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FMCTFeo7nUI-00000-00000156-00000458 Hartford meatballs Turkish carpet kofta
FMCTFeo7nUI-00001-00000459-00000658 see this meatball originated from the
FMCTFeo7nUI-00002-00000659-00000896 eastern Anatolian city of Harpeth today
FMCTFeo7nUI-00003-00000897-00001150 Ella's egg in Turkey it is made with
FMCTFeo7nUI-00004-00001151-00001369 adding the lean ground beef fine bulgur
FMCTFeo7nUI-00005-00001370-00001625 cracked wheat egg tomato paste salt
FMCTFeo7nUI-00006-00001626-00001841 spices parsley and basil
FMCTFeo7nUI-00007-00001842-00002376 they are known also as large meatballs
FMCTFeo7nUI-00008-00002377-00002865 notes and references
FMCTFeo7nUI-00009-00002866-00003596 see also Tabriz meatballs
FMCTFeo7nUI-00010-00003597-00004275 Sulu cough shorba de Paris or Smyrna
FMCTFeo7nUI-00011-00004276-00004787 meatballs you've are llyich
FMHl8mL4jUu-00000-00000115-00000359 cosmopolitanism is the ideology that all
FMHl8mL4jUu-00001-00000360-00000526 human beings belong to a single
FMHl8mL4jUu-00002-00000527-00000807 community based on a shared morality
FMHl8mL4jUu-00003-00000808-00001019 a person who adheres to the idea of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00004-00001019-00001239 cosmopolitanism in any of its forms is
FMHl8mL4jUu-00005-00001240-00001543 called a cosmopolitan or
FMHl8mL4jUu-00006-00001544-00001655 a cosmopolitan
FMHl8mL4jUu-00007-00001655-00001855 community might be based on an inclusive
FMHl8mL4jUu-00008-00001855-00002110 morality a shared economic relationship
FMHl8mL4jUu-00009-00002111-00002255 or a political structure that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00010-00002256-00002471 encompasses different nations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00011-00002472-00002718 in a cosmopolitan community individuals
FMHl8mL4jUu-00012-00002719-00002975 from different places eg nation states
FMHl8mL4jUu-00013-00002976-00003254 form relationships of mutual respect
FMHl8mL4jUu-00014-00003255-00003495 as an example kwame anthony appiah
FMHl8mL4jUu-00015-00003496-00003654 suggests the possibility of a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00016-00003655-00003847 cosmopolitan community in which
FMHl8mL4jUu-00017-00003847-00004047 individuals from varying locations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00018-00004047-00004270 physical economic etc enter
FMHl8mL4jUu-00019-00004271-00004486 relationships of mutual respect despite
FMHl8mL4jUu-00020-00004487-00004654 their differing beliefs religious
FMHl8mL4jUu-00021-00004655-00004951 political etc various cities and locales
FMHl8mL4jUu-00022-00004952-00005118 past or present have been or are
FMHl8mL4jUu-00023-00005119-00005454 identified as cosmopolitan that does not
FMHl8mL4jUu-00024-00005455-00005647 necessarily mean that all or most of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00025-00005648-00005838 their inhabitants consciously embrace
FMHl8mL4jUu-00026-00005839-00006031 the above philosophy
FMHl8mL4jUu-00027-00006032-00006238 rather locales may be called
FMHl8mL4jUu-00028-00006239-00006391 cosmopolitan
FMHl8mL4jUu-00029-00006392-00006614 simply because people of various ethnic
FMHl8mL4jUu-00030-00006615-00006814 cultural and or religious background
FMHl8mL4jUu-00031-00006815-00007023 live in proximity and interact with each
FMHl8mL4jUu-00032-00007023-00007151 other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00033-00007152-00007423 in origin cosmopolitanism suggests the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00034-00007423-00007670 establishment of a cosmopolis or world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00035-00007672-00007955 state that would embrace all humanity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00036-00007956-00008167 cosmopolitanism has come to stand for
FMHl8mL4jUu-00037-00008168-00008374 peace and harmony among nations founded
FMHl8mL4jUu-00038-00008375-00008559 upon understanding tolerance and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00039-00008560-00009191 interdependence
FMHl8mL4jUu-00040-00009192-00009719 topic etymology
FMHl8mL4jUu-00041-00009720-00009919 the word derives from the ancient greek
FMHl8mL4jUu-00042-00009920-00010191 cosmopolites or cosmopolites formed from
FMHl8mL4jUu-00043-00010192-00010310 cosmos
FMHl8mL4jUu-00044-00010311-00010478 cosmos i.e
FMHl8mL4jUu-00045-00010479-00010606 world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00046-00010607-00010727 universe
FMHl8mL4jUu-00047-00010728-00011135 or cosmos and polites polites
FMHl8mL4jUu-00048-00011136-00011238 i.e
FMHl8mL4jUu-00049-00011239-00011342 citizen
FMHl8mL4jUu-00050-00011343-00011599 or one of a city
FMHl8mL4jUu-00051-00011600-00011870 contemporary usage defines the term as
FMHl8mL4jUu-00052-00011871-00012542 citizen of the world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00053-00012543-00013071 topic definitions
FMHl8mL4jUu-00054-00013072-00013327 definitions of cosmopolitanism usually
FMHl8mL4jUu-00055-00013328-00013535 begin with the greek etymology of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00056-00013536-00013727 citizen of the world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00057-00013728-00014086 however as apia points out world in the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00058-00014087-00014358 original sense meant cosmos
FMHl8mL4jUu-00059-00014359-00014551 or universe
FMHl8mL4jUu-00060-00014552-00014727 not earth or globe as current use
FMHl8mL4jUu-00061-00014728-00014991 assumes one definition that handles this
FMHl8mL4jUu-00062-00014991-00015166 issue is given in a recent book on
FMHl8mL4jUu-00063-00015168-00015411 political globalization
FMHl8mL4jUu-00064-00015412-00015615 cosmopolitanism can be defined as a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00065-00015616-00015855 global politics that firstly projects a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00066-00015856-00016086 sociality of common political engagement
FMHl8mL4jUu-00067-00016087-00016303 among all human beings across the globe
FMHl8mL4jUu-00068-00016304-00016486 and secondly suggests that this
FMHl8mL4jUu-00069-00016487-00016703 sociality should be either ethically or
FMHl8mL4jUu-00070-00016704-00016894 organizationally privileged over other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00071-00016895-00017639 forms of sociality
FMHl8mL4jUu-00072-00017640-00018527 philosophical
FMHl8mL4jUu-00073-00018528-00019019 philosophical roots
FMHl8mL4jUu-00074-00019020-00019230 cosmopolitanism can be traced back to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00075-00019231-00019622 diogenes of sinep c 412 bc the founding
FMHl8mL4jUu-00076-00019623-00019807 father of the cynic movement in ancient
FMHl8mL4jUu-00077-00019808-00019919 greece
FMHl8mL4jUu-00078-00019920-00020183 of diogenes it is said asked where he
FMHl8mL4jUu-00079-00020184-00020414 came from he answered i am a citizen of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00080-00020415-00020711 the world cosmopolites
FMHl8mL4jUu-00081-00020712-00020935 in ancient greece the broadest basis of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00082-00020936-00021127 social identity in at that time was
FMHl8mL4jUu-00083-00021128-00021319 either the individual city-state or the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00084-00021320-00021543 greeks helanes as a group
FMHl8mL4jUu-00085-00021544-00021807 the stoics who later took diogenes idea
FMHl8mL4jUu-00086-00021808-00021991 and developed it typically stressed that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00087-00021992-00022319 each human being dwells
FMHl8mL4jUu-00088-00022320-00022567 in two communities the local community
FMHl8mL4jUu-00089-00022568-00022791 of our birth and the community of human
FMHl8mL4jUu-00090-00022792-00023135 argument and aspiration
FMHl8mL4jUu-00091-00023136-00023330 a common way to understand stoic
FMHl8mL4jUu-00092-00023331-00023535 cosmopolitanism is through hierarchy
FMHl8mL4jUu-00093-00023536-00023742 circle model of identity that states
FMHl8mL4jUu-00094-00023743-00023894 that we should regard ourselves as
FMHl8mL4jUu-00095-00023895-00024111 concentric circles the first one around
FMHl8mL4jUu-00096-00024112-00024358 the self next immediate family extended
FMHl8mL4jUu-00097-00024359-00024630 family local group citizens countrymen
FMHl8mL4jUu-00098-00024631-00024758 humanity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00099-00024759-00024975 within these circles human beings feel a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00100-00024976-00025158 sense of affinity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00101-00025159-00025463 or endearment towards others which the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00102-00025464-00025750 stoics termed oikiosis the task of world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00103-00025751-00025974 citizens becomes then to draw the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00104-00025975-00026190 circles somehow towards the center
FMHl8mL4jUu-00105-00026191-00026414 making all human beings more like our
FMHl8mL4jUu-00106-00026416-00027279 fellow city dwellers and so forth
FMHl8mL4jUu-00107-00027280-00027814 modern cosmopolitan thinkers
FMHl8mL4jUu-00108-00027816-00028118 in his 1795 essay perpetual piece a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00109-00028119-00028399 philosophical sketch emanuel kant stages
FMHl8mL4jUu-00110-00028400-00028670 ius cosmopoliticum cosmopolitan law
FMHl8mL4jUu-00111-00028672-00028870 right as a guiding principle to help
FMHl8mL4jUu-00112-00028872-00029055 global society achieve permanent
FMHl8mL4jUu-00113-00029056-00029214 enduring peace
FMHl8mL4jUu-00114-00029216-00029431 kant's cosmopolitan rite stems from an
FMHl8mL4jUu-00115-00029432-00029623 understanding of all human beings as
FMHl8mL4jUu-00116-00029624-00029895 equal members of a universal community
FMHl8mL4jUu-00117-00029895-00030127 cosmopolitan right thus works in tandem
FMHl8mL4jUu-00118-00030127-00030318 with international political rights and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00119-00030319-00030535 the shared universal right of humanity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00120-00030536-00030662 1.
FMHl8mL4jUu-00121-00030663-00030823 kant's cosmopolitan right is
FMHl8mL4jUu-00122-00030824-00031023 fundamentally bound to the conditions of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00123-00031024-00031223 universal hospitality and the right of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00124-00031224-00031343 resort
FMHl8mL4jUu-00125-00031344-00031574 universal hospitality is defined as the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00126-00031575-00031758 right to be welcomed upon arrival in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00127-00031760-00031967 foreign territory but is contingent on a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00128-00031968-00032223 guest arriving in a peaceful manner
FMHl8mL4jUu-00129-00032224-00032423 kant makes the additional claim that all
FMHl8mL4jUu-00130-00032424-00032599 human beings have the basic right of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00131-00032600-00032807 resort the right to present oneself in a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00132-00032808-00032943 foreign land
FMHl8mL4jUu-00133-00032944-00033118 the right of resort is derived from
FMHl8mL4jUu-00134-00033119-00033271 kent's understanding of the earth's
FMHl8mL4jUu-00135-00033272-00033455 surface as essentially communal and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00136-00033456-00033631 further emphasizing his claims on
FMHl8mL4jUu-00137-00033632-00033823 equally shared universal rights among
FMHl8mL4jUu-00138-00033824-00033999 all human beings
FMHl8mL4jUu-00139-00034000-00034118 2.
FMHl8mL4jUu-00140-00034119-00034446 taylor robert s 2010 kant's political
FMHl8mL4jUu-00141-00034447-00034718 religion the transparency of perpetual
FMHl8mL4jUu-00142-00034719-00034983 peace and the highest good
FMHl8mL4jUu-00143-00034984-00035446 the review of politics 72-1-24
FMHl8mL4jUu-00144-00035447-00035767 coradetti claudio november 2017
FMHl8mL4jUu-00145-00035768-00036095 constructivism in cosmopolitan law
FMHl8mL4jUu-00146-00036096-00036679 global constitutionalism 63 412-441
FMHl8mL4jUu-00147-00036680-00036902 the philosophical concepts of emmanuel
FMHl8mL4jUu-00148-00036903-00037143 lavinas on ethics and jacques dereta on
FMHl8mL4jUu-00149-00037144-00037351 hospitality provide a theoretical
FMHl8mL4jUu-00150-00037352-00037535 framework for the relationships between
FMHl8mL4jUu-00151-00037536-00037727 people in their everyday lives and apart
FMHl8mL4jUu-00152-00037728-00038007 from any form of written laws or codes
FMHl8mL4jUu-00153-00038008-00038215 for lavinas the foundation of ethics
FMHl8mL4jUu-00154-00038216-00038430 consists in the obligation to respond to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00155-00038431-00038543 the other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00156-00038544-00038711 in being for the other he writes that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00157-00038712-00039055 there is no universal moral law only the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00158-00039056-00039335 sense of responsibility goodness mercy
FMHl8mL4jUu-00159-00039336-00039511 charity that the other in a state of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00160-00039512-00039735 vulnerability calls forth
FMHl8mL4jUu-00161-00039736-00039902 the proximity of the other is an
FMHl8mL4jUu-00162-00039903-00040127 important part of levine's concept the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00163-00040128-00040287 face of the other is what compels the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00164-00040288-00040455 response
FMHl8mL4jUu-00165-00040456-00040671 for dereda the foundation of ethics is
FMHl8mL4jUu-00166-00040672-00040855 hospitality the readiness and the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00167-00040856-00041023 inclination to welcome the other into
FMHl8mL4jUu-00168-00041024-00041151 one's home
FMHl8mL4jUu-00169-00041152-00041479 ethics he claims is hospitality pure
FMHl8mL4jUu-00170-00041480-00041711 unconditional hospitality is a desire
FMHl8mL4jUu-00171-00041712-00041862 that underscores the conditional
FMHl8mL4jUu-00172-00041863-00042039 hospitality necessary in our
FMHl8mL4jUu-00173-00042040-00042239 relationships with others
FMHl8mL4jUu-00174-00042240-00042430 levinesses and derida's theories of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00175-00042431-00042623 ethics and hospitality hold out the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00176-00042624-00042807 possibility of an acceptance of the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00177-00042808-00043071 other as different but of equal standing
FMHl8mL4jUu-00178-00043072-00043302 isolation is not a feasible alternative
FMHl8mL4jUu-00179-00043303-00043502 in the world therefore it is important
FMHl8mL4jUu-00180-00043503-00043695 to consider how best to approach these
FMHl8mL4jUu-00181-00043696-00043887 interactions and to determine what is at
FMHl8mL4jUu-00182-00043888-00044071 stake for ourselves and the others what
FMHl8mL4jUu-00183-00044072-00044318 conditions of hospitality to impose and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00184-00044319-00044495 whether or not we have responded to the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00185-00044496-00044646 call of the other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00186-00044647-00044823 further both theories reveal the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00187-00044824-00045007 importance of considering how best to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00188-00045008-00045167 interact with the other and others and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00189-00045168-00045367 what is at stake
FMHl8mL4jUu-00190-00045368-00045551 derrida in an interview with bennington
FMHl8mL4jUu-00191-00045552-00046007 1997 summarized cosmopolitanism
FMHl8mL4jUu-00192-00046008-00046223 there is a tradition of cosmopolitanism
FMHl8mL4jUu-00193-00046224-00046407 and if we had time we could study this
FMHl8mL4jUu-00194-00046408-00046590 tradition which comes to us from on the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00195-00046591-00046799 one hand greek thought with the stoics
FMHl8mL4jUu-00196-00046800-00046983 who have a concept of the citizen of the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00197-00046984-00047086 world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00198-00047087-00047255 you also have saint paul in the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00199-00047256-00047471 christian tradition also a certain call
FMHl8mL4jUu-00200-00047472-00047686 for a citizen of the world as precisely
FMHl8mL4jUu-00201-00047687-00047958 a brother saint paul says that we are
FMHl8mL4jUu-00202-00047959-00048174 all brothers that is sons of god so we
FMHl8mL4jUu-00203-00048175-00048343 are not foreigners we belong to the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00204-00048344-00048543 world as citizens of the world and it is
FMHl8mL4jUu-00205-00048544-00048711 this tradition that we could follow up
FMHl8mL4jUu-00206-00048712-00048927 until kant for instance in whose concept
FMHl8mL4jUu-00207-00048928-00049102 of cosmopolitanism we find the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00208-00049103-00049327 conditions for hospitality
FMHl8mL4jUu-00209-00049328-00049551 but in the concept of the cosmopolitical
FMHl8mL4jUu-00210-00049552-00049758 in khan there are a number of conditions
FMHl8mL4jUu-00211-00049759-00049935 first of all you should of course
FMHl8mL4jUu-00212-00049936-00050118 welcome the stranger the foreigner to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00213-00050119-00050286 the extent that he is a citizen of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00214-00050287-00050446 another country that you grant him the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00215-00050447-00050639 right to visit and not to stay and there
FMHl8mL4jUu-00216-00050640-00050815 are a number of other conditions that i
FMHl8mL4jUu-00217-00050816-00051015 can't summarize here quickly but this
FMHl8mL4jUu-00218-00051016-00051230 concept of the cosmopolitan which is
FMHl8mL4jUu-00219-00051232-00051463 very novel very worthy of respect and i
FMHl8mL4jUu-00220-00051464-00051679 think cosmopolitanism is a very good
FMHl8mL4jUu-00221-00051679-00051926 thing is a very limited concept darida
FMHl8mL4jUu-00222-00051927-00052223 cited in bennington 1997
FMHl8mL4jUu-00223-00052224-00052430 a further state of cosmopolitanism
FMHl8mL4jUu-00224-00052432-00052679 occurred after the second world war as a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00225-00052679-00052871 reaction to the holocaust and the other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00226-00052872-00053087 massacres the concept of crimes against
FMHl8mL4jUu-00227-00053088-00053303 humanity became a generally accepted
FMHl8mL4jUu-00228-00053304-00053550 category in international law
FMHl8mL4jUu-00229-00053551-00053735 this clearly shows the appearance and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00230-00053736-00053935 acceptance of a notion of individual
FMHl8mL4jUu-00231-00053936-00054135 responsibility that is considered to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00232-00054136-00054319 exist toward all of humankind
FMHl8mL4jUu-00233-00054320-00054542 philosophical cosmopolitans are moral
FMHl8mL4jUu-00234-00054544-00054719 universalists they believe that all
FMHl8mL4jUu-00235-00054720-00054935 humans and not merely compatriots or
FMHl8mL4jUu-00236-00054936-00055111 fellow citizens come under the same
FMHl8mL4jUu-00237-00055112-00055271 moral standards
FMHl8mL4jUu-00238-00055272-00055511 the boundaries between nations states
FMHl8mL4jUu-00239-00055512-00055703 cultures or societies are therefore
FMHl8mL4jUu-00240-00055704-00055863 morally irrelevant
FMHl8mL4jUu-00241-00055864-00056119 a widely cited example of a contemporary
FMHl8mL4jUu-00242-00056120-00056375 cosmopolitan as kwame anthony appiah
FMHl8mL4jUu-00243-00056376-00056575 some philosophers and scholars argue
FMHl8mL4jUu-00244-00056576-00056742 that the objective and subjective
FMHl8mL4jUu-00245-00056744-00056935 conditions arising in today's unique
FMHl8mL4jUu-00246-00056936-00057175 historical moment an emerging planetary
FMHl8mL4jUu-00247-00057176-00057391 phase of civilization creates a latent
FMHl8mL4jUu-00248-00057391-00057542 potential for the emergence of a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00249-00057544-00057799 cosmopolitan identity as global citizens
FMHl8mL4jUu-00250-00057800-00057982 and possible formation of a global
FMHl8mL4jUu-00251-00057983-00058142 citizens movement
FMHl8mL4jUu-00252-00058144-00058350 these emerging objective and subjective
FMHl8mL4jUu-00253-00058351-00058542 conditions in the planetary phase
FMHl8mL4jUu-00254-00058544-00058711 include improved and affordable
FMHl8mL4jUu-00255-00058712-00058942 telecommunications space travel and the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00256-00058944-00059142 first images of our fragile planet
FMHl8mL4jUu-00257-00059144-00059335 floating in the vastness of space the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00258-00059336-00059535 emergence of global warming and other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00259-00059536-00059726 ecological threats to our collective
FMHl8mL4jUu-00260-00059727-00059959 existence new global institutions such
FMHl8mL4jUu-00261-00059960-00060159 as the united nations world trade
FMHl8mL4jUu-00262-00060160-00060366 organization or international criminal
FMHl8mL4jUu-00263-00060367-00060550 court the rise of transnational
FMHl8mL4jUu-00264-00060551-00060775 corporations and integration of markets
FMHl8mL4jUu-00265-00060776-00061006 often termed economic globalization the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00266-00061007-00061215 emergence of global ngos and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00267-00061216-00061438 transnational social movements such as
FMHl8mL4jUu-00268-00061439-00061694 the world social forum and so on
FMHl8mL4jUu-00269-00061695-00061911 globalization a more common term
FMHl8mL4jUu-00270-00061912-00062111 typically refers more narrowly to the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00271-00062112-00062326 economic and trade relations and misses
FMHl8mL4jUu-00272-00062327-00062550 the broader cultural social political
FMHl8mL4jUu-00273-00062551-00062782 environmental demographic values and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00274-00062783-00063575 knowledge transitions taking place
FMHl8mL4jUu-00275-00063576-00064150 contemporary cosmopolitan thinkers
FMHl8mL4jUu-00276-00064151-00064342 a number of contemporary theorists
FMHl8mL4jUu-00277-00064344-00064575 propose directly and indirectly various
FMHl8mL4jUu-00278-00064576-00064815 ways of becoming or being a cosmopolitan
FMHl8mL4jUu-00279-00064816-00064966 individual
FMHl8mL4jUu-00280-00064967-00065230 thich nyat han discusses what he calls
FMHl8mL4jUu-00281-00065232-00065471 inter-being as a way of living one's
FMHl8mL4jUu-00282-00065472-00065759 life in relation to others interbeing
FMHl8mL4jUu-00283-00065760-00065894 might easily be compared to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00284-00065895-00066182 cosmopolitanism nyat han's philosophical
FMHl8mL4jUu-00285-00066183-00066382 beliefs are grounded in the precepts of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00286-00066383-00066535 buddhist teachings which involve
FMHl8mL4jUu-00287-00066536-00066750 compassion and understanding to protect
FMHl8mL4jUu-00288-00066751-00066935 and live in harmony with all people
FMHl8mL4jUu-00289-00066936-00067182 animals plants and minerals
FMHl8mL4jUu-00290-00067183-00067399 he further describes what he calls
FMHl8mL4jUu-00291-00067400-00067599 mindfulness training of the order of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00292-00067600-00067711 inter-being
FMHl8mL4jUu-00293-00067712-00067950 as being aware of sufferings created by
FMHl8mL4jUu-00294-00067951-00068167 but not limited to the following causes
FMHl8mL4jUu-00295-00068168-00068415 fanaticism and intolerances that disrupt
FMHl8mL4jUu-00296-00068416-00068599 compassion and living in harmony with
FMHl8mL4jUu-00297-00068600-00068815 others indoctrination of narrow-minded
FMHl8mL4jUu-00298-00068816-00069055 beliefs imposition of views anger and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00299-00069056-00069231 miscommunication
FMHl8mL4jUu-00300-00069232-00069438 understanding and compassion for others
FMHl8mL4jUu-00301-00069439-00069567 seems to be achieved by the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00302-00069568-00069743 understanding of others suffering in the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00303-00069744-00069935 root causes of suffering
FMHl8mL4jUu-00304-00069936-00070126 therefore to be responsible as to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00305-00070127-00070343 recognize and understand suffering which
FMHl8mL4jUu-00306-00070344-00070535 then leads to compassion
FMHl8mL4jUu-00307-00070536-00070703 it is through this process that others
FMHl8mL4jUu-00308-00070704-00070959 can be recognized as people
FMHl8mL4jUu-00309-00070960-00071159 other theorists philosophers and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00310-00071160-00071350 activists contend that recognizing
FMHl8mL4jUu-00311-00071351-00071631 suffering is necessary to end violence
FMHl8mL4jUu-00312-00071632-00071855 in scared sacred velcro ripper takes a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00313-00071856-00072023 journey to different sites of great
FMHl8mL4jUu-00314-00072024-00072182 suffering that ultimately leads him
FMHl8mL4jUu-00315-00072183-00072406 toward developing compassion
FMHl8mL4jUu-00316-00072407-00072726 in the planet paul gilroy explores how
FMHl8mL4jUu-00317-00072727-00072926 the construction and naturalization of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00318-00072927-00073119 race and the hierarchies produced by
FMHl8mL4jUu-00319-00073120-00073350 difference shape the hatred of others
FMHl8mL4jUu-00320-00073351-00073511 it is the deconstruction of these
FMHl8mL4jUu-00321-00073512-00073662 ideologies that can lead to the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00322-00073663-00073935 compassion and humanization of others
FMHl8mL4jUu-00323-00073936-00074167 thus individual responsibility is being
FMHl8mL4jUu-00324-00074168-00074350 aware of what judith butler calls the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00325-00074351-00074591 precariousness of life in self and other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00326-00074592-00074823 being a cosmopolitan seems to be above
FMHl8mL4jUu-00327-00074824-00075126 all a social ethical enterprise
FMHl8mL4jUu-00328-00075127-00075375 in cosmopolitanism ethics in a world of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00329-00075376-00075631 strangers kwame anthony appiah notices
FMHl8mL4jUu-00330-00075632-00075806 something important about how social
FMHl8mL4jUu-00331-00075807-00075967 ethics seem to operate whatever
FMHl8mL4jUu-00332-00075968-00076150 obligation one might have to another
FMHl8mL4jUu-00333-00076151-00076319 especially a foreign other that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00334-00076320-00076494 obligation does not supersede the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00335-00076495-00076719 obligations one has to those people most
FMHl8mL4jUu-00336-00076720-00076871 familiar to them
FMHl8mL4jUu-00337-00076872-00077143 however as judith butler questions at
FMHl8mL4jUu-00338-00077144-00077399 what cost do i establish the familiar as
FMHl8mL4jUu-00339-00077400-00077543 the criterion
FMHl8mL4jUu-00340-00077544-00077759 for valuing others if one values the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00341-00077760-00077926 familiar more than the foreign what are
FMHl8mL4jUu-00342-00077927-00078094 the consequences
FMHl8mL4jUu-00343-00078095-00078287 paul gilroy offers a possible
FMHl8mL4jUu-00344-00078288-00078438 alternative to this emphasis on
FMHl8mL4jUu-00345-00078439-00078694 familiarity arguing that methodical
FMHl8mL4jUu-00346-00078695-00078926 cultivation of a degree of estrangement
FMHl8mL4jUu-00347-00078927-00079279 from one's own culture and history
FMHl8mL4jUu-00348-00079280-00079471 might qualify as essential to a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00349-00079472-00079726 cosmopolitan commitment
FMHl8mL4jUu-00350-00079727-00079982 this estrangement entails a process of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00351-00079983-00080182 exposure to otherness
FMHl8mL4jUu-00352-00080183-00080471 in order to foster the irreducible value
FMHl8mL4jUu-00353-00080472-00080719 of diversity within sameness
FMHl8mL4jUu-00354-00080720-00080894 estrangement therefore could lead to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00355-00080895-00081111 de-emphasizing the familiar in ethics by
FMHl8mL4jUu-00356-00081112-00081319 integrating otherness
FMHl8mL4jUu-00357-00081320-00081567 for gil roy being cosmopolitan seems to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00358-00081568-00081799 involve both a social ethical enterprise
FMHl8mL4jUu-00359-00081800-00082006 and a cultural enterprise
FMHl8mL4jUu-00360-00082007-00082175 in the planet
FMHl8mL4jUu-00361-00082176-00082382 gilroy describes the cases of tom
FMHl8mL4jUu-00362-00082383-00082606 herndall and rachel cory each seems to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00363-00082607-00082775 exemplify what might be considered
FMHl8mL4jUu-00364-00082776-00083038 gilroy's figure of the cosmopolitan
FMHl8mL4jUu-00365-00083039-00083215 both herndall and corey removed
FMHl8mL4jUu-00366-00083216-00083391 themselves geographically from their
FMHl8mL4jUu-00367-00083392-00083623 home cultures presumably both physically
FMHl8mL4jUu-00368-00083624-00083799 and mentally estranging themselves from
FMHl8mL4jUu-00369-00083800-00084023 their own cultures and histories
FMHl8mL4jUu-00370-00084024-00084231 herndall and corey were both killed in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00371-00084232-00084487 2003 in separate incidents and their
FMHl8mL4jUu-00372-00084488-00084662 stories might serve as affirmations of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00373-00084663-00084855 familiarity rather than models of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00374-00084856-00084982 estrangement
FMHl8mL4jUu-00375-00084983-00085191 gilroy's model of estrangement might
FMHl8mL4jUu-00376-00085192-00085350 actually undermine itself through its
FMHl8mL4jUu-00377-00085351-00085550 examples this might be construed as a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00378-00085551-00085750 failure of gilroy's theory to address
FMHl8mL4jUu-00379-00085751-00085950 the practical difficulties of estranging
FMHl8mL4jUu-00380-00085951-00086159 oneself from the familiar
FMHl8mL4jUu-00381-00086160-00086379 the venus project an international
FMHl8mL4jUu-00382-00086380-00086559 multidisciplinary educational
FMHl8mL4jUu-00383-00086560-00086799 organization created by jacque fresco
FMHl8mL4jUu-00384-00086800-00087031 works to spread cosmopolitan ideas by
FMHl8mL4jUu-00385-00087032-00087206 transcending artificial boundaries
FMHl8mL4jUu-00386-00087207-00087367 currently separating people and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00387-00087368-00087535 emphasizing and understanding our
FMHl8mL4jUu-00388-00087536-00087703 interdependence with nature and each
FMHl8mL4jUu-00389-00087704-00087831 other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00390-00087832-00088087 some forms of cosmopolitanism also fail
FMHl8mL4jUu-00391-00088088-00088287 to address the potential for economic
FMHl8mL4jUu-00392-00088288-00088511 colonization by powerful countries over
FMHl8mL4jUu-00393-00088512-00088694 less powerful ones
FMHl8mL4jUu-00394-00088695-00088862 france fannin in the wretched of the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00395-00088863-00089023 earth observes that when nations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00396-00089024-00089206 achieved independence from european
FMHl8mL4jUu-00397-00089207-00089399 colonizers frequently there was no
FMHl8mL4jUu-00398-00089400-00089615 system in place to secure their economic
FMHl8mL4jUu-00399-00089616-00089879 future and they became manager s for
FMHl8mL4jUu-00400-00089880-00090167 western enterprise
FMHl8mL4jUu-00401-00090168-00090359 less than pre greater than
FMHl8mL4jUu-00402-00090360-00090615 pre-greater than dot dot dot in practice
FMHl8mL4jUu-00403-00090616-00090847 set ting up its country as the brothel
FMHl8mL4jUu-00404-00090848-00091006 of europe
FMHl8mL4jUu-00405-00091007-00091326 when third world nations are drawn into
FMHl8mL4jUu-00406-00091327-00091503 economic partnerships with global
FMHl8mL4jUu-00407-00091504-00091711 capital ostensibly to improve their
FMHl8mL4jUu-00408-00091712-00091926 national quality of life often the only
FMHl8mL4jUu-00409-00091927-00092118 ones benefiting from this partnership
FMHl8mL4jUu-00410-00092119-00092311 are well-placed individuals and not the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00411-00092312-00092503 nation itself
FMHl8mL4jUu-00412-00092504-00092743 further mahmoud mamdani in good muslim
FMHl8mL4jUu-00413-00092744-00092967 bad muslim suggests that the imposition
FMHl8mL4jUu-00414-00092968-00093215 of western cultural norms democracy and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00415-00093216-00093423 christianity to name only two has
FMHl8mL4jUu-00416-00093424-00093623 historically resulted in nationalist
FMHl8mL4jUu-00417-00093624-00093847 violence however apia has implied that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00418-00093848-00094023 democracy is a prerequisite for
FMHl8mL4jUu-00419-00094024-00094231 cosmopolitan intervention in developing
FMHl8mL4jUu-00420-00094232-00094371 nations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00421-00094372-00094591 cosmopolitanism in these instances
FMHl8mL4jUu-00422-00094592-00094815 appears to be a new form of colonization
FMHl8mL4jUu-00423-00094816-00094991 the powerful exploit the weak in the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00424-00094992-00095182 weak eventually fight back much of the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00425-00095183-00095343 political thinking of the last two
FMHl8mL4jUu-00426-00095344-00095559 centuries has taken nationalism and the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00427-00095560-00095735 framework of the sovereign nation state
FMHl8mL4jUu-00428-00095736-00095871 for granted
FMHl8mL4jUu-00429-00095872-00096079 now with the advance of globalization
FMHl8mL4jUu-00430-00096080-00096279 and the increased facility of travel and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00431-00096280-00096471 communication some thinkers consider
FMHl8mL4jUu-00432-00096472-00096647 that the political system based on the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00433-00096648-00096838 nation-state has become obsolete and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00434-00096839-00097023 that it is time to design a better and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00435-00097024-00097215 more efficient alternative
FMHl8mL4jUu-00436-00097216-00097447 jesus masterin analyzes how the world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00437-00097448-00097655 political system should be organized in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00438-00097656-00097879 order to maximize individual freedom and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00439-00097880-00098087 individual opportunity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00440-00098088-00098271 rejecting is muddled the metaphysical
FMHl8mL4jUu-00441-00098272-00098462 notion of free will he focuses on
FMHl8mL4jUu-00442-00098463-00098638 political freedom the absence of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00443-00098639-00098838 coercion or interference by others in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00444-00098839-00099023 personal decisions
FMHl8mL4jUu-00445-00099024-00099206 because of the tendencies to violence
FMHl8mL4jUu-00446-00099207-00099423 and aggression that lurk in human nature
FMHl8mL4jUu-00447-00099424-00099631 some constraint on freedom is necessary
FMHl8mL4jUu-00448-00099632-00099806 for peaceful and fruitful social
FMHl8mL4jUu-00449-00099807-00099974 interaction but the more freedom we
FMHl8mL4jUu-00450-00099975-00100206 enjoy the better especially there is no
FMHl8mL4jUu-00451-00100207-00100374 rational ground for curtailing the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00452-00100375-00100591 cultural freedoms of language religion
FMHl8mL4jUu-00453-00100592-00100782 and customs in the name of the nation
FMHl8mL4jUu-00454-00100783-00100982 the church or the party
FMHl8mL4jUu-00455-00100983-00101159 from this point of view the internet
FMHl8mL4jUu-00456-00101160-00101335 provides a much more attractive model
FMHl8mL4jUu-00457-00101336-00101503 than the nation-state
FMHl8mL4jUu-00458-00101504-00101671 neither is there any just reason for
FMHl8mL4jUu-00459-00101672-00101855 restraining the free circulation of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00460-00101856-00102103 people ideas or goods
FMHl8mL4jUu-00461-00102104-00102294 maustrin thinks that the nation-state is
FMHl8mL4jUu-00462-00102295-00102486 incompatible with the full development
FMHl8mL4jUu-00463-00102488-00102678 of freedom whose blossoming requires the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00464-00102679-00102886 reorganization of the world political
FMHl8mL4jUu-00465-00102888-00103142 system along cosmopolitan lines
FMHl8mL4jUu-00466-00103143-00103342 he proposes a world without sovereign
FMHl8mL4jUu-00467-00103343-00103599 nation states territorially organized in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00468-00103600-00103799 small autonomous but not sovereign
FMHl8mL4jUu-00469-00103800-00104030 cantonal polities complemented by strong
FMHl8mL4jUu-00470-00104031-00104215 world organizations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00471-00104216-00104406 he emphasizes the difference between
FMHl8mL4jUu-00472-00104407-00104606 international institutions led by
FMHl8mL4jUu-00473-00104607-00104766 representatives of the national
FMHl8mL4jUu-00474-00104767-00104951 governments and world or universal
FMHl8mL4jUu-00475-00104952-00105175 institutions with clearly defined aims
FMHl8mL4jUu-00476-00105176-00105366 served by directors selected by their
FMHl8mL4jUu-00477-00105367-00105599 personal qualifications independently of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00478-00105600-00105878 any national bias or proportion
FMHl8mL4jUu-00479-00105879-00106110 criticizing the abstract nature of most
FMHl8mL4jUu-00480-00106111-00106319 versions of cosmopolitanism charles
FMHl8mL4jUu-00481-00106320-00106523 blattberg has argued that any viable
FMHl8mL4jUu-00482-00106524-00106854 cosmopolitanism must be rooted by which
FMHl8mL4jUu-00483-00106855-00107190 he means based upon a global patriotism
FMHl8mL4jUu-00484-00107191-00107402 more general philosophical reviews of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00485-00107403-00107647 cosmopolitanism and multiculturalism are
FMHl8mL4jUu-00486-00107648-00107919 also available carol nicholson compares
FMHl8mL4jUu-00487-00107920-00108090 the john sorel's opposition to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00488-00108091-00108286 multiculturalism with charles taylor's
FMHl8mL4jUu-00489-00108288-00108447 celebration of it
FMHl8mL4jUu-00490-00108448-00108615 she uses richard rorty as a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00491-00108616-00108815 triangulation point in that he remains
FMHl8mL4jUu-00492-00108816-00109023 neutral about multiculturalism but his
FMHl8mL4jUu-00493-00109024-00109231 philosophical analysis of truth and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00494-00109232-00109390 practice can be deployed to argue
FMHl8mL4jUu-00495-00109391-00109654 against sural and in favor of taylor
FMHl8mL4jUu-00496-00109655-00109895 at a conference on philosophy in a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00497-00109896-00110127 multicultural context
FMHl8mL4jUu-00498-00110128-00110295 rasmus winther excavated the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00499-00110296-00110510 philosophical assumptions and practices
FMHl8mL4jUu-00500-00110511-00110686 connected with cosmopolitanism and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00501-00110688-00110863 multiculturalism
FMHl8mL4jUu-00502-00110864-00111086 he develops bruno letour's conception of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00503-00111088-00111863 the philosopher as public diplomat
FMHl8mL4jUu-00504-00111864-00112431 political and sociological
FMHl8mL4jUu-00505-00112432-00112790 emil durkheim 1858-1917
FMHl8mL4jUu-00506-00112791-00112934 observed the development of what he
FMHl8mL4jUu-00507-00112935-00113119 called the cult of the individual which
FMHl8mL4jUu-00508-00113120-00113286 is a new religion that replaced the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00509-00113288-00113463 christianity that was dying out and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00510-00113464-00113639 which is centered around the sacredness
FMHl8mL4jUu-00511-00113640-00113799 of human dignity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00512-00113800-00113990 this new religion would provide the new
FMHl8mL4jUu-00513-00113991-00114215 foundations of western society and these
FMHl8mL4jUu-00514-00114216-00114439 foundations are closely related to human
FMHl8mL4jUu-00515-00114440-00114590 rights and individual nations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00516-00114591-00114751 constitutions
FMHl8mL4jUu-00517-00114752-00114975 a society's sacred object would be the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00518-00114976-00115183 individual's human dignity and the moral
FMHl8mL4jUu-00519-00115183-00115375 code guiding the society is found in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00520-00115376-00115566 that country's way of interpreting human
FMHl8mL4jUu-00521-00115567-00115775 dignity and human rights
FMHl8mL4jUu-00522-00115776-00115983 thus rather than finding solidarity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00523-00115983-00116199 through national culture or a particular
FMHl8mL4jUu-00524-00116200-00116423 traditional religious doctrine society
FMHl8mL4jUu-00525-00116424-00116599 would be unified by its adherence to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00526-00116600-00116847 political values i.e individual rights
FMHl8mL4jUu-00527-00116848-00117078 and a defense of human dignity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00528-00117079-00117278 durkheim's cult of the individual has
FMHl8mL4jUu-00529-00117279-00117471 many similarities to john rall's
FMHl8mL4jUu-00530-00117472-00117663 political liberalism which rawls
FMHl8mL4jUu-00531-00117664-00117839 developed almost a century after
FMHl8mL4jUu-00532-00117840-00118158 durkheim ulrich beck may 15 1944 to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00533-00118159-00118471 january 1 2015 was a sociologist who
FMHl8mL4jUu-00534-00118472-00118695 posed the new concept of cosmopolitan
FMHl8mL4jUu-00535-00118696-00118910 critical theory in direct opposition to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00536-00118911-00119175 traditional nation-state politics
FMHl8mL4jUu-00537-00119176-00119423 nation-state theory sees power relations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00538-00119424-00119623 only among different state actors and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00539-00119624-00119863 excludes a global economy or subjugates
FMHl8mL4jUu-00540-00119864-00120090 it to the nation-state model
FMHl8mL4jUu-00541-00120091-00120351 cosmopolitanism sees global capital as a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00542-00120352-00120551 possible threat to the nation-state and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00543-00120552-00120751 places it within a meta-power game in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00544-00120752-00120966 which global capital states and civil
FMHl8mL4jUu-00545-00120967-00121207 society are its players
FMHl8mL4jUu-00546-00121208-00121390 it is important to mark a distinction
FMHl8mL4jUu-00547-00121391-00121599 between beck's cosmopolitanism and the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00548-00121600-00121799 idea of a world state
FMHl8mL4jUu-00549-00121800-00122023 for beck imposing a single world order
FMHl8mL4jUu-00550-00122024-00122223 was considered hegemonic at best and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00551-00122224-00122414 ethnocentric at worst
FMHl8mL4jUu-00552-00122415-00122651 rather political and sociological
FMHl8mL4jUu-00553-00122652-00122839 cosmopolitanism rests upon these
FMHl8mL4jUu-00554-00122840-00123078 fundamental foundations
FMHl8mL4jUu-00555-00123079-00123278 acknowledging the otherness of those who
FMHl8mL4jUu-00556-00123279-00123566 are culturally different
FMHl8mL4jUu-00557-00123567-00123727 acknowledging the otherness of the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00558-00123728-00123943 future
FMHl8mL4jUu-00559-00123944-00124310 acknowledging the otherness of nature
FMHl8mL4jUu-00560-00124311-00124478 acknowledging the otherness of the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00561-00124479-00124686 object
FMHl8mL4jUu-00562-00124688-00124871 acknowledging the otherness of other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00563-00124872-00125031 rationalities
FMHl8mL4jUu-00564-00125032-00125223 a number of philosophers including
FMHl8mL4jUu-00565-00125224-00125414 emmanuel lavinas have introduced the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00566-00125415-00125639 concept of the other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00567-00125640-00125863 for levinas the other is given context
FMHl8mL4jUu-00568-00125864-00126063 in ethics and responsibility we should
FMHl8mL4jUu-00569-00126064-00126214 think of the other as anyone and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00570-00126215-00126423 everyone outside ourselves
FMHl8mL4jUu-00571-00126424-00126607 according to levinas our initial
FMHl8mL4jUu-00572-00126608-00126790 interactions with the other occur before
FMHl8mL4jUu-00573-00126791-00127007 we form a will the ability to make
FMHl8mL4jUu-00574-00127008-00127134 choices
FMHl8mL4jUu-00575-00127135-00127351 the other addresses us and we respond
FMHl8mL4jUu-00576-00127352-00127527 even the absence of response as a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00577-00127528-00127654 response
FMHl8mL4jUu-00578-00127655-00127823 we are thus conditioned by the other's
FMHl8mL4jUu-00579-00127824-00128007 address and begin to form culture and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00580-00128008-00128143 identity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00581-00128144-00128327 after the formation of the will we
FMHl8mL4jUu-00582-00128328-00128486 choose whether to identify with the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00583-00128488-00128695 addresses by others and as a result
FMHl8mL4jUu-00584-00128696-00128927 continue the process of forming identity
FMHl8mL4jUu-00585-00128928-00129127 during this process it is possible to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00586-00129128-00129327 recognize ourselves in our interactions
FMHl8mL4jUu-00587-00129328-00129463 with others
FMHl8mL4jUu-00588-00129464-00129678 even in situations where we engage in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00589-00129679-00129886 the most minimal interaction we ascribe
FMHl8mL4jUu-00590-00129888-00130102 identities to others and simultaneously
FMHl8mL4jUu-00591-00130103-00130254 to ourselves
FMHl8mL4jUu-00592-00130255-00130414 our dependence on the other for the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00593-00130415-00130654 continuous formation of language culture
FMHl8mL4jUu-00594-00130655-00130814 and identity means that we are
FMHl8mL4jUu-00595-00130815-00130975 responsible to others and that they are
FMHl8mL4jUu-00596-00130976-00131159 responsible to us
FMHl8mL4jUu-00597-00131160-00131383 also once we've formed a will it becomes
FMHl8mL4jUu-00598-00131384-00131566 possible to recognize this social
FMHl8mL4jUu-00599-00131567-00131711 interdependence
FMHl8mL4jUu-00600-00131712-00131878 when we have gained the capacity for
FMHl8mL4jUu-00601-00131879-00132102 recognition the imperative is to perform
FMHl8mL4jUu-00602-00132103-00132271 that recognition and thereby become
FMHl8mL4jUu-00603-00132272-00132463 ethically responsible to the other in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00604-00132464-00132695 conscience cosmopolitanism shares some
FMHl8mL4jUu-00605-00132696-00132902 aspects of universalism namely the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00606-00132903-00133095 globally acceptable notion of human
FMHl8mL4jUu-00607-00133096-00133278 dignity that must be protected and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00608-00133279-00133502 enshrined in international law
FMHl8mL4jUu-00609-00133503-00133687 however the theory deviates in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00610-00133688-00133854 recognizing the differences between
FMHl8mL4jUu-00611-00133855-00134023 world cultures
FMHl8mL4jUu-00612-00134024-00134263 in addition cosmopolitanism calls for
FMHl8mL4jUu-00613-00134264-00134454 equal protection of the environment and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00614-00134455-00134631 against the negative side effects of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00615-00134632-00134839 technological development
FMHl8mL4jUu-00616-00134840-00135071 human dignity however is convoluted
FMHl8mL4jUu-00617-00135072-00135231 because it is necessary to first
FMHl8mL4jUu-00618-00135232-00135383 distinguish who has the right to be
FMHl8mL4jUu-00619-00135384-00135575 respected and second to consider what
FMHl8mL4jUu-00620-00135576-00135759 rights are protectable
FMHl8mL4jUu-00621-00135760-00135990 under cosmopolitanism all humans have
FMHl8mL4jUu-00622-00135991-00136175 rights however history shows that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00623-00136176-00136335 recognition of these rites is not
FMHl8mL4jUu-00624-00136336-00136583 guaranteed as an example judith butler
FMHl8mL4jUu-00625-00136584-00136878 discusses a western discourse of human
FMHl8mL4jUu-00626-00136879-00137063 in precarious life the powers of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00627-00137064-00137287 mourning and violence butler works
FMHl8mL4jUu-00628-00137288-00137599 through the idea of human and notes that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00629-00137600-00137902 human has been naturalized in its
FMHl8mL4jUu-00630-00137903-00138102 western mold by the contemporary
FMHl8mL4jUu-00631-00138103-00138335 workings of humanism
FMHl8mL4jUu-00632-00138336-00138654 32 thus there is the idea that not all
FMHl8mL4jUu-00633-00138655-00138751 human
FMHl8mL4jUu-00634-00138752-00138959 lives will be supported in the same way
FMHl8mL4jUu-00635-00138960-00139143 indeed that some human lives are worth
FMHl8mL4jUu-00636-00139144-00139351 more protection than others
FMHl8mL4jUu-00637-00139352-00139543 others have extended this idea to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00638-00139544-00139695 examine how animals might be
FMHl8mL4jUu-00639-00139696-00139927 reconfigured as cosmopolitan present the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00640-00139928-00140127 world over with varying identities in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00641-00140128-00140359 different places this idea is reiterated
FMHl8mL4jUu-00642-00140360-00140671 in sunira thobani's exalted subjects
FMHl8mL4jUu-00643-00140672-00140895 studies in the making of race and nation
FMHl8mL4jUu-00644-00140896-00141063 in canada
FMHl8mL4jUu-00645-00141064-00141271 where she discusses a discourse in which
FMHl8mL4jUu-00646-00141272-00141471 muslim people fall into a good bad
FMHl8mL4jUu-00647-00141472-00141799 dichotomy a good muslim is one who has
FMHl8mL4jUu-00648-00141800-00142095 been westernized and a bad muslim
FMHl8mL4jUu-00649-00142096-00142287 is one who visibly rejects western
FMHl8mL4jUu-00650-00142288-00142543 cultural influences thobani notes that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00651-00142544-00142735 it is through media representations that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00652-00142736-00142999 these ideas become naturalized
FMHl8mL4jUu-00653-00143000-00143231 individuals who embrace western ideals
FMHl8mL4jUu-00654-00143232-00143511 are considered fully human and are more
FMHl8mL4jUu-00655-00143512-00143687 likely to be afforded dignity and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00656-00143688-00143843 protection than those who defend their
FMHl8mL4jUu-00657-00143844-00144159 non-westernized cultural identities
FMHl8mL4jUu-00658-00144160-00144319 according to those who follow beck's
FMHl8mL4jUu-00659-00144320-00144519 reasoning a cosmopolitan world would
FMHl8mL4jUu-00660-00144520-00144726 consist of a plurality of states which
FMHl8mL4jUu-00661-00144727-00144935 would use global and regional consensus
FMHl8mL4jUu-00662-00144936-00145126 to gain greater bargaining power against
FMHl8mL4jUu-00663-00145127-00145263 opponents
FMHl8mL4jUu-00664-00145264-00145471 states would also utilize the power of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00665-00145472-00145647 civil society actors such as
FMHl8mL4jUu-00666-00145648-00145935 non-governmental organizations ngos and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00667-00145936-00146143 consumers to strengthen their legitimacy
FMHl8mL4jUu-00668-00146144-00146326 and enlist the help of investors to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00669-00146327-00146543 pursue a cosmopolitan agenda other
FMHl8mL4jUu-00670-00146544-00146751 authors imagine a cosmopolitan world
FMHl8mL4jUu-00671-00146752-00146926 moving beyond today's conception of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00672-00146927-00147078 nation-states
FMHl8mL4jUu-00673-00147079-00147263 these scholars argue that a truly
FMHl8mL4jUu-00674-00147264-00147511 cosmopolitan identity of global citizen
FMHl8mL4jUu-00675-00147512-00147663 will take hold diminishing the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00676-00147664-00147902 importance of national identities
FMHl8mL4jUu-00677-00147903-00148095 the formation of a global citizens
FMHl8mL4jUu-00678-00148096-00148271 movement would lead to the establishment
FMHl8mL4jUu-00679-00148272-00148495 of democratic global institutions
FMHl8mL4jUu-00680-00148496-00148702 creating the space for global political
FMHl8mL4jUu-00681-00148703-00148902 discourse and decisions would in turn
FMHl8mL4jUu-00682-00148903-00149119 reinforce the notion of citizenship at a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00683-00149120-00149263 global level
FMHl8mL4jUu-00684-00149264-00149431 nested structures of governance
FMHl8mL4jUu-00685-00149432-00149566 balancing the principles of
FMHl8mL4jUu-00686-00149567-00149790 irreducibility i.e the notion that
FMHl8mL4jUu-00687-00149791-00149975 certain problems can only be addressed
FMHl8mL4jUu-00688-00149976-00150166 at the global level such as global
FMHl8mL4jUu-00689-00150167-00150431 warming and subsidiarity i.e the notion
FMHl8mL4jUu-00690-00150432-00150590 that decisions should be made at as
FMHl8mL4jUu-00691-00150591-00150799 local a level possible would thus form
FMHl8mL4jUu-00692-00150800-00151023 the basis for a cosmopolitan political
FMHl8mL4jUu-00693-00151024-00151239 order daniele archibugi proposes a
FMHl8mL4jUu-00694-00151240-00151454 renewed model for global citizenship
FMHl8mL4jUu-00695-00151455-00151695 institutional cosmopolitanism
FMHl8mL4jUu-00696-00151696-00151895 it advocates some reforms in global
FMHl8mL4jUu-00697-00151896-00152095 governance to allow world citizens to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00698-00152096-00152302 take more directly apart into political
FMHl8mL4jUu-00699-00152303-00152407 life
FMHl8mL4jUu-00700-00152408-00152599 a number of proposals have been made in
FMHl8mL4jUu-00701-00152600-00152887 order to make this possible cosmopolitan
FMHl8mL4jUu-00702-00152888-00153095 democracy for example suggests
FMHl8mL4jUu-00703-00153096-00153263 strengthening the united nations and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00704-00153264-00153463 other international organizations by
FMHl8mL4jUu-00705-00153464-00154295 creating a world parliamentary assembly
FMHl8mL4jUu-00706-00154296-00154826 political rhetoric
FMHl8mL4jUu-00707-00154827-00155078 cosmopolitanism became a rhetorical
FMHl8mL4jUu-00708-00155079-00155319 weapon used by nationalists against
FMHl8mL4jUu-00709-00155320-00155559 alien ideas that went counter to
FMHl8mL4jUu-00710-00155560-00155847 orthodoxy european jews were frequently
FMHl8mL4jUu-00711-00155848-00156175 accused of being ruthless cosmopolitans
FMHl8mL4jUu-00712-00156176-00156502 joseph stalin in a 1946 moscow speech
FMHl8mL4jUu-00713-00156503-00156695 attacked writings in which the positive
FMHl8mL4jUu-00714-00156696-00156919 soviet hero is derided and inferior
FMHl8mL4jUu-00715-00156920-00157083 before all things foreign and
FMHl8mL4jUu-00716-00157084-00157263 cosmopolitanism that we all fought
FMHl8mL4jUu-00717-00157264-00157407 against from the time of lenin
FMHl8mL4jUu-00718-00157408-00157566 characteristic of the political
FMHl8mL4jUu-00719-00157567-00157807 leftovers is many times applauded in the
FMHl8mL4jUu-00720-00157808-00158071 21st century the epithet became a weapon
FMHl8mL4jUu-00721-00158072-00158295 used by vladimir putin in russia and by
FMHl8mL4jUu-00722-00158296-00158551 nationalists in hungary and poland
FMHl8mL4jUu-00723-00158552-00158790 in modern times stephen miller a trump
FMHl8mL4jUu-00724-00158791-00159054 administration senior policy advisor has
FMHl8mL4jUu-00725-00159055-00159311 publicly criticized cnn reporter jim
FMHl8mL4jUu-00726-00159312-00159678 acosta as exhibiting cosmopolitan bias
FMHl8mL4jUu-00727-00159679-00159863 during a discussion on the government's
FMHl8mL4jUu-00728-00159864-00160495 new immigration plan
FMHl8mL4jUu-00729-00160496-00161023 topic see also
FMHl8mL4jUu-00730-00161024-00161384 equals equals notes
FOdU3WkQayA-00000-00000024-00000279 hey secta goers do you know your love
FOdU3WkQayA-00001-00000280-00000375 style
FOdU3WkQayA-00002-00000376-00000655 love is an intense feeling of affection
FOdU3WkQayA-00003-00000656-00000927 it can be quite complex as you may love
FOdU3WkQayA-00004-00000927-00001150 certain people and things differently
FOdU3WkQayA-00005-00001151-00001358 as that definition can be quite
FOdU3WkQayA-00006-00001359-00001558 ambiguous there are further love
FOdU3WkQayA-00007-00001559-00001767 classifications you may have
FOdU3WkQayA-00008-00001768-00001998 also known as love styles
FOdU3WkQayA-00009-00002000-00002183 take the quiz to find out your love
FOdU3WkQayA-00010-00002184-00002423 style there'll be ten questions record
FOdU3WkQayA-00011-00002424-00002583 the letter you pick every time if you
FOdU3WkQayA-00012-00002584-00002734 can't pick between two answers choose
FOdU3WkQayA-00013-00002735-00002934 which resonates with you the most let's
FOdU3WkQayA-00014-00002935-00003063 begin
FOdU3WkQayA-00015-00003064-00003183 number one
FOdU3WkQayA-00016-00003184-00003422 after a long day what's one thing you'd
FOdU3WkQayA-00017-00003423-00003703 love to do the most to occupy your time
FOdU3WkQayA-00018-00003704-00003895 a have a nice dinner with your
FOdU3WkQayA-00019-00003896-00004079 significant other
FOdU3WkQayA-00020-00004079-00004286 b crash at a friend's house and spend
FOdU3WkQayA-00021-00004287-00004543 hours binging tv shows
FOdU3WkQayA-00022-00004544-00004622 c
FOdU3WkQayA-00023-00004623-00004791 go on a dating app and look for someone
FOdU3WkQayA-00024-00004792-00004951 to spend the night with
FOdU3WkQayA-00025-00004952-00005022 d
FOdU3WkQayA-00026-00005023-00005222 participate in self-care and enjoy
FOdU3WkQayA-00027-00005223-00005454 hobbies in solitude
FOdU3WkQayA-00028-00005455-00005575 number two
FOdU3WkQayA-00029-00005576-00005799 you spot an old acquaintance that had a
FOdU3WkQayA-00030-00005800-00005959 crush on you before
FOdU3WkQayA-00031-00005960-00006063 you
FOdU3WkQayA-00032-00006064-00006334 a try to make a move on them
FOdU3WkQayA-00033-00006335-00006406 b
FOdU3WkQayA-00034-00006408-00006567 be friendly with them just like old
FOdU3WkQayA-00035-00006568-00006695 times
FOdU3WkQayA-00036-00006695-00006791 c
FOdU3WkQayA-00037-00006792-00006951 joke around and poke light fun around
FOdU3WkQayA-00038-00006952-00007319 them or d act like you're a normal self
FOdU3WkQayA-00039-00007320-00007439 number three
FOdU3WkQayA-00040-00007440-00007670 at a party you're most looking forward
FOdU3WkQayA-00041-00007672-00007767 to
FOdU3WkQayA-00042-00007768-00008014 a talk to the most attractive person in
FOdU3WkQayA-00043-00008015-00008119 the room
FOdU3WkQayA-00044-00008120-00008335 b stick around with people you know and
FOdU3WkQayA-00045-00008336-00008535 have a fun time with the gang
FOdU3WkQayA-00046-00008536-00008927 c flirt and banter with strangers or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00047-00008928-00009135 have a good time regardless of who i'm
FOdU3WkQayA-00048-00009136-00009255 with
FOdU3WkQayA-00049-00009256-00009391 number four
FOdU3WkQayA-00050-00009392-00009639 at school you're most known for being
FOdU3WkQayA-00051-00009640-00009727 a
FOdU3WkQayA-00052-00009728-00009974 an outspoken classmate
FOdU3WkQayA-00053-00009975-00010063 b
FOdU3WkQayA-00054-00010064-00010287 the loyal friend
FOdU3WkQayA-00055-00010288-00010383 c
FOdU3WkQayA-00056-00010384-00010559 the class clown
FOdU3WkQayA-00057-00010560-00010655 or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00058-00010656-00010863 the most organized
FOdU3WkQayA-00059-00010864-00010991 number five
FOdU3WkQayA-00060-00010992-00011135 how do you comfort a friend when they
FOdU3WkQayA-00061-00011136-00011351 break up with their partner
FOdU3WkQayA-00062-00011352-00011463 a
FOdU3WkQayA-00063-00011464-00011670 tell them their ex was good for nothing
FOdU3WkQayA-00064-00011671-00011774 anyway
FOdU3WkQayA-00065-00011775-00011846 b
FOdU3WkQayA-00066-00011847-00012046 talk to them with empathy and kindness
FOdU3WkQayA-00067-00012047-00012246 they're at a tough spot
FOdU3WkQayA-00068-00012247-00012319 c
FOdU3WkQayA-00069-00012320-00012495 joke around and invite them out for a
FOdU3WkQayA-00070-00012496-00012638 friendly night out
FOdU3WkQayA-00071-00012639-00012742 or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00072-00012743-00012910 give them space but make sure to check
FOdU3WkQayA-00073-00012911-00013111 up on them from time to time
FOdU3WkQayA-00074-00013112-00013230 number six
FOdU3WkQayA-00075-00013231-00013391 when your friend or partner has done
FOdU3WkQayA-00076-00013391-00013543 something wrong to you what do you
FOdU3WkQayA-00077-00013544-00013703 usually do
FOdU3WkQayA-00078-00013704-00013799 a
FOdU3WkQayA-00079-00013800-00014007 i'd be fuming
FOdU3WkQayA-00080-00014008-00014094 b
FOdU3WkQayA-00081-00014095-00014311 i'll give them a second chance
FOdU3WkQayA-00082-00014312-00014447 or c
FOdU3WkQayA-00083-00014447-00014655 i forget about it
FOdU3WkQayA-00084-00014656-00014799 or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00085-00014800-00014991 my needs go first i'll reconsider
FOdU3WkQayA-00086-00014991-00015127 whether they're still good for my life
FOdU3WkQayA-00087-00015128-00015255 or not
FOdU3WkQayA-00088-00015256-00015399 number seven
FOdU3WkQayA-00089-00015400-00015679 what do you look for in a partner
FOdU3WkQayA-00090-00015680-00015758 a
FOdU3WkQayA-00091-00015759-00016015 someone who's sexually attractive
FOdU3WkQayA-00092-00016016-00016119 b
FOdU3WkQayA-00093-00016119-00016447 someone who can also be my best friend
FOdU3WkQayA-00094-00016448-00016550 c
FOdU3WkQayA-00095-00016551-00016711 someone who knows how to lighten the
FOdU3WkQayA-00096-00016712-00016807 mood
FOdU3WkQayA-00097-00016808-00016911 or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00098-00016912-00017199 a loyal and sincere partner
FOdU3WkQayA-00099-00017200-00017327 number eight
FOdU3WkQayA-00100-00017328-00017471 when do you think is the right time to
FOdU3WkQayA-00101-00017472-00017622 kiss someone
FOdU3WkQayA-00102-00017623-00017711 a
FOdU3WkQayA-00103-00017712-00017894 as soon as the spark appears even if
FOdU3WkQayA-00104-00017895-00018063 it's the first date
FOdU3WkQayA-00105-00018064-00018143 b
FOdU3WkQayA-00106-00018144-00018494 after we get to know each other more see
FOdU3WkQayA-00107-00018495-00018727 when they want to kiss me too
FOdU3WkQayA-00108-00018728-00018847 or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00109-00018848-00019079 when the time feels right
FOdU3WkQayA-00110-00019080-00019199 number nine
FOdU3WkQayA-00111-00019200-00019350 what's your idea of a healthy
FOdU3WkQayA-00112-00019351-00019511 relationship
FOdU3WkQayA-00113-00019512-00019607 a
FOdU3WkQayA-00114-00019608-00019830 physical intimacy
FOdU3WkQayA-00115-00019831-00019927 be
FOdU3WkQayA-00116-00019928-00020111 after some time they'll be the person i
FOdU3WkQayA-00117-00020112-00020350 share all my secrets with
FOdU3WkQayA-00118-00020351-00020439 c
FOdU3WkQayA-00119-00020440-00020655 that we can joke around and flirt while
FOdU3WkQayA-00120-00020656-00020943 still remaining committed or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00121-00020944-00021086 we share the same values and are
FOdU3WkQayA-00122-00021087-00021294 committed to each other
FOdU3WkQayA-00123-00021295-00021447 number 10
FOdU3WkQayA-00124-00021448-00021783 how would you describe your love style
FOdU3WkQayA-00125-00021784-00021894 a
FOdU3WkQayA-00126-00021895-00022150 passionate and intense
FOdU3WkQayA-00127-00022151-00022222 b
FOdU3WkQayA-00128-00022223-00022383 i like to take things slow and embrace
FOdU3WkQayA-00129-00022384-00022622 the moment spent together
FOdU3WkQayA-00130-00022623-00022727 see
FOdU3WkQayA-00131-00022728-00022919 i'd go with the flow as long as we're
FOdU3WkQayA-00132-00022920-00023103 both enjoying ourselves
FOdU3WkQayA-00133-00023104-00023222 or d
FOdU3WkQayA-00134-00023223-00023447 i make sure i'm ready first and then
FOdU3WkQayA-00135-00023448-00023647 i'll open up to others
FOdU3WkQayA-00136-00023648-00023927 okay time for results all tallied up
FOdU3WkQayA-00137-00023928-00024111 here are your love styles according to
FOdU3WkQayA-00138-00024112-00024311 the letter that appears the most
FOdU3WkQayA-00139-00024312-00024414 eros
FOdU3WkQayA-00140-00024415-00024614 sexual passion
FOdU3WkQayA-00141-00024615-00024903 if a appears the most your dominant love
FOdU3WkQayA-00142-00024904-00025119 style is arrows this type of love
FOdU3WkQayA-00143-00025120-00025367 represents sexual passion and desire
FOdU3WkQayA-00144-00025368-00025639 you're the hopeless romantic type quite
FOdU3WkQayA-00145-00025639-00025934 turbulent at times but a true passionate
FOdU3WkQayA-00146-00025935-00026143 lover people would regard you as a
FOdU3WkQayA-00147-00026144-00026358 spirited and energetic type and you're
FOdU3WkQayA-00148-00026360-00026518 known to be someone who's not afraid to
FOdU3WkQayA-00149-00026519-00026718 speak their mind
FOdU3WkQayA-00150-00026719-00026846 philia
FOdU3WkQayA-00151-00026847-00027095 deep loyal friendship
FOdU3WkQayA-00152-00027095-00027407 if b appears the most you're a philia
FOdU3WkQayA-00153-00027408-00027623 lover this type of love represents
FOdU3WkQayA-00154-00027624-00027862 friendship and close companionship you
FOdU3WkQayA-00155-00027863-00028127 value honesty loyalty and commitment and
FOdU3WkQayA-00156-00028127-00028270 you expect your partner to share the
FOdU3WkQayA-00157-00028272-00028423 same values too
FOdU3WkQayA-00158-00028424-00028607 people would describe you as someone who
FOdU3WkQayA-00159-00028608-00028767 will defend your friends and lovers till
FOdU3WkQayA-00160-00028768-00028999 the very end you're also known to be
FOdU3WkQayA-00161-00029000-00029343 cheerful easygoing and empathic
FOdU3WkQayA-00162-00029344-00029455 ludus
FOdU3WkQayA-00163-00029456-00029711 flirty playful love
FOdU3WkQayA-00164-00029712-00029887 if c appears the most you're an
FOdU3WkQayA-00165-00029888-00030214 idealistic ludus lover this type of love
FOdU3WkQayA-00166-00030216-00030351 represents playfulness and
FOdU3WkQayA-00167-00030352-00030590 flirtatiousness people may describe you
FOdU3WkQayA-00168-00030591-00030799 as the life of the party at times there
FOdU3WkQayA-00169-00030800-00031046 are no dull moments when you're around
FOdU3WkQayA-00170-00031047-00031199 you like being adventurous in your
FOdU3WkQayA-00171-00031200-00031351 approaches and you're known to be a
FOdU3WkQayA-00172-00031352-00031527 spontaneous person who can be talking
FOdU3WkQayA-00173-00031527-00031687 with a stranger one minute and dancing
FOdU3WkQayA-00174-00031688-00031862 with them the next
FOdU3WkQayA-00175-00031863-00031983 velosia
FOdU3WkQayA-00176-00031983-00032127 self-compassion
FOdU3WkQayA-00177-00032127-00032351 if your most common letter is d your
FOdU3WkQayA-00178-00032352-00032574 most dominant love style is a falasha
FOdU3WkQayA-00179-00032575-00032718 type of love
FOdU3WkQayA-00180-00032719-00032951 you are self-compassionate and have a
FOdU3WkQayA-00181-00032952-00033151 strong internal compass
FOdU3WkQayA-00182-00033152-00033327 your strong ability to be in tune with
FOdU3WkQayA-00183-00033328-00033462 your values and morals makes you
FOdU3WkQayA-00184-00033463-00033623 naturally attractive to people who share
FOdU3WkQayA-00185-00033624-00033767 similar values
FOdU3WkQayA-00186-00033768-00033999 you are considered to be thoughtful kind
FOdU3WkQayA-00187-00034000-00034199 and considerate what your partner loves
FOdU3WkQayA-00188-00034200-00034431 about you what love style did you get
FOdU3WkQayA-00189-00034432-00034607 have we missed anything
FOdU3WkQayA-00190-00034608-00034790 if your results were accurate let us
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FRRcwWjVsDI-00004-00001722-00001892 conference big data SB really what we
FRRcwWjVsDI-00005-00001893-00002120 call Big Data week because this is where
FRRcwWjVsDI-00006-00002121-00002275 all the action is going on down in San
FRRcwWjVsDI-00007-00002276-00002467 Jose worth the historic to go to lounge
FRRcwWjVsDI-00008-00002468-00002692 getting back of the Fairmont come on by
FRRcwWjVsDI-00009-00002693-00002870 say hello we've got a really cool space
FRRcwWjVsDI-00010-00002871-00003029 and we're excited never been in the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00011-00003030-00003166 space before so we're excited to be here
FRRcwWjVsDI-00012-00003167-00003350 so we got George Gilbert here from
FRRcwWjVsDI-00013-00003351-00003503 Wikibon and we're really excited to have
FRRcwWjVsDI-00014-00003504-00003725 our next guest he's Fred rice he's the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00015-00003726-00003961 chief architect at IBM spark Technology
FRRcwWjVsDI-00016-00003962-00004147 Center in San Francisco Fred great to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00017-00004148-00004354 see you thank you Jeff so what I
FRRcwWjVsDI-00018-00004355-00004606 remember when Rob Thomas we went up and
FRRcwWjVsDI-00019-00004607-00004756 met with him in San Francisco and you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00020-00004757-00004916 guys first opened the spark Technology
FRRcwWjVsDI-00021-00004917-00005104 Center a couple years now give us an
FRRcwWjVsDI-00022-00005105-00005254 update on what's going on there I know
FRRcwWjVsDI-00023-00005255-00005510 IBM's putting a lot of investment in the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00024-00005511-00005660 spark Technology Center in the San
FRRcwWjVsDI-00025-00005661-00005858 Francisco office specifically give us
FRRcwWjVsDI-00026-00005859-00005972 kind of an update of what's going on
FRRcwWjVsDI-00027-00005973-00006179 that's right Jeff now we're in the new
FRRcwWjVsDI-00028-00006180-00006365 watson west building in san francisco
FRRcwWjVsDI-00029-00006366-00006670 and 505 howard street co-located we have
FRRcwWjVsDI-00030-00006672-00006809 about a 50-person development
FRRcwWjVsDI-00031-00006809-00006995 organization right next to us we have
FRRcwWjVsDI-00032-00006995-00007309 about 25 designers and on the same floor
FRRcwWjVsDI-00033-00007311-00007531 a lot of developers from Watson doing
FRRcwWjVsDI-00034-00007533-00007681 data science from The Weather
FRRcwWjVsDI-00035-00007683-00007981 Underground doing weather data analysis
FRRcwWjVsDI-00036-00007983-00008153 there's a really exciting place to be
FRRcwWjVsDI-00037-00008154-00008342 lots of interest in work and data
FRRcwWjVsDI-00038-00008343-00008534 science going on there and it's it's
FRRcwWjVsDI-00039-00008535-00008828 really great to see how IBM is taking
FRRcwWjVsDI-00040-00008829-00009095 the the core Watson obviously enabled by
FRRcwWjVsDI-00041-00009096-00009256 spark and other core open source
FRRcwWjVsDI-00042-00009257-00009452 technologies and now applying it we're
FRRcwWjVsDI-00043-00009453-00009655 seeing Watson for health Watson for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00044-00009656-00009892 autonomous vehicles Watson for barking
FRRcwWjVsDI-00045-00009893-00010099 Watson for this and really bringing that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00046-00010100-00010388 type of machine learning power to all
FRRcwWjVsDI-00047-00010389-00010523 the various verticals in which you guys
FRRcwWjVsDI-00048-00010524-00010745 play absolutely that's been what Watson
FRRcwWjVsDI-00049-00010746-00010894 has been about from the very beginning
FRRcwWjVsDI-00050-00010895-00011084 bringing the power of machine learning
FRRcwWjVsDI-00051-00011085-00011335 the power of artificial intelligence to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00052-00011336-00011692 real-world applications XO so let's tie
FRRcwWjVsDI-00053-00011693-00012113 tie back to the spark community most
FRRcwWjVsDI-00054-00012114-00012319 folks are understand how data bricks
FRRcwWjVsDI-00055-00012320-00012680 builds out the core or most most does
FRRcwWjVsDI-00056-00012681-00012871 most of the core work for like the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00057-00012872-00013193 sequel workload the streaming
FRRcwWjVsDI-00058-00013194-00013550 and machine learning and I guess graph
FRRcwWjVsDI-00059-00013551-00013799 is still immature we were talking
FRRcwWjVsDI-00060-00013800-00014084 earlier about IBM's contributions in
FRRcwWjVsDI-00061-00014085-00014258 helping to build out the machine
FRRcwWjVsDI-00062-00014259-00014719 learning side help us understand what
FRRcwWjVsDI-00063-00014721-00015022 the data bricks core technology for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00064-00015024-00015200 machine learning is and how IBM is
FRRcwWjVsDI-00065-00015201-00015476 building beyond that so the core
FRRcwWjVsDI-00066-00015477-00015647 technology for machine learning and
FRRcwWjVsDI-00067-00015647-00016001 apache spark comes out actually of the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00068-00016002-00016147 machine learning department at UC
FRRcwWjVsDI-00069-00016149-00016415 Berkeley as well as a lot of different
FRRcwWjVsDI-00070-00016416-00016604 members from the community some of those
FRRcwWjVsDI-00071-00016605-00016766 community members also work for data
FRRcwWjVsDI-00072-00016767-00017024 bricks we actually at the IBM spark
FRRcwWjVsDI-00073-00017025-00017177 Technology Center have made a number of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00074-00017178-00017492 contributions to the core apache spark
FRRcwWjVsDI-00075-00017493-00017795 em alive libraries for example recent
FRRcwWjVsDI-00076-00017796-00018176 contributions in neural Nets in addition
FRRcwWjVsDI-00077-00018177-00018413 to that we also work on a project called
FRRcwWjVsDI-00078-00018414-00018602 Apache system amount which used to be
FRRcwWjVsDI-00079-00018603-00018920 proprietary IBM technology but the IBM
FRRcwWjVsDI-00080-00018921-00019073 spark Technology Center has turned
FRRcwWjVsDI-00081-00019074-00019304 system ml into Apache system and now
FRRcwWjVsDI-00082-00019305-00019511 it's now an open Apache incubating
FRRcwWjVsDI-00083-00019512-00019796 project that's been moving forward out
FRRcwWjVsDI-00084-00019797-00019979 in the open you can download the latest
FRRcwWjVsDI-00085-00019980-00020351 release on line and that provides a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00086-00020352-00020579 piece that we thought was missing from
FRRcwWjVsDI-00087-00020580-00020729 spark in a lot of other similar
FRRcwWjVsDI-00088-00020730-00021029 environments an optimizer for machine
FRRcwWjVsDI-00089-00021030-00021247 learning algorithms so in spark you have
FRRcwWjVsDI-00090-00021248-00021472 the catalyst optimizer for data analysis
FRRcwWjVsDI-00091-00021473-00021716 data frames sequel you write your
FRRcwWjVsDI-00092-00021717-00021890 queries in terms of those high level API
FRRcwWjVsDI-00093-00021891-00022157 is and catalyst figured out how to make
FRRcwWjVsDI-00094-00022158-00022436 them go fast in system ml we have an
FRRcwWjVsDI-00095-00022437-00022652 optimizer for high-level languages like
FRRcwWjVsDI-00096-00022653-00022919 spark and Python where you can write
FRRcwWjVsDI-00097-00022920-00023243 algorithms in terms of linear algebra in
FRRcwWjVsDI-00098-00023244-00023405 terms of high level operations on
FRRcwWjVsDI-00099-00023406-00023624 matrices and vectors and have the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00100-00023625-00023786 optimizer take care of making those
FRRcwWjVsDI-00101-00023787-00023996 algorithms run in parallel runnin scale
FRRcwWjVsDI-00102-00023997-00024397 they can care taking account of the data
FRRcwWjVsDI-00103-00024398-00024578 characteristics does the data fit in
FRRcwWjVsDI-00104-00024579-00024725 memory and if so keep it in memory
FRRcwWjVsDI-00105-00024726-00024959 because the data not get memory stream
FRRcwWjVsDI-00106-00024960-00025310 it from disk ok so there was a ton of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00107-00025311-00025487 stuff in there and yep if I would have
FRRcwWjVsDI-00108-00025488-00025714 refer to that as so densely packed as it
FRRcwWjVsDI-00109-00025716-00025925 has to be a black hole that might come
FRRcwWjVsDI-00110-00025926-00026183 across wrong so I won't refer to it as a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00111-00026183-00026498 black hole but let's unpack that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00112-00026499-00026908 um so the and I meant that in a good way
FRRcwWjVsDI-00113-00026909-00027310 like high band was you know thanks Jer
FRRcwWjVsDI-00114-00027311-00027752 so so the the traditional spark that the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00115-00027752-00028012 machine learning that comes with sparks
FRRcwWjVsDI-00116-00028013-00028330 ml lib one of its distinguishing
FRRcwWjVsDI-00117-00028331-00028673 characteristics is that the models the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00118-00028674-00028817 algorithms that are in there have been
FRRcwWjVsDI-00119-00028818-00029008 built to run on a cluster that's right
FRRcwWjVsDI-00120-00029009-00029224 very few very few others have built
FRRcwWjVsDI-00121-00029225-00029477 machine learning algorithms to run out
FRRcwWjVsDI-00122-00029477-00029899 of cluster but as you were saying you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00123-00029900-00030277 don't really have an optimizer for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00124-00030277-00030593 finding something we're a couple couple
FRRcwWjVsDI-00125-00030594-00030968 of the algorithms would be fit optimally
FRRcwWjVsDI-00126-00030969-00031255 to solve a problem help us understand
FRRcwWjVsDI-00127-00031256-00031898 then how a system ml takes that sort of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00128-00031899-00032237 a solves a more general problem for for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00129-00032238-00032602 say ensemble models and for scale out
FRRcwWjVsDI-00130-00032602-00033262 how you I guess um help us understand
FRRcwWjVsDI-00131-00033263-00033721 how system ml fits relative to sparks ml
FRRcwWjVsDI-00132-00033722-00033968 lib and the more general problems that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00133-00033969-00034385 can solve so ml I'm and a lot of related
FRRcwWjVsDI-00134-00034386-00034589 packages such as sparkling water from
FRRcwWjVsDI-00135-00034590-00034817 h2o for example provide you with a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00136-00034818-00035123 toolbox of algorithms and each of those
FRRcwWjVsDI-00137-00035124-00035389 algorithms has been hands tuned for a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00138-00035390-00035630 particular range of problem sizes and
FRRcwWjVsDI-00139-00035631-00035882 problem characteristics this works great
FRRcwWjVsDI-00140-00035883-00036121 as long as the particular problem you're
FRRcwWjVsDI-00141-00036122-00036386 facing as a data scientist is a good
FRRcwWjVsDI-00142-00036387-00036571 match to that implementation that you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00143-00036572-00036865 have in your toolbox what system ml
FRRcwWjVsDI-00144-00036866-00037162 provides is less like having a toolbox
FRRcwWjVsDI-00145-00037163-00037364 and more like having a machine shop you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00146-00037365-00037621 can you have a lot more flexibility you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00147-00037622-00037826 have a lot more power you can write down
FRRcwWjVsDI-00148-00037827-00037999 an algorithm as you would write it down
FRRcwWjVsDI-00149-00038000-00038230 if you were implementing it just to run
FRRcwWjVsDI-00150-00038231-00038468 on your laptop and then let the system
FRRcwWjVsDI-00151-00038469-00038812 ml optimizer take care of producing a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00152-00038813-00039046 parallel version of that algorithm that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00153-00039047-00039260 is customized to the characteristics of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00154-00039261-00039464 your cluster that's customized to the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00155-00039465-00039641 characteristics of your data
FRRcwWjVsDI-00156-00039642-00039836 so let me stop you right there because I
FRRcwWjVsDI-00157-00039837-00040094 want to use an example an analogy that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00158-00040095-00040400 others might find easy to relate to for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00159-00040401-00040583 all the people who understand sequel and
FRRcwWjVsDI-00160-00040584-00041003 scale out sequel yep so the way you were
FRRcwWjVsDI-00161-00041004-00041447 describing it sounds like oh if I were a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00162-00041448-00041762 sequel developer and I wanted to get at
FRRcwWjVsDI-00163-00041763-00042056 some data on my laptop I would find it
FRRcwWjVsDI-00164-00042057-00042236 pretty easy to write the sequel to do
FRRcwWjVsDI-00165-00042237-00042713 that now let's say I had a bunch of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00166-00042714-00042971 servers each with its own database and I
FRRcwWjVsDI-00167-00042972-00043307 wanted to get data from each database if
FRRcwWjVsDI-00168-00043308-00043514 I didn't have a scale-out database I
FRRcwWjVsDI-00169-00043515-00043697 would have to figure out physically how
FRRcwWjVsDI-00170-00043698-00044027 to go to each server in the cluster to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00171-00044028-00044225 get it right and what I'm on what I'm
FRRcwWjVsDI-00172-00044226-00044522 hearing for system ml is it'll take that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00173-00044523-00044726 query that I might have written on my
FRRcwWjVsDI-00174-00044727-00045005 one server and it will transparently
FRRcwWjVsDI-00175-00045006-00045220 figure out how to scale that out
FRRcwWjVsDI-00176-00045221-00045457 although in this case not queries
FRRcwWjVsDI-00177-00045458-00045803 machine learning algorithm the database
FRRcwWjVsDI-00178-00045804-00046052 analogy is very apt just like sequel and
FRRcwWjVsDI-00179-00046053-00046337 query optimization by allowing you to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00180-00046338-00046538 separate that logical description of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00181-00046539-00046697 what it is you're looking for from the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00182-00046698-00046892 physical description of how to get it it
FRRcwWjVsDI-00183-00046893-00047198 lets you have a parallel database with
FRRcwWjVsDI-00184-00047199-00047414 the exact same language as a single
FRRcwWjVsDI-00185-00047415-00047678 machine database and system ml because
FRRcwWjVsDI-00186-00047679-00047888 we have an optimizer that separates that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00187-00047889-00048101 logical description of the machine
FRRcwWjVsDI-00188-00048102-00048266 learning algorithm from the physical
FRRcwWjVsDI-00189-00048267-00048548 implementation we can target a lot of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00190-00048549-00048713 different parallel systems we can also
FRRcwWjVsDI-00191-00048714-00048962 target a large server and the code the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00192-00048963-00049145 code that implements the algorithm stays
FRRcwWjVsDI-00193-00049146-00049394 the same ok now let's take that a step
FRRcwWjVsDI-00194-00049395-00049778 further because you refer to matrix math
FRRcwWjVsDI-00195-00049779-00050006 and I think linear algebra and a whole
FRRcwWjVsDI-00196-00050007-00050186 bunch of other things that I never quite
FRRcwWjVsDI-00197-00050187-00050450 made it to since I was a humanities
FRRcwWjVsDI-00198-00050451-00050912 major but when we're talking about those
FRRcwWjVsDI-00199-00050913-00051083 things my understanding is those are
FRRcwWjVsDI-00200-00051084-00051371 primitives that spark doesn't really
FRRcwWjVsDI-00201-00051372-00051746 implement so that if you wanted to do
FRRcwWjVsDI-00202-00051747-00052007 neural nets which relies on that for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00203-00052008-00052211 relies on some of those constructs or
FRRcwWjVsDI-00204-00052212-00052523 high performance yes that's not built
FRRcwWjVsDI-00205-00052524-00052787 into spark do can you get to that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00206-00052788-00052950 capability using system
FRRcwWjVsDI-00207-00052951-00053329 yes system ml edit score provides you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00208-00053329-00053580 with a library provide you as a user
FRRcwWjVsDI-00209-00053582-00053944 with the library of machine of gathered
FRRcwWjVsDI-00210-00053945-00054294 linear algebra primitives just like a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00211-00054295-00054544 language like our or a library like
FRRcwWjVsDI-00212-00054545-00054829 numpy gives you matrices and vectors and
FRRcwWjVsDI-00213-00054829-00055087 all of the operations you can do on top
FRRcwWjVsDI-00214-00055088-00055474 of those those primitives and just to be
FRRcwWjVsDI-00215-00055475-00055657 clear linear algebra really is the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00216-00055658-00055903 language of machine learning if you pick
FRRcwWjVsDI-00217-00055904-00056104 up a paper about an advanced machine
FRRcwWjVsDI-00218-00056104-00056299 learning algorithm chances are the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00219-00056300-00056505 specification for what that algorithm
FRRcwWjVsDI-00220-00056507-00056749 does and how that algorithm works is
FRRcwWjVsDI-00221-00056750-00056904 going to be written in the paper
FRRcwWjVsDI-00222-00056905-00057271 literally in linear algebra and the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00223-00057272-00057463 implementation that was used in that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00224-00057464-00057616 paper is probably written in a language
FRRcwWjVsDI-00225-00057616-00057913 where linear algebra is built in like
FRRcwWjVsDI-00226-00057914-00058225 our or like numpy so it sounds to me
FRRcwWjVsDI-00227-00058226-00058615 like spark has done the work of getting
FRRcwWjVsDI-00228-00058616-00058798 sort of a blocking and tackling of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00229-00058799-00058999 machine light we're seeing learning to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00230-00059000-00059260 run in parallel and that's I mean to be
FRRcwWjVsDI-00231-00059261-00059394 clear since we haven't really talked
FRRcwWjVsDI-00232-00059395-00059526 about it that's important when you're
FRRcwWjVsDI-00233-00059527-00059785 handling data at scale yes and you want
FRRcwWjVsDI-00234-00059786-00060124 to train you know models on very very
FRRcwWjVsDI-00235-00060125-00060403 large data sets but it sounds like when
FRRcwWjVsDI-00236-00060404-00060598 we want to go to some of the more
FRRcwWjVsDI-00237-00060599-00060778 advanced machine learning capabilities
FRRcwWjVsDI-00238-00060779-00061003 the ones that today are making all the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00239-00061004-00061254 noise with you know speech to text text
FRRcwWjVsDI-00240-00061255-00061449 to speech natural language understanding
FRRcwWjVsDI-00241-00061450-00061804 those neural network-based capabilities
FRRcwWjVsDI-00242-00061804-00062053 are not built into the course Park in
FRRcwWjVsDI-00243-00062054-00062350 malad that would it be fair to say you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00244-00062351-00062551 could start getting at at them through
FRRcwWjVsDI-00245-00062552-00062841 system ml yes system emelles a much
FRRcwWjVsDI-00246-00062842-00063138 better way to do scalable linear algebra
FRRcwWjVsDI-00247-00063139-00063357 on topless Park than the very limited
FRRcwWjVsDI-00248-00063358-00063538 linear algebra that's built into spark
FRRcwWjVsDI-00249-00063539-00063811 so all right let's take that the next
FRRcwWjVsDI-00250-00063812-00064291 step ken system ml be grafted on to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00251-00064291-00064600 spark in some way where would it have to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00252-00064601-00064905 be an entirely new API that doesn't take
FRRcwWjVsDI-00253-00064907-00065098 it in that doesn't integrate with all
FRRcwWjVsDI-00254-00065099-00065344 the other spark api's in a way that you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00255-00065345-00065572 know that has differentiated spark right
FRRcwWjVsDI-00256-00065573-00065807 where you know each API is sort of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00257-00065808-00066048 accessible from every other
FRRcwWjVsDI-00258-00066049-00066357 can you can you tied system M Eleanor or
FRRcwWjVsDI-00259-00066358-00066699 is that or do the spark guys have to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00260-00066700-00066909 build more primitives into their own
FRRcwWjVsDI-00261-00066910-00067248 sort of engine first a lot of the work
FRRcwWjVsDI-00262-00067249-00067410 that we've done at the spark Technology
FRRcwWjVsDI-00263-00067411-00067644 Center as part of bringing system ml
FRRcwWjVsDI-00264-00067645-00067863 into the Apache ecosystem has has been
FRRcwWjVsDI-00265-00067864-00068064 to build a nice tight integration with
FRRcwWjVsDI-00266-00068065-00068343 the past you spark so you can pass spark
FRRcwWjVsDI-00267-00068344-00068619 data frames directly into system ml you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00268-00068620-00068889 can get data frames back your system mo
FRRcwWjVsDI-00269-00068890-00069159 algorithm was you written it in terms of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00270-00069160-00069357 system imel's one of system analyst
FRRcwWjVsDI-00271-00069358-00069591 domain-specific languages it just plugs
FRRcwWjVsDI-00272-00069592-00069819 into spark like all the algorithms that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00273-00069820-00070140 are built into spark ok so that's that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00274-00070141-00070458 would keep spark competitive with more
FRRcwWjVsDI-00275-00070459-00070848 advanced machine learning frameworks for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00276-00070849-00071067 a longer period of time in other words
FRRcwWjVsDI-00277-00071068-00071337 it wouldn't hit the wall the way you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00278-00071338-00071607 know if it encountered tensorflow from
FRRcwWjVsDI-00279-00071608-00071895 google for google's way of doing deep
FRRcwWjVsDI-00280-00071896-00072138 learning spark wouldn't hit the wall
FRRcwWjVsDI-00281-00072139-00072462 once it needed like a tensor flow as
FRRcwWjVsDI-00282-00072463-00072678 long as it had system ml so deeply
FRRcwWjVsDI-00283-00072679-00072846 integrated the way you're doing it right
FRRcwWjVsDI-00284-00072847-00072996 with the system like this to my mail you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00285-00072997-00073206 can quickly move into new domains of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00286-00073207-00073383 machine learning so for example this
FRRcwWjVsDI-00287-00073384-00073533 afternoon I'm going to be giving a talk
FRRcwWjVsDI-00288-00073534-00073734 with one of our machine learning
FRRcwWjVsDI-00289-00073735-00073971 developers might do some Barry about our
FRRcwWjVsDI-00290-00073972-00074184 recent efforts to implement deep
FRRcwWjVsDI-00291-00074185-00074442 learning in system ml like full-scale
FRRcwWjVsDI-00292-00074443-00074658 convolutional neural nets running on a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00293-00074659-00075056 cluster in parallel processing many
FRRcwWjVsDI-00294-00075057-00075612 gigabytes of images and we implemented
FRRcwWjVsDI-00295-00075613-00075768 that with very little effort because we
FRRcwWjVsDI-00296-00075769-00076032 have this optimizer underneath that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00297-00076033-00076246 takes care of a lot of the details of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00298-00076247-00076526 how you get that data into the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00299-00076527-00076779 processing how you get the data spread
FRRcwWjVsDI-00300-00076780-00076911 across the cluster how you get the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00301-00076912-00077172 processing move to the data or vice
FRRcwWjVsDI-00302-00077173-00077397 versa all those decisions are taken care
FRRcwWjVsDI-00303-00077398-00077685 of the optimizer you just write down the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00304-00077686-00077913 the linear algebra parts and let the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00305-00077914-00078042 system take care of it that let us
FRRcwWjVsDI-00306-00078043-00078159 implement deep learning much more
FRRcwWjVsDI-00307-00078160-00078339 quickly than we would have it if we had
FRRcwWjVsDI-00308-00078340-00078540 done it from scratch so it's just as
FRRcwWjVsDI-00309-00078541-00078816 ongoing cadence of basically removing
FRRcwWjVsDI-00310-00078817-00078998 kind of the infrastructure gut
FRRcwWjVsDI-00311-00078999-00079290 management from the data scientists
FRRcwWjVsDI-00312-00079291-00079452 and enabling them to concentrate really
FRRcwWjVsDI-00313-00079453-00079638 where their value add is is on the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00314-00079639-00079776 algorithms themselves so they don't have
FRRcwWjVsDI-00315-00079777-00079938 to worry about how many clusters it's
FRRcwWjVsDI-00316-00079939-00080103 running on and kind of that configured
FRRcwWjVsDI-00317-00080104-00080277 asian kind of took kind of typical
FRRcwWjVsDI-00318-00080278-00080505 DevOps that we see on the regular
FRRcwWjVsDI-00319-00080506-00080625 development side but now you're really
FRRcwWjVsDI-00320-00080626-00080763 bringing that into the machine learning
FRRcwWjVsDI-00321-00080764-00080943 space that's right Jeff I mean
FRRcwWjVsDI-00322-00080944-00081213 personally I find all the my new shape
FRRcwWjVsDI-00323-00081214-00081495 of making a parallel algorithm work
FRRcwWjVsDI-00324-00081496-00081684 really fascinating but a lot of people
FRRcwWjVsDI-00325-00081685-00081969 working in data science see parallel ISM
FRRcwWjVsDI-00326-00081970-00082224 as a tool they want to solve the data
FRRcwWjVsDI-00327-00082225-00082512 science problem okay and system ml lets
FRRcwWjVsDI-00328-00082513-00082704 you focus on solving the data science
FRRcwWjVsDI-00329-00082705-00082917 problem because the system takes care of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00330-00082918-00083172 the parallel ism so aren't you guys
FRRcwWjVsDI-00331-00083173-00083343 could going in the weeds for probably
FRRcwWjVsDI-00332-00083344-00083484 three hours but we don't have enough
FRRcwWjVsDI-00333-00083485-00083694 coffee and we're going to set up that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00334-00083695-00083862 all of time because your buzz in San
FRRcwWjVsDI-00335-00083863-00084054 Francisco but before you let you let you
FRRcwWjVsDI-00336-00084055-00084399 go right as you look forward into 2017
FRRcwWjVsDI-00337-00084400-00084573 and kind of the advances you guys have
FRRcwWjVsDI-00338-00084574-00084756 done there at the IBM spark center in
FRRcwWjVsDI-00339-00084757-00084987 the city what's kind of the next couple
FRRcwWjVsDI-00340-00084988-00085248 great hurdles that you're looking to to
FRRcwWjVsDI-00341-00085249-00085479 cross kind of the new challenges that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00342-00085480-00085665 are getting you up every morning that
FRRcwWjVsDI-00343-00085666-00085818 you're excited that was we come back a
FRRcwWjVsDI-00344-00085819-00086013 year from now we'll be able to look back
FRRcwWjVsDI-00345-00086014-00086166 and say wow you know these are the one
FRRcwWjVsDI-00346-00086167-00086349 or two things we were able to take down
FRRcwWjVsDI-00347-00086350-00086607 a 20-17 we're moving forward on several
FRRcwWjVsDI-00348-00086608-00086847 different fronts this year on one front
FRRcwWjVsDI-00349-00086848-00086979 we're helping to get the notebook
FRRcwWjVsDI-00350-00086980-00087255 experience with spark notebooks
FRRcwWjVsDI-00351-00087256-00087603 consistent across the entire IBM product
FRRcwWjVsDI-00352-00087604-00087789 portfolio we helped a lot with the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00353-00087790-00088068 rollout of notebooks on data science
FRRcwWjVsDI-00354-00088069-00088365 experience on Z for example and we're
FRRcwWjVsDI-00355-00088366-00088497 working out give me with the data
FRRcwWjVsDI-00356-00088498-00088635 science experience and with with the
FRRcwWjVsDI-00357-00088636-00088953 Watson data platform on the other hand
FRRcwWjVsDI-00358-00088954-00089187 were contributing to spark 2.2 there are
FRRcwWjVsDI-00359-00089188-00089397 some exciting features particularly in
FRRcwWjVsDI-00360-00089398-00089550 sequel that we're hoping to get into
FRRcwWjVsDI-00361-00089551-00089772 that release as well as some new
FRRcwWjVsDI-00362-00089773-00089988 improvements to em alive we're moving
FRRcwWjVsDI-00363-00089989-00090222 forward with apache system ml we just
FRRcwWjVsDI-00364-00090223-00090654 caught version 0.3 not talking right now
FRRcwWjVsDI-00365-00090655-00090834 on the mailing list about getting system
FRRcwWjVsDI-00366-00090835-00091014 ml out of incubation making it a full
FRRcwWjVsDI-00367-00091015-00091343 top level project and we're also
FRRcwWjVsDI-00368-00091344-00091671 continuing to help with the adoption of
FRRcwWjVsDI-00369-00091672-00091896 the patchy spark technology in the anti
FRRcwWjVsDI-00370-00091897-00092220 fries our latest focus has been on deep
FRRcwWjVsDI-00371-00092221-00092413 learning on spark
FRRcwWjVsDI-00372-00092414-00092636 well I think we found him the smartest
FRRcwWjVsDI-00373-00092637-00092863 guy in the room bread thanks for
FRRcwWjVsDI-00374-00092864-00093059 stopping by and good luck on your talk
FRRcwWjVsDI-00375-00093060-00093221 this afternoon thank you that's Willie
FRRcwWjVsDI-00376-00093222-00093374 all right he's forever i sees George
FRRcwWjVsDI-00377-00093375-00093503 Gilbert I'm chef Rick you're watching
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FWsCbTycmu8-00001-00000395-00000557 brilliant thanks very much and thanks
FWsCbTycmu8-00002-00000558-00000719 everyone for coming
FWsCbTycmu8-00003-00000720-00000911 um I can only apologize for being late
FWsCbTycmu8-00004-00000911-00001127 and on the wrong stage that was entirely
FWsCbTycmu8-00005-00001128-00001354 my fault you must not hold the the
FWsCbTycmu8-00006-00001355-00001625 organizers responsible for that at all
FWsCbTycmu8-00007-00001626-00001775 um well I'm good to talk to you about
FWsCbTycmu8-00008-00001776-00002152 today is hacking the Spectrum what I
FWsCbTycmu8-00009-00002153-00002423 mean by that is
FWsCbTycmu8-00010-00002424-00002723 how radios being a hardware thing is
FWsCbTycmu8-00011-00002724-00002939 transitioning into radios being a
FWsCbTycmu8-00012-00002940-00003340 software thing
FWsCbTycmu8-00013-00003342-00003545 and I'll talk a bit about the hardware
FWsCbTycmu8-00014-00003546-00003863 changes that that involves what that
FWsCbTycmu8-00015-00003864-00004090 means I'm going to talk about how to
FWsCbTycmu8-00016-00004092-00004379 write the software for radios and uh
FWsCbTycmu8-00017-00004380-00004522 scarily for me I'm actually going to
FWsCbTycmu8-00018-00004523-00004799 code a radio live on stage in front of
FWsCbTycmu8-00019-00004800-00004997 you this afternoon so what could go
FWsCbTycmu8-00020-00004998-00005177 wrong I think nothing could possibly go
FWsCbTycmu8-00021-00005178-00005393 wrong
FWsCbTycmu8-00022-00005394-00005638 and finally I'm going to talk a little
FWsCbTycmu8-00023-00005639-00005831 bit I haven't done it yet Perhaps clap
FWsCbTycmu8-00024-00005832-00005968 afterwards
FWsCbTycmu8-00025-00005969-00006136 finally I'm going to talk about what you
FWsCbTycmu8-00026-00006137-00006317 can do with it what's the point of it
FWsCbTycmu8-00027-00006318-00006400 all
FWsCbTycmu8-00028-00006401-00006767 any questions good but first I want to
FWsCbTycmu8-00029-00006768-00006934 quickly talk about decimation it's a
FWsCbTycmu8-00030-00006936-00007133 word that is used in Signal processing
FWsCbTycmu8-00031-00007134-00007331 people often ask me what it means so
FWsCbTycmu8-00032-00007331-00007583 I'll get this out the way decimation is
FWsCbTycmu8-00033-00007584-00007853 from the Latin root meaning 10. I don't
FWsCbTycmu8-00034-00007854-00007991 know what the Latin root is because I
FWsCbTycmu8-00035-00007992-00008201 didn't go to that kind of school it does
FWsCbTycmu8-00036-00008202-00008435 describe a particularly gruesome Roman
FWsCbTycmu8-00037-00008436-00008746 punishment though if a if a general
FWsCbTycmu8-00038-00008747-00008974 wanted to punish a legion he would
FWsCbTycmu8-00039-00008975-00009185 divide the legion up into groups of ten
FWsCbTycmu8-00040-00009186-00009401 each of these groups of 10 would draw
FWsCbTycmu8-00041-00009402-00009742 lots and then the uh the the one that
FWsCbTycmu8-00042-00009743-00010006 Drew the shortest lot would be killed by
FWsCbTycmu8-00043-00010007-00010271 the other nine so I think it's a
FWsCbTycmu8-00044-00010272-00010492 punishment that was threatened more
FWsCbTycmu8-00045-00010493-00010637 often it was used
FWsCbTycmu8-00046-00010638-00010996 but in the it this book this
FWsCbTycmu8-00047-00010997-00011159 illustration by the way is by William
FWsCbTycmu8-00048-00011160-00011446 Hogarth it comes from the book The 1970
FWsCbTycmu8-00049-00011447-00011783 the 1725 classic Roman military
FWsCbTycmu8-00050-00011784-00011974 punishments which features on my
FWsCbTycmu8-00051-00011975-00012131 bookshelf and I'm sure it does on yours
FWsCbTycmu8-00052-00012132-00012245 too
FWsCbTycmu8-00053-00012246-00012538 but to decimate in this context the
FWsCbTycmu8-00054-00012539-00012731 context of single signal processing
FWsCbTycmu8-00055-00012732-00013060 simply means to throw away or destroy a
FWsCbTycmu8-00056-00013061-00013205 proportion of whatever it is you're
FWsCbTycmu8-00057-00013206-00013438 talking about
FWsCbTycmu8-00058-00013440-00013697 right back onto radios
FWsCbTycmu8-00059-00013697-00013913 unless you want to talk more about Roman
FWsCbTycmu8-00060-00013913-00014315 military punishments
FWsCbTycmu8-00061-00014316-00014549 okay this is the inside of a traditional
FWsCbTycmu8-00062-00014550-00014788 radio if you've ever taken one apart
FWsCbTycmu8-00063-00014790-00015077 you'll recognize that immediately
FWsCbTycmu8-00064-00015078-00015166 um
FWsCbTycmu8-00065-00015168-00015347 I think the key things to notice about
FWsCbTycmu8-00066-00015347-00015544 this is from about the 1970s by the way
FWsCbTycmu8-00067-00015545-00015736 it's a Telefunken very beautiful radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00068-00015737-00016043 the key things to notice about it is
FWsCbTycmu8-00069-00016044-00016313 that everything is done in the hardware
FWsCbTycmu8-00070-00016313-00016715 the uh this is the result of over 100
FWsCbTycmu8-00071-00016716-00016913 Years of electronics Evolution since
FWsCbTycmu8-00072-00016914-00017207 radio was invented in 1895 it is a
FWsCbTycmu8-00073-00017208-00017483 brilliant design these kind of radios
FWsCbTycmu8-00074-00017484-00017861 are a feature of the combined Genius of
FWsCbTycmu8-00075-00017862-00018083 thousands of Engineers and electronics
FWsCbTycmu8-00076-00018084-00018239 designers it's a brilliant piece of
FWsCbTycmu8-00077-00018240-00018467 design extremely clever extremely
FWsCbTycmu8-00078-00018468-00018593 complicated
FWsCbTycmu8-00079-00018594-00018857 and how it works is the black ferrite
FWsCbTycmu8-00080-00018858-00019019 Rod at the top
FWsCbTycmu8-00081-00019020-00019319 sucks in a tiny very narrow band of the
FWsCbTycmu8-00082-00019320-00019558 frequency spectrum that's fed into the
FWsCbTycmu8-00083-00019559-00019747 electronics which shifts the frequency
FWsCbTycmu8-00084-00019748-00019930 filters it
FWsCbTycmu8-00085-00019931-00020147 extracts the audio filters that
FWsCbTycmu8-00086-00020148-00020464 amplifies that and then puts squirts
FWsCbTycmu8-00087-00020465-00020657 that out of the loudspeaker you can see
FWsCbTycmu8-00088-00020658-00020927 on the right
FWsCbTycmu8-00089-00020928-00021293 it is uh as I say a brilliant design uh
FWsCbTycmu8-00090-00021294-00021443 hats off to the thousands of people that
FWsCbTycmu8-00091-00021444-00021649 came up with that however it is complex
FWsCbTycmu8-00092-00021650-00021977 as you can see and relatively expensive
FWsCbTycmu8-00093-00021978-00022078 to make
FWsCbTycmu8-00094-00022079-00022336 also it's not particularly amenable to
FWsCbTycmu8-00095-00022337-00022541 tinkering which kind of rules it out for
FWsCbTycmu8-00096-00022542-00022744 people like us really
FWsCbTycmu8-00097-00022745-00023075 by contrast this is a software defined
FWsCbTycmu8-00098-00023076-00023477 radio which we know by the acronym SDR
FWsCbTycmu8-00099-00023478-00023722 and at first sight you might be forgiven
FWsCbTycmu8-00100-00023723-00023903 for thinking that that looks like a
FWsCbTycmu8-00101-00023904-00024094 computer and you might be right
FWsCbTycmu8-00102-00024095-00024475 that's pretty much what it is
FWsCbTycmu8-00103-00024476-00024743 how this works is rather than capturing
FWsCbTycmu8-00104-00024744-00025078 a tiny segment of the radio spectrum it
FWsCbTycmu8-00105-00025079-00025294 captures the entire thing up to the
FWsCbTycmu8-00106-00025295-00025486 limits that it's allowed that it's able
FWsCbTycmu8-00107-00025487-00025811 to do so by its design typically for a
FWsCbTycmu8-00108-00025812-00026099 one like this up to about 80 megahertz
FWsCbTycmu8-00109-00026100-00026314 that all comes from in from the antenna
FWsCbTycmu8-00110-00026316-00026645 it's then digitized by a super high
FWsCbTycmu8-00111-00026645-00026927 speed uh digital analog convert analog
FWsCbTycmu8-00112-00026927-00027137 to digital converter excuse me
FWsCbTycmu8-00113-00027138-00027451 this of course produce mind-numbingly
FWsCbTycmu8-00114-00027452-00027755 large allowance amounts of data so then
FWsCbTycmu8-00115-00027756-00028127 that's paired down by an fpga you can
FWsCbTycmu8-00116-00028127-00028379 see that that's the big black square at
FWsCbTycmu8-00117-00028380-00028546 the top of the box
FWsCbTycmu8-00118-00028547-00028799 and that pairs it down to a smaller
FWsCbTycmu8-00119-00028800-00028907 amount the amount we're actually
FWsCbTycmu8-00120-00028908-00029051 interested in
FWsCbTycmu8-00121-00029052-00029302 that all happens under the control and
FWsCbTycmu8-00122-00029304-00029440 on the under the control of a
FWsCbTycmu8-00123-00029441-00029651 microprocessor
FWsCbTycmu8-00124-00029652-00029855 and then it's simply fed out of a USB
FWsCbTycmu8-00125-00029856-00030137 socket and all the signal processing is
FWsCbTycmu8-00126-00030138-00030349 done in software by a host computer
FWsCbTycmu8-00127-00030350-00030635 hence software-defined radio rather than
FWsCbTycmu8-00128-00030636-00030814 the hardware doing the defining of what
FWsCbTycmu8-00129-00030816-00031096 the radio is all about
FWsCbTycmu8-00130-00031097-00031385 so you may be asking and I don't blame
FWsCbTycmu8-00131-00031386-00031493 you
FWsCbTycmu8-00132-00031494-00031864 in the worlds of uh Miles Davis so what
FWsCbTycmu8-00133-00031866-00032051 so there's a new radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00134-00032052-00032339 who cares
FWsCbTycmu8-00135-00032339-00032501 so there's more to the stories than that
FWsCbTycmu8-00136-00032502-00033167 fortunately
FWsCbTycmu8-00137-00033168-00033509 in there I'll take you back to 2008
FWsCbTycmu8-00138-00033510-00033785 digital TV was just taking off
FWsCbTycmu8-00139-00033786-00033935 you'll forgive me if I take my glasses
FWsCbTycmu8-00140-00033936-00034090 off can't read a thing with them on I
FWsCbTycmu8-00141-00034091-00034379 can't see a thing with them off
FWsCbTycmu8-00142-00034380-00034618 so various companies saw an opportunity
FWsCbTycmu8-00143-00034619-00035081 to launch something to import digital TV
FWsCbTycmu8-00144-00035082-00035321 signals into computers computers were
FWsCbTycmu8-00145-00035322-00035465 getting fast enough to be able to
FWsCbTycmu8-00146-00035466-00035705 process those kind of that kind of data
FWsCbTycmu8-00147-00035706-00036046 and uh you know digital TV signals by
FWsCbTycmu8-00148-00036047-00036190 that I mean the stuff that comes in
FWsCbTycmu8-00149-00036191-00036383 those new Aerials or stuff that comes in
FWsCbTycmu8-00150-00036384-00036635 from satellite dishes
FWsCbTycmu8-00151-00036636-00036724 um
FWsCbTycmu8-00152-00036725-00036905 real Tech the Taiwanese chip
FWsCbTycmu8-00153-00036906-00037187 manufacturer launched this
FWsCbTycmu8-00154-00037188-00037649 the RTL 2932u
FWsCbTycmu8-00155-00037650-00038002 it's an all-in-one digital TV tuner it's
FWsCbTycmu8-00156-00038003-00038230 actually a brilliant piece of design
FWsCbTycmu8-00157-00038231-00038561 years ahead of its time combines tons
FWsCbTycmu8-00158-00038562-00038717 and tons of functionality on the
FWsCbTycmu8-00159-00038718-00039017 relatively small piece of silicon
FWsCbTycmu8-00160-00039018-00039124 um
FWsCbTycmu8-00161-00039125-00039346 these very few other components in order
FWsCbTycmu8-00162-00039347-00039539 to function it's basically a system on a
FWsCbTycmu8-00163-00039540-00039652 chip
FWsCbTycmu8-00164-00039653-00040049 and it has also has a USB port on it so
FWsCbTycmu8-00165-00040050-00040223 you could pretty much plug your
FWsCbTycmu8-00166-00040224-00040457 satellite dish in one side the USB
FWsCbTycmu8-00167-00040458-00040668 socket and the other and lo and behold
FWsCbTycmu8-00168-00040669-00041015 with the correct driver all of your TV
FWsCbTycmu8-00169-00041016-00041177 pictures would appear inside your
FWsCbTycmu8-00170-00041178-00041371 computer
FWsCbTycmu8-00171-00041372-00041657 as you can imagine given how far ahead
FWsCbTycmu8-00172-00041658-00041867 of its time it was in 2008 they were
FWsCbTycmu8-00173-00041868-00042161 hugely popular and look the launched a
FWsCbTycmu8-00174-00042162-00042485 rash of of laptop TV dongles that you
FWsCbTycmu8-00175-00042486-00042617 may well remember
FWsCbTycmu8-00176-00042618-00042857 the chips sold in there millions and
FWsCbTycmu8-00177-00042858-00043090 millions the cost fell virtually to zero
FWsCbTycmu8-00178-00043091-00043330 and it was integrated in all kinds of TV
FWsCbTycmu8-00179-00043331-00043517 equipment but as I say
FWsCbTycmu8-00180-00043518-00043811 it launched a flood of 10 pound or so
FWsCbTycmu8-00181-00043812-00044195 USB TV dongles that you can still buy to
FWsCbTycmu8-00182-00044196-00044244 this day
FWsCbTycmu8-00183-00044245-00044362 [Music]
FWsCbTycmu8-00184-00044363-00044645 the next player in the story
FWsCbTycmu8-00185-00044646-00044818 osmicom I don't know if that's the name
FWsCbTycmu8-00186-00044819-00044999 you've heard of Oz mccorm are a very
FWsCbTycmu8-00187-00045000-00045190 very interesting group of people
FWsCbTycmu8-00188-00045191-00045540 their USP is to
FWsCbTycmu8-00189-00045541-00045827 develop open source versions of the
FWsCbTycmu8-00190-00045828-00046096 conspicuously closed Source suspiciously
FWsCbTycmu8-00191-00046097-00046379 closed Source mobile phone network
FWsCbTycmu8-00192-00046380-00046546 infrastructure so they've written a
FWsCbTycmu8-00193-00046547-00046852 suite of software that replaces all this
FWsCbTycmu8-00194-00046853-00047027 dodgy stuff with back doors to foreign
FWsCbTycmu8-00195-00047028-00047405 governments and allegedly and there is
FWsCbTycmu8-00196-00047406-00047627 really no need now for governments to
FWsCbTycmu8-00197-00047628-00047755 buy
FWsCbTycmu8-00198-00047756-00047957 to buy this kind of equipment
FWsCbTycmu8-00199-00047958-00048107 manufactured by Foreign governments
FWsCbTycmu8-00200-00048108-00048245 there's absolutely no need to take a
FWsCbTycmu8-00201-00048246-00048490 risk this the osmicom stuff has all been
FWsCbTycmu8-00202-00048491-00048761 verified and is available for inspection
FWsCbTycmu8-00203-00048762-00048971 to whoever cares
FWsCbTycmu8-00204-00048972-00049295 however that's a political point
FWsCbTycmu8-00205-00049296-00049540 um having cracked so GSM is what mobile
FWsCbTycmu8-00206-00049541-00049745 phone the the protocol that mobile
FWsCbTycmu8-00207-00049746-00049979 phones use having cracked GSM which they
FWsCbTycmu8-00208-00049980-00050357 have they then moved on to dect dect is
FWsCbTycmu8-00209-00050358-00050585 the digital system that digital cordless
FWsCbTycmu8-00210-00050586-00050824 phones run on a proprietary closed
FWsCbTycmu8-00211-00050825-00051046 system for no real reason they reverse
FWsCbTycmu8-00212-00051047-00051208 engineered it and produced a suite of
FWsCbTycmu8-00213-00051209-00051479 software to work interactively so your
FWsCbTycmu8-00214-00051479-00051658 equipment could work with the mobile
FWsCbTycmu8-00215-00051659-00051887 with the digital mobile phones
FWsCbTycmu8-00216-00051888-00052144 having conquered decked they moved on to
FWsCbTycmu8-00217-00052145-00052258 tetra
FWsCbTycmu8-00218-00052259-00052547 Tetra is what one of the systems that
FWsCbTycmu8-00219-00052548-00052721 digital walkie-talkies use especially
FWsCbTycmu8-00220-00052722-00052871 those used by the police the fire
FWsCbTycmu8-00221-00052872-00053092 service those kind of things they
FWsCbTycmu8-00222-00053094-00053242 produced a suite of soft they reverse
FWsCbTycmu8-00223-00053244-00053441 engineered Tetra produced a suite of
FWsCbTycmu8-00224-00053441-00053699 software to interact so you could join
FWsCbTycmu8-00225-00053700-00053938 in the Tetra the Tetra Revolution for
FWsCbTycmu8-00226-00053939-00054250 your armchair having done that
FWsCbTycmu8-00227-00054251-00054425 they moved on to iridium and that's
FWsCbTycmu8-00228-00054426-00054592 where they are now they are reverse
FWsCbTycmu8-00229-00054594-00054742 engineering the Iridium satellite
FWsCbTycmu8-00230-00054744-00054838 Network
FWsCbTycmu8-00231-00054839-00055121 and aimed to produce a suite of software
FWsCbTycmu8-00232-00055122-00055385 so you can join in the satellite
FWsCbTycmu8-00233-00055386-00055697 Revolution and use the Iridium the
FWsCbTycmu8-00234-00055698-00055847 Iridium network from the comfort of your
FWsCbTycmu8-00235-00055848-00056026 armchair so
FWsCbTycmu8-00236-00056027-00056207 also become as I say very interesting
FWsCbTycmu8-00237-00056208-00056315 group of people you should get them to
FWsCbTycmu8-00238-00056316-00056591 give a talk here
FWsCbTycmu8-00239-00056591-00056861 these three people in particular looked
FWsCbTycmu8-00240-00056862-00057179 at the 2932 as part of their
FWsCbTycmu8-00241-00057179-00057376 deliberations doing something or other
FWsCbTycmu8-00242-00057377-00057557 and wondering if they could use it
FWsCbTycmu8-00243-00057558-00057797 somehow because it was so cheap and so
FWsCbTycmu8-00244-00057798-00057959 powerful they could use it in one of
FWsCbTycmu8-00245-00057960-00058211 their systems
FWsCbTycmu8-00246-00058212-00058403 and uh
FWsCbTycmu8-00247-00058404-00058600 by a really extraordinary piece of
FWsCbTycmu8-00248-00058601-00058732 reverse engineering which is really what
FWsCbTycmu8-00249-00058733-00058930 they're good at they discover that you
FWsCbTycmu8-00250-00058932-00059171 could stick the 2932 into an
FWsCbTycmu8-00251-00059172-00059404 undocumented test mode
FWsCbTycmu8-00252-00059405-00059591 isn't that great when they bury these
FWsCbTycmu8-00253-00059591-00059992 undocumented test modes in things
FWsCbTycmu8-00254-00059994-00060185 and you could switch off all the digital
FWsCbTycmu8-00255-00060186-00060353 TV stuff
FWsCbTycmu8-00256-00060354-00060587 and just leave on the software defined
FWsCbTycmu8-00257-00060588-00061013 radio bit and the USB bit and beam the
FWsCbTycmu8-00258-00061014-00061235 Digital radio signals straight into your
FWsCbTycmu8-00259-00061236-00061499 computer and Steve markcraft wrote a
FWsCbTycmu8-00260-00061500-00061744 driver to do exactly this and it has to
FWsCbTycmu8-00261-00061745-00061907 be said it turned the world of radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00262-00061908-00062165 upside down now the world of radio is a
FWsCbTycmu8-00263-00062166-00062369 small world so you may not have noticed
FWsCbTycmu8-00264-00062370-00062585 it turning upside down but turn upside
FWsCbTycmu8-00265-00062586-00062879 down it absolutely did
FWsCbTycmu8-00266-00062879-00063142 and because the technology that
FWsCbTycmu8-00267-00063144-00063359 previously cost thousands of pounds
FWsCbTycmu8-00268-00063360-00063647 could now be yours for a tenor
FWsCbTycmu8-00269-00063648-00063935 and just to say I've got a couple here
FWsCbTycmu8-00270-00063936-00064073 to give away at the end if anybody
FWsCbTycmu8-00271-00064074-00064282 fancies having a go at this come and see
FWsCbTycmu8-00272-00064283-00064450 me afterwards and I'll give you one of
FWsCbTycmu8-00273-00064451-00064715 these uh one of these dongles
FWsCbTycmu8-00274-00064716-00064997 so there are now literally
FWsCbTycmu8-00275-00064998-00065182 thousands of these kind of dongles on
FWsCbTycmu8-00276-00065183-00065291 the market
FWsCbTycmu8-00277-00065291-00065530 this is typical it's one I found on eBay
FWsCbTycmu8-00278-00065532-00065735 that I bought and I'm going to give to a
FWsCbTycmu8-00279-00065736-00065993 lucky recipient as you can see it's got
FWsCbTycmu8-00280-00065994-00066238 the black USB stick it's got a little
FWsCbTycmu8-00281-00066239-00066437 antenna that comes with it
FWsCbTycmu8-00282-00066438-00066767 it's got a CD rather charmingly which
FWsCbTycmu8-00283-00066768-00067013 has got the software on oh a CD I
FWsCbTycmu8-00284-00067014-00067288 remember CDs and it's also got a little
FWsCbTycmu8-00285-00067289-00067529 keypad God knows what that is and I have
FWsCbTycmu8-00286-00067530-00067697 absolutely no intention of installing
FWsCbTycmu8-00287-00067698-00068003 the software to find out
FWsCbTycmu8-00288-00068004-00068213 it has to be said for a tenor you get a
FWsCbTycmu8-00289-00068214-00068435 device with some limitations fine for
FWsCbTycmu8-00290-00068436-00068603 tinkering but doing anything serious
FWsCbTycmu8-00291-00068604-00068776 you'll bump up against those limitations
FWsCbTycmu8-00292-00068777-00069143 so next the next Generation up is this
FWsCbTycmu8-00293-00069144-00069353 kind of thing this is from a very very
FWsCbTycmu8-00294-00069354-00069688 trusted company called rtlstr.com they
FWsCbTycmu8-00295-00069689-00069856 have redesigned it using a later
FWsCbTycmu8-00296-00069857-00070109 generation of chips many of the
FWsCbTycmu8-00297-00070110-00070282 limitations of the 10-pound device are
FWsCbTycmu8-00298-00070283-00070631 missing this is 30 pounds so you know
FWsCbTycmu8-00299-00070632-00070841 you get a pretty much a pro device for
FWsCbTycmu8-00300-00070842-00071099 30 pounds a word of warning on the
FWsCbTycmu8-00301-00071100-00071344 internet on the eBay especially there
FWsCbTycmu8-00302-00071345-00071669 are tons of uh counterfeit versions of
FWsCbTycmu8-00303-00071670-00071867 this don't buy this from eBay if you're
FWsCbTycmu8-00304-00071868-00072005 going to buy it buy it direct from their
FWsCbTycmu8-00305-00072006-00072256 website or buy it from a shop Mauser or
FWsCbTycmu8-00306-00072257-00072544 something like that
FWsCbTycmu8-00307-00072545-00072832 um and the top of the range for 200
FWsCbTycmu8-00308-00072833-00073175 pounds you could get something like this
FWsCbTycmu8-00309-00073176-00073529 this uh is completely redesigned if you
FWsCbTycmu8-00310-00073530-00073709 want to do a PhD in software defined
FWsCbTycmu8-00311-00073710-00073991 radio you should buy this it as well as
FWsCbTycmu8-00312-00073992-00074165 having none of the limitations of the
FWsCbTycmu8-00313-00074166-00074321 other two devices it also has a
FWsCbTycmu8-00314-00074322-00074441 transmitter in
FWsCbTycmu8-00315-00074442-00074669 though you'll need a license to use the
FWsCbTycmu8-00316-00074670-00074909 transmitter or offcome ofcom will come
FWsCbTycmu8-00317-00074910-00075137 and drag you out of your door and lock
FWsCbTycmu8-00318-00075138-00075376 you up but that's an absolutely superb
FWsCbTycmu8-00319-00075377-00075485 device
FWsCbTycmu8-00320-00075486-00075809 um as I say PhD level 200 pounds for a
FWsCbTycmu8-00321-00075810-00076055 PhD in America they pay 500 pounds for a
FWsCbTycmu8-00322-00076056-00076235 PhD class
FWsCbTycmu8-00323-00076236-00076594 so there we are
FWsCbTycmu8-00324-00076595-00076738 uh
FWsCbTycmu8-00325-00076739-00076997 so you're wondering now
FWsCbTycmu8-00326-00076998-00077129 that you know all about the hardware
FWsCbTycmu8-00327-00077130-00077296 what on Earth can it do
FWsCbTycmu8-00328-00077297-00077429 [Music]
FWsCbTycmu8-00329-00077430-00077669 well if you just want to Tinker
FWsCbTycmu8-00330-00077670-00077921 there's a ton of free and open source
FWsCbTycmu8-00331-00077922-00078076 software out there to Avail to enable
FWsCbTycmu8-00332-00078077-00078287 you to do exactly that
FWsCbTycmu8-00333-00078288-00078725 the best I think is this SDR sharp as in
FWsCbTycmu8-00334-00078726-00079043 SDR hash by a company called airspy they
FWsCbTycmu8-00335-00079044-00079181 give it away and they'll sell you a
FWsCbTycmu8-00336-00079182-00079343 dongle it runs very well on but it'll
FWsCbTycmu8-00337-00079344-00079582 run on any dongles and this is a pro
FWsCbTycmu8-00338-00079583-00079769 gray piece of gear this used to cost you
FWsCbTycmu8-00339-00079770-00079967 ten thousand pounds and you can have it
FWsCbTycmu8-00340-00079968-00080099 for nothing and it's absolutely
FWsCbTycmu8-00341-00080100-00080285 brilliant and if you just want to
FWsCbTycmu8-00342-00080286-00080488 explore the radio Spectra and find out
FWsCbTycmu8-00343-00080489-00080644 what's going on I'd suggest you download
FWsCbTycmu8-00344-00080645-00080987 this if however like me you want to
FWsCbTycmu8-00345-00080988-00081161 interact with your Hardware a bit more
FWsCbTycmu8-00346-00081162-00081341 you will need this
FWsCbTycmu8-00347-00081342-00081671 new radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00348-00081672-00081881 um for hackers it's far more interesting
FWsCbTycmu8-00349-00081882-00082144 as you may or may not know depending on
FWsCbTycmu8-00350-00082145-00082367 how old you are the canoe stuff is
FWsCbTycmu8-00351-00082368-00082679 written by the free software Foundation
FWsCbTycmu8-00352-00082680-00082906 um originally set up to write an open
FWsCbTycmu8-00353-00082907-00083206 source version of Unix which at the time
FWsCbTycmu8-00354-00083207-00083411 was incredibly expensive and proprietary
FWsCbTycmu8-00355-00083412-00083579 is still proprietary but not very
FWsCbTycmu8-00356-00083580-00083693 expensive
FWsCbTycmu8-00357-00083694-00083969 and the Linux kernel started up at about
FWsCbTycmu8-00358-00083970-00084161 at opportune time because their own
FWsCbTycmu8-00359-00084162-00084515 Colonel new herd uh was dying the death
FWsCbTycmu8-00360-00084516-00084823 so they kind of unofficially joined
FWsCbTycmu8-00361-00084824-00085150 joined forces with Linux
FWsCbTycmu8-00362-00085151-00085373 and in the early days of Linux it was
FWsCbTycmu8-00363-00085374-00085571 called New Linux but we seemed to have
FWsCbTycmu8-00364-00085572-00085756 dropped the canoe part now but pretty
FWsCbTycmu8-00365-00085757-00085979 much anything that isn't the kernel is
FWsCbTycmu8-00366-00085980-00086153 new
FWsCbTycmu8-00367-00086154-00086375 and gnu radio is effectively a software
FWsCbTycmu8-00368-00086376-00086591 development kit for any kind of radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00369-00086592-00086785 project you can imagine
FWsCbTycmu8-00370-00086786-00087029 anything you can dream up they've
FWsCbTycmu8-00371-00087030-00087173 probably got some software to help you
FWsCbTycmu8-00372-00087174-00087311 with
FWsCbTycmu8-00373-00087312-00087544 now our caveat this is saying that
FWsCbTycmu8-00374-00087545-00087725 writing radio software is a difficult
FWsCbTycmu8-00375-00087726-00087838 thing to do
FWsCbTycmu8-00376-00087839-00088115 even with gnu radio writing software
FWsCbTycmu8-00377-00088116-00088349 radio software from scratch is a
FWsCbTycmu8-00378-00088350-00088618 difficult thing to do but luckily
FWsCbTycmu8-00379-00088619-00088853 part of gnu radio is the canoe
FWsCbTycmu8-00380-00088854-00089243 charmingly called new radio companion
FWsCbTycmu8-00381-00089244-00089573 which is not new radio in you having a
FWsCbTycmu8-00382-00089574-00089932 far side chat and a cold wintry night
FWsCbTycmu8-00383-00089933-00090100 but I shall show you exactly what it is
FWsCbTycmu8-00384-00090101-00090226 if you'll just
FWsCbTycmu8-00385-00090227-00091493 allow me to come out of here
FWsCbTycmu8-00386-00091494-00091841 so gnu radio installs best on Windows or
FWsCbTycmu8-00387-00091842-00092153 Linux don't try and install it on on Mac
FWsCbTycmu8-00388-00092154-00092350 because you'll end up with no hair and
FWsCbTycmu8-00389-00092351-00092603 you still won't have a working new radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00390-00092604-00092879 installation so I've installed it here
FWsCbTycmu8-00391-00092880-00093118 on Windows when it's all installed it's
FWsCbTycmu8-00392-00093119-00093275 relatively easy to do though it takes
FWsCbTycmu8-00393-00093276-00093550 quite a long time you end up with a new
FWsCbTycmu8-00394-00093551-00093725 radio command prompt with all the
FWsCbTycmu8-00395-00093726-00093875 correct environment variables set and
FWsCbTycmu8-00396-00093876-00094085 that kind of thing you run gnu radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00397-00094086-00094588 companion like this it's in Python
FWsCbTycmu8-00398-00094589-00095585 not like yep like that
FWsCbTycmu8-00399-00095586-00095806 this isn't going very well new radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00400-00095807-00096197 companion
FWsCbTycmu8-00401-00096198-00096881 no
FWsCbTycmu8-00402-00096882-00097350 go we got there in the end
FWsCbTycmu8-00403-00097351-00097576 there's a bit of scrolling at the start
FWsCbTycmu8-00404-00097577-00097756 there's always a bit of scrolling with
FWsCbTycmu8-00405-00097757-00097955 open source stuff can't get away from it
FWsCbTycmu8-00406-00097956-00098231 and this is the basic new radio screen
FWsCbTycmu8-00407-00098232-00098543 this is the program area and you write
FWsCbTycmu8-00408-00098544-00098782 programs by connecting these blocks
FWsCbTycmu8-00409-00098783-00098987 together on the right hand side of the
FWsCbTycmu8-00410-00098988-00099185 screen you can see a menu of all the
FWsCbTycmu8-00411-00099186-00099361 various kinds of blocks you can get
FWsCbTycmu8-00412-00099362-00099706 these are in folders by function bottom
FWsCbTycmu8-00413-00099707-00099881 left hand corner is the message area
FWsCbTycmu8-00414-00099882-00100049 where canoe radio tells you what it's
FWsCbTycmu8-00415-00100050-00100253 doing and then here is about setting
FWsCbTycmu8-00416-00100254-00100426 debug break points all that kind of
FWsCbTycmu8-00417-00100427-00100576 stuff but we won't be doing anything
FWsCbTycmu8-00418-00100577-00100847 complicated enough to require that any
FWsCbTycmu8-00419-00100848-00101212 but any box that has a red title
FWsCbTycmu8-00420-00101213-00101429 means there's some kind of error what
FWsCbTycmu8-00421-00101430-00101603 it's trying to tell me at the moment is
FWsCbTycmu8-00422-00101604-00101765 that I haven't saved it yet so I'm going
FWsCbTycmu8-00423-00101766-00101962 to go and save it
FWsCbTycmu8-00424-00101963-00102118 let's call it
FWsCbTycmu8-00425-00102119-00102388 now anybody who knows anything at all
FWsCbTycmu8-00426-00102389-00102563 about programming languages will know
FWsCbTycmu8-00427-00102564-00102725 the first thing you write in any program
FWsCbTycmu8-00428-00102726-00102984 language is a Hello World application
FWsCbTycmu8-00429-00102985-00103240 which normally prints hello world on the
FWsCbTycmu8-00430-00103241-00103558 screen the hello world of radio is is a
FWsCbTycmu8-00431-00103559-00103768 FM radio which is the easiest kind of
FWsCbTycmu8-00432-00103769-00103954 radio to make so I'm going to in front
FWsCbTycmu8-00433-00103955-00104104 of your very eyes ladies and gentlemen
FWsCbTycmu8-00434-00104105-00104597 make an FM radio I'm going to call it
FWsCbTycmu8-00435-00104598-00104986 hello world there we are
FWsCbTycmu8-00436-00104988-00105245 it already exists well not now it
FWsCbTycmu8-00437-00105246-00105425 doesn't
FWsCbTycmu8-00438-00105426-00105640 so you set the parameters in these
FWsCbTycmu8-00439-00105641-00106060 blocks by double clicking on the blocks
FWsCbTycmu8-00440-00106061-00106336 there we are
FWsCbTycmu8-00441-00106338-00106697 just right click and select properties
FWsCbTycmu8-00442-00106698-00106889 um it set the ID to the name of the
FWsCbTycmu8-00443-00106890-00107099 program all of this other stuff I won't
FWsCbTycmu8-00444-00107100-00107321 need to set here thing to note is that
FWsCbTycmu8-00445-00107322-00107560 when you've when you've got your working
FWsCbTycmu8-00446-00107561-00107939 um program oh my God
FWsCbTycmu8-00447-00107940-00108149 hang on let's start again I think it's
FWsCbTycmu8-00448-00108150-00108316 actually run it
FWsCbTycmu8-00449-00108317-00108545 when you've got your working program
FWsCbTycmu8-00450-00108546-00108881 you can export it in either a python or
FWsCbTycmu8-00451-00108882-00108997 a C plus plus
FWsCbTycmu8-00452-00108998-00109354 program which you can then compile or do
FWsCbTycmu8-00453-00109355-00109510 whatever you want and distribute so you
FWsCbTycmu8-00454-00109511-00109702 end up with something that you can then
FWsCbTycmu8-00455-00109703-00110189 hack and rewrite your interface to
FWsCbTycmu8-00456-00110190-00110933 okay save it again
FWsCbTycmu8-00457-00110933-00111197 I know we're fine okay
FWsCbTycmu8-00458-00111198-00111484 so the first thing I'm going to do
FWsCbTycmu8-00459-00111485-00111719 is this aside to a variable in canoe
FWsCbTycmu8-00460-00111720-00111821 radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00461-00111822-00111965 you have a block that's called a
FWsCbTycmu8-00462-00111966-00112240 variable the sample rate is the sample
FWsCbTycmu8-00463-00112241-00112433 rate of samples coming in from the USB
FWsCbTycmu8-00464-00112433-00112708 stick to the computer I'm going to
FWsCbTycmu8-00465-00112709-00113010 change that to two megahertz so that's 2
FWsCbTycmu8-00466-00113011-00113351 E6 we use scientific notation in this
FWsCbTycmu8-00467-00113352-00113531 program and then you can see the
FWsCbTycmu8-00468-00113532-00113836 variable is set to 2 megahertz
FWsCbTycmu8-00469-00113838-00113963 um
FWsCbTycmu8-00470-00113964-00114136 this is the complicated bit so I'm going
FWsCbTycmu8-00471-00114138-00114251 to refer to my notes ladies and
FWsCbTycmu8-00472-00114252-00114502 gentlemen
FWsCbTycmu8-00473-00114503-00114781 so the first thing I'm going to do is
FWsCbTycmu8-00474-00114782-00115054 show you how to we need a we need a
FWsCbTycmu8-00475-00115055-00115252 tuning slider in order to tune this
FWsCbTycmu8-00476-00115253-00115373 radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00477-00115374-00115636 so they are in
FWsCbTycmu8-00478-00115638-00115840 GUI widgets
FWsCbTycmu8-00479-00115841-00116236 QT is the
FWsCbTycmu8-00480-00116238-00116543 is the library to jaw and it's called a
FWsCbTycmu8-00481-00116544-00116849 QT range a range is what they call a
FWsCbTycmu8-00482-00116850-00117131 slider
FWsCbTycmu8-00483-00117132-00117419 the ID is the variable name I'm going to
FWsCbTycmu8-00484-00117420-00117586 that's a bit of a mouthful so I'm going
FWsCbTycmu8-00485-00117588-00117694 to call it freak
FWsCbTycmu8-00486-00117695-00117869 [Music]
FWsCbTycmu8-00487-00117870-00118247 yeah for frequency default value is what
FWsCbTycmu8-00488-00118248-00118408 it's going to start up at
FWsCbTycmu8-00489-00118409-00118793 I'm going to pick a random number 93
FWsCbTycmu8-00490-00118794-00119513 point three E6 megahertz 93.3 megahertz
FWsCbTycmu8-00491-00119514-00119740 we're going to look for a radio station
FWsCbTycmu8-00492-00119741-00120028 in the FM broadcast band that broadcast
FWsCbTycmu8-00493-00120029-00120316 band goes from 87
FWsCbTycmu8-00494-00120317-00120478 megahertz
FWsCbTycmu8-00495-00120479-00120983 to 107 megahertz
FWsCbTycmu8-00496-00120983-00121210 this is the slider step
FWsCbTycmu8-00497-00121211-00121721 100 kilohertz seems to work quite well
FWsCbTycmu8-00498-00121722-00122015 and that's it
FWsCbTycmu8-00499-00122016-00122243 so there's my slider my tuning slider
FWsCbTycmu8-00500-00122244-00122501 next I need to get some information into
FWsCbTycmu8-00501-00122502-00122783 the computer from the
FWsCbTycmu8-00502-00122783-00123058 what's that
FWsCbTycmu8-00503-00123059-00123352 ah oh it is
FWsCbTycmu8-00504-00123353-00123569 thank God you spotted that
FWsCbTycmu8-00505-00123570-00123766 100 E3
FWsCbTycmu8-00506-00123767-00124127 thank you
FWsCbTycmu8-00507-00124128-00124331 so getting some information into the
FWsCbTycmu8-00508-00124332-00124913 computer we use this block here
FWsCbTycmu8-00509-00124914-00125369 we are RTL SDR source
FWsCbTycmu8-00510-00125370-00125560 things to set here
FWsCbTycmu8-00511-00125561-00125999 are the frequency well we've got a
FWsCbTycmu8-00512-00126000-00126251 we've got a variable for that so I'm
FWsCbTycmu8-00513-00126252-00126449 going to type in freak and I'm going to
FWsCbTycmu8-00514-00126450-00126713 add a little bit of amplification
FWsCbTycmu8-00515-00126714-00126928 just so as we can hear it so that's the
FWsCbTycmu8-00516-00126929-00127247 RF gain to 100 rather than 10. it's red
FWsCbTycmu8-00517-00127248-00127373 because there's an error there's an
FWsCbTycmu8-00518-00127374-00127481 error because it's not connected to
FWsCbTycmu8-00519-00127482-00127654 anything so I'm going to connect it to a
FWsCbTycmu8-00520-00127655-00127789 display
FWsCbTycmu8-00521-00127790-00128063 which is going to show us that
FWsCbTycmu8-00522-00128064-00128260 everything's working correctly please
FWsCbTycmu8-00523-00128261-00128554 God this is the display we use phosphor
FWsCbTycmu8-00524-00128555-00128728 sync
FWsCbTycmu8-00525-00128729-00128914 I connect the two
FWsCbTycmu8-00526-00128915-00129221 I have to change the frequency to freak
FWsCbTycmu8-00527-00129222-00129569 everything is freak
FWsCbTycmu8-00528-00129570-00129808 and now if I run it
FWsCbTycmu8-00529-00129809-00130127 I sincerely hope
FWsCbTycmu8-00530-00130128-00130390 that what we shall see is the display
FWsCbTycmu8-00531-00130391-00130608 showing us this frequency spectrum
FWsCbTycmu8-00532-00130609-00130810 reassuring this that I've connected
FWsCbTycmu8-00533-00130811-00131057 everything correctly
FWsCbTycmu8-00534-00131058-00131195 there's a little bit of compilation
FWsCbTycmu8-00535-00131196-00131561 going on here there's the slider
FWsCbTycmu8-00536-00131562-00131909 right and there is the display
FWsCbTycmu8-00537-00131910-00132395 so if I move this along you can see
FWsCbTycmu8-00538-00132396-00132683 various bits the frequency spectrum
FWsCbTycmu8-00539-00132684-00132839 so that gives me some confidence that
FWsCbTycmu8-00540-00132840-00132977 we're in the right place we're in the
FWsCbTycmu8-00541-00132978-00133133 right ballpark
FWsCbTycmu8-00542-00133134-00133439 okay I've put this to one side I need
FWsCbTycmu8-00543-00133440-00133781 three blocks now to make a radio
FWsCbTycmu8-00544-00133782-00134045 the first block is I need something to
FWsCbTycmu8-00545-00134046-00134375 demodulate the FM signal demodulators
FWsCbTycmu8-00546-00134376-00134614 are in modulators because nothing's ever
FWsCbTycmu8-00547-00134615-00134813 not confusing
FWsCbTycmu8-00548-00134814-00135083 the one I want is wideband FM receive
FWsCbTycmu8-00549-00135084-00135299 I'm going to connect
FWsCbTycmu8-00550-00135300-00135677 the input to that
FWsCbTycmu8-00551-00135678-00135899 I'm a quadrature sample rate is called
FWsCbTycmu8-00552-00135900-00136247 quadrature rate in demodulators
FWsCbTycmu8-00553-00136248-00136619 come and ask me why if you care
FWsCbTycmu8-00554-00136620-00136751 so I'm going to change that to Time
FWsCbTycmu8-00555-00136752-00136997 Parade here is decimation it's asking me
FWsCbTycmu8-00556-00136998-00137201 if I want to reduce the sample rate I do
FWsCbTycmu8-00557-00137202-00137423 but not yet so I'm going to put that to
FWsCbTycmu8-00558-00137424-00137645 one
FWsCbTycmu8-00559-00137646-00137807 again there's an error because that
FWsCbTycmu8-00560-00137808-00137975 output isn't connected to anything that
FWsCbTycmu8-00561-00137976-00138154 output is orange which is telling me
FWsCbTycmu8-00562-00138155-00138490 it's now a float output oh my God five
FWsCbTycmu8-00563-00138491-00138623 minutes
FWsCbTycmu8-00564-00138624-00138839 right I better up the pace
FWsCbTycmu8-00565-00138840-00139043 so now I need to change the sample rate
FWsCbTycmu8-00566-00139044-00139216 I'm going to do that by putting a
FWsCbTycmu8-00567-00139217-00139433 resample block on
FWsCbTycmu8-00568-00139434-00139666 rational resampler not because I'm going
FWsCbTycmu8-00569-00139667-00139823 to invite it around for lunch
FWsCbTycmu8-00570-00139824-00140237 but because it's a ratio
FWsCbTycmu8-00571-00140238-00140627 so to get from 20 megahertz to 48
FWsCbTycmu8-00572-00140628-00140885 kilohertz which is what I want I need to
FWsCbTycmu8-00573-00140886-00141281 multiply by three and divide by 125.
FWsCbTycmu8-00574-00141282-00141749 so interpolation 3 decimation 125 so I'm
FWsCbTycmu8-00575-00141750-00142169 throwing away 125 out of 126.
FWsCbTycmu8-00576-00142170-00142463 and finally I need to squirt it out of
FWsCbTycmu8-00577-00142464-00142733 the sound card in the computer I'm going
FWsCbTycmu8-00578-00142734-00142990 to use an audio sync for that I'm simply
FWsCbTycmu8-00579-00142991-00143213 going to connect this to that
FWsCbTycmu8-00580-00143214-00143447 I'm going to change the sample rate it's
FWsCbTycmu8-00581-00143448-00143639 helpfully given me sample rate but
FWsCbTycmu8-00582-00143640-00143897 that's an insane suggestion is 48
FWsCbTycmu8-00583-00143898-00144047 kilohertz
FWsCbTycmu8-00584-00144048-00144316 right all the red is gone
FWsCbTycmu8-00585-00144317-00144497 um you and I both know that there's
FWsCbTycmu8-00586-00144498-00144652 actually nothing could go wrong here so
FWsCbTycmu8-00587-00144653-00144911 I'm simply I'm going to save it and I'm
FWsCbTycmu8-00588-00144912-00146033 going to run and let's see what happens
FWsCbTycmu8-00589-00146034-00146207 it's compiling
FWsCbTycmu8-00590-00146208-00146459 can you bear the suspense I know I'm
FWsCbTycmu8-00591-00146460-00147047 struggling
FWsCbTycmu8-00592-00147048-00147401 now why am I getting no audio out
FWsCbTycmu8-00593-00147402-00147944 foreign
FWsCbTycmu8-00594-00147945-00148601 [Music]
FWsCbTycmu8-00595-00148602-00148871 it may be because the HDMI might not be
FWsCbTycmu8-00596-00148872-00149140 configured on this board
FWsCbTycmu8-00597-00149141-00149423 um if I see audio coming from you I will
FWsCbTycmu8-00598-00149424-00150047 gladly turn up that channel okay
FWsCbTycmu8-00599-00150048-00151259 sound settings
FWsCbTycmu8-00600-00151260-00151804 where to play sound
FWsCbTycmu8-00601-00151805-00151937 I'll tell you what
FWsCbTycmu8-00602-00151938-00152081 it's coming out of here it's coming out
FWsCbTycmu8-00603-00152082-00152201 of the speaker here now I'll simply
FWsCbTycmu8-00604-00152202-00152345 point
FWsCbTycmu8-00605-00152346-00153143 s
FWsCbTycmu8-00606-00153144-00153281 yeah
FWsCbTycmu8-00607-00153282-00154507 and let's tune something in
FWsCbTycmu8-00608-00154508-00154738 there
FWsCbTycmu8-00609-00154739-00155095 [Music]
FWsCbTycmu8-00610-00155096-00155686 thank God for that
FWsCbTycmu8-00611-00155687-00155806 [Applause]
FWsCbTycmu8-00612-00155807-00156228 [Music]
FWsCbTycmu8-00613-00156229-00156539 the soothing power of music
FWsCbTycmu8-00614-00156540-00156778 [Music]
FWsCbTycmu8-00615-00156779-00158716 okay so to wrap up a blistering pace
FWsCbTycmu8-00616-00158717-00158873 what can you do with all of this stuff
FWsCbTycmu8-00617-00158874-00159209 well here are several ideas and if I had
FWsCbTycmu8-00618-00159210-00159359 more time I would demonstrate them to
FWsCbTycmu8-00619-00159360-00159595 you you can listen to The Archers
FWsCbTycmu8-00620-00159596-00159847 anywhere in the world and that's because
FWsCbTycmu8-00621-00159848-00160559 the uh BBC transmitter this broadcast on
FWsCbTycmu8-00622-00160560-00160745 which is on
FWsCbTycmu8-00623-00160746-00161026 uh 198 kilohertz the long wave broadcast
FWsCbTycmu8-00624-00161027-00161531 is a whopping 500 kilowatt megawatts
FWsCbTycmu8-00625-00161532-00161885 no sorry 500 kilowatts nearly a megabyte
FWsCbTycmu8-00626-00161886-00162035 or 500 megawatts that would be quite
FWsCbTycmu8-00627-00162036-00162239 something now having that reach is quite
FWsCbTycmu8-00628-00162240-00162401 useful as the government noticed
FWsCbTycmu8-00629-00162402-00162581 something you can hear everywhere in the
FWsCbTycmu8-00630-00162582-00162689 world
FWsCbTycmu8-00631-00162690-00162869 um as other uses than listening to The
FWsCbTycmu8-00632-00162870-00163066 Arches on so the government have buried
FWsCbTycmu8-00633-00163067-00163469 inside that signal a uh a data signal
FWsCbTycmu8-00634-00163470-00163685 it's not secret but people don't really
FWsCbTycmu8-00635-00163686-00163966 talk about it it's it's encoded using an
FWsCbTycmu8-00636-00163967-00164213 encoding technique called psk there are
FWsCbTycmu8-00637-00164214-00164507 blocks in new radio to decode it why not
FWsCbTycmu8-00638-00164508-00164764 have a listen fine have a look find out
FWsCbTycmu8-00639-00164765-00165419 what that is and what it's for
FWsCbTycmu8-00640-00165420-00165659 weather satellites there are a ton of
FWsCbTycmu8-00641-00165660-00165833 weather weather satellites either in
FWsCbTycmu8-00642-00165834-00166019 geostationary orbit or in low earth
FWsCbTycmu8-00643-00166020-00166499 orbit and you can we have blocks in
FWsCbTycmu8-00644-00166500-00166751 canoe radio to decode the images and in
FWsCbTycmu8-00645-00166752-00166966 fact gnu radio runs on a Raspberry Pi
FWsCbTycmu8-00646-00166967-00167207 and those kind of embedded devices you
FWsCbTycmu8-00647-00167208-00167339 could make a little embedded device
FWsCbTycmu8-00648-00167340-00167537 running canoe radio to download
FWsCbTycmu8-00649-00167538-00167747 satellite images and beep them to your
FWsCbTycmu8-00650-00167748-00168287 Telly when you're watching anything else
FWsCbTycmu8-00651-00168288-00168773 or this this is uh a radio antenna for
FWsCbTycmu8-00652-00168774-00168995 radio astronomy antenna you can go to
FWsCbTycmu8-00653-00168996-00169081 open
FWsCbTycmu8-00654-00169082-00169313 sourcetelescopes.org get the plans to
FWsCbTycmu8-00655-00169314-00169463 build something like this plug it into
FWsCbTycmu8-00656-00169464-00169589 your computer
FWsCbTycmu8-00657-00169590-00169913 and uh new radio contains all the
FWsCbTycmu8-00658-00169914-00170104 software you need to run it and
FWsCbTycmu8-00659-00170105-00170375 contribute actively contribute to uh
FWsCbTycmu8-00660-00170376-00170639 rate the finding out the origins of the
FWsCbTycmu8-00661-00170640-00170890 universe using radio astronomy
FWsCbTycmu8-00662-00170891-00171202 so um I said in the in the beginning of
FWsCbTycmu8-00663-00171203-00171383 my talk it's surprising what you can do
FWsCbTycmu8-00664-00171384-00171539 I think it surprising because pretty
FWsCbTycmu8-00665-00171540-00171701 much everything's got a radio in these
FWsCbTycmu8-00666-00171702-00171983 days and all the information is simply
FWsCbTycmu8-00667-00171984-00172169 floating around in the air ready to be
FWsCbTycmu8-00668-00172170-00172426 plucked and limited only by your
FWsCbTycmu8-00669-00172427-00172649 imagination and as you only need to be a
FWsCbTycmu8-00670-00172650-00172811 software person now not a hardware
FWsCbTycmu8-00671-00172812-00173051 person to make radios there's no excuse
FWsCbTycmu8-00672-00173052-00173249 for any of us not doing that
FWsCbTycmu8-00673-00173250-00173404 and that is the end of my talk does
FWsCbTycmu8-00674-00173405-00173923 anybody have any questions
FWsCbTycmu8-00675-00173924-00174197 questions outside all right if you do
FWsCbTycmu8-00676-00174198-00174389 and or if you want a dongle come and see
FWsCbTycmu8-00677-00174390-00174752 me outside I'll be standing over there
FZpjfKP1hsy-00000-00000000-00000135 hey y'all what's up my name is denali
FZpjfKP1hsy-00001-00000136-00000415 welcome to a new weekend in my life vlog
FZpjfKP1hsy-00002-00000416-00000655 i honestly tried to film a week in my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00003-00000656-00000871 life this past week but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00004-00000872-00001087 it just wasn't it i just like stopped
FZpjfKP1hsy-00005-00001088-00001335 vlogging because i was finishing up on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00006-00001336-00001519 some grad galleries and just getting all
FZpjfKP1hsy-00007-00001520-00001702 my italy vlogs up so this is like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00008-00001703-00001902 first vlog you're gonna see after my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00009-00001903-00002071 italy vlog and i'm really excited about
FZpjfKP1hsy-00010-00002072-00002191 all of them i feel like they turned out
FZpjfKP1hsy-00011-00002192-00002375 really good and i'm so happy to like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00012-00002376-00002558 have those memories
FZpjfKP1hsy-00013-00002559-00002750 forever now that i've like you know
FZpjfKP1hsy-00014-00002751-00002983 filmed them and that's why i love
FZpjfKP1hsy-00015-00002984-00003263 vlogging because i can literally
FZpjfKP1hsy-00016-00003264-00003511 see vlogs from my freshman year of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00017-00003511-00003663 college and i feel like that's just so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00018-00003664-00003879 special to me it's like home videos but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00019-00003879-00004070 just like online for everyone to see but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00020-00004071-00004270 it's also exciting to like share those
FZpjfKP1hsy-00021-00004271-00004463 moments with you guys so i'm glad you
FZpjfKP1hsy-00022-00004464-00004599 guys are loving them and if you haven't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00023-00004600-00004775 checked them out definitely do so today
FZpjfKP1hsy-00024-00004776-00004951 is friday and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00025-00004952-00005038 i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00026-00005039-00005351 finish sending out my last graduation
FZpjfKP1hsy-00027-00005352-00005511 gallery if you guys didn't know i am a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00028-00005512-00005815 photographer and i specialize in grads
FZpjfKP1hsy-00029-00005816-00006086 here at ut austin and so graduation is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00030-00006087-00006286 literally the saturday and i did not
FZpjfKP1hsy-00031-00006287-00006559 want to come anywhere close to campus
FZpjfKP1hsy-00032-00006559-00006759 within a week of graduation so i kind of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00033-00006759-00007063 just stopped doing grad photos um like a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00034-00007064-00007319 week before i think yeah i think it was
FZpjfKP1hsy-00035-00007320-00007463 like before i went to dallas and then i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00036-00007464-00007598 just like cut them off because i did not
FZpjfKP1hsy-00037-00007600-00007742 want to deal with any traffic i don't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00038-00007743-00007878 want to deal with that many people on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00039-00007879-00008159 campus so now i'm going to be focusing
FZpjfKP1hsy-00040-00008159-00008414 on branding mini sessions which is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00041-00008415-00008623 really exciting it's coming up on june
FZpjfKP1hsy-00042-00008624-00008846 4th if you guys are in the austin area
FZpjfKP1hsy-00043-00008847-00008942 need
FZpjfKP1hsy-00044-00008943-00009206 business or lifestyle headshots for your
FZpjfKP1hsy-00045-00009207-00009383 social profiles if you're a real estate
FZpjfKP1hsy-00046-00009384-00009567 agent if you have a small business or if
FZpjfKP1hsy-00047-00009568-00009710 you just want some nice photos of you
FZpjfKP1hsy-00048-00009711-00009887 for like your dating profiles or
FZpjfKP1hsy-00049-00009888-00010174 anything like that um hit me up on my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00050-00010175-00010423 photo account i'll have the little at
FZpjfKP1hsy-00051-00010424-00010614 sign here and i can tell you more info
FZpjfKP1hsy-00052-00010615-00010823 about that but it's going to be in this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00053-00010824-00010959 amazing
FZpjfKP1hsy-00054-00010960-00011095 studio space i'm going to post some
FZpjfKP1hsy-00055-00011096-00011271 photos here that i've taken at that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00056-00011272-00011438 studio it's just like really bright and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00057-00011439-00011727 airy she also has added a lot more like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00058-00011728-00011919 setups and just more colorful setups if
FZpjfKP1hsy-00059-00011920-00012103 that's what you're looking for so it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00060-00012104-00012263 definitely going to be
FZpjfKP1hsy-00061-00012264-00012478 a lot cheaper than my normal rates so if
FZpjfKP1hsy-00062-00012479-00012614 you guys have been wanting to shoot with
FZpjfKP1hsy-00063-00012615-00012815 me or just need some branding photos let
FZpjfKP1hsy-00064-00012816-00013063 me know asap i'm doing 50 off those
FZpjfKP1hsy-00065-00013063-00013279 sessions until next friday so this vlog
FZpjfKP1hsy-00066-00013280-00013519 will definitely be up by then so let me
FZpjfKP1hsy-00067-00013519-00013671 know asap i thought i would start this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00068-00013672-00013886 vlog off with an amazon haul because i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00069-00013887-00014103 feel like i have these phases where i go
FZpjfKP1hsy-00070-00014104-00014247 crazy on amazon
FZpjfKP1hsy-00071-00014247-00014519 and buy so many random stuff um things
FZpjfKP1hsy-00072-00014519-00014694 that i need but also you know things
FZpjfKP1hsy-00073-00014695-00014822 that i want so i thought we could go
FZpjfKP1hsy-00074-00014823-00014927 through it together i'm gonna set you
FZpjfKP1hsy-00075-00014928-00015215 guys on my tripod and let's do this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00076-00015216-00015471 unboxing we got many packages to unbox
FZpjfKP1hsy-00077-00015472-00015599 and honestly the next thing i need to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00078-00015600-00015775 get is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00079-00015776-00015927 a box cutter
FZpjfKP1hsy-00080-00015928-00016135 i think this is already open
FZpjfKP1hsy-00081-00016136-00016463 sophie i got you a present
FZpjfKP1hsy-00082-00016464-00016799 she got some pee pads
FZpjfKP1hsy-00083-00016800-00016943 sophie look
FZpjfKP1hsy-00084-00016944-00017150 i got your present
FZpjfKP1hsy-00085-00017151-00017335 you're welcome
FZpjfKP1hsy-00086-00017336-00017575 be a little bit more grateful jeez
FZpjfKP1hsy-00087-00017576-00017758 what is this oh
FZpjfKP1hsy-00088-00017759-00018047 i got this screen cleaning mist my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00089-00018048-00018279 computer is so disgustingly dirty all
FZpjfKP1hsy-00090-00018280-00018455 the time my friend again had like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00091-00018456-00018703 most clean computer
FZpjfKP1hsy-00092-00018704-00018886 screen at soho house when we went last
FZpjfKP1hsy-00093-00018887-00019039 week and i was like how do you keep your
FZpjfKP1hsy-00094-00019040-00019199 computer screen so clean and she
FZpjfKP1hsy-00095-00019200-00019343 basically said she was really ocd and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00096-00019344-00019583 never touches it when i'm over here like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00097-00019584-00019750 touching it all the time i don't know
FZpjfKP1hsy-00098-00019751-00019935 why it's literally not a touch screen so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00099-00019936-00020094 i'm excited to try this thing out it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00100-00020095-00020335 apparently let me show you guys this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00101-00020336-00020567 bottle is a spritz spray and then you
FZpjfKP1hsy-00102-00020568-00020758 can actually like wipe it off with this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00103-00020759-00020894 which is so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00104-00020895-00021078 genius i thought my hands are just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00105-00021079-00021319 always so greasy for makeup and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00106-00021320-00021599 oils because i douse myself and oils at
FZpjfKP1hsy-00107-00021600-00021735 the end of the night okay this is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00108-00021736-00021943 actually my skim's order and this is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00109-00021944-00022119 perfect because i had to tell you guys
FZpjfKP1hsy-00110-00022120-00022335 about these shirts that i ordered
FZpjfKP1hsy-00111-00022336-00022503 actually i ordered one but then i loved
FZpjfKP1hsy-00112-00022504-00022678 it so much that i had to get two more
FZpjfKP1hsy-00113-00022679-00022847 and they're like always sold out so i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00114-00022848-00023111 had to run to get them so these are the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00115-00023112-00023342 boyfriend tea from skims and i cannot
FZpjfKP1hsy-00116-00023343-00023647 explain to you how soft they are and i'm
FZpjfKP1hsy-00117-00023648-00023822 like not even exaggerating it's probably
FZpjfKP1hsy-00118-00023823-00024127 like the softest pajamas i'll ever have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00119-00024128-00024519 besides the everge pajamas but like i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00120-00024520-00024671 love sleeping in just like a big old
FZpjfKP1hsy-00121-00024672-00024799 t-shirt so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00122-00024800-00025111 the size i got in the other one was an
FZpjfKP1hsy-00123-00025112-00025367 xl and these are actually 2xls because
FZpjfKP1hsy-00124-00025368-00025511 that's all i really had but i think it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00125-00025512-00025687 going to be perfect as a sleep shirt so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00126-00025688-00025846 i got this color and i also just got
FZpjfKP1hsy-00127-00025847-00026055 this like heathered gray color
FZpjfKP1hsy-00128-00026056-00026246 which reminds me of like all my sorority
FZpjfKP1hsy-00129-00026247-00026502 tees but that's totally fine um i'm
FZpjfKP1hsy-00130-00026504-00026655 going to link everything down below if
FZpjfKP1hsy-00131-00026656-00026895 you guys are interested but seriously do
FZpjfKP1hsy-00132-00026895-00027055 not sleep on these
FZpjfKP1hsy-00133-00027056-00027311 skims boyfriend tees this next package
FZpjfKP1hsy-00134-00027312-00027623 is a shoe box so this is what these look
FZpjfKP1hsy-00135-00027624-00027855 like i love a good toe loop i don't know
FZpjfKP1hsy-00136-00027856-00027999 why i think it's just like the indian in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00137-00028000-00028199 me because like a lot of sandals have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00138-00028200-00028423 these little toe loops i just think it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00139-00028424-00028687 so classy it's kind of like a toe ring
FZpjfKP1hsy-00140-00028688-00028846 and i want to get some toe rings and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00141-00028847-00028999 anklets for the summer i just think it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00142-00029000-00029255 so cute and it accessorizes your ankles
FZpjfKP1hsy-00143-00029256-00029439 and feet a little bit more i am
FZpjfKP1hsy-00144-00029439-00029718 currently suffering with a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00145-00029719-00029943 little boo-boo on my foot from another
FZpjfKP1hsy-00146-00029944-00030190 pair of shoes that gave me not it wasn't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00147-00030191-00030335 even a blister but it was just like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00148-00030336-00030527 rubbing really hard so it kind of like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00149-00030527-00030727 got raw and not scabbed over and now it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00150-00030727-00031007 hurts to wear anything but sneakers so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00151-00031008-00031199 amazing but these seem really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00152-00031200-00031311 comfortable
FZpjfKP1hsy-00153-00031312-00031479 they're like kind of squishy
FZpjfKP1hsy-00154-00031480-00031670 so i'm excited to try these out they
FZpjfKP1hsy-00155-00031672-00031862 look super freaking cute
FZpjfKP1hsy-00156-00031863-00032095 okay so these are oh i didn't really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00157-00032095-00032207 think that they would be like this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00158-00032208-00032390 yellow color they're very yellow in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00159-00032391-00032607 person so i might have to exchange them
FZpjfKP1hsy-00160-00032608-00032807 but there are another pair of these like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00161-00032808-00033183 slack pants i love these slack pants
FZpjfKP1hsy-00162-00033184-00033399 especially for summer you can dress them
FZpjfKP1hsy-00163-00033400-00033543 up you can dress them down they're kind
FZpjfKP1hsy-00164-00033544-00033718 of like flared at the ends
FZpjfKP1hsy-00165-00033719-00033918 but basically they're kind of like work
FZpjfKP1hsy-00166-00033919-00034183 pants and i just think they are so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00167-00034184-00034399 flattering because they're high-waisted
FZpjfKP1hsy-00168-00034400-00034671 they come up on like the perfect point
FZpjfKP1hsy-00169-00034672-00034974 on like my torso um and i can wear like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00170-00034975-00035127 bodysuits and crop tops with them the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00171-00035128-00035262 camera really doesn't pick up like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00172-00035263-00035518 yellowness of it so i'm gonna have to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00173-00035519-00035679 exchange
FZpjfKP1hsy-00174-00035680-00035974 this pair of pants next up are
FZpjfKP1hsy-00175-00035975-00036183 kind of similar shorts to the pants that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00176-00036184-00036318 i should show to you guys i just really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00177-00036319-00036483 like this like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00178-00036484-00036735 pleated style i just think it's very
FZpjfKP1hsy-00179-00036736-00036983 flattering and i love the like a-line
FZpjfKP1hsy-00180-00036984-00037215 style of these shorts i have like some
FZpjfKP1hsy-00181-00037216-00037415 denim shorts like that and they are so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00182-00037416-00037599 flattering not at all tight like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00183-00037600-00037735 most comfortable thing to wear during
FZpjfKP1hsy-00184-00037736-00037935 the summer months so i'm very excited to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00185-00037936-00038143 try these on again a neutral kind of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00186-00038144-00038407 color to match with like a white
FZpjfKP1hsy-00187-00038408-00038639 or like another nude tank top i actually
FZpjfKP1hsy-00188-00038640-00038846 bought a new tank top i think
FZpjfKP1hsy-00189-00038847-00039271 it's still on its way over okay this is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00190-00039272-00039462 going to be a good one i just know it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00191-00039463-00039711 it's a jumpsuit but it's a one shoulder
FZpjfKP1hsy-00192-00039712-00039823 jumpsuit
FZpjfKP1hsy-00193-00039824-00040039 and it has like two straps in the back
FZpjfKP1hsy-00194-00040040-00040207 they're actually adjustable which is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00195-00040208-00040407 amazing because i feel like that really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00196-00040408-00040639 says a lot about the quality already um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00197-00040640-00040871 and then the back has this really nice
FZpjfKP1hsy-00198-00040872-00041118 um material what is this like ruching i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00199-00041119-00041262 never know what it's called
FZpjfKP1hsy-00200-00041263-00041407 um but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00201-00041408-00041599 then i feel like i won't really have to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00202-00041600-00041823 wear a bra with this which is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00203-00041824-00042055 awesome and then again with the flared
FZpjfKP1hsy-00204-00042056-00042279 pants it is a jumpsuit so there are like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00205-00042280-00042543 separated legs but holy crap i need to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00206-00042544-00042774 put this on like asap i want to film
FZpjfKP1hsy-00207-00042775-00043039 like what i got on amazon tick tocks and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00208-00043040-00043207 stuff like that so i'll probably do the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00209-00043208-00043527 shoes those shorts and this romper our
FZpjfKP1hsy-00210-00043528-00043783 jumpsuit whatever they're called um i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00211-00043784-00044015 thought i got more
FZpjfKP1hsy-00212-00044016-00044207 oh there we go okay
FZpjfKP1hsy-00213-00044208-00044590 i think one more
FZpjfKP1hsy-00214-00044591-00044951 yay okay here it is this is like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00215-00044952-00045111 tank top thing that i was just talking
FZpjfKP1hsy-00216-00045112-00045302 about i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00217-00045303-00045574 really hope this fits because how cute
FZpjfKP1hsy-00218-00045575-00045767 is this little tube top i haven't worn a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00219-00045768-00046007 tube top in years but like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00220-00046008-00046102 i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00221-00046103-00046262 love this and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00222-00046263-00046495 i wonder if it's like too much of the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00223-00046496-00046623 same color
FZpjfKP1hsy-00224-00046624-00046790 to wear it with these shorts actually i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00225-00046791-00046886 feel like it would be really cute
FZpjfKP1hsy-00226-00046887-00047071 because it's a monochromatic look this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00227-00047072-00047230 is like a tad bit darker that's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00228-00047231-00047399 everything i got i thought i got more
FZpjfKP1hsy-00229-00047400-00047599 for some reason i guess that box i just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00230-00047600-00047727 thought there was more stuff in it but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00231-00047728-00047943 it's sophie's pee pads i hate when i get
FZpjfKP1hsy-00232-00047944-00048230 sophie's food and the lockers downstairs
FZpjfKP1hsy-00233-00048231-00048415 because we like amazon prime her food
FZpjfKP1hsy-00234-00048416-00048599 sometimes it's like annoying to find at
FZpjfKP1hsy-00235-00048600-00048718 grocery stores so we just have a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00236-00048719-00048958 subscription on amazon but like whenever
FZpjfKP1hsy-00237-00048959-00049111 i get her food i'm like oh what did i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00238-00049112-00049351 order like amazon yay and then it's just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00239-00049352-00049495 her food i'm like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00240-00049496-00049599 gushing
FZpjfKP1hsy-00241-00049600-00049790 so today we have a reservation at a new
FZpjfKP1hsy-00242-00049791-00050046 restaurant called makoko i think that's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00243-00050047-00050223 how you pronounce it it's on the east
FZpjfKP1hsy-00244-00050224-00050415 side it's on the east side and since
FZpjfKP1hsy-00245-00050416-00050686 it's graduation weekend for ut i was
FZpjfKP1hsy-00246-00050687-00050846 like okay if we want to eat out this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00247-00050847-00051007 weekend we have to have reservations
FZpjfKP1hsy-00248-00051008-00051230 which is honestly every weekend like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00249-00051232-00051446 austin is really really getting a little
FZpjfKP1hsy-00250-00051447-00051687 too crowded um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00251-00051688-00051919 so it kind of sucks that it's like that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00252-00051920-00052135 but i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00253-00052136-00052319 am thankful that i thought about that on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00254-00052320-00052503 monday so i just made it like a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00255-00052504-00052663 reservation for tonight at that place
FZpjfKP1hsy-00256-00052664-00052879 and then tomorrow night but i just found
FZpjfKP1hsy-00257-00052879-00053142 out that one of my favorite
FZpjfKP1hsy-00258-00053144-00053463 favorite restaurants is shutting down on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00259-00053464-00053566 their
FZpjfKP1hsy-00260-00053567-00053782 uh downtown location if you guys are in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00261-00053783-00054007 austin it's called gloria's and like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00262-00054008-00054263 that would be our go-to spot like if we
FZpjfKP1hsy-00263-00054264-00054526 are going on ladybug lake the whole day
FZpjfKP1hsy-00264-00054527-00054679 and then we're just like okay let's meet
FZpjfKP1hsy-00265-00054679-00054879 up at gloria's get some marks get some
FZpjfKP1hsy-00266-00054879-00055150 like latin food and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00267-00055151-00055326 maybe go out after because it's like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00268-00055327-00055487 right on west
FZpjfKP1hsy-00269-00055488-00055711 and they're shutting down and i'm so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00270-00055712-00055887 freaking sad apparently the rent is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00271-00055888-00056082 going up like crazy
FZpjfKP1hsy-00272-00056083-00056423 also speaking about rent
FZpjfKP1hsy-00273-00056424-00056694 we got our rent renewal this past week i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00274-00056695-00056894 think it was actually in dallas when it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00275-00056895-00057047 came through our door
FZpjfKP1hsy-00276-00057048-00057303 and like loki we might have to move
FZpjfKP1hsy-00277-00057304-00057599 because i think it went up like 400 or a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00278-00057600-00058030 little bit less than 400 but still 400
FZpjfKP1hsy-00279-00058032-00058238 and i know i'm very lucky to be like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00280-00058239-00058463 living with ryan and being able to split
FZpjfKP1hsy-00281-00058464-00058559 up like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00282-00058560-00058750 to think about like the rent we paid
FZpjfKP1hsy-00283-00058751-00058942 when we first got here and we thought
FZpjfKP1hsy-00284-00058944-00059159 that was expensive and now
FZpjfKP1hsy-00285-00059160-00059375 it's just reaching so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00286-00059376-00059638 high up and we're trying to negotiate it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00287-00059639-00059775 but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00288-00059776-00059975 we were not able to unfortunately
FZpjfKP1hsy-00289-00059976-00060182 because the market price is so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00290-00060183-00060415 much higher than like even the newer
FZpjfKP1hsy-00291-00060416-00060575 rent that we're gonna pay
FZpjfKP1hsy-00292-00060576-00060654 um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00293-00060655-00060942 so we like still need to decide and what
FZpjfKP1hsy-00294-00060944-00061175 sucks even more is that we literally
FZpjfKP1hsy-00295-00061176-00061471 have until next friday to like decide if
FZpjfKP1hsy-00296-00061472-00061726 we're going to move out or renew or
FZpjfKP1hsy-00297-00061727-00061919 whatever and so that's not even like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00298-00061920-00062103 enough time to like really tour other
FZpjfKP1hsy-00299-00062104-00062350 places and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00300-00062351-00062503 like yeah we would love to buy a house
FZpjfKP1hsy-00301-00062504-00062742 right now but that is impossible here in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00302-00062744-00062999 austin um unless you want to go out to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00303-00063000-00063159 the burbs which
FZpjfKP1hsy-00304-00063160-00063438 not for me right now like i am 25 i need
FZpjfKP1hsy-00305-00063439-00063606 to be living in the city i'm just not
FZpjfKP1hsy-00306-00063607-00063823 ready for that life i have my whole life
FZpjfKP1hsy-00307-00063824-00064063 to live in the suburbs so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00308-00064064-00064238 i'm just like not even entertaining that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00309-00064239-00064399 idea whatsoever
FZpjfKP1hsy-00310-00064400-00064487 um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00311-00064488-00064742 so i know austin is booming right now
FZpjfKP1hsy-00312-00064744-00064854 and that's kind of just like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00313-00064855-00065135 consequences of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00314-00065136-00065303 that and just like living here and i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00315-00065304-00065550 guess everywhere honestly i know a lot
FZpjfKP1hsy-00316-00065551-00065806 of cities are like just booming and the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00317-00065807-00065967 rents going up
FZpjfKP1hsy-00318-00065968-00066047 so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00319-00066048-00066287 it really does suck and i really really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00320-00066288-00066535 like where i live so we do have to make
FZpjfKP1hsy-00321-00066536-00066703 that decision pretty quick which makes
FZpjfKP1hsy-00322-00066704-00066999 it even harder um but yeah we may have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00323-00067000-00067159 to move and i'm just like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00324-00067160-00067287 heartbroken i literally had to throw
FZpjfKP1hsy-00325-00067288-00067431 myself a pity party for two whole days
FZpjfKP1hsy-00326-00067432-00067606 about it because i was just really just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00327-00067607-00067719 like upset
FZpjfKP1hsy-00328-00067720-00067935 um i mean austin like i said it's just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00329-00067936-00068150 becoming so crowded um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00330-00068151-00068294 and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00331-00068295-00068463 i don't know it's just really sad we got
FZpjfKP1hsy-00332-00068464-00068687 a little growth on my cactus there's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00333-00068688-00068879 like a little cactus growing outside my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00334-00068880-00069119 cactus which is not really what i wanted
FZpjfKP1hsy-00335-00069120-00069319 but that's okay um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00336-00069320-00069582 i also forgot that i had another
FZpjfKP1hsy-00337-00069583-00069750 amazon package and some beauty products
FZpjfKP1hsy-00338-00069751-00069935 were in it got a new roller lash by
FZpjfKP1hsy-00339-00069936-00070135 benefit this is like my ride-or-die
FZpjfKP1hsy-00340-00070136-00070335 mascara it's pretty much in every makeup
FZpjfKP1hsy-00341-00070336-00070663 routine i've had for the past few years
FZpjfKP1hsy-00342-00070664-00070943 and then i wanted to try out this jvn
FZpjfKP1hsy-00343-00070944-00071087 hair oil
FZpjfKP1hsy-00344-00071088-00071231 um a while back during south by
FZpjfKP1hsy-00345-00071232-00071559 southwest jvn had a pop-up and they were
FZpjfKP1hsy-00346-00071560-00071750 giving free like blowouts or like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00347-00071751-00071943 hairstyles whatever you wanted and they
FZpjfKP1hsy-00348-00071944-00072135 were trying out like all their jbn
FZpjfKP1hsy-00349-00072136-00072375 products on people's hair and i was
FZpjfKP1hsy-00350-00072376-00072591 completely sold the only reason i didn't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00351-00072592-00072855 buy it is because i have so much like pr
FZpjfKP1hsy-00352-00072856-00072999 at home like hair products that i need
FZpjfKP1hsy-00353-00073000-00073206 to like get through before i can like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00354-00073207-00073375 buy another one i mean i could always
FZpjfKP1hsy-00355-00073376-00073638 get rid of them or like give them away
FZpjfKP1hsy-00356-00073639-00073847 give them to friends and family um or
FZpjfKP1hsy-00357-00073848-00074038 just like a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00358-00074039-00074238 donation center also
FZpjfKP1hsy-00359-00074239-00074471 it kind of sucks because last week i was
FZpjfKP1hsy-00360-00074472-00074631 giving away some clothes like i had my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00361-00074632-00074767 mom go through it i had some friends go
FZpjfKP1hsy-00362-00074768-00074887 through it and then i was just gonna
FZpjfKP1hsy-00363-00074888-00075111 give the rest to a women's shelter i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00364-00075112-00075262 went in like i think it's called the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00365-00075263-00075431 safe alliance and they said that they
FZpjfKP1hsy-00366-00075432-00075662 weren't taking used items and i'm like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00367-00075663-00075838 but they're clean like just take it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00368-00075839-00076023 please um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00369-00076024-00076223 but yeah they weren't taking used items
FZpjfKP1hsy-00370-00076224-00076350 and i'm not sure when they're gonna
FZpjfKP1hsy-00371-00076351-00076743 start so i just gave it to goodwill and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00372-00076744-00076862 i really wanted to start giving it to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00373-00076863-00077055 women's shelters but i asked her it was
FZpjfKP1hsy-00374-00077056-00077231 like are always shelters doing that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00375-00077232-00077382 right now and she was like yeah pretty
FZpjfKP1hsy-00376-00077383-00077519 much because of coping but i want to try
FZpjfKP1hsy-00377-00077520-00077694 this out
FZpjfKP1hsy-00378-00077695-00077959 on camera so it says apply to dried hair
FZpjfKP1hsy-00379-00077960-00078199 the silky silicone free oil instantly
FZpjfKP1hsy-00380-00078200-00078415 adds an incredible gloss without adding
FZpjfKP1hsy-00381-00078416-00078623 weight and honestly when they use this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00382-00078624-00078743 on my hair
FZpjfKP1hsy-00383-00078744-00078935 in the salon i was like okay that's the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00384-00078936-00079103 product like if i'm buying anything from
FZpjfKP1hsy-00385-00079104-00079231 jvn
FZpjfKP1hsy-00386-00079232-00079359 i'm getting this and i was like you know
FZpjfKP1hsy-00387-00079360-00079662 what let me just see on amazon um if
FZpjfKP1hsy-00388-00079663-00079903 they had it because also they gave me a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00389-00079904-00080071 tiny sample when
FZpjfKP1hsy-00390-00080072-00080343 i went in store and then i remember
FZpjfKP1hsy-00391-00080344-00080582 packing for italy and i thought i put
FZpjfKP1hsy-00392-00080583-00080694 this in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00393-00080695-00080879 like the sample in my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00394-00080880-00081103 makeup bag or haircare bag i couldn't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00395-00081104-00081311 find it and i was so mad i was like okay
FZpjfKP1hsy-00396-00081312-00081447 you know what i'm just gonna buy it on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00397-00081448-00081615 amazon anyways
FZpjfKP1hsy-00398-00081616-00081806 let's get to the demo shall we just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00399-00081807-00082215 gonna do a little bit at a time
FZpjfKP1hsy-00400-00082216-00082447 it doesn't really have like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00401-00082448-00082631 too much of a scent honestly but like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00402-00082632-00082918 it's not super like thick the viscosity
FZpjfKP1hsy-00403-00082919-00083135 isn't really thick
FZpjfKP1hsy-00404-00083136-00083271 i'm like kind of scared because i don't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00405-00083272-00083438 really want to put too much product i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00406-00083439-00083599 just dice an air wrap to my hair for the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00407-00083600-00083775 first time in so long and i feel like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00408-00083776-00083959 whenever i have product in my hair it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00409-00083960-00084143 like weighs it down and then like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00410-00084144-00084238 curls fall
FZpjfKP1hsy-00411-00084239-00084391 a lot faster
FZpjfKP1hsy-00412-00084392-00084606 um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00413-00084607-00084767 but they really sold me on this product
FZpjfKP1hsy-00414-00084768-00084918 because they were like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00415-00084919-00085215 this actually kind of just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00416-00085216-00085438 can penetrate the hair more than like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00417-00085439-00085703 the olaplex oil can because the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00418-00085704-00085894 molecules are a lot smaller on this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00419-00085895-00086038 product
FZpjfKP1hsy-00420-00086039-00086182 i was just kind of mind blown when they
FZpjfKP1hsy-00421-00086183-00086318 were like telling me all the science
FZpjfKP1hsy-00422-00086319-00086638 behind jvn products um so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00423-00086639-00086894 i want to try more of them out but like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00424-00086895-00087118 i said i got a lot to go through before
FZpjfKP1hsy-00425-00087119-00087399 i can do that um okay right now i want
FZpjfKP1hsy-00426-00087400-00087479 to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00427-00087480-00087671 film some tick tocks i haven't been able
FZpjfKP1hsy-00428-00087672-00087775 to do that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00429-00087776-00087935 for a really long time and it honestly
FZpjfKP1hsy-00430-00087936-00088150 like makes me so happy when i like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00431-00088151-00088367 actually create video content i'm very
FZpjfKP1hsy-00432-00088368-00088543 excited that grad season's over even
FZpjfKP1hsy-00433-00088544-00088623 though
FZpjfKP1hsy-00434-00088624-00088718 you know
FZpjfKP1hsy-00435-00088719-00088887 i'm very grateful to have all these
FZpjfKP1hsy-00436-00088888-00089182 clients and i dreamt of the day to have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00437-00089183-00089326 as many clients honestly like when i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00438-00089327-00089479 first moved here i was like i want to do
FZpjfKP1hsy-00439-00089480-00089759 grads and i was so lucky that ut does
FZpjfKP1hsy-00440-00089760-00089918 grab pictures because not every college
FZpjfKP1hsy-00441-00089919-00090055 really does it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00442-00090056-00090231 which i've learned over the past years
FZpjfKP1hsy-00443-00090232-00090343 um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00444-00090344-00090550 but anyways so i'm very grateful for all
FZpjfKP1hsy-00445-00090551-00090750 my clients but i'm just excited to like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00446-00090751-00090991 have my social life back have my work
FZpjfKP1hsy-00447-00090992-00091255 routine back have just my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00448-00091256-00091438 wellness routine back because i kind of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00449-00091439-00091679 stopped working out because i was on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00450-00091680-00091806 campus
FZpjfKP1hsy-00451-00091807-00092055 doing grad shoots like literally four
FZpjfKP1hsy-00452-00092056-00092287 times a day max and that's like a lot of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00453-00092288-00092415 energy because you're like literally
FZpjfKP1hsy-00454-00092416-00092718 walking around in the heat so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00455-00092719-00092903 anyways i'm very excited just to get
FZpjfKP1hsy-00456-00092904-00093182 back to everything
FZpjfKP1hsy-00457-00093183-00093399 so let's just create some tic tocs let's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00458-00093400-00093606 do it we're about to head to dinner and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00459-00093607-00093750 here's the fit
FZpjfKP1hsy-00460-00093751-00093918 literally just the same rib tank top
FZpjfKP1hsy-00461-00093919-00094118 from earlier today i love it it's going
FZpjfKP1hsy-00462-00094119-00094350 to be my new go-to during the summer
FZpjfKP1hsy-00463-00094351-00094535 it's norizia tank top i'll link it down
FZpjfKP1hsy-00464-00094536-00094711 below and then i have this princess
FZpjfKP1hsy-00465-00094712-00094903 polly cardigan
FZpjfKP1hsy-00466-00094904-00095143 my favorite jeans from like silverlight
FZpjfKP1hsy-00467-00095144-00095343 co i think they're from nordstrom
FZpjfKP1hsy-00468-00095344-00095455 um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00469-00095456-00095735 then my purse that i got in venice ryan
FZpjfKP1hsy-00470-00095736-00095911 was about to come to date night and gym
FZpjfKP1hsy-00471-00095912-00096167 shorts and flip-flops
FZpjfKP1hsy-00472-00096168-00096287 it's awesome
FZpjfKP1hsy-00473-00096288-00096567 i know but still
FZpjfKP1hsy-00474-00096568-00096743 there isn't but you still wear mixed
FZpjfKP1hsy-00475-00096744-00097271 match socks
FZpjfKP1hsy-00476-00097272-00097415 the past few times i've actually used
FZpjfKP1hsy-00477-00097416-00097647 the dyson air app and it's been raining
FZpjfKP1hsy-00478-00097648-00097806 without my knowledge
FZpjfKP1hsy-00479-00097807-00098023 i did not see this on the forecast i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00480-00098024-00098167 know it's raining sunday but i didn't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00481-00098168-00098303 see that i was supposed to be raining
FZpjfKP1hsy-00482-00098304-00098487 today at least it's gonna clear up like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00483-00098488-00098671 within like 10 minutes probably i see
FZpjfKP1hsy-00484-00098672-00098991 like the beautiful blue skies um but we
FZpjfKP1hsy-00485-00098992-00099167 are excited for dinner
FZpjfKP1hsy-00486-00099168-00099326 i've had this place on my bucket list
FZpjfKP1hsy-00487-00099327-00099503 saved not for like too long because it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00488-00099504-00099718 actually pretty new um but they have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00489-00099719-00099974 these churro donuts that really enticed
FZpjfKP1hsy-00490-00099975-00100182 me so hopefully all of their food is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00491-00100183-00100318 really good but i'm just really here
FZpjfKP1hsy-00492-00100319-00100558 butchering donuts
FZpjfKP1hsy-00493-00100559-00101223 [Music]
FZpjfKP1hsy-00494-00101224-00102023 happy hour
FZpjfKP1hsy-00495-00102024-00103758 [Music]
FZpjfKP1hsy-00496-00103759-00103966 dinner was really good i got a carne
FZpjfKP1hsy-00497-00103967-00104118 asada taco we got like a bunch of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00498-00104119-00104351 appetizers that taco is really really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00499-00104352-00104527 good i would definitely go back for it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00500-00104528-00104766 churro donuts were
FZpjfKP1hsy-00501-00104767-00104878 so good
FZpjfKP1hsy-00502-00104879-00105078 and we have like a couple that we took
FZpjfKP1hsy-00503-00105079-00105247 home
FZpjfKP1hsy-00504-00105248-00105447 and now
FZpjfKP1hsy-00505-00105448-00105663 i'm going out got my summer moon cup
FZpjfKP1hsy-00506-00105664-00105831 that i washed out because i i want to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00507-00105832-00106031 dispose of this but i put tequila and my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00508-00106032-00106263 mark mix in there and i'm gonna head to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00509-00106264-00106431 my friend maddie's house and then we're
FZpjfKP1hsy-00510-00106432-00106639 gonna meet our friends out on west or
FZpjfKP1hsy-00511-00106640-00106847 rainy i think it's rainy
FZpjfKP1hsy-00512-00106848-00106966 but i think one of my friends are going
FZpjfKP1hsy-00513-00106967-00107110 to rainy and then another girl is going
FZpjfKP1hsy-00514-00107111-00107358 to west so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00515-00107359-00107615 we shall see where we end up but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00516-00107616-00107871 i diced an air up to my what is that why
FZpjfKP1hsy-00517-00107872-00108110 does it look cramped that is weird
FZpjfKP1hsy-00518-00108111-00108310 wait that is literally weird i dice an
FZpjfKP1hsy-00519-00108311-00108439 air up to my hair it should not look
FZpjfKP1hsy-00520-00108440-00108575 like that cause my natural hair is not
FZpjfKP1hsy-00521-00108576-00108678 crimped
FZpjfKP1hsy-00522-00108679-00108990 anyways i mean it still looks like good
FZpjfKP1hsy-00523-00108991-00109190 just not very curled as it was which
FZpjfKP1hsy-00524-00109191-00109310 sucks but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00525-00109311-00109519 i am wearing this new shirt i got on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00526-00109520-00109623 amazon
FZpjfKP1hsy-00527-00109624-00109799 oh yeah wait i literally unboxed it in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00528-00109800-00109919 today's vlog
FZpjfKP1hsy-00529-00109920-00110134 um this is what it looks like on it is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00530-00110135-00110271 kind of falling down i probably would
FZpjfKP1hsy-00531-00110272-00110431 size down i got a size large and i'd
FZpjfKP1hsy-00532-00110432-00110615 probably go for a medium just so you
FZpjfKP1hsy-00533-00110616-00110766 don't have to like pull it up it's not
FZpjfKP1hsy-00534-00110767-00111023 horrible though and it is so freaking
FZpjfKP1hsy-00535-00111024-00111215 cute it is just a shirt not a bodysuit
FZpjfKP1hsy-00536-00111216-00111463 got my abercrombie jeans on and dolce
FZpjfKP1hsy-00537-00111464-00111599 vita shoes
FZpjfKP1hsy-00538-00111600-00112031 this little bag i have not worn sin bono
FZpjfKP1hsy-00539-00112032-00112199 all jewelry i'm literally showing you
FZpjfKP1hsy-00540-00112200-00112383 guys my hair tie okay jewelry is from
FZpjfKP1hsy-00541-00112383-00112590 goriana except for this one it's from
FZpjfKP1hsy-00542-00112591-00112727 amazon
FZpjfKP1hsy-00543-00112728-00112871 it's so cute
FZpjfKP1hsy-00544-00112872-00113223 okay gonna go out and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00545-00113224-00113366 enjoy the rest of the night i'll see you
FZpjfKP1hsy-00546-00113367-00113583 guys tomorrow so it's actually sunday
FZpjfKP1hsy-00547-00113583-00113815 yesterday i was a tad bit hungover and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00548-00113816-00113999 also we didn't do except for go to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00549-00114000-00114334 the pool so today is our saturday
FZpjfKP1hsy-00550-00114335-00114454 redemption
FZpjfKP1hsy-00551-00114455-00114647 um but we're gonna start off by going to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00552-00114648-00114878 gloria's downtown i think i said it in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00553-00114879-00114999 this vlog but they're closing that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00554-00115000-00115263 location down which is so heartbreaking
FZpjfKP1hsy-00555-00115264-00115478 because that is like our place to go
FZpjfKP1hsy-00556-00115479-00115710 with our friends so it's really sad
FZpjfKP1hsy-00557-00115711-00115847 we're gonna go there for lunch today
FZpjfKP1hsy-00558-00115848-00116151 meet up with mackenzie and connor and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00559-00116152-00116399 get some yummy food in our system i have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00560-00116400-00116631 not eaten anything and i'm pretty pretty
FZpjfKP1hsy-00561-00116632-00116815 hungry um and then we're gonna go to the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00562-00116816-00117143 domain and then later tonight we have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00563-00117144-00117390 like this uh cocktail event i guess
FZpjfKP1hsy-00564-00117391-00117566 they're showing new cocktails at devil
FZpjfKP1hsy-00565-00117567-00118086 may care your shoes are so sweet
FZpjfKP1hsy-00566-00118088-00118271 your shoes are like freaking squidward
FZpjfKP1hsy-00567-00118272-00118431 shoes
FZpjfKP1hsy-00568-00118432-00118519 sir
FZpjfKP1hsy-00569-00118520-00118719 yeah whatever anyways
FZpjfKP1hsy-00570-00118720-00118999 it shall be a fun day today and i put on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00571-00119000-00119215 makeup feeling good definitely feeling a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00572-00119216-00119454 lot better than yesterday um it wasn't
FZpjfKP1hsy-00573-00119455-00119702 even like anything major but just like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00574-00119703-00119951 anything a tad bit out of the normal
FZpjfKP1hsy-00575-00119952-00120151 just makes me not want to do anything
FZpjfKP1hsy-00576-00120152-00120358 you know outfit of the day i have this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00577-00120359-00120551 top from amazon it's literally like the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00578-00120552-00120814 same exact set active top but the whole
FZpjfKP1hsy-00579-00120815-00121007 set is 35 i will link it in the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00580-00121008-00121175 description that's crazy it's such a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00581-00121176-00121439 good seal um and i have like the exact
FZpjfKP1hsy-00582-00121440-00121734 same set i've compared them and i'm
FZpjfKP1hsy-00583-00121735-00122047 telling you they're so so similar um i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00584-00122048-00122175 think the color might be a little bit
FZpjfKP1hsy-00585-00122176-00122375 off but there are a bunch of colors that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00586-00122376-00122639 you can get this in um anyways this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00587-00122640-00122775 white button down is from princess
FZpjfKP1hsy-00588-00122776-00122958 paulie it's like my go-to for the summer
FZpjfKP1hsy-00589-00122959-00123183 months and then we have these jean
FZpjfKP1hsy-00590-00123183-00123471 shorts from a gold day so comfortable
FZpjfKP1hsy-00591-00123472-00123814 and then i'm wearing some shoes from
FZpjfKP1hsy-00592-00123815-00124047 girlfriend collective so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00593-00124048-00124471 all right let's go
FZpjfKP1hsy-00594-00124472-00125790 hello
FZpjfKP1hsy-00595-00125791-00126007 just got done eating at gloria's it was
FZpjfKP1hsy-00596-00126008-00126199 very sad it was actually really good her
FZpjfKP1hsy-00597-00126200-00126399 last time sometimes like when he forced
FZpjfKP1hsy-00598-00126400-00126607 the last time you know just not as good
FZpjfKP1hsy-00599-00126608-00126839 as usual so i'm glad it was really good
FZpjfKP1hsy-00600-00126840-00127086 um and we caught up with mackenzie
FZpjfKP1hsy-00601-00127088-00127343 and connor and now we are at the domain
FZpjfKP1hsy-00602-00127344-00127519 because i'm going to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00603-00127520-00127775 do a collaboration on tick tock with um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00604-00127776-00127983 a brand here they're gifting me a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00605-00127983-00128158 swimsuit i think we made um some
FZpjfKP1hsy-00606-00128159-00128383 memorial day plans which is next weekend
FZpjfKP1hsy-00607-00128383-00128671 to go to this like lake access kind of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00608-00128672-00128886 thing and it looks so cool i literally
FZpjfKP1hsy-00609-00128888-00129071 want to go today because i'm so excited
FZpjfKP1hsy-00610-00129072-00129319 i love swimming and just being like near
FZpjfKP1hsy-00611-00129320-00129623 the water so i'm pumped for that i hope
FZpjfKP1hsy-00612-00129624-00129743 it all works out and i'll definitely
FZpjfKP1hsy-00613-00129744-00129951 vlog it because i it's really really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00614-00129952-00130134 pretty over there um yeah it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00615-00130135-00130263 definitely gonna be busy that's why i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00616-00130264-00130390 literally told mackenzie i was like we
FZpjfKP1hsy-00617-00130391-00130575 need to leave early because i feel like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00618-00130576-00130799 whenever we tell our friend group like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00619-00130800-00131063 we're gonna do like a water activity
FZpjfKP1hsy-00620-00131064-00131247 we always end up being out there by like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00621-00131248-00131414 two and then parking's impossible
FZpjfKP1hsy-00622-00131415-00131607 there's just so many people and it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00623-00131608-00131743 just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00624-00131744-00131999 a lot i mean it's still fun you know
FZpjfKP1hsy-00625-00132000-00132183 yeah mackenzie
FZpjfKP1hsy-00626-00132184-00132359 no it's okay it's like all of us
FZpjfKP1hsy-00627-00132360-00132575 honestly um we just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00628-00132576-00132743 always say we're gonna be there at this
FZpjfKP1hsy-00629-00132744-00132911 time and then we're like always all late
FZpjfKP1hsy-00630-00132912-00133095 like literally everyone
FZpjfKP1hsy-00631-00133096-00133351 but um yeah so i'm very excited to try
FZpjfKP1hsy-00632-00133352-00133495 on these swimsuits because then i'll get
FZpjfKP1hsy-00633-00133496-00133727 to wear it next weekend
FZpjfKP1hsy-00634-00133728-00133983 and it's really weird because today is
FZpjfKP1hsy-00635-00133984-00134190 like literally well i just looked at the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00636-00134191-00134527 temperature it was 81 now it's 84 but um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00637-00134528-00134751 it's like kind of cold outside not cold
FZpjfKP1hsy-00638-00134752-00135102 like a little breeze it's 75.
FZpjfKP1hsy-00639-00135103-00135287 it's so weird because i just saw in new
FZpjfKP1hsy-00640-00135288-00135478 york it's like 87.
FZpjfKP1hsy-00641-00135479-00135647 like switching um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00642-00135648-00135807 temperatures this is a bad storm last
FZpjfKP1hsy-00643-00135808-00135983 night it was really bad oh i went to the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00644-00135984-00136214 gas station last night and it was like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00645-00136215-00136423 blowing the doors open like like i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00646-00136424-00136614 couldn't even drive the trees were like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00647-00136615-00136775 what the heck lightning was crazy and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00648-00136776-00136966 then it's gonna rain like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00649-00136967-00137254 monday tuesday and wednesday i think
FZpjfKP1hsy-00650-00137255-00137335 so
FZpjfKP1hsy-00651-00137336-00137487 that kind of sucks but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00652-00137488-00137702 we're going to enjoy the nice weather
FZpjfKP1hsy-00653-00137703-00137863 the domain is always a good place to go
FZpjfKP1hsy-00654-00137864-00137990 when the weather's really nice out
FZpjfKP1hsy-00655-00137991-00138752 because it's an outdoor mall
FZpjfKP1hsy-00656-00138753-00139380 [Music]
FZpjfKP1hsy-00657-00139381-00140143 [Applause]
FZpjfKP1hsy-00658-00140144-00140502 it's 6 20 and i took a nap after we came
FZpjfKP1hsy-00659-00140503-00140671 back from the domain because i was very
FZpjfKP1hsy-00660-00140672-00140990 sleepy and then i put together some
FZpjfKP1hsy-00661-00140991-00141175 outfits and we're gonna go out shooting
FZpjfKP1hsy-00662-00141176-00141478 i haven't done this in so long but i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00663-00141479-00141702 have a content creation
FZpjfKP1hsy-00664-00141703-00141847 gig like i don't have to post about it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00665-00141848-00142014 but i'm just taking photos for the brand
FZpjfKP1hsy-00666-00142015-00142199 for petal and pup so this is one of the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00667-00142200-00142495 outfits very cute very like puffy
FZpjfKP1hsy-00668-00142496-00142799 sleeves cottage core vibes um and then i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00669-00142800-00143014 have another stunning dress like it fits
FZpjfKP1hsy-00670-00143015-00143271 me so well i'm so pumped about it um and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00671-00143272-00143471 then i just brought a couple of other
FZpjfKP1hsy-00672-00143472-00143687 outfits if we have time to shoot those
FZpjfKP1hsy-00673-00143688-00143902 and then we're gonna go to an event i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00674-00143903-00144054 think i said this before but it's at
FZpjfKP1hsy-00675-00144055-00144287 double make here um they're launching
FZpjfKP1hsy-00676-00144288-00144454 some new cocktails so they invited me
FZpjfKP1hsy-00677-00144455-00144766 and ryan to try those out and then after
FZpjfKP1hsy-00678-00144767-00144895 that
FZpjfKP1hsy-00679-00144896-00145078 we need to get our house monday ready
FZpjfKP1hsy-00680-00145079-00145302 because it's kind of a pigsty and it's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00681-00145303-00145607 all my stuff so i just need to like do a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00682-00145608-00145863 little quick pick up um
FZpjfKP1hsy-00683-00145864-00146111 and yeah that's pretty much it for today
FZpjfKP1hsy-00684-00146112-00146278 and i did this little
FZpjfKP1hsy-00685-00146279-00146414 hair
FZpjfKP1hsy-00686-00146415-00146695 thing basically put a clip in my hair or
FZpjfKP1hsy-00687-00146696-00146951 like i tied it in a half a path down and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00688-00146952-00147111 then i clipped it kind of like upside
FZpjfKP1hsy-00689-00147112-00147263 down and it gives this like illusion of
FZpjfKP1hsy-00690-00147264-00147495 like a really
FZpjfKP1hsy-00691-00147496-00147751 puffy bouncy kind of like half up i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00692-00147752-00148007 think it's really cute um i just like
FZpjfKP1hsy-00693-00148008-00148175 never do anything different to my hair
FZpjfKP1hsy-00694-00148176-00148343 when i take photos and i want to start
FZpjfKP1hsy-00695-00148344-00148519 doing that but i feel like i'm always
FZpjfKP1hsy-00696-00148520-00148775 rushed so i thought i would just do it
FZpjfKP1hsy-00697-00148776-00148926 for the first outfit and then take my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00698-00148927-00149111 hair down and do something else we'll
FZpjfKP1hsy-00699-00149112-00149431 figure it out but this is the look and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00700-00149432-00149566 we are gonna go shoot i think we're
FZpjfKP1hsy-00701-00149567-00149735 gonna do east austin i feel like that's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00702-00149736-00150039 just easy
FZpjfKP1hsy-00703-00150040-00151671 [Music]
FZpjfKP1hsy-00704-00151672-00151902 we did three outfits which is good
FZpjfKP1hsy-00705-00151903-00152223 enough i feel like that should last me
FZpjfKP1hsy-00706-00152224-00152431 and i'm wearing my little amazon tube
FZpjfKP1hsy-00707-00152432-00152566 top again because i didn't get any
FZpjfKP1hsy-00708-00152567-00152743 really good pictures in it and i just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00709-00152744-00152926 got some really cute ones thank you to
FZpjfKP1hsy-00710-00152927-00153111 ryan and now we are
FZpjfKP1hsy-00711-00153112-00153311 going to head to double make here we
FZpjfKP1hsy-00712-00153312-00153502 passed by gloria's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00713-00153503-00153614 again
FZpjfKP1hsy-00714-00153615-00153831 it's just very sad you know
FZpjfKP1hsy-00715-00153832-00153983 first bungalow
FZpjfKP1hsy-00716-00153984-00154126 now gloria's
FZpjfKP1hsy-00717-00154127-00154278 why they gotta take this away from
FZpjfKP1hsy-00718-00154279-00154496 us
FZpjfKP1hsy-00719-00154497-00155678 [Music]
FZpjfKP1hsy-00720-00155679-00155911 we're back home i got my devil may care
FZpjfKP1hsy-00721-00155912-00156071 merch on they gave us like t-shirts
FZpjfKP1hsy-00722-00156072-00156278 which was kind of nice because
FZpjfKP1hsy-00723-00156279-00156478 i'm never gonna say no to a big old
FZpjfKP1hsy-00724-00156479-00156807 sleep shirt um but i'm gonna take off my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00725-00156808-00157087 makeup and just chill out before the
FZpjfKP1hsy-00726-00157088-00157247 week starts and definitely clean up a
FZpjfKP1hsy-00727-00157248-00157454 little bit because this place is just
FZpjfKP1hsy-00728-00157455-00157711 needs pick up like i said earlier um but
FZpjfKP1hsy-00729-00157712-00157943 i'm glad i was able to get some content
FZpjfKP1hsy-00730-00157944-00158111 because like this week is going to be
FZpjfKP1hsy-00731-00158112-00158326 really gross and rainy which sucks i
FZpjfKP1hsy-00732-00158327-00158471 also just need to start eating a little
FZpjfKP1hsy-00733-00158472-00158654 bit better and
FZpjfKP1hsy-00734-00158655-00158943 working out because i don't really have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00735-00158944-00159135 any excuses like with grad season or
FZpjfKP1hsy-00736-00159136-00159271 anything like that like i actually have
FZpjfKP1hsy-00737-00159272-00159463 time to do so so i need to get back in
FZpjfKP1hsy-00738-00159464-00159639 the gym but like right now i honestly do
FZpjfKP1hsy-00739-00159640-00159943 not have much motivation to do so we
FZpjfKP1hsy-00740-00159944-00160135 will see how that works out but i'll
FZpjfKP1hsy-00741-00160136-00160343 definitely be filling you guys in on my
FZpjfKP1hsy-00742-00160344-00160526 weekly vlogs they're starting back up
FZpjfKP1hsy-00743-00160527-00160695 tomorrow and i swear they're gonna be
FZpjfKP1hsy-00744-00160696-00160926 good so definitely subscribe if you guys
FZpjfKP1hsy-00745-00160927-00161095 are not already and if you are already
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FZpjfKP1hsy-00748-00161424-00161631 want to see content in real time on
FZpjfKP1hsy-00749-00161632-00161863 instagram tick tock i'm on pretty much
FZpjfKP1hsy-00750-00161864-00162095 every social platform um most of them
FZpjfKP1hsy-00751-00162096-00162311 are so underscore gnarly without the g
FZpjfKP1hsy-00752-00162312-00162495 so i will see y'all in the next video
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Ff9nFBSZne4-00004-00000984-00001139 that a lot of our families have told us
Ff9nFBSZne4-00005-00001140-00001307 not to do when growing up is to like
Ff9nFBSZne4-00006-00001308-00001433 walk into a room and talk to a bunch of
Ff9nFBSZne4-00007-00001434-00001645 strangers and so you're already moving
Ff9nFBSZne4-00008-00001646-00001943 against the things that are naturally
Ff9nFBSZne4-00009-00001944-00002326 ingrained in us and a lot of times it's
Ff9nFBSZne4-00010-00002327-00002531 incredibly stressful too like if you
Ff9nFBSZne4-00011-00002532-00002705 don't feel like being social that day
Ff9nFBSZne4-00012-00002706-00002842 but you know you need to be at this
Ff9nFBSZne4-00013-00002843-00003071 event you know that there are specific
Ff9nFBSZne4-00014-00003072-00003233 topics that are going to be discussed
Ff9nFBSZne4-00015-00003234-00003388 that you're like I want to be here and I
Ff9nFBSZne4-00016-00003389-00003569 want to be in there so
Ff9nFBSZne4-00017-00003570-00003917 one similarly go in with a goal
Ff9nFBSZne4-00018-00003918-00004072 you know you could set it up for how
Ff9nFBSZne4-00019-00004073-00004217 many people you want to talk to you
Ff9nFBSZne4-00020-00004218-00004367 could set it up to be like this is the
Ff9nFBSZne4-00021-00004368-00004565 topic I want to discuss
Ff9nFBSZne4-00022-00004566-00004786 um you can prepare ahead of time and
Ff9nFBSZne4-00023-00004787-00004972 have questions that you want to ask
Ff9nFBSZne4-00024-00004973-00005170 people like that are important for you
Ff9nFBSZne4-00025-00005171-00005381 to be able to learn
Ff9nFBSZne4-00026-00005382-00005579 um because you could go in and stand
Ff9nFBSZne4-00027-00005580-00005741 there and ask everybody
Ff9nFBSZne4-00028-00005742-00006059 hi what do you do how is that going and
Ff9nFBSZne4-00029-00006060-00006215 you leave with nothing you just know a
Ff9nFBSZne4-00030-00006216-00006431 bunch more people who do this title of
Ff9nFBSZne4-00031-00006431-00006610 work but if you come in and you're like
Ff9nFBSZne4-00032-00006611-00006767 all right these are like the top three
Ff9nFBSZne4-00033-00006768-00006934 to five questions that I want to go in
Ff9nFBSZne4-00034-00006936-00007103 and like ask people and see where that
Ff9nFBSZne4-00035-00007104-00007355 conversation leads it helps to have that
Ff9nFBSZne4-00036-00007356-00007534 preparation and it also takes away the
Ff9nFBSZne4-00037-00007536-00007660 stress of having to like think of
Ff9nFBSZne4-00038-00007661-00007919 something witty and clever to be able to
Ff9nFBSZne4-00039-00007920-00008039 say even if you have to write down a
Ff9nFBSZne4-00040-00008040-00008336 joke or two like that is okay
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00000-00000000-00000167 did you know in the Sunrun Lobby of
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00001-00000168-00000377 Splatoon 3 Mr Grizz is the one that's
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00002-00000378-00000574 being eaten by a stamina in comparison
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00003-00000575-00000773 to how he looked in Splatoon 2 where he
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00004-00000774-00000994 himself Mr gross was eating a salamid
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00005-00000996-00001139 big spoiler for the Splatoon 3 story
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00006-00001140-00001258 mode this is a reference back to the
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00007-00001259-00001450 story mode fight scene where Mr Griz is
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00008-00001451-00001565 fighting the small fry that you had
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00009-00001566-00001751 along for the ride and has grown to a
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00010-00001752-00001967 giant Behemoth a nice link on Nintendo's
FgU-KTSk-Fo-00011-00001968-00002318 part pretty cool aside from that
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00000-00000050-00000284 faceless all clicking gee bladdered
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00001-00000285-00000559 cherry Chinese lantern Japanese Lantern
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00002-00000560-00000773 strawberry ground cherry or winter
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00003-00000774-00000991 cherry is a relative of paper a viana
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00004-00000992-00001247 Cape gooseberry it is easily
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00005-00001248-00001483 identifiable by the large bright orange
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00006-00001484-00001700 to red paper II covering over its fruit
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00007-00001701-00002012 which resembles paper lanterns it grows
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00008-00002013-00002189 naturally in the regions covering
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00009-00002190-00002366 southern Europe to South Asia and
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00010-00002367-00002600 Northeast Asia it is a perennial
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00011-00002601-00002827 herbaceous plant growing to forty to
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00012-00002828-00003065 sixty centimeters tall with spirally
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00013-00003066-00003224 arranged leaves six to twelve
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00014-00003225-00003397 centimeters long and four to nine
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00015-00003398-00003686 centimetres broad the flowers are white
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00016-00003686-00003931 with a five lobe Corolla 10 to 15
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00017-00003932-00004138 millimeters across with an inflated
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00018-00004139-00004340 basal calyx which matures into the
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00019-00004341-00004577 papery orange fruit covering 4 to 5
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00020-00004578-00005347 centimetres long and broad topic
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00021-00005348-00005918 cultivation it is a popular ornamental
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00022-00005919-00006176 plant widely cultivated in temperate
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00023-00006177-00006395 regions of the world and very Hardy to
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00024-00006396-00006698 below minus 20 degrees Celsius minus 4
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00025-00006698-00006973 degrees Fahrenheit it can be invasive
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00026-00006975-00007169 with its wide spreading root system
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00027-00007170-00007370 sending up new shoots some distance from
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00028-00007370-00007616 where it was originally planted in
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00029-00007617-00007820 various places around the world
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00030-00007820-00008027 it has escaped from cultivation in the
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00031-00008028-00008234 United Kingdom it has been given the
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00032-00008235-00008464 royal horticultural society's award of
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00033-00008465-00009031 garden merit
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00034-00009032-00009724 topic traditional uses the dried fruit
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00035-00009725-00009944 of peor khengi is called the golden
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00036-00009945-00010112 flower in the UH Narni system of
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00037-00010113-00010349 medicine and used as a diuretic anti
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00038-00010350-00011044 septic liver corrective and sedative
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00039-00011045-00011189 top
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00040-00011190-00011799 chemical constituents like a number of
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00041-00011800-00012035 other species in the genus physalis it
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00042-00012036-00012274 contains a wide variety of Feist islands
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00043-00012275-00012574 when isolated from the plant these have
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00044-00012575-00012774 antibacterial and Leishman acetyl
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00045-00012775-00012935 activities in vitro
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00046-00012936-00013257 it also contains cafe chassid ethyl
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Fh2dFZBBZVk-00048-00013713-00014643 and cunita side e topic cultural
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00049-00014644-00015278 significance in Japan its seeds are used
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00050-00015279-00015455 as part of the bond festival as
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00051-00015456-00015621 offerings to guide the souls of the
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00052-00015622-00015987 deceased a market Hazuki Itchy held in
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00053-00015988-00016241 Asakusa around Sensoji every year on
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00054-00016243-00016467 nine and the 10th of July is devoted to
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00055-00016468-00017703 it topic fossil record Feist all kicking
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00056-00017704-00017943 G seed fossils are known from Miocene of
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00057-00017944-00018159 siberia Pliocene of Europe and
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00058-00018160-00018453 pleistocene of Germany physalis all
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00059-00018454-00018636 clicking G pollen have been found in
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00060-00018637-00018834 early Pleistocene sediments in latam
Fh2dFZBBZVk-00061-00018835-00019206 east of rock some east anglia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00000-00000052-00000300 Antti armenian sentiment is widespread
FhBzw8qXSaU-00001-00000301-00000540 in azerbaijan mainly due to the conflict
FhBzw8qXSaU-00002-00000541-00000809 over nagorno-karabakh according to the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00003-00000810-00001017 european commission against racism and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00004-00001018-00001332 intolerance ECRI Armenians are the most
FhBzw8qXSaU-00005-00001333-00001584 vulnerable group in Azerbaijan in the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00006-00001585-00001734 field of racism and racial
FhBzw8qXSaU-00007-00001735-00002073 discrimination according to a 2012
FhBzw8qXSaU-00008-00002074-00002373 opinion poll 91% of azerbaijan 'is
FhBzw8qXSaU-00009-00002374-00002637 perceive Armenia as the biggest enemy of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00010-00002638-00003066 Azerbaijan the word Armenian Burnie is
FhBzw8qXSaU-00011-00003067-00003311 widely used as an insult in Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00012-00003313-00003600 negative stereotypes about Armenians are
FhBzw8qXSaU-00013-00003601-00003822 present in the majority of mass media
FhBzw8qXSaU-00014-00003822-00004167 outlets in Azerbaijan those stereotypes
FhBzw8qXSaU-00015-00004168-00004374 are somewhat shared by the public and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00016-00004375-00004538 they definitely do not come out of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00017-00004539-00004860 nowhere stereotypical opinions
FhBzw8qXSaU-00018-00004861-00005085 circulating in the mass media have their
FhBzw8qXSaU-00019-00005086-00005342 deep roots in the public consciousness
FhBzw8qXSaU-00020-00005343-00005637 throughout the 20th century Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00021-00005638-00005799 and the Muslim inhabitants of the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00022-00005800-00006044 Caucasus azar by Johny's were called
FhBzw8qXSaU-00023-00006045-00006479 Caucasian Tatars before 1918 had been
FhBzw8qXSaU-00024-00006480-00006737 involved in numerous conflicts pogroms
FhBzw8qXSaU-00025-00006738-00006944 massacres and Wars solidified
FhBzw8qXSaU-00026-00006945-00007163 oppositional ethnic identities between
FhBzw8qXSaU-00027-00007164-00007352 the two groups and have contributed to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00028-00007353-00007459 the development of national
FhBzw8qXSaU-00029-00007460-00007688 consciousnesses among both Armenians and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00030-00007689-00008094 as Ares from 1918 to 1920 organized
FhBzw8qXSaU-00031-00008095-00008273 killings of Armenians occurred in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00032-00008274-00008508 Azerbaijan especially in the Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00033-00008509-00008759 cultural centres in Baku and xuxa under
FhBzw8qXSaU-00034-00008760-00008984 the Russian Empire however contemporary
FhBzw8qXSaU-00035-00008985-00009230 Armina phobia in Azerbaijan traces its
FhBzw8qXSaU-00036-00009231-00009416 roots to the last years of the Soviet
FhBzw8qXSaU-00037-00009417-00009614 Union when Armenians demanded that the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00038-00009615-00009824 Moscow authorities transfer the mostly
FhBzw8qXSaU-00039-00009825-00010012 Armenian populated nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00040-00010013-00010269 autonomous Oblast in the Azerbaijan SSR
FhBzw8qXSaU-00041-00010270-00010664 to the Armenian SSR in response to those
FhBzw8qXSaU-00042-00010665-00010916 Armenian demands anti Armenian rallies
FhBzw8qXSaU-00043-00010917-00011090 were held in various cities where
FhBzw8qXSaU-00044-00011091-00011280 nationalist groups encouraged anti
FhBzw8qXSaU-00045-00011281-00011498 Armenian feeling that led to pogroms in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00046-00011499-00011887 some gate Kirov abadan baku an estimated
FhBzw8qXSaU-00047-00011888-00012226 350,000 armenians left between 1988 and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00048-00012227-00012515 1990 as a direct result of the violence
FhBzw8qXSaU-00049-00012516-00012719 directed towards them disputes over the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00050-00012720-00012947 ownership of nagorno-karabakh eventually
FhBzw8qXSaU-00051-00012949-00013134 escalated into a large-scale military
FhBzw8qXSaU-00052-00013135-00013377 conflict where Armenian forces took
FhBzw8qXSaU-00053-00013378-00013425 control
FhBzw8qXSaU-00054-00013426-00013703 most of former nko and seven adjacent
FhBzw8qXSaU-00055-00013704-00014061 districts according to HR W systemic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00056-00014062-00014253 abuse of Human Rights was carried out by
FhBzw8qXSaU-00057-00014254-00014472 karabük Armenian forces and by the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00058-00014472-00014708 governments of Azerbaijan and Armenia a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00059-00014709-00015069 ceasefire was achieved in 1994 and still
FhBzw8qXSaU-00060-00015069-00015191 remains in effect as the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00061-00015193-00015405 nagorno-karabakh Republic is de facto
FhBzw8qXSaU-00062-00015406-00015614 independent while de jure inside
FhBzw8qXSaU-00063-00015615-00015878 Azerbaijan borders the unresolved
FhBzw8qXSaU-00064-00015879-00016047 conflict with Armenia over
FhBzw8qXSaU-00065-00016047-00016269 nagorno-karabakh as well as the presence
FhBzw8qXSaU-00066-00016269-00016524 of up to 880 thousand refugees and IDPs
FhBzw8qXSaU-00067-00016525-00016827 in Azerbaijan contributed significantly
FhBzw8qXSaU-00068-00016828-00017052 to aggravating the economic social and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00069-00017053-00017289 political situation in Azerbaijan with
FhBzw8qXSaU-00070-00017290-00017514 around 14% of the country's territory
FhBzw8qXSaU-00071-00017515-00017819 occupied by Armenian forces the Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00072-00017820-00018005 side has accused the Azerbaijani
FhBzw8qXSaU-00073-00018006-00018222 government of carrying out anti Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00074-00018223-00018417 policy inside and outside the country
FhBzw8qXSaU-00075-00018418-00018656 which includes propaganda of hate toward
FhBzw8qXSaU-00076-00018657-00018833 Armenia and Armenians and the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00077-00018834-00019008 destruction of Armenian cultural
FhBzw8qXSaU-00078-00019009-00019178 heritage according to Fyodor Lukyanov
FhBzw8qXSaU-00079-00019179-00019428 editor-in-chief of the journal Russia in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00080-00019429-00019683 global affairs Armina phobia is the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00081-00019684-00019858 institutional part of the modern
FhBzw8qXSaU-00082-00019859-00020156 azerbaijani statehood and karabük is in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00083-00020157-00020603 the center of it in 2011 the ECRI report
FhBzw8qXSaU-00084-00020604-00020868 on Azerbaijan stated that the constant
FhBzw8qXSaU-00085-00020869-00021115 negative official and media discourse
FhBzw8qXSaU-00086-00021116-00021380 against Armenia fosters a negative
FhBzw8qXSaU-00087-00021381-00021584 climate of opinion regarding people of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00088-00021585-00021809 Armenian origin who remain vulnerable to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00089-00021810-00022392 discrimination
FhBzw8qXSaU-00090-00022393-00022929 topic early period
FhBzw8qXSaU-00091-00022930-00023160 there have been numerous cases of anti
FhBzw8qXSaU-00092-00023161-00023355 Arminianism and azerbaijan throughout
FhBzw8qXSaU-00093-00023356-00023757 history between 1905 and 1907 the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00094-00023758-00023991 armenian tatar massacres resulted in the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00095-00023992-00024165 deaths of thousands of Armenians and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00096-00024166-00024432 Azerbaijanis according to the history
FhBzw8qXSaU-00097-00024433-00024663 professor firuze gazhams a day it is
FhBzw8qXSaU-00098-00024664-00024858 impossible to pin the blame for the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00099-00024859-00025167 massacres on either side it seems that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00100-00025168-00025440 in some cases the Azerbaijanis fired the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00101-00025441-00025850 first shots in other cases the Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00102-00025851-00026095 a wave of anti Armenian massacres in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00103-00026097-00026312 Azerbaijan II controlled territories
FhBzw8qXSaU-00104-00026313-00026654 started in 1918 and continued until 1920
FhBzw8qXSaU-00105-00026655-00026902 when both Armenia and Azerbaijan joined
FhBzw8qXSaU-00106-00026904-00027254 the Soviet Union first in September 1918
FhBzw8qXSaU-00107-00027255-00027502 a massacre of the Armenians of Baku took
FhBzw8qXSaU-00108-00027504-00027752 place leaving an estimated of 10,000 to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00109-00027752-00028070 30,000 ethnic Armenians dead the event
FhBzw8qXSaU-00110-00028070-00028358 was later called September days on 5 to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00111-00028358-00028619 7 June 1919 another massacre of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00112-00028620-00028805 Armenians was carried out in kai.berlick
FhBzw8qXSaU-00113-00028806-00029135 and in nagorno-karabakh up to 700
FhBzw8qXSaU-00114-00029136-00029306 Armenians were killed in a massacre
FhBzw8qXSaU-00115-00029307-00029458 organized by nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00116-00029458-00029720 governor-general Costra Beck Sultan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00117-00029720-00029924 often led by his brother Sultan Bek
FhBzw8qXSaU-00118-00029925-00030305 Sultana in March 1920 a pogrom of xuxa's
FhBzw8qXSaU-00119-00030306-00030572 Armenians occurred estimates of casualty
FhBzw8qXSaU-00120-00030573-00030782 figures are uncertain and vary from few
FhBzw8qXSaU-00121-00030783-00031130 hundred to 20,000 to 30,000 victims the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00122-00031131-00031333 foreign during the Russian Revolution of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00123-00031333-00031633 1917 and the Arminianism was the basis
FhBzw8qXSaU-00124-00031635-00031817 of a zeri nationalism and under the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00125-00031818-00032014 Soviet regime Armenians remain the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00126-00032016-00032222 scapegoats who are responsible for state
FhBzw8qXSaU-00127-00032223-00032443 societal and economic shortcomings
FhBzw8qXSaU-00128-00032444-00032699 during the Soviet era the Soviet
FhBzw8qXSaU-00129-00032700-00032882 government tried to foster a peaceful
FhBzw8qXSaU-00130-00032883-00033071 coexistence between the two ethnic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00131-00033072-00033275 groups but many as Aires resented the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00132-00033276-00033470 high social status of Armenians in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00133-00033471-00033677 Azerbaijan as many Armenians were
FhBzw8qXSaU-00134-00033678-00033854 esteemed as part of Azerbaijan as
FhBzw8qXSaU-00135-00033855-00034142 intelligentsia when the atrocity Laden
FhBzw8qXSaU-00136-00034143-00034370 conflict over nagorno-karabakh broke out
FhBzw8qXSaU-00137-00034371-00034565 however the public opinion in both
FhBzw8qXSaU-00138-00034566-00035217 countries about the other hardened
FhBzw8qXSaU-00139-00035218-00035436 topic during the nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00140-00035437-00035900 conflict
FhBzw8qXSaU-00141-00035901-00036161 the nagorno-karabakh conflict started
FhBzw8qXSaU-00142-00036162-00036446 with demonstrations in February 1988 in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00143-00036447-00036716 Yerevan Armenia SSR demanding the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00144-00036717-00036877 incorporation of nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00145-00036878-00037136 autonomous Oblast of the Azerbaijan SSR
FhBzw8qXSaU-00146-00037137-00037490 into the Armenian SSR nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00147-00037491-00037760 sri gional council voted to secede from
FhBzw8qXSaU-00148-00037761-00037976 azerbaijan and join with the armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00149-00037977-00038276 SSR these events led to the some gate
FhBzw8qXSaU-00150-00038277-00038477 pogrom where between the 26th of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00151-00038478-00038702 february and the 1st of march the city
FhBzw8qXSaU-00152-00038703-00038897 of some gate was subjected to four days
FhBzw8qXSaU-00153-00038898-00039104 of violent anti armenian riots during
FhBzw8qXSaU-00154-00039105-00039265 which thirty-two people were murdered
FhBzw8qXSaU-00155-00039266-00039506 the pogrom was marked with a great
FhBzw8qXSaU-00156-00039507-00039710 number of atrocities the apartments of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00157-00039711-00039893 Armenians which were marked in advance
FhBzw8qXSaU-00158-00039894-00040064 were attacked and the residents were
FhBzw8qXSaU-00159-00040065-00040247 indiscriminately murdered raped and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00160-00040248-00040553 mutilated by the Azerbaijani rioters the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00161-00040554-00040751 Azerbaijani authorities took up no
FhBzw8qXSaU-00162-00040752-00040913 measures whatsoever to stop the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00163-00040914-00041120 atrocities the local police took no
FhBzw8qXSaU-00164-00041121-00041381 action a number of international and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00165-00041382-00041600 Soviet sources described the events as
FhBzw8qXSaU-00166-00041601-00041753 genocide of the Armenian population
FhBzw8qXSaU-00167-00041754-00042014 after several days of ongoing unrest
FhBzw8qXSaU-00168-00042015-00042227 Moscow authorities occupied the city
FhBzw8qXSaU-00169-00042228-00042518 with paratroopers and tanks almost all
FhBzw8qXSaU-00170-00042519-00042770 the 14,000 Armenians in some gate fled
FhBzw8qXSaU-00171-00042771-00043004 the city after the pogrom British
FhBzw8qXSaU-00172-00043005-00043277 journalist Thomas de Waal who in 2005
FhBzw8qXSaU-00173-00043278-00043460 published a documentary book black
FhBzw8qXSaU-00174-00043461-00043667 garden on the karabük conflict writes
FhBzw8qXSaU-00175-00043668-00043949 the first ever mass violence of the late
FhBzw8qXSaU-00176-00043950-00044255 Soviet era was the pogrom of Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00177-00044256-00044474 in some gate unrest sparked on ethnic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00178-00044475-00044645 grounds in the town of some gate in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00179-00044646-00044948 Azerbaijan SSR in February 1988
FhBzw8qXSaU-00180-00044949-00045185 accompanied by mass violence against the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00181-00045186-00045389 Armenian population of the town along
FhBzw8qXSaU-00182-00045390-00045578 with looting arson murders and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00183-00045579-00045923 destruction of property On February 1988
FhBzw8qXSaU-00184-00045924-00046121 at the session of Politburo of the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00185-00046122-00046295 Central Committee in Moscow it was
FhBzw8qXSaU-00186-00046296-00046454 officially acknowledged that mass
FhBzw8qXSaU-00187-00046455-00046646 pogroms and murders in some gate were
FhBzw8qXSaU-00188-00046647-00046913 carried out based on ethnicity it was
FhBzw8qXSaU-00189-00046914-00047123 then that the akadama Shanaya bin yadav
FhBzw8qXSaU-00190-00047124-00047387 whom tom de Waal calls Azerbaijan x'
FhBzw8qXSaU-00191-00047388-00047675 foremost our MENA foe in his book became
FhBzw8qXSaU-00192-00047676-00047957 famous with his article why some gate in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00193-00047958-00048218 which he blamed the Armenian victims for
FhBzw8qXSaU-00194-00048219-00048341 organizing the pogrom
FhBzw8qXSaU-00195-00048342-00048524 some gate pogrom was never given due
FhBzw8qXSaU-00196-00048525-00048728 assessment by the state the perpetrators
FhBzw8qXSaU-00197-00048729-00048944 not only remained unpunished but some of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00198-00048945-00049145 them gained titles of national heroes as
FhBzw8qXSaU-00199-00049146-00049277 well as high positions in the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00200-00049278-00049478 government this led to further
FhBzw8qXSaU-00201-00049479-00049691 escalation of the conflict as assessed
FhBzw8qXSaU-00202-00049692-00049871 by Memorial following the some gate
FhBzw8qXSaU-00203-00049872-00050126 massacre new pogroms took place in Kirov
FhBzw8qXSaU-00204-00050127-00050410 Abed and later in Baku in 1990 in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00205-00050411-00050753 November 1988 the Kirov Abed pogrom was
FhBzw8qXSaU-00206-00050754-00050965 put down by Soviet troops prompting a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00207-00050966-00051185 permanent migratory trend of Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00208-00051186-00051439 away from Azerbaijan as time went by the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00209-00051440-00051620 tension between two nations grew rapidly
FhBzw8qXSaU-00210-00051621-00052021 in January 1990 Azuri nationalists
FhBzw8qXSaU-00211-00052022-00052264 organized a pogrom of armenians in baku
FhBzw8qXSaU-00212-00052265-00052463 killing at least 90 armenians and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00213-00052464-00052651 displacing a population of nearly
FhBzw8qXSaU-00214-00052652-00053003 200,000 armenians DeWall stated that the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00215-00053004-00053225 Popular Front of Azerbaijan forerunner
FhBzw8qXSaU-00216-00053226-00053441 of the later Azerbaijan II Popular Front
FhBzw8qXSaU-00217-00053441-00053627 party was responsible for the mass
FhBzw8qXSaU-00218-00053628-00053894 pogrom as they shouted long live Baku
FhBzw8qXSaU-00219-00053895-00054307 without Armenians in July 1990 an open
FhBzw8qXSaU-00220-00054308-00054512 letter to international public opinion
FhBzw8qXSaU-00221-00054513-00054809 on anti Armenian pogroms in the Soviet
FhBzw8qXSaU-00222-00054810-00055187 Union was signed by 130 intellectuals
FhBzw8qXSaU-00223-00055188-00055385 and scholars all over the world which
FhBzw8qXSaU-00224-00055386-00055664 stated during the war on the 10th of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00225-00055665-00055964 April 1992 azerbaijan EES carried out
FhBzw8qXSaU-00226-00055965-00056195 the Moraga massacre killing at least 40
FhBzw8qXSaU-00227-00056196-00056759 armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00228-00056760-00057429 topic post-1990
FhBzw8qXSaU-00229-00057430-00057784 from 1991 to 1994 the inter-ethnic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00230-00057785-00057946 conflict evolved into large-scale
FhBzw8qXSaU-00231-00057947-00058182 military actions for the control over
FhBzw8qXSaU-00232-00058183-00058341 nagorno-karabakh and some of the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00233-00058342-00058654 surrounding regions in May 1994 a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00234-00058654-00058861 ceasefire was signed but which did not
FhBzw8qXSaU-00235-00058862-00059055 definitively settle the territorial
FhBzw8qXSaU-00236-00059056-00059232 dispute to the satisfaction of all
FhBzw8qXSaU-00237-00059233-00059511 parties today the Armenian forces
FhBzw8qXSaU-00238-00059512-00059730 control a considerable territory beyond
FhBzw8qXSaU-00239-00059731-00059953 the borders of the nkr the question of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00240-00059954-00060141 refugees is still unresolved and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00241-00060142-00060346 Azerbaijan continues to enforce an
FhBzw8qXSaU-00242-00060347-00060507 economic blockade on the breakaway
FhBzw8qXSaU-00243-00060508-00060768 territory the European Commission
FhBzw8qXSaU-00244-00060769-00061005 against racism and intolerance ECRI
FhBzw8qXSaU-00245-00061006-00061281 stated that the overall negative climate
FhBzw8qXSaU-00246-00061282-00061615 in Azerbaijan as a consequence generated
FhBzw8qXSaU-00247-00061616-00062294 by the conflict over nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00248-00062295-00062619 topic influence on Azerbaijani national
FhBzw8qXSaU-00249-00062620-00063038 identity
FhBzw8qXSaU-00250-00063039-00063292 the Russian historian poet essayist
FhBzw8qXSaU-00251-00063294-00063505 andré polonski who has researched the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00252-00063507-00063675 formation of the Azerbaijani national
FhBzw8qXSaU-00253-00063676-00063962 identity at the end of the 1980s and the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00254-00063963-00064199 beginning of the 1990s pointed out that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00255-00064200-00064415 the kara back crisis and growing Armina
FhBzw8qXSaU-00256-00064416-00064610 phobia contributed to the formation of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00257-00064611-00064804 the stable image of the enemy which has
FhBzw8qXSaU-00258-00064805-00065012 to a great extent influenced the nature
FhBzw8qXSaU-00259-00065013-00065222 of the new identity primarily based on
FhBzw8qXSaU-00260-00065223-00065441 aggression and victory vladimir Cousy
FhBzw8qXSaU-00261-00065441-00065626 merav the russian representative for
FhBzw8qXSaU-00262-00065627-00065972 nagorno-karabakh from 1992 to 1996
FhBzw8qXSaU-00263-00065973-00066248 co-chairman of the OSCE Minsk Group has
FhBzw8qXSaU-00264-00066249-00066451 many times accused certain forces in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00265-00066452-00066644 Azerbaijan up to the level of state
FhBzw8qXSaU-00266-00066645-00066856 authorities of inciting anti Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00267-00066857-00067160 sentiment at the beginning of 2004
FhBzw8qXSaU-00268-00067161-00067367 characterizing the decade following the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00269-00067368-00067580 conclusion of the ceasefire kazeem iraf
FhBzw8qXSaU-00270-00067581-00068006 stated
FhBzw8qXSaU-00271-00068007-00068520 topic in the media
FhBzw8qXSaU-00272-00068521-00068806 ECRI notes that the mainstream media of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00273-00068807-00069073 azerbaijan is highly critical without
FhBzw8qXSaU-00274-00069074-00069280 drawing a clear distinction between that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00275-00069281-00069493 state and persons of Armenian origin
FhBzw8qXSaU-00276-00069494-00069694 coming under the jurisdiction of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00277-00069695-00070039 Azerbaijan it further implicates certain
FhBzw8qXSaU-00278-00070040-00070231 TV channels prominent citizens
FhBzw8qXSaU-00279-00070232-00070450 politicians and local and national
FhBzw8qXSaU-00280-00070451-00070696 authorities enough fuel in of negative
FhBzw8qXSaU-00281-00070697-00070989 feelings among society towards Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00282-00070990-00071197 according to the Commission anti
FhBzw8qXSaU-00283-00071198-00071449 Armenian prejudice is so ingrained that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00284-00071450-00071698 describing someone as an Armenian in the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00285-00071699-00071902 media as considered by some people
FhBzw8qXSaU-00286-00071903-00072091 including by certain Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00287-00072092-00072331 themselves to qualify as an insult that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00288-00072332-00072550 justifies initiating judicial
FhBzw8qXSaU-00289-00072551-00072769 proceedings against the person's making
FhBzw8qXSaU-00290-00072770-00073072 such statements there is also a wide
FhBzw8qXSaU-00291-00073073-00073270 media coverage of some statements made
FhBzw8qXSaU-00292-00073271-00073480 by Azerbaijani public figures and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00293-00073481-00073687 statesmen which demonstrate intolerance
FhBzw8qXSaU-00294-00073688-00074041 in 2008 a Lhasa corpus Azad the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00295-00074042-00074251 religious leader of the Caucasus Muslims
FhBzw8qXSaU-00296-00074252-00074416 made a statement that falsehood and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00297-00074417-00075061 betrayal are in the Armenian blood
FhBzw8qXSaU-00298-00075062-00075671 topic indoctrination in schools
FhBzw8qXSaU-00299-00075672-00075962 the Azerbaijani historian Arif Yunus has
FhBzw8qXSaU-00300-00075963-00076127 stated that Azerbaijan d.school
FhBzw8qXSaU-00301-00076128-00076352 textbooks label Armenians with epithets
FhBzw8qXSaU-00302-00076353-00076793 such as bandits aggressors treacherous
FhBzw8qXSaU-00303-00076794-00077168 and hypocritical he and his wife were
FhBzw8qXSaU-00304-00077169-00077410 jailed for allegedly spying for Armenia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00305-00077411-00077687 Yas Ameen kill a tackler in her study
FhBzw8qXSaU-00306-00077688-00077981 titled nation and history in Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00307-00077982-00078236 II school textbooks comes to the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00308-00078237-00078437 following conclusion Azerbaijan the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00309-00078438-00078653 official textbooks misuse history to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00310-00078654-00078857 encourage hatred and feelings of ethnic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00311-00078858-00079263 and national superiority the Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00312-00079264-00079518 are presented as historical enemies and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00313-00079519-00079797 derided in very strong language the 5th
FhBzw8qXSaU-00314-00079798-00080058 grade history textbook by a de EUR do
FhBzw8qXSaU-00315-00080059-00080307 stimulates direct hostility to Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00316-00080308-00080529 and Russians even if the efforts to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00317-00080530-00080748 establish peace in nagorno-karabakh are
FhBzw8qXSaU-00318-00080749-00080829 successful
FhBzw8qXSaU-00319-00080830-00081078 how can it be expected to survive how
FhBzw8qXSaU-00320-00081079-00081276 can a new generation live with Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00321-00081277-00081468 in peaceful coexistence after being
FhBzw8qXSaU-00322-00081469-00081756 'uncle cated with such prejudices as of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00323-00081757-00081933 now the civic nationalism that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00324-00081934-00082140 Azerbaijani officials speak of appears
FhBzw8qXSaU-00325-00082141-00082296 to be a distant myth or a mere
FhBzw8qXSaU-00326-00082297-00082879 rhetorical device
FhBzw8qXSaU-00327-00082880-00083491 topic destruction of cultural heritage
FhBzw8qXSaU-00328-00083492-00083704 according to the US Department of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00329-00083705-00084100 Justice starting in 1998 Armenia began
FhBzw8qXSaU-00330-00084101-00084310 accusing Azerbaijan of embarking on a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00331-00084311-00084513 campaign of destroying a cemetery of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00332-00084514-00084685 Armenian catcher carvings in the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00333-00084686-00084969 Armenian Cemetery in Jaffa several
FhBzw8qXSaU-00334-00084970-00085188 appeals were filed by both Armenian and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00335-00085189-00085405 international organizations condemning
FhBzw8qXSaU-00336-00085406-00085600 the Azerbaijani government and calling
FhBzw8qXSaU-00337-00085601-00085866 on it to desist from such activity in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00338-00085867-00086146 2006 Azerbaijan barred European
FhBzw8qXSaU-00339-00086147-00086356 parliamentarians from investigating the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00340-00086357-00086599 claims charging them with a biased and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00341-00086600-00086862 hysterical approach to the issue and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00342-00086863-00087022 stating that it would only accept a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00343-00087023-00087231 delegation if that delegation visited
FhBzw8qXSaU-00344-00087232-00087456 Armenian controlled territory as well in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00345-00087457-00087807 the spring of 2006 a visiting journalist
FhBzw8qXSaU-00346-00087808-00087973 from the Institute for war and peace
FhBzw8qXSaU-00347-00087974-00088162 reporting reported that no visible
FhBzw8qXSaU-00348-00088163-00088381 traces of the Armenian cemetery remain
FhBzw8qXSaU-00349-00088382-00088678 in the same year photographs taken from
FhBzw8qXSaU-00350-00088679-00088893 Iran showed that the cemetery site had
FhBzw8qXSaU-00351-00088894-00089098 been turned into a military firing range
FhBzw8qXSaU-00352-00089099-00089325 as a response to Azerbaijan barring
FhBzw8qXSaU-00353-00089326-00089518 on-site investigation by outside groups
FhBzw8qXSaU-00354-00089519-00089818 on the 8th of December 2010 the American
FhBzw8qXSaU-00355-00089819-00090000 Association for the Advancement of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00356-00090001-00090280 science AAAS released an analysis of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00357-00090281-00090501 high-resolution satellite photographs of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00358-00090502-00090793 the Jaffa cemetery site taken in 2003 in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00359-00090794-00091131 2009 the AAAS concluded that the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00360-00091132-00091321 satellite imagery was consistent with
FhBzw8qXSaU-00361-00091322-00091498 the reports from observers on the ground
FhBzw8qXSaU-00362-00091499-00091788 that significant destruction and changes
FhBzw8qXSaU-00363-00091789-00092035 in the grade of the terrain had occurred
FhBzw8qXSaU-00364-00092036-00092335 between 2003 and 2009 and that the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00365-00092336-00092568 cemetery area was likely destroyed and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00366-00092569-00093225 later leveled by earth-moving equipment
FhBzw8qXSaU-00367-00093226-00093854 topic incidents of violence in hatred
FhBzw8qXSaU-00368-00093855-00094199 in 2004 the Azerbaijani lieutenant Ramil
FhBzw8qXSaU-00369-00094200-00094409 Safarov murdered Armenian lieutenant
FhBzw8qXSaU-00370-00094410-00094580 gergan Markarian in his sleep at a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00371-00094581-00094846 partnership for peace NATO program in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00372-00094847-00095126 2006 safar ov was sentenced to life
FhBzw8qXSaU-00373-00095127-00095318 imprisonment in Hungary with a minimum
FhBzw8qXSaU-00374-00095319-00095639 incarceration period of 30 years after
FhBzw8qXSaU-00375-00095640-00095777 his request under the Strasbourg
FhBzw8qXSaU-00376-00095778-00096047 Convention he was extradited on the 31st
FhBzw8qXSaU-00377-00096048-00096326 of August 2012 to Azerbaijan where he
FhBzw8qXSaU-00378-00096327-00096509 was greeted as a hero pardoned by the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00379-00096510-00096740 Azerbaijani president despite contrary
FhBzw8qXSaU-00380-00096741-00096956 assurances made to Hungary promoted to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00381-00096957-00097151 the rank of Major and given an apartment
FhBzw8qXSaU-00382-00097152-00097394 and over eight years of back-pay the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00383-00097395-00097586 Republic of Armenia cut all diplomatic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00384-00097587-00097849 ties with Hungary after this incident in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00385-00097850-00098096 2007 the leader of Azerbaijan II
FhBzw8qXSaU-00386-00098097-00098315 national chess team time war raja baath
FhBzw8qXSaU-00387-00098316-00098507 gave to a question on how he felt about
FhBzw8qXSaU-00388-00098508-00098714 playing against the Armenian team and he
FhBzw8qXSaU-00389-00098715-00099020 responded the enemy is the enemy we all
FhBzw8qXSaU-00390-00099021-00099299 have feelings of hate towards them
FhBzw8qXSaU-00391-00099300-00099557 on the 4th of April during the 2016
FhBzw8qXSaU-00392-00099558-00099818 Armenian Azerbaijani clashes it was
FhBzw8qXSaU-00393-00099819-00100010 reported that Azerbaijani forces
FhBzw8qXSaU-00394-00100011-00100214 decapitated an Armenian soldier of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00395-00100215-00100457 Yazidi origin Khurram slowin with videos
FhBzw8qXSaU-00396-00100458-00100661 and pictures of his severed head posted
FhBzw8qXSaU-00397-00100662-00101246 on social networks
FhBzw8qXSaU-00398-00101247-00101862 topic denying entry to Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00399-00101863-00102125 unless a visa or an official warrant is
FhBzw8qXSaU-00400-00102126-00102354 issued by Azerbaijani authorities the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00401-00102355-00102546 government of Azerbaijan condemns any
FhBzw8qXSaU-00402-00102547-00102734 visit by foreign citizens to the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00403-00102735-00102866 separatist region of nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00404-00102867-00103181 the de-facto nagorno-karabakh Republic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00405-00103182-00103365 its surrounding territories and the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00406-00103366-00103616 Azerbaijani enclaves of Karki yuk sorry
FhBzw8qXSaU-00407-00103617-00103839 skip Hara bhara Zoo Darlie and so Fuli
FhBzw8qXSaU-00408-00103840-00104046 which are de jure part of Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00409-00104047-00104333 under Armenian control Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00410-00104334-00104519 considers entering these territories
FhBzw8qXSaU-00411-00104520-00104717 through Armenia as it is usually the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00412-00104718-00104913 case a violation of its visa and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00413-00104914-00105213 migration policy foreign citizens who
FhBzw8qXSaU-00414-00105214-00105357 enter these territories will be
FhBzw8qXSaU-00415-00105358-00105488 permanently banned from entering
FhBzw8qXSaU-00416-00105489-00105699 Azerbaijan and will be included on the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00417-00105700-00105873 list of people who are persona non
FhBzw8qXSaU-00418-00105874-00106052 gratae by the Ministry of Foreign
FhBzw8qXSaU-00419-00106053-00106289 Affairs of Azerbaijan in addition those
FhBzw8qXSaU-00420-00106290-00106460 declared personae non gratae
FhBzw8qXSaU-00421-00106461-00106644 several other visitors have been barred
FhBzw8qXSaU-00422-00106645-00106794 from entering the country due to their
FhBzw8qXSaU-00423-00106795-00107082 ethnic Armenian identity dianna mark
FhBzw8qXSaU-00424-00107083-00107291 Ocean a journalist of American and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00425-00107292-00107475 Russian citizenship who is also an
FhBzw8qXSaU-00426-00107476-00107652 ethnic Armenian was prevented from
FhBzw8qXSaU-00427-00107653-00107852 entering Azerbaijan due to her ethnicity
FhBzw8qXSaU-00428-00107853-00108231 in 2011 affairs Zion an ethnic Turkish
FhBzw8qXSaU-00429-00108232-00108423 professional arm wrestler was barred
FhBzw8qXSaU-00430-00108424-00108611 from entering Azerbaijan because his
FhBzw8qXSaU-00431-00108613-00109272 last name resembled that of an Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00432-00109273-00109811 Topic official position
FhBzw8qXSaU-00433-00109813-00110094 during a 2009 hearing that the United
FhBzw8qXSaU-00434-00110095-00110219 States House of Representatives
FhBzw8qXSaU-00435-00110220-00110469 congressman Howard Berman said that he
FhBzw8qXSaU-00436-00110470-00110730 was deeply concerned by the series of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00437-00110731-00110949 increasingly bellicose statements made
FhBzw8qXSaU-00438-00110950-00111072 over the past year about
FhBzw8qXSaU-00439-00111073-00111357 nagorno-karabakh by senior Azerbaijani
FhBzw8qXSaU-00440-00111358-00111708 officials such as those by Azerbaijani
FhBzw8qXSaU-00441-00111708-00111942 defense minister suffer a b of spokesman
FhBzw8qXSaU-00442-00111943-00112215 in 2004 who stated that within the next
FhBzw8qXSaU-00443-00112216-00112467 25 years there will be no state of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00444-00112468-00112764 Armenia in the South Caucasus these
FhBzw8qXSaU-00445-00112765-00113124 people have no right to live in this
FhBzw8qXSaU-00446-00113125-00113388 region modern Armenia was built on
FhBzw8qXSaU-00447-00113389-00113700 historical Azerbaijan II lands I think
FhBzw8qXSaU-00448-00113701-00113991 that in 25 to 30 years its territory
FhBzw8qXSaU-00449-00113992-00114174 will again come under Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00450-00114175-00114597 jurisdiction in 2005 the mayor of Baku
FhBzw8qXSaU-00451-00114598-00114828 [__] Bala Abu Talib ah've during at a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00452-00114829-00115026 meeting with a municipal delegation from
FhBzw8qXSaU-00453-00115027-00115358 Bavaria Germany stated our goal is the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00454-00115359-00115542 complete elimination of Armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00455-00115543-00115872 you Nazis already eliminated the Jews in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00456-00115873-00116175 the 1930s and 40s right you should be
FhBzw8qXSaU-00457-00116176-00116514 able to understand us Viktor Kripa scoff
FhBzw8qXSaU-00458-00116515-00116715 at the time an officer of the Ministry
FhBzw8qXSaU-00459-00116716-00116955 of Internal Affairs of the USSR and a
FhBzw8qXSaU-00460-00116956-00117117 member of a peacekeeping mission in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00461-00117118-00117288 nagorno-karabakh gives the following
FhBzw8qXSaU-00462-00117289-00117536 assessment of Azerbaijan's current state
FhBzw8qXSaU-00463-00117538-00117840 policy the criminals are promoted to the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00464-00117841-00118056 rank of heroes monuments are erected on
FhBzw8qXSaU-00465-00118057-00118263 their burial places which comes to prove
FhBzw8qXSaU-00466-00118264-00118398 that the government of Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00467-00118399-00118610 actually continues the policy of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00468-00118611-00118815 genocide which was initiated at the end
FhBzw8qXSaU-00469-00118816-00119004 of the 19th and at the beginning of the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00470-00119005-00119553 20th centuries
FhBzw8qXSaU-00471-00119554-00120204 topic statements by President Ilham alia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00472-00120205-00120536 on the 28th of February 2012 during his
FhBzw8qXSaU-00473-00120538-00120729 closing speech at the conference on the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00474-00120730-00120911 results of the third year into the state
FhBzw8qXSaU-00475-00120913-00121058 program on the socio-economic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00476-00121058-00121347 development of districts for 2009 to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00477-00121348-00121443 2013
FhBzw8qXSaU-00478-00121444-00121647 Azerbaijan II President Ilham alia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00479-00121648-00121977 stated a liev's line that our main
FhBzw8qXSaU-00480-00121978-00122217 enemies are Armenians of the world and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00481-00122218-00122394 the hypocritical and corrupt politicians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00482-00122395-00122745 under their control was widely reported
FhBzw8qXSaU-00483-00122746-00122991 in the international media on the 20th
FhBzw8qXSaU-00484-00122992-00123236 of November 2012 President Ali I've
FhBzw8qXSaU-00485-00123238-00123434 treated several excerpts from his speech
FhBzw8qXSaU-00486-00123435-00123648 on the 16th of November at the 20th
FhBzw8qXSaU-00487-00123649-00123819 anniversary celebration of new
FhBzw8qXSaU-00488-00123820-00124122 Azerbaijan party he in particular made
FhBzw8qXSaU-00489-00124123-00124389 statements such as the speaker for
FhBzw8qXSaU-00490-00124390-00124608 Armenia's ruling republican party said
FhBzw8qXSaU-00491-00124608-00124885 in response Ali EV shows by his cynical
FhBzw8qXSaU-00492-00124886-00125070 proclamations that there are still
FhBzw8qXSaU-00493-00125071-00125316 supporters of fascism in the 21st
FhBzw8qXSaU-00494-00125317-00125485 century and that this ideology
FhBzw8qXSaU-00495-00125486-00125765 flourishes thanks to leaders like him
FhBzw8qXSaU-00496-00125766-00125984 adding that a liev's
FhBzw8qXSaU-00497-00125985-00126348 remarks recalled the 1930s to 1940s and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00498-00126349-00126683 those of Hitler on the 19th of September
FhBzw8qXSaU-00499-00126684-00126926 2013 during the opening ceremony of the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00500-00126927-00127224 genocide memorial complex built in the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00501-00127225-00127419 northeastern town of Guba to honor
FhBzw8qXSaU-00502-00127420-00127634 victims of massacres committed in the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00503-00127635-00127917 area by Armenian and Bolshevik forces in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00504-00127918-00128283 1918 President Aliyah stated that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00505-00128283-00128571 Azerbaijan state flag should be waived
FhBzw8qXSaU-00506-00128572-00128850 in xuxa tank ND and asar by john DS
FhBzw8qXSaU-00507-00128851-00129054 should live in their historical lands in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00508-00129055-00129372 future our historical lands are I are
FhBzw8qXSaU-00509-00129373-00129588 even Khanate boys and zangoose are
FhBzw8qXSaU-00510-00129589-00129860 regions there will be times we will live
FhBzw8qXSaU-00511-00129861-00130136 in these lands he went on praising Ramil
FhBzw8qXSaU-00512-00130138-00130428 Safarov saying Azerbaijan has returned
FhBzw8qXSaU-00513-00130429-00130749 Ramil Safarov it's officer to homeland
FhBzw8qXSaU-00514-00130750-00130953 given him freedom and restored the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00515-00130954-00131364 justice on the 29th of January 2015
FhBzw8qXSaU-00516-00131365-00131664 Ilham alia posted a tweet saying Armenia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00517-00131665-00131910 is not even a colony it is not even
FhBzw8qXSaU-00518-00131911-00132579 worthy of being a servant
FhBzw8qXSaU-00519-00132580-00133219 topic stance on the Armenian Genocide
FhBzw8qXSaU-00520-00133220-00133464 the Azerbaijani government officially
FhBzw8qXSaU-00521-00133465-00134143 denies the fact of the Armenian Genocide
FhBzw8qXSaU-00522-00134144-00134652 topic reaction
FhBzw8qXSaU-00523-00134653-00134989 you
FhBzw8qXSaU-00524-00134990-00135490 topic Armenia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00525-00135491-00135781 in 2011 president of Armenia Serzh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00526-00135782-00135988 Sargsyan in his speech at the United
FhBzw8qXSaU-00527-00135989-00136306 Nations General Assembly said in May
FhBzw8qXSaU-00528-00136307-00136585 2011 shavar Scotch Aryan the Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00529-00136586-00136723 Deputy Foreign Affairs Minister
FhBzw8qXSaU-00530-00136724-00136957 suggested a connection between the high
FhBzw8qXSaU-00531-00136958-00137158 level of anti Armenian sentiment in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00532-00137159-00137332 Azerbaijan and the low level of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00533-00137333-00137545 democracy in that country stating that
FhBzw8qXSaU-00534-00137546-00137809 Azerbaijan x' leadership could find no
FhBzw8qXSaU-00535-00137810-00138016 factor to unite his people around the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00536-00138017-00138268 hereditary regime accept the simple army
FhBzw8qXSaU-00537-00138269-00138664 no phobia on the 7th of October 2008 the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00538-00138665-00138847 Armenian Foreign Affairs Ministry
FhBzw8qXSaU-00539-00138848-00139066 statement for the OSCE s office for
FhBzw8qXSaU-00540-00139067-00139279 democratic institutions and human rights
FhBzw8qXSaU-00541-00139280-00139576 claimed that anti Armenian propaganda is
FhBzw8qXSaU-00542-00139577-00139783 becoming more and more the essential
FhBzw8qXSaU-00543-00139784-00140061 part of Azerbaijan x' official policy
FhBzw8qXSaU-00544-00140062-00140326 the statement blamed the Azerbaijani
FhBzw8qXSaU-00545-00140327-00140527 government for developing and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00546-00140528-00140755 implementing large-scale propaganda
FhBzw8qXSaU-00547-00140756-00141025 campaign disseminating racial hatred and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00548-00141026-00141313 prejudice against Armenians such
FhBzw8qXSaU-00549-00141314-00141519 behavior of the Azerbaijani authorities
FhBzw8qXSaU-00550-00141520-00141763 creates a serious threat to regional
FhBzw8qXSaU-00551-00141764-00142096 peace and stability and compared
FhBzw8qXSaU-00552-00142097-00142378 Azerbaijan with Nazi Germany stating one
FhBzw8qXSaU-00553-00142379-00142588 cannot but dropped parallels with the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00554-00142589-00142864 largely similar anti-jewish hysteria in
FhBzw8qXSaU-00555-00142865-00143130 the Third Reich in the 1930s and early
FhBzw8qXSaU-00556-00143131-00143359 1940s where all the above mentioned
FhBzw8qXSaU-00557-00143360-00143620 elements of explicit racial hatred were
FhBzw8qXSaU-00558-00143621-00143959 also evident the Armenian side also
FhBzw8qXSaU-00559-00143960-00144115 claimed that the Azerbaijani government
FhBzw8qXSaU-00560-00144116-00144501 actively uses academic circles for
FhBzw8qXSaU-00561-00144502-00144757 distortion and rewriting of historic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00562-00144758-00145065 facts it also accused Azerbaijan for
FhBzw8qXSaU-00563-00145066-00145348 vandalism against Armenian cultural
FhBzw8qXSaU-00564-00145349-00145585 monuments and cemeteries in the lands
FhBzw8qXSaU-00565-00145586-00145837 historically inhabited by Armenians as
FhBzw8qXSaU-00566-00145838-00146059 well as against Armenian Genocide
FhBzw8qXSaU-00567-00146060-00146268 memorials throughout the world and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00568-00146269-00146518 called the destruction of the Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00569-00146519-00147259 Cemetery in Jaffa the most horrific case
FhBzw8qXSaU-00570-00147260-00147778 topic Azerbaijan
FhBzw8qXSaU-00571-00147779-00148099 on the 28th of November 2012 during the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00572-00148100-00148358 OSCE review conference the delegation of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00573-00148359-00148622 Azerbaijan stated that Armenia should
FhBzw8qXSaU-00574-00148623-00148789 not overlook that the most telling
FhBzw8qXSaU-00575-00148790-00149069 refutation of its mendacious allegations
FhBzw8qXSaU-00576-00149070-00149299 of Azerbaijan in anti Armenian
FhBzw8qXSaU-00577-00149300-00149543 propaganda and hate dissemination as
FhBzw8qXSaU-00578-00149544-00149803 undoubtedly the fact that unlike Armenia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00579-00149804-00150035 which has purged its territory of all
FhBzw8qXSaU-00580-00150036-00150289 Asura by Johny's and other non armenians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00581-00150290-00150622 and became a uniquely mono-ethnic state
FhBzw8qXSaU-00582-00150623-00150874 Azerbaijan has worldwide recognized
FhBzw8qXSaU-00583-00150875-00151082 record of Tolerance and peaceful
FhBzw8qXSaU-00584-00151083-00151309 coexistence of various ethnic and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00585-00151310-00151595 religious groups this tradition is
FhBzw8qXSaU-00586-00151596-00151801 routed in the country's geographic
FhBzw8qXSaU-00587-00151802-00152035 location at the crossroads between east
FhBzw8qXSaU-00588-00152036-00152321 and west which created opportunities for
FhBzw8qXSaU-00589-00152322-00152551 the Azerbaijani people to benefit from
FhBzw8qXSaU-00590-00152552-00152761 cultural and religious values of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00591-00152762-00153076 different cultures and religions on the
FhBzw8qXSaU-00592-00153077-00153385 22nd of June 2011 elohim ali EV and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00593-00153386-00153529 President of the European Commission
FhBzw8qXSaU-00594-00153530-00153790 Jose Manuel Barroso gave joint press
FhBzw8qXSaU-00595-00153791-00153971 conference during which Radio Free
FhBzw8qXSaU-00596-00153972-00154319 Europe journalists asked q I have just
FhBzw8qXSaU-00597-00154320-00154690 one question to mr. Ali EV if I may your
FhBzw8qXSaU-00598-00154691-00154903 Armenian counterpart just addressed
FhBzw8qXSaU-00599-00154904-00155086 today the Council of Europe and
FhBzw8qXSaU-00600-00155087-00155302 basically said that increased our Mena
FhBzw8qXSaU-00601-00155303-00155507 phobia in Azerbaijan as well as
FhBzw8qXSaU-00602-00155508-00155761 questionable attitude of Azerbaijan to
FhBzw8qXSaU-00603-00155762-00155947 the Madrid principles made the problem
FhBzw8qXSaU-00604-00155948-00156136 in Kazan in two days
FhBzw8qXSaU-00605-00156137-00156352 could you give reaction to these
FhBzw8qXSaU-00606-00156353-00156722 comments uh well I did not hear it I
FhBzw8qXSaU-00607-00156723-00156976 hear it from you if it was said it is
FhBzw8qXSaU-00608-00156977-00157153 very pity because the person who
FhBzw8qXSaU-00609-00157154-00157358 personally participated in military
FhBzw8qXSaU-00610-00157359-00157579 actions against Azerbaijan D civilians
FhBzw8qXSaU-00611-00157580-00157784 in Khojaly talks about our Mena phobia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00612-00157785-00158088 in Azerbaijan it is very ridiculous
FhBzw8qXSaU-00613-00158089-00158323 Azerbaijan DS are victims of aggression
FhBzw8qXSaU-00614-00158324-00158614 our lands are under occupation Armenia
FhBzw8qXSaU-00615-00158615-00158815 conducted the policy of ethnic cleansing
FhBzw8qXSaU-00616-00158816-00159134 against Azerbaijan DS and $700,000 by
FhBzw8qXSaU-00617-00159135-00159328 Johny's were expelled from territories
FhBzw8qXSaU-00618-00159329-00159506 beyond the administrative borders of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00619-00159507-00160112 nagorno-karabakh
FhBzw8qXSaU-00620-00160113-00160646 topic C also
FhBzw8qXSaU-00621-00160647-00160964 Antti Armenian sentiment anti
FhBzw8qXSaU-00622-00160965-00161297 Azerbaijani sentiment in Armenia dianna
FhBzw8qXSaU-00623-00161298-00161498 mark ocean a Russian journalist of
FhBzw8qXSaU-00624-00161499-00161704 Armenian origin denied entry into
FhBzw8qXSaU-00625-00161705-00162002 Azerbaijan list of people declared
FhBzw8qXSaU-00626-00162003-00162403 persona non grata in Azerbaijan
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00000-00000159-00000351 good afternoon and welcome to the zero
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00001-00000352-00000607 project conference 2022
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00002-00000608-00000799 we are broadcasting live here from the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00003-00000800-00001103 un uh headquarter here in vienna
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00004-00001104-00001311 and this afternoon i have the pleasure
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00005-00001312-00001558 to talk to juan jaime pardo good
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00006-00001559-00001902 afternoon jaime how are you
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00007-00001903-00002079 good thank you
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00008-00002080-00002295 you're working for the office of the un
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00009-00002296-00002526 high commissioner for human rights
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00010-00002527-00002742 please for the audience who doesn't know
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00011-00002743-00002926 the organization two minutes of
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00012-00002927-00003222 introduction thank you
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00013-00003223-00003511 yeah just keeping it very short uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00014-00003511-00003631 thank you for
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00015-00003632-00004015 for inviting us uh i'm working
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00016-00004015-00004199 as part of the human rights and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00017-00004200-00004431 disability unit of the office of the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00018-00004432-00004695 high commissioner of human rights
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00019-00004696-00004815 which is a
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00020-00004816-00005054 part of the u.n
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00021-00005055-00005327 uh led at this moment by the high
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00022-00005328-00005683 commissioner mr bachelet
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00023-00005684-00005975 and working
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00024-00005976-00006079 on
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00025-00006080-00006231 everything related to human rights
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00026-00006232-00006414 particularly uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00027-00006415-00006878 based here in geneva in switzerland
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00028-00006879-00007142 what are the commitments proposed for
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00029-00007143-00007319 the way forward could you tell us a
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00030-00007320-00007519 little bit about it
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00031-00007520-00007687 yeah well
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00032-00007688-00007870 we're we're talking
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00033-00007872-00008231 about the commitments uh made
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00034-00008232-00008471 uh during the global disability summit
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00035-00008472-00008919 that is a process a very long process
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00036-00008920-00009006 where
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00037-00009007-00009127 organizations of persons with
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00038-00009128-00009623 disabilities and different stakeholders
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00039-00009624-00009759 and actors
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00040-00009760-00010055 will make commitments to improve and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00041-00010056-00010310 progress and advanced
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00042-00010311-00010463 in the rights of persons with
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00043-00010464-00010791 disabilities
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00044-00010792-00010895 in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00045-00010896-00011135 compatibility with the convention on the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00046-00011136-00011310 rights of persons with disabilities and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00047-00011311-00011438 the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00048-00011439-00011751 sustainable development goals
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00049-00011752-00011887 so
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00050-00011888-00012070 this year the global disability summit
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00051-00012071-00012270 had
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00052-00012271-00012567 five thematic areas for commitments i'm
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00053-00012568-00012799 not going to go through all of them
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00054-00012800-00012919 but
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00055-00012919-00013079 we do want
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00056-00013080-00013335 to highlight the high interest that we
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00057-00013336-00013494 saw and and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00058-00013495-00013703 a good number of commitments
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00059-00013704-00013847 on
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00060-00013847-00014086 community inclusion
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00061-00014087-00014263 and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00062-00014263-00014455 and it's community inclusion as a
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00063-00014456-00014783 cross-cutting theme that connects uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00064-00014784-00015103 uh the right to work and being uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00065-00015104-00015311 financially independent
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00066-00015312-00015486 access to health
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00067-00015487-00015671 uh education
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00068-00015672-00016007 so it's actually being able to to have
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00069-00016008-00016175 the living conditions
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00070-00016176-00016558 uh to be a full member of the community
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00071-00016559-00016847 and participate actively
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00072-00016848-00017079 thank you uh the global disability
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00073-00017080-00017279 summit uh for the ones who do not know
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00074-00017280-00017575 uh was held last last week so it's very
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00075-00017576-00017839 recent the information what we get here
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00076-00017840-00018007 what was the reaction of the of the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00077-00018008-00018222 stakeholders how did the communities
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00078-00018223-00018663 ngos react to it
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00079-00018664-00018950 well um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00080-00018951-00019286 from the from the co-chairs uh summary
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00081-00019287-00019375 uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00082-00019376-00019630 that is already available we can tell
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00083-00019631-00019847 that uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00084-00019848-00020135 that participants were really interested
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00085-00020136-00020375 in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00086-00020376-00020463 in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00087-00020464-00020655 in an increased effort to strengthen
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00088-00020656-00020847 community inclusion
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00089-00020848-00021135 by providing disability inclusive social
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00090-00021136-00021367 protection
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00091-00021368-00021575 and and community-based based services
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00092-00021576-00021735 that that really
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00093-00021736-00021886 uh connect
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00094-00021887-00022207 and and serve a person with disabilities
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00095-00022208-00022494 uh including um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00096-00022495-00022711 technology assistive technology and and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00097-00022712-00022919 other kind of supports
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00098-00022920-00023119 and and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00099-00023120-00023278 eliminating barriers to economic
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00100-00023279-00023494 empowerment as i said before
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00101-00023495-00023911 so i uh we identified a a
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00102-00023912-00024199 a high interest in that and also
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00103-00024200-00024311 um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00104-00024312-00024503 a very strong interest and commitment
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00105-00024504-00024678 for organizations of persons with
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00106-00024679-00024807 disabilities
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00107-00024808-00025191 uh to be included uh throughout uh the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00108-00025192-00025342 process
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00109-00025343-00025734 in that these processes should be
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00110-00025735-00026143 working in a participatory manner
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00111-00026144-00026495 following the the leave no one behind
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00112-00026495-00026767 sort of moto
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00113-00026768-00027158 that should yeah that this should um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00114-00027160-00027446 work throughout uh this process yeah
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00115-00027447-00027607 thank you uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00116-00027608-00027774 why are these commitments to them so
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00117-00027775-00028083 important
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00118-00028083-00028279 well uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00119-00028280-00028358 we
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00120-00028360-00028639 to to be uh completely clear here the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00121-00028639-00028814 commitments all the commitments haven't
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00122-00028816-00029070 been processed yet the the the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00123-00029072-00029270 secretariat uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00124-00029272-00029551 of the summit is processing the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00125-00029552-00029751 all the commitments right now
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00126-00029752-00030007 um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00127-00030008-00030262 but uh the issue
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00128-00030263-00030558 uh what's really important for us to us
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00129-00030560-00030687 at the at the office of the high
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00130-00030688-00030879 commissioner is that the issue of
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00131-00030880-00031102 community inclusion was raised by
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00132-00031103-00031383 multiple stakeholders and for us it's
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00133-00031383-00031551 key to have a very broad base of
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00134-00031552-00031783 stakeholders including states cities and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00135-00031783-00031943 local governments
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00136-00031944-00032183 uh un entities organizations of persons
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00137-00032183-00032390 with disabilities and and and other
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00138-00032391-00032574 organizations from civil society in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00139-00032575-00032702 general
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00140-00032703-00033079 um service providers uh and donors
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00141-00033080-00033423 and and when we get um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00142-00033424-00033751 the the final uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00143-00033752-00034007 systematizing or processing of those
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00144-00034008-00034199 commitments uh that
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00145-00034200-00034415 i mean you can go in the in the global
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00146-00034416-00034646 disability summit web page and and check
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00147-00034647-00034935 the ones from previous uh summits
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00148-00034936-00035223 uh but when we get the the the final
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00149-00035224-00035479 mapping uh it will give us a very good
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00150-00035480-00035599 idea
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00151-00035600-00035815 of who to work with and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00152-00035816-00035951 and we
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00153-00035952-00036183 we stand ready to support this work and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00154-00036184-00036511 act uh collaboratively and uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00155-00036512-00036846 create uh or or support
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00156-00036847-00037087 networks um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00157-00037088-00037359 to work uh on community inclusion
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00158-00037360-00037630 thank you kwankwein uh so basically you
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00159-00037631-00037927 you got um let's say an international uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00160-00037928-00038151 agreement and commitment on certain
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00161-00038152-00038390 issues you want to to push forward
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00162-00038391-00038679 uh in the in the future how how does the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00163-00038680-00038871 process work i mean this uh this sounds
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00164-00038872-00039215 all uh very abstract to let's say people
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00165-00039216-00039374 of disabilities
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00166-00039375-00039759 on the ground so what is the way forward
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00167-00039760-00040246 indeed i think as i said before the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00168-00040247-00040487 i think this is uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00169-00040488-00040935 all the interests shown by by a very
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00170-00040936-00041207 diverse range of stakeholders
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00171-00041208-00041439 shows that this is the moment to to
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00172-00041440-00041735 start uh building coalitions
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00173-00041736-00042083 and to start um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00174-00042084-00042246 sharing um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00175-00042247-00042462 good ideas and and practices and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00176-00042463-00042711 initiatives um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00177-00042712-00042943 so consolidating all the work that uh is
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00178-00042944-00043095 already being
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00179-00043096-00043367 uh done in community inclusion and then
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00180-00043368-00043767 trying to make that good work
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00181-00043768-00044079 reach
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00182-00044080-00044237 further
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00183-00044238-00044367 [Music]
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00184-00044368-00044599 so we're really looking forward to to
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00185-00044600-00044855 start working for instance with networks
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00186-00044856-00045158 of uh or a group groups of states that
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00187-00045159-00045327 are interested in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00188-00045328-00045407 in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00189-00045408-00045718 advancing uh public policy in particular
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00190-00045719-00045902 uh we're very interested in working with
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00191-00045903-00046118 service providers uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00192-00046119-00046255 and donors
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00193-00046256-00046446 who are interested in financing this
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00194-00046447-00046679 kind of uh programs
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00195-00046680-00046958 and at this point the the human rights
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00196-00046959-00047223 council that is uh one of the mechanisms
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00197-00047224-00047439 of the of the un
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00198-00047440-00047574 is uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00199-00047575-00047751 just about to start negotiating a
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00200-00047752-00047902 resolution
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00201-00047903-00048030 that will
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00202-00048031-00048135 uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00203-00048136-00048302 mandate us the office of the high
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00204-00048303-00048495 commissioner of human rights to work on
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00205-00048496-00048718 this issue for two years
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00206-00048719-00048974 uh and if
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00207-00048975-00049174 this happens that we're very optimistic
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00208-00049175-00049302 that it will
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00209-00049303-00049455 um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00210-00049456-00049774 we will have to uh work with different
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00211-00049775-00049974 stakeholders in in framing the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00212-00049975-00050262 conversation first so so defining what
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00213-00050263-00050462 community inclusion is
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00214-00050463-00050727 how does it look like and then
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00215-00050728-00050918 uh like for a person with disabilities
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00216-00050919-00051223 and um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00217-00051224-00051519 and then uh doing a report on
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00218-00051520-00051607 uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00219-00051608-00051830 on good practices
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00220-00051832-00052111 uh and i think this is um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00221-00052112-00052342 something in uh which
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00222-00052344-00052679 uh sierra project can can help us uh a
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00223-00052679-00052879 lot with all the experience that you've
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00224-00052879-00053103 had throughout the years so really
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00225-00053104-00053319 encourage your project to support
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00226-00053320-00053550 the collection of good practices on on
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00227-00053551-00053711 social protection
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00228-00053712-00053887 and support
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00229-00053888-00054047 to households with members with
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00230-00054048-00054247 disabilities community-based network
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00231-00054248-00054526 development
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00232-00054527-00054830 for supporting persons with disabilities
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00233-00054832-00055047 assistive technologies transportation
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00234-00055048-00055463 initiatives uh housing legal capacity
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00235-00055464-00055775 and prevention of institutionalization
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00236-00055776-00055975 amongst others as i said community
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00237-00055976-00056391 inclusion is a very cross-cutting
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00238-00056391-00056542 theme or issue
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00239-00056544-00056879 that that
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00240-00056879-00057054 people are seeing as being able to
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00241-00057055-00057100 capture
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00242-00057101-00057342 [Music]
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00243-00057344-00057430 the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00244-00057432-00057566 the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00245-00057567-00057671 real
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00246-00057672-00057903 living conditions needed to be part
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00247-00057904-00058079 of society
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00248-00058079-00058182 um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00249-00058183-00058438 and also uh i think this is a great
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00250-00058439-00058630 moment just to
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00251-00058632-00058823 encourage the zero project community and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00252-00058824-00059047 practitioners
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00253-00059048-00059199 to support the building of a global
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00254-00059200-00059407 coalition
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00255-00059408-00059615 in relation to what i said before
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00256-00059616-00059759 to support and deliver concrete
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00257-00059760-00059879 solutions
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00258-00059879-00060166 in community inclusion so
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00259-00060167-00060438 we know that
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00260-00060439-00060630 a lot of this your project community has
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00261-00060632-00060806 experienced
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00262-00060807-00061030 very good experience in in programs
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00263-00061032-00061247 related to community inclusion and we
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00264-00061248-00061471 want to bring that experience together
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00265-00061472-00061711 and sort of make interact the different
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00266-00061712-00061871 uh points
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00267-00061872-00062238 or factors for community inclusion to
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00268-00062239-00062519 uh to move this forward effectively
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00269-00062520-00062703 thank you kwon as you know the topic of
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00270-00062704-00062942 this year is accessibility we're working
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00271-00062944-00063182 in a cycle of four years on the four
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00272-00063183-00063415 main topics of the convention so
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00273-00063416-00063711 accessibility uh education employment
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00274-00063712-00063919 and independent living and political
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00275-00063920-00064182 participation next year it will be
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00276-00064183-00064350 independent living so we are more than
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00277-00064351-00064679 happy uh to include your uh your input
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00278-00064679-00064806 our call
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00279-00064807-00065030 for nominations will go out in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00280-00065032-00065191 in in late spring
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00281-00065191-00065615 and uh just map a road map for us how we
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00282-00065616-00065935 could collaborate and uh and integrate
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00283-00065936-00066271 the arguments you just mentioned
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00284-00066272-00066647 yes definitely and i think both uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00285-00066648-00066919 this year's and also next year's
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00286-00066920-00067294 uh topics are all very relevant
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00287-00067295-00067471 to community inclusion
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00288-00067472-00067591 uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00289-00067592-00067919 actually i see a very big overlap with
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00290-00067920-00068135 what was being discussed in the global
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00291-00068136-00068343 disability summit this year
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00292-00068344-00068519 and uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00293-00068520-00068623 and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00294-00068624-00068782 and everything that you're bringing this
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00295-00068783-00068871 year
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00296-00068872-00069206 um at the zero project and and i think
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00297-00069207-00069367 that's a great bridge
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00298-00069368-00069559 to what's coming uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00299-00069560-00069703 next year
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00300-00069704-00069926 and and definitely independent living
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00301-00069927-00070206 but also accessibility transportation
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00302-00070207-00070335 housing
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00303-00070336-00070615 uh work education are
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00304-00070616-00070719 are really
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00305-00070720-00071055 a pillars um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00306-00071056-00071279 to to community inclusion as i said so
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00307-00071280-00071479 so we're very happy to
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00308-00071480-00071687 to start seeing and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00309-00071688-00071950 all the connections uh
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00310-00071951-00072206 and and really putting together all the
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00311-00072207-00072423 efforts that are already being made
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00312-00072424-00072591 uh in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00313-00072592-00072799 sharing good practices and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00314-00072800-00072887 and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00315-00072888-00073150 the the conversations on how to
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00316-00073151-00073262 um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00317-00073263-00073494 improve um
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00318-00073495-00073823 public policy and and social programs
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00319-00073824-00073982 thank you john we're more than happy
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00320-00073983-00074206 happy to do that we definitely will keep
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00321-00074207-00074487 in charge uh later later this year at
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00322-00074488-00074671 this point i want to thank you for your
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00323-00074672-00074894 contribution it was very great to get
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00324-00074895-00075271 insight into into such a high political
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00325-00075272-00075455 level which has big
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00326-00075456-00075662 opportunities and also
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00327-00075663-00075862 big chances for person with disability
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00328-00075863-00076062 thank you for your participation
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00329-00076063-00076191 thank you for tuning in we are
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00330-00076192-00076391 broadcasting live here from the zero
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00331-00076392-00076671 project conference 2022 thank you and
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00332-00076672-00076831 stay with us
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00333-00076832-00077023 thank you for the invitation and and of
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00334-00077024-00077167 course following everything happening in
Fjg3Qu9ZBi8-00335-00077168-00077516 the zero project
G1LTFzEgGt8-00000-00001167-00001391 hey everyone it's monkey1000 and today
G1LTFzEgGt8-00001-00001392-00001679 we are in saint augustine we are going
G1LTFzEgGt8-00002-00001680-00001967 to spend the night in our tent here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00003-00001968-00002191 we're at anastasia
G1LTFzEgGt8-00004-00002192-00002326 state park
G1LTFzEgGt8-00005-00002327-00002607 and it's right near the beach
G1LTFzEgGt8-00006-00002608-00002823 and we're gonna go to the lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00007-00002824-00003055 tonight and do a ghost tour
G1LTFzEgGt8-00008-00003056-00003470 so um stay tuned and hopefully we'll
G1LTFzEgGt8-00009-00003471-00003647 we'll get our tent up so i'm going to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00010-00003647-00003831 show you where we are
G1LTFzEgGt8-00011-00003832-00003911 and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00012-00003911-00004103 chabert doesn't really like it but i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00013-00004104-00004335 think it's okay
G1LTFzEgGt8-00014-00004336-00004711 yep i give you electricity and water
G1LTFzEgGt8-00015-00004712-00005038 and then you get your fireplace down
G1LTFzEgGt8-00016-00005039-00005270 there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00017-00005271-00005406 and we're not really going to do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00018-00005407-00005615 anything with that because we're not
G1LTFzEgGt8-00019-00005616-00005838 going to be here that much it's just for
G1LTFzEgGt8-00020-00005839-00005967 sleeping
G1LTFzEgGt8-00021-00005968-00006215 this time around but if we like this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00022-00006216-00006463 park we may come back and maybe stay a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00023-00006464-00006814 few extra days when you know a holiday
G1LTFzEgGt8-00024-00006815-00006998 you know four days or something like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00025-00007000-00007246 that because we are on the beach and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00026-00007247-00007527 bruno is with us of course
G1LTFzEgGt8-00027-00007528-00007670 he's our
G1LTFzEgGt8-00028-00007672-00008055 lovely mascot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00029-00008056-00008271 so anyways we're going to get the tent
G1LTFzEgGt8-00030-00008272-00008527 up and we're going to go and explore so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00031-00008528-00008799 stay tuned
G1LTFzEgGt8-00032-00008800-00009006 okay guys so now we're at the beach
G1LTFzEgGt8-00033-00009007-00009191 which is not far from where our camping
G1LTFzEgGt8-00034-00009192-00009278 area
G1LTFzEgGt8-00035-00009279-00009478 and i'm going to show you we're on the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00036-00009479-00009742 dunes these are called the dunes here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00037-00009743-00010078 hopefully you can see them in this and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00038-00010079-00010206 there you go
G1LTFzEgGt8-00039-00010207-00010455 we are at the ocean
G1LTFzEgGt8-00040-00010456-00010710 in saint augustine
G1LTFzEgGt8-00041-00010711-00010895 pretty cool
G1LTFzEgGt8-00042-00010896-00011319 and here over here is up here over there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00043-00011320-00011623 don't know why but there's a pier
G1LTFzEgGt8-00044-00011624-00011814 it could be private looks like they're
G1LTFzEgGt8-00045-00011815-00012063 condos or something over there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00046-00012064-00012238 they're just
G1LTFzEgGt8-00047-00012239-00012567 dunes sand dunes
G1LTFzEgGt8-00048-00012568-00012735 pretty cool
G1LTFzEgGt8-00049-00012736-00013335 pretty pretty cool
G1LTFzEgGt8-00050-00013336-00013551 all right guys
G1LTFzEgGt8-00051-00013552-00013775 i see anything i don't see any boats out
G1LTFzEgGt8-00052-00013776-00014022 there at the moment so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00053-00014023-00014166 very nice though
G1LTFzEgGt8-00054-00014168-00014607 we'll be back
G1LTFzEgGt8-00055-00014608-00014743 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-00056-00014744-00014911 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00057-00014912-00015271 now we're on what they call the walk
G1LTFzEgGt8-00058-00015272-00015422 way
G1LTFzEgGt8-00059-00015423-00015607 and uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00060-00015608-00015750 overlook
G1LTFzEgGt8-00061-00015751-00016015 there's another one over there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00062-00016016-00016127 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-00063-00016128-00016407 maybe you get a higher view over there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00064-00016408-00016550 this is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00065-00016551-00016855 from this angle here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00066-00016856-00017055 yeah looks cloudy it looks like it's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00067-00017056-00017222 going to rain
G1LTFzEgGt8-00068-00017223-00017527 it might hold out
G1LTFzEgGt8-00069-00017528-00017958 i sure hope it does
G1LTFzEgGt8-00070-00017959-00018247 oh wow look how long it is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00071-00018248-00018327 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-00072-00018328-00018647 the lighthouse oh there's the lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00073-00018648-00018983 oh so cool that's a pretty picture yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-00074-00018984-00019239 isn't that a pretty picture
G1LTFzEgGt8-00075-00019240-00019407 wow
G1LTFzEgGt8-00076-00019408-00019639 very cool see you never know until you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00077-00019640-00019814 start looking okay guys we're on an
G1LTFzEgGt8-00078-00019815-00019927 overlook
G1LTFzEgGt8-00079-00019928-00020239 yeah that's really pretty
G1LTFzEgGt8-00080-00020240-00020430 yep
G1LTFzEgGt8-00081-00020431-00020727 awesome sauce
G1LTFzEgGt8-00082-00020728-00021150 very very pretty
G1LTFzEgGt8-00083-00021151-00021327 all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00084-00021328-00021663 we'll be back
G1LTFzEgGt8-00085-00021664-00022727 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00086-00022728-00025142 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00087-00025143-00026760 two
G1LTFzEgGt8-00089-00032791-00033412 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00090-00033413-00035574 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00091-00035575-00035762 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00093-00041224-00041455 now my name is jackson once again i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00094-00041456-00041583 don't know if i said that actually it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00095-00041584-00041702 might have gone
G1LTFzEgGt8-00096-00041703-00041879 uh but anyway
G1LTFzEgGt8-00097-00041880-00042039 we're at the lighthouse this is like the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00098-00042040-00042223 main event i assume for most of you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00099-00042224-00042390 right this is why you're all here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00100-00042391-00042495 tonight
G1LTFzEgGt8-00101-00042496-00042695 well if i wanted to tell you every
G1LTFzEgGt8-00102-00042696-00042958 single ghost story about our lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00103-00042959-00043174 we'd be here all night no one would have
G1LTFzEgGt8-00104-00043175-00043423 time to do anything else so i'm going to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00105-00043424-00043599 try and narrow it down to the greatest
G1LTFzEgGt8-00106-00043600-00043751 hints
G1LTFzEgGt8-00107-00043752-00043958 can i get a show of hands
G1LTFzEgGt8-00108-00043959-00044302 who here has seen ghost hunters
G1LTFzEgGt8-00109-00044303-00044502 there's always a few of you now keep
G1LTFzEgGt8-00110-00044503-00044655 your hands up if you've seen the one
G1LTFzEgGt8-00111-00044656-00044927 where they've come here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00112-00044928-00045111 for those of you who have feel free to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00113-00045112-00045327 just shout it out what is one thing you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00114-00045328-00045943 remember from that episode
G1LTFzEgGt8-00115-00045944-00046215 trailing there yeah yes thank you very
G1LTFzEgGt8-00116-00046216-00046415 much that is the answer i always get so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00117-00046416-00046679 thank you for knowing your lines
G1LTFzEgGt8-00118-00046680-00046799 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00119-00046800-00046974 uh for those of you who are not aware
G1LTFzEgGt8-00120-00046975-00047239 what we're talking about in about 2005
G1LTFzEgGt8-00121-00047240-00047423 or somewhere around then the ghost
G1LTFzEgGt8-00122-00047424-00047599 hunters came to our lighthouse for the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00123-00047600-00047743 very first time
G1LTFzEgGt8-00124-00047744-00047967 they put a camera inside facing up the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00125-00047968-00048230 stairs and they caught on video
G1LTFzEgGt8-00126-00048231-00048567 the shadowy outline of a man
G1LTFzEgGt8-00127-00048568-00048815 leaning over the railing and looking
G1LTFzEgGt8-00128-00048816-00049079 down at them
G1LTFzEgGt8-00129-00049080-00049318 now they're braver than i am and they
G1LTFzEgGt8-00130-00049319-00049574 decided to give chase they climbed up
G1LTFzEgGt8-00131-00049575-00049846 the lighthouse they chased after it and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00132-00049847-00050055 that figure that shadow
G1LTFzEgGt8-00133-00050056-00050246 they see it running up the stairs ahead
G1LTFzEgGt8-00134-00050247-00050486 of them about a flight or so ahead
G1LTFzEgGt8-00135-00050487-00050646 and they get to the very top and they
G1LTFzEgGt8-00136-00050647-00050918 are the first to set off the motion
G1LTFzEgGt8-00137-00050919-00051071 sensitive light
G1LTFzEgGt8-00138-00051072-00051342 that we keep on the top landing of the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00139-00051344-00051463 lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00140-00051464-00051590 which of course means that there's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00141-00051591-00052366 nothing physical ahead of them right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00142-00052367-00052535 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00143-00052536-00052647 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00144-00052648-00052791 of course they know that they saw
G1LTFzEgGt8-00145-00052791-00052903 something
G1LTFzEgGt8-00146-00052904-00053071 and they want to make sure that there's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00147-00053072-00053319 nothing weird going on around them
G1LTFzEgGt8-00148-00053320-00053566 so the only sign of any activity they
G1LTFzEgGt8-00149-00053567-00053687 can find
G1LTFzEgGt8-00150-00053688-00053975 is a swinging padlock on one of the one
G1LTFzEgGt8-00151-00053976-00054182 of the doors
G1LTFzEgGt8-00152-00054183-00054335 now whether you know it or not that is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00153-00054336-00054559 why you're all here this evening because
G1LTFzEgGt8-00154-00054560-00054807 if we had not had that incident we
G1LTFzEgGt8-00155-00054808-00054959 probably wouldn't have those tours and i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00156-00054960-00055199 would be out of the job
G1LTFzEgGt8-00157-00055200-00055471 now this figure this shadow figure as we
G1LTFzEgGt8-00158-00055472-00055726 call it it is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00159-00055727-00056038 very frequently seen around here it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00160-00056039-00056247 usually does the same things so if you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00161-00056248-00056447 want to see it tonight i recommend as
G1LTFzEgGt8-00162-00056448-00056630 you are climbing the lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00163-00056632-00056799 watch the landings ahead of you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00164-00056800-00057030 occasionally peek up
G1LTFzEgGt8-00165-00057032-00057215 through the stairwell
G1LTFzEgGt8-00166-00057216-00057415 watch below you as you're going back
G1LTFzEgGt8-00167-00057416-00057511 down
G1LTFzEgGt8-00168-00057512-00057726 as you're walking around this evening
G1LTFzEgGt8-00169-00057727-00057982 watch those windows watch that top
G1LTFzEgGt8-00170-00057983-00058094 landing
G1LTFzEgGt8-00171-00058095-00058279 all of these are places where we have
G1LTFzEgGt8-00172-00058279-00058438 frequently seen
G1LTFzEgGt8-00173-00058439-00058766 this figure
G1LTFzEgGt8-00174-00058767-00058882 is there a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00175-00058883-00059279 concert keep changing their volume
G1LTFzEgGt8-00176-00059279-00059382 anyway
G1LTFzEgGt8-00177-00059383-00059582 sorry i'm gonna move us indoors next
G1LTFzEgGt8-00178-00059583-00059838 time
G1LTFzEgGt8-00179-00059839-00060079 yeah you'll have to do a voiceover
G1LTFzEgGt8-00180-00060079-00060319 so i can tell y'all that i will not be
G1LTFzEgGt8-00181-00060320-00060503 searching for this shadow figure because
G1LTFzEgGt8-00182-00060504-00060703 today i see a shadow figure that's when
G1LTFzEgGt8-00183-00060704-00060935 i hand in mine two weeks that's what i'm
G1LTFzEgGt8-00184-00060936-00061166 gonna twit i don't want nothing to do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00185-00061167-00061287 with that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00186-00061288-00061559 now that being said though i have had my
G1LTFzEgGt8-00187-00061560-00061654 own
G1LTFzEgGt8-00188-00061655-00061894 personal encounter here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00189-00061895-00062087 at our lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00190-00062088-00062326 about month two into working here i was
G1LTFzEgGt8-00191-00062327-00062550 closing up this building for the very
G1LTFzEgGt8-00192-00062551-00062679 first time
G1LTFzEgGt8-00193-00062679-00062959 i was walking down the stairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00194-00062960-00063119 and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00195-00063120-00063311 i know there's no one behind me i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00196-00063312-00063479 searched right i made sure there was
G1LTFzEgGt8-00197-00063479-00063687 none up there as i'm going down
G1LTFzEgGt8-00198-00063688-00063903 and about halfway down i start to hear
G1LTFzEgGt8-00199-00063904-00064206 footsteps behind me
G1LTFzEgGt8-00200-00064207-00064494 now this building is super echoey so i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00201-00064495-00064766 thought you know what it's my own echo
G1LTFzEgGt8-00202-00064767-00065054 it's nothing to worry about
G1LTFzEgGt8-00203-00065055-00065326 but still i was freaked out because this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00204-00065327-00065663 was pitch black inside and just being in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00205-00065664-00065855 that kind of environment tends to be
G1LTFzEgGt8-00206-00065856-00066135 kind of scary so i say to myself you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00207-00066136-00066343 know what i'm gonna stop i'm gonna take
G1LTFzEgGt8-00208-00066344-00066575 a break catch my breath before i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00209-00066576-00066879 continue
G1LTFzEgGt8-00210-00066880-00067199 and i'll prove that nothing's going on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00211-00067200-00067335 so i stopped
G1LTFzEgGt8-00212-00067336-00067543 and when i do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00213-00067544-00067767 the footsteps keep going
G1LTFzEgGt8-00214-00067768-00068031 and they only get closer
G1LTFzEgGt8-00215-00068032-00068238 and that's when i make the educated
G1LTFzEgGt8-00216-00068239-00068438 decision to run down the last two
G1LTFzEgGt8-00217-00068439-00068631 flights of stairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00218-00068632-00068831 and uh this is my request for all of you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00219-00068832-00069135 tonight don't do that it it's not a good
G1LTFzEgGt8-00220-00069136-00069215 move
G1LTFzEgGt8-00221-00069216-00069438 the it's really dark the stairs are dark
G1LTFzEgGt8-00222-00069439-00069647 too so it's just it's a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00223-00069648-00069950 it's a tripping hazard waiting to happen
G1LTFzEgGt8-00224-00069951-00070111 one of the rules that i did not mention
G1LTFzEgGt8-00225-00070112-00070382 this is a personal rule on my tour
G1LTFzEgGt8-00226-00070383-00070759 there is no falling aloud don't do it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00227-00070760-00071015 um if you do find that you are being
G1LTFzEgGt8-00228-00071016-00071326 chased down the lighthouse by a shadowy
G1LTFzEgGt8-00229-00071327-00071479 specter
G1LTFzEgGt8-00230-00071480-00071631 calmly and quietly eights at the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00231-00071632-00071815 building
G1LTFzEgGt8-00232-00071816-00071967 now with that i'm gonna move us on to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00233-00071968-00072191 our next spot which will luckily be
G1LTFzEgGt8-00234-00072192-00072350 indoors
G1LTFzEgGt8-00235-00072351-00072631 so we're gonna go
G1LTFzEgGt8-00237-00077063-00077815 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00239-00081583-00083191 come on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00240-00083192-00083350 all right everyone
G1LTFzEgGt8-00241-00083351-00083438 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00242-00083439-00083679 just a quick reminder uh this building
G1LTFzEgGt8-00243-00083680-00083887 will be locked during free time but i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00244-00083888-00084087 brought us in here not only to escape
G1LTFzEgGt8-00245-00084088-00084318 the concert that's happening
G1LTFzEgGt8-00246-00084319-00084559 but also because i did this handy-dandy
G1LTFzEgGt8-00247-00084560-00084671 prop
G1LTFzEgGt8-00248-00084672-00084823 now you might have noticed that that's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00249-00084824-00085071 not what our lighthouse looks like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00250-00085072-00085279 and that's because this was the first
G1LTFzEgGt8-00251-00085280-00085535 white house here in town i was just
G1LTFzEgGt8-00252-00085536-00085750 across the street at what is now a yacht
G1LTFzEgGt8-00253-00085751-00085991 club uh there's a little
G1LTFzEgGt8-00254-00085992-00086182 plaque down there across the street by
G1LTFzEgGt8-00255-00086183-00086582 the way if you want to see that later
G1LTFzEgGt8-00256-00086583-00086806 now we traced this building back to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00257-00086807-00087031 about 1586
G1LTFzEgGt8-00258-00087032-00087262 that's when sir francis drake came to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00259-00087263-00087423 our city
G1LTFzEgGt8-00260-00087424-00087694 made a map of everything he saw
G1LTFzEgGt8-00261-00087695-00087991 and on that map was a small wooden box
G1LTFzEgGt8-00262-00087992-00088471 tower down on the beach
G1LTFzEgGt8-00263-00088472-00088750 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00264-00088751-00089031 we only have record that because of that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00265-00089032-00089238 and that map is conveniently just on the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00266-00089239-00089494 floor right there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00267-00089495-00089662 feel free to watch all over it by the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00268-00089663-00089894 way because sir francis street burns our
G1LTFzEgGt8-00269-00089895-00090111 cities and grounds
G1LTFzEgGt8-00270-00090112-00090350 now luckily that building was remained
G1LTFzEgGt8-00271-00090351-00090582 and over the years upgraded into a small
G1LTFzEgGt8-00272-00090583-00090838 cochina tower and that's a mixture of
G1LTFzEgGt8-00273-00090839-00090911 like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00274-00090912-00091126 sheldon sands that we use a lot here in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00275-00091127-00091487 town which is luckily less flammable
G1LTFzEgGt8-00276-00091488-00091687 and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00277-00091688-00091950 it's still like that for
G1LTFzEgGt8-00278-00091951-00092279 over a hundred years until 1820 and they
G1LTFzEgGt8-00279-00092280-00092543 had a few extra feet
G1LTFzEgGt8-00280-00092544-00092815 and they put a lens in the top and that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00281-00092816-00093167 became florida's first lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00282-00093168-00093255 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00283-00093256-00093382 we go through a few different light
G1LTFzEgGt8-00284-00093383-00093582 keepers at this time
G1LTFzEgGt8-00285-00093583-00093871 before we get to joseph andrew
G1LTFzEgGt8-00286-00093872-00094687 and joseph
G1LTFzEgGt8-00287-00094688-00094959 that might be destroyed at sea he needed
G1LTFzEgGt8-00288-00094960-00095199 to save the people from those ships if
G1LTFzEgGt8-00289-00095200-00095487 that came to it but he also had like a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00290-00095488-00095711 lot of general maintenance to do it he
G1LTFzEgGt8-00291-00095712-00095903 had to mow the lawn he had to keep the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00292-00095904-00096055 garden running
G1LTFzEgGt8-00293-00096056-00096215 one of the other things he had to do was
G1LTFzEgGt8-00294-00096216-00096471 paint this entire lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00295-00096472-00096671 and what he would do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00296-00096672-00096950 twice a year every year he was built
G1LTFzEgGt8-00297-00096951-00097167 scaffolding all by himself to the very
G1LTFzEgGt8-00298-00097168-00097303 top
G1LTFzEgGt8-00299-00097304-00097518 and he would paint the entire thing with
G1LTFzEgGt8-00300-00097519-00097767 a six inch brush
G1LTFzEgGt8-00301-00097768-00097918 a lot of work
G1LTFzEgGt8-00302-00097919-00098174 and after he had been here 40 years uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00303-00098175-00098447 the year was 1859 not too long before
G1LTFzEgGt8-00304-00098448-00098767 the civil war started
G1LTFzEgGt8-00305-00098768-00099215 once again
G1LTFzEgGt8-00306-00099216-00099415 she was all the way at the top
G1LTFzEgGt8-00307-00099416-00099599 you just put down the first few strokes
G1LTFzEgGt8-00308-00099600-00099750 of paint
G1LTFzEgGt8-00309-00099751-00099943 and it's the scouting that gives me
G1LTFzEgGt8-00310-00099944-00100423 collapses
G1LTFzEgGt8-00311-00100424-00100926 i'm sorry what's your mind
G1LTFzEgGt8-00312-00100927-00102223 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00313-00102224-00102439 he has no way to save himself
G1LTFzEgGt8-00314-00102440-00102710 and he falls from the very top
G1LTFzEgGt8-00315-00102711-00102910 up here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00316-00102911-00103118 first he lands in the oil house roof
G1LTFzEgGt8-00317-00103119-00103302 beneath the tower
G1LTFzEgGt8-00318-00103303-00103494 he bounces off of that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00319-00103495-00103727 and he cracks his neck on the ball that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00320-00103728-00103990 surrounds the building
G1LTFzEgGt8-00321-00103991-00104118 and that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00322-00104119-00104327 is a lot of detail
G1LTFzEgGt8-00323-00104328-00104542 it's a lot of very grizzly detail how do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00324-00104543-00104694 we know all of that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00325-00104695-00104902 well that is exactly the way it was
G1LTFzEgGt8-00326-00104903-00105134 reported in the newspaper's obituary
G1LTFzEgGt8-00327-00105135-00105286 section
G1LTFzEgGt8-00328-00105288-00105471 yeah which says a couple things to me
G1LTFzEgGt8-00329-00105472-00105686 number one that obituaries used to have
G1LTFzEgGt8-00330-00105688-00105927 a much different vibe
G1LTFzEgGt8-00331-00105928-00106054 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00332-00106055-00106254 the other thing it says is that someone
G1LTFzEgGt8-00333-00106255-00106454 had to have been here to see it happen
G1LTFzEgGt8-00334-00106455-00106663 but at the time this island was pretty
G1LTFzEgGt8-00335-00106664-00106854 much abandoned the only ones who had
G1LTFzEgGt8-00336-00106855-00107031 lived here to see it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00337-00107032-00107239 would have been his wife maria or any of
G1LTFzEgGt8-00338-00107240-00107439 their kids
G1LTFzEgGt8-00339-00107440-00107534 and now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00340-00107535-00107847 maria andrew is in a very difficult spot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00341-00107848-00108054 not only has she of course lost her
G1LTFzEgGt8-00342-00108055-00108302 husband but she's now the sole regulator
G1LTFzEgGt8-00343-00108303-00108527 in a family that still includes several
G1LTFzEgGt8-00344-00108528-00108702 very young children
G1LTFzEgGt8-00345-00108703-00108975 the years 1859 which doesn't leave her a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00346-00108976-00109166 lot of options
G1LTFzEgGt8-00347-00109167-00109383 now local legend says the night of her
G1LTFzEgGt8-00348-00109383-00109534 husband's death
G1LTFzEgGt8-00349-00109535-00109743 she climbs to the top of the white house
G1LTFzEgGt8-00350-00109744-00109999 and in desperation and in anguish she
G1LTFzEgGt8-00351-00110000-00110471 calls out into the wind what shall i do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00352-00110472-00110727 she hears the voice of her husband
G1LTFzEgGt8-00353-00110728-00110958 tends to like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00354-00110959-00111054 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00355-00111055-00111263 whether or not she did hear that voice
G1LTFzEgGt8-00356-00111264-00111502 that is exactly what she does
G1LTFzEgGt8-00357-00111503-00111751 because maria was the first female night
G1LTFzEgGt8-00358-00111752-00111943 keeper here in our town and the coast
G1LTFzEgGt8-00359-00111944-00112166 guard actually recognizes her now as the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00360-00112167-00112351 first hispanic woman in charge of the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00361-00112352-00112615 naval station here in america so we're
G1LTFzEgGt8-00362-00112616-00112815 all very proud of maria
G1LTFzEgGt8-00363-00112816-00113078 and she's like keeper up until the civil
G1LTFzEgGt8-00364-00113079-00113358 war starts a few years later
G1LTFzEgGt8-00365-00113359-00113447 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00366-00113448-00113719 when the war starts maria knows that her
G1LTFzEgGt8-00367-00113720-00113958 lighthouse will be in danger
G1LTFzEgGt8-00368-00113959-00114143 see lighthouses
G1LTFzEgGt8-00369-00114144-00114343 are not light during war they're
G1LTFzEgGt8-00370-00114344-00114519 destroyed because they light up their
G1LTFzEgGt8-00371-00114520-00114815 own ships and enemy ships so no one
G1LTFzEgGt8-00372-00114816-00115031 wants them around
G1LTFzEgGt8-00373-00115032-00115239 now to make sure it wasn't a target she
G1LTFzEgGt8-00374-00115240-00115502 took the lens from the very top and with
G1LTFzEgGt8-00375-00115503-00115766 the help of uh only the mayor of saint
G1LTFzEgGt8-00376-00115767-00115902 amnesty
G1LTFzEgGt8-00377-00115903-00116247 they buried it in a secret location
G1LTFzEgGt8-00378-00116248-00116447 and due to their efforts both the lens
G1LTFzEgGt8-00379-00116448-00116734 and the towers survive the war
G1LTFzEgGt8-00380-00116735-00116958 now that's some great thinking on her
G1LTFzEgGt8-00381-00116959-00117110 card but at the end of the day a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00382-00117111-00117286 lighthouse without a length does not
G1LTFzEgGt8-00383-00117288-00117471 need a like keeper
G1LTFzEgGt8-00384-00117472-00117671 and so she's basically pushed herself
G1LTFzEgGt8-00385-00117672-00117839 out of the job
G1LTFzEgGt8-00386-00117840-00118047 you don't know where she goes after this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00387-00118048-00118334 we think maybe north to georgia but
G1LTFzEgGt8-00388-00118335-00118590 all records of her were lost
G1LTFzEgGt8-00389-00118591-00118790 so we're just not certain what happens
G1LTFzEgGt8-00390-00118791-00119023 to her what we do know is that she never
G1LTFzEgGt8-00391-00119024-00119239 returns to her lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00392-00119240-00119423 now she's alive anymore
G1LTFzEgGt8-00393-00119424-00119647 because although the shadow figure that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00394-00119648-00119919 i mentioned earlier is the most famous
G1LTFzEgGt8-00395-00119920-00120047 spirit here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00396-00120048-00120471 maria is by far the most frequently seen
G1LTFzEgGt8-00397-00120472-00120783 now we get reports of the same woman
G1LTFzEgGt8-00398-00120783-00120990 laundering the property and the nearby
G1LTFzEgGt8-00399-00120991-00121263 areas always describes the exact same
G1LTFzEgGt8-00400-00121264-00121375 way
G1LTFzEgGt8-00401-00121376-00121734 long dark hair and a flowing white dress
G1LTFzEgGt8-00402-00121735-00121951 you get reports of this person across
G1LTFzEgGt8-00403-00121952-00122158 the street by the side of the original
G1LTFzEgGt8-00404-00122159-00122271 white house
G1LTFzEgGt8-00405-00122272-00122486 pacing back and forth
G1LTFzEgGt8-00406-00122488-00122727 down by the docks
G1LTFzEgGt8-00407-00122728-00122927 we get reports of her on top of our
G1LTFzEgGt8-00408-00122928-00123158 current line house in fact neighbors
G1LTFzEgGt8-00409-00123159-00123327 fall in sometimes
G1LTFzEgGt8-00410-00123328-00123558 they say all worried
G1LTFzEgGt8-00411-00123559-00123775 there's someone that the dark moon left
G1LTFzEgGt8-00412-00123776-00123934 on top of the tower
G1LTFzEgGt8-00413-00123935-00124119 now don't worry we've never
G1LTFzEgGt8-00414-00124120-00124334 done this we've never lost anyone i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00415-00124335-00124486 promise
G1LTFzEgGt8-00416-00124488-00124758 but every time you get this call my boss
G1LTFzEgGt8-00417-00124759-00124975 has to come out and check
G1LTFzEgGt8-00418-00124976-00125199 every time he does he climbs to the top
G1LTFzEgGt8-00419-00125200-00125383 of the tower he looks around and the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00420-00125383-00125639 only thing he ever reports is the smell
G1LTFzEgGt8-00421-00125640-00125934 of orange blossoms on the whale
G1LTFzEgGt8-00422-00125935-00126302 so we believe that this figure is maria
G1LTFzEgGt8-00423-00126303-00126519 now my favorite place we see her though
G1LTFzEgGt8-00424-00126520-00126758 is over in the nature trails
G1LTFzEgGt8-00425-00126759-00126983 people will walk into the gift shop
G1LTFzEgGt8-00426-00126983-00127119 middle of the day
G1LTFzEgGt8-00427-00127120-00127247 and they'll be coming back from the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00428-00127248-00127495 woods and they say i was watching around
G1LTFzEgGt8-00429-00127496-00127799 in the trails and i got lost
G1LTFzEgGt8-00430-00127800-00128007 now i wandered for a while and one of
G1LTFzEgGt8-00431-00128008-00128286 your reenactors came and helped me out
G1LTFzEgGt8-00432-00128288-00128478 she was so nice that she knew so much
G1LTFzEgGt8-00433-00128479-00128639 about the white house even the original
G1LTFzEgGt8-00434-00128640-00128839 white house stuff that wasn't written
G1LTFzEgGt8-00435-00128840-00129039 down anywhere in the museum
G1LTFzEgGt8-00436-00129040-00129383 and she had this lovely white press
G1LTFzEgGt8-00437-00129383-00129551 and of course we don't know how to tell
G1LTFzEgGt8-00438-00129552-00129943 them but we have never had reenactors
G1LTFzEgGt8-00439-00129944-00130063 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00440-00130064-00130295 we just smile we nod
G1LTFzEgGt8-00441-00130296-00130495 say that's maria she's our favorite
G1LTFzEgGt8-00442-00130496-00130790 employee and they send them on their way
G1LTFzEgGt8-00443-00130791-00130951 so i recommend you guys check out the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00444-00130952-00131111 woodswear
G1LTFzEgGt8-00445-00131112-00131327 if you see this figure in a long white
G1LTFzEgGt8-00446-00131328-00131590 dress come let us know it's either maria
G1LTFzEgGt8-00447-00131591-00131943 or a crazy person personal offense
G1LTFzEgGt8-00448-00131944-00132054 but
G1LTFzEgGt8-00449-00132055-00132254 on a more serious note we do actually
G1LTFzEgGt8-00450-00132255-00132495 get a lot of reports back there just
G1LTFzEgGt8-00451-00132496-00132775 last night we had people hearing these
G1LTFzEgGt8-00452-00132776-00133007 mysterious voices
G1LTFzEgGt8-00453-00133008-00133183 back on the trails so i definitely
G1LTFzEgGt8-00454-00133184-00133375 recommend it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00455-00133376-00133719 and then move this on to our next spot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00456-00133720-00135966 we're gonna go i have this light
G1LTFzEgGt8-00457-00135967-00137196 is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00458-00137197-00138278 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00459-00138279-00139607 and the people
G1LTFzEgGt8-00460-00139608-00140951 no
G1LTFzEgGt8-00461-00140952-00142207 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00462-00142208-00143359 i don't wanna
G1LTFzEgGt8-00463-00143360-00144471 oh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00464-00144472-00146863 there we go
G1LTFzEgGt8-00465-00146864-00146983 you were right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00466-00146984-00148247 what he walked
G1LTFzEgGt8-00467-00148248-00149919 um
G1LTFzEgGt8-00468-00149920-00150135 look at that it's going too much
G1LTFzEgGt8-00469-00150136-00150287 you watch it there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00470-00150288-00150463 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00471-00150464-00150751 i wanted to tell you guys about a very
G1LTFzEgGt8-00472-00150752-00150926 neat little feature that we have in this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00473-00150927-00151247 house here and that is the basement
G1LTFzEgGt8-00474-00151248-00151423 now you are free to explore the basement
G1LTFzEgGt8-00475-00151424-00151671 later um but when you do i just want to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00476-00151672-00151847 give you a few tips about the layout i'm
G1LTFzEgGt8-00477-00151848-00151983 going
G1LTFzEgGt8-00478-00151984-00152199 so there's two rooms down here one on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00479-00152200-00152519 the far side and one on this side here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00480-00152520-00152823 now the room on this closer side we have
G1LTFzEgGt8-00481-00152824-00153078 named after our light keeper who was
G1LTFzEgGt8-00482-00153079-00153231 here the longest
G1LTFzEgGt8-00483-00153232-00153471 his name was peter rasmussen
G1LTFzEgGt8-00484-00153472-00153839 uh we just call it pete's room and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00485-00153840-00154183 peter he was a very well-liked figure in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00486-00154184-00154278 town
G1LTFzEgGt8-00487-00154279-00154447 see he would have these events for all
G1LTFzEgGt8-00488-00154448-00154695 the towns people stuff like uh oyster
G1LTFzEgGt8-00489-00154696-00154902 roasts plant baits other parties like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00490-00154903-00154983 that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00491-00154984-00155254 so everyone in town loved him and he
G1LTFzEgGt8-00492-00155255-00155454 loved just about everyone
G1LTFzEgGt8-00493-00155455-00155678 but there was one exception
G1LTFzEgGt8-00494-00155679-00155911 and i had some bad news because
G1LTFzEgGt8-00495-00155912-00156063 some of you guys are going to fall into
G1LTFzEgGt8-00496-00156064-00156263 this group tonight
G1LTFzEgGt8-00497-00156264-00156607 he hated tourists
G1LTFzEgGt8-00498-00156608-00156839 when he started working here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00499-00156840-00157063 henry flatler had just built the first
G1LTFzEgGt8-00500-00157064-00157223 hotels in town
G1LTFzEgGt8-00501-00157224-00157375 uh the buildings that are now the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00502-00157376-00157663 lightning museum in flagler college
G1LTFzEgGt8-00503-00157664-00157887 when he did this it introduced tourism
G1LTFzEgGt8-00504-00157888-00158135 not only to saint augustine but pretty
G1LTFzEgGt8-00505-00158136-00158366 much the florida itself and even back
G1LTFzEgGt8-00506-00158367-00158447 then
G1LTFzEgGt8-00507-00158448-00158711 business was booming
G1LTFzEgGt8-00508-00158712-00158847 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00509-00158848-00159023 whenever any of these people would come
G1LTFzEgGt8-00510-00159024-00159335 into town they'd look across the water
G1LTFzEgGt8-00511-00159336-00159951 they would see our lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00512-00159952-00160166 and uh they would want to come and pay a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00513-00160167-00160271 visit
G1LTFzEgGt8-00514-00160272-00160535 now anytime they did poor peter had to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00515-00160536-00160743 drop whatever he was doing and give a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00516-00160744-00160911 tour
G1LTFzEgGt8-00517-00160912-00161095 he had to give a tour not only of the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00518-00161096-00161359 lighthouse but of his own home
G1LTFzEgGt8-00519-00161360-00161551 so i want you all to put yourself in his
G1LTFzEgGt8-00520-00161552-00161735 place for a minute imagine that once a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00521-00161736-00161911 day at least
G1LTFzEgGt8-00522-00161912-00162071 every single day
G1LTFzEgGt8-00523-00162072-00162239 someone knocks on the front door of your
G1LTFzEgGt8-00524-00162240-00162526 house demands a tour and you have no
G1LTFzEgGt8-00525-00162527-00162775 choice but to say yes
G1LTFzEgGt8-00526-00162776-00163023 now imagine this happens for over 20
G1LTFzEgGt8-00527-00163024-00163199 years
G1LTFzEgGt8-00528-00163200-00163366 you start to see where he's coming from
G1LTFzEgGt8-00529-00163367-00163543 i think right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00530-00163544-00163854 see he kept a very thorough track of how
G1LTFzEgGt8-00531-00163855-00164159 many people came to visit
G1LTFzEgGt8-00532-00164160-00164399 at the end of his very first year he had
G1LTFzEgGt8-00533-00164400-00164790 reported more than 3 500 people
G1LTFzEgGt8-00534-00164791-00165087 at the peak of his time here as light
G1LTFzEgGt8-00535-00165088-00165190 keeper
G1LTFzEgGt8-00536-00165191-00165535 he reported in one year alone over 8 000
G1LTFzEgGt8-00537-00165536-00165678 people
G1LTFzEgGt8-00538-00165679-00165975 which if you break that down day by day
G1LTFzEgGt8-00539-00165976-00166135 it's a lot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00540-00166136-00166407 now luckily for peter he was not
G1LTFzEgGt8-00541-00166408-00166735 completely alone he had his lovely wife
G1LTFzEgGt8-00542-00166736-00166983 lula and zlula was something of a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00543-00166984-00167199 southern belle from georgia who loved
G1LTFzEgGt8-00544-00167200-00167359 entertaining
G1LTFzEgGt8-00545-00167360-00167599 now whenever he could peter would take
G1LTFzEgGt8-00546-00167600-00167807 his guests out of the white house just
G1LTFzEgGt8-00547-00167808-00168047 trying to dump him off with lula
G1LTFzEgGt8-00548-00168048-00168223 and she would entertain them in the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00549-00168224-00168326 parlor
G1LTFzEgGt8-00550-00168327-00168519 and this would give peter some much
G1LTFzEgGt8-00551-00168520-00168719 needed time to relax
G1LTFzEgGt8-00552-00168720-00168902 which he really liked to do down in the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00553-00168903-00169111 basement see that was the only room in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00554-00169112-00169278 the house where lula allowed him to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00555-00169279-00169623 smoke one of his cherry tobacco cigars
G1LTFzEgGt8-00556-00169624-00169799 and that that smell by the way that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00557-00169800-00170102 cherry tobacco it is still common around
G1LTFzEgGt8-00558-00170103-00170278 the property here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00559-00170279-00170502 uh it's a very distinct smell i like to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00560-00170503-00170663 think that it's just peter taking some
G1LTFzEgGt8-00561-00170664-00170895 time off nearby
G1LTFzEgGt8-00562-00170896-00171054 now with that being said
G1LTFzEgGt8-00563-00171055-00171287 his favorite place to hang out is still
G1LTFzEgGt8-00564-00171288-00171447 all these years later
G1LTFzEgGt8-00565-00171448-00171607 down in the basement
G1LTFzEgGt8-00566-00171608-00171759 when you go down there later you will
G1LTFzEgGt8-00567-00171760-00172038 notice two chairs i invite you all to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00568-00172039-00172343 sit in these chairs because when you do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00569-00172344-00172566 peter will be more likely to have some
G1LTFzEgGt8-00570-00172567-00172871 sort of an interaction with you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00571-00172872-00173014 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00572-00173015-00173263 i we don't know why this is we don't
G1LTFzEgGt8-00573-00173264-00173463 know why he likes these chairs so much
G1LTFzEgGt8-00574-00173464-00173663 they weren't his they're not even
G1LTFzEgGt8-00575-00173664-00173871 antiques they're just two chairs we got
G1LTFzEgGt8-00576-00173872-00174126 in the 90s and he seems to like him
G1LTFzEgGt8-00577-00174127-00174247 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00578-00174248-00174551 i want to warn you though
G1LTFzEgGt8-00579-00174552-00174687 see peter
G1LTFzEgGt8-00580-00174688-00174911 treats people differently depending on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00581-00174912-00175083 whether he thinks they're a man or a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00582-00175084-00175366 woman and i say how he thinks because
G1LTFzEgGt8-00583-00175367-00175543 he's an old-timey man and he has
G1LTFzEgGt8-00584-00175544-00175751 old-timey sensibilities
G1LTFzEgGt8-00585-00175752-00176023 for example my hair is kind of long so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00586-00176024-00176175 he might think i'm a woman because of
G1LTFzEgGt8-00587-00176176-00176271 that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00588-00176272-00176478 now likewise doesn't matter who you are
G1LTFzEgGt8-00589-00176479-00176623 if you've doubt short hair he's probably
G1LTFzEgGt8-00590-00176624-00176759 just going to think you're a man because
G1LTFzEgGt8-00591-00176760-00176990 he's judgey that way
G1LTFzEgGt8-00592-00176991-00177102 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00593-00177103-00177278 the reason i'm telling you all this is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00594-00177279-00177407 because
G1LTFzEgGt8-00595-00177408-00177607 with people that he thinks are men he's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00596-00177608-00177823 been known to be aggressive
G1LTFzEgGt8-00597-00177824-00178095 he pokes he prods i've had people go
G1LTFzEgGt8-00598-00178096-00178302 downstairs wearing a baseball cap and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00599-00178303-00178463 it's been flipped right off the top of
G1LTFzEgGt8-00600-00178464-00178566 their head
G1LTFzEgGt8-00601-00178567-00178726 that was very rude back in the day
G1LTFzEgGt8-00602-00178727-00178990 wearing a hat indoors and peter i guess
G1LTFzEgGt8-00603-00178991-00179238 still thinks it's 1900.
G1LTFzEgGt8-00604-00179239-00179471 now i've had multiple people go
G1LTFzEgGt8-00605-00179472-00179726 downstairs and they've said they felt a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00606-00179727-00179902 cold stand
G1LTFzEgGt8-00607-00179903-00180038 back there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00608-00180039-00180223 bless you thank you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00609-00180224-00180375 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00610-00180376-00180519 one of the stranger things that's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00611-00180520-00180607 happened
G1LTFzEgGt8-00612-00180608-00180951 uh came when a former tour guide keyword
G1LTFzEgGt8-00613-00180952-00181063 former
G1LTFzEgGt8-00614-00181064-00181151 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00615-00181152-00181423 tried to challenge peter
G1LTFzEgGt8-00616-00181424-00181695 see he sat down in one of the chairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00617-00181696-00181919 and he thought he was a tough guy
G1LTFzEgGt8-00618-00181920-00182135 so he said peter if you don't show me
G1LTFzEgGt8-00619-00182136-00182238 you're here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00620-00182239-00182526 i'm gonna take these chairs i'm going to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00621-00182527-00182783 put them in the back of my pickup truck
G1LTFzEgGt8-00622-00182784-00182966 and i'm going to let them smash on the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00623-00182967-00183159 highway
G1LTFzEgGt8-00624-00183160-00183423 now peter didn't like that one bit
G1LTFzEgGt8-00625-00183424-00183702 and that tour guide said he felt two
G1LTFzEgGt8-00626-00183703-00183838 heavy hands
G1LTFzEgGt8-00627-00183839-00184071 push him out of the chair and onto the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00628-00184072-00184183 floor
G1LTFzEgGt8-00629-00184184-00184526 like i said he no longer works here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00630-00184527-00184702 now that's not the first time that's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00631-00184703-00184926 happened it certainly won't be the last
G1LTFzEgGt8-00632-00184927-00185054 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00633-00185055-00185271 i guess feel free to challenge peter
G1LTFzEgGt8-00634-00185272-00185535 just you know be nice be respectful as
G1LTFzEgGt8-00635-00185536-00185831 best you can he puts up with a lot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00636-00185832-00185990 uh now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00637-00185991-00186207 for the folks that he thinks are women
G1LTFzEgGt8-00638-00186208-00186478 he's been known to be what will paul
G1LTFzEgGt8-00639-00186479-00186663 affectionate
G1LTFzEgGt8-00640-00186664-00186831 he's been known to poke
G1LTFzEgGt8-00641-00186832-00187047 prod i already said those things my
G1LTFzEgGt8-00642-00187048-00187287 brain is in a little mix up right now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00643-00187288-00187463 he's been known to stroke hair that's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00644-00187464-00187607 what i meant to say
G1LTFzEgGt8-00645-00187608-00187871 he strokes hair he's been known to give
G1LTFzEgGt8-00646-00187872-00188102 shoulder massages which to be honest i'm
G1LTFzEgGt8-00647-00188103-00188343 waiting on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00648-00188344-00188566 but above all it seems that peter is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00649-00188567-00188823 something of a likes man because more
G1LTFzEgGt8-00650-00188824-00189023 than anything else women report feeling
G1LTFzEgGt8-00651-00189024-00189214 just a finger or two running up and down
G1LTFzEgGt8-00652-00189215-00189487 the outside of their leg
G1LTFzEgGt8-00653-00189488-00189695 so i guess if you're feeling adventurous
G1LTFzEgGt8-00654-00189696-00190071 later feel free to try the chairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00655-00190072-00190199 now with that i believe i'm going to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00656-00190200-00190454 move us on to our next spot i'm just
G1LTFzEgGt8-00657-00190455-00190543 going to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00658-00190544-00190943 do one thing real quick
G1LTFzEgGt8-00659-00190944-00191166 sammy
G1LTFzEgGt8-00660-00191167-00193150 i smell it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00661-00193151-00194031 so now we are going out to our next spot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00662-00194032-00194247 watch out for this thing
G1LTFzEgGt8-00663-00194248-00194366 oh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00664-00194367-00196278 i forgot my water bottle wait right here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00665-00196279-00196765 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00666-00196766-00198799 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00667-00198800-00201671 knocked out
G1LTFzEgGt8-00668-00201672-00203614 is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00669-00203615-00204631 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00670-00204632-00204951 watch your step
G1LTFzEgGt8-00671-00204952-00207838 up
G1LTFzEgGt8-00672-00207839-00207919 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-00673-00207919-00208071 parents you might just want to hang on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00674-00208071-00208223 to your young ones while you're in here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00675-00208223-00208558 just because of the stairs here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00676-00208559-00208758 now before we get started i just want to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00677-00208759-00209006 do a quick couple of warnings about this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00678-00209007-00209286 room uh first of all
G1LTFzEgGt8-00679-00209287-00209566 hands up again if you have a meter
G1LTFzEgGt8-00680-00209567-00209751 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00681-00209752-00209967 if you have a meter there is something
G1LTFzEgGt8-00682-00209967-00210175 in the room that's going to set off this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00683-00210176-00210431 meter and it is the doorway directly in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00684-00210432-00210598 front
G1LTFzEgGt8-00685-00210600-00210791 now that is not the doorway to the other
G1LTFzEgGt8-00686-00210792-00210991 side it is just
G1LTFzEgGt8-00687-00210992-00211398 a very scary spooky electrical closet
G1LTFzEgGt8-00688-00211400-00211679 and so your meter will go off uh there's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00689-00211680-00211863 actually just like a lot of electronics
G1LTFzEgGt8-00690-00211864-00212087 around this room so in general i like to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00691-00212088-00212327 say if you're in this room and your
G1LTFzEgGt8-00692-00212328-00212479 meter's going off
G1LTFzEgGt8-00693-00212480-00212703 hit it with a grain of salt
G1LTFzEgGt8-00694-00212704-00212871 anywhere else in the house and you will
G1LTFzEgGt8-00695-00212871-00213134 be fine now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00696-00213135-00213319 behind me i already mentioned the stairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00697-00213319-00213463 here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00698-00213464-00213591 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00699-00213592-00213839 you are free to go down later
G1LTFzEgGt8-00700-00213840-00214039 uh a lot of guys said this is the main
G1LTFzEgGt8-00701-00214040-00214206 entrance to the basement
G1LTFzEgGt8-00702-00214207-00214479 i just ask that if you do bring a light
G1LTFzEgGt8-00703-00214480-00214719 with you you might be able to tell it's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00704-00214719-00214894 really dark down there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00705-00214896-00215079 and at the bottom we have these raised
G1LTFzEgGt8-00706-00215080-00215382 wooden platforms that are super uneven
G1LTFzEgGt8-00707-00215383-00215575 now in the daytime that's our shipwreck
G1LTFzEgGt8-00708-00215576-00215742 exhibit and those floors are meant to be
G1LTFzEgGt8-00709-00215744-00216046 like the shifting sands of sandbar
G1LTFzEgGt8-00710-00216048-00216246 but the people who plans that exhibit
G1LTFzEgGt8-00711-00216248-00216487 did not plan for night tours
G1LTFzEgGt8-00712-00216488-00216767 so they're major tripping hazards like i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00713-00216767-00217023 said pollen is not allowed on my tour
G1LTFzEgGt8-00714-00217023-00217239 don't do it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00715-00217240-00217487 so we've all been warned with that and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00716-00217488-00217703 this last morning is not something i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00717-00217704-00217871 have to tell you all it's just me being
G1LTFzEgGt8-00718-00217871-00218055 a nice guy
G1LTFzEgGt8-00719-00218056-00218182 downstairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00720-00218183-00218342 in pete's room which is going to be on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00721-00218344-00218551 the other end of the basement
G1LTFzEgGt8-00722-00218552-00219119 there is a mannequin
G1LTFzEgGt8-00723-00219119-00219327 like i said they didn't plan for night
G1LTFzEgGt8-00724-00219328-00219863 tours
G1LTFzEgGt8-00725-00219864-00220119 yeah so if you see this figure waiting
G1LTFzEgGt8-00726-00220119-00220279 for you in the darkness
G1LTFzEgGt8-00727-00220280-00220463 it sure is not meant to be there before
G1LTFzEgGt8-00728-00220464-00220806 you run screaming out of the building
G1LTFzEgGt8-00729-00220807-00221063 oh another quick note um there is going
G1LTFzEgGt8-00730-00221064-00221287 to be like a wooden cutout of a british
G1LTFzEgGt8-00731-00221288-00221694 soldier up against one of the walls too
G1LTFzEgGt8-00732-00221696-00221863 now with that we can actually get
G1LTFzEgGt8-00733-00221864-00221967 started
G1LTFzEgGt8-00734-00221967-00222094 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00735-00222096-00222263 there is another spawn basement i want
G1LTFzEgGt8-00736-00222264-00222455 to tell you all about it's a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00737-00222456-00222623 it's really neat we've had a lot of
G1LTFzEgGt8-00738-00222623-00222903 activity down there it is this back
G1LTFzEgGt8-00739-00222904-00223119 corner just downstairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00740-00223119-00223327 now there's this like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00741-00223328-00223527 divot i guess in the wall that you can
G1LTFzEgGt8-00742-00223528-00223775 fully submerge yourself behind
G1LTFzEgGt8-00743-00223776-00223982 once again we asked you guys don't scare
G1LTFzEgGt8-00744-00223983-00224158 each other but do feel free to check out
G1LTFzEgGt8-00745-00224159-00224455 that corner if you like uh because like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00746-00224456-00224631 i said we've had a lot of activity
G1LTFzEgGt8-00747-00224632-00224894 there's a whole creepy atmosphere around
G1LTFzEgGt8-00748-00224896-00224975 it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00749-00224976-00225167 and we're not super creative here so we
G1LTFzEgGt8-00750-00225167-00225446 call it creepy corner
G1LTFzEgGt8-00751-00225448-00225710 now uh creepy corner
G1LTFzEgGt8-00752-00225711-00226023 it's had a few major incidents go down
G1LTFzEgGt8-00753-00226023-00226103 there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00754-00226104-00226182 um
G1LTFzEgGt8-00755-00226183-00226423 we used to leave tours downstairs into
G1LTFzEgGt8-00756-00226423-00226687 the basement and every now and then
G1LTFzEgGt8-00757-00226688-00226919 for some reason always a child would
G1LTFzEgGt8-00758-00226919-00227094 shush the corner
G1LTFzEgGt8-00759-00227096-00227271 as if there was something very loud
G1LTFzEgGt8-00760-00227271-00227710 going on that only that child could hear
G1LTFzEgGt8-00761-00227711-00227806 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00762-00227807-00228015 there were also these mysterious boot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00763-00228016-00228158 prints that once appeared in the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00764-00228159-00228271 concrete
G1LTFzEgGt8-00765-00228271-00228439 and i don't mean like
G1LTFzEgGt8-00766-00228440-00228631 boot prints of dirt i mean they were
G1LTFzEgGt8-00767-00228632-00228919 pressed into the concrete which is a big
G1LTFzEgGt8-00768-00228919-00229167 deal of course because the concrete is
G1LTFzEgGt8-00769-00229167-00229271 original
G1LTFzEgGt8-00770-00229271-00229551 see this house was made in 1876 and that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00771-00229552-00230023 concrete has not been touched since 1876
G1LTFzEgGt8-00772-00230023-00230215 so one day we all come in and it looks
G1LTFzEgGt8-00773-00230216-00230310 like it's
G1LTFzEgGt8-00774-00230311-00230527 someone stepped in white cement
G1LTFzEgGt8-00775-00230528-00230671 and of course that's going to raise the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00776-00230671-00230839 red flags right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00777-00230840-00231071 but before we can even address that and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00778-00231071-00231342 our maintenance guys could fix it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00779-00231344-00231582 they come in one day and it's just as
G1LTFzEgGt8-00780-00231583-00231775 strange as they appeared
G1LTFzEgGt8-00781-00231776-00231991 they were gone
G1LTFzEgGt8-00782-00231992-00232134 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00783-00232135-00232342 like i said weird stuff happens down
G1LTFzEgGt8-00784-00232344-00232591 there but the strangest by far is the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00785-00232592-00232831 figure that people see
G1LTFzEgGt8-00786-00232832-00233087 it's always described the same way a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00787-00233088-00233342 tall man with a blue suit and a flat
G1LTFzEgGt8-00788-00233344-00233479 blue cat
G1LTFzEgGt8-00789-00233480-00233615 now this happens to match the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00790-00233616-00233910 description of our keeper's uniform
G1LTFzEgGt8-00791-00233911-00234046 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00792-00234048-00234191 i've been bringing them up more lately
G1LTFzEgGt8-00793-00234192-00234423 because we've had a few more sightings
G1LTFzEgGt8-00794-00234423-00234527 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00795-00234528-00234655 in fact
G1LTFzEgGt8-00796-00234656-00234894 not too long ago on one of these tours
G1LTFzEgGt8-00797-00234896-00235087 there were a couple of young men about
G1LTFzEgGt8-00798-00235088-00235310 eight or nine years old standing to my
G1LTFzEgGt8-00799-00235311-00235567 left on the other side of this railing
G1LTFzEgGt8-00800-00235567-00235727 and they pulled me aside later when i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00801-00235728-00235934 was moving us to the next spot and they
G1LTFzEgGt8-00802-00235935-00236263 said jackson
G1LTFzEgGt8-00803-00236264-00236423 when you were talking about the man that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00804-00236423-00236710 stands in the corner he looks downstairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-00805-00236711-00236879 and there was a man standing in the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00806-00236880-00237063 corner
G1LTFzEgGt8-00807-00237064-00237287 so i'm going to request of all of you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00808-00237288-00237471 guys if you see something going on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00809-00237471-00237710 behind me wait till i'm gone to let me
G1LTFzEgGt8-00810-00237711-00237798 know
G1LTFzEgGt8-00811-00237800-00238039 i don't want to know about it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00812-00238040-00238358 in france just on friday night
G1LTFzEgGt8-00813-00238359-00238663 i uh someone listens to my advice very
G1LTFzEgGt8-00814-00238664-00238767 thankfully
G1LTFzEgGt8-00815-00238767-00239006 and uh as i'm moving us to our next spot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00816-00239007-00239263 this very frantic little girl
G1LTFzEgGt8-00817-00239264-00239503 pulls me aside and says
G1LTFzEgGt8-00818-00239504-00239710 she was looking downstairs while i was
G1LTFzEgGt8-00819-00239711-00240055 talking and there was a bright red face
G1LTFzEgGt8-00820-00240056-00240415 looking back at her in the basement
G1LTFzEgGt8-00821-00240416-00240703 so like i said don't tell me tell me
G1LTFzEgGt8-00822-00240704-00240910 after the tour
G1LTFzEgGt8-00823-00240911-00241158 so uh now with that there's a few other
G1LTFzEgGt8-00824-00241159-00241334 spots in the house that i recommend you
G1LTFzEgGt8-00825-00241335-00241630 guys check out um
G1LTFzEgGt8-00826-00241631-00241830 the most notable is probably across the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00827-00241831-00242071 hall the other half of this floor
G1LTFzEgGt8-00828-00242071-00242294 it's made to look like a victorian era
G1LTFzEgGt8-00829-00242296-00242471 house like it might have looked when it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00830-00242471-00242567 was made
G1LTFzEgGt8-00831-00242567-00242727 and there's a lot of antique stuff in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00832-00242728-00242887 there
G1LTFzEgGt8-00833-00242888-00243279 and the strangest is an antique rocky
G1LTFzEgGt8-00834-00243280-00243430 chair
G1LTFzEgGt8-00835-00243431-00243679 see there was an incident
G1LTFzEgGt8-00836-00243680-00244046 where on a private tour of one guest
G1LTFzEgGt8-00837-00244048-00244271 she thought if she sat down in the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00838-00244271-00244575 rocking chair she could make contact
G1LTFzEgGt8-00839-00244576-00244791 with the first light keeper to live in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00840-00244792-00244919 the house
G1LTFzEgGt8-00841-00244919-00245142 his name was major william harn
G1LTFzEgGt8-00842-00245144-00245367 and she got special permission now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00843-00245367-00245606 before any of you guys ask no you are
G1LTFzEgGt8-00844-00245607-00245863 not allowed to sit in the rocking chair
G1LTFzEgGt8-00845-00245864-00246142 but she sits down
G1LTFzEgGt8-00846-00246144-00246246 she
G1LTFzEgGt8-00847-00246248-00246391 says
G1LTFzEgGt8-00848-00246392-00246534 well she says something and makes a
G1LTFzEgGt8-00849-00246535-00246687 mistake
G1LTFzEgGt8-00850-00246688-00246951 instead of major william harm she says
G1LTFzEgGt8-00851-00246952-00247271 captain harn are you here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00852-00247271-00247510 and major arn had worked very hard for
G1LTFzEgGt8-00853-00247511-00247703 his title and he didn't like when people
G1LTFzEgGt8-00854-00247704-00247846 forgot it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00855-00247848-00248046 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00856-00248048-00248230 this rocking chair she's sitting and it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00857-00248231-00248430 starts moving back and forth and shaking
G1LTFzEgGt8-00858-00248431-00248630 back and forth until she's practically
G1LTFzEgGt8-00859-00248631-00248839 thrown from it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00860-00248840-00249127 and the tour guide that's with her she
G1LTFzEgGt8-00861-00249128-00249382 thinks that this is some sort of a goof
G1LTFzEgGt8-00862-00249383-00249606 she thinks that it's a prank she's being
G1LTFzEgGt8-00863-00249607-00249719 messed with
G1LTFzEgGt8-00864-00249719-00249879 but you know she wants to keep it light
G1LTFzEgGt8-00865-00249880-00250103 she doesn't want any awkwardness going
G1LTFzEgGt8-00866-00250104-00250263 on so she
G1LTFzEgGt8-00867-00250264-00250430 plays along
G1LTFzEgGt8-00868-00250431-00250606 and looks at the chairs still moving
G1LTFzEgGt8-00869-00250607-00250751 back and forth
G1LTFzEgGt8-00870-00250752-00250879 and she thinks you know it's going to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00871-00250880-00251071 slow down because she just stood up from
G1LTFzEgGt8-00872-00251071-00251198 the chair
G1LTFzEgGt8-00873-00251200-00251406 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00874-00251407-00251663 playing along she says well major harne
G1LTFzEgGt8-00875-00251664-00251982 if you're still here stop the chair
G1LTFzEgGt8-00876-00251983-00252151 now like i said she doubles from the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00877-00252152-00252367 slow downs if someone just
G1LTFzEgGt8-00878-00252367-00252558 stood up front right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00879-00252559-00252855 well as soon as she says stop the chair
G1LTFzEgGt8-00880-00252856-00253006 it stops
G1LTFzEgGt8-00881-00253007-00253255 then it's tracks
G1LTFzEgGt8-00882-00253256-00253406 and with that they decided to leave the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00883-00253407-00253567 house
G1LTFzEgGt8-00884-00253567-00253639 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-00885-00253640-00253839 i have had a few experiences in this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00886-00253840-00254006 house myself
G1LTFzEgGt8-00887-00254007-00254271 um definitely the weirdest one it kept
G1LTFzEgGt8-00888-00254271-00254471 happening a lot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00889-00254471-00254710 for some reason i don't know why when i
G1LTFzEgGt8-00890-00254711-00254863 was
G1LTFzEgGt8-00891-00254864-00255094 closing the house on multiple occasions
G1LTFzEgGt8-00892-00255096-00255239 throughout the week i have to close this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00893-00255240-00255494 house at the end of our daytime hours
G1LTFzEgGt8-00894-00255496-00255719 i'll lock all the doors i'll go through
G1LTFzEgGt8-00895-00255719-00255846 the whole
G1LTFzEgGt8-00896-00255848-00255998 place and make sure there's no one in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00897-00256000-00256119 here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00898-00256119-00256215 and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00899-00256216-00256415 when i first started for a few months
G1LTFzEgGt8-00900-00256416-00256663 about half the time i did this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00901-00256664-00256910 i would always hear whistling coming
G1LTFzEgGt8-00902-00256911-00257119 from the same room
G1LTFzEgGt8-00903-00257119-00257423 on the other side to the right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00904-00257423-00257646 now i don't know who that might be
G1LTFzEgGt8-00905-00257648-00257967 there have been other various musical
G1LTFzEgGt8-00906-00257967-00258239 reports uh throughout our history here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00907-00258240-00258503 lots of people will hear singing humming
G1LTFzEgGt8-00908-00258504-00258655 that kind of thing so i think it might
G1LTFzEgGt8-00909-00258656-00258727 be
G1LTFzEgGt8-00910-00258728-00259082 those same spirits messing with me
G1LTFzEgGt8-00911-00259083-00259327 now with that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00912-00259328-00259558 i'm going to move us on to our next spot
G1LTFzEgGt8-00913-00259559-00259830 is everyone okay going to the very next
G1LTFzEgGt8-00914-00259831-00260071 floor
G1LTFzEgGt8-00915-00260071-00261207 yeah all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00916-00261208-00261423 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00917-00261423-00262612 oh yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-00918-00262613-00262943 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-00919-00262944-00264558 go ahead
G1LTFzEgGt8-00920-00264559-00266775 it's weird
G1LTFzEgGt8-00921-00266776-00268758 a little drop down here
G1LTFzEgGt8-00922-00268759-00269334 good boy
G1LTFzEgGt8-00923-00269335-00269543 wait wait
G1LTFzEgGt8-00924-00269544-00269782 there you go
G1LTFzEgGt8-00925-00269783-00270647 good boy
G1LTFzEgGt8-00926-00270648-00273134 oh
G1LTFzEgGt8-00927-00273135-00273463 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-00928-00273464-00273606 earlier i was telling you all about the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00929-00273607-00273823 original lighthouse right as you may
G1LTFzEgGt8-00930-00273824-00274047 have noticed it's not bearing though
G1LTFzEgGt8-00931-00274048-00274239 that's because it was down on the beach
G1LTFzEgGt8-00932-00274240-00274543 and it stood there for over 300 years
G1LTFzEgGt8-00933-00274544-00274734 so what that means is we had about 300
G1LTFzEgGt8-00934-00274735-00275023 years of waves crashing into the shore
G1LTFzEgGt8-00935-00275024-00275255 and that shoreline got closer and closer
G1LTFzEgGt8-00936-00275256-00275406 to the lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00937-00275407-00275591 and of course people realized that it
G1LTFzEgGt8-00938-00275592-00275895 would eventually fall which it did
G1LTFzEgGt8-00939-00275896-00276103 but before it did converse set aside
G1LTFzEgGt8-00940-00276104-00276330 some money to build a brand new one
G1LTFzEgGt8-00941-00276331-00276751 1971 construction started just outside
G1LTFzEgGt8-00942-00276752-00276975 and it was led by a man
G1LTFzEgGt8-00943-00276976-00277303 by the name of hezekiah pity
G1LTFzEgGt8-00944-00277304-00277534 now mr pitty he
G1LTFzEgGt8-00945-00277535-00277767 he came down here and moved on to this
G1LTFzEgGt8-00946-00277768-00278039 island with his family his wife and four
G1LTFzEgGt8-00947-00278040-00278134 kids
G1LTFzEgGt8-00948-00278135-00278310 he had a son and three daughters but
G1LTFzEgGt8-00949-00278311-00278447 today we're going to talk about the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00950-00278448-00278582 three daughters
G1LTFzEgGt8-00951-00278583-00278879 their names were mary eliza and carrie
G1LTFzEgGt8-00952-00278880-00279247 they ranged in ages from 4-14
G1LTFzEgGt8-00953-00279248-00279406 and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00954-00279407-00279510 well
G1LTFzEgGt8-00955-00279511-00279663 i want you all to put yourself in their
G1LTFzEgGt8-00956-00279664-00279815 place for a minute
G1LTFzEgGt8-00957-00279816-00279967 imagine that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00958-00279968-00280206 you are a child of that age and your
G1LTFzEgGt8-00959-00280207-00280463 parents move you onto an abandoned
G1LTFzEgGt8-00960-00280464-00280599 island
G1LTFzEgGt8-00961-00280600-00280734 now the only things you have to do to
G1LTFzEgGt8-00962-00280735-00280958 fulfill your bank are school work and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00963-00280959-00281191 chores
G1LTFzEgGt8-00964-00281192-00281399 aside from that you love to make your
G1LTFzEgGt8-00965-00281400-00281630 own fun right
G1LTFzEgGt8-00966-00281631-00281863 sounds kind of boring though 1871
G1LTFzEgGt8-00967-00281864-00282110 there's not a lot going on
G1LTFzEgGt8-00968-00282111-00282358 now the girls did see something that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00969-00282359-00282551 they thought they'd entertain themselves
G1LTFzEgGt8-00970-00282552-00282630 with
G1LTFzEgGt8-00971-00282631-00282910 that they would
G1LTFzEgGt8-00972-00282911-00283127 make their own personal playgrounds and
G1LTFzEgGt8-00973-00283128-00283310 this was of course the active
G1LTFzEgGt8-00974-00283311-00283534 construction site
G1LTFzEgGt8-00975-00283535-00283743 now any parents in the room you might
G1LTFzEgGt8-00976-00283744-00283855 have just had
G1LTFzEgGt8-00977-00283856-00284071 sirens going off in your head thinking
G1LTFzEgGt8-00978-00284072-00284295 about kids playing on a construction
G1LTFzEgGt8-00979-00284296-00284582 site which is never a good idea
G1LTFzEgGt8-00980-00284583-00284854 so mr piggy sat down with his kids he
G1LTFzEgGt8-00981-00284855-00284967 told them
G1LTFzEgGt8-00982-00284968-00285175 go anywhere on the island
G1LTFzEgGt8-00983-00285176-00285334 play wherever you want
G1LTFzEgGt8-00984-00285335-00285447 do not
G1LTFzEgGt8-00985-00285448-00285534 play
G1LTFzEgGt8-00986-00285535-00285854 on the construction site
G1LTFzEgGt8-00987-00285855-00286023 now of course what happens when you tell
G1LTFzEgGt8-00988-00286024-00286182 the group of children not to do
G1LTFzEgGt8-00989-00286183-00286319 something
G1LTFzEgGt8-00990-00286320-00286582 maybe that is right they
G1LTFzEgGt8-00991-00286583-00286854 of course go to play on the white house
G1LTFzEgGt8-00992-00286855-00287054 whenever they get away with that
G1LTFzEgGt8-00993-00287055-00287334 but they
G1LTFzEgGt8-00994-00287335-00287591 see there is an iron rail part
G1LTFzEgGt8-00995-00287592-00287815 it was made to move bricks
G1LTFzEgGt8-00996-00287816-00287975 down from the dots where all the
G1LTFzEgGt8-00997-00287976-00288191 building materials would come in
G1LTFzEgGt8-00998-00288192-00288495 all the way up to the lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-00999-00288496-00288687 and to the girls
G1LTFzEgGt8-01000-00288688-00288919 it kind of looks like their own personal
G1LTFzEgGt8-01001-00288920-00289103 roller coaster
G1LTFzEgGt8-01002-00289104-00289295 so they would hop on in at the top when
G1LTFzEgGt8-01003-00289296-00289479 they saw those
G1LTFzEgGt8-01004-00289480-00289679 they push off and goes sailing down the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01005-00289680-00289791 track
G1LTFzEgGt8-01006-00289792-00289934 right when they got to the bottom and
G1LTFzEgGt8-01007-00289935-00290119 hop out and push it right back up and go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01008-00290120-00290263 again
G1LTFzEgGt8-01009-00290264-00290454 now as it got to bottom throw the break
G1LTFzEgGt8-01010-00290455-00290567 offers
G1LTFzEgGt8-01011-00290568-00290703 now
G1LTFzEgGt8-01012-00290704-00290887 they did this a lot
G1LTFzEgGt8-01013-00290888-00291015 up until
G1LTFzEgGt8-01014-00291016-00291406 1873 july
G1LTFzEgGt8-01015-00291407-00291710 they see the heart is not in use
G1LTFzEgGt8-01016-00291711-00291975 on this day they bring a friend of them
G1LTFzEgGt8-01017-00291976-00292158 we don't know much about friends we know
G1LTFzEgGt8-01018-00292159-00292367 she was an american girl
G1LTFzEgGt8-01019-00292368-00292510 we believe she was the child of a
G1LTFzEgGt8-01020-00292511-00292727 construction worker or maybe a name who
G1LTFzEgGt8-01021-00292728-00292903 lived on the grounds
G1LTFzEgGt8-01022-00292904-00293119 sadly there were no other records of her
G1LTFzEgGt8-01023-00293120-00293279 past
G1LTFzEgGt8-01024-00293280-00293558 so the four girls hop in the heart
G1LTFzEgGt8-01025-00293559-00293758 they push off and go sailing down the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01026-00293759-00293910 track right when they get towards the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01027-00293911-00294030 dock
G1LTFzEgGt8-01028-00294031-00294223 but they normally throw the brake on
G1LTFzEgGt8-01029-00294224-00294358 they figure out
G1LTFzEgGt8-01030-00294359-00294599 that the brake was broken
G1LTFzEgGt8-01031-00294600-00294799 and that is why the car was not in use
G1LTFzEgGt8-01032-00294800-00294991 that day
G1LTFzEgGt8-01033-00294992-00295223 so they go down the track they go off
G1LTFzEgGt8-01034-00295224-00295327 the dock
G1LTFzEgGt8-01035-00295328-00295575 and that iron rail cart they're in flips
G1LTFzEgGt8-01036-00295576-00295958 over and it pins them under water
G1LTFzEgGt8-01037-00295959-00296182 so there's a man nearby named dan
G1LTFzEgGt8-01038-00296183-00296391 sessions who is a construction worker
G1LTFzEgGt8-01039-00296392-00296671 and he sees the whole thing happen
G1LTFzEgGt8-01040-00296672-00296903 he jumps in the water he swims as fast
G1LTFzEgGt8-01041-00296904-00297039 as he can
G1LTFzEgGt8-01042-00297040-00297295 he uses all his strength
G1LTFzEgGt8-01043-00297296-00297543 all of his might to try and lift up that
G1LTFzEgGt8-01044-00297544-00297903 iron heart and save the girls
G1LTFzEgGt8-01045-00297904-00298087 but it's just not enough and he takes
G1LTFzEgGt8-01046-00298088-00298303 just a little too long
G1LTFzEgGt8-01047-00298304-00298503 he can only save carrie who was the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01048-00298504-00298758 youngest
G1LTFzEgGt8-01049-00298759-00299127 so july of 1873 the four girls go into
G1LTFzEgGt8-01050-00299128-00299247 the water
G1LTFzEgGt8-01051-00299248-00299591 and only one comes out
G1LTFzEgGt8-01052-00299592-00299734 now that is
G1LTFzEgGt8-01053-00299735-00300006 easily the most tragic story i have told
G1LTFzEgGt8-01054-00300007-00300247 you all night
G1LTFzEgGt8-01055-00300248-00300503 and you might expect that that energy
G1LTFzEgGt8-01056-00300504-00300719 would follow to how you feel these
G1LTFzEgGt8-01057-00300720-00300927 spirits here today
G1LTFzEgGt8-01058-00300928-00301134 but the opposite is true the girls here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01059-00301135-00301358 are very playful
G1LTFzEgGt8-01060-00301359-00301695 they like to play pranks for example
G1LTFzEgGt8-01061-00301696-00301863 now you may have noticed i've been
G1LTFzEgGt8-01062-00301864-00302071 moving around a little bit here this
G1LTFzEgGt8-01063-00302072-00302351 isn't just so i can talk to all of you
G1LTFzEgGt8-01064-00302352-00302575 but it's also because their favorite
G1LTFzEgGt8-01065-00302576-00302782 targets are people who are sitting there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01066-00302783-00302951 standing still with their feet close
G1LTFzEgGt8-01067-00302952-00303415 together
G1LTFzEgGt8-01068-00303416-00303719 and then tie the two shoes together
G1LTFzEgGt8-01069-00303720-00303903 so that if you're not paying attention
G1LTFzEgGt8-01070-00303904-00304158 if you stand up you take a step you fall
G1LTFzEgGt8-01071-00304159-00304351 flat on your face
G1LTFzEgGt8-01072-00304352-00304575 we even had someone once it was standing
G1LTFzEgGt8-01073-00304576-00304830 inside the lighthouse the very bottom
G1LTFzEgGt8-01074-00304831-00305191 one foot on that bottom step
G1LTFzEgGt8-01075-00305192-00305367 my shoes being calm
G1LTFzEgGt8-01076-00305368-00305471 quiet
G1LTFzEgGt8-01077-00305472-00305647 listening to her tour guide and she was
G1LTFzEgGt8-01078-00305648-00305919 really excited to find
G1LTFzEgGt8-01079-00305920-00305991 and
G1LTFzEgGt8-01080-00305992-00306303 she decided to look down at her shoes
G1LTFzEgGt8-01081-00306304-00306479 and they had been tied to the railing of
G1LTFzEgGt8-01082-00306480-00306679 the staircase
G1LTFzEgGt8-01083-00306680-00306863 and she suddenly decides that she no
G1LTFzEgGt8-01084-00306864-00307079 longer wants to climb and she leaves the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01085-00307080-00307343 property immediately
G1LTFzEgGt8-01086-00307344-00307606 now uh one of the other things that they
G1LTFzEgGt8-01087-00307607-00307758 like to play with
G1LTFzEgGt8-01088-00307759-00307991 are these glow sticks
G1LTFzEgGt8-01089-00307992-00308071 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01090-00308072-00308271 let you guys don't send these around
G1LTFzEgGt8-01091-00308272-00308510 stuff
G1LTFzEgGt8-01092-00308511-00308695 and make a mess they're a distraction we
G1LTFzEgGt8-01093-00308696-00308910 just don't like it and we've had this
G1LTFzEgGt8-01094-00308911-00309063 world for a while
G1LTFzEgGt8-01095-00309064-00309367 so when we had a private tour
G1LTFzEgGt8-01096-00309368-00309527 of girl scouts
G1LTFzEgGt8-01097-00309528-00309734 a few years ago
G1LTFzEgGt8-01098-00309735-00309999 we told them the school
G1LTFzEgGt8-01099-00310000-00310175 so what i'm saying is we told the group
G1LTFzEgGt8-01100-00310176-00310415 of 20 or so small children not to do
G1LTFzEgGt8-01101-00310416-00310543 something
G1LTFzEgGt8-01102-00310544-00310767 and of course all night this is all the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01103-00310768-00311215 poor guy is seeing it's
G1LTFzEgGt8-01104-00311216-00311430 and she's just trying to power through
G1LTFzEgGt8-01105-00311431-00311582 she just wants to get through the day
G1LTFzEgGt8-01106-00311583-00311719 and go home
G1LTFzEgGt8-01107-00311720-00311879 so she's getting her tour she's not
G1LTFzEgGt8-01108-00311880-00312006 paying attention
G1LTFzEgGt8-01109-00312007-00312279 and as they get up to this room here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01110-00312280-00312543 and finally she sees a glow stick
G1LTFzEgGt8-01111-00312544-00312734 pop off and go flying to the end of the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01112-00312735-00312903 room
G1LTFzEgGt8-01113-00312904-00313095 she just kind of sides to herself picks
G1LTFzEgGt8-01114-00313096-00313254 it up gets it back
G1LTFzEgGt8-01115-00313255-00313415 keeps giving her a tour just a couple
G1LTFzEgGt8-01116-00313416-00313671 minutes later the same glow stick
G1LTFzEgGt8-01117-00313672-00313958 pops off flies them in the room
G1LTFzEgGt8-01118-00313959-00314247 and at this point she has had enough
G1LTFzEgGt8-01119-00314248-00314495 so she picks it up she gives it back and
G1LTFzEgGt8-01120-00314496-00314743 she's about to lay down the law
G1LTFzEgGt8-01121-00314744-00314934 of this poor girl
G1LTFzEgGt8-01122-00314935-00315158 whose arms shoot up in fear she says i
G1LTFzEgGt8-01123-00315159-00315495 have not touched my glowstick all night
G1LTFzEgGt8-01124-00315496-00315791 and of course no one believes her
G1LTFzEgGt8-01125-00315792-00316071 so she says i'll prove it
G1LTFzEgGt8-01126-00316072-00316310 she puts a background her neck
G1LTFzEgGt8-01127-00316311-00316479 she stands in the middle of the room
G1LTFzEgGt8-01128-00316480-00316687 arms out to her side
G1LTFzEgGt8-01129-00316688-00317087 and everyone sits in a circle around her
G1LTFzEgGt8-01130-00317088-00317423 they all watch for about 10 minutes
G1LTFzEgGt8-01131-00317424-00317695 for a while nothing happens
G1LTFzEgGt8-01132-00317696-00317823 i'm right when they're about ready to
G1LTFzEgGt8-01133-00317824-00319095 give up and
G1LTFzEgGt8-01134-00319096-00319671 so keep your eye on your glowsticks
G1LTFzEgGt8-01135-00319672-00319775 oh yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-01136-00319776-00319967 because i mentioned it earlier
G1LTFzEgGt8-01137-00319968-00320191 you know how i mentioned the singing and
G1LTFzEgGt8-01138-00320192-00320487 humming that people hear all around you
G1LTFzEgGt8-01139-00320488-00320799 got one guess of who that might be of
G1LTFzEgGt8-01140-00320800-00321071 course believe that that is the girls so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01141-00321072-00321254 i think that might be who was listening
G1LTFzEgGt8-01142-00321255-00321423 at me when i started
G1LTFzEgGt8-01143-00321424-00321510 um
G1LTFzEgGt8-01144-00321511-00321743 they like to mess with people
G1LTFzEgGt8-01145-00321744-00322015 uh they don't really like the tour guide
G1LTFzEgGt8-01146-00322016-00322271 so that might be where that whistle is
G1LTFzEgGt8-01147-00322272-00322399 coming from
G1LTFzEgGt8-01148-00322400-00322519 uh so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01149-00322520-00322823 that's mary eliza and the third we've
G1LTFzEgGt8-01150-00322824-00323103 taken to calling ellie
G1LTFzEgGt8-01151-00323104-00323310 if you interact with them on your
G1LTFzEgGt8-01152-00323311-00323430 leaders
G1LTFzEgGt8-01153-00323431-00323615 i recommend asking them if they want to
G1LTFzEgGt8-01154-00323616-00323806 play a game their favorite is
G1LTFzEgGt8-01155-00323807-00323982 hide-and-seek
G1LTFzEgGt8-01156-00323983-00324151 they like to hide down in the creepy
G1LTFzEgGt8-01157-00324152-00324247 corner
G1LTFzEgGt8-01158-00324248-00324430 they like the big oak tree at the far
G1LTFzEgGt8-01159-00324431-00324606 end of the site
G1LTFzEgGt8-01160-00324607-00324839 activity down there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01161-00324840-00324967 and
G1LTFzEgGt8-01162-00324968-00325399 also of course in the nature dress
G1LTFzEgGt8-01163-00325400-00325558 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01164-00325559-00325719 those are our girls
G1LTFzEgGt8-01165-00325720-00325919 that i'm ready to let you guys go but
G1LTFzEgGt8-01166-00325920-00326119 before i do just a couple of reminders
G1LTFzEgGt8-01167-00326120-00326271 if you want to apply them tonight do so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01168-00326272-00326654 by 905 the tour ends at 9 30
G1LTFzEgGt8-01169-00326655-00327799 and finally pop quiz how do you leave
G1LTFzEgGt8-01170-00327800-00328143 i completely forgot this is on me
G1LTFzEgGt8-01171-00328144-00328423 you need to get a blue glow stick one of
G1LTFzEgGt8-01172-00328424-00328543 us
G1LTFzEgGt8-01173-00328544-00328758 to let you out otherwise you're locked
G1LTFzEgGt8-01174-00328759-00328951 in
G1LTFzEgGt8-01175-00328952-00329039 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01176-00329040-00329239 whether you want to or not you have to
G1LTFzEgGt8-01177-00329240-00329423 talk to at least one of us to get out
G1LTFzEgGt8-01178-00329424-00329558 this evening
G1LTFzEgGt8-01179-00329559-00329839 if you try and go through the uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01180-00329840-00330119 uh gift shop don't the doors a lot
G1LTFzEgGt8-01181-00330120-00330254 they're alarmed
G1LTFzEgGt8-01182-00330255-00330503 you might have to call the police and we
G1LTFzEgGt8-01183-00330504-00330743 don't want that so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01184-00330744-00330919 just come get one of us
G1LTFzEgGt8-01185-00330920-00331103 all right with that um
G1LTFzEgGt8-01186-00331104-00331271 i'm gonna let you all loose just let me
G1LTFzEgGt8-01187-00331272-00331454 get to the lighthouse before you do all
G1LTFzEgGt8-01188-00331455-00331558 right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01189-00331559-00331775 all right have a great night everyone
G1LTFzEgGt8-01190-00331776-00331895 have fun
G1LTFzEgGt8-01191-00331896-00334558 be safe be respectful thank you
G1LTFzEgGt8-01192-00334559-00335423 oh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01193-00335424-00335799 this way
G1LTFzEgGt8-01194-00335800-00335943 hold on now
G1LTFzEgGt8-01195-00335944-00336351 it's not easy for me
G1LTFzEgGt8-01196-00336352-00338254 go slow down
G1LTFzEgGt8-01197-00338255-00338519 all right one more
G1LTFzEgGt8-01199-00341624-00342343 is
G1LTFzEgGt8-01200-00342344-00342423 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01201-00342424-00342615 i'm going to go first
G1LTFzEgGt8-01202-00342616-00342839 and he's going to watch bruno
G1LTFzEgGt8-01203-00342840-00343015 while i go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01204-00343016-00345334 and i'm going to take my time
G1LTFzEgGt8-01205-00345335-00346430 this is
G1LTFzEgGt8-01207-00350848-00351351 all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01208-00351352-00354119 here we go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01209-00354120-00355127 hey
G1LTFzEgGt8-01210-00355128-00356591 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01211-00356592-00358527 all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01212-00358528-00358782 imagine oh this every day
G1LTFzEgGt8-01213-00358783-00360119 nowadays
G1LTFzEgGt8-01214-00360120-00360310 all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01216-00363368-00363663 don't get old
G1LTFzEgGt8-01217-00363664-00365358 that's the problem
G1LTFzEgGt8-01218-00365359-00366567 all right vertigo is happening
G1LTFzEgGt8-01219-00366568-00366719 see that light
G1LTFzEgGt8-01220-00366720-00367151 that's the top of the lighthouse
G1LTFzEgGt8-01221-00367152-00367406 as i'm panting to that
G1LTFzEgGt8-01222-00367407-00367775 oh my god
G1LTFzEgGt8-01223-00367776-00367895 i don't know what that says but
G1LTFzEgGt8-01224-00367896-00368982 hopefully you can see that
G1LTFzEgGt8-01225-00368983-00369927 there we go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01226-00369928-00371906 ugh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01227-00371907-00372695 153 steps
G1LTFzEgGt8-01228-00372696-00374615 wow
G1LTFzEgGt8-01230-00377935-00378871 you'll be waiting on me
G1LTFzEgGt8-01231-00378872-00379087 oh thank god
G1LTFzEgGt8-01232-00379088-00382008 this old lady can't make it
G1LTFzEgGt8-01233-00382009-00382919 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-01234-00382920-00384047 thank god
G1LTFzEgGt8-01235-00384048-00385543 oh my god you're all killing me
G1LTFzEgGt8-01236-00385544-00387087 this is torture
G1LTFzEgGt8-01237-00387088-00389206 you have no idea
G1LTFzEgGt8-01238-00389207-00390769 okay
G1LTFzEgGt8-01239-00390770-00391887 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-01240-00391888-00392454 for my video
G1LTFzEgGt8-01241-00392455-00392606 okay guys
G1LTFzEgGt8-01242-00392607-00392839 we have made it to the top
G1LTFzEgGt8-01243-00392840-00393263 this girl ain't so old after all
G1LTFzEgGt8-01244-00393264-00394887 so pretty
G1LTFzEgGt8-01245-00394888-00395471 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01246-00395472-00395734 wow
G1LTFzEgGt8-01247-00395735-00396063 i gotta start walking
G1LTFzEgGt8-01248-00396064-00397671 this makes you wanna walk
G1LTFzEgGt8-01249-00397672-00398175 that's the bridge over there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01250-00398176-00398454 many times
G1LTFzEgGt8-01251-00398455-00399943 wow
G1LTFzEgGt8-01252-00399944-00401871 oh man
G1LTFzEgGt8-01254-00407272-00407967 wow
G1LTFzEgGt8-01255-00407968-00409471 me
G1LTFzEgGt8-01256-00409472-00410878 okay guys
G1LTFzEgGt8-01257-00410879-00411118 i hope it's easier going down
G1LTFzEgGt8-01258-00411119-00411270 thank god
G1LTFzEgGt8-01259-00411271-00411414 i'll tell you if i had to do that every
G1LTFzEgGt8-01260-00411415-00411887 day no thanks
G1LTFzEgGt8-01261-00411888-00414482 you're doing every day
G1LTFzEgGt8-01262-00414483-00414743 yes there is one at the amphitheater ah
G1LTFzEgGt8-01263-00414743-00414974 is that what we're hearing
G1LTFzEgGt8-01264-00414975-00417214 okay
G1LTFzEgGt8-01265-00417215-00419239 how many people come up here in here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01266-00419239-00419399 okay
G1LTFzEgGt8-01267-00419400-00419591 i will make my way down because my other
G1LTFzEgGt8-01268-00419592-00422014 half wants up here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01269-00422015-00422943 i'm
G1LTFzEgGt8-01270-00422943-00423118 believe excited i am
G1LTFzEgGt8-01271-00423119-00425631 i have a post-concussion
G1LTFzEgGt8-01272-00425632-00427607 feels good
G1LTFzEgGt8-01273-00427608-00429591 is
G1LTFzEgGt8-01274-00429592-00430375 sorry
G1LTFzEgGt8-01275-00430376-00432327 wait
G1LTFzEgGt8-01276-00432328-00435239 you're almost there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01277-00435239-00435599 i'm here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01278-00435600-00437463 it's very busy
G1LTFzEgGt8-01279-00437464-00439151 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01280-00439152-00440839 thank you
G1LTFzEgGt8-01281-00440839-00442263 i think she gave up
G1LTFzEgGt8-01282-00442264-00443647 she wouldn't do this
G1LTFzEgGt8-01284-00449464-00450647 right here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01286-00454232-00454622 we have a lot of stuff on there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01288-00458728-00459422 i think i took a picture of this
G1LTFzEgGt8-01289-00459423-00460759 all
G1LTFzEgGt8-01290-00460760-00462935 i right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01291-00462935-00463663 uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01292-00463664-00463983 i can't see nothing really out there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01293-00463984-00464431 we're getting lower
G1LTFzEgGt8-01294-00464432-00464791 see what's here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01295-00464792-00464991 few more steps yet and then we'll be
G1LTFzEgGt8-01296-00464992-00465166 down
G1LTFzEgGt8-01297-00465167-00467983 not too bad
G1LTFzEgGt8-01299-00471192-00472359 come here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01300-00472360-00473863 oh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01301-00473864-00475543 okay
G1LTFzEgGt8-01302-00475543-00476687 all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01303-00476688-00478695 it's just so dark
G1LTFzEgGt8-01304-00478696-00478951 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-01305-00478952-00479207 oh my god i made it
G1LTFzEgGt8-01306-00479208-00479383 fun
G1LTFzEgGt8-01307-00479384-00480255 oh my god
G1LTFzEgGt8-01308-00480256-00480455 it was very claustrophobic
G1LTFzEgGt8-01309-00480456-00480983 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-01310-00480984-00482766 at least
G1LTFzEgGt8-01311-00482767-00482935 nice breeze up there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01312-00482935-00483951 but it's hot take your time
G1LTFzEgGt8-01313-00483952-00484247 all right we are in the basement
G1LTFzEgGt8-01314-00484247-00484495 of what is this the house
G1LTFzEgGt8-01315-00484496-00484918 yeah yeah this is the house
G1LTFzEgGt8-01316-00484919-00485103 yes he didn't actually live in the white
G1LTFzEgGt8-01317-00485104-00485295 house
G1LTFzEgGt8-01318-00485296-00485527 all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01319-00485528-00485799 let's see you can see
G1LTFzEgGt8-01320-00485800-00486103 i'm gonna go in here is there any steps
G1LTFzEgGt8-01321-00486104-00486279 through here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01322-00486280-00486583 straight let me go with her here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01323-00486584-00486831 as you can see
G1LTFzEgGt8-01324-00486832-00488599 marina's pulling me
G1LTFzEgGt8-01325-00488600-00488855 now we're allowed to sit in these chairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-01326-00488856-00489047 these are the two chairs they encourage
G1LTFzEgGt8-01327-00489047-00489318 you to sit in
G1LTFzEgGt8-01328-00489319-00489566 there's a mannequin back there yeah he
G1LTFzEgGt8-01329-00489567-00490022 said there was a mannequin back here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01330-00490023-00490239 these are the chairs
G1LTFzEgGt8-01331-00490239-00490414 sit down
G1LTFzEgGt8-01332-00490415-00490862 that pete
G1LTFzEgGt8-01333-00490863-00491103 okay i just went out of focus this thing
G1LTFzEgGt8-01334-00491104-00491607 has not been focusing right all night
G1LTFzEgGt8-01335-00491608-00491943 we're the only ones down here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01336-00491943-00492255 yeah he's spooky we can't really do any
G1LTFzEgGt8-01337-00492256-00492343 good
G1LTFzEgGt8-01338-00492343-00492503 stuff you know because
G1LTFzEgGt8-01339-00492504-00492718 there's still a bunch of people outside
G1LTFzEgGt8-01340-00492719-00492847 they were wow
G1LTFzEgGt8-01341-00492847-00493295 oh they
G1LTFzEgGt8-01342-00493296-00493631 yeah it was clear outside i know
G1LTFzEgGt8-01343-00493632-00493895 horrible i mean people can tell your
G1LTFzEgGt8-01344-00493896-00494079 children
G1LTFzEgGt8-01345-00494080-00494214 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-01346-00494215-00494510 right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01347-00494512-00495047 and then
G1LTFzEgGt8-01348-00495047-00495535 where is the corner where the girls are
G1LTFzEgGt8-01349-00495535-00495759 is it in here or is it the other room i
G1LTFzEgGt8-01350-00495760-00496214 don't know
G1LTFzEgGt8-01351-00496215-00496470 we needed the girls to come out
G1LTFzEgGt8-01352-00496471-00498335 and play with bruno
G1LTFzEgGt8-01353-00498335-00498639 maybe someone will come and visit
G1LTFzEgGt8-01354-00498639-00499375 maybe somebody will come and visit
G1LTFzEgGt8-01355-00499376-00499751 if we're quiet
G1LTFzEgGt8-01356-00499752-00500070 anyone here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01357-00500071-00500366 you want to come and play with bruno
G1LTFzEgGt8-01358-00500367-00501022 bruno if it's here to play
G1LTFzEgGt8-01359-00501023-00501183 what's wrong
G1LTFzEgGt8-01360-00501184-00501335 you want to go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01361-00501335-00501655 it's hopping why why are you hopping
G1LTFzEgGt8-01362-00501656-00501910 you want to go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01363-00501912-00502391 all right come on let's go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01364-00502392-00502959 he wants to go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01365-00502960-00503191 there's no way in these rooms
G1LTFzEgGt8-01366-00503192-00504616 what is that chips
G1LTFzEgGt8-01367-00504617-00504743 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-01368-00504743-00504951 hello
G1LTFzEgGt8-01369-00504952-00505199 any ghosts
G1LTFzEgGt8-01370-00505200-00506831 anybody want to come and play
G1LTFzEgGt8-01371-00506832-00507559 all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01372-00507560-00507751 oh look
G1LTFzEgGt8-01373-00507752-00509375 they're light
G1LTFzEgGt8-01374-00509376-00510366 no you don't like it now
G1LTFzEgGt8-01375-00510367-00510575 i guess so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01376-00510576-00510783 all right guys
G1LTFzEgGt8-01377-00510784-00512095 we're gonna be in here
G1LTFzEgGt8-01378-00512096-00513318 didn't like it in there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01379-00513319-00513503 well i need to go behind you so you can
G1LTFzEgGt8-01380-00513504-00514975 see
G1LTFzEgGt8-01381-00514976-00516455 it's over there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01382-00516456-00516599 no he don't
G1LTFzEgGt8-01383-00516600-00517079 he's had enough that's wrong bruno
G1LTFzEgGt8-01384-00517080-00517239 you don't like it in there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01385-00517239-00517447 no
G1LTFzEgGt8-01386-00517447-00517639 he don't want to be careful
G1LTFzEgGt8-01387-00517639-00517839 what are they going to the trail
G1LTFzEgGt8-01388-00517839-00519047 i don't know
G1LTFzEgGt8-01389-00519047-00519222 do you want to go in
G1LTFzEgGt8-01390-00519223-00519431 huh he usually wants to go up the steps
G1LTFzEgGt8-01391-00519432-00519639 and go in he's like
G1LTFzEgGt8-01392-00519639-00519887 not running no all right
G1LTFzEgGt8-01393-00519888-00520199 okay we're gonna go we're gonna go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01394-00520200-00520559 had enough yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-01395-00520560-00520883 did you see something
G1LTFzEgGt8-01396-00520884-00521143 huh yeah he he's never not wanted to go
G1LTFzEgGt8-01397-00521143-00521253 explore a room
G1LTFzEgGt8-01398-00521254-00521375 [Music]
G1LTFzEgGt8-01399-00521376-00521518 yeah to fight him the whole way down
G1LTFzEgGt8-01400-00521519-00521607 there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01401-00521608-00522127 yeah
G1LTFzEgGt8-01402-00522128-00522222 okay
G1LTFzEgGt8-01403-00522223-00522462 i guess we're leaving you'll have to
G1LTFzEgGt8-01404-00522463-00522687 turn off this hey everyone
G1LTFzEgGt8-01405-00522688-00522895 it's the next day and we're getting
G1LTFzEgGt8-01406-00522896-00523031 ready to pack up and we're going to
G1LTFzEgGt8-01407-00523032-00523383 leave or shaver's making coffee and
G1LTFzEgGt8-01408-00523384-00523566 some breakfast for us
G1LTFzEgGt8-01409-00523567-00523807 and then we're going to head on home it
G1LTFzEgGt8-01410-00523808-00524047 is supposed to rain on and off all day
G1LTFzEgGt8-01411-00524047-00524143 so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01412-00524143-00524543 we'll just go home i guess and uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01413-00524544-00524855 so that ends uh
G1LTFzEgGt8-01414-00524856-00525103 the video i hope you enjoyed it um it
G1LTFzEgGt8-01415-00525104-00525239 was fun
G1LTFzEgGt8-01416-00525240-00525470 but really there wasn't enough time to
G1LTFzEgGt8-01417-00525471-00525622 explore
G1LTFzEgGt8-01418-00525623-00525870 you know you got to go up the the
G1LTFzEgGt8-01419-00525871-00526103 lighthouse and come back down it takes
G1LTFzEgGt8-01420-00526104-00526287 time to do that
G1LTFzEgGt8-01421-00526288-00526503 and by the time you finish that you
G1LTFzEgGt8-01422-00526504-00526718 might get to one more exhibit unless
G1LTFzEgGt8-01423-00526719-00526887 you're in your 20s and it doesn't take
G1LTFzEgGt8-01424-00526888-00527159 you forever to get up the steps
G1LTFzEgGt8-01425-00527160-00527287 but um
G1LTFzEgGt8-01426-00527288-00527511 it took me a while but i got up there
G1LTFzEgGt8-01427-00527512-00527679 and came back down so
G1LTFzEgGt8-01428-00527680-00527903 i did it i'll tell you what my legs were
G1LTFzEgGt8-01429-00527904-00528070 burning
G1LTFzEgGt8-01430-00528071-00528279 so anyways
G1LTFzEgGt8-01431-00528280-00528479 that's it for now monkey says she's out
G1LTFzEgGt8-01432-00528480-00528898 i hope you enjoyed it bye y'all
G1LTFzEgGt8-01433-00528899-00529679 [Music]
G72gJ-MwWHE-00000-00000000-00000328 [Music]
G72gJ-MwWHE-00001-00000329-00000590 - it's my life I think you wanted to
G72gJ-MwWHE-00002-00000591-00000740 think where they call my god I should be
G72gJ-MwWHE-00003-00000741-00000907 excited
G72gJ-MwWHE-00004-00000908-00001204 let me show which one which one it was I
G72gJ-MwWHE-00005-00001205-00001343 really talked about ourselves on my
G72gJ-MwWHE-00006-00001344-00001510 chronic tiny things
G72gJ-MwWHE-00007-00001511-00001711 we could easily implement exactly as an
G72gJ-MwWHE-00008-00001712-00001873 aspect of architects there are some
G72gJ-MwWHE-00009-00001873-00002160 really good actionable things yeah I
G72gJ-MwWHE-00010-00002161-00002383 think definitely worth coming has really
G72gJ-MwWHE-00011-00002384-00002629 made great progress all these figures I
G72gJ-MwWHE-00012-00002630-00002779 mean knowing that is the first
G72gJ-MwWHE-00013-00002780-00002953 conference lever I think the
G72gJ-MwWHE-00014-00002954-00003190 organization could be different I
G72gJ-MwWHE-00015-00003191-00003342 droopiness
G72gJ-MwWHE-00016-00003343-00003773 I think I would recommend this to show
G734yjzZsr0-00000-00000241-00000647 for our final discussion
G734yjzZsr0-00001-00000648-00000958 we'll just uh very briefly talk about
G734yjzZsr0-00002-00000959-00001169 this uh last reading for the week this
G734yjzZsr0-00003-00001170-00001553 article by Saunders and UNG on a case
G734yjzZsr0-00004-00001554-00001889 study of a um
G734yjzZsr0-00005-00001889-00002302 a a reference interview assignment a
G734yjzZsr0-00006-00002303-00002531 little different a little more involved
G734yjzZsr0-00007-00002532-00002747 probably than the assignment that you'll
G734yjzZsr0-00008-00002748-00002933 have upcoming for this class in which
G734yjzZsr0-00009-00002934-00003071 you'll be conducting a reference
G734yjzZsr0-00010-00003072-00003191 interview
G734yjzZsr0-00011-00003192-00003467 in this particular case of course they
G734yjzZsr0-00012-00003468-00003588 had
G734yjzZsr0-00013-00003589-00003820 students in their Library Science
G734yjzZsr0-00014-00003821-00004115 Program who are actually paired up with
G734yjzZsr0-00015-00004116-00004295 uh other students in a social work
G734yjzZsr0-00016-00004296-00004619 program to
G734yjzZsr0-00017-00004620-00004954 um conduct a reference interview in fact
G734yjzZsr0-00018-00004955-00005302 more than one from the sound of things
G734yjzZsr0-00019-00005303-00005627 and then also to evaluate the experience
G734yjzZsr0-00020-00005628-00005806 afterwards
G734yjzZsr0-00021-00005807-00006067 so again I'll share my screen bring up
G734yjzZsr0-00022-00006068-00006418 my slides
G734yjzZsr0-00023-00006419-00006563 foreign
G734yjzZsr0-00024-00006564-00006881 so
G734yjzZsr0-00025-00006881-00007096 they do emphasize and this this is
G734yjzZsr0-00026-00007097-00007367 important to keep in mind
G734yjzZsr0-00027-00007368-00007589 that their sample size is very small so
G734yjzZsr0-00028-00007590-00007960 the results are uh you know not uh
G734yjzZsr0-00029-00007961-00008110 statistically significant not
G734yjzZsr0-00030-00008111-00008459 generalizable in that sense
G734yjzZsr0-00031-00008460-00008633 but they do seem to be pretty much in
G734yjzZsr0-00032-00008634-00008842 line uh with what we see from other
G734yjzZsr0-00033-00008843-00009131 sources also their uh
G734yjzZsr0-00034-00009132-00009317 their literature review at the beginning
G734yjzZsr0-00035-00009318-00009605 of the article again covers many of the
G734yjzZsr0-00036-00009606-00009899 same things that we've seen uh before
G734yjzZsr0-00037-00009900-00010073 already in this class that we've already
G734yjzZsr0-00038-00010074-00010331 discussed in relation to the other
G734yjzZsr0-00039-00010332-00010819 literature that we have looked at
G734yjzZsr0-00040-00010820-00011237 so keeping in mind that 55 rule that
G734yjzZsr0-00041-00011238-00011735 about 55 of reference transactions are
G734yjzZsr0-00042-00011736-00012196 um are regarded as completely successful
G734yjzZsr0-00043-00012197-00012503 and an additional uh piece of
G734yjzZsr0-00044-00012504-00012688 information offered in their literary
G734yjzZsr0-00045-00012689-00012821 view here that I don't think was
G734yjzZsr0-00046-00012822-00013007 mentioned in any of our any of our
G734yjzZsr0-00047-00013008-00013241 previous readings
G734yjzZsr0-00048-00013241-00013655 was that an astonishing 30 percent
G734yjzZsr0-00049-00013656-00014051 of referenced transactions tend to end
G734yjzZsr0-00050-00014052-00014308 with the librarian basically saying that
G734yjzZsr0-00051-00014309-00014536 he doesn't know and and leaving the
G734yjzZsr0-00052-00014537-00014807 patron to his own devices
G734yjzZsr0-00053-00014808-00015125 which is indeed as our authors here
G734yjzZsr0-00054-00015126-00015455 suggest a strong indication that more
G734yjzZsr0-00055-00015456-00015808 training is needed again uh as you'll
G734yjzZsr0-00056-00015809-00016121 hear me say over and over the analogy to
G734yjzZsr0-00057-00016122-00016391 say retail imagine going into Walmart or
G734yjzZsr0-00058-00016392-00016715 walking up to an employee and saying hey
G734yjzZsr0-00059-00016716-00016943 where can I get a can of baked beans and
G734yjzZsr0-00060-00016944-00017093 the employees simply saying I don't know
G734yjzZsr0-00061-00017094-00017375 and walking away from you
G734yjzZsr0-00062-00017376-00017579 um you'd you'd probably be annoyed and
G734yjzZsr0-00063-00017580-00017764 there's no reason to think that this is
G734yjzZsr0-00064-00017765-00017843 not
G734yjzZsr0-00065-00017844-00018113 uh an obnoxious way to treat patrons in
G734yjzZsr0-00066-00018114-00018425 the library as well so obviously
G734yjzZsr0-00067-00018426-00018808 a number as high as 30 as 30 percent on
G734yjzZsr0-00068-00018809-00019000 something like that is is completely
G734yjzZsr0-00069-00019001-00019180 unacceptable
G734yjzZsr0-00070-00019181-00019450 uh lack of reference interviews again
G734yjzZsr0-00071-00019451-00019757 and this comes up frequently in the uh
G734yjzZsr0-00072-00019758-00020027 literature is assumed to be to blame
G734yjzZsr0-00073-00020028-00020158 that um
G734yjzZsr0-00074-00020159-00020411 an interview needs to be conducted to
G734yjzZsr0-00075-00020412-00020561 find out really what it is that the
G734yjzZsr0-00076-00020562-00020807 patron is looking for and then to uh you
G734yjzZsr0-00077-00020808-00021047 know provide what is needed
G734yjzZsr0-00078-00021048-00021328 and again emphasis again that patrons
G734yjzZsr0-00079-00021329-00021808 tend to rate openness friendliness as
G734yjzZsr0-00080-00021809-00022049 much more important than correct
G734yjzZsr0-00081-00022050-00022264 information
G734yjzZsr0-00082-00022265-00022613 which again I can I can think of uh if
G734yjzZsr0-00083-00022614-00022841 personal experience and and I think that
G734yjzZsr0-00084-00022842-00022985 probably will generally match other
G734yjzZsr0-00085-00022986-00023230 people's experience as well uh if you do
G734yjzZsr0-00086-00023231-00023350 ask somebody for help in the grocery
G734yjzZsr0-00087-00023351-00023603 store the interaction is much more
G734yjzZsr0-00088-00023604-00023836 positive if they're friendly and helpful
G734yjzZsr0-00089-00023837-00024100 even if it turns out they don't have
G734yjzZsr0-00090-00024101-00024341 what you're after
G734yjzZsr0-00091-00024342-00024539 now this case study of course I had the
G734yjzZsr0-00092-00024540-00024772 interviews to follow up for both the
G734yjzZsr0-00093-00024773-00025000 social work students and the library
G734yjzZsr0-00094-00025001-00025241 science students
G734yjzZsr0-00095-00025242-00025486 they didn't get a lot of responses for
G734yjzZsr0-00096-00025487-00025672 reasons that were unclear to them and
G734yjzZsr0-00097-00025673-00025889 therefore unclear to us as well
G734yjzZsr0-00098-00025889-00026146 uh they emphasized they thought they had
G734yjzZsr0-00099-00026147-00026345 a higher success rate in at least in
G734yjzZsr0-00100-00026345-00026693 those who responded then the uh then the
G734yjzZsr0-00101-00026694-00027011 55 rule would indicate although my own
G734yjzZsr0-00102-00027012-00027143 interpretation of the numbers they were
G734yjzZsr0-00103-00027144-00027293 presenting were a little different that
G734yjzZsr0-00104-00027294-00027473 they were basically in line although it
G734yjzZsr0-00105-00027474-00027745 is true that the partial satisfaction
G734yjzZsr0-00106-00027745-00028096 rate was much higher uh than 55 percent
G734yjzZsr0-00107-00028097-00028405 they had about 50 percent complete
G734yjzZsr0-00108-00028406-00028751 satisfaction so I I interpret that to be
G734yjzZsr0-00109-00028752-00028931 basically in line with the rule they
G734yjzZsr0-00110-00028932-00029099 they interpret it to be better than the
G734yjzZsr0-00111-00029100-00029374 role you can you can look at it either
G734yjzZsr0-00112-00029375-00029483 way
G734yjzZsr0-00113-00029483-00029837 and there was also about that 35 uh a
G734yjzZsr0-00114-00029838-00030058 little over 35 percent
G734yjzZsr0-00115-00030060-00030268 unable to find relevant sources which
G734yjzZsr0-00116-00030269-00030485 sounds very much like that 30 percent we
G734yjzZsr0-00117-00030486-00030623 just saw from their from their
G734yjzZsr0-00118-00030624-00030767 literature review so it does actually
G734yjzZsr0-00119-00030768-00030857 sound
G734yjzZsr0-00120-00030858-00031012 it sounds to me at least like even
G734yjzZsr0-00121-00031013-00031174 though this is a very small case study
G734yjzZsr0-00122-00031175-00031451 again not not really generalizable but
G734yjzZsr0-00123-00031452-00031714 it does seem to happen to match in some
G734yjzZsr0-00124-00031716-00032027 respects what we are
G734yjzZsr0-00125-00032027-00032440 seeing from from other writings on the
G734yjzZsr0-00126-00032441-00032579 subject
G734yjzZsr0-00127-00032580-00032818 however one of the things they did point
G734yjzZsr0-00128-00032819-00033029 out is that in the responses they got on
G734yjzZsr0-00129-00033030-00033209 the surveys there seemed to be a
G734yjzZsr0-00130-00033210-00033461 generally with with some notable
G734yjzZsr0-00131-00033462-00033815 exceptions uh generally uh positive
G734yjzZsr0-00132-00033816-00034067 response from the social work students
G734yjzZsr0-00133-00034068-00034171 about
G734yjzZsr0-00134-00034172-00034487 uh the helpfulness of the library
G734yjzZsr0-00135-00034488-00034859 students the uh the friendliness what we
G734yjzZsr0-00136-00034860-00035039 might call aside from the information
G734yjzZsr0-00137-00035040-00035302 the quality that that's offered the
G734yjzZsr0-00138-00035303-00035561 quality of the interaction
G734yjzZsr0-00139-00035562-00035783 one thing that did come up
G734yjzZsr0-00140-00035784-00036005 and I think this is a worth noting again
G734yjzZsr0-00141-00036006-00036323 going all the way back to green
G734yjzZsr0-00142-00036324-00036665 that uh a certain amount of Education or
G734yjzZsr0-00143-00036666-00036880 or training was not worked into the
G734yjzZsr0-00144-00036881-00037030 interview as much as it could have been
G734yjzZsr0-00145-00037031-00037246 uh some of those Social Work students
G734yjzZsr0-00146-00037247-00037427 indicated they didn't think they could
G734yjzZsr0-00147-00037428-00037571 find turn around and find this
G734yjzZsr0-00148-00037572-00037787 information on their own that they would
G734yjzZsr0-00149-00037788-00038123 probably need a librarian's help again
G734yjzZsr0-00150-00038124-00038380 and that they wished that the uh the
G734yjzZsr0-00151-00038381-00038651 library student had involved them more
G734yjzZsr0-00152-00038652-00038861 in the research process while looking
G734yjzZsr0-00153-00038862-00039023 for the information I think that's
G734yjzZsr0-00154-00039024-00039209 that's quite notable
G734yjzZsr0-00155-00039210-00039449 and uh of course this is this is an
G734yjzZsr0-00156-00039450-00039683 academic setting and it's probably most
G734yjzZsr0-00157-00039684-00039911 applicable to an academic setting
G734yjzZsr0-00158-00039912-00040090 setting and the article itself indicates
G734yjzZsr0-00159-00040091-00040283 that as well
G734yjzZsr0-00160-00040284-00040589 the importance of teaching the patron uh
G734yjzZsr0-00161-00040590-00040751 how to use the resources how to find
G734yjzZsr0-00162-00040752-00040901 resources
G734yjzZsr0-00163-00040902-00041093 and so forth that there should be amount
G734yjzZsr0-00164-00041094-00041230 a certain amount of training and
G734yjzZsr0-00165-00041231-00041549 education worked into uh the reference
G734yjzZsr0-00166-00041550-00041729 interaction worked into the reference
G734yjzZsr0-00167-00041730-00041879 interview
G734yjzZsr0-00168-00041880-00042239 so that as green emphasized in his
G734yjzZsr0-00169-00042240-00042455 classic article on the subject of
G734yjzZsr0-00170-00042456-00042718 reference work that the patron does not
G734yjzZsr0-00171-00042719-00042989 become dependent on the librarian but is
G734yjzZsr0-00172-00042990-00043162 through the reference interaction or
G734yjzZsr0-00173-00043163-00043373 possibly through repeated reference
G734yjzZsr0-00174-00043374-00043540 interactions
G734yjzZsr0-00175-00043541-00044002 made more confident to find and evaluate
G734yjzZsr0-00176-00044003-00044380 information on his own
G734yjzZsr0-00177-00044381-00044639 um again probably most especially
G734yjzZsr0-00178-00044640-00044830 important in the academic setting though
G734yjzZsr0-00179-00044831-00045058 this can be applied
G734yjzZsr0-00180-00045059-00045179 um
G734yjzZsr0-00181-00045180-00045527 to some extent uh to the the public
G734yjzZsr0-00182-00045528-00045773 library as well
G734yjzZsr0-00183-00045774-00045995 because again the hope is that the the
G734yjzZsr0-00184-00045996-00046265 patrons even in the public library will
G734yjzZsr0-00185-00046266-00046517 become increasingly comfortable using
G734yjzZsr0-00186-00046518-00046793 the libraries resources
G734yjzZsr0-00187-00046794-00046990 as a result of the reference interaction
G734yjzZsr0-00188-00046991-00047374 this is also why why as I mentioned in
G734yjzZsr0-00189-00047375-00047555 one of my previous lectures for this
G734yjzZsr0-00190-00047556-00047752 week
G734yjzZsr0-00191-00047753-00048107 I'm a little bit wary of the off turd
G734yjzZsr0-00192-00048108-00048358 advice that Library jargon should be
G734yjzZsr0-00193-00048359-00048629 completely avoided
G734yjzZsr0-00194-00048630-00048880 it's it's true to an extent and this
G734yjzZsr0-00195-00048881-00049180 this can easily be observed from from
G734yjzZsr0-00196-00049181-00049415 conducting reference interviews that uh
G734yjzZsr0-00197-00049416-00049607 that Library jargon
G734yjzZsr0-00198-00049608-00049774 even though our
G734yjzZsr0-00199-00049775-00050099 field is not as jargon heavy as some can
G734yjzZsr0-00200-00050100-00050399 nonetheless confuse people
G734yjzZsr0-00201-00050400-00050746 but I also do think that if the idea is
G734yjzZsr0-00202-00050747-00050933 to teach people how to become more
G734yjzZsr0-00203-00050934-00051118 comfortable using the library that at
G734yjzZsr0-00204-00051119-00051466 least a little bit of the terminology a
G734yjzZsr0-00205-00051467-00051652 little bit of the lingo
G734yjzZsr0-00206-00051653-00051875 and and the definitions thereof are
G734yjzZsr0-00207-00051876-00052030 probably going to have to make their way
G734yjzZsr0-00208-00052032-00052402 into that at some point
G734yjzZsr0-00209-00052403-00052594 but nonetheless I'm not I don't want to
G734yjzZsr0-00210-00052595-00052757 spend a whole lot of time
G734yjzZsr0-00211-00052758-00052979 on this article I think it's a it's a
G734yjzZsr0-00212-00052979-00053232 good little article despite the
G734yjzZsr0-00213-00053233-00053465 minuscule sample size that they were
G734yjzZsr0-00214-00053466-00053694 working with but it uh it does present
G734yjzZsr0-00215-00053695-00053950 uh an interesting
G734yjzZsr0-00216-00053951-00054203 almost but not quite real world example
G734yjzZsr0-00217-00054204-00054407 uh it is pointed out these are students
G734yjzZsr0-00218-00054408-00054629 doing an assignment and That does affect
G734yjzZsr0-00219-00054629-00054875 what the interaction looks like the the
G734yjzZsr0-00220-00054876-00055073 real eagerness to please that the
G734yjzZsr0-00221-00055074-00055421 students uh apparently exhibited may
G734yjzZsr0-00222-00055422-00055559 very well much have had to do with
G734yjzZsr0-00223-00055560-00055930 they're having a grade on the line and
G734yjzZsr0-00224-00055932-00056104 so um
G734yjzZsr0-00225-00056105-00056338 how applicable that is to someone who's
G734yjzZsr0-00226-00056339-00056519 who's actually working in the library
G734yjzZsr0-00227-00056520-00056638 and
G734yjzZsr0-00228-00056639-00056837 is getting a paycheck but not getting a
G734yjzZsr0-00229-00056838-00057065 grade you know is is perhaps difficult
G734yjzZsr0-00230-00057066-00057257 to say and they did point out too there
G734yjzZsr0-00231-00057258-00057532 seemed to be one interaction where
G734yjzZsr0-00232-00057533-00057869 the student the Lis student and the
G734yjzZsr0-00233-00057870-00058049 social work student were very much in
G734yjzZsr0-00234-00058050-00058385 disagreement about what happened in the
G734yjzZsr0-00235-00058386-00058582 reference interview where uh the
G734yjzZsr0-00236-00058583-00058792 librarian or the library student
G734yjzZsr0-00237-00058794-00059092 basically indicated that she just could
G734yjzZsr0-00238-00059094-00059315 not get in touch with a social work
G734yjzZsr0-00239-00059316-00059459 student well the social work student
G734yjzZsr0-00240-00059460-00059735 indicated that uh you know it wasn't
G734yjzZsr0-00241-00059736-00059944 perfect it didn't completely answer the
G734yjzZsr0-00242-00059945-00060241 question but she was basically satisfied
G734yjzZsr0-00243-00060241-00060526 and so in their analysis sort of or
G734yjzZsr0-00244-00060527-00060688 speculation we should say since they
G734yjzZsr0-00245-00060689-00060797 didn't have actually very much
G734yjzZsr0-00246-00060798-00060971 information about what led to this
G734yjzZsr0-00247-00060972-00061187 discrepancy
G734yjzZsr0-00248-00061188-00061366 but they suggested and it's it's
G734yjzZsr0-00249-00061367-00061565 probably a reasonably good guess about
G734yjzZsr0-00250-00061566-00061703 what happened there
G734yjzZsr0-00251-00061704-00061823 that
G734yjzZsr0-00252-00061824-00061973 um the library science student was
G734yjzZsr0-00253-00061974-00062141 probably anxious about a grade and was
G734yjzZsr0-00254-00062141-00062423 trying to make repeated contact
G734yjzZsr0-00255-00062424-00062615 with the social work student who
G734yjzZsr0-00256-00062616-00062879 apparently simply did not think that the
G734yjzZsr0-00257-00062879-00063113 reference interaction needed to continue
G734yjzZsr0-00258-00063114-00063419 and uh the takeaway from that to apply
G734yjzZsr0-00259-00063420-00063671 it to a real world setting is that it is
G734yjzZsr0-00260-00063672-00064066 it is the patron who ultimately decides
G734yjzZsr0-00261-00064067-00064319 um if the reference interaction is
G734yjzZsr0-00262-00064320-00064547 satisfactory and who ultimately decides
G734yjzZsr0-00263-00064548-00064726 to reference interaction needs to
G734yjzZsr0-00264-00064727-00065038 continue going or not so that is
G734yjzZsr0-00265-00065039-00065297 definitely an element of control that
G734yjzZsr0-00266-00065298-00065597 the librarian needs to relinquish to the
G734yjzZsr0-00267-00065598-00065782 patron
G734yjzZsr0-00268-00065783-00066029 but um although that could certainly
G734yjzZsr0-00269-00066030-00066341 come up in a real world situation it's
G734yjzZsr0-00270-00066342-00066641 probably a less of a problem there than
G734yjzZsr0-00271-00066642-00066881 it would be in an assignment where the
G734yjzZsr0-00272-00066882-00067073 library student naturally is going to
G734yjzZsr0-00273-00067074-00067331 have some anxiety if the interaction
G734yjzZsr0-00274-00067332-00067582 appears to have been too brief to
G734yjzZsr0-00275-00067583-00067847 adequately fulfill the requirements of
G734yjzZsr0-00276-00067848-00067997 the assignment
G734yjzZsr0-00277-00067998-00068225 so that's that's the takeaway from that
G734yjzZsr0-00278-00068226-00068476 uh the the patron ultimately should have
G734yjzZsr0-00279-00068477-00068693 control of the interaction again going
G734yjzZsr0-00280-00068694-00068963 back to good customer service
G734yjzZsr0-00281-00068964-00069179 so that's going to be it for our
G734yjzZsr0-00282-00069180-00069437 lectures for the week do keep an eye on
G734yjzZsr0-00283-00069438-00069653 the syllabus and what's coming up I
G734yjzZsr0-00284-00069654-00069965 think there's another reflection Journal
G734yjzZsr0-00285-00069966-00070132 somewhere in the very near future what
G734yjzZsr0-00286-00070133-00070276 is this week for I guess there's one
G734yjzZsr0-00287-00070277-00070541 this week yes and uh do keep in mind too
G734yjzZsr0-00288-00070542-00070805 first big assignment is uh coming up
G734yjzZsr0-00289-00070806-00071044 toward the end of this month
G734yjzZsr0-00290-00071045-00071506 and I will see you next week again
G734yjzZsr0-00291-00071507-00071681 um from here on out I'm planning to
G734yjzZsr0-00292-00071682-00071956 basically have lectures up on Wednesdays
G734yjzZsr0-00293-00071957-00072238 that probably works best by Wednesday
G734yjzZsr0-00294-00072239-00072400 evening I should say that probably works
G734yjzZsr0-00295-00072401-00072599 best I think with my schedule at least
G734yjzZsr0-00296-00072600-00072815 for the time being
G734yjzZsr0-00297-00072816-00072929 I'm hoping that should give you enough
G734yjzZsr0-00298-00072930-00073241 time to uh to go over the readings and
G734yjzZsr0-00299-00073242-00073553 then uh see my discussions of it after
G734yjzZsr0-00300-00073554-00073709 that and since we're talking about
G734yjzZsr0-00301-00073710-00073931 reference to good uh customer service
G734yjzZsr0-00302-00073932-00074147 and all that I will add too as well make
G734yjzZsr0-00303-00074148-00074399 sure please contact me with any
G734yjzZsr0-00304-00074400-00074729 uncertainties questions follow-up
G734yjzZsr0-00305-00074730-00074926 comments anything like that
G734yjzZsr0-00306-00074927-00075100 so I'll leave it at that for this week
G734yjzZsr0-00307-00075101-00075427 thank you very much
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G7NIDTIH7vQ-00002-00001386-00001925 it's an antique die for a game
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G7NIDTIH7vQ-00006-00002982-00003179 sides
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G7NIDTIH7vQ-00008-00003594-00003904 mark on them so those don't take part in
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00009-00003905-00004211 the game so it's essentially an 18-sided
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00010-00004212-00004469 die
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00011-00004470-00004745 six of the sides have letters on them
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00012-00004746-00004991 and the other sides have the numbers one
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00013-00004992-00005369 to twelve
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00014-00005370-00005741 I did some research and it turns out
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00015-00005742-00005872 that
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00016-00005873-00006211 this was probably made in the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00017-00006212-00006869 1880s 1890s or early 1900s
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00018-00006870-00007253 it's made of serpentine stone or serpity
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00019-00007254-00007414 night
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00020-00007415-00007775 and it was made in two bleats in the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00021-00007776-00008098 earth's mountains in Germany
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00022-00008100-00008495 it's so Blitz is a very close to the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00023-00008496-00008639 Czech border
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00024-00008640-00009023 and that is where they can mine these
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00025-00009024-00009523 yeah this Serpentine Stone
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00026-00009524-00009767 there are instructions for the game as
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00027-00009768-00009989 well here
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00028-00009990-00010439 and uh yeah that's a bit uh
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00029-00010440-00010739 fragile so I won't take those out
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00030-00010740-00011146 I have instead printed out a copy a scan
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00031-00011147-00011549 of those instructions
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00032-00011550-00011933 and it says gazelle Spiel that's a
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00033-00011934-00012178 parlor game or something like that
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00034-00012179-00012553 we did some beautiful
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00035-00012554-00012905 so it can you can play two games at the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00036-00012906-00013024 same time
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00037-00013025-00013427 instead and 12th lemon VZ Danville
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00038-00013428-00013835 entitled authentically shraven so there
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00039-00013836-00014044 are the numbers one to twelve are
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00040-00014045-00014411 written down on on tables and so if
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00041-00014412-00014683 you're personally
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00042-00014684-00015155 Newman Mid Island festivals so every
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00043-00015156-00015508 player has to put in an ante on one of
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00044-00015509-00015665 the numbers
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00045-00015666-00015899 it doesn't actually actually say what
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00046-00015900-00016294 happens to those numbers that don't get
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00047-00016295-00016480 any money put on
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00048-00016481-00016871 so presumably yeah you don't have to put
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00049-00016872-00017063 you don't need to have money on every
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00050-00017064-00017741 number but that's a bit unclear
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00051-00017742-00018430 there are numerous
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00052-00018431-00018791 so if you throw one of these numbers and
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00053-00018792-00018983 there's money on the number on that
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00054-00018984-00019319 number on that pile on the table then
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00055-00019320-00019535 you can take that and you've won that
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00056-00019536-00021139 money
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00057-00021140-00021539 so if you throw a number that has
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00058-00021540-00021857 already been taken by somebody else so
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00059-00021858-00022091 that that the number on the table is
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00060-00022092-00022380 empty now then you have to put in
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00061-00022381-00022780 another ante on that number
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00062-00022781-00023021 so I'm not sure what happens if you
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00063-00023022-00023200 throw a number that hasn't had any money
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00064-00023201-00023411 put on at all if so if there are fewer
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00065-00023412-00023935 than 12 players but who knows
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00066-00023936-00024130 and uh
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00067-00024131-00024257 yeah
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00068-00024258-00024533 and then it goes into the explanation of
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00069-00024534-00024935 the other the other game as it were that
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00070-00024936-00025139 belongs to these letters
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00071-00025140-00025403 and that's uh so-called put and take
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00072-00025404-00025577 game
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00073-00025578-00025727 uh
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00074-00025727-00026140 put to take games are quite old they
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00075-00026141-00026357 were played in the Middle Ages
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00076-00026358-00026651 and but they generally used a spinning
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00077-00026652-00026951 top a bit like a dreidel to to choose
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00078-00026952-00027568 one of those six uh yeah options
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00079-00027569-00027893 but uh yeah so they put these on dice as
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00080-00027894-00028199 well and including this one
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00081-00028200-00029052 after boosting
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00082-00029054-00029320 so they also have a separate pot
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00083-00029322-00029677 separate from those 12 numbers
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00084-00029677-00030101 that's uh yeah I don't want a plate
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00085-00030102-00030437 and uh yeah you play for the money in
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00086-00030438-00030827 that spot using these rules so if if you
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00087-00030827-00031174 uh if you throw each of these you have
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00088-00031175-00031331 to do whatever's here
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00089-00031332-00031727 NG that means
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00090-00031727-00032027 so and that's is said at the end as well
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00091-00032027-00032183 that means you take everything
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00092-00032183-00032387 everything that's on the table all the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00093-00032388-00032573 cash is yours and you win the game and
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00094-00032574-00032801 the game ends
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00095-00032802-00033245 and H neem Hub the health from seller
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00096-00033246-00033611 from teller and yeah so you take out
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00097-00033612-00034079 half of the money on the dish
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00098-00034080-00034296 ND Nim dance
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00099-00034297-00034690 so you take that what you the the amount
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00100-00034691-00034912 of money you put on the dish
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00101-00034913-00035873 Vince
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00102-00035874-00036251 so you'd yeah that this is just a dummy
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00103-00036252-00036485 throw so if you throw this your turn is
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00104-00036486-00036718 over and it goes to the next person
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00105-00036719-00037037 uh without you doing anything
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00106-00037038-00037255 and as said
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00107-00037256-00037573 that's two
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00108-00037574-00037931 so you have to put in another amount of
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00109-00037932-00038189 money in the in the dish
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00110-00038190-00038299 and
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00111-00038300-00038909 ta trade up
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00112-00038910-00039209 so here you lose the game and you step
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00113-00039210-00039407 have to step out
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00114-00039408-00040085 sometimes this is also a given drink up
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00115-00040086-00040601 drink elf so drink drink your drink
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00116-00040602-00040840 or down your drink
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00117-00040841-00041027 so then it's more of a drinking game as
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00118-00041028-00041224 well
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00119-00041225-00041521 and yeah some of these have Alternatives
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00120-00041522-00041974 sometimes it's NG is instead an a name
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00121-00041975-00042233 Alice and
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00122-00042234-00043033 sometimes t a is t h trade here
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00123-00043034-00043537 this is
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00124-00043538-00044008 so if you lose the game by throwing ta
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00125-00044009-00044346 once the dice comes around to to your
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00126-00044347-00044590 sidewalks it's your turn again
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00127-00044591-00045029 you can buy yourself back into the game
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00128-00045030-00045796 and here it says
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00129-00045797-00046267 [Music]
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00130-00046268-00046601 so if you throw NG you get all the cash
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00131-00046602-00047015 and the game is ended
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00132-00047016-00047296 so yeah there are a few other kinds of
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00133-00047297-00047508 rules that you can use
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00134-00047509-00047683 apparently
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00135-00047684-00048012 this this first game with the numbers
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00136-00048013-00048299 uh people would also
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00137-00048300-00048658 not do all these these 12 separate pots
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00138-00048659-00048935 but uh yeah I just do a game where
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00139-00048936-00049230 people have to reach 100
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00140-00049231-00049589 before anybody else so yeah each number
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00141-00049590-00049936 you throw is added to your total and the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00142-00049937-00050335 first person to reach 100 wins the game
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00143-00050336-00050867 uh or if you throw NG of course you win
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00144-00050868-00051840 the game prematurely
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00145-00051841-00052030 I
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00146-00052032-00052270 I noticed that this Serpentine stone is
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00147-00052271-00052625 really rather black it normally normally
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00148-00052626-00053044 Serpentine has some green in it
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00149-00053045-00053488 and uh yeah this box is uh it's a is a
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00150-00053489-00053729 little discolored but so here on the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00151-00053729-00053980 this Edge that's normally covered by the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00152-00053982-00054215 lid you can still see some green
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00153-00054216-00054442 basically Serpentine Stone normally
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00154-00054444-00054737 looks a bit like this with uh black with
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00155-00054738-00055469 some green bits in it
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00156-00055470-00055732 yeah some of these dice have been
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00157-00055733-00055961 attributed to Roman times but that's
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00158-00055962-00056321 obviously false they were first made
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00159-00056322-00056459 probably
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00160-00056460-00056759 in the 17th century
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00161-00056760-00057088 late 17th century 18th century
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00162-00057089-00057719 but yeah this one is late 19th century
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00163-00057720-00058157 yeah these are much yeah much nicer the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00164-00058158-00058426 earlier ones are are more hand carved
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00165-00058427-00058661 and rounder
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00166-00058662-00058930 although uh probably these letters are
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00167-00058932-00059130 hand carved
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00168-00059132-00059609 uh it it seems quite likely that uh the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00169-00059610-00059932 these were done by apprentices because
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00170-00059933-00060154 it doesn't really matter if the letters
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00171-00060155-00060430 come out a little bit wonky
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00172-00060432-00060629 um you do see some of these where the
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00173-00060629-00060965 letters are much less regular than on
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00174-00060966-00061175 this this one
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00175-00061176-00061391 but still you can see that these are
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00176-00061391-00061642 hand carved the letters are not exactly
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00177-00061644-00062297 the same
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00178-00062298-00062513 anyway this was a
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00179-00062514-00062794 an interesting playing die from two
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00180-00062795-00062980 Blitz in Germany
G7NIDTIH7vQ-00181-00062982-00063277 thank you for watching
G9yFHYWNKKy-00000-00000041-00000767 you're on mute parent because him before
G9yFHYWNKKy-00001-00000768-00002422 we start with your question sir is it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00002-00002423-00002813 children foster care or adult foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-00003-00002814-00003211 care is training its children foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-00004-00003213-00003706 care okay I'm sorry so I'm wrong the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00005-00003707-00004000 place okay thank you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00006-00004001-00004693 mm-hmm hello yes um did you guys like
G9yFHYWNKKy-00007-00004694-00004927 take attendance cuz I had called in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00008-00004928-00005270 earlier I was in but I kept saying hello
G9yFHYWNKKy-00009-00005271-00005465 and I couldn't hear anybody that's why I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00010-00005466-00005797 videoed in okay who is this my name is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00011-00005798-00006406 shakila's man okay okay yes I have you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00012-00006408-00006714 down yep okay thank you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00013-00006715-00007253 yep so good evening everyone like Talley
G9yFHYWNKKy-00014-00007254-00007505 stated this is Ramsey County's child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00015-00007506-00007733 foster care traditional orientation
G9yFHYWNKKy-00016-00007734-00008006 again my name is Karen Franklin I'm one
G9yFHYWNKKy-00017-00008006-00008264 of the licensors in the unit a little
G9yFHYWNKKy-00018-00008265-00008531 bit about myself is that I have over 20
G9yFHYWNKKy-00019-00008532-00008801 years of experience both in foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00020-00008802-00009145 and adoption this is my lovely
G9yFHYWNKKy-00021-00009146-00009499 co-facilitator Miss Rhoda Brown hello
G9yFHYWNKKy-00022-00009500-00009941 I'm well Dubrow I have 21 years in child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00023-00009942-00010391 protection and nine years in child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00024-00010392-00010838 foster care and just so you know miss
G9yFHYWNKKy-00025-00010839-00011141 Talley is our both well denies
G9yFHYWNKKy-00026-00011142-00011453 supervisor so we just want to welcome
G9yFHYWNKKy-00027-00011454-00011689 our supervisor to the orientation as
G9yFHYWNKKy-00028-00011690-00012888 well so let's go ahead and get started
G9yFHYWNKKy-00029-00012889-00013261 I do this every time so this evening
G9yFHYWNKKy-00030-00013262-00013467 we're gonna talk about the purpose of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00031-00013468-00013747 this orientation tonight we'll review
G9yFHYWNKKy-00032-00013747-00013999 the philosophy of foster care the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00033-00014000-00014344 foundation and procedures and yes there
G9yFHYWNKKy-00034-00014344-00014658 are rules and regulations to foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00035-00014659-00014934 we'll help you decide tonight if foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-00036-00014935-00015216 care is good for you and your family and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00037-00015218-00015586 if you're interested we will forward you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00038-00015587-00015805 the application so that you're able to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00039-00015806-00016168 complete that and forward it to us
G9yFHYWNKKy-00040-00016169-00016483 this traditional orientation is one of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00041-00016484-00016719 the requirements of the licensing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00042-00016720-00017475 process I'm going and so the agenda
G9yFHYWNKKy-00043-00017476-00017781 tonight we'll discuss also the changes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00044-00017782-00018117 and adjustments you can expect this is a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00045-00018118-00018417 family affair so not only will you be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00046-00018418-00018633 going through this process but your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00047-00018634-00018912 entire family especially if you have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00048-00018913-00019219 biological children of your own we'll
G9yFHYWNKKy-00049-00019220-00019468 discuss how placement happens what are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00050-00019469-00019705 the procedures what are the decisions
G9yFHYWNKKy-00051-00019706-00020061 we'll talk about foster care and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00052-00020062-00020553 self-care this work is rewarding but
G9yFHYWNKKy-00053-00020554-00020880 it's also time consuming so we want to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00054-00020881-00021136 make sure that you're taking care of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00055-00021137-00021343 yourself as well as taking care of the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00056-00021344-00021825 children that you may have in your home
G9yFHYWNKKy-00057-00021826-00022206 Rhoda we'll start we're going to start
G9yFHYWNKKy-00058-00022207-00022493 with the definition of foster care and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00059-00022494-00022815 the real definition of foster care is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00060-00022816-00023171 keeping the children safe while the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00061-00023172-00023481 biological family works out what brought
G9yFHYWNKKy-00062-00023482-00023875 them into child protection the goals are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00063-00023876-00024231 always going to be that the child or
G9yFHYWNKKy-00064-00024232-00024580 children breathe reunited with their
G9yFHYWNKKy-00065-00024581-00025131 biological family and for that reason it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00066-00025132-00025450 is so very important for the child to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00067-00025451-00025734 have regular contact with the biological
G9yFHYWNKKy-00068-00025735-00026046 family studies have shown that if there
G9yFHYWNKKy-00069-00026047-00026249 is regular contact with
G9yFHYWNKKy-00070-00026250-00026574 biological family there's a greater
G9yFHYWNKKy-00071-00026575-00026930 chance that reunification will happen
G9yFHYWNKKy-00072-00026931-00027349 the other piece is that we want to have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00073-00027350-00027702 permanency quickly if a child cannot
G9yFHYWNKKy-00074-00027703-00028087 return home and we will talk about the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00075-00028088-00028348 permanency guidelines later on in the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00076-00028349-00029355 slide why do children need placement
G9yFHYWNKKy-00077-00029356-00029662 like I mentioned before safety is the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00078-00029663-00030045 number one priority your job is to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00079-00030047-00030511 provide a safe stable environment for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00080-00030512-00030868 the child most of the children that come
G9yFHYWNKKy-00081-00030869-00031299 in come in because substantiated abuse
G9yFHYWNKKy-00082-00031300-00031614 and neglect this is substantiated
G9yFHYWNKKy-00083-00031615-00031965 through a Child Protection investigation
G9yFHYWNKKy-00084-00031966-00032302 and the majority of the children are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00085-00032302-00032568 going to come because they've
G9yFHYWNKKy-00086-00032569-00033018 experienced abuse or neglect in their
G9yFHYWNKKy-00087-00033019-00033424 biological and others may come in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00088-00033425-00033751 because of their special needs some
G9yFHYWNKKy-00089-00033752-00034039 children come directly from the birth
G9yFHYWNKKy-00090-00034040-00034320 home into foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00091-00034321-00034593 others are placed in a shelter and a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00092-00034594-00034882 shelter can only hold the child for 30
G9yFHYWNKKy-00093-00034883-00035252 days and then they go into foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00094-00035253-00035652 many times in child protection a report
G9yFHYWNKKy-00095-00035653-00035995 will come in about a baby being born
G9yFHYWNKKy-00096-00035996-00036533 with drugs in their system that is an
G9yFHYWNKKy-00097-00036534-00036961 automatic investigation and numerous
G9yFHYWNKKy-00098-00036962-00037395 times if it is substantiated the child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00099-00037396-00037777 will go straight into shelter or into
G9yFHYWNKKy-00100-00037778-00038499 foster placement
G9yFHYWNKKy-00101-00038500-00038770 placement happens we talked about
G9yFHYWNKKy-00102-00038771-00039085 substantiated abuse and neglect
G9yFHYWNKKy-00103-00039086-00039396 we have Child Protection screeners like
G9yFHYWNKKy-00104-00039397-00039895 every county and their job is to screen
G9yFHYWNKKy-00105-00039896-00040342 in or screen out all allegations that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00106-00040343-00040729 come through to them it's going to be an
G9yFHYWNKKy-00107-00040730-00040980 allegation when it comes over the phone
G9yFHYWNKKy-00108-00040981-00041361 it could be an email it could be a scan
G9yFHYWNKKy-00109-00041362-00041865 it could be a text it is the Spurrier's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00110-00041866-00042314 job to either stay the case meets
G9yFHYWNKKy-00111-00042315-00042745 criteria for an investigation or it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00112-00042746-00043101 doesn't what happens when they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00113-00043102-00043423 substantiate abuse and neglect they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00114-00043424-00043788 appoint big child protection workout
G9yFHYWNKKy-00115-00043789-00044046 worker to come out and meet with the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00116-00044047-00044421 family that worker is going to come out
G9yFHYWNKKy-00117-00044422-00044721 and they're going to complete a case
G9yFHYWNKKy-00118-00044722-00045004 plan with the biological parents
G9yFHYWNKKy-00119-00045005-00045282 in that case plan there's going to be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00120-00045283-00045762 specific goals that talk about what the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00121-00045763-00046060 biological parent needs to do in order
G9yFHYWNKKy-00122-00046061-00046451 for the child to be returned to them an
G9yFHYWNKKy-00123-00046452-00046950 example is if the child came in because
G9yFHYWNKKy-00124-00046951-00047349 parents had a drug abuse problem it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00125-00047350-00047643 would be for them to get themselves into
G9yFHYWNKKy-00126-00047644-00048079 treatment to remain drug-free to find
G9yFHYWNKKy-00127-00048080-00048687 stable housing the specific plans are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00128-00048688-00049055 going to also depending on the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00129-00049056-00049326 circumstances have goals for the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00130-00049327-00049800 children and these children are going to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00131-00049801-00050055 be facing a timeline which we'll talk
G9yFHYWNKKy-00132-00050056-00050332 about later on when these goals are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00133-00050333-00050832 going to be completed they make
G9yFHYWNKKy-00134-00050833-00051021 decisions about the placement of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00135-00051022-00051387 children and services for the family and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00136-00051388-00051630 when I talk about that I'm going to talk
G9yFHYWNKKy-00137-00051631-00051883 about the Child Protection
G9yFHYWNKKy-00138-00051884-00052212 worker who drives the bus on this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00139-00052213-00052521 because they will make the decision as
G9yFHYWNKKy-00140-00052522-00052849 far as the biological parents are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00141-00052850-00053314 concerned the child foster care goal is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00142-00053315-00053616 to assess the child's needs and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00143-00053616-00054076 stabilization as always we're going to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00144-00054077-00054325 start with the goal of reunification of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00145-00054326-00054804 children with parents the three options
G9yFHYWNKKy-00146-00054805-00055350 for permanency is going to be either
G9yFHYWNKKy-00147-00055351-00055822 adoption and that is when the parental
G9yFHYWNKKy-00148-00055823-00056215 rights are terminated transfer of legal
G9yFHYWNKKy-00149-00056216-00056739 and physical custody and that is when
G9yFHYWNKKy-00150-00056740-00057214 custody is transferred to someone until
G9yFHYWNKKy-00151-00057215-00057634 child reaches the age of 18 when we look
G9yFHYWNKKy-00152-00057635-00057925 at the permanency options we always look
G9yFHYWNKKy-00153-00057926-00058321 at relatives first and family always
G9yFHYWNKKy-00154-00058322-00058690 comes first we have to kinship workers
G9yFHYWNKKy-00155-00058691-00058905 and the kinship workers at Ramsey
G9yFHYWNKKy-00156-00058907-00059314 County's job is to talk to the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00157-00059315-00059562 biological parent to come up with
G9yFHYWNKKy-00158-00059563-00059979 possible relatives where the child may
G9yFHYWNKKy-00159-00059980-00060250 go does anybody know why we would want
G9yFHYWNKKy-00160-00060251-00060934 to do that initially they can still be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00161-00060935-00061347 with their family correct like I said
G9yFHYWNKKy-00162-00061348-00061801 that is the child's identity so we would
G9yFHYWNKKy-00163-00061802-00062110 want to keep that child with the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00164-00062111-00062374 families also someone that child is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00165-00062375-00062812 familiar with the next would go ahead I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00166-00062813-00063111 was just going to say to Ramsey County's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00167-00063112-00063535 has a rate of about 85% of our homes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00168-00063536-00063760 even closer to 90 percent of our homes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00169-00063761-00064153 are with family most counties are around
G9yFHYWNKKy-00170-00064154-00064546 50% family foster care homes and the 50%
G9yFHYWNKKy-00171-00064547-00064801 traditional in Ramsey County like I said
G9yFHYWNKKy-00172-00064802-00064932 we do a pretty good job of keeping
G9yFHYWNKKy-00173-00064933-00065234 families to children with their families
G9yFHYWNKKy-00174-00065235-00065474 there's times where there's just nobody
G9yFHYWNKKy-00175-00065475-00065648 there is no family to take these
G9yFHYWNKKy-00176-00065649-00065909 children's and that's where we look for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00177-00065910-00066101 traditional homes like the orientation
G9yFHYWNKKy-00178-00066102-00066506 that you're at today the next thing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00179-00066507-00066818 after family would be kin and that could
G9yFHYWNKKy-00180-00066819-00067025 be a neighbor it could be a teacher
G9yFHYWNKKy-00181-00067026-00067355 could be a coach or just a friend of the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00182-00067356-00067693 family that the child actually knows and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00183-00067694-00068201 then depending on the circumstances the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00184-00068202-00068857 foster parent would be considered
G9yFHYWNKKy-00185-00068858-00069089 permanency and Child Protection cases
G9yFHYWNKKy-00186-00069090-00069401 are to be achieved no later than 12
G9yFHYWNKKy-00187-00069402-00069680 months from the first out of home
G9yFHYWNKKy-00188-00069681-00070160 placement so years ago the legislature
G9yFHYWNKKy-00189-00070161-00070373 said that too many children were
G9yFHYWNKKy-00190-00070374-00070655 languishing in foster care so they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00191-00070656-00070979 wanted to put in place some timelines
G9yFHYWNKKy-00192-00070980-00071356 so that everybody could achieve
G9yFHYWNKKy-00193-00071357-00071783 permanency as soon as possible once the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00194-00071784-00072200 child is involved with Ramsey County who
G9yFHYWNKKy-00195-00072201-00072544 has temporary legal custody of the child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00196-00072545-00072851 the placing worker the child protection
G9yFHYWNKKy-00197-00072852-00073193 worker must go back to court every 90
G9yFHYWNKKy-00198-00073194-00073799 days and give a written report to the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00199-00073800-00074105 court as to how well the biological
G9yFHYWNKKy-00200-00074106-00074476 parent biological families are doing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00201-00074477-00074768 same with the guardian at litem that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00202-00074769-00075160 will be appointed at the court hearing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00203-00075161-00075604 this is the agency and the parent and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00204-00075605-00075917 opportunity to demonstrate that they are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00205-00075918-00076447 attempting to make progress on the case
G9yFHYWNKKy-00206-00076448-00076609 when we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00207-00076610-00076822 talk about child protection reports
G9yFHYWNKKy-00208-00076823-00077219 we're going to look at some of the 2018
G9yFHYWNKKy-00209-00077220-00077818 2014 to 2018 reports yes those are in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00210-00077819-00078412 the thousands and that's how many calls
G9yFHYWNKKy-00211-00078413-00078874 and screenings come through Ramsey
G9yFHYWNKKy-00212-00078875-00079234 County itself the red is what they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00213-00079235-00079522 screened out the blue is what is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00214-00079523-00079776 screened in and you can see they're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00215-00079777-00080392 almost even next slide
G9yFHYWNKKy-00216-00080393-00080673 children and placement our last
G9yFHYWNKKy-00217-00080674-00080931 statistics and we should try and get the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00218-00080932-00081648 2019 ones are looking at 1038 children
G9yFHYWNKKy-00219-00081649-00082021 emplacement so we have a number of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00220-00082022-00082350 children and placement and this is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00221-00082351-00082656 compared to the density of population in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00222-00082657-00083380 our own Ramsey County's greatest needs
G9yFHYWNKKy-00223-00083381-00083836 of course is going to be teens we've
G9yFHYWNKKy-00224-00083837-00084142 seen a lot of staffing requests for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00225-00084143-00084559 teens that come through it has been
G9yFHYWNKKy-00226-00084560-00084825 almost a constant I would say for the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00227-00084826-00085230 past year some of them come with
G9yFHYWNKKy-00228-00085231-00085400 behavior problems
G9yFHYWNKKy-00229-00085401-00085698 some of them come in simply because of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00230-00085699-00086116 circumstances the next highest is going
G9yFHYWNKKy-00231-00086117-00086480 to be the sibling groups we also have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00232-00086481-00086919 children that come in with sibling
G9yFHYWNKKy-00233-00086920-00087513 groups of three four five we realize
G9yFHYWNKKy-00234-00087514-00087975 it's very hard to find placement for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00235-00087976-00088497 this kind this large sibling group and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00236-00088498-00088822 we really do not like to split them up
G9yFHYWNKKy-00237-00088823-00089109 but sometimes we don't have a choice
G9yFHYWNKKy-00238-00089110-00089544 because we don't have people that can
G9yFHYWNKKy-00239-00089545-00089967 actually take in such a large sibling
G9yFHYWNKKy-00240-00089968-00090507 we also have a need for foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00241-00090508-00090775 providers who will work with children
G9yFHYWNKKy-00242-00090776-00091182 with mental health issues this is one of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00243-00091183-00091485 the bigger categories that we've seen
G9yFHYWNKKy-00244-00091486-00092061 coming up concurrent homes for children
G9yFHYWNKKy-00245-00092062-00092488 concurrent means that the permanency
G9yFHYWNKKy-00246-00092489-00092951 track for children runs concurrently to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00247-00092952-00093475 unifying with the family biological
G9yFHYWNKKy-00248-00093476-00094000 family or finding a home that is willing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00249-00094001-00094228 to be the permanent home for these
G9yFHYWNKKy-00250-00094229-00094543 children if they cannot return to their
G9yFHYWNKKy-00251-00094544-00094972 families and the phrase that we like to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00252-00094973-00095254 quote is we work diligently to recruit
G9yFHYWNKKy-00253-00095255-00095551 homes that reflect the ethnicity and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00254-00095552-00095959 culture of the children we serve because
G9yFHYWNKKy-00255-00095960-00097207 we live in a very diverse County take it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00256-00097208-00098151 away Karen you're on boot all righty
G9yFHYWNKKy-00257-00098152-00098392 let's talk about the process you all
G9yFHYWNKKy-00258-00098393-00098593 have heard a lot from Rhoda and you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00259-00098594-00098767 anxious to get started
G9yFHYWNKKy-00260-00098768-00099118 and so the licensing process takes up to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00261-00099119-00099265 three to four months and that's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00262-00099266-00099628 basically going to be driven by you how
G9yFHYWNKKy-00263-00099629-00099889 quickly you can complete the process
G9yFHYWNKKy-00264-00099890-00100189 please keep in mind that being licensed
G9yFHYWNKKy-00265-00100190-00100492 doesn't guaranteed placement so you can
G9yFHYWNKKy-00266-00100493-00100756 receive your license and be waiting six
G9yFHYWNKKy-00267-00100757-00100948 months or so before you receive a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00268-00100949-00101296 placement you may get frustrated during
G9yFHYWNKKy-00269-00101297-00101518 this timeframe but just keep in mind
G9yFHYWNKKy-00270-00101519-00101805 that placements are all about the match
G9yFHYWNKKy-00271-00101806-00102073 we look for homes for children in need
G9yFHYWNKKy-00272-00102074-00102417 and not children for homes in need so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00273-00102418-00102780 we'll talk about later through this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00274-00102781-00103231 presentation how matches occur
G9yFHYWNKKy-00275-00103232-00103468 it may be best to wait to become a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00276-00103469-00103688 foster parent if you have recently
G9yFHYWNKKy-00277-00103689-00103997 married or divorced if you are pregnant
G9yFHYWNKKy-00278-00103998-00104321 or have a newborn baby if you are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00279-00104322-00104549 experiencing some major stress in your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00280-00104550-00104866 own home or your personal life or you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00281-00104867-00105115 have recently experienced a death of a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00282-00105116-00105446 child or a significant other or if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00283-00105447-00105695 or your children are experiencing some
G9yFHYWNKKy-00284-00105696-00105864 trouble times that need your attention
G9yFHYWNKKy-00285-00105865-00106193 why do you think we state that that it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00286-00106194-00106803 probably would be best for you to wait
G9yFHYWNKKy-00287-00106804-00107575 Kenny was on the child we state that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00288-00107576-00107839 because most of the children entering
G9yFHYWNKKy-00289-00107840-00108075 into the child welfare system have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00290-00108076-00108400 experienced some type of trauma and so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00291-00108401-00108623 we do not want to place a child in a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00292-00108624-00108859 home that's experiencing major stress
G9yFHYWNKKy-00293-00108860-00109175 because that will add to their trauma so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00294-00109176-00109438 again please make sure that you just
G9yFHYWNKKy-00295-00109439-00109694 take an honest look at your family and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00296-00109695-00109981 if you're experiencing some difficult
G9yFHYWNKKy-00297-00109982-00110297 time going through a difficult time - it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00298-00110298-00110498 probably would be best for you to wait
G9yFHYWNKKy-00299-00110499-00111304 to pursue foster care did you skip a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00300-00111305-00111493 slide
G9yFHYWNKKy-00301-00111494-00111904 okay so qualities in which we're looking
G9yFHYWNKKy-00302-00111905-00112118 for in foster parents is that you have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00303-00112119-00112445 patients not only patients with the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00304-00112446-00112658 child but patients with the child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00305-00112658-00112987 welfare system this system is a huge
G9yFHYWNKKy-00306-00112988-00113246 system and so it could be overwhelming
G9yFHYWNKKy-00307-00113247-00113563 at times and just being patient
G9yFHYWNKKy-00308-00113564-00113851 throughout this process making sure that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00309-00113852-00114056 you're working with your licensure and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00310-00114057-00114422 also the placing worker to meet the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00311-00114423-00114664 needs of the child we want you to be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00312-00114665-00114952 nurturing nurturing to the child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00313-00114953-00115397 nurturing you know treating the child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00314-00115398-00115706 like they were your own to be flexible
G9yFHYWNKKy-00315-00115707-00116018 flexible with the child flexible with
G9yFHYWNKKy-00316-00116019-00116359 Human Services your schedule is going to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00317-00116360-00116615 change on multiple occasions
G9yFHYWNKKy-00318-00116616-00116831 whether it's meeting the needs of the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00319-00116832-00117101 child through therapeutic supports
G9yFHYWNKKy-00320-00117102-00117488 medical appointments school meetings as
G9yFHYWNKKy-00321-00117489-00117728 well as meeting with your licensure
G9yFHYWNKKy-00322-00117729-00118079 placing worker guardian at litem and so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00323-00118080-00118271 forth so you're gonna have to have good
G9yFHYWNKKy-00324-00118272-00118655 time management skills being supportive
G9yFHYWNKKy-00325-00118656-00118916 not only to the child but also to the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00326-00118917-00119258 birth parent being supportive to assist
G9yFHYWNKKy-00327-00119258-00119513 the birth parent or serve as a mentor to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00328-00119514-00119798 the birth parent letting them know how
G9yFHYWNKKy-00329-00119799-00119986 their child is doing while they're in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00330-00119988-00120338 placement reassuring the child that it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00331-00120339-00120535 not their fault that they're in foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-00332-00120536-00120905 care being accepting an understanding of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00333-00120906-00121145 the child's history as well as
G9yFHYWNKKy-00334-00121146-00121427 understanding the birth parents history
G9yFHYWNKKy-00335-00121428-00121735 birth parents are going through some
G9yFHYWNKKy-00336-00121736-00121940 challenges in their life whether it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00337-00121941-00122165 chemical dependency or mental health
G9yFHYWNKKy-00338-00122166-00122474 concerns just making sure that you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00339-00122475-00122774 understanding caring and giving you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00340-00122775-00122972 going to give a lot of yourself while
G9yFHYWNKKy-00341-00122973-00123310 providing foster care and making sure
G9yFHYWNKKy-00342-00123311-00123743 that that exudes also to the children
G9yFHYWNKKy-00343-00123744-00124004 that you're providing care for just like
G9yFHYWNKKy-00344-00124005-00124223 you would provide care to your own child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00345-00124224-00124459 we would expect you to do that as well
G9yFHYWNKKy-00346-00124460-00124817 to a foster child you will be a team
G9yFHYWNKKy-00347-00124818-00125143 player there will be several
G9yFHYWNKKy-00348-00125144-00125555 professionals coming to meet with you in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00349-00125556-00125795 your home on multiple occasions you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00350-00125796-00126038 going to be part of a team so we would
G9yFHYWNKKy-00351-00126039-00126305 want you to respect and work very
G9yFHYWNKKy-00352-00126306-00126548 closely to everyone involved with the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00353-00126549-00127276 child's care changes in adjustments
G9yFHYWNKKy-00354-00127277-00127577 privacy once you become a foster parent
G9yFHYWNKKy-00355-00127578-00127990 you no longer have privacy you will have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00356-00127991-00128385 members of the community family members
G9yFHYWNKKy-00357-00128386-00128597 everyone's going to want to know your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00358-00128598-00128918 business why and who was this child in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00359-00128919-00129206 your care and your answer will
G9yFHYWNKKy-00360-00129207-00129491 definitely be none of your business
G9yFHYWNKKy-00361-00129492-00129827 simply because of HIPAA laws so just
G9yFHYWNKKy-00362-00129828-00129971 keep in mind that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00363-00129972-00130225 you cannot go against HIPAA laws when
G9yFHYWNKKy-00364-00130226-00130489 discussing the child in your care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00365-00130490-00130748 once you become a foster parent you are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00366-00130749-00131002 a public parent that means everyone is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00367-00131003-00131381 watching you okay that means you may be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00368-00131382-00131663 shopping at Target and you may have a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00369-00131664-00131914 child who's two years old and it's fear
G9yFHYWNKKy-00370-00131915-00132190 and seeing the terrible twos and you get
G9yFHYWNKKy-00371-00132191-00132458 frustrated and upset and you may happen
G9yFHYWNKKy-00372-00132459-00132686 to shake the child or hit the child if
G9yFHYWNKKy-00373-00132687-00132920 someone happens to see that they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00374-00132921-00133262 definitely can report you know physical
G9yFHYWNKKy-00375-00133263-00133562 or emotional abuse so keep in mind you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00376-00133563-00133891 are a public parent time management your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00377-00133892-00134237 time is not your own when you begin this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00378-00134238-00134452 foster care process there will be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00379-00134453-00134743 multiple meetings like I stated before
G9yFHYWNKKy-00380-00134744-00135016 you'll be having meetings at the school
G9yFHYWNKKy-00381-00135017-00135163 and so forth
G9yFHYWNKKy-00382-00135164-00135514 cultural issues if you decide to take a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00383-00135515-00135845 child that's outside of your race we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00384-00135846-00136094 definitely want to make sure that you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00385-00136095-00136349 get as much information as you can on
G9yFHYWNKKy-00386-00136350-00136634 the child's history their culture their
G9yFHYWNKKy-00387-00136635-00137035 likes their dislikes to do some research
G9yFHYWNKKy-00388-00137036-00137327 especially on either the Native American
G9yFHYWNKKy-00389-00137328-00137572 community the Latino community
G9yFHYWNKKy-00390-00137573-00137876 african-american community vice versa we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00391-00137877-00138004 just want to make sure that you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00392-00138005-00138431 equipped family values and rules you'll
G9yFHYWNKKy-00393-00138432-00138695 find out that once a child is placed
G9yFHYWNKKy-00394-00138696-00139118 with you we would want you to hold off
G9yFHYWNKKy-00395-00139119-00139436 in setting your values and rules until
G9yFHYWNKKy-00396-00139437-00139673 the child becomes accustomed to your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00397-00139674-00139994 home some children that enter the child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00398-00139995-00140339 welfare system they're used to you know
G9yFHYWNKKy-00399-00140340-00140578 going to sleep at midnight or they may
G9yFHYWNKKy-00400-00140579-00140894 be used to not having dinner at five
G9yFHYWNKKy-00401-00140895-00141125 o'clock in the evening they're not used
G9yFHYWNKKy-00402-00141126-00141482 to having a healthy meal so may be used
G9yFHYWNKKy-00403-00141483-00141743 to just eating chips and a Pepsi so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00404-00141744-00142034 again just taking cues from that child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00405-00142035-00142307 and then being able to set your rules
G9yFHYWNKKy-00406-00142308-00142721 and your boundaries changing roles there
G9yFHYWNKKy-00407-00142722-00142927 are times when you may have a child in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00408-00142928-00143147 your home that calls you mom and dad
G9yFHYWNKKy-00409-00143148-00143363 just from the beginning
G9yFHYWNKKy-00410-00143364-00143633 let the child feel comfortable calling
G9yFHYWNKKy-00411-00143634-00143957 you on uncle grandma grandparent or what
G9yFHYWNKKy-00412-00143958-00144212 have you as long as they feel
G9yFHYWNKKy-00413-00144213-00144548 comfortable financial you will not
G9yFHYWNKKy-00414-00144549-00144766 become rich you will not become a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00415-00144767-00145058 millionaire doing foster care so just
G9yFHYWNKKy-00416-00145059-00145465 keep that in mind this is a big huge
G9yFHYWNKKy-00417-00145466-00145814 undertaking and we understand it's a lot
G9yFHYWNKKy-00418-00145815-00146179 that's why we would definitely ask that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00419-00146180-00146456 you rely on your licensure to help you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00420-00146457-00146714 throughout this process in this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00421-00146715-00147191 adjustment matching homes to the needs
G9yFHYWNKKy-00422-00147192-00147524 of children so every Wednesday every
G9yFHYWNKKy-00423-00147525-00147878 single Wednesday the licensers and our
G9yFHYWNKKy-00424-00147879-00148172 supervisors we have a meeting which is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00425-00148173-00148547 called our Staffing's and we meet to go
G9yFHYWNKKy-00426-00148548-00148874 over placement requests that come from
G9yFHYWNKKy-00427-00148875-00149147 child protection the adoption
G9yFHYWNKKy-00428-00149148-00149348 guardianship unit children's mental
G9yFHYWNKKy-00429-00149349-00149822 health and also possibly the correction
G9yFHYWNKKy-00430-00149823-00150158 workers or developmental delay unit and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00431-00150159-00150446 basically they send request because
G9yFHYWNKKy-00432-00150447-00150698 they're looking for placement for a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00433-00150699-00151040 child in foster care and so when they're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00434-00151041-00151334 looking for placements we're basically
G9yFHYWNKKy-00435-00151335-00151604 there's a group of I believe as 13
G9yFHYWNKKy-00436-00151605-00151997 licensers who can submit their foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-00437-00151998-00152231 parents names for children that are in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00438-00152232-00152507 need of placement and we're looking at
G9yFHYWNKKy-00439-00152508-00152716 when we're making these matches is the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00440-00152717-00152921 skills of our foster parents their
G9yFHYWNKKy-00441-00152922-00153149 expertise as far as parenting or
G9yFHYWNKKy-00442-00153150-00153449 mentoring is concerned the language and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00443-00153450-00153749 culture as well as the school district
G9yFHYWNKKy-00444-00153750-00154097 we like to have children remain in the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00445-00154098-00154286 same school district so that there's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00446-00154287-00154586 some consistency we're also looking at
G9yFHYWNKKy-00447-00154587-00154853 the characteristics of our foster homes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00448-00154854-00155081 whether it's a single parent to parent
G9yFHYWNKKy-00449-00155082-00155347 if they have other children in the home
G9yFHYWNKKy-00450-00155348-00155660 we also want to make sure that foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-00451-00155661-00155909 parents are skilled enough to handle the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00452-00155910-00156166 behaviors that children may have so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00453-00156167-00156391 those are the type of things that we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00454-00156392-00156715 look at when we're making matches one
G9yFHYWNKKy-00455-00156716-00157084 your licensure feels that you might be a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00456-00157085-00157495 possible family for a child we will
G9yFHYWNKKy-00457-00157496-00157720 submit your names to the placing worker
G9yFHYWNKKy-00458-00157721-00157990 and that placing worker will call you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00459-00157991-00158221 directly and ask you if you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00460-00158222-00158506 interested in taking this child and so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00461-00158507-00158868 that's basically how placements are made
G9yFHYWNKKy-00462-00158869-00159106 brother did you want to add anything to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00463-00159107-00159547 that no I think that's good okay so the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00464-00159548-00159822 types of foster care that we have our
G9yFHYWNKKy-00465-00159823-00160144 relative kinship these are families that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00466-00160145-00160420 have relationship to the child like we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00467-00160421-00160642 stated before whether it's grandparents
G9yFHYWNKKy-00468-00160643-00160906 aunt and uncle's and please keep in mind
G9yFHYWNKKy-00469-00160907-00161155 that when children come into the system
G9yFHYWNKKy-00470-00161156-00161461 like rodas data we have two kinship
G9yFHYWNKKy-00471-00161462-00161836 workers their job is to find on kin and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00472-00161837-00162109 those kin can be either in the state of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00473-00162110-00162391 Minnesota or out state of Minnesota so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00474-00162392-00162717 if they live in California or New Mexico
G9yFHYWNKKy-00475-00162718-00162940 we're going to be looking for those
G9yFHYWNKKy-00476-00162941-00163282 families traditional families that would
G9yFHYWNKKy-00477-00163283-00163507 be you are we would consider you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00478-00163508-00163749 traditional families basically is that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00479-00163750-00164035 you are a member of the community you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00480-00164036-00164356 saw a need and you want to give back you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00481-00164357-00164575 have no relationship to the children in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00482-00164576-00164947 care respite families these are licensed
G9yFHYWNKKy-00483-00164948-00165310 homes who basically give other providers
G9yFHYWNKKy-00484-00165311-00165745 a break respite occurs twice a month so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00485-00165746-00165964 it can happen you know from Friday to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00486-00165965-00166384 Sunday and everyone is allowed to have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00487-00166385-00166765 respite so again we want you to take
G9yFHYWNKKy-00488-00166766-00166891 that break
G9yFHYWNKKy-00489-00166892-00167143 concurrent families like Rhoda stated
G9yFHYWNKKy-00490-00167144-00167425 earlier confirm concurrent families our
G9yFHYWNKKy-00491-00167426-00167677 families who are interested in doing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00492-00167678-00168082 foster care but also interested in being
G9yFHYWNKKy-00493-00168083-00168397 a permanency option for a child if no
G9yFHYWNKKy-00494-00168398-00168733 other relative can be found so if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00495-00168734-00168943 are interested in foster care on your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00496-00168944-00169189 application you definitely want to state
G9yFHYWNKKy-00497-00169190-00169375 that you're interested in being a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00498-00169376-00169675 concurrent family the other thing I just
G9yFHYWNKKy-00499-00169676-00169903 wanted to mention about respite some
G9yFHYWNKKy-00500-00169904-00170077 people might might not want to do
G9yFHYWNKKy-00501-00170078-00170308 jump in to do foster care full-time but
G9yFHYWNKKy-00502-00170309-00170482 you might be interested in saying let's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00503-00170483-00170716 just say I want to do respite and I can
G9yFHYWNKKy-00504-00170717-00170935 pick the weekends or a week sometimes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00505-00170936-00171046 foster parents need to go out of town
G9yFHYWNKKy-00506-00171047-00171298 for a wedding or what have you and they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00507-00171299-00171448 just need somebody to provide respite
G9yFHYWNKKy-00508-00171449-00171679 those are options - you still have to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00509-00171680-00171829 get licensed it's still the same
G9yFHYWNKKy-00510-00171830-00172129 requirements but it might be if you have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00511-00172130-00172366 more choices of when you want to do this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00512-00172367-00172510 and when you don't want to do it because
G9yFHYWNKKy-00513-00172511-00172678 you can either say yes I'm willing to do
G9yFHYWNKKy-00514-00172679-00172873 it on this weekend or this week or no I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00515-00172874-00173020 do I am NOT going to do it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00516-00173021-00173164 so that's other options we're always
G9yFHYWNKKy-00517-00173165-00173359 looking for respite homes who would be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00518-00173360-00173751 willing to take kids as needed
G9yFHYWNKKy-00519-00173752-00174435 okay okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-00520-00174436-00174760 lesbian gay bisexual transgender queer
G9yFHYWNKKy-00521-00174761-00175075 and questioning youth risk data oh this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00522-00175076-00175327 is sort of sixty five percent of four
G9yFHYWNKKy-00523-00175328-00175681 hundred homeless LGBTQ youth reported
G9yFHYWNKKy-00524-00175682-00175927 having been in a child welfare placement
G9yFHYWNKKy-00525-00175928-00176353 what we found out basically I believe it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00526-00176354-00176578 was last year that there was an increase
G9yFHYWNKKy-00527-00176579-00176965 in homelessness because once youth began
G9yFHYWNKKy-00528-00176966-00177262 to state that they're of a different
G9yFHYWNKKy-00529-00177263-00177511 persuasion they were basically kicked
G9yFHYWNKKy-00530-00177512-00177823 out of their arm familial home and so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00531-00177824-00178165 they started to engage in risky
G9yFHYWNKKy-00532-00178166-00178438 behaviors such as substance abuse sexual
G9yFHYWNKKy-00533-00178439-00178786 behaviors and victimization in contact
G9yFHYWNKKy-00534-00178787-00179074 with the criminal justice system we also
G9yFHYWNKKy-00535-00179075-00179581 found out that 63.5% students reported
G9yFHYWNKKy-00536-00179582-00179770 feeling unsafe at school because of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00537-00179771-00179968 their sexual orientation
G9yFHYWNKKy-00538-00179969-00180388 while 43.9% felt unsafe because of their
G9yFHYWNKKy-00539-00180389-00180676 gender expression lesbian gay and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00540-00180677-00180973 bisexual youth are 190 percent more
G9yFHYWNKKy-00541-00180974-00181246 likely to use drugs and alcohol than
G9yFHYWNKKy-00542-00181247-00181606 their non LGB counterparts and so the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00543-00181607-00181894 reason why well why we are bringing up
G9yFHYWNKKy-00544-00181895-00182125 this data is because we want to bring
G9yFHYWNKKy-00545-00182126-00182386 awareness that we do have youth and care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00546-00182387-00182788 that also need foster homes and so if
G9yFHYWNKKy-00547-00182789-00183022 you're interested in providing care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00548-00183023-00183301 again you also want to notate that on
G9yFHYWNKKy-00549-00183302-00183469 your application that your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00550-00183470-00183733 interested in providing care for lesbian
G9yFHYWNKKy-00551-00183734-00184201 gay bisexual or transgender youth if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00552-00184202-00184435 decide to take these youth in your care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00553-00184436-00184711 we definitely would like for you to be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00554-00184712-00184954 available to listen to talk about
G9yFHYWNKKy-00555-00184955-00185167 anything to support the youth
G9yFHYWNKKy-00556-00185168-00185383 self-expression through choices of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00557-00185384-00185686 clothing hair style friends and room
G9yFHYWNKKy-00558-00185687-00185965 decoration we understand that you may
G9yFHYWNKKy-00559-00185966-00186328 have family members or neighbors that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00560-00186329-00186553 may come to your home and may not be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00561-00186554-00186817 supportive of that Youth and so we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00562-00186818-00186982 definitely would like for you to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00563-00186983-00187287 advocate you know if you feel someone is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00564-00187288-00187483 disrespectful or what-have-you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00565-00187484-00187726 definitely ask that person to leave your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00566-00187727-00187969 home that their behavior is not allowed
G9yFHYWNKKy-00567-00187970-00188379 we want you to create a safe environment
G9yFHYWNKKy-00568-00188380-00188749 for that youth in your care so please
G9yFHYWNKKy-00569-00188750-00189079 keep that in mind also to allow the you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00570-00189080-00189304 to participate in activities that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00571-00189305-00189559 interest them regardless of whether
G9yFHYWNKKy-00572-00189560-00189823 these activities are stereotypically
G9yFHYWNKKy-00573-00189824-00190177 male or female to educate yourself on
G9yFHYWNKKy-00574-00190178-00190423 the history issues and resources and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00575-00190424-00190705 please please PLEASE rely on your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00576-00190706-00191023 licensure or the placing worker to also
G9yFHYWNKKy-00577-00191024-00191368 provide you with resources if you happen
G9yFHYWNKKy-00578-00191369-00192112 to need some so what do foster parents
G9yFHYWNKKy-00579-00192113-00192376 do number one I cannot stress this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00580-00192377-00192664 enough is to see the good in the child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00581-00192665-00192967 and shine a light on that on them you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00582-00192968-00193189 want to make sure that you bring out the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00583-00193190-00193495 child's gifts and talents especially if
G9yFHYWNKKy-00584-00193496-00193788 they're good at math or science or
G9yFHYWNKKy-00585-00193789-00194239 sports you definitely want to bring that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00586-00194240-00194509 out on the in them to take care of their
G9yFHYWNKKy-00587-00194510-00194695 daily needs just like you would take
G9yFHYWNKKy-00588-00194696-00194899 care of your own child so making sure
G9yFHYWNKKy-00589-00194900-00195187 that they receive a healthy diet that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00590-00195188-00195358 they're involved in extracurricular
G9yFHYWNKKy-00591-00195359-00195664 activities that you're providing the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00592-00195665-00195951 child to appropriate medical services
G9yFHYWNKKy-00593-00195952-00196324 allow a child to be a child if you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00594-00196325-00196567 providing care for a sibling group you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00595-00196568-00196764 may find out that there's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00596-00196765-00196983 one person in the a stippling group that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00597-00196984-00197256 is parentis fide you definitely will
G9yFHYWNKKy-00598-00197257-00197460 have to take time with with that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00599-00197461-00197679 particular child and let them know that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00600-00197680-00197952 you are the parent and that you would
G9yFHYWNKKy-00601-00197953-00198198 like for that child to be a child so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00602-00198199-00198366 that's one of the things that you make
G9yFHYWNKKy-00603-00198367-00198582 the comfort if you're providing care for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00604-00198583-00198864 a sibling group to help that child grow
G9yFHYWNKKy-00605-00198865-00199278 to always provide emotional support when
G9yFHYWNKKy-00606-00199279-00199464 children come into the system they have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00607-00199465-00199794 different different emotional outbursts
G9yFHYWNKKy-00608-00199795-00200048 some of them can be grief and sorrow
G9yFHYWNKKy-00609-00200049-00200391 some of that can be angry or sad or even
G9yFHYWNKKy-00610-00200392-00200568 happy so again you want to make sure
G9yFHYWNKKy-00611-00200569-00200844 that you provide that support to them
G9yFHYWNKKy-00612-00200845-00201081 to keep children safe that's the number
G9yFHYWNKKy-00613-00201082-00201330 one priority like Rhoda had stated
G9yFHYWNKKy-00614-00201331-00201693 earlier to mentor the birth family now
G9yFHYWNKKy-00615-00201694-00201939 because you're new going through this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00616-00201940-00202239 process we may ask that you possibly
G9yFHYWNKKy-00617-00202240-00202488 hold off on mentoring the birth family
G9yFHYWNKKy-00618-00202489-00202857 until you gain more experience but we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00619-00202858-00203121 would definitely ask that you mentor
G9yFHYWNKKy-00620-00203122-00203463 that birth mom or birth dad and please
G9yFHYWNKKy-00621-00203464-00203733 note that the birth family has the right
G9yFHYWNKKy-00622-00203734-00203985 to know your telephone number so they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00623-00203986-00204216 can be in contact with you to get
G9yFHYWNKKy-00624-00204217-00204537 updates on how their child is doing we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00625-00204538-00204753 would ask that you provide nurturing and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00626-00204754-00205035 guidance to that child to provide
G9yFHYWNKKy-00627-00205036-00205319 transportation you'll find out that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00628-00205319-00205638 you'll be providing transportation for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00629-00205639-00205898 visitation visitation with the birth
G9yFHYWNKKy-00630-00205900-00206127 parents as well as visitation if they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00631-00206128-00206398 have a sibling in a separate foster home
G9yFHYWNKKy-00632-00206400-00206654 providing transportation to medical
G9yFHYWNKKy-00633-00206655-00207078 appointments provide clothing you might
G9yFHYWNKKy-00634-00207079-00207348 have an instance where a child is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00635-00207348-00207566 brought to your home with just the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00636-00207567-00207773 clothes on their back so we would ask
G9yFHYWNKKy-00637-00207775-00208071 that you provide clothing as well to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00638-00208071-00208308 advocate for the child advocate for the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00639-00208309-00208527 child in the public school systems as
G9yFHYWNKKy-00640-00208528-00208734 well as advocate for the child in the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00641-00208735-00209046 child welfare system communication is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00642-00209046-00209403 the key basically like I stated
G9yFHYWNKKy-00643-00209404-00209652 previously to treat the child like you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00644-00209653-00210139 would treat your own child and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00645-00210140-00210379 to add something when we talk about that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00646-00210380-00210934 is literally that is what the case plan
G9yFHYWNKKy-00647-00210935-00211282 is going to provide is a road map as to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00648-00211283-00211666 who is going to transport the child to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00649-00211667-00212026 and from the visits who is the one
G9yFHYWNKKy-00650-00212027-00212365 that's going to supervise the visit is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00651-00212366-00212598 the one that's going to call and make
G9yFHYWNKKy-00652-00212600-00212892 medical appointments and who notifies
G9yFHYWNKKy-00653-00212894-00213234 the parents that's why it's always
G9yFHYWNKKy-00654-00213235-00213762 important that the foster parent be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00655-00213763-00214221 involved and at least see the case plan
G9yFHYWNKKy-00656-00214223-00214585 that Child Protection has the parent
G9yFHYWNKKy-00657-00214586-00214909 sign because it does include some stuff
G9yFHYWNKKy-00658-00214910-00215191 that they may be asking you to do so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00659-00215192-00215517 your input is always very important
G9yFHYWNKKy-00660-00215517-00215962 correct correct thank you visitation
G9yFHYWNKKy-00661-00215963-00216166 let's talk about this this is a heavy
G9yFHYWNKKy-00662-00216167-00216519 subject most parents have the right to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00663-00216521-00216805 visit visits may take place in the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00664-00216806-00217051 foster home the county office whether
G9yFHYWNKKy-00665-00217052-00217398 it's at Ramsey County on Kellogg or
G9yFHYWNKKy-00666-00217400-00217762 Ramsey County on University or in the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00667-00217763-00217903 community just depending on the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00668-00217904-00218271 situation your relationship with the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00669-00218273-00218542 birth parent is very important if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00670-00218542-00218833 are having difficulties with a birth
G9yFHYWNKKy-00671-00218834-00219064 parent or you may not even like the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00672-00219065-00219346 birth parent please please please don't
G9yFHYWNKKy-00673-00219346-00219721 exude that energy where the foster child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00674-00219721-00220057 can pick up on that because if they feel
G9yFHYWNKKy-00675-00220058-00220306 that you do not like their birth parent
G9yFHYWNKKy-00676-00220307-00220619 they also feel that you do not like them
G9yFHYWNKKy-00677-00220621-00220882 therefore your relationship with the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00678-00220883-00221233 birth parent is very important research
G9yFHYWNKKy-00679-00221234-00221448 tells us the better the relationship
G9yFHYWNKKy-00680-00221450-00221671 between the foster parent and the birth
G9yFHYWNKKy-00681-00221671-00222021 parent the quicker reunification can
G9yFHYWNKKy-00682-00222023-00222340 happen I just want to also inform you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00683-00222341-00222694 that the current judges on the bench are
G9yFHYWNKKy-00684-00222694-00222994 ordering and requiring that visits
G9yFHYWNKKy-00685-00222994-00223237 happened three to four times a week and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00686-00223238-00223459 so we understand that you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00687-00223460-00223708 a busy schedule and so this is when
G9yFHYWNKKy-00688-00223709-00224021 you're going to compromise with the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00689-00224021-00224363 placing worker to see if they also can
G9yFHYWNKKy-00690-00224364-00224615 provide transportation whether it's to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00691-00224616-00224946 and then you do transportation fro or
G9yFHYWNKKy-00692-00224948-00225215 you know every other day or what have
G9yFHYWNKKy-00693-00225216-00225409 you you definitely want to be in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00694-00225410-00225590 communication and with the placing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00695-00225591-00225866 worker regarding on transportation and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00696-00225867-00226117 what visitation will look like like
G9yFHYWNKKy-00697-00226119-00226412 Rhoda stated that information as well
G9yFHYWNKKy-00698-00226413-00226975 will be outlined in the case plan rather
G9yFHYWNKKy-00699-00226976-00227221 we'll talk about payments and clothing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00700-00227221-00227755 is this updated no well it runs through
G9yFHYWNKKy-00701-00227756-00228127 June 30th okay so you're not going to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00702-00228128-00228652 get rich doing foster care because the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00703-00228653-00229134 way that it works the state DHHS decides
G9yFHYWNKKy-00704-00229135-00229624 the flat rate for room and board and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00705-00229625-00229969 it's done according to the ages you see
G9yFHYWNKKy-00706-00229971-00230401 zero to five the monthly rate is going
G9yFHYWNKKy-00707-00230402-00230567 to be six hundred and seventy two
G9yFHYWNKKy-00708-00230567-00230947 dollars six to twelve years seven
G9yFHYWNKKy-00709-00230948-00231338 hundred and ninety seven dollars and for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00710-00231339-00231655 the youth thirteen to twenty it's going
G9yFHYWNKKy-00711-00231656-00232155 to be nine hundred and forty-one the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00712-00232156-00232514 DHHS sets the new rates so they will be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00713-00232515-00232917 new rates coming out June thirtieth 2020
G9yFHYWNKKy-00714-00232919-00233254 the other piece I want to talk about is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00715-00233255-00233919 clothing that is something that is given
G9yFHYWNKKy-00716-00233921-00234384 for the child and child welfare
G9yFHYWNKKy-00717-00234385-00234948 supposedly once in a lifetime I always
G9yFHYWNKKy-00718-00234949-00235469 recommend that foster parents ask the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00719-00235469-00235702 placing worker whether its PC you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00720-00235703-00236107 whether its child protection to see if
G9yFHYWNKKy-00721-00236108-00236626 there is any money left in the clothing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00722-00236627-00236801 allowance for that child
G9yFHYWNKKy-00723-00236802-00237148 a lot of times there may not be because
G9yFHYWNKKy-00724-00237150-00237377 it's been spent if the child was in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00725-00237378-00237917 another foster placement previously you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00726-00237917-00238489 can always ask and city I really
G9yFHYWNKKy-00727-00238490-00238808 recommend that you do that when the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00728-00238809-00239558 child comes in question that monthly
G9yFHYWNKKy-00729-00239559-00239882 stipend does that child need to stay in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00730-00239883-00240167 your home for the 31 days to get the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00731-00240167-00240511 full stipend or how does that work yes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00732-00240512-00240962 and when we talk about the stipend when
G9yFHYWNKKy-00733-00240963-00241339 we talk about the room and board rate
G9yFHYWNKKy-00734-00241340-00241736 that's only the flat rate that does not
G9yFHYWNKKy-00735-00241737-00242242 include having the child assessed for a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00736-00242244-00242531 higher rate and tally are we going to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00737-00242532-00243461 talk about that in the maxi piece no
G9yFHYWNKKy-00738-00243462-00243548 we're not
G9yFHYWNKKy-00739-00243548-00243821 yes we I don't know where it is on these
G9yFHYWNKKy-00740-00243821-00244205 slides well and when they come up and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00741-00244206-00244454 I'm sure they're going to come up I'll
G9yFHYWNKKy-00742-00244455-00244853 give you a better understanding of how
G9yFHYWNKKy-00743-00244854-00245854 the rates are come up okay hello
G9yFHYWNKKy-00744-00245855-00246117 I'm still K okay I can hear now I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00745-00246119-00246637 couldn't hear okay can you hear now yes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00746-00246638-00247507 I can hear you now my name is Ramirez
G9yFHYWNKKy-00747-00247508-00248203 Johnson okay I've been in I just
G9yFHYWNKKy-00748-00248204-00248713 couldn't hear so I couldn't hear from
G9yFHYWNKKy-00749-00248714-00249205 the beginning okay all right guarantee
G9yFHYWNKKy-00750-00249206-00250008 one pictus I'm sorry I looped yourself
G9yFHYWNKKy-00751-00250009-00250525 you're on mute I got myself up okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-00752-00250526-00250821 let's talk about the licensing process
G9yFHYWNKKy-00753-00250823-00251116 and what that looks like so tonight
G9yFHYWNKKy-00754-00251117-00251323 you're in traditional orientation
G9yFHYWNKKy-00755-00251323-00251500 training that's part of the requirement
G9yFHYWNKKy-00756-00251501-00251833 to be licensed yes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00757-00251834-00252106 nuts and bolts you'll take that meeting
G9yFHYWNKKy-00758-00252107-00252367 next that's basically the rules and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00759-00252367-00252785 regulations of foster care yes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00760-00252786-00253309 you'll receive paperwork that has all
G9yFHYWNKKy-00761-00253310-00253717 the applications in that home visits
G9yFHYWNKKy-00762-00253717-00253944 will be part of the home study process
G9yFHYWNKKy-00763-00253946-00254173 and so once you complete your paperwork
G9yFHYWNKKy-00764-00254173-00254623 and submit it to Ramsey County your case
G9yFHYWNKKy-00765-00254623-00254976 will be assigned by our supervisor and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00766-00254977-00255337 once your case is assigned your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00767-00255338-00255571 licensure will call you to schedule a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00768-00255571-00255942 visit and we'll start the licensing
G9yFHYWNKKy-00769-00255944-00256240 process in the home study process we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00770-00256241-00256534 also conduct background studies and so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00771-00256535-00256750 we conduct background studies on
G9yFHYWNKKy-00772-00256751-00257206 everyone at 13 and up please keep in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00773-00257207-00257578 mind that if you are a couple both of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00774-00257579-00257875 you will need to be on the application
G9yFHYWNKKy-00775-00257876-00258210 if you have a significant other that is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00776-00258211-00258517 definitely going to be parenting the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00777-00258517-00258784 child both of you need to be on the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00778-00258785-00259173 application there
G9yFHYWNKKy-00779-00259173-00259464 is a six-hour pre-service training and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00780-00259465-00259671 we'll talk about what other trainings
G9yFHYWNKKy-00781-00259671-00259956 that you will need to be fulfilled
G9yFHYWNKKy-00782-00259957-00260310 before you here we go so these are the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00783-00260311-00260529 training requirements that you will need
G9yFHYWNKKy-00784-00260530-00260810 to take as part of the licensing process
G9yFHYWNKKy-00785-00260811-00261266 everyone needs to take mental health
G9yFHYWNKKy-00786-00261267-00261630 that is two hours of training and then
G9yFHYWNKKy-00787-00261631-00261842 car seat training everyone who's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00788-00261844-00262113 providing care for a child zero to eight
G9yFHYWNKKy-00789-00262114-00262398 will need to take car seat training now
G9yFHYWNKKy-00790-00262399-00262698 this training is good every five years
G9yFHYWNKKy-00791-00262699-00263004 so say if you happen to close out your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00792-00263005-00263322 license within two years and you come
G9yFHYWNKKy-00793-00263323-00263631 back in that car seat training would be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00794-00263632-00263898 good we just need to see a copy of your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00795-00263899-00264228 certificate of attendance shaken baby
G9yFHYWNKKy-00796-00264229-00264483 syndrome and abusive head trauma is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00797-00264484-00264777 required if you're providing care for a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00798-00264778-00265235 child zero to five again this training
G9yFHYWNKKy-00799-00265236-00265500 is good for five years so please hold on
G9yFHYWNKKy-00800-00265501-00266133 to your certificate okay so what the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00801-00266134-00266403 paperwork looks like you'll receive the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00802-00266404-00266643 application you definitely want to make
G9yFHYWNKKy-00803-00266644-00266919 sure that you fill out every section
G9yFHYWNKKy-00804-00266920-00267174 clearly and concisely into the best of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00805-00267175-00267504 your ability if you have any questions
G9yFHYWNKKy-00806-00267505-00267678 on the application you can definitely
G9yFHYWNKKy-00807-00267679-00268029 give us a call like I stated before we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00808-00268030-00268269 do background checks and so there is a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00809-00268270-00268491 background consent form that every
G9yFHYWNKKy-00810-00268492-00268767 member in the home 13 and up will need
G9yFHYWNKKy-00811-00268768-00269058 to complete there will be a floor and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00812-00269059-00269438 escape plan you will need to a draw
G9yFHYWNKKy-00813-00269439-00269802 basically your escape plan that you will
G9yFHYWNKKy-00814-00269803-00270033 use in case of an emergency and there
G9yFHYWNKKy-00815-00270034-00270245 will be directions on that form
G9yFHYWNKKy-00816-00270246-00270564 everyone 18 and over will receive an
G9yFHYWNKKy-00817-00270565-00270867 individual fact sheet I cannot stress
G9yFHYWNKKy-00818-00270868-00271113 this enough that you need to be open and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00819-00271114-00271398 honest on this form there are several
G9yFHYWNKKy-00820-00271399-00271650 questions on this form then ask if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00821-00271651-00271908 have any history with the criminal
G9yFHYWNKKy-00822-00271909-00272175 justice system if you receive
G9yFHYWNKKy-00823-00272176-00272547 therapeutic services that definitely
G9yFHYWNKKy-00824-00272548-00272823 needs to be notated on the form please
G9yFHYWNKKy-00825-00272824-00273015 keep in mind that you have to be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00826-00273016-00273339 chemically free for two years so we do
G9yFHYWNKKy-00827-00273340-00273540 have a chemical health statement that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00828-00273541-00273759 you would have to complete chemical
G9yFHYWNKKy-00829-00273760-00274065 health can be alcohol prescription drugs
G9yFHYWNKKy-00830-00274066-00274356 or street drugs we need to know that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00831-00274357-00274467 information
G9yFHYWNKKy-00832-00274468-00274842 you will also receive autobiographical
G9yFHYWNKKy-00833-00274843-00275115 form that we would have you complete
G9yFHYWNKKy-00834-00275116-00275360 chemical health policy I'd basically
G9yFHYWNKKy-00835-00275361-00275652 talked about you'll receive the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00836-00275653-00276134 discipline policy and grievance policy
G9yFHYWNKKy-00837-00276135-00276414 and list of emergency numbers all these
G9yFHYWNKKy-00838-00276415-00276693 forms on your licensure will discuss
G9yFHYWNKKy-00839-00276694-00276978 with you at the initial visit as well
G9yFHYWNKKy-00840-00276979-00277367 especially if you have questions okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-00841-00277368-00277644 when you when Kerry talked about the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00842-00277645-00277859 chemical health I mean it we're not
G9yFHYWNKKy-00843-00277860-00278187 saying you can't drink hmm it just means
G9yFHYWNKKy-00844-00278188-00278574 that you couldn't have had any kind of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00845-00278575-00278862 chemical health issues or abuse for two
G9yFHYWNKKy-00846-00278863-00279144 years because that's correct right Karen
G9yFHYWNKKy-00847-00279145-00279516 yep that's correct okay can I ask can I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00848-00279517-00279582 ask a question
G9yFHYWNKKy-00849-00279583-00280191 Oh gorgeous Petey yeah I was gonna ask
G9yFHYWNKKy-00850-00280192-00280647 with the background study go faster for
G9yFHYWNKKy-00851-00280648-00280834 people who's already working and like
G9yFHYWNKKy-00852-00280835-00281220 EHS like group homes or things like that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00853-00281221-00281490 already not necessarily it really
G9yFHYWNKKy-00854-00281491-00281889 depends it because because I'm already
G9yFHYWNKKy-00855-00281890-00282081 on file would like atom wash and all
G9yFHYWNKKy-00856-00282082-00282234 that cuz already working kids and things
G9yFHYWNKKy-00857-00282235-00282666 it could but keep in mind because you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00858-00282667-00282975 going through the foster care process if
G9yFHYWNKKy-00859-00282976-00283293 you work in the medical field in the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00860-00283294-00283533 school field we still have to do
G9yFHYWNKKy-00861-00283534-00283764 background checks pertaining to foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-00862-00283765-00284360 care so yeah we do did anyone know you'd
G9yFHYWNKKy-00863-00284361-00284649 be able to locate faster like me because
G9yFHYWNKKy-00864-00284650-00284796 you know my fingerprints and everything
G9yFHYWNKKy-00865-00284797-00285225 they're updated every year to stay Oh No
G9yFHYWNKKy-00866-00285226-00285531 okay that's that's the Department of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00867-00285532-00285807 Human Services background studies units
G9yFHYWNKKy-00868-00285808-00285880 so they
G9yFHYWNKKy-00869-00285881-00286278 oh hey just wants to do it themselves
G9yFHYWNKKy-00870-00286279-00286791 mm-hmm occasion for foster care mm-hmm
G9yFHYWNKKy-00871-00286792-00287032 anybody else have a question I thought I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00872-00287033-00287329 saw another hand yeah I had a question
G9yFHYWNKKy-00873-00287330-00287778 um so like the shaken baby that said
G9yFHYWNKKy-00874-00287779-00288040 that need to be a training provided by
G9yFHYWNKKy-00875-00288041-00288394 Ramsey County not necessarily but it
G9yFHYWNKKy-00876-00288395-00288709 does have to meet certain criteria okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-00877-00288710-00288952 and will be notified of the criteria yes
G9yFHYWNKKy-00878-00288953-00289501 for that okay okay so when I had talked
G9yFHYWNKKy-00879-00289502-00289741 about the individual fact sheet and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00880-00289742-00290061 being open and honest um in regards to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00881-00290062-00290374 if you had any issues with your criminal
G9yFHYWNKKy-00882-00290375-00290692 background we need to know as soon as
G9yFHYWNKKy-00883-00290693-00290995 possible please keep in mind that we do
G9yFHYWNKKy-00884-00290996-00291301 have some items that may disqualify you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00885-00291302-00291618 from becoming licensed to do foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-00886-00291619-00291991 and those instances or examples can be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00887-00291992-00292267 passed remove past removal of children
G9yFHYWNKKy-00888-00292268-00292507 from the family through a substantiated
G9yFHYWNKKy-00889-00292508-00292888 abuse or neglect charge convictions of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00890-00292889-00293170 harm especially violence against
G9yFHYWNKKy-00891-00293171-00293449 vulnerable adults or vulnerable children
G9yFHYWNKKy-00892-00293450-00293890 any drug dealing any murders any weapon
G9yFHYWNKKy-00893-00293891-00294196 charges that's definitely going to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00894-00294197-00294445 disqualify you from moving forward
G9yFHYWNKKy-00895-00294446-00294748 I ask again that you be open and honest
G9yFHYWNKKy-00896-00294749-00294979 because there are some situations that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00897-00294980-00295207 we can work with you on if you've
G9yFHYWNKKy-00898-00295208-00295510 committed a crime say back in your own
G9yFHYWNKKy-00899-00295511-00295939 teen years we may be able to assist but
G9yFHYWNKKy-00900-00295940-00296149 that's only if you tell us that this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00901-00296150-00296431 happened and that you change your whole
G9yFHYWNKKy-00902-00296432-00296719 life around so again please let us know
G9yFHYWNKKy-00903-00296720-00296989 as soon as possible so that we can try
G9yFHYWNKKy-00904-00296990-00297244 and work with you and advocate for you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00905-00297245-00297502 but there are some instances where we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00906-00297503-00298186 cannot help okay so just a reminder on
G9yFHYWNKKy-00907-00298187-00298411 the paperwork that you will receive is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00908-00298412-00298690 that - like I stated print clearly and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00909-00298691-00298990 complete uh sections there are written
G9yFHYWNKKy-00910-00298991-00299206 statements that are required for your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00911-00299207-00299308 house
G9yFHYWNKKy-00912-00299309-00299515 we need to know that you're in good
G9yFHYWNKKy-00913-00299516-00299857 health and chemical health assessment
G9yFHYWNKKy-00914-00299858-00300292 like we stated you all will receive a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00915-00300293-00300523 piece of paper that basically lists the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00916-00300524-00300763 names and contact information of your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00917-00300764-00301093 local municipality so you all would need
G9yFHYWNKKy-00918-00301094-00301339 to call the city in which you live in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00919-00301340-00301633 and basically state that your home is
G9yFHYWNKKy-00920-00301634-00301906 going to be a foster home you need to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00921-00301907-00302185 make sure that you take down the name of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00922-00302186-00302380 the person in which you talk to as well
G9yFHYWNKKy-00923-00302381-00302683 as their on phone number we need that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00924-00302684-00303028 information that information will be
G9yFHYWNKKy-00925-00303029-00303238 provided to you as well
G9yFHYWNKKy-00926-00303239-00303616 call us at two six six four one two
G9yFHYWNKKy-00927-00303617-00303838 three if you have any questions or need
G9yFHYWNKKy-00928-00303839-00304437 assistance in completing the paper burn
G9yFHYWNKKy-00929-00304438-00304696 the paperwork are you guys emailing that
G9yFHYWNKKy-00930-00304697-00305662 up to us or mailing it to us what I was
G9yFHYWNKKy-00931-00305663-00305806 going to do since we've never done this
G9yFHYWNKKy-00932-00305807-00305998 usually we have folders where everybody
G9yFHYWNKKy-00933-00305999-00306157 can take a folder right now if you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00934-00306158-00306403 interested so what I'm gonna do is at
G9yFHYWNKKy-00935-00306404-00306631 the end of this if you are interested we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00936-00306632-00306811 will take your name and we can email you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00937-00306812-00307000 the information so you'll get a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00938-00307001-00307282 certificate it'll probably be coming on
G9yFHYWNKKy-00939-00307283-00307429 Monday though and it will come till
G9yFHYWNKKy-00940-00307430-00307627 Monday but you get a certificate of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00941-00307628-00307879 attendance and if you're interested you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00942-00307880-00308107 could let me know or uh snow here and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00943-00308108-00308353 then I'll put a mark down and we can
G9yFHYWNKKy-00944-00308354-00308587 email you out an application and the
G9yFHYWNKKy-00945-00308588-00308908 information you need to get started one
G9yFHYWNKKy-00946-00308909-00309091 thing one thing I wanted to say though I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00947-00309092-00309226 wanted to find out like what are your
G9yFHYWNKKy-00948-00309227-00309424 questions about foster care and then why
G9yFHYWNKKy-00949-00309425-00309583 are you here what do you what do you
G9yFHYWNKKy-00950-00309584-00309751 thinking about her what interests you in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00951-00309752-00310713 foster care um for me I kind of grew up
G9yFHYWNKKy-00952-00310714-00311119 like my grandmother did foster care so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00953-00311120-00311329 I've been exposed to well actually I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00954-00311330-00311551 know what foster care was cuz my
G9yFHYWNKKy-00955-00311552-00311710 grandmother was like did the kinship
G9yFHYWNKKy-00956-00311711-00311959 thing for us so she raised us but we
G9yFHYWNKKy-00957-00311960-00312127 always had three or four foster kids in
G9yFHYWNKKy-00958-00312128-00312319 our house at a time and I just I kind of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00959-00312320-00312586 grew up around it so I'm used to like
G9yFHYWNKKy-00960-00312587-00312736 diversity we had all type of kids
G9yFHYWNKKy-00961-00312737-00313230 different ages no different issues and
G9yFHYWNKKy-00962-00313231-00313453 I'm in the field of social work I always
G9yFHYWNKKy-00963-00313454-00313887 have been and I'm pursuing social work
G9yFHYWNKKy-00964-00313888-00314455 for school too so it's just okay anybody
G9yFHYWNKKy-00965-00314456-00314716 else want to say what why you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-00966-00314717-00315682 interested in foster care you're if
G9yFHYWNKKy-00967-00315683-00316126 you're okay well I just I've always been
G9yFHYWNKKy-00968-00316127-00316447 wanting to foster I've never been I've
G9yFHYWNKKy-00969-00316448-00316696 never had children on my own and I just
G9yFHYWNKKy-00970-00316697-00316819 thought that it would be a good way to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00971-00316820-00317179 connect with that and I work in the ER
G9yFHYWNKKy-00972-00317180-00317521 in a hospital in st. Paul and so I see
G9yFHYWNKKy-00973-00317522-00317881 so many kids that are being taken from
G9yFHYWNKKy-00974-00317882-00318136 adult protection I think that I have a
G9yFHYWNKKy-00975-00318137-00318388 lot to offer and I just think it would
G9yFHYWNKKy-00976-00318389-00318622 complete something that's missing for me
G9yFHYWNKKy-00977-00318623-00318892 to be able to do that and I have lots of
G9yFHYWNKKy-00978-00318893-00319171 nieces and nephews that I just I don't
G9yFHYWNKKy-00979-00319172-00319366 know I love children and so I just I
G9yFHYWNKKy-00980-00319367-00319615 bought a big house with lots of rooms so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00981-00319616-00319936 that I can do this that's great okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-00982-00319937-00322005 thanks anybody else want to share
G9yFHYWNKKy-00983-00322006-00322412 anybody do you have questions like what
G9yFHYWNKKy-00984-00322413-00322528 kind of questions do you have about
G9yFHYWNKKy-00985-00322529-00323294 foster care I actually have a question
G9yFHYWNKKy-00986-00323295-00323576 about your trainings that you are going
G9yFHYWNKKy-00987-00323577-00324053 to do for mental health okay no I'm
G9yFHYWNKKy-00988-00324054-00324347 actually a mental health practitioner
G9yFHYWNKKy-00989-00324348-00324950 since 2009 okay so with that qualify so
G9yFHYWNKKy-00990-00324951-00325064 I don't have to take the two-hour
G9yFHYWNKKy-00991-00325065-00325139 training
G9yFHYWNKKy-00992-00325140-00325364 urging you'd think it would because it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-00993-00325365-00325544 pretty basic in elementary but we've had
G9yFHYWNKKy-00994-00325545-00325790 psychiatrists and doctors and they all
G9yFHYWNKKy-00995-00325791-00325981 be out we still have it's just a DHS
G9yFHYWNKKy-00996-00325982-00326252 requirement it's gonna be super basic
G9yFHYWNKKy-00997-00326253-00326659 for you okay but unfortunately I have to
G9yFHYWNKKy-00998-00326660-00326963 say yes you do have to do it you could
G9yFHYWNKKy-00999-00326964-00327157 only teach it with your eyes closed and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01000-00327158-00327362 blindfolded or whatever but oh yeah you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01001-00327363-00327740 would okay can you send us a list of the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01002-00327741-00327887 classes when they're being held so we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01003-00327888-00328076 can pick from them well what's gonna
G9yFHYWNKKy-01004-00328077-00328190 happen as you'd fill out your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01005-00328191-00328453 application first and then we would sit
G9yFHYWNKKy-01006-00328454-00328622 once we got your application you'd get
G9yFHYWNKKy-01007-00328623-00328838 assigned a licensure and then they would
G9yFHYWNKKy-01008-00328839-00329144 send you out a training calendar that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01009-00329145-00329410 would detail all the trains that we have
G9yFHYWNKKy-01010-00329411-00329741 and what you would need to do sounds
G9yFHYWNKKy-01011-00329742-00330503 good okay how many training hours are
G9yFHYWNKKy-01012-00330504-00330941 required per year well once you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-01013-00330942-00331333 licensed it's 12 per year and we provide
G9yFHYWNKKy-01014-00331334-00331558 all that we we will have free training
G9yFHYWNKKy-01015-00331559-00331700 for you that would meet those needs or
G9yFHYWNKKy-01016-00331701-00331892 there's me if you wanted to do something
G9yFHYWNKKy-01017-00331893-00332117 else you can do it you know you get
G9yFHYWNKKy-01018-00332118-00332774 other training as well I also wanted to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01019-00332775-00332969 say that Ramsey County has a support
G9yFHYWNKKy-01020-00332970-00333176 group that meets once a week to to help
G9yFHYWNKKy-01021-00333177-00333473 support foster care providers so we're
G9yFHYWNKKy-01022-00333474-00333658 there really to support you and and we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01023-00333659-00333771 do have a group it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01024-00333772-00333985 run by Ramsey County it's run by other
G9yFHYWNKKy-01025-00333986-00334392 people but your anybody can attend that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01026-00334393-00334596 group or you can find out like get more
G9yFHYWNKKy-01027-00334597-00334764 information about her if you wanted to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01028-00334765-00334920 attend a group it's like I said every
G9yFHYWNKKy-01029-00334921-00335214 Monday night from 6:30 to 8:00 area once
G9yFHYWNKKy-01030-00335215-00335457 a month the third this time it's next
G9yFHYWNKKy-01031-00335458-00335778 Monday but it's from 6:30 to 8:00 and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01032-00335779-00335946 you're more than welcome to listen to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01033-00335947-00336117 see what other foster parents are going
G9yFHYWNKKy-01034-00336118-00336405 through as well if you're interested in
G9yFHYWNKKy-01035-00336406-00336672 I have a question it's I guess it's kind
G9yFHYWNKKy-01036-00336673-00337065 of off the subject but like um I think
G9yFHYWNKKy-01037-00337066-00337263 I'm pretty open with like the age range
G9yFHYWNKKy-01038-00337264-00337505 I'm interested in but like if I got a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01039-00337506-00337737 like a smaller child because you know I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01040-00337738-00337896 don't I don't have children even though
G9yFHYWNKKy-01041-00337897-00338112 I've always been around kids and work
G9yFHYWNKKy-01042-00338113-00338499 with children with would you provide or
G9yFHYWNKKy-01043-00338500-00338832 like give us any info as to like if we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01044-00338833-00339120 had a smaller child were to like do like
G9yFHYWNKKy-01045-00339121-00339426 CPR first aid like you know a baby or
G9yFHYWNKKy-01046-00339427-00339687 something like that if it's stuff like
G9yFHYWNKKy-01047-00339688-00340208 that like different training we we don't
G9yFHYWNKKy-01048-00340209-00340812 have a cpr training specifically I don't
G9yFHYWNKKy-01049-00340813-00340980 know what do you guys want to answer
G9yFHYWNKKy-01050-00340981-00341139 that question or we really don't have
G9yFHYWNKKy-01051-00341140-00341450 anything specific around those areas
G9yFHYWNKKy-01052-00341451-00341751 okay providing wanting to provide care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01053-00341752-00342006 for an infant like we stayed at zero to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01054-00342007-00342267 five you would have to take abusive head
G9yFHYWNKKy-01055-00342268-00342689 trauma car seat and sudden infant death
G9yFHYWNKKy-01056-00342690-00343191 as part of the requirement okay I mean I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01057-00343192-00343446 know general CPR but I mean I know it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01058-00343447-00343632 like different for like like a smaller
G9yFHYWNKKy-01059-00343633-00343782 kid or some so I was just wondering if
G9yFHYWNKKy-01060-00343783-00344727 they know okay okay is there a contact
G9yFHYWNKKy-01061-00344728-00345390 person and that I can reach just just in
G9yFHYWNKKy-01062-00345391-00345552 case I like we talked about this and we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01063-00345553-00345777 want to do this is or do I just respond
G9yFHYWNKKy-01064-00345778-00345966 back to the email that was sent to me or
G9yFHYWNKKy-01065-00345967-00346109 is there a specific person I need
G9yFHYWNKKy-01066-00346110-00346514 contact you can respond to the person
G9yFHYWNKKy-01067-00346515-00346794 who sent you the email or either one of
G9yFHYWNKKy-01068-00346795-00347145 us we can give you our numbers too
G9yFHYWNKKy-01069-00347146-00347712 I can give you my number if you want
G9yFHYWNKKy-01070-00347713-00348048 okay it's I know my name it up there it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01071-00348049-00348219 says Alicia Farrington but my name is
G9yFHYWNKKy-01072-00348220-00348291 Tali
G9yFHYWNKKy-01073-00348292-00348642 tal Li and my phone number is six five
G9yFHYWNKKy-01074-00348643-00349991 one two six six four five two six okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01075-00349992-00350355 so I mean I've had some questions here
G9yFHYWNKKy-01076-00350356-00350717 about the classes are they all virtually
G9yFHYWNKKy-01077-00350718-00350994 right now most some of our classes are
G9yFHYWNKKy-01078-00350995-00351216 virtual other classes like the mental
G9yFHYWNKKy-01079-00351217-00351375 house some of them you can just do
G9yFHYWNKKy-01080-00351376-00351582 online at your own pace they're on I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01081-00351583-00351825 think even are on our website so if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01082-00351826-00351960 did want to go look at the Ramsey County
G9yFHYWNKKy-01083-00351961-00352173 website some of those classes are listed
G9yFHYWNKKy-01084-00352174-00352455 on there but for right now we're doing
G9yFHYWNKKy-01085-00352456-00352776 it virtually until you know until
G9yFHYWNKKy-01086-00352777-00353430 coalbed is a little better here I'm a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01087-00353431-00353625 class that's not offered virtually right
G9yFHYWNKKy-01088-00353626-00353985 now the carseat correct car seat is the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01089-00353986-00354240 only one right now but DHS just put on
G9yFHYWNKKy-01090-00354241-00354426 gave us a new bulletin today where some
G9yFHYWNKKy-01091-00354427-00354576 of that is actually going to be done
G9yFHYWNKKy-01092-00354577-00355308 online as well I have a question um we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01093-00355309-00355536 are wanting to do foster care but right
G9yFHYWNKKy-01094-00355537-00355713 now we're in a one-bedroom apartment so
G9yFHYWNKKy-01095-00355714-00355983 we're planning to move should we start
G9yFHYWNKKy-01096-00355984-00356163 the process at all before we move or
G9yFHYWNKKy-01097-00356164-00356313 should we move first before we start
G9yFHYWNKKy-01098-00356314-00356664 filling anything out I mean it's really
G9yFHYWNKKy-01099-00356665-00356937 up to you i you know i don't i don't
G9yFHYWNKKy-01100-00356938-00357144 Karen and RAL though would say but it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01101-00357145-00357498 really up to you because sometimes the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01102-00357499-00357779 process can take months for the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01103-00357780-00358089 licensing the foster care home if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01104-00358090-00358254 move out of the county though then I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01105-00358255-00358521 would say to wait because you'd have to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01106-00358522-00358689 start everything all over even if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01107-00358690-00359012 moved in Minneapolis
G9yFHYWNKKy-01108-00359013-00359382 okay so nothing transfers an intranet
G9yFHYWNKKy-01109-00359383-00359535 it's not really
G9yFHYWNKKy-01110-00359536-00359706 you'd have to do your background studies
G9yFHYWNKKy-01111-00359707-00359949 over I mean some of the paper the your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01112-00359950-00360129 autobiography could transfer but
G9yFHYWNKKy-01113-00360130-00360266 everything else would have to be redone
G9yFHYWNKKy-01114-00360267-00360648 okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01115-00360649-00361273 and how many children per bedroom care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01116-00361274-00361413 nur Aldin
G9yFHYWNKKy-01117-00361414-00361810 do you want to answer that question your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01118-00361811-00362008 licensure would have to view your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01119-00362009-00362410 bedroom as well as we do have a capacity
G9yFHYWNKKy-01120-00362411-00362782 statute and so we would be looking at
G9yFHYWNKKy-01121-00362783-00363187 that as well so basically if you're a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01122-00363188-00363463 two-parent family with no kids then
G9yFHYWNKKy-01123-00363464-00363706 definitely we can put more children in
G9yFHYWNKKy-01124-00363707-00364066 your home however if you have children
G9yFHYWNKKy-01125-00364067-00364150 of your own
G9yFHYWNKKy-01126-00364151-00364672 your capacity will be limited and when
G9yFHYWNKKy-01127-00364673-00364942 you're talking about bedroom space take
G9yFHYWNKKy-01128-00364943-00365185 into consideration that if you're
G9yFHYWNKKy-01129-00365186-00365539 getting a sibling group and how old that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01130-00365540-00365788 sibling group is so it's really on an
G9yFHYWNKKy-01131-00365789-00367018 individual basis what other questions do
G9yFHYWNKKy-01132-00367019-00367156 you have or does anybody else want to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01133-00367157-00367981 comment on Wow okay go ahead Melissa we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01134-00367982-00368344 can't hear you I can't
G9yFHYWNKKy-01135-00368345-00368755 can you hear me now yes okay sorry my
G9yFHYWNKKy-01136-00368756-00369010 computer was mu so we have children at
G9yFHYWNKKy-01137-00369011-00369164 our household and they're wondering if
G9yFHYWNKKy-01138-00369165-00369553 they can share their bedroom with
G9yFHYWNKKy-01139-00369554-00369803 children that are in foster care with
G9yFHYWNKKy-01140-00369804-00370121 our family again that's gonna be on a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01141-00370122-00370469 case-by-case basis I definitely need to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01142-00370470-00370729 know the age of your children you also
G9yFHYWNKKy-01143-00370730-00370906 want to make sure that you're aware of
G9yFHYWNKKy-01144-00370907-00371257 foster children's needs and behaviors to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01145-00371258-00371479 make sure that they can get along and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01146-00371480-00371798 share a broom so that's a question and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01147-00371799-00372088 that you're going to be constantly
G9yFHYWNKKy-01148-00372089-00372446 having conversations with your licensure
G9yFHYWNKKy-01149-00372447-00372737 about and that will occur during the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01150-00372738-00373919 home study process nice the question
G9yFHYWNKKy-01151-00373920-00374288 about daycare and what that looks like
G9yFHYWNKKy-01152-00374289-00374489 so if you have younger kids that are
G9yFHYWNKKy-01153-00374490-00374714 going to be in daycare what that looks
G9yFHYWNKKy-01154-00374715-00374990 like in the foster care system well
G9yFHYWNKKy-01155-00374991-00375278 unfortunately Ramsey County does not pay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01156-00375279-00375641 for child care there are some grants out
G9yFHYWNKKy-01157-00375642-00375863 there like think small that's something
G9yFHYWNKKy-01158-00375864-00376108 that can help pay for some child care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01159-00376109-00376507 expenses but some foster parents have
G9yFHYWNKKy-01160-00376508-00376676 pretty much used most of the money that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01161-00376677-00376858 they've received from foster care to pay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01162-00376859-00377101 for daycare
G9yFHYWNKKy-01163-00377102-00377353 you know just goes fast but yeah Ramsey
G9yFHYWNKKy-01164-00377354-00377744 County does not pay for child care what
G9yFHYWNKKy-01165-00377745-00378053 I want to add though is that we gave you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01166-00378054-00378290 the basic rate oh you have three
G9yFHYWNKKy-01167-00378291-00378580 Assessors map see Assessors in Ramsey
G9yFHYWNKKy-01168-00378581-00378998 County and when a child would come into
G9yFHYWNKKy-01169-00378999-00379408 your home the Assessors call you say
G9yFHYWNKKy-01170-00379409-00379603 how's the behavior what are the things
G9yFHYWNKKy-01171-00379604-00380012 you're doing for the child and you know
G9yFHYWNKKy-01172-00380013-00380387 are you paying for daycare once they've
G9yFHYWNKKy-01173-00380388-00380738 completed the assessment they have the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01174-00380739-00381133 flexibility to up the amount that you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01175-00381134-00381481 are going to be getting per month
G9yFHYWNKKy-01176-00381482-00381901 that's why having an assessment or map
G9yFHYWNKKy-01177-00381902-00382198 see which is like a difficulty of care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01178-00382199-00382825 piece is very important okay and how am
G9yFHYWNKKy-01179-00382826-00383434 I going with that start garden how far
G9yFHYWNKKy-01180-00383435-00383659 in and so I'm just thinking like
G9yFHYWNKKy-01181-00383660-00383923 logistically you know if you work
G9yFHYWNKKy-01182-00383924-00384286 full-time and you get a younger child
G9yFHYWNKKy-01183-00384287-00384487 like you take care of you know like
G9yFHYWNKKy-01184-00384488-00384664 compared to cares for an infant to like
G9yFHYWNKKy-01185-00384665-00384868 a three year old boy oh there's a big
G9yFHYWNKKy-01186-00384869-00385129 difference there how far into the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01187-00385130-00385303 placement process with that evaluation
G9yFHYWNKKy-01188-00385304-00385689 the map see evaluation of her it should
G9yFHYWNKKy-01189-00385690-00386053 curve the minute further within the week
G9yFHYWNKKy-01190-00386054-00386431 that you got the child okay I want you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01191-00386432-00386995 to realize though that the child foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-01192-00386996-00387279 care payment is always delayed one month
G9yFHYWNKKy-01193-00387280-00387724 if the child was placed today in May you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01194-00387725-00388047 would not get payment for that May
G9yFHYWNKKy-01195-00388048-00388660 placement until June and you learn more
G9yFHYWNKKy-01196-00388661-00388933 about yeah and you'll learn more about
G9yFHYWNKKy-01197-00388934-00389215 the rules and regulations and the map
G9yFHYWNKKy-01198-00389216-00389488 see and your nuts and bolts course will
G9yFHYWNKKy-01199-00389489-00390118 review that with you as well I have a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01200-00390119-00390568 question regarding ages of kids is that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01201-00390569-00390742 something that you specify on your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01202-00390743-00390907 application if you feel your home would
G9yFHYWNKKy-01203-00390908-00391090 be more conducive to a certain age and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01204-00391091-00391285 what can you what ages can you Limit
G9yFHYWNKKy-01205-00391286-00391579 that to is it literally zero to five and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01206-00391580-00391831 then a lesson time teenager can you kind
G9yFHYWNKKy-01207-00391832-00392416 of narrow it down more than that 18
G9yFHYWNKKy-01208-00392417-00392797 months or some people say I want 10 to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01209-00392798-00393076 12 you know it really it's up to you I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01210-00393077-00393526 will say people are gonna want babies a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01211-00393527-00393721 lot of people when they come into foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-01212-00393722-00394152 care they really are looking for babies
G9yFHYWNKKy-01213-00394153-00394432 whenever we get a placement for a baby
G9yFHYWNKKy-01214-00394433-00394753 there's probably eight other foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01215-00394754-00394846 providers who
G9yFHYWNKKy-01216-00394847-00395020 you know everybody wants the baby so
G9yFHYWNKKy-01217-00395021-00395383 that's a very hard group to get so we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01218-00395384-00395535 have a lot of foster parents who when
G9yFHYWNKKy-01219-00395536-00395680 they come in you know they're all really
G9yFHYWNKKy-01220-00395681-00395923 excited about this and then they want
G9yFHYWNKKy-01221-00395924-00396229 babies and then they're they get
G9yFHYWNKKy-01222-00396230-00396406 frustrated because a years gone by and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01223-00396407-00396547 they still haven't had a placement
G9yFHYWNKKy-01224-00396548-00396757 because they wanted a baby you know I'm
G9yFHYWNKKy-01225-00396758-00396984 not saying don't pick a baby because we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01226-00396985-00397126 you know we always need you know that's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01227-00397127-00397321 what you your heart is of course do that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01228-00397322-00397480 but you might need to be a little bit
G9yFHYWNKKy-01229-00397481-00397855 more patient and flexible because if it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01230-00397856-00398098 is a lot harder to get younger children
G9yFHYWNKKy-01231-00398099-00398752 I have a question too are some of these
G9yFHYWNKKy-01232-00398753-00398932 placements will it be like we get a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01233-00398933-00399148 phone call in the middle of the night to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01234-00399149-00399459 take the children or is it during the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01235-00399460-00399785 day only or how does it work when they
G9yFHYWNKKy-01236-00399786-00400158 so usually if it's a shelter placement
G9yFHYWNKKy-01237-00400159-00400363 they're the ones that are usually called
G9yFHYWNKKy-01238-00400364-00400560 in the middle of the night most of the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01239-00400561-00400753 time foster parents are not called in
G9yFHYWNKKy-01240-00400754-00400933 the middle of the night for a placement
G9yFHYWNKKy-01241-00400934-00401122 now you could I don't want to say ever
G9yFHYWNKKy-01242-00401123-00401302 but most of the time that would be a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01243-00401303-00401545 shelter placement foster parents are
G9yFHYWNKKy-01244-00401546-00402130 usually called during the day
G9yFHYWNKKy-01245-00402131-00402464 Thanks sure you guys have some good
G9yFHYWNKKy-01246-00402465-00402967 questions
G9yFHYWNKKy-01247-00402968-00403397 how long is the average stay that's a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01248-00403398-00403562 good question
G9yFHYWNKKy-01249-00403563-00403778 do you guys remember what that is rel
G9yFHYWNKKy-01250-00403779-00404665 Derek Aaron monks 12 about a year well
G9yFHYWNKKy-01251-00404666-00404902 did anyone else get down
G9yFHYWNKKy-01252-00404903-00405413 no rel de what were you gonna say how
G9yFHYWNKKy-01253-00405414-00405658 liens on the individual piece
G9yFHYWNKKy-01254-00405659-00405938 how long do people stay in foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01255-00405939-00406157 it really meant it depends some could
G9yFHYWNKKy-01256-00406158-00406789 stay in for months years averages
G9yFHYWNKKy-01257-00406790-00407221 probably around nine months to a year
G9yFHYWNKKy-01258-00407222-00407567 and you take into consideration that is
G9yFHYWNKKy-01259-00407568-00407879 the timelines the state as before
G9yFHYWNKKy-01260-00407880-00408377 permanency is decided depending on the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01261-00408378-00408635 age of the child a lot of times it is
G9yFHYWNKKy-01262-00408636-00408962 not written in stone and you can have a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01263-00408963-00409391 child that could be in foster care two
G9yFHYWNKKy-01264-00409392-00409745 years a year and a half all depending on
G9yFHYWNKKy-01265-00409746-00410005 the circumstances that's why they have
G9yFHYWNKKy-01266-00410006-00410326 court hearings every 90 days to make
G9yFHYWNKKy-01267-00410327-00410632 sure things are moving along for that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01268-00410633-00411134 child and I have a question if you are
G9yFHYWNKKy-01269-00411135-00411424 both working parents in the summer the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01270-00411425-00411838 child is not going to school and are
G9yFHYWNKKy-01271-00411839-00412285 they allowed to be home or do they need
G9yFHYWNKKy-01272-00412287-00412772 supervision all the time it just really
G9yFHYWNKKy-01273-00412772-00412976 depends on the age of the child and then
G9yFHYWNKKy-01274-00412977-00413366 what their their development is if it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01275-00413367-00413578 would be appropriate for them to be at
G9yFHYWNKKy-01276-00413579-00413743 home it just again it really depends on
G9yFHYWNKKy-01277-00413745-00414293 that child it also depends on the age of
G9yFHYWNKKy-01278-00414293-00414624 the child so if you have I believe it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01279-00414625-00414922 Minnesota state law that I believe
G9yFHYWNKKy-01280-00414924-00415243 twelve years old can stay home for a few
G9yFHYWNKKy-01281-00415245-00416182 hours it's only a few hours so yeah it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01282-00416183-00416214 would
G9yFHYWNKKy-01283-00416214-00416445 depend on the child and depend on the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01284-00416446-00416972 circumstances can I ask a question since
G9yFHYWNKKy-01285-00416973-00417207 you said like we're doing like once you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01286-00417208-00417368 become foster parents your public
G9yFHYWNKKy-01287-00417369-00417668 parents um let's say you had like an
G9yFHYWNKKy-01288-00417669-00418020 older an older kid like 10 or 11 and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01289-00418021-00418160 they've been in your house for a while
G9yFHYWNKKy-01290-00418162-00418334 and maybe they express some interest and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01291-00418335-00418655 like soccer or football or something
G9yFHYWNKKy-01292-00418656-00418905 would that be something then we have to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01293-00418906-00419099 communicate with the social worker and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01294-00419100-00419666 their parents or is it you know or is it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01295-00419667-00419789 just okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01296-00419789-00420054 you will learn you will take a class
G9yFHYWNKKy-01297-00420055-00420300 called prudent parenting and then
G9yFHYWNKKy-01298-00420301-00420558 basically we want children in foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-01299-00420559-00420816 care to quote unquote have a normal life
G9yFHYWNKKy-01300-00420817-00421191 and so we would expect you to get the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01301-00421192-00421374 children involved in extracurricular
G9yFHYWNKKy-01302-00421375-00421610 activities of course you want to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01303-00421612-00422016 definitely let the placing know that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01304-00422017-00422239 this is what your information is and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01305-00422240-00422583 sometimes the placing worker may have
G9yFHYWNKKy-01306-00422584-00422889 the ability to have funds to play to pay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01307-00422889-00423189 for those extracurricular activities so
G9yFHYWNKKy-01308-00423189-00423375 that definitely is something that we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01309-00423376-00423616 would want you to involve the child in
G9yFHYWNKKy-01310-00423617-00423995 okay okay I didn't know if I need it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01311-00423996-00424266 like some extra permission or something
G9yFHYWNKKy-01312-00424267-00424445 like that you know like the state or
G9yFHYWNKKy-01313-00424446-00425274 whatever thank you you're on mute well
G9yFHYWNKKy-01314-00425275-00425664 done all right that'll be covered in
G9yFHYWNKKy-01315-00425664-00425985 nuts and bolts because they'll go
G9yFHYWNKKy-01316-00425985-00426228 through that and talk about substitute
G9yFHYWNKKy-01317-00426229-00426831 caregiving so there's another question
G9yFHYWNKKy-01318-00426832-00427683 is what happens with relative providers
G9yFHYWNKKy-01319-00427684-00427974 is that you get licensed first so first
G9yFHYWNKKy-01320-00427975-00428147 you get licensed and then you'd have a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01321-00428148-00428393 child with you for relative it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01322-00428394-00428652 different for relative providers they
G9yFHYWNKKy-01323-00428653-00428901 have a child like was placed with them
G9yFHYWNKKy-01324-00428902-00429095 all of a sudden overnight or something
G9yFHYWNKKy-01325-00429096-00429270 and then they have to get licensed so
G9yFHYWNKKy-01326-00429271-00429410 for traditional people if you don't have
G9yFHYWNKKy-01327-00429412-00429520 children in the home
G9yFHYWNKKy-01328-00429521-00429843 to get license first before you have any
G9yFHYWNKKy-01329-00429845-00429907 children
G9yFHYWNKKy-01330-00429908-00430689 come and stay with you in your home
G9yFHYWNKKy-01331-00430689-00430935 any other questions that we're having
G9yFHYWNKKy-01332-00430935-00431591 tonight can you just go over what the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01333-00431592-00431793 next steps are again sorry we've just
G9yFHYWNKKy-01334-00431793-00431934 had a lot of information like what's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01335-00431935-00432035 gonna happen next
G9yFHYWNKKy-01336-00432037-00432347 oh absolutely so what will happen if
G9yFHYWNKKy-01337-00432348-00432504 you're interested before we hang up
G9yFHYWNKKy-01338-00432505-00432737 tonight if you would just let me know
G9yFHYWNKKy-01339-00432738-00432978 before you hang up you know maybe we'll
G9yFHYWNKKy-01340-00432979-00433316 just ask you there's no pressure at all
G9yFHYWNKKy-01341-00433317-00433547 but if you are interested we would just
G9yFHYWNKKy-01342-00433548-00433905 get your have our clerk send you out
G9yFHYWNKKy-01343-00433906-00434243 information and packet of paperwork that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01344-00434244-00434487 you would need to fill out you know get
G9yFHYWNKKy-01345-00434488-00434675 that filled out send it back in to us
G9yFHYWNKKy-01346-00434676-00434922 you would get assigned in a work a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01347-00434922-00435207 worker a licensure who would come out
G9yFHYWNKKy-01348-00435208-00435372 and meet with you and talk to you about
G9yFHYWNKKy-01349-00435372-00435549 what the process is and and guide you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01350-00435550-00435813 step by step until you get licensed but
G9yFHYWNKKy-01351-00435814-00436059 the first step would be you know taking
G9yFHYWNKKy-01352-00436060-00436299 this class tonight was number one then
G9yFHYWNKKy-01353-00436300-00436460 if you're interested we'll send you out
G9yFHYWNKKy-01354-00436462-00436683 the packet of information filling that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01355-00436684-00436863 out getting that back to us and then
G9yFHYWNKKy-01356-00436864-00437001 you'd get assigned a worker who would
G9yFHYWNKKy-01357-00437002-00437645 take you the next step
G9yFHYWNKKy-01358-00437646-00438220 okay all right
G9yFHYWNKKy-01359-00438221-00438483 so I mean like I said I don't know if
G9yFHYWNKKy-01360-00438484-00438918 you want to say this right now you can
G9yFHYWNKKy-01361-00438918-00439053 and if you don't you don't feel
G9yFHYWNKKy-01362-00439054-00439337 comfortable whatever you know you can
G9yFHYWNKKy-01363-00439338-00439512 call me back I'm certainly happy to give
G9yFHYWNKKy-01364-00439513-00439718 you our number or call in any number but
G9yFHYWNKKy-01365-00439719-00439860 if you are interested and you want us to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01366-00439860-00440018 send you out something if you just want
G9yFHYWNKKy-01367-00440019-00440279 to raise your hand and I will take note
G9yFHYWNKKy-01368-00440280-00440610 that you make sure that we get that to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01369-00440610-00441279 you just one more question I don't know
G9yFHYWNKKy-01370-00441280-00441383 why they think of it before
G9yFHYWNKKy-01371-00441384-00441591 yes we were talking you were talking
G9yFHYWNKKy-01372-00441592-00441777 about like a lot of times the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01373-00441778-00442031 transportation is like a team effort it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01374-00442032-00442185 can go back and forth between social
G9yFHYWNKKy-01375-00442185-00442595 worker and the foster parent um so when
G9yFHYWNKKy-01376-00442596-00442764 I fill out that the application to me
G9yFHYWNKKy-01377-00442764-00443139 right now like actually just today today
G9yFHYWNKKy-01378-00443139-00443247 is my birthday
G9yFHYWNKKy-01379-00443247-00443483 and because of the like the COBIT 19 and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01380-00443484-00443802 everything like that things have been on
G9yFHYWNKKy-01381-00443803-00444012 hold and so my driver license just
G9yFHYWNKKy-01382-00444013-00444414 expired today and I'm waited to the 18th
G9yFHYWNKKy-01383-00444414-00444647 or everything to open back up so I can
G9yFHYWNKKy-01384-00444648-00444987 you know take care of that would that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01385-00444988-00445625 disqualify me from moving forward here
G9yFHYWNKKy-01386-00445626-00445812 Taryn Terrell that can you answer
G9yFHYWNKKy-01387-00445813-00445979 because I'm trying to take notes of
G9yFHYWNKKy-01388-00445980-00446256 people who are interested no that would
G9yFHYWNKKy-01389-00446257-00446466 not be a hinderance you'll just have to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01390-00446467-00446810 show the licensure that you had a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01391-00446810-00447018 license and then you're in the process
G9yFHYWNKKy-01392-00447018-00447372 of renewing it that's fine we know that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01393-00447372-00447558 there are going to be some some
G9yFHYWNKKy-01394-00447559-00447791 challenges with colvett where we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01395-00447792-00448085 understand that Melissa
G9yFHYWNKKy-01396-00448085-00448362 so Melissa Casey you're interested right
G9yFHYWNKKy-01397-00448363-00448968 okay I'm interested too okay I'm
G9yFHYWNKKy-01398-00448968-00449454 interested as well okay I know this
G9yFHYWNKKy-01399-00449455-00449652 isn't a very good process I can't get it
G9yFHYWNKKy-01400-00449653-00450333 okay so I have I'm gonna go down there's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01401-00450334-00450564 Jodi and Elizabeth where's Jodi and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01402-00450564-00450950 Elizabeth Jodi and Elizabeth I have that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01403-00450951-00451518 Jodi where's Jodi uh Jodi Anders
G9yFHYWNKKy-01404-00451518-00451723 she's still on here
G9yFHYWNKKy-01405-00451724-00452345 No okay so one down the bottom okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01406-00452346-00452887 I have Hannah I know that Patricia Evans
G9yFHYWNKKy-01407-00452888-00453160 I'm Melea okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01408-00453161-00453595 you you're all okay and then I know
G9yFHYWNKKy-01409-00453596-00453845 these people they said they're in and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01410-00453846-00454337 then sigh Sutherland are you're in okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01411-00454338-00455040 got you guys okay and then Nicole Nicole
G9yFHYWNKKy-01412-00455041-00455333 are they
G9yFHYWNKKy-01413-00455334-00455664 Nicole yeah you're in okay I got that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01414-00455665-00456251 dimitra's Johnson Verma Tris okay to me
G9yFHYWNKKy-01415-00456252-00456608 just Johnson and then Casey yeah I got
G9yFHYWNKKy-01416-00456609-00456893 you that's you guys okay and then yeah
G9yFHYWNKKy-01417-00456893-00457226 okay got everybody all right you have me
G9yFHYWNKKy-01418-00457227-00457412 can I ask one thing
G9yFHYWNKKy-01419-00457413-00457937 yes all right my kids and well I deal
G9yFHYWNKKy-01420-00457938-00458147 with a lot of Ramsey County but I live
G9yFHYWNKKy-01421-00458147-00458337 in hidden in the county
G9yFHYWNKKy-01422-00458338-00459095 do I have to I wanted to be a foster
G9yFHYWNKKy-01423-00459096-00459389 parent Ramsey County do I have to change
G9yFHYWNKKy-01424-00459389-00459604 over to anything
G9yFHYWNKKy-01425-00459605-00459902 if you live in Hennepin County you have
G9yFHYWNKKy-01426-00459903-00460129 to be licensed in Hennepin County I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01427-00460130-00460758 can't do nothing in Ramsey County no
G9yFHYWNKKy-01428-00460759-00461126 different it okay yeah there's nothing
G9yFHYWNKKy-01429-00461127-00461408 that we can we can't license okay okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01430-00461409-00461629 okay it says I can't be lice in there
G9yFHYWNKKy-01431-00461630-00462004 then I got grandkids in Ramsey County
G9yFHYWNKKy-01432-00462005-00462527 okay can I go through Ramsey County
G9yFHYWNKKy-01433-00462528-00462829 system to try to be a foster pair you'd
G9yFHYWNKKy-01434-00462830-00463072 have to get lassie one you'd have to get
G9yFHYWNKKy-01435-00463073-00463277 licensed you'd have to go to hand since
G9yFHYWNKKy-01436-00463278-00463431 they're not placed with you right now
G9yFHYWNKKy-01437-00463432-00463654 I'd have to get licensed in Hennepin
G9yFHYWNKKy-01438-00463655-00463893 County to be a placement option for them
G9yFHYWNKKy-01439-00463894-00464233 okay so kit kinship and all that I still
G9yFHYWNKKy-01440-00464234-00464758 had to go through an opinion right yes
G9yFHYWNKKy-01441-00464759-00465135 cuz they're not placed with you okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01442-00465136-00465487 what you do it as well as once you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01443-00465488-00465733 receive your certificate of attendance
G9yFHYWNKKy-01444-00465734-00465958 tonight okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01445-00465959-00466247 Hennepin County know that you complete a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01446-00466247-00466529 traditional orientation in Ramsey County
G9yFHYWNKKy-01447-00466530-00466985 and they may be able to take this
G9yFHYWNKKy-01448-00466985-00467243 training you know and apply it to your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01449-00467243-00467506 original training so just let them know
G9yFHYWNKKy-01450-00467507-00467825 that you did take training with us okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01451-00467826-00468509 yeah all right thank you okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01452-00468510-00468830 and like I said this the packets and
G9yFHYWNKKy-01453-00468831-00469216 information will not come until Monday
G9yFHYWNKKy-01454-00469217-00469337 okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01455-00469338-00469481 did you put our name down cuz I didn't
G9yFHYWNKKy-01456-00469482-00469724 hear yes okay yeah I have your name down
G9yFHYWNKKy-01457-00469725-00469913 I have everybody's name just like
G9yFHYWNKKy-01458-00469914-00470102 basically everybody's name whose here's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01459-00470103-00470732 that they would okay yeah alright if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01460-00470733-00470947 don't have any other questions that's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01461-00470949-00471091 all there is for tonight
G9yFHYWNKKy-01462-00471092-00471425 actually I do have just one okay sure no
G9yFHYWNKKy-01463-00471426-00471545 okay great
G9yFHYWNKKy-01464-00471546-00471980 so I deal with a lot of social workers
G9yFHYWNKKy-01465-00471981-00472382 now and there was actually a client in
G9yFHYWNKKy-01466-00472383-00472660 particular that is in a placement right
G9yFHYWNKKy-01467-00472662-00472714 now
G9yFHYWNKKy-01468-00472716-00472874 but they kind of asked me if I'd be
G9yFHYWNKKy-01469-00472875-00473180 interested in becoming the foster parent
G9yFHYWNKKy-01470-00473181-00473624 for this teenager and I am my question
G9yFHYWNKKy-01471-00473625-00473876 would be I reside in Ramsey so I get
G9yFHYWNKKy-01472-00473877-00474116 licensed in Ramsey but I can still take
G9yFHYWNKKy-01473-00474117-00474320 a child from a different coming correct
G9yFHYWNKKy-01474-00474321-00474512 yes okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01475-00474513-00474725 all right that's correct I just feel
G9yFHYWNKKy-01476-00474726-00475055 isince where I reside yes okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01477-00475056-00475439 all right perfect Thanks
G9yFHYWNKKy-01478-00475439-00476000 I have one more question - so if I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01479-00476001-00476252 happen to like move what I have to do
G9yFHYWNKKy-01480-00476253-00476681 this all over like let's say I moved to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01481-00476682-00477032 like West st. Paul and they consider
G9yFHYWNKKy-01482-00477033-00477341 that Takota County in do I have to you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01483-00477342-00477674 know start this open yes you would
G9yFHYWNKKy-01484-00477675-00477941 so I mean some of the you did have to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01485-00477942-00478121 redo your all the applications all the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01486-00478122-00478241 paperwork you'd have to redo your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01487-00478242-00479102 background study okay I have a quick
G9yFHYWNKKy-01488-00479103-00479576 question okay um so do we need two
G9yFHYWNKKy-01489-00479577-00479909 separate applications for myself and my
G9yFHYWNKKy-01490-00479910-00480118 partner or is it just a rule we put our
G9yFHYWNKKy-01491-00480120-00480314 boat or like both of us on one
G9yFHYWNKKy-01492-00480314-00480547 application both would go on one
G9yFHYWNKKy-01493-00480549-00480881 application okay and that's what you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01494-00480882-00481037 were that's what we would be receiving
G9yFHYWNKKy-01495-00481038-00481210 on Monday is that what you were saying
G9yFHYWNKKy-01496-00481212-00481550 yes we can send out a packet um will
G9yFHYWNKKy-01497-00481551-00482193 email a packet out on Monday okay
G9yFHYWNKKy-01498-00482193-00482851 all right okay anything else no
G9yFHYWNKKy-01499-00482852-00482997 everybody that you called in roll call
G9yFHYWNKKy-01500-00482999-00483187 is who you're sending the packages out -
G9yFHYWNKKy-01501-00483188-00483472 yes all right got your hands if you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01502-00483472-00483688 raise your hand I circled on I think I
G9yFHYWNKKy-01503-00483689-00484003 have everybody okay if not you want to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01504-00484004-00484197 write down my number you can call me or
G9yFHYWNKKy-01505-00484199-00484495 email the person who will send you the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01506-00484496-00484872 link to this okay but my number is six
G9yFHYWNKKy-01507-00484874-00485368 one six five one two six six four five -
G9yFHYWNKKy-01508-00485368-00485997 six oh I know this is like random I'm
G9yFHYWNKKy-01509-00485999-00486133 sorry I don't know I need to think of
G9yFHYWNKKy-01510-00486134-00486502 two axes but before we but before we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01511-00486503-00486918 potentially would get it a child we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01512-00486920-00487042 would know like some of their health
G9yFHYWNKKy-01513-00487043-00487213 information because I do have like two
G9yFHYWNKKy-01514-00487214-00487579 puppies yeah if they have like allergies
G9yFHYWNKKy-01515-00487580-00487849 or anything like that we try to get that
G9yFHYWNKKy-01516-00487850-00488104 information as much as we have what we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01517-00488105-00488358 know but it's always good to ask that so
G9yFHYWNKKy-01518-00488359-00488641 if you're being asked about a child to
G9yFHYWNKKy-01519-00488642-00488905 come live with you you know it's a child
G9yFHYWNKKy-01520-00488906-00489049 protection worker or a placing worker is
G9yFHYWNKKy-01521-00489050-00489175 saying hey we have this child that we
G9yFHYWNKKy-01522-00489176-00489318 want to come to your house you know it's
G9yFHYWNKKy-01523-00489320-00489475 always a good idea to ask that do you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01524-00489476-00489682 know if they're allergic to pets or get
G9yFHYWNKKy-01525-00489683-00489877 as much medical history from the placing
G9yFHYWNKKy-01526-00489878-00490272 worker as you can okay all right we had
G9yFHYWNKKy-01527-00490274-00490474 somebody with we had somebody who was
G9yFHYWNKKy-01528-00490475-00490585 placed they didn't know they were
G9yFHYWNKKy-01529-00490585-00490747 allergic to dogs and the foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01530-00490747-00491214 home had two dogs yeah I'm sorry Karen
G9yFHYWNKKy-01531-00491216-00491518 no please keep in mind we're gonna cover
G9yFHYWNKKy-01532-00491518-00491760 a lot of this information and our nuts
G9yFHYWNKKy-01533-00491762-00492058 and bolts on class the do's and don'ts
G9yFHYWNKKy-01534-00492059-00492379 of foster care so we're gonna go into a
G9yFHYWNKKy-01535-00492380-00493278 lot of detail in the next course
G9yFHYWNKKy-01536-00493279-00493654 all right thank you everyone thank you
G9yFHYWNKKy-01537-00493655-00494032 Karen and Robin any other comments no
G9yFHYWNKKy-01538-00494033-00494458 just thank you for coming yeah thanks
G9yFHYWNKKy-01539-00494459-00494578 for coming and thank you for your
G9yFHYWNKKy-01540-00494579-00494796 interest in Ramsey County foster care
G9yFHYWNKKy-01541-00494797-00495028 thank you all
G9yFHYWNKKy-01542-00495029-00497118 yeah help you to stay safe
G9yFHYWNKKy-01543-00497120-00497657 just a second hi hey you're on mute
G9yFHYWNKKy-01544-00497658-00497981 Rhoda oh I'm gonna I'm gonna stop the
G9yFHYWNKKy-01545-00497982-00498251 recording Oh
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00000-00000000-00000221 good evening everybody tonight she is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00001-00000222-00000688 entitled how to be like ready Akiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00002-00000689-00000941 I think anybody who's come to us America
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00003-00000942-00001211 I'd want to have a stage in their life
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00004-00001212-00001499 at a certain point feels
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00005-00001500-00001684 a certain frustration
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00006-00001685-00001918 could be there are some people who you
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00007-00001919-00002063 know sail through the whole system and
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00008-00002064-00002207 go on to be the god of that door without
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00009-00002208-00002465 any much to effort but I think most of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00010-00002466-00002734 us
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00011-00002735-00002879 reach
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00012-00002880-00003251 a point of frustration
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00013-00003252-00003533 where things seem to be very very
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00014-00003534-00003827 difficult
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00015-00003828-00004138 I remember
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00016-00004139-00004522 could be 33 years ago
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00017-00004523-00004781 standing outside the old old base
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00018-00004782-00004985 madrish and feeling rather
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00019-00004986-00005369 Fed Up
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00020-00005370-00005820 remember
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00021-00005821-00006022 he's a joint Russian civil with
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00022-00006023-00006336 Northeast should be well
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00023-00006337-00006641 he came over to me and he said he saw
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00024-00006642-00006839 that I was looking a little bit sort of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00025-00006840-00007037 crestable and he said yakovasha what's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00026-00007038-00007175 the matter
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00027-00007176-00007505 I said the Weinberg
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00028-00007506-00007745 it's just too difficult for me all right
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00029-00007745-00007960 he said I just you know
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00030-00007961-00008128 I just the good morning is just too
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00031-00008129-00008291 difficult
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00032-00008292-00008753 he said yakubosha sprint um
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00033-00008754-00008896 sprinters
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00034-00008897-00009089 are for the record books
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00035-00009090-00009533 life is a marathon
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00036-00009534-00009731 if you keep going
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00037-00009732-00009971 I promise you you'll get there I'm not
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00038-00009972-00010060 going to tell you you're going to become
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00039-00010061-00010228 rabikiva eager
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00040-00010229-00010637 but you will achieve
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00041-00010638-00011123 success according to your level in Torah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00042-00011124-00011291 I think we've all had this tremendous
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00043-00011292-00011519 sense of frustration and really this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00044-00011520-00011873 year tonight is about how to succeed
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00045-00011874-00012371 how to become a bentura
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00046-00012372-00012617 I mean I guess for me it was it was
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00047-00012618-00012894 difficult because I started at a pretty
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00048-00012895-00013169 ancient age I didn't open the Gomorrah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00049-00013169-00013330 until I was 37.
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00050-00013331-00013486 and it's difficult when you're that age
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00051-00013487-00013588 to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00052-00013590-00013836 your mind has been out of any kind of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00053-00013837-00014069 intellectual discipline
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00054-00014069-00014308 for a long while
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00055-00014309-00014783 and you know borrow some
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00056-00014784-00015058 we've kept going and
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00057-00015059-00015371 I'm not not where I'd like to be but I'm
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00058-00015372-00015466 certainly
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00059-00015468-00015736 more than when I came in here
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00060-00015737-00015899 and uh
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00061-00015900-00016079 I have to thank people like red vandals
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00062-00016080-00016241 that sound very much for
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00063-00016241-00016415 giving me encouragement and really this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00064-00016416-00016847 year is about encouragement
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00065-00016848-00017344 how to become like Ruby Akiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00066-00017345-00017627 um
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00067-00017628-00017885 we just counted tonight
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00068-00017886-00018550 foreign
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00069-00018551-00018869 now when we count the Oma there is an
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00070-00018870-00019049 accompanying sphere
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00071-00019050-00019222 which accompanies it if you look in your
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00072-00019223-00019571 sidorum tonight the sphere which is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00073-00019572-00019764 relative to this day is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00074-00019765-00020153 we are in the week of netzer
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00075-00020154-00020422 and next week is going to be the week of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00076-00020423-00020779 hod
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00077-00020780-00021161 these parallel to the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00078-00021162-00021472 spirit
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00079-00021473-00021539 um
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00080-00021540-00021691 the spirit
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00081-00021692-00021922 the midot
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00082-00021923-00022211 by which Hashem interfaces with his
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00083-00022212-00022355 world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00084-00022356-00022541 as we've said before many times Hashem
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00085-00022542-00022775 is nothing we can know nothing of him
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00086-00022776-00023039 when we talk about Hashem in any way
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00087-00023040-00023200 it's only to the extent that he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00088-00023201-00023525 interfaces with the world and there's a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00089-00023526-00023693 possock that we say every morning
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00090-00023694-00024378 actually
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00091-00024379-00024671 these are the spheroids
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00092-00024672-00025168 foreign
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00093-00025169-00027235 [Music]
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00094-00027236-00027485 's tent was open to the four corners of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00095-00027486-00027845 the world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00096-00027845-00028135 is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00097-00028136-00028402 so to speak his Simpson
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00098-00028404-00028637 is the fear to go out
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00099-00028638-00029045 the desire to go out has said gavora the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00100-00029045-00029314 the fear to go out is Simpson these are
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00101-00029316-00029561 the middle that we see Hashem relating
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00102-00029562-00029758 to his world sometimes through hasid
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00103-00029760-00029945 sometimes through din which is the same
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00104-00029945-00030257 as gaburra
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00105-00030258-00030952 the third of these midot is the Mida of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00106-00030954-00031362 um
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00107-00031363-00031570 is the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00108-00031572-00031811 meter of covered the middle of yet
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00109-00031812-00032105 jakovino
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00110-00032106-00032723 of Torah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00111-00032724-00032974 this is the media of covered covered is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00112-00032975-00033101 the media
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00113-00033102-00033343 and of course just as
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00114-00033344-00033868 jakovino was a synthesis so to speak
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00115-00033869-00034109 of avrahman Anita
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00116-00034110-00034246 so
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00117-00034247-00034805 kavod is a synthesis of and gavora
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00118-00034806-00035135 let's try and explain this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00119-00035136-00035477 covered is the is the synthesis of the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00120-00035478-00035843 desire to go out his pashto's spreading
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00121-00035844-00036095 out and at the same time the theater go
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00122-00036096-00036265 out
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00123-00036266-00036827 never left there it's Israel he is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00124-00036828-00037018 the combination of these two is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00125-00037019-00037187 something which is called covered I
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00126-00037188-00037273 remember
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00127-00037274-00037649 said came out nowadays we live in a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00128-00037650-00037937 world where covered is virtually un
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00129-00037938-00038074 unknown
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00130-00038075-00038267 uh we've said it before that you know if
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00131-00038268-00038501 you go to an expensive restaurant
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00132-00038502-00038824 the people wearing the tie and the Tails
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00133-00038825-00039059 uh serving the people wearing the torn
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00134-00039060-00039215 jeans
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00135-00039216-00039490 it's a world of anti-covered
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00136-00039491-00039701 covered is upside down
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00137-00039702-00039887 it wasn't so long ago
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00138-00039888-00040174 that just before the War I think
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00139-00040175-00040493 maybe even after the war in the BBC in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00140-00040494-00040690 London and talking about BBC I'm talking
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00141-00040691-00040799 about radio I'm not talking about
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00142-00040800-00040912 television
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00143-00040913-00041177 that the broadcast to the nine o'clock
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00144-00041178-00041465 news announcer would sit there with a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00145-00041466-00041759 dinner jacket and a black tie
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00146-00041760-00042127 nobody can see him
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00147-00042128-00042395 is another story of one of the time in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00148-00042396-00042593 the promotion Feinstein's second said
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00149-00042594-00042827 LeBron who would ever never he called up
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00150-00042828-00042995 the rebbe to ask him a Shiloh on the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00151-00042996-00043259 phone he would put his hat on and stand
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00152-00043260-00043390 up
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00153-00043391-00043679 I couldn't see him doesn't matter I
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00154-00043680-00043852 heard a story about rough Palms At sound
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00155-00043853-00044117 who was driving with the younger man a a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00156-00044118-00044399 colell married collel student and he was
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00157-00044400-00044596 driving and they got stuck behind a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00158-00044597-00044746 school bus
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00159-00044747-00045011 and he was about to overtake and rapama
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00160-00045012-00045202 says no don't overtake him cover that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00161-00045203-00045580 sibo the tsibo the community the public
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00162-00045581-00045779 goes first
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00163-00045780-00046024 the mice I think the halakaras if you're
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00164-00046025-00046258 addressing a group of people and there
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00165-00046259-00046427 are 10 people there you should stand up
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00166-00046428-00046679 giving a schmooze or something you're
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00167-00046680-00046835 giving and speaking at the shop is table
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00168-00046836-00046973 there are 10 people there you should
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00169-00046974-00047189 it's covered it covered at Cebu many
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00170-00047190-00047530 many ideas this idea of covered is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00171-00047531-00047711 and if you think about it really the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00172-00047712-00047974 idea of covered the synthesis of this is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00173-00047975-00048262 the desire to go out on the one hand and
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00174-00048263-00048496 the fear to go out on the other
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00175-00048497-00048701 let's say
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00176-00048702-00048893 I'll give you an example think of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00177-00048894-00049265 somebody who you admire tremendously
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00178-00049266-00049571 let's say of Gershon Edelstein decides
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00179-00049572-00049768 he's going to be a new shalim and he's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00180-00049769-00049912 going to come and he's going to spend
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00181-00049913-00050230 company
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00182-00050231-00050465 so what are your feelings as he walks in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00183-00050466-00050668 the door on the one hand there's this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00184-00050669-00050873 tremendous desire to be close
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00185-00050874-00051083 and the other hand there's a there's a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00186-00051084-00051257 fear of being close
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00187-00051258-00051526 so the simultaneous
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00188-00051527-00051742 desire to be close and the fear to be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00189-00051744-00051887 close at the same time is what we call
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00190-00051888-00052258 covered is what we call honor
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00191-00052259-00052776 these are the me Dot S
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00192-00052777-00053485 I want to speak tonight about hod
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00193-00053486-00054238 has two basic meanings
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00194-00054239-00054394 before we move on by the way that's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00195-00054395-00054815 really uh deal with a another idea
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00196-00054816-00055042 connected with has said
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00197-00055044-00055276 and with din
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00198-00055277-00055661 there's a seeming seeming contradiction
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00199-00055662-00056038 as to where the world starts what is the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00200-00056039-00056200 underlying principle of the world why
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00201-00056201-00056887 because it says in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00202-00056888-00057149 the world will be built
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00203-00057150-00057341 Ed
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00204-00057341-00057647 and it says in another place that in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00205-00057648-00057880 Sigmar I think I can find it here it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00206-00057882-00058387 says that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00207-00058388-00058588 in the beginning
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00208-00058589-00058907 it arose in his mind so to speak to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00209-00058908-00059244 create the world within
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00210-00059245-00059453 Hashem so that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00211-00059454-00059771 strict Justice judgment the world would
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00212-00059772-00059944 not be able to survive why because
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00213-00059945-00060173 strict Justice demands that the soonest
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00214-00060174-00060419 somebody does anything wrong he will be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00215-00060420-00060703 instantly removed from reality
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00216-00060704-00061138 and Hashem wanted to do that but he saw
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00217-00061139-00061288 the world couldn't exist so he was
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00218-00061289-00061926 mishtadev the Meda of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00219-00061927-00062230 is not the same as hesit but before we
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00220-00062232-00062332 get there
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00221-00062333-00062549 so what where does the world start does
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00222-00062550-00062753 the world start with or does it start
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00223-00062754-00063082 with dinamone
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00224-00063083-00063287 the world will always will be built is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00225-00063288-00063587 that's the foundation of the world but I
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00226-00063588-00063757 Allah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00227-00063758-00063971 Hashem in the beginning thought to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00228-00063972-00064115 create the world within with judgment
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00229-00064116-00064337 with Justice with strict Justice
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00230-00064338-00064475 judgment
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00231-00064476-00064756 the answer of course is that said is the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00232-00064757-00064961 beginning of everything there's no
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00233-00064962-00065153 reason for the creation to exist except
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00234-00065154-00065326 for the pure
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00235-00065327-00065765 foreign
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00236-00065766-00065891 to give
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00237-00065892-00066347 us some form of existence
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00238-00066348-00066706 but that has said is not the most
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00239-00066707-00066875 the best kind of question of course if
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00240-00066876-00067031 it's hashem's Castle it must be the best
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00241-00067032-00067276 kind of hasidaxiomatically unless
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00242-00067277-00067463 there's an element of din
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00243-00067464-00067823 din allows the hesit to be the most both
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00244-00067824-00068188 the best best that it can be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00245-00068189-00068473 but as I said rakimim is not the same
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00246-00068474-00068767 is the straight line
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00247-00068768-00069167 has it is indiscriminate both to the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00248-00069168-00069556 good and to the evil
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00249-00069557-00069785 you have to earn the Rahman
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00250-00069786-00070091 it's also to be Mirage on somebody who
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00251-00070092-00070393 is cruel somebody who is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00252-00070394-00070655 on somebody who is cruel eventually will
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00253-00070656-00070829 be cruel to somebody that he should have
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00254-00070830-00071449 Rakim him for
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00255-00071450-00071669 these are the three
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00256-00071670-00073475 founding midot
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00257-00073476-00073715 this is really
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00258-00073716-00074003 one of the great tests of the world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00259-00074004-00074249 if everything was revealed as it really
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00260-00074250-00074579 is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00261-00074580-00074861 there would be no
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00262-00074862-00075047 choice
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00263-00075048-00075347 things do not seem
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00264-00075348-00075538 things are not clear in the way they
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00265-00075539-00076006 should be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00266-00076007-00076373 we see often Derek Richard the way of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00267-00076374-00076673 the the wicked is successful
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00268-00076674-00076865 we see
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00269-00076866-00077069 Khalil at Sadiq him suffering in this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00270-00077070-00077326 world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00271-00077327-00077561 this is a world where sometimes din
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00272-00077562-00078929 seems like and hasid seems like din
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00273-00078930-00079162 this is why
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00274-00079163-00079361 Sadiq get punished in this world really
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00275-00079362-00079565 it's a tremendous has said because in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00276-00079566-00079841 the next World they receive everything
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00277-00079842-00080062 it's really aggressive it looks like DIN
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00278-00080063-00080237 and on the other hand the other way
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00279-00080238-00080549 around when you see somebody who was a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00280-00080550-00080759 Russia succeeding
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00281-00080760-00080981 it looks like has said really it's a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00282-00080982-00081191 terrible din it's a very strict end
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00283-00081192-00081371 because literally they're being fed
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00284-00081372-00081719 their own flesh without realizing it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00285-00081720-00081887 this is the one of the biggest tests of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00286-00081888-00082012 the world the biggest test in the world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00287-00082013-00082187 something that Moshe Urbana when he said
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00288-00082188-00082493 I want to see your face and Hashem said
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00289-00082494-00082637 to Hashem I want to see your face
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00290-00082638-00083032 lowrani as ponai you can't see my face
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00291-00083033-00083249 but he was asking the Maharaja explains
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00292-00083250-00083688 is he wants to see why it is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00293-00083689-00084100 why is it that the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00294-00084101-00084371 him
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00295-00084372-00084641 Prosper why is it in this world that we
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00296-00084642-00084869 see tadiq varala for Russia for tobler
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00297-00084870-00085187 that bad things happen to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00298-00085188-00085355 and
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00299-00085356-00085625 good things happen to sadikim that is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00300-00085626-00085787 what Hashem that is what Moshe was
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00301-00085788-00085955 asking Hashem from when he wanted to see
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00302-00085956-00086353 so to speak his face
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00303-00086354-00086567 this is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00304-00086568-00086819 one of the if not the most biggest test
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00305-00086820-00086944 in the world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00306-00086945-00087293 and the answer to this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00307-00087294-00087599 conundrum is the middle of hode
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00308-00087600-00087809 has two meanings we're going to be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00309-00087810-00088067 dealing with one is connected to the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00310-00088068-00088267 verb in Hebrew
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00311-00088268-00088547 means I mean two things one of its
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00312-00088548-00088715 meanings is to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00313-00088716-00089191 to admit to admit
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00314-00089192-00089356 lashem
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00315-00089357-00089626 hod is the fifth meter
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00316-00089627-00089968 it's the Meda which begins with the week
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00317-00089969-00090311 of pesacheni
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00318-00090312-00090556 what does it mean what is the meter of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00319-00090557-00090682 Hod
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00320-00090683-00091012 a of hold is like this the Hashem will
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00321-00091013-00091175 be Moda
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00322-00091176-00091811 to a person's deepest desires
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00323-00091812-00092021 as we said before
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00324-00092022-00092356 it seems a tremendously unfair thing
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00325-00092357-00092621 that the reshoim as we said in this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00326-00092622-00092825 world the sadikim will be punished for
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00327-00092826-00092938 whatever they need to be punished for
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00328-00092939-00093094 and they go to wall on my bar completely
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00329-00093095-00093282 clean and the restoring for whatever
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00330-00093283-00093497 Mitzvahs that they did in this world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00331-00093498-00093826 they will be they will be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00332-00093827-00094079 rewarded in this world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00333-00094080-00094253 now that doesn't seem to make sense
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00334-00094254-00094555 because the gemara says
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00335-00094556-00094865 there is no Road Ward from its reward
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00336-00094866-00095021 for amitsar in this world
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00337-00095022-00095273 it's an entirely different currency how
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00338-00095274-00095543 can you re how can it be isn't that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00339-00095544-00095788 terribly unfair that the missiles that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00340-00095789-00096209 the Russia does he gets rewarded for
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00341-00096210-00096515 in this world what kind of recompense is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00342-00096516-00096767 that there's no Rolls-Royce there's no
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00343-00096768-00097085 Jamaican Island there's no money there's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00344-00097086-00097318 no physical pleasure in this world which
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00345-00097319-00097576 can be in the most distant Whisper of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00346-00097577-00097756 what it is to have one second of Allah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00347-00097757-00098009 how can Hashem pay the restroom for
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00348-00098010-00098159 their mitts in this world that's not
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00349-00098160-00098417 fair
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00350-00098418-00098681 and the answer is the mitzra is Excuse
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00351-00098682-00099118 excuse me is the Meda of hode
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00352-00099119-00099353 let me give you a martial
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00353-00099354-00099718 mine goes into a watch shop
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00354-00099719-00099899 he says give me a I'd like a watch
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00355-00099900-00100168 please a good watch so the guy pulls out
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00356-00100169-00100331 a Casio from behind the counter and he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00357-00100332-00100517 hands it to him
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00358-00100518-00100847 and he says this looks at it it's not
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00359-00100848-00101003 very attractive but you know it's pretty
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00360-00101004-00101309 sturdy this is about to pay for it his
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00361-00101310-00101681 eye catches this fake Rolex up in a in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00362-00101682-00102094 the cabinet and he said oh what's that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00363-00102095-00102376 so the store keeper said then and we
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00364-00102377-00102610 don't know don't bother with that dude
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00365-00102611-00102832 he said no no no let me look at it no no
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00366-00102833-00102994 I'm telling you don't no no let me see
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00367-00102995-00103139 it I want to see it he takes this Rolex
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00368-00103140-00103282 and he says oh this is this is what I
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00369-00103283-00103475 want he says listen to me
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00370-00103476-00103690 you don't want this watch I'm promising
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00371-00103691-00103973 you that you know this Casio will be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00372-00103974-00104147 telling you the time long after this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00373-00104148-00104434 thing has become a paperweight
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00374-00104435-00104801 don't buy it no no I I really I really
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00375-00104802-00105034 want the folk I really want the Rolex I
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00376-00105035-00105257 really want the fake Rolex that's what
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00377-00105258-00105478 you really want you can have it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00378-00105479-00105725 a college borehole will be mowed there
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00379-00105726-00106073 to any the deepest desire that a person
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00380-00106074-00106252 has
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00381-00106253-00106475 a Russia doesn't want
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00382-00106476-00106733 Ola Mahaba to him that's the most boring
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00383-00106733-00106877 thing in the world is to sit and listen
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00384-00106878-00107093 to a gamara
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00385-00107094-00107416 what he really wants is olamiser that's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00386-00107417-00107663 what you really want so the Mitzvah the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00387-00107664-00108016 media excuse me of hold allows Hashem to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00388-00108017-00108107 pay
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00389-00108108-00108371 the Russia in the currency that he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00390-00108372-00108527 really wants and that is fair because
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00391-00108528-00108719 that's what you really want
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00392-00108720-00108977 that's what you really want you can have
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00393-00108978-00109354 it that's the Mitzvah of odd Hashem will
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00394-00109355-00109589 be murdered to the heart's deepest
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00395-00109590-00110128 desire of a person
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00396-00110129-00110404 yeah and with this we can understand the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00397-00110405-00110663 connection between pesacheni and the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00398-00110664-00110771 Meda
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00399-00110772-00110927 of Hope
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00400-00110928-00111166 now what was the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00401-00111167-00111407 whole story
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00402-00111408-00111599 so pesach Shani
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00403-00111600-00111851 and if you look in your
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00404-00111852-00112031 I don't know where I put mine in your
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00405-00112032-00112193 notes
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00406-00112194-00112565 in your
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00407-00112566-00112793 peso Cheney is a story about some people
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00408-00112794-00113375 who were Thomas Odom they were impure
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00409-00113376-00113533 from
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00410-00113533-00114449 burying a human corpse
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00411-00114450-00114731 and they came to Moshe rabenu
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00412-00114732-00115223 let me find the plastic here
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00413-00115224-00115571 it's safer but in your notes here it's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00414-00115572-00115831 17.
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00415-00115832-00116293 and these people said they loved emotion
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00416-00116294-00116675 we are impurified by the nephesh of an
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00417-00116676-00116893 Autumn by being contact with the mace
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00418-00116894-00117227 Lama nigara lavilti Hickory as
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00419-00117228-00117402 corbination
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00420-00117403-00118213 Israel laminigora what's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00421-00118214-00118758 that we're not able to bring the Corbin
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00422-00118759-00119015 the initiation into the Jewish people
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00423-00119016-00119278 remember this is not pesar Doris this is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00424-00119279-00119501 the original Corbin pesach we weren't
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00425-00119502-00119657 able to do it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00426-00119658-00119854 we weren't able to do it because we were
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00427-00119855-00120163 impure at the time Lama nigara why
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00428-00120164-00120431 what's wrong with us that we can't do
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00429-00120432-00120784 this and be part of banay Israel so the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00430-00120785-00121049 question is a very strange question
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00431-00121050-00121240 they're asking why can't we bring the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00432-00121241-00121373 Corp and they already answer the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00433-00121374-00121540 question if you can't read the corbyn
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00434-00121541-00121849 because why
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00435-00121850-00122140 they were exempt
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00436-00122141-00122297 so what was the question and what was
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00437-00122298-00122471 the answer
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00438-00122472-00122681 what was the question why can't you know
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00439-00122682-00122921 we we we're we're Tomi lenovich Adam
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00440-00122922-00123125 we're we're not pure we why can't we
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00441-00123126-00123245 bring the Corbin will you just answer
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00442-00123246-00123377 your own question you can't bring the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00443-00123378-00123869 corn because you were Tommy
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00444-00123870-00124216 and the answer is that really
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00445-00124217-00124457 it wasn't a question at all
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00446-00124458-00124751 it was and and remember what happened is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00447-00124752-00125045 a result of this Hashem spoke so to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00448-00125046-00125273 speak put a Mitzvah into the Torah that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00449-00125274-00125543 wasn't there from he he created the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00450-00125544-00125843 Torah out of nothing to accommodate
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00451-00125844-00126208 these people
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00452-00126209-00126451 Potter
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00453-00126452-00126916 's owners a person who through no fault
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00454-00126917-00127199 of his own is not able to do amitsa is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00455-00127200-00127397 exempt from the Mitzvah what's going on
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00456-00127398-00127643 here
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00457-00127644-00127919 and yet we see the Hashem Moshe goes to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00458-00127920-00128225 Reborn the runners alone Hashem puts
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00459-00128226-00128452 into the Torah a new Mitzvah which we're
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00460-00128453-00128566 going to be celebrating in a couple of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00461-00128567-00128884 days called pesakshani a second chance a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00462-00128885-00129016 second chance to bring the carbon
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00463-00129017-00129173 Passage
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00464-00129174-00129497 and the reason the answer to our to this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00465-00129498-00129593 question
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00466-00129594-00129778 is that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00467-00129779-00130090 La manigaara is not a question
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00468-00130091-00130283 it's an exclamation
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00469-00130283-00130589 it cannot be that we cannot bring the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00470-00130590-00130783 carbon pesach
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00471-00130783-00131033 that cannot be it cannot be that we
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00472-00131033-00131363 can't join Israel it's impossible
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00473-00131364-00131621 and Hashem when he saw that that was the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00474-00131622-00131866 thing most important in the depth of the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00475-00131867-00132125 yearning and their desire he turned the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00476-00132126-00132347 world upside down through the Mitzvah of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00477-00132348-00132490 hold
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00478-00132491-00132671 the through the media excuse me the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00479-00132672-00132887 media of hold the Hashem will be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00480-00132888-00133169 murdered to a person's deepest desire if
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00481-00133170-00133361 that's what you really want
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00482-00133362-00133661 that's what you can have and Hashem will
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00483-00133662-00133847 rewrite so to speak
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00484-00133848-00134135 the whole system of the world to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00485-00134136-00134351 incorporate the mythical pesach Shani
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00486-00134352-00134539 just because
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00487-00134540-00134897 it cannot be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00488-00134898-00135419 with this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00489-00135420-00135659 it's not just another offering Corbin
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00490-00135660-00135935 pesach is really it saves me try him all
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00491-00135936-00136169 over again
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00492-00136170-00136463 when a going comes to convert to Judaism
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00493-00136464-00136721 there's a hoverman in the Gomorrah that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00494-00136722-00136877 he should bring his common pesach
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00495-00136878-00137002 immediately
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00496-00137003-00137297 it comes out that because of various
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00497-00137298-00137543 sukim that he doesn't but the idea is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00498-00137544-00137897 that is my rite of passage into becoming
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00499-00137898-00138173 a Jew I have to do this immediately
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00500-00138174-00138389 it's the essence of being a Jewish being
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00501-00138390-00138593 Jewish
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00502-00138594-00138766 and
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00503-00138767-00139085 Hashem turned the world upside down that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00504-00139086-00139421 is the media of hold
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00505-00139422-00139637 now incidentally it comes out an
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00506-00139638-00139978 interesting idea the Avenue says why was
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00507-00139979-00140273 it that amalek got such a terrible
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00508-00140274-00140387 punishment
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00509-00140388-00140899 as we know race is going on a lake
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00510-00140900-00141101 was it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00511-00141102-00141245 uh
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00512-00141246-00141551 are they Ovid he's going to be totally
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00513-00141552-00141797 obliterated
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00514-00141798-00142175 why did the Malik
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00515-00142176-00142487 get this terrible punishment
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00516-00142488-00142763 amalek set himself to remove the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00517-00142764-00143045 existence of cloud Israel
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00518-00143046-00143314 the Torah says voracious one of the ways
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00519-00143315-00143513 to understand boracious is Bish
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00520-00143514-00143740 villarations because of racism there are
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00521-00143741-00143873 several things which are called races
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00522-00143874-00144209 one of those things is called Israel
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00523-00144210-00144431 suppose it says that racist is the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00524-00144432-00144552 Jewish people
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00525-00144553-00144814 racist Hashem created the world because
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00526-00144815-00144952 of races
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00527-00144953-00145223 now what am I like want Malik wanted a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00528-00145224-00145475 world where there was no Jewish people
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00529-00145476-00145775 so that was his deepest desire
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00530-00145776-00146051 so logically so to speak because he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00531-00146052-00146266 wanted a world without the Jewish people
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00532-00146267-00146495 in it Hashem so to speak says to him
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00533-00146496-00146681 through the meter of hope that's what
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00534-00146682-00146933 you really want you're putting yourself
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00535-00146934-00147131 into a place of non-existence because
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00536-00147132-00147328 without cloud Israel there is no
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00537-00147329-00147437 existence
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00538-00147438-00147671 and that's why he was totally eradicated
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00539-00147672-00147893 because he put himself into a place of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00540-00147894-00148061 non-existence because
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00541-00148062-00148259 without Khali soil there is no existence
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00542-00148260-00148402 that's what you want
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00543-00148403-00148583 that's what you really want
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00544-00148584-00148847 the meter of Hope says you can have it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00545-00148848-00149128 and you just wrote yourself out of the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00546-00149129-00149789 script
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00547-00149790-00150016 that's one idea of Hod
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00548-00150017-00150395 a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00549-00150396-00150583 and with this we can understand
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00550-00150584-00150887 remember the famous Madras that says
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00551-00150888-00151066 Ruby Akiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00552-00151067-00151252 sat down with the Creator children to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00553-00151253-00151385 try and learn and he found it almost
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00554-00151386-00151625 impossible and he ran away and he was
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00555-00151626-00151901 sitting in this cave in this Mara and he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00556-00151902-00152045 sees the water
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00557-00152046-00152266 dripping from the roof
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00558-00152267-00152549 and where the water's been dripping it's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00559-00152550-00152854 in there's this huge indent in in indent
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00560-00152855-00153145 indentation
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00561-00153146-00153328 to himself
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00562-00153329-00153557 he said to himself his war with water
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00563-00153558-00153743 which is so soft
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00564-00153744-00153935 can make an impression
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00565-00153936-00154271 on Rock then surely the Torah which is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00566-00154272-00154528 as hard as steel can make an impression
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00567-00154529-00154751 on my heart which is at the end of the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00568-00154752-00154883 day only
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00569-00154884-00155135 flesh and blood and he went back to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00570-00155136-00155339 learn and he became Ruby Akiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00571-00155340-00155554 and all terrorists about pair comes from
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00572-00155555-00155764 rebecciva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00573-00155765-00156040 remember the story where the morning now
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00574-00156041-00156226 for all of his talmudum when all the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00575-00156227-00156383 talmudum passed away he went to the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00576-00156384-00156526 South and taught that taught those five
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00577-00156527-00156749 rabbis and all of our Torah comes from
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00578-00156750-00157051 that from those five rabbis
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00579-00157052-00157793 being the greatest of them
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00580-00157794-00158063 I'll talk about that in a second
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00581-00158064-00158285 everything comes to Ruby Akiva and
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00582-00158286-00158464 everything comes from rabi Akiva looking
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00583-00158465-00158795 at that stone and saying la maniga
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00584-00158796-00159040 it cannot be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00585-00159041-00159245 it cannot be that I can't learn the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00586-00159246-00159449 Torah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00587-00159450-00159701 this is what a person has to feel when
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00588-00159702-00159997 he comes into awesome air however
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00589-00159998-00160271 educationally disadvantaged he may have
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00590-00160272-00160578 been however lacking his original his
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00591-00160579-00160889 youthful education may have been if a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00592-00160890-00161107 person has a feeling inside himself
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00593-00161108-00161381 it cannot be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00594-00161382-00161711 Hashem will be Moda to the deepest
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00595-00161712-00161914 desire of person's heart which if you
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00596-00161915-00162052 think about it means a person should be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00597-00162053-00162233 very careful about what it is that he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00598-00162234-00162383 really wants
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00599-00162384-00162701 because Hashem will give it to you
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00600-00162702-00162952 but if what you really want is Torah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00601-00162953-00163126 Hashem will give it to you
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00602-00163127-00163319 that's where be Akiva that's how to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00603-00163320-00163678 become like rabi Akiva La madigara it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00604-00163679-00163907 cannot be it cannot be just like those
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00605-00163908-00164087 people by Payson and says he can't be
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00606-00164088-00164254 that we cannot be we can't bring the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00607-00164255-00164423 carbon PESA
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00608-00164424-00164699 it cannot be says Rabbi Akiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00609-00164700-00164885 that the Torah can't make an impression
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00610-00164886-00165004 upon me
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00611-00165005-00165239 even though I started at 40 years old he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00612-00165240-00165328 says
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00613-00165329-00165635 interested in the Bali Musa bring out a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00614-00165636-00165863 point here
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00615-00165864-00166025 if you look at this stone and you look
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00616-00166026-00166240 at the water dripping
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00617-00166241-00166409 let's go back to the beginning of the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00618-00166410-00166564 when the stone started to drip water
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00619-00166565-00166925 right drop number one drop number one
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00620-00166926-00167147 falls on the Rock what happened nothing
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00621-00167148-00167399 drop number two falls on the Rock what
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00622-00167400-00167687 happened nothing drop number three fast
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00623-00167688-00168059 forward to 564 4 000 million drops later
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00624-00168060-00168233 there's this huge indentation in the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00625-00168234-00168323 rock
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00626-00168324-00168502 LMI
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00627-00168503-00168635 you're wrong
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00628-00168636-00168869 that first drop
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00629-00168870-00169078 did make an impression because if it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00630-00169079-00169259 didn't the second one didn't and the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00631-00169260-00169390 third one didn't and the fourth one
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00632-00169391-00169501 didn't
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00633-00169502-00170026 every single drop of Torah every single
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00634-00170027-00170213 drop of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00635-00170214-00170501 effort to try to become too close to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00636-00170502-00170825 Hashem every tefila
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00637-00170826-00171016 everything is having an effect on you
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00638-00171017-00171269 you may not see it you don't see it you
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00639-00171270-00171466 won't see it now
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00640-00171467-00171754 but later on
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00641-00171755-00171989 the effect will become very very
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00642-00171990-00172211 self-evident
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00643-00172212-00172493 that's the first understanding of hold
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00644-00172494-00172739 that Hashem will be murdered to a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00645-00172740-00173171 person's deepest aspiration his heart
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00646-00173172-00173399 felt longing
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00647-00173400-00173585 the second understanding of the word
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00648-00173586-00174047 hold is a kind of a light
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00649-00174048-00174304 there's a gemara in sahim
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00650-00174305-00174551 daf based on an olive
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00651-00174552-00174881 where the gemara is discussing
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00652-00174882-00175361 what or what does it mean it means light
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00653-00175362-00175589 or it means light whole discussion over
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00654-00175590-00175721 there
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00655-00175722-00175907 so one of the ideas understanding is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00656-00175908-00176207 that Hashem appointed
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00657-00176208-00176521 when it says love creation
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00658-00176522-00176783 called the day
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00659-00176784-00177113 he didn't give it the name rather
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00660-00177114-00177395 detainer
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00661-00177396-00177631 Ella
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00662-00177632-00178085 Muhammad era he called this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00663-00178086-00178438 creation to shine he called upon it he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00664-00178439-00178583 summonsed it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00665-00178584-00179125 excuse me to shine
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00666-00179126-00179513 that he created from the hold from the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00667-00179514-00179897 radiance of the his mantle of His
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00668-00179898-00180238 Garment of mystical Concepts obviously
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00669-00180239-00180473 but hode is a kind of light
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00670-00180474-00180743 and light it's a special kind of light a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00671-00180744-00181025 light that breaks through obstruction
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00672-00181026-00181301 when we talk about the carne hode of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00673-00181302-00181499 Moshe rubenu
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00674-00181500-00181673 of course Michelangelo got this a bit
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00675-00181674-00181852 wrong because he mistranslated the word
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00676-00181853-00182297 hod sorry Karen as a nod as a beam but
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00677-00182298-00182525 as a horn and that's why Michelangelo's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00678-00182526-00182747 statue of Moshe has little horns
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00679-00182748-00182993 but actually the word also comes into
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00680-00182994-00183233 Latin as well as Corona
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00681-00183234-00183473 Karen Karen or
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00682-00183474-00183743 it's a beam of life but it's a beam of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00683-00183744-00183911 light that breaks through an obstruction
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00684-00183912-00184240 just like Moshe Rabino the Karen or
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00685-00184241-00184438 Moshe rabena was the spirituality
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00686-00184439-00184619 literally bursting through the physical
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00687-00184620-00184871 it's a light which is restrained but
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00688-00184872-00185059 nevertheless manages to shine through
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00689-00185060-00185423 it's veiled it's a veiled light which
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00690-00185424-00185783 breaks through
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00691-00185784-00185975 the meter the source of the power of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00692-00185976-00186299 coming to go deepen and reveal Torah is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00693-00186300-00186538 this idea of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00694-00186539-00186769 of hold this light which breaks through
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00695-00186770-00187157 there's a medrish
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00696-00187158-00187876 um
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00697-00187877-00188345 which explains that this light it's
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00698-00188346-00188561 This Light breaking through it's a
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00699-00188562-00189685 martialist analogous
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00700-00189686-00190102 the people shall hold him that walked in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00701-00190103-00190602 darkness
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00702-00190603-00191116 a great light
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00703-00191117-00191440 those are the Tamil those are the people
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00704-00191441-00191785 who sit and learned who learn the gumar
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00705-00191786-00192238 or God in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00706-00192239-00192583 that he enlightens their eyes
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00707-00192584-00192838 in what is forbidden what is permitted
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00708-00192839-00193085 permitted
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00709-00193086-00193307 betame
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00710-00193308-00193573 ubatami
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00711-00193574-00193787 distinguishing allowing them the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00712-00193788-00193931 understanding the allowing them the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00713-00193932-00194111 ability to learn gemara this anybody
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00714-00194112-00194351 who's learned gemara knows this feeling
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00715-00194352-00194683 oh sorry um
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00716-00194684-00194963 you're sitting with the Gamora and
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00717-00194964-00195214 you're walking in complete darkness
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00718-00195215-00195533 and then suddenly the light comes on
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00719-00195534-00195778 now what you just got smarter
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00720-00195779-00195959 I don't think so
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00721-00195960-00196157 what happens in the Hashem literally
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00722-00196158-00196445 turned on the light he turned on the
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00723-00196446-00196702 hode that the light that breaks through
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00724-00196703-00196895 that darkness and of course a light that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00725-00196896-00197087 breaks through the darkness is that much
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00726-00197088-00197411 brighter for its struggle
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00727-00197412-00197771 in her the glory says that a person
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00728-00197772-00197969 cannot understand something until he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00729-00197970-00198131 first makes a mistake in it first he has
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00730-00198132-00198401 to be nicholin at first in order to has
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00731-00198402-00198569 to stumble and stumble and then he
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00732-00198570-00198766 understands it he has to stumble around
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00733-00198767-00199061 in the Darkness
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00734-00199062-00200537 and then he'll see the light
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00735-00200538-00200831 there's no way that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00736-00200832-00201100 Rivia cubicle company was could what if
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00737-00201101-00201395 he could he become but Derek
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00738-00201396-00201821 only through the meter of hode
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00739-00201822-00202073 a real Laman nigara reads to a real
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00740-00202074-00202264 rabiyakiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00741-00202265-00202721 we have a tremendous opportunity
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00742-00202722-00203002 as we say next week the gemara gets in
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00743-00203003-00203219 the second a six pack of Gideon ready
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00744-00203220-00203364 Sherman says to it
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00745-00203365-00203776 my sons but I my Torah is the Thompson
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00746-00203777-00204276 of rabi Akiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00747-00204277-00204805 whose some savings your side was on
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00748-00204806-00205192 in the week of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00749-00205194-00205469 the whole Bishop
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00750-00205469-00205829 is the horde of rabiyakiba is the lament
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00751-00205830-00206021 igoro of rabiyakiva
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00752-00206021-00206266 and through that it cannot be that I
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00753-00206267-00206471 can't learn it cannot be that I can't
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00754-00206471-00206596 learn
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00755-00206598-00206716 through that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00756-00206717-00207173 desire comes Arabia Kiva comes who is
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00757-00207173-00207340 the tamsis is the distillation of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00758-00207341-00207610 rabikiva through breaking through
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00759-00207611-00207898 through that darkness that struggle that
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00760-00207900-00208079 we we all have
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00761-00208080-00208414 that is what leads to a true Revelation
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00762-00208415-00208727 a true understanding and a true simcha
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00763-00208728-00208955 after which we should be Soca in this
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00764-00208956-00209219 week of hold and pay sakshani and all
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00765-00209219-00209573 that represents to be able to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00766-00209573-00209932 steal ourselves to fortify ourselves
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00767-00209933-00210215 to carry on to try harder and harder
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00768-00210216-00210532 harder to plumb the ratsun Hashem to
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00769-00210533-00210942 learn his Torah
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00770-00210944-00211258 that the light will burst through into
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00771-00211259-00211463 our lives and we will radiate that light
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00772-00211464-00211763 to the world with the eventual coming of
Gw_Hx0XzAHQ-00773-00211764-00212054 meshirts
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GzEdnsESvjk-00018-00007109-00007481 celebrating his 92nd birthday
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GzEdnsESvjk-00029-00010457-00010660 autobiographical Memoir of his youth the
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GzEdnsESvjk-00031-00010842-00010978 and
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GzEdnsESvjk-00033-00011243-00011513 very extensive material relating to
GzEdnsESvjk-00034-00011514-00011692 Harold's commitment to Human Rights
GzEdnsESvjk-00035-00011693-00011992 including his journalism his poetry his
GzEdnsESvjk-00036-00011993-00012209 direct action
GzEdnsESvjk-00037-00012210-00012533 now tonight we are absolutely delighted
GzEdnsESvjk-00038-00012534-00012737 we couldn't be more pleased that this
GzEdnsESvjk-00039-00012738-00012965 year's pen Pinter prize is going to be
GzEdnsESvjk-00040-00012966-00013235 awarded to Mallory Blackman
GzEdnsESvjk-00041-00013236-00013547 she will share the award as ever with an
GzEdnsESvjk-00042-00013547-00013763 international writer of courage to be
GzEdnsESvjk-00043-00013763-00013930 announced later this evening
GzEdnsESvjk-00044-00013931-00014158 which will be a moment for all of us to
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GzEdnsESvjk-00050-00015462-00015736 Mallory is quite deservedly one of the
GzEdnsESvjk-00051-00015737-00015965 most popular and vital authors that
GzEdnsESvjk-00052-00015966-00016144 we're lucky to have here in the United
GzEdnsESvjk-00053-00016145-00016385 Kingdom and I'm very very pleased to be
GzEdnsESvjk-00054-00016386-00016594 able to let you know tonight that the
GzEdnsESvjk-00055-00016595-00016763 library the British Library will be
GzEdnsESvjk-00056-00016764-00017015 presenting an exhibition devoted to her
GzEdnsESvjk-00057-00017016-00017297 work about one year from now and indeed
GzEdnsESvjk-00058-00017298-00017471 not only that but Mallory I think you'll
GzEdnsESvjk-00059-00017472-00017705 be back on this stage quite soon next
GzEdnsESvjk-00060-00017706-00017999 month in fact talking about uh your new
GzEdnsESvjk-00061-00018000-00018275 Memoir just saying in conversation with
GzEdnsESvjk-00062-00018276-00018593 Jackie K and some early copies of that
GzEdnsESvjk-00063-00018594-00018935 Memoir signed by the author I hear are
GzEdnsESvjk-00064-00018936-00019205 available in the Bookshop tonight
GzEdnsESvjk-00065-00019206-00019463 now without further Ado it's my pleasure
GzEdnsESvjk-00066-00019464-00019727 to hand over to the chair of English
GzEdnsESvjk-00067-00019728-00019985 Penn to begin tonight's ceremony Ruth
GzEdnsESvjk-00068-00019986-00020346 Borthwick thank you Ruth
GzEdnsESvjk-00069-00020347-00021371 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00070-00021372-00021563 good evening everyone it's great to see
GzEdnsESvjk-00071-00021564-00021833 you all here this is um a different
GzEdnsESvjk-00072-00021834-00022307 place from our usual home and it seems
GzEdnsESvjk-00073-00022308-00022697 an extremely Grand and Fitting Place to
GzEdnsESvjk-00074-00022698-00023008 celebrate this particular prize
GzEdnsESvjk-00075-00023009-00023207 I'm Ruth borswick the chair of English
GzEdnsESvjk-00076-00023208-00023308 Penn
GzEdnsESvjk-00077-00023309-00023657 and on behalf of English pen
GzEdnsESvjk-00078-00023658-00023944 and Lady Antonia Fraser I'm delighted to
GzEdnsESvjk-00079-00023945-00024269 welcome you all to the 14th pen Pinto
GzEdnsESvjk-00080-00024270-00024605 prize ceremony
GzEdnsESvjk-00081-00024606-00024880 um the prize was established in memory
GzEdnsESvjk-00082-00024881-00025144 of Harold Pinter and it's awarded
GzEdnsESvjk-00083-00025145-00025408 annually to a writer of outstanding
GzEdnsESvjk-00084-00025409-00025564 literary merit
GzEdnsESvjk-00085-00025565-00025846 resident in the UK the Republic of
GzEdnsESvjk-00086-00025847-00026158 Ireland all the Commonwealth who in the
GzEdnsESvjk-00087-00026160-00026435 words of Harold Pinter's Nobel Prize for
GzEdnsESvjk-00088-00026436-00026857 literature speech casts an unflinching
GzEdnsESvjk-00089-00026858-00027220 unswerving gaze upon the world and shows
GzEdnsESvjk-00090-00027222-00027533 a fierce intellectual determination to
GzEdnsESvjk-00091-00027533-00027785 define the real truth of our lives and
GzEdnsESvjk-00092-00027786-00027989 our societies
GzEdnsESvjk-00093-00027989-00028193 it's especially
GzEdnsESvjk-00094-00028194-00028373 um one wonderful to hold the ceremony
GzEdnsESvjk-00095-00028374-00028649 here our thanks as always to the British
GzEdnsESvjk-00096-00028650-00028931 library for hosting the awards and to
GzEdnsESvjk-00097-00028932-00029099 our funders who make the evening
GzEdnsESvjk-00098-00029100-00029267 possible
GzEdnsESvjk-00099-00029268-00029590 the blabatnik foundation and Ruth
GzEdnsESvjk-00100-00029591-00029717 maxstead
GzEdnsESvjk-00101-00029718-00029999 thank you to to Martin rouseen who
GzEdnsESvjk-00102-00030000-00030287 traditionally joins a draws a cartoon on
GzEdnsESvjk-00103-00030288-00030599 a cricketing theme in homage to Harold
GzEdnsESvjk-00104-00030600-00030917 Pinter who is a great fan of cricket
GzEdnsESvjk-00105-00030918-00031199 and this cartoon is presented to the
GzEdnsESvjk-00106-00031200-00031324 winner
GzEdnsESvjk-00107-00031325-00031558 thank you to four Communications for
GzEdnsESvjk-00108-00031560-00031864 helping publicize the prize and to the
GzEdnsESvjk-00109-00031866-00032099 English Penn staff who have worked
GzEdnsESvjk-00110-00032100-00032368 tirelessly on this event and all our
GzEdnsESvjk-00111-00032369-00032567 works throughout the year
GzEdnsESvjk-00112-00032568-00032885 and thanks of course to my co-judges for
GzEdnsESvjk-00113-00032886-00033185 this year's prize Margaret Busby and
GzEdnsESvjk-00114-00033186-00033521 Daniel harm
GzEdnsESvjk-00115-00033522-00033773 as rolly has said the British library is
GzEdnsESvjk-00116-00033774-00033965 the home of Harold Pinter's wonderful
GzEdnsESvjk-00117-00033966-00034090 archive
GzEdnsESvjk-00118-00034091-00034381 he was the vice president of English pen
GzEdnsESvjk-00119-00034382-00034733 and he committed himself to advance the
GzEdnsESvjk-00120-00034734-00034955 defense of right freedom of expression
GzEdnsESvjk-00121-00034956-00035273 for all writers and readers and that
GzEdnsESvjk-00122-00035274-00035501 Legacy of that commitment is extremely
GzEdnsESvjk-00123-00035502-00035717 special
GzEdnsESvjk-00124-00035718-00036029 on Thursday the 29th of September we
GzEdnsESvjk-00125-00036030-00036211 received the horrific news that City
GzEdnsESvjk-00126-00036212-00036502 dangaremba the winner of last year's
GzEdnsESvjk-00127-00036503-00036809 prize was convicted for staging a
GzEdnsESvjk-00128-00036810-00037061 peaceful protest in Zimbabwe
GzEdnsESvjk-00129-00037062-00037415 we condemn this verdict and demand all
GzEdnsESvjk-00130-00037416-00037768 charges against her be dropped
GzEdnsESvjk-00131-00037769-00038129 on being awarded the 2014 pen Pinter
GzEdnsESvjk-00132-00038130-00038549 prize Salman Rushdie said people are
GzEdnsESvjk-00133-00038550-00038818 entitled to judge a book as kindly or
GzEdnsESvjk-00134-00038819-00039029 harshly as they choose
GzEdnsESvjk-00135-00039030-00039196 but when they respond to it with
GzEdnsESvjk-00136-00039197-00039490 violence or threat of violence the
GzEdnsESvjk-00137-00039491-00039793 subject changes and the question becomes
GzEdnsESvjk-00138-00039794-00040193 how do we face down such threats
GzEdnsESvjk-00139-00040194-00040451 this question is horribly ever present
GzEdnsESvjk-00140-00040452-00040739 for writers in our world today
GzEdnsESvjk-00141-00040740-00040961 English pen was founded over a hundred
GzEdnsESvjk-00142-00040962-00041146 years ago and it's worked to defend
GzEdnsESvjk-00143-00041147-00041417 writers Freedom has never been more
GzEdnsESvjk-00144-00041418-00041543 urgent
GzEdnsESvjk-00145-00041544-00041890 writers are the Canary in the coal mine
GzEdnsESvjk-00146-00041891-00042143 the measure of how Democratic our
GzEdnsESvjk-00147-00042144-00042365 societies really are
GzEdnsESvjk-00148-00042366-00042665 it's only by joining together as writers
GzEdnsESvjk-00149-00042666-00042793 Publishers
GzEdnsESvjk-00150-00042794-00043030 translators book sellers and readers
GzEdnsESvjk-00151-00043031-00043265 that we can face down the threats
GzEdnsESvjk-00152-00043266-00043474 effectively
GzEdnsESvjk-00153-00043475-00043709 we owe this work to the support of our
GzEdnsESvjk-00154-00043710-00044039 members a community of writers and
GzEdnsESvjk-00155-00044040-00044368 readers who helped us protect freedom of
GzEdnsESvjk-00156-00044369-00044651 expression whenever it's under attack
GzEdnsESvjk-00157-00044652-00044927 we invite you all to join us and become
GzEdnsESvjk-00158-00044928-00045245 members of English pen to help continue
GzEdnsESvjk-00159-00045246-00045496 this work that is such of such vital
GzEdnsESvjk-00160-00045497-00045808 importance
GzEdnsESvjk-00161-00045809-00046007 this award carries with it the
GzEdnsESvjk-00162-00046008-00046180 responsibility of choosing in
GzEdnsESvjk-00163-00046181-00046373 collaboration with English pens writers
GzEdnsESvjk-00164-00046374-00046517 at risk program
GzEdnsESvjk-00165-00046518-00046871 an international writer of Courage with
GzEdnsESvjk-00166-00046872-00047135 whom to share the prize
GzEdnsESvjk-00167-00047136-00047368 you'll see there is an empty chair on
GzEdnsESvjk-00168-00047369-00047573 stage this evening
GzEdnsESvjk-00169-00047574-00047801 this has been used by Penn centers
GzEdnsESvjk-00170-00047802-00048065 around the world to symbolize the
GzEdnsESvjk-00171-00048066-00048346 absence of those writers and activists
GzEdnsESvjk-00172-00048347-00048593 whose courageous defense of freedom of
GzEdnsESvjk-00173-00048594-00048839 expression has led to their imprisonment
GzEdnsESvjk-00174-00048840-00049145 and persecution
GzEdnsESvjk-00175-00049146-00049523 tonight the chair represents the 2022
GzEdnsESvjk-00176-00049524-00049858 International writer of Courage who for
GzEdnsESvjk-00177-00049859-00050123 these same devastating reasons cannot be
GzEdnsESvjk-00178-00050124-00050430 here in person but whose resilience
GzEdnsESvjk-00179-00050431-00050735 humanity and defect and dedication we
GzEdnsESvjk-00180-00050736-00050908 want to honor
GzEdnsESvjk-00181-00050909-00051118 this year's International right of
GzEdnsESvjk-00182-00051119-00051220 Courage
GzEdnsESvjk-00183-00051221-00051490 has advocated tirelessly and with great
GzEdnsESvjk-00184-00051491-00051658 courage for the protection of human
GzEdnsESvjk-00185-00051659-00051911 rights in their country for which they
GzEdnsESvjk-00186-00051912-00052270 have been persecuted and imprisoned
GzEdnsESvjk-00187-00052271-00052547 their name will be announced during the
GzEdnsESvjk-00188-00052548-00052823 event by Mallory and their work paid
GzEdnsESvjk-00189-00052824-00053087 Testament to
GzEdnsESvjk-00190-00053088-00053332 so it's a great privilege to be with you
GzEdnsESvjk-00191-00053333-00053542 here this evening where we present
GzEdnsESvjk-00192-00053544-00053788 Mallory Blackman with the pen Pinter
GzEdnsESvjk-00193-00053789-00053944 prize
GzEdnsESvjk-00194-00053945-00054179 the fact that Mallory is the first
GzEdnsESvjk-00195-00054179-00054473 children's and young adult author to win
GzEdnsESvjk-00196-00054474-00054785 this award is particularly pertinent at
GzEdnsESvjk-00197-00054786-00055091 this time when texts that cast an
GzEdnsESvjk-00198-00055091-00055361 unflinching unswerving gaze upon the
GzEdnsESvjk-00199-00055362-00055613 world are being removed from American
GzEdnsESvjk-00200-00055614-00055954 schools and Library shells
GzEdnsESvjk-00201-00055955-00056213 our College our colleagues at Penn
GzEdnsESvjk-00202-00056214-00056561 America have just published a report of
GzEdnsESvjk-00203-00056562-00056861 book bans in schools which finds that
GzEdnsESvjk-00204-00056862-00057269 over 1600 titles have been banned in the
GzEdnsESvjk-00205-00057270-00057538 USA in the past year
GzEdnsESvjk-00206-00057539-00057811 and these school boards are completely
GzEdnsESvjk-00207-00057812-00058223 undemocratic and it's extremely hard for
GzEdnsESvjk-00208-00058224-00058619 people to um intervene and challenge
GzEdnsESvjk-00209-00058620-00058925 these decisions
GzEdnsESvjk-00210-00058926-00059171 Mallory's many industry shaping
GzEdnsESvjk-00211-00059172-00059321 achievements have been beautifully
GzEdnsESvjk-00212-00059322-00059585 captured by illustrator author and
GzEdnsESvjk-00213-00059586-00059938 character designer Dapo adeola
GzEdnsESvjk-00214-00059939-00060221 Depot was this year awarded illustrator
GzEdnsESvjk-00215-00060222-00060442 of the year at the British book awards
GzEdnsESvjk-00216-00060444-00060694 after rocketing into the picture book
GzEdnsESvjk-00217-00060695-00060982 world with his greatly acclaimed debut
GzEdnsESvjk-00218-00060983-00061342 look up written by Nathan Byron
GzEdnsESvjk-00219-00061344-00061607 he has also collaborated with Mallory on
GzEdnsESvjk-00220-00061608-00061811 their picture book we're going to find
GzEdnsESvjk-00221-00061812-00062057 the monster and we're delighted to
GzEdnsESvjk-00222-00062058-00062230 present His stunning specially
GzEdnsESvjk-00223-00062232-00062549 commissioned artwork tonight
GzEdnsESvjk-00224-00062550-00062854 it's now my pleasure to hand over to
GzEdnsESvjk-00225-00062855-00063125 fellow children's writer Verner Wilkins
GzEdnsESvjk-00226-00063126-00063449 who will deliver the encodium or praise
GzEdnsESvjk-00227-00063450-00063761 song for Mallory Blackman
GzEdnsESvjk-00228-00063762-00063971 Verna is the founder of the
GzEdnsESvjk-00229-00063972-00064204 award-winning publisher Tamarind books
GzEdnsESvjk-00230-00064205-00064469 which she ran for 23 years
GzEdnsESvjk-00231-00064470-00064691 she's also the writer of 30 picture
GzEdnsESvjk-00232-00064691-00064961 books and eight biographies aimed at
GzEdnsESvjk-00233-00064962-00065237 young people and was elected as a fellow
GzEdnsESvjk-00234-00065238-00065441 of the Royal Society of literature in
GzEdnsESvjk-00235-00065441-00065615 2021.
GzEdnsESvjk-00236-00065616-00065949 please welcome Verna to the stage
GzEdnsESvjk-00237-00065950-00068032 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00238-00068033-00068332 well good evening all
GzEdnsESvjk-00239-00068333-00068693 and thank you English pen for inviting
GzEdnsESvjk-00240-00068694-00069106 me today thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-00241-00069107-00069473 it is an honor a privilege
GzEdnsESvjk-00242-00069474-00069803 and a real pleasure indeed to be invited
GzEdnsESvjk-00243-00069804-00070163 to speak at this momentous occasion
GzEdnsESvjk-00244-00070164-00070450 to congratulate Mallory Blackman
GzEdnsESvjk-00245-00070451-00070756 for winning this prestigious award the
GzEdnsESvjk-00246-00070757-00070979 pen Pinter prize
GzEdnsESvjk-00247-00070980-00071317 2022
GzEdnsESvjk-00248-00071318-00071585 Mallory's stories have reached many
GzEdnsESvjk-00249-00071586-00071861 thousands of children and young adults
GzEdnsESvjk-00250-00071862-00072215 here in the UK and in many parts of the
GzEdnsESvjk-00251-00072216-00072329 world
GzEdnsESvjk-00252-00072330-00072581 she has written more than 60 children's
GzEdnsESvjk-00253-00072582-00072737 books
GzEdnsESvjk-00254-00072738-00073025 which have been translated into 15
GzEdnsESvjk-00255-00073026-00073175 languages
GzEdnsESvjk-00256-00073176-00073444 over 15 languages
GzEdnsESvjk-00257-00073445-00073661 she has also written short story
GzEdnsESvjk-00258-00073662-00073811 collections
GzEdnsESvjk-00259-00073812-00074213 TV Scripts Exchange Place and radio
GzEdnsESvjk-00260-00074214-00074465 Scripts
GzEdnsESvjk-00261-00074466-00074753 her excellent and varied body of work
GzEdnsESvjk-00262-00074754-00075076 has won numerous Awards through
GzEdnsESvjk-00263-00075077-00075341 throughout her ongoing illustrious
GzEdnsESvjk-00264-00075342-00075587 career
GzEdnsESvjk-00265-00075588-00075959 the Times newspaper once described
GzEdnsESvjk-00266-00075960-00076576 Mallory as a National Treasure
GzEdnsESvjk-00267-00076577-00076817 amazing very good
GzEdnsESvjk-00268-00076818-00077015 and
GzEdnsESvjk-00269-00077016-00077309 and looking at the amazing body of work
GzEdnsESvjk-00270-00077310-00077543 she's produced and her list of
GzEdnsESvjk-00271-00077544-00077831 accomplishments I am more than happy to
GzEdnsESvjk-00272-00077832-00078029 endorse that statement
GzEdnsESvjk-00273-00078030-00078209 Mallory
GzEdnsESvjk-00274-00078210-00078497 you're much loved
GzEdnsESvjk-00275-00078498-00078755 much needed
GzEdnsESvjk-00276-00078756-00079111 and much appreciated
GzEdnsESvjk-00277-00079112-00080050 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00278-00080051-00080399 I have personal experience of her
GzEdnsESvjk-00279-00080400-00080735 ability to bond with children
GzEdnsESvjk-00280-00080736-00081082 and not only through the written word
GzEdnsESvjk-00281-00081083-00081371 I was very keen for my grandson when he
GzEdnsESvjk-00282-00081372-00081623 was only eight to meet Mallory as he
GzEdnsESvjk-00283-00081624-00081893 loved her book so much
GzEdnsESvjk-00284-00081894-00082138 we arranged to meet at the Rainforest
GzEdnsESvjk-00285-00082139-00082438 Cafe in central London
GzEdnsESvjk-00286-00082439-00082787 we arrived early and I was aware that he
GzEdnsESvjk-00287-00082788-00083026 was almost shivering with an
GzEdnsESvjk-00288-00083027-00083279 anticipation
GzEdnsESvjk-00289-00083280-00083591 grandma grandma what can I say to an
GzEdnsESvjk-00290-00083592-00083917 award-winning author
GzEdnsESvjk-00291-00083918-00084244 well here she is I said
GzEdnsESvjk-00292-00084245-00084599 as Mallory appeared at the door
GzEdnsESvjk-00293-00084600-00084935 came towards us with a huge smile and
GzEdnsESvjk-00294-00084936-00085385 said max it is so good to meet you
GzEdnsESvjk-00295-00085386-00085799 his jaw dropped and he melted into the
GzEdnsESvjk-00296-00085800-00086729 hug
GzEdnsESvjk-00297-00086730-00087005 I was speaking here
GzEdnsESvjk-00298-00087006-00087287 and he remembered and he was relating
GzEdnsESvjk-00299-00087288-00087532 things that happened on that day all
GzEdnsESvjk-00300-00087533-00087700 those years ago
GzEdnsESvjk-00301-00087701-00088031 he's read most of her books he read all
GzEdnsESvjk-00302-00088032-00088223 the early picture books and followed
GzEdnsESvjk-00303-00088224-00088553 their notes and Crosses list as well
GzEdnsESvjk-00304-00088554-00088823 thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-00305-00088824-00089141 now back to the plot
GzEdnsESvjk-00306-00089142-00089393 by the time she was eight Mallory had
GzEdnsESvjk-00307-00089394-00089626 read nearly all
GzEdnsESvjk-00308-00089627-00089987 the fiction books in the school library
GzEdnsESvjk-00309-00089988-00090323 she could recite the first two pages of
GzEdnsESvjk-00310-00090324-00090503 the Silver Chair
GzEdnsESvjk-00311-00090504-00090959 by C.S Lewis nearly off my heart
GzEdnsESvjk-00312-00090960-00091199 she discovered the Chalet series the
GzEdnsESvjk-00313-00091200-00091444 Narnia books and then moved on to Jane
GzEdnsESvjk-00314-00091445-00091697 Eyre Rebecca and many more from her
GzEdnsESvjk-00315-00091698-00091997 frequent visits to the local library
GzEdnsESvjk-00316-00091998-00092273 English was her best subject
GzEdnsESvjk-00317-00092274-00092638 and she scored top marks in all her
GzEdnsESvjk-00318-00092639-00092885 English tests
GzEdnsESvjk-00319-00092886-00093035 well
GzEdnsESvjk-00320-00093036-00093215 school life progressed fairly
GzEdnsESvjk-00321-00093216-00093400 uneventfully
GzEdnsESvjk-00322-00093401-00093923 until in 1979 when Mallory was 17 it was
GzEdnsESvjk-00323-00093924-00094150 time to look to the Future
GzEdnsESvjk-00324-00094151-00094456 she told her careers teacher that she
GzEdnsESvjk-00325-00094457-00094679 hoped to be an English teacher and would
GzEdnsESvjk-00326-00094680-00095003 like to go to university
GzEdnsESvjk-00327-00095004-00095273 the careers teacher stopped her in her
GzEdnsESvjk-00328-00095274-00095447 tracks
GzEdnsESvjk-00329-00095448-00095687 and advise her instead to do business
GzEdnsESvjk-00330-00095688-00095831 studies
GzEdnsESvjk-00331-00095832-00096131 and she was not sure that Mallory
GzEdnsESvjk-00332-00096132-00096503 would even pass her English a level
GzEdnsESvjk-00333-00096504-00096743 a dreadful disappointment
GzEdnsESvjk-00334-00096744-00097126 but that prodigious Talent was not to be
GzEdnsESvjk-00335-00097127-00097343 diminished
GzEdnsESvjk-00336-00097344-00097600 despite that bad advice Mallory
GzEdnsESvjk-00337-00097601-00097841 eventually found her true calling
GzEdnsESvjk-00338-00097842-00098015 she worked for a while as a computer
GzEdnsESvjk-00339-00098016-00098182 programmer
GzEdnsESvjk-00340-00098183-00098668 and then severely combated some ill
GzEdnsESvjk-00341-00098669-00098968 health and eventually that outstanding
GzEdnsESvjk-00342-00098969-00099394 Talent found a way to flourish
GzEdnsESvjk-00343-00099395-00099755 as a child Mallory's early picture books
GzEdnsESvjk-00344-00099756-00100073 were Cinderella Goldilocks Little Red
GzEdnsESvjk-00345-00100074-00100391 Riding Hood all white characters
GzEdnsESvjk-00346-00100392-00100721 as an adult she was well aware of that
GzEdnsESvjk-00347-00100722-00100997 sin of omission
GzEdnsESvjk-00348-00100998-00101362 children of color were not recognized as
GzEdnsESvjk-00349-00101363-00101573 a valid part of the market for
GzEdnsESvjk-00350-00101574-00101747 children's literature
GzEdnsESvjk-00351-00101748-00102076 where characters and stories could and
GzEdnsESvjk-00352-00102077-00102305 should reflect their own lived
GzEdnsESvjk-00353-00102306-00102551 experience
GzEdnsESvjk-00354-00102552-00102832 as a writer she was determined to
GzEdnsESvjk-00355-00102833-00103049 redress the balance and give black
GzEdnsESvjk-00356-00103050-00103463 children a high positive profile in her
GzEdnsESvjk-00357-00103464-00103678 books
GzEdnsESvjk-00358-00103679-00103918 she sent her manuscripts to many
GzEdnsESvjk-00359-00103919-00104213 Publishers but received countless
GzEdnsESvjk-00360-00104214-00104515 rejections
GzEdnsESvjk-00361-00104516-00104878 undeterred she carried on
GzEdnsESvjk-00362-00104879-00105215 eventually
GzEdnsESvjk-00363-00105216-00105521 as classrooms around the country became
GzEdnsESvjk-00364-00105522-00106001 more Multicultural
GzEdnsESvjk-00365-00106002-00106199 her books began
GzEdnsESvjk-00366-00106200-00106445 her book list started to grow
GzEdnsESvjk-00367-00106446-00106834 and Educators called for her books which
GzEdnsESvjk-00368-00106835-00107086 reflected the content of their
GzEdnsESvjk-00369-00107088-00107386 classrooms
GzEdnsESvjk-00370-00107388-00107566 with the publication of her first
GzEdnsESvjk-00371-00107567-00107723 picture books
GzEdnsESvjk-00372-00107724-00108065 and as demand grew and the book started
GzEdnsESvjk-00373-00108066-00108286 featuring on the reading list in schools
GzEdnsESvjk-00374-00108288-00108616 and in schools in public libraries and
GzEdnsESvjk-00375-00108617-00108910 in some bookshops I was lucky enough to
GzEdnsESvjk-00376-00108911-00109175 meet Mallory at the time when her books
GzEdnsESvjk-00377-00109176-00109397 were becoming quite popular
GzEdnsESvjk-00378-00109398-00109733 and told her about my work with Tamarind
GzEdnsESvjk-00379-00109733-00110086 a small Publishing Company I'd set up
GzEdnsESvjk-00380-00110088-00110428 with this sole intention of publishing
GzEdnsESvjk-00381-00110429-00110704 books with Children of color as the main
GzEdnsESvjk-00382-00110705-00110951 protagonists
GzEdnsESvjk-00383-00110952-00111245 I I couldn't afford to pay authors very
GzEdnsESvjk-00384-00111246-00111671 much and Mallory kindly offered two
GzEdnsESvjk-00385-00111672-00112031 of her manuscripts to me for a very very
GzEdnsESvjk-00386-00112032-00112258 small field
GzEdnsESvjk-00387-00112259-00112528 with her name on those books it lifted
GzEdnsESvjk-00388-00112529-00112799 the profile of The Tamarind list
GzEdnsESvjk-00389-00112800-00113086 and I would forever be grateful for her
GzEdnsESvjk-00390-00113088-00113278 support
GzEdnsESvjk-00391-00113279-00113657 not long after being so generous Mallory
GzEdnsESvjk-00392-00113658-00113908 then allowed me to write her biography
GzEdnsESvjk-00393-00113909-00114181 for the nine plus
GzEdnsESvjk-00394-00114182-00114473 non-fiction Tamarind list
GzEdnsESvjk-00395-00114474-00114736 she gave her precious time to be
GzEdnsESvjk-00396-00114738-00115001 interviewed and photographed
GzEdnsESvjk-00397-00115002-00115384 and her biography is still in print in
GzEdnsESvjk-00398-00115385-00115534 many schools
GzEdnsESvjk-00399-00115535-00116031 after more than 20 years in print
GzEdnsESvjk-00400-00116032-00116716 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00401-00116717-00116921 some of Mallory's
GzEdnsESvjk-00402-00116922-00117269 stories highlighted issues in society
GzEdnsESvjk-00403-00117270-00117515 very well
GzEdnsESvjk-00404-00117516-00117833 and her expertise was clear with the
GzEdnsESvjk-00405-00117833-00118081 story pig heart boy
GzEdnsESvjk-00406-00118082-00118397 a brilliantly sensitive book dealing
GzEdnsESvjk-00407-00118398-00118715 with organ transplant using genetically
GzEdnsESvjk-00408-00118716-00119189 modified animal organs for use in humans
GzEdnsESvjk-00409-00119190-00119495 huh if anyone could deal with a
GzEdnsESvjk-00410-00119496-00119747 children's book on that subject Mallory
GzEdnsESvjk-00411-00119748-00120052 Blackman could and she did
GzEdnsESvjk-00412-00120053-00120340 it was an amazing piece of work now
GzEdnsESvjk-00413-00120341-00120623 during my school visits I encountered
GzEdnsESvjk-00414-00120624-00120989 many children who were Mallory's fans
GzEdnsESvjk-00415-00120990-00121331 and I was asked on many occasions if I
GzEdnsESvjk-00416-00121332-00121534 knew her
GzEdnsESvjk-00417-00121535-00121925 I boasted
GzEdnsESvjk-00418-00121926-00122183 writing books for children is a
GzEdnsESvjk-00419-00122183-00122483 difficult process I know what it takes
GzEdnsESvjk-00420-00122483-00122884 to get to 24 or 32-page book working
GzEdnsESvjk-00421-00122885-00123208 well
GzEdnsESvjk-00422-00123209-00123521 Mallory was producing excellent stories
GzEdnsESvjk-00423-00123522-00123773 and at the same time she was composing
GzEdnsESvjk-00424-00123774-00123965 music
GzEdnsESvjk-00425-00123966-00124277 writing TV and radio Scripts
GzEdnsESvjk-00426-00124278-00124565 and playing computer games in her spare
GzEdnsESvjk-00427-00124566-00124708 time
GzEdnsESvjk-00428-00124709-00125027 spare time
GzEdnsESvjk-00429-00125028-00125351 I believe she works some magic to get
GzEdnsESvjk-00430-00125352-00125731 more than 24 hours in her day
GzEdnsESvjk-00431-00125732-00126413 in 2002 Mallory was awarded an Obe for
GzEdnsESvjk-00432-00126414-00126760 her service to children's literature
GzEdnsESvjk-00433-00126761-00127181 and from 2013 to 2015.
GzEdnsESvjk-00434-00127182-00127565 Mallory held held the prestigious title
GzEdnsESvjk-00435-00127566-00127799 of children's Laureate
GzEdnsESvjk-00436-00127800-00128051 where she was acknowledged
GzEdnsESvjk-00437-00128052-00128393 as one of the most imaginative and
GzEdnsESvjk-00438-00128394-00128884 convincing writers of her time
GzEdnsESvjk-00439-00128885-00129125 as her work progressed
GzEdnsESvjk-00440-00129126-00129454 there were comments and criticism
GzEdnsESvjk-00441-00129455-00129784 in some areas that Mallory as a
GzEdnsESvjk-00442-00129785-00130036 successful author did not deal with
GzEdnsESvjk-00443-00130038-00130373 issues of race and color
GzEdnsESvjk-00444-00130374-00130708 ing had always said that she wanted to
GzEdnsESvjk-00445-00130709-00131002 write about children of color getting on
GzEdnsESvjk-00446-00131003-00131239 with their lives having Adventures
GzEdnsESvjk-00447-00131240-00131483 solving their dilemmas
GzEdnsESvjk-00448-00131484-00131728 as characters in all the books she read
GzEdnsESvjk-00449-00131729-00131957 as a child
GzEdnsESvjk-00450-00131958-00132311 eventually however Mallory decided to
GzEdnsESvjk-00451-00132312-00132545 take the issue head on
GzEdnsESvjk-00452-00132546-00132893 North and Crosses dramatically explored
GzEdnsESvjk-00453-00132894-00133078 the themes of race
GzEdnsESvjk-00454-00133079-00133464 love and violence in an astutely
GzEdnsESvjk-00455-00133465-00133937 depicted dystopian world
GzEdnsESvjk-00456-00133938-00134093 such
GzEdnsESvjk-00457-00134094-00134266 was its success
GzEdnsESvjk-00458-00134267-00134681 that it inspired a further five books
GzEdnsESvjk-00459-00134682-00135028 they were all exquisitely created and
GzEdnsESvjk-00460-00135029-00135304 Drew comparisons with George Orwell's
GzEdnsESvjk-00461-00135305-00135545 1984.
GzEdnsESvjk-00462-00135546-00135773 with the guardian placing notes and
GzEdnsESvjk-00463-00135774-00136133 crosses on its its list of the hundred
GzEdnsESvjk-00464-00136134-00136493 best books of the 21st Century
GzEdnsESvjk-00465-00136494-00136745 TV adaptation of that book was an
GzEdnsESvjk-00466-00136746-00136985 enormous success
GzEdnsESvjk-00467-00136986-00137314 many people commented on the fact that
GzEdnsESvjk-00468-00137315-00137651 the book and the program set them
GzEdnsESvjk-00469-00137652-00137964 seriously thinking of issues
GzEdnsESvjk-00470-00137965-00138323 issues around systemic racism
GzEdnsESvjk-00471-00138324-00138754 police brutality and and racial and
GzEdnsESvjk-00472-00138755-00139114 class prejudice
GzEdnsESvjk-00473-00139115-00139319 in conclusion
GzEdnsESvjk-00474-00139320-00139481 I would learn
GzEdnsESvjk-00475-00139482-00139654 to repeat
GzEdnsESvjk-00476-00139655-00139864 that old saying
GzEdnsESvjk-00477-00139865-00140261 the pen is mightier than the sword
GzEdnsESvjk-00478-00140262-00140554 Mallory has helped children's literature
GzEdnsESvjk-00479-00140555-00140699 publishing
GzEdnsESvjk-00480-00140700-00140975 it made she made it a less flawed and
GzEdnsESvjk-00481-00140976-00141227 more representative industry
GzEdnsESvjk-00482-00141228-00141533 this is just one part of her commitment
GzEdnsESvjk-00483-00141534-00141827 to showing
GzEdnsESvjk-00484-00141828-00142325 a fierce intellectual determination
GzEdnsESvjk-00485-00142326-00142601 to define the real truth of our lives
GzEdnsESvjk-00486-00142602-00142973 and our societies which
GzEdnsESvjk-00487-00142974-00143219 as you have already heard
GzEdnsESvjk-00488-00143220-00143399 is what the pen
GzEdnsESvjk-00489-00143400-00143837 to prize was made to recognize
GzEdnsESvjk-00490-00143838-00144143 thank you Mallory for giving us this
GzEdnsESvjk-00491-00144144-00144383 amazing body of work
GzEdnsESvjk-00492-00144384-00144707 which will support us in the world's
GzEdnsESvjk-00493-00144708-00145090 broad field of battle in this bivouac of
GzEdnsESvjk-00494-00145091-00145199 life
GzEdnsESvjk-00495-00145200-00145554 and moreover we are entertained
GzEdnsESvjk-00496-00145555-00145919 enlightened and we can move forward with
GzEdnsESvjk-00497-00145920-00146309 an enhanced sense of self and personal
GzEdnsESvjk-00498-00146310-00146902 value
GzEdnsESvjk-00499-00146903-00147202 now it's a great pleasure
GzEdnsESvjk-00500-00147203-00147575 to hand over to one of the pen Pinter
GzEdnsESvjk-00501-00147576-00147964 prizes most passionate patrons
GzEdnsESvjk-00502-00147965-00148381 Antonia Fraser as teamed author
GzEdnsESvjk-00503-00148382-00148690 biographer and historian
GzEdnsESvjk-00504-00148691-00149075 the willow of the late Harold Pinter
GzEdnsESvjk-00505-00149076-00149393 to present Mallory Blackman with this
GzEdnsESvjk-00506-00149394-00149723 year's pen Pinter prize
GzEdnsESvjk-00507-00149724-00150047 and especially commissioned cartoon by
GzEdnsESvjk-00508-00150048-00150323 cartoonist and writer Martin Russell
GzEdnsESvjk-00509-00150324-00150449 thank you for listening
GzEdnsESvjk-00511-00154190-00154576 I'm sorry in Mallory's wonderful book
GzEdnsESvjk-00512-00154577-00154919 her Memoir which I've just had the honor
GzEdnsESvjk-00513-00154920-00155104 of reading
GzEdnsESvjk-00514-00155105-00155404 he says write us a life's vampires
GzEdnsESvjk-00515-00155405-00155585 Valerie you are
GzEdnsESvjk-00516-00155586-00155819 you are about me I said I don't everyone
GzEdnsESvjk-00517-00155820-00156066 agrees one of the most Charming vampires
GzEdnsESvjk-00518-00156067-00156431 that we've met and I'm only sorry that
GzEdnsESvjk-00519-00156432-00156652 Harold could meet you and present you
GzEdnsESvjk-00520-00156653-00156887 with the prize himself because he would
GzEdnsESvjk-00521-00156888-00157066 have absolutely loved to meet you
GzEdnsESvjk-00522-00157067-00157252 because
GzEdnsESvjk-00523-00157253-00157487 um or they are not oddly you've got a
GzEdnsESvjk-00524-00157488-00157795 lot in common you both had to be writers
GzEdnsESvjk-00525-00157796-00158176 but you both met tremendous obstacles
GzEdnsESvjk-00526-00158177-00158357 even though Harold's first play was
GzEdnsESvjk-00527-00158358-00158609 hissed off the stage get lost you know
GzEdnsESvjk-00528-00158610-00158807 and I've been reading about your
GzEdnsESvjk-00529-00158808-00159071 troubles and I just thought what a
GzEdnsESvjk-00530-00159072-00159340 credibly suitable recipient to our for
GzEdnsESvjk-00531-00159341-00159775 the pen Pinter prize of course thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-00532-00159776-00159884 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00533-00159885-00159942 [Music]
GzEdnsESvjk-00534-00159943-00160687 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00535-00160688-00160832 thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-00536-00160833-00160901 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00537-00160902-00161232 [Laughter]
GzEdnsESvjk-00538-00161233-00162366 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-00539-00162367-00162895 that's amazing oh I do it
GzEdnsESvjk-00540-00162896-00163237 and you see that at the back there
GzEdnsESvjk-00541-00163238-00164257 oh I love that
GzEdnsESvjk-00542-00164258-00164561 then here's a little something oh thank
GzEdnsESvjk-00543-00164562-00164837 you thank you don't get use it for
GzEdnsESvjk-00544-00164838-00164940 yourself
GzEdnsESvjk-00545-00164941-00165233 I will do thank you that is that is so
GzEdnsESvjk-00546-00165234-00165353 amazing thank you so much
GzEdnsESvjk-00548-00169452-00169721 hello hi everyone and thank you for
GzEdnsESvjk-00549-00169722-00169901 coming out tonight
GzEdnsESvjk-00550-00169902-00170225 I am thrilled and more than a little
GzEdnsESvjk-00551-00170226-00170476 stunned to be standing before you today
GzEdnsESvjk-00552-00170477-00170789 having been awarded the pen Pinter prize
GzEdnsESvjk-00553-00170790-00171071 2022.
GzEdnsESvjk-00554-00171072-00171323 I am only too aware that I am slipping
GzEdnsESvjk-00555-00171324-00171778 into some very very large shoes indeed
GzEdnsESvjk-00556-00171779-00172031 the list of the past pen Pinter Prize
GzEdnsESvjk-00557-00172032-00172319 winners is a list of the notable and
GzEdnsESvjk-00558-00172320-00172451 phenomenal
GzEdnsESvjk-00559-00172452-00172739 from the first winner Tony Harrison in
GzEdnsESvjk-00560-00172740-00173116 2009 to last year's winner sitsy
GzEdnsESvjk-00561-00173117-00173297 dangaremga
GzEdnsESvjk-00562-00173298-00173578 my sincere thanks to author and
GzEdnsESvjk-00563-00173579-00173825 supporter of the prize lady Antonia
GzEdnsESvjk-00564-00173826-00174149 Fraser Daniel Gorman
GzEdnsESvjk-00565-00174150-00174466 director of English pen the pen Pinter
GzEdnsESvjk-00566-00174467-00174790 prize judges Margaret Busby Daniel Hayne
GzEdnsESvjk-00567-00174791-00175151 and chair of English pen Ruth Borthwick
GzEdnsESvjk-00568-00175152-00175499 and all those at englishpen who are
GzEdnsESvjk-00569-00175500-00175823 responsible for me standing here today
GzEdnsESvjk-00570-00175824-00176104 and I am very aware of the Legacy left
GzEdnsESvjk-00571-00176105-00176428 by Harold Pinter who cared passionately
GzEdnsESvjk-00572-00176429-00176854 about freedom of speech and human rights
GzEdnsESvjk-00573-00176855-00177088 that's why I'm honored to share this
GzEdnsESvjk-00574-00177089-00177252 prize with this year's International
GzEdnsESvjk-00575-00177253-00177725 writer of courage to be announced later
GzEdnsESvjk-00576-00177726-00178037 there are many Fearless authors who
GzEdnsESvjk-00577-00178038-00178213 write for young adults and children
GzEdnsESvjk-00578-00178214-00178631 tackling complex issues in an in an
GzEdnsESvjk-00579-00178632-00178954 entertaining informative understandable
GzEdnsESvjk-00580-00178955-00179201 and unflinching way
GzEdnsESvjk-00581-00179202-00179483 that's why I know that although I may be
GzEdnsESvjk-00582-00179484-00179699 the first author of children and why a
GzEdnsESvjk-00583-00179700-00179890 books to receive this prestigious award
GzEdnsESvjk-00584-00179891-00180233 I certainly won't be the last
GzEdnsESvjk-00585-00180234-00180454 I hope this speaks to a recognition of
GzEdnsESvjk-00586-00180455-00180664 not just the ever-growing depth and
GzEdnsESvjk-00587-00180665-00180893 breadth of stories available to all our
GzEdnsESvjk-00588-00180894-00180988 children
GzEdnsESvjk-00589-00180989-00181271 but also the undeniable quality of the
GzEdnsESvjk-00590-00181272-00181481 stories available
GzEdnsESvjk-00591-00181482-00181811 now I must confess I feel a bit of a
GzEdnsESvjk-00592-00181812-00182057 fraud standing here I feel you're all
GzEdnsESvjk-00593-00182058-00182254 expecting me to talk about how you
GzEdnsESvjk-00594-00182255-00182471 square the circle of freedom of
GzEdnsESvjk-00595-00182472-00182723 expression versus freedom to say
GzEdnsESvjk-00596-00182724-00182969 whatever you want no matter how
GzEdnsESvjk-00597-00182970-00183263 inflammatory hateful or hurtful
GzEdnsESvjk-00598-00183264-00183575 I admit I have yet to find a way to make
GzEdnsESvjk-00599-00183576-00183851 those parallel lines meet
GzEdnsESvjk-00600-00183852-00184114 I never set out to be a mouth Almighty
GzEdnsESvjk-00601-00184115-00184302 even though my family will tell you I am
GzEdnsESvjk-00602-00184303-00184721 either in my writing or when I speak my
GzEdnsESvjk-00603-00184722-00185002 heaven is to sit down at a computer and
GzEdnsESvjk-00604-00185003-00185333 create stories
GzEdnsESvjk-00605-00185334-00185645 but no author writes in a vacuum
GzEdnsESvjk-00606-00185646-00185951 the real world impinges and impacts as
GzEdnsESvjk-00607-00185952-00186221 it does as it should
GzEdnsESvjk-00608-00186222-00186431 as it must
GzEdnsESvjk-00609-00186432-00186676 it would not be healthy for any writer
GzEdnsESvjk-00610-00186677-00186863 to find themselves detached from The
GzEdnsESvjk-00611-00186864-00187007 Real World
GzEdnsESvjk-00612-00187008-00187264 I am a citizen of Britain but I am also
GzEdnsESvjk-00613-00187265-00187552 a citizen of this planet what happens on
GzEdnsESvjk-00614-00187553-00187738 the other side of the world has an
GzEdnsESvjk-00615-00187739-00188093 impact on me and all of us
GzEdnsESvjk-00616-00188094-00188309 freedom of expression and freedom of
GzEdnsESvjk-00617-00188310-00188645 speech are rights and privileges that
GzEdnsESvjk-00618-00188646-00188951 must be fought for
GzEdnsESvjk-00619-00188952-00189221 but should we be free to say whatever we
GzEdnsESvjk-00620-00189222-00189316 want
GzEdnsESvjk-00621-00189317-00189611 is that what freedom of speech means
GzEdnsESvjk-00622-00189612-00189797 if you have a point of view and I
GzEdnsESvjk-00623-00189798-00189995 disagree with it then I should be
GzEdnsESvjk-00624-00189996-00190319 perfectly at Liberty to say so
GzEdnsESvjk-00625-00190320-00190685 I would argue that intent matters and
GzEdnsESvjk-00626-00190686-00190901 the context within which that intent
GzEdnsESvjk-00627-00190902-00191183 sits matters too
GzEdnsESvjk-00628-00191184-00191387 but freedom of speech doesn't mean
GzEdnsESvjk-00629-00191388-00191638 freedom from consequences
GzEdnsESvjk-00630-00191639-00191945 if my speech is filled with hate vitriol
GzEdnsESvjk-00631-00191946-00192233 and bigotive invective then shouldn't I
GzEdnsESvjk-00632-00192234-00192461 be held accountable for it
GzEdnsESvjk-00633-00192462-00192719 if my speech is designed to marginalize
GzEdnsESvjk-00634-00192720-00193043 or divide or incite hatred to the extent
GzEdnsESvjk-00635-00193044-00193307 that others are harmed shouldn't I be
GzEdnsESvjk-00636-00193308-00193613 held responsible for my words
GzEdnsESvjk-00637-00193614-00193888 but here's the crucial thing
GzEdnsESvjk-00638-00193889-00194243 we authors will frequently if not always
GzEdnsESvjk-00639-00194244-00194597 create characters who espouse views or
GzEdnsESvjk-00640-00194598-00194783 who do things that readers don't
GzEdnsESvjk-00641-00194784-00195113 necessarily like or agree with that's a
GzEdnsESvjk-00642-00195114-00195293 facet of our job
GzEdnsESvjk-00643-00195294-00195628 it doesn't give anyone anywhere the
GzEdnsESvjk-00644-00195629-00195863 right to threaten us because one or more
GzEdnsESvjk-00645-00195864-00196288 of our characters speak or live or love
GzEdnsESvjk-00646-00196289-00196649 in a way that meets with disapproval
GzEdnsESvjk-00647-00196650-00196925 quite simply if you don't like the idea
GzEdnsESvjk-00648-00196926-00197135 of one of my books other books I've
GzEdnsESvjk-00649-00197136-00197333 written are available
GzEdnsESvjk-00650-00197334-00197597 other books by other authors are
GzEdnsESvjk-00651-00197598-00197878 available move on
GzEdnsESvjk-00652-00197879-00198137 all I've ever sought to do with my
GzEdnsESvjk-00653-00198138-00198478 stories is tell the truth the truth
GzEdnsESvjk-00654-00198479-00198664 behind being marginalized or
GzEdnsESvjk-00655-00198665-00198971 misunderstood being a sinner or being
GzEdnsESvjk-00656-00198972-00199175 sinned against
GzEdnsESvjk-00657-00199176-00199433 not all my books are about overtly
GzEdnsESvjk-00658-00199434-00199690 political issues but I feel that it's
GzEdnsESvjk-00659-00199691-00199949 incredibly important to be honest in the
GzEdnsESvjk-00660-00199950-00200195 ones that do tackle those top those
GzEdnsESvjk-00661-00200196-00200404 topics
GzEdnsESvjk-00662-00200405-00200657 honesty means presenting characters with
GzEdnsESvjk-00663-00200658-00200902 their complex thoughts feelings and
GzEdnsESvjk-00664-00200903-00201113 emotions truthfully
GzEdnsESvjk-00665-00201114-00201340 and situations and Societies in
GzEdnsESvjk-00666-00201341-00201797 believable relatable and accessible ways
GzEdnsESvjk-00667-00201798-00202013 when I present Societies or situations
GzEdnsESvjk-00668-00202014-00202366 that are uncomfortable or unsettling
GzEdnsESvjk-00669-00202367-00202540 it's so that they may be better
GzEdnsESvjk-00670-00202541-00202883 understood yes by my readers but
GzEdnsESvjk-00671-00202884-00203183 sometimes particularly by me
GzEdnsESvjk-00672-00203184-00203573 I entitle this talk just saying which is
GzEdnsESvjk-00673-00203574-00203788 also the title of my autobiography
GzEdnsESvjk-00674-00203789-00204016 published next week and yes that is a
GzEdnsESvjk-00675-00204017-00204173 Shameless plug
GzEdnsESvjk-00676-00204174-00204461 because for far too many of us finding
GzEdnsESvjk-00677-00204462-00204797 our voice and speaking Our Truth has not
GzEdnsESvjk-00678-00204798-00204964 always been encouraged
GzEdnsESvjk-00679-00204965-00205294 indeed far too often our voices are
GzEdnsESvjk-00680-00205296-00205564 actively suppressed
GzEdnsESvjk-00681-00205565-00205762 a love of reading made me want to create
GzEdnsESvjk-00682-00205763-00206062 my own stories in the first place
GzEdnsESvjk-00683-00206063-00206362 as a child and a teenager I must have
GzEdnsESvjk-00684-00206363-00206644 read thousands of books but I never read
GzEdnsESvjk-00685-00206646-00206819 a single book that featured a black
GzEdnsESvjk-00686-00206819-00206986 child like me
GzEdnsESvjk-00687-00206987-00207155 not one
GzEdnsESvjk-00688-00207156-00207469 reading was my lifeline my Escape Route
GzEdnsESvjk-00689-00207469-00207838 my greatest pleasure and ironically
GzEdnsESvjk-00690-00207839-00207994 being invisible of the world of
GzEdnsESvjk-00691-00207996-00208223 literature made me fight that much
GzEdnsESvjk-00692-00208223-00208571 harder to have my own voice within it
GzEdnsESvjk-00693-00208571-00208907 the late and very great Tony Morrison or
GzEdnsESvjk-00694-00208908-00209062 Hale
GzEdnsESvjk-00695-00209063-00209357 wrote If there is a story you want to
GzEdnsESvjk-00696-00209358-00209651 read but it hasn't been written yet then
GzEdnsESvjk-00697-00209652-00209879 you must write it
GzEdnsESvjk-00698-00209880-00210125 that was a major reason I became an
GzEdnsESvjk-00699-00210126-00210323 author in the first place
GzEdnsESvjk-00700-00210323-00210617 Tony Morrison's Mantra and the feedback
GzEdnsESvjk-00701-00210617-00210815 I get from children and young adults
GzEdnsESvjk-00702-00210816-00211103 have kept me writing for over three
GzEdnsESvjk-00703-00211104-00211781 decades
GzEdnsESvjk-00704-00211782-00212069 now there's no two ways about it
GzEdnsESvjk-00705-00212069-00212255 we are living in a Time marked by
GzEdnsESvjk-00706-00212256-00212641 impatience suspicion anger and fear
GzEdnsESvjk-00707-00212642-00212939 where when some people unfortunately
GzEdnsESvjk-00708-00212940-00213131 feel that the written or spoken word
GzEdnsESvjk-00709-00213132-00213437 should not be used to express views
GzEdnsESvjk-00710-00213438-00213701 different to their own and in which if
GzEdnsESvjk-00711-00213702-00213892 such words are used
GzEdnsESvjk-00712-00213894-00214129 they are then met with intimidation
GzEdnsESvjk-00713-00214130-00214546 threats and sometimes even violence
GzEdnsESvjk-00714-00214548-00215008 sadly these are not the days of nuance
GzEdnsESvjk-00715-00215009-00215225 I know we were all shocked to hear what
GzEdnsESvjk-00716-00215226-00215471 happened to Salman Rushdie on August the
GzEdnsESvjk-00717-00215471-00215639 12th of this year
GzEdnsESvjk-00718-00215640-00215884 the man who allegedly stabbed him is
GzEdnsESvjk-00719-00215885-00216131 reported to have read two pages of the
GzEdnsESvjk-00720-00216132-00216317 Satanic Verses
GzEdnsESvjk-00721-00216317-00216527 two pages
GzEdnsESvjk-00722-00216528-00216803 if that is true it sadly speaks to the
GzEdnsESvjk-00723-00216804-00216946 times in which we currently find
GzEdnsESvjk-00724-00216948-00217067 ourselves
GzEdnsESvjk-00725-00217067-00217482 an excerpt a tweet an opinion a headline
GzEdnsESvjk-00726-00217483-00217798 they are all that are required by some
GzEdnsESvjk-00727-00217800-00218044 in the rush to judgment
GzEdnsESvjk-00728-00218046-00218273 what happened to Salman Rushdie earlier
GzEdnsESvjk-00729-00218273-00218525 this year is a reminder of the risks
GzEdnsESvjk-00730-00218526-00218801 faced by authors with a commitment to
GzEdnsESvjk-00731-00218802-00218992 free speech
GzEdnsESvjk-00732-00218994-00219329 in August 2014 when I was UK children's
GzEdnsESvjk-00733-00219330-00219617 Laureate I was interviewed by Sky News
GzEdnsESvjk-00734-00219617-00219821 and asked about diversity in children's
GzEdnsESvjk-00735-00219821-00220181 publishing no surprise there I'm always
GzEdnsESvjk-00736-00220182-00220373 asked about diversity in children's
GzEdnsESvjk-00737-00220373-00220523 publishing
GzEdnsESvjk-00738-00220523-00220732 my comments were along the lines of
GzEdnsESvjk-00739-00220733-00220942 progress has been made but there's more
GzEdnsESvjk-00740-00220944-00221194 to do we need to have more stories
GzEdnsESvjk-00741-00221196-00221441 written by authors from lgbtq
GzEdnsESvjk-00742-00221442-00221801 communities by authors of gypsy Roma and
GzEdnsESvjk-00743-00221802-00222029 traveler Heritage more authors of color
GzEdnsESvjk-00744-00222030-00222353 more ill and disabled writers and more
GzEdnsESvjk-00745-00222354-00222592 writers from working class backgrounds
GzEdnsESvjk-00746-00222594-00222808 and the stories those authors produce
GzEdnsESvjk-00747-00222809-00223127 don't necessarily have to have as their
GzEdnsESvjk-00748-00223128-00223355 sole Focus what it's like to be a
GzEdnsESvjk-00749-00223356-00223606 minority in society that would be so
GzEdnsESvjk-00750-00223607-00223727 limiting
GzEdnsESvjk-00751-00223728-00224015 I said something like I think what we
GzEdnsESvjk-00752-00224016-00224321 need especially in publishing are more
GzEdnsESvjk-00753-00224321-00224531 commissioning editors who are people of
GzEdnsESvjk-00754-00224532-00224632 color
GzEdnsESvjk-00755-00224633-00224884 readers also want to escape into fiction
GzEdnsESvjk-00756-00224885-00225196 Beyond themselves but I think there's a
GzEdnsESvjk-00757-00225198-00225401 very significant message that goes out
GzEdnsESvjk-00758-00225402-00225737 when you cannot see yourself at all in
GzEdnsESvjk-00759-00225738-00225958 the books you are reading
GzEdnsESvjk-00760-00225959-00226151 this was reported with the headline
GzEdnsESvjk-00761-00226152-00226498 children's books have too many white
GzEdnsESvjk-00762-00226500-00226781 faces unquote
GzEdnsESvjk-00763-00226782-00227021 for the next several weeks I had to
GzEdnsESvjk-00764-00227021-00227219 contend with some of the worst and
GzEdnsESvjk-00765-00227219-00227548 scariest racist abuse I've ever received
GzEdnsESvjk-00766-00227550-00227848 threats of rape and harm against me and
GzEdnsESvjk-00767-00227850-00228101 my family and death threats
GzEdnsESvjk-00768-00228102-00228587 all of which happened in this country
GzEdnsESvjk-00769-00228588-00228803 now I never said the statement reported
GzEdnsESvjk-00770-00228804-00229098 in the sky headline Sky admitted as much
GzEdnsESvjk-00771-00229100-00229342 apologized and changed it
GzEdnsESvjk-00772-00229344-00229660 but to the haters it didn't matter the
GzEdnsESvjk-00773-00229661-00230206 abuse continued the threats continued
GzEdnsESvjk-00774-00230207-00230423 do stories unite us
GzEdnsESvjk-00775-00230423-00230692 maybe maybe not
GzEdnsESvjk-00776-00230694-00230969 but they do connect us
GzEdnsESvjk-00777-00230969-00231244 a character I create May Express an idea
GzEdnsESvjk-00778-00231246-00231587 with which you fundamentally disagree
GzEdnsESvjk-00779-00231588-00231803 hell a character I create May and
GzEdnsESvjk-00780-00231804-00232096 frequently does Express an idea which I
GzEdnsESvjk-00781-00232098-00232373 fundamentally disagree with and isn't
GzEdnsESvjk-00782-00232373-00232534 that wonderful
GzEdnsESvjk-00783-00232535-00232846 as a as a reader I love that alternative
GzEdnsESvjk-00784-00232848-00233129 or even opposite views to my own as
GzEdnsESvjk-00785-00233130-00233308 expressed by cat the characters in the
GzEdnsESvjk-00786-00233309-00233573 books I read allow me to analyze other
GzEdnsESvjk-00787-00233573-00233848 points of view to consider and maybe
GzEdnsESvjk-00788-00233850-00234137 even Embrace new ideas and Concepts new
GzEdnsESvjk-00789-00234138-00234298 ways of thinking
GzEdnsESvjk-00790-00234300-00234556 that's part of the beauty of stories in
GzEdnsESvjk-00791-00234557-00234719 all their forms
GzEdnsESvjk-00792-00234719-00235060 how mean and narrow life would be if all
GzEdnsESvjk-00793-00235061-00235294 the Arts did was reflect our own life
GzEdnsESvjk-00794-00235296-00235660 views and fixed ideas back at us
GzEdnsESvjk-00795-00235661-00236027 how narrow how shallow
GzEdnsESvjk-00796-00236028-00236273 how sad
GzEdnsESvjk-00797-00236273-00236560 it can be a tremendous Act of courage to
GzEdnsESvjk-00798-00236561-00236794 tell the truth through ART and every
GzEdnsESvjk-00799-00236796-00237023 creative person who does so is doing
GzEdnsESvjk-00800-00237023-00237382 Humanity an unparalleled service
GzEdnsESvjk-00801-00237383-00237575 but we live in times where there are
GzEdnsESvjk-00802-00237576-00237791 those who wish to deny certain sections
GzEdnsESvjk-00803-00237792-00237989 of society their voice
GzEdnsESvjk-00804-00237990-00238192 school boards Across America are trying
GzEdnsESvjk-00805-00238194-00238439 to have books written predominantly by
GzEdnsESvjk-00806-00238440-00238734 lgbtq authors and authors of color
GzEdnsESvjk-00807-00238735-00238996 withdrawn or banned
GzEdnsESvjk-00808-00238998-00239303 John Green author of The Fault in Our
GzEdnsESvjk-00809-00239304-00239542 Stars and other insightful wonderful ye
GzEdnsESvjk-00810-00239544-00239939 books tweeted in September 2022
GzEdnsESvjk-00811-00239940-00240196 Looking for Alaska has been in print for
GzEdnsESvjk-00812-00240198-00240527 17 years and it has been challenged
GzEdnsESvjk-00813-00240528-00240689 countless times
GzEdnsESvjk-00814-00240690-00240892 but I've never seen anything like the
GzEdnsESvjk-00815-00240894-00241253 concerted effort in 2022 to remove it
GzEdnsESvjk-00816-00241254-00241505 and so many other books from libraries
GzEdnsESvjk-00817-00241506-00241817 and schools around the country referring
GzEdnsESvjk-00818-00241817-00242032 to the USA
GzEdnsESvjk-00819-00242033-00242375 closer to home Robin Stevens author of
GzEdnsESvjk-00820-00242376-00242581 The excellent detective Society series
GzEdnsESvjk-00821-00242582-00242873 spoke of her book death in the spotlight
GzEdnsESvjk-00822-00242873-00243196 being banned by a UK school after a
GzEdnsESvjk-00823-00243198-00243382 teacher discovered Robin had retweeted
GzEdnsESvjk-00824-00243383-00243653 posts from mermaids and organization
GzEdnsESvjk-00825-00243654-00243875 supporting gender diverse and
GzEdnsESvjk-00826-00243876-00244096 transgender young people
GzEdnsESvjk-00827-00244098-00244396 Robin stated the thing that I found
GzEdnsESvjk-00828-00244398-00244637 upsetting was not that they disagreed
GzEdnsESvjk-00829-00244638-00244858 with me but that they were using the
GzEdnsESvjk-00830-00244859-00245081 disagreement to ban my books at their
GzEdnsESvjk-00831-00245082-00245201 school
GzEdnsESvjk-00832-00245202-00245465 seeing a queer character children can
GzEdnsESvjk-00833-00245466-00245663 relate to in a popular children's book
GzEdnsESvjk-00834-00245664-00245932 series has given them a lot of joy and
GzEdnsESvjk-00835-00245933-00246041 confidence
GzEdnsESvjk-00836-00246042-00246269 and it's deeply saddening that both
GzEdnsESvjk-00837-00246269-00246491 straight and queer kids at this
GzEdnsESvjk-00838-00246492-00246719 teacher's school won't have a chance to
GzEdnsESvjk-00839-00246719-00246892 read the book
GzEdnsESvjk-00840-00246894-00247223 in my own case a few years ago a school
GzEdnsESvjk-00841-00247223-00247451 librarian told me with pleasure and a
GzEdnsESvjk-00842-00247452-00247691 great deal of Pride that she didn't keep
GzEdnsESvjk-00843-00247692-00247955 my book Boys Don't Cry the story of Two
GzEdnsESvjk-00844-00247956-00248219 Brothers one of whom is gay on the
GzEdnsESvjk-00845-00248219-00248471 school library shelves it had to be
GzEdnsESvjk-00846-00248471-00248698 asked for specifically
GzEdnsESvjk-00847-00248700-00249089 when I asked why I was told it was so
GzEdnsESvjk-00848-00249090-00249281 that the school librarian could assess
GzEdnsESvjk-00849-00249282-00249496 whether or not the requester should get
GzEdnsESvjk-00850-00249498-00249634 the book
GzEdnsESvjk-00851-00249635-00249856 now I have a great deal of respect for
GzEdnsESvjk-00852-00249857-00250079 public and school librarians I really do
GzEdnsESvjk-00853-00250080-00250325 but this is not right
GzEdnsESvjk-00854-00250326-00250510 she didn't hide my book away so that she
GzEdnsESvjk-00855-00250511-00250721 could ensure it was age appropriate for
GzEdnsESvjk-00856-00250721-00251056 the potential reader no she took Delight
GzEdnsESvjk-00857-00251057-00251260 in telling me that it was a subject
GzEdnsESvjk-00858-00251261-00251567 matter that she deemed troublesome
GzEdnsESvjk-00859-00251567-00251758 and she had made it her business to
GzEdnsESvjk-00860-00251759-00251992 assess who should and should not have
GzEdnsESvjk-00861-00251994-00252269 access to that subject matter
GzEdnsESvjk-00862-00252269-00252455 I told her it was a Pity she was
GzEdnsESvjk-00863-00252456-00252677 policing the book in that way as the
GzEdnsESvjk-00864-00252678-00252863 mere fact that the book had to be asked
GzEdnsESvjk-00865-00252864-00253181 for might put some readers off my
GzEdnsESvjk-00866-00253182-00253475 concerns were dismissed
GzEdnsESvjk-00867-00253476-00253721 I once had a white teenage girl in a
GzEdnsESvjk-00868-00253721-00253991 signing queue tell me how much he loved
GzEdnsESvjk-00869-00253992-00254134 my books
GzEdnsESvjk-00870-00254135-00254339 she confessed that she bought my books
GzEdnsESvjk-00871-00254340-00254548 whenever she could afford them but had
GzEdnsESvjk-00872-00254550-00255406 to hide them from her mum
GzEdnsESvjk-00873-00255407-00255665 when I asked why she admitted that her
GzEdnsESvjk-00874-00255666-00256019 mum didn't want her reading race books
GzEdnsESvjk-00875-00256019-00256325 I said what does your mum mean by a race
GzEdnsESvjk-00876-00256326-00256427 book
GzEdnsESvjk-00877-00256428-00256679 to which the girl replied books with
GzEdnsESvjk-00878-00256680-00256846 black people in them
GzEdnsESvjk-00879-00256848-00257153 she thinks they're all anti-white
GzEdnsESvjk-00880-00257154-00257471 I asked has she actually read any of my
GzEdnsESvjk-00881-00257471-00257746 books the girl shook her head
GzEdnsESvjk-00882-00257748-00257915 enough said
GzEdnsESvjk-00883-00257916-00258137 but I'm grateful that my books had given
GzEdnsESvjk-00884-00258138-00258365 that girl enough ammunition to think for
GzEdnsESvjk-00885-00258366-00258623 herself and not just take on the views
GzEdnsESvjk-00886-00258623-00258815 of her mother
GzEdnsESvjk-00887-00258816-00259115 here we are in the 21st century and
GzEdnsESvjk-00888-00259116-00259277 there are those who try to tell children
GzEdnsESvjk-00889-00259278-00259541 teens and young adults of color children
GzEdnsESvjk-00890-00259542-00259692 and young adults who may be
GzEdnsESvjk-00891-00259694-00259991 neurodivergent disabled or part of the
GzEdnsESvjk-00892-00259992-00260267 lgbtq plus community that they don't
GzEdnsESvjk-00893-00260267-00260530 have the right to exist in public if it
GzEdnsESvjk-00894-00260531-00260884 makes certain grown-ups uncomfortable
GzEdnsESvjk-00895-00260885-00261137 all of our children have a right to see
GzEdnsESvjk-00896-00261138-00261353 themselves and their lives reflected in
GzEdnsESvjk-00897-00261354-00261605 the literature it reflected in
GzEdnsESvjk-00898-00261606-00261832 literature and to be the creators of
GzEdnsESvjk-00899-00261833-00262193 stories themselves all of them
GzEdnsESvjk-00900-00262194-00262499 freedom of speech of expression is one
GzEdnsESvjk-00901-00262500-00262801 of the basic tenets on which any true
GzEdnsESvjk-00902-00262802-00263117 democracy stands or Falls
GzEdnsESvjk-00903-00263118-00263363 I was born in Britain it's my home and I
GzEdnsESvjk-00904-00263364-00263573 love it that's why I feel able to
GzEdnsESvjk-00905-00263574-00263753 criticize it and call out certain
GzEdnsESvjk-00906-00263754-00263969 political behaviors but the view to
GzEdnsESvjk-00907-00263970-00264256 making it better that's why we vote why
GzEdnsESvjk-00908-00264257-00264569 we protest March and demonstrate to make
GzEdnsESvjk-00909-00264570-00264953 our voices heard
GzEdnsESvjk-00910-00264954-00265253 that's why for example I speak out
GzEdnsESvjk-00911-00265254-00265463 regarding the need to feed all children
GzEdnsESvjk-00912-00265464-00265673 who need it during the summer holidays
GzEdnsESvjk-00913-00265674-00265829 when most of those in government
GzEdnsESvjk-00914-00265830-00266158 initially voted against such action
GzEdnsESvjk-00915-00266159-00266375 but when I express such an opinion on
GzEdnsESvjk-00916-00266376-00266687 social media I frequently get told that
GzEdnsESvjk-00917-00266688-00266945 this is not my country and if I don't
GzEdnsESvjk-00918-00266946-00267143 like it I should go back to where I come
GzEdnsESvjk-00919-00267144-00267317 came from
GzEdnsESvjk-00920-00267318-00267695 I've I've been called a race beta and a
GzEdnsESvjk-00921-00267696-00268115 racist Basher for using my voice racist
GzEdnsESvjk-00922-00268116-00268303 bash I mean I ask you
GzEdnsESvjk-00923-00268304-00268691 racist bashing is a negative thing now
GzEdnsESvjk-00924-00268692-00268984 I hope I am a racist Basher every day of
GzEdnsESvjk-00925-00268985-00269291 the week and twice on Sunday so me and
GzEdnsESvjk-00926-00269292-00269555 my voice aren't going away we're not
GzEdnsESvjk-00927-00269556-00269729 going anywhere
GzEdnsESvjk-00928-00269730-00269993 citizenship should not end at land
GzEdnsESvjk-00929-00269994-00270125 boundaries
GzEdnsESvjk-00930-00270126-00270419 we are all citizens of the same planet
GzEdnsESvjk-00931-00270420-00270677 didn't cover teach us that what starts
GzEdnsESvjk-00932-00270678-00270875 on the other side of the world may
GzEdnsESvjk-00933-00270876-00271097 affect us sooner or later
GzEdnsESvjk-00934-00271098-00271373 if some are not free can any of us say
GzEdnsESvjk-00935-00271374-00271534 we truly are
GzEdnsESvjk-00936-00271535-00271847 and what do I mean by free I mean having
GzEdnsESvjk-00937-00271848-00272045 the chance to fulfill one's own
GzEdnsESvjk-00938-00272046-00272219 potential
GzEdnsESvjk-00939-00272220-00272555 I've been accused of being woke well God
GzEdnsESvjk-00940-00272556-00272710 I hope so
GzEdnsESvjk-00941-00272711-00272939 how extraordinary that a positive word
GzEdnsESvjk-00942-00272940-00273155 used by the African-American Community
GzEdnsESvjk-00943-00273156-00273587 since the 1940s to mean alert to social
GzEdnsESvjk-00944-00273588-00273905 injustice should have been so co-opted
GzEdnsESvjk-00945-00273906-00274169 by the white right wing and have its
GzEdnsESvjk-00946-00274170-00274415 meaning changed to something pejorative
GzEdnsESvjk-00947-00274416-00274780 the opposite of woke is asleep I hope
GzEdnsESvjk-00948-00274781-00275056 I'm not asleep to Injustice bigotry and
GzEdnsESvjk-00949-00275057-00275423 unkindness I hope I never will be
GzEdnsESvjk-00950-00275424-00275639 in tribute I would like to give the last
GzEdnsESvjk-00951-00275640-00275789 word before announcing the international
GzEdnsESvjk-00952-00275790-00276053 writer of courage to last year's pen
GzEdnsESvjk-00953-00276054-00276395 Pinter Prize winner sitsy dangaremga who
GzEdnsESvjk-00954-00276396-00276593 was recently given a suspended sentence
GzEdnsESvjk-00955-00276594-00276863 in Zimbabwe after being found guilty of
GzEdnsESvjk-00956-00276864-00277163 inciting Violence by staging a peaceful
GzEdnsESvjk-00957-00277164-00277456 protest calling for political reform
GzEdnsESvjk-00958-00277457-00277780 she was holding a placard which said we
GzEdnsESvjk-00959-00277781-00278230 want better reform our institutions
GzEdnsESvjk-00960-00278231-00278627 She Wrote every moment is a moment for
GzEdnsESvjk-00961-00278628-00278945 potential resolution it just needs
GzEdnsESvjk-00962-00278946-00279256 somebody to say in that moment okay
GzEdnsESvjk-00963-00279257-00279599 we're going to do things differently
GzEdnsESvjk-00964-00279600-00280364 and mean it thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-00965-00280365-00282149 [Music]
GzEdnsESvjk-00966-00282150-00282845 thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-00967-00282846-00283073 okay settle down
GzEdnsESvjk-00968-00283074-00283373 the pen princess prize is shared with an
GzEdnsESvjk-00969-00283374-00283577 international writer of college courage
GzEdnsESvjk-00970-00283578-00283865 someone who has been persecuted for
GzEdnsESvjk-00971-00283866-00284105 speaking out about their beliefs and
GzEdnsESvjk-00972-00284106-00284297 denied the basic rights I have just
GzEdnsESvjk-00973-00284298-00284453 described
GzEdnsESvjk-00974-00284454-00284656 I am grateful that I've been given the
GzEdnsESvjk-00975-00284657-00284884 opportunity to highlight the life and
GzEdnsESvjk-00976-00284885-00285127 work of a writer who has had to face
GzEdnsESvjk-00977-00285128-00285647 harassment torture and incarceration
GzEdnsESvjk-00978-00285648-00285893 when I first heard of The Plight endured
GzEdnsESvjk-00979-00285894-00286210 by this individual an engineer blogger
GzEdnsESvjk-00980-00286211-00286517 and activist I was immediately struck by
GzEdnsESvjk-00981-00286518-00286756 his commitment regarding affecting
GzEdnsESvjk-00982-00286757-00286993 change in his homeland of Bahrain
GzEdnsESvjk-00983-00286994-00287303 including by highlighting the methods
GzEdnsESvjk-00984-00287304-00287710 used to suppress freedom of expression
GzEdnsESvjk-00985-00287711-00287951 he has been incarcerated for over a
GzEdnsESvjk-00986-00287952-00288197 decade and has been on hunger strike and
GzEdnsESvjk-00987-00288198-00288593 without solid food for over 400 Days
GzEdnsESvjk-00988-00288594-00288887 which shines a spotlight on an immensely
GzEdnsESvjk-00989-00288888-00289187 Brave and Resolute man who defines the
GzEdnsESvjk-00990-00289188-00289367 word courage
GzEdnsESvjk-00991-00289368-00289625 I hope that this award raises awareness
GzEdnsESvjk-00992-00289626-00289937 around the world of his persecution and
GzEdnsESvjk-00993-00289938-00290206 affirms to him that he has not been
GzEdnsESvjk-00994-00290207-00290458 forgotten his voice has not been
GzEdnsESvjk-00995-00290459-00290608 silenced
GzEdnsESvjk-00996-00290609-00290879 it is my honor to announce that the pen
GzEdnsESvjk-00997-00290880-00291119 pin to prize International writer of
GzEdnsESvjk-00998-00291120-00291353 Courage 2002
GzEdnsESvjk-00999-00291354-00291758 is Dr Abdul Jalil Alison gase
GzEdnsESvjk-01000-00291759-00293303 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-01001-00293304-00293773 and I am delighted to invite Syed
GzEdnsESvjk-01002-00293774-00294113 al-wadiya albadier sorry director of
GzEdnsESvjk-01003-00294114-00294358 advocacy at the uk-based Bahrain
GzEdnsESvjk-01004-00294359-00294610 Institute for rights and democracy to
GzEdnsESvjk-01005-00294611-00294851 the stage to say a few words on Dr
GzEdnsESvjk-01006-00294852-00295139 Allison Gay's behalf first in Arabic
GzEdnsESvjk-01007-00295140-00297624 then in English thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-01008-00297625-00298751 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-01009-00298752-00299051 thank you so much thank you esteemed
GzEdnsESvjk-01010-00299052-00299291 guests good evening
GzEdnsESvjk-01011-00299292-00299525 it is a great honor to be here this
GzEdnsESvjk-01012-00299526-00299897 evening my name is
GzEdnsESvjk-01013-00299898-00300173 I am an activist from Bahrain
GzEdnsESvjk-01014-00300174-00300497 and I am someone for many years has been
GzEdnsESvjk-01015-00300498-00300947 inspired by Dr abdulillah a man who
GzEdnsESvjk-01016-00300948-00301115 became
GzEdnsESvjk-01017-00301116-00301606 a role model for me and countless others
GzEdnsESvjk-01018-00301607-00301951 I would like to extend my deepest thanks
GzEdnsESvjk-01019-00301952-00302351 and appreciation to English pen
GzEdnsESvjk-01020-00302352-00302645 and to Mallory Blackman for choosing
GzEdnsESvjk-01021-00302646-00302873 Victor abdulillah singes
GzEdnsESvjk-01022-00302874-00303197 as the international writer of Courage
GzEdnsESvjk-01023-00303198-00303503 with whom she with whom she shared her
GzEdnsESvjk-01024-00303504-00303629 award
GzEdnsESvjk-01025-00303630-00303880 I cannot think of a better person than
GzEdnsESvjk-01026-00303881-00304097 Dr abdulous thing is
GzEdnsESvjk-01027-00304098-00304367 I would like to thank everyone
GzEdnsESvjk-01028-00304368-00304625 who has written to him in particular
GzEdnsESvjk-01029-00304626-00304841 those who wrote solidarity messages
GzEdnsESvjk-01030-00304842-00305189 through the pen Rights Campaign some of
GzEdnsESvjk-01031-00305190-00305441 which I'm pleased to share with you this
GzEdnsESvjk-01032-00305442-00305597 evening
GzEdnsESvjk-01033-00305598-00305830 I would like to start my speech in
GzEdnsESvjk-01034-00305831-00306004 Arabic
GzEdnsESvjk-01036-00309050-00309263 the English pen
GzEdnsESvjk-01037-00309264-00311663 while Mallory Blackman Allah is
GzEdnsESvjk-01038-00311664-00312929 computer
GzEdnsESvjk-01040-00316451-00316937 [Music]
GzEdnsESvjk-01041-00316938-00319927 foreign
GzEdnsESvjk-01042-00319928-00322614 foreign foreign
GzEdnsESvjk-01043-00322615-00323171 [Music]
GzEdnsESvjk-01045-00326798-00327053 come on
GzEdnsESvjk-01046-00327054-00329860 foreign
GzEdnsESvjk-01047-00329861-00330784 foreign
GzEdnsESvjk-01048-00330785-00333634 foreign
GzEdnsESvjk-01049-00333635-00334451 foreign
GzEdnsESvjk-01053-00347735-00347939 how to call
GzEdnsESvjk-01056-00354618-00355882 foreign
GzEdnsESvjk-01057-00355883-00356104 thank you so much thank you I would like
GzEdnsESvjk-01058-00356105-00356339 to hand over to Josie to deliver my
GzEdnsESvjk-01059-00356340-00356513 speech in English thank you so much
GzEdnsESvjk-01060-00356514-00356641 thank you Josie thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-01061-00356642-00357293 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-01062-00357294-00357532 good evening my name is Josie Tim and
GzEdnsESvjk-01063-00357533-00357743 I'm a colleague of said and a senior
GzEdnsESvjk-01064-00357744-00357934 research and policy associate at the
GzEdnsESvjk-01065-00357935-00358084 Bahrain Institute for rights and
GzEdnsESvjk-01066-00358085-00358354 democracy I'm going to be reading out in
GzEdnsESvjk-01067-00358355-00358606 English the sales speech that he's just
GzEdnsESvjk-01068-00358607-00358877 powerfully delivered to in Arabic and
GzEdnsESvjk-01069-00358878-00359189 I'm deeply honored to be here today to
GzEdnsESvjk-01070-00359190-00359369 deliver these words on Sayer's behalf
GzEdnsESvjk-01071-00359370-00359854 and about Dr Abdul Jalil our singers
GzEdnsESvjk-01072-00359855-00360065 sometimes we live in a life where we
GzEdnsESvjk-01073-00360066-00360263 take our rights for granted
GzEdnsESvjk-01074-00360264-00360491 imagine writing a long and carefully
GzEdnsESvjk-01075-00360492-00360719 crafted letter on your computer you
GzEdnsESvjk-01076-00360720-00360965 spend at least an hour maybe even two
GzEdnsESvjk-01077-00360966-00361180 but then your computer crashes and now
GzEdnsESvjk-01078-00361181-00361367 you can't find the document
GzEdnsESvjk-01079-00361368-00361637 you can't you search you pace and you
GzEdnsESvjk-01080-00361638-00361799 can't find it anywhere
GzEdnsESvjk-01081-00361800-00361991 the product of your efforts can't be
GzEdnsESvjk-01082-00361992-00362339 retrieved it's just lost
GzEdnsESvjk-01083-00362340-00362530 this is extremely frustrating and I'm
GzEdnsESvjk-01084-00362531-00362645 sure a lot of people here today have
GzEdnsESvjk-01085-00362646-00362806 experienced this before
GzEdnsESvjk-01086-00362807-00363184 but this is not the story of Dr Assange
GzEdnsESvjk-01087-00363185-00363478 he spent four years writing academic
GzEdnsESvjk-01088-00363479-00363730 research about Bahraini dialects with
GzEdnsESvjk-01089-00363731-00363977 his limited resources in prison that's
GzEdnsESvjk-01090-00363978-00364265 almost half a decade diligently writing
GzEdnsESvjk-01091-00364266-00364558 out his original piece of research by
GzEdnsESvjk-01092-00364559-00364841 hand from within his prison cell
GzEdnsESvjk-01093-00364842-00365141 when it was completed 12 handwritten
GzEdnsESvjk-01094-00365142-00365327 notebooks made up the final manuscript
GzEdnsESvjk-01095-00365328-00365615 which he was then at last ready to have
GzEdnsESvjk-01096-00365616-00365921 handed over to his family
GzEdnsESvjk-01097-00365922-00366191 last year a prisoner who shared a
GzEdnsESvjk-01098-00366192-00366484 building with Dr Assange was released
GzEdnsESvjk-01099-00366485-00366797 Dr engates entrusted this person with
GzEdnsESvjk-01100-00366798-00366965 his finished manuscripts for them to be
GzEdnsESvjk-01101-00366966-00367187 handed over to his family
GzEdnsESvjk-01102-00367188-00367499 what happened next was Criminal
GzEdnsESvjk-01103-00367500-00367775 prison authorities confiscated the
GzEdnsESvjk-01104-00367776-00367967 research and refused to return it to Dr
GzEdnsESvjk-01105-00367968-00368141 assange's family
GzEdnsESvjk-01106-00368142-00368339 now a few of us here today could imagine
GzEdnsESvjk-01107-00368340-00368506 his feelings in the wake of this
GzEdnsESvjk-01108-00368507-00368651 Injustice
GzEdnsESvjk-01109-00368652-00368891 Bahraini authorities made several claims
GzEdnsESvjk-01110-00368892-00369113 about the supposed need to review the
GzEdnsESvjk-01111-00369114-00369334 content of the work to go through legal
GzEdnsESvjk-01112-00369335-00369521 processes Etc
GzEdnsESvjk-01113-00369522-00369773 in other words they implemented an
GzEdnsESvjk-01114-00369774-00370025 exercise of a robust censorship to
GzEdnsESvjk-01115-00370026-00370156 ensure that anything that they might not
GzEdnsESvjk-01116-00370157-00370378 like in his research never saw the light
GzEdnsESvjk-01117-00370379-00370606 of day
GzEdnsESvjk-01118-00370607-00370889 this was the act that led him to start a
GzEdnsESvjk-01119-00370890-00371123 hunger strike where he relies only on
GzEdnsESvjk-01120-00371124-00371339 liquid supplements that include basic
GzEdnsESvjk-01121-00371340-00371525 minerals and vitamins
GzEdnsESvjk-01122-00371526-00371945 today marks the 459th day of his strike
GzEdnsESvjk-01123-00371946-00372299 and he is still Seeking Justice
GzEdnsESvjk-01124-00372300-00372563 this is what I call courage
GzEdnsESvjk-01125-00372564-00372803 he is refusing to ingest sorted foods
GzEdnsESvjk-01126-00372804-00372989 until his research has returned to his
GzEdnsESvjk-01127-00372990-00373180 family
GzEdnsESvjk-01128-00373181-00373451 ask me for an example of courage and
GzEdnsESvjk-01129-00373452-00373613 determination when dealing with one of
GzEdnsESvjk-01130-00373614-00373865 the most brutal and repressive regimes
GzEdnsESvjk-01131-00373866-00374213 on Earth and I will show you Dr Assange
GzEdnsESvjk-01132-00374214-00374549 his strength his resilience his refusal
GzEdnsESvjk-01133-00374550-00374771 to submit to the authorities unjustified
GzEdnsESvjk-01134-00374772-00375041 punitive and cowardly Act of censorship
GzEdnsESvjk-01135-00375042-00375304 is truly remarkable
GzEdnsESvjk-01136-00375305-00375599 he's refusing to allow the product of
GzEdnsESvjk-01137-00375600-00375815 four years of his sweat and toil to be
GzEdnsESvjk-01138-00375816-00376043 taken away from him
GzEdnsESvjk-01139-00376044-00376306 so some may see this stance alone as
GzEdnsESvjk-01140-00376307-00376577 inspiring and as courageous but I wanted
GzEdnsESvjk-01141-00376578-00376793 to tell you more about the circumstances
GzEdnsESvjk-01142-00376794-00377045 and also about the man who decided to
GzEdnsESvjk-01143-00377046-00377230 take this step
GzEdnsESvjk-01144-00377231-00377441 now Dr Austin Gates is one of the most
GzEdnsESvjk-01145-00377442-00377656 respected scholars in Bahrain
GzEdnsESvjk-01146-00377657-00377897 he was born with enormous determination
GzEdnsESvjk-01147-00377898-00378065 which is what led him to thrive
GzEdnsESvjk-01148-00378066-00378341 throughout his education he obtained a
GzEdnsESvjk-01149-00378342-00378610 PhD from Manchester University became
GzEdnsESvjk-01150-00378611-00378784 the head of mechanical engineering at
GzEdnsESvjk-01151-00378785-00379037 Bahrain University and he's now one of
GzEdnsESvjk-01152-00379038-00379247 the most respected academics in the
GzEdnsESvjk-01153-00379248-00379397 country
GzEdnsESvjk-01154-00379398-00379660 Dr Austin gase as we heard earlier has
GzEdnsESvjk-01155-00379661-00379925 been wrongfully behind bars for over a
GzEdnsESvjk-01156-00379926-00380147 decade simply for his leading role in
GzEdnsESvjk-01157-00380148-00380345 bahrain's pro-democracy Uprising during
GzEdnsESvjk-01158-00380346-00380645 the 2011 Arab Spring
GzEdnsESvjk-01159-00380646-00380867 a six-year-old who was subjected to
GzEdnsESvjk-01160-00380868-00381184 horrific torture and who continues to
GzEdnsESvjk-01161-00381185-00381401 suffer from chronic medical conditions
GzEdnsESvjk-01162-00381402-00381671 as well as from medical negligence he is
GzEdnsESvjk-01163-00381672-00381887 currently serving a life prison a life
GzEdnsESvjk-01164-00381888-00382156 sentence in prison in Bahrain
GzEdnsESvjk-01165-00382157-00382427 he's a scholar a blogger and an academic
GzEdnsESvjk-01166-00382428-00382619 whose immediate and unconditional
GzEdnsESvjk-01167-00382620-00382919 release has been demanded Time and Time
GzEdnsESvjk-01168-00382920-00383225 Again by The International Community
GzEdnsESvjk-01169-00383226-00383453 so when he takes a stand for Democratic
GzEdnsESvjk-01170-00383454-00383693 Values the rule of law and human rights
GzEdnsESvjk-01171-00383694-00383867 it does not come from a place of
GzEdnsESvjk-01172-00383868-00384130 desperation but from a principled man
GzEdnsESvjk-01173-00384131-00384358 who refuses to tolerate bahrain's
GzEdnsESvjk-01174-00384359-00384604 corruption theft of the wealth of its
GzEdnsESvjk-01175-00384605-00384851 people and human rights violations with
GzEdnsESvjk-01176-00384852-00385037 impunity
GzEdnsESvjk-01177-00385038-00385313 nobody understands the great cost of
GzEdnsESvjk-01178-00385314-00385534 speaking truth to power in a repressive
GzEdnsESvjk-01179-00385535-00385877 country better than Dr Assange
GzEdnsESvjk-01180-00385878-00386093 when President Obama was giving a speech
GzEdnsESvjk-01181-00386094-00386249 in Cairo to the Muslim communities
GzEdnsESvjk-01182-00386250-00386537 around the world in 2009 Dr Assange
GzEdnsESvjk-01183-00386538-00386891 wrote In The New York Times and I quote
GzEdnsESvjk-01184-00386892-00387169 be careful when you use the words change
GzEdnsESvjk-01185-00387170-00387473 dream and democracy
GzEdnsESvjk-01186-00387474-00387773 those things don't come so easily to us
GzEdnsESvjk-01187-00387774-00388025 those who seek change here in Bahrain
GzEdnsESvjk-01188-00388026-00388253 pay daily
GzEdnsESvjk-01189-00388254-00388517 I was arrested at dawn last January held
GzEdnsESvjk-01190-00388518-00388732 in solitary confinement and accused of
GzEdnsESvjk-01191-00388733-00389003 trying to overthrow the Kingdom's regime
GzEdnsESvjk-01192-00389004-00389225 after International and local pressure I
GzEdnsESvjk-01193-00389226-00389447 was released in Polident but my case is
GzEdnsESvjk-01194-00389448-00389704 still technically suspended my two blogs
GzEdnsESvjk-01195-00389705-00389945 and Facebook posts are blocked and
GzEdnsESvjk-01196-00389946-00390095 people in Bahrain do not have direct
GzEdnsESvjk-01197-00390096-00390395 access to them end quote
GzEdnsESvjk-01198-00390396-00390701 in August 2010 giving a speech here in
GzEdnsESvjk-01199-00390702-00390917 London at the House of Lords
GzEdnsESvjk-01200-00390918-00391145 Dr Austin seems to almost predict his
GzEdnsESvjk-01201-00391146-00391354 own fate which he is now suffering at
GzEdnsESvjk-01202-00391355-00391541 the hands of the regime
GzEdnsESvjk-01203-00391542-00391817 he said and again I quote
GzEdnsESvjk-01204-00391818-00392117 when activists show flagrant and more
GzEdnsESvjk-01205-00392118-00392428 obvious activism reporting violations
GzEdnsESvjk-01206-00392429-00392621 then it's the law which really cripples
GzEdnsESvjk-01207-00392622-00392734 them
GzEdnsESvjk-01208-00392735-00392956 when ngos cooperate with an
GzEdnsESvjk-01209-00392957-00393173 international organization it is the law
GzEdnsESvjk-01210-00393174-00393395 which penalizes them
GzEdnsESvjk-01211-00393396-00393575 when you call for a democratic
GzEdnsESvjk-01212-00393576-00393743 Constitution to be written by the people
GzEdnsESvjk-01213-00393744-00394013 then it is Terrorism and it's the law
GzEdnsESvjk-01214-00394014-00394199 which ensures that you are prosecuted
GzEdnsESvjk-01215-00394200-00394421 and imprisoned for life
GzEdnsESvjk-01216-00394422-00394601 end quote
GzEdnsESvjk-01217-00394602-00394847 esteemed guests
GzEdnsESvjk-01218-00394848-00395056 I urge you all to write to drassian
GzEdnsESvjk-01219-00395057-00395195 Gates and to thank him for the
GzEdnsESvjk-01220-00395196-00395423 sacrifices that he has made in the name
GzEdnsESvjk-01221-00395424-00395632 of freedom and the inspiration that he
GzEdnsESvjk-01222-00395633-00395795 has given to us all
GzEdnsESvjk-01223-00395796-00396023 Dr Assange shows us the true power of
GzEdnsESvjk-01224-00396024-00396251 writing and on that note there is
GzEdnsESvjk-01225-00396252-00396395 nothing better to end on than a quote
GzEdnsESvjk-01226-00396396-00396634 from my favorite writer of all time to
GzEdnsESvjk-01227-00396635-00396893 Brown Khalil Jabron
GzEdnsESvjk-01228-00396894-00397258 he who writes with ink can never be like
GzEdnsESvjk-01229-00397259-00397475 he who writes with the blood of his
GzEdnsESvjk-01230-00397476-00397547 heart
GzEdnsESvjk-01231-00397548-00397651 thank you
GzEdnsESvjk-01232-00397652-00400108 [Applause]
GzEdnsESvjk-01233-00400109-00400241 thank you so much
GzEdnsESvjk-01234-00400242-00400523 Syed and Josie for those extraordinarily
GzEdnsESvjk-01235-00400524-00400649 powerful
GzEdnsESvjk-01236-00400650-00400954 words and my name is Philippe Sands I
GzEdnsESvjk-01237-00400955-00401134 have the incredible happiness and
GzEdnsESvjk-01238-00401135-00401434 privilege to be president of English pen
GzEdnsESvjk-01239-00401435-00401621 and I want to thank everyone who's been
GzEdnsESvjk-01240-00401622-00401728 involved
GzEdnsESvjk-01241-00401729-00401932 for this incredibly wonderful evening
GzEdnsESvjk-01242-00401933-00402280 Mallory your words are very strong and
GzEdnsESvjk-01243-00402281-00402478 very uplifting I have to say personally
GzEdnsESvjk-01244-00402479-00402701 but I think for everyone who is in the
GzEdnsESvjk-01245-00402702-00403121 room and who is watching thanks to to
GzEdnsESvjk-01246-00403122-00403397 Verna for her wonderful encomium to
GzEdnsESvjk-01247-00403398-00403727 dappo of course Syed and Josie for
GzEdnsESvjk-01248-00403728-00403895 saying what you said of this
GzEdnsESvjk-01249-00403896-00404128 extraordinary individual I'll say a bit
GzEdnsESvjk-01250-00404129-00404404 more about that in a moment and I also
GzEdnsESvjk-01251-00404405-00404680 say because Mallory is too restrained to
GzEdnsESvjk-01252-00404681-00404860 say that I think you've written a
GzEdnsESvjk-01253-00404861-00405058 wonderful Memoir and it's coming out
GzEdnsESvjk-01254-00405059-00405245 very shortly and it's not yet available
GzEdnsESvjk-01255-00405246-00405443 to the public but it is available
GzEdnsESvjk-01256-00405444-00405689 tonight and if anybody would like to
GzEdnsESvjk-01257-00405690-00405965 obtain a copy I think signed copies will
GzEdnsESvjk-01258-00405966-00406187 be available during the course of this
GzEdnsESvjk-01259-00406188-00406277 evening
GzEdnsESvjk-01260-00406278-00406667 it's called just saying my life in words
GzEdnsESvjk-01261-00406668-00407134 and I've heard it's completely fabulous
GzEdnsESvjk-01262-00407135-00407291 can I also thank
GzEdnsESvjk-01263-00407292-00407597 the funders and the partners of the pen
GzEdnsESvjk-01264-00407598-00407975 Pinter prize thank in particular a dear
GzEdnsESvjk-01265-00407976-00408221 friend lady Antonia Fraser it's
GzEdnsESvjk-01266-00408222-00408425 incredibly wonderful to have you here
GzEdnsESvjk-01267-00408426-00408599 with us again tonight
GzEdnsESvjk-01268-00408600-00408880 and also all the partners and supporters
GzEdnsESvjk-01269-00408881-00409121 of English pen
GzEdnsESvjk-01270-00409122-00409397 there are to the core funders of this
GzEdnsESvjk-01271-00409398-00409697 fantastic organization I think in
GzEdnsESvjk-01272-00409697-00409966 particular the Arts Council England and
GzEdnsESvjk-01273-00409967-00410260 the TS Eliot foundation and of course
GzEdnsESvjk-01274-00410262-00410734 each and every member of English pen and
GzEdnsESvjk-01275-00410735-00411066 all the silver pen members
GzEdnsESvjk-01276-00411067-00411532 Enterprise is now in its 14th year and
GzEdnsESvjk-01277-00411533-00411839 it really is one of the most important
GzEdnsESvjk-01278-00411839-00412199 aspects of this organization
GzEdnsESvjk-01279-00412200-00412624 prize exemplifies the work of English
GzEdnsESvjk-01280-00412625-00412997 Prem across the entire sphere of its
GzEdnsESvjk-01281-00412997-00413170 activities
GzEdnsESvjk-01282-00413171-00413482 fitting heart of the organization the
GzEdnsESvjk-01283-00413483-00413764 intersection between literature and
GzEdnsESvjk-01284-00413766-00413920 human rights
GzEdnsESvjk-01285-00413921-00414364 English pen was founded by writers to
GzEdnsESvjk-01286-00414366-00414778 help writers and tonight's prize is an
GzEdnsESvjk-01287-00414779-00415109 incredible example of how one wonderful
GzEdnsESvjk-01288-00415110-00415403 writer Mallory Blackman can support
GzEdnsESvjk-01289-00415404-00415649 fellow storytellers across the world
GzEdnsESvjk-01290-00415650-00415937 truly inspiring
GzEdnsESvjk-01291-00415938-00416134 but as we know here in the United
GzEdnsESvjk-01292-00416135-00416332 Kingdom and around the world
GzEdnsESvjk-01293-00416333-00416803 intolerance xenophobia populism division
GzEdnsESvjk-01294-00416804-00417137 racism threats to freedom of expression
GzEdnsESvjk-01295-00417138-00417449 are on the rise and that means that the
GzEdnsESvjk-01296-00417450-00417851 work of English pen in a sad way is more
GzEdnsESvjk-01297-00417852-00418168 important than it has ever been
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G_Z5NC1OX8I-00001-00001639-00001879 hello and welcome to session 20 on our
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00002-00001880-00002030 course on quality control and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00003-00002032-00002191 improvement with minitab i am professor
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00004-00002192-00002375 in zhejit mukherjee from shayla jamaica
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00005-00002376-00002526 school of management
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00006-00002527-00002823 iit bombay so uh last session what we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00007-00002824-00002958 are doing is that we are talking about
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00008-00002959-00003039 two sample t
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00009-00003040-00003399 test and how to use that in what
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00010-00003400-00003527 scenarios
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00011-00003528-00003838 and today we will extend that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00012-00003839-00004103 concept of two centre t test and in what
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00013-00004104-00004231 scenario other tests
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00014-00004232-00004511 are conducted that we will try to see so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00015-00004512-00004575 ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00016-00004576-00004751 this was a two sample t test example
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00017-00004752-00004895 that we had we have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00018-00004896-00005063 dealt with that there are two catalyst
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00019-00005064-00005286 over here and we want to improve the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00020-00005287-00005415 yields over here and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00021-00005416-00005591 we want to see that which catalyst is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00022-00005592-00005751 effective which is not effective like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00023-00005752-00005943 that we saw that both catalysts are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00024-00005944-00006102 effective so in that case there is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00025-00006103-00006302 ah both catalysts are not effective so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00026-00006303-00006439 in this case what happens because of the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00027-00006440-00006463 p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00028-00006464-00006639 values that we are getting over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00029-00006640-00006814 this is more than ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00030-00006815-00007039 0.05 so in that case both the catalyst
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00031-00007040-00007206 are ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00032-00007208-00007431 equally equally giving the same means or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00033-00007431-00007567 we can say that mu 1
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00034-00007568-00007870 population mu 1 and mu 2 uh
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00035-00007872-00008167 for catalyst and catalyst b if you can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00036-00008168-00008263 say that one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00037-00008264-00008431 that way so i cannot reject the null
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00038-00008432-00008607 hypothesis basically over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00039-00008608-00008878 ok ah so there is no way improvement has
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00040-00008879-00009071 happened with a different catalyst
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00041-00009072-00009239 ah with an existing catalyst we can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00042-00009240-00009551 think of ok so this is basically a
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00043-00009552-00009774 one factor at two level experimentation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00044-00009775-00009910 so what is one factor two level
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00045-00009911-00010063 experimentation this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00046-00010064-00010527 uh factor will be equals to catalyst uh
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00047-00010528-00010791 and uh there are two labels level a and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00048-00010792-00010846 level b
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00049-00010847-00011119 like that so this will be the labels we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00050-00011120-00011231 can we can say
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00051-00011232-00011431 l a level and it will be labeled like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00052-00011432-00011551 that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00053-00011552-00011895 when we have one factor and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00054-00011896-00012095 we have over here catalyst a and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00055-00012096-00012199 catalyst b
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00056-00012200-00012391 so this experimentation was conducted
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00057-00012392-00012542 like that and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00058-00012543-00012703 we wanted to see the effectiveness of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00059-00012704-00012886 catalyst over here so two sample t test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00060-00012887-00013055 is the starting point of experimentation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00061-00013056-00013151 what we do
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00062-00013152-00013463 ok so ah in case the distribution
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00063-00013463-00013655 assumption fails over here like catalyst
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00064-00013656-00013775 a and catalyst we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00065-00013776-00013999 what we have to do that we can just
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00066-00014000-00014111 check ok
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00067-00014112-00014375 so i will show you the non-parametric
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00068-00014376-00014486 options to this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00069-00014487-00014647 so two sample t test we have we have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00070-00014647-00014807 proved that everything is working over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00071-00014808-00015030 here but assuming that ah distribution
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00072-00015031-00015207 assumption fails over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00073-00015208-00015399 and in that case what is to be done we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00074-00015400-00015599 want to see so ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00075-00015600-00016150 two sample t test file we will open and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00076-00016151-00016407 in that case this is the catalyst a and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00077-00016408-00016679 catalyst b we can write over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00078-00016680-00016999 catalyst a and this is catalyst b
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00079-00017000-00017263 and we want to see the difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00080-00017264-00017375 between these two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00081-00017376-00017694 so you have a non-parametric option over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00082-00017695-00017839 here to check this one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00083-00017840-00018063 and this case man witness test is the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00084-00018064-00018191 option that we have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00085-00018192-00018375 where median will be compared so one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00086-00018376-00018558 will be catalyst a and the second will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00087-00018559-00018767 be cut list b 95 percent confidence
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00088-00018768-00018822 level
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00089-00018823-00018983 and not equals to condition we want to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00090-00018984-00019183 check so i will click ok over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00091-00019184-00019486 and what we will get is that these w
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00092-00019487-00019583 statistics and p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00093-00019584-00019791 values will indicate whether the ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00094-00019792-00020103 whether the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00095-00020104-00020407 significant difference exists between
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00096-00020408-00020550 level one and level two basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00097-00020551-00020743 catalyst a and catalyst we like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00098-00020744-00021047 yeah using median median values over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00099-00021048-00021094 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00100-00021095-00021311 so in this case ah what we are seeing is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00101-00021312-00021471 that we do not see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00102-00021472-00021622 any difference between that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00103-00021623-00021863 non-parametric test also confirms that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00104-00021864-00022007 ah there is no difference between
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00105-00022008-00022207 catalyst a and b okay
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00106-00022208-00022558 and then we can move ahead
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00107-00022559-00022799 with this so this is non-parametric for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00108-00022800-00022878 options
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00109-00022879-00023191 now uh one important thing that that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00110-00023192-00023350 we also need to consider when we are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00111-00023351-00023527 doing experimentation and doing
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00112-00023528-00023814 uh two sample t test like that we told
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00113-00023815-00023991 that independency of the samples that is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00114-00023992-00024103 required like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00115-00024104-00024342 but scenarios can exist that some of the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00116-00024343-00024519 sample observations that we have taken
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00117-00024520-00024599 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00118-00024600-00024855 ah may be one single sample and we have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00119-00024856-00025030 two observations over here so this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00120-00025031-00025150 the subject
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00121-00025151-00025455 that was so that we are recording
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00122-00025456-00025591 cholesterol level over here so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00123-00025592-00025750 cholesterol level which was measured
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00124-00025751-00025831 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00125-00025832-00026118 so uh 50 participants evaluate the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00126-00026119-00026318 effect of that and exercise like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00127-00026319-00026462 before and after
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00128-00026463-00026695 exercise like that recordings uh data
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00129-00026695-00026846 data was recorded like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00130-00026847-00027031 so we want to see that whether uh
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00131-00027032-00027270 exercise has a positive impact on this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00132-00027272-00027590 lowering the cholesterol levels or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00133-00027591-00027743 something like that so total cholesterol
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00134-00027744-00027887 was measured in each subject
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00135-00027888-00027990 and then three months after
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00136-00027991-00028279 participation so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00137-00028280-00028487 this was again recorded like that so we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00138-00028488-00028590 wanted to see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00139-00028591-00028887 over here so in this case ah this data
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00140-00028888-00029014 over here before and after
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00141-00029016-00029127 experimentation this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00142-00029127-00029327 before and after the that control and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00143-00029327-00029574 all these things exercise
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00144-00029575-00029758 is expected to be correlated like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00145-00029760-00029918 so whenever data is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00146-00029919-00030095 generally it is from the same subject so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00147-00030095-00030318 in that case ah what is expected that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00148-00030319-00030511 this is a pr data basically this is a
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00149-00030512-00030679 paired data from a single sample like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00150-00030680-00030839 that so what is expected is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00151-00030839-00031031 data will be correlated like the data
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00152-00031032-00031143 will be correlated
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00153-00031144-00031383 and for that ah two sample t test is not
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00154-00031383-00031590 the appropriate test that can be done so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00155-00031591-00031799 here prt test is uh generally
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00156-00031800-00031958 recommended where the data
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00157-00031960-00032199 is highly correlated like that or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00158-00032200-00032367 significantly correlated like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00159-00032368-00032502 how do we see that one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00160-00032503-00032695 so we will go to the data set like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00161-00032695-00032927 so ah maybe we can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00162-00032928-00033159 ah this is the data set that we are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00163-00033160-00033383 having before and after over here c2 and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00164-00033384-00033551 c3 column that you see over here these
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00165-00033552-00033671 are the two data set
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00166-00033672-00033879 what we wanted to see and let us see the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00167-00033880-00034039 correlation between this data earlier we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00168-00034040-00034207 have seen independency here also we will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00169-00034208-00034255 see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00170-00034256-00034431 basic stat and correlation between the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00171-00034432-00034639 data set and we expect that there will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00172-00034640-00034799 be high amount of correlation that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00173-00034800-00034959 exists between the data
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00174-00034960-00035295 and in options what you do is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00175-00035296-00035495 we we are keeping this in results we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00176-00035496-00035702 have pairwise correlation table we want
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00177-00035703-00035879 because p value is required
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00178-00035880-00036174 so uh when you do this uh the r value is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00179-00036175-00036302 around 0.7
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00180-00036303-00036574 and what you see is that p value that is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00181-00036575-00036783 reported over here so if i can enlarge
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00182-00036784-00036927 this one i am copying
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00183-00036928-00037118 copy as image over here and then i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00184-00037119-00037311 produce then and then i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00185-00037312-00037630 uh just place it in excel sheets okay
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00186-00037631-00037711 sorry
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00187-00037712-00037983 so this will be placed in excel let us
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00188-00037984-00038127 say
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00189-00038128-00038639 and we want to see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00190-00038640-00038927 we want to see over here whether the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00191-00038928-00039095 whether a fair amount of correlation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00192-00039096-00039207 exist or not so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00193-00039208-00039583 i will just enhance this one and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00194-00039584-00039783 i'm just copy pasting this image over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00195-00039784-00040015 here and for that i will just enhance so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00196-00040016-00040167 that you can see like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00197-00040168-00040343 and the p value corresponding is you can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00198-00040344-00040495 see that this is point zero zero three
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00199-00040496-00040518 so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00200-00040519-00040735 this it says that sample one and sample
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00201-00040736-00040830 2 which is before and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00202-00040831-00041062 after and before like that so they are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00203-00041063-00041239 highly correlated over here so in this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00204-00041240-00041358 case what they suggest is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00205-00041359-00041527 statisticians such as that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00206-00041528-00041918 we cannot we cannot go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00207-00041919-00042079 two sample t test over here most
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00208-00042080-00042246 appropriate test over here is known as
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00209-00042247-00042439 prt test that is the most appropriate
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00210-00042440-00042527 test to check
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00211-00042528-00042655 uh whether there is any difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00212-00042656-00042823 between these two labels that is before
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00213-00042824-00042935 and after like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00214-00042936-00043174 okay so what they have suggested is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00215-00043175-00043335 we have to calculate the difference and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00216-00043336-00043446 based on the difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00217-00043447-00043599 and standard deviation of the difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00218-00043600-00043783 what we can do is that there is a
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00219-00043784-00044007 statistics which is used over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00220-00044008-00044358 and what you see the formulation of this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00221-00044359-00044527 so this is the formulation what you see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00222-00044528-00044679 over here so this is the formulation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00223-00044680-00044774 that is used
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00224-00044775-00045030 and d is the difference between this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00225-00045031-00045190 before and after over here so the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00226-00045191-00045374 difference average will be taken
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00227-00045375-00045502 and then standard deviation of the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00228-00045503-00045655 difference and square root of number of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00229-00045656-00045823 observations that i have that is 15
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00230-00045824-00045983 observation of paired observation that i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00231-00045984-00046102 am having over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00232-00046103-00046318 so based on this i will i will calculate
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00233-00046319-00046502 the t statistics calculated value
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00234-00046503-00046646 and corresponding p value will be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00235-00046647-00046823 calculated like that okay
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00236-00046824-00046983 so we have ensured that there is high
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00237-00046984-00047223 amount of correlation and in that case
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00238-00047224-00047567 uh what is to be done is that i will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00239-00047568-00047783 go for prt test over here so this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00240-00047784-00047958 difference can also be calculated so if
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00241-00047959-00048143 you go to calculator and use calculator
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00242-00048144-00048215 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00243-00048216-00048383 what you can do is that we can we can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00244-00048384-00048583 just say before minus
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00245-00048584-00048918 after over here and i want to save in c4
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00246-00048919-00049095 like that column number i have given so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00247-00049096-00049199 this is the where i will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00248-00049200-00049439 save and i click ok i will i will find
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00249-00049440-00049590 out the difference that is there over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00250-00049591-00049639 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00251-00049640-00049799 and the assumptions that do somebody
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00252-00049800-00049967 test this pair t test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00253-00049968-00050151 assumption is that this data should be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00254-00050152-00050311 normal this data should be following
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00255-00050312-00050462 difference should follow normal so that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00256-00050463-00050558 can also be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00257-00050559-00050799 verified over here basic stat normality
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00258-00050800-00051007 test like that so c4 can be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00259-00051008-00051342 identified and we click ok and we will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00260-00051344-00051407 get a p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00261-00051408-00051630 values for this and what we can see is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00262-00051632-00051846 that p value is 0.404
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00263-00051847-00052014 and that satisfies our condition that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00264-00052015-00052182 this difference all of also follow
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00265-00052183-00052375 normal distribution so i can go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00266-00052376-00052582 a prt test so immediately what i will do
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00267-00052583-00052766 is i will go to basic stat
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00268-00052767-00052999 and i will go for this option prt test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00269-00053000-00053079 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00270-00053079-00053279 and in this case what i will do is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00271-00053279-00053399 sample one this this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00272-00053400-00053647 option will ah will be blank whenever
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00273-00053648-00053742 you click this one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00274-00053744-00053982 each sample is in a column so this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00275-00053983-00054175 the or you can give difference over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00276-00054176-00054271 summaries
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00277-00054272-00054494 data in difference is given so here what
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00278-00054495-00054663 i will do is that i have already before
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00279-00054664-00054863 and after observation so then what i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00280-00054864-00055023 will do is that in options i will not
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00281-00055024-00055166 change anything i want
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00282-00055167-00055326 whether the difference is equal to zero
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00283-00055327-00055526 not equals to condition both sided test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00284-00055527-00055630 i am doing over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00285-00055632-00055887 i click ok and in graph also if you want
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00286-00055888-00056079 to see the box of difference like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00287-00056079-00056230 box plot of reference like that you
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00288-00056232-00056463 click ok and you click ok like that and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00289-00056464-00056694 you will get all the results so before
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00290-00056695-00056959 the standard deviation mean is given
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00291-00056960-00057047 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00292-00057048-00057254 and then confidence interval is given
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00293-00057255-00057350 for the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00294-00057351-00057535 estimation of the means pair difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00295-00057536-00057687 estimation over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00296-00057688-00057863 and that is the confidence interval that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00297-00057864-00058047 is given over here and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00298-00058048-00058263 then we have a key statistics which is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00299-00058264-00058447 given over here which is the test result
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00300-00058448-00058550 which i can copy
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00301-00058551-00058830 from here and i can paste it for viewing
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00302-00058832-00059023 like that so i will paste it
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00303-00059024-00059319 and i can just enhance this image over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00304-00059320-00059359 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00305-00059360-00059607 so t test says that p value is around 0
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00306-00059608-00059838 so approximately
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00307-00059839-00060030 and that is less than up to 3 decimal
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00308-00060032-00060215 place it is 0 so in this case what we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00309-00060216-00060326 can assume is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00310-00060327-00060463 ah there is significant difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00311-00060464-00060687 between this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00312-00060688-00060999 this two two data that before and after
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00313-00061000-00061223 data set that we are having so in this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00314-00061224-00061391 case the difference is significant over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00315-00061391-00061542 here so difference reduction over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00316-00061544-00061630 is significant
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00317-00061632-00061838 that we can observe like that so mean is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00318-00061839-00061959 also given over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00319-00061960-00062303 so before 261 after 234 so ah basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00320-00062304-00062454 it has reduced cholesterol if we are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00321-00062455-00062638 doing exercise and other dieting we are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00322-00062639-00062711 following
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00323-00062712-00062863 so in this case this is and this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00324-00062864-00063094 accurate so because we have taken prt
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00325-00063095-00063263 test over here we can also do two sample
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00326-00063264-00063287 t
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00327-00063288-00063471 test but accuracy level somewhat
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00328-00063472-00063663 decreases in case correlation is high we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00329-00063664-00063750 will lose some
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00330-00063751-00064166 information we will lose some
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00331-00064167-00064430 so over here what is suggested is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00332-00064432-00064630 we will go for prt rates rather than
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00333-00064632-00064791 ah two sample details rather than two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00334-00064791-00064926 sample traces which is recommended
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00335-00064927-00065063 statistically which has been shown that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00336-00065064-00065215 pear tree test is more effective
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00337-00065216-00065359 but if there is no correlation much
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00338-00065360-00065567 correlation over here i will not go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00339-00065568-00065711 prt test i will go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00340-00065712-00065926 ah two sample t test like that so there
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00341-00065927-00066111 is another example over here what we can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00342-00066112-00066206 see is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00343-00066207-00066519 ah this is uh moisturity reading with
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00344-00066520-00066687 some instrument over here and with an
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00345-00066688-00066823 old instrument i want to see whether
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00346-00066824-00066982 there is difference or no difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00347-00066983-00067143 between old one because i want to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00348-00067144-00067303 implement
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00349-00067304-00067503 a method new new instruments which is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00350-00067504-00067694 more uh which
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00351-00067695-00067903 takes a recording ah very quickly like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00352-00067904-00068063 that old methods may be taking long
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00353-00068064-00068231 times like that five six hours
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00354-00068232-00068423 over here uh in minutes we are getting
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00355-00068424-00068582 the reading but whether the readings
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00356-00068583-00068799 are accurate or not so old wave was
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00357-00068800-00068950 accurate that was the condition
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00358-00068951-00069255 over here and and this is a new reading
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00359-00069256-00069399 for a given sample so old reading and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00360-00069400-00069575 new reading has provided over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00361-00069576-00069879 i want to see whether there is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00362-00069880-00070031 significant difference between these two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00363-00070032-00070215 readings or not so in this case what i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00364-00070216-00070303 will do is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00365-00070304-00070511 first i will i will go for basic
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00366-00070512-00070663 statistics correlation coefficient
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00367-00070664-00070806 whether it exists between these two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00368-00070807-00071006 variables so correlation i will go
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00369-00071007-00071191 and i i would like to check a new
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00370-00071192-00071319 instrument on all the instrument
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00371-00071320-00071471 correlation coefficient
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00372-00071472-00071662 and what i see is that our values is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00373-00071663-00071919 0.889 approximately so if we enhance
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00374-00071920-00071967 this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00375-00071968-00072223 image over here what you will find is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00376-00072224-00072271 there is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00377-00072272-00072438 high amount of correlation that exists
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00378-00072439-00072615 over 0.889
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00379-00072616-00072903 that is showing in this relationship
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00380-00072904-00073047 diagram and if you go to the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00381-00073048-00073271 p value of this what you will get this p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00382-00073272-00073438 value is around zero
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00383-00073439-00073655 so this value is around zero so i can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00384-00073656-00073862 copy this one and paste it over here for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00385-00073863-00074038 your convenience to see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00386-00074039-00074343 so this you see that ah p values is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00387-00074344-00074575 approximately equals to zero so in this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00388-00074576-00074679 case uh
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00389-00074680-00074855 what we can suggest is that there is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00390-00074856-00074991 high amount of correlation so in this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00391-00074992-00075150 case what we can suggest is that go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00392-00075151-00075206 period
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00393-00075207-00075382 here t test instead of two sample data
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00394-00075383-00075519 so what i will do is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00395-00075520-00075719 i will go to basic statistics and then i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00396-00075720-00075862 will go to prt test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00397-00075863-00076031 and in pair t test what we will give is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00398-00076032-00076159 that new instrument and all the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00399-00076160-00076279 instruments like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00400-00076280-00076455 and i will give options over here that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00401-00076456-00076647 same i want to see the differences
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00402-00076648-00076894 better we can do one sided also but we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00403-00076895-00077055 are doing two sided so immediately we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00404-00077056-00077126 will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00405-00077127-00077294 so over here what you see is that new
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00406-00077295-00077438 instrument on all the instruments in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00407-00077439-00077550 this case
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00408-00077551-00077782 one is giving 38.43 reading that is new
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00409-00077783-00077943 instrument on an average so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00410-00077944-00078150 this old instrument is giving around 35
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00411-00078151-00078303 so there is a difference of around three
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00412-00078304-00078415 units over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00413-00078416-00078591 and that is significant that is shown in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00414-00078592-00078855 the prt test that you see over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00415-00078856-00079094 so this i can copy and i can paste it
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00416-00079095-00079215 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00417-00079216-00079462 below we can press this one and we can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00418-00079463-00079575 just enhance this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00419-00079576-00079911 and try to see so in this case also p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00420-00079912-00080167 value is less than 0.05 so in this case
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00421-00080168-00080359 what what conclusion we draw this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00422-00080360-00080559 uh we can draw is that the readings are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00423-00080560-00080694 different the readings are different
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00424-00080695-00080903 over here so in this case
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00425-00080904-00081231 we can we can just say that the two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00426-00081232-00081367 readings are different so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00427-00081368-00081511 before and after readings are quite
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00428-00081512-00081735 different so ah we will use prt test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00429-00081736-00081879 whenever whenever there is a high amount
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00430-00081880-00082199 of correlation between
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00431-00082200-00082487 between the samples means with the same
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00432-00082488-00082647 samples i am taking two readings over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00433-00082648-00082743 here like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00434-00082744-00083079 in manufacturing we'll find that i have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00435-00083080-00083223 hardness testing machines of different
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00436-00083224-00083415 types of different tips like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00437-00083416-00083687 whether the uh when i use different tips
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00438-00083688-00083847 whether readings are different or not so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00439-00083848-00084047 that to confirm that one also we do
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00440-00084048-00084231 prt test because sample sample remains
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00441-00084232-00084415 same so in that case on the same sample
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00442-00084416-00084591 i am using two methods like that i want
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00443-00084592-00084735 to compare which method is giving me
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00444-00084736-00084879 higher rating or their same readings
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00445-00084880-00085079 like that or any of them will give the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00446-00085080-00085271 same hardness like that so for that also
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00447-00085272-00085511 this type of analysis is required so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00448-00085512-00085631 this is the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00449-00085632-00085855 all about prt test so then ah and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00450-00085856-00085967 options for this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00451-00085968-00086206 is ah non-parametric way if you want to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00452-00086207-00086279 analyze when
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00453-00086280-00086438 when it is not satisfactory normal
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00454-00086439-00086559 distribution assumptions of the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00455-00086560-00086726 deviation is not satisfactory
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00456-00086727-00086959 what can be done one sample will coax on
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00457-00086960-00087087 test can be used
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00458-00087088-00087326 so in this case let us say old and new
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00459-00087327-00087423 one and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00460-00087424-00087591 we are taking the difference over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00461-00087592-00087782 let us say d is the difference over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00462-00087783-00087943 we can just calculate the difference so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00463-00087944-00088087 calculator can be used
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00464-00088088-00088247 so in this case what we can do with new
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00465-00088248-00088415 instrument minus
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00466-00088416-00088662 old one over here and i click and save
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00467-00088663-00088743 it in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00468-00088744-00089047 let us say c7 i'm saving it in c7 and i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00469-00089048-00089167 click ok over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00470-00089168-00089343 the difference is recorded over here so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00471-00089344-00089511 difference is recorded over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00472-00089512-00089703 and maybe it is not following normal
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00473-00089704-00089823 distribution but
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00474-00089824-00089967 here it will follow normal distribution
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00475-00089968-00090143 this is a classical example taken from
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00476-00090144-00090191 book
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00477-00090192-00090382 so in this case in case it fails what
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00478-00090383-00090543 you have to do is that you have to go to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00479-00090544-00090743 ah non parametric test and with this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00480-00090744-00090894 difference what you can do is that one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00481-00090895-00091055 sample will coxon test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00482-00091056-00091294 so in this case what you can do is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00483-00091295-00091367 ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00484-00091368-00091647 difference that we want to see and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00485-00091648-00091838 median value should be equals to 0 that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00486-00091839-00091975 is our assumption difference should be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00487-00091976-00092071 close to 0
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00488-00092072-00092238 so in this case not equals to case we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00489-00092239-00092375 have taken so p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00490-00092376-00092615 value of this you can get so if i copy
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00491-00092616-00092750 this image over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00492-00092751-00092982 and i paste it like that so this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00493-00092983-00093087 observation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00494-00093088-00093303 and i paste it what i will find is what
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00495-00093304-00093447 what i will get is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00496-00093448-00093703 ah the difference is equal to 0 naught
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00497-00093704-00093750 equals to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00498-00093751-00093887 that is the condition i am testing and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00499-00093888-00094118 the p value approximately 0.001 which is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00500-00094119-00094159 less
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00501-00094160-00094262 that means there is a different
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00502-00094263-00094455 significant difference between the ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00503-00094456-00094606 that that difference is quite
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00504-00094607-00094767 significant that's why p value is less
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00505-00094768-00094894 than 0.05
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00506-00094895-00095111 so that is the alternative we have in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00507-00095112-00095287 case you are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00508-00095288-00095535 ah unable to satisfy the assumptions so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00509-00095536-00095703 in this case we will go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00510-00095704-00095999 uh this this non-parametric test one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00511-00096000-00096143 sample will cox on test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00512-00096144-00096406 like that okay so uh that is the overall
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00513-00096407-00096559 idea when i am experimenting with one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00514-00096560-00096718 factor at two levels like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00515-00096719-00096911 now we will extend this concept to an
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00516-00096912-00097087 important concept which is known as
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00517-00097088-00097287 analysis of variance like that so for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00518-00097288-00097438 that what is required is that some
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00519-00097439-00097606 understanding over here is required the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00520-00097607-00097750 same diagram i am using
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00521-00097751-00097918 ah and these are the control factors
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00522-00097919-00098055 which is in my control
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00523-00098056-00098238 while doing experimentation i can change
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00524-00098239-00098487 the levels of these factors over here x
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00525-00098488-00098615 1 x 2 x p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00526-00098616-00098831 so there can be p number of factors
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00527-00098832-00098950 which can be controlled by the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00528-00098951-00099094 experimenters like that these are known
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00529-00099095-00099271 as controllable factors like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00530-00099272-00099455 okay there will be input conditions or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00531-00099456-00099655 sample observation samples
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00532-00099656-00099959 we need to go into the process like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00533-00099960-00100023 then this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00534-00100024-00100191 parameters will be controlled there will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00535-00100192-00100359 be some noise variables over here or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00536-00100360-00100535 uncontrollable inputs like that or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00537-00100536-00100671 variables like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00538-00100672-00100974 okay so in presence of this i need to ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00539-00100975-00101103 determine the setting of these
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00540-00101104-00101311 conditions so that i get the best ctq's
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00541-00101312-00101494 or output over here which is close to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00542-00101495-00101671 target with minimum variabilities like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00543-00101672-00101726 that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00544-00101727-00102087 okay so uh in this case so for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00545-00102088-00102311 paired for this two sample t test what
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00546-00102312-00102415 we have done is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00547-00102416-00102630 we have assumed that x one is a factor
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00548-00102631-00102775 let us say in the process only two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00549-00102776-00102918 factors and there is only level one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00550-00102919-00103054 level two like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00551-00103055-00103382 okay so if x one has more than one level
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00552-00103383-00103606 over here so level one level two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00553-00103607-00103902 and label three ah one possibility is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00554-00103903-00103951 that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00555-00103952-00104190 i do uh individual assessment over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00556-00104191-00104294 whether level one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00557-00104295-00104478 and level two are different or level two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00558-00104479-00104599 is different from level
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00559-00104600-00104823 level three mean is different similarly
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00560-00104824-00104999 level one with level three like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00561-00105000-00105190 i can do pair wise comparison like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00562-00105191-00105447 so i can do ah two sample t testing and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00563-00105448-00105607 see which label is different from which
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00564-00105608-00105702 one like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00565-00105703-00105847 why i am doing this because i want to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00566-00105848-00106031 see whether this factor x1
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00567-00106032-00106327 is influencing the ctq ctq this is like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00568-00106328-00106551 screening i want to screen the factors
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00569-00106552-00106775 and do some preliminary analysis so that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00570-00106776-00106958 i understand that this factor can be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00571-00106959-00107078 considered as full-fledged
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00572-00107079-00107175 experimentation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00573-00107176-00107327 at a later stage so i want to see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00574-00107328-00107534 whether one of the factor is influencing
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00575-00107535-00107719 the variable ctq's like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00576-00107720-00107975 okay so i can experiment more than two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00577-00107976-00108151 labels like that so it can be two levels
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00578-00108152-00108310 but we can also experiment more than two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00579-00108311-00108502 levels for a given factor like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00580-00108503-00108702 so in this case ah what is the best
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00581-00108703-00108878 option so if i do pair wise comparison
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00582-00108879-00109007 what will happen is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00583-00109008-00109310 ah and i have to conclude based on this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00584-00109311-00109454 all pairwise comparison
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00585-00109455-00109654 the type one error generally increases
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00586-00109655-00109823 over here so what you see is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00587-00109824-00110007 ah whenever i am do so so the null
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00588-00110008-00110158 hypothesis over here is that all the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00589-00110159-00110263 means are same
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00590-00110264-00110454 and alternative is any of the means is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00591-00110455-00110631 different from any of the means over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00592-00110632-00110671 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00593-00110672-00110823 so there is different means when i
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00594-00110824-00110983 naught equals to j when
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00595-00110983-00111143 when i am considering this condition
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00596-00111144-00111310 like that so there can be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00597-00111311-00111510 ah three different labels and three one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00598-00111511-00111654 means will be generated and whether they
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00599-00111655-00111727 are same
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00600-00111728-00111934 or whether there is a difference between
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00601-00111935-00112215 the means of any two labels like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00602-00112216-00112439 when i'm concerned about that we go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00603-00112440-00112615 a one-way analysis of variance so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00604-00112616-00112799 what i can do is that i can compare mu 1
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00605-00112800-00113023 with mu 2 mu 2 with mu 3 and mu 1 with
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00606-00113024-00113143 mu 3 like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00607-00113144-00113286 and pairwise like that pair which
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00608-00113288-00113454 comparison is possible so what is shown
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00609-00113455-00113607 over here this with this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00610-00113608-00113790 and then this with this like that and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00611-00113791-00113943 then this with this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00612-00113944-00114327 this is also shown over here so uh
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00613-00114328-00114527 so if there are three labels 3c2
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00614-00114528-00114710 basically we can do
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00615-00114711-00114878 combination like that so what will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00616-00114879-00114999 happen is that if i am doing this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00617-00115000-00115183 combination over here overall judgment
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00618-00115183-00115271 will be correct
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00619-00115272-00115510 so uh that reduces like that so the type
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00620-00115511-00115678 one error basically increases over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00621-00115679-00115854 and in a statistical book you can see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00622-00115855-00116086 why type 1 error increases so in this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00623-00116088-00116247 case what is required is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00624-00116248-00116463 ah to keep the type one error as point
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00625-00116464-00116623 zero five what what we have assumed for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00626-00116624-00116743 an experimentation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00627-00116744-00116927 hypothesis is over here so my level of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00628-00116928-00117110 significance will be always
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00629-00117111-00117423 point zero five so for that ah fischer
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00630-00117424-00117495 develop this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00631-00117496-00117710 analysis of variance and where the level
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00632-00117711-00117951 of significance remains 0 5 and i i can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00633-00117952-00118102 make a conclusion based on this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00634-00118103-00118278 that i will be true 95 percent of the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00635-00118279-00118423 time so in this case
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00636-00118424-00118743 this is a extension of you can think of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00637-00118744-00118958 ah two sample t test like that but there
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00638-00118959-00119047 are more than
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00639-00119048-00119431 ah two labels that we want to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00640-00119432-00119599 see over here so there are more than two
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00641-00119600-00119766 labels and i want to check and but there
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00642-00119767-00119951 is only single one factor over here so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00643-00119952-00120102 there will be only one factor
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00644-00120103-00120254 and that will have different levels and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00645-00120255-00120431 i want to cheat check that whether when
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00646-00120432-00120534 i change the labels
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00647-00120535-00120695 whether it is basically impacting the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00648-00120696-00120886 ctq's or not so it is impacting the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00649-00120888-00120999 ctq's or not
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00650-00121000-00121190 or mean cd queues or not that that is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00651-00121191-00121383 our objective over here i want to screen
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00652-00121383-00121454 this factor
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00653-00121455-00121678 and figure out that within the range if
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00654-00121679-00121895 if there is true or three levels of x1
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00655-00121896-00122175 so whether the mean of ctq is changing
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00656-00122176-00122390 or not so that is our overall objective
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00657-00122391-00122607 and if it is so then in that case x1 is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00658-00122608-00122799 a critical variables which which
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00659-00122800-00123047 influences y and we can take it forward
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00660-00123048-00123143 to ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00661-00123144-00123327 full fledged experimentation when we go
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00662-00123328-00123486 for ah
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00663-00123488-00123654 response surface methodology or like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00664-00123655-00123895 that so after a full factorial
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00665-00123896-00124127 when we are going for pool factorial so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00666-00124128-00124334 in that case this may be one of means
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00667-00124335-00124551 factors to be screened so here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00668-00124552-00124719 experimenters can do a simple
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00669-00124720-00124886 experimentation with a single factor and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00670-00124888-00125095 see whether that is influencing or not
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00671-00125096-00125310 and although it is always suggested that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00672-00125311-00125439 we take all together and do the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00673-00125440-00125639 experimentation but initial studies we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00674-00125640-00125727 can do and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00675-00125728-00125878 try to screen that one and then go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00676-00125879-00126039 food factory okay
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00677-00126040-00126310 so ah this is used for basic screening
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00678-00126311-00126447 experimentation like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00679-00126448-00126599 ah but you have to remember that we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00680-00126600-00126839 cannot go for prt a two sample t test
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00681-00126840-00126910 over here so t
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00682-00126911-00127151 test is not sufficient we have to go for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00683-00127152-00127351 a f test analysis over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00684-00127352-00127510 which is given by an analysis of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00685-00127511-00127671 variance like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00686-00127672-00127999 ah so we have to consider that scenarios
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00687-00128000-00128166 like that so let us take one example and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00688-00128167-00128334 try to understand the scenarios before
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00689-00128335-00128534 we go into analysis of this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00690-00128535-00128839 ah this is known as one way analysis of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00691-00128840-00128958 variance basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00692-00128959-00129214 okay so uh what we are doing over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00693-00129215-00129334 is that we are analyzing
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00694-00129335-00129558 uh variation basically but difference
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00695-00129559-00129743 between means we are trying to ah trying
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00696-00129744-00129783 to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00697-00129783-00129910 report over here whether there is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00698-00129911-00130063 difference but the variance information
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00699-00130064-00130166 is used for that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00700-00130167-00130399 okay that is why it is analysis of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00701-00130400-00130510 variance basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00702-00130511-00130831 okay so uh what what it does is that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00703-00130832-00130999 one experimentation this is one example
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00704-00131000-00131135 taken from again from the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00705-00131136-00131390 montgomery's book and what you see is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00706-00131391-00131511 that inside strength
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00707-00131512-00131751 i want to maximize so in this case i am
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00708-00131752-00131878 changing the hardwood concentration
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00709-00131879-00132031 which is the only x factor that i am
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00710-00132032-00132087 having
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00711-00132088-00132263 and this is the only why i am monitoring
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00712-00132264-00132431 over here so this is the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00713-00132432-00132719 condition and the hardness concentration
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00714-00132720-00132759 the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00715-00132760-00132911 experimenters have decided that it
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00716-00132912-00133078 should be between 5 and 20
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00717-00133079-00133407 that is the optimal range of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00718-00133408-00133727 x that we can take over here and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00719-00133728-00133951 and it can have more than two levels
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00720-00133952-00134047 like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00721-00134048-00134375 the experimenter choose 5 10 15 and 20
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00722-00134376-00134559 and this is the x label that you are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00723-00134560-00134727 seeing and these are the y observations
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00724-00134728-00134807 that you see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00725-00134808-00135071 y i j we can think of observations over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00726-00135072-00135135 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00727-00135136-00135495 so ah in this case i throw in jth column
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00728-00135496-00135702 we can think of so this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00729-00135703-00135975 and there are total a number of labels
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00730-00135976-00136014 so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00731-00136015-00136366 if you if you if you write the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00732-00136367-00136535 generalized form over here what you can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00733-00136536-00136687 see is that y 1 1 is the first
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00734-00136688-00136775 observation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00735-00136776-00136919 like this there are n number of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00736-00136920-00137143 observations n equals to 6 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00737-00137144-00137319 so n number of observations so this one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00738-00137320-00137487 will be y one n like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00739-00137488-00137687 so first and there will be a labels like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00740-00137688-00137871 that it can have a labels like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00741-00137872-00137983 this is the date of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00742-00137984-00138175 ah general forms we can write so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00743-00138176-00138383 mathematically we can express this one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00744-00138384-00138751 ah in this way and then what we are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00745-00138752-00138902 seeing over here is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00746-00138903-00139102 when i change the label from 5 to 10 or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00747-00139103-00139295 10 to 15 or 15 to 20
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00748-00139296-00139478 is there any significant difference that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00749-00139479-00139695 is happening in the ctq's voice ctq is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00750-00139696-00139759 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00751-00139760-00139927 so mean value whether it is changing in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00752-00139928-00140102 any two levels when i am changing over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00753-00140103-00140143 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00754-00140144-00140311 so that means if any two levels it is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00755-00140312-00140502 changing significantly that means this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00756-00140503-00140702 this factor is important and can be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00757-00140703-00140814 considered for the further
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00758-00140815-00140959 experimentation like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00759-00140960-00141271 okay but assuming that that there is no
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00760-00141272-00141439 other factor and i want to maximize or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00761-00141440-00141519 optimize
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00762-00141520-00141766 the levels so that where the hardwood
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00763-00141767-00141959 hardwood concentration should be kept
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00764-00141960-00142223 so that i have maximum tensile strength
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00765-00142224-00142407 which is my objective over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00766-00142408-00142566 let us assume that other factors are not
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00767-00142567-00142726 prominent over here only one factor is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00768-00142727-00142911 there i want to select the factor
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00769-00142912-00143071 over here so this is the first step of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00770-00143072-00143271 experimentation where we want to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00771-00143272-00143607 determine the condition where
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00772-00143608-00144071 we will we will get maximum ctq or ctq's
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00773-00144072-00144231 can be maximized because my target is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00774-00144232-00144407 tensile strength so overheat tensile
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00775-00144408-00144454 strength
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00776-00144455-00144607 ah higher the better so if it is higher
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00777-00144608-00144759 the better that is the condition we want
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00778-00144760-00144887 to achieve over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00779-00144888-00145102 okay so one is five percent over so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00780-00145103-00145231 levels over here are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00781-00145232-00145454 uh more than two so there are how many
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00782-00145455-00145639 levels over here four labels that that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00783-00145640-00145759 you can see over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00784-00145760-00145966 so a is equals to 4 that is the thing
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00785-00145967-00146071 that we are assuming
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00786-00146072-00146278 n equals to 6 like subgroup size what we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00787-00146279-00146487 have seen so this is n equals to 6
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00788-00146488-00146575 observation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00789-00146576-00146823 and there are 6 for the 24 total number
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00790-00146824-00147007 of observations over here in this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00791-00147008-00147278 matrix what you see 24 observations and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00792-00147279-00147335 all are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00793-00147336-00147559 random random obser this this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00794-00147560-00147687 experiment is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00795-00147688-00147926 done by randomization randomization so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00796-00147927-00148071 what is randomization
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00797-00148072-00148383 so at five percent uh some one sample
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00798-00148384-00148559 will be taken arbitrarily
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00799-00148560-00148759 and five percent hardwood concentration
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00800-00148760-00148895 will be checked
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00801-00148896-00149223 and accordingly uh what we will say that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00802-00149224-00149407 there is six specimen over here so in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00803-00149408-00149566 this case first specimen will be taken
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00804-00149567-00149711 and what we will do is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00805-00149712-00149926 ah we will run at five percent and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00806-00149927-00150071 observe the tensile strength so this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00807-00150072-00150223 that in seven was observed with the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00808-00150224-00150366 stencil strength like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00809-00150367-00150647 ah then i will randomize this means this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00810-00150648-00150766 data set is general
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00811-00150767-00151071 general this is generated based on
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00812-00151072-00151239 randomization that means sample will be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00813-00151240-00151414 selected any of the samples can be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00814-00151415-00151575 selected and any of the labels will be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00815-00151576-00151751 selected over here so this is known as
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00816-00151752-00151943 complete randomization like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00817-00151944-00152175 so we do not fix five and then do the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00818-00152176-00152311 experimental rise and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00819-00152312-00152590 determine all the six ah any all six
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00820-00152591-00152759 observations should not be completed in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00821-00152760-00152966 one go over here so at five percent
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00822-00152967-00153143 all six samples will be put and we will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00823-00153144-00153287 take that it is not like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00824-00153288-00153414 what we have to do is that we will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00825-00153415-00153623 randomize this run over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00826-00153624-00153783 so what will happen is that this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00827-00153784-00153926 because of some reason which we will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00828-00153927-00154063 understand afterwards so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00829-00154064-00154302 ah what i am saying is that this is done
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00830-00154303-00154487 randomization is done over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00831-00154488-00154695 so levels will be selected randomly over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00832-00154696-00154895 here samples will be selected randomly
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00833-00154896-00155054 samples are assumed to be homogeneous
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00834-00155055-00155119 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00835-00155120-00155359 so in this case so sample to sample
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00836-00155360-00155487 variation is very less
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00837-00155488-00155639 only percentage variation what we are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00838-00155640-00155814 considering over here so at different
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00839-00155815-00156039 levels we take six readings like that so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00840-00156040-00156359 we will have a average of this so ah y
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00841-00156360-00156559 one average like that we can say over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00842-00156560-00156614 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00843-00156615-00156943 so then y two average y two n average by
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00844-00156944-00157023 2
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00845-00157024-00157183 average over here second level like this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00846-00157184-00157375 first level like this so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00847-00157376-00157687 this will be y a average like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00848-00157688-00157911 and then we can make a grand average
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00849-00157912-00158087 over here so this can be a grand average
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00850-00158088-00158263 like that so this is symbolic notation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00851-00158264-00158423 that you will find in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00852-00158424-00158575 montgomery's books so that is the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00853-00158576-00158743 symbols that i have written over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00854-00158744-00158935 you can use the different symbol also so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00855-00158936-00159143 that is my overall objective over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00856-00159144-00159263 is to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00857-00159264-00159519 determine the level whether it is 5 15
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00858-00159520-00159663 15 or 20
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00859-00159664-00159854 whether where the tensile strength will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00860-00159855-00160039 be maximized over here for that i have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00861-00160040-00160183 changed intentionally
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00862-00160184-00160439 so this is systematic induced
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00863-00160440-00160583 variability that i have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00864-00160584-00160799 i have considered over here i have
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00865-00160800-00161023 changed the levels arbitrarily over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00866-00161024-00161223 and then i have recorded the tensile
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00867-00161224-00161423 strength and based on this mean value
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00868-00161424-00161631 over here this and this and this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00869-00161632-00161863 i want to freeze a level where my
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00870-00161864-00162031 tensile strength will be maximized like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00871-00162032-00162087 that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00872-00162088-00162302 so how do we do that that is important
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00873-00162303-00162390 for us
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00874-00162391-00162702 and we will discuss about that so that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00875-00162703-00162775 is the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00876-00162776-00162975 and what fischer has given is that what
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00877-00162976-00163102 fischer has done is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00878-00163103-00163343 ah fisher has given a table over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00879-00163344-00163543 which is known as anova table like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00880-00163544-00163743 and minitab will report this anova table
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00881-00163744-00163902 over here where you will see source of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00882-00163903-00163966 variation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00883-00163967-00164126 sum of square over here degree of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00884-00164127-00164335 freedom and mean square calculation and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00885-00164336-00164511 a f statistic that could be reported
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00886-00164512-00164575 like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00887-00164576-00164799 this is important f statistics over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00888-00164800-00164919 and it will be compared with the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00889-00164920-00165031 tabulated value
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00890-00165032-00165223 and if this f is greater than this one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00891-00165224-00165414 so in this case p will come out to be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00892-00165415-00165551 less than 0.05
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00893-00165552-00165943 okay so this is the process this is the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00894-00165944-00166054 process we make the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00895-00166055-00166319 interpretation like that so over here uh
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00896-00166320-00166502 treatment means when i change from level
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00897-00166503-00166566 5
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00898-00166567-00166783 like that 5 to 10 or something 10
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00899-00166784-00166943 percent over here so treatment
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00900-00166944-00167151 whenever i am changing the labels ah the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00901-00167152-00167359 total amount of variability that is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00902-00167360-00167599 that it creates like that so that can be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00903-00167600-00167799 calculated as and known as ss treatment
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00904-00167800-00167943 like that so because of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00905-00167944-00168190 a change in treatments which is level 1
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00906-00168191-00168447 to level a
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00907-00168448-00168607 what is the overall variation that is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00908-00168608-00168759 happening because of these changes like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00909-00168760-00168807 that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00910-00168808-00169054 so that we can think of think of a sum
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00911-00169055-00169231 of square measure so formulation is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00912-00169232-00169287 given
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00913-00169288-00169431 sum of square measure any books will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00914-00169432-00169590 give you sum of square measures for
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00915-00169591-00169735 treatment treatment means when i change
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00916-00169736-00169854 the labels like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00917-00169855-00170047 and overall variations will be given
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00918-00170048-00170166 like that and this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00919-00170167-00170431 is the overall variation that you see
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00920-00170432-00170502 like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00921-00170503-00170726 so this from the overall average how it
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00922-00170727-00170854 is differing like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00923-00170855-00171023 so that can be considered as a
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00924-00171024-00171199 individual average square of that we can
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00925-00171200-00171383 take square of that variation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00926-00171384-00171575 so 7 from the overall average way if you
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00927-00171576-00171814 take the difference and square of that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00928-00171815-00171975 that will give you a summation all this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00929-00171976-00172166 will give you the sum of square total
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00930-00172167-00172247 basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00931-00172248-00172423 and variation due to treatment so there
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00932-00172424-00172638 is formulation over here which which
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00933-00172639-00172854 you can see in any books like that so ss
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00934-00172855-00173054 treatment will be calculated ss total is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00935-00173055-00173223 the total variability of the data
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00936-00173224-00173407 so because treatment will not explain
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00937-00173408-00173526 all variability so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00938-00173527-00173823 that that is the condition that is sst
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00939-00173824-00173887 will be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00940-00173888-00174254 ss treatment over here and
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00941-00174255-00174431 and there will be some error ss error
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00942-00174432-00174575 over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00943-00174576-00174743 so fischer has given you two way to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00944-00174744-00174878 calculate this one
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00945-00174879-00175078 and how to calculate sst formula is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00946-00175079-00175278 given from the given data set that is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00947-00175279-00175526 generated over here so from this matrix
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00948-00175527-00175814 we can generate this values of sst we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00949-00175815-00176031 can generate ss treatment and ssr can be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00950-00176032-00176207 calculated like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00951-00176208-00176551 ss error will be ss total minus ss
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00952-00176552-00176807 treatment that is a formulation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00953-00176808-00177023 we can consider and degrees of freedom
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00954-00177024-00177190 will be reported also over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00955-00177191-00177359 so degrees of freedom in say number of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00956-00177360-00177519 treatments is considered over here so a
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00957-00177520-00177678 minus 1 is the degree of freedom
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00958-00177679-00177951 and total observation is 24 24 minus 1
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00959-00177952-00177999 this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00960-00178000-00178190 a n minus 1 is the total degree of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00961-00178191-00178343 freedom and if you subtract
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00962-00178344-00178702 this a n minus 1 and then minus this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00963-00178703-00178854 treatment combination what you get is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00964-00178855-00179119 that error degree of freedom basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00965-00179120-00179390 okay now when we have calculated this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00966-00179391-00179543 degree of freedom over here so ss
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00967-00179544-00179687 treatment divided by degree of freedom
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00968-00179688-00179799 gives you mean
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00969-00179800-00180014 mean square treatment like that so this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00970-00180015-00180135 has to be calculated
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00971-00180136-00180431 similarly ss error by a into n minus 1
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00972-00180432-00180575 this will give me ms
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00973-00180576-00180823 ms error like that so then this 2 will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00974-00180824-00181014 be compared like that and the ratio will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00975-00181015-00181223 be taken ms treatment by ms error over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00976-00181224-00181263 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00977-00181264-00181463 this will give you a f 0 values like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00978-00181464-00181647 that this will give you f 0 values over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00979-00181648-00181702 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00980-00181703-00181999 and this f 0 value what you have to do
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00981-00182000-00182054 is that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00982-00182055-00182214 this f zero value has to be compared
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00983-00182215-00182383 with tabulated value like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00984-00182384-00182607 okay so this will have a degree of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00985-00182608-00182831 freedom a minus one over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00986-00182832-00182999 ah numerator degree of freedom and the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00987-00183000-00183166 denominator degree of freedom will be a
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00988-00183167-00183295 n minus one like this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00989-00183296-00183526 so f will be calculated at let us say
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00990-00183527-00183687 alpha level of significance and this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00991-00183688-00183871 will be calculated and f0 will be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00992-00183872-00184054 compared with this tabulated value over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00993-00184055-00184111 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00994-00184112-00184278 and if this is greater than this in that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00995-00184279-00184511 case p will come out to be less than
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00996-00184512-00184695 0.05 so we are going by p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00997-00184696-00184887 p methods like that we are not going by
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00998-00184888-00185071 tabulation and all this so p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-00999-00185072-00185247 will indicate whether to accept or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01000-00185248-00185407 reject the null hypothesis which is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01001-00185408-00185535 knowledgeable that is over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01002-00185536-00185823 allah is whether the mean at different
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01003-00185824-00186023 levels five percent over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01004-00186024-00186326 and equals to ten percent over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01005-00186327-00186638 equals to 15 percent over here or
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01006-00186639-00186911 this is 20 percent over here and the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01007-00186912-00187119 alternate hypothesis over here is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01008-00187120-00187359 any of this mu i not equals to mu j over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01009-00187360-00187575 here for i not equals to j like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01010-00187576-00187735 that is the condition i am checking over
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01011-00187736-00187783 here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01012-00187784-00188047 okay so here you can see the formulation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01013-00188048-00188183 that i have given i have written like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01014-00188184-00188223 that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01015-00188224-00188399 so this is will be compared and if it is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01016-00188400-00188519 getting we will reject the null
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01017-00188520-00188638 hypothesis basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01018-00188639-00188854 so this is the overall theoretical
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01019-00188855-00189014 aspect that is covered over here that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01020-00189015-00189063 means
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01021-00189064-00189247 how to collect the data randomization is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01022-00189248-00189366 considered over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01023-00189367-00189583 and n will be the subgroups what we are
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01024-00189584-00189807 considering so this is also known as
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01025-00189808-00190007 replicates over here this is also known
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01026-00190008-00190223 as replicates in experimentation this is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01027-00190224-00190350 an important thing that we have to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01028-00190351-00190414 consider
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01029-00190415-00190575 more and more replicates what will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01030-00190576-00190783 happen is that ah more and more i will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01031-00190784-00190838 be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01032-00190839-00191119 sure of the final conclusion that i am
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01033-00191120-00191175 drawing
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01034-00191176-00191335 so but number of sample size will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01035-00191336-00191471 increase over here so total number of
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01036-00191472-00191550 samples
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01037-00191551-00191775 here 24 experimentation was carried out
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01038-00191776-00191935 if i have taken only two replicates in
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01039-00191936-00192095 that case only i have to do
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01040-00192096-00192278 four into two eight experimentation like
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01041-00192279-00192423 that so you have to
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01042-00192424-00192638 find out the optimal combination of this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01043-00192639-00192919 where i need to stop how many
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01044-00192920-00193063 replicates i will consider in the
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01045-00193064-00193207 experimentation considering the cost
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01046-00193208-00193271 like that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01047-00193272-00193543 so in this case and if you can collect
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01048-00193544-00193702 this data randomize the data and collect
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01049-00193703-00193878 the experimented results over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01050-00193879-00194014 what will happen is that then another
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01051-00194015-00194214 analysis becomes easier and it will show
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01052-00194215-00194278 you whether
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01053-00194279-00194447 when i change the labels this will show
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01054-00194448-00194671 you f value value will tell
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01055-00194672-00194847 that there may be if if that is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01056-00194848-00194966 significant in that case it will
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01057-00194967-00195023 indicate
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01058-00195024-00195263 maybe 5 is different from 10 or maybe 10
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01059-00195264-00195463 is different from 15 the mean value of y
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01060-00195464-00195543 ctq
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01061-00195544-00195735 ah 10 is different from 15 or 15 is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01062-00195736-00195847 different point at least
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01063-00195848-00196014 there are two levels when i change from
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01064-00196015-00196190 that level to the other level what is
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01065-00196191-00196375 happening the mean of the ctq
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01066-00196376-00196535 is drastically changing that means
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01067-00196536-00196695 significantly changing basically not
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01068-00196696-00196871 drastically we can say significantly
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01069-00196872-00197095 statistically ah statistical
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01070-00197096-00197207 significance exist
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01071-00197208-00197375 between the two levels like that so they
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01072-00197376-00197583 are different statistically basically
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01073-00197584-00197750 okay so that will be the conclusion but
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01074-00197751-00197975 which label anova will not tell you
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01075-00197976-00198214 ah from which level to which level this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01076-00198215-00198366 has happened basically it will say any
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01077-00198367-00198575 two labels are different so that will be
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01078-00198576-00198831 ah that will be concluded based on this
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01079-00198832-00198935 f values or p
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01080-00198936-00199102 values that you generate over here so
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01081-00199103-00199263 minitab will generate p values and based
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01082-00199264-00199343 on that
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01083-00199344-00199502 we will conclude so we will continue
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01084-00199503-00199678 discussion of this anova analysis
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01085-00199679-00199759 further
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01086-00199760-00200071 uh to to understand more about anova
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01087-00200072-00200247 analysis in experimentation
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01088-00200248-00200431 so and how to implement that immediately
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01089-00200432-00200550 in our next session
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01090-00200551-00200759 okay so thank you for listening and we
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01091-00200760-00200950 will stop over here
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01092-00200951-00201207 and we will start from the anova next
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01093-00201208-00201287 time again
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01094-00201288-00201811 okay thank you
G_Z5NC1OX8I-01096-00205639-00205848 you
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GBj9n42bxnk-00001-00000592-00000739 so
GBj9n42bxnk-00002-00000740-00002310 [Music]
GBj9n42bxnk-00003-00002311-00002534 hello rachel and welcome to the pursuing
GBj9n42bxnk-00004-00002535-00002750 uncomfortable podcast i couldn't be
GBj9n42bxnk-00005-00002751-00003015 thrilled more thrilled to introduce
GBj9n42bxnk-00006-00003016-00003303 rachel bruno to everyone so rachel how
GBj9n42bxnk-00007-00003304-00003543 are you today i'm good melissa thank you
GBj9n42bxnk-00008-00003544-00003711 for having me on
GBj9n42bxnk-00009-00003711-00003990 i'm so glad you're here
GBj9n42bxnk-00010-00003992-00004286 well sorta i mean i really wish you
GBj9n42bxnk-00011-00004287-00004495 didn't have the story to tell but since
GBj9n42bxnk-00012-00004496-00004719 you do i'm really grateful that you're
GBj9n42bxnk-00013-00004720-00004975 sharing it with our audience today
GBj9n42bxnk-00014-00004976-00005215 but before we get into that tell me what
GBj9n42bxnk-00015-00005216-00005431 you're doing these days
GBj9n42bxnk-00016-00005432-00005622 well these days i am now a published
GBj9n42bxnk-00017-00005623-00005854 author right i just wrote my first book
GBj9n42bxnk-00018-00005855-00006151 about the story congratulations thank
GBj9n42bxnk-00019-00006152-00006351 you i have been
GBj9n42bxnk-00020-00006352-00006534 you know speaking public speaking trying
GBj9n42bxnk-00021-00006536-00006742 to educate parents
GBj9n42bxnk-00022-00006743-00006959 trying to expose the system but also
GBj9n42bxnk-00023-00006959-00007183 trying to encourage the parents who are
GBj9n42bxnk-00024-00007184-00007391 out there and may be going through this
GBj9n42bxnk-00025-00007392-00007542 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00026-00007543-00007791 well let's just jump into it shall we
GBj9n42bxnk-00027-00007792-00007903 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00028-00007904-00008151 can you tell us how that day started was
GBj9n42bxnk-00029-00008152-00008431 it a day that started like any other day
GBj9n42bxnk-00030-00008432-00008799 like any other day no july 8th 2015 i
GBj9n42bxnk-00031-00008800-00009078 had a seven week old baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00032-00009079-00009295 and a 20 month old son
GBj9n42bxnk-00033-00009296-00009542 now i have seizures i have epilepsy and
GBj9n42bxnk-00034-00009543-00009742 one of the main triggers of my episodes
GBj9n42bxnk-00035-00009743-00009951 are sleep deprivation or interrupted
GBj9n42bxnk-00036-00009952-00010167 sleep oh my goodness
GBj9n42bxnk-00037-00010168-00010367 so if you have a newborn baby you're not
GBj9n42bxnk-00038-00010368-00010478 asleep
GBj9n42bxnk-00039-00010479-00010591 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00040-00010592-00010814 so my doctors actually suggested that i
GBj9n42bxnk-00041-00010815-00011063 find a nighttime nurse or a nanny to at
GBj9n42bxnk-00042-00011064-00011271 least take care of the night type shift
GBj9n42bxnk-00043-00011272-00011406 so that i could get those eight hours of
GBj9n42bxnk-00044-00011407-00011574 sleep with the baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00045-00011575-00011814 so i did you know i did my research and
GBj9n42bxnk-00046-00011815-00012023 i had this woman watching my son when he
GBj9n42bxnk-00047-00012024-00012223 was seven days old
GBj9n42bxnk-00048-00012224-00012455 and at this point seven weeks old i woke
GBj9n42bxnk-00049-00012456-00012574 up to him screaming at about four
GBj9n42bxnk-00050-00012575-00012799 o'clock in the morning
GBj9n42bxnk-00051-00012800-00012927 and i looked at the clock you know i
GBj9n42bxnk-00052-00012928-00013086 figured diaper change
GBj9n42bxnk-00053-00013087-00013327 feeding something to that extent
GBj9n42bxnk-00054-00013328-00013519 he screamed and then he stopped and
GBj9n42bxnk-00055-00013519-00013663 about 10 minutes went by he started
GBj9n42bxnk-00056-00013663-00013863 screaming again then he stopped
GBj9n42bxnk-00057-00013863-00014086 it started again then it stopped so i'm
GBj9n42bxnk-00058-00014087-00014247 like okay i'm not gonna be able to go to
GBj9n42bxnk-00059-00014247-00014551 sleep so i went down the hallway
GBj9n42bxnk-00060-00014552-00014694 opened the door was already open
GBj9n42bxnk-00061-00014695-00014886 partially open and she had him swaddled
GBj9n42bxnk-00062-00014887-00015022 inside the crib
GBj9n42bxnk-00063-00015023-00015247 laying on his back tummy side up had her
GBj9n42bxnk-00064-00015247-00015479 hand on his chest and was like wiggling
GBj9n42bxnk-00065-00015480-00015671 him back and forth you know
GBj9n42bxnk-00066-00015672-00015886 trying to get him to come down and not
GBj9n42bxnk-00067-00015887-00016007 having it
GBj9n42bxnk-00068-00016008-00016230 so if she picked him up put him on her
GBj9n42bxnk-00069-00016231-00016615 shoulder like in the burp position
GBj9n42bxnk-00070-00016616-00016830 that made him stop screaming
GBj9n42bxnk-00071-00016831-00017007 he still looked really uncomfortable so
GBj9n42bxnk-00072-00017008-00017207 i just you know jumped into the room and
GBj9n42bxnk-00073-00017208-00017415 i asked her anything happen
GBj9n42bxnk-00074-00017416-00017575 and she showed me an empty bottle and
GBj9n42bxnk-00075-00017576-00017711 she said i just fed him he's really
GBj9n42bxnk-00076-00017712-00017855 gassy
GBj9n42bxnk-00077-00017856-00018150 i said okay fair enough babies get gassy
GBj9n42bxnk-00078-00018151-00018311 newborn baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00079-00018312-00018550 by this time 5 30 in the morning
GBj9n42bxnk-00080-00018551-00018735 i had my 20 month old sleeping directly
GBj9n42bxnk-00081-00018736-00018950 across the hall my husband was out of
GBj9n42bxnk-00082-00018951-00019111 town on a business trip so i was home
GBj9n42bxnk-00083-00019112-00019207 alone
GBj9n42bxnk-00084-00019208-00019383 and last thing i wanted was my 20 month
GBj9n42bxnk-00085-00019384-00019503 old waking up at five o'clock in the
GBj9n42bxnk-00086-00019504-00019679 morning have a screaming baby so i told
GBj9n42bxnk-00087-00019680-00019855 her you know why don't you just go home
GBj9n42bxnk-00088-00019856-00020055 and i'll take it from here
GBj9n42bxnk-00089-00020056-00020294 so i unswaddled him undressed him look
GBj9n42bxnk-00090-00020295-00020575 for any rashes any signs of drippage
GBj9n42bxnk-00091-00020576-00020719 drainage you know whatever you can think
GBj9n42bxnk-00092-00020720-00020943 of like a newborn baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00093-00020944-00021103 no signs at all
GBj9n42bxnk-00094-00021104-00021350 so i gave him skin to skin
GBj9n42bxnk-00095-00021351-00021622 and he fell asleep on me
GBj9n42bxnk-00096-00021623-00021871 okay you just wanted your mommy
GBj9n42bxnk-00097-00021872-00022071 so go back to my room
GBj9n42bxnk-00098-00022072-00022271 i doze off next thing i hear is
GBj9n42bxnk-00099-00022272-00022414 screaming again i look at the clock at
GBj9n42bxnk-00100-00022415-00022719 seven o'clock in the morning okay hungry
GBj9n42bxnk-00101-00022720-00022967 tried to nurse him he would not latch on
GBj9n42bxnk-00102-00022968-00023094 whatsoever
GBj9n42bxnk-00103-00023095-00023350 just kept throwing his head back and
GBj9n42bxnk-00104-00023351-00023519 screaming i'm like you know what's wrong
GBj9n42bxnk-00105-00023520-00023639 with this kid
GBj9n42bxnk-00106-00023640-00023871 and i kind of jaded because she told me
GBj9n42bxnk-00107-00023872-00024167 gassy right so i'm thinking colic
GBj9n42bxnk-00108-00024168-00024263 gas
GBj9n42bxnk-00109-00024264-00024471 nursery strike the kid just didn't want
GBj9n42bxnk-00110-00024472-00024599 it
GBj9n42bxnk-00111-00024600-00024855 swaddled him pulled him my 20 month old
GBj9n42bxnk-00112-00024856-00025127 wakes up so there i go try to lay the
GBj9n42bxnk-00113-00025128-00025286 baby down so that i can get the 20 month
GBj9n42bxnk-00114-00025287-00025455 old as soon as i lay him down he just
GBj9n42bxnk-00115-00025456-00025678 starts screaming screaming his head off
GBj9n42bxnk-00116-00025679-00026014 my goodness i pick him up he's fine
GBj9n42bxnk-00117-00026016-00026270 okay you just want to be held
GBj9n42bxnk-00118-00026272-00026518 holding him trying to go on with my day
GBj9n42bxnk-00119-00026519-00026687 six hours later
GBj9n42bxnk-00120-00026688-00026918 non-stop crying would not eat would not
GBj9n42bxnk-00121-00026919-00027087 nab
GBj9n42bxnk-00122-00027088-00027358 i'm like dr google you know help me keep
GBj9n42bxnk-00123-00027360-00027511 going on
GBj9n42bxnk-00124-00027512-00027687 and i called my mom i'm like mom can you
GBj9n42bxnk-00125-00027688-00027846 please come here stay with david was my
GBj9n42bxnk-00126-00027847-00028062 20 month old son so i could take lucas
GBj9n42bxnk-00127-00028063-00028287 seven week old baby to the doctor
GBj9n42bxnk-00128-00028288-00028583 she comes over i hand the baby to her
GBj9n42bxnk-00129-00028583-00028727 call the pediatrician and the
GBj9n42bxnk-00130-00028727-00028895 receptionist tells me that the doctor
GBj9n42bxnk-00131-00028895-00028999 wouldn't be available until three
GBj9n42bxnk-00132-00029000-00029223 o'clock that afternoon
GBj9n42bxnk-00133-00029224-00029374 he's been screaming since 4 o'clock this
GBj9n42bxnk-00134-00029375-00029495 morning he's not eating he's not
GBj9n42bxnk-00135-00029495-00029687 sleeping i need to see something
GBj9n42bxnk-00136-00029688-00029807 she says okay they'll take him to the
GBj9n42bxnk-00137-00029808-00029983 emergency room
GBj9n42bxnk-00138-00029983-00030327 so everybody hop in the car
GBj9n42bxnk-00139-00030327-00030511 and as soon as we start driving on the
GBj9n42bxnk-00140-00030512-00030799 road what do babies do
GBj9n42bxnk-00141-00030800-00030943 they fall asleep
GBj9n42bxnk-00142-00030944-00031158 and everything was fine
GBj9n42bxnk-00143-00031160-00031390 like great overreactive mom going to the
GBj9n42bxnk-00144-00031391-00031527 hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-00145-00031527-00031702 i get to the receptionist tell them all
GBj9n42bxnk-00146-00031703-00031935 the symptoms do take him to the back
GBj9n42bxnk-00147-00031936-00032102 right away take all his vital signs
GBj9n42bxnk-00148-00032103-00032270 everything seemed normal
GBj9n42bxnk-00149-00032272-00032455 again by this time he was sleeping no
GBj9n42bxnk-00150-00032456-00032727 crying eyes were closed
GBj9n42bxnk-00151-00032727-00032983 nothing seemed wrong with him to me
GBj9n42bxnk-00152-00032984-00033143 laying him down on the bed and the
GBj9n42bxnk-00153-00033144-00033471 doctor tells me to lay him down and
GBj9n42bxnk-00154-00033472-00033599 walks away
GBj9n42bxnk-00155-00033600-00033774 i think okay gonna tell me to give me
GBj9n42bxnk-00156-00033775-00034015 benadryl and go home right
GBj9n42bxnk-00157-00034016-00034246 but he stops right at the doorway about
GBj9n42bxnk-00158-00034247-00034390 10 feet away
GBj9n42bxnk-00159-00034391-00034662 and he crosses his arms and he is just
GBj9n42bxnk-00160-00034663-00034983 laser focused on that bed and that baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00161-00034984-00035223 and everybody is quiet
GBj9n42bxnk-00162-00035224-00035390 weird you know i'm looking at my son i'm
GBj9n42bxnk-00163-00035391-00035559 not saying anything
GBj9n42bxnk-00164-00035560-00035751 and he walks towards the bed
GBj9n42bxnk-00165-00035752-00035935 and he goes straight to my son's head
GBj9n42bxnk-00166-00035936-00036159 right behind his left ear
GBj9n42bxnk-00167-00036160-00036399 and he tells me did you feel this
GBj9n42bxnk-00168-00036400-00036527 that no
GBj9n42bxnk-00169-00036528-00036718 grabs my two fingers he makes me touch
GBj9n42bxnk-00170-00036719-00036902 it like you feel that bulge
GBj9n42bxnk-00171-00036903-00037023 then yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00172-00037024-00037167 that that's fluid that's leaking from
GBj9n42bxnk-00173-00037168-00037407 his brain
GBj9n42bxnk-00174-00037408-00037630 like okay what does that mean
GBj9n42bxnk-00175-00037631-00037862 like it could be spinal cerebral fluid
GBj9n42bxnk-00176-00037863-00038135 it can be blood we need to go do ct scan
GBj9n42bxnk-00177-00038136-00038318 right now to see what's going on
GBj9n42bxnk-00178-00038319-00038495 and as soon as he says that about 10
GBj9n42bxnk-00179-00038496-00038679 people rush into that room and they
GBj9n42bxnk-00180-00038680-00038839 start placing the probes on him on his
GBj9n42bxnk-00181-00038840-00038999 head they raise up the rails and they
GBj9n42bxnk-00182-00039000-00039239 bolt down that ball no
GBj9n42bxnk-00183-00039240-00039407 and i'm holding him and as i'm holding
GBj9n42bxnk-00184-00039408-00039735 him his right arm starts twitching
GBj9n42bxnk-00185-00039736-00039943 that happens those nurses really start
GBj9n42bxnk-00186-00039944-00040079 running and i look up at her like is
GBj9n42bxnk-00187-00040080-00040311 this normal
GBj9n42bxnk-00188-00040312-00040567 and then me having seizures go left side
GBj9n42bxnk-00189-00040568-00040846 of the brain right arm twitching having
GBj9n42bxnk-00190-00040847-00040983 a seizure
GBj9n42bxnk-00191-00040984-00041135 first thing that comes to my mind is oh
GBj9n42bxnk-00192-00041136-00041383 my god i gave it to him it's hereditary
GBj9n42bxnk-00193-00041384-00041502 genetic
GBj9n42bxnk-00194-00041503-00041662 a little prayer right there said lord
GBj9n42bxnk-00195-00041663-00041799 please spare my son for him to live with
GBj9n42bxnk-00196-00041800-00041990 this like i did
GBj9n42bxnk-00197-00041991-00042207 so drop him off doctors tell me to wait
GBj9n42bxnk-00198-00042208-00042302 in the way
GBj9n42bxnk-00199-00042303-00042535 my mom is there my 20 month old son is
GBj9n42bxnk-00200-00042536-00042711 there my husband is out of state on a
GBj9n42bxnk-00201-00042712-00042855 business meeting you know i'm texting
GBj9n42bxnk-00202-00042856-00043062 him have no idea what's going on
GBj9n42bxnk-00203-00043063-00043271 me and my mom are just in shock
GBj9n42bxnk-00204-00043272-00043367 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00205-00043368-00043639 and doctors come out like ms bruno this
GBj9n42bxnk-00206-00043640-00043815 is very serious
GBj9n42bxnk-00207-00043816-00043911 okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00208-00043912-00044039 take me to the back room where all the
GBj9n42bxnk-00209-00044040-00044174 monitors are
GBj9n42bxnk-00210-00044175-00044407 and they show me the images the sun has
GBj9n42bxnk-00211-00044408-00044599 a cradle fracture
GBj9n42bxnk-00212-00044600-00044895 and the fluid that's leaking is blood
GBj9n42bxnk-00213-00044896-00045102 the brain hates blood
GBj9n42bxnk-00214-00045103-00045295 we need to go do emergency surgery right
GBj9n42bxnk-00215-00045296-00045390 now
GBj9n42bxnk-00216-00045391-00045567 if we can fix the fracture drain the
GBj9n42bxnk-00217-00045568-00045807 blood or you'll get blood transfusions
GBj9n42bxnk-00218-00045808-00045943 you know signing all the liabilities i'm
GBj9n42bxnk-00219-00045944-00046062 like i don't care what you have to do to
GBj9n42bxnk-00220-00046063-00046318 save my son save my son
GBj9n42bxnk-00221-00046319-00046599 they go wheeling my seven week old baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00222-00046600-00046758 into the operating room for brain
GBj9n42bxnk-00223-00046759-00046911 surgery
GBj9n42bxnk-00224-00046912-00047111 i mean my mom just standing there
GBj9n42bxnk-00225-00047112-00047374 what just happened
GBj9n42bxnk-00226-00047375-00047583 gaspy baby to now my son is in some
GBj9n42bxnk-00227-00047584-00047911 life-threatening brain surgery
GBj9n42bxnk-00228-00047912-00048199 again texting texting family in brazil
GBj9n42bxnk-00229-00048200-00048390 all over the country yeah everybody just
GBj9n42bxnk-00230-00048391-00048590 pray because just went into the
GBj9n42bxnk-00231-00048591-00048751 operating room
GBj9n42bxnk-00232-00048752-00048967 and it takes about four hours
GBj9n42bxnk-00233-00048968-00049271 the doctor comes back tells my name
GBj9n42bxnk-00234-00049272-00049462 says everything went well clinically as
GBj9n42bxnk-00235-00049463-00049607 far as we were concerned we were able to
GBj9n42bxnk-00236-00049608-00049751 drain the blood we're able to fix the
GBj9n42bxnk-00237-00049752-00049902 fracture
GBj9n42bxnk-00238-00049903-00050007 they're going to be okay is it going to
GBj9n42bxnk-00239-00050008-00050199 be drained very damaged
GBj9n42bxnk-00240-00050200-00050358 and the doctor tells me we really don't
GBj9n42bxnk-00241-00050359-00050446 know
GBj9n42bxnk-00242-00050447-00050646 due to this young age
GBj9n42bxnk-00243-00050647-00050774 we don't even know whether he's going to
GBj9n42bxnk-00244-00050775-00051086 survive the next 48 hours
GBj9n42bxnk-00245-00051087-00051335 we have them in a medically induced coma
GBj9n42bxnk-00246-00051336-00051566 he was highly anemic when he went into
GBj9n42bxnk-00247-00051567-00051790 surgery he had to receive three bags of
GBj9n42bxnk-00248-00051791-00052038 blood blood transfusion
GBj9n42bxnk-00249-00052039-00052366 and he was having 15 seizures an hour
GBj9n42bxnk-00250-00052367-00052542 after the surgery
GBj9n42bxnk-00251-00052544-00052719 so we have him in a medically induced
GBj9n42bxnk-00252-00052720-00052863 homo so that we can figure out the right
GBj9n42bxnk-00253-00052864-00053094 cocktail to control the seizures
GBj9n42bxnk-00254-00053095-00053382 but meanwhile he's stable we monitoring
GBj9n42bxnk-00255-00053383-00053599 him i could take you upstairs to the
GBj9n42bxnk-00256-00053600-00053775 room
GBj9n42bxnk-00257-00053776-00054015 so again you know been all morning just
GBj9n42bxnk-00258-00054016-00054166 stuff being thrown at me and i'm just
GBj9n42bxnk-00259-00054167-00054311 trying to process all this i don't think
GBj9n42bxnk-00260-00054312-00054487 i was processing this i was like on
GBj9n42bxnk-00261-00054488-00054742 autopilot just you know get through the
GBj9n42bxnk-00262-00054744-00054991 second next second yep
GBj9n42bxnk-00263-00054991-00055215 and i get to the bedroom and i see
GBj9n42bxnk-00264-00055216-00055399 seemingly lifeless baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00265-00055400-00055647 has gauze all around his head
GBj9n42bxnk-00266-00055648-00055766 as
GBj9n42bxnk-00267-00055767-00055991 drains and tubes coming out of every
GBj9n42bxnk-00268-00055991-00056359 orifice you can imagine machines beeping
GBj9n42bxnk-00269-00056360-00056494 very cold
GBj9n42bxnk-00270-00056495-00056782 and just hold that little hand
GBj9n42bxnk-00271-00056783-00056887 there
GBj9n42bxnk-00272-00056888-00057030 it's a gun i don't care if i have to
GBj9n42bxnk-00273-00057032-00057175 dedicate the rest of my life to taking
GBj9n42bxnk-00274-00057176-00057375 care of my son i will
GBj9n42bxnk-00275-00057376-00057663 just don't take him away from me and i
GBj9n42bxnk-00276-00057664-00057903 felt holy spirit at that point say he's
GBj9n42bxnk-00277-00057904-00058047 my
GBj9n42bxnk-00278-00058048-00058263 i gave him to you nobody's going to take
GBj9n42bxnk-00279-00058264-00058471 them away from me
GBj9n42bxnk-00280-00058472-00058647 and i remember breathing a sigh of
GBj9n42bxnk-00281-00058648-00058879 relief and saying you're right lord it's
GBj9n42bxnk-00282-00058879-00059182 yours surrender my son's life at that
GBj9n42bxnk-00283-00059183-00059366 point there's no better place for him to
GBj9n42bxnk-00284-00059367-00059623 meet them in your hands
GBj9n42bxnk-00285-00059624-00059871 so the peace that surpasses all
GBj9n42bxnk-00286-00059872-00060015 understanding
GBj9n42bxnk-00287-00060016-00060206 filled my heart at that point
GBj9n42bxnk-00288-00060207-00060399 and i had to go into logistics mode like
GBj9n42bxnk-00289-00060400-00060542 i'm obviously not leaving the hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-00290-00060544-00060735 tonight still have to figure out how my
GBj9n42bxnk-00291-00060736-00060919 husband is going to get home and know
GBj9n42bxnk-00292-00060920-00061079 about this my mom is there with my 20
GBj9n42bxnk-00293-00061079-00061311 month old son call my friend take them
GBj9n42bxnk-00294-00061312-00061430 home going to spend the night at
GBj9n42bxnk-00295-00061432-00061582 grandma's house
GBj9n42bxnk-00296-00061583-00061911 and calling my husband next thing i know
GBj9n42bxnk-00297-00061912-00062166 hear the door sliding open and it's a
GBj9n42bxnk-00298-00062167-00062359 man in a uniform
GBj9n42bxnk-00299-00062360-00062591 and a lady with a clipboard
GBj9n42bxnk-00300-00062591-00062806 and they say ms bruno can we speak to
GBj9n42bxnk-00301-00062807-00062982 you
GBj9n42bxnk-00302-00062983-00063135 sure i thought it was weird what's a
GBj9n42bxnk-00303-00063136-00063375 police officer doing here
GBj9n42bxnk-00304-00063376-00063582 and first words out of his mouth what
GBj9n42bxnk-00305-00063583-00063775 happened to your son was worse than
GBj9n42bxnk-00306-00063776-00064071 getting struck in the head by a bullet
GBj9n42bxnk-00307-00064072-00064166 okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00308-00064167-00064319 like will you help us
GBj9n42bxnk-00309-00064320-00064494 we want to help you figure out how this
GBj9n42bxnk-00310-00064495-00064719 happened to your son
GBj9n42bxnk-00311-00064720-00064919 so in my mind you know bullet to the
GBj9n42bxnk-00312-00064920-00065047 head
GBj9n42bxnk-00313-00065048-00065247 yeah that's always bad yeah are you
GBj9n42bxnk-00314-00065248-00065423 insinuating this woman tried to kill my
GBj9n42bxnk-00315-00065424-00065526 son
GBj9n42bxnk-00316-00065527-00065838 yeah and if you're here to help me no
GBj9n42bxnk-00317-00065839-00066023 you obviously don't think i'm i did
GBj9n42bxnk-00318-00066024-00066223 anything you know they already knew
GBj9n42bxnk-00319-00066224-00066447 for their own statements that he was
GBj9n42bxnk-00320-00066448-00066606 with the nanny
GBj9n42bxnk-00321-00066607-00066782 though i figured okay yeah i'll tell you
GBj9n42bxnk-00322-00066783-00066959 everything i know about the nanny of yep
GBj9n42bxnk-00323-00066960-00067206 that i or the previous morning
GBj9n42bxnk-00324-00067207-00067399 so i start to telling them the bull saga
GBj9n42bxnk-00325-00067400-00067591 from 4 o'clock the morning
GBj9n42bxnk-00326-00067592-00067767 police officer is just you know very
GBj9n42bxnk-00327-00067768-00067871 laid back
GBj9n42bxnk-00328-00067872-00068055 leaning against the wall
GBj9n42bxnk-00329-00068056-00068463 taking notes why did she call 9-1-1
GBj9n42bxnk-00330-00068464-00068687 because i thought he was gassy
GBj9n42bxnk-00331-00068688-00068855 yeah why did it take you so long to
GBj9n42bxnk-00332-00068856-00069047 bring him to the hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-00333-00069048-00069199 again you know he was crying i thought
GBj9n42bxnk-00334-00069200-00069359 he was gassy
GBj9n42bxnk-00335-00069360-00069487 why did you bring him to a hospital in
GBj9n42bxnk-00336-00069488-00069606 orange county when you live in l.a
GBj9n42bxnk-00337-00069607-00069775 county
GBj9n42bxnk-00338-00069776-00069919 this is the children's hospital that i
GBj9n42bxnk-00339-00069920-00070079 know
GBj9n42bxnk-00340-00070080-00070279 it's dawning faith and
GBj9n42bxnk-00341-00070280-00070415 social worker do you have any other
GBj9n42bxnk-00342-00070416-00070535 children
GBj9n42bxnk-00343-00070536-00070638 i do
GBj9n42bxnk-00344-00070639-00070831 what are their names their ages i tell
GBj9n42bxnk-00345-00070832-00070919 her
GBj9n42bxnk-00346-00070920-00071143 is it okay if we go seeing him
GBj9n42bxnk-00347-00071144-00071287 and by this time it's around nine
GBj9n42bxnk-00348-00071288-00071423 o'clock at night
GBj9n42bxnk-00349-00071424-00071575 until our young is probably asleep by
GBj9n42bxnk-00350-00071576-00071638 now
GBj9n42bxnk-00351-00071639-00071750 said we're not going to wake up we just
GBj9n42bxnk-00352-00071751-00071959 want to make sure he's okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00353-00071960-00072119 so again be thinking i have nothing to
GBj9n42bxnk-00354-00072120-00072359 hide these people are here to help me
GBj9n42bxnk-00355-00072360-00072543 i call my mom right in front of her tell
GBj9n42bxnk-00356-00072544-00072703 them that they're on their way they want
GBj9n42bxnk-00357-00072704-00072871 to see david
GBj9n42bxnk-00358-00072872-00073119 she leaves at that point and the police
GBj9n42bxnk-00359-00073120-00073262 officer stays with me and keeps asking
GBj9n42bxnk-00360-00073263-00073423 me questions about my husband where is
GBj9n42bxnk-00361-00073424-00073599 he how long has he been gone when is he
GBj9n42bxnk-00362-00073600-00073711 coming
GBj9n42bxnk-00363-00073712-00073919 how long have you been married one stop
GBj9n42bxnk-00364-00073920-00074071 telling him everything my husband
GBj9n42bxnk-00365-00074072-00074223 arrives at the hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-00366-00074224-00074479 he takes him to one room and tells me to
GBj9n42bxnk-00367-00074480-00074775 wait in another room for the detectives
GBj9n42bxnk-00368-00074776-00075015 so in hindsight we can kind of see
GBj9n42bxnk-00369-00075016-00075159 what's going on
GBj9n42bxnk-00370-00075160-00075375 but in that moment i had absolutely no
GBj9n42bxnk-00371-00075376-00075694 idea i thought i was just cooperating
GBj9n42bxnk-00372-00075695-00075838 oh my goodness
GBj9n42bxnk-00373-00075839-00076126 it's just a 12-hour span the amount of
GBj9n42bxnk-00374-00076127-00076359 information that had been thrust upon
GBj9n42bxnk-00375-00076360-00076555 you about your child is
GBj9n42bxnk-00376-00076556-00076806 unimaginable yep
GBj9n42bxnk-00377-00076807-00077082 yep so complete overwhelmed right system
GBj9n42bxnk-00378-00077083-00077335 overload i think that was going
GBj9n42bxnk-00379-00077336-00077591 and the detectives show up at about
GBj9n42bxnk-00380-00077592-00077726 midnight
GBj9n42bxnk-00381-00077727-00077903 and they interview me till about two
GBj9n42bxnk-00382-00077904-00078062 o'clock in the morning so i had
GBj9n42bxnk-00383-00078063-00078319 basically been up for 24 hours
GBj9n42bxnk-00384-00078320-00078471 yeah i tell them you know i really need
GBj9n42bxnk-00385-00078472-00078687 to go get some sleep i'm more than happy
GBj9n42bxnk-00386-00078688-00078847 to continue this on
GBj9n42bxnk-00387-00078848-00078967 they were very nice gave me their
GBj9n42bxnk-00388-00078968-00079175 business cards and i went to bed at that
GBj9n42bxnk-00389-00079176-00079406 point and something had already happened
GBj9n42bxnk-00390-00079407-00079575 which my husband was aware of but he
GBj9n42bxnk-00391-00079576-00079799 didn't tell me just give me my meds say
GBj9n42bxnk-00392-00079800-00079926 go to bed
GBj9n42bxnk-00393-00079927-00080079 go to bed wake up at 10 o'clock in the
GBj9n42bxnk-00394-00080080-00080287 morning and he's just staring at me this
GBj9n42bxnk-00395-00080288-00080471 blank stare on his face
GBj9n42bxnk-00396-00080472-00080615 and my first said stink just to look at
GBj9n42bxnk-00397-00080616-00080879 the baby like he's there he's alive
GBj9n42bxnk-00398-00080880-00081143 what what's going on what happened
GBj9n42bxnk-00399-00081144-00081415 and he tells me they took david like
GBj9n42bxnk-00400-00081416-00081662 what do you mean they took david who
GBj9n42bxnk-00401-00081663-00081806 a social worker
GBj9n42bxnk-00402-00081807-00082023 like she lied to me like she said they
GBj9n42bxnk-00403-00082024-00082287 weren't even gonna wake him up
GBj9n42bxnk-00404-00082288-00082479 that's not what happened they showed up
GBj9n42bxnk-00405-00082480-00082623 at your mom's house at two o'clock in
GBj9n42bxnk-00406-00082624-00082743 the morning
GBj9n42bxnk-00407-00082744-00083175 with three police cars and they tiptated
GBj9n42bxnk-00408-00083176-00083479 so i called my mom like what happened
GBj9n42bxnk-00409-00083480-00083671 says yeah they came here
GBj9n42bxnk-00410-00083672-00083879 walked into the refrigerator right see
GBj9n42bxnk-00411-00083880-00084006 if there was food there walked through
GBj9n42bxnk-00412-00084007-00084167 the house asked me where the baby was
GBj9n42bxnk-00413-00084168-00084343 sleeping i told her she turns on the
GBj9n42bxnk-00414-00084344-00084535 light wakes him up
GBj9n42bxnk-00415-00084536-00084726 asks me to undress him to see if there's
GBj9n42bxnk-00416-00084727-00084943 any bruises or scars or rushes or
GBj9n42bxnk-00417-00084944-00085079 anything
GBj9n42bxnk-00418-00085080-00085255 and as we're doing that you know she
GBj9n42bxnk-00419-00085256-00085399 seems to think everything is fine but
GBj9n42bxnk-00420-00085400-00085615 she's on her phone communicating with
GBj9n42bxnk-00421-00085616-00085791 other people i don't know who they were
GBj9n42bxnk-00422-00085792-00085935 and then she looks at me and says we're
GBj9n42bxnk-00423-00085936-00086150 taking him
GBj9n42bxnk-00424-00086151-00086350 and my mom says no you're not
GBj9n42bxnk-00425-00086351-00086518 and she says well if you don't give him
GBj9n42bxnk-00426-00086519-00086759 to us you're gonna get arrested
GBj9n42bxnk-00427-00086760-00086918 there are three police officers right
GBj9n42bxnk-00428-00086919-00087038 there
GBj9n42bxnk-00429-00087039-00087199 right and my mom i guess is expecting
GBj9n42bxnk-00430-00087200-00087399 somebody to speak up or say something
GBj9n42bxnk-00431-00087400-00087543 and they don't
GBj9n42bxnk-00432-00087544-00087750 so my mom is like okay if i go to jail
GBj9n42bxnk-00433-00087751-00087959 do i take him with me
GBj9n42bxnk-00434-00087960-00088143 and she's like no he's gonna go to
GBj9n42bxnk-00435-00088144-00088279 buster care
GBj9n42bxnk-00436-00088280-00088391 and you're not going to be able to care
GBj9n42bxnk-00437-00088392-00088487 for him because you're going to have a
GBj9n42bxnk-00438-00088488-00088726 criminal record
GBj9n42bxnk-00439-00088727-00088935 so 2 o'clock in the morning my dad is
GBj9n42bxnk-00440-00088936-00089103 calling lawyers calling friends seeing
GBj9n42bxnk-00441-00089104-00089279 if anybody knows what the heck to do at
GBj9n42bxnk-00442-00089280-00089431 this point my husband was at the
GBj9n42bxnk-00443-00089432-00089623 hospital with me and he was actually on
GBj9n42bxnk-00444-00089624-00089815 the phone with a social worker with the
GBj9n42bxnk-00445-00089816-00089991 police officers telling them you do not
GBj9n42bxnk-00446-00089992-00090135 have permission to do this you cannot
GBj9n42bxnk-00447-00090136-00090375 take away my kid you can't do this
GBj9n42bxnk-00448-00090376-00090559 and they just basically said yes we can
GBj9n42bxnk-00449-00090560-00090726 and they did
GBj9n42bxnk-00450-00090727-00090871 no
GBj9n42bxnk-00451-00090872-00091087 so there we are 10 o'clock in the
GBj9n42bxnk-00452-00091088-00091343 morning we don't know where he is social
GBj9n42bxnk-00453-00091344-00091511 services is not answering their phone
GBj9n42bxnk-00454-00091512-00091662 the supervisors aren't answering their
GBj9n42bxnk-00455-00091663-00091799 phone
GBj9n42bxnk-00456-00091800-00092071 my baby is still here in a coma
GBj9n42bxnk-00457-00092072-00092271 and you know we're like what what just
GBj9n42bxnk-00458-00092272-00092359 happened
GBj9n42bxnk-00459-00092360-00092503 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00460-00092504-00092703 so he keeps calling social services i
GBj9n42bxnk-00461-00092704-00092911 start to call lawyers and i had to call
GBj9n42bxnk-00462-00092912-00093079 about 10 different lawyers till i
GBj9n42bxnk-00463-00093080-00093287 finally found one who knew what the heck
GBj9n42bxnk-00464-00093288-00093447 was going on
GBj9n42bxnk-00465-00093448-00093647 then he told me to come to his office
GBj9n42bxnk-00466-00093648-00093847 that day that afternoon
GBj9n42bxnk-00467-00093848-00094079 about noon i go in there i'm like okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00468-00094080-00094255 hey where's my son and where do i go get
GBj9n42bxnk-00469-00094256-00094399 him
GBj9n42bxnk-00470-00094400-00094615 and he tells me sit down
GBj9n42bxnk-00471-00094616-00094887 you have no idea what you're in for
GBj9n42bxnk-00472-00094888-00094991 what are you talking about they can't
GBj9n42bxnk-00473-00094992-00095215 just come in here and take my kid
GBj9n42bxnk-00474-00095216-00095550 yeah they can i'm you know i still have
GBj9n42bxnk-00475-00095551-00095750 like this nervous laugh i'm giggling
GBj9n42bxnk-00476-00095751-00095982 with him like no they can't
GBj9n42bxnk-00477-00095983-00096126 and like what happened to our
GBj9n42bxnk-00478-00096127-00096359 constitution what happened to innocent
GBj9n42bxnk-00479-00096360-00096615 until proven guilty what about the nanny
GBj9n42bxnk-00480-00096616-00096862 yeah says they may investigate or they
GBj9n42bxnk-00481-00096863-00096967 may not
GBj9n42bxnk-00482-00096968-00097150 this is family court they don't follow
GBj9n42bxnk-00483-00097151-00097350 constitutional law
GBj9n42bxnk-00484-00097351-00097462 whoa
GBj9n42bxnk-00485-00097463-00097647 like what other law is there
GBj9n42bxnk-00486-00097648-00097847 yeah and he says they can do whatever
GBj9n42bxnk-00487-00097848-00097999 they deem is in the best interest of the
GBj9n42bxnk-00488-00098000-00098206 child
GBj9n42bxnk-00489-00098207-00098359 like how is it in the best interest of
GBj9n42bxnk-00490-00098360-00098559 my child to pick him up at two o'clock
GBj9n42bxnk-00491-00098560-00098711 in the morning and take him to yongnio
GBj9n42bxnk-00492-00098712-00098967 so i start ranting and he like pounds
GBj9n42bxnk-00493-00098968-00099159 his fist on the table
GBj9n42bxnk-00494-00099160-00099343 and he's like listen to me
GBj9n42bxnk-00495-00099344-00099655 what happened to your son criminal
GBj9n42bxnk-00496-00099656-00099894 you are facing 15 years in jail
GBj9n42bxnk-00497-00099895-00100047 and a hundred thousand dollar bail if
GBj9n42bxnk-00498-00100048-00100279 they decide to charge you
GBj9n42bxnk-00499-00100280-00100423 they are not giving your kids back to
GBj9n42bxnk-00500-00100424-00100550 you
GBj9n42bxnk-00501-00100551-00100774 i'm like i didn't do this
GBj9n42bxnk-00502-00100775-00101094 it's like i believe you doesn't matter
GBj9n42bxnk-00503-00101095-00101303 i'm like it doesn't matter it's like if
GBj9n42bxnk-00504-00101304-00101471 i go into that courtroom
GBj9n42bxnk-00505-00101472-00101631 and i tell the judge
GBj9n42bxnk-00506-00101632-00101847 to give the children back to you social
GBj9n42bxnk-00507-00101848-00102047 services is going to pull this up
GBj9n42bxnk-00508-00102048-00102287 it pulls up the criminal investigation
GBj9n42bxnk-00509-00102288-00102439 and they're going to tell the judge your
GBj9n42bxnk-00510-00102440-00102654 honor this woman is facing criminal
GBj9n42bxnk-00511-00102655-00102790 investigation
GBj9n42bxnk-00512-00102791-00103015 you are placing the children at risk by
GBj9n42bxnk-00513-00103016-00103263 giving the children back to her
GBj9n42bxnk-00514-00103264-00103454 and if the judge listens to that they're
GBj9n42bxnk-00515-00103455-00103654 going to go to foster care
GBj9n42bxnk-00516-00103655-00103799 they are under two years old and
GBj9n42bxnk-00517-00103800-00103999 non-verbal they can be legally adopted
GBj9n42bxnk-00518-00104000-00104199 by the foster family if the cave floods
GBj9n42bxnk-00519-00104200-00104399 longer than six months
GBj9n42bxnk-00520-00104400-00104566 that they will make it last longer six
GBj9n42bxnk-00521-00104567-00104686 months
GBj9n42bxnk-00522-00104688-00105007 oh my gosh and i'm like okay i just went
GBj9n42bxnk-00523-00105008-00105247 from jail 15 years hundred thousand
GBj9n42bxnk-00524-00105248-00105478 dollar bail adoption i'm like what
GBj9n42bxnk-00525-00105479-00105871 country am i living in what did you get
GBj9n42bxnk-00526-00105872-00106007 and i'm like so what are you telling me
GBj9n42bxnk-00527-00106008-00106078 what
GBj9n42bxnk-00528-00106079-00106271 what are we supposed to do
GBj9n42bxnk-00529-00106272-00106431 ted you're saving grace is that your
GBj9n42bxnk-00530-00106432-00106671 husband's out of state is happening
GBj9n42bxnk-00531-00106672-00106847 so legally speaking he wasn't even at
GBj9n42bxnk-00532-00106848-00107023 the crime scene
GBj9n42bxnk-00533-00107024-00107166 we're gonna ask the judge to give soul
GBj9n42bxnk-00534-00107167-00107343 custody to your husband that way they
GBj9n42bxnk-00535-00107344-00107558 don't even risk going into foster care
GBj9n42bxnk-00536-00107559-00107719 but if the judge grants that they're
GBj9n42bxnk-00537-00107720-00108023 going to kick you out of the house
GBj9n42bxnk-00538-00108024-00108175 so what choice did i have
GBj9n42bxnk-00539-00108176-00108383 right go into that courtroom and fight
GBj9n42bxnk-00540-00108383-00108695 for my non-existent rights apparently
GBj9n42bxnk-00541-00108696-00108863 and risk my children being adopted to
GBj9n42bxnk-00542-00108864-00108975 strangers
GBj9n42bxnk-00543-00108976-00109215 or having to be with their father
GBj9n42bxnk-00544-00109216-00109439 so we went with that strategy
GBj9n42bxnk-00545-00109440-00109647 and three days later is when we have the
GBj9n42bxnk-00546-00109648-00109783 72-hour hearing they call it the
GBj9n42bxnk-00547-00109783-00109958 emergency hearing
GBj9n42bxnk-00548-00109959-00110078 and i'm thinking i'm going to be in
GBj9n42bxnk-00549-00110079-00110286 there at least like judge judy right
GBj9n42bxnk-00550-00110288-00110543 judge here you talk you talk you talk
GBj9n42bxnk-00551-00110544-00110727 what's going on
GBj9n42bxnk-00552-00110728-00110895 and i get there
GBj9n42bxnk-00553-00110896-00111071 the nanny isn't there the social worker
GBj9n42bxnk-00554-00111072-00111223 isn't there the police officer isn't
GBj9n42bxnk-00555-00111224-00111439 there the detectives aren't there
GBj9n42bxnk-00556-00111440-00111751 the only person on trial is me
GBj9n42bxnk-00557-00111752-00111934 and i'm like okay i'm waiting for the
GBj9n42bxnk-00558-00111935-00112102 judge to call my name and ask me what
GBj9n42bxnk-00559-00112103-00112399 happened next time i hear my name miss
GBj9n42bxnk-00560-00112400-00112639 bruno any objections
GBj9n42bxnk-00561-00112640-00112719 what
GBj9n42bxnk-00562-00112720-00112847 to what
GBj9n42bxnk-00563-00112848-00113078 yeah then my attorney to the children
GBj9n42bxnk-00564-00113079-00113254 being placed with their father
GBj9n42bxnk-00565-00113255-00113375 said no
GBj9n42bxnk-00566-00113376-00113486 and that's might not spend any
GBj9n42bxnk-00567-00113488-00113639 objections no
GBj9n42bxnk-00568-00113640-00113799 okay children will be placed with their
GBj9n42bxnk-00569-00113800-00114023 father miss brando you have 24 hours to
GBj9n42bxnk-00570-00114024-00114166 vacate your home
GBj9n42bxnk-00571-00114167-00114319 you are court ordered to take child
GBj9n42bxnk-00572-00114320-00114471 abuse classes parenting classes
GBj9n42bxnk-00573-00114472-00114623 individual counseling
GBj9n42bxnk-00574-00114624-00114799 and a case worker will be contacting you
GBj9n42bxnk-00575-00114800-00115166 regarding visitation breakthrough joint
GBj9n42bxnk-00576-00115167-00115447 that was that was it
GBj9n42bxnk-00577-00115448-00115671 so within 15 minutes
GBj9n42bxnk-00578-00115672-00115902 they took everything away from me
GBj9n42bxnk-00579-00115903-00116127 without any due process
GBj9n42bxnk-00580-00116128-00116278 right there was never
GBj9n42bxnk-00581-00116279-00116463 like an actual case presented there was
GBj9n42bxnk-00582-00116464-00116647 never proof given there was never an
GBj9n42bxnk-00583-00116648-00116807 investigation of the nanny there was
GBj9n42bxnk-00584-00116808-00116927 nothing
GBj9n42bxnk-00585-00116928-00117039 wow
GBj9n42bxnk-00586-00117040-00117247 so i'm like i you know leave that
GBj9n42bxnk-00587-00117248-00117447 courtroom crying with my mom i'm there
GBj9n42bxnk-00588-00117448-00117590 in the hallway and my attorney's like i
GBj9n42bxnk-00589-00117591-00117854 told you this is gonna happen yeah but
GBj9n42bxnk-00590-00117855-00118047 still yeah thanks what's happening
GBj9n42bxnk-00591-00118048-00118199 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00592-00118200-00118327 i'm like what am i supposed to do now
GBj9n42bxnk-00593-00118328-00118478 where am i supposed to go okay i can't
GBj9n42bxnk-00594-00118479-00118671 go home i'm an only child my whole
GBj9n42bxnk-00595-00118672-00118799 family's at brazil where am i supposed
GBj9n42bxnk-00596-00118800-00118927 to live
GBj9n42bxnk-00597-00118928-00119063 well as long as your son is in the
GBj9n42bxnk-00598-00119064-00119263 hospital sleep there they can't kick you
GBj9n42bxnk-00599-00119264-00119431 out
GBj9n42bxnk-00600-00119432-00119695 okay don't tell them go to my house
GBj9n42bxnk-00601-00119696-00119854 clean out everything
GBj9n42bxnk-00602-00119855-00120102 donate half my wardrobe everything else
GBj9n42bxnk-00603-00120103-00120278 my lord my neighbor my next door
GBj9n42bxnk-00604-00120279-00120414 neighbor was gracious enough to let me
GBj9n42bxnk-00605-00120415-00120654 keep everything in his house
GBj9n42bxnk-00606-00120655-00120871 and i sleep at the hospital and my mom
GBj9n42bxnk-00607-00120872-00121063 you know everybody's in shock
GBj9n42bxnk-00608-00121064-00121278 my mom goes to church ask pastor to come
GBj9n42bxnk-00609-00121279-00121454 pray he was out of the country at the
GBj9n42bxnk-00610-00121455-00121695 time but his wife came to the hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-00611-00121696-00121902 and she prayed for my son and she looked
GBj9n42bxnk-00612-00121903-00122063 at me and she said i've been praying and
GBj9n42bxnk-00613-00122064-00122423 god told me you're coming home with me
GBj9n42bxnk-00614-00122424-00122551 so you know i've been going to this
GBj9n42bxnk-00615-00122552-00122783 church for about six years but
GBj9n42bxnk-00616-00122783-00122943 high by relationship wasn't really
GBj9n42bxnk-00617-00122944-00123143 intimate with either one of them so she
GBj9n42bxnk-00618-00123144-00123302 basically invited a stranger to go live
GBj9n42bxnk-00619-00123303-00123439 with her
GBj9n42bxnk-00620-00123440-00123534 and
GBj9n42bxnk-00621-00123535-00123639 i couldn't have asked for a better
GBj9n42bxnk-00622-00123640-00123783 friend at that point
GBj9n42bxnk-00623-00123783-00123975 prayed with me cried with me left with
GBj9n42bxnk-00624-00123976-00124166 me you know did everything
GBj9n42bxnk-00625-00124167-00124551 that i needed that support at the time
GBj9n42bxnk-00626-00124552-00124799 so i was given seven hours of monitored
GBj9n42bxnk-00627-00124800-00125023 visitation with both my sons
GBj9n42bxnk-00628-00125024-00125175 i started attending those child abuse
GBj9n42bxnk-00629-00125176-00125343 classes and the parenting classes and i
GBj9n42bxnk-00630-00125344-00125486 thought you know what the heck am i
GBj9n42bxnk-00631-00125488-00125614 gonna do in the child abuse class
GBj9n42bxnk-00632-00125615-00125758 probably gonna be in here with a bunch
GBj9n42bxnk-00633-00125759-00126102 of alcoholics drugged drunk tattooed
GBj9n42bxnk-00634-00126103-00126271 pierced up people
GBj9n42bxnk-00635-00126272-00126375 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00636-00126376-00126583 and when i get there everybody is in the
GBj9n42bxnk-00637-00126583-00126743 same boat that i was
GBj9n42bxnk-00638-00126744-00126871 what
GBj9n42bxnk-00639-00126872-00127023 yes
GBj9n42bxnk-00640-00127024-00127295 so there was about 30 of us in there
GBj9n42bxnk-00641-00127296-00127486 and i mean they
GBj9n42bxnk-00642-00127488-00127743 black white old young rich poor you name
GBj9n42bxnk-00643-00127744-00127854 it
GBj9n42bxnk-00644-00127855-00128102 different blocks of life in there
GBj9n42bxnk-00645-00128103-00128375 and they could complete my sentences and
GBj9n42bxnk-00646-00128376-00128558 i was the newbie at the group and
GBj9n42bxnk-00647-00128559-00128727 everybody starts off the group by
GBj9n42bxnk-00648-00128728-00128902 telling what happened
GBj9n42bxnk-00649-00128903-00129063 like oh doctor wang
GBj9n42bxnk-00650-00129064-00129271 oh your caseworker is so so oh your
GBj9n42bxnk-00651-00129272-00129495 judge is so and so oh the diagnosis
GBj9n42bxnk-00652-00129496-00129734 non-accidental blood force trauma
GBj9n42bxnk-00653-00129735-00129871 wow
GBj9n42bxnk-00654-00129872-00129975 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00655-00129976-00130151 like how do you know this
GBj9n42bxnk-00656-00130152-00130327 and even the facilitators they're like
GBj9n42bxnk-00657-00130328-00130623 yeah they do this all the time
GBj9n42bxnk-00658-00130624-00130783 why
GBj9n42bxnk-00659-00130783-00130919 and you know they kind of roll their
GBj9n42bxnk-00660-00130920-00131159 eyes they say
GBj9n42bxnk-00661-00131160-00131319 yeah there's a lot of different
GBj9n42bxnk-00662-00131320-00131502 variables
GBj9n42bxnk-00663-00131503-00131639 you know and i
GBj9n42bxnk-00664-00131640-00131814 i you know it's you can't understand it
GBj9n42bxnk-00665-00131815-00131983 like it's unbelievable and there's this
GBj9n42bxnk-00666-00131984-00132166 old saying when things don't make sense
GBj9n42bxnk-00667-00132167-00132414 follow the money right
GBj9n42bxnk-00668-00132415-00132502 so
GBj9n42bxnk-00669-00132503-00132639 going back a little bit when they took
GBj9n42bxnk-00670-00132640-00132871 my son and we didn't know where he was
GBj9n42bxnk-00671-00132872-00133039 they had taken him to the county
GBj9n42bxnk-00672-00133040-00133239 children's shelter
GBj9n42bxnk-00673-00133240-00133375 and that's where he was and they
GBj9n42bxnk-00674-00133376-00133535 released him to my mom
GBj9n42bxnk-00675-00133536-00133823 48 hours later before we had the 72-hour
GBj9n42bxnk-00676-00133824-00133990 hearing
GBj9n42bxnk-00677-00133991-00134151 and when they released them to my mom
GBj9n42bxnk-00678-00134152-00134302 they went to her house did the walk
GBj9n42bxnk-00679-00134303-00134527 through they asked her she would adopt
GBj9n42bxnk-00680-00134528-00134751 both my sons
GBj9n42bxnk-00681-00134752-00134959 before i even had a hearing
GBj9n42bxnk-00682-00134960-00135271 wow and my mom is like no they give them
GBj9n42bxnk-00683-00135272-00135551 back to their mom who they belong right
GBj9n42bxnk-00684-00135552-00135775 the social worker tells my mom well we
GBj9n42bxnk-00685-00135776-00135887 don't know what the judge is going to
GBj9n42bxnk-00686-00135888-00136151 order so if the judge orders the removal
GBj9n42bxnk-00687-00136152-00136375 of the children will you adopt them
GBj9n42bxnk-00688-00136376-00136575 mom says what happens if i don't i'm
GBj9n42bxnk-00689-00136576-00136759 going to go to foster care
GBj9n42bxnk-00690-00136760-00137039 so my mom signs the adoption papers
GBj9n42bxnk-00691-00137040-00137214 and the social worker hands her two
GBj9n42bxnk-00692-00137215-00137390 checks for six hundred and eighty
GBj9n42bxnk-00693-00137391-00137566 dollars each
GBj9n42bxnk-00694-00137567-00137727 like you'll be receiving six hundred and
GBj9n42bxnk-00695-00137728-00137966 eighty dollars a month per child
GBj9n42bxnk-00696-00137967-00138175 they will qualify for medicaid they will
GBj9n42bxnk-00697-00138176-00138343 receive food stamps they will receive
GBj9n42bxnk-00698-00138344-00138502 this they will get that all the social
GBj9n42bxnk-00699-00138503-00138783 welfare stuff that we had in california
GBj9n42bxnk-00700-00138784-00138911 and my mom tells her i don't want your
GBj9n42bxnk-00701-00138912-00139054 money
GBj9n42bxnk-00702-00139055-00139263 yeah it is it's there to help help the
GBj9n42bxnk-00703-00139264-00139463 families
GBj9n42bxnk-00704-00139464-00139607 and my mom's like can i save it for the
GBj9n42bxnk-00705-00139608-00139999 lawyers
GBj9n42bxnk-00706-00140000-00140175 so you know now i'm in the child abuse
GBj9n42bxnk-00707-00140176-00140247 class
GBj9n42bxnk-00708-00140248-00140407 a few weeks later
GBj9n42bxnk-00709-00140408-00140678 and i'm seeing like children's
GBj9n42bxnk-00710-00140679-00140878 just getting taken away we have
GBj9n42bxnk-00711-00140879-00141078 disgruntled exes we have playground
GBj9n42bxnk-00712-00141079-00141254 accidents we have bathtubs slipping
GBj9n42bxnk-00713-00141255-00141454 accidents we have a lot of different
GBj9n42bxnk-00714-00141455-00141566 things
GBj9n42bxnk-00715-00141567-00141847 and there's so much money involved
GBj9n42bxnk-00716-00141848-00142166 in this system so much money
GBj9n42bxnk-00717-00142167-00142431 that where they were offering my mom 680
GBj9n42bxnk-00718-00142432-00142678 dollars a month the state gets anywhere
GBj9n42bxnk-00719-00142679-00143031 between 2 000 to 8 000 a month per child
GBj9n42bxnk-00720-00143032-00143135 per month
GBj9n42bxnk-00721-00143136-00143287 from whom
GBj9n42bxnk-00722-00143288-00143566 the federal government
GBj9n42bxnk-00723-00143567-00143759 and it was actually a law called the
GBj9n42bxnk-00724-00143760-00144014 adoptions and safe families act
GBj9n42bxnk-00725-00144015-00144311 signed by bill clinton in
GBj9n42bxnk-00726-00144312-00144375 which i 1997
GBj9n42bxnk-00727-00144376-00144495 know if you remember back then the
GBj9n42bxnk-00728-00144496-00144735 buzzwords forever family you know take
GBj9n42bxnk-00729-00144736-00144878 the village
GBj9n42bxnk-00730-00144879-00145078 and you know too many children in foster
GBj9n42bxnk-00731-00145079-00145375 care without having stability or regular
GBj9n42bxnk-00732-00145376-00145478 homes
GBj9n42bxnk-00733-00145479-00145711 so their solution was let's incentivize
GBj9n42bxnk-00734-00145712-00145919 the states to speed up the adoption
GBj9n42bxnk-00735-00145920-00146047 process
GBj9n42bxnk-00736-00146048-00146271 and that its children can find a stable
GBj9n42bxnk-00737-00146272-00146423 home
GBj9n42bxnk-00738-00146424-00146575 the one question that never seems to be
GBj9n42bxnk-00739-00146576-00146695 asked is should these children have been
GBj9n42bxnk-00740-00146696-00147039 removed to begin to begin with right
GBj9n42bxnk-00741-00147040-00147287 so once that started all the states all
GBj9n42bxnk-00742-00147288-00147447 they saw were dollar signs right every
GBj9n42bxnk-00743-00147448-00147526 child
GBj9n42bxnk-00744-00147527-00147814 has a bounty on their head
GBj9n42bxnk-00745-00147815-00147999 and in my case where my lord told me
GBj9n42bxnk-00746-00148000-00148095 they're under two years old and
GBj9n42bxnk-00747-00148096-00148247 non-verbal
GBj9n42bxnk-00748-00148248-00148447 they can't defend themselves right they
GBj9n42bxnk-00749-00148448-00148671 can't speak to what happened
GBj9n42bxnk-00750-00148672-00148895 and how many people out there would love
GBj9n42bxnk-00751-00148896-00149159 to adopt a baby
GBj9n42bxnk-00752-00149160-00149390 right at the award baby and i don't
GBj9n42bxnk-00753-00149391-00149583 imagine what a potent what a caseworker
GBj9n42bxnk-00754-00149584-00149807 would tell a potential foster family
GBj9n42bxnk-00755-00149808-00150199 about this yeah right like can you
GBj9n42bxnk-00756-00150200-00150383 please help this child
GBj9n42bxnk-00757-00150384-00150614 that was brutally critically injured in
GBj9n42bxnk-00758-00150615-00150863 the care of his mom with the cranial
GBj9n42bxnk-00759-00150864-00150983 fracture
GBj9n42bxnk-00760-00150984-00151102 well yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00761-00151103-00151383 and his baby brother right 20 months old
GBj9n42bxnk-00762-00151384-00151583 will you please help these children
GBj9n42bxnk-00763-00151584-00151863 and of course any sane person absolutely
GBj9n42bxnk-00764-00151864-00152111 right keep this witch away from them
GBj9n42bxnk-00765-00152112-00152247 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00766-00152248-00152519 so you know started seeing that
GBj9n42bxnk-00767-00152520-00152687 what happens behind the curt people
GBj9n42bxnk-00768-00152688-00152831 really don't know what happens behind
GBj9n42bxnk-00769-00152832-00152975 the curtain
GBj9n42bxnk-00770-00152976-00153159 and that there is no due process you are
GBj9n42bxnk-00771-00153160-00153278 a guilty
GBj9n42bxnk-00772-00153279-00153663 until proven innocent in this system
GBj9n42bxnk-00773-00153664-00153743 and
GBj9n42bxnk-00774-00153744-00153895 one day you know as i'm going through
GBj9n42bxnk-00775-00153896-00154054 this somebody really close to me called
GBj9n42bxnk-00776-00154055-00154247 me and said rachel one word keeps coming
GBj9n42bxnk-00777-00154248-00154414 to my mind i've been praying and one
GBj9n42bxnk-00778-00154415-00154590 word keeps coming to my mind
GBj9n42bxnk-00779-00154591-00154887 and it's repent
GBj9n42bxnk-00780-00154888-00154975 okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00781-00154976-00155254 okay of what kind of felt like job at
GBj9n42bxnk-00782-00155255-00155447 that moment
GBj9n42bxnk-00783-00155448-00155671 yeah for sure
GBj9n42bxnk-00784-00155672-00155839 but you know god knows their heart that
GBj9n42bxnk-00785-00155840-00156119 knows my heart i took it in prayer later
GBj9n42bxnk-00786-00156120-00156495 that night okay god who sinned
GBj9n42bxnk-00787-00156496-00156775 holy spirit says nothing my daughter
GBj9n42bxnk-00788-00156776-00156951 this is just the broken world that i
GBj9n42bxnk-00789-00156952-00157102 live in
GBj9n42bxnk-00790-00157103-00157295 what you're witnessing right now is the
GBj9n42bxnk-00791-00157296-00157511 destruction of the family
GBj9n42bxnk-00792-00157512-00157671 which is what satan has been trying to
GBj9n42bxnk-00793-00157672-00157959 do from the moment i created it
GBj9n42bxnk-00794-00157960-00158199 that's right cain and abel
GBj9n42bxnk-00795-00158200-00158335 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00796-00158336-00158575 adam and eve yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00797-00158576-00158654 but
GBj9n42bxnk-00798-00158655-00158783 no fear not
GBj9n42bxnk-00799-00158784-00158999 i've already taken care of your children
GBj9n42bxnk-00800-00159000-00159151 it's going to be for a short period of
GBj9n42bxnk-00801-00159152-00159263 time
GBj9n42bxnk-00802-00159264-00159535 be still know that i'm god i will use
GBj9n42bxnk-00803-00159536-00159719 your family i will use your story
GBj9n42bxnk-00804-00159720-00159831 everything you are going through is not
GBj9n42bxnk-00805-00159832-00160039 going to be a thing
GBj9n42bxnk-00806-00160040-00160247 so
GBj9n42bxnk-00807-00160248-00160431 right from like why me and why is this
GBj9n42bxnk-00808-00160432-00160614 happening and this is so unfair and you
GBj9n42bxnk-00809-00160615-00160814 know all those thoughts too
GBj9n42bxnk-00810-00160815-00161007 might not be
GBj9n42bxnk-00811-00161008-00161166 where you know jesus went through
GBj9n42bxnk-00812-00161167-00161326 everything in this world suffered
GBj9n42bxnk-00813-00161327-00161551 injustice and everything
GBj9n42bxnk-00814-00161552-00161639 and
GBj9n42bxnk-00815-00161640-00161831 i have the hope you know that i know
GBj9n42bxnk-00816-00161832-00162111 jesus i have this relationship with god
GBj9n42bxnk-00817-00162112-00162343 i have an amazing community around me my
GBj9n42bxnk-00818-00162344-00162495 family never for once doubted my
GBj9n42bxnk-00819-00162496-00162639 character
GBj9n42bxnk-00820-00162640-00162831 i had the resources i had the finances i
GBj9n42bxnk-00821-00162832-00162999 had the education
GBj9n42bxnk-00822-00163000-00163126 what about all these other people who
GBj9n42bxnk-00823-00163127-00163343 are in the child abuse us with me
GBj9n42bxnk-00824-00163344-00163583 that either have nothing
GBj9n42bxnk-00825-00163584-00163726 right or have bits and pieces and don't
GBj9n42bxnk-00826-00163727-00163887 know how to put it together
GBj9n42bxnk-00827-00163888-00163966 right
GBj9n42bxnk-00828-00163967-00164223 and i just shifted my prayer life my
GBj9n42bxnk-00829-00164224-00164543 focus from me to these families
GBj9n42bxnk-00830-00164544-00164743 and god gave me just
GBj9n42bxnk-00831-00164744-00164895 a calling a love
GBj9n42bxnk-00832-00164896-00165175 for its families
GBj9n42bxnk-00833-00165176-00165375 and we became you know very dystopian
GBj9n42bxnk-00834-00165376-00165590 support group i could get
GBj9n42bxnk-00835-00165591-00165871 good breaths through this
GBj9n42bxnk-00836-00165872-00166223 so it was 40 days and 40 nights that i
GBj9n42bxnk-00837-00166224-00166511 had been kicked out of my house
GBj9n42bxnk-00838-00166512-00166647 i think i've read those numbers
GBj9n42bxnk-00839-00166648-00166895 somewhere before yep
GBj9n42bxnk-00840-00166896-00167047 i had a hearing
GBj9n42bxnk-00841-00167048-00167271 and my attorney tells me the case is
GBj9n42bxnk-00842-00167272-00167438 still open the status hasn't changed the
GBj9n42bxnk-00843-00167439-00167623 criminal investigation is still open so
GBj9n42bxnk-00844-00167624-00167766 nothing's gonna happen today don't waste
GBj9n42bxnk-00845-00167767-00167990 your time i won't waste mine
GBj9n42bxnk-00846-00167991-00168151 i tell my husband like i don't care what
GBj9n42bxnk-00847-00168152-00168414 he says we're going yeah for sure
GBj9n42bxnk-00848-00168415-00168631 going to the court house i sit there in
GBj9n42bxnk-00849-00168632-00168838 the hallway for about two hours my
GBj9n42bxnk-00850-00168839-00169054 attorney calls me where are you
GBj9n42bxnk-00851-00169055-00169175 courthouse
GBj9n42bxnk-00852-00169176-00169335 okay on my way might be able to do
GBj9n42bxnk-00853-00169336-00169431 something
GBj9n42bxnk-00854-00169432-00169647 things up on me
GBj9n42bxnk-00855-00169648-00169814 okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00856-00169815-00169902 so
GBj9n42bxnk-00857-00169903-00170102 start texting everybody again everybody
GBj9n42bxnk-00858-00170103-00170263 start praying
GBj9n42bxnk-00859-00170264-00170438 now at this point i mean you know i'm
GBj9n42bxnk-00860-00170439-00170678 from brazil my dad was a pastor in
GBj9n42bxnk-00861-00170679-00170926 brazil my grandpa was a pastor in brazil
GBj9n42bxnk-00862-00170927-00171151 so they knew me they knew my family and
GBj9n42bxnk-00863-00171152-00171335 the very first day that lucas went into
GBj9n42bxnk-00864-00171336-00171614 that hospital into the operating room
GBj9n42bxnk-00865-00171615-00171823 i had a pastor in brazil who has a
GBj9n42bxnk-00866-00171824-00172063 congregation of about 5 000 people
GBj9n42bxnk-00867-00172064-00172199 i'll stand up
GBj9n42bxnk-00868-00172200-00172399 like everybody stand up raise your hands
GBj9n42bxnk-00869-00172400-00172535 to the north
GBj9n42bxnk-00870-00172536-00172719 and we are going to lift up this family
GBj9n42bxnk-00871-00172720-00172911 and we're going to spend the next 40
GBj9n42bxnk-00872-00172912-00173414 days fasting
GBj9n42bxnk-00873-00173415-00173638 so what's the poorest day
GBj9n42bxnk-00874-00173639-00173887 i'm telling them like here we are so
GBj9n42bxnk-00875-00173888-00174023 start praying i don't know what's going
GBj9n42bxnk-00876-00174024-00174223 to happen something's going to happen
GBj9n42bxnk-00877-00174224-00174302 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00878-00174303-00174463 so my attorney comes down the hallway i
GBj9n42bxnk-00879-00174464-00174638 go hug him pushes me away he's like i
GBj9n42bxnk-00880-00174639-00174799 can't make you any promises don't hug me
GBj9n42bxnk-00881-00174800-00174895 yet
GBj9n42bxnk-00882-00174896-00175023 okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00883-00175024-00175166 that's enough
GBj9n42bxnk-00884-00175167-00175471 comes back out initial this sign this i
GBj9n42bxnk-00885-00175472-00175583 don't even know what i'm signing what
GBj9n42bxnk-00886-00175584-00175735 i'm initialing i'm just trusting god and
GBj9n42bxnk-00887-00175736-00175983 my attorney at that point
GBj9n42bxnk-00888-00175984-00176159 three hours go by back and forth back
GBj9n42bxnk-00889-00176160-00176302 and forth back and forth comes out with
GBj9n42bxnk-00890-00176303-00176647 a stack of papers about 700 pages and he
GBj9n42bxnk-00891-00176648-00176871 says okay here's the deal
GBj9n42bxnk-00892-00176872-00177014 if you're willing to sign this document
GBj9n42bxnk-00893-00177015-00177207 today the way it is written
GBj9n42bxnk-00894-00177208-00177399 there's nothing in here admitting guilt
GBj9n42bxnk-00895-00177400-00177519 there's nothing in here saying that you
GBj9n42bxnk-00896-00177520-00177623 did this
GBj9n42bxnk-00897-00177624-00177775 the social workers narrative the police
GBj9n42bxnk-00898-00177776-00177943 investigation the medical records the
GBj9n42bxnk-00899-00177944-00178119 services you've taken
GBj9n42bxnk-00900-00178120-00178438 they will let you go home today
GBj9n42bxnk-00901-00178439-00178575 at that point if they told me to chop
GBj9n42bxnk-00902-00178576-00178790 off my leg i would have done it
GBj9n42bxnk-00903-00178791-00179023 right still it's a lot of trust
GBj9n42bxnk-00904-00179024-00179102 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00905-00179103-00179351 but i'm like okay let's do it
GBj9n42bxnk-00906-00179352-00179511 and he looked at me like i've been doing
GBj9n42bxnk-00907-00179512-00179678 this for 23 years
GBj9n42bxnk-00908-00179679-00179838 and i have never seen them let anybody
GBj9n42bxnk-00909-00179839-00180111 go home before trial
GBj9n42bxnk-00910-00180112-00180390 you definitely have a higher power
GBj9n42bxnk-00911-00180391-00180502 wow
GBj9n42bxnk-00912-00180503-00180814 i do amen
GBj9n42bxnk-00913-00180815-00181054 so i go home that day you know try to
GBj9n42bxnk-00914-00181055-00181278 get everything back to normal
GBj9n42bxnk-00915-00181279-00181519 our case remained open for six months
GBj9n42bxnk-00916-00181520-00181647 where they put us on what they call a
GBj9n42bxnk-00917-00181648-00181814 family maintenance plan and a social
GBj9n42bxnk-00918-00181815-00181999 worker comes to your house every month
GBj9n42bxnk-00919-00182000-00182135 and at the end of the six months it was
GBj9n42bxnk-00920-00182136-00182263 her recommendation that the case be
GBj9n42bxnk-00921-00182264-00182431 closed
GBj9n42bxnk-00922-00182432-00182663 the criminal investigation didn't close
GBj9n42bxnk-00923-00182664-00182902 till about a year later and run out for
GBj9n42bxnk-00924-00182903-00183119 lack of evidence
GBj9n42bxnk-00925-00183120-00183326 but you know everything was done i could
GBj9n42bxnk-00926-00183327-00183502 have just closed that chapter in my life
GBj9n42bxnk-00927-00183503-00183663 and moved on
GBj9n42bxnk-00928-00183664-00183854 but i had a fire up my butt
GBj9n42bxnk-00929-00183855-00183990 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00930-00183991-00184143 like witnessing everything that i had
GBj9n42bxnk-00931-00184144-00184326 and the injustice that i had
GBj9n42bxnk-00932-00184327-00184454 and that i was still in touch with those
GBj9n42bxnk-00933-00184455-00184654 people in the child abuse class right
GBj9n42bxnk-00934-00184655-00184863 this is still something that's happening
GBj9n42bxnk-00935-00184864-00185087 yeah roll in it's finished but it's
GBj9n42bxnk-00936-00185088-00185278 still happening it's still happening and
GBj9n42bxnk-00937-00185279-00185447 out of the 30 people in that child abuse
GBj9n42bxnk-00938-00185448-00185775 class three of us got our kids back
GBj9n42bxnk-00939-00185776-00185878 what
GBj9n42bxnk-00940-00185879-00186078 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00941-00186079-00186302 and one of the women that is still my
GBj9n42bxnk-00942-00186303-00186471 friend to this day she had the same
GBj9n42bxnk-00943-00186472-00186719 attorney i did the same judge i did the
GBj9n42bxnk-00944-00186720-00186926 same caseworker i did the same hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-00945-00186927-00187054 that i went to
GBj9n42bxnk-00946-00187055-00187175 and she had her parental rights
GBj9n42bxnk-00947-00187176-00187375 terminated
GBj9n42bxnk-00948-00187376-00187671 and all four of her children were taken
GBj9n42bxnk-00949-00187672-00187854 her husband's two children were taken
GBj9n42bxnk-00950-00187855-00188031 because he wouldn't divorce her
GBj9n42bxnk-00951-00188032-00188207 oh my goodness
GBj9n42bxnk-00952-00188208-00188383 and you know i'm just like this is crazy
GBj9n42bxnk-00953-00188384-00188550 you know people it's unbelievable like
GBj9n42bxnk-00954-00188551-00188911 people have no idea what is happening
GBj9n42bxnk-00955-00188912-00189102 yeah if i read that in a book i thought
GBj9n42bxnk-00956-00189103-00189326 well somebody's taking a lot of
GBj9n42bxnk-00957-00189327-00189543 liberties here for a story
GBj9n42bxnk-00958-00189544-00189702 right exactly or people think you know
GBj9n42bxnk-00959-00189703-00189902 she must have done something wrong like
GBj9n42bxnk-00960-00189903-00189999 something
GBj9n42bxnk-00961-00190000-00190150 that she's not telling you or that she's
GBj9n42bxnk-00962-00190151-00190390 hiding or something right
GBj9n42bxnk-00963-00190391-00190559 and i'm like i was there like there was
GBj9n42bxnk-00964-00190560-00190759 nothing
GBj9n42bxnk-00965-00190760-00190935 she was at the child abuse bus with me
GBj9n42bxnk-00966-00190936-00191102 she finished it and they said that it
GBj9n42bxnk-00967-00191103-00191366 wasn't enough like she didn't complete
GBj9n42bxnk-00968-00191367-00191566 the services when she did
GBj9n42bxnk-00969-00191567-00191719 oh my goodness
GBj9n42bxnk-00970-00191720-00191999 so because there is no due process right
GBj9n42bxnk-00971-00192000-00192166 there is no accountability whatever the
GBj9n42bxnk-00972-00192167-00192375 social worker writes in that report is
GBj9n42bxnk-00973-00192376-00192583 the only thing that the judge reads
GBj9n42bxnk-00974-00192584-00192687 wow
GBj9n42bxnk-00975-00192688-00192863 so it's written down right and if you
GBj9n42bxnk-00976-00192864-00192999 want to appeal it if you want to do it
GBj9n42bxnk-00977-00193000-00193150 then it's a whole other process and
GBj9n42bxnk-00978-00193151-00193326 meanwhile while you're trying to fight
GBj9n42bxnk-00979-00193327-00193502 for this they're already trying to adopt
GBj9n42bxnk-00980-00193503-00193678 your children out sure
GBj9n42bxnk-00981-00193679-00193911 yeah because there's money to be made
GBj9n42bxnk-00982-00193912-00194014 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-00983-00194015-00194102 so
GBj9n42bxnk-00984-00194103-00194295 i called a civil rights attorney at this
GBj9n42bxnk-00985-00194296-00194519 point no my previous attorney had told
GBj9n42bxnk-00986-00194520-00194702 me because i had asked him i'm like
GBj9n42bxnk-00987-00194703-00194895 can't we get these people like is that
GBj9n42bxnk-00988-00194896-00195078 there's something we can do
GBj9n42bxnk-00989-00195079-00195223 and he would tell me
GBj9n42bxnk-00990-00195224-00195463 don't you dare talk about this right now
GBj9n42bxnk-00991-00195464-00195702 right go i see it finalize
GBj9n42bxnk-00992-00195703-00195895 how vengeful these people are and if
GBj9n42bxnk-00993-00195896-00196175 they know make flooding something
GBj9n42bxnk-00994-00196176-00196678 you don't talk to anybody okay okay
GBj9n42bxnk-00995-00196679-00196878 so it's finally finalized i got a civil
GBj9n42bxnk-00996-00196879-00197183 rights attorney okay and again where are
GBj9n42bxnk-00997-00197184-00197526 we living
GBj9n42bxnk-00998-00197527-00197790 it's like gestapo right
GBj9n42bxnk-00999-00197791-00197966 oh my gosh
GBj9n42bxnk-01000-00197967-00198126 so the civil rights attorney told me i
GBj9n42bxnk-01001-00198127-00198247 do have a cape
GBj9n42bxnk-01002-00198248-00198414 we filed a petition
GBj9n42bxnk-01003-00198415-00198607 and it was based on the fourth amendment
GBj9n42bxnk-01004-00198608-00198854 and 14th amendment violations which is
GBj9n42bxnk-01005-00198855-00199078 the legal and seizure
GBj9n42bxnk-01006-00199079-00199254 we found out they never had a warrant to
GBj9n42bxnk-01007-00199255-00199559 remove either one of our children
GBj9n42bxnk-01008-00199560-00199735 and the 14th amendment which is the
GBj9n42bxnk-01009-00199736-00199983 right to privacy that a family has a
GBj9n42bxnk-01010-00199984-00200150 right to raise their family as they see
GBj9n42bxnk-01011-00200151-00200495 fit with minimal government interference
GBj9n42bxnk-01012-00200496-00200695 so we were able to get all the discovery
GBj9n42bxnk-01013-00200696-00200863 documents the juvenile records which
GBj9n42bxnk-01014-00200864-00201071 usually remain sealed until the children
GBj9n42bxnk-01015-00201072-00201207 are 18.
GBj9n42bxnk-01016-00201208-00201359 so even as a parent i would not have
GBj9n42bxnk-01017-00201360-00201559 access to those files until they're 18.
GBj9n42bxnk-01018-00201560-00201671 oh wow
GBj9n42bxnk-01019-00201672-00201919 yes unless i have some kind of motion or
GBj9n42bxnk-01020-00201920-00202126 some kind of good reason what the court
GBj9n42bxnk-01021-00202127-00202335 deems a good reason that i'm down to
GBj9n42bxnk-01022-00202336-00202471 these files
GBj9n42bxnk-01023-00202472-00202663 so we were suing we got the files that
GBj9n42bxnk-01024-00202664-00202902 was a whole other level of
GBj9n42bxnk-01025-00202903-00203047 wow
GBj9n42bxnk-01026-00203048-00203199 reading what the social workers had
GBj9n42bxnk-01027-00203200-00203350 written you know the police
GBj9n42bxnk-01028-00203351-00203575 investigation or lack thereof
GBj9n42bxnk-01029-00203576-00203775 yeah what they had done to my son when
GBj9n42bxnk-01030-00203776-00203959 they took him from my mom's house and to
GBj9n42bxnk-01031-00203960-00204166 the children's shelter
GBj9n42bxnk-01032-00204167-00204438 they gave my son 13 vaccinations without
GBj9n42bxnk-01033-00204439-00204743 our consent without a warrant without a
GBj9n42bxnk-01034-00204744-00204919 court order
GBj9n42bxnk-01035-00204919-00205079 they forced him through a full skeletal
GBj9n42bxnk-01036-00205080-00205303 survey which is basically a picture of
GBj9n42bxnk-01037-00205304-00205414 every image
GBj9n42bxnk-01038-00205415-00205542 yeah there are definitely a lot of
GBj9n42bxnk-01039-00205544-00205766 radiation
GBj9n42bxnk-01040-00205767-00206055 he gave him an anal wink test
GBj9n42bxnk-01041-00206056-00206286 which is for allegations of sexual abuse
GBj9n42bxnk-01042-00206287-00206455 when there weren't even any suspicions
GBj9n42bxnk-01043-00206456-00206694 of sexual abuse
GBj9n42bxnk-01044-00206696-00207086 and i'm like oh my god my poor child
GBj9n42bxnk-01045-00207087-00207255 and he
GBj9n42bxnk-01046-00207256-00207503 he bore the front of this as for trauma
GBj9n42bxnk-01047-00207504-00207686 concern you know even after i was
GBj9n42bxnk-01048-00207687-00207871 allowed to go back home i mean he
GBj9n42bxnk-01049-00207871-00208110 rejected me for probably about a year
GBj9n42bxnk-01050-00208111-00208294 you know he was pinching himself he
GBj9n42bxnk-01051-00208296-00208510 would bite himself
GBj9n42bxnk-01052-00208511-00208694 and he had why you mommy i don't want
GBj9n42bxnk-01053-00208696-00208775 you
GBj9n42bxnk-01054-00208776-00208951 every time we would visit my mom's house
GBj9n42bxnk-01055-00208952-00209094 have to leave
GBj9n42bxnk-01056-00209096-00209279 it's like it brought back everything for
GBj9n42bxnk-01057-00209280-00209351 him
GBj9n42bxnk-01058-00209352-00209494 you know being dragged out of my mom's
GBj9n42bxnk-01059-00209496-00209751 house sure and we could not get him in
GBj9n42bxnk-01060-00209752-00209927 the car seat but my mom would have to go
GBj9n42bxnk-01061-00209928-00210079 in there would have to stop there would
GBj9n42bxnk-01062-00210080-00210215 have to sit with him in the car for like
GBj9n42bxnk-01063-00210216-00210455 20 minutes until that's okay
GBj9n42bxnk-01064-00210456-00210694 no i'm like sure i remember one day in
GBj9n42bxnk-01065-00210696-00210951 particular i was giving him a bath
GBj9n42bxnk-01066-00210952-00211142 and he just he was like hitting me like
GBj9n42bxnk-01067-00211144-00211351 i don't want you pushing me away
GBj9n42bxnk-01068-00211352-00211479 and i went to the bathroom and i just
GBj9n42bxnk-01069-00211480-00211767 started crying my god i can't do this
GBj9n42bxnk-01070-00211767-00211975 right i know he's the victim
GBj9n42bxnk-01071-00211976-00212271 i know it's trauma i know i know but
GBj9n42bxnk-01072-00212271-00212446 words hurt
GBj9n42bxnk-01073-00212448-00212598 okay and i
GBj9n42bxnk-01074-00212600-00212782 i'm the victim too right i didn't ask
GBj9n42bxnk-01075-00212783-00213023 for this i was i was thrust into this by
GBj9n42bxnk-01076-00213023-00213206 no fault of my own
GBj9n42bxnk-01077-00213207-00213342 i'm building a wall against my
GBj9n42bxnk-01078-00213344-00213791 three-year-old son like what do i do
GBj9n42bxnk-01079-00213792-00214127 led by the spirit again go talk to him
GBj9n42bxnk-01080-00214128-00214303 he said he's three years old he's not
GBj9n42bxnk-01081-00214304-00214591 gonna know what i'm talking about
GBj9n42bxnk-01082-00214592-00214831 yeah he will go talk to him
GBj9n42bxnk-01083-00214832-00215055 i got him out of bathtub dried him off
GBj9n42bxnk-01084-00215056-00215239 get him ready for his nap
GBj9n42bxnk-01085-00215240-00215446 and sat him on my lap said do you
GBj9n42bxnk-01086-00215448-00215542 remember
GBj9n42bxnk-01087-00215544-00215703 when your aunties had to come take care
GBj9n42bxnk-01088-00215704-00215855 of you
GBj9n42bxnk-01089-00215856-00216039 the first words out of his mouth is why
GBj9n42bxnk-01090-00216040-00216263 did you leave
GBj9n42bxnk-01091-00216264-00216542 he said okay so he does remember
GBj9n42bxnk-01092-00216544-00216719 i got my phone i got the pictures of his
GBj9n42bxnk-01093-00216719-00216910 brother i said this is what happened to
GBj9n42bxnk-01094-00216911-00217046 your brother
GBj9n42bxnk-01095-00217048-00217191 and they thought that mommy did this to
GBj9n42bxnk-01096-00217192-00217351 him
GBj9n42bxnk-01097-00217352-00217558 so you've never heard us mommy
GBj9n42bxnk-01098-00217559-00217710 like i know you know but they thought
GBj9n42bxnk-01099-00217711-00217863 that if mommy did this to him that i was
GBj9n42bxnk-01100-00217864-00218063 going to do it to you
GBj9n42bxnk-01101-00218064-00218303 it's like police officers are bad
GBj9n42bxnk-01102-00218304-00218558 doctors are bad
GBj9n42bxnk-01103-00218559-00218871 they're not bad just got some really
GBj9n42bxnk-01104-00218871-00219079 some made really bad choices they're not
GBj9n42bxnk-01105-00219080-00219175 all bad
GBj9n42bxnk-01106-00219176-00219327 but we had some that made really bad
GBj9n42bxnk-01107-00219328-00219455 choices
GBj9n42bxnk-01108-00219456-00219758 they got to go to jail
GBj9n42bxnk-01109-00219759-00219934 i don't know dude
GBj9n42bxnk-01110-00219935-00220279 i don't know but we have to forgive them
GBj9n42bxnk-01111-00220280-00220463 forgive the nanny we have to forgive the
GBj9n42bxnk-01112-00220464-00220623 police officers we have to forgive the
GBj9n42bxnk-01113-00220623-00220919 doctors everything that they did
GBj9n42bxnk-01114-00220919-00221167 god forgave us first right
GBj9n42bxnk-01115-00221167-00221455 so will you forgive them had nodded his
GBj9n42bxnk-01116-00221456-00221575 head
GBj9n42bxnk-01117-00221576-00221806 and i prayed with him
GBj9n42bxnk-01118-00221807-00222031 like so we forgive them but we're not
GBj9n42bxnk-01119-00222032-00222198 gonna let them get away with it okay
GBj9n42bxnk-01120-00222200-00222358 we're gonna fight
GBj9n42bxnk-01121-00222359-00223079 we could hit the mummy i'm like yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01122-00223080-00223167 and
GBj9n42bxnk-01123-00223167-00223319 i said you know we're going to take him
GBj9n42bxnk-01124-00223319-00223494 to court we're going to take him to the
GBj9n42bxnk-01125-00223496-00223591 judge
GBj9n42bxnk-01126-00223592-00223798 and the judge is going to decide but
GBj9n42bxnk-01127-00223800-00224031 regardless of what this judge decides
GBj9n42bxnk-01128-00224032-00224223 god is the final judge and one day
GBj9n42bxnk-01129-00224223-00224367 they're going to have to
GBj9n42bxnk-01130-00224367-00224558 look at god and god is going to judge
GBj9n42bxnk-01131-00224559-00224703 them
GBj9n42bxnk-01132-00224704-00224879 and from that moment on it was a
GBj9n42bxnk-01133-00224880-00224998 complete
GBj9n42bxnk-01134-00225000-00225246 180
GBj9n42bxnk-01135-00225248-00225382 like he just needed to know you know
GBj9n42bxnk-01136-00225383-00225567 that he wasn't abandoned
GBj9n42bxnk-01137-00225567-00225655 wow
GBj9n42bxnk-01138-00225656-00225855 needed some closure
GBj9n42bxnk-01139-00225856-00226046 and even knowing that the justice right
GBj9n42bxnk-01140-00226048-00226271 that we were fighting for justice and
GBj9n42bxnk-01141-00226271-00226623 that you know god was on our side and
GBj9n42bxnk-01142-00226623-00226791 the strength of the courage the faith
GBj9n42bxnk-01143-00226792-00226910 everything you know i think in that
GBj9n42bxnk-01144-00226911-00227071 little conversation he was able to pick
GBj9n42bxnk-01145-00227071-00227287 up on a lot of different lessons
GBj9n42bxnk-01146-00227288-00227534 that's amazing yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01147-00227535-00227687 so when we filed the petition i showed
GBj9n42bxnk-01148-00227688-00227894 it to him like here he is i signed it in
GBj9n42bxnk-01149-00227896-00228110 front of him he put it in the envelope
GBj9n42bxnk-01150-00228111-00228310 prayed over the envelope that took to
GBj9n42bxnk-01151-00228311-00228439 the mail
GBj9n42bxnk-01152-00228440-00228542 and
GBj9n42bxnk-01153-00228544-00228727 the process started
GBj9n42bxnk-01154-00228728-00228975 we have 28 hours of depositions
GBj9n42bxnk-01155-00228976-00229055 of
GBj9n42bxnk-01156-00229056-00229334 social workers the detectives the police
GBj9n42bxnk-01157-00229335-00229463 officers
GBj9n42bxnk-01158-00229464-00229734 and a lot of damning evidence
GBj9n42bxnk-01159-00229735-00229942 got text messages between the social
GBj9n42bxnk-01160-00229944-00230167 workers and law enforcement
GBj9n42bxnk-01161-00230167-00230463 before they even got to the hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-01162-00230464-00230631 social worker really sent a text message
GBj9n42bxnk-01163-00230632-00230839 to her supervisor saying i'm on my way
GBj9n42bxnk-01164-00230840-00231055 to the hospital infant with a cranial
GBj9n42bxnk-01165-00231056-00231310 fracture has a 20 month old sibling was
GBj9n42bxnk-01166-00231311-00231551 with the nanny per month
GBj9n42bxnk-01167-00231552-00231806 and the supervisor replies back omg you
GBj9n42bxnk-01168-00231807-00231998 think it was the nanny
GBj9n42bxnk-01169-00232000-00232246 and the social worker replies back no
GBj9n42bxnk-01170-00232248-00232471 think mo
GBj9n42bxnk-01171-00232471-00232646 before they ever talk to me
GBj9n42bxnk-01172-00232648-00232791 wow
GBj9n42bxnk-01173-00232792-00232975 and the law and the detectives are the
GBj9n42bxnk-01174-00232976-00233191 ones who told the social worker to seize
GBj9n42bxnk-01175-00233192-00233406 david my other son without a word
GBj9n42bxnk-01176-00233407-00233631 knowing they didn't have a warrant
GBj9n42bxnk-01177-00233632-00233839 and their legal loophole is called
GBj9n42bxnk-01178-00233840-00234015 exigent circumstances which is like a
GBj9n42bxnk-01179-00234016-00234182 life or death situation right the child
GBj9n42bxnk-01180-00234183-00234319 must be removed
GBj9n42bxnk-01181-00234319-00234479 there was no time to get a word you know
GBj9n42bxnk-01182-00234480-00234646 there was no safe space for the child i
GBj9n42bxnk-01183-00234648-00235055 mean all of which is not true
GBj9n42bxnk-01184-00235056-00235358 he was sound asleep and unharmed or even
GBj9n42bxnk-01185-00235359-00235479 with my husband who was out of state
GBj9n42bxnk-01186-00235480-00235623 they knew he was out of state he wasn't
GBj9n42bxnk-01187-00235623-00235791 even at the home he was not charged with
GBj9n42bxnk-01188-00235792-00235910 anything he was not a possible
GBj9n42bxnk-01189-00235911-00236175 perpetrator he was nothing
GBj9n42bxnk-01190-00236176-00236391 right so throughout this whole process
GBj9n42bxnk-01191-00236392-00236655 they knew that they were bad
GBj9n42bxnk-01192-00236656-00236958 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01193-00236959-00237046 and
GBj9n42bxnk-01194-00237048-00237223 they decided to settle you know they
GBj9n42bxnk-01195-00237223-00237391 wanted the mediation
GBj9n42bxnk-01196-00237392-00237679 and we settled in december of 2018 for
GBj9n42bxnk-01197-00237680-00238015 1.49 million dollars
GBj9n42bxnk-01198-00238016-00238223 so it was you know no amount of money is
GBj9n42bxnk-01199-00238223-00238415 ever going to repay us or whatever it's
GBj9n42bxnk-01200-00238416-00238527 through
GBj9n42bxnk-01201-00238528-00238719 but it did give us the opportunity clean
GBj9n42bxnk-01202-00238719-00238879 slate which is what my husband and i
GBj9n42bxnk-01203-00238880-00239079 wanted when we started this we had over
GBj9n42bxnk-01204-00239080-00239334 250 thousand dollars
GBj9n42bxnk-01205-00239335-00239527 well of course yeah we lost certain
GBj9n42bxnk-01206-00239528-00239751 bills lawyer bills yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01207-00239752-00239927 things you didn't think about that would
GBj9n42bxnk-01208-00239928-00240142 come up in that situation
GBj9n42bxnk-01209-00240144-00240223 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01210-00240223-00240439 so we were able to pay off our bills pay
GBj9n42bxnk-01211-00240440-00240719 our back taxes you know all the stuff
GBj9n42bxnk-01212-00240719-00240910 and gen start again you know and even at
GBj9n42bxnk-01213-00240911-00241055 the settlement
GBj9n42bxnk-01214-00241056-00241206 and like with my attorney i'm like i
GBj9n42bxnk-01215-00241207-00241463 don't care if i win one dollar at trial
GBj9n42bxnk-01216-00241464-00241598 i want these stupid people held
GBj9n42bxnk-01217-00241600-00241710 accountable
GBj9n42bxnk-01218-00241711-00241863 right now the judge to look at these
GBj9n42bxnk-01219-00241864-00241998 people out of jury to look at these
GBj9n42bxnk-01220-00242000-00242119 people
GBj9n42bxnk-01221-00242119-00242319 my attorney that i understand right now
GBj9n42bxnk-01222-00242319-00242494 i'm not saying you don't have marriage
GBj9n42bxnk-01223-00242496-00242615 you do i'm not saying you're going to
GBj9n42bxnk-01224-00242616-00242791 lose you probably will win
GBj9n42bxnk-01225-00242792-00242951 question is how much
GBj9n42bxnk-01226-00242952-00243158 and even if you do win they're going to
GBj9n42bxnk-01227-00243159-00243415 appeal it so we're back from square one
GBj9n42bxnk-01228-00243416-00243519 and you're going to be in there for
GBj9n42bxnk-01229-00243519-00243694 another five years
GBj9n42bxnk-01230-00243696-00243887 so think about the emotional tool think
GBj9n42bxnk-01231-00243888-00244094 about the financial tool although that's
GBj9n42bxnk-01232-00244096-00244294 going to be taken on your family
GBj9n42bxnk-01233-00244296-00244479 and it might not even be worth it at the
GBj9n42bxnk-01234-00244480-00244751 end right as far as the money right
GBj9n42bxnk-01235-00244752-00244919 so my advice to you is you take this
GBj9n42bxnk-01236-00244919-00245110 money and
GBj9n42bxnk-01237-00245111-00245334 and you know close this and start
GBj9n42bxnk-01238-00245335-00245527 something new
GBj9n42bxnk-01239-00245528-00245758 so i did
GBj9n42bxnk-01240-00245759-00246079 and here we are
GBj9n42bxnk-01241-00246080-00246287 so the federal laws are still on the
GBj9n42bxnk-01242-00246288-00246455 books though
GBj9n42bxnk-01243-00246456-00246606 the federal law is down in the civil
GBj9n42bxnk-01244-00246607-00246871 suit yeah this was a civil case
GBj9n42bxnk-01245-00246871-00247119 so totally separate from family court
GBj9n42bxnk-01246-00247119-00247358 so all of this could still be going on
GBj9n42bxnk-01247-00247359-00247558 could still be happening and it probably
GBj9n42bxnk-01248-00247559-00247887 is happening in a lot of places yeah and
GBj9n42bxnk-01249-00247888-00248046 again like i had the money to get a
GBj9n42bxnk-01250-00248048-00248206 civil rights attorney to spend three
GBj9n42bxnk-01251-00248207-00248463 years fighting for this
GBj9n42bxnk-01252-00248464-00248694 most families don't
GBj9n42bxnk-01253-00248696-00249079 and you are out of luck
GBj9n42bxnk-01254-00249080-00249282 so what's next in your
GBj9n42bxnk-01255-00249283-00249455 journey so
GBj9n42bxnk-01256-00249456-00249671 i would love wait before i before we go
GBj9n42bxnk-01257-00249671-00249927 there i just want to highlight something
GBj9n42bxnk-01258-00249928-00250206 i love that in your conversation with
GBj9n42bxnk-01259-00250207-00250527 your then three-year-old son david
GBj9n42bxnk-01260-00250528-00250727 that you brought up forgiveness
GBj9n42bxnk-01261-00250728-00251055 and the importance of how that is where
GBj9n42bxnk-01262-00251056-00251271 the healing is
GBj9n42bxnk-01263-00251271-00251510 i love that yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01264-00251511-00251679 totally i mean then i had to do it i
GBj9n42bxnk-01265-00251680-00251903 think i like that first night i had to
GBj9n42bxnk-01266-00251904-00252071 at the hospital
GBj9n42bxnk-01267-00252071-00252246 right like if i want to have communion
GBj9n42bxnk-01268-00252248-00252446 with god i can't have bitterness in my
GBj9n42bxnk-01269-00252448-00252542 heart
GBj9n42bxnk-01270-00252544-00252734 there's this percent
GBj9n42bxnk-01271-00252735-00252958 i mean rachel you're gonna get me on a
GBj9n42bxnk-01272-00252959-00253271 whole 20-minute jag if you know because
GBj9n42bxnk-01273-00253271-00253646 forgiveness is such a powerful part of
GBj9n42bxnk-01274-00253648-00253967 life and holding on to all of that stuff
GBj9n42bxnk-01275-00253967-00254215 so but i just wanted to to mention that
GBj9n42bxnk-01276-00254216-00254455 and to highlight that and you're getting
GBj9n42bxnk-01277-00254456-00254687 ready to tell us you know what's next in
GBj9n42bxnk-01278-00254688-00254910 your journey yeah i would love to start
GBj9n42bxnk-01279-00254911-00255127 some sort of non-profit
GBj9n42bxnk-01280-00255128-00255303 for these families
GBj9n42bxnk-01281-00255304-00255542 i would like what i'd call a one-stop
GBj9n42bxnk-01282-00255544-00255798 shop where people can get the legal
GBj9n42bxnk-01283-00255800-00256023 advice that they need the people need
GBj9n42bxnk-01284-00256023-00256142 that they need
GBj9n42bxnk-01285-00256144-00256287 where they can get the services that
GBj9n42bxnk-01286-00256288-00256455 they're required to take like the child
GBj9n42bxnk-01287-00256456-00256598 abuse classes the parenting classes the
GBj9n42bxnk-01288-00256600-00256830 individual counseling all that stuff
GBj9n42bxnk-01289-00256831-00257039 within a safe community because it's
GBj9n42bxnk-01290-00257040-00257230 scary you don't know who to trust
GBj9n42bxnk-01291-00257231-00257406 yeah to the system you know you've been
GBj9n42bxnk-01292-00257407-00257606 backstabbed so many times you really
GBj9n42bxnk-01293-00257607-00257798 don't know who's telling you the truth
GBj9n42bxnk-01294-00257800-00257887 right
GBj9n42bxnk-01295-00257888-00258087 so have something like that
GBj9n42bxnk-01296-00258088-00258375 and also some sort of housing facility
GBj9n42bxnk-01297-00258376-00258582 even if it's just like five bedrooms and
GBj9n42bxnk-01298-00258583-00258758 i think one of the most painful things i
GBj9n42bxnk-01299-00258759-00258894 ever witnessed
GBj9n42bxnk-01300-00258896-00259015 was having
GBj9n42bxnk-01301-00259016-00259206 a newborn baby taken from the delivery
GBj9n42bxnk-01302-00259207-00259375 room
GBj9n42bxnk-01303-00259376-00259639 and given up for adoption without the
GBj9n42bxnk-01304-00259640-00259967 mother like even having to hold the baby
GBj9n42bxnk-01305-00259967-00260182 oh my goodness and the baby was born
GBj9n42bxnk-01306-00260183-00260327 perfectly healthy right it wasn't
GBj9n42bxnk-01307-00260328-00260471 addicted to drugs the mother wasn't on
GBj9n42bxnk-01308-00260471-00260630 drugs it was simply because she had a
GBj9n42bxnk-01309-00260631-00260775 case opened
GBj9n42bxnk-01310-00260776-00260942 oh my goodness regarding the other
GBj9n42bxnk-01311-00260944-00261151 children that they took this one away as
GBj9n42bxnk-01312-00261152-00261271 well
GBj9n42bxnk-01313-00261271-00261455 and they though one of the reasons they
GBj9n42bxnk-01314-00261456-00261639 said is that she didn't have a place to
GBj9n42bxnk-01315-00261640-00261758 live
GBj9n42bxnk-01316-00261759-00261982 and she didn't have employment
GBj9n42bxnk-01317-00261983-00262223 because the system drained her driving
GBj9n42bxnk-01318-00262224-00262647 because they shouldn't get it you know
GBj9n42bxnk-01319-00262648-00262791 if she would at least have a place to
GBj9n42bxnk-01320-00262792-00263175 live where it was a funded facility
GBj9n42bxnk-01321-00263176-00263295 they wouldn't have been able to take the
GBj9n42bxnk-01322-00263296-00263519 child away
GBj9n42bxnk-01323-00263520-00263719 so i would love to have something like
GBj9n42bxnk-01324-00263720-00263879 that
GBj9n42bxnk-01325-00263880-00264063 so but how to start that i mean it's
GBj9n42bxnk-01326-00264064-00264279 very complicated the legal part is very
GBj9n42bxnk-01327-00264280-00264439 complicated
GBj9n42bxnk-01328-00264440-00264606 and even if you have the best attorneys
GBj9n42bxnk-01329-00264607-00264703 even if you have all the money in the
GBj9n42bxnk-01330-00264704-00264910 world your outcome is still not
GBj9n42bxnk-01331-00264911-00265206 guaranteed which is terrifying right
GBj9n42bxnk-01332-00265207-00265375 that you can do everything they tell you
GBj9n42bxnk-01333-00265376-00265567 to do and still
GBj9n42bxnk-01334-00265568-00265823 not get your children back
GBj9n42bxnk-01335-00265824-00265982 does this terrorize
GBj9n42bxnk-01336-00265983-00266167 you know i have no other explanation
GBj9n42bxnk-01337-00266168-00266327 than god
GBj9n42bxnk-01338-00266328-00266455 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01339-00266456-00266615 i know better than any of those that
GBj9n42bxnk-01340-00266616-00266847 were in that childhood class with me
GBj9n42bxnk-01341-00266848-00267127 and my prayer is that god continues to
GBj9n42bxnk-01342-00267128-00267327 work through you and to use you to
GBj9n42bxnk-01343-00267328-00267534 reverse all of this
GBj9n42bxnk-01344-00267535-00267910 that's going on that's just well evil it
GBj9n42bxnk-01345-00267911-00268191 has yeah and
GBj9n42bxnk-01346-00268192-00268399 tell us about your book
GBj9n42bxnk-01347-00268400-00268630 and my book is called fractured hope a
GBj9n42bxnk-01348-00268631-00268839 mother's fight for justice
GBj9n42bxnk-01349-00268840-00269015 and it's about the faith journey you
GBj9n42bxnk-01350-00269016-00269167 know i've been a christian my whole life
GBj9n42bxnk-01351-00269168-00269351 i grew up in a christian household my
GBj9n42bxnk-01352-00269352-00269582 dad pastor my grandpa pastor and your
GBj9n42bxnk-01353-00269583-00269710 whole life
GBj9n42bxnk-01354-00269711-00269863 sunday school you go to church you know
GBj9n42bxnk-01355-00269864-00270030 all the bible verses write my graces
GBj9n42bxnk-01356-00270031-00270191 enough i will never leave you or forsake
GBj9n42bxnk-01357-00270192-00270391 you draw near to me i draw dear to you
GBj9n42bxnk-01358-00270392-00270534 peace that surpasses understanding you
GBj9n42bxnk-01359-00270535-00270751 know all this stuff
GBj9n42bxnk-01360-00270752-00270879 and as you're growing up you know goes
GBj9n42bxnk-01361-00270880-00271039 in one ear out the other because it's
GBj9n42bxnk-01362-00271040-00271279 just so common to you
GBj9n42bxnk-01363-00271280-00271455 until you hit that wall
GBj9n42bxnk-01364-00271456-00271687 you hit that bottom and you're like oh
GBj9n42bxnk-01365-00271688-00271903 my god i really had
GBj9n42bxnk-01366-00271904-00272103 but god
GBj9n42bxnk-01367-00272104-00272255 literally they kicked me out of my house
GBj9n42bxnk-01368-00272256-00272382 i didn't have my house i didn't have my
GBj9n42bxnk-01369-00272383-00272582 children i didn't have my husband they
GBj9n42bxnk-01370-00272583-00272767 completely isolated me for everything i
GBj9n42bxnk-01371-00272768-00272919 knew
GBj9n42bxnk-01372-00272920-00273143 and i had no other choice but to cling
GBj9n42bxnk-01373-00273144-00273319 to god
GBj9n42bxnk-01374-00273320-00273503 and the link to buy this book is going
GBj9n42bxnk-01375-00273504-00273679 to be in the show notes but can you tell
GBj9n42bxnk-01376-00273680-00273830 us where it is
GBj9n42bxnk-01377-00273831-00274087 yeah you can get it on amazon right you
GBj9n42bxnk-01378-00274088-00274223 can get it if you go to my personal
GBj9n42bxnk-01379-00274224-00274487 website www.rachelbrando.com
GBj9n42bxnk-01380-00274488-00274623 there's a link there for you to purchase
GBj9n42bxnk-01381-00274624-00274734 the book
GBj9n42bxnk-01382-00274735-00274934 get at barnes noble online
GBj9n42bxnk-01383-00274935-00275279 where books are sold basically
GBj9n42bxnk-01384-00275280-00275551 folks buy this book
GBj9n42bxnk-01385-00275552-00275751 yeah you will get a lot more detail with
GBj9n42bxnk-01386-00275752-00276191 the good the bad and the ugly
GBj9n42bxnk-01387-00276192-00276263 yeah
GBj9n42bxnk-01388-00276264-00276543 and item hopefully by supporting you in
GBj9n42bxnk-01389-00276544-00276791 this work and buying the book that maybe
GBj9n42bxnk-01390-00276792-00276975 this will be a part of helping you to
GBj9n42bxnk-01391-00276976-00277255 create this non-profit to help others
GBj9n42bxnk-01392-00277256-00277382 in the
GBj9n42bxnk-01393-00277383-00277639 so buy the book buy a few copies of this
GBj9n42bxnk-01394-00277640-00277863 book and share it with people
GBj9n42bxnk-01395-00277864-00278119 let's rally behind rachel and the work
GBj9n42bxnk-01396-00278120-00278423 she's doing on behalf of others
GBj9n42bxnk-01397-00278424-00278695 yes thank you so much
GBj9n42bxnk-01398-00278696-00278951 rachel i want to give you the last word
GBj9n42bxnk-01399-00278952-00279127 uh what do you want to leave us with
GBj9n42bxnk-01400-00279128-00279358 today last word like i said i wouldn't
GBj9n42bxnk-01401-00279359-00279534 have been able to go through this had i
GBj9n42bxnk-01402-00279535-00279775 not known jesus had i not had a
GBj9n42bxnk-01403-00279776-00279958 relationship with god
GBj9n42bxnk-01404-00279959-00280055 and
GBj9n42bxnk-01405-00280056-00280271 there was actually a song in the car
GBj9n42bxnk-01406-00280272-00280423 every day when i would go to the
GBj9n42bxnk-01407-00280424-00280599 hospital to see my son
GBj9n42bxnk-01408-00280600-00280871 there was a song playing on my ipod
GBj9n42bxnk-01409-00280872-00281255 like this thing broken on repeat was it
GBj9n42bxnk-01410-00281256-00281487 so i'm like okay fine i'll listen
GBj9n42bxnk-01411-00281488-00281655 and the song is called all i once held
GBj9n42bxnk-01412-00281656-00281806 dear
GBj9n42bxnk-01413-00281807-00282015 that's all i once held here built my
GBj9n42bxnk-01414-00282016-00282303 life upon all this world reveres
GBj9n42bxnk-01415-00282304-00282463 and wars to own
GBj9n42bxnk-01416-00282464-00282687 all i once thought gain i now count as
GBj9n42bxnk-01417-00282688-00282910 loss compared to this
GBj9n42bxnk-01418-00282911-00283151 knowing you jesus knowing you there is
GBj9n42bxnk-01419-00283152-00283287 no greater thing
GBj9n42bxnk-01420-00283288-00283519 you're my all you're the best you're my
GBj9n42bxnk-01421-00283520-00283910 joy my righteousness and i love you lord
GBj9n42bxnk-01422-00283911-00284047 and when i heard that song i'm like oh
GBj9n42bxnk-01423-00284048-00284327 my god this is it
GBj9n42bxnk-01424-00284328-00284463 you know this is what i'm supposed to be
GBj9n42bxnk-01425-00284464-00284606 learning through this
GBj9n42bxnk-01426-00284607-00284839 this is what i'm supposed to be living
GBj9n42bxnk-01427-00284840-00285047 you know and who am i in this world to
GBj9n42bxnk-01428-00285048-00285295 know god and that he knows me
GBj9n42bxnk-01429-00285296-00285510 and that he died for me
GBj9n42bxnk-01430-00285511-00285758 and you can do all things through christ
GBj9n42bxnk-01431-00285759-00285910 who strengthens you
GBj9n42bxnk-01432-00285911-00286183 thank you for sharing your story
GBj9n42bxnk-01433-00286184-00287389 [Music]
GC-cVg0GqUA-00000-00000052-00000325 National Historic Trail is an officially
GC-cVg0GqUA-00001-00000326-00000546 recognized trail with national historic
GC-cVg0GqUA-00002-00000547-00000813 significance in the United States they
GC-cVg0GqUA-00003-00000814-00001053 are part of the National Trail System
GC-cVg0GqUA-00004-00001054-00001318 national historic trails were authorized
GC-cVg0GqUA-00005-00001319-00001486 under the National Parks and Recreation
GC-cVg0GqUA-00006-00001487-00001959 Act of 1978 public law 95 to 625
GC-cVg0GqUA-00007-00001960-00002199 amending the National Trails system Act
GC-cVg0GqUA-00008-00002200-00002634 of 1968 public law 92 543 which had
GC-cVg0GqUA-00009-00002635-00002830 introduced national scenic trails and
GC-cVg0GqUA-00010-00002831-00003112 national recreation trails national
GC-cVg0GqUA-00011-00003113-00003315 scenic trails and national historic
GC-cVg0GqUA-00012-00003317-00003535 trails may only be designated by an act
GC-cVg0GqUA-00013-00003536-00003865 of Congress National Historic trails are
GC-cVg0GqUA-00014-00003865-00004039 designated to protect the remains of
GC-cVg0GqUA-00015-00004040-00004246 significant Overland or water routes to
GC-cVg0GqUA-00016-00004247-00004492 reflect the history of the nation most
GC-cVg0GqUA-00017-00004493-00004672 of them are scenic highway routes and
GC-cVg0GqUA-00018-00004673-00004828 are not hiking trails although they
GC-cVg0GqUA-00019-00004829-00005023 provide opportunities for hiking and
GC-cVg0GqUA-00020-00005024-00005194 other outdoor activities along their
GC-cVg0GqUA-00021-00005195-00005506 routes only one is a water trail Captain
GC-cVg0GqUA-00022-00005507-00005734 John Smith Chesapeake National Historic
GC-cVg0GqUA-00023-00005735-00006270 Trail
GC-cVg0GqUA-00024-00006271-00006947 topic list of national historic trails
GC-cVg0GqUA-00025-00006948-00007320 you
GC-cVg0GqUA-00026-00007322-00007851 topic see also
GC-cVg0GqUA-00027-00007852-00008208 National Recreation trail National
GC-cVg0GqUA-00028-00008209-00008528 Scenic Trail Oregon California Trails
GC-cVg0GqUA-00029-00008529-00008938 Association exploration of North America
GC-cVg0GqUA-00030-00008939-00009162 National Historic trails interpretive
GC-cVg0GqUA-00031-00009163-00009498 center National Historic Oregon Trail
GC-cVg0GqUA-00032-00009499-00009764 Interpretive Center
GCE2FLQywGu-00000-00000048-00000223 we're going to go ahead and label our a
GCE2FLQywGu-00001-00000224-00000311 b and c
GCE2FLQywGu-00002-00000312-00000487 values that we're going to use to plug
GCE2FLQywGu-00003-00000488-00000663 into the quadratic formula that's in the
GCE2FLQywGu-00004-00000664-00000854 top right hand corner
GCE2FLQywGu-00005-00000855-00001231 we are going to get x equals 14 plus or
GCE2FLQywGu-00006-00001232-00001566 minus the square root of 196
GCE2FLQywGu-00007-00001567-00002087 plus 4284
GCE2FLQywGu-00008-00002088-00002431 all over 34.
GCE2FLQywGu-00009-00002432-00002710 we simplify this we are going to get 14
GCE2FLQywGu-00010-00002711-00002807 plus or minus
GCE2FLQywGu-00011-00002808-00003191 the square root of four thousand
GCE2FLQywGu-00012-00003192-00003503 four hundred and eighty all over thirty
GCE2FLQywGu-00013-00003504-00003559 four
GCE2FLQywGu-00014-00003560-00004135 we can further simplify this
GCE2FLQywGu-00015-00004136-00004279 we can rewrite four thousand four
GCE2FLQywGu-00016-00004280-00004495 hundred is 64
GCE2FLQywGu-00017-00004496-00004775 times 70 we can take the square root of
GCE2FLQywGu-00018-00004776-00004863 64
GCE2FLQywGu-00019-00004864-00005247 giving us 14 plus or minus
GCE2FLQywGu-00020-00005248-00005683 8 times the square root of 70 all over
GCE2FLQywGu-00021-00005684-00005895 34.
GCE2FLQywGu-00022-00005896-00006263 we can further reduce this
GCE2FLQywGu-00023-00006264-00006591 and we get a final answer of 7
GCE2FLQywGu-00024-00006592-00006934 plus or minus 4 times the square root of
GCE2FLQywGu-00025-00006936-00007087 70
GCE2FLQywGu-00026-00007088-00007456 all over 17.
GCPHjMgC71M-00000-00000071-00000366 let's make this project left-handed
GCPHjMgC71M-00001-00000367-00000647 need more detail on completing a virus
GCPHjMgC71M-00002-00000648-00000719 blanket
GCPHjMgC71M-00003-00000720-00001007 welcome to my nine part series on stitch
GCPHjMgC71M-00004-00001008-00001070 by stitch
GCPHjMgC71M-00005-00001071-00001335 round by round of completing a virus
GCPHjMgC71M-00006-00001336-00001399 blanket
GCPHjMgC71M-00007-00001400-00001593 let's make it
GCPHjMgC71M-00008-00001594-00002607 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00009-00002608-00002799 ciao friends beth with thimble hooks
GCPHjMgC71M-00010-00002800-00002910 welcome to part two
GCPHjMgC71M-00011-00002911-00003150 of my nine part tutorial showing stitch
GCPHjMgC71M-00012-00003151-00003238 by stitch
GCPHjMgC71M-00013-00003239-00003470 round by round for the virus blanket
GCPHjMgC71M-00014-00003471-00003654 this we completed already
GCPHjMgC71M-00015-00003655-00003951 was part one which is rows rounds one
GCPHjMgC71M-00016-00003952-00004047 two and three
GCPHjMgC71M-00017-00004047-00004295 let's move on to round four so get your
GCPHjMgC71M-00018-00004296-00004375 circle
GCPHjMgC71M-00019-00004376-00004743 that you made before and your hook
GCPHjMgC71M-00020-00004744-00005102 and let's continue alright so round four
GCPHjMgC71M-00021-00005103-00005470 starts with chain five one
GCPHjMgC71M-00022-00005471-00005863 two three four five
GCPHjMgC71M-00023-00005864-00006151 in this round all the chain finds are
GCPHjMgC71M-00024-00006152-00006222 going to
GCPHjMgC71M-00025-00006223-00006495 start corners for you and this where we
GCPHjMgC71M-00026-00006495-00006614 where we begin
GCPHjMgC71M-00027-00006615-00006983 is the first half of this corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00028-00006984-00007167 we start with half of a corner and we
GCPHjMgC71M-00029-00007168-00007327 end with half a corner and i think
GCPHjMgC71M-00030-00007328-00007398 that's why
GCPHjMgC71M-00031-00007400-00007663 where some people get a little bit lost
GCPHjMgC71M-00032-00007664-00007791 because they wonder where the rest of
GCPHjMgC71M-00033-00007792-00007919 their corner went
GCPHjMgC71M-00034-00007920-00008310 so when you try to chain five here
GCPHjMgC71M-00035-00008311-00008495 and we're going to start a corner skip
GCPHjMgC71M-00036-00008496-00008614 this first chain space
GCPHjMgC71M-00037-00008615-00008878 right here and do a single crochet in
GCPHjMgC71M-00038-00008879-00009174 the next one
GCPHjMgC71M-00039-00009175-00009431 we have our five chain space right here
GCPHjMgC71M-00040-00009432-00009535 secured
GCPHjMgC71M-00041-00009536-00010130 with a single crochet chain three
GCPHjMgC71M-00042-00010131-00010271 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00043-00010272-00010638 skip this chain space
GCPHjMgC71M-00044-00010639-00011283 go over to this one with a single
GCPHjMgC71M-00045-00011284-00011414 crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00046-00011415-00011767 three
GCPHjMgC71M-00047-00011768-00012078 skip this chain space jump over here
GCPHjMgC71M-00048-00012079-00012527 with a single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00049-00012528-00012910 chain three
GCPHjMgC71M-00050-00012911-00013151 skip the next chain space jump over to
GCPHjMgC71M-00051-00013152-00013255 this the next
GCPHjMgC71M-00052-00013256-00013558 the next one and a single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00053-00013559-00013775 so the trick here is you're always going
GCPHjMgC71M-00054-00013776-00013935 to
GCPHjMgC71M-00055-00013936-00014135 at the end of a corner i'm going to work
GCPHjMgC71M-00056-00014136-00014255 on the side right here
GCPHjMgC71M-00057-00014256-00014615 you're always going to have three sets
GCPHjMgC71M-00058-00014616-00014935 of three chain space secured with
GCPHjMgC71M-00059-00014936-00015183 single crochets so there's our five
GCPHjMgC71M-00060-00015184-00015366 that's part of a corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00061-00015368-00015591 this is the side and now we're gonna
GCPHjMgC71M-00062-00015591-00015822 make another corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00063-00015823-00016094 so a corner is a five chain just a
GCPHjMgC71M-00064-00016095-00016286 little bit bigger
GCPHjMgC71M-00065-00016287-00016711 three four five
GCPHjMgC71M-00066-00016712-00016999 skip this chain space single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00067-00017000-00017575 into the next one
GCPHjMgC71M-00068-00017576-00017783 so this whole side is done now we have
GCPHjMgC71M-00069-00017784-00017894 to finish this
GCPHjMgC71M-00070-00017895-00018286 corner do another five chain space
GCPHjMgC71M-00071-00018287-00018694 to three four five
GCPHjMgC71M-00072-00018695-00019663 skip and single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00073-00019664-00019991 see what we did here there's our very
GCPHjMgC71M-00074-00019992-00020111 first
GCPHjMgC71M-00075-00020112-00020543 half of a corner there's the side
GCPHjMgC71M-00076-00020544-00020767 and here is a corner so what we just
GCPHjMgC71M-00077-00020768-00020927 made
GCPHjMgC71M-00078-00020928-00021327 was this
GCPHjMgC71M-00079-00021328-00021822 the loops start one half
GCPHjMgC71M-00080-00021823-00022391 boom boom boom and a corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00081-00022392-00022735 we're going to do that one more time
GCPHjMgC71M-00082-00022736-00022983 after we're done with our chain fives
GCPHjMgC71M-00083-00022984-00023094 it's always
GCPHjMgC71M-00084-00023095-00023447 a set of three chain threes
GCPHjMgC71M-00085-00023448-00023894 the skip and a single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00086-00023895-00024175 chain three for the second time skip
GCPHjMgC71M-00087-00024176-00024439 single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00088-00024440-00024791 and the third time
GCPHjMgC71M-00089-00024792-00025094 skip single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00090-00025095-00025311 and we made the second line the second
GCPHjMgC71M-00091-00025312-00025527 wall
GCPHjMgC71M-00092-00025528-00025734 now we made the second row here we go
GCPHjMgC71M-00093-00025735-00025857 there's our corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00094-00025858-00026046 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00095-00026047-00026464 right here and there's our side
GCPHjMgC71M-00096-00026464-00026662 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00097-00026663-00026870 always going to be three in between our
GCPHjMgC71M-00098-00026872-00027023 chain fives
GCPHjMgC71M-00099-00027024-00027277 so we're going to chain five again
GCPHjMgC71M-00100-00027277-00027695 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00101-00027695-00028014 there's my chain five skip this skip
GCPHjMgC71M-00102-00028016-00028246 this chain space
GCPHjMgC71M-00103-00028247-00028701 single crochet in the next
GCPHjMgC71M-00104-00028702-00028983 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00105-00028983-00029511 chain five again to complete the corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00106-00029512-00029870 skip the next chain space jump over here
GCPHjMgC71M-00107-00029872-00030035 with a single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00108-00030036-00030590 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00109-00030591-00030895 so there's our that's where we started
GCPHjMgC71M-00110-00030895-00031246 one two three three chains two five
GCPHjMgC71M-00111-00031247-00031327 chains
GCPHjMgC71M-00112-00031327-00031631 one two three three chains two five
GCPHjMgC71M-00113-00031632-00031711 chains
GCPHjMgC71M-00114-00031712-00031887 so i think you've probably figured out
GCPHjMgC71M-00115-00031888-00032151 the pattern there
GCPHjMgC71M-00116-00032152-00032390 skip this but there we're gonna chain
GCPHjMgC71M-00117-00032391-00032479 three
GCPHjMgC71M-00118-00032480-00033111 right here skip and single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00119-00033112-00033423 chain three for the second time
GCPHjMgC71M-00120-00033424-00033743 skip that chain space
GCPHjMgC71M-00121-00033744-00034118 over here single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00122-00034119-00034431 and one more chain three
GCPHjMgC71M-00123-00034432-00035095 skip this chain space and single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00124-00035096-00035271 so there again that's the corner we did
GCPHjMgC71M-00125-00035272-00035423 before
GCPHjMgC71M-00126-00035424-00035743 three more sets of three
GCPHjMgC71M-00127-00035744-00036079 chains make that side i'm gonna make one
GCPHjMgC71M-00128-00036080-00036190 more corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00129-00036191-00036483 so we chain five it's always five in the
GCPHjMgC71M-00130-00036484-00036783 corner four or five
GCPHjMgC71M-00131-00036784-00037167 skip the next chain space jump over
GCPHjMgC71M-00132-00037168-00037479 to the following one
GCPHjMgC71M-00133-00037480-00037783 with the single crochet one
GCPHjMgC71M-00134-00037784-00038215 two three four five
GCPHjMgC71M-00135-00038216-00038623 skip single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00136-00038624-00038967 we get to view our very last
GCPHjMgC71M-00137-00038968-00039262 the very last side that's how quickly
GCPHjMgC71M-00138-00039263-00039484 round four goes
GCPHjMgC71M-00139-00039485-00039607 [Music]
GCPHjMgC71M-00140-00039608-00039911 so don't be scared of the virus so we're
GCPHjMgC71M-00141-00039912-00040087 gonna chain three like we did before
GCPHjMgC71M-00142-00040088-00040383 three times so there's one chain three
GCPHjMgC71M-00143-00040384-00040535 skip
GCPHjMgC71M-00144-00040536-00040911 single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00145-00040912-00041255 chain three for the second time
GCPHjMgC71M-00146-00041256-00041646 skip single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00147-00041647-00042046 chain three for the third time skip
GCPHjMgC71M-00148-00042047-00042383 single crochet right here now we're back
GCPHjMgC71M-00149-00042384-00042607 to our very beginning and we need to
GCPHjMgC71M-00150-00042608-00042879 finish this corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00151-00042880-00043199 because we always have two
GCPHjMgC71M-00152-00043200-00043527 chain spaces that are five stitches
GCPHjMgC71M-00153-00043528-00043751 or five chains right here in every
GCPHjMgC71M-00154-00043752-00043879 corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00155-00043880-00044246 right here right here right here
GCPHjMgC71M-00156-00044247-00044446 and right here so when we started we
GCPHjMgC71M-00157-00044447-00044607 just did half the corner so what we want
GCPHjMgC71M-00158-00044608-00044918 to do is chain five
GCPHjMgC71M-00159-00044919-00045262 four or five
GCPHjMgC71M-00160-00045263-00045535 skip this chain space jump to the next
GCPHjMgC71M-00161-00045536-00046071 one with a single crochet
GCPHjMgC71M-00162-00046072-00046335 and just our last thing that we want to
GCPHjMgC71M-00163-00046336-00046511 do to finish off this round and make
GCPHjMgC71M-00164-00046512-00046767 sure these are connected nicely
GCPHjMgC71M-00165-00046768-00046935 is just do a slip stitch into our
GCPHjMgC71M-00166-00046936-00047839 original five chain space
GCPHjMgC71M-00167-00047840-00048743 so there we go there's our corners
GCPHjMgC71M-00168-00048744-00048990 so this is where we started and this is
GCPHjMgC71M-00169-00048991-00049327 where we ended to complete this corner
GCPHjMgC71M-00170-00049328-00049727 corner here corner here
GCPHjMgC71M-00171-00049728-00050271 and a corner here
GCPHjMgC71M-00172-00050272-00050551 so easy easy peasy that's why i say do
GCPHjMgC71M-00173-00050552-00050790 not be afraid of the virus
GCPHjMgC71M-00174-00050791-00051127 that was round four we're already done
GCPHjMgC71M-00175-00051128-00051287 but that's all there is to it you're
GCPHjMgC71M-00176-00051288-00051575 just doing the base
GCPHjMgC71M-00177-00051576-00051719 for all of the fans that we're gonna
GCPHjMgC71M-00178-00051720-00051975 start making in round five
GCPHjMgC71M-00179-00051976-00052199 so there's round four that's all you
GCPHjMgC71M-00180-00052200-00052279 need
GCPHjMgC71M-00181-00052279-00052503 so that's wonderful thanks for stopping
GCPHjMgC71M-00182-00052504-00052607 by
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GCPHjMgC71M-00186-00053167-00053263 out when
GCPHjMgC71M-00187-00053264-00053463 part three which is going to be round
GCPHjMgC71M-00188-00053464-00053615 five gets posted
GCPHjMgC71M-00189-00053616-00054038 and i'll see you very soon thanks bye
GCPHjMgC71M-00190-00054039-00054983 easy peasy hon that's super fast
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GHMKRRw2BZk-00000-00000064-00000311 there we go hello everyone
GHMKRRw2BZk-00001-00000312-00000582 welcome to custody matters live my name
GHMKRRw2BZk-00002-00000583-00000695 is danica jones
GHMKRRw2BZk-00003-00000696-00000975 and my wonderful co-host wendy perry
GHMKRRw2BZk-00004-00000976-00001062 here
GHMKRRw2BZk-00005-00001063-00001350 thank you for joining us wendy it's just
GHMKRRw2BZk-00006-00001351-00001487 you and me today
GHMKRRw2BZk-00007-00001488-00001767 i know it's just you and me today but um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00008-00001768-00001823 i love
GHMKRRw2BZk-00009-00001823-00001975 it when we have a guest our guests are
GHMKRRw2BZk-00010-00001976-00002159 always great a lot of really great
GHMKRRw2BZk-00011-00002160-00002239 information
GHMKRRw2BZk-00012-00002240-00002455 and they're always very interesting but
GHMKRRw2BZk-00013-00002456-00002663 i think it's good once in a while if you
GHMKRRw2BZk-00014-00002664-00002783 and i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00015-00002784-00003031 catch up and share with everyone what
GHMKRRw2BZk-00016-00003032-00003206 we've been doing so we're going to do
GHMKRRw2BZk-00017-00003207-00003335 that today so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00018-00003336-00003622 we get to catch up and we've both had
GHMKRRw2BZk-00019-00003623-00003815 some recent experiences
GHMKRRw2BZk-00020-00003815-00004119 in family court that i think our viewers
GHMKRRw2BZk-00021-00004120-00004367 will be interested in hearing about
GHMKRRw2BZk-00022-00004368-00004679 yeah absolutely you know it was it uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00023-00004680-00004911 most recently what we before we went on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00024-00004912-00005127 air we were talking about the different
GHMKRRw2BZk-00025-00005128-00005238 topics of
GHMKRRw2BZk-00026-00005239-00005535 judges and their impact on the outcomes
GHMKRRw2BZk-00027-00005536-00005591 of
GHMKRRw2BZk-00028-00005592-00005911 family uh court hearings as well as the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00029-00005912-00006038 adult items and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00030-00006039-00006270 and the different the different parties
GHMKRRw2BZk-00031-00006271-00006495 that play the professionals who are
GHMKRRw2BZk-00032-00006495-00006783 impacted by these families and these
GHMKRRw2BZk-00033-00006784-00006959 families are impacting
GHMKRRw2BZk-00034-00006959-00007231 um i guess we can go ahead and uh i'll
GHMKRRw2BZk-00035-00007231-00007431 give you my experience recently
GHMKRRw2BZk-00036-00007431-00007742 i was asked to be uh for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00037-00007743-00008070 to give expert testimony at a custody
GHMKRRw2BZk-00038-00008072-00008151 hearing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00039-00008152-00008463 and it was really clear to me that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00040-00008464-00008727 um mom was everything was stacked
GHMKRRw2BZk-00041-00008728-00008878 against mom
GHMKRRw2BZk-00042-00008879-00009071 and that's who i was speaking on behalf
GHMKRRw2BZk-00043-00009072-00009191 of and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00044-00009192-00009527 what the what i could see is not only
GHMKRRw2BZk-00045-00009528-00009839 it seemed like the the judge had
GHMKRRw2BZk-00046-00009840-00010199 sided with dad already like and but also
GHMKRRw2BZk-00047-00010200-00010359 there was a guardian ad litem and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00048-00010360-00010487 actually an attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00049-00010488-00010759 guardian ad litem assigned to their
GHMKRRw2BZk-00050-00010760-00010846 family
GHMKRRw2BZk-00051-00010847-00011231 and the when in conversation with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00052-00011232-00011583 the adult item i could tell she
GHMKRRw2BZk-00053-00011584-00011791 already made her decision she already
GHMKRRw2BZk-00054-00011792-00011983 made her decision against mom
GHMKRRw2BZk-00055-00011984-00012287 on behalf of dad game over
GHMKRRw2BZk-00056-00012288-00012655 now dad has a paid attorney he also has
GHMKRRw2BZk-00057-00012656-00012974 a free attorney on his side and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00058-00012975-00013303 and she was just left with oh my gosh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00059-00013304-00013575 my you know my life is flashing before
GHMKRRw2BZk-00060-00013576-00013647 me and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00061-00013647-00014015 i have nothing that i can do about it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00062-00014016-00014327 so were you able to get on the stand and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00063-00014328-00014543 uh give some testimony or did they keep
GHMKRRw2BZk-00064-00014544-00014735 you off the stand
GHMKRRw2BZk-00065-00014736-00015047 they kept me off the stand um i stayed
GHMKRRw2BZk-00066-00015047-00015127 back
GHMKRRw2BZk-00067-00015128-00015319 i left the courtroom so that they could
GHMKRRw2BZk-00068-00015319-00015455 finish up their hearing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00069-00015456-00015735 and and then at that point uh her
GHMKRRw2BZk-00070-00015736-00015815 attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00071-00015816-00015991 introduced me to the adelaide i'm
GHMKRRw2BZk-00072-00015991-00016127 attorney and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00073-00016128-00016375 i had a conversation uh and then
GHMKRRw2BZk-00074-00016376-00016471 sometimes
GHMKRRw2BZk-00075-00016472-00016694 you can actually have make a little bit
GHMKRRw2BZk-00076-00016695-00016815 more headway
GHMKRRw2BZk-00077-00016816-00017039 when you're outside of the courtroom
GHMKRRw2BZk-00078-00017040-00017215 because inside of the courtroom
GHMKRRw2BZk-00079-00017216-00017415 there's all of this posturing that goes
GHMKRRw2BZk-00080-00017416-00017630 on and you can't really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00081-00017631-00017903 share what it is that you're an expert
GHMKRRw2BZk-00082-00017904-00017967 about
GHMKRRw2BZk-00083-00017968-00018294 they just because the party that doesn't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00084-00018295-00018399 want you to share
GHMKRRw2BZk-00085-00018400-00018614 that could hurt their client they're
GHMKRRw2BZk-00086-00018615-00018871 they're constantly interrupting and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00087-00018872-00019071 and you're not able to really say what
GHMKRRw2BZk-00088-00019072-00019343 needs to be said
GHMKRRw2BZk-00089-00019344-00019694 so how did the judge respond it sounds
GHMKRRw2BZk-00090-00019695-00019830 like the this
GHMKRRw2BZk-00091-00019831-00020094 um attorney was very biased and it was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00092-00020095-00020175 really blatant
GHMKRRw2BZk-00093-00020176-00020503 so did the judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00094-00020504-00020799 just let them say and and do whatever
GHMKRRw2BZk-00095-00020800-00020943 they wanted to say and do i mean how did
GHMKRRw2BZk-00096-00020944-00021086 the judge react to this
GHMKRRw2BZk-00097-00021087-00021519 uh bias it was it was my observation i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00098-00021520-00021622 mean i'm in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00099-00021623-00021894 you know the gallery watching everything
GHMKRRw2BZk-00100-00021895-00022094 uh transpire and the judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00101-00022095-00022422 was just his demeanor was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00102-00022423-00022822 no patience for mom and mom's attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00103-00022823-00023078 um and just wanted to get this hearing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00104-00023079-00023303 uh going didn't want to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00105-00023304-00023550 even consider what it is that i had to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00106-00023551-00023647 contribute
GHMKRRw2BZk-00107-00023648-00023911 and so i never even got on the stand and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00108-00023912-00024142 in fact the hearing got continued so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00109-00024143-00024463 again nothing is was really no headway
GHMKRRw2BZk-00110-00024464-00024630 was made because you just they drag it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00111-00024631-00024775 on and on and on and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00112-00024776-00025022 and that i know in that situation that's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00113-00025023-00025183 part of the tactics if you don't think
GHMKRRw2BZk-00114-00025184-00025335 you're going to win
GHMKRRw2BZk-00115-00025336-00025606 a hearing and get any headway you just
GHMKRRw2BZk-00116-00025607-00025783 figure out how you can drag it on and on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00117-00025783-00025950 and on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00118-00025951-00026223 um so i was wondering when you were
GHMKRRw2BZk-00119-00026224-00026279 telling
GHMKRRw2BZk-00120-00026280-00026551 about this experience has the mom's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00121-00026552-00026607 attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00122-00026608-00026927 tried to get that court-appointed
GHMKRRw2BZk-00123-00026927-00027127 attorney removed from the case because
GHMKRRw2BZk-00124-00027127-00027287 they're biased
GHMKRRw2BZk-00125-00027288-00027574 how do you know i don't know i haven't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00126-00027575-00027767 had any communication with them at this
GHMKRRw2BZk-00127-00027768-00027911 point because i don't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00128-00027912-00028262 i'm i'm assuming uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00129-00028263-00028543 you know i try to do what i can to to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00130-00028544-00028614 speak
GHMKRRw2BZk-00131-00028616-00028846 uh some wisdom into the situation with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00132-00028847-00028935 the attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00133-00028936-00029287 and and with the ad litem and um and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00134-00029288-00029495 what i mean by that is what's really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00135-00029495-00029631 great about my role
GHMKRRw2BZk-00136-00029632-00029983 as um with a background in mediation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00137-00029983-00030302 and coaching and stuff like that is
GHMKRRw2BZk-00138-00030303-00030590 the advice i give it really doesn't it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00139-00030591-00030743 applies to both sides
GHMKRRw2BZk-00140-00030744-00031039 whether you're playing dirty or you're
GHMKRRw2BZk-00141-00031039-00031295 kind of being victimized
GHMKRRw2BZk-00142-00031295-00031535 my advice is the same because the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00143-00031536-00031607 court's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00144-00031608-00031967 role i am a firm stand that the court's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00145-00031968-00032014 role
GHMKRRw2BZk-00146-00032016-00032270 is the ground in the midst of the storm
GHMKRRw2BZk-00147-00032272-00032414 the the court
GHMKRRw2BZk-00148-00032416-00032735 should have like a prime directive that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00149-00032736-00033079 um we are a stand for both parents
GHMKRRw2BZk-00150-00033080-00033335 having access to the child and the child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00151-00033336-00033462 having access to both
GHMKRRw2BZk-00152-00033463-00033783 parents and as long as they have that's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00153-00033784-00033990 what their directive is
GHMKRRw2BZk-00154-00033991-00034327 all of these circumstances and emotions
GHMKRRw2BZk-00155-00034328-00034511 like that can blow in the wind as long
GHMKRRw2BZk-00156-00034512-00034767 as you keep grounded in that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00157-00034768-00035055 um but unfortunately in state of florida
GHMKRRw2BZk-00158-00035056-00035231 you know they have legislation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00159-00035232-00035535 that has has florida a shared parenting
GHMKRRw2BZk-00160-00035536-00035615 state
GHMKRRw2BZk-00161-00035616-00035959 um so in theory the legislators are i've
GHMKRRw2BZk-00162-00035960-00035999 already
GHMKRRw2BZk-00163-00036000-00036335 laid the groundwork for equal uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00164-00036336-00036559 equal access and and for the children to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00165-00036560-00036718 have a relationship with both parents
GHMKRRw2BZk-00166-00036719-00037023 equally however judges
GHMKRRw2BZk-00167-00037024-00037318 can override all of that and it's their
GHMKRRw2BZk-00168-00037319-00037407 mentality
GHMKRRw2BZk-00169-00037408-00037735 it's their view um that that colors
GHMKRRw2BZk-00170-00037736-00038055 that situation and they
GHMKRRw2BZk-00171-00038056-00038246 i i really i'm getting to the point
GHMKRRw2BZk-00172-00038247-00038407 where i'm like it's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00173-00038408-00038567 comes down to the judges i don't even
GHMKRRw2BZk-00174-00038568-00038702 blame the attorneys because the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00175-00038703-00038839 attorneys are hired
GHMKRRw2BZk-00176-00038840-00039151 they're hired to to fight for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00177-00039152-00039543 their clients uh rights and utilize the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00178-00039544-00039751 laws that are available to them
GHMKRRw2BZk-00179-00039752-00040030 to to convince the judge that they are
GHMKRRw2BZk-00180-00040031-00040239 more right than the next person
GHMKRRw2BZk-00181-00040240-00040430 so it's really ultimately the judge has
GHMKRRw2BZk-00182-00040431-00040679 got to say
GHMKRRw2BZk-00183-00040680-00040879 to be the ground and say no no no we're
GHMKRRw2BZk-00184-00040880-00041030 not we're not
GHMKRRw2BZk-00185-00041031-00041343 giving you all everything and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00186-00041344-00041574 marginalizing a parent we're a stand for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00187-00041575-00041751 that that child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00188-00041752-00041943 so and it's the same thing with in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00189-00041944-00042111 dependency court dependency court in the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00190-00042112-00042223 state of florida
GHMKRRw2BZk-00191-00042224-00042479 is what dictates the foster system when
GHMKRRw2BZk-00192-00042480-00042646 a child is removed from a home because
GHMKRRw2BZk-00193-00042647-00042807 of abuse or neglect
GHMKRRw2BZk-00194-00042808-00043071 uh the the court system is established
GHMKRRw2BZk-00195-00043072-00043111 such
GHMKRRw2BZk-00196-00043112-00043502 the child cat if they do whatever it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00197-00043503-00043630 takes to reunify
GHMKRRw2BZk-00198-00043631-00043887 child with parent even if the child is
GHMKRRw2BZk-00199-00043888-00043951 abused or
GHMKRRw2BZk-00200-00043952-00044158 you know the they've abused them and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00201-00044159-00044287 neglected them
GHMKRRw2BZk-00202-00044288-00044615 uh they give them the you know
GHMKRRw2BZk-00203-00044616-00044887 the classes the rehabilitation to so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00204-00044888-00045055 that they can restore the relationship
GHMKRRw2BZk-00205-00045056-00045167 with the child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00206-00045168-00045358 that's the prime directive of dependency
GHMKRRw2BZk-00207-00045359-00045583 court not so in family court
GHMKRRw2BZk-00208-00045584-00045823 right which is surprising to people who
GHMKRRw2BZk-00209-00045824-00045911 have not
GHMKRRw2BZk-00210-00045912-00046255 been to family court because
GHMKRRw2BZk-00211-00046256-00046399 before you have an experience with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00212-00046400-00046599 family court you assume that that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00213-00046600-00046902 is what they do is that their primary
GHMKRRw2BZk-00214-00046903-00047046 goal and focus
GHMKRRw2BZk-00215-00047047-00047462 is to you know keep the family together
GHMKRRw2BZk-00216-00047463-00047758 and to um to you know build those
GHMKRRw2BZk-00217-00047759-00047871 relationships or
GHMKRRw2BZk-00218-00047872-00048086 you know at least facilitate the repair
GHMKRRw2BZk-00219-00048087-00048271 of those relationships if there
GHMKRRw2BZk-00220-00048272-00048551 is an issue gosh you said several things
GHMKRRw2BZk-00221-00048552-00048727 that are just hitting home with me right
GHMKRRw2BZk-00222-00048728-00048823 now
GHMKRRw2BZk-00223-00048824-00049158 um so i hardly know where to start um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00224-00049159-00049399 but um did you want to say anything else
GHMKRRw2BZk-00225-00049400-00049543 before i kind of comment on some of the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00226-00049544-00049623 things that you said
GHMKRRw2BZk-00227-00049624-00049967 no go ahead okay well um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00228-00049968-00050215 you know you mentioned that they kept
GHMKRRw2BZk-00229-00050216-00050383 you off the stand
GHMKRRw2BZk-00230-00050384-00050686 and i recently had the same experience
GHMKRRw2BZk-00231-00050687-00051030 and it's such a shame when they want to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00232-00051031-00051151 keep
GHMKRRw2BZk-00233-00051152-00051438 a co-parenting or parental alienation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00234-00051439-00051607 expert or whatever you want whatever you
GHMKRRw2BZk-00235-00051608-00051830 call yourself but such a shame when they
GHMKRRw2BZk-00236-00051832-00052150 want to keep you off the stand for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00237-00052151-00052454 example i recently went with someone
GHMKRRw2BZk-00238-00052455-00052735 to court and they wanted to get me on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00239-00052736-00052838 the stand
GHMKRRw2BZk-00240-00052839-00053111 not as a witness to the facts of the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00241-00053112-00053159 case
GHMKRRw2BZk-00242-00053160-00053415 because i don't know all the facts of
GHMKRRw2BZk-00243-00053416-00053479 the case
GHMKRRw2BZk-00244-00053479-00053799 so i i could not have
GHMKRRw2BZk-00245-00053800-00054166 um been testifying on behalf of either
GHMKRRw2BZk-00246-00054167-00054223 parent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00247-00054224-00054463 right so i wouldn't have been you know
GHMKRRw2BZk-00248-00054464-00054647 pro dad or pro mom
GHMKRRw2BZk-00249-00054648-00054782 but i just would have gotten on the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00250-00054783-00054975 stand to explain
GHMKRRw2BZk-00251-00054976-00055287 what parental alienation is what proper
GHMKRRw2BZk-00252-00055288-00055463 co-parenting means
GHMKRRw2BZk-00253-00055464-00055815 um but because i walked into the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00254-00055816-00056023 courtroom with one of the parents
GHMKRRw2BZk-00255-00056024-00056335 the other uh parent's attorney immediate
GHMKRRw2BZk-00256-00056336-00056494 that was our first order of business was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00257-00056495-00056679 to keep me off the stand
GHMKRRw2BZk-00258-00056679-00056871 you know and it was such a shame because
GHMKRRw2BZk-00259-00056872-00057119 i i watched the whole hearing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00260-00057120-00057575 and there were some things that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00261-00057576-00057823 if i had been able to explain about
GHMKRRw2BZk-00262-00057824-00057982 co-parenting and parental alienation i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00263-00057983-00058119 think there are a few things i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00264-00058120-00058319 would have shared that might have sort
GHMKRRw2BZk-00265-00058320-00058535 of been to that other side's advantage
GHMKRRw2BZk-00266-00058536-00059007 um so it's just really a shame because
GHMKRRw2BZk-00267-00059008-00059223 is to everyone's benefit i believe it's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00268-00059224-00059382 to everyone's benefit especially the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00269-00059383-00059438 child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00270-00059439-00059550 and that's what we're supposed to be
GHMKRRw2BZk-00271-00059551-00059863 focusing on if they would allow us to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00272-00059864-00059999 get on the stand
GHMKRRw2BZk-00273-00060000-00060326 and just explain what
GHMKRRw2BZk-00274-00060327-00060542 co-parenting is what parental alienation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00275-00060544-00060791 is what alienating behaviors are
GHMKRRw2BZk-00276-00060791-00061119 and to explain why it is important for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00277-00061120-00061199 the child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00278-00061200-00061503 to have to be able to receive the love
GHMKRRw2BZk-00279-00061504-00061719 and support of both parents
GHMKRRw2BZk-00280-00061720-00061966 it's just a shame but like you said it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00281-00061967-00062103 has so much to do with the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00282-00062104-00062359 you know posturing and and i agree with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00283-00062360-00062519 what you said too about
GHMKRRw2BZk-00284-00062520-00062926 the judges ultimately it all comes down
GHMKRRw2BZk-00285-00062927-00063342 to the judge's discretion and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00286-00063344-00063694 the attorneys are representing their
GHMKRRw2BZk-00287-00063695-00063879 clients and they've got a fiduciary duty
GHMKRRw2BZk-00288-00063879-00064054 to do so i mean they have to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00289-00064055-00064215 zealously represent their clients
GHMKRRw2BZk-00290-00064216-00064342 they're hired to do that and they
GHMKRRw2BZk-00291-00064344-00064430 actually have
GHMKRRw2BZk-00292-00064432-00064623 a duty and an obligation to represent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00293-00064624-00064742 their clients so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00294-00064744-00064894 i i understand a lot of people think
GHMKRRw2BZk-00295-00064895-00065054 that attorneys are just
GHMKRRw2BZk-00296-00065055-00065311 you know evil creatures but they're
GHMKRRw2BZk-00297-00065312-00065471 really not i mean they're they're doing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00298-00065472-00065559 a job now
GHMKRRw2BZk-00299-00065560-00065694 they're like everybody else some are
GHMKRRw2BZk-00300-00065695-00065838 good and some are bad and some are nice
GHMKRRw2BZk-00301-00065839-00066006 and some are not so nice
GHMKRRw2BZk-00302-00066007-00066279 but it really does come down to the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00303-00066280-00066326 judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00304-00066327-00066726 ultimately in those cases and also
GHMKRRw2BZk-00305-00066727-00066863 and i don't want to go on about this
GHMKRRw2BZk-00306-00066864-00067079 part too much but you talked about
GHMKRRw2BZk-00307-00067080-00067479 shared parenting and equal parenting
GHMKRRw2BZk-00308-00067480-00067806 and um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00309-00067807-00067967 texas is the same way and a lot of
GHMKRRw2BZk-00310-00067968-00068135 people don't realize this and they don't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00311-00068136-00068271 understand it that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00312-00068272-00068455 it is in our texas family code that we
GHMKRRw2BZk-00313-00068456-00068711 are a shared parenting state
GHMKRRw2BZk-00314-00068712-00069031 but to my knowledge in all of the states
GHMKRRw2BZk-00315-00069032-00069079 where
GHMKRRw2BZk-00316-00069080-00069303 shared parenting bills have passed
GHMKRRw2BZk-00317-00069304-00069463 there's it still says
GHMKRRw2BZk-00318-00069464-00069711 that it comes down to the judge making
GHMKRRw2BZk-00319-00069712-00069838 the ultimate decision
GHMKRRw2BZk-00320-00069839-00070063 based on the best interest of the child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00321-00070064-00070303 whatever that means to the judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00322-00070304-00070671 so we have a lot of work to do in those
GHMKRRw2BZk-00323-00070672-00070743 areas
GHMKRRw2BZk-00324-00070744-00071071 of shared parenting and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00325-00071072-00071382 equal parenting legislation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00326-00071383-00071591 yeah and you know something interesting
GHMKRRw2BZk-00327-00071592-00071711 is that uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00328-00071712-00071967 both of us are experts not only in our
GHMKRRw2BZk-00329-00071968-00072023 own
GHMKRRw2BZk-00330-00072024-00072279 own personal experiences just in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00331-00072280-00072431 parental alienation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00332-00072432-00072711 and and describing what it is and what's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00333-00072712-00072759 best
GHMKRRw2BZk-00334-00072760-00072999 for a child just because of the work
GHMKRRw2BZk-00335-00073000-00073223 that we've done for so many years
GHMKRRw2BZk-00336-00073224-00073519 and yet you still have judges you go in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00337-00073520-00073671 as an expert witness and they're going
GHMKRRw2BZk-00338-00073672-00073831 to knock you down they're going to knock
GHMKRRw2BZk-00339-00073832-00074006 you down based upon your education
GHMKRRw2BZk-00340-00074007-00074071 because
GHMKRRw2BZk-00341-00074072-00074438 like in in my background is is uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00342-00074439-00074679 my degree is in education not mental
GHMKRRw2BZk-00343-00074680-00074767 health
GHMKRRw2BZk-00344-00074768-00075119 and it i was cons i wrote
GHMKRRw2BZk-00345-00075120-00075335 the family stabilization curriculum that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00346-00075336-00075503 was approved by the state of florida
GHMKRRw2BZk-00347-00075504-00075815 and approved in 42 states but and i go
GHMKRRw2BZk-00348-00075816-00075935 into a courtroom
GHMKRRw2BZk-00349-00075936-00076087 and they're like oh she doesn't have a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00350-00076088-00076287 mental health degree
GHMKRRw2BZk-00351-00076288-00076631 she she we will we'll give her the the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00352-00076632-00076750 kudos for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00353-00076751-00076967 having written the program that teaches
GHMKRRw2BZk-00354-00076968-00077079 thousands of people
GHMKRRw2BZk-00355-00077080-00077382 every year uh around
GHMKRRw2BZk-00356-00077383-00077687 co-parenting practices but she's not
GHMKRRw2BZk-00357-00077688-00077862 good enough for an expert witness
GHMKRRw2BZk-00358-00077863-00078182 yeah we didn't even get that far
GHMKRRw2BZk-00359-00078183-00078494 we didn't we didn't even get that far um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00360-00078495-00078694 they didn't talk about credentials or
GHMKRRw2BZk-00361-00078695-00078823 licenses or anything
GHMKRRw2BZk-00362-00078824-00079143 um the the one attorney just right off
GHMKRRw2BZk-00363-00079144-00079279 the bat said
GHMKRRw2BZk-00364-00079280-00079550 you know i i she wanted to argue that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00365-00079551-00079743 there would not be any expert witnesses
GHMKRRw2BZk-00366-00079744-00079975 period and the judge was like okay and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00367-00079976-00080111 that was it i mean there was not even
GHMKRRw2BZk-00368-00080112-00080343 any discussion of it you know
GHMKRRw2BZk-00369-00080344-00080815 um so i had a similar experience
GHMKRRw2BZk-00370-00080816-00081126 um recently like i said i went to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00371-00081127-00081391 family court with someone and i really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00372-00081392-00081662 just went as moral support
GHMKRRw2BZk-00373-00081663-00081823 and people asked me to do that quite a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00374-00081824-00082159 bit and so i went as moral support
GHMKRRw2BZk-00375-00082160-00082503 and i also i'm interested to watch
GHMKRRw2BZk-00376-00082504-00082735 family court hearings because of the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00377-00082736-00082918 work that i do
GHMKRRw2BZk-00378-00082919-00083150 and if i had been someone who just
GHMKRRw2BZk-00379-00083151-00083262 happened to stumble
GHMKRRw2BZk-00380-00083263-00083599 into this courtroom i would have thought
GHMKRRw2BZk-00381-00083600-00083903 that the one parent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00382-00083904-00084287 had two attorneys there were
GHMKRRw2BZk-00383-00084288-00084687 two attorneys sitting together clearly
GHMKRRw2BZk-00384-00084688-00084999 it appeared to be representing this one
GHMKRRw2BZk-00385-00085000-00085143 parent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00386-00085144-00085455 and very very zealously representing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00387-00085456-00085606 this one parent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00388-00085607-00085991 and but turns out that that's not
GHMKRRw2BZk-00389-00085992-00086279 that's not the case one of the attorneys
GHMKRRw2BZk-00390-00086280-00086335 um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00391-00086336-00086679 was it was a dad and i i hesitate to say
GHMKRRw2BZk-00392-00086680-00086806 the gender because we know it's not a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00393-00086807-00086911 gender issue
GHMKRRw2BZk-00394-00086912-00087182 but the there was a rep attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00395-00087183-00087318 representing the dad
GHMKRRw2BZk-00396-00087319-00087550 and then it appeared that the dad had
GHMKRRw2BZk-00397-00087551-00087718 another attorney two attorneys but one
GHMKRRw2BZk-00398-00087719-00087903 of the attorneys was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00399-00087904-00088262 a court appointed amicus attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00400-00088263-00088487 and this court-appointed amicus attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00401-00088488-00088735 was so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00402-00088736-00089143 so biased and so aligned with the dad
GHMKRRw2BZk-00403-00089144-00089391 um and like i said it was like he had
GHMKRRw2BZk-00404-00089392-00089703 two attorneys
GHMKRRw2BZk-00405-00089704-00090182 and a couple of things
GHMKRRw2BZk-00406-00090183-00090447 is that i'll just say how it works here
GHMKRRw2BZk-00407-00090448-00090606 in texas because i think it might vary
GHMKRRw2BZk-00408-00090607-00090767 from state to state
GHMKRRw2BZk-00409-00090768-00091006 but here in texas we have court
GHMKRRw2BZk-00410-00091007-00091182 appointed amicus attorneys and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00411-00091183-00091399 court-appointed ad litem attorneys
GHMKRRw2BZk-00412-00091400-00091606 a lot of people don't realize that there
GHMKRRw2BZk-00413-00091607-00091815 is a difference between the two
GHMKRRw2BZk-00414-00091816-00092006 they think amicus attorney and adelaide
GHMKRRw2BZk-00415-00092007-00092191 attorneys are the same but they're not
GHMKRRw2BZk-00416-00092192-00092294 the same
GHMKRRw2BZk-00417-00092295-00092575 so here in texas if you have a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00418-00092576-00092806 court-appointed ad litem attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00419-00092807-00093038 an ad litem represents the child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00420-00093039-00093223 whatever the child says they want
GHMKRRw2BZk-00421-00093224-00093423 no matter how bizarre or weird it might
GHMKRRw2BZk-00422-00093424-00093638 be like if the child says
GHMKRRw2BZk-00423-00093639-00093926 you know i want to go live in the zoo
GHMKRRw2BZk-00424-00093927-00094071 you know the adelaide attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00425-00094072-00094271 is like okay i gotta bring it to the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00426-00094272-00094382 court you know this
GHMKRRw2BZk-00427-00094383-00094487 you know your honor this child that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00428-00094488-00094647 wants to live in the zoo so we should
GHMKRRw2BZk-00429-00094648-00094782 let them live in the zoo
GHMKRRw2BZk-00430-00094783-00094950 like that's a really crazy example but
GHMKRRw2BZk-00431-00094951-00095182 i'm just saying the ad litem is supposed
GHMKRRw2BZk-00432-00095183-00095223 to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00433-00095224-00095423 really represent the child's wishes
GHMKRRw2BZk-00434-00095424-00095567 whatever
GHMKRRw2BZk-00435-00095568-00095735 their wishes are so if the child says i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00436-00095736-00095855 want to live with mom or i want to live
GHMKRRw2BZk-00437-00095856-00096111 with dad the ad litem is supposed to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00438-00096112-00096494 advocate for that but an amicus attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00439-00096495-00096823 um in texas is supposed to be
GHMKRRw2BZk-00440-00096824-00097143 uh neutral and unbiased
GHMKRRw2BZk-00441-00097144-00097462 and do fact-finding and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00442-00097463-00097767 based on that neutral unbiased fact
GHMKRRw2BZk-00443-00097768-00097911 finding
GHMKRRw2BZk-00444-00097912-00098343 make a recommendation to the court about
GHMKRRw2BZk-00445-00098344-00098662 the case and they are not supposed to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00446-00098663-00098815 align with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00447-00098816-00099135 or favor or represent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00448-00099136-00099318 either a parent or the child they're
GHMKRRw2BZk-00449-00099319-00099479 supposed to be neutral
GHMKRRw2BZk-00450-00099480-00099855 and unbiased and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00451-00099856-00100094 unfortunately though that's not how they
GHMKRRw2BZk-00452-00100095-00100206 operate
GHMKRRw2BZk-00453-00100207-00100638 and it's just what i saw in court a few
GHMKRRw2BZk-00454-00100639-00100711 weeks ago
GHMKRRw2BZk-00455-00100712-00101079 was an example of how bad that situation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00456-00101080-00101350 is this amicus attorney was so biased
GHMKRRw2BZk-00457-00101351-00101438 and not just
GHMKRRw2BZk-00458-00101439-00101774 biased and aligned with one parent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00459-00101775-00102223 but she was flat out harassing and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00460-00102224-00102454 badgering the mom when the mom was on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00461-00102455-00102702 the stand i mean it was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00462-00102703-00102999 it was horrible it was so out of control
GHMKRRw2BZk-00463-00103000-00103102 her behavior was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00464-00103103-00103423 so inappropriate and the judge didn't do
GHMKRRw2BZk-00465-00103424-00103590 anything
GHMKRRw2BZk-00466-00103591-00103766 didn't do anything to stop and and the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00467-00103767-00103966 one attorney did actually say
GHMKRRw2BZk-00468-00103967-00104134 badgering the witness and she was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00469-00104135-00104334 badgering the witness it was just
GHMKRRw2BZk-00470-00104335-00104615 really really horrible horrible to see
GHMKRRw2BZk-00471-00104616-00104806 and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00472-00104807-00104966 here is something that i want people to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00473-00104967-00105199 know about one of the major
GHMKRRw2BZk-00474-00105200-00105351 problems that we have in the family
GHMKRRw2BZk-00475-00105352-00105534 court system at least here in texas
GHMKRRw2BZk-00476-00105535-00105607 again it could
GHMKRRw2BZk-00477-00105608-00105951 be different in other states but
GHMKRRw2BZk-00478-00105952-00106271 this amicus attorney was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00479-00106272-00106623 a family court judge and she got voted
GHMKRRw2BZk-00480-00106624-00106990 out by the people okay so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00481-00106991-00107254 here in texas a judge can get voted off
GHMKRRw2BZk-00482-00107255-00107327 the bench
GHMKRRw2BZk-00483-00107328-00107495 in other words we the people are saying
GHMKRRw2BZk-00484-00107496-00107671 we don't want you to be a judge anymore
GHMKRRw2BZk-00485-00107672-00107823 we don't want you to have this job
GHMKRRw2BZk-00486-00107824-00107975 anymore okay
GHMKRRw2BZk-00487-00107976-00108263 so they get she got voted out the people
GHMKRRw2BZk-00488-00108264-00108390 said we don't want you to be a judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00489-00108391-00108534 anymore
GHMKRRw2BZk-00490-00108535-00108839 but she actually is still acting like a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00491-00108840-00109071 judge because she's an extension of the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00492-00109072-00109278 court she's an extension of the judge by
GHMKRRw2BZk-00493-00109279-00109566 being a court-appointed amicus attorney
GHMKRRw2BZk-00494-00109567-00109895 and she can also i mean if if she
GHMKRRw2BZk-00495-00109896-00110063 chooses if people invite her to she can
GHMKRRw2BZk-00496-00110064-00110254 come and she can fill in when judges are
GHMKRRw2BZk-00497-00110255-00110343 on vacation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00498-00110344-00110615 or take a leave of absence so here in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00499-00110616-00110823 texas you can vote somebody out
GHMKRRw2BZk-00500-00110824-00111047 you can say we don't want you anymore to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00501-00111048-00111143 be a judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00502-00111144-00111407 but they can still act as a judge and i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00503-00111408-00111519 think that that is a huge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00504-00111520-00111734 problem that we've got to change if the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00505-00111735-00111934 people say we're voting you out
GHMKRRw2BZk-00506-00111935-00112158 you know we're the taxpayers and we
GHMKRRw2BZk-00507-00112159-00112286 don't feel like
GHMKRRw2BZk-00508-00112288-00112447 you're good at this job anymore we don't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00509-00112448-00112631 want you at this job anymore then they
GHMKRRw2BZk-00510-00112632-00112695 should
GHMKRRw2BZk-00511-00112696-00112958 no longer be allowed to do that job and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00512-00112959-00113134 and they get around it here in texas by
GHMKRRw2BZk-00513-00113135-00113190 coming in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00514-00113191-00113358 and you know visiting filling in for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00515-00113359-00113590 vacation and also being court appointed
GHMKRRw2BZk-00516-00113591-00113702 amicus and adelaide
GHMKRRw2BZk-00517-00113703-00113983 attorneys and one more thing i know i'm
GHMKRRw2BZk-00518-00113983-00114086 really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00519-00114088-00114334 going on a lot but i'm really passionate
GHMKRRw2BZk-00520-00114335-00114431 about this
GHMKRRw2BZk-00521-00114432-00114799 is their attorneys so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00522-00114800-00115119 i they're not qualified to even
GHMKRRw2BZk-00523-00115120-00115302 in my opinion they're not qualified to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00524-00115303-00115519 make those decisions
GHMKRRw2BZk-00525-00115520-00115758 you know this this is someone who was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00526-00115759-00115919 you know she's an attorney and she was a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00527-00115920-00115990 judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00528-00115991-00116295 but she's not necessarily trained to to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00529-00116296-00116447 make those assessments
GHMKRRw2BZk-00530-00116448-00116678 of what is best for the child and and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00531-00116679-00116807 her behavior was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00532-00116808-00117127 so inappropriate and the judge
GHMKRRw2BZk-00533-00117128-00117495 just let her go on they are so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00534-00117496-00117695 tranquilized in the court system it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00535-00117696-00117815 seems to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00536-00117816-00118127 to the impact that they have on these
GHMKRRw2BZk-00537-00118128-00118215 families on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00538-00118216-00118566 ultimately the children um you know they
GHMKRRw2BZk-00539-00118567-00118878 i know i'm also a guardian ad litem in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00540-00118879-00118983 the dependency
GHMKRRw2BZk-00541-00118983-00119295 system and when i have gone to represent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00542-00119296-00119510 a foster child whatever child i'm
GHMKRRw2BZk-00543-00119511-00119615 assigned to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00544-00119616-00119966 in the courts i my voice
GHMKRRw2BZk-00545-00119967-00120247 holds way more weight than these
GHMKRRw2BZk-00546-00120248-00120358 caseworkers
GHMKRRw2BZk-00547-00120359-00120558 who have had to visit these homes
GHMKRRw2BZk-00548-00120559-00120710 because of abuse and neglect
GHMKRRw2BZk-00549-00120711-00121031 who pull these you know my voice
GHMKRRw2BZk-00550-00121032-00121271 uh holds huge amount of weight and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00551-00121272-00121390 therefore
GHMKRRw2BZk-00552-00121391-00121695 i've got a profound responsibility to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00553-00121696-00121799 that child
GHMKRRw2BZk-00554-00121800-00122007 and knowing that whatever i say to that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00555-00122008-00122351 judge that judge will do
GHMKRRw2BZk-00556-00122352-00122727 yeah it really is um we see it here all
GHMKRRw2BZk-00557-00122728-00123143 the time where the judges
GHMKRRw2BZk-00558-00123144-00123447 they don't put the brakes on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00559-00123448-00123702 like an amicus that is out of control
GHMKRRw2BZk-00560-00123703-00123807 like the one that i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00561-00123808-00124119 i witnessed and and it was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00562-00124120-00124414 very very very similar to my case i was
GHMKRRw2BZk-00563-00124415-00124590 my mind was kind of blown i was like wow
GHMKRRw2BZk-00564-00124591-00124758 this is like
GHMKRRw2BZk-00565-00124759-00125102 deja vu you know
GHMKRRw2BZk-00566-00125103-00125407 like now we get to choose to be family
GHMKRRw2BZk-00567-00125408-00125495 advocates we
GHMKRRw2BZk-00568-00125496-00125686 choose to go into these courtrooms to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00569-00125688-00125807 help these people
GHMKRRw2BZk-00570-00125808-00126007 because we remember what it was like to
GHMKRRw2BZk-00571-00126008-00126151 be those people
GHMKRRw2BZk-00572-00126152-00126407 and it is it's not cert certainly
GHMKRRw2BZk-00573-00126408-00126543 sometimes it gives me a little bit of
GHMKRRw2BZk-00574-00126544-00126631 like um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00575-00126632-00127023 like deja vu of the trauma
GHMKRRw2BZk-00576-00127024-00127199 that i experienced every time i went
GHMKRRw2BZk-00577-00127200-00127343 into court
GHMKRRw2BZk-00578-00127344-00127614 and uh so yeah and it's shocking and i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00579-00127615-00127678 and i think
GHMKRRw2BZk-00580-00127679-00127975 again that people don't realize it i
GHMKRRw2BZk-00581-00127976-00128110 certainly
GHMKRRw2BZk-00582-00128111-00128247 would not have imagined it before it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00583-00128248-00128423 happened to me and so i think
GHMKRRw2BZk-00584-00128424-00128671 if if you're not if you have not been a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00585-00128672-00128807 family court litigant
GHMKRRw2BZk-00586-00128808-00129023 or you don't somehow work in a field
GHMKRRw2BZk-00587-00129024-00129134 that's related
GHMKRRw2BZk-00588-00129135-00129390 to it or connected to it you really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00589-00129391-00129502 don't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00590-00129503-00129743 you can't imagine and and it doesn't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00591-00129744-00129886 make sense
GHMKRRw2BZk-00592-00129888-00130199 um so we've got some
GHMKRRw2BZk-00593-00130200-00130423 real serious changes that need to happen
GHMKRRw2BZk-00594-00130424-00130519 and and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00595-00130520-00130743 when you go and you observe these
GHMKRRw2BZk-00596-00130744-00130895 hearings
GHMKRRw2BZk-00597-00130896-00131175 you get to see a lot of that yeah you
GHMKRRw2BZk-00598-00131176-00131207 know
GHMKRRw2BZk-00599-00131208-00131431 uh so last year about a year ago i went
GHMKRRw2BZk-00600-00131432-00131607 to a dc conference for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00601-00131608-00131911 for mediators and and we were speak and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00602-00131912-00132166 they were judges that were speaking uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00603-00132167-00132335 about the family court situation and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00604-00132336-00132447 stuff like that and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00605-00132448-00132695 i'm sitting there listening to all this
GHMKRRw2BZk-00606-00132696-00132854 conversation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00607-00132855-00133078 and like this giant elephant in the room
GHMKRRw2BZk-00608-00133079-00133239 that they're not addressing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00609-00133240-00133543 and it's all about this this thing that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00610-00133544-00133663 i'm a stand for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00611-00133664-00133959 is you know these parents and family
GHMKRRw2BZk-00612-00133960-00134014 court
GHMKRRw2BZk-00613-00134015-00134383 should be given the same consideration
GHMKRRw2BZk-00614-00134384-00134614 as these parents in dependency court at
GHMKRRw2BZk-00615-00134615-00134751 the very least
GHMKRRw2BZk-00616-00134752-00135063 you know why are they why is there
GHMKRRw2BZk-00617-00135064-00135487 um their ability to marginalize a parent
GHMKRRw2BZk-00618-00135488-00135671 or completely cut them out of a child's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00619-00135672-00135807 life in family court
GHMKRRw2BZk-00620-00135808-00136087 who's who never this parent has never
GHMKRRw2BZk-00621-00136088-00136119 been
GHMKRRw2BZk-00622-00136120-00136431 found guilty of of anything
GHMKRRw2BZk-00623-00136432-00136790 abuse or neglect um but yet
GHMKRRw2BZk-00624-00136791-00137039 in family you know just like i said it's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00625-00137040-00137102 just like a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00626-00137103-00137399 totally different way of of managing the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00627-00137400-00137487 courts and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00628-00137488-00137766 and doing what doing it's doing a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00629-00137767-00137966 disservice to the children
GHMKRRw2BZk-00630-00137967-00138190 in family court and it's called family
GHMKRRw2BZk-00631-00138191-00138375 court but yet when you go
GHMKRRw2BZk-00632-00138376-00138590 and you see how it operates it feels
GHMKRRw2BZk-00633-00138591-00138854 very anti-family and i think that is
GHMKRRw2BZk-00634-00138855-00139047 what is really shocking to people is
GHMKRRw2BZk-00635-00139048-00139287 that it it sounds like it's to help your
GHMKRRw2BZk-00636-00139288-00139375 family
GHMKRRw2BZk-00637-00139376-00139543 but you get in there and it's it's
GHMKRRw2BZk-00638-00139544-00139678 really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00639-00139679-00139927 not not so helpful to your family but
GHMKRRw2BZk-00640-00139928-00139999 you know i think
GHMKRRw2BZk-00641-00140000-00140231 it's there's always i think over the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00642-00140232-00140399 generations there have been things that
GHMKRRw2BZk-00643-00140400-00140599 have been completely acceptable
GHMKRRw2BZk-00644-00140600-00141039 like when when we had uh we had
GHMKRRw2BZk-00645-00141040-00141199 minority schools and we had white
GHMKRRw2BZk-00646-00141200-00141414 schools we had different
GHMKRRw2BZk-00647-00141415-00141647 fountains and different bathrooms and it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00648-00141648-00141919 was completely acceptable for that era
GHMKRRw2BZk-00649-00141920-00142254 in american history now it's deplorable
GHMKRRw2BZk-00650-00142255-00142366 it's disgusting
GHMKRRw2BZk-00651-00142367-00142702 to to think of two races being treated
GHMKRRw2BZk-00652-00142703-00142839 so differently
GHMKRRw2BZk-00653-00142840-00143175 um so it's just something that we have
GHMKRRw2BZk-00654-00143176-00143254 to get in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00655-00143255-00143487 interrupt that conversation and say
GHMKRRw2BZk-00656-00143488-00143614 listen guys
GHMKRRw2BZk-00657-00143615-00143863 it's really obvious it's really obvious
GHMKRRw2BZk-00658-00143864-00144023 what you need to do
GHMKRRw2BZk-00659-00144024-00144271 um and it really starts with the judges
GHMKRRw2BZk-00660-00144272-00144511 yeah i agree
GHMKRRw2BZk-00661-00144512-00144766 well um we're almost out of time aren't
GHMKRRw2BZk-00662-00144767-00144839 we
GHMKRRw2BZk-00663-00144840-00145183 yes we are can i just uh make a little
GHMKRRw2BZk-00664-00145184-00145263 announcement
GHMKRRw2BZk-00665-00145264-00145535 that um i am going to start sending out
GHMKRRw2BZk-00666-00145536-00145735 a monthly newsletter
GHMKRRw2BZk-00667-00145736-00146039 and so i would like to ask our viewers
GHMKRRw2BZk-00668-00146040-00146278 if they would visit my website
GHMKRRw2BZk-00669-00146279-00146526 and sign up to get my newsletter and my
GHMKRRw2BZk-00670-00146527-00146823 website is wendyjperry.com
GHMKRRw2BZk-00671-00146824-00147078 so on any page on my website in the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00672-00147079-00147247 upper right hand corner
GHMKRRw2BZk-00673-00147248-00147375 all you have to do is put in your name
GHMKRRw2BZk-00674-00147376-00147583 and email address and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00675-00147584-00147966 boom you're in all right yeah
GHMKRRw2BZk-00676-00147967-00148151 all right so the project that i'm
GHMKRRw2BZk-00677-00148152-00148375 working on is to have
GHMKRRw2BZk-00678-00148376-00148711 is a global conversation so there's a
GHMKRRw2BZk-00679-00148712-00148878 group of people in israel
GHMKRRw2BZk-00680-00148879-00149183 that i've been having meetings with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00681-00149184-00149478 every week in regards to because in
GHMKRRw2BZk-00682-00149479-00149559 israel
GHMKRRw2BZk-00683-00149560-00149775 it there haven't been there's not been
GHMKRRw2BZk-00684-00149776-00150007 that many generations that have gone by
GHMKRRw2BZk-00685-00150008-00150143 that they've experienced divorce and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00686-00150144-00150399 separation so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00687-00150400-00150687 there's not a lot of support for parents
GHMKRRw2BZk-00688-00150688-00150790 who are separated
GHMKRRw2BZk-00689-00150791-00151078 and the youth the children there's no
GHMKRRw2BZk-00690-00151079-00151254 support for them as well
GHMKRRw2BZk-00691-00151255-00151583 so uh so what i've been creating with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00692-00151584-00151671 this group
GHMKRRw2BZk-00693-00151672-00152014 is doing some some moderated
GHMKRRw2BZk-00694-00152015-00152271 chat rooms um that are based upon
GHMKRRw2BZk-00695-00152272-00152335 language
GHMKRRw2BZk-00696-00152336-00152535 so our start since i'm working with
GHMKRRw2BZk-00697-00152536-00152799 people whose primary language is hebrew
GHMKRRw2BZk-00698-00152800-00153039 and working with that community and and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00699-00153040-00153135 of course
GHMKRRw2BZk-00700-00153136-00153478 this this support group will be trained
GHMKRRw2BZk-00701-00153479-00153814 by uh will be led by trained moderators
GHMKRRw2BZk-00702-00153815-00154083 and dealing and based on like a 10-week
GHMKRRw2BZk-00703-00154084-00154254 curriculum so
GHMKRRw2BZk-00704-00154255-00154590 that's what i'm hoping to uh implement
GHMKRRw2BZk-00705-00154591-00154759 by the end of the summer
GHMKRRw2BZk-00706-00154760-00155087 uh having our chat rooms uh moderated
GHMKRRw2BZk-00707-00155088-00155278 chat rooms to support
GHMKRRw2BZk-00708-00155279-00155551 people and eventually we if we can we
GHMKRRw2BZk-00709-00155552-00155654 can train
GHMKRRw2BZk-00710-00155655-00155983 a moderator in all the major languages
GHMKRRw2BZk-00711-00155984-00156166 and have a different room for each one
GHMKRRw2BZk-00712-00156167-00156478 of them that is so exciting and
GHMKRRw2BZk-00713-00156479-00156878 yay for a global project because this is
GHMKRRw2BZk-00714-00156879-00157014 a global problem
GHMKRRw2BZk-00715-00157015-00157295 it happens everywhere so that's really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00716-00157296-00157399 exciting
GHMKRRw2BZk-00717-00157400-00157678 yeah it's not an american phenomenon for
GHMKRRw2BZk-00718-00157679-00157726 sure
GHMKRRw2BZk-00719-00157727-00158007 i mean as we've seen in april being
GHMKRRw2BZk-00720-00158008-00158175 parental alienation awareness month
GHMKRRw2BZk-00721-00158176-00158423 there's that's when we really start
GHMKRRw2BZk-00722-00158424-00158566 seeing all of the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00723-00158567-00158854 the the country represented and they're
GHMKRRw2BZk-00724-00158855-00159087 experiencing the same thing
GHMKRRw2BZk-00725-00159088-00159414 so absolutely well it was great chatting
GHMKRRw2BZk-00726-00159415-00159526 with you
GHMKRRw2BZk-00727-00159527-00160054 great chatting always great
GHMKRRw2BZk-00728-00160055-00160214 if any of this that we've talked about
GHMKRRw2BZk-00729-00160215-00160359 speaks to you uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00730-00160360-00160654 please reach out with to us on messenger
GHMKRRw2BZk-00731-00160655-00160726 on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00732-00160727-00160902 the the facebook page that you're
GHMKRRw2BZk-00733-00160903-00161063 watching this on
GHMKRRw2BZk-00734-00161064-00161295 and um and we will see you again next
GHMKRRw2BZk-00735-00161296-00161559 week oh next week
GHMKRRw2BZk-00736-00161560-00161895 our guest next week we've got a really
GHMKRRw2BZk-00737-00161896-00161983 special guest
GHMKRRw2BZk-00738-00161984-00162287 next week our guest on custody matters
GHMKRRw2BZk-00739-00162288-00162326 live
GHMKRRw2BZk-00740-00162327-00162775 is going to be dr jennifer harmon
GHMKRRw2BZk-00741-00162776-00163095 so excited to have dr harman
GHMKRRw2BZk-00742-00163096-00163431 on yeah she did a ted talk uh
GHMKRRw2BZk-00743-00163432-00163735 i watched that's that's her ted talk is
GHMKRRw2BZk-00744-00163736-00163854 what i've integrated into my
GHMKRRw2BZk-00745-00163855-00164038 co-parenting curriculum
GHMKRRw2BZk-00746-00164039-00164319 and uh and it is just so amazing the way
GHMKRRw2BZk-00747-00164320-00164478 that she takes the gender out of the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00748-00164479-00164599 conversation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00749-00164600-00164902 and makes it so easy to see
GHMKRRw2BZk-00750-00164903-00165159 that you can make a difference it
GHMKRRw2BZk-00751-00165160-00165311 doesn't require
GHMKRRw2BZk-00752-00165312-00165671 one both people both ex-spouses
GHMKRRw2BZk-00753-00165672-00165902 to be to be part of the solution it only
GHMKRRw2BZk-00754-00165903-00166038 takes one
GHMKRRw2BZk-00755-00166039-00166326 to to change the direction of the
GHMKRRw2BZk-00756-00166327-00166551 co-parenting situation
GHMKRRw2BZk-00757-00166552-00166919 yeah she um does a lot of great work
GHMKRRw2BZk-00758-00166920-00167207 and research not just on parental
GHMKRRw2BZk-00759-00167208-00167311 alienation but
GHMKRRw2BZk-00760-00167312-00167775 some other dynamics that are definitely
GHMKRRw2BZk-00761-00167776-00168102 related to alienating behavior so i'm
GHMKRRw2BZk-00762-00168103-00168207 not going to go into detail
GHMKRRw2BZk-00763-00168208-00168463 but i'm really excited to talk with her
GHMKRRw2BZk-00764-00168464-00168678 about all of the things that she
GHMKRRw2BZk-00765-00168679-00169007 studies and that she teaches about at um
GHMKRRw2BZk-00766-00169008-00169287 colorado state university so awesome
GHMKRRw2BZk-00767-00169288-00169335 awesome
GHMKRRw2BZk-00768-00169336-00169583 yeah all right well that's all we have
GHMKRRw2BZk-00769-00169584-00169687 for you today
GHMKRRw2BZk-00770-00169688-00169887 thank you for joining us for custody
GHMKRRw2BZk-00771-00169888-00170023 matters live
GHMKRRw2BZk-00772-00170024-00170323 uh and we will see see you again next
GHMKRRw2BZk-00773-00170324-00170624 week
GIHNr-FGEMc-00000-00000064-00000214 hello everyone this is ross at teacher
GIHNr-FGEMc-00001-00000215-00000399 talk at the most influential blog on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00002-00000400-00000591 education in the uk today i am
GIHNr-FGEMc-00003-00000592-00000782 interviewing louise penn uh pennington
GIHNr-FGEMc-00004-00000783-00000991 louise is professional development lead
GIHNr-FGEMc-00005-00000992-00001303 at oxford university press louise good
GIHNr-FGEMc-00006-00001304-00001519 afternoon hi
GIHNr-FGEMc-00007-00001520-00001695 um thank you for joining me and could i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00008-00001696-00001871 just get you to introduce yourself to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00009-00001872-00002030 our listeners and tell everybody what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00010-00002032-00002126 you do
GIHNr-FGEMc-00011-00002127-00002287 i'll try and be succinct as possible
GIHNr-FGEMc-00012-00002288-00002431 because my job is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00013-00002432-00002623 quite a miracle so hi i'm louise
GIHNr-FGEMc-00014-00002624-00002775 pennington the professional development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00015-00002776-00003087 lead for primary and secondary at oup
GIHNr-FGEMc-00016-00003088-00003319 oxford university press um and i'm
GIHNr-FGEMc-00017-00003320-00003519 involved with everything from numicom a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00018-00003520-00003719 primary maths resource through to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00019-00003720-00004006 secondary science everything to do with
GIHNr-FGEMc-00020-00004007-00004286 referring to research good practice
GIHNr-FGEMc-00021-00004287-00004486 and that we kind of use that to put into
GIHNr-FGEMc-00022-00004487-00004638 planning and delivery of professional
GIHNr-FGEMc-00023-00004639-00004822 development now for people that don't
GIHNr-FGEMc-00024-00004823-00005063 know what is what is new macon
GIHNr-FGEMc-00025-00005064-00005343 so numicon is the reason why i work for
GIHNr-FGEMc-00026-00005344-00005727 oup it's a primary maths resource which
GIHNr-FGEMc-00027-00005728-00006102 um utilizes uh quite a strong pedagogy
GIHNr-FGEMc-00028-00006103-00006327 based on bruner's cpa so the concrete
GIHNr-FGEMc-00029-00006328-00006575 pictorial abstract approach but actually
GIHNr-FGEMc-00030-00006576-00006783 uses some um really
GIHNr-FGEMc-00031-00006784-00007095 um tactile manipulatives to sort of make
GIHNr-FGEMc-00032-00007095-00007327 children you know explore and unpick
GIHNr-FGEMc-00033-00007328-00007567 mathematical concepts and so it's a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00034-00007568-00007734 really great resource and i found that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00035-00007736-00008055 in primary teaching myself and used it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00036-00008056-00008255 in my own classroom and then within 18
GIHNr-FGEMc-00037-00008256-00008407 months we had it across school so it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00038-00008408-00008535 that teacher researching actually
GIHNr-FGEMc-00039-00008536-00008735 interesting my first experience of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00040-00008736-00008895 pneumocon was when my son brought it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00041-00008896-00009103 home coincidentally and there he was you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00042-00009104-00009319 know where having a bit of fun but also
GIHNr-FGEMc-00043-00009320-00009503 hopefully learning maths and actually
GIHNr-FGEMc-00044-00009504-00009806 he is developing that classic he loves
GIHNr-FGEMc-00045-00009807-00010078 he's great at maths but his love for it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00046-00010079-00010351 is a bit uh kind of hit and miss and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00047-00010352-00010519 that's perhaps where that kind of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00048-00010520-00010783 stereotype of i'm not good at maths um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00049-00010784-00010999 evolves you've got a passion for cpd as
GIHNr-FGEMc-00050-00011000-00011283 well haven't you how is that how's that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00051-00011284-00011535 evolved i think it's probably evolved
GIHNr-FGEMc-00052-00011536-00011823 from my own experiences and chances and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00053-00011824-00011999 opportunities that i was afforded as a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00054-00012000-00012159 younger teacher so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00055-00012160-00012446 um i've continued to to develop myself
GIHNr-FGEMc-00056-00012447-00012606 professionally so i've continued to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00057-00012607-00012958 study beyond my degree but i was also um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00058-00012959-00013166 you know led in my second teaching job i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00059-00013168-00013447 was a senco and senior leader so i led
GIHNr-FGEMc-00060-00013447-00013599 uh professional development in school
GIHNr-FGEMc-00061-00013600-00013822 there but i also was a lead math teacher
GIHNr-FGEMc-00062-00013823-00014038 for local authority and so worked with
GIHNr-FGEMc-00063-00014040-00014343 and supported and and collaborated with
GIHNr-FGEMc-00064-00014344-00014494 other teachers in other schools and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00065-00014495-00014719 that's kind of where it all started
GIHNr-FGEMc-00066-00014719-00014886 and before the pandemic you're obviously
GIHNr-FGEMc-00067-00014887-00015055 around the country
GIHNr-FGEMc-00068-00015056-00015255 yeah i'm abroad i missed a trip to new
GIHNr-FGEMc-00069-00015256-00015415 zealand actually last easter which i'm
GIHNr-FGEMc-00070-00015416-00015679 still oh no working with teachers and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00071-00015680-00015911 going to school so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00072-00015912-00016094 hopefully i'll be able to to get myself
GIHNr-FGEMc-00073-00016095-00016238 back there at some point yeah
GIHNr-FGEMc-00074-00016240-00016455 okay so we'll come back to the uh pneuma
GIHNr-FGEMc-00075-00016456-00016719 con and cpd um the question i always ask
GIHNr-FGEMc-00076-00016720-00016911 uh people i work with is um describe
GIHNr-FGEMc-00077-00016912-00017143 your 16 year old self
GIHNr-FGEMc-00078-00017144-00017375 what we like at school i was good at
GIHNr-FGEMc-00079-00017376-00017679 school i wasn't a problem child i had
GIHNr-FGEMc-00080-00017680-00018007 that perfect mix of social and um study
GIHNr-FGEMc-00081-00018008-00018199 so i think i balanced the two quite well
GIHNr-FGEMc-00082-00018200-00018327 and i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00083-00018328-00018535 did just just enough work to make sure i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00084-00018536-00018758 got what i needed which i think is is a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00085-00018759-00019055 skill um but i've continued to you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00086-00019056-00019255 i do i do see the social side of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00087-00019256-00019422 education quite a lot and that's why i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00088-00019423-00019663 enjoy um continuing my own learning i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00089-00019664-00019791 think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00090-00019792-00019999 and what happened after school
GIHNr-FGEMc-00091-00020000-00020199 a level's in the same school so i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00092-00020200-00020447 studied at a selective comprehensive
GIHNr-FGEMc-00093-00020448-00020663 school in oldham the selection part was
GIHNr-FGEMc-00094-00020664-00020814 church related
GIHNr-FGEMc-00095-00020815-00020894 um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00096-00020895-00020999 and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00097-00021000-00021143 that was in manchester in urdu
GIHNr-FGEMc-00098-00021144-00021278 manchester i stayed on stream at a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00099-00021279-00021430 levels which was a really eclectic mix
GIHNr-FGEMc-00100-00021431-00021614 of subjects actually i did some
GIHNr-FGEMc-00101-00021615-00021791 humanities some science and english
GIHNr-FGEMc-00102-00021792-00021911 language
GIHNr-FGEMc-00103-00021912-00022119 right and then from there i obviously
GIHNr-FGEMc-00104-00022120-00022278 went to university
GIHNr-FGEMc-00105-00022279-00022455 and what what did you study at
GIHNr-FGEMc-00106-00022456-00022758 university i did a primary
GIHNr-FGEMc-00107-00022759-00023014 bachelor of education with honours and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00108-00023015-00023327 my major was environmental studies and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00109-00023328-00023535 my second subject was foundation math so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00110-00023536-00023639 i was a bit
GIHNr-FGEMc-00111-00023640-00023783 worried
GIHNr-FGEMc-00112-00023784-00023950 about teaching mathematics to that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00113-00023951-00024175 primary age range because of your own
GIHNr-FGEMc-00114-00024176-00024358 experiences at school i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00115-00024359-00024639 so my heart warms when um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00116-00024640-00024950 people go into degree teach it at that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00117-00024951-00025183 teacher training degree um you know i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00118-00025184-00025342 know it's a few years back whereas you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00119-00025343-00025519 get you kind of teach first methods now
GIHNr-FGEMc-00120-00025520-00025646 but um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00121-00025647-00025790 that's very reassuring so what what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00122-00025791-00025967 happened next was your first placement
GIHNr-FGEMc-00123-00025968-00026134 where did you start teaching oh the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00124-00026135-00026302 brilliant we had we had some brilliant
GIHNr-FGEMc-00125-00026304-00026479 placements actually we had a special
GIHNr-FGEMc-00126-00026480-00026702 school placement and that's sparked my
GIHNr-FGEMc-00127-00026704-00026958 interest in no additional and you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00128-00026960-00027167 sometimes more complex needs which i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00129-00027168-00027343 came back to and that was what i studied
GIHNr-FGEMc-00130-00027344-00027607 for my master's degree and my first
GIHNr-FGEMc-00131-00027608-00027879 placement that really was in the middle
GIHNr-FGEMc-00132-00027880-00028046 of top stuff i don't know if you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00133-00028047-00028223 anything about i don't know toxins so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00134-00028224-00028455 that's in liverpool and it was just not
GIHNr-FGEMc-00135-00028456-00028646 oh yes of course it was too long after
GIHNr-FGEMc-00136-00028647-00028831 that they'd had some quite famous riots
GIHNr-FGEMc-00137-00028832-00028951 there
GIHNr-FGEMc-00138-00028952-00029207 and that school ross was that was my
GIHNr-FGEMc-00139-00029208-00029407 first step into a professional role you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00140-00029408-00029614 know as in not being at school myself
GIHNr-FGEMc-00141-00029616-00029831 the children had a breakfast club and it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00142-00029832-00030023 was you know quite some time ago the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00143-00030024-00030223 staff were really focused on the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00144-00030224-00030446 community they had shoes lined up some
GIHNr-FGEMc-00145-00030447-00030639 of the children came in without shoes on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00146-00030639-00030862 um it was a quite a tough school but
GIHNr-FGEMc-00147-00030863-00031127 very very well led and that opened my
GIHNr-FGEMc-00148-00031127-00031295 eyes a lot i think i thought if i could
GIHNr-FGEMc-00149-00031295-00031487 teach here and manage my first placement
GIHNr-FGEMc-00150-00031488-00031679 i think i'll be well placed and and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00151-00031680-00031862 you've always taught in the north west
GIHNr-FGEMc-00152-00031863-00032214 of england yes around manchester area uh
GIHNr-FGEMc-00153-00032216-00032567 rochdale manchester and into oldham yes
GIHNr-FGEMc-00154-00032568-00032655 okay
GIHNr-FGEMc-00155-00032656-00032823 so really really interesting so how did
GIHNr-FGEMc-00156-00032824-00032974 you get in you know you mentioned the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00157-00032975-00033255 cpd you know your lead maths type role
GIHNr-FGEMc-00158-00033256-00033511 um how has that evolved to a point where
GIHNr-FGEMc-00159-00033512-00033662 you're now with a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00160-00033663-00033902 oxford university press
GIHNr-FGEMc-00161-00033903-00034199 so um that's back to numicon so i uh
GIHNr-FGEMc-00162-00034200-00034359 obviously had a love of nemacon i found
GIHNr-FGEMc-00163-00034360-00034551 it worked in school and then i was
GIHNr-FGEMc-00164-00034552-00034735 really wanting to be trained as a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00165-00034736-00034990 trainer so i could train other people
GIHNr-FGEMc-00166-00034991-00035318 and eventually in my role moved me into
GIHNr-FGEMc-00167-00035319-00035567 working for the special needs service
GIHNr-FGEMc-00168-00035568-00035887 and i was able then to to access um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00169-00035888-00036079 their professional development so i was
GIHNr-FGEMc-00170-00036080-00036223 trained in how to train others for
GIHNr-FGEMc-00171-00036224-00036335 numicon
GIHNr-FGEMc-00172-00036336-00036511 and that's where it started really so i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00173-00036512-00036679 was working in my local authority i was
GIHNr-FGEMc-00174-00036680-00036974 able to train schools in my authority so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00175-00036975-00037118 and for me at that point i was a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00176-00037119-00037318 specialist teacher looking at maths
GIHNr-FGEMc-00177-00037319-00037446 difficulties
GIHNr-FGEMc-00178-00037447-00037711 and so i would often you know design a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00179-00037712-00037918 program of intervention or recommend
GIHNr-FGEMc-00180-00037919-00038111 schools would use numi khan and other
GIHNr-FGEMc-00181-00038112-00038199 things
GIHNr-FGEMc-00182-00038200-00038367 to to support the children with with
GIHNr-FGEMc-00183-00038368-00038574 their sticking points and then i joined
GIHNr-FGEMc-00184-00038575-00038823 the consultancy team because um oup has
GIHNr-FGEMc-00185-00038824-00039071 a team of consultants and what year was
GIHNr-FGEMc-00186-00039072-00039283 this roughly
GIHNr-FGEMc-00187-00039284-00039430 oh um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00188-00039431-00039607 now are you talking ross uh probably
GIHNr-FGEMc-00189-00039608-00039902 2012-ish
GIHNr-FGEMc-00190-00039903-00040215 okay um and then and i was working more
GIHNr-FGEMc-00191-00040216-00040446 and more for them then i started to go
GIHNr-FGEMc-00192-00040447-00040630 all over the place and deliver training
GIHNr-FGEMc-00193-00040631-00040895 and then this role well my previous role
GIHNr-FGEMc-00194-00040896-00041046 was numicon professional development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00195-00041047-00041302 leader so i applied for that i thought
GIHNr-FGEMc-00196-00041303-00041446 that was right up my street and then i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00197-00041447-00041583 joined the team
GIHNr-FGEMc-00198-00041584-00041767 so before the pandemic what what was a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00199-00041768-00041974 kind of a normal week or month look like
GIHNr-FGEMc-00200-00041975-00042246 for you i guess to yours there isn't one
GIHNr-FGEMc-00201-00042247-00042543 um so i'd often be in oxford one or two
GIHNr-FGEMc-00202-00042544-00042823 days a week that's for me that's a 400
GIHNr-FGEMc-00203-00042824-00043030 mile commute round trip
GIHNr-FGEMc-00204-00043031-00043207 okay i'm staying eight or nine hours
GIHNr-FGEMc-00205-00043208-00043430 depending on me and mom and so i'd often
GIHNr-FGEMc-00206-00043431-00043655 stay over one night in oxford i would be
GIHNr-FGEMc-00207-00043656-00043839 in schools the rest of the time or
GIHNr-FGEMc-00208-00043840-00044039 working at home so there wasn't a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00209-00044040-00044207 typical rhythm but i really like that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00210-00044208-00044551 actually apart from managing child care
GIHNr-FGEMc-00211-00044552-00044774 yeah i i bet but
GIHNr-FGEMc-00212-00044775-00044951 that that kind of joy of visiting lots
GIHNr-FGEMc-00213-00044952-00045190 of schools yeah you can't put a price on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00214-00045191-00045407 that can you i think to see um how
GIHNr-FGEMc-00215-00045408-00045639 schools work to work with teachers you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00216-00045640-00045839 know to discuss things and to to work
GIHNr-FGEMc-00217-00045840-00046007 with them over time particularly that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00218-00046008-00046246 sustained professional development which
GIHNr-FGEMc-00219-00046247-00046455 you know um is is the gold standard
GIHNr-FGEMc-00220-00046456-00046679 really and but just yet to being out of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00221-00046680-00046911 different schools um to be on learning
GIHNr-FGEMc-00222-00046912-00047127 walks to work with slts to talk to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00223-00047128-00047358 teachers and kind of you know continue
GIHNr-FGEMc-00224-00047359-00047502 to work with them i think it's such a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00225-00047503-00047758 crucial part of your own development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00226-00047759-00047951 what yeah what's your favorite part of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00227-00047952-00048207 working with schools different schools
GIHNr-FGEMc-00228-00048208-00048486 variety i think um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00229-00048487-00048711 i mean i've been working in so many
GIHNr-FGEMc-00230-00048712-00048958 different settings and picked up so many
GIHNr-FGEMc-00231-00048959-00049135 hints and tips myself and different
GIHNr-FGEMc-00232-00049136-00049343 styles and ways of doing things so i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00233-00049344-00049551 think that variety definitely the fact
GIHNr-FGEMc-00234-00049552-00049830 that i've built a really broad network
GIHNr-FGEMc-00235-00049831-00050199 um and connections with other people
GIHNr-FGEMc-00236-00050200-00050407 and to see how different schools run
GIHNr-FGEMc-00237-00050408-00050583 because you know they're very individual
GIHNr-FGEMc-00238-00050584-00050799 aren't they they run so differently they
GIHNr-FGEMc-00239-00050800-00051039 they definitely are um and if i just pop
GIHNr-FGEMc-00240-00051040-00051246 back to nemacon you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00241-00051247-00051519 my knowledge is uh very limited is it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00242-00051520-00051670 expensive
GIHNr-FGEMc-00243-00051671-00051814 how do you implement it into your
GIHNr-FGEMc-00244-00051815-00051966 curriculum how do you teach it day to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00245-00051967-00052230 day that's a great question i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00246-00052232-00052535 it's relatively inexpensive i suppose it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00247-00052536-00052742 depends how much you buy some schools
GIHNr-FGEMc-00248-00052744-00052950 you know buy just the shapes the plastic
GIHNr-FGEMc-00249-00052951-00053182 shapes some schools will buy you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00250-00053183-00053407 the other things our kits have so many
GIHNr-FGEMc-00251-00053408-00053550 other things in says quiz and air rods
GIHNr-FGEMc-00252-00053551-00053719 and things like that and some schools
GIHNr-FGEMc-00253-00053720-00053935 would bother teaching resources as well
GIHNr-FGEMc-00254-00053936-00054254 and so it either can can really easily
GIHNr-FGEMc-00255-00054255-00054447 integrate with any kind of resource that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00256-00054448-00054663 schools use or program that they use or
GIHNr-FGEMc-00257-00054664-00054863 they can use numicon as their program to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00258-00054864-00054991 deal with their mathematics so it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00259-00054991-00055254 really flexible which i think is a real
GIHNr-FGEMc-00260-00055255-00055566 um positive and also through curriculum
GIHNr-FGEMc-00261-00055567-00055766 changes the numicon pedagogy doesn't
GIHNr-FGEMc-00262-00055767-00055991 change some things get moved around in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00263-00055991-00056150 different year groups and that that kind
GIHNr-FGEMc-00264-00056151-00056359 of continuity is really carefully looked
GIHNr-FGEMc-00265-00056360-00056615 at but it's quite solid in terms of the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00266-00056616-00056903 research and pedagogy behind it and so i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00267-00056904-00057103 think for me that that's shows it stands
GIHNr-FGEMc-00268-00057104-00057238 for testing um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00269-00057239-00057375 i've got a couple other questions so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00270-00057376-00057535 could could you tell listeners a little
GIHNr-FGEMc-00271-00057536-00057750 bit more about the research on lumicon
GIHNr-FGEMc-00272-00057751-00057966 but and also can you use it in other
GIHNr-FGEMc-00273-00057967-00058150 subjects i guess we know that maths is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00274-00058151-00058366 everywhere but how have you seen schools
GIHNr-FGEMc-00275-00058367-00058663 use it in other aspects of school life
GIHNr-FGEMc-00276-00058664-00058871 that's a really great question i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00277-00058872-00059071 it particularly in the early years it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00278-00059072-00059326 permeates quite a lot of other areas of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00279-00059327-00059535 development and particularly when you're
GIHNr-FGEMc-00280-00059536-00059703 trying to use maths across the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00281-00059704-00059823 curriculum
GIHNr-FGEMc-00282-00059824-00060111 and i think that's that's quite key um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00283-00060112-00060247 i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00284-00060248-00060471 i've um oh oxford university use it as
GIHNr-FGEMc-00285-00060472-00060742 well i i believe um in the engineering
GIHNr-FGEMc-00286-00060744-00060959 department i'm masterful okay ask me
GIHNr-FGEMc-00287-00060960-00061079 ross what they do because that's well
GIHNr-FGEMc-00288-00061079-00061342 above my own capabilities so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00289-00061344-00061494 you know it's used in secondary schools
GIHNr-FGEMc-00290-00061495-00061687 as well particularly special needs and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00291-00061688-00061911 maths as you've said um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00292-00061912-00062094 and it basically it just makes those
GIHNr-FGEMc-00293-00062095-00062254 concepts visible you will have seen if
GIHNr-FGEMc-00294-00062255-00062447 your son's brought things home how it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00295-00062448-00062582 you know if he's brought the shapes home
GIHNr-FGEMc-00296-00062583-00062759 it looks like plastic shape so when you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00297-00062760-00062999 put them yes in sequence in the odd you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00298-00063000-00063111 can see
GIHNr-FGEMc-00299-00063112-00063350 the number system it becomes visible and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00300-00063351-00063559 it you know it comes alive and then
GIHNr-FGEMc-00301-00063560-00063775 those little shapes are weighted so a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00302-00063776-00063919 two and a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00303-00063920-00064071 two and a three were the same as the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00304-00064072-00064263 five so that's quite useful thinking
GIHNr-FGEMc-00305-00064264-00064482 about algebra later on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00306-00064483-00064766 um so i think it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00307-00064767-00064959 it's got a variety of uses obviously
GIHNr-FGEMc-00308-00064960-00065119 predominantly in mathematics but
GIHNr-FGEMc-00309-00065120-00065319 engineering um definitely in the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00310-00065320-00065471 university um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00311-00065472-00065599 i've been told
GIHNr-FGEMc-00312-00065600-00065882 um about the research what was the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00313-00065883-00066094 research it did start as a research
GIHNr-FGEMc-00314-00066095-00066391 project actually in brighton and hove um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00315-00066392-00066631 it was quite um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00316-00066632-00066975 a longitudinal-ish study um with
GIHNr-FGEMc-00317-00066976-00067415 some teacher researchers and um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00318-00067416-00067575 you know professor of mathematics and i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00319-00067576-00067759 think that newmancon was born out of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00320-00067760-00067950 that research and actually
GIHNr-FGEMc-00321-00067951-00068150 it is homegrown it's from the uk you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00322-00068151-00068326 know it was it was used across brighton
GIHNr-FGEMc-00323-00068327-00068415 hove
GIHNr-FGEMc-00324-00068416-00068767 in extensively in the 80s and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00325-00068768-00068919 um and so the write-up and the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00326-00068920-00069094 publication of that was what led to the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00327-00069095-00069287 new micron shapes being
GIHNr-FGEMc-00328-00069288-00069382 shown
GIHNr-FGEMc-00329-00069383-00069526 so have you got any
GIHNr-FGEMc-00330-00069527-00069719 is there any stats on how many schools
GIHNr-FGEMc-00331-00069720-00069903 use numicon
GIHNr-FGEMc-00332-00069904-00070159 um we have our own metrics i guess and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00333-00070160-00070438 it shows that probably 80 odd percent of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00334-00070439-00070663 schools have new become resources in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00335-00070664-00070919 school and if we are honest they don't
GIHNr-FGEMc-00336-00070920-00071143 all use it to its full potential and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00337-00071144-00071311 even just yesterday i was on a phone
GIHNr-FGEMc-00338-00071312-00071471 call at the school who said they have
GIHNr-FGEMc-00339-00071472-00071606 loads of nemacon but it's in the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00340-00071607-00071726 cupboards
GIHNr-FGEMc-00341-00071727-00071943 and so they wanted to they wanted some
GIHNr-FGEMc-00342-00071944-00072135 inspiration as to how to get it out and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00343-00072136-00072294 start using it so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00344-00072295-00072471 give me two or three tips what are the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00345-00072472-00072599 two or three tips to get out of the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00346-00072600-00072775 cupboard what would you recommend yes so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00347-00072776-00072926 depending on where you're teaching so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00348-00072927-00073119 for early years basically tip it in your
GIHNr-FGEMc-00349-00073120-00073247 sand and water
GIHNr-FGEMc-00350-00073248-00073350 start there
GIHNr-FGEMc-00351-00073351-00073615 and for key stage one definitely around
GIHNr-FGEMc-00352-00073616-00073815 number concepts and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00353-00073816-00073982 number bonds which is really key you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00354-00073983-00074223 know schools can use that quite easily
GIHNr-FGEMc-00355-00074224-00074423 but also around those numbers to 20
GIHNr-FGEMc-00356-00074424-00074599 their structure and how they how they're
GIHNr-FGEMc-00357-00074600-00074687 built
GIHNr-FGEMc-00358-00074688-00074862 and then for key stage two i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00359-00074863-00075006 people get quite surprised you know how
GIHNr-FGEMc-00360-00075007-00075199 well it's used for fractions decimals
GIHNr-FGEMc-00361-00075200-00075375 and percentages
GIHNr-FGEMc-00362-00075376-00075631 so i think interesting yeah
GIHNr-FGEMc-00363-00075632-00075775 now i want to switch to workload which
GIHNr-FGEMc-00364-00075776-00076167 is a top passion of mine yes um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00365-00076168-00076326 and i'll i'll i'll move away from
GIHNr-FGEMc-00366-00076327-00076671 numacon slowly but um can numericon save
GIHNr-FGEMc-00367-00076672-00076847 people a bit of workload headache is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00368-00076848-00077006 there other you know what kind of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00369-00077007-00077279 resources come with the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00370-00077280-00077479 the pack uh what does the oxford
GIHNr-FGEMc-00371-00077480-00077703 university press provide in terms of cpd
GIHNr-FGEMc-00372-00077704-00077926 to reduce that burden
GIHNr-FGEMc-00373-00077927-00078150 um yes is the answer i think for us when
GIHNr-FGEMc-00374-00078151-00078415 we start to look at products um either
GIHNr-FGEMc-00375-00078416-00078599 you know revisions of products or
GIHNr-FGEMc-00376-00078600-00078831 development of products teacher workload
GIHNr-FGEMc-00377-00078832-00079094 and um ease of use is obviously central
GIHNr-FGEMc-00378-00079095-00079271 to what um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00379-00079272-00079487 publishers do and so i think for us what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00380-00079488-00079679 we've tried to do is we've tried to put
GIHNr-FGEMc-00381-00079680-00079879 everything in one place so we've made in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00382-00079880-00080047 the last other pandemic we've made all
GIHNr-FGEMc-00383-00080048-00080359 the teaching resources digital and so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00384-00080360-00080511 schools will have the subscription for
GIHNr-FGEMc-00385-00080512-00080647 numicon they've got all the teaching
GIHNr-FGEMc-00386-00080648-00080855 resources there they've got their lesson
GIHNr-FGEMc-00387-00080856-00081047 planning it's all done there's long
GIHNr-FGEMc-00388-00081048-00081247 medium and short-term plans there could
GIHNr-FGEMc-00389-00081248-00081462 be a curriculum coverage we've also
GIHNr-FGEMc-00390-00081463-00081615 linked it to some of the key things that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00391-00081616-00081815 schools use so other
GIHNr-FGEMc-00392-00081816-00082094 products or programs that schools often
GIHNr-FGEMc-00393-00082095-00082303 use and we have linkedin we come to that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00394-00082304-00082487 for them so they don't have to do any
GIHNr-FGEMc-00395-00082488-00082694 matching or searching around for what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00396-00082695-00082911 type of activity you can use it for so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00397-00082912-00083094 we are continually working on that and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00398-00083095-00083335 it's really important to me and having
GIHNr-FGEMc-00399-00083336-00083543 spent so long in the teaching profession
GIHNr-FGEMc-00400-00083544-00083631 too
GIHNr-FGEMc-00401-00083632-00083823 that is central to to what we believe
GIHNr-FGEMc-00402-00083824-00083959 that you know we have to keep that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00403-00083960-00084175 workload down it's it's so crucial to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00404-00084176-00084343 you know to avoid burnout of teachers
GIHNr-FGEMc-00405-00084344-00084503 and everything else
GIHNr-FGEMc-00406-00084504-00084711 so yeah and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00407-00084712-00084838 sorry
GIHNr-FGEMc-00408-00084839-00085047 i was going to just pick up on that so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00409-00085048-00085318 in terms of the kind of resources you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00410-00085319-00085567 provide the things that you see in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00411-00085568-00085767 schools you know you've got that kind of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00412-00085768-00085959 and plus the international work you do
GIHNr-FGEMc-00413-00085960-00086143 you've got quite a good oversight in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00414-00086144-00086447 terms of the successes and challenges
GIHNr-FGEMc-00415-00086448-00086575 um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00416-00086576-00086718 what would you say are the happier
GIHNr-FGEMc-00417-00086719-00087006 schools what are they doing and and what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00418-00087007-00087150 would you say would be a fix for the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00419-00087151-00087326 schools that might be struggling
GIHNr-FGEMc-00420-00087327-00087535 i think that's a great question and if
GIHNr-FGEMc-00421-00087536-00087687 we still talk about workload and i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00422-00087688-00087871 the key thing that happy schools do is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00423-00087872-00088094 they continually ask why
GIHNr-FGEMc-00424-00088095-00088303 why are we doing this why do we need to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00425-00088304-00088518 do this what's the benefit of it and i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00426-00088519-00088687 think that sometimes
GIHNr-FGEMc-00427-00088688-00088879 there's a lot he's done because it has
GIHNr-FGEMc-00428-00088880-00089079 always been done or because it worked
GIHNr-FGEMc-00429-00089080-00089287 previously in that way and i think i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00430-00089288-00089415 mean even just this week i've talked to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00431-00089416-00089591 a teacher who's rewriting planning
GIHNr-FGEMc-00432-00089592-00089759 because it isn't on the planning format
GIHNr-FGEMc-00433-00089760-00089903 that the school use
GIHNr-FGEMc-00434-00089904-00090071 and i was saying it's all there for you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00435-00090072-00090294 it's there it's done we've done it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00436-00090295-00090423 so isn't there a way you can just
GIHNr-FGEMc-00437-00090424-00090647 annotate it or can you just like lift it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00438-00090648-00090847 across and drop it in here it's like
GIHNr-FGEMc-00439-00090848-00091047 sometimes it's just like please please
GIHNr-FGEMc-00440-00091048-00091262 don't be afraid to ask why
GIHNr-FGEMc-00441-00091263-00091471 and have that professional conversation
GIHNr-FGEMc-00442-00091472-00091694 around the benefits of some of the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00443-00091695-00091894 processes that schools that's an
GIHNr-FGEMc-00444-00091895-00092015 interesting one because i know a lot of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00445-00092016-00092215 primary schools do their kind of purple
GIHNr-FGEMc-00446-00092216-00092415 and green kind of tickle pen type
GIHNr-FGEMc-00447-00092416-00092631 methodology for marketing and you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00448-00092632-00092806 i'm not a primary teacher you were so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00449-00092807-00093006 you know does it work is there any
GIHNr-FGEMc-00450-00093007-00093223 academic research to support it is it a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00451-00093224-00093406 workload issue what are your views on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00452-00093407-00093631 that particularly i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00453-00093632-00093806 always had the wrong pen in my hand at
GIHNr-FGEMc-00454-00093807-00094047 the wrong time they're on colour
GIHNr-FGEMc-00455-00094048-00094335 i i'm a big advocate of trying to give
GIHNr-FGEMc-00456-00094336-00094535 whole class feedback and verbal feedback
GIHNr-FGEMc-00457-00094536-00094791 i think feedback in the moment
GIHNr-FGEMc-00458-00094792-00094982 has so much more impact than after the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00459-00094983-00095118 event when people haven't quite
GIHNr-FGEMc-00460-00095119-00095247 remembered what it is they were thinking
GIHNr-FGEMc-00461-00095248-00095518 or doing or having made a mistake so i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00462-00095519-00095703 think for me you know if we can work the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00463-00095704-00095887 room and try to give you know timely
GIHNr-FGEMc-00464-00095888-00096126 feedback within the lesson then i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00465-00096127-00096406 all that that onerous marking
GIHNr-FGEMc-00466-00096407-00096567 doesn't you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00467-00096568-00096782 doesn't give us as much as the input
GIHNr-FGEMc-00468-00096783-00096887 that we
GIHNr-FGEMc-00469-00096888-00097055 spent and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00470-00097056-00097223 you know in some of those unhappier
GIHNr-FGEMc-00471-00097224-00097487 schools that you visited what's the kind
GIHNr-FGEMc-00472-00097488-00097782 of reoccurring thing that pops up
GIHNr-FGEMc-00473-00097783-00098126 uh too many meetings so before school
GIHNr-FGEMc-00474-00098127-00098391 during school after school consistently
GIHNr-FGEMc-00475-00098392-00098662 early yeah consistently early meetings
GIHNr-FGEMc-00476-00098663-00098879 and consistently late meetings
GIHNr-FGEMc-00477-00098880-00099191 lots of procedures that people haven't
GIHNr-FGEMc-00478-00099192-00099447 questioned in terms of the impact
GIHNr-FGEMc-00479-00099448-00099735 and you know lots of in-depth planning
GIHNr-FGEMc-00480-00099736-00099918 um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00481-00099919-00100174 and reinventing of the wheel really i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00482-00100175-00100374 think okay
GIHNr-FGEMc-00483-00100375-00100662 and then also sometimes that um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00484-00100663-00100831 the way that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00485-00100832-00100991 teachers feel that their content are
GIHNr-FGEMc-00486-00100992-00101199 being watched and judged and that that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00487-00101200-00101455 kind of lack of professional trust
GIHNr-FGEMc-00488-00101456-00101599 and i think sometimes that comes when
GIHNr-FGEMc-00489-00101600-00101774 schools are on a journey of rapid
GIHNr-FGEMc-00490-00101775-00101903 improvement
GIHNr-FGEMc-00491-00101904-00102150 but actually i think that sometimes to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00492-00102151-00102350 lose professional trust it means that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00493-00102351-00102518 you get less out of people and they get
GIHNr-FGEMc-00494-00102519-00102671 more stressed don't they
GIHNr-FGEMc-00495-00102672-00102910 yeah no i've slowly you know in my own
GIHNr-FGEMc-00496-00102911-00103142 kind of studies and my interests you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00497-00103143-00103215 know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00498-00103216-00103486 really unpicking culture and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00499-00103488-00103686 autonomy and i think from traveling to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00500-00103688-00104030 schools you really do start to see it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00501-00104031-00104278 um to articulate it's the harder part i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00502-00104279-00104599 suppose um now oxford university press
GIHNr-FGEMc-00503-00104600-00104799 apart from publishing materials what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00504-00104800-00104895 else
GIHNr-FGEMc-00505-00104896-00105207 does it offer teachers
GIHNr-FGEMc-00506-00105208-00105439 um another great question so one of the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00507-00105440-00105623 things that i that attracted me to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00508-00105624-00105839 working for oup if i'm really honest was
GIHNr-FGEMc-00509-00105840-00106015 their charitable mission
GIHNr-FGEMc-00510-00106016-00106166 they um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00511-00106167-00106502 put a lot of money back into development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00512-00106503-00106702 of resources or
GIHNr-FGEMc-00513-00106703-00106943 content or support for teachers that is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00514-00106944-00107143 free at the point of delivery
GIHNr-FGEMc-00515-00107144-00107343 so i think that to me is crucially
GIHNr-FGEMc-00516-00107344-00107527 important they are not just on that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00517-00107528-00107839 treadmill of churn for for financial
GIHNr-FGEMc-00518-00107840-00108119 gain they spend a lot of time and effort
GIHNr-FGEMc-00519-00108120-00108358 looking at teacher stresses teacher
GIHNr-FGEMc-00520-00108359-00108654 workload well-being looking at what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00521-00108655-00108863 would help for a particular issue that's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00522-00108864-00109078 arisen and we do a lot of professional
GIHNr-FGEMc-00523-00109079-00109278 development and have a lot of free
GIHNr-FGEMc-00524-00109279-00109431 resources we work so hard on the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00525-00109432-00109695 pandemic pushing out for parents as well
GIHNr-FGEMc-00526-00109696-00109863 pushing out resources
GIHNr-FGEMc-00527-00109864-00110063 linking to the bbc um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00528-00110064-00110286 you know the bbc bite size content we
GIHNr-FGEMc-00529-00110288-00110534 put so much um we put the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00530-00110535-00110775 parent workbook for numicom we just we
GIHNr-FGEMc-00531-00110776-00110919 kind of wrote it really quickly and put
GIHNr-FGEMc-00532-00110920-00111271 it out online um for free downloadable
GIHNr-FGEMc-00533-00111272-00111439 you know printable shapes and things to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00534-00111440-00111607 do with numerical we tried really hard i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00535-00111608-00111823 think that part of oup
GIHNr-FGEMc-00536-00111824-00112095 is really important to me ethically
GIHNr-FGEMc-00537-00112096-00112278 um in terms of you know that we're
GIHNr-FGEMc-00538-00112279-00112447 trying to support with a lot of free
GIHNr-FGEMc-00539-00112448-00112615 content you know we have webinars you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00540-00112616-00112831 know continually that are free to access
GIHNr-FGEMc-00541-00112832-00113007 for for educators and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00542-00113008-00113175 yes i think that side of the business i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00543-00113176-00113399 think is really so tons of stuff um i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00544-00113400-00113575 have to ask how was how was um the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00545-00113576-00113807 pandemic for you you know homeschooling
GIHNr-FGEMc-00546-00113808-00114015 and those types of things how was it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00547-00114016-00114127 horrific
GIHNr-FGEMc-00548-00114128-00114343 i think for someone who's who's used to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00549-00114344-00114502 being out and about a lot being in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00550-00114503-00114807 schools being abroad traveling um even
GIHNr-FGEMc-00551-00114808-00114983 just my you know my commutes just to do
GIHNr-FGEMc-00552-00114983-00115278 that is a full day um i've gone from
GIHNr-FGEMc-00553-00115279-00115543 that to sitting in my kitchen for 15
GIHNr-FGEMc-00554-00115544-00115783 months now the office is not open
GIHNr-FGEMc-00555-00115783-00115999 and they have a task force working on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00556-00116000-00116158 you know their responses because
GIHNr-FGEMc-00557-00116159-00116343 obviously oep's a global company our
GIHNr-FGEMc-00558-00116344-00116607 offices in china were hit quite early on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00559-00116608-00116799 um with the kovid and so they've had a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00560-00116800-00116943 global task force and they've worked
GIHNr-FGEMc-00561-00116944-00117102 really hard and been really good at
GIHNr-FGEMc-00562-00117103-00117302 keeping everybody informed and they've
GIHNr-FGEMc-00563-00117303-00117510 had really strict and stringent safety
GIHNr-FGEMc-00564-00117511-00117727 measures in place for their staff and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00565-00117728-00117934 also for the customers that we work for
GIHNr-FGEMc-00566-00117935-00118015 so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00567-00118016-00118175 the result is that we've all been sat at
GIHNr-FGEMc-00568-00118176-00118366 home for 15 months and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00569-00118367-00118551 it's been difficult but i think you see
GIHNr-FGEMc-00570-00118552-00118743 then how strong teams are and how
GIHNr-FGEMc-00571-00118744-00118990 innovative and supportive and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00572-00118991-00119207 forward-thinking we are you know to kind
GIHNr-FGEMc-00573-00119208-00119390 of stop regrouping start to change the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00574-00119391-00119615 way we do things so quickly
GIHNr-FGEMc-00575-00119616-00119871 um so and and you and i will both know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00576-00119872-00120047 that when you work outside of us kind of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00577-00120048-00120286 school setting school leadership setting
GIHNr-FGEMc-00578-00120288-00120551 you learn insights from
GIHNr-FGEMc-00579-00120552-00120702 you know the business world i suppose in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00580-00120703-00120958 some respects yes um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00581-00120959-00121158 so kind of you know you know given that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00582-00121159-00121390 that you've been involved with oep for
GIHNr-FGEMc-00583-00121391-00121590 you know 10 12 years
GIHNr-FGEMc-00584-00121591-00121823 what kind of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00585-00121824-00122014 new things have you learned that you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00586-00122015-00122223 would have benefited from as a teacher
GIHNr-FGEMc-00587-00122224-00122375 or a school leader
GIHNr-FGEMc-00588-00122376-00122534 i think that's a really good question i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00589-00122535-00122678 do say this a lot actually one of the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00590-00122679-00122910 things that i have really found
GIHNr-FGEMc-00591-00122911-00123054 challenging but really interesting
GIHNr-FGEMc-00592-00123055-00123207 working with oup
GIHNr-FGEMc-00593-00123208-00123407 is having the day-to-day working
GIHNr-FGEMc-00594-00123408-00123654 insights of how marketing and sales and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00595-00123655-00123919 publishing works i mean you know to to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00596-00123920-00124110 know that as a teacher to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00597-00124111-00124310 to kind of understand that that business
GIHNr-FGEMc-00598-00124311-00124527 side i think is is quite important and i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00599-00124528-00124599 think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00600-00124600-00124854 a lot of you know i do run a business i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00601-00124855-00124958 run the professional development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00602-00124959-00125327 business for the uk for oup and i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00603-00125328-00125534 it has helped me develop business skills
GIHNr-FGEMc-00604-00125535-00125734 which i think you know more and more now
GIHNr-FGEMc-00605-00125735-00125943 school leaders need they do need that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00606-00125944-00126183 the budget side the uh you know that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00607-00126183-00126495 kind of plumbing and strategic work and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00608-00126496-00126710 i think that side of the of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00609-00126711-00126927 my job has brought my you know brought a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00610-00126928-00127158 lot of skills to me in terms of you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00611-00127159-00127310 broadening out what i know and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00612-00127311-00127527 understanding can do
GIHNr-FGEMc-00613-00127528-00127863 really interesting um now um i've got
GIHNr-FGEMc-00614-00127864-00128295 uh moving away from oup and newmicon
GIHNr-FGEMc-00615-00128296-00128407 um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00616-00128408-00128566 you know to just generally you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00617-00128567-00128751 working through the pandemic how how
GIHNr-FGEMc-00618-00128752-00128983 have your how's your work adapted you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00619-00128983-00129247 know i suspect lots of zoom meetings you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00620-00129248-00129454 know those types of things but give us a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00621-00129455-00129734 kind of general insight into
GIHNr-FGEMc-00622-00129735-00129886 you know the challenges of lockdown in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00623-00129888-00130110 home school but given that your your own
GIHNr-FGEMc-00624-00130111-00130310 children might be at school well they
GIHNr-FGEMc-00625-00130311-00130519 are um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00626-00130520-00130710 how how is your kind of week shaping out
GIHNr-FGEMc-00627-00130711-00130831 the kind of things that you're juggling
GIHNr-FGEMc-00628-00130832-00130951 the things that you do just give us a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00629-00130952-00131095 little bit insight into
GIHNr-FGEMc-00630-00131096-00131223 how you work
GIHNr-FGEMc-00631-00131224-00131454 yes so um i mean this week's a brilliant
GIHNr-FGEMc-00632-00131455-00131727 example we've had um meetings through
GIHNr-FGEMc-00633-00131728-00131935 the day on teams
GIHNr-FGEMc-00634-00131936-00132151 and so we had quite a lot of board
GIHNr-FGEMc-00635-00132152-00132302 meetings and product development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00636-00132303-00132543 meetings they happen actually really
GIHNr-FGEMc-00637-00132544-00132719 well on teams and they are really
GIHNr-FGEMc-00638-00132720-00133014 succinct and and they don't overrun and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00639-00133015-00133143 actually more people can come and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00640-00133144-00133287 observe i just think they run actually
GIHNr-FGEMc-00641-00133288-00133407 we're going to carry on doing those i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00642-00133408-00133559 think long term
GIHNr-FGEMc-00643-00133560-00133823 the down over runs are great great
GIHNr-FGEMc-00644-00133824-00133959 great success
GIHNr-FGEMc-00645-00133960-00134127 but then you can they have a time term
GIHNr-FGEMc-00646-00134128-00134278 you can just drop in at certain times
GIHNr-FGEMc-00647-00134279-00134439 and listen to a particular part that's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00648-00134440-00134590 that's interesting to you or part of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00649-00134591-00134775 what you're working on then you can drop
GIHNr-FGEMc-00650-00134776-00134902 out you don't have to like get up and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00651-00134903-00135095 leave the room you just you just leave
GIHNr-FGEMc-00652-00135096-00135311 so there's some really good positives
GIHNr-FGEMc-00653-00135312-00135551 and i think it allows us for me
GIHNr-FGEMc-00654-00135552-00135727 personally not to have that eight hour
GIHNr-FGEMc-00655-00135728-00135895 to nine hour round trip if i'm needed in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00656-00135896-00136078 the office for something
GIHNr-FGEMc-00657-00136079-00136231 that my working day is much more
GIHNr-FGEMc-00658-00136232-00136551 productive for not traveling around um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00659-00136552-00136727 and i think for professional development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00660-00136728-00136999 we had when that lockdown first hit all
GIHNr-FGEMc-00661-00137000-00137143 of our professional development was face
GIHNr-FGEMc-00662-00137144-00137495 to face in schools or in a venue and we
GIHNr-FGEMc-00663-00137496-00137719 had to really quickly regroup and think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00664-00137720-00137959 and myself and my consultancy team have
GIHNr-FGEMc-00665-00137960-00138231 worked incredibly hard on improving our
GIHNr-FGEMc-00666-00138232-00138487 tech and different systems of working so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00667-00138488-00138631 they've all some of them have made their
GIHNr-FGEMc-00668-00138632-00138814 own things at home they can start they
GIHNr-FGEMc-00669-00138815-00138990 can demonstrate things with they've
GIHNr-FGEMc-00670-00138991-00139207 invested in you know hugh cameron and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00671-00139208-00139431 things like that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00672-00139432-00139702 it's gonna you know post pandemic
GIHNr-FGEMc-00673-00139703-00139887 you know my son keeps reminding me that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00674-00139888-00140083 the black death lasted seven
GIHNr-FGEMc-00675-00140084-00140239 years but uh
GIHNr-FGEMc-00676-00140240-00140351 [Music]
GIHNr-FGEMc-00677-00140352-00140519 but how do you think it's going to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00678-00140520-00140663 change
GIHNr-FGEMc-00679-00140664-00140951 your work and oup
GIHNr-FGEMc-00680-00140952-00141159 you know you know office based
GIHNr-FGEMc-00681-00141160-00141399 physical cpd or a bit of a blended
GIHNr-FGEMc-00682-00141400-00141599 approach yeah i think where do you think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00683-00141600-00141831 it's going i think for us we have
GIHNr-FGEMc-00684-00141832-00142039 learned a lot and actually what we've
GIHNr-FGEMc-00685-00142040-00142190 learned is that some things work really
GIHNr-FGEMc-00686-00142191-00142471 well digitally in that blended approach
GIHNr-FGEMc-00687-00142472-00142751 we are definitely not going to stop
GIHNr-FGEMc-00688-00142752-00142999 doing digital professional development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00689-00143000-00143214 um it's a lot of people have said to us
GIHNr-FGEMc-00690-00143215-00143439 it's been much more accessible to them
GIHNr-FGEMc-00691-00143440-00143575 and you know they're not having to leave
GIHNr-FGEMc-00692-00143576-00143783 school or or have the long journeys to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00693-00143784-00143990 come somewhere or it's you know it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00694-00143991-00144199 more accessible than having using a days
GIHNr-FGEMc-00695-00144200-00144319 inset so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00696-00144320-00144511 we're going to keep that offer
GIHNr-FGEMc-00697-00144512-00144687 and we are looking into and developing
GIHNr-FGEMc-00698-00144688-00144919 blended approaches as well and then what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00699-00144920-00145102 we are reserving face to face for where
GIHNr-FGEMc-00700-00145103-00145278 it adds value where our customers want
GIHNr-FGEMc-00701-00145279-00145431 that because i think you know you've
GIHNr-FGEMc-00702-00145432-00145623 mentioned lumicon and i have a lot but i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00703-00145624-00145783 think for something like that where it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00704-00145784-00145983 so hands-on and practical
GIHNr-FGEMc-00705-00145984-00146302 and that sometimes there are things that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00706-00146303-00146447 work exceptionally well when you're in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00707-00146448-00146687 the room with with teachers and can work
GIHNr-FGEMc-00708-00146688-00146895 nearly as well digitally you know with
GIHNr-FGEMc-00709-00146896-00147047 all the technology that's available to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00710-00147048-00147223 us so i think yes we are looking and in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00711-00147224-00147343 terms of office work we're in the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00712-00147344-00147607 process now of looking at almost like
GIHNr-FGEMc-00713-00147608-00147759 must shouldn't could what must we be in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00714-00147760-00147966 the office for what should be the office
GIHNr-FGEMc-00715-00147967-00148071 but actually it's not going to fall
GIHNr-FGEMc-00716-00148072-00148302 apart if we don't and then what could we
GIHNr-FGEMc-00717-00148303-00148447 be in the office for but actually we can
GIHNr-FGEMc-00718-00148448-00148854 continue to work at home right nice um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00719-00148855-00148975 yeah i'm just thinking you know those
GIHNr-FGEMc-00720-00148976-00149143 types of questions and thinking you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00721-00149144-00149287 the challenges for teachers we have to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00722-00149288-00149583 be in school well i say we have to we
GIHNr-FGEMc-00723-00149584-00149743 you know
GIHNr-FGEMc-00724-00149744-00149887 parents need to go to work so they need
GIHNr-FGEMc-00725-00149888-00150063 to send their kids to school that's the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00726-00150064-00150207 challenge so we need teachers in school
GIHNr-FGEMc-00727-00150208-00150311 but it does
GIHNr-FGEMc-00728-00150312-00150439 throw out lots of questions for the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00729-00150440-00150551 future of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00730-00150552-00150878 education um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00731-00150879-00151135 general websites for oup or newbicon
GIHNr-FGEMc-00732-00151136-00151351 where can teachers go to just generally
GIHNr-FGEMc-00733-00151352-00151551 find out more where should they start
GIHNr-FGEMc-00734-00151552-00151831 yeah i mean this we have our um oxford
GIHNr-FGEMc-00735-00151832-00151999 primary website and everything that is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00736-00152000-00152183 on there but i think for me as well
GIHNr-FGEMc-00737-00152184-00152431 there's the oxford owl website which you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00738-00152432-00152654 know it's for parents and teachers and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00739-00152655-00152823 there is a lot the parent side is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00740-00152824-00152943 completely free
GIHNr-FGEMc-00741-00152944-00153135 and there's so much information
GIHNr-FGEMc-00742-00153136-00153343 resources blogs on there for primary
GIHNr-FGEMc-00743-00153344-00153511 education for maths for english for year
GIHNr-FGEMc-00744-00153512-00153814 group specific things recipes activities
GIHNr-FGEMc-00745-00153815-00153975 you know things to do at home it's an
GIHNr-FGEMc-00746-00153976-00154111 absolutely brilliant website i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00747-00154112-00154223 that's something that i'll definitely
GIHNr-FGEMc-00748-00154224-00154487 flag up and the teaching side
GIHNr-FGEMc-00749-00154488-00154743 of your head oxford owl.com
GIHNr-FGEMc-00750-00154744-00154951 i think okay
GIHNr-FGEMc-00751-00154952-00155190 well we'll mention that now um regular
GIHNr-FGEMc-00752-00155191-00155302 listeners will know we're kind of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00753-00155303-00155454 pushing the 20-minute barrier so i'm
GIHNr-FGEMc-00754-00155455-00155647 going to start to find some quick
GIHNr-FGEMc-00755-00155648-00155783 questions to you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00756-00155784-00155990 know pause hesitate that timmy mallet
GIHNr-FGEMc-00757-00155991-00156383 type approach um i'll start off easy um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00758-00156384-00156543 what what project are you working on
GIHNr-FGEMc-00759-00156544-00156766 today tomorrow what's on your desk oh
GIHNr-FGEMc-00760-00156767-00156902 i'm glad you asked me that actually at
GIHNr-FGEMc-00761-00156903-00157039 the moment i'm working on a really
GIHNr-FGEMc-00762-00157040-00157239 exciting project which iup has just
GIHNr-FGEMc-00763-00157240-00157431 launched a teacher consultation paper
GIHNr-FGEMc-00764-00157432-00157647 for it's called the oxford smart
GIHNr-FGEMc-00765-00157648-00157783 curriculum
GIHNr-FGEMc-00766-00157784-00157935 and it's for secondary schools this
GIHNr-FGEMc-00767-00157936-00158199 product has collaboration at its heart
GIHNr-FGEMc-00768-00158200-00158399 collaboration between rup practicing
GIHNr-FGEMc-00769-00158400-00158647 teachers subjects and experts and it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00770-00158648-00158807 really harnesses that collective
GIHNr-FGEMc-00771-00158808-00158959 expertise and so it's a really exciting
GIHNr-FGEMc-00772-00158960-00159183 thing to be involved in and for me that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00773-00159184-00159335 that's going to be really great i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00774-00159336-00159526 it's got six key pillars at its heart
GIHNr-FGEMc-00775-00159527-00159683 coherent curriculum
GIHNr-FGEMc-00776-00159684-00159863 pathways for expectation
GIHNr-FGEMc-00777-00159864-00160031 responsive teaching and learning so it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00778-00160032-00160302 really focusing on that creativity oh
GIHNr-FGEMc-00779-00160303-00160590 and wonder and i think anything that um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00780-00160591-00160766 that does that for me you know i can
GIHNr-FGEMc-00781-00160767-00160983 absolutely get behind
GIHNr-FGEMc-00782-00160984-00161287 okay good um finish this sentence if you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00783-00161288-00161519 were if i was education secretary i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00784-00161520-00161711 would
GIHNr-FGEMc-00785-00161712-00161959 um invest in teacher professional
GIHNr-FGEMc-00786-00161960-00162143 development
GIHNr-FGEMc-00787-00162144-00162526 okay um piece of advice for
GIHNr-FGEMc-00788-00162527-00162702 thinking about taking the leap into
GIHNr-FGEMc-00789-00162703-00162926 doing something like you in terms of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00790-00162927-00163095 your work
GIHNr-FGEMc-00791-00163096-00163335 um read read the research so things that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00792-00163336-00163511 the teacher development trust the cure
GIHNr-FGEMc-00793-00163512-00163671 research national college for school
GIHNr-FGEMc-00794-00163672-00163871 leadership there's a lot of interesting
GIHNr-FGEMc-00795-00163872-00164102 and quite conflicting research around
GIHNr-FGEMc-00796-00164103-00164238 teacher professional development in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00797-00164239-00164471 particular and then i just think that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00798-00164472-00164702 plan that you know i read your blog just
GIHNr-FGEMc-00799-00164703-00164887 last night around that you know what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00800-00164888-00165038 works the professional development so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00801-00165039-00165199 there's lots of little quick things
GIHNr-FGEMc-00802-00165200-00165478 quick wins there around predicting time
GIHNr-FGEMc-00803-00165479-00165775 and building a plan explore observe you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00804-00165776-00165983 know models and examples reflect on your
GIHNr-FGEMc-00805-00165984-00166183 practice so it's that plan then i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00806-00166184-00166359 i'd direct them to your little summary
GIHNr-FGEMc-00807-00166360-00166583 of research there as well thank you uh
GIHNr-FGEMc-00808-00166584-00166871 what book are you reading oh um i'm
GIHNr-FGEMc-00809-00166872-00166999 quite embarrassed to say but actually
GIHNr-FGEMc-00810-00167000-00167126 it's a brilliant book i've been reading
GIHNr-FGEMc-00811-00167127-00167319 this book it's kind of been a bit of a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00812-00167320-00167478 mission i've been reading it for a long
GIHNr-FGEMc-00813-00167479-00167702 time so it's called why we sleep by
GIHNr-FGEMc-00814-00167703-00167863 matthew walker i don't know if you've
GIHNr-FGEMc-00815-00167864-00168038 read that no i don't know that one but
GIHNr-FGEMc-00816-00168039-00168335 it's a book which is blend it's um it's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00817-00168336-00168590 a blend of kind of science and um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00818-00168591-00168807 cognitive stuff and sleep
GIHNr-FGEMc-00819-00168808-00169047 um science but it was recommended to me
GIHNr-FGEMc-00820-00169048-00169254 by 19 year old doctor on a train to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00821-00169255-00169407 london he waved it at me and said
GIHNr-FGEMc-00822-00169408-00169559 everybody in our generation needs to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00823-00169560-00169663 read it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00824-00169664-00169814 and so i think everything from
GIHNr-FGEMc-00825-00169815-00169975 behavioral insights the animal world
GIHNr-FGEMc-00826-00169976-00170238 scientific research on the brain advice
GIHNr-FGEMc-00827-00170239-00170447 and warnings about how we should respect
GIHNr-FGEMc-00828-00170448-00170687 our circadian rhythm so it's a brilliant
GIHNr-FGEMc-00829-00170688-00170759 book
GIHNr-FGEMc-00830-00170760-00170919 that's really interesting yeah i'm
GIHNr-FGEMc-00831-00170920-00171087 reading a lot on memory at the moment
GIHNr-FGEMc-00832-00171088-00171254 now i know you're a northerner are you a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00833-00171255-00171431 chips and gravy girl or a chips and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00834-00171432-00171614 beans or peas what what goes on top of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00835-00171615-00171878 your chips
GIHNr-FGEMc-00836-00171879-00172199 follow me on twitter
GIHNr-FGEMc-00837-00172200-00172399 right that's a that's proper northern
GIHNr-FGEMc-00838-00172400-00172671 okay uh next question are you a hunter
GIHNr-FGEMc-00839-00172672-00172887 or a gatherer
GIHNr-FGEMc-00840-00172888-00173078 i'm a hunter
GIHNr-FGEMc-00841-00173079-00173423 okay uh great um next thing i would like
GIHNr-FGEMc-00842-00173424-00173638 to ask is if you weren't doing your
GIHNr-FGEMc-00843-00173639-00173759 dream job
GIHNr-FGEMc-00844-00173760-00173895 what would you be doing what's that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00845-00173896-00174087 abstract crazy thing
GIHNr-FGEMc-00846-00174088-00174390 uh i wanted to be and lined myself up to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00847-00174391-00174631 be a forensic scientist oh okay
GIHNr-FGEMc-00848-00174632-00174726 interesting
GIHNr-FGEMc-00849-00174727-00174966 drop languages to focus on sciences at
GIHNr-FGEMc-00850-00174967-00175190 gcse and then found out that having
GIHNr-FGEMc-00851-00175191-00175295 asthma
GIHNr-FGEMc-00852-00175296-00175478 would stop me from pursuing that to its
GIHNr-FGEMc-00853-00175479-00175759 full extent so teaching was my second
GIHNr-FGEMc-00854-00175760-00175863 choice
GIHNr-FGEMc-00855-00175864-00176151 okay interesting now uh for listeners um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00856-00176152-00176343 louise has jumped out of a plane so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00857-00176344-00176511 louise what's your top tip for doing
GIHNr-FGEMc-00858-00176512-00176751 your first skydive
GIHNr-FGEMc-00859-00176752-00176919 don't do it no actually it was brilliant
GIHNr-FGEMc-00860-00176920-00177166 i think for me and trust trust that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00861-00177167-00177366 everything will work and don't and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00862-00177367-00177526 definitely keep your hands folded in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00863-00177527-00177719 front of you because the urge to kind of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00864-00177720-00178023 cling on is that
GIHNr-FGEMc-00865-00178024-00178207 sometimes overwhelming
GIHNr-FGEMc-00866-00178208-00178511 okay um were you a better environmental
GIHNr-FGEMc-00867-00178512-00178711 science or a math teacher what were you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00868-00178712-00178943 better at in the classroom at maths
GIHNr-FGEMc-00869-00178944-00179095 actually strangely
GIHNr-FGEMc-00870-00179096-00179414 okay advice for your 16 year old self
GIHNr-FGEMc-00871-00179415-00179566 keep going
GIHNr-FGEMc-00872-00179567-00179759 okay because you mentioned that just
GIHNr-FGEMc-00873-00179760-00180007 enough earlier um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00874-00180008-00180263 biggest uh what are you most proud of in
GIHNr-FGEMc-00875-00180264-00180526 your career not in your personal life um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00876-00180527-00180663 i think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00877-00180664-00181007 my continual personal development so my
GIHNr-FGEMc-00878-00181008-00181190 continuing study i think through
GIHNr-FGEMc-00879-00181191-00181295 throughout
GIHNr-FGEMc-00880-00181296-00181511 the responsibilities that adult life
GIHNr-FGEMc-00881-00181512-00181759 brings you i've still kept learning and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00882-00181760-00181951 developing whether it's reading or a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00883-00181952-00182199 formal qualification so i think i'm most
GIHNr-FGEMc-00884-00182200-00182447 proud of that for myself and that is a
GIHNr-FGEMc-00885-00182448-00182583 personal unprofessional achievement i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00886-00182584-00182671 think
GIHNr-FGEMc-00887-00182672-00182847 okay great lovely
GIHNr-FGEMc-00888-00182848-00183063 if we had 24 hours together in liverpool
GIHNr-FGEMc-00889-00183064-00183238 what would you do where would we go what
GIHNr-FGEMc-00890-00183239-00183431 would we see what would we eat
GIHNr-FGEMc-00891-00183432-00183671 oh everything it's such an eclectic city
GIHNr-FGEMc-00892-00183672-00183878 the docks the cavern
GIHNr-FGEMc-00893-00183879-00184078 and some of the music scenes and street
GIHNr-FGEMc-00894-00184079-00184326 food and of course shopping and there's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00895-00184327-00184638 some great bars as well ross
GIHNr-FGEMc-00896-00184639-00184823 we can skip the shopping we'll just go
GIHNr-FGEMc-00897-00184824-00185038 for some food and some drinks okay
GIHNr-FGEMc-00898-00185039-00185247 um who do you recommend my interview
GIHNr-FGEMc-00899-00185248-00185423 next and why
GIHNr-FGEMc-00900-00185424-00185590 oh great question i'd be keen to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00901-00185591-00185799 champion other woman and i can think of
GIHNr-FGEMc-00902-00185800-00185975 a whole host of brilliant women but i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00903-00185976-00186247 think for me cristala jamil she's an
GIHNr-FGEMc-00904-00186248-00186431 inspirational executive head teacher
GIHNr-FGEMc-00905-00186432-00186623 working in tottenham national yeah i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00906-00186624-00186759 know chris
GIHNr-FGEMc-00907-00186760-00186950 okay well there you go yeah and now so
GIHNr-FGEMc-00908-00186951-00187175 i'll come for christmas i shall reach
GIHNr-FGEMc-00909-00187176-00187487 out straight away um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00910-00187488-00187631 so where can listeners find it more
GIHNr-FGEMc-00911-00187632-00187863 about you your blogs or tweets things
GIHNr-FGEMc-00912-00187864-00188087 like that yeah so oxford prime as i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00913-00188088-00188247 mentioned oxford secondary some of the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00914-00188248-00188414 things we've talked about we have
GIHNr-FGEMc-00915-00188415-00188631 facebook page as well but um twitter for
GIHNr-FGEMc-00916-00188632-00188750 me um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00917-00188751-00189095 pd louise p anything to do with gin food
GIHNr-FGEMc-00918-00189096-00189463 occasional tweets about education
GIHNr-FGEMc-00919-00189464-00189687 now uh um since i've moved to yorkshire
GIHNr-FGEMc-00920-00189688-00189926 louise i've got really into nature and
GIHNr-FGEMc-00921-00189927-00190143 surprisingly listeners might be
GIHNr-FGEMc-00922-00190144-00190295 surprised to discover i'm really getting
GIHNr-FGEMc-00923-00190296-00190526 into my flowers so i've gotten a random
GIHNr-FGEMc-00924-00190527-00190695 question that i'm adding into my podcast
GIHNr-FGEMc-00925-00190696-00190847 if you were a flower
GIHNr-FGEMc-00926-00190848-00191111 what what variety would you like to be
GIHNr-FGEMc-00927-00191112-00191399 i would love to be in agapanthus
GIHNr-FGEMc-00928-00191400-00191535 right well i need to go and check out
GIHNr-FGEMc-00929-00191536-00191687 what that is because
GIHNr-FGEMc-00930-00191688-00191959 i suspect i've seen it um well i just
GIHNr-FGEMc-00931-00191960-00192126 need to make the reference to the net is
GIHNr-FGEMc-00932-00192127-00192263 that knowledge
GIHNr-FGEMc-00933-00192264-00192511 that not that picture and the the the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00934-00192512-00192783 name so i approach isn't it yeah yeah i
GIHNr-FGEMc-00935-00192784-00192895 love thinking about this i've just
GIHNr-FGEMc-00936-00192896-00193063 planted some more in my garden yesterday
GIHNr-FGEMc-00937-00193064-00193231 all right very nice well i'll check it
GIHNr-FGEMc-00938-00193232-00193495 out and i might plant some of my own um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00939-00193496-00193726 final question um what would you hope to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00940-00193727-00193990 be your legacy
GIHNr-FGEMc-00941-00193991-00194207 um teaching i think teaching is my
GIHNr-FGEMc-00942-00194208-00194414 legacy so to have hopefully contributed
GIHNr-FGEMc-00943-00194415-00194607 to a fairer more tolerant and inclusive
GIHNr-FGEMc-00944-00194608-00194799 world where everyone is valued equally
GIHNr-FGEMc-00945-00194800-00194983 and has equal opportunity and if i can
GIHNr-FGEMc-00946-00194984-00195135 instill that in my own children so they
GIHNr-FGEMc-00947-00195136-00195247 continue
GIHNr-FGEMc-00948-00195248-00195478 on that journey of inclusion and that's
GIHNr-FGEMc-00949-00195479-00195631 the title norm i think that would be the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00950-00195632-00195814 best kind of legacy
GIHNr-FGEMc-00951-00195815-00196102 fantastic um so elise thank you um
GIHNr-FGEMc-00952-00196103-00196319 second time lucky at the beginning uh
GIHNr-FGEMc-00953-00196320-00196487 you know for people listening i didn't
GIHNr-FGEMc-00954-00196488-00196654 press the record button but we've got
GIHNr-FGEMc-00955-00196655-00196831 through it um and it's been nice to
GIHNr-FGEMc-00956-00196832-00197102 connect you properly since i've moved up
GIHNr-FGEMc-00957-00197103-00197366 your way and i hope we can meet
GIHNr-FGEMc-00958-00197367-00197519 uh and i'm not gonna try and pronounce
GIHNr-FGEMc-00959-00197520-00197638 where you live you can give me the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00960-00197639-00197838 different versions
GIHNr-FGEMc-00961-00197839-00198038 but uh yeah i look forward to meeting
GIHNr-FGEMc-00962-00198039-00198254 you in real life and uh taking the
GIHNr-FGEMc-00963-00198255-00198447 conversation further so thanks once
GIHNr-FGEMc-00964-00198448-00198614 again and keep up the good work
GIHNr-FGEMc-00965-00198615-00198759 thank you so much ross it's been great
GIHNr-FGEMc-00966-00198760-00198887 chatting to you
GIHNr-FGEMc-00967-00198888-00199303 thanks louise bye now thank you soon