-addled as well. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00775-00226440-00226760 This most amazing moment for the Panthers' existence +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00776-00226760-00227056 really is short-lived, two or three years, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00777-00227056-00227240 before this really starts to happ--starts to become +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00778-00227240-00227340 unspooled. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00779-00227340-00227619 And actually, we can get into the 1970s, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00780-00227619-00227816 women are running the Panthers, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00781-00227816-00228200 and that's when there's the most success with the school +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00782-00228200-00228356 lunch programs, these after-school +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00783-00228356-00228510 programs--school lunch--hot breakfast programs, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00784-00228510-00228676 excuse me, after-school programs, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00785-00228676-00228836 and health clinics really take off in the early +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00786-00228836-00228936 seventies as well. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00787-00228936-00229536 So these are a number of the events that take us through +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00788-00230256-00230650 the late 1960s and into, into the early seventies. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00789-00230650-00231026 By '73, '74, the Panthers are essentially defunct. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00790-00231026-00231240 There's still chapters around throughout--I mean +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00791-00231240-00231460 they never--there hasn't been a moment when there +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00792-00231460-00231990 have been no--there hasn't been a moment--I'm trying to +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00793-00231990-00232219 think this through double and triple negatives here. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00794-00232219-00232380 There have always been Panther chapters, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00795-00232380-00232536 since the Panthers were organized. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00796-00232536-00232810 And you have Panther chapters now called the Gray +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00797-00232810-00232910 Panthers. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00798-00232910-00233090 You know, these are folks who are now, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00799-00233090-00233240 you know, sixty and seventy years old, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00800-00233240-00233606 who have not given up on the militant--militant attitudes +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00801-00233606-00233990 and progressive critiques, who are trying to organize +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00802-00233990-00234166 themselves. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00803-00234166-00234516 But the--it was a flash, a moment in, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00804-00234516-00234880 in time, a brief moment, with the Panthers as sort of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00805-00234880-00235290 this, this group that claimed so much fascination +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00806-00235290-00235800 with the American public and fear as well. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00807-00235800-00236156 Now in talking about the Panthers in this way, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00808-00236156-00236519 '66 through the end of the decade, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00809-00236519-00236860 I've left out a whole other narrative that's really +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00810-00236860-00237390 quite critical, upon which the Panthers are sort of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00811-00237390-00237519 based its foundation. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00812-00237519-00237716 It's really a narrative of the North. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00813-00237716-00237986 The Panthers are overwhelmingly an urban +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00814-00237986-00238300 group, organization and a northern and western +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00815-00238300-00238516 organization, based in Oakland, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00816-00238516-00238930 but, you know, you can see them through urban enclaves +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00817-00238930-00239530 throughout the northeast, Midwest as well. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00818-00239530-00239690 This is a moment in the late sixties, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00819-00239690-00239900 heading into the early seventies, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00820-00239900-00240150 of, as I said, confusion and dismay. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00821-00240150-00240610 And it's a moment of Martin Luther King taking up the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00822-00240610-00241080 final battles of his life from '66 to '68, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00823-00241080-00241226 as he takes the movement north, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00824-00241226-00241490 the movement--SCLC takes it north, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00825-00241490-00241780 to engage in new battles. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00826-00241780-00241986 Fame--Most famously, he takes the battle to Chicago. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00827-00241986-00242290 And that's what I'll actually spend most of the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00828-00242290-00242600 lecture on, discussion on, on Wednesday. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00829-00242600-00242960 But I want to maybe wrap things up here, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00830-00242960-00243230 it's a couple of minutes early actually, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00831-00243230-00243600 with a reference to a poem that might frame this a +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00832-00243600-00243700 little bit. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00833-00243700-00243980 It's a poem by the late poet, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00834-00243980-00244276 Gwendolyn Brooks, one of the great, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00835-00244276-00244650 one of the great American poets. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00836-00244876-00245080 She writes a poem called "We Real Cool." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00837-00245080-00245426 When asked about the poem--this was written in +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00838-00245426-00245526 1966. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00839-00245526-00245856 This is why I'm reading--I'm bringing this up now, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00840-00245856-00245956 I'm sorry. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00841-00245956-00246200 When writes about the poem--when asked about the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00842-00246200-00246519 poem, Brooks had the following to say: "I wrote +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00843-00246519-00246760 it because I was passing by a pool hall in my +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00844-00246760-00247090 neighborhood in Chicago one afternoon and I saw--well, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00845-00247090-00247369 as I said in the poem, seven boys shooting pool. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00846-00247369-00247646 And I'd wondered how they felt about themselves, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00847-00247646-00247919 and I decided that they felt they were not quite valid; +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00848-00247919-00248230 that they certainly--that they certainly were +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00849-00248230-00248386 insecure. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00850-00248386-00248640 They were not cherished by the society and therefore +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00851-00248640-00248810 they would feel that they should, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00852-00248810-00249176 well, spit in the face of the establishment. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00853-00249176-00249456 I used the month of June as a symbol--as a symbol, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00854-00249456-00249746 an establishment symbol, whereas the rest of us love +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00855-00249746-00249950 and respect June and wait for it to come so we can +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00856-00249950-00250200 enjoy it, they should jazz June, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00857-00250200-00250530 derange it, scratch in it, do anything that would annoy +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00858-00250530-00250700 the establishment." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00859-00250700-00250856 This is Brooks's poem. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00860-00250856-00251096 It's very short. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00861-00251096-00251290 We real cool. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00862-00251290-00251426 We Left school. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00863-00251426-00251760 We Lurk late. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00864-00251760-00251990 We Strike straight. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00865-00251990-00252200 We Sing sin. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00866-00252200-00252419 We Thin gin. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00867-00252419-00252650 We Jazz June. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00868-00252650-00252780 We Die soon. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00869-00252780-00253310 It's a poem that starts out with an assertion of, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00870-00253310-00253569 you know, cool aesthetic that we would see +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00871-00253569-00253686 reverberating through the Panthers, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00872-00253686-00254310 certainly, that quickly moves through the despair of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00873-00254310-00254600 living in an inner-city in an African American enclave, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00874-00254810-00255130 caught up in drinking and games. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00875-00255130-00255300 Caught up in an anti-establishment ethos, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00876-00255300-00255619 as she mentioned in describing the poem, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00877-00255619-00255780 but then ultimately caught up in a moment, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00878-00255780-00256066 a language of despair and of hopelessness. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00879-00256290-00256390 "We jazz June. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00880-00256390-00256590 We die soon." +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00881-00256850-00257216 Although King doesn't know that he's going to be +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00882-00257216-00257610 assassinated, what you see in the final two years of +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00883-00257610-00257986 his life, someone who was truly establishment, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00884-00257986-00258419 Martin Luther King, certainly, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00885-00258419-00258750 you see in the last two years of his life sort of a +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00886-00258750-00259100 reckoning with the intransigence of certain +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00887-00259100-00259430 problems in the North that create a mindset where you +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00888-00259430-00259716 have young men who are hopeless in the +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00889-00259716-00259890 possibilities for the future, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00890-00259890-00260086 and of course, like the young men, +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00891-00260086-00260256 he too would die soon. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00892-00260256-00260569 And we'll pick up that narrative on Wednesday. +Sj4Yr1n8hou-00893-00260569-00260769 Thank you.