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to our situation, you cried for me on the phone in the evening, and

في حالنا عيطت لي في التليفون ديك العشيه

God gives me, and God does for me, if I intend to

والله يعطيني والله يفعل لي اذا كنت ناويه

separate you, my aunt, do not put in

انني نفرقكم صافي ا خالتي ما تدعيش في

your head the pure, daba that you are mentioning, give to your son

راسك صافي دابا اللي تراثره عيطي لولدك

and tell me that he will wean my braids to the house, and pray for the

وقولي لي سيفط لي براتي للدار والصلاه على

Prophet, and whoever is in the house is going to get rid of him, I

النبي واللي دارشي غادي يتخلص عليه انا ما

have nothing. We talk to your son and he betrayed me and Daba

عندي ما ندير وعييت مع ولدك وخاني ودابا

without discussing this issue. She said to me, “Why do

بلا ما نجبدو هذا الموضوع قالت لي غادي

we call Daba on the phone and tell him

نعيط ليه دابا في التليفون ونقول له

the paper is dirty and we go out with no rights, no,

الورقه ديال الوسخها ونخرج بلا حقوق بلا

no, of course I don’t agree. I cut off the phone and

والو لا اكيد ماغاديش موافق قطعت التليفون

walked to Declaris, with my leg unlocking the

ومشيت ديكلاريس باللي انه رجلي بتطل القفل

house. They called for him to come back.” I got the bracelet

نتاع الدار عيطوا له رجعوا لي السوارت

and came back and sat at home. I found it shaking the

ورجعت جلست في الدار لقيتها هز التلفازه

big TV in the class house and the ovens were raiding

الكبيره نتاع بيت الكلاس والفران يداهم

at his mother’s house. She was home to them. They were losers, and this

عند امه حيت هي ديالها كانوا خاسرين وهذا

thing in the first place was even a matter for anyone in his family.

الشيء اصلا اللي كانت حتى شي حد من عائلته

Where did he come from? I had a place to manage them in the onion. The

فين ما جاو عندي كانوض ندير لهم في البصله

disappointing thing is that I and his niece, Gadi, are

والحاجه الخايبه انا وبنت اخته غادي

accusing me of disgrace. Diyala and said to him, “Why were you going

تتهمني في العارات ديالي وقالت له فاش كنت

out with her? You were like stopping the mobile phones and telling

خارجه معها كنت كتوقف الطوموبيلات وتقول

them to come and get ready with her. This

لهم اجيو تهضروا معها وهاد الهضره عمرها

was never impossible. I had never even put it on

ما كانت مستحيل عمرني ما دبرت حتى على

my head, and I am a girl. So how could we manage this thing

راسي وانا بنت فكيفاش غادي ندير هذا الشيء

with his sister’s niece? I started crying to get her back. May

مع بنت اخته تما بديت كانبكي نرجعها جزاكم

God reward her situation,

الله وضعها

especially since I had spent nothing with them.” Goodness is one

خصوصا انني كنت صرفت معهم غير الخير واحد

for the same. I did not go to the first session, as I was not

بواحد الجلسه الاولى ما مشيتش حيث ما كنتش

psychologically prepared and did not want to go in front of them. He was broken and weak, and it

مهيئه نفسيا وما كنتش باغه قدامهم حطمه

was postponed for 12 days, and here we are going to

وضعيفه وتاجلت 12 يوم من بعد وهنا غادي

meet him because he brought with him his brother and his wife, and they laughed and

نلقاه لانه جايب معاه اخوه ومرته وكيضحكوا

made me laugh, but of course the first session did not take place, and

خلوني كانتشوا ولكن اكيد ما بينش الجلسه

she told me that the issue would not be reconciled

الاولى وقالت لي القضيه واش مغاتصالحوش

with her. No, she asked me. I told her that I wanted

ديال لها لا هي سولتني قلت لها انا باغا

reconciliation, and frankly, I didn't say it from my heart, since

الصلح وصراحه ما كنتش كنقولها من قلبي حيت

if she refused, we wouldn't even take anything right. I went back to my

اذا رفضت ما غادي ناخد حتى شي حق رجعت

house and collected all my belongings and everything from

لداري وجمعت كاع الحوايج كاع كل شيء من

Taqtak. Peace be upon you. I went back to my brother and told me to

طقطق السلام عليكم عدت على خويا قلت لي

bring her a camera. I shook everything in it and left the

جيب ليا كاميو هزيت فيه كل شيء وخليت

house whistling without caution. I am at the point of

الدار كتصفر غير الحيوطه علما اني في قمه

dispensing with my family's homes and I have nothing to

الاستغناء على دوك الحوايج وما عندي ما

manage them, but the monopoly and that injustice

ندير بهم ولكن ديك الحكره وذاك الظلم

made me shake everything, why is

خلاني نهز كلشي علاش

the house for sale? I turned my head to the one who was

الدار للبيع ودرت راسي باللي انا اللي

going to buy it from him, and I stayed with him. He told

غادي نشريها من عنده وبقيت كندوي معاه قال

me, "No, I have a problem with women." He is

لي لا راه عندي مشكل مع المراه

lying after this thing, where

يكذب من بعد هذا الشيء حيث

I am. I was the one who broke up with my marriage, and I was the one who

انا اللي خرجت على زواجي وباللي انا اللي

was the reason for this whole thing, but this was an

كنت السبب في هذا الشيء كله ولكن هذا كان

illusion in my head

واهم في راسي

for me to make amends, something that was big, everything that was

لي في التعويض شي حاجه اللي كبيره كل شيء

dear to me, and I raised it to the great judge, who is the

عزيزتي ورفعتها للقاضي الكبير اللي هو

judge of heaven, who was going to do justice to me and was going to cool

قاضي السماء اللي غادي ينصفني وغادي يبرد

my heart. They destroyed me after I was active. And

لي جوفي حطموني من بعد ما كنت نشيطه

his bed, but I did not hear about my right, and my brother was wronged, and

وفراشه ولكن ما سمعتش في حقي واخا تظلمت

he was crying again, and the biggest thing that bothered me was that I

كانبكي من جديد واكبر حاجه بردت عليا انني

returned home to him empty. This was my story,

رجعت له الدار خاويه هذه هي كانت حكايتي

and this was my story. Sincerity, my honorable ones,

وهذه هي كانت حكايه اخلاص يا كرام الخيانه

do not excuse betrayal, whether it is small or large, no matter how

لا تبري لها سواء كانت صغيره كبيره ايا

big it is. You have absolutely no right to

كان الحجم ديالها ما عندكش نهائيا حق انك

cheat if You are in a relationship with someone who is your second, even if

تخون اذا ارتبطتي بشخص اللي هو ثاني ولو

that person is yours. All rights are yours. This is

يكون ذاك الانسان جميع الحقوق ديالك هذا

not the justification for you to betray, no matter how much

ليس المبرر باش انك تخون مهما وصل فيك

need you have. No, it is not your right and it is my right to say that we

الاحتياج لا هي لا من حقك ومن حقي نقولو

can no longer continue with each other. Firstly,

حنا ما غاديش نقدروا نكملوا مع بعضنا اولا

we are not comfortable with each other, but

احنا ما مرتاحينش مع بعضياتنا ولكن

betrayal is not from the point of view of sincerity. Your story is a

الخيانه لا هذه من جهه اخلاص قصتك هي

summary of the words of Ahmed Atallah of Alexandria, in

خلاصه ديال قوله احمد عطاء الله السكندري

which you say: “Maybe He gave you, so He prevented you. Maybe

اللي تيقول فيها ربما اعطاك فمنعك ربما

He prevented you, so He gave you.” And when did he open for you the door of understanding in

منعك فاعطاك ومتى فتح لك باب الفهم في

prevention? Sarah, prevention is a gift. Why does God not make

المنع ساره المنع عطاء علاش ربي ما يسرش

children happy for you? I have not explained to you after once. First,

لكم الاولاد ما بيناتكم بعد مره اولا

always

دائما

with the matters of predestination, because there is

مع امور ديال القضاء والقدر لانه كاين

a justification and there is a reason. My Lord, do not neglect anything

مبرر وكاين سبب حيث ربي ما تيحطش اي حاجه

in vain in this world. Every thing has its own

عبثيه في هذه الدنيا كل حاجه عندها

status. I salute you for your strength.

المكانه ديالها احييك على القوه ديالك

I salute you for your continuity. Life is very

احييك على الاستمراريه ديالك والحياه جد

simple. If you get divorced, it is not the end of the world. May

بسيطه اذا طلقتي ليس بنهايه العالم غادي

God compensate you whoever deserves you and bless you and grow

يعوضك الله من يستحقك ويهز بيك ويكبر

your family and respect you. So give your head a chance to

بالعائله ديالك ويحترمك فاعطي فرصه لراسك

live the long life it deserves. And the offer is here and

انك تعيشي الحياه بالطول ديالها والعرض

welcome in your head. Serve me and start your life

ديالها وتهلاي في راسك وخدمي وكوني حياتك

again. I know that it is not the end of

من جديد وانا عارفه بلي انا ليس بنهايه

the world for you. This was the story of the night.

العالم عندك هذه هي كانت حكايه الليله

I hope that you will leave something with a good word. Sincerity.

كنتمنى انكم تخليو شي كلمه زوينه الاخلاص

May you always be in God’s care and protection. Your relatives. Congratulations.

دمتم في رعايه الله وحفظه عواشركم مبروكه