text: I thought about
  Giving up everything I own and then moving out
  Im a prisoner in this home
  I keep my curtains shut, sabotage everything I love
  For a temporary feeling that only left me numb, damn
  Some days, Im a kamikaze
  Theres no way you can fucking stop me
  I cant look back when the memories look like that
  I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached
  Im bad, and they say they that the good die last
  My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
  God damn, I just got some bad news
  I lost some more friends, got their names tattooed
  I take my .45, point it right at you
  Cause you cant take nothing away from me, I got nothing to lose
  Some days, Im a kamikaze
  Theres no way you can fucking stop me
  I cant look back when the memories look like that
  I took the blade out of my pocket, cut the strings that were attached
  Im bad, and they say that the good die last
  My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
  Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
  Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me