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know really tired car family hours hermit human completely social energy emotionally tired guess allowed snap dissociation mode actually feel something set stubbed toe real bad know really stupid way set off parents started laughing dad offered advice said joking right genuinely know mom said call really condensing way went room starting hyperventilating felt tense head lost control calmed continued crying sat silence trying build walls back up mom came said wrong said mentally ill i cope humor started laying america depressed life kept repeating ill even though two anti depressants go therapy regularly started thinking lot actually comfort makes feel small feeling feel every time confront is always says nobody perfect best could would cry feel bad never talk fully heal recognizes depression real thing downplays severe it tried speaking sister instead problems flat said know depressed atheist made frustrated got left room similar instances brother mom saying could depressed since middle class familyidk point post is kind put thoughts seeing paranoid actually discovering something ps grateful though least send therapy get meds panic attack crying questioning family support | 1 |
theekween depression anxiety loss of love one heartbreak trauma thelmasherbs | 1 |
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@MorganBreAnn hey I just got your reply and no I was in the aftermath though dope | 0 |
one really cares mewhats point living anyway one loves you im sure belongs know myself think parents really care me think dead weight them living paying college close cannot talk feelings understand western society way conservative think prayer reading bible fix everything doesnt reason still sticking around though older brother took life february want attempt fail finding out would think reason failure parents short unattractive guy also takes toll selfesteem everyone dealt different hand life given worst cards play with way many obstacles concur definitely wish taller better looking social anxiety think could taken seriously life looking girlfriend moment never one way scared ill get pushed around knowing cant change anything yes know eat right workout room change fact short riddled anxiety selfloathing rampant me indian guy born raised ameria still stigma us one seems like us bad stereotypes us bad jokes us creepy guys sense communicate properly understand thing people may think things rips away me aware indians also prejudice towards others get may particularly care right now try kind anybody unconditionally try understand points view cant act angry public else bruting foreigner cant go clubbing anything like used seeing someone race things like that learned myself see worried things cannot change height race looks means cannot respected appreciated things different would much happier know could learn something new get hobby get rich konw momentary pleasures like music food etc however think none matters short tall ugly handsome stuff futile me probably sound sad pathetic right now entirely wrong either become nihilistic everything thing keeping college well either sure kind future have completely realistic myself future probably living alone working coming home redflag freedom freedom depression anxiety turmoil | 1 |
@TickleMeJoey I dont know if you are the real but even if its not, hey and spend a good day.. What is on its u have the same humor... xo | 0 |
today i realized i am too good at hiding thing even i can t find it | 0 |
really want go road trip miss traveling man want look good views listen music stay nice hotel only | 0 |
turned today im ready share wisdom ill answer questions serious random philosophical plain silly ill best helpful | 0 |
confessing crush like really seeing people react title | 0 |
@rawdawgbuffalo... sound good big bro Save me some of everything that's NOT pork or beef! | 0 |
i ve noticed my anxiety is really bad for me in certain situation right now i am working a full time job mon to sat 0 hr per week been kinda hard to deal with the anxiety at work a i spend too much time with other people and i have to face awkward situation due to my role also i have a severe problem while eating with other coworkers tried to control that and it worked literally did an auto therapy session to control my fatalistic thought but recently some thing went out of control in my daily routine like some change my bos made to the department there were some change and problem at work too and also i met a girl i really like but obviously my brain take it a an anxiety with thought like you should do this with her you should be quicker or do this and kore this automatically exploded my anxiety to gigh level on these day don t wan na suffer the same so what would be your technique with this tl dr what are your technique copong method when you start dealing with unexpected thing and how to avoid the fatal case of escaping situation | 1 |
@ebassman my future baby daddy | 0 |
hi reddit i m not sure who else to turn to a i recently had to stop seeing my therapist because i moved state and she is only licensed in my previous state of residence i am looking for a new therapist but i simply can t keep this inside me anymore and i need a place to get it out this year and the last few month of 0 ha been the absolute worst of my entire life i can not believe the amount of negativity loss tragedy and pure bad luck that i ve been experiencing since fall of 0 it s been blow after blow and i can feel myself giving up i m giving up hope i m giving up my optimistic attitude i m giving up my will to continue existing in august of 0 my boyfriend of two year and i began our descent into what eventually led to our breakup in mid december we shared an apartment in oregon and i had to move out in january and move across the country back to my hometown in illinois i wa devastated about the breakup and under immense stress trying to find a moving company to haul my belonging such a long distance i finally found one and it turned out to be a scam they stole all my belonging and i m in the middle of several complaint with them but still have yet to see my thing and i don t think i ever will i lost my boyfriend and my life s worth of item at the same time living back at home ha been difficult a my sister life here and we do not have the best relationship she is severely mentally ill with addiction depression and borderline personality disorder so it s been very hard trying to manage her mood outburst destruction etc she ha attacked me many time said countless hurtful thing and done endless physical damage to the house living with her is very stressful on top of all this my grandpa just died tonight i got a call from my brother out of the blue i can t process this right now and i m at my wit end in the past month i ve lost my boyfriend whom i still love my old apartment and old life in oregon all of my life s worth of belonging and now my grandpa it s almost funny how insanely negative this year ha been i simply can not see myself recovering from all this loss and sadness and i don t know what to do it is just too much and i have no hope or light left i m feeling suicidal | 1 |
totally disagreei thought great movie kidsdawn wells gilligans islandand promise shown barely known dana platoit disneylike hardly disregarded meaningless fluffno scary meant bei wont ruin endingbut unusual way donei mean kids characters great know expect endthe basic plot also lot kids say fact kids expert fishermen central plot especially initiallyit also helps jam towards endit also plus overly longi think clocks minutes | 0 |
researching susan harrison the ballerina reference bonanza episode reminded gembr br this episode inspiration dylans all along watch tower hendrixs cover probably well know one best one bestbr br thus episode responsible several bests bad approximately minutes televisionbr br but the twilight zone comment series unnecessarybr br characters typical serling intense dramatic barreling toward end inevitable hindsight surprising first time see itbr br this episode spoiled one sentence good spoil seen itbr br but feel ambushed never listen hendrix ears again | 0 |
seems like logical option world cant fit intohave never fit society im much nonconformist motivation finish college grades fine absolutely hate classes cant keep interest pretty much every class ive entire life ive tried multiple types classes spanning different majors friends to benefit success finding work parents use work mcdonalds critique smh career path well im worthless highly likely bpd mdd add well gad honestly sound like subsets one another tried medication unsuccessful tried stimulants hated well cure depression im essentially screwed life imagine death worse candy compared picture close lowest point ill probably get kicked soon become homeless | 1 |
update yesterdays post da post httpswwwredditcomrteenagerscommentskqyi_managed_to_do_something_big_epicutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf fuck saw astolfo internet said no also thinks big gay | 0 |
birutagme yeah it wa really depressing stuff like that get to me | 0 |
thinks bit odd story year old england got stabbed death really big news outside uk compare school shootings like hear england within day seems like story exclusive uk know year old boy set girlfriend paid another year old stab way teaching lesson got angry sent nudes another guy | 0 |
friend said i dont even want im girl believes break himhi reddit really really need help friend lets call guy fallen girlfriend severe trust issues them fully believes going lose thursday next meet up told eaten slept last hours said i dont even want im girl idea help ive told needs get help said hed get thrown looney bin mind too fucked right now idea say help him know help situation im good friends guy girl reddit please help me wrong area please tell get help friend thank reading tldr check title | 1 |
just joined up. can't sleep. mon-tue trackday at NJMP on the CBR600RR http://www.njmotorsportspark.com/tracks.html ...thunderbolt | 0 |
fucking bored dad going take shopping stuck workplace got work seriously people that sooo bored | 0 |
height reveal | 0 |
narcissism thing keep alive super high eq fact know things others dont fact feel things others dont advanced knowledge sexual logistics ability think man woman many powers acquired years im normal man im gifted supernatural way | 0 |
khqrightnow i heard them making announcement trying to find them the mother looked so worried | 0 |
@lovemeavamp Have a good one Nighty night! | 0 |
nothing do pretend horny jail officer check post history determine horny jail sentence | 0 |
know make weekendeverything piling while every time looks like things getting better something falls end right back here worse watch hope get crushed never all im freshly minted grad student im well im working decent dead end job get rejection rejection jobs field husband family seem baffled seem understand im smart capable think am anyway th three day weekend think im going much time think feel like im drowning every failure ive experienced last three years love husband family want give opportunity watch fail anymore | 1 |
boy boi one better boy boi | 0 |
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wish would go away endive struggled depression years gotten much worse within last couple years feel like im burden upon family friends wake morning wondering even given another day lives taken deserve iti feel like nothing matters im aware sound like teenager going wah wah wah assure case oh add onto note im gonna soon today first day ive sat myself listened music thoughts crept back in why here would matter disappeared would take pain away feeling pain now forthmy brain wants never wake back deal life anymore | 1 |
getting close hanging myselfim sick nothing working doubt waiting help | 1 |
official redflag notefor legal purposes deny thoughts harm anyone else asked person deny it disclaimer asidei saw forty seven year old crush twenty two year old lap bode well thirty five year old fiance one guys age interested me know hes guy earth echos larger truth larger truth red pill right love looks beauty physical world failing organism poor treatment disrespect get whole society symptom something larger know letter might make everyone laugh honestly ive come smelly cell neck beard whos joy life arguing reddit trolls hate life hate people worst hate feeling skin hate waking every day me hate feeling inside even best technology strictest diet hardest work cant fix feeling body fail me cant fix aging male toothless balding fifty year old covered tats still get twenty year old babe lap idiot friend proves female sit around watching display feeling saggy wanting throw food miss loved cared even though real hate people theyve abused entire life thats universal truth life planet well fucking hate people lot | 1 |
Oops just fell asleep for 4 hours. Making pasta | 0 |
complain instagram stealing memes stupid memes supposed spread give shit made meme also watermarks useless nobody goes back original creator page anyways memes art silly jokes stop commenting stolen rsubreddit look ridiculous | 0 |
many thoughtsim sure completely qualify posting here seems like best place go ive many bad thoughts lately ive hard time couple years started really break somewhat recently im finishing high school hopefully going college soon im trying hardest go away college living house nightmare know me older sisters antidepressants anti anxiety medication moved out im afraid might stuck ill never able go anywhere life cant keep together mentally much longer want things get point cant fix anything really need someone talk to help would absolutely appreciated | 1 |
@sm9 You can tell them what you like and don't like on their site so they know what to send you | 0 |
redflag drowninghas anyone ever tried it | 1 |
either everything nothing all fthis going quite long im sorry know going make sense need let can ill try coherent possible apologise nothing makes sense all title suggests either feel everything nothing all know describe mean everything basically everything feels intense like experiencing every emotion once suddenly everything shifts colourful nothing feel numb everything seems static drop one pole another frustrating tiring ive always sad growing up know dad pictures passed away car accident young fault though car ill child am simply born hed still world always think never got chance tell dad loved go him everyday think life around death affected family intensely relationship mum used quite good remarried really happy going partner fact still somehow get experience like father husband really nice use treated us like own child is completely understand naturally would love child us obviously arent related him starting feel like family isnt blood unfortunately husband attention starting shift step brother dont get wrong love step brother still close right now id understand think im selfish bitch here mother forgot us treated us like servants wasnt hard brother used scream lazy selfish retard ill suffer cystic fibrosis stuff related ill given already lol literally thought going kill one point furious started hitting head wall still remember evert bit event still dreams mum coming kill me despite anger towards though shed still pay medical bills im thankful that worst brother showing serious symptoms brain tumour didnt anything about found stroke uncles place happened mums probably didnt even get chance fight turns cancer metastasised lung found out passed away eight months diagnosis really shattered died talented year old much expect future death uncle wife offered take ever since ive living them looking back time feel like coping quite well emotions boyfriend died years ago met brothers death hospital cancer really didnt want lose anyone anymore started seeing even werent hospital whenever needed him hed make sure ive taken medication always reminded eat drink know kind sounds like tfios relationship basically like film really afraid enter relationship borderline personality disorder im bipolar well imagine hard person like that didnt leave told stayed despite awful things ive said him beyond amazing although ive thoughts redflag brother passed away become intense especially boyfriend passed away tried times got really close left coma days made everything worse especially second attempt psychiatrist gives medication week aunt checks every fucking hour check havent cut im still alive everything controlled around me feel trapped mind surroundings want live dont want live want feel better thoughts comfort zone dilemmas hard weigh neither choose live die life meant shorter everyone else cant deal physical torment mental torment go everyday body never peace mind cant even get lung transplant even wanted since mental illnesses ive attempted redflag couple times part wants another chance live im reliable enough sometimes feel like mind peaceful even feel like want live another bipolar cycle become depressed hell right makes want kill myself depressed even something it really hard lately aunt makes big deal everything like staring knife dinner tons people lectured wrong commit redflag learn find worth life dont get it im running towards death everyday twenty ive lived average life expectancy cf patients everyday passes part body deteriorating someone whos capable ending life expected carry extremely suffering capacity slowing getting worse hoping life taken away live ive seen others battle cf pass away pure torture earth redflag crime modern society know long word vomit dont care one reads it thank much though did wanted write feel like someones listening | 1 |
one minute im stable next minute im planning hanging myselfi bpd utterly exhausting fast mood shift used moods would shift course couple days bounce back forth extremes several dozen times single day yesterday morning woke extremely bad place ive displaying escalating parasuicidal behavior several weeks talking using pellet gun looks much like glock prop try get people acknowledge validate shitty horrible feel also get help dig hole ive dug myself clue climb own ive also extremely manic random mania manic urge hide emotional turmoil pain talking things like getting car driving hundred miles blowing literally savings maxing credit cards fancy hotel ridiculous dinners two weeks also cruising around car tune additional miles hell not manic energy scares me especially combined rapidly cycling moods massive impulse control issues recipe disaster spent day heart heart talks mom best friend phone spent hours talking phone total two them felt better talking them within minutes call ending started feelings despair hopelessness consume again feelings issue urges impulses feel particularly strong wave emotion hits me first thought hanging stepping front bus ive felt urges wash several times today came close giving temptation stepping front bus literally started sweating degree weather close it walked around hours afterwards dazedissociated state silently crying moved new hotel room spent least minutes examining room find best place anchor belt bathrobes belt basically anywhere post night honestly im always scanning surroundings see best path living moment case decide indulge urge like im always planning lay bed ill feel okay minutes thought triggers strong emotion run head next thing know im literally mentally picturing taking necessary steps hang myself minutes later im back calm collected minutes that another triggering thought pops head go back fantasizing ending all rapid oscillation okay one minute ready wrap belt around closet hanger bar next minute exhausting unpleasant unwanted roller coaster ride worst all kinds rapid massive emotional state changes urges increasingly common life level frankly mentally crippling dont want die feel like limited shitty options dying favorable outcome still shitty choice none options staying alive letting go past dearly miss desirable given emotional issues sucks much im beyond exhausted all want stability | 1 |
first real break warning sucks irl friends seeing hi im ok rn dont bring plz seriously im recommending getting heart broken fun experience | 0 |
high as hell. i haven't been like this in forever. watching mtv with cindy. | 0 |
is again in the math lab | 0 |
today last dayim years old go private high school means happy thing wrong life emotionally verbally abusive father however cannot feel anything sadness pain im medically diagnosed psychopath severe depression nothing live eyes self esteem redeeming qualities nothing good cannot feel happy unless im cutting abusing drugs ive never loved never able love anyone im worthy love ill never loved isnt cry help comfort dont know im posting honest wanted like minded people know sympathize live final day earth | 1 |
Off to GH to meet up @soodugyot Shawarma time! | 0 |
@onceatweeter it's called a nice trip to rehab town | 0 |
really know im meant type hereim sorry really know im meant say really wanted somebody talk to uh six months ago friend passed away ive trying really hard make new friends people seem like me ive always sorta depressed never bad know im meant anymore cant talk family anymore cant remember last time went whole day without little panic attack future im starting make really sick anyway thanks letting tell somebody | 1 |
guess forgot read countrys native language yep guessed correctly kingqueen meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee | 0 |
movie two australian girlsdebbie nell schofield sue sue knightand happens become girlfriends two surfer guysbr br i caught art cinema america technically still teenager i interested seeing australian teens acted script wise theres nothing new here shows usual teenage adventures dealing dating sex suicide etc etc always knew going happen never bored found interesting was despite accent changes clothes hair teenagers much different american teens many difficulties hangups also based book real surfer girl true life adventures i heard faithful adaptation it acting ok actors attractive wellmade pretty interesting unsung masterpiece pretty accurate portrayal like teenager trying popular kids give | 0 |
even know right now am someone really care blocked randomly cant calm thoughts really know do feel like absolute shit none friends awake really anyone go to | 0 |
something look forward totruly find comfort pain gone end nothing matter simply exist dont worry others think gone wont problem anymore plus fuck anyways didnt care enough would care im gone regardless thing makes feel okay sad wont feel anything end | 1 |
problem that kind surprised first time hearing cousins name missed dearly spent dollars plane ticket go visit think much it noticed course couple weeks constantly getting snapchats jessica reluctant open front me another thing surprised always would open things front me never problem phone open snapchat jessica kind pulled phone closer see screen noticed phone background one day saw happy birthday card picture drawn it signed jessica | 0 |
i often hold myself back from doing the thing i want to do because i don t feel like i meet the bare minimum standard to have realistic prospect for success what should i do to overcome this for instance i would love to be able to have a job earn money and be self sufficient i lost three job over the course of three month from 0 0 and i wound up in a deep depression from which i ve been trying to crawl out of ever since i later realized that i have adhd pi which explains nearly every factor that contributed to my past underperformance i wa often late for work i called in sick when i couldn t get out of bed i wa slow at my job etc i didn t realize that the issue i had were outgrowth of executive dysfunction and once i realized i had adhd everything suddenly made sense i had always been told and in fact came to believe that i wa just lazy that my lack of success wa my attitude towards work and it wa a simple a that but no it s not actually so simple even so i feel like i need to be 00 confident that it s under control before i attempt to re enter the workforce here s why i view being hired for any job a a promise on your part when you accept a position you are implicitly agreeing that you will be consistently hard working focused and reliable by consistently i mean at least 99 of the time everyone ha the occasional bad day where they underperform but to be a good employee this need to be a rare occurrence no more than maybe once every six month or so at the absolute most you need to be on time you need to be consistently applying yourself to the extent where you re feeling exhausted by the day s end and you need to be making a sustained effort to be living up to and preferably exceeding the expectation that are set out for you by your employer in short you either make a full commitment or you don t in my opinion if you apply for a job and accept a position knowing full well that you re going to struggle with thing a basic a punctuality or worker engagement it is disingenuous for you to even send in an application in the first place another example at year old i have never gone out on a single actual date with a woman let alone anything beyond that it just feel futile for me to even ask a woman out i find it unrealistic to think that a woman would find me physically or romantically attractive i feel like in order to date someone you have to be their equal by most metric equally attractive equally successful etc at the very least you have to fulfill some basic criterion be employed full time have a driver s license own a car be adept at handling social situation take good care of your body and your appearance maintain a consistently clean and orderly living space etc similar to employment asking somebody out feel like yet another unspoken agreement in doing so you are effectively conveying that you have your life together are able to keep it together on a consistent basis for the foreseeable future and want to get to know them on an intimate level once again you either make a full commitment or you do not if you can t give it 00 on a consistent basis then don t waste their time there are other thing that hold me back from dating another factor is that i m terrified of inadvertently going about it in an inappropriate manner e g wrong place wrong time misreading signal and making her uncomfortable with my overture then there s the fact that i m asexual and probably wouldn t have a high enough libido to satisfy most woman on a frequent enough basis but the main reason is the fact that i don t think i am capable of making a full commitment in my mind it s all or nothing i guess the long and short of it is that i don t apply for work ask woman out or do much of anything with my life because i don t think i m good enough i m not worthy i doubt my capability a being on the same level a everyone else and i don t want to pretend like i am capable of maintaining the kind of commitment that most people are able to make | 1 |
Meeting my bf tonight | 0 |
know tell anyone thismy heart feels cold feel lonely beautiful family many loved ones care me good job wonderful life still feel miserable want end girls wife daughter fuck hurts live thank listening really mean that thank you | 1 |
im commit redflaghello ive never made post first last post last months truly completely lost everything life meaning february went mental break tried hook another girl relationship dumbest mistake ive ever made cant believe it nothing happened fact still counts willing cheat girlfriend girl dreams made every single day worth living made last months august person post facebook status effectively ruined life every single way shape form accused sexual assault merit police even take case community live apsolutely murdered me cant leave house without feeling scared cant eat cant sleep im upto day literally sleep ive started micronap last weeks ex partner parted ways good terms stop calling got sad every time called manipulative thats afraid me really final straw me ive never hurt anyone life crying emotional angry sad time take single call ive phone many redflag hotlines still even slightly deterring me truly believe nothing left life live now got fired every person ive cried help simply said theyll see tomorrow answered phone cant anymore life going where lost live tried fucking hard smallest bit left dont wish stronger im not | 1 |
the only reason i can t bring myself to do it is the thought of my mom coming to wake me up and finding me dead or the rest of my family feeling burdened by it we ve already lost a cousin of mine to suicide barely two year ago i don t want to do that to them it s the only reason i haven t yet if only i could stop being so damn empathetic to my own detriment i could just stab myself and finally be free | 1 |
maxbarners i hope it all go well | 0 |
Mm, that cake was yummy | 0 |
steve buscemi the weather in canada is freezing | 0 |
i ve suffered with anxiety all my life been on multiple medication from a young age just to try and make my life more manageable i ve grown up because an adult yet i still spend day in bed and cry because my anxiety is just so bad i wake up with the heavy feeling of dread all the time and find even the most minor inconvenience barely managable let alone the big one which entirely crush me i have no idea how to help it anymore i drink alcohol regularly because that s the only thing that help my mind to hush and stop beating me up about everything i do wrong for just a little while any tip from anyone would be most appreciated | 1 |
tried making post friends got harassed lot disorderit personality disorder did got called disgusting child alter told im lying making up im crying hate much ive spent life dealing diagnosed disorder got called childish disgusting random girl harassed pm others trying cure dont understand ive spent whole life feeling like freak child alter wanted honest disorder front new friends didnt think id get harassed much really hate feel like freak | 1 |
many guys make friends girls actually want friends want fuck girl like says want friends whine moan it like guys genuinely actually want make friends women whats bad friend zone like someone enough want boyfriend enough want friend yall know tiring think making good friends person come say want fuck dissapear tell no braces incoming not guys comments people read title properly | 0 |
better way everyonei unlovable | 1 |
guys imagine ifi captured aliens post cry help wouldnt funny | 0 |
tired know kill parents hidden things thag use really escape shit even know anymore | 1 |
http://twitpic.com/6ghe9 - Enjoying my Bloody Orange granita at La Porchetta. Right after the gym too... Tsk tsk | 0 |
name identity memories lost girlfriend wanted disappear still traced destroyed world hardly built wants explanation get ride people made is yeah jason bourne back time s vengeancebr br ok movie elaborated script world thematics clever ask serious questions society course like every hollywoodian movie since end s the bourne suprematy superheroes story jason bourne captainamerica projectlike whos gone completely wrong first movie hero discovered abilities accepted second one fights considers like evil person close killed his girlfriend suprematy them thats part superhero story including character realistic still impressive almost invincible super powersbr br and interesting point evil fights across world theres frontiers bournes movies characters going one continent another blink eye is best seasons american enemy whos beliefs fight good country completely blinds him funny mad patriots n enemies paranoiac hollywoods storiesbr br beside interesting thematics movie flawless feminine character nickie parson completely useless direction quite unoriginal comes dialogs scenes really matter the bourne ultimatum action movie action scenes rather impressivebr br everyone talking waterloo scene tanger pursuit everyones right particularly enjoyed fight tanger reminds exaggeration craziness works tsui hark visually inventive scenes lots intelligent action parts good reflection americans contemporary thematics the bourne ultimatum definitely best movie series interesting original action flick | 0 |
another showcase led zeppelin finest absolute rocking best every band member best jimmy page bow guitar jpj thunderous bass bozo pounding away robert singing like tomorrow say get first song gonna groove beginning something special dvd follows zeppelin year carree starting royal albert hall madison square garden followed much older mature band earls court finally different looking band last english show knebworth dvd fantastic showcase zeppelin fan n | 0 |
everything enjoyed bores me life pretty much stopped worth pain experiencing every day pain got times worse due recent breakup losing meant losing source happiness got leftbut still cannot decide want keep living not hope left things could get better time something tells maybe hang onim relapsing self harm again least gotten drinking time being really know much able drink again replacing booze means self harm think working really well cave go bottle think expect final goodbye herei stuck weird limbo cannot decide end already maybe coward sure want live | 1 |
friend attempted dies im sure tooi got news even hour ago dont know know one thing doesnt make alive know wont either fault | 1 |
@Spingere I'm willing to entertain all offers! | 0 |
Cocktails + balcony +scorching day = heaven | 0 |
need love clap thicc cheeks butnever mind | 0 |
jobs easy die inmy life horrible want live anymore however dont wanna take life im scared dont know painless method love serve people make others feel good might well die serving thinking military police firefighter else | 1 |
dont know work regretting decisionfinished bottle zopiclone mg already feel nauseous dizzy solid minutes mg total im regretting decision much hate life hope isnt way go | 1 |
well i wa going to rpm vespa need oil i ain t going anywhere | 0 |
searching for a new apartment for six of us to stay...... | 0 |
I turned my twitter back on. On my way to San Antonio. Riverwalk tonight, Fiesta Texas tomorrow, and competit.. http://tinyurl.com/n57944 | 0 |
much coward end itjust left home honestly im edge mother called whore shouted fucking much hates useless im next railway waiting train know im much pussy jump fuck want theres nothing make shit better know fuck fuck fuck fuck | 1 |
: just got done spending the day wit my mom. We went out to eat & went shopping!! love you mom!!!!! | 0 |
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@exoticmaya Yeah, go on sexy! | 0 |
i am currently a senior at a prestigious college i worked really hard in high school to get there living a a lower middle class kid going to a high school that provided terrible education i never needed a pill or therapy or anything until my first breakup and my first year of college something shifted immediately suddenly i wa depressed i didn t have any plan for the future and i still don t over the year i used validation from sex with men social status and a crippling shopping addiction to deal and it ha been in and out but always there i started going on medication in college i am currently on anti depressant and vyvanse a i can no longer find any energy to do a single thing if i don t take it i hate it it make me even more miserable and my mood swing worse but hey at least i can get out of bed seeing my friend have the energy to go out on weekend them getting prestigious job being put together and looking at myself who ha no job lined up my partner is amazing but doesn t love me and i am in a shit ton of financial debt from personal debt like credit card to school loan i really lost any drive i had i ve been unhappy the whole time i ve been here for the past year it is absolutely fucking exhausting living like this my brain is always caught in negative thought loop i am so stressed that my neck and upper back are in pain i use kratom and other anxiety relief to cope my mood swing are horrible and even just fucking talking myself down every single day is so tiring i can t do this anymore i hate myself so much i hate my life i hate my diseased brain nothing help i m not even a good person a lot of the time knowing that i have to deal with this mental illness while working my entire life is too much to bear sometimes i am so angry i hit my head against the wall and hit myself with my hand i have so much anger and rage inside of me that never go away i don t even feel capable of learning anymore i am convinced my brain can no longer retain information and that i m just fucking stupid and worthless i want to die i really really can t take it much longer | 1 |
suicidal online friend went darkabout week ago went dark one could contact tried asking closest friends one knows anything dont know | 1 |
Getting ready to host my brother-in-law & our Swiss house guest for diner tonight | 0 |
Having negative friends is linked to depression, lowered self esteem, insomnia and anxiety. Positive friends promote good overall health. | 1 |
@ButterfIies It gets left behind in the teenage years. Replaced by intense memes about depression. Honestly not all that bad tbh | 1 |
sorry posting topspin wii tennis ball post often reddit glitched up forced wait post tell posting repeatedly im swarmed many people like angry something understand side story know | 0 |
long story short military amp go medical get diagnosed type mental ailment disorder ruin career say ruin would drastically change amp would ultimately change job duty station rip away foundation built here called suicide hotline twice seek guidance amp someone talk relation anyone around me database keep calls many times do so con would call people make known eventually chain command insight would greatly appreciated suicide hotline | 1 |
my grad. party is tomorrow yay | 0 |
@alvinko Just got Tweetie for my iPod Touch, pretty sweet ha but have you got a chance to listen to Fleet Foxes yet? They're at Lolla | 0 |
one time asked gay thought would gay | 0 |
Only 2 days of sophmore year left! thank godd <3 txt mehhh im boredd | 0 |
my miss doesn't read my tweets so she wouldn't know that the emo guy won #dsds | 0 |
friend wants kill himself stop sohe low selfesteem know wants life hes insisting theres nothing good himself redeeming qualities help | 1 |
school starts tomorrow morning anyone wanna talk dont want summer end yet anyone wanna talk | 0 |
watched kong vs godzilla damn godzilla moveable thats | 0 |
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