5KKVX2yRaeY-00000-00000008-00000288 Did you know that the Black Death was a major factor for
5KKVX2yRaeY-00001-00000288-00000512 the end of feudalism in medieval Europe?
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5KKVX2yRaeY-00009-00005744-00006176 During the High Middle Ages in Europe, between the 10th and 13th centuries,
5KKVX2yRaeY-00010-00006176-00006792 there was a system of social society now known as feudalism. Feudalism can be understood as a
5KKVX2yRaeY-00011-00006792-00007384 hierarchical society where the king owned most of the land, he would distribute it out to lords
5KKVX2yRaeY-00012-00007384-00007888 who would then lease the units of land to the peasants and serfs. The units of distributed
5KKVX2yRaeY-00013-00007888-00008440 land are known as 'fiefs.' The king would give fiefs to the nobles and those who received it
5KKVX2yRaeY-00014-00008440-00009040 were known as the vassals. The serfs and peasants were tied to the land they leased and in return
5KKVX2yRaeY-00015-00009040-00009680 for the land and protection given to them by the lord, they would give regular payment of produce.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00016-00009736-00010184 This social hierarchy is often displayed as a pyramid with the king at the top
5KKVX2yRaeY-00017-00010184-00010504 then the lords, knights, and peasants and serfs at the bottom.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00018-00011088-00011608 Well, at the top of the social hierarchy of course was the king who owned most of the land;
5KKVX2yRaeY-00019-00011608-00011880 other than some land that would have been owned by the church.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00020-00011944-00012640 For example, William the Conqueror who reigned in England between 1066 and 1087 considered all
5KKVX2yRaeY-00021-00012640-00013232 of the lands of England his personal property and so he could give out parcels of land to a noble
5KKVX2yRaeY-00022-00013232-00013736 who would in return promise their loyalty and service and become the king's vassal.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00023-00013791-00014296 The king would most often require military service and the noble land owner and his men
5KKVX2yRaeY-00024-00014296-00014944 at arms would be obliged to fight in the monarch's army or protect the crown's assets like a castle.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00025-00014944-00015416 Below the king you have the nobles that become vassals of the king when they are given the land.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00026-00015480-00015960 The process of becoming a vassal was known as 'homage' since they would kneel before their
5KKVX2yRaeY-00027-00015960-00016536 lord and swear fealty - meaning their loyalty, which in return they received the land as well
5KKVX2yRaeY-00028-00016536-00017168 as their lord's protection through military or legal services. They are often called suzerain
5KKVX2yRaeY-00029-00017168-00017784 vassals and the land they were given was much more than was needed for one person or one family,
5KKVX2yRaeY-00030-00017784-00018272 and were more like small villagers and independent communities. The lord would live
5KKVX2yRaeY-00031-00018272-00018856 in the manor house or castle and usually between 35 and 40 percent of the land would be theirs
5KKVX2yRaeY-00032-00018856-00019424 and the rest would be divided into fiefs. The lord received any income from the land, they
5KKVX2yRaeY-00033-00019424-00019920 had authority over the inhabitants of the rest of his land, and he would pass on his position
5KKVX2yRaeY-00034-00019920-00020456 to his heirs. The owners of the fiefs were known as tenant vassals and their service could take
5KKVX2yRaeY-00035-00020456-00020992 the form of military service, often given by knights, or if the tenants were of a lower
5KKVX2yRaeY-00036-00020992-00021576 social class but was still freemen who didn't have the necessary military skills or equipment,
5KKVX2yRaeY-00037-00021576-00022288 they usually offered a percentage of revenue from their land through either money or produce. A serf
5KKVX2yRaeY-00038-00022288-00022848 was the lowest level of the social hierarchy; they were the unfree labourers who would work land.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00039-00022848-00023376 They did not earn wages and did not have to pay their lord, and they made up the majority of the
5KKVX2yRaeY-00040-00023376-00024024 population. Serfs shouldn't be mistaken for slaves though since it was only their labor that could be
5KKVX2yRaeY-00041-00024024-00024504 bought, not their person. Serfs had a right to live on the land they were given to them
5KKVX2yRaeY-00042-00024504-00025024 by their lord but in saying that, they were also tied to that land and were expected to stay on
5KKVX2yRaeY-00043-00025024-00025592 it. The land would remain in the family with the eldest son inheriting the land from his father,
5KKVX2yRaeY-00044-00025592-00026152 although a daughter could inherit it if they had no brothers. However, the relationship between
5KKVX2yRaeY-00045-00026152-00026816 the landowner or tenant and the serfs is referred to as the manorial system rather than feudalism;
5KKVX2yRaeY-00046-00026816-00027344 feudalism is generally applied to the relationship between kings, lords and vassals.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00047-00027904-00028439 The feudal system resulted in a small community who owed their loyalty to a specific lord who
5KKVX2yRaeY-00048-00028439-00029039 had absolute authority over his land. Since the fiefs given to lords were hereditary, it caused a
5KKVX2yRaeY-00049-00029039-00029560 permanent class divide between the owners of the land, the lords and the tenants - knights and
5KKVX2yRaeY-00050-00029560-00030248 freemen, with no opportunity for social movement. In the event of a noble dying without an heir, the
5KKVX2yRaeY-00051-00030248-00030800 land would go back to the monarch who would either keep the land or redistribute it to another noble.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00052-00030864-00031400 It became difficult to keep track of the fiefs, and so in england the "Domesday Book" was created.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00053-00031480-00032072 The "Domesday Book" is a comprehensive list of all the landowners, property, tenants and serfs
5KKVX2yRaeY-00054-00032072-00032583 in medieval Norman England, and was compiled under the orders of William the Conqueror.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00055-00032664-00033128 Vassals were also present in the local courts which deliberated on courts pertaining to
5KKVX2yRaeY-00056-00033128-00033624 their lords, which caused a pretty clear conflict of interest. Even though in this
5KKVX2yRaeY-00057-00033624-00034184 video we focus on feudalism in England, the system was common all across medieval Europe.
5KKVX2yRaeY-00058-00034688-00035192 Since medieval feudalism was built on the reciprocal relationship between lord and vassal,
5KKVX2yRaeY-00059-00035192-00035720 it only makes sense that as the system became more complex their relationship weakened;
5KKVX2yRaeY-00060-00035784-00036408 loyalties became a confusing mess as lords came to own multiple fiefs and vassals were tenants
5KKVX2yRaeY-00061-00036408-00037024 of multiple lords. This meant that vassals started making decisions on who to honour based on which
5KKVX2yRaeY-00062-00037024-00037552 relationship suited them best. Another big thing that rocked the feudalism boat was the
5KKVX2yRaeY-00063-00037552-00038408 Black Death which really peaked between 1347 and 1352, and caused dramatic population decline plus
5KKVX2yRaeY-00064-00038408-00039072 peasant revolts, notably in England in 1381. Both the Black Death and revolts meant that there were
5KKVX2yRaeY-00065-00039072-00039736 less labourers and estates were abandoned because of the shortage of workers. Labourers also had
5KKVX2yRaeY-00066-00039736-00040312 the new freedom of leaving the countryside to find new jobs and a better life, especially since they
5KKVX2yRaeY-00067-00040312-00040944 were in demand and held more power. Eventually by the 13th century with the rising popularity
5KKVX2yRaeY-00068-00040944-00041504 in coinage, money was paid by the lords to their sovereign instead of offering military service,
5KKVX2yRaeY-00069-00041504-00042080 which worked out fine since the monarch could use the money to pay for mercenaries instead. Money
5KKVX2yRaeY-00070-00042080-00042720 was distributed by the monarch instead of land and both a rich merchant class grew and serfs were
5KKVX2yRaeY-00071-00042720-00043336 able to buy their freedom. All of these factors working together gradually weakened the medieval
5KKVX2yRaeY-00072-00043336-00043952 system of feudalism built on land ownership and reciprocated loyalty. How different is the feudal
5KKVX2yRaeY-00073-00043952-00044488 system from our modern society, really? Would you have liked to live in the feudal system? Let us
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5phIS46M-7y-00000-00000955-00001461 welcome to the game maker studio to start page right here we have create new
5phIS46M-7y-00001-00001461-00002001 project we can start either a drag and drop one or a game maker language one
5phIS46M-7y-00002-00002001-00002477 I'm going to be focusing primarily on game maker language this is a built-in
5phIS46M-7y-00003-00002477-00002925 language for game maker studio and it's similar to languages like JavaScript on
5phIS46M-7y-00004-00002925-00003380 the left side we have recent projects this is where any projects you've had
5phIS46M-7y-00005-00003380-00003867 opened recently you'll be able to click on and open up again at the top we've
5phIS46M-7y-00006-00003867-00004275 got some social buttons this one will bring you to the yo-yo games website
5phIS46M-7y-00007-00004275-00004692 this one will bring you to their Facebook page their YouTube page and
5phIS46M-7y-00008-00004692-00005360 their Twitter page over here is a button that will lead you to the home page
5phIS46M-7y-00009-00005360-00005919 which brings you to getting started where you can start a new project open a
5phIS46M-7y-00010-00005919-00006473 project you've made before or import one from game maker studio 1.4 I'll have
5phIS46M-7y-00011-00006473-00007056 more on that later you can also explore the marketplace tutorials and demos if
5phIS46M-7y-00012-00007056-00007493 you click on one of these buttons it'll bring you to this page of officially
5phIS46M-7y-00013-00007493-00008084 created tutorials and if we hit the back button we can go to demos once again
5phIS46M-7y-00014-00008084-00008535 bringing you to the official demos you'll have to download them to use them
5phIS46M-7y-00015-00008535-00008925 and then you can open up the projects right here on the one where it says
5phIS46M-7y-00016-00008925-00009627 owned so the purposes of this video I'm going to start a new project and we're
5phIS46M-7y-00017-00009627-00009975 going to start a game maker language project once you've named your new
5phIS46M-7y-00018-00009975-00010374 project game maker studio will open up the workspace in the interactive
5phIS46M-7y-00019-00010374-00010911 development environment or IDE at the top we have some menus and below that we
5phIS46M-7y-00020-00010911-00011478 have some quick buttons down here will be your workspace up here you'll see the
5phIS46M-7y-00021-00011478-00011970 version of the IDE and runtime this is also where you have notifications and
5phIS46M-7y-00022-00011970-00012500 below is your target module this is where you can select where your outputs
5phIS46M-7y-00023-00012500-00013067 would be either to windows mac lube unto and later ones as they come out you can
5phIS46M-7y-00024-00013067-00013383 select whether you're going to use VM or YC for your output
5phIS46M-7y-00025-00013383-00013847 and your device and configuration are your own setup these are default and you
5phIS46M-7y-00026-00013847-00014346 can make your own later below that we have the resource tree this has your
5phIS46M-7y-00027-00014346-00015054 sprites tilesets sounds paths scripts shaders fonts timelines objects rooms
5phIS46M-7y-00028-00015054-00015729 notes included files extensions options and configurations the first menu is
5phIS46M-7y-00029-00015729-00016353 file inside you can create a new project you can open an existing project you can
5phIS46M-7y-00030-00016353-00016914 import a project from game maker 1.4 you can find your recently opened projects
5phIS46M-7y-00031-00016914-00017409 you can save the current project you can save the current project as a new
5phIS46M-7y-00032-00017409-00017931 project you can export the project as a standalone file you can open up your
5phIS46M-7y-00033-00017931-00018441 preferences more on that later you can check out your account page on the yo-yo
5phIS46M-7y-00034-00018441-00019011 game's website you can log out of game maker studio 2 and you can completely
5phIS46M-7y-00035-00019011-00019638 close the software the second menu is the edit menu here you can undo and redo
5phIS46M-7y-00036-00019638-00020238 and you can also search and replace this will open up a dialog box for search and
5phIS46M-7y-00037-00020238-00020583 replace where you can search through your code for a specific word and
5phIS46M-7y-00038-00020583-00021020 replace it with something else you can use case sensitivity you can search
5phIS46M-7y-00039-00021020-00021564 whole word only you can find all find previous/next replace all and just
5phIS46M-7y-00040-00021564-00022236 replace this single one the next menu is the windows menu here you can open up
5phIS46M-7y-00041-00022236-00022704 your resource tree your output window your search results window your source
5phIS46M-7y-00042-00022704-00023316 control output your breakpoints compile errors syntax errors and IDE environment
5phIS46M-7y-00043-00023316-00023736 variables as well as your tutorial windows your resource window is
5phIS46M-7y-00044-00023736-00024243 typically open by default but you can open up another one like that all of
5phIS46M-7y-00045-00024243-00024620 these other ones are at the bottom here your output your search results your
5phIS46M-7y-00046-00024620-00025107 source control breakpoints compile errors and syntax errors it sounds
5phIS46M-7y-00047-00025107-00025533 complicated now but we'll get into it later down here is a button for show and
5phIS46M-7y-00048-00025533-00026033 hide the bottom windows I'm going to do that to collapse those there's also one
5phIS46M-7y-00049-00026033-00026436 on the right side for anything docked on the right and there will be one of the
5phIS46M-7y-00050-00026436-00026720 left for when I have something docked on the left
5phIS46M-7y-00051-00026720-00027168 the next menu is the tools menu here you can open up your texture groups your
5phIS46M-7y-00052-00027168-00027807 audio groups your sound mixer and near generate project images each one I'll go
5phIS46M-7y-00053-00027807-00028358 into more detail later but this is where you can find them in the menus the next
5phIS46M-7y-00054-00028358-00028814 menu option is marketplace here you can open up the marketplace you can go to
5phIS46M-7y-00055-00028814-00029268 your library of previously downloaded items from the marketplace you can check
5phIS46M-7y-00056-00029268-00029588 out your purchase history of items you've purchased from the marketplace
5phIS46M-7y-00057-00029588-00030125 here you can create and update your own marketplace item or package in this case
5phIS46M-7y-00058-00030125-00030653 if I click on open marketplace I'll get a new window inside the workspace area
5phIS46M-7y-00059-00030653-00031091 and I'll be taken to the marketplace website this is where you can browse
5phIS46M-7y-00060-00031091-00031722 assets generated by other users and yo-yo games themselves you can also go
5phIS46M-7y-00061-00031722-00032397 to your own library and see the ones you've previously downloaded and install
5phIS46M-7y-00062-00032397-00032886 them from here or download again or view in the marketplace whatever you need to
5phIS46M-7y-00063-00032886-00033608 do with the ones you've already downloaded the next menu item is help
5phIS46M-7y-00064-00033608-00034049 inside you can go to the start page for game maker studio to the Welcome page
5phIS46M-7y-00065-00034049-00034458 you can also open up to the manual to learn more about how to use game maker
5phIS46M-7y-00066-00034458-00034980 studio you can open up the knowledgebase report a bug go to the yo-yo games
5phIS46M-7y-00067-00034980-00035472 website go to the game maker community website look at the release notes of the
5phIS46M-7y-00068-00035472-00035919 current build you're using you can look at the current runtime release notes and
5phIS46M-7y-00069-00035919-00036474 you can look at the required SDKs for gaming studio - you can also open the
5phIS46M-7y-00070-00036474-00036981 project you currently have open in Explorer check out the licenses for game
5phIS46M-7y-00071-00036981-00037368 maker studio - and click on about to read more information about the current
5phIS46M-7y-00072-00037368-00038055 build of game maker studio you have open the last menu item is layouts here you
5phIS46M-7y-00073-00038055-00038450 can save your current layout to somewhere in your computer load a layout
5phIS46M-7y-00074-00038450-00038834 from somewhere on your computer or reset the current layout back to its original
5phIS46M-7y-00075-00038834-00039347 setting to change your layout all you need to do is grab these tabs and drag
5phIS46M-7y-00076-00039347-00039821 them somewhere else you can resize these windows place them anywhere on your
5phIS46M-7y-00077-00039821-00040530 desktop you like it to be or you can dock it on the left the right or
5phIS46M-7y-00078-00040530-00041225 bottom edges of the screen by default the resources are on the right these are
5phIS46M-7y-00079-00041225-00041808 all at the bottom and typically your room options will open up on the left
5phIS46M-7y-00080-00041808-00042488 side whenever you open a room to edit if you'd like to rename the workspace tab
5phIS46M-7y-00081-00042488-00043340 all you have to do is double click on it and call it whatever you like you can
5phIS46M-7y-00082-00043340-00044225 also add more tabs by hitting the plus icon next to any existing tab the last
5phIS46M-7y-00083-00044225-00044609 thing I'd like to talk about are the quick buttons the first one sends you
5phIS46M-7y-00084-00044609-00045084 back to the home page the next one creates a new project next to that you
5phIS46M-7y-00085-00045084-00045474 can open a project and next to that you can save a project you can also see the
5phIS46M-7y-00086-00045474-00045896 shortcut keys next to the names of each button the next button will create an
5phIS46M-7y-00087-00045896-00046397 executable for the project you currently have open this is the way of finalizing
5phIS46M-7y-00088-00046397-00046824 your game for someone else to open and play the next button will allow you to
5phIS46M-7y-00089-00046824-00047277 run and test your game in debug mode the button next to that will run and test
5phIS46M-7y-00090-00047277-00047694 the game not in debug mode the next button will stop compiling a game or
5phIS46M-7y-00091-00047694-00048150 stop a game that is currently running that you're testing the next button will
5phIS46M-7y-00092-00048150-00048618 clean your cache this is a good thing to do before compiling your final game as
5phIS46M-7y-00093-00048618-00049025 some things that are holdovers or just clutter up the cache you want the
5phIS46M-7y-00094-00049025-00049512 cleanest version of your build before you release it the button after that
5phIS46M-7y-00095-00049512-00049971 will open up game options more on that later the one next to it will open up
5phIS46M-7y-00096-00049971-00050431 the help file this is a great way to learn a lot about gaming for studio -
5phIS46M-7y-00097-00050431-00050909 and the last buttons have to do with the workspace itself when you have something
5phIS46M-7y-00098-00050909-00051728 open like this window here I can scroll through my workspace and with this
5phIS46M-7y-00099-00051728-00052316 button I can zoom out on my workspace this one zooms into the workspace the
5phIS46M-7y-00100-00052316-00052907 one in between with the equal sign will reset the view back to 100% and the
5phIS46M-7y-00101-00052907-00053361 final button will collapse any of the panels I have opened
5phIS46M-7y-00102-00053361-00054039 and then put them back to their original state by clicking on it again and with
5phIS46M-7y-00103-00054039-00055527 that you have a basic understanding of the game maker studio to interface
5O7WEjZfCW8-00000-00000000-00000498 Hello we're here in Coventry at Warwick Manufacturing Group. I'm here with Ed Miliband
5O7WEjZfCW8-00001-00000498-00000800 you're here today hearing about what's going on in Coventry what's your first impression? 
5O7WEjZfCW8-00002-00000802-00001332 Welllook Jim I'm incredibly impressed, I'm incredibly impressed by what you're doing and the vision
5O7WEjZfCW8-00003-00001332-00001866 that you've shown for the city council. Amazing things you're doing and of course I'm incredibly
5O7WEjZfCW8-00004-00001866-00002490 impressed by what I'm seeing here at WMG. You know this is the future you're seeing students who are
5O7WEjZfCW8-00005-00002490-00003096 you know thinking of you know real future ideas about transport and about how we get around and
5O7WEjZfCW8-00006-00003096-00003588 of course it's so important isn't it because this isn't just some theory, this is about jobs. This is
5O7WEjZfCW8-00007-00003588-00004069 about the jobs that we can have in the future as a country and indeed as an area. 
5O7WEjZfCW8-00008-00004069-00004144 And of course our
5O7WEjZfCW8-00009-00004146-00004704 plans for a Gigafactory to take advantage of the green industrial revolution I mean what's your
5O7WEjZfCW8-00010-00004704-00005025 message to me and maybe to the country about where we are with that?
5O7WEjZfCW8-00011-00005035-00005604 These gigafactories areso important because of the jobs they provide but also because it's the route to having EV
5O7WEjZfCW8-00012-00005604-00006138 manufacturing, electric vehicle Manufacturing in the UK. That's so important isn't it Jim?
5O7WEjZfCW8-00013-00006138-00006399 For Coventry, for the West Midlands and indeed the country. 
5O7WEjZfCW8-00014-00006399-00006663 It is and there's the message we need this
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5S_KQUhWvnk-00008-00005052-00005316 daily water bottle
5S_KQUhWvnk-00009-00005348-00005990 Put 5g citric acid in 100ml of hot water and after about 2 hours
5S_KQUhWvnk-00010-00006216-00006864 It looks clean to be a white kitchen, but it's full of oil stains when I look close
5S_KQUhWvnk-00011-00007788-00008181 First, wipe the dust lightly with a wet dishtowel
5S_KQUhWvnk-00012-00008646-00009214 It was originally set to hang kitchen utensils on this wall
5S_KQUhWvnk-00013-00009214-00009954 But when you wash dishes or wash vegetables, there are a lot of things that splash on the wall
5S_KQUhWvnk-00014-00010074-00010810 I left the wall empty so I could wipe it right away when I wanted to
5S_KQUhWvnk-00015-00010934-00011444 Now sprinkle with ethanol and wipe with dry cloth
5S_KQUhWvnk-00016-00011614-00012180 When cleaning with ethanol, you must stop using gas
5S_KQUhWvnk-00017-00012180-00012686 It's flammable. There's a fire hazard
5S_KQUhWvnk-00018-00012790-00013532 Ethanol is needed to remove oil and disinfect at the same time
5S_KQUhWvnk-00019-00013538-00013997 Once a week, it is used mainly on Mondays
5S_KQUhWvnk-00020-00013997-00014416 Use it in a spray can only to use
5S_KQUhWvnk-00021-00014532-00015232 The sink faucet shines as new when lightly rubbed with ethanol
5S_KQUhWvnk-00022-00015918-00016972 When cooking, wipe only the stains with color and wipe the rest with ethanol once a week
5S_KQUhWvnk-00023-00017188-00017732 This advantage is that oil stains are easily erased and disinfected
5S_KQUhWvnk-00024-00017834-00018542 The stains on the white table are also erased
5S_KQUhWvnk-00025-00018572-00019374 It is also necessary to disinfect for cleanliness because it eats food at the table
5S_KQUhWvnk-00026-00020936-00022084 In my black refrigerator, the stainless steel handle is stained with opening and closing while making food
5S_KQUhWvnk-00027-00022142-00022662 It's also good to wipe the shelves in the fridge
5S_KQUhWvnk-00028-00022720-00023326 Ethanol is dry soon, so it's good for cleaning the fridge shelf
5S_KQUhWvnk-00029-00023394-00024140 There's a lot of stains on the gas range buttons
5S_KQUhWvnk-00030-00024170-00024740 Especially because this part is well wiped
5S_KQUhWvnk-00031-00024920-00025430 Ethanol was bought for disinfection at the pharmacy
5S_KQUhWvnk-00032-00025612-00026400 It contains 80 ml of ethanol based on 100 ml
5S_KQUhWvnk-00033-00026427-00027182 If used as a hand disinfectant, dilute with distilled water
5S_KQUhWvnk-00034-00028008-00028764 The black part of my rice cooker is dirty to wipe because there are many scratches
5S_KQUhWvnk-00035-00029122-00029924 So I should be satisfied with wiping the stains on the middle stainless steel
5S_KQUhWvnk-00036-00030202-00031032 If you sprinkle ethanol in a food waste container, you can eliminate the bad smell
5S_KQUhWvnk-00037-00031058-00032166 Citric acid water from the water bottle that has been disinfected is used to wash dish towels
5S_KQUhWvnk-00038-00032383-00032842 Add additional hot water here
5S_KQUhWvnk-00039-00032842-00033402 and Clean the dish towel with a little neutral detergent and a little Percarbonate
5S_KQUhWvnk-00040-00033634-00034322 The water that washes the dish towel washes the kitchen dispenser holder.
5S_KQUhWvnk-00041-00034524-00035222 Don't skip because it's a place which has fur
5S_KQUhWvnk-00042-00038984-00039618 Wipe the tap of washstand in the bathroom
5S_KQUhWvnk-00043-00039618-00040226 Cleaning is as important as wiping a stain
5S_KQUhWvnk-00044-00041122-00041550 Ethanol must be labeled to avoid confusion with water
5S_KQUhWvnk-00045-00041624-00042206 I think that there is no right answer to living
5S_KQUhWvnk-00046-00042278-00042944 The answer depends on the number of families, taste, and environment etc.
5S_KQUhWvnk-00047-00042978-00043710 I don't think you have to follow the fashionable lifestyle
5S_KQUhWvnk-00048-00043778-00045000 Let's make a lifrstyle that is really necessary for me and my family rather than following the fashionable lifestyle
5S_KQUhWvnk-00049-00045072-00046218 I drink a can of beer and take a shower, so I can see the blinds I've been putting off
5S_KQUhWvnk-00050-00046218-00046944 The best way to clean the Woodblind is to clean it up and down with an old cotton T-shirt piece.
5S_KQUhWvnk-00051-00046944-00048018 Clean the dust and then wipe the last with bit of ethanol on the tissue to get rid of the dust smell
5S_KQUhWvnk-00052-00048438-00049444 When using ethanol, make sure to ventilate and put on gloves
5S_KQUhWvnk-00053-00049696-00050486 I didn't wear gloves to shoot, but when ethanol dries your hands
5XOtjYZNV5U-00000-00002002-00002198 Are u interested into extractions 
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5XOtjYZNV5U-00003-00003193-00003887 Do you want to talk about what international consumers are looking for in extractions ?
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5XOtjYZNV5U-00005-00004691-00005292 What seems to attract costumers the most is the lowest price of course.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00006-00005292-00005689 Also, products that are not available in their own countries.
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5XOtjYZNV5U-00010-00006776-00007577 At the end of the video we should also take a look at what obstacles could prevent someone from buying a product.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00011-00007577-00008375 Obstacles that occur, according to e-shoppers themselves, in extractions.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00012-00008375-00008566 What could trouble e-shoppers?
5XOtjYZNV5U-00013-00008665-00008842 Firstly, shipping fee.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00014-00008842-00009239 They worry about how much shipping will cost them.
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5XOtjYZNV5U-00016-00009636-00010333 If the product will arrive in time.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00017-00010333-00010533 Furthermore, if it arrives at all.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00018-00010533-00011031 There's a possibility it will never arrive if we're talking about extractions,
5XOtjYZNV5U-00019-00011131-00011731 since the e-shopper lives in a different country from the seller.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00020-00011831-00012829 Finally, what if the product that arrives doesn't live up to the expectations that gave through the online description?
5XOtjYZNV5U-00021-00013426-00013523 That was all my friends.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00022-00013523-00013670 We're done for today.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00023-00013670-00013870 Another lesson came to its end.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00024-00013870-00014517 You can enjoy your coffee, company and food until the next lesson.
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5XOtjYZNV5U-00026-00015115-00015315 Next upload is expected to be the following week.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00027-00015315-00015515 At least i hope so.
5XOtjYZNV5U-00028-00015612-00015773 Until then, goodbye.
5f4oIwkkBc4-00000-00000009-00000471 terus tujuannya untuk apa penembus itu ya supaya kita beli fungisida Assalamualaikum
5f4oIwkkBc4-00001-00000471-00001469 warahmatullahi wabarakatuh Oke saudara-saudara saya bapak-bapak balik-balik abang-abang dan
5f4oIwkkBc4-00002-00001469-00002105 kawan-kawan serta adik-adik sayang saya cintai satu profesi yaitu seorang petani kita jumpa
5f4oIwkkBc4-00003-00002105-00002983 dan bertemu kembali dengan channel Agro group edukasi official nah ini saya bilang penembus
5f4oIwkkBc4-00004-00002983-00003832 Itu menipu petani hehehe ini harap maklum saya bukan Profesor bukan Insinyur tapi menggunakan
5f4oIwkkBc4-00005-00003832-00004195 nurani yang dianugerahkan oleh Ilahi di dalam hati ini
5f4oIwkkBc4-00006-00004195-00005189 ini kan banyak ahli mengatakan bahwa di sini ada lapisan lilin yang begitu ya memang betul
5f4oIwkkBc4-00007-00005189-00005916 gitu kan gunanya untuk apa untuk menjaga agar kandungan hara yang ada di dalam daun ini
5f4oIwkkBc4-00008-00005916-00006575 tidak habis diserap oleh matahari nah tapi yang terbanyak lapisan lilin itu di atas atau
5f4oIwkkBc4-00009-00006575-00007376 di bawah Apakah petani petani pernah meneliti seperti itu [Musik] Terus yang kedua katanya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00010-00007376-00008115 itu untuk hama Mas untuk menembus jaringan lapisan lilin yang ada pada hama yaitu ulat
5f4oIwkkBc4-00011-00008115-00008880 kutu kebul kan sudah saya bilang punya pori-pori dan Ulat itu satu-satunya anggota tubuhnya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00012-00008880-00009607 ya perutnya kaki-kakinya itu yang tidak dilapisi oleh lapisan lilin makanya ada insek bersifat
5f4oIwkkBc4-00013-00009607-00009882 kontak dan lambung itu tujuannya yaitu
5f4oIwkkBc4-00014-00009882-00011085 Jadi gini ya ini kita kita bongkar ini ya penembus Itu menipu petani bentar ya ini daunnya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00015-00011085-00011789 tipis saya cari nggak ada di mana ya Allah sebentar ya teman-teman ya saya pun nah ini
5f4oIwkkBc4-00016-00011789-00012426 sikit aja ya teman-teman ya Nah ini lapisan nah ini lapisan Lilinnya itu kan di bawah
5f4oIwkkBc4-00017-00012426-00013358 itu Eh nggak fokus kan bukan yang banyak bukan di atas Ntar ya Fokus kamu kamera ya Nah itu
5f4oIwkkBc4-00018-00013358-00014348 kan di bawah terus kok penembus itu ditaruh di sini kena sini berarti ini rusak ya jaringan
5f4oIwkkBc4-00019-00014348-00014965 ini yang atas daun ini rusak kalau udah rusak kenapa kalau kena penyakit Patik akibat pakai
5f4oIwkkBc4-00020-00014965-00015522 penembus itu payah kita ngobatinya kalau percaya kalau nggak ya udah saya nggak maksa saya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00021-00015522-00016465 hanya berbagi aja karena saya sudah sering bilang apa yang ada di channel ini sudah saya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00022-00016465-00016715 terapkan semua sudah saya alami itu
5f4oIwkkBc4-00023-00016715-00017593 Bentar ya bentar bentar bentar cari fokus dulu karena bergerak-gerak dia nah
5f4oIwkkBc4-00024-00017593-00018517 Pernahkah nggak temen-temen kawan-kawan meneliti seperti ini makanya penembus Itu menipu petani
5f4oIwkkBc4-00025-00018517-00019273 merusak jaringan ini saya ulangi merusak jaringan yang ada di atas daun alasannya untuk menembus
5f4oIwkkBc4-00026-00019273-00020100 kulit ulat yang dilapisi oleh lapisan lilin memang Yahudi ini
5f4oIwkkBc4-00027-00020100-00021258 [Tertawa] Nah kenapa lapisan lilin yang paling banyak di bawah daun ini karena Stomata yang
5f4oIwkkBc4-00028-00021258-00022200 paling terbanyak terdapat di daun ini Nggih ngertos Mas ya paham ya paham ya Saya hanya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00029-00022200-00022300 berbagi
5f4oIwkkBc4-00030-00022300-00023200 pantes kalau di daerah luar itu kok kena patek payah menyembuhkannya rupanya pakai penembus
5f4oIwkkBc4-00031-00023200-00024170 semua ini lagi saya kupas ini ya Nah itu yang paling banyak lapisan lilin kan di bawahnya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00032-00024170-00024962 ini yang di atas ini baru nampak ini dia itu yang paling tebel ya yang dibawa karena Stomata
5f4oIwkkBc4-00033-00024962-00025743 yang paling banyak di bawah nah kalau ini sudah rusak lapisan lilin yang ada di daun
5f4oIwkkBc4-00034-00025743-00026568 ini sudah ditembus oleh penembus Mak Bro tanaman kita gampang kena sakit karena jaringan pelindung
5f4oIwkkBc4-00035-00026568-00027144 daun yang untuk melindungi dari segala penyakit dan menjaga kandungan hara yang ada di daun
5f4oIwkkBc4-00036-00027144-00027822 tanaman ini rusak ya ini kan daun tanaman ini kalau saya dulu SD dikatakan daun ini
5f4oIwkkBc4-00037-00027822-00028710 ialah dapurnya tanaman kalau dapurnya enggak ngebul periuknya guling mati mah anak putus
5f4oIwkkBc4-00038-00028710-00029443 juga tanaman kalau ininya rusak dapurnya rusak ya rusak rumah tangga tanaman cabe
5f4oIwkkBc4-00039-00029443-00030514 gitu ya gitu Terus yang kedua nah ini katanya untuk menembus Mas pelindung yang seperti
5f4oIwkkBc4-00040-00030514-00031067 busa yang melindungi telur jadi untuk menembus itu telur nggak jadi kan sudah saya bilang
5f4oIwkkBc4-00041-00031067-00031932 pakai perekat biasa jangan yang mengandung penembus perekat biasa ya Gitu ya Kalau nggak
5f4oIwkkBc4-00042-00031932-00032761 salah ya video itu saya Udah dihapus Jadi pakai perekat yang mempunyai bahan aktif itu
5f4oIwkkBc4-00043-00032761-00033813 mereknya terserah nanti nama bahan aktifnya saya buat tulisan di sini ya saya lupa terus
5f4oIwkkBc4-00044-00033813-00034925 yang selanjutnya penembus itu katanya untuk meratakan pestisida omong kosong pakai perekat
5f4oIwkkBc4-00045-00034925-00035588 mantap saja merk Mantap sudah rata pakai PPC biasa perekat biasa nggak usah pakai penembus
5f4oIwkkBc4-00046-00035588-00036194 jadi ada yang bertanya lagi Mas gimana caranya menandai menembus dengan perekat biasa tapi
5f4oIwkkBc4-00047-00036194-00036876 dia menggunakan bahan aktif ya cemplungkan daun keladi ya di air yang sudah kita kasih
5f4oIwkkBc4-00048-00036876-00037583 penembus 10 cc 10 mili airnya itu 10 liter kita aduk lalu cemplungkan daun keladi kalau
5f4oIwkkBc4-00049-00037583-00038369 daun keladi itu tertutup seperti lapisan minyak itu penembus walaupun di botolnya tidak ditulis
5f4oIwkkBc4-00050-00038369-00038920 penembus Lalu ada apa dengan menembuskan saya sudah bilang di HP Sorong C4 itu kan ada 4
5f4oIwkkBc4-00051-00038920-00039730 video membahas sekarang videonya dihapus sama YouTube yang dibahas apa ya penembus termasuk
5f4oIwkkBc4-00052-00039730-00040700 deterjen Mama lemon Sunlight semuanya guyon ya biar ya nggak tegang kalau nggak cocok
5f4oIwkkBc4-00053-00040700-00041638 jangan ngamuk komentarnya nggih jadi begitu aja buat kawan-kawan ini nah ini daun ini
5f4oIwkkBc4-00054-00041638-00041759 ya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00055-00041759-00042500 Kenapa saya nggak percaya dengan referensi Google gitu ya ya Ada sih yang bisa dipakai
5f4oIwkkBc4-00056-00042500-00043278 ada yang tidak dari Google kebanyakan Google itu kan nyari duit blok-blok orang-orang nyari
5f4oIwkkBc4-00057-00043278-00043506 duit Bukan betul-betul dia jadi
5f4oIwkkBc4-00058-00043506-00044091 eh yang di Google itu ada yang nyari kalau teman-teman pingin nyari ada di diskripsi
5f4oIwkkBc4-00059-00044091-00045177 anak sekolahan ya Nah Lihat inilah Saya ulangi lagi ini yang lebih jelas ini hah [Musik]
5f4oIwkkBc4-00060-00045177-00046053 Kalau yang di atas ini tadi rusak ya mudah-mudahan ini saya copy keluar yang di atas
5f4oIwkkBc4-00061-00046053-00046415 Aduh saya ulangi lagi ya bentar
5f4oIwkkBc4-00062-00046415-00047675 Oh saya ganti yang ini aja deh yang tadi [Musik] susah dia Ya gitulah pokoknya teman-teman
5f4oIwkkBc4-00063-00047675-00048450 Saran saya jangan pakai ini dia keluar yang di atas ya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00064-00048450-00049050 Saran saya Saya hanya Kasihan kenapa sudah saya alami kalau menggunakan penembus itu
5f4oIwkkBc4-00065-00049050-00050009 kalau terserang antrak susah diobati gitu ya dan penyebaran antrak itu sangat kuat Gitu
5f4oIwkkBc4-00066-00050009-00050847 sangat cepat itu intinya ya jadi terus tujuannya untuk apa penembus itu ya supaya kita beli
5f4oIwkkBc4-00067-00050847-00050947 fungisida
5f4oIwkkBc4-00068-00050947-00051757 Jadi mereka itu tepuk sekali Tepuk Dua lalat Ya kan beli penembus dengan penembus rusak
5f4oIwkkBc4-00069-00051757-00052327 jaringan daun ini lapisan lilin ini terus kena patek gampang menyebar susah diobati
5f4oIwkkBc4-00070-00052327-00052663 beli fungisida ngebut kita
5f4oIwkkBc4-00071-00052663-00053474 Dibeli apa yang dikasih tahu temen beli ini Lur saya kemarin sembuh beli padahal dikasih
5f4oIwkkBc4-00072-00053474-00054174 enggak sembuh juga ya Iya orang ininya udah rusak kena tembus ya udah ya gitu aja ya mungkin
5f4oIwkkBc4-00073-00054174-00054900 ini ada manfaatnya buat kawan-kawan ya buat adik-adik saya ya kalau nonton video saya
5f4oIwkkBc4-00074-00054900-00055479 itu hatinya harus bersih jernih karena saya bukan mengklaim tapi yang saya sampaikan ini
5f4oIwkkBc4-00075-00055479-00056074 memang ilmu bukan saya mencari viewer kalau saya mencari viewer gampang aja saya buat
5f4oIwkkBc4-00076-00056074-00056739 video sebentar aja ratusan ribu kali tonton tapi saya nggak mau karena saya punya ilmu
5f4oIwkkBc4-00077-00056739-00057030 zaman ilmu ngawur pertanian
5f4oIwkkBc4-00078-00057030-00057726 pasti kalau saya unggah di YouTube diikutin semua sama orang udah ya gitu aja mohon maaf
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5f4oIwkkBc4-00080-00058249-00058715 wal hidayah Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh ceker Ireng Mas Bro
5gmAM9yV4mo-00000-00000038-00000138 Kim: It’s Week 11!
5gmAM9yV4mo-00001-00000138-00000488 Your motivation might be high and for you it’s all about staying that way.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00002-00000488-00000896 Shannon: Your motivation might be low and for you it’s all about building it back
5gmAM9yV4mo-00003-00000896-00000996 up.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00004-00000996-00001171 So, here’s some easy things you can do.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00005-00001171-00001415 Kim: Number 1: Short term goals.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00006-00001415-00001794 They’re a great way to get things done and still see an end point.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00007-00001794-00002236 Like, selecting a topic and completing all textbook exercises within a set time.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00008-00002236-00002417 So think small and achievable.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00009-00002417-00002653 Shannon: Next: Reward yourself.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00010-00002653-00002892 Give yourself a reward when you complete a task.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00011-00002892-00003148 This way you get an ongoing sense of accomplishment.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00012-00003148-00003401 Kim: Lastly: healthy balance.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00013-00003401-00003861 From my experience when I make specific time to relax and socialise, the better I am at
5gmAM9yV4mo-00014-00003861-00004138 focussing when it comes time to study and do my work.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00015-00004138-00004349 Basically it helps me study smart.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00016-00004349-00004827 Shannon: So… set short term goals, reward yourself, and keep a healthy balance.
5gmAM9yV4mo-00017-00004827-00005102 Kim: Remember, the key to motivation is self-motivation.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00000-00000022-00000420 Sejuani's big counters in the jungle are Champions that can invade and bully her in the early
5gAqAmsjPgk-00001-00000420-00000899 game like Lee Sin with his insane level 1 and 2 damage and ability to chase her down
5gAqAmsjPgk-00002-00000899-00001373 if she Q's a wall, Xin Zhao for the same reason as Lee and Vi because her Q can prevent her
5gAqAmsjPgk-00003-00001373-00001642 from running away and she can also ignore her Armor.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00004-00001642-00002141 Twitch and Shaco have really interesting Level 1 or 2 invades and Elise level 3 has few champions
5gAqAmsjPgk-00005-00002141-00002413 that can outdamage her in 1v1 in the jungle.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00006-00002413-00002808 Sejuani's Passive grants her a Slow immunity as well as Armor and MR Boost when she hasn't
5gAqAmsjPgk-00007-00002808-00003279 taken damage for a while and also makes her deal extra damage to enemies she stuns herself.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00008-00003279-00003619 Her Q is a dash that knocks champions up when she hits them, whereas her W will make her
5gAqAmsjPgk-00009-00003619-00004055 swing her flail which will hit enemies twice with a short delay in between which will grant
5gAqAmsjPgk-00010-00004055-00004568 two stacks to her E. Her E is called permafrost and will allow sejuani to stack passive stacks
5gAqAmsjPgk-00011-00004568-00004810 on enemies she or melee allies hit.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00012-00004810-00005164 After 4 stacks enemies can get stunned by her if she activates it.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00013-00005164-00005553 Her Ultimate will stun the first enemy it hits and will create a storm around the impact
5gAqAmsjPgk-00014-00005553-00005725 zone that slows enemies standing on it.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00015-00005725-00005825 After 2 seconds it explodes again increasing the slow.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00016-00005825-00005960 This might be the ultimate CC champion.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00017-00005960-00006198 Almost all of her abilities can stun or knock you up.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00018-00006198-00006298 Even her W will slow you down.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00019-00006298-00006653 The fact that her passive deals extra damage to enemies she stuns makes for some very high
5gAqAmsjPgk-00020-00006653-00006870 damage you might not be counting for.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00021-00006870-00007166 Sejuani thrives in the jungle meaning she'll take the Smite Flash combo.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00022-00007166-00007293 So will you if you're a jungler.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00023-00007293-00007656 Take the blue smite versus her if you want to invade and get a chance of chasing her
5gAqAmsjPgk-00024-00007656-00007756 down.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00025-00007756-00008117 As for her power spikes, as I said earlier, she has a pretty weak early game in the jungle
5gAqAmsjPgk-00026-00008117-00008331 but gets a great burst in the mid game.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00027-00008331-00008761 Late game she might be hard deleted by some AD Carries but her utility from her stuns
5gAqAmsjPgk-00028-00008761-00008896 is still immeasurable.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00029-00008896-00009370 Her Level 6 is arguably her best power spike allowing her to keep enemies from moving for
5gAqAmsjPgk-00030-00009370-00009772 the longest time and items like the cinderhulk enchantment that grants her tons of damage
5gAqAmsjPgk-00031-00009772-00009939 due to her glue-like capabilities.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00032-00009939-00010354 Gargoyle Stoneplate will make her unkillable and allow her to easily escape so have an
5gAqAmsjPgk-00033-00010354-00010454 open eye for that.
5gAqAmsjPgk-00034-00010454-00010859 Thank you for tuning in and remember: Pick a strong early game and invade her for some
5gAqAmsjPgk-00035-00010859-00011339 easy level 1 or 2 kills, abuse her weak early game and try to counter her ganks and get
5gAqAmsjPgk-00036-00011339-00011753 some CC reduction items like Mercury Threads and Mercurial Scimitar!
5gAqAmsjPgk-00037-00011753-00011884 Ultimately have fun doing it.
5gGarlouwCY-00000-00000040-00001424 In a very safe way I could start to learn or actually start to express myself and feelings
5gGarlouwCY-00001-00001544-00002320 to others I found that really difficult and I also noticed especially in the second Tribe (program)
5gGarlouwCY-00002-00002424-00003024 Of course that all of a sudden it was like a clique and I can see things in other people
5gGarlouwCY-00003-00003192-00003856 but it's actually mirroring my own feelings. That's  something that was really resonating with me
5gKw5jNSqkU-00000-00000006-00000878 hey hey good evening good evening ladies and gentlemen welcome welcome we decided
5gKw5jNSqkU-00001-00000878-00001392 to do us a little bit of a live show here I guess we'll have to wait a couple
5gKw5jNSqkU-00002-00001392-00001959 of minutes for everybody to come in I think the wife is gonna get her thing
5gKw5jNSqkU-00003-00001959-00002684 and yeah she's gonna get everything ready and make sure she can read the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00004-00002684-00003299 comments to people coming in right now
5gKw5jNSqkU-00005-00004171-00004812 so there we go Carla add is made it in good evening master truck or jukebox
5gKw5jNSqkU-00006-00004812-00005273 look at you you're finally getting the notification or what what's going on
5gKw5jNSqkU-00007-00005273-00005996 jukebox are you having a good New Year's so far hey happy new years everybody
5gKw5jNSqkU-00008-00005996-00006984 who's that bra yeah no I can't rich French hey Tommy I might not be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00009-00006984-00007270 able to read the comments
5gKw5jNSqkU-00010-00007404-00008272 one thumbs up already yeah look at that 11 people watching oh yeah that's right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00011-00008336-00008774 yeah how's it going everybody
5gKw5jNSqkU-00012-00009211-00010335 we are pass person how's that you know Pasadena Pasadena it is the wife is
5gKw5jNSqkU-00013-00010335-00011063 going to try and read the comments and I'm going to I'm coming
5gKw5jNSqkU-00014-00011568-00012060 yeah I appreciate it appreciate it thanks for checking out my channel and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00015-00012060-00012516 subscribing and all of that and thanks for tuning into the life show here guys
5gKw5jNSqkU-00016-00012516-00013074 and we're gonna try and just you know chat with you guys a little bit I know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00017-00013074-00013472 we didn't have a regular scheduled video today which we don't have one tomorrow
5gKw5jNSqkU-00018-00013472-00013944 either but you know what that's just how it goes we decided to take a few days
5gKw5jNSqkU-00019-00013944-00014754 off last week right and now we're here in Texas where we were supposed to get
5gKw5jNSqkU-00020-00014754-00015609 loading loaded here yesterday in a La Porte Texas which is just a few miles
5gKw5jNSqkU-00021-00015609-00016275 east of us and we got there last night they were there and everything we backed
5gKw5jNSqkU-00022-00016275-00016755 her into the dock but they told us they told us to back in dock 3 we did that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00023-00016755-00017666 and then but I don't know 45 minutes later he comes out and he says
5gKw5jNSqkU-00024-00017666-00018408 unfortunately we are three boxes short and for some odd reason that the the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00025-00018408-00019134 night staff wasn't able to change all the stuff around and their system in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00026-00019134-00019908 their system and so they said they could not get all the product to load us which
5gKw5jNSqkU-00027-00019908-00020328 I call baloney on it because it's only like they had the product it was just
5gKw5jNSqkU-00028-00020328-00021015 not in their system properly so because of that they told us we're gonna have to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00029-00021015-00021606 come back on Wednesday so guess what we've been doing nothing let's drink a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00030-00021606-00021995 little bit you ever maybe the wife can read some comments and maybe you guys
5gKw5jNSqkU-00031-00021995-00023054 can talk to her for a few minutes all nice nice thank you appreciate it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00032-00023384-00023820 we are bored today so we decided you know what we just finished having a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00033-00023820-00024538 shower sitting there drinking a little bit of yeah ba ya ya ma petite
5gKw5jNSqkU-00034-00024538-00025063 and figured why not tune in and chat with you guys a little bit that's always
5gKw5jNSqkU-00035-00025063-00025794 fun to write get a little bit of interaction going on with you guys and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00036-00025920-00026605 hey from California that's right hey jukebox who are you at today are you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00037-00026605-00027039 uh on the road yet or you know I think you have to wait till Wednesday to I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00038-00027039-00027783 think you said yesterday isn't that right channel channels fun to watch
5gKw5jNSqkU-00039-00027783-00028447 I enjoy bored oh that's good I'm happy we can entertain you guys that's exactly
5gKw5jNSqkU-00040-00028447-00029068 our job right as YouTube creators right we try to entertain you guys as much as
5gKw5jNSqkU-00041-00029068-00029611 we possibly can and just have a good time right what why not eh I see our
5gKw5jNSqkU-00042-00029611-00030169 brand-new subscriber has tuned in that that was a checking us out there for the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00043-00030169-00030580 first time the other day that's for me Oh Castle I remember yeah my yeah I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00044-00030580-00030973 checked out his channel and he has pretty good content there so we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00045-00030973-00031464 definitely hit the subscribe button and we hit that Bell as well so we will be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00046-00031464-00031677 notified every time you upload a new video
5gKw5jNSqkU-00047-00031677-00032535 that is awesome awesome I see seven thumbs up 31 people watching hey yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00048-00032886-00033763 yeah San Antonio was the other day when we when we did the live show yep but I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00049-00033763-00034129 also saw the one question coming in there where am i heading after we get
5gKw5jNSqkU-00050-00034129-00034588 loaded and we're going back to Canada because we're from Canada so we have to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00051-00034588-00035131 go back to Canada that's the way the law works that if we pick up a load here in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00052-00035131-00035422 the United States of America we got to go back to Canada
5gKw5jNSqkU-00053-00035422-00035916 otherwise it's called inter stating we cannot deliver to a different state so
5gKw5jNSqkU-00054-00035916-00036391 yeah we definitely must be doing that hey do me a favor share the video as
5gKw5jNSqkU-00055-00036391-00036874 well guys so we get maybe some of your friends starting to tune in on liking
5gKw5jNSqkU-00056-00036874-00037334 our channel right Conahan says my mom says hello her iPad
5gKw5jNSqkU-00057-00037334-00039062 is charging right now yes kind of force we are just southeast of Venna peg
5gKw5jNSqkU-00058-00039062-00039599 that's where we we live but I do go to Toronto all the time myself
5gKw5jNSqkU-00059-00039599-00041240 my wife has been there with me once as well salty dog yeah lol oh yeah yeah is
5gKw5jNSqkU-00060-00041240-00041834 be good to see you both okay yeah Larry Summers asked me earlier he
5gKw5jNSqkU-00061-00041834-00042385 said if we do another live show can you pronounce your name or say your name
5gKw5jNSqkU-00062-00042385-00043238 itself reading yeah a lot of people have a hard time pronouncing it and most
5gKw5jNSqkU-00063-00043238-00043757 people write my name with the Y as well so you know cuz we're German right so a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00064-00043757-00044183 lot of people if you if you hear the name Rudy they think well it's written
5gKw5jNSqkU-00065-00044183-00044953 with the Y what it's not 72 74 degrees oh yeah yeah that is awesome
5gKw5jNSqkU-00066-00044953-00045602 Dennis Hunter says I used to hold out of Laredo
5gKw5jNSqkU-00067-00045634-00046112 yeah Laredo is a tough phone right because everything is coming from Mexico
5gKw5jNSqkU-00068-00046112-00046766 and they have this saying you know if it doesn't come today well mañana ah la
5gKw5jNSqkU-00069-00046766-00047143 mañana point I said why are we near a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00070-00047166-00048028 yes tomorrow morning is basically what it comes down to in English and tomorrow
5gKw5jNSqkU-00071-00048028-00048472 morning never comes yeah that's right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00072-00048472-00049178 yeah happy hey Howard look at that he's finally made it in a hour we're drinking
5gKw5jNSqkU-00073-00049178-00049533 us a little bit - yeah I'm apheresis you guys are
5gKw5jNSqkU-00074-00049533-00049854 beautiful couples I thank you thank you appreciate it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00075-00049854-00050781 Marvin Poulsen happy New Year to you and your family from Atlanta oh nice but hey
5gKw5jNSqkU-00076-00050781-00051272 look at that the numbers are climbing we got 4445 man we're breaking some records
5gKw5jNSqkU-00077-00051272-00052065 here lately hey guys yeah we definitely have been the the cop was Oh church this
5gKw5jNSqkU-00078-00052065-00052473 morning I don't know what he was doing out here hey there's Larry Summers you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00079-00052473-00052926 asked my wife to spell her name or say her name we just did it here a minute
5gKw5jNSqkU-00080-00052926-00053279 ago it's Alfre day that's how you say her
5gKw5jNSqkU-00081-00053279-00053862 name and but yeah we had a cop out here this morning he was hanging around here
5gKw5jNSqkU-00082-00053862-00054517 a few times and then he left and he come back and whatever right boy yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00083-00054740-00055404 oh nice nice I would love to meet up with him but you know it's kind of hard
5gKw5jNSqkU-00084-00055404-00055829 to get a hold of him because I don't have him on his personal pages anywhere
5gKw5jNSqkU-00085-00055829-00056337 so it would be kind of difficult for me to get a hold of him but hey it would be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00086-00056337-00057462 fun meeting up word it with him that's for sure yes I was there not too long
5gKw5jNSqkU-00087-00057462-00058029 ago if you check out my videos here probably what two weeks ago well maybe
5gKw5jNSqkU-00088-00058029-00058470 two three weeks ago I was there yeah remember I went to Toronto and then I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00089-00058470-00058941 went back salt and I did a reset I hung out with jukebox remember that was yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00090-00058941-00059421 that was just before Christmas I was in Mississauga wow thanks I like that her
5gKw5jNSqkU-00091-00059421-00059973 name yeah that's what Larry summer I said yeah I might not be able to read
5gKw5jNSqkU-00092-00059973-00060519 all the comments but the wife is going to try and keep up with him Richard he's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00093-00060519-00061522 happy new year mr. n to your boss missus we've been
5gKw5jNSqkU-00094-00061522-00062149 doing alright we we been kind of sitting around here doing nothing all day pretty
5gKw5jNSqkU-00095-00062149-00062665 much well we walked around a little bit I actually got my big camera out earlier
5gKw5jNSqkU-00096-00062665-00063115 maybe some of you new guys don't know that I have an Instagram page where I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00097-00063115-00063630 where I love sharing a lot of pictures and I'm gonna show you my camera here
5gKw5jNSqkU-00098-00063630-00064092 but there's a car going by here right now I don't want him to see this I'll
5gKw5jNSqkU-00099-00064092-00064645 take a look at this bad boy right here this is what we went out today with and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00100-00064645-00065254 I love taking pictures of birds right so this thing is always with me
5gKw5jNSqkU-00101-00065254-00065821 and we went out for a little bit of a stroll today and found us a couple of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00102-00065821-00066268 knives birdies and I already posted him on Instagram so you guys should check
5gKw5jNSqkU-00103-00066268-00066787 out the link down below you'll be able to find my Instagram page and you should
5gKw5jNSqkU-00104-00066787-00067465 be able to see it there and yeah so if you like pictures of birds like I do you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00105-00067465-00067822 know check it out on Instagram salty dog says
5gKw5jNSqkU-00106-00067822-00069739 sounds like you're getting yeah well that's how it goes are right oh man yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00107-00069739-00070288 I know well we're not really stuck it's just kind of like we basically are
5gKw5jNSqkU-00108-00070288-00071611 forced to wait till tomorrow till we get our reload right yeah it's gone pretty
5gKw5jNSqkU-00109-00071611-00072322 much it's gone hello from Stein bus somebody from Stein boy has tuned in and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00110-00072322-00072844 that's my old tone for those of you guys that are new to my channel that is my
5gKw5jNSqkU-00111-00072844-00073633 hometown that's for sure yeah we we went for a good long walk here today
5gKw5jNSqkU-00112-00073849-00074549 since 2008 yeah I always got a look at my cart my company issued cartons
5gKw5jNSqkU-00113-00074549-00074996 actually got my date on there when I when I started at this company but I I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00114-00074996-00075329 started trucking a year before I came to Penn ours
5gKw5jNSqkU-00115-00075329-00075974 I was with big Freight before and so yeah so we been at this company now
5gKw5jNSqkU-00116-00075974-00076508 since 2009 which is a long long time I saw a little bit of a video there
5gKw5jNSqkU-00117-00076508-00077195 earlier from trucking review channel and Jake canal and all of them are trying to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00118-00077195-00077672 do something key media or something like that so I have to look into that a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00119-00077672-00078164 little bit more I might have to call trucking review later and our tomorrow
5gKw5jNSqkU-00120-00078164-00078791 or whatever or one of these days here and find out what it's all about I think
5gKw5jNSqkU-00121-00078791-00079574 he refers to jpg travels he has a CB in his truck I'll be dawn sorry yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00122-00079574-00080057 unfortunately we don't have a CB radio in here just yet eventually we'll
5gKw5jNSqkU-00123-00080057-00081617 probably get one 30s okay oh nice nice yeah there's a lot of people that have
5gKw5jNSqkU-00124-00081617-00082139 always messaged me you know when are you coming to my area Texas or this or that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00125-00082139-00082514 you know well you got a look at my website you all know where we're heading
5gKw5jNSqkU-00126-00082514-00082937 because we update it there regularly where we're going we haven't updated it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00127-00082937-00083339 just yet because I like to make sure that I am actually going to that area
5gKw5jNSqkU-00128-00083339-00083801 before I update the website usually I like to pick up my load and then get on
5gKw5jNSqkU-00129-00083801-00084548 the road Ephrata did you cook a good supper tonight yes that's right you got
5gKw5jNSqkU-00130-00084548-00085136 to watch next week's video because it's gonna be in seven days right yeah we're
5gKw5jNSqkU-00131-00085136-00085560 not gonna spoil it no no we're not gonna do that okay
5gKw5jNSqkU-00132-00085560-00086081 nemi's Rudy you are missing our balmy weather up here in Omaha Nebraska it's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00133-00086081-00086913 12 degrees above well you can keep it over there right and though we're just
5gKw5jNSqkU-00134-00086913-00087245 having a little bit of fun over here that's for sure we're definitely
5gKw5jNSqkU-00135-00087245-00087689 enjoying it and the way you see us right now is the way we were walking around
5gKw5jNSqkU-00136-00087689-00088275 all day long all day long that's how it goes yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00137-00088275-00088605 little exercise but we didn't need no jacket right that was the point I was
5gKw5jNSqkU-00138-00088605-00089150 trying to make we didn't need no jackets at all to Walker on outside here today
5gKw5jNSqkU-00139-00089150-00089714 that was amazing some nice green trees flowers that we took pictures off and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00140-00089714-00090344 stuff like that it was it was awesome you know what it also gives us a nice a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00141-00090344-00091050 nice time together right so we can get that a little extra time and and just
5gKw5jNSqkU-00142-00091050-00091449 have a little bit of private time I guess you could say without the kids and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00143-00091449-00091986 just bond together a little bit right it's a lot of fun for us we also clean
5gKw5jNSqkU-00144-00091986-00092466 the truck today and you know we did just regular our things here in the truck and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00145-00092466-00092955 whatever but Chuck we have not been that water burger yet we haven't seen it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00146-00092955-00093644 anywhere yet Whataburger yeah Wow well we've seen them when we're driving down
5gKw5jNSqkU-00147-00093644-00094416 the road but not anywhere close by that we can walk to right yeah but yeah both
5gKw5jNSqkU-00148-00094416-00094938 of us were not really two big fans of burgers so they have burgers in there
5gKw5jNSqkU-00149-00094938-00095385 too but that's Arby's right but I mean water burger is supposed to be really
5gKw5jNSqkU-00150-00095385-00096135 really good but how much can you make weekly basis well that's depending on
5gKw5jNSqkU-00151-00096135-00096756 how many miles you drive right right we get paid about 46 cents a mile so you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00152-00096756-00097041 can easily do the math so if you do 3,000 miles away
5gKw5jNSqkU-00153-00097041-00097629 Aker whatever you can do the math right so I'm using my phone so I can't really
5gKw5jNSqkU-00154-00097629-00098181 calculate that out really too much but you know that's roughly what you can
5gKw5jNSqkU-00155-00098181-00098502 make right plus we get to pick up some drops yet
5gKw5jNSqkU-00156-00098502-00099281 and so you got to add all of that on top of that so that's uh I mean we you know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00157-00099281-00099714 it's not bad you know and and in my opinion that you can make a living off
5gKw5jNSqkU-00158-00099714-00100623 it uh that's for sure hey some US has seen some great awesome I appreciate
5gKw5jNSqkU-00159-00100623-00101226 that yeah they have some nice birds here that we have never seen prakruti all of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00160-00101226-00102033 all your videos head thanks John Davis Thank You Carla it was 70° at my house
5gKw5jNSqkU-00161-00102033-00102444 today heatwave yeah yeah it was it was really
5gKw5jNSqkU-00162-00102444-00103440 really the sign over there said 63 yeah but yeah I mean it's still nice for us
5gKw5jNSqkU-00163-00103440-00104406 right how many trucks have you gone through the company let me see here how
5gKw5jNSqkU-00164-00104406-00105228 many trucks have you gone in this company what's your favorite well I had
5gKw5jNSqkU-00165-00105228-00106002 my own truck until well last year in June is when I basically got rid of my
5gKw5jNSqkU-00166-00106002-00106572 own truck and before I when I started with this company I was driving for an
5gKw5jNSqkU-00167-00106572-00107214 owner/operator for two and a half years and then he offered me to buy the wool
5gKw5jNSqkU-00168-00107214-00107861 without I was driving at and I think I went through three I want to say about
5gKw5jNSqkU-00169-00107861-00108345 three wool was with him before I actually bought the one that I drove and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00170-00108345-00108780 I was able to buy it right through him so I didn't have to go to the bank and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00171-00108780-00109336 whatever and get a loan you know and then I drove that for six years and then
5gKw5jNSqkU-00172-00109336-00109974 I became a company driver and then in July and then first they gave me an
5gKw5jNSqkU-00173-00109974-00110858 older thing was in 11 2011 I want to say Freightliner Cascadia and then
5gKw5jNSqkU-00174-00110858-00111527 and then my boss told me right from the gag oh they're a Penner he told me right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00175-00111527-00111995 from the get-go he says I'm thinking about putting you in a brand new freight
5gKw5jNSqkU-00176-00111995-00112313 liner or a brand new truck he just said Brown the truck you didn't say Brown and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00177-00112313-00112715 freight liner I thought that's interesting that's awesome that would be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00178-00112715-00113396 great right so then in September August and September we went to Paraguay to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00179-00113396-00113840 visit our family down there and when I came back he said yeah you can do one
5gKw5jNSqkU-00180-00113840-00114211 more trip with that different truck that was even a different truck then I was
5gKw5jNSqkU-00181-00114211-00114578 driving before you do one trip with that and by the time you come back we'll have
5gKw5jNSqkU-00182-00114578-00115316 your new one ready I'm like wow okay that fast day so sure enough next next
5gKw5jNSqkU-00183-00115316-00115921 trip I came back this truck just got home and and wow look at that we got 54
5gKw5jNSqkU-00184-00115921-00116441 viewers right now thats beating the record that we did what on Sunday night
5gKw5jNSqkU-00185-00116441-00117608 that's awesome is that Fahrenheit or Celsius because I know he sent me a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00186-00117608-00118308 picture of it but I was yeah and I saw TRUCKING review has made it in there
5gKw5jNSqkU-00187-00118750-00119477 yeah but you know we enjoy it we enjoyed the nice warm weather especially
5gKw5jNSqkU-00188-00119477-00120050 considering up in Manitoba it's extremely cold there the last few
5gKw5jNSqkU-00189-00120050-00120671 days yeah that's kind of what I figured so that is cold too that is that's about
5gKw5jNSqkU-00190-00120671-00121159 what it was up in Manitoba I'm pretty sure it's not even colder right so we're
5gKw5jNSqkU-00191-00121159-00121865 kind of enjoying the nice warm weather down there Cass tomorrow's did I say 50
5gKw5jNSqkU-00192-00121865-00122285 to 75 millimetre yeah they're expecting quite a bit of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00193-00122285-00122667 rain coming through here and then the wife was saying they're coming up to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00194-00122667-00123230 Oklahoma we might be running into some freezing stuff so yeah that's why I was
5gKw5jNSqkU-00195-00123230-00123588 open for we could get loaded here yesterday and then we could have been
5gKw5jNSqkU-00196-00123588-00124152 out out that way already past it right so that would have been would it be nice
5gKw5jNSqkU-00197-00124152-00124482 I saw the question there which one would you prefer writer being an owner
5gKw5jNSqkU-00198-00124482-00125247 operator or company driver and is it is a very tough question it is I enjoyed
5gKw5jNSqkU-00199-00125247-00125792 being at being a owner operator I really did it gives you some freedom that you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00200-00125792-00126266 might not have as a company driver but working for this company it's great too
5gKw5jNSqkU-00201-00126266-00126840 so I have no complaints about working for this company so it's it's it's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00202-00126840-00127515 depending on what you want so so if you you know if you have a few thousand
5gKw5jNSqkU-00203-00127515-00127977 dollars to spare and you can get your own truck let's say you have ten grand
5gKw5jNSqkU-00204-00127977-00128346 in the bank and you can get your own truck and then
5gKw5jNSqkU-00205-00128346-00128895 you can continuously make in repairs to your truck then it's alright but and a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00206-00128895-00129380 lot of these trucks they are giving you a lot of grief these days and so it's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00207-00129380-00129941 really really difficult to make it right because I mean let's face it the hardly
5gKw5jNSqkU-00208-00129941-00130389 entity any of the companies are giving you any raises anymore as an
5gKw5jNSqkU-00209-00130389-00130913 owner-operator which they do give us raise this as a company driver right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00210-00130913-00131763 yeah can you answer my question what was your question I might have missed your
5gKw5jNSqkU-00211-00131763-00132039 question I'm apheresis can you go to vacation
5gKw5jNSqkU-00212-00132039-00132287 picture
5gKw5jNSqkU-00213-00132287-00132962 can you go to vacation with your truck well I'm not sure I've never really
5gKw5jNSqkU-00214-00132962-00133574 asked that part alright I guess somehow we activated our cameras again hey
5gKw5jNSqkU-00215-00133574-00134237 Richard has made it in finally awesome yeah the wife is gonna try and read the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00216-00134237-00136162 comments they're a little bit more I'm just gonna turn off the GoPro here yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00217-00136162-00136490 it's extremely cold I think it's supposed to warm up though for the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00218-00136490-00137720 weekend all right a little bit the truck usually can only be used for work if you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00219-00137720-00138359 take it on vacation you have no more job yeah that's kind of how it usually goes
5gKw5jNSqkU-00220-00138359-00138920 unless youíre arrange it with your boss right jukebox says here when are you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00221-00138920-00139471 going to stop this part this part time
5gKw5jNSqkU-00222-00139735-00140348 well you know it's uh as you know it's not my fault that we couldn't get loaded
5gKw5jNSqkU-00223-00140348-00141494 right what's my favorite place to drive a travel the United States is basically
5gKw5jNSqkU-00224-00141494-00141947 my favorite place to go that's pretty much always been my saying and that's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00225-00141947-00142394 where I go most of them most of my time too right that's pretty much how it goes
5gKw5jNSqkU-00226-00142394-00142868 with me I love driving in the u.s. you know especially especially now in winter
5gKw5jNSqkU-00227-00142868-00143336 when we can go way down south here into Texas where it's not even snowing right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00228-00143336-00144185 it's beautiful it was 74 degrees with the head families oh geez our
5gKw5jNSqkU-00229-00144185-00144641 reactivating this thing again John asked do you still talk to dry chef
5gKw5jNSqkU-00230-00144641-00145289 I - matter of fact he was just on my video earlier as you guys might have
5gKw5jNSqkU-00231-00145289-00146027 seen this morning I released that video from from the Christmas lights and in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00232-00146027-00146684 Winnipeg right and I released it as a premiere thing and for those of you guys
5gKw5jNSqkU-00233-00146684-00147086 that are not familiar with that system the way it works is when you release a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00234-00147086-00147791 video and you do a premiere then you can go as long as that video is so the way
5gKw5jNSqkU-00235-00147791-00148322 it works is you schedule it for premiere and then as soon as it goes live it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00236-00148322-00148676 basically has like a countdown I forgot how many minutes like two or three
5gKw5jNSqkU-00237-00148676-00149066 minutes countdown on the screen like when you actually click on it it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00238-00149066-00149477 will have like a countdown and then in the video it starts it's kind of like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00239-00149477-00150098 the life show I can go on there as soon as it goes life then we can interact via
5gKw5jNSqkU-00240-00150098-00150734 life messaging just like we do here with the life chat right so we can interact
5gKw5jNSqkU-00241-00150734-00151247 with each other and he was actually on the live chat this morning when when I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00242-00151247-00151945 did the the Christmas light video I recorded that on a 26th of December and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00243-00151945-00152654 we just finally got enough internet here just last night to be able to upload it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00244-00152654-00153104 here at this blind G cuz I actually got pretty good internet up here so I was
5gKw5jNSqkU-00245-00153104-00153458 able to upload it overnight and then this morning I went ahead and did that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00246-00153458-00153965 and so he was in there several other people were in there it's I find that to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00247-00153965-00154418 be a really nice way of doing it because then I can interact with you guys while
5gKw5jNSqkU-00248-00154418-00154769 you're watching the video you know a lot of people are watching it on their cell
5gKw5jNSqkU-00249-00154769-00155219 phones these days right so it's nice to do it like a premiere kind of thing and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00250-00155219-00155630 and you can do like life chat just like we do here right now all right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00251-00155630-00156023 except there no you're not really physically talking to the person but
5gKw5jNSqkU-00252-00156023-00156718 you're you can reply on the on the child just like we can't hear right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00253-00156738-00157188 wouldn't be much of a mixture of rain and snow in Oklahoma okay shouldn't be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00254-00157188-00157698 much that's awesome that's awesome news I usually don't even worry about it and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00255-00157698-00158220 I you know I thrive and when it gets too bad I find me to close the place to pull
5gKw5jNSqkU-00256-00158220-00158937 over and call it a day as usually how I go about it but you know if you if you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00257-00158937-00159447 are a truck driver for a long time you know you learned that you got to relax
5gKw5jNSqkU-00258-00159447-00159999 you can't worry about everything in life right you got a you got to have patience
5gKw5jNSqkU-00259-00159999-00160539 I always said to my friend trucker jukebox I say either you have patience
5gKw5jNSqkU-00260-00160539-00160971 or you become a patience and what that means is if you're gonna be Russian all
5gKw5jNSqkU-00261-00160971-00161391 the time you're gonna run into an accident and you're gonna be a patient
5gKw5jNSqkU-00262-00161391-00162462 that's kind of my saying the way I always like to say it but well yeah you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00263-00162462-00162957 type in what there you want to be home yeah yeah my company the company I Drive
5gKw5jNSqkU-00264-00162957-00163626 for Pender International they are very very family-oriented so basically what
5gKw5jNSqkU-00265-00163626-00164160 it means is if I tell them that okay next Friday I'll want to be home they
5gKw5jNSqkU-00266-00164160-00164589 are going to do their best to have you home that day and usually we're home the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00267-00164589-00165156 day before or maybe even two days early but and then also the same thing when we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00268-00165156-00165630 make ourself available we can make herself available for whenever we want
5gKw5jNSqkU-00269-00165630-00166005 like for instance here over Christmas time the time that I took off
5gKw5jNSqkU-00270-00166005-00166620 I never asked anybody if I could have that time off I came home on the 23rd
5gKw5jNSqkU-00271-00166620-00167244 and we didn't go until the 28th I didn't ask nobody if I could have that time off
5gKw5jNSqkU-00272-00167244-00167727 you know just call in at 4 o clock yeah yeah you just type it in the Qualcomm
5gKw5jNSqkU-00273-00167727-00168231 you say ok I'm gonna be available on the 28th at 8 a.m. in the morning on the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00274-00168231-00168816 27th at 4 p.m. I gotta call them in I gotta ask okay do you have a load for me
5gKw5jNSqkU-00275-00168816-00169248 yep no problem they will never call you that's just the way it works over here
5gKw5jNSqkU-00276-00169248-00169947 and it's exactly they'll never harass you it's just amazing it really is I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00277-00169947-00170352 love working for this company and it goes to show you that's why I'm here
5gKw5jNSqkU-00278-00170352-00171213 since 2019 yeah Matthew Ross good evening and happy new years to you and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00279-00171213-00171734 your wife oh thank you thank you we really do appreciate all of you guys
5gKw5jNSqkU-00280-00171734-00172242 tuning in and watching us that's that's amazing I'm quite surprised that we have
5gKw5jNSqkU-00281-00172242-00172674 this many viewers I guess you know since we've been doing more live shows here
5gKw5jNSqkU-00282-00172674-00173139 lately it's getting out there a little bit and just fun you know it's fun doing
5gKw5jNSqkU-00283-00173139-00173541 it as well and then YouTube likes it and I know a lot of you guys like it too and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00284-00173541-00173997 you can come in here and ask questions and have something to do interact
5gKw5jNSqkU-00285-00173997-00174783 especially now it's New Year's Day it's no longer 2018 can you believe that man
5gKw5jNSqkU-00286-00174783-00176106 oh man thanks Carla you know John I have never worked for a union so I couldn't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00287-00176106-00176568 answer that question I really don't know what it's like working for a union we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00288-00176568-00177087 are a non-union I did and what was it when I worked at Granny's that was in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00289-00177087-00178005 2003 um and then when I switched over in 2005 to a non-union I didn't notice the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00290-00178005-00178815 difference I would say in Canada my experience was non-union were more safer
5gKw5jNSqkU-00291-00178815-00179373 work than union ones that's my experience yes so there you have the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00292-00179373-00179922 answer I never worked for a union company so I couldn't tell you hey-ya
5gKw5jNSqkU-00293-00179922-00180417 didn't think so jukebox okay Jeff oxen and Howard I guess are
5gKw5jNSqkU-00294-00180417-00181163 having some sort of communication Happy New Year Happy New Year Lilian
5gKw5jNSqkU-00295-00181163-00182189 I just read the last comment there one person says how many times are you gonna
5gKw5jNSqkU-00296-00182189-00182951 go through writing the date on your logbook 2018 on this system we never
5gKw5jNSqkU-00297-00182951-00183545 have to do that buddy we never have to do that all of us are on e log these
5gKw5jNSqkU-00298-00183545-00184094 days and you never have to write 2018 on that thing anymore
5gKw5jNSqkU-00299-00184094-00184496 nope only place where mic running to that is when we're actually signing a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00300-00184496-00184979 bill of lading right so that might be the only place but yeah you get used to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00301-00184979-00185360 it pretty quick because you know once you're a truck driver you kind of you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00302-00185360-00185981 you know that's weird how it works you remember what date it is here in the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00303-00185981-00186389 trucking industry but you don't remember what day it is you know what I mean like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00304-00186389-00186803 what day of the week it is you don't remember what they had a week it is you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00305-00186803-00187406 just remember or today is the first well what day of the week is it I don't know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00306-00187406-00187892 we as truck drivers we don't have holidays like normal working people do
5gKw5jNSqkU-00307-00187892-00188396 you know they we just we just drive like we keep this country moving right that's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00308-00188396-00189008 how I look at it how about wanting to team up so he can get some winter
5gKw5jNSqkU-00309-00189008-00189641 driving ain't never gonna happen we never gonna do team nope that's not my
5gKw5jNSqkU-00310-00189641-00190016 cup of tea I tried it once or twice as a matter of fact I did that with trucker
5gKw5jNSqkU-00311-00190016-00190631 Josh one trip that's a fact yeah many many years ago I saw there was some
5gKw5jNSqkU-00312-00190631-00191210 other questions here let me see I got a scroll up here a little bit Rudy it's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00313-00191210-00191912 time for a masters day oh yeah you know it you know it I've been there many
5gKw5jNSqkU-00314-00191912-00192539 times okay it's a lot of fun yeah enjoyed watching the video earlier the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00315-00192539-00193646 Christmas lights awesome it was yes it was excuse me and these GoPros they suck
5gKw5jNSqkU-00316-00193646-00194168 at night so I use that other camera that I showed you earlier I have a shorter
5gKw5jNSqkU-00317-00194168-00194877 lens as well for that oh I see Alec Express is now doing a live show yeah I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00318-00194877-00195445 guess he he's decided to do one just while I'm doing one Victor on says Happy
5gKw5jNSqkU-00319-00195445-00195930 New Year he is tuned in to know awesome I saw we got a couple E new subscribers
5gKw5jNSqkU-00320-00195930-00196329 they're just now as we were doing a live show so if you are actually watch and I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00321-00196329-00196776 appreciate it I appreciate you guys subscribing and and I hope you are going
5gKw5jNSqkU-00322-00196776-00197091 to continuously watch not just be Deadwood on there
5gKw5jNSqkU-00323-00197091-00198012 subscribing and then never watching right now I do too at first you know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00324-00198012-00198498 everybody was hating it saying oh I don't I'm never gonna like it I'm never
5gKw5jNSqkU-00325-00198498-00199089 gonna like it and he can ask just about anybody that you want they're gonna tell
5gKw5jNSqkU-00326-00199089-00199554 you that they actually we like to e log and I do I love it I love it you never
5gKw5jNSqkU-00327-00199554-00200133 have to worry about it am i legal or not you know and I always said this right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00328-00200133-00200482 from the get-go the only ones that are going to hate the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00329-00200482-00200964 electronic logs is the ones that want to drive illegal those are the people that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00330-00200964-00201333 are going to hate the electronic log and they're still gonna hate it these days
5gKw5jNSqkU-00331-00201333-00201972 right it's just they know how life is right if you want to cheat and drive the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00332-00201972-00202582 extra how many miles right then you know you're gonna hate the electronic log but
5gKw5jNSqkU-00333-00202582-00202979 not me I'll love driving legal I've been like that since day one
5gKw5jNSqkU-00334-00202979-00203616 Dennis um says hi happy new year safe travels back up to Canada yeah thank you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00335-00203616-00204019 yeah we're gonna need it because specially if we got some nasty weather
5gKw5jNSqkU-00336-00204019-00204645 going back north right Lillian had enjoyed the video about you backing into
5gKw5jNSqkU-00337-00204645-00205340 place yeah a lot of people actually have I've watched a video here I think I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00338-00205340-00205908 think it had over 1100 views earlier already that's awesome Richard Simmons
5gKw5jNSqkU-00339-00205908-00206646 Sammy's I don't even remember last night I'm sure there's a lot of people that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00340-00206646-00207169 don't remember last night they probably got drunk
5gKw5jNSqkU-00341-00207169-00207636 what you know I mean nothing wrong with having a beer here and there but I mean
5gKw5jNSqkU-00342-00207636-00208051 I don't know I don't like getting drunk but you know some people I guess do but
5gKw5jNSqkU-00343-00208051-00208596 hey you know we had a good time together me and the wife and had good company
5gKw5jNSqkU-00344-00208596-00209998 hello from T what is that t1 off oh do you want our Mexico's that is so salty
5gKw5jNSqkU-00345-00209998-00210550 dog says I'm on e logs as well but paperwork for my Freight is extensive
5gKw5jNSqkU-00346-00210550-00211296 pain in the butt - yeah see there you go a lot of people of Elah looks right and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00347-00211296-00211771 then I'm no different and yes sometimes it can get a bit of a hassle with all
5gKw5jNSqkU-00348-00211771-00212179 the people were especially for me since we have to cross the border right so it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00349-00212179-00212859 can get it can be a little bit of a hassle but the border system has also
5gKw5jNSqkU-00350-00212859-00213364 been improved quite a bit from what it used to be you know like back when I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00351-00213364-00213984 first started you have to send it off to the broker you have to call the broker
5gKw5jNSqkU-00352-00213984-00214536 find out are you cleared to go yet or whatever right not anymore they've
5gKw5jNSqkU-00353-00214536-00215157 changed that now at least with our company we send it to our company I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00354-00215157-00215554 actually have an app an IRA and my phone that I just take pictures of all the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00355-00215554-00216055 builds of ladings and paperwork and customs and voices and all that and it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00356-00216055-00216505 gets sent straight to our company and they take care of all that all of that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00357-00216505-00216952 clearing it at the border and stuff like that I no longer have to call the broker
5gKw5jNSqkU-00358-00216952-00217500 find out am I gonna be good to go I mean there is still occasional issues where
5gKw5jNSqkU-00359-00217500-00217981 you know I get close to the border and I'm still not clear to go but all I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00360-00217981-00218448 gotta do is send the message and they take care of it I mean I've had to wait
5gKw5jNSqkU-00361-00218448-00218796 at the border a couple of times that you know they hadn't gotten the paperwork
5gKw5jNSqkU-00362-00218796-00219369 cleared but other than that you know it's it's it's alright John had says my
5gKw5jNSqkU-00363-00219369-00219958 former company had a logs back 1995 Wow yeah I know there used to be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00364-00219958-00220408 companies way back in the day and then I believe they had like round discs like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00365-00220408-00220869 almost like CDs and then then it would try you know go in a circle I've seen
5gKw5jNSqkU-00366-00220869-00221356 those before too like that I've never used one but you know those that's what
5gKw5jNSqkU-00367-00221356-00222082 I've seen before yeah yeah I've seen that before yeah no I think you can
5gKw5jNSqkU-00368-00222082-00222698 probably go on YouTube might be able to go on YouTube still find them but yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00369-00222698-00223210 sauna head says hose Jessica and Diego doing oh I think they're worth sewing
5gKw5jNSqkU-00370-00223210-00223753 great burner was using the paperless logs yeah I believe it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00371-00223753-00224769 hey Rudy okay 90 Bob hop says well someday go back to being an older driver
5gKw5jNSqkU-00372-00224769-00225835 don't the road sometimes yeah I think he meant if if I will ever go back to being
5gKw5jNSqkU-00373-00225835-00226105 an owner/operator probably though you see fireworks
5gKw5jNSqkU-00374-00226105-00226726 I saw fireworks over there you see that yeah I see fireworks guys yeah yeah I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00375-00226726-00227496 guess they're a day late yes today see Annie that looks almost like that's like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00376-00227496-00227941 a private yeah private party over there but that's still fun to watch you know I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00377-00227941-00228577 love I love fireworks man I really do yeah Richard zimmy's asked me every day
5gKw5jNSqkU-00378-00228577-00229194 are you from the French part of Canada no I can't speak a word in English
5gKw5jNSqkU-00379-00229194-00229892 French I mean you're French I'm sorry we are both from Paraguay or salsa Maria
5gKw5jNSqkU-00380-00229892-00230623 yeah we're German that's where the accent is coming from must have gotten
5gKw5jNSqkU-00381-00230623-00231867 the wall finished in did all too bad Howard they didn't they didn't keep you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00382-00231867-00232494 on the other side of the border just joking just sounding Maya into the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00383-00232494-00232944 cactus fields you have you so long yeah there is a lot of cactus out here in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00384-00232944-00233756 Laredo man there was a lot Jane says hi Rudy do you have park smart in that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00385-00233756-00234513 Cascadia Park smart yeah I think he's referring to the smart idling program
5gKw5jNSqkU-00386-00234513-00234966 and yes I do actually we do and that's an awesome awesome system I don't think
5gKw5jNSqkU-00387-00234966-00235494 I've talked too much about it now maybe I should talk about it and and what we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00388-00235494-00236034 have here at the company as well is with these new trucks they install a 3000
5gKw5jNSqkU-00389-00236034-00236703 watt inverter into the truck so you have plenty of power and they install an
5gKw5jNSqkU-00390-00236703-00237201 extra four set of an extra four batteries into the truck so that way
5gKw5jNSqkU-00391-00237201-00237750 they can operate that no problem and they install a pretty good bunk heater
5gKw5jNSqkU-00392-00237750-00238188 and that bunk heater is hooked up with the engine here at the engine block so
5gKw5jNSqkU-00393-00238188-00238773 it pumps the antifreeze 3d heater blessed it heats my bunk right so that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00394-00238773-00239348 way I can always start my truck and I can go in and I got a turn on Mikey I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00395-00239348-00239796 got to press a button couple of buttons in here and then it's set that it will
5gKw5jNSqkU-00396-00239796-00240371 automatically start when the battery gets below twelve point two volt or if
5gKw5jNSqkU-00397-00240371-00240794 it gets too cold or or it's not hot enough or any more to any freezer
5gKw5jNSqkU-00398-00240794-00241314 whatever that's say in winter and we also have the battery operated AC system
5gKw5jNSqkU-00399-00241314-00241881 in here as well so if that is not able to keep it up then a truck will
5gKw5jNSqkU-00400-00241881-00242421 automatically start up and it will it will cool it down in here I think it's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00401-00242421-00243108 got to be above 68 Fahrenheit in order for the AC system to kick in on the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00402-00243108-00243542 truck part the AC on the battery part no problem I can have that on anytime I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00403-00243542-00243831 want right but yes it does have the smart
5gKw5jNSqkU-00404-00243831-00244316 idling in it so that is all amazing we used it earlier when we cooked our meal
5gKw5jNSqkU-00405-00244316-00244773 you know after a little while because that uses quite a bit of power like that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00406-00244773-00245377 cooking stove that we have it uses quite a bit of power so when we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00407-00245377-00245911 were cooking earlier as soon as you know the battery gets a little bit lower then
5gKw5jNSqkU-00408-00245911-00246376 the truck started up and I got it on right now so that way you know because
5gKw5jNSqkU-00409-00246376-00246706 we are doing a reset over here basically we're sitting here since last night
5gKw5jNSqkU-00410-00246706-00247087 already if we weren't doing that and we would have had to start the truck in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00411-00247087-00247438 between already right and now I don't have to worry about it all I got to do
5gKw5jNSqkU-00412-00247438-00247900 is to turn the key on set it all up and it does its own thing right and it runs
5gKw5jNSqkU-00413-00247900-00248341 until it thinks that the batteries are charged enough and we're good to go we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00414-00248341-00248773 don't have to worry about it right Carla had says I took two years of French in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00415-00248773-00249640 high school hey there you go jukeboxes I can't speak french french fries yeah I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00416-00249640-00250248 know do box-to-box coupons he likes to have a little fun maybe we should go to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00417-00250248-00250882 Walmart together again what do you think their jukebox Elias is does your truck
5gKw5jNSqkU-00418-00250882-00251356 have an APU nope we don't need an APU unit because we got all the extra
5gKw5jNSqkU-00419-00251356-00251848 batteries we got the battery-operated AC like I just explained so yeah we don't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00420-00251848-00252271 need any of it it's got the great bunk heater and if it's not enough then the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00421-00252271-00252644 truck will start up and heat me up right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00422-00253292-00253819 more attention at it no yeah I think that's the same at our
5gKw5jNSqkU-00423-00253819-00254275 Sun with Diego yeah but then the question is where are you really going
5gKw5jNSqkU-00424-00254275-00254644 to use the French well if you want a more pretty government you have to speak
5gKw5jNSqkU-00425-00254644-00255076 both well maybe that but then you have to live in Canada right I mean here in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00426-00255076-00255442 the US would probably be Spanish well I don't even think they require you to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00427-00255442-00255969 speak Spanish but I I mean depending on which country you're from but you know I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00428-00255969-00256504 I don't know I to me I see that as kind of useless but you know it's nice to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00429-00256504-00256861 speak more than one language I mean don't get me wrong I do too but in all
5gKw5jNSqkU-00430-00256861-00257452 of it you know whatever right I don't care for the French 90 Bob Hope says
5gKw5jNSqkU-00431-00257452-00257865 yeah yeah I didn't answer if you were going to ever go back to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00432-00257865-00258602 being an owner/operator okay they are marvin paulsen oh no don't go
5gKw5jNSqkU-00433-00258602-00259733 to Walmart together again yeah that was that was fun night oh yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00434-00259733-00260258 going in there with you folks just like going into candy store with a little kid
5gKw5jNSqkU-00435-00260258-00260482 right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00436-00260834-00261452 Robert medals yeah there you go I see on jukeboxes radio show all the time and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00437-00261452-00261869 maybe we should give a few shoutouts maybe earlier says get a lot of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00438-00261869-00262547 Instagram notification stare Rudy I sometimes do not too often but you know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00439-00262547-00263220 I mean you guys see my I post all the time on there oh yeah still have to find
5gKw5jNSqkU-00440-00263220-00264110 that Bigfoot suit yeah well for those of you guys that are new to our channel we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00441-00264110-00264608 we do love supporting the community out here and we love giving shoutouts and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00442-00264608-00265007 stuff like that so if you have a youtube channel we love supporting you guys
5gKw5jNSqkU-00443-00265007-00265494 especially if you have positive videos on your youtube channel which that's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00444-00265494-00265989 what our channel is all based on we love to be positive and inspiring to other
5gKw5jNSqkU-00445-00265989-00266490 people and you know I always say that I you know I've quit listening to news and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00446-00266490-00267098 stuff like that because I like to be positive and that's what my what I like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00447-00267098-00267674 my videos to be about - alright so and if you have a positive youtube channel
5gKw5jNSqkU-00448-00267674-00268181 we would love to you know collaborate with you and and we love to give those
5gKw5jNSqkU-00449-00268181-00268646 channels shoutouts so let's gave TRUCKING review channel he has a youtube
5gKw5jNSqkU-00450-00268646-00269306 channel so check him out and subscribe if you like his content Angie yeah Angie
5gKw5jNSqkU-00451-00269306-00269844 and Chuck they should be back here next week I think they said on the 6 they
5gKw5jNSqkU-00452-00269844-00270206 should be back on a regular schedule base they took a little bit over break
5gKw5jNSqkU-00453-00270206-00270680 and then there's truck or jukebox you probably seen them on here
5gKw5jNSqkU-00454-00270680-00271250 check his channel out and see if you like it yeah yeah is there yeah check
5gKw5jNSqkU-00455-00271250-00271775 out his channel Alec express that I mentioned earlier he just went life
5gKw5jNSqkU-00456-00271775-00272567 there trucking a no trucker 3:16 is there I don't know if he's there right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00457-00272567-00273047 now watching us but he's got a YouTube channel dry chef drew he's not a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00458-00273047-00273599 trucking channel but he does some home videos fun videos to watch definitely
5gKw5jNSqkU-00459-00273599-00274151 check him out okay Howard says Rudy jukebox and me take a trip to Walmart
5gKw5jNSqkU-00460-00274151-00275147 there he'll be could raise oh yeah no definitely souls are we missing tuning
5gKw5jNSqkU-00461-00275147-00276113 he says cubic cross Germans we're German yeah Angie and trucks say
5gKw5jNSqkU-00462-00276113-00276415 they will be back on January 6 that's right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00463-00276415-00277133 but yeah so who olds are we missing lots of French and North Eastern Ontario I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00464-00277133-00277811 live about half hour from the Quebec border oh I believe that yeah can
5gKw5jNSqkU-00465-00277811-00278531 someone tell me what accent that is from from South America German yeah German
5gKw5jNSqkU-00466-00278531-00279494 that's what it is yeah not thank you guys you are sorry
5gKw5jNSqkU-00467-00279494-00280148 Marvin Holton body you are down there in Texas teach those Texans how to barbecue
5gKw5jNSqkU-00468-00280148-00281021 beef ribs well they gotta come and eat first right we got a grill we got a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00469-00281021-00281504 grill a nice barbecue once once we get back home again that's for sure yeah I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00470-00281504-00281987 do see quite a few notifications on Instagram right now somebody must be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00471-00281987-00282689 checking it out that's all right dad says I cheer you it people I know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00472-00282689-00283166 but that would be very bad Lowell my friends are terrible people
5gKw5jNSqkU-00473-00283166-00283867 oh boy maybe you gotta choose better friends
5gKw5jNSqkU-00474-00283867-00284555 that's all it goes like yeah Angie Chuck shall say yep back on January 6th what
5gKw5jNSqkU-00475-00284555-00285071 is the difference between speaking high and Lord German John had is asking
5gKw5jNSqkU-00476-00285071-00285677 what's the difference between high German and Lord German I would say the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00477-00285677-00286568 Mennonites are the Lord German accent it's like Swedish or Danish it's kind of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00478-00286568-00287084 similarity to German they're connected somehow I think they're different kind
5gKw5jNSqkU-00479-00287084-00288215 of but to put it in simple terms I think the high German is the Germany language
5gKw5jNSqkU-00480-00288215-00288863 so that would explain it a little bit to you guys and then the Lord German is
5gKw5jNSqkU-00481-00288863-00289657 like the Mennonite language kind of like that Ukraine from Poland in Ukraine
5gKw5jNSqkU-00482-00289657-00290546 already of our men of the Mennonites yeah but it's it's a man I would say
5gKw5jNSqkU-00483-00290546-00291148 similar to Swedish or Danish or that kind of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00484-00291155-00291848 but also we have crowd dog says thanks you guys are so charming sorry you're
5gKw5jNSqkU-00485-00291848-00292457 behind by so much on that chat it's going to be confusing ah sorry about
5gKw5jNSqkU-00486-00292457-00293048 that yeah sometimes yeah we get yapping away and then we lose track of the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00487-00293048-00293435 comments right that's just how it goes and can you just imagine what it would
5gKw5jNSqkU-00488-00293435-00293996 be like having 10,000 people tuning in and then you see 10,000 comments rolling
5gKw5jNSqkU-00489-00293996-00294455 through man oh man I watched somebody the other day and they are like that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00490-00294455-00295238 that would be insanely hard trying to keep up at all them comments I am more
5gKw5jNSqkU-00491-00295238-00296030 first okay crowd dog says nah I love them they are fun as long as at arm's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00492-00296030-00296549 length oh so that's why some German sounds so
5gKw5jNSqkU-00493-00296549-00297152 completely different always wonder that yeah yeah yeah oh yeah it's it's kind of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00494-00297152-00297584 like even like with the Spanish language you you take a look at for instance
5gKw5jNSqkU-00495-00297584-00298121 Mexico and Cuba they both speak Spanish right but they have such a different
5gKw5jNSqkU-00496-00298121-00298838 dial like even them - they have a hard time understanding each other there are
5gKw5jNSqkU-00497-00298838-00299387 a lot of different words and parents yeah I have noticed that I were used to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00498-00299387-00299981 work with our Mexican lady from Mexico she knew I could speak some Spanish so
5gKw5jNSqkU-00499-00299981-00300611 she tried to talk Spanish to me I got so ridiculous confused because there are so
5gKw5jNSqkU-00500-00300611-00301229 many words that were different than what we used so yeah and that's what German
5gKw5jNSqkU-00501-00301229-00301667 the same way he's somebody said there is Laura German
5gKw5jNSqkU-00502-00301667-00302225 is in Australia - hey how it is I feel so blessed to talk to Rudy and jukebox
5gKw5jNSqkU-00503-00302225-00302750 on a regular basis on phone conversations both great guys proud to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00504-00302750-00303260 call the brothers from other mothers okay that's Howard yeah Richards amis I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00505-00303260-00303939 am more first-generation polish-american okay oh cool awesome awesome
5gKw5jNSqkU-00506-00303939-00304425 hey anyways I'm starting to run out of things to talk about
5gKw5jNSqkU-00507-00304425-00305056 Jeff moths I believe he is new right here must be doesn't sound like he's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00508-00305056-00305683 I've ever seen a comment from him before Oh Jeff Maehl says oh no does this mean
5gKw5jNSqkU-00509-00305683-00306403 there could be little rudy running around next fall no I hope not there
5gKw5jNSqkU-00510-00306403-00307897 will be no more little Rudy it could be a girl too right I'm a big boy that's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00511-00307897-00308440 for sure that's enough of me already
5gKw5jNSqkU-00512-00308440-00308862 you know you guys get to see enough of me already here on YouTube so there's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00513-00308862-00309472 probably I think we got 1400 videos here on YouTube already so you can watch
5gKw5jNSqkU-00514-00309472-00311005 plenty of them but you know all right now we got 52 viewers yeah that's we're
5gKw5jNSqkU-00515-00311005-00311836 doing pretty good tonight that's for sure that was good you guys are
5gKw5jNSqkU-00516-00311836-00312538 wonderful I know you'll grow fast if you just dream well really well have a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00517-00312538-00313081 wonderful night hope you had a great New Year's yes we did so far it's been great
5gKw5jNSqkU-00518-00313081-00313654 got the got to spend the time together which that very rarely happens in the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00519-00313654-00314143 trucking industry you know like usually we always spend Christmas together but
5gKw5jNSqkU-00520-00314143-00314833 then usually for New Year's I leave right away yeah be using New Year's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00521-00314833-00315652 I am stuck in Texas because they told us yesterday that apparently so called
5gKw5jNSqkU-00522-00315652-00316093 they're three boxes short of our product that they need to get loaded and so
5gKw5jNSqkU-00523-00316093-00316567 therefore we cannot get loaded until tomorrow yeah that's what it is
5gKw5jNSqkU-00524-00316567-00317115 the Shawn Murphy journal ok yes just turn then he says East and West Germans
5gKw5jNSqkU-00525-00317115-00317601 speak different yeah yeah that I've heard that too yeah that's like going to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00526-00317601-00318177 different country is what somebody told me wants yeah yeah but I like the way to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00527-00318177-00318598 have it set up in Germany where or in Europe there where you can like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00528-00318598-00319080 basically go through several countries without borders kind of deal that's nice
5gKw5jNSqkU-00529-00319080-00319621 yeah you know like not like this here we have to actually physically cross the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00530-00319621-00320535 borders right that would be kind of fun to see that one day has got to go and it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00531-00320535-00321139 was it has been a pleasure talking to y'all take care later ok yeah so you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00532-00321139-00321493 guys fired a questions our way and we will try and answer them and that's how
5gKw5jNSqkU-00533-00321493-00321882 it usually works once we start running out of things to talk about and we hang
5gKw5jNSqkU-00534-00321882-00322924 it up and I think it is getting close to that time yeah hey I like I see you made
5gKw5jNSqkU-00535-00322924-00323544 it in I was telling my wife earlier yeah but you know 10 minutes into our show
5gKw5jNSqkU-00536-00323544-00324016 you went and a life choice and well unfortunately I won't be able to tune in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00537-00324016-00325010 because I'm doing a live show did you eat any burritos yes we did yes we did
5gKw5jNSqkU-00538-00325038-00325594 yeah happy New Year to you as well Alec we gotta get together one day there I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00539-00325594-00326103 like you got a PME or maybe find me on my facebook there or something like that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00540-00326103-00326521 and maybe we got to exchange phone numbers or something like that and maybe
5gKw5jNSqkU-00541-00326521-00327091 one day we can run into each other and that would be kind of kind of nice my
5gKw5jNSqkU-00542-00327091-00327448 facebook link should be in the description below there Alec if you ever
5gKw5jNSqkU-00543-00327448-00328083 want to check it out or whatever or I got Instagram on there as well so maybe
5gKw5jNSqkU-00544-00328083-00328575 you can get ahold of each other one day and somehow maybe meet up that would be
5gKw5jNSqkU-00545-00328575-00329167 awesome he says Happy New Year take a see we're
5gKw5jNSqkU-00546-00329167-00329800 still there oh yeah you'll delete it the message already oh my Happy New Year and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00547-00329800-00330652 make 2019 a great year okay yeah yeah we definitely will do that yeah Alec we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00548-00330652-00331105 give you a shout out here a little bit ago if you watched her if you will go
5gKw5jNSqkU-00549-00331105-00331849 watch the replay you will definitely hear me giving you a shout out that you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00550-00331849-00332227 get the number no unfortunately I didn't I was gonna take a screenshot of it and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00551-00332227-00332725 my phone didn't react properly there's like I locked it instead of taking a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00552-00332725-00333391 screenshot of it so unfortunately I did not but you know you can you can go all
5gKw5jNSqkU-00553-00333391-00333808 kinds of ways about contacting me you can find me on Facebook if you don't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00554-00333808-00334419 like Facebook I have Instagram I have Twitter let me retry this year again
5gKw5jNSqkU-00555-00334419-00335229 let's see if that actually worked that might we'll see yeah we'll save that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00556-00335229-00336037 hopefully that will work but yeah just got a message my Volvo should be ready
5gKw5jNSqkU-00557-00336037-00336667 for the road Friday whose owner says what do you usually do listen to while
5gKw5jNSqkU-00558-00336667-00337201 driving well most of the time I talk to my friends on the phone but you know I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00559-00337201-00337753 do listen to music a little bit once in a while and a great show to listen to is
5gKw5jNSqkU-00560-00337753-00338218 truck or jukebox classic radio show on speaker radio you guys are awesome
5gKw5jNSqkU-00561-00338218-00338820 thanks Alex yeah I think it's Mitch Michael be just God
5gKw5jNSqkU-00562-00338887-00339513 Oh Mitch Burrard yeah I know who he is yeah your body he has
5gKw5jNSqkU-00563-00339513-00340173 turned in yeah you said he's gonna get a new well not new but a different truck
5gKw5jNSqkU-00564-00340173-00340752 right so so that's awesome so you shouldn't have it by Friday so you want
5gKw5jNSqkU-00565-00340752-00341217 to have to spend another couple of days at home I listen to the business Channel
5gKw5jNSqkU-00566-00341217-00341967 and try to learn yeah so you must have XM radio than Sirius XM radio which I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00567-00341967-00342288 don't have anymore I kind of got tired of it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00568-00342288-00342717 listening to it for so many years already and this truck doesn't have it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00569-00342717-00343334 built-in so I would actually have to get a physical XM radio which you know as a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00570-00343334-00343824 company driver and having to feed a family its kind of tough right so I used
5gKw5jNSqkU-00571-00343824-00344190 to have it in the Volvo it was built into the radio that that came with when
5gKw5jNSqkU-00572-00344190-00344604 I got the wall was so it was just a matter of paying at once a year and you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00573-00344604-00345207 know you made more money - right I love your energy thank you I appreciate it I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00574-00345207-00345726 just finished telling my viewers earlier I said I I love making positive videos
5gKw5jNSqkU-00575-00345726-00346302 and if if I can't say nothing positive I kind of like just don't make a video
5gKw5jNSqkU-00576-00346302-00346694 then right that's kind of my attitude like that's how I deal with it you know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00577-00346694-00347142 and if I have an issue with somebody I deal with them privately not get on
5gKw5jNSqkU-00578-00347142-00347676 YouTube here and and make videos about it right that's how I deal and I I saw
5gKw5jNSqkU-00579-00347676-00348138 your your show the other day yeah like I thought I saw that you or you talked
5gKw5jNSqkU-00580-00348138-00348540 about it that at one point you had thousands and thousands of subscribers
5gKw5jNSqkU-00581-00348540-00348993 on one of your YouTube channel I was gonna ask you why did you decide to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00582-00348993-00349602 delete that channel if you had so many so many subscribers Jeff has made it in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00583-00349602-00350052 here yeah he was one question before that what did you do before trucking and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00584-00350052-00350670 when did you start shopping okay well I started trucking in o8 in August and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00585-00350670-00351144 oval-8 I started trucking and I started as a flatbed driver
5gKw5jNSqkU-00586-00351144-00351915 okay have a good night there Lilian and believe I say her name right I started
5gKw5jNSqkU-00587-00351915-00352301 as a flat flat bad driver for big Freight
5gKw5jNSqkU-00588-00352301-00352673 and then I did that for a year in a month and a half or so and then I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00589-00352673-00353234 started with Penner's but before that we we obviously grew up in South America
5gKw5jNSqkU-00590-00353234-00354482 and then in 2001 we moved to Canada and right away from the get-go I I I was
5gKw5jNSqkU-00591-00354482-00355010 just reading the comment from Alex here I never thought that I was going to go
5gKw5jNSqkU-00592-00355010-00355657 back to YouTube oh okay too bad and by yeah so I and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00593-00355657-00356309 2001 we moved to Canada and then I did I started working at Lowell Mendes right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00594-00356309-00356717 away because that's what I did in South America is would work and I do enjoy
5gKw5jNSqkU-00595-00356717-00357215 that so I had quite a bit experience with that and so I got hired on there
5gKw5jNSqkU-00596-00357215-00357743 right away they paid me really good back in 2001 I was getting over $10 an hour
5gKw5jNSqkU-00597-00357743-00358400 already over there so that was pretty good and so I worked there for just shy
5gKw5jNSqkU-00598-00358400-00358967 of seven years I believe it was so I you know my history goes to show you I don't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00599-00358967-00359606 quit working anywhere once I admit to work and somewhere I kind of stay there
5gKw5jNSqkU-00600-00359606-00360653 you know still exist yeah Logan windows windows windows and doors but the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00601-00360653-00361559 business went way down and 2008 and economy went downhill yes Don yes
5gKw5jNSqkU-00602-00361559-00362087 because most of the windows and doors go to get to the US yeah exactly most of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00603-00362087-00362573 them most of that and I worked in the specialty department where we made
5gKw5jNSqkU-00604-00362573-00363128 custom windows and doors so any kind of model frame different shapes whatever
5gKw5jNSqkU-00605-00363128-00363761 you know it was what I built right and and so because the economy went so bad I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00606-00363761-00364211 had no choice than to start looking for another job cuz she was working there as
5gKw5jNSqkU-00607-00364211-00364676 well and she got laid off a couple of months before I actually decided to go
5gKw5jNSqkU-00608-00364676-00365210 into trucking and and I never looked back how long have
5gKw5jNSqkU-00609-00365210-00365834 you been on YouTube well wait too long I should I weigh more subscribers but now
5gKw5jNSqkU-00610-00365834-00366431 not too long I enjoy making YouTube videos I really do I think it was 2014 I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00611-00366431-00367499 want to say well I've been on YouTube my account has been mid July 2014 is when I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00612-00367499-00368128 actually started this channel and I started producing videos I had to had
5gKw5jNSqkU-00613-00368128-00368785 the account I think from 2010 if I'm not mistaken but I only started producing
5gKw5jNSqkU-00614-00368785-00369518 videos in July of 2014 and you know like but anything right it takes a while
5gKw5jNSqkU-00615-00369518-00370043 especially with this niche and all like it seems like it takes takes a while to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00616-00370043-00371264 grow any anyways you know I I'm a you never know right you like I like your
5gKw5jNSqkU-00617-00371264-00371897 channel what are your top favorite YouTube channels well I'll like you may
5gKw5jNSqkU-00618-00371897-00372374 not know this but I really love tech channels I really I'm into tech I love
5gKw5jNSqkU-00619-00372374-00373031 technology I love computers phones and stuff like that so I watch a lot of tech
5gKw5jNSqkU-00620-00373031-00373507 channels I also love
5gKw5jNSqkU-00621-00373582-00374416 what's a call again trying to think of it do you all have to think about it huh
5gKw5jNSqkU-00622-00374416-00375053 yeah I love Photoshop videos or not really so much Photoshop but a lot of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00623-00375053-00375398 all kinds of shows about cameras and stuff like that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00624-00375398-00375811 all kinds of rumors about what kind of cameras are coming out and stuff right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00625-00375811-00376423 so I'm not sure that I particularly have like a top 5 that I really like I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00626-00376423-00377072 basically watch a lot of YouTube that's why we don't even have to like regular
5gKw5jNSqkU-00627-00377072-00377783 TV in the truck or at home even right we we basically watch Netflix on YouTube
5gKw5jNSqkU-00628-00377783-00378065 and a little bit of hula here in the US but
5gKw5jNSqkU-00629-00378065-00378653 that's about it like we we love watching a lot of oh I watch a lot of tech
5gKw5jNSqkU-00630-00378653-00379106 Channel so that's basically what it goes iDevice help
5gKw5jNSqkU-00631-00379106-00379553 I think we're idea I device is one of the YouTube channels that are watched a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00632-00379553-00380234 lot every everything iPhone I want to say it his channel is he has a lot about
5gKw5jNSqkU-00633-00380234-00380846 Apple products and stuff like I'm a big fan of Apple right so that's why I'll
5gKw5jNSqkU-00634-00380846-00381599 kind of watch a lot of those videos and then you know like I watch Derral Eve's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00635-00381599-00382139 he is a big youtuber as well always talking about how you can improve
5gKw5jNSqkU-00636-00382139-00382724 YouTube channels and stuff like that then there's Tim Schmoyer he's got a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00637-00382724-00383351 family as well and oh happy new years to you as well so I watch a lot of his
5gKw5jNSqkU-00638-00383351-00383777 videos I don't watch him as much as I used to anymore but he's got great
5gKw5jNSqkU-00639-00383777-00384338 content there's another one he's got a bit of a weird name there so I can't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00640-00384338-00384893 remember his name but yeah so those are just some of the channels you and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00641-00384893-00385808 trucker jukebox are a really good night yeah Robert
5gKw5jNSqkU-00642-00385808-00386272 have a good night they're like 10 people
5gKw5jNSqkU-00643-00386287-00386935 that's what we tried to do right and that's I think we're doing alright I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00644-00386935-00387734 mean we're not trying to be entertaining in a negative way but is it a big hassle
5gKw5jNSqkU-00645-00387734-00388406 going in and all of us in Canada not anymore not anymore it lasts up
5gKw5jNSqkU-00646-00388406-00388997 before Christmas it was a long line ups yeah line ups is one thing but it's not
5gKw5jNSqkU-00647-00388997-00389465 actually a hassle right legate's it's a long line up guy you might have to wait
5gKw5jNSqkU-00648-00389465-00389846 a little bit to get across the border but actually getting across the border
5gKw5jNSqkU-00649-00389846-00390365 is not a hassle at all all you got to do is make sure that you communicate with
5gKw5jNSqkU-00650-00390365-00390878 your dispatcher and then make sure that they let you know if you are actually
5gKw5jNSqkU-00651-00390878-00391310 good to cross right so that's all you got to really make sure of that that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00652-00391310-00391784 you're good to cross and as long as you don't try to bring contraband or illegal
5gKw5jNSqkU-00653-00391784-00392233 stuff across the border then you're good to go all right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00654-00392620-00393350 only if you go into the u.s. they're they're really picky if if you if you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00655-00393350-00393767 want to go into the u.s. they're don't really like you bringing like say green
5gKw5jNSqkU-00656-00393767-00394472 peppers tomatoes tomatoes specially I'll always take those away from you onions
5gKw5jNSqkU-00657-00394472-00394973 and stuff like that or or let's say an orange or an apple or banana they don't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00658-00394973-00395489 want you taking that across the borders like really come on guys you know how
5gKw5jNSqkU-00659-00395489-00395936 are we supposed to eat healthy we can't even have a salad or tomatoes with us
5gKw5jNSqkU-00660-00395936-00396560 right I love a tomato sandwich or or having tomatoes on a sandwich you know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00661-00396560-00397208 and so you can't even do that so I always have to stop somewhere at wall
5gKw5jNSqkU-00662-00397208-00397832 marker or quick trips they actually are really good for supplying a lot of food
5gKw5jNSqkU-00663-00397832-00398375 so I like stopping at the Kwik Trip especially in Minnesota and Wisconsin
5gKw5jNSqkU-00664-00398375-00399095 they've gotten quite a few of them now and you can go in there and and do all
5gKw5jNSqkU-00665-00399095-00399383 kinds of grocery shopping they have a little bit of meat there you can buy
5gKw5jNSqkU-00666-00399383-00400106 onions potatoes bananas oranges tomatoes just about anything you want for in a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00667-00400106-00400615 truck at a quick trip you know they're fairly decent prices too
5gKw5jNSqkU-00668-00400677-00401175 yeah y'all they are a truckstop but they are better than these big chain truck
5gKw5jNSqkU-00669-00401175-00401574 stops right so that's what I'm saying and then these big chain truck stops
5gKw5jNSqkU-00670-00401574-00402053 they don't have it right like they don't have no tomatoes here even the bananas
5gKw5jNSqkU-00671-00402053-00403338 that we yeah yeah anyways hey thank you I like for the supercharger yeah he
5gKw5jNSqkU-00672-00403338-00404030 asked do you have good medical benefits well in Canada yes we do about when we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00673-00404030-00404555 travel outside of Canada you have to buy what's called travel insurance which is
5gKw5jNSqkU-00674-00404555-00405093 not too crazy expensive but now since I'm a company driver after 30 after
5gKw5jNSqkU-00675-00405093-00405672 three months I get benefit from the company and that includes traveling to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00676-00405672-00406368 the United States benefits so I mean I don't know really how good it is but you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00677-00406368-00406967 know I don't really want to find out either right Minnesota the Kwik Trip
5gKw5jNSqkU-00678-00406967-00407523 stores are the main convenience store chains yeah yeah they are really really
5gKw5jNSqkU-00679-00407523-00407973 good I mean they're one-stop shop for ass truck drivers pretty much I mean you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00680-00407973-00408428 can buy bread anything you really want like I like I said that either even that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00681-00408428-00408881 potatoes they have steaks they have they have like hamburger meat everything like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00682-00408881-00409398 you can buy sandwich meat cheese and an eggs yeah they have really good butter
5gKw5jNSqkU-00683-00409398-00409868 over there like sometimes to have the butter for what was it a dollar
5gKw5jNSqkU-00684-00409868-00410331 ninety-nine a pound for a stick of butter for real butter not this fake
5gKw5jNSqkU-00685-00410331-00410862 stuff you know and I really enjoy that forty nine cents a dozen eggs you know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00686-00410862-00411285 you can't really beat that you can like not even in Canada you can get them that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00687-00411285-00411675 cheap you know Don Kellogg's is I remember QuikTrip was
5gKw5jNSqkU-00688-00411675-00412055 a decent fuel stuff and I ran out of the scones
5gKw5jNSqkU-00689-00412055-00412625 yeah and a good thing about the Kwik Trip truck stops - is especially up here
5gKw5jNSqkU-00690-00412625-00413114 North they actually have number-one diesel so if you were if it's really
5gKw5jNSqkU-00691-00413114-00413504 cold you can actually get the number one diesel which is winterized so you don't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00692-00413504-00413877 have to worry about freezing up right and a lot of these are places line J's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00693-00413877-00414260 or whatever they don't sell number one fuel you got always make sure you put
5gKw5jNSqkU-00694-00414260-00414959 edit this into it and pretty quick yeah well drop says the jukebox tell you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00695-00414959-00416196 about my brother passing away I heard something about somebody's lost on the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00696-00416196-00416684 heads family there but I have not been on the phone with you box here this week
5gKw5jNSqkU-00697-00416684-00417194 too much because I mean he was off to and you know I have my wife with me
5gKw5jNSqkU-00698-00417194-00417638 right so then we don't try to be on the phone too much right because we want to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00699-00417638-00418046 enjoy our each other's company - and it gets kind of boring for her - like if
5gKw5jNSqkU-00700-00418046-00418467 you just got to sit there and listen to me talk to my friends all day long right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00701-00418467-00419243 so yeah that's sorry to hear that fortunately we all got to go one day
5gKw5jNSqkU-00702-00419243-00420417 including me are in taxes - okay I don't know if they are the same as they are
5gKw5jNSqkU-00703-00420417-00420803 out there but I haven't really seen seeing them out there we have been
5gKw5jNSqkU-00704-00420803-00421669 married now since 2001 yes we got married on my birthday which is May 25th
5gKw5jNSqkU-00705-00421669-00422573 yeah yeah we're still a happy couple we're happily married that's it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00706-00422573-00423177 oh boy I guess everyone wants to go - I guess so I see the numbers are starting
5gKw5jNSqkU-00707-00423177-00423627 to drop - so I guess we're we're you want to call it a night eerie I think
5gKw5jNSqkU-00708-00423627-00424088 we've done pretty good already hey Olli give us another dollar hey thank you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00709-00424088-00424530 that's gonna get us a cup of coffee here in the morning and we can get a good
5gKw5jNSqkU-00710-00424530-00425107 start what is your favorite truck stop favorite truck stop
5gKw5jNSqkU-00711-00425107-00425713 well no no I go to the loves a lot to fuel up because I like their point
5gKw5jNSqkU-00712-00425713-00426178 system that they have there if you feel up more than 500 gallons you get two
5gKw5jNSqkU-00713-00426178-00426723 points per gallon if you fill out more than a thousand gallons you get to three
5gKw5jNSqkU-00714-00426723-00427110 points there's a three point I think it's three points per gallon that kind
5gKw5jNSqkU-00715-00427110-00427471 of system right so that's one of the reasons I really enjoy going there and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00716-00427471-00427965 they are making their truck stops bigger now but my favorite truck stop of all
5gKw5jNSqkU-00717-00427965-00428746 time I'm I would saw I would say our love Iowa 80 that is that is a pretty
5gKw5jNSqkU-00718-00428746-00429903 neat truck stop for me what is your favorite food I just wear a traditional
5gKw5jNSqkU-00719-00429903-00430552 just all-around old shoe I need to get me a new one this one is worth these
5gKw5jNSqkU-00720-00430552-00430986 ones are getting worn out I don't know I'm not outside that much right so I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00721-00430986-00431523 don't really I don't really have a favorite boot or anything like that I I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00722-00431523-00431896 don't know I don't spend outside that much when it's winter right we're
5gKw5jNSqkU-00723-00431896-00432264 driving all day long right so there's a short amount of time that you walk
5gKw5jNSqkU-00724-00432264-00432784 outside and just open the trailer doors you don't really need any kind of super
5gKw5jNSqkU-00725-00432784-00433167 big boot or anything like that some people might think they need that but no
5gKw5jNSqkU-00726-00433167-00433726 not for me I mean I do have like work boots in there but steel toes and stuff
5gKw5jNSqkU-00727-00433726-00434318 but that's about it yeah Larry somehow says why talk to -
5gKw5jNSqkU-00728-00434336-00434653 that's right that's right that's a good point
5gKw5jNSqkU-00729-00434653-00435334 what's your favorite dinner for from your wife well from the wife probably
5gKw5jNSqkU-00730-00435334-00436113 past us I love past us that's for sure I love I love food you guys see that I'm
5gKw5jNSqkU-00731-00436113-00436753 big right she makes good food and she also makes bread if you guys didn't know
5gKw5jNSqkU-00732-00436753-00437176 that for those of you guys in her knew she actually bakes bread herself she's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00733-00437176-00437822 very very good at it my birthday is coming up on Friday well happy birthday
5gKw5jNSqkU-00734-00437822-00438399 yeah okay Danny says goodnight you two it was awesome to finally catch one of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00735-00438399-00438933 your live shows awesome awesome yeah we've been doing more and more of them
5gKw5jNSqkU-00736-00438933-00439278 here over the last little while which is fun especially now since I got the wife
5gKw5jNSqkU-00737-00439278-00439752 she can read the comments I mean we name may not be able to keep up with all of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00738-00439752-00440226 them all the time but and we missed any of your question so I'm sorry we'll try
5gKw5jNSqkU-00739-00440226-00440631 to get to them next time or you know I'll just repost them again once the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00740-00440631-00441117 comments slowed down a little bit or when our conversation slows down a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00741-00441117-00441539 little bit the things that we want to talk about right repost them and we'll
5gKw5jNSqkU-00742-00441539-00442791 definitely try to get to do you ever go ice fishing I have never gone ice
5gKw5jNSqkU-00743-00442791-00443247 fishing we we're actually thinking about doing that I was I was the last year the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00744-00443247-00443718 year before me and Ronnie and we went to one of the shacks where they have the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00745-00443718-00444162 ice fishing shack I've actually been at one of those but that's about as far as
5gKw5jNSqkU-00746-00444162-00445200 that went what the chocolate jukebox say hey Rudy your long-winded tonight well
5gKw5jNSqkU-00747-00445200-00445656 we're gonna keep you up two bugs Alec says what's your secret for a long
5gKw5jNSqkU-00748-00445656-00445883 marriage
5gKw5jNSqkU-00749-00445939-00446543 well my secret to it is is when you make a commitment you got to keep it right as
5gKw5jNSqkU-00750-00446543-00447432 it says in your wall of elves or whatever you call it yeah that's what it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00751-00447432-00448133 says in and that's you know what you got to do I've always said that you got to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00752-00448133-00448593 work things out and if you're not willing to work things out you shouldn't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00753-00448593-00449085 get married that's as simple as that that's my opinion and I'm sticking to it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00754-00449085-00449646 because it ain't gonna be easy trust me I'm not easy to get along with and she
5gKw5jNSqkU-00755-00449646-00450068 may not be easy to get along with at times right and that's just life I mean
5gKw5jNSqkU-00756-00450068-00450801 we all have we all have a bad sight right as the saying goes yeah we all
5gKw5jNSqkU-00757-00450801-00451151 have baggage we all have things that we experience in our life
5gKw5jNSqkU-00758-00451151-00451667 and we all have things that our partner may not like right and you just got to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00759-00451667-00452294 work through them and you know a lot of I see a lot of times nowadays and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00760-00452294-00452699 marriages it's like oh I don't like this or I don't like that I'm just gonna
5gKw5jNSqkU-00761-00452699-00453126 leave you screw you right well that's the wrong kind of attitude to have in my
5gKw5jNSqkU-00762-00453126-00453566 opinion that's just I don't know that's just how it goes for me I think you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00763-00453566-00454031 gotta you gotta sit back I've always said this to jukebox - he can tell you
5gKw5jNSqkU-00764-00454031-00454676 this I I say if you're angry at somebody take a day off relax forget about it
5gKw5jNSqkU-00765-00454676-00455156 come back the next day when you can be positive again right that's what I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00766-00455156-00456055 always say happy new years yeah that's right
5gKw5jNSqkU-00767-00456055-00456794 smokier take this cold weather back to Canada it's cool enough over there we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00768-00456794-00458105 don't really woodwork we would take this water yeah it's not how it works
5gKw5jNSqkU-00769-00458105-00459026 oh yeah automatic trucks 90 Bob hop says the quick trips in this Johnson and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00770-00459026-00459605 Minnesota are different from the ones down south okay yeah that's kind of what
5gKw5jNSqkU-00771-00459605-00459926 I was thinking too that they might be a little bit different I've got a question
5gKw5jNSqkU-00772-00459926-00460405 there about the automatic do you like the automatic better or your 13 speed
5gKw5jNSqkU-00773-00460405-00461105 well at times I like the standard better and at times I like the automatic better
5gKw5jNSqkU-00774-00461105-00461519 especially if you are that say in Chicago rush-hour traffic or Toronto
5gKw5jNSqkU-00775-00461519-00462239 rush-hour traffic the automatic is fantastic I love it I love it but then
5gKw5jNSqkU-00776-00462239-00462620 there are times where I would miss the standard especially if you're climbing
5gKw5jNSqkU-00777-00462620-00463277 hills or if you are in really bad weather then I would prefer the standard
5gKw5jNSqkU-00778-00463277-00463727 but I mean so far this truck has been behaving very very good
5gKw5jNSqkU-00779-00463727-00464267 it I don't know have you ever been in the military nope but I got very strict
5gKw5jNSqkU-00780-00464267-00464795 parents and ha ha I don't know I just I always grew up that way you know like
5gKw5jNSqkU-00781-00464795-00465395 you if you make a commitment you got to keep it right and then it goes up what's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00782-00465395-00465968 uh what's the saying it goes with your reputation right you got a you got a
5gKw5jNSqkU-00783-00465968-00466334 stand for something you ought to believe in something right how's the weather in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00784-00466334-00467303 Texas fantastic 63 Fahrenheit I think 16 degrees Celsius was that the other day
5gKw5jNSqkU-00785-00467303-00467795 video with you jukebox and Angela together would be a great comedy okay
5gKw5jNSqkU-00786-00467795-00468281 yeah that would be yeah that would be it's been a while since we met up with
5gKw5jNSqkU-00787-00468281-00468747 Angelo anyway so it would be kind of fun
5gKw5jNSqkU-00788-00469009-00469607 probably not no probably not I mean yeah we're happy Canadians we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00789-00469607-00470210 like it over there when we got all our friends down there right yeah I mean not
5gKw5jNSqkU-00790-00470210-00470729 that you guys aren't friendly or that you guys wouldn't be good friends I'm
5gKw5jNSqkU-00791-00470729-00471284 just saying I got my friends over there right and you know we got we got used to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00792-00471284-00471793 it right like I I grew up in a house where my parents always always moved
5gKw5jNSqkU-00793-00471793-00472403 around and I didn't like it right like my parents have moved to so many
5gKw5jNSqkU-00794-00472403-00472810 different houses and and then you got to change this school you got to change
5gKw5jNSqkU-00795-00472810-00473300 your friends and and all of that right so that was really difficult for me
5gKw5jNSqkU-00796-00473300-00473779 right because I think for kids specially right you get used to the kids and then
5gKw5jNSqkU-00797-00473779-00474224 yeah to the neighborhood and everything and then you got to move to different
5gKw5jNSqkU-00798-00474224-00474875 plates right yeah yeah well my experience was this last week difference
5gKw5jNSqkU-00799-00474875-00475658 is Canadian and in Americans I saw lots of drivers on the road Sean me DeLong
5gKw5jNSqkU-00800-00475658-00476231 finger way more often than in Canada I hardly ever see dozen Canada's hotel was
5gKw5jNSqkU-00801-00476231-00476741 my experience with the Americans oh yeah yeah this week we've gotten a few that
5gKw5jNSqkU-00802-00476741-00477147 actually showed us the number I tell the wife I show them back number
5gKw5jNSqkU-00803-00477147-00478089 two the meaning you're number two I'm number one right no I mean I got nothing
5gKw5jNSqkU-00804-00478089-00478513 against the us it's a great country I love driving in here and everything it's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00805-00478513-00479092 it's fun to be out here but we got we we made it home over there right we we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00806-00479092-00479818 bought our house and we've been in it now what since 2003 2004 yeah and we
5gKw5jNSqkU-00807-00479818-00480262 haven't moved right and we loved it I mean we we loved all the lakes that are
5gKw5jNSqkU-00808-00480262-00480691 around our area there's a lot of lakes oh we love fishing and camping right and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00809-00480691-00481132 so why would we want to move from a beautiful country like that right it's
5gKw5jNSqkU-00810-00481132-00481491 peace and quiet nice nice neighborhood that we live in
5gKw5jNSqkU-00811-00481491-00482085 yeah no crime scene our neighborhoods yeah however anything gets stolen from
5gKw5jNSqkU-00812-00482085-00482697 our property it's nice and clean so yeah we enjoy it we enjoy it yeah Chuck
5gKw5jNSqkU-00813-00482697-00483130 Waggin says the secret of a good marriage is having a hard-working man
5gKw5jNSqkU-00814-00483130-00484155 and a beautiful woman you like your wife happy New Year to you that is because
5gKw5jNSqkU-00815-00484155-00485101 the jukebox said that is because we got too many oh okay I see jukeboxes yeah no
5gKw5jNSqkU-00816-00485101-00486076 that's okay I'm and I'm a cook steak - water cooking so how do you like how did
5gKw5jNSqkU-00817-00486076-00486768 you know how did you learn English so well well by having a lot of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00818-00486768-00487531 english-speaking friends and also when I worked at low on Windows we actually had
5gKw5jNSqkU-00819-00487531-00488353 a free class a couple of times a week for for a while that we could learn
5gKw5jNSqkU-00820-00488353-00488997 English and we and we had a great teacher that would teach us the
5gKw5jNSqkU-00821-00488997-00489433 grandmother the English they have like they what they call grandma right yeah
5gKw5jNSqkU-00822-00489433-00489729 grammar yeah I may never say it correctly
5gKw5jNSqkU-00823-00489729-00490408 but he taught us a lot not to speak properly plus I work with a lot of
5gKw5jNSqkU-00824-00490408-00490764 english-speaking people there and I always had a love for English I don't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00825-00490764-00491314 know why but I just really enjoyed English and so I took English literature
5gKw5jNSqkU-00826-00491314-00492093 classes until I got the certificate tonight past yeah yeah I took an 80-hour
5gKw5jNSqkU-00827-00492093-00492499 course I still have a certificate hanging out that hosts at those two but
5gKw5jNSqkU-00828-00492499-00492964 other than that I think we're gonna wrap it up I appreciate all of you guys
5gKw5jNSqkU-00829-00492964-00493558 watching and thanks for this super chat donations that we have gotten I don't
5gKw5jNSqkU-00830-00493558-00494104 understand the truckin life yeah it's it's difficult it's uh if you have never
5gKw5jNSqkU-00831-00494104-00494683 been in a trucking life it it's not for everybody right it really isn't you got
5gKw5jNSqkU-00832-00494683-00495238 a you got a learn that you're not going to be with your family all the time and
5gKw5jNSqkU-00833-00495238-00495838 you're gonna miss some important events like when your kids grow up or birthdays
5gKw5jNSqkU-00834-00495838-00496438 or you might miss a Christmas or you might make miss a Thanksgiving or or
5gKw5jNSqkU-00835-00496438-00496852 whatever right it's trucking is definitely not for everybody you gotta
5gKw5jNSqkU-00836-00496852-00497320 get used to it it takes a little while to get used to it what made you move to
5gKw5jNSqkU-00837-00497320-00498070 Canada well I had family over there and that was basically one reason but I
5gKw5jNSqkU-00838-00498070-00498543 don't know ever since I was a little kid I had a dream that I would want to move
5gKw5jNSqkU-00839-00498543-00498981 to Canada one day he and I was able to talk her into moving and so we moved
5gKw5jNSqkU-00840-00498981-00499357 that's it anyways we're gonna go ahead and get out
5gKw5jNSqkU-00841-00499357-00499792 of here guys appreciate all you guys watching we'll see you on the next one
5gKw5jNSqkU-00842-00499792-00500553 have a great 2019 we'll see you next time later
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6oA5ZQ3nczy-00000-00000456-00000960 all right finally got some new newts so here we are in the office section and the tank we're
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00001-00000960-00001768 going to today is this one over here this one's been sitting back here for well over a year and
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00002-00001768-00002640 it had my one male nude in it i had a female and they were the new nudes but she died before
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00003-00002640-00003336 i got him in here and got the tank done but he used to get up on the hill here all the time and
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00004-00003336-00003776 i think they were just really old when i got them because they are definitely full size when i got
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00005-00003776-00004432 them after seeing all these nudes that i saw this weekend at aqua shella which is where i got them
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00006-00004432-00004792 but before we get to the newts i figure we're going to clean this up
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00007-00004848-00005312 because you can see it's not in the best condition right now but all we really need to
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00008-00005312-00005744 do is a few things to clean it up and i figure i might as well take you guys along with me
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00009-00005744-00006320 as i do that and the first thing first let's go ahead and get the top off and clean it
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00010-00006464-00006944 which was easy i already wiped it down i was like oh maybe i should share the cleanup with
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00011-00006944-00007456 you guys as well and not just the newts because i know some of you guys be interested in the tank
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00012-00007536-00008112 and they're set up and what i've got in here man that is right has some hydrocodonal
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00013-00008248-00008880 trapartia however you say that and then there's also pilo moss well you see where someone's been
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00014-00008880-00009440 dying off really sure why i probably lacking nutrients i don't really fur or do much in here
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00015-00009528-00010184 it just has been doing its thing for the longest time and uh it's got some ozark mountain rock
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00016-00010280-00010696 it's actually what this ledge is and it's got some really neat substrate
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00017-00010760-00011520 which was a bioactive blend that i got from serpa design with coconut fibers um wood bark chips
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00018-00011656-00012360 sand i think and some rock and i've also got a nice piece of malaysian driftwood here pilo moss
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00019-00012360-00013088 and hydrocarbon stringing over it but first things first let's get this glass cleaned up
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00020-00013288-00013552 let's get a paper towel see what i can do with that
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00021-00013768-00014336 seems to be working pretty nicely so just regular old paper towel didn't even need a scraper
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00022-00014424-00014656 don't have to worry about scraping up my glass
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00023-00014904-00014991 works really well
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00024-00015440-00016128 all right work my way down all right so that's a bit better now i do have some like hazy film
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00025-00016128-00016560 here i don't know you guys know what that is in the comments below or how to get rid of that
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00026-00016656-00017032 i don't know if that's from dose of my iron ferts in there or what that's from
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00027-00017168-00017528 and it's kind of really hard to get off not sure why that happened
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00028-00017680-00018384 but i do like to keep this uh or well good idea to keep this moist
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00029-00018768-00019144 all right you don't want to put your nuts on dry land
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00030-00019248-00019784 or salamanders so now the next step will be to remove all this hair algae here
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00031-00019880-00020440 obviously we don't want them getting tangled up in that which is usually pretty easy to do
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00032-00020600-00021472 just peel away look at that nice rock right there looks like we need to scrape the bottom glass too
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00033-00021648-00022032 so we'll do that and we're pretty much set oh cherry shrimp still in there
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00034-00022464-00023000 i haven't thrown foot in here forever since there was a nude in there
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00035-00023240-00023984 i'll get that hydrocodone to spread out a little bit with what's left
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00036-00024504-00025416 see you're pretty crazy simple cleanup tiny bit over here wow you see all that hydrocarbon
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00037-00025416-00026080 where it's just ready to grow all around that but i'm not too worried about pulling
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00038-00026080-00026783 that out because uh more will grow better get the algae on right now
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00039-00027768-00028439 i look much much much better i think they'll like that this way they got a little rock that
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00040-00028439-00029583 goes up there kind of like a stairs up and out see the substrate more still kind of settling
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00041-00030304-00030864 next you see where i've got a lot of dying kind of moss i did check for funguses like
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00042-00030864-00031383 fuzzy funguses i wanted to make sure there was none of that going on in here or any mold
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00043-00031520-00032272 and luckily there wasn't any of that but i will go ahead and remove this which i should just be able
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00044-00032272-00033176 to pick right out and just like that pretty easy removal then that'll allow new stuff to grow in
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00045-00033296-00033848 like i could probably spread it out enough with this to patch it to make it look like
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00046-00033992-00034616 yeah make it look like i didn't even touch it so that's kind of nice can't be afraid to take
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00047-00034616-00035288 that kind of stuff out because it's just growing on a rock there's no dirt there that's just rock
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00048-00035880-00036584 so it's probably like a nutrients
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00049-00036656-00036856 i'm not really that worried about it covering
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00050-00036968-00037512 because it looks cool either way i mean you can't really go wrong look at that just the moss hanging
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00051-00037512-00038208 on the edge there and then like the open space actually i kind of like to open space better
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00052-00038432-00039200 nice for that part i think that looks pretty natural i'm loving it and they
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00053-00039200-00039760 got a bank on this side to go up now on to the nudes now that their new home is ready
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00054-00040184-00040800 but first huge shout out to houston frogs now they don't have a whole lot of subscribers i
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00055-00040800-00041368 met them at aqua shella in dallas and if we could show them some love get them up
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00056-00041368-00041864 maybe that would motivate them to do some more stuff on youtube it looks like they did something
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00057-00041864-00042352 a month ago they they throw some things out every once in a while but let's try to get them up to a
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00058-00042352-00042968 thousand or even over show them some love say tell them i sent you but they had one of the coolest
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00059-00042968-00043672 tables that i have ever seen in alcachella now they didn't really have fish or anything but
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00060-00043672-00044640 they had like blonde or dark fungus they had praying mantis they had a newts tadpoles all
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00061-00044640-00045320 kinds of stuff special substrate but these are the lake bermia i think that's how you say it
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00062-00045440-00046040 here they are lake irmia newts as you can see here they come from the mountains west of lake ermia
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00063-00046104-00046784 northwestern iran northeastern iraq and southeastern turkey and they can be kept
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00064-00046784-00047432 aquatic all through their entire life but love to climb and explore they do like floating plants
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00065-00047432-00048208 and land area as you can see from this lid as i said on that label they are definitely claimers
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00066-00048336-00048696 they're all over the place but these guys are really really cool
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00067-00048800-00049664 and thank you guys all for the support the other night and uh helping me out with the new fun now i
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00068-00049664-00050200 did make a trade on these with some guppies which was perfect because he actually bought some stuff
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00069-00050328-00051080 from me and i didn't even realize he did so we made a nice trade and um i'm super excited about
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00070-00051080-00051664 these i know you guys were excited when you saw me light up when i seen them you guys could tell and
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00071-00051736-00052320 i much appreciated all the love you guys shared and showed so how could i not come home with
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00072-00052320-00052976 some but here will be their new home and i had to share the video with you guys because how could i
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00073-00052976-00053584 not too with all the love and support you guys have shown but i'm probably gonna have to put
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00074-00053584-00054048 the camera down to get these guys in there because i don't want them running away on me
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00075-00054216-00054776 you know yeah let's just get these in there i don't have a camera man i wish i did which
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00076-00054776-00055312 maybe one day wesley will be but well actually we need to update his tank as well maybe i'll
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00077-00055312-00055976 bring back the uh this old tank and i'll probably make this old this old tank as well since i mean
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00078-00055976-00056455 it's this little thing but we'll do wesley's as well here sometime sooner and later too
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00079-00056512-00056791 so that wasn't too bad i just ripped the lid off and
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00080-00057016-00057408 kind of put the water gently to the side to get the ones on the wall into the water
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00081-00057496-00057912 now i think i'm just going to leave them in there and let them explore the tank by themselves
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00082-00057976-00058424 instead of like trying to dump them in or whatever then i can just remove that later on
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00083-00058576-00059216 make sure the label is not in the water though glues or anything getting in there
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00084-00059424-00060048 all right get the lid on and as far as the lid i've got a twin wall polycarbonate top
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00085-00060160-00060824 custom cut so i mean there's no way for these guys to get in this is super or get
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00086-00060824-00061416 out this is super super tight i made it to kind of be airtight just enough to give it
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00087-00061416-00062112 a slight flow between like this hole and just a slight crack then i got like one of those uh
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00088-00062112-00062736 ones you would use for the glass i had an extra plopped it on there there we go
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00089-00062896-00063576 lake irmia newt new setup now as far as food maybe i'll you know up on some shrimp here and
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00090-00063576-00064184 get some springtails and i don't know if they eat isopods or not i need to do some more research
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00091-00064320-00064960 on these guys oh look he's coming up and out nope oh man check it out how cool is that
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00092-00065191-00065984 you get to see one find his new home what is this space he's making his way
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00093-00066280-00066696 so he's the bravest one of them all i think the other ones are getting
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00094-00066696-00066952 curious because that other one is not in there
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00095-00067200-00067536 he's making this climb you can do a little buddy
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00096-00067672-00068184 going super slow because they are unfamiliar with the territory
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00097-00068464-00069024 imagine it's in their nature to go slow in new territory
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00098-00069520-00070184 absolutely beautiful i just got to figure out how to get that haze off that glass now
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00099-00070440-00070560 they're all bunched up
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00100-00070792-00070912 let them take their time
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00101-00071288-00071584 oh that was so cool
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00102-00071832-00072016 come on fellas it's all right
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00103-00072312-00072584 you can do it oh he's about to
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00104-00072792-00072888 he's about to do
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00105-00073608-00074128 no one just took the point off the deepest edge i didn't even care it's like let me out
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00106-00074344-00074752 really hungry and here we have the um
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00107-00074928-00075784 they are black with yellow polka dots quite a beautiful specimen of newt
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00108-00075952-00076864 coming from the middle east the world from iran and iraq all the way to turkey
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00109-00077120-00077504 well i always go into the highest end here to get out
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00110-00077720-00078064 what do you think of them wesley good you like them
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00111-00078608-00079056 i think they're about to come out now well that's how the other one came out too
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00112-00079240-00079984 oh boy he's thinking about it is he gonna make the jump
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00113-00080440-00080608 is he gonna make the jump see him
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00114-00080776-00081384 he was thinking about it oh he got scared when he pointed at him oh he's going he's going for it
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00115-00081656-00082112 now let him take their time don't want to agitate her skin
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00116-00082448-00082784 oh there he went he made it i got two in
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00117-00083104-00083208 little dude
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00118-00083440-00083472 cool
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00119-00083816-00084184 two more still left
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00120-00088360-00088928 the big reason why i picked these guys over the other ones too is i wanted the alpine ones but
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00121-00088928-00089472 they didn't have any more of those then i saw these guys were climbing all over and i
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00122-00089472-00089936 figured it wouldn't be like the others where i'd stick them in here and want to
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00123-00089936-00090336 be able to see them but with the yellow polka dots and the climbing abilities
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00124-00090464-00091184 i think these will be much more active in this tank to be able to see oh no he fell the wrong way
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00125-00091416-00091656 that one's already climbing the mountain back there though
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00126-00091912-00092584 he's hit now
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00127-00092672-00092752 third one's out
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00128-00093768-00094512 oh i left fourth one coming out pretty much same way this guy's made it all
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00129-00094512-00094816 the way about around the corner oh there he went
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00130-00095024-00095656 now it says they can be fully aquatic but they really do like to be out of the water you see the
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00131-00095656-00096128 other one back over there climbing on the wall when they get into the water they kind of seem
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00132-00096128-00096648 scared probably because they don't know if there's any fish in there i can imagine in the wild if
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00133-00096648-00097344 they fall into the water like that they usually become snakes but i wonder if they have like a
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00134-00097344-00098184 scent gland because they all went the same route so far besides that guy kind of ended up there
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00135-00098496-00099072 this guy went straight for that one corner so you definitely definitely need a tight lid
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00136-00099072-00099784 so so cool they can climb on the walls can you see him you really do blend in well though
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00137-00100256-00101040 yeah definitely happy about this this choice these guys are definitely active and about
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00138-00101216-00101768 don't seem to be all heidi so far this is cool
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00139-00102072-00102384 cool and you can see him in the water too
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00140-00102704-00102816 how neat is it
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00141-00103344-00103783 it's pretty cool dude
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00142-00104016-00105183 all the shrimp came out too and tons of shrimp came out so maybe they'll get some shrimp snacks
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00143-00106208-00106583 this is cool
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00144-00106808-00107464 now since i didn't have any springtails for them i do have some daphnia which i think will be good
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00145-00107464-00108200 for them i see them in the water i also have some black blackworms in here which go ahead
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00146-00108200-00108792 and try to get some of those too that foam and that food on there they should travel up there
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00147-00108792-00109440 no no as long as this guy doesn't eat that food first or girl it's a girl
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00148-00109752-00110320 and these guys will actually shed their skin too and actually molt like a snake kinda
6oA5ZQ3nczy-00149-00110488-00110880 it's really interesting i might as well add some green water and
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6415xxdbNnu-00000-00000041-00000123 Hi there.
6415xxdbNnu-00001-00000123-00000476 How would you calculate the volume of this building?
6415xxdbNnu-00002-00000476-00001016 You can describe the roof of this building with the graph of a function of two variables.
6415xxdbNnu-00003-00001016-00001420 This graph and the x-y-plane define a so called solid.
6415xxdbNnu-00004-00001420-00001807 The volume of this solid is the volume of the building.
6415xxdbNnu-00005-00001807-00002292 In this video, you are going to learn an easy method, which will enable you to approximate
6415xxdbNnu-00006-00002292-00002532 the volume of such a solid.
6415xxdbNnu-00007-00002584-00002810 Take a look at this example.
6415xxdbNnu-00008-00002889-00003534 You only see the part of the graph which lies above the yellow rectangle R shown here.
6415xxdbNnu-00009-00003534-00004173 If we connect the rectangle and the graph of the function, we end up with the solid shown here.
6415xxdbNnu-00010-00004173-00004465 Suppose you need to calculate the volume of this solid,
6415xxdbNnu-00011-00004465-00004665 how would you do that?
6415xxdbNnu-00012-00004773-00005367 Before trying to answer this question, let’s first recall the similar problem one dimension lower.
6415xxdbNnu-00013-00005410-00005856 Given a function f of one variable on the interval a to b,
6415xxdbNnu-00014-00005856-00006409 you know how to calculate the area of the region that lies under the graph of f.
6415xxdbNnu-00015-00006411-00007013 This area is equal to the integral of f of x where x runs from a to b.
6415xxdbNnu-00016-00007013-00007650 This integral is defined as the limit of a Riemann sum shown here.
6415xxdbNnu-00017-00007650-00008347 The area can, of course, always be approximated by a Riemann sum, as shown here.
6415xxdbNnu-00018-00008347-00008895 We have divided the interval from a to b in n smaller intervals,
6415xxdbNnu-00019-00008895-00009130 each with width delta x,
6415xxdbNnu-00020-00009130-00009598 and selected the right point x-i from the i-th interval.
6415xxdbNnu-00021-00009598-00010264 Then a rectangle is drawn with height f at x-i and above the i-th interval.
6415xxdbNnu-00022-00010264-00010944 By adding the areas of all the rectangles, we obtain an approximation of the area of the region.
6415xxdbNnu-00023-00011002-00011286 Could we perhaps do something similar
6415xxdbNnu-00024-00011286-00011596 in respect to the volume of a region in 3-space,
6415xxdbNnu-00025-00011596-00012078 which lies under the graph of a function and above a rectangle?
6415xxdbNnu-00026-00012078-00012732 Let’s start with dividing the rectangle R in n smaller strips with width delta x.
6415xxdbNnu-00027-00012732-00013250 If we now divide each of these strips into m rectangles with width delta y
6415xxdbNnu-00028-00013250-00013610 we obtain n times m smaller rectangles
6415xxdbNnu-00029-00013610-00014069 with area delta x times delta y, which we call delta A.
6415xxdbNnu-00030-00014069-00014450 The next step is to select a point in each of these rectangles,
6415xxdbNnu-00031-00014450-00014797 for example the point in the top right corner.
6415xxdbNnu-00032-00014797-00015508 Now consider R-i-j, which is the i-th rectangle in the x-direction and the j-th in the y-direction.
6415xxdbNnu-00033-00015508-00016650 The point in R-i-j is ( x-i , y-j), and we can draw a box above R-i-j with height f at (x-i , y-j ).
6415xxdbNnu-00034-00016650-00017368 The volume of this small box is given by f at (x-i , y-j ) times delta A.
6415xxdbNnu-00035-00017368-00018058 If we add the volumes of all these boxes, we obtain an approximation of the volume of the given solid.
6415xxdbNnu-00036-00018058-00018408 This expression is called a Riemann sum.
6415xxdbNnu-00037-00018546-00019005 Let us go back to the initial function and try to approximate the volume below its graph
6415xxdbNnu-00038-00019005-00019231 using a Riemann sum.
6415xxdbNnu-00039-00019279-00019710 We first need to decide how many smaller rectangles we are going to use.
6415xxdbNnu-00040-00019760-00020202 Let’s choose n equal to 3 and m equal to 2.
6415xxdbNnu-00041-00020202-00020552 So in total we have 6 smaller rectangles,
6415xxdbNnu-00042-00020552-00020772 Delta A equals 1
6415xxdbNnu-00043-00020772-00021072 and we can write out the Riemann sum.
6415xxdbNnu-00044-00021073-00021708 Let us start with calculating the volume of the box above the first rectangle R-one-one.
6415xxdbNnu-00045-00021708-00022318 As I can choose any point in this small rectangle, I prefer to take the top right corner of the rectangle,
6415xxdbNnu-00046-00022318-00022642 which gives the point (1, 1),
6415xxdbNnu-00047-00022646-00023010 which gives a volume of 15 of the box.
6415xxdbNnu-00048-00023011-00023482 Putting this in the formula gives us the first of the six terms we need.
6415xxdbNnu-00049-00023482-00023958 The second box above R-one-two, has a volume of 9
6415xxdbNnu-00050-00023958-00024488 and the third box above R-two-one, has a volume of 12.
6415xxdbNnu-00051-00024489-00025051 The fourth, fifth and sixth boxes have volumes of 6, 7 and 1.
6415xxdbNnu-00052-00025051-00025462 Summing all volumes gives the total volume of 50.
6415xxdbNnu-00053-00025594-00026283 This means that the volume of the solid, which lies under the graph of f and above the rectangle R,
6415xxdbNnu-00054-00026283-00026583 is approximately equal to 50.
6415xxdbNnu-00055-00026669-00027107 As you can see from the picture, we still have some room left between all six boxes
6415xxdbNnu-00056-00027107-00027341 and the graph of the function.
6415xxdbNnu-00057-00027341-00027854 This implies that our approximation of the volume is smaller than the exact value.
6415xxdbNnu-00058-00027854-00028210 We should expect that the estimate of the volume improves
6415xxdbNnu-00059-00028210-00028582 if the number of rectangles in the Riemann sum becomes larger.
6415xxdbNnu-00060-00028582-00028748 Let’s illustrate this.
6415xxdbNnu-00061-00028800-00029456 If we take n and m twice as large, the number of rectangles increases to 24,
6415xxdbNnu-00062-00029456-00029952 and the corresponding Riemann sum becomes 62.75.
6415xxdbNnu-00063-00029952-00030400 We can continue to double n and m again...
6415xxdbNnu-00064-00030400-00030689 and again...
6415xxdbNnu-00065-00030689-00031218 and if we keep doing this, we get the values as shown in the table.
6415xxdbNnu-00066-00031314-00031443 Now the question remains,
6415xxdbNnu-00067-00031443-00031847 how can you compute the exact value of the volume?
6415xxdbNnu-00068-00031847-00032462 You could of course do this by computing the limit of a Riemann sum where both m and n go to infinity.
6415xxdbNnu-00069-00032462-00032796 Just as in the case of a function of a single variable,
6415xxdbNnu-00070-00032796-00033402 the limit of a Riemann sum is, in fact, the definition of an integral.
6415xxdbNnu-00071-00033402-00033915 In class you are going to learn how this works for functions of two variables.
6415xxdbNnu-00072-00033915-00034466 In lots of cases where you can find anti-derivatives, you will be able to compute the exact value
6415xxdbNnu-00073-00034466-00034837 of a volume under the graph of a function.
6415xxdbNnu-00074-00034837-00035306 In lots of other cases, however, the best you can do is to compute an approximation
6415xxdbNnu-00075-00035306-00035774 of the volume by means of a Riemann sum as explained in this video.
6415xxdbNnu-00076-00035774-00035853 See you in class!
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66rTjtdqdRE-00000-00000131-00000694 Dear honourable Chair, dear Ministers, dear Excellences, dear friends and colleagues!
66rTjtdqdRE-00001-00000803-00001643 Thank you for giving me, as a representative of the Czech Republic, the opportunity to address this important meeting of the global community.
66rTjtdqdRE-00002-00001714-00002562 This year, on top of the usual CND agenda, we are expected to achieve a meaningful, strong consensus
66rTjtdqdRE-00003-00002646-00003722 that will herald the expected outcome of the United Nations General Assembly Special Session on Drugs (also known as UNGASS 2016)
66rTjtdqdRE-00004-00003722-00003977 that is to be held this April in New York.
66rTjtdqdRE-00005-00004025-00005050 The Czech Republic fully aligns itself with the statement delivered by the delegation of the Netherlands on behalf of the European Union.
66rTjtdqdRE-00006-00005103-00005730 We all know that the Special Session is being held at the request of several countries,
66rTjtdqdRE-00007-00005730-00006527 which feel deep concern regarding the ability of the international community to achieve the goals and aims
66rTjtdqdRE-00008-00006527-00007000 set by the 2009 Political Declaration and the Plan of Action.
66rTjtdqdRE-00009-00007075-00007789 We also know that we face a situation of escalated violence and an extreme death toll,
66rTjtdqdRE-00010-00007789-00008489 which is directly related to the so-called War on Drugs – a war that failed a long time ago.
66rTjtdqdRE-00011-00008574-00009633 I feel we are obliged to do our best to address the concerns of the countries that called for the special session of the UN General Assembly.
66rTjtdqdRE-00012-00009761-00010853 We should not fail to help the numerous countries suffering because the War on Drugs was exported to them in its most violent form.
66rTjtdqdRE-00013-00010948-00011588 The Czech Republic is a devoted supporter of the principles of a rational and effective drug policy
66rTjtdqdRE-00014-00011588-00012327 oriented towards human rights and public health and based on scientific evidence and best practice.
66rTjtdqdRE-00015-00012461-00013182 The Czech Republic has experimented with different flavours of its national drug policy since 1990.
66rTjtdqdRE-00016-00013281-00013730 Inter alia, we depenalised the use of drugs in 1990.
66rTjtdqdRE-00017-00013904-00014462 We also decriminalised the possession of drugs for personal use in 1990;
66rTjtdqdRE-00018-00014517-00015243 it is a misdemeanour that is punished by penalties ranging from a warning through to a fine.
66rTjtdqdRE-00019-00015302-00016250 And after a quarter a century, we can provide conclusive evidence that depenalisation and decriminalisation do work.
66rTjtdqdRE-00020-00016388-00016905 If you are interested in more details and more countries that took the same path,
66rTjtdqdRE-00021-00016905-00017575 let me invite you to the side event that the Czech Republic is co-sponsoring today.
66rTjtdqdRE-00022-00017675-00018437 Our drug policy rests on four pillars: prevention, treatment, harm reduction, and law enforcement.
66rTjtdqdRE-00023-00018543-00018963 Each of them is seen as one of four tools of equal importance.
66rTjtdqdRE-00024-00019010-00019813 All four pillars are there to achieve our primary aim: the welfare of our citizens, and all people.
66rTjtdqdRE-00025-00019943-00020349 We have some results to show, based on verifiable data:
66rTjtdqdRE-00026-00020349-00020951 we have the lowest number of fatal drug overdoses per capita globally;
66rTjtdqdRE-00027-00020951-00022012 we are in the small group of countries with the globally lowest prevalence of HIV and AIDS among injecting drug users;
66rTjtdqdRE-00028-00022080-00022807 we have a uniquely low prevalence of viral hepatitis C and B among drug injectors;
66rTjtdqdRE-00029-00022865-00023353 organised violent drug crime is virtually non-existent in the Czech Republic;
66rTjtdqdRE-00030-00023465-00024679 last but not least, thanks to harm reduction services, some 85% of our problem drug users are in regular contact with helping institutions.
66rTjtdqdRE-00031-00024747-00025200 In this area – and in many other areas of drug policy –
66rTjtdqdRE-00032-00025284-00025866 the role of non-governmental organisations has been immensely positive and completely irreplaceable.
66rTjtdqdRE-00033-00026028-00026433 There are things civil society does much better and more cheaply
66rTjtdqdRE-00034-00026488-00026955 than any government in the world, and it is the approach of my government
66rTjtdqdRE-00035-00026955-00027386 to use this fact for the good of the community, and the nation.
66rTjtdqdRE-00036-00027501-00027999 The data I just showed mean that the Czech Republic is a country
66rTjtdqdRE-00037-00027999-00028508 with comparatively very low social and economic costs of illicit drugs.
66rTjtdqdRE-00038-00028582-00028846 It is not because the Czech Republic is a drug-free country.
66rTjtdqdRE-00039-00028955-00029757 It is because we have done our best to make the Czech Republic a country where the harms related to drugs are as low as possible.
66rTjtdqdRE-00040-00029880-00030512 To minimise the use of drugs is one way to do it, and we have used it, together with other ones.
66rTjtdqdRE-00041-00030679-00030904 This is the experience we offer.
66rTjtdqdRE-00042-00030933-00031873 As you would expect, we also have some expectations regarding the output documents; let me list the three most essential for us.
66rTjtdqdRE-00043-00031932-00032281 The first is the problem of the death penalty.
66rTjtdqdRE-00044-00032392-00033377 It is our long-standing conviction that neither humans nor human institutions have the right to kill people intentionally –
66rTjtdqdRE-00045-00033443-00034390 The evidence shows that miscarriages of justice are even more common for drug offences than in most other areas of the law.
66rTjtdqdRE-00046-00034516-00034819 Thus, we decidedly require that in the output document
66rTjtdqdRE-00047-00034819-00035361 the unacceptability of the death penalty for drug offences is clearly stated.
66rTjtdqdRE-00048-00035819-00036387 Second, and closely related, is the proportionality of sentences.
66rTjtdqdRE-00049-00036473-00037206 Proportionality is an important principle in effectively implementing the provisions of the UN drug control conventions
66rTjtdqdRE-00050-00037206-00037735 and its main objective, “to promote the health and welfare of humankind”.
66rTjtdqdRE-00051-00037836-00038458 Not only do disproportionate penalties destroy the sense of justice in each particular country.
66rTjtdqdRE-00052-00038540-00039250 They often bring adverse side effects such as criminalisation, stigma, and social exclusion,
66rTjtdqdRE-00053-00039250-00039523 so that well-being is heavily affected.
66rTjtdqdRE-00054-00039619-00040357 In today’s interconnected world, the death penalty and proportionality in sentencing are international problems –
66rTjtdqdRE-00055-00040357-00040875 and must be reflected like this in the UNGASS outcome document.
66rTjtdqdRE-00056-00040993-00041311 The third is the importance of harm reduction.
66rTjtdqdRE-00057-00041376-00041835 There is conclusive scientific evidence that harm reduction saves lives,
66rTjtdqdRE-00058-00041869-00042165 improves public health and public safety.
66rTjtdqdRE-00059-00042222-00042739 It is extremely important that we state this in the UNGASS outcome document
66rTjtdqdRE-00060-00042739-00043088 so that it provides clear guidance for effective drug policies.
66rTjtdqdRE-00061-00043173-00044191 We are fully aware that drug policy is a complex area and also incorporates intangibles that science is not able to quantify or assess:
66rTjtdqdRE-00062-00044191-00044461 for example, religious and other values.
66rTjtdqdRE-00063-00044563-00045293 However, there are also universal values that constitute the very fundamentals of the United Nations
66rTjtdqdRE-00064-00045293-00045637 and we cannot ignore them at UNGASS 2016.
66rTjtdqdRE-00065-00045732-00046518 We agree that it is undesirable to abolish the UN treaties on drugs – they have to stay as the foundation of the whole system.
66rTjtdqdRE-00066-00046624-00047336 However, if we demand “more of the same” from the countries no matter if it has demonstrably failed,
66rTjtdqdRE-00067-00047336-00048047 we will not only deeply disappoint those who asked for a special summit at the highest UN level –
66rTjtdqdRE-00068-00048047-00048517 we will risk the very existence of the international drug control system.
66rTjtdqdRE-00069-00048654-00049223 There is still a lot of work ahead of us before we have a meaningful UNGASS output document.
66rTjtdqdRE-00070-00049317-00049842 We suggest that whenever we feel as if we are at a dead end,
66rTjtdqdRE-00071-00049842-00050292 we should go back to the origins of the current drug control regime:
66rTjtdqdRE-00072-00050292-00050627 the protection of human wellbeing.
66rTjtdqdRE-00073-00050673-00051430 In the view of the Czech Republic, no outcome document at all would be better than a weak outcome document for UNGASS 2016.
66rTjtdqdRE-00074-00051529-00052063 We would consider promoting a weak document that repeats the old stereotypes far too risky.
66rTjtdqdRE-00075-00052161-00052646 It would be better to stay silent in recognition of our failure,
66rTjtdqdRE-00076-00052646-00053240 to learn from it, and to try better looking forward to 2019.
66rTjtdqdRE-00077-00053388-00053847 But that is not inevitable.
66rTjtdqdRE-00078-00053912-00054668 If we work intensely with clear minds and hearts this week, we won’t need to remain silent –
66rTjtdqdRE-00079-00054668-00055375 we would have a strong document to steer us into a better future. That is my most sincere hope and wish.
66rTjtdqdRE-00080-00055421-00055577 Thank you for your attention.
66rTjtdqdRE-00081-00055679-00056590 Translation and subtitles: ResAd, April 2016
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6s7MqkNfJkg-00000-00000010-00000196 DENNIS WEIMANN.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00001-00000196-00000203 DENNIS WEIMANN.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00002-00000203-00000350 DENNIS WEIMANN. >> DENNIS: THE CROW WING COUNTY
6s7MqkNfJkg-00003-00000350-00000357 DENNIS WEIMANN. >> DENNIS: THE CROW WING COUNTY  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00004-00000357-00000517 DENNIS WEIMANN. >> DENNIS: THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION
6s7MqkNfJkg-00005-00000517-00000523 >> DENNIS: THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00006-00000523-00000704 >> DENNIS: THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION DISTRICT RECENTLY HANDED OUT
6s7MqkNfJkg-00007-00000704-00000710 SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION DISTRICT RECENTLY HANDED OUT  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00008-00000710-00000907 SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION DISTRICT RECENTLY HANDED OUT $35,000 TO FUND TWO COMMUNITY
6s7MqkNfJkg-00009-00000907-00000914 DISTRICT RECENTLY HANDED OUT $35,000 TO FUND TWO COMMUNITY  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00010-00000914-00001037 DISTRICT RECENTLY HANDED OUT $35,000 TO FUND TWO COMMUNITY GROUP PROJECTS.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00011-00001037-00001044 $35,000 TO FUND TWO COMMUNITY GROUP PROJECTS.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00012-00001044-00001271 $35,000 TO FUND TWO COMMUNITY GROUP PROJECTS. $20,000 WENT TO THE CLEAR WATER
6s7MqkNfJkg-00013-00001271-00001277 GROUP PROJECTS. $20,000 WENT TO THE CLEAR WATER  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00014-00001277-00001398 GROUP PROJECTS. $20,000 WENT TO THE CLEAR WATER LAKE ASSOCIATION AND THEIR
6s7MqkNfJkg-00015-00001398-00001404 $20,000 WENT TO THE CLEAR WATER LAKE ASSOCIATION AND THEIR  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00016-00001404-00001548 $20,000 WENT TO THE CLEAR WATER LAKE ASSOCIATION AND THEIR SHORELINE RESTORATION PROJECT.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00017-00001548-00001554 LAKE ASSOCIATION AND THEIR SHORELINE RESTORATION PROJECT.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00018-00001554-00001761 LAKE ASSOCIATION AND THEIR SHORELINE RESTORATION PROJECT. THE OTHER $15,000 WENT TO THE
6s7MqkNfJkg-00019-00001761-00001768 SHORELINE RESTORATION PROJECT. THE OTHER $15,000 WENT TO THE  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00020-00001768-00001901 SHORELINE RESTORATION PROJECT. THE OTHER $15,000 WENT TO THE CROW WING COUNTY FAIRGROUNDS FOR
6s7MqkNfJkg-00021-00001901-00001908 THE OTHER $15,000 WENT TO THE CROW WING COUNTY FAIRGROUNDS FOR  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00022-00001908-00002045 THE OTHER $15,000 WENT TO THE CROW WING COUNTY FAIRGROUNDS FOR THEIR STORMWATER CONTROL
6s7MqkNfJkg-00023-00002045-00002052 CROW WING COUNTY FAIRGROUNDS FOR THEIR STORMWATER CONTROL  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00024-00002052-00002105 CROW WING COUNTY FAIRGROUNDS FOR THEIR STORMWATER CONTROL PROJECT.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00025-00002105-00002112 THEIR STORMWATER CONTROL PROJECT.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00026-00002112-00002245 THEIR STORMWATER CONTROL PROJECT. THE CROW WING SOIL AND WATER
6s7MqkNfJkg-00027-00002245-00002252 PROJECT. THE CROW WING SOIL AND WATER  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00028-00002252-00002429 PROJECT. THE CROW WING SOIL AND WATER DISTRICT MANAGER IS EXCITED TO
6s7MqkNfJkg-00029-00002429-00002435 THE CROW WING SOIL AND WATER DISTRICT MANAGER IS EXCITED TO  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00030-00002435-00002619 THE CROW WING SOIL AND WATER DISTRICT MANAGER IS EXCITED TO BRING LOCALLY PAID SALES TAX
6s7MqkNfJkg-00031-00002619-00002625 DISTRICT MANAGER IS EXCITED TO BRING LOCALLY PAID SALES TAX  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00032-00002625-00002766 DISTRICT MANAGER IS EXCITED TO BRING LOCALLY PAID SALES TAX DOLLARS BACK INTO THE COUNTY
6s7MqkNfJkg-00033-00002766-00002772 BRING LOCALLY PAID SALES TAX DOLLARS BACK INTO THE COUNTY  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00034-00002772-00003159 BRING LOCALLY PAID SALES TAX DOLLARS BACK INTO THE COUNTY THROUGH LOCAL PROJECTS.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00035-00003159-00003166 DOLLARS BACK INTO THE COUNTY THROUGH LOCAL PROJECTS.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00036-00003166-00003286 DOLLARS BACK INTO THE COUNTY THROUGH LOCAL PROJECTS. >> SO THESE GROUPS A LOT OF
6s7MqkNfJkg-00037-00003286-00003293 THROUGH LOCAL PROJECTS. >> SO THESE GROUPS A LOT OF  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00038-00003293-00003460 THROUGH LOCAL PROJECTS. >> SO THESE GROUPS A LOT OF TIMES USE THEIR OWN LABOR.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00039-00003460-00003466 >> SO THESE GROUPS A LOT OF TIMES USE THEIR OWN LABOR.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00040-00003466-00003646 >> SO THESE GROUPS A LOT OF TIMES USE THEIR OWN LABOR. THEY USE THEIR OWN NEWSLETTERS.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00041-00003646-00003653 TIMES USE THEIR OWN LABOR. THEY USE THEIR OWN NEWSLETTERS.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00042-00003653-00003803 TIMES USE THEIR OWN LABOR. THEY USE THEIR OWN NEWSLETTERS. THEY GET VOLUNTEERS.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00043-00003803-00003810 THEY USE THEIR OWN NEWSLETTERS. THEY GET VOLUNTEERS.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00044-00003810-00004044 THEY USE THEIR OWN NEWSLETTERS. THEY GET VOLUNTEERS. SOME GROUPS GET BOY SCOUTS, GIRL
6s7MqkNfJkg-00045-00004044-00004050 THEY GET VOLUNTEERS. SOME GROUPS GET BOY SCOUTS, GIRL  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00046-00004050-00004154 THEY GET VOLUNTEERS. SOME GROUPS GET BOY SCOUTS, GIRL SCOUTS TO HELP WITH THESE
6s7MqkNfJkg-00047-00004154-00004160 SOME GROUPS GET BOY SCOUTS, GIRL SCOUTS TO HELP WITH THESE  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00048-00004160-00004200 SOME GROUPS GET BOY SCOUTS, GIRL SCOUTS TO HELP WITH THESE PROJECTS.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00049-00004200-00004207 SCOUTS TO HELP WITH THESE PROJECTS.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00050-00004207-00004394 SCOUTS TO HELP WITH THESE PROJECTS. IT'S BEEN A GREAT WAY TO PARTNER
6s7MqkNfJkg-00051-00004394-00004401 PROJECTS. IT'S BEEN A GREAT WAY TO PARTNER  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00052-00004401-00004604 PROJECTS. IT'S BEEN A GREAT WAY TO PARTNER WITH CITIZENS AND HAVE THEM
6s7MqkNfJkg-00053-00004604-00004611 IT'S BEEN A GREAT WAY TO PARTNER WITH CITIZENS AND HAVE THEM  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00054-00004611-00004771 IT'S BEEN A GREAT WAY TO PARTNER WITH CITIZENS AND HAVE THEM LEVERAGE THEIR OWN DOLLARS,
6s7MqkNfJkg-00055-00004771-00004778 WITH CITIZENS AND HAVE THEM LEVERAGE THEIR OWN DOLLARS,  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00056-00004778-00004908 WITH CITIZENS AND HAVE THEM LEVERAGE THEIR OWN DOLLARS, THEIR OWN COMMUNITIES TO GET A
6s7MqkNfJkg-00057-00004908-00004914 LEVERAGE THEIR OWN DOLLARS, THEIR OWN COMMUNITIES TO GET A  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00058-00004914-00005068 LEVERAGE THEIR OWN DOLLARS, THEIR OWN COMMUNITIES TO GET A LOT OF WORK DONE.
6s7MqkNfJkg-00059-00005068-00005075 THEIR OWN COMMUNITIES TO GET A LOT OF WORK DONE.  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00060-00005075-00005198 THEIR OWN COMMUNITIES TO GET A LOT OF WORK DONE. >> DENNIS: THIS IS THE LAST TIME
6s7MqkNfJkg-00061-00005198-00005205 LOT OF WORK DONE. >> DENNIS: THIS IS THE LAST TIME  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00062-00005205-00005422 LOT OF WORK DONE. >> DENNIS: THIS IS THE LAST TIME THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND
6s7MqkNfJkg-00063-00005422-00005428 >> DENNIS: THIS IS THE LAST TIME THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00064-00005428-00005538 >> DENNIS: THIS IS THE LAST TIME THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION DISTRICT WILL
6s7MqkNfJkg-00065-00005538-00005545 THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION DISTRICT WILL  
6s7MqkNfJkg-00066-00005545-00005605 THE CROW WING COUNTY SOIL AND WATER CONSERVATION DISTRICT WILL BE AWARDING THE COMMUNITY
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6zJaRCRYP9E-00000-00000108-00000594 Big Trucks Mitsubishi VS Nissan Lorry Climb HIll in Aceh | Monster Trucks Mania
6zJaRCRYP9E-00001-00000816-00001376 Why lorry truck driving in Wrong Way ???
6zJaRCRYP9E-00002-00001796-00002592 Orange truck is Mitusbishi Fuso With 220 PS, 6 Cylindre, N Red Truck Is Nissan Diesel also From Japan.
6zJaRCRYP9E-00003-00004018-00004800 In Indonesia, Japan Car Trucks Dominate, i dont know why, Cheap ? I dont think So..
6zJaRCRYP9E-00006-00006002-00006894 This Way is National Way From North Sumatera To North Aceh,
6zJaRCRYP9E-00007-00007059-00007604 Many Hill this Area, many lorries use this road, like CPO lorry, Heavy load lorry, etc
6zJaRCRYP9E-00011-00010082-00010294 other truck came
6zJaRCRYP9E-00019-00012440-00012818 make sure, road empty, trucks like this can stop in the middle
6zJaRCRYP9E-00020-00013113-00013544 For CPO lorry is easy, because no load
6zJaRCRYP9E-00021-00013962-00014504 Easy N Fast Climb Hill While No Load On trucks
6zJaRCRYP9E-00024-00015988-00016188 See That Truck ??
6zJaRCRYP9E-00025-00016326-00016842 Nissan Truck Must Wait Until Clear Road....
6zJaRCRYP9E-00026-00017704-00018098 Make Sure With 2 Times Horn..
6zJaRCRYP9E-00027-00018390-00018942 If No Horn From Above, Meaning Road Is Clear N Truck Can Go
6zJaRCRYP9E-00028-00020398-00020928 Why Trucks Always Use That Way ???
6zJaRCRYP9E-00029-00024242-00024592 Best Microbus Driver
6zJaRCRYP9E-00031-00025895-00026460 This Area Close To Lae Kombih Forest - Indonesia.
6zJaRCRYP9E-00032-00026876-00027492 Thanks For Waching, Like N Subcribe
6APxB7p1n9U-00000-00002208-00002342 I know, this dress sucks.
6APxB7p1n9U-00001-00002362-00002428 Come on!
6APxB7p1n9U-00002-00002440-00002606 We only have an hour left!
6APxB7p1n9U-00003-00004206-00004294 Come closer.
6APxB7p1n9U-00004-00004294-00004380 Can you hear me?
6APxB7p1n9U-00005-00004386-00004770 OK. We're all competing for first place by playing piano.
6APxB7p1n9U-00006-00004770-00005042 May the music master emerge triumphant!
6APxB7p1n9U-00007-00005128-00005368 Haha. I didn't prepare.
6APxB7p1n9U-00008-00005368-00005616 You should have heard me play last night.
6APxB7p1n9U-00009-00005630-00005892 Two words: medi-ocre.
6APxB7p1n9U-00010-00005910-00006052 That's one word.
6E1m6XA-XiI-00000-00000000-00000103 Hello Friends, today I will show you the music Create mobile application 
6Fm95U-2leo-00000-00000000-00000307 Alright, so this is just a little inkjet print project
6Fm95U-2leo-00001-00000307-00000476 I sprayed it with spray adhesive
6Fm95U-2leo-00002-00000476-00000628 and I pushed out all the bubbles with a brayer
6Fm95U-2leo-00003-00000628-00000871 ...did a quick trim along the edges...
6Fm95U-2leo-00004-00000926-00001102 Now I measure the Art Resin
6Fm95U-2leo-00005-00001102-00001392 it's half from the resin bottle, half from the hardener bottle.
6Fm95U-2leo-00006-00001392-00001569 you just stir for about 3 minutes
6Fm95U-2leo-00007-00001580-00001772 pour it right onto your print
6Fm95U-2leo-00008-00001772-00001950 so it goes on like clear honey
6Fm95U-2leo-00009-00001950-00002122 I just rub the extra stuff into the side
6Fm95U-2leo-00010-00002185-00002489 if any little drips form, i just file them off.
6Fm95U-2leo-00011-00002541-00002885 So I torch out the bubbles, making sure it's perfect
6Fm95U-2leo-00012-00002885-00003000 cover it, and I'll be back in the morning!
6Fm95U-2leo-00013-00003000-00003243 Sorry, that's all I got! Can't share any more!
6Fm95U-2leo-00014-00003253-00003429 You'll have to stay tuned!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00000-00005200-00005600 the way looks like a horror movie's spot
6G6rtwMFLvk-00001-00006600-00007000 and the wind blow harder and harder...
6G6rtwMFLvk-00002-00009000-00009200 can't go inside...
6G6rtwMFLvk-00003-00009300-00009500 the door was locked.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00004-00010700-00011000 it could shut down, i mean livestream. if i go to basement.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00005-00011100-00011700 we couldn't figure what that sound out.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00006-00015300-00015600 first, i came inside.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00007-00016200-00016400 i turn on the amplifer!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00008-00018200-00018400 who's there?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00009-00018400-00018600 who is there?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00010-00022200-00022400 what the hell is that from the start?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00011-00023500-00023700 don't mess with me.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00012-00024200-00024400 are you a person?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00013-00024900-00025100 person in there? right?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00014-00025100-00025300 i can hear.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00015-00026600-00026800 i said i can hear everything.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00016-00026800-00027000 are you a person?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00017-00027200-00027600 feels like person and spirit at the same time
6G6rtwMFLvk-00018-00030500-00030700 who are you?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00019-00031100-00031400 it's like person...what the?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00020-00031800-00032000 what's this sound?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00021-00032700-00033000 from the downstair...
6G6rtwMFLvk-00022-00033300-00033600 wait, i think i made a mistake... that i came inside.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00023-00035000-00035400 the plant on the hallway looks like hanging person..
6G6rtwMFLvk-00024-00036500-00036800 wow, i can feel everything. from everyside.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00025-00037400-00037700 did i bother you?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00026-00038100-00038300 i am so sorry.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00027-00038900-00039300 i don't know where i have to focus on, cause i felt spirit from everyside.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00028-00041500-00041700 person inside?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00029-00045100-00045300 i will gonna go.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00030-00045400-00045800 i will gonna leave....haha no i am not!!!!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00031-00047400-00047900 here is the place one family died before.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00032-00047900-00048300 house owner and family.. whole person in this house.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00033-00052400-00052700 so much creepy.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00034-00060500-00060800 someone in the downfloor.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00035-00061300-00061600 one, two, three!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00036-00063100-00063300 who's there!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00037-00064200-00064300 come on out
6G6rtwMFLvk-00038-00064300-00064700 i said come on out!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00039-00064700-00065000 come on out if you are person!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00040-00069600-00069800 god, i'm gonna crazy.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00041-00070300-00070500 anyone heard something?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00042-00070500-00070800 i heard sound like 'bump'?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00043-00074500-00074800 hello?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00044-00075900-00076400 scream from far away!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00045-00076600-00077000 wake up... don't possess by it..
6G6rtwMFLvk-00046-00077500-00077800 what's this sound from?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00047-00078300-00078500 i said stop doing this..
6G6rtwMFLvk-00048-00078600-00078800 honestly, what's that sound?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00049-00079000-00079300 stop teasing like this!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00050-00080200-00080400 stop it!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00051-00082600-00082800 sound, sound!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00052-00084100-00084400 conversation with woman and man?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00053-00086000-00086300 sound of woman!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00054-00089000-00089500 hang on.... did anyone heard something?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00055-00092100-00092400 person's feet?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00056-00092600-00093000 micol didn't see the feet.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00057-00093000-00093400 but he escape from there, after that he saw the feet in the screenshot.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00058-00095200-00095600 micol was attacked by something!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00059-00096900-00097300 fortunately, micol didn't get hurt.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00060-00098800-00099000 sound.. sound!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00061-00099000-00099500 that's not my foot. what the..
6G6rtwMFLvk-00062-00101700-00102200 at this time, the livestream was cut down because of unstable situation.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00063-00102400-00102700 after shuting down the livestream, i couldn't turn on live again.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00064-00102700-00103200 after that, i can't turn on live for a while, since i came out from the basement.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00065-00103900-00104300 came to statue of venus..
6G6rtwMFLvk-00066-00104600-00105000 i could turn on here.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00067-00105900-00106400 cigarette? or smell like burning something?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00068-00106500-00106900 exactly, smell like burning scales...
6G6rtwMFLvk-00069-00107700-00108000 yeah, that was right.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00070-00108300-00108900 yeah... yeah. that door just swaying like nodding.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00071-00112000-00112200 finally i found it. haha.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00072-00112200-00112500 imma like a dog. smell well...
6G6rtwMFLvk-00073-00113300-00113600 i won't run away.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00074-00115700-00116000 come on out if you can!
6G6rtwMFLvk-00075-00117600-00118000 micol's confidence 20seconds ago.
6G6rtwMFLvk-00076-00118600-00119000 micol already got out to outside...
6G6rtwMFLvk-00077-00119900-00120300 (person who possessed by it) who's there?
6G6rtwMFLvk-00078-00121100-00121500 micol tried to get inside...
6G6rtwMFLvk-00079-00121500-00121900 it was person, but it moved like spirit without any sound,
6G6rtwMFLvk-00080-00121900-00122500 and micol said it was not a person for sure when micol felt in that place.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00000-00000000-00000078 Good morning, John!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00001-00000078-00000344 I spent a bunch of time at the DFTVA.com Warehouse this week,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00002-00000344-00000556 because it's gettin' into the busy season!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00003-00000556-00000670 Not that they don't have it handled.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00004-00000670-00000803 I mostly just sign.. stuff.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00005-00000803-00000902 It is a really big place,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00006-00000902-00001066 filled with a bunch of really cool stuff!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00007-00001066-00001230 We work with a ton of amazing creators now:
6GD8zTt5j3M-00008-00001230-00001288 Hannah Hart,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00009-00001288-00001362 and Rhett and Link,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00010-00001362-00001478 and Glozell Green,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00011-00001514-00001564 and MinuteEarth,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00012-00001564-00001698 and This Star Won't Go Out.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00013-00001712-00001764 We sell shirts,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00014-00001764-00001816 and hats,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00015-00001816-00001872 and posters,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00016-00001872-00001930 and mugs,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00017-00001930-00002016 and tea...
6GD8zTt5j3M-00018-00002016-00002272 And, I'm just happy that we get to send people stuff that they like;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00019-00002272-00002604 and help creative people do what they want to do for a living.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00020-00002604-00002664 And today,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00021-00002664-00002772 the day after Thanksgiving,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00022-00002772-00002962 I'm actually recording this on Thanksgiving.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00023-00002962-00003068 And also, the day after, John,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00024-00003068-00003444 you made a video about how we are apparently incapable of understanding how
6GD8zTt5j3M-00025-00003490-00003714 good the world is, comparatively.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00026-00003714-00003808 I gotta say!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00027-00003808-00003944 Sometimes, it is hard
6GD8zTt5j3M-00028-00003944-00004070 to keep in mind,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00029-00004096-00004146 how..
6GD8zTt5j3M-00030-00004146-00004292 nice your life is.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00031-00004292-00004386 Like, thought experiment here:
6GD8zTt5j3M-00032-00004386-00004492 say we cure cancer..
6GD8zTt5j3M-00033-00004518-00004576 tomorrow.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00034-00004576-00004672 Mass celebrations!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00035-00004672-00004722 Right?
6GD8zTt5j3M-00036-00004722-00004944 Like, people would not be able to stop smiling
6GD8zTt5j3M-00037-00004944-00005026 for days.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00038-00005026-00005096 And, for years,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00039-00005096-00005386 we would continue feeling the amazingness of that achievement.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00040-00005386-00005516 But, twenty or thirty years later,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00041-00005552-00005798 we would still know that it was great;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00042-00005800-00005968 there would be less suffering in the world,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00043-00005968-00006066 less death.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00044-00006066-00006186 But, we would normalize;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00045-00006186-00006366 we'd just live in a world without cancer.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00046-00006366-00006464 How do I know this, for sure?
6GD8zTt5j3M-00047-00006464-00006609 Well, it's happened before;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00048-00006609-00006942 I mean, we used to not have antibiotics and vaccines.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00049-00006942-00007095 Those things have saved billions-
6GD8zTt5j3M-00050-00007095-00007259 BILLIONS of lives;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00051-00007259-00007478 and yet, we go on everyday just sort of thinking:
6GD8zTt5j3M-00052-00007478-00007540 "Yeah, you know,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00053-00007540-00007726 antibiotics and vaccines.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00054-00007726-00007786 They're nice."
6GD8zTt5j3M-00055-00007786-00008006 But, we aren't deeply and emotionally touched
6GD8zTt5j3M-00056-00008040-00008176 by the magnificent,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00057-00008176-00008248 magic
6GD8zTt5j3M-00058-00008248-00008388 that is this ability
6GD8zTt5j3M-00059-00008388-00008504 to not die;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00060-00008504-00008744 the way that humans always used to die!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00061-00008744-00008822 Another example:
6GD8zTt5j3M-00062-00008822-00009022 uh- I was born into an America
6GD8zTt5j3M-00063-00009022-00009072 where
6GD8zTt5j3M-00064-00009072-00009310 two people could be denied the right to marry,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00065-00009310-00009412 because of their gender.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00066-00009412-00009624 And, so was everyone else watching this video,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00067-00009624-00009810 unless you are less than 6 months old;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00068-00009810-00009864 in which case,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00069-00009864-00009990 glpblpblpdpbpgp
6GD8zTt5j3M-00070-00009990-00010060 bgaaaw!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00071-00010060-00010246 But, we've already stopped being excited about that!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00072-00010246-00010366 And, maybe that's GOOD!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00073-00010366-00010566 That we're not designed to say,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00074-00010566-00010766 "Well, I guess we've done pretty well.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00075-00010766-00010976 Might as well stop progressing..."
6GD8zTt5j3M-00076-00010976-00011046 Objectively,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00077-00011046-00011342 on average, this is the best time to be alive in human history.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00078-00011342-00011526 I mean, I know I say that as someone who,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00079-00011526-00011682 like, literally wearing-
6GD8zTt5j3M-00080-00011718-00011822 like, the most-
6GD8zTt5j3M-00081-00011886-00012062 preppy thing I've ever worn on VlogBrothers!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00082-00012062-00012146 It's Thanksgiving!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00083-00012160-00012216 I'm dressed up.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00084-00012216-00012316 We have achieved
6GD8zTt5j3M-00085-00012316-00012556 so much to decrease the suffering of people!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00086-00012556-00012656 During my Grandmother's life,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00087-00012656-00012932 there was a war in which 60 million people died.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00088-00012932-00013010 60
6GD8zTt5j3M-00089-00013010-00013069 million!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00090-00013069-00013250 My Mother was born into an America
6GD8zTt5j3M-00091-00013250-00013450 where black people had different schools,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00092-00013450-00013580 and different bathrooms!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00093-00013580-00013950 But, it's impossible to go through life feeling all of these accomplishments every second;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00094-00013950-00014058 and, maybe we shouldn't!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00095-00014058-00014156 Maybe it's beautiful
6GD8zTt5j3M-00096-00014156-00014322 that we move on from our successes
6GD8zTt5j3M-00097-00014322-00014554 and immediately fret over the next giant,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00098-00014554-00014776 magnificent problem that we have to overcome.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00099-00014776-00014906 But, if we never look back,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00100-00014906-00015084 and never think about what we've done;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00101-00015084-00015202 then it all looks hopeless.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00102-00015202-00015312 It looks impossible!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00103-00015312-00015430 Which is why it has to be a mix
6GD8zTt5j3M-00104-00015430-00015686 of- of dissatisfaction with the way that it is,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00105-00015686-00015816 and what could be better,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00106-00015816-00015952 and we have to work for that;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00107-00015980-00016358 and also recognizing that we've done a great deal of remarkable things,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00108-00016358-00016554 as a species, and as individuals.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00109-00016554-00016774 Like, I get to live in a world without smallpox;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00110-00016774-00017138 and in a world with twenty one pilots songs and pumpkin pie.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00111-00017138-00017306 One day a year of Thanksgiving,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00112-00017306-00017460 is not enough days of the year.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00113-00017460-00017610 This is something that I think
6GD8zTt5j3M-00114-00017644-00017752 really is powerful,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00115-00017752-00017870 and motivates me,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00116-00017870-00018112 and makes me happier and more effective!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00117-00018112-00018214 Just to be thankful
6GD8zTt5j3M-00118-00018214-00018420 for the literal billions of people,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00119-00018420-00018748 who have worked hard to make life better for their children;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00120-00018748-00018804 ah, euh-
6GD8zTt5j3M-00121-00018804-00018964 because I'm one of those children!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00122-00018964-00019014 And I hope
6GD8zTt5j3M-00123-00019014-00019168 that I can honour the memory of those people;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00124-00019168-00019368 by both appreciating what they've done,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00125-00019368-00019498 and also building on it.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00126-00019526-00019578 John,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00127-00019578-00019682 I'll see you on Tuesday.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00128-00019682-00020036 And, in addition to everything at DFTBA.com being 20% off this week,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00129-00020036-00020146 we also have:
6GD8zTt5j3M-00130-00020146-00020294 [in a comedic voice] Bobble John;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00131-00020294-00020440 and also,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00132-00020440-00020596 Bobble Hank!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00133-00020596-00020646 [Sound of bobble heads bobbling]
6GD8zTt5j3M-00134-00020646-00020704 [Hank]: AAAAAH!!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00135-00020704-00020832 [Hank voicing Bobble John in an accented voice]: "Why do you look so grumpy?"
6GD8zTt5j3M-00136-00020832-00020988 [Hank voicing Bobble Hank]: My hair is very, very nice."
6GD8zTt5j3M-00137-00020988-00021076 [Hank in an accented voice]: You can make us kiss.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00138-00021076-00021126 [Hank, in his normal voice]: Oh!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00139-00021126-00021176 That was actually-
6GD8zTt5j3M-00140-00021176-00021232 [Disgusted] Bleueuagh!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00141-00021232-00021292 Don't do that!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00142-00021292-00021688 [Music]
6GD8zTt5j3M-00143-00021688-00021860 [Bobble Hank]: Hello, and welcome to "Dear Hank and John"!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00144-00021860-00022076 [Bobble John]: Or, as I prefer to think of it, "Dear John and Hank"!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00145-00022076-00022208 [Bobble Hank]: It's a comedy podcast,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00146-00022208-00022366 where me and my brother John
6GD8zTt5j3M-00147-00022366-00022456 answer your questions,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00148-00022456-00022550 give you dubious advice,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00149-00022550-00022666 and bring you all the week's news;
6GD8zTt5j3M-00150-00022666-00022894 from both Mars and AFC Wimbledon.
6GD8zTt5j3M-00151-00022894-00022954 And today,
6GD8zTt5j3M-00152-00022974-00023060 we're doing it..
6GD8zTt5j3M-00153-00023060-00023176 [Bobble John]: [In a deep voice] LIVE!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00154-00023176-00023260 [Bobble Hank]: Together!!
6GD8zTt5j3M-00155-00023260-00023504 [Music]
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00000-00000064-00000253 We've already talked about the process
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00001-00000253-00000697 from going from DNA to messenger RNA.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00002-00000697-00000916 And we call that process transcription.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00003-00000916-00001318 And this occurs in the nucleus.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00004-00001318-00001639 And then that messenger RNA makes its way outside
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00005-00001639-00002025 of the nucleus, and it attaches to a ribosome.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00006-00002025-00002374 And then it is translated into a protein.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00007-00002657-00003110 And so you could say that this part right over here,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00008-00003110-00003325 this is being facilitated by a ribosome.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00009-00003325-00003610 Or it's happening at a ribosome.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00010-00003610-00003811 With that high-level overview, I now
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00011-00003811-00004122 want to think a little bit in more detail about how this
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00012-00004122-00004421 actually happens, or the structure of things where
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00013-00004421-00004716 this happens inside of a cell.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00014-00004716-00005024 And so I'm going to now draw the nucleus in a little bit more
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00015-00005024-00005247 detail so that we can really see what's
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00016-00005247-00005453 happening on its membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00017-00005453-00005864 So this right over here is the nucleus.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00018-00005864-00006171 Actually, let me draw it like this.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00019-00006171-00006573 And instead of just drawing the nucleus with one single line,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00020-00006573-00006784 I'm going to draw it with two lines.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00021-00006784-00007255 Because it's actually a double bilipid membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00022-00007255-00007570 So this is one bilipid layer right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00023-00007570-00007895 And then this is another one right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00024-00007895-00008109 And I'm obviously not drawing it to scale.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00025-00008109-00008350 I'm drawing it so you can get a sense of things.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00026-00008350-00008641 So each of these lines that I'm drawing,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00027-00008641-00008993 if I were to zoom in on this-- so if I were to zoom in on each
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00028-00008993-00009236 of these lines, so let's zoom in.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00029-00009236-00009838 And if I got a box like that, you would see a bilipid layer.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00030-00009838-00010386 So a bilipid layer looks like this.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00031-00010386-00010628 You have the circle is a hydrophilic end
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00032-00010628-00011080 and those lines are the fatty hydrophobic ends.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00033-00011080-00011233 So that's our bilipid layer.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00034-00011233-00011672 So that's each of these lines that I have drawn, each of them
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00035-00011672-00011932 are a bilipid layer.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00036-00011932-00012246 So the question is, well, how does the mRNA-- obviously
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00037-00012246-00012490 you have all this transcription going on.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00038-00012490-00012684 You have the DNA, you have the mRNA.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00039-00012684-00012947 It's all in here, this big jumble
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00040-00012947-00013225 of chromatin inside the nucleus.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00041-00013225-00013963 How does it make its way outside of this double bilipid layer?
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00042-00013963-00014400 And the way it makes its way out is through nuclear pores.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00043-00014400-00014896 So a nuclear pore is essentially a tunnel.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00044-00014896-00015055 And there are thousands of these.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00045-00015055-00015404 It's a tunnel through this bilipid layer.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00046-00015404-00015722 So the tunnel is made up of a bunch of proteins.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00047-00015722-00015863 So this right over here-- and this
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00048-00015863-00016019 is kind of a cross section of it.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00049-00016019-00016207 But you could almost imagine it if you're
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00050-00016207-00016360 thinking of it in three dimensions,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00051-00016360-00016531 you would imagine a tunnel.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00052-00016531-00016761 A protein-constructed-- a tunnel made out
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00053-00016761-00017588 of proteins that goes through this double bilipid membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00054-00017588-00018697 And so the mRNA can make its way out and get to a free ribosome,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00055-00018697-00019042 and then be translated into a protein.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00056-00019384-00019750 But this right over here is not the complete picture.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00057-00019750-00020234 Because when you translate a protein using a free ribosome,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00058-00020234-00020556 this is for proteins that are used inside the cell.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00059-00020556-00021033 So let me draw the entire cell right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00060-00021033-00021211 This is the cell.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00061-00021211-00021695 This right over here is the cytosol of the cell.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00062-00021695-00021849 And you might be sometimes confused
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00063-00021849-00022154 with the term cytosol and cytoplasm.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00064-00022154-00022486 Cytosol is all the fluid between the organelles.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00065-00022486-00022786 Cytoplasm is everything that's inside the cell.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00066-00022786-00023052 So it's the cytosol and the organelles
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00067-00023052-00023376 and the stuff inside the organelles is the cytoplasm.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00068-00023376-00023665 So cytoplasm is everything inside of the cell.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00069-00023665-00024189 Cytosol is just the fluid that's between the organelles.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00070-00024189-00024591 So anyway, the free ribosome over here, this translation
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00071-00024591-00024938 is good for proteins used within the cell itself.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00072-00024938-00025206 The proteins can then float around the cytosol
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00073-00025206-00025416 and used in whichever way is appropriate.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00074-00025416-00025760 But how do you get protein outside of the cell,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00075-00025760-00026008 or even inside the cellular membrane?
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00076-00026008-00026260 Not within it, within the cell, but embedded
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00077-00026260-00026544 in the cell membrane or outside of the cell itself.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00078-00026544-00026688 And we know that cells communicate
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00079-00026688-00026925 in all sorts of different ways and they produce proteins
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00080-00026925-00027119 for other cells or for use in the bloodstream,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00081-00027119-00027307 or whatever it might be.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00082-00027307-00027570 And that's what we're going to focus on in this video.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00083-00027570-00027995 So contiguous with this what's called a perinuclear
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00084-00027995-00028238 space right over here, so the space between these two
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00085-00028238-00028591 membranes-- So you have this perinuclear space
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00086-00028591-00028864 between the inner and outer nuclear membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00087-00028864-00028960 Let me just label that.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00088-00028960-00029222 That's the inner nuclear membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00089-00029222-00029545 That's the outer nuclear membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00090-00029545-00029957 You could continue this outer nuclear membrane,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00091-00029957-00030587 and you get into these kind of flaps and folds and bulges.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00092-00030587-00030814 And this right over here is considered
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00093-00030814-00031025 a separate organelle.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00094-00031025-00031275 So you get this thing that looks like this,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00095-00031275-00031602 and I'll just do it the best that I can draw it.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00096-00031602-00031745 And this right over here is called
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00097-00031745-00032011 the endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00098-00032011-00032613 So this right here is endoplasmic reticulum,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00099-00032613-00033021 which I've always thought would be a good name for a band.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00100-00033021-00033505 And the endoplasmic reticulum is key for starting
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00101-00033505-00033814 to produce and then later on package proteins that
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00102-00033814-00034185 are either embedded in the cellular membrane
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00103-00034185-00034561 or used outside of the cell itself.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00104-00034561-00034720 So how does that happen?
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00105-00034720-00035084 Well, the endoplasmic reticulum really has two regions.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00106-00035084-00035391 It has the rough endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00107-00035391-00035750 And the rough endoplasmic reticulum
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00108-00035750-00035944 has a bunch of ribosomes.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00109-00035944-00036119 So that's a free ribosome right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00110-00036119-00036384 This is an attached ribosome.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00111-00036384-00036613 These are ribosomes that are attached
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00112-00036613-00037037 to the membrane of the endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00113-00037037-00037207 So this region where you have attached
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00114-00037207-00037691 ribosomes right over here, that is
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00115-00037691-00038003 the rough endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00116-00038003-00038227 I'll call it the rough ER for short.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00117-00038227-00038507 Perhaps an even better name for a band.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00118-00038507-00038666 And then there's another region, which
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00119-00038666-00038936 is the smooth endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00120-00038936-00039310 And the role that this plays in protein synthesis,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00121-00039310-00039531 or at least getting proteins ready for the outside
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00122-00039531-00040114 of the cell, is you can have messenger RNA-- let
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00123-00040114-00040342 me do that in that lighter green color--
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00124-00040342-00040677 you can have messenger RNA find one
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00125-00040677-00041002 of these ribosomes associated with the rough endoplasmic
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00126-00041002-00041103 reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00127-00041103-00041355 And as the protein is translated,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00128-00041355-00041655 it won't be translated inside the cytosol.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00129-00041655-00041893 It'll be translated on the other side
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00130-00041893-00042261 of the rough endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00131-00042261-00042578 Or you could say on the inside of it,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00132-00042578-00043025 in the lumen of the rough endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00133-00043025-00043171 Let me make that a little bit-- let
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00134-00043171-00043344 me draw that a little bit better.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00135-00043344-00043648 So let's say that this right over here, that right over here
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00136-00043648-00043987 is the membrane of the endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00137-00043987-00044349 And then as a protein, or as a mRNA
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00138-00044349-00044643 is being translated into protein,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00139-00044643-00044926 the ribosome can attach.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00140-00044926-00045437 And let's say that this right over here
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00141-00045437-00045753 is the mRNA that is being translated.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00142-00045753-00046080 Let's say it's going in that direction right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00143-00046080-00046349 Here is the membrane of the ER.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00144-00046349-00046561 So ER membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00145-00046924-00047196 This right over here-- and actually, the way I've drawn it
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00146-00047196-00047443 right over here, this is just one bilipid layer.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00147-00047443-00047717 So let me just draw it like this.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00148-00047717-00047923 I could do it like this.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00149-00047923-00048222 And this is actually, this bilipid layer is continuous.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00150-00048222-00048648 It's continuous with the outer nuclear membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00151-00048648-00049103 So let me just make it like that so you get the picture.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00152-00049103-00049603 And then at some point in the translation process,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00153-00049603-00050108 the protein can be spit out on the inside.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00154-00050108-00050411 As it's being translated, it can be spit out
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00155-00050411-00050735 on the inside of the endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00156-00050735-00050961 So this is the lumen.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00157-00050961-00051180 This is the ER lumen right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00158-00051180-00051515 So we're inside the endoplasmic reticulum here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00159-00051515-00052039 Here we're outside in the cytosol.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00160-00052601-00052978 So that way you get the protein now, inside the ER.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00161-00052978-00053135 Inside the endoplasmic reticulum,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00162-00053135-00053309 and it can travel through it.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00163-00053309-00053527 And at some point, it can bud off.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00164-00053527-00053819 So let's say, imagine the protein is right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00165-00053819-00054160 And the smooth endoplasmic reticulum has many functions,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00166-00054160-00054627 and I won't get into all the depth of how it's involved.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00167-00054627-00054959 But at some point that protein can bud off.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00168-00054959-00055226 So let me draw a budding off protein.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00169-00055226-00055627 So let's say this is the membrane
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00170-00055627-00055870 of the endoplasmic reticulum.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00171-00055870-00056520 And a protein, let's say, ends up right over here.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00172-00056520-00056658 And then it can bud out.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00173-00056658-00057066 So it could go from that to-- let me do that same color.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00174-00057066-00057697 It could go from that to that-- I
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00175-00057697-00058227 think you see where this is going-- to that, and then
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00176-00058227-00058372 to that.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00177-00058372-00058791 And then it could go to something like this.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00178-00058791-00059024 Now it has budded out.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00179-00059024-00059316 And when you have a protein, or really you
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00180-00059316-00059496 have anything that's being transported
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00181-00059496-00059932 around a cell with its own little mini membrane,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00182-00059932-00060113 we call this a vesicle.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00183-00060113-00060562 So now it'll bundle up, and now it is a vesicle.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00184-00060562-00060750 Now, this vesicle can then-- let me
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00185-00060750-00061195 draw some of these vesicles holding some proteins, so
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00186-00061195-00062024 let me draw that-- can then go to the Golgi apparatus, which
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00187-00062024-00062366 I'll drawn in blue right over here as best as I can.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00188-00062366-00062641 So the Golgi apparatus.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00189-00062641-00062846 This is not-- obviously there could
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00190-00062846-00063161 be better drawings of something like this.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00191-00063161-00063434 And then they can essentially do the reverse process,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00192-00063434-00063760 and they can attach themselves to the Golgi, oftentimes
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00193-00063760-00064133 the Golgi body, named after Mr. Golgi who discovered this.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00194-00064133-00064379 And then the proteins, once they get
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00195-00064379-00064715 into the inside of the Golgi body,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00196-00064715-00065079 then they essentially go into a maturation process
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00197-00065079-00065371 so that they're ready for transport outside of the cell,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00198-00065371-00065700 or maybe to be embedded into the cellular membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00199-00065700-00065914 So this right over here is the Golgi body,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00200-00065914-00066111 or a Golgi body or Golgi apparatus.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00201-00066848-00067201 And then once they're done with that process,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00202-00067201-00067622 then this is kind of the fully-manufactured protein
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00203-00067622-00067940 ready to be used.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00204-00067940-00068230 And actually, maybe I'll make it a slightly different-- well,
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00205-00068230-00068374 I'll just use that same color.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00206-00068374-00068596 This is the fully-manufactured protein.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00207-00068596-00069025 And now it can transport to the cell membrane.
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00208-00069025-00069339 And that protein can either be transported
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00209-00069339-00069606 outside of the cell, or it can be
6ITTYRtbu1Q-00210-00069606-00069939 embedded within the membrane itself.
6IWvMZwv_MI-00000-00000206-00000787 getting all kinds of ah crap
6IWvMZwv_MI-00001-00000787-00000887 hi guys
6IWvMZwv_MI-00002-00000887-00002263 hi we got a new light right here
6IWvMZwv_MI-00003-00002263-00002617 nightly walk your host Ben
6IWvMZwv_MI-00004-00002617-00003488 how they met I'm completely blinded by this light
6IWvMZwv_MI-00005-00003488-00003799 hi Tiffany
6IWvMZwv_MI-00006-00003799-00004727 how are you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00007-00004727-00005473 I just realized this late oh great idea but I can't see anything so that kind of sucks
6IWvMZwv_MI-00008-00005473-00005993 how's everybody doing
6IWvMZwv_MI-00009-00005993-00006747 I'm doing good I take my walk you know stay sane
6IWvMZwv_MI-00010-00006747-00007753 got this little selfie light hooked to my phone and it's just so bright isn't this bright
6IWvMZwv_MI-00011-00007753-00008022 so
6IWvMZwv_MI-00012-00008022-00009035 we're gonna do this whole trip with you guys telling me which way to go I've been up and
6IWvMZwv_MI-00013-00009035-00009796 down every street here I've gazillion times so [Applause] when I find a Direction I will
6IWvMZwv_MI-00014-00009796-00010382 leave it to Beaver how's everybody doing advice staying sober
6IWvMZwv_MI-00015-00010382-00011682 I think it's about nine o'clock P.M here for me
6IWvMZwv_MI-00016-00011682-00012853 I look like I'm on a new show or something I'm all illuminated in the dark
6IWvMZwv_MI-00017-00012853-00013028 on the Reel this light should be facing the other way
6IWvMZwv_MI-00018-00013028-00014456 see where we're going
6IWvMZwv_MI-00019-00014456-00014556 ski
6IWvMZwv_MI-00020-00014556-00016138 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00021-00016138-00016885 by the way anybody's coming down it's a good one they got goats live goats if you want
6IWvMZwv_MI-00022-00016885-00017154 to hang out with the goats
6IWvMZwv_MI-00023-00017154-00018200 I've done a night walk before it was after watching The Shining I ran home yeah that's
6IWvMZwv_MI-00024-00018200-00018848 funny yeah you gotta be careful out there all right Tiffany I think you're the only
6IWvMZwv_MI-00025-00018848-00019572 one in my chat right now would you like me to go straight left which is different all
6IWvMZwv_MI-00026-00019572-00019848 right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00027-00019848-00020245 straight left all right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00028-00020245-00021745 straight a little left all right left oh man she wants me to go through the dark okay
6IWvMZwv_MI-00029-00021745-00023066 all right we're heading toward uh Creek bed and no signs of Life perfect let's do it I'm
6IWvMZwv_MI-00030-00023066-00023354 down
6IWvMZwv_MI-00031-00023354-00024506 got my only friend Abba Zaba You My Only Friend
6IWvMZwv_MI-00032-00024506-00025125 welcome all you lurkers as well lurkers are all welcome you know and if you're a lurker
6IWvMZwv_MI-00033-00025125-00025567 and you wanna help a brother out but you don't want your channel shouted out just tell me
6IWvMZwv_MI-00034-00025567-00026482 and I won't shout you out
6IWvMZwv_MI-00035-00026482-00026932 Channel shout outs let me know if they help you guys at all as well you know because I
6IWvMZwv_MI-00036-00026932-00027722 know back when I started YouTube man what I wouldn't do to have somebody shout my channel
6IWvMZwv_MI-00037-00027722-00027823 heck yeah Willie thanks man
6IWvMZwv_MI-00038-00027823-00029269 yeah I appreciate you sharing me out Willie good to see you tonight man hopefully you're
6IWvMZwv_MI-00039-00029269-00030162 still keeping up the same Journey it's a tough one my man but if you're able you know you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00040-00030162-00031013 get your booty out there and walk holy [__] y'all I gotta turn around
6IWvMZwv_MI-00041-00031013-00031579 I'm sorry Tiffany I will go back but I forgot something very important to uh walking at
6IWvMZwv_MI-00042-00031579-00032480 night and that's a protection but we're not too far from the house let's take a walk back
6IWvMZwv_MI-00043-00032480-00033128 I got all night Rainey told me tonight she said um you know maybe don't hurry home and
6IWvMZwv_MI-00044-00033128-00033895 I was like man when I got home I was sweating so in other words try to take my time and
6IWvMZwv_MI-00045-00033895-00034683 just you know hang out at the park you know whatever
6IWvMZwv_MI-00046-00034683-00035211 we'll figure something out it'll be fun we're gonna do this for hours boy
6IWvMZwv_MI-00047-00035211-00037337 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00048-00037337-00038030 so we're headed back to my house sorry about that we got like six and a half minutes down
6IWvMZwv_MI-00049-00038030-00038536 the road
6IWvMZwv_MI-00050-00038536-00040239 that's okay I don't think I brought enough green we gotta get [__]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00051-00040239-00040695 yeah so anybody uh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00052-00040695-00040913 you know I got nothing man
6IWvMZwv_MI-00053-00040913-00042456 just try to be quiet huh that way you guys can enjoy the night the ASMR aspect of 
6IWvMZwv_MI-00054-00042456-00042556 it all
6IWvMZwv_MI-00055-00042556-00043371 thank you oh my flock just put out legends never die I'm assuming that's an MGK song
6IWvMZwv_MI-00056-00043371-00043582 I love that
6IWvMZwv_MI-00057-00043582-00044752 oh I smell uh I smell fireplaces it smells so good just like fresh mesquite wood fresh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00058-00044752-00045581 meaning still pretty wet smells really strong oh it smells good reminds me of camping you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00059-00045581-00045681 know
6IWvMZwv_MI-00060-00045681-00046247 I pity the fool
6IWvMZwv_MI-00061-00046247-00047162 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00062-00047162-00048076 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00063-00048076-00048519 live live live live live live live live live live live live live live live live live live
6IWvMZwv_MI-00064-00048519-00048769 live live live
6IWvMZwv_MI-00065-00048769-00048869 real life
6IWvMZwv_MI-00066-00048869-00050028 live pretty sure in the future I'll be eat sleep repeat live oh yeah I already do that
6IWvMZwv_MI-00067-00050028-00051955 all right back down the alleyway back down the alley back down the alleyway
6IWvMZwv_MI-00068-00051955-00052351 try to stay uplifted you know uplifted gifted keep my mood shifted
6IWvMZwv_MI-00069-00052351-00053973 I'm gonna have to grab my Chillum
6IWvMZwv_MI-00070-00053973-00055104 yeah gotta grab a few things y'all gotta grab a few things all right you're gonna come with
6IWvMZwv_MI-00071-00055104-00055204 me this will be fun
6IWvMZwv_MI-00072-00055204-00056274 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00073-00056274-00058582 bear with me okay we'll get back to chat in just a second it's got a foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00074-00058582-00059058 's birthday today heck yeah let's go happy birthday Scarface
6IWvMZwv_MI-00075-00059058-00060188 all right [Applause] leave my joint burning
6IWvMZwv_MI-00076-00060188-00060288 icky
6IWvMZwv_MI-00077-00060288-00061972 thank you I love you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00078-00061972-00062504 it's my cat
6IWvMZwv_MI-00079-00062504-00064626 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00080-00064626-00066748 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00082-00070482-00070582 okay
6IWvMZwv_MI-00083-00070582-00070833 roll out
6IWvMZwv_MI-00084-00070833-00073369 all right guys sorry about all that be yes we're back from my outer space
6IWvMZwv_MI-00085-00073369-00073707 you know
6IWvMZwv_MI-00086-00073707-00073876 hi
6IWvMZwv_MI-00087-00073876-00074789 okay back at it again what do you say we go uh right for a change huh let's go right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00088-00074789-00077236 enjoy the ASMR that asthma
6IWvMZwv_MI-00089-00077236-00079245 83 today holy crap he's still kicking huh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00090-00079245-00079896 anybody ever hear uh any more about Bruce Willis one of my action heroes you know but
6IWvMZwv_MI-00091-00079896-00080730 I heard he wasn't doing well a little while back Alzheimer's and stuff I really hope he
6IWvMZwv_MI-00092-00080730-00081983 got better man but I know how that goes
6IWvMZwv_MI-00093-00081983-00084656 Jack Nicholson holy crap he's still kicking too Legends really right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00094-00084656-00086392 good
6IWvMZwv_MI-00095-00086392-00087389 Mr Rogers what it do do poo poo
6IWvMZwv_MI-00096-00087389-00087920 I was walking through this alley this exact spot actually I was on my bike mountain bike
6IWvMZwv_MI-00097-00087920-00088375 I was trying to ride to my friends to have a drink for the night you know and there's
6IWvMZwv_MI-00098-00088375-00088881 a bear up this damn tree you can't really see it but it's a big tree right here he was
6IWvMZwv_MI-00099-00088881-00089431 just up in it as soon as I got close to him he jumped down to the ground and I went and
6IWvMZwv_MI-00100-00089431-00090119 I turned around and went back and I went and got my kids and we drove and you know found
6IWvMZwv_MI-00101-00090119-00090779 it saw it drove behind it it jumped the wall
6IWvMZwv_MI-00102-00090779-00091612 so I knocked on the lady's door let her know there's a bear in her yard facts
6IWvMZwv_MI-00103-00091612-00092163 but it's good to see you here man I'm glad you can make it
6IWvMZwv_MI-00104-00092163-00093773 remember some pasty legs huh hasty
6IWvMZwv_MI-00106-00100413-00100931 I heard that
6IWvMZwv_MI-00107-00100931-00102504 I heard that too foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00108-00102504-00103416 any questions ask away just uh enjoying my walk really quite peaceful tonight seems like
6IWvMZwv_MI-00109-00103416-00104424 it is every night I gotta do this more often
6IWvMZwv_MI-00110-00104424-00105003 the Arizona sky well I mean I wish I had a farm bro because I mean like an iPhone I don't
6IWvMZwv_MI-00111-00105003-00105486 know if you guys can tell you see the Moon up there yeah the Arizona sky that's no lie
6IWvMZwv_MI-00112-00105486-00106398 dude it's like on blast and then some nights you know some nights it's it's absolutely
6IWvMZwv_MI-00113-00106398-00106928 amazing beautiful yeah rainy it has a telescope and like good camera so she gets some good
6IWvMZwv_MI-00114-00106928-00107028 photos
6IWvMZwv_MI-00115-00107028-00108195 all right guys left right or straight left straight right and that is also a dead end
6IWvMZwv_MI-00116-00108195-00109223 just so you know if we go that way we have to turn around straight left all right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00117-00109223-00110430 we got all night so
6IWvMZwv_MI-00118-00110430-00110535 straight hell yeah
6IWvMZwv_MI-00119-00110535-00111727 oh my God I just realized that I had that light on my camera
6IWvMZwv_MI-00120-00111727-00112314 so that probably didn't work very well
6IWvMZwv_MI-00121-00112314-00113453 I'm new to this whole uh using a cell device you know especially by myself
6IWvMZwv_MI-00122-00113453-00113900 here's that bar I just came about it a different way
6IWvMZwv_MI-00123-00113900-00114828 a wagon wheel this Alleyway I seen a bear down this Alleyway too he was just standing
6IWvMZwv_MI-00124-00114828-00115235 in the middle of the alley dude I was a kid scared the [__] out of me just like that
6IWvMZwv_MI-00125-00115235-00115686 dog right now God damn it
6IWvMZwv_MI-00126-00115686-00116364 30 miles per hour man 30 miles per hour
6IWvMZwv_MI-00127-00116364-00117116 damn right oh there's a car in the front
6IWvMZwv_MI-00128-00117116-00117483 all right guys right left or straight
6IWvMZwv_MI-00129-00117483-00119384 s the highway left's also the highway straight Construction but more town [Music] up to you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00130-00119384-00119591 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00131-00119591-00119800 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00132-00119800-00121664 [Music] he Burks hello I didn't see you there
6IWvMZwv_MI-00133-00121664-00123167 I'm gonna go off with her last message and I'm going with straight again
6IWvMZwv_MI-00134-00123167-00123558 all right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00135-00123558-00124083 a lot of construction going down here in my town right now
6IWvMZwv_MI-00136-00124083-00124616 it's weird because we got the mine here and they [__] up the roads as fast as they
6IWvMZwv_MI-00137-00124616-00124771 fix them
6IWvMZwv_MI-00138-00124771-00125705 oh that smells like a cow truck went by right there that there was a cattle truck right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00139-00125705-00125815 here
6IWvMZwv_MI-00140-00125815-00126252 what's in a name
6IWvMZwv_MI-00141-00126252-00127133 I don't know [Music] what the hell happened here party yeah we'll see if I can turn on
6IWvMZwv_MI-00142-00127133-00127296 my light
6IWvMZwv_MI-00143-00127296-00128109 we got a little Ramada type deal going on here I know it's really dark looks like the
6IWvMZwv_MI-00144-00128109-00129066 kids probably did these from the school
6IWvMZwv_MI-00145-00129066-00129703 so big ass binge dude
6IWvMZwv_MI-00146-00129703-00130233 huh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00147-00130233-00130765 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00148-00130765-00132335 you can't really see let me get my light out
6IWvMZwv_MI-00149-00132335-00133273 the cool thing is if you look underneath this string it has custom water and uh AC it's
6IWvMZwv_MI-00150-00133273-00134200 a whole ass Visitor Center but check this out they can't find volunteers like what kind
6IWvMZwv_MI-00151-00134200-00134703 of volunteers are going to work at a visitor center anyway there's some of the animals
6IWvMZwv_MI-00152-00134703-00135567 out here in case y'all didn't know the black red the Bobcat the mountain lion the cootie
6IWvMZwv_MI-00153-00135567-00136194 the Cuda Monday jaguar and the javelina Jaguar is one that I've never seen here although
6IWvMZwv_MI-00154-00136194-00136575 I do hear about them about all these other guys you see on a regular basis
6IWvMZwv_MI-00155-00136575-00137452 anyway I'm getting my light going
6IWvMZwv_MI-00156-00137452-00137578 huh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00157-00137578-00138671 420 and stuff I'm pretty sure this little selfie light's dying already
6IWvMZwv_MI-00158-00138671-00139527 yep I can't walk like that because then I'm blind [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00159-00139527-00141428 I kind of see the train behind me
6IWvMZwv_MI-00160-00141428-00141615 area
6IWvMZwv_MI-00161-00141615-00141803 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00162-00141803-00142932 card my name in it somewhere
6IWvMZwv_MI-00163-00142932-00143477 anyway we'll see if there's any kids here smoking pot
6IWvMZwv_MI-00164-00143477-00144270 I know this is where I came when I was a young thought I was slick too I'd be hiding and
6IWvMZwv_MI-00165-00144270-00145161 [__] at that Park
6IWvMZwv_MI-00166-00145161-00146044 okay take you inside entryway here got some really ghetto steps that are not maintained
6IWvMZwv_MI-00167-00146044-00146270 and full of weeds but uh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00168-00146270-00146853 used to be a train right here big old train the kids could play on used to be a giant
6IWvMZwv_MI-00169-00146853-00147622 tree they cut all that out uh growing up this right here this particular tree branch this
6IWvMZwv_MI-00170-00147622-00148727 held every pinata man every niece and nephew a lot of my kids yeah pinata this is the spot
6IWvMZwv_MI-00171-00148727-00149831 and then you got a playground which is pretty dope and all right pretty dope and all got
6IWvMZwv_MI-00172-00149831-00150280 your slide and we're about to go do some Parkour but this department pisses me off they won't
6IWvMZwv_MI-00173-00150280-00151135 fix it's been like this for you know ever if that plastic is sharp yo it's real sharp
6IWvMZwv_MI-00174-00151135-00152408 and that's a middle slide you know like what the [__] [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00175-00152408-00153277 I gotta get a new joint
6IWvMZwv_MI-00176-00153277-00153571 ah parkour
6IWvMZwv_MI-00177-00153571-00154529 yeah I'm only 25 minutes in and I'm on my second jig [__] man
6IWvMZwv_MI-00178-00154529-00155239 uh it's ain't sober you know we're gonna go up the playground we
6IWvMZwv_MI-00179-00155239-00156447 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00180-00156447-00156915 you know Ellie it was gonna be uh I put the community post out but I know I'm not everybody
6IWvMZwv_MI-00181-00156915-00157571 checks Community I put it out there my um my new Channel The Truman Show has to have
6IWvMZwv_MI-00182-00157571-00158327 50 Subs before I can go live on a mobile device so I'm at 19 Subs now on it I'm making shorts
6IWvMZwv_MI-00183-00158327-00159014 and silly stuff I'm trying to get people over there but yeah it's I gotta get 50 Subs I
6IWvMZwv_MI-00184-00159014-00159502 know it sucks I have my hopes all high but it's all right we'll get there it won't take
6IWvMZwv_MI-00185-00159502-00159916 long 50 Subs we could do this right now we're gonna parkour
6IWvMZwv_MI-00186-00159916-00160401 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00187-00160401-00160886 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00188-00160886-00161514 I'll go down the twirly slides
6IWvMZwv_MI-00189-00161514-00161834 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00190-00161834-00162153 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00191-00162153-00164222 oh yeah this is where the cool kids hang out we hanging out in the slide
6IWvMZwv_MI-00192-00164222-00166525 it's actually kind of nice cozy you know Thomas was so small town
6IWvMZwv_MI-00193-00166525-00168363 at least it's a big one
6IWvMZwv_MI-00194-00168363-00170001 foreign [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00195-00170001-00170819 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00196-00170819-00171638 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00197-00171638-00172457 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00198-00172457-00173275 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00199-00173275-00173864 I rolled it too tight the uh the weed's a little moist so I rolled it really tight oops
6IWvMZwv_MI-00200-00173864-00174162 you ready we're gonna go down this slide guys you ready
6IWvMZwv_MI-00201-00174162-00174821 a little faster than I expected
6IWvMZwv_MI-00202-00174821-00174967 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00203-00174967-00177002 [Music] okay let's see what it looks like to swing live I want to swing that's right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00204-00177002-00178435 it's a grown man out of park that's what's going on right now
6IWvMZwv_MI-00205-00178435-00178545 oh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00206-00178545-00178716 [Music] is this fun for you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00207-00178716-00179803 we love to swing live right this is sick [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00208-00179803-00181835 [Music] there's even a person in the backyard [Music] all right we're gonna jump
6IWvMZwv_MI-00209-00181835-00182789 all right that was a little risky maybe we should leave
6IWvMZwv_MI-00210-00182789-00182981 this is fun if anything will come back you know
6IWvMZwv_MI-00211-00182981-00184695 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00212-00184695-00186408 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00213-00186408-00187226 yeah this is a place to be on a what is it Tuesday Tuesday night
6IWvMZwv_MI-00214-00187226-00188333 across through the construction we're gonna go through the construction zone I want to
6IWvMZwv_MI-00215-00188333-00188842 get in trouble now
6IWvMZwv_MI-00216-00188842-00190317 this is the local Christian Church by the way
6IWvMZwv_MI-00217-00190317-00191321 they also host a thrift store here right here this little area the thrift store and it's
6IWvMZwv_MI-00218-00191321-00191931 open like every morning but they got some really good stuff for a good price like uh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00219-00191931-00192466 they have a thing called Brown Bag day and uh you can go in there with the big giant
6IWvMZwv_MI-00220-00192466-00192944 brown grocery bags they give you one for five bucks you can fill it up with any clothing
6IWvMZwv_MI-00221-00192944-00193462 you want like yeah you could fit a lot of clothes especially you know some of them ladies
6IWvMZwv_MI-00222-00193462-00194278 clothes you can really load up but they get donations from everyone
6IWvMZwv_MI-00223-00194278-00194649 you know everybody helps each other around here it's a really good community
6IWvMZwv_MI-00224-00194649-00197353 and this street is spooky you know I was gonna say I actually got to turn around because
6IWvMZwv_MI-00225-00197353-00198058 I'm Gonna Leave You guys like sitting outside so I can go pee I try to go play 33 minutes
6IWvMZwv_MI-00226-00198058-00198554 in too I took I took a break right before I left I went to the bathroom but you know
6IWvMZwv_MI-00227-00198554-00198664 what I'm slurping down water
6IWvMZwv_MI-00228-00198664-00200865 I seen something but it was nothing
6IWvMZwv_MI-00229-00200865-00202551 okay so if you guys uh get stolen while I'm in the restroom which is highly unlikely you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00230-00202551-00203000 know just email me let me know who took my phone
6IWvMZwv_MI-00231-00203000-00204075 all right I'm gonna set you right outside it's gonna trip everyone out to like dude
6IWvMZwv_MI-00232-00204075-00205816 is that a camera setup right there show is [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00233-00205816-00207223 okay
6IWvMZwv_MI-00234-00207223-00210037 foreign [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00235-00210037-00212851 [Music] foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00236-00212851-00215067 I brought my my camel bag or whatever they call it um
6IWvMZwv_MI-00237-00215067-00215711 that I normally take on our you know our two hour hikes so I mean I hope it's enough if
6IWvMZwv_MI-00238-00215711-00216419 not you know plenty of places I could stop and fill it up
6IWvMZwv_MI-00239-00216419-00218654 back to the spooky Street huh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00240-00218654-00219804 oh the view all right on right I should just set up a live and just let it just sit there
6IWvMZwv_MI-00241-00219804-00220340 and play I'll show you a really nice spot up ahead where it's just you look at the view
6IWvMZwv_MI-00242-00220340-00221231 and you're like wow that looks peaceful and truly it is that's the beauty of it welcome
6IWvMZwv_MI-00243-00221231-00221519 back everybody
6IWvMZwv_MI-00244-00221519-00222461 what the heck is that a ghost was that a stuttering ghost sound was that what that was ghost s
6IWvMZwv_MI-00245-00222461-00222980 if it was it was a perfect little disciple of it
6IWvMZwv_MI-00246-00222980-00223173 oh fast guy
6IWvMZwv_MI-00247-00223173-00223892 that was a weird sound
6IWvMZwv_MI-00248-00223892-00224481 thank you
6IWvMZwv_MI-00249-00224481-00225881 there's a  few cars running around still it must be a
6IWvMZwv_MI-00250-00225881-00226456 still before 10 huh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00251-00226456-00228983 that's pizza restaurant ever I don't know about all that but you know it's good
6IWvMZwv_MI-00252-00228983-00230227 anyway here's your view
6IWvMZwv_MI-00253-00230227-00230962 this is that's the main strip this is busy the busiest part of town
6IWvMZwv_MI-00254-00230962-00231842 be even better from the road [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00255-00231842-00232875 and I'll stand by and smoke
6IWvMZwv_MI-00256-00232875-00232975 yeah for sure
6IWvMZwv_MI-00257-00232975-00233851 it does it just looks like a ghost town don't it
6IWvMZwv_MI-00258-00233851-00235067 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00259-00235067-00237496 [Music] foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00260-00237496-00238713 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00261-00238713-00239928 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00262-00239928-00241173 that was fun
6IWvMZwv_MI-00263-00241173-00241912 there's a whole group of people walking over there that's random did I miss anything
6IWvMZwv_MI-00264-00241912-00243116 okay we good we good I was up here doing the whole uh what do they call it to hold
6IWvMZwv_MI-00265-00243116-00243216 Titanic scenario
6IWvMZwv_MI-00266-00243216-00244630 lots of people oh it's a bar I didn't realize the bar was open today
6IWvMZwv_MI-00267-00244630-00246006 what do you guys think you want to go past a few drunk people I feel like that'll be
6IWvMZwv_MI-00268-00246006-00246785 a little bit of a trigger for me for me I'm gonna cross because yeah that's definitely
6IWvMZwv_MI-00269-00246785-00247248 not a good one and then they start talking to me I smell the breath no Kinks
6IWvMZwv_MI-00270-00247248-00248767 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00271-00248767-00249594 good stuff this is so I can see and you can see looks a little crazy that's okay
6IWvMZwv_MI-00272-00249594-00250956 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00273-00250956-00251432 that's a semi truck you know I better be nice to watch Cars pass by from right beside the
6IWvMZwv_MI-00274-00251432-00251878 highway what do you guys think I mean I'm not going to sit there I'm just going to put
6IWvMZwv_MI-00275-00251878-00252729 my tripod up yeah this little thing's got a tripod on it if you didn't notice
6IWvMZwv_MI-00276-00252729-00253756 a little Nursery Mexican restaurant Senior Center
6IWvMZwv_MI-00277-00253756-00255256 hope everybody's having a really good night man
6IWvMZwv_MI-00278-00255256-00255356 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00279-00255356-00256246 to be honest I don't know which way to go you guys are more than welcome to pick to
6IWvMZwv_MI-00280-00256246-00257200 the right is uh post office Bakery Market to the left is where we came from really yeah
6IWvMZwv_MI-00281-00257200-00258101 so we're going right dude
6IWvMZwv_MI-00282-00258101-00258976 in my pocket
6IWvMZwv_MI-00283-00258976-00259926 did you guys know that anything visible from the outside is fair game well I want you to
6IWvMZwv_MI-00284-00259926-00260682 know that this is a courthouse and that is a computer monitor that appears to be open
6IWvMZwv_MI-00285-00260682-00261219 I won't do it though we don't want to start no [__] I'm just saying that's what I
6IWvMZwv_MI-00286-00261219-00261644 thought about doing before I started these lives
6IWvMZwv_MI-00287-00261644-00262554 just in general YouTube I was gonna audit the law the dumbest most stressful most dangerous
6IWvMZwv_MI-00288-00262554-00263169 thing you can do I love that people are bringing awareness to it you know but my brain I'm
6IWvMZwv_MI-00289-00263169-00263269 not built for that
6IWvMZwv_MI-00290-00263269-00265577 it's weird you never see that some random woman just texting someone on the street corner
6IWvMZwv_MI-00291-00265577-00266255 does our helipad I know you can't tell that's what it is the helicopters say the same thing
6IWvMZwv_MI-00292-00266255-00267665 every time like the [__] bro
6IWvMZwv_MI-00293-00267665-00268732 oh [__] I just saw a shooting star over there guys
6IWvMZwv_MI-00294-00268732-00268854 one lonely sign way out here
6IWvMZwv_MI-00295-00268854-00269865 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00296-00269865-00270943 the old jailhouse
6IWvMZwv_MI-00297-00270943-00272018 Electric Company
6IWvMZwv_MI-00298-00272018-00274705 this is our Medical Center
6IWvMZwv_MI-00299-00274705-00275243 still they still enforce this [__] here too but I know it's controversial it's a medical
6IWvMZwv_MI-00300-00275243-00275982 center but uh in our small town you know it's just kind of weird
6IWvMZwv_MI-00301-00275982-00277201 most the places didn't do it but there were the few that kind of had to I mean medical
6IWvMZwv_MI-00302-00277201-00277415 facility
6IWvMZwv_MI-00303-00277415-00279610 click click click click what do you hear clicking hey babe how is Conor is Connor asleep
6IWvMZwv_MI-00304-00279610-00279974 yeah we already went to the park and hung out did some sweetening with some sliding
6IWvMZwv_MI-00305-00279974-00280288 uh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00306-00280288-00280841 go look at the snags again but oh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00307-00280841-00281974 I think I have any [__] hold on damn see my problem is guys is I always have ones like
6IWvMZwv_MI-00308-00281974-00282397 one dollar bills but silly me I always give them to my kids every time I get a chance
6IWvMZwv_MI-00309-00282397-00282545 I'm like you want to do some chores I got some allowance
6IWvMZwv_MI-00310-00282545-00285063 facts yeah there we go here's a sheriff see if we can get a rise out of them
6IWvMZwv_MI-00311-00285063-00285486 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00312-00285486-00285909 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00313-00285909-00287236 oh he was asleep right last night [__]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00314-00287236-00288249 [Music] man there's a light on in the bedroom and I was like oh yeah he ain't sweet
6IWvMZwv_MI-00315-00288249-00288366 my bed
6IWvMZwv_MI-00316-00288366-00289358 that guy's going fast dang he didn't stop at all he's in the middle of the highway
6IWvMZwv_MI-00317-00289358-00290107 I wonder what his deal is
6IWvMZwv_MI-00318-00290107-00290255 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00319-00290255-00290404 oh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00320-00290404-00292238 well that's okay I needed my walk it's going pretty well so far so good I mean I was hoping
6IWvMZwv_MI-00321-00292238-00292830 it's like a line of cars with the camera right here by the road while I walk away but no
6IWvMZwv_MI-00322-00292830-00293461 cars are coming out except for when I'm not by the highway
6IWvMZwv_MI-00323-00293461-00294098 where'd everybody go there was five people and then [Music] rainy came in
6IWvMZwv_MI-00324-00294098-00294942 he scared everyone they're like oh [__] Ben's in trouble guys
6IWvMZwv_MI-00325-00294942-00295588 this is definitely a talked about thing
6IWvMZwv_MI-00326-00295588-00295991 a little discussion sting
6IWvMZwv_MI-00327-00295991-00297346 let's go back to this side of town huh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00328-00297346-00297674 oh yeah
6IWvMZwv_MI-00329-00297674-00298446 yeah nobody likes drama she didn't mean it guys she didn't mean it let's stare and just
6IWvMZwv_MI-00330-00298446-00299280 uh oh God triggered let's stare into here and just uh imagine all the yummy stuff we
6IWvMZwv_MI-00331-00299280-00300004 could eat yummy stuff
6IWvMZwv_MI-00332-00300004-00300341 show Connor the candy
6IWvMZwv_MI-00333-00300341-00301452 I'm trying to zoom out guys it's not working
6IWvMZwv_MI-00334-00301452-00302069 I think that's zoomed out
6IWvMZwv_MI-00335-00302069-00302192 anyway
6IWvMZwv_MI-00336-00302192-00303704 do I hear a car I do it's totally on the other side of the highway though [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00337-00303704-00304274 no if I stand here they'll think I'm trying to cross can't do that
6IWvMZwv_MI-00338-00304274-00306685 like it's it's the only crosswalk in town that crosses 
6IWvMZwv_MI-00339-00306685-00307940 the highway I shoot you now
6IWvMZwv_MI-00340-00307940-00310350 all right uh now we chill at the gas station
6IWvMZwv_MI-00341-00310350-00310591 [Applause]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00342-00310591-00310831 laughs
6IWvMZwv_MI-00343-00310831-00311073 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00344-00311073-00311394 thank you for the reminder
6IWvMZwv_MI-00345-00311394-00313301 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00346-00313301-00313401 that was your big drink
6IWvMZwv_MI-00348-00318559-00318820 all right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00349-00318820-00319081 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00350-00319081-00319341 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00351-00319341-00320163 do you think the Cannabis works for headaches now I'm a firm believer that cannabis works
6IWvMZwv_MI-00352-00320163-00320632 for most Medical but when it comes to my head and oxygen to it
6IWvMZwv_MI-00353-00320632-00321517 I try not to smoke anything but I get chronic headaches like it's real bad so maybe that
6IWvMZwv_MI-00354-00321517-00322224 plays A Part
6IWvMZwv_MI-00355-00322224-00322811 but yeah she doesn't actually she hasn't smoked in weeks
6IWvMZwv_MI-00356-00322811-00324913 oh I mean other than that couple puffs off the the new little e thing which she hated
6IWvMZwv_MI-00357-00324913-00325651 you know what I think I think I went out too early
6IWvMZwv_MI-00358-00325651-00326195 I think that I'm gonna do this again
6IWvMZwv_MI-00359-00326195-00327336 in a little bit but only if Randy wants to play fortnite
6IWvMZwv_MI-00360-00327336-00327649 otherwise I'll just
6IWvMZwv_MI-00361-00327649-00327905 it's a little bit loud
6IWvMZwv_MI-00362-00327905-00328582 or if Randy would like my company but yeah if I had announced she was awake to be honest
6IWvMZwv_MI-00363-00328582-00329008 guys I would have waited I mean I knew she was awake but I thought for sure she was putting
6IWvMZwv_MI-00364-00329008-00329663 them down still it takes a while usually to go to sleep so this is particularly fast but
6IWvMZwv_MI-00365-00329663-00329919 no my head hurts okay that's fair
6IWvMZwv_MI-00366-00329919-00331743 let's go through a dark alley right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00367-00331743-00332698 so that's a definite no to fortnite right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00368-00332698-00332835 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00369-00332835-00335190 [Music] this light is so incredibly bright but it's in my face it's not when it's in
6IWvMZwv_MI-00370-00335190-00335744 front of me [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00371-00335744-00337572 yeah because I mean I don't know how long I can walk I mean unless I'm going to Forest
6IWvMZwv_MI-00372-00337572-00338390 count this [__] and become real strong you know but
6IWvMZwv_MI-00373-00338390-00338620 this is one of those things where it's like replace a habit with the habit but this is
6IWvMZwv_MI-00374-00338620-00339315 uh a lot harder to do you know what I mean I don't know if anybody gets it I'm not making
6IWvMZwv_MI-00375-00339315-00339758 excuses I'm just being realistic trying to think of a good
6IWvMZwv_MI-00377-00343518-00343935 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00378-00343935-00344353 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00379-00344353-00344783 it's dark
6IWvMZwv_MI-00380-00344783-00347634 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00381-00347634-00350484 foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00382-00350484-00351412 we appreciate you we think you guys are really awesome too we say that I mean uh the whole
6IWvMZwv_MI-00383-00351412-00352202 family you guys all seem like a really really good people you know likable
6IWvMZwv_MI-00384-00352202-00352935 and awesome likable is way too downgrading of a word
6IWvMZwv_MI-00385-00352935-00354208 but yeah I appreciate that you guys didn't see it yet you go over to uh The Truman Show
6IWvMZwv_MI-00386-00354208-00355140 And subscribe first of all because I gotta get it to 50 and then um check out that Avatar
6IWvMZwv_MI-00387-00355140-00355752 pretty badass I mean I thought I did a good job and then she comes in with the heat like
6IWvMZwv_MI-00388-00355752-00356431 oh look let's put your face in it what I'm like what next level
6IWvMZwv_MI-00389-00356431-00358421 well yeah
6IWvMZwv_MI-00390-00358421-00359228 you know real talk I think I'm going to uh head home
6IWvMZwv_MI-00391-00359228-00359445 get on YouTube
6IWvMZwv_MI-00392-00359445-00360133 serve some channels see who's live anybody's live right now let me know
6IWvMZwv_MI-00393-00360133-00360233 you know
6IWvMZwv_MI-00394-00360233-00362727 I just got scared by my selfie stick shadow foreign
6IWvMZwv_MI-00395-00362727-00363966 it's more like all right I said it's scary but uh it's more like uh jumpy you know like
6IWvMZwv_MI-00396-00363966-00364066 ready
6IWvMZwv_MI-00397-00364066-00364969 to outrun a [__] mountain lion you know maybe not I'm a better shot than I am a runner
6IWvMZwv_MI-00398-00364969-00365142 but hopefully everything's good
6IWvMZwv_MI-00399-00365142-00366815 hmm spooked
6IWvMZwv_MI-00400-00366815-00366915 what do you mean
6IWvMZwv_MI-00401-00366915-00367069 [__]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00402-00367069-00369980 the ring light is like dying it didn't last very long but yeah it works
6IWvMZwv_MI-00403-00369980-00371050 wow what see now I'm in the dark can you see my face
6IWvMZwv_MI-00404-00371050-00371207 just walking into the pitch black
6IWvMZwv_MI-00405-00371207-00372035 that's my knight
6IWvMZwv_MI-00406-00372035-00373241 I'd rather it be spooky and mysterious will Illuminate Me and nothing else
6IWvMZwv_MI-00407-00373241-00374614 I lost my path and I started walking sideways without spinning the camera in the dark not
6IWvMZwv_MI-00408-00374614-00374714 very smart
6IWvMZwv_MI-00409-00374714-00375224 yeah
6IWvMZwv_MI-00410-00375224-00376064 but for real though I might go live again later
6IWvMZwv_MI-00411-00376064-00376747 that's what I'm thinking
6IWvMZwv_MI-00412-00376747-00378032 hope everybody's having a good night four people in a house only been on an hour and
6IWvMZwv_MI-00413-00378032-00380089 three minutes it's nothing huh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00414-00380089-00380189 it's sit
6IWvMZwv_MI-00415-00380189-00380618 and talk but
6IWvMZwv_MI-00416-00380618-00381455 I could also listen to you guys sit and talk probably got more to say
6IWvMZwv_MI-00417-00381455-00381752 well big truck coming my way
6IWvMZwv_MI-00419-00386332-00386432 spooky
6IWvMZwv_MI-00420-00386432-00387121 [Music]
6IWvMZwv_MI-00421-00387121-00388746 I am indeed home
6IWvMZwv_MI-00422-00388746-00390849 yeah you like that hippie flag
6IWvMZwv_MI-00423-00390849-00391377 all right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00424-00391377-00392781 no I did not scare the cat sleeping in the road I should have here's this cat Iggy's
6IWvMZwv_MI-00425-00392781-00393207 outside
6IWvMZwv_MI-00426-00393207-00393633 Iggy Iggy
6IWvMZwv_MI-00427-00393633-00394843 yeah well I guess it's time
6IWvMZwv_MI-00428-00394843-00395541 it's time which cat was it it was uh
6IWvMZwv_MI-00429-00395541-00395892 Tang twist hang
6IWvMZwv_MI-00430-00395892-00396894 time for me to go right
6IWvMZwv_MI-00431-00396894-00398465 I'll see you guys in the morning right okay peace and love or maybe maybe in maybe in
6IWvMZwv_MI-00432-00398465-00398823 a little bit we'll see peace and love
6IWvMZwv_MI-00433-00398823-00398898 um
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00000-00000004-00000130 ♪ I'm kinda old true ♪
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00001-00000130-00000298 ♪ My life's kind of boring also true ♪
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00002-00000298-00000440 ♪ But I'll film it anyway ♪
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00003-00000440-00000549 ♪ No one asked for this ♪
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00004-00000549-00000762 ♪ Hope you're ready for it ♪
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00005-00000762-00001049 ♪ 'Cause I'm vlogging till Christmas Day ♪
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00006-00001049-00001288 ♪ Oh my God please never let me do that again ♪
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00007-00001288-00001557 - Hello, welcome to Vlogmas number three,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00008-00001557-00001734 welcome back, happy to have you,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00009-00001734-00001973 I have basically come to the point where,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00010-00001973-00002317 I'm just ready to (beep) my hair again.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00011-00002317-00002567 So, I thought I would take you along,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00012-00002567-00002868 on a journey with me of, dying my hair,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00013-00002868-00003129 but not dying my hair, it's basically...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00014-00003129-00003275 Okay, here's the thing,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00015-00003275-00003775 I've been so inspired by warmer tones lately,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00016-00003829-00004109 like reds, and coppers, and strawberry blondes,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00017-00004109-00004511 and all different kinds of like warm reddish tones for hair.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00018-00004511-00004836 And that's the one color I've never dyed my hair before.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00019-00004836-00005026 so no, I'm not dying my hair red,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00020-00005026-00005147 I just wanna make that clear,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00021-00005147-00005379 but I thought a more fun option would be,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00022-00005379-00005559 sort of like a semi-permanent type of thing,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00023-00005559-00005732 and so I've arrived at the decision,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00024-00005732-00006073 that I wanna do Kind of like a strawberry blond ish tone.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00025-00006073-00006390 Just like something a little more, butterscotchy,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00026-00006390-00006533 like I had a really pretty toner,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00027-00006533-00006744 when I got my hair done, what like two, three months ago,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00028-00006744-00006870 but it's obviously washed out,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00029-00006870-00007050 'cause again semi-permanent,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00030-00007050-00007213 so, I did some research online,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00031-00007213-00007451 and I saw the overtone was a really popular one,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00032-00007451-00007754 and then I also found this one, which is called dpHUE.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00033-00007754-00007920 And it just looked very interesting,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00034-00007920-00008204 so this is called the dpHUE Gloss+,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00035-00008204-00008478 Semi-Permanent Hair Color and Deep Conditioner,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00036-00008478-00008793 so I got this one, there was a copper one to choose from,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00037-00008793-00008953 and a strawberry blonde.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00038-00008953-00009153 And I thought the strawberry blonde might be fun,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00039-00009153-00009243 I don't know.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00040-00009243-00009467 Is this gonna turn my hair orange, possibly.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00041-00009467-00009733 Basically it says, to evenly distribute it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00042-00009733-00010144 through clean, damp hair, I have neither of those,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00043-00010144-00010237 but we're just going to try it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00044-00010237-00010493 also, I'm not like super blonde,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00045-00010493-00010678 I have like blonde highlights throughout my hair,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00046-00010678-00010861 but obviously like my natural color,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00047-00010861-00011055 is like a very dark blonde,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00048-00011055-00011186 so I don't feel like it's gonna grab on,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00049-00011186-00011383 like super tight, and be crazy or anything like that,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00050-00011383-00011655 so I think I'm just gonna go for it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00051-00011655-00011759 Should I just go for it?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00052-00011759-00011924 I think I should go for it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00053-00011924-00012075 - [Announce] The next day.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00054-00012075-00012327 - All right, so, change of plans,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00055-00012327-00012569 it's actually, the next day.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00056-00012569-00012804 I clearly have not done anything with myself,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00057-00012804-00013156 except, take a body shower, change my clothes,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00058-00013156-00013369 I decided I didn't wanna do that yesterday,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00059-00013369-00013551 I was just doing a bunch of different stuff,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00060-00013551-00013702 and had like a bunch of editing to do,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00061-00013702-00013826 and I was like, you know what,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00062-00013826-00013947 this can wait until another day.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00063-00013947-00014281 So here we are, I'm also in our guest bathroom,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00064-00014281-00014662 because Drew is watching "The Mandalorian" in our room,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00065-00014662-00014749 we just woke up.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00066-00014749-00014841 It's like eight in the morning,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00067-00014841-00015011 I have a really busy day ahead of me,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00068-00015011-00015215 I have like a bunch of filming to do,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00069-00015215-00015550 just, you know, like I said, in the previous vlog like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00070-00015550-00015829 pretty much the same thing every day.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00071-00015829-00016099 It's "Groundhog Day" here, in 2020.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00072-00016099-00016537 But I did place an Amazon Fresh, delivery this morning,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00073-00016537-00016729 so our groceries are going to be coming,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00074-00016729-00016875 so that's good, we'll have new food,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00075-00016875-00017060 maybe I'll show you some of that later,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00076-00017060-00017177 I decided to like try,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00077-00017177-00017435 some things that I've been seeing people talk about
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00078-00017435-00017529 on Instagram,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00079-00017529-00017694 so, we'll see if it's like actually good,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00080-00017694-00017906 got my coffee made, delicious,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00081-00017906-00018066 I've been trying a new oat milk,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00082-00018066-00018325 because, I don't know if any of you heard,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00083-00018325-00018601 but Oatly has recently been canceled,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00084-00018601-00018717 unfortunately they are,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00085-00018717-00018927 literally the best oat milk in the entire world,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00086-00018927-00019111 I'll link some stuff down below, but anyways,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00087-00019111-00019457 I saw a bunch of people talk about the Chobani,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00088-00019457-00019746 extra creamy, oat milk, and it's pretty good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00089-00019746-00019964 I have to say like, it's pretty close,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00090-00019964-00020360 we tried the Planet Oat, oat milk, trash.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00091-00020360-00020553 Just not good, really watery, gross,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00092-00020553-00020822 but this one is like really creamy, and really good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00093-00020822-00021153 All right, so first thing, like I said yesterday,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00094-00021153-00021542 I do not have damp hair, it's not like, the most dirty,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00095-00021542-00021760 but like, I think it'll be fine.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00096-00021760-00021987 I'm just gonna spray it, a little bit,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00097-00021987-00022139 and get it a little damp,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00098-00022139-00022268 why is it like always when you're about to watch your hair,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00099-00022268-00022511 that you're like, but wait, it looks so good,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00100-00022511-00022620 I don't wanna wash it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00101-00022620-00022910 Should probably take off this sweatshirt in case it stains.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00102-00022910-00023040 But my other...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00103-00023040-00023413 My shirt underneath is black so I don't think it'll matter.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00104-00023413-00023876 But, turn it inside out, to avoid any potential staining,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00105-00023876-00024047 'cause I literally love the shirt.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00106-00024047-00024302 It's a vintage Mickey shirt, like actually vintage.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00107-00024302-00024454 So I don't it up, okay.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00108-00024565-00024870 So, it literally says, "Is evenly distributed."
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00109-00024870-00025168 So, let's see what this looks like.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00110-00025168-00025314 I guess we're for going for it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00111-00025314-00025601 it says to leave it for three to 20 minutes.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00112-00025601-00025841 So I'm thinking something like 10,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00113-00025841-00026050 I wonder if it's even gonna make a difference.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00114-00026050-00026133 Because like I said,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00115-00026133-00026519 I don't really have like super blonde hair anymore,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00116-00026519-00026761 I wonder if like, you're even gonna be able to tell.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00117-00026761-00026977 I feel scared though because it's like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00118-00026977-00027181 I'm gonna get both sides at once.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00119-00027181-00027408 There's just no way this is gonna be even.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00120-00027408-00027554 There's absolutely no way.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00121-00027554-00027795 Anyway, I just wanted to also while I'm here,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00122-00027795-00028099 say thank you so much to everyone who has shown love,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00123-00028099-00028210 on Vlogmas so far,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00124-00028210-00028512 it makes me so excited that you all are excited,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00125-00028512-00028973 and I was getting tweets, and DMs, and videos,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00126-00028973-00029285 from people, saying that they were so...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00127-00029285-00029517 they felt like a hit of nostalgia
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00128-00029517-00029823 or dopamine when they heard the theme song,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00129-00029823-00029970 which by the way, if you're new,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00130-00029970-00030170 that theme song, of my Vlogmas jingle,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00131-00030170-00030539 actually is me, I recorded that in my car
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00132-00030539-00030848 in like 2016, or 2017, or something like that,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00133-00030848-00031037 it was really fun but also,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00134-00031037-00031327 definitely not meant to be, taken seriously.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00135-00031327-00031510 This is fun I don't wanna stop.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00136-00031510-00031654 I just wanna keep adding more.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00137-00031654-00031826 All right, so let's set a timer,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00138-00031826-00032139 for, let's go like seven minutes.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00139-00032139-00032293 Sure, let's try that.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00140-00032293-00032420 This is kind of fun.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00141-00032420-00032583 Oh my God, what a fun way to spice up this morning.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00142-00032583-00032868 Also, my outfit, is just honestly,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00143-00032868-00033238 sorry, like level 10, fashion queen over here.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00144-00033238-00033470 People are like, "Oh my gosh, I love your style,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00145-00033470-00033553 you're so fashionable."
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00146-00033553-00033812 And I'm like, "This is what I wear most of the time."
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00147-00033812-00033961 Very kind compliment though.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00148-00033961-00034281 Okay, gonna take one last look,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00149-00034281-00034662 gonna jump in the shower, wash my hair, do my thing,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00150-00034662-00034881 and then hopefully this will look really cute,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00151-00034881-00035044 by the time we're done.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00152-00035044-00035144 We'll find out together.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00153-00035144-00035227 (spinback effect plays)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00154-00035227-00035426 Okay, so, here's the tea,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00155-00035426-00035744 in the camera, it looks super different,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00156-00035744-00035958 in person, it looks really no different at all.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00157-00035958-00036187 And I think, I messed up (laughs).
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00158-00036187-00036289 I think what you're supposed to do,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00159-00036289-00036438 is put it on your hair,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00160-00036438-00036629 and then like simply rinse it out of your hair,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00161-00036629-00036958 whereas I put it on my hair, and then I washed my hair,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00162-00036958-00037253 so I think a lot of the color ended up coming out,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00163-00037253-00037336 it's crazy.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00164-00037336-00037496 I wish it looked like it did in the camera.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00165-00037496-00037775 But in person, it doesn't look any different,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00166-00037775-00038069 I partially dried it, I ran a blow dry through it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00167-00038069-00038224 just to see if it would be like any different,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00168-00038224-00038307 and it's really not.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00169-00038307-00038426 So I think I'm gonna do it again,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00170-00038426-00038561 leave it for the full 20 minutes.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00171-00038561-00038916 And then attempt to just rinse it out in my kitchen sink,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00172-00038916-00039102 So, here we go again.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00173-00039102-00039427 (soft melodious music)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00174-00039790-00039972 Okay, 20 minute timer,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00175-00039972-00040222 I'll probably do like 15, and then we will rinse this off,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00176-00040222-00040351 in the kitchen sink.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00177-00040351-00040684 (soft melodious music)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00178-00040684-00040844 Gonna take a quick intermission,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00179-00040844-00041077 I'm wearing my slides and my socks,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00180-00041077-00041354 because it's time to take this one.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00181-00041354-00041494 (gasps) Wanna go for a walk?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00182-00041673-00041809 Do you wanna go for a walk?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00183-00041809-00042086 Okay, relax.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00184-00042086-00042392 For those of you that are like, how's her leg doing?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00185-00042392-00042587 Yeah, she's literally fine,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00186-00042587-00042837 she did fall going up the stairs the other day,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00187-00042837-00043195 but she was clumsy, scared the shit out of both of us,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00188-00043195-00043424 by both of us I mean me and Drew but...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00189-00043424-00043528 - [Drew] Jeez!
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00190-00043528-00043611 - [Woman] Yeah we're going,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00191-00043611-00043972 we gotta get your thingy, your necklace!
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00192-00043972-00044082 So you don't run away.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00193-00044228-00044568 Okay, she said, I'll show you where to go bitch let's go.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00194-00044754-00044898 She needs a bath so bad.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00195-00044898-00045048 - [Drew] I went down and I went like this to her,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00196-00045048-00045186 this morning, and it was just like.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00197-00045323-00045520 - you've been laying out in the dirt outside.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00198-00045520-00045731 What do you smell, a bunch of dead grass?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00199-00045947-00046090 (woman laughs)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00200-00046090-00046316 It's called fashion sweetie, look it up.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00201-00046587-00046690 Oh my gosh, okay, wait.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00202-00046690-00047010 I wish it was the color, that it is in the camera,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00203-00047010-00047252 it's so much more subtle in person,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00204-00047252-00047524 I really wish it was like this, in real life.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00205-00047524-00047644 Let me get to some better lighting.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00206-00047644-00047897 But yes, here it is, very subtle,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00207-00047897-00048219 all I wanted to do was a little tint, so it's totally fine,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00208-00048219-00048533 but, actually it's like a couple of hours later,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00209-00048533-00048761 after we walked Layla, Drew out in the shower,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00210-00048761-00048895 so, I didn't want to film,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00211-00048895-00049103 while he was, literally right there in the shower,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00212-00049103-00049293 so I did my nails, did my toes,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00213-00049293-00049429 talked on the phone with my dad,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00214-00049429-00049724 and now I'll show you a little bit better lighting,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00215-00049724-00049857 here, is what it looks like.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00216-00049857-00050161 Honestly in love with the way it looks in the camera,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00217-00050161-00050395 in person, it's much more pink,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00218-00050395-00050811 it's kind of this, dusty pink color,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00219-00050811-00051038 but in the camera, it looks so much more,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00220-00051038-00051455 kind of coppery, but either way it's super subtle in person,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00221-00051455-00051726 I'm glad it looks like more accentuated on camera,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00222-00051726-00051838 'cause it looks really pretty,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00223-00051838-00052024 but in person it doesn't really look any different,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00224-00052024-00052129 and Drew's colorblind,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00225-00052129-00052252 so he couldn't even tell the difference,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00226-00052252-00052513 he was like, "I don't notice a difference."
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00227-00052513-00052625 But it's really cute!
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00228-00052625-00052739 I'm really happy with it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00229-00052739-00052987 It feels nice and fresh, just something different.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00230-00052987-00053190 like something different for the next little while,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00231-00053190-00053340 it's only gonna last, a few washes,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00232-00053340-00053639 'cause it's semi-permanent, so, I had fun with it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00233-00053639-00053761 How much fun.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00234-00053761-00054197 So now I'm gonna go film, I have two videos to film today,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00235-00054197-00054370 I'm trying to get ahead of schedule,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00236-00054370-00054644 'cause I'm like as per usual, taking a little break,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00237-00054644-00054789 after the holidays,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00238-00054789-00055149 'cause I go really hard usually for Christmas time,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00239-00055149-00055404 and just December is really hard because it's only me,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00240-00055404-00055657 I actually do have someone who helps rough cut,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00241-00055657-00055832 my videos now, which is really helpful,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00242-00055832-00056212 she basically goes through and kind of like puts the shell,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00243-00056212-00056330 of the video together,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00244-00056330-00056554 and then I end up doing, like the fancy-schmancies,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00245-00056554-00056779 and I still end up doing quite a bit of editing
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00246-00056779-00057016 but, it's been very helpful for main channel stuff,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00247-00057016-00057222 and then if you haven't been able to tell yet,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00248-00057222-00057496 by, like this upload schedule on this channel,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00249-00057496-00057889 I did decide to have Vlogmas this year, just to...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00250-00057889-00058062 I mean 2020 is enough.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00251-00058062-00058145 Can we all agree?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00252-00058145-00058247 As much as I would love
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00253-00058247-00058462 to be daily vlogging every single day,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00254-00058462-00058697 with, you know, this being a heavy time of year,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00255-00058697-00058972 for brand deals, and having main channel stuff,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00256-00058972-00059266 Instagram stuff, personal life stuff, et cetera,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00257-00059266-00059635 I really just didn't wanna push myself too far this year,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00258-00059635-00059925 so, I did decide to do "12 Days Of Vlogmas",
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00259-00059925-00060216 So this should be the third, right, yeah.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00260-00060216-00060465 The third installation of "12 Days Of Vlogmas",
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00261-00060465-00060566 and it's still gonna be really fun.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00262-00060566-00060817 Actually it's not, I've never promised this exciting.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00263-00060817-00061136 Like I said in my intro, my life's kind of boring.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00264-00061136-00061428 But, you know, here I am vlogging it anyway.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00265-00061428-00061519 so anyways, yeah, okay.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00266-00061519-00061732 I need to film two videos,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00267-00061732-00061934 one of them has a brand deal in it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00268-00061934-00062102 so I need to like review all that,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00269-00062102-00062365 the other one is gonna be a fun little thrift haul,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00270-00062365-00062580 I've been doing so much thrifting content lately,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00271-00062580-00062682 and I'm loving it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00272-00062682-00062954 I just really miss thrifting in stores so much,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00273-00062954-00063111 so online thrifting is gonna have to do it
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00274-00063111-00063229 for the time being, but yeah.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00275-00063229-00063379 Gonna get everything together,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00276-00063379-00063512 and then I'll show you guys...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00277-00063512-00063810 I've shown you how I film many times you don't need
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00278-00063810-00063893 to see that.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00279-00063893-00064063 So I'll show you my, cool groceries,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00280-00064063-00064267 whenever they get here, yeih.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00281-00064267-00064410 - [Announcer] 12 seconds later.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00282-00064410-00064745 - And just like that, two moments later, we have food.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00283-00064745-00065070 (soft melodious music)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00284-00065247-00065379 Okay,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00285-00065379-00065463 coming to you-- - It's ya boy.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00286-00065463-00065550 (both laughing)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00287-00065550-00065791 (indistinct)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00288-00066083-00066359 - So, I just decided to like, try some new things,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00289-00066359-00066582 I was getting really bored,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00290-00066582-00066855 with everything we'd been eating in quarantine,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00291-00066855-00067064 we make the same grocery order every week,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00292-00067064-00067212 so I was like, let's try some new things.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00293-00067212-00067411 So I sort of like, wanted to get some things,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00294-00067411-00067607 that I've seen people talk about on Instagram,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00295-00067607-00067737 like some trendy things,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00296-00067737-00067966 and also just like regulars.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00297-00067966-00068232 So, got some of these TERRA Chips,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00298-00068232-00068339 which are like-- - we've had them.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00299-00068339-00068541 - But these are garlic and herb.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00300-00068541-00068691 - Oh.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00301-00068691-00068944 - So these are TERRA Chips, I really love these,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00302-00068944-00069027 and so does Drew,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00303-00069027-00069245 but I've never had a garlic and herb flavor before,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00304-00069245-00069328 so I thought--
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00305-00069328-00069411 - I'm sure they're good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00306-00069411-00069717 - Yeah, bought some maple almond butter granola.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00307-00069717-00069812 - Sure.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00308-00069812-00070190 - I've been doing like yogurt and granola so that's--
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00309-00070190-00070273 (indistinct)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00310-00070273-00070356 - Nuts hurt my butt.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00311-00070356-00070546 - Yeah can't have these.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00312-00070546-00070689 Got some cashews,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00313-00070689-00070859 because I just genuinely like love cashews,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00314-00070859-00071067 I love raw cashews, salted, roasted.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00315-00071067-00071268 Okay, here's our first trendy item.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00316-00071268-00071482 The first one is Nut-Thins.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00317-00071482-00071680 I see everybody talking about Nut-Thins.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00318-00071680-00071892 I think they're similar to Wheat-Thins,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00319-00071892-00072184 but I'm like can they be that good?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00320-00072184-00072267 I don't know.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00321-00072267-00072350 I think some of it is like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00322-00072350-00072465 "Cause you're down here"
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00323-00072465-00072697 or whatever, and we're not dieting,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00324-00072697-00072889 I just genuinely wanna try this stuff,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00325-00072889-00073093 this is like the one that I'm the most curious about.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00326-00073093-00073303 It's called SmartSweets,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00327-00073303-00073615 and it's like, I think it's diets candy,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00328-00073615-00073895 yeah but it's with like fake sugar.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00329-00073895-00074050 - It frigging tastes like shit.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00330-00074050-00074218 - Probably, I really wanna try it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00331-00074218-00074364 because everybody talks about it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00332-00074364-00074566 and there wasn't a one pack available,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00333-00074566-00074754 so I think I got like six pack.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00334-00074754-00074838 - It's women owned.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00335-00074838-00074980 - women owned we love that,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00336-00074980-00075147 Yeah, it doesn't have sugar, alcohols,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00337-00075147-00075492 they're plant-based, gluten-free, all that kind of stuff,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00338-00075492-00075575 I don't know.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00339-00075575-00075658 - What is this sweetened with?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00340-00075658-00075759 - Free from artificial sweeteners.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00341-00075759-00075903 Oh, so it's not artificial.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00342-00075903-00076195 - No, so there's not like aspartame or anything or you know,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00343-00076195-00076278 (indistinct)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00344-00076278-00076531 - Allulose, is a non artificial sweetener that is found
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00345-00076531-00076679 in foods like raisins and figs.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00346-00076679-00076765 It tastes like sugar,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00347-00076765-00076912 but doesn't act like sugar in your body.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00348-00076912-00077146 - I've had other food that's sweetened with,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00349-00077146-00077320 fig and like date.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00350-00077320-00077428 - And you hated it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00351-00077428-00077581 - It tastes like...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00352-00077581-00077761 Remember I had that coffee that was sweetened with dates?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00353-00077761-00077964 - Yeah, and you were like so excited.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00354-00077964-00078055 - I was so excited, I like dates,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00355-00078055-00078205 but it was like I was drinking,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00356-00078205-00078288 dates. - date-coffee.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00357-00078288-00078371 - Yes.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00358-00078371-00078554 - Bought me some body wash, don't mind that,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00359-00078554-00078770 Dove is cruelty-free now by the Way.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00360-00078770-00078975 - Oh my God, we struck gold.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00361-00078975-00079107 - This is a flex.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00362-00079107-00079453 (laughs) Back in line, this is an absolute flex.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00363-00079453-00079625 I could not believe they have these available.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00364-00079625-00079963 - We have Chlorox wipe, and we got paper towel?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00365-00079963-00080205 - Yeah, got some, just regular sugar,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00366-00080205-00080389 'cause we're going to be doing some baking,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00367-00080389-00080586 in a future video, possibly tonight,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00368-00080586-00080707 but you won't see that till later,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00369-00080707-00080866 what else we got here?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00370-00080866-00081177 Oh, Rice Krispies, again another sneak peek,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00371-00081177-00081293 at some baking we're gonna do,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00372-00081293-00081376 and it's not what you think.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00373-00081376-00081535 It's not Rice Krispies treats.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00374-00081535-00081658 I got some...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00375-00081658-00081964 Since I knew you might not like, the garlic and herb,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00376-00081964-00082107 I got some pita chips.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00377-00082107-00082216 - I mean I love garlic.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00378-00082216-00082433 - Stacy's are the best pita chips ever,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00379-00082433-00082687 got some white chocolate chips for baking,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00380-00082687-00082792 do you know what?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00381-00082902-00083148 - Guess, you guys could guess.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00382-00083148-00083299 - Guess in the comments below.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00383-00083299-00083403 Got some baking soda,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00384-00083403-00083585 while I get that they're wrapping all this up,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00385-00083585-00083751 and we'll use this for dog poop,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00386-00083751-00083879 but like, it's annoying.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00387-00083879-00084126 Bought some powdered sugar, again for baking,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00388-00084126-00084305 I don't know if we're gonna need this,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00389-00084305-00084436 but I just thought it'd be good to have.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00390-00084436-00084630 (paper ruffling)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00391-00084630-00084745 Got some peanut butter,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00392-00084846-00085068 bought these dark chocolate covered pretzels.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00393-00085068-00085151 - Mm-hmm.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00394-00085151-00085380 - Sometimes I'm just craving like dark chocolate.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00395-00085380-00085557 And nothing we have dark.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00396-00085557-00085684 Bought this for you.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00397-00085684-00085907 - I'm gonna eat it right now.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00398-00085907-00086095 - Drew loves his block of cheese,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00399-00086095-00086195 he will literally eat this.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00400-00086195-00086450 This will probably be out in like, two weeks?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00401-00086450-00086534 - Less.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00402-00086534-00086710 - Less, but I got the medium cheddar,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00403-00086710-00086988 I actually went to this...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00404-00086988-00087212 I don't even know what it's called, factory?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00405-00087212-00087434 When I was in Oregon a couple of years ago,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00406-00087434-00087701 I went with my cousin, and we went through you can
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00407-00087701-00087934 get like do a taste test, of all the cheese?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00408-00087934-00088160 And we went through, and then we pulled up our hoods,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00409-00088160-00088259 and we went through again.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00410-00088259-00088388 They literally knew it was us.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00411-00088388-00088471 - Oh yeah!
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00412-00088471-00088643 - Tempeh bacon, our favorite.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00413-00088643-00089071 We love making like, tempeh, lettuce ,tomato,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00414-00089071-00089373 avocado sandwiches, with this tempeh bacon,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00415-00089373-00089606 its by the brand Lightlife, got a couple of these,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00416-00089606-00089689 I wanted you to try it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00417-00089689-00089874 I know you're not crazy about dark chocolate,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00418-00089874-00090287 but these are, so good, they're so expensive,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00419-00090287-00090642 it's a little extra, but I thought we could treat ourselves,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00420-00090642-00090902 last one in here, Artichoke Parmesan dip,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00421-00090902-00091132 couldn't find (paper ruffling) spinach, so I got that,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00422-00091132-00091522 got some (indistinct) lettuce, just 'cause for my sandwich,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00423-00091522-00091715 yeah, we've been eating lots of salads,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00424-00091715-00092043 some Roma tomatoes, 'cause we're gonna do that...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00425-00092043-00092126 - Oh, bruschetta?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00426-00092126-00092289 - Bruschetta chicken, this week,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00427-00092289-00092493 some basil, hopefully that doesn't go bad.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00428-00092493-00092742 (indistinct)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00429-00092742-00092924 what's this Rosie?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00430-00092924-00093024 - Oh, it might be.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00431-00093024-00093146 Remember last time we did this,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00432-00093146-00093342 we thought that it was just a regular ice pack,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00433-00093342-00093451 but there was something inside?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00434-00093451-00093583 - You threw it away?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00435-00093583-00093685 - Yeah, I threw it away, and then we were like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00436-00093685-00093847 "Wait, we ordered something else."
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00437-00093847-00094011 - And then you were like, I threw it away.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00438-00094011-00094198 - We got it out, it was, you know...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00439-00094198-00094282 - what did I get?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00440-00094282-00094516 Oh yeah, I got some other fudge bars.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00441-00094516-00094707 Either, either made with Greek yogurt.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00442-00094707-00094790 - Okay.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00443-00094790-00094908 - I don't know, I was just going through.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00444-00094908-00095069 I was literally just scrolling through, and I was like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00445-00095069-00095152 that looks good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00446-00095152-00095403 And I like Greek yogurt, got some spicy chicken patties.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00447-00095403-00095550 These give Drew heartburn,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00448-00095550-00095692 but I honestly thought you would think it was worth it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00449-00095692-00096010 I don't know if we've had these Boca ones before,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00450-00096010-00096270 but these have 11 grams of protein.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00451-00096270-00096390 Which is really good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00452-00096390-00096602 in the Morningstar Farm ones are good,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00453-00096602-00096974 but one time we both ate them, and got like really sick,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00454-00096974-00097152 so I don't know, I'm just kind of scared.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00455-00097152-00097398 Another thing I got, that is so trendy,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00456-00097398-00097594 and I feel like this is gonna be so gross.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00457-00097594-00097707 But like we have to test it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00458-00097707-00098012 but this is a Cauliflower Crust Pizza.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00459-00098012-00098223 And it's just like, how could this ever be good?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00460-00098223-00098567 Made with cauliflower mozzarella and cage-free egg whites.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00461-00098567-00098681 - That looks too healthy.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00462-00098681-00098816 - I don't understand it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00463-00098816-00099107 but we're gonna try it nonetheless because honestly,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00464-00099107-00099337 I'm just dying to know what all this hype is about.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00465-00099337-00099474 People are like, "Cauliflower rice,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00466-00099474-00099666 cauliflower mashed potatoes."
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00467-00099666-00099963 And I'm like, that's cauliflower Beebee.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00468-00099963-00100066 It's not rice.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00469-00100066-00100293 - If you add enough butter,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00470-00100293-00100586 to cauliflower mashed potatoes, it tastes like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00471-00100586-00100740 butter so it's like mushed potatoes.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00472-00100740-00100842 - So, just butter.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00473-00100842-00101064 I have to test this out, and see what it's like.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00474-00101064-00101237 Because it's gotta be disgusting.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00475-00101237-00101320 Like there's no way.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00476-00101320-00101581 Next, because we're 12 at heart,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00477-00101581-00101891 We've got this multi pack, this family fun mix.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00478-00101891-00102118 18 different bags of potato chips.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00479-00102118-00102236 - They're like the non-typical
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00480-00102236-00102351 (paper ruffling drowns out Drew)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00481-00102351-00102540 - Yeah, that's why I got, cheddar sour cream,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00482-00102540-00102750 crunchy Cheetos, puffy Cheetos,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00483-00102750-00102999 Fritos, flavored twist, the honey barbecue.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00484-00102999-00103221 I saw Morgan Gates talk about these the other day,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00485-00103221-00103361 in her vlog, and I was like, oh my God,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00486-00103361-00103615 I haven't had those in forever they look so good,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00487-00103615-00103702 so I'm really excited,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00488-00103702-00103994 got some Funyuns, and some sour cream and onion Ruffles.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00489-00103994-00104283 Next, we have some molasses.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00490-00104283-00104455 I've actually never bought molasses before,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00491-00104455-00104658 but we're gonna need it for baking,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00492-00104658-00104915 and maybe you all can let me know in the comments,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00493-00104915-00105235 but there was a full flavor, and a mild flavor.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00494-00105235-00105440 And I got scared, of the full flavor,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00495-00105440-00105585 because I was like, I don't know.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00496-00105585-00105874 Is that like too flavorful, is it gonna ruin it?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00497-00105874-00106139 So we got the mild flavor, so hopefully it's still good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00498-00106139-00106560 Got some ground cloves, for our baking,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00499-00106560-00106757 and I also thought we could (paper ruffling)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00500-00106757-00107018 in like mulled wine, another trendy item.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00501-00107018-00107352 I told my mom was like, "You have to tell me if it's good."
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00502-00107352-00107474 It has like flour on it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00503-00107474-00107607 - Oops.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00504-00107607-00107721 - There is flour in there.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00505-00107721-00107912 This is called Boom Chicka Pop.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00506-00107912-00108121 I don't know, it's popcorn.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00507-00108121-00108277 Like could it possibly be good?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00508-00108277-00108496 But this is the caramel and cheddar mix,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00509-00108496-00108697 I don't really know what the hype is about it,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00510-00108697-00108872 but again, I have to know.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00511-00108872-00109047 I have to know if any of it is good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00512-00109047-00109269 By the way again, I just wanna reiterate,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00513-00109269-00109500 I am not promoting any type of diet,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00514-00109500-00109749 I'm simply just trying like trending products,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00515-00109749-00109989 that I wanna see, if they're good or not,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00516-00109989-00110110 but yeah, I just wanna make that clear,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00517-00110110-00110319 like I'm not trying to promote like a diet, what?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00518-00110319-00110573 (both laughing)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00519-00110573-00110673 Why is that so funny?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00520-00110673-00110911 - I don't know, well it says Brer Rabbit.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00521-00110911-00111012 (woman laughing)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00522-00111012-00111208 (indistinct)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00523-00111208-00111481 Got some hamburger buns for chicken patties,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00524-00111481-00111797 and a big ass bag of flour that we're gonna have to,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00525-00111797-00112120 put into some container or something, but there it is flour,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00526-00112120-00112477 so yeah, that's the haul, that's what we got,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00527-00112477-00112618 we're gonna make some lunch,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00528-00112618-00112820 the oven is heating up, and our pizza, oh.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00529-00112820-00113067 (oven beeping)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00530-00113067-00113248 I mean it looks like a cheese pizza,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00531-00113248-00113554 it looks pretty normal, it's extremely thin.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00532-00113554-00113800 Like it's like, literally like tortilla thin,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00533-00113800-00113951 so, I very curious.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00534-00113951-00114257 - [Drew] Very fragile as well.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00535-00114257-00114524 - [Woman] 14 to 19 minutes, have fun.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00536-00114524-00114630 - [Drew] Enjoy
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00537-00114630-00114753 - I'm opening Nut-Thins.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00538-00114753-00115119 It smells, healthy.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00539-00115119-00115239 - It smells like a dog treat.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00540-00115239-00115322 (woman laughs)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00541-00115322-00115413 (indistinct)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00542-00115413-00115522 Yeah.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00543-00115522-00115805 (both munching Nut-Thins)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00544-00115805-00115888 - You know what it tastes like?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00545-00115888-00116280 - How's the texture of the pot mix, the rice.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00546-00116280-00116498 - It's fine, it's not as bad as I thought.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00547-00116498-00116724 - No, it's very plain.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00548-00116724-00116810 It's like a neutral...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00549-00116810-00116927 - mm-hmm.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00550-00116927-00117022 (woman munching Krispies)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00551-00117022-00117105 It looks good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00552-00117105-00117227 - Is that cream cheese?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00553-00117227-00117352 - I don't know.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00554-00117473-00117691 - It has like a very cream-cheesy taste.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00555-00117779-00117929 - I think was a great alternative,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00556-00117929-00118129 especially if you're gluten-free, they're fine.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00557-00118129-00118541 They do taste like Chex Mix, or Pub Mix, good call.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00558-00118541-00118735 - It taste like a rice...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00559-00118735-00118964 It's like a sembei cracker, like a rice cracker.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00560-00118964-00119047 - Yeah, it's good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00561-00119047-00119373 All right, now we're doing, we're calling in the big guns.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00562-00119373-00119500 We're calling in the Stacy's.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00563-00119500-00119664 Best pita chips ever.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00564-00119664-00119860 (both munching chips)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00565-00119860-00120156 - Yep.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00566-00120156-00120307 Very Parmesany.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00567-00120417-00120500 - I like it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00568-00120500-00120654 I know you're not as big on the Parmesan.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00569-00120654-00120737 - I am.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00570-00120737-00120820 - But if you like Drew,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00571-00120820-00121183 and are kind of grossed out by Parmesan, or are you like me,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00572-00121183-00121325 and you could literally eat Parmesan,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00573-00121325-00121530 and do eat Parmesan cheese by itself.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00574-00121530-00121640 - Are you gonna need it by itself.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00575-00121640-00121769 It has to be with something.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00576-00121769-00121871 - Nom nom now.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00577-00121871-00121955 - Okay.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00578-00121955-00122083 - Its looks like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00579-00122083-00122315 the holiday popcorn that we all know and love,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00580-00122315-00122408 (paper crunching)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00581-00122408-00122513 you see that?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00582-00122513-00122761 The cheddar and the Caramel mixed together?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00583-00122761-00122951 I just don't see what the difference is.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00584-00122951-00123132 (both munching popcorn)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00585-00123132-00123231 Yeah, delicious.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00586-00123231-00123347 - What's the difference?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00587-00123347-00123559 Is this better than another brand?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00588-00123559-00123810 - Tastes Exactly the same, as like normal.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00589-00123810-00123967 - Oh, really good.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00590-00123967-00124238 So from Mankato, Minnesota, says that they are,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00591-00124238-00124548 kosher dairy certified gluten free full grain,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00592-00124548-00124958 no high fructose corn syrup, so maybe that's the difference,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00593-00124958-00125140 it's like better ingredients,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00594-00125140-00125310 I'd give this like 10 out of 10.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00595-00125310-00125420 There's nothing wrong with it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00596-00125420-00125576 - I really like this dip, I really like it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00597-00125699-00125816 - You're still on the dip.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00598-00125816-00126058 - I don't want anything sweet, I want savory.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00599-00126058-00126179 - You dot wanna try the candy?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00600-00126179-00126306 (indistinct)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00601-00126306-00126471 We can save that for another time if you want.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00602-00126471-00126634 - Yeah okay.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00603-00126634-00126771 - You wanna try it?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00604-00126771-00126992 So, I think these are supposed to be similar
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00605-00126992-00127208 to the Sour Patch Watermelons.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00606-00127208-00127291 - We'll see about that.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00607-00127291-00127600 - I know that's why I picked these,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00608-00127600-00127936 they're plant based, free from sugar alcohols.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00609-00127936-00128081 I just don't like the branding how it says,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00610-00128081-00128272 "Kick Sugar, Keep Candy".
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00611-00128272-00128398 So it's like, it's definitely branded,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00612-00128398-00128489 and it's like a diet thing but,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00613-00128489-00128675 I just need to know what it tastes like.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00614-00128675-00128963 Oh, very...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00615-00128963-00129142 Oh my God, smells incredible.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00616-00129142-00129583 - Oh yeah, here's for you.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00617-00129583-00129763 - I feel like it's gonna taste like artificial sweetener,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00618-00129763-00129892 and you're gonna hate it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00619-00129892-00130125 - I'll be the judge of that.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00620-00130578-00130662 - Very chewy.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00621-00130662-00130794 Oh, it's sour, I don't hate that.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00622-00130794-00130939 - I'm trying to get past the sourness,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00623-00130939-00131119 to see what the sweetener...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00624-00131119-00131202 - Mm-hmm.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00625-00131202-00131293 - I think it tastes fine.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00626-00131293-00131377 - It tastes fine.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00627-00131377-00131558 - It's very chewy.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00628-00131558-00131766 - Yeah, I'll say it's nothing like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00629-00131766-00131935 a Sour Patch Watermelon like,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00630-00131935-00132155 but it's a good watermelon candy.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00631-00132155-00132472 - It's different chew, different mouthfeel.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00632-00132472-00132719 - Love those words, love those descriptive words.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00633-00132719-00132845 If I was in the mood for Sour Patch Watermelons,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00634-00132845-00133047 I would just eat Sour Patch Watermelons,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00635-00133047-00133285 but like, if I was in the mood for like...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00636-00133285-00133464 These are way more sour.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00637-00133464-00133732 - The flavor does linger in your mouth for awhile,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00638-00133732-00133898 (clears throat)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00639-00133898-00133984 - I like it though.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00640-00133984-00134079 - Artificial sweetener,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00641-00134079-00134177 it has like a distinct taste,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00642-00134177-00134419 and I don't know if I can taste it because of the sourness.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00643-00134419-00134514 (clears throat)
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00644-00134514-00134637 - It was probably smarter than to do the...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00645-00134637-00134813 They have Swedish fish version I almost got,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00646-00134813-00134961 but they only had a huge pack.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00647-00134961-00135173 So maybe like the next time,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00648-00135173-00135397 if they have like a smaller pack or something.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00649-00135397-00135568 I know you love your Swedish fetish.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00650-00135568-00135680 - I have a box in the pantry.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00651-00135680-00135763 - You have real Swedish fish.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00652-00135763-00135978 So yeah, I mean, they're fine, we'll eat them,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00653-00135978-00136386 like again, I would never if I was in the mood for candy,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00654-00136386-00136577 be like, I need to find a healthy option.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00655-00136577-00136850 And if you do that, there's no shame whatsoever,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00656-00136850-00137196 but, if I'm in the mood for candy, I'm gonna eat candy,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00657-00137196-00137401 but like these tastes good, and it's good,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00658-00137401-00137491 especially if you're vegan,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00659-00137491-00137794 'cause I know a lot of like candy, Starbursts, et cetera,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00660-00137794-00138028 like they're not vegan, so good vegan option.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00661-00138028-00138366 - Well I mean the bone, gelatin.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00662-00138468-00138609 - Successful haul.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00663-00138609-00138736 Okay, last thing is the pizza,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00664-00138736-00138955 and then this vlog is long enough.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00665-00138955-00139038 We gotta go.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00666-00139038-00139272 All right here it is, it is very well done,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00667-00139272-00139433 we put it for the minimum time,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00668-00139433-00139733 it actually called for 14 to 19 minutes,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00669-00139733-00139953 and we did it for 14, and it's this done.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00670-00139953-00140280 But I actually liked my pizza this done so, all right.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00671-00140280-00140363 You wanna test it?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00672-00140363-00140446 - Cheers.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00673-00140629-00140771 Hot. - Oh God.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00674-00140876-00141069 - So hot, there's not much crust.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00675-00141069-00141174 - Did you say it's like pizza,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00676-00141174-00141475 I think that the cheese is like--
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00677-00141475-00141558 - Masking the flavor?
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00678-00141558-00141923 I will say, it's literally about the width.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00679-00141923-00142071 Or the stickiness of a tortilla.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00680-00142071-00142230 It's a little chewier than I thought,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00681-00142230-00142313 but I kind of like it.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00682-00142313-00142637 - Its not bad, again I feel like, you can't have gluten.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00683-00142637-00142749 I mean, this is...
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00684-00142749-00143051 - This tastes like a really thin crust pizza.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00685-00143051-00143327 I would just rather buy like a DiGiorno.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00686-00143327-00143599 - Honestly, I would eat a Tortino's pizza right now.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00687-00143599-00143699 Like the party pizzas.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00688-00143699-00143931 - It kind of does remind me of that though.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00689-00143931-00144431 It's very reminiscent of like a 3:00 AM post, clubs, pizza.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00690-00144506-00144769 - I mean, yeah, sure I'm gonna eat it, of course I will.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00691-00144769-00144891 - That's gonna do it for us today,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00692-00144891-00145053 I probably have pizza in my teeth,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00693-00145053-00145387 hopefully, you can notice, my new hair, Drew can't,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00694-00145387-00145486 but that's okay.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00695-00145486-00145570 But I like it, it's fun.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00696-00145570-00145684 It's gonna wash out soon anyways,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00697-00145684-00145837 so, thank you so much for watching,
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00698-00145837-00146028 and we will see you next time, bye.
6Lj1dzzvZrQ-00699-00146123-00146234 - Right.
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6pxuh_6Uxby-00000-00001109-00001599 What makes a good backscattered electron image?  Well, it depends on what story
6pxuh_6Uxby-00001-00001599-00002496 you're trying to tell. For example, here I have a zircon I'm trying to give a sense
6pxuh_6Uxby-00002-00002496-00003165 of how the zircon is inside of a biotite here and that there are other zircons
6pxuh_6Uxby-00003-00003165-00003660 like one down here and I might stay zoomed out like this. however, if I'm
6pxuh_6Uxby-00004-00003660-00004398 trying to study the zircon itself I might zoom in farther I want the
6pxuh_6Uxby-00005-00004398-00005378 zircon centered in the photo and then I can focus it, there, okey, but there may be reasons
6pxuh_6Uxby-00006-00005378-00005748 that you want to see the features within the zircon and so you want to
6pxuh_6Uxby-00007-00005748-00006255 zoom in and have a different sort of picture when you take any sort of image
6pxuh_6Uxby-00008-00006255-00006759 on the SEM you want the feature that you're looking at to be centered on the
6pxuh_6Uxby-00009-00006759-00007423 screen so for example if I found a cool zircon and it was over here like this
6pxuh_6Uxby-00010-00007423-00008165 this picture probably wouldn't be as good at telling the story of how what
6pxuh_6Uxby-00011-00008165-00008715 shaped the zircon is what it's inside of as if I clicked on the thinner zircon and
6pxuh_6Uxby-00012-00008715-00009435 had the zircon centered in the photo here's another example of thinking about
6pxuh_6Uxby-00013-00009435-00010035 centering and zooming in and out for an image right now I'm looking at a very
6pxuh_6Uxby-00014-00010035-00010736 close-up picture of olivine with some surrounding  pyroxene this is, shows
6pxuh_6Uxby-00015-00010736-00011339 the fractures and cleavage in these minerals but that may not be the story I
6pxuh_6Uxby-00016-00011339-00011975 want to tell so if I zoom out a little bit more I can more clearly see the
6pxuh_6Uxby-00017-00011975-00012789 olivine here being replaced or inter grown with  pyroxene and then there's
6pxuh_6Uxby-00018-00012789-00013424 actually some biotite crystals surrounding it so in
6pxuh_6Uxby-00019-00013424-00013841 this case it might be a better idea to zoom out a little bit so you can see the
6pxuh_6Uxby-00020-00013841-00014419 context of the minerals that you're trying to image so that you can better
6pxuh_6Uxby-00021-00014419-00014875 describe it once you have the image
6OBDXXOMXjU-00000-00000136-00000960 In this video we're going to look at a solid of revolution called Gabriel’s horn
6OBDXXOMXjU-00001-00001080-00001880 Although in a sense this is a bit of a detour the moral of this video
6OBDXXOMXjU-00002-00001880-00002608 will be well worth remembering for the rest of your mathematical career,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00003-00002680-00003672 and that is that sometimes infinite objects behave in very unintuitive ways.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00004-00003984-00004520 Gabriel’s horn is the solid of revolution you get,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00005-00004592-00004912 or the surface of revolution you get,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00006-00005024-00005632 by from taking the curve y equals (one divided by x)
6OBDXXOMXjU-00007-00005704-00006408 and rotating it around the x-axis; its name comes
6OBDXXOMXjU-00008-00006408-00006864 from the fact that it looked sort of like a horn,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00009-00006864-00007256 I mean the musical instrument that you blow,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00010-00007344-00008056 but because it's infinitely long only a supernatural being
6OBDXXOMXjU-00011-00008056-00008584 like an angel would be able to blow it.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00012-00008728-00009544 And we are going to find the volume of this solid of revolution.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00013-00009768-00010488 The fact that we're now on an infinite interval
6OBDXXOMXjU-00014-00010696-00011208 is not going to change the volume formula,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00015-00011352-00011640 it's still going to be the integral,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00016-00011824-00012200 this time the improper integral,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00017-00012352-00013288 of pi times the radius squared
6OBDXXOMXjU-00018-00013608-00014184 We can pull pi out
6OBDXXOMXjU-00019-00014608-00014991 and now we will use our definition
6OBDXXOMXjU-00020-00014991-00016216 of the improper integral, we should rewrite this as a limit
6OBDXXOMXjU-00021-00016888-00017568 let's see, pi is in front of the integral so,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00022-00017568-00017976 not that it really matters, but that pi should be
6OBDXXOMXjU-00023-00017976-00018976 in front of the limit, and hopefully we can take
6OBDXXOMXjU-00024-00019200-00020064 the antiderivative of this as a pretty basic exercise by now,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00025-00020264-00021096 it is negative (1 over x), so we have the limit
6OBDXXOMXjU-00026-00021096-00021768 as c goes to infinity, let me not forget that pi,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00027-00022056-00022984 of (negative 1 over c) minus (negative one over one)
6OBDXXOMXjU-00028-00023280-00024624 This goes to zero as c goes to infinity, so we get a finite volume,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00029-00024696-00025424 it's pi, and sure, why not remember, that integrals
6OBDXXOMXjU-00030-00025424-00026400 represent areas so if we can have infinite regions with finite areas
6OBDXXOMXjU-00031-00026400-00026800 there's no reason we shouldn't have infinite
6OBDXXOMXjU-00032-00026800-00027456 three-dimensional objects with finite volumes.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00033-00027568-00027944 Now let's look at the surface area,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00034-00028056-00028976 and we won't be able to actually find the surface area, instead we'll use a theorem
6OBDXXOMXjU-00035-00029336-00030120 I appreciate the irony considering that I started this video
6OBDXXOMXjU-00036-00030176-00030808 by saying that infinite quantities are often unintuitive
6OBDXXOMXjU-00037-00030880-00031632 but I am just going to appeal to your intuition with this theorem,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00038-00031752-00032280 suppose you're working on some interval and you have
6OBDXXOMXjU-00039-00032280-00032880 a smaller function and a larger function,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00040-00033080-00033936 if the area under the smaller function is infinite then
6OBDXXOMXjU-00041-00033936-00034632 the area under the larger function is also infinite;
6OBDXXOMXjU-00042-00034728-00035552 you cannot have a finite number that's larger than infinity.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00043-00035912-00036408 And if we're willing to believe this we have no choice
6OBDXXOMXjU-00044-00036408-00036952 but to believe the following about the surface area
6OBDXXOMXjU-00045-00037208-00037704 Here is the formula for the surface area;
6OBDXXOMXjU-00046-00037792-00038472 I’ve gone ahead and taken the derivative and squared it and everything,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00047-00038616-00039448 and I make the observation that this square root is bigger than one
6OBDXXOMXjU-00048-00039624-00040056 because one over x to the fourth is positive,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00049-00040152-00040616 so one plus this is greater than one,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00050-00040752-00041720 and the square root of something that's greater than one is greater than one
6OBDXXOMXjU-00051-00041960-00043104 Now when you take something, (one over x) in this case
6OBDXXOMXjU-00052-00043312-00044688 and you multiply it by something that's greater than one that makes it bigger
6OBDXXOMXjU-00053-00044912-00045864 so (1 over x) times the square root is bigger than (1 over x)
6OBDXXOMXjU-00054-00046088-00046576 you can perhaps see where we're going with this
6OBDXXOMXjU-00055-00046800-00047784 (One over x) is greater than zero so we are in the situation
6OBDXXOMXjU-00056-00048080-00048640 of this theorem, let's see whether the integral
6OBDXXOMXjU-00057-00048936-00050152 from one to infinity of (one over x) happens to diverge
6OBDXXOMXjU-00058-00050400-00050672 Well we'll rewrite this
6OBDXXOMXjU-00059-00051136-00052144 according to our definition of an improper integral.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00060-00052504-00054040 Then we will compute this integral using the fundamental theorem,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00061-00054504-00056184 and we are just cramming this in here
6OBDXXOMXjU-00062-00056616-00057472 The natural log of one is zero; as c goes to infinity
6OBDXXOMXjU-00063-00057472-00057879 the natural logarithm grows to infinity,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00064-00057960-00058984 it's slow but this does go to infinity
6OBDXXOMXjU-00065-00059208-00060167 So this integral is infinite and if this integral is infinite
6OBDXXOMXjU-00066-00060264-00060991 this bigger integral is also infinite.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00067-00061567-00061944 And remember what this represents,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00068-00062376-00062720 this is the surface area.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00069-00063048-00063864 I said at the beginning of this video that when we have infinite objects,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00070-00063864-00064312 we can't always trust our intuition;
6OBDXXOMXjU-00071-00064448-00064864 but it might not be immediately obvious
6OBDXXOMXjU-00072-00065016-00066000 what's so in unintuitive about this.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00073-00066000-00066792 But we have a finite volume and an infinite surface area
6OBDXXOMXjU-00074-00066904-00067544 so what this seems to be saying for example is that
6OBDXXOMXjU-00075-00067544-00068472 if Gabriel’s horn existed as a physical object we could fill it
6OBDXXOMXjU-00076-00068472-00069224 with a finite amount of paint; we could not however
6OBDXXOMXjU-00077-00069296-00070480 paint its inside surface because its inside surface has an infinite surface area.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00078-00070768-00071784 You can go online and find people trying to “explain” Gabriel’s horn
6OBDXXOMXjU-00079-00071840-00072792 as if it were a riddle; it doesn't really need an explanation though
6OBDXXOMXjU-00080-00072856-00073368 beyond the fact that it is an infinite object,
6OBDXXOMXjU-00081-00073368-00074104 it cannot exist in the real world, and that it is therefore
6OBDXXOMXjU-00082-00074104-00075216 not all that surprising if our real world intuition struggles to grasp it.
6OBDXXOMXjU-00083-00075376-00076008 This is something we'll see when we get to infinite sums
6OBDXXOMXjU-00084-00076008-00076744 where the intuition we have working with finite sums breaks down
6OBDXXOMXjU-00085-00076840-00077888 and it is something you will continue to see throughout the rest of your mathematical career
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00000-00000000-00000178 foreign [Music]
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00001-00000366-00001104 thank you so much for doing this I always ask the guests to do a small sort of introduction
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00002-00001104-00001722 of who they are and how they got to where they're at so if you can just tell people about yourself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00003-00001722-00002490 I know we had a conversation it's probably two years ago um so people haven't listened to that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00004-00002490-00003066 I encourage them to do so but otherwise yeah what what's happening and tell us about yourself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00005-00003150-00003810 yes of course uh it's great to be back um my name is Addison Brazil I guess right now more than
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00006-00003810-00004392 anything I'm the author of my book first year of grief Club a gift from a friend who gets it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00007-00004494-00005082 um and I guess in order to understand how 33 year old guy writes a book about grief and offers
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00008-00005082-00005604 it to other people you have to understand that I navigated through some very complex
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00009-00005706-00006354 um grief processes through throughout my 20s I I lost my brother to an inoperable brain tumor
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00010-00006354-00007008 just sort of on the cusp of my 20s and then a few years later I found my father after his suicide
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00011-00007109-00007638 um and then I sort of went out in the world and tried to fix my mental health which we talked
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00012-00007638-00008034 a little bit about last time where I just sort of went out and tried to figure out how to fix
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00013-00008034-00008736 everything that these deaths um you know losing both my brother my father before 25 created for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00014-00008736-00009198 me and and I think I thought I had done it to be honest I think I thought I figured it out that I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00015-00009198-00009828 could sort of have this master of vices mixture of modalities thing and it was like I'm good I beat
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00016-00009828-00010380 grief and I actually kind of started celebrating that a little bit and um and one night I was out
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00017-00010380-00010896 celebrating and on the way home we got into a very very bad accident and I lost a dear friend
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00018-00010896-00011562 of mine and I was left relearning to walk and with a brain injury and hospitalized and basically got
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00019-00011628-00012294 um another really big reset and it came with a total new you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00020-00012384-00012947 um scheme of of issues and challenges to navigate because there was this also this physical aspect
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00021-00013062-00013686 um and um just a totally different grief process so from those three grief processes I became sort
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00022-00013686-00014274 of this grief guy that people would always come to or call whenever something happened and the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00023-00014274-00014616 funny part is even having been through all that whenever somebody would do that I would
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00024-00014616-00015078 just sort of freeze because I it was kind of like a stand is not real thing I didn't want
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00025-00015078-00015540 to tell them what they were really in for you know and what loss had been like for me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00026-00015641-00016392 um so after 13 years of freezing that turned into more of a soul pull and we get this book where I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00027-00016392-00016926 wanted to just offer something that you could give to somebody instead of flowers or casseroles right
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00028-00016926-00017442 on day one if you were to hand me over to a friend or a loved one and I was going to stay with them
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00029-00017442-00018054 every week for a year what would I really say and that's sort of where this book came from and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00030-00018126-00019146 what I what I put out in the world in the last six months I guess yeah thank you it's you have
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00031-00019146-00019950 so many uh points in the book where you encourage people to do the check-in or the pause and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00032-00020112-00021042 I guess I'm practicing that right now just to hear you describe that it's um yeah it's moving it's so
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00033-00021042-00021660 I'm doing a little check-in noticing the tingles in my body and and that stuff and tuning into my
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00034-00021660-00022332 breath which I'm happy to practice what I preach too and and check in because I this episode's kind
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00035-00022332-00022800 of special because I really wasn't sure when when you extended the date to me because we
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00036-00022800-00023268 already rescheduled once and then the date came in it's actually the eve of the 10 year anniversary
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00037-00023268-00023814 of my father's suicide um and that is coming with a lot in the book I say you know grief is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00038-00023814-00024312 not something you want or it's not something you fix it's something you honor and it's funny when
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00039-00024312-00024798 you go into these conversations you're like okay dude you're really going to be honoring today like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00040-00024798-00025344 you're really like going to be chewing on that that offering and so I just I do want to you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00041-00025344-00026177 check in and say that I'm really viscerally so much in my grief today and feeling so much and and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00042-00026177-00026736 I'm happy to be in this safe space but I would you know I wouldn't be being authentic to myself if I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00043-00026736-00027300 didn't admit the exact timing of this conversation and and how much of what I'll probably say today
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00044-00027300-00027894 to your questions will be tested by the fact that I'm actually really in you know my grief right now
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00045-00027972-00028614 um and not maybe as spokesperson or Advocate Addison is sometimes I can you know kind of jump
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00046-00028614-00029580 into so and thank you for checking in and thank you for reminding me to check in yeah huh it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00047-00029580-00030245 just nice to sit with those things um maybe we could just do deep breaths for the next hour yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00048-00030474-00030912 uh
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00049-00030912-00031482 [Music] um uh so I actually from what you were just mentioning as you sort of gave that picture
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00050-00031482-00032106 of kind of how you got here there was a part in the book it's jumping ahead in my notes a bit but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00051-00032238-00032832 where you mentioned when you know I might get the um word around but I think I got it was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00052-00032832-00033558 like when your brother died you went into overachieving when your dad died you kind
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00053-00033558-00034194 of withdrew and then when your friend passed and you had the car accident I can't remember what the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00054-00034326-00034800 how you summarize that but maybe because you kind of just mentioned it a minute ago so yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00055-00034800-00035550 for that yeah for you know when my brother passed it was also something we're aware was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00056-00035550-00035988 happening was going to happen you know because he had an inoperable brain tumor and you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00057-00035988-00036426 there's doctors and you know palliative care and you know that moment is sort of coming
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00058-00036528-00037146 um and I was at the time dancing on scholarship at a school I had already kind of set my own purpose
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00059-00037146-00037614 which is actually in retrospect very lucky for me in my grief process that I I was already aligned
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00060-00037614-00038076 so heavily with something I wanted to get back to that I wanted to fight for regardless of you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00061-00038076-00038646 how heartbreaking it was and sort of in honor of him and and my brother's death being you know I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00062-00038646-00039318 was 19 and he was 17 and I like was all my dreams were coming true and coming back from my first
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00063-00039318-00039696 year of truly the best year of my life because again that was the last time my whole family was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00064-00039696-00040284 alive it was my first year of school like you know it was just like it was incredible and there was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00065-00040284-00040830 some when my brother being the older brother there was this inheritance and pre-inheritance because I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00066-00040830-00041328 started the non-profit that helped other people with brain tumors before he even passed so that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00067-00041328-00041940 he could be a part of the process but I inherited this sort of sort this feeling of like I want to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00068-00041940-00042666 do everything that he can't do or I want to do everything I want to do because I get to and not
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00069-00042666-00043134 everyone in my family had that at all I wanted to you know eating things that he liked made
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00070-00043134-00043620 parts of my family upset and they withdrew from that I wanted to eat twice as much like that was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00071-00043620-00044268 just my very natural response to to his passing and the type of person he was and then obviously
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00072-00044268-00044982 with my father's death very unexpected um and very traumatizing and it came with with PTSD you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00073-00044982-00045684 it came with this diagnosis and and in this this calibrating of trying to understand emotionally
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00074-00045684-00046272 and physically this trauma but also that it wasn't just this trauma that we needed to resolve like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00075-00046272-00046848 as if I had seen a stranger you know after they died by Suicide but this is my father this was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00076-00046848-00047478 the attachment I had to the man I thought that would always be there to protect Maine and I and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00077-00047478-00048252 I lovingly felt obviously very unprotected in that moment because you know of what I experienced and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00078-00048252-00048696 so you know like I said I went out in the world and then with the what happened with the accident
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00079-00048696-00049254 what I often say it was almost like at that point I was trying to run Windows on Mac it was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00080-00049254-00050136 just like a full restart like the system it the operating system had to be updated recoded like I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00081-00050136-00050754 just I could not function or live in a world where these things were possible and yet I needed to and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00082-00050754-00051341 had to if I wasn't going to fall into the male suicide statistic as a result of what I had been
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00083-00051341-00051917 through and as you know from our last conversation I was very aware from my father's death on about
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00084-00051917-00052391 the entire immense mental health movement and what the statistics were against me and what the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00085-00052391-00052974 statistics are even are of somebody who witnesses what I had witnessed so so I inherited from my dad
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00086-00052974-00053579 more of this need of a mental health education and so it started with a withdrawn it started
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00087-00053579-00054222 with dealing with the trauma and then it deal it turned into this real responsibility to you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00088-00054222-00054828 kind of sort myself self out and figure out how I was gonna how I was gonna move forward and what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00089-00054828-00055458 what true resilience looked like because a lot of what was being offered to me was like getting by
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00090-00055458-00056141 and I was 24 and I was like What if I live till I'm a hundred like I don't want to get by you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00091-00056141-00056688 know like this is obviously so unexpected that I'd be in this position but you know I I still
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00092-00056688-00057228 want to thrive and as much as that was Tangled in a grief process with grief and guilt as well
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00093-00057228-00057744 that I got to have those feelings and got to do all that it was still absolutely necessary to me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00094-00057840-00058494 um to sort of figure that out what that looked like you know yeah and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00095-00058674-00059472 yeah I guess how did you do that what were sort of you know it was it was a lot of fixing and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00096-00059472-00059946 it's it's really it's much easier to speak about it now because I also understand through all my
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00097-00059946-00060450 own research what was actually happening but in that moment especially you know when it was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00098-00060450-00061002 14 years ago or 10 years ago with my father or even now four years ago or five years ago
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00099-00061002-00061572 since the accident you know it was a lot more of wandering around in the dark I didn't really
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00100-00061572-00062112 understand what was happening and and I just sort of it was kind of like I use this analogy
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00101-00062112-00062604 a lot but you know someone can put a nail on the table and say the nail needs to go in the wall
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00102-00062658-00063186 and there's just sort of this room around you of things and you don't know what a hammer is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00103-00063186-00063810 you don't know that that's what its job is there's so many ways to get a nail in a wall and you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00104-00063810-00064428 I started by using my own palm and and like it made you know marks on me and hurt me to do it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00105-00064428-00064896 but I got it done you know and then maybe I went to like a shoe it works but you know it's like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00106-00064896-00065291 leaving a print on the wall and it's cracking and like so it's like you got how the metaphor goes
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00107-00065291-00065790 to eventually where you pick up this thing which we know as a hammer that has like a grip for my
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00108-00065790-00066390 hand specifically and is meant to perfectly put a nail in a wall without creating any damage and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00109-00066390-00066792 so that's sort of what that process was like for me and and what that process was like with me is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00110-00066792-00067404 every time I tried to fix it every time I try to get rid of it every time I try to exit grief claw
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00111-00067518-00068040 um I had a really hard mental health lesson that would follow very quickly because that just wasn't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00112-00068040-00068754 possible and so it became this idea and sort of the basis of This Book of you know not learning
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00113-00068754-00069480 to live without someone or something but learning who you are now within that loss and so it's a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00114-00069480-00069990 series of experiments of getting to know yourself and not trying to fix anything but honoring what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00115-00069990-00070440 comes up and it's like okay what do you mean like honor what comes up but just like we did at the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00116-00070440-00070974 start of this call today was very different and has been very different because what today is for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00117-00070974-00071496 me today 10 years ago there were things I still could have done and I'm going to try not to get
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00118-00071496-00072066 emotional but that is the reality of my today when I think about July 20th every year all the days
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00119-00072066-00072510 leading up to July 21st I know where I was and I know that there was things that could have been
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00120-00072510-00072990 done to maybe change this horrible thing and then on July 21st even though it seems like it's the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00121-00072990-00073464 big bad day there's usually a release there's and we're past the point where something could have
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00122-00073464-00073998 been done and that's sort of the way my mind goes so you know honoring the journey in each of those
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00123-00073998-00074556 days and every day before or after I'm waking up every morning and checking in with myself and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00124-00074556-00075180 actually based based on how I'm feeling and how I'm doing making decisions and adjusting my day
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00125-00075180-00075876 and using my own tools from from those experiments I've done over time based on what's coming up you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00126-00075876-00076326 know so it's not going to be a one thing like you might have headache and this certain medicine that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00127-00076326-00076764 you go to you know this is like the most complex headache of all time and different things are
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00128-00076764-00077382 going to help it so it's this thing where I go okay so you know there's a lot of anxiousness here
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00129-00077382-00077940 there's you know this this tendency that I want to ruminate I know I want to ruminate today and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00130-00077940-00078540 so all day today I've been pulling out my we're only in this moment presence tool and that might
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00131-00078540-00078918 look totally different to somebody else but for me I know exactly what this is and I and I just
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00132-00078918-00079512 gently keep saying to myself that's not the moment we're in buddy right now you can smell the grass
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00133-00079512-00080052 right now it's raining in London right now you know it's like what and it just it's just going
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00134-00080052-00080574 where are we in this moment where are we in this moment and but that didn't work yesterday that's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00135-00080574-00081150 not what yesterday was four right so it's this idea of honoring where you're actually at and it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00136-00081150-00081702 very difficult to get a point where you're willing to do that because it can feel very conflicting
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00137-00081702-00082326 to deal with where you're actually at and it can feel like failure it felt like failure for me when
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00138-00082326-00082848 I would feel this way again six years later seven years later Ten Years Later normally before I came
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00139-00082848-00083484 to these conclusions it really would have felt like failure that I'm still feeling this way but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00140-00083484-00084066 it's not it's you know it's it's honoring exactly what would come up and logically I mean yeah that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00141-00084066-00084576 was my dad and the terrible thing happened and you know so what's going on right now and how can I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00142-00084576-00085404 kind of tend to that so um you know I I say like I can't give you a tool kit and I can't give you 10
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00143-00085404-00085830 things and tell you where the hammer is and what the screwdriver is when it comes to grave what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00144-00085830-00086364 I can offer you is spending a year with me and you experiment where you start to identify what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00145-00086364-00086802 your Hammer looks like and what your screwdriver looks like like and you know where to get them
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00146-00086802-00087264 and also always having the willingness that the second that doesn't work anymore that there's an
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00147-00087264-00087780 upgrade there's a change you don't use that tool anymore whatever there's there's no finality and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00148-00087780-00088248 it's like I know I sound like a broken record but I have to tell myself this 10 times a day
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00149-00088248-00088806 every day there's no fix buddy so what's coming up there's no yep I get it you want it to be over
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00150-00088806-00089292 you know and it's just it's naturally like our brains are wired for stories to end for patterns
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00151-00089292-00089790 to complete for things to be resolved and this isn't a resolve you know grief Club starts today
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00152-00089790-00090258 it starts and ends never and I didn't want to be the guy that said that originally and that's why
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00153-00090258-00091020 I stayed quiet for 14 years but now I realize that that can be very very uplifting in a not in a I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00154-00091020-00091506 going to put rainbows on your sadness way but just an if you get into the realness of what's really
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00155-00091506-00092076 going on there's a lot more opportunity within that to live your life your real life where that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00156-00092076-00092592 person really passed or you really lost that job or whatever it is I'm not offering you and all
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00157-00092592-00093306 alternate I'm saying to live your real life which fully acknowledges and I never assume that I know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00158-00093306-00093804 even with all my grief that I know anything about anybody else's it's just scientifically based on
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00159-00093804-00094782 their bond and what they've lost you know yeah wow that was lovely to listen to one thing that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00160-00095076-00096006 I find I guess so meaningful about what you just said and also in your book and then talking to you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00161-00096006-00096744 last time too is do you have even if it's you've obviously worked very hard to get to this point
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00162-00096744-00097410 or you've practiced a lot and there's just so much wisdom and understanding in what you just
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00163-00097410-00098064 said this idea that the mind is always searching for an answer right over this Finish Line and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00164-00098064-00098754 end to the story and in the book and even what you just said you share so much sort of wisdom
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00165-00098862-00099630 on the Paradox I guess of how the mind is searching for an answer yet the answer
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00166-00099630-00100248 can't be found or the answer is noticing what's happening in the present moment and it's such a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00167-00100398-00100938 shift for people to start training that part of their awareness I guess or their mind to be
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00168-00100938-00101598 able to do that and yeah in the book there's so many good practices for that or ways like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00169-00101598-00102228 you said to here's a bunch of skills and tools or whatever it is figure out which ones will
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00170-00102228-00103128 work for you and I I also like your focus it's clear in the beginning of the book too
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00171-00103224-00103824 nobody can do this for you right this is about you making a decision to do this for yourself and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00172-00103824-00104633 you can't change other people and maybe just as a next jumping off point I just wanted to read this
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00173-00104742-00105288 um because it was so awesome and I had a conversation with two parents who lost a child to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00174-00105288-00105924 suicide and when I was reading this part of your book it brought up some of the things that they
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00175-00105924-00106680 shared which was amazing and I just want to read this and then um so you say what does support look
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00176-00106680-00107418 like for you right now and allow you to respond to them honestly so this is when I guess it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00177-00107418-00108383 maybe this is from day four day three uh the first week and and then and you say and I don't know is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00178-00108383-00109128 a perfectly great answer by the way which is so beautiful we can't change what other people say
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00179-00109128-00109854 or do we can teach people how to treat us around our loss I wish I'd known this a lot earlier
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00180-00109956-00110592 so yeah I don't know why that made me very emotional to hear I this is a very odd experience
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00181-00110592-00111156 like it's like well it's so you know there is a book but like it's so true and like it's like I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00182-00111156-00111624 feeling right now for a younger version of myself almost like an inner child and I'm like I know I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00183-00111624-00112146 know you wish you knew that you know then so but I I think that is such an important thing because
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00184-00112146-00112782 there's such an awkwardness around grief around both how to support people and how to ask for the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00185-00112782-00113298 support you need especially when you're swirling in grief and you don't even know what support
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00186-00113298-00113928 looks like you know and that's why again it's like this this going back to the present moment of what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00187-00113928-00114450 does support look like for you in this moment in this second because sometimes we also don't want
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00188-00114450-00114894 to answer that question because they think maybe if I say something then if they complete that I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00189-00114894-00115356 supposed to be better and I don't ever want to set up that expectation right so it's like if
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00190-00115356-00115782 you're supporting someone you know people ask me over and over again like what should I do or what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00191-00115782-00116382 should I say and I just I think casseroles and condolences are like you know what we've been
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00192-00116382-00116940 taught in so great but it became like always being touched and always sort of it felt like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00193-00116940-00117359 a stamp was being stamped on me going sorry for your loss sorry for your loss like I can't imagine
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00194-00117359-00117911 what you're going through like and and there was nothing in that that or even how are you can be so
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00195-00117911-00118464 overwhelming so over what like I don't know how I am you know it's not even how are you feeling
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00196-00118464-00119082 in North America we say how are you which is also just doesn't you know um so you know how are you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00197-00119082-00119532 doing and it's like I don't know what I'm doing I'm flailing you know and I know there's only
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00198-00119532-00120035 a certain amount of time before I need to start treading strategically because I'm not getting out
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00199-00120035-00120509 of this water like that's what's becoming clearer and clearer with every second is like I can't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00200-00120509-00121056 reverse this and I'm in this water this grief now so you know I really love to empower that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00201-00121056-00121848 you know my book is written for the griever but we do teach people how to treat us and people will
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00202-00121848-00122370 ask like you know what would be best and those are your your kind of moments those teachable moments
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00203-00122370-00122964 to say you know resilience response is like what I call them in the book is is sort of reframing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00204-00122964-00123552 things and helping people to help you so you know you know what would really help right now is this
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00205-00123552-00124211 or I don't really know and I don't want to know but I think I would like you to be in the room and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00206-00124211-00124746 not talk and that's one that I use a lot because I never said that but that's what I always wanted to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00207-00124746-00125304 say I have a tendency to ruminate and I'm trying to oh and overdrive understand what's happened
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00208-00125304-00125946 in my life but I also am very aware that that's not healthy to do all day every day so I don't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00209-00125946-00126420 want to be alone but I don't want to be touched so I want someone to sit in the room and it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00210-00126420-00126864 like so specific but when I really tapped into it the third time around you know just because
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00211-00126864-00127344 of what happened to me I kind of had to ask for what I really needed and you know we have like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00212-00127344-00127824 adopted this term in our family like a pocket pal like in it you know they kind of come over and do
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00213-00127824-00128238 what you're doing during the day and it's it's not a thing but you have someone else there you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00214-00128238-00128670 and all of my very good friends and close family members know exactly what that means and it's like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00215-00128670-00129138 can we have a pocket pile day where you're just there we don't have to talk about it but we're
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00216-00129138-00129635 also not going to ignore it we're honoring it by you being in the space because I want someone
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00217-00129635-00130361 in the space you know so yeah I think it's really diving into that question for yourself and there's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00218-00130361-00130866 a tendency and even in like a lot of the grief world right now to sort of attack the supporters
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00219-00130866-00131346 because they don't know how to support and you know the things they say and like I get that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00220-00131346-00131892 and it's very frustrating and there's another week where you can honor all the anger you want um and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00221-00131892-00132378 find a healthy outlet for that but also there's a little bit of responsibility that unfortunately
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00222-00132378-00133020 comes with grief you know you are entering a club and there your life is different now and you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00223-00133020-00133560 it's like I hate like I hate that it's like wait I have to do this I have to do more I'm the one who
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00224-00133560-00134172 lost someone and it's like yeah if you if you want to enjoy your life at all yeah there's going to be
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00225-00134172-00134652 some things to do here and some tools to develop and you're going to kind of you know constantly
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00226-00134652-00135684 have to just be honoring what's what's going on yeah wow um that idea of I love how you put it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00227-00135762-00136494 I don't your presence in the room is enough like I don't want to be touched or even spoken to perhaps
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00228-00136560-00137568 resonates so much with me so and I think as you also say in in alignment with building
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00229-00137568-00138114 the skill set different people well different days different moments different situations
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00230-00138114-00138774 might call for us to want to be spoken to our timesters or whatnot others may not and being
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00231-00138774-00139458 able to this is why your the check-in practices are so useful is and and later in the book
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00232-00139596-00140100 sure I'm just laughing because I want to remind everyone because this thing happened where people
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00233-00140100-00140754 will say to this day oh Addison doesn't like to be touched even before people and and I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00234-00140754-00141210 now because I wasn't checking in with myself as you're saying and I wasn't keeping it Loose to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00235-00141210-00141576 what I really wanted I made hard rules when I was younger because I didn't know I didn't know any
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00236-00141576-00142050 of this right so it was like it became no one's allowed to touch me which was very detrimental
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00237-00142050-00142506 to going through the next 10 years of because I did want to be hugged but then I didn't want to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00238-00142506-00143058 awkwardly like have to bring it back in so that no one was touching me and I I did want you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00239-00143058-00143508 and so it is always of the moment and that that is a bravery and that is something that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00240-00143508-00143952 so I'm saying you always have the opportunity to teach people how to treat you it's not one
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00241-00143952-00144456 lecture it's not one set of rules you know it's always in the moment and be careful because you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00242-00144456-00144870 you know people think they're helping by then telling everyone else in the world don't touch
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00243-00144870-00145398 him and it's like well no I literally as a human being need like oxytocin and like you know it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00244-00145398-00145788 should be touched you know especially through all this presence and became a whole thing 10
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00245-00145788-00146202 years later I worked through with a life coach of like breaking down this Addison doesn't like to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00246-00146202-00146736 be touched limited belief that I created you know so you know I always like to find the funny in it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00247-00146736-00147162 and someone something like that pops up it's like you know yeah just be honest in each moment what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00248-00147162-00147738 it is because hard and fast rules again don't don't serve you you know maybe for a period of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00249-00147738-00148386 time but not not always for the whole run you know hmm yeah that's such a nice reflection
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00250-00148548-00149550 to one to notice that that's what you're doing and then to also take for lack of a better word maybe
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00251-00149550-00150198 the responsibility to then start asking again for what you need or or to acknowledge in yourself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00252-00150198-00150936 that maybe this isn't serving me anymore or maybe it didn't or who knows or and if you hate I hated
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00253-00150936-00151410 the word responsibility if anyone listener hates it there is there you know this grief
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00254-00151410-00151746 is real and there's going to be a long where you don't want to listen to this and you don't want
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00255-00151746-00152130 to read this book it's not the first year as and if you didn't pick it up on the first day you've
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00256-00152130-00152532 missed the book it's the first year you're ready to honor an experiment through what you've been
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00257-00152532-00153024 through that year can come 10 years from now so I just like always like to say that and also I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00258-00153024-00153534 used to have sort of my own personal negative connotation to that idea of responsibility like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00259-00153534-00154074 I you know it's like Spider-Man rules with great power comes great responsibility kind of thing and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00260-00154074-00154764 you know when someone said it to me as um ensuring you can be response able like able to respond you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00261-00154764-00155184 know and I know that's sort of like a mindset like we all kind of know that one but that reminder is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00262-00155184-00155808 something that I needed often is to think about it as like it's actually like I'm making it so that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00263-00155808-00156516 I'm able to respond to life to the things I still want to what's going on and by asking people and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00264-00156516-00157002 teaching people around me how to keep me that way that as a part of this process because sometimes
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00265-00157002-00157452 like yeah we both kind of obviously have this idea that responsibility is something that you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00266-00157452-00158166 know comes with some sort of Burden or rules or more on me kind of things yes and but making sure
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00267-00158166-00158838 I'm always responsible is something I want to sign up for like I'll subscribe to that you know so I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00268-00158838-00159312 just I always kind of did that switch for me but it's certainly like yeah there's there's always
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00269-00159312-00159984 with your own mental health the responsibility is to yourself and you know and to others in that way
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00270-00160038-00161148 yeah yeah yeah and that it's a nice way to reframe it so that it's more a note more sort of an open
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00271-00161148-00162144 relationship I guess to the word or to what it actually means in practice um I I wanted I would
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00272-00162144-00162798 just want to read one part another part from this which is so awesome in the resilience responses
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00273-00162912-00163488 um when somebody says are you sure you're okay and then you say if they say this just hit them
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00274-00163488-00164136 maybe something like I'm feeling so many things right now but if I can
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00275-00164136-00164538 figure out what I need in terms of support I will reach out that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00276-00164688-00165306 that takes some practice right to be able to say that and to be able to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00277-00165498-00166062 not want to hit the person no I don't know that's there's like your humor in there and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00278-00166062-00166734 also the seriousness of how you right and I I think it's it's you know always going
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00279-00166734-00167352 back to what makes you you know and bringing that into this process is really important so for me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00280-00167352-00168000 personally humor is a non-negotiable basically for me if I'm not finding the funny in things
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00281-00168084-00168486 I would be the same as them saying he no longer has a pulse like it's just
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00282-00168486-00168852 it's that's how inbred it is and to me and the culture of my family
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00283-00168948-00169362 um you know other people would never understand but like the hardest I've ever laughed has been
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00284-00169362-00169944 in in the limousine hearses on the way to burials like I mean that's just like when we really
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00285-00169944-00170550 realized this was really happening you know it was like almost funny because it was that unbelievable
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00286-00170550-00170982 at that time and obviously you know they're shocked with that or whatever but you know so for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00287-00170982-00171708 me allowing that humor in and then you know going into like whatever the response is like and and I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00288-00171708-00172272 think what I was really trying to set up there is you know if you don't know but but creating that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00289-00172272-00172836 opportunity to later say to someone but if I do know I will reach out and so that there's not that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00290-00172836-00173484 awkwardness when that does come up you know and and being able to sort of put that put that moment
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00291-00173484-00173970 there because there's a lot of calibrating that's going to go on and and you know in the moment I of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00292-00173970-00174552 course like you know my grief processes started I was an A type 2 but I could not fix me but it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00293-00174552-00174966 seemed like there was a way to make the person who was trying to console me feel better and so
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00294-00174966-00175446 at least someone got something out of it and it's a little bit backwards but I could be like you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00295-00175446-00176070 know you being here has you know made this better for me or like you know like hugging them like it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00296-00176070-00176574 there's almost like an inference sometimes really quickly of the griever actually then consoling
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00297-00176574-00177090 the person who's there to give condolences and it's it's sort of this you know they just can't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00298-00177090-00177648 believe what's happened to you and then you know you're helping them to believe something that you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00299-00177648-00178134 don't believe yet but you're aware that's going to be a bigger process and it's certainly not going
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00300-00178134-00178836 to happen in a welcoming line at a Portuguese Catholic funeral with 200 people in tow you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00301-00178836-00179460 like that's just not where that's going to happen so that's and that that idea of of you know adding
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00302-00179460-00179958 up for the silence that's going to come later is very important because it is going to come
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00303-00179958-00180390 all the formalities fade away and that's in the privilege of formalities obviously we're coming
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00304-00180390-00180864 out of a pandemic where people didn't even get to have Community Driven memorials or anything like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00305-00180864-00181422 that that's a whole other conversation you know but but no matter what's done sort of that it does
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00306-00181422-00181920 fade away that initial support and that initial surrounding and that's sort of when you need it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00307-00181920-00182424 the most is just that little bit later when you're coming to terms with it so always being willing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00308-00182424-00183048 to say you know there's nothing right now I can think of but is it okay if I call on you when I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00309-00183048-00183576 do think of something you know and setting that up so that later that other part of your brain
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00310-00183576-00184116 that tries to convince you you're being a bother is like no we actually have an open contract that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00311-00184116-00184782 like I can do this and I can you know and I I myself before I wrote this book I rarely send
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00312-00184782-00185472 flowers food anything when something happens I go into my calendar and I I write something
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00313-00185472-00186108 down for a month later or 60 days later and I'll send something then because I know that's when
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00314-00186108-00186600 nothing like that's happening you know and that's when it's hitting hard and you're feeling sort of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00315-00186600-00187206 the loneliness of the truth of what's going on at least for me you know I know that that was sort of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00316-00187302-00187788 um you know and everyone needs a break eventually from lasagnas if that's what's being delivered
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00317-00187956-00189048 wow and the I do want to sort of moving through the book The and I really I kind of admire
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00318-00189126-00189738 how you you address the stages of grief which are kind of relatively well
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00319-00189828-00190446 accepted in the general knowledge around these things I like that you point them out and sort of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00320-00190656-00191466 move on in some ways yeah I just wanted to bring up that like they've basically been disproven you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00321-00191466-00191886 know from a scientist's point of view even you know and that's something I've learned
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00322-00191886-00192474 even more so since I've written the book but it's because they're ingrained in US I mean that book
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00323-00192474-00192966 Elizabeth Cooper with she was interviewing people who were dying she wasn't interviewing people who
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00324-00192966-00193464 had lost someone so that book at the time was revolutionary and amazing but it also actually
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00325-00193464-00194052 wasn't originally about grief she was identifying in categories of people in a non-scientific way
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00326-00194052-00194700 through interviews you know these these similar themes and then they got I don't know if it was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00327-00194700-00195240 ever intentional but they got put into the this order and so the reason that I wanted
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00328-00195240-00195768 to address it is because that has downloaded into our programming we all know about these stages of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00329-00195768-00196152 grief even though we don't really know how because I don't think I got taught that in school but like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00330-00196152-00196596 you know it comes up whether you know maybe it wasn't like psych 101 or something I don't know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00331-00196596-00197094 at some point but we all hear about these stages of grief and then this idea of stages in the way
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00332-00197094-00197622 our brain works it's like let's let's get rid of that right away because there's no stages they
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00333-00197622-00198066 all swirl together they are circular in nature they will come back it's more like scribbling
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00334-00198066-00198600 you know and you'll Circle back and you'll feel all of them at once and you know as where you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00335-00198600-00199074 know you kind of naturally feel that but no one really said that to me you know and I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00336-00199074-00199734 was expecting to go through these stages and I was expecting acceptance to be the final stage
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00337-00199734-00200370 where I got my certificate and I don't have to grieve anymore or deal with grief period
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00338-00200472-00200946 um and all you can really ever do is accept the moment you're in so obviously that's going to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00339-00200946-00201510 be secular obviously that's going to recur and obviously as a human being as new triggers and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00340-00201510-00201906 new relationships and new experiences happen you know you're going to go through all of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00341-00201906-00202482 these things which she so beautifully thematically found people at the end of their life were feeling
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00342-00202614-00203142 um so that like I I always kind of like like to bring that up and then it's kind of funny but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00343-00203214-00203688 I just want to say to people after this book came out I was like you know I'm I'm just a friend who
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00344-00203688-00204126 gets it I'm not a doctor I'm not a coach I'm not a scientist I'm not definitely not a neuroscientist
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00345-00204126-00204570 you know and all of a sudden I was like oh I really like science though like maybe I should
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00346-00204570-00205104 have done this you know and I and I wanted to take it back and it was so weird the timing of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00347-00205104-00205530 this but this book came out and I have it with me here it's called The Grieving brain by Mary
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00348-00205530-00206076 Frances O'Connor and she is she has studied the neurobiology of grief for the last 20 years and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00349-00206076-00206496 what is insane is you'll see if this video ever exists but there's so many Post-its and more of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00350-00206496-00206819 the book is highlighted than unhighlighted I should have just circled the parts that I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00351-00206819-00207432 didn't want to highlight but from a scientific perspective almost everything I naturally came
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00352-00207432-00208134 to is proven in all of her studies you know I she kind of is this like godmother on my shoulder of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00353-00208134-00208614 being like yeah there's actually signs to back up everything you naturally wanted to offer a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00354-00208614-00209123 friend and here's why you know in this whole process of what our brain's actually doing and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00355-00209123-00209676 I I really think they're just such a beautiful matching because understanding from the beginning
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00356-00209676-00210150 what's happening in the brain and how we attach to people and what's what's really happening
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00357-00210234-00210948 um was just I don't know so enlightening to me but so 13 years after I was going you know through
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00358-00210948-00211571 many of those processes and it makes so much sense to me now but one really cool thing that I I like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00359-00211571-00212250 to bring up is this idea of like and it comes from this book is if I were to ask you right now like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00360-00212250-00213017 name your closest living loved one hmm like it's not a measuring contest just someone that you see
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00361-00213017-00213480 all the time and you're closely attached to whoever it is right my wife or kids yeah so
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00362-00213480-00214116 your wife and whoever's listening will name theirs and then tell me right now if in this moment you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00363-00214116-00214817 needed to see them how long it would take to get to see them and where they probably are right now
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00364-00215052-00215730 she's in the basement and if she wasn't home right now do you have an idea where she would
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00365-00215730-00216294 probably be yes the places and how long it would take to get there and to give the people listening
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00366-00216294-00216792 an idea for me like my older sisters we kind of all spread across the world when grief had shows
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00367-00216792-00217344 in Australia and it's so weird to think but like I go okay so I'm in London right now I'd have to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00368-00217344-00217926 fly nine hours to Dubai then another 13 hours to land in you know Brisbane and then either
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00369-00217926-00218388 I'd get a taxi or she'd pick me up an hour and a half okay so in 26 hours I could find my sister
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00370-00218388-00218898 and she's probably at her place of work in her home or you know at the beach because those are
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00371-00218898-00219378 the three places she almost always is at the dog beach and what we don't realize is that our brain
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00372-00219378-00219882 once we attach to someone this is the cool like Neuroscience that backs up everything that that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00373-00219882-00220319 we say why we have to experiment and stay open all the time is our brain is constantly doing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00374-00220319-00220956 that we have a virtual map of everyone we feel attached to and it's uh subconsciously knows all
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00375-00220956-00221532 of this all the time and then suddenly you have a person in your life where the map is broken
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00376-00221592-00222312 and that's what grief becomes is the virtual map really aligning with with what's really happening
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00377-00222312-00222732 and that like I keep using this analogy of this operating system again it's so funny that's how
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00378-00222732-00223188 I described it and then she's like literally your operating system you know these two maps
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00379-00223188-00223728 were not in alignment and you couldn't you know fix it and it's a it's just it's so interesting
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00380-00223728-00224226 if someone's trying to understand like why do I feel crazy or why do I keep thinking about or why
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00381-00224226-00224748 do I keep expecting them to walk through the door or when a certain thing happens because for years
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00382-00224748-00225306 your brain has come to expect that that's when you'll see them or if you need to see them that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00383-00225306-00225714 you can get there in a certain amount of time and so your brain in a way is literally broken
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00384-00225780-00226386 you know but we're not acknowledging that and that's not being said really and so it's just
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00385-00226386-00226854 this like sort of feeling like you're drowning in a deep end kind of why do I feel insane all
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00386-00226854-00227412 the time for I truly believe in this moment that I could drive to my dad's house like he'll be there
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00387-00227412-00227910 right you know and you have this thing so it's a very it's a very interesting thing to like just
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00388-00227910-00228348 to kind of keep with you of like all the things that I would share from that book is that just
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00389-00228348-00228798 being really kind and compassionate to yourself through all of these experiments that at the same
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00390-00228798-00229386 time that you're doing the experiments that I lay out there is a neurobiological process of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00391-00229386-00229866 you updating these maps of the of attachment to love grief doesn't start at death it starts
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00392-00229866-00230442 when you attach through love and so that is when it really started so it all the years you knew
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00393-00230442-00230838 someone or you knew life to be a certain way is actually what you're working through not
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00394-00230838-00231204 since the day they died some people say it's been a month what's wrong with me it's been a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00395-00231204-00231773 year what's wrong with me I'm updating a map that started 33 years ago when I was born and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00396-00231773-00232284 my father held me against his chest and I knew every moment of every year of where
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00397-00232284-00232692 he was and depended on him and I'm grinning through my teeth and smiling because this
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00398-00232692-00233304 is making me really emotional to think because I truly truly want to know and she talks about
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00399-00233394-00233964 the the way we attach you know is here and now and and close and close means like how close are
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00400-00233964-00234582 you to that person how close are you right and so that's why I've realized from from her book why I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00401-00234582-00235182 have such a weird thing with this anniversary is I did 10 years is a big number so I'm not going
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00402-00235182-00235776 to be as close to my father as I was when I had that Bond and I knew where he was and I really
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00403-00235776-00236286 don't want us to get further apart I don't want to be any different than I was and so you see
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00404-00236286-00236676 all these patterns start to show up especially in that first year of grief you don't want to do new
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00405-00236676-00237102 things you don't you don't want to go places you don't want to go somewhere where you used to go
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00406-00237102-00237696 with them because then it's real and the closeness changes and so it's like being really gentle but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00407-00237696-00238067 also getting to understand that that's what's happening is like such a beautiful permission
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00408-00238067-00238638 slip from Mary Frances because it's like really I just went through those things thinking like I I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00409-00238638-00239100 was unwell you know and I just didn't understand why I didn't want to move forward and there was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00410-00239100-00239723 no way for us to remain close at that time from the way I understood the bonds that that's why I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00411-00239723-00240216 didn't want to do any of those things you know and and that's that's very difficult you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00412-00240216-00240719 when I think about how much I've changed since you know since my brother died or since my father died
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00413-00240719-00241380 and how much I really did want to stay the same so that I could keep that part of our relationship I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00414-00241380-00242016 stay true to the closeness I had with them because it's not getting updated in the map you know and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00415-00242016-00242406 then there's this whole other side of like with purpose and you know with your your own belief
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00416-00242406-00242982 system closeness can come from other ways you know you can you can maintain a relationship if you so
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00417-00242982-00243744 choose to but um in in that first year that we're talking about really being gentle because to back
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00418-00243744-00244062 myself up with science which I only get to do in interviews because this book wasn't published when
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00419-00244062-00244806 my book was published you know you you are going through a very natural process of updating your
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00420-00244806-00245448 system you know um and yeah yeah Windows doesn't run on Mac I can tell you firsthand I said that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00421-00245448-00245778 not even know what I was talking about you know and I used to say that all the time but now I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00422-00245778-00246282 like well that's really weird because that's literally what was happening you know yeah wow
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00423-00246390-00246990 that's so insightful and yeah it's so nice to to hear you describe all that stuff and I actually
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00424-00246990-00247602 didn't know the sort of backstory to those stages of grief so thank you for sharing that with me and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00425-00247602-00248219 you know anyone so you know I didn't either I didn't either until like two years ago which is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00426-00248219-00248850 wild again because every but that's also where where the resources that exist sometimes you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00427-00248850-00249276 know it's that's why this whole idea of what In This Moment is serving everybody we're also in
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00428-00249276-00249708 a place where we have technology and like think about everything I just said about the GPS system
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00429-00249708-00250134 we actually have something called social media that also allows us to track someone when they're
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00430-00250134-00250667 living if they're on social media all the time just grief is very different than it ever was and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00431-00250667-00251346 so I read those books originally but they didn't one at the time fulfill my expectation to be fixed
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00432-00251346-00251844 and two in some way they they didn't align they provided me with information that allowed me to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00433-00251844-00252354 feel connected but it still just wasn't making sense like as she describes in this book and again
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00434-00252354-00252942 in makes sense now why it didn't you know these stages because it's like that wasn't what was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00435-00252942-00253452 happening and I got to really see that firsthand because it was compounding so technically I should
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00436-00253452-00253932 have been done you know one and then I you know I'd be like one of those weird diagrams because
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00437-00253932-00254514 I'd be in three grief processes at once and like ideally like in acceptance around my brother but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00438-00254514-00255000 anger about my like about bargaining about my you know and all those things are true but like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00439-00255000-00255504 that's just not it couldn't be plotted like a series arc on a TV show to get us all through
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00440-00255504-00256182 and out of the race you know so yeah yeah that's awesome is that what you sort of I assume well
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00441-00256248-00256740 that's what you mean by the swirl kind of thing right yeah yeah yeah you're going
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00442-00256890-00257352 yeah the chapters of the book um which are the first ones like the silence which
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00443-00257352-00257760 I already kind of talked about and then like the swirl these are sort of my asses of grief
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00444-00257760-00258480 again not stages and not in a linear order but these really big like themes of my grief
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00445-00258480-00258882 that came up that I think might align with people you know like the shame that comes up
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00446-00258882-00259271 the surrender that comes up you know the show up and how you show up in the world
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00447-00259373-00259871 um you know because there's other ways that it can be said where it didn't really align and again you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00448-00259871-00260328 know today is a perfect example when I checked in I was describing a swirl you know I was I'm in
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00449-00260328-00260958 a swirl you know so um yeah they just that these s's that align with me and if they can if someone
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00450-00260958-00261504 can you know you know write swirl on a candle and light it every time you're in the swirl you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00451-00261504-00261917 just to acknowledge that that's what it is even if it's just for you you know what I mean like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00452-00261917-00262770 to be like I know what this is and I know where I'm at um and you know my maps updating um yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00453-00262770-00263634 so nice too I guess my mind's going in two directions because you get into
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00454-00263880-00264294 these self-compassion practices which are so beautiful like one
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00455-00264294-00265020 the one of writing a letter to yourself or to your a part of yourself um is so
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00456-00265236-00266058 beautiful um and I think you said somewhere in there we actually need to hear from or to speak
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00457-00266058-00266886 to that part of ourself and you yeah like how you worded at something like um it may seem weird or
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00458-00266886-00267546 not necessary but it actually is so necessary it's it's like the part of us that I think that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00459-00267546-00268392 the part of me that believed my father would always be there or my brother and I would grow
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00460-00268392-00269124 old together who we are raw today my friends sorry I am trying to I don't want to lose enunciation
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00461-00269226-00269724 um but um you know the part of me that believed that is a part of me have actually been that I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00462-00269724-00270156 became very aware of after this book was released it was like you're done with the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00463-00270156-00270720 giving hey me very specific nine-year-old version of myself I can see exactly what I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00464-00270720-00271164 look like and that's the guy that believed all the things that you know eventually we had to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00465-00271254-00271728 um come to believe and we have all these Rites of passages about sitting sitting kids down and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00466-00271728-00272172 saying hey so you know the guy we told you that can go to everyone's house on the 24th Eve of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00467-00272172-00272712 every year and deliver presents yeah we gotta talk about that I'm always like wording it in a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00468-00272712-00273108 weird way in case someone's listening in the car because I do not want to end any magic early but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00469-00273108-00273510 you know with the teeth and the bunny there's like these conversations that we have and then
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00470-00273510-00273936 we kind of jump right into the birds and the bees and there isn't this sort of conversation of like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00471-00273936-00274434 this belief that you have that it will always be this way and that you know no no one's going
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00472-00274434-00275034 anywhere is is not dealt with in the same way and and often the way you learn that is is when you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00473-00275034-00275562 experience your first death and I have friends my age that have really not lost anyone yet you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00474-00275562-00275940 know so they haven't had you know and they've learned through me a lot of my friends about
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00475-00275940-00276390 great I know that they do not want to subscribe and they don't they're not looking you know they
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00476-00276390-00277038 don't want that but you know so I think this idea of being gentle and thinking about it and also too
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00477-00277158-00277518 before a lot of self work I was not very nice the way I spoke to myself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00478-00277584-00278130 so when I picture how I would explain it to a child because that's who needs to hear from me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00479-00278130-00278658 right now is that younger version of myself that this doesn't make sense to and just in every way
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00480-00278658-00279060 and you've maybe picked up on a little bit about whenever I go into self-talk when we're talking
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00481-00279060-00279528 about any of the experiments the way I speak is like I'm speaking to my godson and I think
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00482-00279528-00279942 of my godson specifically because I love him more than anything and there's no way I would
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00483-00279942-00280464 explain something to him without that love there especially something difficult which is starting
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00484-00280464-00281010 to happen because he's getting very smart and you know starting to have these conversations where
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00485-00281010-00281550 well that's my dad where's your dad you know what is his middle name mean it's like oh God like do I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00486-00281550-00282060 do this or do I pass this off but that's who that idea of always going back to that once you write
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00487-00282060-00282666 that initial child that letter to a child you know that you love or to yourself if if you know when
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00488-00282666-00283296 you were younger but the idea is to set that tone of that like really gentle compassionate self-talk
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00489-00283296-00283932 and inviting curiosity back into your life life like a child would and being okay with every
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00490-00283932-00284526 question because you're learning again and it's just very different than saying yes Addison dad
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00491-00284526-00285054 died by Suicide you sought yourself stop you know that's literally if I'm being honest right now how
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00492-00285054-00285690 I was speaking to myself at that time going hey bud I know this is going to sound really difficult
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00493-00285690-00286362 and it's really really really sad you know I can't even do it but you know and it's totally different
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00494-00286362-00286860 and it's setting that tone from week one that's why I put that on the seventh day hey there's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00495-00286860-00287322 someone else we need to explain this to whether it's the children in your life or the child inside
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00496-00287322-00288012 of you but in a very sensitive delicate way at Baseline roots of what love is and how we you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00497-00288012-00288846 talk to a loving being what went down what's going on um and I think it sets that tone for days where
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00498-00288846-00289254 you know I'll do these experiments and I'll create a tool and then I'm not using the tool and then
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00499-00289254-00289722 instead of getting angry and having this negative self-talk around feeling like a failure because
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00500-00289722-00290100 I know what helps me and I'm not even doing it I'm not serving myself I'm going to be so dumb
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00501-00290100-00290496 after all this money and this life coaching and therapy you know but then it's like no no no no
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00502-00290496-00291234 go back to the way you spoke in that letter hey buddy it's okay we can meditate now we can throw
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00503-00291234-00291714 this one away it's tomorrow you're going to have a different relationship to all of these things it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00504-00291714-00292248 not that big hey buddy you know and going back to that and going back to that it's setting that tone
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00505-00292248-00292710 up that being a very natural thing because whether we admit it or not we're going to be talking to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00506-00292710-00293466 ourselves a lot about this loss and the way we do it I think can fast track a sense of healing and a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00507-00293466-00294120 sense of you know Beauty in the way that you know are compassionate with yourself that's why I keep
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00508-00294120-00294756 bringing up in the book ask yourself am I being kind am I being compassionate am I staying curious
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00509-00294756-00295398 and those are all to yourself in relationship to yourself of course and to others but to you are
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00510-00295398-00295986 you truly being kind about what is going on right now and you know that you're in the deep end and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00511-00295986-00296502 you're treading and there's no you know you can't get out of the water you know um yeah I think
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00512-00296502-00297042 that's um that's that's one thing that I often don't say when people say what's one thing you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00513-00297042-00297498 wish you could tell someone you know and I guess I worked out because I put it in a book so obviously
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00514-00297498-00298014 it's something that I would say to people but like you know I never think of it but it really does
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00515-00298014-00298554 set that tone and it really does start to train your brain teach yourself how to treat yourself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00516-00298554-00299190 from day one that's you're you this is you know that's her biggest thing is that grief in her
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00517-00299190-00299742 book that she says you know grief is is a learning process above all else it's a learning process and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00518-00299742-00300168 it's it's something we don't want to learn it's going to be your least favorite subject in school
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00519-00300168-00300714 but it's a learning process right so you know signing up for that and deciding how you're going
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00520-00300714-00301398 to teach you know really like a child's mind to navigate this loss I think is very very important
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00521-00301398-00302058 and I'm sort of dwelling on this because I'm also reminding myself that I know this as I'm saying it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00522-00302058-00302574 right now because of how I'm feeling today and maybe that that maybe not have been every bit
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00523-00302574-00302982 of this morning and the way that I didn't want to deal with how I feel about this anniversary
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00524-00303096-00303846 um because as you guys see the second you tap into that real thing talking to that kid inside of me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00525-00303846-00304398 or to my God sign about this thing that happened that was really terrible uh instantly connects
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00526-00304398-00305034 me to my true emotions around it you know um and it invokes whether I like it or not empathy for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00527-00305034-00305856 myself who I would love to just hate you know that would just be easier you know but yeah so it's the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00528-00305856-00306408 practice never ends it's again no destination on that every single day are you being kind yeah yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00529-00306408-00307182 that's just yeah beautiful example of the process working in real time and I think the more we
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00530-00307182-00308310 practice doing that the easier and the process of it coming up in the moment is much more freeing or
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00531-00308310-00308862 open or something like that and almost soothing at least for me I know it's quite soothing when
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00532-00308862-00309396 I can allow those emotions to come up because they're very much on the surface for me too even
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00533-00309396-00310008 listening to you talk it's like I'm welling up and and that's empowering and I think we learn
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00534-00310140-00310800 that that's not scary right that's okay that's actually helpful in some sense or something like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00535-00310800-00311496 that and that becomes you know your subconscious is not that way naturally so that the go-to can
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00536-00311496-00311964 become that if you do it enough time yes you know where like you naturally did at the beginning of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00537-00311964-00312528 this conversation taking those deep breaths you know like that that becomes the go-to you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00538-00312528-00313032 and becomes an invitation for everyone around you you know it's like oh I want it on that I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00539-00313032-00313476 talk about that on every page of this book take a breath and then I'm rambling about death and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00540-00313476-00314106 not breathing you know so it's you know it's that oh okay good I get to learn moment rather than oh
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00541-00314106-00314880 God I'm about to learn something more about grief you know yeah yeah and that process of I can't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00542-00314880-00315522 remember where it's in the book but along this thing of self-compassion of what do I I love you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00543-00315522-00316500 wrote it in the what do I need to hear right now and that for me my experience of working on myself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00544-00316500-00317040 and helping others that that self-compassionate phrase is literally what do I need to hear right
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00545-00317040-00317688 now and that does take practice to cultivate that internal voice because as you said I think
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00546-00317760-00318228 maybe it's more of a western thing although I even think those boundaries
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00547-00318360-00319242 are a bit fake or not real but we tend to be very self-critical and so that inner wiring of yeah I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00548-00319242-00320010 stupid or I'm not doing enough or all that sludge um it does take practice to work through that and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00549-00320010-00320550 then when you can get to the point of what do I need to hear right now even from myself yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00550-00320550-00321102 that's the hardest one as you're saying that I'm cringing because I'm like I hate that I even like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00551-00321102-00321636 admit that I you know have to ask myself that because it's also like for me my natural like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00552-00321636-00322050 you're saying is what do I need to do right now and what are all the things I could do
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00553-00322050-00322476 that would make this hurt less or that I wouldn't have to deal with this like would writing another
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00554-00322476-00323046 book really quickly get me out of this or would you know going on a good date or having someone
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00555-00323046-00323514 else love me would it be it's like wait wait wait what do you need to hear right now and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00556-00323514-00323850 it's very interesting because whenever I've done that and I've been willing to check in
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00557-00323934-00324648 you also align with like your basic basic needs and it's like most the time it's I love you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00558-00324648-00325590 you're safe you're gonna be okay yeah I and I get it I get it like you know it like I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00559-00325590-00326070 thinking it's like I need to you know buy a house and do all these things and you know what I mean
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00560-00326070-00326628 like it's like this achievement oriented get out of your feelings thing and it's so so basic and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00561-00326628-00327144 you know it's like one there's a responsibility of of getting to say that to yourself then you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00562-00327144-00327606 know taking the invitation once you hear what you need to hear from yourself but then also if if the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00563-00327606-00328326 response is you're safe where where can you go and who can you be around if you want it to be
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00564-00328326-00328932 something you share with someone else that would that makes you feel safe and feel loved and who's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00565-00328932-00329400 likely to let you know that you love them now I avoid my mother at all costs because I'm scared
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00566-00329400-00330024 her level just like unravel me you know you know I'm obviously I think I have this limited belief
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00567-00330024-00330546 if I mean to my mom she'll never die because I just can't I can't you know and it's like we
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00568-00330546-00330996 talk about it and and then you know I go back to it of sort of pushing her away especially
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00569-00330996-00331536 when I'm coming and going and traveling for work you know when I do get to see her but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00570-00331536-00331896 um you know it's it's just it's taught me a lot though because that is the person I love
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00571-00331896-00332274 more than anything on earth and the person who knows how to love me the most perfectly
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00572-00332274-00332952 in every single way and my natural inclination is to get rid of her because she's too aware of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00573-00332952-00333468 what really happened and what's really going on within me and you know what's going on and it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00574-00333468-00333822 funny because I'll have these conversations with my mom now that you know I've evolved and done
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00575-00333822-00334320 some so where can I I'm apologizing for you know I I if I ever really am hurting your feelings
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00576-00334320-00334794 or if I ever really seen mean and it's just so interesting when she kind of says back to me like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00577-00334860-00335454 uh yeah I'm really disappointed and my son who went through all of this stuff like you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00578-00335454-00335988 know has tried to go back and help other people have survived his own suicidality you know all
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00579-00335988-00336408 this stuff and he's a little mean to me in the morning like you know of all the things that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00580-00336408-00336822 could have amounted from the trauma and the loss and the statistically just like with addiction
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00581-00336822-00337410 or anything you know she's like the way she looks at it is so different and I'm like see that's the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00582-00337410-00337836 thing that's what you do you could just love me no matter what I you know it's like ah I gotta
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00583-00337836-00338352 go I gotta go like you know but it's like even when you're apologizing you're just like oh man
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00584-00338352-00338892 you just really love me and because I've come to know what what that love becomes when you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00585-00338892-00339612 lose it I don't know how to like operate within it you know properly as a human being and so I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00586-00339612-00340236 just acknowledge it and apologize for it and then you know each day you know this might sound really
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00587-00340236-00340788 silly but I would literally be like when I'm going to my mom's house like set goals for a full hour
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00588-00340788-00341358 do not be short do not push her away hug her when you get there you know and it wasn't until
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00589-00341358-00341772 I started reading a lot of other people's work and like seeing a lot of different things where
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00590-00341772-00342324 I'm going oh this is very normal these half hugs and this like the separation that happens between
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00591-00342324-00342948 the people who experience loss like this the most and who the love you need the most you're pushing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00592-00342948-00343356 away because of this you know belief that somehow that's going to keep you more secure
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00593-00343452-00344190 um it's just something that is a gentle long process one that to this day 14 years later I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00594-00344190-00344706 still like you know talking to my mom on the phone and then texting after saying and sorry
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00595-00344706-00345258 if I was short you know like or whatever it is like sorry I got annoyed or sorry like you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00596-00345258-00345762 and everybody now knows that I'm Canadian born because I just said sorry three times
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00597-00345984-00347262 oh yeah yeah so much it's lovely to hear you articulate all these things so wealth um and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00598-00347262-00347934 in the in the I think that relates a little bit to the next piece that I have in my notes like around
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00599-00348066-00348462 we skipped over it a bit but that I love that idea and I can't remember where I heard it first
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00600-00348462-00349158 but you know the gap between who we are and who we want to be or that that's how I know it is where
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00601-00349158-00350076 the suffering lies um which is just so profound and true and you you sort of describe how the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00602-00350076-00350922 process about connecting to who we are is bringing those circles together and and maybe can you maybe
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00603-00350922-00351888 talk about I love how you you um I guess reference Dr Anna Lemke that dopamine Nation book is so good
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00604-00351888-00352398 and that's another one like this book that kind of changes your life because it also again brings you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00605-00352398-00353064 into how our brains work in 2022 with everything that's around us in a technological sense that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00606-00353064-00353484 is very much a part of a grief process or a mental health healing process you know that's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00607-00353484-00354150 that's just a part of everything we do you know yeah and and I love that so you say let's talk
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00608-00354150-00354846 about pro-social shame never heard of it before neither had I that's when I one of my teachers
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00609-00354984-00355368 when we work on shame she brings up this idea of pro-social Shame
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00610-00355470-00356262 um so maybe yeah can you talk about a bit about yes I'd love to interview that teacher yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00611-00356262-00356664 she's wonderful she's like another one where I really nerd out but you know this idea of like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00612-00356664-00357120 you know I think the easiest thing for other people to understand this is something like AAA
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00613-00357120-00357708 where they've where they've proven and realized that by coming together and openly sharing what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00614-00357708-00358248 may otherwise feel shameful to us or become shameful because it's so silent within us you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00615-00358248-00358794 know actually proves to be quite healing you know so looking for connective opportunities
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00616-00358896-00359490 um and you know I really is this like hand in hand because rumination is like the dirty you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00617-00359490-00360000 know best friend of grief you know you also it's at a certain point it you know your brain's trying
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00618-00360000-00360456 to understand your brain trying to process over time of course but saying things over
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00619-00360456-00360978 and over again the same way and ruminating on them the same way without Shifting the action
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00620-00360978-00361704 that follows or how you're being supported around it I don't think is healthy and again this is it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00621-00361704-00362364 is backed in Mary francis's book that you know that it's it's over time not shown to you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00622-00362364-00362802 create resilience another great book is the end of trauma by George bonano which is it actually
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00623-00362802-00363348 these books what they're really saying and what I'm really saying is that what's already proven
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00624-00363348-00363882 is that we're actually a lot more resilient than we think but we don't want to be and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00625-00363882-00364374 that's sort of I think in grief like you said the separation between those two things is what is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00626-00364374-00364908 and what I would like to be in the suffering in the middle you know and aligning to that slowly
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00627-00364908-00365550 and being around other people who just get it or you know getting to see that representation
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00628-00365550-00366156 somewhere else you know is again scientifically proven to really help you through your process
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00629-00366276-00366768 um so yeah it's it's something that you know I was very interested in it it really applies to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00630-00366768-00367350 the men's mental health movement men moo learn experientially they prefer to learn in that way
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00631-00367350-00367800 and we talked about this the last time I was on and you know that it's proven that that you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00632-00367800-00368394 that's how they bond in that experiential way let's all learn together you know and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00633-00368394-00368928 normalize it by experience not by you know someone sort of lecturing me or telling me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00634-00369030-00369588 um or a one-on-one can feel really odd your job is to listen to me so in some weird way I don't feel
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00635-00369588-00370116 that you know we're really connecting because I'm paying you to listen to me for for an hour some
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00636-00370116-00370656 people you know can feel that way about therapy so all these things come and go and you know what I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00637-00370656-00371166 always getting at in the book is if something stops working for you like I will be the first
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00638-00371166-00371736 to open the window and let's toss it like always being willing and not having the Judgment around
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00639-00371736-00372396 when you use something and why you know even Mary Francis says that like avoidance is a tool and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00640-00372396-00372930 it does work through difficult times I mean I've spent a lot of time scrolling I also spent a lot
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00641-00372930-00373380 of time after my dad died literally sitting on my hands and Counting because I was too afraid
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00642-00373380-00373800 of everything I was feeling and I didn't feel well enough you know and I would just count and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00643-00373800-00374352 count and count and had I been a little bit more Instagram you know taught at the time because this
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00644-00374352-00374820 was 10 years ago I had just gotten it you know I probably would have been scrolling you know and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00645-00374820-00375288 just like looking through things and looking for every distraction which is all fine and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00646-00375288-00375774 again in that childlike voice that forgiveness can come but I spent a lot of time once those
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00647-00375774-00376248 things didn't serve me and I realized it then punishing myself for not realizing it sooner
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00648-00376248-00376968 when there's just this opportunity to go that's it it didn't work good move on stop hammering
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00649-00376968-00377412 the nail with your palm like stop talking about that you hammered the nail with your palm for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00650-00377412-00377868 four years and you just can't believe that I did you know it's like this shame that shows up around
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00651-00377868-00378414 how you coach and sometimes I think that's where you really do need to start to build a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00652-00378414-00378912 community community or you really get to build a community around that those real real things
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00653-00378912-00379422 the your real grief Club the people you don't have to explain grief to you know like you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00654-00379422-00379854 this one you know it's like oh yeah I'm having a little bit of that having a little bit of that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00655-00379938-00380514 um you know and and also being careful that it's not a circle of people just sort of complaining
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00656-00380514-00381024 about how bad life is yes like Joe I've been in those circles and they did not serve me you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00657-00381024-00381462 so it knows everybody going and that's one thing she said the deal she has with her best friend
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00658-00381462-00382110 is if I if we have the same conversation three times and nothing changes then please stop me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00659-00382110-00382464 from having it the fourth time that's the deal she has with her own best friend and I think
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00660-00382464-00383034 that's beautiful if I'm ruminating and going back over the details of my dad's death but I haven't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00661-00383034-00383490 taken any action differently you know since the first time we talked about this and it's three
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00662-00383490-00384150 times later please lovingly ask me to stop and reconsider you know what I'm doing and what I've
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00663-00384150-00384816 tried since then you know and I think gosh if that rule existed as a law that was enforced you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00664-00384816-00385350 where would we be in the world of you know it's like you know Einstein's definition of insanity
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00665-00385350-00385812 trying the same thing over and over again and getting you know it's just that's that's one
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00666-00385812-00386346 of the things we naturally do and so it's it's all in again this learning and and being gentle
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00667-00386346-00386832 about when new information comes in that to not start grieving about the time that you didn't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00668-00386832-00387378 know this information like you're grieving about your grief rather than just being like okay and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00669-00387378-00387798 we're here now and this is helpful to me in this moment which is great because the only moment I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00670-00387798-00388698 can live in is this one so great you know yeah I I'm not talking to anybody listening or to you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00671-00388698-00389262 by the way I'm literally saying all things that I have curated over 10 years out loud right now
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00672-00389262-00389748 to myself to get me through the next 24 hours so I don't want anyone to think that I'm like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00673-00389748-00390210 kind of like new all this and I'm an expert in that way I've just become an expert on my
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00674-00390210-00390636 own experience but just the point of the book for people to get to have that opportunity to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00675-00390636-00391218 just become an expert of your own experience and then be able to draw these conclusions for you for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00676-00391218-00391788 your grief for your own purposes you know not it doesn't become something that you can then teach
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00677-00391788-00392388 to everybody else but you'll try you'll try yeah yeah that's a really nice reminder though that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00678-00392658-00393390 when we share these things or you make it quite clear is is this is what I this is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00679-00393390-00393960 how I process these things I've learned from these places and these skills and these tools
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00680-00394062-00394572 and although I am you and I are having a conversation where we are also in
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00681-00394572-00395274 conversation with ourself and that's such a nice reminder for me too and I often say that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00682-00395382-00396078 I was speaking to to 100 high school or no kids in a summer program transitioning into
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00683-00396078-00396618 high school and that same thing of just so you know I'm not here lecturing you or whenever I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00684-00396618-00397380 basically talking to myself but also to you at the same time because I need the reminder and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00685-00397380-00398118 to your point around the the pro-social shame it's in some ways for me it's that as well it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00686-00398220-00398856 can I share openly and honestly in this way out loud as though I am sort of also talking
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00687-00398856-00399780 to myself or I'm including myself in in and that I guess is also that idea of the pro-social shame is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00688-00399888-00400308 because when we hide perhaps or when we act in ways that are not
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00689-00400458-00401058 pro-social I guess for life and better work we experience shaking so then how can we how can
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00690-00401058-00402024 we act in a way that soothes soothes the shame um and you just so nicely just switch it again
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00691-00402024-00402522 yeah it's not easy and you're gonna have to go back to those reminders every time you try to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00692-00402522-00403140 deal it's the shame um you know and be kind and compassionate to yourself you know whatever it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00693-00403140-00403692 comes up and every time you know that that's that's always going to be difficult and just
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00694-00403692-00404238 you know for example when I did my daily okay you know it's kind of like the meeting of the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00695-00404238-00404850 Addison's and how I felt this morning and what would like I I'm being interviewed and then I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00696-00404850-00405348 actually interviewing somebody a little later and I was like whoa scheduling Addison like on
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00697-00405348-00405786 the eve of the anniversary like you know but you know they're you know I'm always like I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00698-00405786-00406290 I'm where I'm meant to be so this is what's this what's meant to happen but one of the deals that I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00699-00406290-00406848 made with myself around that and my own Tendencies is you know okay we're gonna do it but there will
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00700-00406848-00407484 be no play-by-play like I am not doing like after the after Sports show where then I ruminate about
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00701-00407484-00407946 everything we talked about and how I could have or should have said anything is like if we're doing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00702-00407946-00408498 is that's the deal and there's that one part of me that's really going to make sure that that deal is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00703-00408498-00409134 kept you know because of where I'm at but to give myself my friend Shelly Paxton talks about this um
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00704-00409134-00409632 the author of sabbatical like to literally write permission slips and sometimes in grief like same
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00705-00409632-00410093 as talking to that child sometimes you literally have to give yourself a permission ship permission
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00706-00410093-00410585 slip um one of my most powerful permission slips ever was I'm going to give you the time
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00707-00410585-00411180 today to cry use it if you want because I had just literally been fighting the feeling of crying for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00708-00411180-00411810 like a week you know but it's like giving yourself permission to do something and to just not engage
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00709-00411810-00412518 in the Judgment after and knowing that that that's not like it just doesn't happen it's going uh-uh
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00710-00412518-00413106 that's not the deal that's not the deal again just like you would with a kid when you traded off ice
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00711-00413106-00414108 cream for them going to bed on time you know it's the same thing you know I know we we are getting
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00712-00414108-00414780 to the end of our time uh we got about and I'm not sure how tight you are but around 10 minutes or so
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00713-00414780-00415578 we scheduled um I wanted one thing I am looking at my notes that I jumped over which also was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00714-00415680-00416285 kindly brought into my mind from the same teacher I was talking about the pro social shame is the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00715-00416285-00416958 Egypt and I love that you brought this up in the book um the distinguishing thoughts from feelings
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00716-00416958-00417600 so I just wanted to point that out and then I just go through the rest of my notes and see how we can
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00717-00417600-00418247 put it into the last like 10 minutes and and I think okay so the thoughts and feelings thing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00718-00418368-00419208 um the non-striving which was so nice that you I'm focused on that surrender um and like the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00719-00419208-00419747 venting and the honesty stuff and the rage anger I know you kind of talked a little bit about that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00720-00419832-00420456 um purpose and meaning and then also I wrote I love this thing you I can't remember so towards
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00721-00420456-00421374 the end of the book I think um so choices in love so when I do blank I feel like I am loving myself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00722-00421374-00422112 or am I not or whatever so we got thoughts and feelings non-striving surrender venting purpose
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00723-00422112-00422556 and meaning choices yeah it's funny because like I started to sweat and then I'm like wait this isn't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00724-00422556-00423174 a book report like you wrote this yes what if I don't know what he's talking about I'm like okay
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00725-00423443-00424026 um but um yeah you know what um I would say just on the thoughts versus feelings thing yeah again
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00726-00424026-00424584 like everything I kind of everything in this book too like I don't fully explain and it's on purpose
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00727-00424584-00425172 because again it's the whole on the whole spectrum of the Year we're building the Curiosity tool
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00728-00425172-00425574 we're building the kindness tool we're building The Compassion tour so that's built in so anytime
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00729-00425574-00426006 you feel like oh I don't really know what he's talking about there's an intentionality there
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00730-00426006-00426642 of activating giving you something to activate of Googling it of finding a YouTube video on it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00731-00426642-00427158 of you know because that's the muscle above all the muscles that we're really working here is the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00732-00427158-00427806 finding what works for you muscle because I can never give it to you and no one can give it to me
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00733-00427806-00428310 and so on and so forth so um but when it comes to thoughts and feelings versus feelings that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00734-00428310-00428802 was something that was very Central to all the work I've ever done and when that was explained
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00735-00428802-00429239 to me originally by my coach and Mentor Jennifer Merrifield who I always talk about I mention her
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00736-00429239-00429996 in the book a bunch I met her by chance on a plane she was sitting beside me on my way to settle my
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00737-00429996-00430800 father's complicated estate after five years and she met a very victim mind-sided young man and I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00738-00430800-00431364 deborted as someone with this full understanding of life could be a totally different way and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00739-00431364-00431760 that was the biggest one is that I had never even thought about this idea of like a feeling
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00740-00431760-00432522 obviously you can feel you know and a thought is something you think and it sounds too simple but
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00741-00432522-00433152 how many times do we say I feel like a failure I feel like a loser I feel like I'm not good enough
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00742-00433152-00433674 and that other side of you has to gently start going or gets to gently whenever you're ready
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00743-00433776-00434376 um say that's not a feeling I feel like a failure that's not a feeling what does that feel like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00744-00434538-00435347 um I feel disconnected I feel tight in my chest I feel you know and things you can actually feel
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00745-00435347-00435989 with you know your senses and and from an emotions perspective you know and starting to do that and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00746-00435989-00436446 just started starting to slightly unravel those like wired it's like a bomb like you know it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00747-00436446-00436872 like you're kind of always being careful but just starting that that process of catching yourself
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00748-00436872-00437274 okay that's a thought and just breaking it up you don't even have to understand the feelings
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00749-00437274-00437843 that are underneath it but just clarifying for yourself that's a thought you know I feel like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00750-00437843-00438534 no one will ever love me because of what I've been through I used to think was a feeling that's not a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00751-00438534-00439139 feeling that's a lot of limited beliefs turning into a serious thought process that has nothing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00752-00439139-00439547 to do with how I'm feeling in any given moment and the thing is it can seem overwhelming at
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00753-00439547-00439962 first but what you start to realize is when you build which I talked about earlier in the book is
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00754-00439962-00440478 that emotional sort of literacy and the ability to talk which now again I've got one Godmother
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00755-00440478-00440885 coming in with the science and then the other godmother showed up a week after my book came
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00756-00440885-00441335 out brene brown with atlas of the heart which allows you to go through and really start to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00757-00441335-00441816 understand how different every emotion is and how you can use it you know to really understand what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00758-00441816-00442206 you're going through so put those three things together and you've got sort of this Encyclopedia
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00759-00442206-00442697 of emotions while you're experimenting and also like having the science to understand what you're
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00760-00442697-00443214 going through but you know I I think for me that was such a cool thing and what I did with Renee's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00761-00443214-00443664 book is I made a commitment when I first got it was each day I didn't you know it's not the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00762-00443664-00444197 type of book I would say that you read all the way through each day I would read one emotion
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00763-00444197-00444635 and see if that was my understanding of that emotion if there was anything I would change
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00764-00444635-00445146 about my personal definition and what do I know about that you know and then the next day another
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00765-00445146-00445602 one and it's like you do start to realize the difference in how you're feeling and all the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00766-00445602-00446178 ways you can you know you can feel and you know she said sad happy and mad is the three the three
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00767-00446178-00446832 emotions that like the majority of people know you know and will use and there's like this you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00768-00446832-00447300 in the book I put the wheel in you know all these emotions you know of how to describe what you're
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00769-00447300-00447774 really going through so it's very interesting how how those thoughts differ and what becomes
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00770-00447774-00448343 you know I'm I'm feeling tight and lonely versus like you know like and it's like oh that thought
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00771-00448343-00448985 is two totally different things on two different days and acknowledging how I'm feeling um one of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00772-00448985-00449322 the one of my I just have to say this because it was like the Highlight one of the highlights of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00773-00449322-00449939 my men's mental health movement life was uh one of my best friend's sisters said that her therapy
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00774-00449939-00450318 her therapist was explaining to her this idea of thoughts versus feelings and she had never heard
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00775-00450318-00450708 it before it was at the end of the session so she went home and she Googled it and apparently if you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00776-00450708-00451152 Google thoughts versus feeling an article that I wrote is the one that comes up and so for her
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00777-00451152-00451566 it was really weird because I had you know she knew me and I had great and she called me and I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00778-00451566-00451997 was just like these are the things that like you really geek out on though that like that that was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00779-00451997-00452460 there and like you know again that that Googling like you know maybe there is something to this
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00780-00452460-00452922 where people are getting back to this information and like you know that it's just that like kind of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00781-00452922-00453306 a special moment that I came to understand that and then it's something that other people are
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00782-00453306-00453839 seeking to understand and obviously it's not being talked about if you understand how Google works
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00783-00453839-00454374 in my blog you know is the thing that's coming up it's not it's not obviously not being acknowledged
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00784-00454374-00455064 but it's something we're all doing you know so it's definitely there um as far as um all
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00785-00455064-00455562 I want to say about anger and rages is that they became a very big opportunity for me a lot later
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00786-00455658-00456185 um understanding what I was angry about usually had nothing to do with what I thought I was angry
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00787-00456185-00457050 about um and when I accepted rage as a healthy thing I realized that rage often was a gateway
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00788-00457050-00457656 drug for me to purpose and meaning what kept me up at night what I couldn't just not deal with
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00789-00457656-00458184 whether it be the men's mental health movement and suicidality or lgbq rights or what you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00790-00458184-00458868 whatever reason I'm not sleeping actually was if I really felt into it could be a gateway to maybe
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00791-00458868-00459264 how I wanted to create impact in the world and it doesn't have to be professionally but it can be in
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00792-00459264-00459888 any way and so I was down at modern Elder Academy in Baja and k-scora brought this idea up and we
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00793-00459888-00460254 talked about focus and rage and it was like how why are we talking about these two things together
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00794-00460254-00460746 and she was actually experimenting which is even cooler and again proves this idea of like she was
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00795-00460746-00461130 experimenting what will happen if this group of people will talk about these two things and for
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00796-00461130-00461784 me I realized that often they inform my entire life and for grief for people who are grieving
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00797-00461784-00462330 when you're trying to establish purpose again and meaning again sometimes your rage and your
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00798-00462330-00462846 anger can be very telling of of where to shine the light and where to put some of your effort
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00799-00462846-00463260 and your energy whether it's what you're doing charitably what you're doing in a community what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00800-00463260-00463758 you're doing professionally what you're writing a book about because anyone anyone can can do that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00801-00463758-00464346 I've proven that now you know you can do that if you want to and it serves you you know like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00802-00464538-00464939 um wow that was kind of cool how I took four of the points and just put them together
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00803-00465546-00466404 uh and and maybe as a last piece how how does the non-striving idea fit into your
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00804-00466404-00466884 process and current life with all the work you're doing and and what do you have I think
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00805-00466997-00467658 was it in the book that you are you writing uh Memoirs of so to speak right so we may be kind
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00806-00467658-00468239 of put that together and just tell us a bit about what you're sort of working on now and have yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00807-00468239-00468906 absolutely um so it's funny this book actually was born out of um like an unexpected second child
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00808-00468906-00469500 or twin out of the process that was writing my Memoir at the time it's very interesting I didn't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00809-00469500-00470093 actually set out to write this book but it needed to sort of fall out of me what I would offer
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00810-00470093-00470634 someone versus trying to infuse that into my true story I think those are two very different things
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00811-00470634-00471197 and and when it comes to like a memoir if I were to write like a TV show about my life it needs to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00812-00471197-00471816 be very human and honest to who I am as a person not necessarily as an advocate or you know how I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00813-00471816-00472242 would want to help others and there's a theme in my life obviously with the non-profit and the way
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00814-00472242-00472722 I the way I always find a way to get involved with things you know that I I really do get a lot of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00815-00472722-00473172 purpose and it's my way of being here to connect with people and you know in all of my Quiet
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00816-00473172-00473693 Moments in life I was sitting there going if I'm feeling this with the privilege and the community
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00817-00473693-00474384 and the love that I have around me oh my God how must blank feel with this and that often you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00818-00474384-00475338 leads to what I do next um but um yeah the with the non-striving piece um I think it's diff it's
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00819-00475338-00475872 also difficult it kind of like goes in line with the Excellence versus Perfection week um I think
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00820-00475872-00476358 you know grief is something that we'd rather do than be you know and that's something that gets
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00821-00476358-00476838 brought up a lot and and it unfortunately is more of a being thing and that's why right at
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00822-00476838-00477324 the beginning of the book I say ultimately you will decide you know and I hope you choose to be
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00823-00477426-00477893 um and and that's just the opportunity to be exactly where you are and I think that trying
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00824-00477893-00478428 to apply you know I kind of I do bring this up a lot because I do it you know in these different
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00825-00478428-00479004 Trojan horses of Excellence versus Perfection Flow versus Force these are all sort of the same idea
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00826-00479004-00479735 of you know not striving for a result but striving to show up each and every day fully
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00827-00479735-00480354 to what's happening in the moment um and I I think that that is the piece of this and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00828-00480354-00481050 I feel like I want to apologize that there's no special trick or you know life hack in the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00829-00481050-00481716 book but the ultimate life hack for me is to do life fully you know and and deal with what
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00830-00481716-00482285 comes from that and also to you know I love this part in any interview where I get to say
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00831-00482285-00482838 reap the benefits what what's wild about my story is not those three deaths and the other ones that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00832-00482838-00483462 happened and you know everything that I've been through what's wild about my story is that I laugh
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00833-00483462-00484043 hysterically so often and I still want to love and I still want to be a dad and I have hope and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00834-00484043-00484554 awe and I'm moved by sunsets I mean that's what's Wild is I didn't think that I would I would have
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00835-00484554-00485370 access to that I didn't think I'd be willing to even you know bond with anything or anyone like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00836-00485370-00485934 it just seems so illogical oh God you're proud of yourself Addison are you gonna cry right now
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00837-00486006-00486642 um but you know that that's the wild part for me as I sit around more often than not in absolute
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00838-00486642-00487170 gratitude and the magic you know all the moments where it just wasn't gonna work the the mental
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00839-00487170-00487656 health resources and what was going on in my life and the grief being so heavy it just didn't seem
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00840-00487656-00488142 like it was going to work out it always felt like I was in game seven and we were down and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00841-00488142-00488574 I just wanted to apologize to everybody that I just I didn't think it was gonna work you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00842-00488574-00489138 and I and I would try I would try till the buzzer goes off but I don't see it working you know and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00843-00489138-00489552 I've had that feeling many times and then when I get to look back when I get through those moments
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00844-00489552-00489996 and you you know you win that series because it's another Series starts you know immediately but you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00845-00489996-00490530 think that's the be all and end all you know you win or lose that series and you go there's part
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00846-00490530-00491220 of this that Mary Francis was signing I can't explain from the pure perspective a brown can't
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00847-00491220-00491892 even explain that there is just magic that happens when it happens that connects you and creates the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00848-00491892-00492546 life that you have and how you get to be here and you know how you get to show up in the world and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00849-00492546-00493278 um that for me is what I sit around going like that's wild you know that's just wild that that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00850-00493278-00493704 has always shown up that that we're talking about a book also no one has ever read my own
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00851-00493704-00494406 book to me on record on air so obviously that is something I'm taking away too that like it must
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00852-00494406-00494850 be real I guess now I guess I have to go and like actually sit in that this really happened
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00853-00494850-00495414 and this can exist for people and and you know I always say to people even if you just listened in
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00854-00495414-00496008 this conversation get the physical book it can sit around in your house it can be on the Shelf it can
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00855-00496008-00496608 rot in your gym bag but even if just seeing the outside of this book reminds you for one second to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00856-00496608-00497189 stop fixing and to honor or to be a little kind or to be a little more compassionate you know or to
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00857-00497189-00497718 stay curious then I'm good you don't have to read a word I I don't I don't care I will not take it
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00858-00497718-00498276 personally you know and if you're really feeling stuck you know with trying to support somebody
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00859-00498276-00498822 who's lost somebody I really hope after you know hearing me speak today and maybe reading the
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00860-00498822-00499338 book yourself that it is something you might feel compelled in place of flowers that might Wilt in a
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00861-00499338-00499884 week or you know well-intentioned casseroles that you might allow me to be your friend's friend or
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00862-00499884-00500460 your loved one's friend for a year in this amazing way that I've created where I can also go on and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00863-00500460-00501060 focus on Love and Hope without actually being with someone who's grieving all the time because my my
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00864-00501060-00501606 end goal was never to become a grief counselor or a grief coach or any of these things you know I I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00865-00501606-00502092 want to be a dad and you know write stories that make people feel connected and I always thought I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00866-00502092-00502566 would do that in fiction I never thought that I would have a story in myself that you know made
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00867-00502566-00503046 people feel connected but as I sort of return back to that and I I'm sitting with that inner child
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00868-00503046-00503622 like I said since this book come out I'm going okay you've achieved a lot there was a long list
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00869-00503622-00504516 and now for me in terms of what's coming next a large focus of prioritization on love and laughter
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00870-00504516-00505158 and connecting like and it sounds wild because I'm you know why aren't you taking off with your
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00871-00505158-00505643 career and building a whole brand around this or when's the second book due and it's just something
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00872-00505643-00506339 that's taken 14 years of honoring to go this is the priority and I promise that nine-year-old
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00873-00506424-00507324 20 22 years ago that I would always prioritize this and I haven't you know I've put achievement
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00874-00507324-00507893 and these other things ahead of it so that's the best way I can describe where I'm non-striving
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00875-00507893-00508643 right now is settling down those thoughts that in order to have value that I need to be helping
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00876-00508643-00509202 others at all times and so this book in that sense is therapeutic for me because it gets to exist
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00877-00509202-00509897 without me I get to be in rooms and in people's hearts without being there and that is so freeing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00878-00509897-00510300 to me because anybody who's listening to this especially from a grief perspective is that you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00879-00510300-00510726 probably don't want to sit and grief for the rest of your life especially people at all alternative
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00880-00510726-00511230 stages of their own creep when you know you can't help anyone else you can just learn how to help
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00881-00511230-00511842 yourself so you know it's it's kind of funny but I'm like the grief guy who does not want to you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00882-00511842-00512424 know be in a one-on-one grief situation it's just you know that's my most beautiful natural honesty
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00883-00512424-00513197 is like that the book got me out of the phrase you know and what do I know about this and so um yeah
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00884-00513197-00513780 it's available everywhere on Amazon I am I have a bunch of free reasons there's two my book is being
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00885-00513858-00514374 um sorry my book my website's being updated um which is either Addison brazil.com Brazil like
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00886-00514374-00515112 the country but with an S as my father always said um and mygriefclub.com I'm on Instagram
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00887-00515226-00515880 um and I'm I I'm out there honoring being equal parts honor the journey and find the funny and I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00888-00515880-00516330 think that's important for people as they find me to know that that I have no intention of giving up
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00889-00516330-00516876 the funny so it might be you know something really wild and funny one day and then something that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00890-00516876-00517356 really is deep and connects with you about grief the next day that's who I am and that's who I get
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00891-00517356-00518106 to be so if you're into that um you now know where to find me and um I will in the coming months I've
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00892-00518106-00518628 been in pre-production on a podcast that um will basically be take my book as a launching
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00893-00518628-00519078 point because people have sort of been thirsty for more and like I said I'm not the expert so I have
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00894-00519078-00519593 deeper conversation missions based on each week that may serve people more and may direct them
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00895-00519593-00520122 to an expert that they can then speak to because as you're getting the central theme here I'm not
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00896-00520122-00520662 that guy I'm I'm in the grief Arena too I'm just you know working out beside you and you know I'm
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00897-00520662-00521106 happy that I you know got to welcome you in and someone was at the gym that day kind of thing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00898-00521208-00521652 um but um thank you so much thank you for the safe space and it's a testament to you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00899-00521652-00522318 too that I agreed to do this on a day that I knew would be challenging for me and um and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00900-00522318-00523002 I I really appreciate it I I really do I think there's no better tribute to my father than two
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00901-00523002-00523643 grown men who are taking time out of their day to discuss mental health a decade later because that
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00902-00523643-00524046 um that's not something I was seeing a decade ago and it certainly wasn't something that he
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00903-00524046-00524484 was seeing so um you know sometimes awkward to bring up my dad because of what happened
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00904-00524484-00525090 but I'm just gonna end this by saying cheers to Henry Brazil um because I'm always you know
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00905-00525090-00525594 I just that's my dad and I I loved him so much and you know we don't get to do that that often
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00906-00525594-00526158 it's hard in our family sometimes to bring him up and celebrate him and um that's what I'll be
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00907-00526158-00526752 doing this evening so so thank you for all the reminders today uh I feel like I interviewed you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00908-00526842-00527400 um and thank you to everybody who listened to this episode of course yeah wow thank you Addison I
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00909-00527556-00528300 um that I don't have any words to say but again thank you that's I feel so sort of
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00910-00528396-00529170 enriched by everything you share with us and your Insight and experience and wisdom and
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00911-00529278-00529746 yeah it's beautiful to see and thank you for sharing that with the world and doing
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00912-00529746-00530592 it so honorably um and yeah sort of in the show notes as they always say will be links
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00913-00530592-00531228 to all your work so people can find you there and um yeah thank you again keep up the great
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00914-00531228-00531756 work and thanks for sharing your time with me thank you thank you yeah I was gonna
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00915-00531756-00532302 say I don't need any words just how about one more of those deep breaths thank you
6Pk9hy3LE2Y-00916-00532566-00532590 foreign
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00000-00000223-00000739 everyone everyone this is Ben and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00001-00000739-00001129 its just wanted some other its
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00002-00001129-00001480 riggings any and lazy on sign it's
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00003-00001480-00001780 both in July on
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00004-00001780-00002128 so i randomly decided to do some
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00005-00002128-00002508 the lugs for the month of July and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00006-00002508-00002825 firm hopefully I can do all these everyday
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00007-00002825-00003256 and I'm yeltsin ok first ball at
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00008-00003256-00003656 good believable Cammarano
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00009-00003656-00004084 a but the wind is killing a burgeoning
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00010-00004084-00004396 voiced know is that I'm making
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00011-00004396-00004895 no havoc improper microphone on your head
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00012-00004895-00005251 but yeah home
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00013-00005251-00005857 you
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00014-00005857-00006352 Yeller I'm by the way down there doughnuts and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00015-00006352-00006738 I gotta stop peninsular
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00016-00006738-00007197 obviously at work can stop by
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00017-00007197-00007525 I got to about my name's
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00018-00007525-00007875 him on them about you up
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00019-00007875-00008178 you got next something to
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00020-00008178-00008492 had I'm tonight
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00021-00008492-00008858 an apt to grab something to eat obviously that's
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00022-00008858-00009272 fungal spore you a.m.
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00023-00009272-00009750 well probably planning on the hallway
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00024-00009750-00010111 this was my number I get their hands on
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00025-00010111-00010427 should have taken more of a road that goes south
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00026-00010427-00010760 no
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00027-00010760-00011426 the boys are stunning fireworks issue that
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00028-00011426-00012015 you know the boys are so many fireworks has more than twice coming
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00029-00012015-00012296 as currency boys doing
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00030-00012296-00012631 just you
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00031-00012631-00013019 Justin and he Lee worst
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00032-00013019-00013384 way it is the your balls
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00033-00013384-00013701 Seattle moms suburbs of Seattle
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00034-00013701-00014193 a lot and I'm
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00035-00014193-00014452 driving
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00036-00014452-00015087 but alright I am just told by a doctor they gave me some
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00037-00015087-00015440 spared con thanks they hang so I don't run out into other
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00038-00015440-00015763 ones I ordered comes in cuz dangers
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00039-00015763-00016169 right well we can order whatever so or are just let them or their complex for
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00040-00016169-00016271 me and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00041-00016271-00016611 on %um on my way back to work
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00042-00016611-00016677 and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00043-00016677-00017075 and it is just
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00044-00017075-00017468 of sturgeon World Cup game between
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00045-00017468-00017781 US and Belgium has started
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00046-00017781-00018134 so hopefully the boys are doing good there we are one
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00047-00018134-00018546 the US hmm use the national team to do well
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00048-00018546-00018952 became well-known you know
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00049-00018952-00019605 kinda matters for most people that live in the States
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00050-00019605-00020018 you know a cap a populist maybe doesn't care about it but no
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00051-00020018-00020483 the restive the populace does so that's not
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00052-00020483-00021183 we're gonna head on a driving again
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00053-00021407-00022049 one in a driver am so good wanted a driver because it's it's just so much
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00054-00022049-00022331 easier to have the camera in your hand for a little bit
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00055-00022331-00022881 and said
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00056-00022881-00023141 kinda know you're aiming and there may be does better
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00057-00023141-00023712 righted you she pursed
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00058-00023712-00024033 meanie turn needs Justin
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00059-00024033-00024541 crazy parking lot came back on the roads is going in noisy
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00060-00024541-00024874 I'm gonna let you go home now later on tonight MA
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00061-00024874-00025273 be I'll I don't know sitting in the Sun
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00062-00025273-00025756 on some upward a washing my car sometime and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00063-00025756-00026110 Daytona team should be good
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00064-00026110-00026777 alright so this is
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00065-00026777-00027281 so love the and the day took a break from recording
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00066-00027281-00027756 because not much happened once I got off work
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00067-00027756-00028095 from hung on the sunday
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00068-00028095-00028674 and dinner and about to call it a night but the biggest
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00069-00028674-00029074 hmm topic
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00070-00029074-00029597 today is world games they're both really good game
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00071-00029597-00030045 and specifically on talk about United States
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00072-00030045-00030387 verses down Jim hmm
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00073-00030387-00030698 I can much I love it because
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00074-00030698-00031210 and some being at work
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00075-00031210-00031566 but you know I'm sneaked in a min once
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00076-00031566-00032032 and really I think that it was a good game
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00077-00032032-00032401 on the US but after that fine village in just an
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00078-00032401-00032788 too much in them um I mean if you allow
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00079-00032788-00033255 any team to create how many was it and wanna put up
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00080-00033255-00033579 page here you know
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00081-00033579-00033968 any team out there any to create com
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00082-00033968-00034299 30 any shots 27
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00083-00034299-00034695 on the Mongol and even though
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00084-00034695-00035088 teaching and mercy units
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00085-00035088-00035527 3 miraculous performance by the keeper and defenders and blocked shots in
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00086-00035527-00035886 so on the from
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00087-00035886-00036210 someone's are gonna going
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00088-00036210-00036691 you know Nick it's like me playing
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00089-00036691-00037022 my friends playing he found the PlayStation you know
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00090-00037022-00037475 here we are we playing against to to compete against the AI
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00091-00037475-00037866 and you know you're not having 40 shots and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00092-00037866-00038243 me know I'm going because you and me. shot they're gonna go in
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00093-00038243-00038626 so it's just it was a good performance by just
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00094-00038626-00038930 not good enough at
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00095-00038930-00039434 this stage although hmm territory futures is obviously a lot of
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00096-00039434-00039791 from upbringing and in the sports
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00097-00039791-00040197 in the United States there's a lotta from youth
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00098-00040197-00040636 camps now only come with the party go to you
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00099-00040636-00041169 there's she was set up in kids practicing in with coaches and so on
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00100-00041169-00041583 so I would say you know
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00101-00041583-00042040 next World Cup for the better and
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00102-00042040-00042422 even though it in Russia and then
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00103-00042422-00042974 the following should even better in
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00104-00042974-00043463 when you're with Addie Shelby
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00105-00043463-00043764 2018 and Masha and 2022
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00106-00043764-00044266 im Qatar some but I i expect by then
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00107-00044266-00044664 on that the US will have team that can compete with
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00108-00044664-00045089 and top countries out there
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00109-00045089-00045463 a little bit better so that's it
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00110-00045463-00045909 home really pretty good effort for them
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00111-00045909-00046209 god bless america but better luck next time
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00112-00046209-00046578 this has been my first the long ever
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00113-00046578-00047101 and it was for July 1st like I said and expect one tomorrow and the day after
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00114-00047101-00047160 that
6QS4lrzG1Uk-00115-00047160-00047344 and so on and I'll see you guys
6TjoEMoI4V0-00000-00000017-00000513 welcome to this another episode of Smile2jannah where we discuss a Muslim
6TjoEMoI4V0-00001-00000513-00000732 name ban, in China
6TjoEMoI4V0-00002-00001182-00001578 now I came across this article in The Guardian: China bans
6TjoEMoI4V0-00003-00001578-00002133 religious names for Muslim babies in Xinjiang. At first I thought I travelled
6TjoEMoI4V0-00004-00002133-00002660 back into time where this sort of nonsense was actually considered okay
6TjoEMoI4V0-00005-00002660-00003119 but then I realized ah it's just a global dehumanization of
6TjoEMoI4V0-00006-00003119-00003750 the Muslims. So I guess it's okay. So here are a few laws that are imposed
6TjoEMoI4V0-00007-00003750-00004791 upon the Xinjiang. No that's the province. The Uyghur, yeah that's the name of the
6TjoEMoI4V0-00008-00004791-00005286 people. I saw this article and then I was like you know what this is crazy because
6TjoEMoI4V0-00009-00005286-00005805 I've been seeing articles being shared all over social media but sadly because it's
6TjoEMoI4V0-00010-00005805-00006476 not BBC, Fox or Channel four or Telegraph, obviously our brain is conditioned into
6TjoEMoI4V0-00011-00006476-00006972 thinking it's not news. So this time I saw it and I was like this is getting
6TjoEMoI4V0-00012-00006972-00007622 ridiculous now, some of the stuff they're imposing on the Muslims. Obviously the
6TjoEMoI4V0-00013-00007622-00008054 first one like we discussed: if your child has a Muslim name that is on the
6TjoEMoI4V0-00014-00008054-00008486 list that the government is going to release, your child will be denied
6TjoEMoI4V0-00015-00008486-00008931 education and government benefits. Are you serious?
6TjoEMoI4V0-00016-00008931-00009378 How is that going to stop terrorism? If you're a man and you're under sixty
6TjoEMoI4V0-00017-00009378-00009911 you're banned from growing a beard. Women are forbidden to wear the niqab
6TjoEMoI4V0-00018-00009911-00010434 Hajj can only be done if the government organizes it. Men under 18 can't go to
6TjoEMoI4V0-00019-00010434-00010886 the mosque to pray. Islam can't be taught in schools, because it's not like true
6TjoEMoI4V0-00020-00010886-00011475 education solves anything does it? Now before you start getting upset and
6TjoEMoI4V0-00021-00011475-00012039 frustrated it's okay mate because China says it's trying to tackle a terrorist
6TjoEMoI4V0-00022-00012039-00012561 threat, and the solution China poses is to call your kids Jackie and Bruce
6TjoEMoI4V0-00023-00012561-00013100 scrape the hair off their face and make their wives get their milk cartons out
6TjoEMoI4V0-00024-00013100-00013593 Come on China you gave us Bruce Lee and Jackie Chan. But their backup plan is if
6TjoEMoI4V0-00025-00013593-00014144 things don't work out and people start getting a bit more extreme don't worry
6TjoEMoI4V0-00026-00014144-00014418 man, do what the rest of these guys do on
6TjoEMoI4V0-00027-00014418-00014813 YouTube just blame Islam, and blame the Muslims
6TjoEMoI4V0-00028-00014813-00015379 we're in the 21st century where we're supposed to be much more smarter and
6TjoEMoI4V0-00029-00015379-00015770 evolved. Off course there's a problem, no one's going to deny there's not a
6TjoEMoI4V0-00030-00015770-00016232 problem. But let's start tackling the root cause, it's causes like this when
6TjoEMoI4V0-00031-00016232-00016578 Muslims are being told on the one hand they have freedom of religion but on the
6TjoEMoI4V0-00032-00016578-00017190 other hand it's being taken from them. And then when we speak out shhhh.. jihad
6TjoEMoI4V0-00033-00017190-00017673 extremist, terrorist, Isis... copy paste, copy paste... let's be a bit more realistic and
6TjoEMoI4V0-00034-00017673-00018414 let's try to educate ourselves by reading, by encouraging our population to
6TjoEMoI4V0-00035-00018414-00018995 study and learn about this beautiful religion of Islam. Until next time
6TjoEMoI4V0-00036-00018995-00019266 Asalaamu alaikum
6W-3IkSuyfE-00000-00000030-00000400 Daramad (prologue) to Mahour, page 36
6W-3IkSuyfE-00001-00000430-00000732 Tar  lessons by Nima Fereydooni, September 2015
6W-3IkSuyfE-00002-00000750-00000977 Daramad, page 36
6W-3IkSuyfE-00003-00001034-00001234 Daramad is a melody (gousheh), that
6W-3IkSuyfE-00004-00001300-00001800 introduces the main features of its Dastgah
6W-3IkSuyfE-00005-00001850-00002252 and thus is the first melody of each Dastgah
6W-3IkSuyfE-00006-00002340-00002940 The audience will feel the characteristics of Dastgah by listening to Daramad
6W-3IkSuyfE-00007-00002996-00003196 and gets ready for the next melodies.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00008-00003304-00003950 in melodies such as Daramad, Kereshmeh, Chaharpareh and Khosravani, which will follow in the next lessons,
6W-3IkSuyfE-00009-00004000-00004278 there is no measure for the notes.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00010-00004320-00004624 We can play the notes more freedom
6W-3IkSuyfE-00011-00004650-00005000 This means, white notes are not necessarily two half-notes
6W-3IkSuyfE-00012-00005020-00005380 or eight notes are not one forth of half-notes.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00013-00005400-00005900 some people have a wrong impression that these melodies have no rhythm.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00014-00005930-00006262 In fact the rhythm of these melodies are rather complex
6W-3IkSuyfE-00015-00006300-00007302 and therefore if these complex rhythms with different tempos were written, the sheet would be rather messy
6W-3IkSuyfE-00016-00007430-00008038 Hence it is preferred not to include measures and the notes are written simply without rhythm.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00017-00008059-00008766 And players should listen to these melodies and play them intuitively.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00018-00008840-00009840 The freedom in these melodies is limited and the structure of the melody has to be preserved,
6W-3IkSuyfE-00019-00009850-00010152 so that the rhythm should follow the original as if an expert plays it.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00020-00010310-00010816 in this melody the white notes shall be played by speed-picking
6W-3IkSuyfE-00021-00010820-00011122 and the speed-picking symbol is not written anymore.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00022-00011200-00011704 these melodies which are listed in Radif are also called Avaazi (vocal)
6W-3IkSuyfE-00023-00011810-00012010 although one can still play them with music instruments but
6W-3IkSuyfE-00024-00012120-00012819 since the rhythm is complex and variable they can be called vocal pieces.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00025-00013200-00013490 Here we have Do-Mahour (C-Mahour)
6W-3IkSuyfE-00026-00013519-00014322 Do plays an important role and is somehow the axis of the melody
6W-3IkSuyfE-00027-00014530-00014730 We start from Do with the third finger
6W-3IkSuyfE-00028-00015047-00015247 from Si to Do
6W-3IkSuyfE-00029-00015560-00015760 Si - Do is the main theme of this melody...
6W-3IkSuyfE-00030-00015950-00016158 repeat this...
6W-3IkSuyfE-00031-00016272-00016472 and with the same theme Si - La
6W-3IkSuyfE-00032-00016618-00016818 and now Do-Si
6W-3IkSuyfE-00033-00017226-00017426 and the same for La-Sol
6W-3IkSuyfE-00034-00017500-00017954 now we move from Sol towards Re
6W-3IkSuyfE-00035-00018528-00018728 now the main theme...Do-Si
6W-3IkSuyfE-00036-00018796-00018996 now fro Re to Do
6W-3IkSuyfE-00037-00019142-00019342 the rest is just similar to the first line
6W-3IkSuyfE-00038-00019970-00020574 Now we have another sentence again from Sol moving towards Mi
6W-3IkSuyfE-00039-00021478-00021678 and at the end...
6W-3IkSuyfE-00040-00021990-00022190 right-left  right-left  right-left right-left right-left
6W-3IkSuyfE-00041-00022290-00022694 the number of these right-left can be a few more or less
6W-3IkSuyfE-00042-00023012-00023212 the last sentence
6W-3IkSuyfE-00043-00023972-00024172 and stop the melody on Do.
6W-3IkSuyfE-00044-00029356-00030250 Music School, Nima Fereydooni, Since 2007, Subtitles: Majid Naeimi
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00000-00001147-00001347 Hi there, this is Wang Gang
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00002-00001584-00001634 We are about to visit a Mystery Man
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00003-00001634-00001857 We have been friends and mentors for more than two years
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00005-00001907-00002256 Let me keep him for a secret for now
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00006-00002274-00002567 I'd like to introduce you a pretty girl
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00007-00002568-00002782 but i can tell you that her nickname is "6 KG
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00008-00002938-00003064 Ok let's go
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00010-00004036-00004180 Now We are in Chengdu
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00011-00004410-00004534 Near the studio of  "Brother Fire"
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00012-00004576-00004714 The girl in front of us is the one i told you before
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00013-00004756-00005024 XingXing, let's say hi
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00014-00005111-00005384 Hi there, i'm XingXing from Chongqing
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00015-00005384-00005626 i'm the one who got 6kg
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00016-00005626-00005931 never imagined that i will gain 6kg weight in a month
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00017-00005932-00006436 i ate everything Chief Gang cook for me cause it's so delicious!
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00019-00006486-00006945 But it doesn't matter cause "Food is the only the you cannot waste"
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00021-00007048-00007333 Chief Gang: Ok let go to the Grocery
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00028-00011612-00011801 Woo that smells so good!
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00029-00011860-00012008 Make yourself at home. No Mandarin. Let's use Sichuan Dialect
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00030-00012064-00012174 Woo what a good sight
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00031-00012174-00012374 ye great night sight except the noises
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00032-00012689-00012789 And we got underfloor heating so it would be warm when we shoot in winter
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00033-00013088-00013387 Now we are the Studio of  Brother Fire
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00035-00013515-00013781 He cooked a lot to entertain our visit
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00036-00013841-00014001 How many weights you wanna gain this time?
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00037-00014063-00014252 1 Kg is enough :)
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00038-00014360-00014410 Don't got too much or you won't back to your original weight
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00039-00014441-00014500 Like it's hard to lose weight when you up to 75Kg
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00040-00014724-00015022 I will lose my way to be a skinny girl (lol)
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00041-00015086-00015212 yeah it's imposible
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00045-00016428-00016648 This is Brother Fire's Home-Made Bacon
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00046-00016648-00016742 This is Spicy Sausage
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00047-00016742-00017026 This is Sichuan-flavour Sausage
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00048-00017026-00017302 Any difference?
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00049-00017302-00017714 yeah one is Sichuan Spicy Sausage and another one is Smoked Bacon
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00052-00017960-00018111 Chief Gang: woo let me have a taste of it
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00055-00018821-00018963 Sichuan-flavour is like Mix-spiced
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00056-00019358-00019510 Zigong Sausage is quite different with Chengdu Sausage
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00057-00019664-00019864 Brother Fire: yeah definitely
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00058-00019864-00019935 Chengdu Sausage would have more lean meat
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00060-00020272-00020372 ok let's make a start
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00061-00020540-00020754 this one is mix-spiced
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00062-00020754-00020862 Chief Gang: Brother Fire prepared 1kg of it
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00063-00020862-00021038 BoF: What's your basic weight before you gain 6kg weight?
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00064-00021093-00021293 Chief: 40 kg
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00065-00021293-00021344 But now she is more than 60kg
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00066-00021393-00021493 BoF: it not a problem
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00067-00023339-00023587 have a taste of this “Sweet and Sour Pork Chops"
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00068-00023657-00023879 Chief: Lady first
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00069-00024129-00024212 This is Crispy Meat
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00070-00024212-00024312 Put it there thank u
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00072-00024651-00024751 "Bashideban" "Bashideban" "Bashideban" (awesome! awesome! awesome!)
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00074-00025078-00025408 This is Bambooshoot with Chops and Chicken
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00075-00025408-00025732 So mouthwatering i even smelled it in the hall
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00076-00025769-00026060 Bean Jelly Noodles
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00077-00026238-00026338 have a taste
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00082-00027229-00027501 Actually the night in Chengdu is so beautiful
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00083-00027506-00027806 Chief: That is the Chengdu Global Center, the biggest Single Building in the World
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00085-00028074-00028488 This way is the Belt Highway, you are up to get there to Highway
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00087-00028538-00028858 It's quite convenient for you
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00088-00029320-00029626 Ok, eyes on the road when you back to Zigong
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00089-00029626-00029972 We need more tech-communication for our Upstream Cuisine and Tinystream Cuisine
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00090-00029972-00030172 yeah, definitely
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00091-00030172-00030226 to be honest, only communication makes Sichuan Cuisine move forward
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00093-00030527-00030766 ok take care of yourself
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00094-00030766-00031111 see u
6Yk2nlfrbkA-00095-00031111-00031435 see u
6abIgU2koJu-00000-00003592-00004384 well here goes
6abIgU2koJu-00001-00004728-00005216 watch out
6bVY4PPB5Io-00000-00000000-00000072 *warning*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00001-00000088-00000362 It all started back in the 70s
6bVY4PPB5Io-00002-00000362-00000724 when Disney starred a new type of character
6bVY4PPB5Io-00003-00000724-00001178 this one was not a human, but a fox
6bVY4PPB5Io-00004-00001178-00001750 a very hot Fox according to 90% of the furry populace
6bVY4PPB5Io-00005-00001750-00002334 Everything started balling onto itself and with more and more releases from Disney and other companies
6bVY4PPB5Io-00006-00002334-00003072 We have today a bunch of horny bastards, roaming the internet, looking for new movies they can yiff.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00007-00003072-00003320 This top-10 list is however
6bVY4PPB5Io-00008-00003320-00003510 Not Yiffable.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00009-00003510-00003902 By law, it's forbidden to yiff this list
6bVY4PPB5Io-00010-00003902-00004204 and if you even think about yiffing this list
6bVY4PPB5Io-00011-00004204-00004600 it will land you one ticket to furry Jail.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00012-00004600-00004784 Now that you know the rules
6bVY4PPB5Io-00013-00004784-00005164 Welcome to the top ten furriest Furry movies
6bVY4PPB5Io-00014-00005164-00005346 number 10
6bVY4PPB5Io-00015-00005346-00005498 Zootopia
6bVY4PPB5Io-00016-00005498-00005694 There's not much to say about this movie.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00017-00005694-00005886 I know all of you bastards have seen it.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00018-00005886-00006302 and if you call yourself a furry and you haven't seen it, then... what's wrong with you?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00019-00006302-00006740 I'm not saying it's good, but you're kind'a contractually obligated to see it if you call yourself a furry.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00020-00006740-00007004 Remember that paper we gave you to sign before you joined the fandom?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00021-00007004-00007442 Yeah? if you zoom in on the little text right here, you'll see that you're legally bound to watch Zootopia
6bVY4PPB5Io-00022-00007442-00007630 number 9
6bVY4PPB5Io-00023-00007630-00007872 Fantastic, mr. Fox
6bVY4PPB5Io-00024-00007888-00008118 Fantastic. Mr. Fox is an artistical masterpiece
6bVY4PPB5Io-00025-00008118-00008436 There's good humor, amazing characters and excellent voice acting.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00026-00008436-00008718 Who am I Kylie? Why a Fox?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00027-00008718-00009002 Why not a horse, or a beetle, or a bald eagle?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00028-00009002-00009326 I'm saying this more as like existentialism, you know
6bVY4PPB5Io-00029-00009326-00009552 Kylie: I don't know what you're talking about but it sounds illegal
6bVY4PPB5Io-00030-00009552-00009932 Seeing all the work that's obviously put into the animation makes me really appreciate the movie
6bVY4PPB5Io-00031-00009932-00010182 and it also has quite a different style from what I usually see
6bVY4PPB5Io-00032-00010182-00010420 Whether you're having a movie night with your family or friends
6bVY4PPB5Io-00033-00010420-00010736 or you're sitting alone depressed at night eating mint flavored ice cream
6bVY4PPB5Io-00034-00010736-00010964 You'll probably end up having a good time watching this movie
6bVY4PPB5Io-00035-00010964-00011078 number 8
6bVY4PPB5Io-00036-00011078-00011162 Surf's Up
6bVY4PPB5Io-00037-00011162-00011242 Hey!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00038-00011242-00011474 it may not be the furriest movie in its visuals
6bVY4PPB5Io-00039-00011474-00011708 but it's the furriest movie in its spirit
6bVY4PPB5Io-00040-00011995-00012195 Number seven
6bVY4PPB5Io-00041-00012214-00012298 Bolt
6bVY4PPB5Io-00042-00012298-00012482 as a kid, I never liked this movie.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00043-00012482-00012836 However as a furry? Hell yes! Gimme this shit! I need it.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00044-00012836-00012966 In Bolt, We follow Bolt.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00045-00012966-00013096 He is the best doggo
6bVY4PPB5Io-00046-00013144-00013297 the best
6bVY4PPB5Io-00047-00013347-00013446 Yeeeeh
6bVY4PPB5Io-00048-00013446-00013608 number six
6bVY4PPB5Io-00049-00013610-00013726 Robin Hood
6bVY4PPB5Io-00050-00014746-00014946 *Incredibly derpy and trippy music starts playing*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00051-00018586-00018724 Number five
6bVY4PPB5Io-00052-00018724-00018858 Brother bear
6bVY4PPB5Io-00053-00018858-00019388 this movie has so many beautiful small moments to offer and its story is incredibly unique and interesting
6bVY4PPB5Io-00054-00019388-00019644 The movie is about our bear hating main character Kenai
6bVY4PPB5Io-00055-00019644-00020006 who ends up turning into a bear himself and have to see life through different eyes
6bVY4PPB5Io-00056-00020006-00020439 My in real life name starts with bear, so that obviously gives this movie extra bonus points as well
6bVY4PPB5Io-00057-00020439-00020750 The soundtrack is some of the coziest stuff that we have ever listened to
6bVY4PPB5Io-00058-00020750-00020958 and even now 15 years after the movie's release
6bVY4PPB5Io-00059-00020958-00021130 It's still really beautiful.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00060-00021130-00021434 Ludo: Wait- w- w- wait back up a moment there?  Foofi: Wha?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00061-00021434-00021722 did you just say it's 15 years since the movie released?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00062-00021722-00021866 uhhh, yeah?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00063-00021866-00021978 It's been 15 years?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00064-00022018-00022126 Yep
6bVY4PPB5Io-00065-00022126-00022300 Really? *sigh*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00066-00022300-00022622 Be right back, I'll just go have an existential crisis in the shower.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00067-00022622-00022770 Okay. I'll see you later
6bVY4PPB5Io-00068-00022770-00023010 Brother Bear also has surprisingly dark moments at times
6bVY4PPB5Io-00069-00023010-00023196 you know almost like in the Lion King when M-
6bVY4PPB5Io-00070-00023196-00023326 number 4
6bVY4PPB5Io-00071-00023342-00023451 avatar
6bVY4PPB5Io-00072-00023452-00023640 This might be a stretch..
6bVY4PPB5Io-00073-00023640-00023916 but look; the Navi people are humanized animals, right?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00074-00023916-00024368 They're not really human, but not fully animals, but they are kinda animal like
6bVY4PPB5Io-00075-00024368-00024450 they have the ears
6bVY4PPB5Io-00076-00024450-00024574 They are bluuueeeee
6bVY4PPB5Io-00077-00024574-00024752 sooo they can be categorized as furries.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00078-00024752-00024914 Right? right???
6bVY4PPB5Io-00079-00024914-00024982 They are furries
6bVY4PPB5Io-00080-00024982-00025230 I need to express what I feel for this movie and it's universe
6bVY4PPB5Io-00081-00025230-00025372 before I knew about the furry fandom
6bVY4PPB5Io-00082-00025372-00025772 I had a phase in my life in which I wish to be born a Navi on the planet Pandora in my next life
6bVY4PPB5Io-00083-00025772-00026036 I was hecking ready to join the hecking avatar fandom
6bVY4PPB5Io-00084-00026037-00026194 and make myself an avatar fursona.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00085-00026194-00026304 a Navsona, if you'd like
6bVY4PPB5Io-00086-00026304-00026818 And also it's only two years until the next movie in the franchise releases, so it's almost relevant to talk about right now
6bVY4PPB5Io-00087-00026818-00027064 I can't lie, I am dangerously hyped for avatar 2
6bVY4PPB5Io-00088-00027064-00027368 I know a lot of fans worry about how it's gonna hold up to its predecessor
6bVY4PPB5Io-00089-00027368-00027462 and you know what?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00090-00027462-00027548 I worry a lot too
6bVY4PPB5Io-00091-00027548-00027688 I worry a lot
6bVY4PPB5Io-00092-00027688-00028120 and now it's time for some honorable mentions
6bVY4PPB5Io-00093-00028120-00028239 Cow Gang
6bVY4PPB5Io-00094-00028239-00028368 Hell yes, fighting cows
6bVY4PPB5Io-00095-00028368-00028558 the Fox and the Hound
6bVY4PPB5Io-00096-00028558-00028804 The cutest movie about a friendship ever made
6bVY4PPB5Io-00097-00028804-00028924 Shrek 2
6bVY4PPB5Io-00098-00028924-00029026 Shrek 1 was great
6bVY4PPB5Io-00099-00029026-00029306 However in Shrek 2 you have double the fur!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00100-00029306-00029386 Balto
6bVY4PPB5Io-00101-00029386-00029508 This is another furry movie
6bVY4PPB5Io-00102-00029508-00029580 You should watch it!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00103-00029580-00029669 Ice Age
6bVY4PPB5Io-00104-00029670-00029744 Sid
6bVY4PPB5Io-00105-00029744-00030218 and now, for the final top three furry movies
6bVY4PPB5Io-00106-00030218-00030506 these are movies of perfection
6bVY4PPB5Io-00107-00030506-00030988 and are objectively the best furry movies ever created
6bVY4PPB5Io-00108-00030988-00031262 It doesn't matter that you don't agree
6bVY4PPB5Io-00109-00031262-00031724 This is official and written down in furry law
6bVY4PPB5Io-00110-00031724-00032042 So there's nothing you can do about it.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00111-00032042-00032172 Let's go!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00112-00032194-00032389 number three
6bVY4PPB5Io-00113-00032389-00032595 Madagascar 2
6bVY4PPB5Io-00114-00032595-00032720 know what's good?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00115-00032720-00032832 Madagascar 1
6bVY4PPB5Io-00116-00032832-00032958 know what's even better?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00117-00032958-00033080 Madagascar 2
6bVY4PPB5Io-00118-00033080-00033192 This movie, just
6bVY4PPB5Io-00119-00033192-00033276 THIS
6bVY4PPB5Io-00120-00033276-00033414 THIS MOVIE
6bVY4PPB5Io-00121-00033414-00033594 I ju- I just- I can't.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00122-00033594-00033702 I literally can't.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00123-00033702-00033816 on a scale of one to ten-
6bVY4PPB5Io-00124-00033816-00033926 I can't
6bVY4PPB5Io-00125-00033926-00033998 but I'll try
6bVY4PPB5Io-00126-00034224-00034466 The feels this movie gives me is out of this world
6bVY4PPB5Io-00127-00034466-00034814 It was like having all of the eight Harry Potter movie feels in one movie
6bVY4PPB5Io-00128-00034814-00034942 but it's not Harry Potter
6bVY4PPB5Io-00129-00034942-00035416 It's a movie about a lion, and Africa, and dancing and stuff, bu-
6bVY4PPB5Io-00130-00035416-00035546 Madagascar 1 was cool
6bVY4PPB5Io-00131-00035546-00035866 but this one has a story, and a soul, and everything nice
6bVY4PPB5Io-00132-00035866-00035946 and it's just
6bVY4PPB5Io-00133-00035958-00036024 *breathe in*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00134-00036060-00036290 It's my entire childhood in one movie
6bVY4PPB5Io-00135-00036290-00036360 and the music
6bVY4PPB5Io-00136-00036360-00036450 OH MY LAWRD THE MUSIC
6bVY4PPB5Io-00137-00036450-00036680 the music in this movie will always water our spirits
6bVY4PPB5Io-00138-00036680-00036874 and make us ascend into a different dimension
6bVY4PPB5Io-00139-00036874-00037100 Hans Zimmer has really worked his magic into this movie
6bVY4PPB5Io-00140-00037104-00037290 and I'll go back to Africa any time
6bVY4PPB5Io-00141-00037314-00037364 *Meep*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00142-00037372-00037555 number two
6bVY4PPB5Io-00143-00037555-00037755 The Lion King
6bVY4PPB5Io-00144-00038266-00038892 So, you know when Simba returns to the Pride Rock and then Scar blames him for killing Mufasa in front of the entire lion herd?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00145-00038892-00039168 Did anyone ever like, you know.. seriously??
6bVY4PPB5Io-00146-00039168-00039364 Why would they believe Scar over Simba?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00147-00039364-00039600 Simba was a little fucking kid when Mufasa died.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00148-00039600-00039731 How could Simba ever like???
6bVY4PPB5Io-00149-00039732-00039852 *Incoherent rambling*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00150-00039852-00039948 Sarabi!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00151-00039948-00040194 How can you believe Scar over your own child?!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00152-00040194-00040412 Can't you see Simba's just being manipulated?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00153-00040412-00040834 You KNOW Simba wouldn't be able to kill his own father in an age of, idk, TWO?
6bVY4PPB5Io-00154-00040834-00040898 I don't get it,
6bVY4PPB5Io-00155-00040898-00041030 I seriously don't get it!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00156-00041062-00041244 *tries to calm down*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00157-00041288-00041346 *breathe out*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00158-00041358-00041536 Maybe that's just how lions work
6bVY4PPB5Io-00159-00041536-00041606 I don't know.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00160-00041606-00041687 Well anyways, though
6bVY4PPB5Io-00161-00041688-00042168 It was a great movie and I'm willing to see past this one plot blender because it has so much else to offer
6bVY4PPB5Io-00162-00042168-00042574 It has a heartbreaking story, magical soundtrack by the legend Hans Zimmer
6bVY4PPB5Io-00163-00042574-00043028 Classical song numbers, thrilling fighting scenes and a good chunk of humor and good vibes.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00164-00043028-00043218 We have both watched this movie over and over
6bVY4PPB5Io-00165-00043218-00043442 and it's probably what made the both of us furries!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00166-00043450-00043642 number one
6bVY4PPB5Io-00167-00043642-00043844 Rock Dog
6bVY4PPB5Io-00168-00043844-00043982 Didn't expect that, eh?!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00169-00043982-00044090 or- or you know
6bVY4PPB5Io-00170-00044090-00044140 *cough*
6bVY4PPB5Io-00171-00044140-00044236 May- maybe you did, uhh
6bVY4PPB5Io-00172-00044236-00044306 it wasn't..
6bVY4PPB5Io-00173-00044306-00044412 It wasn't that hard to...
6bVY4PPB5Io-00174-00044412-00044546 bu- but anyways Rock Dog!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00175-00044546-00044724 We freakin enjoyed the beans out of it
6bVY4PPB5Io-00176-00044727-00045006 there's fun and popping animations, amazing characters and just
6bVY4PPB5Io-00177-00045111-00045368 So amazing and it's, wahhh
6bVY4PPB5Io-00178-00045368-00045544 Like, It felt like-
6bVY4PPB5Io-00179-00045544-00045705 it felt like listening to a Jonsi Song
6bVY4PPB5Io-00180-00045705-00045758 or you know
6bVY4PPB5Io-00181-00045758-00046024 It felt almost like watching a Jonsi Song
6bVY4PPB5Io-00182-00046024-00046232 because it's.. just.. like-..
6bVY4PPB5Io-00183-00046232-00046282 mmhmm.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00184-00046282-00046366 Yep
6bVY4PPB5Io-00185-00046366-00046416 Yep Yep
6bVY4PPB5Io-00186-00046416-00046590 This movie is just glorious, honestly.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00187-00046590-00046720 it's so perfect! <3
6bVY4PPB5Io-00188-00046720-00046960 and the song Glorious is incredibly glorious as well!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00189-00046961-00047202 I have listened to Glorious on all languages is available
6bVY4PPB5Io-00190-00047202-00047628 and have lost count long ago on how many times it has lifted my mood while roaming the roads.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00191-00047628-00047854 I may have been a little possessed if I'm gonna be honest,
6bVY4PPB5Io-00192-00047854-00047978 but that's just healthy
6bVY4PPB5Io-00193-00047978-00048188 Some reviewers may not like his movie but-
6bVY4PPB5Io-00194-00048188-00048312 ssshhhhhhhh
6bVY4PPB5Io-00195-00048312-00048492 This is a movie no one asked for
6bVY4PPB5Io-00196-00048492-00048662 but we so absolutely needed
6bVY4PPB5Io-00197-00048662-00049004 It captured our hearts and expanded our lifespan with at least 10 years!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00198-00049004-00049066 So hey!
6bVY4PPB5Io-00199-00049066-00049310 That was the only top 10 furry movie list that means something
6bVY4PPB5Io-00200-00049310-00049444 all other lists are wrong.
6bVY4PPB5Io-00201-00049444-00049710 Thanks to Ace of Hearts Fox for helping inspire us to create this video
6bVY4PPB5Io-00202-00049710-00049940 You should really check out his top 10 list as well
6bVY4PPB5Io-00203-00049940-00050033 If you liked this video
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6baJdFACxb4-00000-00000416-00000863 alrighty everybody welcome back to another great session we
6baJdFACxb4-00001-00000863-00001416 have this session is titled what what's next in open source firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00002-00001416-00002360 we have ron daniel mario jean and hong take it away
6baJdFACxb4-00003-00002360-00003008 okay thank you sean uh yes so uh again welcome to uh what's next with
6baJdFACxb4-00004-00003008-00003304 the open source firmware i just want to give a little
6baJdFACxb4-00005-00003304-00003632 bit of the background why are we having this
6baJdFACxb4-00006-00003632-00004223 session here today um let me first begin with a personal
6baJdFACxb4-00007-00004223-00004784 introduction of all the people we have here mario behling
6baJdFACxb4-00008-00004784-00005455 um i met mario back in 2007 i think uh that was the first time i
6baJdFACxb4-00009-00005455-00005696 learned about open source so mario was like
6baJdFACxb4-00010-00005696-00006303 my very first mentor in 2009 we started the first asia organization
6baJdFACxb4-00011-00006303-00006631 together and he has been uh working together
6baJdFACxb4-00012-00006631-00007084 still then yeah one thing that i could say about
6baJdFACxb4-00013-00007084-00007536 mario i think he is a doer so he make a lot of
6baJdFACxb4-00014-00007536-00007911 things happen and he has a lot of experience in
6baJdFACxb4-00015-00007911-00008304 uh scaling open source project yeah and
6baJdFACxb4-00016-00008304-00008968 for mario i also get to know the amazing daniel moloski
6baJdFACxb4-00017-00008968-00009575 so daniel is a very active uh open source developer he
6baJdFACxb4-00018-00009575-00009960 has been contributing to a lot a lot of open source uh projects i
6baJdFACxb4-00019-00009960-00010584 can't even name them all but um yeah he's very knowledgeable at the same
6baJdFACxb4-00020-00010584-00011000 time very modest he often refers himself as a firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00021-00011000-00011432 hobbyist but to me he is an expert in in many
6baJdFACxb4-00022-00011436-00011904 aspects we regularly meet at conferences like
6baJdFACxb4-00023-00011904-00012384 several times that it was hr summit we were enforced them together we went to
6baJdFACxb4-00024-00012384-00012887 the ccc together and then you're currently leading the
6baJdFACxb4-00025-00012887-00013319 firmware development um in the pocket design lab projects and we
6baJdFACxb4-00026-00013322-00013736 got to meet again on a weekly basis yeah what i really
6baJdFACxb4-00027-00013736-00014096 love about the open source community you get to meet a lot of interesting
6baJdFACxb4-00028-00014096-00014631 people and from these interesting people you get to meet more interesting people
6baJdFACxb4-00029-00014631-00015328 so daniel brought us together with ron so um um
6baJdFACxb4-00030-00015328-00015816 minik as you know so he is the original author of call booth
6baJdFACxb4-00031-00015816-00016376 yeah the linux uh bios and he'd been driving firmware for over
6baJdFACxb4-00032-00016376-00016751 40 years i believe that it's really difficult to
6baJdFACxb4-00033-00016751-00017120 find a better person who can speak about firmware we are very
6baJdFACxb4-00034-00017120-00017720 lucky to have ron here with us today and from daniel i also uh got to know
6baJdFACxb4-00035-00017720-00018287 um jean-marie vodun yeah so what i heard i'm not sure if you
6baJdFACxb4-00036-00018287-00018736 maybe you can correct so jean has a special relationship with
6baJdFACxb4-00037-00018736-00019120 computers yeah he in love with them he's been spending
6baJdFACxb4-00038-00019120-00019672 a lot of time designing them on the hardware level yeah and uh
6baJdFACxb4-00039-00019672-00020023 welcome jean very happy to have you here so
6baJdFACxb4-00040-00020024-00020520 what brought us all here today i just want to share quickly the story
6baJdFACxb4-00041-00020522-00020888 uh i was listening to that conversation about [indiscernible]
6baJdFACxb4-00042-00020888-00021240 and a few other firmware topics at the weekly
6baJdFACxb4-00043-00021240-00021615 open source hardware meeting organized by FOSSAsia so it is like
6baJdFACxb4-00044-00021615-00022231 a public meeting happening every saturday at 5 00 pm in the central
6baJdFACxb4-00045-00022231-00022608 europe time we invited people who currently working on
6baJdFACxb4-00046-00022608-00023168 open source hardware come together yeah and i find the conversation super
6baJdFACxb4-00047-00023168-00023600 interesting and i think that um open source firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00048-00023600-00023943 and hardware should get more weight in the ecosystem
6baJdFACxb4-00049-00023943-00024264 so we should talk more about it if we really want
6baJdFACxb4-00050-00024264-00024568 to to achieve open thought in all the layers
6baJdFACxb4-00051-00024568-00024895 and what we some of us discussed yesterday
6baJdFACxb4-00052-00024895-00025328 that is the reason why i invited them to have their conversation
6baJdFACxb4-00053-00025328-00025735 that they normally have among themselves here at State of the Source to have a
6baJdFACxb4-00054-00025735-00026079 conversation in front of us i believe that we can learn a lot from
6baJdFACxb4-00055-00026079-00026495 this conversation at the same time i want to see if we can
6baJdFACxb4-00056-00026495-00026783 have work together and bring open source
6baJdFACxb4-00057-00026783-00027272 firmware and hardware into the mainstream so
6baJdFACxb4-00058-00027272-00027712 that is my job i introduce everyone and now i would like to
6baJdFACxb4-00059-00027712-00027836 have um mario daniel jean and ron the stage here
6baJdFACxb4-00061-00028552-00029200 well thank you very much that is a very nice wrap-up and
6baJdFACxb4-00062-00029200-00029552 you can also read more about the backgrounds of everyone in
6baJdFACxb4-00063-00029552-00030119 on the schedule and so we really have a nice panel here with a
6baJdFACxb4-00064-00030119-00030583 lot of background and when we put together
6baJdFACxb4-00065-00030583-00030968 like the topic of firmware we actually came
6baJdFACxb4-00066-00030968-00031312 up with more and more questions so i don't know if we can
6baJdFACxb4-00067-00031314-00031672 answer all of these questions that we have
6baJdFACxb4-00068-00031672-00032144 like listed in the preparation of this talk but um i think we can give a few
6baJdFACxb4-00069-00032144-00032591 insights so my idea was this um i would really
6baJdFACxb4-00070-00032591-00032984 like uh if we could start to share um a bit more
6baJdFACxb4-00071-00032984-00033344 where are we coming from because if we want to talk about where
6baJdFACxb4-00072-00033344-00033632 we are heading what's the future of open firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00073-00033632-00033952 we should also understand a bit what's the um
6baJdFACxb4-00074-00033952-00034584 past what um is our personal motivation and um yeah what's the presence and then
6baJdFACxb4-00075-00034584-00034903 not just where we're heading but where we want to head
6baJdFACxb4-00076-00034903-00035616 where's what's the future we want so um i would like to ask ron to start because
6baJdFACxb4-00077-00035616-00036184 ron you you i i don't know because um you look very young to me but hong
6baJdFACxb4-00078-00036184-00036552 phuc just said that you have many years of of
6baJdFACxb4-00079-00036552-00036840 background and if you could tell us a bit how did
6baJdFACxb4-00080-00036840-00037360 you get um to into a firmware where how did you start
6baJdFACxb4-00081-00037360-00037760 core boot a few backgrounds and uh yeah i and
6baJdFACxb4-00082-00037760-00038208 maybe also point us to where we can find more information and
6baJdFACxb4-00083-00038208-00038760 because we just have around like 45 minutes here so please ron
6baJdFACxb4-00084-00038760-00039400 how did it all start yeah um so i won't do 45 years starting when i
6baJdFACxb4-00085-00039400-00040031 was a teenager i guess but the um linux files in 1999
6baJdFACxb4-00086-00040031-00040384 uh we had built a supercomputer in los alamos and
6baJdFACxb4-00087-00040384-00040975 the boot time experience was so terrible because it was an american made transfiles
6baJdFACxb4-00088-00040975-00041263 and i had just gotten off a project
6baJdFACxb4-00089-00041263-00041728 where i designed the pci card and realized that now that all the
6baJdFACxb4-00090-00041728-00042088 hardware was self you could discover the hardware just by
6baJdFACxb4-00091-00042088-00042503 enumerating it with the config space that meant that we no longer had dip
6baJdFACxb4-00092-00042503-00042984 switches and little special things and so it seemed that me being i
6baJdFACxb4-00093-00042984-00043280 actually am a kernel guy who occasionally has to get into firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00094-00043280-00043719 because the firmware is so awful that we ought to be able to embed a
6baJdFACxb4-00095-00043719-00044216 linux kernel in flash and have linux be the bios not the crappy firmware that
6baJdFACxb4-00096-00044216-00044719 was in there so um starting in 1999 we built systems
6baJdFACxb4-00097-00044719-00045040 where 100 percent of the bytes and firmware were derived
6baJdFACxb4-00098-00045040-00045616 from gpl code as of today on x86 it's more like about
6baJdFACxb4-00099-00045616-00045991 six percent if you get a chromebook most of the bytes and firmware are locked
6baJdFACxb4-00100-00045991-00046456 down on by um actually intel at this point uh or or
6baJdFACxb4-00101-00046456-00046831 the vendor but in any event there's a really old book
6baJdFACxb4-00102-00046831-00047136 by uh the guy who invented hypertext called computer lib
6baJdFACxb4-00103-00047136-00047552 that was very popular in the 70s and the thrust the central
6baJdFACxb4-00104-00047552-00047919 thrust of that book was we need to own our machines
6baJdFACxb4-00105-00047919-00048272 so when we get a machine we need to own it and that means we need to own it from
6baJdFACxb4-00106-00048272-00048591 the first instruction after power on reset up
6baJdFACxb4-00107-00048591-00048991 through whatever kernel we run up through whatever programs we run so
6baJdFACxb4-00108-00048991-00049424 that's kind of been the the um focus of my life almost which is
6baJdFACxb4-00109-00049424-00049856 open source the firmware open source the kernel and now with the euro project
6baJdFACxb4-00110-00049856-00050112 which is all the user land written and go
6baJdFACxb4-00111-00050112-00050496 try to build a user land that's understandable because i
6baJdFACxb4-00112-00050496-00050928 i you know lipsy is a wonderful thing i guess but i can't understand it and
6baJdFACxb4-00113-00050928-00051391 the [indiscernible] is a big wonderful thing but i can't understand it so
6baJdFACxb4-00114-00051391-00051847 i think the big focus of my life anyway has been open source such that
6baJdFACxb4-00115-00051847-00052208 you can understand everything that's going on when you use a computer
6baJdFACxb4-00116-00052208-00052503 so that's why
6baJdFACxb4-00117-00052632-00053016 wow and so super computers i think that's also
6baJdFACxb4-00118-00053016-00053536 a connection to jean-marie you have been working with
6baJdFACxb4-00119-00053536-00053976 supercomputers you even created a startup in french which is
6baJdFACxb4-00120-00053976-00054424 successfully sold and now you work in with hpe
6baJdFACxb4-00121-00054424-00054983 and so what what is what was the start for you to really uh um
6baJdFACxb4-00122-00054983-00055344 yeah stop working here with uh open source firmware or
6baJdFACxb4-00123-00055344-00055648 like with this deep level of technology okay
6baJdFACxb4-00124-00055648-00056095 as crazy as it could look like so i i have been hit by the same issue than ron
6baJdFACxb4-00125-00056095-00056479 back in the 90s when i was working for cea so that was
6baJdFACxb4-00126-00056479-00056927 not los alamos but cea the same kind of activities in europe in france
6baJdFACxb4-00127-00056927-00057248 and um i was designing super computers for them so
6baJdFACxb4-00128-00057248-00057624 this is this was at the kind of time where they were switching from
6baJdFACxb4-00129-00057624-00058012 vector technology to superscalar technology so to the alpha
6baJdFACxb4-00130-00058012-00058400 microprocessors and the boot time of the system was just
6baJdFACxb4-00131-00058400-00058783 a nightmare and this is when i've been starting to
6baJdFACxb4-00132-00058783-00059095 be involved into firmware development trying to understand
6baJdFACxb4-00133-00059095-00059439 why we had the fastest fastest cpu in the world
6baJdFACxb4-00134-00059439-00059904 with the slowest good time in the world so it was a little bit crazy to me and i
6baJdFACxb4-00135-00059904-00060160 tried to understand what what was going on
6baJdFACxb4-00136-00060160-00060607 so we we deployed that super computers but um the boot time was
6baJdFACxb4-00137-00060607-00060912 just to give a rough idea the boot time was about a day
6baJdFACxb4-00138-00060912-00061255 so just imagine you turn on your computer in the morning and you have to
6baJdFACxb4-00139-00061255-00061727 wait up to the evening just to to log in so this was this kind of
6baJdFACxb4-00140-00061727-00061944 nightmare we were facing with this machine
6baJdFACxb4-00141-00061944-00062344 and when you crashed the system so you had to wait another day just to
6baJdFACxb4-00142-00062344-00062655 apply the patch and ensure that the system boots
6baJdFACxb4-00143-00062655-00063136 so and it was really really a big mess and we tried to improve the firmware at
6baJdFACxb4-00144-00063136-00063472 that time so then i created my own company which
6baJdFACxb4-00145-00063472-00064000 was designing computers in europe and i did i didn't wanted to pay a crazy
6baJdFACxb4-00146-00064000-00064304 amount of money for firmware development so that's why we
6baJdFACxb4-00147-00064304-00064824 relied on open source technology and back in 2010 i started to be
6baJdFACxb4-00148-00064824-00065360 involved with an open hardware community trying to understand how we can share um
6baJdFACxb4-00149-00065360-00065744 better uh our design files and how how could we
6baJdFACxb4-00150-00065744-00066095 extend the lifecycle of systems so that's the beauty of open
6baJdFACxb4-00151-00066095-00066407 hardware because we are sharing schematics so anybody around the world
6baJdFACxb4-00152-00066407-00066839 can fix issues with the hardware and um
6baJdFACxb4-00153-00066839-00067360 within the ocp communities nobody was really keen to look at what's going on
6baJdFACxb4-00154-00067360-00067792 regarding firmware so most of the time other designers are
6baJdFACxb4-00155-00067792-00068095 focused on hardware they do not care about software
6baJdFACxb4-00156-00068095-00068632 and the operating system designers do not care about the firmware so there's a
6baJdFACxb4-00157-00068632-00069048 something in the middle that doesn't passionate people
6baJdFACxb4-00158-00069048-00069544 and um and i i've been hit by a stupid things which was to
6baJdFACxb4-00159-00069544-00069848 refurbish some servers for some customers
6baJdFACxb4-00160-00069848-00070207 and these people wanted to use nvme drive
6baJdFACxb4-00161-00070207-00070648 and the system buyers coming up with the ocp hardware was not able to properly
6baJdFACxb4-00162-00070648-00071024 boot on nvme because it was to hold and it was not
6baJdFACxb4-00163-00071024-00071368 integrated and the ufi driver was buggy and didn't work
6baJdFACxb4-00164-00071368-00071768 properly on the systems and i started to say this is messy and
6baJdFACxb4-00165-00071768-00072056 this this reminds me of the issues i faced in the
6baJdFACxb4-00166-00072056-00072424 past with firmware so we need to fix that and i met back
6baJdFACxb4-00167-00072424-00072839 with the combat communities and ron telling him hey can we find a way to
6baJdFACxb4-00168-00072839-00073224 to fix all of this crap and um and we ended up to
6baJdFACxb4-00169-00073224-00073536 start working on linux boot altogether and um
6baJdFACxb4-00170-00073536-00073904 by the way i've been successful to put that machine on the with the nvme drive
6baJdFACxb4-00171-00073904-00074283 and the customer is super happy about it now
6baJdFACxb4-00172-00074283-00074776 so yes thank you very much and i see uh ron
6baJdFACxb4-00173-00074776-00075192 is nodding so uh absolutely understanding these
6baJdFACxb4-00174-00075192-00075416 issues before we go a little bit more into the
6baJdFACxb4-00175-00075416-00075768 topic of firmware and open hardware and how these are connected
6baJdFACxb4-00176-00075768-00076127 and i want to learn like daniel how did you actually
6baJdFACxb4-00177-00076127-00076512 meet jean-marie and ron how did this connection start
6baJdFACxb4-00178-00076512-00076863 and what's your background of course personally also how did you get into
6baJdFACxb4-00179-00076863-00077336 open source firmware and so that's also quite a long journey
6baJdFACxb4-00180-00077336-00077583 actually although i guess i'm the youngest here
6baJdFACxb4-00181-00077583-00078176 so a friend of mine uh which is in the same hackerspace as i am that would be
6baJdFACxb4-00182-00078176-00078488 philip phillip founded the open source firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00183-00078488-00078927 conference at some point and he was working on firmware and
6baJdFACxb4-00184-00078927-00079216 i had actually no clue about it i was always
6baJdFACxb4-00185-00079216-00079592 fascinated a bit about microcontrollers when we had them
6baJdFACxb4-00186-00079592-00079944 in university but i mean we were just playing around
6baJdFACxb4-00187-00079944-00080376 sort of uh but at some point i was getting more
6baJdFACxb4-00188-00080376-00080848 and more curious and philip uh showed me the x86 side of
6baJdFACxb4-00189-00080848-00081272 things so from microcontrollers to actual microprocessors
6baJdFACxb4-00190-00081272-00081663 and then over time i discovered more and more and well
6baJdFACxb4-00191-00081663-00082000 i can tell you it's a very very deep rabbit hole there
6baJdFACxb4-00192-00082000-00082368 and that's where eventually then i met ron at one of the
6baJdFACxb4-00193-00082368-00082751 conferences actually and also jean-marie later on
6baJdFACxb4-00194-00082751-00083312 and yeah now we're working together on all sorts of things
6baJdFACxb4-00195-00083504-00084072 okay cool and daniel what is the relationship here um between
6baJdFACxb4-00196-00084072-00084527 firmware and and uh open hardware um we we heard like
6baJdFACxb4-00197-00084527-00084904 a firmware okay like long booting times
6baJdFACxb4-00198-00084904-00085336 of like a day this is like unimaginable today and
6baJdFACxb4-00199-00085336-00085895 so uh is the story very simple that uh you know like people thought like we
6baJdFACxb4-00200-00085895-00086104 can't only do firmware we also have to do
6baJdFACxb4-00201-00086104-00086416 hardware in order to really solve it or um
6baJdFACxb4-00202-00086416-00086888 can you like introduce us a bit into this area
6baJdFACxb4-00203-00086888-00087480 yeah so one person once said but i haven't heard it myself i only
6baJdFACxb4-00204-00087480-00087776 know the citation that if you really care about software
6baJdFACxb4-00205-00087776-00088032 you would need to create your own hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00206-00088032-00088456 and i think steve jobs himself even cited that at one of the
6baJdFACxb4-00207-00088456-00088824 events where he was introducing the iphone um
6baJdFACxb4-00208-00088824-00089192 but yeah that's that's one thing the other thing is
6baJdFACxb4-00209-00089192-00089560 there is only very very few people who actually create hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00210-00089560-00089912 and it only makes sense if many people buy it right because
6baJdFACxb4-00211-00089912-00090344 it's quite a lot you would need to do to create hardware actually
6baJdFACxb4-00212-00090344-00090776 but then on the other end hardware doesn't work without firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00213-00090776-00091127 and then if you ask people who buy the hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00214-00091127-00091551 they have very very different ideas and needs what they want to do with it
6baJdFACxb4-00215-00091551-00092000 or you know how they i don't know want to secure it for example so i also have
6baJdFACxb4-00216-00092000-00092527 a security background and there we have uh well
6baJdFACxb4-00217-00092527-00092856 sometimes surprises just because we don't know
6baJdFACxb4-00218-00092856-00093224 some certain things and we discover them at some point
6baJdFACxb4-00219-00093224-00093632 and that's where i personally also started digging deeper and
6baJdFACxb4-00220-00093632-00094056 looking into potential issues that we have with the hardware and firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00221-00094056-00094628 playing together
6baJdFACxb4-00222-00094832-00095127 mario you're muted
6baJdFACxb4-00223-00095272-00095848 sorry you brought up this topic but like let's say from a standard
6baJdFACxb4-00224-00095848-00096216 consumer point of view yeah i look at hardware and i think that's
6baJdFACxb4-00225-00096216-00096712 hardware and i buy it and yeah okay so many people are often not aware that
6baJdFACxb4-00226-00096712-00097232 their software running on it and even a layer of firmware so um this is
6baJdFACxb4-00227-00097232-00097695 actually a pretty exciting and um so how is this
6baJdFACxb4-00228-00097695-00098080 how could we like describe this to people like uh what what is the firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00229-00098080-00098407 doing and then why is it even possible i mean like if i
6baJdFACxb4-00230-00098407-00098800 talk to really deep hardware developers they say actually
6baJdFACxb4-00231-00098800-00099216 the lines between software and hardware they are starting
6baJdFACxb4-00232-00099216-00099688 to be blurry more and more and then we now have tools
6baJdFACxb4-00233-00099688-00100024 like keycard and other cad programs and i know that
6baJdFACxb4-00234-00100024-00100432 you're working with them and maybe like you could also yeah
6baJdFACxb4-00235-00100432-00100880 describe us a bit uh what what is what's going on here
6baJdFACxb4-00236-00100880-00101216 okay um so i've been involved in open hardware community for
6baJdFACxb4-00237-00101216-00101656 probably not the past 10 years but seven to eight years
6baJdFACxb4-00238-00101656-00102095 and one of the challenge when you think about open hardware is how do you design
6baJdFACxb4-00239-00102095-00102327 these these things and how do you make it
6baJdFACxb4-00240-00102327-00102840 really open and this is the exact same issue then
6baJdFACxb4-00241-00102840-00103424 when open source software started so we are using uh on the daily um task
6baJdFACxb4-00242-00103424-00103911 tools which are pretty common like compilers burgers all of these kind of
6baJdFACxb4-00243-00103911-00104159 things but when you think about order there is
6baJdFACxb4-00244-00104159-00104552 no three accessible tools just to build up that things
6baJdFACxb4-00245-00104552-00104864 so that's why i got involved into freecad and kcad
6baJdFACxb4-00246-00104864-00105320 just to try to provide the tools to build up open hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00247-00105320-00105696 and there is a lot of involvement and a lot of
6baJdFACxb4-00248-00105696-00106167 of work to be done in this area so now when speaking about hardware and what is
6baJdFACxb4-00249-00106167-00106567 the firmware so i think we can we can think about it
6baJdFACxb4-00250-00106567-00107191 like like a lego so the hardware is not a single piece so when you look at a
6baJdFACxb4-00251-00107191-00107559 motherboard there is a lot of various chips a lot of various functions a lot
6baJdFACxb4-00252-00107559-00107855 of various components to interconnect together
6baJdFACxb4-00253-00107855-00108279 and we have to keep in that in mind that all of these components doesn't know
6baJdFACxb4-00254-00108279-00108640 each other's and they have to find a way to talk to each other
6baJdFACxb4-00255-00108640-00108976 and to set them up properly at the right time
6baJdFACxb4-00256-00108976-00109383 so the soft the firmware is roughly the software which is the blue between the
6baJdFACxb4-00257-00109383-00109679 lego brick which is the uh hardware component from
6baJdFACxb4-00258-00109679-00110079 the motherboard and which is just trying to build up something which is coherent
6baJdFACxb4-00259-00110079-00110416 and and ready to be used by an end users so
6baJdFACxb4-00260-00110416-00110800 that that is really a mandatory step within the boot process
6baJdFACxb4-00261-00110800-00111383 of the systems which is creating um something powerful or a piece of crap in
6baJdFACxb4-00262-00111383-00111632 some way
6baJdFACxb4-00263-00111696-00112144 okay so um ron we we already had the chance to
6baJdFACxb4-00264-00112144-00112552 learn from you um about like how trends and and
6baJdFACxb4-00265-00112552-00113040 your work in different projects um at a number of open hardware meetings um
6baJdFACxb4-00266-00113040-00113367 that we are running on every saturday and
6baJdFACxb4-00267-00113367-00113976 so it seems like um this interest in hardware is it's in firmware it's
6baJdFACxb4-00268-00113976-00114303 it's really growing so um we have more and more
6baJdFACxb4-00269-00114303-00114688 people often dropping by and so there's um also like more
6baJdFACxb4-00270-00114688-00115111 activity going on and the question here is as
6baJdFACxb4-00271-00115111-00115559 more and more people getting into hardware and chip development what
6baJdFACxb4-00272-00115559-00115944 approach should modern firmware developers follow
6baJdFACxb4-00273-00115944-00116135 today and i know it's also a bit of a
6baJdFACxb4-00274-00116135-00116624 philosophical question because when unix was created it had
6baJdFACxb4-00275-00116624-00117032 simplicity in mind so what would you recommend
6baJdFACxb4-00276-00117032-00117440 um like developers what approach should they do
6baJdFACxb4-00277-00117440-00117848 and what would you like to share about your own projects um
6baJdFACxb4-00278-00117848-00118320 what different approaches exist here yeah i love that question so
6baJdFACxb4-00279-00118320-00118864 um i started a new project called orboot which is the downstream fork of coreboot
6baJdFACxb4-00280-00118864-00119383 but all our code is written in rust and at some point i realized as i was doing
6baJdFACxb4-00281-00119383-00119728 the work that i had it's very easy to fall into the kernel
6baJdFACxb4-00282-00119728-00120103 trap and and the kernel trap is to decide that your firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00283-00120103-00120488 is actually kind of a kernel that's what happened to uefi
6baJdFACxb4-00284-00120488-00120832 that's why uefi has a web server built in that's why it has
6baJdFACxb4-00285-00120832-00121144 you know all this stuff built in that's why it's actually
6baJdFACxb4-00286-00121144-00121600 a full up operating system in its own right it even has applications so
6baJdFACxb4-00287-00121600-00122040 the most important thing that firmware can do is get out of the way um
6baJdFACxb4-00288-00122040-00122400 do as little as it possibly needs to do to make the
6baJdFACxb4-00289-00122400-00122703 the platform ready for something like linux or
6baJdFACxb4-00290-00122703-00123088 plan nine uh but it should be a very very thin
6baJdFACxb4-00291-00123088-00123576 shim that does as little as possible and the thing that it should never become
6baJdFACxb4-00292-00123576-00123967 which again is what's happened with uefi it should never become an end in itself
6baJdFACxb4-00293-00123967-00124232 so this is why i actually don't even like
6baJdFACxb4-00294-00124232-00124576 to think about myself as a firmware guy i'm actually a kernel guy
6baJdFACxb4-00295-00124576-00124952 who you know has to write firmware occasionally because what's there is so
6baJdFACxb4-00296-00124952-00125240 terrible uh case in point again in my view being
6baJdFACxb4-00297-00125240-00125655 uefi so that avoid the kernel trap right
6baJdFACxb4-00298-00125655-00125920 don't start thinking in terms of oh i'm gonna do all these wonderful
6baJdFACxb4-00299-00125920-00126255 abstractions and here's where rust is good about this
6baJdFACxb4-00300-00126255-00126576 because the whole focus of rust is do everything
6baJdFACxb4-00301-00126576-00127048 you possibly can at compile time and we're finding an orboot we can
6baJdFACxb4-00302-00127048-00127352 actually know the size our stack is going to be the
6baJdFACxb4-00303-00127352-00127888 maximum size of our call stack because of how rust works this is like a
6baJdFACxb4-00304-00127888-00128303 you know moving toward literally you know 50 years actually beyond c
6baJdFACxb4-00305-00128303-00128952 um but that also helps you avoid the kernel trap right
6baJdFACxb4-00306-00128952-00129248 don't don't think of firmware as a kernel think of
6baJdFACxb4-00307-00129248-00129583 firmware as an unpleasant thing that is there just
6baJdFACxb4-00308-00129583-00130072 long enough to get things just far enough for linux to run
6baJdFACxb4-00309-00130072-00130583 that's really a key key idea in my point of view
6baJdFACxb4-00310-00130720-00131264 okay and um so i would like to the three of you to post a question now here so
6baJdFACxb4-00311-00131264-00131767 how does um the hardware development then if we
6baJdFACxb4-00312-00131767-00132103 talk about hardware and firmware how does this development
6baJdFACxb4-00313-00132103-00132720 direct firmware developers in a specific direction for example uh um we have a
6baJdFACxb4-00314-00132720-00133303 small uh project the pocket science lab um in the FOSS asia community and um
6baJdFACxb4-00315-00133303-00133608 there's always this question like where do you want to
6baJdFACxb4-00316-00133608-00133920 implement for example a feature should it be on the firmware level
6baJdFACxb4-00317-00133920-00134264 should it be on the level of a python library that's run
6baJdFACxb4-00318-00134264-00134679 separately and i think there are many more questions and so
6baJdFACxb4-00319-00134679-00135015 what would you um three of you i mean would you
6baJdFACxb4-00320-00135015-00135679 um agree on one direction or what what's your opinion who would like to go first
6baJdFACxb4-00321-00135832-00136391 i can start with that so i guess i'm very much in line with what
6baJdFACxb4-00322-00136391-00136952 ron was saying so i personally would like to have
6baJdFACxb4-00323-00136952-00137455 most control of the platform from the side of my operating system or even
6baJdFACxb4-00324-00137455-00138128 my user space actually right so so my day job is actually web development
6baJdFACxb4-00325-00138128-00138520 and what i'm doing today is we are building
6baJdFACxb4-00326-00138520-00138832 applications that can run in your web browser
6baJdFACxb4-00327-00138832-00139303 and they can run almost autonomously nowadays right so even if you lose your
6baJdFACxb4-00328-00139303-00139824 connection so like if you're in a tunnel while uh you know traveling in a train
6baJdFACxb4-00329-00139824-00140200 or something most of the apps that we have today or
6baJdFACxb4-00330-00140200-00140520 many of them can still operate to some degree because
6baJdFACxb4-00331-00140520-00140840 of data that is in a cache or something like that
6baJdFACxb4-00332-00140840-00141320 and when i'm looking at applications that are running on my desktop
6baJdFACxb4-00333-00141320-00141672 i would like to have a very similar experience so
6baJdFACxb4-00334-00141672-00142296 i would be i would be really happy if i could do almost everything or even
6baJdFACxb4-00335-00142296-00142744 more than everything on my platform without any restrictions that i could
6baJdFACxb4-00336-00142744-00143176 have because you know something is not i know not set up
6baJdFACxb4-00337-00143176-00143615 properly or something like that so in that sense i actually rely on
6baJdFACxb4-00338-00143615-00144000 firmware on uh that layer but that should really
6baJdFACxb4-00339-00144000-00144367 be it then i want to be able to do everything i want
6baJdFACxb4-00340-00144367-00144736 right then if if we speak about linux for example
6baJdFACxb4-00341-00144736-00145184 that's actually what it's about for many many people who are running it so they
6baJdFACxb4-00342-00145184-00145584 don't want to have like a pre-made environment where they can
6baJdFACxb4-00343-00145584-00145815 only do what the vendor wants them to do but
6baJdFACxb4-00344-00145815-00146448 they can do everything and you know extend or modify it as they like
6baJdFACxb4-00345-00146912-00147544 hey can i jump in real quick um i want to offer up a warning before i
6baJdFACxb4-00346-00147544-00148015 forget um so jean-maries company did this really
6baJdFACxb4-00347-00148015-00148391 neat thing which was to take these 2012 year of
6baJdFACxb4-00348-00148391-00148815 facebook nodes you know refurb them set them up resell
6baJdFACxb4-00349-00148815-00149367 them they're wonderful right they're a fantastic deal um
6baJdFACxb4-00350-00149384-00149808 that worked because on those machines you could take the flash part out put in
6baJdFACxb4-00351-00149808-00150103 a new one that you programmed right work fine
6baJdFACxb4-00352-00150103-00150584 um we are living in a fool's paradise right now because
6baJdFACxb4-00353-00150584-00151248 many servers post about 2018 if you change one bit one bit
6baJdFACxb4-00354-00151248-00151696 of the firmware right and my old my just because it's easy one of my standard
6baJdFACxb4-00355-00151696-00152064 things is change the string dell with some other word if you can guess what it
6baJdFACxb4-00356-00152064-00152432 is um you change one bit and a machine won't
6baJdFACxb4-00357-00152432-00152784 boot so we've all lived in a world for the
6baJdFACxb4-00358-00152784-00153191 past i don't know how many years where if you could figure out what to do
6baJdFACxb4-00359-00153191-00153432 you could take that firmware and replace it
6baJdFACxb4-00360-00153432-00153744 with different firmware and that would work
6baJdFACxb4-00361-00153744-00154096 starting in another year or two you're going to find yourself buying
6baJdFACxb4-00362-00154096-00154448 old servers or old computers and you're going to want to change the firmware on
6baJdFACxb4-00363-00154448-00154808 and this is on x86 mind you and you're not going to be able to do it
6baJdFACxb4-00364-00154808-00155215 you won't be able to change one bit literally one bit without breaking the
6baJdFACxb4-00365-00155215-00155648 machine so why is that it's because that
6baJdFACxb4-00366-00155648-00156000 firmware has a sign in key that's enforced in hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00367-00156000-00156360 the owner of that sign in key is the company that created that
6baJdFACxb4-00368-00156360-00156720 system they have the key you don't they won't give you the key
6baJdFACxb4-00369-00156720-00157055 because that key is the same key for millions and millions of systems
6baJdFACxb4-00370-00157055-00157400 if they give you that key that means they've compromised all the other
6baJdFACxb4-00371-00157400-00157832 systems they've sold so we live in a world in the x86 space
6baJdFACxb4-00372-00157832-00158224 where the owner of the system is actually not you it's
6baJdFACxb4-00373-00158224-00158655 the company that made the machine you so you can't take your machine and
6baJdFACxb4-00374-00158655-00158984 sell it to someone you can't take your machine and change one bit of firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00375-00158984-00159400 it's like owning a car with the with the hood welded shut
6baJdFACxb4-00376-00159400-00159832 so you can't ever see the engine this is kind of why i'm thinking the open source
6baJdFACxb4-00377-00159832-00160144 community i'm not speaking for anyone but the open source community
6baJdFACxb4-00378-00160144-00160624 um i think we really need to start thinking about the escape plan
6baJdFACxb4-00379-00160624-00161176 from the x86 world now because it's just gonna be another few
6baJdFACxb4-00380-00161176-00161544 years you'll buy a used machine and discover
6baJdFACxb4-00381-00161544-00161864 there's very very little you can do with it unlike what you can
6baJdFACxb4-00382-00161864-00162191 do with the kind of servers that jean marie's former company
6baJdFACxb4-00383-00162191-00162455 sells so just something to keep in mind i just
6baJdFACxb4-00384-00162455-00162888 wanted to get that warning out there it really is a problem
6baJdFACxb4-00385-00162936-00163272 i mean that's a really horrible thing ron that's uh
6baJdFACxb4-00386-00163272-00163712 i don't know if people are aware um what a shocking
6baJdFACxb4-00387-00163712-00164367 information that is um so um basically like you know our whole idea
6baJdFACxb4-00388-00164367-00164712 like people looking on the web level on many different levels and they
6baJdFACxb4-00389-00164712-00165112 have this idea that we now have like open source free open source everywhere
6baJdFACxb4-00390-00165112-00165552 and it's kind of mainstream but actually we entirely blocked by this
6baJdFACxb4-00391-00165552-00166079 level and we won't be able to to use this so how are aware
6baJdFACxb4-00392-00166079-00166503 is the community and actually the public in my view it would concern
6baJdFACxb4-00393-00166503-00166855 everyone because there's so many devices out there everywhere
6baJdFACxb4-00394-00166855-00167248 so how aware are people what is your experience
6baJdFACxb4-00395-00167248-00167848 nobody has a clue yeah i think very few people are aware about these challenges
6baJdFACxb4-00396-00167848-00168288 um but as you mentioned i'm working at hpe right now so
6baJdFACxb4-00397-00168288-00168760 the hp engineering is well aware about that situation and the complexity
6baJdFACxb4-00398-00168760-00169120 to find the right balance between security because um
6baJdFACxb4-00399-00169120-00169760 the key that ron spoke about um is driven um around how do we improve
6baJdFACxb4-00400-00169760-00170296 the security of the systems because um most of software can be hacked whatever
6baJdFACxb4-00401-00170296-00170503 happens so there is always bugs and there
6baJdFACxb4-00402-00170503-00171008 might be a human um human failures when when the code has been
6baJdFACxb4-00403-00171008-00171432 written and so finding the right balance between
6baJdFACxb4-00404-00171432-00172032 what the end user is expecting from his systems to be on highly secure and
6baJdFACxb4-00405-00172032-00172608 the flexibility to reprogram the systems is something which is super complex so
6baJdFACxb4-00406-00172608-00172984 what happened into this industry especially at the x86
6baJdFACxb4-00407-00172984-00173584 level is that the whole industry try to secure as fast as possible on the x86
6baJdFACxb4-00408-00173584-00174120 platforms without thinking about the flexibility side and this has
6baJdFACxb4-00409-00174120-00174503 created a couple of generations of platforms
6baJdFACxb4-00410-00174503-00174927 which are secure but are really unflexible
6baJdFACxb4-00411-00174927-00175312 and that that is that is part of the current challenge of the industry
6baJdFACxb4-00412-00175312-00175648 we are trying to address it currently and this is
6baJdFACxb4-00413-00175648-00176279 this is a very complex engineering issue um i think within the next couple of
6baJdFACxb4-00414-00176279-00176600 i should say years unfortunately this issue
6baJdFACxb4-00415-00176600-00177000 is going to be addressed on x86 um but um
6baJdFACxb4-00416-00177000-00177624 this is still super challenging so that's uh that's a key point so we we
6baJdFACxb4-00417-00177624-00177920 have some work around which might be coming up for
6baJdFACxb4-00418-00177920-00178336 for hpe servers within the next couple of quarters
6baJdFACxb4-00419-00178336-00178688 uh just to keep the the open source community
6baJdFACxb4-00420-00178688-00179479 um being able to code on on our platform and that's also why i joined hpe just to
6baJdFACxb4-00421-00179479-00180055 warn them about the challenge that the x86 industry is facing regarding
6baJdFACxb4-00422-00180055-00180320 open source technology and how how can we
6baJdFACxb4-00423-00180320-00180815 embrace that so luckily some some of the project that the community has
6baJdFACxb4-00424-00180815-00181296 has created are adapted at scale so we should mention that and this is also
6baJdFACxb4-00425-00181296-00181679 helping so open source end users must be
6baJdFACxb4-00426-00181679-00182072 proud about what they what they are doing and should be showed
6baJdFACxb4-00427-00182072-00182600 them to their suppliers about a by the way i want to use an open
6baJdFACxb4-00428-00182600-00183120 source firmware on my platform like open bmc even if we do not like it
6baJdFACxb4-00429-00183120-00183608 or not or linux boots and or any other
6baJdFACxb4-00430-00183608-00184096 options like coboot or ubmc that there's plenty of different open source firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00431-00184096-00184448 project around the world and and we should be reporting to
6baJdFACxb4-00432-00184448-00184927 all suppliers we need these tools to be able to run on our platforms
6baJdFACxb4-00433-00184927-00185344 this is going to put some pressure on the suppliers and when there is demand
6baJdFACxb4-00434-00185344-00185648 and there is an issue most of the time the industry reacts and
6baJdFACxb4-00435-00185648-00186096 we are able to fix them but i agree with ron so
6baJdFACxb4-00436-00186096-00186576 the security trend within the industry has created some
6baJdFACxb4-00437-00186576-00186967 technologies which are really not flexible and we should be caring about
6baJdFACxb4-00438-00186967-00187191 this
6baJdFACxb4-00439-00187272-00187591 so i think you raise a number of important
6baJdFACxb4-00440-00187591-00188039 questions and issues here and one issue that i would also
6baJdFACxb4-00441-00188039-00188512 like to ask you a bit more about is the um topic of um
6baJdFACxb4-00442-00188512-00189048 security so um like sometimes like we hear like stories and even it's
6baJdFACxb4-00443-00189048-00189391 sometimes the topic in the u.s china trade war
6baJdFACxb4-00444-00189391-00189727 where they say oh yeah um on the chinese hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00445-00189727-00190112 on huawei or somewhere there there's some firmware or running or there's some
6baJdFACxb4-00446-00190112-00190591 like code running on the chip and it's it's spying on u.s citizens but
6baJdFACxb4-00447-00190591-00190872 like in in general like maybe you could shed
6baJdFACxb4-00448-00190872-00191296 some light on this and what's really like possible here and
6baJdFACxb4-00449-00191296-00191688 i know this is also a discussion in europe where we uh talk about digital
6baJdFACxb4-00450-00191688-00192160 sovereignty and in a broader um
6baJdFACxb4-00451-00192160-00192479 way and so the question is really like uh
6baJdFACxb4-00452-00192479-00192936 um it's a topic on a national level or on a pan national level but it's also
6baJdFACxb4-00453-00192936-00193320 topic for the um security of people and companies so
6baJdFACxb4-00454-00193320-00193767 um what is really going on here what is what is
6baJdFACxb4-00455-00193767-00194215 true what is fiction and generally here there's a question how
6baJdFACxb4-00456-00194215-00194615 can we ensure devices are run securely
6baJdFACxb4-00457-00194615-00195264 and adhere to the user's privacy on each layer okay um let me jump in
6baJdFACxb4-00458-00195264-00195560 first and give the opportunity to my colleague to
6baJdFACxb4-00459-00195560-00196103 speak about it so um i am a european citizen
6baJdFACxb4-00460-00196103-00196415 i'm currently living in the u.s and i can see
6baJdFACxb4-00461-00196415-00196800 two different approaches regarding security and that that is really
6baJdFACxb4-00462-00196800-00197272 true and this is also creating the the messy situation into which we are
6baJdFACxb4-00463-00197272-00197672 currently so in the u.s the security is offloaded
6baJdFACxb4-00464-00197672-00198000 to the supplier so it means that most of the customers
6baJdFACxb4-00465-00198000-00198424 doesn't want to hear about security so he wants to have a system which is
6baJdFACxb4-00466-00198424-00198800 secure and the person who is responsible to deliver
6baJdFACxb4-00467-00198800-00199248 that security is the supplier so in europe we have a slightly
6baJdFACxb4-00468-00199248-00199727 different approach so we do not trust people we say um
6baJdFACxb4-00469-00199727-00200120 my security threat normal is based on the fact that i want to know what's
6baJdFACxb4-00470-00200120-00200512 going on inside the systems so if you want to provide me a secure
6baJdFACxb4-00471-00200512-00200903 system for me it is secure or give me access to the source code of
6baJdFACxb4-00472-00200903-00201239 the of the software which is running on top of your hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00473-00201239-00201936 so in that approach either you provide your proprietary firmware source
6baJdFACxb4-00474-00201936-00202376 code to the regulation agencies or you are using
6baJdFACxb4-00475-00202376-00202727 open source firmware so this is creating an opportunity for open source vmware
6baJdFACxb4-00476-00202727-00203255 because the source code is um is available the challenge is to try to
6baJdFACxb4-00477-00203255-00203527 bridge the gap uh between both worlds because
6baJdFACxb4-00478-00203527-00203848 suppliers are mostly worldwide company currently
6baJdFACxb4-00479-00203848-00204191 unfortunately there's no not that many local
6baJdFACxb4-00480-00204191-00204512 suppliers anymore so either the suppliers is
6baJdFACxb4-00481-00204512-00205048 coming from asia and uh that there are audience or there are us based companies
6baJdFACxb4-00482-00205048-00205335 there are a few european companies but they are even
6baJdFACxb4-00483-00205335-00205807 trying to become worldwide suppliers so and and when you are a company like
6baJdFACxb4-00484-00205807-00206280 hpe and you try to supply the same systems around the world this
6baJdFACxb4-00485-00206280-00206632 is just creating um another messy situation regarding
6baJdFACxb4-00486-00206632-00206991 what kind of security model do we have to address and
6baJdFACxb4-00487-00206991-00207400 how do we do do we provide them the right solution
6baJdFACxb4-00488-00207400-00207856 so this is the world we are into currently
6baJdFACxb4-00489-00207856-00208287 and and this is also explaining um all of this complexity i'm more
6baJdFACxb4-00490-00208287-00208719 big fan about having security through transparency
6baJdFACxb4-00491-00208719-00209176 instead of secrecy so that is also why i'm pushing for
6baJdFACxb4-00492-00209176-00209623 open source firmware approach and i think the flexibility will be higher and when
6baJdFACxb4-00493-00209623-00210040 you look at the operating systems and what happened in the past regarding unix
6baJdFACxb4-00494-00210040-00210400 and linux so the open source model has been pretty
6baJdFACxb4-00495-00210400-00210783 efficient at delivering secure systems so
6baJdFACxb4-00496-00210783-00211096 and if we apply the same models to the firmware world so
6baJdFACxb4-00497-00211096-00211480 i'm pretty sure we can deliver a highly secure
6baJdFACxb4-00498-00211480-00211880 firmware stack using open source model so that's that's also
6baJdFACxb4-00499-00211880-00212456 uh the key things so now i don't know if ron or daniel wants to add some um
6baJdFACxb4-00500-00212456-00212840 more relevant comments to that specific topics
6baJdFACxb4-00502-00213271-00213888 i oh i'm sorry uh i thought there's always a small delay
6baJdFACxb4-00503-00213888-00214216 but like just go ahead all right and i'm worried about cutting
6baJdFACxb4-00504-00214216-00214432 off daniel again but i just want to mention
6baJdFACxb4-00505-00214432-00214792 three things um i threw in the links opentitan.org
6baJdFACxb4-00506-00214792-00215144 oh so first off jean-marie is fighting a good fight
6baJdFACxb4-00507-00215144-00215528 and really moving the world forward in a good way on
6baJdFACxb4-00508-00215528-00215976 this issue that i mentioned ownership the end user owns the machine not the
6baJdFACxb4-00509-00215976-00216400 the company that made it um so open titan is
6baJdFACxb4-00510-00216400-00216807 what we call silicon root of trust i know i work for google and it's
6baJdFACxb4-00511-00216807-00217167 and it's been started by google but i think it's really good
6baJdFACxb4-00512-00217167-00217535 it's really fine work and is worth learning from
6baJdFACxb4-00513-00217535-00218040 um chromebooks actually implement the world we want to live in when you get a
6baJdFACxb4-00514-00218040-00218328 chromebook it has keys that were installed by
6baJdFACxb4-00515-00218328-00218671 google and it's funny i keep telling people this and and
6baJdFACxb4-00516-00218671-00219071 it's just not widely known for some reason you can change those keys and the
6baJdFACxb4-00517-00219071-00219632 talk that i link to at linux containers europe 2016 uh in that talk i
6baJdFACxb4-00518-00219632-00219976 describe how you can build your own version of chrome os
6baJdFACxb4-00519-00219976-00220392 you can build your own sign in key for it you can put your own keys into the
6baJdFACxb4-00520-00220392-00220880 chromebook such that they will no longer trust google's built chrome os they only
6baJdFACxb4-00521-00220880-00221288 trust the chrome os you sign with your key
6baJdFACxb4-00522-00221288-00221856 and how you can actually build your own over their update server using all the
6baJdFACxb4-00523-00221856-00222271 standard existing tools so that you can actually create new
6baJdFACxb4-00524-00222271-00222680 versions of your distro and your chromebook with your keys will
6baJdFACxb4-00525-00222680-00223056 load that new distro over the air all that stuff is in there
6baJdFACxb4-00526-00223056-00223416 it's all fairly straightforward to do chromebooks were designed to do it
6baJdFACxb4-00527-00223416-00223871 you can change the keys infinity times so give you some numbers
6baJdFACxb4-00528-00223871-00224271 you can change the keys about three times on an intel processor and you're
6baJdFACxb4-00529-00224271-00224504 done and generally you can't change them
6baJdFACxb4-00530-00224504-00224919 anyway because there are one-time fuses and you blow those fuses in the intel
6baJdFACxb4-00531-00224919-00225311 cpu you can no longer change the keys i mean actually in the intel the scio
6baJdFACxb4-00532-00225311-00225856 hub we talk to companies all the time they have a great security model or so
6baJdFACxb4-00533-00225856-00226111 they tell us and then we discover oh guess what
6baJdFACxb4-00534-00226111-00226488 uh those keys they're burned by the company fuses again
6baJdFACxb4-00535-00226488-00226816 those fuses are burned by the company that built the system and cannot be
6baJdFACxb4-00536-00226816-00227135 changed or it can only be changed once or twice
6baJdFACxb4-00537-00227135-00227448 so when i say chromebooks you can change them infinity times
6baJdFACxb4-00538-00227448-00227904 that's actually really what i mean so there are systems out there that
6baJdFACxb4-00539-00227904-00228416 implement the world we want to live in you know user control and yet at the
6baJdFACxb4-00540-00228416-00228719 same time extremely secure you know as far as i
6baJdFACxb4-00541-00228719-00229056 know nobody's ever broken the chromebook security and you
6baJdFACxb4-00542-00229056-00229480 know i realized i worked for google but um i was only in chromebook land two
6baJdFACxb4-00543-00229480-00229759 years i'm just super impressed with the work that
6baJdFACxb4-00544-00229759-00230135 the chromebook people did to really nail security down and get it right
6baJdFACxb4-00545-00230135-00230576 so a lot of material to learn from in chromebooks about how you do this right
6baJdFACxb4-00546-00230576-00230904 anybody doing a new system really should study
6baJdFACxb4-00547-00230904-00231256 what was done there because the people who did that security were about as good
6baJdFACxb4-00548-00231256-00231511 as it gets
6baJdFACxb4-00549-00231623-00232167 okay well i i i can't believe this is uh like i'm aware of a lot of tech topics
6baJdFACxb4-00550-00232167-00232792 here but it's really shocking to hear um that um you seem to say that the
6baJdFACxb4-00551-00232792-00233200 level of openness it's it's really limited and like there are chromebooks
6baJdFACxb4-00552-00233200-00233656 out there they are systems but uh you know it's it seems to be limited
6baJdFACxb4-00553-00233656-00234071 and uh like how open is
6baJdFACxb4-00554-00234071-00234432 is how open are things really so um and uh
6baJdFACxb4-00555-00234432-00234832 we need to look more on the level of hardware and firmware and
6baJdFACxb4-00556-00234832-00235216 i would like to know from from daniel i know that you are
6baJdFACxb4-00557-00235216-00235840 um like opening a lot of devices you you're ordering a lot of boards you you
6baJdFACxb4-00558-00235840-00236192 you're getting them from everywhere and you try to install different systems
6baJdFACxb4-00559-00236192-00236471 on then and run experiments and all these things
6baJdFACxb4-00560-00236471-00236840 could you share a bit about your experience here
6baJdFACxb4-00561-00236840-00237528 and tell us how open um are these uh systems uh currently um
6baJdFACxb4-00562-00237528-00237888 is the situation really like uh as bleak as
6baJdFACxb4-00563-00237888-00238232 as ron and jean-marie said from your perspective
6baJdFACxb4-00564-00238232-00238711 and and yeah of course afterwards right away the question what can we do to
6baJdFACxb4-00565-00238711-00239183 improve it but maybe you share first a bit about your experience
6baJdFACxb4-00566-00239183-00239792 yeah so i'm on both ends at the same time right so i
6baJdFACxb4-00567-00239792-00240167 have a security background i know lots of security issues and
6baJdFACxb4-00568-00240167-00240488 security requirements that different people have
6baJdFACxb4-00569-00240488-00241048 or that even i have personally so a friend of mine for example she wanted to
6baJdFACxb4-00570-00241048-00241680 set up a motherboard in secure boot mode deployed to her own keys and then the
6baJdFACxb4-00571-00241680-00242040 machine well it started no longer to boot so it
6baJdFACxb4-00572-00242040-00242431 was dead right and now she has to contact
6baJdFACxb4-00573-00242431-00242911 their support channels and so on so that's not what we want to have
6baJdFACxb4-00574-00242911-00243311 as a user but of course a brick is the most secure device that you can have
6baJdFACxb4-00575-00243311-00243623 right so nobody can run any code on that anymore
6baJdFACxb4-00576-00243623-00244023 so that's for certain but then again that's not useful
6baJdFACxb4-00577-00244023-00244480 so the question really is and that's a very very tough question
6baJdFACxb4-00578-00244480-00244952 actually for security people uh what is legitimate access
6baJdFACxb4-00579-00244952-00245271 right so the least thing that people let's say
6baJdFACxb4-00580-00245271-00245680 running a cloud plot platform i would want to have
6baJdFACxb4-00581-00245680-00246176 is servers that can be just compromised from virtual machines
6baJdFACxb4-00582-00246176-00246719 and that is or has become an attack scenario that they really had
6baJdFACxb4-00583-00246719-00247248 to consider and so well vendors developed certain
6baJdFACxb4-00584-00247248-00247576 different approaches to tackle this issue
6baJdFACxb4-00585-00247576-00248231 so the thing is we're talking about lots of layers
6baJdFACxb4-00586-00248231-00248583 actually right so on the one hand side you have the
6baJdFACxb4-00587-00248583-00249031 hardware itself then you have multiple uh chips that are running
6baJdFACxb4-00588-00249031-00249383 firmware on top of that you have operating systems well actually
6baJdFACxb4-00589-00249383-00249888 you have a hypervisor or multiple hypervisors even you might
6baJdFACxb4-00590-00249888-00250183 have multiple operating systems running on top of
6baJdFACxb4-00591-00250183-00250623 those and then even more layers of virtualization until
6baJdFACxb4-00592-00250623-00251080 eventually somebody is running whatever their kubernetes cluster or
6baJdFACxb4-00593-00251080-00251480 no storage or whatever applications on top
6baJdFACxb4-00594-00251480-00251935 but that's you know where a serious attacker would then need to start
6baJdFACxb4-00595-00251935-00252376 and go down the path but it turns out that
6baJdFACxb4-00596-00252376-00252935 with just a few security holds you can already get there but that's
6baJdFACxb4-00597-00252935-00253407 really very hard to prevent then if you don't have any
6baJdFACxb4-00598-00253407-00253944 security really from the ground up and that's where people started to
6baJdFACxb4-00599-00253944-00254456 realize well maybe we should lock down the firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00600-00254456-00254976 itself then actually but then again of course the issue is
6baJdFACxb4-00601-00254976-00255607 if i as a regular consumer or uh if if i buy some used hardware if i want to
6baJdFACxb4-00602-00255607-00256016 operate those machines then i have a very very
6baJdFACxb4-00603-00256016-00256488 different scenario right and the more we lock down things
6baJdFACxb4-00604-00256488-00256919 uh the less accessible they get so if there is not even a chance to reset
6baJdFACxb4-00605-00256919-00257296 something then this is where it ends so what run
6baJdFACxb4-00606-00257296-00257711 just described if you can only reprovision a cpu or something
6baJdFACxb4-00607-00257711-00258135 three times then well that's where it ends right so
6baJdFACxb4-00608-00258135-00258544 one time you get it i don't know you don't get it right you deploy the wrong
6baJdFACxb4-00609-00258544-00259096 keys or something you lose your keys and you already lost like another chance of
6baJdFACxb4-00610-00259096-00259552 the few that you just had so i really think that
6baJdFACxb4-00611-00259552-00259928 this approach that the chromebooks are having is
6baJdFACxb4-00612-00259928-00260319 the right approach for that scenario and i also think
6baJdFACxb4-00613-00260319-00261040 that well hardware vendors which provide cloud infrastructure hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00614-00261040-00261688 they are also sort of on the right track and now the hard part is
6baJdFACxb4-00615-00261688-00262216 sometimes features and we're really talking about features that
6baJdFACxb4-00616-00262216-00262696 were at some point desired they are falling down from
6baJdFACxb4-00617-00262696-00263272 the like large server side of things to the small consumer devices
6baJdFACxb4-00618-00263272-00263672 and that's how we end up with devices where you know you want to set up your
6baJdFACxb4-00619-00263672-00264135 own security system and suddenly you have a break or you can't
6baJdFACxb4-00620-00264135-00264680 deploy your own firmware because it has the same protection
6baJdFACxb4-00621-00264683-00265031 mechanism yeah then again uh the best thing i
6baJdFACxb4-00622-00265031-00265568 think that we can do is well talk about those things uh tell
6baJdFACxb4-00623-00265568-00266152 people to take things apart and approach vendors right so
6baJdFACxb4-00624-00266152-00266511 if you have a break don't buy a new device approach your vendor
6baJdFACxb4-00625-00266511-00266872 ask them about the issue if they can do something about it
6baJdFACxb4-00626-00266872-00267256 and tell them that this really is a burden to you
6baJdFACxb4-00627-00267256-00267728 right so that's what those support channels are for and i know that uh
6baJdFACxb4-00628-00267728-00268048 also vendors are a bit hard to approach but
6baJdFACxb4-00629-00268048-00268368 you know do whatever you can
6baJdFACxb4-00630-00268368-00268728 i i want to throw in i think daniel's totally right i i do want to mention
6baJdFACxb4-00631-00268728-00268944 i've been i've been working with one server
6baJdFACxb4-00632-00268944-00269256 company for a year not jean-maries company
6baJdFACxb4-00633-00269256-00269735 they've always been terrific um this company literally it has taken
6baJdFACxb4-00634-00269735-00270159 about a year to be able to deliver a system to us which is an evaluation
6baJdFACxb4-00635-00270159-00270464 system where we can change the firmware one
6baJdFACxb4-00636-00270464-00270896 year of engineering so you know there's 20 years of effort
6baJdFACxb4-00637-00270896-00271256 that's gone in the x86 world 20 years of work
6baJdFACxb4-00638-00271256-00271672 has gone into ensuring that only the manufacturer
6baJdFACxb4-00639-00271672-00271992 can change the firmware and that work has been at every level
6baJdFACxb4-00640-00271992-00272480 of the chips and and the end result is that even the companies that make these
6baJdFACxb4-00641-00272480-00272759 systems when you ask them for a system that'll
6baJdFACxb4-00642-00272759-00273248 let you change the firmware it's really tough and they have to
6baJdFACxb4-00643-00273248-00273840 for example ensure that an io controller hub from intel nobody accidentally burns
6baJdFACxb4-00644-00273840-00274216 the fuses on the chip that locks in the key they
6baJdFACxb4-00645-00274216-00274480 have to leave it in what's called manufacturing mode
6baJdFACxb4-00646-00274480-00274807 this changes the process by which they build
6baJdFACxb4-00647-00274807-00275120 things right they have to essentially divert in
6baJdFACxb4-00648-00275120-00275496 a thing especially out of their process to make sure that
6baJdFACxb4-00649-00275496-00275816 it doesn't go through a process and end up as blown fuses
6baJdFACxb4-00650-00275816-00276568 because you can't walk back from that so it is you consider literally billions of
6baJdFACxb4-00651-00276568-00277016 dollars work has gone into the model of
6baJdFACxb4-00652-00277016-00277607 the manufacturer owns all the security and all the fusing and all this stuff
6baJdFACxb4-00653-00277607-00277920 walking back out of that cave is going to be
6baJdFACxb4-00654-00277920-00278592 is going to be tough and that applies by the way that's a problem in intel x86
6baJdFACxb4-00655-00278592-00278935 amd x86 it's a problem in parts of the arm world
6baJdFACxb4-00656-00278935-00279248 i'm very worried that somehow we're going to end up with this being a
6baJdFACxb4-00657-00279248-00279648 problem in the risk 5 world it's a real attractive model right you
6baJdFACxb4-00658-00279648-00279935 you're a manufacturer you sell someone a piece of hardware
6baJdFACxb4-00659-00279935-00280304 you can guarantee to that person that nobody's going to be able to rewrite
6baJdFACxb4-00660-00280304-00280640 the firmware out from under them that's actually a good property for a lot of
6baJdFACxb4-00661-00280640-00281056 people but it's a bad property for us in the
6baJdFACxb4-00662-00281056-00281392 open source community and that right there is the conflict too
6baJdFACxb4-00663-00281392-00281728 because arguably all this fusing and all this other stuff
6baJdFACxb4-00664-00281728-00282040 is good but it's not good for us in the open
6baJdFACxb4-00665-00282040-00282296 source world
6baJdFACxb4-00666-00282352-00282752 so um i think we also have some questions here already
6baJdFACxb4-00667-00282752-00283424 about this topic in in the notes and yeah a kind of provocative provocative
6baJdFACxb4-00668-00283424-00283759 question do hardware vendors understand that
6baJdFACxb4-00669-00283759-00284272 their software is crude and not care or do they generally think
6baJdFACxb4-00670-00284272-00284624 they're doing a good job
6baJdFACxb4-00671-00284910-00285224 i think we have to keep in mind that the people who are building this stuff
6baJdFACxb4-00672-00285224-00285736 are still human so failure is part of the equation so
6baJdFACxb4-00673-00285736-00286176 because we are humans that's the first things the second things when i look at
6baJdFACxb4-00674-00286176-00286744 what's going on at the company like hpe um so we we are still designing our
6baJdFACxb4-00675-00286744-00287152 firmware from scratch so which is getting pretty uncommon
6baJdFACxb4-00676-00287152-00287616 currently so most of the arms are relying on external
6baJdFACxb4-00677-00287616-00287920 companies to provide them a firmware stack
6baJdFACxb4-00678-00287920-00288240 but in our cases we are still designing system firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00679-00288240-00288776 and we didn't mention one things yet but there are firmware everywhere within the
6baJdFACxb4-00680-00288776-00289088 computers so and when we speak about firmware most
6baJdFACxb4-00681-00289088-00289455 of the time we think about system firmware or remote management firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00682-00289455-00289959 but there is also firmware embedded um into microcontrollers
6baJdFACxb4-00683-00289959-00290559 in some cases on fpgas or or pci express boards so all of these
6baJdFACxb4-00684-00290559-00291104 firmwares have to talk to each other and um if i took the case from hpe for
6baJdFACxb4-00685-00291104-00291407 example we designed the firmware for the system
6baJdFACxb4-00686-00291407-00291735 tiles for example and the remote management but we
6baJdFACxb4-00687-00291735-00292064 we stopped designing it for the pci express card
6baJdFACxb4-00688-00292064-00292576 so which means that we have to create interfaces between our own software
6baJdFACxb4-00689-00292576-00293040 and pci express card vendor software to be sure that it works
6baJdFACxb4-00690-00293040-00293383 and even if we are deeply testing these things
6baJdFACxb4-00691-00293383-00293864 um bugs appears and they are part of the equations they are
6baJdFACxb4-00692-00293864-00294272 they are part of the lifecycle software systems what is really key is not to
6baJdFACxb4-00693-00294272-00294631 try to reach a bug-free solution because i think it's
6baJdFACxb4-00694-00294631-00295016 getting impossible with the complexity of the current firmware stacks
6baJdFACxb4-00695-00295016-00295407 even with the open source firmware solutions
6baJdFACxb4-00696-00295407-00295711 but what is key is how do you fix the bug
6baJdFACxb4-00697-00295711-00296448 what kind of options do you offer to the end user to fix these issues and um
6baJdFACxb4-00698-00296448-00296880 what we are just trying to do is to provide good support quality
6baJdFACxb4-00699-00296880-00297240 so i know that some people will probably complain about the support quality from
6baJdFACxb4-00700-00297240-00297480 our oems but this is what the oems are trying to
6baJdFACxb4-00701-00297480-00297735 bring in and we are trying to support some
6baJdFACxb4-00702-00297735-00298224 open source firmware which are good options for people who are willing to
6baJdFACxb4-00703-00298224-00298607 fix bugs by themselves or rely on external people
6baJdFACxb4-00704-00298607-00299168 uh from their outdoor vendor to support their software stack so i think
6baJdFACxb4-00705-00299168-00299424 that's that's the beauty of the open source world
6baJdFACxb4-00706-00299424-00299680 but um
6baJdFACxb4-00707-00299752-00300200 what is really key to understand is that firmware when you think about linux boot
6baJdFACxb4-00708-00300200-00300600 so linux boot is building a linux kernel so and if you look at the size of the
6baJdFACxb4-00709-00300600-00301080 linux kernel this is just a big piece of software and there is
6baJdFACxb4-00710-00301080-00301440 bugs so this happens whenever whenever we can
6baJdFACxb4-00711-00301440-00301968 think yeah and we're actually discussing here
6baJdFACxb4-00712-00301968-00302320 on several channels at the same time so uh
6baJdFACxb4-00713-00302320-00302728 ron just mentioned i've been told on a modern server in future there
6baJdFACxb4-00714-00302728-00303335 may be several hundred firmware images and like for different uh devices for
6baJdFACxb4-00715-00303335-00303696 example voltage regulators and daniel says yeah
6baJdFACxb4-00716-00303696-00304072 uh usbc power delivery requires firmware to
6baJdFACxb4-00717-00304072-00304368 negotiate the voltage to supply for example
6baJdFACxb4-00718-00304368-00304776 and and you don't want your charger running as keystroke logger
6baJdFACxb4-00719-00304776-00305335 which you could do now shockingly and um like we are approaching the end of this
6baJdFACxb4-00720-00305335-00305711 session and it seems like we are actually only
6baJdFACxb4-00721-00305711-00306304 getting started with a topic but um i think um this also raises the
6baJdFACxb4-00722-00306304-00306800 question um about what influence can a community or
6baJdFACxb4-00723-00306800-00307200 can consumers can freedom loving people have compared
6baJdFACxb4-00724-00307200-00307640 to like let's say companies corporations and we of course
6baJdFACxb4-00725-00307640-00307911 know that the world is not black and white
6baJdFACxb4-00726-00307911-00308176 yeah but like what influence could different
6baJdFACxb4-00727-00308176-00308744 stakeholders um have here and when more firmware
6baJdFACxb4-00728-00308744-00309048 components or firmware is running on different components and
6baJdFACxb4-00729-00309048-00309424 of your devices and devices are everywhere iot and so on
6baJdFACxb4-00730-00309424-00309783 we just see more and more so um how big will be
6baJdFACxb4-00731-00309783-00310224 our influence or what can we do what will companies do
6baJdFACxb4-00732-00310224-00310559 i think there is there is two things that people can think about
6baJdFACxb4-00733-00310559-00310928 the first things you know what kind of security model do they want to apply to
6baJdFACxb4-00734-00310928-00311304 their it equipment so do they want to rely on external
6baJdFACxb4-00735-00311304-00311664 companies or do they want to be lit up and have the freedom
6baJdFACxb4-00736-00311664-00312111 um to upgrade and manage their own security it is really really key
6baJdFACxb4-00737-00312111-00312800 to decide that strategy and and um and and the second things you know um
6baJdFACxb4-00738-00312800-00313240 if you want to use open source firmware um do not forget to mention it to
6baJdFACxb4-00739-00313240-00313664 your suppliers because i know a lot of people who are
6baJdFACxb4-00740-00313664-00314104 willing to use open source firmware but are still shy to request it because they
6baJdFACxb4-00741-00314104-00314511 do not think that it could be doable why
6baJdFACxb4-00742-00314511-00314880 it could be for some suppliers and i think it's really key
6baJdFACxb4-00743-00314880-00315576 just to be proud about your expectation and just request it so that's there's no
6baJdFACxb4-00744-00315576-00316000 reason why being shy about about that demand and um if you think
6baJdFACxb4-00745-00316000-00316448 that your security model is based on transparency just claim it
6baJdFACxb4-00746-00316448-00316816 and and ask for it so and it's um that is
6baJdFACxb4-00747-00316816-00317183 super important whether when i came into hpe for example
6baJdFACxb4-00748-00317183-00317583 the first remark i received was there's no demand for that
6baJdFACxb4-00749-00317583-00318000 that technology and part of my job was not to engineer
6baJdFACxb4-00750-00318000-00318304 the product it was just to prove that there was demand
6baJdFACxb4-00751-00318304-00318728 and and when i started that that journey i discovered that a lot of
6baJdFACxb4-00752-00318728-00319111 our customers were extremely shy about their requirement
6baJdFACxb4-00753-00319111-00319511 and when they are inside the open source firmware community or an open source
6baJdFACxb4-00754-00319511-00319959 community they are really keen to share what they are expecting but when when
6baJdFACxb4-00755-00319959-00320607 there is a business related relationship so it's um it's more difficult just to
6baJdFACxb4-00756-00320607-00321000 to get the insight of the requirements on a general purpose basis and i think
6baJdFACxb4-00757-00321000-00321304 it's super important just to share it with your suppliers
6baJdFACxb4-00758-00321304-00321711 whoever the supplier is so i'm not speaking for hpe only but
6baJdFACxb4-00759-00321711-00322144 i'd be super happy that more different companies adopt this kind of technology
6baJdFACxb4-00760-00322144-00322704 because this is the best way to make it grow yeah
6baJdFACxb4-00761-00322704-00323240 okay so um i think we covered a lot in this session we are approaching
6baJdFACxb4-00762-00323240-00323928 the end so i would like to um yeah ask you um after we learned about
6baJdFACxb4-00763-00323928-00324272 the past we learned about the presence even though i feel we
6baJdFACxb4-00764-00324272-00324824 barely touched the surface of this topic so the question is where can
6baJdFACxb4-00765-00324824-00325152 people follow up where can they learn more about this i
6baJdFACxb4-00766-00325152-00325472 see in the notes that people even have very
6baJdFACxb4-00767-00325472-00326080 specific technical questions um for example uh in a chromebook
6baJdFACxb4-00768-00326080-00326520 for end users to change the firmware and so on so how to do it with motherboard
6baJdFACxb4-00769-00326520-00326904 jumpers and so on i think we we aren't able to cover this
6baJdFACxb4-00770-00326904-00327288 completely i also see alvin mentioning risk five
6baJdFACxb4-00771-00327288-00327744 which we often discuss in in our weekly meetings as well and
6baJdFACxb4-00772-00327744-00328088 so um it seems like more and more is going on
6baJdFACxb4-00773-00328088-00328535 in regards to open firmware and open hardware and what will you be doing over
6baJdFACxb4-00774-00328535-00328944 the next few days and weeks and months what are your plans
6baJdFACxb4-00775-00328944-00329440 personally and to work now and where what do you recommend to people where
6baJdFACxb4-00776-00329440-00329920 they can find um more information where can they engage
6baJdFACxb4-00777-00329920-00330528 um what should be the next steps from your perspective and uh yeah maybe
6baJdFACxb4-00778-00330528-00331024 daniel would you like to start yeah one thing uh that we can
6baJdFACxb4-00779-00331024-00331440 already announce so the open source firmware conference
6baJdFACxb4-00780-00331440-00331752 this year will be happening a bit later than usual
6baJdFACxb4-00781-00331752-00332072 that's uh you know because corona and so on this
6baJdFACxb4-00782-00332072-00332600 year it will be in december if you go to osfc.io that's where you
6baJdFACxb4-00783-00332600-00333007 will find everything and if you are even interested in
6baJdFACxb4-00784-00333007-00333407 participating and providing some of your ideas the
6baJdFACxb4-00785-00333407-00333952 call for participation is still open so you can just send in your ideas
6baJdFACxb4-00786-00333952-00334568 we will be very very happy to take them and then again we have the very very
6baJdFACxb4-00787-00334568-00334968 many projects that we already mentioned so if you want
6baJdFACxb4-00788-00334968-00335259 to learn about core boot for example you can go to
6baJdFACxb4-00789-00335259-00336083 coreboot.org that's c-o-r-e-b-o-o-t dot org likewise for linux boot there is
6baJdFACxb4-00790-00336083-00336692 linuxboot.org and then there is the euro project that's
6baJdFACxb4-00791-00336692-00337096 u-root.org that's already very nice places to get
6baJdFACxb4-00792-00337096-00337528 started and eventually we also have a slack team
6baJdFACxb4-00793-00337528-00337840 for the open source firmware community and
6baJdFACxb4-00794-00337840-00338159 you will find the links to join that one also on for
6baJdFACxb4-00795-00338159-00338664 example the europe website yeah thank you very much and the
6baJdFACxb4-00796-00338664-00339152 moderator just told me we have to end so um very brief final state
6baJdFACxb4-00797-00339152-00339640 statements please from ron and jean-marie i'm pretty sure
6baJdFACxb4-00798-00339640-00339911 that the open source firmware has a bright future
6baJdFACxb4-00799-00339911-00340431 and uh i'm working extremely hard to make it happen on hpe platform currently
6baJdFACxb4-00800-00340431-00340800 the ocp communities is trying to get it adopted also
6baJdFACxb4-00801-00340800-00341400 on um odm's platform so um i think we we just need to make match
6baJdFACxb4-00802-00341400-00341752 the demand with the supply and um and this is how we are going to
6baJdFACxb4-00803-00341752-00342104 fix issues and um and we just need to move forward
6baJdFACxb4-00804-00342104-00342528 around this i'm i'm super optimistic and enjoying working
6baJdFACxb4-00805-00342528-00342896 within this space currently
6baJdFACxb4-00806-00342983-00343568 yeah yeah so i would say if you like writing programs then go to
6baJdFACxb4-00807-00343568-00343920 run under linux if you like hacking on a kernel or if you would like to join a
6baJdFACxb4-00808-00343920-00344440 brand new rust firmware project we have
6baJdFACxb4-00809-00344440-00344968 help we need at all those levels and you can really make a big impact on on
6baJdFACxb4-00810-00344968-00345376 the future of this so you know i i hope we if we can even get
6baJdFACxb4-00811-00345376-00345872 one person watching this to get involved this has been time well spent for us i
6baJdFACxb4-00812-00345872-00346311 think please if you're interested let us know
6baJdFACxb4-00813-00346311-00346640 excellent thank you very much so call to action for everyone
6baJdFACxb4-00814-00346640-00347055 the stakes are pretty big thank you very much for joining this session
6baJdFACxb4-00815-00347055-00347455 and we hope to share more about this in future and thank you to the
6baJdFACxb4-00816-00347455-00347840 um speakers and to hong phuc making this very beautiful introduction and to
6baJdFACxb4-00817-00347840-00348272 everyone at the osi and to making this event so see you at
6baJdFACxb4-00818-00348272-00348640 the event furthermore and yeah keep in touch everyone let's
6baJdFACxb4-00819-00348640-00348952 build a better future thank you very much have a good day
6baJdFACxb4-00820-00348952-00349472 everybody bye thanks a lot good job
6baJdFACxb4-00821-00352679-00354248 yeah thanks a lot sean bye thank you how do we do
6cTXYTIz1j0-00000-00000100-00000270 Ken Rosenberg: Go get some sleep, he says, ha-ha!
6cTXYTIz1j0-00001-00000300-00000800 Ken Rosenberg: I have been sitting in this chair all night with the lights off drinking coffee!
6cTXYTIz1j0-00002-00000800-00001180 Ken Rosenberg:  This is a disaster. We are so screwed, man!
6cTXYTIz1j0-00003-00001200-00001789 Ken Rosenberg: These gorillas, listen to me, are gonna come down here and rip my head off. It's ridiculous!
6cTXYTIz1j0-00004-00001800-00002190 Ken Rosenberg: i did NOT go to law school for this! Ok, now what the hell are we gonna do?
6cTXYTIz1j0-00005-00002200-00002700 CJ: Shut up, sit down, relax. I'll tell you what we're gonna do.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00006-00002900-00003300 CJ: You're gonna find out who took our cocaine - and then I'm gonna kill them.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00007-00003500-00003790 Ken Rosenberg: That's a good idea. That's a GREAT idea! Let me think, let me think, let me think.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00008-00003800-00004290 Ken Rosenberg: Oh! There's this retired Colonel. Colonel Juan Garcia Cortez.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00009-00004300-00004790 Ken Rosenberg: He's the one that helped me set up this deal well away from Vice City's established thugs. OK?
6cTXYTIz1j0-00010-00004800-00005380 Ken Rosenberg: Now listen. He's holding his party out in the bay on his expensive yacht and all of Vice City's big players are gonna be there. OK ?
6cTXYTIz1j0-00011-00005400-00006000 Ken Rosenberg: I have an invite, of course i have an invite, but there's no way that i'm going out there sticking my head out the door - no way! Not gonna happen.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00012-00006000-00006270 CJ: I told you shut up! I'll go myself...
6cTXYTIz1j0-00013-00006300-00006830 Ken Rosenberg: Ho - whoa, whoa! Hey, i like 1978 too, but, you know this isn't gonna be a beer and strippers do.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00014-00006859-00007280 Ken Rosenberg: I mean no offense, but i think that you might turn heads on the runway for the wrong reasons.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00015-00007300-00007380 CJ: What's wrong withe the way i'm dressed?
6cTXYTIz1j0-00016-00007400-00007900 Ken Rosenberg: Ok, look here. Stop by Rafael's, tell him i sent you. He'll make you look respectable.
6cTXYTIz1j0-00017-00007930-00008100 Ken Rosenberg: Okay, go, come on!
6dy0wK9FYVU-00000-00000008-00001592 cool
6dy0wK9FYVU-00001-00005952-00007184 first one
6dy0wK9FYVU-00002-00011560-00012784 double kill
6dy0wK9FYVU-00003-00013872-00014184 first blood
6dy0wK9FYVU-00004-00016080-00016984 oh
6dy0wK9FYVU-00005-00017864-00018384 don't kill
6dy0wK9FYVU-00006-00022416-00023984 double kill triple kill
6dy0wK9FYVU-00007-00024352-00025384 hmm
6dy0wK9FYVU-00008-00026232-00026783 so
6dy0wK9FYVU-00009-00028016-00028183 foreign
6dy0wK9FYVU-00010-00029983-00029992 you
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79czUuz_jGg-00000-00000208-00000952 uh my name is dr sherman silber i'm an infertility doctor from st louis and i have been a
79czUuz_jGg-00001-00001016-00001336 shareholder in coming to this meeting for 23 years
79czUuz_jGg-00002-00001336-00001664 and i want to thank you very much for making my grandchildren very rich
79czUuz_jGg-00003-00002416-00003064 and they sometimes compare me in the medical world infertility world as the berkshire
79czUuz_jGg-00004-00003064-00003488 hathaway of infertility because i'm so old and i come from a relatively small community
79czUuz_jGg-00005-00003552-00004368 but uh i'm wondering about your interest in not just apple but all the tech stocks like amazon
79czUuz_jGg-00006-00004368-00005016 and google because you've avoided them you stated in the past because they're complicated you should
79czUuz_jGg-00007-00005016-00005720 stick with something you understand on the other hand amazon and google have what you call a very
79czUuz_jGg-00008-00005720-00006416 durable competitive advantage they really hardly have any competitor and that's true in china too
79czUuz_jGg-00009-00006416-00006992 of alibaba and tencent so it seems like it's a conflict and i'm wondering if you're going
79czUuz_jGg-00010-00006992-00007592 to be turning the corner and going into these tech companies that seem to have no serious competition
79czUuz_jGg-00011-00007759-00007912 well we certainly look at them and we
79czUuz_jGg-00012-00008095-00008520 we don't think of whether we should be in tech companies or not or that sort of thing we are
79czUuz_jGg-00013-00008520-00008960 looking for things where we we do get into the durability of the competitive advantage
79czUuz_jGg-00014-00009024-00009640 and whether we think that our opinion might be better than other people's opinion in
79czUuz_jGg-00015-00009640-00010264 assessing the probability of the durability and the so to speak but the truth is that
79czUuz_jGg-00016-00010520-00011088 i've watched amazon from the start and i think what jeff bezos has
79czUuz_jGg-00017-00011280-00011848 done is something close to a miracle and and the problem is if i think something will be a
79czUuz_jGg-00018-00011848-00012512 miracle i tend not to bet on it the uh it would have been better or far better obviously if we
79czUuz_jGg-00019-00012584-00013504 if i'd had some insights into certain businesses but you know in fact bill
79czUuz_jGg-00020-00013504-00014047 told me early on bill gates told me early on you know that that i think i was on alden fest and he
79czUuz_jGg-00021-00014112-00014816 suggested i turned to google but the trouble was i i saw that google was was was skipping past
79czUuz_jGg-00022-00014904-00015288 all of this and then i wondered if anybody could skip past google's um and i saw at
79czUuz_jGg-00023-00015288-00015776 geico that we were paying a lot of money for something that costs them nothing incrementally
79czUuz_jGg-00024-00015840-00016688 we've looked at it and you know i made a mistake in in in in not being able to come to a conclusion
79czUuz_jGg-00025-00016688-00017304 where i really felt that that at the present prices that that the prospects were far better
79czUuz_jGg-00026-00017304-00018008 than the prices indicated and uh uh i didn't go into apple because it was a tech stock in
79czUuz_jGg-00027-00018008-00018840 the least i mean that i went to apple because i made certain came to certain conclusions about
79czUuz_jGg-00028-00018928-00019280 about both the intelligence was with the capital would be employed but more important
79czUuz_jGg-00029-00019336-00019760 about the value of an ecosystem and how permanent that ecosystem could be and what the threats
79czUuz_jGg-00030-00019760-00020448 were to it and a whole bunch of things and that didn't i don't think that required me to you know
79czUuz_jGg-00031-00020448-00020800 take apart an iphone or something and figure out what all the components were anything it
79czUuz_jGg-00032-00020872-00021608 it was more it's much more the nature of consumer behavior and some things strike me as having a lot
79czUuz_jGg-00033-00021608-00022144 more permits than others but the answer is we'll miss a lot of things that are almost a lot of
79czUuz_jGg-00034-00022144-00023248 things that that i don't feel i understand well enough and there's there's there is no penalty
79czUuz_jGg-00035-00023344-00024024 in investing if you don't swing at a ball that's in the strike zone
79czUuz_jGg-00036-00024024-00024480 as long as you swing at something at some point and you know eventually that you find the pitch
79czUuz_jGg-00037-00024480-00024896 pitch as you like and that's the way we'll continue to do it we'll try to
79czUuz_jGg-00038-00024896-00025720 stay within our circle of competence and and uh charlie and i generally agree on
79czUuz_jGg-00039-00025856-00026727 on uh sort of where that circle ends and uh what what kind of situations where we might have some
79czUuz_jGg-00040-00026727-00027424 kind of an edge in our reasoning or our experience or something that uh where we might evaluate
79czUuz_jGg-00041-00027424-00027912 something differently than other people but the answer is uh we're going to miss a lot of things
79czUuz_jGg-00042-00027976-00028560 charlie yeah we have a wonderful system if one of us is stupid in some areas so is the other
79czUuz_jGg-00043-00028848-00029583 and of course we were not ideally located to be high-tech wizards
79czUuz_jGg-00044-00029672-00030312 you know how many people of our age quickly mastered google
79czUuz_jGg-00045-00030552-00031104 i've been to google headquarters they looked at me like they're it looks like a kindergarten
79czUuz_jGg-00046-00031688-00031880 a very rich kindergarten yes
79czUuz_jGg-00047-00032288-00032848 it's extraordinarily impressive what they've done and like i say at the
79czUuz_jGg-00048-00032848-00033328 geico we were paying them a lot of money uh at the time they went public and and
79czUuz_jGg-00049-00033432-00034056 and all three of them the main characters eric laria and sergey uh they actually came and
79czUuz_jGg-00050-00034136-00034624 saw me but there were more than talking about going public in the mechanics of and various
79czUuz_jGg-00051-00034624-00035208 things along that line but it wasn't like what they were doing was a mystery to me
79czUuz_jGg-00052-00035320-00035928 the mystery was how much competition would come along and how effective they would be uh
79czUuz_jGg-00053-00036024-00036752 and whether it would be a game where four or five people were slugging it out without making as much
79czUuz_jGg-00054-00036752-00037288 money as they could if one company dominated those those are tough decisions to make you can have
79czUuz_jGg-00055-00037288-00037664 industries where there's only two people in it and they still aren't very very good because they
79czUuz_jGg-00056-00037664-00038176 beat each other's brains out and that's one of the questions in the airline business it's is a better
79czUuz_jGg-00057-00038176-00038800 business now than it used to be but it used to be suicide so uh and you know that the competitive
79czUuz_jGg-00058-00038880-00039648 competitive factors are are extraordinary in in airlines and how much better business is it with
79czUuz_jGg-00059-00039736-00040336 with four people operating at 85 capacity than it was it was seven or eight operating
79czUuz_jGg-00060-00040336-00040784 in the mid 70s and with more planes around those are tough decisions but
79czUuz_jGg-00061-00040856-00041264 uh i made the wrong decision on on google and amazon i just
79czUuz_jGg-00062-00041352-00042272 i really consider that a miracle that you could be doing amazon web services and and changing retail
79czUuz_jGg-00063-00042272-00042944 at the same time uh with relative you know without enormous amounts of capital and with the speed and
79czUuz_jGg-00064-00042944-00043584 effectiveness of what amazon has done i just i would i underestimated
79czUuz_jGg-00065-00043824-00044544 i had a very very very high opinion of jeff's ability when i first met him and i underestimated
79czUuz_jGg-00066-00044544-00045320 him charlie well my comment would be that the shareholders have one thing to be thankful for
79czUuz_jGg-00067-00045392-00046024 some of the age-related stupidity at headquarters has been ameliorated by ted and todd joining us
79czUuz_jGg-00068-00046080-00046752 we are looking at the world with the aid of some younger eyes now and they've had a contribution
79czUuz_jGg-00069-00046752-00047336 significantly beyond their own investments and so you're you're very lucky to have them your
79czUuz_jGg-00070-00047336-00047888 shareholders because there's a lot of ignorance in the older generation that needs removal
79czUuz_jGg-00071-00048728-00049456 this question comes from keeley and actually is directly about the issue of moats he notes that
79czUuz_jGg-00072-00049456-00050088 elon musk this week on his tesla earnings call said the following quote i think moats are lame
79czUuz_jGg-00073-00050152-00050696 they are like nice in a sort of quaint vestigial way and if your only defense against invading
79czUuz_jGg-00074-00050696-00051264 armies is emote you will not last long what matters is the pace of innovation that is the
79czUuz_jGg-00075-00051264-00052032 fundamental determinant of competitiveness unquote so warren it seems the world has changed business
79czUuz_jGg-00076-00052032-00052655 is getting more competitive pace of innovation technology is impacting everything is elon right
79czUuz_jGg-00077-00053040-00053512 elon says a conventional mode is quaint and that's true of a bottle of water
79czUuz_jGg-00078-00053591-00053952 and he says that the best moat would be to have a big competitive position
79czUuz_jGg-00079-00053952-00054784 and that is also right all right it's ridiculous
79czUuz_jGg-00080-00054920-00055136 warren does not intend to build an actual moat
79czUuz_jGg-00081-00055960-00056184 even though they're quaint yeah
79czUuz_jGg-00082-00056472-00056664 there's certainly
79czUuz_jGg-00083-00056896-00057584 a great mem a great number of businesses this has always been true but it does seem like it
79czUuz_jGg-00084-00058416-00058424 you
7sGqGNteEe4-00000-00000727-00001203 You often hear the terms El Niño and La Niña when climate discussions come up.
7sGqGNteEe4-00001-00001203-00001601 As a skier, you especially appreciate the extra snow that La Niña brings to the Northern
7sGqGNteEe4-00002-00001601-00001705 US.
7sGqGNteEe4-00003-00001705-00001943 La Niña means “The Little Girl” in Spanish.
7sGqGNteEe4-00004-00001943-00002478 La Niña episodes represent periods of below-average sea surface temperatures across the east-central
7sGqGNteEe4-00005-00002478-00002677 Equatorial Pacific.
7sGqGNteEe4-00006-00002677-00003172 The impacts on worldwide climate of La Niña tend to be opposite of El Niño impacts.
7sGqGNteEe4-00007-00003172-00003597 During a La Niña year, winter temperatures are usually warmer than normal in the southeast
7sGqGNteEe4-00008-00003597-00003886 and cooler than normal in the northwest.
7sGqGNteEe4-00009-00003886-00004298 El Niño and La Niña are opposite phases of what is known as the El Niño Southern
7sGqGNteEe4-00010-00004298-00004553 Oscillation or the ENSO cycle.
7sGqGNteEe4-00011-00004553-00004829 La Niña is the cold phase of this cycle.
7sGqGNteEe4-00012-00004829-00005135 These usually last about nine to twelve months but could last years.
7sGqGNteEe4-00013-00005135-00005542 La Niña occurs less frequently than El Niño.
7sGqGNteEe4-00014-00005542-00005862 So instead of putting all your faith in a snow dance, you just need to know a little
7sGqGNteEe4-00015-00005862-00006318 about El Niño and La Niña and their effects on temperature and precipitation.
7sGqGNteEe4-00016-00006318-00006703 From the University of Wyoming Extension, I'm Tina Russell, Exploring the Nature of
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7z3a1THkEb4-00000-00000115-00000283 Mark: Welcome to The Endless Knot Podcast,
7z3a1THkEb4-00001-00000311-00000425 Aven: where the more we know,
7z3a1THkEb4-00002-00000455-00000584 Mark: the more we want to find out.
7z3a1THkEb4-00003-00000607-00000854 Aven: Tracing serendipitous connections through our lives
7z3a1THkEb4-00004-00000876-00000996 Mark: and across disciplines.
7z3a1THkEb4-00005-00001652-00001732 Aven: Hi, I'm Aven.
7z3a1THkEb4-00006-00001767-00001832 Mark: And I'm Mark.
7z3a1THkEb4-00007-00001860-00002093 Aven: And today we're gonna be talking about the Bellini.
7z3a1THkEb4-00008-00002117-00002159 Woo-hoo.
7z3a1THkEb4-00009-00002192-00002570 So I think the first thing to say is the cocktail is obvious.
7z3a1THkEb4-00010-00002606-00002787 We are drinking Bellinis today.
7z3a1THkEb4-00011-00002863-00003107 We'll hear more about the Bellini, but would you like to quickly
7z3a1THkEb4-00012-00003107-00003248 tell us what the Bellini is, Mark
7z3a1THkEb4-00013-00003290-00003967 Mark: The Bellini consists of two parts Prosecco to one part pureed,
7z3a1THkEb4-00014-00004006-00004398 ideally Italian white peaches or
7z3a1THkEb4-00015-00004434-00004524 Aven: whatever peaches you want.
7z3a1THkEb4-00016-00004524-00004692 Frozen yellow peaches from the grocery store.
7z3a1THkEb4-00017-00004761-00005081 If So that's what we're drinking.
7z3a1THkEb4-00018-00005102-00005171 Cheers.
7z3a1THkEb4-00019-00005225-00005501 I'm not completely convinced by the purees any of the times we've done it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00020-00005531-00005648 I don't think they puree enough.
7z3a1THkEb4-00021-00005730-00005739 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00022-00005739-00005799 A bit chunky
7z3a1THkEb4-00023-00005847-00006175 Mark: they may have a different idea of what they mean by puree than
7z3a1THkEb4-00024-00006217-00006489 Aven: I just use a stick blender on frozen  and
7z3a1THkEb4-00025-00006489-00006762 Mark: it's very chunky.I wonder if they like force it through
7z3a1THkEb4-00026-00006762-00006909 a sieve or something like that.
7z3a1THkEb4-00027-00006972-00007002 Aven: Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00028-00007059-00007455 So that's more like a thick, like one of the peach nectars or something.
7z3a1THkEb4-00029-00007505-00007716 I mean, it tastes nice.
7z3a1THkEb4-00030-00007745-00007973 Just more chewy than I expected it to be for a drink.
7z3a1THkEb4-00031-00008013-00008045 Mark: Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00032-00008070-00008436 I mean, all the recipes I've seen, just say peach puree
7z3a1THkEb4-00033-00008469-00008670 and don't go into any detail.
7z3a1THkEb4-00034-00008693-00008791 About what
7z3a1THkEb4-00035-00008793-00008880 Aven: that means.
7z3a1THkEb4-00036-00008918-00009294 Mark: just have to go to Harry's Bar in Venice and do some research
7z3a1THkEb4-00037-00009295-00009362 Aven: spoilers.
7z3a1THkEb4-00038-00009363-00009394 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00039-00009394-00009430 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00040-00009467-00009854 so before we turn to what the Bellini is and why you want to talk about it, I
7z3a1THkEb4-00041-00009854-00010337 have one thing I need to do, which is to say thank you to a new Patreon supporter.
7z3a1THkEb4-00042-00010352-00010412 Yay.
7z3a1THkEb4-00043-00010469-00010996 Which is, as you will soon hear, exceedingly appropriate for this episode.
7z3a1THkEb4-00044-00011026-00011258 So, thank you very much to Allison S.
7z3a1THkEb4-00045-00011290-00011443 Mark: Thank you, Allison, for your.
7z3a1THkEb4-00046-00011500-00011632 Patronage
7z3a1THkEb4-00047-00011770-00011980 ,  Aven: that's gonna mean something, I swear, very
7z3a1THkEb4-00048-00011992-00012316 Mark: soon, we'll soon give the etymology of the word patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-00049-00012380-00012660 Aven: And on that note, tell us what we're about to talk about.
7z3a1THkEb4-00050-00012696-00012723 So we're
7z3a1THkEb4-00051-00012724-00013176 Mark: about to talk about this Bellini cocktail, which came about through an
7z3a1THkEb4-00052-00013176-00013560 act of patronage in a number of senses.
7z3a1THkEb4-00053-00013562-00014293 And that will tie us to the origin of the name of that cocktail, which is a story
7z3a1THkEb4-00054-00014296-00014607 all about another format of patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-00055-00014661-00014685 Aven: Yes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00056-00014685-00014958 And the key here is we're going to listen to a video.
7z3a1THkEb4-00057-00014988-00015015 Yes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00058-00015156-00015192 ?  Mark: Yes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00059-00015192-00015638 So this is one of those episodes where we take the audio from an older
7z3a1THkEb4-00060-00015638-00015862 video and we turn it into a podcast.
7z3a1THkEb4-00061-00015970-00016384 Aven: And the video is, it's about the Bellini, the story of the Bellini.
7z3a1THkEb4-00062-00016474-00016510 All right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00063-00016513-00017071 So with a little more ado than I think it needed, let's turn to listening to
7z3a1THkEb4-00064-00017071-00017392 that, and then we're gonna come back and talk a little bit more about some
7z3a1THkEb4-00065-00017393-00017710 details that you'd researched, but that didn't make it into the video.
7z3a1THkEb4-00066-00017710-00018040 And then I'm gonna talk about Rome and read Latin poetry to people, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-00067-00018074-00018227 Because that's what I do here.
7z3a1THkEb4-00068-00018467-00018671 ,all right, let's listen to the video.
7z3a1THkEb4-00069-00018946-00019295 Mark: The Bellini is a cocktail made from Prosecco sparkling wine and peach
7z3a1THkEb4-00070-00019298-00019740 purée, invented in Venice by Giuseppe Cipriani, and the story of its name
7z3a1THkEb4-00071-00019741-00019951 is one of patronage of all kinds.
7z3a1THkEb4-00072-00020003-00020362 In the 1920s Cipriani had worked his way up through the restaurant business,
7z3a1THkEb4-00073-00020366-00020831 eventually finding himself as bartender at the high-class Hotel Europa bar in Venice.
7z3a1THkEb4-00074-00020847-00021304 In 1929 he got to know one of the bar’s regular patrons, Harry Pickering, a
7z3a1THkEb4-00075-00021304-00021636 young rake with a drinking problem from a wealthy Bostonian family.
7z3a1THkEb4-00076-00021664-00021982 Pickering had been sent to Venice with his aunt--along with her lover and a
7z3a1THkEb4-00077-00021982-00022179 Pekinese--in an attempt to dry him out.
7z3a1THkEb4-00078-00022206-00022349 Obviously the plan failed.
7z3a1THkEb4-00079-00022382-00022634 Then one day Harry stopped showing up at the bar.
7z3a1THkEb4-00080-00022652-00022934 He had had a falling out with his aunt, who then left with her lover,
7z3a1THkEb4-00081-00022948-00023313 leaving Harry with no money, a large hotel and bar bill, and the Pekinese.
7z3a1THkEb4-00082-00023354-00023677 Wanting to help his friend, Cipriani asked how much he needed, and Harry
7z3a1THkEb4-00083-00023678-00024059 replied that he needed enough for one last drink at the bar, to pay his bills,
7z3a1THkEb4-00084-00024075-00024525 and to buy his boat ticket home, about 10,000 lire, which was about $500 USD
7z3a1THkEb4-00085-00024525-00024785 at the time or around $8000 today.
7z3a1THkEb4-00086-00024785-00025093 Cipriani scrounged up the money, and Harry set off home.
7z3a1THkEb4-00087-00025136-00025556 A few years later, in 1931, Harry Pickering returned to Venice, with
7z3a1THkEb4-00088-00025556-00025915 not only the 10,000 lire to repay the loan, but with an additional 40,000
7z3a1THkEb4-00089-00025925-00026266 lire for Cipriani to open his own bar, saying “Let’s call it Harry’s
7z3a1THkEb4-00090-00026267-00026673 Bar!” So Harry Pickering went from a bar patron to the wealthy patron of a
7z3a1THkEb4-00091-00026673-00027053 bar—I’ll come back to the web of related meanings of the word ‘patron’ in a bit!
7z3a1THkEb4-00092-00027100-00027455 Since then, Harry’s Bar has become an iconic Venetian landmark, with many
7z3a1THkEb4-00093-00027455-00027805 famous patrons of its own, including Ernest Hemingway, Charlie Chaplin,
7z3a1THkEb4-00094-00027818-00028176 Humphrey Bogart and Lauren Bacall, and even many crowned heads of Europe.
7z3a1THkEb4-00095-00028200-00028626 Giuseppe even named his own son after the bar [and its patron], Arrigo [the
7z3a1THkEb4-00096-00028626-00029017 Italian form of Harry], and he’s now the current proprietor of the much expanded
7z3a1THkEb4-00097-00029017-00029187 family restaurant and hotel business.
7z3a1THkEb4-00098-00029236-00029625 At the end of WWII, after the liberation of Venice, Harry’s Bar briefly
7z3a1THkEb4-00099-00029625-00029939 became an unofficial officers’ mess for American and British soldiers,
7z3a1THkEb4-00100-00029942-00030296 but soon after it returned to its usual clientele of celebrities which
7z3a1THkEb4-00101-00030296-00030623 more recently included the likes of Kim Kardashian and George Clooney.
7z3a1THkEb4-00102-00030657-00031179 Well some time between 1934 and 1948, Giuseppe invented the cocktail Bellini
7z3a1THkEb4-00103-00031181-00031593 by mixing puréed white peaches with the Italian sparkling wine Prosecco, with
7z3a1THkEb4-00104-00031594-00031897 the original recipe also containing a little raspberry juice for colour.
7z3a1THkEb4-00105-00031950-00032246 Prosecco and peach, by the way, are both toponyms, that
7z3a1THkEb4-00106-00032246-00032387 is they come from place names.
7z3a1THkEb4-00107-00032421-00032831 Prosecco is named after the Italian town near Triest and close to the border with
7z3a1THkEb4-00108-00032831-00033213 Slovenia, where the grape varietal and wine come from, and in turn the town’s
7z3a1THkEb4-00109-00033213-00033586 name actually comes from a Slovene word meaning “path cut through the woods”.
7z3a1THkEb4-00110-00033628-00033892 Peach comes from the name Persia, as the fruit was called Persikon
7z3a1THkEb4-00111-00033958-00034151 malon “Persian apple” in Greek.
7z3a1THkEb4-00112-00034208-00034574 Giuseppe named the resulting drink Bellini after the Venetian Renaissance
7z3a1THkEb4-00113-00034577-00034934 artist Giovanni Bellini, because the colour of the cocktail reminded him,
7z3a1THkEb4-00114-00034943-00035323 so the story goes, of the colour of a saint’s robes in a Bellini painting.
7z3a1THkEb4-00115-00035339-00035762 Bellini’s name, by the way, comes from Italian bello “beautiful” from
7z3a1THkEb4-00116-00035762-00036149 Latin bellus “beautiful” ultimately from the Proto-Indo-European root
7z3a1THkEb4-00117-00036149-00036440 *deu- “to do, show favour, revere”.
7z3a1THkEb4-00118-00036478-00036887 Cipriani was again inspired by Renaissance art in the naming of another signature
7z3a1THkEb4-00119-00036887-00037294 recipe from Harry’s Bar, carpaccio, a dish of thinly sliced raw beef
7z3a1THkEb4-00120-00037303-00037678 served with lemon juice, olive oil, and white truffle or Parmesan cheese.
7z3a1THkEb4-00121-00037712-00038153 He named this dish after Venetian painter Vittore Carpaccio, again because
7z3a1THkEb4-00122-00038153-00038539 the colour of the meat reminded him of the rich use of colour by the artist.
7z3a1THkEb4-00123-00038567-00038706 Well, he wasn’t wrong.
7z3a1THkEb4-00124-00038733-00039002 The Venetian school of painting is particularly known for
7z3a1THkEb4-00125-00039002-00039359 emphasizing colour over line, as opposed to the Florentine school.
7z3a1THkEb4-00126-00039408-00039660 The story goes that the beef dish was invented for the countess Amalia
7z3a1THkEb4-00127-00039660-00040137 Nani Mocenigo, as her doctors had recommended she only eat raw meat.
7z3a1THkEb4-00128-00040169-00040467 Another well-known recipe to come out of Harry’s Bar is the Montgomery
7z3a1THkEb4-00129-00040467-00040827 Martini, named after British Field Marshall Bernard Montgomery, so called
7z3a1THkEb4-00130-00040827-00041253 because of its 15 to 1 ratio of gin to vermouth, as Montgomery was purported
7z3a1THkEb4-00131-00041253-00041631 to have liked a 15 to 1 ratio of his troops to the enemy on the battlefield.
7z3a1THkEb4-00132-00041664-00042101 During WWII, Montgomery was involved in the Invasion of Sicily, then continued
7z3a1THkEb4-00133-00042101-00042471 to command the Eighth Army into mainland Italy, before being reassigned to
7z3a1THkEb4-00134-00042471-00042610 northern Europe for the rest of the war.
7z3a1THkEb4-00135-00042634-00043067 So he wasn’t in Venice in Harry’s Bar at the end of the war, but in north Germany.
7z3a1THkEb4-00136-00043083-00043416 But let us return to Venice, in the Renaissance, to look more
7z3a1THkEb4-00137-00043416-00043594 closely at those Venetian painters.
7z3a1THkEb4-00138-00043635-00043974 As I said, Venetian painting was known for its vibrant use of colour,
7z3a1THkEb4-00139-00043979-00044136 as well as its subtlety of light.
7z3a1THkEb4-00140-00044146-00044319 And one reason was its geography.
7z3a1THkEb4-00141-00044344-00044715 You see tempera paint, which was water soluble, didn’t stand up well in the
7z3a1THkEb4-00142-00044715-00044910 damp conditions of canal-filled Venice.
7z3a1THkEb4-00143-00044937-00045264 So the Venetians were quick to adopt the new oil paints developed
7z3a1THkEb4-00144-00045264-00045385 in the north in Flanders.
7z3a1THkEb4-00145-00045429-00045790 The knock-on advantage of oil paint is it allows for those deep colours that
7z3a1THkEb4-00146-00045790-00046168 Venetian artists became known for through the application of many layers of paint.
7z3a1THkEb4-00147-00046196-00046520 Oil painting may have been brought to Venice by Antonello da Messina,
7z3a1THkEb4-00148-00046525-00046858 who was himself influenced by early Netherlandish painting, and along with
7z3a1THkEb4-00149-00046858-00047190 Leonardo da Vinci was an important influence on the Venetian style.
7z3a1THkEb4-00150-00047213-00047417 But we’ll get back to Leonardo in a minute.
7z3a1THkEb4-00151-00047449-00047760 At the heart of the Venetian style of painting was the Bellini family.
7z3a1THkEb4-00152-00047771-00048186 Giovanni’s father Jacopo and brother Gentile were also noted painters, as
7z3a1THkEb4-00153-00048186-00048380 was his brother-in-law Andrea Mantegna.
7z3a1THkEb4-00154-00048387-00048681 And from Giovanni Bellini’s workshop came the well-known Venetian
7z3a1THkEb4-00155-00048683-00048789 artists Titian and Giorgione.
7z3a1THkEb4-00156-00048806-00049251 Vittore Carpaccio, who as we saw was also a source of naming inspiration
7z3a1THkEb4-00157-00049251-00049572 at Harry’s Bar, studied under Giovanni Bellini’s brother Gentile.
7z3a1THkEb4-00158-00049572-00049913 Now one really important thing to understand about Renaissance
7z3a1THkEb4-00159-00049913-00050195 art is the role of patronage, to return to that topic.
7z3a1THkEb4-00160-00050232-00050592 It’s hard to overstate the importance of the role of major patrons like the Medici
7z3a1THkEb4-00161-00050592-00050952 family in Florence in driving Renaissance humanism by supporting the work of
7z3a1THkEb4-00162-00050954-00051130 artists, writers, and philosophers.
7z3a1THkEb4-00163-00051161-00051465 But Renaissance art patronage is a little different from today’s patron of
7z3a1THkEb4-00164-00051466-00051866 the arts, who typically invests large sums of money in large institutions.
7z3a1THkEb4-00165-00051894-00052218 In many ways, the creation of art during the Renaissance was a collaborative
7z3a1THkEb4-00166-00052222-00052585 effort between patron and artist, with the patron requesting a certain
7z3a1THkEb4-00167-00052585-00052939 content in, say, a painting, and the artist executing that request.
7z3a1THkEb4-00168-00052959-00053215 This is rather different from the way art collecting tends to work
7z3a1THkEb4-00169-00053215-00053533 today, in which the collector buys ready-made art, the content of
7z3a1THkEb4-00170-00053533-00053685 which was solely up to the artist.
7z3a1THkEb4-00171-00053717-00054065 Even back in the Renaissance, some bolder artists, as we’ll see, might
7z3a1THkEb4-00172-00054065-00054421 quibble with the patron’s requests or even outright refuse the commission if
7z3a1THkEb4-00173-00054421-00054755 it didn’t suit their personal style, but mostly that’s how it worked.
7z3a1THkEb4-00174-00054781-00055112 And patrons would often commission works for public consumption such as
7z3a1THkEb4-00175-00055112-00055450 a sculpture for the city or frescoes for the churches, with their private
7z3a1THkEb4-00176-00055450-00055820 collections often serving as backdrop to their diplomatic and political work.
7z3a1THkEb4-00177-00055852-00056198 The mutual relationship between patron and artist would benefit the status
7z3a1THkEb4-00178-00056198-00056557 of both: as an artist, to have your work in the collection of a notable
7z3a1THkEb4-00179-00056557-00056878 figure would raise your profile, and patrons would wish to collect
7z3a1THkEb4-00180-00056878-00057060 works from all the big name artists.
7z3a1THkEb4-00181-00057093-00057431 And presumably some element of this Renaissance practise is what the modern
7z3a1THkEb4-00182-00057431-00057859 company Patreon wants to evoke with its name—though in a more grass-roots way—by
7z3a1THkEb4-00183-00057859-00058247 allowing anyone to financially support artists and creative people, and to become
7z3a1THkEb4-00184-00058247-00058423 participants in the creative process.
7z3a1THkEb4-00185-00058469-00058785 Now while the usual model of patronage in Renaissance Italy was the single
7z3a1THkEb4-00186-00058785-00059223 commission, sometimes a wealthy family would hire a salaried court artist, as
7z3a1THkEb4-00187-00059223-00059429 the Gonzaga family who ruled Mantua did.
7z3a1THkEb4-00188-00059430-00059763 Ludovico Gonzaga had appointed Andrea Mantegna, who you
7z3a1THkEb4-00189-00059763-00060037 remember was the brother-in-law of Bellini, as court painter.
7z3a1THkEb4-00190-00060060-00060377 Mantegna became quite close to the family and a good friend of Ludovico’s
7z3a1THkEb4-00191-00060400-00060810 son Federico, and his connection continued as the dynasty was passed
7z3a1THkEb4-00192-00060810-00061214 down to Federico’s son Francesco, being taken in particular under the wing
7z3a1THkEb4-00193-00061214-00061440 of Francesco’s wife, Isabella d’Este.
7z3a1THkEb4-00194-00061470-00061913 Appropriately, perhaps, the word dynasty may be related to Bellini’s name, through
7z3a1THkEb4-00195-00061913-00062413 Greek dynasthai “to be able”, which possibly goes back to the same PIE root.
7z3a1THkEb4-00196-00062456-00062831 Isabella, whose name, by the way, is NOT, despite appearances, related to
7z3a1THkEb4-00197-00062831-00063233 ‘Bellini’, being instead a version of the Hebrew name Elishebha [which comes into
7z3a1THkEb4-00198-00063234-00063600 English as “Elizabeth”], was a remarkable woman, both as one of the premiere
7z3a1THkEb4-00199-00063600-00063814 patrons and as a political figure.
7z3a1THkEb4-00200-00063850-00064133 She seems to have gained much of her political acumen from her mother
7z3a1THkEb4-00201-00064136-00064515 Eleonora of Aragon, who had governed Ferrara during the frequent absences of
7z3a1THkEb4-00202-00064515-00064943 Isabella’s father Ercole d’Este, Duke of Ferrara, and was by some accounts a
7z3a1THkEb4-00203-00064943-00065137 superior administrator to her husband.
7z3a1THkEb4-00204-00065178-00065594 In turn Isabella was able to govern Mantua in Francesco’s absence, and
7z3a1THkEb4-00205-00065594-00065991 when he was taken captive in Venice, Isabella took charge of Mantua’s military
7z3a1THkEb4-00206-00065993-00066145 and successfully defended the city.
7z3a1THkEb4-00207-00066172-00066573 As she thus earned the reputation of being superior to her husband in administrative
7z3a1THkEb4-00208-00066573-00066999 and political matters, he was humiliated and furious upon his release, and the two
7z3a1THkEb4-00209-00066999-00067210 led mostly separate lives from that point.
7z3a1THkEb4-00210-00067239-00067599 After his death, Isabella again took up the reins of power serving as
7z3a1THkEb4-00211-00067599-00067962 regent until her son came of age, and achieved many notable political
7z3a1THkEb4-00212-00067962-00068124 successes on behalf of Mantua.
7z3a1THkEb4-00213-00068150-00068502 Isabella had received a good classical education as a child, which sparked
7z3a1THkEb4-00214-00068502-00068806 her interest in antiquities, and she became an avid collector.
7z3a1THkEb4-00215-00068832-00069234 In addition, her education and innate intelligence allowed her to take part
7z3a1THkEb4-00216-00069235-00069518 in the humanist philosophy at the heart of the Italian Renaissance.
7z3a1THkEb4-00217-00069550-00069914 She had court painter Mantegna produce large allegorical works based on
7z3a1THkEb4-00218-00069914-00070262 classical mythological themes for her studiolo, basically her study
7z3a1THkEb4-00219-00070264-00070529 where she got on with the business of all that Renaissance humanism.
7z3a1THkEb4-00220-00070561-00070889 She also sought other major artists to paint for her studiolo, including
7z3a1THkEb4-00221-00070889-00071049 Mantegna’s brother-in-law Bellini.
7z3a1THkEb4-00222-00071067-00071448 The lengthy negotiations between Isabella and Bellini, sometimes direct
7z3a1THkEb4-00223-00071454-00071788 and sometimes through intermediaries, have been preserved — Isabella
7z3a1THkEb4-00224-00071789-00072067 was a prolific correspondent with many people and her remarkable
7z3a1THkEb4-00225-00072067-00072225 letters have fortunately survived.
7z3a1THkEb4-00226-00072267-00072627 In her negotiations with Bellini, she wanted another large mythological
7z3a1THkEb4-00227-00072627-00072942 painting, but Bellini was initially reluctant and didn’t want to have to
7z3a1THkEb4-00228-00072942-00073107 work with such a detailed outline.
7z3a1THkEb4-00229-00073140-00073532 The negotiations continued for nearly a decade, with Isabella forwarding a
7z3a1THkEb4-00230-00073532-00073976 downpayment, Bellini continually delaying working on the painting, renegotiations
7z3a1THkEb4-00231-00073976-00074298 of the subject, and even Isabella attempting to retrieve her money from
7z3a1THkEb4-00232-00074298-00074462 the artist and cancelling the commission.
7z3a1THkEb4-00233-00074497-00074858 In the end, Bellini talked her into settling for a smaller nativity scene,
7z3a1THkEb4-00234-00074875-00075225 though she continued to suggest adding other figures to the painting such as John
7z3a1THkEb4-00235-00075226-00075615 the Baptist [which Bellini balked at], but finally Isabella was satisfied with the
7z3a1THkEb4-00236-00075617-00075783 outcome, which she hung in her bedroom.
7z3a1THkEb4-00237-00075816-00076170 The painting is sadly now lost, though some have argued that the composition
7z3a1THkEb4-00238-00076170-00076485 of the painting may have influenced this Adoration of the Shepherds,
7z3a1THkEb4-00239-00076501-00076682 usually attributed to Giorgione.
7z3a1THkEb4-00240-00076742-00077076 Another artist Isabella actively pursued was Leonardo da Vinci.
7z3a1THkEb4-00241-00077099-00077423 He did indeed draw a portrait of her, which seems to have been preliminary
7z3a1THkEb4-00242-00077425-00077811 work for a painted portrait [mentioned in their correspondence], but if the painting
7z3a1THkEb4-00243-00077811-00078034 was completed, it no longer survives.
7z3a1THkEb4-00244-00078054-00078426 However, it has been suggested that the figure portrayed in Leonardo’s most famous
7z3a1THkEb4-00245-00078428-00078669 painting may have in fact been Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00246-00078715-00079119 The most widely accepted opinion among art historians is that the Mona Lisa depicts
7z3a1THkEb4-00247-00079120-00079559 Lisa del Giocondo, the wife of a wealthy Florentine silk merchant, but argument
7z3a1THkEb4-00248-00079559-00079735 over the possible subjects continues.
7z3a1THkEb4-00249-00079783-00080117 Speaking of Leonardo da Vinci, in addition to being one of the most important
7z3a1THkEb4-00250-00080122-00080524 artists of the Italian Renaissance, he was also an ahead-of-his-time inventor
7z3a1THkEb4-00251-00080526-00080898 and engineer, coming up with plans for things like the helicopter, various
7z3a1THkEb4-00252-00080898-00081106 war machines, and hydraulic systems.
7z3a1THkEb4-00253-00081145-00081598 Indeed at times he was taken on by patrons not only for his painting but also for
7z3a1THkEb4-00254-00081598-00081775 his architectural and engineering work.
7z3a1THkEb4-00255-00081812-00082115 This was the case in 1502, when he was under the patronage of
7z3a1THkEb4-00256-00082115-00082265 the notorious Cesare Borgia.
7z3a1THkEb4-00257-00082292-00082604 At the direction of his equally notorious father Pope Alexander VI,
7z3a1THkEb4-00258-00082604-00083095 Cesare went about Romagna in northern Italy conquering territory for himself,
7z3a1THkEb4-00259-00083103-00083421 and he brought Leonardo along to design fortifications and weapons.
7z3a1THkEb4-00260-00083452-00083869 Also with Cesare was Niccolo Machiavelli, a civic official in Florence, who had been
7z3a1THkEb4-00261-00083869-00084317 sent to Cesare for diplomatic purposes and to spy on him to learn of any territorial
7z3a1THkEb4-00262-00084317-00084474 ambitions he might have in Florence.
7z3a1THkEb4-00263-00084519-00084846 One outcome of the contact between Leonardo and Machiavelli, both
7z3a1THkEb4-00264-00084846-00085184 Florentines, was the daring scheme to steal the River Arno.
7z3a1THkEb4-00265-00085210-00085352 Yes, steal a river.
7z3a1THkEb4-00266-00085395-00085773 You see the River Arno runs through Florence and then on to their rival city
7z3a1THkEb4-00267-00085777-00086216 Pisa, so the plan was to weaken Pisa by diverting the river away from the city.
7z3a1THkEb4-00268-00086253-00086545 The plan was unsuccessful, but the conjunction of these two important
7z3a1THkEb4-00269-00086546-00086746 Renaissance minds may not end there.
7z3a1THkEb4-00270-00086774-00087078 Leonardo and Machiavelli seem to have been influential on each other,
7z3a1THkEb4-00271-00087084-00087445 with one scholar suggesting that Leonardo’s scientific thinking inspired
7z3a1THkEb4-00272-00087445-00087804 Machiavelli to essentially create modern political science in his most
7z3a1THkEb4-00273-00087804-00088216 famous work The Prince [which by the way was read by Isabella d’Este].
7z3a1THkEb4-00274-00088251-00088583 It’s because of this work that we use the term Machiavellian to describe
7z3a1THkEb4-00275-00088588-00088774 underhanded political machinations.
7z3a1THkEb4-00276-00088796-00089198 You see Machiavelli, who was also inspired by Cesare Borgia’s brutal tactics, took
7z3a1THkEb4-00277-00089198-00089579 a very pragmatic approach to wielding power, suggesting that a ruler shouldn’t
7z3a1THkEb4-00278-00089579-00089964 keep his word if doing so would undermine his best interest, and that it’s better
7z3a1THkEb4-00279-00089964-00090165 for a ruler to be feared than loved.
7z3a1THkEb4-00280-00090216-00090558 Another claim that is sometimes made of Machiavelli is that he saw patronage
7z3a1THkEb4-00281-00090562-00090944 as an effective tool of political control as a kind of propaganda, and
7z3a1THkEb4-00282-00090944-00091294 though I don’t think he’s quite that explicit, he does often write about how
7z3a1THkEb4-00283-00091294-00091722 a ruler should seem to be good, seem to be generous, and so forth, making a
7z3a1THkEb4-00284-00091722-00091940 distinction between seeming and reality.
7z3a1THkEb4-00285-00091986-00092291 Furthermore, he wrote that “a prince should also show his esteem
7z3a1THkEb4-00286-00092291-00092625 to talent, actively encouraging able men, and honouring those who
7z3a1THkEb4-00287-00092625-00092957 excel in their profession.” It does indeed sound like an endorsement
7z3a1THkEb4-00288-00092958-00093136 of carefully calculated patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-00289-00093191-00093566 And when one thinks of Italian rulers who were good at using artistic patronage for
7z3a1THkEb4-00290-00093566-00094011 political ends, one figure who certainly comes to mind is Rome’s first Emperor,
7z3a1THkEb4-00291-00094020-00094472 Augustus, who is, by the way, probably the source of the term “Prince” to mean
7z3a1THkEb4-00292-00094472-00094818 ruler, as in Machiavelli’s book title, because he styled himself “princeps
7z3a1THkEb4-00293-00094820-00095301 civitatis”, “first man of the state”, and the term ‘princeps’, ‘first-taker’,
7z3a1THkEb4-00294-00095309-00095708 from primus+capere, became the title of the Emperor for the first three
7z3a1THkEb4-00295-00095708-00095904 hundred years or so of the Roman empire.
7z3a1THkEb4-00296-00095942-00096329 Augustus came to power through a civil war, and presided over a major change
7z3a1THkEb4-00297-00096329-00096705 in government, from republic to empire, so he had a lot of PR work to do.
7z3a1THkEb4-00298-00096733-00097070 He famously enlisted the support of a number of poets, in particular
7z3a1THkEb4-00299-00097073-00097371 Virgil and Horace, whose works praising him and supporting his
7z3a1THkEb4-00300-00097371-00097763 policies, subtly or explicitly, were crucial in shaping his public image.
7z3a1THkEb4-00301-00097796-00098212 And he did this via his friend Maecenas, whose patronage of these famous poets,
7z3a1THkEb4-00302-00098216-00098584 memorialised in their works, led to his name becoming an actual term
7z3a1THkEb4-00303-00098587-00098760 for “patron” in several languages.
7z3a1THkEb4-00304-00098807-00099178 Some classical scholars, writing just before and after the second world war,
7z3a1THkEb4-00305-00099182-00099593 went so far as to call Maecenas Augustus’s “Minister of Propaganda”, comparing
7z3a1THkEb4-00306-00099593-00099951 him to Goebbels, who held that role in Hitler’s government [taking us back
7z3a1THkEb4-00307-00099953-00100188 to WWII and Montgomery & Harry’s Bar].
7z3a1THkEb4-00308-00100231-00100652 But Maecenas didn’t hold anything like an official role as ‘minister of propaganda’.
7z3a1THkEb4-00309-00100677-00100978 Instead, he worked within the long-established Roman
7z3a1THkEb4-00310-00100978-00101318 tradition of patronage, just focussing on poets and writers.
7z3a1THkEb4-00311-00101362-00101766 Roman patronage was a system in which wealthier and more influential families
7z3a1THkEb4-00312-00101767-00102203 helped out people from the lower rungs of Roman society with loans, dowries,
7z3a1THkEb4-00313-00102214-00102634 gifts, and legal representation, in return for political and military support.
7z3a1THkEb4-00314-00102684-00103065 The more powerful person was the patronus meaning “defender, protector,
7z3a1THkEb4-00315-00103074-00103428 advocate” [presumably this led J K Rowling to use the Latin word in her
7z3a1THkEb4-00316-00103428-00103799 famous spell, “expecto patronum”, literally “I await my protector”],
7z3a1THkEb4-00317-00103840-00104208 which is derived from pater “father”, going back to the Proto-Indo-European
7z3a1THkEb4-00318-00104208-00104542 root *pəter-, which through the Germanic branch also gives us father.
7z3a1THkEb4-00319-00104604-00104901 There’s a complex web of meanings here that all have to do with
7z3a1THkEb4-00320-00104901-00105036 the underlying relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-00321-00105064-00105483 As we saw before, a patron can not only refer to a wealthy benefactor, but
7z3a1THkEb4-00322-00105485-00105695 also a customer of a bar or restaurant.
7z3a1THkEb4-00323-00105695-00106124 And the verb form patronize can mean to be a customer, but also to act
7z3a1THkEb4-00324-00106208-00106471 condescendingly towards someone, implying a power imbalance and
7z3a1THkEb4-00325-00106471-00106632 pseudo parent-child relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-00326-00106682-00106992 The importance of this ‘father’ role to the way the Roman upper classes saw
7z3a1THkEb4-00327-00106992-00107435 themselves is evident in a number of other terms derived from pater, like ‘patrician’
7z3a1THkEb4-00328-00107446-00107854 [noble], patres conscripti, another name for the Senators who made up the governing
7z3a1THkEb4-00329-00107854-00108310 body of the Republic, and pater patriae, Father of the Fatherland, an honorific
7z3a1THkEb4-00330-00108314-00108713 awarded for notable service to the state, to people such as Cicero & Augustus.
7z3a1THkEb4-00331-00108743-00109144 The governing class of Rome saw themselves as ‘fathers’ to the rest of the citizens.
7z3a1THkEb4-00332-00109145-00109422 And the patron, in return for his father-like protection
7z3a1THkEb4-00333-00109437-00109614 expected loyalty from his client.
7z3a1THkEb4-00334-00109649-00110088 The word client comes from Latin cliens either from the verb cluere “to
7z3a1THkEb4-00335-00110088-00110412 listen, follow, obey”, from the same Proto-Indo-European root as English
7z3a1THkEb4-00336-00110414-00110996 listen, or from clinare “to incline, bend” from the same root as English lean; and
7z3a1THkEb4-00337-00110996-00111465 ironically the word clientele, “group of regular clients of a business”, now
7z3a1THkEb4-00338-00111465-00111859 means much the same thing as patrons, in the sense of people who regularly
7z3a1THkEb4-00339-00111895-00112104 patronise--visit--an establishment.
7z3a1THkEb4-00340-00112147-00112499 But it wasn’t just poor Romans who had patrons—even members of the
7z3a1THkEb4-00341-00112502-00112868 upper classes would exchange favours for support; however, they didn’t
7z3a1THkEb4-00342-00112868-00113206 like being called ‘clients’, or to call someone their ‘patron’, because
7z3a1THkEb4-00343-00113208-00113583 that made them seem too low status, so a whole euphemistic language of
7z3a1THkEb4-00344-00113583-00113782 ‘friendship’, amicitia, was developed.
7z3a1THkEb4-00345-00113824-00114213 Amicitia is derived from the Latin verb amare “to love”, from which we get the
7z3a1THkEb4-00346-00114213-00114650 word amorous, and ultimately goes back to Proto-Indo-European *am- the base
7z3a1THkEb4-00347-00114650-00115055 of various relationship words including English aunt—like that Pekinese-wielding
7z3a1THkEb4-00348-00115055-00115159 relative of Harry Pickering.
7z3a1THkEb4-00349-00115219-00115575 It was that language of ‘friendship’ that Virgil and Horace used to refer
7z3a1THkEb4-00350-00115575-00116019 to their “greater friend” Maecenas, and his ‘greater friend’ Augustus,
7z3a1THkEb4-00351-00116030-00116365 who was by this time the principal benefactor, another word related to
7z3a1THkEb4-00352-00116365-00116777 Bellini’s name, meaning literally “a doer of good” from the Latin adverb bene
7z3a1THkEb4-00353-00116788-00117241 “well”, ultimately from that same PIE root, of the entire Roman citizenry.
7z3a1THkEb4-00354-00117288-00117606 And this connection between friendship and patronage brings us back to
7z3a1THkEb4-00355-00117606-00117977 Harry’s Bar, a product of a friendship that turned one kind of patron
7z3a1THkEb4-00356-00117989-00118141 into a different kind of patron!
7z3a1THkEb4-00357-00118453-00119121 Mark: So I just want to first of all add a couple of tiny, little details  about the
7z3a1THkEb4-00358-00119121-00119617 Bellini cocktail one of which we actually just looked up now cuz we were curious
7z3a1THkEb4-00359-00119618-00120170 to know if Arrigo Cipriani is still alive, alive and running the business.
7z3a1THkEb4-00360-00120191-00120521 As far as I can tell, he's still alive, but he, he's quite old
7z3a1THkEb4-00361-00120521-00120865 and is not primarily in charge of the family business anymore.
7z3a1THkEb4-00362-00120865-00121563 That is now his son Giuseppe Cipriani the younger, I guess,  running the business.
7z3a1THkEb4-00363-00121569-00121765 And he is also a race car driver.
7z3a1THkEb4-00364-00121923-00122151 I mean, that's very quintessentially Italian Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00365-00122152-00122604 Running a a, a bar and and, and also a race car driver.
7z3a1THkEb4-00366-00122619-00122652 Yep.
7z3a1THkEb4-00367-00122673-00123207 So The other point is for those of you who know a little bit about kind of cocktail
7z3a1THkEb4-00368-00123228-00123822 bar lore, you will know that there are a number of bars known as Harry's Bar.
7z3a1THkEb4-00369-00123829-00124145 They are otherwise not directly related.
7z3a1THkEb4-00370-00124145-00124362 They're not run by the Cipriani family.
7z3a1THkEb4-00371-00124366-00124695 But there's a Harry's Bar in London, which was specifically
7z3a1THkEb4-00372-00124695-00124836 named after the Venice Bar.
7z3a1THkEb4-00373-00124842-00124881 Okay?
7z3a1THkEb4-00374-00124920-00124940 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00375-00124942-00125653 There's a Harry's Bar in Rome and there is a Harry's New York Bar in Paris,
7z3a1THkEb4-00376-00125765-00125959 , which is probably the most famous.
7z3a1THkEb4-00377-00125959-00126322 Well that, and the, the one in Venice are the, probably the two most famous.
7z3a1THkEb4-00378-00126324-00126894 The one in Paris, it is Probably falsely claimed that a number of
7z3a1THkEb4-00379-00126928-00127332 cocktails were invented there including the Bloody Mary, the Sidecar, the
7z3a1THkEb4-00380-00127332-00127506 White Lady, and the French 75.
7z3a1THkEb4-00381-00127506-00127587 So right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00382-00127587-00127779 Four very famous cocktails.
7z3a1THkEb4-00383-00127797-00127876 But who knows?
7z3a1THkEb4-00384-00127926-00128242 , it's always hard to establish with these cocktail origins.
7z3a1THkEb4-00385-00128299-00128827 Now moving on from the cocktail to the painter, and well actually more
7z3a1THkEb4-00386-00128828-00129380 specifically the patroness, the patron, the,  , I don't know if we still use the
7z3a1THkEb4-00387-00129380-00129740 word patroness, usually they just seem to refer to her as a, I would just say
7z3a1THkEb4-00388-00129740-00129788 Aven: patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-00389-00129788-00130092 I think -esses are to be avoided if at all possible.
7z3a1THkEb4-00390-00130115-00130793 Mark: Well, so one of the main articles that I drew on for the story of
7z3a1THkEb4-00391-00130793-00131334 Isabella D'Este was by Jaynie Anderson, it's an article more generally on
7z3a1THkEb4-00392-00131337-00131564 women patrons in Renaissance Italy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00393-00131564-00131855 It's called "Rewriting the History of Art Patronage".
7z3a1THkEb4-00394-00131947-00132404 so I just wanted to read out a few choice quotations from this article  just to
7z3a1THkEb4-00395-00132404-00132880 give a bit more information about you know, female patrons in   in that period.
7z3a1THkEb4-00396-00132899-00133408 And so well, so one bit that she writes right in the introduction: "Indeed,
7z3a1THkEb4-00397-00133418-00133844 with the exception of some superwomen, like Isabella D'Este and the abbess
7z3a1THkEb4-00398-00133844-00134443 Gioanna da Piacenza, women patrons have suffered a particular form of death.
7z3a1THkEb4-00399-00134473-00134947 They have been ignored, not only by historians of patronage, but more
7z3a1THkEb4-00400-00134947-00135206 curiously ,until recently, by feminists".
7z3a1THkEb4-00401-00135252-00135668 And so, you know, part of the point of this article is to kind of rectify that.
7z3a1THkEb4-00402-00135698-00135704 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00403-00135714-00135747 And.
7z3a1THkEb4-00404-00135763-00136418 She quotes another scholar Steven Kolsky, who wrote a work about a
7z3a1THkEb4-00405-00136418-00137066 treatise called De Mulieribus, "About Women", written by Equicola, and
7z3a1THkEb4-00406-00137069-00137255 I'll talk more about him in a minute.
7z3a1THkEb4-00407-00137256-00137685 It was written in 1501, so  , you know, right around the time that this, this
7z3a1THkEb4-00408-00137685-00138278 all was happening,   So  Kolsky writes and quoting as part of this the, the,
7z3a1THkEb4-00409-00138284-00138833 that treatise, "Isabella is recognized as having a superhuman stature and
7z3a1THkEb4-00410-00138833-00139544 is 'seen as the presiding deity, the patron who watches over the artist to
7z3a1THkEb4-00411-00139544-00140004 ensure they produce an acceptable work'.
7z3a1THkEb4-00412-00140004-00140438 The literature on famous women, which escalates slowly through the Renaissance
7z3a1THkEb4-00413-00140438-00140924 as a consequence of female patronage, is one important factor in changing
7z3a1THkEb4-00414-00140924-00141117 how women were seen as patrons".
7z3a1THkEb4-00415-00141153-00141591 So Anderson goes on to, to write "quantitatively what
7z3a1THkEb4-00416-00141592-00141777 percentage of patrons were women?
7z3a1THkEb4-00417-00141843-00142206 No such survey has ever been made in patronage studies.
7z3a1THkEb4-00418-00142256-00142734 Two accounts of Renaissance workshops with receipts and orders for works of
7z3a1THkEb4-00419-00142737-00143253 art commissioned in different regions in Italy are sources which are suitable for a
7z3a1THkEb4-00420-00143253-00143529 statistical analysis of Italian patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-00421-00143598-00144160 In each case, irrespective of region, at least 10% of their patrons were
7z3a1THkEb4-00422-00144160-00144445 women, almost all widows and nuns".
7z3a1THkEb4-00423-00144466-00145062 And she goes on you know, in a lot of detail   about, you know, the evidence
7z3a1THkEb4-00424-00145062-00145456 and the the nature of these women who were patrons in their own rights.
7z3a1THkEb4-00425-00145456-00145532 In their own right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00426-00145533-00145919 And you know, this 10% may be a low figure.
7z3a1THkEb4-00427-00145927-00146160 So it may be, you know, rather higher than that.
7z3a1THkEb4-00428-00146187-00146586 Aven: Well, if there were mostly widows and nuns, then I would imagine there's
7z3a1THkEb4-00429-00146586-00146949 a very good chance that a fair amount of the other patronage that is done in the
7z3a1THkEb4-00430-00146949-00147228 name of the men is actually done by women.
7z3a1THkEb4-00431-00147261-00147340 Could be, yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00432-00147341-00147840 So only when they don't have men  in whose name to do it are you seeing
7z3a1THkEb4-00433-00147840-00148038 them listed as the main patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-00434-00148041-00148053 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00435-00148086-00148391 It seems, I mean, also there's a certain status accorded to widows and
7z3a1THkEb4-00436-00148391-00148548 nuns, that allows them independence.
7z3a1THkEb4-00437-00148548-00148983 But I suspect, you know, if it was a married woman, she'd probably
7z3a1THkEb4-00438-00148983-00149307 do it in the name of her husband, even if it was actually her.
7z3a1THkEb4-00439-00149358-00149433 So, yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00440-00149469-00149642 Mark: Anyways, it's a fascinating article.
7z3a1THkEb4-00441-00149642-00149760 And a fascinating topic.
7z3a1THkEb4-00442-00149763-00150027 So, you know, if you want to know more about that, we'll link
7z3a1THkEb4-00443-00150027-00150117 Aven: to it in the show notes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00444-00150117-00150126 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00445-00150169-00150689 Mark: Now this guy, Equicola, is specifically connected to Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00446-00150701-00151010 And so I just grabbed a little bit of biographical detail
7z3a1THkEb4-00447-00151013-00151241 about him from Wikipedia.
7z3a1THkEb4-00448-00151265-00151462 So his name is Mario Equicola.
7z3a1THkEb4-00449-00151489-00151932 He was born around 1470 and lived till 1525.
7z3a1THkEb4-00450-00151932-00152441 He was an Italian renaissance humanist, a neo Latin author, a
7z3a1THkEb4-00451-00152441-00152988 Bibliophile and courtier of Isabella D'Este and Federico II Gonzaga.
7z3a1THkEb4-00452-00152988-00153535 The National Gallery of Art describes him as "one of the renaissance
7z3a1THkEb4-00453-00153535-00153843 most admired classical scholars."
7z3a1THkEb4-00454-00153890-00154326 Born at Alvito  in or around 1470.
7z3a1THkEb4-00455-00154345-00154737 Equicola was moved to Naples while still a boy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00456-00154767-00155122 There he entered the Accademia Pontaniana as a young man.
7z3a1THkEb4-00457-00155217-00155666 He later moved on to Florence, where he studied under Marsilio Ficino.
7z3a1THkEb4-00458-00155688-00155995 And he's come up before in previous podcasts.
7z3a1THkEb4-00459-00155995-00156234 The the one we did about "Coach".
7z3a1THkEb4-00460-00156294-00156333 Okay.
7z3a1THkEb4-00461-00156402-00156529 As a Neo-platonist.
7z3a1THkEb4-00462-00156529-00156538 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00463-00156642-00156907 And adopted his teacher's Neoplatonism.
7z3a1THkEb4-00464-00156907-00157322 And then to Mantua to the court of Isabella and Federico.
7z3a1THkEb4-00465-00157334-00158025 In 1511 Equicola wrote Isabella, that he was continuing to stay in Ferrara
7z3a1THkEb4-00466-00158121-00158636 at the court of Duke, Alfonso, her brother in order to prepare in writing
7z3a1THkEb4-00467-00158697-00159075 six Fabulae, fables, stories,  stories.
7z3a1THkEb4-00468-00159126-00159805 Or 'istorie', histories to be painted for the decoration of one
7z3a1THkEb4-00469-00159805-00160339 of the Duke's rooms, the camerino d'alabastro , the alabaster chamber.
7z3a1THkEb4-00470-00160357-00160381 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00471-00160438-00160826 And as we'll hear in more detail in a minute this is the kind of
7z3a1THkEb4-00472-00160831-00161075 plan, artistic plan that Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00473-00161151-00161646 Presented to Bellini for the initial concept of the painting.
7z3a1THkEb4-00474-00161649-00161658 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00475-00161658-00161974 It transformed greatly by the time the work was done.
7z3a1THkEb4-00476-00161979-00162452 But she had in mind a certain historia that she wanted represented in.
7z3a1THkEb4-00477-00162452-00162482 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00478-00162521-00162626 In art.
7z3a1THkEb4-00479-00162695-00163009 It wasn't as far as I know, by Equicola.
7z3a1THkEb4-00480-00163038-00163285 But it's the same sort of thing that he was preparing.
7z3a1THkEb4-00481-00163300-00163308 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00482-00163310-00164027 So these paintings among them, the Feast of the Gods and Bacchus and Ariadne were
7z3a1THkEb4-00483-00164027-00164303 executed by Giovanni Bellini and Titian.
7z3a1THkEb4-00484-00164367-00164416 Okay.
7z3a1THkEb4-00485-00164494-00164861 Equicola's sources were exhaustive, both classical and contemporary.
7z3a1THkEb4-00486-00164861-00165236 He may have been commissioned to Allegorize the marriage of Alfonso
7z3a1THkEb4-00487-00165257-00165482 and Lucretia Borgia in 1501.
7z3a1THkEb4-00488-00165533-00165548 Hmm.
7z3a1THkEb4-00489-00165632-00166129 So  Equicola expressed an interest in contemporary vernacular poetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-00490-00166130-00166510 He was one of the first scholars to bring attention to the inventions
7z3a1THkEb4-00491-00166510-00166996 of the troubadours and traced the origins of vernacular poetry to them.
7z3a1THkEb4-00492-00167023-00167494 He also was one of the first scholars to praise women as exceeding men in
7z3a1THkEb4-00493-00167494-00167959 their excellence in his little treatise De Mulieribus, right, about women.
7z3a1THkEb4-00494-00168013-00168501 In 1517, he accompanied his patroness, well, there's patroness for you,  he
7z3a1THkEb4-00495-00168502-00169060 accompanied his patroness on a pilgrimage to Saint-Maximin-la-Sainte-Baume, which
7z3a1THkEb4-00496-00169060-00169235 I, I assume how that's pronounced.
7z3a1THkEb4-00497-00169235-00169352 I've never heard of this place,
7z3a1THkEb4-00498-00169352-00169437 Aven: so I dunno.
7z3a1THkEb4-00499-00169438-00169586 Yeah, I can't correct you specifically.
7z3a1THkEb4-00500-00169592-00169847 Mark: Which took them through Provence, where he availed
7z3a1THkEb4-00501-00169848-00170133 himself of the archives of Aix.
7z3a1THkEb4-00502-00170267-00170368 Aven: Ikes Ikes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00503-00170399-00170402 Aye?
7z3a1THkEb4-00504-00170429-00170663 I've never, I don't know, I've never known how to pronounce that.
7z3a1THkEb4-00505-00170675-00171056 Mark: So he's, he's quite an interesting figure in his own right, and has, very,
7z3a1THkEb4-00506-00171056-00171254 significant relationship with Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00507-00171260-00171281 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00508-00171288-00171805 And so, you know, the last little bit that I want to talk about Isabella and Bellini
7z3a1THkEb4-00509-00171848-00172162 is her negotiations with the artist.
7z3a1THkEb4-00510-00172167-00172748 So the initial negotiations and at various points during the whole thing were done
7z3a1THkEb4-00511-00172748-00173063 indirectly through various go-betweens.
7z3a1THkEb4-00512-00173063-00173438 There are some letters written directly by her to Bellini.
7z3a1THkEb4-00513-00173450-00173483 Aven: Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00514-00173520-00173694 And her archive of letters survives.
7z3a1THkEb4-00515-00173694-00173784 This is her archives of
7z3a1THkEb4-00516-00173784-00173859 Mark: letters survives.
7z3a1THkEb4-00517-00173860-00174322 So we, we know all of this So it, the initial stages were conducted
7z3a1THkEb4-00518-00174322-00174490 by a man named Michele Vianello.
7z3a1THkEb4-00519-00174607-00174654 Okay.
7z3a1THkEb4-00520-00174660-00175299 And one interesting very small detail that I didn't pick up on at the time,
7z3a1THkEb4-00521-00175300-00175665 but it had, I done so I probably might have mentioned, but it's, it's kind of
7z3a1THkEb4-00522-00175665-00176196 coincidental, but Isabella's Messenger, who is mentioned in the letters is
7z3a1THkEb4-00523-00176197-00176888 coincidentally named Cipriano, presumably no relationship to the Cipriani family.
7z3a1THkEb4-00524-00176891-00176906 No.
7z3a1THkEb4-00525-00176932-00177355 But I just thought it was quite, quite an interesting little coincidence.
7z3a1THkEb4-00526-00177388-00178050 So what I wanna do is you know, just read some little bits about this negotiation.
7z3a1THkEb4-00527-00178052-00178329 I'm not gonna read out the, original text of it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00528-00178329-00178494 I don't actually have translations.
7z3a1THkEb4-00529-00178495-00178650 I have summaries of each letter.
7z3a1THkEb4-00530-00178653-00178683 Okay.
7z3a1THkEb4-00531-00178690-00179214 And I have some facsimiles of the manuscript, but that's in Italian in yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00532-00179244-00179509 Renaissance book hand Italian.
7z3a1THkEb4-00533-00179509-00180019 Yeah.That's not gonna work a little bit beyond my paleo graphical experience
7z3a1THkEb4-00534-00180034-00180103 Aven: and linguistics.
7z3a1THkEb4-00535-00180130-00180145 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00536-00180145-00180424 I mean, even if you could transcribe it, you couldn't translate it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00537-00180449-00180469 Mark: Translate it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00538-00180469-00180497 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00539-00180504-00180784 But, you know, some of these descriptions are actually
7z3a1THkEb4-00540-00180785-00180964 quite interesting on their own.
7z3a1THkEb4-00541-00181009-00181664 So in a letter dated 1501 5th of March from that guy Vianello to
7z3a1THkEb4-00542-00181669-00182146 Isabella,  he says Bellini has been told that Isabella wants a storia.
7z3a1THkEb4-00543-00182268-00182868 Bellini told Villa that he had to continue working in the Ducal Palace and that he
7z3a1THkEb4-00544-00182868-00183354 was forced to work there all morning, but that he would manage to find some time
7z3a1THkEb4-00545-00183357-00183576 every day in order to please Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00546-00183612-00184017 Bellini has many other works to do, and he thinks that he will need
7z3a1THkEb4-00547-00184032-00184344 one and a half years to do hers.
7z3a1THkEb4-00548-00184365-00184771 He asks for 150 ducats but Vianello thinks that he will
7z3a1THkEb4-00549-00184771-00184990 be willing to reduce it to 100.
7z3a1THkEb4-00550-00185070-00185394 So there is a, you know, some haggling about the price in these letter.
7z3a1THkEb4-00551-00185394-00185487 Of course that goes on.
7z3a1THkEb4-00552-00185494-00186047 So in another letter 1501 10th of March, Isabella to Vianello she wants Bellini's
7z3a1THkEb4-00553-00186047-00186494 price reduced to 100 ducks 18 months seems too long to her as she wants
7z3a1THkEb4-00554-00186494-00186716 Bellini's picture completed in a year.
7z3a1THkEb4-00555-00186752-00187187 Bellini still has to work in the Doge's Palace, but he is a good master
7z3a1THkEb4-00556-00187193-00187397 and will be able to find the time.
7z3a1THkEb4-00557-00187421-00187769 She will close the deal at 100 ducats and she will be satisfied
7z3a1THkEb4-00558-00187769-00187919 if he finishes, it in a year.
7z3a1THkEb4-00559-00187989-00188271 Then 1501, 1st of April, Vianello to Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00560-00188286-00188679 He has been to see Bellini several times and has told him what Isabella wants.
7z3a1THkEb4-00561-00188703-00189001 They have agreed to a price of 100 ducats and that the work
7z3a1THkEb4-00562-00189001-00189151 will be finished in one year.
7z3a1THkEb4-00563-00189189-00189454 Bellini has promised to be as quick as possible.
7z3a1THkEb4-00564-00189455-00189715 He insists on an advance of 25 ducats.
7z3a1THkEb4-00565-00189748-00190030 He will begin work after the Easter holiday.
7z3a1THkEb4-00566-00190051-00190301 So remember that 25 Ducats.
7z3a1THkEb4-00567-00190323-00190892 Then a letter 1501 25th June Vianello to Isabella Bellini does not like the
7z3a1THkEb4-00568-00190895-00191357 historia that he has been given, and he is not very willing to do it because he knows
7z3a1THkEb4-00569-00191358-00191828 that Isabella is a good judge of painting, and that the work will be compared
7z3a1THkEb4-00570-00191828-00192190 with that work by Andrea  Montegna.
7z3a1THkEb4-00571-00192223-00192321 Remember him?
7z3a1THkEb4-00572-00192321-00192384 The brother-in-law.
7z3a1THkEb4-00573-00192384-00192483 The brother-in-law, yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00574-00192487-00192511 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00575-00192528-00192792 So he's worried about his work, not
7z3a1THkEb4-00576-00192826-00193030 Aven: That's the sort of thing says when he doesn't, I guess.
7z3a1THkEb4-00577-00193060-00193342 Well, that's what you say when you don't wanna do something is, oh, I
7z3a1THkEb4-00578-00193342-00193468 don't think I could do it well enough.
7z3a1THkEb4-00579-00193471-00193489 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00580-00193538-00193762 Rather than, that's a stupid story and I don't wanna do it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00581-00193767-00193810 Do it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00582-00193810-00193830 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00583-00193975-00194499 Mark: Bellini wants to excel and he says that given the istoria, he cannot do a
7z3a1THkEb4-00584-00194499-00194985 good painting because it has nothing good in it and he is most unwilling to do it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00585-00194991-00195480 Vianello is sure that given the istoria, Bellini will not
7z3a1THkEb4-00586-00195480-00195678 give Isabella what she wants.
7z3a1THkEb4-00587-00195726-00196185 He advises her to leave Bellini free to do what he wants for, for,
7z3a1THkEb4-00588-00196185-00196380 then she will be better served.
7z3a1THkEb4-00589-00196404-00196632 He will do nothing further without her advice.
7z3a1THkEb4-00590-00196651-00196712 All right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00591-00196742-00196805 Next.
7z3a1THkEb4-00592-00196822-00196903 1501.
7z3a1THkEb4-00593-00196927-00197029 28th June.
7z3a1THkEb4-00594-00197033-00197640 Isabella gives way over the subject, Bellini can invent his own.
7z3a1THkEb4-00595-00197691-00197982 There's a little comment here by the writer of this article
7z3a1THkEb4-00596-00197982-00198071 that I'm getting this from.
7z3a1THkEb4-00597-00198071-00198273 , and I'll put, I'll give all those details.
7z3a1THkEb4-00598-00198275-00198466 We'll, we'll put them in the the show notes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00599-00198466-00198959 But he says, "the ease with which Isabella gives way is rather surprising as is
7z3a1THkEb4-00600-00198959-00199459 her willingness to accept a painting only loosely related to Montegna's.
7z3a1THkEb4-00601-00199492-00199867 Modern writers have tended to overemphasize the iconographic
7z3a1THkEb4-00602-00199867-00200302 unity and paid less attention to the purely acquisitive collector
7z3a1THkEb4-00603-00200302-00200548 instincts underlying the initial plan.
7z3a1THkEb4-00604-00200581-00200962 Isabella was certainly not insisting on an allegorical painting.
7z3a1THkEb4-00605-00200983-00201406 She's willing to accept a painting illustrating a scene from classical
7z3a1THkEb4-00606-00201406-00201617 history or from mythology".
7z3a1THkEb4-00607-00201691-00202224 Skipping forward a a little while 1502 10th August Isabella to  Vianello,
7z3a1THkEb4-00608-00202243-00202616 if Bellini hasn't begun her painting, let him give her money back.
7z3a1THkEb4-00609-00202658-00202967 So this is the first sign of kind of trouble.
7z3a1THkEb4-00610-00202970-00202994 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00611-00203043-00203286 1502 31st of August.
7z3a1THkEb4-00612-00203298-00203637 this is Lorenzo Di Pavia, another kind of go-between figure.
7z3a1THkEb4-00613-00203662-00204019 so Bini hasn't started her picture, but not because he and Vianello
7z3a1THkEb4-00614-00204055-00204205 haven't pressed him to do so.
7z3a1THkEb4-00615-00204229-00204574 Lorenzo had always thought that Bellini wouldn't do it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00616-00204619-00204907 He had recently told Isabella that Bellini wasn't the man.
7z3a1THkEb4-00617-00204919-00205120 He says he will do them, but he never does.
7z3a1THkEb4-00618-00205150-00205396 Lorenzo has a friend who is a poet.
7z3a1THkEb4-00619-00205429-00205840 He has asked him to find some istoria that would be easy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00620-00205870-00206477 He encloses it, but it is clear to him that Bellini doesn't want to do anything.
7z3a1THkEb4-00621-00206477-00206828 Vianello is trying to get the 25 ducats back and will keep
7z3a1THkEb4-00622-00206828-00207191 her informed of everything.
7z3a1THkEb4-00623-00207378-00207756 1502 15th of October Vianello to Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00624-00207807-00208155 Bellini agrees to paint an excellent precepio.
7z3a1THkEb4-00625-00208260-00208754 if she wishes he will do it on the canvas that was made for her Camerino picture.
7z3a1THkEb4-00626-00208787-00209195 He will begin at once and asks for 100 ducats, the price that
7z3a1THkEb4-00627-00209195-00209385 was fixed for the other painting.
7z3a1THkEb4-00628-00209406-00209727 Will Isabella let him know if she agrees?
7z3a1THkEb4-00629-00209736-00209769 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00630-00209769-00210400 So this is when we move to some kind of nativity like subject and away from
7z3a1THkEb4-00631-00210404-00210650 some mythology piece or allegorical
7z3a1THkEb4-00632-00210650-00210719 Aven: historical piece
7z3a1THkEb4-00633-00210719-00210755 Mark: or something.
7z3a1THkEb4-00634-00210755-00210773 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00635-00210773-00210790 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00636-00210792-00211099 1502 20th of October, Isabella to Vianello.
7z3a1THkEb4-00637-00211135-00211598 She is pleased that Bellini will paint a percepio in place of the Historia.
7z3a1THkEb4-00638-00211653-00212041 She doesn't want the work to be the same size as the latter.
7z3a1THkEb4-00639-00212041-00212403 She will give the measurements to her husband's secretary, who
7z3a1THkEb4-00640-00212403-00212622 is also the bearer of the letter.
7z3a1THkEb4-00641-00212670-00212979 She wants to put the Percepio in a bedroom.
7z3a1THkEb4-00642-00213018-00213298 So originally she was looking for something for her study.
7z3a1THkEb4-00643-00213355-00213825 Now because of the change in subject, it's more fitting for a bedroom piece.
7z3a1THkEb4-00644-00213825-00213990 And she wants it for cheaper therefore.
7z3a1THkEb4-00645-00213997-00214311 It doesn't seem right to her that Bellini should have the same fee for
7z3a1THkEb4-00646-00214311-00214696 the istoria which would've required more figures than a nativity.
7z3a1THkEb4-00647-00214784-00215317 Vianello can offer him 40 or 50 ducats as this seems a fair price, reserving
7z3a1THkEb4-00648-00215317-00215705 the right to give him more or less, according to his opinion of its merit.
7z3a1THkEb4-00649-00215750-00216120 If Bellini seems inclined to leave the percepio to paint some other
7z3a1THkEb4-00650-00216120-00216564 invention she would be happier with a nativity because she hasn't yet
7z3a1THkEb4-00651-00216564-00216744 got a painting of that subject.
7z3a1THkEb4-00652-00216827-00217347 so you can see the degree to which the patron, at least in this particular
7z3a1THkEb4-00653-00217347-00217798 negotiation has in terms of the, like, not just the content, but the
7z3a1THkEb4-00654-00217798-00217992 size and the purpose of the painting.
7z3a1THkEb4-00655-00217992-00218173 Like it's very specific.
7z3a1THkEb4-00656-00218203-00218602 1502 12th of November, Isabella, to Vianello.
7z3a1THkEb4-00657-00218607-00219095 Bellini is resolved to paint a picture of the Madonna and Child and St.
7z3a1THkEb4-00658-00219095-00219338 John the Baptist in place of the nativity.
7z3a1THkEb4-00659-00219349-00219744 She would like him to include a Saint Jerome and other inventione
7z3a1THkEb4-00660-00219744-00219922 that seems suitable to him.
7z3a1THkEb4-00661-00219928-00220398 She agrees to the 50 Ducat fee impress on Bellini that she wants it quickly.
7z3a1THkEb4-00662-00220479-00220908 1504, 10th April Isabella to Alvis Marcello.
7z3a1THkEb4-00663-00220950-00221487 Three years have passed since she gave 25 ducats to Bellini for Una Historia
7z3a1THkEb4-00664-00221517-00221736 that was to be placed in her studio.
7z3a1THkEb4-00665-00221763-00222123 Later he changed it to a Percepio del Salvatore.
7z3a1THkEb4-00666-00222123-00222522 Bellini hasn't the slightest excuse for not returning her money.
7z3a1THkEb4-00667-00222543-00222969 Marcello must summon Bellini and demand her 25 Ducats.
7z3a1THkEb4-00668-00223011-00223413 He is not to accept any excuse or an offer to do the painting
7z3a1THkEb4-00669-00223431-00223614 because she doesn't want it anymore.
7z3a1THkEb4-00670-00223665-00224034 , he could men he could mention the affair to the Doge.
7z3a1THkEb4-00671-00224201-00224380 So things are really breaking down.
7z3a1THkEb4-00672-00224392-00224718 1504 10th April Isabella to Lorenzo Di Pavia.
7z3a1THkEb4-00673-00224725-00225027 She cannot stand any more Bellini's villainy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00674-00225064-00225463 She wants her money back and unless the picture is finished, she will
7z3a1THkEb4-00675-00225472-00225927 ask Alvis Marcello to get it returned so that she can escape from the
7z3a1THkEb4-00676-00225927-00226191 clutches of such an ungrateful man
7z3a1THkEb4-00677-00226259-00226684 If Alvis is unable to obtain the money, he must appeal to the Doge.
7z3a1THkEb4-00678-00226714-00226969 She sends her greetings to Vianello.
7z3a1THkEb4-00679-00226969-00227008 So it
7z3a1THkEb4-00680-00227008-00227111 Aven: gets rancorous.
7z3a1THkEb4-00681-00227134-00227164 Mark: Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00682-00227164-00227171 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00683-00227175-00227535 1504 2nd of July, Giovanni Bellini to Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00684-00227583-00227997 On bended knee, he asks her forgiveness for the delay , which
7z3a1THkEb4-00685-00228001-00228412 was due to the pressure of work and not to any neglect of her orders,
7z3a1THkEb4-00686-00228413-00228655 which are engraved in his heart.
7z3a1THkEb4-00687-00228694-00229030 If his work doesn't satisfy her great wisdom and experience,
7z3a1THkEb4-00688-00229042-00229369 it must be attributed to the limitation of his ability.
7z3a1THkEb4-00689-00229399-00229420 Aven: Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00690-00229420-00229712 So he's finally writing directly because he, he's writing directly.
7z3a1THkEb4-00691-00229713-00229790 Now he has to grovel.
7z3a1THkEb4-00692-00229801-00229834 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00693-00229975-00230050 Mark: 1504.
7z3a1THkEb4-00694-00230050-00230419 Sixth July Lorenzo De Pavia to Isabella.
7z3a1THkEb4-00695-00230458-00230911 He has discussed Bellini's picture with Alvis Marcello on several occasions.
7z3a1THkEb4-00696-00230911-00231274 Marcello cannot do anything about the 25 ducats.
7z3a1THkEb4-00697-00231313-00231556 That morning Lorenzo had been to see Bellini.
7z3a1THkEb4-00698-00231556-00231978 The painting is finished and it is beautiful and has turned out
7z3a1THkEb4-00699-00231978-00232185 much better than he anticipated.
7z3a1THkEb4-00700-00232197-00232371 He is sure that she will like it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00701-00232399-00232737 In this painting, Bellini has exerted himself  out of respect for Montegna.
7z3a1THkEb4-00702-00232770-00233223 It is true that he doesn't get anywhere near Montegna in inventione.
7z3a1THkEb4-00703-00233226-00233704 He advises her to accept the work, but if she doesn't want it he has found a
7z3a1THkEb4-00704-00233704-00233963 buyer so that she need not lose any money.
7z3a1THkEb4-00705-00234027-00234210 He will do nothing without her orders.
7z3a1THkEb4-00706-00234234-00234703 Bellini has behaved very badly and he has plenty of excuses.
7z3a1THkEb4-00707-00234704-00235155 Lorenzo wants her to have a work by Bellini, which is amongst the finest
7z3a1THkEb4-00708-00235155-00235619 in Italy and there won't be much chance of obtaining another from him since he
7z3a1THkEb4-00709-00235619-00235868 is old, and he will go into decline.
7z3a1THkEb4-00710-00235929-00236271 If she wishes Bellini will make a most beautiful frame.
7z3a1THkEb4-00711-00236279-00236567 He will take the measurements and send the picture.
7z3a1THkEb4-00712-00236661-00236820 1504 ninth July.
7z3a1THkEb4-00713-00236820-00237013 Isabella to Giovanni Bellini.
7z3a1THkEb4-00714-00237051-00237465 She hopes that the picture will live up to his reputation, and if it does,
7z3a1THkEb4-00715-00237465-00237906 she will be satisfied and will forgive the wrong he has done her by his delay.
7z3a1THkEb4-00716-00237942-00238305 She has asked Lorenzo Di Pavia to pay him 25 ducats.
7z3a1THkEb4-00717-00238341-00238786 If she can be of any assistance to him, she will be glad to help.
7z3a1THkEb4-00718-00238787-00239200 And one last little coda to this one last letter.
7z3a1THkEb4-00719-00239204-00239315 1505.
7z3a1THkEb4-00720-00239360-00239578 So we're already now at 1505.
7z3a1THkEb4-00721-00239583-00239951 Isabella to Gianna Bini 1505 19th of October, I should say.
7z3a1THkEb4-00722-00240046-00240387 She has accepted the Percepio in exchange for the Historia
7z3a1THkEb4-00723-00240387-00240585 which he had first promised her.
7z3a1THkEb4-00724-00240591-00241128 She likes the former very much, and it is dear to her as any of her pictures.
7z3a1THkEb4-00725-00241242-00241269 So,
7z3a1THkEb4-00726-00241278-00241503 Aven: finally satisfied, satisfied, or at least polite.
7z3a1THkEb4-00727-00241503-00241545 Mark: Yes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00728-00241632-00242106 And apparently she was not known for being needlessly praising things she didn't
7z3a1THkEb4-00729-00242106-00242430 like, so just an interesting little window
7z3a1THkEb4-00730-00242435-00242624 Aven: Into the back and forth and Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00731-00242633-00242726 Yeah, for sure.
7z3a1THkEb4-00732-00242780-00242798 And
7z3a1THkEb4-00733-00242798-00243412 Mark: then the final thing I wanted to touch on   is kind of what happens next.
7z3a1THkEb4-00734-00243418-00244003 So it's a little chain that takes us from the style of art after the Quattrocento,
7z3a1THkEb4-00735-00244078-00244510 after this period of, you know, late 15th century, early 16th century Italy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00736-00244516-00244900 And takes us to the word propaganda since we talked about propaganda.
7z3a1THkEb4-00737-00244912-00244948 Okay.
7z3a1THkEb4-00738-00244991-00245360 So first of all, there's a style of art called mannerism that
7z3a1THkEb4-00739-00245360-00245692 kind of followed this in the renaissance, this latter style.
7z3a1THkEb4-00740-00245693-00245818 In, in the latter Renaissance.
7z3a1THkEb4-00741-00245825-00246055 In the latter part of the Italian Renaissance, a new style of
7z3a1THkEb4-00742-00246055-00246260 painting emerged called mannerism.
7z3a1THkEb4-00743-00246260-00246833 It's in some ways an extension of, and a reaction to the art of the high
7z3a1THkEb4-00744-00246833-00247268 Renaissance instead of the harmony and balance of the high Renaissance.
7z3a1THkEb4-00745-00247286-00247670 Mannerism is characterized by exaggeration and asymmetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-00746-00247742-00248102 Elements of mannerism can already be seen in the later works of painters
7z3a1THkEb4-00747-00248102-00248614 such as the Florentine, Michelangelo but it is most evident in somewhat later
7z3a1THkEb4-00748-00248614-00249135 artists in Rome and Florence between 1520 and the end of the 16th century.
7z3a1THkEb4-00749-00249176-00249396 Though not so much amongst the Venetian painters.
7z3a1THkEb4-00750-00249429-00249947 Now what comes  at this point in time is the Reformation and   counter Reformation.
7z3a1THkEb4-00751-00249977-00250361 So the Protestant Reformation and the Catholic church's response to
7z3a1THkEb4-00752-00250361-00250721 this known as the Counter Reformation had an important influence on
7z3a1THkEb4-00753-00250769-00250916 artistic styles going forward.
7z3a1THkEb4-00754-00250952-00251448 Many reformers were concerned about the idolatry of religious art, so
7z3a1THkEb4-00755-00251448-00251678 there was an element of iconoclasm
7z3a1THkEb4-00756-00251685-00251709 Aven: here.
7z3a1THkEb4-00757-00251729-00252205 , only a a millennium later than in the East, but yes,
7z3a1THkEb4-00758-00252232-00252379 Mark: Well, and so this is the point.
7z3a1THkEb4-00759-00252379-00252628 This is a different iconiclasm, but it's kind of
7z3a1THkEb4-00760-00252637-00252733 Aven: similar in a lot of ways.
7z3a1THkEb4-00761-00252733-00252871 Based in some ways on the same idea.
7z3a1THkEb4-00762-00252871-00252889 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00763-00252944-00253606 Mark: So the word iconoclasts comes from Greek eikonos, image and klastes, breaker.
7z3a1THkEb4-00764-00253649-00254069 It originally referred to the destroyers of religious icons in the Eastern
7z3a1THkEb4-00765-00254069-00254276 church in the eighth and ninth century.
7z3a1THkEb4-00766-00254281-00254779 But subsequently, it was applied to Protestants in the 16th and 17th century
7z3a1THkEb4-00767-00254794-00254985 who vandalized Catholic churches.
7z3a1THkEb4-00768-00254988-00255568 By the 19th century, the word iconoclasts could be used metaphorically to
7z3a1THkEb4-00769-00255568-00256002 refer to someone who attacked any traditional or orthodox beliefs.
7z3a1THkEb4-00770-00256047-00256683 Well, the response to the reformation was the Counter Reformation, which was
7z3a1THkEb4-00771-00256683-00257235 the Catholic church basically doubling down on the core values of Catholic.
7z3a1THkEb4-00772-00257275-00257476 Aven: And what set it apart from the Protestants
7z3a1THkEb4-00773-00257476-00257498 Mark: yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00774-00257498-00257518 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00775-00257524-00258158 So the core Catholic beliefs, so in particular it related to religious art.
7z3a1THkEb4-00776-00258160-00258718 In the final session of the Council of Trent in 1563, it was decreed
7z3a1THkEb4-00777-00258718-00259275 that veneration should be directed at the person depicted in the art, not,
7z3a1THkEb4-00778-00259275-00259414 not in the art, the image itself.
7z3a1THkEb4-00779-00259414-00259850 And to that end, they wanted to clamp down on the excessiveness in
7z3a1THkEb4-00780-00259850-00260259 the artworks focusing instead on clearly understandable subjects.
7z3a1THkEb4-00781-00260265-00260289 Aven: Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00782-00260334-00260684 So that you were paying attention to the story that was biblical.
7z3a1THkEb4-00783-00260690-00260705 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00784-00260705-00260948 Not the beauty of the dress or whatever.
7z3a1THkEb4-00785-00260948-00260992 Exactly.
7z3a1THkEb4-00786-00261030-00261461 Mark: So they rejected the use of nudity and pagan elements
7z3a1THkEb4-00787-00261461-00261682 drawn from classical mythology.
7z3a1THkEb4-00788-00261697-00262126 So in other words, art was supposed to promote those core Catholic values.
7z3a1THkEb4-00789-00262150-00262385 It was kind of propaganda for the church.
7z3a1THkEb4-00790-00262450-00262989 And indeed both sides of the reformation engaged in aggressive propaganda wars.
7z3a1THkEb4-00791-00262990-00263358 As it was right around this time that the printing press was developed,
7z3a1THkEb4-00792-00263361-00263667 making mass media propaganda possible for the very first time.
7z3a1THkEb4-00793-00263711-00263990 Pamphlets were being the thing distributed.
7z3a1THkEb4-00794-00264020-00264090 All over the place.
7z3a1THkEb4-00795-00264123-00264327 And so for the word propaganda itself.
7z3a1THkEb4-00796-00264327-00265012 Well, in 1622, Pope Gregory the 15th established the Sacra Congregatio de
7z3a1THkEb4-00797-00265012-00265518 Propaganda Fide, the holy Congregation for the propagation of the faith.
7z3a1THkEb4-00798-00265530-00265863 Whose job it was to oversee missionary work of the church.
7z3a1THkEb4-00799-00265864-00266328 . And in particular, the church was worried that the new colonial expansion around
7z3a1THkEb4-00800-00266328-00266865 the world was mainly in the Protestant hands of the Dutch and the English.
7z3a1THkEb4-00801-00266865-00267265 And they hoped to contain the spread of Protestantism through
7z3a1THkEb4-00802-00267266-00267400 their missionary efforts.
7z3a1THkEb4-00803-00267400-00267715 , you know so here are all these Protestants going around the
7z3a1THkEb4-00804-00267715-00267874 world, making more Protestants.
7z3a1THkEb4-00805-00267901-00268060 We gotta do something.
7z3a1THkEb4-00806-00268065-00268470 And it is from this congregation that we get the word propaganda.
7z3a1THkEb4-00807-00268470-00268963 So propaganda fide, the propagation of the faith is the gerundive of the Latin
7z3a1THkEb4-00808-00268963-00269269 verb propagare to spread or increase.
7z3a1THkEb4-00809-00269269-00269301 Mm.
7z3a1THkEb4-00810-00269346-00269856 The word propaganda gained its modern political sense in World War I, which
7z3a1THkEb4-00811-00269856-00270374 featured the first large scale use of propaganda by governments to unify their
7z3a1THkEb4-00812-00270374-00270594 own populace and demonize the enemy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00813-00270597-00271045 And bring it right up to the mostly present.
7z3a1THkEb4-00814-00271047-00271449 Today the word propaganda has gained a pejorative sense of
7z3a1THkEb4-00815-00271449-00271782 governments indoctrinating the people with false information.
7z3a1THkEb4-00816-00271830-00272325 Though the sense is perhaps continuing to widen beyond just government and is being
7z3a1THkEb4-00817-00272325-00272699 joined by newer terms such as fake news.
7z3a1THkEb4-00818-00272715-00272892 And alternative facts,
7z3a1THkEb4-00819-00272964-00273101 And there we go.
7z3a1THkEb4-00820-00273101-00273467 From the Italian Renaissance styles of arts to propaganda.
7z3a1THkEb4-00821-00273485-00273569 Aven: Okay, good.
7z3a1THkEb4-00822-00273571-00274202 Well I don't have any good segue from that, so I will just go on to
7z3a1THkEb4-00823-00274205-00274668 what I wanted to add to it, which in the video you cover, as I recall,
7z3a1THkEb4-00824-00274668-00274857 I was involved in writing of it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00825-00274862-00275244 You cover Roman patronage  , the basics of it fairly well.
7z3a1THkEb4-00826-00275279-00275661 But I wanted to return to that because that is an important part of this whole
7z3a1THkEb4-00827-00275661-00275907 story and of the idea of patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-00828-00275907-00276349 And it does tie into the propaganda a little bit with the way Maecenas
7z3a1THkEb4-00829-00276354-00276597 was characterized by some scholars.
7z3a1THkEb4-00830-00276648-00276852 Mark: And indeed you dissertated on this.
7z3a1THkEb4-00831-00276921-00276975 Aven: Well, yes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00832-00276975-00277462 So my dissertation was on liberalitas in poets of the
7z3a1THkEb4-00833-00277468-00277660 Late Republic and early empire.
7z3a1THkEb4-00834-00277660-00277958 And Liberalitas is the word liberality.
7z3a1THkEb4-00835-00277959-00278474 It means generosity, but it's one of the terms that is used to sort
7z3a1THkEb4-00836-00278474-00278965 of by the Romans themselves to sum up this, what we call patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-00837-00279019-00279325 So yes, obviously if I wrote my dissertation on it, I could talk
7z3a1THkEb4-00838-00279325-00279580 about it at great length, but I won't.
7z3a1THkEb4-00839-00279676-00280116 but I thought I'd just talk a little more about literary and artistic patronage
7z3a1THkEb4-00840-00280116-00280545 in particular, and a bit of the history of that, because I think it is, you,
7z3a1THkEb4-00841-00280545-00280935 you know, you raised the point in the video about the difference between
7z3a1THkEb4-00842-00280935-00281420 the, what we think of as a literary, artistic patrons now as you know spending
7z3a1THkEb4-00843-00281420-00281837 money on institutions or buying works of art once they have been produced.
7z3a1THkEb4-00844-00281897-00282512 Or giving money to foundations that then distribute money through grants.
7z3a1THkEb4-00845-00282512-00282533 Right?
7z3a1THkEb4-00846-00282533-00283026 The sort of generalized support for artists doing their thing.
7z3a1THkEb4-00847-00283069-00283483 And then what they get in return for that is, the good reputation and the
7z3a1THkEb4-00848-00283483-00284008 prestige and presumably satisfaction, personal satisfaction connected with
7z3a1THkEb4-00849-00284008-00284314 doing good in the world and producing more art and having their name be
7z3a1THkEb4-00850-00284314-00284461 known and the sort of fame of it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00851-00284542-00285007 And all of those things are certainly relevant to the, to the ancient form.
7z3a1THkEb4-00852-00285043-00285496 But just like in the Renaissance, it's a bit of a different dynamic
7z3a1THkEb4-00853-00285499-00285716 and a different situation.
7z3a1THkEb4-00854-00285716-00286012 And a lot of that has to do with who were the artists and what
7z3a1THkEb4-00855-00286012-00286190 their relationships were to people.
7z3a1THkEb4-00856-00286229-00286451 So let me just start first with just a little quick
7z3a1THkEb4-00857-00286451-00286675 recapitulation of Patronage at Rome.
7z3a1THkEb4-00858-00286722-00287212 So Patronage is this vertical relationship that kind of crosses and
7z3a1THkEb4-00859-00287212-00287419 connects the horizontal classes, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-00860-00287419-00287785 So you've got a very stratified society at Rome with people at
7z3a1THkEb4-00861-00287785-00288246 different statuses and financial levels and these sort of horizontal
7z3a1THkEb4-00862-00288246-00288384 classes that are very well defined.
7z3a1THkEb4-00863-00288414-00288825 And then the relationships of patronage cross that in a vertical way so
7z3a1THkEb4-00864-00288825-00289398 that they, people at one level are connected to people at other levels.
7z3a1THkEb4-00865-00289437-00290007 It also functions in many ways, as a sort of basic social safety net.
7z3a1THkEb4-00866-00290061-00290637 So it allows for, in a world that has no, you know, help for the poor
7z3a1THkEb4-00867-00290637-00291048 and doesn't have institutionalized charity in the way that the Christian
7z3a1THkEb4-00868-00291048-00291618 Church then later on developed and that doesn't have retirement savings
7z3a1THkEb4-00869-00291618-00291630 Mark: and
7z3a1THkEb4-00870-00291683-00292186 So for, for an older client, they could be they, they would've some measure
7z3a1THkEb4-00871-00292186-00292477 of security that their patron would.
7z3a1THkEb4-00872-00292550-00292868 Maybe be able to help them in, you know, once they were beyond
7z3a1THkEb4-00873-00292880-00292994 working years or whatever.
7z3a1THkEb4-00874-00293042-00293614 Aven: Maybe it's not impossible, it was no guarantee, but it was a level of
7z3a1THkEb4-00875-00293614-00294304 potential financial help or connections or support beyond the basic commercial
7z3a1THkEb4-00876-00294304-00294622 transactions of, you know, how do you get your money, you work for it.
7z3a1THkEb4-00877-00294706-00295098 So I'm not, I don't want to say that it was sort of a, a definite
7z3a1THkEb4-00878-00295099-00295230 pension plan or anything like that.
7z3a1THkEb4-00879-00295230-00295755 There was nothing that formalized, but it at least allowed for a
7z3a1THkEb4-00880-00295755-00296197 potential network of support that went beyond, you just have to work and
7z3a1THkEb4-00881-00296197-00296311 if you don't work, you have nothing.
7z3a1THkEb4-00882-00296337-00296706 I don't want to oversell it in terms of how well it functioned on that.
7z3a1THkEb4-00883-00296744-00297278 The primary function of patronage in the republic in particular and
7z3a1THkEb4-00884-00297278-00297567 later, but was for political purposes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00885-00297611-00297994 And so the basic system was that clients who were the lower classes
7z3a1THkEb4-00886-00298013-00298265 clients provided most crucially votes.
7z3a1THkEb4-00887-00298271-00298598 So they'd vote for their patron or for whomever their patron told them to vote
7z3a1THkEb4-00888-00298598-00299051 for, wouldn't necessarily be their patron, but they were a reliable voting block.
7z3a1THkEb4-00889-00299077-00299203 And audiences.
7z3a1THkEb4-00890-00299203-00299509 So they would go, when their patron or somebody they were supporting
7z3a1THkEb4-00891-00299509-00299725 made a speech, they would go and they would clap and they would
7z3a1THkEb4-00892-00299725-00299872 yell and they would be supportive.
7z3a1THkEb4-00893-00299938-00299950 And
7z3a1THkEb4-00894-00299950-00300394 Mark: so this is the situation where the, the patron would go around with a
7z3a1THkEb4-00895-00300394-00300673 nomenclator to remind him of who his Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00896-00300680-00300758 Who his clients were.
7z3a1THkEb4-00897-00300758-00300845 Who his clients were.
7z3a1THkEb4-00898-00300847-00300853 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00899-00300892-00301313 And also potentially some muscle to make sure the clients did what they were
7z3a1THkEb4-00900-00301313-00301375 Aven: supposed to do.
7z3a1THkEb4-00901-00301375-00301822 Well, , you really ought not need muscle to make your clients do what you wanted.
7z3a1THkEb4-00902-00301822-00301825 Okay?
7z3a1THkEb4-00903-00301849-00302224 What you did was you used your clients as muscle for people
7z3a1THkEb4-00904-00302224-00302371 who weren't your clients, okay?
7z3a1THkEb4-00905-00302380-00302649 If you had to use muscle to make your clients do what you wanted,
7z3a1THkEb4-00906-00302649-00302934 they weren't your clients and it was a very non-functional relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-00907-00302934-00303297 But they might indeed, they might provide you with a bodyguard, for instance.
7z3a1THkEb4-00908-00303297-00303648 They, in situations, certainly, I mean, normally you'd have a bodyguard who was
7z3a1THkEb4-00909-00303648-00304077 a enslaved person or something, but, but in situations of volatility, shall
7z3a1THkEb4-00910-00304077-00304368 we say, which certainly happened in the Republic and the late republic in
7z3a1THkEb4-00911-00304368-00304767 particular, when the streets weren't safe, your clients would come and form a
7z3a1THkEb4-00912-00304806-00305037 sort of group to, to protect you, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-00913-00305043-00305536 But in, in more functional times, they simply were the crowd, your, your
7z3a1THkEb4-00914-00305537-00305774 the claque is what it was known as.
7z3a1THkEb4-00915-00305774-00306233 In other periods of more recent history, they clapped for you.
7z3a1THkEb4-00916-00306233-00306611 They shouted down your opponents, they heckled your opponents.
7z3a1THkEb4-00917-00306611-00306726 They they went campaigning.
7z3a1THkEb4-00918-00306726-00306953 So they went to other people and, to persuade.
7z3a1THkEb4-00919-00306956-00307328 So they'd persuade other members of their guild or of their, streets or
7z3a1THkEb4-00920-00307328-00307448 neighborhoods, like the entourage of
7z3a1THkEb4-00921-00307448-00307490 Mark: modern day
7z3a1THkEb4-00922-00307490-00307579 Aven: celebrities.Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00923-00307580-00307718 Well, yes, absolutely.
7z3a1THkEb4-00924-00307718-00307849 And, but, but even more so.
7z3a1THkEb4-00925-00307854-00308149 , like they were really functional, but they also gave you prestige.
7z3a1THkEb4-00926-00308149-00308495 So one of the main jobs of a client, especially if their patron
7z3a1THkEb4-00927-00308496-00308922 was running for something, was to simply turn up in the morning every
7z3a1THkEb4-00928-00308922-00309066 day and accompany them everywhere.
7z3a1THkEb4-00929-00309066-00309432 A man in Rome who was of high status, who did not have a group around him
7z3a1THkEb4-00930-00309432-00309622 at all times it just wasn't done.
7z3a1THkEb4-00931-00309646-00309952 And the bigger the group, the more prestige you had.
7z3a1THkEb4-00932-00309976-00309985 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00933-00309985-00310048 Pretty straightforward.
7z3a1THkEb4-00934-00310075-00310220 So that was what they could do.
7z3a1THkEb4-00935-00310221-00310359 And that was the job of a client.
7z3a1THkEb4-00936-00310368-00310731 And then the patrons would provide one of the things they often
7z3a1THkEb4-00937-00310731-00311114 provided was something called a sportula, which was a little amount,
7z3a1THkEb4-00938-00311114-00311264 originally, a little amount of food.
7z3a1THkEb4-00939-00311279-00311534 So the clients would come in the morning and they'd be given a sort of little,
7z3a1THkEb4-00940-00311569-00311928 napkin filled with some bread and cheese, and then they'd be told what their
7z3a1THkEb4-00941-00311928-00312168 tasks were for the day, and then they'd go off and do that, because of course,
7z3a1THkEb4-00942-00312168-00312324 clients would often have to work as well.
7z3a1THkEb4-00943-00312324-00312563 So it was a sort of complicated process.
7z3a1THkEb4-00944-00312590-00312898 Later on that amount of food got replaced with money, so they'd
7z3a1THkEb4-00945-00312899-00312997 be given a little bit of money.
7z3a1THkEb4-00946-00313036-00313309 But it's important to understand that this is not just payment
7z3a1THkEb4-00947-00313309-00313467 for services rendered, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-00948-00313467-00313918 Like, even though that's what it looks like, it's really important
7z3a1THkEb4-00949-00313918-00314256 to, and this is true in societies all over the world, that just because
7z3a1THkEb4-00950-00314257-00314675 money changes hands does not mean it's a simple financial transaction.
7z3a1THkEb4-00951-00314678-00314702 Okay?
7z3a1THkEb4-00952-00314738-00314771 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00953-00314784-00314850 It's a gift.
7z3a1THkEb4-00954-00314853-00314946 It's a more like a gift.
7z3a1THkEb4-00955-00314946-00314974 All gift.
7z3a1THkEb4-00956-00314974-00315402 It's a gift and it's a gift that, and so yes, it's money, but you
7z3a1THkEb4-00957-00315402-00315684 could get money from somebody else and they wouldn't be your patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-00958-00315690-00316186 And I mean, it's sort of hard to put in to, to pin down what the difference
7z3a1THkEb4-00959-00316186-00316501 is, but it really mattered that it was your patron and the amount of money
7z3a1THkEb4-00960-00316501-00316642 wasn't necessarily very much at all.
7z3a1THkEb4-00961-00316642-00316720 Anthropologically
7z3a1THkEb4-00962-00316720-00316750 Mark: speaking.
7z3a1THkEb4-00963-00316750-00316756 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-00964-00316756-00316837 It's like a gift
7z3a1THkEb4-00965-00316837-00316870 Aven: economy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00966-00316870-00317002 It's, it is a gift economy.
7z3a1THkEb4-00967-00317002-00317146 It's, it's an a gift and obligation.
7z3a1THkEb4-00968-00317146-00317524 So, I mean, my, my dissertation was all about the asymmetrical
7z3a1THkEb4-00969-00317524-00317710 relationship of gift giving.
7z3a1THkEb4-00970-00317745-00318066 When you are in a position to give a gift to somebody, you impose
7z3a1THkEb4-00971-00318066-00318219 an obligation upon that person.
7z3a1THkEb4-00972-00318219-00318561 And so the reason it's not a financial transaction is if that client
7z3a1THkEb4-00973-00318561-00318909 turns up the next day and gave that money back, it would be irrelevant.
7z3a1THkEb4-00974-00318910-00318956 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00975-00318957-00318972 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00976-00318993-00319131 Doesn't change their obligation.
7z3a1THkEb4-00977-00319131-00319310 They can't, in fact, it would be an insult.
7z3a1THkEb4-00978-00319339-00319829 , they can't dispense with the obligation by simply repaying the money.
7z3a1THkEb4-00979-00319834-00320008 The gift.
7z3a1THkEb4-00980-00320075-00320170 was the important thing.
7z3a1THkEb4-00981-00320224-00320665 And so the only way to repay the obligation is to do
7z3a1THkEb4-00982-00320718-00320815 whatever you're asked to do.
7z3a1THkEb4-00983-00320842-00321115 But even in so doing, you don't end the relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-00984-00321115-00321136 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-00985-00321178-00321505 You know, if you, you can't give them services equal to the amount of money
7z3a1THkEb4-00986-00321505-00321670 they gave you, and now it's over with.
7z3a1THkEb4-00987-00321699-00321860 That's buying a service.
7z3a1THkEb4-00988-00321866-00322232 , every task you do imposes a new obligation on your patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-00989-00322232-00322526 Every gift your patron gives you, imposes a new obligation on you.
7z3a1THkEb4-00990-00322526-00322616 It doesn't end.
7z3a1THkEb4-00991-00322622-00322940 They, they build up over time rather than canceling out.
7z3a1THkEb4-00992-00322979-00323296 When I pay something to somebody at the drive-through, that
7z3a1THkEb4-00993-00323296-00323416 cancels our relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-00994-00323416-00323575 We now no longer have a relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-00995-00323605-00324183 Whereas if I give money to a friend, if I pay for a drink at the bar with
7z3a1THkEb4-00996-00324183-00324584 my friend,  when they pay for a drink the next time when we're out, that
7z3a1THkEb4-00997-00324584-00324728 doesn't cancel the relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-00998-00324749-00324908 If it does, we are not friends.
7z3a1THkEb4-00999-00324947-00325046 Mark: And, and, and this is
7z3a1THkEb4-01000-00325046-00325355 Aven: a thing, it's a major anthropological Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01001-00325356-00325418 Talk about at length.
7z3a1THkEb4-01002-00325424-00325688 In, in, in many ways, it's one of the things that was the
7z3a1THkEb4-01003-00325688-00325841 foundation of anthropology right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01004-00325841-00326210 Was the discussion of the gift Marcel Mauss with The Gift and like, yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01005-00326210-00326681 This whole idea of, of gifting is, is a huge part of anthropological research.
7z3a1THkEb4-01006-00326681-00327241 And a lot of the work was done in these sort of primitive, big air quotes
7z3a1THkEb4-01007-00327241-00327764 on that societies, but it's, it's a hundred percent true of every society.
7z3a1THkEb4-01008-00327839-00328036 People put different kinds of, you know, gifts are different
7z3a1THkEb4-01009-00328036-00328183 things, but our gift relation.
7z3a1THkEb4-01010-00328183-00328195 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01011-00328268-00328526 There's a real difference between a financial transaction and a gift.
7z3a1THkEb4-01012-00328574-00328823 Often an intangible one, but an important one.
7z3a1THkEb4-01013-00328873-00329330 Mark: And that word sportula is where the, the name for that micro grant.
7z3a1THkEb4-01014-00329379-00329578 So just speaking of, pat Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01015-00329585-00329769 Patronus becoming Patreon.
7z3a1THkEb4-01016-00329776-00329809 Yeah,
7z3a1THkEb4-01017-00329830-00329851 Aven: yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01018-00329851-00330204 There's a, there's a group that formed four or five years ago at least
7z3a1THkEb4-01019-00330204-00330690 now maybe more of classics graduate students and undergraduate students
7z3a1THkEb4-01020-00330690-00331252 actually who set up a micro grant establishment to help other students.
7z3a1THkEb4-01021-00331297-00331654 And the, I, yeah, they named it sportula for that exact reason, was the idea that
7z3a1THkEb4-01022-00331654-00331849 it was little bits of money that helped.
7z3a1THkEb4-01023-00331867-00332167 Then the idea was to ask more established members of the
7z3a1THkEb4-01024-00332167-00332545 classics profession to contribute money that could then be donated.
7z3a1THkEb4-01025-00332551-00332915 Not with the, I don't think, with the intention of making everybody clientships.
7z3a1THkEb4-01026-00332917-00333244 No  of making people obliged, especially because it was, you know,
7z3a1THkEb4-01027-00333244-00333433 anonymized and, and re distributed.
7z3a1THkEb4-01028-00333472-00333811 But with that idea that it's a little bit of money that gives you what you need.
7z3a1THkEb4-01029-00333835-00333859 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01030-00333880-00334237 And the, the relationship is the relationship of the discipline in a sense.
7z3a1THkEb4-01031-00334285-00334624 The people who have more power in the discipline are spreading.
7z3a1THkEb4-01032-00334669-00334684 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01033-00334684-00334780 That good fortune.
7z3a1THkEb4-01034-00334837-00335024 and, and helping connect people to the discipline.
7z3a1THkEb4-01035-00335087-00335375 So the other things that they would do, so that was sort of a very basic
7z3a1THkEb4-01036-00335390-00335532 ongoing thing, was the sportula.
7z3a1THkEb4-01037-00335532-00335882 But the other things they could do were they could give loans
7z3a1THkEb4-01038-00335888-00336235 to their clients, patrons could; dowry was a very traditional thing.
7z3a1THkEb4-01039-00336235-00336553 So when a client was marrying off a daughter the patron might
7z3a1THkEb4-01040-00336553-00336754 provide a, contribute to a dowry.
7z3a1THkEb4-01041-00336772-00336949 They might also help arrange a marriage.
7z3a1THkEb4-01042-00336949-00337284 They would act as a, you know, a connection to other people.
7z3a1THkEb4-01043-00337285-00337519 They might require a certain marriage arrangements too,
7z3a1THkEb4-01044-00337519-00337636 if it was useful to them.
7z3a1THkEb4-01045-00337687-00337945 They could help them get jobs, you know, give them a loan to start
7z3a1THkEb4-01046-00337945-00338068 a business, this sort of thing.
7z3a1THkEb4-01047-00338119-00338415 And, and you can imagine the many different ways in which they
7z3a1THkEb4-01048-00338415-00338535 could be mutually beneficial.
7z3a1THkEb4-01049-00338550-00338736 But the main job of a client was political.
7z3a1THkEb4-01050-00338736-00338930 In this original situation.
7z3a1THkEb4-01051-00338980-00339226 It was informal, there were no laws covering it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01052-00339238-00339373 If it was regulated by tradition.
7z3a1THkEb4-01053-00339396-00339933 Though very firm tradition by the Middle Republic, like there was, if you were
7z3a1THkEb4-01054-00339933-00340250 known to be a client of someone and you did something bad against that patron,
7z3a1THkEb4-01055-00340257-00340587 that was a line you didn't cross, which is what I mean by would, should not have
7z3a1THkEb4-01056-00340587-00340818 to enforce anything on your, your clients.
7z3a1THkEb4-01057-00340905-00341415 There were some legal guidelines developed over time, but mostly only in one very
7z3a1THkEb4-01058-00341415-00341922 particular relationship of patron client, which was formalized by law, which was
7z3a1THkEb4-01059-00341922-00342423 the relationship between a freed woman or freed man and their former master.
7z3a1THkEb4-01060-00342504-00342889 So when an enslaved person was freed, they became the freed men or
7z3a1THkEb4-01061-00342889-00343072 freed woman of their previous owner.
7z3a1THkEb4-01062-00343088-00343388 And that was regulated by law because they were a client.
7z3a1THkEb4-01063-00343388-00343622 So this is the place where patron and client is used.
7z3a1THkEb4-01064-00343622-00343917 The terminology is used the most directly.
7z3a1THkEb4-01065-00344000-00344288 A freedman is the cliens of his patronus.
7z3a1THkEb4-01066-00344319-00344787 They owed their former master a certain amount of days of work, a year,
7z3a1THkEb4-01067-00344796-00344955 five or 10 or something like that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01068-00344955-00345255 There's some amount of days of work that they had to work for free.
7z3a1THkEb4-01069-00345300-00345755 if they were found guilty of sort of disrespect, it was impiety, basically.
7z3a1THkEb4-01070-00345755-00345949 Because they had a duty to their master.
7z3a1THkEb4-01071-00345949-00346231 So there were, they really couldn't do anything against them.
7z3a1THkEb4-01072-00346282-00346732 If a woman had been freed for the purposes of marrying her owner, which was quite
7z3a1THkEb4-01073-00346732-00347000 a common reason to free a female slave.
7z3a1THkEb4-01074-00347030-00347423 She had to marry her owner and she could not divorce him.
7z3a1THkEb4-01075-00347429-00347747 Normally divorce was actually quite easy for women and men,
7z3a1THkEb4-01076-00347774-00347900 but she could not divorce him.
7z3a1THkEb4-01077-00347936-00348259 So she was tied to that marriage because that was the purpose
7z3a1THkEb4-01078-00348259-00348376 for which she was freed.
7z3a1THkEb4-01079-00348403-00348415 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01080-00348416-00348716 And there was a whole other set of, set of legal commercial re
7z3a1THkEb4-01081-00348725-00349175 relationships so that fairly often people would free enslaved men.
7z3a1THkEb4-01082-00349258-00349495 in order to set them up in business because then they would have this
7z3a1THkEb4-01083-00349495-00350013 sort of quasi-legal sort of, it's almost like a franchise relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01084-00350040-00350052 , right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01085-00350061-00350538 There was Roman law's very, very complicated and very, very specific
7z3a1THkEb4-01086-00350538-00350628 about these sorts of things.
7z3a1THkEb4-01087-00350628-00350763 And my brain can't handle it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01088-00350764-00350934 So I can't tell you any more than that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01089-00350973-00351174 Let me just tell you, there was a lot of laws about it
7z3a1THkEb4-01090-00351175-00351337 where they could use Freedman.
7z3a1THkEb4-01091-00351339-00351749 So Freedman were very useful and we see later on in the Imperial household with
7z3a1THkEb4-01092-00351761-00352208 once we have emperors, the bureaucracy such as it is in the Roman world, is
7z3a1THkEb4-01093-00352208-00352742 staffed to a very large extent, especially through the Principate by Freedman because
7z3a1THkEb4-01094-00352742-00353358 they have explicit loyalty to their former master, a legally constrained loyalty,
7z3a1THkEb4-01095-00353358-00353589 but also a socially constrained loyalty.
7z3a1THkEb4-01096-00353623-00353758 because they have an obligation.
7z3a1THkEb4-01097-00353758-00354031 What, what more obligation could you have than having been freed?
7z3a1THkEb4-01098-00354062-00354316 I mean, some might suggest that you have no obligation cuz the man
7z3a1THkEb4-01099-00354316-00354676 enslaved you, but , you know, in a world which accepted and normalized
7z3a1THkEb4-01100-00354676-00354835 slavery, they did not see it that way.
7z3a1THkEb4-01101-00354869-00355224 And then you had this like, real plus of Freedman because of their
7z3a1THkEb4-01102-00355224-00355676 stigma of former slavery, could never aspire to be an emperor.
7z3a1THkEb4-01103-00355727-00356082 Or to have a really high position because they would never be accepted in it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01104-00356130-00356480 So all their success rested on their patron being successful.
7z3a1THkEb4-01105-00356490-00356546 Right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01106-00356547-00356570 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01107-00356576-00356882 The more their patron had, the more they would have.
7z3a1THkEb4-01108-00356885-00357260 So they have every incentive to be loyal and helpful and no
7z3a1THkEb4-01109-00357260-00357416 incentive to do it for themselves.
7z3a1THkEb4-01110-00357455-00357494 How much
7z3a1THkEb4-01111-00357494-00357802 Mark: does this relationship get passed down generations?
7z3a1THkEb4-01112-00357809-00358052 Aven: It does, it absolutely, it's hereditary.
7z3a1THkEb4-01113-00358052-00358574 Mark: So, so like the son of a freedman would still have
7z3a1THkEb4-01114-00358574-00358709 some sort of relationship?
7z3a1THkEb4-01115-00358724-00358730 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01116-00358730-00358745 With
7z3a1THkEb4-01117-00358745-00358895 Aven: his former, with, with the, his father's.
7z3a1THkEb4-01118-00358895-00358961 His father's client.
7z3a1THkEb4-01119-00358979-00359153 And in fact, not just the freedman relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01120-00359156-00359300 All clientage work that way.
7z3a1THkEb4-01121-00359306-00359342 Okay.
7z3a1THkEb4-01122-00359370-00359745 So this is where you see things like most of southern Italy were
7z3a1THkEb4-01123-00359745-00359925 clients of Pompey, for instance.
7z3a1THkEb4-01124-00359996-00360378 Pompey's father had, had large estates and had been in like
7z3a1THkEb4-01125-00360378-00360549 the big guy in southern Italy.
7z3a1THkEb4-01126-00360549-00360735 And so he ended up with this huge.
7z3a1THkEb4-01127-00360738-00360840 Set of clients.
7z3a1THkEb4-01128-00360846-00361029 That's one of the reasons Pompe was able to turn up.
7z3a1THkEb4-01129-00361029-00361344 during the war between Sulla and Marius with his own army, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01130-00361344-00361683 He raised a legion of his father's clients at 25.
7z3a1THkEb4-01131-00361697-00362112 Later Pompey, then went to Spain, and created a lot of citizens
7z3a1THkEb4-01132-00362118-00362460 and new cities in Spain and settled a bunch of his soldiers.
7z3a1THkEb4-01133-00362466-00362874 And of course your soldiers who had fought for you, if you gave them land
7z3a1THkEb4-01134-00362901-00363069 and set them up when they retired.
7z3a1THkEb4-01135-00363096-00363406 Now your veterans, obviously they're your clients, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01136-00363406-00363567 So now you've got your veterans as clients.
7z3a1THkEb4-01137-00363567-00363939 So like all of Spain was Pompey's land too because of this.
7z3a1THkEb4-01138-00363945-00364204 And the same relationship works as far as the Romans were concerned.
7z3a1THkEb4-01139-00364204-00364462 all of these relationships always work at every level, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01140-00364462-00364699 At the small, like micro level and at the macro level.
7z3a1THkEb4-01141-00364747-00364963 So this is how they thought of the relationship between the
7z3a1THkEb4-01142-00364964-00365131 Romans state and other states.
7z3a1THkEb4-01143-00365182-00365215 Right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01144-00365215-00365488 So the term client king, you've probably heard of, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01145-00365488-00365494 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01146-00365530-00365638 What is a client king?
7z3a1THkEb4-01147-00365666-00365714 A king.
7z3a1THkEb4-01148-00365732-00366208 Or another, the leader of another state who owes obligations to Rome
7z3a1THkEb4-01149-00366208-00366427 just like a client would to a patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01150-00366447-00366582 there may or may not be treaties.
7z3a1THkEb4-01151-00366582-00366915 There may or may not be laws, they may be independent, just like
7z3a1THkEb4-01152-00366915-00367083 a Roman citizen is independent.
7z3a1THkEb4-01153-00367101-00367218 Of course he's independent.
7z3a1THkEb4-01154-00367218-00367326 He just has a patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01155-00367413-00367824 The problem here is that those kings didn't always understand
7z3a1THkEb4-01156-00367824-00367953 this particular relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01157-00367953-00367962 Right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01158-00367962-00368270 Because it was a very specific Roman I mean, of course there's obligation
7z3a1THkEb4-01159-00368270-00368548 in every culture, but this particular relationship was very Roman.
7z3a1THkEb4-01160-00368608-00368923 And so this is one of the problems they had in, in Greece when they kind of came
7z3a1THkEb4-01161-00368923-00369082 in and liberated Greece multiple times.
7z3a1THkEb4-01162-00369082-00369295 They were like, well, now obviously you're our clients and therefore
7z3a1THkEb4-01163-00369295-00369589 you'll do what we tell you to even though we have no treaty with you.
7z3a1THkEb4-01164-00369631-00369814 And then the Greeks were like, okay, we're independent.
7z3a1THkEb4-01165-00369851-00370165 And the Romans were like, no, you are our friends.
7z3a1THkEb4-01166-00370177-00370267 And they're like, yeah, we're friends.
7z3a1THkEb4-01167-00370267-00370306 It's great.
7z3a1THkEb4-01168-00370339-00370582 No, no you are our friends.
7z3a1THkEb4-01169-00370588-00370808 Why are you doing something I didn't tell you to do?
7z3a1THkEb4-01170-00370856-00371116 And, and there was just, and so they had to like conquer them multiple times
7z3a1THkEb4-01171-00371116-00371513 because they, and it was this sort of,  assumption that the, that the, the
7z3a1THkEb4-01172-00371513-00371847 relationships that they were used to in this kind of vertical situation and
7z3a1THkEb4-01173-00371847-00372263 the hereditary longstanding nature of them, where every obligation, everything
7z3a1THkEb4-01174-00372263-00372646 you did as a favor, it strengthened that bond instead of releasing them.
7z3a1THkEb4-01175-00372682-00372952 Was not necessarily reciprocated by people in other groups
7z3a1THkEb4-01176-00372952-00373090 who had different, customs.
7z3a1THkEb4-01177-00373135-00373510 Mark: So, was there there ever a point at which a family that had been
7z3a1THkEb4-01178-00373510-00373978 from a former slave would have that sort of taint, kind of diluted enough
7z3a1THkEb4-01179-00373978-00374190 that they could be their own success?
7z3a1THkEb4-01180-00374196-00374271 Aven: Oh, absolutely.
7z3a1THkEb4-01181-00374290-00374618 Technically the son of a Freedman, had no political stigma.
7z3a1THkEb4-01182-00374656-00374974 They had absolutely the same position as a son of a free man.
7z3a1THkEb4-01183-00375009-00375384 Now, socially, they still had some stigma, I mean, the Romans remembered who your
7z3a1THkEb4-01184-00375384-00375518 ancestors were back 45 generations.
7z3a1THkEb4-01185-00375573-00375840 So obviously, like there's always gonna be a difference between somebody
7z3a1THkEb4-01186-00375840-00376238 who's descended from Romulus and somebody who's descended from, you
7z3a1THkEb4-01187-00376238-00376426 know, a slave four generations ago.
7z3a1THkEb4-01188-00376468-00376885 But it didn't mean you couldn't become, you know, of office or Oh yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01189-00376915-00377107 You had no political restrictions.
7z3a1THkEb4-01190-00377107-00377371 , if you could, if you could get yourself elected, you could hold office and
7z3a1THkEb4-01191-00377371-00377689 you could certainly get rich and you could certainly get to the point
7z3a1THkEb4-01192-00377690-00377780 where you're a patron of other people.
7z3a1THkEb4-01193-00377848-00377860 Hmm.
7z3a1THkEb4-01194-00377861-00378010 And this is another important point.
7z3a1THkEb4-01195-00378022-00378364 You could be a patron of some people and a client of others, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01196-00378393-00378844 there's such wide gaps between the groups in Rome that the upper classes,
7z3a1THkEb4-01197-00378853-00379135 sure, they were only patrons, the very upper classes, the Senate.
7z3a1THkEb4-01198-00379162-00379503 But you know, if you were an equestrian, you would certainly be a patron of people,
7z3a1THkEb4-01199-00379509-00379770 but you would have patrons among senators.
7z3a1THkEb4-01200-00379779-00380091 You might not call them patrons because as you alluded to,
7z3a1THkEb4-01201-00380091-00380180 you'd call them your friend.
7z3a1THkEb4-01202-00380180-00380418 That was too, too blatant.
7z3a1THkEb4-01203-00380418-00380709 You know, this whole gift obligation thing relies on a certain amount
7z3a1THkEb4-01204-00380709-00381040 of euphemism, a certain amount of indirection, a certain amount of not
7z3a1THkEb4-01205-00381040-00381436 really saying what you know, not pinning down the terms of the relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01206-00381460-00381814 So you might probably not call them a patron that you only use that language
7z3a1THkEb4-01207-00381814-00382171 when there was a really big separation between the classes when obviously if
7z3a1THkEb4-01208-00382171-00382545 you're some poor, Roman, it doesn't degrade you, just call somebody
7z3a1THkEb4-01209-00382545-00382909 else patron because everybody knows that you're just far enough apart.
7z3a1THkEb4-01210-00382963-00383253 But you would still have a patron, and then I'll come back to that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01211-00383296-00383614 So there's this whole system, patronage just, and it works from, as
7z3a1THkEb4-01212-00383614-00383779 I said, from the state level down to.
7z3a1THkEb4-01213-00383790-00383880 soldiers, everyone.
7z3a1THkEb4-01214-00383898-00384261 So artistic patronage is simply a subset of that, and it really isn't.
7z3a1THkEb4-01215-00384285-00384525 I don't think the Romans would've ever thought of it as being a
7z3a1THkEb4-01216-00384525-00384708 separate or distinct category.
7z3a1THkEb4-01217-00384720-00384741 Hmm.
7z3a1THkEb4-01218-00384774-00384982 They wouldn't have thought of artistic patronage as being
7z3a1THkEb4-01219-00385017-00385181 different than patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-01220-00385268-00385589 It just happened to be an artist who was being patronized.
7z3a1THkEb4-01221-00385646-00386083 He had a particular set of skills that he could contribute to his patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01222-00386083-00386128 That's all.
7z3a1THkEb4-01223-00386148-00386508 And if you think about the primary function of, political of clients
7z3a1THkEb4-01224-00386508-00386970 was to aggrandize their patrons, to get them elected, to give them
7z3a1THkEb4-01225-00386970-00387207 prestige, to enhance their status.
7z3a1THkEb4-01226-00387232-00387507 That's what an artistic patronage was about, too.
7z3a1THkEb4-01227-00387547-00388087 So a client who was an artist would be expected to use his abilities
7z3a1THkEb4-01228-00388087-00388456 to enhance the prestige, increase the reputation, enhance the
7z3a1THkEb4-01229-00388462-00388597 standing and status of his patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01230-00388642-00388753 That's the whole purpose of it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01231-00388753-00388953 And they could do that directly.
7z3a1THkEb4-01232-00388953-00389457 So poetry, like early on, especially poetry, would be praise poetry,
7z3a1THkEb4-01233-00389478-00389844 straightforward praise poetry that enhanced the reputation.
7z3a1THkEb4-01234-00389898-00390267 Or it could be indirect by associating them with high status stuff.
7z3a1THkEb4-01235-00390267-00390708 So if you make good statues and you make good art, then it's enhances the
7z3a1THkEb4-01236-00390708-00391039 reputation of somebody who's associated with that, who has a nice house, who
7z3a1THkEb4-01237-00391039-00391263 has good, you know, pretty stuff.
7z3a1THkEb4-01238-00391267-00391630 Or through euergetism, which is the Greek word for liberalitas, which
7z3a1THkEb4-01239-00391630-00391790 is literally means good works.
7z3a1THkEb4-01240-00391851-00392331 contributing pretty statues to the public or literary works or something like that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01241-00392331-00392604 So that is another way of enhancing your prestige.
7z3a1THkEb4-01242-00392673-00392832 Mark: So who was Ovid's
7z3a1THkEb4-01243-00392834-00392885 Aven: patron?
7z3a1THkEb4-01244-00392899-00393004 Okay, we'll come back to that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01245-00393112-00393745 Early on, and this is really important, artists and poets were craftsmen and
7z3a1THkEb4-01246-00393745-00393933 artisans, and they were low status.
7z3a1THkEb4-01247-00393972-00394009 Right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01248-00394036-00394402 So early on, when I'm talking about sort of mid Republic Rome, the earliest that
7z3a1THkEb4-01249-00394403-00394873 we kind of hear about this kind of stuff in detail they were often enslaved or they
7z3a1THkEb4-01250-00394873-00395114 were foreign, and so had non-citizens.
7z3a1THkEb4-01251-00395116-00395247 They were people to be hired.
7z3a1THkEb4-01252-00395289-00395640 So they weren't initially actually part of this client.
7z3a1THkEb4-01253-00395670-00395916 You know, it was just somebody you paid to do the work for you.
7z3a1THkEb4-01254-00395934-00395946 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01255-00395957-00396422 But if they were exceptional, they could be freed or granted citizenship and then
7z3a1THkEb4-01256-00396422-00396861 sort of become part of this patronage relationship rather than being hired.
7z3a1THkEb4-01257-00396863-00397214 So they would be taken on as clients, but they'd still be very low rank and
7z3a1THkEb4-01258-00397217-00397373 they'd be very dependent on their patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01259-00397374-00397823 And so some of the first names we have in literature, specifically Plautus
7z3a1THkEb4-01260-00397823-00398021 and Terence and Ennius, for instance.
7z3a1THkEb4-01261-00398024-00398027 Mm.
7z3a1THkEb4-01262-00398030-00398135 All three of those.
7z3a1THkEb4-01263-00398188-00398589 So Plautus was as far as we can tell, very low status.
7z3a1THkEb4-01264-00398589-00398697 We don't know a lot about him.
7z3a1THkEb4-01265-00398718-00399230 Terence we're told he was enslaved from Africa and then he was freed.
7z3a1THkEb4-01266-00399248-00399350 So he was a freed slave.
7z3a1THkEb4-01267-00399350-00399652 And  those are playwrights, they wrote the early comedies.
7z3a1THkEb4-01268-00399682-00400045 And Ennius, who's the first epic writer, the sort of father of
7z3a1THkEb4-01269-00400045-00400236 Roman poetry was a foreigner.
7z3a1THkEb4-01270-00400236-00400488 Now he was from southern Italy, but at the time, Rome didn't
7z3a1THkEb4-01271-00400488-00400584 rule over a southern Italy.
7z3a1THkEb4-01272-00400584-00400806 He was Latin was his third language.
7z3a1THkEb4-01273-00400806-00401041 He was Oscan, Greek, and then Latin.
7z3a1THkEb4-01274-00401068-00401451 And so, he wasn't an enslaved person, but he as a non-citizen,
7z3a1THkEb4-01275-00401451-00401595 he had no real status at Rome.
7z3a1THkEb4-01276-00401598-00401990 So all three of them were dependent on patrons, when we have stories
7z3a1THkEb4-01277-00401990-00402409 about their patrons, for very basic things like money    and for work.
7z3a1THkEb4-01278-00402411-00402844 Plautus and Terence were technically hired usually by the state because
7z3a1THkEb4-01279-00402844-00403129 for festivals, for dramatic festivals, but it was through their
7z3a1THkEb4-01280-00403129-00403300 patronage that they would get hired.
7z3a1THkEb4-01281-00403330-00403797 And then Ennius became a member of a household of prominent Romans and so
7z3a1THkEb4-01282-00403800-00404265 Plautus and Terence gave general prestige by doing good plays for the people.
7z3a1THkEb4-01283-00404317-00404664 Ennius he was patronized by the Scipio Africanus family, for instance.
7z3a1THkEb4-01284-00404664-00404988 And he wrote stuff about how wonderful they were and how
7z3a1THkEb4-01285-00404989-00405181 good they were at being Romans.
7z3a1THkEb4-01286-00405217-00405475 He didn't write direct praise poems, he may have, but they don't survive.
7z3a1THkEb4-01287-00405476-00405820 But he, he wrote them into his histories of Rome and stuff like that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01288-00405821-00406099 And he praised their family and he burnished their reputation.
7z3a1THkEb4-01289-00406134-00406476 Now over time, and in the next few generations, higher
7z3a1THkEb4-01290-00406476-00406611 status people, mostly men.
7z3a1THkEb4-01291-00406611-00406761 And that's what we'll talk about for the moment.
7z3a1THkEb4-01292-00406761-00406932 Started to get involved in poetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-01293-00406932-00407130 And I'm gonna focus on poetry cuz that's what I know better.
7z3a1THkEb4-01294-00407131-00407597 And so the mechanism of patronage changed because now they're not that kind of
7z3a1THkEb4-01295-00407597-00407840 lower class that are obviously clients.
7z3a1THkEb4-01296-00407882-00408100 They still were in this vertical relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01297-00408100-00408469 They still had patrons, but no longer did they rely on them for, you know, money.
7z3a1THkEb4-01298-00408479-00408519 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01299-00408520-00409090 And food  and jobs because they were essentially independently wealthy.
7z3a1THkEb4-01300-00409126-00409555 They wanted patrons instead for prestige, for publicity, for sort
7z3a1THkEb4-01301-00409555-00410004 of aesthetic cachet, so we have two prominent names that are Lucretius
7z3a1THkEb4-01302-00410004-00410184 and Catullus in this generation.
7z3a1THkEb4-01303-00410232-00410641 And they were at least of equestrian class, maybe senatorial class.
7z3a1THkEb4-01304-00410641-00410824 So they didn't need anybody's money.
7z3a1THkEb4-01305-00410843-00411196 They were independently wealthy, but they want, both of them seemed
7z3a1THkEb4-01306-00411196-00411469 to have sort of wanted patrons or, established patrons through the
7z3a1THkEb4-01307-00411469-00411766 poetry for prestige, for publicity.
7z3a1THkEb4-01308-00411766-00412288 to get their poetry in front of more people to, to do this, ongoing status
7z3a1THkEb4-01309-00412288-00412516 building that was key to Romans.
7z3a1THkEb4-01310-00412516-00412873 So, Lucretius, for instance, in his famous epic or didactic poem, depending
7z3a1THkEb4-01311-00412873-00413177 on what you wanna call it "On the Nature of Things",  he has an opening about.
7z3a1THkEb4-01312-00413181-00413271 Venus and Mars.
7z3a1THkEb4-01313-00413316-00413902 But then he turns to Memmius "and to my dear friend, Memmius address, a friend
7z3a1THkEb4-01314-00413902-00414205 whom you have always wished, Goddess, to be supreme, you'll be accessory.
7z3a1THkEb4-01315-00414229-00414438 So give my words, lifelong urbanity."
7z3a1THkEb4-01316-00414450-00414798 and then it turns again to Memmius afterwards, "Famed Memmius, neglect
7z3a1THkEb4-01317-00414798-00415191 the Roman cause and listen to my poetry instead, withdrawn from every
7z3a1THkEb4-01318-00415191-00415348 care, prepare to find true judgment."
7z3a1THkEb4-01319-00415367-00415646 So this translation is rhyming couplets, and I'm finding that
7z3a1THkEb4-01320-00415652-00415866 upsetting and I don't wanna read it out.
7z3a1THkEb4-01321-00416033-00416418 But basically he in his introduction, he seems to essentially say,
7z3a1THkEb4-01322-00416418-00416593 "Hey, Memmius, wanna be my patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01323-00416611-00416788 I'm like, dedicating this poem to you.
7z3a1THkEb4-01324-00416824-00416890 Isn't it great?"
7z3a1THkEb4-01325-00416947-00417247 We don't know for sure exactly what came of it, but it's not clear that
7z3a1THkEb4-01326-00417259-00417665 Memmius ever was, but Lucretius didn't need him for material support.
7z3a1THkEb4-01327-00417721-00417922 So in those previous generations, the same thing that we're
7z3a1THkEb4-01328-00417922-00418162 talking about in the Renaissance period was definitely happening.
7z3a1THkEb4-01329-00418186-00418468 The patron would tell the artist what they wanted.
7z3a1THkEb4-01330-00418513-00418700 And the artist would execute their commission.
7z3a1THkEb4-01331-00418700-00419093 Occasionally, maybe the poet might come with something and say, do you like this?
7z3a1THkEb4-01332-00419094-00419395 But they were expected to do what their patron wanted.
7z3a1THkEb4-01333-00419395-00419557 They were being paid for a job.
7z3a1THkEb4-01334-00419563-00419944 And even when it moved into patronage, it was still pretty much, but
7z3a1THkEb4-01335-00419945-00420271 Lucretius is writing what Lucretius wants to write, and then he's seeking
7z3a1THkEb4-01336-00420271-00420439 out a patron for what he's written.
7z3a1THkEb4-01337-00420439-00420799 And you can see how that's a, a real change in what that, and that's
7z3a1THkEb4-01338-00420799-00420940 more like what we think of now.
7z3a1THkEb4-01339-00420946-00420960 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01340-00420960-00421071 In artistic patronage.
7z3a1THkEb4-01341-00421113-00421208 Catullus, same thing.
7z3a1THkEb4-01342-00421208-00421508 He was writing what he wrote, but he has the, the Dedicatory poem
7z3a1THkEb4-01343-00421508-00421796 that makes it look like he's kind of looking for a patron, but the
7z3a1THkEb4-01344-00421796-00421967 patron is another literary figure.
7z3a1THkEb4-01345-00421996-00422432 So he's looking for his literary acceptance and patronage rather than
7z3a1THkEb4-01346-00422432-00422591 being for some material purpose.
7z3a1THkEb4-01347-00422659-00423005 Then the next generation of poets continued to be that
7z3a1THkEb4-01348-00423005-00423239 sort of fairly elevated.
7z3a1THkEb4-01349-00423248-00423567 however this doesn't mean that there weren't still sort of lower
7z3a1THkEb4-01350-00423567-00423930 class and artisan class people who were artists and poets, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01351-00423931-00424042 Like that continued too.
7z3a1THkEb4-01352-00424042-00424411 We know of one, for instance his name is Archias, we know of him
7z3a1THkEb4-01353-00424411-00424744 because Cicero preserved a speech that he presented on his behalf.
7z3a1THkEb4-01354-00424749-00425237 Archias was a Greek, so he is non-citizen and he wanted to get Roman citizenship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01355-00425323-00425496 or he had been granted Roman citizenship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01356-00425510-00425805 That's what C was arguing anyway, he'd already been granted Roman citizenship
7z3a1THkEb4-01357-00425812-00426073 by a patron who loved his poetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-01358-00426133-00426580 And so there we see this idea that he needed material support in order
7z3a1THkEb4-01359-00426580-00426850 to become a Roman citizen and that he was gaining through his poetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-01360-00426898-00427387 And we see that Cicero We have letters about how he wanted him
7z3a1THkEb4-01361-00427387-00427600 to write a poem about himself.
7z3a1THkEb4-01362-00427651-00427973 Cicero was always looking for poets to write about his year
7z3a1THkEb4-01363-00427973-00428198 of triumph, his consulship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01364-00428223-00428359 In the end, he wrote it himself.
7z3a1THkEb4-01365-00428365-00428835 But there seems to have been, he was like, I, you know, I defended you in court.
7z3a1THkEb4-01366-00428904-00429129 I expect something back for that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01367-00429129-00429391 Since of course, lawyers weren't allowed to  be paid.
7z3a1THkEb4-01368-00429442-00429511 That was important.
7z3a1THkEb4-01369-00429541-00429817 That's the other word that Patronus can mean, by the way, was lawyer.
7z3a1THkEb4-01370-00429871-00430199 Ah, that's the other place in which it's a technical term, is the patronus
7z3a1THkEb4-01371-00430201-00430420 is the lawyer who defends you in court.
7z3a1THkEb4-01372-00430447-00430617 So Cicero was the Patronus.
7z3a1THkEb4-01373-00430639-00430660 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01374-00430663-00431025 And that the very literal Catullus calls him that in a, in a poem at one point.
7z3a1THkEb4-01375-00431025-00431129 And that's a technical term.
7z3a1THkEb4-01376-00431129-00431435 That's not a, it, I mean it's obviously related, but it's not
7z3a1THkEb4-01377-00431435-00431642 quite the same relationship when you defend someone in court.
7z3a1THkEb4-01378-00431642-00431960 But because you're not allowed to charge money for it, because
7z3a1THkEb4-01379-00431960-00432469 it's just a favor you do, it does establish this relationship, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01380-00432475-00432688 And so he wanted Archias to write him a poem.
7z3a1THkEb4-01381-00432688-00432985 And so that now Archias never did, but you can see there,
7z3a1THkEb4-01382-00432985-00433102 that's kind of that commission.
7z3a1THkEb4-01383-00433105-00433453 So that, that continued to happen just because we had a elite Romans
7z3a1THkEb4-01384-00433453-00433675 now writing poetry too doesn't mean that there weren't other people
7z3a1THkEb4-01385-00433732-00433846 doing that at a different level.
7z3a1THkEb4-01386-00433915-00434191 But in the next generation we have a little bit more ambiguous situations.
7z3a1THkEb4-01387-00434191-00434499 We have people like Tibullus and Propertius and Ovid, the elegists,
7z3a1THkEb4-01388-00434527-00434945 who all of them seem to be at least equestrian level, perfectly well off.
7z3a1THkEb4-01389-00435002-00435431 They have patrons, but they don't need them for material success.
7z3a1THkEb4-01390-00435431-00436021 Both Tibullus and Ovid start off with the patron Messalla and Propertius and Ovid
7z3a1THkEb4-01391-00436023-00436277 end up with the patron n of Maecenas.
7z3a1THkEb4-01392-00436307-00436607 It's a little bit unclear because Ovid doesn't need anybody.
7z3a1THkEb4-01393-00436613-00436742 He's well off.
7z3a1THkEb4-01394-00436742-00436865 He's prominent.
7z3a1THkEb4-01395-00436905-00437732 What he needs is political support and aesthetic and sort of literary cachet.
7z3a1THkEb4-01396-00437766-00438161 So what's important to him is that he's admitted into Messalla and then maybe
7z3a1THkEb4-01397-00438161-00438533 Maecenas's group, so that he gets to know all the other poets and that he's part
7z3a1THkEb4-01398-00438534-00438843 of what we think of as a literary circle, like a salon or something like that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01399-00438843-00438917 , that's important.
7z3a1THkEb4-01400-00438935-00439304 And so that becomes the thing that patrons can now provide is access to
7z3a1THkEb4-01401-00439304-00439477 other poets, and to good  audiences.
7z3a1THkEb4-01402-00439479-00439800 They, they host poetry readings and they force all their friends
7z3a1THkEb4-01403-00439801-00439959 to come to their poetry readings.
7z3a1THkEb4-01404-00439983-00440202 You know, they give, they give their poets an audience.
7z3a1THkEb4-01405-00440203-00440478 They give their poets the ear of Augustus, for instance.
7z3a1THkEb4-01406-00440523-00440742 Mark: So, and yet Ovid somehow blew
7z3a1THkEb4-01407-00440742-00440754 Aven: it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01408-00440817-00441234 Well, because, so this is the thing, and this is where it gets complicated.
7z3a1THkEb4-01409-00441297-00441663 So we've seen two different kinds of models for patrons and poet.
7z3a1THkEb4-01410-00441766-00442029 one where the patron commissions something and the poets do it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01411-00442068-00442314 And the other, where the poets are pretty independent and they come to
7z3a1THkEb4-01412-00442314-00442770 the the patron with something and say like, do you wanna be my patron?
7z3a1THkEb4-01413-00442823-00443297 But once they're accepted that that latter group, what then becomes the relationship
7z3a1THkEb4-01414-00443298-00443423 between their work and their patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01415-00443450-00443468 Hmm.
7z3a1THkEb4-01416-00443477-00443504 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01417-00443504-00443918 And this is, you know, this is one of the great questions of Roman poetry
7z3a1THkEb4-01418-00443918-00444431 in this period: are Tibullus and Propertius and Ovid writing to order.
7z3a1THkEb4-01419-00444468-00444624 Well, with Ovid it seems unlikely.
7z3a1THkEb4-01420-00444642-00444657 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01421-00444666-00444786 Given what he writes.
7z3a1THkEb4-01422-00444858-00445015 And same with the other elegists, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01423-00445017-00445114 Like Tibullus and Propertius.
7z3a1THkEb4-01424-00445149-00445386 Why do they have the freedom to write love poetry?
7z3a1THkEb4-01425-00445386-00445554 That seems kind of countercultural.
7z3a1THkEb4-01426-00445554-00445947 Well, because they aren't dependent on a patron in the same way.
7z3a1THkEb4-01427-00445950-00446200 Even if they have patrons, it's not a dependency.
7z3a1THkEb4-01428-00446263-00446722 That said, Propertius ends up writing his fourth book of poetry,
7z3a1THkEb4-01429-00446722-00447238 kind of not about love stuff, but about origins of Roman customs and.
7z3a1THkEb4-01430-00447304-00448014 You know, Ovid ends up with the Fasti, for instance, which is a very pro Roman
7z3a1THkEb4-01431-00448014-00448230 kind of about the origins of calendar.
7z3a1THkEb4-01432-00448305-00448716 You know, to what extent is there pressure on them to do what their patrons want?
7z3a1THkEb4-01433-00448752-00448854 And that's the big question.
7z3a1THkEb4-01434-00448854-00449289 And then the two names that I have not yet mentioned, where this really gets
7z3a1THkEb4-01435-00449289-00449810 complicated are Horace and Virgil both of whom seem to have been less highly
7z3a1THkEb4-01436-00449810-00450080 placed than Tibullus, Propertius and Ovid.
7z3a1THkEb4-01437-00450147-00450476 Horace says he's the son of a freedman.
7z3a1THkEb4-01438-00450485-00450633 A little bit of a doubt as to whether that's true or
7z3a1THkEb4-01439-00450633-00450768 not, but let's assume it is.
7z3a1THkEb4-01440-00450810-00451095 That means he's in a, you know, he may be well enough off, but he
7z3a1THkEb4-01441-00451095-00451372 was kind of not, not upper class.
7z3a1THkEb4-01442-00451389-00451521 , he does need a patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01443-00451564-00451952 He also fought with Brutus against Octavian . So that's a bit of an issue.
7z3a1THkEb4-01444-00451952-00452333 Now, Octavian was very generous in pardoning everyone, but of
7z3a1THkEb4-01445-00452333-00452525 course that kind of generosity.
7z3a1THkEb4-01446-00452546-00452690 Is what patrons do, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01447-00452705-00452954 Generosity puts you in the position of obligation.
7z3a1THkEb4-01448-00452954-00453404 So ever since Augustus, pardoned Horace, now he's his patron
7z3a1THkEb4-01449-00453404-00453689 essentially, even though Maecenas is his direct patron, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01450-00453690-00454055 And, you know, Maecenas gives him a farm and asks him to
7z3a1THkEb4-01451-00454055-00454217 dinner and take some on trips.
7z3a1THkEb4-01452-00454217-00454433 Like these are all things that Horace says in his own poetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-01453-00454487-00454736 So he does seem to get material advantage from him.
7z3a1THkEb4-01454-00454792-00455080 Virgil seemed to be a little bit more highly placed, but he, his
7z3a1THkEb4-01455-00455080-00455479 family suffered during the civil wars, perhaps lost some lands.
7z3a1THkEb4-01456-00455479-00455569 It's not quite clear.
7z3a1THkEb4-01457-00455629-00456004 So again, what did he need, how much dependence did he have?
7z3a1THkEb4-01458-00456055-00456448 Because that becomes really the crucial question.
7z3a1THkEb4-01459-00456508-00456952 Are Horace and Virgil writing to order or are they writing what they want?
7z3a1THkEb4-01460-00457024-00457170 And then also getting patrons.
7z3a1THkEb4-01461-00457259-00457370 Are they writing what they want?
7z3a1THkEb4-01462-00457370-00458033 And because that pleases Maecenas and Augustus, they are given patronage or
7z3a1THkEb4-01463-00458042-00458537 are Maecenas and Augustus directing what they want either really directly
7z3a1THkEb4-01464-00458538-00458948 like write this poem about this stuff or in a more, I think most people would
7z3a1THkEb4-01465-00458948-00459406 suggest in a more subtle, like I'm not sure I come off so great in that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01466-00459406-00459562 Could you rewrite that kind of way?
7z3a1THkEb4-01467-00459646-00459979 Or just even without ever saying what they want, but just the poets
7z3a1THkEb4-01468-00459979-00460219 knowing that they can't write something that's gonna upset them.
7z3a1THkEb4-01469-00460250-00460639 And that's where you get to these, scholars in the 20th century calling
7z3a1THkEb4-01470-00460639-00460838 Maecenas the minister of propaganda.
7z3a1THkEb4-01471-00460889-00460907 Right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01472-00460913-00461309 Because in the world where propaganda had, like you said, it was so important
7z3a1THkEb4-01473-00461309-00461582 in the first World war, and then hugely important in the second World War.
7z3a1THkEb4-01474-00461586-00461987 And state run and you know, there was a lot of views of Augustus as being fascist.
7z3a1THkEb4-01475-00461987-00462312 And there's a lot of sort of looking back on Roman history through the
7z3a1THkEb4-01476-00462312-00462611 lens of the terrifying things that had happened in the, 20th century.
7z3a1THkEb4-01477-00462745-00463043 They went to the extreme of saying like, they were just writing to
7z3a1THkEb4-01478-00463043-00463199 order, they were told what to write.
7z3a1THkEb4-01479-00463220-00463694 The Aeneid was "write a poem that makes me out, like to be a God" said Augustus.
7z3a1THkEb4-01480-00463747-00464224 And then Virgil wrote it to order, "write poems that say that Rome under Augustus
7z3a1THkEb4-01481-00464224-00464353 is the bestest thing ever, Horace".
7z3a1THkEb4-01482-00464353-00464447 And then he wrote them to order.
7z3a1THkEb4-01483-00464454-00464610 I, that's not my view of it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01484-00464639-00464907 I think it's much more complicated than that, I think.
7z3a1THkEb4-01485-00464910-00465444 But at the same time, it did matter that they were, what I've trying
7z3a1THkEb4-01486-00465444-00465828 to outline is how like integral this patronage relationship was
7z3a1THkEb4-01487-00465858-00466006 to how Romans just functioned.
7z3a1THkEb4-01488-00466038-00466425 Like, I don't think it was easy for a Roman to imagine.
7z3a1THkEb4-01489-00466495-00466802 Pissing off their patron, even if their patron never told
7z3a1THkEb4-01490-00466802-00466910 them not to piss them off.
7z3a1THkEb4-01491-00466910-00466935 Right.
7z3a1THkEb4-01492-00466935-00467089 Like it's just a, politeness.
7z3a1THkEb4-01493-00467089-00467356 It doesn't quite really cover it strongly enough, but it's
7z3a1THkEb4-01494-00467356-00467482 part of that's just politeness.
7z3a1THkEb4-01495-00467482-00467647 It's, it's, it's how you function.
7z3a1THkEb4-01496-00467653-00467770 These relationships matter.
7z3a1THkEb4-01497-00467830-00468283 And I don't think you have to be cynical and think of it as minister of Propaganda
7z3a1THkEb4-01498-00468303-00468805 to acknowledge that, these, these vertical relationships directed what happened.
7z3a1THkEb4-01499-00468826-00469039 Why does Ovid write stuff that gets him exiled?
7z3a1THkEb4-01500-00469039-00469414 Well, because he isn't as bound in that verticality because
7z3a1THkEb4-01501-00469414-00469587 he's so high up himself.
7z3a1THkEb4-01502-00469587-00470022 And because his most, clearly his biggest concerns were for other
7z3a1THkEb4-01503-00470043-00470299 poets' acceptance and literary, fame.
7z3a1THkEb4-01504-00470356-00470659 And when he had achieved enough of that, he felt himself to be
7z3a1THkEb4-01505-00470659-00470779 able to do what he wanted to.
7z3a1THkEb4-01506-00470835-00470916 I'm psychologizing.
7z3a1THkEb4-01507-00470916-00471141 I don't know for sure, but that's sort of that, that fits
7z3a1THkEb4-01508-00471141-00471300 the trajectory of what he wrote.
7z3a1THkEb4-01509-00471309-00471708 So you can see how trying to figure out what that relationship is
7z3a1THkEb4-01510-00471708-00471955 is important to a lot of people to try to interpret the poetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-01511-00471958-00472189 You know, the question that I've talked about before about is the
7z3a1THkEb4-01512-00472189-00472348 need Pro Augustus or anti Augustus.
7z3a1THkEb4-01513-00472348-00472624 Well, a lot of that obviously has to do with what you think the relationship
7z3a1THkEb4-01514-00472624-00472893 between Maecenas, Augustus and Virgil was.
7z3a1THkEb4-01515-00472896-00473393 Are the Odes of Horace flattering and terrible?
7z3a1THkEb4-01516-00473397-00473844 Because, and there's this modern perception that if something is
7z3a1THkEb4-01517-00473845-00474150 written to order, it is less good art.
7z3a1THkEb4-01518-00474196-00474442 And I think that the whole Renaissance discussion of patronage
7z3a1THkEb4-01519-00474442-00474640 is important for thinking about that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01520-00474678-00475008 do we not think Michelangelo's work is good because it was commissioned.
7z3a1THkEb4-01521-00475133-00475236 and he made money from it.
7z3a1THkEb4-01522-00475269-00475650 Do we not think that Bellini's work, whether for Isabella D'Este or anybody
7z3a1THkEb4-01523-00475650-00476223 else is it not proper art because he was told what to do by his patrons?
7z3a1THkEb4-01524-00476283-00476508 Nobody says that about Renaissance art.
7z3a1THkEb4-01525-00476571-00477192 And yet now, if you had somebody who told an artist what to, to paint or told a poet
7z3a1THkEb4-01526-00477192-00477733 what to write in return for money or gifts or something I think a lot of people,
7z3a1THkEb4-01527-00477734-00477892 you know, that's, selling out, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01528-00477892-00478351 Like there's this whole premise that if you do that, it's not pure art anymore.
7z3a1THkEb4-01529-00478351-00478678 And that whole idea of this pure art, it's, it's Romanticism, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01530-00478678-00478876 It's all, it all goes back to the Romantics.
7z3a1THkEb4-01531-00478876-00479005 It's all their fault.
7z3a1THkEb4-01532-00479023-00479104 Everything's their fault.
7z3a1THkEb4-01533-00479200-00479329 Romantics ruined it for everyone.
7z3a1THkEb4-01534-00479329-00479422 Damn you, Byron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01535-00479422-00479569 and all these rich men.
7z3a1THkEb4-01536-00479572-00479587 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01537-00479590-00479671 Ruined it for everyone.
7z3a1THkEb4-01538-00479671-00479887 They could afford to write whatever the hell they want.
7z3a1THkEb4-01539-00479887-00480000 So they said, anybody who.
7z3a1THkEb4-01540-00480032-00480477 For anyone else, anyone who's constrained by practical needs is not pure art.
7z3a1THkEb4-01541-00480516-00480859 , it really is like I have a real bone to pick with that whole thing.
7z3a1THkEb4-01542-00480868-00481324 So now we have this premise that art is only art if it's freely, you
7z3a1THkEb4-01543-00481324-00481699 know, if it's unconstrained by any practical considerations or anybody
7z3a1THkEb4-01544-00481699-00482043 else's, but It hasn't been, was not like that for a very long time.
7z3a1THkEb4-01545-00482050-00482139 I'll just say that much.
7z3a1THkEb4-01546-00482160-00482476 That was, you know, that was not how art worked.
7z3a1THkEb4-01547-00482542-00482946 Art for art's sake didn't exist as a concept until
7z3a1THkEb4-01548-00482946-00483126 essentially the 20th century.
7z3a1THkEb4-01549-00483189-00483596 So what my, I'll just, I'll, I'll close by just saying that what my dissertation
7z3a1THkEb4-01550-00483596-00484160 was about was essentially talking about how this, what I said earlier, which
7z3a1THkEb4-01551-00484160-00484629 is when a, somebody gives you a gift, it places you under obligation to them.
7z3a1THkEb4-01552-00484652-00484946 But you can't get rid of it by just giving them an equal gift back.
7z3a1THkEb4-01553-00485018-00485385 But if you give them a bigger gift, you can kind of put them under
7z3a1THkEb4-01554-00485385-00485859 obligation or at least sort of negotiate that position of power.
7z3a1THkEb4-01555-00485904-00486345 And we see this when people are on a fairly similar level of status, right?
7z3a1THkEb4-01556-00486345-00486663 You don't, you can't really negotiate that, like the patron clients of
7z3a1THkEb4-01557-00486720-00486909 with a wide range between them.
7z3a1THkEb4-01558-00486909-00487137 There's no, there's no changing that power dynamic.
7z3a1THkEb4-01559-00487176-00487494 But if you're sort of on equal footing, then you get the kind of competitive
7z3a1THkEb4-01560-00487494-00487842 giving, competitive gift giving the
7z3a1THkEb4-01561-00487842-00487980 Mark: arguments over who gets to
7z3a1THkEb4-01562-00487980-00488130 Aven: pay the bill giving, who gets to pay the bill at the
7z3a1THkEb4-01563-00488130-00488247 end of dinner, for instance.
7z3a1THkEb4-01564-00488247-00488271 Yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01565-00488271-00488773 Who, who's on the hook Who's more lavish in their generosity, these
7z3a1THkEb4-01566-00488773-00488959 kinds of things become an issue.
7z3a1THkEb4-01567-00489001-00489355 And so my dissertation was really about how the poets seem to
7z3a1THkEb4-01568-00489355-00489508 negotiate that in their poetry.
7z3a1THkEb4-01569-00489508-00489835 These particular poets in this particular period when they're
7z3a1THkEb4-01570-00489835-00490357 kind of becoming patrons in a less obviously hierarchical set up than
7z3a1THkEb4-01571-00490357-00490507 had been happening in the past.
7z3a1THkEb4-01572-00490553-00490865 And so I suggest that one of the ways they did that, for instance, is when they
7z3a1THkEb4-01573-00490865-00491312 would dedicate their, among other things, when they dedicated their poems and their
7z3a1THkEb4-01574-00491312-00491789 poetry collections to their patrons, they were saying, well, you're my patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01575-00491789-00491876 You're wonderful.
7z3a1THkEb4-01576-00491879-00492155 Which obviously suggests that their patron is above them and
7z3a1THkEb4-01577-00492159-00492285 they're showing their gratitude.
7z3a1THkEb4-01578-00492285-00492693 So showing gratitude puts you below right, puts you below your,
7z3a1THkEb4-01579-00492693-00492792 the person who gave you something.
7z3a1THkEb4-01580-00492855-00493363 But if their poetry is really, really good,  and they can claim that
7z3a1THkEb4-01581-00493363-00493507 their poetry is really, really good.
7z3a1THkEb4-01582-00493537-00493909 And if, say, mentioning somebody in your poem, immortalizes them
7z3a1THkEb4-01583-00493909-00494287 forever, if your poetry in fact, is going to enhance the reputation of
7z3a1THkEb4-01584-00494287-00495020 your patron really a lot, then maybe they're not so much the one giving.
7z3a1THkEb4-01585-00495020-00495605 Maybe your poem that you're giving is actually the one that is a, a better gift.
7z3a1THkEb4-01586-00495608-00496031 May not be money, may not be politics, but maybe there's a different set
7z3a1THkEb4-01587-00496031-00496451 of criteria by which your poem, your poetry, your mentioning of them in
7z3a1THkEb4-01588-00496451-00496700 your poetry is a more important gift.
7z3a1THkEb4-01589-00496714-00497108 Or if it's not more important, maybe it at least offsets the power
7z3a1THkEb4-01590-00497108-00497422 imbalance that they have established or that you are establishing.
7z3a1THkEb4-01591-00497471-00497942 So in a, in a dedication poem, you can both elevate your patron.
7z3a1THkEb4-01592-00498018-00498393 While also elevating yourself and kind of, so you sort of set up the power
7z3a1THkEb4-01593-00498393-00498814 imbalance, but then restore the power imbalance to some degree but to do so, you
7z3a1THkEb4-01594-00498814-00499468 have to establish a new set of criteria by which poetic excellence matters as
7z3a1THkEb4-01595-00499468-00500116 much as you know, political excellence by which immortality in poetry matters
7z3a1THkEb4-01596-00500116-00500606 as much as having a triumph, you know, all the things that the Romans had
7z3a1THkEb4-01597-00500606-00500963 always considered, the things that made a reputation, that made somebody important.
7z3a1THkEb4-01598-00501025-00501445 Now there's this movement in the late Republic to say that poetry is a whole
7z3a1THkEb4-01599-00501445-00502133 new way of judging importance and status and reputation and position, and
7z3a1THkEb4-01600-00502133-00502568 that these poets who otherwise don't have this kind of power, and this is
7z3a1THkEb4-01601-00502568-00502944 particularly true when it's someone like Horace or Virgil, but even with Catullus,
7z3a1THkEb4-01602-00502946-00503539 when he's interacting with people who are of higher political station, even
7z3a1THkEb4-01603-00503539-00503897 if not socially saying, well, maybe I don't care about your politics.
7z3a1THkEb4-01604-00503897-00504312 Maybe I've got this whole different set of values and by
7z3a1THkEb4-01605-00504312-00504504 them I'm actually more important.
7z3a1THkEb4-01606-00504561-00504897 That's a bit of a crude sort of simplification of what my arguments were.
7z3a1THkEb4-01607-00504927-00505257 But I looked at some of the, the dedication poems
7z3a1THkEb4-01608-00505266-00505389 and, and talked about that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01609-00505497-00505965 Mark: So I think that the question that our listeners really want to have
7z3a1THkEb4-01610-00505965-00506475 answered now is, , what do you do if someone at a bar buys you a bellini
7z3a1THkEb4-01611-00506649-00506703 ?  Aven: You write them a
7z3a1THkEb4-01612-00506703-00506754 Mark: poem.
7z3a1THkEb4-01613-00506754-00506985 What if it's a really good bellini?
7z3a1THkEb4-01614-00507003-00507039 You write
7z3a1THkEb4-01615-00507039-00507282 Aven: them a really good poem,
7z3a1THkEb4-01616-00507535-00507866 and I'm not going to read any poems to anybody.
7z3a1THkEb4-01617-00508010-00508400 Now I was going to, but I've talked for a long time, so I'll just tell you to go
7z3a1THkEb4-01618-00508400-00508704 read Horace Ode 1.1, which is to Maecenas.
7z3a1THkEb4-01619-00508706-00508988 If you wanna sort of get a sense of what these dedication poems looked
7z3a1THkEb4-01620-00508988-00509462 like and Catullus 1 as just sort of an example and I'll leave it at that.
7z3a1THkEb4-01621-00509497-00509614 So support us on Patreon,
7z3a1THkEb4-01622-00510004-00510526 Mark: and we'll make a really good podcast , which will somehow immortalize you.
7z3a1THkEb4-01623-00510583-00510637 Aven: Immortalize.
7z3a1THkEb4-01624-00510637-00511189 Well, why do we, why, why is it a common thing for Patreon supporters to, to read
7z3a1THkEb4-01625-00511189-00511459 out names and to, to make that a reward.
7z3a1THkEb4-01626-00511483-00511651 IT's part of the relationship.
7z3a1THkEb4-01627-00511723-00511786 So, yeah.
7z3a1THkEb4-01628-00511823-00512177 Anyway, thank you for the opportunity to talk about my little pet subject,
7z3a1THkEb4-01629-00512243-00512579 , and I'm finished chewing my bellini.
7z3a1THkEb4-01630-00512579-00512763 So I think we can call it a night.
7z3a1THkEb4-01631-00512788-00512851 Mark: Alright then.
7z3a1THkEb4-01632-00512894-00512937 Ciao!
7z3a1THkEb4-01633-00513000-00513210 Bye-Bye.
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7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00000-00000917-00001487 Blended learning has become a very important part ofeducation in recent years.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00001-00001544-00001861 So even education ministers have adopted
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00002-00001871-00002305 a Council Recommendation on blended learning in 2021.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00003-00002398-00002688 Blended learning can be a blend of learning sites
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00004-00002698-00003030 or a blend of different digital and non-digital tools.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00005-00003072-00003486 Because of all that, and the big importance of blended learning,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00006-00003502-00004126 our Working Group on schools has explored how we all can support blended learning,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00007-00004133-00004356 especially being the policymakers.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00008-00004837-00005367 There are basically three primary different ways
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00009-00005381-00005641 of mediating experience.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00010-00005691-00006402 Now, what's necessary in all three, because, alone, the learner is left
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00011-00006415-00006726 to kind of process these experiences herself,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00012-00006782-00007239 what is needed is a dialogue towards meaning-making.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00013-00007329-00007672 What makes learning inclusive is
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00014-00007682-00008203 when the learning situation is so organised and arranged
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00015-00008239-00008690 that all learners  can actively participate
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00016-00008713-00008987 at their own level  out of their own interest
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00017-00008994-00009264 and are given the support that they need to be able to do so.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00018-00009314-00009780 Obviously, blended learning offers many opportunities for literally blending
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00019-00009787-00009998 these different modes of experience,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00020-00010071-00010708 so that learning has this rich tapestry of experience to draw on.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00021-00011215-00011499 Policymakers as such, and especially ministries
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00022-00011513-00011849 need to make possible for schools and teachers
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00023-00011856-00012306 to have enough time in the curriculum to carry out blended learning.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00024-00012339-00012666 So flexibility of curricula is of great importance
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00025-00012676-00013050 and it must not be prescribed too much.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00026-00013137-00013527 The teachers also need our support regarding the devices,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00027-00013544-00013787 but also the training for the use
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00028-00013794-00014147 of all these digital devices  and digital tools.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00029-00014224-00014635 And what is very important is that they have a place 
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00030-00014644-00014856 where they can share  their experiences.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00031-00014888-00015132 Schools and teachers do wonderful things
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00032-00015141-00015552 and we, the policymakers, need to make it possible for them
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00033-00015569-00015979 to have access to different national or European platforms
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00034-00015996-00016212 to share all these experiences.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00035-00016319-00016916 We see in Croatia that schools build a magnificent cooperation with local communities.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00036-00016970-00017433 For example, our schools do a great job with the police.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00037-00017490-00017824 So we have the police officer coming into the school
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00038-00017847-00018150 teaching the first graders the traffic culture,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00039-00018184-00018444 and they take them actually into the streets,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00040-00018451-00018975 so that the first graders can experience what the traffic is like.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00041-00018991-00019178 This is how we believe
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00042-00019193-00019655 that schools should be open to local communities,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00043-00019682-00020015 and that we all together should make it possible
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00044-00020022-00020342 for our students to have the best possible education.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00045-00020846-00021133 School leaders can support blended learning for inclusion
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00046-00021140-00021500 by allowing sufficient autonomy for all teachers
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00047-00021537-00021737 so that creativity could flourish.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00048-00021834-00022120 The teachers should be seen as professionals
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00049-00022157-00022374 who know what is best for their pupils
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00050-00022407-00022806 and how the learning process could be made more meaningful for them.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00051-00022891-00023261 Of course, a legal framework needs to support it.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00052-00023335-00023682 For example, in Estonia the national curriculum
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00053-00023715-00024145 is based on competencies, skills and learning outcomes.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00054-00024275-00024918 And this allows the teacher to actually blend learning,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00055-00024953-00025392 because this means that the teachers have almost full autonomy
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00056-00025426-00025794 for deciding how the learning process is actually designed
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00057-00025860-00026324 as long as the learning outcomes are fully achieved.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00058-00026431-00026838 This autonomy allows them to create networks and partnerships,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00059-00026874-00027495 for example, with employers or non-governmental organisations,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00060-00027531-00027705 and bring them into the classroom.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00061-00027845-00028262 Or take the lessons outside the classroom
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00062-00028272-00028680 for example, to laboratories, museums, parks, forests,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00063-00028706-00029220 wherever they want to as long as the learning outcomes are achieved.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00064-00029383-00029910 Another thing that a school leader can do is to facilitate cooperation
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00065-00029957-00030372 between the school and the private sector.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00066-00030417-00030784 In Estonia, there is a culture of public-private partnerships
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00067-00030791-00030989 between schools and private enterprises,
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00068-00031027-00031284 and it is deeply rooted in our society.
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00069-00031334-00031551 But all in all, I think that it is important
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00070-00031560-00032072 to create an environment of trust and a culture of cooperation
7zPJLXPEJ9Y-00071-00032118-00032358 for blended learning to actually happen.
7-qUM2eM3U4-00000-00000866-00001363 And so, one of the small things I don't like on GNOME Shell is the shutdown menu design!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00001-00001565-00001753 I'm talking about this menu!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00002-00001790-00002209 That aside it is super ugly, it also feels super confusing too, 
7-qUM2eM3U4-00003-00002209-00002403 and I can't never get used to it!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00004-00002559-00002737 And if you use Shell panel?
7-qUM2eM3U4-00005-00002777-00003080 It feels so much worse in the action coming from the bottom!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00006-00003204-00003715 It may be a small detail, and perhaps people in GNOME use alternative methods to shutdown
7-qUM2eM3U4-00007-00003715-00003815 or restart.
7-qUM2eM3U4-00008-00003878-00004290 But then again, there is no reason why we shouldn't have a beautiful and functional
7-qUM2eM3U4-00009-00004290-00004401 design to everything.
7-qUM2eM3U4-00010-00004446-00004507 YOO!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00011-00004507-00004779 Let me show you how Windows are doing that!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00012-00004779-00004829 YOO!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00013-00005376-00005448 And so!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00014-00005477-00005964 On the bottom right we have our indicators, and by the way, I like a lot both the design
7-qUM2eM3U4-00015-00005964-00006155 and the graphics of this menu!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00016-00006155-00006437 And we can also shrink it for additional minimalazation!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00017-00006545-00006975 But most importantly, we also have a single power off item for everything!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00018-00007011-00007336 And if we click it, we get all the actions in full screen!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00019-00007391-00007698 And everything is super clean, simple and sweet!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00020-00007772-00008025 And this flying animation of the background?
7-qUM2eM3U4-00021-00008025-00008200 So cool and discrete!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00022-00008272-00008619 hmm, lets try it with an application behind?
7-qUM2eM3U4-00023-00008619-00008809 For example with the Settings app!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00024-00009134-00009652 So, power off again, and again we get this screen with our background, and without any
7-qUM2eM3U4-00025-00009652-00009826 app visible behind!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00026-00009951-00010052 Well?
7-qUM2eM3U4-00027-00010052-00010412 Lets try again by sending a notification when we're on this screen!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00028-00010507-00010986 So I will use an alarm notification from Clocks, that I've set to 5 seconds!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00029-00011421-00011759 Clocks basically got bugged, so you can't hear it beeping,
7-qUM2eM3U4-00030-00011759-00011881 but if we go back,
7-qUM2eM3U4-00031-00011881-00012381 we see the notification on top of the menu, that for some reason it always stays opened.
7-qUM2eM3U4-00032-00012561-00012756 And anyway, that was everything!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00033-00012800-00012850 oh!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00034-00012894-00013426 Another matter I want to mention is the super nice animations, even if I run it on an emulator,
7-qUM2eM3U4-00035-00013426-00013604 so everything suffers!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00036-00013604-00013861 For instance, this minimization effect?
7-qUM2eM3U4-00037-00013861-00013922 Woah!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00038-00013961-00014233 But not everything is bells and whistles!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00039-00014233-00014691 So let me show you the universal files picker, that is supposed to work even on Microsoft
7-qUM2eM3U4-00040-00014691-00014864 Surface laptops!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00041-00014864-00014965 Besides?
7-qUM2eM3U4-00042-00014965-00015174 There is no Windows phones anymore!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00043-00015504-00015668 So we hit the browse button..
7-qUM2eM3U4-00044-00015808-00015967 and everything is super slow..
7-qUM2eM3U4-00045-00016150-00016314 and sometimes clumsy too!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00046-00016363-00016861 And that also affects normal universal apps, so It's not just an emulator issue!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00047-00016919-00017346 And anyway, that's pretty much the fluent design file picker so far, 
7-qUM2eM3U4-00048-00017346-00017511 and I got to tell you!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00049-00017511-00017964 Before you complain next time for GNOME's file picker, there are worse!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00050-00017964-00018130 So much more worse!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00051-00018188-00018304 And of course!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00052-00018329-00018743 When it comes to design and features, every user has a different set of requirements from
7-qUM2eM3U4-00053-00018743-00018879 the apps!
7-qUM2eM3U4-00054-00018906-00019030 For instance?
7_s3CyFkdR4-00000-00000720-00001119 What Melania Did to Honor Barbara Bush at Her Funeral Will Make You Love Her Even More
7_s3CyFkdR4-00001-00001119-00001739 Melania Trump invoked such amazing class and grace to honor fellow first lady Barbara Bush.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00002-00001739-00002176 The gesture was subtle, but no less thoughtful when Melania brought former White House head
7_s3CyFkdR4-00003-00002176-00002579 maitre d’ George Hannie and White House usher Buddy Carter, both of whom had a close
7_s3CyFkdR4-00004-00002579-00002805 connection with the Bush family.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00005-00002805-00002984 From IJR
7_s3CyFkdR4-00006-00002984-00003436 The invite-only event touted guests such as former President Barack Obama, former first
7_s3CyFkdR4-00007-00003436-00003953 lady Michelle Obama, former President Bill Clinton and former first lady Hillary Clinton.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00008-00003953-00004415 USA Today reported Trump invited Hannie and Carter to be her guests because of Bush’s
7_s3CyFkdR4-00009-00004415-00004767 devotion to the White House staff during her years as the first lady.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00010-00004767-00005185 “She knew they were very close to the Bush family and wanted them to be able to pay their
7_s3CyFkdR4-00011-00005185-00005718 respects,” NBC News’ Monica Alba tweeted Trump’s spokeswoman, Stephanie Grisham,
7_s3CyFkdR4-00012-00005718-00005818 said.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00013-00005818-00006201 Carter began his work at the White House during the Bush administration after working for
7_s3CyFkdR4-00014-00006201-00006405 15 years at Blair House.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00015-00006405-00006945 Hannie, who grew up under Jim Crow laws in Alabama, served in the White House for 46
7_s3CyFkdR4-00016-00006945-00007249 years, starting with former President Lyndon B. Johnson.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00017-00007249-00007675 “The most memorable moment I had at the White House is seeing my mother walk up North
7_s3CyFkdR4-00018-00007675-00008220 Portico, all alone, to visit me and [former President] George and Barbara Bush in their
7_s3CyFkdR4-00019-00008220-00008556 personal quarters,” Hannie told MSNBC.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00020-00008556-00008802 Eric Draper/The White House
7_s3CyFkdR4-00021-00008802-00009249 Dorothy Bush Koch, George and Barbara’s daughter, lovingly mentioned Hannie in her
7_s3CyFkdR4-00022-00009249-00009349 book.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00023-00009349-00009697 During her private wedding at Camp David, he was among the White House staff members
7_s3CyFkdR4-00024-00009697-00009935 who volunteered to help with the event.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00025-00009935-00010035 She wrote:
7_s3CyFkdR4-00026-00010035-00010435 I’ll always remember what George Hannie, one of the extraordinary butlers who works
7_s3CyFkdR4-00027-00010435-00010667 at the White House, said to me.
7_s3CyFkdR4-00028-00010667-00011131 As I was thanking him, George spoke up and said, “It’s okay honey, but just don’t
7_s3CyFkdR4-00029-00011131-00011277 do it a third time.”
7_s3CyFkdR4-00030-00011277-00011542 Words to live by!
7_s3CyFkdR4-00031-00011542-00011767  During the ceremony, former Gov. Jeb Bush
7_s3CyFkdR4-00032-00011767-00012347 (R-Fla.) delivered a eulogyand called his mom their “first and most important teacher.”
7_s3CyFkdR4-00033-00012347-00012682 He noted that among the lessons she taught them was to treat others how you want to be
7_s3CyFkdR4-00034-00012682-00012972 treated and “love your God with your heart and soul.”
7_s3CyFkdR4-00035-00012972-00014319 Barbara Bush passed away on Tuesday at the age of 92.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00000-00000924-00001412 What I really appreciate about traveling with Loki is that he's always, he's the just best
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00001-00001412-00002057 companion in the definition of that word and knowing that we kind of work together well,
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00002-00002057-00003447 and can travel well, and appreciate each other in those travels is a really special thing.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00003-00003447-00004017 You're never really alone when you have a dog and she's not just a companion she's a
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00004-00004017-00004732 conversation starter, she helps me meet new people, she makes a lot of interactions easier.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00005-00004732-00005287 She's given me the confidence and courage to go to new places and experience new things
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00006-00005288-00005480 that I otherwise wouldn't have.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00007-00006600-00007238 The feeling of traveling with Loki is kind of a paradox between being comfortable with
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00008-00007238-00007927 somebody and feeling known by somebody and also like a new adventure in not knowing what's
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00009-00007927-00008534 going to happen and the anticipation of the journey is always kind of like a fun balance
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00010-00008534-00008906 between those two things when you're traveling with your dog.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00011-00008906-00009411 I think the message that we want to send is, we want to inspire other people to go out,
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00012-00009411-00009840 explore the world and make memories with their dogs.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00013-00011345-00011807 I like to travel with Marley because she's always adding to my experience, sometimes
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00014-00011807-00012492 as humans we hold back, we don't always allow ourselves to be totally in the moment and
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00015-00012492-00012699 fully experience things.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00016-00012699-00013212 The way Marley enjoy even the simplest things is a nice reminder for me to do the same.
7_tvDOLwwrQ-00017-00013212-00013593 She wholeheartedly embraces life without even realizing it.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00000-00000010-00000312 The students bring the enthusiasm and the motivation.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00001-00000370-00000922 The university brings the training, and then the partners bring the data sets.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00002-00000984-00001550 Bringing this all together in a common setting makes it possible through the students
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00003-00001604-00001907 to bring about the facts in the world that are so motivating.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00004-00002432-00002984 Students who go out into the world with data science skills, with data literacy at their disposal
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00005-00003026-00003654 are able to bring those skills to bear on the societal challenges ahead of us.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00006-00003718-00004542 And when they are learning to think both technically and ethically to understand how to work the data
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00007-00004588-00005292 and what it should be used for, they give us the possiblity of shaping a more just society around data
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00008-00005292-00005678 Our students today are living in a world that's just saturated with data.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00009-00005678-00006314 And that can lead them sometimes to just see themselves as consumers of their products.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00010-00006409-00007042 But when their eyes are open to the fact that they can become producers of knowledge
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00011-00007042-00007631 in the areas that they find interesting, their attitude towards data science can shift.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00012-00007631-00008029 Students have gone on and done things that we had never anticipated with the knowledge
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00013-00008030-00008328 that they have taken from our data science courses.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00014-00008382-00009070 Some of them have gone on into what we call discovery projects which are team projects
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00015-00009070-00009724 put together either by faculty members or by outside partners, non-governmental organisations,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00016-00009724-00010389 grand data challenges that students come together, join their skills and work on around things
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00017-00010390-00010830 like the availability of safe drinking water or pollution control.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00018-00010884-00011260 And there's no way that the faculty could have told the students,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00019-00011260-00011507 this was what they should do with their skills.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00020-00011508-00011830 It engaged the students and they jumped at it.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00021-00011890-00012371 Or else they have gone and worked in faculty and many different parts of the university
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00022-00012372-00012646 to do research projects inside laboratories.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00023-00012678-00013078 And the faculty and the postdoctoral fellows tell us:
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00024-00013124-00013478 The students bring skills that we don't ourselves have.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00025-00013478-00013890 We can do new science when we bring in your students
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00026-00013930-00014278 and they become part of our lab team as equal contributors.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00027-00014278-00014610 So data literacy is an emerging demand on our society.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00028-00014610-00015082 We haven't had the same need for it before like we're seeing now.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00029-00015082-00015522 Because the wealth of data that is surrounding us and the way we use it to make
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00030-00015522-00015978 personal decisions is placing new demands on our educational system.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00031-00016016-00016608 So the possibility of spuring innovation in this area, finding ways to make it available
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00032-00016608-00017120 to students across the spectrum of disciplines is an incredibly important move.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00033-00017388-00017842 The feedback on the programme has been really encouraging for students.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00034-00017842-00018480 Many of them come in to Data 8 and the Connector just to meet a requirement, a statistics requirement.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00035-00018481-00018984 And then they take the class and they say: I never realized data science could be for me.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00036-00019050-00019290 I can be data science.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00037-00019290-00019676 So as the students take it up they internalize it and make it their own.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00038-00019676-00020138 And as a professor that's one of the most exciting things you can see is the thing that
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00039-00020138-00020536 you know was going to be so valuable they feel is theirs.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00040-00020606-00021046 And on the side of my colleagues at the faculty who are themselves learning how to deal with
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00041-00021046-00021690 data science, what we have been able to do is bring that student energy to work with them.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00042-00021716-00022158 And the students bring the knowledge from Data 8 to faculty
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00043-00022182-00022492 who haven't had that experience themselves.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00044-00022493-00023169 So in the module, say, a student from computer science will be working with the faculty member
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00045-00023169-00023962 from sociology, psychology and bringing these new ways of working with data directly to
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00046-00023962-00024322 the faculty member and into that faculty member's courses.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00047-00024388-00025018 And it's a cross-generational partnership where the knowledge is being shared in both directions.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00048-00025414-00025772 So at Berkeley we started down this road back in 2014.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00049-00025772-00026002 So it's been four years coming.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00050-00026083-00026920 A group of us faculty came together in order to design a very, very ambitious undergraduate curriculum,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00051-00026960-00027412 designing it surely for the pleasure of working in this area
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00052-00027412-00027638 and knowing that our students would want it.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00053-00027700-00028258 So as this group has come together and continued working and expanding, bringing in other faculty
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00054-00028258-00028774 from across the university, we have not only built the foundations of data science class
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00055-00028774-00029318 what we call Data 8 which is now running at 1,300 students every semester,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00056-00029368-00029650 but a whole set of other courses around it.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00057-00029650-00030266 At the entry level we have got Connector courses which bring the concepts and skills of Data 8
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00058-00030266-00031089 into connection with all sorts of domains of application, from text analysis to civil engineering.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00059-00031168-00031712 And then as we have moved upward in the curriculum we found that we can build new courses or
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00060-00031712-00032532 transform existing ones by bringing data science modules in, so sociology classes use data science,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00061-00032532-00032738 or environmental science classes.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00062-00032810-00033574 It's really exciting to be part of something that is working from the bottom up and building
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00063-00033574-00034026 collaborative relationships across the university rather than silos.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00064-00034426-00034956 There was a kind of insurgent ideal that motivated those of us
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00065-00034956-00035240 who were involved with the programme from the start.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00066-00035318-00036027 We knew that data science needed to get into domains all across the university, and we knew
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00067-00036027-00036358 it needed to be on those domains' terms.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00068-00036358-00036778 You can't dictate from above how this will unfold.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00069-00036846-00037562 So we started at the bottom with the foundational level and with the students and then made it
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00070-00037563-00038138 possible for all the application domains to see themselves in the programme they were
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00071-00038138-00038710 building and define their role that made the most sense for them, whether that's computer science
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00072-00038710-00039436 and statistics being all in and being there at the foundations or whether its faculty
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00073-00039436-00040102 in the natural sciences or the humanities creating new Connector courses or new modules.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00074-00040150-00040672 We make space for every discipline to find its own way,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00075-00040712-00040956 and that was part of the goal from the start.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00076-00041384-00041608 This needn't be a daunting task.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00077-00041608-00042246 There are small ways to start, experimental ways to start, whether it is teaching
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00078-00042246-00042660 a new class or teaching a class in a new way.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00079-00042694-00043032 It doesn't need to be grandiose at the beginning.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00080-00043136-00043890 The opportunities here also come from working with colleagues in new more exploratory ways,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00081-00043890-00044620 not creating a grant proposal that will have to go through many layers of review but just
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00082-00044620-00045078 sitting down with a good colleague who you trust and developing
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00083-00045078-00045408 a relationship and a strategy for working together.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00084-00045460-00045956 One of the things that have been so surprising for me, that's most valuable about the pay-off
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00085-00045956-00046426 is the personal relationships that come out of working with colleagues.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00086-00046506-00047096 The friends who I've made through this effort are going to stay with me for years.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00087-00047096-00047666 And that's because you get past your barriers, and you get past your disciplinary pride,
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00088-00047732-00048084 and you find ways to engage with someone else's expertise.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00089-00048128-00048466 So it can start small and it can be experimental.
7CC1Q4Xpmgo-00090-00048516-00048940 But with a strong personal relationship it can grow into something really powerful.
7Duj9NpUHgE-00000-00000024-00000552 - Hey everyone, my name is Geetha and I'm studying a Bachelor of Psychology with Honours.
7Duj9NpUHgE-00001-00000552-00001000 - G'day everyone, I'm Bill. I'm currently studying a Bachelor of Psychology. 
7Duj9NpUHgE-00002-00001000-00001447 - We're coming towards the end of 2020,  so a lot of people are finishing their exams.
7Duj9NpUHgE-00003-00001104-00001696 - I know coming out of my HSC exams,
7Duj9NpUHgE-00004-00001696-00002320 I was pretty stressed about the whole thing. But, looking back at it, your ATAR doesn't necessarily
7Duj9NpUHgE-00005-00002320-00002562 define who you are for the rest of your life. 
7Duj9NpUHgE-00006-00002562-00002859 - When I was doing my HSC exams, it was pretty stressful.
7Duj9NpUHgE-00007-00002864-00003560 at the time, but once I finished, I was so relieved. But I can understand that others might be stressed,
7Duj9NpUHgE-00008-00003560-00004208 or worrying about their grades and marks and ranks. But it's important to take that time after exams
7Duj9NpUHgE-00009-00004208-00004473 to appreciate what you have managed to accomplish. whether you come out of the exams feeling happy or
7Duj9NpUHgE-00010-00004473-00004770 - Whether you come out of the exams feeling happy or
7Duj9NpUHgE-00011-00004776-00005296 sad, use this time to just de-stress. At the end of the day, you'll be able to get to where you
7Duj9NpUHgE-00012-00005296-00005784 want. There's a huge amount of pathways you can take, whether you get in with your ATAR,
7Duj9NpUHgE-00013-00005856-00006336 whether you go to TAFE first, whether you do a different degree first, or even do Newstep,
7Duj9NpUHgE-00014-00006336-00006738 it doesn't matter - you'll be able to achieve anything you set your mind to.
7Duj9NpUHgE-00015-00006742-00007282 - There are so many pathways ahead of you, so take this time to pickwhich way you
7Duj9NpUHgE-00016-00007282-00007482 want to go and follow your dreams.
7NKT394ZT6g-00000-00000616-00001215 I address the Russians who are watching us. Interviews of your soldiers will not be shown on federal channels
7NKT394ZT6g-00001-00001258-00002360 share this video among your friends and relatives, especially in Russian social networks, so that more people will know the truth about the war
7NKT394ZT6g-00002-00002360-00002585 -What's your full name? -Yevgeniy
7NKT394ZT6g-00003-00002671-00002901 -Your full name -Oh, surname, name and patronymic?
7NKT394ZT6g-00004-00002951-00003377 -Yes -Vostrotin Yevgeniy Valeryevich
7NKT394ZT6g-00005-00003377-00003707 -Where are you from? -Chelyabinsk region, Nezhinsk
7NKT394ZT6g-00006-00003875-00004167 -Date of birth? -1976
7NKT394ZT6g-00007-00004167-00004396 -Do you have a family? Children? -I have children
7NKT394ZT6g-00008-00004444-00004560 -How many? -Two
7NKT394ZT6g-00009-00004596-00004965 -How old are they? -They'll be turning 22 and 24
7NKT394ZT6g-00010-00005045-00005512 -How did you end up in Ukraine? -I went...
7NKT394ZT6g-00011-00005981-00006120 How do I say this...
7NKT394ZT6g-00012-00006165-00006447 Voluntarily
7NKT394ZT6g-00013-00006516-00006695 -By contract? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00014-00006713-00006856 -So you're a contractor? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00015-00006888-00007167 -Ministry of Defense of Russian Federation -"Akhmat", yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00016-00007200-00007539 -Akhmat is different. So you signed a contract with Akhmat? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00017-00007539-00008233 -How did you join it? -We flew to Chechnya
7NKT394ZT6g-00018-00008290-00008700 -Ok, so you saw... -Yes, on a website
7NKT394ZT6g-00019-00008739-00009000 -What website? -I don't know, it was my friend who found it
7NKT394ZT6g-00020-00009066-00009630 -Ok. What did it say there? -He read everything, then invited me. I thought for a week
7NKT394ZT6g-00021-00009684-00010105 -So where did you fly in Chechnya? Grozny? -At first to Grozny
7NKT394ZT6g-00022-00010118-00010654 -Ok, what was there? -That was it, then we went to the mayor's office
7NKT394ZT6g-00023-00010654-00011214 -Stop. Who did you talk to? -I don't know. Wait, what do you mean?
7NKT394ZT6g-00024-00011214-00012622 -Who did you talk to in Grozny? -No one. We were told to come to city's hall and there will be everything
7NKT394ZT6g-00025-00012693-00013399 -Did someone discuss with you anything? Payment? -Nothing. Everything was written on the internet
7NKT394ZT6g-00026-00013502-00013930 -Who gave you the contract? -We were given the contract in mayor's office
7NKT394ZT6g-00027-00013956-00014400 -Grozny's city hall, right? -Yes, yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00028-00014400-00015069 -Was it Chechens? -No, not Chechens. It were Russians
7NKT394ZT6g-00029-00015229-00016108 We were led to a hall, called one by one, gave us the contracts and we signed it. We didn't read the content, but we should have
7NKT394ZT6g-00030-00016124-00016518 -You just understood that? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00031-00016623-00016948 -Who signed the contract on the other side? Whose stamp was it? -No idea
7NKT394ZT6g-00032-00016964-00017103 -How much money were you promised?
7NKT394ZT6g-00033-00017303-00017423 -Around 200k rubles
7NKT394ZT6g-00034-00017485-00017819 -For how long? -3 months
7NKT394ZT6g-00035-00017819-00018555 -Was it written in the contract or you don't know? -It was written when we were looking on the internet
7NKT394ZT6g-00036-00018687-00019459 Wait, no, it was written in Vkontakte. Because it was written on the first page and we managed to read it
7NKT394ZT6g-00037-00019680-00020181 -3 months, but it could've been 10 months, had you not looked, you see? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00038-00020197-00021053 -Did you talk to your wife about it? -Me and my wife are divorced, so we don't talk much
7NKT394ZT6g-00039-00021116-00021881 -I see. Did you tell your children about it? -What can children tell me? Dad got ready, Dad went
7NKT394ZT6g-00040-00021881-00022546 -Ok. When did you sign it? Which month? -10th of December, 2022
7NKT394ZT6g-00041-00022712-00023317 -When were you captured? -On the 30th of December, 2022
7NKT394ZT6g-00042-00023317-00023782 -Where? -Bilohorivka
7NKT394ZT6g-00043-00023916-00024635 -It's near Bakhmut, right? -I honestly don't know, maybe near Lysychansk?
7NKT394ZT6g-00044-00024745-00025041 -Yes, there's Lysychansk and then Bakhmut
7NKT394ZT6g-00045-00025066-00025266 What kind of troop were you? -Gunner
7NKT394ZT6g-00046-00025350-00025669 -What did you do before contract? -I worked
7NKT394ZT6g-00047-00025669-00025818 -As whom? -Bulldozer driver
7NKT394ZT6g-00048-00025900-00026514 -What was your average salary? -40k - 45k rubles
7NKT394ZT6g-00049-00026704-00027015 -Why did you go? -It was enough money for me
7NKT394ZT6g-00050-00027015-00027867 -It was enough? Then why did you go? -Who knows. Honestly, I heard that if one family member leaves for the army,
7NKT394ZT6g-00051-00027984-00028295 it spreads to other family members
7NKT394ZT6g-00052-00028343-00028543 -So it spreads on your son? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00053-00028743-00028893 That's what I heard
7NKT394ZT6g-00054-00028966-00029823 -I haven't heard of that before -I did and I went so that my kids wouldn't be drafted
7NKT394ZT6g-00055-00030454-00030666 -So, purely self interest -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00056-00030666-00031312 -Is there ideology to this? -The ideology is so that children wouldn't get drafted
7NKT394ZT6g-00057-00031312-00032214 -By ideology I mean, for example, Russians said Donetsk and Luhansk had been bombed by fascists and Nazis. Americans are at war, NATO is at the gates and so on
7NKT394ZT6g-00058-00032442-00032642 -I haven't seen that
7NKT394ZT6g-00059-00032792-00033366 -But in Russia that was heard, what I just listed -I haven't heard of that in Russia
7NKT394ZT6g-00060-00033366-00033664 -How come? -Because I didn't look into it
7NKT394ZT6g-00061-00033716-00034046 -Do you not watch the internet? -I don't
7NKT394ZT6g-00062-00034046-00034353 -What about news? -No
7NKT394ZT6g-00063-00034542-00035153 -A moral and ethical question
7NKT394ZT6g-00064-00035235-00036639 Your personal problems, that were created by your own government, you decided to solve them by going on a war with another nation
7NKT394ZT6g-00065-00036702-00036820 -It turns out so
7NKT394ZT6g-00066-00036882-00037082 -You agree? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00067-00037221-00037959 Nobody wanted it. We didn't think we'd be on the front
7NKT394ZT6g-00068-00038424-00038693 -I love this Russian's word: "It turns out so"
7NKT394ZT6g-00069-00038745-00039376 Sometimes I think that I force Russians to think. Do you think so? -Let me think
7NKT394ZT6g-00070-00039636-00039836 Yes -Yes?
7NKT394ZT6g-00071-00040057-00040164 Then next question
7NKT394ZT6g-00072-00040189-00041134 Very often when Russians come here they say "I didn't think it'd be like this"
7NKT394ZT6g-00073-00041187-00041979 If we take Russia, is it one big and strict f*cking spoil for Russians?
7NKT394ZT6g-00074-00042039-00042239 There's authority and peasants
7NKT394ZT6g-00075-00042268-00042468 The authority always f*cking spoils those peasants?
7NKT394ZT6g-00076-00042800-00043240 -I wouldn't say so
7NKT394ZT6g-00077-00043313-00043839 -No, but you see, you said you wouldn't think you'd be on the front, yet you were sent there
7NKT394ZT6g-00078-00043896-00044096 Were there Chechens? -No
7NKT394ZT6g-00079-00044123-00044266 -All were Russians? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00080-00044293-00044749 -Then where are the f*cking Chechens? It's a Chechen battalion -It is
7NKT394ZT6g-00081-00044794-00045238 -Where are Chechens? -They must be somewhere, if the battalion is Chechen. I only saw Russians
7NKT394ZT6g-00082-00045263-00045723 -Listen, all Russians here say that Chechens don't fight, those Kadyrovites
7NKT394ZT6g-00083-00045769-00046468 As I was told, when the fight finished, they came with Cola's and snickers, they ate, shot on camera and left
7NKT394ZT6g-00084-00046557-00047065 -I haven't seen that -I'm just telling you
7NKT394ZT6g-00085-00047122-00047443 Were there Chechens near Bakhmut? -No
7NKT394ZT6g-00086-00047527-00047912 You mean in Bilohrivka? Where I was taken? There were none
7NKT394ZT6g-00087-00047962-00048256 -So what does this don-don-don say? That "big warrior"
7NKT394ZT6g-00088-00048303-00048538 Ding ding don only in Grozny?
7NKT394ZT6g-00089-00048818-00049647 How does AFU fight? -I haven't gotten the chance to fight, so I don't know
7NKT394ZT6g-00090-00049647-00050023 -Have you fired? -No
7NKT394ZT6g-00091-00050089-00050355 -And if honestly? -No, honestly
7NKT394ZT6g-00092-00050555-00050869 -What do you know about Ukraine? -About Ukraine?
7NKT394ZT6g-00093-00051615-00052161 That it is fertile land
7NKT394ZT6g-00094-00052610-00052810 I don't know what else
7NKT394ZT6g-00095-00053383-00054289 -Are you proud that USSR won against Germans in World War 2?
7NKT394ZT6g-00096-00054451-00054754 -Honestly, yes. Why not?
7NKT394ZT6g-00097-00054754-00054954 -Do you attend parades? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00098-00055043-00055263 -Every year? -9th of May, yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00099-00055614-00056177 -USSR did what? Defended from Germans -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00100-00056177-00056425 -Germans were who? Occupants -Mhm
7NKT394ZT6g-00101-00056689-00057195 -Did you have someone who fought in the war? -Great-grandfathers
7NKT394ZT6g-00102-00057304-00057504 -You're like their great-grandchildren, right? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00103-00057600-00057857 -Great-grandchild came to Bakhmut as whom?
7NKT394ZT6g-00104-00058413-00058674 -Turns out as an occupant -As an occupant indeed
7NKT394ZT6g-00105-00058874-00059419 Ukrainians are doing what? -They're defending
7NKT394ZT6g-00106-00059599-00059799 Could a great-grandfather be proud of his great-grandchild?
7NKT394ZT6g-00107-00060485-00060662 -I can't say
7NKT394ZT6g-00108-00060847-00061184 -If there are any doubts, then let's extend our discussion
7NKT394ZT6g-00109-00061384-00062054 USSR fought for it's lands, right? Germans wanted to occupy them
7NKT394ZT6g-00110-00062106-00062723 Ukraine is defending it's territories. It's an idea, to protect it's own people, lands and sovereignty
7NKT394ZT6g-00111-00062833-00063195 What does Russia fight for? Explain to me. There are always 2 sides
7NKT394ZT6g-00112-00063733-00063953 -No answer -None?
7NKT394ZT6g-00113-00064234-00064894 What do Russians die here for? -No answer
7NKT394ZT6g-00114-00065078-00066076 -There's your self-interest, so that your son wouldn't get drafted, but it's a country's internal problem, right?
7NKT394ZT6g-00115-00066117-00066317 That the leader is crazy
7NKT394ZT6g-00116-00066399-00067128 Could Russians deal with him? Since there are elections and so on. After all, it's Russians who voted for him
7NKT394ZT6g-00117-00067284-00067855 If they don't agree with that, you don't agree with your son being drafted, right? You don't believe in any idea
7NKT394ZT6g-00118-00067883-00068233 Then maybe it's Russians who should deal with all this?
7NKT394ZT6g-00119-00068317-00068613 Deal with Putin, Shoigu and all this f*ckfest
7NKT394ZT6g-00120-00069106-00069174 What do you think?
7NKT394ZT6g-00121-00069630-00069789 Are you afraid? -No idea
7NKT394ZT6g-00122-00069804-00069869 -You're afraid
7NKT394ZT6g-00123-00070083-00070283 You can just say that you're afraid
7NKT394ZT6g-00124-00070673-00070800 -I don't know how to answer
7NKT394ZT6g-00125-00071189-00071617 -How old is your son? -One is 22, the second is 24
7NKT394ZT6g-00126-00071617-00071738 -So he's conscious already
7NKT394ZT6g-00127-00071738-00072576 Theoretically you get exchanged. You'll be sitting with your son on May 9th, your relationship with him is good, right?
7NKT394ZT6g-00128-00072647-00073405 And your son asks you "Dad, why did you go there?" You'll answer him plainly: "So that you wouldn't get drafted"
7NKT394ZT6g-00129-00073549-00074638 But he'll be a clever guy and ask you, nobody will know of it: "Dad, what was I supposed to go for? What were we supposed to do there?"
7NKT394ZT6g-00130-00075000-00075200 It would be a normal question from a son, right?
7NKT394ZT6g-00131-00075494-00075557 -Maybe
7NKT394ZT6g-00132-00075641-00075748 -What will you tell him?
7NKT394ZT6g-00133-00076872-00076992 -Interesting question
7NKT394ZT6g-00134-00077740-00077940 I find it hard to answer
7NKT394ZT6g-00135-00078519-00079029 -Not even as a journalist, but as a Ukrainian I try to understand that from Russians
7NKT394ZT6g-00136-00079132-00079277 If they understood what they did
7NKT394ZT6g-00137-00079375-00080024 I have a feeling that, honestly, after more than 100 interviews no one could answer me this
7NKT394ZT6g-00138-00080329-00080940 They talk about some defense of motherland, Donetsk and Luhansk and so on
7NKT394ZT6g-00139-00080940-00081377 But what motherland on foreign territory?
7NKT394ZT6g-00140-00081534-00082097 Russians sat here and said Ukrainians looked at them with despise
7NKT394ZT6g-00141-00082297-00082497 Was it like that with you? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00142-00082716-00083100 -So Ukrainians don't want Russians, if they look at them with despise
7NKT394ZT6g-00143-00083292-00083492 -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00144-00083569-00083808 -I'm not making this up, it's true, isn't it? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00145-00083968-00084108 -Wanna say anything to Ukrainians?
7NKT394ZT6g-00146-00084683-00084883 -I want to personally apologize for coming here
7NKT394ZT6g-00147-00085016-00085672 -Yes, that's a good step, when people at least have an understanding of what they did
7NKT394ZT6g-00148-00085931-00086359 Wanna say anything to Russians? -What about them?
7NKT394ZT6g-00149-00086772-00086972 They should think with their heads
7NKT394ZT6g-00150-00087300-00087831 -How to end this war? -How to end it?
7NKT394ZT6g-00151-00089032-00089312 I don't know. We need to negotiate somehow to end it
7NKT394ZT6g-00152-00089631-00089776 -How do you negotiate with a Russian?
7NKT394ZT6g-00153-00090043-00090243 -I'm not knowledgeable in that, I don't know
7NKT394ZT6g-00154-00090514-00090801 -Not knowledgeable in politics, right? I already know that -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00155-00090826-00090921 -You're part of the politics
7NKT394ZT6g-00156-00091049-00091310 You voluntarily became part of the policy
7NKT394ZT6g-00157-00091351-00092238 I'll tell you more. As a Russian citizen you're part of the politics, because you attend elections
7NKT394ZT6g-00158-00092509-00092787 Who did you vote for? -For Putin
7NKT394ZT6g-00159-00092866-00092961 -Are you satisfied with him?
7NKT394ZT6g-00160-00093851-00094078 -He seems to be fine
7NKT394ZT6g-00161-00094153-00094663 -You think so? What about what's happening now between Ukraine and Russia? -That I'm not really fine with
7NKT394ZT6g-00162-00094692-00095053 -Putin is the commander-in-chief? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00163-00095124-00095491 -I'm sorry, but you, Russians, wasted everything
7NKT394ZT6g-00164-00095675-00096520 You're here in captivity and you are even afraid to say what's in reality. Do you understand that?
7NKT394ZT6g-00165-00096764-00096888 You're like slaves of a Tsar
7NKT394ZT6g-00166-00097340-00097508 Who stupidly sends you to slaughter
7NKT394ZT6g-00167-00097572-00098362 You went here so your would survive. I'm sorry, but that's f*cked up. There's nothing ideal that would be in the war, right?
7NKT394ZT6g-00168-00098562-00098787 Do you see what I mean? -Yes
7NKT394ZT6g-00169-00098810-00099010 -You can agree or disagree
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7OBRGBek71c-00002-00003600-00005600 Chengannur: Counting of votes for the bypoll to the Chengannur Assembly seat in Kerala is underway on Thursday with CPI-M candidate, Saji Cherian, taking a comfortable lead of over 4,000 votes after counting started for the third round.
7OBRGBek71c-00003-00005700-00006900 In the 2016 assembly polls the Communist Party of India-Marxist candidate, KK Ramachandran Nair, had a lead of only 2,000 votes.
7OBRGBek71c-00004-00007000-00008900 The bypoll was necessitated following Nair`s death in January The signs are good and victory is becoming clear because I have led in all the 14 booths in the first round which include strongholds of the Congress-led UDF, said Cherian.
7OBRGBek71c-00005-00009000-00010800 With the trend becoming more and more clear, Cherian appears to be firmly establishing the lead. The CPI-M candidate clearly has an upper hand in the Congress` strongholds, said senior Congress leader Rajmohan Unnithan.
7OBRGBek71c-00006-00010900-00012500 Vijayakumar is in the second position followed by the Bharatiya Janata Partys PS Sreedharan Pillai. I had told soon after the elections that the Left has purchased votes, and all that can be seen now, said Pillai.
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7UiJjLDyvrA-00001-00000121-00000353 I'm the senior Vice President Area manager,
7UiJjLDyvrA-00002-00000353-00000553 for Kaiser Foundation Hospital and Health Plan,
7UiJjLDyvrA-00003-00000553-00000663 here in San Diego.
7UiJjLDyvrA-00004-00000785-00000975 I'm really excited about the day today,
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7UiJjLDyvrA-00011-00002938-00003263 we as a community won't grow and we won't thrive.
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7UiJjLDyvrA-00054-00012494-00012667 - [Jane] Well thank you for your strong partnership.
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7d_9fIAER2g-00000-00000000-00000217 HADI RANGIN: Good afternoon, everyone.
7d_9fIAER2g-00001-00000217-00000513 My name is Hadi Rangin, a member of IT accessibility team.
7d_9fIAER2g-00002-00000513-00001194 And I would like to welcome you to our monthly webinar series.
7d_9fIAER2g-00003-00001194-00001582 Today we will be discussing how we can utilize or use
7d_9fIAER2g-00004-00001582-00001902 a screen reader as a potential checking, testing tool.
7d_9fIAER2g-00005-00003220-00003270 OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00006-00003270-00003517 Let me tell you what we will be discussing today.
7d_9fIAER2g-00007-00003517-00003720 First, we will be talking a little bit
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7d_9fIAER2g-00009-00004044-00004287 accessibility.
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7d_9fIAER2g-00011-00004710-00004908 and what is screen readers are available,
7d_9fIAER2g-00012-00004908-00005151 how screen reader works, and then
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7d_9fIAER2g-00015-00005715-00006307 And then later, we'll dive into a live demo.
7d_9fIAER2g-00016-00006307-00006659 And finally, we'll have time for questions and answers.
7d_9fIAER2g-00017-00006659-00006778 But Good luck.
7d_9fIAER2g-00018-00006778-00006928 I usually go over time.
7d_9fIAER2g-00019-00007183-00007378 Technical accessibility.
7d_9fIAER2g-00020-00007378-00007714 I would like that we, just at the beginning,
7d_9fIAER2g-00021-00007714-00008034 understand the difference between functional and
7d_9fIAER2g-00022-00008034-00008272 technical accessibility.
7d_9fIAER2g-00023-00008272-00008428 They have a big difference.
7d_9fIAER2g-00024-00008428-00008656 When we talk about technical accessibility,
7d_9fIAER2g-00025-00008656-00008884 we usually focus on accessibility
7d_9fIAER2g-00026-00008884-00009350 of a specific item by itself.
7d_9fIAER2g-00027-00009350-00009715 For example, we check if a button or form
7d_9fIAER2g-00028-00009715-00009988 control in general has been coded
7d_9fIAER2g-00029-00009988-00010514 according to the recommended standard or best practices.
7d_9fIAER2g-00030-00010514-00011089 So this ensures that the assistive technology
7d_9fIAER2g-00031-00011089-00011791 has proper access to the button as needed.
7d_9fIAER2g-00032-00011791-00012256 Note that in this method, we are checking the element by itself.
7d_9fIAER2g-00033-00012256-00012615 And it does not give us any holistic view
7d_9fIAER2g-00034-00012615-00013378 about the overall accessibility of the page or the process
7d_9fIAER2g-00035-00013378-00013572 that we are testing for.
7d_9fIAER2g-00036-00013897-00014509 In the functional accessibility testing,
7d_9fIAER2g-00037-00014509-00015244 we focus more on overall accessibility of the process.
7d_9fIAER2g-00038-00015244-00015363 Examples that I have.
7d_9fIAER2g-00039-00015363-00015779 Consider you go to Google or Gmail
7d_9fIAER2g-00040-00015779-00016063 and you want to send an email.
7d_9fIAER2g-00041-00016063-00016601 So we check, we consider the entire process
7d_9fIAER2g-00042-00016601-00017342 of finding the compose button, being able to navigate to it,
7d_9fIAER2g-00043-00017342-00017882 trigger it, and then go through all the components
7d_9fIAER2g-00044-00017882-00018386 or the fields, compose your email, run spell check,
7d_9fIAER2g-00045-00018386-00018959 and then send the message, and then get the confirmation
7d_9fIAER2g-00046-00018959-00019296 notice that you have successfully sent the message.
7d_9fIAER2g-00047-00019296-00019674 So when we do the testing like this,
7d_9fIAER2g-00048-00019674-00019862 we call that functional accessibility
7d_9fIAER2g-00049-00019862-00020246 because we want to check the entire business
7d_9fIAER2g-00050-00020246-00020475 process as a whole.
7d_9fIAER2g-00051-00020475-00020813 And as you see, for each step we need
7d_9fIAER2g-00052-00020813-00021143 to make sure that all the elements that we
7d_9fIAER2g-00053-00021143-00021701 are interacting with are accessible,
7d_9fIAER2g-00054-00021701-00022055 and then we can get to the next step.
7d_9fIAER2g-00055-00022055-00022325 And of course, this is the right way
7d_9fIAER2g-00056-00022325-00022565 to do it because you that way you
7d_9fIAER2g-00057-00022565-00023006 get a holistic view of overall accessibility of the page
7d_9fIAER2g-00058-00023006-00023148 or of the process.
7d_9fIAER2g-00059-00023148-00023723 So to summarize it, so for the functional accessibility,
7d_9fIAER2g-00060-00023723-00024200 we need the technical accessibility.
7d_9fIAER2g-00061-00024200-00024573 I think that is a short message.
7d_9fIAER2g-00062-00024573-00025229 So accessible technique is required,
7d_9fIAER2g-00063-00025229-00026127 but you need both aspects of the accessibility
7d_9fIAER2g-00064-00026127-00026696 to sure the application that you are dealing with is accessible.
7d_9fIAER2g-00065-00027024-00027277 So we already are talking about accessibility, I mean,
7d_9fIAER2g-00066-00027277-00027502 how we can use a screen reader for that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00067-00027502-00028091 But I am very, very skeptic to recommend developers go ahead
7d_9fIAER2g-00068-00028091-00028270 and start with the screen reader testing
7d_9fIAER2g-00069-00028270-00028578 because the screen reader programs super complex.
7d_9fIAER2g-00070-00029045-00029510 I do not recommend that people go
7d_9fIAER2g-00071-00029510-00029762 and just start testing with the screen reader
7d_9fIAER2g-00072-00029762-00030230 because you might get a lot of incorrect results
7d_9fIAER2g-00073-00030230-00030689 because you do not know how to utilize this community there,
7d_9fIAER2g-00074-00030689-00031025 or you are not familiar with hundreds of functions
7d_9fIAER2g-00075-00031025-00031100 that they offer.
7d_9fIAER2g-00076-00031363-00031717 But before you test, you need to understand
7d_9fIAER2g-00077-00031717-00032068 the basics of coding practices.
7d_9fIAER2g-00078-00032068-00032473 So you need to know that, for example for a button, what
7d_9fIAER2g-00079-00032473-00032956 features you are looking for, what behavior you
7d_9fIAER2g-00080-00032956-00033067 are looking for.
7d_9fIAER2g-00081-00033067-00033854 And all of them are available through audio best practices
7d_9fIAER2g-00082-00033854-00034423 or HTML best practices that you can go and read and then see
7d_9fIAER2g-00083-00034423-00034729 how, for example, a button should behave
7d_9fIAER2g-00084-00034729-00035014 and what features it should have.
7d_9fIAER2g-00085-00035014-00035215 And then again, when we are testing,
7d_9fIAER2g-00086-00035215-00035461 we do not want to just focus on technical accessibility.
7d_9fIAER2g-00087-00035461-00035959 We want to focus more on functional accessibility.
7d_9fIAER2g-00088-00035959-00036595 And then frequently we see that sometimes they
7d_9fIAER2g-00089-00036595-00036912 confuse accessibility with their personal preferences.
7d_9fIAER2g-00090-00036912-00037192 Yet there are situations that we have to choose
7d_9fIAER2g-00091-00037192-00037423 or we don't have any strong opinion,
7d_9fIAER2g-00092-00037423-00037717 but please be careful that you do not
7d_9fIAER2g-00093-00037717-00038041 impose your personal preferences and sell it
7d_9fIAER2g-00094-00038041-00038363 as accessibility behavior or feature.
7d_9fIAER2g-00095-00038835-00039006 I don't think that you need to test that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00096-00039006-00039605 So again, there are numerous accessibility testing tools
7d_9fIAER2g-00097-00039605-00039890 that you can use to get some idea
7d_9fIAER2g-00098-00039890-00040235 about the technical accessibility problems.
7d_9fIAER2g-00099-00040235-00040847 And then you can utilize them and get
7d_9fIAER2g-00100-00040847-00041087 a good overview, a good understanding
7d_9fIAER2g-00101-00041087-00041395 of the technical issues.
7d_9fIAER2g-00102-00041395-00041719 And I need to emphasize that screen reader can possibly
7d_9fIAER2g-00103-00041719-00042296 help you to check for some accessibility problems.
7d_9fIAER2g-00104-00042296-00042948 And then one thing that I want to mention that you probably
7d_9fIAER2g-00105-00042948-00043380 see that in some applications, they tell you that if you are
7d_9fIAER2g-00106-00043380-00043782 a keyboard user, then you have to go through a significantly
7d_9fIAER2g-00107-00043782-00044211 more complex process or through a different process to do it.
7d_9fIAER2g-00108-00044211-00044574 Or if you are a screen reader user,
7d_9fIAER2g-00109-00044574-00044838 call us or do this or that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00110-00044838-00045382 We call all these things a bandage or workaround solution.
7d_9fIAER2g-00111-00045382-00045576 So I just wanted to emphasize that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00112-00045576-00046054 Workaround solutions are not accessibility solutions.
7d_9fIAER2g-00113-00046054-00046251 And when you are testing for accessibility,
7d_9fIAER2g-00114-00046251-00046620 you run into a lot of issues, and make sure
7d_9fIAER2g-00115-00046620-00046825 that you do not get lost into it.
7d_9fIAER2g-00116-00046825-00047052 So I see that sometimes the people
7d_9fIAER2g-00117-00047052-00047364 are focusing on just the fun sites, are not consistent,
7d_9fIAER2g-00118-00047364-00047829 or font is too small, too big, which are all
7d_9fIAER2g-00119-00047829-00048021 completely valid issues.
7d_9fIAER2g-00120-00048021-00048258 But when you are doing that, make
7d_9fIAER2g-00121-00048258-00048813 sure that you get on the bigger items or more impactful items.
7d_9fIAER2g-00122-00049171-00049301 TERRILL THOMPSON: Hey, Hadi?
7d_9fIAER2g-00123-00049301-00049393 HADI RANGIN: Yes, sir.
7d_9fIAER2g-00124-00049393-00049720 TERRILL THOMPSON: You Zoom window has made its way
7d_9fIAER2g-00125-00049720-00050073 to the top of your slides.
7d_9fIAER2g-00126-00050073-00050195 HADI RANGIN: It's gone?
7d_9fIAER2g-00127-00050195-00050304 TERRILL THOMPSON: Not yet.
7d_9fIAER2g-00128-00050681-00050967 There we go
7d_9fIAER2g-00129-00050967-00051067 HADI RANGIN: Is it gone?
7d_9fIAER2g-00130-00051067-00051121 Is is OK now?
7d_9fIAER2g-00131-00051121-00051328 TERRILL THOMPSON: The Zoom toolbar still visible,
7d_9fIAER2g-00132-00051328-00051558 but the Zoom window is gone now.
7d_9fIAER2g-00133-00051558-00051658 Yeah.
7d_9fIAER2g-00134-00051658-00051985 Now the Zoom window is there.
7d_9fIAER2g-00135-00051985-00052303 If you like, I can request control and make that
7d_9fIAER2g-00136-00052303-00052498 go away every once in a while.
7d_9fIAER2g-00137-00052498-00052585 HADI RANGIN: Yeah.
7d_9fIAER2g-00138-00052585-00052672 TERRILL THOMPSON: OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00139-00053760-00053994 I'm actually not sure how to make the toolbar go away.
7d_9fIAER2g-00140-00054533-00054788 ANDREA MANO: Hadi has a keyboard shortcut
7d_9fIAER2g-00141-00054788-00054920 that was working earlier.
7d_9fIAER2g-00142-00054920-00055204 HADI RANGIN: I need that, but it seems It didn't work.
7d_9fIAER2g-00143-00055204-00055492 ANDREA MANO: It did open and close it,
7d_9fIAER2g-00144-00055492-00055715 but then the other window keeps popping up.
7d_9fIAER2g-00145-00056615-00056936 TERRILL THOMPSON: The toolbar is not too great of obstruction.
7d_9fIAER2g-00146-00056936-00057133 We can still see your slides.
7d_9fIAER2g-00147-00057133-00057329 HADI RANGIN: Sorry, guys for the inconvenience.
7d_9fIAER2g-00148-00057329-00057605 Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00149-00057605-00057960 So when you're at your computer, you have still control.
7d_9fIAER2g-00150-00057960-00058149 Make sure that you don't screw up my window.
7d_9fIAER2g-00151-00058149-00058525 [CHUCKLES] OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00152-00058525-00058722 Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00153-00058722-00058827 So what are we testing?
7d_9fIAER2g-00154-00058827-00059124 When we consider you bringing a project for us
7d_9fIAER2g-00155-00059124-00059466 for accessibility testing, the first thing that we do,
7d_9fIAER2g-00156-00059466-00059910 that we perform is the consistency
7d_9fIAER2g-00157-00059910-00060058 throughout the application.
7d_9fIAER2g-00158-00060058-00060362 So we check for the visual consistency,
7d_9fIAER2g-00159-00060362-00060552 visual functional consistency, meaning
7d_9fIAER2g-00160-00060552-00060900 that we make sure that the same feature or similar features
7d_9fIAER2g-00161-00060900-00061126 are implemented in the same way.
7d_9fIAER2g-00162-00061126-00061644 For example, if you are asking one page for--
7d_9fIAER2g-00163-00061644-00061902 just let's make up a--
7d_9fIAER2g-00164-00061902-00062052 gender information.
7d_9fIAER2g-00165-00062052-00062686 If you use in one place a combo box
7d_9fIAER2g-00166-00062686-00063042 and then on a different page, you use a radio group,
7d_9fIAER2g-00167-00063042-00063366 so we consider that an inconsistency.
7d_9fIAER2g-00168-00063366-00063682 And we would love within the application framework,
7d_9fIAER2g-00169-00063682-00064150 you use the same consistency.
7d_9fIAER2g-00170-00064150-00064285 Proper use of elements.
7d_9fIAER2g-00171-00064285-00064504 So you will be surprised how many times
7d_9fIAER2g-00172-00064504-00064891 we run into the applications that people are not
7d_9fIAER2g-00173-00064891-00065464 using the right element for the thing that they want to do.
7d_9fIAER2g-00174-00065464-00066292 They come to do.
7d_9fIAER2g-00175-00066292-00066514 The common issue that we run into that
7d_9fIAER2g-00176-00066514-00067192 is the use of links versus button or radio
7d_9fIAER2g-00177-00067192-00067495 group versus check boxes.
7d_9fIAER2g-00178-00067495-00067990 So because each of them has a different meaning,
7d_9fIAER2g-00179-00067990-00068281 if it is not implemented properly,
7d_9fIAER2g-00180-00068281-00068619 you just cause confusion.
7d_9fIAER2g-00181-00068619-00068820 Keyboard operability.
7d_9fIAER2g-00182-00068820-00069060 We want to make sure that you can
7d_9fIAER2g-00183-00069060-00069276 tab to all the focusable elements
7d_9fIAER2g-00184-00069276-00069699 and you can perform all the applicable functions
7d_9fIAER2g-00185-00069699-00070031 with keyboard, just keyboard.
7d_9fIAER2g-00186-00070031-00070355 And then remember, when you are going through the keyboard
7d_9fIAER2g-00187-00070355-00070728 testing, you want to make sure that you never get lost.
7d_9fIAER2g-00188-00070728-00071051 So the focus indicator should be always visible.
7d_9fIAER2g-00189-00071051-00071783 So do not blame your eyes or age if you cannot follow that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00190-00072037-00072365 Logical tab means that when you are pressing the tab key,
7d_9fIAER2g-00191-00072365-00072905 you should go in a logical presentation that
7d_9fIAER2g-00192-00072905-00072995 is in front of you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00193-00072995-00073277 You should not back and forth go, up or down
7d_9fIAER2g-00194-00073277-00073793 or in a direction that you are not expecting.
7d_9fIAER2g-00195-00073793-00074084 And one thing I would like to mention about the shortcut keys
7d_9fIAER2g-00196-00074084-00074378 and that is one of the really biggest problems
7d_9fIAER2g-00197-00074378-00074576 that I am dealing with these days with,
7d_9fIAER2g-00198-00074576-00074787 is some people, some applications,
7d_9fIAER2g-00199-00074787-00075014 including Microsoft application, they
7d_9fIAER2g-00200-00075014-00075461 are offering sometimes hundreds of shortcut keys.
7d_9fIAER2g-00201-00075461-00075872 And then these shortcut keys are not
7d_9fIAER2g-00202-00075872-00076184 considered as accessibility solution.
7d_9fIAER2g-00203-00076184-00076538 Shortcut keys are good as long as they are a handful,
7d_9fIAER2g-00204-00076538-00076989 they are meaningful, and they are consistent.
7d_9fIAER2g-00205-00076989-00077234 So if you look, for example--
7d_9fIAER2g-00206-00077234-00077552 an application that I am mastering these days
7d_9fIAER2g-00207-00077552-00077735 is Microsoft Teams.
7d_9fIAER2g-00208-00077735-00078314 And you will be surprised how many shortcut keys they have,
7d_9fIAER2g-00209-00078314-00079211 because they fail to provide a consistent navigation
7d_9fIAER2g-00210-00079211-00079326 within the application.
7d_9fIAER2g-00211-00079326-00079556 So they came up with the shortcut keys.
7d_9fIAER2g-00212-00079556-00079883 Sometimes you have to control shift something,
7d_9fIAER2g-00213-00079883-00080381 control alt something, and sometimes alt shift.
7d_9fIAER2g-00214-00080381-00080538 It is a mess.
7d_9fIAER2g-00215-00080538-00080753 So we do not consider shortcut keys
7d_9fIAER2g-00216-00080753-00080942 as accessibility solutions.
7d_9fIAER2g-00217-00081270-00081755 So when we get there, the next thing that we look for
7d_9fIAER2g-00218-00081755-00081944 is the ARIA landmark.
7d_9fIAER2g-00219-00081944-00082271 For those of you who are not familiar with that,
7d_9fIAER2g-00220-00082271-00083342 we use ARIA landmark mechanism to provide a semantic meaning
7d_9fIAER2g-00221-00083342-00083568 to different regions.
7d_9fIAER2g-00222-00083568-00083945 So in other words, when you look at a page,
7d_9fIAER2g-00223-00083945-00084415 you can easily see how the page is constructed
7d_9fIAER2g-00224-00084415-00084659 or the application is constructed.
7d_9fIAER2g-00225-00084659-00084902 For example, you see some banner or a banner,
7d_9fIAER2g-00226-00084902-00085547 you see some navigation bars or sidebars, footer, and so on.
7d_9fIAER2g-00227-00085547-00086101 And landmarks provides mechanism for us
7d_9fIAER2g-00228-00086101-00086518 so we can see that this page consists of five things, five
7d_9fIAER2g-00229-00086518-00086662 major components.
7d_9fIAER2g-00230-00086662-00086935 And then we can easily navigate to it.
7d_9fIAER2g-00231-00086935-00087355 We might not be able to tell you what to say, where they are,
7d_9fIAER2g-00232-00087355-00087670 but we can see that these are major components.
7d_9fIAER2g-00233-00088762-00089155 We want to make sure that every element is residing
7d_9fIAER2g-00234-00089155-00089677 in one of these regions, and then the regions
7d_9fIAER2g-00235-00089677-00090016 have meaningful names and labels.
7d_9fIAER2g-00236-00090016-00090526 And then the next thing that we check is the content.
7d_9fIAER2g-00237-00090526-00090721 We check for the content structure.
7d_9fIAER2g-00238-00090721-00091375 So we separate application or website infrastructure
7d_9fIAER2g-00239-00091375-00091808 or framework from the content.
7d_9fIAER2g-00240-00091808-00092482 So one of the first things that we look at in the content
7d_9fIAER2g-00241-00092482-00092743 structure is the heading.
7d_9fIAER2g-00242-00092743-00093217 So we'll make sure that the content section of the page
7d_9fIAER2g-00243-00093217-00093610 has a proper heading, and they are meaningful.
7d_9fIAER2g-00244-00093610-00093898 They are logical and hierarchical.
7d_9fIAER2g-00245-00093898-00094018 And they are complete.
7d_9fIAER2g-00246-00094018-00094696 It means that they offer headings to all major sections.
7d_9fIAER2g-00247-00094696-00095077 So practically, the list of the headings
7d_9fIAER2g-00248-00095077-00095485 should give you an outline of the content on the page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00249-00095954-00096421 So there were some other stuff that can go with the structure.
7d_9fIAER2g-00250-00096421-00096739 For the order for the content, it's a grouping of elements.
7d_9fIAER2g-00251-00096739-00097384 If you see related items, you want to see them in a group
7d_9fIAER2g-00252-00097384-00097555 or as a list.
7d_9fIAER2g-00253-00097555-00098029 They can be all grouped as an ordered or unordered
7d_9fIAER2g-00254-00098029-00098266 or definition list.
7d_9fIAER2g-00255-00098266-00098661 Graphics are so meaningful.
7d_9fIAER2g-00256-00099036-00099318 We call that informational graphics, and graphics that
7d_9fIAER2g-00257-00099318-00099915 provide some information that you think
7d_9fIAER2g-00258-00099915-00100128 it is useful to the audience.
7d_9fIAER2g-00259-00100128-00100756 They need proper text or description
7d_9fIAER2g-00260-00100756-00100923 so it's going to be they know what
7d_9fIAER2g-00261-00100923-00101151 the purpose of that graphic is.
7d_9fIAER2g-00262-00101151-00101878 Forms are getting a little more complex because of the form.
7d_9fIAER2g-00263-00101878-00102340 We are interacting with the page or with the elements there.
7d_9fIAER2g-00264-00102340-00102693 So for the simple thing, or simple form element,
7d_9fIAER2g-00265-00102693-00103217 we said that all form elements regarding the button, input
7d_9fIAER2g-00266-00103217-00103622 text, combo box, checkbox, radio group,
7d_9fIAER2g-00267-00103622-00104131 and so on, they should have meaningful labels.
7d_9fIAER2g-00268-00104131-00104744 And this is a very, very well-defined best practices
7d_9fIAER2g-00269-00104744-00104982 how to do it.
7d_9fIAER2g-00270-00104982-00105607 When we get to the more complex widgets,
7d_9fIAER2g-00271-00105607-00105871 for example for the complex widgets,
7d_9fIAER2g-00272-00105871-00106493 like expand, collapse carousel or menu,
7d_9fIAER2g-00273-00106493-00106862 it requires a little more in-depth knowledge of that,
7d_9fIAER2g-00274-00106862-00107176 and you need to know how to interact,
7d_9fIAER2g-00275-00107176-00107419 for example, with the menu and what
7d_9fIAER2g-00276-00107419-00107767 should be expected when you get into a disclosure
7d_9fIAER2g-00277-00107767-00108376 or expand collapsible element or how a carousel should behave.
7d_9fIAER2g-00278-00108376-00109144 And then the purpose of the form is that you collect some data
7d_9fIAER2g-00279-00109144-00109274 and then you submit that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00280-00109274-00109648 But during that process, it is very possible
7d_9fIAER2g-00281-00109648-00110056 that you run into some warning, some error, some requirement
7d_9fIAER2g-00282-00110056-00110386 that you have to know.
7d_9fIAER2g-00283-00110386-00110579 So for some, time format.
7d_9fIAER2g-00284-00110579-00110744 For example, you are entering the date.
7d_9fIAER2g-00285-00110744-00111323 All this stuff must be communicated in an accessible
7d_9fIAER2g-00286-00111323-00111677 way to all users.
7d_9fIAER2g-00287-00111677-00111885 And then during that process, when
7d_9fIAER2g-00288-00111885-00112207 you submit that, the system should
7d_9fIAER2g-00289-00112207-00112813 be able to deliver any error message or any warning,
7d_9fIAER2g-00290-00112813-00113398 or if it has been successful in what they call a verification
7d_9fIAER2g-00291-00113398-00113851 notification or verification announcement, something
7d_9fIAER2g-00292-00113851-00114292 that people can see and hear and read or whatever.
7d_9fIAER2g-00293-00114883-00115394 So I am not going to discuss the accessibility of screen readers
7d_9fIAER2g-00294-00115394-00115585 in Unix or Linux system.
7d_9fIAER2g-00295-00115585-00115880 But for Windows, for what screen reader we have.
7d_9fIAER2g-00296-00115880-00116131 On Windows, we have--
7d_9fIAER2g-00297-00116131-00116488 the traditional screen reader in North America
7d_9fIAER2g-00298-00116488-00117097 is JAWS, followed by NVDA, and then Narrator.
7d_9fIAER2g-00299-00117097-00117234 JAWS is a commercial one.
7d_9fIAER2g-00300-00117234-00117439 NVDA is pretty free.
7d_9fIAER2g-00301-00117439-00117892 And the Narrator is a built-in screen reader from Microsoft.
7d_9fIAER2g-00302-00117892-00118223 Until a couple of years ago, it was practically
7d_9fIAER2g-00303-00118223-00118519 a toy, a useless thing, but in the past
7d_9fIAER2g-00304-00118519-00118931 the years, they invested a lot of resources into it.
7d_9fIAER2g-00305-00118931-00119554 So I think it is coming along, and is getting slowly
7d_9fIAER2g-00306-00119554-00119998 to become a sophisticated screen reader program.
7d_9fIAER2g-00307-00119998-00120333 In Mac, the major screen reader is VoiceOver.
7d_9fIAER2g-00308-00120333-00120641 It comes with Mac, and it's beautiful.
7d_9fIAER2g-00309-00120641-00121043 The user doesn't have to pay extra for their.
7d_9fIAER2g-00310-00121043-00121442 Android, we have Talk Back, and there's another system
7d_9fIAER2g-00311-00121442-00121684 that I don't remember.
7d_9fIAER2g-00312-00121684-00122346 And then here is the statistic of the screen reader usage.
7d_9fIAER2g-00313-00122346-00122558 I checked that this morning.
7d_9fIAER2g-00314-00122558-00123257 This result is from June of last year.
7d_9fIAER2g-00315-00123257-00124154 As we move forward, we see that NVDA,
7d_9fIAER2g-00316-00124154-00124419 which is a free screen reader, is getting
7d_9fIAER2g-00317-00124419-00124808 a bigger portion of the market.
7d_9fIAER2g-00318-00124808-00125183 And JAWS, which is a traditional screen reader
7d_9fIAER2g-00319-00125183-00125785 is losing market a little bit to a VoiceOver and NVDA.
7d_9fIAER2g-00320-00125785-00126215 So we will be sharing these slides with you,
7d_9fIAER2g-00321-00126215-00126479 and you will have access to all the data here.
7d_9fIAER2g-00322-00127010-00127326 Oh, man, how much I emphasize that you should not
7d_9fIAER2g-00323-00127326-00127479 start with the screen reader testing
7d_9fIAER2g-00324-00127479-00127821 unless you know what you are doing.
7d_9fIAER2g-00325-00127821-00128244 So remember, screen readers are made for end users.
7d_9fIAER2g-00326-00128244-00128781 And they offer hundreds, if not really maybe a several hundred
7d_9fIAER2g-00327-00128781-00129600 functions to help the screen reader user to operate,
7d_9fIAER2g-00328-00129600-00130531 to be able to interact or read the information.
7d_9fIAER2g-00329-00130531-00130709 So some screen readers like JAWS,
7d_9fIAER2g-00330-00130709-00130971 they have some algorithm to guess
7d_9fIAER2g-00331-00130971-00131574 for their lack of their accessibility features.
7d_9fIAER2g-00332-00131574-00131703 And JAWS is one of them.
7d_9fIAER2g-00333-00132147-00132408 And this is another red flag, why
7d_9fIAER2g-00334-00132408-00132735 I say that you should not use screen reader for testing,
7d_9fIAER2g-00335-00132735-00133095 because you get a lot of wrong results.
7d_9fIAER2g-00336-00133095-00133503 NVDA tries to stay within this spec,
7d_9fIAER2g-00337-00133503-00134001 and then they do not usually provide information
7d_9fIAER2g-00338-00134001-00134322 or they don't do guessing.
7d_9fIAER2g-00339-00134322-00134574 So their result is more reliable.
7d_9fIAER2g-00340-00134828-00135121 Now, here we would like to make an announcement.
7d_9fIAER2g-00341-00135121-00135409 Next month on May--
7d_9fIAER2g-00342-00135409-00135619 if I'm not mistaken May 19--
7d_9fIAER2g-00343-00135619-00136000 we will have our Global Accessibility Awareness Day.
7d_9fIAER2g-00344-00136000-00136315 And like previous years, we will be offering a series
7d_9fIAER2g-00345-00136315-00136789 of events and workshops.
7d_9fIAER2g-00346-00136789-00137098 And then I invite you to join us.
7d_9fIAER2g-00347-00137098-00137734 Part of the Global Accessibility events that we are organizing
7d_9fIAER2g-00348-00137734-00138310 is an introduction to the basic accessibility testing tools
7d_9fIAER2g-00349-00138310-00138697 that you or everyone, regardless if you're a developer or end
7d_9fIAER2g-00350-00138697-00138991 user can do and get some information
7d_9fIAER2g-00351-00138991-00139396 about the technical accessibility problems.
7d_9fIAER2g-00352-00139396-00139642 And then we would like to offer also
7d_9fIAER2g-00353-00139642-00140083 a workshop into how to use screen
7d_9fIAER2g-00354-00140083-00140416 reader for accessibility.
7d_9fIAER2g-00355-00140416-00140788 I call that checking, not really testing.
7d_9fIAER2g-00356-00140788-00141076 How can we check for accessibility features
7d_9fIAER2g-00357-00141076-00141317 using a screen reader?
7d_9fIAER2g-00358-00141317-00142046 So the announcement will be sent to the usual list,
7d_9fIAER2g-00359-00142046-00142465 including Accessible Web liaison, and UW, and FrontDev.
7d_9fIAER2g-00360-00142911-00143074 Watch for the announcement.
7d_9fIAER2g-00361-00143373-00143668 OK, now we get to the screen reader, how it works.
7d_9fIAER2g-00362-00143668-00143916 So let me explain to you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00363-00143916-00144502 When you are using a screen reader, so you do not--
7d_9fIAER2g-00364-00144502-00144817 yes, you can.
7d_9fIAER2g-00365-00144817-00144949 It is free.
7d_9fIAER2g-00366-00144949-00145414 I got the text message or the chat.
7d_9fIAER2g-00367-00145414-00145552 It was [INAUDIBLE].
7d_9fIAER2g-00368-00145552-00145717 I heard that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00369-00145717-00145981 But when you a screen reader user,
7d_9fIAER2g-00370-00145981-00146296 you do not see the entire page at once.
7d_9fIAER2g-00371-00146296-00146672 You see only one piece of information at the time.
7d_9fIAER2g-00372-00146672-00147073 So for example, you see the logo, of course
7d_9fIAER2g-00373-00147073-00147334 not the whole logo itself, the alt text
7d_9fIAER2g-00374-00147334-00147670 that goes with the logo.
7d_9fIAER2g-00375-00147670-00148025 You can see one heading, you can see one graphic,
7d_9fIAER2g-00376-00148025-00148633 you can see one list item, you can see a data cell,
7d_9fIAER2g-00377-00148633-00148999 you can see a form control, a button or everything, but one
7d_9fIAER2g-00378-00148999-00149077 at the time.
7d_9fIAER2g-00379-00149077-00149425 You do not see the relationship between these items.
7d_9fIAER2g-00380-00149816-00150131 But beyond this jungle, there will be difficulty
7d_9fIAER2g-00381-00150131-00150398 that you see.
7d_9fIAER2g-00382-00150398-00151508 If you provide a structure, HTML [INAUDIBLE] properly,
7d_9fIAER2g-00383-00151508-00151736 you can provide the structure so I
7d_9fIAER2g-00384-00151736-00152295 can see, for example, a specific data cell
7d_9fIAER2g-00385-00152295-00153240 with their corresponding column header and row header.
7d_9fIAER2g-00386-00153240-00153660 So again, you can see one data set.
7d_9fIAER2g-00387-00153660-00154077 And then if the table is made properly,
7d_9fIAER2g-00388-00154077-00154483 you can see the column header and row header.
7d_9fIAER2g-00389-00154483-00154939 Or when you are in a form control,
7d_9fIAER2g-00390-00154939-00155299 you see just the place, for example, edit box.
7d_9fIAER2g-00391-00155299-00155587 But you can see what this little edit
7d_9fIAER2g-00392-00155587-00156028 box is programmatically related or connected
7d_9fIAER2g-00393-00156028-00156328 to the label or the adjacent label.
7d_9fIAER2g-00394-00156328-00157361 So how do we do it if we see only one element?
7d_9fIAER2g-00395-00157361-00157663 So we have to just tab, press the tab key
7d_9fIAER2g-00396-00157663-00158092 to go from one focusable element to another focusable element.
7d_9fIAER2g-00397-00158092-00158752 If we did that, we wouldn't be able to see the regular text.
7d_9fIAER2g-00398-00158752-00159236 We wouldn't be able to see any other non-focusable element.
7d_9fIAER2g-00399-00159236-00159443 So that's why--
7d_9fIAER2g-00400-00159443-00159598 ANNA MARIE: Hadi, this is Anna Marie.
7d_9fIAER2g-00401-00159598-00159869 You're at half past the hour.
7d_9fIAER2g-00402-00159869-00159967 HADI RANGIN: Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00403-00159967-00160489 So that's why the screen reader needs a mechanism
7d_9fIAER2g-00404-00160489-00160660 to discover the page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00405-00160660-00161116 So different screen readers use different terminology.
7d_9fIAER2g-00406-00161116-00161326 The terminology that we will be using here,
7d_9fIAER2g-00407-00161326-00161737 we call that browse mode or reading mode.
7d_9fIAER2g-00408-00161737-00162086 So what browse more or reading mode is that in this mode,
7d_9fIAER2g-00409-00162086-00162601 the screen reader gives you a virtual view of your page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00410-00162601-00162910 In that view, you see everything.
7d_9fIAER2g-00411-00162910-00163300 You see the focusable and non-focusable elements
7d_9fIAER2g-00412-00163300-00163636 with all the associated labels.
7d_9fIAER2g-00413-00163636-00164017 This is the format or this is the mode
7d_9fIAER2g-00414-00164017-00164482 that we usually use to discover a new page to see that, hey,
7d_9fIAER2g-00415-00164482-00164578 what is the page?
7d_9fIAER2g-00416-00164578-00164782 If you take me to a random page, I
7d_9fIAER2g-00417-00164782-00165016 have no idea how big the page is.
7d_9fIAER2g-00418-00165016-00165361 Is it just two paragraphs or 200 paragraphs?
7d_9fIAER2g-00419-00165361-00165556 What does it contain?
7d_9fIAER2g-00420-00165556-00165950 Does it have any form elements or how many forms does it have?
7d_9fIAER2g-00421-00165950-00166432 And you can imagine how complicated it is.
7d_9fIAER2g-00422-00166432-00167113 But using these features, the screen reader features
7d_9fIAER2g-00423-00167113-00167714 or virtual view, I am able to discover this page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00424-00167714-00168094 So when we get to the live demo, I
7d_9fIAER2g-00425-00168094-00168247 will show you, for example, where
7d_9fIAER2g-00426-00168247-00168844 I can tell you what are the major components of this page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00427-00168844-00169006 Because the screen readers, they see
7d_9fIAER2g-00428-00169006-00169285 from the DOM, the Document Object Model,
7d_9fIAER2g-00429-00169285-00169405 behind the scenes.
7d_9fIAER2g-00430-00169405-00169714 And then it tells me, hey, these are the major components,
7d_9fIAER2g-00431-00169714-00169912 or these are the headings of this page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00432-00169912-00170350 So using all these features, they
7d_9fIAER2g-00433-00170350-00171016 help me to understand almost how the page is constructed
7d_9fIAER2g-00434-00171016-00171151 and what is the content.
7d_9fIAER2g-00435-00171151-00171526 And then the beauty of that is that I can also
7d_9fIAER2g-00436-00171526-00171635 navigate to that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00437-00171635-00172111 So in summary, I mean, if you don't understand, don't worry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00438-00172111-00172459 We will be covering that comprehensively
7d_9fIAER2g-00439-00172459-00172964 in that workshop.
7d_9fIAER2g-00440-00172964-00173290 But that is one of the most complicated concepts
7d_9fIAER2g-00441-00173290-00173393 of the screen reader.
7d_9fIAER2g-00442-00173393-00173995 So reading mode or browse mode versus interactive mode.
7d_9fIAER2g-00443-00173995-00174163 I just mentioned interactive mode.
7d_9fIAER2g-00444-00174163-00174505 In the browse mode, I am just in reading mode.
7d_9fIAER2g-00445-00174505-00174688 I read and discover the page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00446-00174688-00175051 But if I want to interact with it,
7d_9fIAER2g-00447-00175051-00175333 then I have to switch the mode and go
7d_9fIAER2g-00448-00175333-00175543 into an interactive mode.
7d_9fIAER2g-00449-00175543-00175798 One thing that I forgot to mention
7d_9fIAER2g-00450-00175798-00175975 is that when I am in a browse mode,
7d_9fIAER2g-00451-00175975-00176311 in reading mode, anything that I type,
7d_9fIAER2g-00452-00176311-00176581 screen reader will capture it as a command.
7d_9fIAER2g-00453-00176581-00176935 For example, when I am here on this page
7d_9fIAER2g-00454-00176935-00177325 if I type the letter H, letter H is never
7d_9fIAER2g-00455-00177325-00177692 passed to my PowerPoint application.
7d_9fIAER2g-00456-00177692-00177856 So it is paired with screen reader
7d_9fIAER2g-00457-00177856-00178228 that captures that and interprets that as a command.
7d_9fIAER2g-00458-00178228-00178645 As if, I mean, the command is, go and find the next
7d_9fIAER2g-00459-00178645-00178858 heading for me.
7d_9fIAER2g-00460-00178858-00179458 But consider if I have in this page or any web page,
7d_9fIAER2g-00461-00179458-00179926 if I had a text box where I needed to enter my name, which
7d_9fIAER2g-00462-00179926-00180421 also starts with H, in order to be able to type it,
7d_9fIAER2g-00463-00180421-00180709 I need to tell the screen reader, hey, switch
7d_9fIAER2g-00464-00180709-00181231 or turn off browse mode or reading mode.
7d_9fIAER2g-00465-00181231-00181612 And now after that, screen reader just passes everything
7d_9fIAER2g-00466-00181612-00182005 back to the application, so when I type H,
7d_9fIAER2g-00467-00182005-00182236 the H goes into the edit box.
7d_9fIAER2g-00468-00182236-00182543 So again, if you don't understand that, don't worry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00469-00182543-00182642 It is really complex.
7d_9fIAER2g-00470-00183067-00183484 I don't think that you need to know all this stuff.
7d_9fIAER2g-00471-00183484-00184486 So I think I briefly talked about all this stuff
7d_9fIAER2g-00472-00184486-00184591 on this page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00473-00184591-00184870 We can tab to go to the next link.
7d_9fIAER2g-00474-00184870-00185392 We can identify, for example, I can tell it, hey, go and find
7d_9fIAER2g-00475-00185392-00185578 the next radio button for me.
7d_9fIAER2g-00476-00185578-00185737 It finds that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00477-00185737-00186355 There are all separate commands for these navigation commands.
7d_9fIAER2g-00478-00186355-00186691 I can tell it, hey, go to the next edit box
7d_9fIAER2g-00479-00186691-00187039 or go to the next heading--
7d_9fIAER2g-00480-00187039-00187531 I mentioned that-- or go find the next graphic and so on.
7d_9fIAER2g-00481-00187531-00187618 We will show them.
7d_9fIAER2g-00482-00187931-00188237 So can we use it?
7d_9fIAER2g-00483-00188237-00188462 Yes.
7d_9fIAER2g-00484-00188462-00188907 Can we use a screen reader for testing or checking?
7d_9fIAER2g-00485-00188907-00189115 But remember always that it is not designed
7d_9fIAER2g-00486-00189115-00189430 for accessibility testing.
7d_9fIAER2g-00487-00189430-00189616 And then the best way that I can say
7d_9fIAER2g-00488-00189616-00190020 that we can verify any issue, but not determine an issue.
7d_9fIAER2g-00489-00190020-00190377 And then you cannot do that for a keyboard operator at all
7d_9fIAER2g-00490-00190377-00191106 because screen reader offers a separate functionality that
7d_9fIAER2g-00491-00191106-00191325 if you are not using a screen reader,
7d_9fIAER2g-00492-00191325-00191699 you might not be able to do it.
7d_9fIAER2g-00493-00192126-00192294 One thing that I need to mention.
7d_9fIAER2g-00494-00192294-00192570 When you read it in the documentation,
7d_9fIAER2g-00495-00192570-00193251 if somebody said, oh we are JAWS compatible or something,
7d_9fIAER2g-00496-00193251-00193545 JAWS accessibility stuff, we do not have such stuff.
7d_9fIAER2g-00497-00193545-00193629 That's just garbage.
7d_9fIAER2g-00498-00193943-00194282 So bottom line, do not use it unless you know what you are
7d_9fIAER2g-00499-00194282-00194351 doing .
7d_9fIAER2g-00500-00194835-00195055 So this is, I think, redundant.
7d_9fIAER2g-00501-00195055-00195497 I'm telling you that use those accessibility tools.
7d_9fIAER2g-00502-00195497-00195902 And then a note that the accessibility tools can catch--
7d_9fIAER2g-00503-00195902-00196540 I guess-- this is my guess-- up to maybe 30% of the issues.
7d_9fIAER2g-00504-00196540-00196682 And then there are a lot of issues
7d_9fIAER2g-00505-00196682-00197108 that you have to do manual checking or testing.
7d_9fIAER2g-00506-00197362-00197626 And then these are some recommendations we have
7d_9fIAER2g-00507-00197626-00197902 if you run into some accessibility issues.
7d_9fIAER2g-00508-00197902-00198223 Sometimes the developer might not know that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00509-00198223-00198742 Be polite and friendly and then contact them, and then
7d_9fIAER2g-00510-00198742-00199000 refer them to the right resources
7d_9fIAER2g-00511-00199000-00199430 or engage them, at least, in that conversation.
7d_9fIAER2g-00512-00199430-00199634 So here in the next three slides,
7d_9fIAER2g-00513-00199634-00200261 I am giving a very basic commands of screen reader NVDA.
7d_9fIAER2g-00514-00200261-00200484 I don't have VoiceOver here.
7d_9fIAER2g-00515-00200746-00200995 We don't need to go through that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00516-00200995-00201619 You will receive the slides, and you will see them.
7d_9fIAER2g-00517-00201619-00201937 There are basic commands, how to get to the next heading, how
7d_9fIAER2g-00518-00201937-00202222 to get to the next graphic, how to show the landmark,
7d_9fIAER2g-00519-00202222-00202657 how to shut up the screen reader so that it doesn't talk.
7d_9fIAER2g-00520-00202657-00203102 And so it is something that you can study offline.
7d_9fIAER2g-00521-00203561-00203778 Now let's go into testing.
7d_9fIAER2g-00522-00204396-00204630 Some of you might have seen this page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00523-00204630-00205169 So Terrill has created two identical,
7d_9fIAER2g-00524-00205169-00205319 almost identical pages.
7d_9fIAER2g-00525-00205319-00205680 One of them is I call that fully inaccessible.
7d_9fIAER2g-00526-00205680-00205902 Another one is fully accessible.
7d_9fIAER2g-00527-00205902-00206513 They look very identical or almost identical.
7d_9fIAER2g-00528-00206513-00206703 Visually, you can say that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00529-00206703-00207204 But one of them, this version, what you have
7d_9fIAER2g-00530-00207204-00207555 is the accessible version.
7d_9fIAER2g-00531-00207555-00207909 I don't want to waste your time by showing the inaccessible
7d_9fIAER2g-00532-00207909-00208225 version that looks exactly like this because I can do anything.
7d_9fIAER2g-00533-00208225-00208500 I can just read from top to bottom,
7d_9fIAER2g-00534-00208500-00208790 but I cannot interact with any of those elements.
7d_9fIAER2g-00535-00208790-00209175 I cannot even understand how the page is constructed.
7d_9fIAER2g-00536-00209175-00209562 But what I hear, and I would like to show some of those
7d_9fIAER2g-00537-00209562-00209941 features that I talked about in action.
7d_9fIAER2g-00538-00209941-00210516 So note that when we come to a page we
7d_9fIAER2g-00539-00210516-00210930 as a screen reader user, like you, the first thing that we
7d_9fIAER2g-00540-00210930-00211323 get is just an overall view of the page of,
7d_9fIAER2g-00541-00211323-00211898 I call that application framework or page framework.
7d_9fIAER2g-00542-00211898-00212439 And then that is what your landmarks are for.
7d_9fIAER2g-00543-00212439-00212931 So I am asking my screen reader to tell me
7d_9fIAER2g-00544-00212931-00213138 what are the major components or what
7d_9fIAER2g-00545-00213138-00213450 are the major landmarks of this page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00546-00213450-00213627 This is a screen reader command.
7d_9fIAER2g-00547-00213627-00213966 So it is in the list of the stuff that
7d_9fIAER2g-00548-00213966-00214144 is in the presentation.
7d_9fIAER2g-00549-00214144-00214464 So it tells me we have a banner region,
7d_9fIAER2g-00550-00214464-00215085 we have a main menu a type of navigation region, main
7d_9fIAER2g-00551-00215085-00215369 is really main region.
7d_9fIAER2g-00552-00215369-00215648 And this is a form region.
7d_9fIAER2g-00553-00215648-00215879 And it is a content info, which is
7d_9fIAER2g-00554-00215879-00216273 I think ugly name for footer.
7d_9fIAER2g-00555-00216273-00217163 So I need to emphasize or need to maybe add that there
7d_9fIAER2g-00556-00217163-00217584 are seven predefined regions.
7d_9fIAER2g-00557-00217584-00217792 One of them is banner.
7d_9fIAER2g-00558-00217792-00218204 Navigation is the next one, and then we have form,
7d_9fIAER2g-00559-00218204-00218840 we have main, which is designed for the main content
7d_9fIAER2g-00560-00218840-00218984 information.
7d_9fIAER2g-00561-00218984-00219428 There is a footer or content info or complementary.
7d_9fIAER2g-00562-00219428-00220019 We have, I guess, search, and a few more, a couple of them.
7d_9fIAER2g-00563-00220019-00220213 But these are what you see that are
7d_9fIAER2g-00564-00220213-00220482 the major things that are used.
7d_9fIAER2g-00565-00220482-00220810 So again, I cannot tell you where the banner is.
7d_9fIAER2g-00566-00220810-00221156 I can guess where it is, usually in the top.
7d_9fIAER2g-00567-00221156-00221346 But I cannot tell you, for example,
7d_9fIAER2g-00568-00221346-00221788 of how this main menu region is arranged unless maybe I go
7d_9fIAER2g-00569-00221788-00221989 and then explore it.
7d_9fIAER2g-00570-00221989-00222292 I cannot say that main is on the left side or right side.
7d_9fIAER2g-00571-00222292-00222535 It's very likely on the right side.
7d_9fIAER2g-00572-00222535-00222809 And form, I cannot tell you where it is,
7d_9fIAER2g-00573-00222809-00223111 but I know that it's somewhere past the main region.
7d_9fIAER2g-00574-00223111-00223379 And content information, I assume it is at the bottom.
7d_9fIAER2g-00575-00223379-00223617 So some people, like myself who has
7d_9fIAER2g-00576-00223617-00223987 been visual for a big part of my life, it is important for me
7d_9fIAER2g-00577-00223987-00224090 to know that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00578-00224090-00224434 I have a visual relationship with this stuff.
7d_9fIAER2g-00579-00224434-00225067 OK, so I decide to go to main.
7d_9fIAER2g-00580-00225067-00225466 So the beauty of providing these features
7d_9fIAER2g-00581-00225466-00225709 is that when you have--
7d_9fIAER2g-00582-00225709-00226390 they not only provide information about the region
7d_9fIAER2g-00583-00226390-00226644 or how the page is constructed, it
7d_9fIAER2g-00584-00226644-00227105 helps me also to navigate to the desired region as I want.
7d_9fIAER2g-00585-00227105-00227732 So now my focus is right at the beginning of that region.
7d_9fIAER2g-00586-00227732-00228360 And then, oh I need to unshare my screen and share it
7d_9fIAER2g-00587-00228360-00228513 so you can hear the screen reader.
7d_9fIAER2g-00588-00228513-00228537 OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00589-00228537-00228587 I'm sorry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00590-00229901-00230038 Hold on.
7d_9fIAER2g-00591-00230038-00230137 What do I--
7d_9fIAER2g-00592-00232312-00232453 SCREEN READER: meeting controls.
7d_9fIAER2g-00593-00232453-00232657 HADI RANGIN: Am I sharing?
7d_9fIAER2g-00594-00232657-00232853 SCREEN READER: Accessible, University demo site
7d_9fIAER2g-00595-00232853-00233019 accessible, vertical control.
7d_9fIAER2g-00596-00233019-00233226 HADI RANGIN: You guys hear my screen reader?
7d_9fIAER2g-00597-00233226-00233367 ANDREA MANO: Yes.
7d_9fIAER2g-00598-00233367-00233492 HADI RANGIN: OK, that's good.
7d_9fIAER2g-00599-00233492-00233757 We tested earlier, so we change the volume
7d_9fIAER2g-00600-00233757-00233933 so it is not an annoying level.
7d_9fIAER2g-00601-00233933-00234144 So let me go back here.
7d_9fIAER2g-00602-00234144-00234348 SCREEN READER: Select the voice profile type.
7d_9fIAER2g-00603-00234348-00234398 Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00604-00234398-00234473 Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00605-00234473-00234546 Resume meeting.
7d_9fIAER2g-00606-00234546-00234684 Accessible universally demo site,
7d_9fIAER2g-00607-00234684-00234765 accessible version control.
7d_9fIAER2g-00608-00234765-00234825 Accessible University demo site.
7d_9fIAER2g-00609-00234825-00234932 HADI RANGIN: A hundred of shortcut keys
7d_9fIAER2g-00610-00234932-00235051 I have to remember.
7d_9fIAER2g-00611-00235051-00235136 SCREEN READER: Document regions dialogue.
7d_9fIAER2g-00612-00235136-00235227 Regions, review, main.
7d_9fIAER2g-00613-00235227-00235406 HADI RANGIN: So that is a page where I was.
7d_9fIAER2g-00614-00235406-00235632 So if you see that, this is what we call a banner.
7d_9fIAER2g-00615-00235632-00235744 SCREEN READER: Main menu navigation.
7d_9fIAER2g-00616-00235744-00235848 HADI RANGIN: Main menu navigation.
7d_9fIAER2g-00617-00235848-00235911 SCREEN READER: Main.
7d_9fIAER2g-00618-00235911-00235962 HADI RANGIN: Main.
7d_9fIAER2g-00619-00235962-00236040 SCREEN READER: Apply now form.
7d_9fIAER2g-00620-00236040-00236155 HADI RANGIN: Apply now form.
7d_9fIAER2g-00621-00236155-00236187 SCREEN READER: Content information.
7d_9fIAER2g-00622-00236187-00236341 HADI RANGIN: And content information.
7d_9fIAER2g-00623-00236341-00236559 So again, I click on here, on main.
7d_9fIAER2g-00624-00236559-00236784 SCREEN READER: Enter.
7d_9fIAER2g-00625-00236784-00237100 HADI RANGIN: If Dan was here, he would remind me, slow down.
7d_9fIAER2g-00626-00237100-00237292 SCREEN READER: Slower, slower, slower, slower.
7d_9fIAER2g-00627-00237292-00237369 Virtual to PC.
7d_9fIAER2g-00628-00237369-00237646 Accessible University, virtual PC and Accessible University.
7d_9fIAER2g-00629-00237646-00237784 HADI RANGIN: Now, the next step--
7d_9fIAER2g-00630-00237784-00237963 so now I know the major components,
7d_9fIAER2g-00631-00237963-00238152 but now I want to say, what is the content?
7d_9fIAER2g-00632-00238152-00238233 I want the content.
7d_9fIAER2g-00633-00238233-00238444 I press another shortcut key.
7d_9fIAER2g-00634-00238444-00238598 SCREEN READER: Heading list dialogue.
7d_9fIAER2g-00635-00238598-00238678 Headings list view.
7d_9fIAER2g-00636-00238678-00238819 Accessible University One.
7d_9fIAER2g-00637-00238819-00238873 One link.
7d_9fIAER2g-00638-00238873-00239371 HADI RANGIN: It lists for me the headings used on this page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00639-00239371-00239676 So what you see is a heading, and what you see on the right,
7d_9fIAER2g-00640-00239676-00239853 it is the heading level.
7d_9fIAER2g-00641-00239853-00240081 For example, the first heading that I am on
7d_9fIAER2g-00642-00240081-00240337 is the heading level one, which is good.
7d_9fIAER2g-00643-00240337-00240934 So heading one should be used as a main heading for the page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00644-00240934-00241121 SCREEN READER: Featured story, slideshow two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00645-00241121-00241332 HADI RANGIN: Featured stories two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00646-00241332-00241544 That show them in this numbering,
7d_9fIAER2g-00647-00241544-00241887 this hierarchy they provide.
7d_9fIAER2g-00648-00241887-00242284 They give me the relationship between these headings.
7d_9fIAER2g-00649-00242284-00242396 SCREEN READER: Welcome two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00650-00242396-00242513 HADI RANGIN: Welcome is two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00651-00242513-00242721 SCREEN READER: Bienvenido two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00652-00242721-00242838 HADI RANGIN: Bienvenido two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00653-00242838-00243048 SCREEN READER: Can you spot the barriers two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00654-00243048-00243248 HADI RANGIN: Another adding two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00655-00243248-00243471 SCREEN READER: AU enrollment trends two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00656-00243471-00243627 Apply now two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00657-00243627-00243810 Security question three.
7d_9fIAER2g-00658-00243810-00244098 HADI RANGIN: Now, when we see the security question, number
7d_9fIAER2g-00659-00244098-00244662 three, it tells me logically that--
7d_9fIAER2g-00660-00244662-00244808 ANDREA MANO: Hadi, it's Anna Marie.
7d_9fIAER2g-00661-00244808-00244976 We're at 3:45.
7d_9fIAER2g-00662-00244976-00245071 HADI RANGIN: Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00663-00245071-00245325 This shows me that is part of--
7d_9fIAER2g-00664-00245325-00245446 SCREEN READER: Apply now two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00665-00245446-00245833 HADI RANGIN: --apply now section.
7d_9fIAER2g-00666-00245833-00246189 So that is where we emphasize the hierarchy.
7d_9fIAER2g-00667-00246189-00246818 So hierarchy is a key in providing heading.
7d_9fIAER2g-00668-00246818-00246939 SCREEN READER: Apply now two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00669-00246939-00247271 HADI RANGIN: So if I want to go, for example, to--
7d_9fIAER2g-00670-00247271-00247394 SCREEN READER: Can you spot--
7d_9fIAER2g-00671-00247394-00247600 Bienvenido two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00672-00247600-00247817 HADI RANGIN: --this section, which sounds Spanish--
7d_9fIAER2g-00673-00247817-00248083 SCREEN READER: Answer, heading level two, Bienvenido.
7d_9fIAER2g-00674-00248083-00248325 HADI RANGIN: As you noticed that, I go back again.
7d_9fIAER2g-00675-00248325-00248488 SCREEN READER: This section of the page
7d_9fIAER2g-00676-00248488-00248675 suggests that AU may be a welcoming institution.
7d_9fIAER2g-00677-00248675-00248806 The inaccessible design of the state
7d_9fIAER2g-00678-00248806-00248932 sends the opposite message.
7d_9fIAER2g-00679-00248932-00249383 HADI RANGIN: So I am going now to that heading.
7d_9fIAER2g-00680-00249383-00249521 SCREEN READER: Heading level two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00681-00249521-00249677 Bienvenido.
7d_9fIAER2g-00682-00249677-00249976 HADI RANGIN: As you see, it switched to Spanish,
7d_9fIAER2g-00683-00249976-00250085 this voice, automatically.
7d_9fIAER2g-00684-00250085-00250346 I didn't do anything but the key is
7d_9fIAER2g-00685-00250346-00250802 that behind the scene somebody, in this case in Ontario,
7d_9fIAER2g-00686-00250802-00251085 made the proper language transition.
7d_9fIAER2g-00687-00251085-00251369 So here this text that we are entering is in Spanish.
7d_9fIAER2g-00688-00251369-00251746 So a screen reader automatically switches to that language
7d_9fIAER2g-00689-00251746-00251885 if it is available.
7d_9fIAER2g-00690-00251885-00252035 SCREEN READER: [SPEAKING SPANISH]
7d_9fIAER2g-00691-00252609-00252764 HADI RANGIN: And so on.
7d_9fIAER2g-00692-00252764-00252839 OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00693-00252839-00253613 Now, I told you that we check for keyboard accessibility.
7d_9fIAER2g-00694-00253613-00254119 And then I would like to check the main keyboard,
7d_9fIAER2g-00695-00254119-00254284 the main navigation section.
7d_9fIAER2g-00696-00254284-00254364 SCREEN READER: Copyright regions.
7d_9fIAER2g-00697-00254364-00254414 Dialogue.
7d_9fIAER2g-00698-00254414-00254526 Main menu navigation.
7d_9fIAER2g-00699-00254526-00254900 HADI RANGIN: So I am navigating to the main menu region.
7d_9fIAER2g-00700-00254900-00255044 SCREEN READER: Enter.
7d_9fIAER2g-00701-00255044-00255094 Show menu.
7d_9fIAER2g-00702-00255094-00255167 Keyboard shortcuts.
7d_9fIAER2g-00703-00255167-00255179 Button.
7d_9fIAER2g-00704-00255179-00255246 Collapsed Menu.
7d_9fIAER2g-00705-00255246-00255296 Submenu.
7d_9fIAER2g-00706-00255296-00255377 Collapsed menu.
7d_9fIAER2g-00707-00255377-00255427 Enter.
7d_9fIAER2g-00708-00255427-00255453 Menu.
7d_9fIAER2g-00709-00255453-00255540 News, one to four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00710-00255540-00255590 Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00711-00255590-00255661 About.
7d_9fIAER2g-00712-00255661-00255898 HADI RANGIN: So I am just, as you see, I'm using my hand.
7d_9fIAER2g-00713-00255898-00256052 I'm doing it with the keyboard.
7d_9fIAER2g-00714-00256052-00256210 SCREEN READER: Academics, two of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00715-00256210-00256664 HADI RANGIN: So I press right key to go to the next menu,
7d_9fIAER2g-00716-00256664-00256790 and I press arrow down.
7d_9fIAER2g-00717-00256790-00256882 SCREEN READER: Degree programs, one of--
7d_9fIAER2g-00718-00256882-00256994 Distance learning, three of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00719-00256994-00257075 Libraries, four of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00720-00257075-00257167 HADI RANGIN: And I press the escape key.
7d_9fIAER2g-00721-00257167-00257198 SCREEN READER: Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00722-00257198-00257303 Academics, two of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00723-00257303-00257390 HADI RANGIN: It closes that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00724-00257390-00257560 SCREEN READER: Admissions, three of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00725-00257560-00257837 HADI RANGIN: And admission, and then I press arrow down.
7d_9fIAER2g-00726-00257837-00257975 This is the only option, I guess.
7d_9fIAER2g-00727-00257975-00258026 SCREEN READER: Four of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00728-00258026-00258142 HADI RANGIN: And escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00729-00258142-00258221 SCREEN READER: Three of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00730-00258221-00258335 Visitors, four of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00731-00258335-00258535 HADI RANGIN: And it tells me, as you've probably
7d_9fIAER2g-00732-00258535-00258646 heard that here--
7d_9fIAER2g-00733-00258646-00258755 SCREEN READER: Visitors, four of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00734-00258755-00258909 HADI RANGIN: It even tells me that it
7d_9fIAER2g-00735-00258909-00259346 is menu item four of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00736-00259346-00259550 We know that they have some options here.
7d_9fIAER2g-00737-00259550-00259640 But if I arrow down--
7d_9fIAER2g-00738-00259640-00259790 SCREEN READER: Events, one of three.
7d_9fIAER2g-00739-00259790-00259996 HADI RANGIN: --it said events, one of three.
7d_9fIAER2g-00740-00259996-00260419 It even tells me there are three sub options.
7d_9fIAER2g-00741-00260419-00260511 SCREEN READER: Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00742-00260511-00260607 Visitors, four of four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00743-00260607-00260838 HADI RANGIN: These are some of them.
7d_9fIAER2g-00744-00260838-00261021 So let me see that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00745-00261021-00261236 I showed you about the picture or graphics.
7d_9fIAER2g-00746-00261236-00261263 SCREEN READER: Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00747-00261263-00261321 Leaving menus.
7d_9fIAER2g-00748-00261321-00261626 Accessible U. Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00749-00261626-00261735 Select a graphic dialogue.
7d_9fIAER2g-00750-00261735-00262011 HADI RANGIN: I am bringing up the list of the graphics.
7d_9fIAER2g-00751-00262011-00262121 SCREEN READER: Robot with a friendly face
7d_9fIAER2g-00752-00262121-00262292 assembled with various scraps of hardware
7d_9fIAER2g-00753-00262292-00262589 and mounted on an old DecTalk speech synthesizer.
7d_9fIAER2g-00754-00262589-00262735 HADI RANGIN: And I want to tell you
7d_9fIAER2g-00755-00262735-00263263 that writing a good alt text is an art.
7d_9fIAER2g-00756-00263263-00263752 So there is some practice that we need
7d_9fIAER2g-00757-00263752-00263929 to do there to master that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00758-00263929-00264184 SCREEN READER: Creative Commons license.
7d_9fIAER2g-00759-00264184-00264349 Rob-- Accessible University.
7d_9fIAER2g-00760-00264349-00264420 HADI RANGIN: OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00761-00264420-00264641 SCREEN READER: Robot with a friendly face assembled--
7d_9fIAER2g-00762-00264641-00265070 HADI RANGIN: If I want to go, for example, to--
7d_9fIAER2g-00763-00265070-00265162 SCREEN READER: Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00764-00265162-00265225 Escape.
7d_9fIAER2g-00765-00265225-00265375 HADI RANGIN: --for example, a table.
7d_9fIAER2g-00766-00265375-00265558 There is a table that you probably see that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00767-00265558-00265725 SCREEN READER: 13 columns and five rows.
7d_9fIAER2g-00768-00265725-00265921 HADI RANGIN: I hope it is in your viewing port.
7d_9fIAER2g-00769-00265921-00266179 SCREEN READER: 2007's AU enrollment trends, 2000--
7d_9fIAER2g-00770-00266179-00266353 CS, row two, total 84.
7d_9fIAER2g-00771-00266353-00266764 2007 08
7d_9fIAER2g-00772-00266764-00267076 HADI RANGIN: Can you see the table
7d_9fIAER2g-00773-00267076-00267221 in its entirety or just a portion?
7d_9fIAER2g-00774-00267221-00267334 TERRILL THOMPSON: Yeah, no.
7d_9fIAER2g-00775-00267334-00267446 We see it all.
7d_9fIAER2g-00776-00267446-00267559 HADI RANGIN: That is great.
7d_9fIAER2g-00777-00267559-00267748 So you can see the table.
7d_9fIAER2g-00778-00267748-00268085 I'll wait for a second so you can familiarize your table.
7d_9fIAER2g-00779-00268085-00268411 So I think it shows that the student enrollment
7d_9fIAER2g-00780-00268411-00268729 for 2000, 200, for two years.
7d_9fIAER2g-00781-00268729-00269467 And then there's some factors that have been recorded here.
7d_9fIAER2g-00782-00269467-00269708 But let's browse together.
7d_9fIAER2g-00783-00270021-00270175 SCREEN READER: [INAUDIBLE].
7d_9fIAER2g-00784-00270175-00270260 Length, row two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00785-00270260-00270425 Total, row three.
7d_9fIAER2g-00786-00270425-00270617 HADI RANGIN: Is it the total?
7d_9fIAER2g-00787-00270617-00270830 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero CS, 82, column two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00788-00270830-00271070 HADI RANGIN: Did you hear that it said CS?
7d_9fIAER2g-00789-00271070-00271367 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero 08 126, column three.
7d_9fIAER2g-00790-00271367-00271817 HADI RANGIN: This is, I think, the major.
7d_9fIAER2g-00791-00271817-00271986 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero in Eco, 43.
7d_9fIAER2g-00792-00271986-00272152 HADI RANGIN: Eco is economic.
7d_9fIAER2g-00793-00272152-00272546 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero 85, 32, column five.
7d_9fIAER2g-00794-00272546-00272852 2007 zero 85, 32, column five.
7d_9fIAER2g-00795-00272852-00273140 HADI RANGIN: It is this one I'm doing it at.
7d_9fIAER2g-00796-00273140-00273509 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero 85, 112, column six.
7d_9fIAER2g-00797-00273509-00273908 2007 zero 59, column seven.
7d_9fIAER2g-00798-00273908-00274069 2007 date zero, nine CS, 82.
7d_9fIAER2g-00799-00274069-00274124 Column eight.
7d_9fIAER2g-00800-00274124-00274448 HADI RANGIN: Oh, this one was CS, but the other one was here.
7d_9fIAER2g-00801-00274448-00274742 But when I go to for example, how many males.
7d_9fIAER2g-00802-00274742-00274859 SCREEN READER: Percent male.
7d_9fIAER2g-00803-00274859-00274932 Row four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00804-00274932-00275067 HADI RANGIN: Percent male.
7d_9fIAER2g-00805-00275067-00275197 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero in CS.
7d_9fIAER2g-00806-00275197-00275394 89, Column 2.
7d_9fIAER2g-00807-00275394-00275703 HADI RANGIN: So this is the 89, but it read
7d_9fIAER2g-00808-00275703-00275940 the related information about.
7d_9fIAER2g-00809-00275940-00276264 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero 8 84, column 3.
7d_9fIAER2g-00810-00276264-00276438 HADI RANGIN: And 84%.
7d_9fIAER2g-00811-00276438-00276569 And then if I go down,
7d_9fIAER2g-00812-00276569-00276683 SCREEN READER: Percent female, row five.
7d_9fIAER2g-00813-00276683-00276804 HADI RANGIN: Percent female.
7d_9fIAER2g-00814-00276804-00277044 SCREEN READER: 2007 zero in CS, 11, column two.
7d_9fIAER2g-00815-00277044-00277287 HADI RANGIN: I hope this statistic has changed.
7d_9fIAER2g-00816-00277287-00277362 It's not that bad.
7d_9fIAER2g-00817-00277362-00278013 To me, it sounds like when I was a student, many years back--
7d_9fIAER2g-00818-00278013-00278380 this was from last century, but hopefully the statistic
7d_9fIAER2g-00819-00278380-00278430 has changed.
7d_9fIAER2g-00820-00278679-00278775 SCREEN READER: 3:50 PM.
7d_9fIAER2g-00821-00278775-00278922 HADI RANGIN: 3:50.
7d_9fIAER2g-00822-00278922-00279213 I can show you a lot of stuff with the screen reader,
7d_9fIAER2g-00823-00279213-00279417 how it works.
7d_9fIAER2g-00824-00279417-00279637 I can show maybe the phone control.
7d_9fIAER2g-00825-00279637-00279721 SCREEN READER: Name.
7d_9fIAER2g-00826-00279721-00279771 Required.
7d_9fIAER2g-00827-00279771-00279943 Invalid entry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00828-00279943-00280035 HADI RANGIN: Did you--
7d_9fIAER2g-00829-00280035-00280123 I'll repeat that.
7d_9fIAER2g-00830-00280123-00280155 SCREEN READER: Name.
7d_9fIAER2g-00831-00280155-00280205 Required.
7d_9fIAER2g-00832-00280205-00280359 Required invalid entry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00833-00280359-00280665 HADI RANGIN: It said that name, required field,
7d_9fIAER2g-00834-00280665-00280880 invalid because there is no data here.
7d_9fIAER2g-00835-00280880-00280968 SCREEN READER: Enter.
7d_9fIAER2g-00836-00280968-00281043 Apply now.
7d_9fIAER2g-00837-00281043-00281106 Form region.
7d_9fIAER2g-00838-00281106-00281136 Name.
7d_9fIAER2g-00839-00281136-00281189 Required.
7d_9fIAER2g-00840-00281189-00281289 Required invalid entry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00841-00281289-00281400 HADI RANGIN: I type Hadi.
7d_9fIAER2g-00842-00281400-00281484 SCREEN READER: Hadi.
7d_9fIAER2g-00843-00281484-00281517 Email.
7d_9fIAER2g-00844-00281517-00281569 Required.
7d_9fIAER2g-00845-00281569-00281712 Required invalid entry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00846-00281712-00281791 A-H- Blank.
7d_9fIAER2g-00847-00281791-00281841 Blank.
7d_9fIAER2g-00848-00281841-00282067 HADI RANGIN: But you hear that it tells that--
7d_9fIAER2g-00849-00282067-00282210 SCREEN READER: At or at.
7d_9fIAER2g-00850-00282210-00282291 Required.
7d_9fIAER2g-00851-00282291-00282432 HADI RANGIN: It's required.
7d_9fIAER2g-00852-00282432-00282456 SCREEN READER: Edit.
7d_9fIAER2g-00853-00282456-00282506 City.
7d_9fIAER2g-00854-00282506-00282789 Edit at pop up.
7d_9fIAER2g-00855-00282789-00282877 HADI RANGIN: Seattle.
7d_9fIAER2g-00856-00282877-00282916 SCREEN READER: Seattle.
7d_9fIAER2g-00857-00282916-00283021 State slash province.
7d_9fIAER2g-00858-00283021-00283257 Edit has pop up.
7d_9fIAER2g-00859-00283257-00283307 Law.
7d_9fIAER2g-00860-00283307-00283415 Zip slash postal code.
7d_9fIAER2g-00861-00283415-00283529 Edit has pop up.
7d_9fIAER2g-00862-00283529-00283961 HADI RANGIN: 98155 [INAUDIBLE] I would never forget--
7d_9fIAER2g-00863-00283961-00284031 95?
7d_9fIAER2g-00864-00284031-00284081 55?
7d_9fIAER2g-00865-00284081-00284165 I guess.
7d_9fIAER2g-00866-00284165-00284315 SCREEN READER: 98955.
7d_9fIAER2g-00867-00284315-00284369 Country.
7d_9fIAER2g-00868-00284369-00284540 Edit has pop up.
7d_9fIAER2g-00869-00284540-00284657 Auto fill this box expanded.
7d_9fIAER2g-00870-00284657-00284720 The United States.
7d_9fIAER2g-00871-00284720-00284780 Hadi Rangin.
7d_9fIAER2g-00872-00284780-00284948 One to four.
7d_9fIAER2g-00873-00284948-00285087 Accessible University demo site.
7d_9fIAER2g-00874-00285087-00285158 Accessible version of.
7d_9fIAER2g-00875-00285158-00285195 To virtual.
7d_9fIAER2g-00876-00285195-00285333 If a cow was purple what color is it?
7d_9fIAER2g-00877-00285333-00285383 Edit.
7d_9fIAER2g-00878-00285383-00285507 Required invalid entry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00879-00285507-00285603 [LAUGHTER]
7d_9fIAER2g-00880-00285603-00285699 Enter.
7d_9fIAER2g-00881-00285699-00285870 If a cow was purple, what color is it?
7d_9fIAER2g-00882-00285870-00285920 Edit.
7d_9fIAER2g-00883-00285920-00286083 Required invalid entry.
7d_9fIAER2g-00884-00286083-00286210 HADI RANGIN: I went to the--
7d_9fIAER2g-00885-00286210-00286281 I made a mistake.
7d_9fIAER2g-00886-00286281-00286364 SCREEN READER: Gray.
7d_9fIAER2g-00887-00286364-00286527 Submit button.
7d_9fIAER2g-00888-00286527-00286698 HADI RANGIN: Now, see that we did submit.
7d_9fIAER2g-00889-00286698-00286746 SCREEN READER: Enter.
7d_9fIAER2g-00890-00286746-00286794 Alert.
7d_9fIAER2g-00891-00286794-00286818 Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00892-00286818-00286842 Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00893-00286842-00286974 Your application has been received.
7d_9fIAER2g-00894-00286974-00287007 Submit.
7d_9fIAER2g-00895-00287007-00287124 Submit checkbox not checked.
7d_9fIAER2g-00896-00287124-00287343 Five regions, nine headings, and seven links.
7d_9fIAER2g-00897-00287343-00287565 HADI RANGIN: So you hear the confirmation,
7d_9fIAER2g-00898-00287565-00288000 and the confirmation is really essential for when
7d_9fIAER2g-00899-00288000-00288157 we are interacting with forms.
7d_9fIAER2g-00900-00288157-00288510 So we want that for successful submission.
7d_9fIAER2g-00901-00288510-00288798 You get a confirmation so the user knows what's happening.
7d_9fIAER2g-00902-00288798-00289035 So you probably have seen in some of the transactions
7d_9fIAER2g-00903-00289035-00289170 that we do online.
7d_9fIAER2g-00904-00289170-00289308 You submit the form, and you have
7d_9fIAER2g-00905-00289308-00289560 no idea did you go through or did it crashed
7d_9fIAER2g-00906-00289560-00289647 or what happened?
7d_9fIAER2g-00907-00289647-00289717 Or do you [INAUDIBLE]?
7d_9fIAER2g-00908-00289717-00289849 SCREEN READER: Robyn Foshee to everyone .
7d_9fIAER2g-00909-00289849-00289924 Thank you so much.
7d_9fIAER2g-00910-00289924-00290073 I have to
7d_9fIAER2g-00911-00290073-00290433 HADI RANGIN: OK, that is the so far what I wanted to share.
7d_9fIAER2g-00912-00290433-00290985 Again, more about it when we get to the promised
7d_9fIAER2g-00913-00290985-00291264 workshop with Global Accessibility Awareness Day.
7d_9fIAER2g-00914-00291264-00291531 So now we can open the floor for questions.
7d_9fIAER2g-00915-00291783-00291963 Who is the voice of chat today?
7d_9fIAER2g-00916-00292424-00292508 ANNA MARIE: Hi Hadi.
7d_9fIAER2g-00917-00292508-00292679 It's Anna Marie.
7d_9fIAER2g-00918-00292679-00292842 HADI RANGIN: OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00919-00292842-00293191 So if you want, you prefer to open your microphone,
7d_9fIAER2g-00920-00293191-00293754 ask questions, feel free do it, but you can also ask via chat.
7d_9fIAER2g-00921-00293754-00293934 ANNA MARIE: We do have a couple of comments
7d_9fIAER2g-00922-00293934-00294127 I'd like to share with you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00923-00294127-00294412 "Really great to see/ hear this in action.
7d_9fIAER2g-00924-00294412-00294577 Thank you."
7d_9fIAER2g-00925-00294577-00294672 "Thank you so much.
7d_9fIAER2g-00926-00294672-00294925 I have to dash, but this has been great.
7d_9fIAER2g-00927-00294925-00295266 I look forward to the workshops next month."
7d_9fIAER2g-00928-00295266-00295480 HADI RANGIN: Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00929-00295480-00295594 Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00930-00295594-00295787 Questions?
7d_9fIAER2g-00931-00295787-00296000 ANNA MARIE: So if anyone has a question for Hadi,
7d_9fIAER2g-00932-00296000-00296274 feel free to unmute yourself to ask your question.
7d_9fIAER2g-00933-00296868-00297315 WOMAN: Did you say you'd advertise those workshops?
7d_9fIAER2g-00934-00297315-00297456 HADI RANGIN: It will be coming--
7d_9fIAER2g-00935-00297456-00297661 we'll be posting that soon.
7d_9fIAER2g-00936-00297661-00298317 So we are, I guess, working on the registration page.
7d_9fIAER2g-00937-00298317-00298371 WOMAN: OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-00938-00298371-00298521 Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00939-00298521-00298764 HADI RANGIN: I assume early next week, you
7d_9fIAER2g-00940-00298764-00298929 will be seeing in your mailbox.
7d_9fIAER2g-00941-00298929-00298993 WOMAN: Great.
7d_9fIAER2g-00942-00298993-00299043 Awesome.
7d_9fIAER2g-00943-00299043-00299100 Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00944-00299447-00299589 HADI RANGIN: And at that workshop,
7d_9fIAER2g-00945-00299589-00300012 we will be also covering Mac VoiceOver.
7d_9fIAER2g-00946-00300854-00300911 Nope.
7d_9fIAER2g-00947-00300911-00300965 No questions.
7d_9fIAER2g-00948-00300965-00301144 TERRILL THOMPSON: Hadi, this is Terrill.
7d_9fIAER2g-00949-00301144-00301383 I'm not seeing any other questions at the moment.
7d_9fIAER2g-00950-00301383-00302039 But I just wanted to comment or discuss the table
7d_9fIAER2g-00951-00302039-00302369 that has the column headers, and that all has good table
7d_9fIAER2g-00952-00302369-00302450 markup, right?
7d_9fIAER2g-00953-00302450-00302687 You're able to navigate through the columns and rows
7d_9fIAER2g-00954-00302687-00302888 and it was reading those column headers,
7d_9fIAER2g-00955-00302888-00303137 but it was reading them cryptically.
7d_9fIAER2g-00956-00303137-00303494 So they're all acronyms and you got
7d_9fIAER2g-00957-00303494-00304089 stumped on phi and PSI and spa.
7d_9fIAER2g-00958-00304089-00304197 HADI RANGIN: Yeah.
7d_9fIAER2g-00959-00304197-00304347 TERRILL THOMPSON: And those actually
7d_9fIAER2g-00960-00304347-00304832 have HTML abbreviation tags that do spell out what they--
7d_9fIAER2g-00961-00304832-00305041 SCREEN READER: From accessible technology services
7d_9fIAER2g-00962-00305041-00305125 to everyone--
7d_9fIAER2g-00963-00305125-00305496 TERRILL THOMPSON: --what the full version beyond the acronym
7d_9fIAER2g-00964-00305496-00305827 of what it actually stands for.
7d_9fIAER2g-00965-00305827-00306014 And I think that's a setting within JAWS
7d_9fIAER2g-00966-00306014-00306263 that you have to enable to get that to read aloud.
7d_9fIAER2g-00967-00306263-00306560 But even when you have that enabled,
7d_9fIAER2g-00968-00306560-00306812 what I've discovered in JAWS is that when
7d_9fIAER2g-00969-00306812-00307184 you're reading the column directly,
7d_9fIAER2g-00970-00307184-00307425 it will spell those out and read them.
7d_9fIAER2g-00971-00307425-00307811 But when you're in table mode and it's announcing the column
7d_9fIAER2g-00972-00307811-00308001 headers, it does not.
7d_9fIAER2g-00973-00308001-00308448 So even if they're coded and you have an acronym or abbreviation
7d_9fIAER2g-00974-00308448-00308735 or expansion enabled, it still is not
7d_9fIAER2g-00975-00308735-00309089 going to read those when you're navigating them
7d_9fIAER2g-00976-00309089-00309269 as column headers.
7d_9fIAER2g-00977-00309269-00309677 I don't know if that's a feature or a bug, but just an FYI.
7d_9fIAER2g-00978-00309677-00309773 HADI RANGIN: Thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-00979-00309773-00309987 I think that is the reason many years ago,
7d_9fIAER2g-00980-00309987-00310598 I decided to turn off the abbreviation because when it
7d_9fIAER2g-00981-00310598-00311051 does that, then I cannot do that the proper testing,
7d_9fIAER2g-00982-00311051-00311379 because I do not know if they have spelled it out or it is
7d_9fIAER2g-00983-00311379-00311912 the result of the-- or not.
7d_9fIAER2g-00984-00311912-00312122 And then as you mentioned, the screen reader
7d_9fIAER2g-00985-00312122-00312515 is not always handling them in the same way.
7d_9fIAER2g-00986-00312515-00312971 JAWS has decided not to spell it out,
7d_9fIAER2g-00987-00312971-00313253 but I consider that as a bug.
7d_9fIAER2g-00988-00313253-00313667 Some people say that it's a feature.
7d_9fIAER2g-00989-00313667-00313930 So if somebody does that, put there,
7d_9fIAER2g-00990-00313930-00314461 so this is for the purpose to spell it out.
7d_9fIAER2g-00991-00314461-00314710 If somebody like me decides to turn it off,
7d_9fIAER2g-00992-00314710-00314818 then I can turn it off.
7d_9fIAER2g-00993-00314818-00315329 But they should not decide for me that I need it or not.
7d_9fIAER2g-00994-00315329-00315484 TERRILL THOMPSON: These are the sorts
7d_9fIAER2g-00995-00315484-00315850 of issues that we encounter and why
7d_9fIAER2g-00996-00315850-00316207 Hadi had all those cautionary notes about testing
7d_9fIAER2g-00997-00316207-00316720 with a screen reader because often you'll hear something
7d_9fIAER2g-00998-00316720-00317218 and you're not sure if it's because you coded something
7d_9fIAER2g-00999-00317218-00317690 improperly or what's going on there.
7d_9fIAER2g-01000-00317690-00318070 And so having an insider's knowledge
7d_9fIAER2g-01001-00318070-00318343 as to how your different screen readers work,
7d_9fIAER2g-01002-00318343-00318505 what different settings there are--
7d_9fIAER2g-01003-00318505-00318904 there are hundreds of settings within JAWS and almost as many
7d_9fIAER2g-01004-00318904-00319141 within NVDA.
7d_9fIAER2g-01005-00319141-00319600 And there's really no substitute for having
7d_9fIAER2g-01006-00319600-00320026 an actual user, somebody like Hadi who
7d_9fIAER2g-01007-00320026-00320321 uses this tool every day.
7d_9fIAER2g-01008-00320321-00320620 Those of us who don't use it every day on an ongoing basis
7d_9fIAER2g-01009-00320620-00320932 can learn a few keystrokes that can help, give us
7d_9fIAER2g-01010-00320932-00321307 a sense for what a screen reader might read this page like,
7d_9fIAER2g-01011-00321307-00321928 but it's not the same experience.
7d_9fIAER2g-01012-00321928-00321995 HADI RANGIN: OK.
7d_9fIAER2g-01013-00321995-00322121 We are at--
7d_9fIAER2g-01014-00322121-00322250 SCREEN READER: 3:58 PM.
7d_9fIAER2g-01015-00322250-00322483 HADI RANGIN: --down to two minutes with the top of that.
7d_9fIAER2g-01016-00322483-00322817 Any last-minute questions?
7d_9fIAER2g-01017-00323187-00323442 It usually doesn't happen that I finish--
7d_9fIAER2g-01018-00323442-00323694 [LAUGHTER]
7d_9fIAER2g-01019-00323694-00323979 --without going over time.
7d_9fIAER2g-01020-00323979-00324280 TERRILL THOMPSON: That was Anna Marie keeping you on track.
7d_9fIAER2g-01021-00324280-00324435 HADI RANGIN: Yeah, exactly.
7d_9fIAER2g-01022-00324435-00324534 But thank you.
7d_9fIAER2g-01023-00324534-00324861 Thank you everyone for coming.
7d_9fIAER2g-01024-00324861-00325341 Hopefully you found this presentation will give you
7d_9fIAER2g-01025-00325341-00325584 some ideas about accessibility testing
7d_9fIAER2g-01026-00325584-00326488 and NVDA screen reader lets me use accessibility for checking.
7d_9fIAER2g-01027-00326488-00326808 I am afraid to say testing, because we are really
7d_9fIAER2g-01028-00326808-00326862 not testing.
7d_9fIAER2g-01029-00326862-00327195 We are just checking how screen reader handles that.
7d_9fIAER2g-01030-00327195-00327393 But talk to you next time.
7d_9fIAER2g-01031-00327393-00327813 We'll see you next time for the seminar webinar.
7d_9fIAER2g-01032-00327813-00327985 And enjoy the rest of the day.
7d_9fIAER2g-01033-00327985-00328154 Thank you.