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found ex attempted redflag overdose called me icu called emergency services even though it want upset me recovers prevent againim sosorry long detailed work colleague months moved andi got know properly together almost years left really good terms left knew much work us im christian partpalestinian jewish partisraeli deep relationship also hesitant hesitant familys reaction sexualityreligious ethnic backgrounds went knew chance long term relationship us worked london far away families live outside city cambridge educated one brightest quickest minds one difficult prestigious careers could get into so mind told need check months definitely well moving finding someone else placed missed call yesterdaymorningand icalled back later nightto check whyi anxious pick upbecause callmeant something serious told called hear voice apologise telling work out knew something triedto stay calm possible told lovely hear her asked herwhere was anyone heretc told alonein flat apologised calling earlier dealing small overdose knew get medical attention finished call without telling driving flat got toher flat told wanted see her tospeak her let quiet nobody spoke minutesuntil noticed getting sofa went held really tight didntwant leave didntwant go sight second knew extra careful words get come hospital sat talking everythingfor good hours could tell visible pain tried subtle possible told lets go together check you quick check see whats going itllultimately choice whether want treatment not told go wanted wait home everything end silent said that ifeltlike fucked words shedidntbudge left flat sat cari sit home andlet happen walkedback flat hours later called emergency services begged come check somehow convinced arrived dontknow do icould call knew relationship all one areoutside city soi almost physicalsupport ive slept long called sick work today gets upset mewhat help prevent repeated future please anything think helped someone know

feel like cant take care myselfthis post probably going messy unorganized thats okay guess first im going years old havent gone college anything work group home also live mother lets face caregivers dont get paid well would go school spending habits car payment prevent so im generic abilify generic zoloft along vitamin d feeling stable also still bit depressed feel emotionally stable unable perform basic things like getting shower pretty hard sometimes dont get started room also dont brush teeth im gross feel like cant take care myself sometimes wonder belong group home anyways guess thats it advice appreciated thank you

first time seriously considering redflagive sad long last month ive sad cant take longer took steps help years good job absolutely fit gym bjj everything superpower would miserably sad every day want keep suffering cant take longer swear know anymore

last ressorthave ever thought last ressort redflag like commited die instead go trip fuck prostitutes drugs dont knowdo something anything something dying maybe awaken life

remember makes happy even really good moments really good days lately know them cannot remember them hate feeling everythings reach cannot remember things made happy

many movies people returning home wars cope the war home worth seeing portraying vietnam vet jeremy collier emilio estevez trouble connecting texas family much movie likely tense up nothing prepare ends getting revealedbr br part makes movie good gives viewer feeling texas generation gap jeremys parents bob martin sheen maurine kathy bates clearly problem sons attitude war rejection americanism sister karen kimberly williams uncertain side dinner neutralitybr br so americans may never able fully get vietnam war movie probably help us look seriously affected many people emilio estevez certainly good job directing also starring corin nemec carla gugino

im sad im really sad laying bed well actually empty numb point stands sad

im scared ill regret itim scared ill regret it feel bad leaving parents brother two family dogs theyve much help me care me love much still want die cant fuxking suffer anymore anxiety sucks depression sucks symptoms come sucks life sucks like live wanna go really do im anxious scared go one knows happens death reincarnated afterlife absolutely nothing gone know much

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venting rotten putrid feelings haul around every dayive putting years lately feel like wasted time think years someone asking feel throwing pills would fix problems have try hard fit get good job well school exist outside fucking institution im beginning think past attempts one step success reason life gone shit meant around long know exactly anymore every day fucking struggle anymore time drive vividly fucking dream throwing car semi cross street slow hopes someone make decision me cant bear shit anymore im pussy gone how affect others fucking pathetic i

decided little test ill count many times bust nut year already data important future humanity

using sub diary part hello scrolling new guy nice meet you nice day anyway today bit productive started working birthay gift friend sadly remembered moment drawings suck well either nothing next days try best make acceptable school begins tomorrow bit productive again teachers really handle whole lockdown situation quite questionably fuck life guess wake tomorrow posts made much earlier also means less likely anyone sees this happen see though thanks stopping by good night reddit

takes patience get david lynchs eccentric but change lifeaffirming chronicle alvin straights journey stick it though moves slow straights john deere meets kind strangers along pilgrimage learn much isolation aging painful regrets secrets ultimately power family reconciliation richard farnsworth caps career years genuine performance sad poetic flinty caring sissy spacek matches slow daughter rose pines private loss caring dad rarely modern film preached notredflagly family

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hoes okay and you hoe really like want actually me boom gone till then hmm unless ur garrett taddy moon literally drop rn

people think depression always sad people think depression always crying people think depression dressing black people wrong depression constant feeling numb numb emotions numb life wake morning go bed again tired hurting end

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goodbye peoplemy father died car crash im livig mom makeig prostitue could get bread milk morning today birthday went mcdonalds get cup water im writig mcdonalds happy meal computer years old dont clean clothes all name john im ending life tomorrow morning east pacific time ill jumping mcdonalds im writing at

thank hugs thank hugs

moms home tonight roll around pillow fight like major rager omfg

people write girls dress codes neckbeards call girls females even loudly told much prefer called girls women ladies something sort thats say go days

im parasite everyone around meim nothing worthless scared stupid socially anxious lazy pos live gfs family free provide absolutely nothing thing work transport vehicles know thats permanent thing im college going th year yearold ive gotten nowhere even know life major desperation move honestly ive seizures im hoping ill blackout die since incredibly peaceful im scared means asian family want disown find im still graduating wish could give something back im worthless anything skills typing fast wpm video games rapping music thing makes incredibly happy hopeless think could succeed talented artists there ive tried applying ton desk jobs require talking strangers i cant even work cash register start shaking forgetting everything is require degree experience both nothing offer really wish could kid ive always dreamed getting poor mother things deserves taking care sister also sucks im deathly afraid her hate many things wrong me even work properly fastfood jobs worked since back gives literally almost collapse hurts bad especially one place give breaks all gone gf would richer guy take care better medical condition along person cant provide anything family even deserve kindness deserve anything ampxb longer block text accidentally highlighted deleted accident detailed honestly matter read stupid post thank taking time day even read sad post great day everyone hope everything goes well all

im feeling suicidalive hospitalised twice last weeks severe depression suicidal thoughts anxiety fianc broken me absolute mess one someone please tell ok broken

help please hello could one please translate red writinghttpscdndiscordappcomattachmentsunknownpng clue teacher saying

bruhento momento bruh moment no bruhento momento

holy shit tf u pink guy almost years old song used argument ender trump others actually give reasons explain people dumb

ugghigh school fucking hell like kids go bunch parties get ton girls high school amazing outcasts everyone kids super popular arent smart wont amount much high school theyre good looking athletic theyre treated like gods everyone always chase clout popularity always care everyone else thinks awful cant take anymore friends abandoned popular kids im alone nothing makes sense anymore

hey broettes im natsuu nice meet ya ampxb already met da bros seemed cool

im pissed mom moved brother room totally makes sense brothers room sister me other like privacy life suddenly lose it going college makes absolutely sense two oldest room two youngest another wouldnt make sense put year old room rather year old dont know dont fucking get it annoying always planned moving dont want deal bullshit years used able light room able make sound even play guitar night cant shit use flashlight go bed super quiet mention everyone barges room time its like free all one knocks know unlock door really quickly hate lack privacy really getting me unfortunately smart thing financially stay home deal save money god really affecting mental health no cant dorm college min away worth k semester

attitude depressionso pretty much entire life ive horrible attitude life depression doesnt help much seems make everyone want walk away makes things worse dont know aht think redflag death time im always thinking different ways kill myself tried change attitude tword life hard suggestions

cowardwhy cant bring kill myself get hung dumb shit like much itd hurt dumb stuff doesnt even matter dont know get feeling hesitant

random question top songs mine for longest time total eclipse heart creep la vie en rose aint rest wicked bored figured could good way start conversation

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little story long lost friend gone nowso earlier week found one long lost pals elementary school died even know really friends thats besides point writing this kinda bugging week others childhood died first one actually really knew know happened think might self inflicted im sure probably matter either theres reason im writing this facebook page put cant believe many people coming figurative woodwork say goodbyes even me probably talked years more story share touching reading everyones thoughts makes little sad hes read them cant tell much loved point feeling like hopeless nobody would miss gone would might best friend someone played times kid thought since still think want know much meant give us another chance say nice things to instead about you

want overi dedicated relationship girl like also likes me talking girl several years finally built courage ask wanted spend time together said no supposed do tried exercising working person fee uncomfortable skin almost like dont know could know anyone else please help want someone get old im aging fear im slave fate

since wrote last month pretty decent thought better life looking today really really shitty day sitting right mental break sobbing shaking reminded pathetic hopeless really reminded useless wasted space really fking stupid believe thing finally getting better coming back bite me overwhelm sense hopelessness suicidal thought coming back want live anymore life never get better never going get better matter hard try hope future remember still alive stop fking idiot believing bullshiit die need alive

toast paradox toast literal garbage right wake morning immaculate pm cup leaf juice milk

nostalgia always best reason watch movie often not movies loved kid disappoint adult exceptions rule hard justify owning dvd krull regardless many insightful directors commentary may be stay sharp gen xyers dozens disappointments dominating trip memory lane might stop stumbling across one worth revisitingbr br one surprise film worth another look joel schumachers flatliners supernatural thriller starring s popcorn heavyweights keifer sutherland kevin bacon julia roberts billy baldwin would think stew comprised cast flamboyant flair schumacher ber slick eye cinematographer jan de bont would result something sickeningly stodgy calories aside flatliners aint half bad even though production design inexplicably overthetop photography achingly over stylized replete neon soaked streets spewing endless billows steam flatliners still manages effectively dark compelling thriller theres explanation flatliners forgotten might saw release another far superior supernatural thriller jacobs ladderbr br had flatliners released year two jacobs ladder likely schumachers flashy thriller would dismissed toned down commercialized ripoff adrian lynes nightmarish masterpiece films released year flatliners enjoyed different fate tripling jls take box office despite watered version similar premise passage time kind flatliners lost atop dated heap throwaway s brat pack dreck jl cemented reputation timeless classic fates aside jl seamlessly terrifying manages keep audiences guessing right last frame whereas flatliners falls victim over simplification hollywood conveniences drag final act predictably tidy denouement comparisons two movies unfair ultimately overlooks flatliners ability represent s quintessential best released end decade shallow excess flatliners always dated hairstyles clothing styles fairness also remembered well executed movie or least near top particular heap dreck intents purposes entertaining walk memory lane

family wrong whole life ive told family im smart always ahead peers school logical way thinking recently though finally realized case im smart im autistic well high school particularly smart think logically emotionally everyone know higher level classes me im struggling times im really smart im stupid sure might quite bit smarter average person family thing is theyre kind stupid younger believe it said smart also lived cousin epitome moron barely average people idiots im genius im idiot

inhaled egg boiled eggs cracked open egg slurped dont ask bored still egg shells egg tried shallow threw up yeah im sorry

sister bought shirt cool fuck ngl appreciate

ill kill weekim boy friend girl im love her boyfriend told wait see future cant stand pain anymore wants friend moment boyfriend love her do want marry kids her want love survive love without cant much me much love give everytime try give love anyone suffer last hope

good life think redflag hours every single dayi go much detail snippet many great things life appreciate take granted however think often redflag used come spurts bad things happened anxiety built up then one solid day per week thought logically would it now matter many great things occur life spend quarter day thinking sweet release death sometimes feels like comfort manage least strongest one couple things noticed anxiety huge catalyst constantly feel uncomfortable inside head also hunger tiredness cause bad thoughts anxiety overwhelm me annoying bad mood makes eating undesireable eating makes mood worse work long hours eating forbidden many times even possible im thinking whatever causing shit storm longer matters even want fix point want over bright side trend continues soon spending every waking moment thinking redflag desire surely overcome reservations currently have anyway thanks listening good day

im going dead within monthi hate life anything cant continue anymore want pain over within month likely see committing redflag

im doneim done im tired im done trying im autistic tranny morbidly obese loser teenager im every popular fucking joke meme right wrapped one package nobody would miss me im sick trying normal im sick find shit wear immediately make meltdown im sick person people go need help leave theyre done me im sick joke im sick me bye guys good years wish luck

lets suspend belief moment lets stop pretending could might ought know how is ought be space human knowledge area probably primitive say middle ages maps compared todays satellite maps really clue considering just bbc tv docusimulation gets much better many big budget hollywood blockbusters incredible all show worth watching portrays cgi enhanced fictionalized account know solar system far probably fictionalizing cgiing whole thing way make palatable large public ever watched clips real space missions real space probes quality generally average poor comparison would looking chest xray and tells human body compare cgied cyborg moviewhich one would entertaining yet chest xray real cyborg flick fictionalized sfx actors good job none ill tell grandchildren about fair bbc docusimulation

okay ppl need chill everyone salty everything need chill tf literally posted smt tired writing many college essays responses get whyd procrastinate get used kid you started earlier hold tf started frixkin novemberrrrr applied eight schools different countries never procrastinated literally submitted everything well advance wtfffff trying connect ppl like whatttt okay thanks got pissed sec lol

played among us im addicted first ever game among us cant stop playing cant stop thinking it

burdenive battling manic depression ever since kindergarten father help make worse adding ptsd onto list feel like im burden live feel like people take seriously everyone either says im clown im joking im fake say get upset mood never stabilized no mood stabilizers im mg prozac mg tenex mg prazasin mg trazedone feel meds help me tried talking doctor it said prozac know manage manic depression think ill ever learn

isolation constant need validation comfort etc cannot get things depression mixed redflag paranoia obsessive thoughts people get it living hpd makes pain cannot handle living this supposed reach to parents think good enough rest judge stare me call crazy genuinely feel id even pay someone give chance let hang weekend feel like going go crazy

decided stop taking full dose effexor taking half many meds sad upsides like losing appetite feel needi bit afraid naturally going hit me think human needs feel full range emotions instead relegated artificial chemical existenceany support welcome went antidepressant

peepeepoopoo man comes back revenge laugh name become new victim

know sucks vision become lot worse quarantine think look screens much literally blurry even doctor doesnt know yet last time checked excellent vision sucks might get glasses soon liked beautiful crisp vision

subreddit special placeive misdiagnosed entire life finally went amazing transplant psychiatrist needed kidney first time stayed working someone almost years worked together finally told bi polar disorder learned whole life suffering borderline personality well im heartbroken lashed family couldnt help it scared sad cant believe made far think poor little kid let people ruin him deserved better care treatment intense therapy ive living im burning fire see feel much long im checking hospital first time willingly others th th honestly pray last thank sharing stories helped ways ever explain you dont know ill get back honestly im rushing time thanks listening

television show watched s child captivated it many years passed often thought show good would watch again mindful things past always good remember them great show s lost nothing even sure odd production mistakes see watching old shows takes couple episodes get used dubbed voices done that captivated back s samurai played koichi ose plays role humble manner remember s due popularity show australia toured performing sword play etc overwhelmed interest show him great one time favourite shows still held magic childhood must see series

relationship weird relationship weird little context answer shes im started dating almost months really happy together im afraid people frown upon tell relationship far ive told people trust sets parents know mom it happy wont let explain myself honestly feel like could go long term her title asks relationship weird might delete soon friends know account didnt enough karma throwaway

looking old picturesdoes anyone ever go back look old pictures im rn pictures innocent little kid enjoyed life think kid idea hell hes gonna go life

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major breakdown tonight scared alone knew would anything drastic matter getting closer friend mine really care respect one awake time kept going back forth eventually ended asking check tomorrow really needed someone call me worried pushing boundary friend suddenly since know much mental illnesses right feel like asked want respond tomorrow matter say would rather say all feel like let alone moment tomorrow feel like moved on also want jeopardize friendship one coolest people know never wanted come burden much work with idk worried made mistake idk done next ever since march depressions getting worse again want friend worry too sucks told friend check idk right call

exactly one year th july tried failed ended snapping ligaments landing ankle unconscious since gotten surgery fix massive scar also developed arthritis multiple slipped discs hurt time days bad think killing escape physical pain really really fucking angry last year fuck hide scissors knives got interrupted mother cut perfect hanging set had minutes would peace guess what today kg heavier since day still wish free nooooooo stay bitch earth honestly see drugs help people weed occasion helped calm down would love freed worries thoughts since years old feel like suffered enough back pain bitch without honestly would still feeling suicidal excruciating physical pain is rant one year since attempt

avid julie andrews fan watched first time dvd directors cut version surprised rated g get bedroom scenes seduction story line two strip tease acts warshootingblood g rating weird would rate pgbr br other thoroughly enjoyed movie beautiful showcase andrews voice talent acting great storyline little weak leaving gaps could filled good dialogue many no talking walking scenes me would liked see relationship julie rock blossom intense love would believable

feel lost im tiredhi everyonei hope okay speak mind bit im years old im england live sweden studywhen around years old obsessive compulsive disorder really came surface diagnosed depression ocd generalised anxiety disorder since cannot remember day havent worrying sad upset something craving medication take away numb anxiety sadness im university somehow god knows managed scrape past school wishes family therapist came swedenive year thought moving would help escape old problems followed here real friends here go lectures spend much time bedroom nothing even feel like ive recovered one anxiety another one comes along im freaking ive sleep walking nights ago im worried ive sent snapchat sleepwalking well browsing internet obviously cant tell nature snapchative upset hurt much anyone else ever has happened me deserve this ive thoughts redflag im scared death even think it life aint much better eitherdoes ever get better im tired

hello new reddit found group today f wondering anyone else confused whether depression something else mother two wake up make husband breakfast get dressed play day cannot seem find energy together sit couch floor play mind either overdrive tired btw children happy fed meals day snacks between neglect them neglect myself anyone else feel way things help yourself depression something else

feel trappeddo ever feel like never going able enjoy life accomplish dreams trapped mind seeing people succeed makes sad knowing could spot instead trapped thing see future redflag often sit porch middle night thinking mistakes opportunities took them makes sad times coming back way see redflag somehow would fix stuff want like this yeah idk do

convince meconvince matter anymore convince try getting better even though every time eat throw up convince forget every memory sam alex convince shouldnt walk back university jump river done making excuses myself

feel like protesting education system wants join me

tomorrow school plan writing scp article paper like it may try hand putting article site

keep pretending ok not thoughts spiral hard get stuck thinking point all ever wanted pursue passion life did made huge leaps bounds lot hard work sacrifices primary name major motion picture soon released people proud jealous look me idk wish could get behind perspective huge jumping point me huge step right direction cannot storm hit months ago broke living home again work took get number health great begin with thanks genetics still stories want tell world fucked going help anyway even get there inside gross depressed years juggling suicide past nine months off medicated exercise twice day eat healthy sleep sometimes drink smoke cut lot feel better it single hope love care kids never have wanted career feel like want anything die tired this know do looking someone talk

perfect man alive correct answer kim taehyung

want rip facei hate face eyes stupid ugly gums smile disgustingly ugly smile huge gum cross eyed born like that makes look retarded reaaly serious claw eyes lol serious this eyes left one painlessly get rid it dont want look retarded more

noteim hanging two seconds post everything thing go numb ill seize exist fuck joe fuck dumbass family fuck time wasted you fuck whole life

going really hard time lately need ventive struggled alcoholism depression poverty quite bit past quite bit present certain point blacking friends acquaintances couches place place while basically homeless basically wandering aimlessly stopped counting exact days ive sober ago years ive trouble finding aa meetings area closest area ive found reddit applies problems people whove dealt similar things ive dealt with mostly became sober pure necessity even really hard big motivator used member radical cult recruited bottom luck saw horrible things there treated horribly people managed get treated much worse managed escape easy that time got job apartment even gone apartment likely long welder recently laid due cuts make reason even utilities landlord understanding really tolerated beyond grateful towards him right now really even food quite literally food money food that feel incredibly weak numb mostly ive drunk water hungry quite bit last time low least liquor better nothing really friends lost quite friends feel suicidal much feel tired hungry urge drink badly months least maybe id distraction mostly vent id like someone talk well

think im done life im sick alive im tired feeling unhappy time summer almost over ill start going school again im supposed junior think im gonna year ive always social anxiety gotten much worse im quiet girl one school seems like me tried talk realized awkwardweird was understand try damn hard think things say them theyre always gone even giving second chance wish people school could little understanding people anxiety would love sit talk someone anything love hearing people talk stuff people assume im weird freak simply im bit anxious talking first wish people would little forgiving social mistakes know theyll never be unless asshole alcoholic uncle lets homeschoolingwhich never happen im gonna kill myself im afraid go back school feel like ghost might well already dead world fucked sad anyways im tired seeing it

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im feel burnt ive originally made throwaway account post i complain feel like starting getting annoying removed dur lack karma friends kida stopped talking me feel like bit burden im scared confront them im lonely feel like much look forward life family lowkey drags little trust me never relationship anything close feel like im missing young i blame netflix originals that know many people similar hobbiesinterests mine feel like outcast im kind scared starting conversations both internet irl ive sort embraced feeling invisible others hurts sometimes read that thanks time nice day

know tell anyone thismy heart feels cold feel lonely beautiful family many loved ones care me good job wonderful life still feel miserable want end girls wife daughter fuck hurts live thank listening really mean that thank you

help teacher yelling class going die streets two kids forgot homework why forgetting assignment isnt going make everyone class homeless future jeez

endno matter hard try nothing end ive put everything left final effort failed never ever her over guess im gonna end miserable life soon

ever awkward position listen friend talk something interest scared tell stop man hoping good time stop talking even kept nodding

french people im learning french grammar really bad swear wanna practice native speaker anyone wants

least painful instant way goi access guns hanging bridges

anyone discord servers could join may may tryna finess mod one ones inactive though whack

im sure imdb weighted average came low rating film opinion accounts overlooked gem movie rip torn fantastic stubborn noel lord tantoo cardinal superlative housemate torn cardinal underrated actors finally given stage work craft onbr br their relationship always pleasant real humerous touching love story billed dvd jacket end tragedy lord simply aims high ignores advice take money offered power company movebr br the music fantastic period sets

shit hurtingpeople dont care listen see actually trying im trying happy im trying change im trying get stronger gets much harder people shove everything bad face wonder im negative dont necessarily like attention something good right feels like nobody notices fuck recite every time ive messed up expect someone get better tell much fuck up cant someone congratulate once even smallest thing thats help someone dont people understand care

im seeing black eyed children hear screaming helpi really severe depressionlast night almost hanged myself feel miserable suicidal want diebut also want to tried play relaxing fun games forget depression help get bullied lot accent voice sound like year old helium pleasehelp

would somebody like care mei mean im nice guy dont hurt anybody dont screw anybody over im nasty person life seems take me honestly want somebody care me im difficult person want live point really want end life

perpetuumi committed far happiness excessively beyond ahead me made choice abandon current pleasure future latters appeal distant realize provide motivation wont make years fuck life

understand comments focus mcconaughey never interesting film actor br br the best part movie writing wit alfred molina patrick mcgaw make unusual comic duo definitely stock types although one cant say characters well developed make less funnybr br the version saw hdnet subtitles spanish dialog certainly problem use spanish gives authenticity br br a underrated movie judging unusually low score imdb members given it thought fun interesting worth least lot slick movies higher scores making big money box office much less interesting

since interested lake monsters really dug movie movie worth see like awful good types films check out effects really good well think land lost originally watched movie early s maybe like local channel monster show called morgus presents scare anything b felt like a years later seen dvd local circuit city bought immediately give personal spot heart right monster squad gremlins good b movie fun ages

guys party tonight regular show goddamn fucking good like come guitar melody slaps harder boxer steroids song written specifically cartoon goddamn good rant goodnight dm want ill respond im six hours im going bed

idk want kill self never open eyes life purpose anymore depressed want end life

want love people butif experience people past ish years going is going past days kind teetering edge wanting truly end everything but im still scared afterlife ever able rest never bothered again listen everyone money money lets whatever want move pos parents house never look back buy sex people hold shit head relationships contribute something loved otherwise lazy annoying piece shit thats waste space thats love according society loved are standards hard work teams hold others to reciprocate people ever keep promises you know else say anymore everyones going say fault anyways believe capitalist people eat alive shithole website run nerds survive job retail think theyre menial work like play video games watch anime shit responsibilities goals outside shit too wish someone would prove wrong doubt will im always told pray god never seek actual help something wrong wanting keep paycheck something wrong placing value human lives anything wrong believing things make life worth living yes matter snowflake must die collective cause organizations giving money relationships must left pick reference social cue go school us growing up part clique friend group etc working hard paying bills im responsible for making work time supposed privileged according people cant handle wrong considering ending everything whats wrong makes unlovable

parent help hey guys teen suffering adhd wondering comfront parents it dont believe exists got medically tested back since then parents refuse give medication tell real problem starting make feel like garbage pile help appreciated

noose drawerhi deeply convinced die im bad core belief thats deeply rooted me past months lost tried build leaving toxic home recovering it much hope anymore died house ive done past five years never destined work out lately like im back there act guilt toxic one im beyond getting better deserve it resolved finish job made noose planned act im afraid one check dead body want neighbor find two weeks smell want leave note friend whats left money im afraid hed find early interrupt me

dont want become adultim currently struggling suicidal thoughts almost two years now know wont able deal responsibilities adult world scares me im scared everyone everything feeling happy im awake sleeping thats try either work exhaustion drawing entire day piece piece sleeping hours even im tired dont worry anything exist thats planned way turning faking sleep problems get sleeping pills take enough wake back up know ramble need somewhere get chest therapist holiday dont want tell mom worry her

sure anymorei brothers wedding coming look forward to that yeah know give up hate planet live on hate people people self centered cruel ive even guilty times hate too im seeing shrink next month maybe help know th time ive entered therapy since first work

im sorry needed talkhi reading stuff afraid comment anything made throw away account im know teen years it get better im aware need somebody talk person usually talk trust kinda kept sane living high school experience talk feel pretty abandoned also feel really guilty feel selfish im holding trust anybody else getting drinking problem supply got cut cat never really also tried normal stuff life punching wall knuckles got swollen one teachers said something guidance counselor kinda like prevention post needed talk people felt know like thanks

happy new year goodbyewelp another year alone im even going lie say maybe ill find love im gonna end life simple

male snoo dead hes gone

bummerwhats up while stuff mostly good last year right trying graduate uni serious shit hitting fan work im really tempted take easy path know bullshit worth financially im even able afford home due price hike real estate whats point going work apparent reason pay rent eat yeah point keep living