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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | join subreddit warship melon flavored powerade ampxb httpspreviewredditpzkphhnkpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampsbdecdfcedecdfde |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ruined husbands life know else dowell title already explained really ampxb unemployed possibly unemployable pregnant first child husband cant stand anymore together ten years cant keep job motivate study stable within time cost husband career chance hopeful future this believe ever forgive me future looks hopeless terrified tomorrow sent emails everywhere practically begging someone employ least contribute little family finances sending numerous applications received little response im scared im scared future husband hates me scared ive trapped miserable marriage could id make would work fulltime could stay home look kids want think children better me better person me occurred could get husband agree life insurance me could insure lot money female ablebodied otherwise healthy something happen maybe husband could fresh start something else never forgive kill myself hes never going forgive anything else ive done either problem im pregnant think baby deserves die really need help |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im done care anymore im ending sooni hate myself hate world hate life supposed be ive suicidal since young least th grade always thought things would get better dont everyone everyone get happy ending life shit show shit show brief moments happiness cant seem find makes worth it cant wait old age freak accident free pain want now want know hurt most im fucking alone never special anyone never friends lovers even family closest person ever life straight told tonight never meant shit him hurts much want loved ill never enough something wrong me im cut life ill peace soon know that first time ever im crying tears happiness itll soon feel way anymore |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | convince otherwisetoday stressful day life tomorrow going worse severely depressed last months result led failing classes school parents know mom going find tomorrow cant handle this top addictions put gun head tonight held minutes pull trigger going go bed now think last night wake hours going make choice feel like nothing live anymore easier way counseling years back counselor told everything between her mom trust anymore one since friends started drift away me slowly excluded activities ive going day day last month im ready done |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im done edgeim early s beautiful daughter mess wife keeps cheating many problems work im ask combo taken knock out many anti depression anxiety pills made mind want go fast tried getting help didnt work plus friends im lonely |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | stuck please helpi go pretty good college nyc everyone hs shocked got proud felt like years suffering hometown finally something good coming gonna prove everyone shit wrong hope keep going school hope id successful torture teasing matter future im junior whos behind credits depression got bad could never go class failed solid friend group genuinely feel like people hang want around gained like lbs since hs try binge eat suicidal thoughts away suck almost classes the one thing good language course got super hard nowhere geared towards people already speak home see point anymore school would take grades tried transfer plus makes sense go worse school cant drop since cant even get job current resume says im good school means id get nowhere drop unemployed came hopes finally feel good become something fucked everything years past point fixing it like universe telling end now want hurt family best friend back home im stuck ending continuing path nothingness sake people care about feel want hurt cant keep going everyone else myself |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | built chicken coop door httpsimgurcomgalleryjmgxvz |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | often happens great directors last movie becomes moving brillantly performed filmed masterpiece cast excellent well camerawork starts merry comingtogether group welleducated citizens earlythcentury dublin turns dark philosophic narration fear death sometimes dark shadows past thank you mister huston last piece great cinema |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | year in cold blooda riveting thriller has two new interesting contexts previous have first chillingly fact star robert blake recently trial murdering wife second recent oscar winning biopic capote showed muddled back story haunting true crime tales author truman capote two new twists make film timely modern audiencebr br as stand alone film era in cold blood top notch every way notable stunning black white cinematography conrad hall later american beauty road perdition fame many stills film kansas farm house night treelined back country roads could sold fine art photography combined crackerjack direction brooks superb editing early scenes where see mundane daily life innocent family senselessly slaughtered beautifully intertwined plotting two hapless killers rich brooding atmosphere created sets stage riveting suspense even everyone knows going end due fact based real life events also great see day age brilliantly staged harrowing murder scene depicted graphic nature act transmitted viewer subliminally nary drop blood shown screenbr br the film also anchored nicely robert blakes eerie performance sympathetic yet senselessly brutal side killing duo flashback scenes horrible childhood extremely well done scene towards end film speaking reverend sent gallows makes last confession speak one classic movie moments perfect marriage gritty acting superb writing flawless direction haunting photography dare erase mind stark image rains reflection window flowing robert blakes pallid face lieu actual tearsbr br the thing hampering in cold blood slow moving middle act killers lam forced nature social commentary end tackedon political message death penalty secondary compelling depiction mad killers prey |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | well im bit pickle recently got gf first time couple weeks ago weve gotten see twice bc busy schedule strict dad meaning rlly gotten close texting well yesterday found best friend happens friend too happens one introduced us crush whole time gf feels extremely guilty told one friends feels guilty wants break up already talked friend supposedly crush seems fine nothing awkward us all get feels guilty abt rlly big deal breaking even solve anything bc im gonna date friend pity im like that rlly hope gets bc even kissed yet want break already something small thanks reading rant cant talk abt brother cuz hell call simp place get thoughts out |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im probably getting theretldr depression go crippling levels finished university years ago life pushing towards edge work specific im tired convincing people im dumb basically theres one manager keeps belittling previous experience basically enterprise php engineer im cloud java engineer never codemonkey going year almost even episode introduced feature yet needed laughed overengineering things end ended realizing actually need right make it basically like time go beyond get laughed see actually right decision maybe last part always im fairly sure pretty good engineering systems work code bad best anyways maybe really shitty engineer though knows im depressed theres literally nothing else life work ive started become depressed situation work ive drinking recently got control today im sure anymore im tired fighting healthy whole life like that someone picks time fight back politeness stellar performance helped past scumbag professors university stellar work stopped bullying saw im lazy idiot seem work im asking whether want live life gonna like whole life like things ahead endless suffering bullying come think it maybe life people there someone always bullies you whats funny get bullied school pretty healthy relationship classmates |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | finished last ever math assignment years classes countless hours studying many many tutors led final math question degree yax rather anti climatic ask me |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | lackawanna blues moving story boy raised house pretty unusual people br br its editing soundtrack really pulls story lets experience film way writer really meant seenbr br the music really tied story made characters come life editing made story progressive captivating br br i also surprised performances cast notably s epatha merkersonsbr br i cant wait see one man show featuring films writer ruben santiagohudson |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | time goes wayyy fucking fast enjoy lasts guess im gonna miss teen tbh even tho shit |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | genuinely dont see point holding anymorenothing else say |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | way many christian films become centered around fear judgment result come across condescending indeliberately cheesy second glance gets right near perfect evangelical tool deals real reason many young people want nothing christianity assures viewers one must give sinnot funto succeed christian lifestyle second glance even works piece filmmaking filmmakers obviously working low budget managed write script dynamic enough divert viewers attention obvious fact film brought lord savior jesus christ thanks christian stations everywhere show it surely impacted people me |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | want die particular reasoni pretty bad anxiety depression ive suicidal thoughts never point making plans last couple months ago is anytime im alone sometimes first wake get overwhelming sense dread want die start thinking ways it badly dont want live life isnt bad theres lot stress could worse dont want feel like anymore even im writing feel urge hate im scared tell anyone parents cant afford pay treatment sure hell cant |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im old dont know version ps get help main concern getting digital version account hacked something lose games maybe im wrong concern |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | wanna shitpost post aint long enough |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | keep wanting slice myselfi keep geting stressed coking up drinking using excuse feel bad cut myself ampxb time ive got closer actually letting blood vessel bleed out talking itdoesnt seemto help ampxb do ampxb |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dream right saw fox getting torn apart pack wild dogs kicked one dog face dogs started chasing one bit leg scary |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | day dad walked room handed thin wooden airplane walked back out |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | yesterday disciplining son things productive hoped for looked support husband response well annoying could stop it get car drive lake would us favor know antidepressants stuff would like stop making lives miserable would hurry along responded husband notsuicidal was would tellsomeone drive car lake concerned husband plotting death know bit extreme like said suicidal think husband wants dead turn dead want people think me understand right place know turn friends confide want someone know turn dead me husband playing mind games |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | get political anything but dont like trump dont like authoritarianism love guns weed |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | im fucking scared mani know do cant get sleep night im distracted day girlfriend unprotected sex condom fitting well pulled even think got precum her im scared pregnant im ready die father cant dad yet itll weeks upon weeks agonizing wait would know sure cant get access plan b already almost late cant raise family think family family would end hating forever wish stayed virgin incels know lucky it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | need help preparing therapyhey guys first therapy appointment days want honest them cant afford get hospitalized suicidal plan months now preparing actively self harm daily impulse attempted earlier week want give best shot can know wont hospitalise unless immediate threat know line immediate is suggestions appreciated |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | started cryingand started bawling started puking toilet awful felt mentally feel like going school tomorrow want miss it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | convinced myself putting much pressure current partner incredibly selfish so way unintentionally emotionally manipulating boyfriend stay even though feelings genuine sentiment if breaks up die cannot see move pain way much handle already not make better work stuff i feel need commit suicide unless fight sometimes underlying feeling messed way much redflag depression pain going driven point think nothing fixable cannot deal present live without partneri need suggestions answers anything hope life cannot even think suicide cannot equate relationship even stuff gets worse absolutely cannot it cannot put kind pressure partner wants leave able to already told this wish not might take decisions based thishow stop feeling equate relationship made mind committing suicide event breakup |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | planning ending life turn i cant take anymore im much failure hate much hate alive reason im still alive today shove knife heart years ago really want kill im afraid ill suffocate long time hang someone would save me thus decided im going give chance try live years left turn legal adult ever kiss girl get girlfriend turn im going go trouble getting shotgun im going kill myself quite impossible get back pull trigger shall finally put rest cant wait die get rid pain suffering know never get girlfriend matter hard try no know fact girl would look right past im hopelessly ugly so id better start looking shotgun right now |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ill wait one year decide kill myselfunless im already dead |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ones fault wanted artisthello redflag watch years old still living home moved previously lasted couple years afford it feel like life chosen blessing curse days plagued depression enjoy playing music painting working house painter past five years faced reality able follow dreams would like ive trying little money picking jobs scarily produce enough art work sell also learn lot covers play make money know im shooting foot genuinely want make something call own younger felt potentialwork ethic someone never hit stride feel like becoming loser despite efforts many friends really know make friends school long im practically unemployed every time think applying one im held back thoughts little social skills also adds sense shame never create without thinking real job adds guilt consider workingartmusic physical means paycheck really bad episode months ago make get bed currently write someone drifting grow older realize world view getting limited cant seem leave childlike perspective |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | m anyone chat could chill perhaps play terraria |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | life always nightmarei know people worse thinking help though im diagnosed gender dysphoria had tranny top this hopes transitioning ive diagnosed chronic depression since barely twelve im almost now ptsd mom drug addict name common street drug tried it also alcoholic badly mentally ill drugs alcohol since whatever base mental illness made hundreds times worse sure has definitely suffers psychosis delusions also abused me yaya surprise there emotional physical excuse bruises falling every day school stereotypical tell elementary school kid me dad really around stop stayed away around other fought constantly always got physically violent other one day took us abuse shelter highly manipulative everyone convinced abuser her including me living fucking horrible way im ever abused again id rather die go one places lost custody siblings yeah thats best estimate hardly think straight hates guts course know dad cares me cared enough basic things like take dentist take doctor go hospital several times throughout life breathing recent doctors ive seen said need see pediatrician get checked asthma care enough make appointment that severe attack really know asthma panic attack ive never panic attack bad kept breathing bad enough hands feet numb chest hurt badly strain two days could care less thats one example mention sister thats years younger acts exactly like mom does extremely abusive destructive tried ruin lives multiple times get way constantly steals things barely clothes right taken nearly them sake family fight it course much worse happened this thats really for reading want kill myself recently ive going sisters amazing escape able go corona chance stay there soon want move bad cant cant leave dog even asked dad could keep days could take back others said no feel trapped thousandth time life might kill myself cant take living here cant handle mental state anymore ive attempted before need courage try again |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | lost love lifemy husband years been together texted told finished paperwork divorce me know do love anything whole world spent last two years trying hard give relationship another chance give another chance know anymore moved america europe him left whole life there family friends him many times feel like anything life im afraid dying look forward feel pain anymore know still love much do feel like lost him lost much else too lost dreams life many times feel like want am time place world want be really sad im twenties disappointment |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | random stuff get gf day today ill answer question ask matter weird specific bonus flag rating estonia cool colours superior horizontal tricolour virgin vertical tricolour |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | omg eyes like theyre uneven please dont even care abt look want eyeliner easier |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | life stupid fi firmly believe reason continue live anymore im nothing show it job car license place own thing im life right now going college even feels like enough ive struggled thoughts death redflag since person knows boyfriend hes dealt similar issues one day told feeling suicidal told instead talking it actually tried it lot try and likely waste explain sources feelings numerous nobody cares yet everyone acts like do sometimes wish would diejust get accident cease exist |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | today second time past six months put together tools end life ate potatohow fucking stupid that thoughts still there nothing done logic reasoning continues lead want end it sat tools planned methods redflag notes making sure loved ones find first even finding method leave mostly unmutilated corpse figured want go empty stomach hours later sit still here think hate nearly thirty years dealing facets make me well me powerless continue find changing them get wrong know motivations difference nice person asshole pretending nice person year right two decades shortage methods facades put parade function normal human adult developed ive started therapy actually seems going somewhere yet sit medication control little episodes also seem jack shit moment though truly honestly felt like whole person ones surprise fallen love importantly let fall love someone broke off really really try hold gained but well sometimes surrounded wrong kind people almost year half later remain completely shattered constantly questioning people try help me paradoxically feeling painfully alone unable share pain also good bit self inflicted social isolation sucks whole fucking lot lived extrovert whole life naturally kind trust issues added bonus honestly cant figure whether feel valid feel begin with communication takes pretty big fucking hit lost job thanks one almost four years pissed drain skewered relationships bonus and well put spot want end life get talked eating fucking potato see im lucky next time rears retarded head |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | seen wonderful production wonder anyone tell anything actress played blacksmiths wifei sure characters name went byu lost touch herher maiden name kim lukeand wonder anyone info her listed credits production outstanding tearjerker accounts superb acting all guess even want put general category acting like portraying feeling amazing events led opening heavens final dispensationsomething like that anyone worked kim website something please let know fantastic role waythanks melissa thorne |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | people sub joke youre patheticlike seriously telling life going get better saying get therapy even know im going you u fucking dont suggest people start shutting fuck im going start getting real nasty shove hotline ass go light fire it like seriously fuck you |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | basically gave hints maybe one day could happy someone else mentioned he said want happy someone else respond care replied never said before numb sad surprised life keeps getting worse seems like dealing shit full job damn planet daily routine thought that falling love last time could help me thought time would different not sad quiet lonely shy it empty see that nothing good happens me know heart since kid knew today bones yes nothing good happens get better know yesterday secretly scared boyfriend might like anymore buttoday true know nothing like many facts that conclusion deserve life one bfore never going be nothing drama daily routine |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | guys ive made mistake lot yall made mistake dont post karma sub literally day ban yah someone posted one rn theyre gone dont |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | really miss gf havent getting responses gf really miss her feel really bad without around |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | nothing really mattersi live serve purpose everyone else world person thought different pulling away ive felt things tonight peak might finally courage it |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | know im average dude mean treat like guy ron almighty rat king |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | theres bat house super pissed fuck |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | gpa semesters low gradschool want put nice warm bullet skull got recently got banned rausgunshttpswwwredditcomrausguns saying want commit redflag australian shooting range whatever going anyway like man either sell belongings book one way ticket hong kong got family members might well try help oppression there failed calculus final covering laplace vector calculus complex calculus feeling hopeless my university requires students pass final pass course scale gpa scale semesters study means never get grad school australian grad school nonnegotiable necessity work industry want happens space systems need eb visa which requires postgraduate degree get us us person well either making space related startup scratch even harder grad school life meaning whatsoever im sitting listening depressing music make things worse considered pretty bright elementary high school graduated percentile high school worked life try reach goal gone shit two hours guessing really fail year challenge tldr entire lifes work dreams gone matter two hours |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hate cringey dn fandom like great show fanbase edgelords think cool similar rampm |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | idioti think idiot could well darwin awards nominee couple years ago arrived canada intention study university get degree new environment homesickness depression cultural differences long desired freedom countless reasons hindsight smart sounding excuses created changes plans first year uni got drugs alcohol parties nothing serious drugs alcohol wise end year certain gonna make second year would leave canada go back home didnt want that like complete idiot simply said parents everything fine still studying years kept saying lie reality lived canada without visa without degree without desire change things lived alone rented apartment reading novels watching films basically unproductive antisocial waste simply didnt think consequences didnt care would end up even right care much happen imagining mom makes feel immense guilt things ive done less year ago started translating novels native language english fun ended earning bit it last something started going life started cleaning habits recently reminded passport soon expire knowing do honest options quite limited come clean get deported create another convoluted disgusting lie got passport renewed live without passport illegal immigrant go full hollywood style get fake passport even seriously contemplated redflag solution one hand truly dont want face consequences actions hand something finally started make sense life sure chance go back time wouldnt happened wouldnt lie parents living life disgusting parasite hurting them living without direction desire regret last years life go back hometown would probably face jail time draft dodging that honest writing everything right made realize dont want go back home face parents option right seems whole lot appealing logical right thing do even eating bullet know cowards way but |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | anyone else want end all know much wuss soi already know am sheesh could press button would pop existence avoid painful death costs would it unfortunately suiciding way out painful redflag |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | feel nothingeverything sucks literally one talk to said friends never there need something me course family treats like trash really make feel accepted safe comfortable all treat brother really well reason im outcast them even though im completely normal ive depression selfharming years now family friends really know care it last year ive met internet person made feel really special time lately person really even know explain feel nothing makes sense everything hurts im mess really wish could end life people waste time someone useless me im typical talentless highschooler really friends hopes fulfilling dreams relating future honestly cant even imagine someone dumb worthless future want end life lately ive really hopeless know sounds like im overreacting anything nothing one stumbled upon reddit community tought id post thoughts birthday days away want commit redflag day |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | mommy issues kick wanna lobotomy filler filler biller |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | questions girl teenagers nipple stop hurting also nipples thankyou femaliens |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | world fucking cruelit sounds fucking stupid textbooks arriving late getting charged fuck ton money fucking breaking point world fucking cruel nobody cares anybody everyone fucking greedy everyone fucking mean im fucking lonely friends like one loves me mom entirely disgusted reason ive tried getting help wont let me job im limited due transportation bc covid cant fucking find job cant drive keep gaining weight tired it keep going sub ranting ranting never going get better way kill myself would it tried many times always failed take anymore hurts much anyone hurt me wake morning wishing dead make stop much cant this death closest thing peace could ever find shit fucking world |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | anyone else shit hair im dude long hairits like inches long basically touches shoulders throw one side thats itits messy hell dont really mind im wondering im one |
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normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dad jus told something real world supposed that middle pandemic here playing puppy bit me proceeded blame listening music it dont think parents understand something listen something else |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dont see point everybody loved gonemy best friend rory died months ago home less im not got hit car girlfriend died two day later thank close friend highschool died days later work got job make money ever before im still unhappy think redflag almost every second every day get state license get job im ok broke times work it dont know keep together testing agency im broke every way matters hate life |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | ready give up trying get depression bs far long now years counseling medication lifestyle changes including healthier diet exercising meditation attempts connecting people attempts pursuing hobbies going trying new things activei cannot keep anymore need something change lonely tired hopeless hanging thread |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | posting something turn anyways want villain like politician doesnt support rights minority stuff like that mean need real baddy thinking like dude robot army destroy earth even dude could huge love craftian beast bring havoc earth could anything really long posses real threat literally everyone feel like want villain dont know guess want something unite people together something could hate fear want something people whites blacks left right western eastern sitting standing up agree needs cease yeah |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | hate respondus bio teacher recently made us start using lockdown quizzes exams thats fine dandy answers quiz fucking available idk fuck got wrong idk need fucking study retake get better fucking grade part problem idek wtf quiz prior taking it said protosomes went ppts canvas one mentioned studied ppt quiz info ppt studied fuckin done this prob gonna cheat via sticky notes next time retake |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | felt suicidal since years old emotionally abusive parents absentee father mother lived grandmother emotionally abusive one met wife rd year highschool started dating senior year awkward first real girlfriend outside long distance ones also end well changed people throuout years together mostly good growing empathy ability communicate one thing grow self esteem see objectively particularly ugly anything skills nothing really added self worth wife primary source confidence last week found involved someone via internet destroyed even though cut contact saying lot right things stay together major anchor world feel like really meant me told never thought would make far right feet dragging guess venting work go here good moments wife since still feel like life drained me know plenty worse plenty people would wayward spouse show remorse feel selfish honestly everything feels selfish feel like deserve nothing death broken infidelity |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | lockdown ruined already miserable ability conversation like normal human especially voice calls unless im playing game people cant talk discord anymore autistic little brain tells |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | took time took running street year old son arms chasing finally get away understand wrote literally tip iceberg could write all would need write book dont think would ever run things write about seen doctor since leaving said redflag dont like talking never went back |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | omfg ears ringingi know why drinking helped last night im gonna take pills couple hours ears ringing hope ends soon |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | dont know im trying writing this maybe vent get advice dont really know go abusive relationship years everything great first bad boy saw much did loved everything always him |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | theres bridge near new houseon tuesday morning woke feeling exhausted head pounding headache nose snuffed up shoulders hurt chest tight back aching cried cried hard cried rash consuming legs cried little meaningful relationships cried assume people think me cried job living situation cried different pulled together moment decided go walkin clinic something ive putting months went downstairs jumped shower sobbed washing hair screamed yelled myself world anger hate inability change selfsabotage routinely commit dried avoiding reflection mirror microwaved chicken fingers drank bottle water watched youtube video board game cried more called local mental health crisis centre where ive dragged past theyve called twice two weeks returned either calls scheduled meeting counsellor two weeks now knowing damn well might make far doctor know have undiagnosed mental illness im looking crutch something label know fault putting positions do point dressed ready leave house put sunglasses headed out head toward busy main street clinic started toward bridge pedestrian bridge towering jagged rocks river unforgiving current walked slowly confidently street toward park housing bridge mind ablaze thoughts ending it image laying upon rocks hours lungs filling blood cold scared turned last second left instead right walked hours walked road ended exhausted walked back busy main street watching people going days stopping get pack cigarettes quit two months prior coffee went home thoughts still there check again die another day |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | know might sound wierd need help finding good picture im project school one part needs picture would nice could maybe help find one tysm advance anyway need picture sais basically i lot life a lot bad things basically like yea everyone love died im alone im tired care also bonus female ps remembered rn meme anime girl dont think ill use it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | summary lifei currently years old ive suicidal since third grade mainly parents forcing unthinkable expectations made feel like worthless nobody th grade live died quite literally great grandmother died since sister years young years younger mom issues dad left apartment cheated got drunk multiple times fucking lost attacked her able quickly subdue since afterwards told replaceable nobody wished abortion among many things night went grabbed handgun upholstered it pointed head pulled trigger didnt one chamber gunshot knew chamber properly so put back cried sleep went see counselor told parents everything never felt betrayed fast forward towards summer had forced watch two sisters mom started dating another guy favoured me clear favoritism faggot pounds bigger always wrestled knocked out one day enough fucking kicked hard head concussion didnt stop however axe kicked ribs face bloodying over mom showed care him even knocked times even day year old sister called mommy thats one thing her year old sister hates me dad abusive mentally im cutter cut self once took box cutter made sure break piece off cut wrists only however still want high gives you never got drunk gotten high anything besides sex feel empty inside every climax fills even little bit people think im throwing life away mainly used honors high school credits whilst im th grade cant go much longer im thinking ending tomorrow easy access weapons shotgun mom painter payback thinking shotgunning back head favorite paintings brings question would situation |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | word ghilli actually means small sharp wooden game instrument used game called ghillidanda a precursor cricket india use word nickname principal character stylish signifies one sharp fast hurt badly rubbed wrong waybr br ghilli one best movies vijay unrivaled pace action movie never slacks moment keep always exciting action movie set madurai chennai story core simple rich landlord tries covet beautiful girl town unquestionable power authority prevents girl seeking justice hero tries rescue majority movie portrays week action happensbr br a exciting movie though story nothing new director actors receive praise fullpaced action |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | need serious help im really science everything learning everything works overwhelming urge kms see happens death anything death hard control dam |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | back againhi again im graduating th grade tomorrow im really feeling it feels like sad monday night died tonight honestly mind like accidentally naturally idk ive purposely avoiding family im trying distract thoughts go away idk anymore quite surprised im still alive |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | iti planned kill thursday obviously go it mom excited christmas deals mental issues christmas always seems make things better her even little while leave christmas |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | one month today ill deadit th birthday perfect timing really one week parents weekend college ill get say goodbye family one last time roommate away soccer game one stop me hung wall hook ill hang hanging belt everyday thinking look around neck years making ive depressed since always joked happy age id end it well im im miserable ever end wanted leave something seem like total surprise go it |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | negative mindset is like see written least seemy life big pile almosts filtered happiness poor choices im tired know last time happy without mind bombard ruining everything another worry spoil it way know is like me say hate myself times wish ended already times feeling better coming back seems like mockery wish something would kill could stop thinking better fuck me im fucking sad |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | born uglyit kills me family attractive im ugly one feel bad me want shoot myself like bought gun cant it |
normal | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | cry much whats usually like tears coming eyes now feel anything might eyes dry something yawned withiut realising |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | call us selfishi want die want kill myself no cant why because want to become everyone elses decision called selfish |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | nowhere runjust ptsd things miserable unfulfilled life things years chronic depression things hate life everything life myself one nothing im done |
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depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | started self harming again use self harm kinds food punishment gym started physically cutting cannot even feel anymore really feel done get pissed many times post overthink post delete post something else another day struggle pathetic |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | okay first need talk tonight cry worry okay thinking lot need tell bc feel like really important talk around please really sorry c |
depressed | Find whether the text belongs to depressed or normal? | even distraught never get job done suicide mind exploding much redflag outlet relief already called police incident much one extremely hostile towards me triggered left tears already traumatized happened much pain support live alone disabled due mental health know else do desperate redflag even little understand internet good place seek support option called case manager already called crisis hotline national suicide hotline samaritans hotline tell thing get therapist waitlists long six months need immediate help now need someone now anyone know anything anyone could provide sort relief please someone something please read this need help police help me |
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