text: I need this to get me through, cant resist, dont want to
  Believe it, I know its true, cant beat it, dont want to try
  Perfect hell! Its more to me than you ever will know
  Down here where the rest of us fell
  Waste away with nothing left to show
  While Im in this perfect hell
  Obsession has begun, possessed by destruction
  How did I get so low, believe me, no one knows
  Sometimes I cant hold on, and no one can help me
  Now its got a hold of me 
  I dont think I can make it through this
  Now its got a hold of me 
  The less I do, the more it makes no sense
  Im walking pollution whos drained by delusions
  On the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction
  Thin blood Im bleeding my pulse wont stop racing
  Just as my heart explodes
  No chance that I could win, too hard to not give in
  I just dont feel the same, cause Im the one to blame
  Sometimes I cant hold on, and no one can help me
  Now its got a hold of me 
  I dont think I can make it through this
  Now its got a hold of me 
  The less I do, the more it makes no sense
  I need this to be myself, it feels like I need some help
  Its too late to save myself or its just in my head
  Now its got a hold of me 
  I dont think I can make it through this
  Now its got a hold of me 
  The less I do, the more it makes no sense
  Now its got a hold of me 
  I dont think I can make it through this
  Now its got a hold of me 
  The less I do, the more it makes no sense