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eOe6WH48rnY-00002-00002346-00003793 [Music]
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eOe6WH48rnY-00004-00004142-00004553 I am the Whistler welcome weirdos I'm
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eOe6WH48rnY-00029-00010200-00010445 coming up it's an episode from inner
eOe6WH48rnY-00030-00010446-00010703 sanctum Mysteries intersanctive
eOe6WH48rnY-00031-00010704-00010906 Mysteries was also known for a time as
eOe6WH48rnY-00032-00010907-00011177 simply inner sanctum the show aired from
eOe6WH48rnY-00033-00011178-00011603 January 7th 1941 to October 5th 1952
eOe6WH48rnY-00034-00011604-00011963 with a total of 526 episodes produced in
eOe6WH48rnY-00035-00011964-00012191 total the show is based on a series of
eOe6WH48rnY-00036-00012192-00012346 mystery novels of the same name
eOe6WH48rnY-00037-00012347-00012592 published by Simon and Schuster
eOe6WH48rnY-00038-00012593-00012946 on January 7 1941 the inner sanctum
eOe6WH48rnY-00039-00012947-00013151 radio program premiered the name
eOe6WH48rnY-00040-00013152-00013343 licensed by Simon and Schuster on
eOe6WH48rnY-00041-00013344-00013486 condition that at the end of each
eOe6WH48rnY-00042-00013487-00013672 broadcast the announcer would promote
eOe6WH48rnY-00043-00013673-00013865 the latest book title published in the
eOe6WH48rnY-00044-00013866-00014093 inner sanctum book series which you will
eOe6WH48rnY-00045-00014094-00014249 hear in this episode
eOe6WH48rnY-00046-00014250-00014488 this radio Anthology series featured
eOe6WH48rnY-00047-00014490-00014741 stories of mystery Terror and suspense
eOe6WH48rnY-00048-00014741-00015005 and its tongue-in-cheek introductions
eOe6WH48rnY-00049-00015006-00015257 were in sharp contrast to shows like
eOe6WH48rnY-00050-00015258-00015491 suspense and the Whistler
eOe6WH48rnY-00051-00015491-00015772 the early 1940s programs including the
eOe6WH48rnY-00052-00015773-00015953 one that you're about to hear opened
eOe6WH48rnY-00053-00015954-00016169 with Raymond Edward Johnson introducing
eOe6WH48rnY-00054-00016169-00016517 himself in a mockingly sardonic voice if
eOe6WH48rnY-00055-00016518-00016703 you love horror hosts from television
eOe6WH48rnY-00056-00016704-00016925 you'll like how Raymond makes numerous
eOe6WH48rnY-00057-00016926-00017225 morbid jokes and terrible puns with a
eOe6WH48rnY-00058-00017226-00017429 striking organ almost acting like a rim
eOe6WH48rnY-00059-00017430-00017519 shot
eOe6WH48rnY-00060-00017520-00017855 rima's closing was an elongated pleasant
eOe6WH48rnY-00061-00017856-00018155 dreams
eOe6WH48rnY-00062-00018156-00018377 he's stung in cheek style and ghoulish
eOe6WH48rnY-00063-00018378-00018580 relish of his own tales that came to
eOe6WH48rnY-00064-00018581-00018779 standard for many such horror narrators
eOe6WH48rnY-00065-00018780-00019019 to follow from fellow radio hosts like
eOe6WH48rnY-00066-00019020-00019253 Ernest Chapel on Willis Cooper's series
eOe6WH48rnY-00067-00019254-00019553 quiet please and Maurice tarplan on the
eOe6WH48rnY-00068-00019554-00019830 mysterious traveler a humorous note
eOe6WH48rnY-00069-00019831-00020069 intersectoms familiar and famed audio
eOe6WH48rnY-00070-00020070-00020339 trademark was the Eerie creaking door
eOe6WH48rnY-00071-00020340-00020627 which opened and closed the broadcasts
eOe6WH48rnY-00072-00020628-00020908 Hyman Brown got the idea from a door in
eOe6WH48rnY-00073-00020909-00021136 the basement that he said quote squeaked
eOe6WH48rnY-00074-00021137-00021275 like hell
eOe6WH48rnY-00075-00021276-00021514 the door's sound was actually though
eOe6WH48rnY-00076-00021515-00021797 made by a rusty desk chair the program
eOe6WH48rnY-00077-00021798-00022078 did originally intend to use a squeaky
eOe6WH48rnY-00078-00022079-00022289 door but on its first use the door just
eOe6WH48rnY-00079-00022290-00022625 refused to Creak well undaunted Brown
eOe6WH48rnY-00080-00022626-00022894 grabbed a nearby chair sat in it and
eOe6WH48rnY-00081-00022895-00023261 turned causing a hair-raising squeak the
eOe6WH48rnY-00082-00023262-00023500 chair was used from then on as the sound
eOe6WH48rnY-00083-00023501-00023603 prop
eOe6WH48rnY-00084-00023604-00023843 on at least one memorable occasion
eOe6WH48rnY-00085-00023844-00024083 though a staffer innocently repaired and
eOe6WH48rnY-00086-00024084-00024364 oiled the chair thus forcing the sound
eOe6WH48rnY-00087-00024365-00024743 man to mimic the squeak orally
eOe6WH48rnY-00088-00024744-00025217 now Ultra doors lock your windows turn
eOe6WH48rnY-00089-00025218-00025522 off your lights and come with me into
eOe6WH48rnY-00090-00025523-00025931 the weird Darkness
eOe6WH48rnY-00091-00025932-00026770 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00092-00026772-00027179 Lipton key and Lipton soup presents in a
eOe6WH48rnY-00093-00027180-00027387 phantom Mysteries
eOe6WH48rnY-00094-00027388-00028818 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00095-00028819-00029212 good evening Friends of the NS anthem
eOe6WH48rnY-00096-00029213-00029429 this is your host Raymond inviting you
eOe6WH48rnY-00097-00029430-00029783 once again to join our scary company
eOe6WH48rnY-00098-00029783-00030095 please come in won't you
eOe6WH48rnY-00099-00030095-00030449 we have a full quiver of Shivers this
eOe6WH48rnY-00100-00030450-00030587 evening and uh
eOe6WH48rnY-00101-00030588-00030929 what you say it's rather cold in here
eOe6WH48rnY-00102-00030930-00031199 well some of the chills of our story
eOe6WH48rnY-00103-00031200-00031493 must have leaked out why don't you all
eOe6WH48rnY-00104-00031494-00031781 huddle together there's so much comfort
eOe6WH48rnY-00105-00031782-00032008 in having someone else beside you and
eOe6WH48rnY-00106-00032010-00032185 instead of being
eOe6WH48rnY-00107-00032186-00032555 besides yourself now Mr Raymond that's
eOe6WH48rnY-00108-00032556-00032789 no way to welcome people you have to
eOe6WH48rnY-00109-00032790-00033102 chase them away talking so scary life
eOe6WH48rnY-00110-00033103-00033502 oh hello Mary Bennett so uh you don't
eOe6WH48rnY-00111-00033503-00033743 think I'm a good host huh maybe I should
eOe6WH48rnY-00112-00033744-00034037 say lay you little head down a pillow
eOe6WH48rnY-00113-00034038-00034289 are you comfy
eOe6WH48rnY-00114-00034290-00034571 there now Uncle Raymond will drone you
eOe6WH48rnY-00115-00034572-00034811 to sleep with a bedtime story and when
eOe6WH48rnY-00116-00034812-00035093 you wake up Aunt Mary will give you a
eOe6WH48rnY-00117-00035094-00035302 nice hot plate of lipton's noodle soup
eOe6WH48rnY-00118-00035303-00035471 oh dear
eOe6WH48rnY-00119-00035472-00035831 just no talking to you
eOe6WH48rnY-00120-00035832-00036124 about lipton's noodle soup try it for
eOe6WH48rnY-00121-00036125-00036365 yourself you just don't know how good
eOe6WH48rnY-00122-00036366-00036568 noodle soup can be until you've tasted
eOe6WH48rnY-00123-00036569-00036905 liptons it's got such a grand chickeny
eOe6WH48rnY-00124-00036906-00037223 flavor it really tastes homemade and
eOe6WH48rnY-00125-00037224-00037349 then of course lipton's noodle soup
eOe6WH48rnY-00126-00037350-00037571 comes in a package so it's no work to
eOe6WH48rnY-00127-00037572-00037817 prepare you just empty it into boiling
eOe6WH48rnY-00128-00037818-00038152 water and in a jiffy Soup song and
eOe6WH48rnY-00129-00038153-00038399 another thing liptons makes lots more
eOe6WH48rnY-00130-00038400-00038657 and costs less than canned soups well
eOe6WH48rnY-00131-00038658-00038927 thanks for the hot facts Manny and
eOe6WH48rnY-00132-00038928-00039202 here's a fact for you did you know that
eOe6WH48rnY-00133-00039203-00039389 more than two-thirds of the Earth's
eOe6WH48rnY-00134-00039390-00039839 entire surface is unknown the salty
eOe6WH48rnY-00135-00039840-00040043 wastes of the sea
eOe6WH48rnY-00136-00040044-00040330 only a short distance under the surface
eOe6WH48rnY-00137-00040331-00040559 death lurks in a hundred different
eOe6WH48rnY-00138-00040560-00040835 shapes and that's where we're going to
eOe6WH48rnY-00139-00040836-00041051 take it tonight in Robert Newman's
eOe6WH48rnY-00140-00041052-00041218 strange story of
eOe6WH48rnY-00141-00041219-00042196 death in the depth
eOe6WH48rnY-00142-00042197-00042490 a fork and a small Seaside town a few
eOe6WH48rnY-00143-00042491-00042724 minutes before midnight
eOe6WH48rnY-00144-00042725-00043012 wood to the dark just barely visible
eOe6WH48rnY-00145-00043013-00043373 through the thick fog is a stubby broad
eOe6WH48rnY-00146-00043374-00043546 Bean ship
eOe6WH48rnY-00147-00043547-00043762 suddenly out of a swirling Mist a man
eOe6WH48rnY-00148-00043763-00043918 and woman appear
eOe6WH48rnY-00149-00043919-00044237 it's tall heavy set carries a sea bag
eOe6WH48rnY-00150-00044238-00044374 over his shoulder
eOe6WH48rnY-00151-00044375-00044590 she slam attractive
eOe6WH48rnY-00152-00044591-00044777 they reached the end of the dark and he
eOe6WH48rnY-00153-00044778-00045108 stops his face
eOe6WH48rnY-00154-00045109-00045412 I can't do it little I just can't that's
eOe6WH48rnY-00155-00045413-00045640 all this to it stop arguing and get on
eOe6WH48rnY-00156-00045641-00045815 board there I'm telling you I can't
eOe6WH48rnY-00157-00045816-00045965 believe I can't
eOe6WH48rnY-00158-00045966-00046193 why even think about it the way the
eOe6WH48rnY-00159-00046194-00046367 water looks down under
eOe6WH48rnY-00160-00046368-00046637 feel of it pressing against I'm telling
eOe6WH48rnY-00161-00046638-00046762 you that you are going whether you like
eOe6WH48rnY-00162-00046763-00047033 it or not two years of living in crummy
eOe6WH48rnY-00163-00047034-00047285 second-rate rooming houses that's plenty
eOe6WH48rnY-00164-00047286-00047549 see too much you're going back to doing
eOe6WH48rnY-00165-00047550-00047789 something that really pays off I told
eOe6WH48rnY-00166-00047790-00047908 you to shut up
eOe6WH48rnY-00167-00047909-00048202 now stop squatting and let's go aboard
eOe6WH48rnY-00168-00048203-00048701 okay
eOe6WH48rnY-00169-00048702-00048917 it's Captain Brody around I'm Brody come
eOe6WH48rnY-00170-00048918-00049076 aboard
eOe6WH48rnY-00171-00049077-00049373 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00172-00049374-00049607 good evening captain my name's Pharaoh
eOe6WH48rnY-00173-00049608-00049762 this is my wife hello
eOe6WH48rnY-00174-00049763-00049912 I understand you're going off on that
eOe6WH48rnY-00175-00049913-00050062 job and you're looking for divers well
eOe6WH48rnY-00176-00050063-00050290 yes I am we've got a salvage job off the
eOe6WH48rnY-00177-00050291-00050579 keys it's a tough one 20 fathoms only
eOe6WH48rnY-00178-00050580-00050783 use real deep watermen
eOe6WH48rnY-00179-00050784-00050923 would you say your name once again
eOe6WH48rnY-00180-00050924-00051244 Pharaoh Steve Farah you mean Big Steve
eOe6WH48rnY-00181-00051245-00051479 Farrell why don't you say so sure I can
eOe6WH48rnY-00182-00051479-00051670 use you wait right there I'll go get the
eOe6WH48rnY-00183-00051671-00051880 papers okay captain
eOe6WH48rnY-00184-00051882-00052192 well was that so tough hey look for
eOe6WH48rnY-00185-00052194-00052444 heaven's sakes don't make me do it you
eOe6WH48rnY-00186-00052445-00052565 don't know what you're asking me to do
eOe6WH48rnY-00187-00052566-00052666 it
eOe6WH48rnY-00188-00052667-00052882 it's like sending me
eOe6WH48rnY-00189-00052883-00053024 Layla
eOe6WH48rnY-00190-00053025-00053153 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00191-00053154-00053375 did you hear that
eOe6WH48rnY-00192-00053376-00053699 nine Bells what others
eOe6WH48rnY-00193-00053700-00053854 what happened
eOe6WH48rnY-00194-00053855-00054100 there's no such thing as nine belts
eOe6WH48rnY-00195-00054101-00054221 but
eOe6WH48rnY-00196-00054222-00054442 it's like a clutch Striking 13 o'clock
eOe6WH48rnY-00197-00054444-00054653 well that means that
eOe6WH48rnY-00198-00054654-00054850 the only other time I ever heard it was
eOe6WH48rnY-00199-00054851-00055013 when Curry listen I'm getting sick of
eOe6WH48rnY-00200-00055014-00055204 this sea you don't want to do any more
eOe6WH48rnY-00201-00055205-00055373 diving because you've lost your nerve
eOe6WH48rnY-00202-00055374-00055613 because the Bell Rings nine times
eOe6WH48rnY-00203-00055614-00055811 instead of eight you say it means
eOe6WH48rnY-00204-00055812-00056003 something well what do you think it
eOe6WH48rnY-00205-00056004-00056171 would mean if I told the police a couple
eOe6WH48rnY-00206-00056172-00056309 of things I know
eOe6WH48rnY-00207-00056310-00056597 I'll tell you it would mean the chair
eOe6WH48rnY-00208-00056598-00056765 now how do you like that
eOe6WH48rnY-00209-00056766-00056987 really
eOe6WH48rnY-00210-00056988-00057292 you don't know
eOe6WH48rnY-00211-00057294-00057611 you don't know
eOe6WH48rnY-00212-00057612-00057911 take care of yourself Stevie boy
eOe6WH48rnY-00213-00057912-00058180 I'll be seeing you in a couple of weeks
eOe6WH48rnY-00214-00058182-00058450 feeling pretty good aren't you
eOe6WH48rnY-00215-00058451-00058576 I think you're getting just what you
eOe6WH48rnY-00216-00058577-00058721 want
eOe6WH48rnY-00217-00058722-00058966 well maybe uh
eOe6WH48rnY-00218-00058967-00059213 because when I sign those papers
eOe6WH48rnY-00219-00059214-00059537 I won't be signing on as a diver
eOe6WH48rnY-00220-00059538-00060094 I'll be silent my own death certificate
eOe6WH48rnY-00221-00060095-00060959 [Laughter]
eOe6WH48rnY-00222-00060960-00061175 more set Captain and the instructions
eOe6WH48rnY-00223-00061176-00061403 before they close me up oh Steve can't
eOe6WH48rnY-00224-00061404-00061600 expect much on a first dive but see if
eOe6WH48rnY-00225-00061601-00061715 you can determine the extent of the
eOe6WH48rnY-00226-00061716-00061799 damage
eOe6WH48rnY-00227-00061800-00062015 all we know about her now is that she's
eOe6WH48rnY-00228-00062016-00062273 about 1500 ton her name was the Santa
eOe6WH48rnY-00229-00062274-00062525 Elena she went down the Collision right
eOe6WH48rnY-00230-00062526-00062866 Kevin okay close them up
eOe6WH48rnY-00231-00062867-00063180 start the pump
eOe6WH48rnY-00232-00063182-00063504 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00233-00063505-00063629 Norway
eOe6WH48rnY-00234-00063630-00065004 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00235-00065005-00065380 I'm scared it's good
eOe6WH48rnY-00236-00065382-00065687 I swore I never go down again
eOe6WH48rnY-00237-00065688-00065909 here I am
eOe6WH48rnY-00238-00065910-00066197 it's all just the way I remember it
eOe6WH48rnY-00239-00066198-00066491 first but they're quiet
eOe6WH48rnY-00240-00066492-00066682 just a pumped right there go of your
eOe6WH48rnY-00241-00066683-00066817 heart baby
eOe6WH48rnY-00242-00066818-00067144 and the white brain as you go down
eOe6WH48rnY-00243-00067145-00067256 it's getting darker
eOe6WH48rnY-00244-00067257-00067397 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00245-00067398-00067606 from the cold
eOe6WH48rnY-00246-00067607-00067906 the pressure filling up pressing harder
eOe6WH48rnY-00247-00067907-00068017 and harder
eOe6WH48rnY-00248-00068018-00068219 gripping it Tighter and Tighter as
eOe6WH48rnY-00249-00068220-00068344 everyone being swallowed by something
eOe6WH48rnY-00250-00068345-00068585 alive
eOe6WH48rnY-00251-00068586-00068921 always down below you can't see it
eOe6WH48rnY-00252-00068922-00069131 something weighty
eOe6WH48rnY-00253-00069132-00069288 something that
eOe6WH48rnY-00254-00069289-00069625 stopping not a stopping
eOe6WH48rnY-00255-00069626-00069832 was it done when I really used to like
eOe6WH48rnY-00256-00069833-00070097 diving
eOe6WH48rnY-00257-00070098-00070294 what did the door begin
eOe6WH48rnY-00258-00070295-00070511 but yeah
eOe6WH48rnY-00259-00070512-00070829 I guess that night in the bar in Tampa
eOe6WH48rnY-00260-00070830-00071018 she told me she married curly
eOe6WH48rnY-00261-00071019-00071153 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00262-00071154-00071417 well this is certainly quite an evening
eOe6WH48rnY-00263-00071418-00071644 you're giving me Steve it's more like
eOe6WH48rnY-00264-00071645-00071903 awake than a celebration
eOe6WH48rnY-00265-00071904-00072113 why are you looking at me like that
eOe6WH48rnY-00266-00072114-00072400 wondering whether I should kill you
eOe6WH48rnY-00267-00072401-00072563 whether I should talk to curly and let
eOe6WH48rnY-00268-00072564-00072706 him do it
eOe6WH48rnY-00269-00072707-00072929 what do you mean you know what I mean
eOe6WH48rnY-00270-00072930-00073103 you know curly
eOe6WH48rnY-00271-00073104-00073253 you ever found out how things go with
eOe6WH48rnY-00272-00073254-00073463 you and me well he's just young enough
eOe6WH48rnY-00273-00073464-00073588 and crazy enough about you to put you
eOe6WH48rnY-00274-00073589-00073726 away for Keeps
eOe6WH48rnY-00275-00073727-00074093 I can handle curly with my little finger
eOe6WH48rnY-00276-00074094-00074381 besides you wouldn't do anything like
eOe6WH48rnY-00277-00074382-00074494 that
eOe6WH48rnY-00278-00074495-00074747 wouldn't I
eOe6WH48rnY-00279-00074748-00074938 why'd you meet me here tonight
eOe6WH48rnY-00280-00074939-00075076 you know it's because you wish you were
eOe6WH48rnY-00281-00075077-00075323 married to me instead of him so what
eOe6WH48rnY-00282-00075324-00075563 what are you gonna do about it you know
eOe6WH48rnY-00283-00075564-00075797 down well he'll never let me go
eOe6WH48rnY-00284-00075798-00075959 oh
eOe6WH48rnY-00285-00075960-00076288 I guess it won't but
eOe6WH48rnY-00286-00076289-00076685 you've got to do something yeah but what
eOe6WH48rnY-00287-00076686-00076912 after all
eOe6WH48rnY-00288-00076913-00077147 he waits for me
eOe6WH48rnY-00289-00077148-00077506 diving's kind of dangerous
eOe6WH48rnY-00290-00077507-00077656 as a matter of fact we're getting off on
eOe6WH48rnY-00291-00077657-00077956 a job tomorrow that's pretty tricky
eOe6WH48rnY-00292-00077957-00078179 Steve
eOe6WH48rnY-00293-00078180-00078491 when you want something badly enough
eOe6WH48rnY-00294-00078492-00078971 is always a way of getting it
eOe6WH48rnY-00295-00078972-00079565 foreign
eOe6WH48rnY-00296-00079566-00079894 [Applause]
eOe6WH48rnY-00297-00079895-00080105 that was the beginning
eOe6WH48rnY-00298-00080106-00080279 that wasn't when I was afraid for the
eOe6WH48rnY-00299-00080280-00080459 first time
eOe6WH48rnY-00300-00080460-00080615 that came later
eOe6WH48rnY-00301-00080616-00080999 two days later on the reefs
eOe6WH48rnY-00302-00081000-00081167 two days I've been with curly and
eOe6WH48rnY-00303-00081168-00081349 talking him
eOe6WH48rnY-00304-00081350-00081700 I went all the time what I was gonna do
eOe6WH48rnY-00305-00081701-00081881 and that last dive
eOe6WH48rnY-00306-00081882-00082126 late in the afternoon
eOe6WH48rnY-00307-00082127-00082312 standing on Deck with Andy the pump man
eOe6WH48rnY-00308-00082313-00082444 and watching curly through the clear
eOe6WH48rnY-00309-00082445-00082499 water
eOe6WH48rnY-00310-00082500-00082637 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00311-00082638-00082967 move across the deck of the Hulk
eOe6WH48rnY-00312-00082968-00083471 school as she was and
eOe6WH48rnY-00313-00083472-00083675 you're going down too Steve
eOe6WH48rnY-00314-00083676-00083944 oh yeah Andy maybe we can wind up today
eOe6WH48rnY-00315-00083945-00084179 and start on tomorrow
eOe6WH48rnY-00316-00084180-00084412 you can handle both of us sure only
eOe6WH48rnY-00317-00084413-00084569 watch the coral over on the port side
eOe6WH48rnY-00318-00084570-00084785 there Sharp As a Razor almost took
eOe6WH48rnY-00319-00084786-00085000 Curly's boot off this morning if you get
eOe6WH48rnY-00320-00085001-00085271 into any trouble I'm all alone up here
eOe6WH48rnY-00321-00085272-00087088 I'll watch it button me up yeah sure
eOe6WH48rnY-00322-00087089-00087329 going down then
eOe6WH48rnY-00323-00087330-00087617 it's just the way I'm going down now
eOe6WH48rnY-00324-00087618-00087947 but I still wasn't afraid not yet
eOe6WH48rnY-00325-00087948-00088115 I was too busy figuring out just how I
eOe6WH48rnY-00326-00088116-00088318 was gonna do it
eOe6WH48rnY-00327-00088319-00088499 and then another vitamins starting to
eOe6WH48rnY-00328-00088500-00088685 work my way toward the Hope over the
eOe6WH48rnY-00329-00088686-00088734 coral
eOe6WH48rnY-00330-00088735-00088871 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00331-00088872-00089147 it was Curly's hose and safety line
eOe6WH48rnY-00332-00089148-00089387 on the Korra
eOe6WH48rnY-00333-00089388-00089543 sneaking its way to the Hulk where he
eOe6WH48rnY-00334-00089544-00089590 was working
eOe6WH48rnY-00335-00089591-00089717 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00336-00089718-00089932 didn't have to look up
eOe6WH48rnY-00337-00089933-00090088 he told by the shadow I was under the
eOe6WH48rnY-00338-00090089-00090215 hull of our ship so when he couldn't see
eOe6WH48rnY-00339-00090216-00090236 me
eOe6WH48rnY-00340-00090237-00090443 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00341-00090444-00090617 and I came to a place where Curly's line
eOe6WH48rnY-00342-00090618-00090923 was lying right next to a Coral Square
eOe6WH48rnY-00343-00090924-00091150 and I know that was it
eOe6WH48rnY-00344-00091151-00091499 I bent down flipped it around the Spurs
eOe6WH48rnY-00345-00091500-00091649 and land he couldn't pull him up hello
eOe6WH48rnY-00346-00091650-00091925 curly curly try your line I think it's
eOe6WH48rnY-00347-00091926-00092026 false
eOe6WH48rnY-00348-00092027-00092243 and I did it
eOe6WH48rnY-00349-00092244-00092423 took out my knife and cut Curly's air
eOe6WH48rnY-00350-00092424-00092549 hose
eOe6WH48rnY-00351-00092550-00092681 and he must have known it even before
eOe6WH48rnY-00352-00092682-00092915 curly did as soon as the bubble started
eOe6WH48rnY-00353-00092916-00093047 pouring out at the end of the hose hello
eOe6WH48rnY-00354-00093048-00093831 Carly can you still hear me
eOe6WH48rnY-00355-00093832-00093949 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00356-00093950-00094367 yeah I heard I'm going as fast as I can
eOe6WH48rnY-00357-00094368-00094793 Steve you gotta hurry where are you I I
eOe6WH48rnY-00358-00094794-00094997 just hit the deck but it's clouded up
eOe6WH48rnY-00359-00094998-00095371 and I can't see anything
eOe6WH48rnY-00360-00095372-00095543 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00361-00095544-00095717 follow the sound of her Heaven's Sake
eOe6WH48rnY-00362-00095718-00095987 hurry
eOe6WH48rnY-00363-00095988-00096250 see if I didn't know where he was
eOe6WH48rnY-00364-00096251-00096406 straightforward
eOe6WH48rnY-00365-00096407-00096587 I could see him now his Lifeline taught
eOe6WH48rnY-00366-00096588-00096791 so we couldn't move hold his air hose
eOe6WH48rnY-00367-00096792-00096923 with one hand and ring the bell with the
eOe6WH48rnY-00368-00096924-00097181 other he was swaying back and forth and
eOe6WH48rnY-00369-00097182-00097535 I started counting The Strokes five six
eOe6WH48rnY-00370-00097536-00097738 seven eight
eOe6WH48rnY-00371-00097739-00097925 nine
eOe6WH48rnY-00372-00097926-00098165 let me slip down onto the deck yeah
eOe6WH48rnY-00373-00098166-00098309 bottle out of his helmet and I knew he
eOe6WH48rnY-00374-00098310-00098447 was dead
eOe6WH48rnY-00375-00098448-00098650 I remember thinking
eOe6WH48rnY-00376-00098651-00098837 nine belt
eOe6WH48rnY-00377-00098838-00099059 one Bell after midnight
eOe6WH48rnY-00378-00099060-00099238 and suddenly it came over me that this
eOe6WH48rnY-00379-00099239-00099425 was something either I was never going
eOe6WH48rnY-00380-00099426-00099706 to be able to forget it never
eOe6WH48rnY-00381-00099707-00099862 but every time I went down I was going
eOe6WH48rnY-00382-00099863-00100024 to see him swaying there hanging onto
eOe6WH48rnY-00383-00100025-00100397 the Bell waiting for me waiting
eOe6WH48rnY-00384-00100398-00101459 waiting
eOe6WH48rnY-00385-00101460-00101917 foreign
eOe6WH48rnY-00386-00101918-00102155 wouldn't go back to his old profession
eOe6WH48rnY-00387-00102156-00102376 of deep sea diving
eOe6WH48rnY-00388-00102377-00102616 I should think it would lose some of its
eOe6WH48rnY-00389-00102617-00102815 peel if you expected me that dead man
eOe6WH48rnY-00390-00102816-00103030 every time you go down
eOe6WH48rnY-00391-00103031-00103397 and how about that Mary well I'm bored
eOe6WH48rnY-00392-00103398-00103547 and tell us what you think well Mr
eOe6WH48rnY-00393-00103548-00103721 Raymond I certainly wouldn't like to be
eOe6WH48rnY-00394-00103722-00103960 a deep sea diver to be all alone down
eOe6WH48rnY-00395-00103961-00104171 there in the cold water with fishes and
eOe6WH48rnY-00396-00104172-00104371 all sorts of things swimming around you
eOe6WH48rnY-00397-00104372-00104704 that's not for me oh but just think Mary
eOe6WH48rnY-00398-00104705-00104897 when you come up you could have a nice
eOe6WH48rnY-00399-00104898-00105227 hot plate of liptons zoo I think you
eOe6WH48rnY-00400-00105228-00105454 really got something there lipton's
eOe6WH48rnY-00401-00105455-00105634 noodle soup would sure be welcome at a
eOe6WH48rnY-00402-00105635-00105875 time like that it's such a heartwarming
eOe6WH48rnY-00403-00105876-00106090 dish it perks you up just looking at it
eOe6WH48rnY-00404-00106091-00106325 looking at those tender noodles floating
eOe6WH48rnY-00405-00106326-00106552 in that golden broth
eOe6WH48rnY-00406-00106553-00106865 why I'm getting to talk fancy but really
eOe6WH48rnY-00407-00106866-00107086 folks lipton's does taste sort of
eOe6WH48rnY-00408-00107088-00107423 special it's got a a chickeny flavor and
eOe6WH48rnY-00409-00107424-00107686 it well it just tastes homemade like the
eOe6WH48rnY-00410-00107688-00107854 old-fashioned noodle soup you used to
eOe6WH48rnY-00411-00107855-00107969 make yourself
eOe6WH48rnY-00412-00107970-00108101 what happens I don't want to be
eOe6WH48rnY-00413-00108102-00108316 interrupting Mr Raymond's story so I'll
eOe6WH48rnY-00414-00108317-00108623 just say try lipton's real soon won't
eOe6WH48rnY-00415-00108624-00108893 you folks
eOe6WH48rnY-00416-00108894-00109458 foreign
eOe6WH48rnY-00417-00109459-00109831 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00418-00109832-00110069 depths of the sea
eOe6WH48rnY-00419-00110070-00110375 and that strange underwater world where
eOe6WH48rnY-00420-00110376-00110602 dead men ring their own death nail on
eOe6WH48rnY-00421-00110603-00110852 the bells of sunken ships
eOe6WH48rnY-00422-00110853-00110975 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00423-00110976-00111151 okay and
eOe6WH48rnY-00424-00111152-00111473 it's just a moment later now
eOe6WH48rnY-00425-00111474-00111701 Steve Farrell is still standing at the
eOe6WH48rnY-00426-00111702-00111916 deck of the sunken freighter
eOe6WH48rnY-00427-00111917-00112267 Santa Elena
eOe6WH48rnY-00428-00112268-00112608 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00429-00112609-00112984 why uh no no Captain I'm sorry I I
eOe6WH48rnY-00430-00112985-00113207 thought I heard something funny and I
eOe6WH48rnY-00431-00113208-00113440 I guess I lost my knife for a minute
eOe6WH48rnY-00432-00113441-00113645 after all this is my voice diving quite
eOe6WH48rnY-00433-00113646-00113873 a while but I'm okay now sure we can
eOe6WH48rnY-00434-00113874-00114125 hardly up send Mike no no I'm okay uh
eOe6WH48rnY-00435-00114126-00114323 I'm gonna stay well all right but don't
eOe6WH48rnY-00436-00114324-00114533 forget we can't see you from up here
eOe6WH48rnY-00437-00114533-00114677 talking all the time so we'll know
eOe6WH48rnY-00438-00114678-00114808 exactly where you are and what you're
eOe6WH48rnY-00439-00114809-00114989 doing check
eOe6WH48rnY-00440-00114990-00115252 I'm up forward now on the port side of
eOe6WH48rnY-00441-00115253-00115999 the deck and I'm just going inside
eOe6WH48rnY-00442-00116000-00116308 there she is
eOe6WH48rnY-00443-00116309-00116521 now I'm I'm inside the car door
eOe6WH48rnY-00444-00116522-00116681 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00445-00116682-00117077 very dark I'm switching on my light
eOe6WH48rnY-00446-00117078-00117323 you can see now a little way ahead of me
eOe6WH48rnY-00447-00117324-00117407 at least
eOe6WH48rnY-00448-00117408-00117569 it's uh
eOe6WH48rnY-00449-00117570-00118001 so we're kind of queer where oh I just
eOe6WH48rnY-00450-00118002-00118277 uh funny strange
eOe6WH48rnY-00451-00118278-00118469 she scanned it over on a starboard side
eOe6WH48rnY-00452-00118470-00118577 so
eOe6WH48rnY-00453-00118578-00118840 the card is tipped over at an angler
eOe6WH48rnY-00454-00118841-00119075 so like a dream where everything's
eOe6WH48rnY-00455-00119076-00119189 turned around
eOe6WH48rnY-00456-00119190-00119681 kind of different and still familiar
eOe6WH48rnY-00457-00119682-00119951 why does it seem so familiar
eOe6WH48rnY-00458-00119952-00120240 seems to remind me of something else
eOe6WH48rnY-00459-00120241-00120497 that's it
eOe6WH48rnY-00460-00120498-00120683 the corridor the hotel right after we
eOe6WH48rnY-00461-00120683-00120863 were married
eOe6WH48rnY-00462-00120864-00121175 walking down with her look
eOe6WH48rnY-00463-00121176-00121451 on to the Terrace
eOe6WH48rnY-00464-00121452-00121678 I wish you took the cigarette I gave her
eOe6WH48rnY-00465-00121679-00121889 smile at me
eOe6WH48rnY-00466-00121890-00122195 very sure of herself
eOe6WH48rnY-00467-00122196-00122536 thanks Steve thanks a lot
eOe6WH48rnY-00468-00122538-00122771 I have a smile baby why shouldn't I
eOe6WH48rnY-00469-00122772-00122873 smile
eOe6WH48rnY-00470-00122874-00123197 young healthy and I'm married to a guy I
eOe6WH48rnY-00471-00123198-00123269 like
eOe6WH48rnY-00472-00123270-00123484 the guy who's going to take real good
eOe6WH48rnY-00473-00123485-00123815 care of me I sure am baby
eOe6WH48rnY-00474-00123816-00123989 and only that
eOe6WH48rnY-00475-00123990-00124223 now on things are going to be different
eOe6WH48rnY-00476-00124224-00124366 didn't have a chance to tell you before
eOe6WH48rnY-00477-00124367-00124660 but I'm through with diamond but keeps
eOe6WH48rnY-00478-00124661-00124973 you what do you mean just sad it's all
eOe6WH48rnY-00479-00124974-00125195 about yesterday and all the equipment
eOe6WH48rnY-00480-00125196-00125404 I'm out of that racket for good you
eOe6WH48rnY-00481-00125405-00125573 shouldn't have done that Steve that's
eOe6WH48rnY-00482-00125574-00125836 without talking to me about it first
eOe6WH48rnY-00483-00125838-00126052 what do you expect to do from now on oh
eOe6WH48rnY-00484-00126053-00126334 I will upset on that I I got a job as a
eOe6WH48rnY-00485-00126335-00126504 second engineer and Afraid of the actors
eOe6WH48rnY-00486-00126505-00126797 well I guess that'll be all right
eOe6WH48rnY-00487-00126798-00127007 for a while anyway
eOe6WH48rnY-00488-00127008-00127265 what do you mean for a while
eOe6WH48rnY-00489-00127266-00127475 you think you're gonna tell me what kind
eOe6WH48rnY-00490-00127476-00127625 of work I should do and what kind I
eOe6WH48rnY-00491-00127626-00127901 shouldn't do but of course Steve like I
eOe6WH48rnY-00492-00127902-00128123 said I'm your wife
eOe6WH48rnY-00493-00128124-00128363 and besides if I wanted to I could tell
eOe6WH48rnY-00494-00128364-00128543 either you or
eOe6WH48rnY-00495-00128544-00128801 anyone else a lot of other things
eOe6WH48rnY-00496-00128802-00129166 like why you decided to give up diving
eOe6WH48rnY-00497-00129167-00129443 what are you talking about
eOe6WH48rnY-00498-00129444-00129634 give it up because I was sick of it is
eOe6WH48rnY-00499-00129635-00129754 that the reason
eOe6WH48rnY-00500-00129755-00129940 or is it because you're afraid that if
eOe6WH48rnY-00501-00129941-00130127 you did do any more diving you might
eOe6WH48rnY-00502-00130128-00130252 start to
eOe6WH48rnY-00503-00130253-00130481 seeing things
eOe6WH48rnY-00504-00130482-00130745 saying what well after all you were
eOe6WH48rnY-00505-00130746-00130901 right there when curly had his accident
eOe6WH48rnY-00506-00130902-00131219 got brown the funny thing is you were
eOe6WH48rnY-00507-00131220-00131452 talking about how he might have an
eOe6WH48rnY-00508-00131453-00131614 accident just before you went off on
eOe6WH48rnY-00509-00131615-00131728 that trip
eOe6WH48rnY-00510-00131729-00131933 I've been thinking I really ought to
eOe6WH48rnY-00511-00131934-00132131 talk to Andy about it since he was there
eOe6WH48rnY-00512-00132132-00132335 too and find out just how it happened
eOe6WH48rnY-00513-00132336-00132652 and he's not around anymore
eOe6WH48rnY-00514-00132653-00132845 he left town right after I paid him off
eOe6WH48rnY-00515-00132846-00133247 oh I see well remember that the police
eOe6WH48rnY-00516-00133248-00133540 could probably find him Steve if they
eOe6WH48rnY-00517-00133541-00133666 should ever want to ask him any
eOe6WH48rnY-00518-00133667-00134549 questions
eOe6WH48rnY-00519-00134550-00134789 Steve what's the matter why don't you
eOe6WH48rnY-00520-00134790-00135037 answer where are you hello
eOe6WH48rnY-00521-00135038-00135466 I'm sorry Captain uh nothing's a matter
eOe6WH48rnY-00522-00135467-00135587 I guess I was just thinking about
eOe6WH48rnY-00523-00135588-00135833 something else and
eOe6WH48rnY-00524-00135834-00136139 I'm at the end of the car though now I
eOe6WH48rnY-00525-00136140-00136540 just opened the door to the engine
eOe6WH48rnY-00526-00136541-00136769 I'm going across the greetings now and
eOe6WH48rnY-00527-00136770-00137128 down the stairs
eOe6WH48rnY-00528-00137129-00137233 Lee
eOe6WH48rnY-00529-00137234-00137459 something kind of familiar about all
eOe6WH48rnY-00530-00137460-00137657 this
eOe6WH48rnY-00531-00137658-00137851 pattern grills
eOe6WH48rnY-00532-00137852-00138235 put you the stairs uh hey uh Captain
eOe6WH48rnY-00533-00138236-00138437 what'd you say the name of this tub was
eOe6WH48rnY-00534-00138438-00138635 Santa Elena
eOe6WH48rnY-00535-00138636-00138947 registry as the wine she kind of
eOe6WH48rnY-00536-00138948-00139276 reminded me of another ship the actors
eOe6WH48rnY-00537-00139277-00139673 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00538-00139674-00139852 or maybe think of her
eOe6WH48rnY-00539-00139853-00140057 I know why
eOe6WH48rnY-00540-00140058-00140201 a year and a half from which I almost
eOe6WH48rnY-00541-00140202-00140375 forgot about Curly
eOe6WH48rnY-00542-00140376-00140525 but it happened down there on the deck
eOe6WH48rnY-00543-00140526-00140716 of the school
eOe6WH48rnY-00544-00140717-00140843 a year and a half from which I was
eOe6WH48rnY-00545-00140844-00141101 almost happy even with Layla
eOe6WH48rnY-00546-00141102-00141269 and that night
eOe6WH48rnY-00547-00141270-00141485 McHenry came up to me when I was on
eOe6WH48rnY-00548-00141486-00141839 watching the engine room
eOe6WH48rnY-00549-00141840-00142090 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00550-00142091-00142216 how's it going
eOe6WH48rnY-00551-00142217-00142433 what's wrong Chief I just cut number two
eOe6WH48rnY-00552-00142434-00142564 and again and she's wearing like a
eOe6WH48rnY-00553-00142565-00142840 kitten good look Steve the the old man
eOe6WH48rnY-00554-00142841-00143081 claims he's handled a bit heavy wants it
eOe6WH48rnY-00555-00143082-00143225 to sound right that pumps and check the
eOe6WH48rnY-00556-00143226-00143477 bilge well he told him he was crazy but
eOe6WH48rnY-00557-00143478-00143759 well maybe we're better okay chief I'll
eOe6WH48rnY-00558-00143760-00143969 get out right away anyone around give
eOe6WH48rnY-00559-00143970-00144178 you a hand I don't really need any help
eOe6WH48rnY-00560-00144179-00144431 but if I want him Swanson's I have some
eOe6WH48rnY-00561-00144432-00144604 place where report to me soon as you're
eOe6WH48rnY-00562-00144605-00144862 finished
eOe6WH48rnY-00563-00144863-00145104 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00564-00145105-00145290 thank you
eOe6WH48rnY-00565-00145291-00145547 oh there you are Swenson
eOe6WH48rnY-00566-00145548-00145937 hey where you going come back hey wait
eOe6WH48rnY-00567-00145938-00146099 right over there
eOe6WH48rnY-00568-00146100-00146278 I'm not Swenson
eOe6WH48rnY-00569-00146279-00146627 who are you hey I'm nobody Chief no way
eOe6WH48rnY-00570-00146628-00146740 huh
eOe6WH48rnY-00571-00146741-00146933 hiding down here behind a boiler oh give
eOe6WH48rnY-00572-00146934-00147071 me a break will you Chief I I ain't
eOe6WH48rnY-00573-00147072-00147293 doing nobody anyhow
eOe6WH48rnY-00574-00147294-00147521 where I'll be
eOe6WH48rnY-00575-00147522-00147857 Steve Big Steve Farrell Andy
eOe6WH48rnY-00576-00147858-00148027 Eddie Andrews
eOe6WH48rnY-00577-00148028-00148307 and I wanted a break
eOe6WH48rnY-00578-00148308-00148499 this is terrific Steve Like Money in the
eOe6WH48rnY-00579-00148500-00148613 Bank
eOe6WH48rnY-00580-00148614-00148859 what happened to you anyway oh usual
eOe6WH48rnY-00581-00148860-00149045 thing you run a tough lug
eOe6WH48rnY-00582-00149046-00149351 get out of work for about a year now
eOe6WH48rnY-00583-00149352-00149590 look Steve I'm pretty hungry I ain't had
eOe6WH48rnY-00584-00149591-00149777 nothing to eat since we left before I
eOe6WH48rnY-00585-00149778-00149914 guess I could pick up some stuff from
eOe6WH48rnY-00586-00149915-00150064 The Galley for you
eOe6WH48rnY-00587-00150065-00150328 but uh you have to be careful
eOe6WH48rnY-00588-00150329-00150485 see the devil play if they found out I
eOe6WH48rnY-00589-00150486-00150754 was hiding good old Steve I know you
eOe6WH48rnY-00590-00150755-00150947 wouldn't let an Old Ship me down
eOe6WH48rnY-00591-00150948-00151163 and uh Steve while we're at it I could
eOe6WH48rnY-00592-00151164-00151414 use a little uh cash too yeah yeah I
eOe6WH48rnY-00593-00151415-00151697 figure that why won't we get to Port I I
eOe6WH48rnY-00594-00151698-00151859 guess I could let you have 10 or 20.
eOe6WH48rnY-00595-00151860-00151985 that's not enough
eOe6WH48rnY-00596-00151986-00152381 I was speaking on like uh 500
eOe6WH48rnY-00597-00152382-00152602 for starting
eOe6WH48rnY-00598-00152603-00152783 500.
eOe6WH48rnY-00599-00152784-00153119 are you nuts I don't think so Steve
eOe6WH48rnY-00600-00153120-00153328 she after curly had his little accident
eOe6WH48rnY-00601-00153329-00153557 and you sold a boat and all the
eOe6WH48rnY-00602-00153558-00153731 equipment I figured you'd given up
eOe6WH48rnY-00603-00153732-00153916 diving because you were kind of upset
eOe6WH48rnY-00604-00153917-00154054 about it
eOe6WH48rnY-00605-00154055-00154271 and I heard you'd married his widow that
eOe6WH48rnY-00606-00154272-00154463 Leela Dame
eOe6WH48rnY-00607-00154464-00154685 I started thinking back
eOe6WH48rnY-00608-00154686-00154937 I remembered how Curly's air hose looked
eOe6WH48rnY-00609-00154938-00155147 after we pulled him up
eOe6WH48rnY-00610-00155148-00155309 a place where it was cut wasn't rough
eOe6WH48rnY-00611-00155310-00155531 like had been done by Coral
eOe6WH48rnY-00612-00155532-00155716 it was clean like it'd been done with a
eOe6WH48rnY-00613-00155717-00155933 knife
eOe6WH48rnY-00614-00155934-00156143 that's it
eOe6WH48rnY-00615-00156144-00156316 blackmail
eOe6WH48rnY-00616-00156317-00156466 and why do you have to use words like
eOe6WH48rnY-00617-00156467-00156640 that Steve
eOe6WH48rnY-00618-00156641-00156833 okay Andy
eOe6WH48rnY-00619-00156834-00157090 it's gonna be a little tough to get but
eOe6WH48rnY-00620-00157091-00157271 wait a minute what is it someone's
eOe6WH48rnY-00621-00157272-00157426 coming one of the wipers we gotta find
eOe6WH48rnY-00622-00157427-00157595 someplace for you to hide I know down
eOe6WH48rnY-00623-00157596-00157787 there in the Belgium here climbing right
eOe6WH48rnY-00624-00157788-00157925 down through that but it's almost full
eOe6WH48rnY-00625-00157926-00158033 of water there's plenty of room and
eOe6WH48rnY-00626-00158034-00158263 you'll be safe there really say oh okay
eOe6WH48rnY-00627-00158264-00158507 what are you doing all right let's go
eOe6WH48rnY-00628-00158508-00158981 let's go
eOe6WH48rnY-00629-00158982-00159269 you'll be safe here all right I'll see
eOe6WH48rnY-00630-00159270-00159545 to that stuff smuggling like that
eOe6WH48rnY-00631-00159546-00159797 Andy it's not going to do any good and I
eOe6WH48rnY-00632-00159798-00160031 mean two people already let you go
eOe6WH48rnY-00633-00160032-00160250 wandering around and what you know
eOe6WH48rnY-00634-00160251-00160399 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00635-00160400-00160714 weeks before they find you down here in
eOe6WH48rnY-00636-00160715-00161039 the bulges whatever they never will and
eOe6WH48rnY-00637-00161040-00161290 if they do they'll figure it tried to
eOe6WH48rnY-00638-00161291-00161416 hide down there
eOe6WH48rnY-00639-00161417-00162533 it got drowned all by yourself
eOe6WH48rnY-00640-00162534-00162809 hello Steve Steve will you talk up and
eOe6WH48rnY-00641-00162810-00162878 stop mumbling
eOe6WH48rnY-00642-00162879-00163013 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00643-00163014-00163175 where are you now
eOe6WH48rnY-00644-00163176-00163457 down at the bottom of the ladder in the
eOe6WH48rnY-00645-00163458-00163576 engine room
eOe6WH48rnY-00646-00163577-00163937 this uh light's not too good
eOe6WH48rnY-00647-00163938-00164219 the ball is right in front of me
eOe6WH48rnY-00648-00164220-00164387 seems to be
eOe6WH48rnY-00649-00164388-00164633 some kind of a brass plate on the floor
eOe6WH48rnY-00650-00164634-00164893 here
eOe6WH48rnY-00651-00164894-00165178 this is Miss Hannah Lena
eOe6WH48rnY-00652-00165179-00165371 it's the outdoors what are you talking
eOe6WH48rnY-00653-00165372-00165611 about yes it is don't you understand it
eOe6WH48rnY-00654-00165612-00165923 it's a shop where I kill him he must
eOe6WH48rnY-00655-00165924-00166123 still be down here
eOe6WH48rnY-00656-00166124-00166504 get me out of here pull me up okay Steve
eOe6WH48rnY-00657-00166505-00166721 now take it easy we'll get you up all
eOe6WH48rnY-00658-00166722-00166889 right hauling them up Mike you better go
eOe6WH48rnY-00659-00166890-00167221 down there fast see what the problem
eOe6WH48rnY-00660-00167222-00167440 I think I see something moving back in
eOe6WH48rnY-00661-00167441-00167629 behind the viruses
eOe6WH48rnY-00662-00167630-00167807 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00663-00167808-00168119 yeah but I've been like a different
eOe6WH48rnY-00664-00168120-00168443 curly that means that he said too
eOe6WH48rnY-00665-00168444-00168537 much
eOe6WH48rnY-00666-00168538-00168949 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00667-00168950-00169252 Steve try to get out yourself start
eOe6WH48rnY-00668-00169253-00169523 working your way back along your line no
eOe6WH48rnY-00669-00169524-00169816 good Steve you'll know that don't you
eOe6WH48rnY-00670-00169817-00170243 you're here to stay ready
eOe6WH48rnY-00671-00170244-00170663 it is you sure Steve and I got a friend
eOe6WH48rnY-00672-00170664-00171028 with me the friend of yours too
eOe6WH48rnY-00673-00171029-00171366 he's standing right next to you
eOe6WH48rnY-00674-00171367-00171778 we waited a long time Steve but now
eOe6WH48rnY-00675-00171779-00172054 you're here with us and now you're going
eOe6WH48rnY-00676-00172055-00172276 to know exactly what it was like with
eOe6WH48rnY-00677-00172277-00172402 both of us
eOe6WH48rnY-00678-00172403-00172649 you're going to know what it's like to
eOe6WH48rnY-00679-00172650-00172889 drown Steve Steve why don't you answer
eOe6WH48rnY-00680-00172890-00173026 what's the matter
eOe6WH48rnY-00681-00173027-00173743 Steve you're only playing the Miracles
eOe6WH48rnY-00682-00173744-00174071 this is it this is the way it was with
eOe6WH48rnY-00683-00174072-00174528 us trying to fight it first
eOe6WH48rnY-00684-00174529-00174835 then you can't fight it any longer
eOe6WH48rnY-00685-00174836-00175349 letting go no water rushing in into your
eOe6WH48rnY-00686-00175350-00175714 mouth nose your joke at first try to
eOe6WH48rnY-00687-00175715-00175961 fight some more then everything starts
eOe6WH48rnY-00688-00175962-00176297 to go black and you relax there are
eOe6WH48rnY-00689-00176298-00176507 lights moving in the darkness and
eOe6WH48rnY-00690-00176508-00176754 suddenly you feel very peaceful
eOe6WH48rnY-00691-00176755-00177004 very free
eOe6WH48rnY-00692-00177005-00177695 peace
eOe6WH48rnY-00693-00177696-00178445 [Applause]
eOe6WH48rnY-00694-00178446-00178721 did you find a mic yeah he was right
eOe6WH48rnY-00695-00178722-00178985 where you said now on the engine room
eOe6WH48rnY-00696-00178986-00179171 they're hauling them up now all right
eOe6WH48rnY-00697-00179172-00179302 it's going to be tough breaking the news
eOe6WH48rnY-00698-00179303-00179525 to his wife how does it happen there's a
eOe6WH48rnY-00699-00179526-00179723 heavy iron door leading into the engine
eOe6WH48rnY-00700-00179724-00180028 room with swung shut cut his lifeline
eOe6WH48rnY-00701-00180029-00180293 and air hose hmm
eOe6WH48rnY-00702-00180294-00180466 you've seen an awful lot of stuff that
eOe6WH48rnY-00703-00180467-00180604 didn't make sense but there was
eOe6WH48rnY-00704-00180605-00180935 something about a bell well his Lifeline
eOe6WH48rnY-00705-00180936-00181126 was looped around the Bell on the four
eOe6WH48rnY-00706-00181127-00181402 deck Mr gotten caught when you tried to
eOe6WH48rnY-00707-00181403-00181702 pull him up and that may have rung the
eOe6WH48rnY-00708-00181703-00181878 bear a few times
eOe6WH48rnY-00709-00181879-00182123 it was something else though
eOe6WH48rnY-00710-00182124-00182375 you remember you said he kept asking if
eOe6WH48rnY-00711-00182376-00182597 the ship's name was really the Santa
eOe6WH48rnY-00712-00182598-00183011 Helena yeah well it was a brass plate in
eOe6WH48rnY-00713-00183012-00183197 the engine room with her original name
eOe6WH48rnY-00714-00183198-00183304 on it
eOe6WH48rnY-00715-00183305-00183611 and it was the Arcturus
eOe6WH48rnY-00716-00183612-00183833 yeah they must have changed it when they
eOe6WH48rnY-00717-00183834-00184013 re-registered them
eOe6WH48rnY-00718-00184014-00184283 yeah it is funny
eOe6WH48rnY-00719-00184284-00184535 there's one thing that's even funnier
eOe6WH48rnY-00720-00184536-00184697 well of course the whole thing was an
eOe6WH48rnY-00721-00184698-00185045 accident but but I wonder what made that
eOe6WH48rnY-00722-00185046-00185431 door close
eOe6WH48rnY-00723-00185432-00186283 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00724-00186284-00186802 oh you do even with two able-bodied
eOe6WH48rnY-00725-00186803-00187061 ghosts about
eOe6WH48rnY-00726-00187062-00187264 that's the way we like to lead you with
eOe6WH48rnY-00727-00187265-00187402 a couple of things to keep you wondering
eOe6WH48rnY-00728-00187403-00187661 and when we do then we've known we've
eOe6WH48rnY-00729-00187662-00188052 really rung the Bell the uh funeral Bell
eOe6WH48rnY-00730-00188053-00188309 oh Mr Raymond with all the different
eOe6WH48rnY-00731-00188310-00188519 kinds of bells there are why why do you
eOe6WH48rnY-00732-00188520-00188747 have to talk about that all right all
eOe6WH48rnY-00733-00188748-00188938 right Mary pick your own Bell see if I
eOe6WH48rnY-00734-00188939-00189166 care all right then I'll choose a dinner
eOe6WH48rnY-00735-00189167-00189563 bear you ring it nine times no sir you
eOe6WH48rnY-00736-00189564-00189737 only have to ring it once if you're
eOe6WH48rnY-00737-00189738-00190013 serving lipton's noodle soup and folks
eOe6WH48rnY-00738-00190014-00190211 will come swarming to the table because
eOe6WH48rnY-00739-00190212-00190433 they know it takes liptons to show how
eOe6WH48rnY-00740-00190434-00191131 good a noodle soup can be
eOe6WH48rnY-00741-00191132-00191387 now before I close the inner sanctum
eOe6WH48rnY-00742-00191388-00191549 here's a word of advice
eOe6WH48rnY-00743-00191550-00191813 if you should have nightmares tonight
eOe6WH48rnY-00744-00191814-00192071 about drowning men and wake up with a
eOe6WH48rnY-00745-00192072-00192275 start and see a strange figure in your
eOe6WH48rnY-00746-00192276-00192587 room the figure with staring eyes and
eOe6WH48rnY-00747-00192588-00192887 seaweed in its hair dripping water on
eOe6WH48rnY-00748-00192888-00193049 the floor
eOe6WH48rnY-00749-00193050-00193457 don't be alarmed just ask it for it
eOe6WH48rnY-00750-00193458-00193895 s haunting license
eOe6WH48rnY-00751-00193896-00194011 brother
eOe6WH48rnY-00752-00194012-00194290 by the way this month's in a sanctum
eOe6WH48rnY-00753-00194291-00194597 mystery novel is net of Cabo heads by
eOe6WH48rnY-00754-00194598-00195023 Elizabeth sang say holding now it's time
eOe6WH48rnY-00755-00195024-00195214 to really close that squeaking door
eOe6WH48rnY-00756-00195215-00195509 until next week at this same time when
eOe6WH48rnY-00757-00195510-00195688 Lipton tea and Lipton soup present
eOe6WH48rnY-00758-00195689-00195916 another in a sanctum mystery
eOe6WH48rnY-00759-00195917-00196283 directed by Hyman Brown
eOe6WH48rnY-00760-00196284-00196407 until then
eOe6WH48rnY-00761-00196408-00196523 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00762-00196524-00196783 good night
eOe6WH48rnY-00763-00196784-00197121 pleasant dreams
eOe6WH48rnY-00764-00197122-00198072 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00765-00198073-00198364 [Music]
eOe6WH48rnY-00766-00198365-00198671 folks I don't know how you feel but that
eOe6WH48rnY-00767-00198672-00198916 spooky Bell gave me the Shivers right
eOe6WH48rnY-00768-00198917-00199102 now I'd like to hear a cheerful sound
eOe6WH48rnY-00769-00199103-00199337 that'd make me forget all about it yes
eOe6WH48rnY-00770-00199338-00199564 I'd like to hear a tea kettle singing on
eOe6WH48rnY-00771-00199565-00199793 the stove and when that water is at a
eOe6WH48rnY-00772-00199794-00200038 good rolling boil let's have a cup of
eOe6WH48rnY-00773-00200039-00200309 Lipton tea you know the tea with the
eOe6WH48rnY-00774-00200310-00200623 brisk flavor that word brisk
eOe6WH48rnY-00775-00200624-00200945 b-r-i-s-k means that liptons has a
eOe6WH48rnY-00776-00200946-00201197 lively full-bodied flavor it never
eOe6WH48rnY-00777-00201198-00201550 tastes flatter or wishy-washy so don't
eOe6WH48rnY-00778-00201551-00201773 forget Lipton tea
eOe6WH48rnY-00779-00201774-00202013 and don't forget to tune in next Tuesday
eOe6WH48rnY-00780-00202014-00202457 night for another inner sanctum mystery
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eOe6WH48rnY-00802-00208680-00209105 Sunday
eOe6WH48rnY-00803-00209106-00209335 foreign
eOWJzjw5QmM-00000-00000052-00000488 the russian soyuz tma-03m was a space
eOWJzjw5QmM-00001-00000489-00000699 flight to the international space
eOWJzjw5QmM-00002-00000700-00001185 station ISS it launched on the 21st of
eOWJzjw5QmM-00003-00001186-00001473 December 2011 from site one at the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00004-00001474-00001797 Baikonur cosmodrome Kazakhstan carrying
eOWJzjw5QmM-00005-00001798-00002258 three members of expedition 32 the ISS
eOWJzjw5QmM-00006-00002259-00002688 tma-03m was the 112th flight of a
eOWJzjw5QmM-00007-00002689-00002979 Russian Soyuz spacecraft since the first
eOWJzjw5QmM-00008-00002980-00003324 in 1967 and the third flight of the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00009-00003325-00003738 modernised Soyuz TMA M version the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00010-00003739-00003957 docking with the International Space
eOWJzjw5QmM-00011-00003958-00004356 Station took place at 1919 Moscow time
eOWJzjw5QmM-00012-00004357-00004647 on the 23rd of December three minutes
eOWJzjw5QmM-00013-00004648-00004767 ahead of schedule
eOWJzjw5QmM-00014-00004768-00005064 the crew were Oleg Kononenko Russia
eOWJzjw5QmM-00015-00005065-00005367 commander Andre Kuiper's the Netherlands
eOWJzjw5QmM-00016-00005368-00005727 and Donald Pettit United States the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00017-00005728-00005937 Soyuz remained aboard the space station
eOWJzjw5QmM-00018-00005938-00006288 for the expedition 30 increment to serve
eOWJzjw5QmM-00019-00006289-00007114 as an emergency escape vehicle if needed
eOWJzjw5QmM-00020-00007115-00007951 topic guru
eOWJzjw5QmM-00021-00007952-00008862 topic backup crew
eOWJzjw5QmM-00022-00008863-00009458 topic mission insignia
eOWJzjw5QmM-00023-00009459-00009902 the soyuz tma-03m mission insignia or
eOWJzjw5QmM-00024-00009903-00010199 patch was designed by luc van denna
eOWJzjw5QmM-00025-00010200-00010485 Belin partially based on artwork by
eOWJzjw5QmM-00026-00010486-00010777 eleven-year-old elena Gerasim ova from
eOWJzjw5QmM-00027-00010778-00011183 petrozavodsk Russia former Roscosmos
eOWJzjw5QmM-00028-00011184-00011446 head anatoly perminov officially
eOWJzjw5QmM-00029-00011447-00011684 approved the patch on the 9th of march
eOWJzjw5QmM-00030-00011685-00012256 2011 the soyuz tma-03m patch was the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00031-00012257-00012491 final patch based on the children's
eOWJzjw5QmM-00032-00012492-00012838 competition initiated for the soyuz tma
eOWJzjw5QmM-00033-00012839-00013225 14 flight the children's project had
eOWJzjw5QmM-00034-00013226-00013508 been organized by Roscosmos public
eOWJzjw5QmM-00035-00013509-00013874 relations and in mid-2011 the Gagarin
eOWJzjw5QmM-00036-00013875-00014111 cosmonaut training center took over
eOWJzjw5QmM-00037-00014112-00014375 responsibility for the operational
eOWJzjw5QmM-00038-00014376-00015128 aspects of the Soyuz patches
eOWJzjw5QmM-00039-00015129-00015728 topic mission details
eOWJzjw5QmM-00040-00015729-00016025 the mission launched on the 21st of
eOWJzjw5QmM-00041-00016026-00016463 December 2011 at 17 hours 16 minutes and
eOWJzjw5QmM-00042-00016464-00016874 15 seconds Moscow time 13 hours 16
eOWJzjw5QmM-00043-00016875-00017164 minutes and 15 seconds Greenwich Mean
eOWJzjw5QmM-00044-00017165-00017233 Time
eOWJzjw5QmM-00045-00017234-00017722 using the soyuz FG rocket system after a
eOWJzjw5QmM-00046-00017723-00018133 528 second flight soyuz tomorrow 3m
eOWJzjw5QmM-00047-00018134-00018386 successfully disconnected from the third
eOWJzjw5QmM-00048-00018387-00018739 stage on a satellite orbit soyuz
eOWJzjw5QmM-00049-00018740-00019006 commander Kononenko was launched from
eOWJzjw5QmM-00050-00019007-00019234 the soyuz center seat with flight
eOWJzjw5QmM-00051-00019235-00019517 engineer Donald Pettit strapped into his
eOWJzjw5QmM-00052-00019518-00019775 right and ESA astronaut Andre Kuiper's
eOWJzjw5QmM-00053-00019776-00020209 on his left the launch occurred a little
eOWJzjw5QmM-00054-00020210-00020444 more than an hour after sunset at
eOWJzjw5QmM-00055-00020445-00020702 Baikonur in bitterly cold weather with
eOWJzjw5QmM-00056-00020703-00020983 temperatures near minus 18 degrees
eOWJzjw5QmM-00057-00020984-00021392 Celsius 0 F live television footage from
eOWJzjw5QmM-00058-00021393-00021650 inside the space crafts showed the crew
eOWJzjw5QmM-00059-00021651-00021847 members looking relaxed as they
eOWJzjw5QmM-00060-00021848-00022196 monitored the automated ascent shortly
eOWJzjw5QmM-00061-00022197-00022400 after the Soyuz slipped into a
eOWJzjw5QmM-00062-00022401-00022661 preliminary orbit the Russian Mission
eOWJzjw5QmM-00063-00022662-00023047 Control said congratulations guys on a
eOWJzjw5QmM-00064-00023048-00023378 good insertion there are no issues with
eOWJzjw5QmM-00065-00023379-00023653 telemetry or anything at all at this
eOWJzjw5QmM-00066-00023654-00024061 time we wish you best of luck you are
eOWJzjw5QmM-00067-00024062-00024365 experienced people I'm sure everything
eOWJzjw5QmM-00068-00024366-00024767 is going to go very well during the next
eOWJzjw5QmM-00069-00024768-00025049 two days after the launch three major
eOWJzjw5QmM-00070-00025050-00025330 rendezvous burns were performed to put
eOWJzjw5QmM-00071-00025331-00025600 the spacecraft on a refined path to the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00072-00025601-00026200 ISS
eOWJzjw5QmM-00073-00026201-00026698 topic docking
eOWJzjw5QmM-00074-00026699-00026983 following the two-day rendezvous the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00075-00026983-00027277 Soyuz spacecraft successfully docked to
eOWJzjw5QmM-00076-00027277-00027610 the mini-research module one mrm one
eOWJzjw5QmM-00077-00027611-00027987 Rassvet nadir docking port at 1519
eOWJzjw5QmM-00078-00027988-00028258 Greenwich Mean Time on the 23rd of
eOWJzjw5QmM-00079-00028258-00028702 December 2011 the port was vacated just
eOWJzjw5QmM-00080-00028702-00028977 over one month earlier by the soyuz
eOWJzjw5QmM-00081-00028977-00029461 tma-02m the entire process of
eOWJzjw5QmM-00082-00029462-00029715 approaching and docking with the ISS
eOWJzjw5QmM-00083-00029716-00030127 went nominally as planned after arriving
eOWJzjw5QmM-00084-00030127-00030379 in the vicinity of the ISS the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00085-00030380-00030598 spacecraft made a short fly around
eOWJzjw5QmM-00086-00030599-00030856 maneuver to achieve a perfect alignment
eOWJzjw5QmM-00087-00030857-00031108 with the docking port on the Rassvet
eOWJzjw5QmM-00088-00031108-00031477 module the station-keeping started at a
eOWJzjw5QmM-00089-00031477-00031770 distance of 200 meters to the docking
eOWJzjw5QmM-00090-00031772-00031837 target
eOWJzjw5QmM-00091-00031838-00032152 this gave teams inside the Russian
eOWJzjw5QmM-00092-00032152-00032370 Mission Control adequate time to
eOWJzjw5QmM-00093-00032370-00032793 evaluate systems and alignment the final
eOWJzjw5QmM-00094-00032794-00033085 gofer approach came after just a few
eOWJzjw5QmM-00095-00033086-00033361 minutes and Soyuz commander Kononenko
eOWJzjw5QmM-00096-00033362-00033618 sent the command for the final phase of
eOWJzjw5QmM-00097-00033619-00033933 the docking operation the docking
eOWJzjw5QmM-00098-00033934-00034126 occurred three minutes ahead of
eOWJzjw5QmM-00099-00034127-00034489 previously announced time of 19 hours 22
eOWJzjw5QmM-00100-00034490-00034867 minutes and 41 seconds moscow time when
eOWJzjw5QmM-00101-00034868-00035236 the soyuz tma-03m gently came into
eOWJzjw5QmM-00102-00035237-00035539 contact with the ISS at a relative
eOWJzjw5QmM-00103-00035540-00036102 velocity of less than 0.3 m/s at the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00104-00036103-00036373 time of docking the two spacecraft were
eOWJzjw5QmM-00105-00036374-00036720 sailing 240 miles over southern Russia
eOWJzjw5QmM-00106-00036721-00037006 soft docking was confirmed shortly
eOWJzjw5QmM-00107-00037007-00037237 thereafter and hooks and latches were
eOWJzjw5QmM-00108-00037238-00037531 closed ten minutes after docking to form
eOWJzjw5QmM-00109-00037532-00037798 a hard mate between space station and
eOWJzjw5QmM-00110-00037799-00038308 the soyuz tma-03m spacecraft extensive
eOWJzjw5QmM-00111-00038309-00038602 leak checks and vehicle reconfigurations
eOWJzjw5QmM-00112-00038603-00038857 were made from both sides of the docking
eOWJzjw5QmM-00113-00038858-00039154 system before Mission Control gave a go
eOWJzjw5QmM-00114-00039155-00039414 to open the hatches between the soyuz
eOWJzjw5QmM-00115-00039415-00039876 tma-03m spacecraft and the ISS
eOWJzjw5QmM-00116-00039877-00040148 following the hatch opening the crew
eOWJzjw5QmM-00117-00040149-00040454 members floated aboard the ISS to greet
eOWJzjw5QmM-00118-00040455-00040739 the already aboard dan burbank anton
eOWJzjw5QmM-00119-00040740-00041067 shkaplerov and anatoly ivanishin
eOWJzjw5QmM-00120-00041068-00041389 together the two crews formed the full
eOWJzjw5QmM-00121-00041390-00042274 group of expedition 30 until March 2012
eOWJzjw5QmM-00122-00042275-00042850 topic returned to earth
eOWJzjw5QmM-00123-00042851-00043348 Soyuz TMA o3m undocked from the ISS on
eOWJzjw5QmM-00124-00043349-00043876 the 1st of July 2012 at 4:47 a.m. GMT
eOWJzjw5QmM-00125-00043877-00044155 carrying pettit kononenko and kuipers
eOWJzjw5QmM-00126-00044156-00044451 and landed safely near Jessica's gan
eOWJzjw5QmM-00127-00044452-00044956 Kazakhstan at 8:14 a.m. the same day the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00128-00044957-00045241 spacecraft's departure ended expedition
eOWJzjw5QmM-00129-00045242-00045532 31 and left astronauts gennady padalka
eOWJzjw5QmM-00130-00045533-00045919 sergei revin and joseph acaba aboard the
eOWJzjw5QmM-00131-00045920-00046369 station to begin expedition 32
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00000-00000086-00000340 Sagittarius this is Renee and welcome
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00001-00000341-00000526 back to my channel
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00002-00000527-00000743 this is going to be your love reading
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00003-00000744-00000928 but we're going to do things a little
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00004-00000930-00001066 bit differently
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00005-00001067-00001241 today we're going to take a look at your
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00006-00001242-00001420 energy we're going to take a look at
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00007-00001421-00001612 your person's energy
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00008-00001613-00001787 and then we're going to take a look at
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00009-00001788-00002567 your connection in their true and hidden
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00010-00002568-00002837 kind of secretive feelings maybe
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00011-00002838-00002968 feelings that they're holding to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00012-00002969-00003340 themselves about you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00013-00003342-00003586 okay sad
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00014-00003588-00004061 let's get into this for sad we have
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00015-00004061-00004391 today holds unlimited potential to see
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00016-00004392-00004865 the beauty in life
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00017-00004866-00005183 for your person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00018-00005184-00005891 align your intentions with your actions
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00019-00005892-00006186 okay let's get some more energy
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00020-00006187-00006634 okay sag for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00021-00006636-00006875 we have
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00022-00006876-00007391 raise your vibration
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00023-00007392-00007684 for your person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00024-00007686-00008184 we have mother father God
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00025-00008186-00008573 I'm gonna get one more for that one
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00026-00008574-00008909 and divine timing okay
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00027-00008910-00009409 mother father God and divine timing
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00028-00009410-00009955 okay and one more
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00029-00009956-00010319 for you Sagittarius
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00030-00010320-00010853 we have isolation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00031-00010854-00011164 for them
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00032-00011165-00011633 we have discovery
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00033-00011634-00012214 okay at the bottom we have enlightenment
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00034-00012215-00012563 okay Sagittarius I feel like you know
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00035-00012564-00012922 you are coming into this this discovery
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00036-00012923-00013138 you're looking at this relationship as
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00037-00013140-00013301 something that can be very meaningful
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00038-00013302-00013499 something that's
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00039-00013500-00013744 kind of making you feel really uplifted
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00040-00013745-00013997 but I feel like there's low points
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00041-00013997-00014279 there's low points in this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00042-00014280-00014513 relationship where you're kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00043-00014513-00014830 isolated you're kind of separated and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00044-00014831-00015094 you want to raise your vibration in
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00045-00015095-00015280 order to feel more accepted by this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00046-00015281-00015443 person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00047-00015444-00015863 you know I feel like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00048-00015863-00016216 you're kind of distanced
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00049-00016218-00016427 your person I feel like they have really
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00050-00016428-00016643 good intentions but I feel like they
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00051-00016644-00016930 they may feel like the timing just ain't
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00052-00016931-00017027 right
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00053-00017028-00017236 like they're waiting for some kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00054-00017237-00017513 situation to happen and your your person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00055-00017514-00017765 may still want to be the type of person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00056-00017766-00018011 who wants to explore who wants to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00057-00018012-00018358 discover who wants to see new things
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00058-00018359-00018647 and I feel like that puts you into a
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00059-00018648-00019175 a feeling kind of separation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00060-00019176-00019349 okay we're going to take a look at three
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00061-00019350-00019511 different decks because I'm going to use
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00062-00019512-00019829 one deck for your energy one deck for
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00063-00019830-00020044 their energy and another deck for the
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00064-00020045-00020249 connection
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00065-00020250-00020680 okay so Sagittarius for your energy
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00066-00020681-00020993 we have the four ones
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00067-00020994-00021317 so you you are very happy about this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00068-00021318-00021544 Union you feel like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00069-00021545-00021827 it's something that that's celebrated
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00070-00021828-00022043 you know you feel very close to this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00071-00022044-00022733 person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00072-00022734-00023033 the Two of Pentacles
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00073-00023034-00023321 Okay so
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00074-00023322-00023621 you may be juggling a lot of things and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00075-00023622-00023800 we have the eight of Swords yeah see
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00076-00023801-00024085 next to the isolation we have this the
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00077-00024086-00024322 uh eight of Swords so there's still
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00078-00024323-00024563 something that you're holding back
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00079-00024564-00024719 give me another card for this eight of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00080-00024720-00025918 Swords what is this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00081-00025919-00026122 what is this energy for the eight of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00082-00026123-00026411 swords
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00083-00026412-00026645 give me a message for this isolation and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00084-00026645-00026962 eight of swords
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00085-00026963-00027196 the eight of Wands
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00086-00027197-00027401 you're not very quick to take action
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00087-00027402-00027802 Sagittarius
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00088-00027804-00027905 um
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00089-00027906-00028217 you want there to be open communication
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00090-00028218-00028529 you have the Ace of Wands at the bottom
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00091-00028530-00028711 so yeah I feel like this this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00092-00028712-00029020 relationship makes you very happy I feel
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00093-00029022-00029177 like though you're juggling so many
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00094-00029177-00029357 priorities it's making you kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00095-00029358-00029729 unaligned with the situation you may
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00096-00029730-00029999 work more than one job
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00097-00030000-00030418 it leaves you with less time to focus on
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00098-00030419-00030677 the situation less time to focus on
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00099-00030677-00030829 yourself
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00100-00030830-00031487 and communication with this person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00101-00031488-00031708 and I feel like this person sees that
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00102-00031710-00031877 that's the reason why we have the Divine
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00103-00031877-00032224 timing here I feel like this person's
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00104-00032225-00032393 kind of feels like they're on the back
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00105-00032394-00032561 burner a little bit
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00106-00032562-00032705 no
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00107-00032706-00032896 but I feel like there's action that
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00108-00032897-00033185 needs to be taken in order for you to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00109-00033186-00033479 break free of this isolation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00110-00033480-00034217 holding back you know
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00111-00034218-00034517 you may need to tell this person how you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00112-00034518-00034871 feel or ask for help
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00113-00034872-00035207 for your person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00114-00035208-00035435 we have
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00115-00035436-00035746 they have the eight of swords as well
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00116-00035747-00035974 who
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00117-00035975-00036574 so they're holding back as well
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00118-00036575-00036737 there's some hesitation some
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00119-00036738-00036911 reservations
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00120-00036912-00037283 and the Ten of Wands
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00121-00037284-00037493 so this person might be carrying a lot
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00122-00037494-00037721 as well but I feel like they're ready to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00123-00037722-00037912 put down those
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00124-00037913-00038290 those burdens put down those wands and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00125-00038291-00038951 put you first
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00126-00038952-00039539 yeah we have the four of cups
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00127-00039540-00039724 yeah I feel like they're they're pouring
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00128-00039725-00039989 out their emotions but they kind of feel
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00129-00039990-00040174 like they're on the back burner like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00130-00040175-00040757 they're not your first priority
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00131-00040758-00040973 I feel like they're they're looking for
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00132-00040974-00041111 something
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00133-00041112-00041362 they're looking to be a first priority
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00134-00041363-00041693 in someone's life they want someone to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00135-00041694-00041873 give them
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00136-00041874-00042274 exactly what they're what they're giving
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00137-00042275-00042580 you know they they want to feel balanced
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00138-00042581-00042839 I feel that's why this Divine timing and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00139-00042840-00043115 this discoveries here they kind of feel
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00140-00043116-00043343 like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00141-00043344-00044230 they're kind of put to the side kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00142-00044231-00044452 like they don't fit
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00143-00044453-00044680 in your priorities
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00144-00044681-00045011 they have strength on the bottom
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00145-00045012-00045479 so yeah I feel like this person is
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00146-00045480-00045683 kind of putting themselves first right
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00147-00045684-00045887 now
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00148-00045888-00046217 they're putting themselves first
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00149-00046218-00046468 and how can this person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00150-00046469-00046889 get past this eight of Swords energy
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00151-00046890-00047152 the Knight of Swords yeah this person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00152-00047153-00047417 wants you to fight for this situation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00153-00047418-00048024 the person wants you to fight for
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00154-00048025-00048467 their attention
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00155-00048468-00048749 they want you to make a choice
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00156-00048750-00048952 they're waiting for results to happen
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00157-00048953-00049349 you know they're waiting to be
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00158-00049350-00049823 the center of your your attention
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00159-00049824-00050201 hmm
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00160-00050202-00050536 okay let's use another deck
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00161-00050537-00050746 okay
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00162-00050747-00051077 Sagittarius
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00163-00051078-00051287 we're looking at another deck now for
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00164-00051288-00051646 the connection
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00165-00051647-00052313 for you we have the nine of Pentacles
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00166-00052314-00052492 for them
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00167-00052494-00053065 we have the Moon
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00168-00053066-00053404 so I I feel like Sagittarius you feel
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00169-00053405-00053597 like everything's all put together you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00170-00053598-00053807 feel like everything's exactly the way
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00171-00053808-00054011 it should be
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00172-00054012-00054449 um
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00173-00054450-00054671 you feel like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00174-00054672-00055085 you've done all this work and you're
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00175-00055086-00055271 you feel like things should be better
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00176-00055272-00055438 than what they are but I feel like this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00177-00055439-00055642 person feels like there's still
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00178-00055644-00055823 Mysteries to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00179-00055824-00056123 solve you know they still feel like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00180-00056124-00056338 they're walking down this path that's
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00181-00056339-00056621 kind of unresolved
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00182-00056622-00056892 they see you know
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00183-00056894-00057232 problems or changes
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00184-00057233-00057863 that are affecting the situation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00185-00057864-00058613 they're not quite trusting the situation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00186-00058614-00059057 for you we have the King of Swords
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00187-00059058-00059357 for them
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00188-00059358-00059644 we have the seven of Pentacles
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00189-00059645-00059885 so yeah Sagittarius you want to speak
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00190-00059886-00060142 your truth you want
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00191-00060144-00060361 everything to be out in the open
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00192-00060362-00060600 everything to be
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00193-00060601-00061042 kind of transparent
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00194-00061044-00061361 so that everything can be resolved and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00195-00061362-00061613 this person is like waiting for that to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00196-00061614-00061799 happen they're waiting for the
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00197-00061800-00062866 connections to come through
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00198-00062867-00063821 they're waiting for a commitment
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00199-00063822-00064066 and I feel like they have patience in
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00200-00064067-00064366 this situation but they feel like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00201-00064367-00064642 they're just constantly in this waiting
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00202-00064644-00064961 waiting for something to happen
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00203-00064962-00065291 waiting for your attention yeah for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00204-00065291-00065669 we have the eight of Wands again
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00205-00065670-00066244 for them we have The Two of Pentacles
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00206-00066245-00066521 yeah so Sagittarius this person feels
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00207-00066522-00066785 like that they have to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00208-00066786-00066982 kind of Juggle
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00209-00066983-00067138 for you to make
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00210-00067139-00067511 communication a priority with them
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00211-00067512-00067876 they feel like you're
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00212-00067877-00068069 you're not making the choice to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00213-00068070-00068387 communicate to spend time to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00214-00068388-00069000 really see things how they are
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00215-00069001-00069443 let's see what is this yeah the page of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00216-00069444-00069688 Pentacles
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00217-00069689-00069875 you want this person to make the first
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00218-00069876-00070211 move you want this person to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00219-00070212-00070421 kind of work on this and they want your
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00220-00070422-00070655 attention your emotion
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00221-00070656-00071321 they're spilling out this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00222-00071322-00071675 feelings that they feel kind of deprived
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00223-00071676-00072126 neglected unappreciated and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00224-00072127-00072599 Sagittarius your
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00225-00072600-00073091 you're just holding it you are
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00226-00073092-00073271 you're holding on to your feelings
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00227-00073272-00073906 you're not giving that emotion back
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00228-00073907-00074309 but I feel like they're still waiting
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00229-00074310-00074626 the four of cups for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00230-00074627-00074932 you have waiting
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00231-00074933-00075335 and the high priestess for them
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00232-00075336-00075581 and we have the star at the bottom
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00233-00075582-00075881 so yeah I feel like you know you're both
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00234-00075882-00076049 waiting for things to happen you're
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00235-00076050-00076217 waiting for one to make the first move
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00236-00076218-00076373 and the other's waiting for you to make
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00237-00076374-00076625 the first move it's like okay who's
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00238-00076626-00076943 gonna who's gonna surrender and make the
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00239-00076944-00077153 move you know who's gonna surrender and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00240-00077154-00077411 start the conversation because I feel
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00241-00077412-00077626 like you're you're in this waiting
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00242-00077627-00078023 as well Sagittarius and I feel like your
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00243-00078024-00078653 person is
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00244-00078654-00078875 they're hoping for the situation to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00245-00078876-00079067 change
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00246-00079068-00079288 they're hoping that things will work out
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00247-00079289-00079487 for the best
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00248-00079488-00079691 you know
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00249-00079692-00079967 very interesting let's get some love
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00250-00079968-00080375 cards
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00251-00080376-00080525 for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00252-00080526-00080753 we have the palm tree you're looking for
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00253-00080754-00081106 stability security permanence growth
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00254-00081107-00081371 endurance
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00255-00081372-00081793 for your person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00256-00081794-00082085 ascending transcending obstacles
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00257-00082086-00082481 learning expansion new phase preparing
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00258-00082482-00082819 for a union okay
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00259-00082820-00083303 and for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00260-00083304-00083615 heartbroken deep hurt sadness separation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00261-00083616-00083837 breakup so you're still heard about
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00262-00083838-00084149 something Sagittarius something broke
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00263-00084150-00084293 your heart and you're still holding on
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00264-00084294-00084556 to that feeling I feel like it's kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00265-00084557-00084755 holding you back it's
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00266-00084756-00085073 making you kind of close up and not want
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00267-00085074-00085409 to express your feelings
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00268-00085410-00085679 for them we have a photograph looking at
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00269-00085680-00085979 your photos missing you Nostalgia make
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00270-00085980-00086261 new memories so yeah I feel like this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00271-00086262-00086506 person really wants you to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00272-00086507-00086693 come close to them they really want you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00273-00086694-00086837 to open up
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00274-00086838-00087137 they really want you to see them as
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00275-00087138-00087497 someone you can trust you know
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00276-00087498-00087785 um I feel like they're missing you a lot
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00277-00087786-00088018 they're missing your communication and I
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00278-00088019-00088199 feel like you're still heartbroken about
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00279-00088200-00088373 some sort of situation and you're
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00280-00088374-00088606 holding yourself back and because you're
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00281-00088607-00088781 holding yourself back I feel like this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00282-00088782-00089003 it's making reservations in this person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00283-00089004-00089194 and they're kind of holding back as well
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00284-00089195-00089429 but they're waiting for you to make the
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00285-00089430-00089885 first move
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00286-00089886-00090305 okay let's take a look we have weights
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00287-00090306-00090568 don't rush into it allow nature to take
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00288-00090569-00090847 its course
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00289-00090848-00091205 so you want to make you wanna
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00290-00091206-00091456 maybe give some time because we also
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00291-00091457-00091744 have forgiveness stop focusing your
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00292-00091745-00092050 energy on past events for life is too
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00293-00092051-00092303 precious to waste you create your
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00294-00092304-00092615 Reality by what you think dream and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00295-00092616-00092861 imagine
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00296-00092862-00093185 okay for your person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00297-00093186-00093953 I'm constantly dropping carbs
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00298-00093954-00094168 okay
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00299-00094169-00094499 for your person two cards fill out
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00300-00094500-00094750 we have close your eyes and tell
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00301-00094751-00094961 yourself what you deserve
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00302-00094962-00095261 that you deserve to feel joyful you can
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00303-00095262-00095494 allow joy into your life regardless of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00304-00095495-00095675 the circumstances you currently find
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00305-00095676-00095915 yourself in
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00306-00095916-00096149 and we have
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00307-00096150-00096461 when you pass from this world you take
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00308-00096462-00096659 nothing with you but your soul and the
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00309-00096660-00096953 memories of you have shared with those
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00310-00096954-00097211 you love
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00311-00097212-00097631 very very interesting cards okay yeah I
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00312-00097632-00097793 feel like this person has a lot of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00313-00097794-00098009 memories with you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00314-00098010-00098159 they
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00315-00098160-00098399 are kind of seeing things the way they
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00316-00098400-00098621 want to see things
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00317-00098622-00098897 you know but I feel like they're waiting
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00318-00098898-00099059 for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00319-00099060-00100271 to make a move
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00320-00100272-00100512 sorry
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00321-00100513-00100799 okay the card that fell out
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00322-00100800-00101200 you make me so angry
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00323-00101201-00101362 uh
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00324-00101363-00101573 so yeah I feel like there's frustration
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00325-00101574-00101741 here
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00326-00101742-00101981 there's frustration either on your part
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00327-00101982-00102173 or their part
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00328-00102174-00102671 this frustration
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00329-00102672-00103060 we have rumors about you and them
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00330-00103061-00103234 so someone may be saying something
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00331-00103235-00103456 someone may be
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00332-00103457-00103703 saying certain things
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00333-00103704-00104266 can we move past this
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00334-00104267-00105007 this is over
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00335-00105008-00105316 get more information before making a
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00336-00105317-00105960 decision
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00337-00105961-00106271 I have a crush on you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00338-00106272-00106408 well
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00339-00106409-00106601 I feel like this person still has a lot
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00340-00106602-00106733 of feelings for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00341-00106733-00106973 even though this situation is kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00342-00106974-00107231 conflicted at the moment
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00343-00107232-00107752 I'm not ready to talk to you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00344-00107753-00107975 at the bottom we have what I need to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00345-00107976-00108227 tell you will hurt your feelings
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00346-00108228-00108395 so I feel like there's a lot of things
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00347-00108396-00108623 that are left unsaid
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00348-00108624-00108827 there's a lot of things that need to be
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00349-00108828-00109290 said
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00350-00109291-00109733 yep let's go into an outcome
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00351-00109733-00109943 let's go into an outcome for the
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00352-00109944-00110249 situation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00353-00110250-00110657 we have the Knight of Pentacles
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00354-00110658-00111023 the slowest moving night in the deck
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00355-00111024-00111286 for them we have
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00356-00111288-00111802 banana cups
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00357-00111803-00112169 and the Queen of Wands Okay so
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00358-00112170-00112457 Sagittarius I feel like you're kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00359-00112458-00112697 in this waiting game you're kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00360-00112698-00112954 in these stuck feelings you're kind of
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00361-00112955-00113104 at a stop
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00362-00113105-00113315 you know but I feel like your person
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00363-00113316-00113566 your person is very hopeful that things
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00364-00113567-00113716 are going to recover they're very
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00365-00113717-00113981 hopeful that the situation is going to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00366-00113982-00114202 become better with this Queen of Wands
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00367-00114203-00114490 at the bottom they feel very
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00368-00114491-00115039 foreign
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00369-00115040-00115301 they feel very hopeful that you listen
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00370-00115302-00115552 to exactly how they feel because I'm not
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00371-00115553-00115799 sure what's going on but I feel like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00372-00115800-00115966 there's a lot of things that are left
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00373-00115967-00116339 unsaid
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00374-00116340-00116590 yeah we have the devil
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00375-00116591-00116747 so yeah there's something holding you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00376-00116748-00117040 back there's something being blocked
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00377-00117041-00117419 there's something that's
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00378-00117420-00117671 needs to be changed
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00379-00117672-00118283 in order to move forward
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00380-00118283-00118516 the five of Pentacles yeah there's that
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00381-00118517-00118727 there's something that needs to be
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00382-00118728-00119075 be resolved your person feels left out
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00383-00119076-00119440 in a cold they feel like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00384-00119441-00119783 like it's just over like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00385-00119783-00120125 you're just not willing to to listen
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00386-00120126-00120497 in the Eight of Cups so
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00387-00120498-00120707 they really want you to leave whatever
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00388-00120708-00120928 this is behind they want you to move
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00389-00120929-00121204 past this situation they don't want it
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00390-00121205-00121397 to be over they want you to move past
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00391-00121398-00121649 the situation so that it will be
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00392-00121650-00121901 resolved they want all the truth to come
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00393-00121902-00122081 out although
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00394-00122082-00122333 everything that needs to be said because
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00395-00122333-00122483 they're looking for a new beginning
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00396-00122483-00122807 they're looking for this to start again
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00397-00122808-00123040 they're looking for resolution
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00398-00123041-00123269 reconciliation
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00399-00123270-00123647 you know
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00400-00123648-00124078 that's what I've got for you Sagittarius
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00401-00124079-00124397 so let's see now I'm gonna pull one more
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00402-00124398-00124543 card
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00403-00124544-00125021 what can Sagittarius do
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00404-00125022-00125545 to get past this what can Sagittarius do
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00405-00125546-00125734 perseverance
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00406-00125735-00125963 I know that I can do whatever I set my
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00407-00125964-00126101 mind to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00408-00126102-00126486 yeah working through it not giving up
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00409-00126488-00126827 persevering you know that's what's going
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00410-00126828-00127127 to get you through it and Trust I accept
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00411-00127128-00127427 that my inner voice will always guide me
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00412-00127428-00127601 correctly
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00413-00127602-00127828 Trust
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00414-00127829-00128128 that's the key to it all
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00415-00128129-00128536 and change I understand that nothing can
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00416-00128538-00128993 grow or evolve without movements so yeah
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00417-00128994-00129286 there needs to be a change in order for
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00418-00129288-00129533 the situation at the bottom we have
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00419-00129533-00129652 acceptance
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00420-00129653-00130001 I am learning to accept the things that
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00421-00130002-00130284 I cannot change
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00422-00130285-00130619 so now that is what I have for you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00423-00130620-00130823 Sagittarius
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00424-00130824-00131051 and if you like this spread please
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00425-00131052-00131231 comment below
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00426-00131232-00131543 whether I should keep the spread or not
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00427-00131544-00131716 and
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00428-00131717-00131849 um
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00429-00131850-00132077 if this reading resonates please like
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00430-00132078-00132263 And subscribe hit the Bell since you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00431-00132264-00132593 don't miss any uploads and also
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00432-00132594-00132749 Sagittarius
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00433-00132750-00133073 until the next reading many blessings to
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00434-00133074-00133152 you
eP8ZWhZjoEU-00435-00133153-00133544 love and light
eUmhEMoXei0-00000-00000096-00000383 actually brought green or robert's book
eUmhEMoXei0-00001-00000384-00000534 rising tides
eUmhEMoXei0-00002-00000535-00000719 chapter 14.
eUmhEMoXei0-00003-00000720-00001062 ready mama time to go
eUmhEMoXei0-00004-00001063-00001319 almost aubry grace put the fishing
eUmhEMoXei0-00005-00001320-00001503 touches on her potato salad sprinkle
eUmhEMoXei0-00006-00001504-00001671 paprika on
eUmhEMoXei0-00007-00001672-00001887 on it to give it a zest and color aubrey
eUmhEMoXei0-00008-00001888-00002039 had been asking her the same question
eUmhEMoXei0-00009-00002039-00002263 since 7 30 that morning grace decided
eUmhEMoXei0-00010-00002264-00002407 the only reason she hadn't run out of
eUmhEMoXei0-00011-00002408-00002542 patience with her daughter was because
eUmhEMoXei0-00012-00002543-00002767 she felt as anxious and eager as a
eUmhEMoXei0-00013-00002768-00003031 two-year-old or so mama that's a
eUmhEMoXei0-00014-00003032-00003231 defrustration in aubrey's voice grace
eUmhEMoXei0-00015-00003232-00003415 had to swallow chuckle
eUmhEMoXei0-00016-00003415-00003654 let me see grace stuck clear wrapped
eUmhEMoXei0-00017-00003655-00003831 tightly around the bowl before she
eUmhEMoXei0-00018-00003832-00003990 turned and studied her little girl you
eUmhEMoXei0-00019-00003992-00004295 look pretty i have a bow and a pure a
eUmhEMoXei0-00020-00004296-00004463 purely female dresser i'll be lifting a
eUmhEMoXei0-00021-00004464-00004686 hand and patting the ribbon great ribbon
eUmhEMoXei0-00022-00004687-00005031 grace and threading through her curls
eUmhEMoXei0-00023-00005032-00005318 a pink bow pink with a smile i'll be
eUmhEMoXei0-00024-00005319-00005518 beamed up in the middle pretty mama
eUmhEMoXei0-00025-00005519-00005670 thanks baby
eUmhEMoXei0-00026-00005671-00005870 ethan's thought so how would he look at
eUmhEMoXei0-00027-00005871-00006111 her she wondered how she they behaved
eUmhEMoXei0-00028-00006112-00006351 they would be so many people there no
eUmhEMoXei0-00029-00006352-00006583 one well besides the queens though no
eUmhEMoXei0-00030-00006584-00006846 one knew they were in love in love she
eUmhEMoXei0-00031-00006847-00007031 thought it was a long dreamy side such a
eUmhEMoXei0-00032-00007031-00007239 marvelous place to be
eUmhEMoXei0-00033-00007240-00007367 she blinked my little arms wrapped
eUmhEMoXei0-00034-00007368-00007670 around her legs and squeezed mama ready
eUmhEMoXei0-00035-00007672-00007878 laughing grace hold her up
eUmhEMoXei0-00036-00007879-00008095 for a big hug and kiss all right let's
eUmhEMoXei0-00037-00008095-00008223 go
eUmhEMoXei0-00038-00008224-00008335 no general
eUmhEMoXei0-00039-00008336-00008583 in the house no general in the hours
eUmhEMoXei0-00040-00008584-00008767 before a decisive battle ever ordered
eUmhEMoXei0-00041-00008768-00008903 his troops into action with more
eUmhEMoXei0-00042-00008904-00009078 authority and determination than anna
eUmhEMoXei0-00043-00009079-00009255 spinelli quinn
eUmhEMoXei0-00044-00009256-00009342 says
eUmhEMoXei0-00045-00009343-00009519 you set those folding chairs up under
eUmhEMoXei0-00046-00009520-00009703 the shade trees over there isn't phil
eUmhEMoXei0-00047-00009704-00009895 back with the extra ice yet he's been
eUmhEMoXei0-00048-00009896-00010151 gone 20 minutes cam you and ethan are
eUmhEMoXei0-00049-00010152-00010374 putting things those picnic tables too
eUmhEMoXei0-00050-00010375-00010510 close together
eUmhEMoXei0-00051-00010511-00010767 minutes ago can't sit on they were too
eUmhEMoXei0-00052-00010768-00010919 far apart
eUmhEMoXei0-00053-00010920-00011135 when he walked but he walked backward
eUmhEMoXei0-00054-00011136-00011303 holding the table
eUmhEMoXei0-00055-00011304-00011559 another foot that's good that's fine
eUmhEMoXei0-00056-00011560-00011727 armed with bright red white and blue
eUmhEMoXei0-00057-00011728-00011927 strip cloth in a hurry to cross the line
eUmhEMoXei0-00058-00011928-00012103 now you can move the umbrella tables
eUmhEMoXei0-00059-00012104-00012335 near the water i think kim no rolls up
eUmhEMoXei0-00060-00012336-00012559 his eyes you said you wanted them over
eUmhEMoXei0-00061-00012560-00012735 by the trees i changed my mind she
eUmhEMoXei0-00062-00012736-00012871 scared the yard as she spread the
eUmhEMoXei0-00063-00012872-00013079 tablecloths can't open his mouth to
eUmhEMoXei0-00064-00013080-00013311 protest it got ethan's warning shaking
eUmhEMoXei0-00065-00013312-00013543 they had it ahead in time brother was
eUmhEMoXei0-00066-00013544-00013719 right he decided arguing wasn't going to
eUmhEMoXei0-00067-00013719-00013830 change a thing
eUmhEMoXei0-00068-00013831-00014007 and it had been on a terror all morning
eUmhEMoXei0-00069-00014008-00014286 and when he said as much as even as they
eUmhEMoXei0-00070-00014287-00014447 moved out of earshot it was with the
eUmhEMoXei0-00071-00014447-00014735 irritation of the baffle
eUmhEMoXei0-00072-00014736-00014983 we're talking about a practical minded
eUmhEMoXei0-00073-00014984-00015238 organized woman here cam at it i don't
eUmhEMoXei0-00074-00015240-00015399 know what's gotten into her it's just a
eUmhEMoXei0-00075-00015400-00015655 damn picnic i guess women get that way
eUmhEMoXei0-00076-00015656-00015838 over things like this was ethan's
eUmhEMoXei0-00077-00015840-00016015 opinion remember the way grace had
eUmhEMoXei0-00078-00016016-00016191 refused to let him take a shower in his
eUmhEMoXei0-00079-00016191-00016430 own bathroom just because cam and anna
eUmhEMoXei0-00080-00016431-00016630 were coming home who knew what went on
eUmhEMoXei0-00081-00016631-00016767 in a female mind
eUmhEMoXei0-00082-00016768-00016950 she wasn't this bad over the wedding
eUmhEMoXei0-00083-00016951-00017071 reception
eUmhEMoXei0-00084-00017072-00017279 i expect she had her mind on other
eUmhEMoXei0-00085-00017280-00017439 things and yeah
eUmhEMoXei0-00086-00017440-00017591 yeah i'm grounded that's picked up one
eUmhEMoXei0-00087-00017592-00017847 of the round umbrella tables i can't
eUmhEMoXei0-00088-00017848-00018207 begin to cut it toward the sundas water
eUmhEMoXei0-00089-00018208-00018447 phil's the smart one he got the hell out
eUmhEMoXei0-00090-00018448-00018679 of the house he's always had a knack for
eUmhEMoXei0-00091-00018680-00018863 it he's in a green
eUmhEMoXei0-00092-00018864-00019022 he didn't mind moving tables or setting
eUmhEMoXei0-00093-00019023-00019239 up chairs or any of the dozen of chores
eUmhEMoXei0-00094-00019240-00019486 small or large that nana came up with it
eUmhEMoXei0-00095-00019487-00019743 helped keep his mind off with it
eUmhEMoXei0-00096-00019744-00019999 way to hear matters
eUmhEMoXei0-00097-00020000-00020143 letting himself think too much he'd
eUmhEMoXei0-00098-00020144-00020279 start to get a picture of glory to lot
eUmhEMoXei0-00099-00020280-00020463 in her in his head because he never seen
eUmhEMoXei0-00100-00020464-00020703 her the image has his brain conjured up
eUmhEMoXei0-00101-00020704-00020878 was a tall fleshy woman with tangled
eUmhEMoXei0-00102-00020879-00021127 straw colored hair hard eyes smeared
eUmhEMoXei0-00103-00021128-00021407 with [__] makeup a mouth lacks from too
eUmhEMoXei0-00104-00021408-00021622 many tip trips to the bottom too many
eUmhEMoXei0-00105-00021623-00021807 mattings with the needle the eyes were
eUmhEMoXei0-00106-00021808-00022071 blue like his own the mouth despite its
eUmhEMoXei0-00107-00022072-00022327 slick coat of lipstick shaped like his
eUmhEMoXei0-00108-00022328-00022519 own and he knew it wasn't set's mother's
eUmhEMoXei0-00109-00022520-00022655 face he was saying it was his own
eUmhEMoXei0-00110-00022656-00022783 mother's
eUmhEMoXei0-00111-00022784-00022967 pictures wasn't dim and fuzzy as it had
eUmhEMoXei0-00112-00022968-00023191 become over time it was sharp and clear
eUmhEMoXei0-00113-00023192-00023447 yesterday so the power to ice his blood
eUmhEMoXei0-00114-00023448-00023614 to cherish sick animal fear in his
eUmhEMoXei0-00115-00023615-00023830 stomach that was kind of shame
eUmhEMoXei0-00116-00023831-00024007 so made him want to strike out with
eUmhEMoXei0-00117-00024008-00024342 bruised and bloody fists turned slowly
eUmhEMoXei0-00118-00024343-00024535 as he had just heard the squeal of joy
eUmhEMoXei0-00119-00024536-00024742 and saw all me racing over the lawn her
eUmhEMoXei0-00120-00024743-00024927 eyes bright as sunbeams and so great
eUmhEMoXei0-00121-00024928-00025142 standing while the poor swing steps her
eUmhEMoXei0-00122-00025143-00025375 smile warm and just a little shy got no
eUmhEMoXei0-00123-00025376-00025542 right the nasty little voice in his head
eUmhEMoXei0-00124-00025543-00025727 is no right to touch something so fine
eUmhEMoXei0-00125-00025727-00025902 and bright but oh
eUmhEMoXei0-00126-00025904-00026134 he had a need one that swamped him like
eUmhEMoXei0-00127-00026135-00026367 a storm surgeon left him plundering when
eUmhEMoXei0-00128-00026368-00026543 i relaunched herself at him his arms
eUmhEMoXei0-00129-00026544-00026767 reached down swung her up and around as
eUmhEMoXei0-00130-00026768-00026943 she shrieked in the light you wanted her
eUmhEMoXei0-00131-00026944-00027143 to be his with a bone deep longing he
eUmhEMoXei0-00132-00027144-00027414 wanted this perfect this little innocent
eUmhEMoXei0-00133-00027416-00027662 this laughing child belonged to him
eUmhEMoXei0-00134-00027663-00027862 grace's knees wobbled as she walked to
eUmhEMoXei0-00135-00027863-00028079 him the picture they made flashing into
eUmhEMoXei0-00136-00028080-00028287 her mind into her heart where she knew
eUmhEMoXei0-00137-00028288-00028527 it would imprint itself the lanky man
eUmhEMoXei0-00138-00028527-00028735 was big hands in a serious smile on the
eUmhEMoXei0-00139-00028736-00028855 golden
eUmhEMoXei0-00140-00028856-00029079 bright child with a pink bow in her hair
eUmhEMoXei0-00141-00029080-00029246 the sun poured over them as full and
eUmhEMoXei0-00142-00029247-00029470 rich as the love that poured from her
eUmhEMoXei0-00143-00029472-00029679 heart
eUmhEMoXei0-00144-00029680-00029862 she's been ready to come over since she
eUmhEMoXei0-00145-00029863-00030039 opened her eyes this morning grace again
eUmhEMoXei0-00146-00030039-00030214 i thought we could come a little early
eUmhEMoXei0-00147-00030216-00030439 i'd give in a hand who's watching her so
eUmhEMoXei0-00148-00030439-00030679 intently so quietly her nerves is a rap
eUmhEMoXei0-00149-00030680-00030895 dance under her skin there's not much
eUmhEMoXei0-00150-00030895-00031135 left to do but she broke off because his
eUmhEMoXei0-00151-00031136-00031343 arm had snaked out wrapped around her
eUmhEMoXei0-00152-00031344-00031543 fast and hard to pull against him she
eUmhEMoXei0-00153-00031544-00031718 had time to draw in one
eUmhEMoXei0-00154-00031719-00031895 startled breath before his mouth came
eUmhEMoXei0-00155-00031895-00032143 down on her rough and needy he shot
eUmhEMoXei0-00156-00032144-00032343 bolts of heat into her blood sitting her
eUmhEMoXei0-00157-00032344-00032551 strong brain into a dizzy spell
eUmhEMoXei0-00158-00032552-00032783 seemingly she heard aubry's happy skill
eUmhEMoXei0-00159-00032784-00033071 kissing mama oh yes grace thought spring
eUmhEMoXei0-00160-00033072-00033287 to catch up to this frantic pace he said
eUmhEMoXei0-00161-00033288-00033551 please kiss me kiss me kiss me she
eUmhEMoXei0-00162-00033552-00033767 thought she heard some sound from a side
eUmhEMoXei0-00163-00033768-00033967 perhaps it came from someplace too deep
eUmhEMoXei0-00164-00033968-00034246 inside to make a sound his lips off and
eUmhEMoXei0-00165-00034247-00034390 the hand that had clutched the back of
eUmhEMoXei0-00166-00034391-00034502 her
eUmhEMoXei0-00167-00034503-00034751 shirt like a man gripping his own life
eUmhEMoXei0-00168-00034752-00035071 open stroke this gentler sweeter emotion
eUmhEMoXei0-00169-00035072-00035271 that she made from and was no calmer
eUmhEMoXei0-00170-00035272-00035567 than the first slip of greed it only
eUmhEMoXei0-00171-00035568-00035767 glittered the edges of the yearning heat
eUmhEMoXei0-00172-00035768-00036062 stirred she could smell him heat and man
eUmhEMoXei0-00173-00036063-00036239 she could smell a daughter powder and
eUmhEMoXei0-00174-00036240-00036439 childhood her arm circled them both
eUmhEMoXei0-00175-00036440-00036615 institutionally making them a unit
eUmhEMoXei0-00176-00036616-00036743 holding them
eUmhEMoXei0-00177-00036744-00036918 holding there when the kiss ended and
eUmhEMoXei0-00178-00036919-00037055 she could press her face into his
eUmhEMoXei0-00179-00037056-00037207 shoulder you never kissed her in front
eUmhEMoXei0-00180-00037208-00037423 of anyone she knew cam had only been a
eUmhEMoXei0-00181-00037424-00037687 few feet away when ethan had taken hold
eUmhEMoXei0-00182-00037688-00037951 of her and seth would have seen and anna
eUmhEMoXei0-00183-00037952-00038087 what did it mean
eUmhEMoXei0-00184-00038088-00038343 kiss me i'll be the way to put patting
eUmhEMoXei0-00185-00038344-00038462 her head
eUmhEMoXei0-00186-00038463-00038662 hand against eating shaking [__] up
eUmhEMoXei0-00187-00038663-00038879 here blaster did nothing at her neck
eUmhEMoXei0-00188-00038880-00039087 where it would tickle and make her laugh
eUmhEMoXei0-00189-00039088-00039215 then he turned his head and brushed his
eUmhEMoXei0-00190-00039216-00039471 lips over is here i didn't mean to grab
eUmhEMoXei0-00191-00039472-00039639 you like that
eUmhEMoXei0-00192-00039640-00039846 i was hoping you did you wanted it made
eUmhEMoXei0-00193-00039847-00040007 me feel
eUmhEMoXei0-00194-00040008-00040174 it made me feel you've been thinking
eUmhEMoXei0-00195-00040175-00040302 about me
eUmhEMoXei0-00196-00040303-00040502 wanting me i've been thinking about you
eUmhEMoXei0-00197-00040503-00040711 grace i've been warning you because
eUmhEMoXei0-00198-00040712-00040895 aubrey was wiggling set her down and let
eUmhEMoXei0-00199-00040896-00041095 her run off towards sets and the dog
eUmhEMoXei0-00200-00041096-00041311 man i didn't mean to be rough with you
eUmhEMoXei0-00201-00041312-00041599 you weren't i'm not fragile ethan yes
eUmhEMoXei0-00202-00041600-00041799 you are when he saw i'll be found
eUmhEMoXei0-00203-00041800-00041967 foolish so they could brass on the grass
eUmhEMoXei0-00204-00041968-00042223 he looked back and grayson her delicate
eUmhEMoXei0-00205-00042224-00042462 he said something like the white china
eUmhEMoXei0-00206-00042463-00042646 was pink roses we only used on
eUmhEMoXei0-00207-00042647-00042783 thanksgiving
eUmhEMoXei0-00208-00042784-00042990 i made her heart platter pleasantly and
eUmhEMoXei0-00209-00042991-00043271 he would think so even if she even eaten
eUmhEMoXei0-00210-00043272-00043502 oh i was always afraid of picking up
eUmhEMoXei0-00211-00043503-00043774 wrong break it in half from being clumsy
eUmhEMoXei0-00212-00043775-00043958 never really got used to it he skimmed
eUmhEMoXei0-00213-00043959-00044143 his own lightly across her cheekbone
eUmhEMoXei0-00214-00044144-00044311 where the skin was warm and soft and
eUmhEMoXei0-00215-00044312-00044583 silky and he dropped his hand two sides
eUmhEMoXei0-00216-00044584-00044743 we'd better pitch in before another
eUmhEMoXei0-00217-00044744-00044999 drops came over the edge grace's stomach
eUmhEMoXei0-00218-00045000-00045158 continued to flatter with nervous
eUmhEMoXei0-00219-00045159-00045351 delight even when
eUmhEMoXei0-00220-00045352-00045558 she went about the tour of carton food
eUmhEMoXei0-00221-00045559-00045751 from the kitchen out to the picnic table
eUmhEMoXei0-00222-00045752-00045927 she would catch herself
eUmhEMoXei0-00223-00045928-00046127 stopping a pull or platter in her hand
eUmhEMoXei0-00224-00046128-00046271 to watch ethan drive the horseshoe
eUmhEMoXei0-00225-00046272-00046462 stakes in the ground look how his
eUmhEMoXei0-00226-00046463-00046718 muscles rippled under his shirt he's so
eUmhEMoXei0-00227-00046719-00046967 strong look at the way he shows sets how
eUmhEMoXei0-00228-00046968-00047190 they hold the hammer he's so patient
eUmhEMoXei0-00229-00047191-00047367 he's wearing the jeans i watched just
eUmhEMoXei0-00230-00047368-00047583 the other day the cops had gone white
eUmhEMoXei0-00231-00047584-00047855 and they'd started to fray they were 63
eUmhEMoXei0-00232-00047856-00048062 cents in the right front pocket there
eUmhEMoXei0-00233-00048063-00048390 were 63 cents in the right front pocket
eUmhEMoXei0-00234-00048391-00048590 see how aubry climbs up on his back she
eUmhEMoXei0-00235-00048591-00048807 knows she'll be welcome yes she reaches
eUmhEMoXei0-00236-00048808-00048983 back gives her a little hitch to secure
eUmhEMoXei0-00237-00048984-00049230 her there then goes back to work doesn't
eUmhEMoXei0-00238-00049231-00049415 mind when she steals his cap and tries
eUmhEMoXei0-00239-00049416-00049630 to put it on her own head his hair's
eUmhEMoXei0-00240-00049631-00049830 gotten long and the ends went into some
eUmhEMoXei0-00241-00049831-00050046 when he shakes it back out of his eyes
eUmhEMoXei0-00242-00050047-00050215 hope he keeps forgetting to go to that
eUmhEMoXei0-00243-00050216-00050446 barber for a while yet wish i could
eUmhEMoXei0-00244-00050447-00050662 touch it right now make some sticks on
eUmhEMoXei0-00245-00050663-00050951 bleach and curl around my finger
eUmhEMoXei0-00246-00050952-00051151 it's a nice picture and a murmur from
eUmhEMoXei0-00247-00051152-00051407 behind her my grace joked with a quiet
eUmhEMoXei0-00248-00051408-00051575 ladder panda set down the enormous bowl
eUmhEMoXei0-00249-00051576-00051823 pulses out i do the same thing with cam
eUmhEMoXei0-00250-00051824-00052030 sometimes just stand and watch him the
eUmhEMoXei0-00251-00052032-00052270 quinn's are very watchable men
eUmhEMoXei0-00252-00052271-00052407 i think i'm just
eUmhEMoXei0-00253-00052408-00052591 going to take a quick glance and i can't
eUmhEMoXei0-00254-00052591-00052823 stop looking she got my knees and rolls
eUmhEMoXei0-00255-00052824-00053015 i'll be so clinging to his back
eUmhEMoXei0-00256-00053016-00053199 trying to slow circles as if trying to
eUmhEMoXei0-00257-00053200-00053311 find her
eUmhEMoXei0-00258-00053312-00053487 he has a wonderful natural way with
eUmhEMoXei0-00259-00053488-00053679 children and accommodate he'll make a
eUmhEMoXei0-00260-00053679-00053894 wonderful father grace felt heat rise up
eUmhEMoXei0-00261-00053895-00054063 in her cheeks she'd been thinking the
eUmhEMoXei0-00262-00054064-00054247 same thing it was hard to believe that
eUmhEMoXei0-00263-00054248-00054430 only a few weeks before she told her own
eUmhEMoXei0-00264-00054432-00054630 mother she would never marry again now
eUmhEMoXei0-00265-00054632-00054926 she's thinking and wondering and waiting
eUmhEMoXei0-00266-00054927-00055079 it had been easy to put all thoughts of
eUmhEMoXei0-00267-00055079-00055247 marriage aside when she hadn't believed
eUmhEMoXei0-00268-00055248-00055438 she could ever have a life with ease and
eUmhEMoXei0-00269-00055439-00055638 she made a poor job of marriage before
eUmhEMoXei0-00270-00055639-00055775 because her heart had belonged to
eUmhEMoXei0-00271-00055776-00055991 someone other than her husband
eUmhEMoXei0-00272-00055991-00056182 that was her fault she accepted the
eUmhEMoXei0-00273-00056183-00056391 responsibility for the failure but she
eUmhEMoXei0-00274-00056391-00056607 could make her marriage shine with ethan
eUmhEMoXei0-00275-00056608-00056782 couldn't she they could build a home and
eUmhEMoXei0-00276-00056783-00056942 a family in a future based on love and
eUmhEMoXei0-00277-00056944-00057142 trust and honesty he wouldn't move
eUmhEMoXei0-00278-00057144-00057350 quickly she muse it wasn't his way but
eUmhEMoXei0-00279-00057351-00057542 he loved her she understood ethan well
eUmhEMoXei0-00280-00057544-00057679 enough to know that marriage would be
eUmhEMoXei0-00281-00057679-00057982 the next step she was already poised to
eUmhEMoXei0-00282-00057983-00058175 take it the smell burger is smoking on
eUmhEMoXei0-00283-00058176-00058375 the grill the yeasty thing of beer
eUmhEMoXei0-00284-00058376-00058647 pumped from a cold keg sounds children
eUmhEMoXei0-00285-00058648-00058830 laughing adult voices lifted in bright
eUmhEMoXei0-00286-00058832-00059071 conversation were lower than juicy's
eUmhEMoXei0-00287-00059072-00059350 gossip the low roar of boats zipping out
eUmhEMoXei0-00288-00059351-00059550 over the water with the thrill shouts of
eUmhEMoXei0-00289-00059551-00059782 its teenage occupants the metallic clang
eUmhEMoXei0-00290-00059783-00060071 of horseshoe striking home there were
eUmhEMoXei0-00291-00060072-00060271 sins and sounds and sights there was a
eUmhEMoXei0-00292-00060272-00060471 snappy red white and blue of the cloth
eUmhEMoXei0-00293-00060472-00060654 covering the tables that were crowded
eUmhEMoXei0-00294-00060655-00060847 with bowls and plates and platters and
eUmhEMoXei0-00295-00060848-00061038 casserole
eUmhEMoXei0-00296-00061039-00061223 mrs cutter's cherry par the wilson
eUmhEMoXei0-00297-00061224-00061447 shrimp salad was left of the bristle of
eUmhEMoXei0-00298-00061448-00061663 corn the crawfords had brought along
eUmhEMoXei0-00299-00061664-00061911 jello molds and fruit salad freight
eUmhEMoXei0-00300-00061912-00062063 fried chicken
eUmhEMoXei0-00301-00062064-00062271 and earlier vine tomatoes
eUmhEMoXei0-00302-00062272-00062454 people were spread out and gathered on
eUmhEMoXei0-00303-00062455-00062615 chairs or on the line down at the dock
eUmhEMoXei0-00304-00062616-00062799 or on the porch several men stood with
eUmhEMoXei0-00305-00062800-00063015 hands on hips watching the horseshoe
eUmhEMoXei0-00306-00063016-00063223 match their faces somber and the way men
eUmhEMoXei0-00307-00063224-00063335 have
eUmhEMoXei0-00308-00063336-00063454 had when
eUmhEMoXei0-00309-00063455-00063654 they
eUmhEMoXei0-00310-00063655-00063879 kibblize a sporting event
eUmhEMoXei0-00311-00063879-00064103 babies nagging and carriers or willing
eUmhEMoXei0-00312-00064104-00064319 arms while others
eUmhEMoXei0-00313-00064320-00064606 wailed for attention young splashed and
eUmhEMoXei0-00314-00064607-00064782 swam in the cold water and the old
eUmhEMoXei0-00315-00064783-00065015 fainted land themselves in the shade the
eUmhEMoXei0-00316-00065016-00065238 sky was clear the heat emits grace watch
eUmhEMoXei0-00317-00065239-00065335 fluids
eUmhEMoXei0-00318-00065336-00065543 noising along the ground in search of a
eUmhEMoXei0-00319-00065544-00065735 drop food he found plenty and she
eUmhEMoXei0-00320-00065736-00065991 imagined he'd be sick as well that's all
eUmhEMoXei0-00321-00065992-00066167 before the day was over shipped it was
eUmhEMoXei0-00322-00066168-00066350 never over sweden into the water
eUmhEMoXei0-00323-00066351-00066511 dripping aubry firmly despite the
eUmhEMoXei0-00324-00066512-00066750 colorful floaties floats wrapped around
eUmhEMoXei0-00325-00066751-00066935 her arms stripped their daughter down
eUmhEMoXei0-00326-00066936-00067111 laughing when all my little legs began
eUmhEMoXei0-00327-00067112-00067359 to kick with the light in in i would
eUmhEMoXei0-00328-00067360-00067519 demand it honey i didn't bring my
eUmhEMoXei0-00329-00067520-00067711 bathing suit but she eased out a little
eUmhEMoXei0-00330-00067712-00067894 more until the water lapped on her knees
eUmhEMoXei0-00331-00067895-00068103 so she could let aubrey splash
eUmhEMoXei0-00332-00068104-00068431 grace grace watch this obliging grace
eUmhEMoXei0-00333-00068432-00068606 squinted against the sun and watch set
eUmhEMoXei0-00334-00068607-00068799 take a run and leap off the dock tucking
eUmhEMoXei0-00335-00068800-00068975 these wrapping arms and hitting the
eUmhEMoXei0-00336-00068976-00069167 water like a bomb so that it shot up
eUmhEMoXei0-00337-00069168-00069391 shot it up in a glittering fountain and
eUmhEMoXei0-00338-00069392-00069494 all over
eUmhEMoXei0-00339-00069495-00069694 cannonball he announced probably when he
eUmhEMoXei0-00340-00069695-00069919 surfaced then again
eUmhEMoXei0-00341-00069920-00070094 i got you all wet
eUmhEMoXei0-00342-00070095-00070303 set take me straight i'll be held out on
eUmhEMoXei0-00343-00070304-00070447 her arms take me
eUmhEMoXei0-00344-00070448-00070719 can i got bombs to blow when he swam off
eUmhEMoXei0-00345-00070720-00070879 to join the other boys i already began
eUmhEMoXei0-00346-00070880-00071062 to sniffle he'll come back and play
eUmhEMoXei0-00347-00071063-00071343 later gracious tuner now
eUmhEMoXei0-00348-00071344-00071591 soon what grace knew could turn into a
eUmhEMoXei0-00349-00071592-00071806 fine temper she tossed aubry up catching
eUmhEMoXei0-00350-00071807-00071943 her as she hit the water she let her
eUmhEMoXei0-00351-00071944-00072247 paddle and splash and let her go but
eUmhEMoXei0-00352-00072248-00072423 her lip has all be re
eUmhEMoXei0-00353-00072424-00072655 revealed in the freedom swimming mama i
eUmhEMoXei0-00354-00072656-00072831 see that baby you're a good swimmer but
eUmhEMoXei0-00355-00072832-00073055 you stay close
eUmhEMoXei0-00356-00073056-00073223 as grace expected the son of water
eUmhEMoXei0-00357-00073224-00073391 excitement combined to tire the child
eUmhEMoXei0-00358-00073392-00073591 out when i'll be blinked in wood in her
eUmhEMoXei0-00359-00073592-00073791 eyes as she did when she fought asleep
eUmhEMoXei0-00360-00073792-00074055 gracie red let's get a drink aubrey
eUmhEMoXei0-00361-00074056-00074287 there's a woman
eUmhEMoXei0-00362-00074288-00074503 swimming we'll swim some more i'm
eUmhEMoXei0-00363-00074504-00074694 thirsty grace lifted her brace for the
eUmhEMoXei0-00364-00074695-00075006 minor battle that's bound to happen
eUmhEMoXei0-00365-00075007-00075335 what you got there grace a mermaid
eUmhEMoXei0-00366-00075336-00075550 mother and daughter looked up onto the
eUmhEMoXei0-00367-00075551-00075862 wet slope and saw ethan she sure was
eUmhEMoXei0-00368-00075863-00076071 pretty he said smiling at aubrey's
eUmhEMoXei0-00369-00076072-00076294 mutant face can i have her
eUmhEMoXei0-00370-00076295-00076494 i don't know maybe she clean goes so
eUmhEMoXei0-00371-00076495-00076726 busy he thinks you're a mermaid aubrey's
eUmhEMoXei0-00372-00076727-00076894 lip tremble but she nearly forgotten
eUmhEMoXei0-00373-00076895-00077167 what she wanted to try like ariel yes
eUmhEMoXei0-00374-00077168-00077382 like ariel in the movie started to climb
eUmhEMoXei0-00375-00077383-00077543 out the knees and sand was there
eUmhEMoXei0-00376-00077544-00077711 clashing her firmly and when she gained
eUmhEMoXei0-00377-00077712-00077894 her balance she plucked aubry out of her
eUmhEMoXei0-00378-00077895-00078126 arms swimming she told him rather
eUmhEMoXei0-00379-00078127-00078294 pitifully than buried her face in the
eUmhEMoXei0-00380-00078295-00078631 cover sir that's all you swimming she
eUmhEMoXei0-00381-00078632-00078775 was cool when wet and curled against him
eUmhEMoXei0-00382-00078776-00078967 he reached out to grace's hand again and
eUmhEMoXei0-00383-00078968-00079094 pulled her to
eUmhEMoXei0-00384-00079095-00079279 level ground this time his fingers
eUmhEMoXei0-00385-00079280-00079455 crying with hers and held looks like
eUmhEMoXei0-00386-00079456-00079703 i've got two mermaids now she's tired
eUmhEMoXei0-00387-00079704-00079959 grayson it makes her cry sometimes she's
eUmhEMoXei0-00388-00079960-00080094 wet see how does it start to take
eUmhEMoXei0-00389-00080095-00080287 obviously she's fine
eUmhEMoXei0-00390-00080288-00080438 released her hand only because he wanted
eUmhEMoXei0-00391-00080439-00080671 to skim his over gracious damp and shiny
eUmhEMoXei0-00392-00080672-00080759 hair
eUmhEMoXei0-00393-00080760-00080950 you're wet too then he slipped an arm
eUmhEMoXei0-00394-00080951-00081143 around short let's walk in the sun for a
eUmhEMoXei0-00395-00081144-00081367 while all right maybe around the front
eUmhEMoXei0-00396-00081368-00081526 of the house he suggested smiling a
eUmhEMoXei0-00397-00081527-00081726 little zombie's breath fluttered against
eUmhEMoXei0-00398-00081727-00081935 the skin he went out and asleep
eUmhEMoXei0-00399-00081936-00082055 whoa
eUmhEMoXei0-00400-00082056-00082247 where there aren't so many people with
eUmhEMoXei0-00401-00082248-00082455 surprise and low surge of pleasure carol
eUmhEMoXei0-00402-00082456-00082631 monoi watched ethan take your daughter
eUmhEMoXei0-00403-00082632-00082806 and granddaughter walking with a woman's
eUmhEMoXei0-00404-00082807-00082999 eye she saw more than a neighbor and
eUmhEMoXei0-00405-00083000-00083175 friend struggling with a neighbor in
eUmhEMoXei0-00406-00083176-00083391 front it probably she tugged on her
eUmhEMoXei0-00407-00083392-00083623 husband's heart distracted him from his
eUmhEMoXei0-00408-00083624-00083799 absorption in the current round of
eUmhEMoXei0-00409-00083800-00084062 horseshoes hold on carol jr and i are
eUmhEMoXei0-00410-00084063-00084279 playing the winners of this round
eUmhEMoXei0-00411-00084280-00084503 look pete look at that grace is with
eUmhEMoXei0-00412-00084504-00084703 ethan regularly i know he flicked the
eUmhEMoXei0-00413-00084704-00084838 glass around
eUmhEMoXei0-00414-00084839-00085023 and shrugged so what
eUmhEMoXei0-00415-00085024-00085406 with him pete you're not head who
eUmhEMoXei0-00416-00085407-00085615 said with exasperation affection like a
eUmhEMoXei0-00417-00085616-00085743 boyfriend
eUmhEMoXei0-00418-00085744-00085982 boyfriend he started started dismissing
eUmhEMoXei0-00419-00085983-00086167 christ knew carol had to screw this
eUmhEMoXei0-00420-00086168-00086326 ideas from time to time like when she
eUmhEMoXei0-00421-00086327-00086575 was all heat up to take a cruise down to
eUmhEMoXei0-00422-00086576-00086799 the bahamas as if he couldn't take
eUmhEMoXei0-00423-00086800-00086991 take a sale any damn time that day or
eUmhEMoXei0-00424-00086992-00087191 night right in his own backyard but then
eUmhEMoXei0-00425-00087192-00087367 he caught something the way ethan leaned
eUmhEMoXei0-00426-00087368-00087606 his body toward grace the way she tilted
eUmhEMoXei0-00427-00087607-00087791 her head up
eUmhEMoXei0-00428-00087792-00087943 made big shifts
eUmhEMoXei0-00429-00087944-00088255 his feet scroll look away boyfriend he
eUmhEMoXei0-00430-00088256-00088415 muttered didn't know how the hell he was
eUmhEMoXei0-00431-00088416-00088559 supposed to feel about that he didn't
eUmhEMoXei0-00432-00088560-00088703 poke his nose in his daughter's life he
eUmhEMoXei0-00433-00088704-00088887 reminded him so she already gone her own
eUmhEMoXei0-00434-00088888-00089071 way it's growled hardens his son because
eUmhEMoXei0-00435-00089072-00089238 you remember what it had been like to
eUmhEMoXei0-00436-00089239-00089399 have his little girl rest her head on
eUmhEMoXei0-00437-00089400-00089559 his shoulder the way ivory was doing
eUmhEMoXei0-00438-00089560-00089831 right then and there was ethan quinn
eUmhEMoXei0-00439-00089832-00090006 when they were little like that he's hot
eUmhEMoXei0-00440-00090007-00090175 he trusted you and looked up to you and
eUmhEMoXei0-00441-00090176-00090375 believed what you told them even if you
eUmhEMoXei0-00442-00090376-00090575 told them thunder was just angels
eUmhEMoXei0-00443-00090576-00090759 clapping when they got older they
eUmhEMoXei0-00444-00090760-00090950 started to tug away and to want things
eUmhEMoXei0-00445-00090951-00091150 that didn't make a damn bit of sense
eUmhEMoXei0-00446-00091151-00091335 like money to live in new york city and
eUmhEMoXei0-00447-00091336-00091471 your blessing to marry some sneaky
eUmhEMoXei0-00448-00091472-00091655 bastard who
eUmhEMoXei0-00449-00091656-00091871 wasn't half good enough for them they
eUmhEMoXei0-00450-00091872-00092038 stopped thinking you were the man with
eUmhEMoXei0-00451-00092039-00092287 the answers in the damn heart so you had
eUmhEMoXei0-00452-00092288-00092455 to put it back together as best you
eUmhEMoXei0-00453-00092456-00092703 could lock on it so it couldn't happen
eUmhEMoXei0-00454-00092704-00092791 again
eUmhEMoXei0-00455-00092792-00093031 ethan's just what grace needs carol was
eUmhEMoXei0-00456-00093032-00093262 saying in a low voice just in case any
eUmhEMoXei0-00457-00093263-00093431 of the funny duddies who thought tossing
eUmhEMoXei0-00458-00093432-00093655 a horseshoe in an iron pig was exciting
eUmhEMoXei0-00459-00093656-00093823 way to spend the day
eUmhEMoXei0-00460-00093824-00094031 had sharp ears that's a steady man and
eUmhEMoXei0-00461-00094032-00094238 he's got gentleness in him he's a man
eUmhEMoXei0-00462-00094239-00094438 she can lean on won't
eUmhEMoXei0-00463-00094439-00094671 what she won't lean on him she's too
eUmhEMoXei0-00464-00094672-00094871 proud for her own good and always has
eUmhEMoXei0-00465-00094872-00095118 been carol really signed if it was true
eUmhEMoXei0-00466-00095119-00095282 grace had gotten even
eUmhEMoXei0-00467-00095283-00095638 stubborn outs of that pride room
eUmhEMoXei0-00468-00095639-00095815 it graced the guy in every stubbornness
eUmhEMoXei0-00469-00095816-00096031 that pride from her brother you've never
eUmhEMoXei0-00470-00096032-00096238 even tried to meet her halfway don't you
eUmhEMoXei0-00471-00096239-00096415 start on me carol i've got nothing to
eUmhEMoXei0-00472-00096416-00096623 say shifted away from her ignoring the
eUmhEMoXei0-00473-00096624-00096759 guilt before he knew the gesture would
eUmhEMoXei0-00474-00096760-00096974 hurt her i want to bear he must have
eUmhEMoXei0-00475-00096975-00097135 stopped away
eUmhEMoXei0-00476-00097136-00097318 philip quinn and some of the others were
eUmhEMoXei0-00477-00097319-00097591 guided around the keg pete nodded when
eUmhEMoXei0-00478-00097592-00097799 with an amused snort that philip was
eUmhEMoXei0-00479-00097800-00098079 starting with to borrow girl cecilia he
eUmhEMoXei0-00480-00098080-00098215 couldn't blame the boy she was built
eUmhEMoXei0-00481-00098216-00098431 like a playboy pinup and not afraid to
eUmhEMoXei0-00482-00098432-00098623 show it off wasn't something the man
eUmhEMoXei0-00483-00098624-00098838 stopped noticing even if he was old
eUmhEMoXei0-00484-00098839-00099135 enough to be your father
eUmhEMoXei0-00485-00099136-00099494 want me to pull you on mr monroe
eUmhEMoXei0-00486-00099495-00099694 appreciate it petey nodded toward the
eUmhEMoXei0-00487-00099695-00099855 celebrities in the backyard got you a
eUmhEMoXei0-00488-00099856-00100047 crowd here today phil
eUmhEMoXei0-00489-00100048-00100223 fine spreads here remember how you folks
eUmhEMoXei0-00490-00100224-00100415 throw a picnic most every summer it's
eUmhEMoXei0-00491-00100416-00100647 nice for keeping up the tradition
eUmhEMoXei0-00492-00100648-00100847 and that's all a bit phillip told him he
eUmhEMoXei0-00493-00100848-00101103 compete a foamy beer in a tall plastic
eUmhEMoXei0-00494-00101104-00101359 well i'm gonna do more to men i suppose
eUmhEMoXei0-00495-00101360-00101535 if i didn't if i don't get the chance
eUmhEMoXei0-00496-00101536-00101718 you tell her i appreciate the invite i
eUmhEMoXei0-00497-00101719-00101871 gotta get back to the waterfront in an
eUmhEMoXei0-00498-00101872-00102006 hour so
eUmhEMoXei0-00499-00102007-00102294 sit up the display you always put on a
eUmhEMoXei0-00500-00102295-00102558 good one best fireworks on the shore
eUmhEMoXei0-00501-00102559-00102790 tradition pete said again it was a word
eUmhEMoXei0-00502-00102791-00102966 that mattered
eUmhEMoXei0-00503-00102967-00103134 carol monroe hadn't been the only one
eUmhEMoXei0-00504-00103135-00103302 that noticed the way ethan and grayson
eUmhEMoXei0-00505-00103303-00103534 walked off together speculation and sly
eUmhEMoXei0-00506-00103535-00103766 grins started to spread over the potato
eUmhEMoXei0-00507-00103767-00103990 salad and steamed crabs mother crawford
eUmhEMoXei0-00508-00103991-00104215 wagged a fork at her good ran lucy
eUmhEMoXei0-00509-00104216-00104423 wilson you asked me grace is gonna have
eUmhEMoXei0-00510-00104424-00104623 to put her foot down if she wants he's
eUmhEMoXei0-00511-00104624-00104823 going to come up to stuff but that
eUmhEMoXei0-00512-00104824-00105007 baby's old enough for college never seen
eUmhEMoXei0-00513-00105008-00105295 a man move so slow he stopped full lucy
eUmhEMoXei0-00514-00105296-00105495 said lilly
eUmhEMoXei0-00515-00105496-00105710 not saying different just saying slow
eUmhEMoXei0-00516-00105711-00105983 seeing them moaning out over each other
eUmhEMoXei0-00517-00105983-00106175 since before the boy got his own work
eUmhEMoXei0-00518-00106176-00106399 boat has to be nearly ten years past
eUmhEMoXei0-00519-00106400-00106558 stella and i bless her soul and
eUmhEMoXei0-00520-00106559-00106751 conversations over at time low too
eUmhEMoXei0-00521-00106752-00106975 lucy's had over her fruit salad not just
eUmhEMoXei0-00522-00106976-00107190 because she was watching her calories
eUmhEMoXei0-00523-00107191-00107415 telling your boys inside out that she
eUmhEMoXei0-00524-00107416-00107623 did i say to her one day stella your
eUmhEMoXei0-00525-00107624-00107766 ethan's got
eUmhEMoXei0-00526-00107767-00107975 cow's eyes for that young monroe girl
eUmhEMoXei0-00527-00107976-00108143 and she left
eUmhEMoXei0-00528-00108144-00108334 and she laughed said
eUmhEMoXei0-00529-00108335-00108551 how he had himself hard case of puppy
eUmhEMoXei0-00530-00108552-00108734 love but that sometimes it was best way
eUmhEMoXei0-00531-00108735-00108919 to start the real thing never configured
eUmhEMoXei0-00532-00108920-00109127 why he didn't step forward before grace
eUmhEMoXei0-00533-00109128-00109254 got herself hanging up with that jack
eUmhEMoXei0-00534-00109255-00109478 casey never did like that man
eUmhEMoXei0-00535-00109479-00109743 it wasn't my bad sword this week look
eUmhEMoXei0-00536-00109744-00109910 there mother at least he said low in her
eUmhEMoXei0-00537-00109911-00110110 voice like a conspirator she nodded some
eUmhEMoXei0-00538-00110111-00110254 grace as they walked back around the
eUmhEMoXei0-00539-00110255-00110439 side of the house handsome the baby's
eUmhEMoXei0-00540-00110440-00110631 sleeping on her shoulder
eUmhEMoXei0-00541-00110632-00110847 nothing we bought that one mother wiggle
eUmhEMoXei0-00542-00110848-00111039 boy i'll similar another friend i still
eUmhEMoXei0-00543-00111040-00111319 can be fine thing in bed can't lucy
eUmhEMoXei0-00544-00111320-00111558 he can't mother that he can't personally
eUmhEMoXei0-00545-00111559-00111743 not aware of the speculation buzzing
eUmhEMoXei0-00546-00111744-00111839 around
eUmhEMoXei0-00547-00111840-00112023 about a quiet walk around the house on a
eUmhEMoXei0-00548-00112024-00112199 hot summer afternoon they stopped to
eUmhEMoXei0-00549-00112200-00112407 pour some iced tea before she
eUmhEMoXei0-00550-00112408-00112583 half built the first glass her mother
eUmhEMoXei0-00551-00112583-00112919 was bustling over beaming smiles
eUmhEMoXei0-00552-00112920-00113127 oh let me hold that precious girl
eUmhEMoXei0-00553-00113128-00113310 nothing that's so soothing as sitting
eUmhEMoXei0-00554-00113311-00113495 with a sleeping baby she slipped aubry
eUmhEMoXei0-00555-00113496-00113671 out of reason's arms while she talked
eUmhEMoXei0-00556-00113672-00113886 we're slow and quiet it'll give me a
eUmhEMoXei0-00557-00113888-00114078 fine excuse to set the shade around be
eUmhEMoXei0-00558-00114079-00114263 quiet i swear nancy claymont's been
eUmhEMoXei0-00559-00114264-00114454 talking both my ears off
eUmhEMoXei0-00560-00114455-00114623 you young people should be off enjoying
eUmhEMoXei0-00561-00114624-00114895 yourself i was gonna lay her down grace
eUmhEMoXei0-00562-00114896-00115110 get her mother but her mother just waved
eUmhEMoXei0-00563-00115111-00115302 it out no need no need i don't get
eUmhEMoXei0-00564-00115303-00115447 nearly enough chances to hold her when
eUmhEMoXei0-00565-00115448-00115671 she's still come on finish a walk to get
eUmhEMoXei0-00566-00115672-00115854 out of the sun though it's brutal that's
eUmhEMoXei0-00567-00115855-00116078 a good idea eat some useless carol hold
eUmhEMoXei0-00568-00116079-00116286 off queue into the sleepy armory a
eUmhEMoXei0-00569-00116288-00116439 little shade and a little cry wouldn't
eUmhEMoXei0-00570-00116440-00116695 hurt well all right but i've only got
eUmhEMoXei0-00571-00116696-00116943 another hour so before i have to leave
eUmhEMoXei0-00572-00116944-00117078 you've been tucking her gently toward
eUmhEMoXei0-00573-00117079-00117239 the trees thinking that he could find a
eUmhEMoXei0-00574-00117240-00117447 sheltered spot private spot and kiss her
eUmhEMoXei0-00575-00117448-00117775 again stop to the bird birds and found
eUmhEMoXei0-00576-00117776-00117958 for what
eUmhEMoXei0-00577-00117959-00118166 for work i'm moaning at the pub tonight
eUmhEMoXei0-00578-00118167-00118343 cause you're not off
eUmhEMoXei0-00579-00118344-00118558 it was that is it usually is but i'm
eUmhEMoXei0-00580-00118559-00118751 putting on some more hours you work too
eUmhEMoXei0-00581-00118752-00119054 many hours already she smiled distracted
eUmhEMoXei0-00582-00119055-00119295 and relieved when the shade she walked
eUmhEMoXei0-00583-00119296-00119486 into cutting since he didn't have it's
eUmhEMoXei0-00584-00119488-00119686 just a few more charlie was good about
eUmhEMoXei0-00585-00119688-00119895 helping me out so i can make up what i
eUmhEMoXei0-00586-00119896-00120151 have to pay for the car oh this is nice
eUmhEMoXei0-00587-00120152-00120302 see closer eyes breathe deeper than
eUmhEMoXei0-00588-00120303-00120486 moisture and i said you and your
eUmhEMoXei0-00589-00120488-00120702 brothers were going to play later i'll
eUmhEMoXei0-00590-00120703-00120958 be sorry to miss that grace i told you
eUmhEMoXei0-00591-00120959-00121183 if money was probably not help you out
eUmhEMoXei0-00592-00121183-00121366 joe pronouncing it i don't need you to
eUmhEMoXei0-00593-00121367-00121671 help me out he said i know how to work
eUmhEMoXei0-00594-00121672-00121910 yeah you know how his name near all you
eUmhEMoXei0-00595-00121911-00122207 do you pace away from her face back is
eUmhEMoXei0-00596-00122208-00122543 trying to shake off what was being right
eUmhEMoXei0-00597-00122544-00122799 i hate you working down there
eUmhEMoXei0-00598-00122800-00122975 response difference you can't feel a
eUmhEMoXei0-00599-00122976-00123175 good warning straight very very
eUmhEMoXei0-00600-00123176-00123351 perfectly i don't want to fight with you
eUmhEMoXei0-00601-00123352-00123583 about that again it's a good job
eUmhEMoXei0-00602-00123583-00123783 honest work i'm not fighting with you
eUmhEMoXei0-00603-00123783-00124054 i'm saying it stopped order
eUmhEMoXei0-00604-00124055-00124271 swirling timber in his eyes surprising
eUmhEMoXei0-00605-00124272-00124439 enough that she backed up against the
eUmhEMoXei0-00606-00124440-00124583 tree
eUmhEMoXei0-00607-00124583-00124775 i've heard you say it before she said
eUmhEMoXei0-00608-00124776-00124983 evenly and it doesn't change the facts i
eUmhEMoXei0-00609-00124983-00125127 worked there and i'm going to go on
eUmhEMoXei0-00610-00125128-00125271 working there
eUmhEMoXei0-00611-00125272-00125495 you need looking after escaped and wrong
eUmhEMoXei0-00612-00125496-00125727 that he couldn't be the one to do it i
eUmhEMoXei0-00613-00125728-00125999 don't well she didn't they were already
eUmhEMoXei0-00614-00126000-00126223 tied somebody's
eUmhEMoXei0-00615-00126224-00126375 changeable green eyes and now she was
eUmhEMoXei0-00616-00126376-00126510 telling him she'd be carrying trays
eUmhEMoXei0-00617-00126511-00126678 until two in the morning did you pay
eUmhEMoXei0-00618-00126679-00126839 dave for the car yet
eUmhEMoXei0-00619-00126840-00127095 half it was humiliating he was good
eUmhEMoXei0-00620-00127096-00127254 enough to give me until next month to
eUmhEMoXei0-00621-00127255-00127478 pay him the rest you won't pay him that
eUmhEMoXei0-00622-00127479-00127663 at least was something he could do would
eUmhEMoXei0-00623-00127664-00127839 do bikers i will
eUmhEMoXei0-00624-00127840-00128039 she forgot about humiliation machine
eUmhEMoXei0-00625-00128040-00128166 came up
eUmhEMoXei0-00626-00128167-00128390 chen came up sharp and fastest boy you
eUmhEMoXei0-00627-00128391-00128599 will not another time he would have
eUmhEMoXei0-00628-00128600-00128847 persuaded closure or simply done the
eUmhEMoXei0-00629-00128848-00129086 deed on the quiet something was bubbling
eUmhEMoXei0-00630-00129088-00129319 up in him something that had been there
eUmhEMoXei0-00631-00129320-00129502 simmering since he turned that morning
eUmhEMoXei0-00632-00129503-00129702 and seen her wouldn't let him think only
eUmhEMoXei0-00633-00129703-00129886 feeling act with his eyes on her you
eUmhEMoXei0-00634-00129888-00130214 slip the hand up over to be quiet i'm
eUmhEMoXei0-00635-00130215-00130383 not a child ethan you again i'm not
eUmhEMoXei0-00636-00130383-00130599 thinking about you like a child
eUmhEMoXei0-00637-00130600-00130807 her eyes were bright and sharp
eUmhEMoXei0-00638-00130808-00130999 they were eating that something that was
eUmhEMoXei0-00639-00131000-00131247 inside him to a boil i've stopped being
eUmhEMoXei0-00640-00131248-00131454 able to do that and i can't go back to
eUmhEMoXei0-00641-00131455-00131543 it
eUmhEMoXei0-00642-00131544-00131743 do what i want this time she didn't know
eUmhEMoXei0-00643-00131744-00131999 what when her breath had started to back
eUmhEMoXei0-00644-00132000-00132247 up or her skin shimmer didn't believe
eUmhEMoXei0-00645-00132248-00132447 she felt the rough bark of the tree bite
eUmhEMoXei0-00646-00132448-00132671 into her hands she pressed them against
eUmhEMoXei0-00647-00132672-00132854 it she didn't think he was talking about
eUmhEMoXei0-00648-00132855-00133023 her accepting a few hundred dollars for
eUmhEMoXei0-00649-00133024-00133214 a card
eUmhEMoXei0-00650-00133215-00133390 his other hand was on her breasts he
eUmhEMoXei0-00651-00133391-00133566 hadn't meant to put it there but it
eUmhEMoXei0-00652-00133567-00133759 covered her and his fingers began to
eUmhEMoXei0-00653-00133760-00134063 flex indeed her shirt was still damp
eUmhEMoXei0-00654-00134064-00134214 just a little damp
eUmhEMoXei0-00655-00134215-00134414 you can feel her skin go hotter do what
eUmhEMoXei0-00656-00134415-00134702 i wanted this time he repeated
eUmhEMoXei0-00657-00134703-00134943 her eyes were huge he was falling into
eUmhEMoXei0-00658-00134944-00135127 them drowning in them her heart was
eUmhEMoXei0-00659-00135128-00135351 pounding against his hand as if he held
eUmhEMoXei0-00660-00135352-00135575 it beating at his palm his mouth cursed
eUmhEMoXei0-00661-00135576-00135759 down on hers was a violent dread that he
eUmhEMoXei0-00662-00135760-00135878 was
eUmhEMoXei0-00663-00135879-00136111 he was for once helpless to stem he
eUmhEMoXei0-00664-00136112-00136278 heard a shot crying muffled against his
eUmhEMoXei0-00665-00136279-00136471 dissonant mouth and it only thrilled him
eUmhEMoXei0-00666-00136472-00136654 darkly the heat swarmed from him
eUmhEMoXei0-00667-00136655-00136887 stunning her his teeth nipped roughly in
eUmhEMoXei0-00668-00136888-00137014 her lip
eUmhEMoXei0-00669-00137015-00137199 making her gasp opening herself to the
eUmhEMoXei0-00670-00137200-00137390 swift and skillful invasion of his
eUmhEMoXei0-00671-00137391-00137535 tongue
eUmhEMoXei0-00672-00137536-00137751 sensations flew too quickly to separate
eUmhEMoXei0-00673-00137752-00137975 one from the other but all were dark and
eUmhEMoXei0-00674-00137976-00138151 keen and compelling his hands were
eUmhEMoXei0-00675-00138152-00138407 everywhere tucking up her shirt claiming
eUmhEMoXei0-00676-00138408-00138599 her brush scraping those delicious rough
eUmhEMoXei0-00677-00138600-00138895 palms over she felt him quiver grip his
eUmhEMoXei0-00678-00138896-00139223 shoulders to bounce them both
eUmhEMoXei0-00679-00139224-00139423 she
eUmhEMoXei0-00680-00139424-00139614 then he was shanking on had her shorts
eUmhEMoXei0-00681-00139615-00139863 no part of her mind drew back in shock
eUmhEMoXei0-00682-00139864-00140063 all blood screamed couldn't mean to take
eUmhEMoXei0-00683-00140064-00140287 her here like this all the yards away
eUmhEMoXei0-00684-00140288-00140463 from where people sat and children
eUmhEMoXei0-00685-00140464-00140695 played another part of her sibling moan
eUmhEMoXei0-00686-00140696-00140959 and shocked excitement and whispered yes
eUmhEMoXei0-00687-00140960-00141271 here now like this exactly like this
eUmhEMoXei0-00688-00141272-00141447 when they drove into her scream would
eUmhEMoXei0-00689-00141448-00141583 have carried
eUmhEMoXei0-00690-00141584-00141807 some of both but it was swallowed by his
eUmhEMoXei0-00691-00141808-00141999 mouth lost in his ragged breasts he
eUmhEMoXei0-00692-00142000-00142254 thrust hard fast deep his body surging
eUmhEMoXei0-00693-00142255-00142454 into hers his hands biting into her
eUmhEMoXei0-00694-00142455-00142695 tight round bottom as he plunged his
eUmhEMoXei0-00695-00142696-00142895 mind was whipped clean of everything but
eUmhEMoXei0-00696-00142896-00143102 this one desperate need which came
eUmhEMoXei0-00697-00143103-00143431 exploding over him around him in him his
eUmhEMoXei0-00698-00143432-00143695 throat was dark and primal coated his
eUmhEMoXei0-00699-00143696-00143943 skin was sweat his own climax had claws
eUmhEMoXei0-00700-00143944-00144183 hot tipped razor sharp it ripped through
eUmhEMoXei0-00701-00144184-00144487 him brutally so that his vision went red
eUmhEMoXei0-00702-00144488-00144639 even when it cleared he continued to
eUmhEMoXei0-00703-00144640-00144839 shudder to pant gradually he became
eUmhEMoXei0-00704-00144840-00145071 aware of what was he heard the wild
eUmhEMoXei0-00705-00145072-00145263 drumming of a woodpecker deeper in the
eUmhEMoXei0-00706-00145264-00145471 woods to tickle laughter from behind
eUmhEMoXei0-00707-00145472-00145695 beyond the trees and grace's sobbing
eUmhEMoXei0-00708-00145696-00145887 breasts about the breeze cool on the
eUmhEMoXei0-00709-00145888-00146143 skin and he trembled any trim and her
eUmhEMoXei0-00710-00146144-00146478 tremble oh my god god damn it his curse
eUmhEMoXei0-00711-00146479-00146766 was quite ambitious
eUmhEMoXei0-00712-00146767-00147102 ethan she had known
eUmhEMoXei0-00713-00147103-00147311 would never have believed anyone who had
eUmhEMoXei0-00714-00147312-00147583 such a need inside him for her
eUmhEMoXei0-00715-00147584-00147719 said again and would have lifted her
eUmhEMoXei0-00716-00147720-00147902 weak arms around him if he hadn't
eUmhEMoXei0-00717-00147903-00148166 stepped back i'm sorry i
eUmhEMoXei0-00718-00148167-00148343 there weren't words that's what he could
eUmhEMoXei0-00719-00148344-00148526 say would write what
eUmhEMoXei0-00720-00148527-00148702 would be enough he been slipping their
eUmhEMoXei0-00721-00148703-00148902 shorts back up fasten them with the same
eUmhEMoXei0-00722-00148903-00149151 deliberate carry strainer shirt i can't
eUmhEMoXei0-00723-00149152-00149407 offer you an excuse for that there isn't
eUmhEMoXei0-00724-00149408-00149671 any i don't want an excuse i don't ever
eUmhEMoXei0-00725-00149672-00150247 need one for what we do together ethan
eUmhEMoXei0-00726-00150248-00150478 i didn't give you a choice
eUmhEMoXei0-00727-00150479-00150654 you knew what it was not to have a
eUmhEMoXei0-00728-00150655-00150863 choice i've already made my choice i
eUmhEMoXei0-00729-00150864-00151111 love you looked at her then everything
eUmhEMoXei0-00730-00151112-00151295 that lived inside of him swirling into
eUmhEMoXei0-00731-00151296-00151519 his eyes her mouth was swollen where he
eUmhEMoXei0-00732-00151520-00151671 grabbed she stayed her eyes were
eUmhEMoXei0-00733-00151672-00151831 enormous her
eUmhEMoXei0-00734-00151832-00152087 body would carry his bruises from his
eUmhEMoXei0-00735-00152088-00152311 hands you deserve it better
eUmhEMoXei0-00736-00152312-00152543 i like to think i deserve you you made
eUmhEMoXei0-00737-00152544-00152647 me feel
eUmhEMoXei0-00738-00152648-00152919 desired that's not even the word she
eUmhEMoXei0-00739-00152920-00153159 pressed and they're still speeding heart
eUmhEMoXei0-00740-00153160-00153431 craved she realized craved and now i'm
eUmhEMoXei0-00741-00153432-00153526 sorry
eUmhEMoXei0-00742-00153527-00153759 her grace looked away from his
eUmhEMoXei0-00743-00153760-00153983 i'm sorry for any woman
eUmhEMoXei0-00744-00153984-00154190 who's never known what it is to be
eUmhEMoXei0-00745-00154191-00154511 craved i scared you for a minute
eUmhEMoXei0-00746-00154512-00154695 mortified blew out of breath damn it
eUmhEMoXei0-00747-00154696-00154887 ethan do i have to tell you that i liked
eUmhEMoXei0-00748-00154888-00155087 it i felt helpless and overpowered and
eUmhEMoXei0-00749-00155088-00155351 it was so exciting you lost control and
eUmhEMoXei0-00750-00155352-00155535 you have this incredible unshakable
eUmhEMoXei0-00751-00155536-00155759 control most of the time i like knowing
eUmhEMoXei0-00752-00155760-00155966 that something i did something i have
eUmhEMoXei0-00753-00155967-00156111 snapped it
eUmhEMoXei0-00754-00156112-00156223 pulled his hands right there you
eUmhEMoXei0-00755-00156224-00156478 confused me grace i don't mean to but i
eUmhEMoXei0-00756-00156479-00156623 don't think that's such a bad thing
eUmhEMoXei0-00757-00156624-00156935 either he said oh sorry set forward just
eUmhEMoXei0-00758-00156936-00157095 enough that he could smooth her tassel
eUmhEMoXei0-00759-00157096-00157311 hair and please maybe the trouble is
eUmhEMoXei0-00760-00157312-00157478 we've been thinking we know each other
eUmhEMoXei0-00761-00157479-00157599 so well
eUmhEMoXei0-00762-00157600-00157814 but we don't have all the pieces
eUmhEMoXei0-00763-00157815-00158054 picked up her hand studied it with this
eUmhEMoXei0-00764-00158055-00158247 thoughtful frown she loved and kissed
eUmhEMoXei0-00765-00158248-00158390 her fingers in a way that made her
eUmhEMoXei0-00766-00158391-00158535 lashes flutter
eUmhEMoXei0-00767-00158536-00158766 i don't ever want to hurt you in any way
eUmhEMoXei0-00768-00158767-00158975 that he had and he would he kept his
eUmhEMoXei0-00769-00158976-00159183 hand in hers as he walked her back
eUmhEMoXei0-00770-00159184-00159319 towards the sunlight
eUmhEMoXei0-00771-00159320-00159487 you have to tell her about those pieces
eUmhEMoXei0-00772-00159488-00159711 of himself soon so she would understand
eUmhEMoXei0-00773-00159712-00160087 why i couldn't give her more
eUmhEMoXei0-00774-00160088-00160476 end of chapter 14.
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eUXwHWDlaz0-00000-00000024-00000311 hello i'm minecraft steve
eUXwHWDlaz0-00001-00000312-00000719 i'm going to uh punch a a wooden tree
eUXwHWDlaz0-00002-00000720-00000943 made of wood and it's going to be wood
eUXwHWDlaz0-00003-00000944-00001070 and then i'm going to make a
eUXwHWDlaz0-00004-00001071-00001391 crafting bench and then i'm going to use
eUXwHWDlaz0-00005-00001392-00001543 that with the rest of the wood
eUXwHWDlaz0-00006-00001544-00001743 and the wooden pickaxe and then i'm
eUXwHWDlaz0-00007-00001744-00001991 going to use that to mine some stone
eUXwHWDlaz0-00008-00001992-00002367 and make a a stone pickaxe
eUXwHWDlaz0-00009-00002368-00002502 and then i'm going to use that to mine
eUXwHWDlaz0-00010-00002503-00002687 some iron and find some coal and make
eUXwHWDlaz0-00011-00002688-00002839 some torches
eUXwHWDlaz0-00012-00002840-00003142 and a furnace and
eUXwHWDlaz0-00013-00003143-00003438 i'm gonna make some iron and i'm going
eUXwHWDlaz0-00014-00003439-00003519 to use that
eUXwHWDlaz0-00015-00003520-00003822 to make an iron pickaxe and then
eUXwHWDlaz0-00016-00003823-00004286 i'm going to find diamonds at level 12
eUXwHWDlaz0-00017-00004287-00004422 and then i'm going to get diamond
eUXwHWDlaz0-00018-00004423-00004670 pickaxe i'm going to mine obsidian
eUXwHWDlaz0-00019-00004671-00004895 then i'm going to use that and flint and
eUXwHWDlaz0-00020-00004896-00004991 steel
eUXwHWDlaz0-00021-00004992-00005295 another portal and go to the nether
eUXwHWDlaz0-00022-00005296-00005551 and then i am going to go there and i'm
eUXwHWDlaz0-00023-00005552-00005711 going to kill
eUXwHWDlaz0-00024-00005712-00006143 with the skeletons and i am going to get
eUXwHWDlaz0-00025-00006144-00006351 blaze rods
eUXwHWDlaz0-00026-00006352-00006670 and i am going to use the blaze rods and
eUXwHWDlaz0-00027-00006672-00006839 go back to the surface
eUXwHWDlaz0-00028-00006840-00007055 and kill some endermen and then i'm
eUXwHWDlaz0-00029-00007056-00007295 going to make some ender pearls
eUXwHWDlaz0-00030-00007295-00007710 and then i'm going to the end
eUXwHWDlaz0-00031-00007711-00007983 and that is where i will find the end
eUXwHWDlaz0-00032-00007984-00008087 dragon
eUXwHWDlaz0-00033-00008088-00009039 and i will whack him with my sword
eUXwHWDlaz0-00034-00009040-00009824 i will beat the ender dragon
eUXMj5CkPtA-00000-00000000-00001120 [Music]
eUXMj5CkPtA-00001-00001121-00001612 hello thank you for coming today I'm
eUXMj5CkPtA-00002-00001613-00001777 going to share the story of how the team
eUXMj5CkPtA-00003-00001778-00002042 at betterment secretly swapped out the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00004-00002043-00002234 entire front end for several of our apps
eUXMj5CkPtA-00005-00002235-00002447 last year in order to launch our new
eUXMj5CkPtA-00006-00002448-00002840 brand identity my name is Chris LoPresto
eUXMj5CkPtA-00007-00002841-00003076 a lead front-end architecture at
eUXMj5CkPtA-00008-00003077-00003224 betterment and I love helping
eUXMj5CkPtA-00009-00003225-00003443 engineering and design teams find ways
eUXMj5CkPtA-00010-00003444-00003740 to work better together I play some non
eUXMj5CkPtA-00011-00003740-00004013 computer keyboards and you can find me
eUXMj5CkPtA-00012-00004014-00004450 at Chris LoPresto on github or Twitter
eUXMj5CkPtA-00013-00004451-00004706 the last year betterments spent six
eUXMj5CkPtA-00014-00004707-00004967 months creating a new brand identity
eUXMj5CkPtA-00015-00004968-00005234 this meant reimagining the company's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00016-00005235-00005558 mission statement photography style logo
eUXMj5CkPtA-00017-00005559-00005831 color palette the entire user interface
eUXMj5CkPtA-00018-00005832-00006083 of our web and mobile apps online
eUXMj5CkPtA-00019-00006084-00006331 calculators emails everything had to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00020-00006332-00006725 change so from start to launch the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00021-00006726-00007088 entire project took six months it was
eUXMj5CkPtA-00022-00007089-00007309 the last two months stretch when we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00023-00007311-00007549 built everything now this is an
eUXMj5CkPtA-00024-00007550-00007733 aggressive timeline we did it to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00025-00007734-00007991 ourselves the agency said expect at
eUXMj5CkPtA-00026-00007992-00008164 least 12 months for the brand exercise
eUXMj5CkPtA-00027-00008165-00008449 so we said how about half how about half
eUXMj5CkPtA-00028-00008450-00008621 that we could aim for a better image
eUXMj5CkPtA-00029-00008622-00008746 birthday it'll be at the end of May
eUXMj5CkPtA-00030-00008747-00008966 that'll be great they'll be after tax
eUXMj5CkPtA-00031-00008967-00009128 season so no one will freak out if their
eUXMj5CkPtA-00032-00009129-00009344 tax storm suddenly look different it'll
eUXMj5CkPtA-00033-00009345-00009535 be before the summer because nobody
eUXMj5CkPtA-00034-00009536-00009771 reads press releases from the beach
eUXMj5CkPtA-00035-00009772-00009995 where as it happens we delay it a little
eUXMj5CkPtA-00036-00009996-00010331 bit so in March this is what our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00037-00010332-00010738 homepage looked like but by May we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00038-00010739-00010978 wanted the snez it up new colors
eUXMj5CkPtA-00039-00010979-00011188 photography new content throughout all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00040-00011189-00011513 of veteran comm we wanted to apply this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00041-00011514-00011870 brand to our retail app so this is what
eUXMj5CkPtA-00042-00011871-00012076 our summary page looked like in March
eUXMj5CkPtA-00043-00012077-00012481 but May we wanted new navigation that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00044-00012482-00012706 new word mark in the top everything's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00045-00012707-00013082 tighter it is on a grid system now
eUXMj5CkPtA-00046-00013083-00013193 investing involves risk
eUXMj5CkPtA-00047-00013194-00013382 past performance knockdown
eUXMj5CkPtA-00048-00013383-00013706 tea future results but it does look like
eUXMj5CkPtA-00049-00013707-00013862 this user is about to have a really good
eUXMj5CkPtA-00050-00013863-00014357 two months so we got that going for us
eUXMj5CkPtA-00051-00014358-00014563 this is what our portfolio page looked
eUXMj5CkPtA-00052-00014565-00014762 like basically the project requirements
eUXMj5CkPtA-00053-00014763-00015056 were you see that over there ya can't
eUXMj5CkPtA-00054-00015057-00015383 look like that anymore so if this seems
eUXMj5CkPtA-00055-00015384-00015550 wildly impractical
eUXMj5CkPtA-00056-00015551-00015899 buckle up our mission was to redesign
eUXMj5CkPtA-00057-00015900-00016250 everything in eight weeks in secret we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00058-00016251-00016463 want this time to big reveal all of our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00059-00016464-00016703 apps change at once articles appear
eUXMj5CkPtA-00060-00016704-00016952 online and then we'll just bask in the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00061-00016953-00017327 beauty of our brand new brand then we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00062-00017328-00017522 thought well since we already have to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00063-00017523-00017690 touch everything anyway
eUXMj5CkPtA-00064-00017691-00017939 while we're in the neighborhood what
eUXMj5CkPtA-00065-00017940-00018464 have we made everything responsive you
eUXMj5CkPtA-00066-00018465-00018749 know it never waits the crisis so what
eUXMj5CkPtA-00067-00018750-00019304 are you talking about here oh so these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00068-00019305-00019514 designs were never gonna work at these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00069-00019515-00019832 small sizes it was going to take a lot
eUXMj5CkPtA-00070-00019833-00020110 of work to get from that to this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00071-00020111-00020522 reconstruct all our CSS all our HTML by
eUXMj5CkPtA-00072-00020523-00020960 May so you're probably thinking it's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00073-00020961-00021169 gonna be fine we'll just whip out our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00074-00021170-00021377 trusty feature flag framework design
eUXMj5CkPtA-00075-00021378-00021632 system and get to work so at this point
eUXMj5CkPtA-00076-00021633-00021847 it is helpful if you already have one of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00077-00021848-00022319 each which we do if you don't no worries
eUXMj5CkPtA-00078-00022320-00022454 hopefully this story piques your
eUXMj5CkPtA-00079-00022455-00022952 interest now big projects are risky in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00080-00022953-00023140 part because they change a lot of code
eUXMj5CkPtA-00081-00023141-00023372 one of the best ways to cope with this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00082-00023373-00023609 risk is by slicing your work up into
eUXMj5CkPtA-00083-00023610-00023774 tiny pieces and shipping them one at a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00084-00023775-00023797 time
eUXMj5CkPtA-00085-00023798-00024071 now this means shipping incomplete work
eUXMj5CkPtA-00086-00024072-00024203 well that's okay
eUXMj5CkPtA-00087-00024204-00024392 you wait until it's ready you hide it
eUXMj5CkPtA-00088-00024393-00024554 behind a feature flag and once it is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00089-00024555-00025013 ready flip a switch turn it off now a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00090-00025014-00025184 huge advantage of this approach is that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00091-00025185-00025340 you can solve problems one at a time
eUXMj5CkPtA-00092-00025341-00025574 when they pop up you can see what's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00093-00025575-00025702 working what's not change your mind
eUXMj5CkPtA-00094-00025704-00025844 about things and you're not jerking your
eUXMj5CkPtA-00095-00025845-00026077 users around as you figure all this out
eUXMj5CkPtA-00096-00026077-00026348 but a rebrand is so big it touches
eUXMj5CkPtA-00097-00026349-00026525 everything like how do you put
eUXMj5CkPtA-00098-00026526-00026755 everything behind a feature flag
eUXMj5CkPtA-00099-00026756-00027002 so at first we didn't know how but our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00100-00027002-00027182 engineering principles dictated that we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00101-00027183-00027511 had to find a way the only way to have a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00102-00027512-00027727 worry-free launch day was to not ship
eUXMj5CkPtA-00103-00027728-00028039 any code on that day instead we'd have
eUXMj5CkPtA-00104-00028040-00028189 to get to a point we were happy with
eUXMj5CkPtA-00105-00028190-00028570 flip the switch and turn it on the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00106-00028572-00028793 betterments feature flag framework it's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00107-00028794-00028960 called test track
eUXMj5CkPtA-00108-00028961-00029212 it follows visitors and users across
eUXMj5CkPtA-00109-00029213-00029452 devices we have clients for rails and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00110-00029453-00029660 JavaScript and all their mobile apps and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00111-00029661-00029801 we use it all the time to run
eUXMj5CkPtA-00112-00029802-00030095 experiments and dark deploy features if
eUXMj5CkPtA-00113-00030095-00030286 you don't yet use feature toggles in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00114-00030287-00030427 your workflow you should definitely
eUXMj5CkPtA-00115-00030428-00030623 consider it it'll change your life
eUXMj5CkPtA-00116-00030624-00030799 there's a few gems out there that make
eUXMj5CkPtA-00117-00030800-00030955 it really easy to go get going some
eUXMj5CkPtA-00118-00030956-00031358 really great services out there but
eUXMj5CkPtA-00119-00031358-00031583 slicing of work doesn't do much good if
eUXMj5CkPtA-00120-00031583-00031908 each slice ruins the last one which is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00121-00031909-00032530 often the case when CSS is involved so
eUXMj5CkPtA-00122-00032531-00032768 for this project especially we needed to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00123-00032769-00032936 assemble new interfaces on the fly
eUXMj5CkPtA-00124-00032937-00033236 across multiple apps see what worked see
eUXMj5CkPtA-00125-00033237-00033496 what didn't in the best way oh really
eUXMj5CkPtA-00126-00033497-00033770 the only way to do this efficiently and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00127-00033771-00033955 creatively is that the component
eUXMj5CkPtA-00128-00033956-00034171 oriented design system which would give
eUXMj5CkPtA-00129-00034172-00034535 us reusable components now better inch
eUXMj5CkPtA-00130-00034536-00034751 design system is called style closet
eUXMj5CkPtA-00131-00034752-00035065 lets us share patterns and components of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00132-00035066-00035233 voc betterments look and feel across all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00133-00035234-00035480 of our apps now if you don't have a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00134-00035481-00035758 design system don't worry we had to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00135-00035759-00035908 rewrite ours entirely as part of this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00136-00035909-00036202 project but the important thing to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00137-00036203-00036421 remember is that both test track and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00138-00036422-00036661 style closet were already integrated in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00139-00036662-00037114 all of our apps so otherwise no way that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00140-00037115-00037333 this eight-week project timeline would
eUXMj5CkPtA-00141-00037334-00037736 have been remotely possible investing in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00142-00037737-00037898 our systems over the years it put us in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00143-00037899-00038120 a good position such that what once
eUXMj5CkPtA-00144-00038121-00038279 would have been deemed wildly
eUXMj5CkPtA-00145-00038280-00038549 impractical actually became the basis of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00146-00038550-00038986 our project plan but we didn't know what
eUXMj5CkPtA-00147-00038987-00039149 that meant at the beginning of the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00148-00039150-00039389 project we were just wondering how in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00149-00039390-00039577 the world are we going to do this like
eUXMj5CkPtA-00150-00039578-00039743 forget Gantt charts and press releases
eUXMj5CkPtA-00151-00039744-00040033 we just need a halfway believable way to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00152-00040034-00040139 get this out the door
eUXMj5CkPtA-00153-00040140-00040435 how can we get from here to there at all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00154-00040436-00040852 to which the engineer say I don't know
eUXMj5CkPtA-00155-00040853-00041225 but also spike just do something it
eUXMj5CkPtA-00156-00041226-00041387 doesn't matter if your prototype is dumb
eUXMj5CkPtA-00157-00041388-00041798 long as it's concretely dumb which is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00158-00041799-00042005 why I like to ask myself what's the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00159-00042006-00042190 dumbest thing that could possibly work
eUXMj5CkPtA-00160-00042191-00042643 well here we go
eUXMj5CkPtA-00161-00042644-00042887 we already ship a design system into
eUXMj5CkPtA-00162-00042888-00043205 each app so I thought what if we create
eUXMj5CkPtA-00163-00043206-00043400 a rebranded version of the design system
eUXMj5CkPtA-00164-00043401-00043664 then each app already has a sass
eUXMj5CkPtA-00165-00043665-00043937 manifest what if we made a second one
eUXMj5CkPtA-00166-00043938-00044162 they used the rebranded system behind a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00167-00044163-00044588 feature flag and then finally we know
eUXMj5CkPtA-00168-00044589-00044744 that the new responsive designs need
eUXMj5CkPtA-00169-00044745-00045020 different markup so what if we had some
eUXMj5CkPtA-00170-00045021-00045167 view logic that understands the feature
eUXMj5CkPtA-00171-00045168-00045335 flag and knows how to keep our world
eUXMj5CkPtA-00172-00045336-00045476 separate the stuff that's in production
eUXMj5CkPtA-00173-00045477-00045890 and all the new rebrand stuff it seems
eUXMj5CkPtA-00174-00045891-00046363 reasonable enough so we got to work I
eUXMj5CkPtA-00175-00046364-00046571 spent about one minute writing the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00176-00046572-00046862 beautiful rebrand CSS that you see here
eUXMj5CkPtA-00177-00046863-00047054 I wanted something garish so I figured
eUXMj5CkPtA-00178-00047055-00047372 you know white on blue ought to do and I
eUXMj5CkPtA-00179-00047373-00047495 wrote some JavaScript to toggle these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00180-00047496-00047714 styles on in our design system doc site
eUXMj5CkPtA-00181-00047715-00047939 so with the old Styles the typography
eUXMj5CkPtA-00182-00047940-00048280 demo looked like this but with the new
eUXMj5CkPtA-00183-00048281-00048554 vastly improved Styles it looked like
eUXMj5CkPtA-00184-00048555-00048827 this and so it was at this point I'm you
eUXMj5CkPtA-00185-00048828-00049061 totally nailed it right so at this point
eUXMj5CkPtA-00186-00049062-00049259 I started going up to designers one by
eUXMj5CkPtA-00187-00049260-00049478 one telling him I had started the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00188-00049479-00049622 rebrand project so they'd get really
eUXMj5CkPtA-00189-00049623-00049808 excited then asked to see it and then I
eUXMj5CkPtA-00190-00049809-00050201 would show them this and it looks on
eUXMj5CkPtA-00191-00050202-00050590 their faces varied but we had what we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00192-00050591-00050750 needed we had a way to do new style
eUXMj5CkPtA-00193-00050751-00050960 stuff without messing up our old style
eUXMj5CkPtA-00194-00050961-00051257 stuff and we shipped this to production
eUXMj5CkPtA-00195-00051258-00051464 we actually cut a minor version release
eUXMj5CkPtA-00196-00051465-00051794 of style closet and I met the next step
eUXMj5CkPtA-00197-00051795-00051991 was to try to get this dumb stuff into
eUXMj5CkPtA-00198-00051992-00052511 an app behind the feature flag so the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00199-00052512-00052757 upgraded retail to the latest version of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00200-00052758-00052997 style closet made a new rebrand sass
eUXMj5CkPtA-00201-00052998-00053240 manifest that pulled in the rebranded
eUXMj5CkPtA-00202-00053241-00053504 system and this is what
eUXMj5CkPtA-00203-00053504-00053644 we wanted to put behind our feature flag
eUXMj5CkPtA-00204-00053645-00053987 so in our application layout we added
eUXMj5CkPtA-00205-00053988-00054367 logic to use the new stylesheet if this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00206-00054369-00054596 test track feature flag rebrand enabled
eUXMj5CkPtA-00207-00054597-00054929 was on now in public no one's gonna see
eUXMj5CkPtA-00208-00054929-00055073 this nonsense this feature flag is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00209-00055074-00055351 initially off for all of the users but
eUXMj5CkPtA-00210-00055352-00055541 engineers working on the project or
eUXMj5CkPtA-00211-00055541-00055796 anyone else keeping tabs can use our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00212-00055797-00056038 test track Chrome extension to flip
eUXMj5CkPtA-00213-00056039-00056404 rebrand enabled to true and get the new
eUXMj5CkPtA-00214-00056405-00056782 styles and we shipped this to production
eUXMj5CkPtA-00215-00056783-00057116 on day 1 of the project on launch day
eUXMj5CkPtA-00216-00057116-00057311 all we had to do was log in to our test
eUXMj5CkPtA-00217-00057312-00057631 track admin site and flip this rebrand
eUXMj5CkPtA-00218-00057632-00057931 enabled flag to true for everybody to go
eUXMj5CkPtA-00219-00057932-00058250 live with the new brand now our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00220-00058251-00058441 designers being a serious bunch already
eUXMj5CkPtA-00221-00058442-00058661 made me make my colors mildly less
eUXMj5CkPtA-00222-00058662-00058981 ridiculous but things are holding
eUXMj5CkPtA-00223-00058982-00059281 together so far so for our last
eUXMj5CkPtA-00224-00059282-00059575 trailblazing trick we're gonna juggle
eUXMj5CkPtA-00225-00059576-00059955 old and new markup at the same time I
eUXMj5CkPtA-00226-00059957-00060200 ported the CSS for a few of our cleaner
eUXMj5CkPtA-00227-00060201-00060488 more modern components the header and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00228-00060489-00060629 progress bar and footer that you see
eUXMj5CkPtA-00229-00060629-00060892 here they said about making the demo
eUXMj5CkPtA-00230-00060894-00061057 page work for both the old and new
eUXMj5CkPtA-00231-00061058-00061472 worlds that's when things started to get
eUXMj5CkPtA-00232-00061473-00061679 a little weird right away we have CSS
eUXMj5CkPtA-00233-00061679-00061844 selectors that reference color the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00234-00061845-00061997 colors had changed so we're already
eUXMj5CkPtA-00235-00061998-00062174 needed view logic for a pretty silly
eUXMj5CkPtA-00236-00062175-00062392 reason and there are much bigger markup
eUXMj5CkPtA-00237-00062394-00062585 changes coming I'm starting with this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00238-00062586-00063016 SVG logo and the grid system but getting
eUXMj5CkPtA-00239-00063017-00063181 hacky and hand wavy things are holding
eUXMj5CkPtA-00240-00063182-00063469 together pretty well so far so we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00241-00063470-00063832 decided to push ahead and see if this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00242-00063833-00064141 would work in a real-world situation and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00243-00064142-00064499 an hour later we had an answer it did
eUXMj5CkPtA-00244-00064500-00064949 not even on the simple pages I mean like
eUXMj5CkPtA-00245-00064950-00065261 most rails apps we used layouts to share
eUXMj5CkPtA-00246-00065262-00065534 page structure and partials to share
eUXMj5CkPtA-00247-00065535-00065813 chunks of markup so even a hack this far
eUXMj5CkPtA-00248-00065814-00066023 we needed a lot of logic in a lot of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00249-00066024-00066326 places and so far this was just a reskin
eUXMj5CkPtA-00250-00066327-00066476 the actual redesigns we're gonna
eUXMj5CkPtA-00251-00066477-00066749 rearrange all of this content so I found
eUXMj5CkPtA-00252-00066750-00066884 myself gazing at this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00253-00066885-00067367 ginormous SVG no longer so sure we'd be
eUXMj5CkPtA-00254-00067368-00067742 able to share one set of Marco let's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00255-00067743-00068143 recap we're onto the ship a rebranded
eUXMj5CkPtA-00256-00068144-00068537 design system and we did it lots of work
eUXMj5CkPtA-00257-00068538-00068755 to do but we're off to the races we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00258-00068756-00069023 wanted to use this new design system in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00259-00069024-00069329 our apps behind a feature flag then we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00260-00069330-00069965 did it oh you already do that but as for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00261-00069966-00070121 the view logic necessary to set up the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00262-00070122-00070562 new brand nope way too complicated not
eUXMj5CkPtA-00263-00070563-00070946 gonna work but the good news is we're
eUXMj5CkPtA-00264-00070947-00071212 transitioning out of that terrifying
eUXMj5CkPtA-00265-00071213-00071492 feeling at the start of a project when
eUXMj5CkPtA-00266-00071493-00071660 all we know is there's a bunch of things
eUXMj5CkPtA-00267-00071661-00071984 we don't know followed by a bunch of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00268-00071985-00072199 more things we don't know we don't know
eUXMj5CkPtA-00269-00072200-00072487 let's pile of unknowns is best faced
eUXMj5CkPtA-00270-00072488-00073005 head-on we strike out blazed a trail
eUXMj5CkPtA-00271-00073006-00073213 we'll make sure one way or another we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00272-00073214-00073385 can get from wherever we are to wherever
eUXMj5CkPtA-00273-00073386-00073937 we need to be so we have our Styles
eUXMj5CkPtA-00274-00073938-00074222 worked out but the tangled view logic
eUXMj5CkPtA-00275-00074223-00074380 showed us that what we really need is a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00276-00074381-00074593 separate view layer for this feature
eUXMj5CkPtA-00277-00074594-00074828 flag because all of our problems will go
eUXMj5CkPtA-00278-00074829-00075062 away if we can just add rebranded
eUXMj5CkPtA-00279-00075063-00075355 versions of views without touching the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00280-00075356-00075485 existing ones and have a bit of logic
eUXMj5CkPtA-00281-00075486-00075726 that just determines which one to show
eUXMj5CkPtA-00282-00075727-00076103 now this is a specific requirement for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00283-00076104-00076300 its rails has a pretty great answer
eUXMj5CkPtA-00284-00076301-00076863 built right in action pack of variants
eUXMj5CkPtA-00285-00076864-00077131 so whether you realize it or not like
eUXMj5CkPtA-00286-00077132-00077285 we're all familiar with the rails
eUXMj5CkPtA-00287-00077286-00077498 template resolver when a controller is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00288-00077499-00077597 rendering a request
eUXMj5CkPtA-00289-00077598-00077774 it's the resolver that knows where to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00290-00077775-00078007 find the right view on the file system
eUXMj5CkPtA-00291-00078008-00078307 so that's controller path slash show dot
eUXMj5CkPtA-00292-00078308-00078767 HTML the RB what I didn't know was that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00293-00078768-00079055 after that HTML format the resolver
eUXMj5CkPtA-00294-00079056-00079253 checks for an optional variant that you
eUXMj5CkPtA-00295-00079254-00079646 can define so let's say that you have a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00296-00079647-00079876 website that serves colorful high-res
eUXMj5CkPtA-00297-00079877-00080217 pictures of robots
eUXMj5CkPtA-00298-00080218-00080442 but you're looking at your logs one day
eUXMj5CkPtA-00299-00080443-00080607 and suddenly realize that you have a lot
eUXMj5CkPtA-00300-00080608-00080874 of traffic from experimental Kindle
eUXMj5CkPtA-00301-00080875-00081265 browsers that can't see color so you
eUXMj5CkPtA-00302-00081266-00081438 decide to optimize the images for their
eUXMj5CkPtA-00303-00081439-00081810 black and white existence oh man here we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00304-00081811-00082173 go so the controller can do a browser
eUXMj5CkPtA-00305-00082174-00082374 check and say hey there's a Kindle
eUXMj5CkPtA-00306-00082375-00082710 making this request I'm gonna set
eUXMj5CkPtA-00307-00082711-00082994 request dot variant equals Kindle and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00308-00082995-00083217 that'll make the resolver first look for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00309-00083218-00083479 a Kindle template if it doesn't find it
eUXMj5CkPtA-00310-00083480-00083793 it will fall back to the plain HTML er B
eUXMj5CkPtA-00311-00083794-00083971 it's been serving the rest of us all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00312-00083972-00084324 along this is built right into rails so
eUXMj5CkPtA-00313-00084325-00084630 luckily when I said out loud what we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00314-00084631-00084876 really need is a separate view layer for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00315-00084877-00085157 this feature flag the coworker mine
eUXMj5CkPtA-00316-00085158-00085374 matter-of-factly replied well
eUXMj5CkPtA-00317-00085375-00085836 Whitney's a variant all we had to do is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00318-00085837-00086013 move this rebrand enable check from our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00319-00086014-00086193 application controller our application
eUXMj5CkPtA-00320-00086194-00086373 layout into our application controller
eUXMj5CkPtA-00321-00086374-00086607 it's a few lines of code and we were in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00322-00086608-00086898 business we realized we wouldn't have to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00323-00086899-00087051 make changes to the existing views for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00324-00087052-00087291 the entire project then even better we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00325-00087292-00087436 could just delete them after he launched
eUXMj5CkPtA-00326-00087437-00087729 their replacements we were excited it
eUXMj5CkPtA-00327-00087730-00087879 was additive and therefore completely
eUXMj5CkPtA-00328-00087880-00088188 safe to just make new rebranded versions
eUXMj5CkPtA-00329-00088189-00088431 of everything we couldn't break anything
eUXMj5CkPtA-00330-00088432-00088931 even if we tried well challenge accepted
eUXMj5CkPtA-00331-00088932-00089382 obviously we could obviously we did but
eUXMj5CkPtA-00332-00089383-00089616 our bugs ended up being real bugs
eUXMj5CkPtA-00333-00089617-00089896 pertaining to real features not project
eUXMj5CkPtA-00334-00089897-00090421 config gotchas so our focus shifted to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00335-00090422-00090873 all the stuff that needed changing we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00336-00090874-00091084 audited our design system all of our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00337-00091085-00091285 apps came up with a long list of pages
eUXMj5CkPtA-00338-00091286-00091548 and components that needed to either be
eUXMj5CkPtA-00339-00091549-00091915 reworked or rebuilt entirely as we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00340-00091916-00092028 thought about how long it would I'll
eUXMj5CkPtA-00341-00092029-00092265 take something had to give
eUXMj5CkPtA-00342-00092266-00092691 it's a style closet began life as a wait
eUXMj5CkPtA-00343-00092692-00092982 to share pattern to cross our apps but
eUXMj5CkPtA-00344-00092983-00093063 it was tough going
eUXMj5CkPtA-00345-00093064-00093261 the apps weren't built with this system
eUXMj5CkPtA-00346-00093262-00093493 in mind our components never
eUXMj5CkPtA-00347-00093494-00093655 just works when you drop them in there's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00348-00093656-00093862 always a fight perhaps all had these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00349-00093863-00094297 complicated CSS code bases that few
eUXMj5CkPtA-00350-00094298-00094543 braved even fewer loved I actually
eUXMj5CkPtA-00351-00094544-00094771 included captain Sully Sullenberger on
eUXMj5CkPtA-00352-00094772-00094975 this slide to assure us it's gonna all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00353-00094976-00095431 be okay well the fact of the matter is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00354-00095432-00095638 as this peer reviewed totally factual
eUXMj5CkPtA-00355-00095639-00096157 study indicates CSS is hard it gets
eUXMj5CkPtA-00356-00096158-00096346 harder as the team grows it gets harder
eUXMj5CkPtA-00357-00096347-00096769 as the code base grows an hour old our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00358-00096770-00096919 old system suffered all of the usual
eUXMj5CkPtA-00359-00096920-00096991 pitfalls
eUXMj5CkPtA-00360-00096992-00097360 yes CSS is globally scoped he introduced
eUXMj5CkPtA-00361-00097361-00097726 a new thing something else breaks so
eUXMj5CkPtA-00362-00097727-00098005 we'd compensate by scoping our rules no
eUXMj5CkPtA-00363-00098006-00098175 more strictly and a show of strength
eUXMj5CkPtA-00364-00098176-00098392 that doesn't stop anyone else from
eUXMj5CkPtA-00365-00098393-00098596 making their change more important than
eUXMj5CkPtA-00366-00098597-00098977 your but then perhaps most insidious is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00367-00098978-00099280 that in reality you have to use these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00368-00099281-00099511 so-called reusable components that's
eUXMj5CkPtA-00369-00099512-00099786 your own risk
eUXMj5CkPtA-00370-00099787-00100068 now swapping out our entire view layer
eUXMj5CkPtA-00371-00100069-00100273 represented an opportunity to start
eUXMj5CkPtA-00372-00100274-00100543 fresh with the new CSS architecture and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00373-00100544-00100825 so we decided to rewrite our design
eUXMj5CkPtA-00374-00100826-00101215 system this isn't out of the blue we've
eUXMj5CkPtA-00375-00101216-00101350 been working towards this we had
eUXMj5CkPtA-00376-00101351-00101596 internal prototypes drew inspiration
eUXMj5CkPtA-00377-00101597-00101926 from all manner of open source projects
eUXMj5CkPtA-00378-00101927-00102307 and untold numbers of medium articles we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00379-00102308-00102424 were confident enough to make the leap
eUXMj5CkPtA-00380-00102425-00102558 because we felt we'd be able to move
eUXMj5CkPtA-00381-00102559-00102918 faster with the new system then continue
eUXMj5CkPtA-00382-00102919-00103279 to fight the old one so we put together
eUXMj5CkPtA-00383-00103280-00103932 a wishlist sensible defaults one at zero
eUXMj5CkPtA-00384-00103933-00104136 config for an app to get going with the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00385-00104138-00104559 system default element styles so that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00386-00104560-00104757 semantic markup automatically looked
eUXMj5CkPtA-00387-00104758-00105139 good we wanted cohesive systems for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00388-00105140-00105538 spacing typography grid breakpoints
eUXMj5CkPtA-00389-00105539-00105909 color as well as the ability to apply
eUXMj5CkPtA-00390-00105910-00106153 these system Styles consistently in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00391-00106154-00106386 either sass or with utility classes in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00392-00106388-00106858 our markup finally a suit CSS naming
eUXMj5CkPtA-00393-00106858-00107098 convention it's like BAM so that our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00394-00107099-00107320 components could defend against inward
eUXMj5CkPtA-00395-00107321-00108248 and outward bleed to achieve true reuse
eUXMj5CkPtA-00396-00108249-00108500 so let's dive in we built a lot we're
eUXMj5CkPtA-00397-00108501-00108908 gonna move through overly quickly we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00398-00108908-00109124 created an exponential spacing scale
eUXMj5CkPtA-00399-00109125-00109304 that increments they're all multiples of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00400-00109305-00109577 four used it to create spatial
eUXMj5CkPtA-00401-00109578-00109718 relationships within our components
eUXMj5CkPtA-00402-00109719-00109901 throughout all of our layouts every
eUXMj5CkPtA-00403-00109902-00110231 space you perceive so you could apply a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00404-00110232-00110536 padding using this SC spacing function
eUXMj5CkPtA-00405-00110538-00110789 which was using a unit tested SAS
eUXMj5CkPtA-00406-00110790-00111050 function if you were assembling page
eUXMj5CkPtA-00407-00111051-00111158 markup in an app
eUXMj5CkPtA-00408-00111158-00111338 we provided corresponding utility
eUXMj5CkPtA-00409-00111339-00111566 classes built with those same SAS
eUXMj5CkPtA-00410-00111567-00111818 functions so to apply the same padding
eUXMj5CkPtA-00411-00111819-00111971 you could use a utility class selector
eUXMj5CkPtA-00412-00111972-00112363 without needing to write CSS in the app
eUXMj5CkPtA-00413-00112364-00112592 we had a new color palette so he made a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00414-00112593-00112952 conventional naming scheme so we had
eUXMj5CkPtA-00415-00112953-00113195 functional access in SAS we created
eUXMj5CkPtA-00416-00113196-00113348 color and background color utility
eUXMj5CkPtA-00417-00113349-00113708 classes we had five primary colors for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00418-00113708-00113999 secondary variants of each and then for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00419-00114000-00114173 betterments complex data visualizations
eUXMj5CkPtA-00420-00114174-00114377 we created a gradient system or the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00421-00114378-00114521 hundred color stops for each primary
eUXMj5CkPtA-00422-00114522-00114938 color our previous responsive efforts
eUXMj5CkPtA-00423-00114939-00115183 used an ad hoc set of max width media
eUXMj5CkPtA-00424-00115184-00115415 queries so we took the opportunity to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00425-00115416-00115628 research and standardize on a much
eUXMj5CkPtA-00426-00115629-00115838 simpler set of min with media queries
eUXMj5CkPtA-00427-00115839-00116057 now constraining this breakpoint set
eUXMj5CkPtA-00428-00116058-00116255 allowed us to create responsive versions
eUXMj5CkPtA-00429-00116256-00116558 of each utility class so it's easy to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00430-00116558-00116744 specify a default padding and then
eUXMj5CkPtA-00431-00116745-00116975 loosen it for larger viewports and still
eUXMj5CkPtA-00432-00116976-00117140 not have to write additional CSS in the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00433-00117141-00117521 app we created a linear scale of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00434-00117522-00117758 typography sizes based on the spacing
eUXMj5CkPtA-00435-00117758-00117965 scale we had font size line height
eUXMj5CkPtA-00436-00117966-00118223 combinations optimized for our new font
eUXMj5CkPtA-00437-00118224-00118478 and then we'd adjust line Heights and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00438-00118479-00118877 some header font sizes responsibly in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00439-00118878-00119045 keeping with our goal for semantic
eUXMj5CkPtA-00440-00119046-00119300 markup looking good by default we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00441-00119301-00119509 created a vertical rhythm system applied
eUXMj5CkPtA-00442-00119510-00119741 as bottom margins to type of graphic
eUXMj5CkPtA-00443-00119742-00120026 elements again based on the spacing
eUXMj5CkPtA-00444-00120027-00120506 scale adjusted responsibly we built the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00445-00120507-00120716 12 column grid based on flexbox we had
eUXMj5CkPtA-00446-00120717-00120989 fixed width gutters based on the spacing
eUXMj5CkPtA-00447-00120990-00121380 scale adjusted responsively
eUXMj5CkPtA-00448-00121381-00121653 inspired by the Dropbox paper team we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00449-00121654-00121878 designed a new icon set in sketch on
eUXMj5CkPtA-00450-00121879-00122145 conventional art boards we wrote a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00451-00122146-00122355 script that uses sketch tool to export
eUXMj5CkPtA-00452-00122356-00122667 SVG files optimize them generate view
eUXMj5CkPtA-00453-00122668-00122834 partials and a corresponding rails
eUXMj5CkPtA-00454-00122835-00123102 helper so designers can now change or
eUXMj5CkPtA-00455-00123103-00123393 add icons by updating sketch and just
eUXMj5CkPtA-00456-00123394-00123705 opening a pull request engineers can pop
eUXMj5CkPtA-00457-00123706-00123939 them on a page using this SC icon helper
eUXMj5CkPtA-00458-00123940-00124149 and then we recently made this
eUXMj5CkPtA-00459-00124150-00124329 interactive icon builder in our design
eUXMj5CkPtA-00460-00124330-00124548 system Doc's site so that engineers can
eUXMj5CkPtA-00461-00124549-00124728 generate the EOB for the icon they're
eUXMj5CkPtA-00462-00124729-00125118 looking for we built all the traditional
eUXMj5CkPtA-00463-00125119-00125340 components design system classics like
eUXMj5CkPtA-00464-00125341-00125832 card and but but the first time though
eUXMj5CkPtA-00465-00125833-00126033 these components were truly reusable we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00466-00126033-00126147 could put them in anywhere and they
eUXMj5CkPtA-00467-00126148-00126369 would work thanks to our suit CSS naming
eUXMj5CkPtA-00468-00126370-00126630 conventions we could drop them in they'd
eUXMj5CkPtA-00469-00126631-00126930 all play nicely with each other but we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00470-00126931-00127083 also built layout components we've built
eUXMj5CkPtA-00471-00127083-00127353 a built-in content slots and these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00472-00127354-00127572 components served a dual purpose it made
eUXMj5CkPtA-00473-00127573-00127701 it easy for our teams to start building
eUXMj5CkPtA-00474-00127702-00127938 responsive pages so they did all the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00475-00127939-00128001 heavy lifting
eUXMj5CkPtA-00476-00128002-00128199 taking stacked content slides and then
eUXMj5CkPtA-00477-00128200-00128364 putting them on the grid at larger
eUXMj5CkPtA-00478-00128365-00128619 viewport sizes but they also served as
eUXMj5CkPtA-00479-00128620-00128783 examples for our teams for how to build
eUXMj5CkPtA-00480-00128784-00128955 these components with our new patterns
eUXMj5CkPtA-00481-00128956-00129417 and we built visualization tools so that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00482-00129418-00129594 you could see the underlying content
eUXMj5CkPtA-00483-00129595-00129888 slots and grid these are actually all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00484-00129889-00130119 browser screenshots of better mint.com
eUXMj5CkPtA-00485-00130120-00130332 visualized with our style closet chrome
eUXMj5CkPtA-00486-00130333-00130698 extension as we built each new piece we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00487-00130699-00130932 use the visualization tool to check our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00488-00130933-00131268 work so suffice it to say an
eUXMj5CkPtA-00489-00131269-00131541 action-packed productive few weeks with
eUXMj5CkPtA-00490-00131542-00131688 unprecedented levels of collaboration
eUXMj5CkPtA-00491-00131689-00132074 between our engineering and design teams
eUXMj5CkPtA-00492-00132075-00132273 for the first time we had designs
eUXMj5CkPtA-00493-00132274-00132501 expressed by a system built with the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00494-00132502-00132831 system and then as teams began to use
eUXMj5CkPtA-00495-00132832-00133140 the system we immediately noticed a step
eUXMj5CkPtA-00496-00133141-00133538 change in the pace of our UI development
eUXMj5CkPtA-00497-00133539-00133740 pages that used to take a day would
eUXMj5CkPtA-00498-00133741-00133902 spring to life in about an hour
eUXMj5CkPtA-00499-00133903-00134136 engineers ended their demo saying I
eUXMj5CkPtA-00500-00134137-00134577 didn't write any CSS and its responsive
eUXMj5CkPtA-00501-00134578-00134769 now I don't want to paint too rosy of a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00502-00134770-00134946 picture there was a learning curve there
eUXMj5CkPtA-00503-00134947-00135243 was a lot of work but at this point we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00504-00135244-00135387 knew he had made all the right strategic
eUXMj5CkPtA-00505-00135388-00135678 choices so the only remaining question
eUXMj5CkPtA-00506-00135679-00136113 was can we hit our deadline when can we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00507-00136114-00136308 launch the new brand to the world and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00508-00136309-00136455 return to our regularly scheduled
eUXMj5CkPtA-00509-00136456-00136905 programming now a fixed date and a fixed
eUXMj5CkPtA-00510-00136906-00137262 scope are not a winning combination we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00511-00137263-00137382 are stressed because we didn't seem to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00512-00137383-00137616 have a way to punt on anything like a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00513-00137617-00137730 brand isn't something you can turn
eUXMj5CkPtA-00514-00137731-00137952 partway on we needed all of our pages to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00515-00137953-00138255 be in on the action we had two levers we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00516-00138256-00138546 could pull the date or the scope we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00517-00138547-00138705 didn't want to shift the date and we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00518-00138706-00138888 didn't know how to shift the scope so
eUXMj5CkPtA-00519-00138889-00139266 you're stuck so maybe just to lift our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00520-00139267-00139458 spirits let me look at everything we'd
eUXMj5CkPtA-00521-00139459-00139758 already done we had used view variants
eUXMj5CkPtA-00522-00139759-00139899 to great effect we now had this secret
eUXMj5CkPtA-00523-00139900-00140076 rebrand mode that internal employees
eUXMj5CkPtA-00524-00140077-00140268 were testing behind the feature flag and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00525-00140269-00140532 then while reliving the insight that led
eUXMj5CkPtA-00526-00140533-00140804 to this we had this moment of clarity or
eUXMj5CkPtA-00527-00140805-00141135 deja vu or I don't know it may have been
eUXMj5CkPtA-00528-00141136-00141345 at media we just did the exact same
eUXMj5CkPtA-00529-00141346-00141678 thing again and made a lighter-weight
eUXMj5CkPtA-00530-00141679-00142107 reskin mode so with just a few tweaks to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00531-00142108-00142377 our variant logic we wired up a switch
eUXMj5CkPtA-00532-00142378-00142628 the teams could flip on to reskin a page
eUXMj5CkPtA-00533-00142629-00142896 so the single line of code you'd get a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00534-00142897-00143142 new variant which meant new colors new
eUXMj5CkPtA-00535-00143143-00143415 fonts and some breathing room because it
eUXMj5CkPtA-00536-00143416-00143529 wasn't gonna be the end of the world if
eUXMj5CkPtA-00537-00143530-00143829 a page or section wasn't quite done by
eUXMj5CkPtA-00538-00143830-00144030 the launch deadline we could get on
eUXMj5CkPtA-00539-00144031-00144213 brand enough in the meantime without
eUXMj5CkPtA-00540-00144214-00144366 having to completely solve every last
eUXMj5CkPtA-00541-00144367-00144534 technical problem and it yielded
eUXMj5CkPtA-00542-00144535-00144861 surprisingly good results we even chose
eUXMj5CkPtA-00543-00144862-00145100 to leave some of the deprecated systems
eUXMj5CkPtA-00544-00145101-00145338 reskin permanently into their ultimate
eUXMj5CkPtA-00545-00145339-00145589 demise and deletion from our code base
eUXMj5CkPtA-00546-00145590-00145863 but most importantly we had decoupled
eUXMj5CkPtA-00547-00145864-00146529 done from launched constraint really is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00548-00146530-00146772 a wonderful thing so we were debriefing
eUXMj5CkPtA-00549-00146773-00146928 after the launch and kind of pondering
eUXMj5CkPtA-00550-00146929-00147057 how we would have arrived at these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00551-00147058-00147279 results with their normal iterative
eUXMj5CkPtA-00552-00147280-00147483 processes and we're not sure that we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00553-00147484-00147698 would have we definitely not as
eUXMj5CkPtA-00554-00147699-00147950 creatively and efficiently
eUXMj5CkPtA-00555-00147951-00148260 we shipped more code full of better
eUXMj5CkPtA-00556-00148261-00148473 ideas more quickly than we thought
eUXMj5CkPtA-00557-00148474-00148761 possible and we eliminated far more debt
eUXMj5CkPtA-00558-00148762-00149301 than we created some of us well we were
eUXMj5CkPtA-00559-00149302-00149619 so relaxed when we're so okay not only
eUXMj5CkPtA-00560-00149620-00149787 did we hit our birthday launch date but
eUXMj5CkPtA-00561-00149788-00150021 we were so relaxed on that day if some
eUXMj5CkPtA-00562-00150022-00150183 of us may or may not have been sound
eUXMj5CkPtA-00563-00150184-00150309 asleep when we flipped to that feature
eUXMj5CkPtA-00564-00150310-00150687 flag on constraints improved our plan
eUXMj5CkPtA-00565-00150688-00151293 and improved our results quantifiably so
eUXMj5CkPtA-00566-00151294-00151494 there's many many reasons to be careful
eUXMj5CkPtA-00567-00151495-00151788 when intensifying effort around project
eUXMj5CkPtA-00568-00151789-00152028 deadlines by definition you're
eUXMj5CkPtA-00569-00152029-00152193 subverting the notion of sustainable
eUXMj5CkPtA-00570-00152194-00152445 development pace and it's a fantastic
eUXMj5CkPtA-00571-00152446-00152604 way to turn working software into buggy
eUXMj5CkPtA-00572-00152605-00152937 software so we analyze pull request
eUXMj5CkPtA-00573-00152938-00153201 steps during and after the project now
eUXMj5CkPtA-00574-00153202-00153324 because we're doubling down on the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00575-00153325-00153483 design system the style closet
eUXMj5CkPtA-00576-00153484-00153759 repository saw the most dramatic spike
eUXMj5CkPtA-00577-00153760-00154056 there's 247 pull requests now for
eUXMj5CkPtA-00578-00154057-00154281 perspective this represented 49 percent
eUXMj5CkPtA-00579-00154282-00154668 of style closet pull requests ever but
eUXMj5CkPtA-00580-00154669-00154833 that first half had been spread over two
eUXMj5CkPtA-00581-00154834-00155280 and a half years not 54 days we shipped
eUXMj5CkPtA-00582-00155281-00155568 44 releases of style closet which means
eUXMj5CkPtA-00583-00155569-00155946 we were releasing every workday then we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00584-00155947-00156108 launched and we're immediately back to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00585-00156109-00156330 normal so at the very least even
eUXMj5CkPtA-00586-00156331-00156534 accounting for recoil and recuperation
eUXMj5CkPtA-00587-00156535-00156750 there reflects a lack of panicky
eUXMj5CkPtA-00588-00156751-00157209 show-stopping bugs with veteran comm you
eUXMj5CkPtA-00589-00157210-00157395 kind of see a calm before the storm we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00590-00157396-00157536 knew all of the content was on its way
eUXMj5CkPtA-00591-00157537-00157755 out the door then you see this huge
eUXMj5CkPtA-00592-00157756-00157992 spike because we built an entire new
eUXMj5CkPtA-00593-00157993-00158199 WordPress theme with our new design
eUXMj5CkPtA-00594-00158200-00158400 system then we turned it on on launch
eUXMj5CkPtA-00595-00158401-00158792 day and again immediately back to normal
eUXMj5CkPtA-00596-00158793-00159042 now a retail app is part of a repository
eUXMj5CkPtA-00597-00159043-00159249 that contains other apps so there's not
eUXMj5CkPtA-00598-00159250-00159525 as clear of a signal here there's a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00599-00159526-00159666 delayed spike partially because we were
eUXMj5CkPtA-00600-00159667-00159855 waiting for the design system partially
eUXMj5CkPtA-00601-00159856-00160059 because there was a bit of a rush to aim
eUXMj5CkPtA-00602-00160060-00160257 for that deadline but then we're
eUXMj5CkPtA-00603-00160258-00160446 immediately below normal so we told
eUXMj5CkPtA-00604-00160447-00160626 ourselves it's probably easier to work
eUXMj5CkPtA-00605-00160627-00160824 in the new world although it was now
eUXMj5CkPtA-00606-00160825-00161103 summer but we were thrilled this is what
eUXMj5CkPtA-00607-00161104-00161645 we had hoped to see
eUXMj5CkPtA-00608-00161646-00161988 all right now let's take a look at all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00609-00161989-00162288 this CSS that we wrote the CSS rules are
eUXMj5CkPtA-00610-00162289-00162594 assigned a numeric specificity highest
eUXMj5CkPtA-00611-00162595-00162777 score wins in the case of a tie last one
eUXMj5CkPtA-00612-00162778-00162822 wins
eUXMj5CkPtA-00613-00162823-00163164 so Harry Roberts of CSS wizardry here
eUXMj5CkPtA-00614-00163165-00163344 with this sort of experimental notion of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00615-00163345-00163703 a specificity draft on the x axis you
eUXMj5CkPtA-00616-00163704-00163911 plot rules based on their order in the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00617-00163912-00164177 Cascade on the y axis you plot their
eUXMj5CkPtA-00618-00164178-00164412 specificity and he mused loosely
eUXMj5CkPtA-00619-00164413-00164646 speaking this line should be smooth and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00620-00164647-00164871 trend upward is if you write a dodgy
eUXMj5CkPtA-00621-00164872-00165069 rule some poorer unfortunate rule that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00622-00165070-00165239 comes after it will have to fight back
eUXMj5CkPtA-00623-00165240-00165474 then that'll show up as a jagged graph
eUXMj5CkPtA-00624-00165475-00165837 indicating developer pain so on the Left
eUXMj5CkPtA-00625-00165838-00166026 we have style closet one some of our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00626-00166027-00166398 better CSS not great not bad on the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00627-00166399-00166638 right we have style closet too it's much
eUXMj5CkPtA-00628-00166639-00166845 better smoother and it's a much lower
eUXMj5CkPtA-00629-00166846-00167199 specificity but it's really fun to see
eUXMj5CkPtA-00630-00167200-00167484 and explain the graph features you kind
eUXMj5CkPtA-00631-00167485-00167718 of see our CSS reset it's flat that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00632-00167719-00167886 first bump is actually a visualization
eUXMj5CkPtA-00633-00167887-00168186 tool flat then we see this tangle of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00634-00168187-00168389 some old form styles that we didn't have
eUXMj5CkPtA-00635-00168390-00168618 time to rewrite and then at the end you
eUXMj5CkPtA-00636-00168619-00168791 see a bunch of our utility classes these
eUXMj5CkPtA-00637-00168792-00169028 are important by design so that our apps
eUXMj5CkPtA-00638-00169029-00169389 can freely use them in their markup but
eUXMj5CkPtA-00639-00169390-00169604 this same analysis is so much cooler in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00640-00169605-00170034 retail so on the left is the old CSS
eUXMj5CkPtA-00641-00170035-00170349 that was no fun to work with on the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00642-00170350-00170649 right wait a second that's almost
eUXMj5CkPtA-00643-00170650-00170925 entirely style closet the in-app CEO
eUXMj5CkPtA-00644-00170926-00171065 says it basically is all the way over on
eUXMj5CkPtA-00645-00171066-00171333 the right the system to app ratio is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00646-00171334-00171621 fantastic it means dramatically less
eUXMj5CkPtA-00647-00171622-00171803 work in the app to build the features
eUXMj5CkPtA-00648-00171804-00172124 with the new system so that's quality
eUXMj5CkPtA-00649-00172125-00172553 let's look at quantity way way way down
eUXMj5CkPtA-00650-00172554-00172839 retails CSS code base went from about
eUXMj5CkPtA-00651-00172840-00173061 10,000 lines down to about 2,000 lines
eUXMj5CkPtA-00652-00173062-00173247 that's on par that we saw a betterment
eUXMj5CkPtA-00653-00173248-00173451 calm the old WordPress theme about
eUXMj5CkPtA-00654-00173452-00173712 12,000 lines of CSS the new one about
eUXMj5CkPtA-00655-00173713-00173978 2,000 lines of code now remember we're
eUXMj5CkPtA-00656-00173979-00174195 not just matching functionality the new
eUXMj5CkPtA-00657-00174196-00174351 code base supports a dramatically
eUXMj5CkPtA-00658-00174352-00174591 improved user experience
eUXMj5CkPtA-00659-00174592-00174819 and it adds all these components that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00660-00174820-00175077 made it possible to build all of our
eUXMj5CkPtA-00661-00175078-00175350 application interfaces from scratch as
eUXMj5CkPtA-00662-00175351-00175725 quickly as we did well let's look at the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00663-00175726-00176040 payload size in a nutshell more system
eUXMj5CkPtA-00664-00176041-00176436 way less at the app level the design
eUXMj5CkPtA-00665-00176437-00176703 system payload went up about 57% gzipped
eUXMj5CkPtA-00666-00176704-00177135 from 23 to 36 K but if you look at
eUXMj5CkPtA-00667-00177136-00177342 retail shipping across the wire it
eUXMj5CkPtA-00668-00177343-00177909 dropped by 54% 86 kg zipped now this is
eUXMj5CkPtA-00669-00177910-00178248 far less CSS from a far more capable
eUXMj5CkPtA-00670-00178249-00178485 system and we actually have experimental
eUXMj5CkPtA-00671-00178486-00178677 style closet 3 builds that are weighing
eUXMj5CkPtA-00672-00178678-00178899 in around 24 case or back down to the
eUXMj5CkPtA-00673-00178900-00179349 original payload size so with all of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00674-00179350-00179646 that behind us what are we doing with
eUXMj5CkPtA-00675-00179647-00179948 our newfound leisure time
eUXMj5CkPtA-00676-00179949-00180162 well standardizing the view patterns
eUXMj5CkPtA-00677-00180163-00180342 across all our apps freed up a lot of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00678-00180343-00180585 time and creative energy for a bunch of
eUXMj5CkPtA-00679-00180586-00180891 new stuff we integrated web pack
eUXMj5CkPtA-00680-00180892-00181110 pipelines into all of our apps and we've
eUXMj5CkPtA-00681-00181111-00181260 since built a rails component framework
eUXMj5CkPtA-00682-00181261-00181581 inspired by JavaScript frameworks it
eUXMj5CkPtA-00683-00181582-00181746 establishes a clean foundation for a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00684-00181747-00181908 hybrid front-end architecture in which
eUXMj5CkPtA-00685-00181909-00182175 rails stimulus and react see to play a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00686-00182176-00182439 part and we're building form
eUXMj5CkPtA-00687-00182440-00182682 interactions animation framework stated
eUXMj5CkPtA-00688-00182683-00182970 visualizations and lots of features all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00689-00182971-00183120 based on the system we launched last
eUXMj5CkPtA-00690-00183121-00183731 year which has been improving by the day
eUXMj5CkPtA-00691-00183732-00184002 so I was listening to a James Corden
eUXMj5CkPtA-00692-00184003-00184146 interview and he relayed something that
eUXMj5CkPtA-00693-00184147-00184416 his dad used to say that the difference
eUXMj5CkPtA-00694-00184417-00184569 between doing something and not doing
eUXMj5CkPtA-00695-00184570-00185082 something is doing something if we
eUXMj5CkPtA-00696-00185083-00185367 accomplished impractical things at a
eUXMj5CkPtA-00697-00185368-00185598 seemingly impossible timeframe all
eUXMj5CkPtA-00698-00185599-00185814 because we made a decision to just do
eUXMj5CkPtA-00699-00185815-00186216 something to commit to shipping and to
eUXMj5CkPtA-00700-00186217-00186474 commit to finding clever compromises in
eUXMj5CkPtA-00701-00186475-00186849 order to do so the stories of shared
eUXMj5CkPtA-00702-00186850-00187089 involved dozens of people or eight
eUXMj5CkPtA-00703-00187090-00187173 action-packed
eUXMj5CkPtA-00704-00187174-00187466 stressful weeks problems and changes
eUXMj5CkPtA-00705-00187467-00187767 mistakes and inventions distractions and
eUXMj5CkPtA-00706-00187768-00187923 debates
eUXMj5CkPtA-00707-00187924-00188070 we didn't lose their cool we actually
eUXMj5CkPtA-00708-00188071-00188265 had a lot of fun cuz nothing really
eUXMj5CkPtA-00709-00188266-00188478 beats tackling tricky problems with good
eUXMj5CkPtA-00710-00188479-00188945 people thank you
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ecWVETzWmio-00000-00000003-00000218 hey guys this is Robbie and in this
ecWVETzWmio-00001-00000219-00000488 video I am going to explain to you why
ecWVETzWmio-00002-00000488-00000749 it seems that you just can't seem to
ecWVETzWmio-00003-00000750-00001097 focus your brain and what I mean by that
ecWVETzWmio-00004-00001098-00001436 is let's say that you set some sort of
ecWVETzWmio-00005-00001437-00001684 goal and you find yourself either
ecWVETzWmio-00006-00001685-00001909 deviating from that goal so let's say
ecWVETzWmio-00007-00001910-00002156 you start going out and building a
ecWVETzWmio-00008-00002157-00002395 business or going on a fitness plan and
ecWVETzWmio-00009-00002396-00002657 somewhere along the way you just can't
ecWVETzWmio-00010-00002658-00002846 seem to be able to make it actually
ecWVETzWmio-00011-00002847-00003062 happen or another example is that you
ecWVETzWmio-00012-00003063-00003299 don't even start so you set a goal you
ecWVETzWmio-00013-00003300-00003542 know you focus on it you make the
ecWVETzWmio-00014-00003543-00003736 necessary preparations and then you
ecWVETzWmio-00015-00003738-00004063 don't even start or another example
ecWVETzWmio-00016-00004064-00004295 might be related to your attention so
ecWVETzWmio-00017-00004296-00004604 for example you try to focus on a task
ecWVETzWmio-00018-00004605-00004697 but your mind
ecWVETzWmio-00019-00004698-00005045 it just keeps escaping to other things
ecWVETzWmio-00020-00005046-00005345 that catch your attention so I'm going
ecWVETzWmio-00021-00005346-00005602 to explain what causes this and how to
ecWVETzWmio-00022-00005603-00005743 solve it and it's actually much more
ecWVETzWmio-00023-00005744-00005975 simple than you think it's literally
ecWVETzWmio-00024-00005976-00006163 gonna take just a few minutes and I'm
ecWVETzWmio-00025-00006164-00006391 going to draw you as needed whatever
ecWVETzWmio-00026-00006392-00006719 needs explanation so let's get right
ecWVETzWmio-00027-00006720-00007045 into it the basic premise behind what
ecWVETzWmio-00028-00007047-00007280 I'm trying to teach you here is the idea
ecWVETzWmio-00029-00007281-00007676 that your brain has this thing this kind
ecWVETzWmio-00030-00007677-00007889 of like your rule that you just can't
ecWVETzWmio-00031-00007890-00008139 seem to break in life and that rule is
ecWVETzWmio-00032-00008140-00008549 basically your brain will always let me
ecWVETzWmio-00033-00008550-00008837 just extend it a bit your brain will
ecWVETzWmio-00034-00008838-00009244 always go for the easiest available
ecWVETzWmio-00035-00009245-00009764 option in the long run this is a rule of
ecWVETzWmio-00036-00009765-00010081 the way our brains work unfortunately
ecWVETzWmio-00037-00010082-00010313 you cannot go against that rule no
ecWVETzWmio-00038-00010314-00010559 matter how much you try what that means
ecWVETzWmio-00039-00010560-00010949 is let's say that you have two available
ecWVETzWmio-00040-00010950-00011267 paths so path one leads to glory and
ecWVETzWmio-00041-00011268-00011674 path two leads to failure now let's say
ecWVETzWmio-00042-00011675-00011867 that you're right here at an
ecWVETzWmio-00043-00011868-00012203 intersection and right now the way
ecWVETzWmio-00044-00012204-00012491 you've built it path two is a bit easier
ecWVETzWmio-00045-00012492-00012787 to get on so pass the path
ecWVETzWmio-00046-00012788-00012979 the harder path that will lead to
ecWVETzWmio-00047-00012980-00013432 basically victory is kind of harder to
ecWVETzWmio-00048-00013433-00013825 get into and the harder path is more
ecWVETzWmio-00049-00013826-00014011 available and what I mean by more
ecWVETzWmio-00050-00014012-00014319 available is let's say that failure in
ecWVETzWmio-00051-00014320-00014554 this case let's say you're talking about
ecWVETzWmio-00052-00014555-00014769 a business failure let's say that if you
ecWVETzWmio-00053-00014770-00015033 fail then it's not gonna be that bad
ecWVETzWmio-00054-00015034-00015379 nobody's gonna judge you too harshly you
ecWVETzWmio-00055-00015380-00015550 haven't really committed that far to the
ecWVETzWmio-00056-00015551-00015703 business anyway I mean it's not like you
ecWVETzWmio-00057-00015704-00015877 invested money in it or that much money
ecWVETzWmio-00058-00015878-00016194 and on the other hand winning it has all
ecWVETzWmio-00059-00016195-00016477 of these setbacks on the way of these
ecWVETzWmio-00060-00016478-00016702 challenges and it's like it's never like
ecWVETzWmio-00061-00016703-00016942 this simple it's always like if you want
ecWVETzWmio-00062-00016943-00017140 to go to the successful path it's always
ecWVETzWmio-00063-00017141-00017472 like a path which basically looks
ecWVETzWmio-00064-00017473-00017854 something like this you know like just
ecWVETzWmio-00065-00017855-00017992 like you see in the drawings like it's
ecWVETzWmio-00066-00017993-00018235 basically a very problematic way now
ecWVETzWmio-00067-00018236-00018439 let's say you have these two options
ecWVETzWmio-00068-00018440-00018634 which option do you think that you're
ecWVETzWmio-00069-00018635-00018778 going to go for is going to be this
ecWVETzWmio-00070-00018779-00019018 option the simple straightforward just
ecWVETzWmio-00071-00019019-00019203 go straight to fail your option or the
ecWVETzWmio-00072-00019204-00019450 super convoluted dangerous and
ecWVETzWmio-00073-00019451-00019722 challenging option of going for the
ecWVETzWmio-00074-00019723-00019956 victory well again simple rule your
ecWVETzWmio-00075-00019957-00020188 brain will always go for the easiest
ecWVETzWmio-00076-00020189-00020386 available option in the long run so
ecWVETzWmio-00077-00020387-00020599 let's say that at the beginning you
ecWVETzWmio-00078-00020600-00020791 actually start going down this path and
ecWVETzWmio-00079-00020792-00021091 what I mean by that is you literally
ecWVETzWmio-00080-00021092-00021378 start moving towards the right path so
ecWVETzWmio-00081-00021379-00021652 you find yourself going there and you
ecWVETzWmio-00082-00021653-00021871 start crossing but then you reach your
ecWVETzWmio-00083-00021872-00022318 first problem area well as long as this
ecWVETzWmio-00084-00022319-00022480 path the right here is still available
ecWVETzWmio-00085-00022481-00022659 as long as it's open and you can always
ecWVETzWmio-00086-00022660-00022858 just go back to it but you'll probably
ecWVETzWmio-00087-00022859-00023106 prefer to do is to just redraw your
ecWVETzWmio-00088-00023107-00023494 steps go back and go to the easier path
ecWVETzWmio-00089-00023495-00023815 and when I'm talking about goals you can
ecWVETzWmio-00090-00023816-00024069 also take that idea and basically use it
ecWVETzWmio-00091-00024070-00024268 on other areas such as focus and
ecWVETzWmio-00092-00024269-00024711 attention so again same situation
ecWVETzWmio-00093-00024712-00025044 situation now let's say for example that
ecWVETzWmio-00094-00025045-00025477 you have two paths one path is the
ecWVETzWmio-00095-00025478-00025668 harder path when let's say you're
ecWVETzWmio-00096-00025669-00025884 talking about studying for school or
ecWVETzWmio-00097-00025885-00026014 let's say you're talking about saving
ecWVETzWmio-00098-00026016-00026204 or let's say you're talking about
ecWVETzWmio-00099-00026205-00026429 working hard into the night on a
ecWVETzWmio-00100-00026430-00026758 difficult project so one decision which
ecWVETzWmio-00101-00026760-00026980 is the one that will give you more
ecWVETzWmio-00102-00026981-00027329 positive results in life let's say we
ecWVETzWmio-00103-00027330-00027587 call it studying okay and that that's
ecWVETzWmio-00104-00027588-00027782 like one decision that you can go for
ecWVETzWmio-00105-00027783-00028027 but then you have another decision which
ecWVETzWmio-00106-00028029-00028319 is YouTube basically just spending your
ecWVETzWmio-00107-00028320-00028568 time on YouTube and watching really
ecWVETzWmio-00108-00028569-00028862 really cool videos so Google has made it
ecWVETzWmio-00109-00028863-00029066 really really easy for you to pick that
ecWVETzWmio-00110-00029067-00029489 option so in the option for YouTube very
ecWVETzWmio-00111-00029489-00029648 quick you're on the Express train to
ecWVETzWmio-00112-00029649-00029870 enjoying all of this sweet
ecWVETzWmio-00113-00029870-00030113 dopamine or you can go through the
ecWVETzWmio-00114-00030114-00030332 complicated route of sending up a
ecWVETzWmio-00115-00030333-00030623 schedule and thinking about it and you
ecWVETzWmio-00116-00030624-00030820 know thinking what to do and preparing
ecWVETzWmio-00117-00030822-00031016 your studies and actually sitting down
ecWVETzWmio-00118-00031017-00031145 and having to deal with the temptation
ecWVETzWmio-00119-00031145-00031349 and only then you get to what you
ecWVETzWmio-00120-00031350-00031633 actually wanted so you'll always have to
ecWVETzWmio-00121-00031635-00031847 find yourself going to the easier route
ecWVETzWmio-00122-00031848-00032018 and again sometimes you might even go on
ecWVETzWmio-00123-00032019-00032294 the harder route you'll actually find
ecWVETzWmio-00124-00032295-00032567 yourself starting to climb on the harder
ecWVETzWmio-00125-00032568-00032723 route so you actually start going over
ecWVETzWmio-00126-00032724-00032963 it but then as long as this route is
ecWVETzWmio-00127-00032964-00033143 available as long as this route is is
ecWVETzWmio-00128-00033144-00033407 still open to you you're you might even
ecWVETzWmio-00129-00033408-00033599 trace your steps back and so let's say
ecWVETzWmio-00130-00033600-00033707 you got here you might even trace your
ecWVETzWmio-00131-00033708-00033977 steps back go back and go to the easier
ecWVETzWmio-00132-00033978-00034142 route especially again when you're
ecWVETzWmio-00133-00034143-00034277 talking about something like YouTube
ecWVETzWmio-00134-00034278-00034493 where you can literally start on the
ecWVETzWmio-00135-00034494-00034706 path and then just jump here because
ecWVETzWmio-00136-00034707-00034898 it's literally just opening a new tab
ecWVETzWmio-00137-00034899-00035036 and browsing
ecWVETzWmio-00138-00035037-00035405 now what would basically make you focus
ecWVETzWmio-00139-00035406-00035522 on studying and go through this
ecWVETzWmio-00140-00035523-00035801 difficult path and again you might do it
ecWVETzWmio-00141-00035802-00035936 in the short run so you might do it for
ecWVETzWmio-00142-00035937-00036146 one night if you're really disciplined
ecWVETzWmio-00143-00036147-00036356 or you might do it for a week but again
ecWVETzWmio-00144-00036357-00036689 in the long run basically you're gonna
ecWVETzWmio-00145-00036690-00036872 always go to the easier option so it
ecWVETzWmio-00146-00036873-00037016 doesn't matter how much how long you can
ecWVETzWmio-00147-00037017-00037274 stick it out because the game of life is
ecWVETzWmio-00148-00037275-00037541 played in longevity it's not about doing
ecWVETzWmio-00149-00037542-00037718 something one time it's about doing
ecWVETzWmio-00150-00037719-00037973 something for a long time so how do you
ecWVETzWmio-00151-00037974-00038222 actually manage to focus on studying
ecWVETzWmio-00152-00038223-00038435 rather than watching YouTube or how do
ecWVETzWmio-00153-00038436-00038596 you actually again you can simply
ecWVETzWmio-00154-00038597-00038933 replace the word studying with the word
ecWVETzWmio-00155-00038934-00039323 business success it really really
ecWVETzWmio-00156-00039324-00039380 doesn't matter
ecWVETzWmio-00157-00039381-00039701 or you know an or versus like business
ecWVETzWmio-00158-00039702-00040064 failure you can change it with pretty
ecWVETzWmio-00159-00040065-00040217 much anything you can think of again
ecWVETzWmio-00160-00040218-00040439 making the easy choice or making the
ecWVETzWmio-00161-00040440-00040709 harder choice so all you have to do to
ecWVETzWmio-00162-00040710-00041108 actually manage to go towards the harder
ecWVETzWmio-00163-00041109-00041330 option it's actually quite simple all
ecWVETzWmio-00164-00041331-00041714 you have to do is literally to take this
ecWVETzWmio-00165-00041715-00041969 option that's currently available for
ecWVETzWmio-00166-00041970-00042475 you and simply make it unavailable
ecWVETzWmio-00167-00042476-00042971 simply delete that option now what I
ecWVETzWmio-00168-00042972-00043181 don't mean like delete the YouTube app
ecWVETzWmio-00169-00043182-00043331 from your phone although you can do that
ecWVETzWmio-00170-00043332-00043580 and that might work for an extent again
ecWVETzWmio-00171-00043581-00043865 it might work for a week before you'll
ecWVETzWmio-00172-00043866-00044033 break before you'll be like oh my god I
ecWVETzWmio-00173-00044034-00044312 got a download the app again you know I
ecWVETzWmio-00174-00044313-00044552 miss it too much so what do you really
ecWVETzWmio-00175-00044553-00044678 have to do is create a situation where
ecWVETzWmio-00176-00044679-00045173 this path is easier than this path now
ecWVETzWmio-00177-00045174-00045365 you might ask yourself how can I create
ecWVETzWmio-00178-00045366-00045635 a situation where watching YouTube you
ecWVETzWmio-00179-00045636-00045761 know which is like the easiest and most
ecWVETzWmio-00180-00045762-00046013 like dopamine filled thing in the world
ecWVETzWmio-00181-00046014-00046211 except for like internet porn how can I
ecWVETzWmio-00182-00046212-00046511 make this harder than sitting down and
ecWVETzWmio-00183-00046512-00046901 studying well let's say that you call up
ecWVETzWmio-00184-00046902-00047093 your friend okay and you tell your
ecWVETzWmio-00185-00047094-00047405 friend that if you don't study for two
ecWVETzWmio-00186-00047406-00047705 hours today then basically you're gonna
ecWVETzWmio-00187-00047706-00048208 pay him $1,000 so this path now also
ecWVETzWmio-00188-00048209-00048611 comes along with a price tag of $1,000
ecWVETzWmio-00189-00048612-00048842 now let's weigh costs and benefits here
ecWVETzWmio-00190-00048843-00049154 let's say that you can either go towards
ecWVETzWmio-00191-00049155-00049475 this route of YouTube and pay $1,000 for
ecWVETzWmio-00192-00049476-00049757 your habit or you can go through the
ecWVETzWmio-00193-00049758-00050071 harder route but there is no $1000 at
ecWVETzWmio-00194-00050072-00050327 the end which one is easier now well
ecWVETzWmio-00195-00050328-00050633 obviously the easiest path is to simply
ecWVETzWmio-00196-00050634-00050801 study or to simply work on your business
ecWVETzWmio-00197-00050802-00051098 or whatever it might be and you really
ecWVETzWmio-00198-00051099-00051340 want to always be aware of this
ecWVETzWmio-00199-00051341-00051652 dichotomy of which paths are available
ecWVETzWmio-00200-00051653-00051865 to you and again just take into account
ecWVETzWmio-00201-00051866-00052157 you cannot be this rule you just stick
ecWVETzWmio-00202-00052158-00052366 it on your wall right down your forehead
ecWVETzWmio-00203-00052367-00052547 whatever you need you cannot beat this
ecWVETzWmio-00204-00052548-00052694 rule it is impossible
ecWVETzWmio-00205-00052695-00052874 you will never meet anyone who did it
ecWVETzWmio-00206-00052875-00053141 and you yourself cannot do it you might
ecWVETzWmio-00207-00053142-00053351 do it again in the short run so you
ecWVETzWmio-00208-00053352-00053636 might do it for a day a week a month a
ecWVETzWmio-00209-00053637-00053871 year but in the long run you will always
ecWVETzWmio-00210-00053872-00054228 go towards the easier option as long as
ecWVETzWmio-00211-00054229-00054593 it's available so this is pretty much
ecWVETzWmio-00212-00054594-00054885 how you manage to focus how he managed
ecWVETzWmio-00213-00054886-00055238 to get anything done how you managed to
ecWVETzWmio-00214-00055239-00055446 accomplish massive tasks that you
ecWVETzWmio-00215-00055447-00055611 thought were previously unavailable to
ecWVETzWmio-00216-00055612-00055761 you you don't need to change as a person
ecWVETzWmio-00217-00055762-00056000 you don't need to be somebody else you
ecWVETzWmio-00218-00056001-00056180 don't need to get motivated you don't
ecWVETzWmio-00219-00056181-00056411 need to learn how to focus you don't
ecWVETzWmio-00220-00056412-00056588 need to watch a YouTube video that will
ecWVETzWmio-00221-00056589-00056711 teach you how to do it you don't need to
ecWVETzWmio-00222-00056712-00056801 read a book about it
ecWVETzWmio-00223-00056802-00057086 all you have to do is look at okay what
ecWVETzWmio-00224-00057087-00057287 other options do I have except the one
ecWVETzWmio-00225-00057288-00057536 that I currently want to do and how do I
ecWVETzWmio-00226-00057537-00057812 make it so that these options are much
ecWVETzWmio-00227-00057813-00058136 harder that would actually be easier to
ecWVETzWmio-00228-00058137-00058428 go for this option that's it that's
ecWVETzWmio-00229-00058429-00058712 literally as simple as it is and I'm not
ecWVETzWmio-00230-00058713-00058886 talking about making studying or
ecWVETzWmio-00231-00058887-00059213 gratifying because as people we are much
ecWVETzWmio-00232-00059214-00059636 more risk-averse than we actually are
ecWVETzWmio-00233-00059637-00059916 reward based so if you had an option
ecWVETzWmio-00234-00059916-00060317 between basically a risk so let's say
ecWVETzWmio-00235-00060318-00060482 you could you have something and you
ecWVETzWmio-00236-00060483-00060846 might potentially lose it versus reward
ecWVETzWmio-00237-00060847-00061011 which means that you might earn
ecWVETzWmio-00238-00061012-00061325 something so the way people's brains
ecWVETzWmio-00239-00061326-00061698 work and this has been tested for many
ecWVETzWmio-00240-00061699-00062085 many years we would always I mean like
ecWVETzWmio-00241-00062086-00062435 almost 100% of the time prefer to go to
ecWVETzWmio-00242-00062436-00062579 avoid risk
ecWVETzWmio-00243-00062580-00062991 I'm sorry not risk but to avoid risk
ecWVETzWmio-00244-00062991-00063336 rather than to earn something so when
ecWVETzWmio-00245-00063337-00063476 you take that into account you basically
ecWVETzWmio-00246-00063477-00063798 realize why this cannot work why you
ecWVETzWmio-00247-00063799-00063980 know just because you you know sit down
ecWVETzWmio-00248-00063981-00064215 and write a vision board and how amazing
ecWVETzWmio-00249-00064216-00064386 it would be when you achieve your goal
ecWVETzWmio-00250-00064387-00064685 and how fun it would be this is why that
ecWVETzWmio-00251-00064686-00064988 idea it cannot make you go through with
ecWVETzWmio-00252-00064989-00065144 your goal the only way for you to go
ecWVETzWmio-00253-00065145-00065351 through your goal is if it's more
ecWVETzWmio-00254-00065352-00065687 painful for you to not do it than to
ecWVETzWmio-00255-00065688-00065888 actually do it that is literally the
ecWVETzWmio-00256-00065889-00065986 secret
ecWVETzWmio-00257-00065987-00066172 and again it doesn't require high
ecWVETzWmio-00258-00066173-00066541 intelligence or mastery or creativity it
ecWVETzWmio-00259-00066542-00066685 literally requires that you make a
ecWVETzWmio-00260-00066686-00066880 commitment before you start anything new
ecWVETzWmio-00261-00066881-00067207 that you create a situation where it's
ecWVETzWmio-00262-00067208-00067557 easier to do it than to not do it by
ecWVETzWmio-00263-00067558-00067776 making it harder to not do it now but
ecWVETzWmio-00264-00067777-00067966 not by making it easier to do it that's
ecWVETzWmio-00265-00067967-00068056 literally it
ecWVETzWmio-00266-00068057-00068356 and again if you master this simple idea
ecWVETzWmio-00267-00068357-00068575 then you'll have no problem focusing
ecWVETzWmio-00268-00068576-00068722 you'll have no problem
ecWVETzWmio-00269-00068723-00068926 committing to your goals and following
ecWVETzWmio-00270-00068927-00069126 through on them and you'll even be able
ecWVETzWmio-00271-00069127-00069357 to challenge yourself to accomplish
ecWVETzWmio-00272-00069358-00069517 feats which you've never thought
ecWVETzWmio-00273-00069518-00069670 possible because again when you're
ecWVETzWmio-00274-00069671-00069904 committed you also get creative just
ecWVETzWmio-00275-00069905-00070138 like when you know you have like a test
ecWVETzWmio-00276-00070139-00070363 in a week and you don't study for it but
ecWVETzWmio-00277-00070364-00070597 then on the last day you find yourself
ecWVETzWmio-00278-00070598-00070870 doing some superhuman feat of studying
ecWVETzWmio-00279-00070871-00071020 that you didn't even know you could do
ecWVETzWmio-00280-00071021-00071218 well you have much more potential than
ecWVETzWmio-00281-00071219-00071431 you think and you won't discover that
ecWVETzWmio-00282-00071432-00071569 potential unless you stretch yourself
ecWVETzWmio-00283-00071570-00071755 and your brain won't let you stretch
ecWVETzWmio-00284-00071756-00072115 yourself unless you make it must where
ecWVETzWmio-00285-00072116-00072343 there's literally no other choice
ecWVETzWmio-00286-00072344-00072582 because any other choice is harder than
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ecWVETzWmio-00295-00074381-00074652 guys soon bye bye
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edjrzNLZj6E-00004-00001668-00002227 topic references
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ee3RZwh2lUA-00000-00000048-00000254 chicken tastes good that's my opinion
ee3RZwh2lUA-00001-00000256-00000438 chicken tastes good chickens taste good
ee3RZwh2lUA-00002-00000440-00000615 yeah yeah tastes good there's two part
ee3RZwh2lUA-00003-00000616-00000782 types of people one who makes excuses
ee3RZwh2lUA-00004-00000783-00001007 and one who goes vegan
ee3RZwh2lUA-00005-00001008-00001254 yup wait listen we need veganism's dog
ee3RZwh2lUA-00006-00001255-00001383 where would you stand in the days of
ee3RZwh2lUA-00007-00001384-00001454 slavery
ee3RZwh2lUA-00008-00001455-00001623 would you be on the side of the slave
ee3RZwh2lUA-00009-00001623-00001830 owners against it obviously
ee3RZwh2lUA-00010-00001832-00001998 obviously wait a second just ask where
ee3RZwh2lUA-00011-00002000-00003670 you are now with animal rights
ee3RZwh2lUA-00012-00003671-00005991 [Music]
ee3RZwh2lUA-00013-00005992-00006222 i watch you watch my videos you're still
ee3RZwh2lUA-00014-00006223-00006295 not vegan yet
ee3RZwh2lUA-00015-00006296-00006606 and in my head i'm like i have no uh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00016-00006608-00006783 no disagreement like i agree with
ee3RZwh2lUA-00017-00006784-00006934 everything 99
ee3RZwh2lUA-00018-00006936-00007319 and i'm just uh i guess i'm just too
ee3RZwh2lUA-00019-00007320-00007527 lazy to come in so yeah what's the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00020-00007528-00007623 videos i'm like oh yeah
ee3RZwh2lUA-00021-00007623-00007967 go joey go i really like it it fits in
ee3RZwh2lUA-00022-00007968-00008119 morally with me but i haven't made that
ee3RZwh2lUA-00023-00008120-00008439 commitment because i think i just
ee3RZwh2lUA-00024-00008440-00008774 when i'm choosing the meats i just
ee3RZwh2lUA-00025-00008775-00009095 suddenly i'm like not thinking about it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00026-00009096-00009263 well i think it's because you're not the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00027-00009264-00009423 victim so if you were the victim you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00028-00009424-00009606 you'd have more of a sense of urgency
ee3RZwh2lUA-00029-00009607-00009742 but you don't have a sense of urgency
ee3RZwh2lUA-00030-00009743-00009839 because it doesn't affect you what
ee3RZwh2lUA-00031-00009840-00010039 happens to the animals
ee3RZwh2lUA-00032-00010040-00010310 yeah i'd say that's uh yeah and like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00033-00010311-00010574 it's different if i watch the videos
ee3RZwh2lUA-00034-00010575-00010838 if i saw i saw a house i'm sure it would
ee3RZwh2lUA-00035-00010839-00010910 change me
ee3RZwh2lUA-00036-00010911-00011238 massively i hope but yeah when i see the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00037-00011239-00011351 videos i'm like oh it's terrible
ee3RZwh2lUA-00038-00011352-00011487 terrible and then the next day i wake up
ee3RZwh2lUA-00039-00011488-00011591 and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00040-00011592-00011831 you know i'm boiling an egg or whatever
ee3RZwh2lUA-00041-00011832-00011985 you're causing it to happen to them
ee3RZwh2lUA-00042-00011986-00012199 [Music]
ee3RZwh2lUA-00043-00012200-00012438 yeah because like you're part of the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00044-00012439-00012591 problem if it was a human holocaust
ee3RZwh2lUA-00045-00012592-00012807 you'd boycott all of the products of it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00046-00012808-00012935 and i agree with that yeah yeah i would
ee3RZwh2lUA-00047-00012936-00013183 yeah because i buy the i buy the egg
ee3RZwh2lUA-00048-00013184-00013327 i think the eggs i think all the eggs
ee3RZwh2lUA-00049-00013328-00013511 but it's the same because
ee3RZwh2lUA-00050-00013512-00013799 you know like you said the chickens get
ee3RZwh2lUA-00051-00013800-00013966 the blender it's terrible it's really
ee3RZwh2lUA-00052-00013968-00014022 bad
ee3RZwh2lUA-00053-00014023-00014343 it's so um yeah i mean it's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00054-00014344-00014671 it's just the it's the late
ee3RZwh2lUA-00055-00014672-00014943 it's not even the laziness it's just i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00056-00014944-00015086 don't make that connection enough to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00057-00015087-00015199 finally say okay you know what that's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00058-00015200-00015247 enough
ee3RZwh2lUA-00059-00015247-00015471 like i haven't i don't play the i guess
ee3RZwh2lUA-00060-00015472-00015558 i almost have to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00061-00015559-00015711 i feel like i have to play those images
ee3RZwh2lUA-00062-00015712-00015879 in my head
ee3RZwh2lUA-00063-00015880-00016030 because i don't see it it doesn't make
ee3RZwh2lUA-00064-00016031-00016263 sense like if i was seeing it every day
ee3RZwh2lUA-00065-00016263-00016311 every day
ee3RZwh2lUA-00066-00016312-00016519 i'm sure i would it would be an easy
ee3RZwh2lUA-00067-00016520-00016663 flag it's almost like you haven't said
ee3RZwh2lUA-00068-00016664-00016822 to yourself well
ee3RZwh2lUA-00069-00016823-00017007 you know i'm morally against this i'm
ee3RZwh2lUA-00070-00017008-00017230 causing i'm an animal abuser if i don't
ee3RZwh2lUA-00071-00017231-00017430 and um like there's no sense of
ee3RZwh2lUA-00072-00017431-00017567 accountability because
ee3RZwh2lUA-00073-00017568-00017750 if you walk around right now you go and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00074-00017751-00017886 buy a burger no one's going to hold you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00075-00017887-00018030 accountable if it's a meat burger
ee3RZwh2lUA-00076-00018031-00018158 no one's going to say to you oh that's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00077-00018159-00018391 bad you know you have to tell yourself
ee3RZwh2lUA-00078-00018392-00018471 that's bad
ee3RZwh2lUA-00079-00018472-00018639 you have to you have to try to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00080-00018640-00018791 rationalize that
ee3RZwh2lUA-00081-00018792-00019030 with yourself you know but no one's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00082-00019031-00019135 going to come up to you and go you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00083-00019136-00019271 animal abuser what are you doing killing
ee3RZwh2lUA-00084-00019272-00019375 that animal
ee3RZwh2lUA-00085-00019376-00019639 yeah yeah i think if if that was the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00086-00019640-00019719 scenario where
ee3RZwh2lUA-00087-00019720-00020063 it was normal then i would def
ee3RZwh2lUA-00088-00020064-00020191 you wouldn't do it because there'd be so
ee3RZwh2lUA-00089-00020192-00020407 much pressure from other people so
ee3RZwh2lUA-00090-00020408-00020583 so yeah there isn't a moral i mean this
ee3RZwh2lUA-00091-00020584-00020791 is anything to me i mean all the time
ee3RZwh2lUA-00092-00020792-00020967 no one literally wait a second so where
ee3RZwh2lUA-00093-00020968-00021143 would you stand in the days of slavery
ee3RZwh2lUA-00094-00021144-00021327 would you be on the side of the slave
ee3RZwh2lUA-00095-00021328-00021471 owners yeah against it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00096-00021472-00021663 obviously obviously wait a second just
ee3RZwh2lUA-00097-00021664-00022239 ask where you are now with animal rights
ee3RZwh2lUA-00098-00022240-00022399 do you know i'm getting images of it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00099-00022400-00022599 because it was traditional it was normal
ee3RZwh2lUA-00100-00022600-00022911 you know yeah it's true i mean i suppose
ee3RZwh2lUA-00101-00022912-00023039 uh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00102-00023040-00023271 i have to say i'm a hypocrite because i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00103-00023272-00023430 go and see the cows in the field and i'm
ee3RZwh2lUA-00104-00023431-00023542 like oh they're so cute
ee3RZwh2lUA-00105-00023543-00023758 and i'm stroking them and i was actually
ee3RZwh2lUA-00106-00023759-00023878 i was talking with my friend about i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00107-00023879-00023927 said
ee3RZwh2lUA-00108-00023928-00024103 it's kind of weird that we actually eat
ee3RZwh2lUA-00109-00024104-00024311 maybe not this probably this cow but we
ee3RZwh2lUA-00110-00024312-00024383 eat them
ee3RZwh2lUA-00111-00024384-00024639 and it's like oh yeah yeah oh well it's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00112-00024640-00024758 like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00113-00024759-00025214 it's weird it's it's not weird it's uh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00114-00025215-00025478 yeah it's just it's illogical i guess i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00115-00025479-00025558 mean i think
ee3RZwh2lUA-00116-00025559-00025718 i think maybe if you were faced with the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00117-00025719-00025870 animal every time you had to eat them
ee3RZwh2lUA-00118-00025872-00026039 you had to kill an individual and cut
ee3RZwh2lUA-00119-00026039-00026223 their head off you wouldn't do it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00120-00026224-00026462 no way there's absolutely not there's no
ee3RZwh2lUA-00121-00026463-00026631 doubt and it would be the same with the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00122-00026632-00026967 i mean yeah i eat eggs cheat i don't eat
ee3RZwh2lUA-00123-00026968-00027255 milk because the lactose i mean yeah i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00124-00027256-00027374 eat eggs and cheese and meat
ee3RZwh2lUA-00125-00027375-00027623 um i say i cut down on meat but it's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00126-00027624-00027799 still me you know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00127-00027800-00028055 everyone cuts down yeah i cut down i eat
ee3RZwh2lUA-00128-00028056-00028231 less i eat a little bit of meat i know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00129-00028232-00028462 every meal it's true it's true i i know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00130-00028463-00028543 it's not yeah
ee3RZwh2lUA-00131-00028544-00028718 yeah it's not healthy either because my
ee3RZwh2lUA-00132-00028719-00028855 cholesterols are like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00133-00028856-00029055 yeah they're not that great so i know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00134-00029056-00029199 that if i stopped
ee3RZwh2lUA-00135-00029200-00029551 it but i i know it's uh i just haven't
ee3RZwh2lUA-00136-00029552-00029655 uh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00137-00029656-00029799 i don't know at what point that switch
ee3RZwh2lUA-00138-00029800-00029967 is going to happen well you you're close
ee3RZwh2lUA-00139-00029968-00030031 because
ee3RZwh2lUA-00140-00030032-00030199 you called yourself a hypocrite which is
ee3RZwh2lUA-00141-00030200-00030567 pretty close
ee3RZwh2lUA-00142-00030568-00030743 that's where i was a while back i said
ee3RZwh2lUA-00143-00030744-00030911 well i don't want anyone to hurt a dog
ee3RZwh2lUA-00144-00030912-00031079 i'm eating cows i'm a hypocrite
ee3RZwh2lUA-00145-00031080-00031246 and i saw people who were like save the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00146-00031247-00031407 whales and they were eating steak
ee3RZwh2lUA-00147-00031408-00031551 or they were against palm oil and they
ee3RZwh2lUA-00148-00031552-00031679 were eating steak and i was like these
ee3RZwh2lUA-00149-00031680-00031807 are hypocrites as well i knew what a
ee3RZwh2lUA-00150-00031808-00031918 hypocrite was
ee3RZwh2lUA-00151-00031919-00032062 and that was the first step but then
ee3RZwh2lUA-00152-00032063-00032223 this the next step was like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00153-00032224-00032462 one day i just went you know what i i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00154-00032463-00032614 don't want to be hypocrite anymore and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00155-00032616-00032718 i'm going to take action in that
ee3RZwh2lUA-00156-00032719-00032783 direction
ee3RZwh2lUA-00157-00032784-00032951 i just cleared out the stuff the next
ee3RZwh2lUA-00158-00032952-00033111 day and started
ee3RZwh2lUA-00159-00033112-00033287 and i just did it i just went ahead and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00160-00033288-00033446 did it you know what i mean
ee3RZwh2lUA-00161-00033447-00033679 i think that's i'm getting there because
ee3RZwh2lUA-00162-00033680-00033895 i've watched
ee3RZwh2lUA-00163-00033896-00034102 pretty much all of your videos i've seen
ee3RZwh2lUA-00164-00034103-00034223 all the recent ones
ee3RZwh2lUA-00165-00034224-00034374 i think the one with the edited with the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00166-00034375-00034615 the swans like last week i watched all
ee3RZwh2lUA-00167-00034616-00034767 that i'm like oh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00168-00034768-00034951 it's so strange that it's like i'm there
ee3RZwh2lUA-00169-00034952-00035079 but i'm not there because i'm not
ee3RZwh2lUA-00170-00035080-00035318 yeah i'm not making those i mean i'm
ee3RZwh2lUA-00171-00035319-00035487 scratching the surface kind of thing
ee3RZwh2lUA-00172-00035488-00035862 i tried different foods uh i mean uh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00173-00035863-00036159 yeah i mean it's doable that you know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00174-00036160-00036351 there's uh there's the january's coming
ee3RZwh2lUA-00175-00036352-00036446 up
ee3RZwh2lUA-00176-00036447-00036743 yeah you mentioned that's like this is
ee3RZwh2lUA-00177-00036744-00036943 30 days of
ee3RZwh2lUA-00178-00036944-00037183 just being a vegan basically i mean you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00179-00037184-00037327 could sign up to that and then you do it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00180-00037328-00037407 as a big
ee3RZwh2lUA-00181-00037408-00037574 it's like a big thing and you just you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00182-00037575-00037711 don't commit to the rest of your life
ee3RZwh2lUA-00183-00037712-00037879 you're committing to 30 days
ee3RZwh2lUA-00184-00037880-00038071 and then it's a bit smaller in your mind
ee3RZwh2lUA-00185-00038072-00038230 and after that 30 days you can go well
ee3RZwh2lUA-00186-00038231-00038407 wait a second was that really that hard
ee3RZwh2lUA-00187-00038408-00038607 okay that could be good because it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00188-00038608-00038751 becomes i guess it would be my new
ee3RZwh2lUA-00189-00038752-00038855 normal at the end
ee3RZwh2lUA-00190-00038856-00039071 if i'm okay at the end of it you're not
ee3RZwh2lUA-00191-00039072-00039223 committing to your lifetime change
ee3RZwh2lUA-00192-00039224-00039487 you're just committing to 30 days yeah
ee3RZwh2lUA-00193-00039488-00039727 yeah that's doable yeah i mean uh i've
ee3RZwh2lUA-00194-00039728-00039855 even thought about my meals for the day
ee3RZwh2lUA-00195-00039856-00039999 i'm like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00196-00040000-00040167 a lot of them are vegan friendly there's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00197-00040168-00040374 just probably
ee3RZwh2lUA-00198-00040375-00040639 two meals a day i guess pretty much i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00199-00040640-00040767 porridge every day
ee3RZwh2lUA-00200-00040768-00041135 with uh oat milk jam
ee3RZwh2lUA-00201-00041136-00041407 i've had that for about 31 years or
ee3RZwh2lUA-00202-00041408-00041502 whatever so
ee3RZwh2lUA-00203-00041503-00041630 you're on your way there but you just
ee3RZwh2lUA-00204-00041631-00041823 need to you need to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00205-00041824-00042135 make a commitment to yourself i have to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00206-00042136-00042335 i have to make that decision and then be
ee3RZwh2lUA-00207-00042336-00042527 like this is it today
ee3RZwh2lUA-00208-00042528-00042711 and i think you're in a comfort zone i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00209-00042712-00042807 think you need to put yourself in the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00210-00042808-00042895 animal's position
ee3RZwh2lUA-00211-00042896-00043062 and go is what you're doing good enough
ee3RZwh2lUA-00212-00043063-00043239 for them
ee3RZwh2lUA-00213-00043240-00043599 yeah i think i have to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00214-00043600-00043799 really think yeah as if it was a human
ee3RZwh2lUA-00215-00043800-00043935 holocaust you would boycott it straight
ee3RZwh2lUA-00216-00043936-00044039 away if it was dog
ee3RZwh2lUA-00217-00044040-00044223 meat you would boycott it straight away
ee3RZwh2lUA-00218-00044224-00044374 for some reason i don't know where it is
ee3RZwh2lUA-00219-00044375-00044487 you've been conditioned to think these
ee3RZwh2lUA-00220-00044488-00044655 animals they don't matter as much
ee3RZwh2lUA-00221-00044656-00044790 but we need to get out of that mindset
ee3RZwh2lUA-00222-00044791-00044967 because they do feel the same pain as a
ee3RZwh2lUA-00223-00044968-00045023 dog
ee3RZwh2lUA-00224-00045024-00045199 they suffer the same they're worthy of
ee3RZwh2lUA-00225-00045200-00045383 their lives and you're contributing to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00226-00045384-00045439 their
ee3RZwh2lUA-00227-00045440-00045671 pain and suffering misery no i agree
ee3RZwh2lUA-00228-00045672-00045783 with that i think
ee3RZwh2lUA-00229-00045784-00045935 i think the connection is kind of there
ee3RZwh2lUA-00230-00045936-00046151 yes because i don't really think of
ee3RZwh2lUA-00231-00046152-00046358 cows cows and pigs now for me i think of
ee3RZwh2lUA-00232-00046359-00046455 them
ee3RZwh2lUA-00233-00046456-00046751 i mean really similar to dogs like it's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00234-00046752-00046943 getting there
ee3RZwh2lUA-00235-00046944-00047174 and i see the video i go on youtube and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00236-00047175-00047358 watch the videos just to make that
ee3RZwh2lUA-00237-00047359-00047495 yeah it's a bit sad that i have to make
ee3RZwh2lUA-00238-00047496-00047686 that connection but because i'm not
ee3RZwh2lUA-00239-00047687-00047902 seeing it i haven't seen i've never seen
ee3RZwh2lUA-00240-00047903-00048111 an animal being killed
ee3RZwh2lUA-00241-00048112-00048255 okay fishing maybe but i've never seen
ee3RZwh2lUA-00242-00048256-00048502 like a there's stuff that you've seen
ee3RZwh2lUA-00243-00048503-00048543 you know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00244-00048544-00048918 so and there's sanctuaries too where you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00245-00048919-00049039 can go and meet these animals and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00246-00049040-00049127 realize they have their own
ee3RZwh2lUA-00247-00049128-00049262 personalities they're all
ee3RZwh2lUA-00248-00049263-00049574 individuals like yeah i've never been
ee3RZwh2lUA-00249-00049575-00049830 i've been to a farm as a kid i didn't
ee3RZwh2lUA-00250-00049831-00050039 think about anything else
ee3RZwh2lUA-00251-00050040-00050335 i'm there i'm nearly there but i like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00252-00050336-00050455 the january thing i think
ee3RZwh2lUA-00253-00050456-00050679 you should do the january yeah here's a
ee3RZwh2lUA-00254-00050680-00050830 little guide as well
ee3RZwh2lUA-00255-00050831-00051207 i mean yeah i'll give it a go
ee3RZwh2lUA-00256-00051208-00051414 so easy to be vegan man one month and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00257-00051415-00051766 then i'll see how i feel
ee3RZwh2lUA-00258-00051767-00051911 veganism is easy when you think of the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00259-00051912-00052214 victims
ee3RZwh2lUA-00260-00052215-00052342 yeah as long as i keep thinking about
ee3RZwh2lUA-00261-00052344-00052566 that because like i said i don't see it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00262-00052567-00052638 and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00263-00052639-00052966 it's like you said i'm shopping now and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00264-00052967-00053207 sometimes i hear your words like like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00265-00053208-00053407 this is the murder aisle and you see
ee3RZwh2lUA-00266-00053408-00053542 do you know me knocking like i'm like in
ee3RZwh2lUA-00267-00053544-00053735 here
ee3RZwh2lUA-00268-00053736-00054038 really this is weird like the butchered
ee3RZwh2lUA-00269-00054039-00054135 aisle you know and then i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00270-00054136-00054263 don't know and then i go away from it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00271-00054264-00054423 well i'll tell you i've been inside of a
ee3RZwh2lUA-00272-00054424-00054526 slaughterhouse
ee3RZwh2lUA-00273-00054527-00054703 okay and it smells the same as the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00274-00054704-00054879 butcher or the meat aisle
ee3RZwh2lUA-00275-00054879-00055071 it's got that same smell of death yeah
ee3RZwh2lUA-00276-00055072-00055182 yeah the blood
ee3RZwh2lUA-00277-00055183-00055335 blooded in the fear and the smell of
ee3RZwh2lUA-00278-00055336-00055503 like dead bodies like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00279-00055504-00055679 cold dead bodies it smells like that
ee3RZwh2lUA-00280-00055679-00055854 inside of a slaughterhouse
ee3RZwh2lUA-00281-00055855-00056103 okay oh wow that's weird yeah yeah i can
ee3RZwh2lUA-00282-00056104-00056182 imagine uh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00283-00056183-00056303 so you can imagine me being in a
ee3RZwh2lUA-00284-00056304-00056423 slaughterhouse seeing animals being
ee3RZwh2lUA-00285-00056424-00056487 slaughtered
ee3RZwh2lUA-00286-00056488-00056630 and then coming out and walking past the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00287-00056632-00056791 butcher it reminds me of that it's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00288-00056791-00056894 horrible
ee3RZwh2lUA-00289-00056895-00057047 okay because you have that link the
ee3RZwh2lUA-00290-00057048-00057215 connection directly i have to make that
ee3RZwh2lUA-00291-00057216-00057391 connection i think but i'm gonna i'll do
ee3RZwh2lUA-00292-00057391-00057438 it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00293-00057439-00058303 i'll do it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00294-00058304-00058447 once you know what's wrong every single
ee3RZwh2lUA-00295-00058448-00058575 day you're not doing something about it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00296-00058576-00058607 you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00297-00058608-00058903 are a conscious uh animal abuser
ee3RZwh2lUA-00298-00058904-00059087 lifestyle
ee3RZwh2lUA-00299-00059088-00059238 you know every day a single day you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00300-00059239-00059423 don't do something about it you are
ee3RZwh2lUA-00301-00059424-00059591 you're consciously being cruel to these
ee3RZwh2lUA-00302-00059591-00059726 beings that you know that they deserve
ee3RZwh2lUA-00303-00059727-00059815 to respect you know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00304-00059816-00059966 so yeah that's true because every meal
ee3RZwh2lUA-00305-00059967-00060238 that's scary or it's like
ee3RZwh2lUA-00306-00060239-00060999 it's a lot
ee3RZwh2lUA-00307-00061000-00061135 you know it's funny why even set up a
ee3RZwh2lUA-00308-00061136-00061247 table when people don't even bother
ee3RZwh2lUA-00309-00061248-00061366 sitting down i think that's uh
ee3RZwh2lUA-00310-00061367-00061647 quite funny but see that guy there
ee3RZwh2lUA-00311-00061648-00061775 really close
ee3RZwh2lUA-00312-00061776-00062159 he was me seven years ago you know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00313-00062160-00062279 really got to do something about it if i
ee3RZwh2lUA-00314-00062279-00062479 met me seven years ago at that point
ee3RZwh2lUA-00315-00062479-00062647 like sitting here we would have had a
ee3RZwh2lUA-00316-00062648-00062815 similar conversation but
ee3RZwh2lUA-00317-00062816-00063006 with me i'm a more person who takes
ee3RZwh2lUA-00318-00063007-00063230 action so like if i want to do something
ee3RZwh2lUA-00319-00063232-00063375 i'd do it and i'll go
ee3RZwh2lUA-00320-00063376-00063550 i'll go for it i don't think we should
ee3RZwh2lUA-00321-00063551-00063679 let fear hold us back
ee3RZwh2lUA-00322-00063679-00063823 don't let your comfort zone hold you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00323-00063824-00064006 back if you feel like something's wrong
ee3RZwh2lUA-00324-00064007-00064079 in your heart
ee3RZwh2lUA-00325-00064079-00064247 you have to act on it you know don't
ee3RZwh2lUA-00326-00064248-00064399 don't be complacent
ee3RZwh2lUA-00327-00064400-00064599 complacency kills would you stand back
ee3RZwh2lUA-00328-00064600-00064806 and watch what goes on to animals
ee3RZwh2lUA-00329-00064807-00064935 and you don't do something about it
ee3RZwh2lUA-00330-00064936-00065079 you're not you know you're watching
ee3RZwh2lUA-00331-00065079-00065263 something a part of history
ee3RZwh2lUA-00332-00065264-00065406 that is going to end soon and you're
ee3RZwh2lUA-00333-00065407-00065543 going to ask yourself you're going to
ee3RZwh2lUA-00334-00065544-00065687 talk to your grandchildren you're going
ee3RZwh2lUA-00335-00065688-00065815 to say which side
ee3RZwh2lUA-00336-00065816-00065991 was i on are you gonna tell them that
ee3RZwh2lUA-00337-00065992-00066135 you didn't bother you would you know you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00338-00066136-00066238 were too
ee3RZwh2lUA-00339-00066239-00066406 caught up with convenience and you know
ee3RZwh2lUA-00340-00066407-00066567 i knew it was wrong i didn't say
ee3RZwh2lUA-00341-00066568-00066711 anything are you gonna be that person
ee3RZwh2lUA-00342-00066712-00066831 are you gonna be someone who says you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00343-00066832-00066982 know what i knew it was wrong and i took
ee3RZwh2lUA-00344-00066983-00067111 action and i was part
ee3RZwh2lUA-00345-00067112-00067287 of the progressive movement that changed
ee3RZwh2lUA-00346-00067288-00067487 history that left that as a dark past
ee3RZwh2lUA-00347-00067488-00067582 history so
ee3RZwh2lUA-00348-00067583-00067967 what side are you on hey guys
ee3RZwh2lUA-00349-00067968-00068159 [Music]
ee3RZwh2lUA-00350-00068160-00068479 don't be shy there's just 47 cameras on
ee3RZwh2lUA-00351-00068480-00068543 you that's all
ee3RZwh2lUA-00352-00068544-00068617 no
ee3RZwh2lUA-00353-00068618-00069656 [Music]
ee3RZwh2lUA-00354-00069657-00071471 [Music]
ee3RZwh2lUA-00355-00071472-00071806 and she's turned all out oh really yeah
ee3RZwh2lUA-00356-00071807-00072055 what's her name ella hello hella let's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00357-00072056-00072279 give her a shout out shout out to hella
ee3RZwh2lUA-00358-00072280-00072599 turn the whole family vegan yeah
ee3RZwh2lUA-00359-00072600-00072767 what's happening nice to meet you nice
ee3RZwh2lUA-00360-00072768-00072926 to meet you guys too have a good
ee3RZwh2lUA-00361-00072927-00073311 christmas vegan christmas
ee3RZwh2lUA-00362-00073312-00073526 yeah yeah i will do you too see you
ee3RZwh2lUA-00363-00073527-00073615 later
ee3RZwh2lUA-00364-00073616-00073919 hella turned the whole family vegan wow
ee3RZwh2lUA-00365-00073920-00074071 why is it worse to kill a human i want
ee3RZwh2lUA-00366-00074072-00074206 to know why it's worth it worse if it's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00367-00074207-00074319 not brain capacity
ee3RZwh2lUA-00368-00074320-00074455 because we're human beings and we
ee3RZwh2lUA-00369-00074456-00074631 shouldn't kill other human beings and
ee3RZwh2lUA-00370-00074632-00074671 law
ee3RZwh2lUA-00371-00074672-00074887 as well of course no no no no we're not
ee3RZwh2lUA-00372-00074888-00075031 going to talk about law because what's
ee3RZwh2lUA-00373-00075032-00077150 legal hasn't always been moral
ee3RZwh2lUA-00374-00077151-00077360 you
ee3UPUPKVjE-00000-00000048-00000311 this is sure 11 a small multiplayer
ee3UPUPKVjE-00001-00000312-00000559 shooter where every hit
ee3UPUPKVjE-00002-00000560-00000726 is an instagram
ee3UPUPKVjE-00003-00000727-00000919 oh yeah and did i mention that every
ee3UPUPKVjE-00004-00000919-00001054 player has the ability to use bullet
ee3UPUPKVjE-00005-00001055-00001374 time
ee3UPUPKVjE-00006-00001375-00001871 okay that's not what i meant hold on
ee3UPUPKVjE-00007-00001872-00002095 now activate your slow motion purchase
ee3UPUPKVjE-00008-00002096-00002287 bullets and band
ee3UPUPKVjE-00009-00002288-00002495 first try baby
ee3UPUPKVjE-00010-00002496-00002718 however the game was released years ago
ee3UPUPKVjE-00011-00002719-00002918 it was actually our very first game and
ee3UPUPKVjE-00012-00002919-00003071 it never took off
ee3UPUPKVjE-00013-00003072-00003231 maybe because of the missing community
ee3UPUPKVjE-00014-00003232-00003438 which is quite important for a game
ee3UPUPKVjE-00015-00003439-00003703 it's multiplayer only
ee3UPUPKVjE-00016-00003704-00003935 yeah couldn't see that coming
ee3UPUPKVjE-00017-00003936-00004135 so here are some last footages before i
ee3UPUPKVjE-00018-00004136-00004470 kill the game
ee3UPUPKVjE-00019-00004471-00004591 you do what
ee3UPUPKVjE-00020-00004592-00005135 don't worry i just said that too
ee3UPUPKVjE-00021-00005136-00005286 if you want to try out this game feel
ee3UPUPKVjE-00022-00005287-00005695 free to
ee3UPUPKVjE-00023-00005696-00005943 you have downl otherwise you will not
ee3UPUPKVjE-00024-00005944-00006055 find any lobbies
ee3UPUPKVjE-00025-00006056-00006383 [Music]
ee3UPUPKVjE-00026-00006384-00006463 yeah
ee3UPUPKVjE-00027-00006464-00006943 like i said no one is playing this game
egzmyBXXvEM-00000-00000039-00000231 youtube celebrity gossip news my name is
egzmyBXXvEM-00001-00000231-00000438 chris welcome to the show i got some
egzmyBXXvEM-00002-00000440-00000734 news about a teacher from california
egzmyBXXvEM-00003-00000735-00001166 that you know overall wants to have kids
egzmyBXXvEM-00004-00001167-00001470 pledge your allegiance to a flag
egzmyBXXvEM-00005-00001471-00001782 um and it's not the united states flag
egzmyBXXvEM-00006-00001784-00001926 it's not the american flag it's
egzmyBXXvEM-00007-00001927-00002118 something else also
egzmyBXXvEM-00008-00002119-00002326 not just that we're talking about jake
egzmyBXXvEM-00009-00002327-00002431 paul
egzmyBXXvEM-00010-00002432-00002583 and his fight
egzmyBXXvEM-00011-00002584-00002815 against woodley stick around got some
egzmyBXXvEM-00012-00002816-00003621 interesting news for you and let's go
egzmyBXXvEM-00013-00003622-00004686 [Music]
egzmyBXXvEM-00014-00004687-00004945 wow
egzmyBXXvEM-00015-00004946-00006831 [Music]
egzmyBXXvEM-00016-00006831-00007103 welcome back everyone kristin prison is
egzmyBXXvEM-00017-00007104-00007455 a teacher from california and
egzmyBXXvEM-00018-00007456-00007759 she admits during third period
egzmyBXXvEM-00019-00007759-00007983 she has her students
egzmyBXXvEM-00020-00007984-00008295 pledge to a flag and it's not the united
egzmyBXXvEM-00021-00008296-00008503 states of america flag it's not the
egzmyBXXvEM-00022-00008504-00008639 american flag
egzmyBXXvEM-00023-00008640-00008999 it's actually the gay pride flake uh how
egzmyBXXvEM-00024-00009000-00009199 she explains it well let me show okay so
egzmyBXXvEM-00025-00009200-00009295 during third period we have
egzmyBXXvEM-00026-00009296-00009463 announcements and they do the pledge of
egzmyBXXvEM-00027-00009464-00009759 allegiance i always tell my class
egzmyBXXvEM-00028-00009760-00009959 stand if you feel like it don't stand if
egzmyBXXvEM-00029-00009960-00010142 you feel like it say the words if you
egzmyBXXvEM-00030-00010143-00010374 want don't have to say the words so my
egzmyBXXvEM-00031-00010375-00010583 class decided to stand but not say the
egzmyBXXvEM-00032-00010584-00010855 words totally fine except for the fact
egzmyBXXvEM-00033-00010856-00011103 that my room does not have a flag it
egzmyBXXvEM-00034-00011104-00011399 used to be there but i took it down
egzmyBXXvEM-00035-00011400-00011551 during covid
egzmyBXXvEM-00036-00011552-00011910 because it made me uncomfortable and um
egzmyBXXvEM-00037-00011911-00012119 i packed it away and i don't know where
egzmyBXXvEM-00038-00012120-00012327 and i haven't found it yet
egzmyBXXvEM-00039-00012328-00012599 but my kid today goes hey um it's kind
egzmyBXXvEM-00040-00012600-00012774 of weird that we just stand and then you
egzmyBXXvEM-00041-00012775-00013063 know we say it to nothing and i'm like
egzmyBXXvEM-00042-00013063-00013271 oh well you know i gotta find it like
egzmyBXXvEM-00043-00013272-00013791 i'm working on it i got you
egzmyBXXvEM-00044-00013791-00014038 in the meantime i tell this kid
egzmyBXXvEM-00045-00014040-00014255 we do have a flag in the class that you
egzmyBXXvEM-00046-00014256-00014351 can
egzmyBXXvEM-00047-00014352-00014566 pledge your allegiance to and he like
egzmyBXXvEM-00048-00014568-00014719 looks around he goes
egzmyBXXvEM-00049-00014719-00015007 oh that one
egzmyBXXvEM-00050-00015008-00015166 i had to question
egzmyBXXvEM-00051-00015168-00015375 this teacher and
egzmyBXXvEM-00052-00015376-00015543 i have to
egzmyBXXvEM-00053-00015544-00015807 ask how does she still have a job after
egzmyBXXvEM-00054-00015808-00016047 telling a student that
egzmyBXXvEM-00055-00016047-00016327 to pledge their allegiance to
egzmyBXXvEM-00056-00016328-00016719 to the pride rainbow flag you cannot
egzmyBXXvEM-00057-00016720-00016991 tell a student that they are there to
egzmyBXXvEM-00058-00016992-00017215 learn and i'm
egzmyBXXvEM-00059-00017216-00017486 thinking that there's issues behind the
egzmyBXXvEM-00060-00017487-00017735 scenes the parents questioning this
egzmyBXXvEM-00061-00017736-00018103 teacher i question this teacher's sanity
egzmyBXXvEM-00062-00018104-00018391 and i want to honestly know about what
egzmyBXXvEM-00063-00018392-00018686 your thoughts are about this story what
egzmyBXXvEM-00064-00018687-00018822 this teacher
egzmyBXXvEM-00065-00018823-00019079 has pulled in her classroom
egzmyBXXvEM-00066-00019080-00019391 next we have jay paul basically jay paul
egzmyBXXvEM-00067-00019392-00019735 says he is retiring from boxing
egzmyBXXvEM-00068-00019736-00020183 after he beat tyron woodley so basically
egzmyBXXvEM-00069-00020184-00020463 here's what happened jay paul
egzmyBXXvEM-00070-00020464-00020807 won against woodley in his fight jay
egzmyBXXvEM-00071-00020808-00021071 paul says he's retiring now
egzmyBXXvEM-00072-00021072-00021286 even though jay paul's gonna get a big
egzmyBXXvEM-00073-00021287-00021583 fat paycheck this was a split decision
egzmyBXXvEM-00074-00021584-00021878 and i also have to question the judges
egzmyBXXvEM-00075-00021879-00022214 it was a fight overall that i saw and
egzmyBXXvEM-00076-00022215-00022535 woodley got some great knots in of jake
egzmyBXXvEM-00077-00022536-00022847 paul but why would jay paul win all
egzmyBXXvEM-00078-00022848-00023063 these split decisions that are happening
egzmyBXXvEM-00079-00023064-00023271 the same thing happened against conor
egzmyBXXvEM-00080-00023272-00023455 mcgregor it was
egzmyBXXvEM-00081-00023456-00023711 a split decision down in the middle to
egzmyBXXvEM-00082-00023712-00023942 where jay paul won that fight as well
egzmyBXXvEM-00083-00023943-00024214 are the judges feeling sorry for him so
egzmyBXXvEM-00084-00024215-00024463 that he's winning these fights helpless
egzmyBXXvEM-00085-00024464-00024703 boxing queer a lot more who saw that
egzmyBXXvEM-00086-00024704-00024958 fight out there do you think jake paul
egzmyBXXvEM-00087-00024959-00025286 actually won or do you think woodley won
egzmyBXXvEM-00088-00025287-00025583 dave chappelle was at the jake paul
egzmyBXXvEM-00089-00025584-00025694 versus
egzmyBXXvEM-00090-00025695-00025983 will the fight and not just that
egzmyBXXvEM-00091-00025983-00026102 he was
egzmyBXXvEM-00092-00026104-00026414 at the side of the cameras where this
egzmyBXXvEM-00093-00026416-00026687 the cameras were on the mics and dave
egzmyBXXvEM-00094-00026688-00027023 chappelle was for jay paul to win and
egzmyBXXvEM-00095-00027024-00027158 also
egzmyBXXvEM-00096-00027160-00027390 after that he went up to
egzmyBXXvEM-00097-00027391-00027631 um jake paul after the fight and
egzmyBXXvEM-00098-00027632-00027958 congratulated him but first he was all
egzmyBXXvEM-00099-00027960-00028062 for
egzmyBXXvEM-00100-00028063-00028383 uh willing to win but willie you know
egzmyBXXvEM-00101-00028383-00028718 did not win he was funny and
egzmyBXXvEM-00102-00028719-00028943 dave chappelle had a good time in that
egzmyBXXvEM-00103-00028944-00029087 fight as well
egzmyBXXvEM-00104-00029088-00029335 so that's all the stories i have for you
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ehwbmYAPvdo-00005-00001116-00001283 county attorney john choi and the other
ehwbmYAPvdo-00006-00001284-00001469 would be the sink while police chief
ehwbmYAPvdo-00007-00001470-00001766 thomas smith a couple of housekeeping
ehwbmYAPvdo-00008-00001767-00002152 notes i will be just Gonder when it
ehwbmYAPvdo-00009-00002153-00002423 comes time for Q&A and i'll ask you to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00010-00002424-00002666 do three basic things your name what
ehwbmYAPvdo-00011-00002667-00002842 organization you are with and what your
ehwbmYAPvdo-00012-00002843-00003085 question is fairly simple but i'll
ehwbmYAPvdo-00013-00003086-00003226 repeat that again after we're ready to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00014-00003227-00003584 do the Q&A but let's start with remarks
ehwbmYAPvdo-00015-00003585-00004006 from the range county attorney good
ehwbmYAPvdo-00016-00004007-00004229 afternoon everybody thank you for being
ehwbmYAPvdo-00017-00004230-00004613 here today you know it was about 20
ehwbmYAPvdo-00018-00004614-00004922 months ago when we first began looking
ehwbmYAPvdo-00019-00004923-00005252 into allegations concerning child sex
ehwbmYAPvdo-00020-00005253-00005602 abuse within the Archdiocese of st. Paul
ehwbmYAPvdo-00021-00005603-00005968 and Minneapolis and we said that the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00022-00005969-00006359 facts would lead the way we also said
ehwbmYAPvdo-00023-00006360-00006587 throughout this investigation that we
ehwbmYAPvdo-00024-00006588-00007020 can only do what the law allows and that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00025-00007022-00007510 we would seek justice without fear or
ehwbmYAPvdo-00026-00007511-00007880 favor these principles these three pinch
ehwbmYAPvdo-00027-00007881-00008156 principles have guided our work over the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00028-00008156-00008666 past 20 months today what the facts are
ehwbmYAPvdo-00029-00008667-00009077 and what the law allows and what justice
ehwbmYAPvdo-00030-00009078-00009398 requires is that we file criminal
ehwbmYAPvdo-00031-00009399-00009739 charges against the Archdiocese of st.
ehwbmYAPvdo-00032-00009740-00010133 Paul and Minneapolis for its role in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00033-00010134-00010408 failing to protect children and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00034-00010409-00010724 contributing to the unspeakable harm
ehwbmYAPvdo-00035-00010725-00011126 that was done to three young sexual
ehwbmYAPvdo-00036-00011127-00011441 abuse victims of Curtis deployment as
ehwbmYAPvdo-00037-00011442-00011713 all of you will recall firstly Meyer a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00038-00011714-00011963 former priest pled guilty in Ramsey
ehwbmYAPvdo-00039-00011964-00012189 County District Court in November of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00040-00012190-00012546 2012 to three felony counts
ehwbmYAPvdo-00041-00012547-00012756 of criminal sexual conduct with two
ehwbmYAPvdo-00042-00012757-00013037 minors and 17 felony counts of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00043-00013038-00013400 possession of child pornography a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00044-00013401-00013884 November 7 2014 the Chippewa County
ehwbmYAPvdo-00045-00013885-00014133 District Attorney's Office in Wisconsin
ehwbmYAPvdo-00046-00014134-00014372 charged cursed weimar with second degree
ehwbmYAPvdo-00047-00014374-00014760 sexual assault involving a third minor
ehwbmYAPvdo-00048-00014761-00015162 victim the wisconsin prosecution is
ehwbmYAPvdo-00049-00015163-00015611 still ongoing with regard to these three
ehwbmYAPvdo-00050-00015612-00016116 victims it is not only curse wehmeyer
ehwbmYAPvdo-00051-00016116-00016491 who is criminally responsible for the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00052-00016492-00016857 harm caused but it is the archdiocese as
ehwbmYAPvdo-00053-00016858-00017271 well today's we roll Chargers take to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00054-00017272-00017444 hold the defendant accountable for its
ehwbmYAPvdo-00055-00017445-00017796 acts words and omissions or in other
ehwbmYAPvdo-00056-00017797-00018093 words its role in contributing to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00057-00018094-00018306 persuade Mars victims need for
ehwbmYAPvdo-00058-00018307-00018591 protection or services and their
ehwbmYAPvdo-00059-00018592-00018810 delinquency or status as juvenile
ehwbmYAPvdo-00060-00018811-00019185 heading offenders we have also filed the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00061-00019186-00019455 civil petition against the archdiocese
ehwbmYAPvdo-00062-00019456-00019791 related to the same conduct contained in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00063-00019792-00019994 the criminal complaint the civil
ehwbmYAPvdo-00064-00019995-00020154 petition is brought under legal
ehwbmYAPvdo-00065-00020155-00020442 authority solely vested in a county
ehwbmYAPvdo-00066-00020443-00020721 attorney and is intended to seek legal
ehwbmYAPvdo-00067-00020722-00021009 remedies to prevent the archdiocese from
ehwbmYAPvdo-00068-00021010-00021300 allowing this via behavior to ever
ehwbmYAPvdo-00069-00021301-00021774 happen again today's charges are a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00070-00021775-00022110 product of an intensive 20 month
ehwbmYAPvdo-00071-00022111-00022425 investigation conducted by investigators
ehwbmYAPvdo-00072-00022426-00022635 from the st. Paul police department and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00073-00022636-00022710 the real
ehwbmYAPvdo-00074-00022711-00022899 county attorney's office that initially
ehwbmYAPvdo-00075-00022900-00023205 began with victims coming forward to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00076-00023206-00023496 police and the investigation into the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00077-00023497-00023808 facts and circumstances surrounding the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00078-00023809-00024120 archdiocese report to police on June
ehwbmYAPvdo-00079-00024121-00024468 twentieth of 2012 concerning the victims
ehwbmYAPvdo-00080-00024469-00024921 of Curtis waymart based upon the facts
ehwbmYAPvdo-00081-00024922-00025227 uncovered in this initial phase of the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00082-00025228-00025584 investigation we initiated a second
ehwbmYAPvdo-00083-00025585-00025933 phase of the investigation in March of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00084-00025935-00026327 2014 with a specific focus on the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00085-00026329-00026622 archdiocese and its handling of Curtis
ehwbmYAPvdo-00086-00026623-00026975 Wehmeyer and information about him
ehwbmYAPvdo-00087-00026976-00027324 during the second phase investigators
ehwbmYAPvdo-00088-00027325-00027522 from the st. Paul police department and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00089-00027523-00027695 the Ramsey County Attorney's Office
ehwbmYAPvdo-00090-00027697-00028004 interviewed over 50 witnesses and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00091-00028005-00028464 obtained approximately 170 thousand
ehwbmYAPvdo-00092-00028464-00029000 pages of documents from numerous sources
ehwbmYAPvdo-00093-00029001-00029402 this was a long haul and I want to thank
ehwbmYAPvdo-00094-00029404-00029631 the team of investigators and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00095-00029632-00029826 prosecutors who were assembled from this
ehwbmYAPvdo-00096-00029827-00030164 task for their diligence skill and hard
ehwbmYAPvdo-00097-00030164-00030654 work this investigation is still ongoing
ehwbmYAPvdo-00098-00030655-00031158 and continues as we speak as of today
ehwbmYAPvdo-00099-00031158-00031386 and articulated in the criminal
ehwbmYAPvdo-00100-00031387-00031650 complaint and the civil petition the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00101-00031651-00031902 investigation has independently
ehwbmYAPvdo-00102-00031902-00032195 corroborated much of the information
ehwbmYAPvdo-00103-00032197-00032517 reported by local media sources in his
ehwbmYAPvdo-00104-00032518-00032963 uncovered new facts that support today's
ehwbmYAPvdo-00105-00032964-00033363 allegations we have filed in Ramsey
ehwbmYAPvdo-00106-00033364-00033702 County District Court a very detailed 43
ehwbmYAPvdo-00107-00033703-00034131 page complaint in the 32-page civil
ehwbmYAPvdo-00108-00034132-00034421 petition and they both speak for
ehwbmYAPvdo-00109-00034422-00034782 themselves the facts that we have
ehwbmYAPvdo-00110-00034783-00035238 gathered cannot be ignored they cannot
ehwbmYAPvdo-00111-00035239-00035626 be dismissed and are frankly
ehwbmYAPvdo-00112-00035627-00035968 especially when viewed in their totality
ehwbmYAPvdo-00113-00035969-00036361 and more importantly our community
ehwbmYAPvdo-00114-00036362-00036814 cannot allow them to be repeated the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00115-00036815-00037093 evidence from over 50 witness interviews
ehwbmYAPvdo-00116-00037094-00037324 conducted by investigators played a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00117-00037325-00037693 critical role and bring forward criminal
ehwbmYAPvdo-00118-00037694-00038060 charges today I want to thank those
ehwbmYAPvdo-00119-00038061-00038440 courageous witnesses clergy and lay
ehwbmYAPvdo-00120-00038441-00038743 people who cooperated with our
ehwbmYAPvdo-00121-00038744-00039077 investigation and who chose to reveal
ehwbmYAPvdo-00122-00039078-00039445 the truth despite all of its
ehwbmYAPvdo-00123-00039446-00039865 implications many did so despite great
ehwbmYAPvdo-00124-00039866-00040385 peril and the fear of consequence for
ehwbmYAPvdo-00125-00040386-00040661 those who spoke up about what was known
ehwbmYAPvdo-00126-00040662-00040955 about persuade Meyer whether then or now
ehwbmYAPvdo-00127-00040956-00041362 you should neither feel guilty nor
ehwbmYAPvdo-00128-00041363-00041726 regretful instead you have done what is
ehwbmYAPvdo-00129-00041727-00042074 courageous what is right and what our
ehwbmYAPvdo-00130-00042075-00042443 community needs you to do to tell the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00131-00042444-00042773 truth the story of Curtis wehmeyer in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00132-00042774-00043027 how he came to sexually abused three
ehwbmYAPvdo-00133-00043028-00043304 young boys cannot be told without
ehwbmYAPvdo-00134-00043305-00043612 including the organization and its
ehwbmYAPvdo-00135-00043613-00043982 hierarchy that ordained him and that all
ehwbmYAPvdo-00136-00043983-00044371 relevant times had the power to remove
ehwbmYAPvdo-00137-00044372-00044830 him as stated by Bishop Bechet in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00138-00044831-00045308 December of 2013 as a part of a meeting
ehwbmYAPvdo-00139-00045309-00045571 with local priests and the archbishop
ehwbmYAPvdo-00140-00045572-00045958 the archdiocese had a misplaced emphasis
ehwbmYAPvdo-00141-00045959-00046345 in organizational culture on protecting
ehwbmYAPvdo-00142-00046346-00046724 sexually dangerous priests over the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00143-00046725-00047168 safety and well-being of children there
ehwbmYAPvdo-00144-00047169-00047501 is now a new reality and it's all
ehwbmYAPvdo-00145-00047502-00047999 different now he stated as it relates to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00146-00048000-00048425 our three victims the old reality that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00147-00048426-00048704 tected priests rule the day at the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00148-00048705-00048995 highest levels of the archdiocese which
ehwbmYAPvdo-00149-00048996-00049220 said the stage for what the archdiocese
ehwbmYAPvdo-00150-00049221-00049568 did and what it did not do as it relates
ehwbmYAPvdo-00151-00049569-00049874 to handling kurzweil Meyer and the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00152-00049875-00050132 information that became known to church
ehwbmYAPvdo-00153-00050133-00050372 officials about him throughout the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00154-00050373-00050828 course of his vocation as a priest when
ehwbmYAPvdo-00155-00050829-00051026 confronted with disturbing information
ehwbmYAPvdo-00156-00051027-00051338 about Curtis Waymire church officials
ehwbmYAPvdo-00157-00051339-00051770 time and time again turned a blind eye
ehwbmYAPvdo-00158-00051771-00052088 in the name of protecting priests at the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00159-00052089-00052499 expense of protecting children in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00160-00052500-00052823 addition the allegations reveal a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00161-00052824-00053029 disturbing way in which this
ehwbmYAPvdo-00162-00053030-00053327 organization stated that it protected
ehwbmYAPvdo-00163-00053328-00053786 children but in reality it did not what
ehwbmYAPvdo-00164-00053787-00054047 was important to be a best practice in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00165-00054048-00054251 monitoring and supervising wayward
ehwbmYAPvdo-00166-00054252-00054749 priests was in reality a sham we were
ehwbmYAPvdo-00167-00054750-00054979 falsely led to believe that the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00168-00054980-00055202 leadership structure of the archdiocese
ehwbmYAPvdo-00169-00055203-00055484 had an effective program in place for
ehwbmYAPvdo-00170-00055485-00055874 protecting children indeed the person
ehwbmYAPvdo-00171-00055875-00056080 who administered the program that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00172-00056082-00056309 monitored wayward priests including
ehwbmYAPvdo-00173-00056310-00056561 Curtis William are described the more
ehwbmYAPvdo-00174-00056562-00057001 monitoring program as window dressing
ehwbmYAPvdo-00175-00057002-00057316 with regard to Kurzweil Wehmeyer the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00176-00057317-00057545 allegations in the complaint revealed a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00177-00057546-00057827 disturbing pattern of facts that show
ehwbmYAPvdo-00178-00057828-00058121 that the monitoring criteria imposed on
ehwbmYAPvdo-00179-00058122-00058586 him were frequently neither followed nor
ehwbmYAPvdo-00180-00058587-00058994 enforced as time progresses the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00181-00058995-00059204 information about persuade Meyer became
ehwbmYAPvdo-00182-00059204-00059663 more alarming and more specific as you
ehwbmYAPvdo-00183-00059664-00059933 will read in the complaint the people
ehwbmYAPvdo-00184-00059934-00060140 who raised issues about Curtis William
ehwbmYAPvdo-00185-00060141-00060476 wire were seriously concerned and had
ehwbmYAPvdo-00186-00060477-00060629 specific in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00187-00060630-00060945 mation many of whom took persistent
ehwbmYAPvdo-00188-00060946-00061233 action to bring these matters to the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00189-00061234-00061670 attention of church hierarchy yet
ehwbmYAPvdo-00190-00061671-00061989 throughout the course of the archdiocese
ehwbmYAPvdo-00191-00061990-00062415 handling of curtis william are these
ehwbmYAPvdo-00192-00062416-00062876 facts were ignored minimized or not
ehwbmYAPvdo-00193-00062877-00063116 shared with other individuals who needed
ehwbmYAPvdo-00194-00063117-00063524 to know it was on sep tember 12th of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00195-00063525-00063909 2010 when the priest reported to Bishop
ehwbmYAPvdo-00196-00063910-00064232 a shade that Curtis Waymire was camping
ehwbmYAPvdo-00197-00064233-00064575 with children and observed that he slept
ehwbmYAPvdo-00198-00064576-00064874 in the same bed with one of our victims
ehwbmYAPvdo-00199-00064875-00065282 in response Bishop Bechet knowledge that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00200-00065283-00065511 cursed wehmeyer had many skeletons in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00201-00065512-00065901 his closet the priest never heard
ehwbmYAPvdo-00202-00065902-00066228 anything further about his report of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00203-00066229-00066630 that incident this was the second time
ehwbmYAPvdo-00204-00066631-00066999 within one year that it came to the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00205-00067000-00067290 attention of archdiocese leaders that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00206-00067291-00067500 cursed waymire was camping with children
ehwbmYAPvdo-00207-00067501-00067830 in direct violation of the archdiocese
ehwbmYAPvdo-00208-00067831-00068292 policies when viewed in totality these
ehwbmYAPvdo-00209-00068293-00068522 facts the facts alleged in the complaint
ehwbmYAPvdo-00210-00068523-00068898 amount to criminal conduct on the part
ehwbmYAPvdo-00211-00068899-00069180 of the archdiocese by taking these
ehwbmYAPvdo-00212-00069181-00069498 actions today it is our goal to hold the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00213-00069499-00069822 defendant accountable seek justice for
ehwbmYAPvdo-00214-00069823-00070137 the victims and our community and to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00215-00070138-00070367 take steps to ensure that this never
ehwbmYAPvdo-00216-00070368-00070791 happens again thank you so with that I'm
ehwbmYAPvdo-00217-00070792-00071069 going to turn it over to my good friend
ehwbmYAPvdo-00218-00071070-00071246 st. Paul police chief tom
ehwbmYAPvdo-00219-00071247-00071393 he's going to have a fewer microphone
ehwbmYAPvdo-00220-00071394-00071939 with taking questions Thank You Cody and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00221-00071940-00072140 turning troy and i want to thank county
ehwbmYAPvdo-00222-00072141-00072449 attorneys choice staff and also the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00223-00072450-00072623 investigative team from the st. Paul
ehwbmYAPvdo-00224-00072624-00072962 police department this has been a very
ehwbmYAPvdo-00225-00072963-00073267 taxing and a long drawn-out
ehwbmYAPvdo-00226-00073268-00073523 investigation and the amount of work
ehwbmYAPvdo-00227-00073524-00073766 that's been put forth working together
ehwbmYAPvdo-00228-00073767-00074210 has been exemplary this case is not
ehwbmYAPvdo-00229-00074211-00074618 about religion it's about allegations of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00230-00074619-00074915 misconduct and crimes that were
ehwbmYAPvdo-00231-00074916-00075224 committed these types of allegations are
ehwbmYAPvdo-00232-00075225-00075551 always disturbing especially when they
ehwbmYAPvdo-00233-00075552-00075821 involve people in positions of authority
ehwbmYAPvdo-00234-00075822-00076202 and trust our goal throughout the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00235-00076203-00076415 process was the service fact finders I
ehwbmYAPvdo-00236-00076416-00076754 said that 20 months ago that's our job
ehwbmYAPvdo-00237-00076755-00077054 to st. Paul police department and that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00238-00077055-00077219 is exactly what we did throughout the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00239-00077220-00077513 course of this investigation we asked
ehwbmYAPvdo-00240-00077514-00077777 for victims many times to come forward
ehwbmYAPvdo-00241-00077778-00078104 and other witnesses as well and as you
ehwbmYAPvdo-00242-00078105-00078347 heard from county attorney Choi there
ehwbmYAPvdo-00243-00078348-00078601 were brave people that did come forward
ehwbmYAPvdo-00244-00078602-00078992 victims witnesses and even clergy
ehwbmYAPvdo-00245-00078993-00079355 members this investigation was extensive
ehwbmYAPvdo-00246-00079356-00079706 and exhaustive thousands and thousands
ehwbmYAPvdo-00247-00079707-00079943 of investigative hours were spent
ehwbmYAPvdo-00248-00079944-00080230 putting together this information
ehwbmYAPvdo-00249-00080231-00080477 including interviews and document
ehwbmYAPvdo-00250-00080478-00080792 reviews and research multiple
ehwbmYAPvdo-00251-00080793-00081026 investigate investigators were involved
ehwbmYAPvdo-00252-00081027-00081200 and again I want to thank them for their
ehwbmYAPvdo-00253-00081201-00081488 efforts this criminal case was carefully
ehwbmYAPvdo-00254-00081489-00081695 constructed by a team of dedicated
ehwbmYAPvdo-00255-00081696-00081875 professionals both from the Ramsey
ehwbmYAPvdo-00256-00081876-00082094 County Attorney's Office in the st. Paul
ehwbmYAPvdo-00257-00082095-00082376 police department we presented a case
ehwbmYAPvdo-00258-00082377-00082652 based on the facts to the Ramsey County
ehwbmYAPvdo-00259-00082653-00082871 Attorney's Office John Cho and his staff
ehwbmYAPvdo-00260-00082872-00083099 and we will continue to investigate
ehwbmYAPvdo-00261-00083100-00083486 allegations we need the public's help I
ehwbmYAPvdo-00262-00083487-00083801 said that 20 months ago and i will say
ehwbmYAPvdo-00263-00083802-00084141 that again anybody that has information
ehwbmYAPvdo-00264-00084142-00084360 the more people the better better
ehwbmYAPvdo-00265-00084361-00084744 weather their victims who are sworn to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00266-00084745-00085053 help whether it might be clergy whether
ehwbmYAPvdo-00267-00085054-00085284 it might be others with information the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00268-00085285-00085554 assets you come forward so that we can
ehwbmYAPvdo-00269-00085555-00085776 continue to put facts together and hold
ehwbmYAPvdo-00270-00085777-00085980 accountable those who have harmed others
ehwbmYAPvdo-00271-00085981-00086259 I now we'll turn it back over to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00272-00086260-00086895 commentary John Cho ok so before I take
ehwbmYAPvdo-00273-00086896-00087009 some questions I just want to take just
ehwbmYAPvdo-00274-00087010-00087309 a few things my staff's going to be
ehwbmYAPvdo-00275-00087310-00087429 available to you in throughout the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00276-00087430-00087762 afternoon the complaint there's a lot of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00277-00087763-00087963 information okay and so I know that many
ehwbmYAPvdo-00278-00087964-00088077 of you are going to have questions
ehwbmYAPvdo-00279-00088078-00088281 throughout the day and we will be there
ehwbmYAPvdo-00280-00088282-00088593 to help try to clarify your questions so
ehwbmYAPvdo-00281-00088594-00088866 you will have other opportunities to ask
ehwbmYAPvdo-00282-00088867-00089055 the question and maybe just call Dennis
ehwbmYAPvdo-00283-00089056-00089433 directly also to this is now to any case
ehwbmYAPvdo-00284-00089434-00089742 and I want to make it very clear that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00285-00089743-00089991 the investigation is ongoing and so
ehwbmYAPvdo-00286-00089992-00090324 therefore I may not be able to respond
ehwbmYAPvdo-00287-00090325-00090462 to some of your questions but I'll do
ehwbmYAPvdo-00288-00090463-00090894 the best that I can also to as chief
ehwbmYAPvdo-00289-00090895-00091218 Smith said both of us very feel strongly
ehwbmYAPvdo-00290-00091219-00091476 that if there's anybody out there that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00291-00091477-00091718 has any information about our case to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00292-00091719-00092058 contact us and including those who have
ehwbmYAPvdo-00293-00092059-00092394 refused to speak to us I encourage them
ehwbmYAPvdo-00294-00092395-00092733 again to do the right thing and tell us
ehwbmYAPvdo-00295-00092734-00092979 and reveal to us what they know about
ehwbmYAPvdo-00296-00092980-00093256 how the archdiocese handled
ehwbmYAPvdo-00297-00093257-00093532 meyer and the information that was known
ehwbmYAPvdo-00298-00093533-00093804 to the archdiocese so with that go ahead
ehwbmYAPvdo-00299-00093805-00094159 just a quick reminder who you are
ehwbmYAPvdo-00300-00094160-00094421 impressionism where you work let's start
ehwbmYAPvdo-00301-00094422-00094784 Elizabeth Moore Pioneer Press so you've
ehwbmYAPvdo-00302-00094785-00095135 charged an organization with crime if it
ehwbmYAPvdo-00303-00095136-00095447 comes to a conviction who who's held
ehwbmYAPvdo-00304-00095448-00095611 accountable and what will those
ehwbmYAPvdo-00305-00095612-00095890 consequences be well they under the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00306-00095891-00096244 Criminal Code these the complaint the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00307-00096245-00096463 criminal complaint the contributing
ehwbmYAPvdo-00308-00096464-00096667 statute is at the gross misdemeanor
ehwbmYAPvdo-00309-00096668-00096937 level and so a gross misdemeanor crime
ehwbmYAPvdo-00310-00096938-00097141 is one that is punishable up to a year
ehwbmYAPvdo-00311-00097142-00097426 in jail and a three thousand valvetime
ehwbmYAPvdo-00312-00097427-00097750 now our goal in all of this is to hold
ehwbmYAPvdo-00313-00097751-00098060 the defendant accountable and so from
ehwbmYAPvdo-00314-00098061-00098275 our perspective what is really important
ehwbmYAPvdo-00315-00098276-00098500 I believe to the victims and to the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00316-00098501-00098829 community is to obtain a conviction and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00317-00098830-00099187 that is what we will insist upon as a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00318-00099188-00099535 part of the criminal proceeding and as
ehwbmYAPvdo-00319-00099536-00099790 well with respect to the civil petition
ehwbmYAPvdo-00320-00099791-00100096 that was brought we also want to ensure
ehwbmYAPvdo-00321-00100097-00100438 whether it's a part of probation and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00322-00100439-00100693 supervision that can last up to five
ehwbmYAPvdo-00323-00100694-00100997 years or as a part of a border or
ehwbmYAPvdo-00324-00100998-00101222 pursuant to the civil contributing
ehwbmYAPvdo-00325-00101223-00101526 statute that we put measures in place
ehwbmYAPvdo-00326-00101527-00102022 that will ensure the public and the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00327-00102023-00102337 members of the Catholic Church that this
ehwbmYAPvdo-00328-00102338-00102709 will never happen again and so again our
ehwbmYAPvdo-00329-00102710-00102915 goal is to hold the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00330-00102916-00103071 our goals are to defend all the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00331-00103072-00103215 defendant accountable to seek justice
ehwbmYAPvdo-00332-00103216-00103518 for the victims in our community and to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00333-00103519-00103778 ensure that this does not happen again
ehwbmYAPvdo-00334-00103779-00104106 just quick follow-up turpin you see the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00335-00104107-00104234 defendant are we talking about a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00336-00104235-00104490 specific person versus the people me the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00337-00104491-00104877 defendant is the archdiocese for the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00338-00104878-00105528 corporation hoc co two weeks so I guess
ehwbmYAPvdo-00339-00105529-00105744 it's his halters that if there's a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00340-00105745-00105921 conviction and you're charging an
ehwbmYAPvdo-00341-00105922-00106317 organization who would serve that time
ehwbmYAPvdo-00342-00106318-00106494 for the sentence or is it more of a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00343-00106495-00106875 symbolic no this happens routinely I
ehwbmYAPvdo-00344-00106876-00107031 mean just affecting our community just
ehwbmYAPvdo-00345-00107032-00107333 recently there was a definitive was
ehwbmYAPvdo-00346-00107333-00107546 convicted by a jury in Dakota County
ehwbmYAPvdo-00347-00107547-00107898 that was the final exit organization and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00348-00107899-00108345 so corporations are prosecuted is this
ehwbmYAPvdo-00349-00108346-00108549 is not like a rare damaged thing doesn't
ehwbmYAPvdo-00350-00108550-00108675 happen all the time but this does happen
ehwbmYAPvdo-00351-00108676-00108927 from time timing when we bring charges
ehwbmYAPvdo-00352-00108928-00109296 forward criminal charges we can only
ehwbmYAPvdo-00353-00109297-00109554 bring them forward what we believe that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00354-00109555-00109827 we would have a likelihood of success of
ehwbmYAPvdo-00355-00109828-00110091 obtaining a conviction beyond the reason
ehwbmYAPvdo-00356-00110092-00110319 though we feel very confident of our
ehwbmYAPvdo-00357-00110320-00110568 ability to do that against the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00358-00110569-00110864 corporation now with respect to specific
ehwbmYAPvdo-00359-00110865-00111208 individuals within the church hierarchy
ehwbmYAPvdo-00360-00111209-00111438 that's all part of an ongoing
ehwbmYAPvdo-00361-00111439-00111696 investigation hope you do not feel at
ehwbmYAPvdo-00362-00111697-00111801 this moment in time
ehwbmYAPvdo-00363-00111802-00112254 we have sufficient evidence to hold an
ehwbmYAPvdo-00364-00112255-00112578 individual accountable but again this is
ehwbmYAPvdo-00365-00112579-00112989 an ongoing investigation and and again
ehwbmYAPvdo-00366-00112990-00113292 we feel very confident based upon the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00367-00113293-00113523 totality of all of the allegations and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00368-00113524-00113814 the conduct that was committed by church
ehwbmYAPvdo-00369-00113815-00114243 hierarchy that we have sufficient basis
ehwbmYAPvdo-00370-00114244-00114608 to obtain a conviction in Criminal Court
ehwbmYAPvdo-00371-00114609-00114879 with jazz all of you know the standard
ehwbmYAPvdo-00372-00114880-00115459 of proof is beyond a reasonable doubt it
ehwbmYAPvdo-00373-00115460-00115788 so there might be a lot of them but
ehwbmYAPvdo-00374-00115789-00116040 briefly can you say how many charges are
ehwbmYAPvdo-00375-00116041-00116253 and what the charges are the criminal
ehwbmYAPvdo-00376-00116254-00116691 charges there are six of them and the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00377-00116692-00117126 there are three charges that allege a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00378-00117127-00117509 violation of the archdiocese
ehwbmYAPvdo-00379-00117510-00117828 contributing through its apps words and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00380-00117829-00118191 omissions to these victim to these
ehwbmYAPvdo-00381-00118192-00118616 victims needing protection and services
ehwbmYAPvdo-00382-00118617-00119070 there's another three charges that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00383-00119071-00119352 utilize a similar statute which is
ehwbmYAPvdo-00384-00119353-00119739 contributing to the status of a juvenile
ehwbmYAPvdo-00385-00119740-00120240 as a delinquent or a petty offender now
ehwbmYAPvdo-00386-00120241-00120461 just so you know that one thing is very
ehwbmYAPvdo-00387-00120463-00120795 clear in the statute and in the law it
ehwbmYAPvdo-00388-00120796-00120986 is very clear that we don't have to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00389-00120988-00121176 prove that these victims were actually
ehwbmYAPvdo-00390-00121177-00121234 jus
ehwbmYAPvdo-00391-00121235-00121595 delinquents or that their petty
ehwbmYAPvdo-00392-00121596-00121808 offenders is says that if they are
ehwbmYAPvdo-00393-00121808-00122152 contributing to certain things that the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00394-00122153-00122708 children did as a result of Portus
ehwbmYAPvdo-00395-00122708-00123098 wehmeyer then we have a basis to proceed
ehwbmYAPvdo-00396-00123099-00123383 under law so as an example in the 43
ehwbmYAPvdo-00397-00123383-00123626 page complaint and in the Civil petition
ehwbmYAPvdo-00398-00123627-00124078 you will see and read about first
ehwbmYAPvdo-00399-00124079-00124421 William wire providing Jagermeister and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00400-00124422-00124804 marijuana and cigarettes and showing
ehwbmYAPvdo-00401-00124805-00125264 child porn to the victims and so and as
ehwbmYAPvdo-00402-00125265-00125434 an example that would be one of the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00403-00125435-00125773 allegations that would support that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00404-00125774-00126098 particular charge are they goes missing
ehwbmYAPvdo-00405-00126099-00126397 they are all gross misdemeanors and then
ehwbmYAPvdo-00406-00126398-00126713 analogous to all that there's also a
ehwbmYAPvdo-00407-00126714-00127163 civil provision in the statues for the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00408-00127164-00127388 delinquencies contributing to the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00409-00127389-00127690 delinquency and the child protection and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00410-00127691-00128041 so we have as described by law we have
ehwbmYAPvdo-00411-00128042-00128365 taken advantage of that as well and this
ehwbmYAPvdo-00412-00128366-00128674 is only available to a county attorney
ehwbmYAPvdo-00413-00128675-00128945 therefore it would be our position that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00414-00128946-00129143 the actions that we are taking with
ehwbmYAPvdo-00415-00129144-00129374 respect to the civil case are in
ehwbmYAPvdo-00416-00129375-00129671 relation to our ability in our powers to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00417-00129672-00130007 enforce the law to maintain public
ehwbmYAPvdo-00418-00130008-00130459 safety and to protect children Josh
ehwbmYAPvdo-00419-00130460-00130640 all channel 5 you mentioned the final
ehwbmYAPvdo-00420-00130641-00130838 exit case if i'm not mistaken I believe
ehwbmYAPvdo-00421-00130839-00131008 that the maximum penalty there and what
ehwbmYAPvdo-00422-00131009-00131225 it ended up being was a fine there was
ehwbmYAPvdo-00423-00131226-00131459 no risk of jail time is at the same case
ehwbmYAPvdo-00424-00131460-00131681 here because of the archdiocese an
ehwbmYAPvdo-00425-00131682-00131924 organization that's independent as long
ehwbmYAPvdo-00426-00131925-00132319 as the defendant remains the archdiocese
ehwbmYAPvdo-00427-00132320-00132673 the corporation can serve time in jail
ehwbmYAPvdo-00428-00132674-00132902 so it would be fine that we're looking
ehwbmYAPvdo-00429-00132903-00133034 at it would be a fine but more
ehwbmYAPvdo-00430-00133035-00133204 importantly it's about the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00431-00133205-00133503 accountability much can be gained
ehwbmYAPvdo-00432-00133504-00133811 especially in a situation like this when
ehwbmYAPvdo-00433-00133812-00134171 there is a mission that the corporation
ehwbmYAPvdo-00434-00134172-00134420 did wrong I think that will go a long
ehwbmYAPvdo-00435-00134421-00134807 way with respect to what victims gained
ehwbmYAPvdo-00436-00134808-00135299 what our community needs and and through
ehwbmYAPvdo-00437-00135300-00135565 this process we hope to achieve that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00438-00135566-00135773 cluster one or two more of them are
ehwbmYAPvdo-00439-00135774-00135968 going to quit bulb if you don't mind you
ehwbmYAPvdo-00440-00135969-00136337 said if the archdiocese remains that the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00441-00136338-00136511 defendant do you anticipate more
ehwbmYAPvdo-00442-00136512-00136781 defendants being adamant that this is an
ehwbmYAPvdo-00443-00136782-00136966 ongoing investigation as we've always
ehwbmYAPvdo-00444-00136967-00137123 said that the facts will leave the way
ehwbmYAPvdo-00445-00137124-00137423 and we're going to continue working on
ehwbmYAPvdo-00446-00137424-00137651 the investigation in fact the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00447-00137652-00137869 investigation right now is very robust
ehwbmYAPvdo-00448-00137870-00138193 for Laurie
ehwbmYAPvdo-00449-00138194-00138441 Detroit how cooperative was the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00450-00138442-00138733 archdiocese in this investigation I
ehwbmYAPvdo-00451-00138734-00139265 would characterize their involvement as
ehwbmYAPvdo-00452-00139266-00139498 generally cooperative they have been
ehwbmYAPvdo-00453-00139499-00139834 responsive to all of our requests we've
ehwbmYAPvdo-00454-00139835-00140277 also had the opportunity to validate or
ehwbmYAPvdo-00455-00140278-00140712 verify that what they have given us is
ehwbmYAPvdo-00456-00140713-00141099 truthful because we have information and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00457-00141100-00141729 evidence for so many sources and I will
ehwbmYAPvdo-00458-00141730-00141978 also say that right now you know where
ehwbmYAPvdo-00459-00141979-00142176 there's a some issues that we're working
ehwbmYAPvdo-00460-00142177-00142452 through but with that I'm not going to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00461-00142453-00143022 say anything further second last or not
ehwbmYAPvdo-00462-00143023-00143337 okay do you not just order with the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00463-00143338-00143569 startribune how many other priests or
ehwbmYAPvdo-00464-00143570-00143700 incidents are you currently
ehwbmYAPvdo-00465-00143701-00143983 investigating well right now the focus
ehwbmYAPvdo-00466-00143984-00144283 has been with respect to the harm that
ehwbmYAPvdo-00467-00144284-00144537 has been caused to these three victims
ehwbmYAPvdo-00468-00144538-00144799 what are the reasons why we made the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00469-00144800-00145014 very important decision to focus our
ehwbmYAPvdo-00470-00145015-00145372 limited resources these three victims
ehwbmYAPvdo-00471-00145373-00145621 and the information related to Curtis
ehwbmYAPvdo-00472-00145622-00146262 Weimer is because these facts all have
ehwbmYAPvdo-00473-00146263-00146675 occurred relatively recently and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00474-00146676-00147034 therefore they are all within the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00475-00147035-00147499 statute of limitations what has happened
ehwbmYAPvdo-00476-00147500-00147858 to the victim's family has also happened
ehwbmYAPvdo-00477-00147859-00148369 to many more families but reality is is
ehwbmYAPvdo-00478-00148370-00148756 that right now the focus has been with
ehwbmYAPvdo-00479-00148757-00149084 respect to what is before
ehwbmYAPvdo-00480-00149085-00149322 okay I think what I'd like to do is have
ehwbmYAPvdo-00481-00149323-00149541 people going to take a break at this
ehwbmYAPvdo-00482-00149542-00149731 point what we have for you obviously is
ehwbmYAPvdo-00483-00149732-00149937 it from the complaint we're going to
ehwbmYAPvdo-00484-00149938-00150172 need to use this room unfortunately so
ehwbmYAPvdo-00485-00150173-00150351 I'm going to be sending everything out
ehwbmYAPvdo-00486-00150352-00150576 an email here very shortly but as you
ehwbmYAPvdo-00487-00150577-00150789 walk out the door you will get the
ehwbmYAPvdo-00488-00150790-00150996 criminal complaint the 43 page one and
ehwbmYAPvdo-00489-00150997-00151236 we will also be handing out our press
ehwbmYAPvdo-00490-00151237-00151479 release for your reading enjoyment but
ehwbmYAPvdo-00491-00151480-00151725 thank you all for being here and I think
ehwbmYAPvdo-00492-00151726-00151851 we've got a few folks here to help you
ehwbmYAPvdo-00493-00151852-00152178 get from point A to point B tiny patches
ehwbmYAPvdo-00494-00152179-00152487 so thank you
ej51oASqRsM-00000-00000014-00000509 your new telephone talk here listen here
ej51oASqRsM-00001-00000509-00000707 so that's what I've been doing wrong all
ej51oASqRsM-00002-00000708-00001075 these years and you can use your
ej51oASqRsM-00003-00001076-00002201 cellular phone to order me a pizza it
ej51oASqRsM-00004-00002202-00002531 also includes a fingerprint scanner and
ej51oASqRsM-00005-00002532-00002795 a twenty thousand valve security system
ej51oASqRsM-00006-00002796-00005357 and this hello
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emMsOP0dq-o-00000-00000051-00000338 it's pretty easy to tell them apart once
emMsOP0dq-o-00001-00000339-00000633 you get used to seeing them the sea
emMsOP0dq-o-00002-00000634-00000944 lions are mostly in the Browns ranging
emMsOP0dq-o-00003-00000946-00001236 even towards the blackish color harbor
emMsOP0dq-o-00004-00001237-00001628 seals are brown and often white and they
emMsOP0dq-o-00005-00001629-00001848 are often spotted they're approximately
emMsOP0dq-o-00006-00001848-00002205 the same size animal but they do have
emMsOP0dq-o-00007-00002206-00002487 some anatomical differences a harbor
emMsOP0dq-o-00008-00002488-00002715 seal pretty much has what you might
emMsOP0dq-o-00009-00002716-00002982 consider holes in their head for ears
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emMsOP0dq-o-00011-00003268-00003507 has little flaps just like we do around
emMsOP0dq-o-00012-00003508-00003810 its ears a really significant difference
emMsOP0dq-o-00013-00003811-00003990 a more significant difference is in the
emMsOP0dq-o-00014-00003990-00004257 flippers whereas a harbor seal can only
emMsOP0dq-o-00015-00004258-00004524 kind of wiggle itself along the ground
emMsOP0dq-o-00016-00004525-00004902 when it's on land a sea lion has evolved
emMsOP0dq-o-00017-00004903-00005061 its flippers so that they can move
emMsOP0dq-o-00018-00005062-00005463 forward so a sea lion can actually walk
emMsOP0dq-o-00019-00005464-00005808 if somewhat awkwardly on land and can
emMsOP0dq-o-00020-00005809-00006063 even climb up on rocks and sometimes you
emMsOP0dq-o-00021-00006064-00006417 will see them on the tops of rocks
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enj0EcOc8Ty-00001-00000825-00001025 job and we are having a Plane full of
enj0EcOc8Ty-00002-00001026-00001262 all plan to raise money for Special
enj0EcOc8Ty-00003-00001263-00001745 Olympics we have 71 teams of 25 people
enj0EcOc8Ty-00004-00001746-00001918 each out here okay
enj0EcOc8Ty-00005-00001919-00002134 fully one hundred sixty-eight thousand
enj0EcOc8Ty-00006-00002135-00002555 pounds FedEx planes we are raising a
enj0EcOc8Ty-00007-00002556-00002741 hundred and forty thousand dollars this
enj0EcOc8Ty-00008-00002742-00002767 year
enj0EcOc8Ty-00009-00002768-00003117 you saw the officers here are excited
enj0EcOc8Ty-00010-00003118-00003353 the Durham Police Department has been
enj0EcOc8Ty-00011-00003354-00003672 honored to partner with Special Olympics
enj0EcOc8Ty-00012-00003673-00004010 the support help fundraise for our
enj0EcOc8Ty-00013-00004011-00004156 special athletes out there in the
enj0EcOc8Ty-00014-00004157-00004436 community our ability to work Special
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enj0EcOc8Ty-00016-00004644-00004961 participate in a very special event we
enj0EcOc8Ty-00017-00004962-00005174 look forward to doing this event every
enj0EcOc8Ty-00018-00005175-00005492 year as long as they're in we're going
enj0EcOc8Ty-00019-00005493-00005805 to keep doing this
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f14K6cuiL44-00000-00000094-00000337 environmental toxicants and fetal
f14K6cuiL44-00001-00000338-00000533 development is the impact of different
f14K6cuiL44-00002-00000534-00000808 toxic substances from the environment on
f14K6cuiL44-00003-00000809-00001079 the development of the fetus this
f14K6cuiL44-00004-00001080-00001310 article deals with potential adverse
f14K6cuiL44-00005-00001311-00001556 effects of environmental toxicants on
f14K6cuiL44-00006-00001557-00001754 the prenatal development of both the
f14K6cuiL44-00007-00001755-00002005 embryo or fetus as well as pregnancy
f14K6cuiL44-00008-00002006-00002321 complications the human embryo or fetus
f14K6cuiL44-00009-00002322-00002605 is relatively susceptible to impact from
f14K6cuiL44-00010-00002606-00002782 adverse conditions within the mother's
f14K6cuiL44-00011-00002783-00003163 environment substandard fetal conditions
f14K6cuiL44-00012-00003164-00003338 often cause various degrees of
f14K6cuiL44-00013-00003339-00003586 developmental delays both physical and
f14K6cuiL44-00014-00003588-00003854 mental for the growing baby although
f14K6cuiL44-00015-00003854-00004109 some variables do occur as a result of
f14K6cuiL44-00016-00004110-00004307 genetic conditions pertaining to the
f14K6cuiL44-00017-00004308-00004535 father a great many are directly brought
f14K6cuiL44-00018-00004536-00004778 about from environmental toxins that the
f14K6cuiL44-00019-00004779-00005180 mother is exposed to various toxins pose
f14K6cuiL44-00020-00005181-00005423 a significant hazard to fetuses during
f14K6cuiL44-00021-00005424-00005747 development a 2011 study found that
f14K6cuiL44-00022-00005748-00005993 virtually all US pregnant women carry
f14K6cuiL44-00023-00005994-00006245 multiple chemicals including some banned
f14K6cuiL44-00024-00006246-00006508 since the 1970s in their bodies
f14K6cuiL44-00025-00006509-00006796 researchers detected polychlorinated
f14K6cuiL44-00026-00006797-00007070 biphenyls organochlorine pesticides
f14K6cuiL44-00027-00007070-00007334 perfluorinated compounds phenols
f14K6cuiL44-00028-00007334-00007552 polybrominated diphenyl ethers
f14K6cuiL44-00029-00007553-00007788 phthalates polycyclic aromatic
f14K6cuiL44-00030-00007789-00008162 hydrocarbons perchlorate PBDEs compounds
f14K6cuiL44-00031-00008163-00008341 used as flame retardants and
f14K6cuiL44-00032-00008342-00008659 dichlorodiphenyltrichloroethane DDT a
f14K6cuiL44-00033-00008660-00008920 pesticide banned in the United States in
f14K6cuiL44-00034-00008921-00009331 1972 in the bodies of 99 to 100 percent
f14K6cuiL44-00035-00009332-00009552 of the pregnant women they tested
f14K6cuiL44-00036-00009553-00009871 bisphenol A BPA was identified in
f14K6cuiL44-00037-00009872-00010137 ninety-six percent of the women surveyed
f14K6cuiL44-00038-00010138-00010387 several of the chemicals were at the
f14K6cuiL44-00039-00010388-00010573 same concentrations that have been
f14K6cuiL44-00040-00010574-00010789 associated with negative effects in
f14K6cuiL44-00041-00010790-00010984 children from other studies and it is
f14K6cuiL44-00042-00010985-00011134 thought that exposure to multiple
f14K6cuiL44-00043-00011135-00011380 chemicals can have a greater impact than
f14K6cuiL44-00044-00011381-00012142 exposure to only one substance
f14K6cuiL44-00045-00012143-00012738 topic effects
f14K6cuiL44-00046-00012739-00012997 environmental toxicants can be described
f14K6cuiL44-00047-00012998-00013193 separately by what effects they have
f14K6cuiL44-00048-00013194-00013451 such as structural abnormalities altered
f14K6cuiL44-00049-00013452-00013646 growth functional deficiencies
f14K6cuiL44-00050-00013647-00013925 congenital neoplasia or even death for
f14K6cuiL44-00051-00013926-00014499 the fetus
f14K6cuiL44-00052-00014500-00015078 topic preterm birth
f14K6cuiL44-00053-00015079-00015389 one in ten us babies is born preterm and
f14K6cuiL44-00054-00015390-00015767 about 5% have low birth weight preterm
f14K6cuiL44-00055-00015768-00016074 birth defined as birth at less than 37
f14K6cuiL44-00056-00016075-00016344 weeks of gestation is a major basis of
f14K6cuiL44-00057-00016344-00016616 infant mortality throughout childhood
f14K6cuiL44-00058-00016617-00016917 exposures to environmental toxins such
f14K6cuiL44-00059-00016918-00017244 as lead tobacco smoke and DDT have been
f14K6cuiL44-00060-00017245-00017400 linked with an increased risk for
f14K6cuiL44-00061-00017401-00017678 spontaneous abortion low birth weight or
f14K6cuiL44-00062-00017679-00018296 preterm birth
f14K6cuiL44-00063-00018297-00019003 topic structural congenital abnormality
f14K6cuiL44-00064-00019004-00019269 toxic substances that are capable of
f14K6cuiL44-00065-00019270-00019447 causing structural congenital
f14K6cuiL44-00066-00019448-00019703 abnormalities can be termed teratogens
f14K6cuiL44-00067-00019704-00020014 they are agents extrinsic to embryo or
f14K6cuiL44-00068-00020015-00020286 fetus which exert deleterious effects
f14K6cuiL44-00069-00020287-00020439 leading to increased risk of
f14K6cuiL44-00070-00020440-00020736 malformation carcinogenesis mutagenesis
f14K6cuiL44-00071-00020737-00021010 altered function deficient growth or
f14K6cuiL44-00072-00021011-00021328 pregnancy wastage teratogens are
f14K6cuiL44-00073-00021329-00021691 classified in four main categories drugs
f14K6cuiL44-00074-00021692-00021916 and chemicals in addition to
f14K6cuiL44-00075-00021917-00022167 environmental chemicals this category
f14K6cuiL44-00076-00022168-00022364 also includes recreational and
f14K6cuiL44-00077-00022365-00022743 pharmaceutical drugs in pregnancy
f14K6cuiL44-00078-00022744-00023081 vertically transmitted infections
f14K6cuiL44-00079-00023082-00023430 radiation such as x-rays
f14K6cuiL44-00080-00023431-00023677 mechanical forces such as Allah go hide
f14K6cuiL44-00081-00023678-00023937 Ram Neos teratogens affect the fetus by
f14K6cuiL44-00082-00023938-00024289 various mechanism including interfering
f14K6cuiL44-00083-00024290-00024511 with cell proliferation rate such as
f14K6cuiL44-00084-00024512-00024889 viral infection and ionization altered
f14K6cuiL44-00085-00024890-00025117 biosynthetic pathways as seen in
f14K6cuiL44-00086-00025118-00025522 chromosomal defects abnormal cellular or
f14K6cuiL44-00087-00025523-00025887 tissue interactions as seen in diabetes
f14K6cuiL44-00088-00025888-00026305 extrinsic factors threshold interaction
f14K6cuiL44-00089-00026306-00026960 of genes with environmental teratogens
f14K6cuiL44-00090-00026961-00027622 topic neurodevelopmental disorder
f14K6cuiL44-00091-00027623-00027907 neuro plastic effects of pollution can
f14K6cuiL44-00092-00027908-00028083 give rise to neurodevelopmental
f14K6cuiL44-00093-00028085-00028452 disorders many cases of autism are
f14K6cuiL44-00094-00028454-00028651 related to particular geographic
f14K6cuiL44-00095-00028652-00028891 locations implying that something in the
f14K6cuiL44-00096-00028892-00029104 environment is complementing an at-risk
f14K6cuiL44-00097-00029105-00029314 genotype to cause autism in vulnerable
f14K6cuiL44-00098-00029314-00029626 individuals these findings regarding
f14K6cuiL44-00099-00029627-00029911 autism are controversial however with
f14K6cuiL44-00100-00029912-00030076 many researchers believing that
f14K6cuiL44-00101-00030077-00030301 increasing rates in certain areas are a
f14K6cuiL44-00102-00030302-00030493 consequence of more accurate screening
f14K6cuiL44-00103-00030494-00030748 and diagnostic methods and are not due
f14K6cuiL44-00104-00030749-00031495 to any sort of environmental factor
f14K6cuiL44-00105-00031497-00032217 topic toxicants and their effects
f14K6cuiL44-00106-00032218-00032449 substances which have been found to be
f14K6cuiL44-00107-00032450-00032668 particularly harmful a lead which is
f14K6cuiL44-00108-00032669-00032886 stored in the mother's bones cigarette
f14K6cuiL44-00109-00032887-00033183 smoke alcohol mercury a neurological
f14K6cuiL44-00110-00033184-00033442 toxic and consumed through fish carbon
f14K6cuiL44-00111-00033443-00034201 dioxide and ionizing radiation
f14K6cuiL44-00112-00034202-00034718 topic alcohol
f14K6cuiL44-00113-00034719-00034992 drinking alcohol in pregnancy can result
f14K6cuiL44-00114-00034993-00035223 in a range of disorders known as fetal
f14K6cuiL44-00115-00035224-00035546 alcohol spectrum disorders the most
f14K6cuiL44-00116-00035547-00035717 severe of these is fetal alcohol
f14K6cuiL44-00117-00035718-00036290 syndrome
f14K6cuiL44-00118-00036291-00036868 topic tobacco smoke
f14K6cuiL44-00119-00036869-00037195 fatal exposure to prenatal tobacco smoke
f14K6cuiL44-00120-00037196-00037399 may experience a wide range of
f14K6cuiL44-00121-00037400-00037654 behavioral neurological and physical
f14K6cuiL44-00122-00037655-00037975 difficulties adverse effects include
f14K6cuiL44-00123-00037976-00038191 stillbirth percentile disruption
f14K6cuiL44-00124-00038192-00038437 prematurity lower mean birth weight
f14K6cuiL44-00125-00038438-00038758 physical birth defects cleft palate etc
f14K6cuiL44-00126-00038759-00039004 decrements in lung function increased
f14K6cuiL44-00127-00039005-00039672 risk of infant mortality
f14K6cuiL44-00128-00039673-00040202 topic mercury
f14K6cuiL44-00129-00040203-00040480 elemental mercury and methyl mercury are
f14K6cuiL44-00130-00040481-00040726 two forms of mercury that may pose risks
f14K6cuiL44-00131-00040727-00041062 of mercury poisoning in pregnancy methyl
f14K6cuiL44-00132-00041063-00041308 mercury a worldwide contaminant of
f14K6cuiL44-00133-00041309-00041557 seafood and freshwater fish is known to
f14K6cuiL44-00134-00041558-00041796 produce adverse nervous system effects
f14K6cuiL44-00135-00041797-00042048 especially during brain development
f14K6cuiL44-00136-00042049-00042301 eating fish is the main source of
f14K6cuiL44-00137-00042302-00042568 mercury exposure in humans and some fish
f14K6cuiL44-00138-00042569-00042790 may contain enough mercury to harm the
f14K6cuiL44-00139-00042791-00043002 developing nervous system of an embryo
f14K6cuiL44-00140-00043003-00043261 or fetus sometimes leading to learning
f14K6cuiL44-00141-00043262-00043608 disabilities mercury is present in many
f14K6cuiL44-00142-00043609-00043864 types of fish but it is mostly found in
f14K6cuiL44-00143-00043865-00044212 certain large fish one well-documented
f14K6cuiL44-00144-00044213-00044499 case of widespread mercury ingestion and
f14K6cuiL44-00145-00044500-00044661 subsequent fetal development
f14K6cuiL44-00146-00044662-00044977 complication took place in the 1950s in
f14K6cuiL44-00147-00044978-00045321 Minamata Bay Japan used by a nearby
f14K6cuiL44-00148-00045322-00045564 industrial plant in the manufacture of
f14K6cuiL44-00149-00045565-00045823 plastics methyl mercury was discharged
f14K6cuiL44-00150-00045824-00046065 into the waters of Minamata Bay where it
f14K6cuiL44-00151-00046066-00046296 went on to be ingested regularly by many
f14K6cuiL44-00152-00046297-00046492 villagers who used the fish living in
f14K6cuiL44-00153-00046493-00046846 the bay as a dietary staple soon many of
f14K6cuiL44-00154-00046847-00047068 the inhabitants who had been consuming
f14K6cuiL44-00155-00047069-00047230 the mercury Laden meat began
f14K6cuiL44-00156-00047231-00047431 experiencing negative effects from
f14K6cuiL44-00157-00047432-00047695 ingesting the toxin however the mercury
f14K6cuiL44-00158-00047696-00047917 especially impacted pregnant women and
f14K6cuiL44-00159-00047918-00048133 the fetuses resulting in a high rate of
f14K6cuiL44-00160-00048134-00048499 miscarriage surviving infants exposed to
f14K6cuiL44-00161-00048500-00048714 mercury in utero had extremely high
f14K6cuiL44-00162-00048715-00048958 rates of physical and mental handicaps
f14K6cuiL44-00163-00048959-00049192 as well as physical abnormalities from
f14K6cuiL44-00164-00049193-00049432 exposure in the womb during key stages
f14K6cuiL44-00165-00049433-00049812 in fetal physical development the United
f14K6cuiL44-00166-00049813-00050058 States Food and Drug Administration and
f14K6cuiL44-00167-00050059-00050268 the Environmental Protection Agency
f14K6cuiL44-00168-00050269-00050455 advised pregnant women not to eat
f14K6cuiL44-00169-00050456-00050689 swordfish shark king mackerel and
f14K6cuiL44-00170-00050690-00050883 tilefish and limit consumption of
f14K6cuiL44-00171-00050884-00051142 albacore tuna to six ounces or less a
f14K6cuiL44-00172-00051143-00051405 week high mercury levels in newborns in
f14K6cuiL44-00173-00051407-00051633 Gaza are theorized to originate from war
f14K6cuiL44-00174-00051634-00051894 weaponry mercury exposure in pregnancy
f14K6cuiL44-00175-00051895-00052612 may also cause limb defects
f14K6cuiL44-00176-00052613-00053104 topic lead
f14K6cuiL44-00177-00053104-00053365 adverse effects of lead exposure in
f14K6cuiL44-00178-00053366-00053626 pregnancy include miscarriage low birth
f14K6cuiL44-00179-00053627-00053910 weight neurological delays anemia
f14K6cuiL44-00180-00053911-00054223 encephalopathy paralysis blindness the
f14K6cuiL44-00181-00054224-00054436 developing nervous system of the fetus
f14K6cuiL44-00182-00054437-00054625 is particularly vulnerable to lead
f14K6cuiL44-00183-00054626-00054976 toxicity neurological toxicity is
f14K6cuiL44-00184-00054977-00055213 observed in children of exposed women as
f14K6cuiL44-00185-00055214-00055426 a result of the ability of lead to cross
f14K6cuiL44-00186-00055427-00055741 the placental barrier a special concern
f14K6cuiL44-00187-00055741-00055939 for pregnant women is that some of the
f14K6cuiL44-00188-00055940-00056158 bone lead accumulation is released into
f14K6cuiL44-00189-00056159-00056454 the blood during pregnancy several
f14K6cuiL44-00190-00056455-00056683 studies have provided evidence that even
f14K6cuiL44-00191-00056684-00056932 low maternal exposures to lead produce
f14K6cuiL44-00192-00056933-00057175 intellectual and behavioral deficits in
f14K6cuiL44-00193-00057176-00057734 children
f14K6cuiL44-00194-00057735-00058279 topic dioxin
f14K6cuiL44-00195-00058279-00058561 dioxins and dioxin like compounds
f14K6cuiL44-00196-00058562-00058760 persists in the environment for a long
f14K6cuiL44-00197-00058761-00059024 time and a widespread so all people have
f14K6cuiL44-00198-00059025-00059262 some amount of dioxins in the body
f14K6cuiL44-00199-00059263-00059581 intrauterine exposure to dioxins and
f14K6cuiL44-00200-00059582-00059765 dioxin like compounds have been
f14K6cuiL44-00201-00059766-00060011 associated with subtle developmental
f14K6cuiL44-00202-00060012-00060325 changes on the fetus effects on the
f14K6cuiL44-00203-00060326-00060568 child later in life include changes in
f14K6cuiL44-00204-00060569-00060836 liver function by roid hormone levels
f14K6cuiL44-00205-00060837-00061075 white blood cell levels and decreased
f14K6cuiL44-00206-00061076-00061271 performance in tests of learning and
f14K6cuiL44-00207-00061272-00061862 intelligence
f14K6cuiL44-00208-00061863-00062384 topic air pollution
f14K6cuiL44-00209-00062385-00062666 air pollution can negatively affect a
f14K6cuiL44-00210-00062666-00062885 pregnancy resulting in higher rates of
f14K6cuiL44-00211-00062886-00063125 preterm births growth restriction and
f14K6cuiL44-00212-00063126-00063341 heart and lung problems in the infant
f14K6cuiL44-00213-00063341-00063629 compounds such as carbon monoxide sulfur
f14K6cuiL44-00214-00063629-00063920 dioxide and nitrogen dioxide all have
f14K6cuiL44-00215-00063921-00064109 the potential to cause serious damage
f14K6cuiL44-00216-00064110-00064439 when inhaled by an expecting mother low
f14K6cuiL44-00217-00064440-00064694 birth weight preterm birth intrauterine
f14K6cuiL44-00218-00064695-00064952 growth retardation and congenital
f14K6cuiL44-00219-00064953-00065174 abnormalities have all been found to be
f14K6cuiL44-00220-00065175-00065411 associated with fetal exposure to air
f14K6cuiL44-00221-00065412-00065494 pollution
f14K6cuiL44-00222-00065495-00065723 although pollution can be found
f14K6cuiL44-00223-00065724-00065954 virtually everywhere there are specific
f14K6cuiL44-00224-00065955-00066134 sources that have been known to release
f14K6cuiL44-00225-00066135-00066371 toxic substances and should be avoided
f14K6cuiL44-00226-00066372-00066566 if possible by those who wish to remain
f14K6cuiL44-00227-00066567-00066854 relatively free of toxins these
f14K6cuiL44-00228-00066855-00067064 substances include but are not limited
f14K6cuiL44-00229-00067065-00067343 to steel mills waste water treatment
f14K6cuiL44-00230-00067344-00067664 plants sewage incinerators automotive
f14K6cuiL44-00231-00067665-00067928 fabrication plants oil refineries and
f14K6cuiL44-00232-00067929-00068201 chemical manufacturing plants control of
f14K6cuiL44-00233-00068202-00068480 air pollution can be difficult for
f14K6cuiL44-00234-00068481-00068789 example in Los Angeles regulations have
f14K6cuiL44-00235-00068790-00068990 been made to control pollution by
f14K6cuiL44-00236-00068991-00069212 putting rules on industrial and vehicle
f14K6cuiL44-00237-00069213-00069512 emissions improvements have been made to
f14K6cuiL44-00238-00069513-00069794 meet these regulations despite these
f14K6cuiL44-00239-00069795-00070025 improvements the region still does not
f14K6cuiL44-00240-00070026-00070241 meet federal standards for ozone and
f14K6cuiL44-00241-00070242-00070700 particulate matter approximately 150,000
f14K6cuiL44-00242-00070701-00070945 births occur every year in Los Angeles
f14K6cuiL44-00243-00070946-00071270 thus any effects air pollution has on
f14K6cuiL44-00244-00071271-00071501 human development in utero or of great
f14K6cuiL44-00245-00071502-00071713 concern to those who live in this region
f14K6cuiL44-00246-00071714-00071996 particulate matter PM consist of a
f14K6cuiL44-00247-00071997-00072188 mixture of particle pollutants that
f14K6cuiL44-00248-00072189-00072424 remain in the air and very B region
f14K6cuiL44-00249-00072425-00072764 these particles are very small ranging
f14K6cuiL44-00250-00072765-00073088 from PM 10 to PM 2.5 which can easily
f14K6cuiL44-00251-00073089-00073433 enter the lungs particulate matter has
f14K6cuiL44-00252-00073434-00073649 been shown to be associated with acute
f14K6cuiL44-00253-00073650-00073844 cardio respiratory morbidity and
f14K6cuiL44-00254-00073845-00074177 mortality intrauterine growth has been
f14K6cuiL44-00255-00074178-00074399 shown to be affected by particulate
f14K6cuiL44-00256-00074400-00074654 matter leading to unhealthy outcomes for
f14K6cuiL44-00257-00074655-00074891 fetal development such as poor or slow
f14K6cuiL44-00258-00074892-00075119 fetal growth and increasing fetal
f14K6cuiL44-00259-00075120-00075434 morbidity and mortality a study from
f14K6cuiL44-00260-00075435-00075755 2012 found that exposures to PM 2
f14K6cuiL44-00261-00075756-00076073 five differed by race ethnicity age as
f14K6cuiL44-00262-00076074-00076351 well as socioeconomic status leading to
f14K6cuiL44-00263-00076352-00076604 certain populations experiencing greater
f14K6cuiL44-00264-00076605-00076799 negative health outcomes due to
f14K6cuiL44-00265-00076800-00076976 environmental pollution especially
f14K6cuiL44-00266-00076977-00077702 relating to particulate matter
f14K6cuiL44-00267-00077703-00078275 topic pesticides
f14K6cuiL44-00268-00078276-00078543 pesticides are created for the specific
f14K6cuiL44-00269-00078544-00078900 purpose of causing harm to insects
f14K6cuiL44-00270-00078901-00079229 rodents and other pests pesticides have
f14K6cuiL44-00271-00079230-00079536 the potential to serious damages to a
f14K6cuiL44-00272-00079537-00079802 developing fetus should they be
f14K6cuiL44-00273-00079803-00080078 introduced into the fetal environment
f14K6cuiL44-00274-00080079-00080460 studies have shown that pesticides
f14K6cuiL44-00275-00080461-00080739 particularly fungicides have shown up in
f14K6cuiL44-00276-00080740-00081096 analyses of infants cord blood proving
f14K6cuiL44-00277-00081097-00081359 that such toxins are indeed transferred
f14K6cuiL44-00278-00081360-00081851 into the baby's body overall the two
f14K6cuiL44-00279-00081852-00082134 pesticides most frequently detected in
f14K6cuiL44-00280-00082135-00082403 cord blood diethyl talut amide a
f14K6cuiL44-00281-00082404-00082662 commonly used repellent and vinclozolin
f14K6cuiL44-00282-00082663-00083070 a fungicide although pesticide toxicity
f14K6cuiL44-00283-00083071-00083406 is not as frequently mentioned as some
f14K6cuiL44-00284-00083407-00083595 of the other methods of environmental
f14K6cuiL44-00285-00083596-00083945 toxicity such as air pollution
f14K6cuiL44-00286-00083946-00084183 contamination can occur at any time from
f14K6cuiL44-00287-00084184-00084525 merely engaging in everyday activities
f14K6cuiL44-00288-00084526-00084830 such as walking down a pathway nearer
f14K6cuiL44-00289-00084831-00085092 contaminated area or eating foods that
f14K6cuiL44-00290-00085093-00085470 have not been washed properly in 2007
f14K6cuiL44-00291-00085471-00085811 alone 1.1 billion pounds of pesticides
f14K6cuiL44-00292-00085812-00086051 were found present in the environment
f14K6cuiL44-00293-00086052-00086427 causing pesticide exposure to gain
f14K6cuiL44-00294-00086428-00086664 notoriety as a new cause of caution to
f14K6cuiL44-00295-00086665-00087495 those wishing to preserve their health
f14K6cuiL44-00296-00087496-00088041 topic benzenes
f14K6cuiL44-00297-00088042-00088302 benzene exposure in mother's has been
f14K6cuiL44-00298-00088303-00088566 linked to fetal brain defects especially
f14K6cuiL44-00299-00088567-00088998 neural tube defects in one study BTX
f14K6cuiL44-00300-00088999-00089319 benzene toluene ethylbenzene xylenes
f14K6cuiL44-00301-00089320-00089550 exposure during the first trimester of
f14K6cuiL44-00302-00089551-00089781 pregnancy has been clearly indicating
f14K6cuiL44-00303-00089782-00090006 negative association with Bipper ayatul
f14K6cuiL44-00304-00090007-00090294 brain diameter between 20 and 32 weeks
f14K6cuiL44-00305-00090295-00090639 of pregnancy women with high exposure to
f14K6cuiL44-00306-00090640-00090855 toluene had three to five times the
f14K6cuiL44-00307-00090856-00091038 miscarriage rate of those with low
f14K6cuiL44-00308-00091039-00091263 exposure and women with occupational
f14K6cuiL44-00309-00091264-00091485 benzene exposure have been shown to have
f14K6cuiL44-00310-00091486-00091721 an increased rate of miscarriages
f14K6cuiL44-00311-00091722-00091986 paternal occupational exposure to
f14K6cuiL44-00312-00091987-00092229 toluene and formaldehyde has also been
f14K6cuiL44-00313-00092230-00092465 linked to miscarriage in the partner's
f14K6cuiL44-00314-00092466-00092742 normal development is highly controlled
f14K6cuiL44-00315-00092743-00093012 by hormones and disruption by man-made
f14K6cuiL44-00316-00093013-00093225 chemicals can permanently change the
f14K6cuiL44-00317-00093226-00093555 course of development ambient ozone has
f14K6cuiL44-00318-00093556-00093783 been negatively associated with sperm
f14K6cuiL44-00319-00093784-00093996 concentration in men chemicals
f14K6cuiL44-00320-00093997-00094290 associated with you O G operations eg
f14K6cuiL44-00321-00094291-00094623 benzene toluene formaldehyde ethylene
f14K6cuiL44-00322-00094624-00094875 glycol and ozone have been associated
f14K6cuiL44-00323-00094876-00095109 with negative impacts on semen quality
f14K6cuiL44-00324-00095110-00095415 particularly reduced sperm counts a 2011
f14K6cuiL44-00325-00095416-00095637 study found a relationship between
f14K6cuiL44-00326-00095638-00095871 neural tube defects and maternal
f14K6cuiL44-00327-00095872-00096078 exposure to benzene a compound
f14K6cuiL44-00328-00096079-00096332 associated with natural gas extraction
f14K6cuiL44-00329-00096333-00096615 the study found that mothers living in
f14K6cuiL44-00330-00096616-00096864 Texas census tracts with higher ambient
f14K6cuiL44-00331-00096865-00097074 benzene levels were more likely to have
f14K6cuiL44-00332-00097075-00097323 offspring with neural tube defects such
f14K6cuiL44-00333-00097324-00097554 as spina bifida than mothers living in
f14K6cuiL44-00334-00097555-00098264 areas with lower benzene levels
f14K6cuiL44-00335-00098265-00098743 topic other
f14K6cuiL44-00336-00098744-00099016 heat and noise have also been found to
f14K6cuiL44-00337-00099017-00099318 have significant effects on development
f14K6cuiL44-00338-00099319-00099628 carbon dioxide decreased oxygen delivery
f14K6cuiL44-00339-00099629-00099986 to brain intellectual deficiencies
f14K6cuiL44-00340-00099987-00100303 ionizing radiation miscarriage low birth
f14K6cuiL44-00341-00100304-00100587 weight physical birth defects childhood
f14K6cuiL44-00342-00100588-00100924 cancers environmental exposure to
f14K6cuiL44-00343-00100925-00101140 perchlorate in women with hypothyroidism
f14K6cuiL44-00344-00101141-00101430 causes a significant risk of low IQ in
f14K6cuiL44-00345-00101431-00102020 the child
f14K6cuiL44-00346-00102021-00102353 topic avoiding relevant environmental
f14K6cuiL44-00347-00102354-00102911 toxins in pregnancy
f14K6cuiL44-00348-00102913-00103154 the American College of nurse-midwives
f14K6cuiL44-00349-00103155-00103404 recommends the following precautions to
f14K6cuiL44-00350-00103405-00103578 minimize exposure to relevant
f14K6cuiL44-00351-00103579-00103885 environmental toxins in pregnancy
f14K6cuiL44-00352-00103886-00104151 avoiding paint supplies such as stained
f14K6cuiL44-00353-00104152-00104415 glass material oil paints and ceramic
f14K6cuiL44-00354-00104416-00104667 glazes and instead using watercolor or
f14K6cuiL44-00355-00104668-00105021 acrylic paints and blazers checking the
f14K6cuiL44-00356-00105022-00105185 quality of the tap water or bottled
f14K6cuiL44-00357-00105186-00105471 water and changing water drinking habits
f14K6cuiL44-00358-00105472-00105816 if necessary if living in a home built
f14K6cuiL44-00359-00105817-00106125 before 1978 checking whether lead paint
f14K6cuiL44-00360-00106126-00106464 has been used if such is the case paint
f14K6cuiL44-00361-00106465-00106665 that is crumbling or peeling should not
f14K6cuiL44-00362-00106666-00106872 be touched a professional should remove
f14K6cuiL44-00363-00106873-00107028 the paint and the sight should be
f14K6cuiL44-00364-00107029-00107232 avoided while the paint is removed or
f14K6cuiL44-00365-00107233-00107547 sanded to decrease exposure to
f14K6cuiL44-00366-00107548-00107745 pesticides washing all produced
f14K6cuiL44-00367-00107746-00107955 thoroughly peeling the skin from fruits
f14K6cuiL44-00368-00107956-00108180 and vegetables or buying organic produce
f14K6cuiL44-00369-00108181-00108564 if possible avoiding any cleaning supply
f14K6cuiL44-00370-00108565-00108903 labelled toxic or any product with a
f14K6cuiL44-00371-00108904-00109128 warning on the label and instead trying
f14K6cuiL44-00372-00109129-00109422 natural products baking soda vinegar and
f14K6cuiL44-00373-00109423-00110070 or water to clean
f14K6cuiL44-00374-00110071-00110753 topic natural gas development
f14K6cuiL44-00375-00110754-00111065 in a rural Colorado study of natural gas
f14K6cuiL44-00376-00111066-00111326 development maternal residence within a
f14K6cuiL44-00377-00111327-00111590 ten-mile radius of natural gas wells was
f14K6cuiL44-00378-00111591-00111815 found to have a positive association to
f14K6cuiL44-00379-00111816-00111968 the prevalence of congenital heart
f14K6cuiL44-00380-00111969-00112379 defects ch DS and neural tube defects MT
f14K6cuiL44-00381-00112380-00112706 DS along with this finding a small
f14K6cuiL44-00382-00112707-00112943 association was found between mean birth
f14K6cuiL44-00383-00112944-00113158 weight and the density and proximity to
f14K6cuiL44-00384-00113159-00113468 the natural gas wells maternal exposure
f14K6cuiL44-00385-00113469-00113741 through natural gas wells may come in
f14K6cuiL44-00386-00113742-00114014 the form of benzene solvents polycyclic
f14K6cuiL44-00387-00114015-00114380 aromatic hydrocarbons PAHs and other air
f14K6cuiL44-00388-00114381-00114632 pollutants such as toluene nitrogen
f14K6cuiL44-00389-00114633-00114883 dioxide and sulfur dioxide in
f14K6cuiL44-00390-00114884-00115145 Pennsylvania unconventional natural gas
f14K6cuiL44-00391-00115146-00115408 producing wells increased from zero in
f14K6cuiL44-00392-00115409-00115636 two thousand and five to three thousand
f14K6cuiL44-00393-00115638-00115919 six hundred and eighty nine in 2013 a
f14K6cuiL44-00394-00115920-00116168 2016 study of nine thousand three
f14K6cuiL44-00395-00116169-00116381 hundred and eighty four mothers in ten
f14K6cuiL44-00396-00116382-00116579 thousand nine hundred and forty six
f14K6cuiL44-00397-00116580-00116777 neonates in the geisinger Health System
f14K6cuiL44-00398-00116778-00117020 in Pennsylvania found prenatal
f14K6cuiL44-00399-00117021-00117254 residential exposure to unconventional
f14K6cuiL44-00400-00117255-00117488 natural gas development activity was
f14K6cuiL44-00401-00117489-00117689 associated with preterm birth and
f14K6cuiL44-00402-00117690-00117917 physician recorded high-risk pregnancy
f14K6cuiL44-00403-00117918-00118253 in southwest Pennsylvania maternal
f14K6cuiL44-00404-00118254-00118493 proximity to unconventional gas drilling
f14K6cuiL44-00405-00118494-00118691 has been found to be associated with
f14K6cuiL44-00406-00118692-00118988 decreased birth weight it was unclear
f14K6cuiL44-00407-00118989-00119264 which route of exposure air soil or
f14K6cuiL44-00408-00119265-00119429 water could be attributed to the
f14K6cuiL44-00409-00119430-00119768 association further research and larger
f14K6cuiL44-00410-00119769-00119945 studies on this topic are needed
f14K6cuiL44-00411-00119946-00120170 endocrine disruptors are compounds that
f14K6cuiL44-00412-00120171-00120395 can disrupt the normal development and
f14K6cuiL44-00413-00120396-00120667 normal hormone levels in humans
f14K6cuiL44-00414-00120668-00121022 endocrine disrupting chemicals EDC's can
f14K6cuiL44-00415-00121023-00121229 interact with hormone receptors as well
f14K6cuiL44-00416-00121230-00121472 as change hormone concentrations within
f14K6cuiL44-00417-00121473-00121700 the body leading to incorrect hormone
f14K6cuiL44-00418-00121701-00121925 responses in the body as well as disrupt
f14K6cuiL44-00419-00121926-00122233 normal enzyme functioning oil and gas
f14K6cuiL44-00420-00122234-00122444 extraction has been known to contribute
f14K6cuiL44-00421-00122445-00122750 to EDC's in the environment largely due
f14K6cuiL44-00422-00122751-00122954 to the high risk of ground and surface
f14K6cuiL44-00423-00122955-00123155 water contamination that comes with
f14K6cuiL44-00424-00123156-00123460 these extractions in addition to water
f14K6cuiL44-00425-00123461-00123689 contamination oil and gas extraction
f14K6cuiL44-00426-00123690-00123923 also lead to higher levels of air
f14K6cuiL44-00427-00123924-00124117 pollution creating another
f14K6cuiL44-00428-00124118-00124273 of exposure for these endocrine
f14K6cuiL44-00429-00124274-00124591 disrupters this problem often goes
f14K6cuiL44-00430-00124592-00124822 underreported and therefore the true
f14K6cuiL44-00431-00124823-00124981 magnitude of the impact is
f14K6cuiL44-00432-00124982-00125377 underestimated in 2016 a study was
f14K6cuiL44-00433-00125378-00125563 conducted to assess the need for an
f14K6cuiL44-00434-00125564-00125733 endocrine component to health
f14K6cuiL44-00435-00125734-00125926 assessments for drilling and extraction
f14K6cuiL44-00436-00125927-00126118 of oil and gas in densely populated
f14K6cuiL44-00437-00126119-00126457 areas with the high potential for
f14K6cuiL44-00438-00126458-00126655 release of oil and gas chemicals with
f14K6cuiL44-00439-00126656-00126909 extraction specifically chemicals that
f14K6cuiL44-00440-00126910-00127048 have been shown to disrupt normal
f14K6cuiL44-00441-00127049-00127294 hormone production and function the
f14K6cuiL44-00442-00127295-00127509 authors highly emphasized the need for a
f14K6cuiL44-00443-00127510-00127726 component centering around endocrine
f14K6cuiL44-00444-00127727-00127935 function and overall health with health
f14K6cuiL44-00445-00127936-00128188 assessments and how this in turn impacts
f14K6cuiL44-00446-00128189-00128804 the environment
f14K6cuiL44-00447-00128805-00129419 topic role of the placenta
f14K6cuiL44-00448-00129420-00129649 the healthy placenta is a semipermeable
f14K6cuiL44-00449-00129650-00129896 membrane that does form a barrier for
f14K6cuiL44-00450-00129897-00130082 most pathogens and for certain
f14K6cuiL44-00451-00130083-00130474 xenobiotic substances however it is by
f14K6cuiL44-00452-00130475-00130697 design and imperfect barrier since it
f14K6cuiL44-00453-00130698-00130939 must transport substances required for
f14K6cuiL44-00454-00130940-00131115 growth and development
f14K6cuiL44-00455-00131116-00131389 placental transport can be by passive
f14K6cuiL44-00456-00131390-00131602 diffusion for smaller molecules that
f14K6cuiL44-00457-00131603-00131962 alipin soluble or by active transport
f14K6cuiL44-00458-00131963-00132175 for substances that are larger and/or
f14K6cuiL44-00459-00132176-00132466 electrically charged some toxic
f14K6cuiL44-00460-00132467-00132703 chemicals may be actively transported
f14K6cuiL44-00461-00132704-00132961 the dose of a substance received by the
f14K6cuiL44-00462-00132962-00133198 fetus is determined by the amount of the
f14K6cuiL44-00463-00133199-00133384 substance transported across the
f14K6cuiL44-00464-00133385-00133547 placenta as well as the rate of
f14K6cuiL44-00465-00133548-00133852 metabolism an elimination of the
f14K6cuiL44-00466-00133853-00134164 substance as the fetus has an immature
f14K6cuiL44-00467-00134165-00134434 metabolism it is unable to detoxify
f14K6cuiL44-00468-00134435-00134698 substances very efficiently and as the
f14K6cuiL44-00469-00134699-00134909 placenta plays such an important role in
f14K6cuiL44-00470-00134910-00135134 substance exchange between the mother
f14K6cuiL44-00471-00135135-00135352 and the fetus it goes without saying
f14K6cuiL44-00472-00135353-00135557 that any toxic substances that the
f14K6cuiL44-00473-00135558-00135772 mother is exposed to a transported to
f14K6cuiL44-00474-00135773-00136066 the fetus where they can then affect
f14K6cuiL44-00475-00136067-00136481 development carbon dioxide led ethanol
f14K6cuiL44-00476-00136482-00136690 alcohol and cigarette smoke in
f14K6cuiL44-00477-00136691-00136907 particular all substances that have a
f14K6cuiL44-00478-00136908-00137132 high likelihood of placental transfer
f14K6cuiL44-00479-00137133-00137372 all identifying potential hazards for
f14K6cuiL44-00480-00137373-00137609 fetal development requires a basis of
f14K6cuiL44-00481-00137610-00138022 scientific information in 2004 Brent
f14K6cuiL44-00482-00138023-00138209 proposed a set of criteria for
f14K6cuiL44-00483-00138210-00138436 identifying causes of congenital
f14K6cuiL44-00484-00138437-00138628 malformations that also are applicable
f14K6cuiL44-00485-00138629-00138900 to developmental toxicity in general
f14K6cuiL44-00486-00138901-00139294 those criteria well-conducted
f14K6cuiL44-00487-00139295-00139559 epidemiology studies consistently show a
f14K6cuiL44-00488-00139560-00139808 relationship between particular effects
f14K6cuiL44-00489-00139809-00140132 and exposure to the substance data
f14K6cuiL44-00490-00140133-00140350 trends support a relationship between
f14K6cuiL44-00491-00140351-00140575 changing levels of exposure and the
f14K6cuiL44-00492-00140576-00140941 specific effect animal studies provide
f14K6cuiL44-00493-00140942-00141102 evidence of the correlation between
f14K6cuiL44-00494-00141103-00141332 substance exposures and particular
f14K6cuiL44-00495-00141333-00141948 effects
f14K6cuiL44-00496-00141949-00142521 topic see also
f14K6cuiL44-00497-00142522-00142878 drugs in pregnancy
f2CjaklPV9u-00000-00000050-00000630 [Music]
f2CjaklPV9u-00001-00000631-00000751 what keeps me coming back
f2CjaklPV9u-00002-00000752-00000991 every day even for night shift for me
f2CjaklPV9u-00003-00000992-00001087 personally
f2CjaklPV9u-00004-00001088-00001335 i've got a really good team the
f2CjaklPV9u-00005-00001336-00001503 camaraderie has been fantastic
f2CjaklPV9u-00006-00001504-00001647 again you're lumped with people that you
f2CjaklPV9u-00007-00001648-00001791 might not have had anything to do with
f2CjaklPV9u-00008-00001792-00001895 prior to this role
f2CjaklPV9u-00009-00001896-00002087 i work with some great people we have a
f2CjaklPV9u-00010-00002088-00002207 really good
f2CjaklPV9u-00011-00002208-00002423 team environment where we all support
f2CjaklPV9u-00012-00002424-00002550 each other
f2CjaklPV9u-00013-00002551-00002783 we get to work in pairs at the hotels so
f2CjaklPV9u-00014-00002784-00002934 that's really great to get to know each
f2CjaklPV9u-00015-00002935-00003015 other and
f2CjaklPV9u-00016-00003016-00003351 be able to learn the job together
f2CjaklPV9u-00017-00003352-00003567 becoming a pso has definitely been a
f2CjaklPV9u-00018-00003568-00003703 work-life balance
f2CjaklPV9u-00019-00003704-00003879 adjustment i feel the support that we've
f2CjaklPV9u-00020-00003879-00004006 got and the role that we have
f2CjaklPV9u-00021-00004007-00004231 with covert i feel that there's good job
f2CjaklPV9u-00022-00004232-00004399 security there the positives of this
f2CjaklPV9u-00023-00004400-00004583 sort of work are that there has been
f2CjaklPV9u-00024-00004584-00004775 some family time that i would not have
f2CjaklPV9u-00025-00004776-00004815 had
f2CjaklPV9u-00026-00004816-00004999 in a nine-to-five role for anyone
f2CjaklPV9u-00027-00005000-00005183 looking to apply to join the team and
f2CjaklPV9u-00028-00005184-00005447 their 140 new positions for covert pso's
f2CjaklPV9u-00029-00005448-00005583 i'd say jump at it
f2CjaklPV9u-00030-00005584-00005743 it's a really enjoyable role there's
f2CjaklPV9u-00031-00005744-00005902 lots of diversity
f2CjaklPV9u-00032-00005903-00006054 in place you're working through a
f2CjaklPV9u-00033-00006055-00006295 multi-agency environment as well so
f2CjaklPV9u-00034-00006296-00006406 you're learning lots from lots of
f2CjaklPV9u-00035-00006408-00007342 different people which is fantastic
f2CjaklPV9u-00036-00007343-00007552 you
f3n7yLy-QpA-00000-00003747-00004111 [Music]
f3n7yLy-QpA-00001-00004112-00004367 cover me
f3n7yLy-QpA-00002-00004368-00005463 team match let's go
f3n7yLy-QpA-00003-00005464-00005702 the blue team has scored for the first
f3n7yLy-QpA-00004-00005703-00007391 time
f3n7yLy-QpA-00005-00007392-00008823 cover me
f3n7yLy-QpA-00006-00008824-00009883 [Applause]
f3n7yLy-QpA-00007-00009884-00011283 dad
f3n7yLy-QpA-00008-00011284-00014083 fire
f3n7yLy-QpA-00009-00014084-00014903 expired
f3n7yLy-QpA-00010-00014904-00015350 is in the lead
f3n7yLy-QpA-00011-00015351-00016883 target down
f3n7yLy-QpA-00012-00016884-00017183 reloading
f3n7yLy-QpA-00013-00017184-00019535 killing spree for the blue team
f3n7yLy-QpA-00014-00019536-00021083 cover me
f3n7yLy-QpA-00015-00021084-00021750 uh
f3n7yLy-QpA-00016-00021751-00022078 great you're about to win the red team
f3n7yLy-QpA-00017-00022079-00023727 doesn't have a lot of time left
f3n7yLy-QpA-00018-00023728-00025407 blue team victory
f3n7yLy-QpA-00019-00025408-00025550 forget about whether it's perceived but
f3n7yLy-QpA-00020-00025551-00025694 let me be straight up this is for
f3n7yLy-QpA-00021-00025695-00025743 me
f3n7yLy-QpA-00022-00025744-00025999 me me this is for me forbade
f3n7yLy-QpA-00023-00026000-00026167 i'm working all day these games i'm
f3n7yLy-QpA-00024-00026168-00026302 playing killing every shitty rap a
f3n7yLy-QpA-00025-00026304-00026390 slam
f3n7yLy-QpA-00026-00026391-00026527 let them all know about the winner when
f3n7yLy-QpA-00027-00026527-00027190 they blow my right now
f3n7yLy-QpA-00028-00027191-00027560 ain't nobody run down my shirt
f56-P2G-0dQ-00000-00001727-00002039 all right welcome welcome
f56-P2G-0dQ-00001-00002039-00002279 welcome
f56-P2G-0dQ-00002-00002280-00002623 once again to the first ever episode
f56-P2G-0dQ-00003-00002624-00002918 three of exchange games live and this is
f56-P2G-0dQ-00004-00002919-00003150 a special one because
f56-P2G-0dQ-00005-00003151-00003351 it's the one right after mother's day so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00006-00003352-00003686 i want to take a moment to just thank
f56-P2G-0dQ-00007-00003688-00003919 all of the mothers out there
f56-P2G-0dQ-00008-00003920-00004319 mine especially i got to use my traeger
f56-P2G-0dQ-00009-00004320-00004515 that i told you guys about that i got at
f56-P2G-0dQ-00010-00004516-00004735 shopmyexchange.com and i grilled my mama
f56-P2G-0dQ-00011-00004736-00004886 some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00012-00004887-00005279 chef's kiss ribs it's fantastic
f56-P2G-0dQ-00013-00005280-00005495 i loved it we had a great time not only
f56-P2G-0dQ-00014-00005496-00005679 got to spend time with my mother and my
f56-P2G-0dQ-00015-00005680-00005838 father who came out but also got to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00016-00005839-00006079 spend time with my girlfriend's mother
f56-P2G-0dQ-00017-00006080-00006295 and her parents and her grandmother we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00018-00006296-00006606 had a great sunday i hope you did too
f56-P2G-0dQ-00019-00006608-00006991 i was doing some math very poorly right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00020-00006992-00007159 before the show so i'm not going to get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00021-00007159-00007351 into like my numbers
f56-P2G-0dQ-00022-00007352-00007614 but there's three very specific
f56-P2G-0dQ-00023-00007615-00007839 moms that i want to give a shout out to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00024-00007840-00007974 and i know i'm late but it didn't make
f56-P2G-0dQ-00025-00007975-00008174 sense to do it last week we're closer to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00026-00008175-00008367 mother's day right now so i wanted to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00027-00008368-00008542 give a shout out to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00028-00008543-00008887 all those mamas out there that raised
f56-P2G-0dQ-00029-00008888-00009142 service members like my mom i want to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00030-00009143-00009374 give a shout out to all the moms out
f56-P2G-0dQ-00031-00009375-00009455 there
f56-P2G-0dQ-00032-00009456-00009727 that that married into the military or a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00033-00009728-00009935 spouse and a mom and are out there doing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00034-00009936-00010142 all this stuff a lot of the times by
f56-P2G-0dQ-00035-00010143-00010431 themselves and then i also wanted to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00036-00010432-00010631 give a shout out to the very rare and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00037-00010632-00010846 this is what i was doing that math on to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00038-00010847-00011174 the very very rare
f56-P2G-0dQ-00039-00011175-00011519 mom veteran so if your mom served
f56-P2G-0dQ-00040-00011520-00011655 like i said i wish i had it was like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00041-00011656-00011855 half a percent of the us population
f56-P2G-0dQ-00042-00011856-00011967 don't quote me on that because that's
f56-P2G-0dQ-00043-00011968-00012110 why i'm saying my math was getting wrong
f56-P2G-0dQ-00044-00012111-00012319 but it's if your mom served in the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00045-00012320-00012614 military please do me a favor give her a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00046-00012615-00012815 shout out in the uh in the comments
f56-P2G-0dQ-00047-00012816-00013071 below i want to send her a message i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00048-00013072-00013335 want to say thank you and uh but i just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00049-00013336-00013503 i just i just those are the three groups
f56-P2G-0dQ-00050-00013504-00013727 of moms like i said all moms are special
f56-P2G-0dQ-00051-00013728-00013855 and i want to share that send a shout
f56-P2G-0dQ-00052-00013856-00013999 out to all the moms out there even my
f56-P2G-0dQ-00053-00014000-00014230 co-workers that are moms i see julie's
f56-P2G-0dQ-00054-00014231-00014455 out there sandy's out there leah's out
f56-P2G-0dQ-00055-00014456-00014799 there our mod shelly she's a mom so i'm
f56-P2G-0dQ-00056-00014800-00015007 just so excited for all of you i hope
f56-P2G-0dQ-00057-00015008-00015238 you guys had a wonderful wonderful
f56-P2G-0dQ-00058-00015240-00015463 sunday and remember that's just the day
f56-P2G-0dQ-00059-00015463-00015622 that we used to celebrate but like i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00060-00015623-00015894 said every day should be mother's day so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00061-00015895-00016135 thank you thank you thank you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00062-00016136-00016319 so much
f56-P2G-0dQ-00063-00016319-00016479 with that being said hey frank what's
f56-P2G-0dQ-00064-00016480-00016679 going on how are you happy mother's day
f56-P2G-0dQ-00065-00016680-00016815 to michelle
f56-P2G-0dQ-00066-00016816-00017055 by the way
f56-P2G-0dQ-00067-00017056-00017303 uh anne says my vet husband is smoking
f56-P2G-0dQ-00068-00017304-00017494 ribs right now okay so here's the thing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00069-00017495-00017743 that i learned uh my girlfriend she's on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00070-00017744-00017983 she'll chime in on this before anybody
f56-P2G-0dQ-00071-00017984-00018214 before any man turns 40 he needs to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00072-00018215-00018367 either do one of two things he needs to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00073-00018368-00018511 either a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00074-00018512-00018758 become a world war one history buff or
f56-P2G-0dQ-00075-00018759-00019039 two learn to smoke some meats so i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00076-00019040-00019199 learned to smoke meats before i turned
f56-P2G-0dQ-00077-00019200-00019399 40. so that was that was my thing so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00078-00019400-00019599 some some guys go the other way but it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00079-00019600-00019767 seems like that's the trend you either
f56-P2G-0dQ-00080-00019768-00019943 learn world war one history or you learn
f56-P2G-0dQ-00081-00019944-00020335 how to smoke some meats
f56-P2G-0dQ-00082-00020336-00020535 oh you're welcome julie you're welcome
f56-P2G-0dQ-00083-00020536-00020703 but yes it's true shout out to all the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00084-00020704-00020958 moms but let's get to gaming before we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00085-00020959-00021175 do that one more one last thing i do
f56-P2G-0dQ-00086-00021176-00021319 guys want to encourage you we'll talk
f56-P2G-0dQ-00087-00021320-00021503 more about this later on the show but
f56-P2G-0dQ-00088-00021504-00021735 check out the links in the description
f56-P2G-0dQ-00089-00021736-00021903 um i know mother's day if you still need
f56-P2G-0dQ-00090-00021904-00022063 a gift they're there but like we have
f56-P2G-0dQ-00091-00022064-00022207 father's day just around the corner we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00092-00022208-00022543 have some insane links um with with some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00093-00022544-00022847 lg like gaming monitors some tvs on sale
f56-P2G-0dQ-00094-00022848-00023143 uh the the holy grail of uh computers
f56-P2G-0dQ-00095-00023144-00023358 the imacs are on sale so we have a link
f56-P2G-0dQ-00096-00023359-00023567 for that as well i'm looking at two of
f56-P2G-0dQ-00097-00023568-00023735 them right now the 27 inches they're
f56-P2G-0dQ-00098-00023736-00023863 insane
f56-P2G-0dQ-00099-00023864-00024127 um and then there's also some some hard
f56-P2G-0dQ-00100-00024128-00024358 drive space but take a minute at some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00101-00024359-00024527 point and and click on those links if
f56-P2G-0dQ-00102-00024528-00024678 you're if you're looking for those those
f56-P2G-0dQ-00103-00024679-00024839 gift ideas for either father's day or a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00104-00024840-00025078 birthday coming up um we have some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00105-00025079-00025230 insane links and they're gonna i think
f56-P2G-0dQ-00106-00025231-00025350 shelley's gonna put them in the comments
f56-P2G-0dQ-00107-00025351-00025463 as well but they're also in the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00108-00025464-00025711 description um i'll go over more detail
f56-P2G-0dQ-00109-00025712-00025943 here a little later on the show
f56-P2G-0dQ-00110-00025944-00026078 but i just want to make sure that you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00111-00026079-00026302 guys were reminded that it's there for
f56-P2G-0dQ-00112-00026304-00026431 you guys so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00113-00026432-00026607 i believe there's about five or six of
f56-P2G-0dQ-00114-00026608-00026767 them this week
f56-P2G-0dQ-00115-00026768-00027007 and um oh and the mac mini the mac mini
f56-P2G-0dQ-00116-00027008-00027174 is there's a link for that as well so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00117-00027175-00027367 check that out there she is there's a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00118-00027368-00027607 man to see she says indeed she knows she
f56-P2G-0dQ-00119-00027608-00027846 knows
f56-P2G-0dQ-00120-00027847-00028087 but this week we're playing one of my
f56-P2G-0dQ-00121-00028088-00028390 all-time no not one of my my
f56-P2G-0dQ-00122-00028391-00028751 genre of game about 10 or 12 years ago i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00123-00028752-00028951 decided that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00124-00028952-00029174 i wanted to get out of the first person
f56-P2G-0dQ-00125-00029175-00029367 shooter genre because it was just going
f56-P2G-0dQ-00126-00029368-00029535 over my head i'm not very good at them
f56-P2G-0dQ-00127-00029536-00029655 the call of duty's of the world the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00128-00029656-00029783 battlefields
f56-P2G-0dQ-00129-00029783-00029951 of the world i wanted something
f56-P2G-0dQ-00130-00029952-00030151 different and i came across somebody who
f56-P2G-0dQ-00131-00030152-00030343 was playing something called a roguelike
f56-P2G-0dQ-00132-00030344-00030543 and i had no idea what that is
f56-P2G-0dQ-00133-00030544-00030774 um and i learned and basically what it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00134-00030775-00031127 is it's just a simple it's a simple game
f56-P2G-0dQ-00135-00031127-00031374 uh but it changes every time so we as we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00136-00031375-00031558 play today we're gonna die probably 30
f56-P2G-0dQ-00137-00031560-00031751 times and that's the point is that you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00138-00031752-00031999 get better and you upgrade as you go the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00139-00032000-00032214 the game is the same but the level is
f56-P2G-0dQ-00140-00032216-00032407 different every time you play it so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00141-00032408-00032583 you'll understand more once we get into
f56-P2G-0dQ-00142-00032583-00032831 it but this is called rogue
f56-P2G-0dQ-00143-00032832-00033031 legacy 2. i played the first rogue
f56-P2G-0dQ-00144-00033032-00033246 legacy never beat it because like i said
f56-P2G-0dQ-00145-00033247-00033383 i'm not good at these games i just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00146-00033384-00033590 really really enjoy it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00147-00033591-00033951 again we've uh y'all let me know if um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00148-00033952-00034143 my levels if i'm too loud or if the game
f56-P2G-0dQ-00149-00034144-00034295 is too loud i've turned the music down
f56-P2G-0dQ-00150-00034296-00034511 for copyright reasons so uh you probably
f56-P2G-0dQ-00151-00034512-00034646 won't be hearing much but like some wind
f56-P2G-0dQ-00152-00034647-00034846 noise right now but if my levels are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00153-00034847-00035111 okay just like pac-man
f56-P2G-0dQ-00154-00035112-00035318 julie like pac-man it's it's it's
f56-P2G-0dQ-00155-00035319-00035630 similar to pac-man but imagine
f56-P2G-0dQ-00156-00035631-00035830 but imagine if every time you went to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00157-00035831-00036030 pac-man the maze changed like every time
f56-P2G-0dQ-00158-00036031-00036207 you die and you came back it was a new
f56-P2G-0dQ-00159-00036208-00036407 maze so you're still playing pac-man
f56-P2G-0dQ-00160-00036408-00036599 but you have to learn different routes
f56-P2G-0dQ-00161-00036600-00036687 so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00162-00036688-00036846 that's what we're looking at
f56-P2G-0dQ-00163-00036847-00037046 shelly says my volume is fine that's the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00164-00037047-00037255 sweetest thing anyone said to me all day
f56-P2G-0dQ-00165-00037256-00037495 i appreciate that so much
f56-P2G-0dQ-00166-00037496-00037967 so we are going to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00167-00037968-00038183 you know what uh i was checking levels
f56-P2G-0dQ-00168-00038184-00038335 and stuff so we will just continue the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00169-00038336-00038543 legacy i haven't played it i just was
f56-P2G-0dQ-00170-00038544-00038671 checking levels to get through it so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00171-00038672-00038839 here's where we pick our character we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00172-00038840-00039343 can either pick from a ranger
f56-P2G-0dQ-00173-00039344-00039559 we can pick from
f56-P2G-0dQ-00174-00039560-00039711 a knight
f56-P2G-0dQ-00175-00039712-00039935 and we can pick from another ranger now
f56-P2G-0dQ-00176-00039936-00040079 the difference between these guys if you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00177-00040080-00040262 look is they all have a different um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00178-00040263-00040430 ability and then if you look down there
f56-P2G-0dQ-00179-00040431-00040574 in the traits we have to figure out what
f56-P2G-0dQ-00180-00040575-00040727 those are but those are normally some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00181-00040728-00040927 kind of negative thing or something
f56-P2G-0dQ-00182-00040928-00041151 about it like the food in this game is
f56-P2G-0dQ-00183-00041152-00041295 some kind sometimes
f56-P2G-0dQ-00184-00041296-00041599 a chicken leg and if your guy is vegan
f56-P2G-0dQ-00185-00041600-00041751 he has the trait of being a vegan and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00186-00041752-00041862 eats a chicken leg it's not going to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00187-00041863-00042071 heal him it's actually going to hurt him
f56-P2G-0dQ-00188-00042072-00042151 so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00189-00042152-00042279 sometimes but we don't know what a lot
f56-P2G-0dQ-00190-00042280-00042511 of these do endomorph if anyone knows
f56-P2G-0dQ-00191-00042512-00042855 what an endo move is please let me know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00192-00042856-00043079 antique we're just gonna go with the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00193-00043080-00043158 knife
f56-P2G-0dQ-00194-00043159-00043407 nice nice safe bet
f56-P2G-0dQ-00195-00043408-00043830 sword and board
f56-P2G-0dQ-00196-00043831-00043999 so please guys in the comments please uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00197-00044000-00044207 let me know where you're from uh where
f56-P2G-0dQ-00198-00044208-00044351 you're listening from if you served i'd
f56-P2G-0dQ-00199-00044352-00044574 love to hear your years of service uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00200-00044575-00044735 every every week we have somebody come
f56-P2G-0dQ-00201-00044736-00044839 by and it's always good to have a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00202-00044840-00044983 conversation about where they were and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00203-00044984-00045199 what they were doing and talk about
f56-P2G-0dQ-00204-00045200-00045399 video games like i said video games with
f56-P2G-0dQ-00205-00045400-00045799 me have a uh kind of a long standing uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00206-00045800-00045958 kind of intertwined relationship the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00207-00045959-00046102 military and me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00208-00046103-00046327 go rant okay dad wants me to go ranger
f56-P2G-0dQ-00209-00046328-00046551 fair enough fair enough i should have i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00210-00046552-00046727 should have
f56-P2G-0dQ-00211-00046728-00046943 so we will we don't have enough money to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00212-00046944-00047158 upgrade anything so we will just move
f56-P2G-0dQ-00213-00047159-00047358 right along
f56-P2G-0dQ-00214-00047359-00047511 i did say endomorph if you can tell me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00215-00047512-00047702 what that means
f56-P2G-0dQ-00216-00047703-00048718 amanda that would be great
f56-P2G-0dQ-00217-00048719-00048902 i did see on one of the things that you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00218-00048903-00050399 can have the trait of being color blind
f56-P2G-0dQ-00219-00050400-00050590 so um like i say every week guys if you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00220-00050591-00050855 haven't um had a chance
f56-P2G-0dQ-00221-00050856-00050958 this game
f56-P2G-0dQ-00222-00050959-00051423 almost impossible to talk
f56-P2G-0dQ-00223-00051424-00051646 um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00224-00051647-00051950 if you haven't had a chance go to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00225-00051951-00052182 vets and make sure you get verified
f56-P2G-0dQ-00226-00052183-00052366 um so you can so you can actually click
f56-P2G-0dQ-00227-00052367-00052503 on these uh click on these links and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00228-00052504-00052711 utilize them you gotta get an account
f56-P2G-0dQ-00229-00052712-00052911 um and so once you do that it's super
f56-P2G-0dQ-00230-00052912-00053087 easy and i believe shelley told me last
f56-P2G-0dQ-00231-00053088-00053215 week that if you're having any kind of
f56-P2G-0dQ-00232-00053216-00053366 issue at all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00233-00053367-00053663 make sure that you are um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00234-00053664-00053815 you can send us a you can either call
f56-P2G-0dQ-00235-00053816-00053926 the customer service line or you can
f56-P2G-0dQ-00236-00053927-00054103 also just send us a message here on on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00237-00054104-00054287 facebook and we'll make sure we get you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00238-00054288-00054391 the help that you need and the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00239-00054391-00054775 assistance that you need
f56-P2G-0dQ-00240-00054776-00054991 higher percentage of body fat less
f56-P2G-0dQ-00241-00054991-00055382 muscle that's what an endomorph is okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00242-00055383-00055463 here
f56-P2G-0dQ-00243-00055464-00055638 we're taking some damage that's okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00244-00055639-00056999 that's okay we're supposed
f56-P2G-0dQ-00245-00057000-00057199 best ever do it you're the best to ever
f56-P2G-0dQ-00246-00057200-00057350 do it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00247-00057351-00057503 so this game just came out we are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00248-00057504-00057750 playing this on the xbox series x
f56-P2G-0dQ-00249-00057751-00057926 um it is only available on the xbox
f56-P2G-0dQ-00250-00057927-00058223 series x and pc
f56-P2G-0dQ-00251-00058224-00058538 or you can email customer relations at
f56-P2G-0dQ-00252-00058539-00058807 aphis.com as well
f56-P2G-0dQ-00253-00058808-00058975 getting verified so again that link is
f56-P2G-0dQ-00254-00058976-00059263 shopmyexchange.com
f56-P2G-0dQ-00255-00059264-00059403 and you can email
f56-P2G-0dQ-00256-00059404-00059550 customerrelations.com if you're having
f56-P2G-0dQ-00257-00059551-00059879 any issues send us a message on facebook
f56-P2G-0dQ-00258-00059879-00060054 but it's super easy
f56-P2G-0dQ-00259-00060055-00060223 and i would encourage everyone to do it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00260-00060224-00060375 like i said it's near and dear to my
f56-P2G-0dQ-00261-00060376-00060671 heart um i did i was in the army from
f56-P2G-0dQ-00262-00060672-00061054 2004 to 2015 and got out of the service
f56-P2G-0dQ-00263-00061055-00061326 and without the exchange and without um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00264-00061327-00061463 without that piece of legislation
f56-P2G-0dQ-00265-00061464-00061663 allowing them to open up online shopping
f56-P2G-0dQ-00266-00061664-00061838 to all veterans i wouldn't have a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00267-00061839-00062054 tax-free option in my life but now we do
f56-P2G-0dQ-00268-00062055-00062199 and i want to make sure you guys have
f56-P2G-0dQ-00269-00062200-00062366 that and if you have it and you know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00270-00062367-00062615 somebody that doesn't uh please by all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00271-00062616-00062847 means spread that word and uh let's get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00272-00062848-00063038 as many people verified as pros as
f56-P2G-0dQ-00273-00063039-00063254 possible it's a it's a uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00274-00063255-00063791 it's definitely a benefit
f56-P2G-0dQ-00275-00063791-00063959 it's a benefit that you earn so you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00276-00063960-00064087 might as well take advantage of every
f56-P2G-0dQ-00277-00064088-00064206 single thing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00278-00064207-00064287 so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00279-00064288-00064487 i encourage you all to do so it's super
f56-P2G-0dQ-00280-00064488-00064750 easy
f56-P2G-0dQ-00281-00064751-00064911 um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00282-00064912-00065063 but again like i said i've been playing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00283-00065064-00065366 roguelike games like uh like this for uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00284-00065367-00065575 probably 10 or 12 years
f56-P2G-0dQ-00285-00065576-00065726 uh my first game there's a game called
f56-P2G-0dQ-00286-00065727-00065863 binding of isaac
f56-P2G-0dQ-00287-00065864-00066119 which was really my my first intro into
f56-P2G-0dQ-00288-00066120-00066406 uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00289-00066407-00066719 into the genre and then i moved on to uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00290-00066720-00066879 like deck building roblox which was kind
f56-P2G-0dQ-00291-00066880-00067135 of the same thing just utilize um like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00292-00067136-00067282 deck buildings
f56-P2G-0dQ-00293-00067283-00067623 like hope and uh one week if we if we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00294-00067624-00067743 have the time and this keeps going i'll
f56-P2G-0dQ-00295-00067744-00067871 be sure and introduce you guys to some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00296-00067872-00068015 of those some of my favorite games as
f56-P2G-0dQ-00297-00068016-00068199 well uh i kind of like some of the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00298-00068200-00068479 non-traditional games i love me a good
f56-P2G-0dQ-00299-00068480-00068671 aaa game and a good popular you know 60
f56-P2G-0dQ-00300-00068672-00068855 70 game but sometimes you can find some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00301-00068856-00069159 hidden gems in these little 1999 20
f56-P2G-0dQ-00302-00069160-00069303 games so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00303-00069304-00069599 we just need to find out where exactly
f56-P2G-0dQ-00304-00069600-00069750 we are headed it looks like we need to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00305-00069751-00069943 go up
f56-P2G-0dQ-00306-00069944-00070094 maybe
f56-P2G-0dQ-00307-00070095-00070471 to the right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00308-00070472-00070615 there we go that's what we're looking
f56-P2G-0dQ-00309-00070616-00070855 for that's what we're looking for
f56-P2G-0dQ-00310-00070856-00071006 so can anyone tell me anything special
f56-P2G-0dQ-00311-00071007-00071215 that they did on and then shelley just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00312-00071216-00071335 dropped the links in uh so if you don't
f56-P2G-0dQ-00313-00071336-00071519 see them in the description you can see
f56-P2G-0dQ-00314-00071520-00071799 them uh in the comments for sure uh but
f56-P2G-0dQ-00315-00071800-00071926 please let me know if you guys anything
f56-P2G-0dQ-00316-00071927-00072062 special for your mother
f56-P2G-0dQ-00317-00072063-00072255 uh he said it was great to see mine she
f56-P2G-0dQ-00318-00072256-00072431 doesn't go far so i get to see her quite
f56-P2G-0dQ-00319-00072432-00072631 often which is a which is an actual
f56-P2G-0dQ-00320-00072632-00072871 blessing uh but it was nice to have her
f56-P2G-0dQ-00321-00072872-00073150 over at the house and uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00322-00073151-00073335 cook on my trailer you know i'll take
f56-P2G-0dQ-00323-00073336-00073567 any excuse to throw up some ribs for
f56-P2G-0dQ-00324-00073568-00075047 sure
f56-P2G-0dQ-00325-00075048-00075262 oh i got a message that's good
f56-P2G-0dQ-00326-00075263-00075359 somebody somebody's trying to get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00327-00075360-00075815 verified that's amazing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00329-00078895-00079238 he'll be coming home for sure
f56-P2G-0dQ-00330-00079239-00079431 emily
f56-P2G-0dQ-00331-00079432-00079559 welcome
f56-P2G-0dQ-00332-00079560-00079879 which reminds me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00333-00079880-00080255 which reminds me uh tomorrow
f56-P2G-0dQ-00334-00080256-00080455 we have a beauty live is that correct
f56-P2G-0dQ-00335-00080456-00080638 emily
f56-P2G-0dQ-00336-00080639-00080838 with philosophy
f56-P2G-0dQ-00337-00080839-00081159 so any oh that was good that was it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00338-00081160-00081311 all right so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00339-00081312-00081471 so but we do have a beauty live tomorrow
f56-P2G-0dQ-00340-00081472-00081735 with philosophy and i'm super excited
f56-P2G-0dQ-00341-00081736-00081871 about that i learned something about
f56-P2G-0dQ-00342-00081872-00082094 those beauty lives every time they have
f56-P2G-0dQ-00343-00082095-00082431 it uh that's gonna be at noon so all of
f56-P2G-0dQ-00344-00082432-00082623 you mothers that are watching please
f56-P2G-0dQ-00345-00082624-00082791 tune in at noon to that beauty live
f56-P2G-0dQ-00346-00082792-00082894 that's great and i don't know if you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00347-00082895-00083111 guys caught yesterday
f56-P2G-0dQ-00348-00083112-00083567 but roy montez had a great workout um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00349-00083568-00083838 with captain bush which was a new face
f56-P2G-0dQ-00350-00083839-00084079 for me to see so that was awesome so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00351-00084080-00084350 again guys you have roy uh every monday
f56-P2G-0dQ-00352-00084351-00084543 at 11 doing the fitness stuff you have
f56-P2G-0dQ-00353-00084544-00084799 me every tuesday night at seven doing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00354-00084800-00085015 the uh doing the gaming thing and then
f56-P2G-0dQ-00355-00085016-00085215 beauty lives and chief chats are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00356-00085216-00085391 happening all the time you just have to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00357-00085392-00085559 keep an eye on them so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00358-00085560-00085694 there's a lot of exciting things going
f56-P2G-0dQ-00359-00085695-00085862 on here at the exchange facebook page so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00360-00085863-00086318 we hope you guys stick around
f56-P2G-0dQ-00361-00086319-00086575 i did die julie i did die i did die i'm
f56-P2G-0dQ-00362-00086576-00086750 gonna like i said that's kind of what
f56-P2G-0dQ-00363-00086751-00086918 these games are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00364-00086919-00087182 so once you die you will pick you will
f56-P2G-0dQ-00365-00087183-00087471 now pick an air and so you will you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00366-00087472-00087623 you'll pick your air to go on through
f56-P2G-0dQ-00367-00087624-00087831 and then as the game goes on they'll
f56-P2G-0dQ-00368-00087832-00088062 pick up traits um from the ones that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00369-00088063-00088215 came before you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00370-00088216-00088303 so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00371-00088304-00088662 uh for my dad who's watching hello dad
f56-P2G-0dQ-00372-00088663-00089150 we're gonna go with the ranger
f56-P2G-0dQ-00373-00089151-00089294 yes shelly i actually worked out with
f56-P2G-0dQ-00374-00089295-00089391 roy
f56-P2G-0dQ-00375-00089392-00089718 i work out with roy every monday
f56-P2G-0dQ-00376-00089719-00089855 i make it a point it's part of my
f56-P2G-0dQ-00377-00089856-00090055 routine
f56-P2G-0dQ-00378-00090056-00090262 every monday 11 o'clock that's where i'm
f56-P2G-0dQ-00379-00090263-00090423 at
f56-P2G-0dQ-00380-00090424-00090623 laptop in hand
f56-P2G-0dQ-00381-00090624-00090743 i can't work out in front of people i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00382-00090744-00090903 look funny though i look funny when i do
f56-P2G-0dQ-00383-00090904-00091071 in front of people when i do it with
f56-P2G-0dQ-00384-00091072-00091238 just me in the room and roy and the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00385-00091239-00091735 laptop i look like a stud
f56-P2G-0dQ-00386-00091736-00091894 so here we are upgrading our castle and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00387-00091895-00092031 as with the game moves on we're going to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00388-00092032-00092375 be able to uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00389-00092376-00092599 we're going to be able to uh upgrade new
f56-P2G-0dQ-00390-00092600-00092791 care or get new characters get more
f56-P2G-0dQ-00391-00092792-00092950 health and this is how we get stronger
f56-P2G-0dQ-00392-00092951-00093111 and we progress further and further and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00393-00093112-00093447 further into the game so as we move on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00394-00093448-00093599 we should be getting stronger and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00395-00093600-00093791 stronger and stronger and being able to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00396-00093792-00093967 go that's not always the case because
f56-P2G-0dQ-00397-00093968-00094118 sometimes they throw some curve balls at
f56-P2G-0dQ-00398-00094119-00094350 you but we will just see
f56-P2G-0dQ-00399-00094351-00094671 we have 190 gold left
f56-P2G-0dQ-00400-00094672-00094926 so we can go ahead and get us a valkyrie
f56-P2G-0dQ-00401-00094927-00095335 or no we can get the academy
f56-P2G-0dQ-00402-00095336-00095535 and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00403-00095536-00097303 can we afford anything else
f56-P2G-0dQ-00404-00097304-00097447 sorry i had to figure out what we could
f56-P2G-0dQ-00405-00097448-00097662 afford what we couldn't afford
f56-P2G-0dQ-00406-00097663-00097926 all right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00407-00097927-00098159 and then here we go so now you'll notice
f56-P2G-0dQ-00408-00098160-00098431 that we are now
f56-P2G-0dQ-00409-00098432-00098567 looks like we're a mage because we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00410-00098568-00098703 unlocked it so that next time i'll give
f56-P2G-0dQ-00411-00098704-00100006 you the ranger
f56-P2G-0dQ-00412-00100007-00100238 all righty
f56-P2G-0dQ-00413-00100239-00100415 and before we start this run i do want
f56-P2G-0dQ-00414-00100416-00100694 to go into a little bit more detail um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00415-00100695-00100871 if you guys are looking for those gifts
f56-P2G-0dQ-00416-00100872-00101015 now that i have it pulled up for you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00417-00101016-00101167 guys i want to talk about it i don't
f56-P2G-0dQ-00418-00101168-00101279 have it to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00419-00101280-00101511 pull up but if you guys use those links
f56-P2G-0dQ-00420-00101512-00101735 one of them is for a bunch of
f56-P2G-0dQ-00421-00101736-00101935 lg gaming monitors
f56-P2G-0dQ-00422-00101936-00102255 the lg gaming monitors are insane
f56-P2G-0dQ-00423-00102256-00102471 one of we have a one of the curved uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00424-00102472-00102847 monitors on sale um we have the 34 inch
f56-P2G-0dQ-00425-00102848-00103047 curved monitor on sale which is just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00426-00103048-00103199 sick i wish i had like three of those in
f56-P2G-0dQ-00427-00103200-00103415 here that would be a new world and then
f56-P2G-0dQ-00428-00103416-00103710 we also have the uh the ultra gear um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00429-00103711-00103878 what is that one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00430-00103879-00104142 oh the freesync hdr monitor is on there
f56-P2G-0dQ-00431-00104143-00104327 as well as well as a 29 inch ultrawide
f56-P2G-0dQ-00432-00104328-00104551 but all of them are on sale or at least
f56-P2G-0dQ-00433-00104552-00104766 most of them are on sale so please check
f56-P2G-0dQ-00434-00104767-00104878 that out if you're in the need of any
f56-P2G-0dQ-00435-00104879-00105015 kind of monitor
f56-P2G-0dQ-00436-00105016-00105247 also we have the toshiba um external
f56-P2G-0dQ-00437-00105248-00105423 drives anywhere from one terabyte to two
f56-P2G-0dQ-00438-00105424-00105734 terabytes all four terabytes um but a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00439-00105735-00105990 lot of those are on sale as well um if
f56-P2G-0dQ-00440-00105991-00106207 you're in need of a of a laptop the dell
f56-P2G-0dQ-00441-00106208-00106439 inspiron laptops are on sale the 15.6
f56-P2G-0dQ-00442-00106440-00106583 inches
f56-P2G-0dQ-00443-00106583-00106990 as well as high sense tvs like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00444-00106991-00107271 if you need a tv uh i would highly
f56-P2G-0dQ-00445-00107272-00107439 recommend clicking on that high sense
f56-P2G-0dQ-00446-00107440-00107719 link um they are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00447-00107720-00107878 not a lot of money
f56-P2G-0dQ-00448-00107879-00108158 for some big tv so check that out as
f56-P2G-0dQ-00449-00108159-00108383 well as like i said the mac mini and the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00450-00108383-00108671 mother of all uh the imacs the 27 inch
f56-P2G-0dQ-00451-00108672-00108886 with retina display all those links are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00452-00108888-00109063 in the description below also in the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00453-00109064-00109263 comments so uh please check those out if
f56-P2G-0dQ-00454-00109264-00109463 you get a chance hey what's going on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00455-00109464-00109710 abby how are you sir
f56-P2G-0dQ-00456-00109711-00109910 i have the 20 cents and christine says
f56-P2G-0dQ-00457-00109911-00110183 she has the 27 inch lg that's amazing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00458-00110183-00110358 that's a fantastic monitor especially
f56-P2G-0dQ-00459-00110359-00110551 those ultra wise and i know when the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00460-00110552-00110815 curved screens came out um a few i mean
f56-P2G-0dQ-00461-00110816-00110943 it was probably like a decade ago that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00462-00110944-00111110 the curve tvs came out and then the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00463-00111111-00111358 curved um gaming monitors started coming
f56-P2G-0dQ-00464-00111359-00111566 out some people have some insane setups
f56-P2G-0dQ-00465-00111567-00111775 when it comes to that stuff so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00466-00111776-00111927 please check those out if you get a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00467-00111928-00112054 chance
f56-P2G-0dQ-00468-00112055-00112223 everyone probably hopefully already
f56-P2G-0dQ-00469-00112224-00112351 taking care of their mother this year
f56-P2G-0dQ-00470-00112352-00112486 but like i said father stage is right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00471-00112488-00112854 around the corner uh so uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00472-00112855-00112958 we're gonna be here every week and i'm
f56-P2G-0dQ-00473-00112959-00113102 gonna try and have those i'm trying to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00474-00113103-00113278 have some interesting interviews every
f56-P2G-0dQ-00475-00113279-00113383 uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00476-00113383-00114575 every week
f56-P2G-0dQ-00477-00114576-00115134 that was poor planning
f56-P2G-0dQ-00478-00115135-00115327 christine did uh didn't did matt did
f56-P2G-0dQ-00479-00115328-00115495 matt take care of you for mother's day i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00480-00115496-00117375 heard you guys
f56-P2G-0dQ-00481-00117376-00117510 that seemed like a room i don't want to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00482-00117511-00117647 go in just yet
f56-P2G-0dQ-00483-00117648-00117815 that seems a little scary okay what do
f56-P2G-0dQ-00484-00117816-00117919 we have here
f56-P2G-0dQ-00485-00117920-00118086 uh gain a blessing of strength as a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00486-00118088-00118263 cannon press to swing your cannon hold
f56-P2G-0dQ-00487-00118264-00118495 to aim and fire your cannon
f56-P2G-0dQ-00488-00118496-00118966 dash always
f56-P2G-0dQ-00489-00118967-00119247 okay give it a go give it a go cool day
f56-P2G-0dQ-00490-00119248-00119358 you know that seemed to be a running
f56-P2G-0dQ-00491-00119359-00119543 theme we had uh we when we were doing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00492-00119544-00119702 the grill thing we had pool day as well
f56-P2G-0dQ-00493-00119703-00119799 so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00494-00119800-00119966 mother's day seems to be like the really
f56-P2G-0dQ-00495-00119967-00120119 for me the first day that the pool is
f56-P2G-0dQ-00496-00120120-00120263 actually kind of like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00497-00120264-00120495 viable i'm kind of i'm kind of a baby
f56-P2G-0dQ-00498-00120496-00120678 when it comes to like cold pools like i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00499-00120679-00120839 don't think like it has to be like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00500-00120840-00121014 mid-may at the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00501-00121015-00121214 like earliest because i'm going to get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00502-00121215-00121286 in it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00503-00121288-00121447 kids can get in it starting in april and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00504-00121448-00122150 i do not understand it but
f56-P2G-0dQ-00505-00122151-00122895 [Music]
f56-P2G-0dQ-00506-00122896-00124902 very cool very cool
f56-P2G-0dQ-00507-00124903-00125951 best ever do it best to ever do it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00508-00125952-00127519 so like i said in previous
f56-P2G-0dQ-00509-00127520-00127702 18th airborne corp or the fort bragg
f56-P2G-0dQ-00510-00127703-00127863 paper the paraglide i just wrote i just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00511-00127864-00128023 wrote stories went around different
f56-P2G-0dQ-00512-00128024-00128214 units covered them down but one of the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00513-00128215-00128390 coolest things i ever did was um it was
f56-P2G-0dQ-00514-00128391-00128543 mother's day one of the years i was
f56-P2G-0dQ-00515-00128544-00128727 deployed i was just a private you know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00516-00128728-00128943 e2 or something like that and i wrote a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00517-00128944-00129231 um a mother's day article and my mother
f56-P2G-0dQ-00518-00129232-00129439 uh has that article hanging up in her
f56-P2G-0dQ-00519-00129440-00129614 house like to this day and so every time
f56-P2G-0dQ-00520-00129615-00129807 we walk in i always see it it always
f56-P2G-0dQ-00521-00129808-00129927 makes me happy that she kept it all in
f56-P2G-0dQ-00522-00129928-00130110 here
f56-P2G-0dQ-00523-00130111-00130366 so that always means a lot so this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00524-00130367-00130534 mother's day is always good like i said
f56-P2G-0dQ-00525-00130535-00130775 it's it's a special time
f56-P2G-0dQ-00526-00130776-00130934 for all mothers but i just have a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00527-00130935-00131078 special place in my heart for uh you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00528-00131079-00131278 know those mothers that you know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00529-00131279-00131447 raised people that ended up being
f56-P2G-0dQ-00530-00131448-00131590 soldiers like me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00531-00131591-00131887 or uh or veterans themselves or military
f56-P2G-0dQ-00532-00131888-00132014 spouses so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00533-00132015-00132127 things that they do and the things that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00534-00132128-00132654 they go through is very much appreciated
f56-P2G-0dQ-00535-00132655-00134295 and i know it's sometimes
f56-P2G-0dQ-00536-00134296-00135423 that's not gonna work
f56-P2G-0dQ-00537-00135424-00135999 best to ever do it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00538-00136000-00136175 team party at my pool
f56-P2G-0dQ-00539-00136176-00136351 well it isn't my pool
f56-P2G-0dQ-00540-00136352-00136559 it is the girlfriend's pool so we'll
f56-P2G-0dQ-00541-00136560-00136727 have to you know amanda will have to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00542-00136728-00136935 chime in on that for sure but
f56-P2G-0dQ-00543-00136936-00137078 i don't think she would mind too
f56-P2G-0dQ-00544-00137079-00137454 terribly much
f56-P2G-0dQ-00545-00137455-00137631 unless we go to christine's pool i've
f56-P2G-0dQ-00546-00137632-00137783 been to christine's christine's pools
f56-P2G-0dQ-00547-00137784-00138231 that's a good pool that's a good pool
f56-P2G-0dQ-00548-00138232-00138383 all right all right we're gonna keep
f56-P2G-0dQ-00549-00138384-00138575 going here i mean we've only died we've
f56-P2G-0dQ-00550-00138576-00138799 only died once i expected to die 30
f56-P2G-0dQ-00551-00138800-00138935 times so i think we're doing better than
f56-P2G-0dQ-00552-00138936-00139790 we thought
f56-P2G-0dQ-00553-00139791-00139943 gotta find our way through this it looks
f56-P2G-0dQ-00554-00139944-00141487 like we need to go up and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00555-00141488-00143023 came over here
f56-P2G-0dQ-00556-00143024-00143135 we tried
f56-P2G-0dQ-00557-00143136-00143407 we tried
f56-P2G-0dQ-00558-00143408-00143654 we did indeed try
f56-P2G-0dQ-00559-00143655-00143783 so if you are listening and you are a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00560-00143784-00143959 gamer which i hope you are i hope you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00561-00143960-00144078 are we're trying to build a community
f56-P2G-0dQ-00562-00144079-00144311 here um but if you are a gamer please
f56-P2G-0dQ-00563-00144312-00144423 let me know what you're playing right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00564-00144424-00144614 now it wouldn't be a uh it wouldn't be
f56-P2G-0dQ-00565-00144615-00144799 an exchange games live if i didn't in
f56-P2G-0dQ-00566-00144800-00145039 some way shape or form complain about um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00567-00145040-00145351 the fact that uh i am 200 hours into
f56-P2G-0dQ-00568-00145352-00145599 eldon ring and i am just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00569-00145600-00145759 i don't know anymore i don't know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00570-00145760-00145951 anymore i'm at i'm at a boss that just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00571-00145952-00146087 can't be beat
f56-P2G-0dQ-00572-00146088-00146239 uh but i've said that about every boss
f56-P2G-0dQ-00573-00146240-00146375 that i've come up to i just don't know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00574-00146376-00146599 at what point i'm going to uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00575-00146600-00146719 i don't know what point i'm just going
f56-P2G-0dQ-00576-00146720-00146999 to accept it and and move on so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00577-00147000-00147190 but having a great time with that still
f56-P2G-0dQ-00578-00147191-00147375 playing wonderlands uh we played last
f56-P2G-0dQ-00579-00147376-00147502 week and if you guys ever want to bring
f56-P2G-0dQ-00580-00147503-00147702 any of those uh any of those games back
f56-P2G-0dQ-00581-00147703-00147878 uh we can drink we can always give star
f56-P2G-0dQ-00582-00147879-00148143 wars another try uh we can also uh we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00583-00148144-00148311 can also give wonderland another try i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00584-00148312-00148431 just thought this was interesting this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00585-00148432-00148599 would be something a little different
f56-P2G-0dQ-00586-00148600-00148775 maybe a game that a lot of people
f56-P2G-0dQ-00587-00148776-00148911 haven't heard of
f56-P2G-0dQ-00588-00148912-00149175 this game is 24.99 in the xbox store and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00589-00149176-00149511 i believe also on uh pc which is a great
f56-P2G-0dQ-00590-00149512-00149663 opportunity for me to tell you that you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00591-00149664-00149843 guys can get that stuff if you go to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00592-00149844-00150023 shopmyexchange.com you type in gift
f56-P2G-0dQ-00593-00150024-00150199 cards make sure the little email
f56-P2G-0dQ-00594-00150200-00150390 delivery receipt is checked in the top
f56-P2G-0dQ-00595-00150391-00150654 left uh with that you can bring up all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00596-00150655-00150863 of the all of the subscriptions and gift
f56-P2G-0dQ-00597-00150864-00151143 cards that we sell xbox is on there
f56-P2G-0dQ-00598-00151144-00151302 playstation network is on there nintendo
f56-P2G-0dQ-00599-00151303-00151495 is on there uh google play is on but all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00600-00151496-00151719 those all those gaming uh all those
f56-P2G-0dQ-00601-00151720-00151878 gaming stores you can you can load up
f56-P2G-0dQ-00602-00151879-00152039 your uh you can load up your card with
f56-P2G-0dQ-00603-00152040-00152302 us using your military star card
f56-P2G-0dQ-00604-00152303-00152535 and then uh you can go back you know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00605-00152536-00152654 you'll get a code delivered to you and
f56-P2G-0dQ-00606-00152655-00152775 just like everything else you put that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00607-00152776-00152959 into the xbox store and you can uh you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00608-00152960-00153359 can purchase all these games so win win
f56-P2G-0dQ-00609-00153360-00153647 i agree i agree we need we need to get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00610-00153648-00153775 someone smart that knows how to make
f56-P2G-0dQ-00611-00153776-00153926 facebook polls and see what game we want
f56-P2G-0dQ-00612-00153927-00154078 to play next i think that'd be a great
f56-P2G-0dQ-00613-00154079-00154278 idea christine that'd be a fantastic
f56-P2G-0dQ-00614-00154279-00154447 idea take a lot of pressure off of me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00615-00154448-00154551 because i think that this game right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00616-00154552-00154783 here this is a little bit of a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00617-00154784-00154959 a little bit of a a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00618-00154960-00155247 selfish we need to get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00619-00155248-00155414 learn so this right here so this skill
f56-P2G-0dQ-00620-00155415-00155599 right here learned from your ancestors
f56-P2G-0dQ-00621-00155600-00155799 past mistakes and gain permanent bonuses
f56-P2G-0dQ-00622-00155800-00156014 for dying so now we'll be able to take i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00623-00156015-00156263 believe we'll be able to pick traits uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00624-00156264-00156414 from the ones that came before us that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00625-00156415-00156607 died into our new characters that we can
f56-P2G-0dQ-00626-00156608-00156783 kind of build characters so i think we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00627-00156784-00156999 definitely
f56-P2G-0dQ-00628-00157000-00157287 i do think a poll would be a great idea
f56-P2G-0dQ-00629-00157288-00157471 um for a video game there's a couple
f56-P2G-0dQ-00630-00157472-00157599 games that we have in the hopper that i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00631-00157600-00157743 want to try that i just haven't played
f56-P2G-0dQ-00632-00157744-00157975 yet i hear that um hot wheels unleashed
f56-P2G-0dQ-00633-00157976-00158175 game is really really really good and i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00634-00158176-00158414 do have a code for that um so we might
f56-P2G-0dQ-00635-00158415-00158607 try that for next week and we can also
f56-P2G-0dQ-00636-00158608-00158790 try um as long as i have as long as i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00637-00158791-00159014 have the game and uh have the code for
f56-P2G-0dQ-00638-00159015-00159190 we can try a couple games of stream it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00639-00159191-00159399 doesn't always have to be just the one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00640-00159400-00159575 uh just the one ring oh my god eldon
f56-P2G-0dQ-00641-00159576-00159783 ring boss fight yeah that would be a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00642-00159784-00159983 stream for sure
f56-P2G-0dQ-00643-00159984-00160199 just me and godric going going toe to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00644-00160200-00160551 toe
f56-P2G-0dQ-00645-00160552-00160783 that that would be that would be uh that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00646-00160784-00160926 would be one heck of a live stream i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00647-00160927-00161071 agree
f56-P2G-0dQ-00648-00161072-00161231 ryan's down with some hot the hot wheels
f56-P2G-0dQ-00649-00161232-00161431 unleashed i know it sounds funny but so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00650-00161432-00161599 does lego star wars these games are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00651-00161600-00161702 actually
f56-P2G-0dQ-00652-00161703-00161926 pretty awesome and if you thought star
f56-P2G-0dQ-00653-00161927-00162143 wars looked good uh the hot wheels on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00654-00162144-00162343 late unleashed game looks i'm not gonna
f56-P2G-0dQ-00655-00162344-00162566 say it looks better um but it does
f56-P2G-0dQ-00656-00162567-00162807 definitely look just as good i would say
f56-P2G-0dQ-00657-00162808-00163007 so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00658-00163008-00163190 okay so we have uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00659-00163191-00163414 leveled up here and here we go we are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00660-00163415-00163566 the archer we're not going to worry
f56-P2G-0dQ-00661-00163567-00163751 about the blackness or the enchantress
f56-P2G-0dQ-00662-00163752-00163863 just yet
f56-P2G-0dQ-00663-00163864-00164102 and we're just gonna move on to run
f56-P2G-0dQ-00664-00164103-00165207 number three
f56-P2G-0dQ-00665-00165208-00165502 okay so like i said we uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00666-00165503-00165687 the map changes every time except i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00667-00165688-00166078 don't know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00668-00166079-00166414 so here you go dad
f56-P2G-0dQ-00669-00166415-00166711 first
f56-P2G-0dQ-00670-00166712-00166911 not today
f56-P2G-0dQ-00671-00166912-00167447 in the air oh he kind of floats
f56-P2G-0dQ-00672-00167448-00167583 so we can probably use that to our
f56-P2G-0dQ-00673-00167584-00168719 advantage
f56-P2G-0dQ-00674-00168720-00168871 okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00675-00168872-00168999 those guys that chase you down those are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00676-00169000-00169383 the tough ones there we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00677-00169384-00170951 go grab this guy over here
f56-P2G-0dQ-00678-00170952-00171143 it moves at that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00679-00171144-00171319 it moves at just that perfect speed
f56-P2G-0dQ-00680-00171320-00171471 where you think you can sneak one in but
f56-P2G-0dQ-00681-00171472-00171614 you can't
f56-P2G-0dQ-00682-00171615-00171735 we'll get better we'll get better we're
f56-P2G-0dQ-00683-00171736-00172287 about halfway dead already which is fine
f56-P2G-0dQ-00684-00172288-00172735 oh he got killed by the door
f56-P2G-0dQ-00685-00172736-00173943 don't think you can kill these things
f56-P2G-0dQ-00686-00173944-00174223 there we go okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00687-00174224-00174343 half of these games is just about
f56-P2G-0dQ-00688-00174344-00174990 patience just about patience
f56-P2G-0dQ-00689-00174991-00175166 the layout of this is old school i like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00690-00175167-00175311 it it is old school but you know a lot
f56-P2G-0dQ-00691-00175312-00177902 of these games
f56-P2G-0dQ-00692-00177903-00178071 that was a bad run guys that was a bad
f56-P2G-0dQ-00693-00178072-00179078 run that was a bad run
f56-P2G-0dQ-00694-00179079-00179207 they're not they're not all going to be
f56-P2G-0dQ-00695-00179208-00179351 great they're not all going to be great
f56-P2G-0dQ-00696-00179352-00179511 so let's try let's go back to the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00697-00179512-00179726 swordboard this is what we're gonna
f56-P2G-0dQ-00698-00179727-00179831 should probably read the traits from
f56-P2G-0dQ-00699-00179832-00180447 that one but whatever it's okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00700-00180448-00180599 but just a reminder if you are just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00701-00180600-00180911 getting here i would please check the uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00702-00180912-00181054 if you would just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00703-00181055-00181207 check the uh the links in the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00704-00181208-00181359 description of some fantastic links in
f56-P2G-0dQ-00705-00181360-00181487 there we just went through them
f56-P2G-0dQ-00706-00181488-00181607 the highlights of them would be the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00707-00181608-00181807 gaming monitors and the uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00708-00181808-00182023 the the imac retina display as well as
f56-P2G-0dQ-00709-00182024-00182375 the the tvs so please check those out uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00710-00182376-00182590 much appreciated um like i said father's
f56-P2G-0dQ-00711-00182591-00182695 day just around the corner with some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00712-00182696-00182799 great gift ideas but we're gonna have
f56-P2G-0dQ-00713-00182800-00182975 these links every week on the show as
f56-P2G-0dQ-00714-00182976-00183238 well if you aren't verified uh please go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00715-00183239-00183519 to shop my exchange vets and uh hit that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00716-00183520-00183654 little it'll be a red you know i could
f56-P2G-0dQ-00717-00183655-00183959 show you i think was it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00718-00183960-00184102 oh my gosh she's the best to ever do it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00719-00184103-00184263 look at that look at that and i practice
f56-P2G-0dQ-00720-00184264-00184575 this too the button is right there
f56-P2G-0dQ-00721-00184576-00184695 it's like i'm a weatherman i always want
f56-P2G-0dQ-00722-00184696-00184863 to be a weatherman so you hit that red
f56-P2G-0dQ-00723-00184864-00184966 button
f56-P2G-0dQ-00724-00184967-00185126 give verified a shout out my exchange
f56-P2G-0dQ-00725-00185127-00185247 and they're just going to ask you a few
f56-P2G-0dQ-00726-00185248-00185487 simple questions if you have any issues
f56-P2G-0dQ-00727-00185488-00185750 whatsoever uh you can email customer
f56-P2G-0dQ-00728-00185751-00185911 relations at aphis.com you can send us a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00729-00185912-00186047 facebook message or customer service
f56-P2G-0dQ-00730-00186048-00186278 representatives are standing by and to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00731-00186279-00186478 always assist you with anything that you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00732-00186479-00186759 might need so uh there's no excuse pass
f56-P2G-0dQ-00733-00186760-00186895 that link along uh that's
f56-P2G-0dQ-00734-00186896-00187071 shopmanxchange.com
f56-P2G-0dQ-00735-00187072-00187350 vets and we can get back to the game
f56-P2G-0dQ-00736-00187351-00187566 look at that best to ever do it best to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00737-00187567-00187887 ever do it okay so we have 325 gold i'm
f56-P2G-0dQ-00738-00187888-00188071 thinking we need some more can't get any
f56-P2G-0dQ-00739-00188072-00188326 more health
f56-P2G-0dQ-00740-00188327-00188847 i don't think we can get much anything
f56-P2G-0dQ-00741-00188848-00188983 no that was a bad run we don't get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00742-00188984-00189078 anything
f56-P2G-0dQ-00743-00189079-00190007 no soup for you no soup for you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00744-00190008-00190183 all right i can do that amanda i can do
f56-P2G-0dQ-00745-00190184-00190431 that amanda how about we turn
f56-P2G-0dQ-00746-00190432-00190702 turn the game down just ever so slightly
f56-P2G-0dQ-00747-00190703-00190878 tell me if that tell me if that helped
f56-P2G-0dQ-00748-00190879-00191014 tell me if that helped wait till we get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00749-00191015-00192023 some explosions
f56-P2G-0dQ-00750-00192024-00192166 but we'll do a few more runs of this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00751-00192167-00192607 guys and then um like i said
f56-P2G-0dQ-00752-00192608-00192783 run down those uh run down those links
f56-P2G-0dQ-00753-00192784-00192943 real quick one last time before we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00754-00192944-00193078 before i tell you all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00755-00193079-00193302 uh good night and farewell but stick
f56-P2G-0dQ-00756-00193303-00193478 around i think this is going to be the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00757-00193479-00194031 run i have a high hopes for this one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00758-00194032-00194207 but we might have a little radio silence
f56-P2G-0dQ-00759-00194208-00194335 and that's okay we're going to do a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00760-00194336-00194447 little
f56-P2G-0dQ-00761-00194448-00194575 little uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00762-00194576-00194711 little this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00763-00194712-00194838 okay well
f56-P2G-0dQ-00764-00194839-00195047 okay didn't work out quietly as planned
f56-P2G-0dQ-00765-00195048-00195335 but it wasn't bad it wasn't too bad
f56-P2G-0dQ-00766-00195336-00195550 we got a two for one we got hit once we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00767-00195551-00195966 hit two of them
f56-P2G-0dQ-00768-00195967-00196159 no problem no problem
f56-P2G-0dQ-00769-00196160-00196319 we can cheese this guy
f56-P2G-0dQ-00770-00196320-00196631 he's not coming down
f56-P2G-0dQ-00771-00196632-00197063 we're moving on we're moving on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00772-00197064-00197271 you are a thousand whispers but can't
f56-P2G-0dQ-00773-00197272-00197438 make out
f56-P2G-0dQ-00774-00197439-00198743 it's a little creepy it's okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00775-00198744-00199143 best ever do it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00776-00199144-00200423 not like this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00777-00200424-00200614 and so this gold is what gold we're
f56-P2G-0dQ-00778-00200615-00200814 using to uh upgrade our castle and get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00779-00200815-00201095 new uh new abilities new characters new
f56-P2G-0dQ-00780-00201096-00201583 uh new npcs all that good stuff so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00781-00201584-00202190 i wonder if we can hit this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00782-00202191-00202471 i don't understand that right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00783-00202472-00202607 i don't understand what they want us to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00784-00202608-00202702 do
f56-P2G-0dQ-00785-00202703-00202807 so we're going to go the opposite
f56-P2G-0dQ-00786-00202808-00202999 direction oh this seems this seems much
f56-P2G-0dQ-00787-00203000-00203326 worse
f56-P2G-0dQ-00788-00203327-00203847 he who dares wins though
f56-P2G-0dQ-00789-00203848-00205631 all right there we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00790-00205632-00205758 i think we're getting it guys i think
f56-P2G-0dQ-00791-00205759-00205919 we're getting it i think we're getting
f56-P2G-0dQ-00792-00205919-00206158 it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00793-00206159-00206358 oh we're right back here again
f56-P2G-0dQ-00794-00206359-00206806 okay so now we'll head up
f56-P2G-0dQ-00795-00206807-00207606 tonight don't play
f56-P2G-0dQ-00796-00207607-00207966 okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00797-00207967-00208079 we might have to go that room that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00798-00208080-00208342 doesn't make any sense to me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00799-00208344-00208534 nope we can go down
f56-P2G-0dQ-00800-00208535-00208679 we can go over
f56-P2G-0dQ-00801-00208680-00208998 and we can go down
f56-P2G-0dQ-00802-00209000-00209286 let's give this a try
f56-P2G-0dQ-00803-00209287-00209894 nope
f56-P2G-0dQ-00804-00209896-00210542 oh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00805-00210544-00212415 all right that was almost
f56-P2G-0dQ-00806-00212416-00213391 uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00807-00213392-00213710 i got one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00808-00213711-00213958 got one so many things i guess we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00809-00213959-00214055 shouldn't even really worry about i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00810-00214056-00214206 think we might have to come this way
f56-P2G-0dQ-00811-00214207-00215087 again so i'm gonna
f56-P2G-0dQ-00812-00215088-00215998 you know what fair enough
f56-P2G-0dQ-00813-00216000-00217894 oh this is a boss
f56-P2G-0dQ-00814-00217896-00218742 oh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00815-00218744-00218982 oh no
f56-P2G-0dQ-00816-00218983-00219542 we were so close we were so close
f56-P2G-0dQ-00817-00219544-00219694 that was a boss i don't feel so bad or
f56-P2G-0dQ-00818-00219696-00219958 mini boss i'm sure that wasn't the boss
f56-P2G-0dQ-00819-00219959-00220151 but yeah he had a health bar he had a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00820-00220152-00220910 health bar
f56-P2G-0dQ-00821-00220911-00221423 bob i want an army knights like him
f56-P2G-0dQ-00822-00221423-00221703 so close i know it i know it i know it i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00823-00221704-00221855 think i think the knights are character
f56-P2G-0dQ-00824-00221856-00222039 for sure i think at least mine i think
f56-P2G-0dQ-00825-00222040-00222263 the knights are
f56-P2G-0dQ-00826-00222264-00222551 okay so this guy is
f56-P2G-0dQ-00827-00222552-00222719 prismatic spectrum we don't know what
f56-P2G-0dQ-00828-00222719-00223031 that means
f56-P2G-0dQ-00829-00223032-00223271 strike like an eagle straight down your
f56-P2G-0dQ-00830-00223271-00223494 spin kick is replaced with a down strike
f56-P2G-0dQ-00831-00223496-00223663 that would have been helpful because i'm
f56-P2G-0dQ-00832-00223664-00223823 aerodynamic
f56-P2G-0dQ-00833-00223823-00224023 and endomorph so what was that amanda
f56-P2G-0dQ-00834-00224023-00224239 that's where you said i have like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00835-00224240-00224455 i don't know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00836-00224456-00224742 muscles and bones
f56-P2G-0dQ-00837-00224744-00225223 small big muscles small muscles
f56-P2G-0dQ-00838-00225223-00225415 and we got 360 gold we're gonna level up
f56-P2G-0dQ-00839-00225416-00225719 this health a little bit we have 170
f56-P2G-0dQ-00840-00225719-00225839 left
f56-P2G-0dQ-00841-00225840-00226055 which is just not quite enough to do a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00842-00226056-00226775 whole lot of anything
f56-P2G-0dQ-00843-00226776-00226942 oh we can get we get a new character we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00844-00226944-00227351 can get the barbarian nice
f56-P2G-0dQ-00845-00227352-00227655 robin hood
f56-P2G-0dQ-00846-00227656-00227831 i did heart i did terrible with robin i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00847-00227832-00227927 don't know if you were here for that one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00848-00227928-00228063 ryan but
f56-P2G-0dQ-00849-00228064-00228303 the knight was or the archer was not uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00850-00228304-00228527 or the ranger was not my guy oh we're a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00851-00228528-00228663 barbarian now so we get to check this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00852-00228664-00228815 out i guess whenever you unlock a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00853-00228816-00228958 character you get to become a character
f56-P2G-0dQ-00854-00228959-00229134 for the next turn so
f56-P2G-0dQ-00855-00229135-00229279 we're gonna get this one so we'll give
f56-P2G-0dQ-00856-00229280-00229367 this one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00857-00229367-00229682 one last good go how about
f56-P2G-0dQ-00858-00229683-00229919 that so guys please hit that like button
f56-P2G-0dQ-00859-00229919-00230063 if you're around it helps us out an
f56-P2G-0dQ-00860-00230064-00230382 awful lot i'd really appreciate it um
f56-P2G-0dQ-00861-00230383-00230655 like i said this game is available on uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00862-00230656-00231006 on xbox and pc i believe it's 24.99 but
f56-P2G-0dQ-00863-00231007-00231134 i think these games go on sale quite a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00864-00231135-00231342 bit and you'll find them for 19.99 quite
f56-P2G-0dQ-00865-00231344-00231591 often if you just look around
f56-P2G-0dQ-00866-00231592-00231951 this guy it's like a tank what is that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00867-00231952-00232223 what's that little spin
f56-P2G-0dQ-00868-00232223-00232415 oh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00869-00232416-00233055 okay okay i understand how this works
f56-P2G-0dQ-00870-00233056-00233246 i think this might be my new guy oh we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00871-00233248-00233431 already get
f56-P2G-0dQ-00872-00233432-00233687 twin incandescent telescopes this cost
f56-P2G-0dQ-00873-00233688-00233894 us 50 resolve which i don't really know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00874-00233896-00234063 what that means choose this relic to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00875-00234064-00234734 reveal its power
f56-P2G-0dQ-00876-00234735-00234927 so i guess we got to pick these up to
f56-P2G-0dQ-00877-00234928-00235071 figure out what they did so this one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00878-00235071-00235239 costs 50. this will cost 35. we'll go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00879-00235240-00235942 with the safety
f56-P2G-0dQ-00880-00235944-00236158 neely i think ryan needs a he's needed a
f56-P2G-0dQ-00881-00236159-00236319 system to play for every father's day
f56-P2G-0dQ-00882-00236319-00236991 since i've known him
f56-P2G-0dQ-00883-00236992-00237406 so you are not wrong you are not wrong
f56-P2G-0dQ-00884-00237407-00239358 i think i think i think neely
f56-P2G-0dQ-00885-00239359-00239806 nice
f56-P2G-0dQ-00886-00239807-00241110 oh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00887-00241111-00241375 worth it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00888-00241376-00241671 i don't feel bad about that one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00889-00241671-00242591 that one i do that one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00890-00242592-00242942 my brain my brain is just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00891-00242944-00243103 brain
f56-P2G-0dQ-00892-00243104-00243455 brain
f56-P2G-0dQ-00893-00243456-00244351 didn't feel right when i did
f56-P2G-0dQ-00894-00244352-00245039 better
f56-P2G-0dQ-00895-00245040-00245239 okay okay we're getting somewhere we're
f56-P2G-0dQ-00896-00245240-00246206 getting somewhere
f56-P2G-0dQ-00897-00246207-00246598 loading screen
f56-P2G-0dQ-00898-00246600-00246727 let's see
f56-P2G-0dQ-00899-00246728-00247055 oh you know what this must be
f56-P2G-0dQ-00900-00247056-00247327 this must be when we have to get with
f56-P2G-0dQ-00901-00247328-00247487 progress so far into the game and we'll
f56-P2G-0dQ-00902-00247488-00247703 get separate ability like in uh i don't
f56-P2G-0dQ-00903-00247704-00247798 know if you guys are familiar with the
f56-P2G-0dQ-00904-00247800-00247982 metroidvania game but we'll get some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00905-00247983-00248158 kind of skill like a super jump or some
f56-P2G-0dQ-00906-00248159-00248351 wings or something like that we can fly
f56-P2G-0dQ-00907-00248352-00248510 up there and we can continue
f56-P2G-0dQ-00908-00248511-00248703 but this is just the first level but we
f56-P2G-0dQ-00909-00248704-00250087 probably won't get any of that
f56-P2G-0dQ-00910-00250088-00251103 i like it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00911-00251104-00251334 fair enough oh good
f56-P2G-0dQ-00912-00251335-00251551 we're cooking barbarian getting it for
f56-P2G-0dQ-00913-00251552-00251782 sure 15
f56-P2G-0dQ-00914-00251783-00251951 so we have eight sword again we've seen
f56-P2G-0dQ-00915-00251952-00252182 that before or the serrated handles
f56-P2G-0dQ-00916-00252183-00253198 bargains give that a go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00917-00253200-00254606 all right here we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00918-00254607-00254823 i love how this guy runs
f56-P2G-0dQ-00919-00254823-00255175 he like runs with like such momentum
f56-P2G-0dQ-00920-00255176-00255406 like he just hit headfirst hard charging
f56-P2G-0dQ-00921-00255407-00255615 it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00922-00255616-00255806 scared of nothing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00923-00255807-00255975 all right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00924-00255976-00256158 didn't think that was gonna get me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00925-00256159-00256327 didn't think that was gonna get me all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00926-00256328-00256519 right we're gonna run one more back one
f56-P2G-0dQ-00927-00256519-00256663 more back
f56-P2G-0dQ-00928-00256664-00256782 you guys hit that like button let me
f56-P2G-0dQ-00929-00256783-00256887 know
f56-P2G-0dQ-00930-00256888-00257094 we got one more one more and we'll call
f56-P2G-0dQ-00931-00257096-00257239 it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00932-00257240-00257351 all in
f56-P2G-0dQ-00933-00257352-00258015 all in
f56-P2G-0dQ-00934-00258016-00258287 oh we must have progressed somewhere
f56-P2G-0dQ-00935-00258288-00258463 enter the golden doors your kingdom
f56-P2G-0dQ-00936-00258464-00258694 demands it nice
f56-P2G-0dQ-00937-00258696-00258942 here we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00938-00258944-00259142 barbarian nighter ranger
f56-P2G-0dQ-00939-00259144-00259351 going barbarian
f56-P2G-0dQ-00940-00259352-00259839 all day
f56-P2G-0dQ-00941-00259840-00261134 all right guys last run last run
f56-P2G-0dQ-00942-00261135-00261806 still can't afford much
f56-P2G-0dQ-00943-00261807-00262191 whatever
f56-P2G-0dQ-00944-00262192-00262519 look at him run look at him run
f56-P2G-0dQ-00945-00262520-00262639 love it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00946-00262640-00262806 he has the best run animation out of all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00947-00262807-00263282 of them for
f56-P2G-0dQ-00948-00263283-00263695 sure barbarian's next
f56-P2G-0dQ-00949-00263696-00263934 he's by i i feel the best with him just
f56-P2G-0dQ-00950-00263935-00264215 because he has this thing
f56-P2G-0dQ-00951-00264216-00264703 and that seems like
f56-P2G-0dQ-00952-00264704-00265582 no
f56-P2G-0dQ-00953-00265583-00265719 i thought that person would get him all
f56-P2G-0dQ-00954-00265720-00267167 right here we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00955-00267168-00268806 i'm not scared
f56-P2G-0dQ-00956-00268807-00268882 i'm
f56-P2G-0dQ-00957-00268883-00270687 scared there we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00958-00270688-00270823 worst room ever
f56-P2G-0dQ-00959-00270824-00271255 wait what is this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00960-00271256-00271495 not a button okay here we go
f56-P2G-0dQ-00961-00271496-00272534 heading down
f56-P2G-0dQ-00962-00272535-00272679 come on come on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00963-00272680-00272775 come on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00964-00272776-00272910 come on
f56-P2G-0dQ-00965-00272911-00273623 i want you to come up
f56-P2G-0dQ-00966-00273624-00274406 thank you
f56-P2G-0dQ-00967-00274407-00274679 don't hurt him
f56-P2G-0dQ-00968-00274680-00275023 nice
f56-P2G-0dQ-00969-00275024-00275206 it probably did say compulsive disorder
f56-P2G-0dQ-00970-00275207-00275327 like they have some weird ones like i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00971-00275328-00275575 said the vegan one whenever you eat it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00972-00275576-00276423 like a piece of chicken
f56-P2G-0dQ-00973-00276424-00276967 oh no what is this
f56-P2G-0dQ-00974-00276968-00277239 who's this guy
f56-P2G-0dQ-00975-00277240-00277415 heading down to the deep below be
f56-P2G-0dQ-00976-00277416-00277806 careful over confidence can be lethal
f56-P2G-0dQ-00977-00277807-00278071 i known it uh even estuaries won't
f56-P2G-0dQ-00978-00278072-00279127 venture any further without a sunlight
f56-P2G-0dQ-00979-00279128-00279375 okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00980-00279376-00279487 i'm gonna be honest with you i'm not
f56-P2G-0dQ-00981-00279488-00279630 real worried about it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00982-00279631-00279919 why would i be
f56-P2G-0dQ-00983-00279920-00280319 we're heading down
f56-P2G-0dQ-00984-00280320-00281934 oh
f56-P2G-0dQ-00985-00281935-00282606 so we have not been up
f56-P2G-0dQ-00986-00282607-00283503 a little hidden chest up here
f56-P2G-0dQ-00987-00283504-00283791 i didn't feel right
f56-P2G-0dQ-00988-00283792-00284247 okay okay okay okay
f56-P2G-0dQ-00989-00284248-00285134 nope
f56-P2G-0dQ-00990-00285135-00286510 [Music]
f56-P2G-0dQ-00991-00286511-00287071 so floaty
f56-P2G-0dQ-00992-00287072-00287439 best ever do it
f56-P2G-0dQ-00993-00287440-00287719 defeat all enemies well that sounds
f56-P2G-0dQ-00994-00287720-00288463 great
f56-P2G-0dQ-00995-00288464-00288943 this may be where it in
f56-P2G-0dQ-00996-00288944-00290943 but have some faith
f56-P2G-0dQ-00997-00290944-00291075 all right guys
f56-P2G-0dQ-00998-00291076-00291351 fantastic i had a blast like i said i
f56-P2G-0dQ-00999-00291352-00291510 know this is an everybody genre i
f56-P2G-0dQ-01000-00291511-00291647 thought i might introduce you guys to
f56-P2G-0dQ-01001-00291648-00291815 something a little more my speed
f56-P2G-0dQ-01002-00291816-00292047 something that i enjoy i will definitely
f56-P2G-0dQ-01003-00292048-00292230 be sticking with this game for quite
f56-P2G-0dQ-01004-00292231-00292367 some time it's one of those games it
f56-P2G-0dQ-01005-00292368-00292487 takes
f56-P2G-0dQ-01006-00292488-00292695 takes somebody like me many many many
f56-P2G-0dQ-01007-00292696-00292903 many many many hours to get good at but
f56-P2G-0dQ-01008-00292904-00293095 i think we made some improvement along
f56-P2G-0dQ-01009-00293096-00293367 the way so again i want to wish all of
f56-P2G-0dQ-01010-00293368-00293606 the moms out there happy happy happy
f56-P2G-0dQ-01011-00293607-00293767 mother's day i know i'm a couple days
f56-P2G-0dQ-01012-00293768-00293919 off but still i mean it from the bottom
f56-P2G-0dQ-01013-00293920-00294110 of my heart not because anybody asked me
f56-P2G-0dQ-01014-00294111-00294327 to the things you guys do we appreciate
f56-P2G-0dQ-01015-00294328-00294639 you i love my mother um and i love all
f56-P2G-0dQ-01016-00294640-00294879 the mothers that uh are surrounding me
f56-P2G-0dQ-01017-00294880-00295167 in uh in my life so uh if you didn't get
f56-P2G-0dQ-01018-00295168-00295375 a chance to hug a mom tomorrow whenever
f56-P2G-0dQ-01019-00295376-00295671 you wake up first thing
f56-P2G-0dQ-01020-00295672-00295854 and like i said a special thanks to all
f56-P2G-0dQ-01021-00295855-00296095 the uh the military spouses out there as
f56-P2G-0dQ-01022-00296096-00296375 well as the uh the moms that made little
f56-P2G-0dQ-01023-00296376-00296654 soldiers like me and the moms that serve
f56-P2G-0dQ-01024-00296655-00296791 themselves so
f56-P2G-0dQ-01025-00296792-00296982 thank you so much please keep keep an
f56-P2G-0dQ-01026-00296983-00297167 eye on those uh links in the description
f56-P2G-0dQ-01027-00297168-00297319 i can't tell you this is a great week
f56-P2G-0dQ-01028-00297320-00297519 for links uh so i'm super proud of the
f56-P2G-0dQ-01029-00297520-00297647 ones that are in there especially those
f56-P2G-0dQ-01030-00297648-00297910 lg gaming monitors and that that 27-inch
f56-P2G-0dQ-01031-00297911-00298167 imac with retina display fantastic idea
f56-P2G-0dQ-01032-00298168-00298391 please go to shopimexchange.com verify
f56-P2G-0dQ-01033-00298392-00298558 if you do have an account uh tell
f56-P2G-0dQ-01034-00298559-00298727 somebody out that doesn't about it it's
f56-P2G-0dQ-01035-00298728-00298903 a fantastic opportunity for them it's
f56-P2G-0dQ-01036-00298904-00299039 something that is near and dear to my
f56-P2G-0dQ-01037-00299040-00299358 heart so i appreciate it so so so very
f56-P2G-0dQ-01038-00299359-00299695 much um but i guess until uh i'll see
f56-P2G-0dQ-01039-00299696-00299943 you guys next week uh same every tuesday
f56-P2G-0dQ-01040-00299944-00300158 night right here at seven o'clock uh
f56-P2G-0dQ-01041-00300159-00300334 we'll try and uh look at what we need to
f56-P2G-0dQ-01042-00300335-00300471 do to put up a poll so i couldn't tell
f56-P2G-0dQ-01043-00300472-00300575 you what in the game we're going to play
f56-P2G-0dQ-01044-00300576-00300734 next week maybe that hot wheels
f56-P2G-0dQ-01045-00300735-00300975 unleashed um that i have
f56-P2G-0dQ-01046-00300976-00301134 but we'll try and put up a poll i'll get
f56-P2G-0dQ-01047-00301135-00301319 with christine and see what we can do
f56-P2G-0dQ-01048-00301320-00301582 and uh figure that piece of it out but
f56-P2G-0dQ-01049-00301583-00301758 thank you so much for everyone who came
f56-P2G-0dQ-01050-00301759-00301975 out and supported the stream you can
f56-P2G-0dQ-01051-00301976-00302191 always find this
f56-P2G-0dQ-01052-00302192-00302319 this stream it'll be penned after the
f56-P2G-0dQ-01053-00302320-00302439 show but you can always look through our
f56-P2G-0dQ-01054-00302440-00302591 videos and check out some of our other
f56-P2G-0dQ-01055-00302592-00302782 lives as well i'm not the only one here
f56-P2G-0dQ-01056-00302783-00303063 doing things either roy montez every
f56-P2G-0dQ-01057-00303064-00303343 monday is doing a fantastic
f56-P2G-0dQ-01058-00303344-00303510 30 minute workout
f56-P2G-0dQ-01059-00303511-00303743 he's an expert in his field so check him
f56-P2G-0dQ-01060-00303744-00303958 out mondays at 11
f56-P2G-0dQ-01061-00303959-00304191 right here on facebook uh tomorrow we
f56-P2G-0dQ-01062-00304192-00304399 have a beauty live with a philosophy and
f56-P2G-0dQ-01063-00304400-00304695 that's always a good time and then we we
f56-P2G-0dQ-01064-00304696-00304815 always have you know chief chats and
f56-P2G-0dQ-01065-00304816-00304991 beauty lives and i'll be here every
f56-P2G-0dQ-01066-00304992-00305223 tuesday at 7 central time just playing
f56-P2G-0dQ-01067-00305224-00305430 some video games talking about veteran
f56-P2G-0dQ-01068-00305431-00305639 stuff talking about video games and
f56-P2G-0dQ-01069-00305640-00305782 talking about the exchange so that's
f56-P2G-0dQ-01070-00305783-00305943 pretty much what we're all about here so
f56-P2G-0dQ-01071-00305944-00306175 until next time guys i appreciate you so
f56-P2G-0dQ-01072-00306176-00306263 much
f56-P2G-0dQ-01073-00306264-00306454 uh so have a good night hug your
f56-P2G-0dQ-01074-00306455-00306639 mother's first thing tomorrow when you
f56-P2G-0dQ-01075-00306640-00306806 see them or whenever you see them next
f56-P2G-0dQ-01076-00306807-00306982 and we'll see you next time appreciate
f56-P2G-0dQ-01077-00306983-00307324 it bye guys
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f8gmKfxqG_8-00000-00000080-00000320 welcome to pathophysiology of shark
f8gmKfxqG_8-00001-00000321-00000553 we'll be discussing various aspects of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00002-00000554-00000770 shock caused not only by trauma but by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00003-00000771-00000991 other mechanisms so we better start out
f8gmKfxqG_8-00004-00000992-00001087 with a definition
f8gmKfxqG_8-00005-00001088-00001532 so shock is defined as a systolic blood
f8gmKfxqG_8-00006-00001533-00001730 pressure less than 90 in adults or less
f8gmKfxqG_8-00007-00001730-00002005 than 70 plus two times the aging kids be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00008-00002007-00002251 in adequate perfusion to supply oxygen
f8gmKfxqG_8-00009-00002252-00002597 and nutrients to tissues see stunned
f8gmKfxqG_8-00010-00002598-00002892 reaction to your latest phone bill or D
f8gmKfxqG_8-00011-00002893-00003109 inadequate delivery of oxygen and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00012-00003110-00003524 nutrients to the tissues hmm these two
f8gmKfxqG_8-00013-00003525-00003728 sounds somewhat the same but they're not
f8gmKfxqG_8-00014-00003729-00004061 and there is actually some discussion as
f8gmKfxqG_8-00015-00004061-00004295 to exactly what the definition is going
f8gmKfxqG_8-00016-00004296-00004661 to be this is a little subtle it breaks
f8gmKfxqG_8-00017-00004662-00004958 down into two different kinds of shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00018-00004959-00005293 is there a profusion problem where
f8gmKfxqG_8-00019-00005294-00005531 oxygen and nutrients are present but
f8gmKfxqG_8-00020-00005532-00005852 blood can't get to the tissues or is it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00021-00005853-00006145 a non perfusion problem where blood can
f8gmKfxqG_8-00022-00006146-00006484 get to the tissues but oxygen and/or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00023-00006486-00006773 nutrients are not present and of course
f8gmKfxqG_8-00024-00006773-00007025 there's always the famous or both could
f8gmKfxqG_8-00025-00007026-00007303 be happening at the same time it's kind
f8gmKfxqG_8-00026-00007304-00007580 of like fishing if there's no water well
f8gmKfxqG_8-00027-00007581-00008027 there's no fish or if there are no fish
f8gmKfxqG_8-00028-00008028-00008278 it doesn't matter how much water there
f8gmKfxqG_8-00029-00008279-00008555 is are there common characteristics to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00030-00008556-00008732 both of these kinds of shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00031-00008733-00009041 well yes there are basically an organ
f8gmKfxqG_8-00032-00009042-00009284 function is going to be changed the one
f8gmKfxqG_8-00033-00009285-00009485 that is most likely to be changed is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00034-00009486-00009653 going to be the level of consciousness
f8gmKfxqG_8-00035-00009654-00009985 the brain is exquisitely sensitive to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00036-00009986-00010246 problems with either oxygenation or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00037-00010247-00010526 nutrients and is also exquisitely
f8gmKfxqG_8-00038-00010527-00010828 sensitive to poor perfusion now mind you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00039-00010829-00010988 this may only resent as an anxiety
f8gmKfxqG_8-00040-00010989-00011387 problem or severe agitation but this is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00041-00011388-00011653 altered level of consciousness but what
f8gmKfxqG_8-00042-00011654-00011774 about tachycardia
f8gmKfxqG_8-00043-00011775-00012092 well usually yes but there are instances
f8gmKfxqG_8-00044-00012093-00012359 where shock may not be a company by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00045-00012360-00012653 tachycardia tachypnea is also usually
f8gmKfxqG_8-00046-00012654-00012833 classified as one of the signs of shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00047-00012834-00013238 but again it's usually not always so
f8gmKfxqG_8-00048-00013238-00013337 let's real quickly
f8gmKfxqG_8-00049-00013338-00013574 look at non perfusion shock this can be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00050-00013575-00013724 broken down into two parts
f8gmKfxqG_8-00051-00013725-00013976 metabolic where there is a lack of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00052-00013977-00014111 nutrients and what would be the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00053-00014112-00014263 nutrients that would be most likely
f8gmKfxqG_8-00054-00014265-00014512 missing that would cause altered an
f8gmKfxqG_8-00055-00014513-00014919 organ function basically glucose
f8gmKfxqG_8-00056-00014921-00015038 hypoglycemia
f8gmKfxqG_8-00057-00015038-00015284 so hypoglycemia could be considered a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00058-00015285-00015554 type of metabolic shock respiratory
f8gmKfxqG_8-00059-00015555-00015763 shock is the other one where either
f8gmKfxqG_8-00060-00015765-00016010 there is either lack of oxygen or the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00061-00016011-00016406 ability to use the oxygen or the patient
f8gmKfxqG_8-00062-00016407-00016679 is unable to remove co2 from their
f8gmKfxqG_8-00063-00016680-00016958 bloodstream so what might cause lack of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00064-00016959-00017182 oxygen or the ability to use it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00065-00017183-00017591 hypoxemia absolute carbon monoxide
f8gmKfxqG_8-00066-00017592-00017759 poisoning and cyanide are the three
f8gmKfxqG_8-00067-00017760-00018035 classic areas where there is either not
f8gmKfxqG_8-00068-00018036-00018326 enough oxygen in the blood or either the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00069-00018327-00018536 ability to transport or use it is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00070-00018537-00018916 compromised and in terms of removing co2
f8gmKfxqG_8-00071-00018917-00019235 basically it is the inability to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00072-00019236-00019568 ventilate it could be from hypoperfusion
f8gmKfxqG_8-00073-00019569-00019850 for other reasons also when we talk
f8gmKfxqG_8-00074-00019851-00020060 about perfusion shock we're going to be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00075-00020061-00020279 discussing four different classes of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00076-00020280-00020357 shark
f8gmKfxqG_8-00077-00020358-00020737 these are hypovolemic cardiogenic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00078-00020738-00021074 obstructive and distributive in these
f8gmKfxqG_8-00079-00021075-00021440 cases where there is lack of perfusion
f8gmKfxqG_8-00080-00021441-00021662 the main problem that occurs at a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00081-00021663-00021971 cellular level is the fact that the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00082-00021972-00022268 cells become hypoxic when the cells
f8gmKfxqG_8-00083-00022269-00022517 become hypoxic what happens to the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00084-00022518-00022969 metabolism in the cells it switches to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00085-00022970-00023306 anaerobic metabolism and the byproduct
f8gmKfxqG_8-00086-00023307-00023694 of this will be lactic acid production
f8gmKfxqG_8-00087-00023695-00024017 if the lactic acid is allowed to build
f8gmKfxqG_8-00088-00024018-00024419 up the lactic the lactate level may be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00089-00024420-00024713 predictive of the mortality in this case
f8gmKfxqG_8-00090-00024714-00025268 as the acidosis increases and as the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00091-00025269-00025678 lack of energy gets worse there is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00092-00025679-00025927 damage to the mitochondria and since the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00093-00025929-00026126 mitochondria are the source of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00094-00026127-00026395 energy this becomes an accelerating
f8gmKfxqG_8-00095-00026397-00026655 process there is inadequate and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00096-00026656-00026826 energy production already and now it is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00097-00026827-00027039 getting worse in addition other
f8gmKfxqG_8-00098-00027039-00027333 organelles within the cells are damaged
f8gmKfxqG_8-00099-00027333-00027695 specifically the lysosomes which tend to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00100-00027697-00027930 break down intracellular material and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00101-00027931-00028311 the cell walls when the cell walls are
f8gmKfxqG_8-00102-00028312-00028581 disrupted the cellular ion shifts are
f8gmKfxqG_8-00103-00028582-00028797 disrupted specifically the sodium
f8gmKfxqG_8-00104-00028798-00029067 potassium pump and calcium shifts that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00105-00029068-00029280 normally occur for cells to come
f8gmKfxqG_8-00106-00029281-00029637 function when the sodium potassium pump
f8gmKfxqG_8-00107-00029638-00029958 fails sodium is allowed to leak into the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00108-00029958-00030302 cell water follows the sodium putting
f8gmKfxqG_8-00109-00030304-00030531 pressure inside the cell on cell
f8gmKfxqG_8-00110-00030532-00030671 membrane which has already been
f8gmKfxqG_8-00111-00030672-00030993 disrupted this fluid shift which may be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00112-00030994-00031242 either in or out but is usually inward
f8gmKfxqG_8-00113-00031243-00031508 will disrupt the cell wall and cause
f8gmKfxqG_8-00114-00031510-00031895 cell death one of the types of perfusion
f8gmKfxqG_8-00115-00031897-00032183 shock does have a special case this is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00116-00032185-00032535 sepsis sepsis is caused by a primary
f8gmKfxqG_8-00117-00032536-00033051 immune inflammatory cascade caused by a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00118-00033052-00033384 back usually bacterial infection in this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00119-00033385-00033711 case cytotoxic mediators are released
f8gmKfxqG_8-00120-00033712-00033977 and cytotoxic means they're going to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00121-00033978-00034283 kill the cells directly so we cause
f8gmKfxqG_8-00122-00034284-00034698 direct cellular damage this is the case
f8gmKfxqG_8-00123-00034699-00034952 where shock actually follows the damage
f8gmKfxqG_8-00124-00034953-00035319 but then the shock actually increases
f8gmKfxqG_8-00125-00035320-00035631 the damage in and of itself the fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00126-00035632-00035904 shifts that occur are twofold first of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00127-00035905-00036249 all the water may shift in between fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00128-00036250-00036602 spaces this specifically occurs when
f8gmKfxqG_8-00129-00036603-00036864 there is lack of volume in one of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00130-00036865-00037202 fluid spaces as the water shifts this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00131-00037203-00037461 can aggravate volume loss specifically
f8gmKfxqG_8-00132-00037462-00037776 intra vascular lis vessel integrity may
f8gmKfxqG_8-00133-00037777-00038102 also be lost this occurs primarily in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00134-00038103-00038442 septic and anaphylactic shock it will
f8gmKfxqG_8-00135-00038443-00038740 occur in all forms of shock eventually
f8gmKfxqG_8-00136-00038741-00039021 because of this vessel integrity being
f8gmKfxqG_8-00137-00039022-00039327 lost the vessels will leak fluids this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00138-00039328-00039600 can aggravate or add to the total body
f8gmKfxqG_8-00139-00039601-00039978 hypovolemia or the intravascular
f8gmKfxqG_8-00140-00039979-00040278 Lamia in addition the protein that Lika
f8gmKfxqG_8-00141-00040279-00040530 sought through these walls can coagulate
f8gmKfxqG_8-00142-00040531-00040758 in the interstitial and in the inner
f8gmKfxqG_8-00143-00040759-00041043 vent intravascular space so how does the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00144-00041044-00041318 body respond to shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00145-00041319-00041675 unfortunately it's major responses
f8gmKfxqG_8-00146-00041676-00041970 should which should help in the face of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00147-00041971-00042215 shock may eventually cause more problems
f8gmKfxqG_8-00148-00042216-00042492 the first thing that occurs is adrenal
f8gmKfxqG_8-00149-00042493-00042708 stimulation with the release of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00150-00042709-00042975 epinephrine and norepinephrine these
f8gmKfxqG_8-00151-00042976-00043290 cause vasoconstriction if it is possible
f8gmKfxqG_8-00152-00043291-00043521 to do so in some cases that is not and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00153-00043522-00043803 this would be primarily an alpha one
f8gmKfxqG_8-00154-00043804-00044124 response in addition because epinephrine
f8gmKfxqG_8-00155-00044125-00044340 and norepinephrine also have beta one
f8gmKfxqG_8-00156-00044341-00044709 properties there is increase or at least
f8gmKfxqG_8-00157-00044710-00044912 an attempt to increase cardiac output
f8gmKfxqG_8-00158-00044913-00045282 from the beta one response basal
f8gmKfxqG_8-00159-00045283-00045483 constriction is also caused by other
f8gmKfxqG_8-00160-00045484-00045873 means specifically renal hyper profusion
f8gmKfxqG_8-00161-00045874-00046152 either from lack of volume to the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00162-00046153-00046455 kidneys or from the vasoconstriction
f8gmKfxqG_8-00163-00046456-00046671 from the adrenal stimulation will
f8gmKfxqG_8-00164-00046672-00046958 activate the renin-angiotensin system
f8gmKfxqG_8-00165-00046959-00047346 mmm you remember what that is okay let's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00166-00047347-00047391 review it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00167-00047392-00047708 renin is released from the kidneys it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00168-00047709-00048044 converts angiotensinogen to angiotensin
f8gmKfxqG_8-00169-00048045-00048420 one angiotensin one is converted in the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00170-00048421-00048858 lungs to angiotensin 2 angiotensin 2 is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00171-00048859-00049065 a potent vasoconstrictor in and of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00172-00049066-00049422 itself in addition it stimulates the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00173-00049423-00049728 release of aldosterone which is not only
f8gmKfxqG_8-00174-00049729-00050001 a vasoconstrictor but also retains
f8gmKfxqG_8-00175-00050002-00050337 sodium in the urine therefore decreasing
f8gmKfxqG_8-00176-00050338-00050594 urinary output and retaining fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00177-00050595-00050910 another factor that occurs is ADH
f8gmKfxqG_8-00178-00050911-00051156 release from the pituitary although this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00179-00051157-00051458 isn't a primary vasoconstrictor at the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00180-00051459-00051783 doses released from the pituitary but it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00181-00051784-00052170 does cause is restriction of sodium
f8gmKfxqG_8-00182-00052171-00052446 excretion in the kidneys again retaining
f8gmKfxqG_8-00183-00052447-00052812 fluids the vasoconstriction actually
f8gmKfxqG_8-00184-00052813-00053049 made decrease perfusion aggravating the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00185-00053050-00053301 shock in local areas in a dish
f8gmKfxqG_8-00186-00053302-00053513 the inflammatory response will be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00187-00053514-00053796 initiated this cascade can initiate
f8gmKfxqG_8-00188-00053797-00054060 problems that can extend to multiple
f8gmKfxqG_8-00189-00054061-00054324 organs and be very severe
f8gmKfxqG_8-00190-00054325-00054576 generally speaking mild shock although
f8gmKfxqG_8-00191-00054577-00054866 it initiates this cascade does not cause
f8gmKfxqG_8-00192-00054867-00055116 severe problems but any secondary shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00193-00055116-00055460 after that will in cause a massive
f8gmKfxqG_8-00194-00055461-00055721 inflammatory cascade there will be local
f8gmKfxqG_8-00195-00055722-00055944 vasoconstriction and this may be spotty
f8gmKfxqG_8-00196-00055945-00056151 throughout the organs there may be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00197-00056152-00056385 thrombosis within the vessels or within
f8gmKfxqG_8-00198-00056386-00056697 the organs themselves these two combined
f8gmKfxqG_8-00199-00056698-00057024 lead to regional mal perfusion within
f8gmKfxqG_8-00200-00057025-00057294 the organs and there is release of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00201-00057295-00057563 superoxide radicals which directly
f8gmKfxqG_8-00202-00057564-00057924 damage cells and organs and all of this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00203-00057925-00058260 combines to cause more cell damage so
f8gmKfxqG_8-00204-00058261-00058509 this inflammatory cascade actually can't
f8gmKfxqG_8-00205-00058510-00058769 causes more damage than the initial
f8gmKfxqG_8-00206-00058770-00059726 shock itself okay now that that's out of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00207-00059727-00059954 the way I want you to take out your
f8gmKfxqG_8-00208-00059955-00060113 study guide and if you have not already
f8gmKfxqG_8-00209-00060114-00060213 done so
f8gmKfxqG_8-00210-00060214-00060530 I want you to look at the four tables on
f8gmKfxqG_8-00211-00060532-00060801 there three of them are specifically for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00212-00060802-00060955 the questions to follow
f8gmKfxqG_8-00213-00060957-00061278 fill these out as best you can what is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00214-00061279-00061559 the pathophysiology of hypoperfusion for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00215-00061560-00061862 hypovolemic shock obstructive shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00216-00061863-00062163 cardiogenic shock and distributive shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00217-00062164-00062357 we're looking for the underlying
f8gmKfxqG_8-00218-00062358-00062588 problems that occur within the body that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00219-00062589-00062957 caused the shock on the next one look
f8gmKfxqG_8-00220-00062958-00063266 for what are the actual physical causes
f8gmKfxqG_8-00221-00063267-00063516 I want at least three different causes
f8gmKfxqG_8-00222-00063516-00063815 for hypovolemic shock obstructive shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00223-00063816-00064086 cardiogenic shock and distributive shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00224-00064087-00064505 and the last one is what does each type
f8gmKfxqG_8-00225-00064507-00064766 of shock due to the hemodynamic factors
f8gmKfxqG_8-00226-00064766-00065117 specifically the preload the after load
f8gmKfxqG_8-00227-00065119-00065478 the stroke volume and the cardiac output
f8gmKfxqG_8-00228-00065479-00065790 I suggest you pause this video at this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00229-00065791-00066056 time and go ahead and fill those out
f8gmKfxqG_8-00230-00066057-00066761 before we proceed
f8gmKfxqG_8-00231-00066762-00067028 okay let's start with hypovolemic shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00232-00067029-00067343 what is the path of physiology behind
f8gmKfxqG_8-00233-00067344-00067701 hypovolemic shock basically the volume
f8gmKfxqG_8-00234-00067702-00067893 within the blood vessels the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00235-00067894-00068274 intravascular volume decreases as it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00236-00068275-00068607 decreases it leaves a gap causing a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00237-00068608-00068838 decrease in pressure within the blood
f8gmKfxqG_8-00238-00068839-00069093 vessels the lack of pressure causes
f8gmKfxqG_8-00239-00069094-00069447 decreased flow the response to this is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00240-00069448-00069708 constriction of the vessels this isn't
f8gmKfxqG_8-00241-00069709-00069948 done in an effort to try to maintain the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00242-00069949-00070178 flow or the pressure this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00243-00070179-00070503 vasoconstriction raises the diastolic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00244-00070504-00070809 pressure systolic pressure may or may
f8gmKfxqG_8-00245-00070810-00071016 not drop at this point it depends on how
f8gmKfxqG_8-00246-00071017-00071205 rapidly the blood fluid is being lost
f8gmKfxqG_8-00247-00071206-00071412 but it's the raise in the diastolic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00248-00071413-00071640 pressure that causes the classic finding
f8gmKfxqG_8-00249-00071641-00071994 in hypovolemic shock which is a decrease
f8gmKfxqG_8-00250-00071995-00072183 in the pulse pressure and how would you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00251-00072184-00072428 define the pulse pressure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00252-00072429-00072738 okay the pulse pressure is the systolic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00253-00072739-00073134 minus the diastolic pressure so there is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00254-00073135-00073560 no specific number that is used but
f8gmKfxqG_8-00255-00073561-00073803 generally speaking if the systolic minus
f8gmKfxqG_8-00256-00073804-00074001 the diastolic pressure is less than 30
f8gmKfxqG_8-00257-00074002-00074310 this would be abnormal for instance a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00258-00074311-00074595 patient who is bleeding who has a blood
f8gmKfxqG_8-00259-00074596-00074964 pressure of 120 over 100 would actually
f8gmKfxqG_8-00260-00074965-00075222 be heading for profound shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00261-00075223-00075594 so if you see shock plus a narrow pulse
f8gmKfxqG_8-00262-00075595-00075804 pressure I would like you to think of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00263-00075805-00076089 hypovolemia as a possible cause whether
f8gmKfxqG_8-00264-00076090-00076310 there is an obvious source or not
f8gmKfxqG_8-00265-00076311-00076611 speaking of source what are the possible
f8gmKfxqG_8-00266-00076612-00076851 ideologies well I hope you came up with
f8gmKfxqG_8-00267-00076852-00077010 multiple ones but these are the ones
f8gmKfxqG_8-00268-00077011-00077261 that I came up with acute blood loss
f8gmKfxqG_8-00269-00077262-00077736 trauma obviously GI bleeds aneurysm
f8gmKfxqG_8-00270-00077737-00077964 ruptures specifically abdominal aortic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00271-00077965-00078323 aneurysms and thoracic aneurysms and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00272-00078324-00078723 pregnancy not just at birth don't forget
f8gmKfxqG_8-00273-00078724-00079026 the ectopic pregnancy which can cause
f8gmKfxqG_8-00274-00079027-00079236 profound leading the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00275-00079237-00079473 class of hypovolemic shock art
f8gmKfxqG_8-00276-00079474-00079641 straightforward fluid losses without
f8gmKfxqG_8-00277-00079642-00079751 blood loss
f8gmKfxqG_8-00278-00079752-00080001 these can be from GI losses such as
f8gmKfxqG_8-00279-00080002-00080355 vomiting and diarrhea renal losses such
f8gmKfxqG_8-00280-00080356-00080697 as in diabetics with an obligate urine
f8gmKfxqG_8-00281-00080698-00081026 fluid loss from the high glucose levels
f8gmKfxqG_8-00282-00081027-00081498 from Burns who lose fluid not only from
f8gmKfxqG_8-00283-00081499-00081846 the edema that develops from the lack of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00284-00081847-00082119 vessel integrity but also through the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00285-00082120-00082343 burned skin which no longer has the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00286-00082344-00082692 impermeable epidermal layer and other
f8gmKfxqG_8-00287-00082693-00082982 thirdspace losses such as loss into the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00288-00082983-00083235 peritoneum or into the pleural space
f8gmKfxqG_8-00289-00083236-00083466 what do you do for it well that's fairly
f8gmKfxqG_8-00290-00083467-00083685 straightforward fix it replace the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00291-00083686-00083865 volume with normal saline or ringers
f8gmKfxqG_8-00292-00083866-00084234 lactate for trauma there is no evidence
f8gmKfxqG_8-00293-00084235-00084476 at this point that supports colloids or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00294-00084477-00084729 hypertonic saline in trauma multiple
f8gmKfxqG_8-00295-00084730-00084972 studies have been done but none of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00296-00084973-00085299 evidence supports using either colloids
f8gmKfxqG_8-00297-00085300-00085593 or hypertonic saline at this point how
f8gmKfxqG_8-00298-00085594-00085809 much oh that's always a good question
f8gmKfxqG_8-00299-00085810-00086075 there is no really good consensus
f8gmKfxqG_8-00300-00086076-00086426 however I can tell you that the 20
f8gmKfxqG_8-00301-00086427-00086703 milliliters per kilogram bolus that was
f8gmKfxqG_8-00302-00086704-00087024 extrapolated from children is much too
f8gmKfxqG_8-00303-00087025-00087267 much to give in most adults there are
f8gmKfxqG_8-00304-00087268-00087516 exceptions to this rule generally
f8gmKfxqG_8-00305-00087517-00087603 speaking
f8gmKfxqG_8-00306-00087604-00087816 depending on the age and underlying
f8gmKfxqG_8-00307-00087817-00088131 health of the patient start with 250 to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00308-00088132-00088437 500 milliliters reassess your patients
f8gmKfxqG_8-00309-00088438-00088704 and then go up from there rather than
f8gmKfxqG_8-00310-00088705-00089103 doing a predetermined bolus of somewhere
f8gmKfxqG_8-00311-00089104-00089351 between 2 and 3 liters this is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00312-00089352-00089529 especially important in the elderly as
f8gmKfxqG_8-00313-00089530-00089796 too much volume given to suddenly will
f8gmKfxqG_8-00314-00089797-00090006 stay in the intravascular space and may
f8gmKfxqG_8-00315-00090007-00090257 overload the heart a special case is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00316-00090258-00090494 burns where there is a specific formula
f8gmKfxqG_8-00317-00090495-00090837 which is 4 milliliters per kilogram per
f8gmKfxqG_8-00318-00090838-00091059 percent burn this is to be given over
f8gmKfxqG_8-00319-00091060-00091341 the first 24 hours but half of it is to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00320-00091342-00091590 be given over the first 8 hours so the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00321-00091591-00091785 simple calculation is to take 2
f8gmKfxqG_8-00322-00091786-00092091 milliliters per kilogram per percent
f8gmKfxqG_8-00323-00092092-00092511 burn and run that volume of fluid over 8
f8gmKfxqG_8-00324-00092512-00092607 hours
f8gmKfxqG_8-00325-00092608-00092937 it may take a to IVs to accomplish this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00326-00092938-00093273 in trauma there is some consensus
f8gmKfxqG_8-00327-00093274-00093492 regarding the amount of fluid to give if
f8gmKfxqG_8-00328-00093493-00093723 you can stop the bleeding and I mean
f8gmKfxqG_8-00329-00093724-00093975 permanently stop it there's no risk of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00330-00093976-00094050 them rebleeding
f8gmKfxqG_8-00331-00094051-00094212 then you are allowed to get the pressure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00332-00094213-00094488 up within normal range by the way this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00333-00094489-00094698 does not count use of a tourniquet if
f8gmKfxqG_8-00334-00094699-00094914 you go to a tourniquet to stop the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00335-00094915-00095109 bleeding you may assume that when the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00336-00095110-00095265 tourniquet is removed the blood pressure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00337-00095266-00095463 will drop again that is something you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00338-00095464-00095691 want to avoid if you can't stop the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00339-00095692-00095874 bleeding or you can't be sure that the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00340-00095875-00096135 bleeding will not start again only get
f8gmKfxqG_8-00341-00096136-00096336 the blood pressure up to 80 to 90
f8gmKfxqG_8-00342-00096337-00096384 systolic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00343-00096385-00096675 this only counts in trauma this is done
f8gmKfxqG_8-00344-00096676-00096993 for two reasons we don't want to disturb
f8gmKfxqG_8-00345-00096994-00097221 the clots clots can be disturbed in two
f8gmKfxqG_8-00346-00097222-00097401 ways we can blow them off with by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00347-00097402-00097608 increasing the intravascular pressure or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00348-00097609-00097815 we can dilute the clotting factors with
f8gmKfxqG_8-00349-00097816-00098004 saline which contains no clotting
f8gmKfxqG_8-00350-00098005-00098319 factors the other major reason is that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00351-00098320-00098535 you may find that increasing the blood
f8gmKfxqG_8-00352-00098536-00098790 pressure to normal will trigger off an
f8gmKfxqG_8-00353-00098791-00098943 immune response that will kill your
f8gmKfxqG_8-00354-00098944-00099132 patient two days later this is known as
f8gmKfxqG_8-00355-00099133-00099384 multiple organ dysfunction syndrome or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00356-00099385-00099678 Maude's remember I told you that shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00357-00099679-00099906 of any kind triggers off an inflammatory
f8gmKfxqG_8-00358-00099907-00100191 response if you get the patient out of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00359-00100192-00100437 shock if you remove this inflammatory
f8gmKfxqG_8-00360-00100438-00100764 response and the patient returns to a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00361-00100765-00101052 shock state a secondary shock response
f8gmKfxqG_8-00362-00101053-00101370 will occur that is massive this massive
f8gmKfxqG_8-00363-00101371-00101630 shock response basically causes an
f8gmKfxqG_8-00364-00101631-00101964 anaphylactic type of response throughout
f8gmKfxqG_8-00365-00101965-00102231 the body and this secondary drop in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00366-00102232-00102533 blood pressure will trigger off all of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00367-00102534-00102722 the factors that we discussed under
f8gmKfxqG_8-00368-00102723-00103077 inflammatory response in shock and two
f8gmKfxqG_8-00369-00103078-00103239 to three days later your patient will
f8gmKfxqG_8-00370-00103240-00103469 die we can virtually guarantee that in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00371-00103470-00103677 patients who have bleeding that has not
f8gmKfxqG_8-00372-00103678-00103923 been controlled that there is going to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00373-00103924-00104123 be a secondary drop in blood pressure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00374-00104124-00104435 when they go to the operating room or in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00375-00104436-00104649 any effort during the effort to control
f8gmKfxqG_8-00376-00104650-00104933 the bleeding so this is where the 80 to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00377-00104934-00105008 90 systolic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00378-00105009-00105330 limit comes one more special time and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00379-00105331-00105522 this is a powful emia and head trauma
f8gmKfxqG_8-00380-00105523-00105783 remember rule number one closed head
f8gmKfxqG_8-00381-00105783-00105948 trauma does not
f8gmKfxqG_8-00382-00105949-00106286 - tension if your patient has closed
f8gmKfxqG_8-00383-00106288-00106352 head trauma
f8gmKfxqG_8-00384-00106353-00106628 and they are hypotensive look for blood
f8gmKfxqG_8-00385-00106629-00106746 loss elsewhere
f8gmKfxqG_8-00386-00106747-00107022 it is not because they have closed head
f8gmKfxqG_8-00387-00107023-00107060 trauma
f8gmKfxqG_8-00388-00107061-00107413 rule number two will supersede the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00389-00107414-00107663 permissive hypotension allowed by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00390-00107664-00107828 keeping the blood pressure between 80
f8gmKfxqG_8-00391-00107829-00108174 and 90 systolic and that is in the case
f8gmKfxqG_8-00392-00108175-00108428 of closed head trauma you must maintain
f8gmKfxqG_8-00393-00108429-00108738 a normal blood pressure remember that if
f8gmKfxqG_8-00394-00108739-00109076 the mean arterial pressure drops below
f8gmKfxqG_8-00395-00109077-00109413 the intracranial pressure blood flow to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00396-00109414-00109746 the head stops you must avoid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00397-00109747-00110097 hypotension then at all costs because
f8gmKfxqG_8-00398-00110098-00110295 even a brief drop in the blood pressure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00399-00110296-00110531 can cause permanent brain damage
f8gmKfxqG_8-00400-00110532-00110735 so when we're looking at the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00401-00110736-00110844 hemodynamics
f8gmKfxqG_8-00402-00110845-00111075 what does hypovolemia cause in terms of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00403-00111076-00111297 the preload increase decrease or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00404-00111298-00111747 variable it would be a decrease how
f8gmKfxqG_8-00405-00111748-00112184 about the after load this is actually
f8gmKfxqG_8-00406-00112185-00112407 increased for the most part because the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00407-00112408-00112818 first response to hypovolemia is to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00408-00112819-00113169 increase vasoconstriction once the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00409-00113170-00113397 volume drops below the point where
f8gmKfxqG_8-00410-00113398-00113646 vasoconstriction can compensate the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00411-00113647-00113938 afterload will drop but that is when
f8gmKfxqG_8-00412-00113939-00114207 decompensated shock occurs how about
f8gmKfxqG_8-00413-00114208-00114563 stroke volume decreased and cardiac
f8gmKfxqG_8-00414-00114564-00115189 output decreased okay let's move on
f8gmKfxqG_8-00415-00115190-00115415 cardiogenic shock what's the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00416-00115416-00115656 pathophysiology well it's really simple
f8gmKfxqG_8-00417-00115657-00115857 the heart cannot produce enough output
f8gmKfxqG_8-00418-00115858-00116183 the cardiac output drops the problem is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00419-00116184-00116331 that because there are many reasons why
f8gmKfxqG_8-00420-00116332-00116676 the heart can't put out enough blood you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00421-00116677-00116922 cannot determine what's going to happen
f8gmKfxqG_8-00422-00116923-00117239 to the afterload and preload the vessels
f8gmKfxqG_8-00423-00117240-00117566 may be normal or constricted only rarely
f8gmKfxqG_8-00424-00117567-00117813 are they dilated and the volume may be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00425-00117814-00118064 normal high or low this is the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00426-00118065-00118338 intravascular volume so you can't judge
f8gmKfxqG_8-00427-00118339-00118583 just based on the fact that the patient
f8gmKfxqG_8-00428-00118584-00118800 has cardiogenic shock what the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00429-00118801-00119070 peripheral vasoconstriction or total
f8gmKfxqG_8-00430-00119071-00119328 blood volume will be ideologies
f8gmKfxqG_8-00431-00119329-00119475 myocardial infarction would be the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00432-00119476-00119834 obvious one arrhythmias such as extreme
f8gmKfxqG_8-00433-00119835-00120098 tachycardias and bradycardia x'
f8gmKfxqG_8-00434-00120099-00120308 cardiomyopathies where the muscle of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00435-00120309-00120648 heart is too weak to pump congenital or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00436-00120649-00120918 valvular lesions especially end-stage
f8gmKfxqG_8-00437-00120919-00121302 stenosis legions blunt trauma which
f8gmKfxqG_8-00438-00121303-00121521 bruises the heart and can actually
f8gmKfxqG_8-00439-00121522-00121728 decrease the ability of the muscles to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00440-00121729-00122111 move well and toxic sources such as beta
f8gmKfxqG_8-00441-00122113-00122349 blocker overdoses and calcium channel
f8gmKfxqG_8-00442-00122350-00122769 blocker overdoses the major sign that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00443-00122770-00122960 you're going to find is that the left
f8gmKfxqG_8-00444-00122961-00123249 heart will stop pumping adequately once
f8gmKfxqG_8-00445-00123250-00123536 the cardiac output drops the blood will
f8gmKfxqG_8-00446-00123538-00123771 back up from the left heart and where
f8gmKfxqG_8-00447-00123772-00123942 does it end up if it backs up from the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00448-00123943-00124334 left heart in the lungs so the primary
f8gmKfxqG_8-00449-00124335-00124575 sign will be pulmonary edema and the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00450-00124576-00124791 signs and symptoms you'll be seeing in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00451-00124792-00124944 addition to the other signs of shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00452-00124945-00125301 will be dis me ax hypoxia which can be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00453-00125302-00125715 severe Rawls or crackles and frothy
f8gmKfxqG_8-00454-00125716-00125931 sputum which is usually white it is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00455-00125932-00126138 until there in stage that it turns pink
f8gmKfxqG_8-00456-00126139-00126498 one important point if at any time you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00457-00126499-00126908 get pulmonary edema + hypotension this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00458-00126909-00127131 is the most severe form of cardiogenic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00459-00127132-00127482 shock it's classified as a stage 3 or 4
f8gmKfxqG_8-00460-00127483-00127707 and in these patients there can range
f8gmKfxqG_8-00461-00127708-00128124 between a 60 to 90% mortality because
f8gmKfxqG_8-00462-00128125-00128336 everything that you do to fix the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00463-00128338-00128534 pulmonary edema will make the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00464-00128535-00128799 hypotension worse and everything you do
f8gmKfxqG_8-00465-00128800-00129035 to fix the hypotension will make the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00466-00129036-00129351 pulmonary edema worse so for treatment
f8gmKfxqG_8-00467-00129352-00129681 what would we do would you use CPAP you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00468-00129682-00129738 betcha
f8gmKfxqG_8-00469-00129739-00130005 CPAP has two factors that work first of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00470-00130006-00130221 all it increases the intra alveolar
f8gmKfxqG_8-00471-00130222-00130446 pressure literally pushing the fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00472-00130447-00130650 back into the capillaries and out of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00473-00130651-00131019 lungs it also reduces the preload by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00474-00131020-00131243 increasing the intrathoracic pressure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00475-00131244-00131565 should you use fluids generally speaking
f8gmKfxqG_8-00476-00131566-00131886 no this is not a place where fluids are
f8gmKfxqG_8-00477-00131887-00132177 indicated could you use small amounts
f8gmKfxqG_8-00478-00132178-00132423 yes especially if you suspect that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00479-00132424-00132686 preload may stretch the muscles of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00480-00132687-00132961 heart and allow increased contractility
f8gmKfxqG_8-00481-00132962-00133301 the classic case where this main work is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00482-00133302-00133732 in a right ventricular mi in those cases
f8gmKfxqG_8-00483-00133733-00134057 smaller volumes of fluids may increase
f8gmKfxqG_8-00484-00134058-00134341 the cardiac output at least temporarily
f8gmKfxqG_8-00485-00134342-00134654 are there any drugs you can use well
f8gmKfxqG_8-00486-00134655-00134876 nitroglycerin is the classic this would
f8gmKfxqG_8-00487-00134877-00135104 be a good thing because it drops the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00488-00135105-00135251 preload the amount of fluid that's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00489-00135252-00135470 necessary to push and it drops the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00490-00135471-00135788 afterload at higher doses decreasing the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00491-00135789-00135941 pressure against which the heart is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00492-00135942-00136334 pushing this can combined decrease the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00493-00136335-00136577 workload on the heart increase the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00494-00136578-00136865 relative amount of oxygen available to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00495-00136866-00137111 the heart and actually increase cardiac
f8gmKfxqG_8-00496-00137112-00137329 output unfortunately it cannot be used
f8gmKfxqG_8-00497-00137330-00137513 if the patient is already hypotensive
f8gmKfxqG_8-00498-00137514-00137762 one of the reflexes in the field for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00499-00137763-00137974 years is to give the patient furosemide
f8gmKfxqG_8-00500-00137975-00138245 probably not this is no longer a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00501-00138246-00138497 first-line drug and the reason is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00502-00138498-00138752 because if they have been on it for any
f8gmKfxqG_8-00503-00138753-00138995 length of time if you look at their
f8gmKfxqG_8-00504-00138996-00139190 vessel parameters which you cannot do
f8gmKfxqG_8-00505-00139191-00139388 directly in the field they are
f8gmKfxqG_8-00506-00139389-00139760 intravascular dry their kidneys have
f8gmKfxqG_8-00507-00139761-00139988 already taken out all the volume they
f8gmKfxqG_8-00508-00139989-00140228 can the kidneys shut down at that point
f8gmKfxqG_8-00509-00140229-00140519 and furosemide cannot work unless
f8gmKfxqG_8-00510-00140520-00140672 there's blood flow to the kidneys if
f8gmKfxqG_8-00511-00140673-00140936 they have never been on furosemide it is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00512-00140937-00141161 acceptable to attempt it usually a dose
f8gmKfxqG_8-00513-00141162-00141356 of 40 milligrams will do the job
f8gmKfxqG_8-00514-00141357-00141623 morphine is another standby that has
f8gmKfxqG_8-00515-00141624-00141845 been used for years but we are probably
f8gmKfxqG_8-00516-00141846-00142091 not going to use it now and the reason
f8gmKfxqG_8-00517-00142092-00142286 is that these patients are in desperate
f8gmKfxqG_8-00518-00142287-00142658 respiratory distress and there is a risk
f8gmKfxqG_8-00519-00142659-00142871 of respiratory depression which can
f8gmKfxqG_8-00520-00142872-00143099 outweigh the benefit of the sedation
f8gmKfxqG_8-00521-00143100-00143324 that accompanies morphine what else
f8gmKfxqG_8-00522-00143325-00143633 could we possibly use well let's try an
f8gmKfxqG_8-00523-00143634-00143918 ionotropic agent now remember that what
f8gmKfxqG_8-00524-00143919-00144158 we don't want to do is vaso constrict
f8gmKfxqG_8-00525-00144159-00144389 the patient so don't use something that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00526-00144390-00144719 would cause increase in vasoconstriction
f8gmKfxqG_8-00527-00144720-00145066 and alpha one agent is not indicated
f8gmKfxqG_8-00528-00145067-00145454 what do you need you need a beta one
f8gmKfxqG_8-00529-00145455-00145736 agent for this you probably are going to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00530-00145737-00145943 use dopamine and you're going to stay in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00531-00145944-00146015 the low dose
f8gmKfxqG_8-00532-00146016-00146321 range 5 to 10 micrograms per kilogram
f8gmKfxqG_8-00533-00146322-00146522 per minute you can even go down as low
f8gmKfxqG_8-00534-00146523-00146732 as 3 watch out
f8gmKfxqG_8-00535-00146733-00147041 once you get down to 3 you may drop the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00536-00147042-00147233 blood pressure slightly so let's look at
f8gmKfxqG_8-00537-00147234-00147541 the hemodynamics in cardiogenic preload
f8gmKfxqG_8-00538-00147542-00147977 increased decreased generally speaking
f8gmKfxqG_8-00539-00147978-00148271 it's variable we don't know what the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00540-00148272-00148544 preload is it may be normal or it may be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00541-00148545-00148889 high how about after load generally
f8gmKfxqG_8-00542-00148890-00148937 speaking
f8gmKfxqG_8-00543-00148938-00149177 markedly increased most of these people
f8gmKfxqG_8-00544-00149178-00149369 have incredibly high blood pressures
f8gmKfxqG_8-00545-00149370-00149723 stroke volume decreased I mean that's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00546-00149724-00149879 after all what we're talking about isn't
f8gmKfxqG_8-00547-00149880-00150110 it and the cardiac output decreased by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00548-00150111-00150776 definition in distributive shock the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00549-00150777-00150932 pathophysiology is fairly
f8gmKfxqG_8-00550-00150933-00151184 straightforward but it causes profound
f8gmKfxqG_8-00551-00151185-00151445 problems instead of the actual volume
f8gmKfxqG_8-00552-00151446-00151670 within the blood vessels changing the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00553-00151671-00151904 size of the blood vessel changes by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00554-00151905-00152189 causing massive vasodilation in this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00555-00152190-00152384 case it's not that we have less fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00556-00152385-00152603 there is simply not enough fluid to fill
f8gmKfxqG_8-00557-00152604-00152885 up the bigger tank here the primary sign
f8gmKfxqG_8-00558-00152886-00153299 is warm shock the skin is not cool and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00559-00153300-00153517 clammy as we would expect from
f8gmKfxqG_8-00560-00153518-00153850 hypovolemic shock what are the causes of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00561-00153851-00154163 distributive shock well this is where
f8gmKfxqG_8-00562-00154164-00154441 people tend to try to separate out
f8gmKfxqG_8-00563-00154442-00154682 different kinds of shock that are caught
f8gmKfxqG_8-00564-00154683-00154883 are actually different causes because
f8gmKfxqG_8-00565-00154884-00155126 these are all distributive the three
f8gmKfxqG_8-00566-00155127-00155278 types of distributive shock are
f8gmKfxqG_8-00567-00155279-00155774 neurogenic septic and anaphylactic they
f8gmKfxqG_8-00568-00155775-00156116 all have vasodilation they all share the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00569-00156117-00156506 warm or flushed skin in neurogenic shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00570-00156507-00156779 there is transection or severe damage to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00571-00156780-00157165 the spinal cord usually above T 6 or so
f8gmKfxqG_8-00572-00157166-00157475 the problem is that the sympathetic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00573-00157476-00157715 nervous system comes off the spinal cord
f8gmKfxqG_8-00574-00157716-00158096 in the thoracic area so any transection
f8gmKfxqG_8-00575-00158097-00158363 at or above this level will tend to take
f8gmKfxqG_8-00576-00158364-00158723 out the normal sympathetic tone to the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00577-00158724-00158948 blood vessels in your body this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00578-00158949-00159381 sympathetic tone causes vasoconstriction
f8gmKfxqG_8-00579-00159382-00159668 once you lose it your body vaso dilates
f8gmKfxqG_8-00580-00159669-00159954 this loss of sympathetic innervation is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00581-00159955-00160173 immediate and can cause severe
f8gmKfxqG_8-00582-00160174-00160425 hypotension later they become hyper
f8gmKfxqG_8-00583-00160426-00160773 reactive and can cause hypertension in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00584-00160774-00161043 septic shock there is an excessive
f8gmKfxqG_8-00585-00161044-00161349 immune reaction to infection again this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00586-00161350-00161577 is almost like a severe anaphylactic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00587-00161578-00161813 reaction it is usually caused by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00588-00161814-00162123 bacterial rarely by fungal or viral
f8gmKfxqG_8-00589-00162124-00162462 infections anaphylactic shock is caused
f8gmKfxqG_8-00590-00162463-00162768 by an immune response that is excessive
f8gmKfxqG_8-00591-00162769-00163116 and the specific problem that causes the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00592-00163117-00163400 vasodilation is the histamine release
f8gmKfxqG_8-00593-00163401-00163860 that accompanies this immune response in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00594-00163861-00164130 addition to the vasodilation you can
f8gmKfxqG_8-00595-00164131-00164471 also develop hypovolemia in two types of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00596-00164472-00164715 distributive shock anaphylaxis and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00597-00164716-00164958 septic the reason is because both of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00598-00164959-00165165 these cause the capillaries to leak
f8gmKfxqG_8-00599-00165166-00165522 there is fluid loss third spacing into
f8gmKfxqG_8-00600-00165523-00165762 the interstitial fluid and it can also
f8gmKfxqG_8-00601-00165763-00166050 go into other spaces such as the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00602-00166051-00166220 peritoneal and pleural space
f8gmKfxqG_8-00603-00166221-00166485 therefore there is an absolute need for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00604-00166486-00166758 more fluids in addition to the volume
f8gmKfxqG_8-00605-00166759-00166932 simply needed to fill up the increased
f8gmKfxqG_8-00606-00166933-00167196 space treatment well this is fairly
f8gmKfxqG_8-00607-00167197-00167421 straightforward give them more fluids
f8gmKfxqG_8-00608-00167422-00167658 we've got to fill up this enlarged tank
f8gmKfxqG_8-00609-00167659-00167907 again there is no consensus on the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00610-00167908-00168252 volume except AHA a rule this will help
f8gmKfxqG_8-00611-00168253-00168696 in sepsis yes give the 20 milliliters
f8gmKfxqG_8-00612-00168697-00169020 per kilogram bolus this is a standard of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00613-00169021-00169356 care now it has been found that if we
f8gmKfxqG_8-00614-00169357-00169635 can get this volume on board rapidly and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00615-00169636-00169887 it may take two or three bonuses like
f8gmKfxqG_8-00616-00169888-00170156 this to do the job we can save lives
f8gmKfxqG_8-00617-00170157-00170478 this will be initiated and under a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00618-00170479-00170844 septic shock protocol which will be part
f8gmKfxqG_8-00619-00170845-00171060 of your protocols in the field in this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00620-00171061-00171255 case you do want to return the pressure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00621-00171256-00171432 to normal without overloading the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00622-00171433-00171606 patient there are other treatments that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00623-00171607-00171845 you can use specifically for anaphylaxis
f8gmKfxqG_8-00624-00171846-00172092 what is the drug that is the drug of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00625-00172093-00172449 choice for anaphylaxis epinephrine very
f8gmKfxqG_8-00626-00172450-00172683 straightforward in adults you're going
f8gmKfxqG_8-00627-00172684-00172767 to give zero
f8gmKfxqG_8-00628-00172768-00172896 point three to zero point five
f8gmKfxqG_8-00629-00172897-00173316 milligrams 1 to 1000 I am if you need to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00630-00173317-00173607 go to an IV bolus remember this should
f8gmKfxqG_8-00631-00173608-00173730 only happen if the patient is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00632-00173731-00173994 hypotensive go to zero point one
f8gmKfxqG_8-00633-00173995-00174372 milligram of 1 to 10,000 IV titrated in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00634-00174373-00174693 pediatrics you're going to use 0.01
f8gmKfxqG_8-00635-00174694-00175032 milligrams per kilogram of 1 to 1000 I
f8gmKfxqG_8-00636-00175033-00175461 am 1 to 10,000 IV additional treatment
f8gmKfxqG_8-00637-00175462-00175731 in anaphylaxis well we want to stop the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00638-00175732-00175932 histamine response so we're going to use
f8gmKfxqG_8-00639-00175933-00176106 an antihistamine and the one you're
f8gmKfxqG_8-00640-00176107-00176355 going to use is diphenhydramine there
f8gmKfxqG_8-00641-00176356-00176505 are other ones that are used but this is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00642-00176506-00176661 the one that does the best job because
f8gmKfxqG_8-00643-00176662-00176856 it hits the histamine 1 receptors which
f8gmKfxqG_8-00644-00176857-00177075 are the baddies in this particular
f8gmKfxqG_8-00645-00177076-00177285 response this will stop the histamine
f8gmKfxqG_8-00646-00177286-00177450 reaction from getting any worse it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00647-00177451-00177747 cannot fix the problem however and will
f8gmKfxqG_8-00648-00177748-00177996 take time for the body to overcome the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00649-00177997-00178263 histamine reaction that occurs steroids
f8gmKfxqG_8-00650-00178264-00178479 are also used usually methylprednisolone
f8gmKfxqG_8-00651-00178480-00178749 but remember this is not the first line
f8gmKfxqG_8-00652-00178750-00178902 treatment as they will take several
f8gmKfxqG_8-00653-00178903-00179139 hours to have full effect in the other
f8gmKfxqG_8-00654-00179140-00179454 forms of distributive shock if the fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00655-00179455-00179688 doesn't work you should consider a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00656-00179689-00179781 vasopressor
f8gmKfxqG_8-00657-00179782-00180063 now in this case we do want to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00658-00180064-00180324 vasoconstrict this is a vasodilation
f8gmKfxqG_8-00659-00180325-00180627 problem after all so we do not want to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00660-00180628-00180957 use an ionotropic agent you need an
f8gmKfxqG_8-00661-00180958-00181302 alpha 1 agent the drug that is the best
f8gmKfxqG_8-00662-00181303-00181578 is norepinephrine but it's not usually
f8gmKfxqG_8-00663-00181579-00181800 available but you do have dopamine and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00664-00181801-00182055 it will work you just have to use high
f8gmKfxqG_8-00665-00182056-00182295 dose levels usually 10 or more
f8gmKfxqG_8-00666-00182296-00182511 micrograms per kilogram per minute
f8gmKfxqG_8-00667-00182512-00182814 remember that you will markedly increase
f8gmKfxqG_8-00668-00182815-00183075 both the heart rate and the automaticity
f8gmKfxqG_8-00669-00183076-00183402 ie the irritability of the heart when
f8gmKfxqG_8-00670-00183403-00183675 you use this level of dopamine another
f8gmKfxqG_8-00671-00183676-00183879 choice is to use an epinephrine drip in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00672-00183880-00184182 adults this will be 2 to 10 micrograms
f8gmKfxqG_8-00673-00184183-00184494 per minute and in a child 0.1 to 1
f8gmKfxqG_8-00674-00184495-00184785 micrograms per kilogram per minute there
f8gmKfxqG_8-00675-00184786-00185042 is a caution with using norepinephrine
f8gmKfxqG_8-00676-00185043-00185394 specifically in neurogenic shock and the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00677-00185395-00185643 reason or any other vasopressin for that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00678-00185644-00185853 matter and the reason is because even
f8gmKfxqG_8-00679-00185854-00186156 low dose vasopressors can cause deemed
f8gmKfxqG_8-00680-00186157-00186520 hypertension these receptors on the vent
f8gmKfxqG_8-00681-00186521-00186729 on the vessels have been deprived of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00682-00186730-00187021 stimulation during a period of time they
f8gmKfxqG_8-00683-00187022-00187333 become excessively sensitive then to any
f8gmKfxqG_8-00684-00187334-00187606 exposure to a phase of pressure and will
f8gmKfxqG_8-00685-00187607-00187938 overreact causing hypertension so let's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00686-00187939-00188071 look at the hemodynamics for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00687-00188072-00188410 distributive shock preload well it's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00688-00188411-00188676 going to go down because you don't all
f8gmKfxqG_8-00689-00188677-00189010 wait just the arteries you also dilate
f8gmKfxqG_8-00690-00189011-00189258 the veins how about the afterload
f8gmKfxqG_8-00691-00189259-00189554 markedly decreased this will go way down
f8gmKfxqG_8-00692-00189555-00189958 stroke volume variable and the reason is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00693-00189959-00190116 because you're not only decreasing the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00694-00190117-00190261 preload but you're decreasing the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00695-00190262-00190474 afterload generally speaking the stroke
f8gmKfxqG_8-00696-00190475-00190723 volume will drop because of the decrease
f8gmKfxqG_8-00697-00190724-00190962 in the preload and the cardiac output
f8gmKfxqG_8-00698-00190963-00191237 will drop generally speaking
f8gmKfxqG_8-00699-00191238-00191482 sometimes and this is a little
f8gmKfxqG_8-00700-00191483-00191746 counterintuitive it may actually go up
f8gmKfxqG_8-00701-00191747-00192003 because of the drop in the afterload
f8gmKfxqG_8-00702-00192004-00192213 takes the load off the heart and the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00703-00192214-00192441 heart can actually increase its cardiac
f8gmKfxqG_8-00704-00192442-00192934 output temporarily let's talk about
f8gmKfxqG_8-00705-00192935-00193120 obstructive shock now what's the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00706-00193121-00193563 pathophysiology here the problem is that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00707-00193564-00193756 the venous return to the heart is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00708-00193757-00194052 obstructed you can't get blood into the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00709-00194053-00194224 heart you're not going to get blood out
f8gmKfxqG_8-00710-00194225-00194533 of the heart and because it is the right
f8gmKfxqG_8-00711-00194534-00194763 side of the heart that is affected the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00712-00194764-00194971 primary sign is going to be jugular
f8gmKfxqG_8-00713-00194972-00195193 venous distention now a couple of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00714-00195194-00195375 caveats about using jugular venous
f8gmKfxqG_8-00715-00195376-00195465 distention
f8gmKfxqG_8-00716-00195466-00195643 first of all it should be measured when
f8gmKfxqG_8-00717-00195644-00195827 the patient is sitting at 45 degrees
f8gmKfxqG_8-00718-00195828-00196132 this is the standard by which we measure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00719-00196133-00196411 jugular venous distention if it reaches
f8gmKfxqG_8-00720-00196412-00196602 more than 2 to 3 centimeters above the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00721-00196603-00196969 clavicle at 45 degrees you have jvd if
f8gmKfxqG_8-00722-00196970-00197218 the patient is hypovolemic you may not
f8gmKfxqG_8-00723-00197219-00197596 see jvd there if you have a combined
f8gmKfxqG_8-00724-00197597-00197794 problem such as a trauma patient with
f8gmKfxqG_8-00725-00197795-00198034 blood loss and attention pneumothorax
f8gmKfxqG_8-00726-00198035-00198354 you may not get the jvd and it may also
f8gmKfxqG_8-00727-00198355-00198682 be present even without right heart
f8gmKfxqG_8-00728-00198683-00198910 failure with increased intrathoracic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00729-00198911-00199302 pressure for instance in severe COPD so
f8gmKfxqG_8-00730-00199303-00199396 check your pay
f8gmKfxqG_8-00731-00199397-00199669 carefully so what are the ideologies of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00732-00199670-00200038 obstructive shock pulmonary
f8gmKfxqG_8-00733-00200039-00200394 thromboembolism pericardial tamponade
f8gmKfxqG_8-00734-00200395-00200716 tension pneumothorax and excessive
f8gmKfxqG_8-00735-00200717-00201061 positive pressure ventilation so let's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00736-00201062-00201331 start with a pulmonary embolism what do
f8gmKfxqG_8-00737-00201332-00201468 we mean by an embolism
f8gmKfxqG_8-00738-00201469-00201784 well basically an embolism is any called
f8gmKfxqG_8-00739-00201785-00202075 large clot that embolize Azur moves from
f8gmKfxqG_8-00740-00202076-00202414 where it formed for pulmonary embolisms
f8gmKfxqG_8-00741-00202415-00202627 the source is generally speaking either
f8gmKfxqG_8-00742-00202628-00202846 the inferior vena cava or the leg veins
f8gmKfxqG_8-00743-00202847-00203038 and I'm not talking about the calf as
f8gmKfxqG_8-00744-00203039-00203272 much as we are talking about the thighs
f8gmKfxqG_8-00745-00203273-00203515 they have to be fairly large clots to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00746-00203516-00203770 cause significant problems when this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00747-00203771-00203932 clot moves it's going to move through
f8gmKfxqG_8-00748-00203933-00204202 the inferior vena cava and enter the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00749-00204203-00204454 right heart from there it will be pumped
f8gmKfxqG_8-00750-00204455-00204739 out and lodge in the pulmonary artery
f8gmKfxqG_8-00751-00204740-00204976 the question is how much of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00752-00204977-00205252 pulmonary artery will be blocked if it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00753-00205253-00205467 is large enough to block both branches
f8gmKfxqG_8-00754-00205469-00205746 of the pulmonary artery no blood can get
f8gmKfxqG_8-00755-00205748-00206029 to the lungs smaller clots will decrease
f8gmKfxqG_8-00756-00206030-00206167 the amount of blood that can get to the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00757-00206167-00206509 lungs depending on how big they are and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00758-00206510-00206728 how much of the pulmonary artery system
f8gmKfxqG_8-00759-00206729-00207055 they block here the primary sign you're
f8gmKfxqG_8-00760-00207056-00207421 looking for is hypoxia unrelieved by
f8gmKfxqG_8-00761-00207421-00207712 oxygen therapy remember that this can
f8gmKfxqG_8-00762-00207713-00207913 occur from other reasons but this is the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00763-00207914-00208171 most classic finding with pulmonary
f8gmKfxqG_8-00764-00208171-00208426 embolism they will have normal breath
f8gmKfxqG_8-00765-00208427-00208759 sounds early there is nothing wrong with
f8gmKfxqG_8-00766-00208760-00208990 a patient's ventilation so don't count
f8gmKfxqG_8-00767-00208991-00209230 on hearing abnormal breath sounds later
f8gmKfxqG_8-00768-00209231-00209536 as the damaged lung fills with fluid you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00769-00209537-00209776 may hear crackles but this will not be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00770-00209777-00210055 in early finding chest pain by the way
f8gmKfxqG_8-00771-00210056-00210328 may occur but if there is chest pain it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00772-00210329-00210511 will not be the pleuritic pain that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00773-00210512-00210805 develops later early on the chest pain
f8gmKfxqG_8-00774-00210806-00211096 sounds like classic angina from the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00775-00211096-00211453 stress on the right heart an EKG finding
f8gmKfxqG_8-00776-00211454-00211732 that can be associated with pulmonary
f8gmKfxqG_8-00777-00211733-00212200 embolism is s-one q-three t3 a deep s
f8gmKfxqG_8-00778-00212201-00212569 and 1 AQ in lead 3 and an inverted T
f8gmKfxqG_8-00779-00212569-00212794 wave in lead 3 unfortunately this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00780-00212794-00213081 neither specific nor sensitive it causes
f8gmKfxqG_8-00781-00213082-00213408 false-positives and false-negatives so
f8gmKfxqG_8-00782-00213409-00213598 you can't count on it you have to look
f8gmKfxqG_8-00783-00213598-00213769 at the rest of your patients decide what
f8gmKfxqG_8-00784-00213769-00213960 is happening what treatment do you have
f8gmKfxqG_8-00785-00213961-00214298 well unfortunately there's only one move
f8gmKfxqG_8-00786-00214300-00214516 you have to get the patient to the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00787-00214517-00214669 hospital there is nothing else you can
f8gmKfxqG_8-00788-00214669-00214978 do in the field you can try a fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00789-00214979-00215194 bolus sometimes there is absolutely
f8gmKfxqG_8-00790-00215194-00215457 nothing we can do in the hospital if you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00791-00215458-00215665 look here this is a post-mortem picture
f8gmKfxqG_8-00792-00215666-00215938 and this is the pulmonary artery here's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00793-00215939-00216175 the pulmonary valve right there and this
f8gmKfxqG_8-00794-00216176-00216439 is a clot completely filling up both the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00795-00216440-00216729 right and the left pulmonary arteries
f8gmKfxqG_8-00796-00216730-00217041 obviously this patient died immediately
f8gmKfxqG_8-00797-00217042-00217275 another cause of obstructive shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00798-00217276-00217567 pericardial tamponade here there is a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00799-00217567-00217762 fluid accumulation in the pericardial
f8gmKfxqG_8-00800-00217763-00217971 sac which is around the heart and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00801-00217971-00218196 compresses the heart specifically the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00802-00218198-00218452 atria this does not allow the heart to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00803-00218453-00218716 fill and decreases the blood returned to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00804-00218717-00218994 the heart the primary sign here is going
f8gmKfxqG_8-00805-00218996-00219332 to be muffled or no heart sewn tones
f8gmKfxqG_8-00806-00219333-00219585 reminding you that if the patient is in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00807-00219586-00219817 cardiac arrest and is in tricular
f8gmKfxqG_8-00808-00219817-00220158 fibrillation or in asystole
f8gmKfxqG_8-00809-00220159-00220375 you won't hear heart tones either they
f8gmKfxqG_8-00810-00220376-00220576 should have if they are still waken
f8gmKfxqG_8-00811-00220577-00220806 talking to you potential cause for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00812-00220807-00221023 pericardial effusion the common causes
f8gmKfxqG_8-00813-00221023-00221296 for pericardial effusion include trauma
f8gmKfxqG_8-00814-00221296-00221839 the most likely finding cancer fluid
f8gmKfxqG_8-00815-00221840-00222009 overload especially from renal failure
f8gmKfxqG_8-00816-00222010-00222273 and occasionally severe bacterial or
f8gmKfxqG_8-00817-00222275-00222553 other infections if you suspect
f8gmKfxqG_8-00818-00222554-00222826 tamponade the problem is pressure on the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00819-00222827-00223015 outside of the heart and the way to fix
f8gmKfxqG_8-00820-00223016-00223206 it is to put fluid on the inside of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00821-00223207-00223428 heart so give a fluid bolus
f8gmKfxqG_8-00822-00223429-00223777 usually 250 to 500 MLS will do the job
f8gmKfxqG_8-00823-00223778-00223998 you should get a temporary return in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00824-00224000-00224196 blood flow and an easing of the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00825-00224198-00224473 patient's symptoms it will be temporary
f8gmKfxqG_8-00826-00224473-00224737 however but it made value 5 to 10
f8gmKfxqG_8-00827-00224738-00225040 minutes and it can be repeated yet the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00828-00225041-00225198 next step is obviously emergent
f8gmKfxqG_8-00829-00225200-00225487 transport because know you can't do a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00830-00225488-00225876 pericardiocentesis sorry
f8gmKfxqG_8-00831-00225877-00226010 the last cause we're going to talk about
f8gmKfxqG_8-00832-00226011-00226326 is a tension pneumothorax in this case
f8gmKfxqG_8-00833-00226327-00226538 the air accumulates in the pleural space
f8gmKfxqG_8-00834-00226539-00226806 around the lungs not within the lungs
f8gmKfxqG_8-00835-00226807-00227112 this shifts the mediastinum as it shifts
f8gmKfxqG_8-00836-00227113-00227316 the mediastinum it kinks the vena cava
f8gmKfxqG_8-00837-00227317-00227589 especially the inferior vena cava over
f8gmKfxqG_8-00838-00227590-00227760 the diaphragm cutting off the blood flow
f8gmKfxqG_8-00839-00227761-00227937 from the lower half of the body in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00840-00227938-00228252 addition it puts pressure on the heart
f8gmKfxqG_8-00841-00228253-00228446 especially on the right atrium and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00842-00228448-00228726 ventricle in this case again we can't
f8gmKfxqG_8-00843-00228727-00228984 get blood back into the right heart here
f8gmKfxqG_8-00844-00228985-00229142 the primary signs are fairly obvious
f8gmKfxqG_8-00845-00229142-00229469 breath sounds will be absent remember
f8gmKfxqG_8-00846-00229471-00229734 that they may be bilateral it will be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00847-00229735-00229965 worse with positive pressure ventilation
f8gmKfxqG_8-00848-00229966-00230160 because positive pressure ventilation
f8gmKfxqG_8-00849-00230161-00230430 pushes air into a tension pneumothorax
f8gmKfxqG_8-00850-00230431-00230808 and does not allow its release treatment
f8gmKfxqG_8-00851-00230809-00231117 well for you try the normal saline and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00852-00231117-00231315 ringer lactaid if that's in your
f8gmKfxqG_8-00853-00231316-00231540 protocol but you have needle
f8gmKfxqG_8-00854-00231541-00231858 decompression do it get the air out
f8gmKfxqG_8-00855-00231859-00232085 let's look at the hemodynamics for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00856-00232086-00232389 obstructive shock preload markedly
f8gmKfxqG_8-00857-00232390-00232694 decreased this is the problem no blood
f8gmKfxqG_8-00858-00232696-00233001 in no blood out afterload is probably
f8gmKfxqG_8-00859-00233002-00233159 going to be variable most of the time
f8gmKfxqG_8-00860-00233160-00233325 it's increased because of the body's
f8gmKfxqG_8-00861-00233326-00233603 response to the low cardiac output
f8gmKfxqG_8-00862-00233604-00233921 stroke volume markedly decreased cardiac
f8gmKfxqG_8-00863-00233923-00234426 output decreased in summary let's review
f8gmKfxqG_8-00864-00234427-00234705 the perfusion classes and their classic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00865-00234706-00235008 findings hypovolemia narrow pulse
f8gmKfxqG_8-00866-00235009-00235394 pressure cardiogenic pulmonary edema
f8gmKfxqG_8-00867-00235394-00235739 distributive warm flushed skin
f8gmKfxqG_8-00868-00235740-00236081 obstructive jugular venous distention
f8gmKfxqG_8-00869-00236082-00236360 what specific findings might you see
f8gmKfxqG_8-00870-00236361-00236754 that would be consistent with let's say
f8gmKfxqG_8-00871-00236755-00237030 hypovolemic shock well obviously there
f8gmKfxqG_8-00872-00237031-00237198 would be a source of blood or fluid loss
f8gmKfxqG_8-00873-00237198-00237476 you'll see the cool clammy skin
f8gmKfxqG_8-00874-00237477-00237834 how about cardiogenic shock in addition
f8gmKfxqG_8-00875-00237835-00238005 to the pulmonary edema they will almost
f8gmKfxqG_8-00876-00238006-00238298 undoubtedly have chest pain they may
f8gmKfxqG_8-00877-00238300-00238609 have ECG changes but they may be old
f8gmKfxqG_8-00878-00238610-00238923 they may have the frothy sputum but
f8gmKfxqG_8-00879-00238923-00239106 remember it will not be pink until
f8gmKfxqG_8-00880-00239107-00239183 they're almost
f8gmKfxqG_8-00881-00239184-00239398 stage this occurs when the capillary is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00882-00239400-00239671 literally rupture from the increased
f8gmKfxqG_8-00883-00239673-00240031 pressure within them in septic shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00884-00240032-00240314 there should be a source or a risk of
f8gmKfxqG_8-00885-00240315-00240469 infection and remember that the people
f8gmKfxqG_8-00886-00240471-00240698 who are at highest risk for infection
f8gmKfxqG_8-00887-00240698-00240973 will can be you're elderly you're
f8gmKfxqG_8-00888-00240975-00241412 diabetics you're infants and anybody who
f8gmKfxqG_8-00889-00241413-00241778 has has immune suppression specifically
f8gmKfxqG_8-00890-00241779-00242194 those patients with hiv/aids or people
f8gmKfxqG_8-00891-00242196-00242528 who are on chemotherapy or have other
f8gmKfxqG_8-00892-00242529-00242867 immune response suppression from the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00893-00242867-00243098 drugs that they are taking you can also
f8gmKfxqG_8-00894-00243098-00243377 look from for edema from vascular leak
f8gmKfxqG_8-00895-00243378-00243635 but this is a late finding neurogenic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00896-00243636-00243839 shock the classic finding is going to be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00897-00243840-00244178 the demarcation between the level above
f8gmKfxqG_8-00898-00244179-00244517 the cord disruption and below above the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00899-00244517-00244669 level of cord disruption where the
f8gmKfxqG_8-00900-00244671-00244907 sympathetic system is still working they
f8gmKfxqG_8-00901-00244908-00245186 will be cool and clammy below that level
f8gmKfxqG_8-00902-00245187-00245442 they will be warm and dry in
f8gmKfxqG_8-00903-00245444-00245705 anaphylactic shock there should be signs
f8gmKfxqG_8-00904-00245706-00246035 of additional body systems being
f8gmKfxqG_8-00905-00246036-00246209 involved for instance
f8gmKfxqG_8-00906-00246210-00246551 bronchoconstriction with wheezing upper
f8gmKfxqG_8-00907-00246552-00246778 airway cell swelling with strider
f8gmKfxqG_8-00908-00246779-00247112 vomiting or diarrhea always a very bad
f8gmKfxqG_8-00909-00247113-00247271 sign because this means it's gone
f8gmKfxqG_8-00910-00247271-00247565 systemic and severe edema which may
f8gmKfxqG_8-00911-00247566-00247853 present as diffuse hives or simply total
f8gmKfxqG_8-00912-00247854-00248123 body swelling specific findings for
f8gmKfxqG_8-00913-00248123-00248398 obstructive shock besides the jvd you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00914-00248400-00248537 should have some sort of history
f8gmKfxqG_8-00915-00248538-00248762 compatible with an instructive process
f8gmKfxqG_8-00916-00248763-00249131 if there is no jvd and you do have a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00917-00249132-00249344 history compatible with an obstructive
f8gmKfxqG_8-00918-00249344-00249635 process and other signs or symptoms that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00919-00249636-00249785 make you think that this is what's going
f8gmKfxqG_8-00920-00249786-00250064 on first of all you should be giving a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00921-00250065-00250391 fluid bolus in trauma you must consider
f8gmKfxqG_8-00922-00250392-00250538 the fact that the patient may be
f8gmKfxqG_8-00923-00250539-00250760 hypovolemic generally speaking what are
f8gmKfxqG_8-00924-00250761-00250988 you going to do for shock fluids accept
f8gmKfxqG_8-00925-00250989-00251321 accept accept accept cardiogenic use
f8gmKfxqG_8-00926-00251321-00251633 judiciously please don't reflux Lee give
f8gmKfxqG_8-00927-00251634-00251864 fluids to a patient with cardiogenic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00928-00251865-00252144 shock remember they will be tachycardic
f8gmKfxqG_8-00929-00252146-00252521 from the shock itself giving fluids may
f8gmKfxqG_8-00930-00252521-00252566 not help
f8gmKfxqG_8-00931-00252567-00252863 them if they're bleeding stop it that
f8gmKfxqG_8-00932-00252864-00253132 was easy if you can stop it give fluids
f8gmKfxqG_8-00933-00253133-00253337 if you can't stop it
f8gmKfxqG_8-00934-00253338-00253555 use permissive hypotension in other
f8gmKfxqG_8-00935-00253556-00253871 cases once you fill up the tank and you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00936-00253871-00254098 still can't get the blood pressure up to
f8gmKfxqG_8-00937-00254100-00254146 normal
f8gmKfxqG_8-00938-00254148-00254365 consider using a vasoconstrictor
f8gmKfxqG_8-00939-00254366-00254653 especially in which kind of shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00940-00254654-00255034 distributive remember that you have
f8gmKfxqG_8-00941-00255035-00255275 already used a vasoconstrictor when you
f8gmKfxqG_8-00942-00255276-00255532 have given epinephrine in anaphylaxis
f8gmKfxqG_8-00943-00255533-00255791 and you should not normally need a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00944-00255792-00256108 secondary vasoconstrictor it is not a
f8gmKfxqG_8-00945-00256109-00256219 first choice however to use
f8gmKfxqG_8-00946-00256221-00256448 vasoconstrictors in cardiogenic shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00947-00256448-00256666 here you want an ionotropic agent
f8gmKfxqG_8-00948-00256667-00256957 basically you want to use a beta one and
f8gmKfxqG_8-00949-00256958-00257221 honest in obstructive cardiogenic shock
f8gmKfxqG_8-00950-00257223-00257453 just try to fix whatever the problem is
f8gmKfxqG_8-00951-00257454-00257844 if you can questions you can email me or
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f8FN9yC5xgI-00001-00000186-00000432 healthy lifestyle a to see this as
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f8FN9yC5xgI-00003-00000741-00001607 healthy recipes with you this recipe is
f8FN9yC5xgI-00004-00001609-00001842 going to be vegan blueberry pie this is
f8FN9yC5xgI-00005-00001843-00002052 a very healthy option because it's made
f8FN9yC5xgI-00006-00002053-00002364 with some sweetened coconut milk and
f8FN9yC5xgI-00007-00002365-00003039 pecans silken tofu and a Gabi and so
f8FN9yC5xgI-00008-00003040-00003327 just take into consideration that this
f8FN9yC5xgI-00009-00003328-00003476 is gonna take a little bit longer
f8FN9yC5xgI-00010-00003477-00003722 because you have to make the cross you
f8FN9yC5xgI-00011-00003724-00003936 have to bake it and then you're gonna
f8FN9yC5xgI-00012-00003936-00004248 make the filling the cream and your mix
f8FN9yC5xgI-00013-00004249-00004512 you're gonna make the jams steps and
f8FN9yC5xgI-00014-00004513-00004659 when you make the feeling you have to
f8FN9yC5xgI-00015-00004660-00004863 put it in the freezer for maybe 30
f8FN9yC5xgI-00016-00004864-00005100 minutes and you have to let everything
f8FN9yC5xgI-00017-00005101-00005304 cool down but at the end it tastes
f8FN9yC5xgI-00018-00005305-00005724 amazing use a list of ingredients you're
f8FN9yC5xgI-00019-00005725-00006186 gonna need for your crust one cup of oat
f8FN9yC5xgI-00020-00006187-00006536 flour you can grind your oats 1/4 of a
f8FN9yC5xgI-00021-00006537-00006750 cup plus one tablespoon of agave syrup
f8FN9yC5xgI-00022-00006751-00007031 one third of the cup of pecans 1
f8FN9yC5xgI-00023-00007033-00007302 tablespoon vanilla one cup almond flour
f8FN9yC5xgI-00024-00007303-00007598 and for the feeling 2/3 of a cup of
f8FN9yC5xgI-00025-00007600-00007814 unsweetened coconut milk while cups
f8FN9yC5xgI-00026-00007815-00008073 hills and cockles 9 tablespoons agave
f8FN9yC5xgI-00027-00008073-00008427 syrup 2 tablespoons vanilla one lemon
f8FN9yC5xgI-00028-00008428-00008706 juice 1 cup of cashews soaked in water
f8FN9yC5xgI-00029-00008707-00008925 overnight or you can boil them for 10
f8FN9yC5xgI-00030-00008926-00009126 minutes and for the tops of blueberry
f8FN9yC5xgI-00031-00009127-00009399 jam 1 cup blueberries a tablespoon so
f8FN9yC5xgI-00032-00009400-00009790 carrot 0 and tab lemon juice
f8FN9yC5xgI-00033-00009791-00010145 so what I did I have the oats but I
f8FN9yC5xgI-00034-00010146-00010364 didn't have them like the flour
f8FN9yC5xgI-00035-00010365-00010625 so I ground them in my coffee grinder
f8FN9yC5xgI-00036-00010626-00011036 and just for a couple of seconds this is
f8FN9yC5xgI-00037-00011037-00011273 really really fast and there you have it
f8FN9yC5xgI-00038-00011274-00011381 you've got your flour
f8FN9yC5xgI-00039-00011382-00011702 I had my food processor and I started
f8FN9yC5xgI-00040-00011703-00012256 adding everything to it old flour and
f8FN9yC5xgI-00041-00012257-00012707 then you're gonna add the a flour add
f8FN9yC5xgI-00042-00012708-00013307 the pecans and you're gonna add your
f8FN9yC5xgI-00043-00013308-00014129 vanilla then you're gonna add your a
f8FN9yC5xgI-00044-00014130-00014603 gala syrup you can put as much as you
f8FN9yC5xgI-00045-00014604-00015278 want mix well until it's all
f8FN9yC5xgI-00046-00015279-00015812 incorporated mix for approximately three
f8FN9yC5xgI-00047-00015813-00016382 minutes until everything is mixed open
f8FN9yC5xgI-00048-00016383-00016669 your food processor and with the spatula
f8FN9yC5xgI-00049-00016670-00016928 you're gonna remove all the mix that
f8FN9yC5xgI-00050-00016929-00017347 gets stuck to the wall and then you're
f8FN9yC5xgI-00051-00017348-00017566 gonna keep on mixing
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f8FN9yC5xgI-00053-00017688-00017975 get your spring form or your pan I use
f8FN9yC5xgI-00054-00017976-00018314 the nine or ten inch spray it with some
f8FN9yC5xgI-00055-00018315-00019153 oil pour your mix spread it
f8FN9yC5xgI-00056-00019154-00019868 press down that's how you're gonna make
f8FN9yC5xgI-00057-00019869-00020126 your sauce you can hook up with heat
f8FN9yC5xgI-00058-00020127-00020468 your oven 350 and you're gonna bake it
f8FN9yC5xgI-00059-00020469-00020930 for 15 minutes or until it's brown I got
f8FN9yC5xgI-00060-00020931-00021227 a glass in order to press down and let
f8FN9yC5xgI-00061-00021228-00021593 it flatter make sure you go up like one
f8FN9yC5xgI-00062-00021594-00021924 and a half inches off all around
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f8FN9yC5xgI-00064-00022079-00022433 meanwhile while you're baking your crust
f8FN9yC5xgI-00065-00022434-00022810 you're gonna start making your feelings
f8FN9yC5xgI-00066-00022811-00023225 and so you add your cashews your agave
f8FN9yC5xgI-00067-00023226-00023924 syrup you can put as much sweetener as
f8FN9yC5xgI-00068-00023925-00024070 you want you can add
f8FN9yC5xgI-00069-00024071-00024891 silken tofu have your coconut meal
f8FN9yC5xgI-00070-00024892-00025022 [Music]
f8FN9yC5xgI-00071-00025023-00025561 lemon juice and you're gonna blend until
f8FN9yC5xgI-00072-00025562-00025740 you get that small
f8FN9yC5xgI-00073-00025741-00026420 mix and this is how it looks like pour
f8FN9yC5xgI-00074-00026420-00026812 it on top the top of your crust
f8FN9yC5xgI-00075-00026813-00027086 you're gonna spread it and you're gonna
f8FN9yC5xgI-00076-00027087-00027527 put a decreasing for 30 minutes for the
f8FN9yC5xgI-00077-00027527-00027745 jab at the new Paris of the economy cup
f8FN9yC5xgI-00078-00027747-00029354 hand mash them squeeze the lemon and let
f8FN9yC5xgI-00079-00029355-00029711 it simmer for 4 minutes it has to be
f8FN9yC5xgI-00080-00029712-00029919 kind of like thick
f8FN9yC5xgI-00081-00029920-00030620 it's gonna be thicker let it cool down
f8FN9yC5xgI-00082-00030620-00031200 and after 30 minutes you're gonna take
f8FN9yC5xgI-00083-00031201-00031488 out your Frost from the freezer and
f8FN9yC5xgI-00084-00031489-00031745 you're gonna across what the feelings
f8FN9yC5xgI-00085-00031747-00031944 from the freezer and you're gonna spread
f8FN9yC5xgI-00086-00031945-00032343 the jam on top of your pie and this is
f8FN9yC5xgI-00087-00032344-00032769 how it looks like now it's ready you can
f8FN9yC5xgI-00088-00032770-00033450 cut some pieces this is a very healthy
f8FN9yC5xgI-00089-00033451-00033711 and delicious recipe business just a
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f8FN9yC5xgI-00092-00034374-00034713 next week's recipe is gonna be how to
f8FN9yC5xgI-00093-00034714-00035127 make tofu lettuce wraps thank you for
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fsxwov0rcXu-00000-00000051-00000550 the 51st state in post 1 959 American
fsxwov0rcXu-00001-00000551-00000721 political discourse is a phrase that
fsxwov0rcXu-00002-00000722-00000952 refers to areas or locales that are
fsxwov0rcXu-00003-00000953-00001190 seriously or facetiously considered
fsxwov0rcXu-00004-00001191-00001400 candidates for u.s. statehood joining
fsxwov0rcXu-00005-00001401-00001609 the 50 states that presently compose the
fsxwov0rcXu-00006-00001610-00001859 United States the phrase has been
fsxwov0rcXu-00007-00001860-00002048 applied to external territories as well
fsxwov0rcXu-00008-00002049-00002258 as parts of existing States which would
fsxwov0rcXu-00009-00002259-00002429 be admitted as separate states in their
fsxwov0rcXu-00010-00002430-00002489 own right
fsxwov0rcXu-00011-00002490-00002924 the phrase 51st state sometimes has
fsxwov0rcXu-00012-00002925-00003155 international political connotations not
fsxwov0rcXu-00013-00003156-00003361 necessarily having to do with becoming a
fsxwov0rcXu-00014-00003362-00003800 US state the phrase 51st state can be
fsxwov0rcXu-00015-00003801-00004000 used in a positive sense meaning that a
fsxwov0rcXu-00016-00004001-00004193 region or territory is so aligned
fsxwov0rcXu-00017-00004194-00004409 supportive and conducive with the United
fsxwov0rcXu-00018-00004410-00004700 States that it is like a US state it can
fsxwov0rcXu-00019-00004701-00004861 also be used in a pejorative sense
fsxwov0rcXu-00020-00004862-00005107 meaning an area a region is perceived to
fsxwov0rcXu-00021-00005108-00005323 be under excessive American cultural or
fsxwov0rcXu-00022-00005324-00005629 military influence or control in various
fsxwov0rcXu-00023-00005630-00005812 countries around the world people who
fsxwov0rcXu-00024-00005813-00006002 believe their local or national culture
fsxwov0rcXu-00025-00006003-00006205 has become too Americanized sometimes
fsxwov0rcXu-00026-00006206-00006559 use the term 51st state in reference to
fsxwov0rcXu-00027-00006561-00006767 their own countries voters in Washington
fsxwov0rcXu-00028-00006768-00007001 DC and Puerto Rico have both voted for
fsxwov0rcXu-00029-00007002-00007265 statehood in referendums as statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00030-00007266-00007448 candidates their admission to the Union
fsxwov0rcXu-00031-00007448-00007754 requires congressional approval American
fsxwov0rcXu-00032-00007755-00008009 Samoa Guam the Northern Mariana Islands
fsxwov0rcXu-00033-00008009-00008222 and the United States Virgin Islands are
fsxwov0rcXu-00034-00008223-00008420 also US territories and could
fsxwov0rcXu-00035-00008421-00008624 potentially become US States Sunday
fsxwov0rcXu-00036-00008625-00008858 before Alaska and Hawaii became states
fsxwov0rcXu-00037-00008859-00009110 of the United States in 1959 the
fsxwov0rcXu-00038-00009111-00009374 corresponding expression was the 49th
fsxwov0rcXu-00039-00009375-00009587 state
fsxwov0rcXu-00040-00009588-00009766 you
fsxwov0rcXu-00041-00009767-00010338 topic legal requirements
fsxwov0rcXu-00042-00010339-00010617 article four section three Clause 1 of
fsxwov0rcXu-00043-00010618-00010771 the United States Constitution
fsxwov0rcXu-00044-00010772-00011019 authorizes Congress to admit new States
fsxwov0rcXu-00045-00011020-00011187 into the United States beyond the
fsxwov0rcXu-00046-00011188-00011367 thirteen already in existence at the
fsxwov0rcXu-00047-00011368-00011571 time the Constitution went into effect
fsxwov0rcXu-00048-00011572-00011940 in 1788 historically most new states
fsxwov0rcXu-00049-00011941-00012129 brought into being by Congress have been
fsxwov0rcXu-00050-00012130-00012273 established from an organized
fsxwov0rcXu-00051-00012274-00012498 incorporated territory created and
fsxwov0rcXu-00052-00012499-00012780 governed by Congress in some cases an
fsxwov0rcXu-00053-00012781-00012990 entire territory became a state in
fsxwov0rcXu-00054-00012991-00013194 others some part of a territory became a
fsxwov0rcXu-00055-00013194-00013575 state as defined in a 1953 US Senate
fsxwov0rcXu-00056-00013576-00013737 Committee on interior and insular
fsxwov0rcXu-00057-00013738-00013922 affairs the traditionally accepted
fsxwov0rcXu-00058-00013923-00014196 requirements for statehood are the
fsxwov0rcXu-00059-00014197-00014385 inhabitants of the proposed new state
fsxwov0rcXu-00060-00014386-00014559 are imbued with and are sympathetic
fsxwov0rcXu-00061-00014560-00014754 toward the principles of democracy as
fsxwov0rcXu-00062-00014755-00014949 exemplified in the American form of
fsxwov0rcXu-00063-00014950-00015231 government a majority of the electorate
fsxwov0rcXu-00064-00015232-00015525 wish statehood the proposed new state
fsxwov0rcXu-00065-00015526-00015756 has sufficient population and resources
fsxwov0rcXu-00066-00015757-00015941 to support state government and carry
fsxwov0rcXu-00067-00015943-00016107 its share of the cost of federal
fsxwov0rcXu-00068-00016108-00016322 government in most cases the organized
fsxwov0rcXu-00069-00016323-00016527 government of a territory made known the
fsxwov0rcXu-00070-00016528-00016731 sentiment of its population in favor of
fsxwov0rcXu-00071-00016732-00017034 statehood usually by referendum Congress
fsxwov0rcXu-00072-00017035-00017184 then directed that government to
fsxwov0rcXu-00073-00017185-00017397 organize a constitutional convention to
fsxwov0rcXu-00074-00017398-00017637 write a state constitution upon
fsxwov0rcXu-00075-00017638-00017841 acceptance of that constitution by the
fsxwov0rcXu-00076-00017842-00018024 people of the territory and then by
fsxwov0rcXu-00077-00018025-00018192 Congress would adopt a joint resolution
fsxwov0rcXu-00078-00018193-00018417 granting statehood and the president
fsxwov0rcXu-00079-00018418-00018564 would issue a proclamation announcing
fsxwov0rcXu-00080-00018565-00018753 that a new state has been added to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00081-00018754-00019031 Union while Congress which has ultimate
fsxwov0rcXu-00082-00019032-00019191 authority over the admission of new
fsxwov0rcXu-00083-00019192-00019380 states has usually followed this
fsxwov0rcXu-00084-00019381-00019578 procedure there have been occasions due
fsxwov0rcXu-00085-00019579-00019788 to unique case specific circumstances
fsxwov0rcXu-00086-00019789-00020166 where it did not
fsxwov0rcXu-00087-00020167-00020695 topic Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00088-00020696-00020923 Puerto Rico has been discussed as a
fsxwov0rcXu-00089-00020924-00021148 potential 51st state of the United
fsxwov0rcXu-00090-00021149-00021487 States in a 2012 status referendum a
fsxwov0rcXu-00091-00021488-00021769 majority of voters 54% expressed
fsxwov0rcXu-00092-00021770-00021940 dissatisfaction with the current
fsxwov0rcXu-00093-00021941-00022195 political relationship in a separate
fsxwov0rcXu-00094-00022196-00022465 question 61% of voters supported
fsxwov0rcXu-00095-00022466-00022732 statehood excluding the 26% of voters
fsxwov0rcXu-00096-00022733-00023023 who left this question blank on December
fsxwov0rcXu-00097-00023024-00023314 11 2012 Porto Rico's legislature
fsxwov0rcXu-00098-00023315-00023497 resolved to request that the president
fsxwov0rcXu-00099-00023498-00023788 and the US Congress act on the results
fsxwov0rcXu-00100-00023789-00023968 and the current form of territorial
fsxwov0rcXu-00101-00023969-00024154 status and begin the process of
fsxwov0rcXu-00102-00024155-00024337 admitting Puerto Rico to the Union as a
fsxwov0rcXu-00103-00024338-00024754 state on January 4th 2017 Puerto Rico's
fsxwov0rcXu-00104-00024755-00024967 new representative to Congress pushed a
fsxwov0rcXu-00105-00024968-00025231 bill that would ratify statehood by 2025
fsxwov0rcXu-00106-00025232-00025537 On June 11 2017 another non-binding
fsxwov0rcXu-00107-00025538-00025894 referendum was held where 97.7% voted
fsxwov0rcXu-00108-00025895-00026122 and favored the statehood option the
fsxwov0rcXu-00109-00026123-00026326 turnout for this vote was a low 23
fsxwov0rcXu-00110-00026327-00026514 percent but some leaders of the new
fsxwov0rcXu-00111-00026516-00026713 Progressive Party say this is because of
fsxwov0rcXu-00112-00026714-00026883 migration of Puerto Ricans to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00113-00026885-00027169 mainland this referendum was boycotted
fsxwov0rcXu-00114-00027170-00027358 by the other two parties of opposition
fsxwov0rcXu-00115-00027358-00028018 on June 27th 2018 the HR 6240 six act
fsxwov0rcXu-00116-00028019-00028227 was introduced on the US House with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00117-00028229-00028435 purpose of responding to and complying
fsxwov0rcXu-00118-00028436-00028608 with the Democratic will of the United
fsxwov0rcXu-00119-00028610-00028813 States citizens residing in Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00120-00028814-00029047 as expressed in the plebiscites held on
fsxwov0rcXu-00121-00029048-00029416 November 6 2012 and June 11th 2017 by
fsxwov0rcXu-00122-00029417-00029554 setting forth the terms for the
fsxwov0rcXu-00123-00029555-00029719 admission of the territory of Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00124-00029720-00029970 Rico as a state of the union the
fsxwov0rcXu-00125-00029972-00030199 admission act has 37 original
fsxwov0rcXu-00126-00030200-00030394 co-sponsors between Republicans and
fsxwov0rcXu-00127-00030395-00030556 Democrats in the US House of
fsxwov0rcXu-00128-00030557-00030987 Representatives
fsxwov0rcXu-00129-00030988-00031652 Papik background since 1898 Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00130-00031654-00031851 has had limited representation in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00131-00031852-00032058 United States Congress in the form of a
fsxwov0rcXu-00132-00032058-00032217 Resident Commissioner a non-voting
fsxwov0rcXu-00133-00032218-00032552 delegate the 110th Congress returned the
fsxwov0rcXu-00134-00032554-00032708 commissioners power to vote in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00135-00032710-00032856 committee of the whole but not on
fsxwov0rcXu-00136-00032857-00033039 matters where the vote would represent a
fsxwov0rcXu-00137-00033040-00033348 decisive participation Puerto Rico has
fsxwov0rcXu-00138-00033349-00033504 elections on the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-00139-00033505-00033714 presidential primary or caucus of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00140-00033715-00033849 Democratic Party and the Republican
fsxwov0rcXu-00141-00033850-00034068 Party to select delegates to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00142-00034069-00034284 respective party's national conventions
fsxwov0rcXu-00143-00034285-00034467 although presidential electors are not
fsxwov0rcXu-00144-00034468-00034713 granted on the Electoral College as
fsxwov0rcXu-00145-00034714-00034953 American citizens Puerto Ricans can vote
fsxwov0rcXu-00146-00034954-00035187 in u.s. presidential elections provided
fsxwov0rcXu-00147-00035188-00035382 they reside in one of the 50 states or
fsxwov0rcXu-00148-00035383-00035550 the District of Columbia and not in
fsxwov0rcXu-00149-00035551-00035853 Puerto Rico itself residents of Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00150-00035854-00036138 Rico pay US federal taxes import and
fsxwov0rcXu-00151-00036139-00036393 export taxes federal commodity taxes
fsxwov0rcXu-00152-00036394-00036609 Social Security taxes thereby
fsxwov0rcXu-00153-00036610-00036797 contributing to the American government
fsxwov0rcXu-00154-00036798-00037080 most Puerto Rico residents do not pay
fsxwov0rcXu-00155-00037081-00037302 federal income tax but do pay federal
fsxwov0rcXu-00156-00037303-00037521 payroll taxes Social Security and
fsxwov0rcXu-00157-00037522-00037839 Medicare however federal employees those
fsxwov0rcXu-00158-00037840-00037965 who do business with the federal
fsxwov0rcXu-00159-00037966-00038040 government
fsxwov0rcXu-00160-00038041-00038238 Puerto Rico based corporations that
fsxwov0rcXu-00161-00038239-00038427 intend to send funds to the US and
fsxwov0rcXu-00162-00038428-00038627 others do pay federal income taxes
fsxwov0rcXu-00163-00038628-00038868 Puerto Ricans may enlist in the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00164-00038869-00039150 military Porto Ricans have participated
fsxwov0rcXu-00165-00039151-00039465 in all American wars since 1898 52
fsxwov0rcXu-00166-00039466-00039621 Puerto Ricans had been killed in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00167-00039622-00039849 Iraq war and war in Afghanistan by
fsxwov0rcXu-00168-00039850-00040116 November 2012 Puerto Rico has been under
fsxwov0rcXu-00169-00040117-00040338 US sovereignty for over a century after
fsxwov0rcXu-00170-00040339-00040518 it was ceded to the US by Spain
fsxwov0rcXu-00171-00040519-00040617 following the end of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00172-00040618-00040830 spanish-american war and Puerto Ricans
fsxwov0rcXu-00173-00040831-00041169 have been US citizens since 1917 the
fsxwov0rcXu-00174-00041170-00041364 islands ultimate status has not been
fsxwov0rcXu-00175-00041365-00041577 determined as of 2012 and its residents
fsxwov0rcXu-00176-00041578-00041787 do not have voting representation in
fsxwov0rcXu-00177-00041788-00042048 their federal government Puerto Rico has
fsxwov0rcXu-00178-00042049-00042216 limited representation in the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00179-00042217-00042417 Congress in the form of a Resident
fsxwov0rcXu-00180-00042418-00042603 Commissioner a delegate with limited
fsxwov0rcXu-00181-00042604-00042837 noww voting rights like the states
fsxwov0rcXu-00182-00042838-00043098 Puerto Rico has self-rule a Republican
fsxwov0rcXu-00183-00043099-00043311 form of government organized pursuant to
fsxwov0rcXu-00184-00043312-00043536 a constitution adopted by its people and
fsxwov0rcXu-00185-00043537-00043860 a Bill of Rights this constitution was
fsxwov0rcXu-00186-00043861-00044064 created when the US Congress directed
fsxwov0rcXu-00187-00044065-00044207 local government to organize a
fsxwov0rcXu-00188-00044208-00044367 Constitutional Convention
fsxwov0rcXu-00189-00044368-00044565 to write the Puerto Rico Constitution in
fsxwov0rcXu-00190-00044566-00044931 1951 the acceptance of that Constitution
fsxwov0rcXu-00191-00044932-00045137 by Puerto Rico's electorate the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00192-00045138-00045348 Congress and the US president occurred
fsxwov0rcXu-00193-00045349-00045665 in 1952 in addition the rights
fsxwov0rcXu-00194-00045666-00045876 privileges and immunities attendant to
fsxwov0rcXu-00195-00045877-00046134 United States citizens are respected in
fsxwov0rcXu-00196-00046135-00046371 Puerto Rico to the same extent as though
fsxwov0rcXu-00197-00046372-00046607 Puerto Rico were a state of the union
fsxwov0rcXu-00198-00046608-00046848 through the express extension of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00199-00046849-00047043 privileges and immunities Clause of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00200-00047044-00047280 US Constitution by the US Congress in
fsxwov0rcXu-00201-00047281-00047571 1948 Puerto Rico is designated in its
fsxwov0rcXu-00202-00047572-00047799 Constitution as the Commonwealth of
fsxwov0rcXu-00203-00047800-00048081 Puerto Rico the constitution of Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00204-00048082-00048374 Rico which became effective in 1952
fsxwov0rcXu-00205-00048375-00048606 adopted the name of estado libre
fsxwov0rcXu-00206-00048607-00048890 asociado literally translated as free
fsxwov0rcXu-00207-00048891-00049179 associated state officially translated
fsxwov0rcXu-00208-00049180-00049380 into English as Commonwealth for its
fsxwov0rcXu-00209-00049381-00049614 body politic the island is under the
fsxwov0rcXu-00210-00049615-00049812 jurisdiction of the territorial Clause
fsxwov0rcXu-00211-00049813-00050031 of the US Constitution which has led to
fsxwov0rcXu-00212-00050032-00050193 doubts about the finality of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00213-00050194-00050426 Commonwealth status for Puerto Rico in
fsxwov0rcXu-00214-00050427-00050673 addition all people born in Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00215-00050674-00050901 becomes citizens of the u.s. at birth
fsxwov0rcXu-00216-00050902-00051071 under provisions of the Jones Schaaf
fsxwov0rcXu-00217-00051072-00051354 Roth Act in 1917 but citizens residing
fsxwov0rcXu-00218-00051354-00051569 in Puerto Rico cannot vote for the
fsxwov0rcXu-00219-00051570-00051767 President of the United States nor for
fsxwov0rcXu-00220-00051769-00051986 full members of either house of Congress
fsxwov0rcXu-00221-00051987-00052229 statehood would grant Island residents
fsxwov0rcXu-00222-00052230-00052415 full voting rights at the federal level
fsxwov0rcXu-00223-00052416-00052904 the Puerto Rico democracy Act HR 2499
fsxwov0rcXu-00224-00052905-00053196 was approved on April 29 2010 by the
fsxwov0rcXu-00225-00053197-00053429 United States House of Representatives
fsxwov0rcXu-00226-00053429-00053814 223 to 169 but was not approved by the
fsxwov0rcXu-00227-00053815-00054036 Senate before the end of the 111th
fsxwov0rcXu-00228-00054037-00054279 Congress it would have provided for a
fsxwov0rcXu-00229-00054279-00054465 federally sanctioned self-determination
fsxwov0rcXu-00230-00054466-00054689 process for the people of Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00231-00054690-00054966 this Act would provide for referendums
fsxwov0rcXu-00232-00054966-00055164 to be held in Puerto Rico to determine
fsxwov0rcXu-00233-00055165-00055442 the islands ultimate political status it
fsxwov0rcXu-00234-00055444-00055959 had also been introduced in 2007
fsxwov0rcXu-00235-00055960-00056475 topic vote for statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00236-00056476-00056792 in November 2012 a referendum resulted
fsxwov0rcXu-00237-00056794-00057080 in 54% of respondents voting to reject
fsxwov0rcXu-00238-00057082-00057282 the current status under the territorial
fsxwov0rcXu-00239-00057283-00057486 Clause of the US Constitution while a
fsxwov0rcXu-00240-00057487-00057744 second question resulted in 61 percent
fsxwov0rcXu-00241-00057745-00057945 of voters identifying statehood as the
fsxwov0rcXu-00242-00057946-00058095 preferred alternative to the current
fsxwov0rcXu-00243-00058096-00058449 territorial status the 2012 referendum
fsxwov0rcXu-00244-00058450-00058572 was by far the most successful
fsxwov0rcXu-00245-00058573-00058815 referendum for statehood advocates and
fsxwov0rcXu-00246-00058816-00058998 support for statehood has risen in each
fsxwov0rcXu-00247-00058999-00059279 successive popular referendum however
fsxwov0rcXu-00248-00059280-00059496 more than one in four voters abstained
fsxwov0rcXu-00249-00059497-00059637 from answering the question on the
fsxwov0rcXu-00250-00059638-00059919 preferred alternative status statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00251-00059920-00060104 opponents have argued that the statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00252-00060105-00060396 option garnered only 45% of the votes if
fsxwov0rcXu-00253-00060397-00060678 abstentions are included if abstentions
fsxwov0rcXu-00254-00060679-00060834 are considered the result of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00255-00060835-00061113 referendum is much closer to 44% for
fsxwov0rcXu-00256-00061114-00061292 statehood a number that falls under the
fsxwov0rcXu-00257-00061294-00061527 50 percent majority mark the Washington
fsxwov0rcXu-00258-00061528-00061737 Post the New York Times and the Boston
fsxwov0rcXu-00259-00061738-00061908 Herald have published opinion pieces
fsxwov0rcXu-00260-00061909-00062105 expressing support for the statehood of
fsxwov0rcXu-00261-00062107-00062400 Puerto Rico on November 8 2012
fsxwov0rcXu-00262-00062401-00062630 Washington DC newspaper the hill
fsxwov0rcXu-00263-00062632-00062790 published an article saying that
fsxwov0rcXu-00264-00062791-00062973 Congress will likely ignore the results
fsxwov0rcXu-00265-00062974-00063099 of the referendum due to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00266-00063100-00063384 circumstances behind the votes u.s.
fsxwov0rcXu-00267-00063385-00063612 congressman luis Gutierrez in u.s.
fsxwov0rcXu-00268-00063613-00063852 congresswoman Nydia Velazquez both of
fsxwov0rcXu-00269-00063853-00064053 Puerto Rican ancestry agreed with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00270-00064054-00064296 hill statements shortly after the
fsxwov0rcXu-00271-00064297-00064515 results were published Puerto Rico born
fsxwov0rcXu-00272-00064516-00064749 US Congressman Jose Enrique Serrano
fsxwov0rcXu-00273-00064750-00064935 commented I was particularly impressed
fsxwov0rcXu-00274-00064936-00065112 with the outcome of the status
fsxwov0rcXu-00275-00065113-00065409 referendum in Puerto Rico a majority of
fsxwov0rcXu-00276-00065410-00065577 those voting signaled the desire to
fsxwov0rcXu-00277-00065578-00065808 change the current territorial status in
fsxwov0rcXu-00278-00065809-00066057 a second question and even larger
fsxwov0rcXu-00279-00066058-00066348 majority asked to become a state this is
fsxwov0rcXu-00280-00066349-00066549 an earthquake in Puerto Rican politics
fsxwov0rcXu-00281-00066550-00066759 it will demand the attention of Congress
fsxwov0rcXu-00282-00066760-00066981 and a definitive answer to the puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00283-00066982-00067224 rican request for change this is a
fsxwov0rcXu-00284-00067225-00067431 history-making moment where voters ask
fsxwov0rcXu-00285-00067432-00067770 to move forward several days after the
fsxwov0rcXu-00286-00067771-00067986 referendum the resident commissioner
fsxwov0rcXu-00287-00067987-00068277 Pedro Pierluisi governor Luis Fortuno
fsxwov0rcXu-00288-00068278-00068544 and governor elect Alejandro Garcia
fsxwov0rcXu-00289-00068545-00068760 padilha wrote separate letters to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00290-00068761-00068964 President of the United States Barack
fsxwov0rcXu-00291-00068965-00069201 Obama addressing the results of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00292-00069202-00069546 Voting Pierluisi urged Obama to begin
fsxwov0rcXu-00293-00069547-00069798 legislation in favor of the statehood of
fsxwov0rcXu-00294-00069799-00069867 Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00295-00069868-00070121 in light of its win in the referendum
fsxwov0rcXu-00296-00070122-00070368 Fortuno urged him to move the process
fsxwov0rcXu-00297-00070369-00070470 forward
fsxwov0rcXu-00298-00070471-00070737 Garcia padilha asked him to reject the
fsxwov0rcXu-00299-00070738-00071034 results because of their ambiguity the
fsxwov0rcXu-00300-00071035-00071226 White House stance related to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00301-00071227-00071487 November 2012 plebiscite was that the
fsxwov0rcXu-00302-00071488-00071718 results were clear the people of Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00303-00071719-00071973 Rico want the issue of status resolved
fsxwov0rcXu-00304-00071974-00072186 and a majority chose statehood in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00305-00072187-00072459 second question former White House
fsxwov0rcXu-00306-00072460-00072794 director of Hispanic media stated now it
fsxwov0rcXu-00307-00072795-00072969 is time for Congress to act and the
fsxwov0rcXu-00308-00072970-00073128 administration will work with them on
fsxwov0rcXu-00309-00073129-00073313 that effort so that the people of Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00310-00073314-00073509 Rico can determine their own future on
fsxwov0rcXu-00311-00073510-00073803 may 15th 2013 Resident Commissioner
fsxwov0rcXu-00312-00073804-00074217 Pierre Louis II introduced HR 2002
fsxwov0rcXu-00313-00074218-00074505 Congress to set forth the process for
fsxwov0rcXu-00314-00074506-00074703 Puerto Rico to be admitted as a State of
fsxwov0rcXu-00315-00074704-00074888 the Union asking for Congress to vote on
fsxwov0rcXu-00316-00074889-00075156 ratifying Puerto Rico as the 51st state
fsxwov0rcXu-00317-00075157-00075441 On February 12 2014
fsxwov0rcXu-00318-00075442-00075648 senator Martin Heinrich introduced a
fsxwov0rcXu-00319-00075649-00075891 bill in the US Senate the bill would
fsxwov0rcXu-00320-00075892-00076076 require a binding referendum to be held
fsxwov0rcXu-00321-00076077-00076269 in Puerto Rico asking whether the
fsxwov0rcXu-00322-00076270-00076434 territory wants to be admitted as a
fsxwov0rcXu-00323-00076435-00076707 state in the event of a yes vote the
fsxwov0rcXu-00324-00076708-00076848 president would be asked to submit
fsxwov0rcXu-00325-00076849-00077082 legislation to Congress to admit Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00326-00077083-00077448 Rico as a state
fsxwov0rcXu-00327-00077449-00077709 topic government funding for a fifth
fsxwov0rcXu-00328-00077710-00078082 referendum
fsxwov0rcXu-00329-00078083-00078448 On January 15 2014 the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-00330-00078449-00078709 House of Representatives approved 2.5
fsxwov0rcXu-00331-00078710-00078895 million dollars in funding to hold a
fsxwov0rcXu-00332-00078896-00079156 referendum this referendum can be held
fsxwov0rcXu-00333-00079157-00079360 at any time as there is no deadline by
fsxwov0rcXu-00334-00079361-00079597 which the funds have to be used the
fsxwov0rcXu-00335-00079598-00079789 United States Senate then passed the
fsxwov0rcXu-00336-00079790-00079927 bill which was signed into law on
fsxwov0rcXu-00337-00079928-00080296 January 17 2014 by Barack Obama then
fsxwov0rcXu-00338-00080297-00080736 President of the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-00339-00080737-00081314 topic 2017 referendum
fsxwov0rcXu-00340-00081315-00081584 the previous plebiscites provided voters
fsxwov0rcXu-00341-00081585-00081782 with three options statehood free
fsxwov0rcXu-00342-00081783-00082085 association and independence the Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00343-00082086-00082337 Rican status referendum of 2017
fsxwov0rcXu-00344-00082338-00082516 originally offered only two options
fsxwov0rcXu-00345-00082517-00082739 statehood and independence free
fsxwov0rcXu-00346-00082740-00082967 association however a current
fsxwov0rcXu-00347-00082968-00083255 territorial status was added before the
fsxwov0rcXu-00348-00083256-00083507 referendum took place the referendum was
fsxwov0rcXu-00349-00083508-00083753 held on June 11th 2017 with an
fsxwov0rcXu-00350-00083754-00083906 overwhelming majority of voters
fsxwov0rcXu-00351-00083907-00084104 supporting statehood at ninety seven
fsxwov0rcXu-00352-00084105-00084302 point one six percent however with a
fsxwov0rcXu-00353-00084303-00084503 voter turnout of twenty-two point nine
fsxwov0rcXu-00354-00084504-00084794 nine percent a historical low if the
fsxwov0rcXu-00355-00084795-00084995 majority voted for independence free
fsxwov0rcXu-00356-00084996-00085190 association a second vote would have
fsxwov0rcXu-00357-00085191-00085352 been held to determine the preference
fsxwov0rcXu-00358-00085353-00085535 full independence as a nation or
fsxwov0rcXu-00359-00085536-00085724 associated free state status with
fsxwov0rcXu-00360-00085725-00085925 independence but with a free and
fsxwov0rcXu-00361-00085926-00086231 voluntary political association between
fsxwov0rcXu-00362-00086232-00086510 Puerto Rico and the United States the
fsxwov0rcXu-00363-00086511-00086684 specifics of the association agreement
fsxwov0rcXu-00364-00086685-00086912 would be detailed in the compact of free
fsxwov0rcXu-00365-00086913-00087122 association that would be negotiated
fsxwov0rcXu-00366-00087123-00087355 between the u.s. and Puerto Rico that
fsxwov0rcXu-00367-00087356-00087599 document might cover topics such as the
fsxwov0rcXu-00368-00087600-00087815 role of the US military in Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00369-00087816-00088082 the use of the US currency free trade
fsxwov0rcXu-00370-00088083-00088241 between the two entities and whether
fsxwov0rcXu-00371-00088242-00088433 Puerto Ricans would be US citizens
fsxwov0rcXu-00372-00088434-00088667 Governor Ricardo Rosello is strongly in
fsxwov0rcXu-00373-00088668-00088850 favor of statehood to help develop the
fsxwov0rcXu-00374-00088851-00089162 economy and help to solve our 500 year
fsxwov0rcXu-00375-00089163-00089471 old colonial dilemma
fsxwov0rcXu-00376-00089472-00089815 colonialism is not an option
fsxwov0rcXu-00377-00089816-00090142 it's a civil rights issue
fsxwov0rcXu-00378-00090143-00090485 3.5 million citizens seeking an absolute
fsxwov0rcXu-00379-00090486-00090785 democracy he told the news media
fsxwov0rcXu-00380-00090786-00090998 benefits of statehood include an
fsxwov0rcXu-00381-00090999-00091185 additional 10 billion dollars per year
fsxwov0rcXu-00382-00091186-00091400 in federal funds the right to vote in
fsxwov0rcXu-00383-00091401-00091616 presidential elections higher Social
fsxwov0rcXu-00384-00091617-00091826 Security and Medicare benefits and a
fsxwov0rcXu-00385-00091827-00092004 right for its government agencies and
fsxwov0rcXu-00386-00092005-00092225 municipalities to file for bankruptcy
fsxwov0rcXu-00387-00092226-00092510 the latter is currently prohibited at
fsxwov0rcXu-00388-00092511-00092699 approximately the same time as the
fsxwov0rcXu-00389-00092700-00092942 referendum Puerto Rico's legislators are
fsxwov0rcXu-00390-00092943-00093110 also expected to vote on the bill that
fsxwov0rcXu-00391-00093111-00093275 would allow the governor to draft a
fsxwov0rcXu-00392-00093276-00093494 state constitution and hold elections to
fsxwov0rcXu-00393-00093495-00093692 choose Senators and Representatives to
fsxwov0rcXu-00394-00093693-00093984 the United States Congress regardless of
fsxwov0rcXu-00395-00093985-00094154 the outcome of the referendum or the
fsxwov0rcXu-00396-00094155-00094388 bill on drafting a constitution action
fsxwov0rcXu-00397-00094389-00094574 by Congress would be necessary to
fsxwov0rcXu-00398-00094575-00094754 implement changes to the status of
fsxwov0rcXu-00399-00094755-00094967 Puerto Rico under the territorial Clause
fsxwov0rcXu-00400-00094968-00095201 of the United States Constitution if the
fsxwov0rcXu-00401-00095202-00095397 majority of Puerto Ricans were to choose
fsxwov0rcXu-00402-00095398-00095663 the free association option and only 33%
fsxwov0rcXu-00403-00095664-00095918 voted for it in 2012 and if it were
fsxwov0rcXu-00404-00095919-00096153 granted by the US Congress Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00405-00096154-00096366 would become a free Associated State a
fsxwov0rcXu-00406-00096367-00096623 virtually independent nation it would
fsxwov0rcXu-00407-00096624-00096822 have a political and economical Treaty
fsxwov0rcXu-00408-00096823-00097023 of association with the u.s. that would
fsxwov0rcXu-00409-00097024-00097298 stipulate all delegated agreements this
fsxwov0rcXu-00410-00097299-00097497 could give Puerto Rico a similar status
fsxwov0rcXu-00411-00097498-00097718 to Micronesia the Marshall Islands and
fsxwov0rcXu-00412-00097719-00097916 Palau countries which currently have a
fsxwov0rcXu-00413-00097917-00098117 compact of free association with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00414-00098118-00098441 United States those free associated
fsxwov0rcXu-00415-00098442-00098660 states use the American dollar receive
fsxwov0rcXu-00416-00098661-00098847 some financial support and the promise
fsxwov0rcXu-00417-00098848-00099035 of military defense if they refuse
fsxwov0rcXu-00418-00099036-00099246 military access to any other country
fsxwov0rcXu-00419-00099247-00099479 their citizens are allowed to work in
fsxwov0rcXu-00420-00099480-00099719 the US and serve in its military On June
fsxwov0rcXu-00421-00099720-00099998 11th 500,000 Porto Ricans voted for
fsxwov0rcXu-00422-00099999-00100272 statehood 7,600 voted for independence
fsxwov0rcXu-00423-00100273-00100899 and 6,700 voted for status quo
fsxwov0rcXu-00424-00100900-00101462 topic congressional legislation
fsxwov0rcXu-00425-00101463-00101795 On June 27 2018 Jennifer Gonzalez
fsxwov0rcXu-00426-00101796-00102074 Cologne Puerto Rico's non-voting member
fsxwov0rcXu-00427-00102075-00102290 of Congress introduced the Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00428-00102291-00102746 admission Act of 2018 HR 6240 6 to
fsxwov0rcXu-00429-00102747-00102958 Congress to admit Puerto Rico as a US
fsxwov0rcXu-00430-00102959-00103214 state the legislation would create a
fsxwov0rcXu-00431-00103215-00103411 task force to repeal or amend any
fsxwov0rcXu-00432-00103413-00103580 existing laws that have unequal
fsxwov0rcXu-00433-00103581-00103805 application between Puerto Rico and the
fsxwov0rcXu-00434-00103806-00104000 several states to phase in equality for
fsxwov0rcXu-00435-00104001-00104303 Puerto Rico under this legislation if
fsxwov0rcXu-00436-00104304-00104474 passed Puerto Rico would become
fsxwov0rcXu-00437-00104475-00104605 incorporated from its current
fsxwov0rcXu-00438-00104606-00104833 unincorporated status while equality
fsxwov0rcXu-00439-00104834-00105034 with us states is phased in and Puerto
fsxwov0rcXu-00440-00105035-00105245 Rico would fully become a US state by
fsxwov0rcXu-00441-00105246-00105599 January 2021 the bill introduced into
fsxwov0rcXu-00442-00105600-00105875 the house has bipartisan support with 37
fsxwov0rcXu-00443-00105876-00106163 co-sponsors including 22 Republicans and
fsxwov0rcXu-00444-00106164-00106529 15 Democrats Jennifer Gonzales : as the
fsxwov0rcXu-00445-00106530-00106772 resident Commissioner of Puerto Rico the
fsxwov0rcXu-00446-00106773-00106955 Resident Commissioner is elected by the
fsxwov0rcXu-00447-00106956-00107168 people of Puerto Rico to serve in the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00448-00107169-00107372 House of Representatives but does not
fsxwov0rcXu-00449-00107373-00107552 have full voting power due to its
fsxwov0rcXu-00450-00107553-00107852 unequal status as a u.s. territory the
fsxwov0rcXu-00451-00107853-00108068 legislation cites the two referenda
fsxwov0rcXu-00452-00108069-00108254 Puerto Rico voted on in favor of
fsxwov0rcXu-00453-00108255-00108443 statehood to call on Congress to admit
fsxwov0rcXu-00454-00108444-00108644 Puerto Rico as a state as an expression
fsxwov0rcXu-00455-00108645-00108791 of the will of the people in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00456-00108792-00109211 territory
fsxwov0rcXu-00457-00109213-00109654 topic guam
fsxwov0rcXu-00458-00109655-00109927 Guam formerly the territory of Guam is
fsxwov0rcXu-00459-00109928-00110101 an unincorporated and organized
fsxwov0rcXu-00460-00110102-00110413 territory of the United States located
fsxwov0rcXu-00461-00110414-00110644 in the western Pacific Ocean Guam is one
fsxwov0rcXu-00462-00110645-00110839 of five American territories with an
fsxwov0rcXu-00463-00110840-00111025 established civilian government in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00464-00111026-00111283 1980s and early 1990s there was a
fsxwov0rcXu-00465-00111283-00111472 significant movement in favor of this
fsxwov0rcXu-00466-00111473-00111682 u.s. territory becoming a Commonwealth
fsxwov0rcXu-00467-00111683-00111810 which would give it a level of
fsxwov0rcXu-00468-00111811-00111988 self-government similar to Puerto Rico
fsxwov0rcXu-00469-00111989-00112300 and the Northern Mariana Islands however
fsxwov0rcXu-00470-00112301-00112489 the federal government rejected the
fsxwov0rcXu-00471-00112490-00112645 version of a Commonwealth that the
fsxwov0rcXu-00472-00112646-00112846 government of Guam proposed because its
fsxwov0rcXu-00473-00112847-00113014 clauses were incompatible with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00474-00113015-00113500 territorial class aren't IV sect 3 CL 2
fsxwov0rcXu-00475-00113501-00113776 of the US Constitution other movements
fsxwov0rcXu-00476-00113777-00114025 advocate u.s. statehood for Guam union
fsxwov0rcXu-00477-00114026-00114226 with the state of Hawaii or union with
fsxwov0rcXu-00478-00114227-00114430 the Northern Mariana Islands as a single
fsxwov0rcXu-00479-00114431-00114691 territory or independence in a 1982
fsxwov0rcXu-00480-00114692-00114931 plebiscite voters indicated interest in
fsxwov0rcXu-00481-00114932-00115126 seeking Commonwealth status but seemed
fsxwov0rcXu-00482-00115127-00115318 not to understand the ramifications of
fsxwov0rcXu-00483-00115319-00115555 such a change the island has been
fsxwov0rcXu-00484-00115556-00115705 considering another non-binding
fsxwov0rcXu-00485-00115706-00116036 plebiscite on decolonization since 1998
fsxwov0rcXu-00486-00116038-00116317 Governor Eddie baza Calvo intended to
fsxwov0rcXu-00487-00116318-00116511 include one during the Islands November
fsxwov0rcXu-00488-00116513-00116767 2016 elections but it was delayed again
fsxwov0rcXu-00489-00116768-00116974 a commission on decolonization was
fsxwov0rcXu-00490-00116975-00117241 established in 1997 to educate the
fsxwov0rcXu-00491-00117242-00117408 people of Guam about the various
fsxwov0rcXu-00492-00117409-00117580 political status options in its
fsxwov0rcXu-00493-00117581-00117772 relationship with the u.s. statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00494-00117773-00117997 free association and independence the
fsxwov0rcXu-00495-00117998-00118372 group was dormant for some years in 2013
fsxwov0rcXu-00496-00118373-00118570 the Commission began seeking funding to
fsxwov0rcXu-00497-00118571-00118849 start a public education campaign there
fsxwov0rcXu-00498-00118850-00119044 were few subsequent developments until
fsxwov0rcXu-00499-00119045-00119149 late 2016
fsxwov0rcXu-00500-00119150-00119446 in early December 2016 the Commission
fsxwov0rcXu-00501-00119447-00119674 scheduled a series of education sessions
fsxwov0rcXu-00502-00119675-00119859 in various villages about the current
fsxwov0rcXu-00503-00119860-00120046 status of Guam's relationship with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00504-00120047-00120258 US and the self-determination options
fsxwov0rcXu-00505-00120259-00120448 that might be considered the
fsxwov0rcXu-00506-00120449-00120646 Commission's current executive director
fsxwov0rcXu-00507-00120647-00120823 as Edward Alvarez and there are 10
fsxwov0rcXu-00508-00120824-00121102 members the group is also expected to
fsxwov0rcXu-00509-00121103-00121321 release position papers on independence
fsxwov0rcXu-00510-00121322-00121513 and statehood but the contents have not
fsxwov0rcXu-00511-00121514-00121693 yet been completed Guam has been
fsxwov0rcXu-00512-00121694-00121957 occupied for over 450 years by the
fsxwov0rcXu-00513-00121958-00122167 Spanish the Japanese and the United
fsxwov0rcXu-00514-00122168-00122524 States in 2016 Governor Eddie Calvo
fsxwov0rcXu-00515-00122525-00122746 planned a decolonization referendum that
fsxwov0rcXu-00516-00122747-00122947 the indigenous Chamorro people of Guam
fsxwov0rcXu-00517-00122948-00123022 would solely
fsxwov0rcXu-00518-00123023-00123183 participate in in which the three
fsxwov0rcXu-00519-00123184-00123358 options would be given including
fsxwov0rcXu-00520-00123358-00123540 statehood independence and free
fsxwov0rcXu-00521-00123541-00123631 association
fsxwov0rcXu-00522-00123632-00123901 however this referendum for the Chamorro
fsxwov0rcXu-00523-00123902-00124086 people was struck down by a federal
fsxwov0rcXu-00524-00124088-00124228 judge on the grounds of racial
fsxwov0rcXu-00525-00124229-00124456 discrimination in the wake of this
fsxwov0rcXu-00526-00124457-00124699 ruling governor Calvo has suggested that
fsxwov0rcXu-00527-00124700-00124894 two ballots be held one for the Chamorro
fsxwov0rcXu-00528-00124895-00125140 people and one for eligible US citizens
fsxwov0rcXu-00529-00125141-00125334 who are non-indigenous residents of Guam
fsxwov0rcXu-00530-00125335-00125623 the governor hopes for a decolonization
fsxwov0rcXu-00531-00125624-00125944 plebiscite to occur in 2018 it is also
fsxwov0rcXu-00532-00125945-00126208 possible that in 2018 Guam and its
fsxwov0rcXu-00533-00126208-00126421 neighbor the Northern Mariana Islands a
fsxwov0rcXu-00534-00126422-00126585 u.s. Commonwealth may vote on a
fsxwov0rcXu-00535-00126586-00127001 reunification referendum
fsxwov0rcXu-00536-00127002-00127564 topic united nations support
fsxwov0rcXu-00537-00127565-00127783 the United Nations is in favor of
fsxwov0rcXu-00538-00127783-00128005 greater self-determination for Guam and
fsxwov0rcXu-00539-00128006-00128314 other such territories the UN Special
fsxwov0rcXu-00540-00128315-00128521 Committee on decolonization has agreed
fsxwov0rcXu-00541-00128522-00128718 to endorse the governor's education plan
fsxwov0rcXu-00542-00128719-00129060 the Commission's may 2016 report states
fsxwov0rcXu-00543-00129061-00129313 with academics from the University of
fsxwov0rcXu-00544-00129314-00129526 Guam the Commission was working to
fsxwov0rcXu-00545-00129527-00129792 create and approve educational materials
fsxwov0rcXu-00546-00129793-00130033 the office of the governor was
fsxwov0rcXu-00547-00130033-00130204 collaborating closely with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00548-00130205-00130468 Commission in developing educational
fsxwov0rcXu-00549-00130469-00130663 materials for the public the United
fsxwov0rcXu-00550-00130664-00130855 States Department of the Interior had
fsxwov0rcXu-00551-00130856-00131101 approved a $300,000 grant for
fsxwov0rcXu-00552-00131102-00131329 decolonization education Edward Alvarez
fsxwov0rcXu-00553-00131330-00131566 told the United Nations Pacific Regional
fsxwov0rcXu-00554-00131567-00131851 seminar in May 2016 we are hopeful that
fsxwov0rcXu-00555-00131852-00132079 this might indicate a shift in United
fsxwov0rcXu-00556-00132080-00132336 States policy to its non-self-governing
fsxwov0rcXu-00557-00132337-00132586 territories such as Guam where they will
fsxwov0rcXu-00558-00132587-00132808 be more willing to engage in discussions
fsxwov0rcXu-00559-00132809-00133042 about our future and offer true support
fsxwov0rcXu-00560-00133043-00133225 to help push us towards true-self
fsxwov0rcXu-00561-00133226-00133821 governances and self-determination
fsxwov0rcXu-00562-00133822-00134371 topic other territories
fsxwov0rcXu-00563-00134372-00134620 the US Virgin Islands explored the
fsxwov0rcXu-00564-00134621-00134881 possibility of statehood in 1984 and
fsxwov0rcXu-00565-00134882-00135121 American Samoa explored the possibility
fsxwov0rcXu-00566-00135122-00135757 of statehood in 2005 and 2017
fsxwov0rcXu-00567-00135758-00136263 Topic District of Columbia
fsxwov0rcXu-00568-00136264-00136518 Washington DC is often mentioned as a
fsxwov0rcXu-00569-00136519-00136755 candidate for statehood in Federalist
fsxwov0rcXu-00570-00136756-00137022 number 43 of the Federalist Papers James
fsxwov0rcXu-00571-00137023-00137226 Madison considered the implications of
fsxwov0rcXu-00572-00137227-00137423 the definition of the seat of government
fsxwov0rcXu-00573-00137424-00137654 found in the United States Constitution
fsxwov0rcXu-00574-00137655-00137958 although he noted potential conflicts of
fsxwov0rcXu-00575-00137959-00138192 interest and the need for a municipal
fsxwov0rcXu-00576-00138193-00138537 legislature for local purposes Madison
fsxwov0rcXu-00577-00138538-00138720 did not address the district's role in
fsxwov0rcXu-00578-00138721-00138996 national voting legal scholars disagree
fsxwov0rcXu-00579-00138997-00139194 on whether a simple act of Congress can
fsxwov0rcXu-00580-00139195-00139383 admit the district as a state due to its
fsxwov0rcXu-00581-00139384-00139563 status as the seat of government of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00582-00139564-00139824 United States which article 1 section 8
fsxwov0rcXu-00583-00139825-00140037 of the Constitution requires to be under
fsxwov0rcXu-00584-00140038-00140238 the exclusive jurisdiction of Congress
fsxwov0rcXu-00585-00140239-00140430 depending on the interpretation of this
fsxwov0rcXu-00586-00140431-00140643 text admission of the full district as a
fsxwov0rcXu-00587-00140644-00140814 state may require a constitutional
fsxwov0rcXu-00588-00140815-00141012 amendment which is much more difficult
fsxwov0rcXu-00589-00141013-00141327 to enact however the Constitution does
fsxwov0rcXu-00590-00141328-00141522 not set a minimum size for the district
fsxwov0rcXu-00591-00141523-00141798 its size has already changed once before
fsxwov0rcXu-00592-00141799-00142008 when Virginia reclaimed the portion of
fsxwov0rcXu-00593-00142009-00142269 the district south of the Potomac so the
fsxwov0rcXu-00594-00142270-00142485 constitutional requirement for a federal
fsxwov0rcXu-00595-00142486-00142701 district can be satisfied by reducing
fsxwov0rcXu-00596-00142702-00142890 its size to the small central core of
fsxwov0rcXu-00597-00142891-00143031 government buildings and monuments
fsxwov0rcXu-00598-00143032-00143286 Washington DC residents who support the
fsxwov0rcXu-00599-00143287-00143454 statehood movement sometimes use a
fsxwov0rcXu-00600-00143455-00143640 shortened version of the Revolutionary
fsxwov0rcXu-00601-00143641-00143910 War protest motto no taxation without
fsxwov0rcXu-00602-00143911-00144254 representation omitting the initial no
fsxwov0rcXu-00603-00144255-00144450 denoting their lack of congressional
fsxwov0rcXu-00604-00144451-00144687 representation the phrase is now printed
fsxwov0rcXu-00605-00144688-00144921 on newly issued Washington DC license
fsxwov0rcXu-00606-00144922-00145086 plates although a driver may choose to
fsxwov0rcXu-00607-00145087-00145278 have the District of Columbia website
fsxwov0rcXu-00608-00145279-00145572 address instead President Bill Clinton's
fsxwov0rcXu-00609-00145573-00145818 presidential limousine had the taxation
fsxwov0rcXu-00610-00145819-00146103 without representation license plate
fsxwov0rcXu-00611-00146104-00146295 late in his term while President George
fsxwov0rcXu-00612-00146296-00146535 W Bush had the vehicles plates changed
fsxwov0rcXu-00613-00146536-00146718 shortly after beginning his term in
fsxwov0rcXu-00614-00146719-00147018 office President Barack Obama had the
fsxwov0rcXu-00615-00147019-00147189 license plates changed back to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00616-00147190-00147417 protest style shortly before his second
fsxwov0rcXu-00617-00147418-00147705 term inauguration President Donald Trump
fsxwov0rcXu-00618-00147706-00147879 continued to use the plates as of his
fsxwov0rcXu-00619-00147880-00148113 inauguration though he stated he had no
fsxwov0rcXu-00620-00148114-00148353 position regarding statehood or
fsxwov0rcXu-00621-00148354-00148545 representation for the district this
fsxwov0rcXu-00622-00148546-00148830 position was carried by the DC statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00623-00148831-00149079 party a political party it has since
fsxwov0rcXu-00624-00149080-00149247 merged with the local green party
fsxwov0rcXu-00625-00149248-00149559 affiliate to form the DC statehood green
fsxwov0rcXu-00626-00149560-00149640 party
fsxwov0rcXu-00627-00149641-00149802 the nearest this movement ever came to
fsxwov0rcXu-00628-00149803-00150114 success was in 1978 when Congress passed
fsxwov0rcXu-00629-00150115-00150300 the District of Columbia voting rights
fsxwov0rcXu-00630-00150301-00150648 amendment two years later in 1980 local
fsxwov0rcXu-00631-00150649-00150840 citizens passed an initiative calling
fsxwov0rcXu-00632-00150841-00151026 for a constitutional convention for a
fsxwov0rcXu-00633-00151027-00151395 new state in 1982 voters ratified the
fsxwov0rcXu-00634-00151396-00151590 Constitution of the state which was to
fsxwov0rcXu-00635-00151591-00151839 be called new Columbia the drive for
fsxwov0rcXu-00636-00151840-00152127 statehood stalled in 1985 however when
fsxwov0rcXu-00637-00152128-00152304 the District of Columbia voting rights
fsxwov0rcXu-00638-00152305-00152445 amendment failed because not enough
fsxwov0rcXu-00639-00152446-00152658 states ratified the amendment within the
fsxwov0rcXu-00640-00152659-00152949 seven-year span specified another
fsxwov0rcXu-00641-00152950-00153114 proposed option would be to have
fsxwov0rcXu-00642-00153115-00153303 Maryland from which the current land was
fsxwov0rcXu-00643-00153304-00153525 ceded retake the District of Columbia as
fsxwov0rcXu-00644-00153526-00153732 Virginia has already done for its part
fsxwov0rcXu-00645-00153733-00153897 while leaving the National Mall the
fsxwov0rcXu-00646-00153898-00154059 United States Capitol and the White
fsxwov0rcXu-00647-00154060-00154248 House in a truncated district of
fsxwov0rcXu-00648-00154249-00154488 columbia this would give residents of
fsxwov0rcXu-00649-00154489-00154677 the District of Columbia the benefit of
fsxwov0rcXu-00650-00154678-00154863 statehood while precluding the creation
fsxwov0rcXu-00651-00154864-00155145 of a 51st state the requirement that
fsxwov0rcXu-00652-00155146-00155331 Maryland consent to a change in its
fsxwov0rcXu-00653-00155332-00155765 borders makes this unlikely
fsxwov0rcXu-00654-00155766-00156386 topic 2016 statehood referendum
fsxwov0rcXu-00655-00156387-00156740 on April 15 2016 district Mayor Muriel
fsxwov0rcXu-00656-00156741-00156959 Bowser called for a citywide vote on
fsxwov0rcXu-00657-00156960-00157109 whether the nation's capital should
fsxwov0rcXu-00658-00157110-00157388 become the 51st state this was followed
fsxwov0rcXu-00659-00157389-00157574 by the release of a proposed state
fsxwov0rcXu-00660-00157575-00157814 constitution this constitution would
fsxwov0rcXu-00661-00157815-00157949 make the mayor of the District of
fsxwov0rcXu-00662-00157950-00158129 Columbia the governor of the proposed
fsxwov0rcXu-00663-00158130-00158294 state while the members of the City
fsxwov0rcXu-00664-00158295-00158474 Council would make up the proposed House
fsxwov0rcXu-00665-00158475-00158807 of Delegates while the name new Columbia
fsxwov0rcXu-00666-00158808-00159038 has long been associated with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00667-00159039-00159221 movement community members thought other
fsxwov0rcXu-00668-00159222-00159458 names such as Potomac or Douglas were
fsxwov0rcXu-00669-00159459-00159616 more appropriate for the area on
fsxwov0rcXu-00670-00159617-00159878 November 8th 2016 the voters of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00671-00159879-00160022 District of Columbia voted
fsxwov0rcXu-00672-00160023-00160193 overwhelmingly in favor of statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00673-00160194-00160457 with 86% of voters voting to advise
fsxwov0rcXu-00674-00160458-00160781 approving the proposal equals equals by
fsxwov0rcXu-00675-00160782-00161096 status changes of former US territories
fsxwov0rcXu-00676-00161097-00161503 equals equals
fsxwov0rcXu-00677-00161504-00161960 topic Philippines
fsxwov0rcXu-00678-00161961-00162188 the Philippines has had small grassroots
fsxwov0rcXu-00679-00162189-00162464 movements for us statehood originally
fsxwov0rcXu-00680-00162465-00162650 part of the platform of the Progressive
fsxwov0rcXu-00681-00162651-00162839 Party then known as the Federalists a
fsxwov0rcXu-00682-00162840-00163106 party the party dropped it in 1907 which
fsxwov0rcXu-00683-00163107-00163451 coincided with the name change in 1981
fsxwov0rcXu-00684-00163452-00163640 the presidential candidate for the
fsxwov0rcXu-00685-00163641-00163832 Federal Party ran on a platform of
fsxwov0rcXu-00686-00163833-00164179 Philippine statehood as recently as 2004
fsxwov0rcXu-00687-00164180-00164384 the concept of the Philippines becoming
fsxwov0rcXu-00688-00164385-00164578 a US state has been part of a political
fsxwov0rcXu-00689-00164579-00164878 platform in the Philippines supporters
fsxwov0rcXu-00690-00164879-00165089 of this movement include Filipinos who
fsxwov0rcXu-00691-00165090-00165265 believe that the quality of life in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00692-00165266-00165422 Philippines would be higher and that
fsxwov0rcXu-00693-00165423-00165587 there would be less poverty there if the
fsxwov0rcXu-00694-00165588-00165776 Philippines were an American state or
fsxwov0rcXu-00695-00165777-00166058 territory supporters also include
fsxwov0rcXu-00696-00166059-00166250 Filipinos that had thought as members of
fsxwov0rcXu-00697-00166251-00166429 the United States Armed Forces in
fsxwov0rcXu-00698-00166430-00166601 various Wars during the Commonwealth
fsxwov0rcXu-00699-00166602-00166784 period the Philippines statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00700-00166785-00167003 movement had a significant impact during
fsxwov0rcXu-00701-00167004-00167270 the early American colonial period it is
fsxwov0rcXu-00702-00167271-00167477 no longer a mainstream movement but as a
fsxwov0rcXu-00703-00167478-00167645 small social movement that gains
fsxwov0rcXu-00704-00167646-00168172 interest and talk in that nation
fsxwov0rcXu-00705-00168173-00168400 topic bipartition over secession from
fsxwov0rcXu-00706-00168401-00168865 current US states
fsxwov0rcXu-00707-00168866-00169123 there exists several proposals to divide
fsxwov0rcXu-00708-00169124-00169336 states with regions that are politically
fsxwov0rcXu-00709-00169337-00169520 or culturally divergent into smaller
fsxwov0rcXu-00710-00169521-00169741 more homogeneous administrative lea
fsxwov0rcXu-00711-00169742-00169997 ficient entities splitting a state
fsxwov0rcXu-00712-00169998-00170176 requires the approval of both its
fsxwov0rcXu-00713-00170177-00170444 legislature in the US Congress proposals
fsxwov0rcXu-00714-00170445-00170683 of new states bipartition include
fsxwov0rcXu-00715-00170684-00170974 Arizona the secession of Pima County in
fsxwov0rcXu-00716-00170975-00171158 Arizona with the hopes of neighboring
fsxwov0rcXu-00717-00171159-00171385 counties Cochise Yuma and Santa Cruz
fsxwov0rcXu-00718-00171386-00171712 joining to form a state california and
fsxwov0rcXu-00719-00171713-00171976 oregon the secession of Northern
fsxwov0rcXu-00720-00171977-00172193 California and Southern Oregon to form a
fsxwov0rcXu-00721-00172194-00172513 state named Jefferson various proposals
fsxwov0rcXu-00722-00172514-00172747 of partition and secession in California
fsxwov0rcXu-00723-00172748-00172927 usually splitting the south half from
fsxwov0rcXu-00724-00172928-00173104 the north or the urban coastline from
fsxwov0rcXu-00725-00173105-00173396 the rest of the state in 2014
fsxwov0rcXu-00726-00173397-00173590 businessperson Tim Draper collected
fsxwov0rcXu-00727-00173591-00173768 signatures for a petition to split
fsxwov0rcXu-00728-00173769-00173996 California into six different states but
fsxwov0rcXu-00729-00173997-00174272 not enough to qualify for the ballot Tim
fsxwov0rcXu-00730-00174273-00174487 Draper attempted a follow up petition to
fsxwov0rcXu-00731-00174488-00174685 split California into three states in
fsxwov0rcXu-00732-00174686-00175009 2018 however the initiative to divide
fsxwov0rcXu-00733-00175010-00175234 California into three states was ordered
fsxwov0rcXu-00734-00175235-00175450 removed from the 2018 ballot by the
fsxwov0rcXu-00735-00175451-00175639 California Supreme Court as the
fsxwov0rcXu-00736-00175640-00175840 California Constitution does not allow
fsxwov0rcXu-00737-00175841-00176041 this type of action to be undertaken as
fsxwov0rcXu-00738-00176042-00176422 a ballot initiative Colorado in 2013
fsxwov0rcXu-00739-00176423-00176621 Commissioners in Weld County Colorado
fsxwov0rcXu-00740-00176622-00176848 announced a proposal to leave Colorado
fsxwov0rcXu-00741-00176849-00177047 along with neighboring counties and form
fsxwov0rcXu-00742-00177048-00177322 the state of North Colorado the counties
fsxwov0rcXu-00743-00177323-00177541 in contention voted to begin plans for
fsxwov0rcXu-00744-00177542-00177715 secession that November with mixed
fsxwov0rcXu-00745-00177716-00178031 results Delaware Maryland and Virginia
fsxwov0rcXu-00746-00178032-00178264 the secession of several counties from
fsxwov0rcXu-00747-00178265-00178429 the eastern shores of Maryland and
fsxwov0rcXu-00748-00178430-00178612 Virginia combining with some or all of
fsxwov0rcXu-00749-00178613-00178813 the state of Delaware forming a state
fsxwov0rcXu-00750-00178814-00179149 named Delmarva Florida the secession of
fsxwov0rcXu-00751-00179150-00179350 South Florida in the Greater Miami area
fsxwov0rcXu-00752-00179351-00179638 to form a state named South Florida the
fsxwov0rcXu-00753-00179639-00179854 region has a population of over 7
fsxwov0rcXu-00754-00179855-00180124 million comprising 41% of Florida's
fsxwov0rcXu-00755-00180125-00180529 population Illinois the secession of
fsxwov0rcXu-00756-00180530-00180766 Cook County which contains Chicago from
fsxwov0rcXu-00757-00180767-00180928 Illinois to form a separate state
fsxwov0rcXu-00758-00180929-00181097 proposed by residents of the Moore
fsxwov0rcXu-00759-00181098-00181288 Republic in downstate Illinois to free
fsxwov0rcXu-00760-00181289-00181450 it from the political influence of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00761-00181451-00181757 heavily Democratic Chicago area the
fsxwov0rcXu-00762-00181758-00181943 secession of southern Illinois from the
fsxwov0rcXu-00763-00181944-00182098 rest of the state south of Springfield
fsxwov0rcXu-00764-00182099-00182249 with the capital in MA
fsxwov0rcXu-00765-00182250-00182555 Vernon Maryland the Secession of five
fsxwov0rcXu-00766-00182556-00182720 counties on the western side of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00767-00182721-00182918 state due to political differences with
fsxwov0rcXu-00768-00182919-00183074 the more liberal central part of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00769-00183075-00183365 state Michigan the secession of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00770-00183366-00183569 geographically separate and culturally
fsxwov0rcXu-00771-00183570-00183734 distinct Upper Peninsula of Michigan
fsxwov0rcXu-00772-00183735-00183941 from the Lower Peninsula as a state
fsxwov0rcXu-00773-00183942-00184319 called superior New York various
fsxwov0rcXu-00774-00184320-00184523 proposals partitioning New York into
fsxwov0rcXu-00775-00184524-00184724 separate states all of which involved to
fsxwov0rcXu-00776-00184725-00184907 some degree the separation of New York
fsxwov0rcXu-00777-00184908-00185207 City from the rest of the state Texas
fsxwov0rcXu-00778-00185208-00185375 under the resolution by which the
fsxwov0rcXu-00779-00185376-00185558 Republic of Texas was admitted to the
fsxwov0rcXu-00780-00185559-00185777 Union and the state constitution it has
fsxwov0rcXu-00781-00185778-00185939 the right to divide itself into up to
fsxwov0rcXu-00782-00185940-00186203 five states there were a significant
fsxwov0rcXu-00783-00186204-00186407 number of Texans who supported dividing
fsxwov0rcXu-00784-00186408-00186596 the state in its early decades called
fsxwov0rcXu-00785-00186597-00186884 divisionist s-- current Texas politics
fsxwov0rcXu-00786-00186885-00187082 and self-image make any tampering with
fsxwov0rcXu-00787-00187083-00187301 Texas status as the largest state by
fsxwov0rcXu-00788-00187302-00187502 land area in the contiguous United
fsxwov0rcXu-00789-00187503-00187838 States unlikely Washington dividing the
fsxwov0rcXu-00790-00187839-00188021 state into western Washington and
fsxwov0rcXu-00791-00188022-00188198 Eastern Washington via the Cascade
fsxwov0rcXu-00792-00188199-00188495 Mountains suggested names include East
fsxwov0rcXu-00793-00188496-00188813 Washington Lincoln and Cascadia the
fsxwov0rcXu-00794-00188814-00189011 National Movement for the establishment
fsxwov0rcXu-00795-00189012-00189254 of a 49th state founded by Oscar Brown
fsxwov0rcXu-00796-00189255-00189494 senior and Bradley Cyrus and active in
fsxwov0rcXu-00797-00189495-00189857 Chicago between 1934 and 1937 had the
fsxwov0rcXu-00798-00189858-00190064 aim of forming an african-american state
fsxwov0rcXu-00799-00190065-00190419 in the south
fsxwov0rcXu-00800-00190420-00190959 topic use internationally
fsxwov0rcXu-00801-00190960-00191221 some countries because of their cultural
fsxwov0rcXu-00802-00191222-00191434 similarities and close alliances with
fsxwov0rcXu-00803-00191435-00191640 the United States are often described as
fsxwov0rcXu-00804-00191641-00191935 a 51st state in other countries around
fsxwov0rcXu-00805-00191936-00192118 the world movements with various degrees
fsxwov0rcXu-00806-00192119-00192349 of support and seriousness have proposed
fsxwov0rcXu-00807-00192350-00192713 u.s. statehood
fsxwov0rcXu-00808-00192714-00193219 topic north america
fsxwov0rcXu-00809-00193220-00193661 topic Canada
fsxwov0rcXu-00810-00193662-00194048 in Canada the 51st state is a phrase
fsxwov0rcXu-00811-00194049-00194288 generally used in such a way as to imply
fsxwov0rcXu-00812-00194289-00194468 that if a certain political course is
fsxwov0rcXu-00813-00194469-00194684 taken Canada's destiny will be as little
fsxwov0rcXu-00814-00194685-00194899 more than a part of the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-00815-00194900-00195113 examples include the Canada United
fsxwov0rcXu-00816-00195114-00195410 States free trade agreement in 1988 the
fsxwov0rcXu-00817-00195411-00195599 debate over the creation of the common
fsxwov0rcXu-00818-00195600-00195788 defense perimeter and as a potential
fsxwov0rcXu-00819-00195789-00195992 consequence of not adopting proposals
fsxwov0rcXu-00820-00195993-00196184 intended to resolve the issue of Quebec
fsxwov0rcXu-00821-00196185-00196379 sovereignty the Charlottetown Accord in
fsxwov0rcXu-00822-00196380-00196811 1992 and the clarity act in 1999 the
fsxwov0rcXu-00823-00196812-00196982 phrase is usually used in local
fsxwov0rcXu-00824-00196983-00197222 political debates in polemic writing or
fsxwov0rcXu-00825-00197223-00197489 in private conversations it is rarely
fsxwov0rcXu-00826-00197490-00197702 used by politicians themselves in a
fsxwov0rcXu-00827-00197703-00197915 public context although at certain times
fsxwov0rcXu-00828-00197916-00198131 in Canadian history political parties
fsxwov0rcXu-00829-00198132-00198338 have used other similarly loaded imagery
fsxwov0rcXu-00830-00198339-00198650 in the 1988 federal election the
fsxwov0rcXu-00831-00198651-00198851 Liberals asserted that the proposed free
fsxwov0rcXu-00832-00198852-00199046 trade agreement amounted to an American
fsxwov0rcXu-00833-00199047-00199325 takeover of Canada notably the party ran
fsxwov0rcXu-00834-00199326-00199523 an ad in which Progressive Conservative
fsxwov0rcXu-00835-00199524-00199772 PC strategists upon the adoption of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00836-00199773-00199961 agreement slowly erased the canada-us
fsxwov0rcXu-00837-00199962-00200179 border from a desktop map of North
fsxwov0rcXu-00838-00200180-00200390 America within days
fsxwov0rcXu-00839-00200391-00200603 however the PCs responded with an ad
fsxwov0rcXu-00840-00200604-00200768 which featured the border being drawn
fsxwov0rcXu-00841-00200769-00200969 back on with a permanent marker as an
fsxwov0rcXu-00842-00200970-00201071 announcer intoned
fsxwov0rcXu-00843-00201072-00201320 here's where we draw the line the
fsxwov0rcXu-00844-00201321-00201551 implication has historical basis and
fsxwov0rcXu-00845-00201552-00201743 dates to the breakup of British America
fsxwov0rcXu-00846-00201744-00201974 during the American Revolution the
fsxwov0rcXu-00847-00201975-00202172 colonies that had Confederated to form
fsxwov0rcXu-00848-00202173-00202400 the United States invaded Canada at the
fsxwov0rcXu-00849-00202401-00202598 time a term referring specifically to
fsxwov0rcXu-00850-00202599-00202814 the modern-day provinces of Quebec and
fsxwov0rcXu-00851-00202815-00203024 Ontario which had only been in British
fsxwov0rcXu-00852-00203025-00203341 hands since 1763 at least twice neither
fsxwov0rcXu-00853-00203342-00203552 time succeeding in taking control of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00854-00203553-00203837 territory the first invasion was during
fsxwov0rcXu-00855-00203838-00204011 the revolution under the assumption that
fsxwov0rcXu-00856-00204012-00204197 french-speaking Canadians presumed
fsxwov0rcXu-00857-00204198-00204404 hostility towards British colonial rule
fsxwov0rcXu-00858-00204405-00204554 combined with the franco-american
fsxwov0rcXu-00859-00204555-00204782 alliance would make them natural allies
fsxwov0rcXu-00860-00204783-00204991 to the American cost the Continental
fsxwov0rcXu-00861-00204992-00205219 Army successfully recruited two canadian
fsxwov0rcXu-00862-00205221-00205430 regiments for the invasion that
fsxwov0rcXu-00863-00205431-00205648 invasions failure forced the members of
fsxwov0rcXu-00864-00205650-00205835 those regiments into exile and they
fsxwov0rcXu-00865-00205836-00206113 settled mostly in upstate New York the
fsxwov0rcXu-00866-00206114-00206327 Articles of Confederation written during
fsxwov0rcXu-00867-00206328-00206539 the revolution included a provision for
fsxwov0rcXu-00868-00206540-00206744 Canada to join the United States should
fsxwov0rcXu-00869-00206744-00206894 they ever decide to do so without
fsxwov0rcXu-00870-00206894-00207010 needing to seek US
fsxwov0rcXu-00871-00207011-00207337 permission as other states would the
fsxwov0rcXu-00872-00207338-00207521 United States again invaded Canada
fsxwov0rcXu-00873-00207521-00207778 during the War of 1812 but this effort
fsxwov0rcXu-00874-00207779-00207952 was made more difficult due to the large
fsxwov0rcXu-00875-00207953-00208150 number of loyalist Americans that had
fsxwov0rcXu-00876-00208151-00208357 fled to what is now Ontario and still
fsxwov0rcXu-00877-00208358-00208633 resisted joining the Republic the hunter
fsxwov0rcXu-00878-00208634-00208873 Patriots in the 1830s and the Fenian
fsxwov0rcXu-00879-00208874-00209089 raids after the American Civil War were
fsxwov0rcXu-00880-00209090-00209308 private attacks on Canada from the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00881-00209309-00209536 several US politicians in the 19th
fsxwov0rcXu-00882-00209537-00209794 century also spoke in favor of annexing
fsxwov0rcXu-00883-00209796-00210062 Canada in the late 1940s during the last
fsxwov0rcXu-00884-00210063-00210248 days of the Dominion of Newfoundland at
fsxwov0rcXu-00885-00210248-00210440 the time a Dominion dependency in the
fsxwov0rcXu-00886-00210441-00210634 Commonwealth and independent of Canada
fsxwov0rcXu-00887-00210635-00210796 there was mainstream support although
fsxwov0rcXu-00888-00210798-00211019 not majority for Newfoundland to form an
fsxwov0rcXu-00889-00211019-00211180 economic union with the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-00890-00211181-00211388 thanks to the efforts of the economic
fsxwov0rcXu-00891-00211389-00211573 union party and significant US
fsxwov0rcXu-00892-00211574-00211756 investment in Newfoundland stemming from
fsxwov0rcXu-00893-00211757-00211957 the u.s. british alliance in world war
fsxwov0rcXu-00894-00211958-00212240 ii the movement ultimately failed when
fsxwov0rcXu-00895-00212241-00212503 in a 1948 referendum voters narrowly
fsxwov0rcXu-00896-00212504-00212714 chose two Confederate with Canada the
fsxwov0rcXu-00897-00212715-00212902 economic union party supported an
fsxwov0rcXu-00898-00212903-00213194 independent responsible government that
fsxwov0rcXu-00899-00213194-00213346 they would then push toward their goals
fsxwov0rcXu-00900-00213348-00213682 a few groups in Canada have actively
fsxwov0rcXu-00901-00213683-00213847 campaigned in favor of joining the
fsxwov0rcXu-00902-00213848-00214187 United States these annexation esteem
fsxwov0rcXu-00903-00214188-00214364 not attracted large mainstream attention
fsxwov0rcXu-00904-00214365-00214579 although surveys have found that a small
fsxwov0rcXu-00905-00214580-00214796 minority of Canadians expressed support
fsxwov0rcXu-00906-00214796-00214994 for the concept in surveys done by
fsxwov0rcXu-00907-00214994-00215329 LaHaye marketing in 2001 and in 2004 in
fsxwov0rcXu-00908-00215330-00215596 the United States the term the 51st
fsxwov0rcXu-00909-00215598-00215857 state when applied to Canada can serve
fsxwov0rcXu-00910-00215858-00216044 to highlight the similarities in close
fsxwov0rcXu-00911-00216044-00216212 relationship between the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-00912-00216213-00216517 and Canada sometimes the term is used
fsxwov0rcXu-00913-00216519-00216760 disparagingly intended to deride Canada
fsxwov0rcXu-00914-00216761-00217027 as an unimportant neighbor in the Quebec
fsxwov0rcXu-00915-00217028-00217313 general election 1989 the political
fsxwov0rcXu-00916-00217314-00217597 party party 51 ran 11 candidates on a
fsxwov0rcXu-00917-00217598-00217844 platform of Quebec seceding from Canada
fsxwov0rcXu-00918-00217844-00218017 to join the United States with its
fsxwov0rcXu-00919-00218019-00218053 leader
fsxwov0rcXu-00920-00218054-00218275 Andre parang claiming Quebec could not
fsxwov0rcXu-00921-00218276-00218524 survive as an independent nation the
fsxwov0rcXu-00922-00218525-00218905 party attracted just 3846 votes across
fsxwov0rcXu-00923-00218906-00219191 the province 0.11 percent of the total
fsxwov0rcXu-00924-00219192-00219494 votes cast in comparison the other
fsxwov0rcXu-00925-00219494-00219682 parties in favor of sovereignty of
fsxwov0rcXu-00926-00219683-00219952 Quebec in that election got 40 point 1 6
fsxwov0rcXu-00927-00219953-00220596 % PQ and 1 point 2 2 % NPD Q
fsxwov0rcXu-00928-00220598-00221058 topic Mexico
fsxwov0rcXu-00929-00221059-00221416 in 1847 248 with the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-00930-00221417-00221628 occupying Mexico at the conclusion of
fsxwov0rcXu-00931-00221629-00221826 the mexican-american war there was talk
fsxwov0rcXu-00932-00221827-00222027 in Congress of annexing the entirety of
fsxwov0rcXu-00933-00222028-00222273 Mexico the result was the Mexican
fsxwov0rcXu-00934-00222274-00222471 Cession also called the Treaty of
fsxwov0rcXu-00935-00222472-00222678 Guadalupe Hidalgo for the town in which
fsxwov0rcXu-00936-00222679-00222889 the treaty was signed in which the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00937-00222890-00223227 and xed over 40% of Mexico talk of
fsxwov0rcXu-00938-00223228-00223458 annexing all of Mexico disappeared after
fsxwov0rcXu-00939-00223459-00223842 this time in 1848 a bill was debated in
fsxwov0rcXu-00940-00223844-00223998 Congress that would have annexed the
fsxwov0rcXu-00941-00223999-00224212 Republic of Yucatan but a vote failed to
fsxwov0rcXu-00942-00224213-00224526 take place
fsxwov0rcXu-00943-00224527-00225027 topic central america
fsxwov0rcXu-00944-00225028-00225285 due to geographical proximity of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00945-00225286-00225467 Central American countries to the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00946-00225469-00225719 which has powerful military economic and
fsxwov0rcXu-00947-00225721-00225933 political influences there were several
fsxwov0rcXu-00948-00225934-00226140 movements and proposals by the United
fsxwov0rcXu-00949-00226141-00226329 States during the 19th and 20th
fsxwov0rcXu-00950-00226330-00226533 centuries to annex some or all of the
fsxwov0rcXu-00951-00226534-00226764 Central American Republic's Costa Rica
fsxwov0rcXu-00952-00226765-00227040 El Salvador Guatemala Honduras with the
fsxwov0rcXu-00953-00227041-00227235 formerly British ruled Bay Islands
fsxwov0rcXu-00954-00227236-00227475 Nicaragua Panama which had the u.s.
fsxwov0rcXu-00955-00227476-00227771 ruled Canal Zone Territory from 1903 to
fsxwov0rcXu-00956-00227773-00227996 1979 and Belize which is a
fsxwov0rcXu-00957-00227998-00228216 constitutional monarchy and was known as
fsxwov0rcXu-00958-00228217-00228582 British Honduras until 1981 however the
fsxwov0rcXu-00959-00228583-00228801 u.s. never acted on these proposals from
fsxwov0rcXu-00960-00228802-00229011 some US politicians some of which were
fsxwov0rcXu-00961-00229012-00229212 never delivered or considered seriously
fsxwov0rcXu-00962-00229213-00229592 in 2001 El Salvador adopted the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00963-00229594-00229821 dollar as its currency while Panama has
fsxwov0rcXu-00964-00229821-00230004 used it for decades due to its ties to
fsxwov0rcXu-00965-00230005-00230348 the Canal Zone
fsxwov0rcXu-00966-00230350-00230791 topic Cuba
fsxwov0rcXu-00967-00230792-00231142 in 1854 the Ostend manifesto was written
fsxwov0rcXu-00968-00231142-00231357 outlining the rationale for the u.s. to
fsxwov0rcXu-00969-00231358-00231582 purchase Cuba from Spain implying taking
fsxwov0rcXu-00970-00231583-00231792 the island by force if Spain refused
fsxwov0rcXu-00971-00231792-00232078 once the document became published many
fsxwov0rcXu-00972-00232079-00232278 northern states denounced the document
fsxwov0rcXu-00973-00232279-00232521 in 1859
fsxwov0rcXu-00974-00232523-00232728 Senator John Slidell introduced a bill
fsxwov0rcXu-00975-00232729-00232951 to purchase Cuba from Spain Cuba like
fsxwov0rcXu-00976-00232952-00233173 many Spanish territories wanted to break
fsxwov0rcXu-00977-00233173-00233437 free from Spain appro independence
fsxwov0rcXu-00978-00233438-00233665 movement in Cuba was supported by the US
fsxwov0rcXu-00979-00233666-00233851 and Cuban guerrilla leaders wanted
fsxwov0rcXu-00980-00233852-00234052 annexation to the United States but
fsxwov0rcXu-00981-00234053-00234273 Cuban revolutionary leader Jose Marti
fsxwov0rcXu-00982-00234275-00234412 called for Cuban nationhood
fsxwov0rcXu-00983-00234413-00234691 when the u.s. battleship Maine sank in
fsxwov0rcXu-00984-00234692-00234930 Havana Harbor the u.s. blamed Spain and
fsxwov0rcXu-00985-00234931-00235110 the spanish-american war broke out in
fsxwov0rcXu-00986-00235111-00235450 1898 after the u.s. won Spain
fsxwov0rcXu-00987-00235451-00235617 relinquished claim of sovereignty over
fsxwov0rcXu-00988-00235619-00235923 territories including Cuba the u.s.
fsxwov0rcXu-00989-00235925-00236119 administered Cuba as a protectorate
fsxwov0rcXu-00990-00236119-00236578 until 1902 several decades later in 1959
fsxwov0rcXu-00991-00236579-00236764 the Cuban government of US backed
fsxwov0rcXu-00992-00236765-00236979 Fulgencio Batista was overthrown by
fsxwov0rcXu-00993-00236980-00237217 Fidel Castro who subsequently installed
fsxwov0rcXu-00994-00237217-00237471 a Marxist Leninist government when the
fsxwov0rcXu-00995-00237473-00237696 u.s. refused to trade with Cuba Cuba
fsxwov0rcXu-00996-00237698-00237858 allied with the Soviet Union who
fsxwov0rcXu-00997-00237859-00237991 imported Cuban sugar
fsxwov0rcXu-00998-00237992-00238254 Cuba's main export the government
fsxwov0rcXu-00999-00238255-00238462 installed by Fidel Castro has been in
fsxwov0rcXu-01000-00238463-00238848 power ever since in 2016 the u.s. ease
fsxwov0rcXu-01001-00238850-00239031 trade and travel restrictions against
fsxwov0rcXu-01002-00239032-00239341 Cuba United Airlines submitted a formal
fsxwov0rcXu-01003-00239342-00239539 application to the US Department of
fsxwov0rcXu-01004-00239540-00239746 Transportation dot for authority to
fsxwov0rcXu-01005-00239746-00239953 provide service from four of its largest
fsxwov0rcXu-01006-00239954-00240178 u.s. gateway cities Newark New York
fsxwov0rcXu-01007-00240179-00240463 Houston Washington DC and Chicago -
fsxwov0rcXu-01008-00240464-00240657 Havana's Jose Marti International
fsxwov0rcXu-01009-00240658-00240955 Airport
fsxwov0rcXu-01010-00240956-00241416 topic Dominica
fsxwov0rcXu-01011-00241417-00241742 in 1898 one or more news outlets in the
fsxwov0rcXu-01012-00241744-00241932 Caribbean noted growing sentiments of
fsxwov0rcXu-01013-00241933-00242123 resentment of British rule in Dominica
fsxwov0rcXu-01014-00242125-00242277 including the system of administration
fsxwov0rcXu-01015-00242278-00242571 over the country these publications
fsxwov0rcXu-01016-00242571-00242742 attempted to gauge sentiments of
fsxwov0rcXu-01017-00242742-00242958 annexation to the United States as a way
fsxwov0rcXu-01018-00242959-00243403 to change this system of administration
fsxwov0rcXu-01019-00243404-00243917 topic Dominican Republic
fsxwov0rcXu-01020-00243919-00244259 on June 30th 1870 the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-01021-00244260-00244433 Senate took a vote on an annexation
fsxwov0rcXu-01022-00244434-00244641 treaty with the Dominican Republic but
fsxwov0rcXu-01023-00244642-00244984 it failed to proceed
fsxwov0rcXu-01024-00244985-00245442 topic Greenland
fsxwov0rcXu-01025-00245444-00245716 during World War two when Denmark was
fsxwov0rcXu-01026-00245717-00245919 occupied by Nazi Germany the United
fsxwov0rcXu-01027-00245921-00246148 States briefly controlled Greenland for
fsxwov0rcXu-01028-00246148-00246523 battlefields and protection in 1946 the
fsxwov0rcXu-01029-00246523-00246717 United States offered to buy Greenland
fsxwov0rcXu-01030-00246719-00247015 from Denmark for 100 million dollars 1.2
fsxwov0rcXu-01031-00247016-00247206 billion dollars today but Denmark
fsxwov0rcXu-01032-00247207-00247453 refused to sell it several politicians
fsxwov0rcXu-01033-00247454-00247692 and others have in recent years argued
fsxwov0rcXu-01034-00247694-00247873 that Greenland could hypothetically be
fsxwov0rcXu-01035-00247873-00248080 in a better financial situation as a
fsxwov0rcXu-01036-00248081-00248256 part of the United States for instance
fsxwov0rcXu-01037-00248257-00248452 mentioned by Professor Goodman tour
fsxwov0rcXu-01038-00248453-00248671 Alfredson at university of a kerreri in
fsxwov0rcXu-01039-00248671-00249033 2014 one of the actual reasons behind US
fsxwov0rcXu-01040-00249034-00249207 interest in Greenland could be the vast
fsxwov0rcXu-01041-00249208-00249396 natural resources of the island
fsxwov0rcXu-01042-00249396-00249681 according to WikiLeaks the u.s. appears
fsxwov0rcXu-01043-00249682-00249873 to be highly interested in investing in
fsxwov0rcXu-01044-00249875-00250051 the resource base of the island and in
fsxwov0rcXu-01045-00250052-00250269 tapping the vast expected hydrocarbons
fsxwov0rcXu-01046-00250271-00250646 off the Greenlandic coast
fsxwov0rcXu-01047-00250646-00251092 topic Haiti
fsxwov0rcXu-01048-00251094-00251371 Time columnist Mark Thompson suggested
fsxwov0rcXu-01049-00251373-00251542 that Haiti had effectively become the
fsxwov0rcXu-01050-00251544-00251765 51st state after the 2010 Haiti
fsxwov0rcXu-01051-00251766-00251923 earthquake with the widespread
fsxwov0rcXu-01052-00251925-00252098 destruction prompting a quick and
fsxwov0rcXu-01053-00252098-00252254 extensive response from the United
fsxwov0rcXu-01054-00252255-00252494 States even so far as the stationing of
fsxwov0rcXu-01055-00252494-00252689 the US military in Haitian air and
fsxwov0rcXu-01056-00252690-00253157 seaports to facilitate foreign aid
fsxwov0rcXu-01057-00253158-00253626 topic Asia
fsxwov0rcXu-01058-00253627-00254094 topic Hongkong
fsxwov0rcXu-01059-00254094-00254331 the idea of admission to the United
fsxwov0rcXu-01060-00254332-00254534 States was discussed among some netizens
fsxwov0rcXu-01061-00254535-00254708 alongside proposals of becoming
fsxwov0rcXu-01062-00254709-00254892 independent within or outside the
fsxwov0rcXu-01063-00254892-00255059 Commonwealth as a republic or a
fsxwov0rcXu-01064-00255060-00255231 Commonwealth realm rejoining the
fsxwov0rcXu-01065-00255232-00255438 Commonwealth Confederation with Canada
fsxwov0rcXu-01066-00255439-00255615 as the eleventh province or the fourth
fsxwov0rcXu-01067-00255616-00255789 territory with reference to Ken
fsxwov0rcXu-01068-00255790-00255998 macdougan proposal regarding Scotland
fsxwov0rcXu-01069-00256000-00256212 returning to British rule as a dependent
fsxwov0rcXu-01070-00256213-00256419 territory joining the Republic of China
fsxwov0rcXu-01071-00256419-00256619 or exceeding two other Federation's as
fsxwov0rcXu-01072-00256621-00256865 are a number of city states however
fsxwov0rcXu-01073-00256866-00257088 discussions as such have never entered
fsxwov0rcXu-01074-00257089-00257441 the mainstream
fsxwov0rcXu-01075-00257442-00257875 topic Iraq
fsxwov0rcXu-01076-00257876-00258148 several publications suggested that the
fsxwov0rcXu-01077-00258150-00258376 Iraq war was a neo-colonialist war to
fsxwov0rcXu-01078-00258377-00258614 make the Republic of Iraq into the 51st
fsxwov0rcXu-01079-00258615-00258805 US state though such statements are
fsxwov0rcXu-01080-00258806-00259006 usually made in a facetious manner as a
fsxwov0rcXu-01081-00259007-00259442 tongue-in-cheek statement
fsxwov0rcXu-01082-00259444-00259658 topic Israel and the Palestinian
fsxwov0rcXu-01083-00259659-00259867 territories
fsxwov0rcXu-01084-00259867-00260013 you
fsxwov0rcXu-01085-00260014-00260280 several websites assert that Israel is
fsxwov0rcXu-01086-00260281-00260517 the 51st state due to the annual funding
fsxwov0rcXu-01087-00260517-00260696 and defense support it receives from the
fsxwov0rcXu-01088-00260698-00261015 United States an example of this concept
fsxwov0rcXu-01089-00261016-00261264 can be found in 2003 when Martine
fsxwov0rcXu-01090-00261265-00261456 Rothblatt published a book called two
fsxwov0rcXu-01091-00261457-00261636 stars for peace that argued for the
fsxwov0rcXu-01092-00261637-00261840 addition of Israel and the Palestinian
fsxwov0rcXu-01093-00261841-00262128 territories as the 51st and 52nd states
fsxwov0rcXu-01094-00262129-00262365 in the Union the American state of
fsxwov0rcXu-01095-00262366-00262610 Canaan is a book published by Professor
fsxwov0rcXu-01096-00262611-00262905 Alfred de gracia political science and
fsxwov0rcXu-01097-00262906-00263223 sociologist in March 2009 proposing the
fsxwov0rcXu-01098-00263224-00263490 creation of the 51st and 52nd states
fsxwov0rcXu-01099-00263491-00263655 from Israel and the Palestinian
fsxwov0rcXu-01100-00263656-00264038 territories
fsxwov0rcXu-01101-00264039-00264431 topic Japan
fsxwov0rcXu-01102-00264432-00264662 in article three of the Treaty of San
fsxwov0rcXu-01103-00264663-00264875 Francisco between the Allied powers in
fsxwov0rcXu-01104-00264876-00265078 Japan which came into force in April
fsxwov0rcXu-01105-00265079-00265412 1952 the us put the outlying islands of
fsxwov0rcXu-01106-00265413-00265604 the Riu kiyose including the island of
fsxwov0rcXu-01107-00265605-00265910 Okinawa home to over 1 million Okinawans
fsxwov0rcXu-01108-00265911-00266156 related to the Japanese and the Bonin
fsxwov0rcXu-01109-00266157-00266375 Islands the volcano Islands and iwo jima
fsxwov0rcXu-01110-00266376-00266651 into US trusteeship all these
fsxwov0rcXu-01111-00266652-00266837 trusteeship s-- were slowly returned to
fsxwov0rcXu-01112-00266838-00267098 Japanese rule Okinawa was returned on
fsxwov0rcXu-01113-00267099-00267413 may 15 to 1972 but the u.s. stations
fsxwov0rcXu-01114-00267414-00267620 troops in the islands bases as a defense
fsxwov0rcXu-01115-00267621-00267984 for Japan
fsxwov0rcXu-01116-00267985-00268392 topic Taiwan
fsxwov0rcXu-01117-00268393-00268722 a poll in 2003 among Taiwanese residents
fsxwov0rcXu-01118-00268723-00268989 aged between 13 and 22 found that when
fsxwov0rcXu-01119-00268990-00269166 given the options of either becoming a
fsxwov0rcXu-01120-00269167-00269334 province of the People's Republic of
fsxwov0rcXu-01121-00269335-00269577 China or a state within the US 55
fsxwov0rcXu-01122-00269578-00269748 percent of the respondents preferred
fsxwov0rcXu-01123-00269749-00269976 statehood while only 36 percent chose
fsxwov0rcXu-01124-00269977-00270252 joining China a group called Taiwan
fsxwov0rcXu-01125-00270253-00270471 civil government established in Taipei
fsxwov0rcXu-01126-00270472-00270720 in 2008 claims that the island of Taiwan
fsxwov0rcXu-01127-00270721-00270885 and other minor islands are the
fsxwov0rcXu-01128-00270886-00271338 territory of the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-01129-00271339-00271800 topic Europe
fsxwov0rcXu-01130-00271801-00272265 topic Albania
fsxwov0rcXu-01131-00272266-00272542 Albania has often been called the 51st
fsxwov0rcXu-01132-00272543-00272722 state for its perceived strongly
fsxwov0rcXu-01133-00272723-00272941 pro-american positions mainly because of
fsxwov0rcXu-01134-00272942-00273185 the United States policies towards it in
fsxwov0rcXu-01135-00273186-00273471 reference to president george w bush's
fsxwov0rcXu-01136-00273472-00273793 2007 European tour and Irama Toronto's
fsxwov0rcXu-01137-00273794-00273926 mayor and leader of the Opposition
fsxwov0rcXu-01138-00273927-00274251 socialists said Albania is for sure the
fsxwov0rcXu-01139-00274252-00274468 most pro-american country in Europe
fsxwov0rcXu-01140-00274469-00274753 maybe even in the world
fsxwov0rcXu-01141-00274754-00275023 nowhere else can you find such respect
fsxwov0rcXu-01142-00275024-00275248 and hospitality for the President of the
fsxwov0rcXu-01143-00275249-00275578 United States even in Michigan he
fsxwov0rcXu-01144-00275579-00275839 wouldn't be as welcome at the time of X
fsxwov0rcXu-01145-00275840-00276085 Secretary of State James Baker visit in
fsxwov0rcXu-01146-00276086-00276328 1992 there was even a move to hold a
fsxwov0rcXu-01147-00276329-00276517 referendum declaring the country as the
fsxwov0rcXu-01148-00276518-00276817 51st American state in addition to
fsxwov0rcXu-01149-00276818-00277060 Albania Kosovo which is predominantly
fsxwov0rcXu-01150-00277061-00277324 Albanian is seen as a 51st state due to
fsxwov0rcXu-01151-00277325-00277495 the heavily presence and influence of
fsxwov0rcXu-01152-00277496-00277798 the United States the US has had troops
fsxwov0rcXu-01153-00277799-00277987 in the largest base outside u.s.
fsxwov0rcXu-01154-00277988-00278188 territory Camp Bondsteel in the
fsxwov0rcXu-01155-00278189-00278625 territory since 1999
fsxwov0rcXu-01156-00278626-00279091 topic Azores
fsxwov0rcXu-01157-00279092-00279289 there was a movement among the Azores
fsxwov0rcXu-01158-00279290-00279514 archipelago to break away from Portugal
fsxwov0rcXu-01159-00279515-00279688 and join the United States in the late
fsxwov0rcXu-01160-00279689-00279903 19th century through the early 20th
fsxwov0rcXu-01161-00279904-00280128 century feeling that they were being
fsxwov0rcXu-01162-00280129-00280348 unfairly exploited by the authorities on
fsxwov0rcXu-01163-00280349-00280420 the mainland
fsxwov0rcXu-01164-00280421-00280612 this movement believed the best solution
fsxwov0rcXu-01165-00280613-00280782 was to have the United States govern
fsxwov0rcXu-01166-00280783-00281041 them this movement was fueled by a large
fsxwov0rcXu-01167-00281042-00281212 number of immigrants to the United
fsxwov0rcXu-01168-00281213-00281389 States particularly to the New England
fsxwov0rcXu-01169-00281390-00281626 states for labor and educational reasons
fsxwov0rcXu-01170-00281627-00281890 also establishing a close social
fsxwov0rcXu-01171-00281891-00282076 connection between the Azores in the
fsxwov0rcXu-01172-00282077-00282250 United States were American whaling
fsxwov0rcXu-01173-00282251-00282528 companies New England and new york-based
fsxwov0rcXu-01174-00282529-00282763 whaling ships frequently used the Azores
fsxwov0rcXu-01175-00282764-00282973 as an overseas base of operations and
fsxwov0rcXu-01176-00282974-00283123 employed large number of the local
fsxwov0rcXu-01177-00283124-00283428 population to man the ships the movement
fsxwov0rcXu-01178-00283429-00283608 to have the United States annex the
fsxwov0rcXu-01179-00283609-00283809 Azores reached its climax during World
fsxwov0rcXu-01180-00283810-00283999 War one when the United States Navy
fsxwov0rcXu-01181-00284000-00284215 established a base of operations in the
fsxwov0rcXu-01182-00284216-00284491 Azores sensing that the Americans were
fsxwov0rcXu-01183-00284492-00284677 doing more to defend the Azores from the
fsxwov0rcXu-01184-00284678-00284856 Germans than the Portuguese government
fsxwov0rcXu-01185-00284857-00285104 was particularly during the rate of smu
fsxwov0rcXu-01186-00285105-00285490 155 on the Azores in 1917 many local
fsxwov0rcXu-01187-00285491-00285731 politicians openly demanded a change
fsxwov0rcXu-01188-00285732-00285969 American naval officers and politicians
fsxwov0rcXu-01189-00285970-00286246 notably Assistant Secretary of the Navy
fsxwov0rcXu-01190-00286247-00286479 Franklin Roosevelt however dismissed any
fsxwov0rcXu-01191-00286480-00286965 idea of the United States taking control
fsxwov0rcXu-01192-00286966-00287417 topic Denmark
fsxwov0rcXu-01193-00287418-00287750 in 1989 the Los Angeles Times proclaimed
fsxwov0rcXu-01194-00287751-00287999 that Denmark becomes the 51st state
fsxwov0rcXu-01195-00288000-00288206 every 4th of July because Danish
fsxwov0rcXu-01196-00288207-00288425 citizens in and around Aalborg celebrate
fsxwov0rcXu-01197-00288426-00288831 the American Independence Day
fsxwov0rcXu-01198-00288832-00289260 topic Poland
fsxwov0rcXu-01199-00289261-00289509 Poland has historically been staunchly
fsxwov0rcXu-01200-00289510-00289731 pro-american dating back to general
fsxwov0rcXu-01201-00289732-00289953 tattoos Kosciuszko and Casimir Pulaski
fsxwov0rcXu-01202-00289954-00290127 's involvement in the American
fsxwov0rcXu-01203-00290128-00290199 Revolution
fsxwov0rcXu-01204-00290200-00290487 this pro-american stance was reinforced
fsxwov0rcXu-01205-00290488-00290643 following favorable American
fsxwov0rcXu-01206-00290644-00290859 intervention in World War one leading to
fsxwov0rcXu-01207-00290860-00291045 the creation of an independent Poland
fsxwov0rcXu-01208-00291046-00291258 and the Cold War culminating in a Polish
fsxwov0rcXu-01209-00291259-00291476 state independent of Soviet influence
fsxwov0rcXu-01210-00291477-00291749 Poland contributed a large force to the
fsxwov0rcXu-01211-00291750-00292095 Coalition of the Willing in Iraq a quote
fsxwov0rcXu-01212-00292096-00292353 referring to Poland as the 51st state
fsxwov0rcXu-01213-00292354-00292650 has been attributed to james pavatt then
fsxwov0rcXu-01214-00292651-00292869 Central Intelligence Agency deputy
fsxwov0rcXu-01215-00292870-00293091 director for operations especially in
fsxwov0rcXu-01216-00293092-00293528 connection to extraordinary rendition
fsxwov0rcXu-01217-00293529-00294029 topic Sicily Italy
fsxwov0rcXu-01218-00294030-00294281 the party of reconstruction in Sicily
fsxwov0rcXu-01219-00294282-00294581 which claimed 40,000 members in 1944
fsxwov0rcXu-01220-00294582-00294785 campaigned for Sicily to be admitted as
fsxwov0rcXu-01221-00294786-00295073 a US state this party was one of several
fsxwov0rcXu-01222-00295074-00295283 Sicilian separatist movements active
fsxwov0rcXu-01223-00295284-00295537 after the downfall of Italian fascism
fsxwov0rcXu-01224-00295538-00295748 Sicilians felt neglected or
fsxwov0rcXu-01225-00295749-00295919 underrepresented by the Italian
fsxwov0rcXu-01226-00295920-00296201 government after the annexation of 1861
fsxwov0rcXu-01227-00296202-00296372 that ended the rule of the kingdom of
fsxwov0rcXu-01228-00296373-00296569 the two sicilies based in Naples the
fsxwov0rcXu-01229-00296570-00296894 large population of Sicilians in America
fsxwov0rcXu-01230-00296895-00297092 and the american-led allied invasion of
fsxwov0rcXu-01231-00297093-00297389 Sicily in July August 1943 may have
fsxwov0rcXu-01232-00297390-00297856 contributed to the sentiment
fsxwov0rcXu-01233-00297857-00298288 topic Oceania
fsxwov0rcXu-01234-00298289-00298757 topic Australia
fsxwov0rcXu-01235-00298758-00299081 in Australia the term 51st state is used
fsxwov0rcXu-01236-00299082-00299241 as a disparagement of a perceived
fsxwov0rcXu-01237-00299242-00299432 invasion of American cultural or
fsxwov0rcXu-01238-00299433-00299786 political influence
fsxwov0rcXu-01239-00299787-00300253 topic New Zealand
fsxwov0rcXu-01240-00300254-00300499 in 2010 there was an attempt to register
fsxwov0rcXu-01241-00300500-00300727 a 51st state party with the New Zealand
fsxwov0rcXu-01242-00300728-00301021 Electoral Commission the party advocates
fsxwov0rcXu-01243-00301022-00301276 New Zealand becoming the 51st state of
fsxwov0rcXu-01244-00301277-00301552 the United States of America the party's
fsxwov0rcXu-01245-00301553-00301789 secretary is Paulus Telfer a former
fsxwov0rcXu-01246-00301790-00302031 Christchurch mayoral candidate on
fsxwov0rcXu-01247-00302032-00302338 February 5th 2010 the party applied to
fsxwov0rcXu-01248-00302339-00302515 register a logo with the Electoral
fsxwov0rcXu-01249-00302516-00302800 Commission the logo a US flag with
fsxwov0rcXu-01250-00302801-00303001 fifty-one stars was rejected by the
fsxwov0rcXu-01251-00303002-00303187 Electoral Commission on the grounds that
fsxwov0rcXu-01252-00303188-00303364 it was likely to cause confusion or
fsxwov0rcXu-01253-00303365-00303712 mislead electors as of 2014 the party
fsxwov0rcXu-01254-00303713-00303922 remains unregistered and cannot appear
fsxwov0rcXu-01255-00303923-00304284 on a ballot
fsxwov0rcXu-01256-00304285-00304830 topic from terra nullius
fsxwov0rcXu-01257-00304831-00305046 there are four categories of terra
fsxwov0rcXu-01258-00305047-00305247 nullius land that is unclaimed by any
fsxwov0rcXu-01259-00305248-00305466 state the small unclaimed territory of
fsxwov0rcXu-01260-00305467-00305673 beer two-wheel between Egypt and Sudan
fsxwov0rcXu-01261-00305674-00305922 Marie Byrd land and other small pockets
fsxwov0rcXu-01262-00305923-00306102 of Antarctica the high seas and
fsxwov0rcXu-01263-00306103-00306306 celestial bodies such as the Moon or
fsxwov0rcXu-01264-00306307-00306522 Mars in the last three of these
fsxwov0rcXu-01265-00306523-00306750 international treaties the Antarctic
fsxwov0rcXu-01266-00306751-00306975 Treaty the United Nations Convention on
fsxwov0rcXu-01267-00306976-00307149 the law of the sea and the Outer Space
fsxwov0rcXu-01268-00307150-00307413 Treaty respectively prevent colonization
fsxwov0rcXu-01269-00307414-00307590 and potential statehood of any of these
fsxwov0rcXu-01270-00307591-00307824 uninhabited and given current technology
fsxwov0rcXu-01271-00307825-00308381 not permanently inhabitable territories
fsxwov0rcXu-01272-00308382-00308940 topic Lagrangian points of Earth's orbit
fsxwov0rcXu-01273-00308941-00309327 the l5 society was founded in 1975 with
fsxwov0rcXu-01274-00309328-00309501 the intention of constructing a space
fsxwov0rcXu-01275-00309502-00309717 habitat at one of the Lagrangian points
fsxwov0rcXu-01276-00309718-00309924 of Earth's orbit its members
fsxwov0rcXu-01277-00309925-00310122 successfully lobbied the United States
fsxwov0rcXu-01278-00310123-00310299 Senate to defeat the moon treaty a
fsxwov0rcXu-01279-00310300-00310425 treaty that would have transferred
fsxwov0rcXu-01280-00310426-00310635 sovereignty of all outer space to an
fsxwov0rcXu-01281-00310636-00310971 international organization in 1980 the
fsxwov0rcXu-01282-00310972-00311157 high price such a project would cost
fsxwov0rcXu-01283-00311158-00311328 compared to previous earth-based
fsxwov0rcXu-01284-00311329-00311520 colonies eventually led to the group's
fsxwov0rcXu-01285-00311521-00312102 demise in the 1980s
fsxwov0rcXu-01286-00312103-00312708 in popular culture related terms have
fsxwov0rcXu-01287-00312709-00312927 been used in books and film usually used
fsxwov0rcXu-01288-00312928-00313221 in a negative sense in the alternative
fsxwov0rcXu-01289-00313222-00313431 universe of Alan Moore's graphic novel
fsxwov0rcXu-01290-00313432-00313641 Watchmen the Vietnam War ends with the
fsxwov0rcXu-01291-00313642-00313842 conquest of the north and annexation of
fsxwov0rcXu-01292-00313843-00314190 a united Vietnam as the 51st state the
fsxwov0rcXu-01293-00314191-00314436 British film the 51st state released in
fsxwov0rcXu-01294-00314437-00314658 the United States and Canada as formula
fsxwov0rcXu-01295-00314659-00314892 51 makes fun of anglo-american relations
fsxwov0rcXu-01296-00314893-00315273 the term has also been used in music the
fsxwov0rcXu-01297-00315274-00315525 1986 album the ghost of Kane by the
fsxwov0rcXu-01298-00315526-00315699 English rock band New Model Army
fsxwov0rcXu-01299-00315700-00316056 features a track called 51st state which
fsxwov0rcXu-01300-00316057-00316224 refers to Britain under Margaret
fsxwov0rcXu-01301-00316225-00316368 Thatcher for her perceived Pro
fsxwov0rcXu-01302-00316369-00316854 Americanism the 1986 track Heartland by
fsxwov0rcXu-01303-00316855-00317028 English band that though describes an
fsxwov0rcXu-01304-00317029-00317214 increasingly economically divided
fsxwov0rcXu-01305-00317215-00317766 Britain as the 51st state of the US
fsxwov0rcXu-01306-00317767-00318291 topic see also
fsxwov0rcXu-01307-00318292-00318578 list of u.s. states by date of admission
fsxwov0rcXu-01308-00318579-00319028 to the Union manifest destiny North
fsxwov0rcXu-01309-00319029-00319326 American Union proposals for new
fsxwov0rcXu-01310-00319327-00319614 Australian States proposals for new
fsxwov0rcXu-01311-00319615-00319868 Canadian provinces and territories
fsxwov0rcXu-01312-00319869-00320162 future enlargement of the European Union
fsxwov0rcXu-01313-00320163-00320606 free association associated state United
fsxwov0rcXu-01314-00320607-00320771 Nations list of non-self-governing
fsxwov0rcXu-01315-00320772-00321228 territories
fsxwov0rcXu-01316-00321229-00321716 topic notes
fsxwov0rcXu-01317-00321717-00322091 topic external links
fsxwov0rcXu-01318-00322092-00322254 you
fsxwov0rcXu-01319-00322255-00322530 we'll Puerto Rico finally become our
fsxwov0rcXu-01320-00322531-00323064 51st state TV Tropes the United 51
fsxwov0rcXu-01321-00323065-00323343 States of America for examples in
fsxwov0rcXu-01322-00323344-00323631 fiction Carroll or suck the people's
fsxwov0rcXu-01323-00323632-00324030 Almanac 1975 the United 38 States of
fsxwov0rcXu-01324-00324031-00324372 America al-jazeera interview with
fsxwov0rcXu-01325-00324373-00324561 advocates in Guam sharing differing
fsxwov0rcXu-01326-00324562-00324806 opinions on what Guam status should be
fsxwov0rcXu-01327-00324807-00325035 history of efforts to reunify the
fsxwov0rcXu-01328-00325036-00325314 Mariana Islands consisting of Guam in
fsxwov0rcXu-01329-00325315-00325515 the Northern Mariana Islands and home to
fsxwov0rcXu-01330-00325516-00325809 the gemoro people
fuoJUgKtm0M-00000-00000137-00000499 : officially the municipality of : to
fuoJUgKtm0M-00001-00000500-00000740 Golic by an inca lien is a third class
fuoJUgKtm0M-00002-00000741-00000937 municipality in the province of Laguna
fuoJUgKtm0M-00003-00000938-00001310 Philippines according to the 2015 census
fuoJUgKtm0M-00004-00001311-00001718 it has a population of 23,000 269 people
fuoJUgKtm0M-00005-00001719-00001967 : is roughly rectangular in shape with a
fuoJUgKtm0M-00006-00001968-00002150 hilly terrain on most of its eastern
fuoJUgKtm0M-00007-00002151-00002339 side while relatively flat on its
fuoJUgKtm0M-00008-00002340-00002635 western side its highest elevations are
fuoJUgKtm0M-00009-00002636-00003014 from 400 to 418 meters these are found
fuoJUgKtm0M-00010-00003015-00003284 in sitio Santo Angel Malik in polo and
fuoJUgKtm0M-00011-00003285-00003545 kibou Han in barangay San Juan and city
fuoJUgKtm0M-00012-00003546-00003817 ola mau in barangay san antonio
fuoJUgKtm0M-00013-00003818-00004090 approximately 3/4 of the total land area
fuoJUgKtm0M-00014-00004092-00004313 are with terrain 300 metres above sea
fuoJUgKtm0M-00015-00004314-00004654 level its lowest points are from 5 to 20
fuoJUgKtm0M-00016-00004655-00004841 meters along the western sections of
fuoJUgKtm0M-00017-00004842-00005020 Baron guide San Juan and long goes
fuoJUgKtm0M-00018-00005021-00005324 towards Laguna de Bay
fuoJUgKtm0M-00019-00005325-00005558 the municipality was formerly called
fuoJUgKtm0M-00020-00005559-00005879 Longos until 1956 when it was changed to
fuoJUgKtm0M-00021-00005880-00006111 its present name
fuoJUgKtm0M-00022-00006112-00006705 Barun guys : is politically subdivided
fuoJUgKtm0M-00023-00006706-00007161 into three baron guys long goes old
fuoJUgKtm0M-00024-00007162-00008108 capital town San Antonio San Juan
fuoJUgKtm0M-00025-00008109-00008714 demographics in the 2015 census the
fuoJUgKtm0M-00026-00008715-00008963 population of : Laguna was twenty three
fuoJUgKtm0M-00027-00008964-00009177 thousand two hundred sixty nine people
fuoJUgKtm0M-00028-00009178-00009330 with a density of five hundred
fuoJUgKtm0M-00029-00009331-00009666 inhabitants per square kilometer or 1300
fuoJUgKtm0M-00030-00009667-00010164 inhabitants per square mile
fuoJUgKtm0M-00031-00010165-00010577 see also
fuoJUgKtm0M-00032-00010578-00010771 list of renamed cities and
fuoJUgKtm0M-00033-00010772-00011246 municipalities in the Philippines
fuoJUgKtm0M-00034-00011247-00011642 references
fuoJUgKtm0M-00035-00011643-00012464 external links : laguna official website
fuoJUgKtm0M-00036-00012465-00012687 philippine standard geographic code
fuoJUgKtm0M-00037-00012688-00013219 philippine census information local
fuoJUgKtm0M-00038-00013221-00013725 governance performance management system
fwziDr_36Oo-00000-00000142-00000469 st. Assam's church Rohini
fwziDr_36Oo-00001-00000470-00000805 in the center of Rohini village like the
fwziDr_36Oo-00002-00000806-00001012 ruins of the old Church of Saint Assam
fwziDr_36Oo-00003-00001013-00001310 if he supposed have been built on or
fwziDr_36Oo-00004-00001311-00001697 near the site of raw Anna a fort where
fwziDr_36Oo-00005-00001698-00001934 local people led by a man called Anna
fwziDr_36Oo-00006-00001935-00002368 lived long long ago maybe between 400 BC
fwziDr_36Oo-00007-00002369-00002780 and 400 AD it is from this raw or wrath
fwziDr_36Oo-00008-00002781-00003263 that Rohini takes its name saint assam
fwziDr_36Oo-00009-00003264-00003461 is thought to have been a disciple of
fwziDr_36Oo-00010-00003461-00003692 saint patrick and the first church in
fwziDr_36Oo-00011-00003693-00004100 his name was built here in 1609 the new
fwziDr_36Oo-00012-00004101-00004324 catholic church built across the road in
fwziDr_36Oo-00013-00004325-00004724 1864 as well as skull assam also take
fwziDr_36Oo-00014-00004725-00005179 his name in 1889 the old st. Assam's
fwziDr_36Oo-00015-00005180-00005510 church was replaced as parish church for
fwziDr_36Oo-00016-00005511-00005729 the Church of Ireland congregation by
fwziDr_36Oo-00017-00005730-00006022 All Saints Church on the ho throwed all
fwziDr_36Oo-00018-00006023-00006266 that remains of the old church are some
fwziDr_36Oo-00019-00006267-00006698 of the walls on one end wall the ruins
fwziDr_36Oo-00020-00006698-00006892 of the church are surrounded by an old
fwziDr_36Oo-00021-00006893-00007123 graveyard which was still used for
fwziDr_36Oo-00022-00007125-00007573 burials until 1925 Lord art alone had
fwziDr_36Oo-00023-00007575-00007769 always shown great interest in st.
fwziDr_36Oo-00024-00007770-00008039 Assam's Church in graveyard so much so
fwziDr_36Oo-00025-00008040-00008177 that when he offered to pay all the
fwziDr_36Oo-00026-00008178-00008374 expenses for the new All Saints Church
fwziDr_36Oo-00027-00008375-00008684 which he had built for the parish he did
fwziDr_36Oo-00028-00008685-00008849 so under the condition that the old
fwziDr_36Oo-00029-00008850-00009071 Church in graveyard were to be kept in
fwziDr_36Oo-00030-00009072-00009503 good repair in 1781 a curious incident
fwziDr_36Oo-00031-00009504-00009674 took place in this graveyard
fwziDr_36Oo-00032-00009675-00009985 a man named John Lonergan had been
fwziDr_36Oo-00033-00009986-00010192 sentenced to death for poisoning his
fwziDr_36Oo-00034-00010193-00010451 employer with arsenic but Lonergan
fwziDr_36Oo-00035-00010452-00010748 bribed his executioner to help fake his
fwziDr_36Oo-00036-00010749-00011084 death his coffin was secretly filled
fwziDr_36Oo-00037-00011085-00011366 with stones and buried in the graveyard
fwziDr_36Oo-00038-00011367-00011704 while the man himself fled to America
fxQUL4t4hbc-00000-00000008-00000158 what's going on guys it's omniarc and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00001-00000159-00000311 today i'm bringing you a brand new video
fxQUL4t4hbc-00002-00000312-00000455 where i'm gonna be showing you how you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00003-00000456-00000695 can take down the final ciroli boss in
fxQUL4t4hbc-00004-00000696-00001527 rise of kingdoms
fxQUL4t4hbc-00005-00001528-00001814 feels like forever since we've seen the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00006-00001816-00001887 silhouette
fxQUL4t4hbc-00007-00001888-00002126 of this final boss and yet they finally
fxQUL4t4hbc-00008-00002127-00002295 just released it and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00009-00002296-00002487 i jumped on a discord call with a couple
fxQUL4t4hbc-00010-00002488-00002663 of my friends and we were able to take
fxQUL4t4hbc-00011-00002664-00002710 it down
fxQUL4t4hbc-00012-00002711-00002966 i think on our like third or fourth try
fxQUL4t4hbc-00013-00002967-00003118 this boss is really interesting and i'm
fxQUL4t4hbc-00014-00003119-00003231 going to show you guys
fxQUL4t4hbc-00015-00003232-00003422 our actual footage i recorded our
fxQUL4t4hbc-00016-00003423-00003559 gameplay of us taking
fxQUL4t4hbc-00017-00003560-00003751 down a tourney here i guess that's how
fxQUL4t4hbc-00018-00003752-00003895 you would say it um but i just wanted to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00019-00003896-00004015 give you guys a little bit of a guide if
fxQUL4t4hbc-00020-00004015-00004175 this is you know this is new this is a
fxQUL4t4hbc-00021-00004176-00004222 new
fxQUL4t4hbc-00022-00004223-00004447 event right this is a new challenge for
fxQUL4t4hbc-00023-00004448-00004527 a lot of you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00024-00004528-00004711 and uh what i would say is that i
fxQUL4t4hbc-00025-00004712-00004870 recommend if you're gonna seriously take
fxQUL4t4hbc-00026-00004871-00004935 this down
fxQUL4t4hbc-00027-00004936-00005222 on hell mode um or on hell difficulty
fxQUL4t4hbc-00028-00005223-00005351 you should probably
fxQUL4t4hbc-00029-00005352-00005502 do it in a party with people that you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00030-00005503-00005679 know that way you can communicate and if
fxQUL4t4hbc-00031-00005680-00005847 people don't know how to like
fxQUL4t4hbc-00032-00005848-00005991 they don't know what the skills are you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00033-00005992-00006175 can tell them really easily if you're
fxQUL4t4hbc-00034-00006176-00006295 relying on
fxQUL4t4hbc-00035-00006296-00006567 random matches or like random q then you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00036-00006568-00006710 may end up with people who just have no
fxQUL4t4hbc-00037-00006711-00006831 idea what's going on so the first thing
fxQUL4t4hbc-00038-00006831-00007031 you have to know is the enrage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00039-00007031-00007198 this boss will essentially kill
fxQUL4t4hbc-00040-00007200-00007303 everybody on the battlefield
fxQUL4t4hbc-00041-00007304-00007406 instantaneously
fxQUL4t4hbc-00042-00007408-00007655 if you take too long to take it down
fxQUL4t4hbc-00043-00007656-00007806 after 480 seconds
fxQUL4t4hbc-00044-00007808-00008127 everyone basically wipes and 480 seconds
fxQUL4t4hbc-00045-00008128-00008167 is
fxQUL4t4hbc-00046-00008168-00008342 sooner than some of the other bosses
fxQUL4t4hbc-00047-00008343-00008495 longer than some of the other ones so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00048-00008496-00008623 it's kind of right there in the middle
fxQUL4t4hbc-00049-00008624-00008871 nothing too crazy there um the first
fxQUL4t4hbc-00050-00008872-00008951 skill is called
fxQUL4t4hbc-00051-00008952-00009183 flame's tongue flame tongue's kiss and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00052-00009184-00009278 it spends 100
fxQUL4t4hbc-00053-00009279-00009559 1500 rage deals at 2000 damage factor
fxQUL4t4hbc-00054-00009560-00009687 aoe in a forward-facing
fxQUL4t4hbc-00055-00009688-00009863 fan shaped area and decreases march
fxQUL4t4hbc-00056-00009864-00010078 speed by 30 for five seconds so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00057-00010079-00010238 when you first start the battle what you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00058-00010239-00010399 want to do is have the tank on one side
fxQUL4t4hbc-00059-00010400-00010503 and the other three
fxQUL4t4hbc-00060-00010504-00010767 uh on on the opposite side of toward me
fxQUL4t4hbc-00061-00010768-00010806 um
fxQUL4t4hbc-00062-00010807-00010999 our composition that we were able to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00063-00011000-00011183 defeat this with was the one that they
fxQUL4t4hbc-00064-00011184-00011303 recommended which was
fxQUL4t4hbc-00065-00011304-00011614 two dps a support and a tank uh the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00066-00011615-00011791 support aoe healing was just really
fxQUL4t4hbc-00067-00011792-00011855 valuable
fxQUL4t4hbc-00068-00011856-00012031 uh for us which was really really good
fxQUL4t4hbc-00069-00012032-00012183 so when the match starts
fxQUL4t4hbc-00070-00012184-00012367 don't don't stand in your tank have the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00071-00012368-00012510 tank taunt and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00072-00012511-00012783 have that uh 2000 damage factor aoe hit
fxQUL4t4hbc-00073-00012784-00012838 him
fxQUL4t4hbc-00074-00012839-00013022 and that'll be fine it's only 2000
fxQUL4t4hbc-00075-00013023-00013215 damage factor nothing crazy
fxQUL4t4hbc-00076-00013216-00013366 don't worry about that the next one is
fxQUL4t4hbc-00077-00013368-00013511 called saint almost fire and it says
fxQUL4t4hbc-00078-00013512-00013663 while in normal form after the battle
fxQUL4t4hbc-00079-00013663-00013799 has lasted for 30 seconds
fxQUL4t4hbc-00080-00013800-00014007 incoming attacks have a 100 chance to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00081-00014008-00014215 provoke a circular aoe attack centered
fxQUL4t4hbc-00082-00014216-00014319 on this commander
fxQUL4t4hbc-00083-00014319-00014479 taking place after eight seconds and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00084-00014480-00014630 dealing direct damage to all enemies in
fxQUL4t4hbc-00085-00014631-00014791 the area with a damage factor of five
fxQUL4t4hbc-00086-00014791-00014863 thousand
fxQUL4t4hbc-00087-00014863-00015022 tourney can't move while he does this
fxQUL4t4hbc-00088-00015023-00015191 and also can only trickle once every 40
fxQUL4t4hbc-00089-00015191-00015238 seconds
fxQUL4t4hbc-00090-00015240-00015375 you're gonna see this skill happen
fxQUL4t4hbc-00091-00015376-00015599 probably um maybe like four times
fxQUL4t4hbc-00092-00015600-00015766 throughout the fight essentially you're
fxQUL4t4hbc-00093-00015768-00015935 just gonna see a circle appear
fxQUL4t4hbc-00094-00015936-00016063 around toward me and you have eight
fxQUL4t4hbc-00095-00016063-00016222 seconds to get outside that circle
fxQUL4t4hbc-00096-00016223-00016415 otherwise you take massive damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00097-00016416-00016575 definitely avoid this you're gonna see
fxQUL4t4hbc-00098-00016576-00016758 in the gameplay i get hit by this first
fxQUL4t4hbc-00099-00016759-00016871 one and i take like
fxQUL4t4hbc-00100-00016872-00017103 20 000 damage factor all right 20 000
fxQUL4t4hbc-00101-00017104-00017183 damage so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00102-00017184-00017343 it was uh it was pretty devastating i
fxQUL4t4hbc-00103-00017344-00017494 was able to get healed it was fine
fxQUL4t4hbc-00104-00017495-00017686 uh but definitely avoid this anytime you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00105-00017687-00017919 see that massive circle around toward me
fxQUL4t4hbc-00106-00017920-00018047 the next one's called earth shattering
fxQUL4t4hbc-00107-00018048-00018239 roar it says when attack there's a 50
fxQUL4t4hbc-00108-00018240-00018367 chance to deal direct damage to the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00109-00018368-00018558 attacker damage factor 1400
fxQUL4t4hbc-00110-00018559-00018711 skill can only trigger once every 15
fxQUL4t4hbc-00111-00018712-00018943 seconds so again this isn't too crazy
fxQUL4t4hbc-00112-00018944-00019158 um it is you know it's this is the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00113-00019159-00019350 equivalent of uh taos
fxQUL4t4hbc-00114-00019351-00019558 uh single target damage factor right so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00115-00019559-00019686 it's nothing like crazy
fxQUL4t4hbc-00116-00019687-00019871 and it has a internal cooldown of 15
fxQUL4t4hbc-00117-00019872-00020055 seconds so um it's a 50
fxQUL4t4hbc-00118-00020056-00020230 chance which means somebody's gonna take
fxQUL4t4hbc-00119-00020231-00020399 this every 15 seconds because there's
fxQUL4t4hbc-00120-00020400-00020567 four of you so odds are someone's gonna
fxQUL4t4hbc-00121-00020568-00020622 take it
fxQUL4t4hbc-00122-00020623-00020958 the last two skills are really really
fxQUL4t4hbc-00123-00020959-00021119 really powerful and we're gonna get into
fxQUL4t4hbc-00124-00021120-00021247 that now so this skill is called
fxQUL4t4hbc-00125-00021248-00021407 force of a thousand storms and it says
fxQUL4t4hbc-00126-00021408-00021583 when tourney's troops are reduced to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00127-00021584-00021886 75 percent or 50 units remaining he will
fxQUL4t4hbc-00128-00021887-00022007 enter the thunder form
fxQUL4t4hbc-00129-00022008-00022207 for 30 seconds while in thunder form
fxQUL4t4hbc-00130-00022208-00022335 tournament cannot move
fxQUL4t4hbc-00131-00022336-00022535 is invulnerable and will unleash an
fxQUL4t4hbc-00132-00022536-00022686 attack that deals huge damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00133-00022687-00022894 multiple times to all governor troops
fxQUL4t4hbc-00134-00022895-00023047 after a few seconds they're not kidding
fxQUL4t4hbc-00135-00023048-00023143 this will deal
fxQUL4t4hbc-00136-00023144-00023399 crazy damage after entering thunder form
fxQUL4t4hbc-00137-00023400-00023575 tourney will choose a random enemy to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00138-00023576-00023727 target and after a set amount of time
fxQUL4t4hbc-00139-00023728-00023919 will unleash a circular aoe attack
fxQUL4t4hbc-00140-00023920-00024022 centered on that target
fxQUL4t4hbc-00141-00024023-00024199 dealing direct damage to all enemies in
fxQUL4t4hbc-00142-00024200-00024358 the area with a damage factor of 2
fxQUL4t4hbc-00143-00024359-00024607 000 at the same time tourney will summon
fxQUL4t4hbc-00144-00024608-00024767 his guardian who will leave behind a
fxQUL4t4hbc-00145-00024768-00024950 protective veil when defeated
fxQUL4t4hbc-00146-00024951-00025142 troops inside the veil become immune to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00147-00025143-00025335 damage from tourney so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00148-00025336-00025478 essentially what you have to do and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00149-00025479-00025606 you're gonna see this in the gameplay
fxQUL4t4hbc-00150-00025607-00025758 but you'll see who's gonna get targeted
fxQUL4t4hbc-00151-00025760-00025887 for the circular aoe
fxQUL4t4hbc-00152-00025888-00026167 our intention was to avoid that target
fxQUL4t4hbc-00153-00026168-00026287 so that way we don't get hit with that
fxQUL4t4hbc-00154-00026288-00026358 aoe
fxQUL4t4hbc-00155-00026360-00026527 but as soon as that aoe happens the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00156-00026527-00026751 guardian spawns and you have a very
fxQUL4t4hbc-00157-00026752-00026799 short
fxQUL4t4hbc-00158-00026800-00027007 window of time to kill that guardian so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00159-00027008-00027158 that way the veil spawns
fxQUL4t4hbc-00160-00027160-00027439 and you don't get hit by this massive uh
fxQUL4t4hbc-00161-00027439-00027574 aoe huge damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00162-00027575-00027870 right you will die to this so what we
fxQUL4t4hbc-00163-00027872-00027990 found out is that
fxQUL4t4hbc-00164-00027991-00028199 instead of avoiding the player who gets
fxQUL4t4hbc-00165-00028200-00028351 targeted by the aoe
fxQUL4t4hbc-00166-00028352-00028527 you have to run at them and all of you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00167-00028527-00028718 are just gonna tank that 2000 damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00168-00028719-00028783 factor
fxQUL4t4hbc-00169-00028783-00029062 that way once the aoe damage is done you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00170-00029063-00029095 are
fxQUL4t4hbc-00171-00029095-00029279 all right there to jump on top of the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00172-00029280-00029462 guardian that spawns and you can aoe it
fxQUL4t4hbc-00173-00029463-00029543 down really quick
fxQUL4t4hbc-00174-00029544-00029718 in the grand scheme of things this 2000
fxQUL4t4hbc-00175-00029719-00029911 damage factor is nothing compared to the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00176-00029912-00030007 damage you're gonna take
fxQUL4t4hbc-00177-00030008-00030174 if you don't kill that guardian quickly
fxQUL4t4hbc-00178-00030175-00030446 so we figured the fastest way just dps
fxQUL4t4hbc-00179-00030447-00030590 it down take that damage factor no big
fxQUL4t4hbc-00180-00030591-00030670 deal
fxQUL4t4hbc-00181-00030672-00030911 once that happens stand in the circular
fxQUL4t4hbc-00182-00030912-00031046 bubble you're gonna see this again
fxQUL4t4hbc-00183-00031047-00031151 during the footage and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00184-00031152-00031446 tourney will shoot out i think it's five
fxQUL4t4hbc-00185-00031447-00031558 aoe blasts
fxQUL4t4hbc-00186-00031560-00031814 from his area just stay in that bubble
fxQUL4t4hbc-00187-00031816-00031895 the whole time
fxQUL4t4hbc-00188-00031895-00032095 wait till the five blasts are over and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00189-00032095-00032214 then you can go back to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00190-00032216-00032479 attacking him back down from 75 to 50
fxQUL4t4hbc-00191-00032480-00032527 percent
fxQUL4t4hbc-00192-00032527-00032702 once he hits 50 percent this whole thing
fxQUL4t4hbc-00193-00032703-00032846 will happen again so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00194-00032847-00032974 look for the person who's gonna take the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00195-00032975-00033159 aoe run towards them kill the guardian
fxQUL4t4hbc-00196-00033160-00033335 stand in the bubble you're good to go
fxQUL4t4hbc-00197-00033336-00033655 once you take him from 50 down to 25
fxQUL4t4hbc-00198-00033656-00033887 he enters a different form of combat so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00199-00033888-00034095 when turkish troops are reduced to 25
fxQUL4t4hbc-00200-00034096-00034262 he will enter the tempest form for the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00201-00034263-00034455 rest of combat when attacked in tempest
fxQUL4t4hbc-00202-00034456-00034631 form turkey will inflict a stackable
fxQUL4t4hbc-00203-00034632-00034767 debuff on the attacker
fxQUL4t4hbc-00204-00034768-00035023 increasing the damage they take by 8 for
fxQUL4t4hbc-00205-00035024-00035215 15 seconds this effect can stack up to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00206-00035216-00035318 40 times
fxQUL4t4hbc-00207-00035319-00035479 refreshing the duration with each new
fxQUL4t4hbc-00208-00035480-00035727 stack so this is a devastating
fxQUL4t4hbc-00209-00035728-00035990 debuff to your army while in the tempest
fxQUL4t4hbc-00210-00035991-00036174 form torgni will choose a random enemy
fxQUL4t4hbc-00211-00036175-00036327 to target every so often and after a set
fxQUL4t4hbc-00212-00036328-00036462 amount of time will unleash a circular
fxQUL4t4hbc-00213-00036463-00036518 aoe
fxQUL4t4hbc-00214-00036519-00036679 on that target dealing direct damage to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00215-00036680-00036823 all enemies in the area with a damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00216-00036824-00036927 factor of a thousand
fxQUL4t4hbc-00217-00036928-00037151 so this is exactly the same as the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00218-00037152-00037415 previous form at 75 and 50 percent
fxQUL4t4hbc-00219-00037416-00037639 with a smaller damage factor but you're
fxQUL4t4hbc-00220-00037640-00037790 gonna have those stacks so you're still
fxQUL4t4hbc-00221-00037791-00037918 going to take a lot of damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00222-00037919-00038062 at the same time tournament will summon
fxQUL4t4hbc-00223-00038063-00038174 his guardian who will leave behind a
fxQUL4t4hbc-00224-00038175-00038335 protective veil when defeated troops
fxQUL4t4hbc-00225-00038336-00038455 inside the valve remove
fxQUL4t4hbc-00226-00038456-00038727 any debuffs inflicted by tourney so this
fxQUL4t4hbc-00227-00038728-00038855 is essentially you're going to do the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00228-00038856-00038983 exact same thing
fxQUL4t4hbc-00229-00038984-00039207 as you did with force with this with the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00230-00039208-00039327 75 and the 50
fxQUL4t4hbc-00231-00039328-00039551 form but once you get in the veil
fxQUL4t4hbc-00232-00039552-00039718 instead of standing there and trying not
fxQUL4t4hbc-00233-00039719-00039774 to move
fxQUL4t4hbc-00234-00039775-00039887 as soon as you get in the veil and the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00235-00039888-00040039 debuffs are gone you want to attack
fxQUL4t4hbc-00236-00040040-00040159 tourney again and you're gonna start
fxQUL4t4hbc-00237-00040160-00040279 getting some of those debuffs because
fxQUL4t4hbc-00238-00040280-00040407 the veil is gonna go away
fxQUL4t4hbc-00239-00040408-00040590 um but at this point uh you're probably
fxQUL4t4hbc-00240-00040591-00040718 gonna be pretty low on health
fxQUL4t4hbc-00241-00040719-00040855 um you're really like i said you're just
fxQUL4t4hbc-00242-00040856-00041071 gonna wanna basically dps him down
fxQUL4t4hbc-00243-00041072-00041255 at this point remove the debuffs as
fxQUL4t4hbc-00244-00041256-00041439 often as you can he's gonna be
fxQUL4t4hbc-00245-00041440-00041607 spawning a lot of guardians at this
fxQUL4t4hbc-00246-00041608-00041815 point and if you have to uh the support
fxQUL4t4hbc-00247-00041816-00041967 can use that aoe healing and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00248-00041968-00042135 it should be fine at that point anyway
fxQUL4t4hbc-00249-00042136-00042287 with that said let's jump over and you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00250-00042288-00042502 guys can see the actual live gameplay
fxQUL4t4hbc-00251-00042503-00042687 i should probably change to a city skin
fxQUL4t4hbc-00252-00042688-00042935 that is good for cavs
fxQUL4t4hbc-00253-00042936-00043311 yeah yeah i did that last second here
fxQUL4t4hbc-00254-00043312-00043783 oops okay hang on i'm trying to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00255-00043784-00044143 i'm also getting my telemax by the way
fxQUL4t4hbc-00256-00044144-00044471 all right okay
fxQUL4t4hbc-00257-00044472-00044671 all right you sure you don't want
fxQUL4t4hbc-00258-00044672-00044790 genghis khan i don't know
fxQUL4t4hbc-00259-00044791-00045095 i got gk secondary uh okay
fxQUL4t4hbc-00260-00045096-00045318 okay he's good primary isn't he all
fxQUL4t4hbc-00261-00045319-00045551 right but you don't get that
fxQUL4t4hbc-00262-00045552-00046351 yeah yeah i think you should be fine
fxQUL4t4hbc-00263-00046352-00046767 taunt thank you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00264-00046768-00046879 i don't know what mike's taking the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00265-00046880-00047358 aggro because you suck
fxQUL4t4hbc-00266-00047359-00047751 all right
fxQUL4t4hbc-00267-00047752-00048167 are we coming in about 100k damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00268-00048168-00048415 i wonder if if we should save the dps
fxQUL4t4hbc-00269-00048416-00048551 like fireball skill
fxQUL4t4hbc-00270-00048552-00048886 for just the yeah i'm thinking okay
fxQUL4t4hbc-00271-00048887-00050495 leave the aoe because that
fxQUL4t4hbc-00272-00050496-00050695 i was just i wasn't paying attention oh
fxQUL4t4hbc-00273-00050696-00050799 he's out
fxQUL4t4hbc-00274-00050800-00050967 nice because he was double aoe like the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00275-00050968-00051118 huge one and
fxQUL4t4hbc-00276-00051119-00051438 yeah okay oh my god that was close
fxQUL4t4hbc-00277-00051439-00051799 easy
fxQUL4t4hbc-00278-00051800-00051926 i feel like we're not dealing that much
fxQUL4t4hbc-00279-00051927-00052326 less damage though
fxQUL4t4hbc-00280-00052327-00052694 we're very healthy
fxQUL4t4hbc-00281-00052695-00053254 oh really careful
fxQUL4t4hbc-00282-00053255-00053503 i can't move all right i guess these two
fxQUL4t4hbc-00283-00053504-00053638 don't care
fxQUL4t4hbc-00284-00053639-00053799 i was trying to [__] move and i kept
fxQUL4t4hbc-00285-00053800-00053975 like sliding my
fxQUL4t4hbc-00286-00053976-00054199 arm as well yeah honestly you have so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00287-00054200-00054311 much heels
fxQUL4t4hbc-00288-00054312-00054630 probably doesn't matter
fxQUL4t4hbc-00289-00054632-00055223 okay next time
fxQUL4t4hbc-00290-00055224-00055375 wait how do you have a oh you got a
fxQUL4t4hbc-00291-00055376-00055526 march feeder
fxQUL4t4hbc-00292-00055527-00055687 i thought that was good i thought that
fxQUL4t4hbc-00293-00055688-00056494 was the stats
fxQUL4t4hbc-00294-00056495-00056671 yeah i think once you know how to do it
fxQUL4t4hbc-00295-00056672-00057454 it's not crazy hard
fxQUL4t4hbc-00296-00057455-00057911 all right yeah
fxQUL4t4hbc-00297-00057912-00058071 my aoe is on cooldown for another 100
fxQUL4t4hbc-00298-00058072-00058366 seconds though
fxQUL4t4hbc-00299-00058367-00058630 might be good for that i'm gonna save it
fxQUL4t4hbc-00300-00058632-00058854 for when we get down down to 25
fxQUL4t4hbc-00301-00058855-00059799 yeah i have my youtube as well
fxQUL4t4hbc-00302-00059800-00061463 all right it's coming on panda yep
fxQUL4t4hbc-00303-00061464-00061606 i feel like only one of us took damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00304-00061607-00061911 from the aoe that detonated on panda
fxQUL4t4hbc-00305-00061912-00062166 yeah it wasn't it's definitely not much
fxQUL4t4hbc-00306-00062167-00062366 like no it was 9000 but i think
fxQUL4t4hbc-00307-00062367-00062494 i don't think it's aoe even though the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00308-00062495-00062726 text as it is
fxQUL4t4hbc-00309-00062727-00062950 uh you think it's only the person with
fxQUL4t4hbc-00310-00062951-00064479 the arrow
fxQUL4t4hbc-00311-00064479-00065550 all right we should get out of this
fxQUL4t4hbc-00312-00065551-00065863 aoe is up in 30 seconds
fxQUL4t4hbc-00313-00065864-00066263 nice good stuff don't worry about me
fxQUL4t4hbc-00314-00066264-00066663 i have my i'ma hold it until we get him
fxQUL4t4hbc-00315-00066664-00066911 down to the 25.
fxQUL4t4hbc-00316-00066912-00068031 yeah good call that's annoying
fxQUL4t4hbc-00317-00068032-00068503 yeah mine did the same thing sometimes
fxQUL4t4hbc-00318-00068504-00068926 i just met big healing now
fxQUL4t4hbc-00319-00068927-00069382 oh oh yeah it's big chilling yeah
fxQUL4t4hbc-00320-00069383-00069511 i think it's like sixty percent of my
fxQUL4t4hbc-00321-00069512-00070006 house thick yo boys
fxQUL4t4hbc-00322-00070007-00070215 for you in a second all right guys it's
fxQUL4t4hbc-00323-00070216-00070406 coming up in 30k damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00324-00070407-00070591 so at 25 i don't think he ever goes
fxQUL4t4hbc-00325-00070592-00070719 invulnerable i think
fxQUL4t4hbc-00326-00070720-00071038 he doesn't know you just gotta go
fxQUL4t4hbc-00327-00071039-00071199 oh that's annoying though uh can we run
fxQUL4t4hbc-00328-00071200-00071359 away before he goes 25
fxQUL4t4hbc-00329-00071360-00071982 yes
fxQUL4t4hbc-00330-00071983-00072199 all right so we have to kill the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00331-00072200-00072382 guardians
fxQUL4t4hbc-00332-00072383-00072647 and we have to keep attacking him so
fxQUL4t4hbc-00333-00072648-00072982 maybe one of us focuses on the guardian
fxQUL4t4hbc-00334-00072983-00073135 i think it's best to swing the guardian
fxQUL4t4hbc-00335-00073136-00073287 down real quick that way we can get the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00336-00073288-00073471 shield and remove stacks and then
fxQUL4t4hbc-00337-00073472-00074015 go back focusing on him
fxQUL4t4hbc-00338-00074016-00074287 uh i'm waiting for my bar to fill oh
fxQUL4t4hbc-00339-00074288-00074447 yeah i got it coming
fxQUL4t4hbc-00340-00074448-00074703 i need two more bars i come closer to
fxQUL4t4hbc-00341-00074704-00074782 you guys
fxQUL4t4hbc-00342-00074783-00075159 where is oh it's gonna spawn in a sink
fxQUL4t4hbc-00343-00075160-00075447 omni come down towards me a little bit
fxQUL4t4hbc-00344-00075448-00075662 i would love a guardian now though it's
fxQUL4t4hbc-00345-00075663-00075838 on me it's gonna be
fxQUL4t4hbc-00346-00075839-00076247 hey he's almost up
fxQUL4t4hbc-00347-00076248-00076559 okay kill the guardian now
fxQUL4t4hbc-00348-00076560-00076823 anyways up okay oh my god in there let's
fxQUL4t4hbc-00349-00076824-00076982 get the guardian should we
fxQUL4t4hbc-00350-00076983-00077215 yeah yeah kill guardian why do they will
fxQUL4t4hbc-00351-00077216-00077423 you not really heal anything
fxQUL4t4hbc-00352-00077424-00077591 he's going to purchase attacks nice now
fxQUL4t4hbc-00353-00077592-00077735 he keeps hitting him yeah i'm running
fxQUL4t4hbc-00354-00077736-00077894 the shield as well which is good
fxQUL4t4hbc-00355-00077895-00078071 next why did my aoe like kill anything
fxQUL4t4hbc-00356-00078072-00078279 dude i think we were probably just
fxQUL4t4hbc-00357-00078280-00078431 taking so much damage
fxQUL4t4hbc-00358-00078432-00079038 thanks guardian
fxQUL4t4hbc-00359-00079039-00079271 it's hard to target the guardians eh
fxQUL4t4hbc-00360-00079272-00079415 that's why i always just like click the
fxQUL4t4hbc-00361-00079416-00079671 lohar picture and then attack yeah
fxQUL4t4hbc-00362-00079672-00079999 yeah all right can we do it
fxQUL4t4hbc-00363-00080000-00080223 we got this right yeah seven cent should
fxQUL4t4hbc-00364-00080224-00080559 be able to do it hopefully
fxQUL4t4hbc-00365-00080560-00080767 yeah yeah yeah oh come on make sure you
fxQUL4t4hbc-00366-00080768-00082503 hit on you guys
fxQUL4t4hbc-00367-00082504-00082718 uh just just burn him just burn the boss
fxQUL4t4hbc-00368-00082719-00082806 20 percent
fxQUL4t4hbc-00369-00082807-00083150 for 23 and you don't oh okay
fxQUL4t4hbc-00370-00083151-00083487 now he's ready we got him
fxQUL4t4hbc-00371-00083488-00083823 hey nice oh
fxQUL4t4hbc-00372-00083824-00084415 come on
fxQUL4t4hbc-00373-00084416-00084591 oh i was the tank i did my job
fxQUL4t4hbc-00374-00084592-00084799 [Laughter]
fxQUL4t4hbc-00375-00084800-00085111 okay that's of course they gave me ebony
fxQUL4t4hbc-00376-00085112-00085303 guys i gotta get back to it all right
fxQUL4t4hbc-00377-00085304-00085415 mike thanks man
fxQUL4t4hbc-00378-00085416-00085743 thank you i appreciate it yeah
fxQUL4t4hbc-00379-00085744-00086087 see you man yeah that was sick
fxQUL4t4hbc-00380-00086088-00086350 i like that that went too bad if you
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f-5i9Xi5ma0-00000-00000055-00001199 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00001-00001200-00001582 i'm very delighted to introduce anish
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00002-00001583-00001726 is an assistant professor at the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00003-00001727-00001934 department of atmospheric oceanic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00004-00001935-00002223 sciences at the university of colorado
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00005-00002224-00002502 he also was at san diego and in oxford
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00006-00002503-00002702 so he has
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00007-00002703-00002958 worked both in europe and here
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00008-00002959-00003039 um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00009-00003040-00003319 he has many research interests around
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00010-00003320-00003638 climate prediction data assimilation
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00011-00003639-00003775 coupled
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00012-00003776-00004038 couple processes and permittization
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00013-00004039-00004335 development he has worked in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00014-00004336-00004486 modeling of the madden julian
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00015-00004487-00004631 oscillation
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00016-00004632-00004838 and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00017-00004839-00004959 and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00018-00004960-00005215 i think uh one of the the work that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00019-00005216-00005399 stands out is um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00020-00005400-00005615 his studies on climate change impacts on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00021-00005616-00006102 the mdo and how the physical and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00022-00006103-00006206 improvements of the physical
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00023-00006207-00006414 publicization schemes and stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00024-00006415-00006575 commoditizations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00025-00006576-00006814 can help with the representation of mdo
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00026-00006815-00006959 in the tropics
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00027-00006959-00007142 anish i'm looking very forward to your
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00028-00007143-00007334 talk and please do take the full 30
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00029-00007336-00007431 minutes
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00030-00007431-00007774 thank you thank you
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00031-00007775-00007887 so yeah
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00032-00007888-00008142 i'll be talking about
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00033-00008143-00008407 exploring physical and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00034-00008408-00008663 a little bit towards the end of machine
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00035-00008664-00008887 learning methods as well for stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00036-00008888-00009103 modeling and ensemble prediction of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00037-00009104-00009351 weather and climate and here i um say
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00038-00009352-00009495 weather and climate
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00039-00009496-00009710 which is essentially a continuum where
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00040-00009711-00009919 s2s is the bridge between weather and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00041-00009920-00010055 climate
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00042-00010056-00010455 i would like to acknowledge and thank
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00043-00010456-00010687 all my colleagues and collaborators who
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00044-00010688-00010831 have contributed to much of the work
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00045-00010832-00010983 i'll be presenting
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00046-00010984-00011199 a lot of the work
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00047-00011200-00011414 on stochastic modeling i started when i
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00048-00011415-00011495 was
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00049-00011496-00011783 in tim palmer and anthony's group at
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00050-00011784-00011903 oxford
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00051-00011904-00012159 in collaboration with frederick
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00052-00012160-00012319 peter bechtold and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00053-00012320-00012470 magdalena
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00054-00012471-00012670 at ecmwf
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00055-00012671-00012958 i'll be presenting some results uh from
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00056-00012959-00013286 will chapman who's a student as in this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00057-00013287-00013511 school as well it's been a a real
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00058-00013512-00013686 pleasure to work with well
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00059-00013687-00013975 over the past uh half a decade
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00060-00013976-00014215 um and then yeah colleagues at encar
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00061-00014216-00014503 david john judith whom you'll hear
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00062-00014504-00014758 from later in the school and colleagues
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00063-00014759-00015022 in europe and in san diego like jurik
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00064-00015023-00015455 mentioned
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00065-00015456-00015671 so yeah i presented this slide in our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00066-00015672-00015863 introductory um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00067-00015863-00016119 talk on monday
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00068-00016119-00016399 i'll not go over all the applications
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00069-00016400-00016583 and the time scales and information
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00070-00016584-00016791 again but one thing i would like to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00071-00016792-00016983 emphasize in this plot which i did not
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00072-00016984-00017127 on monday was
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00073-00017128-00017479 the two orange lines which
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00074-00017480-00017719 which are not highlighted in this figure
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00075-00017720-00017855 in any way but
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00076-00017856-00018079 it is really key for using our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00077-00018080-00018199 information
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00078-00018200-00018463 for applications in the society so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00079-00018464-00018671 being able to give
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00080-00018672-00018903 what's known as forecast uncertainty or
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00081-00018904-00019063 how um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00082-00019064-00019383 uncertain or certain we are about our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00083-00019384-00019630 forecasts on different time scales
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00084-00019631-00019871 is really key for using that for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00085-00019872-00020094 decision making in societal applications
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00086-00020095-00020335 and a lot of what i'll talk about today
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00087-00020336-00020478 is how do we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00088-00020479-00020671 get this right how do we get our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00089-00020672-00020950 uncertainty right in our forecasts and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00090-00020951-00021222 what does that imply um both in terms of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00091-00021223-00021503 improving our models but also improving
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00092-00021504-00021694 the information we provide at different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00093-00021695-00021847 time scales and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00094-00021848-00022111 as you see in this figure
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00095-00022112-00022383 the uncertainty grows in time and what
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00096-00022384-00022599 we would like is our prediction systems
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00097-00022600-00022791 also to reflect
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00098-00022792-00022950 the same on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00099-00022951-00023127 growing the uncertainty and growing the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00100-00023128-00023463 uncertainty accurately
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00101-00023464-00023686 so just a brief outline of what i'll
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00102-00023687-00023903 talk i'll be giving a lot of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00103-00023904-00024127 introduction on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00104-00024128-00024350 how uncertainty grows in our system what
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00105-00024351-00024455 do we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00106-00024456-00024655 mean by ensemble prediction why do we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00107-00024656-00024950 need ensemble prediction and stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00108-00024951-00025167 perturbations in ensemble prediction
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00109-00025168-00025303 systems
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00110-00025304-00025486 and then i'll touch upon some brief
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00111-00025487-00025711 results on the impact of stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00112-00025712-00025911 parameterization on uh mean
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00113-00025912-00026150 precipitation a lot of work done by
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00114-00026151-00026383 auntie over the last decade
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00115-00026383-00026574 and also sub-seasonal forecasts of the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00116-00026575-00027031 mjo um which is ongoing work and then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00117-00027032-00027199 towards the end i'll touch on machine
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00118-00027200-00027374 learning for post-processing and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00119-00027375-00027767 stochastic parameterization
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00120-00027768-00027958 so yeah we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00121-00027960-00028190 we mentioned about the ed lawrence's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00122-00028191-00028295 concept
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00123-00028295-00028431 of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00124-00028432-00028783 sensitivity to initial conditions
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00125-00028783-00029055 and the whole concept of chaos both in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00126-00029056-00029231 joe's talk on the first day as well as
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00127-00029232-00029327 in our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00128-00029327-00029470 fun debate
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00129-00029472-00029814 on tuesday
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00130-00029816-00029927 so ed
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00131-00029927-00030135 lawrence came up with this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00132-00030136-00030374 really simple model a three variable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00133-00030375-00030487 model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00134-00030488-00030743 the paper uh was published in 1963
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00135-00030744-00031007 called deterministic non-periodic um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00136-00031008-00031223 flows
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00137-00031224-00031455 this essentially it was not
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00138-00031456-00031655 the first reference to chaos there have
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00139-00031656-00031790 been
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00140-00031791-00032039 there has been work done on chaos before
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00141-00032039-00032151 but
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00142-00032152-00032270 essentially
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00143-00032272-00032527 i think little lighter was a milestone
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00144-00032527-00032839 in terms of understanding chaos in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00145-00032840-00033095 weather sciences and weather prediction
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00146-00033096-00033255 so the model is really simple it's a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00147-00033256-00033407 three variable model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00148-00033408-00033631 with non-linear interactions and three
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00149-00033632-00033951 parameters it's a model for what's known
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00150-00033952-00034127 as rayleigh burnout convection or
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00151-00034128-00034390 convection of a flow fluid flow between
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00152-00034391-00034567 two plates which are at different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00153-00034568-00034895 temperatures
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00154-00034896-00035215 and ed lawrence's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00155-00035216-00035374 paper and like
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00156-00035375-00035559 following work that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00157-00035560-00035718 really had an impact on ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00158-00035719-00035871 prediction is this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00159-00035872-00036111 sensitivity to initial conditions if we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00160-00036112-00036367 have small perturbations in our initial
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00161-00036368-00036590 conditions how do they grow in a chaotic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00162-00036591-00036815 system they would grow non-linearly and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00163-00036816-00036967 that's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00164-00036968-00037287 essentially the concept of why
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00165-00037288-00037479 why we need to project uncertainty
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00166-00037480-00037679 accurately because we need to capture
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00167-00037680-00037918 that error growth well
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00168-00037919-00038271 so i'll demonstrate this with a simple
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00169-00038272-00038543 schematic here in a minute i'll play an
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00170-00038544-00038711 animation
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00171-00038712-00038799 what
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00172-00038800-00039199 we did was to run the lawrence model for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00173-00039200-00039446 a long period of time and all these gray
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00174-00039447-00039655 dots are solutions to those three
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00175-00039656-00039774 equations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00176-00039775-00039999 over a long period of time
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00177-00040000-00040174 and this is just for the x and z
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00178-00040175-00040367 variable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00179-00040368-00040599 you can think of this as the climate of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00180-00040600-00040823 the system it's a climate attractor or
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00181-00040824-00040974 it's the space where
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00182-00040975-00041318 all solutions of the model will lie
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00183-00041319-00041462 then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00184-00041463-00041758 what i did was to pick like one value of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00185-00041759-00041974 one initial condition and then put up
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00186-00041975-00042207 that 50 times so these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00187-00042208-00042495 red dots here we have 50 different dots
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00188-00042496-00042590 of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00189-00042591-00042790 red color
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00190-00042791-00043007 and i did this in three different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00191-00043008-00043279 locations of the attractor so one over
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00192-00043280-00043471 here with
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00193-00043472-00043807 a value of z between 40 and 45 and x
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00194-00043808-00044015 between -10 and 15.
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00195-00044016-00044271 another here i initialize an ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00196-00044272-00044630 here and another one here
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00197-00044631-00044727 and then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00198-00044728-00045062 i'll integrate the model forward in time
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00199-00045063-00045302 and we'll see what
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00200-00045303-00045590 happens in terms of the ensemble how do
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00201-00045591-00045767 these 50
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00202-00045768-00046079 members evolve in time all of them were
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00203-00046080-00046295 initialized very close to each other
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00204-00046296-00046535 with just a small
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00205-00046536-00046783 gaussian noise added
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00206-00046784-00046983 and as we integrate forward in time this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00207-00046984-00047253 is about 12 model time units
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00208-00047254-00047423 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00209-00047424-00047535 you see
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00210-00047536-00047758 different behavior in these 50 ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00211-00047759-00048023 members as we integrate them
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00212-00048024-00048167 through these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00213-00048168-00048471 12 you can think of it as 12 or 15
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00214-00048472-00048751 days of forecasts in the model right
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00215-00048752-00049007 if we initialize them from this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00216-00049008-00049230 part of the attractor they all stay
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00217-00049231-00049558 close to each other for this time period
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00218-00049559-00049790 and the ensemble spread is low
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00219-00049791-00049943 if we think about
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00220-00049944-00050023 this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00221-00050024-00050230 location the ensemble spread becomes
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00222-00050231-00050343 large
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00223-00050344-00050486 and then as
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00224-00050487-00050718 we get close to this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00225-00050719-00050974 region of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00226-00050975-00051207 bifurcation between these two regions of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00227-00051208-00051375 the attractor
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00228-00051376-00051566 we start seeing divergence in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00229-00051567-00051711 ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00230-00051712-00051887 much before it like closer to the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00231-00051888-00052214 initial condition
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00232-00052215-00052479 and here i call them as predictable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00233-00052479-00052663 semi-predictable and unpredictable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00234-00052664-00052935 because the uncertainty is really large
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00235-00052936-00053135 um in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00236-00053136-00053326 la in the third case and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00237-00053327-00053535 in the first case the uncertainty is low
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00238-00053536-00053791 so if our true system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00239-00053791-00054054 was what i picked as the initial
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00240-00054055-00054279 condition here then all the ensembles
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00241-00054279-00054471 will be able to predict that true system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00242-00054472-00054719 with low uncertainty here
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00243-00054720-00054966 this kind of an example can also be seen
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00244-00054967-00055126 in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00245-00055127-00055430 the real world here
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00246-00055432-00055671 what i've shown below is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00247-00055672-00055926 three different examples of ensembl
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00248-00055927-00056126 prediction of hurricane tracks or
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00249-00056127-00056366 tropical cyclone tracks one
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00250-00056367-00056599 on the left here is for hurricane hayan
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00251-00056600-00056887 which impacted philippines and the west
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00252-00056888-00057294 pacific region western tropical pacific
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00253-00057295-00057550 the colors here indicate the probability
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00254-00057551-00057687 of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00255-00057688-00057935 occurrence of the tropical cyclone track
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00256-00057936-00058166 the blue and purple color show high
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00257-00058167-00058326 probability 80
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00258-00058327-00058519 80 percent above
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00259-00058520-00058726 and what we see here in the ecmwf
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00260-00058727-00058966 ensemble system is all the ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00261-00058967-00059150 members projected
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00262-00059151-00059294 a similar track
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00263-00059295-00059454 the black
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00264-00059455-00059726 dark line here is uh what truly happened
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00265-00059727-00059815 so that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00266-00059816-00060263 they all lie within the ensemble spread
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00267-00060264-00060415 on the right on the middle panel is the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00268-00060416-00060663 hurricane katrina which brought a lot of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00269-00060664-00060871 destruction and death onto the gulf
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00270-00060872-00061023 coast in u.s
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00271-00061024-00061215 here we see initially there was large
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00272-00061216-00061335 probability
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00273-00061336-00061487 of where
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00274-00061488-00061726 it would go large certainty but then the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00275-00061727-00061847 spread became
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00276-00061848-00062071 larger and the third one was hurricane
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00277-00062072-00062287 nadine where it could either go out into
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00278-00062288-00062606 the atlantic or towards spain and have a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00279-00062607-00062791 big societal impact
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00280-00062791-00063030 so these are kind of examples where we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00281-00063032-00063182 want to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00282-00063183-00063438 predict the uncertain uncertainty
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00283-00063439-00063703 accurately in our forecast so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00284-00063704-00063966 what do we call a reliable ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00285-00063967-00064191 forecast or what qualifies as a reliable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00286-00064191-00064487 ensemble forecast a reliable ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00287-00064488-00064638 forecast should provide
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00288-00064639-00064871 realistic estimate of uncertainty in our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00289-00064872-00065063 forecasts
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00290-00065064-00065375 so um there's just a cartoon of what we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00291-00065376-00065671 mean by a reliable ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00292-00065672-00065999 here what's plotted in the blue dots
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00293-00066000-00066215 you can think of it as ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00294-00066216-00066479 estimates at some lead time so let's say
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00295-00066480-00066582 this is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00296-00066583-00066679 a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00297-00066680-00066911 10-day forecast of different ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00298-00066912-00067031 members
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00299-00067032-00067350 for two meter temperature in boulder
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00300-00067351-00067567 so they we get different values of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00301-00067568-00067750 temperature from the different ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00302-00067751-00067855 members
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00303-00067856-00068126 the white dot here represents the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00304-00068127-00068431 ensemble mean of all these blue dots and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00305-00068432-00068631 the red dot here we can think of it as
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00306-00068632-00068894 observations or the truth so what we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00307-00068895-00069199 want in an ensemble is that this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00308-00069200-00069471 spread in the ensemble should equal the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00309-00069472-00069759 error in the ensemble mean because
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00310-00069760-00070015 the ensemble mean is the best estimate
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00311-00070016-00070094 of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00312-00070095-00070311 of the forecast
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00313-00070312-00070455 so if this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00314-00070456-00070726 error in our ensemble mean forecast
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00315-00070727-00070967 matches the spread then we would say
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00316-00070968-00071191 that the ensemble is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00317-00071192-00071359 reliable which means
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00318-00071360-00071559 the uncertainty we get from the spread
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00319-00071560-00071743 of the ensemble is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00320-00071744-00071967 similar to the error we have
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00321-00071968-00072191 or in other words the truth or the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00322-00072192-00072406 observation cannot be distinguished from
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00323-00072407-00072638 the other ensemble members
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00324-00072639-00072711 so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00325-00072712-00072959 we can have unreliable forecast and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00326-00072960-00073167 there are two types of ones unreliable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00327-00073168-00073359 forecasts as you might have guessed from
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00328-00073360-00073487 this cartoon
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00329-00073488-00073687 one of them is the under dispersive
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00330-00073688-00073903 ensemble or over confident ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00331-00073904-00074175 where all the ensemble members
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00332-00074176-00074359 are all close to each other so the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00333-00074360-00074623 spread is small but then the error is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00334-00074624-00074759 too large so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00335-00074760-00074982 the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00336-00074983-00075191 from this kind of a forecast we might
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00337-00075192-00075350 think that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00338-00075351-00075471 the forecast
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00339-00075472-00075743 has low uncertainty but
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00340-00075744-00075967 in reality the error from the true
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00341-00075968-00076119 observations is large so this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00342-00076120-00076367 uncertainty is not useful
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00343-00076368-00076599 and it's under dispersive
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00344-00076600-00076831 similarly on the right we have the over
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00345-00076832-00077038 dispersive case where the uncertainty
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00346-00077039-00077319 can be too large and the error is small
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00347-00077320-00077550 but still
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00348-00077551-00077767 given the uncertainty is large we cannot
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00349-00077768-00077967 really make decisions
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00350-00077968-00078319 based on this kind of an ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00351-00078320-00078550 so in terms of uncertainty in our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00352-00078551-00078743 forecast system there are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00353-00078744-00078959 two kinds or two main sources of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00354-00078960-00079175 uncertainty uncertainty one of them is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00355-00079176-00079382 the initial condition uncertainty that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00356-00079383-00079582 we just discussed
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00357-00079583-00079726 related to the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00358-00079727-00079855 lorenz's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00359-00079856-00080119 paper and idea of this sensitivity to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00360-00080120-00080382 initial perturbations a second kind of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00361-00080383-00080655 uncertainty is model error so this comes
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00362-00080656-00080799 in from
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00363-00080800-00080975 error in our subgrid scale
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00364-00080976-00081231 parameterizations so in our earth system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00365-00081232-00081399 models which now
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00366-00081400-00081526 is being used
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00367-00081527-00081735 even for weather prediction we have a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00368-00081736-00081823 fully
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00369-00081824-00082015 coupled earth system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00370-00082016-00082326 with the ocean land surface processes
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00371-00082327-00082582 atmospheric processes cryosphere
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00372-00082583-00082855 and all of these different processes act
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00373-00082856-00083191 together to create our weather and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00374-00083192-00083438 climate over subseasonal to seasonal to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00375-00083439-00083638 longer time scales right
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00376-00083639-00083862 we need to represent all these processes
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00377-00083863-00084071 we have some kind of representation of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00378-00084072-00084343 all these processes but
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00379-00084344-00084599 almost all of them are inaccurate we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00380-00084600-00084847 make approximations in parameterizations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00381-00084848-00085038 we make approximations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00382-00085039-00085415 including in our dynamical equations so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00383-00085416-00085718 this uncertainty or approximations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00384-00085719-00085999 need to be specified in our earth system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00385-00086000-00086087 model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00386-00086088-00086271 and there are two main contributions to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00387-00086272-00086591 this uncertainty
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00388-00086592-00086894 i'll quote donald rumsfeld here who is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00389-00086895-00087159 the u.s secretary of defense back in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00390-00087160-00087318 2000s
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00391-00087319-00087567 he got a lot of flack i think he even
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00392-00087568-00087767 won a foot and mouth
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00393-00087768-00087943 prize for this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00394-00087944-00088087 he quoted that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00395-00088088-00088279 there are known knowns there are things
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00396-00088280-00088503 we know that we know there are known
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00397-00088504-00088711 unknowns that is to say there are things
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00398-00088712-00088887 that we know
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00399-00088888-00089111 we now know that we don't know but there
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00400-00089112-00089279 are also unknown unknowns there are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00401-00089280-00089647 things we do not know we don't know
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00402-00089648-00089838 and he quoted this in a political
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00403-00089839-00089950 um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00404-00089951-00090111 situation which
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00405-00090112-00090287 the press and the large-scale media did
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00406-00090288-00090591 not take too kindly um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00407-00090592-00090831 but then in our
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00408-00090832-00091103 scientific respect we can
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00409-00091104-00091326 come back to this code and it's relevant
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00410-00091327-00091503 here as well we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00411-00091504-00091726 we know that there are known unknowns
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00412-00091727-00091943 and there are also unknown unknowns and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00413-00091944-00092335 i'll give a couple of examples here um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00414-00092336-00092606 so in let's think about convection as
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00415-00092607-00092903 one problem so if we have convection and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00416-00092904-00093023 clouds
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00417-00093024-00093167 that would make some kind of a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00418-00093168-00093326 temperature perturbation through the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00419-00093327-00093518 atmospheric column so let's think of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00420-00093519-00093703 that as this blue
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00421-00093704-00093894 line which is the tendency of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00422-00093895-00094294 temperature at one given time step
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00423-00094295-00094623 from convection alone
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00424-00094624-00094831 and then if we think of our discretized
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00425-00094832-00094943 model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00426-00094944-00095111 it's impossible to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00427-00095112-00095287 represent all the complexity of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00428-00095288-00095526 convection even the broad scale
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00429-00095527-00095735 circulation of convection our current
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00430-00095736-00095918 generation weather and climate models
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00431-00095919-00096071 don't resolve this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00432-00096072-00096326 so we make approximations and what are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00433-00096327-00096543 known as parameterizations of convection
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00434-00096544-00096767 in our numerical model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00435-00096768-00097015 and this parametrized convection can
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00436-00097016-00097135 give us
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00437-00097136-00097359 some estimate of this convective heating
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00438-00097360-00097606 or the temperature tendency
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00439-00097607-00097838 in the model from convection
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00440-00097839-00098126 but this will very likely and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00441-00098127-00098303 almost always be
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00442-00098304-00098462 erroneous that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00443-00098463-00098735 it would not match what the real world
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00444-00098736-00099135 would get from a similar convection
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00445-00099136-00099447 so there is this error and we know
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00446-00099448-00099662 that there is this error so this this is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00447-00099663-00099879 the known unknowns
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00448-00099880-00100191 um also called as epistemic errors or
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00449-00100192-00100511 epistemic uncertainty
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00450-00100512-00100647 and then there are these unknown
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00451-00100648-00100855 unknowns which is um there are processes
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00452-00100856-00101094 that are not resolved in the model and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00453-00101095-00101182 here i
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00454-00101183-00101374 call it as unknown unknowns because the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00455-00101375-00101550 model does not know about these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00456-00101551-00101687 processes so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00457-00101688-00101918 an example is the upscale transport of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00458-00101919-00102126 kinetic energy
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00459-00102127-00102367 to larger scales um it just showed this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00460-00102368-00102575 cartoon here which is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00461-00102576-00102830 an example of 2d turbulence where you
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00462-00102831-00103047 have a lot of eddies with
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00463-00103048-00103342 noise but then they also self organize
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00464-00103343-00103590 into jet like features which is an
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00465-00103591-00103863 example of upscale transport of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00466-00103864-00104271 energy into these coherent structures
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00467-00104272-00104494 so both of these kind of uncertainties
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00468-00104495-00104694 the known unknowns and the unknown
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00469-00104695-00104871 unknowns need to be
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00470-00104872-00105286 represented in our forecast system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00471-00105288-00105543 i'll be just describing
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00472-00105544-00105727 examples of how this is done in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00473-00105728-00105975 ecmwf forecasting system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00474-00105976-00106080 the two
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00475-00106081-00106254 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00476-00106255-00106431 methods of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00477-00106432-00106671 emulating uncertainty in the ecmwf
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00478-00106672-00106831 system the first kind which is the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00479-00106832-00107110 uncertainty for initial conditions that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00480-00107111-00107366 is currently represented using these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00481-00107367-00107590 singular vectors that joe
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00482-00107591-00107783 uh described on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00483-00107783-00108031 on monday in the on the first day's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00484-00108032-00108134 lecture
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00485-00108135-00108366 and more recently they've also added
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00486-00108367-00108583 ensemble data assimilation perturbations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00487-00108583-00108790 to represent this initial condition
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00488-00108791-00108943 uncertainty
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00489-00108944-00109215 and the model uncertainty is represented
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00490-00109216-00109375 uh through two
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00491-00109376-00109519 different types of stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00492-00109520-00109671 parameterization
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00493-00109672-00109847 this has been developed for more than
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00494-00109848-00110175 two decades um in ecmwf uh roberto
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00495-00110176-00110478 bowitzer's paper from 1999
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00496-00110479-00110854 was one of the first describing such an
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00497-00110855-00110983 implementation of stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00498-00110983-00111254 parameterization tim palmer has a paper
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00499-00111255-00111510 in 2009 which is a really good review of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00500-00111511-00111807 stochastic parameterization
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00501-00111808-00112047 and then ante has a paper
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00502-00112048-00112254 more recently on implementation of this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00503-00112255-00112463 in the seasonal forecasting system and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00504-00112464-00112727 judith as well as a very good review
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00505-00112728-00112966 in bams on why is stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00506-00112967-00113166 parameterization important for weather
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00507-00113167-00113431 and climate models
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00508-00113432-00113719 so the idea um is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00509-00113720-00113951 we put in these stochastic perturbations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00510-00113952-00114134 into our forecast model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00511-00114135-00114399 we have um some kind of perturbed
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00512-00114400-00114663 initial conditions this goes into the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00513-00114664-00114854 forecast model but now
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00514-00114855-00115175 with the stochastic forcing the forecast
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00515-00115176-00115447 model is also different for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00516-00115448-00115734 each of these ensemble realizations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00517-00115735-00115958 previously if we did not have any
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00518-00115959-00116190 stochastic perturbations every single
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00519-00116191-00116431 ensemble member would get this exact
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00520-00116432-00116710 same model physics integration
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00521-00116711-00116863 but now with these stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00522-00116864-00117127 perturbations um the model is also
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00523-00117128-00117327 different so then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00524-00117328-00117527 that adds to the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00525-00117528-00117734 diversity in the solutions that we get
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00526-00117735-00117902 it's not only coming in from these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00527-00117903-00118231 initial perturbations but also from the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00528-00118232-00118599 stochastic perturbations in the model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00529-00118600-00118951 so in ecmwf and this might be technical
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00530-00118952-00119239 so if you don't follow it fully that's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00531-00119240-00119447 okay and we can talk about this later
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00532-00119448-00119519 but
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00533-00119520-00119710 i'll go through this um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00534-00119711-00119990 quickly so in the ecmwf model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00535-00119991-00120190 modeling system or forecasting system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00536-00120191-00120495 currently the operational version
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00537-00120496-00120783 uses two different types of stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00538-00120783-00121023 perturbation the dominant one that is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00539-00121024-00121278 used is this stochastically
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00540-00121279-00121566 parameterization tendencies
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00541-00121567-00121831 which um the idea essentially is you
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00542-00121832-00121958 take these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00543-00121959-00122199 tendencies just as i gave the example of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00544-00122200-00122390 convection you take the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00545-00122391-00122551 temperature or
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00546-00122552-00122895 u and v winds or humidity tendency at
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00547-00122896-00123086 every single time step
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00548-00123088-00123383 so at one time step you add up all the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00549-00123383-00123663 physics tendency in the model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00550-00123664-00123975 then you perturb it with a stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00551-00123976-00124254 term which is represented here so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00552-00124255-00124471 x prime will be your stochastically
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00553-00124472-00124695 perturbed tendency which is equal to 1
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00554-00124696-00125007 plus the stochastic noise times this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00555-00125008-00125207 x tendency which comes from the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00556-00125208-00125463 deterministic model integration
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00557-00125464-00125575 so this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00558-00125576-00125919 perturbed tendency is what's used
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00559-00125920-00126071 in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00560-00126072-00126223 in the integration of the model at the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00561-00126224-00126423 next time step
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00562-00126424-00126719 and here the sppt it has three different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00563-00126720-00126966 spatial and temporal decoration length
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00564-00126967-00127166 scale so it you can think of it as an
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00565-00127167-00127439 auto-regressive stochastic term
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00566-00127440-00127663 and each of them have different standard
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00567-00127664-00127919 deviations representing uncertainty in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00568-00127920-00128183 the measure scale synoptic scale and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00569-00128183-00128327 large-scale
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00570-00128328-00128478 variability
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00571-00128479-00128614 so this is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00572-00128615-00128743 you can think of this scheme as
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00573-00128744-00128902 representing
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00574-00128903-00128992 uncertainty in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00575-00128993-00129119 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00576-00129120-00129247 known unknowns the physics
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00577-00129248-00129447 parameterizations that are implemented
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00578-00129448-00129575 in the model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00579-00129576-00129814 and then another type is the stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00580-00129815-00130102 kinetic energy backscatter scheme
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00581-00130103-00130558 which judith also has worked a lot on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00582-00130559-00130775 this one tries to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00583-00130776-00130990 represent the process that is not being
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00584-00130991-00131190 resolved in the model so it's upscale
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00585-00131191-00131359 transfer of energy
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00586-00131360-00131599 from subgrid scales to large scales it's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00587-00131600-00131975 representing how momentum
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00588-00131976-00132254 is transferred upscale
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00589-00132255-00132566 and it uses stochastic random 3d
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00590-00132567-00132799 patterns to represent how much of the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00591-00132800-00132966 energy is partitioned
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00592-00132967-00133247 into upscale versus dissipating out of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00593-00133248-00133599 the system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00594-00133600-00133695 and then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00595-00133696-00133999 more recently esemwf has been testing
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00596-00134000-00134190 what's known as stochastically perturbed
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00597-00134191-00134345 parameters where
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00598-00134346-00134527 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00599-00134528-00134799 the different parameters that are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00600-00134800-00135102 part of the parameterization schemes are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00601-00135103-00135343 perturbed um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00602-00135344-00135623 prior to the physics integration so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00603-00135624-00135788 if you if you think of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00604-00135789-00135911 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00605-00135912-00136119 convection for instance you have
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00606-00136120-00136319 different parameterizations to represent
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00607-00136320-00136766 microphysics or convective closures
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00608-00136767-00136895 so these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00609-00136896-00137166 parameters or coefficients are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00610-00137167-00137478 perturbed or are drawn from pdfs
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00611-00137479-00137775 such as these such as this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00612-00137776-00138151 schematic presented here
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00613-00138152-00138439 and there's i think 20 or there's a lot
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00614-00138440-00138583 of different parameters that are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00615-00138584-00138759 catalogued and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00616-00138760-00138951 they have been cataloging and studying
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00617-00138952-00139166 how much uncertainty are there in these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00618-00139167-00139502 parameters and how do we add these
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00619-00139503-00139702 or draw these parameters from pdf
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00620-00139703-00139966 different types of pdfs
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00621-00139967-00140207 so this again is a different approach
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00622-00140208-00140311 this one
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00623-00140312-00140543 you add uncertainty
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00624-00140544-00140719 before you do the physics integration
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00625-00140720-00140935 and you expect the models
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00626-00140936-00141127 physical integrations to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00627-00141128-00141447 propagate this uncertainty in parameters
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00628-00141448-00141807 into the output variables of the system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00629-00141808-00142031 what i'll be presenting is largely
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00630-00142032-00142351 impacts of sppt the first stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00631-00142352-00142623 scheme i described
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00632-00142624-00142902 so these stochastic perturbations not
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00633-00142903-00143183 only impact ensemble forecasts and they
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00634-00143184-00143439 not only have an effect on the ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00635-00143440-00143719 spread or uncertainty in our forecast
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00636-00143720-00143999 um but recent work uh
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00637-00144000-00144263 led by auntie and others
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00638-00144264-00144543 at oxford has also shown that they have
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00639-00144544-00144671 an impact
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00640-00144672-00144839 on the mean state of the model or the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00641-00144840-00145119 mean state biases in the model they help
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00642-00145120-00145223 improve
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00643-00145224-00145431 low frequency variability also even
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00644-00145432-00145614 though the perturbations are at higher
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00645-00145615-00145759 frequencies
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00646-00145760-00146007 they have an impact on the long term
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00647-00146008-00146190 climate of the system so this is an
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00648-00146191-00146343 example
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00649-00146344-00146614 of the mean state bias in precipitation
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00650-00146615-00146943 in the ecmwf system the top left is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00651-00146944-00147247 observed precipitation from this product
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00652-00147248-00147535 called gpcp
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00653-00147536-00147678 the bottom two
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00654-00147679-00148014 plots are showing precipitation bias
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00655-00148015-00148223 so two experiments were conducted
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00656-00148224-00148511 seasonal forecasting experiments over
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00657-00148512-00148678 year period
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00658-00148679-00148863 one of them there was no stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00659-00148864-00149039 perturbations in the model and the model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00660-00149040-00149143 was run
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00661-00149144-00149351 for seasonal time scales and then you
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00662-00149352-00149614 collect 30 years and you compute the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00663-00149615-00149839 mean precipitation in the model and you
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00664-00149840-00150031 take a difference from the observations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00665-00150032-00150166 and what
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00666-00150167-00150399 this will show us is where is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00667-00150400-00150639 precipitation biased in the model so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00668-00150640-00150911 what we see here in the blue colors are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00669-00150912-00151126 increased precipitation in the model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00670-00151127-00151271 compared to the observations so the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00671-00151272-00151495 model has too much precipitation in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00672-00151496-00151663 itcz region
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00673-00151664-00151887 in the indian ocean region the spcc
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00674-00151888-00152063 region of the southern pacific and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00675-00152064-00152335 similarly in the atlantic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00676-00152336-00152471 and then another experiment was
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00677-00152472-00152654 conducted where stochastic physics was
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00678-00152655-00152902 active in the system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00679-00152903-00152990 and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00680-00152991-00153207 here too we see this increased bias that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00681-00153208-00153495 the model has more precipitation
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00682-00153496-00153678 but even with i you can see that the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00683-00153679-00153775 bias
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00684-00153776-00153990 is reduced compared to the stochastics
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00685-00153991-00154231 of case and that's shown in the top
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00686-00154232-00154439 right panel here which is the difference
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00687-00154440-00154654 between between the stochastics off and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00688-00154655-00154863 stochastics on case
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00689-00154864-00155102 and here what we see is that the itcz
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00690-00155103-00155311 region and the south pacific region and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00691-00155312-00155526 maritime continent there is increased
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00692-00155527-00155790 precipitation when the stochastics off
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00693-00155791-00156039 is switched off which means that adding
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00694-00156040-00156278 stochastic perturbations helps reduce
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00695-00156279-00156463 this mean precipitation bias in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00696-00156464-00156663 model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00697-00156664-00156878 and then what's the impact of stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00698-00156879-00157014 physics and the madden julian
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00699-00157015-00157199 oscillation which is now
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00700-00157200-00157383 looking at intra-seasonal variability in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00701-00157384-00157502 the model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00702-00157503-00157766 um this again is looking at a similar
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00703-00157767-00158031 experiment where we did uh sensitivity
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00704-00158032-00158311 studies of of the different scales in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00705-00158312-00158687 the sppt scheme and how it impacts mjo
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00706-00158688-00158814 prediction
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00707-00158815-00158895 so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00708-00158896-00159078 don't pay attention to all the different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00709-00159079-00159302 colors they're
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00710-00159303-00159471 the blue green and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00711-00159472-00159854 purple purple colors are the different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00712-00159855-00160039 sppt experiments
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00713-00160040-00160271 what i would like you to pay attention
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00714-00160272-00160407 to is the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00715-00160408-00160599 red the difference between the red color
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00716-00160600-00160735 where there's no stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00717-00160736-00160983 perturbations and the other colors where
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00718-00160984-00161302 there is stochastic perturbations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00719-00161303-00161375 and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00720-00161376-00161551 what we see is at least in the first two
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00721-00161552-00161751 to three weeks there's a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00722-00161752-00161999 big impact in terms of stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00723-00162000-00162210 perturbations help
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00724-00162211-00162335 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00725-00162336-00162511 increase the skill of the model in terms
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00726-00162512-00162735 of mgo prediction and this is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00727-00162736-00162943 predicting the mgo
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00728-00162944-00163302 pc1 or rmm1 and rmm2 the two components
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00729-00163303-00163487 of the mjo
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00730-00163488-00163735 phase space
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00731-00163736-00163911 and then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00732-00163912-00164126 some results from climate model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00733-00164127-00164241 experiments um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00734-00164242-00164383 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00735-00164384-00164735 we have done um so led by the group in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00736-00164736-00165031 italy apollo davini suzanna caughty and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00737-00165032-00165238 yoast one hardenberg
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00738-00165239-00165399 in collaboration with the group in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00739-00165400-00165575 oxford have run
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00740-00165576-00165783 climate model simulations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00741-00165784-00165878 with the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00742-00165879-00166390 ifs ecmwf uh system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00743-00166391-00166647 for um yeah climate time skills ten year
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00744-00166648-00166814 long integrations at different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00745-00166815-00166975 resolutions so we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00746-00166976-00167166 compared
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00747-00167167-00167366 climate model simulations without
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00748-00167367-00167566 stochastic physics which is plotted on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00749-00167567-00167671 the left
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00750-00167672-00167847 and with stochastic physics which is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00751-00167848-00168014 plotted on the right
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00752-00168015-00168263 the middle panel is the observed uh
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00753-00168264-00168519 fields what's plotted is the correlation
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00754-00168520-00168790 of precipitation in an indian ocean box
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00755-00168791-00168959 so it's
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00756-00168960-00169319 70 to 90 east we take an average
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00757-00169320-00169526 precipitation in that box we compute a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00758-00169527-00169638 time series
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00759-00169639-00169919 and we do a lead lag correlation
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00760-00169920-00170031 lag is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00761-00170032-00170343 minus 30 day lag on the y-axis
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00762-00170344-00170599 at 2 plus 30 days
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00763-00170600-00170759 on the y-axis
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00764-00170760-00170871 so this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00765-00170872-00171143 propagating signal in correlation is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00766-00171144-00171351 corresponding to how precipitation for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00767-00171352-00171687 the mjo starts in the west indian ocean
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00768-00171688-00171847 and then propagates
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00769-00171848-00172063 through the maritime continent
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00770-00172064-00172302 across all the way to the dateline the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00771-00172303-00172526 line contours are wind
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00772-00172527-00172719 correlation showing convergence into
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00773-00172720-00172935 this region what we see here is the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00774-00172936-00173063 control run
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00775-00173064-00173311 does not have much of this signal of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00776-00173312-00173535 propagation but when we add stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00777-00173536-00173735 physics we see at least in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00778-00173736-00173926 some of the ensemble members we get an
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00779-00173927-00174111 improved representation of this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00780-00174112-00174311 propagation of the mgo
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00781-00174312-00174647 and hannah christensen has done work
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00782-00174648-00174871 in collaboration with judith
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00783-00174872-00175078 looking at similar diagnostics in the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00784-00175079-00175319 ncaa cesm model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00785-00175320-00175559 we see some improvement in the system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00786-00175560-00175838 and this is ongoing work where we are
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00787-00175839-00176038 further analyzing why we see this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00788-00176039-00176166 improvement
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00789-00176167-00176423 and how statistically significant this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00790-00176424-00176647 signal is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00791-00176648-00176895 now briefly in the next uh three or four
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00792-00176896-00177111 minutes i'll touch upon quickly
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00793-00177112-00177366 some machine learning ideas on improving
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00794-00177367-00177654 um both stochastic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00795-00177655-00177883 parameterization and on symbol
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00796-00177884-00178054 predictions
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00797-00178055-00178143 um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00798-00178144-00178359 so the first work i'll present is work
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00799-00178360-00178631 led by will um who's a grad student at
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00800-00178632-00178807 scripps who's also a student of this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00801-00178808-00178943 summer school
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00802-00178944-00179102 we looked at
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00803-00179103-00179223 how do we use
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00804-00179224-00179478 convolutional neural networks a type of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00805-00179479-00179647 machine learning method
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00806-00179648-00179951 to improve post-processing of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00807-00179952-00180214 atmospheric river forecasts the idea
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00808-00180215-00180423 essentially is similar to image
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00809-00180424-00180623 processing so combinational neural
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00810-00180624-00180863 networks can be thought of different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00811-00180864-00181135 layers of parameters
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00812-00181136-00181390 and we can give it an input for instance
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00813-00181391-00181535 here we give it
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00814-00181536-00181799 either cat figures or dog figures but
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00815-00181800-00181975 then we train the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00816-00181976-00182254 network parameters to identify cat
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00817-00182255-00182535 figures um specifically so we train it
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00818-00182536-00182654 with a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00819-00182655-00182919 training data set of cats
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00820-00182920-00183023 and then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00821-00183024-00183223 if we give this two different type of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00822-00183224-00183495 inputs it will be able to tell us if the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00823-00183496-00183726 input was a cat or not
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00824-00183727-00183895 and the way this is done
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00825-00183896-00183999 is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00826-00184000-00184175 we used like
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00827-00184176-00184326 a cost function
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00828-00184327-00184511 and we compute gradients to minimize
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00829-00184512-00184687 this cost function that's what is shown
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00830-00184688-00184863 in this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00831-00184864-00185054 cartoon below
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00832-00185055-00185335 it's essentially optimizing parameters
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00833-00185336-00185543 um in this convolutional neural network
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00834-00185544-00185831 and the optimal set which is the minima
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00835-00185832-00185990 here in the cost function will give us
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00836-00185991-00186238 the best set of parameters to do this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00837-00186239-00186366 prediction
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00838-00186367-00186607 in an image sense
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00839-00186608-00186759 so can we use
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00840-00186760-00186943 modern these kind of modern deep
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00841-00186944-00187159 learning neural networks to operate on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00842-00187160-00187326 image data to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00843-00187327-00187559 improve upon our dynamical forecasting
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00844-00187560-00187678 systems
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00845-00187679-00187911 um and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00846-00187912-00188214 and can this also inform on
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00847-00188215-00188471 broader scale patterns rather than just
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00848-00188472-00188750 looking at station data and improving
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00849-00188751-00188950 or post processing statistics of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00850-00188951-00189207 individual grid points
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00851-00189208-00189407 and once this neural network is trained
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00852-00189408-00189590 it's fast and cheap to implement for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00853-00189591-00189735 post-processing
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00854-00189736-00189983 so we did uh do work this is published
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00855-00189984-00190254 now where we showed that implementing
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00856-00190255-00190478 such a combinational neural network can
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00857-00190479-00190638 help improve
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00858-00190639-00190863 prediction of integrated vapor transport
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00859-00190864-00191063 which is relevant relevant for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00860-00191064-00191247 atmospheric river forecast so the blue
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00861-00191248-00191375 colors here
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00862-00191376-00191575 indicate improvement
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00863-00191576-00191702 in skill
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00864-00191703-00191911 of this model to predict atmospheric
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00865-00191912-00192119 rivers
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00866-00192120-00192231 and then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00867-00192232-00192478 one idea to extend so that was all work
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00868-00192479-00192759 done in a deterministic sense of just
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00869-00192760-00192975 one deterministic forecast of the ar how
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00870-00192976-00193190 do we post process it
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00871-00193191-00193431 ideas on improving on symbol forecast
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00872-00193432-00193550 there are more
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00873-00193551-00193743 modern techniques in machine learning
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00874-00193744-00193950 called bayesian neural networks that
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00875-00193951-00194047 draw
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00876-00194048-00194287 samples from probability distributions
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00877-00194288-00194502 and the lost functions are also defined
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00878-00194503-00194775 based on probabilistic skills course
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00879-00194776-00194999 such as crpss
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00880-00195000-00195143 crps so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00881-00195144-00195407 we are exploring using these methods to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00882-00195408-00195654 improve ensemble forecasts as well and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00883-00195655-00195831 well as work
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00884-00195832-00196183 using cnns as well to improve ensemble
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00885-00196184-00196311 forecasts
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00886-00196312-00196519 of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00887-00196520-00196783 vapor transport in the pacific
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00888-00196784-00197071 so i just wanted to highlight this one
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00889-00197072-00197407 data set that is now available online
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00890-00197408-00197663 this work was led by sue ellen hopped
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00891-00197664-00197831 who will be talking
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00892-00197832-00197935 later
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00893-00197936-00198126 in the summer school about use of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00894-00198127-00198447 machine learning for post-processing
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00895-00198448-00198543 and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00896-00198544-00198831 other aspects as well so it's a recent
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00897-00198832-00199063 workshop in oxford and this came out of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00898-00199064-00199238 it where we have
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00899-00199239-00199502 posted data sets that can be used as
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00900-00199503-00199702 benchmarks and training data sets for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00901-00199703-00199854 machine learning
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00902-00199855-00200087 methods based on large scale indices
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00903-00200088-00200283 such as mjo
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00904-00200284-00200695 pna then one final uh remark in the next
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00905-00200696-00201014 minute or so i'll uh quickly go through
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00906-00201015-00201150 um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00907-00201151-00201302 yeah somewhat recently in the last
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00908-00201303-00201535 couple of years david john gagne let
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00909-00201536-00201887 this work um it was
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00910-00201888-00202183 yeah hannah christensen adam monahan and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00911-00202184-00202438 i were collaborators on this where we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00912-00202439-00202790 used the lorenz 96 model a two variable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00913-00202791-00202895 system
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00914-00202896-00202999 where the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00915-00203000-00203207 y variable the high frequency variable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00916-00203208-00203414 is coupled to this lower frequency x
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00917-00203415-00203695 variable and it's coupled through this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00918-00203696-00203902 term and that can be thought of as a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00919-00203903-00204054 subgrid scale
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00920-00204055-00204326 forcing to this x variable
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00921-00204327-00204495 so then what we want to do is to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00922-00204496-00204711 parameterize this we don't integrate the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00923-00204712-00205011 y variable but we parameterize this term
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00924-00205012-00205158 [Music]
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00925-00205159-00205310 and how do we do this with machine
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00926-00205311-00205551 learning so we used a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00927-00205552-00205734 machine learning method called gans
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00928-00205735-00206006 generative adversarial networks which
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00929-00206007-00206246 essentially has two types of networks a
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00930-00206248-00206423 generator
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00931-00206423-00206646 which generates samples or synthetic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00932-00206648-00206758 samples
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00933-00206759-00206934 that are similar to the training data
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00934-00206935-00207094 set
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00935-00207096-00207342 and then we have a discriminator
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00936-00207344-00207462 or a critic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00937-00207463-00207751 network which essentially checks if this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00938-00207752-00207910 synthetic sample
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00939-00207911-00208094 is part of the true sample or not and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00940-00208096-00208206 the more we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00941-00208207-00208358 do this check
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00942-00208359-00208614 and give feedback to this generator
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00943-00208615-00208871 network then it can correct itself
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00944-00208871-00209134 and improve the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00945-00209135-00209398 output that it gives so we did this for
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00946-00209400-00209686 the x and u variable in the lorenz model
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00947-00209687-00209798 and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00948-00209800-00210023 the output would be the subgrid scale
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00949-00210023-00210279 tendency at the next time step which is
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00950-00210280-00210494 what we want and we were able to do this
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00951-00210496-00210719 in a stochastic term because the gans we
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00952-00210719-00210863 can add
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00953-00210864-00211039 noise within the
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00954-00211040-00211198 neural networks
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00955-00211200-00211534 to generate stochastic perturbation so
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00956-00211535-00211775 we tested a few different
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00957-00211776-00211998 configurations of this i'll not go into
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00958-00212000-00212271 details here just highlights we tested
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00959-00212271-00212582 white noise and red noise um inputs into
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00960-00212583-00212703 these gans
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00961-00212704-00212919 and we ran these for like climate time
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00962-00212919-00213215 scales and weather time scales and
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00963-00213216-00213367 our benchmark
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00964-00213367-00213671 was this polynomial
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00965-00213671-00213910 parameterization which is similar to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00966-00213911-00214110 deterministic parameterizations in
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00967-00214111-00214351 weather and climate models and we show
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00968-00214352-00214567 from all these different configurations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00969-00214567-00214863 of these stochastic gan machine learning
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00970-00214864-00215094 methods there are a few configurations
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00971-00215096-00215215 that can
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00972-00215216-00215606 improve upon the deterministic
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00973-00215607-00215791 deterministic parameterization of
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00974-00215792-00216031 subgrid scale tendencies
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00975-00216032-00216398 so i will stop here um
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00976-00216400-00216582 and take questions maybe for the next
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00977-00216583-00216663 five
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00978-00216664-00216927 um five or ten minutes sorry to go over
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00979-00216928-00217046 time
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00980-00217048-00217223 oh no you're not over time at all thank
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00981-00217223-00217382 you so much
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00982-00217383-00217591 one minute that's okay thank you so much
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00983-00217592-00217727 that was a very comprehensive
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00984-00217728-00217879 introduction to
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00985-00217880-00218175 uncertainty uh representation and then
f-5i9Xi5ma0-00986-00218176-00218639 also linking it to processes
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fC7DkW2VBDg-00001-00000352-00000574 i'm kate young and you're listening to
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fC7DkW2VBDg-00020-00004144-00004183 been
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fC7DkW2VBDg-00026-00005160-00005302 encompasses just a
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fC7DkW2VBDg-00028-00005664-00005879 the most decorated purdue university
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fC7DkW2VBDg-00030-00006007-00006295 david bodia joins us on this episode of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00031-00006296-00006446 this is purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00032-00006447-00006646 i'm going to be honest we did this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00033-00006647-00006806 interview prior to the u.s
fC7DkW2VBDg-00034-00006808-00007083 olympic diving trials in indianapolis in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00035-00007084-00007398 june prior to david placing third
fC7DkW2VBDg-00036-00007400-00007583 just missing the cutoff to head to what
fC7DkW2VBDg-00037-00007584-00007767 would have been his fourth olympic games
fC7DkW2VBDg-00038-00007768-00007959 in tokyo japan
fC7DkW2VBDg-00039-00007959-00008159 prior to knowing that two other purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00040-00008159-00008359 divers would be going to the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00041-00008360-00008655 instead of david but as i listened back
fC7DkW2VBDg-00042-00008656-00008814 to this interview with david
fC7DkW2VBDg-00043-00008815-00008974 it was amazing how much of it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00044-00008975-00009183 foreshadowed the adversity he would soon
fC7DkW2VBDg-00045-00009184-00009223 face
fC7DkW2VBDg-00046-00009224-00009542 at these olympic trials so now we're
fC7DkW2VBDg-00047-00009543-00009646 pivoting
fC7DkW2VBDg-00048-00009647-00009863 we're telling the story of purdue diving
fC7DkW2VBDg-00049-00009864-00010031 legend david bodaya
fC7DkW2VBDg-00050-00010032-00010231 and the legacy he's left at purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00051-00010232-00010406 university
fC7DkW2VBDg-00052-00010407-00010631 we'll start at the beginning david takes
fC7DkW2VBDg-00053-00010632-00010831 us back to how his diving journey got
fC7DkW2VBDg-00054-00010832-00010927 started
fC7DkW2VBDg-00055-00010928-00011142 the goal was when i was seven years old
fC7DkW2VBDg-00056-00011143-00011423 watching the 96 olympic games was to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00057-00011424-00011567 make it to the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00058-00011568-00011751 i was doing gymnastics at the time i was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00059-00011752-00011927 doing other sports
fC7DkW2VBDg-00060-00011928-00012231 and i wanted to achieve this dream that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00061-00012232-00012295 i had
fC7DkW2VBDg-00062-00012296-00012478 little did i know it would be in a sport
fC7DkW2VBDg-00063-00012479-00012631 called diving that i had never heard of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00064-00012632-00012719 before
fC7DkW2VBDg-00065-00012720-00012958 some friends introduced me to the sport
fC7DkW2VBDg-00066-00012959-00013175 and i guess the rest is history
fC7DkW2VBDg-00067-00013176-00013430 david has four olympic medals including
fC7DkW2VBDg-00068-00013431-00013535 one gold
fC7DkW2VBDg-00069-00013536-00013830 one silver and two bronze he went to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00070-00013831-00014015 beijing in 2008
fC7DkW2VBDg-00071-00014016-00014422 london in 2012 and rio in 2016.
fC7DkW2VBDg-00072-00014423-00014607 during training for his fourth olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00073-00014608-00014783 games he made the switch from the 10
fC7DkW2VBDg-00074-00014784-00014975 meter platform to the three meter
fC7DkW2VBDg-00075-00014976-00015071 springboard
fC7DkW2VBDg-00076-00015072-00015271 i did the pass three olympics on the two
fC7DkW2VBDg-00077-00015272-00015430 meter platform i did an
fC7DkW2VBDg-00078-00015431-00015599 individual event and then synchronize
fC7DkW2VBDg-00079-00015600-00015750 event with somebody else trying to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00080-00015751-00015911 mirror image each other
fC7DkW2VBDg-00081-00015912-00016199 platform is difficult in that it's scary
fC7DkW2VBDg-00082-00016200-00016335 there's a lot of fear that's involved
fC7DkW2VBDg-00083-00016336-00016407 because you're
fC7DkW2VBDg-00084-00016408-00016622 33 feet up in the air three-story
fC7DkW2VBDg-00085-00016623-00016871 building diving head first at 35 miles
fC7DkW2VBDg-00086-00016872-00016999 an hour and so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00087-00017000-00017335 i think the anxiety for that fear
fC7DkW2VBDg-00088-00017336-00017511 is different than what you experience on
fC7DkW2VBDg-00089-00017512-00017743 springboard three meter is not as scary
fC7DkW2VBDg-00090-00017744-00017903 but one of the hardest things on a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00091-00017904-00018111 springboard event is there's a variable
fC7DkW2VBDg-00092-00018112-00018294 now where something underneath my feet
fC7DkW2VBDg-00093-00018295-00018367 is moving
fC7DkW2VBDg-00094-00018368-00018639 that creates anxiety of itself but you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00095-00018640-00018775 know the switch happened
fC7DkW2VBDg-00096-00018776-00018967 i just after the rio games i took a year
fC7DkW2VBDg-00097-00018968-00019111 off and then decided to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00098-00019112-00019303 make one more push towards another
fC7DkW2VBDg-00099-00019304-00019447 olympic games
fC7DkW2VBDg-00100-00019448-00019663 and it's something that i did while i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00101-00019664-00019758 was at purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00102-00019759-00020014 competed for swimming and diving and i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00103-00020015-00020207 never really got to see what my full
fC7DkW2VBDg-00104-00020208-00020463 greatest potential was on this event and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00105-00020464-00020630 wanted to see what that looked like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00106-00020631-00021063 with my career i'm 32 now
fC7DkW2VBDg-00107-00021064-00021391 and typically they say your prime's 23
fC7DkW2VBDg-00108-00021392-00021735 24 um and so i'm older in the event and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00109-00021736-00021847 so i've noticed
fC7DkW2VBDg-00110-00021848-00022071 recovery is a lot harder to do if i have
fC7DkW2VBDg-00111-00022072-00022239 an injury it takes a little bit longer
fC7DkW2VBDg-00112-00022240-00022294 to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00113-00022295-00022519 overcome it but with springboard there's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00114-00022520-00022735 not as much impact on your body so it's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00115-00022736-00022830 a little easier
fC7DkW2VBDg-00116-00022831-00023047 to train than it was on the 10-meter
fC7DkW2VBDg-00117-00023048-00023158 platform
fC7DkW2VBDg-00118-00023159-00023350 when david won gold in london in the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00119-00023351-00023486 10-meter platform
fC7DkW2VBDg-00120-00023487-00023686 he finished ahead of a world champion
fC7DkW2VBDg-00121-00023687-00024030 from china and a uk hometown favorite
fC7DkW2VBDg-00122-00024031-00024214 it was the first olympic gold for the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00123-00024215-00024367 united states in diving
fC7DkW2VBDg-00124-00024368-00024655 since the 2000 summer olympics plus the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00125-00024656-00024830 first olympic gold in the 10 meter
fC7DkW2VBDg-00126-00024831-00025078 platform by an american male diver
fC7DkW2VBDg-00127-00025079-00025399 since 1988. david talks about
fC7DkW2VBDg-00128-00025400-00025702 this gold medal winning moment take us
fC7DkW2VBDg-00129-00025704-00025790 back to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00130-00025791-00026070 the london olympics what did you feel
fC7DkW2VBDg-00131-00026072-00026223 like when you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00132-00026224-00026518 emerged from the pool and had that gold
fC7DkW2VBDg-00133-00026519-00026607 medal
fC7DkW2VBDg-00134-00026608-00026855 dive i think one of the coolest things
fC7DkW2VBDg-00135-00026856-00026951 in competition
fC7DkW2VBDg-00136-00026952-00027183 that an athlete can experience is when
fC7DkW2VBDg-00137-00027183-00027335 they're in the zone
fC7DkW2VBDg-00138-00027336-00027574 there's a ton of movies that depict it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00139-00027575-00027711 quite well and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00140-00027712-00027831 you know when you're in a competition
fC7DkW2VBDg-00141-00027832-00027983 one of the things that i've learned and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00142-00027983-00028223 that really came together in london was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00143-00028224-00028374 really just keeping these blinders on so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00144-00028375-00028574 i had a routine that i would do
fC7DkW2VBDg-00145-00028575-00028790 you know i would sit i would play tetris
fC7DkW2VBDg-00146-00028791-00028958 and listen to music when it was about
fC7DkW2VBDg-00147-00028960-00029062 time for me to go
fC7DkW2VBDg-00148-00029063-00029367 i would get uh warmed up i would go see
fC7DkW2VBDg-00149-00029368-00029687 my coach here at purdue adam and then i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00150-00029688-00029846 would get up to the platform but
fC7DkW2VBDg-00151-00029847-00030183 really you you hear the noise of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00152-00030183-00030383 the audience but you have your blinders
fC7DkW2VBDg-00153-00030383-00030639 on and so my focus is just tunnel vision
fC7DkW2VBDg-00154-00030639-00030711 where
fC7DkW2VBDg-00155-00030712-00030902 i'm just strictly focused on what i'm
fC7DkW2VBDg-00156-00030903-00031031 supposed to do taking off
fC7DkW2VBDg-00157-00031032-00031246 this platform and i never looked at what
fC7DkW2VBDg-00158-00031247-00031399 place i was in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00159-00031400-00031735 if i made a dive that was extremely well
fC7DkW2VBDg-00160-00031736-00031958 what scores those were so at the end of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00161-00031960-00032079 it i was just hoping to be
fC7DkW2VBDg-00162-00032080-00032279 you know top five you know i felt good
fC7DkW2VBDg-00163-00032280-00032439 during the competition i turned around
fC7DkW2VBDg-00164-00032439-00032574 my name was on the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00165-00032575-00032887 first place tag right there and was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00166-00032888-00033151 in shock to say the least one of the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00167-00033152-00033287 coolest things that i've heard
fC7DkW2VBDg-00168-00033288-00033439 one of the best quotes that i've heard
fC7DkW2VBDg-00169-00033440-00033679 actually is from john wooden who ucla
fC7DkW2VBDg-00170-00033680-00033823 basketball coach also a purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00171-00033824-00033951 basketball player
fC7DkW2VBDg-00172-00033952-00034127 said if you focus on the things that you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00173-00034128-00034343 can't control it adversely affects the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00174-00034344-00034518 things that you can control
fC7DkW2VBDg-00175-00034519-00034671 and so really when i'm going into a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00176-00034672-00034846 competition whether it's in london or
fC7DkW2VBDg-00177-00034847-00034895 rio
fC7DkW2VBDg-00178-00034896-00035046 ultimately i have no control of what my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00179-00035047-00035207 competitors are going to do
fC7DkW2VBDg-00180-00035208-00035431 or what the scores are from the judges
fC7DkW2VBDg-00181-00035432-00035543 are going to be
fC7DkW2VBDg-00182-00035544-00035727 or what place my name is going to be on
fC7DkW2VBDg-00183-00035728-00035879 the award stand so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00184-00035880-00036079 what i can control are the six dives
fC7DkW2VBDg-00185-00036080-00036223 that i do in competition
fC7DkW2VBDg-00186-00036224-00036446 doing them one at a time and so for me
fC7DkW2VBDg-00187-00036447-00036599 it's not helpful to know exactly
fC7DkW2VBDg-00188-00036600-00036839 where i'm at in that competition and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00189-00036840-00036990 every athlete's different it's just
fC7DkW2VBDg-00190-00036991-00037111 something that you have to learn for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00191-00037112-00037183 yourself
fC7DkW2VBDg-00192-00037184-00037471 in competition david tells us what it's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00193-00037472-00037687 like to train for the olympics for days
fC7DkW2VBDg-00194-00037688-00037927 months and years only to have it all
fC7DkW2VBDg-00195-00037928-00038174 over within a matter of seconds
fC7DkW2VBDg-00196-00038175-00038479 it's years of work and then you know
fC7DkW2VBDg-00197-00038480-00038702 your dive is what like 10 seconds
fC7DkW2VBDg-00198-00038703-00038927 yeah maybe how do you feel when you're
fC7DkW2VBDg-00199-00038928-00039079 on the diving board
fC7DkW2VBDg-00200-00039080-00039311 at the olympics about to do this dive
fC7DkW2VBDg-00201-00039312-00039399 that you've trained
fC7DkW2VBDg-00202-00039400-00039607 so many years for yeah i think that's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00203-00039608-00039743 probably one of the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00204-00039744-00039918 best things that i love about competing
fC7DkW2VBDg-00205-00039919-00040087 is that pressure that you get because
fC7DkW2VBDg-00206-00040088-00040167 you're training
fC7DkW2VBDg-00207-00040168-00040343 four to five hours a day five to six
fC7DkW2VBDg-00208-00040344-00040574 days a week 300 days a year
fC7DkW2VBDg-00209-00040575-00040799 for a matter of eight and a half seconds
fC7DkW2VBDg-00210-00040800-00040983 and a competition and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00211-00040984-00041135 that can go really well or it can go
fC7DkW2VBDg-00212-00041136-00041399 really bad when i was younger working on
fC7DkW2VBDg-00213-00041400-00041518 that mental game
fC7DkW2VBDg-00214-00041519-00041743 that allowed me to want to step up to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00215-00041744-00041927 these high pressure situations and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00216-00041928-00042007 actually
fC7DkW2VBDg-00217-00042008-00042279 one thrive in it but also enjoy it i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00218-00042280-00042462 don't think most people would say
fC7DkW2VBDg-00219-00042463-00042727 they enjoy pressure but i think it's a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00220-00042728-00042871 challenge and i think that is what i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00221-00042872-00043015 like most about it but
fC7DkW2VBDg-00222-00043016-00043239 there's no other feeling than standing
fC7DkW2VBDg-00223-00043240-00043358 up on a springboard
fC7DkW2VBDg-00224-00043359-00043679 after training years and years and years
fC7DkW2VBDg-00225-00043680-00043983 in front of thousands of people and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00226-00043984-00044199 having millions of people back home or
fC7DkW2VBDg-00227-00044200-00044318 watching this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00228-00044319-00044462 if you stop and think about it for a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00229-00044463-00044662 second it's not good when i'm in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00230-00044663-00044830 competition it's really i put my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00231-00044831-00044983 blinders on i think about what i'm
fC7DkW2VBDg-00232-00044984-00045135 supposed to do in that moment
fC7DkW2VBDg-00233-00045136-00045383 uh not dwell in the past and not get
fC7DkW2VBDg-00234-00045384-00045543 anxious for the future about what's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00235-00045544-00045687 going on here now
fC7DkW2VBDg-00236-00045688-00045943 following the 2016 olympics david knew
fC7DkW2VBDg-00237-00045944-00046127 he was either going to retire
fC7DkW2VBDg-00238-00046128-00046407 or take a much needed break just after
fC7DkW2VBDg-00239-00046408-00046439 the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00240-00046440-00046758 2016 games i knew that one i was either
fC7DkW2VBDg-00241-00046759-00046799 done
fC7DkW2VBDg-00242-00046800-00047030 or i need to definitely take a break um
fC7DkW2VBDg-00243-00047031-00047118 i hadn't had
fC7DkW2VBDg-00244-00047119-00047335 anything longer than three months since
fC7DkW2VBDg-00245-00047336-00047535 i started my diving career
fC7DkW2VBDg-00246-00047536-00047743 for me that was to take a step back i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00247-00047744-00047902 really wanted to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00248-00047903-00048118 be done and or take this break because
fC7DkW2VBDg-00249-00048119-00048279 it was what people were telling me that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00250-00048280-00048358 i should do
fC7DkW2VBDg-00251-00048359-00048486 like oh you're old you should probably
fC7DkW2VBDg-00252-00048487-00048702 move on with your life and so i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00253-00048703-00048871 i started to believe that like all right
fC7DkW2VBDg-00254-00048872-00049007 yeah maybe you're right
fC7DkW2VBDg-00255-00049008-00049158 i've always been interested in real
fC7DkW2VBDg-00256-00049159-00049430 estate and so i just after the games
fC7DkW2VBDg-00257-00049431-00049686 studied to get my license and started
fC7DkW2VBDg-00258-00049687-00049871 buying and selling for a little bit
fC7DkW2VBDg-00259-00049872-00050246 and realized i was listening to these
fC7DkW2VBDg-00260-00050247-00050399 other people telling me what i think i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00261-00050400-00050462 should do
fC7DkW2VBDg-00262-00050463-00050695 instead of i'm still healthy i was still
fC7DkW2VBDg-00263-00050696-00050799 in really good shape
fC7DkW2VBDg-00264-00050800-00051023 and i still had a drive to do it so i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00265-00051024-00051238 can't redeem the time that i've lost i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00266-00051239-00051311 don't want to go
fC7DkW2VBDg-00267-00051312-00051550 10 years from now and say what if so i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00268-00051551-00051742 decided to try to do both
fC7DkW2VBDg-00269-00051744-00052038 and one of them had to let down the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00270-00052039-00052223 other because it was too stressful so i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00271-00052224-00052350 decided to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00272-00052351-00052591 put a pause button or hold on a real
fC7DkW2VBDg-00273-00052591-00052799 estate and pursue this tokyo games full
fC7DkW2VBDg-00274-00052800-00052887 time
fC7DkW2VBDg-00275-00052888-00053071 he took the plunge and started training
fC7DkW2VBDg-00276-00053072-00053207 for tokyo
fC7DkW2VBDg-00277-00053208-00053438 as this summer olympic games grew closer
fC7DkW2VBDg-00278-00053439-00053703 though the entire world was put on hold
fC7DkW2VBDg-00279-00053704-00054007 the kova 19 pandemic postponed the 2020
fC7DkW2VBDg-00280-00054008-00054111 tokyo games
fC7DkW2VBDg-00281-00054112-00054326 the first such postponement in olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00282-00054327-00054454 history
fC7DkW2VBDg-00283-00054455-00054630 david tells us about why he started
fC7DkW2VBDg-00284-00054632-00054799 welcoming adversity into his
fC7DkW2VBDg-00285-00054800-00055007 training and how it prepared him for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00286-00055008-00055175 something massive
fC7DkW2VBDg-00287-00055176-00055342 something like well the biggest
fC7DkW2VBDg-00288-00055344-00055638 competition of his life being postponed
fC7DkW2VBDg-00289-00055639-00055871 every single one of us has experienced
fC7DkW2VBDg-00290-00055872-00056111 their plans not being fulfilled
fC7DkW2VBDg-00291-00056112-00056326 if anything this past year during this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00292-00056327-00056471 painting because taught us
fC7DkW2VBDg-00293-00056472-00056638 that we can plant something but we need
fC7DkW2VBDg-00294-00056639-00056791 to have it with an open palm because it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00295-00056791-00057030 could change in a blink of an eye but
fC7DkW2VBDg-00296-00057032-00057182 when i look back at my career one of the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00297-00057183-00057430 biggest challenges i had early on was a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00298-00057432-00057694 fear of tim meter and at a young age i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00299-00057695-00057807 started working with sports
fC7DkW2VBDg-00300-00057808-00057911 psychologists
fC7DkW2VBDg-00301-00057912-00058071 an outcome goal is what i ultimately
fC7DkW2VBDg-00302-00058072-00058247 want to accomplish
fC7DkW2VBDg-00303-00058248-00058415 the process is how i was going to get to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00304-00058416-00058599 that point another way
fC7DkW2VBDg-00305-00058600-00058935 is relaxation and visualization and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00306-00058936-00059071 when you look at adversity i think one
fC7DkW2VBDg-00307-00059072-00059263 of the biggest things that you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00308-00059264-00059591 learn from it is from mistakes and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00309-00059591-00059742 early on in my career i had plenty of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00310-00059744-00059903 those and one of the things that i don't
fC7DkW2VBDg-00311-00059904-00060087 think i was the most
fC7DkW2VBDg-00312-00060088-00060279 talented diver physically but one of the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00313-00060279-00060423 things that i worked on was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00314-00060424-00060647 how can i prepare and out train everyone
fC7DkW2VBDg-00315-00060648-00060775 else mentally
fC7DkW2VBDg-00316-00060776-00061063 so i would start to invite adversity
fC7DkW2VBDg-00317-00061064-00061206 into training and so whether that would
fC7DkW2VBDg-00318-00061207-00061294 look like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00319-00061295-00061463 my teammate standing behind the board
fC7DkW2VBDg-00320-00061464-00061687 trying to distract me or we would turn
fC7DkW2VBDg-00321-00061688-00061903 music up loud so i would get distracted
fC7DkW2VBDg-00322-00061904-00062087 that way or just from experiencing
fC7DkW2VBDg-00323-00062088-00062206 competitions but
fC7DkW2VBDg-00324-00062207-00062326 that was one of the things that i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00325-00062327-00062487 trained really hard on early in my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00326-00062488-00062575 career so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00327-00062576-00062799 now fast forward you get news that the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00328-00062800-00062991 olympics has been postponed
fC7DkW2VBDg-00329-00062991-00063271 and it's just another way to toughen up
fC7DkW2VBDg-00330-00063272-00063311 and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00331-00063312-00063447 figure out how to get through this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00332-00063448-00063663 mentally obviously it was a struggle one
fC7DkW2VBDg-00333-00063664-00063782 of the things that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00334-00063783-00063999 we did during pandemic and during the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00335-00064000-00064094 lockdown
fC7DkW2VBDg-00336-00064095-00064399 specifically was we made our home kind
fC7DkW2VBDg-00337-00064400-00064615 of my training facility so i brought
fC7DkW2VBDg-00338-00064616-00064799 mats from purdue university
fC7DkW2VBDg-00339-00064800-00065047 over to my house and i did my flip
fC7DkW2VBDg-00340-00065048-00065126 training
fC7DkW2VBDg-00341-00065127-00065335 on the ground there and i took over my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00342-00065336-00065511 kids trampoline and did training there
fC7DkW2VBDg-00343-00065512-00065559 and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00344-00065560-00065743 i mean you make it work if something's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00345-00065744-00065911 important to you then you're gonna
fC7DkW2VBDg-00346-00065912-00066143 figure out a way to make it happen and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00347-00066144-00066319 this was one of those things that it was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00348-00066320-00066494 important to us so we needed to make
fC7DkW2VBDg-00349-00066495-00066726 sure we were staying on top of the game
fC7DkW2VBDg-00350-00066727-00066919 and you just mentioned your kids you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00351-00066920-00067199 know you travel a lot i'm sure
fC7DkW2VBDg-00352-00067200-00067463 previous to cova that is but what was it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00353-00067464-00067503 like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00354-00067504-00067743 you know being home more and how did
fC7DkW2VBDg-00355-00067744-00067815 that kind of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00356-00067816-00068006 impact the way that you thought about
fC7DkW2VBDg-00357-00068007-00068135 the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00358-00068136-00068391 the nature of my job is not just diving
fC7DkW2VBDg-00359-00068392-00068463 in the pool
fC7DkW2VBDg-00360-00068464-00068647 uh as a professional athlete i'm going
fC7DkW2VBDg-00361-00068648-00068799 to sponsor events
fC7DkW2VBDg-00362-00068800-00068982 where maybe i'm doing a keynote speech
fC7DkW2VBDg-00363-00068983-00069238 for a conference that they're doing or
fC7DkW2VBDg-00364-00069239-00069543 a meet and greet in texas or whatever it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00365-00069544-00069679 might be
fC7DkW2VBDg-00366-00069680-00069871 going into 2020 we knew that it was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00367-00069872-00070047 going to be extremely busy i would be
fC7DkW2VBDg-00368-00070048-00070103 home
fC7DkW2VBDg-00369-00070104-00070326 and then on the road again but with the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00370-00070327-00070631 lockdown it created an opportunity where
fC7DkW2VBDg-00371-00070632-00070959 i got to just be home with my kids
fC7DkW2VBDg-00372-00070960-00071135 i think when they think back of what the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00373-00071136-00071279 lockdown was like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00374-00071280-00071406 for them it's going to be totally
fC7DkW2VBDg-00375-00071407-00071582 different experience than what most of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00376-00071583-00071606 us
fC7DkW2VBDg-00377-00071607-00071799 experience they're going to see mom and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00378-00071800-00072006 dad are home and we're going off picnics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00379-00072007-00072175 and hikes and go to the creek and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00380-00072176-00072335 jumping on the trampoline and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00381-00072336-00072615 just all these quality time activities
fC7DkW2VBDg-00382-00072616-00072862 that we wouldn't have normally got to do
fC7DkW2VBDg-00383-00072863-00073062 right absolutely i know i always think
fC7DkW2VBDg-00384-00073063-00073319 about i go on walks at lunch time now
fC7DkW2VBDg-00385-00073320-00073535 and i we got a dog and there's just so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00386-00073536-00073711 many things that i don't think would
fC7DkW2VBDg-00387-00073712-00073775 have happened
fC7DkW2VBDg-00388-00073776-00074038 had all this craziness not happened it's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00389-00074039-00074167 kind of nice like if
fC7DkW2VBDg-00390-00074168-00074319 life can slow down a little bit and i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00391-00074320-00074511 think when you stop and uh i guess
fC7DkW2VBDg-00392-00074512-00074655 breathe then
fC7DkW2VBDg-00393-00074656-00074831 all the worries or stress that you might
fC7DkW2VBDg-00394-00074832-00074991 have if anything
fC7DkW2VBDg-00395-00074992-00075175 this past year has taught us to just
fC7DkW2VBDg-00396-00075176-00075350 stop for a second and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00397-00075351-00075615 just be thankful for just a here and now
fC7DkW2VBDg-00398-00075616-00075806 david recently appeared in the weight of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00399-00075807-00075871 gold
fC7DkW2VBDg-00400-00075872-00076135 an hbo sports documentary exploring the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00401-00076136-00076326 mental health challenges that olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00402-00076327-00076535 athletes often face
fC7DkW2VBDg-00403-00076536-00076743 olympic swimming legend michael phelps
fC7DkW2VBDg-00404-00076744-00076935 served as an executive producer on this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00405-00076936-00076999 film
fC7DkW2VBDg-00406-00077000-00077287 and legendary athletes like apollo ono
fC7DkW2VBDg-00407-00077288-00077382 sean white
fC7DkW2VBDg-00408-00077383-00077694 lolo jones gracie gold sasha cohen
fC7DkW2VBDg-00409-00077695-00077943 and more went into great detail on the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00410-00077944-00078119 dire mental health situation
fC7DkW2VBDg-00411-00078120-00078367 amongst these elite athletes which
fC7DkW2VBDg-00412-00078368-00078526 heightened with the postponement of the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00413-00078527-00078694 olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00414-00078695-00078887 i really wanted to do my research here
fC7DkW2VBDg-00415-00078888-00079062 so i watched the documentary
fC7DkW2VBDg-00416-00079063-00079367 and wow i think so many of us
fC7DkW2VBDg-00417-00079368-00079662 myself included assume these top tier
fC7DkW2VBDg-00418-00079663-00079775 athletes are rich
fC7DkW2VBDg-00419-00079776-00080079 famous and well really happy
fC7DkW2VBDg-00420-00080080-00080279 in reality these athletes are facing
fC7DkW2VBDg-00421-00080280-00080471 loneliness depression
fC7DkW2VBDg-00422-00080472-00080671 stress over things like income and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00423-00080672-00080775 family life
fC7DkW2VBDg-00424-00080776-00081031 and the pressure of being the best i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00425-00081032-00081206 truly recommend you watch the weight of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00426-00081207-00081343 gold for yourself
fC7DkW2VBDg-00427-00081344-00081559 it's powerful and it shines an important
fC7DkW2VBDg-00428-00081560-00081759 light on mental health struggles
fC7DkW2VBDg-00429-00081760-00082023 that even and maybe especially gold
fC7DkW2VBDg-00430-00082024-00082182 medalists face
fC7DkW2VBDg-00431-00082183-00082415 what was it like sharing those really
fC7DkW2VBDg-00432-00082416-00082518 intimate details
fC7DkW2VBDg-00433-00082519-00082750 of your life with the world when i was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00434-00082751-00082959 approached about this documentary with
fC7DkW2VBDg-00435-00082960-00083159 michael phelps one of the things that i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00436-00083160-00083279 wanted to do
fC7DkW2VBDg-00437-00083280-00083582 was to be able to share struggles
fC7DkW2VBDg-00438-00083583-00083871 that athletes elite athletes have and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00439-00083872-00084038 one of the goals that i had when i wrote
fC7DkW2VBDg-00440-00084039-00084343 my book greater than gold and 2016 was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00441-00084344-00084382 to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00442-00084383-00084671 just share that your struggles are the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00443-00084672-00084767 same as mine
fC7DkW2VBDg-00444-00084768-00085006 and this is how i got through it and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00445-00085007-00085182 hopefully that's an encouragement to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00446-00085183-00085367 somebody else but i think it shines an
fC7DkW2VBDg-00447-00085368-00085535 important light on you know depression
fC7DkW2VBDg-00448-00085536-00085679 doesn't discriminate
fC7DkW2VBDg-00449-00085680-00085959 and it's okay to ask for help and one of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00450-00085960-00086062 the ways that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00451-00086063-00086262 you know i've seen success in that is
fC7DkW2VBDg-00452-00086263-00086406 having people around me
fC7DkW2VBDg-00453-00086407-00086655 a tight-knit circle who one is going to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00454-00086656-00086815 hold me accountable but two is also
fC7DkW2VBDg-00455-00086816-00087006 going to listen to my struggles and my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00456-00087007-00087103 fears
fC7DkW2VBDg-00457-00087104-00087359 so that i might go on the right path at
fC7DkW2VBDg-00458-00087360-00087431 a young age
fC7DkW2VBDg-00459-00087432-00087815 i put so much hope in this destination
fC7DkW2VBDg-00460-00087816-00087847 of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00461-00087848-00088062 if i get to the olympic games then i'm
fC7DkW2VBDg-00462-00088063-00088191 going to experience
fC7DkW2VBDg-00463-00088192-00088471 fame and riches and success and at the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00464-00088472-00088647 end of those games that was the exact
fC7DkW2VBDg-00465-00088648-00088767 opposite of what i thought
fC7DkW2VBDg-00466-00088768-00089062 i wanted and so that left me into a deep
fC7DkW2VBDg-00467-00089063-00089126 depression
fC7DkW2VBDg-00468-00089127-00089399 and i think not knowing what my purpose
fC7DkW2VBDg-00469-00089400-00089526 was so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00470-00089527-00089791 before i would say diving is who i am
fC7DkW2VBDg-00471-00089792-00089871 now i say
fC7DkW2VBDg-00472-00089872-00090038 diving is something that i do it's not
fC7DkW2VBDg-00473-00090039-00090199 who i am and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00474-00090200-00090487 going forward my purpose is not just to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00475-00090488-00090606 win the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00476-00090607-00090943 but also to live out my faith as he
fC7DkW2VBDg-00477-00090944-00091126 mentioned david wrote his first book
fC7DkW2VBDg-00478-00091127-00091415 greater than gold in 2016.
fC7DkW2VBDg-00479-00091416-00091615 it details why david bought into this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00480-00091616-00091791 american dream that fame
fC7DkW2VBDg-00481-00091792-00092103 wealth and success would satisfy him and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00482-00092104-00092303 how he came to the realization that none
fC7DkW2VBDg-00483-00092304-00092391 of these things
fC7DkW2VBDg-00484-00092392-00092662 actually made him happy and fulfilled
fC7DkW2VBDg-00485-00092663-00092791 one of the things that i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00486-00092792-00093118 tried to do in greater than gold was to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00487-00093119-00093374 kind of lay out look we all have faults
fC7DkW2VBDg-00488-00093375-00093462 and failures
fC7DkW2VBDg-00489-00093463-00093735 and you can either let that consume you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00490-00093736-00093774 and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00491-00093775-00093950 listen to the thoughts and the lies that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00492-00093951-00094126 are coming into your head or
fC7DkW2VBDg-00493-00094127-00094406 can do the opposite you can look at it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00494-00094407-00094599 and then move on from those mistakes and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00495-00094600-00094679 then also
fC7DkW2VBDg-00496-00094680-00094887 learn how to when these lies come into
fC7DkW2VBDg-00497-00094888-00095015 my head how do i speak
fC7DkW2VBDg-00498-00095016-00095215 truth into them so that they are not
fC7DkW2VBDg-00499-00095216-00095374 dominating me and so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00500-00095375-00095631 there's a number of topics in the book
fC7DkW2VBDg-00501-00095632-00095679 that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00502-00095680-00095926 is helpful for whether you're a upcoming
fC7DkW2VBDg-00503-00095927-00096023 athlete or
fC7DkW2VBDg-00504-00096024-00096279 someone who is just trying to look for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00505-00096280-00096406 ways to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00506-00096407-00096647 just move forward with your goals right
fC7DkW2VBDg-00507-00096648-00096743 and i know
fC7DkW2VBDg-00508-00096744-00096967 especially with the boom of social media
fC7DkW2VBDg-00509-00096968-00097118 you know you're comparing yourself
fC7DkW2VBDg-00510-00097119-00097423 to other people and even
fC7DkW2VBDg-00511-00097424-00097687 people like you who are gold medalists
fC7DkW2VBDg-00512-00097688-00097750 olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00513-00097751-00097999 athletes people would be like oh that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00514-00098000-00098143 guy has it all together he has
fC7DkW2VBDg-00515-00098144-00098247 everything and you're
fC7DkW2VBDg-00516-00098248-00098406 oh goodness no your whole point with
fC7DkW2VBDg-00517-00098407-00098567 this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00518-00098568-00098806 is kind of to say no and shine that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00519-00098807-00098926 light on that so that's really
fC7DkW2VBDg-00520-00098927-00099150 special you've talked so much about the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00521-00099151-00099262 pressure
fC7DkW2VBDg-00522-00099263-00099503 since coming out about your depression
fC7DkW2VBDg-00523-00099504-00099655 and mental health and everything has the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00524-00099656-00099726 way that you've
fC7DkW2VBDg-00525-00099727-00100071 trained changed at all no
fC7DkW2VBDg-00526-00100072-00100326 i think because that was a battle you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00527-00100327-00100406 know i think that's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00528-00100407-00100726 one of the forks on the road where it's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00529-00100727-00100894 a roller coaster ride when you're trying
fC7DkW2VBDg-00530-00100895-00101023 to train for the olympics or you're
fC7DkW2VBDg-00531-00101024-00101135 trying to figure out what you're going
fC7DkW2VBDg-00532-00101136-00101238 to do after college
fC7DkW2VBDg-00533-00101239-00101391 there's a lot of high highs and a lot of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00534-00101392-00101599 low lows and you learn from those
fC7DkW2VBDg-00535-00101600-00101694 mistakes and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00536-00101695-00101935 if i was dwelling on it i would allow it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00537-00101936-00101999 to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00538-00102000-00102191 define what it looks like for me to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00539-00102192-00102311 train but
fC7DkW2VBDg-00540-00102312-00102447 that was in the past doesn't mean it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00541-00102448-00102615 can't happen again but we're trying to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00542-00102616-00102663 be
fC7DkW2VBDg-00543-00102664-00102934 diligent in just trying to get better
fC7DkW2VBDg-00544-00102935-00103078 every day whether that's in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00545-00103079-00103327 in the pool or outside of the pool high
fC7DkW2VBDg-00546-00103328-00103486 highs and low lows
fC7DkW2VBDg-00547-00103488-00103654 i'm sure the day that david finished
fC7DkW2VBDg-00548-00103655-00103854 third at the olympic trials by a small
fC7DkW2VBDg-00549-00103855-00103934 margin
fC7DkW2VBDg-00550-00103935-00104230 was a low low for him but boilermakers
fC7DkW2VBDg-00551-00104231-00104334 keep going
fC7DkW2VBDg-00552-00104335-00104606 and david keeps going following his
fC7DkW2VBDg-00553-00104607-00104782 defeat in june david released the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00554-00104783-00105054 following statement on his instagram
fC7DkW2VBDg-00555-00105055-00105319 the pain of defeat that's sports for you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00556-00105320-00105551 a roller coaster of highs and lows
fC7DkW2VBDg-00557-00105552-00105727 i couldn't help but leave the pool last
fC7DkW2VBDg-00558-00105728-00105895 night filled with joy
fC7DkW2VBDg-00559-00105896-00106086 it's easy to let yourself go down the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00560-00106088-00106223 path of things you could have done
fC7DkW2VBDg-00561-00106224-00106327 different
fC7DkW2VBDg-00562-00106328-00106478 it's good to learn from your mistakes
fC7DkW2VBDg-00563-00106479-00106639 but dwelling on them will leave you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00564-00106640-00106751 discontent
fC7DkW2VBDg-00565-00106752-00106943 and that is not how i want to end my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00566-00106944-00107086 fight this week
fC7DkW2VBDg-00567-00107088-00107319 you have two choices in these moments
fC7DkW2VBDg-00568-00107320-00107423 stay in defeat
fC7DkW2VBDg-00569-00107424-00107710 or move forward i choose to move forward
fC7DkW2VBDg-00570-00107711-00107951 with joy and contentment
fC7DkW2VBDg-00571-00107952-00108143 david also said his daughter mila
fC7DkW2VBDg-00572-00108144-00108366 greeted him at home with the question
fC7DkW2VBDg-00573-00108367-00108654 have you ever caught a firefly he says
fC7DkW2VBDg-00574-00108655-00108854 that simple question put everything into
fC7DkW2VBDg-00575-00108855-00109071 perspective for him
fC7DkW2VBDg-00576-00109072-00109271 david and his wife sunny who he met
fC7DkW2VBDg-00577-00109272-00109423 while attending purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00578-00109424-00109639 still live in the lafayette area even
fC7DkW2VBDg-00579-00109640-00109831 after they both graduated
fC7DkW2VBDg-00580-00109832-00110039 he explains why purdue has always felt
fC7DkW2VBDg-00581-00110040-00110215 like home to him
fC7DkW2VBDg-00582-00110216-00110454 before i decided to come to purdue one
fC7DkW2VBDg-00583-00110455-00110583 of the things that i was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00584-00110583-00110727 i didn't want to come to purdue because
fC7DkW2VBDg-00585-00110728-00110902 it was so close to home
fC7DkW2VBDg-00586-00110903-00111166 once i got to campus and met the team
fC7DkW2VBDg-00587-00111167-00111247 and met
fC7DkW2VBDg-00588-00111248-00111390 the people who were in the athletic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00589-00111391-00111551 department and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00590-00111552-00111710 walked around campus to see what it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00591-00111711-00111902 would look like academically
fC7DkW2VBDg-00592-00111903-00112119 it kind of just felt like home but i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00593-00112120-00112286 knew that i wanted to continue to pursue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00594-00112288-00112415 my diving career
fC7DkW2VBDg-00595-00112416-00112734 after i graduated and so we made purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00596-00112735-00112847 our home
fC7DkW2VBDg-00597-00112848-00113086 and the my wife's family is all from
fC7DkW2VBDg-00598-00113088-00113319 lafayette area and my family is now
fC7DkW2VBDg-00599-00113320-00113551 in lafayette and so this is where we
fC7DkW2VBDg-00600-00113552-00113710 wanted to raise our kids and build our
fC7DkW2VBDg-00601-00113711-00113758 home
fC7DkW2VBDg-00602-00113759-00114134 and i think being on campus every day
fC7DkW2VBDg-00603-00114135-00114343 purdue just makes it easy to accomplish
fC7DkW2VBDg-00604-00114344-00114558 your goals and what they have to offer
fC7DkW2VBDg-00605-00114559-00114831 even post-collegiate career and after
fC7DkW2VBDg-00606-00114832-00114966 all the highs and lows
fC7DkW2VBDg-00607-00114967-00115175 wins and defeats david will be home for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00608-00115176-00115447 good now as a full-time assistant coach
fC7DkW2VBDg-00609-00115448-00115678 with purdue swimming and diving
fC7DkW2VBDg-00610-00115679-00115871 he tells us what he admires most about
fC7DkW2VBDg-00611-00115872-00116047 his relationship with purdue's head
fC7DkW2VBDg-00612-00116048-00116127 diving coach
fC7DkW2VBDg-00613-00116128-00116447 adam soldati ten time big ten diving
fC7DkW2VBDg-00614-00116448-00116566 coach of the year
fC7DkW2VBDg-00615-00116567-00116871 i think what makes adam unique
fC7DkW2VBDg-00616-00116872-00117071 and why he's had so much success at
fC7DkW2VBDg-00617-00117072-00117254 purdue i would challenge he's probably
fC7DkW2VBDg-00618-00117255-00117423 one of the most successful coaches at
fC7DkW2VBDg-00619-00117424-00117566 purdue university
fC7DkW2VBDg-00620-00117567-00117823 if not the big ten just the awards that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00621-00117824-00118047 he's won and what he's produced
fC7DkW2VBDg-00622-00118048-00118231 one of the things that stuck with me
fC7DkW2VBDg-00623-00118232-00118486 before i decided to come to purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00624-00118488-00118743 he met with me and he had said you know
fC7DkW2VBDg-00625-00118744-00118863 david i'm not going to promise
fC7DkW2VBDg-00626-00118864-00118958 i'm going to make you an olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00627-00118959-00119190 champion but what i can promise is i'm
fC7DkW2VBDg-00628-00119191-00119358 going to create an environment where a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00629-00119359-00119551 champion can be made
fC7DkW2VBDg-00630-00119552-00119710 for me i was like okay well that's not a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00631-00119711-00119910 hard sell you're not going to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00632-00119911-00120047 say you're going to make me an olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00633-00120048-00120247 champion but when i step back for a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00634-00120248-00120383 second like he was going to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00635-00120383-00120599 put me with every single tool that i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00636-00120600-00120775 needed to be able to accomplish that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00637-00120776-00120854 goal
fC7DkW2VBDg-00638-00120855-00121054 i think what's unique about adam is is
fC7DkW2VBDg-00639-00121055-00121183 that he pushes you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00640-00121183-00121423 as an athlete but he cares more about
fC7DkW2VBDg-00641-00121424-00121566 who you are as a person
fC7DkW2VBDg-00642-00121567-00121734 outside of the pool than who you are
fC7DkW2VBDg-00643-00121735-00121878 inside of the pool so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00644-00121879-00122134 he's trying to develop a male or female
fC7DkW2VBDg-00645-00122135-00122190 to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00646-00122191-00122366 have character whether that's in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00647-00122367-00122623 competition or in the classroom and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00648-00122624-00122775 i just can't say enough good things
fC7DkW2VBDg-00649-00122776-00123039 about the guy and what about the legacy
fC7DkW2VBDg-00650-00123040-00123254 and impact this olympic gold medalist
fC7DkW2VBDg-00651-00123255-00123399 has made at purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00652-00123400-00123599 you've trained at the burke aquatic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00653-00123600-00123790 center for years
fC7DkW2VBDg-00654-00123791-00123958 what is it like when you go in there and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00655-00123959-00124151 your face is everywhere and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00656-00124152-00124431 all these banners and everything yeah i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00657-00124432-00124519 think when
fC7DkW2VBDg-00658-00124520-00124686 they approached me with the idea of like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00659-00124688-00124847 we're gonna put like your picture up and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00660-00124848-00124990 then some accolades and i was like oh
fC7DkW2VBDg-00661-00124991-00125119 that's pretty cool and then i walked in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00662-00125120-00125295 and i was like holy cow
fC7DkW2VBDg-00663-00125296-00125590 it's like the whole wall and the divers
fC7DkW2VBDg-00664-00125591-00125678 teased me like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00665-00125679-00125871 this is your shrine now it's put things
fC7DkW2VBDg-00666-00125872-00125983 out from underneath like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00667-00125983-00126239 it's hilarious how much bigger i thought
fC7DkW2VBDg-00668-00126240-00126351 it would be but
fC7DkW2VBDg-00669-00126352-00126590 you know i think that just speaks to one
fC7DkW2VBDg-00670-00126591-00126751 of the things that i experienced on the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00671-00126752-00126951 podium in london was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00672-00126952-00127151 it's hard to explain but when you're on
fC7DkW2VBDg-00673-00127152-00127310 the podium there's a wave of motions
fC7DkW2VBDg-00674-00127311-00127447 that come in and the only thing i could
fC7DkW2VBDg-00675-00127448-00127551 think of was like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00676-00127552-00127743 this wasn't just me in this moment to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00677-00127744-00127871 get me to this point
fC7DkW2VBDg-00678-00127872-00128110 you know adam had a sacrifice i had
fC7DkW2VBDg-00679-00128111-00128278 plenty of teachers who had to help me
fC7DkW2VBDg-00680-00128279-00128407 through this and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00681-00128408-00128710 trainers and family members and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00682-00128711-00128886 one of the coolest things was when i was
fC7DkW2VBDg-00683-00128888-00129078 on the podium listening to the national
fC7DkW2VBDg-00684-00129079-00129263 anthem we had my family
fC7DkW2VBDg-00685-00129264-00129543 my fiance at the time sunny who's now my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00686-00129544-00129590 wife
fC7DkW2VBDg-00687-00129591-00129814 all to the left of me and on the other
fC7DkW2VBDg-00688-00129815-00130014 side was a whole john purdue club
fC7DkW2VBDg-00689-00130015-00130254 congregation and so it was like the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00690-00130255-00130399 people who helped get me to this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00691-00130400-00130607 point are now you know kind of
fC7DkW2VBDg-00692-00130608-00130727 encircling me
fC7DkW2VBDg-00693-00130728-00130934 and we get to celebrate this special
fC7DkW2VBDg-00694-00130935-00131135 moment with each other
fC7DkW2VBDg-00695-00131136-00131319 david also shared some advice for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00696-00131320-00131495 incoming purdue students
fC7DkW2VBDg-00697-00131496-00131823 and especially his future diving mentees
fC7DkW2VBDg-00698-00131824-00132078 i think if you went back to my academic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00699-00132079-00132239 advisor she is still here
fC7DkW2VBDg-00700-00132240-00132463 nicole mckinney she would say this kid's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00701-00132464-00132607 not going to make it after his freshman
fC7DkW2VBDg-00702-00132608-00132647 year
fC7DkW2VBDg-00703-00132648-00132790 i think you're just thrown into it and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00704-00132791-00132975 you're like how do i balance life
fC7DkW2VBDg-00705-00132976-00133151 i think every freshman experiences this
fC7DkW2VBDg-00706-00133152-00133295 but because
fC7DkW2VBDg-00707-00133296-00133511 i had the resources at purdue like
fC7DkW2VBDg-00708-00133512-00133654 nicole mckinney to help
fC7DkW2VBDg-00709-00133655-00133839 i just kind of figure out okay this is
fC7DkW2VBDg-00710-00133840-00133983 what needs to happen
fC7DkW2VBDg-00711-00133984-00134143 it can seem overwhelming but why don't
fC7DkW2VBDg-00712-00134144-00134295 you break it up like let's figure out
fC7DkW2VBDg-00713-00134296-00134431 this class and then this one and then
fC7DkW2VBDg-00714-00134432-00134599 prioritize your time
fC7DkW2VBDg-00715-00134600-00134919 but i think the resources that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00716-00134920-00135111 was available to myself and then other
fC7DkW2VBDg-00717-00135112-00135254 athletes and students
fC7DkW2VBDg-00718-00135255-00135439 allows you to be able to pay the road
fC7DkW2VBDg-00719-00135440-00135559 for success
fC7DkW2VBDg-00720-00135560-00135719 yeah and i'm glad you highlighted that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00721-00135720-00135927 because you think about the normal
fC7DkW2VBDg-00722-00135928-00136135 freshman coming in and it's a lot it's a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00723-00136136-00136166 ton
fC7DkW2VBDg-00724-00136167-00136366 you're away from home and you're on your
fC7DkW2VBDg-00725-00136367-00136583 own and multitasking and then you throw
fC7DkW2VBDg-00726-00136584-00136671 in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00727-00136672-00136831 all the training that comes with being
fC7DkW2VBDg-00728-00136832-00137039 an athlete at purdue so that's
fC7DkW2VBDg-00729-00137040-00137254 not easy i'm sure i think it's helpful
fC7DkW2VBDg-00730-00137255-00137454 that someone else is struggling with you
fC7DkW2VBDg-00731-00137455-00137583 so i think when you feel like you're
fC7DkW2VBDg-00732-00137584-00137735 struggling alone it's hard to accomplish
fC7DkW2VBDg-00733-00137736-00137959 something but when someone is there
fC7DkW2VBDg-00734-00137960-00138151 that can empathize with your struggle it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00735-00138152-00138311 makes it a little bit easier to come out
fC7DkW2VBDg-00736-00138312-00138390 of the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00737-00138391-00138590 i guess the darkness that it could be
fC7DkW2VBDg-00738-00138591-00138887 and not being afraid to ask for help
fC7DkW2VBDg-00739-00138888-00139151 i've been able to be around multiple
fC7DkW2VBDg-00740-00139152-00139359 waves of purdue divers
fC7DkW2VBDg-00741-00139360-00139502 and i think one of the things i tell
fC7DkW2VBDg-00742-00139503-00139766 them is to go talk to your professor
fC7DkW2VBDg-00743-00139767-00139927 like just go up and introduce yourself
fC7DkW2VBDg-00744-00139928-00140159 day one it's going to be awkward
fC7DkW2VBDg-00745-00140160-00140390 out of all get out but if you can have a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00746-00140391-00140551 relationship where you're communicating
fC7DkW2VBDg-00747-00140552-00140671 back and forth
fC7DkW2VBDg-00748-00140672-00140902 they see that you're caring about what
fC7DkW2VBDg-00749-00140903-00141054 you're going to do in this class i think
fC7DkW2VBDg-00750-00141055-00141119 it
fC7DkW2VBDg-00751-00141120-00141351 just helps that much more we've talked
fC7DkW2VBDg-00752-00141352-00141527 about david's experience at the u.s
fC7DkW2VBDg-00753-00141528-00141639 diving trials
fC7DkW2VBDg-00754-00141640-00141927 but who is going to tokyo for team usa
fC7DkW2VBDg-00755-00141928-00142166 purdue's diving dynasty once again came
fC7DkW2VBDg-00756-00142167-00142254 out on top
fC7DkW2VBDg-00757-00142255-00142463 and you will see two purdue divers at
fC7DkW2VBDg-00758-00142464-00142607 the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00759-00142608-00142799 we caught up with purdue alum brandon
fC7DkW2VBDg-00760-00142800-00143007 luciavo who is heading to his first
fC7DkW2VBDg-00761-00143008-00143271 olympics at the morgan j burke aquatic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00762-00143272-00143375 center
fC7DkW2VBDg-00763-00143376-00143526 what does it mean to him to hear the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00764-00143527-00143775 word olympian i mean it was a
fC7DkW2VBDg-00765-00143776-00144078 unreal experience and i'm excited to go
fC7DkW2VBDg-00766-00144079-00144190 to the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00767-00144191-00144351 i think i'm still a little bit like on
fC7DkW2VBDg-00768-00144352-00144502 cloud nine just kind of like floating
fC7DkW2VBDg-00769-00144503-00144575 around and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00770-00144576-00144759 you know doing all these interviews i'm
fC7DkW2VBDg-00771-00144760-00144911 excited to get back to training
fC7DkW2VBDg-00772-00144912-00145063 and then i look forward to the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00773-00145064-00145199 experience of actually being in the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00774-00145200-00145278 games and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00775-00145279-00145478 kind of seeing this like dream come into
fC7DkW2VBDg-00776-00145479-00145823 fruition brandon an ncaa champion
fC7DkW2VBDg-00777-00145824-00146031 continue to train here at purdue before
fC7DkW2VBDg-00778-00146032-00146175 going to tokyo
fC7DkW2VBDg-00779-00146176-00146335 he tells us what it means to him to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00780-00146336-00146559 represent purdue and the u.s
fC7DkW2VBDg-00781-00146560-00146743 i mean it's just an honor to do it for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00782-00146744-00146902 such a great school
fC7DkW2VBDg-00783-00146903-00147247 and then to add to the reputation
fC7DkW2VBDg-00784-00147248-00147407 especially just like what adam has
fC7DkW2VBDg-00785-00147408-00147543 created at this pool is just
fC7DkW2VBDg-00786-00147544-00147647 unbelievable
fC7DkW2VBDg-00787-00147648-00147823 i mean it's just an honor and i'm super
fC7DkW2VBDg-00788-00147824-00148007 excited to do what i can for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00789-00148008-00148278 the country and purdue the opportunities
fC7DkW2VBDg-00790-00148279-00148454 they gave me in the first place let that
fC7DkW2VBDg-00791-00148455-00148575 be on the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00792-00148576-00148823 academic sphere the professors that i've
fC7DkW2VBDg-00793-00148824-00149007 met that have pushed me outside of the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00794-00149008-00149071 pool
fC7DkW2VBDg-00795-00149072-00149263 it's just amazing i mean if anything i
fC7DkW2VBDg-00796-00149264-00149431 can do to give back to purdue i would
fC7DkW2VBDg-00797-00149432-00149599 gladly do it so
fC7DkW2VBDg-00798-00149600-00149823 just having the opportunity to represent
fC7DkW2VBDg-00799-00149824-00150007 purdue as an olympian just means the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00800-00150008-00150126 world to me
fC7DkW2VBDg-00801-00150127-00150351 along with brandon purdue diver tyler
fC7DkW2VBDg-00802-00150352-00150535 downs is making his first olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00803-00150536-00150623 appearance
fC7DkW2VBDg-00804-00150624-00150790 after winning the men's three-meter
fC7DkW2VBDg-00805-00150791-00150926 springboard competition
fC7DkW2VBDg-00806-00150927-00151214 at the u.s diving trials it's clear why
fC7DkW2VBDg-00807-00151215-00151447 david is an icon and why so many purdue
fC7DkW2VBDg-00808-00151448-00151647 divers look up to him
fC7DkW2VBDg-00809-00151648-00151895 tyler told nbc sports after his olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00810-00151896-00152014 trials win
fC7DkW2VBDg-00811-00152015-00152263 i think david is a legend he won gold in
fC7DkW2VBDg-00812-00152264-00152335 london
fC7DkW2VBDg-00813-00152336-00152566 three olympic games he's an amazing
fC7DkW2VBDg-00814-00152567-00152663 person as well
fC7DkW2VBDg-00815-00152664-00152975 a really great mentor here's brandon
fC7DkW2VBDg-00816-00152976-00153031 again
fC7DkW2VBDg-00817-00153032-00153319 yeah dave's always been like the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00818-00153320-00153463 ultimate
fC7DkW2VBDg-00819-00153464-00153783 goal is to get to where he's been i mean
fC7DkW2VBDg-00820-00153784-00154014 it's one thing to be an olympian yes
fC7DkW2VBDg-00821-00154015-00154335 but to to win the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00822-00154336-00154599 and to show how dominant he is on the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00823-00154600-00154695 olympic
fC7DkW2VBDg-00824-00154696-00154919 arena is just unbelievable i think my
fC7DkW2VBDg-00825-00154920-00155078 favorite part is like when you see him
fC7DkW2VBDg-00826-00155079-00155207 at the olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00827-00155208-00155447 he looks like he's at a regular meet and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00828-00155448-00155559 i think that's something i've always
fC7DkW2VBDg-00829-00155560-00155759 looked up to is the sheer confidence he
fC7DkW2VBDg-00830-00155760-00155839 has
fC7DkW2VBDg-00831-00155840-00155999 i mean it just looks like he's just
fC7DkW2VBDg-00832-00156000-00156190 floating through the competition and he
fC7DkW2VBDg-00833-00156191-00156247 just
fC7DkW2VBDg-00834-00156248-00156487 enjoys every moment and so at some point
fC7DkW2VBDg-00835-00156488-00156607 i was like i need to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00836-00156608-00156919 strive for that mental clarity
fC7DkW2VBDg-00837-00156920-00157223 of what he has and so it's an honor to
fC7DkW2VBDg-00838-00157224-00157487 dive below him and then to strive for
fC7DkW2VBDg-00839-00157488-00157559 him
fC7DkW2VBDg-00840-00157560-00157743 i think brandon says it best about the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00841-00157744-00157959 purdue university community
fC7DkW2VBDg-00842-00157960-00158247 purdue let there be alumni that aren't
fC7DkW2VBDg-00843-00158248-00158390 here and then the divers that are here
fC7DkW2VBDg-00844-00158391-00158471 right now
fC7DkW2VBDg-00845-00158472-00158695 they push each and every one of us and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00846-00158696-00158783 it is
fC7DkW2VBDg-00847-00158784-00159054 unbelievable it's an unbelievable family
fC7DkW2VBDg-00848-00159055-00159254 purdue has eight athletes going to the
fC7DkW2VBDg-00849-00159255-00159519 olympics in tokyo as of early july
fC7DkW2VBDg-00850-00159520-00159735 two divers brandon and tyler as we
fC7DkW2VBDg-00851-00159736-00159831 mentioned
fC7DkW2VBDg-00852-00159832-00160054 one swimmer one volleyball player and
fC7DkW2VBDg-00853-00160055-00160278 four track and field athletes
fC7DkW2VBDg-00854-00160279-00160407 if you'd like to learn more about
fC7DkW2VBDg-00855-00160408-00160654 purdue's presence at the tokyo olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00856-00160655-00161135 please visit purdue.university olympics
fC7DkW2VBDg-00857-00161136-00161383 thanks for listening to this is purdue
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fC7DkW2VBDg-00863-00162544-00162671 and as always
fC7DkW2VBDg-00864-00162672-00163352 boiler up
fGMXSBbG_do-00000-00000000-00001438 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00001-00001439-00003611 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00003-00007536-00008657 well we can't we can't manage both
fGMXSBbG_do-00004-00008658-00009364 what should we do
fGMXSBbG_do-00005-00009365-00009574 Maybe
fGMXSBbG_do-00006-00009575-00009871 I will start off with Hindi and then
fGMXSBbG_do-00007-00009872-00011771 Swami comes he'll give you bangle
fGMXSBbG_do-00008-00011772-00011945 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00009-00011946-00012113 so we have
fGMXSBbG_do-00010-00012114-00012437 about this jagannath Temple this morning
fGMXSBbG_do-00011-00012438-00013933 from his Holiness but Swami
fGMXSBbG_do-00012-00013934-00014369 this Temple was donated in the 1980s
fGMXSBbG_do-00013-00014369-00014669 after sril Prophet had departed from the
fGMXSBbG_do-00014-00014669-00014758 world
fGMXSBbG_do-00015-00014759-00017257 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00016-00017258-00017663 Temple was built in vrindavan that was
fGMXSBbG_do-00017-00017664-00017807 donated
fGMXSBbG_do-00018-00017808-00018641 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00019-00018642-00018883 like
fGMXSBbG_do-00020-00018884-00019144 Mumbai the juhu land
fGMXSBbG_do-00021-00019145-00019980 that was purchased
fGMXSBbG_do-00022-00019981-00020249 and it was purchased with great
fGMXSBbG_do-00023-00020250-00020597 difficulty it was a big battle and you
fGMXSBbG_do-00024-00020598-00020797 can read about that
fGMXSBbG_do-00025-00020798-00020980 Swami's book
fGMXSBbG_do-00026-00020981-00021322 where he writes let there be a temple
fGMXSBbG_do-00027-00021323-00022528 Monday
fGMXSBbG_do-00028-00022529-00022877 and then Hider a bad land or in
fGMXSBbG_do-00029-00022878-00023333 Hyderabad land was donated by Mr Pula
fGMXSBbG_do-00030-00023334-00023657 ready who ran a sweet a sweet shop there
fGMXSBbG_do-00031-00023658-00023993 in Hyderabad he donated the land for the
fGMXSBbG_do-00032-00023994-00025770 Abbott's Temple there or Hyderabad ready
fGMXSBbG_do-00033-00025772-00026111 the deities were here so the deities
fGMXSBbG_do-00034-00026112-00026387 were already established here over here
fGMXSBbG_do-00035-00026388-00026585 in this building they used to be
fGMXSBbG_do-00036-00026586-00026680 worshiped
fGMXSBbG_do-00037-00026681-00027396 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00038-00027397-00027743 and very simple worship now of course
fGMXSBbG_do-00039-00027744-00028037 the abuditi worship is established on a
fGMXSBbG_do-00040-00028038-00029208 very high standard is
fGMXSBbG_do-00041-00029210-00029431 like to see
fGMXSBbG_do-00042-00029432-00029693 devotees I'd like to see the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00043-00029694-00029981 conscious movement expand and he was
fGMXSBbG_do-00044-00029982-00030268 very he would be very satisfied to see
fGMXSBbG_do-00045-00030269-00031477 that this property was donated to Islam
fGMXSBbG_do-00046-00031477-00031746 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00047-00031747-00032081 used to talk about how the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00048-00032082-00032440 Consciousness movement was begun with no
fGMXSBbG_do-00049-00032441-00032611 money
fGMXSBbG_do-00050-00032612-00033102 as
fGMXSBbG_do-00051-00033103-00033565 you all know I hope that went to America
fGMXSBbG_do-00052-00033566-00034181 by boat on a passage he was donated the
fGMXSBbG_do-00053-00034182-00034468 ticket on the boat by the owner of the
fGMXSBbG_do-00054-00034469-00034631 shipping company
fGMXSBbG_do-00055-00034632-00036024 and he had no money
fGMXSBbG_do-00056-00036025-00036485 he went to America with twenty dollars
fGMXSBbG_do-00057-00036486-00036796 which he acquired when he sold the set
fGMXSBbG_do-00058-00036797-00037051 of bhagavatam to the captain of the ship
fGMXSBbG_do-00059-00037052-00038118 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00060-00038119-00038405 you know when often when you go to a
fGMXSBbG_do-00061-00038406-00038729 foreign country they will want to know
fGMXSBbG_do-00062-00038730-00039011 how much money have you got
fGMXSBbG_do-00063-00039012-00039480 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00064-00039481-00039737 and if you come there and say you have
fGMXSBbG_do-00065-00039738-00039965 no money they say then go back we don't
fGMXSBbG_do-00066-00039966-00040579 want you here
fGMXSBbG_do-00067-00040580-00040846 you come to a foreign country they
fGMXSBbG_do-00068-00040847-00041057 expect you to bring a lot of money with
fGMXSBbG_do-00069-00041058-00041911 you to spend there in the country
fGMXSBbG_do-00070-00041912-00042430 went there in 1960s and going by boat
fGMXSBbG_do-00071-00042431-00042780 he missed he didn't have to go through
fGMXSBbG_do-00072-00042781-00043111 too much of the immigration
fGMXSBbG_do-00073-00043112-00044089 things which are there in airports
fGMXSBbG_do-00074-00044090-00044424 immigration
fGMXSBbG_do-00075-00044425-00044824 later on prabhupada began to travel more
fGMXSBbG_do-00076-00044825-00045124 extensively as more and more centers
fGMXSBbG_do-00077-00045125-00046273 opened around the world
fGMXSBbG_do-00078-00046274-00046552 he would often talk about
fGMXSBbG_do-00079-00046553-00046823 the immigration officers and how they
fGMXSBbG_do-00080-00046824-00047358 could be quite nasty people
fGMXSBbG_do-00081-00047359-00047851 immigration officers
fGMXSBbG_do-00082-00047852-00048221 they're like barking dogs just like when
fGMXSBbG_do-00083-00048222-00048496 you go to someone's house if they have a
fGMXSBbG_do-00084-00048497-00048743 dog then the dog the dog will
fGMXSBbG_do-00085-00048744-00049080 immediately come barking
fGMXSBbG_do-00086-00049081-00049565 why you come here I am here you go away
fGMXSBbG_do-00087-00049566-00051175 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00088-00051176-00051502 accepted this kind of difficulties for
fGMXSBbG_do-00089-00051503-00051719 the sake of expanding the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00090-00051720-00052511 Consciousness movement yeah
fGMXSBbG_do-00091-00052512-00052750 when the devotees would tell Sheila
fGMXSBbG_do-00092-00052751-00053050 prabhupada you don't need to travel so
fGMXSBbG_do-00093-00053051-00053225 much you should just stay in one place
fGMXSBbG_do-00094-00053226-00054450 and just write your books
fGMXSBbG_do-00095-00054451-00054737 would say to the devotees that if I
fGMXSBbG_do-00096-00054738-00054935 don't travel then come and see all of
fGMXSBbG_do-00097-00054936-00055253 you you simply fall down you will all
fGMXSBbG_do-00098-00055254-00055619 just sleep become lazy and one day
fGMXSBbG_do-00099-00055620-00055775 you'll just give up Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00100-00055776-00057265 consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00101-00057266-00057616 how much our movement depended on him
fGMXSBbG_do-00102-00057617-00057863 and that was why he took so much trouble
fGMXSBbG_do-00103-00057864-00058157 to go everywhere just for the sake of
fGMXSBbG_do-00104-00058158-00058421 meeting the devotees and encouraging
fGMXSBbG_do-00106-00061664-00062071 but is it in order for me to do that
fGMXSBbG_do-00107-00062072-00062429 my disciples my senior disciples will
fGMXSBbG_do-00108-00062429-00062729 have to accept the responsibility of
fGMXSBbG_do-00109-00062729-00063011 traveling and preaching and overseeing
fGMXSBbG_do-00110-00063012-00063232 the Affairs of our Krishna Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00111-00063233-00063341 movement
fGMXSBbG_do-00112-00063341-00064459 s
fGMXSBbG_do-00113-00064460-00064829 and that is the duty of those senior
fGMXSBbG_do-00114-00064829-00065029 devotees the
fGMXSBbG_do-00115-00065029-00065500 the particularly sanyasis they're meant
fGMXSBbG_do-00116-00065501-00065837 to do propaganda work on behalf of the
fGMXSBbG_do-00117-00065838-00066253 Krishna Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00118-00066254-00067326 movements
fGMXSBbG_do-00119-00067327-00067697 writes in one purpose about how one has
fGMXSBbG_do-00120-00067698-00068194 to you have to make a loud noise in
fGMXSBbG_do-00121-00068195-00068494 order to propagate the Krishna conscious
fGMXSBbG_do-00122-00068495-00068591 mission
fGMXSBbG_do-00123-00068592-00069623 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00124-00069624-00069863 so he when he says a loud noise he
fGMXSBbG_do-00125-00069864-00070109 doesn't just mean a lot of decibels it
fGMXSBbG_do-00126-00070110-00070300 doesn't just mean you put the volume up
fGMXSBbG_do-00127-00070301-00070631 but it means that you have to make such
fGMXSBbG_do-00128-00070632-00070900 a propaganda that it can affect the
fGMXSBbG_do-00129-00070901-00071299 whole society the whole world
fGMXSBbG_do-00130-00071300-00072385 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00131-00072386-00072613 often talked about
fGMXSBbG_do-00132-00072614-00073103 hunting rhinos and it talked about if
fGMXSBbG_do-00133-00073104-00073349 you just go hunting rabbits that's
fGMXSBbG_do-00134-00073350-00073600 useless because if you miss people will
fGMXSBbG_do-00135-00073601-00075115 just laugh so you should on rhinos
fGMXSBbG_do-00136-00075116-00075467 rhinos are really powerful business
fGMXSBbG_do-00137-00075468-00075815 animals and you know to hunt a rhino or
fGMXSBbG_do-00138-00075816-00076061 to chase a rhino you have to be very
fGMXSBbG_do-00139-00076062-00076444 brave and you have to really be very I
fGMXSBbG_do-00140-00076445-00076644 have a lot of courage and
fGMXSBbG_do-00141-00076645-00077038 be very cautious about how you go about
fGMXSBbG_do-00142-00077039-00079159 it
fGMXSBbG_do-00143-00079160-00079619 has written about his experiences as
fGMXSBbG_do-00144-00079620-00080032 being being a one of the early most
fGMXSBbG_do-00145-00080033-00080459 early Disciples of Shiloh prabhupada and
fGMXSBbG_do-00146-00080460-00080735 he also went on to become prabhu's
fGMXSBbG_do-00147-00080736-00082273 personal secretary
fGMXSBbG_do-00148-00082274-00082594 and one of the things which happened was
fGMXSBbG_do-00149-00082595-00082811 first of all of course Samsung had gone
fGMXSBbG_do-00150-00082812-00083050 to England and there he had been
fGMXSBbG_do-00151-00083051-00083453 successful in making friends with George
fGMXSBbG_do-00152-00083454-00083711 Harrison who was a member of the world
fGMXSBbG_do-00153-00083712-00085153 famous Beatles music group
fGMXSBbG_do-00154-00085154-00085403 and with the help of George Harrison
fGMXSBbG_do-00155-00085404-00085679 first of all the Krishna book was
fGMXSBbG_do-00156-00085680-00085931 printed with donation from George
fGMXSBbG_do-00157-00085932-00086425 Harrison to George Harrison
fGMXSBbG_do-00158-00086426-00086759 and then George Harrison arranged the
fGMXSBbG_do-00159-00086760-00087011 devotees to do recordings like the
fGMXSBbG_do-00160-00087012-00087541 Govinda record Hari Krishna Mantra
fGMXSBbG_do-00161-00087542-00087961 recording
fGMXSBbG_do-00162-00087962-00088235 and then George Harrison went on to
fGMXSBbG_do-00163-00088236-00088523 purchase the bhaktividanta manor which
fGMXSBbG_do-00164-00088524-00088888 was so powerful preaching for the
fGMXSBbG_do-00165-00088889-00089453 Krishna Consciousness movement in the UK
fGMXSBbG_do-00166-00089454-00090306 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00167-00090307-00090556 I joined the Krishna Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00168-00090557-00090905 movement in the UK and I know there was
fGMXSBbG_do-00169-00090906-00091944 never any money there we never had money
fGMXSBbG_do-00170-00091945-00092326 we used to regularly bake vegetables in
fGMXSBbG_do-00171-00092327-00093025 the marketplace
fGMXSBbG_do-00172-00093026-00093376 and the temple was supported simply by
fGMXSBbG_do-00173-00093377-00093817 book distribution
fGMXSBbG_do-00174-00093818-00094162 and we did not have many books even at
fGMXSBbG_do-00175-00094163-00094453 that time
fGMXSBbG_do-00176-00094454-00094806 but somehow our movement was so mystical
fGMXSBbG_do-00177-00094807-00095153 that the people were joining young
fGMXSBbG_do-00178-00095154-00095465 Western people were coming and becoming
fGMXSBbG_do-00179-00095466-00096338 full-time devotees
fGMXSBbG_do-00180-00096339-00096565 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00181-00096566-00096982 and the temple was filling up we had one
fGMXSBbG_do-00182-00096983-00097282 rented house and we were really bursting
fGMXSBbG_do-00183-00097283-00097576 at the seams we just had so many people
fGMXSBbG_do-00184-00097577-00098581 in the house
fGMXSBbG_do-00185-00098582-00098968 and every day we would go out on harinam
fGMXSBbG_do-00186-00098969-00099649 sanchitan on the Streets of London
fGMXSBbG_do-00187-00099650-00100031 so George Harrison he would be going to
fGMXSBbG_do-00188-00100032-00100349 his recording studio and he would see
fGMXSBbG_do-00189-00100350-00100565 the devotees out there in the streets
fGMXSBbG_do-00190-00100566-00100853 he'd see them chanting and dancing and
fGMXSBbG_do-00191-00100854-00101141 he was impressed by them so George
fGMXSBbG_do-00192-00101142-00102109 Harrison recording studio
fGMXSBbG_do-00193-00102110-00102430 of course she'd already met with Sham
fGMXSBbG_do-00194-00102431-00102766 Sundar and other devotees like makunda
fGMXSBbG_do-00195-00102767-00103078 and gurudas and their wives and he'd
fGMXSBbG_do-00196-00103079-00104130 been impressed by them is
fGMXSBbG_do-00197-00104131-00104518 so he had more money than he could use
fGMXSBbG_do-00198-00104519-00104890 himself so he decided to purchase that
fGMXSBbG_do-00199-00104891-00107227 beautiful property bhaktividanta
fGMXSBbG_do-00200-00107228-00107554 appreciated that he came there and he
fGMXSBbG_do-00201-00107555-00108690 stayed there for several months foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00202-00108691-00108983 could understand how the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00203-00108983-00109219 Consciousness movement was taking effect
fGMXSBbG_do-00204-00109220-00109547 the people were actually starting to
fGMXSBbG_do-00205-00109548-00109799 come forward and do service for Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00206-00109800-00110704 prabhupada
fGMXSBbG_do-00207-00110705-00110981 even though we were all just young
fGMXSBbG_do-00208-00110982-00111413 people teenagers and in our 20s but
fGMXSBbG_do-00209-00111414-00111749 still somehow we'd made an impression on
fGMXSBbG_do-00210-00111750-00112036 the whole of the the whole of the world
fGMXSBbG_do-00211-00112038-00112289 just through our chanting of Hare
fGMXSBbG_do-00212-00112290-00113328 Krishna uh
fGMXSBbG_do-00213-00113329-00113669 of course now our movement has come into
fGMXSBbG_do-00214-00113670-00113933 another phase it's become much more of
fGMXSBbG_do-00215-00113933-00114325 an established religion
fGMXSBbG_do-00216-00114326-00115825 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00217-00115826-00116177 sometimes people would complain that oh
fGMXSBbG_do-00218-00116178-00116489 why we have to be so organized you know
fGMXSBbG_do-00219-00116490-00116699 we should be more liberal we should be
fGMXSBbG_do-00220-00116700-00117073 be free and easy going
fGMXSBbG_do-00221-00117074-00117936 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00222-00117938-00118193 we should be able to do what we want
fGMXSBbG_do-00223-00118194-00118897 when we want or hum
fGMXSBbG_do-00224-00118898-00119143 did not agree
fGMXSBbG_do-00225-00119144-00120145 no we have to be very organized
fGMXSBbG_do-00226-00120146-00120499 and from the very beginning
fGMXSBbG_do-00227-00120500-00120808 what it meant to be organized he got the
fGMXSBbG_do-00228-00120809-00121866 society registered
fGMXSBbG_do-00229-00121867-00122065 in the
fGMXSBbG_do-00230-00122066-00122440 ukunda got the society registered as a
fGMXSBbG_do-00231-00122441-00123402 charitable organization is
fGMXSBbG_do-00232-00123403-00123689 that was very important because it meant
fGMXSBbG_do-00233-00123690-00123916 people giving donations to her movement
fGMXSBbG_do-00234-00123917-00124853 they could claim income tax exemptions
fGMXSBbG_do-00235-00124854-00125089 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00236-00125090-00125434 at the same time it required a high
fGMXSBbG_do-00237-00125435-00125777 standard of accounting all the donations
fGMXSBbG_do-00238-00125778-00126047 received have to be recorded very
fGMXSBbG_do-00239-00126048-00127177 carefully
fGMXSBbG_do-00240-00127178-00127540 and all the expenses also have to be
fGMXSBbG_do-00241-00127541-00128281 very carefully recorded
fGMXSBbG_do-00242-00128282-00128554 and there should be receipts for
fGMXSBbG_do-00243-00128555-00128893 everything
fGMXSBbG_do-00244-00128894-00129214 so when you receive donation you give a
fGMXSBbG_do-00245-00129215-00129473 receipt and when you spend money you get
fGMXSBbG_do-00246-00129474-00129890 a receipt for what you purchase
fGMXSBbG_do-00247-00129891-00130393 [Laughter]
fGMXSBbG_do-00248-00130394-00130852 and in this way you can keep very good
fGMXSBbG_do-00249-00130853-00131377 accounts
fGMXSBbG_do-00250-00131378-00131704 used to instruct us on how to keep
fGMXSBbG_do-00251-00131705-00132161 accounts
fGMXSBbG_do-00253-00137078-00137461 from the UK he took more devotees to
fGMXSBbG_do-00254-00137462-00138397 India and he began the mission in India
fGMXSBbG_do-00255-00138398-00138839 and he got this movement also registered
fGMXSBbG_do-00256-00138840-00139278 here in India
fGMXSBbG_do-00257-00139279-00140335 and that registration is intact today
fGMXSBbG_do-00258-00140336-00140566 established what was called the life
fGMXSBbG_do-00259-00140567-00140921 membership program and people were asked
fGMXSBbG_do-00260-00140922-00141307 to contribute for life membership
fGMXSBbG_do-00261-00141308-00141811 program
fGMXSBbG_do-00262-00141812-00142145 initially devotees came to India and
fGMXSBbG_do-00263-00142146-00142445 they were thinking well in the west we
fGMXSBbG_do-00264-00142446-00144187 just go on the streets and sell books
fGMXSBbG_do-00265-00144188-00144557 India is different from the West you
fGMXSBbG_do-00266-00144558-00144778 know if you go on the streets and simply
fGMXSBbG_do-00267-00144779-00145031 sell something on the street then you're
fGMXSBbG_do-00268-00145032-00145549 just a common like a common Banker
fGMXSBbG_do-00269-00145550-00146449 [Laughter]
fGMXSBbG_do-00270-00146450-00146711 you know I brought these people from
fGMXSBbG_do-00271-00146712-00147011 America and I brought them from from the
fGMXSBbG_do-00272-00147012-00147239 West that brought them to India I don't
fGMXSBbG_do-00273-00147240-00147449 want to just go out in the streets and
fGMXSBbG_do-00274-00147450-00147966 sell books for a few rupees
fGMXSBbG_do-00275-00147967-00148483 Western countries
fGMXSBbG_do-00276-00148484-00148781 actually there were there were no books
fGMXSBbG_do-00277-00148782-00149009 hardly to sell anyway we didn't have
fGMXSBbG_do-00278-00149010-00149669 books
fGMXSBbG_do-00279-00149670-00150125 I can remember even 1977.
fGMXSBbG_do-00280-00150126-00150545 his um a young man was coming to the
fGMXSBbG_do-00281-00150546-00150814 temple young Bengali man was interested
fGMXSBbG_do-00282-00150815-00151169 in our Krishna Consciousness movement he
fGMXSBbG_do-00283-00151170-00151523 went on to become his Holiness back to
fGMXSBbG_do-00284-00151524-00152790 cheru Swami
fGMXSBbG_do-00285-00152791-00153143 so the temple president at that time was
fGMXSBbG_do-00286-00153144-00153490 an American devotee abirama Prabhu who
fGMXSBbG_do-00287-00153491-00153790 was one of the Prophet servants and uh
fGMXSBbG_do-00288-00153791-00154066 he was taking he was cultivating taking
fGMXSBbG_do-00289-00154067-00154313 care of this young man he could
fGMXSBbG_do-00290-00154314-00154576 understand he was a very good qualified
fGMXSBbG_do-00291-00154577-00154859 person who could make a nice devotee
fGMXSBbG_do-00292-00154860-00156163 so
fGMXSBbG_do-00293-00156164-00156466 the young man said I would like to read
fGMXSBbG_do-00294-00156467-00156733 one of the books
fGMXSBbG_do-00295-00156734-00157043 but can you give me one of the books to
fGMXSBbG_do-00296-00157044-00157849 read
fGMXSBbG_do-00297-00157850-00158249 so we had one copy of the bhagavad-gita
fGMXSBbG_do-00298-00158250-00158881 in the counter Temple
fGMXSBbG_do-00299-00158882-00159251 so I said well look we're using that
fGMXSBbG_do-00300-00159252-00159545 book we have class every day if you give
fGMXSBbG_do-00301-00159546-00159773 him the bhagavad-gita we won't be able
fGMXSBbG_do-00302-00159774-00161143 to have class
fGMXSBbG_do-00303-00161144-00161452 devotion I said that's also a very good
fGMXSBbG_do-00304-00161453-00161639 book why don't we just give him the
fGMXSBbG_do-00305-00161640-00162125 nectar of devotion and let him read that
fGMXSBbG_do-00306-00162126-00163176 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00307-00163177-00163469 I said the books are absolute whichever
fGMXSBbG_do-00308-00163470-00163690 book it reads it's not going to make a
fGMXSBbG_do-00309-00163691-00164389 big difference
fGMXSBbG_do-00310-00164390-00164707 so we gave him the nectar of devotion
fGMXSBbG_do-00311-00164708-00165113 and he read it and it was so attracted
fGMXSBbG_do-00312-00165114-00165364 so impressed on it that he after reading
fGMXSBbG_do-00313-00165365-00165652 it he immediately came to mayapur and
fGMXSBbG_do-00314-00165653-00166047 surrendered became a full-time devotee
fGMXSBbG_do-00315-00166048-00167304 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00316-00167305-00167683 [Laughter]
fGMXSBbG_do-00317-00167684-00167940 it's just so wonderful
fGMXSBbG_do-00318-00167941-00168401 in such a wonderful way that it's so
fGMXSBbG_do-00319-00168402-00168701 enlightening that I was just totally
fGMXSBbG_do-00320-00168702-00170809 overwhelmed by reading it
fGMXSBbG_do-00321-00170810-00171154 there was nothing printed in India at
fGMXSBbG_do-00322-00171155-00171990 that time again
fGMXSBbG_do-00323-00171991-00172319 it's so difficult to do preaching when
fGMXSBbG_do-00324-00172320-00172735 you don't have books
fGMXSBbG_do-00325-00172736-00173081 and then also Indian people were not
fGMXSBbG_do-00326-00173082-00173651 joining our movement
fGMXSBbG_do-00327-00173652-00173975 there had been propaganda against the
fGMXSBbG_do-00328-00173976-00174504 Hare Krishna movement
fGMXSBbG_do-00329-00174505-00175021 there was one film Hare Krishna Hare Ram
fGMXSBbG_do-00330-00175022-00175285 film
fGMXSBbG_do-00331-00175286-00175711 you young men may not know but in the
fGMXSBbG_do-00332-00175712-00176201 1970s it was a very popular movie and it
fGMXSBbG_do-00333-00176202-00176435 began showing some people who were
fGMXSBbG_do-00334-00176436-00176704 chanting Hare Krishna and then they were
fGMXSBbG_do-00335-00176705-00178116 taking drugs
fGMXSBbG_do-00336-00178117-00178535 so this film was like some propaganda
fGMXSBbG_do-00337-00178536-00178852 against our Hare Krishna movement it was
fGMXSBbG_do-00338-00178853-00180031 making a very bad image over devotees
fGMXSBbG_do-00339-00180032-00180437 so people were not joining very easily
fGMXSBbG_do-00340-00180438-00180664 to get people to come to Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00341-00180665-00181195 Consciousness was very rare
fGMXSBbG_do-00342-00181196-00181788 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00343-00181789-00182623 to get devotees from the West
fGMXSBbG_do-00344-00182624-00182909 but at that time there was some conflict
fGMXSBbG_do-00345-00182910-00183690 between USA and India
fGMXSBbG_do-00346-00183691-00184159 somehow the USA had got more close to
fGMXSBbG_do-00347-00184160-00184661 Pakistan and it was felt that Hare
fGMXSBbG_do-00348-00184662-00185014 Krishna devotees that they could be CIA
fGMXSBbG_do-00349-00185015-00186031 agents
fGMXSBbG_do-00350-00186032-00186431 and they've come to India to find out
fGMXSBbG_do-00351-00186432-00186714 the secrets to tell
fGMXSBbG_do-00352-00186715-00187140 enemy countries what's going on in India
fGMXSBbG_do-00353-00187141-00187776 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00354-00187777-00188104 so it was difficult for Americans to get
fGMXSBbG_do-00355-00188105-00188869 visas to come into India at that time
fGMXSBbG_do-00356-00188870-00189154 and just like at this time it's
fGMXSBbG_do-00357-00189155-00189437 difficult for Chinese to get a visa to
fGMXSBbG_do-00358-00189438-00189678 come to India
fGMXSBbG_do-00359-00189679-00190014 Chinese
fGMXSBbG_do-00360-00190015-00190999 so these are temporary political affairs
fGMXSBbG_do-00361-00191000-00191273 didn't worry about them but he had to
fGMXSBbG_do-00362-00191274-00191573 deal with them and at one point when he
fGMXSBbG_do-00363-00191574-00191866 was arranged to meet Indira Gandhi he
fGMXSBbG_do-00364-00191867-00192131 was asking her to arrange Visas so
fGMXSBbG_do-00365-00192132-00192487 Americans could come to India
fGMXSBbG_do-00366-00192488-00193914 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00367-00193915-00194338 more devotees because to do preaching
fGMXSBbG_do-00368-00194339-00194638 work and to establish centers you must
fGMXSBbG_do-00369-00194639-00195373 have some devotees
fGMXSBbG_do-00370-00195374-00195725 so you come to India you don't have
fGMXSBbG_do-00371-00195726-00196013 money and you don't have many men the
fGMXSBbG_do-00372-00196014-00196938 only man at foreign westerners
fGMXSBbG_do-00373-00196939-00197338 so it took some time to get the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00374-00197339-00197578 Consciousness movement established here
fGMXSBbG_do-00375-00197579-00198085 in India
fGMXSBbG_do-00376-00198086-00198461 of course now you can see wonderful
fGMXSBbG_do-00377-00198462-00198766 things happening around India and so
fGMXSBbG_do-00378-00198767-00199423 many centers have opened
fGMXSBbG_do-00379-00199424-00199726 one of my God brothers who preached here
fGMXSBbG_do-00380-00199727-00200081 in the 1970s and came back to India
fGMXSBbG_do-00381-00200082-00200459 recently he said this this India is a
fGMXSBbG_do-00382-00200460-00200813 success a success story for the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00383-00200814-00201153 Consciousness movement
fGMXSBbG_do-00384-00201154-00202488 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00385-00202489-00202900 and many intelligent educated young
fGMXSBbG_do-00386-00202901-00203719 people taking up Krishna Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00387-00203720-00204023 and the reputation of the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00388-00204024-00204299 Consciousness movement is very high it's
fGMXSBbG_do-00389-00204300-00204450 very much
fGMXSBbG_do-00390-00204451-00205057 respected
fGMXSBbG_do-00391-00205058-00205373 told us in the way at least in the west
fGMXSBbG_do-00392-00205373-00205655 he said he said in the beginning people
fGMXSBbG_do-00393-00205656-00206707 will laugh at you
fGMXSBbG_do-00394-00206708-00207034 and then wearing the bed sheet which is
fGMXSBbG_do-00395-00207035-00207334 the Doty
fGMXSBbG_do-00396-00207335-00207977 circus
fGMXSBbG_do-00397-00207978-00208271 and generally we didn't even have a pair
fGMXSBbG_do-00398-00208271-00208516 of socks we had one blue sock and one
fGMXSBbG_do-00399-00208517-00208690 red sock
fGMXSBbG_do-00400-00208691-00209521 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00401-00209521-00209746 Consciousness movement people would
fGMXSBbG_do-00402-00209748-00210223 laugh at the devotees
fGMXSBbG_do-00403-00210223-00210515 but then he said the second faces they
fGMXSBbG_do-00404-00210516-00211087 will hate you
fGMXSBbG_do-00405-00211088-00211337 no hate you because you're always
fGMXSBbG_do-00406-00211338-00211667 chanting you're always disturbing them
fGMXSBbG_do-00407-00211667-00211979 you're always so happy and they're so
fGMXSBbG_do-00408-00211980-00212153 miserable
fGMXSBbG_do-00409-00212154-00213601 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00410-00213602-00214031 you're not even working you're so happy
fGMXSBbG_do-00411-00214032-00214746 the world
fGMXSBbG_do-00412-00214748-00215027 eating some bitter feelings between
fGMXSBbG_do-00413-00215028-00215658 devotees and non-devotees
fGMXSBbG_do-00414-00215659-00215969 and especially we'd have problems with
fGMXSBbG_do-00415-00215969-00216463 neighbors
fGMXSBbG_do-00416-00216464-00216748 just like in London when George Harrison
fGMXSBbG_do-00417-00216750-00217108 donated the bhaktividant manner although
fGMXSBbG_do-00418-00217109-00217319 we had a big house with the biggest
fGMXSBbG_do-00419-00217319-00217606 state and land so much land but still
fGMXSBbG_do-00420-00217607-00217853 there were Neighbors in the neighboring
fGMXSBbG_do-00421-00217854-00218148 Village and they complained
fGMXSBbG_do-00422-00218150-00218617 George
fGMXSBbG_do-00423-00218617-00219432 harrisonment
fGMXSBbG_do-00424-00219433-00219713 and that's a common thing you always
fGMXSBbG_do-00425-00219714-00219953 have to deal with neighbors there's
fGMXSBbG_do-00426-00219954-00220260 always difficulties with neighbor people
fGMXSBbG_do-00427-00220261-00220582 objecting to your Krishna conscious
fGMXSBbG_do-00428-00220583-00221310 Center or yes
fGMXSBbG_do-00429-00221311-00221773 and so the neighbors there in London
fGMXSBbG_do-00430-00221773-00222191 Manor they had gone to court and they
fGMXSBbG_do-00431-00222192-00222532 were successful in getting an order to
fGMXSBbG_do-00432-00222533-00223044 stop public worship at our Temple
fGMXSBbG_do-00433-00223046-00223423 London
fGMXSBbG_do-00434-00223423-00224203 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00435-00224204-00224584 had a tremendous struggle they they went
fGMXSBbG_do-00436-00224585-00224879 from one Court to the other court to the
fGMXSBbG_do-00437-00224880-00225167 Supreme Court they went to the European
fGMXSBbG_do-00438-00225167-00226729 court and everywhere they seemed to lose
fGMXSBbG_do-00439-00226730-00227027 they just started to get support from
fGMXSBbG_do-00440-00227028-00227351 other societies other different groups
fGMXSBbG_do-00441-00227352-00227706 different uh different religious
fGMXSBbG_do-00442-00227707-00227987 organizations and so on will be
fGMXSBbG_do-00443-00227988-00228281 solicited their support and we said look
fGMXSBbG_do-00444-00228282-00228575 they're closing us down they can do the
fGMXSBbG_do-00445-00228576-00228827 same to you in the future you should
fGMXSBbG_do-00446-00228828-00230148 back us up
fGMXSBbG_do-00447-00230150-00230477 and many of them were sympathetic and
fGMXSBbG_do-00448-00230478-00231001 they agreed to help us also
fGMXSBbG_do-00449-00231002-00231401 then the devotees organized protests
fGMXSBbG_do-00450-00231402-00231694 protests marches and they would March
fGMXSBbG_do-00451-00231696-00232013 through the Streets of London and it was
fGMXSBbG_do-00452-00232014-00232175 such a big thing there were so many
fGMXSBbG_do-00453-00232176-00232439 people that the whole of London was
fGMXSBbG_do-00454-00232440-00233219 practically stopped
fGMXSBbG_do-00455-00233219-00233641 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00456-00233642-00234119 and many people were sympathetic the
fGMXSBbG_do-00457-00234119-00234382 devotees had been going around talking
fGMXSBbG_do-00458-00234383-00234631 to people and they found a lot of
fGMXSBbG_do-00459-00234632-00234910 sympathetic people who were willing to
fGMXSBbG_do-00460-00234911-00235151 put their names forward and express
fGMXSBbG_do-00461-00235152-00235439 their support for keeping Arts Center
fGMXSBbG_do-00462-00235440-00235751 opened
fGMXSBbG_do-00463-00235752-00236910 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00464-00236911-00237292 the whole of the UK was aware of what
fGMXSBbG_do-00465-00237294-00237544 was going on and even the Queen of
fGMXSBbG_do-00466-00237546-00237760 England at that time the Queen of
fGMXSBbG_do-00467-00237761-00238055 England was there and all the ministers
fGMXSBbG_do-00468-00238056-00238289 in the government the parliament they
fGMXSBbG_do-00469-00238290-00238631 were they all knew what was going on
fGMXSBbG_do-00470-00238632-00240973 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00471-00240973-00241308 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00472-00241309-00241594 of course there was a number of Indian
fGMXSBbG_do-00473-00241596-00241841 people who had come to the UK who would
fGMXSBbG_do-00474-00241842-00242092 become UK citizens and they were
fGMXSBbG_do-00475-00242094-00242339 practicing their Hindu religion by
fGMXSBbG_do-00476-00242340-00243163 coming to our bhaktividanta Manor UK
fGMXSBbG_do-00477-00243164-00243539 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00478-00243540-00243773 so finally they came up with the
fGMXSBbG_do-00479-00243773-00244006 settlement that if we purchase some land
fGMXSBbG_do-00480-00244007-00244319 and made a new approach road then they
fGMXSBbG_do-00481-00244319-00244523 would agree to us keeping the temple
fGMXSBbG_do-00482-00244523-00244656 open
fGMXSBbG_do-00483-00244657-00245575 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00484-00245576-00246029 so it was a big struggle and it it took
fGMXSBbG_do-00485-00246030-00247019 some time but we came out successful
fGMXSBbG_do-00486-00247019-00247415 and today today The bhaktividanta Manor
fGMXSBbG_do-00487-00247416-00247775 in London is like a beacon for the for
fGMXSBbG_do-00488-00247776-00248044 the devotees and for the Hindu Society
fGMXSBbG_do-00489-00248046-00248401 there in the UK that they all come there
fGMXSBbG_do-00490-00248402-00248746 even the Prime Minister the recent prime
fGMXSBbG_do-00491-00248748-00249041 minister who's a Hindu he went to the
fGMXSBbG_do-00492-00249042-00249317 bhaktividanta manor after he was made
fGMXSBbG_do-00493-00249317-00249491 the prime minister
fGMXSBbG_do-00494-00249492-00249658 thank you
fGMXSBbG_do-00495-00249659-00250931 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00496-00250932-00251171 so that was in the UK there was
fGMXSBbG_do-00497-00251171-00251482 struggles and then again also in India
fGMXSBbG_do-00498-00251483-00251710 we had struggled we had struggle in
fGMXSBbG_do-00499-00251711-00252005 Mumbai to get the Land There we had to
fGMXSBbG_do-00500-00252006-00252401 fight with the with the municipality to
fGMXSBbG_do-00501-00252402-00253206 establish the temple there
fGMXSBbG_do-00502-00253207-00253531 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00503-00253532-00253901 always opposition Krishna Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00504-00253902-00254158 movement you have to expect there will
fGMXSBbG_do-00505-00254159-00255144 be difficulties
fGMXSBbG_do-00506-00255146-00255984 the opposition was from the Casco swamis
fGMXSBbG_do-00507-00255985-00256234 there was difficulty with the god
fGMXSBbG_do-00508-00256235-00256651 Brothers
fGMXSBbG_do-00509-00256652-00258565 in Mumbai the difficulty was with time
fGMXSBbG_do-00510-00258566-00259027 Mumbai was a business capital of India
fGMXSBbG_do-00511-00259028-00259301 nearly all the taxis to the government
fGMXSBbG_do-00512-00259302-00259723 came from Mumbai
fGMXSBbG_do-00513-00259723-00259944 Mumbai
fGMXSBbG_do-00514-00259946-00260527 rajdhan
fGMXSBbG_do-00515-00260528-00260891 was more Pious but didn't have the money
fGMXSBbG_do-00516-00260892-00261184 which Bombay is it probably said Bombay
fGMXSBbG_do-00517-00261185-00262417 is pious and very rich
fGMXSBbG_do-00518-00262418-00262865 so when he built a Tempo in vrindavan he
fGMXSBbG_do-00519-00262866-00263153 would keep the temple structure very
fGMXSBbG_do-00520-00263154-00264360 basic and simple
fGMXSBbG_do-00521-00264361-00264701 wanted it more opulent he was insisting
fGMXSBbG_do-00522-00264702-00264958 marble high quality marble everything
fGMXSBbG_do-00523-00264959-00265921 must be very first class
fGMXSBbG_do-00524-00265922-00266387 so that was in 1970s of course now
fGMXSBbG_do-00525-00266388-00266693 things in India have changed a lot in
fGMXSBbG_do-00526-00266694-00266989 1970s
fGMXSBbG_do-00527-00266990-00267234 there is much more
fGMXSBbG_do-00528-00267235-00267539 wealth there's much more Economic
fGMXSBbG_do-00529-00267540-00268141 Development all over the country
fGMXSBbG_do-00530-00268142-00268303 because
fGMXSBbG_do-00531-00268304-00268787 and we can we can see places like Delhi
fGMXSBbG_do-00532-00268788-00269143 Howard and Chennai and Hyderabad and
fGMXSBbG_do-00533-00269144-00270205 Bangalore how they've come up so much
fGMXSBbG_do-00534-00270206-00270521 economy changes things change we have to
fGMXSBbG_do-00535-00270522-00271195 adjust everything
fGMXSBbG_do-00536-00271196-00271558 but the preaching goes on we don't stop
fGMXSBbG_do-00537-00271559-00271793 the preaching we think how to what do we
fGMXSBbG_do-00538-00271794-00272665 need to do to expand the preaching again
fGMXSBbG_do-00539-00272666-00272969 we're finding how devotees are very
fGMXSBbG_do-00540-00272970-00273277 successful in utilizing the in internet
fGMXSBbG_do-00541-00273278-00273569 and doing even greater Outreach
fGMXSBbG_do-00542-00273570-00273979 preaching than ever before
fGMXSBbG_do-00543-00273980-00275382 internet internet
fGMXSBbG_do-00544-00275383-00276037 technology
fGMXSBbG_do-00545-00276038-00276325 you wanted to send a message
fGMXSBbG_do-00546-00276326-00276737 that was considered the most modern the
fGMXSBbG_do-00547-00276738-00278005 fastest means of communication
fGMXSBbG_do-00548-00278006-00278260 encourage the devotees yes we have to
fGMXSBbG_do-00549-00278261-00278482 use this technology for krishna's
fGMXSBbG_do-00550-00278483-00279199 service
fGMXSBbG_do-00551-00279200-00279532 at the same time it's you have to be
fGMXSBbG_do-00552-00279533-00279815 careful that you use it only for
fGMXSBbG_do-00553-00279816-00280027 krishna's service and you don't get
fGMXSBbG_do-00554-00280028-00281256 deviated from Krishna Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00555-00281257-00281549 you know sometimes devotees will
fGMXSBbG_do-00556-00281550-00281771 approach a congregation member and say
fGMXSBbG_do-00557-00281772-00282113 you know I need a new handphone to do my
fGMXSBbG_do-00558-00282114-00282622 preaching can you get me a new handphone
fGMXSBbG_do-00559-00282623-00283693 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00560-00283694-00283991 give it to the devotee but then the
fGMXSBbG_do-00561-00283992-00284273 devotee uses it to watch some cricket
fGMXSBbG_do-00562-00284274-00285510 match or some Bollywood movie
fGMXSBbG_do-00563-00285511-00285875 so there's always that challenge with
fGMXSBbG_do-00564-00285876-00286127 everything going forward for the service
fGMXSBbG_do-00565-00286128-00286391 of Krishna there's always going to be a
fGMXSBbG_do-00566-00286392-00286739 fresh attack by Maya to try to deviate
fGMXSBbG_do-00567-00286740-00287784 us from krishna's service
fGMXSBbG_do-00568-00287785-00288095 we have to always be on guard against
fGMXSBbG_do-00569-00288096-00288449 the material energy how it can trick us
fGMXSBbG_do-00570-00288450-00288797 into thinking oh this is for krishna's
fGMXSBbG_do-00571-00288798-00289980 service
fGMXSBbG_do-00572-00289981-00290353 sometimes people they get a nice new car
fGMXSBbG_do-00573-00290354-00290765 very nice expensive car and they say
fGMXSBbG_do-00574-00290766-00290969 yeah again you know when the guru comes
fGMXSBbG_do-00575-00290970-00291184 I'll be able to drive the guru in the
fGMXSBbG_do-00576-00291185-00291263 car
fGMXSBbG_do-00577-00291264-00292015 yeah
fGMXSBbG_do-00578-00292016-00292343 Guru comes Maybe One Day in the year you
fGMXSBbG_do-00579-00292344-00292475 know
fGMXSBbG_do-00580-00292476-00293125 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00581-00293126-00293434 these are the kind of obstacles which we
fGMXSBbG_do-00582-00293435-00293723 we have to be very careful what we use
fGMXSBbG_do-00583-00293724-00293987 for Krishna and what is for our sense
fGMXSBbG_do-00584-00293988-00295021 gratification
fGMXSBbG_do-00585-00295022-00295301 Consciousness is like going along the
fGMXSBbG_do-00586-00295302-00295932 edge of a razor
fGMXSBbG_do-00587-00295933-00296543 it's a very fine line
fGMXSBbG_do-00588-00296544-00296777 you know a little to one side or the
fGMXSBbG_do-00589-00296778-00297082 other side and you can fall over and you
fGMXSBbG_do-00590-00297083-00297358 cut and once you cut yourself with the
fGMXSBbG_do-00591-00297359-00298710 racers then it's difficult to stop
fGMXSBbG_do-00592-00298711-00299503 we must be very careful
fGMXSBbG_do-00593-00299504-00299821 Krishna can give us so much facilities
fGMXSBbG_do-00594-00299822-00300208 we must be careful to use it for Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00595-00300209-00300649 and not for our own sense gratification
fGMXSBbG_do-00596-00300650-00301806 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00597-00301807-00302129 observed that and when when someone
fGMXSBbG_do-00598-00302130-00302465 built a tempo for the godiyamat up in
fGMXSBbG_do-00599-00302466-00302687 Calcutta at the
fGMXSBbG_do-00600-00302688-00302773 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00601-00302774-00303208 they built a very big beautiful marble
fGMXSBbG_do-00602-00303209-00303508 Tempo you can go and see the tempo it's
fGMXSBbG_do-00603-00303509-00303845 very nice Temple donated by one of the
fGMXSBbG_do-00604-00303846-00304423 Disciples of bhakta sadanta Sarasota
fGMXSBbG_do-00605-00304424-00306199 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00606-00306200-00306677 the disciples planning one person saying
fGMXSBbG_do-00607-00306678-00306917 I will have this room this will be my
fGMXSBbG_do-00608-00306918-00307145 office someone else said then I will
fGMXSBbG_do-00609-00307146-00307451 take that room that will be my room oh I
fGMXSBbG_do-00610-00307452-00307684 don't like that other room no the smell
fGMXSBbG_do-00611-00307685-00307937 is not good coming from the river I
fGMXSBbG_do-00612-00307938-00308189 won't have that side this way they were
fGMXSBbG_do-00613-00308190-00308453 all thinking about their own comfort and
fGMXSBbG_do-00614-00308454-00308821 material situations
fGMXSBbG_do-00615-00308822-00309658 [Laughter]
fGMXSBbG_do-00617-00313484-00314372 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00618-00314373-00315437 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00619-00315438-00315856 so whatever income we got 50 was meant
fGMXSBbG_do-00620-00315857-00316308 to be given to BBT and purchase books
fGMXSBbG_do-00621-00316309-00316708 my plan was we will keep books we won't
fGMXSBbG_do-00622-00316709-00316930 keep money in the bank but we will keep
fGMXSBbG_do-00623-00316931-00319704 books
fGMXSBbG_do-00624-00319705-00320003 but if you just simply have money depend
fGMXSBbG_do-00625-00320004-00320369 on the money and eat and sleep and that
fGMXSBbG_do-00626-00320370-00321547 that will not be Krishna conscious
fGMXSBbG_do-00627-00321548-00321941 the devotees were always engaged in
fGMXSBbG_do-00628-00321942-00322223 thinking how to preach and spread the
fGMXSBbG_do-00629-00322224-00322506 mission of Sri
fGMXSBbG_do-00630-00322507-00323527 mahaprabhua is
fGMXSBbG_do-00631-00323528-00323854 time they had the very first bhakti
fGMXSBbG_do-00632-00323855-00324529 shastri examination
fGMXSBbG_do-00633-00324530-00324775 they had it here in
fGMXSBbG_do-00634-00324776-00325030 mayapuram devotees had come for the God
fGMXSBbG_do-00635-00325031-00325313 punima Festival and one day they said
fGMXSBbG_do-00636-00325314-00326497 today we'll be back to shastri exam
fGMXSBbG_do-00637-00326498-00326854 there were no classes no special classes
fGMXSBbG_do-00638-00326855-00327154 no courses or anything everyone was
fGMXSBbG_do-00639-00327155-00327401 expected to have studied the books by
fGMXSBbG_do-00640-00327402-00327727 simply being in the temple
fGMXSBbG_do-00641-00327728-00328393 is
fGMXSBbG_do-00642-00328394-00328739 you go to class every day morning you
fGMXSBbG_do-00643-00328740-00329647 hear srimad-bhagavatam evening
fGMXSBbG_do-00644-00329648-00330004 by following the temple program you get
fGMXSBbG_do-00645-00330005-00330310 very good education in the philosophy of
fGMXSBbG_do-00646-00330311-00331021 Krishna Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00647-00331022-00331360 and if you're hearing regularly then
fGMXSBbG_do-00648-00331361-00332179 naturally you'll start to remember
fGMXSBbG_do-00649-00332180-00332410 comes along
fGMXSBbG_do-00650-00332411-00332651 it's not difficult for people to do
fGMXSBbG_do-00651-00332652-00332879 because they've been hearing regularly
fGMXSBbG_do-00652-00332880-00333149 they know the philosophy and they can
fGMXSBbG_do-00653-00333150-00334458 answer the questions
fGMXSBbG_do-00654-00334459-00334817 to get good education in Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00655-00334818-00335425 Consciousness
fGMXSBbG_do-00656-00335426-00335771 sometimes we see devotees they they're
fGMXSBbG_do-00657-00335772-00336082 taking prasadam with two hands they eat
fGMXSBbG_do-00658-00336083-00336810 with the left hand
fGMXSBbG_do-00659-00336811-00337223 would be very shocked and he urged the
fGMXSBbG_do-00660-00337224-00337445 devotees they must be trained how to
fGMXSBbG_do-00661-00337446-00338958 properly honor prasadam is
fGMXSBbG_do-00662-00338959-00339310 you don't know really the culture the
fGMXSBbG_do-00663-00339311-00339539 etiquette and when you sit to eat
fGMXSBbG_do-00664-00339540-00339827 prasadam you may use your two hands
fGMXSBbG_do-00665-00339828-00341125 without knowing that this is wrong
fGMXSBbG_do-00666-00341126-00341395 similarly women
fGMXSBbG_do-00667-00341396-00341680 sometimes you get young ladies come with
fGMXSBbG_do-00668-00341681-00341908 the long hair and they have their hair
fGMXSBbG_do-00669-00341909-00342265 untied hanging all over the shoulders
fGMXSBbG_do-00670-00342266-00342539 they don't know that they're supposed to
fGMXSBbG_do-00671-00342540-00343475 tie their hair back
fGMXSBbG_do-00672-00343476-00345139 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00673-00345140-00345487 if you look at the photos
fGMXSBbG_do-00674-00345488-00345875 in the early days you will see how the
fGMXSBbG_do-00675-00345876-00347279 lady stretched how their body foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00676-00347280-00347530 and of course prabhupad servants who
fGMXSBbG_do-00677-00347531-00347771 were with him they always had shaved
fGMXSBbG_do-00678-00347772-00348373 heads
fGMXSBbG_do-00679-00348374-00348617 even though they were traveling with
fGMXSBbG_do-00680-00348618-00348863 praupad in different countries they
fGMXSBbG_do-00681-00348864-00349079 would wear the devotee dress
fGMXSBbG_do-00682-00349080-00349830 ES
fGMXSBbG_do-00683-00349831-00350158 wanted to establish these things as part
fGMXSBbG_do-00684-00350159-00350845 of the krishna-conscious culture is
fGMXSBbG_do-00685-00350846-00351119 of course now you've got other things
fGMXSBbG_do-00686-00351120-00351443 like you know this there's a his
fGMXSBbG_do-00687-00351444-00351571 Holiness
fGMXSBbG_do-00688-00351572-00352999 got a group called Krishna West
fGMXSBbG_do-00689-00353000-00353375 so you know here in India we're not in
fGMXSBbG_do-00690-00353376-00353863 the west fortunately
fGMXSBbG_do-00691-00353864-00354215 life in the west is certainly you know
fGMXSBbG_do-00692-00354216-00354497 it's a different field of preaching we
fGMXSBbG_do-00693-00354498-00354713 have to admit that it is not an easy
fGMXSBbG_do-00694-00354714-00355458 field so Western uh
fGMXSBbG_do-00695-00355459-00355882 at the same time went there to the west
fGMXSBbG_do-00696-00355883-00356161 and he was able to do wonderful things
fGMXSBbG_do-00697-00356162-00356827 [Laughter]
fGMXSBbG_do-00698-00356828-00357106 but here in India
fGMXSBbG_do-00699-00357107-00357419 we don't need to worry about these kind
fGMXSBbG_do-00700-00357420-00357628 of things here in India people are well
fGMXSBbG_do-00701-00357629-00357997 aware what is The Vedic
fGMXSBbG_do-00702-00357998-00358549 standards
fGMXSBbG_do-00703-00358550-00358930 and we encourage people to keep up The
fGMXSBbG_do-00704-00358931-00359165 Vedic standards to follow the culture
fGMXSBbG_do-00705-00359166-00359877 which taught us
fGMXSBbG_do-00706-00359878-00360280 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00707-00360281-00360665 probably didn't want to introduce uh
fGMXSBbG_do-00708-00360666-00360934 Western standards in the Krishna
fGMXSBbG_do-00709-00360935-00361332 Consciousness movement
fGMXSBbG_do-00710-00361333-00361584 Western standards
fGMXSBbG_do-00711-00361585-00361960 somebody had said to prabhupada that oh
fGMXSBbG_do-00712-00361961-00362195 you're going to the West you will have
fGMXSBbG_do-00713-00362196-00362525 to use a knife and fork because in the
fGMXSBbG_do-00714-00362526-00362819 west Everybody Eats with two hands so
fGMXSBbG_do-00715-00362820-00364134 you will have to use a Nathan fork okay
fGMXSBbG_do-00716-00364135-00364510 I'm not going to learn from them I'm
fGMXSBbG_do-00717-00364511-00365197 going to teach them
fGMXSBbG_do-00718-00365198-00365675 we have our own Fork The Vedic Fork
fGMXSBbG_do-00719-00365676-00366175 chapati
fGMXSBbG_do-00720-00366176-00366532 chapatis waiting Fork you can take a
fGMXSBbG_do-00721-00366533-00366791 chapati tear the chapati take a piece of
fGMXSBbG_do-00722-00366792-00367054 chapati and you can pick up the sabji
fGMXSBbG_do-00723-00367055-00367254 with the chapati
fGMXSBbG_do-00724-00367255-00367794 chapati is like a fork foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00725-00367795-00368527 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00726-00368528-00368687 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00727-00368688-00369217 and
fGMXSBbG_do-00728-00369218-00369563 Western things like that prabhupada said
fGMXSBbG_do-00729-00369564-00369760 what is this
fGMXSBbG_do-00730-00369761-00370030 or the Western
fGMXSBbG_do-00731-00370031-00370656 um
fGMXSBbG_do-00732-00370657-00370984 I taught you to make Bengali Sweets why
fGMXSBbG_do-00733-00370985-00371301 can't you make them
fGMXSBbG_do-00734-00371302-00371704 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00735-00371705-00372053 so you know probably definitely knew
fGMXSBbG_do-00736-00372054-00372239 what he wanted he knew what the
fGMXSBbG_do-00737-00372240-00372545 standards were to be he wanted us to
fGMXSBbG_do-00738-00372546-00373447 keep these standards
fGMXSBbG_do-00739-00373448-00374671 he was very particular about punctuality
fGMXSBbG_do-00740-00374672-00374969 in the middle of the night you know he
fGMXSBbG_do-00741-00374970-00376008 wanted the Bell rung every hour
fGMXSBbG_do-00742-00376009-00376319 so one point he called for his secretary
fGMXSBbG_do-00743-00376320-00377356 he said to his secretary do you hear it
fGMXSBbG_do-00744-00377357-00377704 secretary look to prophecy no he said I
fGMXSBbG_do-00745-00377705-00378427 don't hear anything
fGMXSBbG_do-00746-00378428-00378754 that's right the man who's supposed to
fGMXSBbG_do-00747-00378755-00379001 ring the bell is sleeping go and wake
fGMXSBbG_do-00748-00379002-00379139 him up
fGMXSBbG_do-00749-00379140-00381253 foreign
fGMXSBbG_do-00750-00381254-00381563 he would always be back in time for the
fGMXSBbG_do-00751-00381564-00382693 deity greeting
fGMXSBbG_do-00752-00382694-00383008 keeping the deity waiting for him he
fGMXSBbG_do-00753-00383009-00383260 considered himself to be the servant of
fGMXSBbG_do-00754-00383261-00384443 the deities
fGMXSBbG_do-00755-00384444-00384701 and he was very concerned about the
fGMXSBbG_do-00756-00384702-00385399 dressing of the deities
fGMXSBbG_do-00757-00385400-00385732 and he was concerned about the pujari he
fGMXSBbG_do-00758-00385733-00386027 would if he saw the pujari standing with
fGMXSBbG_do-00759-00386028-00386332 his back to the people and just standing
fGMXSBbG_do-00760-00386333-00386617 looking standing in front of the deities
fGMXSBbG_do-00761-00386618-00388182 prabhupa didn't like that is
fGMXSBbG_do-00762-00388183-00388415 he shouldn't have his back to the
fGMXSBbG_do-00763-00388416-00388601 deities he shouldn't have his back to
fGMXSBbG_do-00764-00388602-00388828 the to the devotees he should stand to
fGMXSBbG_do-00765-00388829-00390108 the side and offer 30 from the site
fGMXSBbG_do-00766-00390109-00390641 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00767-00390642-00390880 so in this way surely proud but it was
fGMXSBbG_do-00768-00390881-00391115 so particular about everything he was
fGMXSBbG_do-00769-00391116-00392097 guiding us every step of the way
fGMXSBbG_do-00770-00392098-00392457 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00771-00392458-00392594 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00772-00392595-00392741 [Applause]
fGMXSBbG_do-00773-00392742-00392855 [Music]
fGMXSBbG_do-00774-00392856-00393167 [Applause]
fHwV5ByF1zI-00000-00000046-00000281 Windows pre-installation environment
fHwV5ByF1zI-00001-00000282-00000655 also known as Windows P and when P is a
fHwV5ByF1zI-00002-00000656-00000958 lightweight version of Windows used for
fHwV5ByF1zI-00003-00000959-00001279 the deployment of PCs workstations and
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00006-00001923-00002240 intended to replace ms-dos boot disks
fHwV5ByF1zI-00007-00002241-00002626 and can be booted via USB flash drive PX
fHwV5ByF1zI-00008-00002627-00003106 e IP XE cd-rom or hard disk
fHwV5ByF1zI-00009-00003107-00003383 traditionally used by large corporations
fHwV5ByF1zI-00010-00003384-00003770 and OEMs to pre install Windows client
fHwV5ByF1zI-00011-00003771-00004054 operating systems on PCs during
fHwV5ByF1zI-00012-00004055-00004297 manufacturing it is now widely available
fHwV5ByF1zI-00013-00004298-00004636 free of charge via windows automated
fHwV5ByF1zI-00014-00004637-00005461 installation kit w aik
fHwV5ByF1zI-00015-00005462-00006013 topic overview
fHwV5ByF1zI-00016-00006014-00006295 when pee was originally intended to be
fHwV5ByF1zI-00017-00006296-00006606 used only as a pre installation platform
fHwV5ByF1zI-00018-00006608-00006834 for deploying Microsoft Windows
fHwV5ByF1zI-00019-00006836-00007134 operating systems specifically to
fHwV5ByF1zI-00020-00007136-00007528 replace dos in this respect when P has
fHwV5ByF1zI-00021-00007529-00007905 the following uses deployment of
fHwV5ByF1zI-00022-00007906-00008152 workstations and servers in large
fHwV5ByF1zI-00023-00008153-00008461 corporations as well as pre installation
fHwV5ByF1zI-00024-00008462-00008758 by system builders of workstations and
fHwV5ByF1zI-00025-00008759-00009208 servers to be sold to end-users recovery
fHwV5ByF1zI-00026-00009209-00009570 platform to run 32-bit or 64-bit
fHwV5ByF1zI-00027-00009571-00009865 recovery tools such as wind tunnels
fHwV5ByF1zI-00028-00009866-00010099 aired commander or windows recovery
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00030-00010574-00010890 running third-party 32-bit or 64-bit
fHwV5ByF1zI-00031-00010891-00011251 disk cloning utilities the package can
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00033-00011513-00011830 recovery cd-dvd for system
fHwV5ByF1zI-00034-00011831-00012256 administrators many customized when pbut
fHwV5ByF1zI-00035-00012257-00012496 cds packaged with third-party
fHwV5ByF1zI-00036-00012497-00012775 applications for different uses are now
fHwV5ByF1zI-00037-00012776-00013044 available from volunteers via the
fHwV5ByF1zI-00038-00013045-00013428 Internet the package can also be used as
fHwV5ByF1zI-00039-00013429-00013713 the base of a forensics investigation to
fHwV5ByF1zI-00040-00013715-00013950 either capture a disk image or run
fHwV5ByF1zI-00041-00013951-00014194 analysis tools without mounting any
fHwV5ByF1zI-00042-00014194-00014472 available disks and thus changing state
fHwV5ByF1zI-00043-00014473-00014800 version 2.0 introduced a number of
fHwV5ByF1zI-00044-00014801-00014997 improvements and extended the
fHwV5ByF1zI-00045-00014998-00015277 availability of Wimpey to all customers
fHwV5ByF1zI-00046-00015278-00015571 not just corporate enterprise customers
fHwV5ByF1zI-00047-00015572-00015786 by downloading and installing
fHwV5ByF1zI-00048-00015787-00016003 microsoft's windows automated
fHwV5ByF1zI-00049-00016004-00016528 installation kit w aik it was originally
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00051-00016804-00017019 engineers in microsoft's windows
fHwV5ByF1zI-00052-00017020-00017403 deployment team including VJ jocelyn
fHwV5ByF1zI-00053-00017404-00018221 ryan Burkhardt and richard bond
fHwV5ByF1zI-00054-00018222-00018425 topic versions
fHwV5ByF1zI-00055-00018426-00018796 [Music]
fHwV5ByF1zI-00056-00018797-00019054 the following versions are known to
fHwV5ByF1zI-00057-00019055-00019572 exist
fHwV5ByF1zI-00058-00019573-00020171 topic derivatives
fHwV5ByF1zI-00059-00020172-00020515 you
fHwV5ByF1zI-00060-00020516-00020848 topic windows recovery environment
fHwV5ByF1zI-00061-00020849-00021199 [Music]
fHwV5ByF1zI-00062-00021200-00021566 windows recovery environment wind ray is
fHwV5ByF1zI-00063-00021567-00021890 a set of tools based on windows P to
fHwV5ByF1zI-00064-00021891-00022184 help diagnose and recover from serious
fHwV5ByF1zI-00065-00022185-00022442 errors which may be preventing Windows
fHwV5ByF1zI-00066-00022443-00022838 from booting successfully Windows REE is
fHwV5ByF1zI-00067-00022839-00023102 installed along with Windows Vista and
fHwV5ByF1zI-00068-00023103-00023408 later and may be booted from hard disks
fHwV5ByF1zI-00069-00023409-00023678 optical media such as an operating
fHwV5ByF1zI-00070-00023679-00024050 system installation disk and PXE eg
fHwV5ByF1zI-00071-00024051-00024458 Windows deployment services a copy of
fHwV5ByF1zI-00072-00024459-00024700 windows re is included in the
fHwV5ByF1zI-00073-00024701-00024943 installation media of the aforementioned
fHwV5ByF1zI-00074-00024944-00025372 operating systems it is a successor to
fHwV5ByF1zI-00075-00025373-00025612 recovery console
fHwV5ByF1zI-00076-00025613-00026077 windows reef each's include automatic
fHwV5ByF1zI-00077-00026078-00026383 repair automatically finds and fixes
fHwV5ByF1zI-00078-00026384-00026686 boot errors in the Windows Vista startup
fHwV5ByF1zI-00079-00026687-00026933 process caused by issues such as
fHwV5ByF1zI-00080-00026933-00027127 corruption of the following components
fHwV5ByF1zI-00081-00027128-00027490 boot configuration data disk and file
fHwV5ByF1zI-00082-00027491-00027830 system metadata Master Boot Record or
fHwV5ByF1zI-00083-00027831-00028148 Windows registry and issues caused by
fHwV5ByF1zI-00084-00028149-00028495 missing or damaged boot and system files
fHwV5ByF1zI-00085-00028495-00028864 incompatible drivers or damaged Hardware
fHwV5ByF1zI-00086-00028864-00029198 prior to windows date this mode was
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00088-00029637-00029957 image for automatic repair is start red
fHwV5ByF1zI-00089-00029958-00030427 dot X system restore same as the system
fHwV5ByF1zI-00090-00030428-00030718 restore that is included in Windows it
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00092-00030962-00031317 restored to those of a previous state
fHwV5ByF1zI-00093-00031318-00031682 system image recovery same as the backup
fHwV5ByF1zI-00094-00031683-00031945 and restore component of Windows it
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00096-00032208-00032665 disk image windows memory diagnostic
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00106-00035621-00036052 volumes and files it can be used to run
fHwV5ByF1zI-00107-00036053-00036226 system file checker
fHwV5ByF1zI-00108-00036227-00036589 SFC scan o against an offline Windows
fHwV5ByF1zI-00109-00036590-00036836 installation and repair missing or
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00112-00037590-00037930 various system tasks like recovering or
fHwV5ByF1zI-00113-00037931-00038251 backing up files managing partitions and
fHwV5ByF1zI-00114-00038252-00038490 fix servicing related issues
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00116-00038856-00038978 prompt the you
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00118-00039242-00039590 starting with Windows Server 2012 the
fHwV5ByF1zI-00119-00039591-00039925 following additional options are added
fHwV5ByF1zI-00120-00039926-00040459 refresh or reset both reinstall windows
fHwV5ByF1zI-00121-00040460-00040805 from a copy of the operating system on
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00124-00041646-00041986 Store apps but not other programs while
fHwV5ByF1zI-00125-00041987-00042377 reset performs a factory reset of
fHwV5ByF1zI-00126-00042378-00042653 Windows optionally formatting the hard
fHwV5ByF1zI-00127-00042654-00043019 drive and performing disk wiping the
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00129-00043287-00043583 reinstall it merely performs a factory
fHwV5ByF1zI-00130-00043584-00043847 reset from a vim image inside a hidden
fHwV5ByF1zI-00131-00043848-00044207 recovery partition it is possible to
fHwV5ByF1zI-00132-00044208-00044519 create a custom vim image based on which
fHwV5ByF1zI-00133-00044520-00044962 a reset is performed startup settings
fHwV5ByF1zI-00134-00044963-00045251 enforces a series of safe settings
fHwV5ByF1zI-00135-00045252-00045560 during the startup Windows 10 adds the
fHwV5ByF1zI-00136-00045561-00045883 following restore factory settings
fHwV5ByF1zI-00137-00045884-00046250 allows users who upgraded to Windows 10
fHwV5ByF1zI-00138-00046251-00046538 to revert to their original operating
fHwV5ByF1zI-00139-00046539-00046913 system appears as recover from the cloud
fHwV5ByF1zI-00140-00046914-00047183 on devices whose factory settings
fHwV5ByF1zI-00141-00047184-00047461 include Windows 10
fHwV5ByF1zI-00142-00047462-00047794 go back to the previous build Windows 10
fHwV5ByF1zI-00143-00047795-00048043 is an operating system for which
fHwV5ByF1zI-00144-00048044-00048310 Microsoft occasionally releases newer
fHwV5ByF1zI-00145-00048311-00048697 builds in the event that installation of
fHwV5ByF1zI-00146-00048698-00048949 a new build of Windows 10 becomes
fHwV5ByF1zI-00147-00048950-00049228 problematic this option allows the user
fHwV5ByF1zI-00148-00049229-00049582 to revert to the previous build only
fHwV5ByF1zI-00149-00049583-00049900 appears if the previous builds files are
fHwV5ByF1zI-00150-00049901-00050149 not deleted volumes encrypted with
fHwV5ByF1zI-00151-00050150-00050413 BitLocker can be mounted if a recovery
fHwV5ByF1zI-00152-00050414-00050755 key is available windows recovery
fHwV5ByF1zI-00153-00050756-00051067 environment can also be installed to a
fHwV5ByF1zI-00154-00051068-00051360 hard drive partition by OEMs and
fHwV5ByF1zI-00155-00051361-00051661 customized with additional tools such as
fHwV5ByF1zI-00156-00051662-00051942 a separate system recovery tool for
fHwV5ByF1zI-00157-00051944-00052167 restoring the computer back to its
fHwV5ByF1zI-00158-00052169-00052604 original state as of Windows Vista sp1
fHwV5ByF1zI-00159-00052605-00052957 users can create their own bootable CD
fHwV5ByF1zI-00160-00052958-00053707 containing the recovery environment
fHwV5ByF1zI-00161-00053708-00054312 topic Microsoft Dart
fHwV5ByF1zI-00162-00054313-00054611 Microsoft diagnostics and recovery
fHwV5ByF1zI-00163-00054612-00054974 toolset dart sold as a part of Microsoft
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00165-00055287-00055561 tool set based on Windows P that
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00169-00056582-00056857 previously installed Windows updates
fHwV5ByF1zI-00170-00056858-00057163 scan system for malware and restore
fHwV5ByF1zI-00171-00057164-00057834 deleted files
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fHwV5ByF1zI-00175-00059458-00059713 to go
fHSENewcWuI-00000-00000064-00000175 all right we're trying to go stop
fHSENewcWuI-00001-00000176-00000303 throwing [__] we're trying to go for a
fHSENewcWuI-00002-00000304-00000487 perfect landing remember this is a
fHSENewcWuI-00003-00000488-00001127 church we need to be respectful
fHSENewcWuI-00004-00001128-00001847 oh
fHSENewcWuI-00005-00001848-00002148 congratulations
fHT_y5PT-HY-00000-00000053-00000319 comptes rendus de l'académie des
fHT_y5PT-HY-00001-00000320-00000571 Sciences English Proceedings of the
fHT_y5PT-HY-00002-00000572-00000844 Academy of Sciences or simply comptes
fHT_y5PT-HY-00003-00000844-00001095 rendus is a French scientific journal
fHT_y5PT-HY-00004-00001096-00001498 which has been published since 1666 it
fHT_y5PT-HY-00005-00001499-00001729 is the Proceedings of the French Academy
fHT_y5PT-HY-00006-00001730-00001816 of Sciences
fHT_y5PT-HY-00007-00001817-00002056 it is currently split into seven
fHT_y5PT-HY-00008-00002057-00002268 sections published on behalf of the
fHT_y5PT-HY-00009-00002269-00002557 Academy by Elsevier mathematic mechanic
fHT_y5PT-HY-00010-00002558-00002883 physique Geoscience pal level shimmy and
fHT_y5PT-HY-00011-00002884-00003495 biology's
fHT_y5PT-HY-00012-00003496-00004052 topic naming history
fHT_y5PT-HY-00013-00004053-00004296 the journal has had a complicated
fHT_y5PT-HY-00014-00004297-00004488 naming history with several name changes
fHT_y5PT-HY-00015-00004489-00005188 and splits over the years
fHT_y5PT-HY-00016-00005189-00005968 topic 1666 - 1965
fHT_y5PT-HY-00017-00005969-00006206 comptes rendus was initially established
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00019-00006611-00006980 de seances dill academi des sciences it
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00021-00007203-00007451 pathway for more prompt publication than
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00023-00007697-00008110 which had been published since 1666 the
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00025-00008318-00008570 alongside the comptes rendus throughout
fHT_y5PT-HY-00026-00008571-00008803 the nineteenth century had a publication
fHT_y5PT-HY-00027-00008804-00009074 cycle which resulted in memoirs being
fHT_y5PT-HY-00028-00009075-00009260 published years after they had been
fHT_y5PT-HY-00029-00009261-00009566 presented to the Academy some akadama
fHT_y5PT-HY-00030-00009567-00009788 shion's continued to prefer publishing
fHT_y5PT-HY-00031-00009789-00009964 in the memoirs because of the strict
fHT_y5PT-HY-00032-00009965-00010681 page limits in the comptes rendus
fHT_y5PT-HY-00033-00010682-00011396 topic 1966 to 1980
fHT_y5PT-HY-00034-00011397-00011756 after 1965 this title was split into
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00038-00012963-00013394 C sciences chimi chemistry sorry D
fHT_y5PT-HY-00039-00013394-00013796 sciences naturals life sciences by
fHT_y5PT-HY-00040-00013797-00014021 academic Academy notices and
fHT_y5PT-HY-00041-00014022-00014225 miscellaneous series a and B were
fHT_y5PT-HY-00042-00014226-00014474 published together in one volume except
fHT_y5PT-HY-00043-00014475-00015115 in 1974
fHT_y5PT-HY-00044-00015116-00015797 topic 1982 2001
fHT_y5PT-HY-00045-00015799-00016056 the subject areas of the series were
fHT_y5PT-HY-00046-00016057-00016244 rearranged as follows
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00049-00017068-00017451 planet geo and astrocytes --is Surrey
fHT_y5PT-HY-00050-00017452-00017937 IIb see below sorry I I see Sciences
fHT_y5PT-HY-00051-00017938-00018000 chim ik's
fHT_y5PT-HY-00052-00018001-00018381 chemistry Surrey three sciences de la
fHT_y5PT-HY-00053-00018382-00018810 vie life sciences sorry IV physique at
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00055-00018985-00019248 two physical and chemical sciences
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00057-00019560-00019992 2003 ating considerable confusion series
fHT_y5PT-HY-00058-00019993-00020235 IIb united the physical and chemical
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00062-00021091-00021489 in series I I see series for was created
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00067-00022723-00022977 limited to Applied mechanics as opposed
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00070-00023605-00023829 continued their issue numbers which by
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fHT_y5PT-HY-00082-00028355-00028479 one
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fLpCPe6IueI-00000-00000158-00000407 fluoro phosphoric acid is the inorganic
fLpCPe6IueI-00001-00000408-00000811 compound with the formula h2 p o3 f it
fLpCPe6IueI-00002-00000812-00000998 is a colourless viscous liquid that
fLpCPe6IueI-00003-00000999-00001181 solidified to a glass upon cooling
fLpCPe6IueI-00004-00001182-00001418 fluoro phosphoric acid is produced by
fLpCPe6IueI-00005-00001419-00001607 treating phosphorus pentoxide with
fLpCPe6IueI-00006-00001607-00001862 hydrogen fluoride it can also be
fLpCPe6IueI-00007-00001863-00002068 prepared by hydrolysis of phosphorus
fLpCPe6IueI-00008-00002069-00002339 oxychloride the reaction first produces
fLpCPe6IueI-00009-00002340-00002625 dichloro phosphoric acid
fLpCPe6IueI-00010-00002626-00003267 pío f3 + h2o HP o 2 f2 + hf th e next
fLpCPe6IueI-00011-00003268-00003645 steps give mono fluoro phosphoric acid
fLpCPe6IueI-00012-00003646-00004192 HP o 2f 2 plus h 2 o h2 p o3 f + hf
fLpCPe6IueI-00013-00004193-00004408 complete hydrolysis gives phosphoric
fLpCPe6IueI-00014-00004409-00005320 acid h 2 p o3 f + h2o h3po4 + hf
fLpCPe6IueI-00015-00005321-00005911 reactions fluoro phosphoric acid is a
fLpCPe6IueI-00016-00005912-00006209 dibasic acid with parkas of 3.5 and
fLpCPe6IueI-00017-00006210-00006529 around 8.5 the conjugate bases are the
fLpCPe6IueI-00018-00006530-00006703 mono fluoro phosphates which are
fLpCPe6IueI-00019-00006704-00007169 hydrolytically robust
fLpCPe6IueI-00020-00007170-00007470 references
fM-3AK0yCKo-00000-00000434-00000894 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00001-00000896-00000991 or
fM-3AK0yCKo-00002-00000992-00001103 anyone
fM-3AK0yCKo-00003-00001104-00001423 but talking's what i do best just
fM-3AK0yCKo-00004-00001424-00001639 do me a favor and suppress your inner
fM-3AK0yCKo-00005-00001639-00002167 talent okay
fM-3AK0yCKo-00006-00002168-00002310 jesse
fM-3AK0yCKo-00007-00002311-00002423 and
fM-3AK0yCKo-00008-00002424-00002702 petra hey you all know petra my new
fM-3AK0yCKo-00009-00002703-00002902 super close friend
fM-3AK0yCKo-00010-00002903-00003254 we're super close now
fM-3AK0yCKo-00011-00003255-00003390 we ran into each other while i was
fM-3AK0yCKo-00012-00003392-00003559 looking for reuben
fM-3AK0yCKo-00013-00003560-00004086 poor reuben what happened to his eye
fM-3AK0yCKo-00014-00004087-00004359 we had a little run in with some zombies
fM-3AK0yCKo-00015-00004360-00004519 they whacked him good but reuben held
fM-3AK0yCKo-00016-00004520-00004822 his own
fM-3AK0yCKo-00017-00004823-00005038 what were you doing in the woods petra
fM-3AK0yCKo-00018-00005039-00005191 nothing just
fM-3AK0yCKo-00019-00005192-00005375 drawn by the sound of jesse's
fM-3AK0yCKo-00020-00005376-00005559 high-pitched screams
fM-3AK0yCKo-00021-00005560-00005695 i would have been spider-man if she
fM-3AK0yCKo-00022-00005696-00005838 hadn't found me
fM-3AK0yCKo-00023-00005839-00006038 sorry we didn't come with you jesse but
fM-3AK0yCKo-00024-00006039-00006231 hey we won
fM-3AK0yCKo-00025-00006232-00006414 looks like abandoning friends and their
fM-3AK0yCKo-00026-00006415-00006727 time in need paid off yet again
fM-3AK0yCKo-00027-00006728-00006910 our enderman is so lifelike i don't even
fM-3AK0yCKo-00028-00006911-00007167 want to glance at it we did okay didn't
fM-3AK0yCKo-00029-00007168-00007239 we
fM-3AK0yCKo-00030-00007240-00007414 i still wish i'd gotten that part in the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00031-00007415-00007631 back to look better i could have fit
fM-3AK0yCKo-00032-00007631-00007870 more fireworks in there somewhere we
fM-3AK0yCKo-00033-00007872-00008103 deserve a victory party who's in i like
fM-3AK0yCKo-00034-00008104-00008335 all kinds of parties but especially ones
fM-3AK0yCKo-00035-00008336-00008503 where i get to celebrate winning about
fM-3AK0yCKo-00036-00008504-00008663 time i'll be the guest of honor at
fM-3AK0yCKo-00037-00008664-00008823 something
fM-3AK0yCKo-00038-00008824-00009174 hey jesse it's time to go see about that
fM-3AK0yCKo-00039-00009175-00009583 thing oh right the thing subtle yeah as
fM-3AK0yCKo-00040-00009584-00009751 a punch to the face
fM-3AK0yCKo-00041-00009752-00009927 axel and i were gonna head into endercon
fM-3AK0yCKo-00042-00009928-00010151 anyway see you in there i heard somebody
fM-3AK0yCKo-00043-00010152-00010335 saying there's free cake by the map
fM-3AK0yCKo-00044-00010336-00010503 booth
fM-3AK0yCKo-00045-00010504-00010655 hurry we're supposed to meet in the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00046-00010656-00011087 alley over there
fM-3AK0yCKo-00047-00011088-00011495 dark dark very dark in here
fM-3AK0yCKo-00048-00011496-00011638 that's weird
fM-3AK0yCKo-00049-00011639-00011887 he said the dark creepy alley close to
fM-3AK0yCKo-00050-00011888-00012174 the gates but he's not here
fM-3AK0yCKo-00051-00012175-00012463 maybe he's late are you sure this is the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00052-00012464-00012695 dark creepy alley he meant
fM-3AK0yCKo-00053-00012696-00012951 hmm i was
fM-3AK0yCKo-00054-00012952-00013135 okay new plan
fM-3AK0yCKo-00055-00013136-00013366 you stay here just in case this is the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00056-00013368-00013638 spot he meant and i'll look around
fM-3AK0yCKo-00057-00013640-00013830 i guess i could have heard him wrong
fM-3AK0yCKo-00058-00013831-00014030 then again i've never gotten a meet-up
fM-3AK0yCKo-00059-00014031-00014271 spot wrong before but then why would he
fM-3AK0yCKo-00060-00014272-00014558 be late okay i'll hold down the fort
fM-3AK0yCKo-00061-00014559-00014775 thanks jesse
fM-3AK0yCKo-00062-00014776-00014943 i'll be back before you know it if he
fM-3AK0yCKo-00063-00014944-00015143 shows up while i'm gone just stall for
fM-3AK0yCKo-00064-00015144-00015266 me
fM-3AK0yCKo-00065-00015266-00016263 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00066-00016263-00016727 and just who are you
fM-3AK0yCKo-00067-00016728-00016886 i'm waiting you know you really
fM-3AK0yCKo-00068-00016887-00017039 shouldn't creep up on people like that
fM-3AK0yCKo-00069-00017040-00017127 it's
fM-3AK0yCKo-00070-00017128-00017463 it's creepy don't test me
fM-3AK0yCKo-00071-00017464-00017639 i'm supposed to meet with petra not
fM-3AK0yCKo-00072-00017640-00017822 whatever you're supposed to be
fM-3AK0yCKo-00073-00017823-00017999 give me one good reason why i shouldn't
fM-3AK0yCKo-00074-00018000-00018358 walk out of here right now
fM-3AK0yCKo-00075-00018359-00018519 well
fM-3AK0yCKo-00076-00018520-00018775 you're the guy who needed a wither skull
fM-3AK0yCKo-00077-00018776-00018855 right
fM-3AK0yCKo-00078-00018856-00019111 not so loud you idiot
fM-3AK0yCKo-00079-00019112-00019439 too many people know my business already
fM-3AK0yCKo-00080-00019440-00019647 do you have the skull uh
fM-3AK0yCKo-00081-00019648-00019847 well
fM-3AK0yCKo-00082-00019848-00020063 you do or you don't
fM-3AK0yCKo-00083-00020064-00020255 petra has it shall we back any minute
fM-3AK0yCKo-00084-00020256-00020439 now well
fM-3AK0yCKo-00085-00020440-00020639 as long as she's bringing it
fM-3AK0yCKo-00086-00020640-00020783 i suppose it wouldn't kill me to wait a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00087-00020784-00021247 minute longer
fM-3AK0yCKo-00088-00021248-00021335 uh
fM-3AK0yCKo-00089-00021336-00021830 well
fM-3AK0yCKo-00090-00021831-00021983 ivor uh
fM-3AK0yCKo-00091-00021984-00022119 there she is
fM-3AK0yCKo-00092-00022120-00022319 sorry i'm late but
fM-3AK0yCKo-00093-00022320-00022558 good things are worth waiting for
fM-3AK0yCKo-00094-00022559-00022758 i've got what you asked for if you have
fM-3AK0yCKo-00095-00022759-00022935 what you promised us
fM-3AK0yCKo-00096-00022936-00023127 you didn't say anything about an us when
fM-3AK0yCKo-00097-00023128-00023303 we first met
fM-3AK0yCKo-00098-00023304-00023535 and i don't like surprises
fM-3AK0yCKo-00099-00023536-00023727 if these are the sorts of people you
fM-3AK0yCKo-00100-00023728-00023886 associate with
fM-3AK0yCKo-00101-00023887-00024071 perhaps we should call the whole thing
fM-3AK0yCKo-00102-00024072-00024311 off my friend is fine right jesse
fM-3AK0yCKo-00103-00024312-00024503 there's no problem here
fM-3AK0yCKo-00104-00024504-00024822 let's not be too hasty okay this is just
fM-3AK0yCKo-00105-00024823-00025039 a little misunderstanding maybe we
fM-3AK0yCKo-00106-00025040-00025222 should rethink the whole thing this guy
fM-3AK0yCKo-00107-00025223-00025463 gives me a bad feeling i'll give you a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00108-00025464-00025862 bad feeling if you ruin this for me
fM-3AK0yCKo-00109-00025863-00026272 proceed then
fM-3AK0yCKo-00110-00026273-00026807 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00111-00026808-00027087 i'll take that diamond now
fM-3AK0yCKo-00112-00027088-00028095 take it you've earned it
fM-3AK0yCKo-00113-00028095-00028695 uh this isn't a diamond no it's lapis
fM-3AK0yCKo-00114-00028695-00028935 of all the dirty underhanded tricks to
fM-3AK0yCKo-00115-00028936-00029031 pull
fM-3AK0yCKo-00116-00029032-00029247 let's go after him
fM-3AK0yCKo-00117-00029248-00029495 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00118-00029495-00029679 i'm either getting that diamond or i'm
fM-3AK0yCKo-00119-00029680-00029879 getting my skull back or it'll make him
fM-3AK0yCKo-00120-00029880-00030343 pay right right come on
fM-3AK0yCKo-00121-00030344-00030667 do you see him anywhere
fM-3AK0yCKo-00122-00030668-00030862 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00123-00030863-00031070 we lost him then we'll just have to find
fM-3AK0yCKo-00124-00031072-00031323 him again go
fM-3AK0yCKo-00125-00031324-00032758 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00126-00032760-00033199 there he is gabriel gabriel
fM-3AK0yCKo-00127-00033200-00033567 stepson just one question
fM-3AK0yCKo-00128-00033568-00033799 hold all your questions into the keynote
fM-3AK0yCKo-00129-00033800-00035679 sold out with all your questions anyway
fM-3AK0yCKo-00130-00035680-00037007 so
fM-3AK0yCKo-00131-00037008-00037246 hey do you take requests
fM-3AK0yCKo-00132-00037247-00037430 i'm not trying to question your playlist
fM-3AK0yCKo-00133-00037431-00037695 i just uh
fM-3AK0yCKo-00134-00037696-00037879 nah it's all good just keep doing what
fM-3AK0yCKo-00135-00037880-00038343 you're doing
fM-3AK0yCKo-00136-00038344-00038535 nothing starts to party off right like a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00137-00038536-00039143 great dj
fM-3AK0yCKo-00138-00039144-00039695 [Laughter]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00139-00039696-00039855 i thought you could just wiggle right
fM-3AK0yCKo-00140-00039856-00040118 out of that trap didn't you well
fM-3AK0yCKo-00141-00040119-00040343 wiggle as much as you want you're not
fM-3AK0yCKo-00142-00040344-00040495 going anywhere
fM-3AK0yCKo-00143-00040496-00040759 excellent any chance you've seen a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00144-00040760-00041079 creepy looking beardy guy anywhere no
fM-3AK0yCKo-00145-00041080-00041318 petra told me what happened i'm keeping
fM-3AK0yCKo-00146-00041319-00041630 an eye out for him
fM-3AK0yCKo-00147-00041631-00041918 okay so i got a little distracted it's
fM-3AK0yCKo-00148-00041919-00042199 just this machine presses all my buttons
fM-3AK0yCKo-00149-00042200-00042455 unnecessarily complicated and mean to
fM-3AK0yCKo-00150-00042456-00042718 birds for no reason it's just when
fM-3AK0yCKo-00151-00042719-00042902 something like this calls you gotta
fM-3AK0yCKo-00152-00042903-00043143 answer it but i swear as soon as the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00153-00043144-00043318 demonstration is over
fM-3AK0yCKo-00154-00043319-00043455 well if you're just gonna mess around
fM-3AK0yCKo-00155-00043456-00043567 don't bother
fM-3AK0yCKo-00156-00043568-00043751 come on let me help i just got
fM-3AK0yCKo-00157-00043752-00043951 distracted for a second
fM-3AK0yCKo-00158-00043952-00044230 nope find them without you all right all
fM-3AK0yCKo-00159-00044231-00044487 right i'll look
fM-3AK0yCKo-00160-00044488-00045455 after i watch one more chicken get home
fM-3AK0yCKo-00161-00045456-00046423 i see you now weirdo
fM-3AK0yCKo-00162-00046424-00046783 well if it isn't team trash bag
fM-3AK0yCKo-00163-00046784-00047055 how's your stupid pig i hear intense
fM-3AK0yCKo-00164-00047056-00047343 heat causes brain damage
fM-3AK0yCKo-00165-00047344-00047607 aidan you idiot hey who are you calling
fM-3AK0yCKo-00166-00047608-00047735 an idiot
fM-3AK0yCKo-00167-00047736-00047974 you now move
fM-3AK0yCKo-00168-00047975-00049823 hey
fM-3AK0yCKo-00169-00049824-00050071 hey what do you think
fM-3AK0yCKo-00170-00050072-00050262 what do you think you're doing oh i'm
fM-3AK0yCKo-00171-00050263-00050446 sorry get away from me
fM-3AK0yCKo-00172-00050447-00050746 i said i was sorry
fM-3AK0yCKo-00173-00050747-00051039 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00174-00051040-00051158 reuben
fM-3AK0yCKo-00175-00051159-00051654 where'd you wander
fM-3AK0yCKo-00176-00051655-00051935 off to
fM-3AK0yCKo-00177-00051936-00052135 get your pork chops here
fM-3AK0yCKo-00178-00052136-00052542 fresh off
fM-3AK0yCKo-00179-00052544-00052759 nothing sticks to your ribs quite like a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00180-00052760-00053175 juicy pork chop
fM-3AK0yCKo-00181-00053176-00053319 reuben
fM-3AK0yCKo-00182-00053320-00053575 what's the big idea i'm trying to run a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00183-00053576-00053759 business here
fM-3AK0yCKo-00184-00053760-00054047 that's my pig you kidnapped my pig well
fM-3AK0yCKo-00185-00054048-00054182 i don't know what you're talking about
fM-3AK0yCKo-00186-00054183-00054430 chief i found this pig wandering alone
fM-3AK0yCKo-00187-00054432-00054654 in the streets not the fattest pig i've
fM-3AK0yCKo-00188-00054655-00054919 ever seen well he should cook up real
fM-3AK0yCKo-00189-00054920-00055294 nice anyway he's not food once i butcher
fM-3AK0yCKo-00190-00055295-00055519 the thing we can all have a piece i like
fM-3AK0yCKo-00191-00055520-00055830 the jowl myself just a fancy word for
fM-3AK0yCKo-00192-00055832-00056119 cheeks
fM-3AK0yCKo-00193-00056120-00056382 i might be amenable to some kind of
fM-3AK0yCKo-00194-00056383-00056503 trade
fM-3AK0yCKo-00195-00056504-00056719 not that you look like you got much of
fM-3AK0yCKo-00196-00056720-00057054 value
fM-3AK0yCKo-00197-00057055-00057287 i gotta get some kind of return on my
fM-3AK0yCKo-00198-00057288-00057423 investment
fM-3AK0yCKo-00199-00057424-00057815 well all i've got is this sword
fM-3AK0yCKo-00200-00057816-00058030 oh that's very nice
fM-3AK0yCKo-00201-00058032-00058215 with this i could cut my butcher in time
fM-3AK0yCKo-00202-00058216-00058615 and a half
fM-3AK0yCKo-00203-00058616-00058838 nice doing business with you come on
fM-3AK0yCKo-00204-00058839-00059166 reuben
fM-3AK0yCKo-00205-00059167-00059366 i'm sorry reuben i was so busy trying to
fM-3AK0yCKo-00206-00059367-00060709 find that creepy dude i didn't notice
fM-3AK0yCKo-00207-00060710-00061647 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00208-00061648-00061830 remember that thing i had to go do with
fM-3AK0yCKo-00209-00061832-00062079 petra long story short we met up with
fM-3AK0yCKo-00210-00062079-00062271 this guy he cheated me and petra on a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00211-00062272-00062438 deal and now we're trying to track him
fM-3AK0yCKo-00212-00062439-00062759 down you in oh i'm in all right
fM-3AK0yCKo-00213-00062760-00062966 any sign of him i thought i saw him
fM-3AK0yCKo-00214-00062967-00063166 earlier but it was just a false alarm
fM-3AK0yCKo-00215-00063167-00063399 wait there he is
fM-3AK0yCKo-00216-00063400-00063647 looks like he's heading towards the hall
fM-3AK0yCKo-00217-00063648-00063791 we're gonna have to get past that usher
fM-3AK0yCKo-00218-00063791-00064206 to follow him let's go
fM-3AK0yCKo-00219-00064207-00064511 so yeah hey what would it take to get us
fM-3AK0yCKo-00220-00064512-00064863 inside tonight
fM-3AK0yCKo-00221-00064864-00065341 uh tickets
fM-3AK0yCKo-00222-00065342-00065615 [Laughter]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00223-00065616-00065782 this might sound crazy but we're
fM-3AK0yCKo-00224-00065783-00066031 actually on an important mission i hope
fM-3AK0yCKo-00225-00066032-00066191 your mission came with tickets to the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00226-00066192-00066550 show because i mean otherwise
fM-3AK0yCKo-00227-00066551-00066775 chicken
fM-3AK0yCKo-00228-00066776-00067023 chicken chicken
fM-3AK0yCKo-00229-00067024-00067255 it's gone you're totally fine you're a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00230-00067256-00067471 totally cool dude
fM-3AK0yCKo-00231-00067472-00067703 we have to do something like what this
fM-3AK0yCKo-00232-00067704-00067950 show has been sold out for ages could
fM-3AK0yCKo-00233-00067951-00068150 bust right through i just need a little
fM-3AK0yCKo-00234-00068151-00068391 wind-up room
fM-3AK0yCKo-00235-00068392-00068631 any other bright ideas as long as he's
fM-3AK0yCKo-00236-00068632-00068863 there we won't be able to get inside
fM-3AK0yCKo-00237-00068864-00069159 we need a distraction
fM-3AK0yCKo-00238-00069160-00069350 a lot of chickens running around might
fM-3AK0yCKo-00239-00069351-00069719 be a distraction
fM-3AK0yCKo-00240-00069720-00069935 get out of here usher is afraid of
fM-3AK0yCKo-00241-00069936-00070047 chickens
fM-3AK0yCKo-00242-00070048-00070223 what would you say if i told you i want
fM-3AK0yCKo-00243-00070224-00070447 to break this guy's chicken machine to
fM-3AK0yCKo-00244-00070448-00070679 create the mother of all distractions
fM-3AK0yCKo-00245-00070680-00070935 but you have to break that pane of glass
fM-3AK0yCKo-00246-00070936-00071094 how are you going to reach it
fM-3AK0yCKo-00247-00071095-00071247 let's look around there has to be
fM-3AK0yCKo-00248-00071248-00072318 something we can do
fM-3AK0yCKo-00249-00072319-00072575 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00250-00072576-00072767 i need to reach that window but the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00251-00072768-00072911 fence is in the way
fM-3AK0yCKo-00252-00072912-00073079 and i don't think i can mess up the
fM-3AK0yCKo-00253-00073080-00073287 fence if he's around
fM-3AK0yCKo-00254-00073288-00073694 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00255-00073695-00073911 hey what are you doing
fM-3AK0yCKo-00256-00073912-00074206 sorry sorry just your regular everyday
fM-3AK0yCKo-00257-00074207-00074438 chicken enthusiast here don't make me
fM-3AK0yCKo-00258-00074439-00076079 call security
fM-3AK0yCKo-00259-00076080-00076124 hmm
fM-3AK0yCKo-00260-00076125-00076335 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00261-00076336-00076511 i bet i could reach that glass with a
fM-3AK0yCKo-00262-00076512-00076711 slime block
fM-3AK0yCKo-00263-00076712-00077359 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00264-00077360-00077719 yo hey we meet again
fM-3AK0yCKo-00265-00077720-00077855 hey
fM-3AK0yCKo-00266-00077856-00078094 one slime block please we don't give out
fM-3AK0yCKo-00267-00078095-00078455 slime blocks here just slime balls
fM-3AK0yCKo-00268-00078456-00078623 we've got a limited supply today and
fM-3AK0yCKo-00269-00078624-00078855 we're only giving out two per customer
fM-3AK0yCKo-00270-00078856-00079055 you could craft your own slime block if
fM-3AK0yCKo-00271-00079056-00079359 you had nine slime balls
fM-3AK0yCKo-00272-00079360-00079687 can i please please have some slime
fM-3AK0yCKo-00273-00079688-00079967 ugh whatever a round of slime balls for
fM-3AK0yCKo-00274-00079968-00080262 everyone please
fM-3AK0yCKo-00275-00080263-00080447 wait this is only eight slime balls we
fM-3AK0yCKo-00276-00080448-00080687 need one more to make a block
fM-3AK0yCKo-00277-00080688-00080847 okay we need to find another way to get
fM-3AK0yCKo-00278-00080848-00081111 some more slime and quick
fM-3AK0yCKo-00279-00081112-00081900 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00280-00081901-00082775 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00281-00082776-00084318 foreign
fM-3AK0yCKo-00282-00084319-00084726 hey uh lucas can you do me a favor
fM-3AK0yCKo-00283-00084727-00084999 anything's possible i need slime balls i
fM-3AK0yCKo-00284-00085000-00085249 swear i have a really good explanation
fM-3AK0yCKo-00285-00085250-00085391 [Music]
fM-3AK0yCKo-00286-00085392-00085647 whatever you guys are doing count me in
fM-3AK0yCKo-00287-00085648-00085918 thanks lucas told you he was useful oh
fM-3AK0yCKo-00288-00085919-00086175 man this guy isn't actually cool is he
fM-3AK0yCKo-00289-00086176-00086343 remains to be seen
fM-3AK0yCKo-00290-00086344-00086662 it's crafted time
fM-3AK0yCKo-00291-00086663-00086903 so you guys been building together long
fM-3AK0yCKo-00292-00086904-00087143 you've got good chemistry
fM-3AK0yCKo-00293-00087144-00087343 are you jealous
fM-3AK0yCKo-00294-00087344-00087503 i'm just saying i think it's cool you
fM-3AK0yCKo-00295-00087504-00087711 have a team that works so well together
fM-3AK0yCKo-00296-00087712-00087975 you're totally jealous
fM-3AK0yCKo-00297-00087976-00088199 how's it going jesse you know how to do
fM-3AK0yCKo-00298-00088200-00088718 this a slime in every
fM-3AK0yCKo-00299-00088719-00089055 ta-da one slime block
fM-3AK0yCKo-00300-00089056-00089279 gross i'll take that
fM-3AK0yCKo-00301-00089280-00089479 right
fM-3AK0yCKo-00302-00089480-00089662 there
fM-3AK0yCKo-00303-00089663-00090032 it's all you jesse give me
fMPx_jkhrl0-00000-00000128-00000511 now let's take a look at delayed sending
fMPx_jkhrl0-00001-00000512-00000759 first let's take a look at the setting
fMPx_jkhrl0-00002-00000760-00000983 for undo send
fMPx_jkhrl0-00003-00000984-00001231 to see this setting we're going to click
fMPx_jkhrl0-00004-00001232-00001535 on the gear icon that settings wheel up
fMPx_jkhrl0-00005-00001536-00001718 here in the upper right
fMPx_jkhrl0-00006-00001719-00002047 and once we select that we will select
fMPx_jkhrl0-00007-00002048-00002342 see all settings
fMPx_jkhrl0-00008-00002343-00002647 by default we go to the general tab
fMPx_jkhrl0-00009-00002648-00002958 and you will see right here this option
fMPx_jkhrl0-00010-00002959-00003158 of undo send
fMPx_jkhrl0-00011-00003159-00003663 and i have my undo send sent set for 30
fMPx_jkhrl0-00012-00003664-00003775 seconds
fMPx_jkhrl0-00013-00003776-00003895 since it
fMPx_jkhrl0-00014-00003896-00004151 sometimes takes me several seconds to
fMPx_jkhrl0-00015-00004152-00004575 realize oh i forgot something or i saw a
fMPx_jkhrl0-00016-00004576-00004695 typo
fMPx_jkhrl0-00017-00004696-00004919 but when you click the drop down you see
fMPx_jkhrl0-00018-00004920-00005327 that you can delay send anywhere between
fMPx_jkhrl0-00019-00005328-00005447 5 10
fMPx_jkhrl0-00020-00005448-00005743 20 or 30 seconds and i use the highest
fMPx_jkhrl0-00021-00005744-00005943 amount
fMPx_jkhrl0-00022-00005944-00006111 next
fMPx_jkhrl0-00023-00006112-00006399 after you set that you'll scroll down to
fMPx_jkhrl0-00024-00006400-00006783 the bottom and you'll save those changes
fMPx_jkhrl0-00025-00006784-00007151 so when we go back to the inbox
fMPx_jkhrl0-00026-00007152-00007367 we'll compose
fMPx_jkhrl0-00027-00007368-00007614 and
fMPx_jkhrl0-00028-00007615-00007719 then
fMPx_jkhrl0-00029-00007720-00008127 i'll send out a message
fMPx_jkhrl0-00030-00008128-00008383 and
fMPx_jkhrl0-00031-00008384-00008863 when i hit send
fMPx_jkhrl0-00032-00008864-00009239 i have the undo right here with message
fMPx_jkhrl0-00033-00009240-00009599 sent so i'm going to undo
fMPx_jkhrl0-00034-00009600-00009695 and
fMPx_jkhrl0-00035-00009696-00009883 add to my
fMPx_jkhrl0-00036-00009884-00010142 message now
fMPx_jkhrl0-00037-00010143-00010471 let's take a look at the other option
fMPx_jkhrl0-00038-00010472-00010878 once i compose a message
fMPx_jkhrl0-00039-00010879-00011006 i will
fMPx_jkhrl0-00040-00011007-00011206 put in
fMPx_jkhrl0-00041-00011207-00011759 liz again and right here
fMPx_jkhrl0-00042-00011760-00012127 i have a down arrow beside send
fMPx_jkhrl0-00043-00012128-00012559 and i can choose to schedule send
fMPx_jkhrl0-00044-00012560-00012751 i can either take
fMPx_jkhrl0-00045-00012752-00013071 one of these default options or i can
fMPx_jkhrl0-00046-00013072-00013366 pick a date and time
fMPx_jkhrl0-00047-00013368-00013566 so if i don't want to
fMPx_jkhrl0-00048-00013568-00013935 bother someone after hours i can set
fMPx_jkhrl0-00049-00013936-00014047 this
fMPx_jkhrl0-00050-00014047-00014263 for 8 30
fMPx_jkhrl0-00051-00014263-00014438 in the morning
fMPx_jkhrl0-00052-00014440-00014743 so that when they get into the office
fMPx_jkhrl0-00053-00014744-00015030 they will find that message
fMPx_jkhrl0-00054-00015031-00015286 and they won't receive it
fMPx_jkhrl0-00055-00015287-00015558 during their off time and you see right
fMPx_jkhrl0-00056-00015559-00015766 here i have one
fMPx_jkhrl0-00057-00015768-00015983 scheduled send
fMPx_jkhrl0-00058-00015984-00016428 and this is all there is to it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00000-00000000-00001219 foreign
fMbiVY7j7yg-00001-00001220-00001450 Williams what's going on with Shanita
fMbiVY7j7yg-00002-00001451-00001768 not much how you doing man I'm doing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00003-00001769-00002009 good I'm doing good I'm doing good man
fMbiVY7j7yg-00004-00002010-00002291 so today man um I know we doing a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00005-00002292-00002483 special episode man we have a lot of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00006-00002484-00002789 women veterans out there that um have a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00007-00002790-00002945 lot of health issues and different
fMbiVY7j7yg-00008-00002946-00003215 things going on especially because um a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00009-00003215-00003370 lot of them might have you know issues
fMbiVY7j7yg-00010-00003371-00003551 that they had going on prior to the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00011-00003552-00003725 military and some people after the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00012-00003726-00003838 military
fMbiVY7j7yg-00013-00003839-00004001 um they have a lot of major issues going
fMbiVY7j7yg-00014-00004002-00004247 on and man what better place to come
fMbiVY7j7yg-00015-00004248-00004631 then with run with woods man so it was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00016-00004632-00004901 still too around with was today so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00017-00004902-00005081 please you need to tell them a little
fMbiVY7j7yg-00018-00005082-00005291 bit about you and what you do
fMbiVY7j7yg-00019-00005292-00005752 well uh my name is Shanita Williams uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00020-00005753-00005981 and I own run with woods and that stands
fMbiVY7j7yg-00021-00005982-00006215 for a world of obstacles determination
fMbiVY7j7yg-00022-00006216-00006514 and serenity and uh what what I do at
fMbiVY7j7yg-00023-00006515-00006773 Woods is uh you know I like to look at
fMbiVY7j7yg-00024-00006773-00007091 it as uh you know like the breakdown of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00025-00007092-00007355 the acronym you know the word uh the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00026-00007356-00007595 world you know a world where women can
fMbiVY7j7yg-00027-00007595-00007805 come and run and run a race that's going
fMbiVY7j7yg-00028-00007806-00008141 to be pleasing to to to God and also
fMbiVY7j7yg-00029-00008142-00008423 just to their own selves you know it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00030-00008424-00008609 nothing like waking up and being okay
fMbiVY7j7yg-00031-00008610-00008710 yourself
fMbiVY7j7yg-00032-00008711-00009185 and uh you know and then uh the word of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00033-00009186-00009389 you know of a good report through
fMbiVY7j7yg-00034-00009390-00009653 Obedience of self-denial and throughout
fMbiVY7j7yg-00035-00009654-00009935 the program it's a lot of self-denial
fMbiVY7j7yg-00036-00009936-00010331 that takes place you know but you gotta
fMbiVY7j7yg-00037-00010332-00010589 do it to get to where you want to be you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00038-00010590-00010853 know and uh the obstacles uh it's just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00039-00010854-00011110 by breaking those bad generational
fMbiVY7j7yg-00040-00011111-00011578 Health uh I I like choices you know like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00041-00011579-00011905 it's not a it's a choice you know it's a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00042-00011906-00012233 generational Health Choice you you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00043-00012234-00012659 I know for me I grew up where you know I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00044-00012660-00012929 grew up in the country so you know I I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00045-00012930-00013096 still remember being a little girl like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00046-00013097-00013294 coming into the in the house the plane
fMbiVY7j7yg-00047-00013295-00013469 get ready to run back outside looking on
fMbiVY7j7yg-00048-00013469-00013679 the stove seeing a piece of fat back up
fMbiVY7j7yg-00049-00013680-00014251 there like oh I'm about to grab you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00050-00014252-00014549 and you know just the uh the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00051-00014550-00014830 determination part of it is mean you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00052-00014831-00015113 know you you have to be not only
fMbiVY7j7yg-00053-00015113-00015436 determined but you you know you you we
fMbiVY7j7yg-00054-00015437-00015665 can't do it on our own so we have to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00055-00015666-00015947 turn turn to our Lord and Savior Jesus
fMbiVY7j7yg-00056-00015947-00016288 Christ to help us do that you know and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00057-00016290-00016625 um and then uh through the serenity
fMbiVY7j7yg-00058-00016626-00016894 portion is the actual forgiving
fMbiVY7j7yg-00059-00016895-00017158 ourselves forgiving others forgiving our
fMbiVY7j7yg-00060-00017159-00017441 past and just finding that Serenity in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00061-00017442-00017891 Christ you know yeah so uh at woods I've
fMbiVY7j7yg-00062-00017892-00018172 designed several programs
fMbiVY7j7yg-00063-00018173-00018330 to actually
fMbiVY7j7yg-00064-00018331-00018743 help women specifically deal with this
fMbiVY7j7yg-00065-00018744-00019025 stuff and break past that I can't I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00066-00019026-00019355 don't I won't you know and and stop
fMbiVY7j7yg-00067-00019356-00019769 looking for the the side of pity and and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00068-00019770-00020117 start looking to to sell for that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00069-00020118-00020483 self-denial and uh to get to where you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00070-00020484-00020836 need to go you know and you know I use
fMbiVY7j7yg-00071-00020837-00021058 running for a lot of different reasons
fMbiVY7j7yg-00072-00021059-00021221 you know um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00073-00021222-00021479 there's a there's a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00074-00021480-00021941 actual study on the the brain the neural
fMbiVY7j7yg-00075-00021942-00022169 cells within the brain
fMbiVY7j7yg-00076-00022170-00022336 that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00077-00022337-00022680 um running actually helps
fMbiVY7j7yg-00078-00022681-00023027 recharge those cells so when you know it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00079-00023028-00023250 stimulates new
fMbiVY7j7yg-00080-00023251-00023525 uh stem cells in the brain or brain
fMbiVY7j7yg-00081-00023526-00023777 cells okay so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00082-00023778-00024119 um and running specifically and that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00083-00024120-00024317 provides the mental Clarity to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00084-00024318-00024550 counteract this depression that we're
fMbiVY7j7yg-00085-00024551-00024886 suffering from right now in America the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00086-00024887-00025199 anxiety you know so many young ladies I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00087-00025200-00025385 meet with them time after time sometimes
fMbiVY7j7yg-00088-00025386-00025655 I mean actually just a few days ago I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00089-00025656-00025877 was uh putting my bike on the back of my
fMbiVY7j7yg-00090-00025877-00026134 car and this young lady stopped me and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00091-00026135-00026357 she's like now mind you she don't know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00092-00026358-00026705 what I do and I don't know her she's uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00093-00026706-00026981 do you do you teach do you help women
fMbiVY7j7yg-00094-00026982-00027258 and I was like yes ma'am
fMbiVY7j7yg-00095-00027260-00027562 here's my website it was so Random
fMbiVY7j7yg-00096-00027563-00027918 so I look at the Lord man
fMbiVY7j7yg-00097-00027919-00028162 here's my website you know I gave it to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00098-00028163-00028390 her and she I was just uh talking to him
fMbiVY7j7yg-00099-00028391-00028535 like what is it you know some things you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00100-00028536-00028745 want to do and she was just telling me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00101-00028745-00029057 she said I'm I'm uh anxiety I'm really
fMbiVY7j7yg-00102-00029058-00029362 dealing with anxiety I said well
fMbiVY7j7yg-00103-00029363-00029602 just you know set up you know I just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00104-00029604-00029729 have to you have to take the proper
fMbiVY7j7yg-00105-00029730-00029939 channels I mean I'm in the middle of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00106-00029939-00030179 getting ready to go do something I you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00107-00030180-00030401 know so I wasn't able to really go
fMbiVY7j7yg-00108-00030402-00030607 through everything with her right there
fMbiVY7j7yg-00109-00030608-00031067 because I do have uh things that are uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00110-00031068-00031379 set up and in place for that so okay
fMbiVY7j7yg-00111-00031380-00031727 okay okay okay so the question I have on
fMbiVY7j7yg-00112-00031727-00031858 for you was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00113-00031860-00032177 um what made you um just basically start
fMbiVY7j7yg-00114-00032177-00032374 what you're doing I mean
fMbiVY7j7yg-00115-00032375-00032602 was it the or was it something that you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00116-00032603-00032789 spent time with the Lord and he kind of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00117-00032790-00033065 just brought it to your attention or was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00118-00033066-00033209 it just something you were really really
fMbiVY7j7yg-00119-00033210-00033502 doing for yourself and I guess along
fMbiVY7j7yg-00120-00033503-00033659 that journey of doing it for yourself
fMbiVY7j7yg-00121-00033660-00033911 you kind of ran into other people that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00122-00033912-00034199 needed your assistance in some way
fMbiVY7j7yg-00123-00034200-00034565 man you know um I definitely have to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00124-00034566-00034859 give all the glory to God because you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00125-00034860-00035152 know um it's something that I was I was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00126-00035153-00035446 praying for but I was praying for
fMbiVY7j7yg-00127-00035447-00035777 but not only for myself but uh other
fMbiVY7j7yg-00128-00035778-00036065 other women you know yeah kind of just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00129-00036066-00036233 like I said growing up in the country
fMbiVY7j7yg-00130-00036234-00036437 exercising has been one of those things
fMbiVY7j7yg-00131-00036438-00036665 that came Pretty Natural to me you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00132-00036666-00036899 it's not really an exercise if you're
fMbiVY7j7yg-00133-00036900-00037265 having fun so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00134-00037266-00037577 so um you know I was just praying and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00135-00037578-00037805 seeking the Lord and asking him like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00136-00037806-00038177 Lord why is it that you know I'm still
fMbiVY7j7yg-00137-00038178-00038327 because I had started gaining weight
fMbiVY7j7yg-00138-00038328-00038530 myself and I'm like what am I gaining
fMbiVY7j7yg-00139-00038531-00038729 weight when I'm exercising
fMbiVY7j7yg-00140-00038730-00039124 you know I'm not just laying around but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00141-00039125-00039340 I still feel like I'm gaining weight I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00142-00039341-00039587 still feel you know depressed I still
fMbiVY7j7yg-00143-00039588-00039983 feel down and you know and I'm like Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00144-00039984-00040235 I'm just now I'm not even in a place to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00145-00040236-00040571 help anyone else because you know people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00146-00040572-00040751 were asking me about physical fitness
fMbiVY7j7yg-00147-00040752-00041027 and stuff and I'm like I can't even help
fMbiVY7j7yg-00148-00041028-00041435 them because you know what well actually
fMbiVY7j7yg-00149-00041436-00041746 I was uh I was asked to take over the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00150-00041747-00042052 fitness program at my last Church uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00151-00042053-00042274 when I lived in San Antonio
fMbiVY7j7yg-00152-00042275-00042568 and uh of course before you take any
fMbiVY7j7yg-00153-00042569-00042796 leadership role in a church I encourage
fMbiVY7j7yg-00154-00042797-00042971 any and everybody to go to the Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00155-00042972-00043223 first you know no matter who who say you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00156-00043224-00043361 were called you want to make sure that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00157-00043362-00043630 the heater one so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00158-00043631-00043924 um he you know he basically told me you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00159-00043925-00044158 know I'm gonna show you but I'm go I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00160-00044159-00044368 not gonna show you with anybody else I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00161-00044369-00044512 gonna get the plank out of your eye
fMbiVY7j7yg-00162-00044513-00044693 first no
fMbiVY7j7yg-00163-00044694-00045124 and man it was like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00164-00045125-00045401 fast food was Stripped Away
fMbiVY7j7yg-00165-00045402-00045511 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00166-00045512-00045796 it was like hey
fMbiVY7j7yg-00167-00045797-00046265 you gonna go back to cooking your own
fMbiVY7j7yg-00168-00046266-00046367 food
fMbiVY7j7yg-00169-00046368-00046583 this is where we're gonna start
fMbiVY7j7yg-00170-00046584-00046780 and then I started cooking my own food
fMbiVY7j7yg-00171-00046781-00047035 and it's like okay now you need to start
fMbiVY7j7yg-00172-00047036-00047380 growing your own food if you want to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00173-00047381-00047657 know what's going in your body then put
fMbiVY7j7yg-00174-00047658-00047849 in your food what's going in your body
fMbiVY7j7yg-00175-00047850-00048137 right now you know what I mean so I mean
fMbiVY7j7yg-00176-00048138-00048371 don't get me wrong no I don't we I know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00177-00048372-00048580 I understand including myself we all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00178-00048581-00048790 can't afford a farm and all that stuff
fMbiVY7j7yg-00179-00048791-00048989 but you know there are different
fMbiVY7j7yg-00180-00048990-00049235 techniques so you you know we have
fMbiVY7j7yg-00181-00049236-00049529 different options and farmers markets
fMbiVY7j7yg-00182-00049530-00049708 and things of that nature where you can
fMbiVY7j7yg-00183-00049709-00049985 get to know the people that are taking
fMbiVY7j7yg-00184-00049986-00050189 care of the cattle the people that are
fMbiVY7j7yg-00185-00050190-00050423 taking care of the food so just getting
fMbiVY7j7yg-00186-00050424-00050674 more personal with with that side of it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00187-00050675-00050818 and basically
fMbiVY7j7yg-00188-00050819-00051065 um taking the face that we've basically
fMbiVY7j7yg-00189-00051066-00051335 taken the face off of the animal in any
fMbiVY7j7yg-00190-00051336-00051623 time humans included anytime you remove
fMbiVY7j7yg-00191-00051624-00052042 the Humane aspect of it you no longer uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00192-00052044-00052399 care about or even think or consider
fMbiVY7j7yg-00193-00052400-00052709 what's being done to it you know a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00194-00052710-00052882 hamburger is just a hamburger it's no
fMbiVY7j7yg-00195-00052883-00053129 longer it's no longer a cow
fMbiVY7j7yg-00196-00053129-00053392 you know so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00197-00053394-00053579 um just basically putting the face back
fMbiVY7j7yg-00198-00053579-00053938 on these on on our food and it's like if
fMbiVY7j7yg-00199-00053939-00054209 you only eating baby miniature carrots
fMbiVY7j7yg-00200-00054210-00054382 and you don't know that that was once in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00201-00054383-00054647 the dirt and you actually need to you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00202-00054648-00054850 know you you you had to put a seed in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00203-00054851-00055085 the ground for this to take place you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00204-00055086-00055216 know so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00205-00055217-00055415 um just putting the face back on it and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00206-00055416-00055492 then
fMbiVY7j7yg-00207-00055494-00055588 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00208-00055589-00055816 when he the Lord started dealing with me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00209-00055817-00056147 with the um with the mental side of it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00210-00056148-00056561 and I mean you know I went through uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00211-00056562-00056903 years of of counseling
fMbiVY7j7yg-00212-00056904-00057215 after the military and tried to seek all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00213-00057216-00057575 the help I could seek but there was no
fMbiVY7j7yg-00214-00057576-00057797 help like the help of the Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00215-00057798-00058021 amen
fMbiVY7j7yg-00216-00058022-00058199 once he
fMbiVY7j7yg-00217-00058200-00058535 showed me that aspect of it and just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00218-00058536-00058799 started dealing with the spiritual Roots
fMbiVY7j7yg-00219-00058800-00059087 behind all this stuff and that's where
fMbiVY7j7yg-00220-00059088-00059465 where Woods goes Woods goes into the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00221-00059466-00059842 root of it you know we don't surface you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00222-00059844-00060023 know it's basically the same concept
fMbiVY7j7yg-00223-00060024-00060238 like I just explained with the food and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00224-00060239-00060526 the vegetables it's the same concept of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00225-00060527-00060844 the spiritual roots if you just call it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00226-00060845-00061163 anxiety Then you never get to you you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00227-00061164-00061366 know you're taking the face off of the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00228-00061367-00061642 fact that the anxiety comes because
fMbiVY7j7yg-00229-00061644-00062092 x y z you know uh getting getting
fMbiVY7j7yg-00230-00062094-00062326 to that and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00231-00062327-00062566 that's not anything I can do I can only
fMbiVY7j7yg-00232-00062567-00062776 lead you to the water which is the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00233-00062777-00063041 living water and that's Jesus Christ you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00234-00063041-00063304 know amen and um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00235-00063305-00063803 so that's that was definitely a uh long
fMbiVY7j7yg-00236-00063804-00063988 process for me you know the Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00237-00063989-00064300 definitely wanted to make sure that like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00238-00064301-00064511 I said the plank was out of my eye
fMbiVY7j7yg-00239-00064512-00064679 before
fMbiVY7j7yg-00240-00064679-00064750 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00241-00064751-00064930 I could address
fMbiVY7j7yg-00242-00064932-00065453 anything concerning my sisters so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00243-00065454-00065567 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00244-00065568-00066137 oh man that was no no no I not and I and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00245-00066138-00066365 I'm I'm tracking and I get a lot of what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00246-00066366-00066617 you're saying because I know um with me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00247-00066618-00066803 doing what I'm doing it's the same thing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00248-00066804-00067103 on a lot of those roads that you had to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00249-00067104-00067379 cross I think every veteran rather male
fMbiVY7j7yg-00250-00067380-00067456 female
fMbiVY7j7yg-00251-00067457-00067715 um we all deal with that and a lot of it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00252-00067716-00067888 um I believe comes from a lot of the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00253-00067889-00068129 things you're saying because a lot of us
fMbiVY7j7yg-00254-00068130-00068344 um like I know for me I you know we were
fMbiVY7j7yg-00255-00068345-00068611 escaping something joining the military
fMbiVY7j7yg-00256-00068612-00068861 and the only thing I think the military
fMbiVY7j7yg-00257-00068862-00069100 did was amplify who we really were
fMbiVY7j7yg-00258-00069101-00069335 before the military because you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00259-00069336-00069581 they um basically trained us to be
fMbiVY7j7yg-00260-00069582-00069809 soldiers they gave us free room board
fMbiVY7j7yg-00261-00069810-00070055 different things but like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00262-00070056-00070319 um I believe a person um no matter how
fMbiVY7j7yg-00263-00070320-00070541 much money they have or um whatever it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00264-00070542-00070726 is they do in life they still who they
fMbiVY7j7yg-00265-00070727-00070943 are regardless of what it is that they
fMbiVY7j7yg-00266-00070944-00071194 do and when you haven't dealt with just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00267-00071195-00071417 your past or certain things that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00268-00071418-00071669 happened to you at some point your mind
fMbiVY7j7yg-00269-00071670-00071969 can't handle that pressure and you end
fMbiVY7j7yg-00270-00071970-00072305 up losing it snapping or going off on
fMbiVY7j7yg-00271-00072306-00072575 the deep end and then now you know your
fMbiVY7j7yg-00272-00072576-00072706 physical health your mental health
fMbiVY7j7yg-00273-00072707-00072959 everything just starts to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00274-00072960-00073073 um go through this thing I call
fMbiVY7j7yg-00275-00073074-00073217 depletion man like you just start
fMbiVY7j7yg-00276-00073218-00073493 falling apart and I see that a lot in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00277-00073494-00073643 the veteran Community a lot of people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00278-00073644-00073906 get out the military and when they did
fMbiVY7j7yg-00279-00073907-00074135 and and because a lot of us went in not
fMbiVY7j7yg-00280-00074136-00074387 knowing who we were we get out and the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00281-00074388-00074705 military was our lives basically for
fMbiVY7j7yg-00282-00074706-00074800 most people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00283-00074801-00074944 um you get out you don't know where else
fMbiVY7j7yg-00284-00074945-00075173 to go so you start you know on
fMbiVY7j7yg-00285-00075174-00075406 unraveling and all the training and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00286-00075407-00075641 everything that you got in military
fMbiVY7j7yg-00287-00075642-00075749 um if you didn't have a strong
fMbiVY7j7yg-00288-00075750-00075988 Foundation before going in you come out
fMbiVY7j7yg-00289-00075989-00076271 to that same you know Rocky um Stony
fMbiVY7j7yg-00290-00076272-00076576 heart um I'll say messed up Foundation
fMbiVY7j7yg-00291-00076577-00076738 that you had before you went into the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00292-00076739-00076912 military and then everything in your
fMbiVY7j7yg-00293-00076913-00077087 life just started falling apart all over
fMbiVY7j7yg-00294-00077088-00077315 again and you go from having something
fMbiVY7j7yg-00295-00077316-00077512 to now you get out people looking like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00296-00077513-00077632 hey man I thought you she was in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00297-00077633-00077855 military yeah I was but look at where
fMbiVY7j7yg-00298-00077856-00078094 you at now under this bridge or you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00299-00078095-00078388 you on drugs or you know this lady she
fMbiVY7j7yg-00300-00078389-00078593 goes in and she comes back out with you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00301-00078594-00078844 know multiple baby daddies and all these
fMbiVY7j7yg-00302-00078845-00079043 different kids and this man he got kids
fMbiVY7j7yg-00303-00079044-00079294 all over the world and just a lot of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00304-00079295-00079432 different things man and I believe
fMbiVY7j7yg-00305-00079433-00079606 that's because a lot of our foundations
fMbiVY7j7yg-00306-00079607-00079817 going in some of us you know we were
fMbiVY7j7yg-00307-00079818-00080075 Christians and got in there and went way
fMbiVY7j7yg-00308-00080076-00080261 left and then you got some people who
fMbiVY7j7yg-00309-00080262-00080555 didn't believe in God and they go
fMbiVY7j7yg-00310-00080556-00080729 through that you know whole thing that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00311-00080730-00080855 we went through in the military without
fMbiVY7j7yg-00312-00080856-00081100 God and get out and find themselves in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00313-00081101-00081394 the even worse predicament so it just I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00314-00081395-00081550 believe like what you're saying all of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00315-00081551-00081719 us have to you know be rooted and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00316-00081720-00081929 grounded and go to the well that living
fMbiVY7j7yg-00317-00081930-00082150 water and just allow him you know what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00318-00082151-00082391 I'm saying help us get through and you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00319-00082392-00082582 know allow him to show us what it is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00320-00082583-00082781 that's truly truly going on in our lives
fMbiVY7j7yg-00321-00082782-00083003 because without them man we can't make
fMbiVY7j7yg-00322-00083004-00083200 it and surviving this life at all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00323-00083201-00083350 that's right
fMbiVY7j7yg-00324-00083351-00084365 so that's pretty cool
fMbiVY7j7yg-00325-00084366-00084821 the one with uh with Ron the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00326-00084822-00085126 when we were in the service you know we
fMbiVY7j7yg-00327-00085127-00085499 all ran aimlessly without a purpose you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00328-00085500-00085744 know we weren't taught how to run we
fMbiVY7j7yg-00329-00085745-00086069 weren't taught how to properly place our
fMbiVY7j7yg-00330-00086070-00086350 feet how to properly breathe now we were
fMbiVY7j7yg-00331-00086351-00086526 given uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00332-00086527-00086837 techniques such as calling Cadence and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00333-00086838-00087143 you know left right left but if you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00334-00087144-00087335 don't understand what they're doing then
fMbiVY7j7yg-00335-00087336-00087635 you're just following orders yeah you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00336-00087636-00087911 know so you're not really teaching me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00337-00087912-00088300 you're just making sure that as long as
fMbiVY7j7yg-00338-00088301-00088505 I can follow these orders then I'm gonna
fMbiVY7j7yg-00339-00088506-00088931 stay step right yeah well what was does
fMbiVY7j7yg-00340-00088932-00089117 is we're a different run
fMbiVY7j7yg-00341-00089118-00089467 not only am I teaching you to run
fMbiVY7j7yg-00342-00089468-00089855 physically but I'm also teaching you or
fMbiVY7j7yg-00343-00089856-00090281 guiding you with the proper steps on the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00344-00090282-00090418 spiritual race
fMbiVY7j7yg-00345-00090419-00090682 you know and that's that race that Paul
fMbiVY7j7yg-00346-00090683-00090941 tells us about running with a purpose so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00347-00090942-00091247 that we all can obtain the prize and we
fMbiVY7j7yg-00348-00091248-00091547 know what that is you know so that's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00349-00091548-00091991 exactly the idea of running with Woods
fMbiVY7j7yg-00350-00091992-00092243 not just running without a purpose but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00351-00092244-00092362 running
fMbiVY7j7yg-00352-00092363-00092699 towards the mark of the high caller
fMbiVY7j7yg-00353-00092700-00092938 so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00354-00092939-00093250 when when you were talking about the you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00355-00093251-00093562 know the the military side of it I do
fMbiVY7j7yg-00356-00093563-00093718 remember you know I grew up in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00357-00093719-00093803 church
fMbiVY7j7yg-00358-00093804-00094162 um I grew up in my mom wasn't all shared
fMbiVY7j7yg-00359-00094163-00094391 my parents we spent a lot of time at
fMbiVY7j7yg-00360-00094392-00094582 church you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00361-00094583-00094931 um but it is easy to to get off track
fMbiVY7j7yg-00362-00094932-00095188 when you don't know we were just staying
fMbiVY7j7yg-00363-00095189-00095393 in Step I was just standing step with my
fMbiVY7j7yg-00364-00095394-00095644 parents when I joined the military I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00365-00095645-00096053 just fell in Step nobody told me hey
fMbiVY7j7yg-00366-00096054-00096394 this is why you say left right left
fMbiVY7j7yg-00367-00096395-00096761 this is why you calling Cadence this is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00368-00096762-00096929 why no you know my parents didn't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00369-00096930-00097217 explain this is why you go to church on
fMbiVY7j7yg-00370-00097218-00097421 Sunday this is why you read your word
fMbiVY7j7yg-00371-00097422-00097775 this is why you have to abide by the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00372-00097776-00098062 guidelines of this human manual the Holy
fMbiVY7j7yg-00373-00098063-00098356 Bible nobody ever explained that to me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00374-00098357-00098681 so because it was never explained once
fMbiVY7j7yg-00375-00098682-00098944 the left right left stopped I stopped
fMbiVY7j7yg-00376-00098945-00099226 them because I was just following ours
fMbiVY7j7yg-00377-00099227-00099394 yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-00378-00099395-00099562 you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00379-00099563-00099965 so now it's like because the Lord has
fMbiVY7j7yg-00380-00099966-00100229 truly and I feel that he's anointed me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00381-00100230-00100571 with the understanding of helping women
fMbiVY7j7yg-00382-00100572-00100912 not to just left right left but to stay
fMbiVY7j7yg-00383-00100913-00101224 in Step keep in step and understand why
fMbiVY7j7yg-00384-00101225-00101453 you're stepping you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00385-00101454-00101626 so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00386-00101627-00102011 that's when I when any time I'm I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00387-00102012-00102137 teaching
fMbiVY7j7yg-00388-00102138-00102262 uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00389-00102263-00102490 I I have a student that's running with
fMbiVY7j7yg-00390-00102491-00102790 me I always fall back off of them and I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00391-00102791-00103127 just look and I'm just you know and it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00392-00103128-00103384 funny because at first uh one of my
fMbiVY7j7yg-00393-00103385-00103618 students just was thinking that I was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00394-00103619-00103804 just running behind her she wasn't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00395-00103805-00104080 understanding why and at the end of the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00396-00104081-00104380 run I broke down everything she was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00397-00104381-00104815 doing posture uh the way her feet land
fMbiVY7j7yg-00398-00104816-00105281 why you know like no she's like oh oh my
fMbiVY7j7yg-00399-00105282-00105484 gosh I just I didn't know why you were
fMbiVY7j7yg-00400-00105485-00105725 running back there beside me that well
fMbiVY7j7yg-00401-00105726-00105923 in order for me to better understand you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00402-00105924-00106210 I have to study you can't just assume
fMbiVY7j7yg-00403-00106211-00106433 that I'm gonna bring you out here and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00404-00106433-00106673 teach you how to do this and that's the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00405-00106674-00106871 same thing with the Holy Bible if we
fMbiVY7j7yg-00406-00106872-00107051 want to better understand Jesus Christ
fMbiVY7j7yg-00407-00107052-00107239 we gotta study it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00408-00107240-00107495 just think you can sit beside the Bible
fMbiVY7j7yg-00409-00107496-00107663 not open you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00410-00107664-00107945 you know what I mean so yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-00411-00107946-00108184 you put both of those together it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00412-00108185-00108604 basically a wonderful way of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00413-00108605-00108952 helping not just develop your brain
fMbiVY7j7yg-00414-00108953-00109223 because that's what running is doing but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00415-00109224-00109516 redeveloping your brain to understand
fMbiVY7j7yg-00416-00109517-00109673 the truth
fMbiVY7j7yg-00417-00109674-00110008 and understand it you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00418-00110009-00110284 so it's not just you know people always
fMbiVY7j7yg-00419-00110285-00110440 tell me can I do something other than
fMbiVY7j7yg-00420-00110441-00110699 run
fMbiVY7j7yg-00421-00110700-00110902 yeah but we really
fMbiVY7j7yg-00422-00110903-00111401 really yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-00423-00111402-00111760 a message to the madness and you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00424-00111761-00112001 I'm not just talking out the side of my
fMbiVY7j7yg-00425-00112002-00112234 neck I have the credentials to back it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00426-00112235-00112499 you know so uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00427-00112500-00112840 and and I I just read like that's what I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00428-00112841-00113015 love doing you know and I don't just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00429-00113016-00113454 read anything I like to understand so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00430-00113455-00113716 my question for you for the audience is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00431-00113717-00113951 what branch of service did you serve in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00432-00113952-00114184 I served in the Army I served in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00433-00114185-00114449 Army uh nine years
fMbiVY7j7yg-00434-00114450-00114671 okay okay what was your job in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00435-00114672-00114802 military
fMbiVY7j7yg-00436-00114803-00115019 uh believe it or not I went in as a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00437-00115020-00115499 truck driver yeah it might yes 88 nights
fMbiVY7j7yg-00438-00115500-00115828 and then I switched over to uh 36 Bravo
fMbiVY7j7yg-00439-00115829-00115973 which is finance
fMbiVY7j7yg-00440-00115974-00116284 so uh yeah okay uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00441-00116285-00116513 when I was like wait a minute
fMbiVY7j7yg-00442-00116514-00117036 uh they getting the same painted okay
fMbiVY7j7yg-00443-00117038-00117328 let me do something
fMbiVY7j7yg-00444-00117329-00117484 so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00445-00117485-00117689 um how was your experience as the um as
fMbiVY7j7yg-00446-00117690-00117923 a one as a lady veteran um or not
fMbiVY7j7yg-00447-00117924-00118216 veteran but as a lady military personnel
fMbiVY7j7yg-00448-00118217-00118349 and the reason why I'm asking this
fMbiVY7j7yg-00449-00118350-00118528 question not the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00450-00118529-00118660 um you know bad mouth the military
fMbiVY7j7yg-00451-00118661-00118931 anything like that but I know as a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00452-00118932-00119249 gentleman um I got this I got to see it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00453-00119250-00119525 as a gentleman but also
fMbiVY7j7yg-00454-00119526-00119681 um you know of course my wife was in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00455-00119682-00119890 military but I got to see the opposite
fMbiVY7j7yg-00456-00119891-00120028 side
fMbiVY7j7yg-00457-00120029-00120251 um for women and I'm gonna be honest
fMbiVY7j7yg-00458-00120252-00120436 dude I know my sister acts she like hey
fMbiVY7j7yg-00459-00120438-00120533 bro
fMbiVY7j7yg-00460-00120533-00120695 um I see that military thing going good
fMbiVY7j7yg-00461-00120696-00121013 with you I'm gonna join I'm like nah I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00462-00121014-00121193 don't think I want you to do this
fMbiVY7j7yg-00463-00121194-00121486 because it was just a lot of things that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00464-00121488-00121607 I saw man
fMbiVY7j7yg-00465-00121608-00121834 um that it was just like man baby girl I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00466-00121835-00121966 knew my sister had some things she
fMbiVY7j7yg-00467-00121967-00122195 needed to work on and I didn't want to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00468-00122196-00122531 see her go in there and basically fall
fMbiVY7j7yg-00469-00122532-00122752 apart more than what was already going
fMbiVY7j7yg-00470-00122753-00122921 on in her life at that time anyway
fMbiVY7j7yg-00471-00122922-00123190 because to me um I'm not gonna say the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00472-00123191-00123521 military is a bad thing for anyone but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00473-00123522-00123701 if you don't truly truly know who you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00474-00123702-00123923 are have a strong foundation in the Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00475-00123924-00124210 then I wouldn't advise you know people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00476-00124211-00124469 to just join but then um I would say
fMbiVY7j7yg-00477-00124470-00124763 specifically lady veterans because I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00478-00124764-00125015 mean military women because it's it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00479-00125016-00125495 it's a rough road man it's a rough road
fMbiVY7j7yg-00480-00125496-00125554 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00481-00125555-00125723 my experience
fMbiVY7j7yg-00482-00125724-00125860 for me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00483-00125861-00126286 it was it was good but okay there was a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00484-00126288-00126593 compromising that had to take place it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00485-00126594-00126671 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00486-00126672-00127019 you know especially in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00487-00127020-00127397 in in 82nd it ain't no it's very far and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00488-00127398-00127715 a lot of women and when women do show up
fMbiVY7j7yg-00489-00127716-00127990 you pretty much a Target you know so you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00490-00127991-00128165 show up matter of fact when your name
fMbiVY7j7yg-00491-00128166-00128351 hits roster you got a bull's eye
fMbiVY7j7yg-00492-00128352-00128651 automatically so when I say compromise
fMbiVY7j7yg-00493-00128652-00128813 and either
fMbiVY7j7yg-00494-00128814-00129119 you were laying down on your back or you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00495-00129120-00129413 were laying down accepting what was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00496-00129414-00129814 the the verbal foolishness that had to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00497-00129815-00130343 go on or you know so for me it's like if
fMbiVY7j7yg-00498-00130344-00130552 you can't you know beat them join them
fMbiVY7j7yg-00499-00130553-00130739 so I just became kind of one of the guys
fMbiVY7j7yg-00500-00130740-00131002 you know I would just listen to the you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00501-00131003-00131363 know whatever was said and uh you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00502-00131364-00131795 the the bad-mouthing other women and the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00503-00131796-00131951 this
fMbiVY7j7yg-00504-00131952-00132197 that was the like I said it was either
fMbiVY7j7yg-00505-00132198-00132395 but I I was young I didn't I really
fMbiVY7j7yg-00506-00132396-00132521 didn't know anything I was just trying
fMbiVY7j7yg-00507-00132522-00132802 to you know that's just the truth
fMbiVY7j7yg-00508-00132803-00132875 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00509-00132876-00133043 so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00510-00133044-00133114 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00511-00133115-00133264 it was like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00512-00133265-00133727 my MOS was male dominant and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00513-00133728-00134123 I just did what I had to do to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00514-00134124-00134375 you know I I've never been a promiscuous
fMbiVY7j7yg-00515-00134376-00134663 woman so that was out of the question so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00516-00134664-00134921 the only other thing was to do my job
fMbiVY7j7yg-00517-00134922-00135202 really well so I could become one like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00518-00135203-00135497 one of the guys you know so it's like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00519-00135498-00135731 I'm I'm gonna I'm gonna get the the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00520-00135732-00136073 acceptance of them because man she can
fMbiVY7j7yg-00521-00136074-00136354 really drive them trucks and did you see
fMbiVY7j7yg-00522-00136355-00136678 her do that load did you see how she got
fMbiVY7j7yg-00523-00136679-00136973 got through that tight spot you know so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00524-00136974-00137243 it was an over compensating and pretty
fMbiVY7j7yg-00525-00137244-00137561 much uh exhausting myself just doing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00526-00137562-00137861 stuff that I necessarily would not have
fMbiVY7j7yg-00527-00137862-00138145 wanted to do as a woman such as you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00528-00138146-00138514 lifting stuff and going to the gym and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00529-00138515-00138778 getting bulky with the guys and just you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00530-00138779-00139013 know so it was it was one of those
fMbiVY7j7yg-00531-00139014-00139271 things you either were gonna uh fit in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00532-00139272-00139547 like I said as one of the guys to so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00533-00139548-00139816 that you can still get where you need to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00534-00139817-00140183 get get promoted or you can take the a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00535-00140184-00140351 slightly route and get promoted that way
fMbiVY7j7yg-00536-00140352-00140671 or you know like I know you can go and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00537-00140672-00141059 uh become a Eastern Star or whatever
fMbiVY7j7yg-00538-00141060-00141419 other uh thing they had going on and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00539-00141420-00141647 that'll get you to the top too
fMbiVY7j7yg-00540-00141648-00141857 or you could just do your job really
fMbiVY7j7yg-00541-00141858-00142114 well over the top pretty much you know I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00542-00142115-00142289 got overworked a lot
fMbiVY7j7yg-00543-00142290-00142493 um didn't really get
fMbiVY7j7yg-00544-00142494-00142799 um you know recognize for it a lot of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00545-00142800-00143093 times it was just uh go get will she'll
fMbiVY7j7yg-00546-00143094-00143302 do it you know so it was one of those
fMbiVY7j7yg-00547-00143303-00143537 things and I knew I was being used but I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00548-00143538-00143777 had to do what I had to do you know to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00549-00143778-00144089 uh to to be promoted and to be promoted
fMbiVY7j7yg-00550-00144090-00144437 with some dignity still so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00551-00144438-00144743 um that was uh you know that's the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00552-00144744-00145043 that's oh yeah I'm just giving you the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00553-00145044-00145427 uncut truth you know no and see in that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00554-00145428-00145643 and and that's and to me that's vet talk
fMbiVY7j7yg-00555-00145644-00145864 because again I mean like when me and my
fMbiVY7j7yg-00556-00145865-00146057 wife sit down and talk you know she
fMbiVY7j7yg-00557-00146058-00146195 asked me a lot of questions about
fMbiVY7j7yg-00558-00146196-00146423 certain things and like I told her for
fMbiVY7j7yg-00559-00146424-00146723 me um because I was able I was fortunate
fMbiVY7j7yg-00560-00146724-00146921 enough to go to Korea for my first Duty
fMbiVY7j7yg-00561-00146922-00147137 station I was around a lot of Sergeant
fMbiVY7j7yg-00562-00147138-00147359 Major first sergeant generals and all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00563-00147360-00147599 these people and because I was around
fMbiVY7j7yg-00564-00147600-00147869 the higher higher ups I was able to see
fMbiVY7j7yg-00565-00147870-00148043 the game of the army like I didn't know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00566-00148044-00148181 it was a game I thought I'm going into
fMbiVY7j7yg-00567-00148182-00148414 the army I'm a troop it I'm gonna do
fMbiVY7j7yg-00568-00148415-00148571 this I'm gonna do that I get to travel
fMbiVY7j7yg-00569-00148572-00148739 you know saying which is a lot of the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00570-00148740-00148919 things that I was able and fortunate
fMbiVY7j7yg-00571-00148920-00149159 enough to do but with that kind of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00572-00149160-00149399 politics side and the politics side
fMbiVY7j7yg-00573-00149400-00149681 involved a lot that women had to do that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00574-00149682-00149921 I seen as a male that at first when I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00575-00149922-00150077 first got into you know I'm gullible I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00576-00150078-00150287 a country boys I'm looking at these nice
fMbiVY7j7yg-00577-00150288-00150502 sisters I'm singles I'm like okay I want
fMbiVY7j7yg-00578-00150503-00150689 to be with this girl and then next you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00579-00150690-00150916 know you go from that you know sister
fMbiVY7j7yg-00580-00150917-00151114 coming in there you know Soda kind of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00581-00151115-00151252 got a head on her shoulder a little bit
fMbiVY7j7yg-00582-00151253-00151481 but she still struggles with her
fMbiVY7j7yg-00583-00151482-00151673 identity and certain things and then she
fMbiVY7j7yg-00584-00151674-00151864 get in there and she get caught up in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00585-00151865-00152016 that snag that you were talking about
fMbiVY7j7yg-00586-00152017-00152231 whereas like you're saying like I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00587-00152232-00152297 remember
fMbiVY7j7yg-00588-00152298-00152452 um when people and women would come to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00589-00152453-00152699 Korea before they even
fMbiVY7j7yg-00590-00152700-00152951 um were processed we knew they were in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00591-00152952-00153185 Korea and we had words that's through
fMbiVY7j7yg-00592-00153186-00153376 people who hire up uh different people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00593-00153377-00153581 who you know looked at the Manifest and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00594-00153582-00153743 knew who was coming where they were like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00595-00153744-00153976 hey we got such such coming and then
fMbiVY7j7yg-00596-00153977-00154175 they had one male to go up there and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00597-00154176-00154366 they're spot check the female which is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00598-00154367-00154528 basically I'm looking to see how she
fMbiVY7j7yg-00599-00154529-00154690 looked who she is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00600-00154691-00154925 etc etc etc and then before she even get
fMbiVY7j7yg-00601-00154926-00155213 to base everybody know who she is where
fMbiVY7j7yg-00602-00155214-00155471 she came from etc etc et cetera and then
fMbiVY7j7yg-00603-00155472-00155687 by the time she get there you got all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00604-00155688-00155885 these dudes because in all most of the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00605-00155886-00156035 um companies that I was in because I was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00606-00156036-00156287 at um mechanic at the time by the time
fMbiVY7j7yg-00607-00156288-00156514 she arrived out there you got all these
fMbiVY7j7yg-00608-00156515-00156689 dudes just standing out looking at her
fMbiVY7j7yg-00609-00156690-00156875 just like just just basically like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00610-00156876-00157049 almost like almost like a slave trade
fMbiVY7j7yg-00611-00157050-00157247 type stuff man where they just looking
fMbiVY7j7yg-00612-00157248-00157493 to work her in some kind of way and what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00613-00157494-00157702 she didn't know was dudes were already
fMbiVY7j7yg-00614-00157703-00157847 plotting and playing oh she don't know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00615-00157848-00158002 where she's at because she's in a new
fMbiVY7j7yg-00616-00158003-00158183 country so I'm gonna take her around and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00617-00158184-00158333 show her the things I'm gonna try to get
fMbiVY7j7yg-00618-00158334-00158609 her to you know that famous hey let's go
fMbiVY7j7yg-00619-00158610-00158801 drink and watch a movie thing like just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00620-00158802-00158963 certain things that you know was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00621-00158964-00159119 happening behind the scene that most
fMbiVY7j7yg-00622-00159120-00159359 women coming into the military first
fMbiVY7j7yg-00623-00159360-00159533 time didn't know and then you had a lot
fMbiVY7j7yg-00624-00159534-00159713 of lifers of people who've been in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00625-00159714-00159983 military they knew but they were part of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00626-00159984-00160187 the system either on a Saturday you are
fMbiVY7j7yg-00627-00160188-00160366 are they with that person on the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00628-00160367-00160493 opposite side that you would talk about
fMbiVY7j7yg-00629-00160494-00160733 that was promiscuous and they would be
fMbiVY7j7yg-00630-00160734-00160931 willing to do whatever it takes to you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00631-00160932-00161207 know just Advance themselves in life and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00632-00161208-00161411 I think that's why a lot of people need
fMbiVY7j7yg-00633-00161412-00161704 to come see you because it's a lot of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00634-00161705-00161897 female veterans that they're trying to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00635-00161898-00162059 figure out why they have a lot of mental
fMbiVY7j7yg-00636-00162060-00162383 issues and different things and I'm the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00637-00162384-00162581 Bible says on sexual sin is sin against
fMbiVY7j7yg-00638-00162582-00162833 your own body so I believe there's a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00639-00162834-00163157 mental health aspect to sleeping around
fMbiVY7j7yg-00640-00163158-00163373 that most people don't understand and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00641-00163374-00163552 know nothing about and I know about it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00642-00163553-00163726 because when the Lord started dealing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00643-00163727-00163990 with me with certain things I would
fMbiVY7j7yg-00644-00163991-00164159 always have pastors talk about that you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00645-00164160-00164321 just can't sleep around and don't think
fMbiVY7j7yg-00646-00164322-00164476 you're not going to have mental issues
fMbiVY7j7yg-00647-00164477-00164752 and he kept saying and saying and saying
fMbiVY7j7yg-00648-00164753-00164914 it and then one day just click like bro
fMbiVY7j7yg-00649-00164915-00165052 that's something that's wrong with
fMbiVY7j7yg-00650-00165053-00165209 something with you you know what I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00651-00165210-00165347 saying you got some issues because bro
fMbiVY7j7yg-00652-00165348-00165485 you were connecting yourself with people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00653-00165486-00165604 you shouldn't have been connected with
fMbiVY7j7yg-00654-00165605-00165766 then you think about the fact you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00655-00165767-00165899 connected with people in different
fMbiVY7j7yg-00656-00165900-00166102 countries you don't know what God they
fMbiVY7j7yg-00657-00166103-00166319 serve and the Bible talks about the two
fMbiVY7j7yg-00658-00166320-00166516 becoming one flesh laying down with a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00659-00166517-00166666 heart like just all these different
fMbiVY7j7yg-00660-00166667-00166823 things man like people who hear that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00661-00166824-00167014 stuff and they'd be like oh yeah that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00662-00167015-00167231 that don't apply to me no brother it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00663-00167232-00167423 applies to you and it really really
fMbiVY7j7yg-00664-00167424-00167687 speak volume if you allow God who's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00665-00167688-00167914 knocking at your heart to come in and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00666-00167915-00168076 sup with you and he'll show you like hey
fMbiVY7j7yg-00667-00168077-00168287 this is why you got these issues and I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00668-00168288-00168545 believe that us with a lot of veterans
fMbiVY7j7yg-00669-00168546-00168754 um really need to like reach out to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00670-00168755-00168976 people such as yourself especially all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00671-00168977-00169211 females because I mean God got people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00672-00169212-00169421 out there that's you know that's in him
fMbiVY7j7yg-00673-00169422-00169649 that can see man because going to the VA
fMbiVY7j7yg-00674-00169650-00169985 I'm not knocking it but it's a lot of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00675-00169986-00170147 things that they're not going to be able
fMbiVY7j7yg-00676-00170148-00170363 to diagnose properly and they're going
fMbiVY7j7yg-00677-00170364-00170549 to give you medication and other things
fMbiVY7j7yg-00678-00170550-00170951 to basically um in my book um pacify it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00679-00170952-00171119 and really not deal with the true
fMbiVY7j7yg-00680-00171120-00171461 borderline issue which is spiritual 98
fMbiVY7j7yg-00681-00171462-00171701 to 99 of the time in my book
fMbiVY7j7yg-00682-00171702-00171985 yeah I mean
fMbiVY7j7yg-00683-00171986-00172259 I would definitely probably say a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00684-00172260-00172614 hundred percent of this time
fMbiVY7j7yg-00685-00172615-00173116 you know I mean we talking about uh one
fMbiVY7j7yg-00686-00173117-00173381 one flesh Bond
fMbiVY7j7yg-00687-00173382-00173657 you get what I'm saying like if you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00688-00173658-00174011 think about a bond if you if you were to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00689-00174012-00174233 take two pieces of plastic and melt it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00690-00174234-00174514 together that's now bonded together it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00691-00174515-00174785 not coming back apart you would actually
fMbiVY7j7yg-00692-00174786-00175049 have to take and melt the entire thing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00693-00175050-00175223 and make something different you can't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00694-00175224-00175535 it you get what I'm saying so we we
fMbiVY7j7yg-00695-00175536-00175804 talking about issues that only the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00696-00175805-00176111 creator of it amen he you know the one
fMbiVY7j7yg-00697-00176112-00176369 who knows the number of hair on our
fMbiVY7j7yg-00698-00176370-00176561 heads he has to go back in there and say
fMbiVY7j7yg-00699-00176562-00176723 okay nope that piece of plastic don't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00700-00176724-00176945 belong to you that don't belong to you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00701-00176946-00177251 just don't belong get off of them
fMbiVY7j7yg-00702-00177252-00177604 because I need my original creation you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00703-00177605-00177964 know and he tells us he makes us New
fMbiVY7j7yg-00704-00177965-00178397 Creation new creatures so yeah I want to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00705-00178398-00178619 be made new I don't want none of that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00706-00178620-00178811 from nothing from the old man you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00707-00178812-00179069 like everything I was reading in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00708-00179070-00179363 word last night uh my sister and I we
fMbiVY7j7yg-00709-00179364-00179695 were reading and we're uh when
fMbiVY7j7yg-00710-00179696-00180028 the the portion when uh when you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00711-00180029-00180340 Jesus was crucified and the people were
fMbiVY7j7yg-00712-00180341-00180707 still walking by uh mocking him and all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00713-00180708-00180964 this stuff and uh you know we just like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00714-00180965-00181240 to kind of just just get under like just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00715-00181241-00181493 give each other our understanding of the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00716-00181494-00181733 word and we were talking about how the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00717-00181734-00181997 people were still going by you know oh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00718-00181998-00182201 he couldn't save himself and this and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00719-00182202-00182428 that well that's the same thing they
fMbiVY7j7yg-00720-00182429-00182687 doing to us but they're talking to a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00721-00182688-00182963 dead man you're talking to dead flesh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00722-00182964-00183269 those people from our past that come to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00723-00183270-00183587 try and you know look at events look at
fMbiVY7j7yg-00724-00183588-00183923 events now well you don't know brother
fMbiVY7j7yg-00725-00183924-00184049 Vincent
fMbiVY7j7yg-00726-00184050-00184271 you talking about a little boy that was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00727-00184272-00184445 in the Army you're talking about a dead
fMbiVY7j7yg-00728-00184446-00184697 man that man I I crucified him with
fMbiVY7j7yg-00729-00184698-00185075 Christ you know so it's like that's what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00730-00185076-00185321 we have to do and understand that when
fMbiVY7j7yg-00731-00185322-00185549 people are trying they're talking at us
fMbiVY7j7yg-00732-00185550-00185752 and they're not talking to us they're
fMbiVY7j7yg-00733-00185753-00185945 talking to a dead man that's been
fMbiVY7j7yg-00734-00185946-00186209 crucified already you know because
fMbiVY7j7yg-00735-00186210-00186521 people they can't uh I know will I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00736-00186522-00186881 served with her okay you did serve with
fMbiVY7j7yg-00737-00186882-00187283 will but I'm Shanita Williams yeah you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00738-00187284-00187390 know so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00739-00187391-00187681 I'm a New Creation in Christ
fMbiVY7j7yg-00740-00187682-00187954 so it's like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00741-00187955-00188345 spiritual issues absolutely that's what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00742-00188346-00188509 you have to leave on that cross
fMbiVY7j7yg-00743-00188510-00188807 everything attached to that dead man so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00744-00188808-00189047 when you were saying 98 no I'm gonna
fMbiVY7j7yg-00745-00189048-00189233 have to say 100 because
fMbiVY7j7yg-00746-00189234-00189461 because that has to die like you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00747-00189462-00189671 you have to but you gotta you have to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00748-00189672-00189904 see Christ for it he has to tell you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00749-00189905-00190121 okay now this is the root this is what's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00750-00190122-00190325 going on you know you've been struggling
fMbiVY7j7yg-00751-00190326-00190523 with this like you said when you were
fMbiVY7j7yg-00752-00190524-00190852 talking about uh that uh you know the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00753-00190853-00191152 the sexual scene and stuff so no
fMbiVY7j7yg-00754-00191153-00191428 we definitely just and I know what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00755-00191429-00191590 you're saying man that's that's for the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00756-00191591-00191873 holy spirit because I know um I think it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00757-00191874-00192071 was Monday I was in the gym and the Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00758-00192072-00192263 just began to speak to me and he was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00759-00192264-00192425 asking me the question
fMbiVY7j7yg-00760-00192426-00192490 um
fMbiVY7j7yg-00761-00192491-00192731 basically it was about all Barnabas and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00762-00192732-00193013 Jesus um who who who who would we want
fMbiVY7j7yg-00763-00193014-00193259 to see crucified because you know in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00764-00193260-00193475 most people cases they would say I would
fMbiVY7j7yg-00765-00193476-00193625 have crew you know most people back then
fMbiVY7j7yg-00766-00193626-00193913 would have crucified both but you know I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00767-00193914-00194243 was um learning a lot about just how the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00768-00194244-00194476 Pharisees were so corrupt and crazy to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00769-00194477-00194633 where they had they had to have
fMbiVY7j7yg-00770-00194634-00194873 something against the people that you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00771-00194874-00195040 know they brought to the cross with
fMbiVY7j7yg-00772-00195041-00195209 almond were brought to the trial of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00773-00195210-00195461 Jesus and you know they he they had to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00774-00195462-00195616 have something against him in order to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00775-00195617-00195766 get them to get to the place to where
fMbiVY7j7yg-00776-00195767-00195971 they were willing to sell out Jesus to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00777-00195972-00196211 protect their own interests because why
fMbiVY7j7yg-00778-00196212-00196451 would you want to see somebody else die
fMbiVY7j7yg-00779-00196452-00196649 you know knowing that you know I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00780-00196650-00196823 saying basically we all deserve death
fMbiVY7j7yg-00781-00196824-00196985 and in that case
fMbiVY7j7yg-00782-00196986-00197171 um when you when you fast forward and go
fMbiVY7j7yg-00783-00197172-00197345 to the moment when Jesus was on the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00784-00197346-00197495 cross here it is you got two people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00785-00197496-00197735 sitting beside them and one looked at it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00786-00197736-00198023 as an opportunity to get saved and I and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00787-00198024-00198149 the other one looked at it as
fMbiVY7j7yg-00788-00198150-00198401 opportunity to Mock and you know talk
fMbiVY7j7yg-00789-00198402-00198635 down about what was going on and it was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00790-00198636-00198790 just so crazy when Lord was taking me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00791-00198791-00198995 back there's a lot more I have to it but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00792-00198996-00199138 it's just when he was taking me back and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00793-00199139-00199343 showed me that I was like man Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00794-00199344-00199559 what's up what I have been on because
fMbiVY7j7yg-00795-00199560-00199763 when you know on Pastor was talking
fMbiVY7j7yg-00796-00199764-00199913 about condemnation when you feel
fMbiVY7j7yg-00797-00199914-00200159 condemned it's easy for you to condemn
fMbiVY7j7yg-00798-00200160-00200393 others man and it's easy for you to see
fMbiVY7j7yg-00799-00200394-00200573 what they got going on just like what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00800-00200574-00200740 you were saying when God would take you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00801-00200741-00200969 back and get the mode out your eye it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00802-00200970-00201125 was a reason why he did that because he
fMbiVY7j7yg-00803-00201126-00201250 didn't want you to walk around with that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00804-00201251-00201388 motor your eye hurt and other people
fMbiVY7j7yg-00805-00201389-00201599 trying to help him and that's what I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00806-00201600-00201802 think happens to a lot of veterans is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00807-00201803-00202049 they try to help other veterans but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00808-00202050-00202211 because they got things in their way
fMbiVY7j7yg-00809-00202212-00202450 such as drugs alcohol you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00810-00202451-00202649 lascivious life and different things
fMbiVY7j7yg-00811-00202650-00202888 they want to help them but then in the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00812-00202889-00203014 long run they end up hurting them
fMbiVY7j7yg-00813-00203015-00203273 because now you start unequally yoking
fMbiVY7j7yg-00814-00203274-00203452 yourself together which is you know why
fMbiVY7j7yg-00815-00203453-00203645 I respect a lot of what you were saying
fMbiVY7j7yg-00816-00203646-00203933 like Okay brother me doing what um was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00817-00203934-00204166 I'm not gonna deal with the men because
fMbiVY7j7yg-00818-00204167-00204340 that's not what God called me to I know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00819-00204341-00204533 you keeping the biblical but at the same
fMbiVY7j7yg-00820-00204534-00204754 time the spiritual side of it is you're
fMbiVY7j7yg-00821-00204755-00204886 not putting yourself in a situation
fMbiVY7j7yg-00822-00204887-00205127 where you yoke yourself together in a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00823-00205128-00205312 way to where God didn't cause you to do
fMbiVY7j7yg-00824-00205313-00205564 that and to me that's why people need to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00825-00205565-00205798 come see around what Woods because again
fMbiVY7j7yg-00826-00205800-00206027 it's all biblical it's sticking to the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00827-00206028-00206219 scriptures there's not something you're
fMbiVY7j7yg-00828-00206219-00206410 doing out of feelings there's not no new
fMbiVY7j7yg-00829-00206411-00206603 age philosophy you know it's all
fMbiVY7j7yg-00830-00206604-00206825 biblical and that's why they need to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00831-00206826-00206929 come see
fMbiVY7j7yg-00832-00206930-00207162 woods
fMbiVY7j7yg-00833-00207163-00207508 man brother you know something that I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00834-00207509-00207790 don't really talk about much but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00835-00207791-00208331 um I started uh this company uh some
fMbiVY7j7yg-00836-00208332-00208516 years ago probably about seven maybe
fMbiVY7j7yg-00837-00208517-00208769 going on eight years ago now uh and it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00838-00208769-00209032 was uh it was called face Fitness
fMbiVY7j7yg-00839-00209033-00209179 and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00840-00209180-00209434 I was doing it for a couple of months
fMbiVY7j7yg-00841-00209435-00209686 and the Lord I I'm just praying I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00842-00209687-00209951 asking the Lord why is this you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00843-00209952-00210257 feel so so hard like I just don't want
fMbiVY7j7yg-00844-00210258-00210557 to do it that's when he set me down like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00845-00210558-00210839 you sit down somewhere I have to take
fMbiVY7j7yg-00846-00210840-00211067 you through a process that was almost
fMbiVY7j7yg-00847-00211067-00211392 eight years ago
fMbiVY7j7yg-00848-00211394-00211787 the Lord set me down I've been doing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00849-00211788-00212021 exactly what I'm doing right now wrong
fMbiVY7j7yg-00850-00212021-00212231 with Woods for the last eight years for
fMbiVY7j7yg-00851-00212232-00212471 free
fMbiVY7j7yg-00852-00212471-00212719 I've been giving this to women for free
fMbiVY7j7yg-00853-00212719-00213263 if you came up to me and wanted uh you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00854-00213264-00213551 know well actually I felt that the Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-00855-00213552-00213844 it was just you know different stuff
fMbiVY7j7yg-00856-00213846-00214096 like you know this one needs this and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00857-00214098-00214360 that one needs that sometimes I would
fMbiVY7j7yg-00858-00214361-00214625 just take women on camping trips
fMbiVY7j7yg-00859-00214626-00214901 uh canoeing trips two three days
fMbiVY7j7yg-00860-00214902-00215153 canoeing down Rivers
fMbiVY7j7yg-00861-00215154-00215644 um camping just hiking biking
fMbiVY7j7yg-00862-00215646-00215969 whatever the Lord put on my heart to do
fMbiVY7j7yg-00863-00215969-00216382 and never ask for a single dime because
fMbiVY7j7yg-00864-00216383-00216767 for one I wasn't led to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00865-00216767-00216946 and for two
fMbiVY7j7yg-00866-00216948-00217271 the Lord was perfecting me
fMbiVY7j7yg-00867-00217271-00217481 you know what I mean and that I'm not
fMbiVY7j7yg-00868-00217482-00217763 saying I'm perfect that's no that's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00869-00217764-00217967 that's foolish to think that a human
fMbiVY7j7yg-00870-00217967-00218182 being could be perfect that's not what
fMbiVY7j7yg-00871-00218183-00218381 I'm saying I'm saying he was he was
fMbiVY7j7yg-00872-00218382-00218723 perfecting me to be able to stand in
fMbiVY7j7yg-00873-00218723-00218992 front of women and say you have to do it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00874-00218994-00219101 this way
fMbiVY7j7yg-00875-00219102-00219629 now and not that way you have to trust
fMbiVY7j7yg-00876-00219630-00219898 God and not yourself you got to let go
fMbiVY7j7yg-00877-00219900-00220108 of this person you gotta move you got to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00878-00220109-00220439 do you know so it's so that way I'm not
fMbiVY7j7yg-00879-00220440-00220781 saying do as I say and not as as I as I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00880-00220782-00221027 do because
fMbiVY7j7yg-00881-00221028-00221410 that that to me is why
fMbiVY7j7yg-00882-00221411-00221692 um you know I I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00883-00221694-00222125 I love Woods like if I wasn't if I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00884-00222126-00222442 wasn't you know the the founder
fMbiVY7j7yg-00885-00222444-00222742 I would be a part of it and I'm not just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00886-00222744-00223091 saying that but it's because I know my
fMbiVY7j7yg-00887-00223092-00223271 heart for
fMbiVY7j7yg-00888-00223271-00223667 in my heart for people and the the even
fMbiVY7j7yg-00889-00223667-00223979 the the mere fact that all this stuff
fMbiVY7j7yg-00890-00223980-00224146 that I've been doing for the past
fMbiVY7j7yg-00891-00224148-00224471 several years has not has been on my own
fMbiVY7j7yg-00892-00224471-00224825 dying making sure that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00893-00224826-00225053 what God is asking me to do is being
fMbiVY7j7yg-00894-00225054-00225269 done and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00895-00225269-00225401 just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00896-00225402-00225582 actually
fMbiVY7j7yg-00897-00225583-00225982 showing me what a leader is and how to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00898-00225983-00226432 be one as far as this aspect go now
fMbiVY7j7yg-00899-00226433-00226775 what the the future holds what my future
fMbiVY7j7yg-00900-00226776-00227015 husband desires and all that stuff
fMbiVY7j7yg-00901-00227016-00227279 that's gonna be up to him that's nothing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00902-00227280-00227555 I can do about that if he say I don't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00903-00227556-00227831 want you doing that but as of right now
fMbiVY7j7yg-00904-00227832-00228010 as
fMbiVY7j7yg-00905-00228011-00228251 single Miss Shanita Williams
fMbiVY7j7yg-00906-00228252-00228665 this is what I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00907-00228666-00228923 being led to do
fMbiVY7j7yg-00908-00228923-00229337 by by helping women Christian women
fMbiVY7j7yg-00909-00229338-00229739 not just say Christian but actually be a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00910-00229740-00230003 believer in Christ
fMbiVY7j7yg-00911-00230004-00230219 so that way you and you're not just
fMbiVY7j7yg-00912-00230219-00230453 saying oh I'm a I'm a Chris I don't even
fMbiVY7j7yg-00913-00230454-00230701 know why it says Chris but you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00914-00230702-00231058 like I'm a Christian you know what I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00915-00231059-00231365 saying I'm a Believer and Walker of
fMbiVY7j7yg-00916-00231366-00231484 Christ
fMbiVY7j7yg-00917-00231485-00231898 yeah so those are the women that I that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00918-00231900-00232331 I desire to to help and Lead
fMbiVY7j7yg-00919-00232332-00232553 people like me who grew up in the church
fMbiVY7j7yg-00920-00232554-00232751 but all you've seen was inconsistency
fMbiVY7j7yg-00921-00232752-00233008 you know sister such and such pregnant
fMbiVY7j7yg-00922-00233009-00233351 by the pastor's son and and uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-00923-00233352-00233687 uh the choir director throwing more
fMbiVY7j7yg-00924-00233688-00233842 Flames than hell
fMbiVY7j7yg-00925-00233844-00234119 yeah you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00926-00234119-00234269 I mean
fMbiVY7j7yg-00927-00234269-00234575 so it's like seeing those
fMbiVY7j7yg-00928-00234576-00234773 inconsistencies and then going to the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00929-00234773-00234958 world you're like ain't no difference
fMbiVY7j7yg-00930-00234959-00235319 I can be pure trash call myself a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00931-00235319-00235546 Christian and be okay but the answer is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00932-00235548-00235913 no absolutely not you can't do that you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00933-00235914-00236081 know oh yeah so
fMbiVY7j7yg-00934-00236082-00236429 it's like that's that's where the heart
fMbiVY7j7yg-00935-00236430-00236591 of woods is
fMbiVY7j7yg-00936-00236592-00236879 helping you get to the truth now for the
fMbiVY7j7yg-00937-00236880-00237131 ones who want to cover their ears like
fMbiVY7j7yg-00938-00237132-00237455 Zacchaeus say you know in in in that
fMbiVY7j7yg-00939-00237456-00237706 book where those he went to go prophesy
fMbiVY7j7yg-00940-00237707-00237965 to to the to the foolish people and they
fMbiVY7j7yg-00941-00237966-00238096 covering their ears I don't want to hear
fMbiVY7j7yg-00942-00238098-00238265 what you got to say
fMbiVY7j7yg-00943-00238266-00238439 okay
fMbiVY7j7yg-00944-00238440-00238715 so be it one thing
fMbiVY7j7yg-00945-00238716-00239092 that you know I I don't know if it had
fMbiVY7j7yg-00946-00239094-00239410 the Lord created me so it had but I have
fMbiVY7j7yg-00947-00239411-00239860 this piece about not being concerned if
fMbiVY7j7yg-00948-00239861-00240065 you don't want my God
fMbiVY7j7yg-00949-00240066-00240217 oh yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-00950-00240217-00240496 if you don't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00951-00240498-00240779 so okay you know when people die believe
fMbiVY7j7yg-00952-00240780-00241025 in it okay have a good day oh you ain't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00953-00241026-00241265 gonna say nothing else I don't care I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00954-00241266-00241565 don't care that you want to go to hell
fMbiVY7j7yg-00955-00241566-00241877 if that's your desire okay what do you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00956-00241878-00242191 want me to do that's like you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00957-00242192-00242587 imma smoke this crap enjoy
fMbiVY7j7yg-00958-00242588-00243017 you know now if you want help will I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00959-00243017-00243371 stop and help you absolutely but are you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00960-00243371-00243551 gonna burn me out
fMbiVY7j7yg-00961-00243552-00243863 no you're not gonna burn me out and you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00962-00243864-00243994 don't want it
fMbiVY7j7yg-00963-00243996-00244192 and that's something else but that's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00964-00244194-00244403 something else with Woods as well and I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00965-00244404-00244625 really feel that women ought to know
fMbiVY7j7yg-00966-00244626-00245003 this before you go to my website
fMbiVY7j7yg-00967-00245004-00245381 if you come and you assume that I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00968-00245382-00245777 gonna babysit you you assume that I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00969-00245778-00246058 gonna listen to on my leg hurt my knee
fMbiVY7j7yg-00970-00246059-00246244 hurt my back hurt you talking to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00971-00246246-00246487 somebody that goes to a chiropractor
fMbiVY7j7yg-00972-00246488-00246781 once a week you're talking to somebody
fMbiVY7j7yg-00973-00246782-00247282 who has to to do a lot of things to to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00974-00247283-00247684 maintain my physical condition
fMbiVY7j7yg-00975-00247685-00248021 so I'm not here to listen to what you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00976-00248021-00248219 can't do either you want the help or you
fMbiVY7j7yg-00977-00248219-00248356 don't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00978-00248357-00248734 it's not a daycare I don't babysit and I
fMbiVY7j7yg-00979-00248735-00248951 definitely don't bite my tongue
fMbiVY7j7yg-00980-00248952-00249287 am I rude not by not by a long shot when
fMbiVY7j7yg-00981-00249288-00249515 I say I don't bite my tongue I mean I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-00982-00249516-00249755 not gonna tolerate foolishness
fMbiVY7j7yg-00983-00249756-00250108 because we're all adults we all have a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00984-00250109-00250187 choice
fMbiVY7j7yg-00985-00250188-00250487 and that's what I want people to make a
fMbiVY7j7yg-00986-00250488-00250782 choice to live a healthy lifestyle
fMbiVY7j7yg-00987-00250783-00250991 you've made a choice to live an
fMbiVY7j7yg-00988-00250992-00251321 unhealthy lifestyle now make a choice to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00989-00251321-00251632 live a healthy lifestyle that's
fMbiVY7j7yg-00990-00251633-00251951 spiritual Fitness physical fitness and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00991-00251952-00252119 mental Fitness
fMbiVY7j7yg-00992-00252119-00252431 You Gotta Have It
fMbiVY7j7yg-00993-00252432-00252942 if not you just I had to bite my dog but
fMbiVY7j7yg-00994-00252944-00253129 yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-00995-00253130-00253373 the way the law put it on your heart to
fMbiVY7j7yg-00996-00253373-00253594 say it man I mean this is that talk and
fMbiVY7j7yg-00997-00253596-00253732 this is believer talk because as
fMbiVY7j7yg-00998-00253733-00254021 Believers hey man we just gotta we can't
fMbiVY7j7yg-00999-00254021-00254189 we can't cut to the chase when people
fMbiVY7j7yg-01000-00254190-00254471 die and going to hell I'm serious like I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01001-00254471-00254741 I'm learning from Pastor man not to be
fMbiVY7j7yg-01002-00254742-00254975 politically correct man like there's no
fMbiVY7j7yg-01003-00254976-00255142 such thing as being politically correct
fMbiVY7j7yg-01004-00255144-00255341 as a Believer it's just either you can
fMbiVY7j7yg-01005-00255342-00255556 get people to chew for just stop talking
fMbiVY7j7yg-01006-00255557-00255787 yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-01007-00255788-00256132 well the truth is if you deny them three
fMbiVY7j7yg-01008-00256133-00256492 things then you gonna be fat stupid in
fMbiVY7j7yg-01009-00256494-00256787 hell
fMbiVY7j7yg-01010-00256788-00256975 and that's the bottom line
fMbiVY7j7yg-01011-00256976-00257237 so it's it's a choice that you have to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01012-00257238-00257339 make today
fMbiVY7j7yg-01013-00257340-00257542 and you don't get one without the other
fMbiVY7j7yg-01014-00257544-00257734 you know understand that you can't even
fMbiVY7j7yg-01015-00257735-00258010 retain when you're reading and trust me
fMbiVY7j7yg-01016-00258011-00258269 I did it I've did it to see the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01017-00258269-00258377 difference
fMbiVY7j7yg-01018-00258378-00258779 eat unhealthy and read a book
fMbiVY7j7yg-01019-00258780-00258977 and try and tell somebody what just
fMbiVY7j7yg-01020-00258978-00259121 happened in that chapter
fMbiVY7j7yg-01021-00259121-00259306 read healthy
fMbiVY7j7yg-01022-00259307-00259613 I mean eat healthy read that same book
fMbiVY7j7yg-01023-00259614-00259984 and watch you miss some stuff
fMbiVY7j7yg-01024-00259985-00260356 you missed it from the last time
fMbiVY7j7yg-01025-00260357-00260830 what just happened
fMbiVY7j7yg-01026-00260831-00260963 to this
fMbiVY7j7yg-01027-00260964-00261113 so how you think you're gonna eat
fMbiVY7j7yg-01028-00261114-00261808 unhealthy read the word and entertain it
fMbiVY7j7yg-01029-00261809-00262060 you know what I mean no you know what
fMbiVY7j7yg-01030-00262061-00262391 but I'm gonna give you a testimonial and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01031-00262392-00262673 I glad I thank the Lord that you said
fMbiVY7j7yg-01032-00262674-00262841 that because again I know you don't help
fMbiVY7j7yg-01033-00262842-00263032 man but like you had told me what me and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01034-00263033-00263171 you had the conversation you was like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01035-00263172-00263447 Hey brother I I give your wife the twos
fMbiVY7j7yg-01036-00263448-00263615 everything and if you decide to deal
fMbiVY7j7yg-01037-00263616-00263891 with her that's how you do it so I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01038-00263892-00264173 respect that I'm gonna do it that way so
fMbiVY7j7yg-01039-00264174-00264460 what you're saying is actually true
fMbiVY7j7yg-01040-00264461-00264713 since I've been doing this with her I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-01041-00264714-00264863 gonna be honest to you this has been
fMbiVY7j7yg-01042-00264864-00265121 declares that my mind have been and I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01043-00265122-00265360 fought myself retaining things that I've
fMbiVY7j7yg-01044-00265361-00265487 been struggling trying to figure out
fMbiVY7j7yg-01045-00265488-00265756 Laura why is it that I'm dealing with
fMbiVY7j7yg-01046-00265757-00265973 like this mental fog like it just felt
fMbiVY7j7yg-01047-00265974-00266195 like man my mind was just always cloudy
fMbiVY7j7yg-01048-00266196-00266410 with just things like everything I did
fMbiVY7j7yg-01049-00266411-00266621 throughout the day I remember all of
fMbiVY7j7yg-01050-00266622-00266777 that stuff but when it came to the word
fMbiVY7j7yg-01051-00266778-00267071 of God the actual Living Word I couldn't
fMbiVY7j7yg-01052-00267072-00267275 retain it always hard to retain it to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01053-00267276-00267395 the point that where when I'm trying to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01054-00267396-00267563 explain things to my family and my
fMbiVY7j7yg-01055-00267564-00267743 family you know meetings I have every
fMbiVY7j7yg-01056-00267744-00267934 day where I talk about the Lord and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01057-00267935-00268127 different things like that it was hard
fMbiVY7j7yg-01058-00268128-00268301 to do that without having my phone in
fMbiVY7j7yg-01059-00268302-00268541 front of me to you know help me recite
fMbiVY7j7yg-01060-00268542-00268805 and you know um resay what I was
fMbiVY7j7yg-01061-00268806-00269069 thinking or what I was studying it was
fMbiVY7j7yg-01062-00269070-00269339 just hard it was actually hard it was
fMbiVY7j7yg-01063-00269340-00269608 hard and a lot of that was because I was
fMbiVY7j7yg-01064-00269609-00269843 eating nothing but junk I mean when I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01065-00269844-00270082 say junk man jump but since starting
fMbiVY7j7yg-01066-00270083-00270382 this oh my god I've noticed a difference
fMbiVY7j7yg-01067-00270383-00270671 a big difference and man I commend the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01068-00270672-00270784 Lord for the work that he's doing
fMbiVY7j7yg-01069-00270785-00271006 through you man because it's much needed
fMbiVY7j7yg-01070-00271007-00271271 for those sisters out there and it'll
fMbiVY7j7yg-01071-00271272-00271493 help them you know take care of that man
fMbiVY7j7yg-01072-00271494-00271637 because at the end of the day if she
fMbiVY7j7yg-01073-00271638-00271829 eating bad he gonna eat back and my wife
fMbiVY7j7yg-01074-00271830-00271973 always said well baby maybe we need to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01075-00271974-00272189 do this I said nah baby if we get you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01076-00272190-00272375 right I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be right
fMbiVY7j7yg-01077-00272376-00272525 because you the one that handled the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01078-00272526-00272741 food in the house you're the one that do
fMbiVY7j7yg-01079-00272742-00272941 all of the little things that I don't do
fMbiVY7j7yg-01080-00272942-00273232 and if you're not on your game then I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-01081-00273233-00273425 gonna be off my game because my mind is
fMbiVY7j7yg-01082-00273426-00273658 not you know I don't process things like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01083-00273659-00273869 you do you know God built you to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01084-00273870-00274055 specifically do the things that you do
fMbiVY7j7yg-01085-00274056-00274319 like women y'all are very detailed you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01086-00274320-00274499 know y'all are sit there let's not say
fMbiVY7j7yg-01087-00274500-00274643 they aren't men like that but I know for
fMbiVY7j7yg-01088-00274644-00274853 me as a man I struggle with that wanting
fMbiVY7j7yg-01089-00274854-00274997 to sit down there and read before my
fMbiVY7j7yg-01090-00274998-00275243 wife when she's really locked in and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01091-00275244-00275441 focused on something she gets into it
fMbiVY7j7yg-01092-00275442-00275699 and it's just like man thank you Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-01093-00275700-00276041 thank you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01094-00276042-00276210 so that's amazing
fMbiVY7j7yg-01095-00276211-00276467 thank you sis for what you're doing for
fMbiVY7j7yg-01096-00276468-00276695 these ladies out here I I'm serious man
fMbiVY7j7yg-01097-00276696-00276880 it's a much needed again we understand
fMbiVY7j7yg-01098-00276881-00277091 you know many people aren't going to buy
fMbiVY7j7yg-01099-00277092-00277313 it um buy into the Lord like that and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01100-00277314-00277541 take the help that he's given them
fMbiVY7j7yg-01101-00277542-00277751 through you but you know just stay
fMbiVY7j7yg-01102-00277752-00277889 encouraged and keep doing what you're
fMbiVY7j7yg-01103-00277890-00278027 doing unto the Lord because at the end
fMbiVY7j7yg-01104-00278028-00278213 of the day that's all that matters man
fMbiVY7j7yg-01105-00278214-00278506 it's about doing it under him man I mean
fMbiVY7j7yg-01106-00278507-00278801 regardless of people like it or not and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01107-00278802-00279029 I think the coolest part about on what
fMbiVY7j7yg-01108-00279030-00279227 you're doing is you kind of went through
fMbiVY7j7yg-01109-00279228-00279419 the Prodigal Son moment not prodigal son
fMbiVY7j7yg-01110-00279420-00279569 on the Young Rich ruler moment where
fMbiVY7j7yg-01111-00279570-00279827 here it is you know um
fMbiVY7j7yg-01112-00279828-00280043 you know in his case man when he was
fMbiVY7j7yg-01113-00280044-00280217 wanting to fall of Jesus Jesus told him
fMbiVY7j7yg-01114-00280218-00280469 he had to give up everything and you've
fMbiVY7j7yg-01115-00280470-00280606 been going through your giving up
fMbiVY7j7yg-01116-00280607-00280865 everything moment for eight years and I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01117-00280866-00281056 believe the reason why you went through
fMbiVY7j7yg-01118-00281057-00281225 that like any of us is because
fMbiVY7j7yg-01119-00281226-00281410 everything we do has to be done through
fMbiVY7j7yg-01120-00281411-00281675 self-denial it can't be about the likes
fMbiVY7j7yg-01121-00281676-00281945 it can be about what um how many people
fMbiVY7j7yg-01122-00281946-00282149 we read it can't be about to have to be
fMbiVY7j7yg-01123-00282150-00282358 about total self denial so that the Lord
fMbiVY7j7yg-01124-00282359-00282563 which is the one that does the work
fMbiVY7j7yg-01125-00282564-00282821 through us can do his part because he
fMbiVY7j7yg-01126-00282822-00283019 don't want us involving anything that he
fMbiVY7j7yg-01127-00283020-00283205 want to do because again you know we
fMbiVY7j7yg-01128-00283206-00283432 Expendable to him if he feel like we too
fMbiVY7j7yg-01129-00283433-00283595 much in the way hey all right you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01130-00283596-00283708 what I'm gonna move on to somebody else
fMbiVY7j7yg-01131-00283709-00283949 and move on to somebody who you know not
fMbiVY7j7yg-01132-00283950-00284080 looking for nothing because that's what
fMbiVY7j7yg-01133-00284081-00284249 I want you know and that's that's what
fMbiVY7j7yg-01134-00284250-00284387 it takes to be a True Believer anyway
fMbiVY7j7yg-01135-00284388-00284579 you have to get to that place to where
fMbiVY7j7yg-01136-00284580-00284777 you understand it's not about you man
fMbiVY7j7yg-01137-00284778-00285049 it's about him the Creator
fMbiVY7j7yg-01138-00285050-00285215 absolutely
fMbiVY7j7yg-01139-00285216-00285565 so we gotta Die daily
fMbiVY7j7yg-01140-00285566-00285899 you're welcome but I can't I have to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01141-00285900-00286091 give back glory to God and that's not a
fMbiVY7j7yg-01142-00286092-00286337 cliche I know we hear it man sometimes
fMbiVY7j7yg-01143-00286338-00286571 I'd be like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01144-00286572-00286865 but it's the truth you I mean
fMbiVY7j7yg-01145-00286866-00287039 I can't
fMbiVY7j7yg-01146-00287040-00287279 I couldn't even
fMbiVY7j7yg-01147-00287280-00287447 understand
fMbiVY7j7yg-01148-00287448-00287777 how I understand half the stuff you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01149-00287778-00288089 my anytime my office manager when I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-01150-00288090-00288280 going over some of the stuff with her
fMbiVY7j7yg-01151-00288281-00288641 and she's like you're gonna have to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01152-00288642-00288958 break it down a little further I'm like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01153-00288959-00289391 oh why I I like it's like what
fMbiVY7j7yg-01154-00289392-00289619 everybody don't understand the way you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01155-00289620-00289721 understand
fMbiVY7j7yg-01156-00289722-00289919 and I'm like but
fMbiVY7j7yg-01157-00289920-00290189 I I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01158-00290190-00290506 it's so not mine until I just feel like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01159-00290507-00290777 it's common knowledge like it's because
fMbiVY7j7yg-01160-00290778-00291023 it's the Lord putting it in me
fMbiVY7j7yg-01161-00291024-00291293 I don't understand how I know it so I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01162-00291294-00291479 feel like if it but if that's the case
fMbiVY7j7yg-01163-00291480-00291677 then it must be like walking everybody
fMbiVY7j7yg-01164-00291678-00291995 can do it you know what I'm saying so
fMbiVY7j7yg-01165-00291996-00292451 it's like I have to stop and even you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01166-00292452-00292523 know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01167-00292524-00292823 pray through that like okay Lord you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01168-00292824-00292925 know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01169-00292926-00293393 oh I I don't even understand how like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01170-00293394-00293710 just I don't think I'm explaining that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01171-00293711-00294005 right like he puts so many so much
fMbiVY7j7yg-01172-00294006-00294430 wisdom into me until even sometimes when
fMbiVY7j7yg-01173-00294431-00294689 I'm saying it I'm like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01174-00294690-00294989 I wasn't even thinking that but okay
fMbiVY7j7yg-01175-00294990-00295301 that was crazy you know like how did I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01176-00295302-00295655 understand that or if somebody asks me
fMbiVY7j7yg-01177-00295656-00295775 that like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01178-00295776-00296045 how did you get how did you come up with
fMbiVY7j7yg-01179-00296046-00296363 that I uh
fMbiVY7j7yg-01180-00296364-00296639 I thought everybody knew like I don't
fMbiVY7j7yg-01181-00296640-00296825 know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01182-00296826-00297160 but it's definitely a Holy Spirit and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01183-00297161-00297323 um I have to give all glory to God
fMbiVY7j7yg-01184-00297324-00297569 because once would be nothing without
fMbiVY7j7yg-01185-00297570-00297749 him I don't know I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01186-00297750-00298103 I couldn't even you know I could put
fMbiVY7j7yg-01187-00298104-00298355 this together on my own if I tried no
fMbiVY7j7yg-01188-00298356-00298565 but that's that that's that true sign of
fMbiVY7j7yg-01189-00298566-00298805 a True Believer man because I mean if we
fMbiVY7j7yg-01190-00298806-00299003 if we have the spirit of Truth in us
fMbiVY7j7yg-01191-00299004-00299171 then guess what we gonna be filled with
fMbiVY7j7yg-01192-00299172-00299543 truth that's true it's proof in order to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01193-00299544-00299693 have to if you have to have the spirit
fMbiVY7j7yg-01194-00299694-00299951 of Truth there is no way for you to walk
fMbiVY7j7yg-01195-00299952-00300239 around with truth would allow you which
fMbiVY7j7yg-01196-00300240-00300425 mean the world you can't you can't do it
fMbiVY7j7yg-01197-00300426-00300641 you have to have Christ and I mean just
fMbiVY7j7yg-01198-00300642-00300815 even as you talk and I can just sit
fMbiVY7j7yg-01199-00300816-00300977 there and just think about Jesus like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01200-00300978-00301210 him taking that same walk we've taken
fMbiVY7j7yg-01201-00301211-00301384 and we are walking around with all this
fMbiVY7j7yg-01202-00301385-00301619 in us and we trying to talk to people
fMbiVY7j7yg-01203-00301620-00301841 and he's faith and stuff like man how
fMbiVY7j7yg-01204-00301842-00301991 long I gotta be with you man like I'm
fMbiVY7j7yg-01205-00301992-00302195 sitting there telling you this though I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01206-00302196-00302345 thought you seen this when you saw me
fMbiVY7j7yg-01207-00302346-00302525 walking away I thought you seen it when
fMbiVY7j7yg-01208-00302526-00302771 I quiet the storm on the boat you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01209-00302772-00302945 what I'm saying like when I when I cast
fMbiVY7j7yg-01210-00302946-00303125 demons out of this person when I eat you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01211-00303126-00303347 when I Rose live like I've shown you all
fMbiVY7j7yg-01212-00303348-00303641 this stuff and you still struggling the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01213-00303642-00303767 belief
fMbiVY7j7yg-01214-00303768-00304006 and then even take us further going back
fMbiVY7j7yg-01215-00304007-00304163 to what y'all were talking what you were
fMbiVY7j7yg-01216-00304164-00304265 talking about earlier with the Bible
fMbiVY7j7yg-01217-00304266-00304534 study man here it is Jesus did all that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01218-00304535-00304745 perform all those Miracles and in his
fMbiVY7j7yg-01219-00304746-00305045 thy moment nobody remembered anything he
fMbiVY7j7yg-01220-00305046-00305147 done
fMbiVY7j7yg-01221-00305148-00305441 nobody nobody defended him his own
fMbiVY7j7yg-01222-00305442-00305747 disciples 12 of one of them were devil
fMbiVY7j7yg-01223-00305748-00305969 hey they ain't even realize like they
fMbiVY7j7yg-01224-00305970-00306221 they couldn't even stand up Peter at the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01225-00306222-00306599 fire hey Peter used to be his uh Amy
fMbiVY7j7yg-01226-00306600-00306877 oh
fMbiVY7j7yg-01227-00306878-00307127 so man that just this is just the walk
fMbiVY7j7yg-01228-00307128-00307282 that we on sometimes it's gonna be
fMbiVY7j7yg-01229-00307283-00307534 lonely but man he said he'll never leave
fMbiVY7j7yg-01230-00307535-00307708 us nor forsake us and it's just
fMbiVY7j7yg-01231-00307709-00307901 something that you know we can't just
fMbiVY7j7yg-01232-00307902-00308110 you know cliche say but it's something
fMbiVY7j7yg-01233-00308111-00308327 we have to believe in truly truly stand
fMbiVY7j7yg-01234-00308328-00308554 on and I thank him for just you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01235-00308555-00308789 putting us around the right atmosphere
fMbiVY7j7yg-01236-00308790-00308963 so that we can continuously grow as
fMbiVY7j7yg-01237-00308964-00309239 Believers but also man giving us that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01238-00309240-00309401 you know that brother and Sisterhood
fMbiVY7j7yg-01239-00309402-00309634 that we have that you know helps us out
fMbiVY7j7yg-01240-00309635-00309995 because I mean I always say um my life
fMbiVY7j7yg-01241-00309996-00310253 now is a parallel to what my life was in
fMbiVY7j7yg-01242-00310254-00310517 the military if not I mean what not if
fMbiVY7j7yg-01243-00310518-00310727 not but it's better because not only do
fMbiVY7j7yg-01244-00310728-00310949 I have that brothers and sisters that I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01245-00310950-00311177 can reach out to as such as herself but
fMbiVY7j7yg-01246-00311178-00311380 then I also have the Lord the true
fMbiVY7j7yg-01247-00311381-00311663 general of Our Lives man and I mean man
fMbiVY7j7yg-01248-00311664-00311830 I mean just the difference he's making
fMbiVY7j7yg-01249-00311831-00312130 every day I want more people to you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01250-00312131-00312347 come to him so that they can experience
fMbiVY7j7yg-01251-00312348-00312587 the fullness of Christ man and not just
fMbiVY7j7yg-01252-00312588-00312815 have a form of godliness and deny on the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01253-00312816-00312965 power thereof I want them to have that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01254-00312966-00313217 true experience man because man it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-01255-00313218-00314053 awesome
fMbiVY7j7yg-01256-00314054-00314417 I mean it's the truth and then you said
fMbiVY7j7yg-01257-00314418-00314771 that parallel oh my gosh
fMbiVY7j7yg-01258-00314772-00315029 out so I literally just had this
fMbiVY7j7yg-01259-00315030-00315697 conversation yesterday like so I mean me
fMbiVY7j7yg-01260-00315698-00316013 my my friend my sister
fMbiVY7j7yg-01261-00316014-00316295 we were talking yesterday right and I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01262-00316296-00316577 was like says I said I feel like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01263-00316578-00316847 you know like right now you know like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01264-00316848-00317093 those pictures where it'd be like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01265-00317094-00317387 um the upside down like the bad side the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01266-00317388-00317584 dark side but it's like the same picture
fMbiVY7j7yg-01267-00317585-00317819 just upside down and then it's like a
fMbiVY7j7yg-01268-00317820-00317963 beautiful picture and it's turned over
fMbiVY7j7yg-01269-00317964-00318058 right
fMbiVY7j7yg-01270-00318059-00318401 I was like I feel like I've lived that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01271-00318402-00318784 dark side and now it's like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01272-00318785-00319127 the perfect side now you know it's like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01273-00319128-00319384 me but on the perfect side
fMbiVY7j7yg-01274-00319385-00319565 yeah and it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-01275-00319566-00319960 it's the truth like I'm I understand now
fMbiVY7j7yg-01276-00319961-00320093 like before I would just see them
fMbiVY7j7yg-01277-00320094-00320225 pictures and be like oh they must be
fMbiVY7j7yg-01278-00320226-00320506 talking about you know uh bad and good
fMbiVY7j7yg-01279-00320507-00320873 no that's a real walk yeah that's a real
fMbiVY7j7yg-01280-00320874-00321197 walk like and you have to walk out of
fMbiVY7j7yg-01281-00321198-00321484 that darkness that line you don't have
fMbiVY7j7yg-01282-00321485-00321706 to stay across under that like you can
fMbiVY7j7yg-01283-00321707-00321982 just walk across to the better side yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-01284-00321983-00322343 it's a plan and I feel like it I'm like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01285-00322344-00322667 I could not have like I said with this
fMbiVY7j7yg-01286-00322668-00323069 with my church home where I live what I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01287-00323070-00323453 have I mean I told uh Miss Sheila this
fMbiVY7j7yg-01288-00323454-00323656 morning I was like you know I'm so
fMbiVY7j7yg-01289-00323657-00323963 grateful to have a friend like you like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01290-00323964-00324263 you know like just being in that dark
fMbiVY7j7yg-01291-00324264-00324701 side and seeing what betrayal and you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01292-00324702-00324953 know just foolishness look like to to be
fMbiVY7j7yg-01293-00324954-00325234 able to say man I don't have one sister
fMbiVY7j7yg-01294-00325235-00325697 but I got a hundred 200 like 300
fMbiVY7j7yg-01295-00325698-00325853 you know what I'm saying I don't have
fMbiVY7j7yg-01296-00325854-00326237 one brother I got what 500 600 I mean
fMbiVY7j7yg-01297-00326238-00326513 you know I know when I see you guys at
fMbiVY7j7yg-01298-00326514-00326710 church I'm always like oh my gosh what's
fMbiVY7j7yg-01299-00326711-00326860 up you know I know you're probably not
fMbiVY7j7yg-01300-00326861-00327280 here come oh no man me I think me and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01301-00327281-00327430 you equivalent act like the same
fMbiVY7j7yg-01302-00327431-00327604 personality but I don't know if it's a
fMbiVY7j7yg-01303-00327605-00327784 South Carolina thing or what but like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01304-00327785-00327958 everybody like you the dude standing
fMbiVY7j7yg-01305-00327959-00328139 don't greet everybody like bro y'all
fMbiVY7j7yg-01306-00328140-00328277 don't understand man like I remember
fMbiVY7j7yg-01307-00328278-00328523 when it was a drought man like I lived
fMbiVY7j7yg-01308-00328524-00328751 in the drought like the years before I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01309-00328752-00328967 got the ABC was a drought like people
fMbiVY7j7yg-01310-00328968-00329284 don't understand how I was and um like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01311-00329285-00329513 for me hearing Pastor preach in 11th
fMbiVY7j7yg-01312-00329514-00329741 grade and from 11th grade which I was
fMbiVY7j7yg-01313-00329742-00329932 probably like what um probably like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01314-00329933-00330304 roughly like 17 16 17 18 somewhere
fMbiVY7j7yg-01315-00330305-00330556 around there and two I came here which I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01316-00330557-00330851 was about 35 so imagine walking around
fMbiVY7j7yg-01317-00330852-00331139 with all that information and yet the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01318-00331140-00331360 devil fighting you in you know for me I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01319-00331361-00331547 kind of walked away from the Lord for a
fMbiVY7j7yg-01320-00331548-00331727 while because it was just a struggle man
fMbiVY7j7yg-01321-00331728-00331871 it was just this fighting I couldn't
fMbiVY7j7yg-01322-00331872-00332080 understand like ever since the day I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01323-00332081-00332225 confess in my mouth and believe my heart
fMbiVY7j7yg-01324-00332226-00332465 man just seemed like it was just a fight
fMbiVY7j7yg-01325-00332466-00332608 and I couldn't understand it and then
fMbiVY7j7yg-01326-00332609-00332825 when you start adding on the stuff that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01327-00332826-00333023 Pastor was teaching
fMbiVY7j7yg-01328-00333024-00333208 um that even made it even worse because
fMbiVY7j7yg-01329-00333209-00333371 here it is it felt like I was the only
fMbiVY7j7yg-01330-00333372-00333617 person in the world that when I listened
fMbiVY7j7yg-01331-00333618-00333749 to him it was just like it would
fMbiVY7j7yg-01332-00333750-00333953 resonate with my spirit and I couldn't
fMbiVY7j7yg-01333-00333954-00334139 understand that because even when I was
fMbiVY7j7yg-01334-00334140-00334301 introduced to him like I was in church
fMbiVY7j7yg-01335-00334302-00334439 with a bunch of other people like my
fMbiVY7j7yg-01336-00334440-00334679 family and I'm the only person in that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01337-00334680-00334973 family at that at this time that walked
fMbiVY7j7yg-01338-00334974-00335129 away with the information I'm like God
fMbiVY7j7yg-01339-00335130-00335351 this is you versus everybody like yeah
fMbiVY7j7yg-01340-00335352-00335579 some things is God the other things I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01341-00335580-00335753 don't know especially when you know he
fMbiVY7j7yg-01342-00335754-00335884 started dealing with you know women
fMbiVY7j7yg-01343-00335885-00336095 being pastors and different things like
fMbiVY7j7yg-01344-00336096-00336287 that like that kind of like you know
fMbiVY7j7yg-01345-00336288-00336467 threw off a lot of people like hold up
fMbiVY7j7yg-01346-00336468-00336641 now all right that man was preaching the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01347-00336642-00336784 gospel but this right here they ain't
fMbiVY7j7yg-01348-00336785-00337001 the gospel and for a little bit I kind
fMbiVY7j7yg-01349-00337002-00337175 of almost thought so too until I went
fMbiVY7j7yg-01350-00337176-00337337 back and studied the show to myself
fMbiVY7j7yg-01351-00337338-00337553 approved and when I started studying
fMbiVY7j7yg-01352-00337554-00337739 like okay so where is this stuff coming
fMbiVY7j7yg-01353-00337740-00337960 from why are people doing this and why
fMbiVY7j7yg-01354-00337961-00338158 are people doing that like what is going
fMbiVY7j7yg-01355-00338159-00338380 on and I'm learning that you know it's
fMbiVY7j7yg-01356-00338381-00338591 two different gospels but that goes
fMbiVY7j7yg-01357-00338592-00338741 along with what you were saying but then
fMbiVY7j7yg-01358-00338742-00338999 also um I know I was listening to um
fMbiVY7j7yg-01359-00339000-00339245 pastor Ramirez and this girl was asking
fMbiVY7j7yg-01360-00339246-00339430 him something about the prophetic and he
fMbiVY7j7yg-01361-00339431-00339706 was explaining to her that walking in a
fMbiVY7j7yg-01362-00339707-00339958 prophetic in witchcraft is so much a
fMbiVY7j7yg-01363-00339959-00340258 parallel to where if you're not letting
fMbiVY7j7yg-01364-00340259-00340487 God by the Holy Spirit you can cross
fMbiVY7j7yg-01365-00340488-00340679 over into the other side without even
fMbiVY7j7yg-01366-00340680-00340882 knowing and that's just almost like what
fMbiVY7j7yg-01367-00340883-00341008 you were saying with that light and
fMbiVY7j7yg-01368-00341009-00341279 darkness it's a parallel sometimes so
fMbiVY7j7yg-01369-00341280-00341458 much the way if you not filled with the
fMbiVY7j7yg-01370-00341459-00341663 truth and the light of the Holy Spirit
fMbiVY7j7yg-01371-00341664-00341921 then you'll find yourself thinking
fMbiVY7j7yg-01372-00341922-00342179 you're on the right Road in the really
fMbiVY7j7yg-01373-00342180-00342347 really truthfully and honestly you want
fMbiVY7j7yg-01374-00342348-00342695 a whole different path that's right
fMbiVY7j7yg-01375-00342696-00344795 foreign
fMbiVY7j7yg-01376-00344796-00345004 you don't have to just be you don't have
fMbiVY7j7yg-01377-00345005-00345184 to be military you don't have to be
fMbiVY7j7yg-01378-00345185-00345430 formal military but if you assist out
fMbiVY7j7yg-01379-00345431-00345653 there man you need that assistance man
fMbiVY7j7yg-01380-00345654-00345929 let go your pride man quit biting your
fMbiVY7j7yg-01381-00345930-00346206 lips fingernails pulling out your hair
fMbiVY7j7yg-01382-00346207-00346432 overeating and doing all those things
fMbiVY7j7yg-01383-00346433-00346679 and please go see my sister Shanita I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01384-00346680-00346780 promise you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01385-00346781-00347051 I'm telling you from experience a little
fMbiVY7j7yg-01386-00347052-00347284 bit that she's doing with my wife it
fMbiVY7j7yg-01387-00347285-00347560 makes a world of a difference
fMbiVY7j7yg-01388-00347561-00347819 well thank you brother
fMbiVY7j7yg-01389-00347820-00348041 and any last words anything you want to
fMbiVY7j7yg-01390-00348042-00348256 say to close out
fMbiVY7j7yg-01391-00348257-00348532 no I mean I just want to commend you I
fMbiVY7j7yg-01392-00348533-00348803 really appreciate what you do and that
fMbiVY7j7yg-01393-00348804-00349030 talk I I appreciate it I can see you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01394-00349031-00349193 going a long way with this brother you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01395-00349194-00349565 are out standing host the same man you
fMbiVY7j7yg-01396-00349566-00349847 are too sis Smith
fMbiVY7j7yg-01397-00349848-00350177 thank you for everything man well let's
fMbiVY7j7yg-01398-00350178-00350380 talk out and what I will make sure I do
fMbiVY7j7yg-01399-00350381-00350554 is get you this video this time I'll
fMbiVY7j7yg-01400-00350555-00350921 make sure I get it to you because love
fMbiVY7j7yg-01401-00350922-00351299 you bye she love be good all right
fMbiVY7j7yg-01402-00351300-00351600 like my mother
fMbiVY7j7yg-01403-00351601-00353038 [Music]