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no sequel fabulous ova series rather remake events occurred death ghim and disappearance woodchuck also accurate novels inspired wonderful series characters namely orson shiris reintroduced story may seem slightly different used ova the booklet included set provides excellent answers questions various online sites first eight episodes part tv series focus fateful battle demon dragon mountain remaining episodes introduce us spark bluehaired knight wannabe identifies parn ragtag team misfits attempt stop dark wizard wagnard resurrecting kardis destroyerbr br while quite equivalent original lodoss war we love finale parn saves deedlit wagnard we tv followup still great fun fantasy fans even animation limited and step artistic streak first lodoss part series elements appeal fullyrealized characters engaging storyline magic romance superb soundtrack scored kaoru wada ninja scroll give uneven spinoff punchbr br while ova dub lodoss criticized one reason another generally liked still consider one favorite dubs significant hopes dub chronicles made part lodoss tv english track passable if stellar quality does however share problems much original cast lent english voices characters lodoss return including lisa ortiz deedlit nice bonus hand billy regans mature sounding parn bit offputting bad job voice came across grating first eight episodes causing antidub fans instantly diss dub time spark company take stage found less bothersome i know improved grew me also everyone oav dub returns jayce reeves voices wagnard terrifically one episode hes replaced pete zarustica whole show gives scratchy still malevolent turn as well expected evil laughter anthony cruises kashue hand weary takes five episodes find stride oliver gregory probably effective orson especially final dramatic scenesbr br aside lisa ortiz deedlit karen smith shiris john knox ashram al muscari slayn dubs best voices come newer characters including crispin freeman spark maar garrack episodes roxanne beck little neese meg frances who voices pirotess oav also voices ryna vulnerability sassiness well karla especially angora deb who steals every scene leaf halfelf rest cast terrible means little uneven oav dub right aldonova greevus others lackluster hobb palace guards dragons etc awful in particular prince reonas va harsh monotone fighter justicebr br in fact lack aural continuity some cast members get new voices unexplained reason time get later episodes one problems dub others include less memorable awkward sounding dialogue uneven synchronization finally i apologize advance fans this lodoss island segments offbeat superdeformed interludes end episode either amuse drive batty admittingly first found major nuisance sorta grew while besides showstoppingly hilarious lines im king kashue cashew im really quite nut flaws rank dub chronicles notch ova resulting uneven english track summed best okbr br if one wonders japanese language track preferred listening choice well guess what japanese version good bad points too voices less annoying english language track found others less appealing english equivalents in particular actress deedlit nowhere nearly good lisa ortiz yumi tohma plus mention japanese cast ova series made seven years original one sho hayami cast members replaced new ones although respectably good job may major annoyance used japanese ova cast shows everything japanese better english eh despite flaws chronicles heroic knight still fine series deserves hold ground without rough spots always live predecessor yet theres enough good points counter bad making moderately enjoyable fantasy anime

go school even though im quarantined brother got covid still quarantined days vice principal called said changed mind go school im risk giving covid class mates her choice stay home probably punished go

hate fucking bullshitwhy fuck forced become slave society didnt even ask born first place shit pisses much burdens placed choice addresshunger thirst discomfort pain etc forced upon im expected go along else suffer body tortures meeting demands fuck shit find working jobwhich something people forced dounbearable agonizing waste time im forced either deal shit decades come go horrible painful process killing myself mean wtf that im fucking trapped hurts knowing society brought world doesnt give fuck go always going serving system else youre seen trash im fucking done want escape prison badly

idk title please read itbefore start want say depression mental disorder ok story live pretty poor country im constantly struggling money point feel like im living surviving frankly im getting kind fucking tired nice people would tell painlessly end would really appreciated ps apologise bad grammar english first language also pretty late pps im google pussy giving number redflag hotline

thought id witnessed every wrinkle crimegangster flick offer garrettmarcinhammett combination pull genuine thrills surprises here thanks inventively forceful direction mamoulian atmospheric photography lee garmes plus remarkably sharp film editing flawless special effects brilliant acting helps too coop gives one convincing performances reticent hayseedturnedfearless bootlegger the sort character progression repeat roles sergeant york miss sidney pictured center first major role also eyeopener principals receive great support paul lukas wynne gibson stanley fields heavies even robert homans hardasnails detective movie obviously realized extensive budget brilliantly deployed realistic crowdfilled sets

ive planning redflag cant talk therapist it doive planning redflag hate it know cant talk therapist id risk getting baker acted florida thing something many obligations like school family cant miss institutionalized something talk therapist go to

best friend likes idk kind long sorry so best friend leaving next week hung last time ended making touching almost went stopped mom rushing us home acting really weird taking home didnt text back next morning talked phone last night basically said loved wanted show make see beautiful him said felt like half said almost cried kind scary didnt know say feel like im freaking kind of dont know feel love feel like see friend hes liked ive always rejected him ghosted it felt like couldnt handle felt scary feel like thinks ill keeps making jokes leaving now also girlfriend hates me theres that please give advice dont want hurt love him tldr best friend intimate says likes dont know do

urgentplease tell go away see psychiatrisdoctor anything like that really cant take it keep thoughts mind cant control cantdeal more much thoughts come anytime increasing even typign this theyre much know anymore start personilites mix thoughts mock control actions much yes mean control like actual body want see pain want die like fun them know like others want see hurt kill yourself sense guess bring redflag thoughts let buts much please say doctor anything asked subreddits got answers said that tried telling others look weridly one way control found repeatldly hitting head thats obviously good solution ease things

woman black tv adaptation susan hills modern classic ghost story published years earlier film made sadly film released dvd far aware deleted vhs availability direct contrast popularity amongst know horror films story revolves around events seaside community early th century young solicitor sent firm conclude affairs recently deceased widow died isolated marshland estate thought would routine probably tedious task turns nightmare discovers old woman haunted death ghosts past content rest story told subtle concise way never selfindulgent flashy overexpositional obviously tight budget may contributed nononsense approach story needs works well see scares said that one particularly terrifying scene relies visual works perfection watched film day still gave nightmares nearly week later love terrified must get hold watch copy woman black

hate feeling hate much ever see people complete family im one although quite happy mom dad seperated still wish father figure life know male stuff well sometimes get ostracized guys show much emotions cry want cry get judged it fucking sucks

death sounds goodi lot happened past years worst watching year old boy get half crushed car lay dying stared directly eyes kept saying help couldnt anything watched life drain rulers length away ever since something changed feel like could kill pretty easily also feel could kill others contemplated decapitating family members every day past years cried happy even got angry inevitably kill one day im pretty sure im psychopath haha seriousness life boring looking forward level c

school sucking dryyyyyy mom said looked dead earlier cuz purpleish rings eyes weird cuz ive getting decent sleep hrs im ready weekend two projects study finals next week one two monday also math test tomorrow bio lab test retake morning dont even time workout rowing team talk friends want next week go quickly get back workouts video games friends hate shit mentally im fine ive worse im tired going similar pushing last week know uve got this thanks coming ted talk ill regret posting couple hours

last thing say end probably thank world surviving year

stuckwent outside last night probably home around am planned know why around hours standing sitting staring railing back fourth kept thinking this dunno whats called stopping me wanna it really do bad get cant sure anxiety looking wondering bad itll hurt height think ending another way sure though appointment nurse wednesday dunno im supposed hold im keep thinking going back tonight actually it im stuck

everytime think future want moreive set failure know going go

film guts suggest might best simply accept life is keep smiling anyway one excited idea taking charge ones life moving forward felt slapped face thats okay agree movie love respect it great acting streep hurt everyone else really wonderfully quirky scenes serious film take hanky

loseshey past months ive lost things made identity live gone leave school financial reasons move back home best friend girlfriend years separated completely fault wanted marry her im allowed near her cant even drive time license suspended bullshit law ive flashbacks sexual abuse kid mothers relationship isnt best feel completely alone even tho feel closer everyone love point life still feel really fuckin alone ya know focal point light life taken one one empty battle self harm daily basis cant even wear short sleeves outside work scars left ive never depressed entire life hurts light end tunnel turned giant forrest fire serious problems thats effect relationships im paying price alone months ago never saw like this never saw license school studio friends girlfriend ive attempted slitting wrist didnt work idk dont trust alone support gone long time forever im point giving life trying kill again feel like burden pain everyone around me never enough wrong things stress people good intentions darker sides psyche get way abused emotionally neglected childhood feel like constantly fight demons adult life ive lost everything due fact ive abused others way ive abused isnt fair anyone ive tried hard change stop shitty person always always insecure ass loser im really interested living anymore due fact everyone everything left life fault fault understand need help serious help positive youtube video numb pain drugs sex years professional therapy want happiness back confidence self esteem live creativity girlfriend best friends money license freedom sense self attempted hang wasnt strong leather belt seconds broke fell floor im alive im sure else do want get better need get better ive depressed suicidal almost decade want breathe once childhood crushing weight im gasping air breathe itll okay youll fine cuz every time think itll okay im severely disappointed wish wasnt am im good people life lot people good me wish didnt let bad events manifest inside deeply are yes vague didnt want go much detail feel relief writing little since bottled up since im alive ill try best remain healthy mentally even tho easy wrong thing ignore problems want anything care back cant keep letting demons control me thanks rredflagwatch existing

got friends prank call yoooooo yall got numbers boys prank call us

got ltt ad english english class learning crispr couple minutes got ad ltt honey fucking amazing

imagine me running bedroom am morning screaming hustle hustle hustle wake ask confused who tf you answer get hustle go go h sleep hustle hustle hustle

stories reminiscent leopold loeb case may find movie entertaining cast includes robert culpwith stephen caffrey garrison hershberger college studentsbr br peter falk usual self pretending tricked precocious students caffrey longtime companion buried alive excellent menacing roles basically two frat buddies become tired demanding parents expect nothing less academic perfection attendance best schools financed conform excellent scene wherein culp rakes caffrey coals gets low grade threatens cut trust funds caffrey later says friend i hate him want deadbr br all well beverly hills always excellent theme believe film came right menendez killings watch menedez killing beverly hills compare film may find interesting parallels

im love egirl mom took away ps ive said many times live keep collecting every little slights insurrections constant pain every dimension

yo post history kinda sus number times ive mentioned redflag tryna get laid product sub

today seventeenth birthday mostly spent alonemy seventeenth birthday today predicted quite lonesome one went school forced smile peers friends acknowledged birthday not feel entitled it school went work forced smile coworkers customers served get wrong things happened today made smile coworkers told happy birthday even sang me brought birthday card balloon shift customers told happy birthday really it that sort came home depressive tired trance like usually do party anything friends that special conditions kind know hate seemed entitled guess wish felt wanted appreciated birthday once friends even play game me something usually always together anyway busy least said were end day yes people acknowledge existed birthday still ended coming home alone depressed nothing else day really changing im still old depressed lonely loser always am nobody seemed care much usual could tell everybody said nice things obligation birthday could tell really care again guess expected anything always expect something go way once still get disappointed always ends favor maybe im selfish though know wish somebody loved join house get surprised friends family balloons streamers cake stuff let know care proud making far guess commodities like soul contract ampxb im done whining though know tons people way worse me wish things different thanks reading commenting do cheers everyone

wiped hard male period lets go

im completely alone foreign country im afraidive lost fiancee drug addiction had moved china kicked habit reality situation kicking in today best friend basically brother started hate something did last person left world ive suicidal different im afraid go home live fifth floor im afraid ill throw window

br br i must admit expecting something quite different first viewing cut last night though delighted unexpected australian horror gem true horror fan true come found cut best genre australia ever produced one great parodycomedy films latebr br my concern mainstream audiences may pick lot comedic elements film overly clever application made laugh every turn trying fit every possible cliche horror genre could certain intended humourhoping intended humourbr br and course gorebr br the use customised garden shears brilliance besides expected stabs slashes short huge amount variety creativity many violent deaths enough please even skeptics films worthbr br the appearance kylie minogue short appearance was molly ringwald another reason see film performances fantastic well simon bossell the castle brilliant role jokey technicianbr br all all think movie one best horror products last couple years well beautiful satireparody toungueincheek till endbr br loved it go see it

dms open quite tired enough sleep yet lol im glad weekend starting get late im quite tired yet seeing anyone else around wanting chat whatever

feel peaceive always planned ending thought kind made emotional many times earlier life now feel peace feel anxiety swirls around like tree hurricane passed think now calms me anything beautiful fantasy

im afraidi need help im terrified im tired thoughts fuck thoughts im sick comfortable thought ending it know im equally afraid going hospital itll end car go itll destroy everything ive worked years build fuck do know do need help please someone help

still here suffer looking paper yesterday got paper cut

hey everyone hope okayive many therapist years realised working me really get anything already know feel like paying someone idle chatter with case therapistsis something do maybe keep trying find one actually feels worthwhile maybe stop togetherthanks reading question therapy

well holy damn yesterday cousin stayed overnighti dreami weird dream weird mix town florida pouter like son mayorthen guess dream started introducing every characters pouter issue of water ran outand dunno like farm mayor house saying shit likei i dont remember name story town fell apart because fucking water shortage dream cuts cousinand started trying resolve water problem also apparently electrical cut reason went cousins brother houseasked current water working woke could answer woke upmy mom urging cousin wake also told gonna water shortage pmits almost amby time im writing this well cant make shit upso yeah heard momi lost shit

want die badly dont courage jumpim year old im considering redflag light fucking issues ive stopped able cope with born disadvantaged ive dragging way life ever since born nvld adhd nvldor none verbal learning disorder basically causes issues everything fine motor skills spatial abilities understanding social relationships excelling rightbrained task limited career options made social relationships throughout life awkward superficial best suffice say stunted ability connect people endear myself career destroyer since literally every career requires least fundamental understanding social relationships visualspatialbig picture related cognitive skills iq demonstrates best performance iq level someone borderline retarded verbal iq level someone gifted im basically walking parrot competent expressing verbally incompetent everything else done irreperqble damage selfesteem effects haunted throughout life ive always felt like loser incapable realizing ambitions succeeding anything beyond base goals this adhd another added injury insult placed strain already devastating cognitive deficits come suffering nvld ive never able achieve single thing worth mentioning entire life nvld holds back hindered suceeding endeavours ambitious am existential blight literally one greatest challenges life gradually pulvarized whatever selfperception selfrespect had also developed atopic asthma eczema allergies early young age impaired ability engage athletics later s came influence health severely decisive manner three years ago lapsed depression studying university degree history which never wanted forced pressure family one fields good at nvld giving good analytical ability verbal logical reasoning problems kept piling on months introductionary classes could barely sleep subsequently developed major depression result suicidal thoughts barely functional forced drop university recovered months bout already existing allergies amplified extreme making unable sleep due severe nasal congestion unable sleep weeks straight poor reaction nasal cortecosteroids matter did still got poor sleep period full apprehension depression period blew over simply fucked zombie slowly began recovering that month later develop acid reflux sent another period depression anxiety added effect unable eat months recover slowly acid reflux never went away neither depression anxiety caused lose weight since insomnia anxiety depression barely able cope with ate ton without thinking sleep deprivation caused eat normally do already overweightfrom isolation adhd causing poor satiety suffice say ive past years developed sleep apneawhich hereditary problem multiple chemical sensitivity former causing additional memory motor cognitive deficitssomething learned studied disease meticulouslyones irreversible adding additional issues already addled dysfunctional brain causing cognitively impaired premorbid state latter basically making unable function like normative person rendering completely unemployable long term prognosis life quality health someone issues poor zilch since mcs according current research basically untreatable avoidance exacerbating enviroments form treatment available besides sleep apnea causing become dysfunctional beginning irreversible brain damage ive researched possible solutions months way fix situation fail find nothing possible way treat brain damage osa possibly reverse cognitive dysfunction caused learning disorders via regenerative technologies still infancy seem like distant mirages desert actual available treatments could restorw previous level functioning mcs anotger issue struggle with etiology completely unknown longterm prognosis poor since treatments even recognized many worlds medical institutions people mcs end isolation life long issues short becoming paraplegic suffering severe brain injuries developing terminal cancer als ms probably worst life outcome person experience way around it like falling bottom less pit incarcerated cage bottom ocean almost nothing fix situation except try adapt vain find nothing nothing left there im tired humiliated given shortend stick life people know least successful functional enough get life born way never choose life conditions given ive stopped able cope them fail finding ways rationalize make justifications continuing miserable existence longer keeps finding ways fuck head turn everything me know choose stay whatever happens ill never find place contentness happiness life spend days bed trying numb myself complete apathy lethargy deliberating whether kill try accept things are life ahead looks grim future prospects look bleak barely worth effort continue cant dont really want hack anymore im pretty much dead everyway counts idea im writing this needed write this

boyfriend deals knowing im suicidalis normal boyfriend treats like exist pick call like ever in years dating text first ask day answer wanna talk make effort see me last year tried commit redflag one knows it thankfully im okay physically mentally all know fault cant help imagine way treats normal mentally stable girlfriend importantly girl full anxiety pain heal from wrong me act like care

talked friend redflag today friend posted poll insta story going as u die yesno

it came bisexual parents today

sure plot oldboy seems great movies days amazingly shocking highbudgethyped waybr br spin kick dramacomedy group people decide pour hearts tae kwon do regardless expect film guaranteed feel moved work pain expectations characters force experience though comedic times many moments characters rendered beautifully theres old guard character takes things seriously hoodlum turned goodguy wants second chance life meek teamsubstitute would die happy life many wellrounded characters problems importantly hopes dreams plot goals movie simple aspects movie merely highlight development characters overcome personal interpersonal struggles br br in short film leave feeling fresh determined satisfied

didnt want post didnt want seem like looking attention really wanted place talk wasnt known really see redflag answer im feel like solution mum alcoholic reason im still isbecause take care little sister rly thing keeping here

lets stay dorm room courage kill myselfyep im piece shit guys theres denying now im bad nasty disgusting worthless person im likable anyone likes me ruin lives why dont give shit others feelings toxic disgusting thing hurt whoever im around need stay completely alone classes me lets wait til slash wrists

someone pcmr told post hereive depressed lonely whole life escaped xbox ive moved onto pc gaming rig broken dont money buy parts im two young get job whole spring break ive literally done nothing spook mom times

lets discuss politics opinion politician position issue x good meanwhile politician bs position bad vote politician a

list problems shall delete later depressed atleast years epicly self harming years sh free months self harmed massive knives d extreme poverty know whether ill able sleep roof bed next week health anxiety thought different types cancers hard living knowing or thinking cancers brain stomachcolon skin also thought appendicitis cant eat reason sometimes take long eat well realise im eating food stop get full easily hungry easily excluding family girlfriend one cares pretty sure friends wanted die one point people talk talk much consider friend im close all consider friend though ive friends guy years best friends even also picky eater im extremely extremely underweight short kglbs eat unhealthily time bc im hungry fun physically verbally abused parents tutor since kid anymore hearing loud voices even theyre positive makes scared probably sort ptsd suicidal since atleast sadly attempted redflag days ago im okay dysfunctional family apparently look ugly people say look pretty idk im tired time seen sooossososo much gore murder terrorism redflag animal abuse torture porn rape child murder abuse etc unfortunatelyyy seen child porn clearweb felt guilty reporting scared ive seen times since then dark web accident im idiot intentionally catching pedosgroomers still remember look ish year old girls eyes following orders looking could see really felt devoid hope im completely desensitised things point apparently look solemn extremely serious dead empty eyes people think im psychopath understand im really care lot certain people im loving cant open people ive cut people with blades scissors made self harm guise its joke regret forced self harm multiple times one guy rest remorse deserve life skills street smarts motivation schoolwork anything privacy room phone parents trust me decent person would many bad stuff drugs sexual stuff yk im allowed step outside give permission freedom basically technology thats really overthinking doubting doubting doubts aaaaaa wish normal ive watched guy die front felt nothing still care actually amazed seeing unfold see flashes violence randomly see someone holding knife normal stuff get away else could stab im scared hold knife near people might stab intentionally unintentionally brain extremely manipulative also reason attempted redflag im manipulative close killing certain person never attempted thankfully im incapable lot things recently learned cross streets stuff able walk school parents want suffer parents literally suffering much want someone end suffering right now feel pain torture physically mentally someone end it cant cook anything myself im spoiled guess severely dehydrated thats think ones gonna read anyway im happy though awesome im looking forward married girlfriend future wife d love much like making happy wanna make cookies go louvre loaddss more sooo despite problems im happy

im another problemi see people post things here things could help think wow could say things like cant im good helping im good making people worry

u think corona end im thinking feels like im jinxing it anyone else

th birthday todayyy leave nnani

rock bottomthis may long understand want read im m rental manager toyota drive acura tl amenities could ever want make good money love job one semester away receiving associates computer information systems live nice place lot acquaintances aside main job also club dj side im going mention dj dealership work for sake people coming actually know meall say live north central massachusetts ive suffered depression many years count come realization reason gone relationship relationship looking happiness parents divorced period mentally conscious enough know whats going time impressionable now found many great relationships everything going perfecti find way fuck up go looking trouble start arguments cheated seen people behind backsi hated knew going become second half relationship said done im alone again sit cry regret avoided relationships sole reasonthen one day met her fell love talkingdating awhile knew one planned remember rest life asking birthday march a choice regret birthday july everyone supposed celebrating ill weeping march marked official start relationship things great ended back old ways cheated her never forgave me expect too september year ended me cheated back july which regret every single day life ive gone pain ive lived car dealed drugs pay rent slept floors parking lots ive much want tell anyone fell family thankfully im back lives now lost met changed remember honestly ever really happy her im talking about oh wake stressed bills still put smile happy talking about romantic novel notebook movie unicorns shitting rainbows type happy believe it gone memories happiness replaying over professional life ever decreasing work performance toyota dwindling im late work everyday simply engaged there cut djing nonexistence maybe gigs month loving itnot barely hate it hate booth seeing couples floor good time show good time torn inside ive neglecting car falling behind maintenance even cleaning it grades gone draini passed assignments per class semester deans list gpa last semester nowi academic standing health falling too lot cocaine drinking nonstopi drinking every single night since left september discover amex mcvs cards running fuel selfdestruction ive hit rock bottom reddit first guys hear this best friend know itat least best guy friend became real best friend started datingevery second magic went making fun romantic comedies chick flicks living one believe amazing felti found tonight hoping never find out exclusively talking new guywithin month one good female friends whos always tried looking her broke news tonight lot connections lot underground people asked picking gun really much thought would be acted many times would it would leave short voicemail brief point would park car driveway would blow brains out information come light inclined follow through honestly sick waking hangovers waking exhausted groggy going bed night tears waking tears time let go come close faking smile im drunk want driveway let know driven to im scared it hurt long take bullet cease bodily functions whats afterlife like know do

imma honest im prob one whenever im singing someone walks mutter extra words like im thinking randomly speaking dont look crazy

im bored coins comment want candycorn

getting helplived depression anxiety life self treated alcohol years ago antidepressants since then doctor says must see counselor continue prescribe meds go counselor starts telling call authorities admit redflag thoughts harming anyone else dont really like guy find another counselor tells thing tactful way point this get help feelings cant talk counselor without fear reported locked up bother drugs counselors completely decided end life busy stating disclaimers see undermined whole purpose choice give healthcare go way suffer useless counseling sessions hiding truth seems pointless everything else

please wake up miss you ive trying reach years now seems like dreams im normal social media user im husband miss you please wake up

anyone agree doom relaxing videogame series mean anybody read play doom shoot everything moves incredibly simple fucking amazing

anyone wanna chat im bored kinda wanna talk someone sleep maybe tomorrow dunno yet comment dm wanna

coronavirus day coronavirus test officially came positive struggling breathe day congestion head nose felt stuffy head feels heavy still cant smell anything

one cares audience not would kill would celebrate stupid am stupid liveno ever care anyway suffer silence guess

often driving wish someone would run red light hit deal life anymore always disappointed pass intersection unscathed wish someone would crash

dad really knows ruin everyones day woke morning shirtless way garage cut hair i buzz cut cut myself getting lil longer id like walk garage room greet im going garage goes put shirt cold there said its ok im cutting hair who tf wears shirt theyre cutting hair gets itchy him saying disrespectful rebuttal walk away go get shirt step mom arguing morning ruined theyre pissed other im confused

oh got told friend home since end school im writing might lost kidnapped oh

gentleman jim another case print legend errol flynn playing legendary boxer brash charismatic social climber rollicking entertainment barely stops breath pointless looking historical accuracy flynns charge light brigade sheer hokum stops pulled out filmed surprisingly lavish scale given real sense energy raoul walshs vivid direction flynn still height powers youd never guess suffered mild heart attack production alexis smith beautiful romantic sparring partner perpetual sidekick alan hale along good measure time flynns father jack carson takes sidekick duties time indeed even pirate galleon flynns earlier movies makes somewhat outofplace cameo dockside bout minutes breeze by

im sure ever botheredim sure even begin like anyone cares im currently sitting bathroom knife crying uncontrollably guess years shit finally hitting me baby shes beautiful weeks old tomorrow shes reason dont want anything name ellie im shit marriage used love him still care way years mistreatment negativity crap sex life taken toll me cheated too sad part still cheating guy believe im actually whole heartedly love with im scared leave husband though dont want anything stupid want happy want us happy dont see anymore ive tried leave two maybe three times avail hate job shit money paycheck goes straight outrageous student loans im boss employees just awful left basically everything guess fault though im bad manager wasnt bad manager id good employees hate fucking family years years fucking judgemental hipocrasy mother morbidly obese bitch nasty drinking problem starts shit everyone especially sister ive literally middle man family listening everyone bitch complain everyone else dad cool though marine vietnam kinda scary though ive overweight life last march started diet lost pounds close goal weight got pregnant surprise im back fat fat fuck jiggling around everywhere none clothes fit im poor go get new ones also motivation lose weight probably already fucking lost gain fuck back again friends mean theres like maybe people would say otherwise see like that one bothered visit hospital since ellie around everyone else like yeah meet baby thats it someone best friend even bothered visit since thanksgiving guess goes ways shes pregnant wanted throw shower realized give shit ellie waste time person ive ever able confide guy ive cheating husband with hes one whose ever given hope loves me insane smart hed walk away trainwreck life im scared tell bad feeling right now everyone needs break awhile different tldr seriously dont even worth time goodbye

dont know doim combat medic ptsd ive dating girl little three years today broke up never felt horrible life ive married kid another chick thought got everything good ish anyways dont want kill keep leaning towards it point dad come house take guns house i live america gunz cant help think always mess things time dont even feel like living anymore helped much better myself quit smoking rarely drink around made acceptable society love know constantly upset everything do im kinda money hungry always trying get promoted better positions im glad dad took guns sorry rant guys

suicidali feel want kill much want live

love feel like trying find past year dont feel love entire family would feel would sense loss money emotions ever remember feeling brief joy brief anger faked crying hour see would actually emit emotional response get hug hate emotion feel like

reasons leave sub unfunny posts plague sub every weeks sexism lies karmawhoring pedophilia stolen ideas

first youtube video made closer today look months years months since video made back video made years months away december

might end tonight story want help meso might belong wanted share story name ralph friend since second grade name isebella everybody said identical someone internet called coco queen personally never saw face helps piciture good you isebella hanged like alot even almost lived together always played vieogames watced netfilx time lives families business friends aproved friendship things kind awkward around us parents always made sex jokes us could hear them one night family dinner family father shamed her went outside air followed her cold outside playing still loving scorpians fell accidentely kissed said sorry said ok felt same started daiting hot digidi dog daiting did started drinking together spent time together started even watching horror movies together best moments life like months magic still there however everything come end hedding house netflix found dead card hand freaked out called police family everything investigaded security cameras fount commited redflag fucking panic attack saw killing herself read note left fucking insane made braclet still wear month since event still cant believe fucking self happened started seeing therapist dont think works person really understanded complesity yea truly sucks

whats quickest way kill myselfim cant like get gun shit like that thanks

lying everyone yearsi lying closest friends girlfriend amp family years already debt amp telling everyone it okay think might weekend apend little bit happy time loved ones first long story ahead tldr bottom tldr childhood molested sezually fist grade neigbour amp grade verbally amp physically bullied blackmailed shit on pissed on sodomized amp used laughing stock atleast beatdowns week monday amp friday started year girlfriend now ex broke could live behaving like adult trust me either started bunking best friends place months feeling quilty income saving nothing amp freeloading friends lets call jiri place could get back moms place free rooms amp father lived way city transports school there months finalky found cheap rental apartment next school amp also knew move could get enough money welfare pay bils amp get food moved amp first fucking happy life joyfull amp felt good winter came thing called kaamos i dont know wjat call english came sunlight always dark kids started bully school anxiety amp deppression kicked amp could sleep well amp would stay planket ir computer hanging friends lasted month long got expelled school never went there stayed home drowning sorrows playing video games mainly rs friends long jiri tried ask okay always told yeah good months later money behind rent amp bills cash food still sat amp played video games also aunt amp granpa died time took pretty jard started self harm years clean juat beginning managed somehiw get together exgf amp bunked weeks saing i vacation school yeah fucking stupid me got caught threw amp know do visited apartment time payed bills last months so went ro gradmas place amp stayed month summer met soul mate amp new girlfriend friend jiri took back place stay amp promised help anything could told everybody big debt amp unemployed money got went straight paying debts believed told family amp bought it thou father diaapointed me after met talked times date unofficialy living jiri debt collecrors idea was baaically run months even remember it fun playing amp drinking life away jiri johanna amp friends one idea time went fast wa full year since moved ro live own always back head atill self harm drank alcohol remember all one day jiri said we move rental place could move unofficially him happy moved winter amp befire christmas moved new place lie survived officially year already started took toll me afraid phone ringing afraid going public areas amp talked dad months said mom amp everybody else okay nothing happenes while new place drinking playing amp derping around always afraid jiri woild kick money it went debt paying reality done anything ti get rhe monwy evsn toi afraid always helped bdat could amp think enough him im glad best friend summer applied school i forced seek education myself amp knew mistake may ask summer gone amp august school again school needed put address right place house lived jiri see going school started like shit anxiety top gear alcohol amp lie tellling years already evdn believed lie point aftrer one weel school quit it could blt handle it that came envelopes demise bills bills mlre bills wise amp saved money year thought payed all november came bill almost another amp amp on cried shock made bucket list next christmas get contact dad take johanna real first date get jiri something nice christmas fun lt christmas went by always toes january johanna invited place ever since day ca go back jiris place spoke jirk almost month now letters court told johanna anything even jiri one knows this jiri saw letters told okay just fucked badly weeks since last letter amp think next one something bad never wanted hurt anybody never wanted involve anyone else might now regret everything jiri amp family amp friends trough im disapointment everyone lazy fuckerif only could see another way last weeks slept all wake am sure someway im jump balcony know brought upon elementary school amp junior high school learned lie problems time also want worry involve anyone problems always tries make everyone around smile amp happy ques never time myself old habits die hard learn keep in never come out thought saturday last moment friends amp sunday week it railroad track nearby rest assholes made childhood hell kylsaaren alaaste ja meriporin ylaste jasu jere sundval se kpi ja te pari junttii ja koko mun alaaste luokka se kivaa juu hakata kepeill jaloilla ja nyrkeill toista varastaa esineit ja vandalisoida nit vhemmstki pelk menn ulos ja tulee ihmiapelkoo vitu mulkut ymmrrn kyll et teil oli omat perheongelmat mut ei sit olis muhu tarttenu mullaki oli omat ongelmat sillo jo jos olisitte antanu ni olisin koittanu auttaa teit vaikka nauraan ja joni impolasta milt tuntu kytt lk aeksuaalisesri hyvks tykkaiks siit ku otin suihin tai siit ku tynsit sen sinne oki varmaa sulle mukavaa haista pitk paska tldr lied ti everyine life cared fir almist years dead end people please lie loved one family end hurt e eryone evenmore ecer trouble call father mother straight away someone close lt

wake feeling sickly morning constant feeling emotional breakdown go hide bedroom minutes cry cannot cry feel emotionally constipated children around want see crying know going me honestly never felt like before distract feel heartbeat increase scared panic attack bath night though heart attach drowned children find next morning could relax got out thoughts time sometimes thoughts children murdered assaulted soon fall sleep oh sleep able sleep long time feel soo alone today cannot call family friends even say them explain understand really hurting today hurting

playing minecraft increase memory noticed couple times actuallywhen ever play minecraft something seem remember going around me instance family watching moviethis happened six months ago still remember dialogue said remember gamei exploring cave second time noticed online class english decided play minecraft missed whole class could hear said still remember names characters story whole story understand possible since paying attention said class still remember word said block placed said anyone else relate me

consider movie one interesting funny movies time much highly intelligent thoughts it anybody thinks movie awful get able recognize really deep philosophical themes in schneider movies without doubt several universities germany throughout europe made studies schneiders way seeing things way helge schneider intelligent sensitive person jazzmusicions germany maybe europe mostly inspired great mdavis tmonk like him ok please try convince others might stupid cheap boring funny face opinion discussion willing really look art hschneider would surrender

using sub diary day today good bunch meetings school stuff grades nd semester uploaded got gpa quite proud people call beard honest answer cheated majority classes passed true internet helped lot rest day used chill hbu guys day went anything interesting happened

grandparents best like parents actually respect sick tired parents shouting always treating children lesser respect another normal human being gf cant stand presence parents actually moved grandparents college even ease journey campus escape toxic environment fast could personal experience usually better mood staying gparents kid went mountain house summer homework calmness maybe college late highschool years long time together parents cant stand us much cant stand them know insane grandparents feel like average less insane parents

next time hear chick say cant find nice guy immediately later make fun guys simps im gonna lose it chick know complained never find nice guy go bad luck men wants guy listen communicate stuff immediately goes hooks immature dude turns emotionally abusive her like expect walked right one fourth time row like serriously didnt see coming mile away make fun guy whos actually nice calling simp nice someone seen creepy obsessive dont know why obsessive someone creepy obsessive guy comments something nice thats creepy guy comments detail dont understand knows thats creepy guy walks says hair looks cute thats creepy guy walks sticks nose hair says hair smells nice thats creepy

im suicidal feel die one daytheres redflags parents families baby aunt killed forced abortion grandmother years later mums uncle killed struggled depression mum tried kill found dad cheating her admitted hospital months dad killed girlfriend left him thought better without him midteens youngest brother tried kill struggling everything know redflag left behind still feel like haunting me actually told school therapist maybe kill myself never actually told anyone time anyone would listened me anything hurt right now might sound silly reason living right dog ive seen life like without caring away college him right happiness

one frightening game experiences ever make keep lights next bed great storyline romantic horrific ironic plot fans original resident evil surprise returning character mention voiceacting drastically improved previous series miss best series

really wanna diei wanna commit redflag sometimes feel lonely really wanna die im frickin afraid death know im coward theres still bit life empty shell

autismaspergers really death sentenceas autist never able happy normal life autistics unemployed never able careers autistic men die without even one relationship start finish autism redflag rate x general populations everyone thinks okay discriminate autistics nothing good disorder nothing ever change way born never find love never able connect others like retarded disorder better luck next life guess

rest family doesnt want get new covid vaccine live household mother father christian dont believe vaccines they still get complete buttholes wondering guys would choose would a get vaccine b get vaccine reason feel free elaborate comments look forward seeing answers

think ill kill definitely chanceshi rredflagwatch theres lot going last year much feel want type post could take day basically ive fighting losing battle small victorys helping get worst parts example passed driving theory test two days ago anyway ill give background help problems around two years ago got first real relationship girl named abbey months relationship got really drunk party got really angry told slow bit tried make one friends party needless say work make her remaining months relationship acted extremely distant unloving showered praise around february last year broke her bad good break time extramly sad able calmly talk come undersanding however mother time told disappointed get literally two days said must raised wrong im fucked anyway time got job mcdonalds hated quit got kicked house got forced move back house normal school issues however mind school much rampant suicidal thoughts generally scared future sad life throughout time abbey would message wed talk couple days stopped never really stopped feelings towards talk without feeling like shit ok heres real problem started talking two months ago ended started casual sex weekly know great idea said begging chose date people would ok would stop this one friends asked couple days ago im ok went date none told lied come round went worked here texts tmrw today worked outhttpimgurcomaho read left bit hope gives general gist im trying say honestly never fell love think thats really something know me do

know kill tonight buti methodically planned life literally got point spreadsheet date live much more think every last person place thing numbers turns thats bad way try understand being

many others written wonderful documentary list chapters anyone interested new germany distant war september may france falls mayjune alone may may barbarossa junedecember banzai japan way usa desert north africa stalingrad june february wolfpack red star soviet union whirlwind bombing germany september tough old gut lovely day tomorrow burma home fires britain inside reich germany morning june august occupation holland pincers august march genocide nemesis germany februarymay japan pacific february july bomb februaryseptember reckoning

see point familyi never understood family never close like people are feel family limitation oh talk auntunclecousinmother like that ive never close family guess never clicked them feel family bond lot people talk put frank find annoying unnecessary memories mom yelling me telling im failuredevils child crying hard life is life hard love every time try talk back says you cant yell yell you right im mother crappy bullshit answer she actually says that finds reasons yell say brother tells complain much think complain much else do family gave physical needs survive give enough mentalpsychological needs dad know english gets bullied mom lot feel sad him hes good dad thinks things logically hes nice cousins people get along ill seeing rest life everyone else think main problem mom cant wait get life maybe ill start grateful miss start remembering good times ive instead thinking worst emotional roller coaster mom feel like narcissistshe entitledegotistical guilt trips carer cant anything it claims better think make feel better treating me recently forced program said opening doors me quit because want told to gets mad consulting her forces back says i changed mind anymore finalized everything program actual fuck cant fucking take mental abuse anymore want end im scared die efforts successful go absolute waste destined fail matter good grades matter hard ive tried reason is end life hand one day

want live competitive countryim study grade singapore sorry english good enough understand lot pressure im school people care much gpa academic result come back home read lot books got bad score teachers parents would get upset angry failed math exam friends looked asked whats wrong everyone class need perfect finish school go extra class pm feel like want anymore cant escape either sometimes feel tired cant rest parents high expectation think mad tell want study hard like friends envy people countries study hard perfect everything like us tell people want write novel singing drawing immedietly think im stupid crazy im tired feel like choice believe reincarnation want escape here

want live quarantined worldfuck this cant see friends sports canceled grad year ruined gf broke up future hopless come within feet someone get dirty look ironic were quarantining save lives soon quarantine killed me covid see later world im out

know doi need let out dunno do current relationship falling apart relationships fallen apart mess everything hate myself makes hate more one love someone like that get it really think im good enough ever get together im weak let things get fall useless burden over ive like forever tell im gonna try harder never happens depressed ever real reason be life come kicked around like everyone else im pretty sure made worse know everything could make things better dont need help know one else me energy anything it moved hometown current bf whole family lives here nice know talk to real friends here acquaintances think people need hear problems bf having hate dragging people down wish could make happy get depressed screw up last time fought told kill get with said mean things too apologized said mean it really think hes right hes home alot lately want come home find dead cause thats awful thing someone time kind do edit see problem soon post this immediately feel guilty making anyone read whining stop feeling guilty existing time

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well portrayal lesbian love story fire also comic satire middleclass indian culture find quality little appreciated movie two genres ie deep meaningful alternativelove story comic satire usually mix together well oil water do mehta somehow manages achieve balance near perfection servant jatins behaviour familys treatment him bedridden grandmothers constant inescapable presence ashoks obsession swamis teachings coming culture much like indias things immediately identify typical crying pointed ridiculed developing primary subject matter mehta manages achieve secondary theme skillfully fact much humour film provides essential relief heavy subjects taboo lesbian love gender issues stem satire seemingly ordinary film flows comic serious great subteltybr br all all brilliant use symbolic devices radha compared sita legend coming fire unscathed and therefore pure lifelong desire young radha see ocean finally achieved gains freedom kudos shabana azmiradha lighting crew deepa mehta unhollywoodlike and unbollywoodlike talents made movie special one criticism first scenes seemed rather disjointed flow wellbr br the verdict nothing less movie scenes burned mind

cant resisti friendsmy parents think im idiotthey dont love menobody wants talk diseasecant play many sports disease life shiti want redflag

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one days last night tried talk girlfriend worryfeeling ive feel like attempt talk explain problem brains pushed away wanted talk feel suck talking feelings made things worse im even really asking advice do ive feel like ruin everything try help

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action adventure want movie best advised look elsewhere hand lazy day want good movie go along mood check the straight storybr br richard farnsworth puts compelling performance gentle gentlemanly alvin straight true story alvins journey riding mower across three states see estranged brother strokebr br farnsworth perfect role travels long winding road making friends strangers doling lots grandfatherly type advice family along way story moves along slowly riding mower somehow manages keep viewer watching waiting next life lesson alvins going offerbr br stretch couch relax enjoy way watch good movie rates book

carols journey pleasure watch many reasons acting clara lago simply amazing someone young one special actors say say much facial expressions director imanol urbibe presents tight controlled film break continuity thereby propelling plot steady pace enough suspense keep one wondering nest scene bring screenplay angel garcia roldan story telling best which seems major purpose films all plot unpredictable yet events unravel completely logical perhaps best feature film tell story spanish civil war affected people major event th century yet hardly americans know it fact years university teaching averaged one student semester even heard it much less could say anything comprehensive itand overwhelming number students merit scholars speaks enormous amount censorship american education so one way film good way begin study event keeping mind one thread pulled great deal history unraveled appreciation film is therefore direct relation amount ones knowledge view film another coming age movie miss movie completely left elbow index considers seven aspects film acting production sets character development plot dialogue film continuity artistryon scale good average needs help carols journey average counts excepting dialogue rated average lei average film raised equated imdb scale highly recommend film ages

sure movie historically accurate great entertainment demille pictures especially later epics slow plodding action moves clip story basically series peaks little quiet moments action takes us indian raid cabin one best parts movie jean arthur excellent attempting appease warpainted natives followed cooper taken war camp tortured later comes protracted battle cheyenne whole thing ridiculous great fun entertaining start finish jean arthur one best actresses era shines here

credflag childhood abuse ex abused hit me current relationshipi love anger issues due bipolar laid today become caretaker low energy become due depression want way feel embarrassed ridiculed ashamed said seek therapy said therapy pointless pursue pay reason anger me causing it caused all could not could make many people angry life it common denominator would world favor leaving fault

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really bad spot right honestly know nobody ask helpi shitty eastern european country live alone money food left supposed wait end month get money scholarship university supposed get month got postponedi tried everything charity city food pantries like usa even church could get help nothing else besides phone need take online examsi amhungry tired anxious cannot even sleep redflag feel life completely done nobody ask help asked made feel like piece shit askingi know anyone talk please calm down rock bottom alone

girlfriend supportive honest embarrasses meive honest suicidal thoughts understands hate putting her hate knows now want treat differently feel bad me told intending vent feel like attention seeker feel shame