text: I was young and I was reckless man
  Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad
  I thought I had it all figured out
  A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
  Peeled out in my big black Chevy
  Flipped it six times and I knew that I was ready
  To straighten up because my best friend died
  I didnt wanna carry on living that life
  And now Im running from the scene
  cause I was caught up in the crime
  Its a loaded memory
  Yeah, it kills me every time
  And Im trying not to scream but its eating me alive
  Im still haunted by the best years of
  The best years of my life
  Yeah, lemme take yall back
  I was young and I was helpless man
  Self medicating my own depression man
  I drank a bottle after breakfast
  Took a look in the mirror ripped the rosary off my necklace
  Damn
  I lost my job so I lost faith
  I just saw a baby bump in my girls waist
  I need a drink to feel right
  Party with my homies to escape from real life
  Yeah, we had it all figured out
  A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
  But, I never shouldve let my best friend drive
  cause hes the reason my child will never see me alive
  Damn!
  Now Im running from the scene
  cause I was caught up in the crime
  Its a loaded memory
  Yeah, it kills me every time
  And Im trying not to scream but its eating me alive
  Im still haunted by the best years of
  The best years of my life
  All of a sudden nothing matters anymore
  He lost it all, his life was scattered on the floor
  And now his familys tryna pick up all the pieces
  I am locked up in a box, I am a monster
  Im the reason that hes gone
  Wish I could take it all back
  Press rewind and take a picture of the past
  Pause it, feel my heart turn black
  My lungs are smoldering, Im breathing in the ash
  Now Im running from the scene
  cause I was caught up in the crime
  Its a loaded memory
  Yeah, it kills me every time
  And Im trying not to scream but its eating me alive
  Im still haunted by the best years of
  The best years of my life
  Im still haunted by the best years of
  The best years of my life
  Im still haunted by the best years of