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even point anymoreeven go feel better distract form long enough die natural causes drag pit like last time even strong enough couldent clear mind fire heart stand barely fight left fire barly embers ill honest im sure make happyer think put mind cant help feel lost like nothing change end day im still me everything never wanted be failure eyes sure im living lie now would difrent trading one lie another know hate it cant take prid this would like taking prid scars etched leg reminders ive done am im not never seems end sure live lfe always back mind screaming me beging end it finish all finaly put end over part ive lost never get back remind person miror actualy me dont even see face anymore even name one given one chose none feel like me dont know this truly dont know say should ive seen jorney feel like runing hiding away

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im sorry guysive posted lot past everyone really helpful appreciate everyones help hate seeing suffering too hope find way happy day maybe well see side someday bye everyone

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im love berleezy bro hes literally perfect bro funny cute idk ive simping hard almost two years hehe

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well ive hit rock bottom high schoolerthats it nothing matters anymore

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clarify i never told anyone wanted die them never something lifebut done realized yesterday something very selfishin past years used tell closest friends ever feelings suicide like felt sad empty wanted catch bus including time engaged selfharm twice but never told something similar also told things people used know internetwhat did unforgivablei put huge burden them think made feel responsible happiness even intention even tried reciprocate things much could damage donethose things told either qualified mental health professionals decades study anonymous forums people similar problems either anonymity professional relationship boundaries ensure person listens end feeling guilty responsiblemaybe main reason ended mostly alone even desperate help asked horrible way could ever donethey moved deserved happy deserved surrounded positive people love them deserved good things worldsomething useless toxic cowardly person like would never able provide even hurt lot even society ended betraying me never asked kind advice them honestly think ever good person all ever since child trouble connecting people way like speak walk express myself pissed much ended bullying punishment slowly ignored got message moved away livesheh thought could hero kind hero thatwhat kind decent human something like thatlike someone told once even never bad intentions towards them final actions ones mattered mostaristotle said friendships based either affinity utility true loveaside exceptions think friendships ever life utility affinity ones based true loveand deep inside core good person explains suffer like punishment think manipulator

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first night postingi posted rdepression ive lurking sub lot longer ive depressed almost years length people sub bet bragging horrible older people like here sometimes think people used know people used feel like me see apparently grown it see still thinking redflag everyday cant snap outgrow wake fuck get act together sometimes wonder seeking help even yield results all long ive gone deep feeling depression taken hold corrupted soul cant even remember feeling happy anymore differentiate feelings sometimes feel like depression seeped brain taken hold existence good life job loving girlfriend car friends family every time im social setting like tonight baby shower get fucking sad sit room see smiling faces laughing fun laugh inside feel inadequate hard even put words feel sit there sit next girlfriend know someone else better someone passion life enjoys everyday activities feel life sitting next someone sit present think back head holding back watery eyes thinking there exist all im taking space im holding everyone back everyone positive force pushing happiness personality universe im fucking black hole anti matter wanting fade away leukemia fine long take pill everyday rest life diagnosed years ago taken medication months know refill it

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planning kill semesteri feel like living wasted first two years engineering classmates ml cp whatnot wasting time like idiot think get job offers coming developing country average guy sucks tried finding interests move past even basics tried couldnt finding way make easier parents deserve waste space suggestions would welcome gun laws strict country buildings higher floors

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whats dudes anybody talk anything really filler filler

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whats difference using chip sliding debit card also use them umm im sorry ask dumb question im new buying stuff dont want embarrass use card help would greatly appreciated d

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future spouse could telling theyll together ever flip side could lied left married someone else nothings permanent everythings random theres even theories every second identical amount time last second

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valentines day call girls joy hours crying really need cuddle someone

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someone help homework please here problems httpsimgurcomgallerytsnopve due like two hours anything helps

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day posting lines bee movie every day get so experience pick job normal well well well met someone did beeish

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throwaway friends colleagues know main reddit also sorry right subredditampxbto start pretty good upbringing almost problems all went school without much trouble parents good me really nothing complain about but feel joy anything all hobbys feel mundane like everything else quickly get annoyed drained able hangout friends alone long thoughts get deep sometimes get suicidal going sometimedespite covid rampaging around could find somewhat decent paying job drowned work could think all colleague somewhat close friend worried working much honest mind it made clear really living work past year recently made promotion supervising position frankly much me miss old work much trigger anything inside me anything sort left bittersweet feeling nutshell year old normal upbringing reason joy life goal all

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american please make sure parents registered vote also possibly can post serious posts here ill keep quick ampxb democracy important want political family affect outcome im canadian cant american make sure parents aunts cousins everyone is

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legendary bottle every single time bring water bottle class class every one asks got ask would sell one every time tell ireland i used live im there make sad face like fault bottle wow went thought sorry waisting ur time wanted get back

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online lesson forgot mic still fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck like fuck

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henlo anyone wanna talk m damn got back universal super hot outside

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want hug hug

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saw film entry santa fe film festival heavy film depiction completely dysfunctional family taken another level extreme might left depressed extreme funny sight gags dialogue along way lightened films overall tone relatively uplifting ending gave hope affected initial tragedy still walk theatre ready go fun party film stayed several daysbr br brought back memories ordinary people humor mixed tragedy thought acting excellent especially sigourney weaver emile hirsh character dealt tragedy times sad selfdefeating also times hilarious clever dialogue situations

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december train leaves central station stockholm berlin much left arrives train passengersbr br this black comedy directed peter dalle acted like used act s also photographed in bw like used period actors must lots fun making it much characters like s story well narrated everybody timingbr br a deadly black deadly funny film see it think swedes capable humour

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anyone want come join minecraft birthday party bet ones gonna join like real life

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worry god putting everything bad year future great fillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfillerfiller

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passively suicidaldoes anyone know help passively suicidal ive dealing years gotten worse recently need beat it

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take moments look yourselfi posted recently essentially vent struggled long time depression anxiety ptsd would say bad times good times years life today realized little actually focus myself figured probably applies lot people here easier focus things around us distract ourselves end day know done much anything change life ive tried distract feeling like shit life going change change it ive realized need change please take moments look yourself help

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ive strangely attracted film since saw showtime sometime early s say strangely rather ludicrous bit softcore fluff genre im particularly interested in dialogue pompously nonsensically philosophical making sense doubt francoitalian producersand plot completely extraneous achieve wonderfully hypnotic thoroughly pleasant mood scenery the beautiful philippines softfocus nudity wonderful score contribute strange extremely watchable exercise sort film making seldom seen today truly one great guilty pleasures fortunate enough find old laserdisc watched times think healthy worthwhile moodpiece

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im better dead alivelets face it im another autistic nut job living horrible life whole life ive bullied pushed aside people tell get it truly understood felt maybe would take back supposed know want me sit here trying commit redflag maybe send sign hope truly care

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quickly think check seperate windows confirm profiles made recently within past month even day adding me becoming really annoying profiles add me weird theyre obviousy fake specifically pose certain kind person add another stuff me im lesbian date older men ive never really hung anyone older know cant actually know people weird joke daddy issues dad still around really funny joke weird also note one profiles since disappeared really really creepy

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im barely holding oni night prolonged panic attack get lot one sustained take loraz butbit isnt working im back lamictal hasnt kicked yet bipolar ii im depressed phase im clawing skin fantasizing bleeding out punch feel dont know long this everything spiraling hold together dont lose apartment job family want dead done dont know help point

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want die failed good koreani want die got math im korean really bad school today tried hang guy pulled rope me hate life cut upper left arm mess failure im stupid korean want die

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hey first postlast saturday tried commit redflag again failed obv im alright went hospital everything good ive bit dizzy thats it nobody knows except bf hes help even guilt tripped buying drugs knows hard time saying no told redflag attempt really feels like give shit ampxb ive lonely really friends people would call friends never want meet barely reply fb ive never posted before life seems much depressing think back ampxb

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bizzare look als life back still hyper something real home videos al kid great commentary real life parents gives nice glimpse weird al wound screwed is video must devoted alcoholic

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laptop screen repaired feels good knew scared done cause year old cost lot

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matterno ones going miss me reason hang anymore im worthless life pointless idea im posting here cant anymore

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irish people come ye black tans cone put fight men like man yanks wondering irish people hate black tan people much

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life overflunked college socially challenged scared relationships kind lazy depressed feeling pretty down suicidal sure would easier moment sorry rant nice day

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nobody really caressad true least me im done

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sometimes tie hair pretend im cute artsy boy fuck incredible im trans makes feel smth

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think masturbated lil hard low sounds quarantine phone sex cuz cant see wasnt close cumming said close gripped dick really hard cum think fucked hour later round tip dick pains finna night im hella scared

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much lorazepam hydroxyzine needed die peavefullt cannot live loke thks amymlre dad keeps saying dead really suicidal allmy fault help

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best way ask helpive never one ask help one would expect me one knows im suicidal hell one knows im depressed know best way go telling parents get help maybe end shooting gun ever since one person ever felt cared truely left same cant go like this nothing one feel nothing anymore fix this

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feel though way pain understood people want understand kill myselfi long understood think ever be hurting person want love best cant stop it sorry pitiful seems like asking attention want belittle community

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subject acne acne frickin painful acne thing get body theres bacteria dont need make literal war zone

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might go antifa rally throw molotov air antifa dumb im even republican id fire unto assholes

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cant thisim going psychiatrist soon im going put meds cant wait till then feels much know selfish ive much empath life help everyone else myself im done

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guys got diagnosed lethal illness doctor told ive got cold think im going die

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dad really knows ruin everyones day woke morning shirtless way garage cut hair i buzz cut cut myself getting lil longer id like walk garage room greet im going garage goes put shirt cold there said its ok im cutting hair who tf wears shirt theyre cutting hair gets itchy him saying disrespectful rebuttal walk away go get shirt step mom arguing morning ruined theyre pissed other im confused

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lot intrusive thoughts losing loved ones tragedies happening imagining traumatic horrible would be cannot shakethemoff keepcoming back also feel empty cannot find much joy hardly anything hate going depressive episodes remind much life sucks never happy content intrusive thoughts redflag trigger depression

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everybody everybody let us rate reddit avatar edit ayo hold

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parents right blaming fact trouble sleeping lack exercise trouble sleeping semester started parents dont see connection two things flat said physiatrist wouldnt helpdo anything me diagnose lazy trained professional second twin brother said anxiety brought physiatrist quickly also feel like dont believe me say get good sleep wait sec let like one word say oh course didnt constantly getting xgt hours sleep tried waking asking plans never work guys think

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constant paini trying remember last time pain years since remember day hurt either pains stomach joint pains theres cure illness either im scared im hoping day never come day im pain wish could its wonderful life it want cause pain others love care me much times wish never existed pain know sounds pathetic planned out scared causing pain sure do im tired

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every time go kill myself psychosis scares awayto start off psychosis sometimes feel presence dark like feeling terror heart tells person blackness going stab death big knife also terrified security cameras apart that completely delusional sometimes get sad go somewhere kill myself feel like completely destroy body brain otherwise agents come reconstruct put use go top multifloor car park go bridge train tracks every time go two places kill myself become terrified someone dark see security camera following walk not sure hallucination become terrified run away think is coincidence think so feel like upset live maybe stress triggers psychosis edit think security cameras actually following me cctv cameras motion tracking right idea seeing things

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want die errand importanti cannot help laugh comedy errors life mine is supposed dying today planned time window several hours going alone therefore popping crushed pills would ensured demise no parents rang morning errand needs taken care of take better part day death cancelled smh

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cant stop wanting thisi like person am dont think change think feel pure happiness anymore laugh funny joke smile things day feels empty things used make happy things desperately wanted looked forward even much raise heart rate cant stop thinking redflag self harm keep wanting it like deep primal urge know loved know good life love family anything know would evil thing kill myself family loves me niece nephew mean much great dog keeps going every morning kill would destroy family still cant stop wanting end it

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titling seems stupidhullo sw understand people post suicidal psychological reasons anyone ever posted philosophical merits redflag though cant think single compelling reason continue living maybe spare know additional suffering although honest really matter much more hand cant really say ive found single compelling reason to commit redflag either reason keep living cant seem quell apathy long enough actually act guess im really driving is since either option available ends same really significance making choice not really cant imagine killing myself

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idki dont know want live think lot lot cant cant leave brother want

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m love best friend f do best friend ticks boxes basically perfect girl me said takes long time develop feelings truly trust someone best friend though trust lot she rough past understand take long time so trusts told said rough past stuff told anyone else outside fam im person needs affection ive patient really starting get me need advice do thank btw yes im born december born january were far apart age wise were similar maturity tldr best friend perfect girl me best friend cant develop feelings quickly im person needs affection do thank

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im fucking tiredeverything feels like wrong decision everyone ive known probably sees disappointment future bright feels like never ending dark tunnel pointlessness thought never would thoughts again thought id never urge again fucking routine point getting every single day blank face hiding im actually feeling cuz dont ill banned vocational school dont know im holding onto point exhausting

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want explain cannot find peace world desire happiness want thoughts stop want stop emotions wanting more pain happyness nothing want scared want find peace

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see lot yall asking somebody close suicidal thoughts answer them make sure know positively impact life crush suicidal thoughts maybe go it give self esteem boost love them youre going something similar talk problems makes feel safe opening theirs talk think theyre gonna great future coming someone wishes friends lost friendcrush redflag id like think know thing two

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im hitting hard restart life long ive aspiring content creator ive always tried making online presence known recently ive given actions far though ive realised ive faking happy ive done sure believe life far pretty good ive made many mistakes want undo know cant done push button im gonna making new google account new instagram new reddit new youtube new me im sick never fun enjoying myself im sick listen others go making dreams come true want something done im gonna myself one way another includes making sure education get way dreams hinder ability progress education stuff love note im gonna quit school anything im gonna subjects actually enjoy

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chance death redflagim years old addicted heroin years past year ive rehab times already know one day im going kill myself purposely take hot shot end painlessly

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artists here friends discord server artists pm wanna join give link

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suicidal im beta malei hate term represents toxic masculinity however best way phrase it i am a pussy form confrontation back down think evan superbad want able normal person im guy party friends upstairs fucking girls im awkwardly stood kitchen watching people fun women repulsed me natural born alphas betas fact determined genetics knowing existence never get taste like alpha makes life seem meaningless kill myself friends go things im pussy do cant fucking nervous sweaty creepy pedo around girls cant even talk fucking crowd without sweating voice trembling face red tomato cant become alpha kill life worth living pussy

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anyone else feel like nobody takes seriouslyive constantly suicidal past two months feels like nobody seems take seriously makes wonder would surprised kill myself

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clonazepamif took enough clonazepam could kill me half bottle mg each thanks

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im ok i goodperfect almost real anyone thinking anger

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comfortable deathidk im one feels ive realized im afraid death rather would happen around die weird cause hunch young age wouldnt make past grew older statement got true guess maybe im ok making past cause point nobody really talks sleep forever peace mean wish goals ambitions atm im robot living day day

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cant get dog think ill kill myselfthe last thing im holding for yup first two applications didnt work already received many one looking for sent third one different place dont hopes high up

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first joined reddit found place thought kinda dumb still im stupid enough apart it thats all

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deadpool spiderman full fledged battle think would win think deadpool would tire spiderman win yall think

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listening weezer whats move anyone else like weezer really like weezer cool

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anybody wanna talkfeel free message id like talk anybody else going it im years old seem nobody turn emotional support ig im best opening id love listen anyone willing talk

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want end all im autistic im toxic element common failed relationships high school exclassmates still talk make jokes fun parents abusive stalk abuse adhd im trans body far changed pass surgeries would change im post high school education one believes parents abuse cant keep job born ugly medical problems cant attend cant afford want end

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made cult guess know happened made joke one thing lead another cult would like join rcult_of_fuji name suggested another user thank whoever

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must remind unique ampxb mean useful

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whats favorite food im tryna catch jewish poo guy

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absolutely desire live several children want liveper subject dont want live see much pain suffering world sure love kids would rather die continue pain endure everyday every fucking day go trough pain existing tried kill year ago found much ventilation garage saw psychologist gave drugs fuck disposition fuck it dont want live

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cry help loud want doesnt work ones listeningi want hurt badly communicate pain one listening want slash open every blood vessel cover every inch house blood want scream vomit want break every one bones hammer smash teeth in one see besides paramedics one want care care need someone see pain care it

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cant handle anymoreever since raped life went downhill everyone way shouldve handled report it tell whole school ect instead making sure okay trying make statement wanted alone cope withdrew dropped school met someone time convinced end life then unfortunately cheated ex gave std needed surgery for since ive thought obsesses old sex tapes goes friends try get go talk girls even though im guys night friend tried hire hookers feel fucking worthless hate people high expectations me heck high goals aimed let crash burn going doctor wanted work chronically ill patients works towards better pain management hopefully cure some perfect boyfriend happened dumped trauma much hold onto anything cant pretend anymore things get better years pills therapy lost everything cared fault stronger really miss ex im glad saved trouble watching turn shell person really dont see hope anymore guess days go one day finally it

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hate cuz know im wroung rant get jealous upset think friendex sex people which tonight called bothered found texts people talking know im wrong hate said feel bad bad cuz feel need except im never going another chance mean much wish

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always thought father second life eagerly awaiting development birch street sat viewed first time amazingly movies journey took places expected made rethink assumptions judgmentstruly remarkable personal story told clever straightforward manner especially enjoyed film makers use pulling type mothers daily diary effective read previous comment wish note sound fine watched suspect either film changed somewhat theater could contributed poorer quality sound writer

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anaphylaxisso long story short im dizzy lips tingling starting swell two choices seek medical attention lay bed watching season buffy stan warm fuzzy feeling possibly waking morning think option winner

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low actually going go itto anyone may concern think time come end wretched existence done lot sooner would saved lot people lot pain trouble trouble seem cause people trouble pain inconvenience never anything short waste space something laughed at abused scorned ive heard people love would like know hell people are ive seen love word casually thrown around simple sake boredom entertainment love world lust fleeting urges like ones make people horrible things children day realized all contemplating wanted go life familys standards ive accomplished greatest feats im pregnant kids sex graduated high school going college course ended abruptly good things im left without passion art care anything else dont care anything anymore could think everything wanted life like traveling falling love getting married living art even owning small caf now doesnt matter im broken ever good enough someone since im loose whore never anyone guess ever anyway anyone even reading all want know im sorry found like this im sorry even scrape part whatever put all wish never accident first place never wasted anyones time wish siblings never known existed wish parents didnt failure offspring wish parents best find someone replace better child wish two best friends hadnt put antics wish hadnt made pay attention knew better bothering me wish died day fell flight stairs little wish never hurt anyone knowing me wish drowned day fell ocean im sorry female friend depressed time making listen study im sorry always inconsiderate do ive always thought big sister always wanted im sorry male friend embarrassing around know resent supposed be im sorry im always taking time could using around people important thanks big brother im sorry everyone else didnt name im sorry im forgetful cant even remember people wasted time trying help me never chance go anywhere world given im so sorry forced help along way appreciated much both friends two get owned want it money included mother gets funeral expense added bonus burn art crap dont know pursued it dont know comes next whatever is deserved it happy that

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family thinks genius notupdate reddit saved life tonight much longer anyone want read ive included concise summary end floated grades middle school point designed web site eventually receiving unique hits per day making fair amount money advertisements th grade honest truth lucky sites topic happened extremely popular time amongst age group spread people school jumped schools district elsewhere family began think genius prodigy sorts destined bring familys name greatness hah truth is lucky determined site closed careless uncommitted longterm done anything publicly great since ninth grade took heartened interest girls brought bout extreme selfcontentiousness grades fell caused alcoholic mother seriously drank almost obsessively rage untapped potential began using drugs form escapism nothing extreme th grade began experimenting certain class drugs experience extreme ego death almost every time use these swear almost feel thin strings attaching rest world snapping time take them believe id worth world anonymous manipulation selfsacrifice highschool would often create fake screen names accounts social networking sites manipulate people school common cause hating anonymous school trashtalker talking collegiate intellectual or course rallying hackers hacked website school would partake groupthink occurring joyously senior year mom forced independent study grades suffering never homework independent study immediately found loophole simplydesigned online system grading never school work year lead experimentation drugs missing graduating friends graduating great friends amazing friends honestly offered place live time need it fucking mean it cant handle living someone im close to never have im mainly afraid think theyll think something goes wrong selfdiagnosed problem self worth never contact anyone much preferring hope contact me almost shy almost id prefer anonymous actions could luckily friends valued enough call regularly get house expressing general interest welfare mom almost taken role child relationship since hit puberty family told ones put thought head originally never grew up honestly amazing artist lead amazing life faked adult young keep began grow well would kick regularly extreme fights would spend night beach one schools close house eventually started living friends house weeks time proved abusive itself felt using friend little offer return friendship mom kicked drunken rage two summers ago left uncles house utah used live central coast california live snowy desert weather almost unbearably depressing winter mood mirrors almost perfectly ive year now made friends though ive opportunities make connections place dislike rare occasion ive made connection someone opportunity to people would normally associate with see judging people show inspiration insight lives hurts around them relationships falter week usually sooner never see again realize around them also show interest insight met here want friends me makes matters worse uncle providing modest employment though usually performing meaningless tasks business offered me many occasions capital business own business would almost certainly involve web site foundation honestly know id fucking begin internet seems fully explored now difficult think original site gaining traction online daunting task honestly want deal with getting normal job frowned upon family especially grandparents bring things chide me talk family treat dictionary pointing questions me assuming know insulting ive began saying i know everything ask me hopes dissuade asking more friends expect return california soon keep telling next semester sure never manage work enough save enough move back friends one close enough touch see start break down stop basic things like sleeping going work put sleeping hours once really care sleeping nothing do slept hours stay awake hours weekly basis reason all abuse sleeping pills point extreme hallucination done extremely stupid dangerous things influence certain substances utah realize lot uncle willing support endeavors endeavor hurts even thinking it ive recently stopped going work enrolled classes community college here rarely attend two three teachers literally reading book teach class one asks explain simple things them depressing announced hired teach class days semester started barely qualified so class full middleaged my job needs im going take class fill roll types often fake going class go library instead ive taken drinking ive smoking lot since got here stopped brushing teeth properly medical insurance teeth rotted believe two molars fall out background heres meat tldr family expects feel give alone year go out talk anyone save occasional online chat phone call old friends wake late fake attending classes put going fake job drink nightly point blacking out im making money get better job make money snow makes want die incapable would seem escape ive cutting right wrist deeper deeper every week so wrist band one notices one touches me never moves one notices im thinking making final soon date planned anything point stop one find drive already assumed better are

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open windows amazing recently discovered glory windows room open live rural area temperature nice moment windows open fills room sounds country well cools room significantly similar circumstances highly suggest trying yourselves way diction bit formal half way writing essay

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films chocolat beau travail others propelled french director claire denis top echelon worlds unique accomplished filmmakers film intruder lintrus adds depth portfolio cinematic poem conveys mood abiding loneliness loss film provides glimpse psyche man deteriorating physically mentally travels various parts globe seeking redemption peace finds hard come by loosely based jeanluc nancys memoir heart transplant intruder film unrelenting opaqueness even two viewings difficult describe subjective impressionistic termsbr br louis trebor michael subor man seventies likely dying heart condition who like professor ingmar bergmans wild strawberries attempts come terms mistakes life time clear physically rugged wealthy seems emotionally drained look face one quiet resignation though see one episode violence gets bed middle night kill intruder sinister sense him might intelligence officer foreign agent hit manbr br whatever case apparently kind surveillance acts like man involved criminal wrongdoing able see consequences facial closeups throughout movie create strong sense isolation lives dogs cabin jura mountains near frenchswiss border estranged son sidney gregoire collin long neglected sidney lives nearby wife antoinette florence loiretcaille two children one telling scene meets father street calls lunatic prevent taking moneybr br when film opens meet antoinette swiss border guard boards van trained dog sniff contraband comes home greeted husband asks tongueincheek anything declare three individuals people circumstances see rest film may exist louis imagination louis three women life meet films first half hour pharmacist bambou prepares medication neighbor batrice dalle dog breeder refuses care dogs goes away trip telling crazy is young russian organ dealer katia golubeva tells wants young mans heartbr br relentlessly stalks throughout film apparently mind last section film louis travels south korea search heart transplant tahiti deliver gift different son one seen many years perhaps never seen heart transplant however appears metaphor man without heart man whose life fascinating ultimately directionless intruding peoples lives little real empathy intruder contains haunting guitar soundtrack stuart staples band tindersticks reminiscent guitar riff jim jarmuschs dead man gorgeous cinematography denis regular agnes godardbr br godard creates memorable images convey mood longing regret heart beating alone snow infant sling looking father good two minutes babys expression gradually turning morose half smile colored streamers blowing newly christened ship massage dark room mysterious korean masseuse vast expanse ocean seen bobbing ship deck intruder frustrating elliptical nature denis forces us respond experience understand images screen personal level theme hint might found opening tells us revealed piecemeal film your worst enemies hiding shadow heart

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got history test without learning yeah first years middle school im kinda proud hehe

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wanna live balls kill myselfi think finnaly lost mind fucking over shit going years different literally lost mind fucking sick hate everything everyone keep pretending every day good normal life guess fit normal life literally future find joy anything joy wish could reason wake morning really want die cant manage kill everyday feel like im stronger it

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attempting redflag typeive posted story before hits whatsoever posted story depression hits whatsoever girlfriend gave hope decided leave me reason unhappy want drag her gave left unconditional love status shortened permanent residency live friends charity im burden around get see family someone took shot dog buddy security blanket understand people cant get attached animal obi damned ugly old deaf cockapoo mine needed alot needed me wed sit porch drinking arizona green tea hours hed sit lap let know still him im schizo meaning episodes things go bat shit insane me thoughts mine telling much failure one loves me lies loud often worst trip group intangible shadows swarming vision little freaky minutes ive accused touching sistereditstepsister blasphemy highest degree dad gave me momma cant help me feel hope left thats lie im writing guess want go comatose couple years try later becoming difficult focus aspirin every minutes im now pitiful got around im tired hurt last year round bday slept friends mom year long relationship rings ohana whole nine yards dad pissed understandably kicked out estranged relationship there rambling now moved tn nc find work help her depressed abused alcohol month move days bday june wanted see people next day fucked dude long ago knew was right kind woman funny think guy age would right cheating type opposed old woman wrong kids grow bigger kids kids never chance kid funny eh im pill im lost hopeless ive made many wrong choices many bad judgements hurt disappointed much im done now live ill check omg idiot nightsaber comments not read fictional depressing story go way everyone last attempts edit part sheepishly return let everyone know it moment posted momma contacted me couldnt knowing shed lose oldest son superheros last night bro herman back nc old love ciara mentioned above momma no last names anonymity sorry guys getting worked making others worry result bit selfish wanting badly would disregard made others feel primal way happened happened again sorry all last time felt low took field sat bit thinking all time little bit going right now last pill threw minutes posting bouncing back pretty decent pace judgement one last time sorry everybody

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imagine holding gfs hand even though dating whole year could relate unfortunately

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suicidal thoughts againthese thoughts strong feel unable speak move body know want kill found love life want spend rest life him hate everything life every little thing attempted university times depressed stupid finish stuck shitty warehouse jobs rest life remember every single minor inconvenience life cant stop thinking them starting remembering boys molesting sexually abused feeling constantly lonely isolated since could go hate english never open here feel extra suicidal today fuck corona fuck job fuck people fuck life fuck everything

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right start see anchors aweigh great comedy gene kelly frank sinatra make funny team songs sing together pure entertainment kathryn grayson gorgeous really sweet dean stockwell cutiest child actor ive never seen fond piano amazed jos iturbi movie first one combine animation real actors wonderfully unforgettable dance number undoubtedly one kellys funniest movies

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introduction flawless august hey hey since new month want introduce new event like nonutnovember fingerfreefebruary you flawless august i know name nearly sound good two come anyways idea came german streameryoutuber named taddl btw link end post idea flawless august nothing really groundbreaking revolutionary still wanna share you soooo idea things goodbad entire month maybe even longer you pay attention correct course recommend things bad things good you idea isnt try things know motivation anyways you know pretty damn well lazy work consistently easier things things maybe think drink much cola something consider drink cola end choose yourself also push limits beyond could also make supersaiyajinseptember that little example flawles august watch porn go twitter practice french duolingo everyday write diary least week practice playing piano guitar least every two days also decide participate flawless august would happy write list comments taddls video its german httpsyoutubehppbxsmobmhttpsyoutubehppbxsmobm he also makes musichttpsopenspotifycomartistldcabctyzkrksktzusictewhq_qmcbqrwbsvw nice day

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finland fact every day finns love social distancing honestly corona affect us much since social distancing entirety lives bit shorter today still th fact yay

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feeling depressed dunno

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lazyi feel like im lazy asshole wanting die feel overwhelmed absolute endless ways life isnt worth time think easy would exist wouldnt worry endless cycle work gain nothing scrape nothing like work nothing gained anything nothing going show it way system designed theres escape im lower never hope anything that literally way society works makes never able live comfortably bother