text: Uh, looking at this map and I dont know which way to go 
  Where I am , Im so lost 
  I couldve swore that I took this trip with all my friends
  Look again and they gone , thats the cost 
  All I know is that Im surrounded by all this stress
  Im a mess, they dont see, they dont care, cut the checks 
  Baby you should stop dreaming and get out of bed
  Pay the rent is what she said, what she said 
  So get dressed, you dont call, you dont write, and you start and we fight
  I have dreams every night of becoming your wife
  But tomorrows a new night, said I hope you do right
  But Im gone cause these calls from these broads that you like 
  Just dont forget that Ive been there from the start 
  Dont you dare let this shit tear us apart 
  Im having your child and you left me in the dark
  Oh my god, superstar, I swear youve broken my heart 
  Staring out my window, glaring at the snow 
  Tell me is that the reason why Im so cold?
  Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold
  Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold, oh, oh 
  Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone 
  Im alone, its so clear this isnt home 
  So Im gone, so Im gone, so Im gone
  So Im gone, so Im gone, gone, gone 
  Man I wish I knew when all these things went astray 
  Matter fact, I just wish it could all go away 
  And it seems like even on the sunniest day, the clouds come
  And the rain falls on my window pane 
  Even if I knew why, what kind of help could I get
  Lets face it, what I get aint paying no doctors check 
  My closest cousin is a schizophrenic, now he gone with medics, and I aint talk to him since
  Ever since that moment, I felt that we been falling apart
  First my moms, then I felt my grandmother dying in my arms 
  And of course how could I forget my pa?
  Unconditional love, though we aint never gon get along 
  What I would give if I could visit my aunt
  Every night, every day, but we live so far apart 
  Dont think I forgot you were there with my through it all
  You so strong and for you woman, I would give you my heart 
  Staring out my window, glaring at the snow 
  Tell me is that the reason why Im so cold?
  Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold
  Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold, oh, oh 
  Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone 
  Im alone, its so clear this isnt home 
  So Im gone, so Im gone, so Im gone
  So Im gone, so Im gone, gone, gone 
  Why cant you see that I cant be here no mo 
  Cause success is a threat to these hoes 
  I dont have a problem leaving this shit alone
  Cut my phone, pack my bags, and never look back at home 
  You read about it and I live what they write
  Ive hit licks, Ive been robbed
  Dealt with fights, day and night 
  These streets aint home, they simply gut us too wrong
  ??? fuck this life
  Im my own man, I gotta keep moving
  I dont jump to conclusions because I know what Im doing
  Im a grown ass man, so accept that
  Im tryna be a father to my kid
  So all these haters step back, yeah
  And I dont know if we can make it
  Though what theyre saying in this game were playing
  Feel like its one-on-one in a court without a ball
  If it was you or the world, I would take nothing at all
  Staring out my window, glaring at the snow 
  Tell me is that the reason why Im so cold?
  Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold
  Im so cold, Im so cold, Im so cold, oh, oh 
  Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone 
  Im alone, its so clear this isnt home 
  So Im gone, so Im gone, so Im gone
  So Im gone, so Im gone, gone, gone