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AND THEYRE JUST BEING LIKE AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE BUT ANYWAYS AND THEYRE BURNING FOOD TOO SORRY GO ON WHAT DO YOU THINK TOXIC A TOXIC FRIEND IS I DONT THINK THERES LIKE A DEFINITE LIKE DEFINITION LIKE WHATS ONE THING THATS THAT YOU CAN THATS HAPPENED TO YOU ACTUALLY NO DONT SAY SOMETHING THATS HAPPENED TO YOU OKAY WERE NOT TRYING TO SHADE PEOPLE I FEEL LIKE THERES MULTIPLE THINGS THAT A TOXIC FRIEND COULD BE BUT HERE ARE LIKE CERTAIN TRAITS YOU CAN NOTICE

YOU KNOW BUT I GUESS LIKE SOME PEOPLE DONT GROW UP AND THEY LIKE DRAMA LIKE EVERY SECOND OF THEIR LIFE AND ANOTHER THING BEWARE OF MANIPULATIVE PEOPLE MANIPULATIVE PEOPLE IS THIS LIKE A CHECKLIST LIKE CHECK BEWARE OF AN MANIPULATIVE PEOPLE CHECK THEY WILL TWIST THINGS IN YOUR MIND AND LIKE MAKE YOU THINK A CERTAIN WAY ABOUT THEM THAT ISNT NECESSARILY TRUE YEAH LIKE RUINING YOUR IMAGE AND THEY YOURE TRAPPED

JUST A PIGGYBACK OFF OF THAT GHANA WAS SO BEAUTIFUL IT TOOK MY BREATH AWAY THE ONLY THING I COULD EVER RELATE IT TO WAS THE FIRST TIME WHEN I MOVED FROM TEXAS TO DENVER AND I SAW MOUNTAINS FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT LITERALLY BROUGHT ME TO TEARS BECAUSE I HAD NEVER SEEN ANYTHING SO BEAUTIFUL UP CLOSE BUT THIS TOPPED THAT WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THE CONNECTION THAT WE AS ALL BLACK PEOPLE SHOULD HAVE TO THE CONTINENT BUT WE WERE STRIPPED AWAY FROM IT

I KNOW THE THERE IS A CLUB AT PURDUE THAT SOLELY FOCUSES ON STUNTING SEEMS PRETTY COOL I COULD NEVER BUT PRETTY COOL AND LASTLY THERES A CLUB CALLED CHAARG ITS C H A A R G AND ITS JUST LIKE AN ACCOUNTABILITY THING THEY HAVE SO MANY EVENTS THAT PEOPLE GO TO AND DIFFERENT CLASSES WORKOUT CLASSES

AND IF IM NOT ABLE TO DO THAT IF IM THE ONE THATS CAUSING ADDITIONAL STRESS ON MY TEAM ON ON THE SCHOOL OR YOU KNOW KIDS THEYRE LIKE WHATS GOING ON WITH MR JOHNSON AT WORK LIKE THAT IM GOING TO REMOVE MYSELF BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO BE THAT I DONT WANT TO BE I I I JUST I JUST IT GOT TO A POINT WHERE I FELT THAT AND I KNEW THAT I WASNT BEING THE TEACHER THAT I COULD AND I STEPPED AWAY I LEFT AND OVER THE PAST

A MINING ENGINEER AND SENIOR EXECUTIVE IN FRANCE IS CONSIDERED TO BE ONE OF THE MOST INFLUENTIAL CONTRIBUTORS TO MODERN MANAGEMENT THEORY UNLIKE TAYLOR WHO IMPROVED PRODUCTIVITY BY ANALYZING WORKERS ACTIONS FAYOL TOOK A TOP DOWN APPROACH FAYOL EXAMINED AN ORGANIZATION THROUGH THE LENS OF THE MANAGERS AND THE SITUATIONS THEY MIGHT ENCOUNTER HE BELIEVED THAT MANAGEMENT HAS SIX PARAMOUNT FUNCTIONS TO FORECAST PLAN

IT HAS MORE LIKE THINGS TO CARE OF AS WELL BUT HE CARE FOR ME PERSONALLY HE CARES FOR WHAT I WAS FEELING AND FOR WHAT I FEEL TODAY HE CARE FOR MY FAMILY FOR MY FRIENDS FOR EVERYTHING I DO AND THATS SOMETHING THAT YOU GUYS CAN REALLY HEAR ON ITS GOD BECAUSE EVEN IN YOUR DARKEST MOMENTS EVEN IF YOURE FEELING LIKE YOU MEAN NOTHING EVEN IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR LIFE JUST END

YES HE WAS OVER THERE THATS CORRECT HE HAD LOOK AT HIM HES RIGHT THERE

UM AND THEN LASTLY LIKE ONE THOUSAND OR SO WAS ON MY CREDIT CARD LIKE I SAID IM VERY HESITANT AND SCARED OF CREDIT CARDS SO I NEVER REALLY KEEP A LARGE BALANCES ON MY CARDS OKAY MM HM HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR SPENDING HABITS BEFORE YOU KIND OF HAD YOUR LIGHTBULB MOMENT AND WERE LIKE I NEED TO CHANGE THE WAY I I DEAL WITH MONEY YEAH SO I DEFINITELY WAS LIVING PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK I THOUGHT IT WAS A A NORMAL ADULT LIVING THING THAT I SHOULD BE DOING

AND I HAVE NOTICED AND I KNOW THIS IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE BUT I HAVE NOTICED A HUGE ENERGY GAP IN HOW HAPPY AND CONTENT I AM WHEN I SET A CERTAIN TIME FOR ME TO BE ON MY PHONE AND THROUGHOUT THE DAY I MAKE SURE THAT IM MAKING SURE THAT IM LISTENING TO POSITIVE PODCASTS POSITIVE MUSIC WHEN IM AT WORK AND WHEN I COME HOME I MAKE SURE I SET A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF LIMIT OF TIME OF WHEN I CAN SCROLL

DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT ALLOW ANY MAN WOMAN BOY GIRL BOSS WHOEVER DONT ALLOW THEM LIKE TO MAKE YOU FEEL INSECURE UNLOVED UNIMPORTANT LESSER THEN DONT LET EM TALK TO YOU ALL TYPES OF WAYS DONT LET THEM

DRAMATIC I WAS LIKE CALL THE AMBULANCE PLEASE CALL THE AMBULANCE OH MY GOD WHERE IS GOING ON ANYWHO SO I GET TO THE HOSPITAL EVENTUALLY AND ONE OF THE THINGS THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE EXPERIENCE WHEN THEY GO TO THE HOSPITAL IS WHEN YOU ET THERE YOU GOTTA SIT AND WAIT AND YOU KNOW YOU GET THERE YOU CHECK IN THEY CHECK YOUR VITALS AND YOU SIT THERE AND YOU WAIT FOR A ROOM WITH ME BECAUSE MY

OVER HIS MONEY MANAGER AND THEN IN THAT SAME TWO THOUSAND AND THREE VANITY FAIR ARTICLE I MENTIONED LES WEXNER DESCRIBED EPSTEIN AS A MOST LOYAL FRIEND WITH EXCELLENT JUDGMENT AND UNUSUALLY HIGH STANDARDS WHATS WHAT WHEN ON BETWEEN THEM SO LES WEXNER GAVE TO A LOT OF JEWISH CHARITIES HE WAS JEWISH AND THATS BEEN ONE OF THE THINGS WHERE PEOPLE ARE LIKE AH HA ISRAEL SOMEHOW OH YEAH THAT IS SOMETHING GOOD THAT WE DONT KNOW AND I CERTAINLY DONT KNOW

DISOWN HIM LIKE THAT YOU KNOW AND DID YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR DAD BECAUSE HE YOU LEFT YOUR MOM OR DID YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR DAD BECAUSE OF WHAT HE DID WELL THIS IS GOING TO GET GOOD NO NO NO WELL MY MOTHERS SITUATION IS KIND OF LIKE THE WAY YOU TALK ABOUT IN YOUR COMEDY ABOUT YOURS WHERE LIKE MY MOM LIKE MARRIED LIKE THREE TIMES RIGHT

THAT INVALIDATES WHAT SOMEONE IS EXPERIENCING OR WHAT SOMEONE IS IN CONFIDING IN YOU BECAUSE IT MAKES THEM FEEL SPECIFICALLY ME ILL SAY ILL USE MYSELF AS AN EXAMPLE NOT TRY TO BE GENERAL WITHIN THIS PODCAST OR WHATEVER IM DOING ANYWHO BUT IT MAKES THEM FEEL THAT BECAUSE EVERYONE IS DEALING WITH SOMETHING BUT YOURE NOT HANDLING IT RIGHT OR OR YOURE HAVING AN ISSUE WITH IT

HELLO EVERYONE AND WELCOME TO THE RAMBLING CURLS PODCAST WHERE WE TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING OKAY HI EVERYONE WHY DID I START A PODCAST EVEN ME I DONT KNOW BUT HEY ITS LIFE LETS DO IT UM SO TODAYS EPISODE GUYS ITS GONNA BE SUPER FUN IM GONNA BE SUPER AWKWARD AND I DONT EVEN THINK MY TRANSITIONS ARE GONNA BE GREAT BUT YOU KNOW IF YOURE STILL LISTENING FIVE MINUTES INTO THIS THING YOU ARE A REAL ONE

AND I WANT TO SAY REALLY QUICKLY BECAUSE I KNOW V IS SHAKING HIS HEADVALENTINE MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY JUST THE IN MY OPINION JUST THE SHEER HYPOCRISY SO LET ME SHARE SOMETHING WITH YOU ALL WHO MAY NOT BE LISTENING TO US FROM TEXASTHE SHOOTER THAT CAME INTO EL PASO IS FROM ALLEN TEXAS ALLEN TEXAS IS NORTH OF DALLAS ALAN TEXAS IS SEVEN MILES NORTH OF PLANO

BUT THATS FUNNY BECAUSE HE RAN UP TO US AND HIT US UP LIKE WAIT A MINUTE YOURE FROM ROSSO DO YOU KNOW WHO HE WAS FOOL NO NOT AT ALL THEY JUST SENT US TO THE PARK TO PLAY TENNIS BRO SO CRAZY MAN I REMEMBER REMEMBER LIMEHOOD THAT GUY YEAH I REMEMBER USED TO HAVE AN OAKLAND AS HAT

BASED OF MY EXPERIENCE IN KNOWLEDGE OF SELF AND UNDERSTANDING OF MY WAY OF LIFE WHICH IS ISLAM AND BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I WANT FOR YOU WHAT I WANT FOR MYSELF TODAY IS THE 60TH EPISODE AND WERE GONNA TALK ABOUT BEING AT PEACE AND RAMADAN I KNOW WERE FASTING AND I KNOW ITS COMPLICATED AND ESPECIALLY MY COMBERS OUT THERE I KNOW IF THIS IS YOUR FIRST RAMADAN ITS GOING TO BE DIFFICULT BECAUSE OF THE SIMPLE FACT THAT WHEN YOURE GRADUALLY GROWING WITHIN YOUR SPACE YOU WANT TO BE ABLE

WE ARE NOT FINANCIAL ADVISORS AND WE RECOMMEND YOU CONSULT WITH THE FINANCIAL PROFESSIONAL BEFORE MAKING ANY SERIOUS FINANCIAL DECISIONS THE CONTENT ON THE YO QUIERO DINERO PODCAST AND ASSOCIATED ENTITIES IS FOR INFORMATIONAL AND EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES ONLY AND SHOULD NOT BE CONSTRUED AS PROFESSIONAL FINANCIAL ADVICE SHOULD YOU NEED SUCH ADVICE CONSULT A LICENSED FINANCIAL OR TAX ADVISOR

ITS ALL BECAUSE MY PERSPECTIVE HAS CHANGED ITS JUST KIND OF I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO BE THANKFUL FOR AND THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO REALIZE TOO WHAT DEPRESSION IS IS A STATE OF HOPELESSNESS THATS ESSENTIALLY WHAT IT IS AND HOPELESSNESS COMES FROM A LACK OF INSPIRATION DEPRESSION IS A LACK OF INSPIRATION THINGS NEED TO INSPIRE YOU THE PEOPLE THAT YOURE AROUND

YEAH SO ITS DEFINITELY GREAT TO HAVE LIKE LIKEMINDED PEOPLE TRYING TO TO ACHIEVE THE SAME GOAL FOR ME IT WAS MY BEST FRIENDS UM ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS WAS LIKE HEY ARE YOU STILL DOING THE DAVE RAMSEY THING YOU KNOW STICKING TO A BUDGET PAYING OFF DEBT AND I WAS LIKE YEAH KIND OF BUT I REALLY NEED TO GET ON IT AND SHE WAS LIKE ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE ALSO GOING TO GET BACK ON THE TRAIN AND WERE GONNA DO IT TOO WE SHOULD BE YOU KNOW ACCOUNTABILITY PARTNERS I SAID A HUNDRED PERCENT LETS DO IT SO THEN WE WOULD CHECK IN WITH EACH OTHER NOT DAILY BUT MAYBE LIKE ON A WEEKLY BASIS JUST ASKING HEY HOWS YOUR BUDGET GOING

AMAZING BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE THING THAT WE DID MY MIND JUST WENT TO LOOK AT WHAT BLACK PEOPLE CAN DO LOOK AT WHAT WE HAVE TO OFFER OKAYAND I THINK THAT THAT WAS ONE OF THE MOST PREVALENT EMOTIONS THAT I FELT THE ONE THING THAT REALLY OVERWHELMED ME WAS JUST SEEING SO MUCH THAT WE HAD TO OFFER ESPECIALLY THINKING ABOUT THE STEREOTYPES ABOUT OUR CONTINENT AND HOW MUCH FOLKS LITERALLY DO NOT WANT US TO GO BACK TO THE CONTINENT

FOR SURE SO WHAT ARE YOUR WHAT ARE SOME CLOSING THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS FILM I THINK THAT THE LAST SCENE ALWAYS I THINK THAT I CAN HANDLE WATCHING A LOT AND LIKE I THINK I JUST LIKE TEND TO NOT WATCH THIS MOVIE MUCH FOR A LOTTA REASONS IT DOESNT RESONATE WITH ME AS MUCH AS SOME OF HIS OTHER FILMS AND THAT LAST SCENE IS INTENSE ITS REALLY INTENSE AND I JUST FOUND IT REALLY

WITHOUT SPENDING A SINGLE DOLLAR BECAUSE YOU DONT NEED MONEY YOU DONT THERES RICH PEOPLE WHO ARE MISERABLE THERES RICH PEOPLE WHO KILL THEMSELVES SO MONEY IS NOT THE ANSWER TO EVERYTHING MORE WOULD BE NICE MORE WOULD BE NICE SHOULD I LINK MY CASHAPP TO FOR MY SUGAR DADDIES OUT THERE THAT DONT WATCH SUGAR BECAUSE MONEY HELPS BELIEVE ME BUT ITS NOT THE ANSWER MONEY ONLY AMPLIFIES PROBLEMS

SO NO MATTER WHAT THIS IS THAT YOURE GOING TO STEP OUT OR DO OR MAKE A DECISION ON TO BECOME HIGHER UP ON YOURE GONNA HAVE TO LET GO OF THE PERFECT EXPECTATIONS BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT IT IS LIFE IS GONNA THROW AT YOU A CURVEBALL AND YOURE GONNA HAVE TO WORK THROUGH IT AND YOUR HIGHEST SELF VERSION IN ORDER TO ACCEPT OF WHATS GOING ON AND SO I HAD TO ACCEPT THAT IT WASNT GOING TO BE PERFECT

WELL OKAY SO I WANNA KNOW WHEN YOURE A MEATBALL YOU SHOW UP AND YOU GET THE CLASSIC WERE AT CAPACITY WHAT DO YOU DO OKAY FIRST OF ALL MEATBALLS ARE HOT AS SHIT SO I WOULD BURN THEM WHAT IF HEATED MYSELF UP BEFORE I WENT OH THAT WOULD BE SO FUNNY I SHOULD MAKE MYSELF SMELL LIKE A MEATBALL I SHOULD RUB MEATBALLS ALL OVER ME I THINK YOU SHOULD PUT LIKE TOMATO SAUCE ON TOP OF IT I THINK THATD BE HOT

AND WHY I LEFT AND THAT EXPERIENCE AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT BUT I LEFT BECAUSE I WILL NOT I REFUSE TO BE A NEGATIVE IMPACT ON CHILDREN I REFUSE TO BE THE TEACHER THAT I REFUSE TO BE THE TEACHER THAT WAS DEALING WITH SOMETHING AND BECAUSE I WAS PERSONALLY DEALING WITH SOMETHING I WAS IMPACTING

BACK TO THE EPW PODCAST MR ANTONIO VHEAL COMING TO US FROM DENVER OR AS WE AFFECIONATELY CALL HIM V WHAT UP MAN HOW YOU DOING GOOD BROTHER QUE LO E JUST WANT TO SAY WHATS UP TO ALL THE GENTE OUT THERE I HOPE THAT YOU ARE ENJOYING WHAT WE SHARE WITH YOU AND ONCE AGAIN WERE GOING TO BREAK THE KNOWLEDGE LIKE A TORTILLA HECHO POR MANO HAHA LIKE A HARDASS TORTILLA

OKAY SO BASICALLY THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED SLOW MOTION IN MY MIND IM SWERVING IM SKITTING THE SCOOTER JUST TOWERS TO THE RIGHT DONT REMEMBER MY PHONE FLIES I SKID OUT JUST FALL IM LIKE A ROCK IM THE LAST THING MEANWHILE THERES A HOMELESS MAN WHO WITNESSED THIS WHOLE THING AND EVERYONES STARING AT US I SKID UP MY WHOLE SHOULDER AND MY KNEE AND IT WAS NOT CUTE IT WAS BLEEDING EVERYWHERE NOT CUTE

ALRIGHT WOAH WOAH WOAH I NEVER SAID MY MOM REMARRIED BRO NO LET ME TIE IT MY DAD WAS HER ONLY DICK AND HER LAST DICK AND HES STILL A DICK YEAH SO YOU KNOW LIKE THE FIRST GUY LIKE WOAH WHAT A DICK HE LEFT MY MOM RIGHT THE SECOND GUY YOU KNOW HE WAS A DOUCHEBAG YOU KNOW MY BROTHER MARKS DAD WE MOVED TO MEXICO FOR HIM AND THEN HE WASNT COOL WE SO LEFT WE CAME BACK TO STATES IM GLAD I WOULDVE BEEN ON A RANCH YOU KNOW

WHAT YES MADE THE WHOLE THING UP I WANT YOU FROM BEHIND STRANGLE ME MY GOD I WOULDNT STRANGLE A WOMAN HALF YOUR AGE I WANT YOU IN MY MOUTH WAS THAT IS THAT A PARROT OH THATS MY PARROT KEVY HELLO KEVY HELLO THE POOR BIRD IS MUTE MY GOD HES VERY SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT IT

AND I HAD TO GET LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF LONG MRI WHICH IS ROUGH BECAUSE YOU HAD TO STAY AWAKE FOR IT I DONT KNOW THAT ONE PAID LIKE THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS THOUGH HOW DO YOU FALL ASLEEP IN A MRI THOUGH ISNT IT SO LOUD ITS SUPER LOUD BUT ITS SUPER WARM ITS LIKE DO YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR BACK IN THE WOMB ITS DARK YEAH I FEEL LIKE IM JUST CRAWLING INTO A VAGINA THATS WHAT I FEEL LIKE OH MY GOD YOU GET SLID IN THERE AND THEN EVERY TIME I STARTED TO FALL ASLEEP LIKE EVEN WITH THE BANGING LIKE THEY WOULD LIKE INTERCOM INTO ME AND BE LIKE YOU OK THERE

AND WE GO TO THE PARK AND THERES ALL THESE CRIPS RIGHT THERE AND ONE OF THEM RUNS UP TO US AND HE TELLS US HEY WHERE ARE YOU GUYS FROM AND HE GOES WAIT A MINUTE ARE YOU GUYS FROM ROSSO HE GOES GO BACK TO SCHOOL MAN IM THE ASSISTANT COACH HAHA WHAT TELL THEM ITS TOO DANGEROUS TO BE HERE GET OUT OF HERE SO HE SENDS US BACK TO THE SCHOOL BUT HIS FIRST ATTENTION WAS TO HIT US UP BECAUSE WE WERE WEARING ALL RED AND HE WAS A BLACK DUDE YES THAT WAS FUNNY SO HE WAS ASSISTANT COACH SLASH BLOOD CRIP CRIP

I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME NEXT YEAR AND I CANNOT BE HAPPY I CANNOT BE MORE EXCITED TO NOT BE KNOW ANYTHING THATS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME NEXT YEAR HONESTLY WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU KNOW TALKING LIKE IF YOURE IN A END DARKNESS PLACE IT CAN BE DEPRESSION BUT THE DARKNESS AND SOMEONE CAN BE MEAN A LOT OF STUFF IT COULD BE SHYNESS AND COULD BE ANGER AND COULD BE LIKE SOME THINGS YOU DO SOME THING YOU USE AND

BEING IN THEREFOR A LONG TIME CRYING AND CRYING AND THEN ME AND MY BROTHER JULIO WAS FUCKING QUICK OH YOU THATS IT YESI WAS LIKE OH NO THIS MOTHERFUCKER PROBABLY CHOSE MY DAD SO HE HUNG OUT WITH YOUR DAD FOR A WHILE THOUGH RIGHT ME NO YOUR BROTHER EDDIE YEAH HE WORKED FOR HIM HE WORKED FOR HIM I WORKED IN THAT SAME AREA IN A HIGHLAND OR SOMETHING OVER THERE ONE TIME AND I RAN INTO HIM I THINK HE WORKED IN A TIRE ENTIRE SHOP YEAH YEAH RIGHT THERE IN THE IN THE GLASA PARK AREA YES BY THE AVENUES

FOR CHRISTIANS WHO OH ITS ALSO FOR GIRLS BY THE WAY STRICTLY GIRLS WHO WANT TO GET TOGETHER SHARE THEIR PASSION FOR JESUS CHRIST AND MEET FRIENDS IN THE PROCESS AND MAKE SOME REALLY FUN MEMORIES IM ACTUALLY NOT IN DELIGHT I WISH I WAS BUT YOU KNOW CONFLICTING TIMES WITH ANOTHER ORGANIZATION BUT ON THE INSTAGRAM PAGE FOR DELIGHT AT PURDUE THEY DESCRIBE THE CLUB AS

YOU HAVE TO YOU HAVE TO DO MORE YEAH YEAH YOU HAVE TO DO MORE I MEAN I MEAN IF YOURE IT FOR EXAMPLE IN MY IN MY SITUATION YOU KNOW IF I WANTED TO BE THE THE THE POPULAR DUDE THAT WAS ALSO GONNA BE A DJ I I HAD TO STAND OUT YOU KNOW I I I COULDNT JUST BE LIKE OH YOU KNOW THIS GUYS JUST YOU KNOW LIKE EVERY OTHER LATINO OR HES JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER DUDE WHO GREW UP AROUND HERE YOU KNOW LIKE I DIDNT WANT TO BE PART OF THE NORM I DIDNT WANT TO BE PART OF THE THE THE THE NORMAL

THAT IS RICK AND MORTY ITS ABOUT THIS GUY CALLED RICK HE IS A SCIENTIST HE IS AN OLD SCIENTIST AND HIS GRANDSON MORTY WHOS A FUCKING IDIOT BASICALLY I AM RICK AND MORTY MORPHED INTO ONE PERSON BUT YOU WONT THAT BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW ME YOULL GET TO KNOW ME VIA THE PODCAST THROUGH THE EPISODES SO WAIT FOR THAT SO ITS ABOUT RICK AND MORTY AND THEY DO ALL THE SPACE STUFF AND ITS A REALLY GOOD SCIFI SHOW AND I JUST

I CANT EVEN PUT STAPLES IN THE STAPLER CHANGE THE WATER EVEN MAKE COFFEE WITHOUT SAM TAKING OVER SAM IS A GOOD WORKER HE MICROMANAGERS AND REFUSES TO DELEGATE ANYTHING TO THE POINT OF EXHAUSTION YES BUT SOMETIMES ITS HARD NOT TO FEEL LIKE IM THE LOW MAN ON A LADDER WITH NO RUNGS UNDERSTOOD I WOULD JUST LIKE YOU TO DELEGATE MORE TASKS THIS REMINDS ME OF A NEW RULE IVE BEEN MEANING TO INCORPORATE INTO COMPANY PRACTICE NEW RULE YES GILBERT FROM NOW ON NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO MEET WITH ME IN MY OFFICE WHILE I AM HERE ONLY WHILE IM GONE

MAYBE MAYBE YOU SHOULD START THINKING ABOUT WHO YOURE BECOMING AS A HUMAN LIKE POSSIBLY BUT NOW THAT IVE FINALLY GOTTEN AND ALL OF THAT OFF OF MY CHEST I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU GUYS TO KNOW THAT I COMPLETELY UNFOLLOWED ARCHIBALD ON EVERYTHING AND IVE MOVED ON AND AND AT THIS POINT IM ACTUALLY EXTREMELY HAPPY THAT IT HAPPENED

YEAH NO YEAH I DONT IVE NEVER I YOU NO YEAH NO YEAH NO YEAH THAT REALLY KINDA GROSSES ME OUT OH HEY THAT WAS SO ORGANIC THANK YOU HI IM KATIE AND I OFTEN TAKE MY PRIVATE JET TO DADDY ISLAND DONT ASK ME WHAT I DO THERE HI IM MOLLY AND IM THAT ONE DUMB BITCH WHO THINKS THAT JEFFREY EPSTEIN PROBABLY KILLED HIMSELF SORRY SORRY GUYS

I DIDNT FEEL LIKE I WAS FULFILLING WHAT I SHOULD BE DOING WHICH THEN PUT A ENERGY CAP ON MY EMOTIONAL BEING OF NOT FEELING LIKE IM DOING MY BEST AND THAT CAN JUST BE A WHOLE HAMSTER WHEEL OF EMOTIONS SO DEFINITELY MAKING SURE THAT YOURE SETTING THOSE BOUNDARIES OF WHAT HABITS THAT YOU NEED TO BE DOING SO WHENEVER I STARTED THIS WHOLE PODCAST JOURNEY I KNEW THAT I NEEDED TO START FILLING MYSELF WITH HEALTHY STUFF SO I STARTED DRINKING A LOT MORE WATER

AND ITS THE SAME THING WITH BEING DEPRESSED WHEN IM DEPRESSED I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING THE ONLY THING THATS GONNA GET ME OUT OF BED IS SOMETHING THATS MORE VALUABLE THAN ME STAYING IN BED SOMETIMES YOURE FORCED TO GET OUT OF BED YOU KNOW SOMETIMES YOU HAVE WORK SOMETIMES YOU HAVE KIDS SOMETIMES YOU DONT HAVE THE OPTION SO THATS MORE VALUABLE

YOU KNOW WHAT MAYBE MAYBE IN THOSE DAYS HE PROBABLY HAD A CURL BUT THIS GUY HAD A LIMP TO HIM WE USED TO CALL HIM LIMPY HES DOING LIFE RIGHT NOW I THINK ITS PROBABLY HIM THE ONLY REASON WHY I FUCKING REMEMBER IS I DONT REMEMBER IF HE GOT SHOT OR SOMETHING AND HE WAS THERE AND WE WERE ALL THERE AND WE WERE AROUND HIM

I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE BEEN ONE OF THEM THAT WAS THAT WAS FUNNY I WILL SAY I THINK THATS HYSTERICAL FUNNY SHIT AND WE STUCK OUT BUT WHAT WAS YOUR REACTION LIKE AS YOU GOT TO THE FRAT LIKE WERE THE GUYS LIKE NO WAY OKAY SO WE WERE LIKE BEST FRIENDS WITH BEST FRIENDS IS KINDA A STRETCH ITS HALLOWEEN SO WE HAD BEEN IN COLLEGE THIS WAS FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE SO WE HAD BEEN IN COLLEGE FOR WHAT LIKE TWO MONTHS MAYBE LIKE A MONTH AND A HALF BY THE TIME HALLOWEEN COMES AROUND BUT LIKE SURPRISINGLY I HAD REALLY GOOD FRIENDS WHO I COULD CONVINCE TO DO THIS I ALSO HAD TO PAY FOR ALL OF THE COSTUMES REALLY BECAUSE I WAS THE ONE LIKE REALLY ADVOCATING FOR IT I WANTED IT SO BAD THATS HOW YOU GOT PEOPLE TO DO IT THATS HOW I GOT PEOPLE TO DO IT BUT LIKE ORIGINALLY EVERYBODY WAS LIKE FUCK OFF NO WERE NOT DOING THIS

WHICH IS APPARENTLY A REALLY BIG IN OUR COUNTRY ITS NOT A BIG THING TO ME NOT A BIG DEAL TO ME I DONT REALLY GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT I SCORED IN THOSE FUCKING EXAMS NO IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER LIKE NOTHING REALLY MATTERS IN LIFE WHEN WE THINK ABOUT THINK ABOUT IT IN A BROADER PERSPECTIVE BUT OTHER THAN MY BOARDS I I FINALIZED THREE MINUTES OF CONTENT IN MY STAND UP

UM SO TODAY ON TO THE FIRST EPISODE I AM TALKING TO THE CREATIVES HELLO CREATIVES I SEE YOU THERE IN THE CORNER UMM I MYSELF IDENTIFY AS A CREATIVE NOW FOR THE LONGEST TIME I DIDNT THINK I WAS BUT SHAME LIFE SHOWED ME I WAS UM AND I IDENTIFY AS A POET I DABBLE IN SOME WRITING UM SO YOU KNOW THIS THING ABOUT THE STARTING BUT NOT MAINTAINING AT SOME STAGE I WAS LIKE MM IM GONNA TRY PHOTOGRAPHY AND IM GONNA BE A PHOTOGRAPHER

BECAUSE THE HOUR AND A HALF SHOULD HAVE SPENT THE ENTIRETY OF THAT TIME ON THE PEOPLE AND THE VICTIMS AND THE FAMILIES WHO LOST THEIR LIVES ON AUGUST 3RD I WANTED TO SEE AN HOUR AND A HALF OF THEIR STORIES WHO THEY WERE THEIR CONTRIBUTIONS TO THEIR COMMUNITY AND I WANTED NOTHING OF A POLITICAL SLANT AND THEY TOOK THIS OPPORTUNITY TO START COMING UP THERE AND GIVING POLITICAL SPEECHES AND ITS FRANKLY JUST EMBARRASSING

CAN WE YOU KNOW MAKE EACH OTHER FEEL COMFORTABLE I MEAN I THINK LIKE YOU SAID WOMEN DONT HAVE THAT THEY LITERALLY HAVE LIKE A LAUNDRY LIST OF SHIT THAT THEY NEED TO HAVE AND NOT REALIZING LIKE GOOD DICK REALLY MIGHT BE THE ONE YEAH THE ONE THAT LIKE YOU SAID THEY DONT PUT ON A LIST AND WHEN THEY GET THAT THEY LIKE FUCK ALL THAT OTHER SHIT DONT EVEN MATTER NO MORE ITS FOR US LIKE THE SHIT THAT DO MATTER US AND AGAIN WE KNOW PLENTY OF WOMEN WITH GOOD PUSSY THAT WILL NOT GET CUFFED A NIGGA WILL STILL A NIGGA WILL STILL PULL UP PER TRIMESTER OF THE YEAR AND TRY TO FINESSE A LIL BOX HERE AND THERE

YOU CAN TELL THE DIFFERENCE AND HIS VOCABULARY IS FUCKING LIKE THE HERNANDEZ BROTHERS YEAH OH YEAH YOU KNOW WHAT TALKING ABOUT THE HERNANDEZ BROTHERS SHOUTOUT THE HERNANDEZ BROTHERS YEAH DUDE THESE GUYS ARE THE THREE OF THE MOST IF NOT THE THREE MOST POLITE I EVER MET DUDE AND I HAVE MET THE POPE DUDE HAHA THESE GUYS ARE FUCKING THEYRE GREAT FUCKING DUDES MAN YOU KNOW YOUVE SEEN YOUVE SPOKEN WITH MY LITTLE ONES

LIKE EVERY GIRL WANTS TO HEAR THAT SOME GUY THAT THEY THOUGHT WAS ADORABLE THINKS THEYRE ADORABLE IT JUST MAKES YOU WANT TO LIKE I DONT KNOW PUKE BUTTERFLIES ITS GREAT SO I MESSAGED HIM BACK I WAS LIKE OH HEY LIKE WHATS UP YEAH I REMEMBER YOU I THOUGHT YOU WERE I THOUGHT YOU WERE ADORABLE TOO AND SO WE ENDED UP HANGING OUT A COUPLE OF TIMES WAIT WAIT WAY MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES ACTUALLY WE HUNG OUT FOR LIKE MAYBE A SPAN OF OVER THE SPAN OF A MONTH POSSIBLY

I AM LIKE KINDA GROSS AND THE ONE THE NUMBER ONE THING THAT I REALLY NEGLECT WHEN IM DEPRESSED IS MY DISHES AND THATS WHY I END UP ORDERING SO MUCH TAKE OUT BECAUSE IF I COOK I HAVE TO DO DISHES AND I DONT WANNA DO THEM SO NOW YOU GUYS KNOW THAT IM GROSS BUT SO IF I DONT DO THEM THE NIGHT BEFORE WHICH I USUALLY DONT THATS THE FIRST THING ILL DO WHEN I WAKE UP ILL GO DO MY DISHES IT LITERALLY TAKES FIVE MINUTES

LIKE HES VERY GOOD AT PICKING MUSIC HE HAS THAT INDIE EAR HES GOTTEN ME INTO MANY BANDS SUCH AS THE COMMENTS WHILE THEYRE NOW KNOWN AS TROP TROPA MAGICA AND CHICANO BATMAN TWO VERY GOOD BANDS AND I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THAT YOU GUYS LISTEN TO THEM SO THATS ONE SEGMENT WERE GONNA DO EVERY EPISODE AND ANOTHER SEGMENT WILL BE ADS AND AND IM NOT TALKING ABOUT LIKE TYPICAL ADS IM TALKING ABOUT LIKE YOUR OWN ADS WHY NOT MAKE YOUR OWN ADS AND IF YOU GUYS ARE INTERESTED IN THAT IDEA YOU GUYS WANNA PROMOTE SOMETHING OF YOURS

TO BE IN A BAD MOOD AFTER A RUN I CHALLENGE THEM YEAH WE WERE TALKING ABOUT OVER THE COURSE OF THE EPISODES WEVE TALKED ABOUT SORT OF THE FIRST FIVE MINUTES OF A RUN AND GETTING THROUGH THAT MOMENT WHERE YOUR BRAIN KINDA TELLS YOU TO GO HOME I DONT WANT TO DO THIS THIS ISNT GONNA BE A GOOD RUN DO YOU EVER FIND THAT ABSOLUTELY THE FIRST THE FIRST FIVE TO TEN MINUTES YOUR BREATHING YOU CAN HEAR YOUR BREATHING THE LEGS MIGHT BE FEELING A LITTLE BIT TIRED FROM MAYBE PREVIOUS RUNS THROUGHOUT THE WEEK OR YOU KNOW IF YOURE DEFINITELY IF YOURE STARTING OFF

LIKE CAUSE I HAVE THIS ISSUE SOMETIMES TOO THAT LIKE SOMETIMES I NEED THAT LITTLE DRAMA IN MY LIFE YOU KNOW SOMETIMES I WANT THAT LITTLE ATTENTION THAT IM GONNA GET AND ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS GROW UP AND GET YOUR LEO ASS OUT OF HERE NO NO NO NO BUT HERES THE THING ITS LITERALLY LIKE LIKE A PERSONALITY THING OKAY AND BUT THEN THERES THAT THERES LIKE A LITTLE DRAMA EVERY NOW AND THEN AND THEN THERE IS LIKE JUST LIKE ALL THE TIME WHERE ITS LIKE UNHEALTHY WHERE AT SOME POINT

A MOVIE THATS ALRIGHT BUT IS VERY INTERESTING IN THE CONTEXT OF HIS ENTIRE ENCAMPMENT YEAH AND ALSO LIKE GREGG ARAKI IF YOURE LISTENING TO THIS IM AVAILABLE IF YOU WANNA CAST ME IN ANYTHING LIKE CAST HER LIKE I WATCHED SO MANY OF YOUR THINGS IM JUST I WILL CRITICIZE A LOT OF THEM INCLUDING KABOOM CAUSE KABOOM WASNT GREAT WERE GONNA EMAIL HIM THIS PODCAST YEAH I LOVE YOU GREGG I LOVE YOU YOU CAN FIND ME ON INSTAGRAM AND TWITTER GIRLSGUTSANDGIALLO

WELL THAT WAS EVERYTHING BUT PEACEFUL BUT THATS OKAY IM GLAD I GOT THE CHANCE TO GET THAT OFF THE MY CHEST WITH YOU GUYS AND I LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEXT EPISODE NEXT WEEK SEE YOU GUYS

AND THEN IT WASNT RIGHT CAUSE IT WAS REALLY OVER SATURATED I THINK EVERYONE WILL AGREE RIGHT MY FAVORITE ONE WHICH I FEEL LIKE IS JUST BECAUSE ITS JUST A CLASSIC MEME IS THE TWO MUSCLEY ARMS THE BLACK ARM AND THE WHITE ARM HOLDING HANDS AND IT SAYS THE LEFT THE RIGHT AND IN THE MIDDLE THEIR CONNECTION IN THEIR VENN DIAGRAM OF ARM IS EPSTEIN DIDNT KILL HIMSELF WHICH I LIKE AND THEN ANOTHER ONE I LOVE IS WHEN HES THE DOS EQUIS MAN

PEOPLE HAVING TO URINATE ON THEMSELVES LIKE BECAUSE THEY THERE WITH NO SPACE I COULD ALMOST FEEL THE ILLNESS AND THE SICKNESS BUT I ALSO LOVE HOW IN THAT SAME THING IN THAT IMAGERY HE WAS LIKE I WANT YALL TO KNOW THAT OUR ANCESTORS DID FIGHT BACK AND HE SAID A LOT OF TIMES I HAVE PEOPLE THAT COME UP HERE AND THEYRE LIKE WHY DIDNT OUR ANCESTORS FIGHT AND LIKE THEYRE ANGRY ABOUT THAT HES LIKE NO THEY DID I WANT YOU TO KNOW MANY PEOPLE LOST THEIR LIFE AT THIS CASTLE TRYING TO FIGHT BACK TO ME THAT WAS THE MOST IMPACTFUL EXPERIENCE

HELLO AND WELCOME I AM STEPHANIE AND THIS IS THOUGHTCAST IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS SO LETS JUST GET GOING AND JUMP RIGHT IN HERE AND ILL GIVE YOU AN INTRODUCTION TO ME AND WHAT TO EXPECT FROM THIS PODCAST FIRST OFF I WANT TO TELL YOU GUYS WHY I DECIDED TO CREATE THIS PODCAST FOR A LONG WHILE IVE BEEN FEELING LIKE I NEED TO GO AND WORK BEYOND JUST WHAT I DO ON SOCIAL MEDIA AND ONE ON ONE WITH PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH WHICH IS TO PROVIDE GUIDANCE

CAN PODCASTING BE A FULL TIME CAREER I THINK IT CAN I THINK RIGHT NOW I MEAN ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS RIGHT NOW IS THAT VERY FEW PLAYERS BUT I THINK THAT IF MORE PEOPLE GET INTO THIS SO I THIS HAPPENED LAST YEAR I GOT ASKED BY A FRIENDS MOTHER WHO TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS BASICALLY RUNNING A BUNCH OF MEDIA COURSES AND SO SHE WANTED ME TO BE A PART OF THAT AND INCLUDE PODCASTING AS A COURSE

BECAUSE I ALWAYS LIKED AMERICA AND CANADA FOR CULTURE FOR LANGUAGE FOR EVERYTHING BUT THEN THE CANADA TEAM LIKE PLACES A LOT OF OTHER TEAMS AND THERE WAS NO ONE IN CANADA ANYMORE AND THEN IN THAT MOMENT I GOT FRUSTRATED AND THEN I WAS THINKING OKAY MAYBE MISSIONARY WAS NOT MY CALLING JUST AND IM JUST GONNA GIVE UP AND THEN THE GUYS ARE SHE CAME TO ME AND SAY

WE DONT LEARN ABOUT SLAVERY IN AMERICAN EDUCATIONAL SYSTEMS IF YOU DID SEND ME YA TEXTBOOK CAUSE I REMEMBER EVEN LIKE THE DEBATE THAT WAS GOING ON IN TEXAS A COUPLE YEARS AGO WHEN THEY WERE TAKING OUT SLAVERY OUT OF IT OR THEY WERE CHANGING THE WORDS TALKING ABOUT YOU KNOW THEY WERE TRANSPORTED HERE OR YOU KNOW THEY THEY CAME TO AMERICA AND ITS LIKE OH TRUE YEAH TRANSPORTED BY FORCE RIGHT AND SO TRYING TO WHAT I SAY WHITEN SHIT UP AND NOT BE REAL ABOUT WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED

BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE THE PEOPLE THAT DONT GET TATTOOS THAT SHOW THEY WANT TATTOOS BUT THEY DONT IT BECAUSE OF THEIR JOBS OR OR THEY WANT TO GET HOOKED UP WITH SOMEBODY AND THEY FEEL LIKE THE CHICKS NOT GOING TO FUCKING LIKE THEM THE CHICKS PARENTS YOU FUCKING HAVE EVERYTHING ALREADY YES ANOTHER THING TOO I TELL MY KIDS SO I TELL THEM GO GET TATTOOS IF YOU WANT BUT DONT HAVE THEM SHOWING RIGHT SO I TELL THEM TOO SO I TRY TO LEAD BY EXAMPLE I TRY NOT TO CUSS AT HOME THATS WHY A LOT OF OUR STUFF I TRY

AND HE USES A RACIAL SLUR SO IM ASIAN SO IM JUST GONNA SAY WHAT THE RACIAL SLURS IS ITS GOOK HE SAID GOOK YEAH YEAH AND ARAKI IS JAPANESE AMERICAN YES HE IS HES ASIAN AND I JUST FELT LIKE THAT WAS SIGNIFICANT SO I THINK ABOUT THIS A LOT AND THE FACT THAT AS SOMEONE WHOS THOUGHT A LOT ABOUT FILMS OF GREGG ARAKI THERE ARENT VERY MANY ASIAN CHARACTERS IN GREGG ARAKIS FILMS

DEMON FIGURE AMY AND XAVIER GO INTO A THRIFT STORE BECAUSE JORDAN LOST ALL OF HIS CLOTHES IN ALL OF THESE SCUFFLES YEAH JORDAN LOST HIS CLOTHES CAUSE HES NAKED AND COVERED IN RED BLANKET YEAH RIGHT CONVENIENTLY NAKED AND SHES PISSED OFF AT HIM YOURE LIKE A LIFE SUPPORT SYSTEM FOR A COCK XAVIER LIKE SAID LIKE THAT THEY FUCKED YEAH HE SAID THAT THEY FUCKED SO SHES PISSED OFF HIM FOR SHARING THAT INFORMATION

YEAH CAUSE THATS LIKE THE WHOLE THING IN THEY LIVE RIGHT YEAH IN NOWHERE NOT TO GIVE SPOILERS OR ANYTHING BUT ITS NOT SO MUCH ABOUT LIKE SATANISM DOESNT COME UP AS MUCH AS JUST DRUGS AND MURDER BUT ALSO ALIENS ARE INVOLVED LIKE LIZARD PEOPLE ALIENS AND ALSO LIKE LIKE THIS PREACHER PLAYED BY JOHN RITTER THIS TELEVANGELIST

HAVE THIS BATTLE LIKE DEPRESSION AND A LOT OF PEOPLE SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION AND ITS RUNNING IN A LOT OF STUDENTS WHO ARE SUFFERING WITH THIS AND WE CAN SHOW THEM LIKE EVEN IF YOURE FEELING LOW AND STUFF TO LOWEST GOD LOVES YOU ANYWAY FOR THIS PERIOD YOUVE BEEN AT STANCY HIGH SCHOOL SOME KIDS YOU SEE THE TRANSFORMATION IN THEM SO

AND THEYRE ALL LIKE HEY WHERE ARE YOU FROM IM FROM NOWHERE BRO SO WHATS THE A FOR FUCK ARIZONA HE GOES ARIZONA MARAVILA ARIZONA THE COLLEGE FOOL THEY GO DID YOU GO THERE IM LIKE NO I JUST LIKE THE HAT BECAUSE MY NAME IS ALFRED

I AM I AM REALLY INTERESTED IN PHILOSOPHY I ALMOST TOOK PHILOSOPHY AS A MAJOR IN COLLEGE BUT I MY PERCENTAGE WASNT UP TO MARK WITH THE UNIVERSITY SO I DID NOT GET INTO THAT SO IM JUST DOING ILL BE DOING JOURNALISM SHOULD HAVE TALKED ABOUT THAT IN THE BEGINNING WHEN I TALKED ABOUT IP UNIVERSITY I AM SO IDIOT I AM SO IDIOT WOW I AM REALLY SO IDIOT REALLY FUCKING IDIOT BUT OKAY THIS IS MY FIRST PODCAST OKAY

CAREFULLY PUSHING OUT ALL THE AIR YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE YOU GET THE AIR OUT OR IT CAN BE LETHAL WOULD YOU LIKE TO DO IT SON I TOOK THIS SYRINGE AS FRENCH FRY LOOKED ON WITH SAD KNOWING EYES MAYBE YOU SHOULD SAY A FEW WORDS FIRST IM SORRY FRENCH FRY BUT THIS IS THE BEST THING IN THE THE END I PROMISE ILL NEVER GET ANOTHER DOG YOU WERE A GOOD FRIEND MY BEST FRIEND DONT WORRY HE WONT FEEL ANY PAIN JUST SLEEP

WHAT ARE OTHER KINDS OF FRAT GUYS THAT YOUVE ENCOUNTERED OH HERES A GOOD ONE SO WERE AT A PARTY LIKE TWO WEEKS AGO ID SAY RIGHT OKAY AND WE DONT WANT GUYS FRAT PARTY COMING UP TO US FRAT PARTY OKAY WE DONT WANT GUYS LIKE COMING UP TO US BEING GROSS ABSOLUTELY NOT BUT WERE AT THIS PARTY AND THE GUYS ARE JUST STANDING ALONG THE WALL

BUT SO WE SET UP A A FEE AND THEY HIRE ME SO BASICALLY THEYRE LIKE PAYING MY LIKE A SEMINAR FEE LIKE ID BE DOING A SEMINAR ALL DAY BECAUSE IM IN MY INTERNATIONAL FEE BECAUSE IM TRAVELING THERE SO GO THERE DELIGHTFUL PEOPLE WONDERFUL YOU KNOW THEYRE VERY ALL THE AUSSIES ARE SO FRIENDLY AND BY THE WAY WHILE THIS IS COMING OUT AUSTRALIA IS JUST

I REALLY NEED TO HAVE SOME SORT OF A GREENERY IN MY IN MY VIEW SO ITS DEFINITELY ONE OF MY FAVORITES AT THE MINUTE AND THEN I WORK IN A GYM SO I DO A LOT OF ON THE TREADMILL AS WELL SO YOU DONT HAVE TO GET OUTDOORS CERTAINLY IF ITS NOT AN OPTION FOR YOU IF ITS TOO DARK WHERE YOU ARE IN THE EVENINGS OR IN THE MORNINGS OR YOU KNOW ITS TOO WET OR WINDY YEAH WHICH IS VERY POSSIBLE HERE IN IRELAND IVE DONE QUITE A LOT OF MY TRAINING AS WELL INDOORS ON THE TREADMILL SO IT REALLY AS MUCH AS YOURE GETTING THE KILOMETERS IN

YO V YOU DO YOU START SCHOOL AGAIN BROTHER HAHA YEAH WE ARE ALREADY IN A THIRD WEEK OF SCHOOL SO TOMORROWS OUR THIRD WEEK OF SCHOOL IM WORKING IN A SCHOOL THAT HAS TWENTYTWO DIFFERENT LANGUAGES ONE HUNDRED FREE REDUCED LUNCH MOSTLY MEXICANO CHICANO LATINO SCHOLARS AND AFRICANAMERICAN SCHOLARS TITLE ONE SCHOOL THROUGH AND THROUGH BUT REALLY EXCITED TO GET AFTER IT WITH THEM AGAIN

AND ITS THE KIND OF THING WHERE WE ARE WANTING TO EXALT LATINO LEADERSHIP AND MAKE SURE THAT LATINO LEADERSHIP IS AT THE FOREFRONT BECAUSE AS WE SAID IN THE FIRST PODCAST ITS AMAZING THAT WE HAVE THESE POSITIONS BECAUSE YEARS AGO WE COULDNT IMAGINE LATINO SUPERINTENDENTSHOWEVER THIS ALL GOES BACK TO YOU KNOW THE STORY WE ALL HEARD TIENES QUE VESTIRTE TRES VECES MEJOR MIJITO PARA ESTARTE TRES VECES MEJOR TRANSLATED

AT LEAST THESE ONES MOST OF THE CAST IS USUALLY WHITE YEAH I DONT KNOW WHY THAT IS I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT TODAY IN PREPARATION FOR THIS I DONT KNOW IF IT WAS LIKE ITS NOT THAT IT WOULD BE HARD FOR HIM TO CAST ASIAN ACTORS EVEN THOUGH ASIAN ACTORS ARE OFTEN THE PEOPLE CAN GET CAST THE LEAST FOR ROLES ESPECIALLY PROMINENT ROLES BECAUSE HIS FILMS WERE NOT AND ARE STILL NOT MAINSTREAM

THATS VERY GOOD OF YOU SIR THANK YOU GILBERT NOW THAT YOU KNOW MY GOODNESS WHATS YOUR CONCERN ITS JUST THAT WELL AS YOU KNOW THERE ARE VERY FEW DEATHS HERE HMM VERY FEW INDEED I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME SOMEONE PASSED AWAY IN TOWN CITY PEOPLE ARE LIVING LONGER GETTING MORE EXERCISE EATING MORE PROCESSED SUGARS AND FATS NOT TO MENTION DR DOCTORS BRILLIANCE OF COURSE OUTSIDE OF TOWN CITY IS A DIFFERENT STORY MAKES YOU NEVER WANNA LEAVE YES AND WELL BECAUSE OF THAT AS THE TOWNS OBITUARY WRITER I DONT FEEL THAT THERES ENOUGH FOR ME TO DO HERE

SET US UP AB WHAT WERE THESE FOLKS DOING WHAT HAPPENED AND LETS JUST GO QUICKLY INTO THE DETAIL OF WHAT OCCURRED BECAUSE OUR LISTENERS WERE LIKE WHAT WHAT I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHO IS INVOLVEDAND WHAT HAPPENED AND WHAT LIKE WHO IS THROWING PUTAZOS A LA MADRE AT THEPINCHE WATER BURGER I WAS LIKE ALL RIGHT MAN WELL COME BACK TO THIS SO MAYBE WHAT HAPPENED AT WATER BURGER IN SAN ANTONIO

THE END THAT WAS A NICE STORY JADEN I FEEL SORRY FOR THE BEAR SO HE GOT LOST BUT GOOD THING THAT HE HAD GOOD FRIENDS RIGHT YEAH BUT THEY CAN HELP HIM THATS THATS WHY IT IS IMPORTANT ALWAYS BE WITH THE MOMMIES AND DADDIES AND DONT GO BY YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU CAN GET LOST

LIKE PLAYING PINBALL OR HES NOT PLAYING PINBALL HES PLAYING LIKE MORTAL KOMBAT OR SOMETHING AND LIKE IT KEEPS FLASHING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THAT AND THE FIGHT AND THEN YEAH AND THEN SHE ACCIDENTALLY STABS ONE OF HER TWINKS STABS YEAH SHE LIKE JAMS HER SWORD SOMEHOW INTO HIS GROIN YEAH WHAT DO YOU THINK WHAT DO YOU MAKE OF THE MISTAKEN IDENTITY THING LIKE HOW DO YOU INTERPRET THAT I THINK THAT A LOT OF WHITE WOMEN VERY VERY SIMILAR

AND THAT WAS SOMETHING THAT WAS REALLY REALLY POWERFUL FOR ME AND THEN MY EMOTIONS ON THE TRIP I WOULD SAY AGAIN JUST THAT FEELING OF PEACE OKAY OF JOY OF WANTING TO SEE MY PEOPLE THRIVE IN A WAY THAT THEY HAVE NOT BEEN GIVEN THE SPACE TO IN AN AMERICAN CONTEXT YEAH I THINK THAT THAT WAS SOMETHING THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND IT WAS A CONTINUOUS REINFORCEMENT OF MY RESEARCH INTERESTS WHAT I WANT TO DO OUTSIDE OF THE ACADEMY

BACK HERE IN ATLANTA GEORGIA MY NEW HOME MY CURRENT HOME I GUESS I COULD SAY BUT ITS ALSO ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I WANNA DO THIS PODCAST AND WHY I AM DOING THIS PODCAST BECAUSE I HAVE A LOT TO SHARE AND TALK ABOUT AND AT THE SAME TIME I STILL WANNA MAKE A POSITIVE IMPACT ON THE LIVES OF PEOPLE WHETHER YOURE YOUNG OLD YOU KNOW REGARDLESS OF YOUR AGE I THAT THAT THATS THATS THATS

IM A NIGGA LIKE STRAIGHT UP LIKE DONT SAY DONT TAKE WHATEVER I SAY AS OH DAMN THIS NIGGA LIKE WILIN WILING NOT NOT EVEN WILIIN DONT TAKE IT AS LIKE OH THIS NIGGA SOLID AS FUCK NO CAUSE ITS LIKE IM A NIGGA I MAKE MISTAKES TOO GRANTED ONE HUNDRED ALL DAY EVERY DAY FACTS FACTS FACTS FACTS FACTS IM A HUMAN BUT IF I IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT PURSUE YOU AND LIKE GET SO DEEP INTO IT CAUSE LIKE AT THE END OF THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO BE A MAN

ON THE ONE HAND YOURE SAYING LIKE LOOK EVERYTHING WAS IN PLACE TO MAKE IT POSSIBLE FOR HIM TO COMMIT SUICIDE AND THEN SAY AND HE COULDNT HAVE COMMITTED SUICIDE RIGHT AND THEN SAY BUT SOMEONE SNUCK YEAH YOURE RIGHT SO ITS JUST REALLY LIKE IF YOU UNLESS YOU THINK ITS A FOREGONE CONCLUSION THEN OF COURSE LIKE YOU DIDNT KILL HIMSELF LIKE THATS PEOPLE ARE REALLY LOOKING AT IT THROUGH REALLY NARROW LENS YEAH SO I ALSO WHY DO YOU THINK THAT WANT THAT TO BE TRUE CAN WE COME TO BACK TO THAT BECAUSE THEY YEAH WE SHOULD PUT A PIN IN THAT WE SHOULD IM GONNA PUT A PIN IN IT

YEAH IM JUST TRYING TO SELL YOU A BAG OF GOODS OKAY BUT YEAH I GUESS MAYBE THEY TURNED OFF THAT FEATURE ONCE HE WAS DEAD OR IT NEVER EXISTED YEAH BUT IVE SEEN IVE SEEN A FOOTAGE OF VIRGINIA DUFFREY FORMERLY ROBERTS WHOS AGAIN ONE OF HIS PRINCIPAL ACCUSERS AND HER LOOKING AT THE HOUSE AND SAYING IT SHOULD BE TORN DOWN AND IM ON HER SIDE IM ON HER SIDE YEAH INSIDE HE HAS ALL THIS WEIRD CREEPY ART THERES A GREAT ARTICLE IN THE CUT

EL OSO SE SIENTE MUY SOLITARIO EMPIEZA A LLORAR Y ESCUCHA RUIDOS EN EL BOSQUE LO QUE CUÁL LO SIENTE Y LO SIENTE Y LO HACE QUE LE ASUSTE MUCHO

AND THAT FEMININE IMAGE IS ROSE MCGOWAN IN THIS MOVIE YEAH 90S ROSE SO THIS MOVIE WAS SHOT IN LA OVER THE COURSE OF A MONTH I DIDNT KNOW THAT PART YEAH AND IT WAS SHOT MOSTLY AT NIGHT AND IN LESS DEVELOPED AREAS BECAUSE ARAKI WANTED IT TO HAVE MORE OF AN APOCALYPTIC FEEL TO IT

SO WHY DO YOU WORSHIP IT WHAT MAKES HER SO GODLY SHES JUST REALLY POSITIVE AND HER SONGS OH FLAT BETTER THAN ADELE HERSELF LIKE LITERALLY THATS BIIG HER VOCALS HER VOCALS EVERYTHING THATS A BOLD STATEMENT HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT HER UPCOMING RAP CAREER HER RAP CAREER RAP CAREER YEAH

WHILE PHIL SPECTOR WAS DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM HER AND WHEN YOU LOOK AT PHILS SPECTOR YOU SAY THATS A SANE MAN YEAH SO AND OH HE SUCKS SO HES AND HES MADE A CAREER OUT OF THIS YEAH OF BEING THE GUY WHO SHOWS UP HE SAID CONTROVERSIAL THINGS ABOUT THE JFK ASSASSINATION ABOUT MICHAEL JACKSONS HOMICIDE IF YOU HAVE ANY KIND OF WEIRD DEATH HES YOUR MAN HE SHOWS UP AND SAYS OH I HAVE HE SAYS WELL MAYBE NOT WELL MAYBE NOT

I WAS LIKE YEAH SHES GOT NICE BLONDE HAIR BUT YOU HAVE THIS HAIR THAT DEFIES GRAVITY LIKE YOU HAVE THIS PERFECTLY KINKY COCOA BUTTER SMELLING HAIR THAT SHAPES YOUR FACE THAT TELLS A FRICKIN STORY YOU KNOW AND AND ITS NOT STRAIGHTENED ITS NOT THERES NOT CHEMICALS IN IT I DONT HAVE TO GO TO THE BEAUTY SHOP TO GET IT DONE

A REALLY INTERESTING CONCEPT OF I DONT KNOW OF GAMING IN GENERAL LIKE ITS YOU CAN PLAY AS ANYONE IN THAT GAME BUT THIS IS NOT A GAMING PODCAST IM JUST TELLING YOU WHAT WHAT I CAN TALK ABOUT THIS IS LIKE A TRIAL EPISODE FOR A FUTURE EPISODES SO BASICALLY SO I CAN GET GAMING OR THIS IS THIS IS ONE TOPIC GAMING ITS A WHOLE ANOTHER CONVERSATION I WONT PUT IT ALL IN THIS ONE OTHER TOPICS I CAN TOUCH IS PHILOSOPHY YES

I TOLD HIM WITH THE WATER HOSE AND THEY STARTED LAUGHING IM LIKE WHAT IS THE POINT ITS A FUCKING BIDET HAHA AND WAS IT AT LEAST A NICE WATER HOSE IT WAS FUCKING NICE AS FUCK BRO THATS WHY I THOUGHT IT WAS TO SHOWER IM ALL LIKE IF IT WOULDVE LOOKED FUCKED UP THEN BUT NO IT WAS NICE LIKE FUCK ALL RIGHT FOOL AND IT HAD DIFFERENT OPTIONS THATS WHAT I FEEL US AMERICANS THATS WHY THERES ALWAYS PICTURES

RIGHT AND ALL THAT SHIT LIKE THAT SHIT GET OLD YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN THATS YOU KNOW WHAT SO AND AND WERE LESS LIKE I THINK WERE LESS LIKELY TO BE STUPID FOR GOOD PUSSY BUT ON THE CONTRARY WHEN WE ARE STUPID FOR IT WE GO AWAY FARTHER WE TRY TO KILL NIGGAS AND SHIT SO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN WAIT DO YOU THINK OKAY I THIS IS GONNA BE A STUPID SHIFT SO SOMEBODY IM STILL HUNGRY A LITTLE BIT AND HES STILL HIGH SO DONT JUDGE THIS YEAH IM I MEAN THIS IS YEAH SO BASICALLY IN MY MIND MY MANS PUT A STATUS OF THE DAY HOMIE DERELL AND HE WAS

AND THEN IT TURNS INTO A BAD MONTH SO I HAVE VERY CLEAR WARNING SIGNS ONE THING THAT ALWAYS LETS ME KNOW THAT MY MENTAL STATE IS OFF IS THAT I START SLEEPING ON MY COUCH WHICH SEEMS WEIRD RIGHT BUT HEAR ME OUT I DONT WANNA SLEEP WITH MY BED BECAUSE I JUST WANNA KIND OF DISTRACT MYSELF IF IM IN MY ROOM I DONT HAVE A TV IN MY ROOM SO IF IM IN MY ROOM I JUST KINDA HAVE TO LAY THERE IN SILENCE

MEANWHILE BACK IN THE WARM COZY LAIR FRIENDS START TO WORRY FOR THEIR POOR LOST BEAR

IM IM BACK IN CAMBRIDGE I WAS A VISITING PROVIDENCE LAST WEEKEND BUT BACK IN CAMBRIDGE TOMORROW IS DAY ONE OF MY DOCTORAL PROGRAM IN HARVARDTHE GRADUATE SCHOOL OF EDUCATION SO IM ENTERING THROUGH THE DOCTORATE OF EDUCATION LEADERSHIP PROGRAM UH REALLY REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IT BUT YOU KNOW THIS IS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TO CONNECT WITH YOU GUYS AND REALLY HAVE SOME CRITICAL CONVERSATIONS THAT ARE SO IMPORTANT FOR ME BEING SO FAR AWAY

IT IT GAVE ME A SPACE TO RELEASE AND THATS ANOTHER THING THAT THIS IS YOU KNOW THIS PODCAST IS LIKE A DIARY DIARY OF A MAD BLACK MAN WHICH IS ME RIGHT NOW ITS GIVING ME A SPACE AND OPPORTUNITY TO RELEASE AND TO FEEL VALIDATED AND TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT IM HUMAN IM IM A HUMAN BEING I I GET YOU KNOW FEELINGS ARE PART OF THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE AND

I THINK LIKE YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING AND I DONT KNOW WHAT YET ILL BE SUPER HONEST LOOK AT MY SKIN I HAVE CHILLS OH YEAH THOSE COME ALL THE TIME BECAUSE I AM RIGHT NOW YOU KNOW I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND GOD TOLD ME EVERYDAY EVERYDAY THROUGH YOU MY PLAN AND IM GOING TO WORK THROUGH YOU AND DO SOMETHING HUGE