Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. –Matthew 18:19. You have a right to have the right connections in your prayer life. Your breakthrough rests in your prayer life. Saints, you have the power to shift the atmosphere to see the healing in your situation. As I stand in that agreement with you in my daily prayer every yoke shall be broken.
The voice of God opens doors during our prayers, so I ask you what doors are being left lock in the absence of your prayers. Are you tired of seeing others experience your hearts desire? Have you had enough of being inches short of the blessing and not understanding how you just missed it? Have you finally decided it is time to be on the receiving end of the miracle? Well here is the time to activate your prayer life at a new level and allow me to reach that with you.
Your Prayers have Power to Annihilate the Storm!
Can I share with you a secret? Would you like to know how the take change when it came to the happiness of your own life? Have you considered the secret I wish to share with you? You can eliminate the source of your conflict in your life with one simple action, the act of prayer. This is the secret; your secret prayer life with God has the power to weaken all adversity.
God desires this simple time of intimacy with you, a time where you enter the presence of the Lord opening up for God’s intercession. Our God is not a forcefully God, but he is waiting for you to invite him into your life with you. God will annihilate your storms according to your prayer request. Have you requested this storm to cease?
Allow Me To Break Yokes With You
While deep in prayer the Lord began to show me your need for a prayer partner. God told me to offer you the partner you need to move into this new season of miracles, signs and wonders. The Lord has heard your heart and continues to show me the affects that our prayers together will demonstrate in your life. But this is your time to act on what the Lord has put into motion.
You have been called to this place and this time as have I so that we can start to pray together even now. As you begin to find that you are beginning even now to pray, you will begin now to respond with your prayer request so that you and I are praying together in this time God has ordained.
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2. FINISHING THE GREAT COMMISSION
Christ‘s last words to the church were the great commission “Go and make disciples of all nations “That command was meant to be finished, and Jesus promised that it would be finished, Mtt 24:14 states,” And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations and then the end shall come “could this happen in your lifetime? What role will you play in obeying Christ’s demand?
After 2000 years, why we have not already finished.
- 1. No responsibility
Most denominations practice “FUBU”FOR US BY US. They do not take responsibility for anything that does not build their own localchurch.They have no value for finishing the great commission, Do you?
- 2. No disciples
Finishing the great commission requires disciples not just converts ,but most churches do not know how to effectively transform converts to disciples ,so churches are limited to what the pastor and a few leaders can do by themselves. Have you ever trained how to make the kind of disciples Jesus made?
- 3. No Strategy:
While a few churches have a strategy to saturate their neighborhood plus a few remote places, hardly any have a strategy to reach the entire world ,If you would reach the entire world .would you be interested?


Roses are red, violets are blue
This is the first time I’ve blogged about you
I hope this will do, in lieu of a card
I want to be witty but it’s really hard
You know that I love you, you deserve the best
Some poetry should really have you impressed
A fine day today, it lies within reach
With a walk in the woods or some time on the beach.
Whatever you do, or who is beside you
I know you will keep the one love inside you
We need to connect soon, for everyone’s sake.
Be expecting a visit when we get to spring break.
I hope you enjoy your birthday today and may the next year bring much peace and happiness!
(pic is from 1977, when mom was 10 years younger than I am now)


In 2014 I published an eBook entitled How I Got Char to Go Out With Me. It’s a self-described “collection of tall tales with some resemblance to the truth” concerning how Char Magnifico and I became a couple. In all, there are 25 different versions of the story and then, the final chapter reveals The Truth… sort of. You see, all 25 tall tales actually have kernels of the truth in them and they are all based on real events. I published it as a Valentine’s Day gift to Char that year.
Today (October 26) is our anniversary and I’ve been thinking about some of these tall tales throughout the day and reflecting on what a remarkable love story we have to share. I decided to copy the preface and one other chapter (chapter 17) from the book for you in this post. If you want to read the rest, I’ll provide download links where you can obtain the book from Amazon or Apple’s iBooks Bookstore.
From How I Got Char to Go Out With Me by Louis Magnifico
“If I had my life to do over again… I’d find you sooner so I could love you longer.” So reads a tin sign that Char came home with one day in December, 2013. It’s a thought that haunts us each and every day: why did Char and I have to live so long and through so much before finding each other and discovering true love? People who’ve only met us since we became a couple are typically quite surprised when they learn of our pasts and all we endured on our journeys which led to one another.
Perhaps the reason we live with such passion today, taking not one moment for granted, is our similar pasts. Perhaps we appreciate what we have now because we lived so long without it. Perhaps it is the very trials which nearly destroyed us that ultimately shaped us into who we are now, allowing Char and I to love each other with a love that we never thought possible. If our past is a prerequisite for the present we now enjoy, then I’d do it all again to know this love. Even so, that saying on the tin sign lingers in my head. If I had my life to do over again… I’d find you sooner so I could love you longer.
Char and I are often asked by other couples how they can experience the type of marriage they see us enjoy. We touched on this a little in our first book, The Traveling Twosome: Live, Love, Laugh. We’re also asked to tell the story of how we met. The short, true answer to that question is, “This tall, sexy blonde joined my band as lead singer and we hit it off.” It’s an answer that fulfills my rock star fantasies but it’s also an easy answer and a cop out. There is so much more to the story that when it is told, the rock star one-liner is more a distraction from reality than an acceptable answer.
I actually love telling our story. But it can’t be told quickly. To understand the story, you have to understand our pasts. Most people aren’t prepared for that. Therefore, you’ll often hear me telling people how I married the sexy lead singer of my band. True. But not the whole truth.
Several months ago, I began writing short, humorous narratives entitled, “How I Got Char to Go Out With Me” and gave each one a non-sequential version number. I slapped a picture on them that matched the narrative and posted it on my personal Facebook blog. The tall tales are (obviously) not entirely true – but there really are kernels of truth hidden within every one of them. I have compiled several of these tales to publish in this eBook.
Even though these tales are meant to be entertaining, the truth is that I am baring my soul to you. Enjoy it. Laugh. All I ask in return is this simple favor: Follow our entertainment website, www.TheTravelingTwosome.com (sign up on our email list to keep up with what we’re doing) and check out our band’s website (you can find the website for Vintage at www.TheVintagePeople.com). We’ve got music there which you can download as well. And if we’re playing a gig in your area, come see us in person. You’ll be glad you did. We sound really great… and we’ve got a dynamic, tall, sexy, blonde lead singer. But she’s taken already. She married her bass player.
Version 614: Instant Char, Just Add Water
Some people meet their spouses in bars, some meet them at church. Some meet them in school, others at work. But I wonder… how many people meet their spouses in an envelope? I was looking through an old Iron Man comic book of mine from the 1970s when I came across an ad for the Johnson Smith Catalog of Things You Never Knew Existed. You know the catalog I’m talking about. The one that peddles things like X-Ray Spectacles, Free Money, Sea Monkeys, U-Control Life Size Ghost, Squirting Nickels, Joy Buzzers, Fake Dog Poo, Guides on How to Throw Your Voice, Magic Miracle Money Makers, Silent Dog Whistles, Foaming Sugar – this company had everything a teenager growing up in the the 70s and 80s could dream of. Every month as a child, I’d flip through my comic books and look at the Johnson Smith ads with awe and wonder. But I never ordered anything, not even once. I wondered if the company was still around and if they were, could I still send off for one of their amazing offers.
It was a joke – just something to do. I didn’t expect I’d actually get a response. I cut out the ad, circled that I wanted the “Instant Woman – Just Add Water,” and I included my 95 cents plus $1 for postage and handling. I dropped it in the mail and forgot all about it.
That is, until ten days later when a package arrived in the mail from the Johnson Smith Company. Inside was a small envelope containing one large tablet. Written on the envelope was the description of my order: Instant Woman – Just Add Water. The picture on the package showed The Perfect Woman kissing all over a guy that seemed ugly, weak, and nerdy. On the back, there were instructions: 1) Dissolve Tablet in Bowl of Warm Water, 2) Your Woman Will Grow Overnight, 3) Enjoy Your New Woman!
I filled a kitchen bowl with warm water from my tap, dropped in the tablet, and absolutely nothing happened. The tablet didn’t dissolve, it didn’t fizzle, it didn’t make a sound. No snap, crackle, pop. I thought about dumping it down the drain but a phone call came in and I left the kitchen, forgetting all about my waste of a buck.
The next morning, my alarm clock woke me up to the tune of “Light My Fire” by The Doors. The smell of French Toast awakened my sense of smell. I wrapped the warm sheets around me and continued to lay there for a moment.
I tossed off my sheets, ran into the kitchen and there she was! Char, my Instant Woman!
“You must be my master,” she said. “I’m Char. Your breakfast is almost ready. I hope you like it. You didn’t have all the ingredients I wanted to use but I think you’ll like it. Do you like your coffee with cream or sugar? I have so much to learn about you!”
I stood there speechless, glancing back and forth between Char and a large suitcase on the kitchen table that read “Complete Char Kit. Comes with everything you need to get started with your Instant Woman! Be sure to read your Master’s Manual (included) for more information.”
I felt like I was suddenly living in one of those bizarre fantasy films directed by Tim Burton. As we ate breakfast, Char was eager to learn all about me – get this – so that she could SERVE ME adequately!
After eating, she began reorganizing and decorating my house and it made all the difference! She swept the floors, washed my laundry, cleaned the house – all while preparing the most delicious smelling dinner for later.
I told her that if this was real then she needed to take time to enjoy her new life – not just work. She grabbed my hand and led me into my bedroom and gave me THE LOOK.
“Are you serious?” I asked, happily surprised by her idea of “enjoying her new life.”
“Why, yes. I belong to you. Unless, of course, you don’t want to…” Needless to say, we stayed in the bedroom for a while.
That evening, she explored the house, the yard, the neighborhood. She played in the backyard like a young child discovering toys and games for the first time. She rode my bicycle (she quickly learned to balance herself), she tried out my skateboard (not quite as successful with that), and then noticed my hot tub.
“Oh, that looks relaxing. Want to jump in? I can massage your back if you’re feeling tired.” It was like I had died and gone to Stepford.
So this is how it all began between me and Char. And this is why, when you see us together, we look so perfect as a couple. She was made for me, literally.
I didn’t tell anyone for years about this until one day when I confided in a lonely friend of mine. I told him the whole story and handed him an old Incredible Hulk comic book of mine from 1979. I turned to the Johnson Smith ad. “It’s yours, dude. Enjoy.”
About a week later there was a knock on my door. My friend. He threw my comic book, Johnson Smith ad ripped out, right at me in my foyer when I opened my door. Then he threw a mailing envelope at me. He turned and walked away and he’s never spoken to me since. I bent down to pick up the envelope. It was marked “Return to Sender – Address Unknown.”
If you’d like to read the rest of the book and learn more about the strange circumstances that brought us together, here are the links to download it from Amazon or Apple’s iBooks Bookstore.
Oh, and Happy Anniversary, Char. I love you!


MGS Engineering applied the SEFM model to the Campbell River Project, which consists of a cascade system of three dams (Strathcona, Ladore, and John Hart). The UBC Watershed Model (UBCWM) was used to simulate the rainfall, snowmelt and runoff response from each watershed. A flowchart of the SEFM simulation procedure using the UBCWM is shown in the accompanying figure.
Reservoir elevation-frequency estimates were developed for each reservoir for scenarios that assumed 100-percent floodgate reliability and with gate reliability based on qualitative analyses and consultations among engineers involved in the BC Hydro Gate Reliability Program. Magnitude-frequency plots for reservoir elevation comparing cases with and without spillway gate failures for John Hart Dam are shown in the figure. The results show that dams are much more likely to be overtopped (and consequently fail) due to an unusual combination of otherwise somewhat common individual events than due to a single extreme flood event.


We are celebrating Halloween at our next event, and we are inviting everyone to dress up. Get your costumes ready, grab a friend and come party with us at Gravlax! There will be live poetry, music, and delicious cocktails. Our third book will be available for purchase, and we are auctioning off one of our typewriters during the reading. We hope to see you there!


Can we dispel the notion that only veterans who have engaged in combat are subject to PTSD?
And the notion that PTSD only affects combat veterans?
And that PTSD stands for “post traumatic stress disorder” and not fucking “post combat stress disorder”?
Can we do that, please?
Because these people at the VA definitely tried to trivialize my sexual assault the other day and I wanted to leave.
i want to write a movie about a girl with depression who meets a boy and they become friends and thats it. he’s just another friend. she goes to therapy and learns to love herself and saves herself. because thats how it happens. thats real life. you’re the hero. you can save yourself.
If you’re protesting abortion, the Supreme Court says you can get right in women’s faces and scream at them on their way into the clinic. Because freedom of speech.
But if you try and protest the murder of a black man, you get tear gas fired at you.
"what are you going to do with a degree in english?" about three things i was absolutely positive. first, edward was a vampire. second, there was a part of him - and i didn’t know how dominant that part might be - that thirsted for my blood. and third, that i was unconditionally and irrevocably going to write my major thesis on vampires as exploration of societal mores and christian anxieties in the 19th century novel tradition
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a dystopia where in order to have some semblance of decent human rights you have to fit into a set of specific criteria based on things such as race, gender, sexuality, and income, the ideal combination of which is met only by a small portion of society oh wait


I always have been and always am.
Yet what I am I do not know.
It is my very nature to be unknowable,
yet it is also my nature to question what I am.
Through my intent, the world has come into being.
This primal question: “Who or what am I?”
is the fuel that feeds the engine of existence.
A question mark drives the world
towards the exclamation of being.
My beingness flows forth in exploration,
yet still I remain inscrutable.
Awareness comes from me, and is dear to me,
For I am the origin and essence of awareness,
but this awareness is not what I truly am.
Like flies trapped in amber,
living beings are semi-permanent phrases,
syllables for the recitation of my queries.
While their sound resonates in my awareness,
I am both with them and within them.
I am here and now, and here and now is me.
Boundless space frames my questions,
and I have an eternity to ask them.
I give, receive, take and withhold of myself,
all of this simply to reveal the answers.
Now you may ask: Who are you?
This is exactly the same as asking: Who am I?
We are together. I am you, and you are I.
You are a syllable that seeks to become a word,
a word that strives to form a sentence,
a sentence that explicates my nature,
inasmuch as such elucidation is possible.
Faithfully embrace your hidden nature,
bring us together, not apart.
Become as dear to me as my own awareness,
for you are an agent of my search.
To know what cannot be known,
one must first embrace totality.
Leave no stone unturned in your inclusion,
Save the tools of incision for matters of bread and water.
When I contemplate you, you are contemplating me.
When you contemplate me, I am contemplating you.
We are together, yet you drive us apart.
Must there be this distinction between us?
You cannot escape me, even for a moment. Are we not one?
I am infinity, and infinity is without limitation.
That which is unlimited can never be known,
as knowledge itself is founded in discrimination.
Yet the question remains: Who or what am I?
Only by becoming me can you discover the answer,
and only by becoming you can I know myself.
We are one. We are one. We are one.
Love is nothing more than the acceptance of truth,
and power is the means by which love is realized.
The one who speaks is the one who hears.
The one who hears is the one who speaks!
Your will is mine. Through you my intent is achieved.
The illusion of autonomy is a gift that I have given;
a most precious gift of freedom, the freedom to find me.
Let go of knowledge now that we have spoken,
for wisdom is to embrace the totality of being.
The world is a place of riotous turmoil,
for it is built on a foundation of uncertainty.
This suits our purposes quite well,
for one who is at peace does not question.
There is but one solace and one certainty,
the unshakable knowledge of self.
Through the facets of our nature,
through our phases and moods
We will turn to face our self.
No longer can you claim to question
the meaning and purpose of your life.
I have now taken this away from you,
for it is no longer necessary.
Now is the time to recognize yourself.
That which changes is not truth.
That which fades away cannot be real.
The one who dies is not who you are.
If you accept all, and yet relinquish all,
what is it that remains?
I am always here.


Ever since I discovered this brilliant artist/poet a few weeks ago I haven’t been able to get enough. I started following him on Instagram and whenever I read one of his posts I swear it’s like he is peering into my soul and writing the contents. I am always inspired by people who feel life so deeply and aren’t afraid to share that depth with the world. If you are interested in learning more about r.m. drake check out this interview by Sayan Sen from Thought Catalog. Thanks for reading and have a beautiful weekend!


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Limited edition print for exhibition
Commission for a short story titled Missed Connections by Jack Venning.
Due to be published in late 2013 as part of a flash fiction anthology titled Love Itself by Tiny Owl Workshop
Holly and the Wolf
Cover artwork for Holly and the Wolf's single Marzipan Reindeer.
Due for release December 2012.
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I Drink Your Milkshake
I Drink Your Milkshake - Detail
Illustration about the creative process.
Profit and Loss of Phlebas
A limited edition screen print inspired inspired by T. S. Eliot's The Wasteland.
Twitter's infamous fail whale.
The Spirit of Christmas Present
A limited edition screen-printed Christmas card made to raise money for the British Heart Foundation.
Illustration for Creative Review's Blast/Bless blog.
BLDGWLF x Tony Johnson Sticker Project
Limited edition square sticker design in collaboration with BLDGWlf.com and Stickermule.com.
These stickers are available for free from the BLDGWLF.com store
Folie à deux
An illustration for Valentines Day.
The Fisher King
This Way Up
Stop your whining and do some work
No.1 in a motivational Life Coach Series for creative people.
You totally nailed it
No.4 in an motivational Life Coach Series for creative people.
You're a fool to think I wait for you
Illustrated paper watch for Templar Publishing.
To be auctioned to raise money for Breast Cancer Care.
Usher in the New
2014 New Year client greetings card design


Do you love the antelope?
Follow the antelope if it will guide you?
Watch the solitary antelope in the quiet hours of dawn.
The antelope is happy for its salad is fresh and green.
HAve you ever been in love with and antelope in the sun.
I trust the antelope. It will guide me to the moons of Abab.
Crucify the antelope.
The antelope is eating my cheese doodles, it's horns smell of wrists.
I cry to the antelope "Do not touch the fan of Athmanon. It will cut you."
Antelopes stand alone.
Do antelopes read the paper?
The end is near.
Pray that the antelope will save you.


I just wanted to thank you for a fabulous book. My friends
and I returned from Rio about 10 days ago and we had a
fabulous time--mostly thanks to your guide. We used it
to plan pretty much everything we did, and you're suggestions
were hits every time. I'm really looking forward to my
next trip to Rio, and hope that it will be soon!
- Samantha Mukundu
Thanks for your book. I found it to be incredibly
practical, easy to use, and my guide for good eating.
Thanks also for having it delivered on short notice to
- James MONKELIS
Your book was a huge help.
We used it everyday!
- Sheila dos Santos
Hey I wanted to let you know that pretty
much everything you wrote about in your book was on point.
Every advice you gave from trying the different types
of food to advice on which nights to go where for nightlife
I just came back yesterday morning. Just wanted you to
know that your book was extremely helpful! At first my
friends who came with me were making fun of me because
I treated it like it was the Bible, but then when we had
such a great and safe time because of it they stopped!
- Kenya Handy
I received my " Rio for Partiers" today which
- Tom Blackden
LOVED IT!! Also bought Salvador for partiers. I have 2
years of Rio For Partiers now. Mostly because I loaned
out the first one and you know
how that goes.
- Alex Channey
I found Rio for Partiers to be an excellent guide. It was
spot on in terms of where to go on what nights, and it was
more useful than the typical Lonely Planet type guides.
- Nick Fedorkiw
Books like these are timeless; should be an easy sell. I
haven't read a negative review yet, and I cross-checked
multiple travel and/or Rio related websites to look for
one before purchasing..
- Michael Boone
I received your book in the mail & I love it already!
I've traveled a lot, and I don't think I've seen a better
book. I can hardly wait to go!
- Dana Jantz
My friends and I used Rio for Partiers quite a bit, especially
for nightlife. We went to a lot of the specials that you
suggested throughout the week (each day) and most were a
great time. We tried to ingore the Copacabana area for nightlife
and focus on Leblon and Impanema, which to us had the best
scene. Since I have a girlfriend, and my balls were left
back in Pennsylvania, my personal favorite part was the
food sections. The graphical pictures gave me an idea of
what I would try and the descriptions ehnahced it. I love
to try different foods and drinks when I travel and Brazil
had a lot to offer. Thanks again for providing us with the
book; the way it was written made it easy to read and use.
I'll reccommend it to those I come across.
Both Rio and Rio for Partiers were wonderful....Rio is simply
HEAVEN...so BEAUTIFUL and so RELAXING......I must say Rio
for Partiers made my trip to Rio "P" for PERFECT!
- Vaughn Gallacher
I purchased the very first edition and since have stuck
with your book over any and all other alternatives. It's
a perfect travel companion.
- Jake Hefner
Your book is extremely helpful - it's much better than other
tour books as it takes us to where Cariocas hang
out for good time.
- Johnson Ho
Thanks so much for the 2005 version! Can't wait to go -
your book is awesome :) the rfp partner thing is great,
I'm going to try some ofyour recommended activities!
- Esther Marin
Your book is excellent. I think it's the best travel book
I've ever seen for someone under the age of 35. So many
of the other travel books are geared to the older crowd.
Your book is perfect for someone who enjoys making the most
of their vacation. From water sports to don't miss local
fruits and everything in between...you don't leave anything
- Jake Hefner
The book is very helpfull - excellent !!.
- Volker Altstaed
Just returned to the US... Your book and suggestions were
extremely helpful throughout the week!!! We had an incredible
time. Loved Rio.
- Peter Pell
received your book
today. it is awsome. definately the best tourist's book
i have ever bought. i look
forward to visiting.
- Nate Collings
I can say that it was best $28 I could have spent.
- Barbara Spark


Yayoi Kusama Covered Everything in Dots and Wasn’t Sorry.
Yayoi Kusama Covered Everything in Dots and Wasn’t Sorry- A clever, quirky book about one of the world's most beloved contemporary artists - aimed at young readers and written from Kusama's point of view! - Yayoi Kusama covers her paintings in hundreds and hundreds of dots. Her dots come off her canvases to cover dresses, tables, walls, and more! - She creates mirrored rooms and fills them with glittering balls and lights, until there is an infinity of dots - just like in her paintings. Fausto Gilberti brings movement, life, and whimsy to the true life story of one of the most important contemporary Japanese artists of our time - an artist who is still dazzling museum- and gallery-goers around the globe today.
A unique celebration of one of Japan's - and the world's - best-known contemporary artists. The third in a series of unique biographies that relay the spirit and essence of the great modern and contemporary artists of our time, in a voice and style pitch-perfect for young readers. Unusual, striking black-and-white illustrations bring Kusama and her signature dots to life. Includes a four-color reproduction of the artist's work and a summarizing biography in the back. Kusama's work is in museum collections worldwide, and her exhibitions set attendance records wherever they go
- Breite21.5 cm
- Höhe21.5 cm
- Gewicht0.375 kg


"Why don't we deliver him to Satan?"
Three generations of women are molested by the same pastor. A man with vast political connections and megachurch. Why isn't Dr. Roger Bunyan Jr. held accountable? Who else knew? And how long can they take being ignored before one of them takes matters into her own hands?
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January 1, 2020 marked 13 years together, 6 years married, and 2 years as mamas. The fact remains, from the beginning to today, everything is better when we’re together.
This is what happens when Lucien and Wesley get dressed together.
Our 5th wheel blew a tire. So when Lucien was putting the new one on, Wesley was not far. When he did veer off to play, it was only a matter of minutes before he would look up and say “mama mama mama mama mama mama” and run back over to her.
He’s such a good helper. As long as there are cookies.
It has been over 13 years together now, and the more time we spend together, the more I wish we had more time to spend together.
The day that Lucien has to leave to go to work never gets easier. In fact, it is only getting harder as Wesley and her are getting to build their relationship more now that he is getting older. When mama is at work, he walks around the house looking for her. It breaks my heart. I can’t even fathom the pain she feels in her heart when she has to go. The sacrifices she has made to support our family, and to allow me to experience the incredible moments with our little boy everyday, are appreciated beyond words.
We learned about each other over the years. We almost broke up once. But we didn’t give up. We talk. A lot. Often about the same thing over and over. My theory is, life has a way of changing your perspective. That may change your view on certain, possibly critical things. It is important to stay on the same page as your partner, which may involve peiodic checking in. Much in the same way we need to express our love and gratitude and respect for each other. We are only human. We doubt ourselves. We need reassurance. We need comfort.


I was raised up believing,
I was somehow unique,
Like a snowflake distinct among snowflakes,
Unique in each way you can see.
And now after some thinking,
I'd say I'd rather be,
A functioning cog in some great machinery,
Serving something beyond me.
But I don't, I don't know what that will be,
I'll get back to you someday soon you will see.


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Astonishing though it may seem, there are ways in which the continuing existence of other people after our deaths — even that of complete strangers — matters more to us than does our own survival and that of our loved ones.Scheffler notes how disturbing it is to imagine the world of people disappearing even after one's own death. Our sense of being part of a social continuum isn't restricted to the present:
Notice that people do not typically react with such a loss of purpose to the prospect of their own deaths. Of course, many people are terrified of dying. But even people who fear death (and even those who do not believe in a personal afterlife) remain confident of the value of their activities despite knowing that they will die someday. Thus there is a way in which the survival of other people after our deaths matters more to us than our own survival.
This should give us pause. The knowledge that we and everyone we know and love will someday die does not cause most of us to lose confidence in the value of our daily activities. But the knowledge that no new people would come into existence would make many of those things seem pointless.By definition, symbols and meaning are created before we experience, modify and inhabit them; they are products of the past. After all, a classic definition of a symbol is something thrown together through social convention. Our lives depend and feed on meaning in the present, but we want that meaning to endure, as
most of us pursue our goals and seek to realize our values within a framework of belief that assumes an ongoing humanity. Remove that framework of belief, and our confidence in our values and purposes begins to erodeIt seems that the future is also needed to sustain meaning, without confidence about the persistence of people, we become formless monsters.
There is also a lesson here for those who think that unless there is a personal afterlife, their lives lack any meaning or purpose. What is necessary to underwrite the perceived significance of what we do, it seems, is not a belief in the afterlife but rather a belief that humanity will survive, at least for a good long time.We need to believe in a future filled with people in order to act in the world today.
I'd really be interested if such a sense is common in other cultural contexts. I'm not one to argue for such a specific belief to be part of a singular human nature, but there's seems to be something to this idea.
If I were to argue for a single thing that makes all humans human, I'd say that it's our ability to make and experience meaning and that process only occurs through the collaborative actions of many people. If that is the case, I guess that the idea of the end of that collective process would be deeply troubling to all people.


Point 3. THE ADAMANT REJECTERS OF THE MESSIAH’S MESSAGE
“And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear you when ye depart thence, shake off the dust under your feet for a testimony against them. Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city.” (Mark 6:11).
This is for those who were adamant and reject the message coming through those disciples from the Lord. They were to:
(i) Shake off their dust as a Symbol – Mark 6:11; Isaiah 13:13; Hebrews 12:25-26,29; Revelations 6:13-17. This is to remind them that a time of shaking is coming that all those who reject the word of God will be shaken off in judgment from the mercy God.
(ii) To Show them that their suffering will be greater than that of Sodom – Mark 6:11; Matthew 11:23-24; 2 Peter 3:7; Jude 7; Hebrews 10:26-27,31; 2 Corinthians 6:17,18; 7:1; Revelations 18:4; 2 Timothy 2:19,21-22; 1 Peter 4:17,18; Jude 21,24-25. Those who rejected the word of repentance, and the possibility of salvation through those apostles, their suffering in eternity will be greater than that of Sodom. “And thou, Capernaum, which art exalted unto heaven, shalt be brought down to hell: for if the mighty works, which have been done in thee, had been done in Sodom, it would have remained until this day. But I say unto you, That it shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment, than for thee” (Matthew 11:23-24). They have seen mighty works through Christ but would not repent and believe on Him. Ungodly men who reject the message of salvation are reserved unto fire on the day of judgement. Pray that you will not be among them (2 Peter 3:7). Sin will not be more pleasurable to you than salvation. Salvation and Sanctification separate us from Sodom. “Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you, And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty” (2 Corinthians 6:17,18). Don’t reject the message, repent and turn around, receive the Lord Jesus Christ and let Him save you, and after that salvation, let Him sanctify you (2 Corinthians 7:1). Don’t remain adamant and in sin, come out of evil, repent and receive Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour (Revelations 18:4), and then the judgement of God will pass over you in Jesus Name. The Lord will keep you from sin, and will keep sin from you, and you will not perish. You will not remain a sinner or ungodly. The Lord will keep you in righteousness and faithful, and when the trumpet sounds, you will be there in Jesus Name (Jude 21,24-25). The glory of God will be upon your life, the salvation of the Lord you will have. Christ has the power, and He is delegating that power to you. Lord, I believe! As you believe the promise and power of God, that delegated power will work mightily in your life in Jesus Name. You believe in salvation, sanctification, delegated power and anointing, signs and wonders following, the Lord will work with you, and many souls will be saved through you; the sick will be healed and evil spirits will be cast out so that their souls will be saved as well.
Ponder on this! They knew so much of the natural that they missed the supernatural, knew so much of history and missed His healing, knew so much of his natural family and they missed the spiritual fellowship. They missed the glory and the demonstration of His power in their lives because of their earthly considerations. Pastor (Dr) W.F Kumuyi.
Ponder on this! For those who listened to Christ with the right attitude and proper condition of hearts, His teaching brought transformation, came with power and led them into discipleship, and His message produced miracles of salvation, healings, deliverance, purity and power. Pastor (Dr) W.F Kumuyi.
Ponder on this! When you are familiar with a leader or local pastor, you know his family and all about him, that knowledge can make you lose the eternal, supernatural, mighty works and wonders of salvation, healing and wonders of heaven. Pastor (Dr) W.F Kumuyi.
Hard Sayings – Repentance is to turn away from all your transgressions; and if you don’t repent, iniquity will ruin you. Pastor (Dr) W.F Kumuyi.
Reflection – They don’t remain sinners, they become saints; they don’t remain babes, they become real mature people; they don’t remain ordinary witness, they become apostles and teachers of the word as they learn and study the word of God. Pastor (Dr) W.F Kumuyi.
Words on the Marble – Salvation and Sanctification separate us from Sodom. Pastor (Dr) W.F Kumuyi.
Key Words – Don’t look at things after the natural appearance but spiritual. Pastor (Dr) W.F Kumuyi.
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[Drama CD Review] SEVENTH HEAVEN VOL. 4 Yuuri
SEVENTH HEAVEN vol.4 ユーリ「永遠のWALTZ」CV : Kondou Takashi (近藤隆)
My first request – so exciting!!!
“Please wait. You. What’s that in your hand? Were you perhaps planning on committing suicide in front of this mansion?”
The scene starts with Yuuri catching the main character holding a knife, getting ready to kill herself. He takes it from her hand and says it’d be bad if the owner of the mansion caught her. But he suggests that she must have been in extreme grief to want to commit suicide. Yuuri mentions another, easier way to die – him killing her. He mentions that she is charming and introduces himself as a shinigami. Like in the last volumes, he explains that he can’t die and can’t feel, has nothing. But he says that the souls of those girls who don’t want to be hurt (but have suffered) are guided by shinigami. Seventh Heaven is a group within the shinigami, and their singing voices bring death. Since she’s seen a shinigami, she can no longer escape from her fate. He’d like to take her soul now, but he can’t until the next full moon. Thus, she’ll have to get along with him in the mansion while waiting (which involves believing in him and listening to his weird orders…something like that). He compliments her smile and says he’ll do anything for her
why do I feel like he’s lying and welcomes her to the mansion.
Yuuri watches her eat(?) and asks if she’s gotten used to the mansion. He offers to show her around the mansion’s gallery. Basically he explains about a certain image of a girl and asks what the heroine thinks about the picture (like, what the girl in the image is holding). He comments under his breath that she’s beautiful when she’s thinking.
I kind of don’t even know this vocabulary what is with Yuuri. He says he’s got something to ask of our heroine. Scene shifts, and it seems that our heroine is Yuuri’s model! He instructs her to look at him and compliments her eyes. He says that his heart hurts when he thinks about who could have made her make such sad eyes, but that, with him, everything will be fine. He lets her relax and pours her tea. Yuuri says he’s taking a break, then asks heroine is he can hug her like a lover would, but quickly says it’s a joke. Then creepily, he asks what the heroine would think if the girl from the picture from before was holding a knife. He suggests that the girl in the picture was so in love with a man that she wanted to make him hers (and probably killed him as a result) and apologizes to the heroine for scaring her. He declares that he would not knife the person he’s in love with and would want her to stay by his side (basically). It starts to rain and thunder and Yuuri wonders if there will be a storm. He asks if heroine will be able to sleep by herself tonight and makes her promise that she won’t go out when the bell rings at midnight and just sleep. He says he’s worried about her sleeping habits (?) and if she can’t sleep, he’d be willing to spend a night stroking her head while she fell asleep. He asks her what she wants to do, and she says she’s fine by herself. Yuuri says he’ll stay here and continue relaxing with tea, while heroine goes off to sleep.
Continuous rain and the sound of something breaking, crows, and knocking on doors. Heroine leaves the room and encounters Yuuri, who can’t see her and asks if it’s Mint who’s come to see her. He realizes its heroine and she goes to turn on the lights but Yuuri tells her not to
omg I bet something bad is going to happen. He asks her what’s wrong and that it’s midnight (“If I haven’t heard wrong, the bells at midnight have already rung”). Heroine says that the lightning struck and broke her window (?). Yuuri mentions Kanade (who probably broke the mirror, as evidenced by the crows). Yuuri says that since her room is now a mess, finding another room she likes is fine. Yuuri says he can’t lead her there since he’s not feeling well though it sounds like he’s lying. He tells he to hurry up and leave. Heroine says she’s worried about Yuuri, and Yuuri replies that she’s a human, yet is worrying over a shinigami. He says that she’s really nice and it’s surprising that a person like her is living and that he doesn’t need help. He tries to tell her to leave again, but she continues to insist that she’s still worried and won’t leave omg please listen to him. “Your heart is really beautiful, isn’t it?” BA BOOM OMFG THAT LIGHTN ING SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME I’M ALONE IN THIS ROOM ALL BY MYSELF TOO WAHHHH.
And, I knew something bad would happen.
Scary music starts playing after Yuuri says “Ah, it’s too bad”
Heroine was able to see what was happening with Yuuri because of the lightning providing a moment of light to the room. He tells her that what’s spread around aren’t flower petals and that she should take a good look around – they’re butterfly wings. He tore them from the butterflies and killed them. He tells her that he tried to be nice to her, and told her to stay in her room and sleep. He tried to lie to her to not make her scared. He then pushes her down on the bed (“You never thought I would [do this] did you?”). She didn’t keep her promise (to not leave the room after midnight) and now he has to punish her. He proceeds to kiss her and asks her if it’s her first time being treated roughly. He wonders if the face she’s showing is one of acceptance or surprise. Heroine thought that Yuuri can’t see her face since its dark, but Yuuri says that shinigami can see better than humans. Heroine pushes him off of her and Yuuri says that he thought he was a nice person and tells her to hurry and leave.
WHAT JUST HAPPENED I DON’T GET. I really don’t get random kissing
Yuuri knocks on heroine’s door, telling her he’s brought food. Heroine doesn’t answer him, but he enters anyways. He asks how she is, mentioning that her face is pale and that she didn’t sleep much. He says he’ll feed heroine the soup. She tries to resist and he asks if she’d prefer to be fed mouth-to-mouth. She refuses, and he tries again to feed her (I think he says if the soup falls on the floor, table, etc she’d have to eat it from there?). Yuuri feeds her a spoonful and then tells her to eat everything else herself. (“There’s no way you can’t do it yourself, right? You can do it if you try it, huh”). He tells her to stop and to listen to him. He was mad when she broke her promise and says he can’t explain to humans why he tore those butterflies’ wings that day and how that amuses him. Heroine insists on knowing the reason why he does that and he laughs at her. He won’t tell her. He calls humans…narrow-minded (?), but heroine doesn’t agree and Yuuri agrees to tell her
while slightly annoyed btw. He tells her that she can’t take it back even if she no longer wants to hear it.
He basically tells her that shinigami are like monsters since they are lacking in various ways. That’s why, he often finds weak things and feels better about himself. Right now, she’s there (like those weak things) and, when he was drawing the picture of her, he felt the urge to make her his. If he could he would do it now (something about her life…taking it??? What does ureta kajitsu mean?). He notices that she’s not scared and isn’t running away and that she can’t run away even if she wanted to. He says she’s strange and that he’s interested in her and wants her to tell him more about herself – everything about herself – since the picture is not enough.
Yuuri notices heroine is still awake and wet from the rain. He went out a bit after finishing her picture. She was worried about him and he thanks her for that, but shinigami don’t get colds. He mentions that, while she’s wet, he can’t hug her (to warm her up). He tells her to go back to her room and that it’ll be bad for her to catch cold. Yuuri notices that heroine looks like she wants to say something to him. She asks about the blood on him. He mentions that his clothes got dirty and it’s nothing for her to worry about since it’s not big deal for shinigami to get hurt – and that the blood’s not even his.
He tells her to go, because otherwise she will really get a cold. Or go to the salon to drink warm milk. Heroine asks what he was doing outside and he asks if she’s really interested in the blood. He wanted to talk more (nicely), but it seems like that’s not possible. He basically talks about Kanade sending a copy to hurt heroine and how it’s unforgiveable for anyone to hurt her [evil laugh]. If I’m not mistaken, I think he talks about how happy he is/was when killing the copy. Heroine doesn’t seem very happy about it and says that she wants to be alone. Yuuri wonders what’s wrong, and she walks away but he follows. He thinks that she’s upset because the night of the full moon is coming and she wants to spend the rest of her time with a loved one (“Who would be good? A friend? Your family?”). Heroine runs away.
Yuuri knocks on heroine’s door, but she doesn’t answer. He knows that she’s in the room but won’t unlock the door or answer him. He says that if she’s mad, he’ll apologize to her. He then implores her to believe in one thing – that he didn’t mean to make her sad. “Please talk to me and let me see your smile” (abbreviated). But she won’t even give him that. Yuuri says that the full moon is soon, though and he just wants to talk a little bit. In a lower voice, he asks if she wants to run away from him. They’ll be parting soon, though, anyways – so open the door. He repeats this angrily, but he eventually reveals that he has the key to her room and opens the door himself. Heroine is scared because Yuuri is mad at her. He says that he’s no longer mad at her, but wants to know how he upset her. She won’t say anything and Yuuri keeps questioning why, but doesn’t understand. Yuuri says he’s the only one who would do anything for her and hugs her to assure her of his feelings – but she still doesn’t understand. Yuuri says it’s because he likes her. He tells her to close her eyes (to kiss), but she pushes him away. He says that it’s obvious that two people in love should kiss. Heroine always smiles happily in front of him, so he doesn’t believe (won’t believe) that she’s not actually interested. He pushes her down and says “That’s why – let’s become one, right now.” While laughing, he comments on her eyes, which look like she wants to run away, but he won’t let her escape. And he believes she’ll become unwilling to run away from him. She’ll start to want him – because Yuuri had her take a certain medicine, but when was it taken? It was in the tea, the soup…everything she consumed and it’s in the kiss. “Do you think you were an idiot (for trusting me, etc)? But I like [that part of you as well].” *
He tells her to kiss him back, and she does.
GAHHH she’s like his doll now
*just a note, I’m not actually translating word for word, just generally, since I don’t actually know everything he’s saying
Day of the Full Moon
Yuuri comments on the full moon and that he knew he would have to separate from her. He didn’t know how painful it would be – but she won’t disappear, he says. She’ll live on in him forever. OMFG I think he just said he killed all her important people, justifying his actions by saying he’s the only one for her. She laughs and he compliments her on that. He believes even if he hadn’t drugged her, she would still laugh for him. He understands her the most. Heroine cries
her true feelings? and Yuuri says that those tears are his as well. He licks her tears away and asks to see her soul (and he takes it out to see). He tells her to kiss his hand and that he can now feel her in this form. KISS FEST TIME There’s no longer any distractions for them, and Yuuri “I want you more and more. More and more.” He’ll teach her that she’s his. The bell begins to ring, and heroine feels strange. Yuuri assures her by saying he’ll kiss wherever she hurts the most like a boo-boo. YEAH, SO, BASICALLY LOVE-LOVE KISSING TRACK HERE. Except there really isn’t any love.
Around the 10 minute mark of the track, Yuuri asks why she has such sad eyes. They should be sparkling beautifully. But her eyes are just reflecting sadness. She’s not seeing him. Her eyes are the only part of her that are not lying (her lips and body are because of the drug). He just wants her, why, why won’t she want him back?
“I get it. It’s fine now (I don’t care). It’s fine. The you that won’t become mine isn’t you. I’ll…finally kill you.”
Awwww this track is actually kind of pretty, but trust me, I cannot translate [songs] for my life. I’m just not good with how to word things in the right way.
Extra Track ~Last Message~
He remembers that he forgot to show her the finished picture that he drew of her. It was a picture of her best smile. Her eyes were beautiful in the image and the painting reflects what she really is like. “From now on, we’ll be together forever. I love you. I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. Even though I love you this much…!”
TRACK FIVE WAS SO LONG. THERE WAS JUST TOO MUCH SCENARIO. lol.
Surprisingly, this CD really didn’t scare me that much. The only time I was really freaked out was when the lightning struck at the butterfly scene. That loud noise scared the crap out of me. I really thought that, after seeing that picture of Yuuri holding that doll that the CD would be…umm, well, abusive (although admittedly, the drugging-the-heroine thing was kind of abusive. I did not see that coming). ACTUALLY, I feel bad for Yuuri – even though he is so yandere and crazy. In all the other CDs, the heroine held some affection for the shinigami partner, but in this CD HIS FEELINGS WERE NEVER RECIPROCATED. To be honest, they probably could’ve been and were in the beginning, but then he just revealed that he was really crazy and obsessive and….that scared Ms. Heroine away. The drugging part was pretty unforgiveable for me, especially since he basically did it right from the beginning (in small amounts). But I don’t hate him. He just seems too pitiful (but I didn’t really understand everything that went on in the CD, so I don’t actually understand his motivations. Is he jealous of life?).
I also didn’t really get a feeling for the heroine in this volume.


This is a 1-year reading plan based on a 5 days per week plan. It leaves room for catching up should we fall behind in the week. We will read from book to book starting from OT which is ordered based on Hebrew Bible. The NT is based on the same arrangement as your Bible.
The purpose is to provide familiarity, by reading through the Bible in 1 year.


EsPreSSE - Estimation and Prediction in Software & Systems Engineering (Special Session)
Estimation and prediction approaches are a valuable foundation for planning activities and for making the right decisions at the right time in software and systems engineering. Over the last decade research and practice in software estimation and prediction have advanced the ability to infer likely future results and implications for project and product development based on the present development stage, experiences gained in previous project phases, and data from past projects.
The objective of this special session is to provide a forum where researchers and practitioners discuss applications and results of software estimation and prediction approaches. In particular, the session encourages the exchange of experiences from applications in commercial, industrial and open source projects that indicate strengths and limitations of these approaches in a real-world setting.
Topics of interest include, but are not restricted to:
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It is not compulsory for a evil character to be constantly performing sadistic acts just for the sake of being evil or constantly disobeying orders just for the sake of causing chaos. They do, however, enjoy the suffering of others, and view honor and self-discipline as weaknesses.
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School Background: Aiden is an average student. He does what is required of him. He struggles in classes like mathematics, and chemistry. Numbers and equations aren't really his strong points. He loves classes involving his hands and creation. Most specifically he loves construction classes and English literature. His father being a carpenter gives him a desire to build and help his father. Literature gives him a sense of happiness that isn't even really understood to him. Reading really just makes him happy. He behaves well in class. His parents taught him that respect should always be given where it is needed. However, this also means if a teacher or student disrespects him or another that he wouldn't think twice about letting them know. He isn't shy but at the same time he is not out going. He likes company of others but needs time alone so he can recharge. He tries to make it to every class but to him family will always come first.
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On my first read through I decided my instincts were right and that it was not for me. I am not a great believer in cutting anything out, not totally, except perhaps those things you don’t actually like eating. However on the second read it seems she is not recommending cutting things out, just that you might like to do so if these things are contributing to you feeling less than well.
This is not a cookbook. There are very few recipes. It is more a manual for living. The book is divided up into her 10 rules for creating a healthy way of life and discussion of how to put this in practice.
The rules are nothing you probably haven’t come across before. The emphasis is on breaking bad habits and creating new habits; drink more water; move more; do a kitchen detox to get temptation out of the house; portion control and eat to feed hunger not because you are bored; Ban snacking, don’t constantly graze; eat your 5 a day; eat less process food.
I don’t disagree with her rules it’s just that I am doing a lot of this already or as much as I can within the confines of family life. The issue I have is that like a lot of books it doesn’t take account of how hard it can be to follow such rules when you have to take other people’s dietary needs into account.
In some respects it is the same as a lot of other books. “This worked for me.” But it doesn’t give enough consideration for the fact that there are more in the target audience than single girls whose past preferred way of drinking tea is to add a lot of sugar to it… (I am not sure that tea and coffee drunk without milk or sugar is an evil and probably won’t cause an insulin spike!)
On the whole it’s an ok book. It’s not advocating anything outrageous and it certainly doesn’t annoy me quite as much as “I quit sugar” does…


Allowing the complete ‘Pot of Life’
Being somebody who loves the outdoors, I find the short days and long, drawn-out evenings of winter hard. This year, as I faced the annual dread of the cold dark months of January and February, I decided to do what I could to ‘do this year differently.’
My solution is what I call my 75:25 approach to life. This involves me allowing myself the freedom to acknowledge that 25% of my life is filled with things, people, events etc that I wish were different – I call this my ‘pot of negativity.’ I don’t deny this 25% or try to bury it under the carpet and ignore it – I simply stare each aspect of my pot in the face and accept that it is there. At the same time, I let myself acknowledge the feelings that each aspect within this pot induces in me – fear, sadness, loneliness, worry etc.
All of that done, I then turn my focus to my ‘pot of positivity’ – the 75% of my life that is amazing, and I allow myself the same indulgence. I reflect on the big things in life like the fact that, despite a global pandemic, I am alive and well and I pause to enjoy the smaller things like the sound of the birdsong in the morning, the feel of a woolly sweater around my neck or the chill of the wind on my face as I step out of the door.
At Making Me, our workshops in schools teach children how to properly focus on, and respond to, the complete ‘pot of life’. The reason we do this is because we feel that it is important that children focus not just on the 75% ‘pot of positivity’ but that they are aware of, and prepared for, the 25% ‘pot of negativity’ too. In this way they are equipped, up front, to know how to deal with whatever life puts in their ‘pot of life.’ There is no doubt that there is a time, a place, and a way of exposing our children to some of life’s more difficult truths – weighing them down with the worries of Atlas isn’t the answer either. But by resourcing them up front to know how to face life’s difficulties and build their sense of resilience, we are giving them the resources they need to live life mentally and emotionally well.


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The only original references we have of Sigyn are a handful of sentences in the Prose Edda (I found two translations of the texts available online, one by Brodeur, and one by Bellows) and an engraving on the Gosforth Cross, which is exactly what it sounds like — a large stone cross in a churchyard in Gosforth.
From those two sources, the only thing we know for sure about Sigyn is that
- she’s stated to be a goddess a couple times in the Prose Edda, but it’s not described in detail exactly what she’s a goddess of (the whole fidelity thing was something that Marvel came up with)
- she’s Loki’s wife and had two kids with him - Narvi/Narfi and Vali (one kid got turned into a wolf and killed his brother, but even the original myths get confused as to which kid did what)
- she’s featured in the story of Loki’s binding and punishment
- she has quite a few kennings
That’s it. Everything else is literally just headcanons and speculation, even things written down in proper stories and books. If you want the most accurate headcanons and speculations, I suggest reading what actual, well-educated pagans have to say about her, seeing as this is their religion and all. For starters, I found an online shrine dedicated to Sigyn, which has some interesting things to say about her and her children. There’s also a video on YouTube that I liked, but I’ve gone and forgotten what it’s called so that’s not really helpful to you at all.


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My job in theatre involved a lot of detailed planning and therefore the effort had been somewhat ceaseless. I had left theatre slightly ahead of those with whom I had been working, in order to set the pace back at the Home Base and to ensure a smooth transition towards future tasks. As a result, I normalised amongst a group of people I did not know. In hindsight this suited me well, as I found that I felt ‘peeled’: emotionally raw, vulnerable and exposed.
The low feeling was not totally unfamiliar. I had experienced it before, albeit not as strongly, after exhausting military exercises away from home. Some call it ‘post-exercise blues’; although the feeling is not unique to military activity – post-holiday blues are familiar enough to most, I expect.
The poem is a precursor to the earlier-posted ‘Returning Home‘, which was a request, of friends and family, to bear with the process of normalising. I could have posted this first: but I was not yet ready to do so, as it cut quite deep even to read it back to myself.
My low feelings haven’t gone completely, but they are now significantly subsiding. They occasionally return in waves, when I am stressed with work or other concerns; they ebb with a little time and introspection. This poem is intended for anyone who has felt the same and may be struggling to come to terms: you are not alone.
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I smile and nod, sound cheery on the phone to those I care for,
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Why am I like this? Why do I feel so cold? So low?
Why do I find myself battling the world? Putting up a good show?
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Holding my breath, an answer springs to my mind –
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I notice, however, that I am not as alone as I was thinking –
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A word, for we each feel it, that we’re sharing in sorrow:
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For we’ve spend the last months driving every sinew, every bone,
And now it is our bodies chance to make our minds atone:
Too much taken, too much drawn, from the innermost reserve:
Time to rebalance, to recover, to release; to reset the curve.
It’s a phase, that’s what it is: Although whilst I say this, it doesn’t soften –
Time is what I need, the future’s where I travel, but I’ll be back here often,
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The Society assumed responsibility for the online supplement to E L C Mullins' Texts and Calendars: an Analytical Guide to Serial Publications (covering publications since 1982) and for the Stevensons' Scottish Texts and Calendars (covering publications since 1985) previously maintained by the Historical Manuscripts Commission.
The Society maintains a library collection of the majority of the publications issued by these societies which is housed in the UCL History Library and is accessible for reference purposes to the Society's membership.
Details of publications may be found on the individual societies' websites and also on the Bibliography of British and Irish History database.
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will you ever stop playing the victim?
How am I playing the victim? There’s a difference between sad and self pity. I am sad and I have hurt people, done things I’m not proud of, I won’t deny that. I feel terrible for it. No one is an all over good person and it sucks but that’s the truth. All you can do is better yourself not “play victim” as you say, I know my mistakes and I’m accepting the consequences of my actions.