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Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | I like it. I like it as much as anybody does. It's just I don't like being graphically verbal about it in public like this. I mean, I love it sometimes today. It's really. There's no reason I've not. There's a reason I've not you want though. I don't know. I'll say. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6417.00-6450.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,417 | 6,450 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | I don't say. You have nothing else to handle. I simply want to say that the scene the difficulty takes place in a locker room, where the guys are, you El the Bronx, all of these guys. And I entered the room, and it's a real locker room, and I swear to God, like in seconds I got turned on. You're seeing a room full of naked men excited you for some reason? Not only excited, I'm grabbing myself. Oh, cool, girl. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6450.00-6485.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,450 | 6,485 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | I'm saying to myself what is wrong with you. You are, there was that 90, I'm 90, I'm 90, and I'm saying to myself, and then I thought, nothing wrong with that. I want to put a picture up. I want to put a picture up on the wall. You know, my speaking of I want to put a picture up on the wall. If you don't mind, speaking of climate change, the environment. It's just... | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6491.00-6518.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,491 | 6,518 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Everyone other than Reno being arrested at various protests. And boy, the three of you look so happy to be arrested. Jane is a bad guy. Some of you look so happy to be arrested. Jane is a bad influence, isn't she? She, Jane, did you make this happen? Did you encourage this? Yeah. Yeah. When you have friends that are arrested, do they ever get upset with you for talking? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6518.00-6546.64 | 20,230,126 | 6,518 | 6,546.640137 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Every single one of them thanks me. Really? Said they found it a transformative experience. Wow. Yes. At that point, we needed to be arrested because people might be arrested again, otherwise they would take her away for a week. Is that what it is? Many months. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6546.64-6566.64 | 20,230,126 | 6,546.640137 | 6,566.640137 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Many months. We had a contract. Yeah, the three strikes for the law has been to you, Jay. We all throw ourselves on the sword. We'll go, we'll go and they, you know, they just came off. The crisis is so serious that we have to move from being concerned about it to taking action andto ask you all to take a break. We're going to handp everyone and we'll be right back with the cast of 80 for the most responsible one. Oh, this was a bulb spot. And now look at this. I have more hair, which is all due to Karenique. It actually grew hair. Karanik has given me more hair. It has made my | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6566.64-6626.24 | 20,230,126 | 6,566.640137 | 6,626.240234 |
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Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | clinically proven air regrowth system available. With results like this and our special offer, there's never been a better time to get started with Karenique. Kiernique actually grows hair. New hairs have filled in the areas where I had patches of scalp showing. Actual growth. Yeah, the hair grew on my head. My hair was falling out and socks. I'm miserable. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6658.08-6680.96 | 20,230,126 | 6,658.080078 | 6,680.959961 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | I found their knee. I have hair. I have beautiful hair. It's full. And you can see it. Everything's filled in. That's exciting. The hernake system is fast and easy to use. It includes the sulfate and harabin-free shampoo and conditioner with a proprietary formula that helps fight hair loss. The tyranny lip and repair treatment spray. Clinically improved. here any lift and repair treatment spray clinically from the okay okay the thing I brought my stuff on I don't think that's, you just strap it off. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6680.96-6717.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,680.959961 | 6,717 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Wow. That's a banny bag. Well, not if you don't wear it around your fanny. If you wear it like this, it's the strap on. I'm sick. Did I wear a bag? So this movie is based loosely, but based on a real group of women who were New England Patriots bands, they started this group over 80 for Brady Fans of Tom Brady and you guys were required to depict them in the film. This is, do you watch football? Are you football fans? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6717.00-6757.60 | 20,230,126 | 6,717 | 6,757.600098 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Oh yeah. Yeah, I love it. Really no, Jane no. Baseball. Baseball. I'm baseball too. And I'm gas the phone. Both. The three sons. Oh, well, that explains it. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6757.60-6772.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,757.600098 | 6,772 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Tom Brady is one of the producers of... Oh, well that explains it. I heard that so much. Tom Brady is one of the producers of the film and is also in the movie. But it's always like acting with Tom Brady. Always great. It's very natural actor. Was he? Yeah. Oh, listens very well. Perfect. Everyone agree with that? He's marvelous in it. I was really kind of great. I was really kind of, great. I was very impressed and in fact touched. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6772.00-6796.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,772 | 6,796 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | And when she says, listens, you know, actors sometimes don't listen well. They're just listening to dialogue. This guy really listens. They're just listening to dialogue. This guy really listens. And she had a long speech that she had to say to him. And he was, he was marvelous in it. When you met him, did you start touching yourself all over? He's a little old. About. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6796.00-6825.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,796 | 6,825 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | We're in a not very large voter home because you're in a not very large motor home, because you're sharing it with somebody else. And Tom Brady walks in. My knees gave way. Really? Well, I mean, it's always get way. Not for the same reason. Okay. I feel like you filled up the whole place. His aura was so huge. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6825.00-6855.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,825 | 6,855 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Oh, we all say anything. Yeah, I'm not. I'm very sorry and generous gave us all a jersey that he signed. Okay, nice. And I was holding myself up, holding under the stoves. No, I, I, when I knew they were coming I went out welcome to all the ball players and I stood out there and offered them coffee. I didn't come into my motorhome because I said, hi, I'm Sally. Anybody want coffee? I thought the other actor and I'm here and gosh, I'm so glad you're here. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6856.80-6887.00 | 20,230,126 | 6,856.799805 | 6,887 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | And see, that's why we appointed her the responsible. That's why you've got to. Mama Sally, the youngest of us all. That's right. You're like a kid sister to this group. I heard Rita that you are you have a text relationship with Marshallon Lynch now is that true? Oh yeah, he uh, not only Marshon but with a ludicrous. Oh really? We're, uh, we're text buddies. You, Marsh on and Ludicrous. Are you wanting to change together? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6887.00-6917.60 | 20,230,126 | 6,887 | 6,917.600098 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | I bet, you know, I'm in the next D'I di Viesel movie. Oh, wow. I think I said D'In Viesel, Den Beasle's good too. I like Din Beasle. I'm in the next movie and I met ludicrous and I just fell in love with him. He fell in love with me just as friends. We were like text buddies. Wow. And Marshaan too are suddenly get, but Marsha never signs his stuff. so I'm always writing back who the hell are you? And why don't you, why don't you put your name on your messages? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6917.60-6950.48 | 20,230,126 | 6,917.600098 | 6,950.47998 |
Dr. Courtney Chellew | Option 108 | GMT20230126_DCC_1049 | Who are you? How does it happen? That you exchanged numbers with Arshan in the first place? I had no idea who he was. I didn't know who it was. And we, there was a lot of time between takes and we just started to talk and gather. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 6950.48-6963.36 | 20,230,126 | 6,950.47998 | 6,963.359863 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Because I fought it so much. I mean you fought it. I used to fight it because it used to make me tired, so I used to just fight the effects of it and I used to fight through it. Well, how much was true are you taking? How often? Not like. No, like once a day, once that were a couple days? Depends. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 0.00-25.00 | 20,230,123 | 0 | 25 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | I don't take it multiple times today though. Okay, so tell me what's going on. PTSD has just been killing me. Presumption's been helping them like them. But I do get overrun very easily now. And like, I feel really overwhelmed and I'll just have to break down. Or like, I'll just have a wave of depression and I'll just either shut down or, you know, I'll just cry. Hey, what do you mean by a breakdown? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 25.00-57.00 | 20,230,123 | 25 | 57 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | What happens when you have? I'm crying. It's what's a crying episode? Yeah. And it might lead to a fan of the tie and I don't think you saw myself. Wait, the breakdown is that initiated because of PTSD stuff like you get trigger and things like me. Sometimes it's just a mess. Like give me an exam. Sometimes I could just be sitting watching TV. I feel a little overwhelmed. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 57.00-80.00 | 20,230,123 | 57 | 80 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | I'll go and I'll sit in my room and then I'll just start crying. So that sometimes they're triggered sometimes they're not. How often are these happening? Well, when happened yesterday, the day before I was trying, the day before that, if it's not every day, it's every other day. So they're happening at least four times a week. Yeah. And and tell me what's happening in your life? What's happening with like your brother? I haven't talked to my brother. I've been talking to my father and my sisters. That would be fine. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 80.00-121.20 | 20,230,123 | 80 | 121.199997 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | It's always been a cigarette. So, okay. I call grandma. It was really cold. I've been kind of distance lately. Like, I don't call unless they call. Yeah, I ask this talk to my sisters, but like what my son, mom, I haven't contacted the time today is also good morning to my father. But like, I think my name, I'm trying to my father, but like I think I'm trying to make me my father okay right now because he still has his little attitude and his little comments. Like what can I ask him can I use this card? My card is Med card. My card, for my card that I brought here, my credit card, I'm using for Met, so I'm here. Okay. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 121.20-163.56 | 20,230,123 | 121.199997 | 163.559998 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | So I asked him, I said, can you find me saying, Cheat's and he goes, no, no, buying a $50 right, and she is, I said, okay. And I was already sad, I was really not okay. And I was like, right, so I called grandma and she goes, you know what, just buy some food. It was open night and I was trying to not blur in my room, and trying to just enjoy the moment, right down the neck. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 163.56-186.00 | 20,230,123 | 163.559998 | 186 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Did you participate in open mic me? I never do, but I sing along the sidelines. So technically yes. Yeah. But I don't know. I've just been an emotional roller coaster. And if I'm not upset, I get very angry easily. So you're like getting angry at who? I don't know, just any someone can set me out, like people joking around me, just that would be so easily. Are you getting into arguments with other people here? No, nothing like that. You're just feeling frustrated easily. You're not getting into arguments with your family. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 186.00-222.40 | 20,230,123 | 186 | 222.399994 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Is your all better? Yeah. God. I mean, now I think it's just stressed rashes because I'll get little ones, but I'll just get itchie and and I'll get like patches of bread, but it's nothing to it. Does that happen other times? Like, you know, it's happened in the winter or... No, it's just happened when I get really stressed out for like my emotions are all the way. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 223.00-243.20 | 20,230,123 | 223 | 243.199997 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | And sometimes what long you should have been allergic to like wrong oxygen. I'm saved at the end. So you, can you do your own laundry? Yeah. Can you get your own laundry detergent? That's I have them in things. I have them in, uh, Con-not-convastation, contraband. Why is it contraband? To have laundry detergent? Well, yeah, I water detergent and I have laundry, the tidepoday things. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 243.20-271.44 | 20,230,123 | 243.199997 | 271.440002 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Can they get that for you when you want to do your laundry? It could, but. And how are you feeling? How's your test pain and all that stuff? I just, it depends sometimes it hits hard and it's been really good lately though it hasn't hurt. That's better but it just comes back out of nowhere sometimes and it will just start hurting and I'm like well How are you doing taking care of yourself? Is it? Are you getting enough right? I've been doing good. Eating well, exercising, moving your body, meditating, like what's better at eating. How so? I used to only, I used to not eat breakfast and just go on my day and just eat dinner. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 275.00-317.00 | 20,230,123 | 275 | 317 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | But now it's like, I try to eat all three and if anything in between I try to eat a snack. Because I am conscious not really long years. I gained a lot while I was here last time. So my goal is not to worry about that and I didn't just actually eat. But I'm trying to limit myself on apple juice to good. Yes, I mean it's sometimes I think it's hard because there's so much stuff available. Like don't have bagels,'t have cookies I'm not I'm tired of baby like now I switch to pancakes and omelets because like I don't really want we're cheesy eggs because I don't really want to hash | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 317.00-355.76 | 20,230,123 | 317 | 355.76001 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | grabs. I don't really do. I don't eat really bacon and sauce. Yeah, exactly. Opin, yogurt. Yeah, I have a yogurt today. Sure, too. Good. You may not be a healthy yogurt, but it's yogurt. Are you exercising? I mean, if exercising is taking walks around the building, then technically. Have you thought about trying to incorporate that? That might be helpful. So I don't know. Do you feel better if you exercise? No. It doesn't help you like release some of that stress. I mean, I'm just thinking about ways that you can maybe release. No, I don't. It's like your body is like releasing it in other ways. I color, I listen to music, you know, walk around building. That down building. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 355.76-403.00 | 20,230,123 | 355.76001 | 403 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | That's good. Yesterday I grounded myself to a decent level. I was counting leaves on a plant laying on the couch because that was like, okay okay not moving because I can't go isolated so I was not isolating well yeah I'm not I so I'm trying not to how are things going in therapy? I mean, she hasn't been here, so. Would your therapist? Chris, oh yeah, she was on the occasion. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 403.00-428.00 | 20,230,123 | 403 | 428 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | I was okay. We and Tina, we had good conversation. Tina's very nice. Love her. She's sweetheart. Who did you have last time? Paris. So you've always had it for us. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 428.00-440.00 | 20,230,123 | 428 | 440 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | That one. I just get going very easily now. It's like anything can either upset me or be mad at this point. I don't know, because I can ground myself. It's not the problem. It's just a fact that I'm tired of the breakdown. Just leave me alone. I'm tired of getting up or walking out of the TV or when I'm trying to finish. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 440.00-467.00 | 20,230,123 | 440 | 467 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | I'm determined to finish that was the seasonal good girls on Netflix. We got season four trying to finish it. Okay, that's good. It's kind of an impossible. Are you journaling and that kind of stuff? I mean, I write things in my notes on my phone because it's safer that way because I can relax them and everything. But, um, other than that, I really haven't, I really don't, but then again, it just stresses me out. Why? It's like too much. I've never, I've always done that just to look back at it. I've never done it to calm myself down, but like I know, sometimes I do it just on my phone just because it makes you feel better and I really like how I'm feeling just. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 467.00-520.00 | 20,230,123 | 467 | 520 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Any more contact with your boyfriend or ex-poken? No, trying to contact you. I mean, you try to contact my sister, but she's only not, you know, my father flipped out on him. Yeah, but that's kind of his fault, my father's fault, because I told him you got a block on her phone because she's only nine and she can't. She doesn't know how to stop button, she's just gonna answer. Because oh, she don't know what's going on. She answered and he was saying a whole bunch of shit about me. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 522.00-552.00 | 20,230,123 | 522 | 552 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | How, I don't love them, I don't love him, and he said, well, this is not how this is going. But honestly, it doesn't even bother me because I have a good relationship with those kids and I have a good relationship, I have a decent relationship with my parents. Not so much my stepmom but I'm gaining that relationship with my father. I've always had a good relationship with my grandma, so that's my go to always. But it doesn't bother me in that sense, because yeah, I'm pissed off. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 552.00-583.12 | 20,230,123 | 552 | 583.119995 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | I'm pissed off that night. I found out because how you gonna go to a nine-year-old and not playing because she's not going to be therapist. She's 18, she's nine, girl. No. But I got over it because honestly, as long as she knows the truth, as long as she doesn't have to worry about that, dad blocked him as soon as he heard it. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 583.12-605.00 | 20,230,123 | 583.119995 | 605 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | But yeah, I'm doing that. Are you having nightmare still? I know you said the Prososon has come. I mean, those are nightmares, but I wake up at like 2 a.m. and a cold sweat and those look around. And then I'll be able to fall asleep right away, but I don't know what waits for you know. So you do fall right back just it's not you're not sweating so much like you have to change your clothes or cold or anything. Okay. But you're not having nightmares that you can remember? I know. You typically have nightmares? Um, what PTSD I was waking up, but like flashbacks would just come instantly | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 607.56-647.84 | 20,230,123 | 607.559998 | 647.840027 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | and I'll wake up in a state of panic and just cry and I'm panic ty, anxiety would suck. But lately I've been okay. I still wake up and I look around and I'm like, what the hell? But I'm sweating and I'm like, all right, so I go bathroom, my watch friend's days and I just go to bed. And how are things with your roommate? Oh, we're fine. I switched, I switched rooms. Me Me and I saw her roommates anymore. Because I was not falling asleep until 3 a.m. on her snore. So who's your roommate? Me and Beth? And how is that? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 647.84-680.40 | 20,230,123 | 647.840027 | 680.400024 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | No, bad. Good. All right. So you guys get along. No, it's smaller and keep me up into 3 a.m. Okay. How are you doing with taking care of yourself in terms of like showering, brushing your team? I've created routines where yourself in terms of like showering, brushing your team, keeping your size. I've created routines where I'm rusting and these every morning. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 680.40-696.40 | 20,230,123 | 680.400024 | 696.400024 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | I'm going to put it in Godin on now. My hair being dyed, I don't, I shower but I don't wash my hair is often, but I do shower. You're trying to keep that. Yes. I do shower, because they're already coming out of this side somewhere. So, but it's also flat, so I'm trying to get it to fade as much as possible before I put the permanent one in there, because I don't want to overview my hair with that. Yeah, but okay I'm trying to focus on the following right now. I've been working, I've been, I've got a good routine with myself, was taking care of myself. Okay, that's good. I think your routine is very helpful. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 696.40-739.00 | 20,230,123 | 696.400024 | 739 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Sometimes in the morning I just don't want to get out of bed, but we get out of bed and we just do our teeth. Because I'm like, even though we're half asleep, so. What time are you going to sleep? So how much like total time are you sleeping? I mean, it depends. Late is 11. That's only because I cried watch my joke | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 739.00-760.88 | 20,230,123 | 739 | 760.880005 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | because lately it's been 11 because us goes to bed and then I don't have like I can't put the kini on. She goes to bed so then you have to go to bed? Well, no, she goes to bed, and when I go in there, I can't put the TV on, so I try to tie them myself out on the couch out there. I'll fall asleep on the couch out there sometimes. It just depends on how tired I am. So sometimes you go to bed 11. What's the earlier time that you could go to bed? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 760.88-790.52 | 20,230,123 | 760.880005 | 790.52002 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | 10. OK. And then you fall away. I don't go to bed before 10. And then do you fall sleep? Yeah. Between if you go to bed at 10, your I'll fall asleep within 20 minutes 20 minutes play. Okay, that's good. It depends if I have a lot of energy or not. It'll take like a movie or two, five minutes, like five minutes, you know? You know, it all depends on what kind of night of this. But most likely I fall asleep with the 20 minutes. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 790.52-821.00 | 20,230,123 | 790.52002 | 821 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Lately it's been like that past three nights. Did you get your depot yet? Yeah. You did. OK. When did you get it? Well, I put it in my phone for three months from that date. Okay. Um, so it was must have been late last week. Like, what, Thursday or Friday? I think I saw you on Wednesday. I don't think you'd have gotten it yet | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 821.00-853.52 | 20,230,123 | 821 | 853.52002 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | on expire. Well, it was Wednesday. Okay, so that was to say. Okay. So, yeah, I want to say because it was try to works. Okay. It was. How did it work. Okay. All right. Any suicidal thoughts, nothing like that. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 853.52-890.00 | 20,230,123 | 853.52002 | 890 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Any cravings for drugs or alcohol? No. Great. So what do we want to do in terms of your medicine, Rachel? I don't know, but visceral doesn't work, so there's no point. Well, taking it and it just not doing anything. Like I can ground myself, but like I need that extra at least help to calm me down while I'm grounding myself and it just doesn't do that. When I'm just taking it and it just doesn't do anything. When is your anxiety the worst? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 890.00-929.56 | 20,230,123 | 890 | 929.559998 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | At night. It depends. Honestly, anxiety just goes from zero to 100 whenever it wants. Around people sitting there. It, there's no real triggers. There's no real time. It just happened. Have you ever been on Gabba Pinton? I mean, we could try a low dose of that in the morning | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 931.60-956.08 | 20,230,123 | 931.599976 | 956.080017 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | for anxiety. Can make you a little sleepy is the only thing. So I'll give you 100 don't like allergic reaction. I don't like allergic reaction. So my lips are itchy and they felt like I put Vicks on them. I was like, I'm sitting back. We're not going to give you any more limick, so. So. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 957.20-992.00 | 20,230,123 | 957.200012 | 992 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | All right, so we'll do Gabbapentin 100 milligrams in the morning. Okay, so not over to mention to me? I would encourage you to try to find some type of outlet physically. I'm just telling you when people have a lot of trauma history, things have happened to them and maybe even their bodies that were out of their control. So like in treatment, learning how to use physical movement or breathing or it doesn't even have to be like physical exercise. I agree, all of those around. Like that's why like yoga, you know, you're like really getting not talking about the yoga where you're like sweating bullets, but like you're learning how to like move your body through space and what it feels like on different, you know, sometimes there's a bit of train. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 992.00-1048.00 | 20,230,123 | 992 | 1,048 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | It's a little about working out type of person. I don't think I'm out to. I'm not saying you have to like work out, but it can be a way that you release anxiety, process some of the things that have happened to you, like physically process it. There's only so much we can do by talking. Sometimes you need other avenues. That's but creativity and art and all that stuff is about. Yeah, that's usually when I go in color. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1048.00-1072.00 | 20,230,123 | 1,048 | 1,072 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | I paint and more hops. OK. So it's a capsule, just so you know. What is that? It's a capsule? Yeah, it's not like a tablet. It's got like that coding on it. Oh, great. In the morning. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1072.00-1087.40 | 20,230,123 | 1,072 | 1,087.400024 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | So that works. So that should be here by one. It should be here this evening. Well, it's, you're going to get it in the morning. So tomorrow, hopefully. So usually we'll get to the end like tonight. So you'll set up your fill boxes for tomorrow. Let me know how goes. Have a good day. Thank you. Is that copy in there? Yeah, it's the only thing keeping me up. A little bit of coffee though, it's not good for your anxiety. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1087.40-1121.00 | 20,230,123 | 1,087.400024 | 1,121 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0846 | GMT20230123_DCC_0846 | Just this. No more. Okay. Okay. I limit myself. Don't Okay, good. All right. Have a good day, Rachel. Take care, okay? Appreciate it. | DCC, DCC | 1121.00-1132.68 | 20,230,123 | 1,121 | 1,132.680054 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | How much sleep are you getting, nothing? Four or five hours. What's been happening? What's been happening while you were here? I just broke up with my stupid boyfriend. When did you guys break up? What happened? Why don't you break up? It's so a decade later. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 0.00-36.00 | 20,230,123 | 0 | 36 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | They found out that he had another boyfriend. Like, I was very suspicious. like, I kept asking, oh, I'm, who's that? Who's that? No, no, no. And then he was like, oh, don't worry about it. That's not a feeling that you were cheating. How long have you guys been together? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 36.00-57.00 | 20,230,123 | 36 | 57 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Like a month and a half, but I know him for like, probably 15 years. So how did you find out that he was cheating on him? He basically told, like, I'm trying to handle about it. Okay. I'm trying to hand about it. And then you just decided to break it off with me. And are you guys going to, are you like blocking him like not going to talk to him anymore? Basically. How did he to talk to him anymore. Basically. How did he take that? I don't know. And I don't know. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 57.00-87.64 | 20,230,123 | 57 | 87.639999 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | I believe, after we broke myself, but I don't feel like changing myself, but I don't feel like that, that we didn't do anything specifically to, you don't find it, try to find anything to use or are you are you taking your medicine? Yes. Any like hallucinations or anything like that that can happen when people's depression gets worse. How are you getting along with like your roommates and the staff here and the history on, um, um, straight on Michelle. Why? Like, I, like, I, don't, like, um, class, don't like, um, class, don't like but I feel comfortable. So to like, involuntally or whatever. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 89.28-147.60 | 20,230,123 | 89.279999 | 147.600006 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | First shift is Emma. Second ship is Brittany and third shift is just Do you feel like you have other people here that you can trust or talk to, like other clients or? I guess my roommate. Who's your roommate? I was. And your therapist does Tina and how are things going in therapy? I love them. Have you been talking to her. Yeah. So, do you think you have any side effects from your medicine? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 147.60-187.00 | 20,230,123 | 147.600006 | 187 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Not really. How are you taking care of yourself? Are you brushing your teeth twice a day? Are you showering? Are you eating? Not really. Which one? I'm sorry, I ask two questions. Eating. I ask you questions. Yeah. Mm. How many meals are you skipping? No, like, I don't skip. Yeah, I just sound like, he's like a little bit like probably like, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 187.00-215.00 | 20,230,123 | 187 | 215 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | like, I'll eat half of what everybody else eat basically. So how come? When did that start? Now I was, probably, I think, graduated high school. Just a little appetite. Yeah. Cholesterol looked good good though. Like the nurse, she bothered me, like, asked me, oh, um, tea silence paper, well, like, my SGB was those, but like, like, I kept showing no, because that's none of y' none of your concerns. Well, you should get it checked while you're here though. We just, you know, doing medical tests like, no, nobody else will know, but if you do have | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 215.00-272.00 | 20,230,123 | 215 | 272 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | some type of problem, we want to make sure we address it. Just a blood test. Have you ever been tested for STDs? When was the last time? Was anything positive? No. Okay. But they said that they found something about it. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 272.00-293.00 | 20,230,123 | 272 | 293 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | What? A couple days, I'm going to ask me to say. Who found something positive? You're freaking nurses here? Here? Yes. I think they're freaking lying. I don't see anything that was ordered, so. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 293.00-309.20 | 20,230,123 | 293 | 309.200012 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | No, I went there on my own. You did have a CD testing done. Yeah. I'll ask them about it. I went to face called Novia, something like that. Okay. What was positive? Nothing. Oh, you said. I thought you said one of the results was positive. That's what they're telling. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 309.20-337.00 | 20,230,123 | 309.200012 | 337 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Oh, good. Well, how do you know? There's, um, I do you know? Because, um, like, you know them, L, L. G. H. H. N. Yes, I looked on that. It said everything was negative and, um, because did butt work over there at the hospital, they didn't find anything. Now I also did bub work at thement, whatever you call it. And they said, they called me a couple days later and told me that they didn't find anything. Your Jopicoat level is kind of a little bit smidgy high, but not that high. We're trying to set you up with neurology. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 337.00-384.00 | 20,230,123 | 337 | 384 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | So I think they'll set you up with that. I mean, I can increase the dose to your serifo a little bit if you want to try. Yes. We'll go up to 250. Okay, are you exercising? Yeah. What are you doing? Um, trying to go and I'll set up. Okay. Love is starting that tonight or no? Probably yes. Yeah, we'll start that tonight or no. Probably yes. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 388.44-418.00 | 20,230,123 | 388.440002 | 418 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Yeah, we'll start that tonight. Okay. I hope you feel better. I'm sorry about everything with your boyfriend. You know, that was really hard. Are you able to go to groups and everything? Gotcha. Why? It's too hard today? Yeah. Well, try to go. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 418.00-442.00 | 20,230,123 | 418 | 442 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Sometimes it's not good to just sit around and like think about stuff. Stew about it. You know, that won't really help usually. Now, hopefully help you sleep a little bit better too now gee. So we'll do a 50 milligram tablet. Have you spoken to the pharmacy? Have you spoken with your family? You don't want to talk? be spoken with your family? You don't want to talk calling you or anything? No. You rather just kind of hold off like not talk to them? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 442.00-497.00 | 20,230,123 | 442 | 497 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Yeah. If I wanted to talk to them, I wouldn't, I wouldn't be here. Am I setting this to Walgreens? Yes. Why? That's, that's my pharmacy. That's like my education. Okay. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 497.00-516.00 | 20,230,123 | 497 | 516 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Right. But you are staying at the end, right? Yes. I guess your, so your insurance makes you go to Walgreens. Like you have to go to Walgreens. Some of the insurances are like that. Right? Okay. What else did you want to tell me Naji? Like at the at that my name like he was she and like I felt like it was my fault. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 517.00-546.00 | 20,230,123 | 517 | 546 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | And I wanted to, I already told you about any of my story. I'm glad you didn't. I think that there are other people out there will treat you much better and not be unfaithful. You deserve somebody that will treat you well, treat you with respect. Like, I just said, I said boundaries on the day, the day before I found out he cheating on him. Oh, you got to set boundaries. And you should, I don't think you should tolerate somebody that's not being faithful. You deserve better than that. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 546.00-581.00 | 20,230,123 | 546 | 581 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | I feel like I'm not good enough to anybody. Of course you are. Of course you are. Because my first as girlfriend also, so you don't mean my second ex-girlfriend. It was kind of talked to and he's my first boyfriend. I would say that I know it seems like that has happened multiple times, but you're still young and I think you can find a person that treats you very well and is very respectful. I want you all to focus now on yourself. But you certainly do deserve someone that is better than that. I'm not sure if I, if I, if I like that. I think now is the time to think about these things. Think about yourself. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 585.00-640.52 | 20,230,123 | 585 | 640.52002 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | Maybe it's better in some way. Like, you don't have this person that's distracting you from your treatment. You know, you can really think about what's best for you and not be focusing energy on somebody else, especially somebody that's like not treating you well. He doesn't deserve that, your energy and your attention. You know, we all make mistakes, but I think that it's good for you to clean someone that respects you. It's snowing. It's pretty. early at now. I don't know the one. I want to drive home in the snow. All right now, let's try to increase yourq well. I'll see in a couple of days, okay? | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 640.52-694.08 | 20,230,123 | 640.52002 | 694.080017 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0910 | GMT20230123_DCC_0910 | All right, hang in there. Good day. Go to group if you can. Okay. I do take 20 milligrams of melatonin sometimes. It's still the wips. Okay. And I want you to exercise every day that will also help you see better. Okay, all right. Have a good day, Naji. Bye. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 695.04-718.00 | 20,230,123 | 695.039978 | 718 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | When you can get down to pull her to it. All right, I gotta go. I'm just kidding. So I'm discharging today. You are? That's what Shahrah said. Which is fine. I mean, basically, what happened was last week. I, you know, I showed my cards to Stephen, leaning. I'm like, you know, is the only way I can explain it to. I'm sorry. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 0.00-30.00 | 20,230,123 | 0 | 30 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you can go back to your mind a little bit. Thank you. Sorry about that. Basically, I, you know, showed my cards to Stephen and my mother. I don't know how to explain to sum it up quickly. Okay, when I first came in here, I told you what my triggers are had to do with the school, doctors, you know, Stephen can trigger me with police officers that type of thing. So basically, I was on my game, like I think I decided I want to go to school just like a a like a certified accredited like medical assistant type thing. I can, you know, when I get home, you know, there's very different, I could just do like even Instagram works as I have shopping. Just for like, you know, money I don't want Stephen paying for it or a paper thing, you know, anyway, I have like a whole list of things like to accomplish things set up and like I was I was handling things with the school and with his doctor, and then we had a family session remember I was telling we have a family session. And then Stephen says, well, I'm going to have a, I'm going to have a pad scan of his screen done. I'm like, Stephen, you're not, that's ridiculous. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 30.00-113.00 | 20,230,123 | 30 | 113 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | We're not getting, and then he just, he snapped, like, in that he, Wait, Stephen was getting a cat skin of his tab. No, of Logan, so he's saying, I'm gonna get a cat. I'm like, Steve, we don't, you don't need that we he was just like don't you and his true colors came back don't you get it you're at a mental hospital and you don't make any money you don't make any money, you don't make any money, you don't bring it. And he he snapped in front of Tina and and his true colors of how he operates came out. And then, you know, and thenthen you know and then you know that then it was just wait when was this this is like last Monday or Tuesday and then it backfired you know then Logan's when I, you know, I cancels disappointment with pediatricians, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 113.00-156.88 | 20,230,123 | 113 | 156.880005 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | it didn't make sense. It's only been three weeks. Why would he go to the doctor after three weeks, you know, four or five week, whatever. It just went spiraling out of control. And, um, basically I went into this like disassociated state. Like I just became completely, you know, because I don't even, when this happens, I don't remember what's said exactly because I just try to recall it and I can't. But I went into this like totally not anxious, not depressed, not my vision was blurry. Remember your vision was blurry when you first got to. Yes. I had my, I couldn't eat, I had no appetite, I felt nauseous. I did sleep because I knocked myself out, you know, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 156.88-212.08 | 20,230,123 | 156.880005 | 212.080002 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | but I had nothing, like I felt like I was going to throw up. My vision was blurry. I just, I, like I said, I didn't feel anxious, I didn't feel depressed, I just felt like, like, just like existing, like really just in that kind of state. And then I went back to the end after programming and then it like kicked it that all of a sudden I got like I started getting really this the thoughts started kicking in that like, oh my God, I'm not going to be able to go back home. What am I going to do? I can't be away with my son. You know, I would fluctuate between thinking, I can do this, I'd be separate from Logan, and he'll respect me being independent, and then I would go to know I can't he only has two more years left. I have to figure it out and I was like going back and forth with it. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 212.08-267.36 | 20,230,123 | 212.080002 | 267.359985 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | And then I then that gets me into my depressed mode. And then on top of all that, that night, the next morning, and this is what kicks in. And again, this is not, you know, adder all, it's not paranoid. But then the next morning, I go walk over the inn and all the doors are locked. Now mind you, I'm in the lodge. She can't lock the doors to the watch. It's like a motel type thing. But all the doors to the lodge are locked and come to find out, they're like, oh yeah, well, we had to lock them down because the police, the FBI, I don't know was blown out, but the police, the FBI, I don't know it was blown out, but the police, FBI, or state police, whatever were there that they were looking for somebody that he went into the that they couldn't find. So they came up and then I guess supposedly Ryan Brady called and told them to lock the doors and whatnot. But that just that started playing in my head. And then I went on, like went on still or water gap, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 267.36-327.72 | 20,230,123 | 267.359985 | 327.720001 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | trying to find it in the news, couldn't find anything about it. And then when I got here, they were talking about it. One of the text confirmed it. And then another patient said, well, I looked it up. I couldn't find anything either. So I did not feed into it though. I just was like I didn't comment on it. I'm only bringing it up to you. I didn't speak of it. I didn't you know I didn't speak with Stephen. Or Logan for like two days. I'm like, to Stephen, I'm like, we have to communicate the email from now on. There was an issue with the school. It said that Logan was out for next week, this week. I started, bless you, I started questioning the school, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 327.72-368.00 | 20,230,123 | 327.720001 | 368 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | then with pediatrician, having to deal with them, and then Stephen changing appointments. These are all my like, you know, red flag stuff. But the bottom line is, is that and then on top of it all, I have a sinus infection. It's chronic, it's not going away, and I need to see an ENT, and then it's affecting my fatigue, it's affecting that, but you know, and, you know, I'm not going to like let it bring me down like because it's I was talking my mom list and I'm like what do I do like I've been here two months with this sickness going on and like I don't this was not how I envisioned myself going home but in the same token, you know, it has helped it has showed me that you know, still have to go to work, still have to do shit, you know, and you have. And I have, I'm still here exactly, and I have exactly, but that sends a message link, and I've been trying to read more optimistic and help they Saturday me this book on, you know, I don't know the maybe the top my head, but, you know, the bottom line is you, you know, Pete, I've just been so spoiled because, you know, prior to working for my dad's company I I worked, you know, work for law firms. I had, you know, good jobs and I was a normal person and then when I came aboard his company, it just you know, if I had a sniffle or and I did, I did sale so I'd be on the road and make my own hours whatever. And I just, it just got to the point where, like I just got a lot for not to, you know what I mean, I'm like, and I've always had a good work ethic and I struggled, you know, and it's been, I almost, it's, and I've worked since then, but I'm kind of rambling right now. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 368.00-489.00 | 20,230,123 | 368 | 489 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | But the bottom line is, is that I have an appointment already said. I didn't know it was just with the ENT. No, that I'm going to do. I wanted to find out when I was discharged in here, but I made an appointment for next for the 30th next Monday to meet with a I have. She's been a, she's a therapist and she does net management. So it's through my insurance. and she does net management. So it's through my insurance company, through Headway. This is online? This is online. Yep. And I'm excited. It's already set up. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 489.00-525.00 | 20,230,123 | 489 | 525 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | Maria, Germany, example? I have to get the shore, I know that, but it's reaching out. Okay, her name is Maria P I N C A N I, C, A, N, I, D, A, D, A, and she is a therapist. My appointment is for next Thursday. I mean, no, no, next Monday, the 30th appointment. Um, and it is at 9 a.m. And you already signed into this., you're already signed into everything man I didn't it's a zero. Yeah, it's all set up I don't have any fee for it because they work with Horizon's the hospital shield. So, um, so is that you're just going to have an appointment with her like once a month. No, no, no, no. She's a therapist too. So you'll see her once a week. Yeah, that's once a week, but it's just I didn't, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 525.00-584.16 | 20,230,123 | 525 | 584.159973 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | I thought I had to make us another appointment for med management. So I'm really excited that I don't need to do that. That's very cool. And what's your plan during the day like how are you going to keep the routine the schedule? Right. Well, my first things first I'm going to make an appointment. I had sinus surgery in 2005 with a doctor. So I'm going to make an appointment today with Dr. Chu because I want to get this under wraps quickly, like very quickly. And like very quickly. And you know what I don't know like I need to you know I need to get I need to feel better. You know, I only know is that like with talking to her, who's her, the new therapist, I want to like highlight on I feel she was very nice and she's whatever but like you're the reason like I stayed here. You're the best secret interests've ever, ever had. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 584.16-643.08 | 20,230,123 | 584.159973 | 643.080017 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | I mean, you don't, I mean that. It's not because you give me what I want. Not have had plenty of psychiatrists that, you know, just give me what I want. You really, really are amazing. And, you know, the time you spent with me and everything else. And I think what resonates with what you said to me is the most important thing. Like, look at me. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 643.08-666.44 | 20,230,123 | 643.080017 | 666.440002 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | Like, today I'm in pajamas. I just felt like crap. I didn't know what was going on. It's here. I'm here. Yeah, I mean, I felt like crap and I had this like uneasy. That's the issue. Now, suppose I wasn't prepared for this. That's what this place does wrong. And they told me today I was discharging. I could go into a panic, right? I had planned ahead. It just so happened I made that appointment | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 666.44-690.08 | 20,230,123 | 666.440002 | 690.080017 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | before she told me. But that's my criticism of this program that they jerk people around week to week and instead of saying, okay, yeah, and that people complain accordingly, but that's not the case for me. But what resonates with me is, is that like, you know, getting up, taking the shower, you know, even if I'm doing nothing I don't feel good. Get up, take a shower, change my clothes. I mean, today, this represents how I was feeling today, like not not even physical, more mental not knowing like having these different balls in the air to my clothing and tea, or I make an appointment with headway. Well, and what's happening with Stephen? Are you both talking? Yes, we are talking and this is the key, like I just can't let him distract me with he's going to try to drive me crazy, like with stuff with my son, with stuff like one of the things that I had said to him about like when we were going to have the, this is what I, this is what I said to him and I said to Tina, I said, this is what I will talk to you during family session. Rules, I wrote this to him, do not talk | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 690.08-762.40 | 20,230,123 | 690.080017 | 762.400024 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | over each other, do not interrupt each other, do not raise voices, stay on topic. Topics I want to discuss before making any decisions involving Logan's physical or mental health, school, education, sports, curfews, house rules, no alcohol and drugs in the house, consequences for disrespectful unacceptable behavior. And I did these things and that like sets Stephen off. That's when he's just like, oh no, no, no, you're not coming back here and changing all the rules. There are no rules. It's like a fraternity or something. It's like, you know, and I don't, if I resist against that and I, you know, I mean, I'm his mom, but would I rather be there and just, you know, do my own thing focus focus on school, focus on work, focus on getting back into touch with friends of mine who ask about me, etc, etc. Or do I just like drive myself crazy with him in this gerbil real with him and Stephen. Bottom line is Stephen, you know, I will gain my son's respect once he sees me in school working back with my friends. Once he sees that, I will gain his respect. As of right now going home, I have no, no chance of any respect. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 762.40-842.00 | 20,230,123 | 762.400024 | 842 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | I'm a person who's been in a hospital for a year. One thing I keep saying to Steve and this really needs to be driven home is that I don't want to hear about me being in a hospital for a year. Because guess what? Then I'm going to have to talk about the reasons I came to the hospital. And that's not part of my recovery. I can't talk about the past. So you can, and I brought this up to him. And you know, it's just gonna be hard. I have to get like teth long when it comes to Logan because Logan's going to say you're you're the sick one. I mean this is what you're the sick one. It's manipulative somewhat. Yeah, I mean, I don't know. Um, well, I know you're very | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 842.00-886.08 | 20,230,123 | 842 | 886.080017 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | sensitive sometimes. I'm extremely sensitive and that is a problem and I have to figure out head and deal with that. I'm either black or white. I can either make it break me down or I want to, you know, slip my wrist or I can be like, fuck you, Logan. Like, that's how I can be. One way or the other way. Right, and that can be used against you or to your detriment when you're, when, if he, if Logan knows that, he's frustrated about something, he knows exact place to, oh yeah. I just, I really have to just really, I just want to get my health thing. I, there's something I have to get taken care of like I want this done ASAP. Um, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 886.08-925.60 | 20,230,123 | 886.080017 | 925.599976 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | and I'm not letting things. My problem is, is that anxiety, like just checking emails sometimes or like try like putting this headway thing. It took me five minutes to do. It's no big deal. I've made the biggest production out of that. Like you have no idea. So, you know, it's just a matter of doing something. It feels like trying to get my results from Quest and getting frustrated with, you know, can you see, did anything come through to you guys for some reason? It shouldn't have, it was blood work, but I went with water gap. Because it was last Tuesday, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 926.48-969.56 | 20,230,123 | 926.47998 | 969.559998 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | I should have the results by now. No. Nothing, right? Not for my narcissism. Right. No, I have something from mid-December. Yeah, that was from, yeah. No, this is, um, are you at mid-November, you have from the flow probably. Well, whatever. My point is, I just have to tr-trunthrough it. Things are uncomfortable and that's part of life, that's part of anxiety, you know, that anxiousness like, you know, if I had a P.R. N, like say out of band that I wouldn't do it, like say out of band. That, I wouldn't do it. Then I wouldn't even deal with it. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 969.56-1006.16 | 20,230,123 | 969.559998 | 1,006.159973 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | You know, I do wish that the buy-a-vans was higher, but I can always deal with the then you got whatever the new person to talk about that because I think that I should look at that option or maybe talk to her about like doing it one dose one day and a lower dose because I feel like it kind of like stops working but I don't really know because I'm not in the day to day. I've gotten used to it. And it does help me focus. It doesn't make me too hyper vigilant like the adderol. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1006.16-1042.00 | 20,230,123 | 1,006.159973 | 1,042 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | So I want to stick with that. I feel like all my meds are good. Yeah, how are you talking about like the limit doll and all of that? I'm good. I mean, you know, I delimit even my old psychiatrist, um, he was like he, um, he put me on the McDall too. I mean, so like, you know, that I just think that's a good drug for me. I think that you know I should be on that It is a good medicine. I know what is your diagnosis. Now, you've had me this whole time? Do you see that it's not bipolar? I think you have bipolar and borderline, please. Okay. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1042.00-1079.48 | 20,230,123 | 1,042 | 1,079.47998 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | Both. And I think the marijuana thrown in does not help things. Yeah, in the past. I think you have been a lot better since you've been like totally clean. I think your thoughts are clear. I think my control. That's the one thing I have on. As long as I stay clean and sober, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1079.48-1101.90 | 20,230,123 | 1,079.47998 | 1,101.900024 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | I have that trump card. Soon as if I, if I smoke weed, boom, I'm right down, Stephen has control over me. The only thing I have that right now, personally, that is my control that I'm clean. So how are you going to do that? How are we going to stay open? Are you going to do meetings? Are you going to? I mean, you have to take care of yourself that is like... Yeah I mean I would honestly I mean you know meetings like the meetings to help like this meeting I went to this Thursday. I mean Wednesday, last week, it really, really like, I really felt so strongly about, oh my God, it's the only thing I have in my power. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1101.90-1144.48 | 20,230,123 | 1,101.900024 | 1,144.47998 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | Like, I'm powerless over so much, but it's going to be hard. But I need to, but we talked about this, like external versus internal, whatever the word I can never think of it, but this is an internal thing. Like I was obsessed with like you have to realize it became legal in New Jersey when I was here. I mean, I my whole life waited for it become legal and now it's legal. So it was like I was kind of like more obsessed with it and you know just waited for the staying my whole life. But now it's a different story because now I have a child who is smoking who's using it, who is now making decisions all of a sudden on you know what he wants to do in college, where he wants to go to college, and it's frightening, and you know, for that reason, and then I've got a husband who's always controlled me with money or drugs. So, you know, that's the truth, you know. So basically, you know, it's my only power. So it's more about claiming your independence. It's claiming my independence. In other words, it's not like, oh, because I'm going to get a QI or, oh, you know, whatever, whatever. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1144.48-1221.72 | 20,230,123 | 1,144.47998 | 1,221.719971 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | It's about, it's about the only thing I have to hold on to. So in that moment, so when I walk in the house, I go in, I go in the bedroom, I see Stevens cannabis, you know, bong, whatever he's got going on. I don't want to lose, I don't want to lose that. I've cleaned urine. Which is amazing. | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1221.72-1242.04 | 20,230,123 | 1,221.719971 | 1,242.040039 |
Dr.GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | PatientGMT20230123_DCC_0930 | GMT20230123_DCC_0930 | Yeah, and I want to keep that. And I want to set rules for the house and that's that, you know. So what will the rules will be about like his can he put it away, lock it up? Is there are things that you could talk to like, you know, that you wanna stay so. Does he want you to stay sober? Well, he's sober. I mean, I know besides marijuana, right? But I mean, alcohol is legal too. So exactly, exactly. That's that's my, you know, I mean, I used to use that as a disadvantage, but I mean, you know, | DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC, DCC | 1242.04-1274.28 | 20,230,123 | 1,242.040039 | 1,274.280029 |