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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | notive felt like failure years now peaking got lost job within week match required pace bullshit system despite much try im useless everything even video games supposed fun nothing except reminder complete ineptitude everything move different state family because im shitty living own lost girlfriend stupid was parents listen keep guilting death would make feel im tired it know reason want live thats card left unfortunately workable plan used live half hour redflag bridge us now know could do im much coward slit wrists im shitty knots hang myself |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im fucking piece shit new years went party organised best friends crush long story short first pass large amount alcohol blood ended sleeping speak im afraid ive lost best friend night girl know beforehand tell someone |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | desperate anything help mei used hopeful shell myself feel hollowness inside body disgustingly strong disconnect world tried make feel urges less spending time mother grandmother apathetic everything relationships slipping away concept future think belong planet ive therapy long depressive episodes keep getting severe want keep going pain feel like losing myself anxious depressive fearful become anything useful taken care me want hurt id lying act like burden dead weight keeps able live want wish family could better daughter me sorry them want better willing try anything pay everyone back burdens created know keep though |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im sick apologizing sht ive never done never would do im angry sides argument right now whether white racism black citizens mistreatment natives misogyny fcking tired apologize things involvement in misogynists racists etc stop garbage human grow tf up treat people respect human piece filth victims racism sexism etc stop blaming people today things happened hundreds years ago done people connection to understand upset things happened fault fault blacks beaten murdered discriminated fault indians near wiped out women fault unrealistic societal standards treated horribly things never have never will apologized people it want help all makes feel like garbage get treated like sht things involvement in stop getting pissed horrible people deserve it sorry treated horribly im done apologizing things slave owners dead everyone mistreated natives dead done with shut hell already |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | friend planning redflag know doso basically friend always struggled mentally long history selfharm initiated sort plans before christmas relaxing together mention want commit redflag feel like anything live plans sometime exams finished nobody around decided let go back uni nicer environment thinking perhaps change scene would turn trigger change heart turns isnt case even things order now live shared house next year passed feel powerless single clue abort plan theirs do |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im sufferingnothing helps im point take pills daily help ive tried many different medications nothing helps feel like depression wasting away brain body could many better things life reason cant truly wish never born know meant world |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im tired feeling painive depressed since now ive always thought would kill eventually never thought would wanna live past recently gf years broke dont think deal pain longer felt reason smile feel good dont know future people whatever process getting pain discomfort top everything else dont wanna pain unbearable cant sleep cant eat ive headaches last days want end thing thats stoping me family dont wanna cause pain cause know would probably destroy mother push edge feels like im fighting wanna makes feel much harder anything dont know do |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | another unreasonable waveif check previous post live decent life things bad outside perspective heres selfish perspective ill never happy sure sometimes months go feel great feeling like blood turned lead keeps coming back over particularly think future todays cake walk went second attempt getting masters program deserve it everyone else denying fact would insult hard effort point never get angry anyone makes second interview wonder going another year trying one last time worth it know school one sure fire ways getting work field im aiming for theres support sincerity take time care listen everyone around me one ever shows consideration logically know im lucky country make attempt trying go love fear life every day grow knowledge things start fear unhappiness number one fear alone already feel way even though loved ones around me everyone else want fucking get it able find job one three careers ive trained for get cards people time call want work them businesses interest in im active helper encourager concerned anyones general well being even one fucking friend theyre focused work interested friends theyre married well fly back home tomorrow least afraid flying trip back get like this usually care random accident happens want pm can read sticky post said posters offer im usually debater comes this though im sorry come back reasoning opposing reasoning rebuttals confirmation understanding views also understand people want publicly write embarrassing things like cheesy encouragement thanks hearing got far rant |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ppl tell mewhy bad idea amp shouldnt truth isit probably good idea amp even ppl like matter bc im anyone good except kid prbly clock ticking amp anything else not |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | normali issues life course jumping front train crossing mind feel like would solve everything wife would happier one would worry more think could though thoughts normal |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | never thought id end like thisi would much rather female male know never one im epitome masculine two friends im certain would forget pretty quickly never go way talk me actually puts ease find killed myself hear voices voices stop telling fucked stupid lame am theyre always extremely rude frequent ignore also hear ringing ears lot sort psychotic episode least day ive vivid visions head hurting andor killing people want kill keep danger anybody else hate way look sound hate way made impact anybody hate always sleep really late get anything done hate way talk people im awkward regret whatever say hate beyond obvious im disappointment parents theyd disappointed knew me nobody knows everything me did theyd hate me anyone decides respond post probably hate knowing too im going kill right want wait everyone stops thinking entirely want dark |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | took prozac whati read even near lethal dosage fuck im scared heat moment thing know |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | accidentally flipped mom riding bike neighborhood yesterday almost home im turning corner near apartment car behind honks me lot people area cant drive shit people honk aggressivelyshare road assholes tried hit cars bike lane anyways glanced behind thought driver another one freaks held hand kept pedaling car followed alley leads apt driver honked bunch times got pretty mad turned head put middle finger them car sped passed me rolled window andsurprise surprise mom |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im actually annoyed parents caring much metheyre literally thing thats keeping killing myself them hope one day everything gonna better literally nothing worth living right now nothing think ill miss end all thought would parents enough keep im child know love much would destroy knew ive thinking doing cant say kill ever lose life shitty awful parents least way id another excuse kill without guilt |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | botched eyelid surgery unable close eyesbotched eyelid surgery months ago unable close eyes fully cant sleep cant relax everytime blink feel pain like relentless torture sought several different opinions doctors take seriously suggest eye drops already sigh wanna live like anymore |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ive seen various hamlets ive taught play watch jacobi im tempted think hes every bit intelligent hamlet himself alive every nuance characters wit deepens rather solves every puzzle regarding hamlets character illuminates line line word word shining light sparkling mind time however cringe horror hamlet feels betrayalfar actorbecause jacobi feels pain profoundly anyone else shudder hamlets betrayals jacobi afraid baseness hamlet descend short jacobi gives us hamlet full hamlet full greatest character literature thats im satisfied jacobis hamlet finest performance ive seen actor |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hate weaki hate weak want strong know takes strong energy im happiest wake cup coffee hour two energy drops feel like theres way make situation better im currently part time employed work small company cleaning houses left disarray go back market need money bank statements negative work hurts dread going back im strong enough it people tell im smart feel like way think look things hurts me know theres beyond universe god reality theatrical everything perception brains soul live ghetto friends understand way think using big words impressive selling drugs idea nobility want go college even money car want learn drive nobody teach free im afraid im nervous driver understand happening several hundred pound vehicle going fast im afraid hurting people like hate drugs theyre escape make worse stopped taking want again child parents put medication rowdy hate now even though try nice me think thats caused chemical imbalance brain hate much it use really fat bullied highschool wanted kill several times afraid feeling afraid almost completely gone now im fat anymore cause moved parents decided could starve myself take effort id skinny am im even called handsome time feel like worked it still feel fat gross inside matter people tell me want love someone im afraid opening up loved someone life relationship gone way teenager think deserve love im burden offer nothing problems want impose someone cared for im tired time thoughts race need distract myself time like going walks listening audiobooks thats way really distract long enough relax liked listening audiobooks gym too cant anymore job hurts body much im barely graduated highschool hated going much ive never job proud feel like ive already proven become anything comforting thoughts redflag id like od mind dying happiest point hurt friends knowledge wanted kill either theyd think reckless want cry think anymore want help one burden me want help think im good enough so |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | told family im part incels stopped talking methey never child see whats wrong joining group shown love compassion right get mad seeking comfort solace people like myself |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want peacejust want done want stop godamn coward body aches mind keeps rotting want peaceful sleep |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | feel like ive done much damage world peoplei really actively try good person amend ways help people make things right time think im past point type redemption ampxb reflecting past realize multiple instances someway abusive drunk creep going consent best way allowing emotions cloud judgement relationships end asshole every person ive felt like ive wronged ive reached theyve seemed forgiving or know talking about cant shake deserve lying everyone everyone love everyone loves me ampxb ive trying get therapisthelp town hard get one feel like im end rope world would better without |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | helloim bit nervous post here normally hate drawing attention myself maybe help type people see group friends care family loves much love them yet still get feelings hurt inside things going great care world smallest thing set off give bad thoughts im sure stem insecurities brain makes scenarios nobody really likes me theyre pretending probably find annoying obnoxious cling people think care life would probably prefer hanging without me thoughts come mind gives anxiety get worried nothing start overthinking everything chest starts hurting subsides get really sad get suicidal thoughts like maybe would better someone much emotional baggage life know people life would terribly sad died im sure one biggest reasons done anything crazy thoughts head keep coming back driving bit crazy apologize sub posting in thank reading |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want pain stop goodive suicidal years straight severely depressed long remember things life improved large others gotten worse ive gotten older biggest one mental health ive psych ward three times tried kill twice recent attempt unfortunately botched left agonizing pain every single day nearly months later im surrounded people love care none ever really get matter hard try im tired trying everything sun seems work everyone else doesnt jack shit frustrated disappointed im getting worse meantime im tired miserable pain im nothing helps shitty life turned be all im tired pretending like things improve know deep probably wont life fucking joke im tired goddamn punchline |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | saying good night till get gf takers ama goodnight yall sweet dreams |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ever babysat house know saw original enjoyed good choice ignoring reviews posted here went ahead rented movie memories original scared teen movie of coursechanged original story relate todays teens babysitter trouble going cell phone minutes take babysitting job pay bill however sticks original story line pretty well relate babysitter knowing house usual pops cracks quite suspenseful killer shown creepy find yelling girl get house never babysat situation like probably able relate like it understanding fear |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | learned good friend tried commit redflag need advicehey all first off thank wonderful people take time busy lives help people struggling people friends struggle highly appreciated nevertheless days ago learned good friend mine tried commit redflag called ambulance pass away came shock hes really great happy funny guy guess statement you never know whats hiding behind someones smile greatly accurate told me good discussion ensured could always talk me listened describe situation essentially letting get things shoulder ampxb even though alive well something causes great concern seems fine it hes open tells people consider great friends someone asks tells them hold back also eerily comedic it cracks jokes it lot however use humor cover up sit serious conversation him opens up ampxb anyone opinions means ampxb edit forgot mention accepted seeing mental health professional |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | not birthday whatever wantits birthday im level survived fucking years ive depressed long remember cant recall happy memories never gf never many real friends years since last saw old friends moved on lives moved cities study old high school crush wished happy birthday told go friends friends irl online friends never met irl social anxiety let make new friends or least thats excuse im high school see working hours week again much hope future die now leave much behind parents brother upset probably never forget redflag cant live satisfy them know today would nice birthday wish someone would kill without pain maybe give gift |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dear lord someone help ive dug whole dont know get oh god sorry long text really do school thing called remind basically sign different teachers get automatic text messages saying stuff like dont forget project due tomorrow things like that today hanging friend got one saying teachers name birthday tomorrow animal print show love specify science teacher telling us wish social studies teacher happy birthday least wasnt teachers birthday thought like bot sending messages teachers couldnt see text back last year accidentally texted one back came automatic message saying messaging back disabled something like assumed like teachers messaged back friend stupid got text back saying okay then science teacher saw text messaged back saying dont animal print sorry realize sounds snotty didnt mean be see teacher tomorrow dont know whether kill kill self someone tell get hole ive dug |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | always vergeim scared even admit feeling incredibly depressed again keep journal im scared even write feel like killing myself feel like getting day telling least redflag always option like every day say well gets worse ill kill anxiety something ive never diagnosed im anxious call doctors arrange appointment im scared take time work entire life even school months years worse others find dumb settle boring routine relatively ok feelings messed taking promotion work responsibilities spend time home absolutely terrified ive done something wrong replay things head convince wrong lot responsibilities work involve outside clients something wrong could potentially big problems caused company really kicked anxiety depression overdrive exhausted constantly worrying cant sleep eat im terrified time genuinely feel like way end all like im worried something specific moment may sent something wrong client time wasnt worried all didnt think it came home brain started playing day realised didnt remember double checking it weekend ive state worry complete emptiness ive convinced wrong isnt unusual every day come home worry something didnt do cant carry like this cant tell employer dont official diagnosis told previously managing director extremely angry didnt believe me said wasnt trying given wanted fire gave another chance feel like dont leg stand dont sort diagnosis scared go doctor every day think worst things could happen decide happen ill kill sort gets through im worried worst thing going happen one day snap ill kill everyone sad cant see another way this horrible tiring cycle people tell stop worrying wont make mistakes im smart etc makes feel worse inevitably make mistake theyll disappointed literally cannot stop worrying feel thoughts going round round head like stuck loop know boyfriend gets frustrated angry cry shut away doesnt understand worry things wish brain could normal could stop overthinking thinking worst happen normal people dont think killing every day im sorry sending email know long dont expect anyone read all know im ridiculous im grand scheme things none matters wish could normal brain im scared tomorrow go work ill possibly find things ive done wrong dont know happen could lose job destroyed id anxious new job could even find one wouldnt money meant buying house next year go window too feel like cant talk anyone dont want worry them cant tell employer happened last time cant tell dad hell worried boyfriend means well cant understand never worries anything hasnt ever depressed before know long anyone bother with needed type out please dont nasty impatient cry usual ignore dont want ill delete it |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | battling depression lonelyness suicidal thoughts redflag selfharm years without ending sight finaly opend family willing go therapist two years would last days living disgusting existence searching ending horrendous live terrible afraid moment see new therapist hope turn first last post supreddit thank much showing never truely alone finaly getting help |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | impossible get decent jobi think impossible nowadays get decent job even good education bother kill end homeless cant get decent job welfare cut kill future redflag wrong future especially disabeld likely never decent job maybe dead end job dont even pay enough live on perspectives redflag wrong |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | sometimes want somone beat murder im sensitive myselfi know theres people would it sickens also think seeking feel cowardly hurt myself feel cant punish kill everything also need punished weak kill myself cycle sometimes thought sometimes gets close feeling impulsive im scared could actually contact someone one day go it also makes want prove wrong power shoot instead looks easy parents guns lying around house everytime see get scared could easily do it look ive picked handgun before scary feel im impulsive enough know happen one day either fall weak let someone else it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | know ok want anymore ok want romantic love ok fine want anymoreit ok want possessions ok fine want anymore ok want friends ok fine want anymore ok want get things right ok fine want anymore ok want recover ok fine want anymore ok want kill myself ok fine want anymore ok want family ok fine want anymore ok want good paying job ok fine want anymore ok want move forward ok fine want anymore ok want alive anymore ok fine want anymore every time every turn always something supposed want supposed doing know want anymore exactly allowed desire dreams ok have never get answer keep pounding head hammerpeople tell need get head even know means anymore know anywhere inside head know want me sorry cannot want be wish could fix this seems keep getting worse know whyoh well like anyone would even care shout nonsense void one cares supposed anything long kill others feel morally better themselves like death would really impact anyone reallyit hard miss someone even know exists know want |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | thank making bearable god begin think went lot crap year loved ones dying isolation friends family kinda shit show ive suffering mental illness past four years year pushed lot thought could handle therapist dumped beginning year felt lost id working two years part felt like id betrayed bounced around lot different therapists programs everything online really get close enough anyone really feel comfortable working them started new school beginning year transferring senior year difficult especially pandemic cant form kinds tight relationships classmates person burned lot bridges old school found feeling alone hopeless people could interact family lets honest go well constant arguments inability go often id like felt suffocated hopeless everything going hell around you theres one life trust enough talk it option seems like redflag joined reddit year half ago much began spend time home started spend time reddit joined rteenagers maybe two months ago started posting get whole lot interaction posts interaction got enough help get shitty year messaged redditors got added discords commented posts helped remind world small seems alone none us ever truly alone matter finding right communities join thank getting year giving something live for heres less shitty love luisa |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | milk fridge am country hungry wanted make cereal usually milk fridge would go sleep hungry time milk fridge im happy now |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | redflag letter would sound something like thisplease take moment understand depression real isnt saying want kill rather something pushed move really accepting time really didnt want live people anymore sometimes dark time gets dark redflag may feel like thing person get hurt constantly battle selfhate low self esteem following reasons dear people world first thing would say become good person stop assuming people going understand you even tell do means parents family friends heres say used live life lot pain carry onto now past wanted live one else live everyone else rather myself causes good amount hurt carry along hurt thoughts well suffering causing person feels like one understands everyone sick hearing shit hard understand lot people assume able certain things age mom came today told handle pain young dad cant old excuse mom cant handle pain body went throught chemo reformed this time ill let pass mom really love love try get scared whats come see life robbed you young age taken away country told marry guy did much it that exploded cried broke got lost remember telling stories end day forgot rest started see good ugliness remember one time mom saved life right watched mrs doubtfire learned heimlech maneuver scene movie remember day vividly fainted right mint ball flew out white red stripes already wore off today told forget give person couldnt handle stress fucking tired hearing shit beat cancer carrying around pain long finally starting see straight people always assume im problem okay thats fair say im fucking problem doing need figure way isolate peoples worries pain makes sense need always involved hurt came accept became crazy yo kid sense purpose father er failed choose accept one another supposed give cant handle stress day knife slit wrist first time see thats problem society people tend assume dont know someone elses pain brings carries fact do feel way us act stronger others would redflag letter would isnt giving up caring anymore living world people dont seem understand failing understand itthem feel like prison thoughts really understanding life taught stop always giving kinda sad im writng complete opposite redflag letter now given everything life want die makes sense yo im given anything explode try figure shit tend always failure people even tell someone please hurts ask it do start see inner good order get shit hole youre in people remain humble safe place times god forgotten people suffering add pain world bleeding everyones sorrow born alone die alone world comes existence soon never exist one day live anything love |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | reader perfect example short film be poignant story told simply well written dialog beautifully painted images score seamlessly weaves way narrative characters portrayed thoughtfulness gracebr br i saw film festival interesting films ideas screened none shorts elements great filmmaking coming together one film reader did reader commanded attention every festivalgoer room minutes took us emotional lives charactersbr br duncan rogers created beautiful film hope see director shorts perhaps feature length film |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | xmas going im curious |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | bruh weird want tank like imagine fun would drive around |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | need someone talk to nowi feel really lonely |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im girl hello beautiful people hope yall amazing day |