text: Lies and deceiving is what Im believing
  Up to my knees, so hard to breathe, it helps that you arent there
  Cant figure out whats the right thing for me
  Guess Ill have to wait and see
  So understanding, but so far from the truth
  Its what I have to live with, its not all I wanted to be
  Its not all I wanted to see, I cant keep on leading
  Ive left what Im leaving, I guess thats just what I believe
  Consciously taking and overtly faking
  I cant believe all the things that youre saying
  Seems all so simple, its all up to you
  Time after time, you lost what you couldnt find
  Its what you could 
  Its only what you could 
  Dont take not what you could
  But I know whats up
  So understanding, but so far from the truth
  Its what I have to live with, its not all I wanted to be
  Its not all I wanted to see, I cant keep on leading
  Ive left what Im leaving, I guess thats just what I believe
  I guess thats just what I believe, I guess thats just what I believe...