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I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I-I
I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I-I
I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I-I
You stand with your hand on my waistline
Its a scene and were out here in plain sight
I can hear them whisper as we pass by
Its a bad sign, bad sign
Something happens when everybody finds out
See the vultures circling, dark clouds
Loves a fragile little flame, it could burn out
It could burn out
Cause they got the cages, they got the boxes and guns
They are the hunters, we are the foxes and we run
Baby, I know places we wont be found
And theyll be chasing their tails trying to track us down
Cause I, I know places we can hide
I know places, I know places
Lights flash and well run for the fences
Let them say what they want, we wont hear it
Loose lips sink ships all the damn time
Not this time
Just grab my hand and dont ever drop it, my love
They are the hunters, we are the foxes, and we run
Baby, I know places we wont be found
And theyll be chasing their tails trying to track us down
Cause I, I know places we can hide
I know places
They are the hunters, we are the foxes, and we run
Just grab my hand and dont ever drop it, my love
Baby, I know places we wont be found
And theyll be chasing their tails trying to track us down
Cause I, I know places we can hide
I know places
They take their shots, but were bulletproof
And you know for me, its always you
In the dead of night, your eyes so green
And I know for you, its always me
I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I-I
I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I-I |
I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said Ill never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Dont leave me here alone
But all thats dead and gone and passed tonight
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
Youll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and Ill be safe and sound
Dont you dare look out your window
Darling, everythings on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold on to this lullaby
Even when musics gone
Gone
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
Youll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and Ill be safe and sound
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh
Just close your eyes
Youll be alright
Come morning light
You and Ill be safe and sound
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh oh oh |
Loving him is like
Driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin
Ending so suddenly
Loving him is like tryin to change your mind
Once youre already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright
Just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like
Tryin to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red
Touching him was like
Realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as
Easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like
Trying to solve a crossword and realizing theres no right answer
Regretting him was like
Wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like
Tryin to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself its time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
In burning red
Burning, it was red
Oh, losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark gray, all alone
Forgetting him was like
Tryin to know somebody you never met
Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
Burning red
And thats why hes spinning round in my head
Comes back to me , burning red
Yeah, yeah
His love was like
Driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street |
People like you always want back
The love they gave away
And people like me wanna believe you
When you say youve changed
The more I think about it now
The less I know
All I know is that you drove us
Off the road
Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand, then
Whyd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?
Hey, now you say you want it back
Now that its just too late
Well, couldve been easy
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was stay
Here you are now, calling me up
But I dont know what to say
Ive been picking up the pieces
Of the mess you made
People like you always want back
The love they pushed aside
But people like me are gone forever
When you say goodbye
Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand, then
Whyd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?
Hey, now you say you want it back
Now that its just too late
Well, couldve been easy
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
Let me remind you
This was what you wanted
You ended it
You were all I wanted
But not like this
Not like this
Not like this
Oh, all you had to do was...
Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand, then
Whyd you want to go and lock me out when I let you in?
Hey, now you say you want it back
Now that its just too late
Well, couldve been easy
All you had to do was...
Hey, all you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand, then
Whyd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in?
Hey, now you say you want it back
Now that its just too late
Well, couldve been easy
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was
All you had to do was |
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
Im standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say, Hello
Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, Stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, Please dont go, and I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
Ill be waiting, all theres left to do is run
Youll be the prince and Ill be the princess
Its a love story, baby, just say, Yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause were dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while, oh, oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said, Stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, Please dont go, and I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
Ill be waiting, all theres left to do is run
Youll be the prince and Ill be the princess
Its a love story, baby, just say, Yes
Romeo, save me, theyre trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Dont be afraid, well make it out of this mess
Its a love story, baby, just say, Yes
Oh, oh
And I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said, Romeo, save me, Ive been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head? I dont know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring, and said
Marry me, Juliet, youll never have to be alone
I love you and thats all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
Its a love story, baby, just say, Yes
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you |
There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is, it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered, Have we met?
Cross the room your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is, I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling
Dont you let it go
Im wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
Ill spend forever
Wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up
2AM, who do you love?
I wonder til Im wide awake
And now Im pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
Id open up and you would say, Hey
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling
Dont you let it go
Im wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
Ill spend forever
Wondering if you knew
This night is flawless
Dont you let it go
Im wonderstruck
Dancing around all alone
Ill spend forever
Wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please dont be in love
With someone else
Please dont have somebody
Waiting on you
Please dont be in love
With someone else
Please dont have somebody
Waiting on you
This night is sparkling
Dont you let it go
Im wonderstruck
Blushing all the way home
Ill spend forever
Wondering if you knew
This night is flawless
Dont you let it go
Im wonderstruck
Dancing around all alone
Ill spend forever
Wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
Please dont be in love
With someone else
Please dont have somebody
Waiting on you |
Walking through a crowd, the village is aglow
Kaleidoscope of loud heartbeats under coats
Everybody here wanted something more
Searching for a sound we hadnt heard before
And it said
Welcome to New York, its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Welcome to New York, its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Its a new soundtrack, I could dance to this beat, beat, forevermore
The lights are so bright but they never blind me, me
Welcome to New York, its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
When we first dropped our bags on apartment floors
Took our broken hearts, put them in a drawer
Everybody here was someone else before
And you can want who you want
Boys and boys and girls and girls
Welcome to New York, its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Welcome to New York, its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Its a new soundtrack, I could dance to this beat, beat, forevermore
The lights are so bright, but they never blind me, me
Welcome to New York , its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Like any great love, it keeps you guessing
Like any real love, its ever-changing
Like any true love, it drives you crazy
But you know you wouldnt change anything, anything, anything
Welcome to New York, its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Welcome to New York, its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Its a new soundtrack, I could dance to this beat
The lights are so bright, but they never blind me
Welcome to New York
Its been waiting for you
Welcome to New York
The lights are so bright but they never blind me
Welcome to New York
So bright, they never blind me
Welcome to New York
Welcome to New York |
I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away
I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
But now Ill go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I dont know how to be something you miss
I never thought wed have a last kiss
Never imagined wed end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, youre showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
Im not much for dancing
But for you I did
Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How youd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
Theres not a day I dont miss those rude interruptions
And Ill go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I dont know how to be something you miss
I never thought wed have a last kiss
I never imagined wed end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips, ooh
So Ill watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope its nice where you are
And I hope the sun shines
And its a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind
So Ill go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I dont know how to be something you miss
I never thought wed have a last kiss
Never imagined wed end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last |
Its 2AM in your car
Windows down, you pass my street, the memories start
You say its in the past, you drive straight ahead
Youre thinking that I hate you now
Cause you still dont know what I never said
I wish you would come back
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did, I
Wish you knew that
Id never forget you as long as I live, and I
Wish you were right here, right now, its all good
I wish you would
Its 2 AM in my room
Headlights pass the window pane
I think of you
Were a crooked love in a straight line down
Makes you want to run and hide
But it makes you turn right back around
I wish you would come back
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did, I
Wish you knew that
Id never forget you as long as I live, and I
Wish you were right here, right now, its all good
I wish you would
I wish we could go back
And remember what we were fighting for, and I
Wish you knew that
I miss you too much to be mad anymore, and I
Wish you were right here, right now, its all good
I wish you would
I, I, I, I, I, I wish I, wish I
I, I, I, I, I, I wish I, wish I
I, I, I, I, I, I wish I, wish I
You always knew how to push my buttons
You give me everything and nothing
This mad, mad love makes you come running
To stand back where you stood
I wish you would, I wish you would
I wish you would, I wish you would
2AM, here we are
See your face, hear my voice in the dark
Were a crooked love in a straight line down
Makes you wanna run and hide
But it made us turn right back around
I wish you would come back
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did, I
Wish you knew that
Id never forget you as long as I live, and I
Wish you were right here, right now, its all good
I wish you would
I wish you would come back
Wish I never hung up the phone like I did, I
Wish you knew that
Id never forget you as long as I live, and I
Wish you were right here, right now, its all good
I wish you would
I wish we could go back
And remember what we were fighting for, and I
Wish you knew that
I miss you too much to be mad anymore, and I
Wish you were right here, right now, its all good
I wish you would
You always knew how to push my buttons
You give me everything and nothing
This mad, mad love makes you come running
To stand back where you stood
I wish you would, I wish you would
I wish you would, I wish you would
I, I, I, I, I, I wish I, wish I
I, I, I, I, I, I wish I, wish I
I wish you would |
I said, remember this moment, in the back of my mind
The time we stood with our shaking hands
The crowds in stands went wild
We were the kings and the queens
And they read off our names
The night you danced like you knew our lives
Would never be the same
You held your head like a hero
On a history book page
It was the end of a decade
But the start of an age
Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
I said, remember this feeling
I passed the pictures around
Of all the years that we stood there
On the side-lines wishing for right now
We are the kings and the queens
You traded your baseball cap for a crown
When they gave us our trophies
And we held them up for our town
And the cynics were outraged
Screaming, This is absurd
Cause for a moment, a band of thieves
In ripped up jeans got to rule the world
Long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
Im not afraid
Long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
I was screaming, long live that look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered
Hold on to spinning around
Confetti falls to the ground
May these memories break our fall
Will you take a moment?
Promise me this
That youll stand by me forever
But if, God forbid, fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children some day
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine
Long live the walls we crashed through
I had the time of my life, with you
Long, long live the walls we crashed through
All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
I was screaming, long live all the magic we made
And bring on all the pretenders
Im not afraid
Singing, long live all the mountains we moved
I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you
And long, long live that look on your face
And bring on all the pretenders
One day, we will be remembered |
If youre anything like me,
You bite your nails,
And laugh when youre nervous.
You promise people the world,
because thats what they want from you.
You like giving them what they want...
But darling, you need to stop,
If youre anything like me,
You knock on wood every time you make plans.
You cross your fingers, hold your breath,
Wish on lucky numbers and eyelashes
Your superstitions were the lone survivors of the shipwreck.
Rest In Peace, to your naive bravado...
If life gets too good now,
Darling, it scares you.
If youre anything like me,
You never wanted to lock your door,
Your secret garden gate or your diary drawer
Didnt want to face the you you dont know anymore
For fear she was much better before...
But Darling, now you have to.
If youre anything like me,
Theres a justice system in your head
For names youll never speak again,
And you make your ruthless rulings.
Each new enemy turns to steel
They become the bars that confine you,
In your own little golden prison cell...
But Darling, there is where you meet yourself.
If youre anything like me
Youve grown to hate your pride
To love your thighs
And no amount of friends at 25
Will fill the empty seats
At the lunch tables of your past
The teams that picked you last...
But Darling, you keep trying.
If youre anything like me,
You couldnt recognize the face of your love
Until they stripped you of your shiny paint
Threw your victory flag away
And you saw the ones who wanted you anyway...
Darling, later on you will thank your stars
for that frightful day.
If youre anything like me,
Im sorry.
But Darling, its going to be okay. |
Heres something Ive learned about people.
We think we know someone, but the truth is that we only know the version of them they have chosen to show us. We know our friend in a certain light, but we dont know them the way their lover does. Just the way their lover will never know them the same way that you do as their friend. Their mother knows them differently than their roommate, who knows them differently than their colleague. Their secret admirer looks at them and sees an elaborate sunset of brilliant color and dimension and spirit and pricelessness. And yet, a stranger will pass that person and see a faceless member of the crowd, nothing more. We may hear rumors about a person and believe those things to be true. We may one day meet that person and feel foolish for believing baseless gossip.
This is the first generation that will be able to look back on their entire life story documented in pictures on the internet, and together we will all discover the after-effects of that. Ultimately, we post photos online to curate what strangers think of us. But then we wake up, look in the mirror at our faces and see the cracks and scars and blemishes, and cringe. We hope someday well meet someone who will see that same morning face and instead see their future, their partner, their forever. Someone who will still choose us even when they see all of the sides of the story, all the angles of the kaleidoscope that is you.
The point being, despite our need to simplify and generalize absolutely everyone and everything in this life, humans are intrinsically impossible to simplify. We are never just good or just bad. We are mosaics of our worst selves and our best selves, our deepest secrets and our favorite stories to tell at a dinner party, existing somewhere between our well-lit profile photo and our drivers license shot. We are all a mixture of our selfishness and generosity, loyalty and self-preservation, pragmatism and impulsiveness. Ive been in the public eye since I was 15 years old. On the beautiful, lovely side of that, Ive been so lucky to make music for living and look out into crowds of loving, vibrant people. On the other side of the coin, my mistakes have been used against me, my heartbreaks have been used as entertainment, and my songwriting has been trivialized as oversharing.
When this album comes out, gossip blogs will scour the lyrics for the men they can attribute to each song, as if the inspiration for music is as simple and basic as a paternity test. There will be slideshows of photos backing up each incorrect theory, because its 2017 and if you didnt see a picture of it, it couldnt have happened right?
Let me say it again, louder for those in the back...
We think we know someone, but the truth is that we only know the version of them that they have chosen to show us.
There will be no further explanation.
There will be just reputation. |
You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts
I say, Can you believe it?
As were lying on the couch
The moment, I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless mans careful daughter
You are the best thing thats ever been mine
Flash forward, and were taking on the world together
And theres a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why Im guarded
You say well never make my parents mistakes
But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes
This is what I thought about:
Do you remember, we were sitting there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless mans careful daughter
You are the best thing thats ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless mans careful daughter
You are the best thing thats ever been mine
And I remember that fight, 2:30 AM
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye
Cause thats all Ive ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, Ill never leave you alone.
You said, I remember how we felt, sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, its like the first time
I fell in love with a careless mans careful daughter
She is the best thing thats ever been mine
Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless mans careful daughter
You are the best thing thats ever been mine
Yeah, yeah
Do you believe it?
Were gonna make it now
And I can see it
Yeah, yeah
I can see it now |
Put your lips close to mine
As long as they dont touch
Out of focus, eye to eye
Til the gravitys too much
And Ill do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And Id be smart to walk away
But youre quicksand
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
And I-I-I like it
I cant decide if its a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone
Trained to get along
Forever going with the flow
But youre friction
This slope is treacherous
This path is reckless
This slope is treacherous
I, I, I like it
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you, get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should, think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I would follow you, follow you home
Ill follow you, follow you home
This hope is treacherous
This daydream is dangerous
This hope is treacherous
I-I-I, I-I-I, I-I-I
Two headlights shine through the sleepless night
And I will get you, get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should, think you should know
That nothing safe is worth the drive
And I would follow you, follow you home
Ill follow you, follow you home
Ill follow you, follow you home
Ill follow you, follow you home
This slope is treacherous
I-I-I like it |
It keeps me awake, the look on your face
The moment you heard the news
Youre screaming inside and frozen in time
You did all that you could do
The game was rigged, the ref got tricked
The wrong ones think they’re right
You were outnumbered this time
But only the young, only the young
Only the young, only the young
Can run
Can run
So run, and run, and run
So every day now
You brace for the sound youve only heard on TV
You go to class, scared
Wondering where the best hiding spot would be
And the big bad man and his big bad clan
Their hands are stained with red
Oh, how quickly they forget
They arent gonna help us
Too busy helping themselves
They arent gonna change this
We gotta do it ourselves
They think that its over
But its just begun
Only one thing can save us
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young
Can run
Dont say youre too tired to fight
Its just a matter of time
Up theres the finish line
Dont say youre too tired to fight
Its just a matter of time
Up theres the finish line
Only the young
Only the young
Only the young |
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Stand there like a ghost
Shaking from the rain, rain
Shell open up the door and say, Are you insane?
Say its been a long six months
And you were too afraid to tell her what you want, want
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl
And then, you say
I want you for worse or for better
I would wait forever and ever
Broke your heart, Ill put it back together
I would wait forever and ever
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
Remind her how it used to be, be, yeah-yeah
With pictures in frames of kisses on cheeks, cheeks
Tell her how you must have lost your mind, ooh-ooh
When you left her all alone
And never told her why, why
And thats how it works
Thats how you lost the girl
And now, you say
I want you for worse or for better
I would wait forever and ever
Broke your heart, Ill put it back together
I would wait forever and ever
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
Yeah, yeah
And you know
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
That I dont want you to go, oh, oh
Remind me how it used to be
Pictures in frames of kisses on cheeks
And say you want me, yeah-yeah
And then you say
Cause I want you for worse or for better
I would wait forever and ever
Broke your heart, Ill put it back together
I would wait forever and ever
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
And thats how it works
Thats how you get the girl, girl
Thats how it works
Thats how you got the girl |
Now go stand in the corner and think about what you did
Ha, time for a little revenge
The story starts when it was hot and it was summer and
I had it all, I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone and lets hear the applause
She took him faster than you can say Sabotage
I never saw it coming, wouldnt have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
Shes not a saint and shes not what you think
Shes an actress, whoa
Shes better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon shes gonna find stealing other peoples toys
On the playground wont make you many friends
She should keep in mind, she should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
She looks at life like its a party and shes on the list
She looks at me like Im a trend and shes so over it
I think her ever-present frown is a little troubling
And she thinks Im psycho cause I like to rhyme her name with things
But sophistication isnt what you wear or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh, they didnt teach you that in prep school so its up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
Shes not a saint and shes not what you think
Shes an actress, whoa
Shes better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon shes gonna find stealing other peoples toys
On the playground wont make you many friends
She should keep in mind, she should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
Im just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honey
You might have him, but havent you heard?
Im just another thing for you to roll your eyes at, honey
You might have him, but I always get the last word
Whoa, whoa-ah-oh
Shes not a saint and shes not what you think
Shes an actress, whoa
Shes better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, whoa
Soon shes gonna find stealing other peoples toys
On the playground wont make you many friends
She should keep in mind, she should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, ha
Do you still feel like you know what youre doing?
Cause I dont think you do, oh
Do you still feel like you know what youre doing?
I dont think you do, I dont think you do
Lets hear the applause
Come on, show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
Cause youre so much better
She took him faster than you could say Sabotage |
Im so glad you made time to see me
Hows life? Tell me, hows your family?
I havent seen them in a while
Youve been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying Im sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
Id go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I havent been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didnt call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying Im sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
Id go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear Id love you right
Id go back in time and change it, but I cant
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying Im sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
Id go back to December, turn around and make it alright
Id go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time |
What a shame
Didnt wanna be the one that got away, yeah
Big mistake, broke the sweetest promise
That you never should have made
Im here on the kitchen floor
You call, but I wont hear it
You said No one else, how could you do this, babe?
You really blew this, babe
We aint gettin through this one, babe
This is the last time Ill ever call you, babe
This is the last time, this is the last time
This is the last time, Ill ever call you babe
What a waste
Takin down the pictures and the plans we made, yeah
And its strange how your face doesnt look so innocent
Your secret has its consequence and thats on you, babe
I break down every time you call
Were a wreck, youre the wreckin ball
We said, No one else, how could you do this, babe?
You really blew this, babe
We aint gettin through this one, babe
This is the last time Ill ever call you, babe
This is the last time, this is the last time
This is the last time
Since you admitted it , I keep picturin
Her lips on your neck , I cant unsee it
I hate that because of you , I cant love you, babe
What a shame, didnt want to be the one that got away
How could you do this, babe?
You really blew this, babe
We aint gettin through this one, babe
How could you do this, babe?
This is the last time, this is the last time
This is the last time Ill ever call you, babe
How could you do this, babe?
Im here on the kitchen floor, you call but I wont hear it
You said No one else, we aint gettin through this one, babe
I break down every time you call, this is the last time
Were a wreck, youre the wreckin ball
This is the last time
You said No one else
This is the last time Ill ever call you babe |
You shouldve been there
Shouldve burst through the door
With that Baby, Im right here smile
And it wouldve felt like
A million little shining stars had just aligned
And I wouldve been so happy
Christmas lights glisten
Ive got my eye on the door
Just waiting for you to walk in
But the time is ticking
People ask me how Ive been
As I comb back through my memory
How you said youd be here
You said youd be here
And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And theyre all laughing
As Im looking around the room
But there was one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew
And the hours pass by
Now I just wanna be alone
But your close friends always seem to know
When theres something really wrong
So they follow me down the hall
And there in the bathroom
I try not to fall apart
And the sinking feeling starts
As I say hopelessly
He said hed be here
And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And theyre all laughing
And asking me about you
But there was one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew
What do you say
When tears are streaming down your face
In front of everyone you know?
And what do you do
When the one who means the most to you
Is the one who didnt show?
You shouldve been here
And I wouldve been so happy
And it was like slow motion
Standing there in my party dress
In red lipstick
With no one to impress
And theyre all standing around me, singing
Happy birthday to you
But there was one thing missing
And that was the moment I knew
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, I knew
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
You called me later
And said, Im sorry I didnt make it
And I said, Im sorry, too
And that was the moment I knew |
You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like Im nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when Im wounded
You, picking on the weaker man
Well, you can take me down
With just one single blow
But you dont know what you dont know
Someday, Ill be living in a big old city
And all youre ever gonna be is mean
Someday, Ill be big enough so you cant hit me
And all youre ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I dont already see them
I walk with my head down, trying to block you out
Cause Ill never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again
I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
Cause you cant lead me down that road
And you dont know what you dont know
Someday, Ill be living in a big old city
And all youre ever gonna be is mean
Someday, Ill be big enough so you cant hit me
And all youre ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobodys listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I cant sing
But all you are is mean
All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean
But someday, Ill be living in a big old city
And all youre ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday, Ill be big enough so you cant hit me
And all youre ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Someday, Ill be living in a big old city
And all youre ever gonna be is mean
Someday, Ill be big enough so you cant hit me
And all youre ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean? |
You said, I know
When I said, I need some time, need some space
To think about all of this
You watched me go
And I knew my
Words were hard to hear
And harder to ever take back
And I said, When can I-I-I come back?
And you said thats when
When I wake up in the morning
Thats when, when its sunny or storming
Laughing, when Im crying
And thats when, Ill be waiting at the front gate
Thats when, when I see your face
Ill let you in, and baby, thats when
Mm, mm
I said, I know
When you said, I did you wrong
Made mistakes
And put you through all of this
Then through the phone
Came all your tears
And I said, Leave those all in our past
And you said, When can I-I-I come back?
And I said, thats when
When I wake up in the morning
Thats when, when its sunny or storming
Laughing, when Im crying
And thats when Ill be waiting at the front gate
Thats when, when I see your face
Ill let you in, and baby, thats when
And you said, Honestly
When you were gone
Did you ever think of me?
And I said
Thats when, when I woke up in the morning
Thats when, it was sunny or storming
Laughing when I was crying
And thats when, you were waiting at the front gate
Thats when, when I saw your face
You let me in, and baby, thats when
Thats when, when I wake up in the morning
Thats when, when its sunny or storming
When Im laughing, when Im crying
Thats when Ill be waiting at the front gate
Thats when, when I see your face
Thats when I love you, thats when |
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the mornin of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
Its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hopin one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know, I havent seen you around before
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
And when youre fifteen, feelin like theres nothin to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who youre gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough, youre best friends
Laughin at the other girls who think theyre so cool
Well be outta here as soon as we can
And then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
And youre feelin like flyin
And your mamas waitin up and youre thinkin hes the one
And youre dancin round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
And when youre fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round
But in your life youll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didnt know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then, I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had
To a boy who changed his mind
And we both cried
Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
Youre gonna believe them
And when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be
At fifteen
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la
Your very first day
Take a deep breath, girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors |
Theres something bout the way
The street looks when its just rained
Theres a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah
Oh, yeah
Were driving down the road, I wonder if you know
Im trying so hard not to get caught up now
But youre just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absentmindedly making me want you
And I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
So, baby, drive slow til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passengers seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now, capture it, remember it
Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, Im not usually this way but
You pull me in and Im a little more brave
Its the first kiss, its flawless, really something
Its fearless
Oh, yeah
Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
Oh, oh
Oh, yeah |
I bet this time of night, you’re still up
I bet you’re tired from a long hard week
I bet you’re sittin in your chair by the window
Looking out at the city, and I bet
Sometimes you wonder bout me
And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that
Every time I don’t, I almost do, I almost do
I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
‘Cause each time you reach out, there’s no reply
I bet it never, ever occurred to you
That I can’t say hello to you and risk another goodbye
And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that
Every time I don’t, I almost do, I almost do
Oh, we made quite a mess, babe
It’s probably better off this way
And I confess, babe
In my dreams, you’re touching my face
And asking me if I want to try again with you
And I almost do
And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you
And I wish I could run to you
And I hope you know that
Every time I don’t, I almost do, I almost do
I bet this time of night, you’re still up
I bet you’re tired from a long hard week
I bet you’re sittin in your chair by the window
Looking out at the city, and I hope
Sometimes you wonder bout me |
New to town with a made up name
In the angels city, chasing fortune and fame
And the camera flashes make it look like a dream
You had it figured out since you were in school
Everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool
So overnight, you look like a sixties queen
Another name goes up in lights
Like diamonds in the sky
And they’ll tell you now, you’re the lucky one
Yeah, they’ll tell you now, you’re the lucky one
But can you tell me now, you’re the lucky one?
Oh, oh, oh
Now, it’s big black cars and Riviera views
And your lover in the foyer doesn’t even know you
And your secrets end up splashed on the news front page
And they tell you that you’re lucky, but you’re so confused
Cause you don’t feel pretty, you just feel used
And all the young things line up to take your place
Another name goes up in lights
You wonder if you’ll make it out alive
And they’ll tell you now, you’re the lucky one
Yeah, they’ll tell you now, you’re the lucky one
But can you tell me now, you’re the lucky one?
Oh, oh, oh
It was a few years later, I showed up here
And they still tell the legend of how you disappeared
How you took the money and your dignity, and got the hell out
They say you bought a bunch of land somewhere
Chose the rose garden over Madison Square
And it took some time, but I understand it now
‘Cause now my name is up in lights
But I think you got it right
Let me tell you now, you’re the lucky one
Let me tell you now, you’re the lucky one
Let me tell you now, you’re the lucky one, oh, oh, oh
And they’ll tell you now, you’re the lucky one
Yeah, they’ll tell you now, you’re the lucky one
And they’ll tell you now, you’re the lucky one, oh, oh, oh
Oh, whoa, oh, oh |
Find myself at your door
Just like all those times before
I’m not sure how I got there
All roads they lead me here
I imagine you are home
In your room, all alone
And you open your eyes into mine
And everything feels better
And right before your eyes
Im breaking, no past
No reasons why
Just you and me
This is the last time Im asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time Im asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye
You find yourself at my door
Just like all those times before
You wear your best apology
But I was there to watch you leave
And all the times I let you in
Just for you to go again
Disappear when you come back
Everything is better
And right before your eyes
Im aching, run fast
Nowhere to hide
Just you and me
This is the last time Im asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time Im asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye
This is the last time you tell me Ive got it wrong
This is the last time I say its been you all along
This is the last time I let you in my door
This is the last time, I wont hurt you anymore
Oh-ho, oh-ho, oh-ho, oh-ho
Oh-ho, oh-ho, oh-ho, oh-ho
This is the last time Im asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time Im asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye
This is the last time Im asking you this
Put my name at the top of your list
This is the last time Im asking you why
You break my heart in the blink of an eye
This is the last time Im asking you, last time Im asking you
Last time Im asking you this
This is the last time Im asking you, last time Im asking you
Last time Im asking you this
This is the last time Im asking you, last time Im asking you
Last time Im asking you this
This is the last time Im asking you, last time Im asking you
Last time Im asking you this |
Long handwritten note, deep in your pocket
Words, how little they mean, when youre a little too late
I stood right by the tracks, your face in a locket
Good girls, hopeful theyll be and long they will wait
We had a beautiful magic love affair
What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair
In dreams, I meet you in warm conversation
We both wake in lonely beds, different cities
And time is taking its sweet time erasing you
And youve got your demons
And darling, they all look like me
Cause we had a beautiful magic love there
What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair
Distance, timing, breakdown, fighting
Silence, the train runs off its tracks
Kiss me, try to fix it, could you just try to listen?
Hang up, give up, and for the life of us we cant get back
A beautiful magic love there
What a sad, beautiful, tragic, beautiful, tragic, beautiful
What we had, a beautiful magic love there
What a sad, beautiful, tragic, love affair
We had a beautiful magic love there
What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair |
Hey, I knew Id run into you somewhere
Its been a while, I didnt mean to stare
I heard shes nothin like me
Im sure shell make you happy
But dont you, dont you
Smile at me and ask me how Ive been
Dont you say youve
Missed me if you dont want me again
You dont know how much I feel I love you still
So why dont you, dont you?
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah
Sometimes, I really wish that I could hate you
Ive tried, but thats just somethin I cant do
My heart knows what the truth is
I swore I wouldnt do this
But dont you, dont you
Smile at me and ask me how Ive been
Dont you say youve
Missed me if you dont want me again
You dont know how much I feel I love you still
So why dont you, dont you?
So I walk outta here tonight
Try to go on with my life
And you can say were still friends
So if I see you again
Dont you , dont you
Smile at me and ask me how Ive been
Dont you say youve
Missed me if you dont want me again
You dont know how much I feel I love you still
So why dont you, dont you?
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Dont you |
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And Im a house of cards
Youre the kind of reckless
That should send me running
But I kinda know that I wont get far
And you stood there in front of me
Just close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldnt see
What I was thinking of
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something thatll haunt me when youre not around
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
My mind forgets to remind me
Youre a bad idea
You touch me once and its really something
You find Im even better than you imagined I would be
Im on my guard for the rest of the world
But with you I know its no good
And I could wait patiently but I really wish you would
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something thatll haunt me when youre not around
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild
Just keep on keeping your eyes on me
Its just wrong enough to make it feel right
And lead me up the staircase
Wont you whisper soft and slow?
Im captivated by you, baby, like a firework show
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something thatll haunt me when youre not around
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
And the sparks fly
Oh, baby, smile
And the sparks fly |
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he wont see
That I want and Im needing
Everything that we should be
Ill bet shes beautiful, that girl he talks about
And shes got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me
I laugh cause its so damn funny
That I cant even see
Anyone when hes with me
He says hes so in love, hes finally got it right
I wonder if he knows hes all I think about at night
Hes the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
Hes the song in the car
I keep singing, dont know why I do...
Drew walks by me
Cant he tell that I cant breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
Shed better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know shes lucky cause
Hes the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
Hes the song in the car
I keep singing, dont know why I do...
So I drive home alone, as I turn off the light
Ill put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight
Cause hes the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart
Hes the song in the car
I keep singing, dont know why I do...
Hes the time taken up, but theres never enough
And hes all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he wont see |
Follow me home if you dare to
I wouldnt know where to lead you
Should I take chances when no one took chances on me?
So I watch from the dark, wait for my life to start
With no beauty in my memory
All that I wanted was to be wanted
Too young to wander London streets, alone and haunted
Born into nothing
At least you have something, something to cling to
Visions of dazzling rooms Ill never get let into
And the memories were lost long ago
But at least you have beautiful ghosts
Perilous night, their voices calling
A flicker of light before the dawning
Out here, the wild ones are taming the fear within me
Scared to call them my friends and be broken again
Is this hope just a mystical dream?
All that I wanted was to be wanted
Too young to wander London streets, alone and haunted
Born into nothing
At least you have something, something to cling to
Visions of dazzling rooms Ill never get let into
And the memories were lost long ago
But at least you have beautiful ghosts
And so maybe my home isnt what I had known
What I thought it would be
But I feel so alive with these phantoms of night
And I know that this life isnt safe, but its wild and its free
All that I wanted was to be wanted
Ill never wander London streets, alone and haunted
Born into nothing
With them, I have something, something to cling to
I never knew Id love this world theyve let me into
And the memories were lost long ago
So Ill dance with these beautiful ghosts
And the memories were lost long ago
So Ill dance with these beautiful ghosts |
I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your war path
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind trying to get it back
Wasnt it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasnt it beautiful when you believed in everything
And everybody believed in you?
Its alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where youve been
Youre still an innocent, youre still an innocent
Did some things you cant speak of
But at night you live it all again
You wouldnt be shattered on the floor now
If only you had seen what you know now then
Wasnt it easier in your firefly-catching days?
When everything out of reach
Someone bigger brought down to you
Wasnt it beautiful running wild til you fell asleep
Before the monsters caught up to you?
Its alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where youve been
Youre still an innocent
Its okay, life is a tough crowd
32 and still growing up now
Who you are is not what you did
Youre still an innocent
Time turns flames to embers
Youll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too
Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never too late to be brand new, oh
Its alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where youve been
Youre still an innocent
Its okay, life is a tough crowd
32 and still growing up now
Who you are is not what you did
Youre still an innocent, youre still an innocent
Lost your balance on a tightrope, oh
Its never too late to get it back |
We used to walk along the streets
When the porch lights were shining bright
Before I had somewhere to be
Back when we had all night and we were happy
I do recall a good while back, we snuck into the circus
You threw your arms around my neck, back when I deserved it
And we were happy
When it was good, baby, it was good, baby
We showed em all up
No one could touch the way we laughed in the dark
Talking bout your daddys farm we were gonna buy someday
And we were happy
We used to watch the sun go down on the boats in the water
Thats sorta how I feel right now
And goodbyes so much harder cause we were happy
When it was good, baby, it was good, baby
We showed em all up
No one could touch the way we laughed in the dark
Talking bout your daddys farm we were gonna buy someday
And we were happy
We were happy
Oh, I hate those voices telling me Im not in love anymore
But they dont give me choices and thats what these tears are for
Cause we were happy
We were happy
When it was good, baby, it was good, baby
We showed em all up
No one could touch the way we laughed in the dark
Talking bout your daddys farm
And you were gonna marry me
And we were happy
We were happy
Oh-oh-oh-oh
We were happy |
Say youre sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holdin on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I shoulda known, I shoulda known
That Im not a princess, this aint a fairytale
Im not the one youll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell
This aint Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your white horse
To come around
Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didnt know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know
That Im not a princess, this aint a fairytale
Im not the one youll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell
This aint Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your white horse
To come around
And there you are on your knees
Beggin for forgiveness, beggin for me
Just like I always wanted
But Im so sorry
Cause Im not your princess, this aint our fairytale
Im gonna find someone someday
Who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse
To catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now, oh
Its too late to catch me now |
State the obvious, I didnt get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that Im obsessive and crazy
Thats fine, you wont mind if I say
By the way
I hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive
Youre a redneck heartbreak whos really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as Im concerned, youre just another picture to burn
Theres no time for tears
Im just sitting here planning my revenge
Theres nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying sorry to me
My daddys gonna show you how sorry youll be
Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive
Youre a redneck heartbreak whos really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as Im concerned, youre just another picture to burn
And if youre missing me, youd better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here would be bad for your health
Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive
Youre a redneck heartbreak whos really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
In case you havent heard
I really really hate that
Stupid old pickup truck you never let me drive
Youre a redneck heartbreak, whos really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as Im concerned, youre just another picture to burn
Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn
Youre just another picture to burn
Baby, burn |
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and its like
I couldnt ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And its 2AM and Im cursing your name
Youre so in love that you act insane
And thats the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
Its a roller coaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
Hes close to my mother
Talks business with my father
Hes charming and endearing
And Im comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
Its 2AM and Im cursing your name
Youre so in love that you acted insane
And thats the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
Its a roller coaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you
He cant see the smile Im faking
And my hearts not breaking
Cause Im not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating
Intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
Its 2AM and Im cursing your name
Im so in love that I acted insane
And thats the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
Its a roller coaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you oh, oh
And thats the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you |
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Uhh
Ever thought about losing it
When your money’s all gone and you lose your whip
You might lose your grip when the landlord tell you that you due for rent
And the grass so green on the other side
Make a nigga wanna run straight through the fence
Open up the fridge bout 20 times
But you still can’t find no food in it
That’s foolishness
And sometimes I wonder, why we care so much about the way we look
And the way we talk and the way we act and the clothes we bought
How much that cost?
Does it even really matter?
Cause if life is a uphill battle
But y’all tryna climb with the same ol’ ladder
In the same boat, with the same ol’ paddle
Why so shallow? I’m just askin
What’s the pattern to the madness?
Everybody ain’t a number one draft pick
Most of us ain’t Hollywood actors
But if it’s all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day, we all could ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
Sincerely yours, from one of yall
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us
I could feel your pain, I could feel your struggle
You just wanna live, but everythings so low
That you could drown in a puddle
That’s why I gotta hold us up, yeah, hold us up
For all the times no one’s ever spoke for us
To every single time that they play this song
You can say that that’s what Bobby Ray wrote for us
When the tides get too high
And the sea up underneath gets so deep
And you feel like you’re just another person
Getting lost in the crowd, way up high in the nosebleeds
Uh, because weve both been there, both of us
But we still stand tall with our shoulders up
And even though we always against the odds
These are the things that’ve molded us
And if life hadn’t chosen us
Sometimes I wonder where I wouldve wound up
Cause if it was up to me, I’d make a new blueprint
Then build it from the ground up, hey
But if it’s all for one, and one for all
Then maybe one day, we all could ball
Do it one time for the underdogs
From Bobby Ray, to all of y’all
I wish I was strong enough to lift not one but both of us
Some day I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us |
I used to think one day, wed tell the story of us
How we met, and the sparks flew instantly
And people would say, theyre the lucky ones
I used to know my place was a spot next to you
Now Im searching the room for an empty seat
Cause lately, I dont even know what page youre on
Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fallout
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up, I cant break through
Now Im standing alone in a crowded room
And were not speaking
And Im dying to know
Is it killing you like its killing me?
Yeah, I dont know what to say
Since the twist of fate when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Next chapter
Howd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
And youre doing your best to avoid me
Im starting to think one day, Ill tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you shouldve held me
Oh, Im scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
Id tell you I miss you, but I dont know how
Ive never heard silence quite this loud
Now Im standing alone in a crowded room
And were not speaking
And Im dying to know
Is it killing you like its killing me?
Yeah, and I dont know what to say
Since the twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battles in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you say youd rather love than fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon
Now Im standing alone in a crowded room
And were not speaking
And Im dying to know
Is it killing you like its killing me?
Yeah, and I dont know what to say
Since the twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now
And were not speaking
And Im dying to know
Is it killing you like its killing me, yeah?
I dont know what to say since the twist of fate
Cause were going down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
The End |
I was ridin shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
Hes got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says, Baby, is something wrong?
I say, Nothin, I was just thinkin
How we dont have a song
And he says
Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin out late, tapping on your window
When were on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause its late and your mama dont know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date: Man, I didnt kiss her, and I should have
And when I got home fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was walking up the front porch steps
After everything that day
Had gone all wrong or been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way
To my lovin bed
I almost didnt notice all the roses
And the note that said
Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin out late, tapping on your window
When were on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause its late and your mama dont know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date: Man, I didnt kiss her, and I should have
And when I got home fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
Da-da-da-da
Ive heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for somethin to come along
That was as good as our song
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin out late, tappin on his window
When were on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause its late and his mama dont know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date: Man, I didnt kiss him, and I should have
And when I got home fore I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
Play it again, oh, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
I was ridin shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song |
It wasnt just like a movie
The rain didnt soak through my clothes, down to my skin
Im drivin away and I, I guess you could say
This is the last time Ill drive this way again
Lost in the gray and I try to grab at the fray
Cause I, I still love you but I cant
Bye bye to everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby
I want you back but its come down to nothing
And all I have is your sympathy
Cause you took me home but you just couldnt keep me
Bye bye baby
Bye bye baby
The picture frame is empty
On the dresser, vacant just like me
I see your writing on the dash
Then back to your hesitation
I was so sure of everything
Everything I thought wed always have
Guess I never doubted it
Then the here and the now floods in
Feels like Im becoming a part of your past
Bye bye to everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby
I want you back but its come down to nothing
And all I have is your sympathy
Cause you took me home but you just couldnt keep me
Bye bye baby
And theres so much that I cant touch
Youre all I want but its not enough this time
And all the pages are just slipping through my hands
And Im so scared of how this ends
Bye bye to everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby
I want you back but its come down to nothing
And all I have is your sympathy
Cause you took me home but you just couldnt keep me
Bye bye to everything I thought was on my side
Bye bye baby
I want you back but its come down to nothing
And all I have is your sympathy
Cause you took me home but you just couldnt keep me
Oh, you took me home, I thought you were gonna keep me
Bye bye baby
Bye bye baby |
My winter nights are taken up by static
Stress and holiday shopping traffic
But I close my eyes and Im somewhere else
Just like magic
In my heart is a Christmas tree farm
Where the people would come
To dance under sparkling lights
Bundled up in their mittens and coats
And the cider would flow
And I just wanna be there tonight
Sweet dreams of holly and ribbon
Mistakes are forgiven
And everythin is icy and blue
And you would be there too
Under the mistletoe
Watchin the fire glow
And tellin me, I love you
Just bein in your arms
Takes me back to that little farm
Where every wish comes true
In my heart is a Christmas tree farm
Theres a light in the barn
We run inside out from the cold
In the town, kids are dreamin of sleighs
And theyre warm and theyre safe
They wake to see a blanket of snow
Sweet dreams of holly and ribbon
Mistakes are forgiven
And everythin is icy and blue
And you would be there too
Under the mistletoe
Watchin the fire glow
And tellin me, I love you
Just bein in your arms
Takes me back to that little farm
Where every wish comes true
Baby, yeah
And when Im feelin alone
You remind me of home
Oh, baby, baby, Merry Christmas
And when the world isnt fair
I pretend that were there
Baby, baby, Merry Christmas
Under the mistletoe
Watching the fire glow
And tellin me, I love you
Oh, baby, baby, Merry Christmas
Oh, baby, baby, Merry Christmas
Oh, baby, baby, Merry Christmas
I love you
Oh, baby, baby, Merry Christmas
Oh, baby, baby, Merry Christmas
Oh, baby, baby, Merry Christmas
Where every wish comes true
I love you |
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought Id live to see it break
Its getting dark and its all too quiet
And I cant trust anything now
And its coming over you like its all a big mistake
Whoa, holding my breath
Wont lose you again
Somethings made your eyes go cold
Come on, come on, dont leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Somethings gone terribly wrong
Youre all I wanted
Come on, come on, dont leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Cant breathe whenever youre gone
Cant turn back now, Im haunted
Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time, Im wishing it was you instead
Oh, holding my breath
Wont see you again
Something keeps me holding onto nothing
Come on, come on, dont leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Somethings gone terribly wrong
Youre all I wanted
Come on, come on, dont leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Cant breathe whenever youre gone
Cant turn back now, Im haunted
I know
I know
I just know
Youre not gone, you cant be gone, no
Come on, come on, dont leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Somethings gone terribly wrong
Wont finish what you started
Come on, come on, dont leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Cant breathe whenever youre gone
Cant go back, Im haunted
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought Id see it break
Never thought Id see it |
Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I dont feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect
Now youre halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now Im not so sure
So heres to everything coming down to nothing
Heres to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute, but I dont anymore
And I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didnt mean it baby, I dont think so
Oh, back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything?
Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasnt called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when youre here and it rains when youre gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didnt mean it baby
You said forever and always, yeah |
I said, Oh, my, what a marvelous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines
And we were dancing, dancing
Like were made of starlight
Like were made of starlight
I met Bobby on the boardwalk, summer of 45
Picked me up, late one night at the window
We were 17 and crazy, running wild, wild
Cant remember what song it was playing when we walked in
The night we snuck into a yacht club party
Pretending to be a duchess and a prince
And I said, Oh, my, what a marvelous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines
And we were dancing, dancing
Like were made of starlight, starlight
Like were made of starlight, starlight
He said, Look at you
Worrying so much about things you cant change
Youll spend your whole life singing the blues
If you keep thinking that way
He was trying to skip rocks on the ocean, saying to me
Dont you see the starlight, starlight?
Dont you dream impossible things?
Like, Oh, my, what a marvelous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines
And we were dancing, dancing
Like were made of starlight, starlight
Like were made of starlight, starlight
Ooh, ooh, hes talking crazy
Ooh, ooh, dancing with me
Ooh, ooh, we could get married
Have ten kids and teach em how to dream
Oh, my, what a marvelous tune
It was the best night, never would forget how we moved
The whole place was dressed to the nines
And we were dancing, dancing
Like were made of starlight, starlight
Like were made of starlight, starlight
Like were made of starlight, starlight
Like we dream impossible dreams
Like starlight, starlight
Like we dream impossible dreams
Dont you see the starlight, starlight?
Dont you dream impossible things? |
You said it in a simple way
4 AM, the second day
How strange that I dont know you at all
Stumbled through the long goodbye
One last kiss, then catch your flight
Right when I was just about to fall
I told myself, dont get attached
But in my mind, I play it back
Spinning faster than the plane that took you
And this is when the feeling sinks in
I dont wanna miss you like this
Come back, be here, come back, be here
I guess youre in New York today
I dont wanna need you this way
Come back, be here, come back, be here
The delicate beginning rush
The feeling you can know so much
Without knowing anything at all
And now that I can put this down
If I had known what I know now
I never wouldve played so nonchalant
Taxi cabs and busy streets
That never bring you back to me
I cant help but wish you took me with you
And this is when the feeling sinks in
I dont wanna miss you like this
Come back, be here, come back, be here
I guess youre in London today
And I dont wanna need you this way
Come back, be here, come back, be here
This is falling in love in the cruelest way
This is falling for you when you are worlds away
In New York, be here
But youre in London, and I break down
Cause its not fair that youre not around
This is when the feeling sinks in
I dont wanna miss you like this
Come back, be here, come back, be here
I guess youre in New York today
And I dont wanna need you this way
Come back, be here, come back, be here
Oh-oh, oh-oh
I dont wanna miss you like this
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Come back, be here
Come back, be here |
I see your face in my mind as I drive away
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But its killing me to see you go after all this time
Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie
Its the kind of ending you dont really wanna see
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down
Now I dont know what to be without you around
And we know its never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I cant breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
Every little bump in the road, I tried to swerve
But people are people and sometimes it doesnt work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
And we know its never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I cant breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you but I have to
Its 2 A.M, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know its not easy, easy for me
Its 2 A.M, feeling like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this aint easy, easy for me
And we know its never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh-oh
I cant breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to
Im sorry, Im sorry
Im sorry, Im sorry
Im sorry, Im sorry
Im sorry |
Woo!
You wake up
It’s raining and it’s Monday
Looks like one of those rough days
Time’s up
You’re late again, so get out the door
Sometimes you feel like running
Find a whole new life and jump in
Let go, get up and hit the dance-floor
But when the lights go down, it’s the ending of the show
And you’re feeling like you got nowhere to go
Don’t you know...
You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that’s just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, and you can say hello
But you’ll always find your way back home
You can change your style, you can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry, but everybody knows
You’ll always find your way back home
Your best friends, your little hometown
Are waiting up wherever you go now
You know that you can always turn around
Cause this world is big and it’s crazy
And this girl is thinking that maybe
This life is what some people dream about
Cause when I’m feeling down and I am all alone
I’ve always got a place where I can go
Cause I know...
You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that’s just the way it goes
You can say “goodbye,” and you can say “hello”
But you’ll always find your way back home
You can change your style, you can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry, but everybody knows
You’ll always find your way back home
Where they know exactly who you are
Back home, where the real you is the superstar
Back home, you know it’s never too far away
You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that’s just the way it goes
You can say “goodbye,” and you can say “hello”
But you’ll always find your way back
You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that’s just the way it goes
You can say “goodbye,” and you can say “hello”
But you’ll always find your way back home
You can change your style, you can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry, but everybody knows
You’ll always find your way back home
You’ll always find your way back home
You’ll always find your way back home
You’ll always find your way back home
You’ll always find your way back home
You’ll always, youll always find your way
You’ll always find your way back home |
He said the way my blue eyes shined
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said, Thats a lie
Just a boy in a Chevy truck
That had a tendency of gettin stuck
On backroads at night
And I was right there beside him all summer long
And then the time we woke up to find that summer gone
But when you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me
September saw a month of tears
And thankin God that you werent here
To see me like that
But in a box beneath my bed
Is a letter that you never read
From three summers back
Its hard not to find it all a little bittersweet
And lookin back on all of that, its nice to believe
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me
And Im back for the first time since then
Im standin on your street
And theres a letter left on your doorstep
And the first thing that youll read is:
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
Someday youll turn your radio on
I hope it takes you back to that place
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me
Oh, think of me
Mmmm
He said the way my blue eyes shine
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said, Thats a lie |
Im pretty sure we almost broke up last night
I threw my phone across the room, at you
I was expecting some dramatic turn away
But you stayed
This morning, I said we should talk about it
Cause I read you should never leave a fight unresolved
Thats when you came in wearing a football helmet
And said, Okay, lets talk
And I said
Stay, stay, stay
Ive been loving you for quite some time, time, time
You think that its funny when Im mad, mad, mad
But I think that its best if we both stay
Before you, Id only dated self-indulgent takers
Who took all of their problems out on me
But you carry my groceries and now Im always laughing
And I love you because you have given me
No choice but to
Stay, stay, stay
Ive been loving you for quite some time, time, time
You think that its funny when Im mad, mad, mad
But I think that its best if we both stay, stay, stay, stay
You took the time to memorize me
My fears, my hopes, and dreams
I just like hanging out with you, all the time
All those times that you didnt leave, its been occurring to me
Id like to hang out with you, for my whole life
Stay, and Ill be loving you for quite some time
No one else is gonna love me when I get mad, mad, mad
So I think that its best if we both stay, stay
Stay, stay, stay, stay!
Stay, stay, stay
Ive been loving you for quite some time, time, time
You think that its funny when Im mad, mad, mad
But I think that its best if we both stay, stay
Stay, stay, stay, stay!
Stay, stay, stay
Ive been loving you for quite some time, time, time
You think that its funny when Im mad, mad, mad
But I think that its best if we both stay |
Elevator buttons and morning air
Strangers silence makes me want to take the stairs
If you were here, wed laugh about their vacant stares
But right now, my time is theirs
Seems like theres always someone who disapproves
Theyll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jurys out, but my choice is you
So dont you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the waters rough
But this love is ours
You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I dont care, cause right now, youre mine
And youll say
Dont you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the waters rough
But this love is ours
And its not theirs to speculate if its wrong
And your hands are tough, but they are where mine belong
And Ill fight their doubt and give you faith
With this song for you
Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos
Will be ignored
Cause my heart is yours
So dont you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
Dont you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they cant take whats ours
They cant take whats ours
The stakes are high, the waters rough
But this love is ours |
I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl
I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry
This is surely not
What you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say
Dont say yes, run away now
Ill meet you when youre out
Of the church at the back door
Dont wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, speak now
Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march
And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be
She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me
Dont say yes, run away now
Ill meet you when youre out
Of the church at the back door
Dont wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, speak now
Dont say yes, run away now
Ill meet you when youre out
Of the church at the back door
Dont wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out
And they said, speak now
Ooh, la-da-da-da, oh
Ooh, ooh
I hear the preacher say
Speak now or forever hold your peace
Theres the silence, theres my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me
Horrified looks from everyone in the room
But Im only looking at you
I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl
So dont say yes, run away now
Ill meet you when youre out
Of the church at the back door
Dont wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, speak now
And you say
Lets run away now
Ill meet you when
Im out of my tux at the back door
Baby, I didnt say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
Speak now |
Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And its so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause youre dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light
To you everythings funny, you got nothing to regret
Id give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that
Oh darling, dont you ever grow up
Dont you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, dont you ever grow up
Dont you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
I wont let nobody hurt you, wont let no one break your heart
And no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up
Youre in the car on the way to the movies
And youre mortified your moms dropping you off
At fourteen, theres just so much you cant do
And you cant wait to move out someday and call your own shots
But dont make her drop you off around the block
Remember that shes getting older too
And dont lose the way that you dance around in your pjs getting ready for school
Oh darling, dont you ever grow up
Dont you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, dont you ever grow up
Dont you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
No ones ever burned you, nothings ever left you scarred
And even though you want to, just try to never grow up
Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brothers favorite songs
I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone
So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
Its so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on
Wish Id never grown up
I wish Id never grown up
Oh, I dont wanna grow up, wish Id never grown up
I could still be little
Oh, I dont wanna grow up, wish Id never grown up
It could still be simple
Oh darling, dont you ever grow up
Dont you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, dont you ever grow up
Dont you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
Wont let nobody hurt you
Wont let no one break your heart
And even though you want to, please try to never grow up
Oh, dont you ever grow up
Oh, never grow up, just never grow up |
Loving him is like
Driving a new Maserati down a dead end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
Loving him is like
Trying to change your mind once youre already flying through the freefall
Like the colors in autumn
So bright, just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark grey, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody youve never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red
Touching him was like
Realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as
Easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like
Trying to solve a crossword and realizing theres no right answer
Regretting him was like
Wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark grey, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody youve never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself its time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
In burning red
Burning, it was red
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark grey, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
Were burning red
And thats why hes spinning round in my head
Burning red, burning red
His love was like
Driving a new Maserati down a dead end street |
Mmm-mm, mm-mm
Mmm-mm, mm-mm
Mmm-mm, mm-mm, yeah
Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
And as we walked we were talking
I didnt say half the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
Ill be the one waiting there even when its cold
Hey Stephen, boy, you might have me believing
I dont always have to be alone
Cause I cant help it if you look like an angel
Cant help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic Ive been feeling since I met you
Cant help it if theres no one else
Mmm, I cant help myself
Hey Stephen, Ive been holding back this feeling
So I got some things to say to you
Ive seen it all, so I thought
But I never seen nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
Its beautiful, wonderful, dont you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving?
I think you and I should stay the same
Cause I cant help it if you look like an angel
Cant help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic Ive been feeling since I met you
Cant help it if theres no one else
Mmm, I cant help myself
Theyre dimming the street lights, youre perfect for me
Why arent you here tonight?
Im waiting alone now, so come on and come out
And pull me near and shine, shine, shine
Hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reasons
Why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well, theyre beautiful
But would they write a song for you?
I cant help it if you look like an angel
Cant help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic Ive been feeling since I met you
Cant help it if theres no one else
Mmm, I cant help myself
If you look like an angel
Cant help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic Ive been feeling since I met you
Cant help it if theres no one else
Mmm, I cant help myself
Myself
Cant help myself
I cant help myself |
I think... I think when its all over it just comes back in flashes, you know? Its like a kaleidoscope of memories, it just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. Its not really anything he said or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is I dont know if Im ever gonna feel that way again, but I dont know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright, but I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasnt losing him, it was losing me. |
Im five years old, its getting cold, Ive got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides
Look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home
I dont know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know youre not scared of anything at all
Dont know if Snow Whites house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today
Im thirteen now
And dont know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop til Ive forgotten all their names
I dont know who Im going to talk to now at school
But I know Im laughing on the car ride home with you
Dont know how long its going to take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today
I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother, inside and out
Hes better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run
And I had the best days with you
There is a video I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and youre talking to me
Its the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
And Daddys smart
And youre the prettiest lady in the whole wide world
And now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didnt know if you knew, so Im taking this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today |
I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere Ive been
Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring
Oh half of my hearts got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my hearts got a right mind to tell you
That I cant keep loving you
Oh, with half of my heart
I was made to believe Id never love somebody else
Made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself
Lonely was the song I sang, until the day you came
Showing me another way and all that my love can bring
Oh half of my hearts got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my hearts got a right mind to tell you
That I cant keep loving you
Oh, with half of my heart
Your faith is strong
But I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you than half of my heart
But I cant stop loving you
I cant stop loving you
But I cant stop loving you with half of my
Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart’s got a real cool imagination
Half of my heart’s got you
Half of my heart’s got the right mind to tell you
Half of my heart won’t do
Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding to a bride with a paper ring
And half of my heart is the part of a man whos never truly loved anything
Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart |
Its strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that youd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, Yes
You shouldve said, No
You shouldve gone home
You shouldve thought twice fore you let it all go
You shouldve known that word, bout what you did with her’d
Get back to me
And I shouldve been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldnt be asking myself, Why?
You shouldnt be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You shouldve said no, baby, and you might still have me
You can see that Ive been crying
Baby, you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same?
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, Yes
You shouldve said, No
You shouldve gone home
You shouldve thought twice fore you let it all go
You shouldve known that word, bout what you did with her’d
Get back to me
And I shouldve been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldnt be asking myself, Why?
You shouldnt be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You shouldve said no, baby, and you might still have me
I cant resist
Before you go tell me this
Was it worth it?
Was she worth this?
No no, no, no, no, no
You shouldve said, No
You shouldve gone home
You shouldve thought twice fore you let it all go
You shouldve known that word, bout what you did with her’d
Get back to me
And I shouldve been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldnt be asking myself, Why?
You shouldnt be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You shouldve said no, baby, and you might still have me |
Untouchable like a distant diamond sky
Im reaching out and I just cant tell you why
Im caught up in you, Im caught up in you
Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
And when youre close, I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night when Im in this dream
Its like a million little stars spelling out your name
You got to come on, come on, say that well be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven
Its half full and I wont wait here all day
I know youre saying that youd be here anyway
But youre untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
Now that youre close, I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night when Im in this dream
Its like a million little stars spelling out your name
You got to come on, come on, say that well be together
Come on, come on, oh
In the middle of the night waking from this dream
I want to feel you by my side, standing next to me
You got to come on, come on, say that well be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven
Im caught up in you
Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh
But youre untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
Now that youre close, I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night when Im in this dream
Its like a million little stars spelling out your name
You got to come on, come on, say that well be together
Come on, come on, oh
In the middle of the night when Im in this dream
Its like a million little stars spelling out your name
You got to come on, come on, say that well be together
Come on, come on, come on
In the middle of the night waking from this dream
I want to feel you by my side, standing next to me
You got to come on, come on, say that well be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven
And in the middle of the night when Im in this dream
Its like a million little stars spelling out your name
You got to come on, come on, come on, come on
Come on, come on, oh, oh, oh
Like a million little stars spelling out your name
Theyre spelling out your name, oh |
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
Ive been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down
And its taken me this long, baby, but Ive figured you out
And youre thinking well be fine again, but not this time around
You dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you, baby, like I did before
Youre not sorry
Youre looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didnt know
Couldve loved you all my life if you hadnt left me waiting in the cold
And youve got your share of secrets
And Im tired of being last to know, oh
And now youre asking me to listen cause its worked each time before
But you dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you, baby, like I did before
Youre not sorry
Youre not sorry
You had me crawling for you, honey, and it never wouldve gone away, no
You used to shine so bright, but I watched all of it fade
So you dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Theres nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you, baby, like I did before
Youre not sorry
Youre not sorry
Woah, oh, oh oh, oh oh oh |
Last night, I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and Im still reaching
Even though I know youre not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinkin bout everything weve been through
Maybe Ive been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said youre sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie youd be here by now
I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them
Now Im pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said youre sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie youd be here by now
If youre out there, if youre somewhere, if youre moving on
Ive been waiting for you every day since youve been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just want to see you back at my front door
And I say, Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said its not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said youre sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie youd be here by now
Youd be here by now
Its not the kind of ending you want to see now
Baby, what about the ending?
Oh, I thought youd be here by now
Thought youd be here by now |
The first shots fired, everybodys gathered around
Youre looking at me like I tried to take you down
No, no, thats not what happened at all
Theres no sound, Im waiting on your next move
A showdown and I know where to hit you
But no, no, its not how I wanted this to go down
Now were standing in the ring
And you make the first swing
And now were fighting dirty
Wont somebody come say break it up?
And I used to be on your side
Now its looking like were going to battle
And why you taking shots at me like
Somebodys gonna give you a medal?
And I never wanna hurt you
But Im tired of taking all these blows
And so Id rather be on your side
But if you wanna fight
Baby lets go, oh, oh
Lets go, oh, oh
So gloves off, if this is how you want it
We had it all, but you couldnt keep a promise
No, no, Im not the one who tore us apart
Let me remind you for a minute why were not fine
Is she here? Is she standing on the sidelines?
Oh, oh, cant you tell this is breaking my heart?
Now were standing in the ring
And you make the first swing
And now Im fighting dirty
But I aint going down till they break it up
And I used to be on your side
Now its looking like were going to battle
And why you taking shots at me like
Somebodys gonna give you a medal?
And I never wanna hurt you
But Im tired of taking all these blows
And so Id rather be on your side
But if you wanna fight
Lets go, oh, oh
Lets go, oh, oh
Now were standing in the ring
Breaking everything that weve been building up so long
And I dont wanna do this, break it up
But youre not who I thought you were
And this is looking more like a war
Looks like were going to war
And I used to be on your side
Now its looking like were going to battle
And Im trying not to break down crying
No ones gonna give you a medal
And I never wanna hurt you
But Im tired of taking all these blows
And so Id rather be on your side
Id rather be on your side
But if you wanna fight
Baby lets go, oh, oh
Looks like were going to war
Oh, oh
The first shots fired
Everybodys gathered around
Youre looking at me like I tried to take you down
No, no, but if you wanna fight, baby, lets go |
You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause Im not what you wanted
Oh, what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, aint no use defending words that you will never say
And now that Im sitting here thinking it through
Ive never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
Oh, what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So just walk away, aint no use defending words that you will never say
And now that Im sitting here thinking it through
Ive never been anywhere cold as you
You never did give a damn thing, honey, but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldnt have told nobody if I died, died for you
Oh, what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that Im sitting here thinking it through
Ive never been anywhere cold as you |
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that, ah-ah
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that
I dont even know her
But I feel a responsibility to do whats upstanding and right
Its kinda like a code, yeah
And youve been getting closer and closer
And crossing so many lines
And it would be a fine proposition
If I was a stupid girl
But, honey, I am no ones exception
This, I have previously learned
So dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that, ah-ah
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that
I see you turn off your phone
And now youve got me alone, and I say
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that
I just want to make sure
You understand perfectly
Youre the kind of man who makes me sad
While she waits up, you chase down the newest thing
And take for granted what you have
And it would be a fine proposition
If I was a stupid girl
And, yeah, I might go with it
If I hadnt once been just like her
So dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that, ah-ah
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that
I see you turn off your phone
And now youve got me alone, and I say
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
Call a cab, lose my number
Youre about to lose your girl
Call a cab, lose my number
Lets consider this lesson learned
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that, ah-ah
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that
Want to see you pick up your phone
And tell her youre coming home
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that
Dont look at me, you got a girl at home
And everybody knows that, everybody knows that
It would be a fine proposition
If I hadnt once been just like her |
Do you remember
The 28th night of September?
Love was changin the minds of pretenders
While chasin the clouds away
Our hearts were ringin
In the key that our souls were singin
As we danced in the night, remember
How the stars stole the night away
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Hey, say that you remember
Ai, ai, dancin in September
Ai, ai, never was a cloudy day
My thoughts are with you
Holding hands with your heart to see you
Only blue talk and love
Remember how we knew love was here to stay
Now, December found the love that we shared in September
Only blue talk and love
Remember the love that we share today
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Hey, say that you remember
Ai, ai, dancin in September
Ai, ai, never was a cloudy day
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Hey, say that you remember
Ai, ai, dancin in September
Ai, ai, golden dreams were shiny days
Do you remember
The 28th night of September?
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Hey, say that you remember
Ai, ai, dancin in September
Ai, ai, never was a cloudy day
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Hey, say that you remember
Ai, ai, dancin in September
Ai, ai, golden dreams were shiny days
And there never was a cloudy day
There never was a cloudy day |
In the heat of the fight I walked away
Ignoring words that you were saying
Trying to make me stay
I said, This time Ive had enough
And youve called a hundred times
But Im not picking up
Cause Im so mad I might tell you that its over
But if you look a little closer
I said, Leave, but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, Im in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more
And dont you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
Me and my stupid pride are sitting here alone
Going through the photographs, staring at the phone
I keep going back over things we both said
And I remember the slamming door
And all the things that I misread
So babe if you know everything
Tell me why you couldnt see
When I left, I wanted you to chase after me
Yeah, I said, Leave, but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, Im in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more
And dont you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
And Ill scream out the window
I cant even look at you
I dont need you but I do, I do, I do
I say, Theres nothing you can say
To make this right again, I mean it, I mean it
What I mean is
I said, Leave, but baby, all I want is you
To stand outside my window throwing pebbles
Screaming, Im in love with you
Wait there in the pouring rain
Come back for more
And dont you leave cause I know
All I need is on the other side of the door
With your face and the beautiful eyes
And the conversation with the little white lies
And the faded picture of a beautiful night
You carried me from your car up the stairs
And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess?
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess, I need you |
You took me back
But you shouldnt have
Now its your fault if I mess around
I took a drag
But I shouldnt have
Now Im coughing up like I
Never smoked a pack
Gasoline, pretty please
I want to get off
But youre such a tease
Throw the keys back to me
Go on and kick off your boots
In the passenger seat
I get sad, you know I get sad
And I cant look past what Im sad about
You did me bad
And I did it back
You needed ass, well, whats
Wrong with that?
Gasoline , pretty please
I want to get off
But youre such a tease
Throw the keys back to me
Go on and kick off your boots
In the passenger seat
Strike a match, strike a match, watch it blow
Were watching the sunrise from the kitchen counter
Want you bad, want you bad, dont you know?
When youre lying between my legs it doesnt matter
Strike a match, strike a match, watch it blow
You say you wanna go slower but I wanna go faster
Want you bad, want you bad, dont you know?
Faster and faster
Gasoline, pretty please
I want to get off
But youre such a tease |
And its a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again and
You know its all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and youre getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And Ill do anything to see it through
Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And well sing hallelujah, well sing hallelujah
Oh, oh
So weve been outnumbered, raided, and now cornered
Its hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair
Were getting stronger now, find things they never found
They might be bigger but were faster and never scared
You can walk away, say we dont need this
But theres something in your eyes says we can beat this
Cause these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And well sing hallelujah, well sing hallelujah
Oh, oh
Tonight we stand, get off our knees
Fight for what weve worked for all these years
And the battle was long, its the fight of our lives
But well stand up champions tonight
It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
Its a revolution, throw your hands up
Cause we never gave in
And well sing hallelujah, we sang hallelujah
Hallelujah |
I remember your bare feet, down the hallway
I remember your little laugh
Race cars on the kitchen floor, plastic dinosaurs
I love you to the moon and back
I remember your blue eyes looking into mine
Like we had our own secret club
I remember you dancing before bed time
Then jumping on me waking me up
I can still feel you hold my hand, little man
And even the moment I knew
You fought it hard like an army guy
Remember I leaned in and whispered to you
Come on baby with me were going to fly away from here
You were my best four years
I remember the drive home
When the blind hope turned to crying and screaming Why?
Flowers pile up in the worst way, no one knows what to say
About a beautiful boy who died
And its about to be Halloween
You could be anything you wanted, if you were still here
I remember the last day, when I kissed your face
I whispered in your ear
Come on baby with me were going to fly away from here
Out of this curtain room and this hospital grey, well just disappear
Come on baby with me were going to fly away from here
You were my best four years
What if Im standing in your closet trying to talk to you?
What if I kept the hand-me-downs you wont grow into?
And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through?
What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you?
Come on baby with me were going to fly away from here
Come on baby with me were going to fly away from here
You were my best four years
I remember your bare feet, down the hallway
I love you to the moon and back |
Im so glad you made time to see me
Hows life, tell me, hows your family
I havent seen them in a while
Youve been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying Im sorry for that night
And Id go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
Id go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days I havent been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didnt call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying Im sorry for that night
And Id go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
Id go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again I swear Id love you right
Id go back in time and change it, but I cant
So if the chain is on your door, I understand...
And then he said, Its too late to apologize
Its too late...
He said, Its too late to apologize
Its too late...
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying Im sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing Id realized what I had when you were mine
Oh...
He said youre not sorry
Youre not sorry
Youre not sorry
Youre not sorry |
Seems the only one who doesnt see your beauty
Is the face in the mirror looking back at you
You walk around here thinking youre not pretty
But thats not true, cause I know you
Hold on, baby, youre losing it
The waters high, youre jumping into it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry, but you dont tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And youre tied together with a smile
But youre coming undone
I guess its true that love was all you wanted
Cause youre giving it away like its extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh, cause its not his price to pay
Its not his price to pay
Hold on, baby, youre losing it
The waters high, youre jumping into it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry, but you dont tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And youre tied together with a smile
But youre coming undone
Oh, ooh-oh
Hold on, baby, youre losing it
The waters high, youre jumping into it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you dont tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And youre tied together with a smile
But youre coming undone
Youre tied together with a smile
But youre coming undone oh
Goodbye, baby
With a smile, baby, baby |
She said, I was seven and you were nine
I looked at you like the stars that shined
In the sky, the pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
Growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled
And rolled their eyes and said, Oh my, my, my
Take me back to the house in the backyard tree
Said youd beat me up, you were bigger than me
You never did, you never did
Take me back when our world was one block wide
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Just two kids, you and I
Oh my, my, my, my
Well, I was sixteen when suddenly
I wasnt that little girl you used to see
But your eyes still shined like pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
They never believed wed really fall in love
And our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes
And said, Oh my, my, my
Take me back to the creek beds we turned up
Two A.M. riding in your truck, and all I need is you next to me
Take me back to the time we had our very first fight
The slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight
You stayed outside til the morning light
Oh my, my, my, my
A few years had gone and come around
We were sitting at our favorite spot in town
And you looked at me, got down on one knee
Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle
Our whole town came and our mamas cried
You said I do and I did too
Take me home where we met so many years before
Well rock our babies on that very front porch
After all this time, you and I
Ill be eighty-seven; youll be eighty-nine
Ill still look at you like the stars that shine
In the sky, oh my, my, my |
I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think Im bulletproof, but Im not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are
Im sick and tired of your attitude
Im feeling like I dont know you
You tell me that you love me, then cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
That makes me run for cover when youre around
And heres to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know, that you see, what youre doing to me
Tell me why
You could write a book on how to ruin someones perfect day
Well, I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what Im trying to say, oh
Im sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
That makes me run for cover when youre around
Heres to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know, that you see, what youre doing to me
Tell me why
Why do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside?
Why do you have to put down my dreams
So youre the only thing on my mind?
Im sick and tired of your attitude
Im feeling like I dont know you
You tell me that you want me, then cut me down
Im sick and tired of your reasons
Ive got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love, then you push me around
Heres to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what youre doing to me
Tell me why
Tell me why
I take a step back, let you go
I told you Im not bulletproof
Now you know |
AActing Like a Boy
A Little More Like You
All Night Diner
All of the Girls
American Boy
Am I Ready for Love
Angelina
Anymore
A Perfectly Good Heart
A Place in This World BBabe
Baby Blue
Barnyard Song
Beautiful Day
Beautiful Days
Beautiful Eyes
Being with My Baby
Better Off
Bother Me
Boys and Love
Brand New World
Brought Up That Way
By the WayCCan I Go With You
Castles Crumbling
Check Out This View
Closest to a Cowboy
Cold As You
Cold As You
Cold As You
Come In With the Rain
Come In With the Rain
Crazier
Crazier
Cross My HeartDDark Blue Tennessee
Didnt They
Dont Hate Me For Loving You
Dont You
Down Came the Rain
Drama QueenEFFall Back on You
Family
Fearless
Fire
Firefly
Foolish One
For You/4 UGGails Song
Going Louder Folks
Goodbye Butterfly
Go Slow
GracieHHalfway to Texas
Heaven
Her
His Lies
Honey Baby
Houston RodeoII Bet You Think About Me
I Can See You
Id Lie
I Heart ?
I Know What I Want
Im Looking Out For You
Im Only Me When Im With You
I Need You Now
Invisible
In the Pouring Rain
I Used to Fly
I Wished On a PlaneJJust South of Knowing Why KKid In the CrowdLLets Go
Live For The Little Things
Look At You Like That
Long Time Coming
Love They Havent Thought of Yet
Love to Lose
Lucky YouMMade Up You
Making Up for Lost Love
Mandolin
Mary Jo
Marys Song
Marys Song
Matches
Me and Britney
Mr. Perfectly Fine
My Cure
My Turn to Be MeNNashville
Need
Never Fade
Never Mind
None of the Above
Nothin New
Not One DayOOne-Sided Goodbye
One Thing
One Way Ticket
Our Last Night
Our Song PPerfect Have I Loved
Perfect Have I Loved
Permanent Marker
Picture to Burn
Picture to Burn
Point of ViewQRRain Song
R.E.V.E.N.G.E.
Ride of Our Lives
Ride OnSSame Girl
Scream
Someone Just Told Me
Someone Loves You
Sparks Fly
Spinning Around
Stay Beautiful
Stay Beautiful
Stupid Boy
Sugar
Sunshine
Superstar
Superstar
Sweet Tea and Gods GracesTTeardrops on My Guitar
Teardrops on My Guitar
Teardrops on My Guitar
Tell Me
Ten Dollars and a Six Pack
Tennessee
Thats Life
Thats When
The Diary of Me
The Other Side of the Door
The Outside
Thinkin Bout You
Thirteen Blocks
This Here Guitar
This Is Really Happening
This Is What You Came For
This Ones Different
Thug Story
Tied Together with a Smile
Tied Together with a Smile
Til Brad Pitt Comes Along
Timeless
Tim McGraw
Tim McGraw
Today
Too BeautifulUUnder My HeadVWWait For Me
Welcome Distraction
We Were Happy
What Do You Say
What to Wear
White Horse
Who Ive Always Been
Wonderful Things
Writing Songs About YouXYYou
You All Over Me
You Belong With Me
You Do
You Dont Have to Call Me
Your Anything
Your PictureZ |
I like the way you sound in the morning
Were on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound
I have ever heard
I like the way I cant keep my focus
I watch you talk, you didnt notice
I hear the words but all I can think is
We should be together
Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, Ill shine for you
Whoa oh, Im feeling you, baby
Dont be afraid to
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Baby, Im never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause Ima stay through it all
So jump then fall
Well I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me
I love each freckle on your face, oh
Ive never been so wrapped up, honey
I like the way youre everything I ever wanted
I had time to think it o-over
And all I can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me
Cause every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, Ill shine for you
Whoa oh, Im feeling you, baby
Dont be afraid to
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Baby, Im never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause Ima stay through it all
So jump then fall
The bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
Ill catch you, Ill catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees
Ill catch you
The time is gonna come when youre so mad you could cry
But Ill hold you through the night until you smile
Whoa oh, I need you, baby
Dont be afraid, please
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Baby, Im never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause Ima stay through it all
So jump then fall
Jump then fall, baby
Jump then fall into me, into me
Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I shine
And every time youre here
Baby, Ill show you, Ill show you
You can jump then fall, jump then fall
Jump then fall into me, into me, yeah |
Id never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, theres so much more
Id never seen it before
I was tryin to fly but I couldnt find wings
But you came along and you changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like Im fallin and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Ive watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me somethin that I couldnt see
You opened my eyes
And you made me believe
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like Im fallin and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier, oh
Baby, you showed me what livin is for
I dont wanna hide anymore
Oh-oh
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like Im fallin and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier |
Bro. Bro. Listen to the kids. Jeremy, I need, I gotta put it down for a second. It’s beautiful. Jeremy Scotts design.
First of all, thank you Taylor for being so gracious and giving me this award, this evening thank you. And I can think back to the first day I met you, also. You know. I think about, when I’m in the grocery store with my daughter, and I have a really great conversation about fresh juice and, you know. And at the end they say, Oh, you’re not that bad after all. And like, I think about it sometimes. Like, it crosses my mind a bit like when I go to a baseball game. And um, sixty thousand people boo me. Crosses my mind a little bit. And I think if I had to do it all again what would I have done?
Would I have worn a leather shirt? Would I have drank a half a bottle of Hennessy and gave the rest of it to the audience Y’all know y’all drink that bottle too. If I had a daughter at that time, would I have went on stage and grab the mic from someone elses? You know, this arena tomorrow, it’s gonna be a completely different set up, some concert something like that. This stage will be gone, after that night, the stage is gone, but the effect that it had on people remain.
The, the problem was, the contradiction, the contradiction is, I do fight for artists, but in that fight I somehow, was disrespectful to artists. I-I didn’t know how to say the right thing. The perfect thing. I just, I sat at the Grammy’s and saw Justin Timberlake and Cee-Lo lose. Gnarls Barkley and the Future-Love... SexyBack album, and bro….Justin I ain’t tryna put you on blast but I saw that man in tears, bro. You know, and I was thinking like, He deserve to win Album of the Year.
And this small box that we are as the entertainers of the evening. How could you explain that? Sometimes I feel like, you know, all this shit they run about beef and that, sometimes I feel like I died for an artists opinion, for an artist to be able to have an opinion after they were successful. I’m not no politician bro. And look at that, you know how many times MTV ran that footage again, cause it got them more ratings? You know how many times they announced Taylor was gonna give me the award, cause it got them more ratings? Listen to the kids bro!
I still don’t understand award shows, I don’t understand how they get five people who work their entire life, won, sold records, sold concert tickets, to come stand on a carpet and for the first time in they live be judged on a chopping block and have the opportunity to be considered a loser. I don’t understand it bro. I don’t understand when the biggest album or the biggest video, I still don’t understand it, I been conflicted bro, I just wanted people to like me more. But fuck that bro!
Two thousand and fifteen. I will die for the art for what I believe in and the art aint always gonna be polite. Y’all might be thinking right now, I wonder, did he smoke something before he came up here? The answer is yes, I rolled up a little something, I knocked the edge off. I don’t know what’s gonna happen tonight, I don’t know whats going to happen tomorrow bro.
But all I can say to my artists, my fellow artists, just worry how you feel at the time man, just worry about how you feel and don’t never, you know what I’m saying, I’m confident, I believe in myself. We the millennials bro, this is a new, this is a new mentality. We not gonna control our kids with brands. We’re not gonna teach low self-esteem and hate to our kids, we’re gonna teach our kids that they can be something. We gonna teach our kids that they can stand up for themselves. We gonna teach our kids to believe in themselves. If my grandfather was here right now, he would not let me back down.
I don’t know what I’m finna lose after this. It don’t matter though, it ain’t about me, it’s about ideas. People with new ideas. People who believe in truth.
And yes, as you probably could have guessed by this moment, I have decided in 2020, to run for President. |
Theres something bout the way
The street looks when its just rained
Theres a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah
Oh, yeah
Were driving down the road, I wonder if you know
Im trying so hard not to get caught up now
But youre just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly making me want you
And I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fеarless
So, baby, drive slow til we run out of road in this onе-horse town
I wanna stay right here, in this passengers seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now, capture it, remember it
Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
Oh, oh
Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, Im not usually this way but
You pull me in and Im a little more brave
Its the first kiss, its flawless, really something
Its fearless
Oh, yeah
Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless
Oh, oh
Oh-oh, yeah |
Tall, dark, and superman
He puts papers in his briefcase and drives away
To save the world or go to work
Its the same thing to me
Hes got his mothers eyes, his fathers ambition
I wonder if he knows how much that I miss him
I hang on every word you say, yay
And you smile and say, How are you?”
I say, Just fine
I always forget to tell you, I love you
I love you forever
I watch superman fly away
Youve got a busy day today
Go save the world, Ill be around
I watch superman fly away
Come back, Ill be with you someday
Ill be right here on the ground
When you come back down
Tall, dark and beautiful
Hes complicated, hes irrational
But I hope someday youll take me away and save the day, yeah
Something in his deep brown eyes has me sayin
Hes not all bad like his reputation
And I cant hear one single word they say
And youll leave, got places to be and Ill be okay
I always forget to tell you I love you
I loved you from the very first day
I watch superman fly away
Youve got a busy day today
Go save the world, Ill be around
I watch superman fly away
Come back, Ill be with you someday
Ill be right here on the ground
When you come back down
And I watch you fly around the world
And I hope you dont save some other girl
Dont forget, dont forget about me
Im far away, but I never let you go
Im love-struck and looking out the window
Dont forget, dont forget where Ill be
Right here, wishing the flowers were from you
Wishing the card was from you
Wishing the call was from you
Cause I loved you from the very first day
I watch superman fly away
Youve got a busy day today
Go save the world, Ill be around
Forever and ever here
I watch superman fly away
I swear, Ill be with you someday
Ill be right here on the ground
When you come back down
La, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la, la
When you come back down |
So over the years, a lot of people have asked me to sort of describe my song writing process from beginning to end. How long does it take, where do you write, what are the circumstances, do you start with music, do you start with lyrics, and my answer is always that it happens differently every time, and thats why Im still so in love with song writing. So what Ive done here is shown you three different examples of the beginning stages of these songs and how they each started, different ways. So Ill explain them to you and maybe that will help you understand kind of how I put songs together
I sent this voice memo to Ryan Tedder because Id always wanted to work with him, and finally we scheduled some studio time. So I always wanna be prepared. I wanted to send him the idea that I was working on before we went into the studio just in case he wrote back and said I cant stand that, I wanna work on something else, think of something else. So I just sat down with the piano, put my phone on top of the piano and just kind of explained to him where I wanted to go with the song, how I saw the melody sitting in and we ended up recording the song the next day and it ended up being on the record called I Know Places. So this was the voice memo I sent to him the night before we ended up finishing the song
Okay so this is kind of this rough idea thing:
Uh-uh-uh-oh, oh-oh-oh-i
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-i
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-i-i-i
Na na na na waiting at the back door
Theyre around and the vultures come around
And you know that they wont, they wont us
Say what they want bout, say what they want bout us
And you come and sing and listen
I would not think about it but Im not done
Every know that a thing or two about it, thing or two about it, I
Cause they got the cages, they got the boxes
And guns
They are the hunters we are the foxes
And we run
Baby, I know some places we wont be found
And theyll be chasing their tails trying to track us down
Cause I, I know places we can hide
I know places, I know places
Uh-uh-uh-i, uh-uh-uh-i, oh-oh-i, uh-uh-uh-i, know places
Or whatever. I dont know, but thats basically just like a dark, really dark lyric, like, bridge thing and its about, like, everybodys, like, trying to get into and ruin a love or whatever, and its like you just, whatever, you know, and the chorus would just go to that major and just be like ooh chorus. So I hope you like it, it wouldnt be a piano thing. It would be, like, . Like, very, like, beat. Now Im just making weird sounds. Hope you like it! |
Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
And sometimes we dont say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side
And I know everything about you
I dont wanna live without you
Im only up when youre not down
Dont wanna fly if youre still on the ground
Its like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half, Im only tryna
Let you know that what I feel is true
And Im only me when Im with you
Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in a crazy world
Tryna figure out what is and isnt true
And I dont try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do
And you know everything about me
You say that you cant live without me
Im only up when youre not down
Dont wanna fly if youre still on the ground
Its like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half, Im only tryna
Let you know that what I feel is true
And Im only me when Im with you
When Im with anybody else
Its so hard to be myself
And only you can tell
That Im only up when youre not down
Dont wanna fly if youre still on the ground
Its like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half, Im only tryna
Let you know that what I feel is true
And Im only me, who I wanna be
Well, Im only me when Im with you
With you
Uh-huh, yeah |
Coreys eyes are like a jungle
He smiles, its like the radio
He whispers songs into my window in words that nobody knows
These pretty girls on every corner
They watch him as hes walking home, saying, Does he know?
Will you ever know?
Youre beautiful
Every little piece, love
And dont you know
Youre really gonna be someone
Ask anyone
And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life will lead you back to my door
Oh, but if it dont
Stay beautiful
Corey finds another way to be the highlight of my day
Im taking pictures in my mind so I can save them for a rainy day
Its hard to make a conversation when hes taking my breath away
I should say
Hey, by the way
Youre beautiful
Every little piece, love
And dont you know
Youre really gonna be someone
Ask anyone
And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life will lead you back to my door
Oh, but if it dont
Stay beautiful
If you and I are a story
That never gets told
If what you are is a daydream
Ill never get to hold
At least youll know
Youre beautiful
Every little piece, love
And dont you know
Youre really gonna be someone
Ask anyone
And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life will lead you back to my front door
Oh, but if it dont
Will you stay
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful?
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful?
La la la
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, but if it dont
Stay beautiful
Stay beautiful
Na, na, na, na, na |
So this next clip is, uh, from a session that I had with Max Martin and Johan Shellback and what we like to do is we like to run, um, a recording on our phones of everything were doing when were putting a song together, just in case one of us blurts out a cool melody and then we forget about it, we want to go back and then-and replay the tape so that we can remind ourselves what exactly we were saying. Um, so I brought in this idea called Blank Space, and this was me playing it for Max and Johan for the first time and theyre shouting out these production ideas like, you know the Oh! at the beginning of the chorus, um, and that ended up in the song. So, this is the very beginning stages of the song on the album called Blank Space.
Nice to meet you, where you been?
I could show you incredible things
Diamonds, seasides, all those things
this song that
Like, oh my God, listen in
Listen in, I do too
honest
We can all sing this and cry
thinking, all this time
Oh my God, listening
Just forget what youve heard about me
Dont believe what you hear about me, hear about me
Cause its gonna be forever, or gonna go -
Yeah! Hey, hey!
Gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when its over -
This is like a, like an early 2000s Nelly track
Long list of ex-love -
Got a long list of ex-lovers, theyll tell you Im insane
But Ive got a blank space, baby
Click Ill write your name
Ive got a blank space, baby
Click Ill write your name
Thats awesome! I love it
Oh my god, everyones gonna kill you
Yeah! |
PrologueThese songs were once about my life. They are now about yours.
I was born in Reading, Pennsylvania on December 13, 1989.
In the world we live in, much is said about when we are born and when we die. Our birthday is celebrated every year to commemorate the very instant we came into the world. And a funeral is held to mark the day we leave it. But lately Ive been wondering... what can be said of all the moments in between our birth and our death? The moments when we are reborn...
The debate over whether people change is an interesting one for me to observe because it seems like all I ever do is change. All I ever do is learn from my mistakes so I dont make the same ones again. Then I make new ones. I know people can change because it happens to me little by little every day. Every day I wake up as someone slightly new. Isnt it wild and intriguing and beautiful to think that every day we are new?
For the last few years, Ive woken up every day not wanting, but needing to write a new style of music. I needed to change the way I told my stories and the way they sounded. I listened to a lot of music from the decade in which I was born and I listened to my intuition that it was a good thing to follow this gut feeling. I was also writing a different storyline than Id ever told you before.
I wrote about moving to the loudest and brightest city in the world, the city I had always been overwhelmed by... until now. I think you have to know who you are and what you want in order to take on New York and all its blaring truth. I wrote about the thrill I got when I finally learned that love, to some extent, is just a game of cat and mouse. I wrote about looking back on a lost love and understanding that nothing good comes without loss and hardship and constant struggle. There is no riding off into the sunset, like I used to imagine. We are never out of the woods, because we are always going to be fighting for something. I wrote about love that comes back to you just when you thought it was lost forever, and how some feelings never go out of style. I wrote about an important lesson I learned recently... that people can say whatever they want about me, but they cant make me lose my mind. Ive learned how to shake things off.
Ive told you my stories for years now. Some have been about coming of age. Some have been about coming undone. This is a story about coming into your own, and as a result... coming alive.
I hope you know that youve given me the courage to change. I hope you know that who you are is who you choose to be, and that whispers behind your back dont define you. You are the only person who gets to decide what you will be remembered for.
From the girl who said she would never cut her hair or move to New York or find happiness in a world where she is not in love...
Love, Taylor1. Welcome To New York
Hidden Message: We begin our story in New York
2. Blank Space
Hidden Message: There once was a girl known by everyone and no one
3. Style
Hidden Message: Her heart belonged to someone who couldn’t stay
4. Out of the Woods
Hidden Message: They loved each other recklessly
5. All You Had to Do Was Stay
Hidden Message: They paid the price
6. Shake It Off
Hidden Message: She danced to forget him
7. I Wish You Would
Hidden Message: He drove past her street each night
8. Bad Blood
Hidden Message: She made friends and enemies
9. Wildest Dreams
Hidden Message: He only saw her in his dreams
10. How You Get the Girl
Hidden Message: Then one day he came back
11. This Love
Hidden Message: Timing is a funny thing
12. I Know Places
Hidden Message: And everyone was watching
13. Clean
Hidden Message: She lost him but she found herself and somehow that was everything
DELUXE
14. Wonderland
15. You Are In Love
16. New Romantics
17. I Know Places
18. I Wish You Would
19. Blank Space |
This is wrong but I cant help but feel like
There ain’t nothing more right babe
Misty morning comes again and I cant
Help but wish I could see your face
And I knew from the first note played
Id be breaking all my rules to see you
You smile that beautiful smile and all the girls in the front row
Scream your name
So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I cant take my eyes off of you
Im no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Whos desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall, superstar
Good morning loneliness
Comes around when Im not dreaming about you
When my world wakes up today
Youll be in another town
And I knew when I saw your face
Id be counting down the ways to see you
You smile that beautiful smile and all the girls in the front row Scream your name
So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I cant take my eyes off of you
Im no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Whos desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall, superstar
You played in bars, you play guitar
And Im invisible and everyone knows who you are
And youll never see, you sing me to sleep
Every night from the radio
So dim that spotlight, tell me things like
I cant take my eyes off of you
Im no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Whos desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall, superstar
Sweet, sweet superstar
Superstar |
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
Hey, you know, this could be something
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now Im left with nothing
So maybe its true that I cant live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But theres so much time to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got me coming undone
And Im thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
Im finally now believing
Then maybe its true that I cant live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But theres so much time to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got me coming undone
And Im thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey
Maybe its true that I cant live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But theres so much time to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got me coming undone
And Im thinking, ooh, I cant live without you
Cause, baby, two is better than one
Theres so much time to figure out the rest of my life
But Ill figure out with all thats said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one |
ForewordTheres an old poem by Neruda that Ive always been captivated by, and one of the lines in it has stuck with me ever since the first time I read it. It says love is so short, forgetting is so long. Its a line Ive related to in my saddest moments, when I needed to know someone else had felt that exact same way. And when were trying to move on the moments we always go back to arent the mundane ones. They are the moments you saw sparks that werent really there, felt stars aligning without having any proof, saw your future before it happened, and then saw it slip away without any warning. These are moments of newfound hope, extreme joy, intense passion, wishful thinking, and in some cases, the unthinkable letdown. And in my mind, every one of these memories looks the same to me. I see all of these moments in bright, burning red.
My experiences in love have taught me difficult lessons, especially my experiences with crazy love. The red relationships. The ones that went from zero to a hundred miles per hour and then hit a wall and exploded. And it was awful. And ridiculous. And desperate. And thrilling. And when the dust settled, it was something I’d never take back. Because there is something to be said for being young and needing someone so badly, you jump in head first without looking. And theres something to be learned from waiting all day for a train thats never coming. And theres something to be proud of about moving on and realizing that real love shines golden like starlight, and doesnt fade or spontaneously combust. Maybe I’ll write a whole album about that kind of love if I ever find it. but this album is about the other kinds of love that I’ve recently fallen in and out of. Love that was treacherous, sad, beautiful, and tragic. But most of all, this record is about love that was red.1. State Of Grace
Hidden message: I love you doesnt count after goodbye
2. Red
Hidden message: SAG
3. Treacherous
Hidden message: Wont stop till its over
4. I Knew You Were Trouble
Hidden message: When you saw me dancing
5. All Too Well
Hidden message: Maple latte
6. 22
Hidden message: Ashley Dianna Claire Selena
7. I Almost Do
Hidden message: Wrote this instead of calling
8. We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together
Hidden message: When I stopped caring what you thought
9. Stay Stay Stay
Hidden message: Daydreaming about real love
10. The Last Time
Hidden message: LA on your break
11. Holy Ground
Hidden message: When you came to the show in SD
12. Sad Beautiful Tragic
Hidden message: While you were on a train
13. The Lucky One
Hidden message: Wouldnt you like to know?
14. Everything Has Changed
Hidden message: Hyannis Port
15. Starlight
Hidden message: For Ethel
16. Begin Again
Hidden message: I wear heels now
DELUXE:
17. The Moment I Knew
18. Come Back... Be Here
19. Girl At Home
20. Treacherous
21. Red
22. State Of Grace |
I didnt know what I would find
When I went looking for a reason, I know
I didnt read between the lines
And, baby, Ive got nowhere to go
I tried to take the road less traveled by
But nothing seems to work the first few times
Am I right?
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this aint the best view
On the outside looking in
Ive been a lot of lonely places
Ive never been on the outside
You saw me there, but never knew
I would give it all up to be
A part of this, a part of you
And now its all too late so you see
You couldve helped if you had wanted to
But no one notices until its too
Late to do anything
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this aint the best view
On the outside looking in
Ive been a lot of lonely places
Ive never been on the outside
Oh yeah
So how can I ever try to be better?
Nobody ever lets me in
I can still see you, this aint the best view
On the outside looking in
Ive been a lot of lonely places
Ive never been on the outside
Oh-oh
Oh, oh-oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh |
Bet your windows rolled down and your hairs pulled back
And I bet you got no idea youre going way too fast
Youre trying not to think about what went wrong
Trying not to stop til you get where you goin
Youre trying to stay awake so I bet you turn on the radio
And the song goes
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby, oh, baby
The highway wont hold you tonight
The highway dont know youre alive
The highway dont care if youre all alone
But I do, I do
The highway wont dry your tears
The highway dont need you here
The highway dont care if youre coming home
But I do, I do
I bet you got a dead cell phone in your shotgun seat
Yeah, I bet youre bending Gods ear talking bout me
Youre trying not to let the first tear fall out
Youre trying not to think about turning around
Youre trying not to get lost in the sound but that song is always on
So you sing along
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby, oh baby
The highway wont hold you tonight
The highway dont know youre alive
The highway dont care if youre all alone
But I do, I do
The highway wont dry your tears
The highway dont need you here
The highway dont care if youre coming home
But I do, I do
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby, oh baby
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
But I do, I do
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby
I cant live without I cant live without you, baby, oh baby
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
But I do, I do
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby
I cant live without I cant live without you, baby
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
But I do, I do
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby
I cant live without I cant live without you, baby, oh baby
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
The highway dont care
But I do, I do
I cant live without you, I cant live without you, baby |
I could go back to every laugh
But I dont wanna go there anymore
And I know all the steps up to your door
But I dont wanna go there anymore
Talk to the wind, talk to the sky
Talk to the man with the reasons why
And let me know what you find
Ill leave my window open
Cause Im too tired at night to call your name
Just know Im right here hoping
That youll come in with the rain
I could stand up and sing you a song
But I dont wanna have to go that far
And I, Ive got you down, I know you by heart
And you dont even know where I start
Talk to yourself, talk to the tears
Talk to the man who put you here
And dont wait for the sky to clear
Ill leave my window open
Cause Im too tired at night to call your name
Just know Im right here hoping
That youll come in with the rain
Ive watched you so long, screamed your name
I dont know what else I can say
But Ill leave my window open
Cause Im too tired at night for all these games
Just know Im right here hoping
That youll come in with the rain
I could go back to every laugh
But I dont wanna go there anymore |
PrologueSpeak now or forever hold your peace, the words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. Its a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyones heart race, and a moment Ive always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantasize about bursting into a church, saying what theyd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens.
Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, the most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what Ive begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything.
I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didnt speak up. When we didnt say I love you. When we shouldve said Im sorry. When we didnt stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help.
These songs are made up of words I didn’t say when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open letters. Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what I meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.
Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you’ll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.
What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you’ll stutter and you’ll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.
So say it to them. Or say it to yourself in the mirror. Say it in a letter you’ll never send or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying ‘I could’ve, but it’s too late now.’
There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you’ll know it.
I dont think you should wait. I think you should speak now.
Love, Taylor
PS: To all the boys who inspired this album, you shouldve known. ;)1. Mine
Hidden message: Toby
2. Sparks Fly
Hidden message: Portland, Oregon
3. Back to December
Hidden message: Tay
4. Speak Now
Hidden message: You always regret what you dont say
5. Dear John
Hidden message: Loved you from the very first day
6. Mean
Hidden message: I thought you got me
7. The Story of Us
Hidden message: CMT Awards
8. Never Grow Up
Hidden message: I moved out in July
9. Enchanted
Hidden message: Adam
10. Better Than Revenge
Hidden message: You thought I would forget
11. Innocent
Hidden message: Life is full of little interruptions
12. Haunted
Hidden message: Still to this day
13. Last Kiss
Hidden message: Forever and always
14. Long Live
Hidden message: For you |
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati
Down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin
Ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind
Once youre already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright
Just before they lose it all
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark grey, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red, red, red
But loving him was red, red, red
But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red
Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted
Was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing
All the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword
And realizing theres no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out
That love could be that strong
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark grey, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red, red, red
But loving him was red, red, red
Oohhh burning red, red, red, red, red, red
& & Dinah & {Ally} & All]
Remembering him comes in flashbacks {flashbacks}
time now, gotta let go
{But moving on from} him is impossible
When I still see it all in {my head}
Losing him was blue like Id never known
Missing him was dark grey, all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody
But loving him was red, red, red
But loving him was red, red, red
But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati
Down a dead-end street |
She cant see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
Shell never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
And you cant see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
And I just wanna show you
She dont even know you
Shes never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Miracle
Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Oh, yeah
Theres a fire inside of you
That cant help but shine through
Shes never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
I just wanna show you
She dont even know you
Shes never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Miracle
Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Like shadows in a faded light
Oh, were invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize
I just wanna show you
She dont even know you
Baby, let me love you
Let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Miracle
Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Oh, yeah
She cant see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile |
I dont know what I want, so dont ask me
Cause Im still trying to figure it out
Dont know whats down this road, Im just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though Im not the only one
Who feels the way I do
Im alone, on my own, and thats all I know
Ill be strong, Ill be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, Im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And Im wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrows just a mystery, oh yeah
But thats OK
Im alone, on my own, and thats all I know
Ill be strong, Ill be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, Im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world
Maybe Im just a girl on a mission
But Im ready to fly
Im alone, on my own, and thats all I know
Ill be strong, Ill be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh Im alone, on my own, and thats all I know
Oh Im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world
Oh Im just a girl
Oh Im just a girl, oh, oh
Oh Im just a girl |
Macavitys a mystery cat, hes called the Hiddenpaw
For hes the master criminal who can defy the law
Hes the bafflement of Scotland Yard, the Flying Squads despair
For when they reach the scene of crime, Macavitys not there
Macavity, Macavity, theres no one like Macavity
Hes broken every human law, he breaks the law of gravity
His powers of levitation would make a fakir stare
But when they reach the scene of crime, Macavitys not there
Macavitys a ginger cat, hes very tall and thin
You would know him if you saw him for his eyes are sunken in
His brow is deeply lined with thought, his head is highly domed
His coat is dusty from neglect, his whiskers are uncombed
He sways his head from side to side, with movements like a snake
And when you think hes half asleep, hes always wide awake
Macavity, Macavity, theres no one like Macavity
For hes a fiend in feline shape, a monster of depravity
You may meet him in a by-street, you may see him in the square
But when a crimes discovered, then Macavitys not there
Hes outwardly respectable, I know, he cheats at cards
And his footprints are not found in any files of Scotland Yards
And when the larders looted and the jewel case is rifled
Or when the milk is missing or another pekes been stifled
Or the greenhouse glass is broken and the trellis past repair
Theres the wonder of the thing, Macavitys not there
Macavity, Macavity, theres no one like Macavity
There never was a cat of such deceitfulness and suavity
He always has an alibi, and one or two to spare
What ever time the deed took place, Macavity wasnt there
And they say that all the cats whose wicked deeds are widely known
I might mention Mungojerrie, Rumpleteazer, Griddlebone
Are nothing more than agents for the cat who all the time
Just controls the operations, the Napoleon of Crime
Macavity, Macavity, theres no one like Macavity
Hes a fiend in feline shape, a monster of depravity
You may meet him in a by-street, you may see him in the square
But when a crimes discovered, then Macavity, Macavity
Macavity, Macavity
When a crimes discovered, then
Macavitys not there |
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and its like
I couldnt ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says, You look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And its 2AM and Im cursing your name
Youre so in love that you act insane
And thats the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
Its a rollercoaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
Hes close to my mother
Talks business with my father
Hes charming and endearing
And Im comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And its 2AM and Im cursing your name
Youre so in love that you acted insane
And thats the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
Its a rollercoaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you
He cant see the smile Im faking
And my hearts not breaking
Cause Im not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating
Intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
Its 2AM and Im cursing your name
Im so in love that I acted insane
And thats the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
Its a rollercoaster kind of rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you oh, oh
Whoa, whoa, oh-oh, oh
And thats the way I loved you oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, whoa
Never knew I could feel that much
And thats the way I loved you |
The way you move is like a full-on rainstorm
And Im a house of cards
You say my name for the first time, baby
And I fall in love in an empty bar
And you stood there in front of me just close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldnt see what I was thinking of
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something thatll haunt me when youre not around
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
So reach out open handed and lead me out to that floor
I dont need more paper lanterns
Take me down, baby
Bring on the movie score
Cause my heart is beating fast and you are beautiful
I could wait patiently, but I really wish you would
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something thatll haunt me when youre not around
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild
Just keep your beautiful eyes on me
Gonna strike this match tonight
And lead me up the staircase
Wont you whisper soft and slow
Id love to hate it, but you make it like a firework show
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something thatll haunt me when youre not around
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
And the sparks fly
Oh, baby, smile
And the sparks fly |
Youre on the phone with your girlfriend, shes upset
Shes going off about something that you said
Cause she doesnt get your humor like I do
Im in my room, its a typical Tuesday night
Im listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And shell never know your story like I do
Cause she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
Shes Cheer Captain and Im on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what youre looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that Im the onе who understands you
Been here all along, so why cant you see?
You bеlong with me, you belong with me
Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isnt this easy?
And youve got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say youre fine, I know you better than that
Hey, whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
Shes Cheer Captain and Im on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what youre looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that Im the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why cant you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me, you belong with me
Oh, I remember you driving to my house
In the middle of the night
Im the one who makes you laugh
When you know youre bout to cry
I know your favorite songs
And you tell me bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know its with me
Cant you see that Im the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why cant you see?
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me |